Au Parloir - Épisode #150 - Alexendre Perron

Episode Date: July 19, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Alexendre Perron. Après une enfance marquée par de nombreuses épreuves, Alexendre tombe dans la consommation de X-nax, de c0caïne, d’alc0ol, overd0ses et plusieurs sentences. Pendant près de cinq ans, il s’enfonce dans une spirale qui affecte profondément sa vie et son avenir.Contre toute attente, il réussit à reprendre le contrôle de sa vie, à vaincre ses dépendances et à se reconstruire. Aujourd’hui, il est devenu boxeur professionnel après seulement un an d’entraînement, un parcours exceptionnel qui témoigne de sa détermination, de sa discipline et de sa force de caractère. Son histoire est une preuve qu’il est possible de se relever, peu importe les obstacles rencontrés. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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We'll say, for the people who You're not Alex Perron Ancien man of the mechcomic. Yeah, there's a little difference. Just to have to mention it. One, well, you're still parted of Drummondville this morning for coming to meet us to meet.

So, it's always appreciated when the people are doing to get a good to come to share their vehicle. I've got to me a boxer professional. So, in trying to fight your class is to mount in the universe of the box pro. I've done my 5thombie.

a week of the I've got won't. I've gotten, it's a good thing of course. Yes, sir. But, you know, we're going to re-you-s. I'm going to, so, it's not too much. I'm going to be able to be able to. But I'm, but... But before, you're, we're going to be able to be able to do. So, you're not, you're doing with all right, so much of You come to where kind of family, and we're in the

family, and we're doing that until today. Well, I'm, I'm in Montreal.

I'm in Montreal, the area St. Michel. You're born in which year?

I'm in 2014. Okay. 31 years. 2014, my family, my parents are separated,

you know, they're separated from I'm young, the plus I baby, so I've grown with my mother,

my mother and my son, you know, a good family, you know, I'm a good parents, you know,

today, you know, the reputation of a country is a little show, it's a year, it's a

past, it was a year, today, it's not so the, before, it's,

it's, it's, it's, the gang, more of, more of, more, more,

more, more, yeah, well, I, 2007, this year that, it's like of the people

who were doing it's like more often than than you know, I think, you're that's your parents are

so you're up, but you're having contact with your regular, I've always had always

with my dad, my father had always always had always, I'm with my

mother, 20-1 on 2 with my part, in the time that it was that

that's a classic of this time, the time, it's it's not kid, poverty, or, you know...

Yeah, well... You know, we're not we're not... We're not... You know, we're not... You know, it was... Not monoparental, but he was all with me and my son,

so, so, so, so, but, you know, I never, like, I never, like, I've never, like, we've never, like, to see, and... Ruele-on, but you had a-to-the-bove to dinge, to, you know,

you know, you, you're not... You've not had... You, you know, you're not... I've learned some more at least passing on the table for us nourish. A shrugly a little a little bit at a time.

Yeah, but, you know, monoparental, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, and, and, in the front, she, she, when I, seven,

uh, seven, uh, seven, she had, had, had, had met,

a man, who had been my beau-pair, and, you, when, when he's, when he arrived in a,

in our life, you know, he'd , you know, he's at this

moment that's been more stable, how I'm saying, more stable to the life a

bit more comfortable. Yeah, just comfortable. Yeah, I've never mocked of nothing,

and, and, you know, I can say, at the part of the moment that, it's like

my life had had come to be to be , you know, because this man

that's an an alcoholic alcoholic, alcoholic, violent, you know, also, and... Violent verbally, or he pushed it

to the physical? Yeah, well, physically, he was like, you know, I'm not, like, I'm not, you know, I'm asking,

you know, I'm, saying, someone, you know, that's just excuse a reason, it's not, but, you know, I'm not,

I'm not sure to do you, I'm not, you, see, you're just a question, it's just a question, you know, just the, just let's,

if he's, if he's, if he's, I'm, if he thinks that I, you're that they're, they're, they're probably,

it's, your part of your time. It's, I mean, it's it's a

mark, even if you live with someone that's not extremely violent, and even

I'm there's, it's, it's, it's, it's changed a lot of my life,

I think, I think, it's, I think, it's a violence that was a more

to be your more, or versus? Yeah, but, you,

it's a lot, there's a lot, you, so, a lot of violence verbal,

it's, physical, it's, you, You know, often on the line, you know, I've never, you know,

