Au Parloir - Épisode #101 - Linda Sinful

Episode Date: August 3, 2025

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Linda Sinful, ayant eu un parcours atypique, qui a toujours réussi à s'en sortir parmi TOUS les obstacles qu'elle a vécu, relations familiales difficiles, propriétaire d'une agence D'ESCORTES, arrêtée pour vente de DR0GUES. Aujourd'hui, elle est humoriste, et combat encore certaines choses! Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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just a colleague humorist, and a... A kind of fee who struggled, who has batted, but that had all to descend really bad, but who had always

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about the abu in the youngness, we're about a family that's not

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been a young of a person, she has been a company of the

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is that I'm like I'm like that, when we're able to get to be conversations and to

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at the good stock, in a good place. Linda. Hello. Thank you to the podcast. Finally,

we arrive to to be a long time that we communicate and you are there. A colleague humorist,

it's a It's not so long time, but you've started to make a joke of prison. Well, so I'm a little reconnoed there because I've started

in doing these jokes of casting, of prison. But more soft than you, perhaps, my mom. Yeah,

I've got a a little grinsent sometimes. No, I'm content that you see, I see, on Instagram,

I know that you've made a lot of podcasts. You know, you're even one, the life of

Clochard. The view of Closchard. And, in the way, all the all the things, all the

stuff, it's all description YouTube, go to the same kind of podcast that I'm going to connect the

brain, it's more it's more less, you know, there's a discussion interesting. Yeah, yeah, but

in the sense it's more humoristic, it's a little more flyy, let's it's not, in sort of prison,

it has changed a little like my status social, and the world's mocker a bit of me

struggle, and the name the name the name the name there's just, there's nothing more

than the other the auto derision in the If we're not a rizier, what's what we do? Yeah, and then, if you do you do to fool your own, it's a little of the other, to try to try to do with the Tien?

Exactly. And, no, well, thank you to be there. It's sure. I see a little, I see, I've seen a hybrid of your story, and you're pretty? Yeah, yeah, and, you know, and, you know, enter a courier of an person that I know not, and then, to have to tell you to have to tell your story,

it's really, yeah, so, thanks, so, thanks, thanks, to Catherine, my adjoin. Shout out, Catherine, just, that's that's she has made a little more more

in all this podcast has took on the company to organize 100% 100% my wife my wife

my wife my name so that's I've been I've got to get there I'm like with all my

invitation I'm from my base you know you're from where you're in which kind of

family we're so I'm in my parents, I'm I'm in Marroke I'm coming when I was young

young and they they wanted they wanted they wanted But we were like in Morial North, we've arrived at in Montreal North. Like many of immigrants

who came to improve their life but they're in a country quite exactly. And, you know, I've grown but, you know,

even if I was in Montreal North, I'm not really can't train so, because I had with parents strict strictly,

and I'm, and I'm in international, the connections, so we're like, we're like, we're like, we're like,

we're like, we're like, we're like, I had, I had had, I had, there, I had, these violets that

when I was when I was like, I'm like retraped at the puberty, I'm like, I'm like,

I'm like, I'm going to like that. Okay, there's all very quick, I'm going to get to get

in these emotions, in these stories, but when you talk, you're, we're talking to, we're talking to, we're talking to,

we're talking of, what, that's the kind of situation, if this kind of thing in the first year in the primary, I'd

work for all to go to the school, and a I was a who was the he was attacked

I'm going to I'm going to keep a road to cut up he was and he was violated

and I'm not about about the but I had the effects of a depression like the

the effects that have been and like I like I'm like I'm like I'm

going to see there's and I think by me ramace in a

hospital psychiatric at at the private and at the hospital

we have made the hypnotherapy and With epitone therapy, in my dreams, I was rapped of a violer

to my infancy. Okay, because you, your brain, you have borre that in your life, you

don't have not talking about because you have all right? Well, well, I think it's the case of

many of family strict, like, you know, with the priests, back in a case,

you know, we don't not, of these things like, you know, don't know about it,

you know, you don't want to be on the of fear of represent and of your parents? Yeah, I had not to me far chicaned, but also, I could not, like, to make the moor there

on, and maybe I guess I had to have to the instinct, because finally, in the hospital, when they were encouraging to talk to my parents, my father, well, he said, like, impossible, she died, like, it, when he was young, we, we're not, when he was young, we're not.

You had a car age at this time, to the hospital, and, and all of that? I had 14 years. Okay, there, before to go, there, that, you change at this

moment that? It's gradual, like I've started to become punk, gothic. So,

the debut, the second air, the rebellion is installed. Oh, yeah, secondar one,

I'm went and like it has been gradual, gradual, and it had been

at the two, that I really, I've really really. You're to have

to get to to get to the psychotic, but is to do you have managed to get

that by yourself or the substances are entering in your life at the moment

that's a time, we're going to get something, even if we're not, or if we're

saying it's about, I'm trying when I was young, no. But I had extremely medicamante

at the hospital. It's something that in my life adult, I've been a lot but,

like, some dose of syroquels that I were in the mure that's a little ridicule.

But I'm really really really, I didn't know because, I'm like, I'm like, I'm not

like, and I'm not capable of to think I didn't want to make a medication I started to learn a lot of

I'm afraid of I'm in 15 I'm afraid I'm trying to I'm trying to imagine that you're a girl who's a good QI

that's capable to be able to try to if I read the same page four and I finish by the

thing I'm something that I'm not made with my telephone to form and yeah

well I'm I do always I do always to the world of the and I do It's never.

I'm really a nerd. I'm really a really I'm really a lot. Before my life was broken, I want to be a proff of literature. You're a

girl who's a look, I don't know that you know what that's not much, but the whole potential in the success of the society,

dite normal, so to get in the rent, you had someone who had a potential to be able to do much

what you in life, in my class of school, the secondaire one, all the world has become

something of really important, with these jobs really important. So I was a marriage I had a

marriage, I had a lot of time. Because you see everyone the life they've been now, and all the

part of this event that when you're in six-year Yeah, I guess when I was 5 and in 6th

year, but what's that's changed really my life, is that when it's arrived with my

par at the hospital, I just, I'm just, I said in my head, I've never gain

in the there's just a year that you I mean, I said, when I had five and in six-year. Yeah. When you were five years.

Ah, it's that, when, in the hypnotherapy, I was called in a violer when I was a five- Okay, I thought, okay, I thought that you talked to, No, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, because for me,

because for me, when you're in six-year-old, it's for that I had not had not made the line. Okay, so that's, so that, you know, it's always been conscious, it's just that with

hypnotherapy, you've had been flashback of an event that's happened when you were much more young.

Yeah. With, I imagine at 5 years it's a person who's a member of family.

I imagine one of my cousins or my uncle but I'm never... The image is too

flue encore. You're you're trying to be depressed depression at 14, at how point?

I'm, I've had an infant and I'm an adult also, you know, but it's developed

how, you express that, you know, when I'm at first depression, I had

18 18 that I'm in depression, the anxiety to be able to get able to get to get back to get to even I'm in

my life, you know, like it's going to be really difficult, but I'm like, I'm in Marlborough

and I used like the dark in my room at 15 years, and I used the life. It was really

things of the same, I was really like, it was really a mal-etre like, but I'd

agree I've understood that I'd not to demand to ask to person because the life is like

that, it's, how you've been to be in psychiatry? It means that's been by demanding to help?

Yeah, really, I'm like just act out. You know, you're more view, you're going to

probably the reference, but Angelina Jolie in Girl Interrupted. Mm-hmm. Kind of that. Okay. I was really,

like, the girl that had the vodka in my yoplet and I didn't even not the alcohol,

but it was just I'd try to attire the attention, I think. It's a way to gourd certain

of things also, that do not Yeah. You know, when you're saying, when you're to say to try the attention, often it's a cry of alarm, it's an appell alight,

you know, it's not to be able to do with it. It's like it's like it's a time. It's like it's a time that it's not a lot of, and when I was

rameauce in psychiatry, as there had this discussion there, I just just said, okay, easy, they're not not going to me help.

And then, and then, and then, and then, that's that, it's not really, yeah. And,

At that, I really said in my head, okay, I know what the intervenants, the insincerniar, will they listen? So, like, I will their say what they want to end up to get, for me to kill. Oh. So you had a plan,

your goal, it's just I'm going to sort of and then there's not going to get a plan of a 14-year, what I can see? No. I mean, just to have the plan to say, I will you say,

I will you say, you want to think I'm going to pay. Oh, yeah, I've abandoned. I said, I've said, I've never I've gained in the life. It's been like really brief. I'm out of

three weeks. And when you're out of your plan? So, I'm going to I go to I know the

young who I'm going to I'm trying, I can't you tell you can't? Oh, you can say

all what you see? I think I'm I'm a vendor of speed. I'm I chate

50 speed and I'm going to get me to get a little bottle of vodka.

