Armchair Expert with Dax Shepard - Without a Paddle Reunion
Episode Date: September 2, 2024Seth Green and Matthew Lillard join the Armchair Expert for a very special episode celebrating the 20th Anniversary of Without a Paddle. Seth and Matthew discuss the advice they would give to... young actors, how the style of comedy movies has changed, and why they were afraid to take their shirts off on set. Seth, Matthew, and Dax talk about how many of their own stunts they did, what working with Burt Reynolds was like, and their idea of fame early in their careers. Seth and Matthew explain how they once rented the King of Thailand’s house, Matthew’s game “Coffee and Clips,” and what it’s like for their kids to watch them on screen. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Welcome, welcome, welcome to Armchair Expert.
I'm Dan Rather, I'm joined by Miniature Mouse.
Hi there.
And we have a very special episode today.
We do.
I've been teasing that this was coming out,
but it was the 20 year anniversary
of the release of Without a Paddle on August 20th.
I had hoped we could time it perfectly,
but Matthew was in Toronto filming the sequel
to a very successful movie.
He's a busy boy.
In which he plays Voldemort.
Which you'll hear about in the fact.
Yes, which is not, maybe he doesn't play Voldemort.
But yes, so Seth Green, we love Seth Green,
Matthew Lillard, myself, and we got to just
go down memory lane for two hours, and it was so fun.
And also, I'm gonna add, to further confuse everybody,
this is a Monday episode.
Yeah.
And it's video.
And.
I know. That's not how we're gonna do it.
But I thought if ever there was one
that would be fun to have on video,
this would be the one.
And why not, it's also our first episode of The New Deal.
Welcome to our New Deal.
Welcome, welcome to laundry.
Welcome, welcome to our New Deal.
Hello, hello, hello!
It's Bob.
So yeah, please enjoy Seth Green and Matthew Lillard.
Without a paddle reunion.
Without a paddle reunion, whap reunion.
Uh oh. Whap.
Uh oh.
There it is.
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He's an object man.
He's an object man. Yeah, people didn't like that.
People are complicated, guys.
Real hard to be a people. It, real hard to be a people.
It is so hard to be a people.
Especially over distance, like it's one of the things that I love about both of you guys
and I'd like to say I saw it coming was that we're all like, this is what we do.
It's a career.
It's not just like I got to make this movie.
I like being included in that, but in reality, especially for this movie,
that was true for you guys.
You guys were like a decade into acting professionally.
That specific movie, I really realized as it was happening
that it was such a significant moment for each of us,
that it was going to be incredibly important
for each of us for it to work.
I was mostly just scared.
Scared?
I think the funny thing is that what we tell ourselves
past an experience is so powerful
because I saw a dude who was explosive, funny, charming,
all the time taking risks, zero fear.
As my coping mechanism of, oh my God, I don't belong here,
I'm not certain what I'm supposed to do. They're all looking over there.
I guess when we switch to that camera, we all move this way
and like a little panic inside that I'll be exposed
as not deserving to be there.
And a chip on my shoulder about coming from punk.
Sure.
And having loved both of you
and wanting you guys to think I deserve to be there.
It was complicated.
It was a complicated moment for you.
And then I think I'm like overly charming.
No.
Yeah.
No, but.
You're proving yourself.
No, but like fearless.
Here's what I can do.
I'm afraid about the acting,
but I can jump off the waterfall.
Like please, Brill, let me do that.
That'll prove.
It is funny what we tell ourselves
versus what anyone else is even thinking.
You were so there on purpose
and I, who had already met you at Groundlings,
and then I got punt by you. Do you want to walk through the scenario what you guys did to him?
Yes. Punt. Right. Which I didn't know existed. I had spent like years hanging out with the cast of
the 70s show because Wilmer and I had done Party Monster together,
and I just knew all those kids through the business.
We'd all go hang out at the taping of the 70s show,
and then sometimes go out for drinks afterwards,
because it was a very pre-cell phone camera time.
It was an entirely different place,
where you could actually just go out as a gang
of highly recognizable people.
So Wilmer was like, oh, hey, you should come to I'm doing a charity.
Just come up to the taping is going to be great.
And I was like, I don't know, tired.
And he was like, no, do it.
And so I go and it was at the Sunset Tower.
And I had just been in this room six days prior for a table read.
And so I had been in this exact same room where all of the lights are incredibly bright and I was
like, oh, they remodeled this room because a bunch of mirrored extensions were built in front of
closets. Wow, they redid this place and they were like, let's put a ton of mirrors in here.
Well, I just didn't think about it. You would never imagine that there's like a hidden camera,
all the lights were on, there's no music playing
and they're like, do you wanna drink?
And I was like, I'll get a drink,
but this is a terrible party.
I have to tell you this party, it sucks.
And I started walking around, I was like,
maybe we didn't the lights.
This says a lot about you and I think it's lovely,
which is like you got into this situation
and there's a ton of other actors there
and everyone's acting like they're gambling and stuff.
And he is immediately like, I don't like the lighting.
I'm changing the lighting in this room.
And everyone in the camera department is like,
oh my God, shit, go up to F4.
You know, like they're changing exposures and everything.
And he has no problem walking into a party
that's not his party and completely changing the lighting
because it didn't suit him.
That's not a people pleaser and I'm
jealous of it. It's an enviable quality.
Oh that's funny, but it really
felt like, oh I would please all
the people. You wanted to make it better.
You would have more fun.
You guys are trying to raise money at this
fucking thing, like you're not going to raise any money
if nobody's enjoying them.
I'm here for the charity.
Yeah.
And then Al, the guy from, hits from the street.
VT, Al Sheer.
He looked familiar enough that I wasn't scared of him.
Takes me outside and tells me that the whole play,
that we're all gonna give each other COVID.
He takes me outside and says, hey man, I wanna be cool.
I like your movies.
And I was like, okay. And my kid like your movies. And I was like, okay.
And my kid really likes you.
And I was like, all right.
And he says, listen, I'm a cop and I'm undercover.
Been undercover for weeks.
Breaking up this underground gambling ring.
And I was just like, what are you talking about? And he goes, whose game is this? And
I go, I literally don't know what you're talking about. My friend invited me to a charity.
I'm planning on giving $500. I wasn't even trying to get in on it. Oh, that was the other
thing. Kutch comes over to me and I audition for Dude, Where's My Car with him. So I think
because I was so young in this business and I've seen all the other young people come into it, I have a real soft spot for actors trying to do it. I had a lot of nice people
say, Hey, hey, hey, you totally fucking this up. Don't ever do that again. And you're just like,
Oh, thanks. Thank you. I actually appreciate that. So I like being able to give a heads up. You've
probably never been here before, but I've been here and if you watch that stuff,
letting folks know where the potholes are
as we was saying rap.
As we would say?
When I'm repeating lyrics from Jay-Z.
Okay.
Potholes on my lawn.
Hold on, I'm gonna make my first joke to Matt about Seth.
So this is gonna be the 21st anniversary
of the episode of Punk'd.
Oh, it is?
No.
Oh yeah, I don't even do it.
You are deep. I guess that's true, but you didn't ask me this question. Oh it is? No. Oh yeah, how do you do it?
You are deep.
I guess that's true, but you didn't ask me this question.
You did ask.
We're already in the dynamic that we had the whole movie.
21 years has gone by and we're already in the exact dynamic.
That's funny, I should have brought it back in my kit.
Start with radio days.
What? He's so stupid. Was that your first movie? I brought it back and make it start with radio days what?
Was that your first movie that was like my seventh movie
How old were you I was 12 12? Okay long story short
This guy tells you there's gonna be a raid and then all of a sudden there's guys flying through the window Literally somersaulted through the window and I was like, this is so excessive
literally somersaulted through the window and I was like, this is so excessive.
I can't do nothing about it.
So I immediately see that none of these cops have guns.
And I was like, okay, well this is chill.
You weren't nervous at all?
Yeah, I was nervous, but I've also been in handcuffs a lot
prior to this moment and questioned about it.
Did you say a lot?
Couple of times.
No, you don't, you don't strike me as that.
I was a bad kid.
Seth had the funnest history of,
or trench coats, he kept size,
what are they called?
Size swords?
I never had size, but I got into throwing knives.
Well, cause the second I found out
that ninjas were a thing,
I was like, well, I wanna be a ninja.
Sure, naturally.
That's an option.
Yeah, well, I got picked on, as you can imagine.
I was not a popular kid.
I had a tremendous amount of energy.
I was hilarious looking. I wore not a popular kid. I had a tremendous amount of energy. I was hilarious looking.
I wore all of my sister's clothes cause we didn't have money.
And then I had a mom who was eccentric and bought me Norwegian shoes.
And then I had to wear that shit to school in Philadelphia.
Like wooden shoes?
Yeah, like straight up wooden clogs. There was at least three years there.
My sister and I rolled in no socks
Get your ass kicked in the same neighborhoods that will
Didn't even play
Did you fight I've been in a couple of fights I'm going through punches or got punched I mean, I like that
I failed meaninglessly
I mean, I like threw punches. You swung back.
I flailed meaninglessly in the face of some serious aggressor.
I was also crazy.
This one kid had been tormenting me.
We were coming down the stairs at one point.
He was just like four stairs ahead of me.
I just fucking leapt off the stairs,
grabbed my hands like around his neck
and started punching him in the face.
It was we both fell to the polished concrete floor,
four more stairs below.
Why did I do that?
Well, that's a bit of the red hair.
Yeah.
You always got the X factor.
Really quick, one second story.
So Monica and I are talking, and I always explained to her
that I, growing up, saw on like five different occasions
redheads get in fights at my school.
In most cases, they were kind of outmatched size wise
in that they started crying right before the fight.
And I saw a strength and a veracity
I've never seen anywhere else other than the Redheads,
and they always won.
And she goes, I find it very hard to believe
that every Redhead you saw get in a fight,
they started crying first and then won.
And I said, let's call Aaron Weakley.
So we call my best friend, and Monica goes,
how did you phrase it then?
What happens when Redheads fight?
He goes, oh, well first of all they start crying.
And then they beat the shit out of whoever they're fighting.
It was like the exact same answer.
It was so weird.
Anywho, the point is we knew each other from Punk.
I think that's the point.
But who got in the movie first?
You were in Without a Battle first?
I was.
You were.
Because I had just made the Italian job with Donald the lion for Paramount great movie
It was the only time in my entire career that the head of a studio was like
We want to be in the Seth Green business. I was like fake Sherry Lansing. What do you have for me?
Yeah, and Donald was like we have this comedy this character's written as a fat guy, but maybe he's a short guy and I was like
comedy, this character is written as a fat guy, but maybe he's a short guy. And I was like, okay, let's read it.
That's a great time for us to introduce.
And this will reign as an excuse about some of the jokes in the film.
It's indicative of the period.
This is 2003 and to make a comedy.
Yeah.
You're going to have a short guy.
Well, it's more the archetype that you could fill to make a very specific type
of physical joke over and over again.
Whoever's playing whatever the archetypical role is
has assumed the burden of carrying out
all the physical gags possible on behalf of their body type.
John Cleese talks about that endlessly.
Like, you know what you're there to do.
Right.
And you're gonna shamelessly do it
in a way that lets the audience feel the thing
that you need them to feel.
Yeah. Yeah.
It just was a different time. I don't think the executives right now are like, hey,
we're having a hard time finding a fatso or a little person. That conversation is not happening.
Now, you know, legally, I don't fit the criteria for the little person, but I'll choke that down.
I watched it this morning. I have never seen it.
Oh my God. You are all curious how it reads to someone who never saw it.
Real quick, three takeaways.
First and major takeaway is it's so fun and nostalgic.
That type of movie is gone.
And I really was like, oh yeah, I get why everyone loves this and feels so connected to it.
Great.
Uh oh.
What's up?
I warned you about it though.
You'd warned me about some things that would trigger me.
What are you warning? I don't- I do an Indian accent in the movie. Again, I would you about it though. You'd warned me about some things that would trigger me.
What are you warning?
I do an Indian accent in the movie.
Again I would not do it now.
Oh my god of course you do.
This is like setting up the 2005.
I see that in the script and I'm like, okay I can do that.
And then of course Monica and I are becoming really good friends and we're talking about
that accent and I'm really understanding like the only fucking example of your Indian and
your kid was a poo and I'm like, oh my God Monica, I have done the fucking accent
and I feel terrible.
So I was like, just don't ever see that movie.
But that's not why, didn't it?
It felt like a boy movie.
You weren't a 12 year old boy.
Two is you're the exact same person.
Really? I can't believe it.
When you're like on your motorcycle
and the jokes you're making
and even when you're singing in the car,
I was like, wow.
He has not changed.
But in a good way, in a good way.
It was like, oh, you've always been that.
I liked it.
Oh.
You don't agree with that?
You've just seen so much actual internal evolution.
You witnessed your own expansion in ways
that you in that movie wouldn't have actually imagined possible.
I watched it last night with the girls. Many scenes, my body's so tight, you guys.
Like watching, like oh my god. I was new and I was pretty stiff sometimes. I just grew as an actor
over time. I was watching it and I was also thinking like oh my god I was like so tiny.
You were tiny. I actually was like he looks so tall. You're not gonna like this,
but I think the bigger your body is,
the shorter you appear.
All right.
That's why I never get real deep into the bench work.
That's exactly what's preventing me
from going to do 12.
That's what's, you know,
cause otherwise I'd be Wolverine, guys.
Wait, what's your third takeaway?
The relationship, and I know just from hearing Dax,
he reflects on that time as being so
special.
Yeah.
I get it.
Like I watched it and I was like, oh man, they all are firing on all cylinders.
The chemistry is so good.
It looks like such a fun time.
I love these guys so much right away.
And they were so kind and it could have been competitive and it wasn't.
And it was very mentoring and kind and helpful. You were so kind and it could have been competitive and it wasn't and it was very Mentorian kind and helpful you were so funny. We were both like how do I steal his jokes right away like oh my god
I think I stole a joke years and in the make-up chair. You're like don't you ever?
I think I made a joke
I think I made a joke
Because we were all throwing out some kind of one-liner coming into a scene we're all entering a scene
I haven't thought about it, but I remember each one of these experiences because they were so seminal in all of our experience together I've been working for as long as I had been working. I knew
Wait, go tell what happened
Yeah, yeah, yeah
So we're all talking in the door
Each one of us starts to say a line and then we do a second take and we each come through and add an
Improv line and then the third take through
You said one of the things that
I'm under my third improv and then you would grab my first improv.
Something like that.
That's what happened.
We were just like picking up each other's shit because it felt very like, who cares?
It was like I had taken his daughter, but it's because of where you came from.
Right, so first of all, absolutely, it was not a big deal.
Your line was better than anything I was ever going to come up with.
I'm of course embarrassed by that because again, I had done punked before that.
It was just me.
I'm out there improv-ing these things.
And then prior to that was the Groundlings and that was the conversation we had in the
makeup trailer.
I hate that you remember.
I do because I really regret it.
But I remember trying to get into it in this way of like, you didn't really do like a comedy
background, huh, Matt?
I'm trying to lay out like you would never do that at the Groundlings.
Like you would never improv someone and someone would take it. And so yeah, I was triggered and scared that I
sucked in the movie and how embarrassing and I'm sorry. And yes, we should all just take whatever
comes up and make the movie great. Oh, it's embarrassing. Well, we all learn and grow even
though you're the same. You know what's funny? Can I just talk about the body dysmorphia that was happening? The body dysmorphia? Body dysmorphia.
