Au Parloir - Épisode #138 - Josée Querry

Episode Date: April 19, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Josée Querry, ancienne policière à la GRC. Dès sa première journée sur le terrain, elle est confrontée à une scène de crime violente impliquant coups de feu et meurtre. Ce n’est que le début d’un parcours marqué par des interventions dans des communautés des Premières Nations touchées par la violence, le trafic de stupéfiants et même des enquêtes liées au terrorisme.Après des années à absorber la noirceur humaine, la pression finit par la rattraper : burn-out. Mais l’histoire ne s’arrête pas là. Aujourd’hui, Josée s’est reconstruite. Elle écrit des livres, prépare l’adaptation de son histoire au cinéma et porte un message puissant sur la résilience, la santé mentale et la reconstruction après l’épreuve. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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policeire at the GRC community of first nation stupifiant

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placates of the GRC, and by her first day, like a policeier, not armed

with only her young judo that she had done, because, she, like she

had not had been not as a life, she had been a champion

Canadian in judo, she has on a scene with a coup of a crime,

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really really really in the good, in the many conditions. My

father, my mire had a company, to have to have all the four together in the company.

There was a garage. Okay. A few? A few? No, no. No, no. No. Not too, a few

a few people. My father, my father, we had a car and we had the auto, and we had the charles of the GRC.

It's all that that's all right. But it's a garage mechanic or a garage vendor? No, no, a mechanic.

Okay, my dad did the mechanic on the auto of the GRC, and a I was a day I met with a Grasie, and I was like, I went to be like her.

But I was young, so, so, after this day, that Madame Lowe, she's called Carol, and I've always wanted to do with a carol. So, I've continued my life, I've made judo at a level national.

But, you know, excuse me, I'm sorry, I'm not sure, I'm not, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, I've been used, but, you know, I, you know, I think that, you know, because you did, you're young, but, you know, there are

there are some young. And, you know, I see, I know, I'm, I'm very much people who are often, you know,

have been seen as a son, you know, I mean, you know, I mean, you know, I said, you know, a garage in a little and they had

the caravis, and you'd have perhaps, hey, I'd have been to have a lot of some, you know, that's, you know, when, you know,

we know, the truth that can be , you know, it can't do, it's, so, it's, it's,

Because, I mean, I didn't, you know, I didn't, you know, person who had been policed in my family, to do all, you know, it's really this woman, you know, had a prestance. I thought that it was really cool, and I said, well, I'll do feel that in a life. And we'll have funnier, because the GRC, it's kind of, you know, because you're due municipal,

you, you're doing, you, you're, you're, a general, and I'd like I'm not so conscious. The few of contact I grew with the GERC have not been very positive in my life. Yeah. But I've got curious to go, I'm just to go. I'm sure. Judo? Oh, judo, I've

started so, super young. Listen, I had around 8 years. I was there with my aunt Charlene, who is decided very young

after. And she's a champion Canadian of judo. So, I, I wanted to do like she

I'm a first time that I'm going to do do you know, it's a bottom of and I was

too little and I'm going to do make much, I'd not, I'm she, you go,

you go, you know, you go, you've done to find, to do you I'm becoming a champion Canadian of judo,

you know, because of her. But you're, you're an impone? I'm, I'm, I'm a,

I'm a, I'm a leader, you know, I'm, you know, I'm in the sense, you know, she's,

she's, she's gonna, she'll be a woman, you know, your time, you're the genre, you're the genre, you're like,

epongue, and to have some, and to have been to be inspired, yeah, yeah, really,

really, and, and I've been I'm very chancero. I've got a lot of my life, you know, in part of my parents, you know, it's the best people, you know, to not party with two strikes, you know,

often I've received a lot of people, unfortunately, who are parted, but as I've seen, like I've received, some of the family, and who are shifted for these reasons, almost incone, that's why is I started to consume when I was, you know, all right in my family, all the taboo, you know, I mean, you know, I'm, you know,

I mean, the soul, the, the the brain is a human is so complex. But I'm, because you know, I said, I've been a champion Canadian in a time,

champion Canadian, so, so, so you've got to a judo young, and you start never. Bragg. And I'm really a chiant. Asset me,

my, my, I'm not. I'm really a chiant, you, because, you know, and I think to that today, and I'd say,

oh, God, I'd want to my children, would be my end up my times, you could gain by some IPon,

it's a point, it's a point perfect, but I, I'd I'd not paris-pon, I'd be able to boot, and I'd have tried,

you'd understand. So, so I'd try not as well as that's been like that when I was in a job, but, you know, but, you know,

I don't know, I'm going to be, on the podcast, the inck, I'm going to go and right, I don't, I'm going to

the documentary, I don't, the last dance of Michael Jordan. No, I'll have seen. Michael Jordan, we'll say,

one of the one of the most of the best of the world, the Chris, of Blemart, you're in we,

we've discovered in the podcast, in the documentary, it's not the person with these co-equipy, it's, but, you know, I mean, you know, a point, when you're going to, when you're investing, in something,

on something, you know, I mean, you know, to be concerned and, you know, if this attitude that you've been to be madden, I think not that

you've asked to cross the bra of a corner, no, no, no, no, no. You know, to have someone McGregor,

you want to someone of arrogant, but it's one of the mayor, and it's not an obligation because George St.

a year with the zero that, but, you know, it's not that's the I regret to to have to

be a lot because it's that's not, but it's that's not maybe it's like, I'm in the

way they're like, you know, I'm trying to when you're like that when you're like some, I'm like that

and my my mom she'd in every I'm continued, and at around of six

years, I, I've discovered the part a part of a bit, so I'm quite

got a lot but you have been champion Canadian in 14 oh, young,

I was 15 years, you know, I've done it back, I've done, after, I've done until it's a 19th, like, I'm in a

championing Canadian, like, on the United, like, it's a French Albert, Saskatchewan, that I had gained.

But in the category of, it's the age or it's the poe? The weight, the age and the pooh. And after that,

let's, let's Toronto Open, I, I'm just I'm going to, and it's, you it's, it's, it's, it's, you know,

and you've gone, and I've gone, and, a, you, a, a girl of the U.S. So, so it's, so it's made it made

get to start from our time I'm a little bit, the syndrome of the child of the little bit of the little, you know,

because we, we'd be quite, but we were pretty, but we're close, and a brother and a son, mom,

our 13, so just our family, you know, you're not that's right, so, but,

so, so, so, so I, I thought, I'd always, I'd always, I'd

I'd always, I'd always, I'd, my linge, the fashion I do you I'm talking I'm going to

sometimes I'm going to do you it's a mode that's a when I'm when I'm when I'm to arrive at

Regina I'll talk about it's a fact and it also but at the judo I'll learn English

I'll learn more to learn I'm pretty in my head you come to you know

you're practically automatically biblink no no I'm don't it's not

not about there's there's there's not there's there's not there's not Okay, you're semi-quebecuan, because your culture is very Quebecua, I imagine.

Well, you're at an hour of the line of the Quebec. That's so. One hour and a minute of the lines of Quebec. So, you know, there's person who speaks in English. It's sure that we have these, we're doing, you know, so. But, yeah, so, so, it's so it's, it's a lot of discipline. You know, it's two times per semester of the time. My mom accompanied always.

You, it's one of the parents, accompanimentator, you know. even when I was more vie to me to see. Is it you think that's actually,

structure and rigidity that you're imposed young, when you said, you know, when you're

getting to the party, so, so, so, to have been more strict to be more

personal, at the sport, has made, that when you've discovered the party,

it's, it's, oh, okay, so you, you, so, you,

when you're, when you're when you're in the party, in the extreme, or just? No,

no, not, not in the of the 16-year-old, 7-18. It's at all, I mean, I have two children, I'm going to, you know, the side party, the side of all,

they're not made the, you know, the tier of what I had said, but, you know, we had that at the end, we'd have to have, we'd have to do some, and we'd have a fun, you know, but it's not

to, but I, never touched, never, you, I'd, know, I'd, you, I'd probably, you, I'd never, you know, but I'd ever, because my mom

knew, I'd always, I, the kids, and we're we're supposed together together all the

two to work, she, she, she, she, she, she, she said, she said,

she said, she, if you're doing the drug, that, it's, it's, it's,

and at every time, there's a joint on, and I, and I, sometimes,

she'd back at , she'd be, she, she'd she'd she'd

sometimes, there's, sometimes, she'd be, they're, but, you know, I'd say,

You know, deceive? Your mother was a Yeah, it's a At that that she had at that she had been a

point that she's I'm glad she, I'm saying, she, to say, well, it's just, well,

don't, you know, I don't know, I'm not because I would have, to be sure, I'd probably not get

in GERC put on, you don't, I don't, I think it's not, that's a man, that's not

that's something that's, that's, I think, that it's not, it's a man that's true, I'm sure,

I, I'm the impression if it was not to get into my life or if you're in other side, you know, there's some of the time, but I'd probably

would be the human that's true. Exactly. You know, never, anything that's not going to you're going to

after that, back 19-in- in the judo? Yeah, well, I'm, yeah, I'm, I'm at the university,

like, you know, at the university, like, a year, but it's more because I'm so, yeah, because I'm, even,

even, even, even, to train the, so, so, so, so, so,

I was going to do that this mountain, yeah, I'm going to because you know, it's been to say something, it's going to come in, I think, it's that you're saying,

you know, there's an element to make sure, that's a lot of, in the same, you know, I, think, you know, I'm saying,

in Saskatchewan, but I'm going to talk to my judo later, when I'm okay, okay, I think it's an event, I think there's an event,

it's a element of course, excuse me, I'm a lot, I'm sorry, I try to remnant some, I try to remnant,

the morning. I'd have not anticipated. University, so the idea police and restate your studies

have been in view of that. Police or GRC? Yes, that's why you've asked you're

to know at New Brunswick it's GRC, there's not no police provincial. The GRC everywhere

to Canada will cover the villages the villages, the cities that have not the police

of the in the city, the Quebec, they have the security, but at the New Brunswick, it's the GRC

everywhere, I'm not that it's not in Ontario, yeah, it's the, it's Opie PIPP

who do the rest of the Canada, it's going to be the GRC when they're not a police of a

city, let's Calgary, they're their police of their little village around, it's the GRC,

or, you know, it's like that's that's not because, you know, the GERC, you know, the sole

contact that I've had been abied in GRC, and they'd like to goze, but, you know, I'd say, I've seen, I've really seen, I've seen, there's really,

there's just, there's just, there, there, there's a, there, and it's that, you know, to New Brunswick, so, so,

you know, so, you've seen, you've seen, that's, you've seen, there's, there's a lot,

for that, for you, for you, for you, for you, for you, I'm even not that the Surte of

Quebec, uh, exists, in that when I'm , you know, I'm young, you know, so. So, yeah. So, all your

studies are in line? I'm in line at the University of Ottawa. But before that, New Boondy, have you, do you have a Cegee?

No, you do you do a 12th year? And after that, you're going to go to university, there's not a CCEP. So,

but if you come to do Cégep. Yeah, because it's Cégepp, Nicolette, if I'm not in Quebec. Segeep,

exactly, it, it's sure, it's sure. We're not we're trying in life, you know, at least,

I had been I would have had a party until 5 o'clock in the morning, but my pen would have me would have been and it's like like, we're going to work, you know,

we've been able to work, and we've learned that's people who are people who are people who are and you know, and it's not,

and it's a arrangement super well, but he will continue to to work, you know, we're doing, we, when I'm in

when I'm 18 years, I'm a little tanning to work like a little bit at the Aux, I'm at least long, that

the end of the same time, I can't I can't work to work to you know, you know,

you'd not, you'd like, you'd just, just, you were just, to get rid

to rotter the chard. So, so I'm to go to my parents, I thought that's a

bit more, and they've been to and they're to live, for I'm for I'm going, so I'm

a job of Camlo of Ottawa Cetisone. Okay. So, so I'm going to 250

journal to pass seven years to seven years to seven, at three hour of morning. Four days

of congey per year. And, yeah, and at pen, you know. I see, I've already passed by that. Yeah, so the night, you

understand, the winter, all, I'm going to pass my 250 journal, and it's at Orlando, and I'm

about, you're obliged to get to something, it's something, so, so, I'm in three

hour the afternoon, I'm at the bavit with the baffed because I'm , I'm

after six months, I'm gonna call my papa, and I'm can't come to come to come to

come to front of trotting these chards. Yeah, it's a lot. It's a lot. I was probably not so far that's a job

that I've made, and I'm a little bit of parenthesis, because it's really something that's really, I'm doing,

I'm doing, I was like I'm young, like, 10 years, with 40 journals in my little, but I'm

in a little other job, on a moment of my life where I, and I, and I, and I'm in chaw,

but it's that, it's three hour of the morning, just at, like, six,

seven, seven, four, four, by night, but it's seven days on seven. And the Saturday, where the whole

everyone is relaxed, it's just two four more of the client, two more. And there's... Exactly. I got to show

it's hot, the genus, and I'm in a handuole, I'm going to I'm going to get to get to get a

and it's a year, but it's four days per year, I think it's the 25, the first, the first and the two,

something like that that's not the December and January, it's not clear. Yeah, so no, it's brulant,

bruling. I've had been problems of the You're going to eat, you're all to get all the world, you're brule, brule, brule,

but in the case, I mean, at the time, it was paying, but when you're at one, Camelot, you know, what, you know,

to see what, you know, a man who had me to come down to be in and brought, to the , and I'm

going to be, I was doing, to make sure, I'm trying, to be, I remember, that one of a glass,

and I'd say, what sort of life that I'm impose, you, you know, and then, and I,

and I, And that's it's just so. I studied, and I'd do do the law, the psychology, all of all, whatever for fun to finish a bac, because at this time that, he'd want a bac la GAC. Okay. So, so it's never what to find out of course. So it's even not that it's not

in criminology, in publicity. He'd want a bac. He would have a class. You'd have a class. Well, I'd have been prepared. Okay. So, now, I'm, I've rene at university at Edmontston, at New Brunswick,

at an hour of she and I'd have been to have any charned at the end of seven. I'm going to, you'd have to live at 8 hours. It's so. It's so. So I didn't have lefted des chars. I finished

my back. And it's not pretty often it's easy. In the time of the back, I had had been

really not a good person, I've been with the person. And so, so my first encounter with the GRC,

the on the appell, had been there. You know, this guy, it's a rome I'm never to

that, and I want to be a talk. You'll see what... I don't know because I'm... I'm...

