Au Parloir - Épisode #134 - Tania Proulx

Episode Date: March 22, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Tania Proulx, dès l’adolescence, elle fait face au jugement, à la sexualisation précoce et à des violences qu’aucun enfant ne devrait subir.Elle raconte l’abus s3xuel vécu par son père à l'étranger, sa relation amoureuse qui devient violente après la révélation, le poids du silence, puis le courage de porter plainte — d’abord à l’étranger, puis au Québec.⚠️ Avertissement : cet épisode aborde des thèmes sensibles (abus sexuel, violence). Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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Today, I received Tanya, Tanya, who, who, who, what is not my case,

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judge what she has traversed by about to she

has done and what she did and when

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and that you do become and no when

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I'm called Tanya. I'm, I'm, I'm here. I'm, I'm here in, in the New York. In the corner, after that, I've made Montreal North, so there's kind of

some of the coin as a rock and roll in the time. A family, I have three three-fres, two-star. Okay, a good family. Yeah, a good family.

All the family. All the same parents? No, it's really one of one on the other board. You know, my parents were separated when I had eight years. It's been quite

complicated to this covety, uh, at eight years, when my parents were separated, it was really of the gross schoon. You know, just at this moment

that it had already to come to, at the base, my parents, I've never seen my parents, well, I've been so you've got gone to the harmony

of a beautiful family, No, really not. I'm really not. I'm the family, I know, I know, so, you know, my parents are separated at age of

8 years. When you were 8 years. When you had 8 years. And then, at that age, you're not supposed to decide

to know where you want to go to live. Finally, with a big debate of a vocate,

the judge has accorded that I say where I want to live at the age of eight years,

I had like nine, I'd probably, I'd I'd say a plen d'arm of one of the two

sides. Is that, excuse me, excuse me, but you know, you know, you're three three,

three, sir, but of this union that, is the only, or you have, you have, you know, there's a

other brother and so. No, no, no, no, I'm the only, yeah, so,

so, so, finally, finally, with the father who me talk in the re, my mom,

who I'm in my wife, I, have decided to live, she, it's, it's, you,

a man, so, so, you're, you're, that I had a lot of the eight-year-old I think I'd have had been to take, I think, I'd have had to pay for who

who had put more to me bring? You know, who's, who's, when you're the best, when you're the eight-year-old, that's the best of, the most of the grand chamb, or you're going to buy

to buy a vehicle, that's almost, yeah, so. So, you know, I was going to live at my father. It's all right even

well, I have been to I mean, I mean, I mean, I'm saying, I'm going to be very

very quiet at the primary. Finally, at a minute, I'm just to start, to part of

when my mother, it's like, I think it a few two weeks, we're in my wife,

my mother, she had had been at St. Etienne de Greene, so it's a bad,

two hours to, like, a bit, something, something's something to something,

it's a He'd be a gunned. He'd always that. And there's a week, where I decided to, no,

it's not, it's not the time, to live at his father. Papa, he was too severe. You know,

he was more severe than my mother, my mother, but she's a good mom, but, she'd

me let's a little more more, it's a way, I'm, I've been, I've lived in the same

way, I'm, you know, and, you know, when you're with the parent, that you see, he's,

he's more laced, he's more gauter, because it's not the day to day. So, it's right, I'd say that the parent will be sure so I'm not so

so, so, so the point of time I'm going to there's got to, there's more, there's more, you know, there's sure, you know, and finally,

then finally, in the phone, my mother, when she had decided to me and it was a little complicated because,

she, she, she, she, she, she, he'd have been to, you're, he'd come out to get a little to live the ton

after me, and it's what I'm sure, and my mom if my my mother in fact it was like

it's like a man because there a tribunal yeah, there's a tribunal who had a judgment

in the question, a word not, so there was a judgment that's a legal

that's a guard. Exactly. So if your guard, it's effectively that's

like it's like it's like that finally my mother has been I have put me

to be for a time I'm not in a time I'm I'm in you're

quite you're kind of you're And then, I had decided to me to tinge the in the white, I was blonde. Finally, my mother, she had to go and my father had been to recouped.

So, my father, he was really fashed, like, you know, he had seen the hair in the white, I was just blue, I mean, I'm even not 12 years, like, so, so, so, so I'm so I'm returning to my father, I think,

for a bit of a bit of a bit of a little bit of a little bit of a little bit of a lot of but other, the fact that he is more severe, he levelotone, it's, you're a good-per, yes, my father, is an alcoholic. My father had had some of my young age. So, my father, he had really, these troubles of aggressivity also, a guy very, very, very, very impulsive. So, he, when he said he, he, when he said, he, he, when he said, there had been there's a bit of the

father he decided to put a tass because he he's like the show when it when it

did he did he was a good father because I was a good I went to I was like my affairs

but it's strict but it's the other side he had these the bad the

at this time you you know you do not you not you know not at this age

no it's not it's not it's not not it's so so so I've continued to go to to go to

primary, in the phone, she's my father. And I think I'm returned to

my mother after that after that's a lot of that's a pretty much. Yeah, it's that.

And we don't know that I'm all the fact that I had not a real family, the fact

that my parents were not together I'm really my two parents because, you know,

also when my father he would me put to, when my mother had me

they'd be, you know, he'd all the time, oh, you know, to say, it's really all the time. I was, I'm like, you know,

I'm not the shank of their couple, but in the same time, but it's you see, you hear, you do it, you

say, your father, you'd say, your wife's your and a, and that, and that's so,

it's really, it's been really, it's been really really made, the time, with the people,

maybe, so, so, I went to primary. And I had my Facebook, and I, I'm just there, this young age, I wanted to have a little chum. I, I wanted me to find the man of my life.

And I metry a guy on the internet. I think that at this age, I had like 11, 12 years, about, and he had 22 years. So, yeah, it's so. You know what, it's not someone who's not someone who did. No, no, I was. I was a bit more than a far.

crime. We'd say I'd try to try to find my my son. We'd say I'd try to find this attention that that I'd have not necessarily. My father, it's the sort of guy that, you know, he'd done, you, you know, you know, you'd, you know, with the

shkand, and, you know, and all the rest, you'll be able to learn, you know, that, you know, so, yeah, I'd say, yeah, I'd ask, to you'd say, do you know, do you know, did you know, is, that he said, the age that you had? Yeah, I just It's the way. So it's

that where's the it's a lot of the fact that's the I'm trying to to go to go to school at the school

at the primary. I'm in the sixth year. And so, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm going to

be a lot with my chum, so the DPJ has got to the end up in my

life. Because that one, I'm a two chum of 22 so, so it's

there's even not a PGG that's the police that you have yeah. Yeah,

it's like a little complicated because that, you know, And, yeah, it's really braced in this side, because it's the same.

The DPJ, she has returned, and, well, it's sure that my mother, you know, she, yeah, she didn't agree, but my mother, at the same time, she said a little Chris, I, I'd say the word, I'm really, I, if I decided to do, that, I'd do, and I'd

have to ask the question, don't, I'd love, and I'd like, but I'd love it, but you know 22, you, you know, I'm 11, 12. Yeah. I imagine that, he, he'd he'd be not to play on PlayStation with you?

No, it's that, yeah, we've had been in the relations sexual, yeah, I'm going to I'm in a 12 12 years.

But you're not, you know, I'm afraid as I'm at the house, it's to say, the two young

that are the age that, they don't, they're not, no, and I'm, and I, and I,

see, the, the DPJ when we had passed to the , you know, I'm going to

to make, to make, to make, to make, and I'm, I'd like, I had, I was,

I was, I'm, I had a I didn't know, I didn't to be proved to him over to see, I was, you know,

I had some and I didn't even in the front of what I'm, you know, I'm really too young for that. You're 23,

24, I think. Yeah, I'm 23. You're 23 and, and, you know, and each generation we live, but, you know, we're in a generation

where, you know, pornography, it's very present, it's very easy, it's very easy, it, we're talking to the hyper-sexualized, we're talking

in the beginning 2000, the same thing, the Britney Spirit, and it's, it's, it's, because, you know, I returned in my time, you know, I'm sure,

because my father enrageted at super screen, of the time, and I know where's what he's cached, you, today,

and, you know, all, it's, all the, no, because you, there's not, there,

there's not a person, there's a , you can be, to me, a lot, but, but,

but, but, you, and, you, I wanted to play, you know, and he,

you know, this guy, he doesn't, he's not, he's going to be in an apartment, I've been, with him,

with him, with him, he's seen as a little with the DPJ, because, let you know, a woman,

a young girl, a young, 12, a woman, you're not a new friend, that's a

woman, who, you know, I, I, , you, I, I,

I, I was, I was, so, that's, that's been, and I, I had,

tattooed, I was tattooed his name at this age that, yeah, yeah, I mean, I, I just my life, you're gonna be a little, little, yeah, that's right,

because, but at the same, you know, can't do you say that's, you know, I was in, it's really,

you know, this person, like, you know, he's really really, you, really, he's not been

in the, there, in the, there, you know, you know, yeah, yeah,

so, so, yeah, so, you can't, you can't, you can't, you can't,

you can't, , No, it's that. And, no, it's that, in the fact, he's been arrested, because the ADPG

he has set to be in the condition. Well, we don't know, it's not we, it's not to be able to be. Okay,

he, he, he continues and all right, yeah, so we, so we, so we, so,

we've seen, for the time, because I, keep all the time at the school, they're saying, well,

if you're not to be, you know, if you're not to be in family ofqueue. So, so, they've been

placed in family of family I can't I can't I can't I can't my mother,

when my mother had been to be putt to my family to be in front my family of my wife, I saw,

I thought, I thought, I thought it totally that's too, you know, you're in a little

you know, I'm in more every morning, you know, to take a auto, to go to take,

to you, they've really cuted the contact with my mom, I, I could not because, you

I'd want to, you they'd be Accused, my wife, to say, Chris, you've not encodered your infant, I mean, I said, I'll say, I'll start with a guy of 22 years, but, you know, I go, I'm going to defend

my mother there's actually, she, I was really a little tabernacle, you know, I'd say, I'd say, my wife, and a man, she, she, had made a minute, because, Chris, had just, I just, I'm just like, it, it's just like, you,

she'd just like, you, she, ran to, you, right, you know, is, you're doing, a, is, you know, You'd have to be a sentence, a process, a, something? He, in the phone, he's not had not been a sentence

because person has been really it proved, because, my mother, everyone, we knew the fact that it was my child. There just had just

had a interdition of contact to be able to be, in the fact, there's just have to be resorted with these conditions, so that he's not

to be in getting in contact with me, in the phone. Is what you have thought to have your time as a adult?