You and I, for the record, were so freaked out about taking our shirt off and being present
in our own bodies that the fear that was a part of that movie from beginning to end was
palpable. I mean, it was defining.
And we were obsessed with the fact that Seth just looked like a fucking gymnast.
We were working out in between takes. I wasn't eating.
I was like in my underwear the whole time going, look at this. I'm so fat.
Yeah. And I look back now and you look great.
I think that every time we look back, we're so ensconced in this fear.
Yeah. Of that moment.
And the reality is like, oh, you were so beautiful for For those people at home, like, dude, let it go.
It does not serve you at all.
I teach acting a lot.
I brought this woman in to talk about
the woman's perspective on the journey.
And she told this great story about how when she was younger,
she had this white bathing suit
and she wanted to wear in the movie,
but she was terrified to put on
this two piece white bathing suit.
And at the end of the day,
she looks at these pictures of her like 10 years later.
She was like, I was gorgeous.
Yeah, I know.
I was so beautiful.
And the story I was telling myself at that time in my life was so destructive.
And it's impervious to anything.
You can't break out of it.
And there's no amount of like accolades or work.
It's just that mindset.
But there's got to be a way in the moment to tell yourself this isn't the truth.
We were.
And we talked about it and I was like, fuck, that whole sequence is five days away.
We were like pageant contestants.
Yes sir!
When the swimsuit section was coming up.
There was like 15 days in our underwear.
Do you remember we went to Italian restaurants.
I was just gonna say.
A celebration!
Yeah, with Delime.
What was that?
You had a great place.
It was so good.
Olive Garden.
Like a hearty... And Seth, do you remember not wanting to take the compliments, but you look like a Deline
And said do you remember you're not wanting to take the compliments but you look like a gymnast so Matt and I But I'll be doing our push-ups and sit-ups every day joined in and we were even like
He's got good ass cheeks
Your shit was so legit you You are the pound for pound
the most beautiful man in Hollywood.
I've said it a million times.
I was gonna continue to say that.
Pound for pound the most beautiful man in Hollywood.
Have you seen Kevin Hart?
Yes.
Oh man, he looks fantastic.
He's incredible.
Yes.
He survived breaking his back
because he's in such good shape.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Okay, so you were in the movie first.
Yes.
I'm bringing him back to a semi-chronological timeline. And then you were in before me. But. So you were in the movie first. Yes. I'm bringing him back to a semi chronological timeline
And then you were in before me, but how did you get in the movie?
Cuz you guys are really hot that sounds embarrassing
But you were just saying the Italian job and you were just in Scooby-Doo, which was enormous hit the studio loved him
The only question was whether or not he is this leading man
The guy who kisses the girl the guy who proposes to I tried to talk myself out of that film like three times.
You did.
I did.
I read it, I'm like, I don't love it.
And that could be also my own fear about being that guy.
And there was a whole section in the middle
with the women and the trees.
And I'm like, that's so stupid, it doesn't work.
And I sat down with Brill and Deline,
and I'm like, I just think the comedy's off.
In some places.
And I try to articulate that there are two different
forms of comedy in here.
There's this big, bold ridiculousness
and then there's this really fellowship driven,
I'm running for your life, really high stakes
and like Girls in a Tree with long hair on their legs.
It's two different movies.
And I was like, this doesn't make sense.
At the end of the day, they came through with an offer
and I was like, regret what you did, not what you didn't do.
They were like, we have this guy, Dax Shepard,
Seth Green's in, I love Seth Green.
We just got to work on Scooby.
That was Scooby one.
Scooby two.
So this is the reason that I remember,
I loved Matt for so long, he's one of my favorite actors.
If you didn't fall in love with Lillard on screen,
your eyes weren't open during the stream.
I saw him in SLC Punk and I was like, oh shit, this is just a different...
Well, because like the things that you see him in his studio stuff and then you see the stuff that
he's like, this is my heart and I'd put this on film so that you can do what you want with it.
That's the shit that impressed me. And so we got to do that scene together. I was so happy.
That's where I met Gunn too. Like it was an incredible experience.
And so at that point they were like,
we're thinking about maybe it's Matt Lillard.
I said, if this is me and Matt Lillard and Dax Shepard,
this is a hit.
The movie will work.
How did you get road?
I ended up getting the offer and I said yes.
Did you audition?
So not only did I audition
and this is where I'll say Seth really, Seth and Brill.
Brill wanted me me which was awesome
Why did he want you he liked punked?
He thought I was doing something really cool on punked then I went and read and I was not good reading the script
I was not very good and Seth had been brought in to read with me and Brill was like forget the script
You guys just improv scenes because he knew I could improv and then when I was improving
I was very relaxed and calm.
And thank God, Seth's a great improver.
So we just basically improv three scenes
that they sent to Sherri Lansing,
president of the studio, to get me in that movie,
but would not have got it by reading Tom's sides.
And so really, you and Brill are the reason.
We all got put in a situation to win.
And we did this little movie, to Manga's point, they don't make anymore.
Nobody's making a 20 million dollar...
Yeah, I looked it up, 19.
The thing was made for 19.
In another country.
Okay, so we all get the movie.
We're all in the movie.
We land in New Zealand.
Do you remember?
I remember so many things.
There was some sporting event that was really important for everyone to see.
Yeah, the Hall Blacks were playing the like, best of.
That was in the middle of the show.
Yeah, I think when we got there, there was more like a World Cup thing.
So, we get down there and what's really cool, and again, doesn't ever happen.
In fact, that's the only time this ever happens.
We were there like three weeks early to learn to do all this river work in canoes.
Right.
What an awesome way to like, bond in a hurry.
We were not good at it.
And we were going to things that canoes don't go through.
And they had hired this amazing dude, Augie.
And he was Fijian.
He had just won a gold medal and fucking rowing
in the previous Olympics.
And he was such a stud.
And we all were like trying our hardest to impress Augie.
He was so cool too.
He was like, oh, you guys are going to get this.
We were like, OK.
He didn't say at one point, no matter what happens on the river,
if you're in trouble, you have to get yourself out
because nobody's coming to save you.
That scared the shit out of me for the next three weeks.
Remember the first thing we got into the Canadian canoe?
In that whirlpool?
It was like a little waterfall. At the bottom of it was this churning thing. And there's three
grown men up to like our waist with a canoe trying to get it up and us keep falling back into the-
Oh my god.
I was like, that was not a great introduction.
So stupid.
Again, because it was my first movie, I thought this is how it went. We did all these things that let's just say I haven't since gotten to do.
We're jumping off waterfalls.
And I was operating under this very weird thought of, I felt like
I was at an amusement park.
Like, well, this is safe.
You're on a movie.
They've got this all figured out.
If they're letting me do this, everything's cool.
And let's just cut right to like the craziest moment
probably on it.
Also they told us, oh it's summer in New Zealand,
you're good.
The water was never above 50 degrees.
We were freezing the whole movie.
We had no body fat.
We had zero body fat.
There was one scene in particular
and we arrive and we learn of this
and I have to be delicate how I say this,
but one of the stunt guys the day before
was shooting the canoe going through this class five with all these eight foot drops and stuff.
And this was an Olympic rower and he came out and he cracked his head open really, really
bad, broke his ribs, shattered his shoulder.
They had to airlift him out.
It was my stunt guy.
And the idea was five times a day, they would open a dam and tens of millions of gallons
would come rushing down the wire wrecking.
And they would then in this huge wash of water,
they would put three kayakers in this
so that they can get a shot of people kayaking
in a class five rapid, which we were supposed to be doing
with no helmets and very little safety.
And this is before like you just take things out with a computer.
He did it three times and on the third time
he got absolutely obliterated.
He got obliterated and airlifted out of there.
And then the following day we're there
and we're not gonna try to ride a canoe through,
but where the canoe has tipped in the movie,
now they need footage of us going through that same section.
So we're just jumping off of a rock into this thing
and they're gonna film us.
You're not acting, you're just like trying not to die.
Survive.
I did try to make like hilarious faces.
Each sort of.
Might explain what happens next, which is.
This is crazy.
We're already a little nervous.
That was the day where I was like,
oh, if the stunt guy is getting airlifted,
maybe I need to watch out.
So we all jump in and then Matt and I
get to the side of the river and Seth's gone.
There's no fucking Seth.
Oh my God.
Like I don't know how many seconds it really was,
but it felt like 30 seconds of like,
where the fuck's Seth?
Where's Seth? Where's Seth?
Where's Seth?
Guys on jet skis are starting to rip around
cause there's jet ski safety.
I'm panicked like,
cause I know what just happened to the stunt guy
and Seth is gone.
He is not visible.
He came up like 300 yards down the river.
Well, they had said to me worst comes to worst.
You just ride the river.
We got a net down here and then we got a guy with the binoculars
at the end of the river.
Oh my God.
So they're like, look, we're going to get you.
And if worst comes to worst, we will eventually find you'll have a proper funeral.
We promise that we will bring you back to United States.
We're going to figure out how to sell your stuff.
But you submerged and went under the safety line.
The first safety line.
But then the second guys, they got me like,
I stand here, guys.
We got him.
But he was, Monica, he was very, very far away.
It was really funny.
But within that, we also had the greatest accomplishment
that I have not ever felt in my life,
but we had this moment where we had this like little class three wave that we had tried
multiple times. For three weeks straight. I was in the front, Dax was in the back
because he was steering and Seth to be in the middle. Keeping balance. Sure. Very important role.
And you would hit this class three little wave. You want to get through the
wave and at the other side be on this Canadian flat bottom canoe. And every time. We either fell over or it filled with so much water by the time
we get through just our shoulders would be above water and the only time it
worked was when we were shooting it. That was unbelievable. I have to thank Jonathan Brown for
making us all look like superheroes. The DP that shot that film. Did they ask you guys are you guys
very very proficient swimmers?
No.
Cause like I would be fully dead immediately.
You could always say no.
I've definitely worked on projects
where the actor's like, I'm not doing this.
There is a really hysterical moment with Burt Reynolds.
So he arrived, which is incredible.
We were all so excited.
And at that point there was-
No, that's not true.
Okay.
You were as excited as any child about to meet Santa Claus.
I have never seen anyone adore a man from a farm
more than you adored Burrard.
Yeah, I brought posters with me.
Oh, that's so cute.
And he signed every one of them.
He got some that I couldn't get my hands on for me
and left them in my trailer before I got them.
He would literally preemptively, without you asking,
would leave DVDs for you.
Bri got several too, she hadn't asked for any,
but they all-
Bri, your ex-girlfriend.
My ex-girlfriend Bri.
No, the cheese.
Bert's like a crazy cheese fan.
Yeah, he loves it.
It's what killed him in the end.
Oh, I-
He gave her- Too soon.
Here's the two photos Bert gave her.
One was with him bare naked on a horse,
holding a dog over his private parts.
What are you talking about?
And then the famous rug one.
Of course.
Naked on a rug. These are the ones for Bri. Wow. And each of them- Why do you have a dog on his private parts. What are you talking about? And then the famous rug one. Of course. Naked on a rug.
Wow.
These are the ones for Brie.
Why would you have a dog on a horse like this?
He rescued it clearly, Seth.
It was probably injured.
And it said, like, beautiful Brie.
This is when I was young and cute like Dax.
Oh.
You loved it?
It was one for both of us, really.
Tell the story of how I'm showing it.
I had been begging our director, Briell,
to let us jump off the 100 foot waterfall. for both of us. Yeah. Tell the story from showing up. I had been begging our director, Brill,
to let us jump off the 100 foot waterfall.
We did jump off like a 25, 30 foot one
with the four wheeler gag.
I had zero interest in jumping off this 100 foot waterfall
that should be shut. Yeah.
But I was really driving Brill nuts at this point.
He's like, they're professionals.
I'm like, you think there's someone who's professional
at falling through the air?
This is a racket you're proposing to me that you can be better or worse at falling through
the air.
It's really how you land more than you can.
I was driving him nuts.
Burt got there and I thought, you know what?
I'm going to use Burt to help me convince Brill that I should do it.
And I tell Burt, like, listen, they got this stunt coming up and they don't want to do
it.
And he pulls me, he's like, listen to me.
I did the exact same thing on my first movie on Deliverance.
I insisted they let me go over this waterfall. I broke my back and you cannot tell it's me in
the movie. Do not jump off that waterfall. And I was like, okay.
Well, if my dad says so, I guess I can.
The greatest thing about that is he showed up at this incredible resort in the Waiareki.
They've thrown this party for Bert.
Like, it's supposed to start at seven, and Bert shows up at 11 o'clock at night.
Well, time change.
There's five of us waiting for him.
He was everything you wanted him to be.
He loved his stories.
I mean, this is the best possible way.
The story is probably jumping off a 20-foot waterfall. That was probably the reality. He probably slapped his back. But over time,
it had lost pop to him. And now it was 700 feet and he almost died.
I ate that bear.
But we sat there and every one of us just let him be the movie star that he was.
And he was so loving to the actors.
He was.
He was rough with directors, but he loved actors.
He got into a place in his career where he needed to remind people that he knew what
he was doing.
He would make a bit of a demonstration on set about how much homework he had done or
how good he is at his job.
That's a common folly.
It just is an insecurity thing.
You could tell, man, that was the first movie
he had done in a while.
And getting back at a job for a studio,
not just, not the lead, he was much older,
playing like an older man,
really struggling with his own vanity,
really struggling with what he can look like
and what he's supposed to play that can challenge an actor.
Any human.
It's hard to sort of grow old gracefully.
We already admitted, were bad version would be vain, the kinder would be.
We're insecure. You and I were already...
I don't know if we're good looking enough to be in these movies.
We grew up with that baggage.
Yes.
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Tam. Tam the Monk.
By the way, I still get people-
Oh, Tam!
Oh, yeah.
Because of the podcast.
We talked about him.
Oh, Tam.
But do you remember Bert's big stunt that he did?
Yes.
It's not even in the movie.
Please tell the story.
Yes, it is.
Him going over the railing?
I don't know if it is.
I just watched it.
But he was going to get shot and go over a railing.
Over a woodpile.
Oh, okay.
Over the woodpile.
Yeah, sorry. I don't know why that's so important. I don't know why that's so important. I thought it was a railing. Over a woodpile. Oh, okay, over the woodpile. Yeah, sorry. Point is he's very important.
I don't know why that's so important.
I thought it was a railing.
Point is he's gonna take a big fall.
Sure.
And of course there's a stunt man brought in to do that.
He's like in his 70s.
By the way, he told me don't do your own stunts.
Yeah, I was about to say the irony.
All right, hold on a second.
We do wanna do this waterfall thing.
But so he basically tells Brilly, he's like,
get him out of here. I'm doing the stunt.
Get my wetsuit.
Oh God.
He travels with it.
Instead of having pads that you should have
or normally would have, his move is to put on a wetsuit
and he's like, I can jump off anything
as long as I have the wetsuit to land on.
So he gets a wetsuit on it too,
and he's seven years old, and then puts his outfit on, and then fucking he gets a red suit on him too and he's seven years old and then puts his outfit on and then fucking jumps backwards
he gets squibbed, he goes to launch himself over the logs
and he gets caught on the logs and starts to like
scooch over the logs and falls on the backside
so three of us had wraps and we stuck around to watch it
the entire place erupts and Louie is, that's a rap on Burt Reynolds.
