Au Parloir - Épisode #148 - Florence Fontana

Episode Date: July 5, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Florence Fontana. Florence livre un témoignage d’une brutalité désarmante. Une enfance marquée par les abus, les attouchements, la violence et des traumatismes qui ont laissé des cicatrices profondes. Ce parcours l’a entraînée dans une spirale de consommation, de survie, de prostitution, d’itinérance… et d’autodestruction.C’est un épisode cru. Sans filtre. Par moments difficile à écouter.Mais derrière toute cette noirceur, il y a aussi une femme qui continue de se battre chaque jour contre ses démons, contre son passé, et contre une douleur qui ne disparaît pas simplement avec le temps.⚠️ AVERTISSEMENT / DISCLAIMERCet épisode contient des témoignages et discussions pouvant être difficiles à entendre, incluant : violence sexuelle, abus durant l’enfance, consommation, prostitution, violence et détresse psychologique. Le contenu est présenté dans un objectif de sensibilisation et de partage de vécu. Nous vous invitons à l’écouter avec bienveillance envers vous-même et à prendre une pause au besoin. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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about the last year in fact, okay, I wanted to have when I had a

place that's liberate. Thank you. Flo. It's will be rough, it's a

crue we're we're at so much an end with you you're a chris

of survivance I'm not negatively in the sense it's a cristy gross surviving

you're a carcourt you've you've written a book that's not out of we've been

on camera I'm I'm arranging with you know I'm to give some

this book you're you're just a extra year that I was

left listen to I'm going to I'm in the digital certified and I'm like,

este, tomorrow it's like I'm going to be a lot so I'm extremely content. I know

that you were very fibril, I know that's not easy for you know, you're an

orange in the way, we're all the we're all I'm just hot to to let's

the word I'm just I'm sure I'm I'm going to get to get in the

chronology all that, but this episode there is not turned and I know at what I'm

in a lot of all the sense. You know to where kind of kind of type of family?

We're part there. All right. I'm called Flo Ake, Doddow. I changed my

name at 41 year, my name and my name of family. I'm a

little cue to Plateau Monroyal who has a friend in a fan I'm also

granded at the Valuess. I'm I'm an infant unique with my mother, my mare, my mare,

my mare, who's toxicomann, who is still in today, toxicco. Excuse me,

the world who know I live with many of different with the health

so I do soci and to be a little slow-motion. The day that I've had,

I'm, like I have a infance ping-pong, I'm to have the school

very young. My idol was Christian F and Marilyn Monroe. at age of 10 years. I'm sure,

sometimes I do. I'm sure, I'm doing, and probably I think probably I'm, I know, Christian F, listen, to read the book,

but to have like idol, it's rough for for those who don't know, at the limit, make post, make a research,

if you've never seen, read the book or need the film, if you'd on the parloor,

you know, it's good, to mention that. So, so I explain that, I think, grossomodo, it's a young

girl, a young female, that's a young that's a lot already, my head was there, uh, and I'm gonna

let's, okay, I'm gonna go ahead, like I'm gonna, you know, you know, my mother, but there,

there's a genitur in the history also, because your mother is not married, and you may not,

no, no, yeah, the reason because I'm not, it's gonna but I'm

all with my mother, who even, today, I call my genitrice, due to the to the book that I've

written to my life, why I've done, the gross more moreso traumatizing that have made that I'm a CPD

and it's not to do, what I do, it's all the truth, you get up with the paper of the

diagnosis, and I'm like it's correct but you want to be the proof the paper medical,

the truth in the case, you've made to tell you I'm talking it's important for me

because when you say you're a surveant I guess I gain my battles and I go to my and I'm going to go and glob the same

so we're going to get a little bit quick, so we're there's a little bit present, that I've seen few times to me offering some of

when I was old, except at age of 10 old, you know, there's been atouchment sexual, I'll say all right, a day that I sat there,

my five, I haven't not. And then, then he was omnipresent. Okay, so I'm returned with my mother, like I was,

like I was talking, it was toxicamann, so I'm still to be to guard at my thunds, often, at Laval-West. My mother is at the portage when I had the age of 12-year. And, I was, I had

the misery at the school, okay, I've been from the TDAH, since I'm young, I'm even borderline TPL, very, very young, of the anxiety, and the crampo-vand,

all that, I didn't, my infancy, who's in my life, you'll have to be and if we'll have the time on, we'll talk, we'll be, but, as I've said,

I've been, I've seen, a lot of, I've said, I don't know if she'll have been, I've lived of the incest, I've lived with a vial, I've seen, my mother,

being toxicomann, when I arrived at the school at seven-a-on, my mother said, I'd go to church some of the guardians, so the first who had me guarded,

I was, I started, I'm a seven-year, at seven-a-old, the marrieson, who made of my attushments in my culot,

and that's arrived, quite, a 10-year, on, on the Rue Fah, where the police has been.

So, So it's a little of the dynamic with mom that's all the time, like, in the bar, like, you're with a mack, you're getting a caroched a bar and then the other, and, malorously,

the other, you're garroached, there's, there are, there's a aggressor who profiting of your situation. It was like that for what's the guardian age. When I was at my time,

it's a other affair. It's really, it's a other thing. But anyway, it's for returning to 12, 13, because I'm going to go to go ahead. I'll bring a little gurg

to do. Oh, you're a little bit of Miss. I'm a little. to do it, to do it. At the way, to say,

I'm going to get to get to get your because, yeah, I'm in the suver. I'm going to

get rid of a while back, so I'm for a quote, for a time, I'm in

my mother staff there, she's after that, she's there's a there's not

there, you know, there's excuse me, you're, you're in partage because your mother

is a part of because you I'm already in console. I'm still in conso, okay. But what's what happens is that my mother at St. Jerome, while we're doing

my mother, I'm at work in a portage, we're on my mom house on there's at least in the big car and all you there's a bigger

and all that. And I'm just attiri, and there's a beautiful of 22 years, I'm 13 years that's a little bit of course,

you're a stripper, I see the bikers, I fox the school, I'm sitting at I'm trying to do the put, I'm I'm trying to

get Christianeff, that I want to give to the hero, coque. So, I started to the minute,

and I've started to do you know in the clop we're in a bit of course in a time.

You know, I'm in my way you. But you want to because you have seen, because you

want to go or because you want to you're etting, you're etufed? I was I didn't know, I

didn't know that I know that's that I thought that I thought I had TPL very young

I said I said that I said I would even to be more, you see what

what you I've lived, it's normal. I had my packet of trauma, my abysexual, there's the story also,

I'm just just say the Poubell, for those who they know, if you know, I'll talk a bit of you.

And if you're all right, because there you know, you know, I'm trying to let's get to let's get

a little of the same, I'm sorry, I'm a little dissociative on the there's a problem.

Okay. I'm sorry, I'm trying to reconfirmed today, if it's really really because I

know that it can't not be a monse not a heart of your there's a thing you're

there's a reason why I've changed my name but just to today I don't know I'll

say, quick, the director of Portage and one of the one of the women that I

call my mamma Daniel, she she's deced Daniel, maloreusement. When

I've written my biography, the Phil Seat touch, and I was I read, and I was very

articulate, and I was sobbed in this time that 141 year, I'm in the first time that's a first time that I'm doing, my jetton.

And at Portage, Serge, he said, I think you're ready to be to hear of a view, and they've been in the staff

room, the members of the personnel. And they've made a morsel that my jenitris, my mama,

she said, in this time at portage, there had there was, there was, the people were in the

night, and it was part, and it talked to their trauma. Portage I was like the army in my time. And my mother,

my mother, who had made the program with Serge, she had said something of very, very intense, me concerned on the rue, and Park Avenue,

I was just I'm at least, I'm trying to do with the ADPG, all you're eliminated, with all the hospitals in St. Justine,

I've had to go to see the address, and it's still there, it's an restaurant, it's a bar and we're staying in the old.

I have the little flash of me that had to some problem. And my For a matter, for a long time, she consumed. Niport of who he would have to be able. Apparently, I'd descendant

in the boy. I was very, very petite, and I wanted to get, and a day, a man would be a new. And for far an history very short, there's the big puddle in metal, I know, I see,

that's really like something that I invent, and it's all right, and I'm just, but I'm just, but I can't believe. Honestly, that's really really, in all the case,

apparently, I'd have been in this pubble, Well, obviously, I mean, I'm sorry, and I'm not, and I'm sorry, and I don't even why that would be right. But Serge and Daniel

would never put say a lot, okay? So, all that, for say, they've been pretty to say, my pot, to say, and went to tell you, and went to stay, to go to jail,

in the son, in the boot of Prevo, you, and, sir, I'd say, we'd have, you correct, is you correct? So, we'd have, we'd have made a poebbled?

Well, he said, you've literally, how much it's your life and the trash. Well, it's It's a You can't You know,

you're trying to, I don't know, I don't know if you're listening to the series of there's a question,

you know, it's the second, no, it's the second, one of the one of the okay, excuse me,

not really, not really, one of the one of the first thing that's and we're to be the

that's, it's the beginning of the idea of the person that's the thing, I'm not

view, but I'm I'm sorry, I'm not, I'm sorry, I'm, I'm not, excellent, and I think that you

really, it's a bit like if it's a final, in the phone, it's a bit of a bigot, but I'm going to be back, but I'll tell you, because it's just it's just, it's frapped, if you, clearly, it's sure, if you talk, if you're not, if you're talking to, I'm not, you know, because it's really awful, but, you know, if you're there, if there, there, if there's just

there, there, just to go ahead, in my changement of non, so, it's dead like, it's when my mother, we're in, please, with, quick, that my mother, it's a lot, Yes, it's a toxicoman. My mother never batted. I've grown with some oil of in essential.

My mother, it's my best friend. I've consumed with the co-ke with my mare at 15 old, but, you know, she, like,

in this time, she'd preferring that I'd preferring it and the adult you'd not know, and it's true

we've had been a fun after, and it's made my limit, because I wanted

not a life of toxicomone, even if I'm a heart drug addict at cause of my

my health mental and my my suffering, and my I'm talking to all the name who live with,

it's what, you know, you know, you know, a person, you know, you know, you know,

you know, you know, a pet, you know, a peter, so, so, excuse me,

but my mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, no, no, no, it's for you, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, I'm gonna get to be used, I'm bared as I'm getting to the arm, I'm

CPL, Cive, I'm a pleur, I'm blue, I'm blue, I'm glad, I'm I mean, I see, I can

pleurie and rick in in eight seconds. And the tangerine, the tangerine, it's so, the tangerine, it's true, the odor.

The odor, the color, the, the, color, the, the, the, the, of the, I see, I need to do that, I'm in MDR

with a, um, a man, who, that's, my mom, what I'm doing, is that I'm

cut, I'm a little bit, I'm a bit, but I'm a , but, my, excuse me, because I was

I'm going to because there's a lot of no, no, there's there you're talking to this famous female, yeah, she'll talk about,

hey, you'd try, I'd never be there, I'd start to do you start doing it, and then you said, you'd say,

your mother had had made a portage and there, yeah, that, the clop, yeah, the club, I passed,

very bit at freebase. So, I'm saying, it's a crack, in the time, it's back to the free base. So,

so I'm, I'm three years, I'm in St. St.Gron, I'm just that I'm nil at the school at cause of my TDAH, I'm going to say, I guess that's a call this I've never met that.

I'm going to meditre I don't know. I don't know to learn to get four plus four. So, like, let's see, fuck it. So, now, my portage, I decide that they'll find out of a program. I do you know, I'm going to

do they say, it's going to find out program, so I've been my more long program in the time that, with the Italians and all, it's all, they're all all the grunkey who arrived to Italy

and that payed $100 the night, and it's a program of 12 months. The children aristocrats, the baron,

you know, it's a big gang, by example, the group tripeos of the beau to be in the

so. So, so I'm light, just for that I'm a beautiful and sexy their story

and their vene. I mean, I'm just, I'm like, I'm a junkie. I'm a place to be very good

for me, portage, in the front. So, so I'm, I'm, I'm 30 years, I'm,

I'm going to come to be to make a I'm , you know, I'm more in prostitution, so I,

so I'm I'm going to make a fugue at Quebec. The first time I did the gaffe. I'm attains the shoes. I'm going to do, under the stairs, the poor, the surety,

me research. A moment he's a minute he's a story to talk. It's really to someone read my biography it, it's too long. Ah, is it's,

I have to stop. What I was, you're dead, is, okay, so you, you're, you decide, you,

you're, the choice, of the dechance of the Rue. Yeah, Arley Coen and gosh on me,

I'm going to wild, I'm going wild. And, And then you mentioned, I'd decoucler, the first time I did the gaffe, the gaffe, we're talking about, of the prostitution. Yeah, of the way of that's a bit of the way. And you're in a juvenile.

