Armchair Expert with Dax Shepard - Tiffany Haddish

Episode Date: May 6, 2024

Tiffany Haddish (I Curse You With Joy, Girls Trip, Night School) is an actor and comedian. Tiffany joins the Armchair Expert to discuss how much she needs laughter on a daily basis, her journey to find her biological father, and how messy her bedroom is. Tiffany and Dax talk about whether or not they think humans are designed to eat meat, what her love language is, and her first orgasm. Tiffany explains how some of her personal relationships changed after achieving success, what it’s like to date as a successful woman, and which chapter was the hardest to write in her book. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Welcome, welcome, welcome to Armchair Expert. I'm Dax Shepard, I'm joined by Miss Monica Mouse. Hello. Miss Monica. Hi. I have been looking so forward to this guest for six and a half years. And we finally got her, and then the version

of which we got her could not be more exceptional. I'm not gonna ruin any of it for you, you'll hear all of it, but it's an interview that shouldn't have happened that happened. Yes, through sheer will. Yes. Tiffany Haddish, I love Tiffany Haddish so much. She's an award-winning actor, a stand-up comedian,

and a best-selling author. You love her in Girls Trip, Night School, The Unbearable Weight of Massive Talent, Haunted Mansion, The After Party. You probably read her book, The Last Black Unicorn, and she has a new essay collection out tomorrow called I Curse You With Joy. So check out I Curse You With Joy,

it's phenomenal, it's out tomorrow. Please enjoy Tiffany Haddish. That's the sound of unaged whiskey transforming into Jack Daniel's Tennessee whiskey in Lynchburg, Tennessee. Around 1860, nearest green taught Jack Daniel how to filter whiskey through charcoal for a smoother taste, one drop at a time. This is one of many sounds in Tennessee with a story to tell. To hear them in person, plan your trip at tnvacation.com. Tennessee sounds perfect.

He's an armchair expert. He's an armchair expert. He's an armchair expert. Hello, hi. You made it. Monica, you have a bunch of hands. He's a little transfer Hello! Hello! Hi! You made it! Monica, you have a bunch of hands full.

Nice to meet you, Monica. Hi, nice to meet you. Can I sit here? Yeah. Well, let's talk. We got you a coffee. I don't drink coffee. I drink tea.

Okay, what kind of tea would you like? Mint tea. We have spearmint tea. Yeah, that's the same thing. That's the thing. That's Monica's favorite. You ever see these? Oh, yeah. With the dates and stuff. Yeah, that's the same thing. That's the thing. That's Monica's favorite. You ever see these? Oh yeah, with the date stuff.

Yeah, they're good. I'm not really hungry. Can I put them next to you? Yeah, you can put them right here. I'm kind of worried about you. You are? Yes, of course. Well, you're a trooper, I gotta say.

I think I would have been like, I don't know, ethically, I kept thinking I should probably offer to just come back tomorrow. But I don't have time tomorrow. Well, then you gotta come. When they cars spin around, I was like, if just come back tomorrow. But I don't have time tomorrow. When they cars spin around, I was like, if this thing flips over, what do we do next? How am I going to flip this myself? And then I was just like, God, I'm glad you're okay. I'm fine.

Do you have one of those seatbelt cutters slash Windows smashers? Windows smashers? No, I don't have that. We need to get that. I just got one. I don't get in car accidents often. Yeah, you've been driving this car for six years. This was your first. Yeah, the worst in that car is maybe backing up

into a yellow pole. Yeah, sure. Okay, that happens. Or the Beverly Hills Hotel. When you come out that parking structure. Oh, it's windy. Is that the Beverly Hills Hotel when you come out that parking structure Yes, but when you were saying that I have to admit I was picturing Chateau which is a disaster Oh that one sucks. Have you ever pulled into the Chateau? No, I don't even mess around pulling in over there. It's so scary You're better off just leaving it on sunset and walking up the hill That's clever.

So it's 138 days. That's a long fucking time. And that interview that I did, I think it was in January. So then it came out the beginning of February or something like that. And I think I said it's been like 49 days or something like that. Okay. So whenever that was. So what's interesting though is you chose to do that then right before the holidays.

Yeah, it was like November something. Is that mega for you? I'm an addict, so that's a long time. I don't think I'm an addict. Which is shocking. I'm maybe a workaholic. Here goes my things that I'm addicted to. Give me your isms.

I'm a workaholic. I am a laughaholic. That's a good one. I need to hear laughs. I need to be laughing. If a day goes by and I don't hear somebody laughing, or if I don't laugh, it's gonna be hell on earth. Okay, it's gonna be a problem.

It's dark. I'll get to the point by the end of the day, I'm like, I didn't hear anybody laughing today. I pull up a YouTube video and just, baby's laughing. Whenever I get down or whatever, baby's laughing. It clears the energy. They do have the best laugh. The best laughs in the world is contagious.

It's the realest. So I try to not eat meat for like 30 days, and I was doing good, and then I'm definitely addicted to meat, and it's definitely chicken I gotta fucking have and pastrami. Mmm. I love pastrami. Have you gone to Langer's?

Yes, I've been to Langer's. That's in New York. Right by MacArthur Park. Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. That's like 85 years old. Yes, yes. Because if you had not been there. That's like 85 years old. Yes, yes. Because if you had not been there. And they put the juice on there and all that.

That would be the first hang we would have as Langers. Yeah. And it's a time travel, because everyone in there is 85 years old and it looks like 1972 in there and you feel like you time warped. Yes. Okay, pastrami chicken, candy like candy. I do like candy, but only around this time. That's not an ism, because you're about to have your period.

Right now, I could go for some sour sticks, or the sour... Sour straws? Sour powers. Sour powers. Sour powers? The sour power strips. Okay. I don't know about this. You don't know about the sour power strips? No.

That you used to have to buy at the liquor store back in the day, and you can get three for 25 cents. But I like that with pickle, like you wrap a pickle with the sour. This is crazy. Wow. Or stick a Jolly Rancher inside a pickle, or a mint that with pickle. Like you wrap a pickle with the sour. This is crazy. Or stick a Jolly Rancher inside a pickle or a mint inside a pickle. Oh my God, you're wild.

Around this time, I dip the pickle in Kool-Aid, like a real good dill pickle, and you dip it in Kool-Aid powder. Oh my Lord. My, mmm. That's one of the weirdest things. One day I'm gonna invite you to my house, and you try it, you're gonna be like,

this is fucking dope. If you like sweet and sour. Well, I like sour. I'm more of a to my house and you try it. You're gonna be like, this is fucking dope. If you like sweet and sour. Well, I like sour. I'm more of a savory, like the chicken yac. I would never, I might say that, but I was vegan for a year, but I would never again try to quit meat. That's a joke.

We're supposed to eat meat. I don't think we are. You know. No, we are. I don't think we are. Okay, let's have our first bite. Okay, let's do it. By the way, our teeth are shaped. I don't think we are.

You know why? Can we pause for just a second? Yeah, we can pause, however. Well, we're gonna resume this, because I got a knockout punch to that retort. Hello? Good afternoon, is Tiffany there? This is her.

Hi Tiffany, good afternoon. I had a service order for your Tesla. Yes. Are you at a safe location? Yes, I'm in a safe location. My sister, Tuesday, is with the car right now, because I had to be at work. Okay, it's going to be about 60 minutes. Good Lord! Why 60 minutes?

Do you know how famous I am? Oh, I'm so sorry, dear. It's all good. Can I patch you in with my sister? Sure. Okay, so she can know too. Whose name is the membership under you? My name Tiffany Haddish.

Okay, you want to send me your membership under your name? My name Tiffany Haddish. Okay, you wanna send me your membership card to this number? Yeah. It's not gonna be present? Yeah, I'll send you my membership card to this. What's your name? My name is Mike. Mike, are you gonna be the one picking up the car, Mike?

No, it's gonna be a driver. You gonna tell me who that is? I'm gonna see which driver gets free and I'll let you know, most likely it's gonna be either Carlos or David. Carlos or David? Send Carlos. No, send David. I like the name David.

No, David's lazy. No, David's not lazy. David is a good strong name. No, get Carlos out of there. He's a hater. I'm sorry. That's right. Okay, I'm gonna send you the insurance now. And are you a AAA insurance also?

No. What insurance are you? StayFarm. Yeah, we're not allowed to say that on this show. We'll cut it out. We'll cut it out. I'm actually doing a podcast at the same exact time. I'm at work.

One second, I'm so sorry. StayFarm. We're not sponsored. Don't say StayFarm, we gotta... I don't even know the name of the number. I got to lock the number into send. I'm going to do this, copy that. Then I'm going to do this.

Make this move. I'm going to do this. And then. Oh, don't do that. Oh, I got to do this. And then I'm going to do this. Then I'm going to do that. And then bam, don't be giving out my personal information.

You haven't given any yet. I'm sure Mike is panicked right now. Hello, the tow truck guy, he told me to hold on for a second. I wanted to merge him with you. Either David or Carlos is coming. He said it's gonna be 60 minutes. 60 minutes? That's the way the fuck I feel.

But Liz told me at 3.45. That's what they had told her, but then he just called me and said 60 minutes because he don't know if it's Tuesday. Is that Tuesday? Yeah, it's Tuesday. Hey. Dak said hey. because he don't know. Is that Tuesday? Yeah, it's Tuesday. Hey. Dak said hey.

But he don't know if. I just met Tuesday. If it's gonna be Carlos or David that's gonna be available. So, he done hung up on me now. I'm gonna send you his phone number so you can call him. Yeah, all right, send me his number. Okay, love you, bye. We can be done with the show now, that was perfect.

Talk about privilege. Shoot, I'll be back to my car before they even get to me. Exactly. Be like, you know what, Jack, she's driving me off where you picked my ass up at. I'll handle this. This is some bullshit. Where was we at?

Meat. Just skip it. Why is meat important? Meat. Okay, you want me to tell you why our teeth aren't resembling those of other omnivores? Yes, because that's where I was about to go with it, with the teeth. Cooking. We have been cooking meat for two and a half million years.

So we didn't need to have those teeth and those teeth are expensive. You have to dedicate a lot of nutrients and growth to them. So we don't have anything extra. We wouldn't carry around these big canines if we didn't need them. So since we've been cooking meat for two and a half million years, cooking it allows us to eat it with these teeth. So our teeth have genetically modified, is what you're saying, because we've been cooking meat.

Yeah, in the archeological record, we know 100% humans have been eating meat forever. You're not buying it, I gotta tell her. I think humans eat bugs. Sure, they eat bugs. Which is the meat. I think humans should be eating more vegetables. I feel like my teeth, okay, I don't know how your teeth is, white man,

but my teeth like eating vegetables better than me. But the way my intestines work, the way that the bacteria is set up in my body, the parasites in my body, likes fried chicken and likes baked chicken. Yeah. And loves, loves, loves that chicken, that rotisserie. When it's all smoky and stuff and it's just spinning

and spinning, the juice dripping off of it. Oil's popping out and stuff and it's just spinning and spinning the juice dripping I'll be popping out and I want to lick the skin when it's all you know crisp and everything we know we know I don't like blood. I do like red meat, but mostly just beef. Where are you at on steak? Well done I don't want it to look like it's on this period at all if I cut into it in anything pink come out I don't want you're out. I'm done. I don't even wanna eat it. I'm gonna eat around all the burnt parts. I like my meat horse. Right, right, hard and not red. Should we let people in on what has happened?

I think they might have been able to reverse engineer what happened before Tiffany was in route to the attic and got into an accident and was spun around violently. And we don't know one another, despite you think might've met at an NFL event, but putting that aside, I don't think we know each other, so I said, I'll come pick you up. I think we actually met.

I wanted to say, but then I don't wanna hurt your feelings, but I think we was in jail together. Okay, well that's a lot more likely than us being at an NFL event. Or I really wanna say I seen you at this dope dealer's house that I used to date, but I don't know. Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Oh shit, that's probably true.

That also is true. That's what I really wanna say, but I don't wanna put Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. Oh shit, that's probably true. That also is true. That's what I really wanna say, but I don't wanna put you on blast. But since you said you was an addict, I said fuck it. Oh yeah, we go full. Listen, you know where we may have met actually? Is at a Casa event. Have you been to Casa?

Yes, that's exactly where I was. That's where it's at. It was an event. I know it's a lot of people. I hosted the Casa banquet maybe five years in a row. And I performed at it. Yes. It was in the beginning, right right when Girl's Trip took off.

Yep. And you told your story. Mm-hmm. That's what was weird. That actually solves everything because going into researching you, I don't know your story, but for some reason I knew it. Why do I know she was in foster care and ship? So I think it was the Casa event.

It was a Casa event. Very different from an NFL event. And we kissed in the mouth. Yes, we did. I said, please don't tell my wife. And you said, I will never tell anyone until I'm on your podcast. And then I kissed your kissed in the mouth. Yes, we did. I said, please don't tell my wife, and you said, I will never tell anyone until I'm on your podcast. And then I kissed your wife in the mouth.

Yeah. And we saved so many foster kids. So many lives. OK, so you were in a car accident. I went and picked you up. There was an incredibly handsome guy, Justin, helping. When you show up at an accident like I just did, there's so many people around.

And I'm trying to figure out, who's she with? Was she in the car with anyone? I was by myself. Who's this handsome guy? There's some fans. It's a different experience when you're famous and you get in a car accident. I was trying to decide if I was gonna act

like I was fucked up. For them? Yeah, when the car spun around, I was sitting there, I was trembling a little bit and I was like, where did my phone go? Cause it flew out of the holder and it hit me in the arm and the leg. And I was like, where's the phone?

And I picked the phone up off the floor and then I was like, let me try to get the car out of the middle of the road and thank God nobody, where's the phone? And I picked the phone up off the floor. And then I was like, let me try to get the car out of the middle of the road and thank God nobody was coming from the other direction. Yeah, because you got knocked into oncoming traffic and thankfully there was no traffic. And so I tried to push the car over,

it did not want to go. I was like, come on, come on Tiffany, you can do it, get over there to the side of the road, girl. And I pushed the car over and you hear the car go. Yeah, it fought. There was a big long rubber mark where you had driven it I'm out of the road, girl. When I push the button, you hear the car go. Yeah. Yeah. It fought. There was a big long rubber mark where you had driven it down the road with three wheels.

And if you paid attention, you could see the spin in the middle. And I didn't step on the brake either because you know they say don't pound on the brake. During a crash? Pick your feet off. You had the wherewithal during that to go like, I want to brake, but I'm not going to brake.

I find that hard to believe. You think I broke? I'm telling you, I have taken enough race car classes. I went like this. Feet all the way up. I just went kinda relaxed. Ah, shit, they hit me. Drunk drivers always live, cause they're loose. Mud, mud, mud, mud, dead mud.

Okay, so you had a moment though where you were thinking about acting super injured. Yeah, yeah, so my first thought was jump out this car cuz these motherfuckers out right? That was my first thought you motherfuckers you didn't hear me honking at you How do you stop as I wanted to do then I was like fuck you're famous do not behave that way That's inappropriate and then I see the guy get out the car and he's walking towards me. He's like, are you okay? He's like, ah shit. I hit my favorite person and I'm holding the phone and I's like, are you okay? He's like, oh shit, I hit my favorite person. And I'm holding the phone and I'm like, who do I call first? Who do I call first?

And I'm trembling and I'm like, did I fuck this guy before? Do I know him? And I'm like trembling, I'm looking at him, walking up, and I'm like, maybe I bought weed from him back in the day. You're forgetting that he knows you from television? I'm just wondering, do I know him? And he kept saying, are you all right?

Are you good? And I rolled the window down and I said, I guess, he kept saying are you all right? Are you good? And I'll roll the window down and I said I guess maybe that's good non-committal now you can go either way I'm trembling though. So I'm like, okay trembling is good. You're releasing trauma and I'm like should I get out of this car limping? Do I even want to limp Tiffany your ass do hurt cuz you've been doing all them bar classes You've been really working on booty muscles or punishing them. Really? Yeah. Well, I'm just building them. I'm trying to melt the cellulite in the fascia. And I'm like, do you want to do this?

