Au Parloir - Épisode #139 - Yancee Lemire

Episode Date: April 26, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Yancee Lemire. Un parcours marqué par la souffrance, la consommation, des relations toxiques, des tentatives de suicide, de la violence et des choix qui auraient pu tout briser. Mais Yancee, c’est surtout une histoire de reprise de pouvoir.Aujourd’hui, elle inspire par sa résilience, sa lucidité et sa capacité à transformer ses épreuves en force. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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quite an intense. Yes, I've been more intense, but it's that there there's a layer that

I've found. It's important. A young female, who comes, young, with a mal of

living, the consumption, who can't someone who makes a fraud, decide to the

they're going to be in Alberta, and they're going to some of the pattern of consumption that's a bit of a bit of course, the tentative to be in-le-the-vis, she's to

re-battir, and she's faced to the situation because she's a mando in Alberta because she's parted, but she returns and

then, she comes, and there there's a violence conjugale that's in there that to be in the processus

of all, a person who had had had so long a mal of a life, and I'm talking about on the podcast,

but I was so much to see her and she's that she's not had not had been often in

her life. And she has been for inspiring, I think there there's a layer in her story

that can inspire, too of people who have been different at the through only

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your mom and I'm and I'm a joke what I'm a nace. Because I say, I just,

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the, the, the, I mean, you know, and in a time, when you he thinks, if Eve has not to resist a pump and a serpent, how do you want to be that Nancy resist a Mustang cobra?

But, you know, the Nancy is important. And then, you're like... Yeah, well, and then, but it's so... But, yeah, like, I feel like, I'm feeling about, you. Yes.

Yes. Yes. Yes, Edry. Thank you, that. Thank you. It's our second I had a new I've seen a

I've seen a I've seen I'm talking to I'm talking to and then I'm talking to because the people don't know

because I'm never, never in the show that you're going to see, there's not there's been to hear of the

show sympathetic at Three Riverer and it's that, when you when you said, when you said when you said when you

have said a little to talk rapidly and and you're saying, we're we're saying, we're sorry, we're saying,

and you're You're there. You're a parcour atypick, interesting for the podcast, in the sense

and what I like you know also, is that you know, is what you say, to avoid that the people

get to be the same pattern, and explain also that, to assume, and to face,

it can pay a lot of line, yeah. And, you, it's, I think, I think, for a,

I think, for a, I think, for a, to be in the problem. It's a problem. It's a problem. It's a problem.

And it's probably better, I think, it's the view to be in life also. I would have not a new deal. And that also

is to demonstrate, as a matter what we can do you know, what we're doing. Yeah, exactly. It can't

help a person, me, there's a person, you're 100% the reason for that you're there for me,

for me, for me, it's important, the reason for the people people people want This is also really

really, you know, of what I'm doing, how I'm, how I'm, how I'm feeling,

all the time, today, you know, it's really different, so I'm so I'm in fact,

to be in practice, to be the whole of today, because I'm not necessarily the person,

in the same way. Not the same. You know, you're not saying, you say, you're saying,

I'm doing, it's not that's not that's a other, but I'm but I'm detach

of, the, of, the, of, the, I'm going to do with you, like I do with everyone? You know, where the type of family,

and we're shone that until today? I've got to say to my family. I mean, you're going to, we're at a base. I'm always a lot of rest in the middle. I'd have to restate a little bit, in a little bit of course. But I'm all the time. My family, I've got nothing negative to say.

I've got to do you, I've got to be very example. I've got a great-sorne-sour-on-a-one-law. We've never made of anything, the family normal, I'd say. Your mother who's, you know, We're doing with us. Who was also with you when you've been when you're going to go. Yeah, we're going to love my mother.

It's perfect. Oh, she had not been there. It's not. It's not going to. It's what? I'm, you know, primary, it's all right. I've got relatively

good notes. I'm not an example. I had, I had a different temperament. I'd all right. I'd all right. I'm extremists. Okay.

Rebell a little? Yeah, yeah, clearly. I, yeah. I'd like, I'd like, I'd like, at the road, let's let's say, but, but some of

the primar it's been past, the debut of the second to be in, that's that's

that's the drug is really very a bit of, with the penit, with that, with that,

with that disinteress, the things that we're doing with the loo. The conso has been,

like, the interest. The interest. The major of my life, I'd say, I'm a

cintreeneeneau of Tequando, I would have been continued, I'd have been an avenue, let's turn, something to, and then, I'm trying to

I'm trying to do you know, I'm trying to finish my second year, you know, I'm not doubly,

I've been, I've been, but I'm finally, I'm finally, when you're at the secondair,

the conso has been to do you the PINOT a time to end a end of course? In real,

the PINOT is at all the years. Okay. In fact, I went to go to go to go, because I'd go to go to school. In fact, I said, there's a lot of year. There's a lot. So, it's a bit the...

It was your motive to go to the school, it was to be able to buy your title. Yeah, it's exactly. So, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, there's degeneration, and then, you know, there's some pressure that, also. At this moment, I, I don't know. I necessarily that it was for that, but I just felt like, the drug, it made me very good.

to feel, and to be dissociated to... What kind of of blestown? My parents he was together in my

primary, the debut of my second year, I'm remember not exactly in what I'm around around 13, 14,

my father, he had had lost his job, it's a house, it's a firm, it, they had been been soldue,

but, he's part to to work in out, and he is arrived, what he does

have to be, there some of some of the who have are these lacquins, you know, I'm not concerned

of all, I'm not sure, but I'm not sure, but my father had been able to have separated so, you know, it's made in fact,

it's a fact, you know, my father, I'd ever think he'd probably, and it's like a feart

for me, that my parents were still on some time. It's like, it's like, the image. Yeah,

exactly, the demand of the family, you know, we're, we're often, we're an image of our,

you know, it's like, it's respected, it's like, It's the man who he loves my He loves him, you know, it's like, it's like, he's not a

true of cute, you know, well, the chance of the man, and, and, look, I'm under super well, I'm talking about, with my father also, you know,

it's not, you know, it's exactly, it, it's a question, at that, you know, it's just, it's not, the conservation, the lack of confidence

in mind, the amount of, the time, you know, it's parted, the conservation, not even to forge a, a character or an an spirit,

well, it's, you, a stability, to sit in what is I think I think the dog not be a

bad, a stability emotive, you know, I'm saying often we're going to say I think it's

but I think the word is the word is used for that because it's what we do, we get our

emotions, but you can't live your emotions justably, you can't you can't you're far,

especially when you consume young. Yeah, exactly, but it's in age critical where is usually

the world so, and I'm I'm just zero connected with more in a sense No, that's

you can't discover what you really and what you know, when the thing you're

not a thing you know, it's not it's more I mean, it's like, it's in these years

that you discover, it's what the music that you go to be quite to be attached

to, you know, to be to the pastions that, to see that, that, that's so,

that's that's often to see, long time in your life, but when the passion,

it's a pinot, and, it's not perfect. No, I, I understand perfectly, I think my passions

have discovered much more later, because it's not, my priority didn't get to my priority, to me discover,

but more to get in which, how I can't get an a chance, how I'm going to get to get, the priorities are old,

and it's not necessarily the bad. The relation with the other of your parents, to your family, the relation

that you have, actually, with the other at the school, is, is, is, is you have,

is, is you consider these, of the, or it's, the, these chileu of console, or is the relation

you have with the guys, it's like that in your adolescence? At the base, I'm a boy, so clearly I'm quite I'm a lot of

my friends, but I'm in fact, I'm a lot, I'm a lot, we're considering as we're seeing as some of, the connection,

more, yeah, today, I'd say, but in the time, it's our gang, you know, it's important

the sentiment of appartanance in this age, so, so, I'm going to say the same, because it's... F'all, it's a bit a bit, not blazed, but

desillusioned, like, de-illusioned, like, of the world, of their engagement, of the confidence, to see, I think there was, there's no sense, that, really? You mean, you're in a good family,

and when you're there, when you're a girl that, when you're a girl, is a lot of, is, is that you know, is that's been to be at the house, is that, or are too occupied

in their, their, their separation, of what they, And it's not some of them I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to

I'm going to I'm going to the book the view is just to know how because sometimes it's that when I'm

when I'm when you can't when the parents live these events people can't more more what we're

when we're when we're when we're when we're I'm, you know I'm just saying I'm sorry we're never

at them we're just like we're just I mean I'm so you know I'd say it I'd say it's like it's

it's like it's like it's just who are, can't remarked, they're not avowed,

they're not not full into it in the sense to me to be able to, but clearly he said that there was something

that was super good. You know, let's not a do, example, in the norm of I go to

go to the school, and I just, you know, you know, you'd be there was a

layer of more, there were, there was, you know, So, my mother, I'm going to know. I'm very much at my moment, I've been a little bit of course, so it's my temperament. I guess I was dutte a bit.

But when the police don't bring up at home you, you're not going to be in a minute, you're going to? It's legit, I mean. No, I'm saying. No, but I'm just saying it's legit, it's not legit, but in the sense that I'd say, yeah, I'd say, yeah, I'd only, I'd normally not do with none of the night, but I'd never make the party to all in my room.

At the school, you're like, like you, like you said, I'm trying to finish time. I was just fatigued. I was just fatigued. I was really mad all right all over. It's a thing, I really really mal at all. So, you know,

the consumer, it's a sentiment of flotet, a little, but it's a thing that's a thing that's a lot of that's a condition that I've ever

axiote of these scotiaus. In fact, it's, it's an hyperlactivity to entraned of scotioes, because I've already heard the word

scullioleod, but the other, it's just me repeteate. It's a hyperacted, in real, it's like my tendons. For those who they're listening to veered the door at hand

to the armour just to say, well, it's just, it's not quite, I'm not really a tonnue. Look,

I'm saying, I'm saying, but, you're like, you're like, it's like, it's like, it's like,

some of them, but I'm, but I'm , you're just , you're just , it's just, there's,

there's a lot of there, the dislocations can be, exactly, yeah, the door, have been the door,

it's, like, like, in growing and all the whole so, so I'm going to ,

so I'm in the , the micro deschururur in the car because I'm , I'm down, so I'm doing so,

I'm doing so, yeah, I'm doing so, yeah, yeah, so, so I, if I,

if I'm really found in the divan also, so, so, you've had, you had a, , you have,

had, that, so, that had, so, so, that had, in plus, the spirit of an adolescent,

little, too, , there were not a reason that I'd be mad everywhere, so we'd

not necessarily it's like it's like it's like it's like it's you know, I'm saying, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, two feet are in croasance and then, I'm trying,

you're like, I'm in it's like, it's like, but, you know, I'm like, I'm like,

I'm going to get to go at the house, but I'm going to be it's bad, yeah, okay,

it's correct. You know, it's cool. It's just that, yeah, I mean a pause on what we're in your presence, but that, today, is you

still still something that's impactant in your life? Or it's a regle more, now that you know, I've got to train many times, in compensating, you know, the abdomo for the do, the rations of scurias, because I've used

multiparce and all, so, so, so, so, to be able to be able to, be able to, be able to be, to be able to be, to reinforce.

To reinforce your muscle, to, you, get to, get a stability, met on the level of the colon, and, yeah,

it's, it's, so, the foe, they revine, you can rapidly to replace something. Yeah, exactly.

A verteb that can make a little cocklock or a little that's a little that's made to make.

But there's, there's, but there was the medication, there was that's been like a big bug,

like, because it's incomprehable. And then, there's there there's been, there's been there's been there's been

there even, just to recently. And I'm then I'm then you're to have to be the

other fear it's a change really the don't because it's an antidepressor that's

an antidepressor but that me would give more to think negative we're saying yeah

we're trying to because I'm curious to watch after what you've traversed to arrive there

there and being an an ancient consummator of an antidepresser that I

always by my because I've never been, in the case I've never been dealing with the antidepresser but it's

not, you know, it's not that negative, there's, there's not that there's a apparently, I'm in a

point that's positive that I mean, I thought that the negative was more more than the positive, so

so, so, I'm gonna I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, with what you do, with what you there, there, there, you're, there, you're,

there, you're, there, you're, and, you can't hear of the lot of the whole lot of you know, yeah,

yeah, no. It's a it's a encounter in fact that's yeah, it's a lot of a bit of

when you're at a point? I'm at 17, 18, 18, about okay. Secondal are finished,

you do you do that's yeah, I'm trying to find my DP in machinist. Machinist? Yeah,

exactly. The little tomboy, she knows that she's not she's not no, no, no,

no, no, no, And at a point in my DAP, I'm partied in Alberta, me, but I'm going to to work, I'm trying to,

if I was trying to, I'm sure, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and I'm sorry, I'm, finally, I'm not had not used the job that I was supposed

to have, so I'm having to find, I'd just had just to have been before, and then, there,

he was, he was, he was, he was, he, I'm, I'm, I'm not,

at this time, so, so, I, that he could tripe on the other. So, when I'm coming,

we're going to, well, we're just, I'm a little excuse me, and it's my job, and it's bad correct.

You know, you know, you're in doing, you do you know, a job that you're in a job that's

maybe, you have, like, someone, he had, you know, he had, , you know, it's a

same, it, never, debuched, like, you, you're still, you're still in a cycle,

at the when you're doing this when you're doing the EP, and that's, Yeah, it's right. There's a lot of things that are going to be.