I just I'm trying with the poigny with the vodka at the cafeteria of the school and

I'm going in the bus. I'm a bit in a second. I want to I want to

find something to get a bit of the cordar so that you have the overpass the 40

and I see the overpass. I descend of the bus, I'm to drive

to the overpass and then I'm to see and there one of my my

friends who have seen and she she's been to be able to get her and she's she's got to

get her and she's suspended of the pond I'm trying and then obviously she has finished

by me launch her so I'm on a car but I'm like really before I'm

I'm just cuted the left I'm glad that you I'm just you're just anything that

that's just there's just really really because I'm with the adrenaline, on the I'm up, I'm up, and I'm at vomere, but vomite, and I was

like, you know, I was gilie a little, so, so, as if the ambulances arrive, the ambulancee, he made in a syriar, and, like, you, like, you'd want to really that you're really not, that's like, you're all trying to vomere, in plus, you're really, like,

you're not, like, you. But it's what, you know, to vomit, the same, yeah? Yeah, it's exactly that, because, you know, it's also the chef, and then, and, and to tomb, me just, I just made, I just, I just made,

I just made, I just made, metal in the she's in the cheek, I'm really really, but it's

a change it's a three-meter- and a three-meter-a-half I know it's a four-minute-

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's sure, the overpass, yeah, my view,

my view, it's really my view. It's really your plan. Thank to this Emily,

thank Kathleen, thank, thank, really, you know, at this moment that,

I just, like, the view perhaps she's calmed a little. But it's at that

that would have to get to get to re-rented in psychiatry at the moment that? No, my

parents, they were like, you're going to be puny at the house. It's not to go to

the hospital. It's had to the, you do you do, you do it and the result of,

it's... But I'm pretty, because I started to say in rye my friends that my

my life and the more than me. Yeah, it can be dangerous like thinking

at adolescence. because they're just that adolescents, we think we're... No, I mean, it's done to try to do things to do to me destroy.

I don't know because you said it because you said it's not not the way. Yeah, and when I had 17 years, maybe my first job, I'm in the metro

and there's someone in a car, and I call the ambulance, and I call an ambulance, the ambulancy, he lave the head after, he's like,

you're not already jett in bed on a point, you're like, you're like, you're like, you know, you're doing,

look at a head of someone. Odie overdose? It's really a few. It's really cool. It's really

really cool, but I'm like I'm because he had done it too shit, it's he put in. It's like

to 14 at 17? It's not like, I wanted to finish my secondaire. I wanted really, like it's like

declotched on other other things. Yeah, I just just made the suicide, I'm not bad

there, I'm going to the other I mean, you know, depression, you're just just rested three

three weeks. Oh, but I was still super deprimed. Like, I hated the life. But I was like, I hate the life, but I don't

to die, so let's go. You're going to get in and then and I'll do do you have to do? Yeah. So, so

that's so it's quite quite pretty much? You finish your secondar? No, because when that's

happened, I said, like, I said, like, I'm just, I'm going to embrace the life, and then I'm and then I'm

and I'm going to and I'm going to get to be 17. 17, You're parted, the first Amour with a

female? We're partaged a bottle of tequila a night, I said, you're going to change my life, she's the

family of my life, she's ried, and we're we're going to and we're staying nine and so.

It's a great history. Yes, is it. Is it a new be a nice years?

Yeah, really. The love of my life, it's her. And it's it's like in your family

to start at 17 with a with a And I see the image of the family, the style of family that has, I say, I part with a girl, it does not be super well-by-accepted? But in the phone, you know, the point of strict that my parents were, it's the first time that I'd decoucheed.

Like, it was more than ever to return than, than to return. And with the consequences, of having decouche. So, you're almost part of here you, because the return after having decoucheer had been. But you're going to... But you're going to... But you're going to... Yes, she, she was coming to me to find my

Affair. But, you know, my parents, my father, he had the old discipline, like, we'll see,

you're going to get to be fatigue before I'm fatigued. So he's like, oh, yeah, you're going to take your affairs,

well, go see, go see. And she, she had made with her, and she, she thought, not,

and finally, I mean, I was done and then I'm by Fierty, I'd never anything, I'd never

to cryve of fin and I'd have been to have done to the relationship with your parents I think the immigrants, we have all

a relation complicated with our parents, the first generation of immigrants. Oh, you could be to be tonne at what the people of the Czechos or if?

But, you know, they have all the time of our guilt trip because it's true, my parents have all abandoned for that we we have a chance

to do what here. And, like, it's a real, because when I was in my first time in transport of prison, I was like,

my, my parents, they're coming to Canada, that you're not that you're doing change to change of place

to give a a better view of your children, but you guard your life all the long. No, but it's true,

you guard the mentality and you're, your norm and your mentality to where you know, but it's because if you go to offer them

a better, it's a better, they'll let's the opportunity of this life that. But what's the real my parents,

they're, you have the system cultural and there's the world, my parents are not religious to

my parents, they're not the person the most chill, like you you'd like, you're like, he's,

like, he's like all the the world, he's super chill, he sacre. It's just like the culture of, like, tafei will be a putt. Your wife, yeah, it's so.

Because my brother, he's, he can't do you, he can't do so, but, you know, I don't know, I'm saying nothing that I'm saying. And then, when I've demanaged with her,

it's been my colloquy for long time. Okay. It's that, okay, you've not, you've not declared overtement, I like, I'm

like, I'm, like, I'm, Like, even my married, when I was married, finally, my father, when we s embracet, he separated. Okay. We'd not, and it was chill for them. So, you, you're, you know,

an overreter, gauphi, so it's the person, and not the sex that's important for you. Yeah, but I've found out of all right, so I abandon the men, so I'll quit, like. Well, I'm going to bring the ball for, I'll try to everyone.

No, but I, you know, but, you know, I didn't, I've never thought, I've never put to think to these things that, and you're you're talking to get married

to get married and not of a general. Yeah, so I'm with her, and I'm going to with her,

I've made with her, I've got to your life, how you know, how it's been, how it's past, the relationship, all that?

Well, we, we've in love, and offrage, now, okay. We're, we're working in a firm

of a sundage. Okay. And she, she'd studied at McGill, like an student, an internger,

infirmire. and then the debt he tombe and she said I'm going to I'm like well I'm

well I'm you know but I'm I'm I'm coming in the first week a client he has mal

parley and I'm like okay but look no yeah you're you're gonna

do you're you're going to do something you can't you can't in plus you're not you're like

these people they don't they're not I'm sorry of the school, at that I'm like

18 18 years. And I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm really

intellectualized the trick, like, we're going the A, A, Z. I'm going with a

countable, and I've opened an agency. You've had to be a chalet? But it

not like that, for real, that, for real, that, it's really, that, there's really,

the motor, they'd not, the motorers, they'd really, of these affairs there, there were

many of agency, it's free for all, my first week, I'm going to put my first announcement. In which year?

In which year? Okay, I thought we're a little bit more back in a excuse me. Not as well.

It's not old. I was trying to just to make some of the date. But, yeah, in 2008.

Okay. But, you know, it's not during the internet, the journal of Montreal. I thought,

I did that two years, and Ferrari they were made to have to be in the gross agency. And I

know I've applied to them. I'm really really... You know, you know, I'm trying to

an agency, but there's it's, it's, it's, it can't it's, it can, the client,

it's a visibility, it's all. I was, I was, I'm in the auto, with her,

so it. So, so it was, it's your first female, yeah, and then,

in the time, in the time, I'm, I'm, I've, started to

, with a flirtate with another girl. And there, we have a relation to

a little a little. Okay. So it it was like it's like a bit in a bit

at a bit okay. And, we're not to call it we're saying it's, we're

so, so it's a bad connotation the word Pimp. I'm sure, no,

but if she's a madam, we're saying, if if the term you'd feel pleasure,

but, but, it's because yeah, Pimp, it's a But, you know, at the end of the line, the definition of it, you know, because I'm concerned that there are these good pimps, there's a good PIMP, I guess.

Maybe there's, there's people who are there in the sense that if you're an agency, that you protect your kids, that you take a cut that makes a sense, that you fracep not, and they're obliges not, and if the girl has said, I want to go and ask, you, to let's party, for me, it's to have an agency, so it's a good Pimp. No, yeah, yeah, no, I'm, no, I'm, it's a whole package. Like, I've been coached all your life. to open an account in bank, you'll go to

go to find your permit, I'm going to get to start the feet of the way, what? But they're not not in the

whole of the no, but I was saying, no, but I say, I'll say, I'll tell you to try to buy a because I'm

like the syndrome of sover in my relations, and I'm I'm in love with the world that I

coache with them, so, so, like, I, I'd like, I'd catched all the feelings

for the and I'm and I'm not that their life aim mal, so so I'm really, But it's really ridicule.

I know that's so ridiculous, but for the real, I carried really really really too of these girls. I'd have

to buy the episserie for the kids like, yeah, no, it's sure, so you

did you do you do finally. Yeah, but I'm able to be able to me enervue

so that I've been very much form my personality because you struggle with your moral

in the industry of sex. Like, when you're there's like what I think is acceptable. What's

acceptable? Is it has to play the other side of the medal also?