Bring it, Sting.
Yeah.
This is such a great point of perspective,
because in my memory, he did it.
Yeah.
I thought he did it, too.
You're him.
That's why.
I'll never forget.
Burt Reynolds slapped me in a scene,
and I don't think I've ever seen you jealous of me
in your entire life, except for that one moment.
I was furious.
You were like, how did he slap you?
Why did he slap you?
You put up with so much from him.
Yeah, but do you know the thing about the slap?
So Burt Reynolds and all those Cannonball run movies
and any movie he did with Dom DeLauise,
when one of them would forget their lines,
they'd slap each other.
And then at the end of the movie,
there would be a great gag reel
and you'd see
Boreto slapping everyone.
And so we slapped a little hard and I was like,
oh man, I wanted to get slapped.
Yeah, that's sad.
But your point about age, everyone feels this, right?
Whether you're an actor or not, but for an actor,
visually you see a timeline of your life
and little things changing in your body, in your face.
It must be hard. It's hard for anyone.
Well, it's just my birthday as we just discussed.
Happy birthday.
You guys already sang to me. It was very sweet.
But you know, it's like, whoa, no, we don't have to do it again.
It makes you think about we've been talking about it so much like death and mortality.
And when you see the visual representation, it must be harder.
I don't feel different.
Exactly.
I still feel like this beautiful boy in the movie.
And I look at my body and I look at my face
and I'm like, oh, I am not the same.
And I do love this sense of gained wisdom over time
and having an ownership of a career
that I'm proud of, being an artist,
like all these things I've grown into as a man.
I still look at who I was growing up
and like, you've come so far.
It's humbling.
You have a bit of compassion for yourself.
Like, why was I doing that to myself?
In my mindset, I've always been scrambling up a ladder
with very little success.
When I look back at my career,
beyond my wildest dreams have I
been successful. Exactly. And still working. You couldn't shoot this on time. I wanted this to come out on the exact 20th
anniversary and it's delayed because you're in another fucking country.
You're in Toronto? Toronto. Don't geo tag him he's trying to get some food with his family.
Five Nights is the single biggest thing to ever happen in my life. That movie
Five Nights at Freddy's. Isn't that crazy? So Five Nights at Freddy's is a franchise
that came out last year.
The movie.
Yeah, it's a video game.
$20 million movie made $300 million.
Oh my God.
Guys, Laudapal is still my biggest movie.
Is it really?
I've been in a couple that made more,
but I wasn't really in them.
You know, like I wasn't on the poster.
But for a movie that I was one of the main people,
it never got better.
Film-wise, it went downhill from there.
But you also got to put in years on a drama
with some of the most gifted,
talented people. Yeah, TV,
I've always had great luck on TV
and of course I never embraced it.
Yeah, but it's kind of just become the same thing.
The shows are the shows, the movies are the movies.
Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Because of the reality TV,
I think it's just democratized the concept of fame people become intimate with you in
Whatever your form of expression is and I'm at total peace with everything
I could not be more delighted with the way everything shook out, right?
But that first movie was as good as it got for me in the trades
Our joke was that the three of us combined hopefully would equal like an Owen Wilson.
Right.
We were like, let's hope that the three of us hands up.
The one Owen Wilson told.
I just want to touch on one of the stories Burt told at that dinner, because it is to this day,
probably my favorite story I've ever heard.
And I wonder if you remember, it's the Hal Needham story.
He's living with Hal Needham in real life, Burt Reynolds, and one day Hal comes home from work and he says, Burt, you gotta take me to the hospital. I broke my
back. And Burt goes, Hal, I don't think if you broke your back, you would have driven
home and blah, blah, blah. He's like, take me to the fucking hospital right now. So they
go to the hospital and Hal and Burt are in the examination room. This is a weird part
of the story, but he does include that Hal's like flirting with the nurse and got something
going with the nurse and the doctor seems to be annoyed by that.
Burt's opinion is that maybe the doctor and the nurse
were having an affair or something, but.
It's a little bit of a bad detail.
How do you, by the way, the stuntman?
Stuntman and director.
He directed Hooper, he directed Smoking the Bandit,
the most legendary stuntman of all time.
So they give him an x-ray.
The doctor comes in and he says, you have broken your back.
Worse, you have a good deal of fluid in your lungs and I have to drain the fluid out before
I put you in the back brace and send you on your way.
And he says, okay.
And he says, you're going to have to stand up against the wall and you do standing and
I'm going to put this needle in your back.
And then he says to the nurse, the doctor says, I want you to hold his legs and Hal is in the full little gown. And so Hal's against the wall. And right when
the doctor puts the needle in his lungs, Hal shits all over the nurse who's holding his
legs. Do you not remember this story?
I don't know why you do.
I've never heard a story in my life where I thought it was going in one direction.
It was about how tough he was. He was flirting with her.
And then was the doctor and him going to fight?
And I'm like, hells shit all over the nerves that this story is about.
I do not remember that.
How could you have forgotten that story?
I remember the next day, you going,
I just wonder what part of that was real.
And I was like, man, don't you dare let logic stand
in the way of a story of this magnitude.
Just allow yourself to think that happened.
I think another fun thing,
so one of the very scary things was like all the river work and the jumping
The next thing is Bart the bear. Oh god. I tell this story all the way
I want it. Okay, we want to hear your version because we've heard that and I want to see the comparison
I bet Bart the bear comes up on this podcast more than any other thing
Stories we could probably know Cedar Point, don't you? Yeah, of course, yeah, it was.
It was the best.
It was the best.
I can't.
Magnum X champion.
2020.
That was like a family vacation.
Cedar Point was a family vacation.
I know, I know.
This is a running spot.
Anyone who's from Michigan or even around there will start talking
and drives her fucking nuts.
And by the way, we all say the same exact thing.
It's the best.
It's the best. Low rent. So happy for you guys. White trash place in the world.
Okay, so your version of Bart the Bear. Yeah, so Bart gets there, right? He's taking like seven or
eight stops. Utah, San Francisco, China, Australia, New Zealand. I thought it went to Alaska. Oh,
didn't he go up? You're right. Utah, Alaska, China. Yeah, yeah, yeah. How many ports he needed to
stop in or was this other work?
Like every four hours. He was doing along the way. Bart's doing a bunch of appearances
Bart!
HAHAHAHAHAHA
He's signing autographs at the Alaska
Bart!
Crab Fair. Bart's in Beijing signing autographs
That is exactly so so he gets there. They all have this meeting. They're literally anyone who's menstruating. Please don't be on set. Okay, that's part of it
They've got you've got like a long ladled frying pan that they fill with coffee and whipped cream
How hard that is to lift it like think about cleaning a pool how challenging that is and then balance a fucking frying pan
And they would get this bear all hopped up on coffee and whipped cream, and then they bring Bart out.
Bart's trainer talks like this.
And his son's there, he's got a dart gun.
And so long as short of it is,
there's a scene where the camera's here,
Bart is moving across the foreground
and Dax and I are behind.
Now listen, the bear has learned
not to go over these little wires
that literally will get you in the ankles.
They're electrocuted little wires.
Yeah.
During the training, they have been,
but then they don't have them electrified when we're actually shooting.
It's just precaution.
And it's a psychological trick that they play with Bart the Bear.
This could be the moment that Bart was like, hey, these aren't on.
Yeah.
And just like, we don't know.
So they get this shot, right?
And we start shooting, action!
And the bear starts to walk across.
And all of a sudden halfway through, the bear stops.
And you hear the trainer goes, Bart!
No Bart!
No Bart!
Don't look at the bear!
And Dax and I are sitting there like, what the fuck?
He's like, don't run!
Don't parry boys!
And the bear's like, oh, oh, oh.
And you can see the bear getting agitated.
This is horrifying.
He's like, don't look at the bear.
And we're sitting in our underwear.
Do you remember he tore the fake tree apart?
He attacked, there was a fake tree.
He just demolished this fake tree.
Like we saw his wrath.
Right there.
No more, no more. And he're like, no Bart, no Bart.
And he's screaming and we are like literally two naked men.
We were dressed, yeah.
Oh we were?
All of our naked stuff.
Oh now I'm embarrassed.
But yeah.
No it's okay.
And then you see his son with the gun trained on the Bart.
What else did I forget?
My version of course is here are the rules around Bart.
If you're on your period, you can't come to set.
Two, don't look Bart in the eyes.
Three, don't run in front of Bart.
It'll trigger his predatorial instinct.
And then don't be afraid around him
because he can sense it.
In the very first scene in the movie
that you just set up, if you recall,
my back is completely to Bart.
You guys are staring at him
and you guys are telling me to turn around.
There's a bear.
I turn around, I look Bart directly in the eyes,
I scream and then I run.
And I was like, guys, I'm gonna do three of the four things.
I'm just not on my period.
That's the only thing I have going for me.
It was a wide shot.
So there's nobody close to us on either side.
There's nothing but darkness behind us
and the bear going across and like, don't look at him, boys.
Don't look at him.
Okay, but now turn around and look at him and scream and run.
And then the other weird one that happened was when Bart was thrashing that
horse trailer when he needed to work but he was in there thrashing the horse
trailer everyone doesn't know what to do and Doug got in the horse trailer by
himself and shut the door and we're listening and you keep hearing Doug go no no bar
And then the trailer moves around then you hear oh
Good boy bar and clearly he's calmed him and he would lay on top of dog remember Oh, yeah, I think I remember the most was him laying on top of dog because you would all of a sudden to hear that like
that like, go pull my part. Go pull my part.
Go pull my part.
Oh my god.
It was madness, Monica.
Yeah, I'm shocked you guys survived this movie.
And everyone had the opportunities
for all of us to die on that movie.
And none of us did, guys.
No.
None of us did.
And everyone had a lot of scars that worked with Bart.
Yeah, yeah. Except for Doug.
Do you guys remember Doug's eyes?
No.
They were magic.
They were like the most beautiful soothing blue eyes
I'd ever seen.
I was like, that's why he can get down with Bart
the way he can.
Something about those eyes.
Until you can't, still a bear.
That's right, still a bear.
Popped up on coffee and sugar.
Exactly.
That was crazy.
Everything that happened on that movie
is super imprinted for me because it's my first one.
I probably remember so many details.
That was like your 29th movie.
It was the first time that I had gotten a direct offer.
It was the most I'd made on a movie at that point.
It was the first time that the studio was like,
we're going to put you on the poster on purpose.
On purpose.
You know what I mean? So there was a little bit of not pressure, but I was like, all right, guys, well, this is our shot. You leveled up and it was like, I'm gonna put you on the poster on purpose. On purpose. You know what I mean? So there was a little bit of, not pressure,
but I was like, all right guys, well this is our shot.
You leveled up and it was like a thing.
Why didn't it level us up?
It leveled you up.
I never got a leading man role after that.
That's so honest and true and we talked about it.
I got a lot of opportunities out of that.
For sure.
You guys were known quantities and I was this new thing
and I was a part of something that worked
and I got a ton of opportunities after that. I got to lead maybe three movies in a row right after none of them worked you'll
be happy to know. So it was a sore little I'll be happy to know. I know you're always waiting for me.
I do think it's funny at that point in your career because you were brand new you had lots of ideas
of what fame looked like. Lots of ideas of what money looked like. That was a big thing for you.
You're like this is what I'm doing with if I ever make money.
And I look at your life now, you're doing very well.
And the difference between that moment and now.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You were so rich to me.
It's so funny.
And you probably said so.
Did he say so?
I don't know, but I went to your house in Pasadena and I was like, oh my God,
look at this pool and he has a Porsche.
And I think that's funny now because
that's not who you are now.
That's funny.
It's also not who you are now.
And what's funny is I got the money
when I stopped trying to get the money.
That's how it always goes.
I think that happiness has anything to do with money.
No, it's the Mike Tyson quote.
He goes, when someone tells me that having a lot of money
will make you happy, what I know about that person
is they've never had a lot of money.
I'm like, whoa, that goes right to you.
But if I had told 26 year old Dax that that was the case,
he'd be like, fuck you, you're rich,
you have no idea what you're talking about.
Yep. Yeah.
Oh, I know.
I say that all the time.
I'm like, I'm passing the sign.
I wouldn't listen.
You're not gonna listen unless you can experience it.
Yeah, yeah.
Well, I think movie wise,
unless there's any other scenes you guys think of
that we should chat about,
but I think now what would be fun is just what was happening off camera was so sweet and so fun.
We started in Wellington in the North Island of New Zealand, and then we were kind of on the road
for the second half. And when we were in New Zealand, you had an apartment, I had an apartment,
you were at the Intercontinental. Right. Just got that hotel life, room service, up.
Yeah, I'm surprised you guys didn't go for that.
Well, I was saving, if you guys recall, all my per diem.
Yeah.
Again, back to the money fears.
I was like, oh, I got this per diem.
I got to save it.
Remember you got like a nice apartment.
It was by a gym.
I'm like, how much is that place?
How much of your per diem are you spending?
You're like, I'm not thinking about my per diem.
That's what it's there for.
Again, the money.
Oh, it was driving everything. And I saved all my per diem until That's what it's there for. I get the money. Oh, it was driving everything.
And I saved all my per diem until I relapsed
at the end of the movie.
And then magically all of this per diem,
by the time I got on the airplane, I had zero per diem.
I was like, where'd all the per diem go?
Oh, that's right, I had been fucked up for four days
and now it's all completely gone.
I just think your ability to express your own journey
in sobriety publicly is incredible.
It really is.
Oh, thank you.
Because I would be like, I can't share that.
There was a lot of things for me that was going on, but one of them was I was maybe
two months sober when I got there.
And it's like my first movie and you guys are normal, so you can drink and have fun.
And I feel like I'm missing out on that.
And I don't know how much I was talking about, but I guess when Ethan arrived, I was really
fucking happy because Ethan was also sober
I can at least commiserate with him and he and I were both smoking six seven hundred cigarettes a day if you recall
I do drinking five thousand black cigarettes at one point when we were working together
I remember specifically because we were out in the lake and you spit something out of your mouth that I had never seen before
And I was like, are you all right?
And you said yeah, I'm just not smoking cigarettes anymore,
so all this shit is coming out.
No, all this shit is coming out.
Not smoking cigarettes.
And the second you stop smoking,
your lungs start doing the thing that they're supposed to do
instead of filtering all this shit out of your lungs.
You wind up coughing up all of the stuff
that's getting trapped in.
But he was sober too.
Well, he quit smoking weed.
The athleticism required,
I just knew it was gonna be endurance challenge. and also it was like a first big opportunity. I was
like I do not want to be at all cloudy. I'm gonna run my program. I'll find my
moments to sleep. I'm gonna eat what I need to eat. I'll exercise when I need to
exercise. Like everything for the movie at that point and I knew that smoking
He wasn't smoking weed but he drank. People were buying me shots all night.
Walking in New Zealand with Seth,
he is the most recognizable celebrity.
I look exactly like me.
Exactly like you.
No matter what I do.
And you refuse to wear a baseball hat.
I was still a little bit like,
what, I'm just going to a movie.
Let me be a people.
Yeah.
Oh my God.
Let me be a people.
And we have to surround him to get him out.
I loved it.
And you're like, I'm in the movie too.
Hi, I'm Dax.
He's punked down, here he is now.
Okay.