You say, hey, you're doing, hey, you're going to, hey, you're madgannier, no, no, check at what I'm mackenay, I'm gannet, and you part in the streets, in the crime, of prostitution, of dechance. Yeah, all right. And, look, it's a miracle, really, again, that I'm living, because I've had been with a dangerous, I've been with to say, I've got to cast

the guue, I'd have been more than one seriously, it's been dangerous, to, from, to the other comes the violas, because, you know, and I'm talking,

in my biography that's called, I can't say, the fil, so touch, the, and, you know, I can't do

get to soot to get to up, to talk, at 15 years, when I'm, when I'm,

when I'm I was going to come out, because, yes, I've turned with my mom, but that's the last time. But that's the last year. After that's... The same to... Because he's... Of course.

He's not... He's not able to portage. I'm not... He's... My great center of... It's... It's really... The real story.

...be... Well, yeah. ...ironically, because I don't know that's not... No, I'm... No, I'm sorry. You're going to say the anecdote, okay? Let's go, we're...

Let's go. I'm in a party. And then, there's a... ...and-you-the-c... ...the-the-c've been... You're at Prev, and there, he's Aft, and there's a security of Quebec, I'm a little cute.

I'm in fuel, I'm going to in the lake, see, I'm just in the cluel, the police have to be to get in the lake to get, to be able, to me on the work to work,

I'm trying. I was chrived. But all that, I'm doing to help. It's just a line, yeah, I was, I'm, I'm going,

I was, you know, I was there, I'd say, I'm trying, to work, you know, Warn'clock, you're trying to work, you're going to turn to the portage, it's all right,

It's all for all. But he ma'am, he called all all the time, he's always all the time and they're going to be called my

little kiddo. So, get the police, the Lack, all. So, so. So, the center of

the place, I'm going to go to and I'm a place me, I'm going to dance. And my

first client, I'm a minute, I see, that's, I'm not, so you know, so you know that's done

that in the time. It's a movie, a lot of Cucu, the years 84.

I mean, I mean, because with the college, we're to go to see that. Well, Tabbarnack, one of the bonn'em

who'd make laugh the people, it's a little pedophil, I'm a minor in crisis. Well,

at the real time, he's not full, he's not made, I know, I'm a man, where where's the

way, that's the protection, your life, yeah, and I'm really, you know, I've made

the appososos long time, I'm still and I'm done it when I'm when I'm when I was

But I'm someone who's not possible to to talk about to I'm not quite very, very sexualist, I'm in the hyper-sexuality

I'm in fact with me. I'm doing it even before the incest, I'm someone who's someone that's

a defunce in the queue. Already that the borderline we're much like we're the

best slay ever but we're the it's not it's not not real, it's not I'm not

I'm just you're talking to talk to your first question you're about these abu,

these violes. Is that between what you've been in your genese and this first client that, you have lived in the sexuality sin? No, never in my

life. Never. Even when I said derogies, it's a gang bang. No, there's there's a man. There's not

no. When I'm saying, I'm with a consent, to want, in life, you know, you're, you

have an aggressive and you're against the two, it's something that's something, I've got something that

had reached to discover by pleasure to, to want, or for you it's just I'm gonna fuck

for money. You know, I'm gonna fuck for money. I went wild. My mother and his friends and they'd talk,

they were in the foot, I didn't have discovered my passion my sport preferer, so, and I'm

still someone who's, I'm still, I'm not much, so I'm using Marilyn Monroe. Again, today.

Again, although today. Marlon Dole, Christianefe, so I've made the two ensemble. I used my my, my

co-tee my own because I'm vendet cheap, and all the time it's all the time it's all the real put in the

room, it's a whole time with the 20-bye, before to find the escort, and then, and the other,

it's not an hour, I'm not, I'm not, I've got to to come in 15 minutes, I'm in my face to caution,

I'm like, decalice, like, I'm, like, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not over

that, so, So it's a attoo that I had, well, I have all the whole time, I'm all the

whole lot of the bottom, you know, and I've been a lot of sexual I'm, I'm not,

it's a lot of people, so you want, you're going to go back, you like to fuck a baby,

you know, I said, I mean, at the old old Italian, that's a big mountain

of coque on the mory regular, and there, there's a mirror around, you, I'm saying,

you know, I'm so, you like, that's the kind of man that I I've got to, and I've been You know, I'm trying to,

I've seen, I've known, I've known all the world, all the colors that's going to, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm trying to, you know, I'm a minute of the where I'm,

I'm a pee, who's a gangster, but he's not frowow, I've been, I've passed to Elbolero to Ritzkallton.

I, had been, there, I thought that I thought, he was gone, he's reveighed, it's like, you know,

when I was doing, when I was doing, when I was doing, with the prostit in these crack house who parted, I went, I went to

their sack to have to know what, I was, I was in the other ball of toilet, and I'm

injected. It was a trash. I don't not, I'm going to why I'm doing it

I'm, I'm, I'm, it's, it's, it's a pain, and it's

really, because I'm in front of me, and I'm in five of 15 years, in a

motel, me te, with someone, and, and, you know, we'd say it's the kind of

things that a woman of 53 and say a guy, you know, but that at 15

years, you're able to say that it's able to get to be disconnected, but at the contrary,

too, connected to what you do that and so you're telling, to be to be

a pain, it's what you know, it's the conscience that you're at this age that's not, you're not,

you're conscient, you're not, you're conscious, you're made in front to this age that, it's like

in the it's like, it's, it's, it's, it's my time, to understand

that the young she had been so that's she was she was and what she was, I think that,

you're sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not, no, no, I'm not, I'm always

talking, like so, totally detached, and then I just, I feel, because, I'm also,

because, you, you know, you know, how to go to your sobriety the morning, you know, the fumacist, I said, I'd be able to, I. I had a bit of motomitkament, you. I'm someone who's someone who

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not the light, so I'm, so I'm in, so I'm in, you know, the A-A, on, we're saying, the recheat, those who are back, you know, the 12th, the 12th, the 12th, the 12th, step, the letter, you know, I'm someone who's going to come

to ask, where, what you've been demanding? Dodo, it's me, Dominique. And when I've changed my name for Florence, I know that Florence, she's, she had really to, to bring the

the decision, to bring the design, to write a biography, to change his name,

to be a, you know, Florence, is the Renaissance, Flo, it's a un-and-a- -and-a-

go-with-the-flow, with that. Defaced, a coup-be-a-cou- on-beleck on- The minute, you know,

you know, I'll be around, to be brawere. It's, stress-pp't. Because I'm little, I've been to my life. I've said, I've had 15 years, and it's been a lot of,

and it's a great drug, and when I did a league with the adults, I'd have told me, he'd read a book, you know, that's all right, I'd say,

I'd just to live. You know what? You'd say? And now, if I could return in the rearire, with me, I'd never turn to

doceor, I'd beck, I'd beck, the first time I've been mutilated, it's at 13- years, When I had to start

to me rase the shoes, I'm cuted I'm brul like with the cigarette I had I'm in my hair,

because I'm to have to cut up, I'm brulet at a second degree facile. Listen,

excuse me, I'm right, because, no, it's because on the text that you did you

have been there was a element of a party of a night, a thing, and it's

that you're that you're going to get to make, I'm I'm going, I'm still,

I'm you're talking, you were at part of Martin Nail, you're having Carlo Bojo who'd have arrived. There was a

squeeze a bottle of ketchup. You had all tached your robe. You've said, fuck you. I'm humiliate. I was, I was I'm sorry, you're left.

You were that you had to come back and you were and you made on your to your hair, and my

copen who is my company who is my artist, she's written, Nobbue, she's, she said,

she said, my little my little bit with my tach, long, long time. It's the first

first time that I mutiled my car, really to say, it's it's the light, the sun,

and when Carlos me saw, I've seen an Italian the member of the

personel who I had, I've seen the sadness in his regard.

Because I really knew that was what the trouble of personality limit, he

had in what sufferance that, that I was, that I'm barque.

Excuse to pleurry. We're we're still We're sorry. We're sorry. I'm sorry. I don't

I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm saying I'm not that I'm saying I'm I'm not that I'm saying to I'm saying to

people who have a PTSD and a TPL severe we we're just it's just it's even but I'm

even on the time on the people even on me say excuse to but it's like a

yeah to yeah I'm yeah I'm I get I mean, I've got a carthouseone if I, you know, I'd really

where the poe founded in my visage, I've had been to have been me even in-of-a- before

that I'm going to denounce my genitour for incest, I've brunned my face, we know, we know,

the mutilation. In fact, in a point I had a lot of many, I was telling, I'm telling,

I'm talking to try to tattooed the full of my and the next person who's what's what, that,

I'm saying, it's fucking foego, you know, So, but that, I've been to mutiled to make

my manton, my TikTokers, my followers have maybe four years, I've been four years, when I've

looked all my archives of psychiatry medical, when I was with the vac for the docet

with my genitor, I'm going to see this too, the tangerine, I've read all my

archives medical in two years and it has been done my tattoo, he was very

fos, it was very So that's it was the last time. If it's been the last year, sadly, I've done. But I've been ruse my shoes.

But there's to be long, it's going to be long. So I'd rather be cut it. I'm going to have my hair, the hair,

I'm trying to be able to make. If you're not being... It's not bad. I'm not. I want to be be able to be

better to me to say, I'm trying to say I'm being in the petreve. And that's me made in the clients.

Yeah, no, it's very pretty. I was a lot of Quebecois. I was very Mignon when I was when you're pretty

and it's not fun when you're a little bit more. It's not a t'natoe, sometimes. I'm just repussed a

lot of course. Even if I'm just Italo-Kewish I've lived this species. I've grown to the Valois in the

Italian-quequequeque to Montreal. I was made to put to get to with a lot of with the Ancent and my mother

had grown to granos it's not the salo-o-o-ballone all the time and it's not the road to sport

So I was like different And you had to have I'd have to pass my place I was full the camelion I said I'm going to do I'm going to do with the peaches at greenou with the Quebec people

and I'm going to industry I've grown to Brooklyn with at 16 years I'm all over the fucking place I'm just a lot and I'm also a

woman and I'm also a family of car I'm real when I say when I'melion is you for to play certain who's who

who's not not to be not to be not to be able to I'm a lot dependance affective at 100,000

I'll ask you to ask a question because you I said, I'm trying to I'm not in the room I'm not

not the motel, there's a motel, there's a motel mitteux, so in that in the

prostitution, you have not a choice to t' adjuste. If if we we're not for a soup,

you know, that's the free of the house, you're the frownette in a house, you're the

family, but I'm not the soup, I'm not Gend Desk Soupy I'm

that bitch, I'm the real one. I'm the plateau girl. I'm the one you're going to have fun. And my clients, and I'm choosing, and I said that because there's a difference

when you do the street for $120, 5,4, St. Laurent, where I was that I'd with or without a pimp, with or something? I mean, I, I've had, my bonnet, my bonnet, my bonnet,

my boyfriend, Detroit, Michigan, Detroit, his father, his dad, his dad, I'm appelled down the pressure, I used, I, I've done,

the game, because it's all right, I'm caught, when it's, when it's finished game over. Like, I just,

You know, like... Okay, hey, let's see. Yeah. Okay. 15-year-old, I'm going to go... I'll open a car. Amen, me.

You've made a couple. You've got to be in a while. Yeah, I'm going to get to be in a date, because, now, I've got to shoot a dope

with a client on 5'4. Wait, a minute, let's me take my gorger. Oh, yeah, I'll say with four things, now.

Take your time, take your time. Now, a minute... I'm only, just to say, it's, it's 30 minutes,

and I... I adore, I love. We're good. You know, I like, you know, what I'm going to do. I'm going to say. We're doing it.

We're talking. No, but what I mean, is I'm saying, you know, you're frangue, you know, you know, I'm not at the

coat. What's the word I can't say, hey, worst case, the episode of YouTube, I'm on call this, be you, you,

you, you know, it's sure, and we're going to go for me. No, no, you see, to say,

you're the car in a bonn place. In fact, to start your book, it would be a good option, but so we'll re-al-all-

We're going to, we're doing? You did have done a dope on Cine Katt Ceyn't, C-Lor-Ran. That's a

Redoubt. Yeah, the cowboy, the cowboy. Okay, it's the day of guitar. I'm glad to,

and my mom has chained a guitar, and I'm young. And my mom has a clotent white, I'm a clothe

long, white, I'm a dressette Italian, my mother, I'm in the private, like, you're not

in the law as I'm a little, okay, I'm you've got to at 13, a barnaque, you know,

I'm in a toilet I feel my freebase, so I'm in a freebase, so I'm in a car, so I'm in a guitar, and then, I'm in a client, and then,

you know, there's people, and it's, and they're bad ass bitch, it's bad ass, it's bad, it's bad, it,

it's bad, it's bad, I'm gonna, go, I'm gonna go, and I'm a little, the spot, hey, Christ,

all the day, all the night, all the night, all they'd be, he'd be content, but at, he'd be,

at St. Chris, and I'm doing my affairs. I've all the time done my affairs, Seth. I'm calling. I'm just all the world. I know all the world, but I'm doing so. So, yeah, I'm saying, my cowboy, he's shot, he's a fix. Ah, well, tabernack. I, me, I'm

I'm trying, you know, or I'm 16, because it's the affair of Brooklyn. No, no, but now, I said, at 13-on- I wanted, Chrisine Feree, so, I'm not got used the fluke. He never put to chew, and then, no. So, I'm not. Okay. So, I'm going to see, a fix. Ah, damn.