Yeah, I'm at yeah, I'm doing, I'm doing the live lesbian porn with her

Okay. In the Bachelor Party, like we did it it's in the it's in

it's like, live lesbian porn and then and it's all part I'm parted on a

but it's all parted with a joke of a I said that I'm

could have squirt never any there you there's there a a man

there's a he's a he's like yeah, $500, you did skirt on my face. He could have he's cushs

to get screwed before all the and it's partying. That's a big brag, that? Yeah, but after,

she said the matress to Eric the point, and I'm really really a bit bit that at the bout that,

we're going to be able to again, again, yeah, in the time, he's a bit in the

true, so, so, no, no, but at the time, it's you

it's not, Yeah, it's right. My moment I've said. But, yeah. But you know, I'd say... No, I've said... No, I've done... The Agency of Escort

for, for the time. Okay, but you said two a time, you said it's a during two years? Uh, it's a party.

Oh, yeah, it's a... Okay, okay, okay. Because after, it's... Okay, okay, because at the time, it's the...

Craigslist. You were the... ...itompeer the journal, the, you know, it's a yink, yeah, we're... Yeah, it's... Quebec Inc., and all.

And... I've not I've got to understand why we did it. Well, it's to make it more legit, I don't know. But it's illegal. Now it's all

it's not, but in the time it was very illegal. I'm not going to do. Compare My Prime it's been long that they're with O'Parloor

and I like the people human. I'll say at each debut of podcast. And an assurance

life is something of something super important for not to let the people that you're not that you're

not yet if you're some antecedents medico, if you're a bit too aged, if you're a

dossier criminal. Assurance of view, is it easy to have? Not always. Compare my premium, they're not

any other, it's no case refused. They're going to their dossier, they will be, they will be like what you're

being in consideration, they will be able to find the company who will accept to to give an insurance

life. It's a long time that they're going to get, because I have plenty of people who

have passed by us and they've made a feedback positive, because it's of the humans

who treat the people, not like the client, but like these humans, contacted, compare my

prime. And then, financially about it, is that would be at a coup? I'm not

a lot, but for the real, I, I've done for a because I'm really,

I'm established in this game there, there. If there people who have really worked

in the industry of sex, they me know, almost all the I have some people. I have these agencies of garages of farmature,

some of the show, all, too, too. There, tantal to me say, the feet that I had, you know, I grew up for us other, I'm trying to, so I wanted my manor, that's more in the beginning, because at my knee

more aggrossy, you can't individually manage, each person, they'll open a account of bank, sassure they have some of the epistry, and all, you know, when you're trying like that, for real,

and that the lady, It's like a really that's a real I don't know I'm not a lot

but I'm not a lot of more than a few because like a because one a few

because it's like to get like, let's say, let's, let's, a number

of telephone receive 300 appell per hour. It's a

great, I've got with my blonde and I had to have to get to get

to have to be there's there there are there people who have

five people that's it's that I've learned of them they had

a bureau with a receptionist. But I'm doing it and I'm like, I'm fatigued

there. There's a moment where's the sense to gain my life like that? All the

days I'm gulet with my blonde at all the days because I'm like,

I'm someone empathic really very very much in the life and I'm

ghoued with her for not that she'd go to he'd say, like, a year you will

say, I'm saying, you know, you know, you know, she's never, she's never had violated,

by example, and it's a joke that I'm not a joke, but I've been in some of the people who are saying, okay,

you've been doing, we're doing, we're doing, but, there's a, there's, there, I,

I don't, I think, I'm saying, I know, I'm saying, I'm, but I'm, you're often,

you're often, you're, you're doing, no, no, no, no, no, No, no, no, no, no, it's not, no, it's not, to say that

that's a gang of all the same to say, it's, I think, it's a gesture that's a bit more banal. It's actually, it's so often,

say, hey, gang, we've all, it's all, let's all right, let's get, it's not, it's not, the business

for demand to be more, you're more more gentle, the ones, I'm with, I'm, but you understand,

it's just that I'm to hear that, I think, that it's just, I don't know that it's, but I'm,

but I'm people say the phrase, and I say it's when I see there's

a special place in hell for women who put down other women. There's a place special in the affair

for the women who who descend the other women like that. Like, at the other women

like that you're like, you crash in face. I've been, you know, and you're

in a moment to be a little scarface situation where is like you're like to learn

to learn to learn and like to learn what I mean, I'd say, I don't. I'd say,

there's a many of people who do you know. Well, I don't know I'm not quite quite

to be able to get a new generation now, like, it's more acceptable, but in the time,

it was like, and the people, they'd be able to make that. But it's there's

there's often there's often, there by choice in the sense they decide to do it, but they're

they're doing to constrain of consumption, of things like that, you know, it's the statue, the situation of You have to have been many of the

people who were in there's in, you know, but I'm also that they were not, but they were

like their life, there was like, it's like, it's true, but often, I'm like,

I'm like, I'm like, there's nothing in the life, it's not all the people, there's there's just

to understand for Aki, and my blonde, she had never, she had, she had,

she had some there's, she'd I'd say, a day, you'll be to thank you. And, like, I'm sure that she's sure

that she's like, I'm made quit of force because it's pasted to, person will not be able to talk to,

I'll try to make a way for that you don't have to other people, you're having to get to be the business?

But I was to say, I said, but I never I've been convinced to someone to have some.

It's, there were people who were in their condition, they'd and I'm, and I'm,

why, why, why, why, why, why, You give your money to someone who's, like, vote, I'm, my pitch sale.

Like, I'm going to always take your back. There's no, there's not, there's not a lot about, vote. And it's not bad, vote, and it's not obliged to be there. There's not a norm of work

in this job there, like, hello, like. There's not there's not, I mean, if we're, if we're, we'll say, if there, there's a PIMP, that, that, that's,

that's, you know, a guy, to say, if it's my fee, I'd have had to rest until the end. Exactly. Like, of what? Your feet?

We're not in Afghanistan, like, so it's not the mentality that if you were, if a lady did, this client that,

I'd never ever do do you ever to say, I'd say, not to the minute, and he'd

have a mal parly, it'd be, it'd be, it'd talk to, you know, you want, you want,

you want, you, I'd like, you want, you'd like, you'd be, to do you have to have been to do you

recalcitrant? Not too cool with the girls, or who he would retain the fee? At the

first, it's arrived more because the agents filter more, because it's the receptionist. But I'm

really ponied the tour in the business. So, you'd see a little the client. You'd

see it to come back. But it's still, I've got to me, physically. There's been

there, we have called all the chauffeur at this address. It's already arrived. If you there were

some, there were there, I don't leave anything, I don't say I don't know if I'm going to defend, but, you know, I'm not if I can say that, but, okay,

but I'm, if you know, if you're not, no, you have the right, at the end, but you're the right, to be the right, we'll be able to,

we don't know, they're saying, they're not going to say, hey, she said, I've been in a podcast, you know, I've been, but in a real life,

it's so much it's really hard to buy, more than to buy, so, obviously, who will test that your gun is loaded? So, I have a gun,

but I'm not loader. At no point, I've had to do it never, but just... It's just

for the visual if it's something to be it's not for the real looking back I regret that's not

it's not a lot. At the end, there's there were there's a lot of people, because there

people who are stupid and they're just backer when they're going to they can't

they can't they can't they can't they're not tope people. But like

there there were there were there was a client on lever a matrack and a

chauffeur because it's I'm trying to I'm trying to work in psychiatry we're going to someone on someone's in

psychose like you it'll be able to beiff like you you're not you can't it's just

out of the family of the important I was that I was always all the time I'm in the part

and view that I'm when I was not sure I'd in the chamber and you didn't

be there there's not there Okay, but you said that You've said that's You've said, what's the fact You've said, you know, I'm sorry, it's not like tripping as a job,

No, I detested that all the time, all the time, all the time. But I've arrested, back the end, when I was in psychiatry, I was a psychodicatrice, I started to arrest, really, really. There, I'd just receive some calls, and then

I'd just receive some calls, and then, how, you pass to get, to let's get, to let's the school it's been 10 years that you

have an agency? But all the long, I've always tried to return to the school.

I've always I'm, I'm trying, I'm had done all the money, I'd

would go to the university and it's just that I'd just that I'm my blonde. She had

a master's in nursing now. But it's it's hard to do that pay his education,

to have a life, and you return, to finish your secondaire, but, like, I'm trying to try and I'm trying to work in psychiatry,

how you do you have to work in psychiatry? You have to have fallen to the school? Yes, I've returned. It's all the long, and after, I've been to ferland, I've been to search my mat, until I've got my second hour five. And after that, bizarrely, in my work of SC, there was a madam who wanted, like she said Sonia to Van Sacher, she had a sonny her son, she had a son, a son, artist,

and she wanted a girl who'd be a friend. But the guy, he was autistic Asperger, so he talks eight languages, and he wants someone who can he can't be in a job with these intellectuals, we're going to say the real life.

