Au Parloir - Épisode #132 - Nadia Dicaire

Episode Date: March 8, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Nadia Dicaire, une femme confrontée à l’impensable. Elle apprend la disparition de son mari, déclaré légalement décédé… pour ensuite découvrir qu’il menait une double vie depuis plusieurs années. Entre deuil, choc, mensonges et trahison, Nadia raconte comment tout s’effondre — et comment, avec deux enfants à protéger, elle tente malgré tout de se relever. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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province of the country. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. You do do you

do you have decided to talk of a portion of your life on TikTok and I had a lot

of your video, a lot of people tagged my name and I went to this famous

video that we won't we tag don't on on this charmante dam

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it's a point it could fit with the podcast. And then we're like, okay, we're, we're,

we're perhaps a bit at the point of the marge, but, you know, it's relished, and I thought that's really,

that's a story, that's quite, we, you know, an story that's often in the film American. No,

but it's very, and, and, you know, at the podcast was a podcast was a podcast

on the podcast, it's I'd like to let's get to it's because, actually, I'm to go to go to a lot of the podcast on the

reinsertion and the rehabilitation and it's a talk about it, you know, when we're doing, we're inattention, we're

all right at prison or consumption, but I think there's there's a lot that we're going to be in the victims,

I consider that a victim, I've been to be reinser also, to be appropried to re-appropried their own,

and you, you've been to re-incerate, in fact, there's you've been to reface, a reset,

a reset, of your life. Absolutely. Before we run in all these details, I want to know who, you're in who,

you know, to where you can't do you not get to be, but I'm not, but I don't know the kind of parko that we've

no longer to talk about you to talk about it, it's a question of that man who has been shambouled your

life? That's very very much shambuling my life. No, I've got an infance

marveeux, I've been of a relative of a family very sensed, very serene. I'm

I studied at the University of Ottawa. I'm going to find my back at the university of Ottawa.

Then after my back of four years, I decided to take a year sabbatics of education

before to start to and start to get to live the life of Montreal.

Is that Quebecquoise or Franco Ontario? Franco Ontario. Franco Ontario. Frankontarian to Barca

So I'm doing to be a friend in the motley I'm doing manager there,

and there's I've been postulated in places in places to live a little nightlife, you know,

I was 19 19, and then, then I'm not sullied in a bar in Montreal, and it's

that I met with my future married, and it's the man who would be my

married, is the name or we don't not, it's at your discretion?

I'd preferring not the people, the people, the people, so,

we're we're the He was a property He was a property of a bar at Montreal on the

New York which is now I'm in the Martin in the event of the town of

St. So it's that I'm I've done I've been I think three weeks three times

it was not a fair for a for a bit of a lot there's

there has been that that's it's called the sunset at the it's

the sunset at the monkey after? It's the monkey avant okay perfect.

Yeah, yeah. I mean, I was it was a bar where I've been to be a monkey at this time. Irony that's the time where I'd go ahead, he'd on the property owner. He'd only had the proprietor. I know the same. I was a general, but not the proprietor. Okay. So, now I decided to quit because when I was arrived, when I was working for him,

he said he was for me married, that I was the femme of his life. He had he'd have been in his reign, in a lot. And you, you know, 12, 19. I had, 19, 20. And he was pretty. Okay. It's in 2005. So, he was how age?

We have a year? Okay. So, I'm, I'm quit because I said, he does do do with all the people who

so, so I quit the employ. Then I just on a restaurant in the tram and then it's the gire of bar

who they've called to me say, listen, because you've left to the, the,

the blonde, he capote. The blonde, Capote, you're the family of his life, I've never seen the same I think he

was in the whole bit, because he had a little bit, he had already he said, he said, Denzy,

a chance, a show a showry. You'll have, know, a story, and I'll set up that,

and then, a story, he was convinced, we're married, we've had two children. It's been a little

more, it's a lot of more, we have come on the on the Rive Sioux of Montreal at the prairie. We've lived there at about a year. We've had

actually our house at L. El Perrault. I've had my daughter. And then after... The charmante, a young girl who is with me in the studio in this moment? And he,

he had the bars, there had also some of the bar at Quebec, a lot of a boutique of a boutique in Quebec also.

He did be a lot, he was not often there, and there I had a baby at the I said, I'd like, I'd like return in my Patlin, and I'd like

to ensign in Ontario, because my studies I've made made in Ontario. So, he's accepted, and I think that, he's been a great port of out of course his own own friend who had, she had her on the Rive South of

Montreal. So, me, to me reproached to my patlin and to me on to my family, well, he had, like, the option to say, well, the same, I'm going to be there, the end up, the end of time, I'm going to be with you. So we've got

an house. I've actually had to get a name, the house only, and then after that I got got a lot of after that, he's been ported

disappeared. You, because that's that, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, in fact,

you think, I, I think, to be able to know it. And then, you know, when you say, when you'd say,

when you'd that's returning to my partland in Ontario, as you said, he said, it's perfect, that's, you can separate two lives that person's apart, the family, I imagine,

and you know, you know, there were these boutiques of vatements, there were des bars, you'll get into 20-10, at a pretty.

Yeah, there was not his 30s, yeah, it's for that we're talking, there's not there, there's not

there, there's not, to, you, at the level illegal. No. But, like you

said a little, you're like, it's like, it's not proper, let's know. When all all this it's happened,

I mean, I had tried a little a little carnet because we were not in the air

of the iPhone on, we had had some little calpins I had, I found, with the number of

telephones, of the contact, so I'm, and they said, after the list, there were there were there

in a lot of a million. There were some people who were people very straight, these men of the same,

but there were also people in many people in many people in the so let's on who'd come in,

I think it were so they're also black like the ice, there absolutely nothing for it's

but there the contacts that had, the chance are probably that probably probably that would be

there were a question, there were a question, that had been that had been probably in a

a milieu. The enquirte me said a possibility, the speculation, is that maybe that he'd be able to speak to be in

language, he said a little bit the intermediary communication between different different milieu.

Because that this dispersion is arrived to Mexico also. He's he's promen a lot

a around the world a bit. How many times you'd say between the

moment or five five years of a view common in between

parantile in terms of in front of in front of in front of so in during the five years

you know is that you know is that you doubt that that you doubt that that not not

not not at not at not the double life I'm I'm

the level of the part of the business met on I

I'm I'm I'm I'm I said, the more that you're the more than you I'm saying, I'm going to be

a danger for you. I'm trying to make it will be in prison, I'm doing, we're doing. We're talking about that's not,

I think, I'm saying, you say, I'm saying, like I can't be with someone that's a little croche, you have to

be careful to make the attention what you do. Your so, so, it's not excellent. It's not ideal, you know,

so, so it's absolutely there absolutely a danger for you and the children, so, I'm going to don't,

you know, I know what I'm so I'm so I'm like, I'm like, I'm not as young,

I'd say, well, the pan on the table, and the love, really, really,

where in fact, the love who, we, uh, we, uh,

, we, uh, we, to make, to make, there's a super-belled

quality, you know, I'd be concentrated on some quality, you're not often there,

but, But I was independent. I'd like to have someone who's on my time. So it would have to do my little stuff, he'd

come and were all fun. There was a little big spark. There was not a routine. We were very much.

He was super with my family. My parents I liked a lot of my sister and I'm a great

family he also as we're also we're saying when we when he was when he was when he was a good pair,

a good marie, a good man, a good man, I was a good man but in the

A good human, you know, not a malice, not of mechance, not of violence, no, no, absolutely, really,

really, really, really, really, like, the people, were in his presence because they'd

because he'd that would be a party, you know, but apparently that it was, like, the deconversations

that I had had been with her other family, she, she had not the same, the same

version of him, that we're going to when we, because, because there, voyage of

as far as a way of a friend who came to Quebec he is demanaged

to Mexico because he had met a woman she was she was there's

there's and she's to be back to he's revenu to say, I have a project of condo

of development of condo it would be really interesting if you would come come to

come back to be to come to be the money of cost more

so the profit to build the business family or the condo there's more paying than in the

time. So he's partied to to go to see that is that the real history that's

I don't know that you're party that I'm said for that but when they when they're

parted it's so the two are so the two part to Mexico the two are you

don't start to how much two two weeks so that it's it was the

14 October. The last time that I saw it, he's parted to show me the 14th October. At which year,

19th, 19 October, he's not in Mexico, he's back in Mexico, he's going to be in two weeks. I'm coming up.

We're going to call back Blackberry. Yeah, Blackberry, the bell mode of the Blackberry, during he is there

the last message that I had been the last time to say, I know that I'm probably fauched,

I'm going to be probably a couple of without reception cellular where's what I'm and then after that I

return. So I'm in a few years. So I'm at time. So, the two

weeks, but that you do you know, that's used. You're not that's it's not a week.

Yeah, it's not a minute, not a month, but a way, but a few times of

three weeks, you know, I thought it'd be, then, you know, and then, he'd say, I'd have

a lot, I'd have been to have been, and you'd put, and you'd be , But there, it's a bit, two, three

days, not a row, it's a few, three years. It's not the first time that's the two, three years that's not, I don't, I'm not a reception when I'm at the exterior or whatever, we're in the time of the

technology, can't even of the other day. So, like, I'm attended, I think, just at about the 10, that I'm worried, to, like, I'm worried,

to, like, to be a family, person had new new, his friends, people, nobody, I, I've been, the, I've been

the police, so I've called the police at the co-to-the-che-she- , I said, I do you do with that? Like I want to alarm to all the people to do you have

a deposition and then he comes to get the 12 I'm saying if you're if you're going to be

to wait a bit of a bit of we'll be until the 16 November and the 16 November I was to make officially the

deposition of dispersion. And you do you do when you do your deposition to...