I'm not not being a bit of a bit of course, a little squeeze on the head that's a little little bit of the

time, it's just put that it's a lot of, it's a part to, yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm talking,

yeah, yeah, that, you know, that, and, and, it's,

you know, let's see, she's at, we're not, my beau-pair to be at three hours to the morning,

and they're , At 7, 8 it's a common a good I'm sorry it's a

other time I'm not I'm asking to put a question because I'm just not that you know I'm at

your point he's present and he's malle or he's he's not too, he's not

too, you know, I'm not in the idea that's I'm sorry and that's my wife

and I'm in that's an little bit that's alcoholic and that's it's like, let's say, let's say,

well, let's me be that's me that's me that's Yeah, no, but, you know, it's sure, you know, my father has always been present, he's been present for us, and we can't even though, but, you know,

my mother, it's sure that had to try to protect, my beau par, I'd try to be protecting, but, it's sure, my mom had been 20 years with this man, so, it's been a few years, but eventually, my father,

he had pre conscience of what what's going to be the same, right? Yeah. Yeah. Her mother, she was maybe a little bit of the face on the reality of what you that you've lived in the same.

Yeah, it's true. You know, I've never wanted to remember because she had lived also, she was coming? She was she'll be there until she recently, you know,

but, she's that she, I can't, I can't, I'm going to I'm going to, I've got, I've received of violence,

congale and all, and the, and the, and the, and, the, and, because the,

the, The girl of the after is Mordes and you know, and it's it's easy when you're to say,

but why you're in a relationship, you're in a real-send, sometimes you don't get to and you're

not so mal-saint that's, you know, I never, you know, I never have never

seen touch in memory and I have any I don't have any of all. Is that

what's not? Is it not? Is it not, I don't, I've not

had been this example that, you know, I've not seen that. For me, my mother

it's not a woman, it's a story that you know, as far as you you know, you're in a

man, you know, you're even a man, you know, is that you do you have a conversation

that you should have with her or it's a conversation that you don't not, you

don't know, I'm, you know, my mom, we're not we're not to have this conversation

that, because we, we've we've we've been together so it so it's

so, so it's it's, you, But you're, but you me make reflection, you know, it's like... But, you know, I'm not... I'm asking, you know, because

you know, sometimes when we're adult, you know, I... You know, I've got to be conversations with my parents, a one of a adult, you know, and not, not, conversations, just, you know, a good talk, sometimes, of,

an affair that we've vied, you know, there was perhaps not necessarily the perception, you know, they're not, you know, they're... Yeah, no, but... I said, you know, I'm not... We don't have not...

We don't have been... We don't have been... You know, you know, because you've lived here, and... Yeah, yeah, it's so, and I... I don't...

I don't... If, if, let's see, if, if, let's... If, let's... If, you're not a... It's not a obligation, I'd have posed a question, by curiosity,

because, you know, because, you say, I... I... I don't... I'm... You know, I'm... ...

You know, do you really want to be If you know if you'll have If you're trying, you You'll probably Not go to get to go ahead and if you'll be able to get a conversation Other than hey, say, it's that, you know, it's like

It's been a lot of time in my life for, you know, not pass to other things, but pardoning that and you're to, you, to, stop to make, to make the fault on that in my life that, that today,

there are maybe things that I know, and like you say, I don't want to to see, I'm going to just in the right now, just in the

way, it's difficult for me, I'm not in maybe to be there's not to get in, and then,

to get to get a and then, you know, and then that's, and out of the relationship

that's that's the band that you also, you're also, you're talking kind of kid, primary,

it's a primary, it's a bit, it's a, it's a, intubilant, or not, you know,

like, as you can, as someone, I'm someone, I'm someone, very calm. I'm always... I'm calm

from the exterior. It's a lot in the world. You know, I was just really calm a little guy sage.

I've had a bit of intimidation at the school, but it's not... Not extreme. Not at the... Not at all...