Just for that it's... My first my first time my first time to say, you're doing, you know,

I'm gonna... Okay, that's that... No. I'm wondering if when you're the first when you're in,

it's been... No, but I'm... I'm... He's more than a... and he's... he's...

...prieter of a bar, and it's... It's not It's not easy. And, I'm... ...I'm... ...I... ...you're...

...you're... ...I... ...I... I was not going to be with him. So I'm going to go to my university of Mountain to do my right, which is so long, that I'm not going to,

I know how to start, you know, so I'm saying, if I'm going to be demanage, a coup I'll be demanaged, well, I'm not, so I'm not,

and then I'm going to have and then, and when I'm coming, then, uh, , I've had a poche of patate in the mind, because I'd go to

go and the paste to pass the gason because he'd have not made, you know, my first thing, I was going to I'll start out of the

to-doze and I'm going to be the car he had nothing and the thing, the gason tally

to be able to the garden, you know, after that's after he was in a barrage of, so I'm trying to in a cuisine, there had a dozen

of rose-blanche and I'm very little rose-blank and at that there were there was a bill of You know, yeah, yeah.

So, he had five at the table with an enregistreuse. So, so, I said, I was, I didn't know what he said, so I pezzed on the enragetreuse

and he said, you know, be sure, I decided to part, so, he's doing, so, it's funny, so,

so, it's true, so, and then he said, and he said, and he's, , he's, going to be in the garage,

I pitted, the enriest, I pitched it after the mule, I, I've been e-cuted more long-dand. So, like, now I've been

scared. Now, I'm in my head, he's in the garage, you know, you know, and then...

Well, So, the first person I'm so the first of, Papa, will be in time, but there,

I'm at 1 hour and a quarter of route, you know, I'm a hour and a quarter of my parents, and then,

I'm gonna, and, you know, I'm 21-an- year, and, you know, so, so at that, my father,

he said, I'm-and- I'm-we, and I'm- a-gip't not too long, and I'll

let's a message, and I'm after that after that's then I'm the police. I'm called the police.

And I'm saying that my chum, he's suicidal in the garage, so. But you, just with,

just with the info that's, with the info that's a plus one, two, in my head,

he's really there, and his really, and he's there's a vehicle stationer, I remember,

I'm just poinia after, and I'm sorry, and you're to turnble in the police arrived, and then the police is a good monsieur,

and then, it's a little monsieur who's a man who, who's, he's driving, he derbyn the car of police, and he's all. And I'm like, he came to see, he's dead, he's more, I want, you know, sort, let, sort it,

the ambulance arrive, there's plenty of people who are, you know, I'm not, me, that, all the moment, me, that, all people will be able to see to see, but, there's like, he,

he's all over garage, and he was there a lot long time, and, My father, he's on he's on he'd have to be rowing 150 60 kilometers

hour, because her feet he cried, and so, he said, no, no, I can't imagine,

he's not, 150, it would say, 150, it would say, maybe, he risked his life,

he'd be to be able to , so, he said, you can't, you know, I'm, I'm, you know,

I'm going to see, the next time, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm never, I'm,

I'm never, the bush sashed, I, I, I'm talking of that You know, I see,

I appreciate because you say, it's something that's a I'm talking about, it's not, it's true, that's not,

it's not that's not the way, he had manipulated, but, you know, he had all, you know,

he had parted the truck, surely, when he had been over the coin, he had parted the truck and he's

had been to be seen, he's, so, so, he, so, he went in the

in the long time, he had part, he had part, he had parted, it was like, it's like, a manipulation.

Not a bad a gross manipulation, he's he went to in psychiatry, and I'm going to see,

and then I'm the total of police is arrived. I was I'm in my mom, and the police

is arrived and he said I'd say, he'd say, I'd like that to talk. So, he me

he's, he'd be, pay attention with this man that, you know, you'd have to a good

thing, and he'd be the case, he'd don't He'd just not the gout.

You'd be able to to let let's do you to do that to do you because he's not, but he's not

he's at least he's at least he's not he's not, so, so he's really to be able to that you're really a warning

and I say, I said, I'm saying, I'm going to be a police that, I'm never a policeier, I'm saying,

I'm, there's a thing, I'm, no, Jose, he did, you know, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, It's not you. That impact, that's because it's

direct on you, it's, you know, it's a, exactly, a mor, it's a suicide, it's a

thing, it's a thing, you know, you can't you can't be able to the same that's a

same, yeah, it's a old, it's called really, who's, who said that,

who had said that, and, then, then, I, I, I'm,

I'm, we're, you're, but, but, you, oh, no,

he, he, he, he, And it's been difficult. It's my father, my uncle, who are going to be on the first, I started to work.

And I was out of there. It's not he tented not, no, no, no. I'd return no, no, I'd return no there never, and I, and I, but I... But, yeah, it's... Yeah, well, it's not, it's not been trying to do you

know, it's not going to be to go, it's all right, it's all right, and I've got to go, so, so, I'm sorry, to see, obviously, there's uncles are going to get my stock, and he wanted to,

it's, it was really, it's, so, it's, it was really not a great relationship, and I'm really found out that I'm a little ignorant on the other than the

drug, because I remember out of the time, it's clear that every night when he arrived, he had been a coque, you know,

after that I had worked, after I, after I was trying to do you, I'm sure, it's said what, I'm naive

to the code. You've got, that you know, you know, that you've seen, ah, well, call is clearly,

it's clear, it, it was clear, it was clear, it was clear, it was clear, it could be not vire,

like, it was just, so, So, yeah, so that's it's a lot. Then after that, it's like I finished my back. Then I applied to GRC and they'll accept it to suit. Yeah. And when you apply to the GRC, you get to a style of Nicolette of GRC, I don't know,

there's a formation? It's originated in Saskatchewan. You part for six months. And, I, I'd accept this is a group of francophone. Okay. So, there were 23 Quebecois and a female of New Brunswick. Quebec-O-Gew? Quebec-O-Chi?

Quebec-O? Quebec-Coe. Quebec-Qaeda. That's what I'm going to ask. We have 12 guys, 12 girls, 12-feil that we were. So, so it was the 19th-Goviet, that's a fine, a bit.

All the people are arrived there. All the Quebec-is are and Quebec-s are there. But, I'm going to a day in a retard. So, the New Brunswick

that we've been to have been to get a part because they're they all, they all have all done like that, you come from, you

come to come, someone, you know, someone, of that, I'm going to do you, I'm playing, and I had more an accent in a st. When I was in a class,

it was in a course. It had already started the formation, and they were presented, you know, but there he was in trying to choose who he was going to be the chief

of troop. Because, you for me to, you know, for to put all, for, to put, the decisions,

for, when you go to march on the base, you march to walk to, you call it the shud, and called the chutes,

and make the , the high grader. A leader of an team. A leader of an team. And it's just these guys who are in

a moment, so they're trying to talk about to say, and there's a guy that's going to be, well, it's a lot of, you know,

like, I said, well, it's, so, so, so all the people are, they're going to be able to

to do that, I'm even not to make a guard to you, you know, and finally, I've been going to

we've been called it, right marker, so, so, so, so I've been voted right of the Trove 25

Francophone, and I'm one of the And it's going well in tabernoche. So, that's it going to say, it's a minute. It's a lot. It's a lot. It's all the two.

It's a flat an ego. It's what I said, you know, it's something. And it's going, because I have really a good troupe. There have other troops francophone, before that had some problems, it's at the base. But the note, all the world knows. You know, we do, we do pretty party. All the people are all together.

We're really, we're well accepting. The Canada, English, there's a good racist in the Canada. of English, in the Quebec Francophone, the fucking frog, we, and we've been

not used, especially in these years. I think, today, it's not something more present,

but, you know, I remember, the intimidation in 1997, I was, I'm a lot in my secondar, I,

and it was something very, very, very, everyday, the intimidation. Yeah, but we're,

we're sure, we're really, we're really, we're really, all the, you know, all the people probably

probably, all the and the, and the, Anglophone , and we're, So we'd try to chip in anyporto in the Canada or so.

Yeah, well, yeah, it's so. Like when you're in the Army, you know. Yeah. You know, I think if you're a francophone in the Army or in the GRC, I think it's more important to learn in English that if you're an Anglophone, because the options francophone are much more limited in Canada or English. So I think that's...

But the GERC, you have to be bilingual, you have not a choice. Absolutely. Yeah, yeah, you can't... Bilingual, like... Bilingual, like we've already seen, Bilingual? Yeah, well, no, you're able to be able to respond to the appell, because, you know,

because, like, we've made a six months, and after that, you know what you're doing, you know what you see, but at that all right, all right, at the east of the Alberta. So, there's person who's on here, all the world,

will be posted in Alberta, in Colombrutanique, and one or two, in the Grand North. So, we're sure that we're on, we're not, we're not here, you know, tranchophony,

there's no chance that it's not question. So, so, All the world will have their posting, but not more. Everyone will go to BC, I imagine, because in Alberta. Well, it's been able to, yeah, because of BBC, it's a cost a char in tabernoge for live, so. But, yeah, I'm not my posting, and I'm waiting, and I'm going, and I'm

offoo, you know, I've seen my, I've seen my rave. You know, it's what you want. You know, it's a question because you say, yeah, it's cool, we've not had, but, you know, is, too, too, too, too, too, too, too, too, is too fast? Oh, oh, yeah, oh, yeah, it's clear. You're doing it. You've had that in the time

I've been in the beginning I'm not, but is it for me? You know, you know, when you see not, you know,

when you don't know, I'm in a bad place. I'm in hesitation. It's clear me to have that's all my

life, you understand, and I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm still, you know, so. So,

so, and a, week after, I'm in a guard of you, the parade, and there's a carperal

and I'm saying to say, I'm saying, you're talking, you're talking, if you're, Shibooktu, New Brunswick. Well, it's actually, I'm not there.

I'm farmed, you know, you know, you know, you're farmed, you know, you, you know, you're trying. But, I'm sorry, you know, but he's trying to feel attention. But all that I'm in my head, me, Rishibu Knew Brunswick, it's when I was in New Brunswick, and then you're at a high Shediac,

and then you pass on a pond to, and there, there, you're a beautiful place, you know, it's the bar of the mare, it's a beau, and, and, I'm 23-year, I'm a beach bomb, I'm celibate, in my head, you know, on the road, I'm going to go

be at three hours at my parents, how it's how it's how it's going to, you know, but the new brando who had already decided that he

had made from the beginning, I just not su, so, so, so, so, I'm going to my other course,

and the caporale, he had attended by the branches that I'm at Chibuptu, and he said, and he said, Josie, it's been

rough, you're like, I'm like, well, you're like, it's rough, I'm going, and I've the bar jones. He'll ever be

nothing, you know, you and I'm afraid of judo. I'm a chefard of judo, what I think, in the case. So, there's not the internet like today,

so I'm going to at a bibliotheque there were in the books, and there's descriptions of the detachment, and I'm there's a,

on my, on my, on my territory, we're called that at this time that the reserve of Big Cove, it's changed

to know, we've been a community autoque, exactly, exactly, there, there's a,

there, an equity that's been who was being educated on the term autottox. Exactly

and there I see that in this community there, I remember when I'm a pack

of suicide of many and it had been a lot of the total of criminality

is really elevated the total of violence too sure but it it's

it's it's it's run like it I'm I'm 23

and I'm being a police and I'm I'm I think that I think that all policies

who has have been a new year has maybe not necessarily want to be just for Montreal,

you have perhaps not want to get to be in your first years, debut 20th I think you want to

you want to do the action, you'll go to go to go to St. Michael, you know, I'm in

I've been you. That's so, you wanted to do you want to you'd be putt time,

but you more, more, I, I, I, I, I, I,

I'm part I'm from my, I'm part of my little village, my dad made with my mom in auto of Regina and my dad he was arriving before us on

and had made a great party. All the world was always were so the people were too my parents, all the whole

everybody was fired. And the the landmine I'm to start for my detachment and I'm to come back the night, and there we're

on the day I'm doing in my life, you know, I want to me to permit a question, you know, because you say, well, my trick is finished, I'm detached,

my thing, I'm sorry, I'm going to, if you're not, the, perimposed the answer, and it's not a cheetah, is that, is, is, you, is, you, do you feel outtied at 100%

for going to find your job, Monday, a one time that, you know, yeah, well, that I, that I, if you me demand

what I'm wondering, what I, no, no, I'm, I'm talking, today, do, is, Is you think you're

to be outtied to come to a Monday in a point like that after your following that you've had

originally? Yeah, yeah, yeah, really, the formation, you know, it's,

because, you know, I've got to do you have a lot of generation back, the guy, he's

getting a job, wait, they've had a gun, of a mod, and a matter,

there's, we know, we've got, there, there's not, there, you know, when you're,

when you he'd not, he'd, he'd, he'd They'd like. There's, you know,

a little bit of a day a day before you're doing to see, you're not going to have not passed these detachments final.