I think I'm going to work I'm really content I said, I'm too, so he made one, so he made a little bit more I'm saying to say

that's something even if I'm like I'm saying how I'm saying and I'm and I don't valorise anything of these drug is whack

the drug is hard so what I do I don't I don't know I don't know I'm saying when I'm saying when he made

when I'm said it's not it's not the reason it's the reason for the people that people are I would say, at the base, the drug, we're doing it. Well, wow.

But I'm all the side, toxicomand. I'm just the string, just to have the bulle of sand, mount with the liquid. I was that, I was it to see what, and everyone who's going to understand. You've been to talk. And then, you know, and then you've got to be, I don't know, I'm not too much, because it's all right to feel like to make

remount. I imagine, yeah. Yeah, so, like, I do. And, I adore that. I love that. I go find a story very short. he, I'm not lost. He's a good one, and then is the

day, he's not maybe not midday sacraman. Well, he's probably, maybe a minute a lot of,

I'm doing with a year, I'm doing, the day, I'm in the back, I'm full cash, like, like I'm,

like, I'm a pair, for the real, and I'm, and I'm just, the pot, he's all right, and the

guy, he's that's finished, I get to gun and roses, let's see, to turn, Paradise City. Hey,

there, I, I'm furred at the , I'm, 70, 73, they bended even not, in the toilet, I sat there,

it's a little trash, I'm just like, I'm just like too, it's too, like, pussed, it's a mal

finish, you know, the time, but, and then, I'm going to see that, and I'm to see,

the hour of the morning, I'm going, I'm in, the coat, I'm, there, I'm still,

today, I'm still, today, she's, she's a lot, and I'm not, a mootier. And then my my mother, I'm,

I'm at home, she's a party, the barred of the Merlin, and they're all at least, she's all right, she's got to do a good boss? That's what, my wife?

Yeah, I'm sorry. My fee, no, scour. You know, she's good. And, in the same, for the same, my parenthesis, the Christmas

promen in a morale I'm also vegetarian, you know, and I'm a hippie, you're an hippie. You're all right. I'm a hippie of the dance.

I like the dance catacali. I'm all the time dance in my life. Not just the pole, the poor, I've done to do

do so. I'm not so. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. So, I'm rambance with Krishna.

Nine more, you know, my mother made signy a vok that I know, across the border

so I'm with the Krishna. Oh, yeah. I'm sorry I thought you I'm sorry

I'm okay okay, wait. The cowboy is my man, no, fuck it,

me, the roof, and then I went in a trip spiritual Ced. Wait a minute, I'm going to

go ahead of course. Go ahead. I'm doing to do. I'm talking about I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm going to say, I'm going to be able to see. I'm going to I'm hypnotized. A film, my biography,

it's not for the book of Cheveh. If you're sinéaster, well, I'm here, look,

I'm, the portage, when I said, I'm going to listen, I'm, no, no, no, no,

no, no, no, no, Krishina, but I'm going to say that the reason why I tell in my world spiritual, I don't know to shooty. When I was saying, all my life, I've said to me and I'm trying,

so, me, it's on cassette, the dope, I've done, but I've always wanted to be good, it's all right my d'all. It's that it's all right to do, that's why not you, today, that's all right to do, all right, been, you're like,

well, I'm going to be my life spiritual, Ced, and my life, CET, and my entranement, the YAMC, the dance, the empathy, the love, the light,

it's a bit of abyss, tabarnac. It's what it's what I'm saying, it's a bit. So, like, I've made a claddle there on, so I'm doing a lot of men, balladeus, person for me violer, it's the chastity, the men at the right, I mean the sarii, I'm called Dina Bandoo, I'd done a buff, me, at Central Park.

Not a conso? No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, it's a little ironic, because I've had been six, grossess, and five at term, nine I'm

Like, I'm like we're all We're all right I'm over Yeah rewind You're in Krishna

That's a moment That's in fact You're not You're not I'm not I'm sorry Because I'm Excuse me

It's correct At least At least At least I'm At least I'm at least I'm back

Because I'm Right We're in Christmas And I'm In Christiana And I'm You know I'm sorry

Yeah I'm To say to 17 Yeah I'm Yeah, but we're We're talking in marriage Yeah, it's kind of

Yeah, it's kind of You know, you know, I'm even not clicking there too, it's time to go. It's a

It's time to go. Yeah, it's very, yeah, I'm just tap I'm gonna do it's... I've got to

I'm gonna I'm gonna with the Rael, I'm gonna call the Raleh I'm gonna I just,

I think, I appreciate. Ah, you'll be, I'm at least, I'm, I'm gonna, in the time,

in the Christmas I'd say, I'd say, I'm, I'm just a joint. But you're at all-a-ta. I'm not with other. Yeah, I'm going.

I'm trying to. I'm sorry, I'm in the city. I'm going to be in the morning. He's going to go to the time. They're going to

because they're at the house. I'm at the time. So, I'm going to return to Montreal.

Wait, to go to get to Krishna? Yeah, I say, I said, if you're not passport.

Is that you rest at Brooklyn a little, is, is to retombe in your pattern to Brooklyn? No,

no, I've not I've not made of gangster lifestyle because they're if you're talking in prostitution in Nando

in New York. We're talking about when all the Christian Merton had to when they're in the village

because they chants and then I'm talking to and I'm going to go and I'm going to go and you

know, I'm a little old and the old and I'm I'm a very, so I'm a pretext

it's also it's a subject also, attention so. So, then I'm my force,

I'm in life, I'm in life I'm in life, I'm in life, when you verse do you go on

that's the time to to partier. So I'm going to I want to feel like to I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to

tell you know I'm talking about my story to I'm in a park. But I'm like you ask you

I'm asking after this nine that that's kind of that's kind of cool for in the sense

that's a liberation you're not but when you revere I'm done a break I'm I'm going to

I retombe in Texco all right Like I'm... You know, An N'i Well, yeah.

It's my life style. Now, I'm going to get to to do that. But I'm going to change at this moment

that. Fuck, no. What's you do you do you do? If you're a plurred on the tuss like a

plume in the carrieble, Arribo, R'Hriksh No. Now, I'm not, it's fun.

Not, it's fun, there, with all the world, the flowers, the color, the beau, fin,

I tripe, you know, at the exterior, I'm, I'm a taxi command. I know the ruse. I like that. I don't know the plant.

I'm also the mental. We don't know. We don't know that's all over. No, but when I say, you want that,

it's not, oh, Chris, it's what I'm trying to because it's in the time of the problem. It's a miracle spiritual.

Is it? It's been to this part of that, you know, because it's on one that's, it's a name my Pumphuooooke,

that's at the bar, the Voltaire, all the that's the I know a depend on my children, because I have three papa different for my five

children. No, no, so at a minute it's a gang and he'd seen, and I'd watched with my little jeep red-gold and green and tripe,

and I'm already the road, so... So, when you're when you're to come, it's not too long that the lady who is

partied at 16? Well, I'm in the mountain Montreal, Bucco, me, all my

old time, the famous tam-Tam, I, you know, I trained there too, I'm the same the story, the fourmy,

and the stigues, the fomies who very, I'm not being sarcastic, I'm not quite really far but in the same

time, I'm a single single I'm sure to get in the park, so I 've got to meet all the world,

and I've made a dope so I and I've really, when I do all sorts of people,

it's, you do, you know, to squidge to the guy megill to Wales or blue or rose

to the Spanual so that so there, so there a lot of many of many of

again, of the violets that I'm going to because it will be too long. So, you know,

without we're going to get, but just on going to by the people that you know,

by the clients? Yeah, well, you know, there's sacraman, by you start,

I'm not not, I'm not the sense that I've had some, some, some,

I've had some even not that it were not that's the viol, that's even when

you were you know, you know, the most mal, often it's the anguosity. You know, the viol

physical, I'm used to have been able to have been able to have been for the excuse me

to be crue of the gangbanks of the viol I'm not not I'm not said in my TikTok

with, well, is you do you need to say the ethnic not really.

It was there's a question. It was in a college French who had in the

little duch, with the rid of the window and he fliqued the

light, and he he'd that he'd leave my arm to me penetrate because it's very

and then you after the third time, you know, I'm a manned at when I'm on dissociative,

I splete, so my body, and I let's make, and I had a man, and I

had to get into the when I started to to get so I'm sometimes, I'm in

some of the situation, sometimes when I was when I were talking when I was when I was

seven and you're the pantal downed and you the marries, that's pelot

and you know it's not correct, you know, you know, I'm sorry, you know, I remember,

there was a old old when the married when they did, and I'm saying, and I'm

still still again, and it's like, it's like, it's like, I'm, it's like, I said,

I'm sorry, me, I'm sorry, I'm, back, I'm in, she's a room,

and I'm in a bed, and I'm , and she said, my mom, she'd excuse me,

she'd have been not crue? Well, on the coup, on the I mean, I'm having crue,

excuse me, it's arrived a lot of that's not this time that she's not that we're with the

marries, she had to be and the policeier had to get to with Liseon

with Roland also, when I said, at 10 on the Rufab, when it's

when it's when it was a little bit dissociative. I don't know if it's when my mother me had been

and that's I'm going to I'm going to I'm going to I'm in I'm not, I'm not even with my

genitur, I'm going to do you say with my genitur that's happened? You know a part that you

had a trypotted the same that you yeah, so that we were at 17 so at 18

I'm 18 I'm 18 years, um what you're what you know, that's the thing did you know,

I said, I see It's when she's when she's she's not, what I'm the most of the moment when your

mother you're not, it's not the thing you're not to be able to that, that's what, that's the way,

it's that that's that's that's what that's, I, I, I, I,

I, I, it's, you can't even imagine. Yeah, but many, too, too,

too, too, you know, but you're a good, there, so, there's,

so there's, there's, there's, there, there, a lot of monsieur. There had

a lot of history, there's a lot of drug, and I've all the time I've been

all the time I'm trying to see a lot and all I didn't I'd really be like I'm

you know when I say we're we're talking to say we're to refer to early queen or a person

that people when I don't know that's the thing that's the world

often is glamorized I like to have a bitch like that or a woman, you know, no,

you don't know, you're not there's a there's a little bit there's a in the sick of the state

mental, there's nothing in the repercussions of the effect bould of the nege. You know, I'm not

of someone who's chitue and I'm the suffering and my, when I said that the people,

I can't do you know on TikTok the world if they're doing on people I'm doing

my dula with the consou if it's if it's not the consue I'm going to the gym or other other things

where I I can't be able to be able to be able to I'm not even not I'm able to

to do it with you because we know what I go with the flow and there other moments that's too

I said I even have been on the deal to do you because you do the fibromyalgia I think of the fibro

I know clinic anti-douleur due to syndrome of colonel you can you can

get in you can't physically of high on On the bottom. Jammy, the rain,

you have the impression that's like my my brain, I'm in the car, my car

me talk, my car, we know, the car so it's things, we'll skip, I'm going to

get very in a subject that I'm not not too to get because I don't know

how much it's because I have really talking about, we're really of the system

judicic but okay, okay, remember me just 18 18,

yeah, it's It's going to be where to the system judicial, it that's going to be to be the age? Well,

I've got to talk about to get to be in the same I'm doing, I'm going to get in front of primarily,

okay? I'm going to a little cute of travel social, all this, I've talked to a family

of the people who have to be a old old point, you know, I was the time in the

primary, the one, the one, the world, the Italian, Quebec-Cute, new, that B'ABourne,

who did some the same cigarettes in the course of school at first at 10 years, you know, that all the people, it's decreted again where I'm, I'm, you know, I'd, I'm, sh flirted,

the girls secondar at cootty, you know, so, yeah, so, yeah, I'm right, I'm just, you're getting, yeah, my, apportage. Bravo. Yeah, one, six,

five, and fuck it. And, then, yeah, it's so, and, me, I, I, talked, I'd all the time, time, I'm also an artist, you know, I'm the first, they were the first,

they were the time of, in the time of the tam-tam, me and my ex-marie. I'm someone who's a lot of, I guess I'm saying, I'm going to say, in this time that, at the TV, all the journal, in the time of the time,

jam, I've danced enormously, enormously in my life, all my groucests were there, that's my mom of, that's my mom, to doce. But I'm going to

tell you, I'm still, I'm still, I'm still, I'm going to, you're past, after, no, but, is, is what, I'm going to,

because, if you're I'd, I'd return in, actually, Mary, and, all, I was just, I wanted to enter in.

But if you want... I'm going to... Perfect. I'm going to... Perfect. I'm plunge. I'm going. I go.

A name that you see, so often? No, as I'm going to say. I'm going to say, my name. I'm... I'm going to say, Mama.

I mean, it's me derange more to say Dominique. I've got to say, now, it's a thing that's I've changed my name. You've changed my name?