But then all that to say, one of you two,
I feel like it was you, Matt, got the idea.
Let's rent, there's this spectacular house.
Oh yeah, the King of Thailand.
Had built some crazy house, he didn't live there,
and he was just about to rent it out for the first time,
and you figured that out, and you were like,
let's all share this.
I was like, oh, okay, that'll be all my per die like, let's all share this. I said, Oh, okay.
That'll be all my per diem.
But, uh, yeah, that is just like as special as it gets.
And we were playing games.
Yes.
You were making us do a running charades.
Running charades.
Yeah.
We had so much fun.
My birthday every year we'll play like celebrity running charades.
You told us we all had to bring five minutes of our favorite movie.
Coffee and clips.
Oh, that's funny.
Coffee and Clips is, you ask people
to bring a clip of a movie.
It can be anything, three to five minutes long.
You just have to have a reason why you've chosen it.
Oh.
So you show the clip,
and then you sort of have a conversation
about why that clip means something to you.
I love that.
What film, it's sort of like a great way
to get to know people, because you're like like sharing like this reminds me of my dad.
Very cool.
Even within that is I think also
what was an interesting dynamic between all of us
which is it's impossible that the symmetry
could work so well but no one was in each other's lanes
and I say this with real respect,
Matt's a fucking artist.
He loves acting, he loves teaching, he loves learning.
You're like such a beautiful, real artist. He loves acting. He loves teaching. He loves learning. You're like such a beautiful,
real artist. And Seth was like in the middle of that spectrum. Great reverie for it, a professional,
but also can pop in or out. And then I don't know what I do. I get improv and I don't have much
reverie for any of it. And it was so fun, like we all had such different approaches
to what we were doing.
And then I would even say like, you're very alpha.
You're the leader of wherever you're at.
And I'm kind of the leader, but we're such different ones
that there was never, at least from my point of view.
No, never. Never.
Just like love and coexistence.
And then you are your own version of alpha,
which is like, you've never done anything
you didn't wanna do ever.
Period, it's not happening.
Maybe not on film.
But you know, you're a very convicted person
in a really admirable way.
You know what you like and what you believe
and you're not easily swayed.
So, you know, that it just gelled the way it did
is kind of magic.
You know, it's something,
I look back on that experience specifically
and I think that a lot of people go off
and have college experiences.
They're in a fraternity.
They're in whatever.
We have this moment.
You're together.
You're inseparable.
You're through thick and thin.
You're thick as thieves through thin through thick.
I got it.
No.
I got to leave that in.
I'm sorry.
Thank you.
You're welcome.
What's a great metaphor for not super close?
It all just comes together.
No, we were together and we're thick as thieves
and together all the time.
And there is that bond.
Who do you think's changed the most?
Change dust.
Circumstances or as a person?
Not circumstances, as a person.
We've just watched him mature and evolve into this role
in a way that I think we both saw coming, at least as a possibility.
I did not see coming.
What are you talking about?
When we work together, I'm like, oh, this guy could do it. Don't make missteps and you crush this. You got the right attitude. You definitely got the goods.
You just got to show up and do the job, like actually do the job.
You didn't make a great K-sport at the press juncture.
I wouldn't have bet on me.
Oh, I'm not saying I wouldn't have bet on you.
And I don't mean career-wise.
Let's just fast forward to the end of the movie.
So I had been sober the whole movie.
We get to the last like five days.
Well, I know exactly what specifically happened
is when I would go out with you,
I would always order a Red Bull
and you would get a Red Bull vodka.
I was at the bar, fully intending to stay sober,
and I ordered a Red Bull and I grabbed it and I took a huge
Pull and it was vodka like right when it hit my throat. I was like
It's like, you know alcohol such a specific feeling in your throat. I was like, oh
I already drank that. I'm like, what am I gonna do right now? Oh and I'm like
I'm just gonna drink the rest of this Red Bull
So I drank the rest of the Red Bull.
No further issue that night.
A couple days went by, I was like, yeah, look at that.
I had a drink, showed up for work, everything's groovy.
I'm like, I'm gonna get a bottle of wine when I go home,
and I'm just gonna drink one glass.
And then I did that successfully.
We're doing all right.
Next night, same, cut two.
It was the Saturday party, the sunup party.
You guys remember this, we were shooting through the night
and I'm like, I'm gonna have a party
at my apartment in Wellington when we wrap.
And I took all my per diem on it.
It guaranteed us we were gonna wrap in daylight.
And then we had two days off.
It was like the last shot of the week.
And then I'm like, fuck it, I did great.
We have one day left, I think maybe. I'm gonna host a party before we wrapped you said hey the locals have something they're calling crank and I'm no no
He they called it P. You're like, it's basically like bathtub crank
I think it comes from a big pen like the faculty and I was like, I don't
Come to find out just gonna get the members of our crew were fully on P the whole time,
which was not revealed until this party I hosted.
So we have a party at my apartment
that starts at like 8 a.m.
There's like probably 30 people from the crew,
you're there, people are there.
I'm not there.
You were smart.
You knew that this was not a good idea?
I had a wife and kid.
I mean, I was in a different world.
They were like, we're gonna get some weed,
and I was like, you know what, I'm gonna smoke a joint. It's in the daylight, during the sun, I'll be a different world. Yeah. They were like, we're going to get some weed. And I was like, you know what?
I'm going to smoke a joint.
It's in the daylight, during the sun.
I'll be the first time in three months.
All the work is behind us enough that I'm going to take this moment.
I also think I would have jumped in.
I also don't know if I was invited.
I'm pretty sure I would have been like, bro, do not fucking do that.
Separating yourself from the situation, though.
I am.
You're a very good guy and you would have tried to help.
And maybe you knew that, which is maybe why you didn't invite him.
Yeah, oh, I'm certain I invited him.
I'm sure.
For whatever reason, he wasn't there.
Everything is kind of kosher.
I don't remember his name and I don't even want to single him out.
But there was a dude that was hanging around that had been one of the characters in Lord of the Rings
and he was an enormous dude.
He was a stuntman and an actor and he was like six four and
Maori and like 300 pounds.
We party the normal people leave.
All of a sudden the pee comes out.
I'm smoking pee with the crew members.
This turns into like a two day thing turns into me hanging with
this dude who's enormous.
He's like, do you want to get some ecstasy?
Yes.
Cut to me and him on four hits of ecstasy.
I've been awake for two days,
and this whole time I'm around him,
because I'm so afraid he's so strong,
I have to find out.
I'm like, would you like to wrestle?
He's like, absolutely.
Cut to us wrestling for 40 minutes
on ecstasy in my apartment day two.
Somehow get through the last day of work,
and then the rap party.
I don't know if you guys remember the rap party,
but I had had so many hits,
I had lips were like so big
and Drew was like, what is happening with your mouth?
I'm like, I've been chewing on it for the last three days.
I'm peeing.
Oh my God.
I actually left the rap party after only a half an hour
and flew to New York to shoot Sesame Street.
So I was just having a completely different experience.
Yeah, yeah.
I find that so heartbreaking.
You do.
Yeah.
I know.
I find it so heartbreaking.
I know that your candor is like part of your superpower,
but it just makes me so sad that that's how it ended.
Yeah.
I remember on the plane ride home,
I was flying back sitting next to Brill
He's like observed the last week of this experience and how quickly it ratcheted up and he goes, you know
I was like bummed you didn't drink and I thought I'd be fun to party with Dax and having witnessed it
You shouldn't don't do this. I was like already in the shame of having done all that
I just remember that flight home him just real talking me
That's one of those moments where like an adult, or as much of an adult as you have
is like, Hey man, don't fuck this up. Yes.
I think at some point you said to me, you're like, the difference between you and me is
that you can have a drink and be fine. I immediately started to think, well, where am I going to
get my next drink? What time does the liquor store close on Sunday? This is a Friday. I go, okay, I'm going to go buy a bottle for Saturday, but I know I'm
going to go through it.
So on Sunday, I need to make sure I have drinks through the night.
And then I end up at LAX smoking crack.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
There is no end to the chase.
Until the body collapses.
My fear of leaving that state, or I don't have insecurities and worries and fears
to leave it, I'd rather be dead.
So I go until the body goes, that's it.
Turning you off.
You know?
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, that got heavy.
Yeah.
Usually does.
Yeah.
Addiction is the fucking worst.
The upside is like, also thank fucking God,
I made it through 95% of the movie.
I wouldn't have ruined that whole experience
if I hadn't at least held it together
as long as I did.
You would've ruined your whole life.
You wouldn't be in this seat right now.
Hollywood would've been like, that kid can't trust him.
You would not have gone to do four more movies
to understand that there's real value to you.
You got to the point where you were able to,
in your addiction, love yourself.
I think, I know nothing about it.
Not that I don't have my own issues.
Yeah, you chose yourself at some point.
Yeah, I read Tom Arnold's book,
which has the best title ever.
It's like How I Lose Seven Pounds in 10 Years,
or something like that.
Roughly the name of the book.
He said in that book, luckily, the only thing I was
addicted to more than cocaine was wanting to be famous.
I knew I would lose this other thing I wanted so bad.
It's the only thing I wanted worse than cocaine.
And in some level, that was true,
because I got sober for Without a Paddle.
I came home, I was fucked up for a period from that relapse.
Then I got sober for idiocracy,
then press tour, which is its own funny,
we could do a whole episode on just our press tour.
We talk about it on Seth's original episode on our show.
We talked about it on my intro.
Nine cities in 13 days.
It was so fun and insane and way too much work for anybody.
What's your funnest moment from the press tour?
Was it Wrigleyfield in Chicago? Oh
that was fun. We threw out the first pitch. But it was that whole night was so insane. I shot video
of you eating the deep dish pizza that still makes me laugh. It's a random conversation about how good
the pizza was and then it turned into a bit of us just eating the pizza and weeping over the quality
of the pizza. So Dax is just like, I'm just so hungry.
The thing I remember most about the whole experience is that the two of you
always had bits. We're always on.
And we're so annoying to be around.
And Heather was like, have fun today.
The two of you make each other laugh. You bring each other legitimate joy.
And so the two of them, at a table like 15 people,
like, giggity, giggity, giggity, giggity, giggity, giggity.
And in that period, we had a really good impersonation.
We were doing an old man voice a lot.
We were constantly going like,
well, those are some decadent penis.
You had been workshopping this character
because you were building your own version of Fletch,
which I was like, so I'm like, this is what you do.
And he's like, all my heroes, Steve Martin, it's Will Ferrell.
You write your movie, you say I'm this character.
And then he had all these characters he was workshopping.
And you had this southern gentleman who was a refined, sophisticated fella.
Love nuts.
Saw himself as a aficionado of the nuts.
It must have been maddening for you.
It was hilarious when you're surrounded by people that are authentically funny.
There have been a couple of times in my life I'm like, I'm funny, I'm charming, but these
two men are the two funniest people in that space.
I would try to compete.
I learned this about myself.
I can't compete at that level.
So you just sit back and enjoy.
Or get annoyed.
Either is fair.
My favorite memory on the press tour is at some point,
you had two women that you had brought to the plane
to go over the border.
I was like, you guys, how are they gonna get back?
It doesn't matter, they'll get back.
I was like, they need passports.
You know, they have fucking passports.
You can't just get them on the plane!
We fell in love in an interview.
None of that is true. I did!
We were in Canada and we met some press women.
Journalists.
Journalists, thank you.
Comparable age. And they were both very professional.
We were like, listen, why don't we go out for dinner tonight?
Come meet us at the airport because we've got to fly out but we have at least an hour.
Then the plane is grounded. We're like, hey, we're here through the night.
Maybe this is a thing. And the whole press tour and we're like, hey, we're here through the night. Maybe this is a thing.
And the whole press tour, we were like,
get on the plane with us.
Every city, every city, they were trying
to get women on the plane.
Time to remind people you were in an open relationship.
Yes, yes, yes, yes.
Because we have been talking also about breathing.
Yes, yes, yes, yes.
Being there and yeah.
Were you in an open relationship?
Yes, how could you not remember that?
I don't remember.
We were very open about that.
It was pretty open.
We would always tell people.
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Okay, my two favorite memories are, one, I was always so hung up on where we were gonna
sit because all three of us would go to all these shows all around the country.
Clearly one of you two should be next to the host.
It's debatable who's more famous.
We know we're Shepherd City.
He's sitting like wherever the third seat is the whole trip.
We're doing some weird local sports show in Philadelphia
and you two are right next to the host
and I'm just like out in fucking left field
and I'm now bored and there's a boxing glove on display
and I just grabbed the boxing glove
and I put it on and you're like mid-sentence
and I fucking punched you in the shoulder.
Cause this is at the end, like we had gone bonkers
and I just fucking blasted you in the shoulder
with a boxing glove.
You turned around like I'm wearing a boxing glove
all of a sudden.
They had to finally wide mountain show
who's the third guy in the room.
I don't remember that by the way.
But I do think that that was when they asked you
about Family Guy, cause Family Guy was down.
Oh yeah, we were on the air.
I had no idea you were on Family Guy.
Cut to, it's still. It's been on 25 years. That's crazy.
This part of the story plays into the family guy. So we had a little gap between interviews and we were all hungry
and we went to a Chili's that was in the parking lot of a mall in Philadelphia and we get in the restaurant
and we're sitting at a booth looking out the window and Seth goes, oh my god
This is where my mother used to drop me off for the bus that would take me to summer camp
You know drove such a piece of shit
I would always want her to drop me off like really far away from the bus, but it's a big open parking lot
It's hard to hide and on this one
Occasion she pulled into the lot in the car was engulfed in flames.
He caught fire in front of all these kids
he didn't want them to go.
And I'm on the bus, like, trying to make time
with this cool girl.
I'm like, hey, we're gonna spend the weekend together.
What are you into?
Is that your mom's car on?
What? No, that's some poor kid.
No, no way.
That is crazy. No way.
There's also where he pitched Robot Chicken.
Yes.
And I was like, that's the dumbest idea I've ever heard.
Oh, no way.
And Kaja, he has a studio.
So back to Family Guy, I don't know what it was.
Three years ago, it was very public
that the core actors had signed an incredible deal
for an incredible amount of money per episode,
and that they ordered two years right out of the gates.
And I read this article, and I sent it to Seth,
and I said, first of all, congratulations,
I am so fucking proud of you.
Also, I think you should go buy a brand new Cadillac
and set it on fire in the mall.
And Bill and all of them just say, fuck y'all,
I can burn this bitch up.
That is so funny.
You remember that text?
I do, I do, I love it.
I had to remind you, I just don't have that kind of impulse in my heart.
My heart is so strange. I'm not thinking about any of the people in that city or neighborhood or that parking lot or that summer camp.
Did you have a money thing?
No. I read a lot. I took psychedelics when I was 16.
And I really got through a lot of the things that most people
Take a much longer time to go through. Yeah when I met Seth I
Was walking into Paramount for something and I see Seth Green pull in to the guard shack
And of course, I know Seth Green he's famous and he's rich and he pulls in he's driving a Honda Civic and I was like
What is this guy doing driving on?
He's rich and he pulls in he's driving a Honda Civic and I was like, what is this guy doing driving on a speed?
Like known for this he drove on the Civic we hung out a ton you and I are fucking bros We got back from without a pedal. We did not stop
He had a little apartment in the valley with all these toys on the wall. Uh-huh, and he built a tree inside
He never had any kind of flash at all
admirable if you, especially, you're saying with your mom and the car and the shoes,
and I feel like most people would be compensating
for that for a while, if they had the means, which they did.