And then I'm like, no, always operate out of honesty and truth. It's a lot of adrenaline rushing. You don't know how you're going to feel in three hours because I'm dead bugged. I'm like, let me think. I sat there for a minute and then a dude walked up. The handsome guy, guy Justin very handsome And I'm like, I know I know him I just don't know why I know him and then he walks over to the window. He goes you okay Tiffany, right?

And I was like, yes, I call my sister first. You're gonna have to let the PR people know you have to let this person I got to let that person know she's like, oh shit. I'm coming to get you. Where you at? And then I was like you gotta call these she's like I'm gonna call this person first Okay, she's like, but are you alive? I'm coming to get you, where you at? And then I was like, you gotta call this person. She's like, I'm gonna call this person first. And I'm like, oh shoot, okay. She's like, but are you alive? I'm like, I called you, I think I'm fine. So far I feel pretty okay. And then he's like, do you need a ride? I'll take you.

And I was like, why do I know your face? I do know you. And he was like, from the comedy store. And I was like, bet, that's exactly where I know you from. And I was like, oh, and I done hit on you a few times, so I apologize. Okay, right, right, right, right. Again, he was inordinately handsome to be helping on this.

It seemed like it was cast in a movie. It's a me cute. Oh, a me cute. Also, he was in tremendous shape. The first thing I said to him as I walked up is, boy, you're handsome, and what shape you're in. And he's 52. I didn't even notice that.

He's 52? Did you miss all that? Yeah, I missed all of that. When I saw him, I did gush a little bit, and not from my face or anything, like little blood came out. Oh, okay. My ovaries churned.

No, not about to, it started. Oh, it started. It started this morning. I woke up in the blood this morning. And then I got out and I walked around to see the damage, and I was just looking and I said, "'Damn, you fucked my shit up.'" And the guy goes, "'But are you okay?' And then I turned around and looked into the bushes and said, "'Why, you fucked my shit up. And the guy goes, but are you okay?

And then I turned around and looked into the bushes and said, why every time on my period always some bullshit happen on day one? Yeah. The fuck, on day one? I know. The devil is too busy. Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.

Take a vacation. Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm. And then I turned around and looked back at the guy and said, it's just a car, are you okay? Right, you got your senses. That's nice. Yeah, you let off a little steam. You jumped a lot of hurdles to get to a nice place.

Because if this was 2003, if it was 1998, I might have pulled the bat out and been like, I'ma fuck your ass up, fucking up my car, that Tyler Perry gave me, but I didn't do that. Yeah, you wouldn't have had insurance. You would have had a whole host of other problems in 90s. In 98, in the Geo Metro? I had insurance. Oh, my shit was constantly uninsured

Oh, no, my shit was insured. It was always dollars I had a metro as well. Yeah, so dependable. Do you at all regret letting it go? I feel like you should have kept it just so you could look at it every now and then I know where it's at. It don't work though. Can we get it? We could get it and restore it. I'm being sincere, because I let my Honda Civic go, that little car got me everywhere and I was broke.

And I'm like, I need to bring that little guy up. I had over a million miles on it. No, you should have been in a commercial with it. Over a million miles. God bless the GM Metro. It was like a million five. We gotta get that car. I know exactly where it's at.

Every now and then, you should go out and sit in it, and then like really internalize where you're at. I know exactly where it's at. Every now and then, you should go out and sit in it and then like really internalize where you're at. I just sit in it and cry. It used to be my cry space. After you already made it? Mm-hmm. Over what, generally? Any old thing or the same thing?

Usually the first day of my period. Usually first day of my period, something crazy happens. We caught you on a hell of a day. Yeah, you did. Day one of the period. It was supposed to start two more days, but I guess that eclipse fucked my shit up. It did.

Through my cycle off. Did that throw things off for you? Oh yeah, it messes everyone's periods up. Are you a water sign? No, I'm a fire sign. Oh, I can see that. What does that mean? Oh, I know your birthday.

You're December 3rd. Uh-huh, 1900 and none of your fucking bitches. No, 1979. 79 of your fucking bitches. No, 1900. 79, I'm 75. Now listen, what's really ironic is really within that car accident, everything I've learned about you today is that play. One is, like when I go into 7-Eleven and shit's going off, I love when there's like

two crazy people screaming at each other and maybe the guy's gonna come from around the corner and maybe I'm gonna be in the middle of it. I'm an arousal junkie from the trauma. I'm good in these situations. And so you're in this chaotic situation, but you're like, oh yeah, take my shit off the break. I feel this way, but this shaking's gonna pass.

Part of it is you're trying for this. Some other people will be like screaming, losing their mind, they wouldn't be on the phone. It'd take them 35 minutes to get their shit together. And you're kind of rolling through it, it's telling. Yeah, I've been through a lot of shit. And do you find that you're pretty calm when shit's going sideways? Yeah, from what I remember from therapy and all the classes I've taken over the years,

you're not supposed to react to things. You respond. First sign of mental illness is when you react to situations as opposed to responding to them. Right, you hopping out of the car screaming would be a reaction. And that's a mental illness. Yeah, and that would have been my very first desire to get out and defend myself, basically. Yeah, but he didn't jump out of the car coming at me aggressively.

They didn't try to pull off and leave. But you were doing your thing, and another human being that you have no control over changed the course of your day. And for me, it means more than just that thing. It's back to to million times I thought I was just doing my day and other motherfuckers changed the course of my day. So it goes straight back to a feeling

that's not even a car accident. Right. Is the side of my face swelling right now? No. Do you feel it? Do you feel it expanding? Can I tell you what you're gonna feel tomorrow? It's not gonna be your butt or your back.

It hurts. It does? Maybe the phone hit my face too. Oh shit. It's not gonna be your butt or your back. It hurts. It does? Maybe the phone hit my face too. Oh shit, do you want ice? We could get you some. Do you wanna go home? No. I'll drive you home.

No, because I'm just gonna sit around and cry. Okay, well then stay here. But you know what's gonna hurt tomorrow, which doesn't hurt at all right now. I've been with you now for 45 minutes and you've listed a bunch of different things. Your back hurt, but then that might be your period. You decided. Yeah, I decided that's my cycle. Tomorrow back hurt, but then that might be your period you decided.

Yeah, I decided that's my cycle. Tomorrow morning you're gonna go, oh, my neck is sore. Because you got hit from the side and you spawned. What really happened that you have no memory of it is your head went like that. This is no way of doing it. And maybe my head hit my shoulder really hard.

That could have happened, yeah. I think Rob's probably going to get you ice. Oh, okay. Because the side of my face hurts. Let's get to this right now. That sucks! It's throbbing. Do you hate the idea of someone getting you ice. Oh, okay. Because the side of my face hurts. Let's get to this right now. That sucks. It's throbbing. Do you hate the idea of someone getting you ice?

A little bit. When you said he's going to get you ice, I kind of was like, no. I didn't want to say like, don't do that. But you know what? I probably need it. Yeah, that's another hurdle. One of my things I wrote down.

You figured it out. Well. I don't like people doing shit for me. I hate surprises. Also, you don't want to be pitied. No, I hate that. This is the sentence I read where I was like, me. I hate surprises. Also, you don't wanna be pitied. No, I hate that. This is the sentence I read, where I was like, okay, I know you.

You had an eighth miscarriage, and you didn't wanna tell any of your friends because you didn't want them calling you. Are you okay, are you okay, are you okay? Now, there's two versions of that. One is you just hate being pitied. My thing is, I have to be indomitable and strong as fuck. If I'm not and people don't think that about me at all time,

they're gonna try to take advantage of me. People are gonna try to take advantage of you regardless. That's not it. But if someone was to feel bad for you, what would that mean? That I can't heal. That you're weak, no? I don't wanna even say that word.

Why you say that word? That's what I'm saying. I mean, it's not true. It doesn't mean you're weak. I know it doesn't mean I'm weak, but they treat you that way. Do you have a charger in here just in case my phone dies?

It's on one percent. Oh, yeah, yeah. That'll be another thing we'll send Rob for. Yeah, we'll send him a gift. He's gonna be busy. We've all been busy. I've never picked a guest up. This is kind of fun and novel for me. And I'm not going home in an Uber

because they kidnap people. No, no, I'll take you home. Okay, cool, thanks. I'll take you out to dinner. Some fried chicken. You don't gotta take me out to dinner. Chicken. I mean, if it's Popeye. We'll hit Langer's.

You called on your own, which I do want to tell people, because most people in your situation who are famous, who get in a car accident, are coming to a podcast. One would probably just forget the podcast, who cares? Second group would tell their publicist, hey, I got in a car accident, I obviously can't go to this thing. Tell them. You called yourself. Because I knew they wouldn't call you guys.

But that's so nice. Did anybody call you guys? You did, but I do think the assistant texted or called or something. But also you called, you said specifically, hey, I got in this car accident and I'll still do it. And I was overhearing this, like, are you kidding me? I'm not bleeding. I'm not broken. I can still talk and communicate.

And if something happens, if I do have a concussion or I do have like internal bleeding going on besides my regular normal bleeding, can you get me a charger as well, love? Thank you so much. iPhone, yes, thank you. Well, there's two different kind of charge ones. You have the newest one with the new charger thing

or the conventional? Probably this one. This is conventional. Here, you can take the whole thing. It's a little heavy. It's for weight lifting. It's to build my booty. I do squats with that phone.

Oh, that feels so good right now. Maybe you did hit your face. It seems like you did. Oh, okay. We shouldn't eat meat. Okay. If you had a concussion, we would be here to then take you to the hospital, I guess.

Oh my God, I hate going to the hospital. Yeah. Can we just do hospital stuff here? Dax would love to perform surgeries. We gotta start with just a general physical. To assess where you're at. No pep scaring. Not putting a finger in my booty.

Where were we at before you handed me the ice pack? I was talking about how much I hate if anyone thinks I'm weak. If you assess me as weak, then you'll be confident enough to try to take advantage of me. But people try to take advantage anyways. People prey on people that they think are vulnerable. Is that why you're so muscular and buff? Yeah.

You even walk, your posture is like, I'll Donkey Kong punch you in the head. Yeah, that's all from that. That's step dads that were violent and boys that were violent and all that stuff. And I'm sending a message to the world, the tattoos, everything's transparent. Move on to someone else.

There's an easier target. Yeah, this is not the one. That's all I need you to know. I'll fight back. There's someone else that won't. Pick them. I'll fight back too and I'll enjoy it. That's the problem.

That's what I'm working on. We would be the worst couple of all time. Let me tell you something about men in relationships. I do not argue with men. Now I may say some smart ass shit that's gonna piss you off but I will not yell and scream with you. If you're yelling and screaming at me. Two people in a relationship,

neither can be soft, weak and vulnerable. That's a recipe for. One has to be and I will be, but I will say the slickest, most fucked up shit that's gonna hit your soul. And it's gonna hit you on the inside. Two days later. You'll be like, oh fuck, I just heard what she said.

I didn't do the math, that was evil. She penetrated my spirit with that one. What's the longest you've been with a guy? Five years. Well, you were married, was that your longest? I guess, yeah. Do fuck buddies count? No. No?

Okay, then five years. And that's with the ex-husband? Yeah. Since then, what's the longest? Two years. Do you have a count? No. No, okay, then five years. And that's with the ex-husband? Yeah. Since then, what's the longest? Two years. Do you have a pattern that you've noticed that generally spells the end? Yeah, usually at the nine month mark.

Do you start losing interest at the nine month mark? Mm-hmm, especially if he's never taken me anywhere, no trips, no nothing, because I don't like surprises. I'm not super big on gifts, but I like adventure, so that's quality time. I like touch, and I like super grobin' on gifts, but I like adventure. So that's quality time. I like touch. I like super grobin' and shit, but a nice pat on the back.

You wanna connect physically with the person you love. Look at my eyes when you're talking to me. Let me know that you hear me. I like kind words. I'm easy, cheap as fuck. You cook a meal, I cook a meal. Maybe you don't cook at all. You cut up some onions for me or something.

I think that's so fucking awesome. Wash my car, I'm wet. I think that's so fucking awesome. Wash my car, I'm wet. I think that's super romantic. He wash the dishes, clean up something, ugh. Acts of service, fix something for me, I'm sucking your dick. Simple shit here. That's a good playbook for any dude

who wants to take Tiffany out. That's right. Acts of service, man, that's hot. So acts of service is interesting. That's what my wife's love language is. It's a lot of women's love language. Yeah, I think that they want to receive that. I'm verbal affirmation. I want to hear...

Good words. I want to be told that you like me. Too much, probably. And my wife's a genius because she has figured out to just give me just a hair less than I want, and then I've been intrigued for 17 years. So, are you an arousal junkie? My therapist said to me once,

because I was also reading your history with antidepressants and it was virtually identical to what I experienced. You have vaginal dryness? I just said hair up. That is a common side of that. I couldn't even get a. Yeah, yeah, yeah, just dust.

Just the sun. Yeah, yeah. Do you see Dune? It was shot in my pussy when I was on Paxil. I made a ton of money on location rental. Hilarious. But what I felt, and I learned the term of while I was on it, was blunting or bunting.

I was like, I was sitting on a river in North Carolina that I have sat at many, many times, and I know how it's supposed to smell, and I know how it's supposed to feel, and I'm like, where did it all go? And then I went off of it a couple years ago, and my current therapist, he's like, yeah, that makes total sense.

You are an arousal person. You like smells and sounds and excitement and thrills, and that's what keeps you alive. Pies. I like what I see. Kind of like a little chaos. My bedroom proves that. It's a mess.

So many things, so many knickknacks, so many clothes, I love clothes. Me too. I hate hanging them. Like if a man came into my life and said, I'm going to fold your clothes and put them away for you, I'm sucking his dick straight up. Yeah, while he's folding. Look at you, made this space on the bed for you.

This is your space and I'm gonna suck your dick for that. Cause I will wash the clothes. But you don't wanna hang them. I will put the clothes in a basket. I will pour them on a guest bed. Or I'll pour them on my bed first. And then I like to snuggle up to them. They smell so good. Warm. Yeah, warm and stuff. And I'll take a nap in them.

Roll around in them. Like a kitten. I do roll around in them. Then I will fold them eventually. They're like your babies. And put them in their space. And then I never put them away. Yeah. I just start getting dressed right from the bed. Monica's got a very similar relationship with her and she loves clothes and she buys so

many clothes. I love clothes. I do also just throw them all over the place. But it's interesting because I was just talking to my friend about this who has a very chaotic mind. She is all over the place. She has ADHD and her space is very clean, which I found shocking,

because my brain is very organized. It reversed. Counterintuitive. Yes, it was almost like I can live in a messy space because my brain. It won't overwhelm you. It won't overwhelm me and hers is the opposite. I relate to her.

I have anxiety from how much shit is crooked and out of place. It doesn't bother me. But I feel comfortable in cluttered a little bit. Me too. I feel snuggly. Cozy. Yeah, cozy. We got it.

That is it, comfort in the chaos. And I'm also always single and I do wonder if it is a little bit that where it's like lived in. Yeah, because I don't want to let them in my space. Look, let me tell you something. A man hasn't been in my bedroom since 2017. Okay, a man hasn't been in my bed, the bed that I like to sleep in since 2017.

But I will fuck them in the guest room, on the couch, in the kitchen, on a left seat. Because you're not letting anyone into that space unless there's- My space is my den. I get so mad when something breaks in the bathroom. I'm like, let me figure out how to fix it myself. And if I can't fix it myself,

then I'm like, okay, let me organize my room. Let me clean my room and have the plumber come in fix this bathroom and then get the fuck out of here And I'm like messing shit up immediately. It's your nest. Yeah my nest Can we start at the beginning a little bit? Yeah born in South Central but moved out to San Bernardino County What age when I was six or seven? Okay, there's a lot of parallels Geo Metro SMC so dad leaves at three By the way, he's from a country.. Geo Metro, SMC. So dad leaves at three. By the way, he's from a country I'd never heard of. And I think I know geography.