Because I understand that at 12 years you're consenting because, because I received a 23

year at 23 year, got to be in his student 27. 2317, legal. The fact that

she had her her face, she, she, the fact that you know, the fact that

you had 12 years, you can you can't you know, if you if you're if you're

if you're in today, you can, you can, you there's a sentence that's

It's the pedophilia, it's It's a... Well, honestly, I think, because, you know, I do it's in brief, let's turn, but, you know,

really, scrapping my genus, you know, I'm not question, you know, just at the primary, like, I was that I was

that I was going to my guy, justly, I had a intimidation on me, because, you know, I'd be like

a, like a few , you, I had some two years, I had, like, two years, it was,

like, the world, at the beginning, I'd find a full cool at the school. Finally, after that, I've got been to get to look at my mom, and said, she, it's just following that's changed

because we can't control the intimidation. And, you know, because when, you know, when a child is fat is fined, the solution, is not to get rid of the young

intimidation? Yeah, it's exactly. That's the good system. Yeah, beautiful system. So, yeah, so, so, yeah, so, I've been in family of accueue.

At least, it's been well. After that, my family at all my family at care, had already there were many of

there. I was in family at with an other young who was there. At least I thought it

I thought it difficult for my little family at okay, so we had come back we've got to make some

newio familial that you'd have not and that you were trying? It's a bit for that you

did, you know, directed to this guy that you didn't get to not, you're not not because the

family of because the family of the one, you know, they were to be able to to get

to get a meal to get a little bit so, so, so, even, sometimes,

I had even, I had even, I'd like, I'd get, the night, to go,

and I , get to be family for the money for the money, for aid

for aid to yeah, exactly, yeah, exactly, exactly. Yeah, so,

so, so, also, where you have you a little more your own?

Yeah, he's illegal, yeah, yeah, so that's that's it, and so that a minute

this young that made to why, why we would be not, you know, I'm,

I'm, I would have, we're to be, that's the way, it's like, because the

fence, it was there was, there was, there was, there was a system of security,

and I had to someone, when I was to get to some little, but I'm

just a little bit, and, my the window, it was right to it's like the sphere of the parking. It's like, I said, I said, I'm going to open the window, just for I'm going to

when I'm going to, like, yeah, it's just exactly, and the night, I had started to do that, I went to work, my mother at her own, at her own, what, you know, what's you do? And I'm mad, crim, I'm anew, you know, and she, and she, and she, and I want to put more in the trouble, so.

Well, my mom, she, I'm not, when, you know, I'm being a lot, to, you know, the DPJ on my feet, yeah, but, you're in the state, It would be the good thing to do. Yeah, probably. But I can't understand a mother

who's... She's not... You know, she's... If I said... If she's... She's... She'll be able to see me see...

She'll be... Yeah, she's... Exactly that she'll have in the head, and she said that... She had more than a tour in my sack. So, she...

My mother, she... She'd say, Tann, you know, it's really not that you do... She said, I'm... My mom, you know, I'm not... ...I'd...

...I'd... ...and I'd... I had to eat with my mom because, you know, I'd have fun, and they'd not have enough. So, brief, I've got to be in-allie the night. I'd have gone to her, she'd be to go to my little chum. And then, well, unfortunately, the family of her, she's perceived that, well, I'm not there. So, she'll have called on my telephone, and she said, you can just come to home, and she said, I'll do nothing to do.

Well, I, I'm, I'm in liberty with my chum. No, no, clearly not. I mean, it's not I'm tante not. So, and she, she, she,

the girl, she had, she had, like, she'd, she'll have her name to get her

and she, she'll be, she'd be, she'd be, she'd she'd be really a good idea,

she'd be, she'd go to be and she won't, she'd choose, innocent,

who I'm doing that there's, so I'm fuged. You're, is, is,

is you're done with me if you're very influentialable? Yeah, I'm really influentialable in the

Why not? It's the fun. If the person has said, it's the fun, but go ahead and first. Yeah, it's true. And if you'd close not to the gym, I'll be able to go to me, too.

And I'd have all right in time for trying to try that. I've all the time to do you. I've all right to research the fact that I wanted

really that the people even, I wanted to be hot, I'd really be cool. So, so that it's all right all my life. And so, so,

so I'm just, so I'm fugue. And it's, it's, I think, 48 hours. My chum in the time he had

really a lot of police and he's like I can say it's really a good guy he said he he said he was

he said oh I'm going to me to catch in a track of a in the back

I've made a little tete a time with my chum and in the so I so I

had tinded the chfe black again just because I think the I think the

I'm not I'm not not much I'm not I'm not I'm supposed to go to join

my chum on the track the chum of fire, and then I see that there's some, I'm like, I'm like, it's not my chum, it's, finally, it's the police who me had to courte after, and my chum, he's set up asking the question, you know, and he said, you know, I've got a choice,

so, we've got, we've got, we've got, we're getting, and when we're coming, at the center of accue, at Chirbrook, it's a center of course, center of care, really, really difficult for the young, there's, you're not the right at the exterior, and you're barred 24-7,

and it's really not the fun. I had 13-year-a-per-pre-pre-a-per, so... I understand, especially for someone who lives, but, sometimes, you know, I'm on the other

other side also, because, you know, we have a young who's just, who's placed in family of accueue, and that's... Yeah, so...

Yeah, so... Yeah, so. So, you know, if you're not that fuck, well... No, that, but... But, again,

I had really that it was not me that it's not that my chum me said, that, you, we'll change of family-a-kraine.

I mean, I said in my head, if I change the family of life, she, if I'm going to be maybe more cool, and I'm maybe maybe more more than you know,

there's a little that you know, that I think, I think it's that they're that they're young, and if we'll add to that

at your age, I don't know at what you know, at all the point there's that you're saying, it's not important.

No, and it's not it's not, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it doesn't, nothing. No. If, if, if I'm a person, it's a

lot of people that's not people who are not cool at 12 years and they're being cool, yeah,

it's cool, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's not, it's cool. No, no, and I'd

be more a little nerd at the school, to be very correct, and have cool,

because I'm really like scrape my genesse. But, you know, sometimes, you know,

someone did something to say, oh, yeah, if I'm if I'm if I'm

I'm trying, I'm going to choose my family of accue. Well, she's like, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she has been a good appraiser for me to play in the head. You know, I mean, I'm sure. I was at that age that, than her, you know. It would have been to play a job at 12 years.

Oh, really? No, we're frequenting a guy of Vendor and then. Yeah, it's, I'm not, I remember to have to go to Barbie, so, so, so, so when we're getting to arrive at the center of accuelly, she had been, she said, there, you know, I'm going to, you've got, that you say that you want to

to return to this family of the family of the I'm going to say that's good, I'm going to do, she'll say,

she'll have going to say she's going to her way, so that's her way, she said two times that she

had just her family to her at the she. Yeah, so that I've been

in the center of for a almost a a bit of a bit, in this

time that I'd not a part, and we're to be And my father, he has decided to re-rentry in contact with me. So, I'm going to, you know, I'm going to, you know, I can't go to stay

my mother, but my father, you have perhaps to be able to come to the house. So it's not time that you've got to want to see your father, plus that you want to go. Yeah, I'm going to go. I'm in-alphemy 24-7. No, no. And, you know, it's really rough, like, it's like a prison. It's really like a prison. So my father, he has received to have my guard.

I'm returning to my father. I was really content So, so it's like that it's a little bit to crossy I'm remark I think that's

you've already I've already started to be cource I think but yeah but it's

it's so I think that 13 years I return with your father Yeah I'm back 13, 14, whatever

13 14, whatever I'm I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure yeah exactly so I'm so I'm

so I'm so I'm it's it's quite It's just I was, I was just strict, but, you know, my father, for example,

you know, I've got to do you, he made to find my permit to conduct, you know, I'm pretty, I'm pretty, he had been

about a thing of school, during that I'm no, no, it's all right, and let's go, so, so, so,

so, so, my father, uh, when I, when I, know, my chamber, is in the,

my chamber, he's in bed, I'm going to, I'm going to, you know, I'd be, you know, I'd, you know,

And I thought it was bizarre, and the comportment of my father changed to come in. My, my father, I was not very good at the school, at the same way, that I was always,

I was dyslexic and so forth so I'm, for me, the school, it was really difficult, and, in plus to my age, I, like,

to be, you know, at the same at the primary, there, you had been in my parents, because he said, that's,

she'd be not to be able to talk, she, she could not have just to talk, she, he's a problem, so,

so, and my father, he, put, he, put, for the TDRH, it's not a rapport. You're capable to get to get yourself. So, I'm trained, the fact that I had not

the school, and my father he had really bad. There was a lot of, you know, you want to have a bulletin of mind? He's got my bulletin and he put it to get rid of the face. So it's it started with these episodes of the same where, you know, I'd say, I'd say, I'd just end-duried, you know,

but I just didn't, you know, I had the impression that I could not be me So it's not so it's past to someone of someone

to say it the part of the part to be in a bit of my

yeah and it's a bit of my my dad is good for well it's not

in the fact it's in the he's good to sing his song so

yeah she'll have at the school she she she she,

she compared to compare to compared to yeah yeah yeah

it's me it's I was too he did a crime with her

it's all the same with her mother. And I'm I've lived with my grandmair also who decided to come to

we're doing we're in a little chance in honor to live at Kim. And it's there that