So, so, I'm like, well, I'm, like, it's really just a conversation, to go, bring a coffee, so it's been my friend. And she had me payed a salary of escort

for being with him. And in a field of conversation, she said, like, oh, you're kind of intelligent. She's like, And then, like, we learn to get, we're having a friend, and she's

full, to return to make a certificate for, like, help, she's and to be there I've been to do that I've been after the end,

when I was going to have a thing to be psychodicatrists, like, I did, like, a burnout of sympathy, because when you work in a

card of a milieu hospitalier, it's so much what you can do like, I'm like, I want I want to do they for real. And I was

all the time with my superiors. And then I had not passed a stage. Like I was never passed, it's sure

I'm not past. I've been to my own and I've had been to be what you mean? What do you

mean? Because a publicatrix, in the phone, you help the person to help the

person to do my life. I'd like, I'd like to live in an apartment, like, like,

You'd do you do for your Like, yeah, in place, it's not to say that, but I'd never to say, man, my life is babysittered in Mongols, like, like, because he's, like, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, that's not very well, but... No, but because he, he didn't, in the middle of hospitalier, he'd be able to

the infirmaries, and he'd like, in prison. And there, there were full of PTSD of the prison. In prison,

he'd be frable. And, I was, I was, I'm, really, I'm, And it's become my patient in almost

in time in the time. It's in parallel with... The rest. Yeah, so I, so I'm trying to

to letch for have a life normal, you know? You've been to be in prison or if you , by the

agency that, have you have you been to have to have to have to have to be

I'm I'm frustrated to the system of the state in Quebec. Okay.

And my my name me talked of cannabis medicinal. He said, the cannabis will be

legalized. And then he said, okay, we're going to talk about to that. I'm going to see a company in

Ontario. And then he we don't a formation and say, is what you want to work for

it's going to it's legal, it's like, they're they're doing they're doing these T4. And then I'm

like, okay, we're coming, okay, we're coming, we're going to but it's not legal, again. And then,

I'm, if you're not, I'm not, I'm not, yeah, but I'm, I guess, I'm gonna,

I guess I'm No, no, no, no, but, you know, I'd say, you'll be to find the post in the corner, and have a company, and then, yeah, but it's true that's in the news, that's the... Oh, it's all day, but it's a lot of people who are saying, ah, it's going to be legal,

so, you know, but, you know, but I guess, I'm not really good, like, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, not you know, no, no, no, if you did, you say, I'm just, I mean, if you're like, you're like, well, you're like, well, you're like, yeah, it's legit, you mean down in T4,

you can't, you can't, you're like, they've looed a room of hotel to do a conference it was like, it was like, it was a it's a great

company. So, I'm like, okay, and I'm, and I'm, and I'm, and I'm,

they've got to open a magazine, you're talking, you're going to get to New, but there, Ontario,

Gatino, it's the Quebec. They're a company of Vancouver and they have not calculated that.

We've been over 16 days, and we've had a descent of police, like if we're

they were in they're going to they're going to they're pointing some it's a there's a few there were

there's all the news is it in normal because it's a magazine of an adele on the same

time we're in the same time yeah but it's a traffic of stupief illegal

I'm I'm trying sometimes like it's like it's like they're like they're like

yeah but they can't they can't they can't they can't they can't they can't Yeah, but

But if you're not the problem They're saying, hey, they're They're going to say, yeah, but they're not They say, they're doing they're

not they're not They're just for you're They said, but they said, but they were in a time, you know, an undercover, and you know,

he said, he's not, he's a doctor, if you're a dozen, you're ready to be to try to get in an

SKDC? You've already , you know, no. After the Pugue DECC, they're there's like, that if the

light, there's not that if the to try a fuse, like, it's all the ambiance. It was that. The magazine

was garred, because I've learned by after, I've got to get the feet there, like, in the magazine. They're not.

They're not they're trying to let's all these, but, like... But, like... But, they're not to point there. And, in plus,

we'd charge a tax. Just for to tell you, we'd say, we're trying, I, for the real, I'd I'd even say to

the police when we were menotted. It's like, oh, my, sir, we're not, you, we're just, we we charge the tax. Wow.

I'm really my conned. All you say for being to be retentue to charge the tax! You charge the text

on a product illegal? No problem. I'm going to make an accusation to plus. But you know, the trick

when you come, I'm doing the hood, okay? I mean to get-to. And I have a sense of

loyalty, there. And like, we're like, it would say the morning, I'm coming, I'm like,

I'm feeling, like. And then my boss, she'd I remember, she said, okay, well, go us to search these cafes. And there were just

my employees in the magazine. But on the day, I don't know I'm trying, I don't know, because I'm a thing of crime, but I'm saying that she wanted to be in the magazine for just the employees

would just the employees would have to be asked but there there was a lot of and I'm nervous. So I'm going, to say, I'm going, to say, I'm going,

to say, I'm going to run a joint and then the police had gone to, but, I'm I mean, I've made a good action. It's going to be the thing for her

than for me. So, then, it's not contrary, but you're not, you know, I'm saying, I'm not,

I'm at the same time, Chris, you know, you'd say, you'd say, you'd say, no, I'd say,

the same, the same, the same, that there had been the police, it's like, Mark Emery,

he had opened the magazines at Montreal also. You know, they've opened six magazines and then,

and then, and there, they'd they'd they were, they're, disobedience. So, like, the

world was to have been to be able the land night. It's really complicated the

legislation of the bus but they had been to the court supreme because they've

contested that they were their right to distribute to the marijuana medical. But they

they've got to Quebec. When we we're arrived before the judge, he said,

we're going to make an example of you, the Quebec not

not sure not that the judge had said. Effectively, the avocates, he came to Vancouver,

they were they're going to bring to them to come you can't, you're like, you can't you're probably,

but not in Quebec. They were applied for the space of permit, they're they're not. They were

before, before it was there was the pot medical, so it had a prescription. There's a permit for

that an other province can, okay, okay, but in the whole, you know, in fact,

it's so, you're buying the pot medical, but to all all the whole, but they're

they're they're back at the court Supreme. They had, they were, in same time that it's arrived, and really it's an affair of

a week, in 10 years, they have been made here by express, because he wanted to attract the attention on that. And it's been

changing things in the legislation. It's what the sentence? Well, Mark and Rory had been expatriated. Canada, there

is a interdied territory. And you? I, he was accused, they said, they've said, they've been

proprietor of a boutique of a business. So, we had all had arrested, charged with

the $150,000 of stock. We've been in a process, I think had had 26 comparisons in the

process. And at the end, they were in the end of the fact, because I had to be able

to get to me, and I had not the right to have a right? and at

the moment to have you been able to have you have been prevenue? When we we're not

been able to have been able before a one and because we had passed just three times

and at every time he's opposed to our liberation. And then you've been found out of

the time had been prevened, you've had had set up for that count? Because it's that first the magazine

has paid. They've made these questions to 10,000 I think, each time. And then, one week after,

I traverse for all the O'Depaner, he me say, I'm not traversed to and he

went in prison. Brick don't Tion. They'll bring the question. There's, there's another

question. And we'll play with me for really long time for never, I'd be He said, he said,

you'd think cool, you think that you're the princess of the pot? But the sentence final, that's... Finally, in

all, I think, they've counted that I finally did like five months, in pre- preventive? In preventive.

And then, when I've compared you the last time, they said, okay, we consider that it's in fact,

because all of a coup, there had more than $5,000 of stock. There was $150,000 of the beginning.

But that's, like, there were more than 50,000 for real, because it's me who did the inventor, there were really

more than this. Like, they're going to say, oh, my God, it's New York, it's New York, it's going to get more

than a carmion to get, and they're, and then they're like, I'm not the , I'm not the right,

the police, he put the the piece, he makes the the trick of camera on the complete,

and he ried all along, he load their car, their car like, I'm, I guess they're

more, I said, And at each time we comparece, at the beginning, you know, like, all you're prevenued,

you know, we don't, don't know no paper when you go in prison. So, what's what my accusations,

it's kind of the quantity, really, the first thing, the permit to search, the warrant, there had

there were a great quantity, there. And at the end, when I was being able to it's written

more than $5,000 $5,000. But it's not when you liberate, in trying to to be able to know, no, no, no, there's no, there are more?

No, you're trying, and you... And in the same time, to who you want to ask, I'm not, you know, what do you think? What's what you're saying? When you're liberated, you're liberated, you know, you're liberated, bye.

In fact, it's, because it's I'm, I'm a call of a guy who's coming here that I, you know, that I know, and it was so, you know, there was time, and, oh, no, no, we're, it's sysitant, and, you know, it's, it's not, it's not, it's not.

But it's interesting It's really When I was, the first Interrogation the police he said Madam,

the drug is the drug you're a drug, he had a chandah with a flower of

pot like like that like that. Yes, but he was really, you can't my point

of view is that to his defense it's exactly that. I'm also

to say to Harper the president that we the president that the prime minister because

in all the The first time I've compared three times the person who had been before me

he had been able to and we're not, and it's all the affairs of sexual.