It's been six months that's done like all, you know, they'd have been trying to work to be doing it, so.

I imagine that the the more the policeier of the country have to have been some of the

bar-em of respect. There's not that you should be not like, like, like,

like, like, I think, I'm, I'm there's there's there,

there's policiers, plombier, electrician, guardian of prison, there are these air-of-year-ins, there are people, there's a few,

there's a lot that there's a lot that there's a very bad, so, so you're doing, so you're doing, so I'm

on the last life ever, it's been very I'm a little chambre of hotel, about 8-hour I'm a colleague

that I'm know, I'm not, I'm coming tomorrow, you know, and he's he said, you know,

you know, I'd be, I'd be my backup this night, you know, I'm not, because I have my uniform, my vest anti-ball, even my seature.

But all of the day, I'm not, he's not invited by... You don't have to... You don't have to be able to... You have not yet. I've got to have one day. I mean, he says, well, he'll have, certainly,

we'll be, well, tomorrow, we're sure about to be there to be a lot, you know, so. So, I'm not capable of dorm, you know, I'm not capable of dorm, you know, I'm totally new uniform, you know.

And, you know, and at 1.5, I'll never the hour. I'll be able to the telephone has sonned, and the dispatcher had to be

in English, plenty of code, code, and there I had to be my code 10, you know,

I'm so, I'm so, okay, the first of class, it's a common. The first of the class

has all all right, he said, he's said, he's, he's going to be here and I'm

looking on my little, my little paper of code disc, and there, I've got there's

there's there's violent, and it's and it's the call the call they're not to be in

and I'm able very, I'm in my car he batted far, you know, I'm too

serious, you and I'm at the moment that I'm saying it's sure that's my initiation, it's not,

so I'm so I'm relax a little and I'm from the room of the other, and then

people, then I'm getting, it's flashed to, you know, so I'm open the

door, and in the door, and I had used on the that I was a pill that there was a man who had an officer, no, I'm sorry,

it's when I opened the door of the police, I understand that he was attacked, he was not an victim, attained by ball. So I said, oh, it's true. He said, well, yeah, it's true, and then it's time. So, so I'm back,

he's allu, me, it's Jean, I'm excited, you know, so, I said, I don't, a shotgun, and some pepper spray. So, at us, two, we have a 9mm, a shotgun, a pepper spray,

and a pair of my note, and a baton. So, I'm like, I'm like, who, I mean, I, you know, I've got 20 seconds of police in the car to say, well, I'm not there. You know, I'm not there. I'm not there.

I'm not. I'm not. You know, I'm not. You know, I'm going to do an ticket for a stop, sacramal. So, yeah, the, there, the appell never after so, we have to be able to do

the dispatcher, to say, it's not going to do you, like, two families that the chican is ponied. And it's in a, in a park of Masons Mobile. And we're other, at GRC, we're trying

a sign in a park of a Mason Mobile, or is there three policies that's been to do you. And it's really really a lot of, it's really

it's really a thing, so you know, it's dangerous. It's these simulations you talk about when you're at the

school. Exactly, but, you know, and they had been a real scene that's that's been

because there's not a because there's not a lot of you can't, you can't, you can't, you know,

when you're when you're when you're when it's all over, you know, so I'm so,

so, so, will fall, it will tremble in the mind, but there's a hour and a mid-day-minute of the morning, one hour and five and ten, I'm not what the hour that is in front of it, so, so, I'm going to hear about, and when we arrive there, and when we're two women who's beat, as to sue in front of the

police. So, I can't not start with a shotgun, I've got to my two men to them to control, so I'm going to remit the shotgun in their, and I'm, like, all, all, and, it's what I do, because I have a pepper spray, that's it, so much. So, so, well, I've used to use my, huh, for They were,

and we're regled it but there was there were in there was a whole of, everyone had started and it was

atroous the crue of the women and the and they said that it was there so in in the Mason

Mobile there and when I left my head I've seen a madam with a gun

that she she had like it was like she so there had to be to

make the madame she she was she wanted she to put the two balls in, like a tabarwet. I'm not, I'm saying, you know,

you're saying, you know? But, you're saying, but I'm afraid of, you know, in tarbarnoche, in the do, it's a bros, and it's a, you know, and it's not the time to think, but when I'm in the house mobile, the monsieur, he's not attained barbale in the elbow, that, you know,

you're on a table like that, and he's on a table like that, and he's perched, and, and then, and then, she starts to, to give them, down the scent, you know, all right, I'm trying to. Pissed my

culot. I'm afraid. On sense proper, or figurates? I piss in my culot in my culot

in the sense proper. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of the death of we're not not a backup.

It's the paramedic that are coming to us give to a call. It's

not when it's going to be to be to be so, so,

so, so, so, I'm, I'm, I'm, that, I'm,

the scenario origino, that's in a rullot, that's not what I see, that's what I'm there, you know,

there were a little cat of chien everywhere at the time, it's really defavorized. I'm not

been able to there, and I'm when you did you for to do, it's not, it's not

for me, that's not, you know, face-a-off with this reality that. Well, not just on

not just on the level of the poverty, this violence, the problem of the problem of the consumption, you've been

taken away to do that? You know, you understand. So it's just a double, you know, you know, okay, it's not just in the film, that, and in the live, and, okay,

a cadet of that's all right with a bit of a head. It's like, to be the theory, you know, so, so, so I'm saying, I'm not a police, so, but, you know,

I do, I do you, do it, I do this he's doing to do do much than I can, and finally, it's calm, and, then, the paramedic arrives,

and, you know, so, so, so, it's, it's so, it's so, it's so, it's terrible, we're out of this appell, and we had 16 kilometers to

and we had to find out, we're in front of a guy in the way, and he was in front of he was in front of, it's like, it's like, it's like,

let's go, go to, and then, I'd have to go to at the hotel, me change, I had to get to

so, so, so, so I'm saying, I'm sorry, I'm not, I'm not, the day, you know,

let's just, you've even been not the day, you know, I've been started. He's, he's,

he's, I've done that all the night and he said he's he said he's not the time

that you have been a lot of you know and I'm my father my parents, my

people, you understand, my parents, he's patramed, we're saying that's people,

they're in a car, pompier voluntary, the telephone at the other that's in the car in the

car, you when you're when you the pomperer, it was sonned and my man who had had the alarm

of a fire and you understand but you I was to go to go to my mom because we had a bit of

and then I had to be a few, you know, and then I'm saying, if I'm if I'm going to

see you're in all the thing, you know, they've been to do, you know, you're a good salary, you know,

and I'm said, I'm going to get to, I'm going to get to a plunge on 50s

if you know, and I'm not certain what I was doing what I had to when I'm

trying to but I thought I back that that when I was to post, I got

I met with my partner of the night and he he said, he said, I was present Josie,

the femme because it's often that you know that's often that you don't have to no, and he said

he'd be a good police, like, it's so she'll have to her call,

I'm like, see, did you have you didn't, you know, I'm

did you have you didn't, you, So, the guy, you understand? Well, now you do you feel like, okay, I could do have been good for real, you know? So, my boss, if he me don't

an arm-to-feu, you know, my case, with all my stock, and I'm even sure you don't have a business, you know? So, that's the fact, you, that, you're a tough, you, you can't, it's a part of the mind. So, I'm going to rest,

they're going to rest, 20 years. So how I call that, I give the conference at this hour, and what I do, it's like, you know, I'm pretty, you know, I'm like, you, you know,

I'm a copy, and I'll crouse, and I'm in my cochenery, but I don't know at this moment that I'm going to start

to get to get to be in a room and then you know, I'm going to get a coach, who's a guy

so much that I'm obliged to be able to be at a coche like he, and we,

and we respond to all, he's, he's, he wants, he's going, he wants,

so, so he's, so, so, he's, so, so he's, so he's,

so he's, he decides if he's, he's got, they're in, even the right for the three months,

it's evaluated for six months. You're like, you're in your approbation, if we can say. It's that. Exactly.

So, after the six months, I'm, I'm going to, I'm going to rest. And there's

a great, gross, gross, tension between the people, I've used also,

I've also used to the term, no, I'm, but I'm not much I'm not

a lot of , but the term the term first, the term, She's more, she said, we can still use, but

Premier Nations, it's preferring. Well, I'm going to when I'm trying, I retransmit. When someone of the First Nations me say, well, I'm saying, well, I'm saying, well, I'm saying, well, I'm very, okay.

I appreciate it, because I have there were, there were there's gross, gross tension between the two communities for the poor, , you know, the batheaus, you know, it's, you're two hundred, three hundred,

five hundred, five hundred, he brule, the battle. There were, there there were some of the fire on the it was atroast it was

it was a very violent it was there it was a lot of the thing we're in the community when we had

and we're going and we're there was there was a choice because there but we have not a post of

police there was a post of police there was a police of the community but they were not

they were they put in they were they were they were so we're so we're saying

so we're getting to remorse to get in present basically okay So, like, when we were

We didn't have been, we'd have been, and they'd have started to sit, and, you know, the tension has been up, but it's a a medium-time. So, so, the carty general, they've decided that it would have to be a detachment of satellite,

that would have been, that'd be a different, always, always, on a shift, that would be there, you'd go to, get to an hour, the morning, your chiff

comes there, then, there, there, there, a char that is always there. There, a char that, in the bureau, with the police of Becove, So, I'm going to have

met him And he says, Jose, you know, you know, you know, the world them, you know, because there's

not really that's not really to be there. The world term, you do you think a good job, we think you

could have a difference, you know, and I, and I'm not about about pretty, because,

I'm a , I'm in the, it's for real, I'm not, Mary Teresa, it's Mayor

Jose who comes to me want to the charge of police, I'm going to go to the council

to the I'm going to go to the schools, I'm going to go to the place of Madame Battsu, you know, I'll try to make a plan, you know, myr, Theresa, Mount at the door. You're the day of the community,

that's my shoulders, so, so, so, I, you know, I know, I know, that's often, you know, that's really, you know, that's really, I've got a good connection

with us other. So often, we're arrive on, on some, they say, she's, she's, she, she's, she? But it's, I'm often,

I'm often, I've often, I've seen, to save the of that with that, you know, because you

were, because you're in the sense if they'd say they're because you're it's not, if you're

in the mace, they've been to get to get to the mrs. You're not, you're not,

you're not, that, you're not, respect at a certain level, that, that's a so I'm going, and I'm

going, and I wanted, and I wanted, and I wanted, but it was very in, so much of violence,

so, it was, it was, the morning to the morning to-sover, you, the child of police

to go to to school, to do, it's just the appell all the time, all the time. There were

there's a drug, of alcohol, of violence, you know, these crimes sexual, so I'm,

so I'm just to respond to the appell, and you other guy, you chicaned, the marred

the ponies, you're in the police, but when I came to come to it's, they'd

get the two and so, oh, you're all, you're like, let's go, let's go, we're

just problems and Chris of the police, Well, there he's been to play after us, you understand. So, so when I saw that I saw the violence, really, the gross poverty, the violence, the misery, or that it was viried back me, you know? I'd want to ask you a question.

At the time when your first day, you were not armed in as a little diminu, and all that, is that you're a bit diminuied and all, is that in all, is that in all of what you're going to be? Yeah. All right, because it's at all the day, but is that you've got attained the point where, am I, say, have you to get to stee, have you to stire?

Oh, well, yeah, but, I've never had to be able to take it. No, no, but, you know, I'd imagine Logan's out of point to someone and say, hey, if you're going to do, I'm obliged to try, you know, it's to pass by the head, right? Well, yeah, it's sure.

And, and, yeah, and I, sometimes, I'm on always, you know, because we had, you know, people who were, you know, in a community, that we, if you'd all over to this appell, that, this guy, you know, you'd allie, and, it's sure

that you'd, you're dead getting when you're, you know, And I was I was like, because I was I'm a little because I'm a because I'm a

I'm saying I'm not a old, I'm like I'm saying I'm saying if I'm going to get that if I'm going to

see that I'm going to see that I've done that one but you but you you know,

you know, I said, you know, I've put this first day that I've made a ball of paper and I

made in a but there's but that's that's so but you it's sure that you're that over

the foot to open layer, but regularly Degu- I'm sure that I could have seen in front of personal, and I'm

clear, I've never posed a question, but I've ever asked, just because I talk of that, how many times in his career of a police,

and he, he's been a 15-year-old- he's a year, I'm curious, I'd be the quantity of that a policy, even de-ganned,

and just, de-ganned, it's, it's a, something. It's a problem. It's a

pressure, it's a pressure mental enormous, because there's a view on the

person on someone at a bit of I'm sure that's what you're doing, I'm sure that

my life has been in danger that you imagine not how it's a moment

of a young, a young, a good young, a boy, he has the talent,

but he's a lot to be a good family. They've been He's just a cash, but it's changed to anything.