Eritrea, right next to Ethiopia. Have you ever heard of Eritrea? No, but I'm not very good at geography. I was like, there can't be a country I'd never heard the name of until today. It's only 32 years old now, I think maybe. Oh, wow. Okay, so that helps. It was part of Ethiopia.

How did mom meet him? She was banking at Founders Bank, Buckingham and Martin Luther King. He was working at the gas station across the street He was sitting on a bus stop. She thought he was a guy that she had met at a convention and told him to get in The car she's like I'll give you a ride. I know you from the convention What are you doing on the bus stop get in the car? Where are you going? Get in the car? Get in the car. He gets in the car. He's about to get molested She's like, wait a minute you're not who I thought you were. Because he has a thick accent.

Yeah, and he had a shirt on that said Michael, and the guy that she met, his name was Michael. Michael's not his actual name. That was the shirt they had at the gas station. So how long were they together? For about four years. Within six months of them meeting, she was pregnant with me.

He was fertile. Well, they were both fertile. Yeah, but she lost her virginity to him. Oh, she did? How old was she? That's what she say with me. He was fertile. Well, they were both fertile. Yeah, but she lost her virginity to him. Oh, she did? How old was she? That's what she say. Sure. 21.

Nope. Well, now maybe. Maybe. Maybe she was a job witness. And she said she only was with him and then my stepdad are the only two men she's ever been with. We try to catch her slipping up,

like hit her to tell stories. They're also the only two men she talks about. So he leaves, do we know why? Yeah, because he was selling green cards illegally and he was on the run ever since for like 27 years. Until he was found for your wedding. So my ex-husband, I met him on a cruise and I thought he was too old for me and kind of gross

from the telephone conversations, right? And then I had changed my number. Cut to years go by and I'm on Who's Got Jokes. He sees me on Who's Got Jokes and he starts looking for me. He finds my number. He finds me. He's a private investigator. So he can find anybody. He calls me. I remember who he is.

I'm like, dang, if you could find me, maybe you could find my daddy because I have been looking. And that's what we bonded over on the boat. He's telling me he's a private investigator. And I was like, let's just change numbers so you can find my dad. But he never found my dad back then. And then on the first phone conversation, I was like, if you could find my dad, I'll give you whatever you want. And I'm thinking, like, I'll go on a few dates with him, maybe give him a little ass, something, you know, just whatever.

Sure, a little something. A couple hundred dollars, whatever. Yeah, whatever it takes. And so then he said, well, if I find your dad, I want you to marry me. I laughed super hard and said, sure, OK, whatever. Yeah. You're not going to find him because I

ain't found him all this time. And then over the course of three weeks, he was getting in my head. I was 26 at the time. I was young, whatever. Yeah. You're not gonna find him because I ain't found him all this time. And then over the course of three weeks, he was getting in my head. I was 26 at the time. I was young, dumb. How old was he? 38. He was running game on me, but I was falling in.

By the time he hit the three week mark, I'm in love. You know, this man is in my brain. Once he felt confident in that, then he had my dad call me. Wow. That's a move. There was a dude that knew my dad that called me and talked to me first. And then that dude gave my dad the phone number

and then my dad called me. Did you have a lot of resentment? I wanted to resent him so bad. I was playing up when I first see him, I'm gonna kick him in the balls. Why you didn't take care of me? Why would you abandon me? Every man in my life has abandoned me and left me.

I got this fucking pattern you gave me now. I wanted to be so mean to him, but as soon as I heard his voice, it's like my whole soul knew all that went away and I was just so happy to hear his voice. The little girl in me is like, daddy, daddy, daddy, daddy. It felt so good.

That was a good high. My soul was like, okay, we can, this is good. Isn't it fucking wild how we're linked like that because we're half of them and it's just what it is? Yeah. Biology. And a part of me didn't want it to be true because I had this fantasy of who he was

and what he was and what he was doing. And the fantasy is always better than the real life. You had 23 years to work up some stories. Mm-hmm. ["Fire and Fire Expert Theme"] Stay tuned for more of Fire and Fire Expert, if you dare. ["Fire and Fire Expert Theme"] If you dare. Now for me growing up without a dad in the house and around I was really susceptible to

Masculinity that was the hole that it left for me. What is it for a girl? I didn't know how to be around men. I didn't know how to treat men. I didn't know how to really communicate with them. Were you easily duped by them? Always duped, but also I hung around a lot of boys, tomboyish and all that stuff, and taking advantage of a lot, manipulated a lot. But I was okay with that, cause I felt like, oh, I'm learning something.

Yeah, you have such a positive spin on everything. I'm learning things. I know next time that ain't gonna happen. And then it might happen again, but in a different way. Maybe I see the flags. I know this is gonna happen, but he's kind of fine, fuck it. Yeah, I've already dealt with the fallout of this before. Yes, I'm gonna be hurt over it. It's gonna be exciting.

It'll be a story to tell. You go to San Bernardino County. Yeah, we moved to Pomona first, and then we moved to Colton. You already had the stepdad or mom met the stepdad there? Already had the stepdad. And a little brother by the time we moved to Colton and my other sister was born. They end up having four children together, two boys and two girls.

Mm-hmm. And what do you think about him? I think he's damaged. He went through a lot, probably growing up. I don't know everything that he went through, but I think he wanted to be a good person. I think he wants to do good things. Did he have addiction stuff?

Yeah, and that's none of my damn business. I only ask about him because mom gets in a really bad car accident. You said at one point, you're under the belief he cut her brakes. Mm-hmm. You're being very generous about how much you like this kind of hobby.

Well, you're being compassionate. Did I say I like them? I didn't say I liked them. You did not say that. I don't hate them either. I think people do things or say things because they're going through something and they think it's going to be a great idea.

It ain't necessarily going to be that. And when I sit back and look at it all, would my life have been better if that didn't happen? Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe I'd be the most unhappy bitch with dysfunctional parents. I still got dysfunctional parents, but their dysfunctions created my greatness.

I do believe that we get to choose who we born to, and maybe I'm wrong, but I like to believe in this fantasy because I think everybody has a purpose. Even if you're here for one day, there's some reason that you gotta come in and do whatever you're supposed to do and get out, and you can change your purpose and all that. And I feel like I would never have fulfilled

all the things I've fulfilled up to this point and been the influence that I've been and helped others the way I've helped them had I not had those three major players around me. If I didn't come through my actual biological father and my biological mother, and had she not been with him, who knows, she was very good with money, very smart businesswoman, so charming, so everything,

and I love her very much, but I don't know what came back out of that accident. She changed radically after that. Yeah, and it was scary. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia, but you also feel like it's kinda CTE-ish. That's what I feel like it is. But when she came out of that accident,

she had a radical kind of shift in her personality and she got really kind of dangerous to be around. Very dangerous to be around. I just wanna say one thing because I really feel like you do, by the way, which is I love my life so much and I'm so happy with it that I would never fuck with anything that happened.

Getting molested, I'll keep it because I love where I landed. I don't want one of the things to have been not there. But I also can look at it and go, whoop, that was wild. I can have both. I can have judgment over it and gratitude for it. I don't know if I'm at the place where I wouldn't have made adjustments.

I wish I had the guidance to maybe not fall into some of the things that I fell into. To know how to let go of things. I think my room is evident of me not letting go of things or not letting go of certain emotions or feelings for people. And I'm trying to apply this rule that I learned in home economics, when in doubt, throw it out. I'm so good with food and I'm getting better now

with relationships and I'm still working on my clothes and certain knickknacks, because I don't have no doubts about that. I like this shit. This is mine. You went into foster care at 13. So like everything that you had that you define yourself by that gives you comfort. You've got a clean slate at 13 of you've got now nothing to represent who you are. So fucking A you want your shit and it means a lot to you because

you have it now and you've lost it before. Your life disappeared once. So of course. Yeah. That's okay. But I would like to clear my space. You can do it slowly. And then I put more shit in there.

What you would have to believe, and this is this thing I'm trying to do, I'm trying to get to a place where like, no one's coming for me. No one's gonna try to victimize me. I have got to accept where I'm really at. And so I feel like what would be similar is like, no one's ever gonna take your shit. Which is hard to believe, isn't it?

Man, somebody stole all the pennies and dollars and money I had in my Hello Kitty piggy bank. I felt like they had snatched a piece of my spirit and it had to be somebody I know. And I felt so violated. And it could have been three people. It could have been my dad. It could have been the bitch that I let stay in my house with her daughter.

So it could have been her daughter, so four people. Or it could have been my boyfriend at the time. But this was as an adult. This is as an adult. And I think it was my boyfriend at the time, because he also stole my vacuum cleaner. He mailed my vacuum cleaner to his house who does that? Yeah, that's stealing the emotion behind it cuz I got a hunch he didn't love vacuum You mean no I

had went on Instagram and said man I would love this vacuum cleaner and Somebody sent me one of the vacuum cleaners and then one of my homegirls bought me the vacuum cleaner too. And he could have just asked me for it, I would have gave it to him. But I was thinking, oh, I'll give this to my mom and my sister, this other one, then we'll have twin vacuum cleaners. And this motherfucker stole it, sent it to himself.

And then that Hello Kitty bank wasn't like somewhere out in the open, it was in a box, under some wigs, in the back of a closet. So whoever did it had time and they was digging. And I know he'd be digging because he was going through old text messages on the iPad. He was controlling and jealous. Yeah, it's fucking weird.

Eww. And couldn't fix shit. I had to put my own damn bidet in. Oh my. That's a good skill. You can't put this bidet in for me. He's too busy vacuuming. Yeah, he just loves vacuuming. And he didn't vacuum,

and she didn't wash no dishes, didn't help pay a light bill or nothing. I'm like, go back to your house. You're not even helping pay a bill. Where's the service? Eating my ass is not gonna be enough. It's something, but it's not enough. It's not enough.

Anybody will do that. You're in foster for two years-ish? Yeah. What's the darkest period? Is it being with mom and seeing this person you don't recognize anymore? That's the most fear. Is going to live with grandma a sweet spot at all?

It was, but it was also scary too because mom had more access, a lot of fights and stuff. Cause I didn't know how to deal with her. She didn't know how to deal with me. And then I'm a teenager at this point and I'm like, you know, feeling myself. And I'm taking care of my sisters and brothers really good and being helpful to my grandma. So there were some issues.

Was Woodland Hills an adjustment? What's the vibe in Woodland Hills? At that time, it was very valid. Even the Latinos there, I feel like they were trying not to be Latino. Everybody was trying to be what they saw Nickelodeon. But then there was this small group of, like, Black kids that were like, fuck that shit, Crippleb,

very small group of black kids like that. I mean, very small, maybe five. But the whole school was maybe 3% black, and my whole thing was I'm gonna make friends with everybody and get people to help me do my homework and help me get through this shit because I'm not smart enough to get through. I'm dumb, I'm stupid.

What an ironic thing to say, but you've already figured out you can regulate mom by being funny. Yeah. You can diffuse things. You can let the tension out. It becomes a really useful skill for survival. It is a tool to survive.

A shield, if you will. Yeah, and you become the mascot of the school. So you're class clowning. Yep. Well, no wonder you're addicted to laughter. It's safe. It's safe. It literally was there for survival.

You don't see a lot of people beating somebody and laughing at the same time. They gotta be really, really psychotic. Super psychotic. Yeah, they got a hard on in their laughter. Ah, ah, ah. Reggie Boner. It's like the Texas Chainsaw.

It's more of a cackle. Maniacal laugh. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Beating and laughing, that's not someone saying. Pure evil is laughing and hitting you at the same time. Most people are not evil. Most of the time when they're hitting you, it's, mm, uh, uh, uh, uh.

Yeah, some swearing. Listen to me when I tell you to do this thing. Yeah, they do, they start punctuating their movements to their sentence. Yeah, you're right. And you're also dyslexic, and obviously your life is so fucking busy with the four kids, the trying to modulate mother in and out of places.

So clearly you didn't get any help, I'm guessing. I think I was super late at fifth grade. I learned to read in fifth grade, finally. But you were in high school and you really still can't read. I'm like on a second or third grade level of reading. And I'm just looking at the shape of words and guessing what they are. I felt stupid. I just knew I was stupid. It's so fucking crazy talking to you that you could convince yourself of that. But everybody would say it. You're so stupid. Girl, you're stupid as hell.

You gotta be the stupidest motherfucker I know. Damn, you dumb. And you're so fast, it's crazy. You're actually brilliant. Thank you. The notion that this little girl would not know she's brilliant is like a fucking travesty. But if everybody is like, that's why you gotta be careful how you talk to kids.

They're listening and you help paint their world. I didn't realize that their stupid was saying I was funny. Right. That word is used to be funny too. In fact, black folks use it a ton. When I make black girls laugh, they always call me stupid Thinking that or in your head Yeah, I hate to feel confused. I hate that fucking feeling. My sister's like, you're actually just a control freak.

I'm not a control freak, I just don't wanna feel confused. Because I don't like surprises. Because you're trying to confuse me and then I'm gonna get all like, ugh. And then they're gonna pull the rug out. The shoe's gonna drop. I hate that shit. So you start doing comedy at 17.

16. Okay, 16 or 17, you go to the laugh. 16 must be 17. You go to the laugh factory. You got like a counselor. Social worker. Yeah, let's not dress it up. It's not counselor, it's a social worker.

Yeah, counselor is something completely separate. I'm gonna get in that court order just after. But basically, he or she gives you a choice. You go to the laugh factory. This is why, I mean, again, when you look back at your stories, like some of these things are impossible that someone would have said that to you. No, she gives you a choice. Go to the laugh factor. This is why, I mean, again, when you look back at your stories, like some of these things are impossible that someone would have said that to you.

No, she gave me a choice. Do you have gratitude for this woman? Yeah, great gratitude. I ended up calling her and thanking her. And she's like, I just remember you being the nicest, sweetest little girl. And you kind of knew what you wanted to do, and you always made your way to go do it.

We would tell you no, and you would figure out a way to make it happen. I wanted to go to Hell Middle School, and they were like, no, you gotta go to this school and I'm like no I'm going to hell middle school. I will catch the RTD at the time It was an RTD back in the day the public transfer take three hours to get there. I did not care I'm going to this school and the police kept coming to get me and stuff or a social worker come and get me like you Delinquent you got to go to this school and then I went in front of the judge said this is the school

I want to go to and this is why he like, Hey, let her go to that school. Why does everyone care? Most of these kids don't even want to go to school. Whatever school you want to go to, you can go to that school. We're happy you want to go to school because you can't read. I don't know what you're going to do there. I have fun. I have fun there. I have fun getting people to read to me and I exercise my memory skills and communication skills. Do you have a great memory? Pretty good. But it feels like once I started to really read, it started going down. It dwindled away. My theory on it is most dyslexics I know have a really, really good memory for oral stuff. So like

anything I've heard, because that's the only way you were going to get the info. Yeah. Can you tell me a story? Like if I run to you in 12 years, I will remember most of this story. Same here. I love audiobooks. I love taking newspaper articles and dropping it in speechify. I used to have that thing. Remember back in the early 2000s where they had that pen that you could graze across the words and it would speak in a robot voice?

It would speak it out loud to you? No, I never had that. You didn't have that? I saved my money up to get that. It was $56 and I got that bitch. And I would scan it across words and and I got that bitch. Wow. And I was scanning across words and it would say those stuff out loud and it made it easier for me to remember.

Just hearing other people say something is just way easier for me than reading it. That's why I did good in college because mostly the professor tells you everything ultimately you got to know. And I would just remember everything they said out loud. When they speak do you like look at their mouth, look at how they move their body, when they say certain words, little tics they do, and then like I can memorize all that shit. And then I could copy them later too.

What year were you at SMC? It was 98, 99. I was there in 98 and then I went to UCLA in 99 in 2000. We might've been wandering the campus together. Were you in the drama classes? Not at all. I signed up for the theater program immediately, the Spanish class. Ooh, I failed that one wandering the campus together. Were you in the drama classes? Not at all. I signed up for the theater program immediately, the Spanish class.