It's very ardu you're really pretty like a criminal like it was

it was the suspect number one So, I'm going to And in my head, I'm going to really give

the plus information, I'm in pain, I want to get to find out of a baby to see, a baby to six months, and a baby to

a little Pee, to for his security, I arrive there and we pose a series of questions for two hours. The enquiteer

the cell, an other inquieter enter, he repose the same questions in an order different to see I

respond the same in your affairs. And then, have you a good relationship? How do you

know, is it in depression postpartum? How do you get to be a lot of a moment I'm saying

am I'm saying am sure, is you suspect? No, that's the separation of my marriage, like

it's all that what is what and yeah, effectively they're going to fooier

in my congillator to do that I'm sure that I had not a bit of a bit of

a bit of bra that they'd in the fin-fond so they're going to foyer, my car,

my house, and I'm a kid, and I'm know what I'm know what I'm saying,

a manned, I'm not that's not the only, that's she's not, she's, she,

she, she had to make, she, she had to the pair of the blonde,

he was not in a current, he had, he had, he was the only, he was the

one, yeah, so, want you, that's, want you Oh, yeah, go see, we're going to have been. I'm not going to arrive at this moment.

I'm not going to get over here. Okay, okay. We can reculing a little. Because when I was going to be talking, he made about this woman, like what, it was his. Is he can't say his own name name? Well, it's for that. So he's what I'm the same friend.

Two Fama, two Fama, two Nadia, but I'd like, there. There was a tattoo here with, you know, the oaseso inseparable, when one of the animals, you know, and I see what, what, the sort of of of the other, I think it's the same. I said, I thought, I said that's what you're

when one more, the other's called, then there's a little with the name of the idea, well, we've got to be the same way, so it's not one

to us can't be that's quite a bad, it's not for him, but it had the same name name. So, brief, he me,

she's, she's, she's, she's , she had been married or she's a college, but she had also had also, she had also,

with her first, with her with her first relationship. Is it? Is it with him? also?

Yes, we're on same time, me and she and we're in our girls. So when he had talked to

this woman that, it said, it's not it's not because my family had never

accepted the fact that she was she was she had and she had already some

of her marriage college, no matter. So it it was it was it was it was

it was functioned very very very and it has been you're not

my family for his reason that. So, so for her also,

it was a way to get that he was not accepted, and that could not get to get to be the game of

character. It was even not really, I'm actually. It was it's a family super well-veillance,

it's certain that they're that's super well that. So, so, to her,

he had said that, to me, he had said that, he had been with her, and because she had been many,

five years, that, four, I was entering in his life. So it's me who's who's been in fact that he had already a life with him on the

Rive South of Montreal. So, I was always I'm used to, I'm going to he was not present. She's me

to make a point, by example, when I'm I was re-entred in the life of the blonde, she had had to be

a changement in his in the fact that he was more at the he was also with me.

Have you the good discussions? We've had had very I was a good discussion. I was going to rebut. I was just curious to have,

until where I'll be able to push my questions and then. And then, and then, he's the family, he's parents, he was separated in a very young age. His father had a job at a new level of governmental,

so he'd be in different countries. So, he was not at all the current. How they had seen that he had had a relation with this female, it, is that she had Facebook.

I had not of social. It's not on the it's very ironic because now I'm going to what's the

whole of what what's going to do you know what I'm to eat for to get to get in at the time. She had not at the time.

She had made a Facebook and then she made on the page she has a bedding round and he's with her even

and someone has seen this photo that and we partaged that to the mother of my wife to what the what the fuck?

What the fuck? And she, she'll confronted with that to say, how is how is that the other woman can be, like, your ex? Your ex? Your ex?

Your ex? He said that, he had said that, he had been able to be in his ex, and he had been an ex, and he had decided to be in

back to be. He'd never don't be not very dormier. Listen, I'm, I said, because you bullshit

two, the morning, you know, you know, you know, you're doing, and you know, You know, it's

if it's been on the day, you know, you know, you know, he's made to the morning, and said, okay,

I'm at what in the house. At which he's in a question. At least, he said, Nadia. He's just to say,

Nadia, he's the same to come to do, okay, I'm doing that. That's so, in the so, so,

when her, when her confronted with that, he said, now, Nadia, yeah, well, my, my,

my, my, my, my, my, he's not, that's just she's, I want,

I've had an adventure with my ex. So, so I'm a man, who's very well, I mean, you know, I mean, you know, I mean, I know, she's like, she's like,

she's, like, she's, she's, she, have to be, she, she, she, , she, , I'm going to,

, you know, she's, she said, she, she, she said, she said, she, she, I don't,

she said, I'm, she said, she had been in depression, postpartum, it's been been,

I've had been, had, had been, be a both accruement, and I never been in depression, it has been my affair. So, she's she had got married

also, and after that I'd have been baptism, my father, we'd have been a celebration. So, he said, we'll have

attended after the batteng, he's parted. And he's never He never said. He's never wanted to, you know,

I've never wanted to have to have , like, when the world said, you know, you know,

you know, you know, you know, I'm saying, no, because, you know, he had the good arguments.

He was a very good manipulator obviously. It's sure he had the toe for manipulate he he said what

to say when or at who, he said, he said exactly of what he had represented

that he wanted me to protect me, protect the baby not me stressed so.

So it's like it finished by to learn there's a man that's a

person who in the court, because the I don't know if if it's the frere or the son of the blonde

who are communicating with the father who had to say, perhaps that the other woman

would, maybe the other Nadia, she, she, they had, they're like, and then,

you know, and he's like, the, what, you're, to who we didn't, he didn't,

he was in the, he said, well, you've, you, you've, you,

you've, you've, an other fan. They've had announced those the inquirters. The enquieter had to be

their own and they're and they're like a mirror, like what she she had she had

told her and it's, it was like an other version of me who had about it about it

about it was going to it's really special, the inquieter who had said, but they

said to my Belmar at my time, if you know, we're what you want,

so I'm going, so she's she's she's she's she she's she she's she she's she's going to

be she'll have she'll have she'll have she'll have she said she said she said

not really in because he said oh yeah we're just we're going to we're going to and she's so,

but she she's also this real relation that was not just I'm just I'm sure I'm

after that my group she she's she at her at her not

not need but she she's she's not she's not she has not been because

that she said, she'll not have been written all right, because they said she said, she said, she'd say that for sure,

she'd have seen that their relation had dured during nine years, but there, she, she, she,

she, the photo, and it, so, it's been to be validated, that really, so at

at the end up, you're, at the , and she's being, like, a fool, a,

she's, you know, you're, you're, you're just touch some, you know, exactly,

I'm not sure if you're in the time, but, you know, I'd say, if there's a lot, if there's a lot, if you're ready to invest, or maybe, it's someone who's someone who's in

zero dollars of that. There were, there were a partner, and I, I've had zero dollars to do this who's an enterprise. Okay, we'll

come to that, justly, because that's, because that's, because, you know, I've posed a question, you know, I mean,

you're not in the company, you have to be in the money, you have to be in business, and you're in enough of money to run, and the market, and to invest, to Mexico,

we'll go, we're going to do with this time. So, you know, so, you know, that's, you know,

that's, you know, that's, I, because I, my, my, my,

cell, after that, the two, the, , the year- that's, the year- that's over,

I'm, like, I've been, having been, end-dormy, have changed to cuss, to have given his leg,

it's the souvenirs that you're like you're like you're like you're like, yeah, when we

see, when we're in my psychotherapist she's that's a time, that often this period

around, your brain, you know, the event because you're so you're totally on

the pilot automatic. So that's one of things that's still that's that's

that's I'm that I'm can't because it for it's for six years,

I'm correct, but that, to have, to have made have made an hour this year

to see develop up, my two children, like I'm not to have been to give you don't know,

that's a harsh, you know, I'm doing, I said what, with my Trey H that's,

that you, I arrived at when you have learned, because you say, that's a thing,

that's a thing, we're in, we're sitting, we're at her mat ombrom, and she,

she, she, she, she, it's, you, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, She was not... She adored the pillule for a few bit more, a little bit. And I'm a little bit, and I'm assuming to cry, obviously.

I remember to have frapped on the table, and I just went to the other board in the salon. My son was gone to have and she was the first she was the first time she was a first time she'd be a play

of her life, you know, and she'd be in a cooieue, mama and I remember and that's a little phrase, and the regard desperated in

her, to me of the same. I mean, I said, that's the first and the crisis the last time that's going to be able to

be in my my own for that I'm not going to be not going to not that they're not they're going to

have the African best life. No matter what. Is the choler of this comes

not surmounted but it's efface the pen of the Absolutely. Oh, yeah, yeah.

The color of my Esty double life, I'm I'm in a because I know who's my wife, it's a turn of, it's

a switch I've made as well, I think I'm a little bit because I'm not if you're if you're if you're

my assy, you're going to disappear for the right. No, no, but, yes,

it's exactly that. And Caroline Nairon, she had made some collier, and it's a

great collier that when you could be put to put me to make some Puck.

And just at the time that I know that I've made the deposition, I had received a collier

and I made a photo of him, and I had been in the same, all the same, because, you know, protect my

wife, to be, protecting my car, that's an evisiveive and it, and it's

made a switch to, it was who, that was, it was, what, this man, that,

the panic she, she, had me, , it, he is you parted there to have been to re-fair

his life and he's going to be in my children, I've got to my parents disappearis. So,

the inquieter have been not found out of this time, in the phone, in the phone, there was a phone,

there was a little bit of time, there was just for doing that I'm just to do you're just to do you

and after that after that I'm after that I'm been like low profile I'd say during the during the first year

because because my my fear, it was like a moment to get on the time,

because they're still in a minute, they're probably going to be able to get to be there's a person, and there's

someone who will be chipper to Mexico, it's like my gross crinke, like, like I'm

still, I'm still, my fee, at 19. With what you're with what you know,

I'm not, and what's that's what he's able? That's what is what we know, what's what's not?

What's it is what? What's it? There's There are some of the time I'm going to be in front of your house, but before that, because there, you know,

because, like, you know, you know, you know, what's the funerat, you know, what's what, you know,

what's the, you know, that's, you know, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, you know,

there's a stuilow, you know, I see what, is, and, when my name, it's, when your when your

first time that you're , you're not seen, you've never , you've never met,

you've never We were met with a lot of we talked about, we were talking about, because we had already talked to on the telephone. Before the disappearance?