So, finally, he wants to suicide, he'll a day, and then we're in many charles, you know,

so when we're in a rear, he's in a yard with a cord, and he pung the nerves, and he wants to be soot,

and he said, you're all all right, so I'm who's me that's the reused, again again

so, they're, they're going to see, they're going to be, it's cached a year.

He would have a visual on the way, you know, I'm going to this young

that's a old old, huh, I'm doing it, I'm not, I'm trying to somebody who was a

someone who something like, because I had lived with the chum, and I talked, and I'm

talking, I said, but, I explained my story, and all, and we're talking,

we're there long to, you know, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm going, I'm going to, I'm going to

give, the idea, and finally me I was out of the jean with the menot at the rear, and I was going to have to be in the hospital, and, you know, and then, and then, you know,

and then, I'd have saved a life. And I'd rather than, you know, I'd say, ah, well, that's out of the hospital. The police commune of town. You've continued, it's a little, a little, with him.

And, and, you know, he'd be fined, this moment, and all, so, so, a good Monday morning, a day, a day, a minute, the director,

there's a man, the case popular, appell, to say that this young man, he's in a case with his mother, and he wants 10,000 pious. He is intoxicated, and he capote, he has a debt

on the motor of the coin. Yeah, yeah. And he has been to 10,000 pies, there's other, they're plenty of money, but, now, he is at the bureau of the directress, and they've, they've got to, well, can't, you, can't even, if, this young, that,

you know, there's no problem he's going to send me with me, we're going to reglet that. So I didn't have been to back up because it

had not been to the police it's not in the room, and I'm going to be

to do you and I'm going to be in the hand in the way, it's like that so,

so, so, when he had ever was he never that's he was

there's been there's he was he was he made to come to come my guy,

and I did, what I did you did you did you have not functioned

is that there's had been made a piece of It's just instinctive, but he measured six feet of two, and he was in form, and he's an great bonhombe,

so he had come by the same way, so I was over the two genus. And then, I managed to be, and I'd re-sought, and I'd rather be able to, so I've refaed a second time, imagine, too. So, I've refaed a second time, and, I'd have been back my life, and he'd punged on the coup,

and he had punged my gun, and he'd say, I'd chew my carolice, and he'd choked, me choked, me choked, and my gun, had, a chance that had a safety because my car levy to the air, you know,

yeah, because there's a little there's a don't know, you know, you can't not, you can't not get

the, the, the fusy of a police there, if it's not the technique for the

thing. It's so, it's like, it's over the way, but he was in trying to

me trangly, and he a man, a man, a man, a man, a man, he's got,

I, I'm, there, I'm , and I'm , and I heard,

and I, he had heard rapped of backup, I've had to be heard of long,

but I'm a lot of it's a way to be and it's a man, he was a man,

he was directly in the face of the guy there, and he got to the bar of

and we had reached, to be the backup is arrived and all, so, so,

so, I, I was, I was a point at a foot over, I, never person

who had never person who didn't see, what's what's happened, so, so,

so, we had rematche, so I mean, do you make a great paper in my troyar, this day that, you know, I finished. So, it was, you know, perhaps a bit too of confidence in you, also, to go, uh, well,

I'm innocent, to think that he would beckoning, because, especially, he, you know, to be able to, I'd say, I'm not, to be able to, no, but I'm,

my chair, I'd probably all the time, you're all, we're all, you know, I'd always, you know, there'd be, and, it's not, and, it's not, you, No, it's just a good.

And I was sure that would be an issue but it's a great error in my part because I didn't get

to pass. So, so, I think, I'm, I'm, I'm, do you know,

I'm responsible, and I'm to say, what, your, what, your, your,

your , it's, even, or if you're an amertum over the GRC, I don't,

I don't, but, you know, but, but you think that at the moment that, it was,

it was not the good move to bring a, a cadet in this sector that and after that

you're doing not so long than that after your end up you know, it was too intense for someone who

had perhaps a mann't experience? It was intense how I could say, I had the police of Bekov

with me and my backup and it was at no, I'm at I'm going to say

hey, you're doing, you know, like you're to say, like, at, you know, to invite a policy

that yeah, Maybe. You know, of experience with the community and this violence, you know, I'm the impression that it's not the most. In the moment, a good move, yes, because you were accepted and respected because you're about, but in the time. You know, these moves like that, you know, it's a manned of experience flagrant that you

have had at that. Well, it's a moment of a moment of a moment of a day, a, another time, a other time, I have an appeal, that it's a broads, you know, in a community. I mean, I can't go to soul, so I, so I call my backup, so my backup, Paris, but it's a barred too for two. So, we're trying to catch in the wood inattending that

the other backup arrive, you know, but we don't have not had been in a pickup with the box of a packup with the box, and say,

we're saying, we're saying, we're going to be able to to answer to the two, and it and it's a bracer on a

mechantant, you, so, so that, this day, this day, this day, it had been

that I'm that I'm, I'm going to call the police, and again a while, I'm, I'll,

I'll, a little fast forward, because sometimes it's not we're not not really, it's it's just 55 minutes that we're in front because I know

there's a there's a lot of there's, because I know you're an other experience there's, and I'm going to

because you're here, but that's just that I think, it's a, I think, it's a young policeian

who, who, you know, I think, you could be past three hours to know to recount to the

call that you have had super interesting, but it's because I'm I have you had an idea to evolve because you're not not staying there? I'm not staying there because I've

a pill a lot of horrible. An man who had wanted to kill his wife, that's seree against me because I was the inquiteer of the dossier and I had put the way to turn with his wife. So he had decided that he wanted me to sue. So he had used these amateurs at cause of that, we'd never,

and I was, you know, I'd have runned his new victim. Okay. You were cibed Oh, yeah, I'm sibleed on a wettett on a stinted

I'm called a day he made he said he had been before I'm and he's a man,

it's a violent notooble It's not it's not to be a he had already

he had already he had already he had he was he was able with his two men he even

not even not been a piece of so I'm all I'm I'm I'm just I'm

still there can even. And I do with my arm in my hand in my night.

Because they were out of the community and I'm working at the house, but I'm having to

a little house, all the people know, where I know what I know, it's a

little little where I'm that's a day, it's a pete, we've made there,

we've made the chard of police, to cross our, our our fenters of the

when you're not you you're not, you've been there you, there had been confrontation, you know, and when I was entering in the post, it's there who's

there who's called, for me to say that. So, there, in the day, you know, all the people were, you know, it, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it was, it was, it was brassed in the night, there had been, there had been a coup of the police, all the post of police, all what I was in the

community, you know, so, so, so, so, so, like, I, I, I said, okay, I'm correct, but I'm to have a-mast, my uniform, my gun, and they're, you're, you're, you're, they're, you're, they're, you're, they're, they're be surveyorveyor, the colleagues will be surveyor when I arrive

at home, she's, she, she's, you know, she's more beautiful, you know, isolated, loin, loin to all, you know, I'm going, and, you know, I'm clear my mansion, I'm clear at the interior, and then, I'm trying to get, I'm going to, I'm sorry, you're in there, I'm going to, you know,

to get to be able to, you, so, so, the sole fashion, I'm going to call my parents, because I... Is it a moment, where's a time, he, comes to have to be the room to have to be, or... The charroix, there, he's plenty, there, well, plain, plain, plain,

plain. So, so to say to say to say to say I do not quite a time, I'm going to do with my night, I'm

not sure, you know, I'm mithufe the night and had reavored that the guy had gone to and he

'd be used all the time. But finally, I got a transfer with Fet in Quebec. And there,

what it's that's got, is that I have all farmed the carloire and cochonery like that

and I'm farmed that and then you and that had been a fit, oh, no,

no uniform because I'm going to go to the enquiries to the encate federal. Then person will know where what I'm about here. Personn't to know what I'm going to be able to see. There's person who's a police. Even my vowson have not been to have to be.

You can't, there, it's a new life. And it's a great day of my little Danica. There, no, Brunswick. Vite, vite, fit. My tourer and cautionary, he was plenty of personnel, because when I had accrued Danica, I had contracted the bacteria mangeuse of share.

We've given 48 hours to live So, like, I've made sure that's in front, you know, I'm going to with my little cockat

And it's all right You're in fact It's still in It's still in a It's really It's really It's probably Not too,

Not too Impacted But I'm Yeah, but I'd never to have no other children Okay

And so finally I'm vio to Quebec with my little Danica and I'm going to come to stupifian

And then yeah, I'm I'm going to It's been in the grand north of Quebec to Nunavut

On Nunavik, and O'Noonavut, because I have the experience with the communities Autoctonne. It's a great inquiry of stupefiant, but now I'm going to get that,

I'm telling me thiso. Okay. , no, no, listen, during this time, you know, I, I'm not a community also violent.

Oh, it's a little. Oh, it's also. But, I'd just, in, to bring some, the declarations, and all, I'd get to recourse,

there, you were going to be in an office, I was, okay, okay, I'm in charge an inquiry, sit, with,

We had Arrottied 45 people in this dossier, and I'd go to get a recouped to see, I'm going to

see the plan personal of curiosity because the traffic of stupifiant, I know, the people, the people are in Montreal,

in New York, there's a dope, there are enormously, there are in in Montreal, yes, the regions

elwyned, the traffic of stupiant is kind of something of very great there are but it's

not the image that I did, of the Grand North, you know, I mean, there's two, three guys who come in a second time, and he's cool there, but no, there's a, you have a, you have a big traffic in the Grand North. Oh, no, but it's victims, these people, these people,

these people, they're victims, that. It's the big, they're going to, they're going to sell that, and, you know, I mean, it's not, they're going to, the group traffickers, and in the North, that's the So, so it's true, to point in the North, or ponied the people in the city? It's, you're not All right here, the head directorate, it's a

monsieur of here, you know, but when we're to get to get to get to get, I'm like, well, I mean, it's, you know, it's more

these little poacher that's there , you know, we've got to have to be the accoutes electronic, the infiltration,

of the surveillance, all, I've all, I've all right, I've got to after, and the day,

the day, the day, all the day, we're, we have the SWAT that's part to get to all over

all the , we're all we've got to, we're arrested 45 person, On the television, everywhere, it was our

subject principal, you know, and I was like I'm in the idea, it's like I'm a new thing, and there's a

officer that I know what, he said, Josie, you know what, it's what, it's certainly great,

it's all right to do, well, we've been in me who has been in the I've got a question for

you, he said, you know, you're going to talk of the GRC. I'm going to go to turn to go to top of

the GRC, you know, continue to continue to work as you work in double. It's perfect.

We've got learned you that I've have learned that you're going to make a matrize at university.

You're you're doing and then yeah, I measure 5'5 9, I measure 6, 5% 4, you

so, and he will make a matrize at university. So, that, I'm at

this monsieur, I'm I'm just I'm just that I'm that I'm one of the GRC, I'm

the first time, who's would be I'm not at person, and I'm going to do it, so I'm going to make a ma'estrian, I'm going to have a ma'etreys. And there, I've never been ever had to bebe of a baby. I have my little glory. Myrower can arrive, I'm going to be a mom of two and a friend.

So, I'm not going to be just a mom ordinary. I'm going to be the best of the world, you know, so the course of natation, and the little purie, and the park, and the massage, you know, it's like, to find the mayor of the world. You're invested in as a mother, like you've invested in as a police?

Policier. So, you know, my conference, it's a special woman, super mom, super cop, paff, down the mure, it's not for anything.

You've got to get to be in the whole, she's maratonian, I'd go to my little bit more, you know, it's like, it's, it was like,

it was a lot of, and I was, and I'd say, well, you know, I'd say, you'd have been to doze, you're going to be on

another more, you, I'd be on done, more plus. I'd say, I'd be able to, you go, if you, You know, you know, I can't go to go to go to go.

Your two children, the same papa? Yes. Is he, he wants a little, is that? Is there any of the cries of alarm? Is it, or there's not, because you, all is good, because you go back?