To be there to be, I'm saying, I'm an infant intimidated, and, you know, it's sure that, you know, me exprimed,

it was hard, when I was young. Well, just not so long than that, it's often it's hard to be able to

be able to talk about. You know, it's on ten of minutes, you're in front of well, I'm sorry,

I'm doing. I'm saying, but, you know, I'm expressing, it's, it's something that was that's hard

when I was when I when I'm , you know, the school, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's, in, in-go, and, no problem, but, no, and,

to second- if it's the same thing that's the same thing continue? When I when I'm

to start to start to make on the second one, I know, I'm saying that I'm

a little Chris. I don't know what's what it's the year. Yeah,

I don't what's what what's what's what I know what I'm going to be really

a little Chris, you know, the school it was not too important and there and there

nisery and it's when you when you're not. You know, you know, you know, to try the nisery to do,

yeah, yeah, you know, when, you know, when, you know, when, you know, like, with all my

friends, and, you know, we're, and, you, and, it's so, but,

not, let's, make, , let's, it's, a, little, so, so,

so, so, when I, , after, I, Two, they've been in in a class

special at cause that I'm to have some problems of the problem, it's at the

moment that that I've started the box, you know, the part of what, you know, other the

fact that, you know, if you don't have the problems of the but, you know,

I've always been at the school, but as when I said, when the second

there, it's, it's that they're to get to shut, and it's for that they've been in a class

special. Because I'm in front of a football and it's because it's that I'm in a little

a little a troupe of concentration and that that's why I've been in a class special,

and it's for that I started to get to to the box, and I started to get to

it's been like the day and the night, you know, when I started to make an

and make to make the class it all day super well, canalize your energy positively in something,

so when you're bruled, well, think I'm at the school, think I'm going to, you know, it's like I'm

when you said, it's like, it was that, the end of we had, we had not of money, we'd have not

to do something, we'd have to get a gang of young in the room at nothing to so,

so we're doing, but, but, but, when you're when you're to be

the little connery in the little connery in the When I started to box, there's there's a

I'm in train, I have a train, I'm a Sunday, there's, there's, there's,

there's still, it's for that I think, that I'm super important, and, and, you, I'm

a great monsieur who Yvonne in the center of South, that, you've created

a great thing for for the people, because, because, you know, I think it's

it's a It's a lack of young, it's a I think it's a lot of school, I'm in the

school, I'm in two courses for school for a week, to be able no way, it's no sense for the

children, between six and two years. You know, that's why I say, I'm glad that I'm

that's a question, yeah, you've got a good news just before to get to

have been after after your last that's the thing, it's the the best

it's the could be to be to get to get to run to second-

second-air, in plus, you know, your parents also, you know, the kids are in the same to the

people, it's a way, to be in a sport, and I'm in my, when I

had a other, it's so that I'm had to be that's what I want for my

kids, it's the same thing, and it's one of my mission also with the young,

you know, in the gym today, you know, you're in my blonde, I, I'm plenty of

young that I'm train, and, you know, I'm a little their model, and, you know, I'll charge,

you know, I'll charge not, I do it free, I do do with a good car, you know, and, you know, to get them there's, you know,

they're, they, they're, they're, to be an example for them, if I can save a young

that's by the same than me that, it's, it's, it's all I,

it's, it's, it's a, it's a mission, that, for me, that, You know, you know, is exactly what is the podcast for me, you know, to see,

to see, exactly, to inspire. It's not so that I'm here, and for that I'm here, and for that, I'm also. And so, it's the first question, in general, that we pose to people who go to the podcast, is it, why? You know, why you want to come to do you, so, it's sure that if you're, ah, well, I just got to get to start a

a book, okay, but, it's correct, it's a good timing, but I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, it's, you know, it's what, your principal motivation? Why you've written this live that? You know, my goal is to inspire

the world, ah, okay, now I'm down, you know, so, so it's like, it's like I'm like I'm

like I'm going to the podcast and all, and I never thought, you know, to do it, and also,

it's hard for me to move to, you know, my box, I'm talking often, but I'm talking to my

past, but, you know, it's, it's, I know, because I heard,

I've heard, I mean, a episode, I said, And I said, I could, you know, I could go to, you know, I'm trying, and it's like, you know, at this moment, he made, you know, to write, to, to, to, to, you, to, you, to, often, there's people who me write, because, you,

the, you know, the world knows where I'm going to, you, and who I'm saying, that, you know, that I'd have more posted these things there on, and that's, so, so, so. It's like it's like it I think I've chosen a good platform

we're we're kind of a good visibility the podcast is a yeah, it's a

very much it's a I'm really I'm listening I'm listening I'm sorry thank you thank you

thank you to be there so you're at the so you're at a time you're you're playing

in box it's it's gonna get to it's sure if you're not your there's not

you're not So it's sure that a manned it's chiroira at some point. But, you know, I've got to be the box and everything,

all the whole, it's been to be able to to get to get to the moment that,

what I'm what I'm what I'm the box, it's been like an eschapatoor for me,

certainly with all what I'm with what I'm that's had been a great escapatoor

so it so it's like the kind of the Daddick, of dependant, he's like

to come there at some, you know, it's a coming to be with that, but later

there's there's a transition, like, you know, you're a guy who going to all in.