When I say like self-conviction, like you know yourself
and you're really not trying to appease anyone.
Yeah.
When you're this height with this face,
you're gonna figure out how you fit in perfect bod well I don't know
where you guys rank it but it never got better I am so lucky that I got that
experience with you two guys did oh it's one of these things too or it's like I
think that experience was nine months because you know I have so many memories
about how long was it?
It was three, four months.
There's no doubt that that's the most fun
I've ever had on a film.
It's easily the best relationships
I've ever made on a film that persevere.
I mean, we don't see each other, but I love the two of you.
I've always said that.
And I feel like it's beloved.
It doesn't matter what that movie did financially.
That's one of the highlights of my life without a doubt.
I told you guys when it was happening that what was happening was rare.
Like I've worked on a lot of movies, especially location movies,
stuff where you get the luxury of that summer camp vibe where everybody is there.
And I've done it at the smallest scale on like a shitty independent horror movie.
And I've done it on that huge scale where the studios got like lobster in your craft services.
You know what I mean?
There's an excessive version of it.
It doesn't necessarily make it better when it works.
When everybody on it has something that they need to prove and nobody's trying
to prove the same thing when it actually is just working the way it's supposed to
work. It is so rare.
This is fun.
Yeah, it was so fun.
Back to like looking at yourself and going like,
I can't believe I hated how I looked.
I would say additionally,
that movie's not the work I've done that I'm proudest of.
And that's the movie that would get traded last.
Right.
So it's like results versus experience.
It's not like I look at the results of that movie
and I'm like, yeah, that's my finest moment.
Not by far. I had so much to learn.
But the last one I would trade,
maybe hit and run a movie I directed with Kristen.
But other than that, that'd be the last on the list
of things I would ever lose my memory of.
Yeah, I don't ever wanna miss it.
So let me ask you a question.
What'd your daughters think?
They loved it.
Did they?
You know what's really great about the movie,
and I think this went away in comedy,
is like there are set pieces one after another.
There's a bear chasing somebody, a bear carrying somebody.
There's stakes.
We're panicked.
Then there's an ATV chase.
The physical comedy works in that movie like crazy.
I think it's also funny just to let people know that we thought we were making diner.
We were certain of it. We thought we were making a coming. Right. We were certain of it.
We thought we were making a coming of age diner
and young adult and we all saw it and we were like,
I love Brill and I love Deline,
but we were all a little bummed
when we came out of the first screening.
Well, cause it's just like,
here's what you need to know and literally nothing else.
And we had all done this scene with the dead kid's mom
and like got handed
the box and this was important for our friend and we were all in it as actors talking about well what
was our life like when we were kids well clearly we played indiana jones and like just trying to
psychologically to follow the thread and so they told us early on brill was like yeah we're gonna
reshoot some fuck the funeral scene we're gonna have you guys find the box in the treehouse.
Now you'll discover why is the mom.
She just lost her son.
Everything's sad.
He's like, we got to get into the adventure.
So we did those pickup shots and then you see it when you watch the movie.
You can see, oh shit, nothing matters until we're on the water.
Yeah, the truth is they were right.
Yeah, they were.
It was a movie for 12 year olds.
That's why it worked and it should have been a movie for 12 year olds,
and it didn't really matter
that we thought we were making diner in the woods.
But our intent, our sincerity,
all of that is palpable,
even if you only catch like a moment of it,
because we did all of the actual emotional work
in the margins, when you watch these quick clips,
there's no doubt from the audience
that you feel the way you feel, that we're going through what we're going through. Yeah I was really as much
as I was hating my stuff I was aware of it at the time but you're really really
really great in it you're really great Matt. I want to do this podcast every week. You can relisten. I'm expecting all of us to have a little leg on our face and I
watched you and I'm like you did as good as a person could do in that role.
You were really great.
Thank you.
You didn't even watch it, did you?
No, I asked my son who's 16.
I was like, hey, you want to watch the movie?
He's like, I've seen it like six times.
My kids have all watched it.
It's really fun because your kids are young.
They're going through the journey of what it's like to have parents that are famous.
And so you're like, at some point you don't even register.
And at some point all the kids in your life register.
So you start to register in a different way.
And then as they get older, there's a deeper appreciation for what you do.
We're now at that point where my kids are going back and watching SLC Punk and watching
these little good or bad movies in my past.
It's kind of a cool gift.
I was never able to go watch my parents as young people and recognize,
oh, they were people and they were young ones.
It is a kind of a neat thing that our kids have the option to do if they want it.
Yeah.
All that to say, I love you guys so much.
The love has never dissipated at all.
It really was real.
When I see you in public, I just hugged the fuck out of you.
I'll declare on the microphone, I love you.
Hey Matt, I do.
I see you.
I love you.
Dax, I have seen you from the moment we met.
And I tell you with all sincerity, I love you.
Well, I feel it.
You guys, thanks for doing this.
Yeah.
When you called, I was like, how fun.
Let's do the 40.
Let's do the 30 and the 40.
We won't remember, I don't remember anything now.
I know.
We'll hear how the stories change,
the same stories, how they changed in 10 years.
The bear will not be two bears.
Exactly.
And a cheetah.
Exactly.
All right, well I love you guys.
Thank you, this was so fun.
Yeah, it was good fun.
Stick around for the fact check.
Because they're human, they make lots of mistakes.
Because Lillard wore a hat.
And it made you wanna wear a hat?
I was like, oh yeah, I guess you can wear a hat in here.
He makes the rules.
Because I can't wear a hat upstairs because of headphones.
Headphones, yeah, it's like we can do so much stuff,
we can wear hair in all kinds of ways.
It's almost too much freedom.
Too many options.
Yeah, is that your shirt on the ground? Yeah, I didn't know where to put it. Where would you have put it? in all kinds of ways. It's almost too much freedom. Too many options. Yeah.
Is that your shirt on the ground?
Yeah.
I didn't know where to put it.
Where would you have put it?
Not on top of the trash can.
That'd be crazy.
What kind of shirt?
It can't be in frame.
What is it?
It's my Guinea tea.
My tank top.
You call that a Guinea tea?
Yeah.
Is that what it's called?
It's preferable to wife beater, right?
People don't love wife beater.
Yeah, interesting.
So it's rebranded as Guinea tea?
Although I hope they know wife beater. Interesting. Yeah. So it's rebranded as guinea tea? Although I hope they know wife beater's
not like celebrating wife beating.
It's just that it seems like an inordinate amount
of men who did that were wearing those tops.
It's not good for the guinea tea.
For Hanes?
No. Yeah, for Hanes.
No, no, no.
But it needs a specific, to call it a tank top's
not totally accurate either, right?
I agree, I agree? It's so specific.
David Letterman's dinner table.
Yes.
I wouldn't go that far.
This is our first garage fact check.
Previously black mold paradise.
Yeah, RIP.
I can't believe this was that place.
I can't either.
I mean, I know intellectually my drum set was right there.
And yeah, I can't even really, there was Amir there,
two shitty air conditioners, water everywhere,
mold growing up.
Sure, rats.
It's quite a transformation.
It is, it is.
Impressive.
It had rats and now it has mice.
I don't think there's anything anymore
because I put out a lot of.
No, I am a mouse.
Oh, right, right, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
God. I missed that. Where are you coming from? The dermatologist. Oh, right, right, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
I missed that.
Where are you coming from?
Oh, the dermatologist.
How'd that go?
Well, well.
Does it hurt when they give you that shot?
Or you're used to it?
I'm just so tough.
High tolerance.
Yeah.
High pain tolerance.
For people who don't know what we're talking about,
you'll have to listen to next week's fact check.
Next one's fact check.
Ooh.
Check out the December 15th check for the Easter egg.
I wish you were watching Chimp Crazy.
Simply because the woman in it,
she's, I mean I applaud her on some levels.
She lets them film her during all of her procedures.
And she's always in there getting lip filler
or spray tanning, traditional sun tanning booth.
But she's in this massage chair at one point
and she has so much numbing cream all over her lips
because I checked it and it just looks like
there's icing on her lips but it's caking up in corners
and then it's falling off and then she grabs her water
and she's like, they tell you not to drink
when you have this on you and then she glug, glug, glug, glug, glug. Clearly there's numbing cream just going down her throat.
Yeah, oh boy.
Yeah, what's weird is, you know,
we're full of contradictions as we talk about
on here all the time.
And I'm four, I am pro.
Obviously I have chin filler.
I have some Botox now.
Oh, was that new too?
Well, that was on the same day. Oh, okay. Was that your first round of Botox now. Oh, was that new too? Or are you, oh.
Well, that was on the same day.
Oh, okay.
Was that your first round of Botox?
Yeah, that's the first time I've ever done anything.
Your face is very alive still.
In fact, just now you raised your eyebrows.
Yeah.
Okay, well good, we have still a lot of mobility.
He gave me the, I think it's phrased as the.
Placebo.
Actor, no.
I think it's pronounced placebo,
the like actor's dose or something.
And so you still can have movement and emotion.
Minimal movement.
But have you seen my befores and afters?
No.
I'll show you.
Do you think they're dramatic?
Yes, I can tell.
I mean, yeah, they are.
Let's see. Because I have zero ethical issue with Botox, I could care. Really? I mean, yeah, they are. Okay. Let's see.
Because I have zero ethical issue with Botox.
I could care less if people use it.
But I do miss the movement of some people's faces.
Oh, sure.
This is the contradiction.
I am for people doing whatever they want
to make themselves happy when they look in the mirror.
But I also do have some sadness.
The reason I feel like I have to say this
is now we're on camera and people saw me go,
when you were talking about this lady,
and it's because I feel sad that she's obviously
so uncomfortable with the way she looks.
Oh yeah.
That she has to go, you know,
medically change it. She's also owning
like a champ too.
Like there's a lot happening with her.
I know, it makes me sad.
She's an enormous wig on, it's like the biggest wig.
Everything's a costume and a shield and an armor.
Yes. And that's that.
Okay, here they are.
Oh my goodness, they prepared like a whole file for you.
Yeah, they did.
Oh my God, I love that they made you go like that.
Yeah, you have to make very specific expressions
so they can tell. Before I get into trouble,
just what sides what?
Okay, I'm not even, I'm not gonna tell you.
You're sure you're confident, I'll know.
If you don't know, that will be fascinating.
And we need new glasses.
You know what's really cute though is,
it looks to me, first of all, you look eight years old
for whatever reason.
This makes you look very young and tiny.
Okay, yeah, what's cute though is that you're kinda,
you have a little tiny smile on the right,
cause like you know it's posed.
That's cause my new face.
Yes, exactly, exactly.
So it's like, they're not apples to apples,
cause you're like.
No, I think part of it is, there is a slight upturn.
That's part of what they did.
Okay.
Yeah, I see, I see.
Do you see looking at me right now that my mouth is a little upturned?
Yeah, but you just turned it up a little bit.
Okay, fine, I'll be right back.
This is my favorite photo.
I know, I know.
They really make you do some things.
That was the direction in this photo.
You've just smelled something very pungent.
Horse shit.
Sticky salmon.
Like, even dog poop wouldn't be,
you know horse shit can sometimes be sharp?
Yes.
Like when you're in Central Park, you're like,
ooh, it's like, it's singed.
It's like.
It singes your nostrils.
Yeah, okay, in this one, I'm seeing the Botox difference.
That's what we're seeing, yeah.
You still scrunch your face.
Again, like you're just happier in this one.
No, that's my new face.
I know, cause you're happier.
No, I'm not happy.
That's how my resting face is now.
It's like this.
It is funny.
Side by side, I can see a difference.
Yeah.
Just if I just bump into you, I'm not going like,
what have you done?
Yeah, you know what's sweet though?
You gotta post these now.
Oh God.
You know what's sweet is when my parents were in town
and we had dinner one night,
then the next day I told them that I had shin filler,
I forgot to tell them.
Yeah, yeah.
And or I think it was better.
Did you have any reservation about telling them?
Like did you feel like they were gonna be disappointed?
Like, hey, we made you, perfect.
I mean, I didn't really care.
Yeah, sure.
I really cared.
Yeah, yeah.
I was disappointed.
But I was like, oh, sure. I really care. Yeah, yeah. You're disappointed. But I was like, oh, I got this.
And my dad said, I knew something was different
about your face.
He did.
Yeah, he's like, I didn't know what it was,
but I could tell something was different.
Really?
Yeah, and I thought that was sweet, actually.
It is.
He knows his baby.
Yeah, we definitely notice, like, sometimes night to night. Little changes. Yeah, Lincoln will wake notice like sometimes night tonight
Little changes. Yeah, Lincoln. I'll wake up and I'm like, oh my god You look just a little bit different this morning. Yeah, that's sweet. It's really weird
It's cute
Speaking of looking different without a paddle ding ding ding
Okay. Well now is the time that I guess I was gonna I didn't know when I was gonna do this
But I have a surprise for you. Oh was gonna, I didn't know when I was gonna do this,
but I have a surprise for you.
Oh my God, I love surprises.
So I have a message for you.
Oh, okay.
Okay.
Do I have to guess who the sender is?
Or it'll be so obvious.
Well that's what I'm wondering, should I tell you now
or do you wanna wait?
Do you want it to become?
You build it.
Let's build it.
Okay.
If you build it.
It'll come. I'll come.
You'll.
I mean, they'll come, but it's singular, I'll come.
Okay.
But C-O-M-E.
I thought it was if you build it.
They will come.
Oh, I thought it was it will come.
No, no, they.
Oh.
The people come watch the baseball game.
Oh, I've never seen it.
Do you even know what it's from?
Yeah, it's from Field of Dreams, but I've never seen it.
Yeah, it builds a baseball field in the cornfield.
But I thought it was like a metaphor,
like if you build it, it will come,
like your dreams will come true, the field of dreams.
Yeah, sure, that's an easy misunderstanding.
Okay, ready?
Yeah.
20 years ago, we did an adventure movie.
In it, we did all the adventure-y things. Rivers, rapids, guns, woods, bears, chases, fires, falls from great heights, ropes,
but I swear the biggest best adventure was getting to know old Dax, aka Dan
Shepherd. Shooting this shit with you was just as fun and exciting as shooting the
rapids. By the way, I went canoeing a few weeks ago on a placid lake and it is
exhausting and hard and boring.
It really made me realize how good you got at it. We were also fearless.
We flew a deadly 500 pound grizzly bear to New Zealand to stand five feet from you.
Matt was close, but you dacks were like two feet away from certain mauling.
This should have been and would have been all plates and CG if we did it now or if I was smarter,
but we just did it. You and the bear in the same frame and only a medium-built jet-lagged wrangler with the
club stuffed in his pants to protect you. So dumb, but fun. You risked your life in
pursuit of a moderately funny scene. Actually, I think it was very funny.
There was near death on and off the set throughout this movie, wild Kiwi Water, God, stunt man
going straight down impossible rapids God Stuntman going straight down
Impossible Rapids and our production designer
going straight down a possible staircase,
but we had fun.
I actually hate when actors, directors go on and on
about how we had so much fun shooting a movie
like that matters.
Oh, I'm so glad those rich, good looking pamper people
had fun.
I would have hate for them to have been
uncomfortable during that.