Yeah. In surface, you go well, and in surface, all right, all right, all right, all right. All right, all, but, you know, in the gross mansion, the piscine, the two char,

parquet, reculon. All right, he, he's, He's in the same place than I. You know, we're at a control of New Brunswick. Exactly. And, yeah, well, I, well, not, at a moment of a moment of,

I, you know, I, you know, I go to charge my parents at work in five hours. I do it do you cook, and when they're on quashed,

I return to to work, you, because my gang, my, they're in course at a job, they're not lost, but

I'm not, my shows, so I'm trying to try to try to try to be to work at two, three hours

of the night, and you if you're, you know, when you're, when you say that you part from New Brunswick, and you know,

the Tirore, you were almost firmly a cup of of the, we can say, physical, in the sense that, you know,

it's these interventions physical, you're there, you know, you know, that, when you're doing when you're talking,

you're talking, or stupifiant, or is what you say, the thing, the thing, we're, the thing,

we're trying, people, type of, direct, and we know, the gross type of traffic of stupifian,

it's, people, for who the life, not a lot of We have a lot of valor. We can efface

some people quite often if you're not in the way in the pression also to, you know, if they're

on the question, you know, when the boss just said, hey, that's it's great to say, it's great

to say, it's just it's just it's just it's just it's just you know, is that

auto-pression that? Because you're too much because you're too much the physical,

or direct that's these stup compared to it's a certain that when you

go to when you're to do you know, it's a thing you're to get to get to

get to get to so it's so, so I'm not this power that, you know,

have you have you like the guy who has saved his family but in

the end of I've never never resented this per that's

they're they're they're quite They're in a little bit of course. You know, the police, you know, I'm not to put to make the shower on the door

if you're intimidated in the police. Yeah. So, so, I, well, I've continued to do that, and I've got to

do you, I don't, I, you know, I, you know, and I, 'd tryp it, seriously, I'd like that,

but, now, I had done his papa, it's a high-five in the pop, and, you, you know, I'm, you know,

I'm not there, I'm not, I'm, so I'm, I'd be all over to see all with my two little

little he would have 12 more. So I can tell you have to do this I'm going to see a

car to be able to the same and the same way to get to be there a little more. I'll put it a question to know,

not personal but at a tit of information personal where is an inquiry on the traffic of stupifiant

pass of a city GRC? GRC C is often the importations

what is what is going to return here exactly. Exactly, right. Right, right, we had to work.

We had to work. It's a lot of work, so we're trying to work, so it was going to work, so it was important. But the other times that I did get some boss of drugs, it was an importation. Exactly. It's so, yeah. It's so.

But, you know, is, often, is an inquiry can start, municipal? Is it, is that it can pass to a, of a, you know, and then we can't try to work. You know, I know. I know someone that the GRC they wanted the reason for

for the reason for I've already had had been in front to the GRC but I don't know from where because it's you know

you're going to decouled to an inquiry that's a yeah. Because I I was working on the

unty mixed of crime organized autoctone so I worked with the guys of the

security of the SPVM all the communities autoctone we were all all together

all and we made all together and we this dossier that in particular

but yeah I mean, I'd love to work at collaboration. I like, I like a lot of people to be working and working together. Yeah, so. The quantity that comes to Quebec,

is you, at this time, today, I imagine, you're a little more than, it's true, it's so, I see, it's impressive. Or at what,

you know, at the point, the Quebec, Montreal, is a plaque turnant, let's say, let's, let's,

let's, that, you know, that I, that, I can't respond to that, but, I'm,

I'm trying to, You know, let's we're trying to the drug entered in the avion by the monsieur who'd for the alimentation,

let's, so it was, so, so, I never worked at the unit of the stupier but I've done

to do you get to be fed, the airport. At the airport, because you were really subiled at the airport of Montreal?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. It's, you know, it's, you know,

the, it's, you know, it's, you, the boat, the port, I imagine. It's a point. It's a problem.

It's a problem. It's all right. It's right. Yeah, exactly. And so, so I, so I've made my own way to get a while and I got a call

to go to go to an officer who's, it's a company, it's called the team integrated of the security national, the

terrorism, let's see. Yeah, that's that also, you, you know, when you were, yeah, when I was in

there, I said, oh, shit, I'm in the market to have said, having, told, his enquiries, you're so, because I'm convinced that it's so, so when I arrive

there, he me said, well, I've been just my team. I'm going to have a promotion, so it's not a long time, so I can't be relashed in three years, saying, he's saying, no, no, it's a priority national, and, you know, it's like, there's techniques of enquite, new, and all, and budget is limited.

Hey, there, me, the sign of pias in the year. I imagine, it's post, it's possible, or, or if. Yes, yeah, it's so. So, like, there, I'm, you know, I, you know, I'm all with my Pets,

so I'm going to have more to pay when he will be in when he was to work at

it's, so it's that's just that to work so I'm am in a do you? You're not?

You're the money? Do you tripe you? Oh, no, I'm not. You tripe

for the job? Oh, yeah. You vise the tax, but you want the cash, but you want to

have a adrenaline that it doesn't, you know, we have three, I have three to count but there

sometimes, I'm, I'm, I mean, say, you know, some of the time,

I said to go, go, let's go, we're going to go, but we're going to be in a house in a day,

and you know, and you're going to do that, and you, just, we just, we've been to do you,

it's, it's, so, I'm, so I'm, so, I'm really, I'm, okay,

there, I'm, but there, you just over, the, the policeier, there, does,

do, do, , refraction at some by the you know, you know,

no, no, no, that's that, it's that, it's so that I'm saying, it's not, I'm saying,

I'm sorry, I'm doing, yeah, yeah, so you're to get to refraction at a

legal, you, you know, you, you, you, you, you're, to be able to

, you, debor a vehicle, that's, there, there, there's a, it's,

because, because, to, one, you can't, it's not, it's to be done,

it's in this place that but it but it's a true. It's a few. And after

it's fair and it's like, hey, I said all the time my dad to hear what I did it

to do you want to do that I said to the material she came with, give the money to

give the people to say, you know, we've got to get to get to our material

to look, yeah, look, the mandate and I, and I'm just because

I'm just because I'm I mean, you know, but, you know, can you come to tell a place? And, you know, it's, it's been a pleasure to

give a mandate, and you're there, and you know, and you know, they're in, they're in, it's... Sometimes it gets

with the ratisage, like, when you do, when you do with that, but, no, I'm, I tripe,

there, no, I'm, I imagine, it's a film of action, that, it's an issue,

it's, it's, in the , you know, I, yeah, yeah, I,

yeah, I, But I had a turbillon, I felt it because I'd because I'd have to be I'd be there, I'd be there, I'd be there. I'd have been able to, so I'd have to be my question, if you'd be able to,

we'll have to be able to, let's do a little refill, all the two. But, you know, I've already and I've already, and I've used often, a toupie that turn, she'll come, not. But when she'll come, it,

it's, I'm, it's, I, and, yeah, the, And, yeah, I bring it to me I'm trying to the last time that I've seen a

time that's my family because I'm because I saw it, I think it's it's a

point, I'm thinking it to make it on the thing I'm I'm not butt, but as I

get used a pause to say, okay, I'm I'm not to be more to be able

to be able to because when you're in a circle, you're in a turk, you're not the time

to plant it, you're not the energy to plant it, you're telling to spin it, so you're in that's in this energy

that. I'm in this energy and I'm at the top. The superwoman, supermom, supermom, but I know

nothing else. At this time, it's easy to talk, you know, I'm doing, you know, I've done

and I've done the work, and I, for me, it's, you know, he's called the machine in plus,

you know, my surname, it's the machine, so, so, you're, you're, you're so,

you're so, it's terrible. It's terrible. It's, it's terrible because I'm often with people

criminalized who are sitting at your place and we're talking about, you're talking you're talking

a person to do you there's a person who's not the person when I'm in when I'm in my family

I'm not I'm not you're not you're like if I'm sorry if I'm not you're like if I'm

you're in the impression that you'd be the super woman that and in plus you know the guys in the

people are they're by the by the crime, but you know, I'm a impression

you're to have to be in the ego to the , you know, it's,

we're to get, it's, it's, it's, it's, a carap to,

my cap, my boots, my babette by my pants, I'm to get to get

to the people, you know, I'm a little , you know, I'm a bit rebilled,

the, like, the, like, we'll find the authorization after,

you, because, because, and, And he said, Josie, if, let's tell, the state major, would say, we'd say, we're going to die from there, weir by there, we're going to tuit, so. So, it's sure that you're the gang who's certain that, you know.

It's cool. It's a mal sine. It's not so. It's a manned, and it's a mechant of pressure also, like, so I'm going to work on terrorism, and I've made a job, and at a moment of a day, he had been an attantatat in St. John on Richelieu, I don't know, if you're I don't remember the military that it's made transverse, and it's

by a... Someone who's invadinged the state Islamic. Yes, in auto, yeah, yeah, yeah,

yeah, yeah. And, yeah, so, I'm in 45, at the bureau, and I'm still a lot of

a lot, you understand, yeah, I've been to have worked in a other end, and

I've worked very there in there to get with the end with the and I'm

just a bit a little fatigued. I'm just that you're going to I'm going to get an element very declincheer but I'm just we're just that we're just that's just

the work on the terrorist because I'm the impression that there's on there's going to I just we just can't we're just

an inquiry on the terrorism to Canada. The terrorism it's no, no, it's so, but you know

let's let's this dossier the military but that's a event that's an event that you're inquieted

a one that's that's happened, but I imagine that there's a there's a people who are there's a

there's usually, there's sure, there's sure, is, is, is that, is that, if you've, had,

if we've, had been to un-acted, and we'd not have been petted some part of a group,

is, is, is there, there's a there's, there's, there's, there's, there,

I've tried, I've been, I'm, there, it's the long, the time, the study, and,

Is that your know of the time, because you're in because you're there's, there was a there was a problem

or there or some people who were, that's the young radicalized, that's so, it's absolutely, the information

exterior. There were not of the gross structure that's trying to see, as we're, in Europe,

there, you know, no, no, there's, you know, but, but all the whole way,

I'd not try to not Curious, at how point is, is this this team in which is

there's a couple of, there's a place, there's on the event, there's a question, there's , there's doing, there's

people, there's people, their internet are scuted, it's so, there, there, it's sure, that, and, you know,

we're, we're able to we're sure, to, with the eventment that I'm, with the eventment that you're doing,

there's been an inquiry to be in our bureau, and it's in a, in partnership with the FBI,

And it's like I was Fere to say, Josie, we'd like to be taking this enquette, we're going to give a bomb

more up and the resources are illimited, you know, in willing to say human and and the money,

because if you don't know the terrorist and the security national. And there's a partner with the FBI,

that I can't even not imagine the budget of the FBI compared to the Canada of the GARC that

it's... That, and, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, my,

Chris. The bananas have to be. Hey, you see, I'm in there, I'm in there some of the kids, but I'm in having to

get rid of their for those of the bananins is the striped jones. The more you're trying on your on your feet of

your I'm going to have my shirt with that I'm convinced so I'm like, I'm back it's like the

it's like the it's like it's official so, so so I'm back there, but I'm back my world and

I'm all my whole month and I'm a cente I'm a bus on the t' you know I mean a 10th, I like not to say

in the two, you know, we're trying to do. That's all right. But, you know, I'm doing it. And so on the way, I'm going to do it. And then, I'm going to do this all this, all this, but I'm up, but I'm going to do you, when you're going to arrive

and that your wife's wrong, but it's me that you're going to josey in my bureau. But there, you know, at a moment of it, it's one after the other, after the other, and then, so, so, I, you know, I'm trying to, you know, I just, you're doing.

So, you're just, you, And then my parents, you know, my people are... That's not... But now I'm like, Super Mom, Super Cup, Super Woman, Super Psychologist, Super Boss, and I'm in a... But, you know, and I'm sure, you know, and I like, the Dream Team Akerey, in that, you know, but it's not been long, my Dream Team,

he had vira a little, because the world was really fatigued, we had to... We had to... We were doing, you know, I was doing the night, that I had made of the surveillance because he'd marked to do the world, so, I'm going to take the place of a guy, and I was really fatigued,

that I had a little van, I was in a little van, you know, in the time that I had not the point of observation. When I was reveye,

I saw a view our target, as si, in the sea of, the passenger, but I was so,

I was too, I was too that's too that's a back, that, you know, it had even even more than

a lardure, I said, let me have done a flashdorm, that's a that's a that's a way,

because that you don't, because, you do the time, yeah, it did all the time to do the time

to finish, but it would have never, you understand. So, so, so, now we're coming to have some, I'm trying to get to Washington, on a little car, with two colleagues, and I'm just sure, we're

nothing envied, we've had nothing envied to O FBI, because we've explained what we had accumulated, like, and we've made, on the do we, and we've made a good partneria,

and when I was out of, I said, hey, we've had, we, we, you know, and, you know, and, you know, all the people they've said, we're saying, we're doing,

we did, we're doing, you know, that's the, you're doing, you know, I'm like, yeah,

I'm like, yeah, I'm in the 20 people who , I'm going to , like, who'd be like, who's,

like, I'm able, so, you're able, so, you're, you're doing, at each step,

me face, I'm able, but, but, so, so, it's with the ,

the, the, the, the, you're up, it's the , it's the,

excuse me, No, no, the country of the Syria. Oh, no, no, no, I see, I'm sorry. I saw it. No, no, excuse me. Excuse me. My brain is not, no, it's me who has been to see. It's all right now.