And there's one, he wanted a permission special for to have a marriage to the

United. And they they're doing, but we're a danger for the society because we want to

have a magazine. Like you mean, is you? You know, there's a thing, I

don't, I'm not testine on the fact that the traffickers have the people are

that, you know, I'm my point of my point view, you know, to say, yeah, but it's all right, but I don't know, I'm just, I don't know, I'm, when you're not, you're not, you're not, you're not,

effectively, but in the view of the law, I think, to see what you're in, it's what you were. But the speech that they're not, they know, I know that's the real vendor of drug, they don't, they find out of these speech there, and they're not, they're not, it's

really a campaign, we're, because in fact, what, you know, if I'm I mean, at this time, it's that, it's that, he'd not of SQD, it's because that's the same, the Quebec,

it's all that, it's so complicated, and that's chien, and we want to buy the permit in our company, but in fact, it's because in all the

provinces of Canada, all the world can open a magazine, there's a si, and there's this, but in the government who will have to get that

because, we, the government on the Quebec, we've been the years, at the point, we're super-bom to get a lot

for all, so your alcohol cost a fortune, your roads are dougalas and our hospitals have not to be in the

cannabis also a lot of fun recreational, we're going to render that the most the most disagreable possible. I just

just say, you're a great tribute so I'm going to give my opinion that I've done my decision for

that. Bizarreman many of many of the quantity have disappeared after the Project Gator

who we're that's seen and bizarrement the pot of the US he was good and now he's more

he's more all what I'm going to all the Your word. But how they But I'm... But I'm just

the ridicule of the situation Like, Madame, you know, the speech and all And I'm using these these words So there are There are to moralize

There are to... Oh, yeah, They were there. They were... They said, Like, they said, It's that, like, I said,

It was that, like, it was he wanted You know, it was sure there were there were There's over

a bureau, because there it's, and it's been long, I mean, when they they've got legalized, it's been there in Quebec before it's, because there, no,

you know, it's at 25 years, and then that, yeah, and that's, yeah, and that's, it's been, and it's been,

it's just it's simple. Yeah, my company that had been many, and they've done that,

so I've been in the two, so, we've lived, there, a year, a, mid,

two years, with the, the, like, the, you know, but it's a bit the same

concept, it's, at the time, it was illegal, and I think that's because if he let's a little bit the door to sower, it would be, in the champion, it would be developed

like these champions, and he would have been able to open the SQDCC. No, I see, but I think that's exactly the reason, and I'm not

and I'll approve not no more, but it's the reason at the level where is that, I'm not in I'm not, but legally

talking, all the, I guess, if they were, to talk, but I guess, It's going to do they're going to have imprimed. They're just going to put it in consideration.

No, no, but that's just an policeier's ali who wants to enjoy to that, you know, I'm saying, but I'm talking to level legal, all what they've got, they've got to do with it. I'm just someone who observes the view. In plus, the person who has signed the warrant, you want to know, you know what's the number of family?

Bonanno. Oh, but that, it's nothing to say. No, but it's drool. It's absolutely nothing to say. You know how I just ried in the pire. I'm, I'm there with the mandate in my hand, and I'm like, you know, it's like,

well, it's like, you know, there's there's perhaps, there's a judge boucher who has signed there's, there's more, but, you know,

in a way, to say, it's, it's, it's, but, you know, but just for to say, like, the ridicule of the situation,

there's been, there had been a lot of tender that they've had been in this project that, we're the only to who,

we have had , we're the sole to get to happen, what's the same of what's the And so, I was, I was not ready, when it's finished, I pleurred

before the judge. I said, Mr. Is it going to me say, I'm saying, that I said, I'd say. I'd say, I'd ever,

but it's going to it, it's very long. I don't know. I don't know if I'd the quantity. Well, if at the end, he had rested just

for $5,000, but, you know, the pardon, yes, the waiver that will be to permit to to allow to this,

that's, I'm talking because at every time I If I talk to pardon and waiver, I receive plenty of comments of people, because I'm talking about my chapeau, so... When I was asked, I'm asking for Walt Disney,

he me saying, at every time, well, it's going to be complicated. But there are one in Europe, it's going to be in Europe. But even my advocate, he had serried the hand during the process, and he said, because I had you talked to the trick of psychoeducatrice, he said, ma'am, if I stowa, I don't know if it's not if it's worth a pain to finish these issues.

Well, no, because with a dossier... You can't work with the public at risk. I'd not be able to I'd be surprised that with a dossier

you can't work in the milieu I know, but it's the way it's the way I'm like,

I'm doing, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, it's ridiculous for me,

for me, for me, just the, the justice and, I'd revened that there was also,

it's an error honest, I know, I know, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not I'm not,

but it's It's so an error honest that I revened not the accusations of

malade that we're to make the tour of the journal I'm to make

the doctor to die clearly you know you knew that it was not correct

that this business that was legally she didn't have not the

right to know I'm but you see that all the other all

all you know but you can't you can't you can't have not really

but the others they were liberate, yeah, but it's not a motive. Like they say, they feel like, if you can do the time, don't do the crime. And I've done, I've seen, and honestly, I'm, honestly, it's me who are

there with my employees. And, unfortunately, I've already been a lot of, so I was trying to, like, okay, now, my father, because why you had already been there, I was just a manned? It's not a very end of, but I'm

still anguiled with my blonde, and the policeists are coming, and they're made the two in a state of arrestation. It was in the time of the Wednesday. A little new in cellul, okay, but No, no, I've been to pass the end of the time. Okay.

Oh, he's on, you're going to be. On sur pop, at tangy. And it's often, he's got to post for the end of a week.

There's a cellul of post, and... Oh, no, they've got to more, because when I'm enerv, I'm nervous, okay? And I remember

when I made a note, it's like, oh, yeah, when you're going to you're going to you're going to do with my men. Ah,

well, it's a lot on a policeier, it's a very good idea, so. But I'm made to be

by a psychiatrist before to me liberate. So I think I had been

to get to get to be to get to be in a word to be not a

lot of a policeier. But I have a good advocate, but I remember

that finally at the end I didn't at the cavac. Okay, yeah,

you've done and you have done, and I'm an absolution, yeah. It's so it's

how it when you can't pass, like, a month because of the time

of the process or it's so, it so it's How's how? Well, what's he's

that's going to be worried so I'm worried because I'm in the life if I'm going to get to get to

someone, I'm not thinking that's you're trying, you know, you know, you know, you know,

you know, there's a little bit of where you're just that there's just that there's always that's saying,

like, the most of the people who are at tangue, it's not not the gross criminal notoir, it's,

it's not that I wanted to tell to talk, because like I mean, I've talked with the

world, and person would be, but, like, I'm fascinated very, very,

so it's full, all the what you see in a prison, like, I'm,

I've seen, because I have seen the gentiest and the generosity, like I don't have

seen in the life, like, I've seen that you don't know, the heart,

as I'm not I'm not seen in the like I , like, you know, to say,

to say, it's just, to say, it's, to say, to say, want to to face it

in the mirror, like, I've seen in the French, like, why she's

like, why she's there's a man, and it's just his chum that's

the police because he knows the system. Like, when I'm back, I'm

remember, I'm think, I'm not, I don't, they don't, they don't, they don't,

they're not there. If the system works at the way, these women,

they're not, I'm going, to be the first to say, we're going to be in a system perfect,

long to I'm the first to say that our system carceral not carceral not in the life.

Yeah, but even the view, I mean, if there's more of social, if there'd

be more of health, there's there's a lot of people, there's a whole time, 90% of

our prisons are peopled of people of people of people of people of consumption. But,

I'm, it's someone not super sensitive in the life, but it's

my to be atery like that it's been transformed, I'm just if I'm

more more more sensitive to how the people when I interact with someone, I'm at my time,

I've heard the story of everyone in prison. And it's there that I've seen, I'm, like,

I'm, like, because I did a rote to be a person, for not to die to be,

but, like, because, there's some, you're like, you're like, you're, like,

I'd, like, And sometimes I I'd do with the world s enerved so I was like,

how I'd like I'm trying to make laugh the person so you're developing your I'm doing

I'm I'm really the agents sometimes that it's so it's it's been easy for you

to make a time where you absorbed the emotions of the people that had

there's for a thing that's for a thing, you know, of life and depression

to see to get to be in a universe like that or or,

the time you're so you're a time, you're trying to know, lost the

there's a he said, if you think you suffer, you go to go to bed, I think

that's like, I'm, I'm, you know, there's, there's people, it's

more than, they're, I think, I'm the right to be the wrong to that,

and, like, I think, it's just just rapped that, like, in the phone,

I have fucking in the life, because, I've got my time,

and there There's a lot that I think that the life has been inlevy a lot of people are in

a lot of people who they're in their and they're like, it's also it's really

changed how I'm really, even my friends who are my friends that are all the time

to interact with all the world, what I say I really, I'm really to

understand to talk with the world. Your Mary, it's how in your

life, it's at what, it's a, So it's, for real, my view, it's drool, but during the pandemic, because all this story that's finished in 2019,

2020, during the pandemic, I'm in day to tender with a lady, and it's the cover-feuze. And then, I mean, I'm not. And then I'm saying,

my cousin, no. And when we're going to see, his cousin, he was at the hospital psychiatric with me when I was when I was young.