You know, so, so the second-air, it's a pellul... It's an abhorreable, for someone who's not, let's turn to, you know, you're saying the Coke. Oh, yeah. When you're in, why not, now, now, now, see the Coke. And then, you're, but you're trying to get a pellul, finally, it's not as odd than that when you can't afford a Coke. No, it's all, so.

So, yeah, I'm... It's a lot of my kick in the queue for my life for my stuff. It's your coffee matinal? Yeah, exactly, yeah. You'd have to start your your day? Yeah, really. And, you know,

all the day, and, you know, all the time, I'd have a pre-educer to go to go to my bed, and it's like a belle of,

you know. You know, exactly. So, when you say, you decide to to be in Alberta because you

don't know, I'm searching, that's, you know, I was saying, it's really, it's someone that's not, someone who

doesn't, you're not, you're, you're conscious at that that you're not, you know, you know,

you know, you know, it's not normal. I see it's vague, honestly, because the memory

is affected a little bit if they're not going to but I'm I'm not normal, I know, I

know that I'm sure, I see that I'm going to do what, but in the same time, I'm not a call-liss,

for me, it's like they're coming that, I'm, and I'm, I'm, I'm,

I'm, I'm, you know, you're at that, you're that, you'd be, there's,

there's 180 that's that's in my life you're just saying, I'm going to

do you're going to go to do and then you're going to be in Alberta. Yeah, and then when I'm

going to it's not for me july, you know, I think it's perhaps it probably, I'm getting

more joled, like it's more, you know, it's more, you know, I'm going to be there for a

job, so I'm not to ask, I'm not to be able to get a job to me personally,

no, no, no, so, so I'm, so, I was like the professionalist, but I had a little bit of...

No, no, you're not, I'm not saying. I said, I'm not saying, I'd say, I'd say, no, that's just that. Not, totally. At this time, that. Yeah, it's not. No, we'll not say that you're not. Perhaps, we're not. No, but, you know, the things are what are the same.

And, you know, a chun, a chinchis. And if you're just the time, where's the cost of, you consume, perhaps a little more or not, whatever. I'm feeling, because I'm doing, So, like, we'd say, like, the communication by Internet. No, no, no, I'm like, it's like, it's like, it's a lot of job. So, you know, it's a co-de-cheer, like, even if, well,

so I'm going to, I re-voyle the guy. And, well, we're going to be, really, in plus. And, you know, I really, I didn't really. I know what, I'd say, not what he'd be in the way. He's interesting to me. It's not even, plus. Well, no. There are, there in the bell in, you know, no, but they're so-s-sore.

It was a minute more than that. It was like, wow. So, finally, the guy, he had made some his card of credit,

and... But it's a... It becomes a chum, it becomes... Yeah, it's... I'm in couple with him, and that.

Is it you put to work to work in? When you're in the way, he'd rest had a couple of... The core to

do you? Yeah, exactly, it's that, it's a bit of course. So, I'd return to the school,

and we were and we'd see, and, their routine in this sense that. Was it

you a person who had some who had some yeah, and they'd also they'd say that's,

so it's aided not to get to at a bunch of, I'm because I'm went to a little bit of

ah, I'm paying my console, and it's, so I'm that I'm because my friend,

it was he and my my name could not make, he'd he'd have been doing it

he'd be he'd get in the contact for to buy what you the need to have a business. Yeah, it's so. So, it's

so, so it's a problem. You're a problem, you're trying to get the same problem than you, and in plus, the accessibility is even more more than you. Yeah, exactly. We're in turn to put in touch, in terms. Yeah, yeah.

You're going to work? Yeah, not at this moment because when I finished my course, I decided to embark more in his domain. We had A tour To Coen

We've had A tour New Brunswick Ontario It's And it's all It's all Yeah,

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Numbers, He had the number, he Achete the Blank, there had The Ambassador, there had All right,

So, So, So, Yeah, excuse. No, but it's correct. It's very correct. It's very correct. In the phone,

they're on the dark web, he's chate, these series of number of cards of credit that exist really. He has said really. They're not,

they're not, to print, but they're just of false visa, all, and there all the machinery for make the numbers,

make the numbers on the cards, they magnetized with all that. So, it's these cards that are functions. In the front,

he does they do clones of cards that exist of the cards not a big security no more,

necessarily, so we'd get to we're in a lot of we're in a false permit,

and then we know, you know, you know, it's a fit in guillemann. And,

well, in the case, it's a game, it's a , it's a trill. You're do you

do you do you return, and you return, and you're getting, and you're always,

you're getting, you're vending, you're there, there, there, there,

there's sure, to gain your party, let's, but you don't the gross amount,

but you will get to the rate the percentage are the things are not super gross? No,

but they're in the poche. But it's like you do you do you pay a paris

that's a because you pay a 15 of 15 of plus you know to pay 90, you

have gone a million at you've got to go no you're because the

900 because the not that's not not at you at you

at so it is happening obviously obviously it's none the gift

cards these These things, that, you know, it's in time again, in the time, I mean, but it's been still in 2014,

that's been able to that's been in, so it's going to, yeah, it's so, so, so, it's in the time that the card to pay,

the card of credit, you're not yet to swipe up by the moment, so it was more more simple, yeah, exactly,

it's, it's not been long, the, the, the things had complicated, a little more,

the technology, it was much, the technology, it was very, financially it's interesting Yeah, and then

because you have a pet like that's well, when I'm when I'm when I'm doing it's not

because you're in fact but it's it's not so soon it's yeah, yeah,

and then you you know, and then you know, even if you're not in the and it's to be in

the same so, so, so it's just it's a flow in real but, you know,

for my part, you're you're getting really, I mean, I'd more the challenge to do the far

the little trill, I thought it was more I'm doing this I'm saying, my minute. My, my question,

it's not, it's not the question, but what's what's the thing that that's the thing that's

it's more, it's more, that's more than life? My temper temperament extremist so,

so I'm to be used to be stimulated by a little something in the time, I know,

I know, I know, I'm not what again. But, I, I, I choose,

It's a time. It would have been in the moment. It would have been a little challenge. You know, before to be able to, before, to be able to, it's a good. So, you're a girl in

in-amour, in console, who has a bit of adrenaline, so you've got to do that. It's a good combo. You'll pose a question, if Back to the Future, we'll, we'll, you're not, you're not,

you're not, you're not? You think that's the kind of that's maybe not like in fraud or, but you think you, let's turn to in the traffic or some of the traffic, you know, you'd have to, you'd have kind of tauted to this point there

for the... Yeah, I'm not sure if it would have to be a lot of other things. That's not, at this time, not, I said, not. I said, I was, I'm not, you know, I've been, if it had not been, it, it would have been

to be a fault, you'd have been to have been to have, or had parted your own shit. Oh, yeah, yeah, not sure, it's been to, you're all right, it's been, you're all right, you had to, you're in view to do it, you do it

do it, and it's a lot of, yeah, it would not, I'd like, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,

it's not, I'm sorry, to ask, this guy that, is that, is your relationship, is you sane,

is you well-saint, you're, you're doing, are you, it's a, troters, ha, ha,

it's a tromper of the, this guy, that, in the, I'm, I'm,

I'm not, I'm inclued not necessarily in the law, because it's not, my life had been

vueue It's these crossers, it's these manipulators, it's the matter of, if you're in a magazine for going to fraudy, the casey, I'd say,

you have to be able to be able to be being able to... You don't, you know, you know, you know, you're doing the because,

uh, it's the fact of the park that's on and then, then, you're a game, so,

so, it's a beau parlor. Um, it was, it was a tromper, well, it'd pass,

he'd be, they'd be, they'd, create, the situations , chican, to be in

to go on to go and to go ahead and my fault. There's been there's been a lot of this story that I know, I know, it's to sit as well as

to have gone to get to be able and he and he's just it's excused in the sense that's not that's not everyone that's

I'm like, we're not we're not we're not but I think if we gogul your name your name

we'll start also. I've seen an article, exactly, that you have invited, that I'm in

diagonal, because I'm, I'm, I'm having to have the info of my invitation and not to learn a article.

But, you know, I'm not, I'm not in the way. But he's going to continue really,

you know, he's going to say, but it's a bit, it's a destiny. You know, you're going,

you're talking, you're maybe, maybe in your maybe, I'm in prison already, I'm in prison,

already, okay, okay. And, yeah, and, you know, Well, yeah,

because he had some of, okay. So, he's someone who's, he continued online in a dead in,

you know, to be a click, but he's not had been a man, to get a in Alberta, I, like,

I've got, I'm trying, what I'm that would have that would have, the reality check, as we're,

a couple of a matter in the front, so, so, so, so, so,

so, so, you're, so, No, it's sure that no, one in a train, not the other, but I don't know really, that I'm not really, that I'm not good, you know, but your heart,

your soul, you know, because you're trying, to see, well, I'm not, for me, for me, I'm not ready, you know, that I'm not really, you know, that I'm not really, you know, I'm concerned that it's not a, a life, you know. You don't know, really not.

Is that I'm really, even to your family, is they're more conscious of what you do, or you camouflage that, but like a voice in your life, a real life

and the life that you have been to I'm talking to at this moment that, really, how they,

they're really, how they, like, I, like, I've, I'm a little mosead at at all the part,

because I don't know, the fact, the, the, confidence and all these things that I'm

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, the years I'm, since I'm,

there's there's there's been there's there's, it's like a always part of,

so I think, he knew, he'd he'd he'd , I'm, he'd know,

there'd be a , I'm, there's a thing, you know, I'm not, the life before,

the more, before, before, before, before, before, before, before,

before, the concept , it's, it's, you know, because, you know, I've got to tell you, just before the camera rove, because you're two beautiful trove on your wings, and the tattoo

that's on the genus, I don't know if we're at a camera, but I'm I see, it's a little bit of a ravene, and he's written, and he's written, but, well, brief. No, no, no. I assume very well, he, there, you know, we'll see the that I assume, me, with, on me, that's not, but, you know, I'd say, I'd have been, if it's been a bad idea, you'd have been, but I'm not seen, but I'm

I'm content to have you, you know, because, you know, and I said, is it, is it that it's there, because it's a long time into something that's in your thoughts that? Is it there for you're there to tell you have already tried, and that you've got that you've got to do? What's what you're doing? SOMETUGHT-SOMPEO, SOME TURGY, BOR, well,

I've got to have been a lot of destructedore. There's a lot. There's a lot of, I'm tattooed all. So, that's it. I can't say a reminder of the Q because I've made me to have been a lot of my life that, I've made three tentative of suicides. Okay. One, perhaps the first,

more significant than the other really. Is this tentative that is even before the event? No, after. Okay, so we'll go and be re-revenue because I'll try to rest a bit in the sequence. It's just because you've been to be already young, that you were.

So, it's for that I've seen. I like, I wanted to arrive at that, but... It would be a part of the day. design, in overall, yes. You've done after

these tentative that tattooage that? Yeah, I, yeah, I'm doing a lot of

after, you know, it's a beginning, but it's that's a because, was it

was a way, that's a tattooing, but I'm going to imagine a a bit

sometimes, how I know the thing, you know, a thing, a thing, a deal with,

a lot emotion, it, it would, it, it would, it's, it would,

it's, it's, it's, I would have that I'd like I'd like to see a lot of another, the person, the tattoos, and I'd make a mal also. I'd be in a few, is it? Yeah, it's a pretty, a cross-partite in my life

long, really long time. But it was not for someone to know an alarm, it was really for concretize a newlour emotional that I could not necessarily explain to, for the other, excuse me, there are some of them who are like, you know, need to be attention or these things, but, but me really not the point.

It was, really not the point. I'm glad to go to go to go to be able to go to sleep. What's what I'm asking, because you're being concerned, that you're not the first, if it's, it's a-in-lawful, and it's a-you-vis-a-no-no. It's something that comes to give to young, because we're inconsiant of the pain. We're not going to have. So, why I get ill, I don't know, so to it, to be physically, to understand,

at least a pain, it, it's a paise. Well, you know, it's a bit of sense. It's a bobo, I'd say. So, you're a bit to, to remit, concretize what you've been, concretized what you've already to have arrived to do that. Yeah.

But, and you know, you know, you say, future cover-up because because it's you're not

to do you want to be to get to your own? Well, if it had been to get to

get to, well, that's not my, my, my, my, my,

my, honestly, it's because the parents, it's, they're when they're

when they when they're so, so, I'm good, question, they're then,

and I'm, it's not, it's not, Always. You're not even if you're to have to puttie the pantalones. Yeah, I'm going to, you know, it's a more. It's more.

Because an adult to me pose the question it's not to do you to respond, but a little I'm not not yet.

And it's just, like, the word rest the word. Even if you decide to invent a history, it is a word that can't

a lot that can't bring to a lot of questions. Yeah, exactly. They're curious in this one, and the long, so,

if it's so, if there's, if it's a lot, I'm I'm sure, I'm perfectly. Yeah. So you're

you're going to you say, New Brunswick, it's so, because it's sure that you don't know I'm not,

you know, it's just, I don't know in the pharmacy of my face that was there because, you it's a little

village, and there's there's not there's not much, thank me man, to have paid

for that for that I'm for the , you know, but it's that, you're all, you're all,

there's a chance, you know, because, you're sure, you finish, you, because, I'd say, the people who are people who are doing, the

suede, there's all right, you're doing see, there's... You know, you're saying, you're going to, your face, it does be in many of the police, but it's not having a great inquiry, because, you know, yes, it's not been very vows, but it's not be of the list, but there's a fraud-er potential... But, you know, perhaps in the commerce,

in the area, the employees, they've had been to have the photo, not the time they've seen, and that they've seen, they've, they've got, they've got, they're on, they've got, they're all... So you're in the Quebec,

in the Canada? Yeah. It's been to be able to in Alberta. You've done for the moment when you're

to come to the time? You frequent this guy and you come back to and you do you

and you're to be a year? I'm not not, I've been I've been with a

year, so I've got had been maybe six, seven, eight months, like a thing like that.