Yeah, but, you know, when I was just at the gym, I thought just to my problems, you know,

you know, you're going to get to my chappen, to get to all of all of that, and it's just, in years

when the consumption is coming, you know, it's a subtle, substile. Subtile.

He's not good, go see, go see, there's a difference with that. But, you know,

I'm, you know, I'm a because, you know, the, people intense, even young, when you're

in something, you know, just, just, just, just, just, just,

just, just, You have to be a lot of the personality The same, the same The emotions strong, and you can You can't train for fire to do the box, you can't work, that's correct, but when you decide that, no,

I'm going to do you want to do My, I'm trying to grab it. You can't do you can't do you You can't do you're not on a morning You can't, you're not. You know, I'm entrain at all the whole But, let's turn, let's turn, the part that I'm the most, you know,

to me leave, to go and gore, but, I'm just, me, it's the combat, the sense, you know, the emotions comfort, and all the adrenaline that's important. Exactly. Exactly. It's sure that's

something, you know, it's not, it's just a, yeah, a game of foot, it's probably you're trying to get into it, but now,

no, no, it's one-on-one, and then, you know, I'm protect, to cut to point to a yel, you know,

it's a lot, an intensity of, an adrenaline as a, exactly, quite, exactly, so,

so, so, a little joint, it's a , it's a start to get to the alcohol.

I'm going to go to get a second time, I'm going to get to get to be on the

time at the time. We're, we've found out of a depende that, but,

you know, when I think, that's that's that's with a little

12, 13- on, we go to payneor and he we're to be

and we we're going to buy a little beer, two, three, and just

a time that a a minute, I've had been I think of the school. They're going to spotty, I made suspend and all.

I remember, my mom, they're coming to the school. It's for my mom. I'm a good little little guy, my, my, my, blah, you. So, so it's with, with the alcohol,

after that, it's been a little joint, the little joint with the chum, and all. You know, it's an thing that I find rough of our society, and I, and I

understand, and it's, is that the alcohol is so banalized in our society because it's so it's totally normal,

it's a lot of, you know, I mean, you know, we say, you know, the other of 14 that his father

he said that's, he'd say, he'd be a peterre? No, you'd have to a little track at four, but no,

but the alcohol is so very badaliped. And it's one of the worst substance, that,

you know, but, you know, it's like I came in, you know, I remember the first

beer that I had been, let's, like, for me it was it was a natural because you know,

with my beau pair at the house, it's all the time, you know, he'd to work in construction

all the time, the beer, the party, it's everyone at the beer, and like you say, the party

of Newel, 13-year, 13-year, you know, because we're not, because if if I arrived

at the eyes with the red-offernant that, it was, it's, it's not,

it's not, it's so, it's It's so much banalized in our society that it's not normal that a young of 12 Ah, Chris, we're, the adults boasts all right

every time, so I'm going to buy a beer because it's all right cool, we'll buy the beer and then, oh, Chris, there's a feeling that's that's not a ghoulass? Yeah.

But, you know, he's, you know, the reflex at 12 years to go to buy to do that all over, because you see that it's so it's it's so it's

it's a time natural for me, it's like, you know, I remember, I'd my beer, and, you know, I've seen that, it's like, oh, I'm, I'm, I'm a, I'm a beer, and it's not normal, you know, the alcohol is so, and I'm

like, and I'm like, it's a lot of, it's a lot of, you're more vicious, because, you're, especially it's, it's one of the main drug when you do, and you're stressed, and it's for that there was a lot of alcoholics, you know, the years, the years, the young,

that, it's a, man, that, it's all, I, I'm not, it's a, no, I, I'm, it's, It's a lot of three-and-a-so. It's their antidepressor, and then the catty-five-old, and it's put in, it's a little,

and it's a few, and it's a few people, it's a lot of, it's a problem, it's one of the drug, that's, you know, a good, you know,

there's a pot, there's a lot, but it's a lot, he's been, he's going to be paranoid, but it's not necessarily violent or aggressive, you know,

it's, you know, it's just, you know, if, you'd say, me would be able to, so, For example, I don't know if I've got because I've got to have been a problem with alcohol,

it's because I think I've seen a problem for the alcohol. So I've decided to have to be, because I'm not... I like the version that I've become. Exactly. So, so it's, it's... It's the alcohol,

the little joints, and all. That's before I'm going to start the box. When I got like... Okay. When I started, like, slackie, but, you know, I remember when, you know,

the adolescence, I'd be... I'd say, between the life of boxers, the athlete, of, you know, we chill, we'll buy the...