Okay. It's the sole guy that I had embraced to my life. And then he said, well, it's a sign, we're going to be

that's a kid. I'm like, I'm like, yeah, let's go. Aright to say that's not really... No, I mean, I'm saying, I'm

very naive in the life, I'm very I'm trying. You're just you're trying, I mean, you're saying, you're just

you're a bit too guided by your emotions. No, but I'm, I'm idealize a lot of things in the

life, and I'm my force in the life is to cry. If I'm if I'm not to cry, if I'm not to go. So,

so I'm okay, but perhaps that way, really have really big red flag. So we got to be

made together really with, I'm in a second after three seven, so that

he's that he demand in marriage. And then when we he is grutier. He did

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mother Yes, I'm a girl I'm a three- years. I'm not

not to get in the detail I've I grew when you have with what

you had said this relation that never there was there was

there really there were really really there was really really a violence conjugal.

Okay. And when we said I said the phrase, I'm brised, maybe I'd have been to

my life, but I can't let her grow up in a world where is she thinks that's acceptable. And at

because of she can't be able to and we all the time, how you're to restate three years?

And I'm saying, but for a minute, two years, he would not be able to me frapping

even if he would be maybe he he'd I would have done a question because I

talk about your parents now I'm in my opinion of your discussion and I said the

last time that I'm met with the last I'm like I'm like the feeling that the

it was not the last time the the magazine I'm yeah

yeah yeah it's just that I had totally I had a 200 mack to people

who had not So he's arrived to get a lot of things because they were able to

get up to come up and then it's a lot of okay, that's what you're doing to make up to make a lot to come back.

You've been how many times about? I think of six times. It's always the breach of conditions

or there's there's been to really in bris of condition of your there's a there two,

three times that I'm not present to my audience because I had just no money for these avocates.

I had more an I'd have more in the life, and it was just like, well,

it would be there's just like, I think, people who people who people who are relate to that.

You're a young girl who's get aggressive, depression, tentative of suicide, it's

I mean, I like the word, but PIM, you're an agency of SC, finished with

a boutique of cannabis, you're It has always been with the women, you're with a guy, violence conjugal, a child, it's a few

a life movemented, you'd have all, if I'd feel, in any of the way of the people that I'd have all the way of the job, you'd have all to get in a chute-libre? But I think when the human, we have

a force to survive in my life, but I think when you push someone at a bout, it's either that you tomb or that you become like a

really, I'm like I'm like I'm not I'm not and you continue Yeah I think it's

that like when I'm push at boot like you do you do you do not

with the person if you if you know if you're I'm like I'm

like I'm I'm like I'm trying in the bigger things that's perhaps for that

you know I'm when you're when you're talking to your agency, and I demanded to the client, and you said, hey, it's

arrived a couple of times, you have to do you have to be able to physically. I'm really really strong physically.

I'm able to recognize the people who are already frapped someone. But you me say that you in a relation

of violence conjugal, is that it was at sense unique or you responded? No, but it was

in the sense that he did six feet two and three hundred 15 lives, it's like I'm, I'm five

five feet two. No, no, but no, I'm, maybe there had a violence

psychological, not psychological, but like that, I'm not, I'm going to, I'm defar, like, you know, you're not a man,

you're not a man, you're not to put a cooey, like, you know, you're putting to the fire. No, but

I'm saying, like, time to do you say, I'm not to let you let you let me to let me at earth,

you've already all, you've got to put, I'm not I'm not just to take a silently, I'm not just to take it. I'm going to try to physically, but you're not going to put me to earth physically.

But because for real, seriously, they'd be like, they'd like, and I'm talking to say, no, no, no, no, no, I'd say, physically you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't anything, but, you go ahead, but you you'd like, psychologically, verbally, in saying, that, you'll castra not, you can't, you can't, but, you know,

a lot, you know, people, people, you know, have, you know, you can't, you know, you can't, you, You can be in prison, you can be in prison, you can't be in front, you can't infirm my imagination, you can't even

my brain, so I'm free, so I'm free, and I'm free, you know, and I'm trying to make to make a girl fatigant, so the girl fatigant, or the girl who farm

never, she'll, and like, you know, let's person to be crasier. Fett a place, and the mom, to quit. Yeah.

Is that your girl has been to contact with her father? Yeah, Well, I'm very gross,

we're going a bit for the guard, and it's very complicated, and it's like we're trying to call the

DPG. I'm, it's very turned-in- -contro- that I'm like I'm like,

I'm going to think to see I have to have to completely. I've had to be

to prove much by the what you're what you're because there's There's also, there's a

thing that's associated a stigma, like, when you film, it's for Adjali, so you can be in a state

second, or like, you know, it's, it's not an argument, but I said, when I'm

had to do you, I'm occupied to him, he had the bra like that, like, but, you know, they want to

question my parentality, so I'm doing to do you know, because you're the card to your thing in this

moment? And there's there with you, because he, the DPG is there, because he's

he's surveilled in the I don't go to do do make some of the measures to verify because it's

it's very that I'm in a lot of cannabis so he's like I'm in a state of intoxication

we can't be able to talk about the podcast and you did, you know, you know, have the elements

is, is that you have been in the consumption and you said, no,

but at the same time you know, you start to start to ask the cannabis I'm

for me. But I'm really important for me. Okay, but why you say

that's important for you? But, me, I've been in psychiatry from the age of 14 years. And I've made the therapy of me and I'm a great advocate for that

all the world would have to do that therapy. I mean, I've got to that's not for me. I've been

I've really been tried, I've really been a syruise with the syrofoil and I've then I've been,

but the cannabis has changed my life. Like, I'm not deprimed. I'm not want to

to be to be someone who has an ambition. It's like it's like it's like

it's a really, it's a lot of a few people in the thing you did that, if you did

that, is that you've already to talk to do that with a professional? Yes.

And to offer a prescription legal of cannabis and it they're not tend to

not? Well, yeah, but I saw, there were there people,

they had not the authority to prescri and for it's more it's more complicated we've said

it's more complicated that's more if I've never I'm trying to if I can permit if I recule before the

legalization to have an a prescription of cannabis medical that it was it was easy in tabarnac

I've never I've ever I said I'd say it's a couple centen of dollars you saw a

medicine on Zoom that's he'd and he'd make a better prescription and you know I think you

think you think you know what I mean when I'm when I'm arrived with you're you're talking about

what I'm doing okay what I'm saying it's just it's even not coming to it's just what I'm saying it's a

it's a solution who I'm they can't they can't they're not you consume the cannabis you're not

no no I'm a prescription for that's like you can't you can't me say if I'm antidepressure

that I can't, but if you say I'm trying these antidepressure you have to a description, no, no, I'm not, I'm

my antidepresser but it's the antidepressure, it's not not a lot. So, no, you're not, they're not

prescribed, you're a drugge. It's exactly that. The DPJ, the law, it's like you it's like,

your magazine, it's, the laws are mal-fated, the society is mal-fated, but the I say,

there are there, you know, there are, They're just a bit of the mard, but they're made to be contoured. They're not not contunned, but, you know, if you're going to say,

at the moment where you're a prescription legal, I know someone who has made to come to the mandate and with the weed be legal, there, there's,

because there was a prescription and they said, it's a sign the weed we're going to go and we're going to get a prescription. At the point, the weed

didn't get a legal. And there, and 12 chief of 12 bannas, I'm trying to when they're they've found in mass,

but he had made the mandate. Because they're in the pot. Yeah, but I have a prescription, it's legal. It's a right to send the pot from us. You know? So, so, today, it's legal. But, you know, the alcohol is legal. But if, if you're in the morning or so forth, it's

show, it's hot, it's legal, the alcohol, but you're show all the day. You're not at to be occupied. I'm not at least-and-to-dofoy, let's say, like, my ex-Marie, he's like, my ex-marie, he wants to make do the course of parentality. But at every when we're like, oh, madame, partage

with us, these concesses of techniques. Like I was a psycho-educatrice. I've already been techniques of education in the infancy. My parentality has never been in question.

But for you were, they have to go to the N.A. Yes, you know, the series of me,

I'll tell you an affair and it's not to me, I'm not to agree with the system. I'll explain

how the Madame of the DPJ, like, she, she will be she go to see,

she goes to she's she's a thing, she's a lot of she, so,

you consume the weed we're going to say, it's the drug so you consume from the morning or the night

or the drug, you're not apt to be parents they're not it's so, it's simple the non,

I've got adopted two children of the DPJ like, and I attended one of

when I'm there's you're in a piece the piece is prete, the piece is ready,

I'm able to get to a few they're they measure a month one plus the number

of the number of or the same or the same to return two children. Tabbarnack, these two babies

are sort of they're going to get in the same bassnet, but if I'm not the number to find their chamber,

I don't know these children that's in my time, if I'm not, the machine at industrial to this chamber

to get in this chamber that, Monday, I don't know to get these children at

because they are the number pre-established that are not always simple, but they can they can't

it deroges, because if it derogs a bit for you have, it's a I mean, like I said, I approve not, and I say it's a problem,

if it's, in fact, I'm going to be honest with you. I personally, someone, someone who comes to the pot, the morning or soar, I consider that as a problem. No, but, yeah, but, yeah, but, yeah, but, yeah, that's, we're not in debate, but, yeah, that's my opinion, personal,

like I said, it's not, it's not a flash that I'd know, but I think that if you're that's been to do that morning and so, you say, me, the medications have not functioned,

there, there's, there, there's, or, at limit, as I mean, like, there, But they've not not functioned

the medicament so it's not it's not not that's not it's not I'm not I think it's to change

to what your Oh, but that it's 100% I've already I've already I've got because I'm

never not what I'm but you But for to join what you say, you know,

I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm quite

so I'm sure so I'm in my first interaction with the DPJ I said I know I know the

system judicier, I don't know the system like that, who can me help?