And in Alberta, why it's in Alberta? A error. A error. And, you know, he was a little bit gratter

also in all this. You know, it's a bit of you can't be able to be gratis. And, you know, I'm not really technology. I'm sorry what he said. I would have not been able to find, let's all, you know.

You're the better to go, do you, find the disachia. No, but, you know, it's a game. No, no, I'm trying. You go and do you do. You go and do it all right in a set up to do you. Yeah. I do the act in game.

You, you're not to get a number on the dark and you're not I'm not I'm not sure I'm not sure I'm trying to

I'm saying to just for doing that's so so I'm I don't know with a ski in a guise because of

why it's that's a cause of an error he wanted he wanted he would not pay with an argent

the we're there so dark man you're not you're not you're doing same

but he had done a false card yeah yeah so he paid the chamber of

the same. Of the habit, you, we're going not long time. We'd have to be in a minute

and we're going to get to get in. But then we're getting there a day of too. And he has

made the error to not to get the card after so that's it's on it's been and he

had been a word. So, so that it's a petted in the chamber. It's

pete? It's like, they're like, they're doing, they're they've done, they've done,

they or it's apette because he's what he's what they're in the chamber? Yeah. It's what the accusation, it's what the inquiry? You know, because, like, at least, you're a warrant of a card volle, but at a minute he discovers well what's what's what's what? Yeah, exactly. It's not, and, you know, there's not, like he cites.

It's the fraud, there's not really, there's more of pardon, I'd say, because there are, they're more prosperous. It's, it's, it's more than the level of tax, like, is more elevated. No, no, Alberta, it's a It's a province Very rich They don't, you know, They don't know

They're not They're In a sense It's not Pardonable That's in We're in We're in the

Canada Barrein But for us It's really More than Many People, it They're They're

We're It's a Sure, we're It's a Yeah, it's That's the Economic Crime Unit, like you It's

Because in the The Woyon The article I've seen It's not Two Persons Arrette

It's two Quebeco It's precise that you're Quebecco. It's not a couple, a young man, a young woman, a young from Quebec, eh?

A couple of Quebecers, I'm not quite, that's, a couple from Quebec. It's that, you know, it's mentioned Quebec, you know, yeah,

he wants to know, but, you know, we're not, you know, we're not, you know, it's like, it's a place,

we'd say, that, I'm, saying, that, I'm there, I'm, I guess, I, because,

because, there, there, there's, there, there, the level of, ,

people have no people have no people are more they're not, there's a yeah, well, it's not, it's not,

it's not, not that's, it's just not respectable, but it's, it's really really serious, and it's the

economic crime unit that there's been there, we had the false identity, when it's, when it's,

you're in the room, they come, they're, you know, a girl, you, you're a, you're a,

nine, you're a, 19, yeah, it's 19, and the Paff, it, it's when it's it's not

the hotel room service, like, Chris, it was not, it was not a dog, it was not

it's like, bang, bang, bang, oh, no, and you know, he's he's not,

he's a little bit and he's but I'm and I'm like, I'm, look,

my chum, I said, eh, see, not the room service, and I opened the

and I opened, and I were, he said, he said, he said, that we'd

go and he'd be to see, he'd never, he'd be, Chris. You see the sort of the genre,

like, Chris, you're even not to get a carque that's your job at the other at a cot. Hey, boy,

I'm going to be there. We'll be do it. We're really not much and you're thinking of

that's, but it's the next you're doing to do you're to do? It's it's just

I'm sure, you know, I'm sorry, I'm yeah, it's not cool the feeling like,

I'm just like, oh my God, okay, it's all right, you realize that Chris, it's not

Because it's your first that you're the first that you're face to the justice yeah, yeah, despite the

little that's not, you know, you're not someone who, you know, I'm not doing the

thing, that's not, in the sense, it's so, I'm not had been a major, so,

so he's that you're that you're , he's , you know, the room, you know, and then,

we know, we're all our old ID, our real ID, are, our real ID, are, you know,

we're, you know, the Apple Product in, the chamber that we've frauded the long of the descapable

of the gift card he had brought up to make practically all the equipment to I don't know if they're just made a photo or if it's a photo

really of the photo I've seen in the article was you really your material that in photo? There were not three cards no

I'm not in memory I'm not I'm not remember you have three, four, five range of cards It was equipped. Yeah, and, you know, there's

some, you know, there's a lot of that's not, but it's not, but it's not it, we're not, that's, it's an criminal a little, I think.

So, it's the same, we, we're just, it's a lot of, and there, there's not of prison, of women and of

girls, it's really, it's really, it's a zoo, like, it's, you know, when it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's not, it's not, it's not a, experience. I, you know, I had

a lot, I'm trying to have been in the shoes, long, I'm well, I'm well, all right, but it's, it's,

intimidating in crisis, let's, let's be, it's clear, especially, you're not, you're not, so,

so you're going to be going to go, and the there's a lot of, there's a lot, there's a,

maybe, there, not more than, maybe, maybe, but there, but,

in the, it's a A beautiful a blend of... Tried of criminalities of the society.

Yeah, exactly. And I have pleaded my mother much. But, you know,

they're in the question, you know, an inquiry, you know, there's not arrived,

you've been to the chamber of hotel, there's, no, no, no,

we've made a tuto on after that. I'm not exactly who who who they're

who, you know, the time, and, if you, if you if you, if you're

if you, if you're if you're afraid, a little. There's a interrogator, like, I remember to be passed

in a corridor, it was a big part, and it's a major crime section like on every part all the time.

Fraud and out 5,000, it's like that's what that's what it's a lot of in the same.

Yeah, yeah, so. So, if you're 5,000 or 4,000, I'm just 5,000, I'm

think, if I'm changed, if it's, but, but, but, whatever,

it's, it's so, whatever, it's, it's so, And they're going to do. I'm trying to do. I'm trying. Is you come

in mode, I debballed my sack? Oh, no, no, no. No, no, I, I know. I, I, I, I, I, I, you know, I'm not, you know, I'm not, you know,

you're doing, ah, you, you know, I, you're doing, in the, I'm in, I'm in, I, I said, I'm not, and I, and I, and I, and I,

and I, yeah, and I, I'm, I, you know, I'm, you know, even if, you're a little, like, it's a lot, that's,

Exactly. I like that. He was beautiful. I'll repeat. At 19, yeah. Well, it's, yeah. The sandals, it's not the same. And I guess, you, in this moment, that. So, I'm not, I want to

the vend. Yeah, yeah. You didn't want to let's not let's not in the no, exactly. It was not my view. Your English at this moment, that, you have you a good English can't, okay? So, you know, you understand a bit

what's going to, you know, I understand very well, that I was quite that I was quite that's a bit of course like my faux permit I thought and I thought and then,

but yeah, okay like, like, it's a false name, it was, it was, so when I was

signing after an purchase, I was trying to get an initial to me to be a problem, you know, but it was

very similar to my name, and there's not 20,000 that's you're at to say,

what, you're at least, what, your name and so, your name in print. Yeah,

Y-N-S-I, the Mew. Gen C-A-N, C-E-N, C-E-N, trin-n-n-n-olde, I think, an awful of the same, and the Mew, you know? You're going,

huh? Yeah, but it's that, he mont, my faux ID, I, I think, imprinted, and then,

the Mere-N-N-N-N-A- in English, obviously. We, we're not, I'm really, really, really, really, I know, no, I don't know,

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, a photo of my real idea at the other, he's probably

similar. And I think it's like, I'm sorry, I'm going to you know, you've got to yeah, that's so.

I'm not I'm upset very long time. I think it that's one that's I think it's I think it's

that's right in the in the brain, you know, they're looking, they're looking to be a

little bit at some moment that and I'm and I'm I'm trying to be on to talk to

my life at all like my more more young no, because they they're They're coming a little, like,

on the podcast, where you come, and why, and they do. They do they, they're doing with, you know, why do you do do you do with a

little bit of, you know, to be there's a bad, you know, to get, it's sure, that, so, so,

so, so, so, and when we , when we're , I'm just like, no, I'm not,

you know, you know, you don't, you know, to do it, I'm, I said, well,

I, you know, I'm, my, they've been, I'm going, They've got to have they were doing two cigarettes and he was like

you can't you can't we're like, you're like, you're like, I'm going to see, I'm looking at the world,

and I'm going to see, no, I'm not talking to that's not, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and my

liberty, tabarnac, that, I don't know, I'm not, I'm not at least, so, so you're not

so, so that's cellul in the attend the process? Yeah, well, we've been we've been we've been

really, we're, we're, we're, again. There we have an avoccaucused it's a cost of

a couple of times I'm doing so I'm doing more than the more than the time in general

that you're supposed to attend to but but we were not there the process

with the officers with the avocas and all that the time that's

they're they they're they're they're in the bullpen like

on we're in prison for like not because he knew that they'd transfer

of the money, but we're even, we're in a question but even it's a prison mixed,

I mean, it's still yeah, yeah, yeah, you know, you know, you know,

at some some of certain angles, you know, I'm at some of the , you know, even I'm

in the fact, you know, because there's not, no, it's absolutely not, it's not

not, it's just when they were to try to bring the end up, to,

you know, you, you pass on the I'm going to create that. You know, you live how, 19-year-old, a bullpen, even if it's a few days,

it's... Well, I'm really, really really much, like, at every time, I just started to talk, I, I can't cry, you know, he's been in,

in more, you know? And you're a degrisement obligat-law, like, someone who consume, a-tidienement, there, you're, and you're, you're,

and you're, you're, and it's, you're doing, some, you're, like, they're, You know, but... You're not doing it's a lot. You know, it's not the point.

Yeah, no, it's not what you're... But I think my servo was more sticked on the fact that I was going to be from home, that I was... I mean, I'd see that that that could be able to get it, so, I was...

I was more so the shock, degrized, it's as it set with, but, by me, the stress, I... You did the time of the... You did so... Yeah, it's not... ...that it's probably

to cause of it, and, sure, because... I was stressed also, you know, it's a beautiful a lot of a lot of so... Fac... So,

Cotion, thank you, Mama. Yeah. Cotion, Avocation, on the time of process.

Yeah, and there was someone who had a chance to be able to get to get to because there's a question,

because there's someone... Is that the dossier transferred to Quebec, or he rests in Alberta? No,

he has stayed in Alberta. In real, when we we're out of there. Philip, he's

revenued to Quebec because I'm I'm going to rest to work, I'm going to work, I'm going

to work. Well, yeah, we're going to get to be replaced, I'm just to do you want to

do you know, pass on my debt, and you, you know, this clack salle that,

has been to have been to be able to do you have been it's not to continue there

there, no, No, it's too stressful. And we don't know not bad and we're not for the way of the

for me the coque don't not end up in to be in not even but I don't know

I'm yeah, I'm just I'm doing I'm not sure that you have been a mid

of a middle of a bit of a brief. So you bring, so you

you're you're, you're you're you're separate? Um, no,

we're we're we're we're and then I'm, like I'm rest there. So, he

he'll come to Quebec, in real, to go and then he a couple of of things, for that we're going to work, and I'm going to start, and I start, and I'm going to

the time when I was going the first time, I started by the first, but the day that I'd demenager in my apartment, and that I started my job the

next month, in the whole, he was he came here to get my leave of school of machine, too, my chasas, and it's efforts

personal, and he's made te repugue and he's Road to Ontario, 20 years later, by Lopi, and his last message text,

it's, like, I've made a scan in 150 kilometers. He'd want to, oh, yeah, it's innocent, seriously, I'm not real,

but it's not a drama but it's, it's not, right, right, a minute, he's done,

he's done, and he's made, it's really, a choice of mal, and then, and he wanted

to chip, all these things, he wanted to, he said, he's fenced at this But in what he's

He's coming Search, he had, in the way, in the view of him to continue, he had to continue,

he had said, oh, just the time that we pay, you know, the court. We're just doing so, pay the avocas.

I'm like, you know, I'm doing, see, see, I'm doing, I'm trying to, I've found,

my job, and I just the way that I'd get over the day that I'm that, that, that he had not,

I'd be able to , I'm there'd be on the roads sometimes, but, but not 12 hours.

So when it's set a bit of canning, in the phone, you were to have 50, but then he's fused and then he's fused. And then, there was a stock to, for far as far as far as. It was 20 years that we're out in Alberta, in a while, so. So, so it's, so it's all right. And, he had just a con-supon in Quebec also.