And I'm not sure I had fun making the movie,
but I sure had fun getting to know you, Dax, and Seth,
AKA Squire, and Matt, AKA Matt.
And I know I had fun watching you meet and work
with Burt Reynolds.
That was cool.
Glad we made it out.
None of your post-pedal journey and success is surprising.
It just confirms what I thought 20 years ago.
You are so talented, engaging, whip smart,
funny and fucking awesome.
Love you, Bril.
What a sweet message.
Yeah, it's nice.
Oh, what a sweet message.
You like that?
He's such a good writer.
Oh yeah, that was fantastic.
He's such a good writer. He has some emails that I have thought like,
I wanna print this out and somehow keep this around
in my life.
What a lovely message.
Yeah.
Stay tuned for more Armchair Expert, if you dare.
I would say,
I would say,
I would say, I would say I often give Ashton so much credit
for having saved me from the swamp I was drowning in.
But equally so, Brill,
because it was then quite another leap
to take a guy from a reality show
and think he should be the lead of your movie.
And he fought very hard to both get me in
and then also was so good at getting things out of me.
And yeah.
Yeah, changed your life.
What a lovely thing, how did you get ahold of him?
I texted him.
Did you have his number already?
No, I asked Kristen first.
I hope he doesn't feel hurt he wasn't already? No, I asked Kristen first. Oh.
I hope he doesn't feel hurt he wasn't here. No, I just got codependent.
Oh, gosh.
Oh, my gosh.
Oh, my gosh.
Four people's too many.
There is four people.
I mean, regaling.
Yeah, yeah.
Three was, just barely juggled three.
Yeah, that's right, that's right.
That's more of a panel situation. I did want his voice involved. Yeah, that's right. That's right. That's more of a panel situation.
I did want his voice involved.
Yeah.
Oh, what a sweet message.
I hope you'll forward that to me.
Of course.
Brill was so funny.
He had so many bits.
He was often robot director.
What's that mean?
So you would go up to him and you were very sincere
and I'd go like, Brillil, if I walk over there
and I'm supposed to land on that thing,
I can't walk around the canoe
because I'll leave frame, right?
And he'll go, beep beep boop boop, boop boop beep beep.
Boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop, boop.
Baby robot director, he wasn't just a robot,
he was a baby robot director.
And then I'd go, oh no, baby robot director,
beep beep boop boop. Okay, so I'm just gonna, baby robot director, beep beep boop boop.
Okay, so I'm just gonna kinda have to guess,
beep beep boop boop boop beep beep.
And he would never give you an answer
and you just had to figure out what you had to do.
That's very funny.
So baby robot director was sometimes directing.
Well, that's a ding ding ding,
because in our world we have a baby director and a robot.
And you're right.
And a robot who wants to be a boy.
A real boy.
Yeah.
And there comes Furl's Circle.
What was his other?
Furl's Circle.
Yeah, that was a blast.
Yeah, it really seemed like it.
I'm glad you had that experience.
Yeah.
I just had breakfast with Nate.
Yeah, how was it?
It was so fun.
It's my favorite medicine.
We were laughing so hard at the top of our lungs
in Cafe 101.
People were even, I even saw some people
were looking at us like, okay, that's,
guys, it's a little early for that level
of screaming, laughing.
You know, sometimes you're laughing so hard,
I don't know if you have this,
I've passed, I'm out of air,
so I'm no longer making a noise,
but I still have to air, so I'm no longer making a noise, but I still have to express my, and I clap.
Oh!
Yeah, like a monkey with the cymbals.
Yeah.
So there was moments where I was like laid back
in the booth, and I was like,
ah!
And I was just clapping like a seal.
What caused that?
Is there anything you can share?
Or is it?
Boy, one's tricky.
I guess if I could leave out the person.
It's all about deliveries with Nate.
And so we were talking about this certain person
and he's like, yeah.
And I'm like, wow.
So that's great that she ended up with,
and he's like, yeah, yeah, you know, you know.
And he loves her.
And I go, yeah, yeah, he loves her.
You know, he loves her. And then we just built on that, he loves her. You know, he loves her.
And then we just built on that for a very long time.
You love to build.
This is a reality.
We know people, they end up together,
that they were lonely.
They found a partner and they're doing it together.
Was it the storybook love?
You know, I don't know.
They love you.
They love you.
That's okay.
Oh, absolutely.
There's nothing wrong with it.
But of course you're supposed to go like,
oh yeah, he just loves her.
He loves her.
They're good, they're great.
He's a good husband.
You start just kind of.
They're good together.
They're really good together.
He's just like, keep deviating away from.
You realize that might've been not the full truth.
Yeah.
I don't know.
It just, it doesn't take much.
Yeah.
Well that's fun.
Use medicine.
That's good.
Is that you and Kelly?
I mean she's definitely medicinal, but I wouldn't say.
Who sends you into a laugh riot?
Jess? Jess.
Yeah, yeah.
That's the laugh medicine.
Yeah.
It's powerful.
You have a good, our breakfast was one hour
and 45 minutes of it was laughing really, really hard.
And it was like, yeah, better than any drug.
But I don't, I mean, obviously I love laughing,
but in certain relationships I don't have as much of that,
but they have other things.
I don't think one's better than the other.
I love to laugh, but I get.
It's not your number one priority.
I think I used to think that.
Yes, when you were an aspiring comedian,
and at the UCB.
Yeah, but also even when I think about partnership,
I do think.
You used to think,
well my husband would have to be hilarious.
Have to be so funny. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I still kind of think that. I don to think, well my husband would have to be hilarious. Have to be so funny.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I still kind of think that.
I don't think I could be with someone
who does not have a sense of humor.
Right, I bet you would say,
the person has to get humor.
Yes.
It's not necessarily that they have to deliver,
but it would suck watching TV with somebody
and they're not getting what's so funny about something.
I'm wrong.
Okay, you're taking it back.
You're walking it back.
I'm taking it all back.
Listen, he loves her.
You know, they're committed and he's a good husband.
He's a good companion.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
No, now I'm remembering that when I had gone on a few dates
with this person and he was great. this person. And he was great.
Totally fine.
You loved him.
He was great.
I did not love him.
He was great and I couldn't really figure out
what was happening with me.
I mean, of course I was like,
what is wrong with me?
What is wrong with me?
This person's like, great and nice and why?
Why don't I like him?
And when I was in therapy, we had talked a lot about it.
And she was like-
Because this is the one she gave you permission to-
Well, she was like, well, tell me about the dates.
We were talking about the dates and she was like,
are you laughing?
I was like, yeah, yeah.
It's not serious,, it's not serious,
but it's not funny.
And she was like, yeah, well, maybe you need funny.
And I was like, yeah, I think it's true that every,
every relationship I do prioritize
does have a fair amount of laughter.
Yes, and I think maybe more specifically,
you don't need someone who's funny,
who like their outward presenting identity
is a funny person.
Like that's not Breeze presenting first foot forward.
But she and I had so many inside jokes.
Like we did live for inside jokes
and she was super funny to me, right?
I think you want that thing.
Whether they're out,
like whether the person at a party making jokes.
No, no, no.
It doesn't need to be, they don't need to be a comedian.
Right, but you need to have a lot of playful-
Banter. Yes.
It was a ding ding ding
because I also had it last night
because Josh Lawson came over.
Oh, he did.
Because he's back in town working.
He has my number.
Oh my God, Josh Lawson makes me laugh so hard.
And there was a moment where we were at,
first we were, we were saunaed,
then we're in the hot tub together,
then we're eating dinner with the girls
and he was making the girls laugh, which was really funny
because there's not a lot of adults
that make them laugh really hard other than me,
which is my main hobby in life.
Sure.
Yeah, but he was really making them laugh.
And then Delta at one point,
and it wasn't even like presentational,
it was just to me, it was an aside.
And she goes, you know, Lincoln and I always were afraid
if you and mom ever got divorced
or you guys married different people
or if you married another woman.
And I think the person we should be afraid of is him.
That I would leave mommy for Josh Lawson.
Oh, that you would?
Oh, that's funny.
Yeah, and Lincoln goes,
my dad doesn't laugh this much normal around people to him.
Yeah.
Well, that's, wow, that's a high compliment to Josh.
Well, it is, and he deserves it,
but then I got defensive of Aaron.
I was about to say, it's literally not true.
Well, yes, Aaron is.
Yeah, it's not true.
No one laughs more than me.
But it was a very sweet compliment to give Josh.
That is sweet, yeah.
He asked about you.
I said.
I'd like to see him while he's here.
Anyway, what else has been going on?
The anxiety still, again, listen to December 15th's episode.
I discussed my, I've been waking up in the middle of the
night with about an hour of anxiety.
December 15th.
Remember our fact check from six weeks.
Oh, fuck.
Six weeks in the future?
Yeah.
Last night was woke up
and I had an image of what my face looked like
in the closeup.
Hmm.
And I was like, oh my God, I gotta, how do I fix this?
I got some very specific problem areas I was seeing.
I'm like, what am I gonna do?
I gotta get some lighting underneath,
I gotta get nose reduction.
I think about all these things.
Maybe, I think maybe we're just too tight.
Then I'm thinking of other people's shows.
I'm like, are they as tight as we are?
This goes on for, I don't know, 75, 80 minutes.
I go back to sleep for about 45 minutes,
then I wake up for the morning at six.
And then I go look at the footage
that I had watched right before I went to bed.
The image I had in my head is not what it is.
I'm almost 50, Monica.
I know, but you're still a person.
It's crazy.
And we're all insecure.
But it just goes to show how lopsided and irrational
and nonfactual my midnight ruminations are.
They're so.
Can you tell yourself, can you write a piece of paper
on your nightstand that says whatever you're thinking
right now you will not be thinking in the morning?
I said to myself last night, I said,
this is gonna be a very tiny problem in the morning.
You already know that.
It might not even be a problem in the morning.
Did it work?
No, it's just one little detail of something from the day
that I can't stop.
Just totally powerless.
You don't do much of that version of insomnia.
Yeah, I do a lot of rumination.
But do you wake up in the middle of the night and have it?
No, I don't wake up.
It's before bed.
It's to get to sleep.
Right.
So it often takes me a very long time to get to sleep
because of all the chatter.
Yeah, I take a lot of sleep aids.
And so, you know, I take melatonin and I take trazodone
and occasionally I leave PM, so three.
No one's gonna like that.
No one's gonna like that.
No one's gonna like it. There's gonna gonna like that. No one's gonna like it.
There's gonna be a lot of sleep experts
that are saying it's not good.
Regardless, I can fall asleep pretty nicely
with my book on tape.
I can fall asleep within 10 minutes on that cocktail.
And I've thought about this now.
What happens is clearly those all wear off around four a.m.
I need like a time release of all those things
or I need an intervenious setup of all those things or I need an intervene a setup of this
that trickles it all night.
I think you need to learn how,
and as do I, to turn off our brain before bed,
sleep through the night, one P max,
and then wake up rested.
That would be the dream, but.
That's ideal.
And I used to be so angry at myself
and hard on myself that I can't figure it out, right?
Or that I can't do all the things you just listed.
Sure.
But I have been a little bit relieved by the fact
that like one of my children is identical.
She clearly is just genetically,
and also don't forget on the 23andMe,
it did say you're someone who would struggle with sleep.
Remember that was one of the weird things that comes up.
And I was like, well, that's kind of a relief.
I'm predisposed to be this way.
But seeing it in her stopped my self-flagellation
a little bit.
I'm like, yeah, you can be born as not a great sleeper.
Yeah, but it doesn't have to be either or.
It can be you have some sort of predisposition
to not being a sleeper anxiety,
but you can do things to counter that.
Yes, and if you have a range,
you could be on the best end of the range.
I concede to that for sure.
So I'm in the cycle of like mass caffeine all day long
to compensate for the shitty night's sleep.
Definitely that's part of the problem.
There's no question.
The sleep beads are wearing off also.
The caffeine's still in my system.
It's like, you know, it's fighting.
Yeah, I get that.
Yeah, it's been, this has been interesting for me
because I decided a while ago
that once we started in the new space
and things were ramping up,
that I would get really healthy.
Okay, which is an interesting time to choose to do that.
Well, it makes sense.
Because it's gonna be harder anyways.
Well, that's why.
It's like, this is gonna require a lot more of me.
You mean you started before?
No. Getting help.
Oh, on day one of, okay.
Yeah, because I didn't wanna waste those days.
I wanna be unhealthy until I have to be healthy.
That makes sense.
Like if you know you're gonna get pregnant.
Yeah, or you know you're gonna get off of, drink it.
You know you're gonna become sober, you go all out.
Watch out, yeah, yeah, yeah.
So I was like this whole thing, this new life of ours
is going to require a lot more of me
and it's gonna require more energy and more alertness.
Stamina.
Speaking of, I can't believe I didn't start with this,
on this episode.
Yeah.
I look so bad. Wait. I look so bad.
I look so tired.
And guess what?
I am so tired.
It was my birthday the night before.
It was Sunday we were recording that.
It was a weekend record, yeah.
I had three martinis as we've already discussed.
Over the course of six hours, very responsible.
One is not enough, three is too many.
I had three.
And you can see it.
You can see it.
Well, maybe do you think you can see it?
I'm not gonna read the comments,
but I have a feeling people will be able to see it.
And that's fine.
Are you tired is an incredible question to ask people.
You know, that's one that's like somehow
socially acceptable, but it's so.
Well, this is our whole,
did you get a good night's sleep last night?
It's the same thing. But that was different.
I defend that because that was a mood.
You look so tired.
People feel like they're allowed to say that
to other people, like, oh, you look so tired.
Like it's somehow compassionate.
I know.
But you go like, you mean I look like shit, right?
I know.
That's my mom's go-to.
She says you look tired.
All the time.
Every time I'm home, she's like, you look tired.
Okay, I am.
That might be because she just wants you to go
take a nappy, because she wants her baby
sleeping in her house.
That could have a different.
You should sleep in our house every night
and I'll make you sandwiches.
You're too tired to go home.
So I decided to get healthy.
Which means, well I'm gonna start working out
strength training, I told you that.
I'm not starting that for another week.
Okay, kicking that down the road.
Yeah.
But I'm gonna start strength training,
I'm gonna drink less.
What does that look like?
That's how hard.
I know, it's a very nebulous thing to say, drink less.
I guess it would, the easiest would be less days a week.
Yeah. Right?
I don't know how much you're gonna be able to like,
fine tune. The amount. The amount much you're gonna be able to fine tune
the amount when you're doing it.
Yeah, that's fair.
That's fair.
Because a different version of Monica
will be making decisions
than the one we're sitting here with right now.
Yeah, you're right.
So less days, I guess.
And what's the number that's not terrifying?
Weekends we gotta drink.
Friday and Saturday it's on.
Ideally, ideally I'm not drinking
Monday through Thursday.
It's Sunday we gotta.
I know, but okay, now with my new strength training,
I have to wake up early to go do that.
That's on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
Okay.
And then Monday, Wednesday, and Friday,
I wanna do my walks.
This is part of my new health plan.
Yeah, yeah, regime, protocol.
But these are all things happening in the morning,
so I have to be able to wake up.
Yeah, what about,
what about Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday?
That's four days a week.
You think I can on Wednesday?
Yeah, I think you're gonna need to drink
once during the week.
I know.
What I think would be most achievable would be,
start there, that's still the majority
of the days you're drinking.