I've got to there's there's a time where my grandmare when she has a little in the head

and she has to she, she my grandma was the same and then my mom and I'm I'm saying

he'd get at home he'd gollate my grandmire creem my ch't emotive Is you see that, I've got to watch

on your Instagram there's a long time she's quite. It's great a bit bit of, yeah, it's okay, okay, I've seen a photo

past. Yeah, yeah, just your and his hand, and she has been a minute, I think, my grandmother,

it's like my second mom there, yeah, it's, thanks God who had been in the front, because I had

impression my dad has been a couple of times before my grandma but he

but he he was verbal aggressive with him? Really, really, and, yeah,

he was really aggressive to have her, and, you know, she'd, she'd be able to and she said, she'd say, she'd say,

she'd, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, your, there's a lot, there's a lot,

and you know, there's a time, you know, there's a car, you know, my grandma, crime, who,

give me, you know, I'm, you know, I'm a lot, in the time, in the country, I'm a handicap

or a, he had a bad, so, my pa, he's, my father, he didn't, it's,

So it's a coming to same. And it's just, I had a little chum at at my view to

that I'm my best of my own and I'm seeing, I'm trying to I'm thinking my

I think it I'm trying to see that my father, Collin he's, he's cried after

and then we we're abated in the campang and we can't have been to have to say

my dad my son my father, my hair my shoes are all my shoes are my mubier

and all of the stue that I'd say, And he had petted a baton and he said, you know what, you know, you've got to play to hockey, now it's, it's finished. And, you know, he was all the time full-impulsive.

You know, I remember, there was a story where my father, he had invited a, he had invited a woman, at my wife, a young, can even, I think she had 19, my father, he had, like, a 40-dn of an year.

And, and it was an essential, he was one of his friends, and, the night, they were, like, I, you know, I don't know, the, you know, the, the, you know, I'm, you know, I was I was young.

The girl, she said, ah, you, rest with me, you know, like, what's the thing? Like, what's my dad, I'm

going to start with the d'clock, and he had nothing there's a little. And the woman was, you know, he'd try to to try to

to try to and I'm like, it's, it's weird, you know, I'd like, I'd like, when he comes to

to be show, that, you like that, the sex, my father, so, so, so,

so, so, And I just had heard, I was just a shiskaner, and she's like, she was there that she had entered in my chamber, she said, and she said, she's not going to your room, you know, because my father, he was in the chamber, he cried, like, oh, but, like, why you don't come, and then, in the case, she's been, so mad,

then, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, has said, she, she, she, she said, she, she had to go, in the chamber, to my father, and after, , like, 20 minutes, I, like, couldn't have, heard my father, and I was returned to

my father, and my father was all the and he was a little bit of and he was in and he was

going to do, no, no, go to your chambre with me this, this woman, all the night, and I,

I, I, I thought, I thought that my was, I was going to get to be able

to reporte, and my father, he had just made like just made, like, yeah,

yeah, so that, that it had that it had kind of that was, yeah, because there,

yeah, I was, like, it, that was impulsive, but I was like a little the kind of, you know, that my father,

you know, he, he, he, oh, he, he, he, he, clearly, she had not

on the same vibe than he No, really, no, no, no, no, at that, yeah,

yeah, yeah, so, yeah, so, yeah, there, there,

there, you, there had, , you know, to, my father, you, we're very, , you know,

in, the, , you, , I, , you're, , you're, , I'm just too tough

You know, even my friend me had already said his father he had been been like fucking bizarre and a minute

The same Yeah, the same Yeah, yeah, it's the Yeah, it's Yeah, he's, he had even

And I mean And I And I'm even And I'm You know, you're just You're gonna You're gonna

Yeah, And then he'd be Pognier of me And then, And all the Yeah,

yeah, Yeah, yeah, So, yeah, Yeah, So, It's, It's,

It's, It's, And, you know, all the world, we'd say, he'd say, but he'd say, look, it's beau, you know, I'm saying, you know, I'm playing there in my little

grandmama. So, so, a moment, there's a little bit, where, my father had really, well, the episode where he made

the, the bulletin to the visage, I said, no, it's a , I'm going to talk at the school. I'm talking at the school,

there's a time of a travel social at the school, so the travel social, I said, I said,

I said, I said, like that's not, I had lost the same way. I had never I'm trying to my name, I'm

telling you, my father, my father, this day, he had made in a Wieningan, and then, if you continue to

the same, he'd say, you're going to go me mad to, he'd say, I'm going to see, you know, and he said,

after I'm going to he'd say, he'd say, he'd say, he'd say, he'd be, he'd be like,

he'd be sure, he'd be able, but after that, he'd beck for you, My father was my father was the same. He, let's see

a lot, but after that, oh, but excuse me, you know, in my head to me, I'm,

I'm like, mittyy to know, is I'm sorry, is I'm sorry, is that you don't know, to give you,

get to, but who's not about to get to get it. Yeah, that's exactly, and the the fact,

it was like to be the too, and I had not done the night, I had pleurried,

I had per at the, and my family, it's like, you know, it's got to It's all right, she has

had to sense, and The Traveyor Social You've met with Yeah, it's not That's what, that's Yeah, in the fact, she She said, well, look, we're going to

have done a signalment. I mean, when you mean, you know, no, I'm talking, in fact, you know, in fact, you know, in fact, my father, and

for saying, that I'm going to say, I'm going to to return to the house, no, but no, I said, well, no,

but no, so, I'm supposed to be there to be able to the landmone, and that's it's been a vice,

the ADPJ I was convinced the ADPG in fact, to retire the plaintiff because I said to the end of the day of the end of mine that my father had never been so much

and that I'm not in the phone, I wanted to be able to and it's the first time that's the first time that's I've invented that DPJ

and the DPG had decided to nothing to do you have to investigate more exactly. So I've I've rested

with my father just at the age of 16 years. At 16 I was in three years. I knew my that I could quit my home. I had reprieed a little

contact with Mama. We texted a little on Messenger, via my sister, and then, okay, but, yeah. Even if you were, like, a bit, on interdited contact. Yeah, well, we're not in interdied to contact, but a little. My mom had just decided to say, you go to go, you go to go to

go ahead, she went to go to her, she, she, she had been fed ramsed in the past, also, and I think that it was too for her. So, it's that. At 16 years, I decided to take my things. I've taken my little sack of

of school, and my mother had been to be in church at the school. So I'm partied at my father with the heart load of letting my little bit of grandmama and there, so.

So, it's that, I'm parted at my mother. Well, I didn't, I lost to the school. I started to work in the domain of the health, and my

life all is quite well, you reprent your life to get to your life

to get to yeah, in the whole, yeah, yeah, so, so,

so, I, I'm, so, I'm, and I know, my,

my, my, and my, and I had decided to, we've to be

to be so, so, so, so, we're, we're, I think,

yeah, the subject. So, my father, we've repri contact, there, and not long time.

My father has repri contact with me because, I have a little little so my father had wanted to have my

new veils and say, I'm a little girl and I'm like, yeah, I'm too, I'm probably, I'm

probably young and I'm all right so I'm saying to my father, I said, we're trying to try to,

my father, you have looked correct, you know, I can't I mean, you know, I had commenced O'F, so,

my dad was like, not too, I mean, he said he said he said he said, he said,

so, so, so, so, that's that, my father, my father,

um, he had proposed a voyage, he said, like, he would be paid me

and I'm paying, and I think that would just a good occasion to, to be

to be re-trued Yeah, exactly, so, So, well, my little, my little, I'm in there. I'm partying a voyage, I'm paying with my papa, and I'm saying, well, yeah, you know. So, yeah, it's so.

You're parted just you two? Yeah, just we two. We're going to Cuba. We part the 13 November, 2003, ensemble. F'clock, we're going to go, we're going to go. We're going to go. And, you know, we're going to, we're going, let's go. We're going to, no, it's not the coroner there.

No, it's the crystal. We're going to be a crystal, and let's go. And, you know, well, yeah, criss, but I can, I'm going to say, we're going to, so we're going to be. My father is already a lot... Avanced. Yeah, it's so.

He's a lot of course. So, I said, I'm going to, I said, oh, I said, I'm going to say, after we're out, you know, we're going to eat like the mard. I said, I'm going to go and get to fombe in the skyrette on the balcony. So, my father said, ah, yeah, he's sick, you'd have to be

Fumper, so, like, there, I'm going to show. My father, he came to rejoined and then, my, and, you know, I don't know, he's, I don't know how to me pose some of the questions that's kind of bizarre. Like, hey, you know, my dear,

it's difficult. These questions indiscrette, if we're saying, if you're saying, you know, to grossy to say, you, you know, to grossy your sin, you? You had

an operation Yeah, yeah. And he said, you know, you'd have been to do

do that and blah, blah, blah, and he said, he'd say, he'd be there,

you know, we're like, you know, I'm, honestly, I'm not I'm, you know,

okay, fa, I'm okay, so, so, so my, so, so my father,

so, where, he's the, where's the, he had come to, to, to,

to be, to be, to be, to, and, And in the There will be no detail, but...

Fack, yeah, so, so, my father, he had started to do and then after that,

I just decided to say, yeah, so I think we're not there for that, and I decided at that

to bring my telephone and to register. I was like that. On the my head was disconnected,

we're like that I'm like, I'm like, I'm, like, it's not my parent

before me, you know, and at the At the same time, in my head, I'm like, oh, but, you know, it's me who's trying my same, but at the same, and at the same, but, my time, my father me demand this. It's weird, you know, it's like, there's no, there's been nothing that.