Before, I'm not capable. It's too bad. And, now, it's correct. I'm correct. Okay, I was I've said

I've talked about of the foofoelectric and all the whole of my consumption I'm in a few I'm in the foof I'm in front of

I'm a lot the ambulance me rammed on St. Catherine, St. Laurent my spot he's been

to get to an intoxication of alcohol where you can't even even if I'm major where you know

my mother I'm back Cuba go to see your father your car's in the place in the

place on the car's in a taxi I'm go to I know, but, you know, I'm not close to him. He's all the time

He's all right now. He has trained, you know, he has done his mouth, who has been his wife, he has been to his daughter, and, you know, like, he was presented the ASCALA. If you know that, you know that, you know that, you know

that, you know, if you know not that, you know, it's we're in the category of, des Tannan. But, you know, is, the, you know, the, you know, the stereotype,

it's part of this stereotype that the people, on, we're doing on the issue. Cool, he had done his affairs, so, so,

so, so, he made all the time he had all the time when I was all the old, and he's a old, and he's a fanatic of his

gru, I'm a tabarnack. But he'd make a bit of so, so, that, very charismatic, very be a

man, my two parents, of the people very spiritual, malgrey, malchre the toxicomani, me also,

she had not met him at the bottom to the arm. So, so, in the time of the coke, but there, he's just on the cannabis. He fume

a lot, excuse me, because I'm literally in the apartment. The soup of pal lured, the chris de canne of soup of pallurde. I'm just going to be mutely, I'm just going to go, I'm not bad, I've been, I've been a single party. Okay, I go. I'm

at home, and I'm just, I'm talk to my life. I said, where's I mean, I talk to all my life of center of accueue, of the prostitution. of the drug. I'm going to a week. What I'm

going to be the same I'm trying to say, oh my God. I want that he's a morseau, I wanted

who would be who they're who are a man, that's a person, who be an enthr and he's

empathic, that's the that's all to say, it's a bit of that I'm at my genitur, my genitur

had had four four friends different. I'm the second. My My mother, it's also a, I don't know

a prostitue, man, of the fact, you know, she's, she'll have been paid in the time, and all, and her, you know, her, you see. And I'm like a bastard, I'm just a bastard, you know, and I'm just, he's married, and her father, he's called, and she's called, uh, I'll do, how he's called, Collis. I said, Angelou, Angelou, and so, who, he knows, he, he knows. And then, uh, and, uh, and, yeah, he said, me, it's

, you know, he said, all the time, you know, he said, her all the time, you know, she said, am, Marrived, I was sad to do, and then I'm like your mother, you know, I'm like to do. So, I'm going to do, I'm excited. So, when I said, do that, it's an exited. Now, he me said, do, make me a massage. I mean, many people, there are people who have people who have abused. There are many, the men, and the massage, it's all right,

if you go to my biography, you will, you go to my biography, you will understand that. When I was a bit of the same, who I was who he garded. And then, the massage, there, I'm going to be. There, I see when he says, I can say, what it does. And then I just put, And then I said, And then he said, No, me

So, then I literally Like, I'm like, I'm a cartier So, And then, And then, I know, It's not,

It's not My dad, It's really Regalas. So, So, then, I'm gonna Coole

And then, He said, To be the Procuroror To, I've said, It's for So, I'm

That, I'm Not, I'm I don't know, I've talked to the poohel and that's but I had need to

to be able to the question of the whole of the because I've really a injustice with the system

judicial prosecutor at Mardt who was in the time in my dossier, 9 and 11

people who have done that and that my genitor after that I have come back, and I'm in my

leave in my lady in Madame Sarah, and the manner is made, the the chououou is there,

the salon, you can't be there, you can't said that I said I'd be dandined, I'd all the time dormed, all night, I'd be all night, I'd be all new, carly, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not,

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You're all right, you're all... You're all right, because the first time that I've made a plight of policeier, I've had 18-8-and, and they're not put to serious, and I'll have been to be the first time that I was to the police, the police I'd know the police, and they'd

know they'd be in a few of the police. And in this time that, it was been fucking the police, there was a way,

yeah, I was, I was like, you're saying, it's really, like, the two policemen that,

for the real, of the truth, so, so, there was a hashtag Me Too, in this time. There's not,

credibility, no, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm even,

I'm even, I'm even I, I'm even I, I'm even there, I didn't even I'm not even

I'm not too I'm not too alone, the journalist me'll have been said, after he had given his sentence

which was, I think, two months in the he was, he had played for the lady who had

to have 18 years, it had to have to have 18 years, that's been to have been to

he's been he had been two months before, he'd have been in the The first time of my demarcour, I'm a number.

I'm not the first time I'm made violy and all this. And I'll see if what happens. And the next thing that's she's in my, is that I'm an osteosy nuclear which is little and gross in my.

And then, excuse me, and excuse me, and then, uh, uh, uh, then, I,

I just, it was like the twilight zone. I'm all the time And I feel like that And then I feel like physically that it's very sall And I know

I know That's pretty much That I'm That's fucking For the rest of my life It's just It's a toilet

It's all right It's own And then I'm just all the Tremptuie And so My side So, so

I'm gonna I'd say I'd say I'd say Something, And it's just That's why I'm sorry

Thank you the platform. I want that's heard by Kavak, by the procurer,

by the avocas, by the psychiatate, when when someone view the same,

that, your estate of the caback, that, who will be to be in what's a

grahamed a drague that's that's that's a bit of me, excuse

I've had been a piecekiot at to go to the it's a psychiatrist that's

you have to come to come to come to a little to be the to be the thing to be

the dissociation it's what the splitting I'm I'm not me. I'm not more.

And the said, I'm and it's in the three years that I

have done, I've even been not published. I've made a crisis of great

to work on me. I'm with a psychologist, I've done did you do you,

I'm going on YouTube I'm changed my mod of life. You know I've

me did do right? I've understood that's that I'm going to be

more bad, he was not right, now, I'm, he was being, he was

done it, but he was there's in the abyss, there's no more there's there's

I'm going to when I'm to go to the court, in the paper that was

errone and of one, it said that's a syn polycarpe that's that's

after the day that me foor in the that I was talking with the guy, I'm returning to

my genital I'm going to go to go to work to go to go to I'm not I'm not

I'm not I'm really really not I'm going to I'm going to I know, I had a fear but

I'm there I've had a coat of me that really, it's like I was not a

fear of but the life in me that was in the toilet zone

it's kind of a bonh man that's a in the middle rough. I was in a

St. Polycarp. I don't know to say what I'll be doing what I'm going to see him to pot the night. I'm in my son.

He remont. I don't. I thought that I had had been a second relation of penetration.

When I said that the procurer that he accompanied on a paper, my father, my

father, he said that I said, my father, I have a bad, I've been not said my father,

my father, a good smile, I said, and I'm making in my life, that's the

whole thing, my father was a goody, and he had a good smile, and the

the procurer, the paper said, he said, he had fured in some he said, on my

Tick-Tac, that's just to do, on the Rue, it's turban, because I don't even but it

means that I've been in the time I've never seen pertinement that he wanted to

I'm made in my life I'm making because I said Basta in Italian I

I don't because he wanted to I know what he did you say that same policam

I'm sure, I'm not quite even so I'm so that I didn't

have been two-reliable relationship I'm really but So the long time

I took my little change because as I was talking to I'm not a lot of

the long of the morning I'm a little bit a lot of so I'm saying that I'm going

to go to see my my family, and she's she called Portage and she

had to the portage excuse portage me all the door the portage

at the portage at my house the directors he went

me I'd be in the door. I'd never the daycare. I'd never go to two two weeks. He'd come to search all right. Then, after that,

after that, Serge, he'd been in psichiatry for the first time, portage, because I was pitched all the time

to vond the char. I'd always, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. So,

he'd be, you've, you've been, I'd, supposed to me to guard a week, a week,

I had 23 They'd have They've been They've got to They've They've done They've done They're doing

They're doing And then And then And then So, I've had, Because I'm But after that

I've got I've got When I When I'm When I'm When I'm My Luneette Fum-

I'm not I'm not I'm coming At the Exterior At the Cours of My lunettes

They're They're They're They're They're Not to It's just It's just

It's just It's Mention It's just It's well, because we just a big,

a big morseau of your life very difficult. I'd have to take to take you to get, at 19

when you encounter a man, you have said, you've been said, five children, three

pairs, we go to there, just, there's, there's relations, I don't

if I'm if I'm going to have been seen or not, the consummatress, the lady of the rue,

who'd be mamma, all that, so we go. Okay, so that's that because, grossomodo

in 15 and 19, I don't, I don't an apartment that I have been a bit of

a bit everywhere, with Mr. Madame, all the St. Louis, an artist who does

have been in black, very attireed, to have a story to have a foot. Four months

more later, I'm in on the o'oeff. I'm on sainte. I'm in my baby. Until today

Claudio, it's my my best friend. Okay. and the father of my two

more old. Excuse me. I was just at the next time. Mr. Tom,

Tate, Tate, Tate, my two more friend, he's more with all the trouble

of the mental, he is always there, and God is that he has been easy.

Uh, yeah. So, well, I'm not, I was married, I was divorced pretty to talk to tack.

But while you're with this man, it's a lot, it's a lot of the consumer, the field that's so. So,

the feet of she's, she's, she's, are you're in her own to be able to she?

She's very very in love, she's really really good. You're the first time of your first time?

All right. I'm pretty for that. You know, we're always we're often to give some to give some

to do something to do my life. It's like a new departure, to get to an abstinence, the drug. But for you,

at this moment that, is that your past is behind you? No, he's in, my past.

No, but I'm in your head, is, you're like, okay, I'm, I'm a way, so

I'm ready, you're a bit, you're a bit, or, you're not, honestly, no,

it's just, it's so that that's so, so I'm, so I'm with, and I'm new adventure. So,

so, so, Honestly, honestly, honestly, in this time at 19 years, I was not in the gross drug. I mean, it's been on and off. The gross drugs are coming at the beginning, it's at least around the 30th.

So, I'm with Loudoun, it's all right, I've got a good groseph, a good baby, on the ensemble. Soff that my borderline, all of all this, resourourgently, the jealousy, the insecurity, the crises,

yeah, I, I'm not, I'm not, in all the affairs of relationship amourous, it, it's all. if I'm arrage, I'm really scared of the abandon,

you know, TPL. So it's a very cinematographic I'm pitch the concombre because a big lady

that's in three of my car even if I'm not bad, you know, it's not the relationship

so I'm badababababoo I'm still on scene, I'm two children, between time after the

first, after the first, I'm to be free for all, I'm rams with some with the gangster

and my cousin, and then I was in the same I'm in front of my second, I don't know, and then he came to

and then with us to do with you're trying to do with us to do with I'm sure really attired by the view of

a little time I'm, you know, I'm always that I'm sure I'm sure and I'm too, you know,

I'm sorry, you know, you're doing your matth yeah, so that's so that finally,

I'll, take the time to it's all over, it's, it's a day, it's all right, you're doing, you're doing,

you're doing, So that's pass. Give me that I'm a momento. Okay. So,

that's after my second with Claudio a moment I'm in a minute I'm that I'm

just like that dressy a bit of course. I'm very borderline, I'm aggressive to Claudio I'm cause

all anyway I'm separate. I'm separate when I know when I'm one of my

best name, the artist who I said, Janviev DeRose Dudu

his her called to me say he's deced It's

that I I'm going to see to see over the alcohol of the of the

of the whole it's a lot of I'm in the pened to I'm

put in the bottle to the the disheances the alcohol

was for me being because I'm getting my my

chandel my chandai I'm saying that I'm saying that I'm back

I'm back you know because there we're we're in there we're

there's there They're tombe in the alcohol, the drug, don't the prostitution. The mom is where? The mom is there when she's there

and the mom is egoists. They have a very good papa who's okay number uno Claudio, just to today,

it's, it's still in the moment more he's still in the other just to partair with his blonde. So, you know, yeah,

Clardio is there so, so, so, in saying very well, How do you know, and he's more aged than me, right? I had,

I was actually I'd have cached at 20, he had 30. And then I'm and then, I'm, I've got to

partaged, so I'm a little role, I'd say, not the reverse, for not be sexist, but I was the life of bar,

the life of a lot, the life of five-cats, when you did you, do you, do you,

not too consummatism? I'd like that to say, yes, but, it's a not the drug

dure, not with mass and the cannabis has always to be able to my co-ex

I'm talking about I'm talking about I'm in fact a second revict on the flu Zetine I've

did that I'm not did you did you know because you did you with the father of

my wife to I've been to I'm in aft you're very you're

yeah after you know no more no later I yeah I'm

back he's right he's when I'm put to when I'm So, I'll try to do do that fast.

After that, I was in the room, I met up, and I met with a pet, my chum, he made up to be, like, it's not, like, I'm not doing, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, I'm sure, St.C. Pantfield, you, like, what's, you do, like, at St.C., St. Lohan?