God, and you know what's crazy?
That's scary.
Sounds like nothing.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course, of course.
So the majority of the days you're drinking,
so that's great, you're drinking more than you're not.
Sure.
That's the dream.
And then, once you're doing that for a minute,
I think you lob Sunday off.
I know.
Because then you give yourself the best shot for starting the week on Monday. off. I know. Because then you give yourself the best shot
for starting the week on Monday.
Yeah, I know.
That would be.
But what about like, or Sunday brunch?
No, that's bad.
I mean, then your whole day, I don't know.
You tell me.
Ah, God.
I mean, you're like, what about morning drinking
on Sundays?
What about you only drink in the morning?
Oh God, do you think brunch,
do you think brunch drinking is akin to like,
like shower drinking?
Tell me about shower drinking.
Like didn't you used to drink beer in the shower?
Oh sure, sure.
Yeah, to me that's so extreme.
Right.
And, but to you brunch is extreme?
Well, no, no, no.
I'm in no position to be judgmental of Sonny.
What I think is funny though.
I don't think you're being judgmental,
I'm just asking you.
I do think we label things
and we're pretending that it's not what it really is,
which is like, yeah, I drink in the morning on Sunday.
But I call it brunch drinking, which is like, yeah, I drink in the morning on Sunday. But I call it brunch drinking,
which is fun and playful.
Yeah.
And an event and blah, blah, blah.
Yeah, an event.
But it's drinking when you wake up in the morning on Sundays,
which I don't care about.
And then there was different rules when you'd go camping,
which I loved, which is like, when you go camping,
you start drinking as soon as you wake up,
and it's part of it, it's fun.
I know.
You have a little bite to eat,
then you crack open a beer and then you drink all day.
And that's bad.
Well, I don't, you know.
I know you're not saying it's objectively bad.
You're not judging, but we are just talking
about my health routine.
Well, that's why I'm saying.
You're talking about me.
Well I have an opinion about if you're gonna do it,
when should you do it, and I do think,
ideally it'd be Friday, Saturday, and Wednesday.
Okay, but Wednesday seems hard
because of the Thursday strength training.
So I actually think maybe then it should be Tuesday.
Okay, yeah that's fine.
Okay.
Yeah, cause then you have two days off
and then two days off, Wednesday, Thursday.
That's great.
Okay, so Tuesday I'm gonna get hampered.
Yeah, get shit cocked.
Whenever we record on Wednesdays,
everyone will be able to tell.
They'll be like, is this Wednesday recording?
Yes.
I also have a bit of self-consciousness and insecurity
that people are very worried.
We're never gonna stop talking about video,
but rest assured we're going to.
So you're just listening as so many people will still do.
They're like, oh my God, now when I'm listening,
I gotta hear them talk about video all the time.
And I just wanna say that I'm aware of it
and we're just processing our new experience.
Yeah.
Do you have that fear or no?
I guess I do, but I've sort of like,
we've done this. It's what's really going on in our lives.
This is a new thing.
Yeah, yeah, right.
And if we're gonna do that.
It's also taking up a lot of our brain space right now.
Yeah, exactly.
Anyway, actually the whole reason I brought this up
is because I wanna be healthier, blah, blah, blah.
This week is a huge week for us.
We're working a ton.
And I've been working till between 9.30 and 10
since Sunday.
And I've been waking up early
because we've been starting early, but also.
And you've had appointments throughout all this.
That's why.
Then I've had appointments and I've had to throw them
at like the early, early
top of day because there's no other time.
Yeah.
So I've been waking up early, but I'm tired at night now.
Oh, so you're falling asleep.
I am falling asleep and that's interesting.
It is and it's how I a little bit counteract my panic
because I have to believe the same thing I tell Lincoln,
which is like, your body will take care of itself.
So how many hours did you get last night, do you think?
You know what just occurred to me?
People have heard about your eye roll forever.
Yeah.
And they could see it now.
I know, we talked about that.
When?
We talked about it upstairs
when we were leading up to this,
that people are gonna start seeing it.
Oh, can you do one on command?
I could, but.
Will you do one for me?
Well, why don't you instigate one?
Okay, I will.
You spent way too much on those pants.
Okay, I think you need to drop it in
at a time where I'm not expecting it.
Okay, so later at some point.
Yeah, later.
Okay, Easter egg.
Okay.
Okay.
Foreshadowing.
Even though you also just said that
you don't wanna make this about video
and now you made it completely about video.
I know, but then it just occurred to me
that you have a very legendary eye roll
that we've talked about a million times.
I do.
I'm sure people have seen it by now.
How?
I'm sure I've done it.
I can't help it.
I don't think you've eye rolled.
I'm sure I have.
Not your nuclear option eye roll
that you gave the gal in the parking lot at the preschool.
There are levels to the eye roll,
but you know that in theater,
in my ninth grade theater class,
my teacher told me, you have an eye roll,
it's so distinct.
Oh really?
And basically get rid of it.
Get rid of it, because you would do it in scenes.
That's how you would express that emotion.
I think so, it was coming out so involuntarily
that I didn't, it's a tick, really it's a tick.
I don't even know if it's that indicative of my feelings.
Well it is in the parking lot of the preschool.
Well sure.
Yeah, yeah. Well she was such a bitch. Right, it is in the parking lot of the preschool. Well, sure. Yeah, yeah. Well, she was such a bitch.
Right, and the moment people would walk away
from the counter at SoulCycle, certainly.
They were such a bitch.
They were such a bitch and a dick, too.
Yeah, they were.
I don't do it at niceness.
No, I know, I know.
Generally, it's a fuck you.
I think it's warranted.
Of course, right.
Personally. I don't know how I'm gonna earn it, but I guess I'll it's warranted. Of course. Right. Personally.
I don't know how I'm gonna earn it,
but I guess I'll try.
You'll figure it out.
How much hours did you sleep last night?
Oh yeah.
I think I got like seven and a half to eight hours.
That's solid.
It is, except I work best at nine.
Yeah, and do you think, you know,
one of my reservations about these sleep monitoring devices
is that you wake up and you get a score.
And I just don't know how you have a good day
if your score is like 40.
Or you go to the gym,
because then you're like, well,
probably my buddy doesn't want me to,
because I didn't get any sleep.
I just don't know how that doesn't
become a self-fulfilling prophecy that bad.
I agree, and that's the Easter egg for a Thursday's episode,
because we discussed that on Thursday's episode
and I, yes, I think like people get victimy
about when they wear these things,
they're like, oh, I'm just like really bad at sleeping.
Yeah, but the thing I was gonna ask you about
is it similarly learning recently,
this is making the rounds that women need more sleep
than men.
No.
That didn't have any impact on you.
Because I could imagine hearing that and being like,
well, Jesus Christ, now I need 10 hours of sleep.
I felt bad when I wasn't getting eight,
and now I've learned my sex dictates I should be getting 10.
All it did was confirm what I knew.
That you need more sleep.
That I need at least nine hours.
Okay, right, right.
I can sleep till 11.
Right, that's so enviable.
I can just go and go and go.
Yeah, yeah.
Never wake up.
I think.
That'd be a title of your biography.
Though I do, no, remember, it's coffee makes me sleepy.
But I do think part of that is because
I don't sleep restfully.
So I need a little bit longer of time
to make up for not sleeping very well.
So if I start sleeping better, I think I will need less.
Yeah, that's a good theory.
I remember being able to sleep late
and I felt like my best sleep came between
like six a.m. and 10 a.m.
I know.
Like I'm done wrestling with all my demons.
I've processed all my anxieties
and now I'm just like, oh yeah, fuck.
Now you can relax.
I'm not stressed anymore.
Yeah.
Last thought, maybe there'll be a technology, probably not,
but the dream for me would be I could hook my brain
up to a machine an hour before sleep
and it would accelerate all that processing
that I know has to happen, right?
And then that would just be done.
That's the problem.
And then you could actually sleep.
Update, I didn't take my.
Antidepressant.
Acutely last night.
That's not an update, that's an Easter egg.
I know, for January 6th.
January 18th. It's gonna be update, that's an Easter egg. I know, for January 6th. January 18th.
It's gonna be my birthday episode.
I'm glad to, I'm kinda glad to hear that.
Not, I mean, not, people are gonna be like.
I regretted it in the middle of the night.
I know, I know.
I was like, fuck, I just forgot.
I didn't decide not to, I just forgot.
Okay.
So maybe I will in a couple hours.
Okay, there's a.
Brunch SSRI.
Well, that's the other piece Well that's the other piece.
That's the other piece.
As much as I love to drink.
Yeah, drinking.
That sentence is bad.
Look, I have to be able to say it if it's true.
And it is.
But also, of course you love to drink.
It's fun.
I know.
It just sounds. You don't like how it sounds. I don't think it's fun. I know, it just sounds.
You don't like how it sounds.
I don't think it sounds good.
You don't like the branding.
When you say the truths,
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
you have to hear the truths, you know?
And that's a hard thing for all of us, I think,
but I think it's important when you're struggling
with anything or you're just like evaluating anything,
that's why people have pros and cons lists
so they can literally see in front of them the realities.
But let me ask you this,
because that might also be more about
the implicit shaming and judgment.
Let me just say this,
no one feels guilty saying I love pizza.
And then you go, of course you love pizza,
everyone loves pizza.
And as I'm saying, yeah, of course you love drinking.
It's really great.
Have I transitioned from not judgmental to enabler?
Maybe.
Has that happened?
No, I love pizza.
I love pizza is one thing,
but I love pizza so much that I eat pizza every day.
Or that you're like, I gotta go down to eating pizza
four days a week and I'm nervous about it.
Yeah, that's.
And can I have pizza for breakfast?
The answer is yes, you can have pizza for breakfast.
Cold though.
Cold pizza's great and hot pizza's great.
I don't like cold pizza, but yeah.
I mean, neither, but I don't really understand that,
but that's fine.
Pizza in the shower.
Pizza in the shower.
That's a red flag.
You think, but what if you're in a hurry?
That's efficient.
But if in general you have to have a piece of pizza
while you're showering, yeah, yeah.
I know, this is, and then we're doing this thing
where it's like, well, I'm fine,
because I don't have that weird shower thing.
Equivocating.
Yes.
Yeah.
Justifying.
I think you know when you have passed your limits
and when you haven't.
Yeah.
I think people, if you really are doing
an evaluation of yourself, you know. the one that I think is most salient
is like, does it take more than it gives?
Yeah.
I think that's the kind of quintessential question.
Now whether people can evaluate that
and answer that honestly is tricky.
That's all, I think that's actually hard to evaluate.
It is.
Because when you wanna do it, the positives are overweighted.
And all you can think about is losing those positives.
And then you're not maybe remembering
every little part of it that's not beneficial or,
Ideal.
Yeah, the taking part.
Do you think they'll ever invent a drug
that after you drink, if you take it,
there's like no hangover at all?
Oh, right.
I mean, it seems feasible.
This is my billion dollar pharmaceutical
that I have invented that I don't know
how to bring to market, which is the caffeine one.
You take a pill at 9 p.m.
and it metabolizes every caffeine molecule in your body.
So there's none left.
Yeah, that's great.
That would be incredible.
If people could bang coffee
like up to nine o'clock after dinner.
I would love to drink coffee after dinner.
Me too, I always wonder, at Italian restaurants
they always offer coffee at the end
and I don't understand how people are doing this.
But when you're in Italy have you done it?
Because I cannot sleep if I drink coffee after four
and when I'm in Italy I will have a cappuccino
after a meal and then I go right to bed.
And I'm like, oh this is all psychosomatic.
And then I eat pasta the whole time I'm there
and I don't have any gluten issues.
And then they go, oh, it's because it's heirloom gluten
and there's heirloom flour and there's no gluten in it.
I'm like, maybe, maybe it's just all psychosomatic.
But yeah, they got a whole, that's the power of culture.
It really is.
Yeah, we drink caffeine at night, no problem.
Sometimes the baby get a diarrhea from a caffeine,
but in general is a nothing.
Oh, I thought you might get an eye roll,
but I don't think you did.
I know, that was a good, yeah.
That was close, that was a good move to try to get one.
It was.
But okay.
I always wanna get your pants on.
Oh my God.
Wear your pants, I can't find them.
I never said no, wear pants, begin and end on a woman.
No.
No? Good to see your throw up face and ends on a woman. No.
Can you see your throw up face and your eye roll face? I don't think.
Throw up everywhere, I don't care.
I like a mess.
I'm messing myself, so I'll tell anybody my room's a sty.
Stop.
Okay.
Stop, stop it.
Caffeine.
Oh, the pill to metabolize alcohol.
Yeah, that would be fantastic.
But in a way, because you don't want to,
it can't just be a pill that metabolizes alcohol
because then you'd feel really bad while that's happening.
Yeah, that's the weird thing about alcohol
is I do think you'd feel a little withdrawal-y.
I think that's what a hangover is.
Yeah, it is.
So we'd have to invent something
where it just fully negates.
Well, that would be the kabillion dollar invention.
I know.
Because there's all these over,
you'll see them at gas stations like Hangover Cure.
Exactly.
And even those are selling and they don't do a damn thing.
No, they don't.
Unless they're sponsored.
Yeah, unless they're good.
Yeah, is that the only downside?
For me, yeah.
Because there's a philosophical downside.
Okay, tell me.
Which is it's a pacifier.
So it allows the mundane to be exciting and novel.
Yeah.
And potentially you're not pursuing things
that really are novel and growth inducing.
I mean, that's like a philosophical.
I know, but growth inducing, that's also a construct.
Like what's growth inducing for one person
is not necessarily growth inducing for another.
Like I do get so much joy out of just being cocooned
with people I love and I feel safe around.
Right, and I don't, I'm in no position to say getting around and being social and chatting
is not productive or good or philosophically great.
But when I drank, my life was very repetitious.
I got together with the same people, we got drunk,
we talked about the same thing, we planned,
it was like this vaguely overly optimistic
things we're gonna do in the future that we're not really gonna do, and trips we're planning, We planned, it was like this vaguely overly optimistic
things we're gonna do in the future
that we're not really gonna do.
And trips were planning, parties were planning,
and all that, you know.
And it was just this cycle.
And it really could have just gone on forever.
And even when I wasn't evaluating the many downsides
that were clearly present, just philosophically I was like,
I was felt like it was a rut.
Yeah.
This is all I needed to do is I needed to pick up a 12 pack
on the way to Scotty's and my night was handled.
Yeah.
And that's nice, it's convenient,
but also I'm not putting much effort into it.
And it's just the same thing over and over again.
And I would like to, I'd like to get bored
with a group of five people
and figure out what we're gonna fucking do.
And maybe let's go drive go-karts next time
and let's do this thing.
And I just, when I reflect on my life,
I'm personally, it's not for everyone.
The story of my life that involves having done
a bunch of activities and tried new things and gone places
is more satisfying to me than sitting
in someone's living room or sitting in the same bar
and having the same conversation 10,000 times
over the course of a lifetime.
From the story I'm telling about myself.
Yeah.
Like wreckage aside.
Yeah, I understand that.
Yeah.
I just remember thinking as I approached 30,
like, well, we've done this, we've done this for a decade.
We've gone out for a decade.
We've gone out and gotten drunk.
And is that that?
Is that what I'm gonna now repeat for the next five decades?
Like a lot of people, and I kinda want more than that.