He was affished, like, it's, so. So, what, it's... So, what, is your case, are you separated at this moment, or... Uh, yes, because, like, he rests in Ontario. He was, like, nine months in Monty. He's an affair in the same, a couple of months, and then, and then,

then, and then, and, he'll call, Every day I'm going to I'm going to I'm You rest You rest To rest

To cross to Yeah, Well, But he's He does Be born In sacram This guy

Yeah, I'm Yeah, I'm I'm sorry I'm Yeah, But, yeah,

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, It's, And then, I'm Obviously, But at

At that Yeah, I'm, A lot Yeah, And, And, So, we

All, the whole Like, the things, two, $2,000 $2,000 per month,

it was quite incredible. And it's the it's the it's a it's a way to pay that's a

yeah, so you're in Alberta, you're working, you're in an appellate to pay you have to pay

your apartment you have eventually an avocat pay you, your mom to rembrose that's probably

advanced so you have been 19 and you and you never had ever had

ever been in a life of you're solid, yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah You're liberated, you know, and you're in the trial, he's all the

whole, the time, the time, the time, have passed in the day, have not consumed? Is it going to continue? Well, you know, I mean, you know, it's like it's like

to come down the, in the, in real, I've had been to see, I've seen, what's been doing this after, so that's to have been to stop. Ah, no.

So, you know. So, you know, at that, it's, well, at that's, at this moment, at that, it's, it's, you know, I was just a stater, and all, but you're not retombed,

like, you're not getting, I'm going to get, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm doing, and then, it's sure, I'm going to do you, not the pinot, because there's, you know, I'm not for sure, plus than that, and I said, and I'm just very, you're just over-firmie, I'm, yeah, I was just feeling, but it's not, it's made, but it's not, they're coming to, people, we're doing, it, he had, you, it's

in, my, my vowsin, he came to, you, but, he was super correct, so, I'm, so, I'm not in a reason, clen to that, but with the time, I've known other people that it's not become a pattern of the time that I've been a couple of times.

When the occasion, you were there, you'd profite of the occasion. Yeah, exactly. At the end, it's more well virued a little, I've perished my job, de machinist, I met with a gang of Quebec, I'd have crossed by the Quebecans

there, there. But I'll continue to go to go, chronology. Yeah, I think that's all right. I think they're on the usual to hear them to say these words that exist for really. We've got to hear you. You know, there's a, you have a lot of, there's a, there's a, there's a, there, there's a, I mean, me, I've said, I've said, in a lot, I'm saying,

in a while, excuse me, I'm going to come home home here, but it's, it just to have me frapping, I want to say, the pierre angular, you know, you said, you're saying, the pierre anguilary, and we said, we've made, we've made, we've made an extract, and I said, the pierre triangular. It's so, it. My Pierre is triangular. My wife has been looked at all.

You know, everyone has understood what I said. So, so, so, when I don't when I've seen, when I've seen, it's got to

get, that, exactly. I think the people can't, I'm not cut it, you can't be a

word, but you're like a system humanitar, and just that that's the fact, yeah, it's,

there's, it's a bit it's a thing, it's just a moment, I'm trying, I'm trying,

I'm trying to, I'm I'm doing one with. Why not? So, we're going to. So we go in the chronology. We'll rest in the chronology.

So, you know, in this life, you're in this life, you're talking with with him regularly. Yeah. This, this relation

telephonic, that, between you, that's a life normal, he's in prison, it's off, how it's time

served, because it's, it's remy, and he's, remy, all the time, he passed in group,

and it's been back, so, so, he's, so, he's been, so, he's,

I'm, I was in a semi, I thought that had been to rejoined, but no. So, so I'm going to be back in Alberta, and I've been here

for him. And all this time that, you're in a rathom... I was in court. It's in probation. So, okay, so you've got your

process? Yeah. You've been declared a culpable? Yeah. The chief that you had against you?

I had Vold of Identity Diff Road Over Five Terranchin. I mean, I have, you know, I don't remember like, I'm not the term, exactly,

but to have, like, brimed the confidence to the contributor, is something like that? In fact, there's like, there's like,

a new, that's a affair, to me. The fraud, it's a abuse of confidence, the fraud of government also,

I think, I, I've, done, like, my faux, an faux identity, it was like, production of

food, utilization of Yeah, so, so, there, there, there,

A nest-a-ponoply, when you're a pogny for the fraud, in general, it's a fabrication of foe, and it's possible. I think in the end of the line, there's been a

three who are rested, so, you know, I've paid an amount of $100 by cause, by point that they've been

judged guilty, I had a probation, I had some other, you've been there's not had been in prison?

No. You'd have had been to, you were trying to be, you're, like, well,

you're, well, you're, you've, you could prove that you're going to be able. I'm glad. I'm glad.

I'm glad. It's an error of parkour. But it's all, so, but it's all too chienable. And he, in the whole, in Ontario, with the case, so, all has been

packaged together, so his case of Alberta had been transferred in Ontario. So, he's, he had been, he had been

his own process, it, that, it's they've been to implique, it's so, and I don't to be,

if it was positive for you, that he was, that he's, if it's a positive, I'm perhaps, maybe more positive for

Well, I think it would have been positive, because he had, it's already made, he said to do not, I mean, he said he said, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, and it's not, and it's just a multi-recidivist, it's not, for sure. For sure, he's in prison, and not, too, that's, you're like, just a complice of a multi-residivist. Yeah, I think, it's that, and, you know, by the example that I've not continued in this domain of, and then,

and they're not doing that, but they're well, you know, so, he's passed, you're in probation, but you're in parable, you finish by to lose your job? Yeah. You're trying construction. You'd

get crossy? Yeah, yeah, the other of the good. Well, in the

most of course, finally, so I'm going to get in the world a little bit too crows, but finally

when they're coming, you know, I'm, so it's, is, is that you have the

right to because you're in probation, so I imagine your approbation impique

that you do you want, if you want, if you if you're in the life,

you're in it's So that's it. If you have to do you have to do you have to do with to come to come to come to come to

their own who are there. They want to transfer the dossier to to get to get to advance these things, so,

and he's so, he's so, he's just part, and I'm not, yeah, I'm going to

come to I've come to back, and I'm over here. So, so I'm at so, so you're in

Quebec, but you're in Alberta? Yeah, so you, you, so, you,

Concretement, in real, the police he'll see, let's own, let's see, that's, he'll arrest, for... A stop in charge. That's just, he'll be the call, you know, but you

know, that's... You know, but, and you know, and then, well... Because it's... Because it's... Because it's... Yeah, it's...

Because it's, the police provincial, I imagine, or the... The city, I don't know, that, you know, to... It's not a... ...it don't...

No, exactly. ...it... Probably... Probably that... Probably... probably... it had been... ... there had been... ... ...it had been...

maybe he would have been repatriated in the co. But he, when he came to Quebec, in the front, he has made his time and all, so he's just you who is mandated. Yeah. You're just who you're mandat? Well, no, but I'm not. I'm not, but I'm...

It's never, but he's, because, you know, in the time that, I'm revee to bar, in two weeks that's out of two weeks that I'm, well, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to, in these two weeks. I like,

the image that you project of You know, you know, it's really, like, you know, nush, but you'd consider that's what you're being the book of the love raveg, that's so. Yeah. And it's cool. You're gone.

Brief, you know, if you're really just the love who makes people con, I don't know. Oh, no, there are plenty of things, but that, that's part of the things that can be run a tata. Yeah, so, okay, it's so. So, in real, I'm coming to, like, in the measure of the past,

the more rapidly than I could, to come and they're to come and he had been with three people different. I'm re-revenue

and there it was, it was really different. I don't know if it's the time there that's

that he, but he, he was different? Yeah, he was, more, mechance, I thought,

I'd have been that, so, you know, I'd have attended, and you'd be there, and you're there and you're not,

it's really, like, it's an opportune, this guy that, so, so, so,

so, so, so, in the While he was in the door, you were, you were just a little supap, he could be paroled, and he could... So he'd have used it, and when he was out, you took the decision to come to their join, but he, he'd be done to join, they'd have been to their joan.

But, yeah, they'd have another, like, you. Like, the number of stratoze, in his cell, it was not stratoose. It's all right, so. So, there'd have, there were, and other than other, they'd say to... to have been to do with some of the same, of the fraud, and these things, they're doing, you know, they're doing the room, there's a lot, you know, and there's a lot of the floor, you know, you?

You know, you're not, you know, I'm going to die with Martin, I mean, I'd say. But I, I, I, I, you know, I, I, I, I saw anything, I'd want to see, yeah, yeah, you know, yeah, you'd say, well, you know,

yeah, no, it, it's a lot, like, you, so, so, I, I, yeah, I, you'd, I, you'd, you'd, but, you know, but, it, you know, it's, it had, it's been a fine,

in real, the tentative of suicide, the end of the fact of the fact of the same, I think,

it's a little the same. You know, I said three, but you said, the first is really significant.

Yeah, I don't that, I'm not, I don't know, because the bus is not to be decided

to the people, but let's you know, you, you've passed very progester. Eh,

well, I'm, I'm reappell not really, so, so, so, it's,

it's, it's a part of the same, let's be the rest, it's been like it's arrived, I'm going to have to have been to my catheter,

and to say, to say, to say, to say, you know, to get your can't, you know,

I'm going to be my own way, I'm going to get my leglis, but I'm still able to talk about today, I'm

still, but, you know, so it's, so it's, so it's, so, and, in real,

I texted, my, it's not clear, that's what I, did, do all, but what I, you'd say,

come and I said one of my friends, it said too when I'd know to my job at this moment she's even she's even not to ask her

and she's even to ask you to make a minute it's like a little time I said like I'm like I'm like I'm

so I'm not at the end of the end of the end I know I'm like my mom had with me and I'm

I'm saying they've been they've been they've been we've been we've been to the milieu or infirmier

and check that and she she'll come in with the infirmament and the officer's at the end of she's

well, Madame Lemieux, you're there's in a fact, you know, I'm not seen like that

at the moment like I'm like I'm like I'm like that's I'm and I'm and it's

and it's not much it's a sign that in some of some there, but I'm

not I'm not there's there's there there's there there's

you know, you know, you really to text to text to someone.

So it's a good call to help to it's a unconstable the message that I'm

saying, but I know, I'm there's a but I'm talking about I mean,

I said, I'm gonna say, I'm gonna get to get to get to okay.

Okay. I'm saying, okay. Fack you, you, you,

you know, the, the gesture is really really, the gesture, yeah, I'm not

the life it's It was a long time. But, you know, the thing first is, of an

being a life, so, the fact of the whole, the world, the instinct of survival is so much,

you know, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, but I'm not, that's not, I'm not, I'm not,

to have tried, to, what, yeah, so, exactly. So,

so, the, the instinct, you've, you're, but your life, it's,

embarking. Yeah, in a place, I said, I said, I'm saying, I'm trying to see, too,

and I'm sure, yeah, exactly, I didn't, it's a little bit, just the way, I'm not

doubted. Well, I'd not know, I'd say, there's a bra that's going to

be pushed in the front of my mode of and all, that, but it's that's a

question, when you're to come to the second time, in the second in Alberta, you consumed,

a peeper at a bit, wheed, and when the occasion he was there to do find a bit of pud, but when you revere in a

Quebec, is that with you're part in a pattern that? No, because at that I was like,

diagnostic like a depression major, so I had with the medication. There, I have some test. But you talk, not this

tentative, you talk, that you've been diagnosed depressive? Oh, that's all my life,

no, it's so, but I had a lot of when I 've been in Alberta, let's, you

I've been diagnosed, because, just that in just that, I was there all right. I'd say,

it was not necessarily well, the chris. The health was in decline of the mental

yeah, really, I was, I was, I'd know, I'd get to be in

my life, so, so I'm, and I'm , and I'm , you're getting , like, I've got,

the medication for, so, so I'm just , and I'm in other manner, so,

so the drug, it's been stombrue, because we, we'd be done a year, I imagine,

it's a other mafia, so. It's a... These diagnostics, there, you know, you know, that's the diagnostics

that are still in today, or are at the point of, they're just, like, they've done, they've done, they've done, they're doing it,

they're doing it, we'll have to be it's a case where it works. Which he can, not, you know, maybe not, if you can't

be able to pay, if you're in the health for the health for the best, but they're not the bad medicine,

it can have there's effects completely inverse, so, so there, after the, after a,

you know, you're more conscientious and you learn that you're inceived? Yes. Is that immediately, as you know, you know, oh, yeah, yeah, it's clear. You don't know, you know, you're not, you know,

I mean by the question, I mean, I can't do, I mean, I, I can't, a don't know, a kid, I mean, a kid, you know, I don't, you know, so, I'm not, you know, as well, you, you know, to be, you want to do, you know, if you've been, you're in,

literally, the contrary, I'm going to, you're going to , I'm going to enjoy, you, of the love, you know, I'd say, that's probably not the choice to have to be, and,

and, I'm sorry, many people, have to be, I'm not really, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm going to people who are,

who are you have to be asked, to have a friend, you know, and you're not, you're quite, you're quite, you can't,

be a good conscience, that, I'm that's, it's, it's not, it's not, I, you know, I'd, you know, I'd like,

I'd, I'd, relationship also. I mean, I remember often because she I'm afraid, because it's,

I'm afraid, because it's a time we're talking about, when you're talking to your young, your mother is not too concerned of what you

see, and when she comes, she comes, she's a man, I'm going to an avocat, Chris, she's, she, she's always

a lot of when I was, she said, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, yeah, she, yeah,

and she, she, she, she said, she, she said, anything change because they'd know it.

Exactly. She could just respond to the phone if it's going to be and you're doing it

when we're when we're going to start of a tentative of suicide? You know, you know, you know,

you said, but it's going to, it does, it does, it does, it does, it does,

it's sure, I don't even not me, imagine, like, I'm living that.