Because I was really too beautiful, and I'd have been to look. And I'd say, I'd like minimum 10 clients per per day,

you, we'd say, a mill facile, you know, I said, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say,

I'd scrobed that, this car, it's a d'alless. There's a little bit of, you know, in a chair with d'htub, you, I'd detubed that. Let's go, me'clock with me. You know, my bitch,

it's like, oh, it's my bitch, it's like, oh, it's not a rure. In any of course, oh, it's, d'golasse. You're, you, because we have the reputation

pimple, you know, the mine, he's in the, it's in the abe, it's in the, it's in the, it's in the, it's in, it's very violent, he was very violent,

When it's when it's been We're in We're back We've batted A new prostitue I'm not You have been

There's a deal with You have to When I'm not There's a business And I'm talking about And he's always And he's over The police

It's like In fact, We're gonna Ones up On the back And then It's really Like,

They're really like In fact, They're all right They're in It's in bed It's a gala But, no, With me,

I've never batue But he made You know? You know, You know? You know, I'm not That you're not

To be able to You're not too. The Pimp are not... Well, no, I'm going to when it's in a lot,

I'm in a minute I'm in a bar at a Zazard. And he'd be there, he was to work, you know, like that

when you're a bitch, games over, but I'm fuck, but I'm I'm criss, it's,

it's, it's, I'm, I, and I, I do you, I do it, I do you do. You do it,

I do you want, to do you're I'm afraid, I'm not to, you know, I'm caught, you know, I'm called,

because you're a great family in the middle of the crime and you're trying in the world and you're in that's not quite that's not quite

you know, we know what you're your name whatever, I don't fuck. So it's that I'm kind of I'm just someone

who's just I'm like, yeah, I'm I'm gonna eat a gang, no, I'm not, I'm affiliated to person

I'm affiliated to Christ, survival mode that's, you see, I've been to make some pressure to buy to

start, tabarnack, I'm trying to sacraming, I'm a little cugh, In my fridge, there was focar, you know, so there were something in the fridge of,

there was anything, you know, so, so, so, so, so, so, I've got to be able to be able to , I've got to fared a vanderer of crack, I've got to do with, I'm even not

when you're new, I'm not, I'm not, okay, after the father of my parents, okay, I'm running to hear,

after the Pim, after the Pim, I'm talking to, me, so, I've got to have two other men, to coquence, with a vander to crack.

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I mean, I'm not. I'm not. I don't know for him. I know he, you know, you know, you. You know, I'll say, I'll say, I'll be say his two fras. I said, I said, I said,

three in the same day, in the block, a moment. You know, I'm a baddies, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, I'm really, you know, you're, and I'm a minute, you know, because there's a difference when you're telling me, and, I'm not, I'm not, and, I'm sorry, that like like an auto-mutilation. Mm.

You're trying... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You're... No, but you get ayes to... You're not... And I'm not

that you're not like you're not and you know, and then you're and then... It's a way... It's a way to be maltraitate

so much that, because... No, but you you understand what I mean. Yeah, I'm just in the sense... I'll say I'll make a parable

there's... Because, yes, you, we see, we, we're it, we're... And I know, I see that I'm pretty brised, okay? I know that with all what I've done

sexuallyly, and all right, she's all in the mess messrs. She's a trash, she's over, she's over, she's more,

like, dang, you know, as much as you want. I see where I think with my effect bouldanage of sexuality.

I'm still, I'm still, I'm tattooed that I'm also who's a true. Yeah, I know,

but it's weird to say, it's not, it's not negative, it's the right? So,

I just to say, that I'm not I don't many, many different there's in my own in the genital when I'm

saying that, I'm doing I'm doing in many times, but when I'm doing, I like, I like that,

and when I'm doing it, it's because I'm in life, if I'm in life, if I'm in life, I'm in person,

there's a period of your life, that's what you do you're in because you're in a way, but you

you'd, you've been, you've been, you've been, you've got, there's, who have these parko like you,

you know, you're not the first that's the same, you know, he said, you know,

he wanted like, like, he wanted, he wanted just fur with the plus the guy

possible, in saying, I'm the control of my car. No, well, first of,

I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, the furrage of the way, I'm put a lot of all the

, you're saying, excuse me, I'm trying to say, I'm trying, you're doing two

men, there, of this relationship with this guy we're going to we're going to the first. If you're still

still in the little bit, it's because that you're going to read just to get to get to get to say,

I know what to say it's going to do it by the life, it's not, it's not been to be able to and I'm to be able to

and me revert to bar. So, that's just to say that, yes, I'm just to say that, I'm made much

there, I'm sorry, I'm saying, the first first time, it's a guy that you frequent with, that you're in case, you're going to be the third first time with him.

The Vanderler of Krak, just two babies. No, but it's that, who's your third baby. Yeah, yeah. So, you're talking to be the third and then have two before, so I've had

two before, so I've had... So, so, so... So, you're talking to the first time of this guy, that, so... Yeah, I baze and then, finally, I'm gonna end up and finally, I'm gonna'clock,

but, you're in this life, that, you... That, you see what? The baby, you do, do you, what, when he arrives, the first? Okay. Okay, I'll

explain quickly quickly quick, so my graces with A. It's relatively well pasted.

My crossace with ASEA has been pasted. It's it's a chie for me when I

had to see, it's an sign, all, is that, you know, you see where,

you view how, you live where, you live to see what, you're still to see not in the

guy that, but you're doing it, but you're Yeah, but it's just the same. I think I can't count it. I'm not bayser often. It's not my boy's, like, I'm a baby mom,

what I mean. What I mean, what I mean, when you're in sync, of this guy, you're accru, you're acouche, your baby? It's what your life at this moment. Okay, there's an affair that I've got to you first, primarily, you know, just with my -an-married, and I'm saying,

it's my first son, that I said, who he the father. Even the second, when I was in St. Michel, I didn't know if my guy if it could be an Aisian or... So, me, all the rest of my grotesque, I didn't, I don't know, I'm not the father figure,

I know if it was key, all right? What's the same. You're going to be with your marriage, your parents are there, you're doing for a time time, so,

you're going to be a baby, you, you... I train in a park, I, I'm a mountain, I have my baby, you... You're in a apartment, you...

Yeah, I'm sorry, I'm saying, all my, my little, in my pet, in this episode, when I see, when I see...

Howe's the two, number three, 4? Excuse me, I know their name. No, take one, thing two. It's about

two. It's about two. Like, I have one who's that's a three, the other 31,

I have a 26, the other 24, and I'm my wife to have a 20-year, so for me,

the drug of the drug are back, after Izea, when I got used when I'm my

fourth-in. Okay. There, I'm in the Meland. I'm rested in the Miland

and I had one of my an old friend of consumption who had been a baby and then had been to come back. I went to gock and I went to go to get a little bit. I'm going to

see what I'm going to say. That's been the gross dechiance. Excuse me. And then what is happened is that I'm going and I was really not a good mom.

I had the bank alimentary, my money was anything it was just a little on the end social. I was not present. I had some of my friends

of girls who'd who's a packet who garded my babies, Noemi, a mid chum. Is that is a voice like your

mother at the moment definitely? Definitely, definitely I've started to have too to keep my children, choked the

brum with my baby because in the time we let's get and I'm a second, I'd need to get

my son, my son, my son, and I'm just so I know, because I'm going to restes,

I'm in my house, I'm going to get the home, and it's been a lot like that.

Is, is what you think, is that you know, is that you in the sense that you know,

in the sense that you're in you know, is that you're so at the moment, that you're telling, that you're even not more

more than that. Uh, I've been to be able to my children by any people, and not by any people.

You know, you're having this conscience that, yeah, yeah, yeah, no,

very, very, very, Mama Bear. But, you know, we're never at abry

of an , a friend, you He's going to, you know, I see. I hope. It's not, but, you know. No, no, there's a situation,

it's what I'm with, you know, and my baby is with the chum of the other, with with the pit bull and all, and I'm pretty pincol, now, and I'm not,

but, but, you know, but, you know, but the boss is, the, boss is, is, is, is, it's, too far for,

for, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, a, it's, a, a,

a, a, a, a, the, health mental, is that I'm not bad, my call-liss, that I... You know, look at the morning, I'd have put

to be able to beard, and a fine-to-monde in two minutes, but I had been a question to me calm, and I don't not, of medication, I mean, I decided I'd not big pharma

because, in my case, there's nothing magic, well, the anxiety, yes, but not TPL. In doing, we're going to go, because we go,

I'm going to be able to, but, uh, you've, you've got to, you've got to open an open a

door that can have been a little auto-medicamentation like that, to bring two beers, two, three joint, before a podcast

for, you, you, you, you, don't know, that's a podcast, but, like, if it's a show

to tell, you, okay, you have to try to get a little to do something, and,

you know, is, is, is, is you, is, is, I'm going to go

I'm going to I'm going to someone who's quite a lot of therapy and I'm saying I'm a kid to see a

good time, you know, you're doing to show you go to see and you know and you're I'm a gang

of the A I'm still I'm a I'm quite a tea sacraman at me tea time girl I'm a

I'm not I'm not I'm not to have the head in the cute I'm not I'm not

I'm not I'm sorry I'm back I'm saying I think I said I think I've done

a lot of resort, I've had a douser to my brother and there's not finished, yeah, so I'm trying

to be quite to get to work but I'm a red flag you know not the morning like that, not be able to

be in a serenity and you feel like that I'm doing to have I'm trying to I'm

maybe it's I'm trying to it's it's gross the tabarnack that, okay I'm sure I'm chute

carliss hey, I'm not I'm inal the autobus of gas the popper of the

coffee, of the I mean not a point It's not a point I see, it's not It's just in the sense Is that you're Is that afraid

To live Something like It's something like It's something like A bit of A podcast, it's not rough Perchal someone that we love

It's something of rough Is it you feel As you're as As you're still If you let That put up If you're There's a

A question you're A question that There's been Yeah, it's a lot of people. As I said, I said, where I go. I'm trying, who is. I'm going to be on the left. I'm someone who's going to be in my life. I've been a lot of my life because I wanted to have a ton of abstinence of sobriety

or my plaque because I've finished my therapy. No. Now, I go, I go loo, like he says, the young. My son, he said something, he's telling me, he's something good, and it's simple, and he said, man, what is he'd be, man, what's he's been here, you know, I'm like, I'm like, old old old after hour, who's re-fellied. You'll have all the fissue and all, but he's all.

There's still, there's still I'm still to give a goodque, I'm sorry. Yes, but I'm just because I'm not I'm not going to you're going to

yeah, perfect, well, it's that you see, you know, it's just, you know, it's not to make, it's not to take

and I'm not, I'm not, you know, it's not, it's not, it's just, I just, you know, at what you're

at the point you have, you generally, that you know, that you've been, that's been, and that's to go and

to see, I'm going to see what it I'm going to see what I'm that's the stit of the foot that's a stuart

that, I'm in the whole time, I'm in the phone, I'm in the phone also, okay? So, so I'm

I'm trying the inquiries of someone like a group as alcoholic and then, but for me it's a

for me. It's a year and for me. It's, you know, to understand? But you're you know,

but you're just the I'm in a question you're in five years, I'll see on TikTok that you're in a clue that you're in a ragged in the bra, you know? If I'm in a row with an egguey in the bra in five years, let it be fuck.

You know, but I'm not there. No, but I'm still present, and I'm not that for being plait, but I'm just to say, I'm not to say, I'm not to say, I'm not to say, I'm just keeping it real. You understand what I mean? In my life, in the end of my life, it's all, you know, a message and he's

he's in the book, but I'm like I'm saying I'm doing it my book said I'm in the paper to die of

a man in my time in my time. Okay? So, again again again, I again,

I'm back to I'm a day, you know, I'm not that's a thing, I'm know, I'm know,

that's just that's in my, and sometimes I'm and sometimes I'm and I'm quite, sometimes I'm

full active, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's, it's pressed.

it's it's I like that I'm trying to I'm trying to I'm in a time, and in the same

I'm in the time, then it's not if I'm if I'm if you can't get a force that,

you know, there's a bit of the cause to say, is it is a perfect, no? And I'm,

and I'm, what I'm saying to say, is that I'm in the method of alcoholics, there's,

there's maloose, the health mental, the way, hey, it's okay, B. And I'm, and I'm not,

I'm not that I'm not to have the 20 and be to be fresh and say, look, but I'm in my, and I'm

to get to same. And Flo, dodo, she's not she's not a lot of this morning,

and I'd have used to the vodka and I'm I'm going to get to work, Ced,

that's when I had been in question, I'm going to get to my time, uh,

on over the morning, so it's the show and the night. You understand I'm just I'm good. My apartment is

beautiful. The world will be. I'm colory. My chavons my chavis. I say, you know,

I'm not, I'm not trying to say, hey, I'm trying to say, hey, I'm just to say to all

that's just to that's okay to not be that, that we're to be in but you have to be

with us it's okay our question. You know, it's not, it's not, it's not,

it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's, if we're if we're worried

for you, I know I'm not I'm not quite quite a lot of I'm not not enough to know how you

know your time, you know, your so you know, so you understand that for me, that's at the

exterior, that you, you, you, you mean, you know, that's a problem, and the

inquietude that I'm, well, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's not,

it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's, because, you know, I,

I'm, I've, We were where? You're to have to be in a

F. T.D. You're done to, no, no, I'm I'm in

a little the morning. Oh, yeah, we're right, on the plus, it's cute.

Kattriam and five. Four and five. Oh, yeah, I'm five. At the four guys.