Yeah.
But let me ask you this.
Let's say every day after work,
I go and I hang out with people,
same people, let's say, same people every day,
and we have drinks and we chit chat.
Yeah.
Come in. And then I go home.
What, and I mean really, philosophically,
what's the difference between we finish work,
you go into your house with the same people, the difference between we finish work,
you go into your house with the same people, you go sauna like you do every day with the same person.
Yeah.
And that period of time takes up the equivalent amount
of time that I'm doing, like we're all doing the same thing
over and over again.
But you are illuminating the challenge of marriage,
which is it is so easy for it to be just that.
And you have to kind of actively,
like yes, right now we're sauna,
but if you rewind a year and a half ago before that,
it was another thing.
And before that, it was another thing.
Because you do tire of repetition if booze isn't involved.
Like even if we're on vacation with the Richardsons,
we can play spades and hang and chat
for four nights in a row,
but we're gonna have to do something else.
We're gonna have to go find a sauna
and then we're gonna have to go on a sightseeing thing.
We're gonna have to, if we just drank,
we would be able to just get to our hotel.
We'd go out for drinks in the evening
and then we'd have dinner and that would be it.
But we get bored after a few days of just playing space
or just doing this.
And I, in this family, get bored.
It's like, well, let's go to,
at least let's go to Bob's Big Boy
and look at old car night before we have dinner.
We're not gonna eat at Cafe 101 every single night.
Where it does get boring without alcohol in the mix.
And we do have to change a lot.
And we've had a bazillion different little patterns
and hobbies, but I was in one that was 10 years long
when I drank with very little difference.
Yeah.
The bars would change.
Right.
You know?
There were years where every night,
the three of us or the four of us would hang out
and play the same game or watch,
the TV show would change,
but we would watch movies and TV shows.
And TV's booze for sure.
Like TV is booze, I love it.
I use it just like booze.
I know how I'm gonna feel when I watch it if it's good
and it's gonna be two hours, it handles that two hours
after bed, you know, the girl's bedtime before mine.
And even that, I'll go like, okay,
we've been watching TV for 13 days straight,
it's time to mix it up.
But I never was like, we need to mix it up when I drank.
As long as I had a 12 pack, like I didn't really,
I was fine.
Yeah, yeah, interesting.
Well, let's do some fackeys.
There's not too many.
Oh, I really loved his idea of coffee and clips.
I thought that was such a cute game.
Can you guess what I?
I wanted to ask.
Okay, Raising Arizona.
I feel like you could guess, that's a great guess.
It wasn't Raising Arizona.
Okay, it was Heat.
Really, now much closer.
Okay.
Same director.
It was.
You probably have just forgotten the name
of my favorite movie of all time.
That I watched, again, back to being drunk,
that I watched every night I was drunk.
Not Roadhouse.
Thief.
Thief, that's right.
Michael Mann's Thief.
Okay.
So I brought Thief and I showed him the opening sequences,
which is my favorite.
Okay.
Him cracking into a safe and committing a robbery.
It's so cool and stylized.
What did you say why it was important to you?
I can't remember, even when he was describing how it worked,
I do remember I had to talk about it for a couple minutes,
but I can't remember what my take was.
I don't know if I admitted, I used to watch this movie
addictively. I think I talked about my take was. I don't know if I admitted, like, I used to watch this movie addictively.
I think I talked about, that was the first time,
and it created a whole genre.
Prior to Thief and Miami Vice,
there weren't these elongated montages
done to really cool music.
They were almost the precursor of music videos,
where like the music was at the front and center
of this sequence.
The sequence was designed around the music.
Yeah.
And it was very surreal.
It like gave birth to this really cool, surreal feeling
that was even like, movies were already a dream
and then this was even a dream beyond that.
It was like a surreal, you know.
I think people can relate to that,
wishing there was theme music when they walked around.
Like when you're walking down the street
and you're feeling it and you want a certain song
to be playing, it was that feeling.
And it was the first time I ever saw it.
And I was like, oh, this is so cool and surreal.
And I wanna live in this montage.
I wish life was this montage.
Yeah, I get that.
That's cool.
What would you have played?
Episode of Friends?
Yes, no.
It's not your fault.
Yeah.
It's not my fault.
It's not your fault.
It's not your fault.
Yeah, that would have been.
In that exact scene?
Good Will Hunting, that scene, yeah.
Or.
Oh, flag on the plaque.
Or the scene between Ben and Matt.
Ben is telling Matt, don't squander this
and all I want is to show up to your apartment one day
and you not be there.
That's a great scene.
Very sweet.
So sacrifice, gift from the magi.
We're not gossipy.
We try to really not be gossipy.
But it would also seem crazy to not check in
with how you feel about Matt,
or rather Ben getting divorced.
I feel really sad for them.
No excitement that he's available?
No.
Okay, you really love him.
It's like the speech in the movie.
You're like, as much as I wanna come here
and pick you up for dinner,
I wanna come here and have you tell me,
you must leave, I'm married.
That's right, that's right.
No, I just feel like it must suck so much
to have all eyes on you over and over again
while you're going through your shit.
All I have thought is like,
I largely think paparazzi have gone away.
And when I see things pop up,
by the way, it just finds you this information.
In clips, and I'm on Instagram,
it's like I'm seeing video of Ben
walking from his car somewhere.
Constantly, right?
And I'm just, when I see that selfishly,
I'm like, I am so fucking glad
I don't get filmed everywhere I go.
I would, oh my God.
But fuck, that's still a thing where
everywhere he drives, presumably,
there's six or seven cars following him,
and he's gonna act kinda normal.
Like the clip I see.
And then he doesn't, and then people are like, he's an asshole,
or he has a resting bitch face, whatever.
It's like, duh!
Yeah, because there's seven men who you have no control,
you have no recourse, there's nothing you can do.
He's ever just deal with these six guys
shouting shit at you.
Oh!
I know.
Very triggering.
Yeah.
And I don't know him as much, I hate to admit that,
but I don't know him.
I mean, you know his soul.
I do.
I know his heart.
I know his spirit.
Yeah.
You know the real him.
Yes, but I have a sense he's sort of like you,
and I imagine it's probably extra hard for him
to let some of this go.
Like being followed.
I bet he's battling not to fight these guys
with every bit of willpower he has.
And then also then trying to tell your face
not to telegraph that.
Yeah.
And in general, I just think
it's sad if a relationship doesn't work out.
Yeah.
Okay, you mentioned pee, the drug pee.
Uh-oh.
I would love if a riding lawnmower just crashed
through the garage door right now.
Drove into frame and then did a 360 and then drove.
Oh God. Ah ha ha. Yes. I confirmed that.
Okay great.
You looked it up, where was it at?
What website tells you the Kiwi name for meth?
I knew it was meth for sure.
Yeah, if you type in New Zealand Street drug P,
methamphetamine comes out.
And did you just put the letter P or P-E-E or P-E-A?
I just did letter P.
Nice.
And it is that according to this.
Speed, pure, pee.
Oh, pure.
Burn, gooey, crank.
And he was saying crank, Seth was.
Squire was.
Yeah, that was the most popular name for meth
in the late 90s, early 2000s.
Yeah, okay.
In California and so on.
By the way, I think I've said this before.
That drug was, there was no such thing
as that drug in Michigan.
Math?
Math, we did not have math.
Really?
No, when I left in 95.
I left in 94, got here in 95.
Soon as I got here, everyone did math.
Whoa.
It's always been huge on the West Coast.
Weird.
Yes, and it wasn't a thing in Michigan.
When I, I brought it back a couple different times to Michigan
and people were like, what is it?
I've heard of this.
I'm like, yeah, they have this stuff.
It's kind of like Coke, but way cheaper and way worse.
Oh my God, it's like fashion, how it starts on the coast
and then makes its way.
Yeah, something to do with the biker gangs
and the proximity to Mexico, whatever.
It was just huge on the West Coast.
Okay, gooey, crank, meth, crystal, ice, and yaba.
In Hawaii, it's ice.
So I've boughten this locally in enough places
that I've had to use, I had to be respectful
of the local culture and ask if anyone knew where to get ice.
If I would have been in Hawaii and asked for pee,
they would have been like, what the fuck is this?
This guy's a narc.
You gotta make sure no one thinks you're a narc.
Okay, Tom Arnold's book title is?
How I Lost Seven Pounds in Eight Years?
It is How I Lost Five Pounds in Six Years.
Still the best title ever.
That's a great title.
We talked about Friday night,
I'm sorry, Five Nights at Freddy's,
which was the movie that Matt was in that was huge.
Oh yeah, I was ashamed I didn't know what that was.
I had heard of it from the youth.
Okay.
The video game was released in 2014.
Okay, so it's a movie based on a video game.
But he plays Voldemort.
What?
Yeah.
Wait, what?
No, really?
Yeah.
This is the one that he's just filmed the sequel to?
Up in Toronto?
We're talking about the same movie?
No, I don't think so, maybe.
Hold on.
Yeah, he's in a movie that just did like $300 million.
Yeah, that's this.
Yeah, he plays Voldemort.
Wait.
You better look up cast and see what says Voldy on there.
Are you allowed to say it?
Yeah, we say things here.
We don't keep things quiet.
And Harry says Voldemort.
We don't believe in not saying,
we do believe in not saying words that are offensive,
but we-
Unless they're towards white people, again, guinea tee.
I have my guinea tee here ready to work out in.
Okay.
Matthew Lord, Five Nights at Freddy's.
No, he plays William Afton.
So he plays two characters, it looks like.
Tough acting to enact?
It says, American actor and film director
who portrays William Afton in the Five Nights at Freddy's
film.
I mean, it seems like Voldemort.
Do you think maybe he was telling me
he plays like a Voldemort character?
Probably, probably.
Okay, because I did think,
what is the intellectual properties?
Yeah, that would be insane.
Yeah.
I just think he's the villain.
Also Steve Raglin.
He also plays Steve Raglin, AKA Voldemort?
No, do you remember quiz, pop quiz,
do you know Voldemort's real name?
Do you remember?
Harry Ragland, what was that?
Tom Riddle.
Oh, I do know that, yeah.
And he's, is he Terrence's dad?
No.
Uncle?
He's Voldemort.
Well, there is a, there's like, they're connected, you know,
but they're not, no.
His mom's brother's?
No, they're just, you know, but they're not, no. His mom's brother or something? No, they're just connected spiritually.
But his dad is James and his mom is Lily.
You need to reread.
Yeah.
Okay, now.
For whatever reason, my retention of that material's low.
I have gone through the books.
It is interesting,
because you generally have a high retention.
For non-fiction. Oh yeah, okay. I think my mind's like, It is interesting, because you generally have a high retention. For non-fiction.
Oh yeah, okay.
I think my mind's like, this is fake,
I'm not gonna use the hard drive space
for something that's fake.
Wow.
Yeah.
Fake is all relative, everything's fake.
Okay.
Oh wait, say that again.
Fake is all relative, everything's fake.
That was my setup for an eye roll.
Yeah, that wasn't very good.
It's my first time.
It wasn't very good.
I think that might have been my first time.
Can you do it again?
Yeah.
That was better.
It was quicker.
I milked the first one, didn't I?
Well, also you.
I was like, I went around the moon.
You didn't even, no, you went up
and then you just moved your head.
The eye itself has to move. No, it's like this, it's like.
Take three, tell me that everything's fake.
Ooh, oh that was nice.
Yeah, see the eye itself moves, not your head.
And you did like 270.
Oh, all right, now say it one last time, third take.
Everything's fake.
I mean, really everything's fake.
That's pretty powerful.
You should try to work that into your repertoire.
Your arsenal of nonverbal insults.
Just throw my neck out.
Okay, is the Burt Reynolds going over the railing
slash wood pile stunt in the movie?
I don't know, because I didn't re-watch it.
Right.
And I didn't know to look for it. It was big enough of you to watch it the first time.
I was excited to watch it.
Okay.
So the people can tell us.
How embarrassed were you for me, zero to 10?
Please be honest.
Watching it? I can handle it, yeah.
I wasn't embarrassed for you at all.
You weren't.
No, and that's sort of what I was telling you
when I was expecting.
To be very embarrassed.
Not to be embarrassed, but to feel like
it's gonna be really different than what I'm used to.
Yeah, than parenthood.
Exactly.
Yeah.
But no, that's why I was sort of surprised.
Okay.
When you were very much the same.
Except, look, I will.
Here we go, here we go.
I will give you that it's you at a 10.
Forced.
A little more forced, not as much as I think you saw.
Right, okay, yeah.
I don't think most people would think that.
But I do know your sweet spot.
Yeah, yeah. And it did feel a little.
It was redlining as we'd say in racing.
Oh, what's that?
Well, on your tachometer, you have an ideal range
that the motor's supposed to rotate in the engine.
And after a certain point, it starts rotating.
It's not making more power,
and now it's getting in jeopardy of exploding.
I see.
So I was definitely redlined.
Uh-huh, okay.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, but it was still funny.
Like it wasn't like, oh, he, that's not funny.
Well, except for the Indian accent.
You're not gonna like this
because I did take a shower in the middle
and I was sort of in an act.
Oh, God. So I think maybe I missed. You took a shower in the middle and I was sort of in and out.
So I think maybe I missed. You took a shower in the middle.
Well I had to shower, we were recording.
We were recording and it was after my birthday.
When was your shower, like 45, 50 minutes?
I did a hair mask.
90 minutes.
No, no, no, I don't think I missed a lot,
but I was a little in and out.
Okay, so you missed that part. I missed it, and I think that was my dad.
That was the sim. He gave us that.
The only problem is that part does happen in one of the funner parts of the movie,
which is we're running from bad guys.
Right.
This marijuana field has caught on fire, so we're running as fast as we can,
and we're inhaling tons of weed, and we're running, running, running,
and then all of a sudden we're laughing,
laughing, laughing, and that's a very funny idea.
That is a very funny idea.
I'll watch it again.
No, that wasn't enough.
I'll forward to that scene
and I'll make sure to watch that one.
Well, but don't watch the beginning of the scene.
I'm gonna watch it.
But that's it.
All right, well that was a very heartwarming
episode for me.
Yeah, that was lovely.
I'm glad we did that.
And you know when I was editing it,
I was like, oh this is like commentary.
DVD commentary.
DVD commentary, which I used to love so much.
And I don't remember if we did that.
I have a DVD copy obviously of the movie.
I wonder if there is a commentary. I know that Kutcher and I did a DVD copy obviously of the movie. I wonder if there is a commentary.
I know that Kutcher and I did a commentary
on like eight hours of punk, or eight episodes.
Not a smart idea.
Because you were on drugs.
No it wasn't.
It's just, you're just riffing for hours.
You're saying a lot of stuff.
You love that.
And no one's protecting you.
And you're trying to make each other laugh
and then you're forgetting your,
I mean again, there's no podcast Batman.
It was a different time also.
It was a totally different time.
Like I've not gone back to listen to that nor would I ever
but I can't imagine that that aged well.
I see, okay, let's not.
We're probably talking like two horny 20 year olds
at times.
And which was your identity at the time. In fact, we were quite horny.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
We shared that in common.
Sure, sure, sure.
I think maybe don't go back.
No, totally.
Guys, all of us, we don't need to do that.
Just keep going forward.
Yeah, that's right.
Let's just keep it moving.
Time to go back, it goes forward.
Don't run from the pain, run toward it.
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