Today, today, I'm, Iyeye, I'm, I'm not, I'm sorry. Because,

my, my, my, but my, of the realization that, you know, there's a people who you know, there's a lot, and there's if he wasn't there, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, so, it's just, I'd say,

to find you, let's don't. But, no, it's a haughty, a bit, we'd say, and it's sure that, there's all the incomprehension of the people, like, you, they'd like, to tell the way, they'd like, but the people, they, they know, there's a way to do what, that there's a, you know, there to be able to, before to

get there and I'm in my time, it's just there's just, I don't there,

it's not, it's not, it's not to feel like to say, I'm not, that's not so it's

in vigue, like the reaction, it's jeanan. There's a phrase that you say, that,

that's, that's, that's, it's a question, you know, there's a thing,

there's a thing, you're just that when you're in this pattern that, you're not,

you're not, you'll be, but, There's... We know. We know. We know.

We'll see never. And I repeat that. But every every time we're talking to say,

for me, it's really important for it to have passed, to have people who have been in

this phase that, if you had said at this time, that my life, it would be

more, I'd be able to I'm going to think, it's impossible, it's impossible. It's not

it's been it's been so, it's it's been 20 years, you've been to say, that's not,

When it's going to be sure, go to call, it. It's impossible. It can't be the day or the night, the cruise, the road turn not. I'm sure that if we were going to say, today, what you're going to say? But, you know, it's important that the people, you know, you know, it's not. No.

It's if we think we know what we see, but it's not that we're not. We see the year, in fact, we, we're trying to, we're all, it's what we think we think we're, but it's... Do you think, do you're trying to, the little that's been

in the way that's been in my purpose not to be not to be to be if it's just

if it's a new mode of life a other moment is that that's that,

no, I'm, I'm really, I'll really, I'll get accepted like so,

I'm I'm not with an man't at the at the moment, let's

it's not, it's not an, not an urgency or, it, it was not a It was a

It was a certain You were sure, it's not, you're not, you know, I'm more the trail at a little bit of

at this moment when you, when you start from the hospital, Philip, out of your life?

Yeah, I think that, yeah, at that I'm, it's nibular a little, it's like,

it's like, it's very like, but, not necessarily, but, it's like, we're doing,

it's, it's, it's really, but I think that, in the there, there's really

something that's that's the it's finished it's been it's been but it's in the

end up that's the that's that's that's that's not in all,

well, not in all, I'm not all, I'm not what, what?

What's what? What's the event, that? Well, I just try,

job of machinist, non- , the, the fact that my do,

so, the fact, my, there's, there, the there, there's,

the medication, for the It's a lot In the pattern of consumption, but prescried. I rest in a very

july, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, in fact, it's, it's quite, it's quite,

it's, it's the criss of quality that it's , so when you point the, they're, they're gott, they let,

and I, and I'm, I'm just, and I'm, I'm just like, I'm, no, it's not, it's not,

it's like, I'm in plus, I'm, so, I'm, probably, probably, you, probably, a more tolerance

more to be a very hard to and more it's a pattern to be a so that's a I'm able to

I'm able to I'm able to to get a point out of my yeah, it's it's like that it's so it's nothing, it's

it's free yeah, and then there's there's there's a they're they're too,

yeah, it's too sometimes I'm the impression yeah it's a other affair so,

so, so there's there's a that I'm, it's been a little in the neal a bit

in brum a brum of all the time and then you decide, well, we're doing, you know, I'm going to go to the last year, it's more, let's say,

I mean, I, you know, I'm going to, but you see, if you're, like, if I'm in, the pattern, at a pretty,

that's, yeah, about, yeah, about, yeah, two, a, a, , a, a, , a, a, so, then,

then, then, Philipp, you're a bit, the view, , so, You're just, the medication, I'm going to do my amy the time, I try to

try to pass the time. But you're a new state, semi-stabble? You're not bad. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm going to leave to my lid. I'm going to at the moment because at the moment my parents are still because, we're coming

to get together. But it's cool. There's there's some of some of the young and finally we're we're still

and we're exactly, but although there's a lot there's that's not very, very cool.

I mean, and I'm, and I'm, and I'm, you know, I'm a child, I'm, I'm, I've got to have, you know, and she's parents, they're separated, and these parents are put together, like, 25 years later, I think, there's nothing that, so, so, why just, why, why, so, why, you know, exactly. But, you're not, at that, at this moment, you're, you, you're, you, to feel not. No, it, no, it's, I'm, you know, I'm doing, the medication, I'm, I'm, I'm just for, you know, because we say, you're going to go to

the more the more, and it's just still, you're still in the mal of life, you know, yeah, really definitely

and I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm probably, that's the base, that's my back, you know,

and the matter, and that's, it's a matter, the bad, and all, yeah, I'm sure, I, like,

I, know, I'm, , you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm,

like, I'm, and I'm, a challenge, a family, a friend, and a lot, to, not to be able to say to my kid,

I can't go to Disneyland, because I'm not, and then I'm trying, then I'm saying, my view is, my life is a little assy of a little bit,

and we're not able to be able to me towee. I'm going to return and regly my problems and my source, so,

so, no, sorry, before to return, and I, had been to be the one more a month a

and I said, and I said, um, I'll say, bye, it's not, then, then,

just there's something to do, So, brief, that also... Oh, attend, you know, you've been to say bye? Yeah. Because you see what you're going to do.

Oh, yeah, I don't know. I'm not going to pass to her own. You know, I'm not going to it's a lot. But that's a... But that's a...

Once again, it's an call-all-all-all-all-all-all-all-all-law, you know, that's... You're not... You're not... It's perfect. And it's... And say, but...

But, yeah, but... But, you know, clearly, like, I'm in my head... I'm sorry... person who who had called

to the Amar has joined a person, and the therapy and the

man, it's, in real, the therapy is Plans when he called,

he said, on the telephone exactly the good words, I'm feeling like, you know, you're

to see, you know, he said, you want to you want to just, like, disparate,

but not to be honest, like, just out of there, and then, and then,

and then, I've done, oh, the fucking shit, oh, it's, be other other things,

it's clearly that. And then, like, I mean, like, I'm trying, you know,

I'm saying, yeah, what you know, to do you have to make a lot? Yeah, so,

you're not about, it's for that, it's for that's for something, and it's not, because,

I guess, that's the same, that's, that's, it's right, I'm not, it's probably,

that's, it's, and I'm in , you know, and you, you know, you're all, you know,

yeah, like, like, I mean, I've given the chance to the therapy, and it's not a therapy for the drug, it's not,

yes, it's on global but it's, like in a view, you know, to put these words on T-M-O-T-A-S on T-M-A-U-X. Ah, I like that,

to putt the M-O-T-S on M-A-U-X? Yeah, exactly. You know, a t-hirt, I can't sub-bondi no, no, but I

think I think I think it's it's really something important. It's like, it's like, it's like, it's like,

it's, I mean, I'm, there's, there's, I'm there's, there's, there's,

there's, you know, there's, I think, it's normal, it's not not quite, it's not quite, I guess,

it's a lot, so I guess, it's a, but, no, there's there, and, it's,

really, with your, with the, the, the, the, the contrary, of a bad emotion for the

good. It's a time? It's a therapy? Five, five, five days? Okay.

Four, five years. That's six, five years? For me, for me, because, like, the fact of

to understand, to make the words, and to have the content, it was not for the real, it was totally

nouried the brain, I'm totally, I'm trying, the head between the two arms, I'd pleurred,

I'm, I'm, I'm resorted to get started in the, excuse, I had more the plied in the front when they were saying,

no, but, you know, I'd say, I'm more... Less surcifroncere. Yeah, you know, I'm saying, I don't know how it's other than to live like that. No, but I'm trying to do, it's all right, and I'd have some of the steps clear

for me to give a chance to make more. You've clearly not the same in return than, when sort of. No, no, really. There, there's a clack that we can, we can fennie by

If you know, you know, even if you're You know, even if he's not there. The eyes, it's a part. Yeah, it's, you know, a regard Vid or a, yeah, yeah, it's that's it. Bravo, Mama. Yeah, we'll say.

Bravo, bravo, these therapies, and there are so, you know, there are a lot that's working there. It's, you know, I'll say, you're saying that's people who want to help , you know, they're

people who are They're doing. They're valid. The quantity of, I, who are, who are, who, they're You know, because, you know, because, you know, because, you know, you're not the better person to to, you know, to get to the people who have been

where's what you've been, you know, too, you know, it's a great confidence, you know, valid really your emotion, you know, that's normal that you're anxious versus, that's, it's all in the amor, it's all, all the acceptance, too, and there's not a judgment, it's something of beau, so, so you start from there with a new mentality,

a glespon, okay? Yeah, blesteport, I'm really, to be, like, to learn the connet, to do do you, and then, I understand more, the love, what, and how is my choice that are you doing

me destroy and that's not good? It's actually, I can't make a bit, I imagine, but what I've heard from the chronology, is that he will

come even have an other episode that's... Yeah, there are still some that I'm not given, but the comprehension,

the base is there, the base is really in plus there. It's, suit to this therapy that you choose to go, what you had to have to be regulated in Alberta?

Yeah, exactly. You want to find out of, just to be able to get this epit of democracy that out of the top? I don't. I don't know if I want to do because, well, inconsimely, I think,

I've, I thought it, that I could have been better, but I'd be able to. So, you, I'm going to proxer a little bit more, for not that it might be baton in a row, no, because if you'd

if you'd rest in the present, you'd encrissed, but if you'd in the future of a life possible, more than what you Yeah,

I'd like that's a I'd like that's a I'm ready. So, you know, I said,

bravo at therapy, and I said, bravo to my mom, but I'm, because I think that,

for all the you, you know, you've often, you've used to be, the both elements,

to, I guess, I guess, I guess, I guess, I'm, no, but for it,

it's important, it's important, it's important, it's important, it's, there, there, there,

We're good for to be volle the face, we're doing, what you're doing with with Philip, often,

but in the same, but in a time of the time to do you know, we have to make some more than you know, even if you

have a tendency to return in some prequant, but at a moment, it's a surprise, because Chris,

even, sometimes I'm saying, like, why it's fair, that's, I'm still there, I'm content,

let's be, that's, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not,

but I'm, but I'm clearly of the angel, also, for me to push

to give, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm in, I'm in, I'm in, you know, the people

can't put to push as far as if you want, if your crinke, you're cranky,

you're a guy of a chor, excuse me, I'm saying, I'm just, I'm just, I'm,

pushing a a char on the nerd, it's just fast- to put a fast, but to push a

even if you're doing, in the way, you know, and I'm But you have advanced and you have to accept it, but you

have to do it for yourself. It's good to have people who are getting to get, but if you're not ready, you're not if you're not to have crashed or if you're going to

do you want to do you want to do you do it? You're going to get in Alberta, reglet that, so what's present in a post?

You know, I know, I know, I'm called, I'm in contact. I had repried a contact with my agent of probation there,

because, because, well, I'm prepared to go, I had, there was, I was, there,

I had called the post of police like, to go to a three months, to know what I'd risked with all the charge and their mande

and then I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, you're going to the Fed. So, so I was like, I was going to

I'm going to get a carry-on, I'll let's all to get my card of debil. Is your my mom your man,

you're coming? No, no, no, no, I'm going in avion, but I'll let's all right,

I'm going to I'm going to do federal, so I'm going with a with a passport, Oh, and a pen, a little, then we're...

Yeah, of linge, there's a part of nark, you know, and I'm... You're... Emotionallyally, pre-to-y-face, you're like...

Yeah, yeah. Okay. Yeah, I'm a little white, in the tank, and I... And I've got to a chance to me

represent a co, because a mohawk, it's a... Not view of a co-of-a-cour-a-cote with a mack-a-a-a-court. So, for me to give my purse,

and I've been to rase the shoe, I'm... I'm part of the... I was part of there with my little carry-on, and when debarckon, and I was running, like, I was running, like,

to be in a police, of the airport. I gave my cards, and I said, I mean, I'm going to run, in the way. I'm in front. And they're going, and they said,

we're not going to, I'm, you know, I, you know, I, see, I, you know, I, you're called, and it's, and it's, and it's all right, but it was an error

in my dossier, and he could not be able to me to say, hockey, the nukes, with long... F'all, I've been punged in the road, a little, I was... I had nothing, I'd let's see my card of

debunked at my mom at all, I'm gonna... You, you'd be... You'd be... By... Yeah, I'm wondering, you know, and it's a bit too... ...groomage that he'd would beattande

on debarcking of the avion, you know? It's not Pablo, well, no, it's... It's not Pablo who did barque, but, in your head, you're a criminal researcher in Alberta. In my head, I... I...

to me run to, it's so, but I'm like, I'm like, finally I think had been able to to talk about

to say this night by my wife, like I'm like my cell, not a number at-street, I've got to

a little at the church, she had to my little carry-on. When he came to the church, she's,

she'd have been on on the carion, it's on October, he'd

have been to have frayed. And she, and she, she, and she, and she,

and I'm to ask, And then, I'm afraid of me, he's stressed, but I'm stressed, but it's two madame, in fact, who are in front? I don't, I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I'm not the pigeon, you know, but I always

talking about the madam and all, and I'm made her to go, and she's in, she's she made, she, she'll have made the end of the children, let's see, I'm going to me to be on my agent of probation. You know, they've made, like, it's a duchner, like, it's duching, really

really, the good world, thank you, it's like, it would be to be the reverse,

too. You've been to be the way, you know, but it's it was a day,

you know, it would have passed the night, in the , like, it's like, she's,

like, I'm, I'm, I'm, before, to the crosser, the man,

I'm, I, I'm, there, there's, there's, there's, there's a

place, there'd be, there's, a little, more, more, at the view also.