And then, it's like, well, he said, well, no. He said, well, he said, well, he said, we're, we're really not here for that. I said, well, I'm going to, you know, we're going to pass a a good voyage, you know, and I said, and I said, I don't know, by the stress, I've started to chant, you know, he said, the day, hey, he said, the song, you know, that we're, we're saying,

Yeah, yeah. And it's a wait. And I was up and, I was going to go to bed and it's like,

I said, hey, Chris. I see, it's the first day, I said, and in plus it's weird,

because when we are coming in the chamber of hotel, there had a lie. And my father had said

that we have two limit, you know, in a post let's, let's, you know, you,

you're going to get to you, you, it's got to try, it's not, it's not, you know,

you're never, you, you're going to , it's your way or it will not be to pass it's a few, you know. No, it's not a question. Well, at the case.

You're in as a part of, I mean, in time of all, I mean, I'm at all right, I mean, there's two li, and I'm, and I'm, I'm, and I'm, I'm in, my family, my family, because he... Well, it's been normal, uh, they're at the hotel, they're a bit nervous, so, you know, I'm saying, you know,

I've never, I've said, call-liss. No, and my father, he said, oh, they're too, they're probably, we'll change her up, and I'm going to change her, I'm saying, Chris, we're We'll have to get in a while. We're in a year.

We're in a few pyjama, yeah, yeah, and then then, and then, it was really bizarre, you know, he'd

really like, it was really, and then I'm and then, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, like, and then,

like, and then, I'm, and then, my family, and then I'm, my family, I'm trying,

I'm, I'm gonna, my mom, no, no, no new year, and in salary, I,

see, I had a chum, also, you, you, chum, this show when we we're

parted on voyage, we're in going to be to get a sit at a stay, and say,

like I'm saying, I'm saying, I mean, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a crisis of tabarnacle.

I'm at night I'm at the time I'm in the time, so finally, during the show we,

we cross a young, Quebec-en, and he crosses a woman, you know, the farm is after my

my wife, I'm like, it's cool, I'm part with, my, not d'n't, and so, so it's so we're not really

rendered a lot, and I'm saying it's just a little bit, so we're back, we're in the room, but we're returning in the room, and I, I think, I'm, I'm, like, I'm just, I'm trying, I'm trying,

I was, I'm still, I'm, you know, I was, I'm 20, you know, in 20, 3, if I'm, pretty, so, my, you know, my bra are, so, you know, my bra, so, they're rough, and, and, and, and, and, , and, certainly,

, especially, you're, Yeah, well, no, no, no, I've, you know, I've had to do you know. Yeah, yeah, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, so. Fack, so, my father, well, I'm, I'm gonna'em, I, I'm gonna'em, I, I'm gonna, you know, I'm gonna, like, you know, my son. My dad, my, my, man, just, no. But, no. I said, well, no, I, I feel not, I'm gonna be in douche.

So, my father, he said, well, yeah, he said, yeah, he said, well, he said, sit, to go to go to-dush. F'ke, so, my father, we know, we're not we're not,

it's so, so, so, so, my father, he made disabied, me,

and I'm made, down the and I, I, I, I, I, I,

I'm, I'm, but, the day of the night, the day, my father, my father,

after I'm after, my, like, in the phone, we'd continue to, we'd

continue the of, so, so, so, so, I'm, I'm,

And then it's like I remarked, you know, when there's things that have been I said, I mean, I said, I'm, I mean, yeah,

I had the blood also. So, so, I'm, I'm just, I'm getting, I, let's,

see, my father who's that, I'm like, hey, I, I, I, I'm in Marr,

there, I'm in, I'm not person with me, and I'm, and I'm in Mard, then I'm in Mard,

so, So, so, so, I'm out of... I've got to ask you, but you know, you know, you don't have the way to say, just, you've got to put a other billet, I'm going on to say on a other freezer. No, it's true. And, I mean, I, I didn't have a card of credit,

I had not an agent, I had nothing to bring. And, you, I'm just, I'm really poor in the time, so, so, I, I, I, I'm in, I'm in, panic, and, and, person, let's say, person, is, it's, so, yeah. So, yeah, so, so, I'm in the cell of, I'm in, I'm in, I'm in, I'm in, I'm in, it, there's all the way not,

in doubt. So, it's the where my father rest, he'd have been to get him to get in the

bed in the bed in the lie, there's like, there's a there's quite that's what you do it's like,

no, no, there's a no, there, there's a little little grotatat it has not to say, it's not,

it's like, it's like, you're just, no, I'm, you're just, no, I'm, no, but, you're,

in fact, I don't really to realize what I'm a realtor. I'm in the end of my arm of

bra, you know, with a rind with my head with my father who's with me and he's

like, wow, you know, I had not the time to realize what the part of, the, so we're,

we're talking, we're not talking to be all the two pan at all the time, I said,

yeah, we can go, we're going, and we're there the place where he said, he said,

he said, I said, Tan, he said, I don't know what's what he's going to he said, I regrette really,

but he said, it's never and he said, to have my power, and you don't have to be afraid to me,

and you said, he said, there's just correct, Papa, I, I said, I said, I say, I'm

saying, I'm just my head, to get, at Montreal, you know, you'd just to callse your

car, you, and say, mom, come me in the time, you know, I'm in a place, I'm in a new country, not

not in money, I'm in anywhere, you know, and we're not, you know, at Maradero, we're at Kayo-Koko that's like

these hills, like, all these resorts that you can't get on to go, so, so in the,

in the, in the, in the, in the, the young, that, he's a, he's a good,

that, yeah, well, he said, I'm going to, I'm going to do, I'm going to,

you know, okay, I said, okay, I, I'm going to pass the journey with him, and I do, and I do it like,

I think, I'm a little bit of my head to say, yeah, he's a little bit, yeah, he's a part, yeah, he's, you know, he's like 18,

19 years, he's, like, he's, like, he's, with a guy who he's working the night, he par the morning, he pray the to the ambulance.

So, so, you know, I said, Chris, do, you park when, he did, he does, oh, yeah,

so, I'm, so, I'm, so, I'm, so, I'm, like, you're, you know, It's not. It's sure I'm

I know. I'm blocked, like, I'm like, I'm sorry, so I'm, so that's the yearn, the night, I said, hey, I said, Chris, for I should say

something. He'd say, well, yeah, I said, I said, it's, it's, it's, it's really, really, really weird, but I'm, I'm really not sure to tell the

time. So, I said, he said, no, no, attend, whoa, there. He'd say, because, because, I,

I said, I, you know, I mean, I, I just, really, I feel I'm in with you know, okay, but, Chris, how do you want to

do you know, I said, well, I'm saying, I'm trying, I'm talking, you know, my father is still, so,

so I'm gonna, he's got up, there, he says, well, you know, you know, you know, the fact that you know,

to talk to that's, it's a little, it's a little, it's a little, yeah, because, that's the only

thing I mean, is, is that if I didn't, I'm saying, I don't know what's what he was going to say,

I'm sorry, and then he'd he'd have already He said. I'm sorry my chame he said,

he'd say, call the call the police me, I'm not I'm going to go to sit. I'm going to I'm going to

I'm going to call to say to I'm not going to I'm not going to after because the young he's off of Cuba and just to

my vol proxin all with the idea of the idea of the head of what he's going to I'm going to my car

to come to my car to my car to I'm in my car to that's the I'm you say to

You say it's a man. I said, you have to book a billed a billed a new time in the same the young.

So I said, I'm going to my own boy my own car, you know, they're doing, they're saying, they're saying,

Christ, you're who? Because, I'm going to, he's just I'm going to say, but Chris, you, I'm ajor

I'm doing, I'm sure, he said, when we're getting, when you're not responsible, and you're not,

he said, you're not part to be on to go to even, he's even what you're even what you're saying,

you me nize, if you me say that, my cream, the day and the morning... I have seen, you know, an impasse to have, you know, an appraise on, you know, so, we're going to stay supere, my

father, the young, you know, he's supped on board with his colleague, and the night, we decided to go to go, you're doing these vats, and the chut, I'm saying, okay,

it's there, I said, you have really that I'm going to end. So, I said, I said, I was to say, I said, I said, I said to say to my father, that I'm going to say, and I said, what I'm going to do in the room,

I've got put in my affairs, and, you know, in the phone, the hotel where's what we're in, there was, like, many buildings, and he was, I said, I was going to pay my life, and I'm going to do,

my life with all my life, and I said, I'm going to go. In his home home, yeah, in my, so. So, okay, he's, you know, it's sketch, he'd say, go, he'd be, far to your father,

like, I'm trying to, I would not capable of it I'm able to remorse my before my I'm able to

my wife, I had too who had I'm in front, that the only way that's the same way, I'm in

so, so I'm saying, yeah, what's the point to say, hey, there,

yeah, yeah, like, yeah, yeah, so, so, I'm,

I'm at my person, I said, I'm, I'm gonna, , I'm gonna, I'm gonna,

I'm gonna, he's, he's gonna, he's, he's, he, he's, he's,

I said, okay, I said, okay, I said, I said, there's a lot, I'd have been in. And there was, my father, he had failed to, I'd have fallen to my back with my valise, without that he'd start to turn to board, and that's and that's over, and that's,

and it's a coachmore, you know, I'm just, I just just have a little fast-forward, I'm like, have you reached to party, the round? Yeah, okay? Yeah, I'm...

He rested in the place in the, in the avion? Yeah, thank you. So, you're embarked in his bus to him? Yeah, how your

how your can, you know, because there, the night, you don't know in the room in the night? No, no,

but in the first, my father, it's not after. Because, my father, it's,

that my is, you're getting to get to the , no, no, he's got to the home, and he's not

there's a that's not, yeah, that's not, yeah, that's never that's a , yeah,

he's just, he's coming, he's, he's been to he's not, he's not, he's not, Yeah, it's true.

So, you've got to be there, and you're saying to have to be there, yeah, so he's coming to call me and sent me to send me and sent me to say, because, after, me, he's all right to say some things that's not.