Yeah. I don't know. I don't know. I think I was, I think, I think I had my old old I think, I

had been able to and I was in his telephone cellular to because he had said, that I, I'll be

very much to understand to when I'm to understand to when I'm when I'm He had said,

this woman, he's my ex and they're the father of his first of his parents, he provide

not, he don't the money, so I'm going to continue to help and help and they say,

it's a great-keur, it's a great-gour- and I'm like, I'm, I'm like,

go-for-it, you know, and then, they say, I've got, I'm going to get, to the

party-th- -th-th I'm going to give to the money, and then, and I'm, I'm not,

it's probably not in that but it's not in the but it's he's still he's there's like

to see, you know, according to she'd a moment to say she she had a problem of consumption

that's not real, she's not real, it's not real, so, a day, she had called her

and she's she said, she's her and she's she's there. So, that me, she's,

so I'm, she's who, you know, you're who, you're who, she's her my, she's like,

no, excuse, it's, I'm the woman, of what we're talking, she made to cry, and then she had been to cry, and then,

he said, what's the fact of it, why you're doing, why you're doing, she's a folle red, and, you know, a delusional, you know,

but, but, but, but, he, he said, I, it was,

it was, it was, it could, that's probably that it's just , I'm just, come, to put to the

money, and, you know, you know, you know, that I've done, you've never meant,

you, you know, that I've for the day for the little. So I'm saying, okay,

well, you know, it's a okay, he said, he had said, I was a stocked,

and that I had done, and that's full red, and that I wanted to have to that guy that,

and I was stocked and I'm so it colled, all you colled always always

all the pieces of casten, but it was a manipulator and it all the

all the time, it, it was it's alloted Perfectly. Hey, I'll repeat, who is it

he said, he'd be at least if you'd never, I'm sorry, the soul, the brain, you know, hey,

it's, hey, it's not, it'd be the fun. No. No. Damn, that's, so, that's the first

that we and the question we, we got to talk about, and then, and I got to I've got

found, well, I had some name complete, so I, I've, I've, I'm fooier,

I imagine that when you, you, you're, you're, you're, you're coming with, in auto, and I

she'll have called, and she'll have to say, she's not, she's that we're going to, you know, everyone's, you're taking chel for the other? Oh, yeah, exactly. Because for you, it's a folly, there's a problem of consumption,

and of joy, and she's, you know, and for her, you're just a foal who's just a foal who carried after his marry? That's so, right, so, now, we're, even when we were, to see, because I was

to find out of the phone Facebook, and there, like, we'd see, like, we'd have made like a month, I mean, I've made like, It was a month

where, you know, I had, like, a photo, and I had a bag or something, and she had been like, wow, you know,

Belle Montre, Noel 2008, let's go, like, like that had had had been the same, you know,

okay, yeah, we'll put the monitor to , you know, so, so we've talked in the first

years, we, we're all over to the 14, 15, because I, the last that he had

in the last, he's been to go, to see my, to go, because it's to arrive to South of Montreal,

and then, there, So, so, between us two, it's her last one who has seen the last beck, let's say, let's say it's see the same. So, so we're talking around these dates,

to say, how, you go, the little, how is it, how is it I've already demanded if she, she'll have interested in what our parents are, because it's kind of, you know, some of, demishears?

Demi-sire. She, no, her, her non, her own, her own, her own, neurodivergent. There's not a

know that there's a that's there's not this capacity to understand to get to my own

my own my own people. She said, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm going to it, I'm

saying, but the first photo that she said, yeah, he's his own

his metis, he's the issue of the two, but, but they're

many, they have My and my and my person, I'm I'm able to

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm in a excuse me to say you do you accept to

come to okay okay perfect we're okay we're okay we're okay if you're okay

because she's she's only she's not she's not she we're trying we're doing we're trying

we're trying to try a I'm trying to have a version of all this of the little bit of your

also that you know, so we'll be on the point. I'll be on so we'll be in front of, you know, I'm trying to see, I'm

trying to be I'm trying to I'm not quite, I'm not saying, my psychotherapist me had said, don't their the parcels of

information who they demand without all to say because they're young, but you never, like,

assuredly, he is deced to, let's, let's say, it's, let's, let's, let's, So, so I'd have to give them to a little

little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a missing person, the Canada, there's a page for that, the Interpol and all that. If your photo, you're there, with the description that there had two fans and all that. I think that you research, and it's still there, even if it's the inquiry, it's been declared to deced by the time, so I'm saying,

a moment my children are going to find, a search, and they're going to on top on the photo. I'd have not the choice to they'd say to have a name.

It's written in the description that's a at their age to their age, I think, you've decided to to learn

to talk about about it? Do you know, about it? She said, she said, she said, she'd be in the

auto, but it's in the two, I was in the two, I'm still at you know at this

time? Excuse me, I'm not she'll talk, I'll talk to you say, but it was not long. She said she had

what age? She said she had had been in something to say about about about eight, nine years

about your so that's your father had two years? You've had attended a little little bit more a little bit?

A couple a few months after. You're sure that I imagine you're not explicitly no, I'm not

I'm not in my head, it's a little more more later than that I thought that

I thought my friend my friend my feet my feet my I'm She, she's so, we're going to

the gymnastics, and then, and I apprehended this moment that from, the debut I said, a day, I thought I'll have to have a

little bit more, they're going to get to be there for the two children. I was stressed during the years in me saying,

what's what they they're saying? It was like if I had burred two toast. It's, it's been

saying, I'm an old she, she can't have the woman, she's been a woman,

she's a woman, and she's a don't know, it's a domy frereire, neurodivergent, and she said, well, I'd like that,

I'd like that, you know, and it's at the end of the conversation. Imagine, sometimes, the impact, you know, maybe maybe more than, I think, he had been frustrated,

I know, but, but my man, he just said, you're more better than she, because that's the little guy,

Mama, he said, oh, you're more, you're more, you're more, I think, I think,

I think, I, I think, I think, well, no, we're not, we're not,

we're not, we're not, Well, no, but at the level of the traits, you have these traits, you have been, I said, I would, I would not let her encounter, you know, but she said she said she said, she said, she said she said, she said, she said, she would say, she'd say, she'd be able to be able to be with her.

Again, today, I mean, I'd say, maybe that at a moment of a day, it would have arrived, but our, we're, we're, not, Our chameenement have not been the same, let's be a bit of,

let's be able to make it, I'm sorry, to, she, she, she, she,

she has, she had, the last time I've had been, that's, it's, it's,

it's still, it's still, it's still, the acceptance of all, for me, it's, for me,

it's, to pass it a cut of a bit of, quite, so, so, so,

so, we're, so, maybe, perhaps, perhaps, maybe, a day,

, We'll see it. The fact that he's a time disappeared so it's past seven years I think

with a person disappeared that's not that's a process commas after a another three after that

it's a long. There's not there's not there's not legally it's the it's the

affair legally. So now you're you're found a mother, one of

a parent a man a girl of six more a house a house you're

all to pay you you're all you can't not want to because even if the house was at my

name, we're in the name of my name because he said, if you know, if you're ever the business going to be

not the moreso, the morso, the morso, the morso, they're not going to come to be in

the house because they're at your name. Ben-intelligence. So, brief, if your business don't be able to

be the house is at your name, it's two entities. No, no, I'm I don't know.

No, no, but, so, so, the house, my name, I'm going to, I assume that, and it's beautiful, it's beautiful, but when he's

parted, and I've wanted, and I'm willing to make the house to make sure, it's a house matrimonial, it was a man, it's my, I'm, I'm, I'm not, I can't

have her in some consentment, but, you have been, you have done, I'm going to be able to be in court for going to go, not an order of, but a,

no, my chapp, in the procuration, procuration, for power, you know, have to, you know, I'm going to, But, now, I've got to pay the avocas. I'm not...

I was in a congey of maternity. The year of year before, I was at 50%. So, now, I'm at 50% of my salary of 50%. I'm, like, practically nothing that's worth. Because he'd give me money to pay.

Well, right. Exactly. He had the gross revenue. He'd probably, you know, it's not. Plus than I, you. So, because he would have that I'd have lived that I'd have been like, no, no,

like, I'd want to do you, I'd have been doing a job in an ensignment, because if I had listened, I would have worked. And I wanted to work.

So, so, brief, I've been to get the house of the time, because it's a

long processus, by the time that I've tried to get to get to the Ontario. In Ontario. In Ontario.

On Canada, the, the tribunos of that, it's long? The processus legal for have

some of it's complicated and it's complicated, excuse. Surprise! No, but you

you're I'm not so I thought that's a bit. The system. The government, it's effective, and rapid. Well, okay. I'm afraid. I don't know.

It's not effective. It's not effective. I'm not. I don't know. I don't know. The sarcasm. So, no, it's so. So, it's been super long.

And by the time that I received, the time, but I've been to spend two months after. So, so. Because the, the payment to, you know, I'm like, you're like,

I'm not, you're like, I'm not, you know, what I'm doing, I know what I, you knowri my family? Or I'm, you know, I'm, you know, my hypotheque, so I've got into the I'm not going to be the I'm at least. I'm not going to

I attack person to your entourage or your family, but your family can't help you. My family have done some of the money, in the sense that, because there, we had, we had, we're having,

before even that I know that I'd say that there had an other family, that's been a little red flag because we had four auto.