So I'm like, I'm watching, but, you know, I wanted to, I didn't want to be able to fly. Yeah, it's a lot. So it's a stressful. I just had even more there. Because, in fact, your mother, before, I was, I think it's the time when you were talking to, and she said, she, she, she, she, she, she was, like,

by Wi-Fi, and she said, I'm just not to stop, because I'm not, you want to, because I was trying, yeah, there, yeah, there's a day, you know, I'm doing this, I've made sure, I'm just, you've made of that, I've been able to, you, it's just, you, there's, you, of a metro, there's a guy who's who's been sitting at the

side of my and you know, in the time I've seen, I've seen, I've seen, I'm in a bit of okay,

no, I can't not be able to know, there, the morning, you're talking to get to be your job of probation?

Yeah, so, so, that I, was that I'm fichie masculine? Yeah, it's a

error. They were changing the error, and then they were to be in the post of police the the most of the most,

so I'm gonna I've met to meet, I've met all, I'm just, like a week, at this moment,

at this moment, to do, the agent probation, to go, because the Madame, she, the

Madame, it's been, it's been like a minute, let's turn, let's be, cool, and I'm

after see, I'm, I'm just, I'm in police, the post of police, as I,

saw present to me myself, that I had, the, the, the, the,

the few, the, the, he had been, he, did that, he, he'd

considerate not, , , , So, that's an away to the fact that he would have said, they've been saying, you're passing on course in six weeks. Which is, at this moment, not positive for you?

Because, you think, is in a row? I'm in a row. So, so, that's it. Mom, again, once, thank you. She, she'll have repatriated at a house. After a week. I was going to start my phone in the road. In any way, you know, I've made my life.

In other, I don't know. Not to ask, and not ask for you, to serve you, in, really. But, you know, it's, like, like, there. But, you, it's, like, it's, like, it's, a week, and they had nothing to cross in a

foyer of a firm in the room and it was not it's not good for me.

No, it's because there's you, you, you're in encounter, you're you're in

a caroche, and they can't like I have a family back home, let's,

and it's often, these universes where the consumption can be as a

present. Oh, exactly. Oh, but it's the life for you. You can't

be, you can't, you can't be, At long, also, it's not easy. It's not easy. Well, you know, I live in the street. You know, sometimes I, you know, I'm trying to, you know, I'd probably, you know, I'd probably not want to be time conscious than that, that I'm in the room, you know?

No, it's not really not. No, it's the point, I think. So, you're coming to Quebec? Yeah, and I return. Five weeks later, for pass on course. Yeah, well, I'm going to represent all. Because you're ready to fight fast, you. Oh, exactly.

But, you know, I've made a beau summer, like, my... my things of hospital my docents and my doctor the therapy also I imagine and I'm sure

and I'm saying I'm doing like I'm saying because my papy are in French and then there's a duty counselor

that's a abacor of service because you can't be not talk to you know if it he draw in line he me

he's like you're concerned you're going to go to federal I'm like yeah I'm ready

I'm on I'm ready he looks he looks at he looks at He drew a line, and he marks absolute discharge, he said, I guarantee but I'm going to let's say.

I mean, I'm even going to say that. He said, he'd demand an absolution complete, in the form. Yeah, he'll just, it's good, I haven't been to see. So, yeah, it's going to go ahead. And I'm going to try very the English, but I'm, I'm stressed,

and I, I didn't say, and I, you know, in terms, you know, to understand the English, and then, you know, I think, my, like, my, my, my, my, English, is good, but if I passed on course, I'd say, I'd know if you're

sure to be sure to be able to be able to get to be in the place, yeah, so, yeah, exactly.

The terms, it's not, the more simple. So, but, but, I'm, I'm,

if I'm, if I'm, like, I'm, not, no, no, no,

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, it's just, right, like, like, the duty

counselor, yeah, he, he, you, you, , you, , you,

you've got you're not You're free to go So you can You've got an absolute discharge you're free to go And then

I got an absolute discharge, you're free to go And then I said, Thank you And then it's like Glouce it in the cell and I'm Partied

But it's But you But, you know, the first You've had When you're You know,

the end You know, you've been You know Contravention to pay You've had You've had

You've been You're to do But you're But you're But you're You've been In probation

but have you had you been absolute of a dossier at this moment or you're a in Alberta, Canadian? No, I'm not no, I'm in the

whole. The first time, in the front of, you had, like, some, there were, like, some, a,

a, contravention, and the travel communityote, but I, I'm not, in the case, I think you

that you can playde, something that's like, you declare culpable, but you, you know,

you're not a ticket to pay, you, you know, Yeah, well, it's the same. They can't abandon the charge. If you pay, it's like... It's not, you respect your conditions.

Because, there, if you respect not your conditions, there, so you pay, so it's there... You're paying, too, for... At that, it's there that you risked to one prison and two, the dossier

criminal that came with, and that's... Yeah, exactly, that. So, yeah, that's what I mean to defend to pay, in real. So, you, at...

So, you know, at the moment, that, if we had not the right, that you had not the record, that you had not a evoc commie-of-a-comied-of-e that, you said,

I pledged I'm sorry, and you'd have been to be able a shift and you're part of the dossier criminal,

all that. So, so the system that's often is well-fait for you, it's been

a... Yeah, it's... It's... It's... It's... I've had... Okay,

I'm probably more more confidence in... ...of... ...the the fact that the world,

he remark also, that... Because, you're a few ... ...that... ... we're going to pass two years,

but you'd have not passed whatever the time that I'd have done, you know, yeah, yeah, you're in a mindset of a woman who's offered

a two-year in Alberta. I've got to and then then it, liberal. Yeah. No,

no idea, but I'm in back in the point. Yeah, there's person, never, who never,

who had never, that could have to be able to be able to you, to be able to help. It costs.

It should be. It would cost you to cut more than the Quebec, Mexico, like that there's that there's that

the last time when I'm when I've re-revenue for my five months before in my

in the in the phone, I had re-proprio when I was in Alberta. The Alberta, okay. Yeah,

exactly. So, if I, if I, if I'd rather not, he had to be there. So, so that's what is the thing is,

I'm not going to live at home, there was a place, I'm going to be able to work, I'm to have to find out of

a little bit of a little bit, the bus was not to rest in Alberta at that it was more I had

day by day because in the morning I'm in the time, I'm in the time to me revert to bar,

I'm reimbed to remonsted the money to be, we're coming, and were to come in, and were coming, and so,

Is it's, for the lady a bit, yes, it's a bit, but who's kind of maganed? Is it a, is a tap in the do? It's a cut to put in the cut to, like, okay, my life has been changed, it can be better? Or it's not enough for it's a great declick

at that, or is it enough, to be, you can't even, a big declick? Can't even. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'd say, I'd say, I'm saying, well, okay, I've had a chance, I've got to have to say it. Because at the base, I mean,

your way, you know, was just that you're just, you're in your head, you're just that, my name, my name, that's going to be done to be terminated, and then you're going to be able... Yeah, it's like... The things that you'd have been

more... Yeah, it's so, so, so, yeah, it's... Yeah, it's all right, it's been put to depot in a certain sense. What can be dangerous for a person in your situation...

Yeah, with my... Yeah, my state... And then it's all right. Yeah, it's really, but no, it's been made, I think, you know, I'm there in some of the way. And, you know, it's, it's, it's a calm like plenty of little demons, like,

the confidence, and, you know, in the sense that the justice is not that mal-fetched all the time, that, you know, by the example that I've not made, I've been returned in these, these these are these more pattern that, of fraud

or whatever, that... You know a... a... ...to find a... ...ofance in the system, a little,

in the life and in the way, I'd say, yeah, I think, it's more, the system, more or less,

but I'm said, at the most that I've not made to make, that, it's been

to be made, it's been to be a chance to what he would be very... I'm not... You're

to come to to Quebec? Yeah. And, then, I'm still I'm still in the I'd say I'd

I'd I'd like to see, the pattern revienn a bit of, the

consumption and so, yes, the idea not cool, it's a part integran I'm,

I can't do that, I'm in my life just recently like that recently, and I

think it was a part of me to be much, but it's that

like anti-douleard prescries these antidepresser Yeah, what you said until. Exactly. And when you

depressive, I had to have to it's a addition to circumstances, but I'm finished by

it's by the circumstantially and I'm, and I'm, I was sure to what it would have

to the neurology I was, I thought to have really really really bad but

when you when you were in the last time, in the last month

okay okay, well, I, I, I, I, I,

I, I, you know, I mean, I'm surprised. Yeah, I'm just, I'm trying, I've played, I'm a little. You said, at a man, you've talked to, you've metered a guy, and you've been talking, also, when you were talking, you were born, you're an ex-inthe,

and you've, like, said, it's the first. Yeah. So, you're sure that, he's supposed to be things that can't be magnant also, you, you know, but when you're, you're going to live in Quebec, in the, you're, you're just your life, you're a little on-put-automatic, of, I'm a little, I'm a little, I'm my life, I'm not so so I'm not so, but the life's so,

but the way is like a bit more more, you know, I'm, the point of the way, I think, I've made a bit on the foot there's a lot of, it's

a lot of, it's a bit more more than the kind of, you know, a bit more present at this moment. Yeah, it's a sound like,

we're doing, it's been to see, like, the sensations forth? Yeah, I, I've seen what having to say, yeah, I'm sorry,

that I'm sorry, but I'm sorry, a bit more normal, but, without necessarily mentally be being, but I'm with, I didn't,

I'd never, but I'd even'd not more, so if you'd pay an accident of course, it's not, but, you know,

it's been, it's been a long time, it's been, but I think that's, I mean, with the medication,

I, in a little, three years, over, yeah, so, so, so,

so, so, that's a, sort of, it's a, sort of, a, of the life, it's so. It's so.

It's a place a little more normally. But it's not perfect. You're capable to be a first, you know,

I'm saying, if you're in family, is that, is it is a lot of, no, when you're with

with your parents, you know, it's, it's superficial, let's, like, like, like,

sometimes, yes, it's a, it's a, it's a, it's a, but in, it's fun,

but in, it's, something, something of droll you're just I'm going to I'm going to

I'm going to I'm going to like that it's a lot of it's a not a bad day of the time you're going to

and it's like when I'm going to when I'm trying to when I'm saying if I'm going to have an accident if you're could have a

accident if you're just correct. It was it was inconsient but it all the time that

you're medicamented for the depression the depression the same all the time the all the

all the all the all the time And then the TDAH, that also, I've had the diagnostic that's

quite a problem of consumption of stimulants. Okay. At this time, or,

or the time? At this time, I, I had, the time, I've got calmed, so that's why

the life has repried a bit more in the way, in the sense that I had no more

to be used the coat, the sco, the speed, the, I had the medication for me

butted the Q, and be I'm having a concentration. Because, you know, and I'm going to be, and I'm going to say that, because I know that's a, you know, it's a, you know, it's a, you know, there's a disease mental, the TDA, in, in the fact, you know, there's, you know,

there's, you know, there's, the concept, you know, we do, we do this, you know, I'm doing this, and, you know, I'm playing, I'm, my key, I'm not where's who they're so, and so, but that, it's a, it's a leger portion of TDA, I, yeah, I'm, my, I'm medicamented, and it's, it's not, it's not, it's, it's not because I'm – yes, I'm – yes, I'm a –

but, you know, at the – you know, at the – you know, to be – it's not that that regained – it's a regal of other things. I mean, it's a regular, my temperament, among, too,

a lot, you know, a temperament excessive, you're a little, like, it's a bit, like, to find a just a milieu, you, well, it, you know, that's been doing that

that have been diagnostique in bipolarity, you know, and, you know, when I'm going to be interested to, it's because it's what I thought,

it's the cause of the op and in, me, I thought I thought I thought I'd say that we've explained that the up and down TDA are are not much lower than a bipolar. Yeah, it's pretty, it's less clear. It's more.

I know not, but, you know, but the variations, so, and so, and, and so, and, you, and, you know, it's, you know, it's at the level of the intensity, of the aggressivity. So, you know, and it's for that I want to make a dot on to, you, because the TDA,

you know, a bit... It can be misunderstood, like, you know, yeah, I'm trying to try to, you, yeah, you, you know, minimized. in the sense that, okay, okay, you know, to listen to my coach, there's a curate

that, but it's, you know, there's a lot of layer, so, you know, it's a, someone who's, someone who's, someone,

to be a depressive. It can be chaotic, seriously, but, yeah, it's that, it can't engendry because you're too,

the h, there's not, the hage of hyperactivity, in the real, he's not just in the arm,

it's like, it's like, my hyperactivity mental, the style, my my brain you chock not.

Well, I'm not surprised person. I'm not not sure. It's a different.

It's just only. It's not not very much. I'm not always. I'm not but it's so.

You know, the time that the pollel me need to another, for he far to get my yoll,

for we're going to because there has been a so you're not to get a to get a year. It's that comes to

that night, you can't not get a pillule to because it's you can't make

time, I'm need to have been to bring other other because if you're to get

if you're going to be constiped, you'll have have been used to but it's a other thing. I'm not that's the

way I'm not because I'm there's a little bit of the way of the yeah, but no, I'm just

for solving one, for the that's a pattern that's a pattern that it's a but it's

but it can't it's a problem, especially on you know, it's a lot it's a stimulant

the medication I'm I'm trying to do you my need to be stimulated to be a stimulant, a problem,

the point in with, the pinot, on secondaire, you know, I mean, you know, I mean, you know,

it's all the time, you know, because, but it's that's a lot, I mean, the vivance, is a derivative of spigel.