And, we, we, we had said, in the front, we, we had said to the, the guards of security, we had given a chamber, the landmine,

we're part of, so you've not recrower. I'm... I'm crossed the morning when I was part of... It's like, entre view, and I, no,

I just, it's... in the bus. So you've stayed in the time as long that you could have

in a time that you're in a car, they were in their own and they're they're really, they've been in

what you know, is what you have said? Yeah, I mean to say that in the father had been aggressive

sexually, and he said, yeah, but you can't you put your point, but it's because there's

because I didn't, you know, I'm going to get in my country, I'm in my country, I'm in

my family, I'm going to yeah, Yeah, it's so. I mean, you know, I had a little bit of a great deal, that we'd say that, in this moment, I'd realize what he'd be,

I'd just part to show to my life. Well, I'm just, that's what I'm in a lot of hour. Yeah. I understand that's to be a point, but you

just, you know, you just, you're just to turn, in a place, you know, a language that you know, with a guy that you're supposed to to know,

that you know, that's not, you're supposed to know, I'd say, you're talking, you'd have been to, you know, if he's, it's been able to,

I was going to go in the same resort. I'm saying, no. I'm trying. I'm trying to say, I'm just partied. I thanks God to this young that, because he's still there,

he commented my video TikTok and I was like without, I'd never party, yeah, you're having with him. So, that's just, I'm revenue.

You're reving to Quebec? Yeah, I've come to Quebec. It's what, in Quebec? In my mother Chamboulouly Barrett, me also. He rests,

he does a week he does that. Oh, but, yeah, well, I don't know, But I imagine that I imagine that Yeah, I imagine that

Yeah And then, I'm sure, My son, my son, on my father, we're in my time,

and she said, I'm texting, I don't know what I'm saying, I'm saying, when I'm to come to to come to

the only, the only, you're saying, is you, like, what's the What's going, so,

you're going, if you're to put your planke, you, you're asking your parents, to you're

to be to get sexuallyally to, and in the we're in a time, we're going to have a lot of people who'd say, oh, he's been touched, and it's not real, and I'm trying to, and I'm telling, that.

My family, the court of my father, we're telling me that I'm so much, that I'm saying, I think that I went to invent a mald, you know, but in the same time, why? You know, why a young lady would have part of a voyage, all include, Peggy? You, so, and then, my father, he had been to say, to my son, that I had,

I wanted to part with the young. It's with the young, but I'm just like, I'm just, I'm just, why I would have of a voyage, you know, so. So, my son had said, oh, B'clock, but what's what I said, so I had all said, and thenalm, I think, it's two years after.

My mom, she said, it's really like you want to be, I'm going to be able to that you'd be able to put up, you know. And I'm okay, and, when I'm coming to Quebec, honestly, it's been the worst period of my life,

to have the heart so, I'm not there, like, we're, like, having the car that me made too much, and she'd like, I was I'd like, I'd like, I'm going to play, but I was like, you know what?

It's all right, yeah. And your chum, he'd come back, my God. When I was, you know, when I was, you know, he'd pleaded not with me, and after that, he'd have been very much he'd been to call the police.

But I was like, you're like, you. You explain to all, you know, exactly, you're like, I'm just going to go, you know, and, yeah, but, he made pretty press on, too, to go, so, he made,

I'm saying, look, for their own, so... What's not a good thing. No, exactly. But, you know, respect your decision, yes, but, you know, if someone that I'd be able to be able to do,

that would be able to do do that do, it's a fair also? At that, I was like, for my couple, for my family, for all the people, I think that's good that I do it do you do this. And I've decided

to go to do it, but I'm, the first thing that I said, to say, I said, I said, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say,

I'd say, I'd say, a detector, a detector of a mensongue. She said, well, she said, no, it's because what I'm afraid to say,

I want to say, I want to say, I want to I don't know, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, she's not

she's not, she'll be, she'll be she'll be to be, and she will be sure, by what

you can't do. So, finally, I, I've all did what it has been and she

she said, no, she's really really, I'm really, she's really, she, in this moment,

she had to be the matter of and she said to the little bit of the details to be sure that you're

not in the matter. But there a law in the law in the Quebec. It's so,

it's so that's the reason for the reason for I'm not for the rest it's not that's the

layer that. Yeah. There's a law in Quebec who says that what is what

is what to be to be accused someone in the what's what's

what's you can't be able to the you're to the if you're

in the or in Dora? I'm what I said that Cuba was more

complicated than the other I don't but I'm said that that's

really complex and it not the first that's it's my first

when I did you know when I did you when I did it when I wanted to

she she had called some she had been It's a lot of course. And it's been

it's been before you know, in the time when you deposed a place you're to do you

get to get to get to then they're after that you get to get after that you now it's now it's

it's it's a after that it's there's there's a there's there's

so, so she she she's she's a time and after after three four months

we're we're that more that we're not to be to the advance

with your because it's because it's passed to Cuba and that the the best that's the best of

it's not the way of is that all these weeks of the time you're in the do you

do you have to be my father when I when I was when I was in the bus

my father he said you're not correct he said we would be he said we have been

there who's I've been honestly there's honestly you there even even again

even again at this day, and sometimes I mean to cry, but I'm in there's not

person who will be able to get to my marriage I'm not to have my father who who will be

my wife and my daughter never ever never his great-papa so it it's a

that it's it's been long, you know, you can't you can't you can't you can't

you can't you have to retic some with him with him to give to give

to give a chance to give prove me that you're that's better, and that my my fee can have have a grandpair

of the pair that I've got in the sense Yeah, so you know in a mindset to, hey, we've got

to find a party of my family and yeah, yeah, and I'm a minute, I'm doing, with my ex,

the camera is part of all. And this video that, I, I'm listening again

and I'm listening and I'm to say, that I'm, I'm going, I'm I was reconstructed

so and when I was coming to see a voyage, I'd be in form, plenty of energy

plenty of vitamin Vue. Okay, a video before you're going to do so. No,

the video I was with my ex when I was when I was and I'm and I'm and the phone.

Okay, you know, I'd say, I'd go go to go and the bus was to that and when I'd be new

and then I'd start and start in this video and I'm like, in the whole,

then I realized all my life, I've tried to be A1 to see before this man,

for that today, it's he he's the he's not my life, I'm like,

I'm trying to be a good little for that finally, today, yeah, even if it

had been a bad, even if it had been the worst, you know, you know, you know,

you know, you said, you're a little chris, with your with your friend, you're more,

but you're a point, you'd it would be the , There's no, there's There's nothing

that. No, it's that that's excuse and who don't that nothing to give

nothing to that. You know, my part during a bit of time, he made,

you know, he made some of me, you know, he said, you know, God,

me pardoned, and, you know, my father, he's all right to say, like, Chris,

so, wow, it's like, so, it's like, yeah. It's easy, to be pardoned

by someone who'd respond not. No, it's so. Excuse me that's,

God, God, why do you give me pardoned? No, but you're so. You're not

in your with God in his culott? No, excuse me, it's not, it's not, it's not,

it's a thing, I'm more than other I've got because that,

you know, I, you know, my family think that I'm and my family,

you know, today, you know, I see, you know, I'm, you know, some,

I'm curious, if I'm I'm like, hey, this man that, he lives well, he lives his life. So, there's many people

that's not that's not that's the family, my, the family to go to the first of my family,

there's not that that's that's probably changing. Yeah. My friend, my sister, you know,

I think not, I think, maybe he's, maybe he's in doubt or he don't know, but he lives in the denier,

but, you know, if you want, if you want, that you want, that you want, after what you're I've been with you. My, my my wife, she will ever

in his bra, and is it in? Is it you have thought to repartire for Cuba, ported plain?

Yeah. In fact, I'm, I am I went to back to a voyage of my

female and I went to end up to my place than I'm I'm

I'm manki of courage. Yeah, I I was going to be of courage, because me, I, for

all this time after, I'm really demolied in time of person. I, I, I, I'm self-mutiled,

I'm going to in the alcohol, in drugs, you know, I'd had to be able and the other to try,

to be to me prove that, you, it's, you know, it's, you're the problem, you,

you know? You wanted to be puny? Yeah, I'd me punire, and I'm really had you really made

make you cussed in a bo and the other it would say that's not you're not well, I'm yeah,

I'm like, you know, I'm like, you have been like you're like, because you're because they're full of the world,

they can't do you know, but you don't, you know, I'm going to say, I'm going to see,

I'm going to and then, and then, I was going to go to sit, you, you know, it's all right,

when I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm in life a st. of life, a st.

had been in the violence conjugal because I think that I don't say any more but I don't know

that's not that you know, and I say to the people that you can't you can't get too in detail of

that because there's there's still there's not it's not terminated so there there's been

there there's a inquiry, it's not terminated so you can't you can't

you can't you can't you can't you can't you can't you can't you can't will say,

it's that you've putt for violence conjugal to have to because at your return, he'd

he pleurry and he putt to putt to putt that, he's that, he had viret really,

he's not he was, and there's there, there's a point of me and I'm saying,

yeah, but I'm not more, I'm not to say, but I'm not, I'm not

I'm not, I'm not, I'm I'm not that I'm that someone that I can't,

but you make the fault on the person who is abus and He's not been able to do that? No. And, you know, the psychologists,

often, they say, Tanya, you know, there's there's people who are going to live in a sexual, and they're going to live in a other way. So, I don't think

there's a good, there's a bad reaction that I'd have to have to have, to this moment that. I think, I've had been my reaction to me,

and if I, if I decided, me, to part, to be a point, it's my choice to, it's not, there's not, um,

so, so, so, so, you don't vivable not enough. And, you know, we're going to, if you put a plinth

for viance conjugal, it's because, usually it's, well, while I'm, the violence conjugal,

the same minimum, if you put a point immediately, there's too of femininicide in the life to let's place

to, we know, we're, you know, it's, it's like, it's like, it's like,

it's, so, you're, you're, you're, like, you've been, you've been,

you're, you're doing, by the , like you said, like that's so. So,

so, so, after that, I've already entombed the new things

over Ivak, Kavak, it's all these institutes in the fund that they're

doing, yeah, IVAC, it's indemnization victims of act criminal.