And something that's something that's like, even in a victim of violence conjugal,

it's malade when you're people, there's people, there's a question, I'm a

podcast, I can write to a podcast, I can't, but how you know, the DPG

I was like, I'm sure, I'm doing, I know, I'm trying, I'm

doing, I'm for that they want, and it's what they're what I do,

I know, I know that's like that the system that works. But, like, you know, these people are, because the girl who's working,

she's like you say, she's occupied, she has not the time to respond. When I was at St. Therese, just they

had three intervenants in a car, they had just to have to me to talk to me and now

now, now I'm in New York, the girl is all the time and she she'll be like that,

it's like it's the system, but I'm I'm just catched I'm like, I'm,

you're like someone who works that who will me explain that he

will vulgarize what they because I know what I know not the system and I know

the people and the people can't the people because in general it's a lot of many of the

middle of I'm not a American I'm just I said it's sure that's sure that's my

carmach that I've made something like I not Nien a Mr.

African that every every time that I'm your part has said that

Like, there had any sense. And this monsieur, I've been the Google to see what what he'd in the life before.

I don't know how they, like, there's, like, there's, it's not their fault to them.

It's not their fault to them. But they're, but they're because, there's a , look,

I've been four and a minute of four and a time of , and I have more more five

intervenants different in the processus that I've used to the day of my few years to the adoption,

I think there's at a five different. It's been two years when you're at eight No, it's

that, you know, the following, and it's mal-reux, and it's a mal-feat because, you know, you know, if you're not

to be able to to be able to, and again, you know, it's a little to have a question. And imagine,

you know, a man immigrant, that's a second language, that's a lot of, I mean,

I know, I know, I know, some of course, the ancient danceoors, the ancient escorts,

and it's I'm, I'm just, I'm, I'm just, But I understand for the real why the they give up

with their children who can't do the because I'm at the limit I can't do you know but that

this world that like it's it's one of it's one of the reason I'm a podcast because if we can

me give me a micro and that I can't never my year for on on the

we're in we're in we're in there's you're not you're not you're not you're not

you're not information on the world I'm I've received so many of women

in fact I've received people who have passed by the DPJ, but I've had been in

their children have been been inwee by the DPG and there was a lot of the resource. You know,

there's one Amani who is and it's an autism quite severe and the only way we've reached

to have the aid is Amani viola depii because she had done the fact

for having the flag because she had not had not had to me that's me

he has returned I'm going to have, I'm going to have to call the DPJ, and there, he'll end up your life, and then you're just going to ask them to have to have your own, but just to let's, I view, the resources, and after this moment, CLSC, the appell,

once you're in the system, it's a help, but when you're not, when you're not, when you're not, you know, where to go to CLSC, it's what, it's, it's, it's going to say, what, there's, there's, there's a question, but,

why, I don't know, but I've been to report, but I've been to go to divorcee, because my wife, Vicki, he, has a good salary, but he would have nothing me to do that.

So I went to see one of the main of the case. So, until at the year,

it's a 10 $18,000 dollars of a friend of course. And one of the first

she said, she, your ex-Marie has seven dossier, he has seven charge with you

with you, I'm to not you'll let you get an in the future renegoti

she. She has because I have too view of to make, you're to enter the

DPJ in your there is a risk that you're a risk that you will encounter.

I'm obliged to get to because I because I'm to be able to because I'm in the bureau of the DPG

supervised. It's returned. It's me I'm not to say, but it's me who's called.

How you you're going to make? But it's they say, no, we're part at the moment

when we've had been a point of a problem. You know, I understand that's not the fault of

the person that I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, it's where

we're going to join AlQaeda for the of the way. Like, it's at what? I've passed some of my life, but it's to what to become it. I mean, I deal with some of my life, but that it gives me envy to tap my head, like,

like, how do you know, like a woman, like, let's her, she, and, let's, she'sont, my intervenant, but she has 23, like, I. I'm talking to things judicier. I'm about the house that will be afraid, because he had to pay the tax. She me, she says, you, you place an victim. I'm like, Madam, he me do $30,000 of pension.

If you have someone you have $30,000 you have a $30,000, you'll have been there the $30,000

dollar, but you can not to make in context, it's not there. And I was, the violence

conjugale, it's more complicated, what's what we're going, it's going to it's not, but you

can't explain that to a person that's not a formation necessary. You live, you do what

today? I manage. It's a little bit that's skip this question or you can't no, no, no.

No, no. Because I receive some I'm going to commenter, but I manage certain only fans

account. Okay. And I've done a booking and the stuff with the web. Like,

I book the world on podcasts. I've made some booking for some things. Okay.

And I have a pension kind of But you do you don't pay? Well, a month on

two. Okay. You have kind of some charge criminal contra with him.

Let's say that when he will compare to the judge, he won't not want to my

attention. So, you're a little turned in the world that you know,

I'm a general an agent and she said, she said, like, he

would find a way for not. I've been accepted at the school of the

humor before that all my problems me to come to be

and I would I'd try a other way to finance my life

but, How does it go? Why, why do you know, because you just want to me to tell you, I think it's a good question to pose.

Sometimes I like, I'm not talking my life, you'll want to be to be like, it's really, it would be worse. I mean,

I'm trying, I'm trying to to laugh a time in a time. It's a chance that I'm a chance. But at

due to date, I mean, with your wife, all that's it's quite to, you know, do you,

do you, On the good voice, you prove your stuff. We're going to do a full circle. I'm obliged to piled

on me and a lot of things for to be a friend to be sure to, it's for not that my ex-Marie

because he has a new money, he can be reproche something, like I collaborate

with my father for who he me help if I have been to get

to something that I can't have. On the the plan financial you

talk? But more to the to have a, you know, I'm at, you know, I'm at, I'm not going to go to go to work, I'm going to, these things like that. And if, let's, he would have, and he'd say, for X-Rasone, on treat, you the guard of your fee, is it that your parents would have learned, in the attendant?

Well, it's a bit of the, it's a little bit of the move that I'm trying to do. So, you pille a little bit on, so, so, I'm going to create you, all the day. You know, I'm talking in my podcast, but, like, the parents emigrant, sometimes you're not not as well,

you're not at anything. I'm not all the so. So, you're still the paternal

that's reproach your error, your life, your choice. But for the good of your well,

because I don't know because I can't be to be moved her home, she has a

home she's in she's she's in like they can't be able and me

to be the situation. Is that your are still part of Minow? Yes.

Because you talk about to your father, but not, of your parents? Ah, because my

mother my mother me address not the parent. It's like she, she'll

get to be all the two years, but now it's five years. Is it your parents

are all so, so you go to she, she's, you know, when you

know, when you , you know, when you don't, person, person, person, she's like,

she's not there, she's not she's not, she, she, she, Oh, it's a lot.

It's not the fun to talk about. Because the way that you have to be able to be able to be more complicated,

but finally, it's with your mother? It's more complicated. The two, it's... Yeah, sometimes the

way that's the way to talk, there might be to say that's not not the but it's not. But it would

be worse, but it would be it'd be worse. There's a plenty of people are the full the better than

your arm, I'd have been in the head, it would be it's a exactly like that you're

but you're quite a bit of but you're in a bit of you think it's your feet to get a because it's

that's all that you're not, you see, I think, I'm trying to to try and to try and

for the real, it's the only, because now I'm not the right, I'm not the question.

It's a good thing that's been that's been in the life? Yes, I've always

really really really, really, no, no, by saying, you know, it's it helps to grander,

it's a help to be able to keep on the place. But I've always been someone, you know, when I was

that I had my house, person would have at my house, I had all the time of the people,

all the time of the food. I've always I've always I've been a, if we're just

project in in five years, it's what you see, it's what you want, an emission

to show, it's, I'm just for my mom, I'm just in my name. Arrette to write a couple of open. With a woman? Yeah, ah, yeah, no,

it's finished, the next person that I'm guell with at, at least, we can't go to go ahead. Yeah, no, I'm not sure

that's a good way to find a lot of that's right. It's like, you want, you, you know, you're not able

to be able to be able to be able to live. No, well, I'll, I'll enter not in the

details. No, but for real, I mean, I mean, I'm more than the kids. I think the men are dissu quite. Well, I imagine when you're an agency of escort for 10 years, yeah, yeah. You know, you know,

you don't know the the mayor of, you know, not the way the best of the festival of these imbeciles. When they were, and it were all the questions, it was like,

oh, at the night, it's the festival of imbeciles. But no, but there are some of, I'm sure that, To you, your friend is super I'm sorry. I see.

I'm considering... The key, it's there. The key, it's more than you. I'm saying, I'm trying to I never

levy the hand to do, and I'm saying, I mean, I'm sorry, I'm consoling in tabernandand, you know?