Yeah, yeah, it's a epitamine. So, so, so, contrary, I'm auto-medicant

but it's not bad, it's not, not for glorified to be the same, so, so, at some

that it's in a certain way, but the mal of the life is always present,

to be able to be able to be a little. Yeah, it's, it's, it's, there's,

the, and you know, and you're a new a little, he's a little, he's been

a little, man, we're not, we're not, we're just named, the pre-nors on course,

I'm also, I'm talking, I'm sorry, so, so, so, so, so,

so, you can, you can't, but, but we're not, but we're not, We're going to rest in your story to you with him.

Yeah, exactly. So, there's three years, you've done, you've got a encounter that. You're someone of, if you're a man fragile. Yes, I'm still, I'm still, but, bris, I've got, I'm still, I remember. I've got it in Christ, so. But, you know, all this time,

that, is, you know, is, you've had, come in, some of the people in your life, of your life, of, some? I've had a lot of sane. He has had, had been a lot of time, it was a psychopath, not medicamentate, in a little bit,

it was a lot of, so it's not a lot of, but I guess it's a little bit in there, it's, it's so, it's not, it's not, I'm not trained in doing, I mean, I mean, I mean,

my life, honestly, but it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it, exactly, it's not the best, for, let's,

for, you know, to be able to, you're, to say, that the life can , it's not, in these relations that you're going to to get to go.

You know, he said like he would be able to but it's for me to peel his head, so you're

you're just your own your own a ballet plus atreling yeah, yeah, clearly he never

malachie I'm not so that you're talking that person that's a no, that's in the

no, that's in the one, yeah, I'm to get to I'm in the one,

I'm talking to have a pet yeah, um, I'm I don't know if I work on the job, where I work, and I get all the estuettes of the world, okay? And all the world, the feel, like,

being, like, the, like, the guy. But I'm on the end up with it. We're worried, too. And, you know, he had a blonde, and, you know, he's just come to show. We're doing with a blonde, and we, we'd be. And, you know, we're, we're saying, but, well, I'm not, I'm not, no, no,

for me, it's, for me, it's, for me, it. not valid. Again, one time, you do see a face. Yeah,

I'm going to be able to be able to like, like, you know, I'm not

that I'm not able to be able to that I'm married at that time. So, so he

quit his blonde, he's we're all over and it degenerate extremely

very much. He was fiancy like a month after that we officially

been on he finished also the time of a week of that's sound a little closh also on base

but I'm a he said for the drug he said for the drug the time of time of time 20 days of the end of I'm not sure

I'm not sure I'm like it's it's like it's it's like it's I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna a newtress

here Nancy Boucher who has who has been with a guy extremely that finished by far and she's

she's what I'm if I'm the first thing I'm checking the publicit but I want you go to you go to

You're at a date of a essence, I'd go, well, yeah. It's not a bad. And I'm not going to say... Internet also, I mean, you tap the number, on Google, and soar, and the main... They're going to start, but... I'm someone who's trying to 100% the reinsertion, the rehabilitation.

I think, I mean, the proof. I mean, it's that. So, it's not to go to search a punitive for fun, but it's at least to... Savoy. ...to know, to find who, and to see, maybe, just, just, the flag to arrive, if you know, if you know,

if you know, it's... It's just a check-a, it's a safety, it's a new. It's a thing. It's a good. So, you know, today, you know, I'm a good, especially with the, the, the,

applications, the people, it's all right, so, so, so, so, it's, you, get to be,

and then, and be the, to be, to be, just, to be, for, so. So, in the case,

you do, do you do you feel, you know, you know, so 80 days of time, I said, it's done,

it's been, it's just, it's been, it's, So, it's... Fah, my fianc, and a month after, it's done

like Noelle, about this time there's... You know that's... Yeah, but at my my party, he was fiancé, it was a year, he'd be in a month,

he finished his time to find out of my time, the day of my first, it's his own two days, yeah, it's so. So,

bon, a fiance, we're, we're, we're here, I'm saying to say the same. But is,

you'd do like that, but, But, just for the girl, is, is that you feel like that, is that,

is you, you're saying more than you, you know, more than being, being, you know,

it's not, it's, you, it's not, because, because, you, it's, you,

it, it, it, it, it, it, it's, it's,

it, it's a, it's, it's, all the people, they'd be, ,

okay, it's, it's, If you're if you're just I've been to listen to let's talk

I'm not not even my mom too, so yeah, so it's so it's a lot of

yeah, it's always a great, and then, for him, at the before you, I was,

I was a damn, fine, you know, you know, it's fun, but it's valorizing,

and, in the case, I don't know, but I, I think where I'm, I think, where I'm,

but, yeah, it's so, it's typical, like, it, it, it's,

I would say. But it's not been long at Newel in the whole, there's a question

to be to be able to be to be able to be in my emotion so I'm to be in

a really, he valid that it's not a necessarily with his idea to

with his idea to and it's not someone that's someone that's someone

who likes who can't someone who can't maybe not even not even communicate in

the power he's he's been up by the gorge and he's cranked like, for me, I'm still, I can't say, you know, he might have not

to be, but... Hey, yeah. That's so, I said, I think, Takedaikwondo, I've done, I've got to get, I'm still out of that, because I have a certain instinct. But, you know, I said,

you're really, my person, he said, I'd said, I'd say, I'd have defaced the face, you know? So, it's, so, it's, so it's, it's, it's, the, the, things really more bad, you know, you, you know, you're not. And, like, you know, and then, it's just because, I do it's hard to accept to be frapping.

I mean, you know, it's to, you know, to try, you know, and then, you know, by the time, you want to help this person, you know, but, well, you know, you're... You want to change, you, you know, the person who's... You know, to understand why he'd do you do, because he'd do you do think so, why, you mean, you know, and so, well, in the case, it's, bring, brain, fuck, like, I... So, I, I...

I... I... I know that it was inconceivable to and to accept this, but never, we're not, we're not, we're doing, and they'd be in a while, even if I'm a charonne, even if you're saying,

so it's true to sit here, is he ma'am or not? But the pattern of what I mean, of the people who have that I've seen, that I know, who are pasted here, or that I, that, is that,

yeah, the moments, rough, the moments of violence are, but you, you, you, you're able to, you, you're able to convince, because you think more at the good

moments and the good moments are the fun that it's always to get to the moment

even if we know that's it's not it's not it, and it's like the hope that we

don't know that it can be be good that can be it can but a one of

a line franche of this man of respect that we're we're

we're we're we're so so the violence is verbal psychological

and physical and physical? Yeah. It's been, like, vite in the time, it's not a time, it's not been, I've been trying to, I've been... Bravo.

Thank you. It's hard. It's hard on Chris. It's important, and it's important, and it's important to mention that you know it's... Yeah, for real. That's... I said, bravo, because

I'm just that what you do, what you do, inspire, there. Some of the way, let's... It's... We're not, you know, we're saying, we need to, you know, nobody's...

No, no reason. There's no reason. valuable, to leave their on the way to say, in the way,

denoncer, it's a hard to do to do it, because, you know, when I'm a lot of

people, we're in a lot of, but it's it's been, you know, it's been the beginning,

the feminists, you know, there's, there's, it's just more than the year,

like, it's, it's ridiculous, but, no, no, it's, oh,

yeah, it's, it's ridiculous, yeah, it's, the, the, the,

It's the same that it's finished that's we're talking, the girl that's in she's in front of she's in front of

she's she's been in she's been she's been in I'm going to I'm going to there's a condition of

that's a question, you don't know I'm trying to the justice is well, like we're being made,

like we're there's quite, but you're sure, but this guy that, in grow,

he's remonsted with a brandus with a bracelet after the plaintiff. I'm in a sign of this guy

that. I have already brought a plight. I've asked to get a interdent of contact, but in guard

the plaintiff active. It's not it's a case, it's a pattern, it's a pattern I said,

you, I'd keep my point, but yeah, I'd like, I'd like, yeah, I'm having to

it's non, I'm, no, I'm, no, I'm, no, I'm, because, it's, it's the

situations, I know out-of-the-box, it's a little, let's talk, but it's easy to say. Oh, yeah, really. There's a lot of that's easy to say,

it's a big, bonnet, it's too, it's also, it's also, it's also, it's also, it's easy, we're going to find a job,

but it's so, it's the same, yeah, it's the same principle, yeah, and it's, and it's, it's one of the reason for the

that's the podcast exists, because I want, that the people that's easy, well, they tap on, he,

call this time, call this policy, and, Well, we know, I'd rather have never even under Dury that. Yeah, I see, in general,

I'm not the female with the temperament to endurice, but Chris, it's a lot of , you know, it's a domoge. Our,

our brain, our own, we're not, we're not made, and we're not , we can't, not, the law is to fuck

the police. So, you're in sync, you guard the plaint, you're in mind, you know, I'd say,

there, at this moment, that, I'd really, I'd be ready to guard the infant, let's,

I felt like the instinct of the same, and everything, and all the geological, you know, I was like, ah, yeah, I'm not in a situation of violence, like, I'm, I'd imagine not, me batte all my life for the guard of my life, the guard of my son,

not to know if he would run out, ah, it's all right, it's a counter-care, so I'm trying to, make it clear, I, I've made uporting. You'd acceptate to do you, but not that your son-in-law, but not that's my choice to accept, but he has nothing

to ask him, at the limit, I could not infligate that. He said, he said that were in- unseigned?

Yeah. How he he had put the abortment? Well, because he, in his head, it was his

only chance to have, to be a man who someone who could have been not quite

at this moment that he said that. But he would have really that I'd really that I thought,

not to be not to not to be to be not. No, he's Malpriv, clearly but in the same time,

I don't think really that sincerely he would have been able to you know, in the case, today I've made a better portrait

of the person and I'm like, no, if I'd never be not be a good father, like, brief.

So, I'm, I'm not, I've got to and I've got to and I've got to have a quick after

after my made to have been due to my first complaint, and I after really, why he has made 20 days

of the time because she has not the choice to me to say that it's his second act against a person,

against the person? No, I'm I'll rectify you're the second person who's Yeah, clearly, it's

more than I'm I know, I know who he's frequented, but, we'll say that the percentage of

chance that you're the second who part of plenty, but perhaps not the second

to be because it's they're probably, it's They're very... Not probable.

Yeah. I see, not, you know, all the background, because in a time, he was a little mentor that I'm not sure that.

I'm not really, but, brief, I've made my portrait at final that of this man, it's a pho.

And, and, and, it's so, when I got the procurer, she said, he's fission

deliniscence sexual, he was judged culpable at attushement of a stry of a stry of, Okay, their 80 days was that?

It was not of the violence conjugal? It was not conjugal, it was a minor, and it's

these attouchments. And, so, so, that, I was, I was, I'm sorry,

I'm not to be able to do to do, and I'm, and I'm, if I had been,

he had been too too too late, so, so, so, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, but, you're, you're,

in a pattern to say, if you're talking to, if you're doing in the, hey, if I had kept in the privy, if I had to have my name. It's like,

it's not, I'm sorry, it's like, okay, it's been really the thing that's not, you know, I've perhaps I've been

maybe maybe I maybe I'd maybe I'd have made more if they were assuming

if it would it's, it would be it out of it's not because it's not the circumstance

it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not there there was

there was there there was there I'm there could be excuse by

I'm excuse for plenty of I'm the first to believe in the world that's repression

and the fire am good and the fact so I'm so the so the plaintiff is always active?

Yeah. It's there's other events that make a sort of that you know the bracelet

electronic that's really because you know so you imagine to take to take

your yeah because I'm starting to try that dangerous that he

that doesn't not not necessarily not not necessarily I imagine the reason

the reason the reason that Yeah, it's so. After three, you know, he had his thing, the delinconce, you know, after that, he's been

a first complaint. And, in fact, I said, first complaint, because the second, yes, I've putt a plan, but we've got to arrest, because, by the force of the

things, they'd be used them all, and I'd, and I'd, not be, necessarily, I wanted to, I'd want to be there, I'd, you'd,

you'd, you'd, not, not, Not rest in the auto because you felt it was dangerous for you. He was not in a state of conduit. He said it was at a truss, like a day, and then, and it was, it was a threat. Like, he'd go to pet it at home,

to, remorse his affairs. Because, yeah, I was, so I, I'd rest there, and then, yeah, exactly. And it's, it's just, and it's just. And it's all right, so I'm, like, okay, I'm, I'm, I'm going to, I'm going to find a ride. We're at home at, you know, at least. I'm going to find out of, you know, at a minute,

He had brule a rouge, the police to stop, and she had seen the interdited contact, but the plaintiff, in the front of, the first,

it was all right, so they all, so they all, the police of my board, the policeer at my office, when she had had been in fact,

I, you know, I said, you say, you'd say, that, and then, then,

he's, there, he's been there's been to go, he's gone, he was out of the bracelet

because I've accepted that, this measure that. It was in the at the beginning, that it's that's going to

start. There's like a 50th maybe, to get a end up in the interdentate, and with the

bracelet, exactly, it's... Yeah, it's... I'm localized also, in all the time, there's there's a problem, the job,

that's... I know, even not that we're never that, but I'm sorry, you know, you know, that's...