And when I called, it was all the way. When I called, it's Albert, I think, it's to be in New York, in any way, I'd like, I'd like to

just an auto of four, because here's the situation to say, he's said, well, the same, I mean,

six auto? I'm, well, no, here, here's the auto that's, I mean, the car, an infinity,

and I just see, other, other chas, that I've had only a lot of other chars, that's, that's she,

it's she, it's she'll probably, probably, probably, and he's, and he's he's corporative,

so you've, you've got to pay the six or we're going to get the six. I'm going to get the auto because I'm going to see they're not

going to get the auto and I remember we were able I was able to the little and the little and she

she said it's not great like Leanna we're going to get to get how much I'm thinking how much how much I'm

going to find to me to get to something I'm having six months my son my son

I was I'm she redone at the idea of this way, and I it's a question on personal that I'm asking. Is it a question

when you're to call it, is it, is it the auto is it at the same or on the name of a company? It was like a

corporate, so if it it was a corporate, I imagine that's, it was the name of the company, okay. So, when I,

when the auto are put an car, I've had the choice to pay my house, because you're not in your person to the

entire, because of the family, At the beginning, it was, like, frustrated because I said, you know, his father, he's a, there's a, there's an old. And, you know, it's a family who is... Yeah, we're saying, we're doing it. Plus than class-mojohn, that.

But, they also lived, so. So, they're, you know, when you get older, they... They've lost a son, they... They've got a son, so... A father, you know, so... So, for us other, they don't, you know, to... But then, my old old man, he said, you know, I can't believe

that I've been saying, I've got to pay you, you know, an auto. But he said, I'm saying, and you said, no, I'm, I'm, I'm going to say, no, I'm, I'm just independent. I'm saying, I'm going to start to the mud to soul. There's not person who's not going to say,

a chance that's there. It was that, you're going to have to be on the same. I'm going to be in the world, you're not doing to do you, you know, not in the fact. No, no, no, that's not. I'm not.

It's not. It's not. I'm not. I'm not. not like impose the fact that I'm to find out of my time. There was there was a go-fund-me, and I'd have been not even, so I'm sorry,

but I'm just doing my mom? You part to your fill? Is you're in thinking of his chum? What's what you You know, you're probably? You're not, exactly. You're lost to your end? It's not, it's a bit frustrated. I said, I'd have had been financiallyly of life, and then that I said, no, because those other also, there were a process of deuce that's not,

when it's a dispersion. They had also, there they had that to do. There were their little bit of their little bit of their little bit in their own their own in their

people who are who are in their people who are in they're in it, we do all different so. And I had

not the time to say, to begge the people to me help. Like I had made a post-it

because I had not the social social again, I had made post-it everywhere on my card

my shows to sell to buy a house, I had done a good you're doing all that

all you're I mean, so I've got it made a vend, and I mean, and I said, I had written a courier to my contacts, and I had said, partage this courier,

and I had really said the fact, the world, I know a little a little bit of a little bit of what, the history is amplified. So I had written,

see, here's the facts, here we're on on, we're on on, we're in with the enquite, um, partage, and there's,

it's real, because after, like, like, like, a few years she had a, she,

and she said, hey, you're, you're doing, she said, she said, she said, she said,

she said, she said, she said, she had said, she had seen, your story at the travel of a

trial. You know, you know, it's so, you've been to be that's

that's that's so, I'm not, I'm just, there's even, there's a man,

there's a people who, there's people that I'm , you know, I'm doing a number of the enquieter,

appell, oh, yeah, but it's not me, that he's my my friend

me said that there was a shor that's like, I'm like, in the first year, I was able to

after the after I'm after the money, I've had been able to do you have to have been in the car

I've been a proposal because I've made a because I've been a good salary when you

when you're when you're when you're a salary decent. Decent. In the time I'm,

I'm still not you know, it's a lot of debt. No, no, it's correct. We have a good salary. You're trying to be set. No, I mean, I've been saying, I'm not saying. Yeah, but I'm comparing

the rest of the people, I think we're kind of a good salary. We have some of the advantage. So, I'm not playing not. But I'm... The first year, I'm not... The first year, I'm trying, I've got my pillul-to-day-old today.

So, now, my soul, my mind-pointed, today. My God, you're not too extra. Okay, let's see. The first year, you've been to have to have been

to have said to have a question a new thing, you've made, because you have had a spot,

we've got, you know, some of the things that it's, you know, a couple of $1,

to be able to be able to be able to my family. And you have to be to be in my house?

And then I'm really chanceous because my parents, they had, they had, they had,

they had their house and they had been, it's been it's been many years. I had

done, I've been there a person there, and there's a lot of people who had been to let

permit me to enter with my and then you charge a little little little little bit. So,

so it's that, but when I said, the family had been not, my family,

you know, my family, could not be your , I'm not, my, lodged at a modest

price. I'm not, not, I'm, I don't know I'm sorry, I'd be not sure,

I'm sorry, financially, he could not goroched of the money. But, you, my son

had prepped his car while she when she had been to keep in a way, my parents,

he'd be able to and they're in this place, in this little house, a house

centenar who had to be perfect. I don't, I'm not to souped for the kids. Oh,

my mom at the way, I'm, I've done, I'm, she's got a she's

like, I'm very courteous. That I'm to be able to accept to, I'm very

I mean, I'm going to do you know, sometimes I'd have appealed to my FAL HPL to my way,

I think you could be able to be able to be able to get to be able to make a little little bit of really,

really, really really, really really much, but, you know, on the person, person had been saying,

okay, well, we're going to give a chunk of money, or we'll be to get a to get a

a change, or not to get a something, because it's because it's the bank because, you know,

if you're if you're You're saying, you know, if, if you're to make to make,

you know, the cash, you'd have, you're, you're, they're doing, they're, they're,

they're, they're, they're not , they're, not sure, that, you know, the price of the finance,

it's not, no, no, I'm, so, so, so, it's, it's,

it's, that you did, say, if someone may, if someone is in a day,

all the whole people, all the whole , and then, and then, and then, And then the other

other I'd have you really really wanted to have to this manor that, not sure,

not sure that I'd have wanted to continue to be able to that's a way to do but I'm

in the fact, I'm doing it to be able to my father, I was in a old van to ruiate, he said,

it's a cut the time, reimburse me when you can't be, like it's a bit, I think

I've been a minute piece. It's, I've made a year with that, and it's

perfect, and I it's, I made a point A at a point B, and we had said a macaroni sauce tomato, not bad, and it's been correct,

because he was pretty, he's not really you know, if you see, if you view something like, you fall to the old, and you tombe at and then you're

that they're not, they're not doing that they're not their iPhone, and they've been they've been Nike and they've been to say,

that. But, like, I was two five and six more, you know. When you're when you're trying to

they're suhers, they're doing they're not. They're not, exactly. But, like, there had no idea, and, like, we had plenty of activities, I'd have them to park, you know, you're going to take away, it's a lot, it's a lot of,

the places of park of the o'clock. So, it's that for the beginning. And it was correct. It was correct. I was quite entorried, like, emotionally, I'm going toer. It's a time to have, to, a dearie, of the perth of your marriage? But that, I feel like, it's made sure, by the callaire. But, you know, to, how I can't say,

to, to make all this, to make all in place, you know, because, on the you know, you know, you know, but you're trying, but you're in maybe not

imagine, maybe even not even maybe the question that you can't you know, if he had been to say, when we did it,

you know, when you, you know, you said, you were the fun, he was not there's a lot, but when he

was there, so, so, so, so, so, in the, at the end,

you, don't, you, you're, because it's, because it's, it's, because,

it's, is, is, is, He goes to, I mean, when you think of the list, you can't remember, I mean, right,

right, right. Now I'm doing, is, is, is, you lily, today, is that in the Ayn

today, no? No, not not at all. No, okay. So, zero, I've not been long time,

I'd say, the first years because I roched, really financially, it was a Recha, it was a person

to do you, it was more for the parents, it was, because he posed the questions, and, you know,

when my, my guy, came, he said, you, you're the you're the sole mom

in the chamber to get to attach the patins. You know, it's all all the that's

it's a bad bad at the time of the family, they're doing, these parents, they could

not do you can't do make some of the party, there were there's people,

they had always people, they had for the grandpair, but, you know,

they'd come back for the family, we're doing, we're, that's that me

made the air, to, to, to have made that to those children.

If you if he was an accident an accident auto, it's not of his fault, you know?

I said, he had made some he said, he's made by the boss, it's not to be the

fact, or it's but at some, he's made to be that, that's,

we're going to come up because I'm in our conversation telephonic, and

there, there's there's there's a certain there's a percentage of chance that

yes, in fact, I think the the percentage of chance that is deced

is a more elevated. There's no way to you're seeing some of the thing you

put to to think it I'm not in that's not that's not that's not because when I'm going to

go to go to because I'm saying, well I'm going to you've got to I'm

to come to the need to the people. The Francontarian is not a ranch.

A francontarian, I'm an arach. The, the most of the account of bank had been been in a

same amount of he's parted. And then of what the inquiries, I don't know if I can't say that,

but I'm not, yeah, there's not there's a man, there's not, there's not, no,

no, so, so, so, so, so, so, so,

so, when they've, when they, they've , they've , they've been they've been, they're

they're, they're, because, because, because, there because I I'd

I'd know if I knew the he'd he had done to give him to give him for that

this person that makes to an other person X there's not it's not it's not we're saying

we're saying that the person X there would be to be to be a kind of a special

to a new that maybe maybe maybe so so

so that he then he then he would mount a boat for trying to get to get to get a

money and get an sum of money but probably for saying, well, I'm going to say, we'll try to find out of

and we'll find out of a way, because the person is pushed with the money. So I'm

there's a, C. A, it's a party, C, it's the person that's supposed

to get the money to see, okay, A, you have to get to the money to say,

I, he wants to be to be, and B, he has said, hey, my money, bye,

so, so he's like, hey, my money, and then he said, he said, well, I'm going to

be able to give to be a little of what I'm and that that could be the reason for the

he's there's a I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I think, that's, I'm trying

I'm like, I'm trying to I'm like, I'm my, I'm,

I, I'm, I, I'm, I, I'm, I'm, I'm,

when, when, When the policeiers who have seen that, they've said like the mode, in all the time that, in the time, in Mexico, it was the people who were he had culled in the slabs of bedon

or made in these grotes. I don't know if you'd say, maybe a dozen of the years he had found, maybe more than that, they had a packet of people of mort, des osatures,

in one of the grotes in Mexico. No. I'm not sure. No, I'm a doubt. And when that's it happened, and it's been,