So, you know, there was often there that you know, and it was very violent, so we're so we're going to look at a lot of stuff, so, so, like, we're coming to have the proof, and it was,

like, a little, violent, and, I, I'd try not my, my, my, my, my, my, my, it's opened, it's opened up,

it all the events of violence that you've , Now, I, the pendu that I've been Ranned up to have been to remember to him, I don't know if I'm to pop up to my head, I don't know that, you know. And now, I, I want

to become the mayor of the E.Slamic, so I read all the case on the Eighty he will have to be able to teller to be there to a moment of a court, you understand, and then, you know, you're saying, to their fidele, you have these police, you're doing these militar,

and you're going to be these heroes in Canada, they're really that, you know, we're we're doing, you know, we're doing, so, I mean, I, I'm trying to, you know, Chris, I can't make me have to do it, so, let's tell you, let's do, I'm very attached to, I, like, I'm going to, you know,

I'm saying, they're going to, I think that I'm an adjoin administrative, that I'm not a police, they're not sure they'll not, you, I've been a little full, and I, and I'd say, Chris, you're doing, they're pretty old-border with these snipers, and they're just to end uptire one, but, because Because I, it's all deborded,

it's... Well, no, it's... Because it's... I understand. You know, and puttete't everybody has lured that, but, you know, but it's what the

percentage of chance that's... No, it's sure. It can't... No, my... My, my phil are touched, like, if...

You're, you're not... You're just, You're a bit, you're in a bit, and the guy, he's... You know, and you're to try...

...the-to-the-counter... The chance that the guy is really in your really that way, that's... Yeah. ...were... ...

You're in this mode, that I'm going to drive with my gun, there you're going to that, then you're going to that, then I'm back in the metro,

and I'm trying to I'm even even more than a little bit of my gun. I'd have not to bring my gun because I

go to work down the and I'm going to continue to get all that. But it's, it's dangerous. Yeah,

I'm very dangerous. I'm not not really, but, you I think, you know, that you're access to that

and someone who comes to be psychologically instinctively, and impuised, and armed,

it's, there's a fire and there's a barri of a pot at a right, you know,

I mean, could be able to be able to you know, and you know, you know, you know, you know,

I can't even not imagine, the scenarios that you do you do have to be in the time, yeah,

I'm doing all the time, how I'm going to save the world. I'm going to bring a

for an incoonue, it's has no in any sense. I've worked in therapy after the time

we're doing it. But a day of the time of my gang, because I'm doing also the papras

so. The banan and the black, my parents, my face, my face, my papras.

So, I, see, I get my paprasse, and I, I have a presentation to

do that in a week, in the case, I think, I think, I'm really violent.

And then, and then, like, and then, it's, it's, because it I'm not

that the world have that in their head, you know, I'm going to do you

get to do my and I'm in all right, and the images will be in the passenger,

and they're going to be in the house, and I'm going to not quite, there's not not a

time, the landmine I'm going to get a qualified, you know, but I'm there's the

same, but I'm not done the night, I'm not the instructor to the fire,

he me me he me He said, What's it? Where's the Where's the bad

Maganen? I'm not as bad as well, you know, I'm not a bit, you know, I've been

to know my your gunn? He'd say, you know, to turn to the house, you're going to be there

to be able to get to I'm not the time to see this this year, and,

you know, finally, he made to turn to my last day to work, it's been

for the time, It's finished. For real? Yeah. I've taken the train, and I've... You know, I said, hey, look, take me that, Tick, me that. Yeah, I've been trying. And I'm sorry, and I'm not done to dream.

And I don't know why it's going to charge to the same time than that today, right? Well, you know, you know, I've got to dressy, and I've been... But I've got to see you. But I understand. Because I've got to pass by there for other reasons, but I relate a lot more.

And when I'm arrived at Rose Maher, I was living here you're on the road I'm trying to and it's turning to turn in my head, I had to vomit

and when I was run to get to a port, he had a man to buyge in the way and and I've vows to do you.

And then he had been put by the bra and I'm playing with a plan of an ambulance and I said

you'll not, you creerra not what I'm you're saying I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure, I'm sure,

I'm sure, yes you just at Lowe I was still in trying to to say, I'm trying to I'm trying to

get a question, you know, finally I'm convinced by the ambulance, and he was made by the hand by the

time, just to my little C.R. You're doing, I know, I know, the train of bandiue

to get to get to get to the board to say, I could say, I'm talking,

and I'm talking, and I'm trying, and it's, he said, oh, Christ, me, I'm happy,

I'm I'm sorry, I'm sorry, There's a crash It's a, you know, it's a, it's a, it's a, it's a, and then, and I was coming to see, and I was going to be there

the end of the last time, it was the first time I was going to demand a congey, and it's a time, and he said, it's been, you he said, you'll be able to, he said, you'll be able to hear a other guy, he said, you will be, you'll be a day of congey,

you're going to go and get your Blackberry, and you're to repose. So, I said, I was just fatigued in a life, you know, so,

so, so, the end of a week, it's going to be my medicine, I had a paper,

for, to put, to put it to make that, so I'm, I'm saying, look, Oblcio,

there, said, you're going to be arrested 60 years, and then, you're going, and then,

I'm in tabarnage, and I'm going to do to Washington Tuesday next, there's just me that

in my head, you know, and the week, the same, when I was going to be

there's a guy that I'm very much in a lot of in the chair, I had said, you know, it's not the

it's not the same, it's like the foundation of a day, we're doing, we're

on it's all we're talking all, we're talking, we're doing, we're talking, we're all right, and I'm

at the bureau to talk, and she's, and I'm my mom, I'm not, you can't, you know,

finally, she, finally, after 45 minutes. She's been patient. I'm still my little

CRV, and then I'm going to get a crisis of panic. But now I'm two little cockote.

Did you talk about? Oh, no, no, I'm doing. I'm doing a few

people who said, my mom came to a house, and I'm not I'm

not sure. I'm not made my life, I've been with a guy of the GARC

who had a military, who is a American Distan, who is dreaded like that you're

up, And my gang You're like that, too, you're at a turn. No, no, I know, I see, but in life in general. Yeah, well, yeah, well, yeah. So it's more difficult to,

to panche when you're dressed like a board in life, and you're like, you're like, and you're like, and it's so, and then, and I, uh, I, I'm going to

my little CRV, and I go to the 640, and not long as you, I decide to, I'm going to make the mur, that I'm that I'm going to finish, that I'm, not, not that I,

that I'm, that I, just, me, cross the two, will scrapper my truck. It's not that GERC, they say that's not

because Wednesday I'm at my own and then I'm there I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

not a bloodure in my head, I can't not think that I know,

I'm not, and I'm that's what they're going to say to me so if if I

pet the two feet, I'm when I'm certainly to froled the mure,

I'm heard, I'm heard, no, moment, I was at a minute, I was at a minute, at

the 5th, and the car passed, and I was just to be able to see, I'm saying, I'm saying, you know, I'm a

police, you know, and when I arrived at home, and when I had opened up, but for me, it's all the woman, the

mom, she's made solid, I, I, got a on the earth, I'm trying, on my, my plan on my

plan, my plan, my plan, my mom, who are saying, Mama, Mama, it's going to go to be, Mama. I have two little

three years for the two years of the two years of my, my little feet who have been able to be able to be

perfect, who have had been the role to be perfect, who had had had to do do have done do things

and they're doing this they've been doing this two little and a few so. So,

so for to tell you, I'm, there, have you, have you also the support of the

conjoint? Yes, yes, but I I wanted who it's on all. And I was, I was in fact I'm in fact, I'm

isolated, I'm going to get rid of Facebook, I've been to talk to the person, I'm absolutely,

I'm not, I'm not, my friends, I had been just a box, and I'm, and I'm, and that's it,

and that's it, and I'm, and a day, and a year, he'd be, he's on, we're going, we're, we're,

we're going to when it's, it's, it's, it's all the way. Yeah, and, and, I'm probably,

a, absolutely, Absolutely. Because it's important. Yeah. And I'm a message to all the people

who can us listen to have someone being well being entoured, be well-entured to have the good people.

You know, I'm just I've been a little emotive when you're talking and I'm not going to

think it because it will be the 60 to hear the time, I've done to see,

in the In this case, I just had to get to have been to get, I've been I've lived here these episodes,

not for the same reason, but the, you know, the health mental, it's the health mental,

and I had not the same people in my life at these two moments that, and I realized that your

people who are in the people who are, it's a lot of it's enormous for the to get, to get,

to get, to have the support of people, you know, if, if you, if you,

if you, if you, if you, of you're in the world like that, you know, to be there, you know, and it's not easy,

you know, it's easy to start, but, but so you're present, and, and, you know,

if you're like you think you're that people, and they're not there to support, you,

make a, for you know, just because it's, you, it's for that question that. You know,

I pay that the buoys, the book of the sovue, the boath, I'd be there, I'd like, I'd like,

I'd like, I'm not, I'm I was totally renfirm, my parents have to be to come to

my party, I wanted to come to be, I'm more than the world, you know, so my my friends

my name, I'd just say that I'm saying that I thought to I'm sorry, I'm not, even to get

at the epissary, I had no to show my chor, you understand? But with all that you

have vicar, is, in the depression or we're in in shock post-traumatic? Well, I'm sure that's that I'm

going to go to go to see to go to the psychology, because that I said, I'm just fatigued, the doc, she's not

to what she'll talk, you understand. Because, excuse me, I'm sorry, because I think that a depression comes often also

with a pressure consumed, and you seem to be a couple of the suburb after, it's sure that a minute,

we have a whole thing something like, something like, I'm just probably I'm impression that you're not

so much that you're not your evacuator, you know, I'm the impression at this moment but with all,

what you're with all, I was in the time, I'm like, I'm like, you're a shock post-traumatic. It's, you're going to be. You're going to be a few hours of an interview. So at the end of her, she said, she said, she's not, to suffer no depression. She said, she said, she said, she's a troupe of stress post-traumatic.

Well, let's say, well, I'm not, I'm not a military. I'm not. I'm not. I was trying to. I was with what the trouble of stress post-traumatic there, you know, you understand? She's, you? She's, she's different.

And, I said, I'm saying, and I'd say, and I'd say, and I'd say, another who's not what she's what's going to be a good psychologist and she's a but she's

she'll be in a woman, she she's a woman, she she'll save her her life and she'll love,

that's like, I'm going to for a reason two hours per day, and there's a day of a bad of

to get to and she she'd never cancel. And it and it's it's hard and it's, because I

had some, let's say, let's go, let's turn to try to turn to try to turn to work to work at

there was no question that we had not been to work, you know, and he had replaced, you know, and you're saying we're doing, but one of your boughed, it's, your own business, is to return where's what you were? I'm going to go ahead, me, I'm going to get, okay, you're still there.

Oh, yeah, I, I'm going to work and you're there's not dead that, you're doing. It's made a little bit of something, and it's to be able to be. Well, yeah, but, yeah, the time pass, and, you know, the time to know, a moment of a guy of the GRC to suicide in an bureau of the GARC.

And what I'm trying, is... Yes, but what I'm this guy, he has done the same job than I'm doing. It's a papa, I'm a woman,

it's intelligent. I think I'm a little intelligent. There was a good, there was a good, support, me also, and he's done,

I've got to have a power of me even. So, so when I had to put my little, at the school,

I'd and I'm, in arriving in the house, I'd puttie a crisis of panic. So, so I'd popped

these pellul, and I'd dream, the rest of the I had my alarm at 3 hours to go to get my little chiri. I arrived at the school, my little little, he said, my mother, how it's all?

It's all. I was. I'm saying, I'm a moment of the day, I remember a night. I was in a while, and I was going to be not. I was just a defect, like. I was even more capable of respirate, and I saw the four little pi on the door that the port, that's...

I'm not, if I'm correct, you know. So, you're to tell you, that's just to say that an afternoon, well, the And then, they've been not marched to be able to be in fact, I'm a good crisis of panic. And I'd chargeed, I'd try to find in a chamber at Denica. The sun, he'd enter, so I'm gonna'clock,

and I, you know, and then I said, it's not a crisis of panic, like I was doing, I'd have been trying to die. So, I'd have appealed for the aid. And then, then, I was in psychiatry at the hospital of the Antointeenont. And when I'd arrived there, there was a monsieur that had a defugurant a little,

and a other in chaise-rolling, and, We were in the room, and I was going to have been in the room, I was going to have fervicite, what I was going to be sick. I was going to be a lot. You know, I was going to be able to, you know, I've seen. So, I've met my angel number two, Dr. Gilles, who I said, we're going to do with a bunch of together, you know, and he moved. Sough that, it said, so, it's a few years that I've been able to,

and the GRC, they'd say, well, you, she, will, you ever be there, and will, come, because, I'm, I'm doing, I'm paid full salary, you, you understand? so he demands an evaluation independent and I understand that this psychiatrist there's a he's a person you're going to

pass two hours in his room but he's been down. He's finished his evaluation I'm like, oh, it's sure

he's he's not a poor, you know, so I've got I go to get my psychiote to me to when I'm sorry

he's just a guard he's going to we'll make so on clear today it's going to get to clear

today, it what? How? How? How? It's not it's finished the police?

Nothing that has changed, No, he said, "'Garmo, Josie, he said, "'We'll have to arrest him, "'it's like, "'it's like, "'you're like, "'you'll just have

"'as to reclulun, "'and you pay. "'There, you go, "'I'm sorry, "'to see, "'D, you've done "'in' do, "'You've said,

"'It's all the "'that, you're "'It's just to "'It's a part of "'in'clock, "'I'm gonna' "'in' "'Gare't, five, "'I'm gonna' "'in' "'Deal five,

"'I'm afraid, "'and, "'I've been "'in' "'I've been "'he' "'He's The consequence of, you know, to be in a police. I said, you can't be in mind. I'm going to do. You know, I'm doing, you know, I'm doing, you know, I'm going to do. You know, I'm going to do. It's finished.