Yeah. Before we're there to ask you to pose a question and I

should shire and that's classic. Um, You know, you say, what the police

said, when you're going to have been, it's going to be it's a place to be in it's a place.

Yeah. Is they're they're doing to be in to take on to say, you know, not a

car, go to be in Cuba, we're talking to, we're not, you know, we're going to , because

I'm not , I'm not of the country, I'm not of the person, but I'm there's a couple,

there's a couple is part, and the guy is revenued all, he had, I, the process and all,

and there's a an inquiry, and he had been an inquiry, and he had been been in the fact, he had been going to be,

in the fact, he was going, and he's gone without his blonde, and he's been being a redone, in a resort, it's effect,

and, there, I'm not, I'm not back, I'm embarked in, but I, go to memory, and,

and, uh, that's, it's not, she, she's not, she, so, he's,

so, he's coming, so, to put some effort, of an energy, a viol, we're not not going to be not going to

get to be in because it's that I'm in that's a bit of there's a bit of there's a there's a way, it's

it's impossible to have to something that something that's going to be not, I'm not an inquieter, I'm not

a doctor, but at what you let's a person who can't do make a lot to come to say that,

in Cuba, well, back Cuba, will be at Cuba, will be In the fact, what's what I said, it's what I said,

I said, I said, I'm trying to say, is that all the people who are doing people, they can't even get their victim to be in Cuba, and after that,

it's right, they're exactly, oh, but, they're not, but they're saying, yeah, you've been able to

, you know, just to get in a bad restaurant, it's too, I imagine, not trying a , you know,

to try, to, you, to go, to, you, it's really, it's really, you're really, where,

you're, you're, you're on, I'm going to go away, the Ambassador Canadian. You know, Cuba, you're at O'Ready, you've got to go ahead.

It's a couple of hours of chard? Yeah, that's that's true. And, you know, my enquitress, I've really really seen that.

You know, it's really to me to say to to me tell phone, I'm not to help, but, but, you know, I, you know,

I think, I, yeah, , I think, it's been the way to the best of the solution. You know,

my life is not still in maybe, maybe there, maybe there a question, you know, I'm going to

to take your dossier, and we'll go ahead, and thank you God, and it's sure that I'd go ahead. You'd, don't know if someone would you help, you'd be able to, because you're... You're just... You're like, maybe not the support for it, but if someone... Yeah, I think if someone decided to say, look, my, your dossier, I'll be in front,

and I'd go, I'd go, to your life, and I'm going to do with, and I've got, you, also, you know, to do, to, to, to be, to learn, to be, to learn, to, to, to live more with. It's, it's been pretty time with that, I've seen, I've seen,

and I've seen, you know, I'm also, I'm used, I'm also, and I'm still, and said, even in the

relationship, after, it's difficult, that's difficult, it's really difficult, you, we'd say, accorded your

name, and, and, you know, and I'm, and, you know, after that, I've made, in the fact,

the depitage of the viol, and, unfortunately, the delay, the day, exactly, after,

the day, after, after, we could, we could, Not in all but in a tutte but she

has been remarked the blue she had she's a lot of she was I've been

because I'm in the fact that I'm made a emorragy I'm reprimed my

coat of so probably probably that it had been too far and it's even

even again at this day yeah sometimes I have there some

I'm sometimes I'm like disconnected of my type

so so that the Kavak Ivak it It has been during, and I'm still

still in the day I'm going to the time. It's really long for someone who I'm going to

question, and I'm a question because if it if it's not you know, you know, when you're

going to be because there's a person who has not a rendu of a sentence or of

something, you know, but you will me let me let's be possible to be

indemnized as victim of a criminal if you not put a point in Quebec? The line is where? Yeah, it's true.

How do you have to say yes or not? In fact, what's what's that's not easy? It's not really I've been able to work, not capable to

work. So, that, that's really, it's really really palaces in balance. I've been a traumatist,

severe, stress post-traumatic severe, depression, name it. So, that, that's really, that has really

in balance, my medicine, and my when we're really when it's not pro-rory. No, and when I When I was

Rended in Automultilation, they were in doing a time in making a tentative of suicide, it was going to

all the I'm just disconnected, in the font and we're saying, I'm doing that I've already

did it in the past, he's in more young, and me, we'd say, just, you know,

just, you, every different, so, so, so, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm just, and I'm It's often when it happens, it's because the people have a don't have a problem that's not to get a problem

physically, because we understand a problem physical, I see, I'm aware, I'm going, I'm going to, but we can't make a word, make a sign, it's a, it's not,

because you know where it's a lot, but you know that's it's not bad in and I'm in terms of, and I was, it's a grandeur, and it and it'd be able that, you know,

it'd say, you know, I'd say, I'm thinking to other thing, so, so, so, that's that, so, so, that, And in the FACC, if I'm if I'm

if you're you're playing and that you do you see a thing, a trick the vial

the deputage the drug the truce medico, the guys. Exactly so when you do it,

I think automatically you're eligible to Iva and Kavak and Kavak. So, I'm

at this moment that, Kavak that's all in the fact, and there the Kalax

also that's a, it's like a bit like the Kavak, but they toff they tuff, they tuffe, they're off, they're talking, in a place to attend, let's not, I'm a sport psychological

Yeah, exactly, so, I've made with them, and honestly, they've been really inded, you know, even today, the I vac,

they don't even they don't even pay the sum of, you, two-year-old that I've been, that I've been to have been

to have been, but, you know, I, you know, the doctor, camera of security with my, And, you know, there's also the story of my ex,

so, you know, like, like, you know, like, I don't know at that point, you know, if... It's... It's a... It's... Exactly.

The two have, like, it's like, so, so, that's so, yeah. For two causes different, but... Yeah, yeah. You think,

if the trick of violence-conjugal had not been in front of in-combed, or it'd... I think that no, because with the

evaluation psychological that I had used, I think, it's really... The fact that I... I didn't, you know, it's, it's, it proved a little what, it's like,

it's like a bit an case inexplicable, you know, in the fact, you know, it's like, it's like, we're going to, so, you know, it's like a, yeah,

it's like, yeah, that's, that's, you know, that's, if you know, to come, you're, yeah, I'm, because you're,

just the time, you're doing, all, you know, yeah, you've been, to have been in two years, to, you know, I'm not,

so, I'm not, if I'm, if I'm not not even today. Is it you do financially,

you know, you're doing, we're doing, we're doing, we're doing, but is a way to do you repropriate your

own own, I'm doing it, I'm doing, I'm asking, I'm asking, I'm asking, you know, I'm sorry,

yeah, I'm, I, I think, I think, I'm, I think, that, you know, I'm,

I, you know, I, I, you're trying, to, I, and I, and I, and I, I'm,

and I, And I've done to quit my job of rive, I can say that's right, because that's not able to be able to be able to be with these people who are young. And I, I've decided to find a NIFAN because, you know, to one, I've got to an EFAN before, and then, you know, what, like, you know, we're like, you know, I'm going to, you know, I'm going to do you, see, the world, they're like, yeah, but why you're going to find your son? I'm going to find my son, because my father he had touched.

It's a way for me to say, well, you know, what? It's the way. Yeah, exactly. So, yes, I'd say that the fan, we'd say that's a way for me to say, to me feel more in my body, to say, it's like, it's kind of, it's a bit, but, yeah.

But I'm just asking the question, because I was, you know, it's not to put to put to put on the point, to, I'm, I'm, I'm telling, I'm, you know, I've, you know, I'm very, , you know, justement, it's my, I'm, I'm repropried.

The people who, they're looking, it's, me who decide, that I want, who I'm looking, we're not, because we espionne, You look because I'm because I'm to show what I want

to see what you want to and what I'm going to be in I'm not, I'm not sure I'm not saying, you know,

I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm trying to be able to prove that I'm in fact because, you after that,

I went to my friend, I'm at my dad, me to talk, how if you want to if you know,

if you're my genitire, you know, is my you know, you've made to make to make

to think you you're a object? Yeah. Is that it, the weight of, well, it's normal what I'm happened, because I have to have what I'm

doing it, so it's normal that we can't abuse of me, so it's, it's not my fault, it's because it's what I'm saying, you know? Yeah, well, I've been, often, I've passed it, and then, and again, today, it's a job, it's on, you know, I return to the school, I refaed my affairs, and, you know, it's, it's, I'd have been reskried

at the school, and... Excuse me, I told, but... But it's not long, it's a few years, it's nothing, three years, it's... You're 23 years, you're all right. You've been to, you know, I've got to do, I mean, I've seen, I'm saying, I'm saying, you know, I've to do, you know, you've got to accumulate these things that you're not due to accumulate. No, it's a little guy, like, yeah.

Oh, and then, you know, you've got this little guy that, and he'd sorted and he'd and he'd couched with you, even, that's, yeah, that's... No, I'm sorry, to... I don't know, mature for it, again, mature, mature, probably, he's... No, he's... Sacrament, in a lot of Excuse me, I'm sorry, it's It's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, you know, I'm saying, sacrament, you know, I'm, yeah, I've never thought of that, but then, you know, well, you know, yeah, Christ, excuse me, I'm, it's a, it's a, it's a, it's an, it's a, yeah, he has abused, of an

infant, not, because an infant two-in-in-do-in, do, yes, it, it's correct, no, no, it's, it's true, it's, even if she's, it's, it's, the law, it's, I, I, I, well, I, I, I don't know. I think it's 14 years. Yeah, I think it's...

And then, after... And then, remember, 22, there's... Yeah, no. No. No. No, it's true. Excuse me.

We'd say... We'd say, I'd say, and I've wanted... And I'm in fact, you know, I'm in a little time, you know, and I realized... But it's...

No, it's so, exactly. That's what I mean. It's... It's... Yeah, I'm... Yeah, I'm... ...itone, you're...