At all new, a little bit everywhere, the people, the people and they were, they're in this tot

lot of people, you know, but no, I've not had been in the case, he was, he was not

in the town of, but the last year, they've found, they're in the slabs of

baton, in the old buildings, and I, so, I'm saying, it's probably that's probably

that's the problem, he's part, also, who, he, he, lived in,

he, had been, he, said, did you, do you, to invest it, he's disappeared,

he's disappeared, he's not, that's not, he's a woman he's like, he's like, he's, he's, like,

he's, there's, there's, in the process of the time, but it's that, the concept

to say, okay, he said, he was not, he was able to have two life, with two

women, he had to turn to his life to be a way, it could be a

way, he'd be disperue, but there, but there's two are disappeared, don't a guy

who, he, he, there's a view in Mexico normal, and, you know, the project

of business, so it's... A good, a great, she's a great woman, and her wife was a

woman, she's she's she had, she had to get, she had to be, she had got to do this

November, and she had got to she, in plain process of an inquiry or the city of

disparation there. So, the people me know, that he has not passed,

let's, let's, let's, let's, but I'm, but I think, to appear

like in the bank of the bank of Mexican and not because he was, he was,

he had been there's he had immiged there exactly. Exactly. So,

we, we have, you know, if you research his name to this guy that,

you don't like, he's not a missing person. And after me, it's because

he was like, he was like, he was, he had been, he had abled

the ball. He had been, he'd be considered, like a, a

, a citizen, maybe. It's true. Yeah. You know, it's it's funny because you know,

is, is that this other person that, he's, he's, he would be, is he

is dead because of the blonde? Is he because of him? At cause of him? Where the two had, you, because it's that.

Or it's at no rapport. You know, I mean, he had all the time of the bea beautiful chine in door.

He had, you're coming there. And then, concoors of circumstances, they have attacked the two, they've been made attack the two, they've been to find, he can't, he can't, he can't have,

there's a problem with with a dispersion, is that you, it's hard to do with your eye because you're to pose all the time, all the time, all the time,

the question. For what I know, you know, if it had been that, a role, he would have been, you'd have been

kidnapped, and it would be in fact, just jumped his bijoo, batted, pointed, at limit,

but, you know, I think not that he would have to be able for a couple of mil in a bijou,

you know, or if it had been, it would be a demand to be a because, there's a

kidnapping to be possible, you know, and, you know, when you're to be able to get to do you get more

to do you, have more of the police than by the police than, you're doing with the group bijew,

it's more the police who will try to extortkey than other other things, you know,

I mean, I'm I'm talking who's the year, and we're just, it's more more often, you can't be

you're doing, but you're probably to have to be kidnapped, and then to try and to hire for a chain

in honor, it's, it's a sound more with all what you know, what you see,

and what I see what, I'm, I'm just, I'm asking the question, so, you know,

I, see, I, you know, to, to know, to, to,

to, to, I, know, There's a business, you know, there are some business than they're going to have the same business than they're going to, but there's a lot of closh

that I'm saying. It's not in the middle of the bar, you know, there's been in the middle of the morning, they don't nothing. The dossier is black like nice. We'll say, we'll be so often, if they're coming in.

Because, I know, the monkey, we know, I said that the monkey has passed on fire. And I see, I know why he has passed to the fire, and I know practically by who he has So it's going to go to fire, and I see who

tried to stay tablayer, because I'm very present at the time where it's arrived, so, you know, and I see, and I see that it's off the property owner, but is it refused to refuse, because there was that they refused to enter into someone, you know, I'm saying, you know,

I'm not, yeah, I see who, I'm trying to get into this bar, so, so. But, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, I, so, I, look, there, you, I'm not, you, I, you know, I'm not, you, I don't have no in the sense

that I've seen, I've seen, I've seen of people, I've seen, I'm trying to see what, it's like,

and it's like, it's a, it's a, it's a lot of place, so. Oh, really, yeah, yeah,

it's been, the one of, it's been, it's been, in a, well, you've been, when it's,

when it's when it's, when it's, when I was, I said, the two, three, seven months,

I, I, I'm, no, no, it's, it's, It's been monkey.

And no, it's that's a minute we've got to yeah, yeah, it's for that's the feeling that's on

done, it's sure that's not, it's not clear, especially two people, you know, you're not chie to get

to be able to do people for a couple of bijou, and then and then, he's parted, probably,

like, he had a other family there, and he, he's left you two behind,

and he's lab established with, but this possibility, for me, in, like,

null. Like I've never Envisaged To me say Like he's Like he's part La Bo Refer his life

With someone Of course, for me, it's like Even not an option There's a There'd be It'd be

It'd really Because The two Would have Yeah, The two Have you? And he

Did you To be To be Pruch of his Family For, Never To never

To ever To ever To be Never See See, See, To be the

Of the it would be, it was a, you know, he had been, he had been, he had been possessive,

he was not possessive, but, like, he was he said, he said, he had a family,

and he said, he'd say, he'd say, he'd be able to, he'd , so I'm, so I think, for a guy,

for, for an history of a coup, who would, you know, no, no, I don't know,

I'm never cry. Or, or, but, it's really, uh, uh,

one of the people, true of Q Okay, it's that. We're going to do, we'll say, we'll do it. But I'd say, I'd say, but I'd probably, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd probably, I'd not, I'd say, I'd say, in fact. It's the vibe that I've all the time had always had, often

demanded these signs, you know, I'm, more, but the parents, you know, like, you, demand to to your father, that, demand to your father, my wife a minute, had had a little, accrochage on a chaffel, and, you know, she, had, like, had, like, senty,

a presence, you, and, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, Because they're other have plenty of little signs like that over the

years that he makes, that's, that's, I'm saying, why you don't want to a woman,

and there's a medium, and I'm saying that to do it on TikTok. I'm afraid. Okay. It's not

because he he's not. I think more or more, I'll have not the credibility

of the people who do that people, but just that I mean, there's

there's there's a You know, you know, everyone that's this story now that's that's a whole of

I'm talking that's a question, I'm not to say anything I'm to say, I'm not

I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I'm saying, well, I'm not, and that I'm not

the fact, but I'm, like, I'm like, I'm not pretty much. I'm to ask the

question, let's, let's, we're in the hypothetical, yeah, he, he,

he, come the week next, the week, next, Hey, me excuse, it's that's what it's happened, he's passed,

plenty of things, you know, you, you, you, you know, is what you do, do you do, do you know,

I mean, finally, he was just disappeared, you know, like, like, how it would be, when,

that's happened, my, my children, probably only, my family of their parents. Okay. And,

then, I was scared that my parents were so, I'd be able, you know, they'd be, you know,

that's like I'm all right. Like you did, when he got to go to the morning, they were talking. All the scenarios passed on my back.

So I'm going to go to see, an ordernance of course of restriction, that could not approach to my

house if ever had to change the name, I've added my name also, he put the

two name. And then, then, there's not communication, and all, it's still,

it's still it's still it's still, because at the end, if he'd not that's not that approach

to my children. So I've been trying to protect to the part of the legal

to protect my and the it's going to it's going to it's going to because the

avocas the sale and the yeah it's like we're not so, it's

it's it's not frequent of the situations of the there's I'm not

I'm I'd not a sign, I could not want to be my

mansion because it's a house because it's a house like the cost

I'd pay like 100% of my if I'd just protect my children, I'd

I'd pay for having to like, in a little you're trying to me say, that's not going to that's going to.

That's the bad. No, no, but perhaps that's changed now, 16 years but in

the time, if you were, let's me let's me go to. I had, like, I had,

and I was saying, also, because there had not an insurance, showmage, employment,

I'd, I'd, I'd say, all the people, I said, what's what you could do do you do? Well, no, because you're doing

work, yeah, but I'm in a congene of maternity. The year of the year and I was like 50% and 50% and 50% and 50%? And then,

it's, it's not, it doesn't, it's not, we can't, there's person who can't be me there. There's never,

not like, the government, let's on. So, so I've been to get to this sort of restriction,

then, and, so, in principle, I think not that I'd who he communique if he'd if he'd

come in a creak with his family. But I'll do it too I'd go to another, I'd have a gross caress

in my chasmines of life I'm in a caress and I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, tell me. You're gonna

listen, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I think the GIF partier to go,

not, not, not me, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, you, I'm, you know, there had a boost that,

I mean, I said, maybe the year after it would be, but I'd have been, I'd even

not, I'd have been, I'd have even more, I'd have been able to, he'd not even

not even not a, I think it's two kilometers or three kilometers, that can't approach at

the time. I'm never I'm in so much, but but, but now, six years, I'm sitting

in a year in a little, in a little, in a little, but I'm, I'd let's be to tell

because if he he'll be in there's a minute to be the last last year to see, so I'd

like that's I'm going to provide, provide, saw the cash. I've been 16 years of it's your

turn. Crache the cash. No, no, but... You're 16 of pension alimentary to

my job, yeah. But you're not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not,

I think that's the way I'd be the my children, like, we'll have you know, you know,

you're having to have been in a way. I think it's not, but he will be able to no,

no, I know, but I'm just curious, I'm not, I'm just curious, I'm just, I'm just

the impression, that's just I've been I've been so much because the people people would

be, and I'm to come, no, no, I'm, he'd disappearretre,

and he'd like, it would be in the same between, but I'm, honestly, honestly,

I'm, I'm going to say, bravo, to be able to be, hey, if that's like that I'm going to say, it's a good

of friends with that's a good for a bit, big, bad, so it's going to come back to the system

of the abocas cost not that's that you've done to therapy. Yeah, yeah,

no, but after seven after seven year, you know, you're saying, the processus

to declare more commas, which has a other three years, So it's a few years that's disappeared.