Ooh, I failed that one like so many times. Man, I took Spanish show many damn times. Can't do it. You always got like a DRC. That's better than I did. I had to go take it at West LA College because I couldn't pass it at SMC. I had to keep dropping it.

Like I'd get to that day. No, we're not gonna pass it. We gotta get out of here. So you start doing standup and are you immediately comfortable up there? Yeah, I felt safest up there. I had already won all these drama festivals. It was the Southern California, whatever,

drama competitions, and I had won in monologues already. So I felt extremely comfortable, the safest place. Like nobody can hurt me up here. There's a whole room full of witnesses if anybody tries to do something. And I felt like the mastermind tickling people's souls, getting them to smile, getting them to laugh. Even if they didn't laugh,

just getting them to not make any sound whatsoever and just look at me. Even if they're just looking like, mm. I'm like, they're not doing anything now. They're paying attention. I'm getting attention and it's not negative. It doesn't hurt. And so you have a long run of doing comedy

and you're on every show that was ever made in some period before you end up as a regular. You're on New Girl, you're on My Name is Earl. Between standup and doing the occasional role, were you making a living? I was doing okay. I would have some months where it'd be like, oh shit, I don't know, I'm paying my rent.

Let me try to talk to some more comedians. The one thing I did realize, especially in comedy, was about relationships. If you want to make money in comedy, you need to be cool with other comedians. Most of my jobs have come from other comics, because comedians evolve into writers, producers, showrunners, directors. They evolve into all these other things.

And they also end up becoming promoters, bookers for clubs and different shows and stuff. So having those positive relationships created an opportunity for me to make money. So if my money was getting really, really low, I'm like, oh shit, how am I going to pay my rent in this little car note for this raggedy car? My million-mile metro. Right. But I didn't have to pay that off. Anyways, I would call different comics I knew that had rooms and be like, hey, do you need me to perform?

Hey, can I open up for you? And a lot of times when I asked to open up for people, they would say, no, you can't open up for me, but I'm gonna call such and such. You know, I'm like, oh, I ended up in the hospital. I got this crazy medical bill and my insurance isn't covering any of it. So I need help. I don't need you to give me money.

Can you tell me where I can get some money? I call up comedy clubs, constantly asking for spots, you know, send cookies and make some dinner, bring it up to the bookers. It seems like you have a good relationship with virtually every comedian. When does Kevin Hart enter your life? Kevin Hart enters my life early, when I was like 24.

You were like living in your car when you guys met? I knew him before, and then I ended up living in my car. Okay, the Geo Metro. Yes, and we were doing a comedy playground together at the live factory on Wednesday night. And it was like comedy playground featuring Kevin Hart. And so we were his sidekicks. We do these sketches and we would tell jokes and then they did this thing. Ask a Black Woman and Tiff Tips meme on stage by myself.

I want to hear a Tiff Tip actually. What was the angle? Dirty nails, dirty D. get that thing away from me. You don't wanna be E.C., keep the things away from me. So the Carmichael Show, that's your first series regular role, right? Yes. And does that change your life?

That does make huge adjustments in my life. You know you're getting these amount of paychecks. I was supposed to have this many episodes and then they dropped down to this many episodes and then like it might go up a few episodes. That first season was a little dicey. The second season was a lot better cause they realized down to this many episodes, and then, like, it might go up a few episodes. That first season was a little dicey. The second season was a lot better because they realized people like this character.

And then the third season, they fell back on using my character as much, and I think that's because I got too expensive. Sure. But Lil Rel, we interviewed him in Toronto, and I liked that dude so much. That's like my bestie. I had a hunch. He's such a genuine, sweet soul.

And we also interviewed Gerard, which was incredible. That was fun, too. I love him, too. 17's the wildest year of your life. It was a fast year. My dad died that year. Girl's Trip came out that year. Your book came out.

My very first comedy special came out that year. It was a lot. Probably like 17 jobs that year. Yeah. I guess that's the year I become aware of you. I remember being just an immediate enormous fan of yours. Like, oh, this is a very special force of nature. And she's here now, and this'll be fun. Thank you.

Yeah. You're one of those people where everyone thinks, not everyone, but a lot of people are like, oh my gosh, Overnight Success, never heard of her. Now she's in 20, I'm sure you've heard that a million times. It's so crazy how long it takes to get to quote Overnight Success. Yeah, by 2017, you're 38.

We left out hosting SNL and winning an Emmy for that. Mm-hmm. That is a radical fucking year. I know, and I auditioned for that show three times and didn't get it, and now I know why, and I'm glad. Why didn't you get it? I would have imploded in that environment. It's a lot of pressure.

I don't think I was mentally strong enough. I probably would have figured it out, but at first I would have fell to some really bad things. I wasn't ready. She was not ready. She was supposed to be the host, not the cast. And went in Emmy for it. I mean, my God.

That part. Pretty rad too, to have auditioned, not got it, and then roll in as a host and be the best of the year and get an Emmy. That's also a cool move. That's a great move. That's a great move. Yeah, that's a much better story.

And it'd be the first African-American female standup comedian to host. Wait, let me repeat that. The very first African-American Jewish standup comedian female to host. Hold on, let's go again. The very first dyslexic African-up comedian female to host. Hold on, let's go again. The very first dyslexic African American Jewish female stand-up comedian to host.

Wow. It's awesome. Did you experience, because weirdly for me when everything came true is when the addiction got the worst and when I was suicidal for the first time in my life. Because I had had this story about if I had this and I had that and I had that, I was suicidal for the first time in my life because I had this story about if I had this and I had that and I had that,

I was gonna finally feel good and I was gonna feel safe and I was gonna feel optimistic and we'd be good. And then I got all those things and I was like, I'm more scared than ever. Why didn't that fix everything? Did you have that moment? My moment was a little different.

If there is addiction, which I don't think there is, but I was drinking the most When I was married because I didn't have to be super responsible for myself Like as he said, I'm gonna take care I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do that. So I'm like, well fuck it then you do it Right. I'll be back here to I feel like that's when I was getting really bad But once I got to that certain level of success that I'm like, okay This is past where I wanted to be but this is great I wasn't sad because I'm where I want to be

or this was not enough. I was sad because my mom can't really enjoy it the way I would like her to enjoy it. My grandma wasn't able to enjoy it the way I would have liked her to enjoy it. My father is gone and my friends are acting different. Oh. It's gone from us helping each other and being there for each other to, give me this, Tiffany, always hearing problems instead of laughing with each other and enjoying each other like we normally would. It was so funny the first time somebody was like, yeah Tiffany I need a little help. I need some help with some money.

I'm like, okay cool what you need? And I'm thinking they're gonna say like how we've always said to each other, $100, $200 or something. Like yeah I'm gonna need like $20,000. I'm like, $20,000. The fuck? I had the exact same moment and the person said $56,000. And I go, what the fuck are you talking about? And they're like, oh, I had just gotten myself in all this debt. And I know if I could clear it out this way,

I wouldn't have to pay the thing and I'll pay you back. And I was like, 56,000. They won't pay you back though. They'll never pay you back. And I've developed a policy. At first my policy was, if you need this money, I will lend you half of the money, and if you can pay me back by my birthday, great.

If you can't pay me back, I still love you, but you just never can ask me for money again. That's a pretty lenient policy. People started resenting me. They started being really mean and nasty to me. So then my new policy now is, I love you, and I really value our friendship. I prefer you to be my actual friend.

But if you need this money, then I'll give it to you. But know it's gonna alter this. Know that we probably won't be friends anymore, because I don't want you to resent me. Because they weirdly resent you. Yeah, because there's a power that happens. Because you remind them too, that they owe. Every time they see you, they-

Yeah, and then they're getting like new shoes and shit, and you're like, new cars. That's really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really,

really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, Is some of my money on that ass? You're walking around with my ass. Yeah. I felt just very disappointed in people. Already my expectations was very low for people before then, because of all the stuff that happened as a teenager and in my 20s. But at that point, I'm holding an expectation for you at the bottom of the barrel, and you just went underneath the fucking barrel.

So now, I'm like, zero expectation. I expect everyone to be a piece of shit at some point, but I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt. But I'm not going to let you get close enough to be the full piece of shit at some point, but I'm gonna give you the benefit of the doubt, but I'm not gonna let you get close enough to be the full piece of shit that you could potentially be. So everyone's sort of at a tiny bit of an arm's length. Everybody like this. You don't think that's wrong?

I think that's a little... Uh-uh, because... Uh-uh. No, I kind of like this. I get to look at everybody. And I can spend time over here, spend time over here, but I'm spending time at a distance. And what I love is I've developed this thing where once a month I have a game night

and I invite all the people that I care about to the game night. And it's so many people that want some of my time, that want to spend one-on-one time with me and all this stuff. But it's too many people here now. So you get a little bit, you get a little bit, you get five minutes, you get 10, you might get 25. And we're playing games.

And now if you want to ask me for money You got to ask me in front of everybody If you want to ask me for some shit you ask me in front of everybody Somebody's liable to come interrupt this conversation if you ask me for some weird ass shit But then who gets your secrets your sister? Who do you have in your life who you can just be no fucking secrets no more fuck secrets Well, that's also a good policy. Fuck secrets.

Just say it all. Well, yeah, I read a thing, so I'm like you in that I'll just say everything, and then I'll get compliments for being honest, but I also know that I don't deserve them so much. What's really happening with me, and I feel like it's the same with you, is I refuse to let anyone shame me.

I already lived in that after my youth. Right, so I'll just get it out there before you can even try to fucking shame me. Every time I shit my pants, I come in here on the podcast in front of millions of people and I say, shit my pants this morning. You did? Not today, but a lot of days.

Once a year I do. Diarrhea? Yeah, a little bit. It's never a full of, I've never had a log in my pants. The first time that happened to me was like the day after my 21st birthday. I realized I can't drink brown liquor. Oh yeah, alcohols.

The brown liquor's not good for me. Yes, it'll work, not for your wardrobe. No, no, no, no, no. And I was at work, picked up a suitcase, and I was wearing a thong, it could cut the shit. It spilled down my leg. And they would not let me go home. I had to rip the lining out of my uniform pants,

throw my panties away. Oh, it's so humiliating. Get rid of my socks. And they was trying to call me doodle girl, hey doodle girl. I'm like, what? You didn't call me dookie girl, doodledoo. I ain't perfect.

Ain't nothing wrong with that. You kinda are though. No, I'm not. Yeah, you're pretty radical. I've been farting over here the whole time. That's perfect. You're falling in love with me, that'm not. Yeah, you're pretty radical. I've been farting over here the whole time. That's perfect. You're falling in love with me, that's my love spell. Slowly.

Elixir. Now, when you wrote Last Black Unicorn, also 17, you told your story. Did you think at the time you wrote that book, like I'll write this book and that'll be that, or did you get a sense that you would also write again? I thought I'd write that book, and then it was so many pages, I was like, I'm gonna have to do another one,

because this is too long. I don't like super long books, so I took a bunch of stuff out, and I didn't elaborate. So you had a pile of things that you liked and did want to share, but just out of space, you were like, we gotta pare this down. Yeah, and then I put it in this new book that's coming out May 7th.

I Curse You With Joy. There's a million wonderful stories in it. We could talk about- It's not a million. Okay, you're right, that'd be too long. Be way too fucking long. Too much shit. There's probably 25, 30 stories in it.

How about that? Yeah. A perfect amount of stories. How about that? Enough to make a movie. ["Firefighter Expert News Theme"] Stay tuned for more of Firefighter Expert, if you dare. ["Firefighter Expert Theme"]

So, I do want you to tell one of them because my favorite actor of all time, Nick Cage, he's my dude. Tell me your Nick Cage story. There's an actual chapter called Nick Cage. Yeah, I probably should have sent that to him before I did it, huh? No, he'll love it.

How could he not love this? I'm jealous of Nick Cage when I read that story. So I was 17, and that movie Face Off came out. I'm in the movie theater with this guy on a date. We're making out, he starts feeling around. And you haven't done any of this yet? I've never had an orgasm before. Okay. Now he is fingering me. I'm enjoying it. You're more romantic in the story. You want me to do it the sexy way?

I wrote it in a more romantic when I tell it to a man. I just make it more, you know Well, we have a big female listener base. No, I'm a romantic. No, I tell it to the ladies. Like if it was just me and her, I'd be like so first. Yeah, think of me as a lady. I like the buildup. Okay. So we at the movies. Oh my God. Nobody else is there. Like an eight o'clock movie?

No, it was like a late night movie and nobody else was in the theater. We're in the back of the theater. He knew. He was a pro. He is definitely a pro. He's like three or four years older than me. Wow. He's like 21.

He can drink. Worldly. He can drive. He knows how can drive. Oh, he knows how to drive. We're in a raggedy Volkswagen, and we're in there, we're in the theater, and we're watching a movie, and the movie's pretty good, and we start making out, we start kissing. And then he start feeling all over my body, exploring places and everything, and then

going all up under my skirt and everything. Rubbing on the outside of my panties. Oh, my God! Hey, Ro! He took his time! And now I'm trying to act like I'm watching a movie. He kissed me on my neck and stuff. And I'm like looking at the movie and everything. I'm looking at him smelling his ear.

Oh! Well, he started by licking your ear. No, he was like kissing on my neck. Oh, he did lick my ear a little bit. Yes, he did. Oh, you remember that part'm saying? Well, he started by licking your ear. No, he was like kissing on my neck. Oh, he did lick my ear a little bit. Yes, he did. Oh, you remember that part. Of course I do. I remember every step of this promenade.

It's funny, because now I do not want anybody to ever fucking lick my ears, because I have been through some other shit after that. This is before I was damaged, okay? Before I was destroyed. Before the eggs were not cracked yet. Before I was ruined. Okay.

Before I keloid-scarardle my soul of ecstasy. So, you know, he's doing all this stuff, whatever, to me, and then he's under my skirt, and then he's like feeling around in between them lips and everything, and I'm like, oh my God, I never felt nothing like this before, and he's like fiddling the thang thang, and I'm like, oh my goodness, my eyes are closed, and then I open my eyes, and when I open my eyes,

the camera is on Nicolas Cage's eyes. Close up. Close up on his eyes, so it's his eyes and my eyes are locked, and then I am having an orgasm. Your first orgasm with somebody. Not in your life. In my life. You hadn't played with yourself?

Fuck, no. No, really? It was the 1900s. What pornography was available to me to know how to masturbate. Okay, okay. I have read some instances. You hadn't humped a pillow or?

No. Okay, I'm not accusing you of anything. I mean, I had to teddy bear and stuff before, but not to orgasm. Not to the climax, okay. Just like humping a bear a little bit, like tickles. That feels weird.

Yeah, a little. With tight jeans, ooh, that's crazy, but I never had an orgasm before. In your locked eyes with Nicholas Cage you're locked eyes with Nicholas Cage. Locked eyes with Nicholas Cage. I'm like, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, oh! Oh, this is so exciting. Holding a fucking stare with Nicolas Cage. And it was like, bam. So then cut to The Unbearable Way to Massive Talent. And I'm like, oh my gosh, I'm gonna work with Nicolas Cage

and I'm doing scenes with Nicolas Cage. And you never bumped into him. He's very elusive. Never bumped into him. You gotta pay to see him. I guess so. Or you gotta be in karaoke places. Reptile houses. I don't know, we're gonna be in a haunted house.

So I get to set and it's COVID. I've been in lockdown at least for two weeks. They've already been filming. I get to set. There's a guy for me in this hot pink leather jacket and all this other stuff. All these patches all over him, Mr. Vegas or whatever. And I'm like, oh, fuck this necklace case.

And we start rehearsing the scene and he has his mask on. And so it's just the eyes. It's isolating just the eyes. Oh my God. And my body is like, yo, those are the eyes. And I'm like, no, no, no, gross, no. I have to be professional.