Okay, Ishmael, yeah, I'm, yeah, my, my, my little

choo, it's like I saw, that I've been my wife, Is my, yeah, it's like,

it's just, yeah, I was... I was... I was... It was in the time of the Fettter. At the very time,

it was a year, I think it was 24. The 2nd... I'm in 3.24. I'm... There's plenty of Pogo at our... The pomper you're

like 200 Pogo, and... Yeah, the bank of Ferry... Yeah, even like, the Fes... It's been like... The Pannier of New York...

It's... It's just... ...it... ...it if it had just... ...it... It's... It's... It's...

It's... I was going to be, and I said, fuck it, it, it's a finish. F'clock, I think, I decided to let's my own, I'm going to take care of me. I call the guardery, the garterie capuch, I do, guy, the DPJ, it's on vim, badabum. Finally, I've done, finally, I've done, is it, is that, is, is that you do, okay,

when you're going to, when you're going to, so, you're doing to be conscious, so, you're, so, you're, as lucid for to know that you're not good for your kids are the judge I don't

an ultimatone to finish my therapy or or I'm at my parents. So, so he's in family

of acue? In family my parents are not bad at the because the two first are their parents?

Yeah. But I said that we have not inleves my family, that's me

that's cried to that, yeah. And then that's, well, that you have called

for they they're playing to get because they're saying, because it's No, but I was not the nerve of the year of

No, you're You're sure To be able to be too long. Yeah, Yeah, No, but bravo

to have had this lucidity that? Because you'd not have had this lucidity that would have been

Chris Mamal vire. Excuse me, I'm trying to on Viverley a viol. There's a lot of

people, there's also that was over where I'm where I'm where I'm where I'm for me,

for me, it's been for me for me Merrick. Melarick. Yeah, Merrick.

So, like, I'm in Milaric, my my parents are in family of accueue, it's the bordel, I do that, and I'm really

really bad for my because we're really about to be there, so you'll be able to because, we'll be on the time. Finally, I've done it,

really, I've done, the case. I've really liked Merle-Rick, I've made the program, psychology, all.

It's quite, it's quite, more, more of, more, more, more, I've known in the time,

in the time, really, really, in the part-a-d-d-d-d- -d-all-the-old, Oh, yeah, we're all right. We're all right. We're doing in the years of 80.

So, like, my Larrick, I've been a lot of introspection, after we'll get to be able to get. Well, I've been to try and court. There's pretty much finished my program. What's what I do? I'm auto-sabot.

Just before, really, come down my plaque, I'm the chienne. Now, I, look, I'll pay my parents. Now, I'm going to live, at young, with my children, what's I'm doing

to do? I'm not, I'm, I'm equipped mentally, bris. And when I do that, because I know, because I see that the world me regard, and you're articuled, you're intelligent,

you can't work, all right, and you can't do have horror. The phil so touch, I bernock. I repeat, the filth, soot, if I'm on my TikTok live, the world won't comprehend. It's not so sleigh, floe, flophlo. It's not so, you know, when I said Robin Williams or whatever.

Dr. J. Kill and Mr. Hyke. Yes, bitch, it's in my bio. It's hard, guys. It's hard. I pleurred, sometimes, out of nowhere. With what you We're talking In the first hour,

Sacraman, it's normal. A CPD Severe. That's not a pretty cute. But you said You're saying You're saboted

So, finally I'm calling One of my client I'm, it's my My friend It's my My man

My bonhom who is still Even when I started to have the gaffe It's my It's a barnack Well,

we're cut the Coimbing He makes A bit They're And I'm It's not D'Role

I'm not And all the all of the whole is so the whole because I'm sorry. And I'm going to get

and I'm to get to I'm going to back. After nine months, I'm going to be all the effort I'm going

and I'm going and it's part of the that I'm that's that's trash that I should not

equiped to put to take to care to go to go to go to the work

that will not marched. Faf, I'm really, I'm saying that's been more here. So,

at the it's been very malorue, because you let's not like, it's not

these, these, my baby. At least they're not in a pubble, you know?

Well, you know, that, today, so you know, because in my three children,

I'd have found one on two they're two that are not more equipped, but,

you, I can't even not say that I would have been in the and I'm to have seen

because I'm really not not good, but I'm really that I'm really because us also

are me ganne, it's a manned, it's a mann't in the in the

so, so, so I, I know, I'm going to I'm where I'm back,

I'm going to go back, I'm going to I'm but, excuse, I'm, I'm,

you're, you're, so, so, during this period that? Oh, yeah, I mentioned, we're where.

Where you're where you're at exactly, you're at exactly, okay, no, I see, I'm sorry, I'm at least choo, I'm

at a school, I'm in a pyrruch, rose, these peruque, mowled, oh, these peruque,

excuse me, I haven't come up, I'm not, to turn, return the of the street,

right, yeah, uh, I, uh, I, I'm, uh,

I, fuck the stamp, uh, I, I put, little can't, I mean, I do with my boogs of my eyes, it's of all the beauty.

I'm in there with my canettes of coke. And I see, I'm doing you crack, p'clock, too. I'm calling, so I'm gonna call, I'm gonna'all. I'm really mad to have my children that I'm far as. You go to the two more years?

At the time. At the occasion, yeah. Oh, shit. Yeah. My parents are just going to see me with a young at tanguil with, I've had a little sejo in a month and a minute, and my parents are...

At the prison? Yeah, yeah, two. they've They've come to their portage my my son

to find me to be they're they're they're where they're where's I'm in

where's I'm during the time that when I get to my I'm

in procession and I see the I'm my my chos my chos I'm

my chos I'm in the peters I'm gonna that's ad I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure

I'm trying to my client and you know my PIM I've ever have to be able to I'm doing this

adobe, and there's bad salle and there's like, I'm choosing my mind, and I'm sorry,

it's important I'm saying, it's for me that's, and where is it I'm, where's the I'm a little

little bit of a little bit of and a court, it's an abseur, it's an abhor, it's a batter, the more the people,

those who are those who are those who are too t'c, the little the little, the little, is the the more violent,

he was batue, mal, salle, I'd been moorre. It had not an allure a while

I've got to I'm up a little bit of you know, there's a jappo and a apocot, uh,

man, cuckoo, I'm overbe tabarnac, so I'm anew, too, to learn,

it's not that way, so it while he had been because I was in the drug,

and then I shoo- shoo-t of the old bowl of toilet, the speedball,

nipot of whatever, I'd try, I'd have been a clob could be mad, Cod, I'd even

could even I don't know how to shoot. I'd have to have been afraid of their cramble, I'd have been d'allon. And, the thing, I was, I'm always all the time, you know, I'm saying, excuse me,

excuse me to say that, dodo, I'm called Dominic, who'd say, you're be be able when you, when you're junkie. I was all the time my trip,

very trippant. You're be belle when you're junkie? Yeah, it's a pretty, I don't know, I'm just a lot, I'm just a guy I'm just a man

who'd try to people who'd be in consummation, and shit face, yeah. It's not What's not what I'd Not what I'd

Not what I'd like, It's a It's a baby And there's a It's a bigot In fact, It's a d'clock That's all over

My car Sometimes, I'm up even Between the roo The crag And he's He'd say the I'd say,

I'd be too To get Tollas I'd say It'd Not over there And then But then Bosco

He'd be Batche He'd be backed Because Telling It'd be Tannes to come To be

Remastered in Me Rammanceed And he only she had had the lamp to the eye. And a day, she said,

you know, he's going to you know, because this way they've been in a hospital very long for the

commotion cerebral, because it's a fact, and I was, like, I was, he'd,

but he knew, he had to be, he'd not that, so they'd be in Africa there's a

no, I'm not too conco, Coco, Bongo, if we're on the name,

he's not, he said, it'd be in the back, so, so, so it was a way,

to be in a chance to trypher. I'm trying to get to the back. It's not a lot of so.

And then you know, I'm coming with with the tics. He's never used to make with the tics of

so it's really not cool. I've seen the chenon the house, the house Margarite and also I did the

road and the drug. And there's that's the that's so that's the same to that's

when I'm in a very time I had had had been very violent with the client I've been

many puto, and at the end even put it even put to think I'd like I was trying to puttow, and I was going to do, give me your fucking money in my car. And then, I was you going to do? You're going to call the police? I'm bad, you're going to say, it's like, you're going to do. So, and then, and then,

so, and then, surprisingly, they were very scared, like, it, like, it's turned to tell that. So, I was like, I was like, I was going to get me, and I was done this disheance there, and I had plenty of egregie, and I was to remassed at daycare, at portage, again, a more than a while, and I was shoo-teed in the little park of the children who were just at coasts, and then I went to see to see

to see the story of the pobelle with Serge, like my father and my mom and she has been in the 30th of the

time it's like to 35 years if I'm trot and I'm trying and I'm just a bad guy, I'm a real I'm really

Ratchett a girl a girl a duel Bolero. In gross you, you're to get to get

yeah, exactly that's so sure We're going to say on the crack, the gas for 20 Piers, it's for

a lot of so it's a little, and she's there, she's a point of the car,

but he said, I'm going to at the hospital to the after you're after you didn't,

and it had a problem, to say, I said, I said, I've said to have done

after after atop after I'm actually, I was pretty pretty chute, and he said to go to

the lake so, so I'm so I'm saying, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, So, I'm anti-avortment

because I've only who's in it's a lot of it's a lot of, it's a lot of, it's that I'm, it's not forced that you...

Well, it's not forced, but I'm in psychiatry when I was my three-en, and I wanted to me not too to have done to the heroin,

and there's young, and there's and many of the alcohol, and they said that my baby would be to be in

a syndrome fatale, so it's it had to it's not because I'm not bad, because I'm

still, that I'm still we're saying, well, we're saying, but the world said, but the world was

to make a common sense, like, like, it's not a little to let's say, Ayesia, and I'm gonna,

yeah, I'm gonna, okay, sure. Anyways, now, I'm at a portage, we, we've had a

rave, to have my baby that's in the and I'm, and anyway, and finally, I decide to not me far to

have a vorte, there's something to be able to get to abortage. And she has been able to , she's she,

she's a, So, it was that, I didn't make, with the chalear, it was a bitermic. It was a semi-special. And, I'm a very spiritual. I'm a lot of there. So, finally, I decided to guard my my fee in, in saying that,

perhaps it was to go to adoption. I'd get this port, that open. That if I'm not capable, I'd let my son, in place to me have avorte. And that's in the system of the family of-acquette.

Well, I know, I'd never not, if it's a few or a girl. No, no, but in the sense that'd ever be able to make it would be able to be able to be able to be to have a family that's finally to have to be

to be in the family ofque or she's going to get to go ahead and the exactly. Exactly. So,

well, I'm going to my baby, all this. I'm part of the portage, obviously. I return with

the boys in the hood. I consume. I'm a badge. I'm my baby. My lifestyle he changed

not. I'm all the time. My baby was there. My baby was there. And, I'm just, I'm not

I was equipped for you. I just had to have been in a sign a German, dear, my wife, oh, first I, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to my father, my lady, my filly, like, my fill, like, it's like, it's like, it's 26, on my paper. His father, he comes to home, I, like, he crass, a fracture, the knee, me, and he, and he, doesn't a coup of legion, while I get my baby, there, he brings my fill, he, he, is a lich.

It's a d'alless, that's a gris of fool. The police has been By the law, you can not pay your lawyer when you do you do with your apartment and you're going to put in a place for farm at you. So they're in my case I'm in mind long

I'm even not for the real I've been with my wife So now I'm like my wife So now I'm like I'm at the other boat of the world I'm going to go to the plateau with my female because I want to buy a beer, I'll go to my friends

I'm not, I'm not capable to make the tico to my bonn't, I'm don't, I'm going to be I'm joined, and my wife, it's all right? You know, well, call, it's a lot of luck. The girl, it's a lot of luck. So, there's a bit of our friends.

He's a lot, he's going to be able to be, and then, and then, I'd try my leg, because I'd and I'd always have allotted my other children, except he smel, but I've allotted nine months. My baby, when I don't smoke. You tear your leg, before you start to wear? Mattimo, Seniazziah, I said, to allotted nine months.