I don't not be the married ideal, but I think I'm not I think I think I, I

think I'm my efforts. You don't, you violate person, you, you frop person, you frape person. It's like,

ohly, it should even not be a base, so, Chris, it's You know, you know, it's like... You know, it's what

your view of life? Hey, there's been someone who's who I'm trying to not, that's it would be, you know, it's, it would have even not be...

We're doing like that. No, I'm... Yeah, but... You know, excuse me, I'll revere in platt because you're

remark that in this podcast, like, the humorist, he's a little long, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm more inter-at-air- to, you know,

but, you know, I'm, you know, I'm just, like, like, like, you're all you've been violated here,

you know, take your car's equal. But I'm like it's these blag. But if, I'm not

like in blak it, it's sure that I'm, I'm trying, but I'm being a man, and I don't say,

we're doing this joke that and the thing, but it would have maybe not be jokes, you see,

I've, I've aborted the humor in part of empathic, I've made an episode on the

video. No, but if you I'm talking, I'm talking, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm not Like, like, between women to see in my safe space,

I think that there's a thing that's to get to we know that we're doing. At a moment at a moment

of the time, it's a super for the humor I'm, I'm concerned that we're concerned that

you say, it's not that's not no, no, no, no, no,

no, no, but it's the but it's the point where is where is that

you're, you know, behind each behind every there, you know, So, you know, to say that, you know,

I'm saying, hey, Chris, I'm saying, hey, it's your next chum that's what you want to be violent. It's like, ah, tabarnack, you know. I said that, my ex-married, I said, you set the bar so low before the next guy. It's got, hey, God.

It's true. It would have a Toyota tersel, and the time that he's brossed the d'clock. I think that's better than you. No, that's exactly. Wow. You brossed the d'clock. You arrive to banded one,

you're married, now. Ah, yeah, if you're going to banded, already he will have an assid advance on him on the case. I can't

do you for do with you do with you? Oh, no, no, let's see. It's a, it's a

very good gang in plus. But, but, I'm, I'm content to,

you're a great, a big resilience. It's a nice, it's nice, it's nice.

No, but I think, you, you know, you, you had all for

crash and, and my parents me say all the contrary. You have

all for to reach. Well, you know, I'm going to exactly the contrary. You have all to crash

and then look at what you it's literally the contrary. I understand the sense you had all the good notes.

But I'd have been to say, but I mean, you know, to start with two

strike of zero to 11 in, so in part- when this that,

I'd say that you would be, I'm parted when you parted, when you parted,

I'm going to make even three with the aspect familial in the way you've growny. So,

you know, the choice of the people, let's don't the people make the choice and the errors that's

that I'm saying, and I hope with my naisry, the world they will be and,

like, I've been at this place that where is like, you, you're,

you know, and for real, there, there's always a way. You know, I'll be honest to you,

I approve not the fact So, you know, in fact, my mentality on the agencies has been changed because I've received Sonia Von Schacher who,

who, who, who, who, you know, we've got to do. But we, we've got, professionally, a little,

so you know, a little spirit, we're in a new generation of women that we're... Well, you know, there, you know,

there, you know, there's a thing, and she, and she, she, I'm going to her life, and she, and, you know,

I said, it's what the that you'd give to a thing, you know, how it's, how it's, how to do you, how to do it,

but do you know, but it's not, but do that to do you know with the drug also, in passing. The people are, but it's supposed,

we don't know you don't know the first of, I said, oh, I'm not the person who he'd be able to the person who

, I'd say, all the time, like there's a time, but if you're just there, let's me tell you, let me tell you,

then you're not sure, then you're not to say, you've been, you've got, your life, I think there's some way, I think there's

a way, especially if the way that you'd do it, if it's exactly like you knew it did, that you did, so the

goal was to get to be in a safe space, justly, to be on the corner, to be in a car, to have a

certain link with them, to have a certain protection, I mean, to make a cut,

I don't, it's like, it's like, to amelioring to my blonde, it's a little egoist

too, it's not, it's not, it's not how it's for the fun with in I was,

I was trying I'm trying to I'm trying to it's a lot of it's like, we're doing that, you do that's exactly

the story of my podcast. I've started with a person who me recounted that's like, ah,

it's done interesting, and you're to have to have to do it and I'm doing it, and I

continue, and at the first I've started to have to have to have been to have a business

to get and I'm not cash not and I'm not quite, but the reason for the reason for

the reason for I guess I've continued, it's the message that I've gotten to receive. It's true in what we're going to be able.

We don't pass not as as a word. But, you know, it's because I've started in a view a bit selfish

to say, hey, there's a vibe I'd like, I'd be humorous, I want to buy a podcast at the base, at the base,

to get a baseability on the internet. I've not part to something because I've met a person

that I've talked, I've said, I've said, I've got to people understand on your

story. And after that I'm, I mean, what you do you do see, Cedric, on the internet, it's a,

it's a, it's a few that, it's me feel like that, it's a few me to do you get to come and it's,

sometimes I'm, I'm saying, when the world me say, but you go to join what I'm saying that's fascinating

the human, like in the world carcerable, the history the world, like, I, you know, I love

what you do what you do because of that? Well, thank, if you see to say

at what this podcast that me have made to evolve in being in part I'm going to

You're in a big fuckboy I'm going to I'm no, no, but you know,

it's so I'm my mentality that's changed my vision of the person.

The judgment, you know, the world me say, ah, you're not the

judgment, it's not that's that's that's that's that's when I'm

in prison, there there's person, there's I'm like, you know,

you know, what's what's what's what's you're not the You know, there's

some of the police, and there's interfinance, and there's there's a , you know, and there's

that's going to that change their perspective on their clientele, to hear what we see here. Can me

say, is it is going to be in Canada in banana boat by a police, like, it's like, it's a

phrase that I say regularly and I'm and I'm repate there are there's good plombier, there are

there's good policiers, there's good and there's good and there's many people, and there's it's like the

It's always in humor. More, more than we're more, more than the person who will arrive to say this commenter, the bad policeier, he will be able to say, because it's unacceptable. Malmary, there are some of them who are just cave and they're not gone, that's the problem, but... Yeah, I hope that, you know, thanks to your podcast, their colleagues will be able to make sense that...

It's sure you've been heard of these stories, but there are some good scroo, also, there are some... I'll remind my last question, that you've responded a little to, well, at the blareg, but in reality also, but in five years, you know, I'm going to

do you know, I'm going to be, in a minute, you know, in five years, you do you do you see who, psychologicallyically,

physically, with your with your feet, you, you do you see, how, what kind of of life that you

do you do you know, to be in love and anime a show to the day, but what's you'd like,

in your life, there's, there's a thing, there's a in this moment, I'm in

a battle, like constantly, I'd like that not to go and be doing it's to do things to do things to do things.

Have a break and just live, it would be fun. For real, that? You're in

to survive? Yeah. For really, my life, it's all the time, an affair after that.

It would be nice to have a break, enjoy my fee to. Is it you're

done, and you're a little conscious that the break that you'd have to be with the

decision that's that's that's because we're saying there's a lot of

things that's that's that's your choice. Yeah, but we have skipped

a party but I just say before to I'm over a restaurant. Hey,

let's go. I've picked the PCU I'm just I'm bought a food truck

I'm renovated and I put on a permit of Uber Eat okay

and in pandemic I've made a part to show my and I

thought that it my It's been It's called Sugar Rush on St. Okay.

It's just that's been very good functioned? Yeah, you're quite functioning. You've

soldue because you wanted to do you? Well, he was he was not a

salary. Okay. And, like, we got to a condo, and it's me that

made the cash d'arm? You're an , so, so I, so, so,

so, so, you know, and you've been, you've been, you're a business

woman, there, in the , you know, I wanted me to open a company of remarkage

a lot of I'm going to I'm going to like a lot of, like, I'm probably maybe changing, we'll be able to

talk about my chape but you're doing, you know, you're doing, no, the touring, it's,

I've been, I've been a few years, I'm, and it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's a month of the remarkage. It's all that's what I'm that's what I'm that's what I'm

there, there's a, there's a, I'm at a school at St. Leonard, at a moment of a while I'm going to, I'm going to do. But, you know, I'm going to, we're going to, we're going to see

never crossed on scene. Yeah, it's true. So, look, I hope that we're going to be able to be a crosser, to make a show ensemble. Yeah, yeah, maybe. Maybe I'm going to be able to, perhaps. You've never interviewed, bizarrely, but I'm going to far, bizarrement. Lise me an invitation.

Let's go. So, look, next to, probably, for podcast, Elinda, sincerely. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for, to talk to that. And thank you to your resilience,

of your force. Thank you to be listening, and we don't judge. It's true. I mean, but for me, it's that,

and I said, and I've got to repeat, and I've got to to get up that you've been, I think he'd rest again

there's still in battle, you're still at challenge, you're still in survival. I think that's there's a choice

to find for the bien of you and of your female, but I'm I'm I'm in

your capacity. Lash not, you're on a beautiful and you're on all the way, and I'm trying to do

the capacity for the thing. Thank you. At the 10 the next season. Thank you.

I'm sorry that you'll appreciate this episode that as much that I have appreciated the fair

at the at the You know, I'm going to be able to be.