Whole conflict going on. And I'm like having the hardest time saying my lines. I'm having the hardest time doing anything. This is incredible. It's like I just learned how to fucking act that morning. On the way to set. It is fucking horrible. They didn't even use any of those scenes in the movie

because it was so bad. I'm sure the director's like, why did I hire this bitch? Why did they say she's great? I don't get it, I don't understand. And I asked for a rehearsal beforehand. I was kind of nervous. So then I said, you know what? I gotta tell you a story.

And it's probably very inappropriate, but I think it's the only way I'm going to be able to get through this. It's the only way that my brain is going to be able to calibrate and focus. Because this is not who I am. It's too loud in my brain. And you're looking at me with your eyes. You're using your eyes to look at me. If you were looking at me with your nostrils, you could see. You're looking at me with just like your cheek,

I gotta tell you the story. He was like, go ahead and tell me. I said, but it's very inappropriate. I don't want you to take it the wrong way. It's inappropriate. He was like, I can handle it. I'm appropriate. Tell me what's going on.

What are you talking about? And I was like, all right, I'm gonna tell you. So I told him the story. But you gave him the quick one, obviously. Did you tell him like kissing and the neck? No, no, I gave him the quick version. The cliff notes of it. And he burst out laughing. Of course. And he was like, no, I'll give you a quick version. The Cliff notes of it. And he burst out laughing.

Of course. And he's like, oh, that's crazy. You know, my first wife saw me in a movie where she was on a date with a guy and she said, I'm gonna marry that guy. And then we got married. And I said, none of that's gonna be happening over here. I just need to say that.

What if he took you to Face Off? He found it playing somewhere in Budapest then he took you there Still off the table. I mean he's married. We got to forget. He wasn't married yet at the time they were engaged and if he would have offered to take me to the movies to see that I'd have been like I've seen it already Maybe we can go see Dracula's castle or something. Let's go look at a palace. I would much rather do a lunch.

I told him a story and then it was like the best work day ever and we hit it off immediately and he started telling me stories about industry stuff. I started telling him stories about stuff. We became friends. Is he rad? I want him to be rad so much. Red?

Rad. Rad. White boy talk. I I want him to be rad so much. Red? Rad. Rad, rad. White boy talk. I haven't heard that shit in so long. I haven't heard that since 1909. He is rad. Some of the other actors were feeling some type of way because they're like, we've been with him for all this time

and he hasn't been talking to us like that. I say, you didn't share a story about you having an orgasm for the first time. Good jerk off watching Face Off, then come in tomorrow. And I'm like, no, I'm sure he likes you. They're like, no, he doesn't like me. He hates me. He doesn't talk to me. He likes to have conversations with you. But I was asking him questions too.

Like, how do you manage being in this business? What was it like when you were so young? What do you feel like was your biggest pitfalls? What was the things that knocked you off your rocker that you just couldn't believe happened? What were the good moments? What did you do with your money? How did you make it grow?

And he's like, shit. I fucked my money off In fact you should have avoided that question Question ask it cuz I knew he had castles and he had a business manager that was In the movie I was like, how did you let that slide by? He was like, I was out there, I was doing this, I was doing that. Like I wasn't really, I was like fucking just, who pays attention to that shit when you're just fucking making money? It's coming in, it's coming in. He's right.

And he's like, Tiffany, what are you doing? You need to make sure you do this. So I love talking to people that have made those mistakes. Yeah, that's true. Because they can tell you how to avoid them. And I'm telling him, this is what I want to do. Like every time I do a movie, I'm going to buy a piece of land, put it in a business or a trust for my family,

and do this for my family. He's like, how many kids do you have? I'm like, I don't have any kids, man. He's like, what do you care about the family? I can enjoy the money. And I'm like, no, because I'm going to be old one day, and I'm going to need somebody to take care of me. They're probably going to want to get money for it.

So he's like, you're very smart, very intelligent young man. And then it meant so much to me to hear him say that I was smart. I would come on set, and he would be like, titter! Like he would light up. Of course. Very intelligent young lady. And then it meant so much to me to hear him say that I was smart. I would come on set and he would be like, Tid-ur! Like he would light up. Of course. Wouldn't it be so funny if the rest of the cast every day

would go up to him and make up a story about when they orgasmed in front of him so that he could start loving them too? But I didn't tell all of them what I'd said because some of them didn't speak English, but also because I felt like it was inappropriate. Like you shouldn't be telling your coworkers. Yeah, and generally no. I was bombing hard.

Also. And it was respectful the way I did it. Also much better if a woman's telling a dude that story than a dude telling a woman. Like if you're a young actor male on set and you're with an older actress, you don't need to tell her that you came watching her eyes. It's gendered a little bit too.

I mean, I'ma be honest with you. When you hit 60, some young buck. When I'm like 60, 70 years old and I had some young guys. Justin. I was watching Girls Trip and you were really handling that banana. I was getting my first blow job.

And this girl that I like was like, oh, let me try that. And it was like, yo. And I just wanted to thank you, Tiffany. And I would say, you're welcome. And you know what? I'm not gonna do that for you, young man. I can pay these mortgages.

Like. Oh, that's great. I wanted to ask you one thing about dating because I feel so bad for every woman who has become powerful and shiny. Men cannot handle that. But what's even worse than they can't handle it, they're attracted to it.

I'm thinking of the billionaire. The story that I heard that to me really illustrates what you're up against when you're a powerful woman who has her own thing going is they're attracted to that so much, but then the second they're with it, they're so threatened by it that they want you to stop it. Is that the pattern of a lot of these? I think even the poor men.

Yeah, yeah. They're threatened by the attention and the other people you know, and that you make your own shit. You don't need them, that's threatening. I think that's why a lot of successful women turn into lesbians. Interesting.

Because women don't have that problem like men do, or not nearly as much. Exactly. Another woman is not gonna be like, oh, she makes more money than me, fuck this bitch. Then they'll be like, she makes more money than me, and I keep that house clean, and we go on fucking awesome trips, and we have a blast.

Right. And she fucking body rocks the shit out of me. Like she's so affectionate towards me, whatever. They're not threatened by you. No, and the other woman's not feeling like, well, I do all this shit for her. There's an even exchange. I think it's possible between a man and a woman,

but that's why I don't ever spend more than $20 on a dude unless it's a business thing and it's like, oh, I sent flowers or he works for me and he's doing this thing and it's still not me. It's the company that's doing that shit. I'm not doing that shit. But the field of men you have to select from is really, really small.

Men that are so confident in who they are that they're not threatened by how much you have going on. Yeah, or not threatened by other rich men being around. Or movie stars. I don't think I'll ever fuck a movie star, ever. You've never fucked a single movie star? I fucked a entertainer. Okay.

That could be anything, that could be a sports person. I don't think I'll ever do that again. Really? I think I'll fuck one again, but never be in a relationship. There we go. I like that more for you. Because you think they're more sensitive to this ism?

Girl, yes. They egos, you know? And then I think men really want you to be submissive. And I am submissive, but not in all realms. You're not gonna extinguish your flame to make someone else feel better. No, you can't do that, that's such a betrayal of yourself. I'm never doing that again.

And a lot of men want that, right? Either stop doing all the shit you're doing or let me pimp you out, let me run your business, let me decide where you get to perform, let me decide when you get to go on vacation. And I wouldn't mind that so much if it was a we thing. We decide when I work this job. When a man makes me feel like I'm his property, I'm his little dog that he walks or that he shows up at a party.

Your show pony. Yeah, show pony me. I do not like that shit at all. I don't mind if we go to a party and he's like, look at her. Don't she look so good? I love this dress on her. That's great, cute. Borderline for me. It is borderline. Dudes who date someone that's attractive because they want to get the approval from other people,

your dude should say all that to you at home, but those dudes that are really showing, I'm always like, what's going on here? You really don't need to do that with me because people already know. You're already wild on people. I got a DUI and that shit was on the Korean news. I am popping.

Korean news. I'm popping. Korean news? I'm popping, motherfucker, I'm international. Any studio say she not international, I'm be like Google. Was your DUI in the Korean news? First of all, Google famous black women who have been arrested for DUI. There's nobody else.

Yeah, I don't think I know of one off the top of my head. But I didn't know about yours until I was researching you. But I got into an argument yours until I was researching you today I got a tough argument with this other female comic because she's like you just ruined your whole fucking career I said ruin my career for anything. I'm able to prove to the studios that I'm international bitch I'm on that level bitch, and I won't be on this level forever But you know what it was me and Josephine Baker that popped up in the motherfucking article me and Josephine motherfucking Baker That bitch is a legend.

She's talked to a bunch of kids. I got 40 kids living in my goddamn units and shit. I'm doing something, bitch. Yeah. That's how I felt about it. And she was like, excuse me. What was the hardest chapter to write for I Curse You With Joy?

There was one that was super hard and I ended up taking it out because I felt like I don't want to talk about it. What I learned from the first book is you gonna have to talk about it. Well yeah, there's a whole section where you're answering the fucking questions that you can't escape from the first book.

Here, let me just finally tell you the answers of this and you can just pipe down about it. I'm reliving, I'm done with it, it is what it is. But what one in the book that made it were you on the fence about? Maybe the Getting Stoned one, because I didn't want to sound racist. Tell us the Getting Stoned one. You didn't read it? I didn. Maybe the Getting Stoned one, cause I didn't want to sound racist. Tell us the Getting Stoned one.

You didn't read it? I didn't read the Getting Stoned one. Do you know what happened? Yeah, this is behind the curtain. This has never happened to us in six and a half years. You were in the schedule for tomorrow. I was? Yes, as was an expert on compassion.

We're recording another show we do at 10 o'clock this morning. And all of a sudden Rob goes, oh my God, the expert's five minutes away. And we go, what the fuck are you talking about? That's tomorrow. Everything that was in Thursday's schedule was supposed to happen today,

which has never happened in six and a half years. And I immediately was like, Tiffany's gonna be here in four hours, like I need to read this book. So I read as much of it as I could, so I'm not gonna lie to you. But normally, because we had this bizarre fuck up, I would have known the getting high story. Are your feelings hurt by that?

I just want to check in. No, no, I'm not, because I probably wouldn't have read it either, but. Well, no, I did as much as I humanly could. I did as much as I humanly could. I drank some tea with somebody, some marijuana tea. We had some conversations, and she wanted me to get arrested with her and I'm like yo if I get arrested They might not let my ass out. They're gonna let your white ass out

Why did she want to get arrested to protest something? Yes White women when they want to get arrested why they want to get arrested That is not racist Well I did say some shit in there like your white ass is gonna be out the next day. They might decide to make an example of me and keep me. Exactly, yeah. They like to make examples of people like me. You getting arrested is a totally different...

It is. Listen, I'm gonna be honest with you, when I started hearing the term white privilege, I'm like, my life didn't feel all that fucking privileged. I got defensive. I'm like, what was the privilege? But then I was like, oh, but you know what? I was a hardcore addict for 10 years. I was in and out of the hood buying crack.

I got pulled over all the time, fucked up. No one ever searched me. And I was like, okay, real talk, I would have been in prison. So fast. If you was a black man, this the way you are? Yes, no, I'm dead. Especially if you had them same eyes

and you had skin the color of mine. Baby, you would have got locked up so fast and you would have been somebody's bitch. Probably worse the way I talked. Baby, you would have got locked up so fast and you would have been somebody's bitch. They're pretty eyes. Probably worse the way I talked to people. I would have got shot. That all hit me where I was like, oh yeah, despite all the shit and the government cheese, I got to be an addict in a way

that no black dude can be an addict. You got to have a comeback, like, grace. Where's the dude from, is it Roger? What you talking about, Willis? Oh, JJ. No, oh, oh. What you talking about, Willis? The older brother, Michael something? His name's not Michael something. But he never got paid. Oh, JJ? No, oh, oh, oh. What you talking about, Willis? The older brother Michael something?

His name's not Michael something. But he never got gay. The older brother. Yeah, he was fine with him. But he robbed a dry cleaner? Or did the chick did? He was on drugs. He was selling drugs, doing drugs, all that stuff.

No comeback. What black male actor, or female actor, which one has come back from that? Who's the black Robert Downey Jr.? Right. Yeah, it's true. Well, now you've stumped me, but I'm gonna mull this over. I'm inclined to think you're dead right

and that there isn't a single example. I don't even know any women. I know of women that have done drugs. Well, the person though that I'll say, a sports person, and not to contradict you, I take your point and you're dead right, so I'm not trying to contradict you. I'm talking about acting.

But Darrell Strawberry, he had the most publicized drug habit and was in the news all the time. And he is in all these documentaries now and he's very loved again. He had the most publicized drug habit and was in the news all the time. And he is in all these documentaries now and he's very loved again. And people have a lot of compassion. I'm so grateful for it

because he's such a sweet fucking guy. But is he playing baseball anymore? Well, he kind of passed his window of playing professional baseball. Right. There's no comeback. Is he a coach? Is he a team manager?

Most baseball players, they end up becoming what? Like coaches, team managers, owners, something. Point taken, I agree with you. Privilege. Yeah. And I'm hoping my white privilege kick in at some point. I'm betting on my 17%. Well, Tiffany, this was every bit as fun as I hoped it'd be. I have not written any other actor more DMs on Instagram

than I have you over the years. Like I've been, yeah, I've sent messages. I'll find out. I stay out of the DMs because it'd be penises that pop up. I don't fuck with DMs either. So when I send it, I'm not expecting really anything, but I've sent them because I'm a huge fan.

I see. It's Dax Shepard, right? Yeah, I think so. And you DM me? I'm not expecting really anything, but I've sent them because I'm a huge fan It's Dax Shepard, right? Yeah, I think so and you DM me. Yes, ma'am. You DM this Tiffany Haddish that has a blue checkmark Yes, what if it was the other cuz you don't even follow me sir. Listen, I'm gonna start crafting you one See if it pops in my history. I just sent you one. Oh Cuz you a liar. Scary. These messages. I'm scared. I am too. Did you DM my Twitter? This on Instagram.

I bet it's Twitter. You're right. Her DM to me is you a liar. Ha ha ha ha. Let me go look on my ex account. Yeah, but I don't have one anymore. I quit it like a year and a half ago. Oh, cause you didn't want to pay.

That was before that. I was just like, this place makes me upset. And I get't have one anymore. I quit it like a year and a half ago. Oh, cause you didn't want to pay. That was before that. I was just like, this place makes me upset and I get my feelings hurt here. Why am I here? Maybe there might be some old messages in there from me cause you said you said. But I've gone.

I don't know how that's going to come up. This was a full disaster. This was a major disaster cause I have sent you DMs and I don't really know how to explain this. And I asked Ike Baranel, we could call Ike right now. And I've asked everyone I know. You definitely ask your people a lot.

That I can vouch for, for sure. Oh, she's on the case. Do we need to pull up those emails? She's on the case. This is gonna make me lie. I feel like I'm getting the experience of what it'd be like if we were dating for three months. If we were dating for three months

and you lied to me? Oh, for sure, I'd be like, oh. You thought I lied to you? Yeah, yeah. Oh, for real? Look me in the eyes, do you think I really didn't send you DMs that I haven't tried to reach out to you? I think that you sent DMs to the wrong Tiffany Haddish.

I think you've been. That might be a puzzle. I think you've been manipulated. Because there's a lot of people that pretend to be me online and they're not me. Was there a blue check mark? That is something also you might do on an accident. The silver lining of this?

Getting to know you. Getting to know all about you. Oh, look at this. Getting to like you. Getting to snoop on you. Getting to know you like me. I like you. I like you a lot.

I've never gone to pick up a guest, but I would a hundred more times. What if I would have told you, I'm at the police station, I need you to get me out of here. I'm being serious. Do you have this, when you know other people have had your thing,

I without knowing you would probably do a lot. I know I'm supposed to be there right now, but I'm here at the police station. Yeah, I'm there. If you could come get me. You heard his story. He's dying to pick people up at the police station. I know, I know, I You heard his story, he's dying to pick people up at the police station.