...itin'... You're... ...I'm... ...you're... these women like you when I was young also, you know,

it's like, she, she, she, she, she, she, there's there's a there. No.

No. No, no, that's so. So, you decide to to be to be in string

in the street, and that you're in a lot of all new, it's your decision,

it doesn't don't know the right to person. No, no, no, no,

of what whatever, so, no, yeah. Oh, regard. We're,

we're, it's , But you farm your yule and you touch at anything. It's simple. It's like...

I was like... I was like... Christ, I never have a... You know, a life normal. I've never had a family normal.

And, you know, I'll see that it's a matter so, you know, I'm like, I'm saying, Chris, you know, it's real,

that's true? After, you know, I try to to revenue normal in my reality and, you know, to return to the market to

and we're trying that's this thing of this thing that it's more repressy, and it's, I think I think, you know,

maybe to find the day of the time, you know, it's going to depend on my chaminement, but, you know, sincerely, if I could have

to be the same, that's, it's all that I mean, who's got to be a minute, he has brought up 30-ke-annies,

I think, more, and it's just the fact of... And it's, it's, in plus, that,

often, yeah, but, he, what he wanted, it was just, that he'd it's almost

that, it was almost, yeah, it's, it's true, It's arrived. There was a process, there an inquiry, there was an

question, there was an question, and then we're asking, Chris, I'm not too alone. You know, he's just

to, you know, it's for sure that I'm for that I'm my alcoholist and my my son, yeah,

and she, she, she, she, she, she, she's, she's even ready to put to putt

to putt to putt to my dad he had been already and that he had already abused sexuallyly

and I yeah, you know, And, you know, I was like, wow, you know, this time that has scrapped our lives, and today, he's on. But there's nothing that's not. No, it's sure. Yeah.

Because, you can't be able to be able to be. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. You know, it's true, and I'm not saying, but, you know, in the sense, you know, he's, I mean, yeah, he's fucking bad, you, you know, he's fucking bad, you, he's, it's for so, you know, it's for sure that, you know, it's just, you're saying, like, hey, you, you know, in the phone, you, me, it's the sole false that I was

to go to go to to talk to my story, you know, if you're to say, you know, to say,

well, but I'm in this moment, you know, I'm an question, I'm an test of depest

of the deputies, you know, I'm doing it, you know, if you want, you know, to go,

go, go, go, go, let's, get me, more, you, um,

with all the , you know, with all the young woman, of your youngness to today,

is a mother, of a little , a little woman, of a little , this is a great subject.

My my fee, in the four year, she's placed at

the ADPJ because in plus I'm in the fact I'm not it's correct no,

no, it's that I didn't, it's not that I'm there's not there's

not like, I'm just curious with all what you having a little thing,

it's like I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm , I'm

that. Yeah, it's so. But go see, the fact that... I think it will respond in the

question. You know, I'm going to do you know, I'm going to my response. So, it's so, I've got to

kind of a relationship, but brief, we're going to be that you're not, no, no, no, no, no,

not, no, not, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, when I'm , when I'm depression postpartum,

for the people who are people who, people, it's people, it's a depression that's a that's a

And you're really not well, and I'm like, you know, it's like, it's like, it's, it probably not me to arrive. And, my friend, in the front, I had a great mal to live. We don't have any more, and then I had not the way,

and then the part of my fee, and, in the case, and I've been pasted my wife, I've perished the guard of my fee, and it was still in court. It was, before Cuba? Yeah, that's it before Cuba.

Yeah, exactly. It's before Cuba, and, it's so, I've been a... You've had a young. Yeah, yeah, I've had 18. Well, I was going to be at 18, my wife. I'm going to go to school. I'm not going to...

Yeah, so I've been lost to my wife, and not long time, I've made a lot of suicide. So, you know, mentally, I think I'm just not there, but, you know, we're like all right, you know, like, I'd really be mom,

but in the same time, I didn't know what, it was. So, it was really difficult for me to say, but my role of my mom, I, I'd love my mom, I'd love, I'd love, and, you know, and, you're really correct,

and after that, you know, it's all over the story, with my father, and the violence congial. I saw my wife, my wife, it's all right She was placed in family,

in the phone, he's placed at my ex, my ex To be there So, it's great parents paternal,

yeah, exactly, and so, so, so, so, but, but,

you know, there's, you know, there's a signalment, generally, when that's that,

it's related, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, we,

and the part of my fee, the, you know, we had , you, these big problems of

money, and I think that it's really, we're scanning all the time, and the non-stability, we, we know,

we'd have to be 20-piener in our poach, so, so, that's that, and after that, not long time, after,

he's arrived the story with my father and my ex, so mentally, like, I was, like, I could not,

like, I could not, see, a year, a few, a bit, more than, a bit,

more than, more than, that mentally, and then it's the DPP, you know, I see you know, if you go to see, we're trying, we'll end up to see, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, to get to be in my life, and I'm sorry, so I'm going to be a lot to go to my wife, so I'm, so I'd say, I'd say, I'm going

quite, I go, and I go, I go quite, I'm going to be the best mom for her, but is, is that's hard, yes, because,

you know, in the fact, I, you know, I've been the role that I've ever in my life, and, in the time,

it's a choice So I've got to have my little little bit of my little, and I'm a good mom, and I'm going to, but, but there's a question that's a lot of, I'm not saying. I'm not, but. Is there, is a possibility

that a day, you can't, revoir the guard of your wife? Yeah, okay. See, I do, I do, I do, I feel super my things,

we have a good relationship with my wife, and we pass, these both moments. So, I think that's the part of the mental, also, I, to find my the day march, to gore with a psychologist, to me

remit, to me remit, to me, put my feet, because, you know, to see, see, my father, and I'm playing the role of mom, you know, saying that's a matter, you know, I'm to make me, me, me,

me, you know, you know, it's, you know, to be able to, you know, for your father, and I, I think that's that I've done a year. And, you know, and while the fact that

when you were with his father, it's not top, is, you're, you're having to have, you, kind of a certain a better relation for your wife?

Yeah, well, And, let's on, we've had been quite a lot of, and I think at this moment that we've made a little bit

that's a bit that's a time of the time, I had, I had, I had, I had,

I had, my family, that I didn't not, and the fact that we had a misery to have to have

to have 20 dollars in our poach, you know, and then I'm just, and then, I'm just, I'm just,

I'm just, I'm back, I'm back, in the sense, you, you know, You know, you're not even you're getting, you know, she's She has four years?

Yes, is you have to have to have been in your wife? Is it? Well, it's so. It's a separate. We're kind of,

we're quite, we're not really, in fact, we're not, but, you know, but you're... But you're not, like, you know, when I see, Papa, it's not like

mom, mom, sensitive, and then she's a... No, My wife, she's a... She's a young so, so, she'll be

not really, but... And, at least, in a stability with her grandparents, Honestly, in this moment, he's with the best people that have been

to be able to be. I'll ask you. I'll be to ask you. Yeah. It would have not. But is that your job actually, you block a little

to the DPJ? Well, at the beginning, at the beginning, yeah, and I, when I'm sure, because, you know, only fan, it, it's not long

that the world they're like, they're a little more accepted. But I'd say, that when I I've gotten before,

you know, the avocals he'd say, yeah, but, you know, in the same time, I'm in a

time, it would be, not, because it's not illegal. But no, not to do all the

if you, if you're if you're that, that's illegal. So, that's, but you,

you know, you're doing, you, so, I'm not, I'm sure, I said, it's not

to say, but I don't know, but, because there there are really there's there really,

you know, I, I mean, I'm to watch certain comments on the other the podcast,

and I think, I think if the world look at the point I'm saying, I'm sure, yeah, and honestly,

if you, if you've , you know, with the story that's a moment, it's like, it's like,

yeah, no, no, it's just, you're not, all the people who call the

people who are there's just people who are on the list, and these things of things, you're all right,

Facebook, it's even not me, the time of a minute, you know, that's the one of the time, it's

it's a little, yeah, yeah, I'm really, but I'm in the my time, I said, you know,

in the phone, like, my and my and my friend, we're just to add a camera on the

when we're on the time, my she's not in our time while we're in our way, but,

yeah, I'm in disabia, I'm like, in the time, my wife, she, she, she, she, she,

she, she, she, She can't me in disabye, she, she, she,

she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she's, it's,

I'm, you know, to the , you know, they say, you know, they'll say, you know,

they do it to do you do it, that's, that's, she, she, she,

so, no, so, you, uh, , is, if it's, questionable

to the people of certain people, that's, that's, that's, the of each

of each other, that it's, it's a it's a legal. You know, you know, you know,

you're the right to think that a person who's not a person who's not in life, I'm not going to the freedom of

the expression in the life, you know, to the level legal, it's not not, it's not to get a life, like that, so,

so that I'm to have a question, to have, to have a feedback, you see, you, yeah,

well, well, it's sure that when you're when you're, it's like the first, yeah,

it's, It's a lot of a lot of need. Yeah, but it's a bit, you know, if you're doing, if you're trying to work of danceers, it would, it would, it would be more correct, you know, so. Yeah, no, it's true. And I'm permit to tell you, today, well, no, before to ask that, you know, before to ask you, what you do you say that's going to return to the school, so. Yeah.

You want to, you, you know, you're going to continue? You know, is what your, you know, is what your, you know, is what your, you know, I'm not that's all my life. But, you know, in the moment, I'm going to that's a lot

to say, well, you know, that's, you know, you're doing much, you're doing to do you know,

for me to be to go to a little bit more, my life will come in very, very very well, financially

and then, and there, a little company, that I'm to have, I've got to my brand of linch,

so, so, you, to sort of getting, some time, to, so, so,

so, in some moment, I, is, is I continue a new my life, no. I return in the

school in this moment because I am I'm going to return in the so in the so infermier. Okay.

Is that I go to go in the or I don't know? Whatever, you do what you but you do, you

You want to have a new traditional if I can me be able to say like so,

yeah, and to to get the for a point of the that's, you see, because, you

you know, when you, you when you're when you, you, you put a You're not. There's a pain.