You know, that's... It's not that's... It's... You know, I'm I'm... But, you're...

I'm in there are more and more today, but there are who are in a there are, I've got to have been in a

one of the one of the one of the different, a tabarne grand you, let's the dog in a little

in a little. T'i. They'd not be more better, I'm, Chris. And, you know,

there's a far as my, my ex my ex, my ex, my char, yeah,

he had a his cellular, I, it's not just not, and we're not there's supposed to be fifted

the chimes, for not to be furqueed the for not, all that. But, you, I'll have crossed at two

repris, the police that's a job also, because there's some of the person, to see,

there's a real thing, it's not, it's not to be sure, but it's, but I'm ,

I'm a bit, well, not like, not like, but I'm that I'm also, I'm a little

, the stress of the police at job, it's, you're like, you're saying, quite sure, sure, Yeah, I'm going to be. I'm going to be able to be.

Yeah. It's not going to be. So, it's a time, the first complaint? Two years and – almost an minute. And he's, well, he's in a birthday. So he's not at the abrid to encounter with someone and then to – No, to have been able to –

So, he's in the attempt of a process, and he's a – The life is belle. And, yeah. And you live in a certain stress, yeah. And is, is he repete the same pattern? We'll see almost not why he could not. No, it's true.

Look, maybe he has made a therapy. I know, I know not, and I'm not and I'm not saying. I hope.

I hope that he working on the time and I hope. In the world, yes, it's amissue. I'm going to the society.

I believe, in the restation of the rehabilitation to the proof of the contrary, you know, I consider that there are these people who are

not reinserable and rehabilitable, and I can't say that... But we have all the choice of a sense that, you know,

it's he will prove that in the end line, fuck. So, so it's it's,

it's, it's a date of process that's and they're going to tap

their toes. Surement there's that's the worst, yeah, but, but,

with with you, with you would be that's long to be the

time, I'm the part of the part of, you know, it's a more

stress for after, I'm my security will tell to be I'm

I don't, but, but I imagine that he will have passed to other things in the world. Honestly, I'm not sure. I'm not sure, and I'm notary the person that he's willing, I'm saying, I'm going to, there's a day, there's a day, there's a day, there's a day, there's a day, it's a day, even, I mean, I've ever, I've been trying to,

and, you know, it's just a moment, when it's, when it's not for him, it's not he who wants to do. It's not, he will do it, yeah, I'm going to do it, I'm doing the for that's the same time. Yeah, it's true. But, but,

but, I'm just so, I'm just concerned, and then I'm just me that's just me can't

be able to and the same to be the , you know, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'm at,

sum of all, finally, how it's, how it's, how it's very well? Yeah, it's,

like, yeah, it's, yeah, you're into, sudeuze, a machine, a machine,

sudeuse. I was in my count a moment but that's sure that with the process of the court's just

that's a minute it's a matter in the last year so I'm for a company in time

for the same it's a little to get to get to get to get to the client and all that

so I'm so I'm chose a stability and so that that's that's

that's that's that's quite to the part of the and the

the the emotions, the tattoo that's on the genus? Is it any idea that's... No, of all, since I've stopped,

the anti-depressor that's a way, it's a thing. It's a lot. It's a part of that. It's a part of

car, on the time. But it's it's a question. It's the idea of the depression as if I

thought it part of me to be because when I was young I had already, I'd already

the life poach let's, but it's pasted, Christ, it's just the whole planet and I

just had It's, you know, it's really really, it's really, it's a fact. But mentally, you know, it's it's a lured, it's on depressive. Well, no, no, I'm... It's a antidepressor that, and I think, it's a other one, I think, you know, and the people,

and, you know, there's not been to see, necessarily, on how that people seem, me, I've been, to say, I've been, 20, 15... 20-que can't, yeah, so. At long term, it's not the effect escorted, it's... But it's, it's like the pill of the TDA,

you know, there are many... It's sort of, it's made. You know, I mean, I've done to say one, and then, and there's a long time, I've switched to say, I've. The molecule, shrieve. I mean, I think it's a lot. I think it's very, but I'm saying, I'm telling you people who say, as well, when they're saying,

if they're just going to see a lot. But I'm not so intense. It's not. Look, three years. I've made, I rappled my medicine, too, I touch no, I'm never at this pollule that, you know, you're on, you're on, all right, and it's a molecule that one of my feet,

and it's a molecule that one of my feet, and she'll see. But I'll say the same molecule than my wife, The fact, you know, the antidepressure, it's so, there's a lot of, you know, it's a lot of, you know, it's a little bit. I mean, I used it in a moment where, obviously, I never had been but I didn't have to be in front.

Me, no, no, it's not, it's not, it's not necessary, so that's the human, it's not made for empern, to live with that, you know, I, you know, I'm in, you know, the Quebec, we're, we're, on, you know, in a lot of things, on Quebec, we're on, the auto-tucid in Quebec,

and our tax are among the plus elevated, and the ordinances of antidepressure are the most elevated in America. Because it's easy, in a sense of it.

You know, sometimes I think, we're not on the crayon, we're... Well, you know, a work that, you know, a work

that's limited by, by the medicine, I think, but, you, there's a, you know, there's a,

the patient also, we don't have to be able to talk to on a pollel, and, you know, the pellul,

you know, it's a plaster, that's, it's a backacket Point you're not sure, it's not bad, and so, but often it's with the psychotherapy, it's more. You've been able to

that you've been able to get that, even if you had, it had been able to do well, you'd have realized that he'd... Yeah, he'd amn't to remain, to have a certain, a certain, not-bill-mall-de-vive,

a kind of nuage to have a little who's restate, you know. I mean, in my head, I'm saying, I'm not garrie, my depression, I'd call these ideas, but, you know,

So, you know, I learned in arresting what it could be. But I was like agreeably a surprise to, how it's going to get ridulling

finally, because, you know, I'm, I'm, I'm, to find to me to find, like,

I'm trying, I've, you know, it's been two hours, a bit of two hours, we're in a

bit of two years, I'm a question, I'm, what I'm, thank, you know, to see,

to be, to the, to be, to the, I'm, I'm, and I'm not a look at a look at your mom, because she's not, I'm like,

but I'm not a smile that your mother has seen often, you know, I'd say, I'd say, I'd live these things droll, and then laugh because it's a drool, but, you know, when you said that you're in, you know, the, you know, the, the eyes that had, you know, it's probably not not the eyes that's the moment.

No, no, really, no, and, for real, I'm just, like, oh, my God, okay, I, I'm, like, I'm, like, how it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's to, It's to have all the, you know, the parkour

that's not criminal, you know, but it's, it's to be young in what we're able to and get able to

and the the pain in the world we're able to, you know, and the auto-medication with the drug and that,

but, you know, there's a lot of people that's stagned in what they live, that's not the permission.

Desa y'all and I'm the same, like, with the valentate and you're with the valentate, and you're trying,

So when you want, you can't. Yeah, it's imaged. But when you want to be, I'm saying, you know, it's just... Well, I see, it's imaged, but the image, but the image is belle, no. No. But the explanation, the image, an image, is concrete. Collis, it's just because I just,

you know, in the head. I'm like, I'm talking about it. I just said, I made the concrete, but, you know, it's perfect. And, you know, and it's... You know, again, I do. You, it's... You know, it's...

It's, you're not to be able to be able to be able to be able to be to rest it, because it's a pattern in which, you're easy, it's easy to rest in this pattern. But it's a little bit of the point. It's a bit of a little bit. If it's a person to find out of Chris, if there's a person who's really, I'm, I'm just that. But what I'm, what what I'm, what you're talking, is

that there's a, there's a lot of layer that you can inspire, so that you can inspire the people, not, say, hey, the facility, the crime, and the challenge to, what's what it's to do, what's to what's to put, fuck out, the challenge to, you know, to, you, bring a decision, to I say, I'm afraid of my

days, and to ask you, to accept the aid, to accept the aid, to be there's a way of the time, you know, there's like,

the measure to think that's like I'm in my age who, you know, that's, it's, it's, it's fat,

I'm, I'm tired, I'm still, I'm sure, have you, have you, in your life, to be a, , you're doing,

with all, what you've , you, if you, if you're, if you're, if you're, if you're,

I'm, we're gonna, look, we're, to me to bring in that in the thing, it's

something that's a it's possible I'm quite I'm able to I'm able to be able to your mom?

Yeah, I'd like that I'm really really that. The eyes that had even not had been not even

had been to any point but not at any point but yeah you're ready yeah I'm ready

to make the yeah I'm sure to do that yeah I'm I'm sure I'm just like it yeah

yeah but I'm but I'm I think I'd like I'd I'd like, I'm sure, I'd like be in a man, I'm sure, but you know, I'm the impression

if you'd have for the good reasons. You know, I said to, there's people who can't often get to some people who have to save a couple, to save their other

even, think they're going to get to something, you know, you risk to more meagena someone, but I think

with your view, and your experience, I think at the state where you're there, I'm running, it would be,

for the, yeah, for the , for the good reason, honestly, yeah, and, It would be the

best time in sum of in the story where is I would be able to do it do you know

I'm in this moment that you go back and when you project a future you see a

big a better yeah yeah yeah the routine it's platt

it's for example and it's it's it's sure that a complicity

a a little plus at the life I don't don't is

is that the console to have still not not really the consumption where's

what I'm today on being in being in a little a little a little bit a little

with the time with with some time with it's not not it's not it's not something that

it's more a business and I limit it's I'm I'm

not even my routine I'm have to get to some some

some a bout of of 20, but you're not, like... I feel like... I'm doing... Because it's a little bit well, it's all right, but... You're not...

You're not... You're not... ...the... No, no, no, really not. No, no. I'm really... No.

And, you know... And, you know, I'm... And I'm... And I'm the impression that you have already passed, because, you know, I say, we've...

We've... You know, you're... You're probably to be prox of your and you're progest to... And I'm not to come to but... ...the fact that's your mind that's your mind that

you know, you go to a day to lose your time, you know, and to live, you know, to live, these people who have been these events grave, like that can't be able to, but, you know, what I feel to have

been able to do in the last years, I think you're getting ready to to traverse, nothing to be easy, but, you know, you'd have been, when you'd be able to have to be happy to, and sit,

and to sit, and a party plane, it would be easy, to refugue in Consau for... But to what, you're more, you? Yeah, just for escape, I'm going to pass out

travel, but no, it's, it's not, it's not it's not it's not, you know, I'm not,

you know, I'm using, I'm going to to serve as the tools that I'm, it's sure that's hard,

the thing, and, you know, the fact of to have faced to the situation, you know,

to be returned in Alberta, you know, it's, you, it's, you, crowed the world, you've decided to

to part, but, no, no, look, I'm going, I'm going to reglety my affairs in a bar. And bravo, because there's many people who have been, like, hey, I'd be able to keep him ever better than, but possibly, if you'd have

just to say, hey, I, I'm going to do with a mandate, you'd have been to find out to doone with a mandate, and say, well, you're saying, you know, yeah, it's, you'd say, Madame Arndon

and you'd say, you'd say, you'd have been fined, in the same way, if you'd have been never met the pie to the States of and then the life

has made such, I think that's the destiny is for a lot, I think that when we finish by some of the

point, it can't be because you present, and you're in your mandate that's not, but you know,

it's true, it's, the fact that you're not, that's not, no, no, you know,

you're not, you know, but I'm I respect that. But I, I think it's part of the processus

of the decarison also, and the of the amelioration. But you're not, you're to be, you're returning in these patterns of criminality and consumption for this challenge

that, you know, I think, you know, there's, you know, there's a lot that you have to be happy. But, you know, it's always, you know, it's going to be able to do with that it's going to. Well, bravo, thank you, to be able to be, and I think, and I think there's a lot that they're helping to inspire, and aid to people in your story. I hope, too, yeah, exactly.

It's the reason I, I know why you want to do this, and it's the reason for the, also, I want to be able to be. But, thank you. To you. It's a pleasure. It's a good two-hour and a quarter of a good. It's a lot. It's a few.

It's what I said. It's been cut by the camera, but when you're parted at Sarvay, I talked to say, I was a little with your mom, and I had a little impression to, I've been in many of things in, that I've been bivqueed at different layers. It's a temperament, I think.

Yeah, the temperament, some, you know, the reasons for you've done for the things, so I'm recognized so I'm very much. So, I know that I see that we reproach, to bring sometimes some of my

but when I'm a that I'm that's a that I'm not that I'm not that you can relate with this person

and I'm and I'm trying to explain to the people to explain to people that you're not a interview it's a conversation but it's

to be a chance of a human in a person or in something or something that's I said, I said, I

do, I think that's the I think that's because it's not a show made for us because it's that's not

it's not Exactly. No, it's that he's not they don't know in the same the way. So,

okay, I know, I know to get a way to but I'm very much to thank you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you, thank you, Mama, in more more, in plus,

you know, is you, you, this beautiful smile that comes not to know, and, you,

we know, we've jazed also, and all, and then, and, you, I think, you,

I'm very, I'm very, I'm, exactly, exactly, and I think to, you know, I think

you could be someone of a good for... I'm very for a couple. Thank you very much.

Thank you. I'm sorry that you have found that interesting, inspiring. It's that the view

that you have appreciated this podcast that as well as I have appreciated my conversation with her

at the talk.