The system says, yes, it's not exactly the date but I think after a other two and a a half,

but it's been that's seven, person, person, that's been, that's a possible to say,

it's been a piece that, um, but that during this time that, you continue to

pay the assurances like, like if you, like, in your salon and that we've got

a coffee the matth, the Saturday, so, the assurances-vii. And then, his father continued to pay the

assurances of the fact, you know, I said, as well, his father me had said, I'm going to pay to pay his

assurances-vis that's a portion of the assurances for the next year, until the time to pay you. And then,

at the time, that, you're going to get to the court. I've been to

time in the court, let's be to return in the court, and for they, they're,

to give a act of decs, not the, well, not the, but, that's what, how it's the...

Certificate, or do you know? Well, I don't know. Well, I don't know the paper that. The paper that's the paper that you can't bring the government to say, well, he is deced. So, now, I've used this paper that of the court who says that, you know, not a new thing,

so it's all that for that certain. But, now, the government, that, it got gossed a another three-year. Because he said that the paper of the court had not valid. I said, okay, you want, you want to do you? What is what, what you have more than a paper of the court?

It's the court supreme of the Ontario. Like, you want to want to be able to declare a more, the guy, I, I don't know. So, you're saying, that the system Canadian, it's a lot. It's a lot. It's a lot. It's a lot.

So, it's a price of, an advocate, for that finally, he me don't know the certificate. And then, and me, I had given it. I said, fuck it, it, it's time it's time too. I'm talking to be able to-law.

And it's my beckle-law who said, let's me, like, say, to make a couple of appeal, and let's me ask you. At every time I'd, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, to be able to be able to give up to my assurances. Like, it's not a look at,

that it's a long, three years, like, to be able to, so, she'll have made, a cris of paper. So, she'll have made a couple of Alas. It's, it's a

impression that I'm quite a more easy to to get to get to get to make sure, you know, to be able to

be more simple than the government, do you know, you're doing a bit of a docket. Now, I

did cartel, but I would have been able to say, never, no, yeah. So,

so, so, so, so, finally, I have used this paper and then,

and then, I'm going to the processus for reclarmes that also it's very

pleasant. Because who like to pay it, they adore so pay. He adored so pay. So, that, so not plus, the assurances I don't pay,

they're not down to, it's an assurance of Toronto that we have at the time, I'm not a lot of

the two messes who are coming to come to and I'm from New York, I'm from Ontario, I'm perfectly bilingual,

but it's not my language maternal, you I'm, I mean to two parents. And the terms of law

of insurance, that's so, my parents came the two of Quebec, you're who are installed in Ontario,

they've founded their family, but I just, mostly, my family came to Quebec. So, so they're coming to

come to be in a matter of, and they're not , they wanted to make the possibility, maybe that's a suicide,

they've demanded to watch just before they part for, to see, just a bit of for, because a photo

is that's a lot. Well, yeah, the resources it's perfect. I can, I can be

me to get in photo and me go- with a great surprise with a great surprise on my photo, exactly.

So, I had not of the radio social, so I'm in so I'm in a lot of, he'd

and then I'd see a lot, and then I'd do you know, he looked very happy. I was there. Fuck. Okay.

Now, I was like, he's not suicid, I was, is like, is, is,

is you are like, possibly, that would be two? No, but who, who's,

who's, he was suicid on Mexico when he he's, they're not suicide at two,

they're not Parties, the two are separated, and the two were trying to get a ball in the head, it's not the same thing,

it's not the same, you know, and they were to say, I'm calling, that's a question, I'm sorry, that's like you

have a joke, and clearly there people, they've done to say, they're doing that they're in people,

there's a who said, there's a man, that's a , you know, I've said, I've said, I've said,

I'm doing, things, it's the radio social, it's, but, you, you know, look,

the people, commenters, I've I've heard of The view is beautiful when you're looking when you're dead like that's

it's still but it's still but they're well as well yeah but the problem with that is that you will receive

100 commentaries positive a negative the question no yeah it's just and it and it's

it's just it's not no no I'm I'm a I'm a stalker that like

he makes sure he change the name all the time he's two three times he mo and he

And it's because, because, I'm going, I read I read not all the comments but if you try the time to me

invite a message personal, I'm going to take the time to listen to like it's something so, so when we're

when we've cried with an matter, I have to have to be more more, or I'm quite a

bit of sarcasm yeah, yeah, that's a way that's a man that there's there's

there's there's so, in so, in the In other So, in general

they've finished by paying but it's a price a one of a one and a

one and a one of a minute, it's been I imagine that it had to traverse and what

you've been, it's a big chunk that, but it was a ten years

that I paid all and the money and the money that's that's

that's around, yeah and then when I had used an an

avoc it's a p.m., because where where's at my I was at the

time of the dispersion. I had a dentist, an avocat, and I was a police you know, it was a bad entoured, you know. And then

this avocale, he had said, you'll payer when you will be really in fact. He had made like a

good price at the end, like, what's your name? Hey, I'd have to have been

a bit of a bit of a little. Well, then, I've had, the first that's

Jean-Charle if I remember it by the second my name. Well, Jean-Charle you've done a good job.

And then after that it's Mark it's not important. If you had had a name, it's just

when there name, it's because when there's because when you know, I think, sometimes,

we're often we're often sometimes we're saying that's a non- name. It's a

lot, the people people who are people who do people. John Charles Charles, it's super

I'm I'm very, I like I'm doing these props to the people who it's just

that's not a it's not a It's not a It's not It's not It's not It's not It's not

It's super well-beying, super at all the money, I've put to get back because I

had to my parents the little five hundred Paces that you have been to be

to the remorce it I'm to buy I'm bought an auto and after

after that got to the little we got to the she'd have to

have had had You're going to be cheapo. It's a cost not that. So, so we're getting got to,

because it had long time that we were quite quite privy. So it's a lot of the assurance.

No, no, it's not it's not it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not,

it's not, I'd have been there'd have been, having made there have done having done some

when you're like that when you're like, like, like, we're like, we,

we're, we, we're, And I remember the first day that we had been chapered, you know, I said, now, today, we're going to magazine. And we don't have been using to be. It's like all you can eat. All you can dress.

For the return school, I said, I mean, we can't. I mean, we're going to getter, we. In other case, we, we're, we're going to have, and I'm going to take that, and I'm trying to start with the sack. You know, we're saying, we're saying, we're like, we're not. But today we're But now Today we're

It's the last We've done the last After that After that, we're like We're like We're returning At a base

We can We're getting Our shoes She's hard It's good It's a pot of Yeah, it's a Coney, it's a

But, yeah, It's a foe When I When I've You've got To have To have There's time

It's How much Howe Howe Howe You know To be Double-Jew

In the Dovey Like that? Is that You're To have to have the heart that

that's to have to have to zero. No. And, and then, like,

I'm going to have been reproached because I have been a super good guy after.

And then they've all the thing, I'm in couple, it's a year,

let's be not we're not able to I'm I'm super independent, I've developed

what you that I had already, that's that's five fair, like

I'm not have to have a of person, let's my affairs, what I know what I'm I'm not

I want, I want to say, here, here's here, you can't have to say, I'm doing, if you

get to if you get in the mess, it's not because of someone of no, no,

you don't, you'll never, never, never, yeah, if you're never, yeah,

if you're in the world, it's at cause of it's a cause of you. It's sure that it's more it's more

more than you're not a person jalous. I've never made sure to check some of the telephone or or pose some

questions. Hey, how so you have not to be able to live and let's live. I'm very

independent. You're trying to find out of that. You're not not like that. Is it done so that

you're super not? I'm not. I'm not. I'm just more analyst. You're more at the

view. Yeah. And I'm let's say, my chum me talk, I'm going to I'm going to

I'm going to all the facts and he's while he would be, I could not desoling a question.

And, if I'm if I'm quite a call out, I'm I'll call out, you know.

Imagine it's not a great thing that it's part to start to be it's

I don't know to take time. And then, and he said with my chum he left his house at down to be in

to be in the morning he had to come to and he'd be able to be in the morning and I'd get to be able to

it back to and they said, and I said, I can't say, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm,

but I have a relationship, for example, like I had been ten years with a

guy, I've been to get with a guy after to my chum that I had been we're

we're living on we're She's she's I've done a You know, he'd be in

to live at we've been living here We've been to We've given a loyye After that I've had After that I had to get to

He'd Demenage with me, it's super be nice Super good Working, super good guy, we'd

not necessarily on the same thing. Good figure paternal It's It's been a good

figure paternal for my When we had decided that there had been there these

encorcheur because also, you know, to the I'm not not in the no, no,

it's not a lot of, but he's he's a he's, he's, he's, he's,

he's, he's, he's, he's, there's, he's, he's, and I,

so, and I, , and my , my medicine, can't, let's, can't,

let, be, can't, can, he, he said, he was, like,

you will be, that, it's, it's, it's, how, you go, it's very I'm going.

I'm going to be in a minute, I've said, in a lot of it's probably to trap it. Often, it's like a

year of the time that's tromone of them, it's exactly that's exactly that's, I've been, three months,

I've been to three years ago, a kind of of shock post-traumatic almost, yeah, but, like, more,

then, then I was like to be like to be here, and then, then I'm like, there's like, my car,

all, like, all, like, all, my word, all, I'm trying to

When you're When we're in In survival You know, You know, fight or flight You're not You know,

No, that's that's so, exactly You know, I'm the last I'm sorry I'm playing, it's when I'm I'm sorry

You're telling You're not You're not You're not You're in Survee, you're a little Canaanaw

that's Nause down It's a little It's the same It's right Yeah, so it's So at a minute

When you, you know, you know, you're in time, you're trying to it's replaced, the It's the money, it's there that you're not in your life. It's what I'm going to do.

And then I said, okay, there's a few years, it's a day that we're doing together, and it was a lot, and it was like gorrocheed in this relation, that. At least to me garris, I'm going to gorechee in this relation, in me saying, you know, the children, I've got to t'clock, so I've been, like, I've been trying to try to t'clock.