I know, I know, I know. I know how to get to all of them. That would have been better. Hilarious, that would have been a way better story to tell too. Tiffany, how did you end up at the police station? So what had happened was, what I witnessed was. But I mean, sincere, when you know people

have been through the shit, kids who are going through it, who have been through the shit, who are scared of the adults in their house,'ll be there for those people so like if I think or I know I heard you got a car so I'm like oh I'll go right now I was shocked when you said that I'm coming it could have been anywhere yes but I was right down the street unfortunately I don't get to prove it you're gonna have to get fucked up somewhere like down in Orange County somewhere like down in Orange County. We would call.

Ha ha ha ha ha. Oh no. Korean news, we'll hear all about it. Oh my gosh, you know what's crazy too is I was like dang, I need to be back driving my Volkswagen Eos, I ain't driven it in a minute. Well you're gonna be. Yeah I'm gonna be driving.

If you had a necessity for the next few days. I do, gotta do the research. What kind of car I want now. Tiffany, I love this and it was everything I thought it might be and I'm really excited that we got to have you. I'm excited too. Yeah, this was lovely.

I hope everyone gets, I curse you with joy. You know what it makes me think of a little bit is thank them honey, Octavia. Oh yeah. Octavia's got the greatest thank them honey. No matter what, they low ball her, thank them honey. Yeah, I forgot about that. I curse you with joy is kind of like thank them honey. Well, I like that that. I curse you with joy, it's kinda like thank him honey.

Well I like that, bless your heart. That's when I be really mad, I really don't wanna fuck with you. Bless your heart. Bless your heart. It's a mess, bless it. All right Tiffany, now I'm gonna drive you home. Thank you honey.

This will continue. Another entire episode in the car ride home. My phone is charged up a little bit, we'll put the audio record. Audio record, look at me as a kid. Oh no. That was good times. Oh, that was before the keloid.

She deserved all the stuff. Smiling at my granny. Oh, sweet. Oh, grandparents, aren't they the greatest? They're the best thing in the world. I wish I could resurrect people. The only thing that breaks my heart, I don't ever get this feeling where I wish someone

could see me succeed or be proud of me. I would kill to bring my Papa Bob back to life and just hang with him for a few days in my life and go like, I'm kinda here because of you. Yeah. Thank you. Thank you. Thanks for being such a sweet man. I mean, I used to tell my grandma,

thank you all the time and like look at her in the eyes and say, I love you and she'd be like, girl, calm down. Stop being weird. Go ahead and clean the room up. my grandma thank you all the time and like look at her in the eyes and say, I love you. And she's like, girl, calm down. And I was just loving her and smelling her wigs and stuff. She heard it though. Sometimes I'll be putting her wigs on now. All right. Adore you. Everyone read, Ise You With Joy. I sure hope there weren't any mistakes in that episode, but we'll find out when my mom, Mrs. Monica,

comes in and tells us what was wrong. Now. Yeah. We're your daughter. I take naps at random times too. All these patterns are emerging. Between me and Aaron? You, Aaron, Charlie. Not know, not that he naps,

but like figuring out that I only hang out with people that are athletically superior to me. And now this one, I'm drawn to nappers. I napped yesterday. I used to nap a lot, a lot, a lot. I don't really anymore unless I'm really tired. Or often the week leading up to my period, which is now. I don't really anymore unless I'm really tired or often the week leading up to my period which is now. I don't know why. I feel bad for you. I rarely get hit with that. It'll happen occasionally with jet lag or an illness where it's like you get to one hour of the

day. It's like 1 p.m. and all of a sudden you go like, oh, I have to lay down right now. Your body's like, I quit. Oh, look who's here. Here he is. How many years still? Were you taking a nap? Yeah. Yeah. He knew it. I knew it.

And then Monica said, I took a nap yesterday, and I said, well, we're really discovering some patterns about who I'm drawn to. Nappers. Super athletic nappers. It's not fair to call me super athletic. Counterintuitive too. I don't associate super athletes with also nappers.

Well you have to nap to rejuvenate your muscles. Yeah. I actually do think that's why I partly unnapped. Okay, this is a great thing for us to talk about. Great. I'm in a dilemma. Oh great, we'll have advice whether it's right or wrong. I need both of your advice.

For sure. So I'm back on my wogs. In case Erin doesn't know. Yeah, oh my wog is a lap of walking, then two laps running, lap walking, two laps running. Well, say jogging so that wog makes sense. No, but it's running, because I'm running fast. Okay.

The combo. Then you should call it a WAN. No. Okay. I don't know what to do. Your branding's a little, were you asking a branding question? Well, no, I guess it's a jog and then I'm not sprinting,

but I'm running at a pace, like I'm not just, I got running. How about this? You're not gonna like this. Okay. I don't think there's any science to what I'm not just, like I'm running. How about this, you're not gonna like this. Okay. I don't think there's any science to what I'm about to say, but I think anything over an eight minute mile is a jog, and anything sub seven's a run. Like remember when I- Sub seven or sub eight?

I know, that's weird. Yeah, that doesn't make sense. Let's do seven and a half minutes. No, I think eight or under is a run. Okay, I think if you're running a couple miles, most people that are runners, I remember when I offended Malcolm Gladwell and I said he jogged.

Well that's what we're doing now. But he is a runner. Yeah, he is. Like he runs six minute miles for five, six miles. I don't know, I feel like that's a run and then there's jog is like elevated heart rate, pushing yourself. Okay, whatever. That's a run and then there's jog is like elevated heart rate, pushing yourself. But you can start from the front.

Okay, whatever. I run two laps and then I walk briskly, one, and the one that I walk is long. Like it's a two block and has an uphill. So it's a whole thing I have going, okay? I'm back on it and I'm normally doing it around six-ish, between like six and seven. This whole thing takes about an hour.

First of all, God bless you, that's a hard time to motivate to work. The evening? Yeah, but- You gotta bang that on in the morning. No, I'm tired in the morning. Okay, are you? Are you tired in the morning?

Extremely tired in the morning. See, your- Don't do it. Here's the ultimate yes, A.M, your friends are tired in the morning. I don't do anything until the afternoon. Aaron had no improv training, but he is the king of yes and. Are you tired in the morning? Absolutely.

No, I can tell he is. That's another type you're attracted to. And okay, so I'm out at that time. There's a group of people, this is like eight or nine people, all with at least a dog. They're standing at the corner of Commonwealth and Avocado. They're standing in my path. And they're standing in the sidewalk.

Some of them are on this like grassy part, but they're taking up this whole sidewalk and they see me and sometimes they'll move their foot, but they are not making space and it's so many people and it slows me down and messes me up and it like I never, I never get this angry, but it, like, I never, I never get this angry. But it feels unjust, it feels entitled, we just had a narcissist person on, it's so narcissistic. And I don't really know what to do about it because there's so many of them, I do feel kind of.

Outnumbered. Yeah, like I feel shy to call it out. But it's so rude. Like it is crazy. Yeah. It's outrageous. Like they see me. Now I have to admit something.

I'm a little ahead of the curve on this dilemma because you guys had a girls' dinner last night. Yes, yes. So anytime Kristen comes home from these girls' dinner. She repeats the dinner. I say, what's everyone up to? And she goes, oh, Erica's got this great idea for a new business, Amy said Ryan's doing this,

and I hear from everyone, and she said, Monica's having a hard time with these people while she runs. So I kind of already, I'm abreast of this situation. Okay, how did you feel when I was telling it? Like, how do I act? Just now? Do I act like I haven't heard it?

Well by the way, this is actually an old, this is a reoccurring dilemma in your life because years ago when you were doing this, you would sometimes sound often here about people, dogs. They wouldn't pull them out of the way or they'd be taken, yes. So you had a previous grievance. There's a lot of bad etiquette with the sidewalks.

Sidewalk etiquette. Yes. So, and this is gonna be probably two down the middle for you, but first of all, yes, they're rude. They should move out of the way. They should not even, they should party in the grass or in a driveway. Exactly.

They should still be social, I think that's great that they're gathering. Yeah, that's not, obviously not the problem. No, I know. Don't defend them. First of all, I'm on your side because what they're doing is rude and they shouldn't do that.

So you're right. Secondly, there are two variables in this equation. There's you and then there's this group of eight people. And so I think you should change your route. I think you should just do another route because you are destined to just get frustrated over and over and over again and you're never gonna be able to get them to move.

And so why put yourself through the inevitable frustration? Maybe just run a different block. There's so many blocks to choose from. They all are really different. They are all, the participants? The blocks. Oh, the blocks are so different. Yes, so after like, on my third time of this,

or fourth, whatever, it was like my last lap, I did think, I was like, I can't run by them again. So I then ran the whole two block instead, so I didn't have to cross over them again. And it sucked. Yeah, so again, I wanna reiterate, you are in the right, but I have to recite the Serenity Prayer, which is God grant me a serenity

to accept the things I cannot change, accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. So I would argue this is a situation that you're powerless over that you can't change, so your best course of action is acceptance, which is this blows, I probably can't change it.

But why can't I? I keep thinking this is what I would do. I don't think you'll do it, but you may. Maybe if they make a small can, air horned can. Yeah, they do, they make those. Yeah, but as you're coming up, just go, brr, brr, brr, brr.

Right, so that is a wave panel, and then if you wanna be the person blowing a foghorn, like, people go like, have you seen that crazy bitch that runs around Los Feliz, she's got a foghorn? I actually, I don't give a fuck if they think I'm crazy. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Then you should do this, then. But I don't wanna carry that.

No, I know, that's why I said if they make a real small one. Oh, right. Like a Lady Remington version. Yes. I could like hold in my little lemon. Just like a bike one. Yeah. It's like hard enough.

Yeah, like a key chain one. Mm. Yeah. Like Maze. And like one of them said, excuse us, didn't move. But didn't move, yeah. Like it's active, it's actively. Well I can imagine what, I'm so scared to Go ahead.

Pain to defense for them, but I can imagine they might be being just strictly utilitarian about it, where they go, there's eight of us that would have to move versus one of her that would have to move. So it makes more sense that the one person would move than the eight people would move. But it doesn't because it's a sidewalk. Yes, again, you are completely in the right.

You don't own. It's for movement, it's not for parking. It's literally for people to walk and move freely and get to where they need to get and not have to run in the street or walk in the street. Alternative strategy you won't take either, but along the lines with what Erin's saying, is I would run right through the middle of them,

and I would fart as loud as I can. And then I promise you when I come tomorrow and they see me jotting, they'll be like, oh, fucking, here's that fucking gross guy, you fucking sicko, and they would all move out of the way, because they don't want to get fart particles on them. Maybe fart spray, everything I have involves a can. You love your aerosols.

A can of hairspray and a lighter, just run by torching in the air. WD-40 in a straw. Kristen had a good advice. What was hers? It's the best advice I've heard out of these. Better than farting in the middle of them? Yeah, she said that maybe you could say,

hey guys, it's really hard to keep up a run, so if you see me coming through, can you please move? And that is good, but also I don't really, I'm kind of scared to hop. You feel like they don't deserve that? No, I like. When are you doing this? Drive down there before your walk?

Hey gang, about 20 minutes I'm gonna be taking a run. I'd have to stop in the middle of the walk, do it, and then can exactly. And it would work. There's no way they're like that big assholes. They probably would accommodate. But I imagine, I mean my best guess is they're doing what I suggested, which is like eight of us

versus one of you. Just move, so eight of us don't have to be inconvenienced. That's really dumb and annoying. Do you run so fast that if you were running in place while you're talking to them, it's too much? Yeah, definitely, that's a big slow down. It's already a slow down even when I'm like, excuse me, excuse me.

So you really are booking. You might be doing seven and a half mile. I'm running fast for the run. I think you are in a wan. A wan. You'd have to do rock. Rock. Okay, but I'm gonna stick with long.

Rock. Well now you're the person in the sidewalk. No I'm not, you're trying to change my thing I invented. You feel entitled to do that. Anywho, yeah, or maybe I should just, when the narcissist episode comes out, I should just blast it as I'm running. Jog with a big jam box.

Yeah. Yeah. So they hear it it loud and clear. I just really, it really bothers me because it is hard to get back on this routine and I don't like it and I'm doing it and it's good for me and they are making it They're impeding you.

Really unpleasant and it's already unpleasant. Right. It's easier for me to be like, I don't wanna deal with that today so I'm not doing it. Can you harness that ire in the moment to push you harder and faster on your rug? I can't go harder and faster if they're blocking. No, but I'm saying once you get beyond them,

you harness that. Well, that is what happens, actually. I think I get really mad and I'm going fast, but then it's like messing up my breathe. It's not good. I bet you're getting gains out of it, though. No, I'm not. Don't make it bad.

Positive. Don't make it bad. Positive. Don't make it bad, can't you? Trying to reframe it all. We know reframing is powerful. You would be so pissed. Oh we know exactly how I would deal with this. I'm not claiming any.

Would you push them all out of the way? If I locked eyes with someone they saw was running towards them on the sidewalk and they chose to just stay planted, I'd probably run right into them. I mean, I essentially am. I'm just like, still trying to run. I'd say excuse me right before I hit them. But yeah, what do you think you'd really do, Aaron?

Yeah, I think I would probably run into them too. Yeah, which is not, that's a very ill-advised approach. It's not good. It's horrible. I'm really unimpressed by eight people that they can't get out of your way. Just move. Especially your way. We haven't even thought of this.

Try jogging with a picture of baby Monica. And as you're approaching them, show them and go, I'm just this little baby. And they would probably jump out of the way and then run behind you to protect you in case anything happens. One of them has a baby. What's the breakdown of the genders of this group?

Lots of genders. Are all the dogs small or will they attack you? No, there's big ass dogs. Mean dogs. Werewolves. It's how it's. What if one of the guys was a werewolf? That's gonna get hairy.

Literally and figuratively. I also feel like annoyed by their group. I don't know what's happening with that group, but why isn't one person in the group nice enough to say, hey guys, maybe we should not stand in the sidewalk. All these people suck, like what? You're not gonna like this, but you have to agree. Oh my God, how many times?

You'll have to agree that I'm right about this. If this was a movie, the very last scene. Me cute. The last scene of this movie, you would be with those guys and girls having a blast. You would have joined them. Never. I know, but I'm saying that this was a movie.

Movies are stupid, they're not based in reality. Some are, some aren't. But don't you think that would be the obvious way to end this movie? Yeah, it'd be easy, it'd be bad writing. Lazy. Yeah, lazy, thank you, yeah. Lazy writing.

Anyway, if anyone listening has ideas, or if anyone listening is in this group, please, please just ask the other members has ideas or if anyone listening is in this group, please. Please just ask the other members. Like there's people in walkers and stuff. There's people. Do you think maybe they move for them? I bet they probably. I bet everyone didn't mean to not move for you,

but after they didn't move the first time, now they have to hold their ground. Oh, you think they're just like, oh fuck, we better double down? Yeah. Hold their ground, stand their ground. I mean, I hate that for you. What if as you jog by, they lifted their shirts up

and they had pistols in their waistbands? Oh my God. One time is fine. It would be one thing if every now and then they weren't moving, but every time, it just feels so entitled in a way that's absurd. Very triggering. Very.

Yeah, do you think there's any merit to what I'm saying about one of the two variables has to change? I don't, this is the route for my run. Great, so it's not gonna be you. So we gotta get these eight people to change. And you can hardly even run in the grass to get around it, because all the dogs.

Like it's a bad situation. It's a roadblock for you. It's a full roadblock. So what if there were a roadblock? Yeah, that is a situation that's not entitled. That is an actual, when you use the AA thing, I can't control that. Right, do you feel like you would be surrendering to them

to alter your route? Like they would have won? No, that's actually going to cost me. That route, new route, whatever it is, is going to probably be harder. See, my hang up in that situation was I would feel like they won and I hate feeling defeated. That's not if.