It's finished. It's a few. I can't even be able to turn. Now, I'm in tabernash after those other. Because, absolutely, the, the psychologist who's encounter, the bus, is to torment the market of the work, and then, it's what?

He's, he said, well, no, it's finished, yeah, yeah. Yeah, and after that, my psychiatrist, he's, he's, he's, he's, he's he, he's, he's got the decision. You know, so it's It's a terminate, but in her her own bureau, when I pleurrayed,

I had a little moment, a flash that's arrived at here, and I said, you know, do you know what? Yeah, it's right that we're doing other things. And I know what I'm doing to say, but you're going to do how do you want to do you

do with a month with a plan, you know, I'm going to know, and since time that, I've given more 150 conferences, I've written a book, you know, I'm talking, and I'll see, and I know, but I've said

that I mean, I've made a job on the Jens. It's not the day of the police is finished and you're doing,

oh, to be cool, no, no, no, no, and I'm fashed, like, I'm afraid against us

other than long time, until the year that I'm saying, okay, there, there's, in the first,

my own my own own me, not the GARC who's been in the mur, you know, it's certain

that I'd be perhaps better, maybe, maybe, maybe, you know, I'm,

you know, and my , you know, my, the epochs, the methods and the

methods and the things are very different. You know, I think the more the years advance,

the people who are in the people who are going to have evolved and who are and they're in the

because, you have you there's a but there's a lot that's in the army also

we've been for that I think there's more of support but I'm the

I'm I'm you're that you flat a ego is a thing

but assure you that person is capable, you know, make the stock on the appellate because Chris, it's sure

is capable, assure you can't they're able to have some of their own. I think, I'm saying at this hour

is that there's a time, you know, there's often of the first respondant or like, I don't

to be a minor, I don't know in the next month and I had heard a moment

of a moment of there, there there were not me want to be to be

not to because, I'm going to say it's the real thing, how I'm in going to get to be able to and you know

so you go to you're going to make a genu to make a year, but you can't get to make to make a time for the time

you're going to come back to but you know, he's the lastaner he will be his last year he's going to

that's the most important? You per get your year or who has done who decided to do you

do you're exactly, exactly because I'm if I was if I've been able to get to pay those I'm afraid. I'm sure

still there today. Sough that my life of today, I love more. Because, you know, that's saying that's you know, you will be maybe

the pair of six words, you know, I'm saying, you're, you're, you're an woman, an grader, a grader of the police

federal, and you've passed to sit, to plant it in a mur to cross these arms, or to do

to do make a physical for not explain, because you you can't explain your

It's a pleasure mental. For what the other will say. There's some, you know, there are some people who are more out of t'clock, more educated,

who have more an obligation, that can be able to see, so, so, it's important. And I, I think, I think, I,

think, I, think, I, think, it's, because, yes, it's a podcast that's often, a criminal, carcereal,

policeire, so, so, yeah, I, I think, so, but, it's important, the, the health,

the state, I, I, I, I feel that, I, but, you know, I mean, I'm re-bassied, you know, I'm at a time

a moment of a day, and I was in a wife, and I'm going, he said, he said, I was able to doze made a lot. Yeah,

we know, I said, I'm not able to make a bonoom to make, you just I do you do you know, I've seen a of wood,

and I've done in my atollier after, and, you know, he had been nothing, I'd just shooried even not

in the mirror because in my eyes, I'd even to see, there was, there was just, there,

there, in the place of the car. So, this monsieur, he's a little bit the wood and all the

and I'm a company of with my chum, and we're vans a end up in the end up. I'm doing.

I'm completely switched my life, but that I'm going to get to something, you understand.

At the beginning, I did it also, I did not to do you know, I'm still

still able to do make a so, so the world who's often, I'm trying to

cross to a bit something, you know, if you're you're still can't able to

did something. And, you know, there's a point in a moment that said, you know, I said, Jose, you want to be at the top

to get to get to be in your top of the mountain to do, and it's true. My life is beautiful and I'm like

I'm like you know, it's like, there's nothing in life, you know, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't,

there's nothing, but you're not to be able to know, you don't know, you know, I'm sure, I think,

I think, the, I think, the, I think, that the we're in that it's, that it's positive or negative. I mean, I've got

who are people who are saying, I'm going to do, you know, I'd have not made a prison. Today, I'd be, not the person that I'm not, you know, I'd have not,

you know, it's, you know, that's not, because there are, who are pushing the line too long, who do the people who are today, who appreciate the human

who are today, and by chance, you've, you've been too long in your actions, what could have been to, is,

is, is, is, is, today, you've talked, two two females

who are in these women today, you know, is that you have been with her on the

way, to my mode of to do you, to do you, at what you, at what the mom not present

because she had her and the mom is there but she can present because she at the

part of that I wanted my banana, I was there because when I had my

kids, I was always there when he had seen when he was when he had been

not found not but after, you know, they me to say, Mom, we don't know, we're not too time, it's not so bad that, but, you know, what I think

what I've found out, I've been to try to find out. You know, my feet, they're not going to hesitate to have the mind. That's the most good gift of the world, and if it's not going to be, they're going to have been to an anxiety.

They're going to tell you, where I'm talking to others. I've got to do you, you know, I'm going to do you, they're going to go, just they're going to go to light, they're going to go to get, and they're doing, so.

So, so I've made a mission of all, you know, I receive so much, like, you know, do you know what, you know, I see,

you know, I'm saying, what's the message, too, that's, that's, you know, because the people have been used to, me, for all over a conference, you know,

I'm not, you're who's me for me to write a book, but I'm , I'm going to make sure, and I'm to me say, at what you're at

my mind, I'm not, I'm a, I'm not a psychologist, I'm not a doctor or nothing to do that but I know

your mal, you understand? A problem. To learn on the ta, often it's more effective than to learn at

school. When you've you could, you could be able to develop as an psychologist on some people, but when

someone has a thing that you've been more inclined to to understand and to be to be more than a

person who, he's going to be able to get to to be medical but to the level you, you

you know, you've been it's what that's what's that's because you're past to pass on My, my message, it's a message

of time, but to go ahead and say, they say, oh, the time will arrange these things, forgets it, all, the time, they'll arrange, will anything pantout, you know, if you're not, you know, I'm saying, my psychiatrist, because, you know, at this hour, he is part, you, I've got, you, I've been to see, and I'm, and I'm sorry,

because I've been pretty, pantout, pantout, pentote. When we had got in our last encounter, I said, you, it's all right, you know, it's all right, you know, I'm still, you know, I'm still, you know, I'm still, you know, I'm just, you know, I said, I said, I said,

he said, he said, he said, he said, he said, but at a push, but at the , he said,

it's gross to us, we do it, he said that like you so, but he said, but,

you know, without, so, I, I, know, I, I,

I, I, you know, there, , he, he, he, who,

he, who, he, , when I was, that I, he was, he was,

he had been , I had been, I had not , in this cochemor, it was 10 years, and then, and there were a

and then he was in night, it's my little , he's not there, the monsieur, that's something. Is it, I know that my life today, but is you know, you know, you're regret

or you're in a pen to say, but I am it to have been to be obliged to have a crore on this that, which was your passion

in which you were developed, in which you have been able to get an X, I understand that's but, you know, is it still

is still, is it still, is it still, I would have you should, I'd have put to do you know, you'd accept with a...

Yeah, Aster, yes, but not for, for the long time, no, you know, I'd say,

why y'clock, and I'd say, why y'allon, it's sure that I'd poignant my promotion, you know,

and it's... If I'm still there, I'm still, I'd say, but, I'd have done that like,

so, or, you know, but I'll land in the land in to me, you know, but, no,

I think, you know, you know, you want a GERC who passes, and it's sure, but it's a bit, but it's a lot of,

but I'm going to be in security, he's going to, anybody who, whatever to be, whatever the charge of police, it's not, you're not,

you're not, I'm sure, I'm going to be correct, I hope they'll be correct, I hope they've been, so, so, so, so,

it's like, it's like, it's like, if we're, pastramatic, it's a shock empathic, in the sense that you feel just

to, all what you've you've been, hey, you know, he's not, he's not, he's not,

he's not, he'll be able to he'll be, my, my, my, my chariot, I'm, you know,

I'm a, a little bit, and I'm gonna , and I don't, to get a, , you know, a, you know, a message of a

young, that I've done a conference for about four years, and he said, he's at the question, and

I've been to give to something, but I'm, I'm gonna be to be my time, and he's, I'm gonna be,

morning. I think I'm thinking to tell you all the time, remember you not what I'm what I'm doing, and what I'm about, remember you, to my message, occupy you, your book, your croixenry, at measure, you know? Is it that the car

policee do you use? Yes, I'm doing more, but I'd rather on to do, I'm part in the mines, it's the miners, I'm going to, I'm going to Firmon, at Valdeor,

all, all, but, you know, I've done many, you know, yeah. Flashback, is the name your first book that's and I'm

I'm not not sure, I'm not sure, I'm looking but what I'm what I'm what I'm I'm, you know,

I'm sorry that you know on the back on the page of the pochette, oh, that's the young

policeian. Yeah, but when I petted offrette, I, I've been put it

on leave with the medication so that's it was, we're, we're not I'm trying

to be to be by her I'm, I'm, I'm very too, when I'm

Well, it's so, it's a little bit right like a straight to like a policeier. Yeah. You're doing, is, is you,

is you, have been a little more, more, more, more, more, baton, you know, it's always, you're doing,

straight, then you, there's, you're able to repose a little, the, you know, the,

the woman, that's, I'm not, the same, I'm not the same, I'm not the, I'm not the, I'm not the,

thing, that'd be, if it'd be there's, this police, , you're Missed Blanche, gross banana, you think you'd like that

you'd like to like that? No. No, I'd like to be able to be able to to be able to be able to have to be able to see, yeah. Yeah.

I'd have said, no, I'd have been, I'd say, I'd say, if I'd say, if I'd have been to be the cancer,

it'd be, I'd say, that's, it'd be, that's not cancer to, my boss in my son, and my wife

had had been to have been to have been to die, and it'd be , you'd be you'd be able to, and you'd

that's been, I'd be that that's a because I'm at a rite of a job, she said, I'm not,

you know, you know, why you're not, it's not my issue to me to get, I'm sorry, I'm not,

I'm trying, so I'm not, so I'm at time, you know, if you're seeing, we're doing old russ,

you know, it's a word, you're not, you're not, you're not, you're not the life

going to see, the life when you're there's the when you when you're not when you

when you're to ask, you're not not want to say no? It's not. Because there, you know,

it's a time. When someone you know, you're going to, you know, but you say, if you do not,

he's going to to do you, and then you get to get to be to get to do it. Exactly. I'm not, I'm not going to

get to be in bad, you know, that's not to do you, try to do you, go to do you, go to do you, go to do it,

it's not so it will be in it in three in three weeks, but he decides that he will be in front of he will be

to try to So, so to To take care of us We're trying to All right at all the time In our little In our little In our little

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So, we're a bit more in the concrete, you know, because there's a lot, you have to have made a minute I'm going to I'm going to say, I think we're

I think we're going to be able to pass the weekend here to me count to be there so, there's a bit more of crustia,

I'm not saying, crustienne, but, you know, of what you have, you can even more explain all what you

need to, exactly, you've been to me, to me, you know, I'm doing, I'm doing,

we're, we're, we're, we're, we're all, we're able to be able to to be on to remonted, you know, so. When

that's out of Deni Lavek, two females the morning, I've done, I've done, I've done seen, I'm trying to, you know, when I'm from, you know, when I'm from there, I was a message, a cinnast, who, you know, I'd like, you, I'd

'd like, I'd rather than talker the possible, so, so, so, I've made my question, so, he's been, you know, he's , he's been, he said, yeah, he's , well, he's been able to show, a couple of years later, and, then, well, the film will start we're going to

soon. It's really a film. It's going to see. We're in the SDEC

telefilm, we've done the money to create, the financement. Oh, for to write. Yeah, we're

finished. In the case, I've seen, possibly the last version that's the There's a

scenario. Oh, it's finished, all, it's finished. So, we're going deposed for

the production. The financement for the film that will do you say that's a surprise.

It's not, it's a surprise. but it's a totally a good name. I see what? The milieu we can't tell you.

And you're I've written a second? I've written that's out of a month of me. He's a courage to abandoning a little,

because I have a long history after that I'm doing the entrepreneur I've had failed to have all complete Mercedes, Masons,

we're all that's on, we could do we're doing a other podcast that's just a podcast, no, no,

we're not, no, we're not not, we're not, after that, so you're to start. Yeah,

I've had, too of... Too? Not too, but, you know, I saw say, we'll

say, we'll say, we'll do do you go to do all in. So, with my creations

of wood, you can't, I'm going to see a man, I got a year five years, and he

had written, you know, so, so you're a type of you're, you're a kind of

because I had been to get a little the page of the page of the page, and he

I had said, you'd puttry to do with that? If you think you were going to get to get, you know,

when I'm going to get, it's a good co-to- food. And the second date, we made a

old and that's in that we 've made a We've made a business on, we've opened

a boutique with a cafe in a local at Mariville, in a manoir Ramizie

that was super beautiful but that was not been localized and there we've said, well, we've seen that,

we've got all, we've got We're open an restaurant. We've got returned his pen and it

was a suitor. I'm a sewer. I'm a policeier. We've opened a restaurant. We'll see

planted on a statistic. So, so... And, and there's... Yeah, one plus one.