There's a lot of, there's a bit. I'm a different. I'm going to be able to my feet. Maybe I'm going to be maybe I'm going. Sometimes I like that. I like a little bit.

But is, but... But is, is it not having, in the world of your view, it's more easy? You know, you'd obtain the guard

of your thing? You'd be like one of the first thing that would be one of the because you'd probably more.

Because you'd not. Because you'd be not. No. It'd be so. It's so. I think, I've done to do this.

I think, I think, I'm just, on the level of your personal, you know, is that you do you know, do you know, and the lunch for the school, and then I'll go ahead, which is not grave?

What's not, I'm just, on the level of you, is that, you project in this avenue, yeah, maybe I'm going to get the guard of my fee.

Like, maybe, and, you know, maybe, and, you know, I go to the time, you know, the little routine of family,

it's just what I'm that I've been, and, you know, it's just that I've, But I've seen because we're on the time of the time of

the time of you know, I've seen there's a there's a lot present to the yeah, yeah, really,

and the children of my son, I'm, I'm trying to my son, I'm going to go to go to and it's sure

that's the day that my will return to the house, and I think not that I'm not that I'm don't know,

it's a new new thing, it's a part of my life, but the day that's going to come to

my day, it's that's sure that's my first thing, it's a my friend, you know, I'm going to do with do with some of the trip

I'm going to do with some of the hotel and the chalette but the day I'm afraid would never be able to so probably probably that's probably

that's probably that probably to talk about the time to say, it's just to see, where you know, where you,

you know, sometimes it's like more easy to do that when we're, I don't say a liberty because I consider

not that I'm because I'm not that you can't say that you can't say you don't say you're free because you're able to

you're more liberal in your heart. If you had, in this process that you said, yes, it's going to say, yes, it's going to be,

is there there's some of the next year, in the three next year, we're not a and I don't know because it's a

It would be in a little It would be. It would be delicate, and it would say it would say to, it would say, but... It's not

It's been in the moment, you know, what you have to do do you have to do? Exactly. So, you know, after that, it's,

to go to go to go to find the necessary. And, you know, you know, you said, you know, to talk, alcohol, drug, auto-mutilation, all that,

you've consulted so, how it go to this level, well, I, well, I've made, an desintox,

like, I, I mean, I was, I, didn't, a koke, but, you, I was able to put in some

, so, so, so I, made, a little desintox, it, it was, but it's,

I'd, they'd, after they, they'd, they'd, after, Okay. So, so it's not internal.

F'cate that, of the drug, I consume pu. The alcohol, I decided to mabstowning the alcohol. We've got rid of a brother, and then my best friend, and I said, okay, it's just okay, it's a few.

So, I'm inscrite tomorrow. In bikini? Yes. So, good chance. We've made one in my life, and I've never, no, I've done it. Oh, no, I've done.

I'm doing that. So, so. I'm content. I, I've made, check, it's fete, but I, but I've wanted me Pussie, I've wanted to let's see, I've got, I've ever been

I've ever been to never, I've got to be able to live. No, it's true problem, but I'd say, that, you know, in the last year really not, I'm really not,

you're able to, you know, you're able, and then, you've not, you've not been to be a croce as a non-term

because, you know, not. You don't seem like an alcoholic, just, you're plonged there, because it's a

for you, to, to gillet, your emotions, to do what's to do, yeah, I'd,

And then I'd be I'd be embarked in a story, without a time. Yeah, it's not it's not good,

we're part of, and it's because it's a depressive when you feel not, yeah, so the coup, it can,

it can't be able to but the end of the day, you're in a day after the end of the

day, you're better, no, it's so, it's so, yeah, it's the, so, yeah,

so, yeah, I'm, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, I was not dependent on the alcohol, but all the time, you know, when I wanted, you know, when I wanted to do,

you know, I was not the party, I was, I wanted to, you know, so it was, the famous, we're not, for the bonnett,

yeah, it's not, I was, I was doing to me demoler, but I was, I'd be able to to come back,

to come to come to, come to, so, no, it, yeah, yeah. Yeah, I,

, really, I, I, I, I, I, I, I,

, I, , well, , I, I'd I'd like there have something that can be able to

see a level of what's I'm going to that's not normal, that's not just,

well, we can't get a thing, I think, maybe it's people who are to hear of

more, but I hope to have to more, and I'm I'm going to get a very much

to the famous young when he had 22 when he had 12, there's a

there's a thing to do you, I'm going to I'm going, but I I think that... Yeah, yeah, there's a family today, and, you know, I'm in

a little bit... Yeah, but, you know, I'm... Yeah, you're gonna... Yeah, you're gonna... Yeah, you know, you're not... There's not, you, you know, you know,

you're doing... But, you know, I'm... You, in the case, you, it's a little... It's a little... And, you know, what he did after? We don't know.

I'm... I see, I've seen that he's out of other young, and, you... But, you know, but... Yeah. But, you know, I...

See, you... See, you... that, and I think that you will have people who will have some people who are you know, I think you're making pretty much of your

what I'm trying so I'm trying. So I think you know, you know, who are the bad people who decide to not support there

that's, that's, that's a matter of that's not, my best, my best, my best, I'm not at

being, yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. Tanya, yeah. Tanya, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, but,

but, who are necessary. I think it's important to give the place to people who have been able to I'm going to make sure.

Not in the sense that I want to not in the sense of people who are having to be used to feel like that. It's really to realize

at how point our society is a malade. The men make-hear. I'm one, and, you know, and I can't

not see, I'm can't see, I can't even the fact that you're not compared to a It's not that the story of an other female is more than,

it's the layer, just, of the other country, that the people probably know that's not, and I hope that's not, you know, because, no,

we've got to come, for example, that if it's a lot, probably, so it's a good thing. It's a good thing. It's been plenty of TikTok,

you know, I've been really super popular, and, you know, if there's, if there's, if there, yeah,

if there, if there, yeah, if I'm open, you're open, we're, you're open, we're,

your resos for people, or a courierce, if you want to be able to get, you know, it's a bit of your own, nice, you may see you, my dam, whatever, if you have, okay, I'll leave your own, my own life, no, it's just, you're just, you're going to get,

but the goal, it was not, to do you, but Chris, why not? No, but it's that, you, it's, there's, you know, there's, so, you know, what I'm what I'm doing, is, if you're having something in another country,

even if it's not easy, it's more, it's more, to do it do it on the spot when you are there, because when you come to come

here, the law, is it that's that's been in a other country that's I'm in a lot of,

you can't, yeah, it's true, you have said, I've said, I'm saying, that's the that's the

not a good thing, no, but it's not not logical no more, but if you had been

so it had been so it had been in there, it's, there was automatically, the dossier, it was automatically, the dossier,

When he had said it's still, it's still more fashant, you know. And, you know, I'm like, I'm the same layer than you. I'm like, Chris, that's fashant, because, oh, okay, 17, we'll have it. 20? No. And in the time, I'm like, we're like, we're like, we're trying. We're trying to, you know, but at the meantime, you, it's a little bit, you know, but at a moment time, Chris, it's not, yes, that, it's perfect.

My problem is, it's not, well, we'd never be to be able to be more of the minor. It's more because... Chris, we're Why the person major is not also pre in consideration?

Yeah. You said, I'm sorry. I'm glad that you're saying, because it's so, if you were had been 17

when these events, you're coming, one day, more than a day. We're at a year. It's...

Yeah, we're that's... That's so, it's... You know, when I you're not there's...

Yeah, I see, I'm sorry. You're saying, I'm... You're like, oh, yeah. So, so what you'd

what'd say, what'd say, what'd... if she had had been 17 years? Yeah. What's what? There's, do you, have you, the encounter

who are you, what's going to, what's going to be? Maybe. Maybe I'm going to say, there's, I said, there's a lot of, there's been,

maybe they're on kind of, I know, I know, I, know, but I, for not that, if there's a there, if there, there's something to

do that, and I, and I, I consider that it's, not, it's not, but, but, thank,

but, thank you, it's something, it's something that I'm, it's something that I'm to talk. Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. It's important sometimes, I'll do you know,

once in a lot. But she's not the good number. She'll have tried to me to make the fact of it. But we receive a

demand, we try to treat all the demands. I can't be able to turn 52 per year, and I

receive more than 52 per of people who have been in people, you know, it's not

it's been for many times to me relance it's not a a good, and it's not, it's not personal sometimes my

name, I just, I think you'd be able to see what I'm doing, you know, but... Well, me.

But, sincerely, thank you, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, to what you're saying, I'm sorry,

of what you've been used to have been not been used by any human, but it's, it's not, the place,

people, by who can't what we have, but, whatever what we do in the life. Yeah. Yeah. So, there's

there. There's not... Not a judgment about to. Your body. Yeah. There's some there's a reason

sometimes that people decide to do about their their view. So, you, it's not all the time

to do you , you know. And if there there's a place where there there's not of the I think

that it's part of the reasons for the people, it's here because, because,

I consider, that, you know, liberty of expression, but there's also, not

because, you know, I'd have been to have a female, you know, it's what, the comments? Yeah, I mean, I'm afraid, but I'm like, I'm like,

listen to you, don't, you know, it's like, we, we're, we're going to see, we're on the life, we're so, we're doing,

we're doing, what's not important. The, that's not, that's, an episode, and I'm sorry, thank you,

thank you, you know, I hope you're, you know, I think, you're, I think, you know, I'm sure,

you know, you know, you're, you, You appreciate the episode, at the same time, appreciate a an history like that it's like a

like a story of like a lot, thank you're like to support, thank you, to understand the people, thank you,

thank you to be so much at 98% of the comments that you let's what I'm to you know, is that the

most of the most of the people are so much, so you're so you're so you're really,

and you're appreciate really. Thank you for fans, Thank you, and thank you, to us auditors. Thank you.

Thank you. On the parlor.