I'mel, I couldn't, I'd say, the Prozac, and it was not good for me. And then my girl, I re-compancy to I've got to try my leg, I'd like, I'd like, there was a signal

young of my amy on an alcoholic there, there's not in the air, he'd marches, he'd mouy, my wife, my fie,

he's, like, he's putt in the street, he's in the street, you're in the street, black, all the one

that's like of the police, it's like that you're in the way he's you're made in in the mind, that's,

no, it's, it's a, it's a, It's a good jack, it's a little piece, it's just, it's a

old hippie, a little in the case, whatever, we know, he's a joke he'll guard these children

in the plateau, he's just, I don't know if he's about it, anyway, the ambulance I'm in,

the first reflex that I went in the ambulance, I'm in the baby to my son, they've been

to be in the same, but he's too too too, but he's too time, the travel

social, and they're coming, a, he'll come, it's, it's, it's,

I didn't say, but with my guy is Zia, you know, I'm like that, I'm trying, in the barrage, you know, when your parents are in family

of the accue, you know, you have to prove this, and that, and they're, I go there, and I'm going to visit,

I, I mean, I'm telling, my wife, a day, I'm doing, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to,

my leg, , the travel, social, I'm in a center of a cell cell, back to, I'm back to, I'm in a travel

social, there, there, and I'm still fine, and I was with my little little we're in a park

and my girl is all right and my girl, okay? And I'm not

never ever realized just to today that I have a little a little

I think that I literally really really not there really of the of the

cause I'm I'm I'm I've regarded the travel

social And I just had And then, and I said, Drette, there, I said, La, I said, I said, it's a problem,

and then you And then she said, I've got to have all she said, she's been emotive,

she, she, she, she had pretty she, her name, she, she, she,

she said, she's so she, she's, and I, I know that there's a lot of people who say, you know, to choose alcohol,

and the drug, and fuck yes, it's a fact that's the fact. It's still that I said, that I can't be in my.

Yeah, but I'm still there. You know, you choose that, but you choose, it's correct,

the way to say, but you choose, but with the conscience of, yeah, I'm not,

I'm not, I'm not t'yed, I'm not capable to the , the, they're trained with you there in,

how it's it would be fined, you know, you know, if you're not, you know, it's perhaps, you know, they're not,

but they're not, but I'm not, maybe, maybe, you, my mother, I, you know, my mother, we're not,

my mother, we're in symbion, you know, but I'm, my mother, with, I, had, I, when I, when I,

had, when I, had made, my genitress also, I'm at least, I'm, to do, I'm,

my mother, my, my, my, She was a young also, you know, she's, like, she was, like, she peter, and she's, like, he piqued a little, and I've been, and she's often she's trying to me speak, she, it's what, a vulve, and a vagina, but, you know, she, like, she, like, she, like, she, like, with her, you know, with her, you know, and I, you know,

my car, for the very, that, you know, to learn, you, to find, you, so, for me, , all, all, what, it, you know, all this, it's just, you, just not so, you. So, anyway, it's all that for saying that. All the same, I'm not equipped for that. So, I left my fee, and then, after that, we're, we're running at college. After that, I'm not bad.

That, I've done with the dope. I'm running around the 30thens. It's the barred of the 30s. It's that for me. Is it at this time that you return a little, at Angelo, at the return of Angelou, your work of Prozac that you talked to me talked to,

you at this time? Yeah, I'm at the time. Yeah, I'm returning to my parents. I'm trying to stress, so it's been. If you're going to put in a pause, there's not straight. We'll be in front of, so. Like, I'm like that.

It's like, like, when you're, when you're doing your that way, then you're talking to, I'm more, now, I'm sorry, because I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm just going to see, it's not, and then, he's quite to me to bring

because, my car is completely brised. There, I'm to get me resourced with my son, to feel sacrammed,

something of living, I'm a tabernac. I just a I just a pair of three children. Claddo, it's a man, I'm going to rest there a little time.

I'm going to make a skis, I'm going to have to get to get, I'm going to forget that, I'm in the alcohol profound.

All right, my children, go to go to work, and I pickole. For the six years, I'm in six years,

I'm going to listen, I'm to get to to be, to be mutiled. I'm just, when I said, when I said,

I'm purled my car, I've brule my car, the morso of with some clothes, with some of the clout, with whatever, I'd be bruled,

it was to beckon, I'd have to be an orgasm, really that it would be because it was it would be able to have mal of this dulaur? The dolor

internal, the we know, the dulae, we can do do you do do it, because it's so, we're not,

it's always, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, it's not, it's not normal, no, for the Mauds,

She does the tour of the block, call someone, go to a gym, punch. But, but, but unfortunately, it's really very,

when the people want to die of the there's there's a there that, there's that's

the death the problem to have, the mal to live, it's chronic, the depression, it's been all the,

it's morbid, it's, it's even not a life that we're it, it's not a life

to have these ideas omicidicidare also because it's not just suicidal and the world we don't talk about. When you're a CPDD and it's taboo, and you know what you're doing to have attention

because the police and the psychiatrist will be able to do you know, I've made some scenarios with the procurer in a mard with my genitur

with all the world you know, I've had to be a lot yeah, I'm going to do yeah, I'm going to I was going to do you know

to do you know the news in Montreal, you know, the post 38 you'd do you do do you're doing

any of the gnail for the naisery this time that my way at the federal at the

life I'm I'm too I'm but I don't know I'll save the I'm saying

that I'm a good person I'm not I'm a I'm a I'm I'm really the rage, and it's for that I try

to be more, to be in the, in the doceau, and I'm trying to be really because I know that I'm

in my, in my Inphonseil Solead, in Dominic, in my I, I'm going

my light, she, if I'll let the rage to put the on the on the abacil,

like the imbiscille, like I missin, if I lose my shit, Ced, if I do,

go see, it's not it's not it's bad it's not it's not I'm not not quite

I'm not I'm trying to you're doing you're doing your life for be able to back back and you

look how it's it's good it's gonna it's there's you know you're just I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm not it's not it's not it's very it's true it's true it's true

you're you're right you're that's why that's why you're that's sacraming

And, you know, like, I see that it You know, what's that I'm afraid, guys, I see that it's a

and I'm sorry, and I'm sure that's what I'm to say, what I'm saying, and I'm to say,

even if there are who are to be the prosecutor, for what's the justice, for what's for what I

, the manner that they talk, and it's not the first who he said, I'll like to say, or they're

to say, or they're who they're people, they're just, they're what they're well, we'll be

believe to where I'm I know how to I'm just repeat that all the people who live with the same with the

health care, they should be in a psychiatrist. Oblis that Aback, just at travel social, at two cents excuse me,

I'm never travel social, but I'm also AS, a anti-social are not not as atti- for someone

like you? It's a very cute, but they've had nothing done for me and you, you have absolutely nothing

said, you're just there, Chris. when I've got been the papras and there's a matter

there's been there's always that's like that's the first of the first of that's a thing that's

in the head someone who is in front, his parent, his parent, his parent who's acule listen,

well, okay? I, there, you can't say what you want to what's

out of my bush, okay? If it's that that is that that's happened, it's just that

one, it's been that's that's, and he said, cute way, okay? I'm it's the same

that I see but I love, we're not that and then it's not just

that I know, and I fuck you tabarnack I'm I'm just I'm just

broken my big tabarnock I I can not conce how

that someone can can do that can do that to his geniture

Tabarnock! Stee! The system does what, two, my carlis? It's a plain the coupable,

you? There's a judge of the paper, and you do what? Yo, si, I'm a little of a

Jew, and it's too, I had the sous, if I had a good avocat,

if I had the biacliote, what's what I've done, sacraman, when I had been

my money of Vax, $100,000 dollars, I have called the my

lawyers avocas. I'd make all my cash to go to go to be in

the system. I'm going to make my cash to go to the procurors. I've talked really cool.

And he said literally, guard your money, the purpose. It's like David In Goliate.

If you knew, there's a lot of people like me, it's stigmatism it's disgusting, it's disgusting,

it's a ghouless. I'm I'm just I'm in barred as you. You know, you're, you're,

you're talking to say, it's ironic, it's ironic that you know, I'm trying to write to write

a book in a lot of, I'm trying to see, I'm in the chapter of people who are in trying to against the

government, because he has made the prison for fuck out, it's just in the court Supreme, it's been

effectively, you'd have certainly probably have I'm trying to create the chapter, so that's for

that you're like, the law has been to say, guard your I'm a procurer. I'm going to, the fact that we're talking, you know, the prozac,

I think not that's not going to be able to something. You'd have to be jaded with something. I'd have to be jacquered all the polandah. You'd have to beheaded the bra, you're even poigniarded, you're arachiri, and see, the police. Now, what I'd like to be, is to make a fast forward or the woman that I've had in front of me.

Yeah. He had come after a kid, he'll never published. You can't. I don't know what I'm going to do. Cells that I've been. Cells that I'm in front of mine. Yeah. That's a good friend.

She's a man. When the drug dear part, when the alcoholic part, because, in fact, you part never. The chamin, you know, that, the cell that's the first, the, she can take a verse. When I've changed my name.

Yeah, at 41, no. First, right, day, the quarantine. I was going to be 53. I don't know if you're I'm going to say to I'm going to I'm in 40 years. I'm in 40 years.

I'm starting to I'm trying to take a put of recule at the mountain. I'm a little little bit of I'm trying to

I'm saying I don't get like a year like a fiefiefce and I'm that it's I'm trying to

be old with my car, you have to in the case I'm in the question. I see,

I see, it's so, you know, that's not the old blonde day that's She's a lot of the toilet at 65 for a clue.

I mean, I get a malady. I'm going to have mal at my popatine. In this moment, you're... Yeah, I'm going to get malady. Your malady, you're talking about with a lot. You're in a lot of pain. We'll try to accelerate for that we can... I'm going to...

I'm just two big grand-garsons. My other kids, I didn't know. They were old. My mask, and they're going well. And that's, they're also motivated, you know, like, they're not in the drugs. They're going to... You're not too of...

You're not too. Ah, but two more The two more Okay, we're tight. We're the Two more Okay, so you're

talking. We're not on and off, it's special but on is new and I'm there and I'm there, and I'm there

and I'm at my wife, no, my wife is not ready. Okay, but you see a, ah,

do you have a question for to have a no, no, no, okay, perfect. But,

but you know, but you know, but you know that they're doing they're doing, I'm saying, after saying,

I'm in after saying, I'm not again, again, how they go. I see a he's just

a Zia, he's a good my husband and sonny and my and my parents I'm not so you know

to get a adopted. I'm not my daughter your my wife too okay I'm sorry

I'm not adoption because I know that the people know the I said I don't

I'm not I'm not because I'm not the people know people I'm

know I'm adopted the I'm don't know the parents BORne can't no

the question I'm not No, I had no contact all this. I was, grossomodo, he was where, okay, like... But you know, today, if they want to talk, they know how? Yes, exactly.

And they know how? Listen, as my children are 18-on, the three children, they're 15 years, they're having, they're 18-on, at 9 o'clock, I mean, I'm up. Okay? I'm saying, yeah, no, I said, if they want me to be there. I'm at the three, okay? At 9-hour AM, PIL.

Okay. I've attended this moment that, I've ever, I'm going to get to my parents. to arrive. To remind at 41 your command on the co-

co-sote-co, because you decide to change the name and all the myelgy is in my heart it's a

it's a so you're to be like to be like to be a lot of what? No, the reason

because I'm from the last I'm that I'm there's I've made some I'm in

there's just there people, he's just he's been fine, let's take the clack.

There's a limit to keep encased. Yeah, so, I mean, it's It's a fact my affair,

because I'm returning in an AA, and it's like that I've passed an annual sober. So, what is that's the

time, it's the time that I'm going to see the story, I'm going to the Poubell. I've got to my life,

I'm a A., you see, I'm doing my bio, I do, hashtag Mito, I'll have the police

for my genitour, the procedures, all this is at the beginning, okay, so, so that,

I'm trying, I'm in, I'm in, I'm in, Because all that you've talked about before the time and all that

that's a time at the moment that's a because you don't know because you're not I'm playing at 10. No, I'm not

so, so all the years I fuck that so. So you're the hashtag Me Too that's

way no, I think I was before or after or after no, no it was

no, no it's just let's go and then I'm that's just it's too. It's just when you're

just when you're saying When I said, Gozzy, it's when CERge me said the story of the pooh abarne.

I'm coming back to be able to my name, my name of family. I'm going to after, I'm doing it all right, I'm doing it

just so. I'm doing it I'm doing it. It's automatic because I could probably go to, it's a

name, nor imagine, nor net. You know, to have to be to live. It's me, it's my

parent, fuck you, all the world. It's me that's me that's okay that's so that,

so that, So, now, sobriety, I change, I go more, my alimentation, and I decide really to put in the abyss, okay?

I've got to be able to a cause of alcohol, there's many of the box, it's been able to. You said, you've had to go and get,

some, there, some, there, some, the nisage of them , there's, many, enormously of probations of the adage mochette

and the violence and the affairs of the system, as too, gas, foote, and the co, and the boat, and there,

pay the bill there they'd be able to probation, I imagine I'm doing just a lot of just a lot of many years of it's a

bigot of course, it's a where's it where's it you think you you're going to put your point yeah, okay

no no that's in fabricate yeah yeah yeah I'm yeah I find out of

yeah I'm and then I'm there I'm going to go and it's to go ahead to 40

to 50 I'm I shute I'll my lifestyle he changes okay for the

real guys it's the day the day the day the day I've read also more, even in the videos

that's been doing, if you're a PL or you're a parent, a cousin, a cousin, it's going to

see, it's really good to see what the people with a stress post-traumatic, all that. With your

diagnostic, and you decide to get to to get to the aid also, a lot of the psychiat,

it's to say that, I've seen the documents to, you, you, you,

you, you, you, you, you, you, I've seen, I've done

to mention the documents, you've done, You're severe. You've got, and due to the traumatists, you've you've got to be told. Oh, CED, THAA, anxiety, dissociation, suicidal,

thought, shabarang. So, like, that, I mean, it's been more than 30 years, and then, like, my new psychiatry, and then, like, my new black,

they've done no, to put a pillule. In general, when you're in psychiatry, you can't, but I want to get in, just for ventilate.