I just wanna run in the way that I fucking do. Yeah. I just wanna run in the way that I fucking do. Yeah. That could be a headline like, angry woman mows down eight people. That's how people do get, this is how people get pushed to the edge. Now that's a movie. Yeah, well it's called Falling Down,

you remember that when you were with Michael Douglas. He just had enough. I love you guys, but you really weren't helpful enough. Well, I don't think a great friend gives the advice they necessarily were wanting to hear. No, Kristen gave me good advice. It's not one that I wanna like. Were you annoyed with her at all?

No, I wasn't, I was like, that's good advice. I don't want to do it because I'm scared. But it's sound. Yeah. What was that? Like, excuse me. It's kinda hard to keep up my pace. Yeah, excuse me.

It's hard for me to keep up my run. I understand you guys are all hanging out, but if you see me, can you just make space for me? I've printed out wallet-sized pictures of me as a baby. These are for you. Oh, yeah, you. When you see me, seesized picture of me as a baby. These are for you. Just so you know, when you see me, see this little baby coming down the street. Aren't you proud of her?

Do you have anything to add? I agree, it sucks. I deal with that with school drop-off, where there's parents in a group that walk, and then I've got Vincent with me, and they don't move. People are not like conscientious. Yeah. It's an epidemic.

It's a. In Los Feliz is like just a disaster. Very popular city. We live in a very popular city. Anyway, is it illegal to block a sidewalk for a certain amount of time? What have you called the cops on them? Most certainly.

I bet it is illegal. Only if it's for an unlawful purpose. Oh. Well. You think they're conspiring. You just have to prove they're conspiring to commit a crime. Yeah, what else could they be doing? Okay, well, that was my beef.

Now, this is interesting. So, oh God, I'm so outnumbered here, so this is gonna be hard. Is this a boy-girl thing? No, it's a couple singles thing. Okay. At our girls, and none of us said any, we never say anything that's secretive to the group

because we're all close-knit groups, so who cares? But this is just like a bigger question. Like, should we assume that everyone went home to their partners and replayed all of our interactions, not in this dinner, in all of our dinners? Is it assumed? Well, I think your position is, are they gonna tell everything or nothing?

And I don't think it's either of those things. Your partner comes home and you go, how was dinner? And they go, good. They can't leave it at that. What happened? Oh, we were laughing about blah, blah, how was dinner? And they go, good. They're not gonna, they can't leave it at that. What happened? Oh, we were laughing about blah, blah, blah, right? Now, are they gonna betray whatever level of secrecy

that you all five have? And again, if it's a secret that all five of you are sharing, I don't think it's that deep of a secret because you're already sharing it with five people. But even in that case, I don't think necessarily that Kristen's gonna say something that was presumed to be in confidence of that five people. Yeah, in general, this is a thing, right?

Because someone's in a couple, if you tell them something in confidence, should there be an assumption that it just goes without saying that the partner will know? What do you think? Yeah, I think you should assume they're gonna tell their significant other. That's also.

Yeah. I just think it's, this is why it's unfair, I think. Because yes, that is what single people assume. They assume that if they're telling someone who is in a partnership, goes without saying unless you say explicitly that their partner is gonna just know. But if I tell a friend, that's a betrayal.

I don't know about that. My assumption is you do tell your friends stuff. You tell me stuff. We all tell our friends. No, but again, out of the group, right? Like, if you're telling me something and then you hear later that I was talking about it with someone close to me, someone else,

you probably wouldn't love it. And yet if I find out that you told Kristin something, I have to sort of just be like, yeah, I guess that's just like the way it goes. But it's not fair. I don't know if I agree with that though, summation, because I think you do tell your friends stuff I tell you, and you tell me stuff your friends have told you,

and I think people tell each other things they've heard. I don't really think it's unique to couples. Yes, do people tell their spouses stuff? Most certainly. Yeah. But I'm only, and you don't agree, but I would argue people do that with their best friends as well. Yeah. But I'm only, and you don't agree, but I would argue people do that with their best friends as well.

Yeah, they do. Yeah. But I think the other person feels that they have an entitlement of. Betrayal. Betrayal. I got you. And it's the same thing. Yes, if you're gonna feel betrayed someone told their best friend something you told them,

then you should equally feel betrayed that they told their spouse. Yeah. I think you're an exception, but I do think a lot of people have this where they're just like, well, obviously my husband knows, or obviously this person knows, and it's like, well, that's not fair.

Well, that gets into a really fun thing. Every time I watch one of these shows, like CIA shows, can you imagine being married to someone that was not allowed to tell you what they did at work all day every day? They accepting that? That seems crazy to me. My hunch is they do tell their spouses

all the secrets of the state. I don't think so. Do you don't? I really don't. It's probably neither one or the other. It's probably some mix of people that are sharing too much. Often too, I don't know, often, I know one example of two people who are in the CIA who are married.

So maybe they intermingle a lot. Maybe they both have the right security clearance to tell each other stuff. I don't know if they tell each other stuff, but they're both in the CIA, so they recognize the importance of it. Oh, right, like they might not press each other. Right, exactly.

Yeah. Interesting. But it would be very weird to be partnered up with somebody that their work life, which is half of their life, is completely unknown to you and never will be known to you. It's kinda cool. Cause then you don't talk about work. You just talk about other stuff.

What else is there to talk about? But if I was married to someone in the CIA, I'd be like, tell me about your work. It's so exciting. I'd actually wanna know. You force them. I would be like I'd be like, tell me about your work. It's so exciting. I'd actually wanna know. I would be like, I'm dying to tell someone about my work. Yeah. I know.

I don't think you'd really have. I get married just to tell someone about it. They can at least, I think, enact that marriage clause, right, spousal. Spousal privilege. Yes. Oh. I think there is a little safeguard in that one. That was happening in the Bob Durst documentary.

When they were deposing his wife, Yes. the lawyer kept stopping the questioner and saying, that's, you know, privileged marriage. Right. Oh, that she doesn't have to say. Yeah, there's a private communication between her and her husband. Okay, but see, this marriage. Right. Oh, that she doesn't have to say. Yeah, there's private communication between her and her husband. OK, but see, this is not what I'm talking about.

So there's spousal privilege, but not best friend privilege. No, not legally. You got a real leg to stand on in that argument. That's not fair. Right. Maybe you can get that privilege legally if you go to the courthouse. I want to try.

And ask for it. OK. Well, this is for Tiffany Haddish. Oh, what a party. I can't wait for you to hear this one, Erin. Yeah. It's a good episode. But okay, also, so yeah, we went to dinner last night at the Chateau Marmont.

I was shocked to hear that you guys, so it was for Molly's birthday. Yeah, she had never been. She had never been? But my understanding was you and Kristin are anti-chateau. I'm not anti-sheish. Yeah, but didn't you as well, you were telling me it's too, you didn't agree with them

not letting people in and stuff. No, I don't like country clubs and then you were trying to equate that to the chateau. And I like the chateau more, mom. Yeah, of course, it's great. Because I don't think also, because she was saying, which I understand, she was was like it's exclusionary But she was also acknowledging that she just thinks she doesn't belong there. Yeah, she was her own insecurity

Yes, exactly because what's interesting? Yeah, and this is a cute thing about Kristen is she doesn't necessarily feel cool Sometimes like cool is a trigger for her. Yeah, and that place is like the quintessential cool place in Hollywood fucking Belushi died there I mean, it's a place again Again, it is and it's not. When you go, it's a great vibe. It's very fun Hollywood, but I'm not looking around thinking everyone's cool. How do you get in? Are you able to get in?

Reservation. Oh, okay. So that's why I can't hate it that much because it's not that exclusionary. You can make a reservation. Because I just made a reservation and got in. Where there would be selection is if you rolled in there without a reservation,

you would not get a table. Yes. Unless you were a desirable guest for that. Fancy. But exactly, and I made that point. I said, look, I think, we think that because there's all this lore about the Chateau and it is this like old Hollywood place,

but every single restaurant we go to as a group, it's the same thing. You either have to have a reservation or they wouldn't let us in unless you were fancy. It's all the same. There's just something about that specific place that's triggering. But I love it anyway, but it came up on this episode.

So it was a ding, ding, ding. Oh yeah, and I would say it is, I buy in. That place has this magic where you like, you feel like, oh, I'm in Hollywood, California. Like I dig it. Yeah, it's fun. It's a fun place. Oh my God, the cookies were so good.

I loved the cookies. You love cookies. Also, and I don't, I shouldn't say good. I loved the cookies. You love cookies. Also, and I shouldn't say this. I shouldn't say it. Am I gonna say it? Say it. You caught it. They have these candles there that are so good.

They smell so good. And they've been out of stock for what I found out was six years. Oh my, what? How could that be? And they used to sell them at Claire Vivier also. So sometimes I would, but they were hidden, but it was a hidden secret.

So I would get them there and then whatever, the past couple of years, they've been out of stock there. And so I went up and I said, you don't have the candles, do you? And she was like, we do have them. No way. Yes. How did it take them six years to restock?

I just don't know. What is the smell? I can't even describe it. No, but so, and she said, she said, I had a wait, you know, I had this crazy wait list and when I was calling people on it, they would be ordering 20. Sure, a scarcity mentality.

And I then was like, well, I need four for me. And then I thought. They sell candles at Chateau's, is what you're saying? Yeah. Oh, okay. But I don't know if I wanna tell people because I don't want them to sell out. I thought you were gonna say you stole one.

I thought it was coming too. Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Sorry, yes, these are for sale, but out of stock for six years. So I decided instead to buy enough for the girls and give everyone one. So you got five and kept one for yourself? I got six.

And kept two for yourself. Yeah, but one I'm gonna give to Kristin. She left early. Okay. There's six of you. Oh, there were six of you there. I thought there was five of you there. So I did the right thing. Good job.

And I'm hoping it. Carmically, there'll probably be an endless supply of candles now. Or, carmically, maybe those people will not be on the street anymore. I'm hoping that sort of evens out somehow. Oh, it's gonna somehow impact that, okay. I could have bought them candles.

Oh my God. Wow. You gotta make a day of it. Okay. What if you could just offer them cash? No one suggested that. That's true. Hey guys, what's it, five bucks a pop, you guys get out of the way when I come?

I'd take more than five, maybe 20 a piece. 20? Yeah, 160 bucks. Get them out of there. I can get the fuck out of here. Go fuck off. Just spend this 20 somewhere, you rat. More people will come.

These are trash people. Yeah, there'll be 100 people looking to get their hands out. Okay, so you said bunting or blunting. Is the term for when you're anti-depressant. Yeah. Robs you of your highs. Anti-depressant bunting,

about half of users who take selective serotonin SSRIs report a sense of emotional blunting, a psychic flatness that limits their emotional range Particularly their ability to experience positive feelings like pleasure and joy so it is blunting have you experienced that Aaron? I don't maybe when my cocktail wasn't quite right I experienced that uh-huh, but I don't experience it No, either do I well what was weird is I did the for knife the first time I ever tried it And then I got off of it And then I did it again for a period of time and I didn't experience it

the second time. Yeah, you gotta get it right. You gotta get the right. It was the same dose, weirdly. It was like the same. Of the same medication? Same medicine, same dose. Oh, weird.

I basically was just like at some point, well it's worth the blunting to be able to sleep leading up for this job and then I got on and I was like, oh, that's weird, I don't have it this time. Maybe the first round was psychosomatic, like I know I'm on something, I have reservations about being on it to begin with. Or maybe your body, I mean it takes a minute

to adjust to these two. Yeah, I think it was more that. Yeah, okay, you mentioned, you met her at a CASA event. CASA, if people don't know, is Court Appointed Special Advocates. And it promotes court appointed advocates for abused and neglected children. And your mom is a CASA.

Yeah, she was for years and they're really awesome because they just become this, there's so many changing faces when you're in foster, both between who you're staying with and then you're going to see doctors and you're getting evaluated and both between who you're staying with and then you're going to see doctors and you're getting evaluated and then maybe at school you have things. So this person joins you on all those things,

supervised visitation with a parent, then the diagnosis from a doctor, all this stuff. And they're just consistent and they're with you. And then when it comes time for the court case, for the judge to evaluate whether they should be returned or not to their parents or stay in foster care, the opinion of the CASA is weighed because they've gotten to see the whole thing.

Yeah, it's really cool. How do you become a CASA? That's a great question. I guess you just call and volunteer. I know my mom had to do- I think you do classes and stuff. Well, as a part of, yeah. I mean, you can just call and volunteer and get going on it.

And then, yeah, there are different classes that she would take from time to time and learn about different developmental stuff that's common with kids that are in foster. And it's very sweet, man. It's the people that volunteer to do that are so awesome. There's a article that I enjoyed. It's a seven minute read though,

so I'm probably not gonna read it. Unless you want me to, unless this is a Taylor Swift situation. Is there two minutes of it you wanna hit us with? It's hard to do that. Okay, what's the article about? It's about meat. Meat? Meat eating. Cause you and Tiffany get in a conversation about meat.

Oh, about whether, yes, she said we're not designed to about meat. Oh, about weather. Yes, she said we're not designed to eat meat. Exactly, weather we're designed. But there's conflicting information, and this is from Scientific American, so I trust it. I trust it. And it is for 2.4 out of the 2.5 million years we've been eating animals.

So start with that, that's the first sentence, but then there's a lot more to it. And I have one other thing that you don't ever see a deer eating a dead raccoon carcass. Animals that are herbivores eat plants, period. They can't eat meat. They don't have the right stomach for it. And you don't see a lion or a tiger eating a field of grass when they're hungry.

So just the simple fact that if you can observe the animal eating the food, that is proof that that's the food they're supposed to eat. It's very basic. That's the food we were evolved to eat. Yes, if we were herbivores, we couldn't eat meat. But we are omnivores. We are, yeah. So we are able to eat vegetables.

Of course. Yeah, and so. We are omnivores. So we are able to eat vegetables. It's not like, yeah. But if we weren't supposed to eat meat, that would make us herbivores and we couldn't eat it. Yeah, exactly. Well, that's clear. We're not herbivores, but I mean, there's so much evidence for vegetarianism being so good for us.

Yes, I don't have a claim that vegetarianism isn't very healthy. That's not at all. Just, she said we don't have the teeth of an animal that eats meat. That's how it started. And I said, well, that's because we have been cooking the meat for millions of years.

And so it allows us to have different teeth. Yeah. Anywho, it's called, does humanity have to eat meat? Have to. Yes, and it's scientific American. We don humanity have to eat meat? Have to. Yes, and it's scientific American. We don't have to. Right, okay, yeah. Yeah, we don't have to eat meat.

That's not my claim at all. Or even that being vegetarian isn't healthier. I don't think there's a good enough study. That's good for us to clarify. Yeah, yeah, I'm not saying that at all. There is a group of vegetarians that claim humans aren't supposed to eat meat, and that is just factually incorrect.

Yeah. I'm entitled to say one thing after that stupid degree. It's that this species is designed to eat plants and animals. Yeah. Okay, cool. Well, anyway, let's see what else. Sour power strips, she loves them. I looked them up, they look delicious.

Enough for you to hit add to cart? No, okay. No, not for me. I like them. You do? Yeah, I eat candy like fucking crazy. So you know what I mean, the thick, they're thick? Oh, you know?

Wow. Well, tell Monty about your new treat you brought with you. Oh yeah, I just finished them actually. Sorry. What is it? But they're nerd gummies. So do you know what the nerds are? Okay, so they're gummies with nerds all over them for the outer shell. Encrusted with nerds.

So is it a thick gummy? Like is it a big piece? They're pretty small, they're all different sizes, but they're pretty small like the size of a rock. It looks like a tiny little rock. Oh my God, that sounds nice. But we said, oh by the way, you saw them and just didn't notice.

Oh yeah, I had some on the table when we played Spade Saturday. And when I looked over, it looked like a dumb little toy. It looks like kind of something the girls would play with. Maybe, I'm sure I thought that. Yeah, it was like a bouncy something toy. It looks like kind of something the girls would play with. Maybe, I'm sure I thought that. Yeah, it was like a bouncy something, it was overly colorful. And then I saw Erwin slam one in his mouth

and I was like, he's eating the girls' toys. Now, Ruthie turned me on to him because she's really guided me along my candy journey because she loves candy too. She looks, oh really? Yeah, and so I always, if I don't go into her bedside drawer, that's where she stashes her candy, because you have to hide the candy from the kids too.