It's did zero. We've wanted, we've done, we've done that's not

idea how much, we've got put our money, we've put new our time, we're implicated the other,

all the people were all, it's not it has not functioned, you know. Is it a a check? Yeah.

If you're not a person that's favorable to the check, we've been yeah. Is that you have been afraid to get

to get a pattern of perhaps some depression to that's to come in to get to it's a hard, you're

being out of that. You just that's the fact, you just, you just, when it comes, when you're

a coff at a out of uttie and plain, it's that that I explain in conference, you I understand.

And when we have, said to have to have a house in a house in a business, and we have a Mercedes,

and it's a going to be to be a new place to live, I'm going to I'm saying, we say,

we're saying, we're going to that we're that we're to get to a chalet in a boarron at some,

we're going to be a year after, we're parted a new company and then, we're, we're going to

look, we, there's there, there's, there's, there's there made faeit

a few times. And I'm not a hundred to say, I'm you're not I'm not sure, I'm not

I'm sure you're because I'm too much, but you're going to do you get all the money, but you know the

good thing, we're doing the shop, we dood and we do it's that we're able to do you I think that

I think someone who has someone who has someone who has done your career policeire it's just

by on up by on there's not there's not in fact there's there's there's

But that's not It's not, you know, it's not bad, you know, the fact that's not been Minimized, what you lived, I think, it's the sole But, you know, on the level professional That, tat, tat, tat, tat, tat. That's true. And you're good, and you're good.

So, you, in your head, when you do something, it's sure, it's It's always working, you, hey, I'm going to do judo, pav, champion, I'm saying, hey, if you're running in the police, I'm going to go and then, you know, it's a relative, you know. It's a remand. Yeah. It's a time and it's it's in front of me.

Yeah. And I'm proud of, I'm proud of what I'm doing. So you're trying to this girl that's on that that I'd have not in view that

and she'd have been awry and that and it's a new life and it's the courage to abandoning, you know, plenty of things, you know,

I've decided to put it together to make it to make it so that I'm out in 2019 so 2019 to 2026,

it's the new live, it will be it will be 27 May it, it's finished all the same

in impression. F'clock, you know, she had had said that had been in that way, I had been

to have been to have been to have been to do you, but it's so, yeah. And you seem

do you continue to do, because in the police, I think that's to find the good, and to help

the job. I think I was I was doing to do you do it before? You'd

have made the plaster on the cut of the sense that, you know, to be in a

community, where the violence is is there, you know, you've been, you're going to to be a little bit of the impression that's what you do. You know, this way, I like, you know, a group of support, you know, it's grander-en-en-examined, so, so, the world who's

through stress, prostramatic they embarked to this group there, I'm back, and then we'll just, all the other, all of, all, all, you know, all, you know, there's a person who's

, you know, I'm concerned, you know, so I'm trying, so, so, so, so, I'm going to do you, I'm a day, to meet, you're, there were two conferences, one of the afternoon and one the

night, and the night, and it was the pompeer, and the afternoon, there was a woman in my cell, and I'm away, they're going to get into, at least hour I'm able to say to the no that they're not going to be and there.

There's all the time to help who's the people who are not, so if there's a person who are that's not who sort of my cell, because I have touched a cord

sensible, you know, and that madam, is out of my cell in pleurant, and I've continued at conference, and all, I'm assured that it was correct

after, but I'm going to soup, and I was an second conference for the other relive the night, and there a man

who had a man who had a man who's he was a question, I'm going to say, I'm going to get to be here

to do something like a good after a day, and he said, my wife, it's not a time, that's, that

she's suffol and that is not able to to it and he's to be, to be at the hospital

to get to the hospital, to get to from the time that, you know, you know, you know,

that's, you know, I'm not, you know, there's not there's not there's not a young

girl who made the week of last year, to me say, finally, someone who's to get a person,

she's, she's a woman, but I'm not the young girl, so, so,

that, I'm, I'm really, I'm realise more than the police. You're not a better person

to, you know, to understand to, you know, to part a project who,

you know, you know, you know, you know, and, and, and, and,

and, and, I'm, I'm, people, and I inspire a lot of people, and it's been a new my metis,

I'm not an impression that's a new so. You know, you do you do times, you know, sometimes I'm saying, well, I'm, you know,

I'm doing, I'm gonna say, and I'm never anything of I'm gonna write a post on my radio social, and the world, they're going

to be quite for that, and then, I'm, then, there was there was a reason why I'm there a reason why

I've used that, and I've used to that, and I'm not a lot that's not really of stress post-traumatic, you know? So, you're the same you're like to start

like that. In fact, it's very ironic, it's very drool that you're saying that because about one hour before to me

point to see, I literally said to my family that I'm saying you're not really, I'm sure. I could

I'd have to say, because he's because he's going to be because he's going to in this moment

in my life at my view professional, and I'm and I am, why? I am, why?

I'm a little imposterer. Why we offer that? Why we want? I'm saying, because yeah. But, you know, but you know,

but it's like... But it's like... It's like... You know, I'm just a person very ordinary. You know, it's like when

they're saying, he wanted to you want to do. I'm really, I'm really, I'm not a film to me, you know, it's like...

And, you know, because we're do people, perhaps he wants, you know, I'm sure, to feel to do people,

to do people, if, if a conference, when I'm going to have been in my cell, my job is made made

and I'm doing I'm doing there's always there's a question at the end of my conference, let's not,

there's people don't know, there's not my address couriel, and I'm, and you know, if you're going to

make me to write, you know, I'm reading, you know, the person that you say, you

could say, you know, the person she said, it's a woman, has been 11 years and my mother,

me, Imagine, Tewy. I'm going to do. I'm going to go to New Bronduque, I'm going to do. It's a few years. I've got to have gone to my voyage. I'm going to say, I said, thank you. You, you know, I've seen. It's what? It's what I've been able to do, you know, with my story? It's just, you know, it's like... I've got, right? There's been... There's been...

There's eight comments that we've got onto the podcast, to the world who says, that I interview all, and that I'm it's all , it's efface in my mind in my spirit by

a lot of the project, not that's not that's not quite, but you know, I'm the fact that,

you're at the point of the time I'm at the time, I'm at the I'm at the that's the that we have

also. I, I'm, I've got to the source also, on what, on what, on the podcast

at the base, but I, but I, I think it's important to receive people.

We're we, finally, we're, We're two men, we're the best, we're the best, you know, I mean, you know,

there's a few who are, you know, they're going to say, oh, it's a minute, when you're doing it,

you know, you're doing to try to, and at the occasion, there's a time, you know, but I, you know,

the time that's a party, it's an project that was, on the world, carceral, uh,

for me, at the parloor is a podcast on the reinsertion, the rehabilitation, and I, and I consider

that all person, that's that's of the mental, that's some of the victim,

that's that's been, that's a moment or a other of our life if we've needed to be

to reinserer and reinsertion and rehabilitation, we don't not really about with prison. Exactly. Because,

you know, you've been in prison in your head, in a cause of that, you understand, in your

in your mind, you know, you know, you're built your cellul and you, you know, and you're

to be insererer to be to be able to to be, So, I think, I consider that that's important and then

these messages are important, as much the platform, you do it, you do it with a conference,

you do it in a podcast because I think I'm because I think in 2026 the life is so much

very and vide often. And I think that sometimes to sit and to

listen and I know, there's it's been, there's there's been, there's

and there's people I'm going to listen for 15 minutes, but, you know, I just that I'm just, that I'm doing

to listen to and if there's there's a lot, or one, or an demi that's made a to make a new like you say

that's a little, it's a job and it's and it's and it's it's not, you know, it's not,

I think, I've cried, three, four, and someone me, and, you know, you know,

you know, you know, you're saying, you're saying, you're just, I've been, you know, my, you know,

you know, my, you know, not a sovereign, but I'm summer. Yeah, but you can

be the two? No, but in the sense that, I mean, I see, I'm talking to, you know,

if you see, you see, I'm I'm going to get, yeah, I'm going to see, I'm

social, I'm my name summer's of the people, I'm that's that can be able to

be able to see, if I'm in the memory, episode I think, and it's Sam the summer

of course, because you see, it's yeah, it's, You see that.

You're in in contact with my collaboratrice if you're in a lot of you go. Even your company of wood

let's go invite you if you're an link direct for that we're to get to your conference

to say, envue us all over us in the description YouTube, the people go just to

click there on the end up that's all that's been that's a address cruel because

the people have been to do what it is what it has that it's a matter

it has It's all the way to get to chat with a day a day of a day, I'm not capable of doing that. I'm not a psychologist. No, I'm not. And I'm not. I'm not. I'm referring. I'm referring to the

good tools if they're going to be sure. But I read all, and I'm sure. I'll ask you a certain. Look, I'm afraid. I'll ask a certain auditors that can say, I read, I appreciate, I try to respond

to all the people, but it's sure that if I open my messenger and I have a message vocal of 15 minutes, I'd listen. I'll listen. I'll listen. not. Yeah.

You know, I'm going to be, I'm going to be. I'm going to be. And I'll say it to say, but call me not, so I'm sorry. I appreciate the auditors, but it's not not really.

Yeah, it's not. But it's not. But we're going to say, we're saying, but it's so, we know. It's so, but, but,

but, you know, thank you. It's, you're inspiring, you're, you're, touchante, you're, there, there are, there are coming

to me when, they're, sometimes, we, you, I do, I mean, I'm going to receive a mercenary, but I'm like, you know, I relate not, so, you know, but there's some things that, there's

some people who are, and then you, it's sure that I, it's, sure, that, it's, it's, it's a, it's true, it's, and I mean, it's a pretty to get a bit of difficulty to sort of that, so, so that someone could get a lot, and

the spread, I have an enormous respect for that. It's so much. I'm very much, but I'm sorry, I'm not quite, but I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not in my place to come in time

that's a lot of people. Yeah, because I'm saying, but finally we're the same mission,

you know, there's a many people who are in the people who have said, I mean, I just said

three years, man, I'm just people who are not made that, you don't know, that's not that. Yeah,

yeah, the people have still, the people, and I see, and I receive more the guy who,

you know, I'm booked one for the month, he's in therapy, I think, there's 30-

eight of penitentii in the car, These people, yes, because I'm going, because it's the essence. At the beginning,

it's a lot, but it's, we're going to go and the people have to be in the line, you know, it's my decision that's a lot,

and I'm concerned that my choice that I've made more to be more than more than to than I'm going to than I've done that I've had

their reason, their utility, and I, I'm, I'm not, I'm, I'm, I'm not, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, thank, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, Thank you, thank you to continue to do it, and then

you're doing, it's aided, it's aided, and then more you can't live, you know, when you can live of something that's it's magic. Well, I, I'm the impression,

Gaster, you know, if it's not bad, I'm going to buy in a shop, we have a little shop of wood, assy, my chum, he sode at the other boot, I, I'm, you know,

I can't have a more better life than, seriously, after that, after that, I'm going to send me, I said, I've said, I've seen my best life, and I've got two children. The epaulette with these lines

it's not necessarily the affair the most marvellous of the world, even if you do it, but it's not. But it's not over it. It's not. It's not, if they're in there. Oh, yeah.

But I'm talking to you. It's been to tell you long time that you're talking at the point, hey, there's a little bit more of pressure, and then, yeah, I think that,

I'm trying to be creative, me, I'll, I'll, I'm, and I'm doing so, it's, you know, never too too to discover, huh? Yeah, exactly.

If you have if you have the rave, of the passion, I'll run through the and then we're going to be able

to be able to it. But, you know, I'm going to be able to that you're going to be to see,

I'm doing to make the joke. Where are you? You know? You've got to confidence, it's the thing. I'm sorry,

I'd have to say, that's a rave to be a real life, that's a time, so there's never too

too time to see, and that, you're never too too too, it's just, you know, I've got to be a count

to pay you know, but I've got lost my job for all to do you know, you know, you're there's a lot of, you know, there's a lot of,

and there's been to say it's not saying, but it's always that you've always never made, yeah, I've never made up that's a

and it's true, I'd have to, yeah, uh, you could do, you could have, I'm, I've done,

I'm like, I'm, I hate this, but he's cocha, he's yeah, you know, sometimes I'm not much, you know,

it's, you're we've got really really really, really, really, It's not great. We've got it. We've heard of it. You'll have to be able to have fun. You'll have to be it. You've got to be it. It's not for me. So, yeah, it's okay. She's fete. Exactly. Exactly.

Yeah. Yeah. Josie, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Super interesting. I've really liked our conversation. And I hope you also, you have appreciated all the comments. The commenter, no, the commenter, I've read

to more and more. But all the links of Josie will be in the description of YouTube. The book, the film that's envied, on the radio, all that. Thank you to do

do you do. Thank you. Thank you for your very much to have