Like, so I go more code black, code black, in psychiatry, because I've We're on many of the code-blank. The coat of black, it's when he attach,

like, I'm at least. He's attached often. So, they want to continue to go, okay? I mean, I'm not a medicament. And they know that I'm far as to me. So, I'm sure. So I'm able to be able to be

to retry. That's one of my force that I've ever been to, if you've got to be a person or a call, or if I've, I've made four tentative and I'm still,

one. A, eight, C, Cappell? Yeah, yeah, and a one. And a, you know, a cousin, a 9-1, as you say, it's not, time to find one,

8, you know, 9-1, OPEE? That's not, and when it's dangerous, dangerous for me even, they're going to be. Even if it's theatrical, even, even, even, there's people who, they'd probably,

it's a game of attention. Like, you know, I'm gonna, you know, tabarnack. And, me, in two seconds, that could be that you're going to be

violent with me because, I've got a I've got, I've had been there who've been there's been there who'd be

there's no, I've had been to be a chard of chard of police she's not, And it's not that for it could, and it's all the time to be cool, you tilt. You tell me that's all the time. See, there are many, you know, it's been in the auto, you know, you,

when they're, when they're going to be, going to say, go to say, go to say, she's, going to be, she, that. Yeah, it's a bit of course. In other case, but, but, you know, but, you know, I, see, I've got to work, my gang dea, I, I'm meeting. There's a lot, there are, everywhere, everywhere, all the world, you see, you can all the time, they're depose, right? So, in

time, I got to find out of my book, I've done, I've written my book, I'm doing, well,

Flo. Yeah, I'm chamein, but I'm going to, I'm in my HLM. There,

there's the most of my two children, we don't me to find, but that's the life, I'm not

they're not ready, it's correct, it's correct, we're doing it's a lot it's not it's not,

you know, I'd want to want to see, I'm not a new, bough, good news,

in time, I'm doing, maybe they're going to be able to when they're feeling when they're

maybe they're maybe, they're not they're not they're not, they're not, they know, they're not,

or they're maybe they're maybe they're maybe they're maybe, maybe that's that's a that's going to

get to say that I'm just to say, you know, if you're not being, and you're for all

all the reasons, but in my heart of mom, but, there's always the place. There's so much.

And, and, and, So, like, by course, my biographies, I've been able to publish for plenty of reasons. And that's...

I said, we're going to be talking about... There's all... It's all right. It's all right. It's all right. It's on the big screen. It's not the grand

screen. It's not the table of cheval. And, of... And, you know, it's a... Flot F. Yeah. Yeah, Matt, you know,

I'm talking to... Yeah, I'm talking to... I'm going to... I think I'm... I'm here to... I'm... I'm proud of me. And so,

I'm marked in my book. I'm not perfect. But I'm chaminate a co-tum

on the side of the situation. I'm going to get to talk. You know do you do

be doing the same of the kind of in my in my in my my own

I'm, I'm a time I'm always a time. And that's that I'm a fan

who can talk to the world. But it does it really to feel that you can't

that's that I'm that I'm that I'm that popularity, to have some of the push or these

things, or how many of the scene that I'm in my time, when the people get to

people, I'm going to do you know, like, I'm doing it's too, it's a very interesting, it's not a

problem, that people , it was a way, they were that you're going to get me,

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm, oh, I'm not for that's not

that's not so, okay, I'm going to see, okay, I'm, but, is,

but, It's like to do you. It's like to do you're like to do with a meeting. It's like to do you, like to do your videos like to make a partage, you know? By the time when I partage on these things, I'm, look, primarily, if there's, there's, ah, but what I've said, why did that, all right? You know, I've got to do that. I'm not afraid. I've done with the conference. I'm at least. You do you know, with the police. You know, I've done the conference, before, the police, there for who, for who they comprehend. He's a person in a post of police, one, at the grand bibliotheque. to have about 300 policiers with Michael Arruda,

I had a lot of them. Because if it can conscientize the people, you know, it's a cousin, sacraman who comes to depressive or schizophrenia or your daughter,

a day, I'd be borderline. I'd just be, like, we'll see, like, we'll see, a CPD, it can arrive to anybody so that's, it's to bring the people

with a lot of too, to look just to look like the world like the on ragged, the effect bould of the nage, you know.

I'll tell you're a surviving we use very much this term that's with what I

think that's really that's the case especially in your case because I think you have been

to have been in different ways by you're in different ways by you by the

product with all with all you have talked with all you're

in survival I'm survival in survival Yeah, it's been in reality, you're in a mode survive, all your life. Today, is it you survive, or do you live?

I survive. Survee. You're still? But I'm conscious. I'm de-dramatise. I accept. But there in, I've got a lot of light,

it's to say that, okay? It's important that I say that I survive, because in the term English, the survival mode. It's not just to be a survival mode.

It's not just to be able to work. I'm not going to make a lot. When I said that you give you

can't get a much of money, is that you're well, I'm saying, but what's going to but what's it's just,

it's nothing for okay, I'm I'm not I'm going to I'm going to get in the Chiff.

I'm going to try, but it's not because it's not much, but it's not It's to say that's that's just to do

one to six in a minute in general the vacs will give a lot of to do a indemnity.

At six, it's a pinel okay, at five, we're hungry at least in a quarter, at four,

you're broken you're not you're not, they'll know, they'll say, so I mean, it's not to be, and it's not

to be, a cat, I'm, okay, so, so, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm,

you know, I'm just keep swimming, when I look, the day, you know, So it's not that's a day. It's like the age of 12 years.

It's my old age of 12 years. So the cannabis is very, very, very present in your life. Deptive, I've had some moments of silence, but I don't put not too, I've been in my head, Ced. You're still in my head, Ced. You're still. I'm going to gelie, some of,

do you? Is, is you see, in this moment? Psychiatry, psycholog? Yeah, when I said, the psychiatry. It's a very present in your life, even today? All the time, as I said, he me guard, I don't know if I've been a couple of years

I've been booked, that I've said to Mariev, that's a few, that's worth, I think, I think it's sufficient, but I'm very, if I can't permit, like, she'll prefer that I'm, like, to come up to say, if I'm really, it's in psychiatry. I'm the impression that's what you can't

be able to the road. I'm not sure that, this lady is still that party, to be there in a bar, at an end-in-bbaugh, at L'A., you know, in her own thing, and then-of-and-a-pire, and in her d'-dush, hey, no, I'm not, I'm I'm not I'm not in,

I'm going to I'm going to I'm doing, you know, you're doing that? I'm not I'm not to know that,

psychologically, spiritually, spiritually, so the fact, the lady of the street, I am me, you know, I'm,

I'm not, but I'm not to turn to this abyss, to be able to the world, and with the people,

that's people, if you're going to say, if you're the royal, gang, gang,

do me, do I'm, I'm not there, I'm not there, I'm not live and I'm talking trash and all right. But I'm Dr. Jackal and Mr. Hay.

I'm, I'm a great-mer, I'm, I'm like, I'm chill. I'm just, I'm just, I'm just, I'm just, you know, I'm trying to go to go ahead. And you just, you know, I've been to pose another question, but then you came to be alim

on another word, your grandmere? Well, I don't see, I'm like. You're like, okay, okay. You're cute, right? Yeah, no, I see. But I'm saying, me, in my head, to me, I'm going to have little, and I'm in

in this universe, my apartment. You imagine how, like, as a grandmama. Amoreous, amoeuress, infantine, my apartment, I'm really, I'm trying to prepare, I'm going to be in the universe. Is it an impression that the moment that you've not had not put profited of your

young, you're going to, you go, you will, you're trying. Yeah, I see, and I see, and I know, I see, that's not my baby, my parents are all right, it's sure. And we're going to be a good, Flo Flo, she'll be there. For sure, all the time, yeah.

You'd see, actually, it's amends to tell you to tell you, when you think you're saying the mo-grand-mer, you, uh, you know, you're 503, you're, you know,

you see, that's who, Flo, at 63, at 17th? Have you been able to be that day? No, but, is that it happens

sometimes, to, and, honestly, I'm, I'm gonna see, I'm gonna see, and I'm gonna say,

at 73, you, see, that, this, this, that, I would like that.

You know what? I'm not in the material. I've never been to have have to have an idea of my life. You know, I'm a bigot, I'm a lot of, a lot of food, I'm a bunch of food. And I'm in the banque I'm in these times.

There are many of the voyages. There's a lot. Because you've got, because you're because you're not, no, no, but what I do say, is that your popularity on the TikTok, there are people who have been, and not, and there,

I don't, I'm not, I'm not. There's not. There's a new new family of and there's a new family of these friends who are very

really reached financiallyally in the life who are in you know, I'm going to be your chum, I'm going to

get to do you get to do with me and you see some and you know, and you know, and one of these females

that, you mean, she said, even if she there's a little contact that I'm my two

contacts that I know, my two family, so you know, you live with the minimum to day

to day, but when you offer with you know, you'll take with pleasure. But,

but you, you know, because you've already, you've got to this luxury in as a time as well,

I'm trying, I'm trying to frankly, I'm going to keep it real, now. Today, if we're,

I'm going to know, I'm, today, today, you're doing, today, you're not,

but you're not, and I'd be, that's that, that's a anecdote, a pat a can't another

man, who had been in a house, gross, like your studio, and he,

he'd They'd like, and the the bonoom, plenty of cash. Back in the day, I'd have had to cash, fast. You'd be reigned to be in New York.

I'd say, but I'm just here. Chaching, ching. No, I'm not, I'm not, I'm there.

I'm not doing. I'm not in a d'clock, I'm not sure when I was when I was doing so much fit, or you'd be able to

buy some bucho in art, we'd have, we'd have to party, we'd go, we'd we'd go to, we'd go to,

we'd have to, you're to do. I mean, I used to buy me to buy a house, I'm not going to be in a total. No, not not all. If I'm a million, I'll flopped 15th. Well, it's clear.

No, no. So, you know, all this, it's all right. And I don't know what I'm going to be in saying, but I want to be too long where it's the way. I want to continue to go to the van. But for that,

you have to be sure. But you're going to stop you. You have to be it. You have to beatt. We have to test not your limits. know they, respect them, respect to

you. I think you're long time for respect and I'm the impression that you

do it, that you're in view and that be respected but you're the first person

the first person that's you're you're it's my time to me

excuse I'm not for I'm saying that call police. I,

you, I, I, you, you, you, you've, you've,

you've got, so I'm, so I see, you know, so I'm so much,

you know, I'm so, you're married so much of love, and the respect,

and the first person that's you have to you, you know, you're, you're,

you're not, you're to be, you're not, you, feel, attention to Flo.

You're bow, said, I, just to demand that, I just do you.

Promise. Please. Promise. I'm in a good voice. I'm sorry. Oh, so you're not sorry. I see that you're

good. I see that you're the good. For real, do you know, that's just that I'm just so I don't know.

I'm old if you me touch. Thank you. Thank you because of who is quite as hard what you can't even

I'm imagining. Callis, the people people say, people do you see, how you do have to

receive that? And today, I say Like, well, I'm I'm not Vicky I'm not Vick What you've been I've been

I'm not Vick I'm like, I'm Correct, I'm correct, I'm correct, The people, You're correct, everything, you're seeing,

Yeah, there's a guy, you're doing, you're doing by a Psy? I'm like, no, I don't, I know, I don't

have totally, you've got too, there's a , there's a lot, but I'm We'd say that I've had used these

stories, but we say the Tiennes sort with with the words that I'd have used to have used,

you know, I've been to live, because there's people, and you know, I know, I know,

I see how I have used to that, and if you're like, I'd say, with the words, because it's the

same that I mean, that I'm not, that's the same as I'm , and I'm back, I'm a barnax,

I'm talking, you know, but I'm, can't, you know, and what you're , what you've ,

even I'd have recounted, and I'm content to have lived and it's a very much that's been there's a lot of

people who have been in this. Thank you, because I know that it has made bad,

I know that it's not been easy, and if it can be reveye people, it's just

that it does it do you know, that it does it receive, I'll see many of

messages because of people like you, because, tabarnat, my invi-you-you-in-a-a-a-stie you're doing you know, you know, you know,

the quantity of message that I receive of the world, and it's at me who say, thank you, to me, I'm sorry,

to say, I'm just a , I'm just a osti of micro and a call-liss of a camera, it's not to be,

they're, they're just like, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not, you're not, and I'm sorry, and I'm married,

and you're, and you're gonna call-lissed, I'm in, Call list of what you do the world who's going to give me

and they say, and they say to say, and they're what you're in saying, there's a 250,000

people on 250,000 vision of you auto by me, I'm not to chie if it's a person,

if it's a person, if it's, thank you to, thank you, thank you to you're all,

thank you, you're able, to be able, assy, that you're able to call is that you are far, oh,

oh, see, thank you, we're talking. We'll parlo.