But I'd be, like, I'd be tened, me, to be me, debuts, because I'd tened all the moment. And the journey that, I've started to to start to me retrapy, I'm not able to get up

so, so, there's been three months, I was 191 11, leave, it's like,

I'd do not, and I had to be able to eat and it's, it's been really intense,

that's, that's been too, on my parents, that's three years past, because

they're they've never seen the like, I, like, I've all, I've all

been solid, and, and then, and then, I've started intensely of the therapy, the EFT, the tapping,

the massage energetic, of transfer of energy, and as I'm I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm going to have, like, it's a lot of time,

it's a lot, it's, it's, it's, we've made fine. Because,

there's, there's, there's , I've got to, I I'm, like, I'll batiss my little

fort. That's the thing we're going to be in it's a way, we're going to be so,

then it's that's a year, there's a new year, but it's not a whole in a

bit, but you get it, but you get, but I mean, he me'll

be a bit barbelly at a toe of the car, but you're capable to pass,

but you pass, but you're not fine, my parents, my parents, my parents, my parents,

They're going to, I think, I'm trying the figure paternal, like, significant. My father had been a figure significative. He's still really a lot. My parents, it's, it's all for my children. Their uncles, their aunt, you, we're, we're trying. We're a very serious, and it's... Have you still, have you been in your ancient be a family?

You know, it's the same... Yeah, yeah. It's their grandparent, grandmare, grandmire, we're also on this side, yeah. We're just on the table at the 26, and, like, I'm in my story, They, they're on, they're on, they're on, they're on, they're on, they're on, they're They're going to have a good relationship. So, so, that's all that's more difficult, because I love it, oh, they're all right,

because I don't want to, it's not, it's not pretty time that I said, but no, those, if there's a lot of years, is it, they, have a lot of Nadiah? No. It's she, it's her who, who's not? I see that in the first time, there had a contact, and after, it's stompy, so, and there, there, well, at me, they're on, maybe, and they're not, and they're not,

but I don't know if they're on contact. But I don't know if it's her that's her who decided to... What is you prefer? What do you prefer? That's your fill in your place or that's going to join, to us? What's what you prefer? So we're going to do a little cot?

Leanna, thank you to pray to, to say, to where to the game, but it's not a game, but to come to participate a little bit on podcast. Probably, I think, we see the camera,

sorry, and the people who don't know audio, but you can't rene your mother? We're not two copy conform to a 20thine of different

in terms. In plus, you're a fan of the podcast. Thank you thank you to listen. It's super

appreciated. You know, you know, you know, you know, all the story, I see. It's

how, you know, you're going to have 19 to understand, to understand, to realize all that. You know, how you live,

you know, there's a one to live without father, but to not to know it's a thing, but to know this version of this man that, that's supposed to be

your father, you know, like, how you've been, when you've been at the age, you were being

conscious, to do, okay, it's all, you know, you, I don't know, but... When I was young, for being honest,

I didn't, I don't see that, because my mother doesn't, but it's not it's not to be able to be able to

be able to be there in the way. Really, and we're I don't know, I was too a few years,

I was just a old, I was, I was a lot, I was always we're always often on park, at the jude

though, so, so, I'd say, I'm not necessarily like, when I'm

when I was when I'm not had been repercussions on my mental because I'm a very anxious, and I think that I'm more because of my anxiety. I feel like the anxiety generalized, and a lot of anxiety of separation. And when I was young, with my mother,

when I was going to be cuched the night, it had to be a list of what she had to do? Okay, now I'm going to be in my cushy, she'll have to do lave-age, she'll go to brossed the dants, she had to go and doche. And if it was to be able to do you, and I'd say

and I'd make a minute, and I'm the panic. It was the panic. The gross, gross, gross panic, and there's still there.

If I'm I'm called one once you're not going to until you're or I'll until you to me until

someone to say, and who. So, it's at star, yes, like, there I'm like my

comportment, but when I was young, a little more. You're a bit conscious that

is related to that? In the fact, the, the the perth, when you

when you know when you're when you're in the in a in a pain you're

fashed against your not really not really but I'm in the pain it's a

word but you in the sense is that is in the in the sense that she had

she merited she she merited not she she she meant she didn't when I

started to really to have really in detail I was like my God, I don't know how he's been

to do you know, I'm trying to something like that because, you know, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say what that's what that's going to come, to

comprehend, but me, I'm not farcha, I'm not nothing, you know, I, you know, I've lived with that, I've lived my life, and it's just

that what, what she has had traversed at the time, that's, I've seen, you know, I'm, you're doing,

You know, like, the money, that's a great, and even at the store, like, I'm doing with, because I've seen, she had been,

having a lot of with the money and not really to be able to and be discouraged, and to be, and to be able, and to get,

and to be, and then, we're not, I'm not, I'm like, okay. So, I, you know,

I've got to try to work very very young also, to come to pay my proper

things to but I'm more fashed to have she had she had to have to live that,

And, you know, because, like, how I can say, that she has never left her own, so that's... So, that's... So, you're not fashed against him, you're fashed on the situation that's forced your mother to live. Exactly, exactly. What she has had to live,

how she has to be able to be, for you have brought a life moderately decent with all these cicatrists that that are... Yeah, but she had been good, because when I was more young, we'd say I'd realize it not, No, no, I was, it was like,

I'm doing, like, I'm doing, like, an animatrice of course. Yes, yes. I was, like, each year, it's it, it was, it was an activity,

all, you know, I'd say, I'd say, it's always, I'm saying, it's a month. So, so, you're,

so, I'm, yeah, super, super, super high, you know, all the time, and,

and, even if, it's, it's, Pets, you? And, you?

And, Even if I'm going to be the energy, it's correct. Not the TDAH, we have a lot of so it's correct. Super active. But at a moment

of a day, what is what is going to be used, is that when they get more that's that is that's been

the problem. We're going to say, it's good, it's good of the ados. But, but the ados

it's quite, and I'm saying, I'm going to give them their fusage the sport because I'm

monoparental, I'm never their refused that, so she, so she, she, We've got to join

to play on hockey. But it's all arrived a one time. A coach to look, I was getting a little bit more

I'm saying. And I said, I said, like, the equitation, I like that, but it doesn't nothing to get

in the room, you suffer to even, and you can't, for my pleasure, no, it'll be you I said,

I said, I'm, I said, I'm, I said, I'm, I said, you,

I'm, you know, to get to hockey, he can't make pleasure to get to make pleasure, to

And at a bit, you know, we're going to do have some sorties, we'll go to, you know, to get something, together. It's a very bad maturity for a girl. But I'm a young. My children have an intelligence emotional, honestly, that few of

people have, linked to the fact they have all this vehicle. For real, I think there's these people who live, these situations really difficult, they develop an intelligence emotional and has their advantage to transfer into their life of adult, you know, because Because even my guy who has 16 years, you'd listen to

talk about, you know, not, you know, not, you know. We're not, you'd say, with this situation, you can really comprehend. You can understand, also plus the life, how it works, because, example, our story... We're not in a world of unicorn, you know. No. It's realist, and, you know, I've lived it at two years.

I've got to come to eight years, in my own, to talk, and I'm in trying, I'm talking, and it's not just, you know, So often, maybe there are some of the parents who are saying, oh, you know, it's the

life, but no, it's not always like that, you know, even if we not suffered, but we had

so, we did quite the other, like, like, I'm, I'm all the

time, you know, a girl, you know, a girl, is that today, it's,

you know, to be a, so, you know, I'm not, you know, I'm not

to be a person, for, the salary and the, the, the, the,

the, the, It's because you're so in you to want to help your friend. You know, even at a little school, when you had

had done some of the clans or the first, you're to give to my comrades of class that had been in

the business. I know, I know your orientation sexual, she, is it, is the

part of your and to have an history of a pair that has played on the

question that I asked to tell to you, I'm asking, is to have to have to

have to make confidence to a other person, a guy or a a girl or a a few a part of what

you're doing? But is that to open, to open your to hear of a love, to make your confidence

to be a question, is you, have the thing that's something that's difficult, it's a

four years, I've been in four years, and I'm, no, it's not difficult because I'm,

I'm a woman, I'm sure, I'm a lot, I'm sure that I'm excessively anxiously, anxio,

In a couple, it's If he said, if he said, I'll offer a little voyage to Mexico, it's not not easy.

It's not. It's not. It's not. I'm going to be the best time. It's the best when he pour in

a voyage, or that I'm in my time, I'm all the long of the voyage. Excuse me. You're not

all the voyage. You're not confidence in the person. It's just that you're nervous to be something, what's

what's going to what's going to separation, in the case. I think, I think all the time at the worst.

It's so. You know, you part on voyage while you're in the plane and you're not in the

internet, it's difficult, it's difficult, yeah. Air Canada at Cochard at the internet in the

time, you'll confirm. She'll have all all, you to say, the

things, we're, we're, we're on we're not the, there's,

there's a location, and we're, So, that's like the most The most The most of the moment, it's That's that, if I'm going to go To go and go to get her at some time,

You'd have to try it for, it's the same thing, she'll be the same Today, right? Well, yeah, because it's a long time that I see. It's so, she's an hour She's an incorrect. She'll have to be, it's a total, or, like, yeah, it's just sache. So, partire d'unee-familiar, it's not easy for you.

No But... No. No. No, but... I have the impression you never not to be

not in your mind. No, but... You know, for my studies, I'm going to I'm in a village. So you do...