Oh sure. So I like to see what's doing, you know, like what does she got today? Because there's candy from everywhere that gets into the house, like Trader Joe's candy. Random, that fucking sour tape and the, oh yeah. I fought it for a long time, but I'm there.

I just love candy. And I've never fucking ate candy in my life. Wait, really? It's new? Yeah, it's new. Am I right in that it started with these ginger treats? Yeah. That was like the gateway candy.

Those are healthy. They're almost salty, yeah. It's healthy, and I used it to curb my appetite so I would stop eating every five seconds. I would eat those. Yeah. Cutest routine was like, I noticed it in the dunes, so we go in the dunes, and then at night,

Aaron and I will get on the couch to watch our movie at night, as we always do, and then Aaron goes and gets like 12 of his ginger treats. And he'll put them out on the bed, and he's like, oh yeah, these are my ginger treats, so I don't go eat something more. And then I got into those ginger treats a little bit on that trip. Yeah, it's fun.

It's just- I hate ginger treats. People either hate them or love them, for sure. I wish I loved them, because they're like, I's fun. It's just. I hate ginger drinks. Oh yeah, people either hate them or love them, for sure. Yeah, interesting. I wish I loved them, because they're like, I think healthy. I hate to be terminally unique, but I didn't hate it or love it. I was like, I certainly didn't love it,

and I didn't hate it. I think I got a heartburn from them before. They're spicy. Yeah, they're spicy. You're some ulcer. They're only like five calories. Yeah. Yeah, and there's something to do,

and that's what I liked, it's almost like dipping or something. It's just like something to satisfy the oral fixation. Yes, definitely. So now the candy though, okay, so the nerds came about in these small packages, like a gas station package, you know? And Ruthie said, now if I got into a package that was open, I would eat the package.

And she's like, god damn it, they're like four bucks and you can only get them at a gas station and there's so few in there. And I'm like, well that's fucked, because now I like these, but I'm not gonna spend four bucks. Eat $16 a night. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because I want more than a package I'm not gonna spend four bucks. Eight, $16 a night or so. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because I want more than a package

when I sit down to have some. Also, four bucks a night's a pack of cigarettes. I'm not gonna spend anymore. You might as well go back to buying fucking Camels. I guess I'm out of the game for 19 years. Yeah. But there's the bag that I brought here, fucking score on Amazon, of course.

Oh, nice. A humongous bag for six bucks that has 10 gas station packages. Oh, wow. And yes, I ate that entire package since I've been here. Economy of scale. Yeah, we love it. Liberal arts education.

Is there any candies you eat, Moni? I'm not a huge candy gal, I'm more of a cookie gal. Yeah. Cookie boy? I like candy, I just don't crave it. I think it should be cookie boy. I'm a girl! I know, but in this rare situation could you be, I'm a cookie boy.

No, I can be a cookie monster. Okay, cookie monster, that's a good compromise. Do you eat cookie crumble, crumble cookies? Do you eat crumbs off the table when other people have cookies? Do you mean cookie crisps, what do you mean? Do I have that wrong? There's like a fancy cookie place.

Oh, C-R-U-M-B-L or something. Crumble, right? I know what you mean. Okay, crumble cookies that comes in a pink box. I've seen them. They're like gourmet cookies. I saw that in New York, I didn't have it. Okay, well I'm sure they got one around the corner.

They're all over Michigan. It's a big box of cookie powder? It's not powder. It's cookies. It's not crumbled cookies. It's delicious. Full size cookies. Full size cookies with a hundred different flavors and flavors of the day.

It's a brand. Fully intact cookies. Soft, they're like the downside to that. See, I like cookies, no, I like everything. I like everything. Well, you're a cookie boy. I am a cookie boy there. And a cookie monster.. And the Cookie Monster.

Get on all fours and eat your cookie. There's like cinnamon toast crunch. Oh wow. And the downside is there are a thousand calories. Oh, because there's so much going on. Oh God, yeah. Speaking of calories. Oh, you what they come with a I'm really calling Ruthie out on all of our like fucking bad habits we've developed lately.

She deserves to bring some home I mean yeah you and I are captain bad habits. That's true. Yeah yeah that's very true very true. She fucking earns it every day. She doesn't eat them every day, but this is, you can get a cookie cutter, I think that's designed specifically for crumble cookie. So you just. This is like Dungeons and Dragons all of a sudden. I feel like it's veering into nerdiness all of a sudden.

Can't believe how much I know about it. Yeah, where's our cookie cutter? And it cuts it into four pieces. Now obviously you can do that with a knife. It's not bad. It'll take not that long. But I think it's to manage your pigginess. Oh wow.

I'm a piggy boy. Like maybe a quarter every once in a while. Sure, sure. Maybe just slows you down a hair. And if you guys wanna know anything more about this company, I'll tell you. I feel like you were paid on the side. I know.

I know, that's another reason I came out here. You gotta get this on the air. Forward slash Aaron For 10% off I drive out here in the Lamborghini But man we I know I'm not gonna call out the restaurant because it was so fucking delicious But my god, we were at a steakhouse Aaron and Charlie and I night, and the calories were on the menu, and I've never seen anything like this. The Tomahawk steak was 2,400 calories.

The loaded baked potato was 1,500 calories. The wedge salad we got was... Was 800. Yeah, 860 or something. Yeah, just shy of 900. That's the salad! Yeah, we were like, the fries were the lowest caloric. Yeah, the onion rings were better than the salad.

The salad? Or the baked potato. And then the only other thing was the crab legs were 600 calories, but that wasn't including the butter. We got three bowls of butter. Yeah, we had to have eaten six, 7,000 calories. My first question, this can't be normal. Like the first thing I saw looking at the menu

was the calories. And I'm like, no, this fucking makes you wanna not really, I wanna eat everything that we ate when I go to get a steak. Right. And I don't wanna think about it. I know it's gonna be a lot. Exactly. But I'll deal with it the next day and eat good.

I agree, I don't wanna know that. I don't wanna see that. Yeah, but that was, it was a lot. We laughed, we're like, there's no way the salad is as much. Oh, is that just because the dressing? It has to be, it's lettuce and bacon, I guess. Crumble blue cheese. I mean, the bacon was delicious and fresh.

It was an outrageous salad, but it was about the same as like a Big Mac value meal. Like it's kind of crazy. Calorie-wise? Yeah. Wow. Well, you know, the thing is it's a California law and it's all about how many locations you have.

Oh. More in a certain amount. I'll tell you, I did this with CBK. I went to CBK post-post that law. I know. I was like, fuck this part of you chicken salads too. Yeah, talk about a salad that's like 4,000 calories. And it's not definitely under that,

but it is definitely higher than I was expecting. The one that blew my mind at CBK was the hummus, but this is fucking chickpeas, how are we getting up this high? And I was like, and I've not been back. So I guess it's a good law in that way, but I hate it. I'm gonna start wearing a blindfold when we go out. I tell the waiter you forgot your glasses. I'm not bringing the menu, I already know what I want.

Yeah, I don't like that. It kind of ruins. It ruins the magic of eating out. In this case, it made for a good conversation. It did. Well, mostly it was entertaining because we learned from our server that there's a certain actor

that eats there three nights a week and he is very skinny and we're like, what is he ordering? What is he ordering? The onion rings every day? Yeah. The locale menu? Christ.

Well, maybe this person does a lot of running, not jogging. Not walking. Cut it out, but it's, he's so thin. Oh, he's very fit, yeah. Yeah. Three days a week. Dang.

Eating that fucking menu. This is making me starving. Yeah, it was, I gotta tell you. I didn't want that so bad. That meal we had Monday night was one of the best meals I've ever had. It was really good. In your whole life? It was up there like.

You were so effusive. There's no way. Isn't that great though that I do believe that? I know, it's cute that you actually think it. I do. But there's no way. The steak was so good and we got lamb, we got a rack of lamb.

Dex and I split our lamb and. Maybe the experience I could see. No, the food. Both, maybe the experience I could see. No, the food. Well, both. It was a perfect marriage of like. That's funny, I got the same kind of response from Ruthie. She did. Because you told her it was one of the best meals.

Yeah, yeah. You guys! But you know this is the foundation of Erin and I's friendship, which. You know it was a hurdle for me with you for a while. It's not anymore, I have radical acceptance. Yeah. And I don't wanna be a downer or paint us as victims,

but I have thought a lot about this because you should have seen Erin and I at the hotel in Orlando. I don't think any two human beings have ever had more fun at Disney World than Erin and I. And I was thinking about one of my favorite parts of you, and especially our friendship is like,

you and I can get so excited for anything. And again, not to be a bummer and make us victims, but I do think, like, there are a lot of bad times. So when the good times were good, we were both like, oh, fuck yeah, and let's feel it, and like, it's here. And we're out of that fucking trailer with insanity that's happening there, now we're in this field.

I just think that by comparison, when the good times happen, I think we really knew how to make the most of them. Yeah, that makes sense. Yeah, and that's kind of the foundation of our friendship. We get so pumped for the stupidest shit. Fuck yeah. Yeah, that's a great, I think that's a great way to be. I can't take it seriously anymore, ever.

When you say things are the best or the most. I'm just, I'm racking my brain of when I had a better one-two punch than that rib eye and those lamb. What about Emily Burger? That for a long time was your favorite. That's good. It is. It's really good.

It's a good meal. Now it's good. No, Emily Burger, it's also the best. Yeah. We just have different definitions of best. Well, there's genres. Is it the best taco? Is it the best burger?

This was the best steakhouse experience I've had. I think, other than my date with McConaughey, which is also the best. There you are. I'm, I'm, I'm. Yeah. I am, cause okay, Jess and I have this too, because we've been trying to figure out

our top five desserts of all time. Uh-huh. Over the span of our life, and it's hard for me, like I'm really thinking about it. I have not committed, like I won't commit, and you know, we go to three restaurants in three days, I'm really thinking about it. I have not committed, like I won't commit. And you know, we go to three restaurants in three days and he's like, these three are on there.

And I'm like, no, no, no. No further. Yeah, exactly. Yeah, all to say I don't trust that. Like, oh yeah, this, this and this that I had last week are in my top five of all time. No, and same for you, I can't trust it. Can't trust you.

But do you, how about this, have you been burned? Like if I told you something that was great and then it wasn't, have you had a Maya experience where I sent you to Olgas in Thousand Oaks? No, I liked Olgas, you did send, you did take me to Olgas. But you're more white trash like me. I do, like a lot of that stuff.

Yeah, you like your garbage food. I do. I can click into that. Domino's, we love Domino's. I love it. What a pie, what a pie. I do yeah, I can Love dominoes fuck what a pie what a pie It's a gourmet pie rectangle sandwich from Burger King. Yes. These are tens. Yeah But can you think of a time? I was effusive about a place or vouch for a place and you went and you're like, well that was a fool's errand No, no, no, I don't think that's happened, but I just think it's like, not everything can be the best.

You know what I think it is? It's my issue. You don't feel safe. Yeah, I don't. Unless you're the best. Yeah, and that's really sad. We talked about you're in a nice baggage, and that's yours, and that's heartbreaking.

Of course, of course. Yeah, I wanna be the best. Best friend. I wanna be everyone's best. Everyone's number one, I want that. But also- Because then you can't be replaced or excluded. Of course, yeah.

But also, it is a trust thing. How do I know what you're saying to me? And now we're getting deep and I don't even really mean you, but in general, if everything's the best and I'm also the best, then immediately I'm not the best because it means just everything's the best and I'm also the best, then immediately I'm not the best because it means just everything's the same.

And I don't, Ben, you know what? I don't need to be the best, I do. But also, again, if you step into our mindset, which is it is the best. No, it's not, okay, but do you know like best is. Hold on. It'd be one thing if we were saying you're the best but we didn't mean it or we weren't experiencing it.

If we had said this restaurant was the best, but we didn't like it, that's scary. But you hook Erin and I up to a polygraph and ask us if that was the best steakhouse we've ever been to, we're passing that test. I know, but that's unsafe to me, that you do believe it, and then next week you do believe it, and then next week you do believe it, and then that week you do believe it.

But the primary thought should just, the most important thing is if we say you're the best, that's true. All that matters is that you're the best. It's true. Well, it's, but inherently, can't you just say you're great? No, because you're the best. Ha ha.

God. Can't you just say you're great? No, because you're the best. Ha ha. Ha ha. Ha ha. God. Ha ha. Like, I loved it, it was great, oh my gosh, I wanna go back, like these are things I can wrap my head around, but it's fine, I mean, look, it is my issue,

it's not either of your issues. But I understand, I fully understand what you're saying, but all that matters to me, it's like, if you tell me I'm the, let's say this, you say to me, Monica, you're the funniest person I've ever met. What's important to me is that you really believe that. Now if you tell Jess he's the funniest person,

I don't actually care. As long as you were sincere about when you told it to me, that makes me really happy. Okay. Okay. Yeah. I just can't, I'm just not like that. Would the hollowed out affect you, Sharon? No, I can't.

The same. No, with who? Me or him? Yes. The same. Aaron, wouldn't you, if I said you were the funniest person I've ever met and then you saw me the next day tell Jess he was the funniest person, wouldn't you be like, hmm. Hmm.

Hmm. I think I would believe that you thought I was the funniest. Then you just said it to Jess to be nice. Oh, that's great. That's a lot of confidence. Oh, that's interesting. So I think I would believe you. Yeah, I just think, if I heard someone.

I think Sassy Feld would say you and I are the funniest person she's ever met. She'd say people and that's more normal. That's a normal thing people would do. But I'm just gonna say here and now, if I heard someone say that, I'd be like, you're an unpredictable person and you're full of shit. Not you, because I haven't heard you say that,

but I wouldn't like it. But I do, I catch myself in this all the time, but it's not hypocritical. Like there are several people I think are the funniest comedians alive. And there are- They're in a group of comedians. Because they've hit a level that's not been surpassed. It's like, yeah, it's like a gold medalist.

There's multiple gold medalists. You know, it's like, who's saying Bolt one year and then it was another, and I can say to both of them that, and they would- You're the fastest person I've ever met. Yeah, or you're the fastest person. But like, that's not true! One of them is faster than the other.

I think there are multiple comedians that I don't think one's better than the other, but I think they're the best there is. But can't it just be like, you're one of the best there is, or you're one of the funniest comedians in the world? There's a way to frame it where all of that is true, but it becomes immediately not true by verbiage alone.

It means, you know what I mean? Yeah, I know what you're saying. Semantically it's incorrect. Yeah, I guess I'm obsessed with grammar. Yeah, because the spirit's more important to me than the semantics of it. Okay. But for the record, Richard Pryor's

the funniest comedian that's ever lived, and actually he is. But also David Letterman's just as funny as him, and is good and the best comedian to ever live, and Bill Murray. So those three. Those three are your favorite comedians. And they're, they're.

Of all time. They're, oh, I gotta go. I gotta go. Do you sign up on that list? I like that list. I mean, Richard Pryor's a given. Yeah, I mean, I'll. I mean, we can give it to him. Do you, I mean, I'll, I'll, yeah.

Do you want to add anyone? Well. To the best of all time? Dave Chappelle. No, he would, he would make, I would call him the best comedian. Of all time. Of all time, yeah, for sure. But, but Richard Pryor though, No, yeah, Richard Pryor.

For sure the best of all time. And I think Dave would recognize that as well, that he's the best of all time and that he, also Richard recognize that as well, that he's the best of all time and that also Richard Pryor's better. I can't. Gallagher? Oh, the Dice Man? Oh God.

Oh! Oh! Okay, well we solved nothing today. Yeah. But that's all right. We had fun doing it. We sure did, that's all that matters. Love you. Love you. Love you.