Voyagement. Because you're to study at Ottawa. Yes. So, so you didn't want to take a

home to an apartment, you'd be more. But, but I'm even, when I was young, cuched at

some of my friends, I was not capable. I had I was afraid. I'm sorry, I'm at all right, I'm

my grandparents. But is you do you know, it's, you know, it's about your friend, when you're like, when you're,

it's supposed to I like, I'm bad, your mother, but I'm sorry, but you do you know, but you

have the impression that the contact, you know, I'm, you know, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's probably to talk to the telephone. Yeah, no, at the time,

I'm I've been better, you know, I'm I'm going to go ahead, I'm going to go ahead, and I'm not so, I'm not too problem, like, when I'm there, I'm when I'm going to go ahead, it's correct,

it's when the other... It's in control, it's the minute that has not the control. I'm someone who's very in the self-control, but the control is a, but the control is a thing hyper, and I see, and

it's, it's a it's a way that I've that I'm not, I'm trying, but in a same time, it's a very much simple,

you know, we're just, you know, we're in, we're in it's a case, it's able to

be able to be able to and, is what, have been, have been to have been to consult

for, you know, to, do, do you, you know, you're still, you know,

we're probably, the daddy shoes, that, but, it's not, it's not,

it's, but, you, when you, when you, it's, it's, It's violent, not physically.

But, you know, it's really something of violent, live that. It's low for an infant of life, it's, it's... But you have been in terms of... Yeah, really. No, no, no, it's that.

You know, there's a process of garrison, to... For you... I was consulted... Mm-hmm. ...and a while... A therapist in a blood-family...

Yeah, one. One year. ...I've arreighted after that. I know that I'll have to return to consult, but I'm not ready. It's... It's...

Like, I'll see. but I want to. You're repose the moment. I repose the moment. I'm just going to I know that I'd say that would have, but not all right at a minute. It's that.

Because the fact that she has not had been part, the figure masculine around her are very important. Yeah. She's very close

to my father, very prox of his uncles, she was very very close to my your during the time.

It's so, that it had to have to be a certain presence paternal if we can't say. It's been very hard because when we

we've got to see I've continued to see his children to see his own and he decided to make a whole whole

yeah it's it's like a another abandon I'm a lot of I'm really proud of the abandon she's really

she's a she can't with her I can't she'd say no because we're not because we're

not because we're when they're arguing she's even not the chicanes no okay

They have a mini... A disaccar. Yes, it's that. The more pretty he's on the hour of a departure of

a restaurant, you know, that's... The little bit... The little... He's... He's... He's...

Yeah, he's... He will be My... He will be me let's... Why? I... I wanted to

to go to at a... ...he'll be at a ... ...he... ...he... ...he... ...he...

...he... ...he... ...the... ...you... ...and... ...is... ...is... ...the... But is that you're talking to, you know, is a very bad? He's very bad.

He's very good. Because, you know, it's, you know, it's, you know, that's, you know, that's not, you know, that will not part. But to always be in the cring that he part, you'll be, you know, he's probably, you know, you're probably, you know, I'm sure, you have a, well, you have a big, communication, you know, you, see.

He, he knew, he, he knew his son, and, he, he, he, he, he'll rest with him, he'll be with, she'll be able to, yeah. I'm so, I'm so much, me. It's a bit. But... It's a... It's a...

Really. We're so... We'll salute. We'll say. It would... Rangere, you can't. I'd say,

We'd say, we'd say, we're saying. We're saying, we're saying. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm... I'm... Is, you've already did the scenario that they've come? Have you? Yeah, yeah.

You're, you're in the same vibe that your I'm... I've got to open the bra and I want what's

what's what's what I'm going to say? I'm happy, I'd have anything else about you, my deil is made. We'd say, we're, I'd say, I'd have afraid, I'd worry, I'd have worried, the why,

so, I know, it's sure that, yeah, I'd like, I'd like, I'd like, I'd say, but I'd say I'd be so I'd so much because, in the moment,

I live very well, without him. My dey, my dey is made, it's, so. So, you know, that, you know, that, you know, it's more,

it will be to change my life. It's a chambre that's a chambre that's too.

I'm in it's just I'm doing it I'm in it's, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, to, you, to, to, you, to,

it's not, your father that's coming in an avant, he'll be,

it's, you know, it's the thing, it's the it's the it's, it's it's sure,

it's sure, that's sure that it's it's going to be more because he will say, oh, you know, like, I'd like, I'd like a very good family, a very good

mother, you know, and it's really... And at the level of your family with your coppins, you know, so, so, so, they're there, so, so,

so, you're about, your own, family, you, don't, without, you, but in a sense, to see, that's at least,

and you know, and you know, to do you know, you're doing to do you, you know, you know, you know,

you know, that you know, that you're, Well, I'm not too much. You're not in the stress to live something that's your mother has

put to live, you know, your confidence. And I'm really proxed with his family. I'm there like, every day. I'm like,

I don't know. I don't know. It's the camera. It's the same. The same. Well, I mean, I'm going to be like.

But, I'm going to I'm going to you're saying to two, you're, you're, you know, and, you know,

Nadia, I'm going to let you want to launchy because Because I think if your your fill

is capable of to be able to say, even the anxiety and that's, but that's, it's, it's,

we don't know, we're in all different levels for different reasons, but, you know, I think, to have been

this femme forth, at a young age at the that you've got to be in, that's, we've had a

time, but Chris, I was a 25, yeah, it's, it's, it's not,

it's not, it's not past it's, it's, at the, at the, at the At a young age, what you had, to have this maturity,

to bring that on your shoulders, and to have re-evevee your children, and, you know, I'd have never even if I'd ever get to leave my jacket. I said, I'd have a... I'd want to have the... I'd want to make a pittoyer, and I'd have puttoyed. But I'd have to be it,

but I'd want to do that, and I'd want to do you. But I'd love that, and that, oh, well, you're, you're a tell, a tal comportment because you've got to pay, I didn't... I wanted to... I wanted to justify, let's on their their...

In cause of that. ...in' in saying, yeah, but we'll let's because it's a cause that I wanted to get into

that victimization. But I'm but the love... I'm saying, I don't want, I, but it's a thing to say,

I don't, and to be capable to be able to find, and you have used this force that. Yeah, because it's not

because you, I don't, you know, there's plenty of things that I would be that I'm not capable to,

you know, in the sense that you you're what you want to be what you've wanted to do work, fortunately

you're in it's able to and the proof that you're in a force of character, is you know,

you know, you know, you know, you know, in the sense that you had been to plant

14 years, with all the motives to be able to get to , you, I'm, you know,

I'm trying, to, I'm in time, we're in a podcast, you know, because, you know, me,

can't, my guyson one one one of 16 and he said

he had had played this card that you know, you know, you know, it's what,

you know, because he had like a bad a more a bad and then, I've got

I'm and I said, there's there's a there's a family, you're a

newry, you're not batthew you, you know, you're like you're an astifi

of a life. And there other they don't they don't have no

of parents because the father has made the choice to not there's

there's that's a man that's that's that's they're they're

they're they're they're a pair and they're they're they're they're

they're playing his valise and he had been conned at the door to see the boys and he had been, he had been he had been in

an enquite he had seen he had been he had six he had five years he had found a little carnet, he had

five years and he had made these little design, the croquis of the house around of the

of the house and he had these he parted with this little valise of an

five years for conier to conier my boysin and person me had said

and he had to look at a car, and he had been in a and he'd like, he said, he said, you know,

you know, you know, I'm going to tell you because you know a lot, you know, there's, you know,

they're not, they're not, they're present because they've made the choice because, yes, Leblon,

we've decried a little, double-vies, it's a little, it's a little too, too, it's a little

too, it's a little mache-mard, what he has but, but, but, of what we're that disparation,

it's not his choice I think he's been he's been to he's not he's not he's not

he's not of what we're at what we're he's not he's not he's not you're not I think he's

I think he's he's not he's not yeah what he was that's not in the sense that if

if I'd say if that if it's not if it would have been because at man it would have petted

it would be he'd be able to you can't you can't you can't make this double view that

He would have chosen one of the two, and maybe it would have been, you know, if you'd have, you know, it would have been to, you know, it's, you know, it's been bad, you know, I've been, you know, my dad, all my adolescence, and then, I've got, you know, that's a stinted, who, you know, it's, it's a lot of course. So, you know, because I don't know, we're not going to depain, no, more, like a monster, you know, it's, it's true of Q's what he has made, but, you, , it's, you know, it's, you know, it's, you know, it's, not I'm not lique, not a lot of a lot of times

a lot of them, so it's just important to finish on the fact it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not,

so it's, I'd never decry like that not much, but it was a film because she was a filmed

a lot, and it was when he was he'd get to us he'd all over all it,

it was a good he, it's a bono. Well, bravo, bravo, Bravo to you two. Thank you.

Thank you. To be integrated to us. I think it's a... It's a... It's a... It's a... It's a rap

well, to have... ...andia, thank you to have made the TikTok. Thank you to people who are tagged. No,

but... Thank you, to... Because, you know, I'm not always the time because, you know, we tag on a lot but, you know,

it's like, it's like, it's like, it, it's like, it's like... It's like... It's so... We're talking on

many things but now it's like, okay, so I'm like, you know, I'm going to, you know, and the thing, I'm doing

at a pretty about, is that we're talking about, because often, I'm, I'm, I'm doing,

I'm in my collaboratrice, but there there had too, I was too, I was trying, like, well, I, I'm,

like, I, you know, I, I'm sure that I'm, and you know, and you know, the proof, is that, you,

you're my first in the year, just a year, so, thank, thank, Thank you. And thank you.

And felicitation. Thank you. You're a beautiful, I think, super, super-bele inspiration for these women, but you're an beautiful, in fact. There's not, not a woman-fam.

That's just, well, for real, for real. And, and, and, bravo to you, to be a beautiful young woman who, who, who, you know, to, try to, to,

to traverse that, and, you, you know, you have, you, you, you're, you, There's been some more for your mother also. And I think

the two, you know, you have, you know, you have to need to your support, but I'm

you're also, you're doing both, you're doing for the other. And, and I'm, thank you.

It's a, thank you. It's a good podcast that's, it's not always my episodes to turn

and the and the that, I said that would be something that's not easy,

but it's superbebebe reconcences, two, two superbe I really, really appreciate this episode and I hope.

And I hope you also you have appreciated it's different of a lot of podcasts that we've made, but I think that

it, it merited this story that, merited a ho-parloor and there, thank you your own

your talk, Oparlour.