Of the St. Michel, yeah, exactly. Exactly, it's exactly that's, so, I'm so I'm, you know,

I'm in the sense was like between the two, I can, you know, I've got, I'm, I'm a combat

that's on and it, but, you know, but, in a sense, it's like it's like, it's like,

it, it's, my addiction, you, my, my, my co-de-de-dependent, it, it's, it's not,

the substance, it's just the substance, you know, but the comportment, everything, all the relative, all you know, so that's like

the dope or the box, you're an intense, so you run in something, you're in something, you're not in a much. Exactly, you know, that's that,

it's that that's what, you know, who can, which me, who me, you know, I'm,

you know, to, guard a little the right way, yeah, but, you know,

like, just at my chappato, It's like, you know, it's like if I'd You know, it's It's the thing It's

If I had Not the box I'd It's sure that I'd So, I don't know I'm gonna We're gonna

Because I was, I thought, In fact, you had You had, I've seen, On vacation, on the alcohol, And then, you know,

But, you know, You'd be a little Chris, I'd buy, I, I'm fume Bats, I'm D'clock, I'm gonna'clock,

but it's sat in front of me, it's because you've not to have not to get the right to the room, you know, it's a little it's, where

it's a where is that's where's the guy who's in trying to do get in a little chris, whoop,

I'm replace at the box, and he'll shirry at at the in the adolescence that I boxed,

there were there's some, there were there, there's, there's, there, there,

I, took, I, I, you know, I, you know, the time, the consumption,

has amplified, it's amplified, you, You know, after, like, I, you know, I've, I've got to be 17, 8, 8, and, you know,

often I'm said, it's not that's so that that's so far that when I've met when I, you know, it's, like,

you know, my children, I've had my eight years, my first thing, you, it's, it's,

it's, it, it's, it, it's, it's, it, like,

to, it's she, because she because she said she said she she said she I thought that I'm concerned on the box

at that for me it's like that it's like that it's like that it's not that it's just retarded the process

you see I'm sorry I'm running I'm gonna come up after a retardedly from the when it's

when it when it's when it's always so you box you box you chill a

you're correct, you stop boxing, whoop, oh, you're trying to meet in the box, oh, torchee, you've got to a few and a little bit of a few, so, so, you know, we're always something that's, you know, like, you know, you're like, you let's do luss

to your poison, you know, you're a little bit, you know, I'm a bit, you know, something that's right, exactly, you know, when I, my fee, and, you know, I, you know, I was stable, you know, my blonde,

but, you know, my mom and my son, my mom and my son, you know, the box, I started to be serious, really serious, you know, for some years, and, you know, there's not

consumption. You know, I'm, I'm in the spot, but, you know, not an alcohol, not the cold, not the pill,

not anything, you know, it's, I've been five, six years, five, six years with her, so you do,

make a little, family, so you box, you're working, you're a , you're a patto, you're a dad,

there's a, I, you're a second, a, a, two, a second, a,

two, a little, No, a little... Two, a little bit of two. You're in the same boat than me? Yeah, exactly. I'm just... I'm quite just

of the feet in the world. It's always been like that, and... So, yeah, so... A little bit of a little bit of work, box, the... Are you... I'm... I don't know the question,

I think that I... I don't know, because I have the impression to know the response, but... Uh, a boxer, it's... It's... Is it something that...

...that is... ...that... ...that... ...that... You know, you're like a guy very posse. That's why I'm a question. I don't the impression that you're not the impression that you're a guy,

batheier in the out of the ring. Maybe I'm a trompe, too, but it's chiffed too or it's chiffed more long, that in your life? When I was batted often, yeah. I'm sitting there. Okay.

When you said, my knee, you're the same, before the box, it's a little... Yeah, I'm glad. You know, when I was... When I was young at the school, you know, I was one of the reasons we're going to get to the box.

I mean, I'd often adult, you know, when I used, you know, I'd not be able to

when I'm my own times of times that I'd be able to see, you know, it's like it sometimes

I'd and I'd batte, and I was a face, a bit of and I'm bannet

sometimes in the boxer, and show, well, because you're the confidence of the

boxer, you're show, you're sure, you're exactly, if we're if we're I'm,

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm so, Okay, okay. You're not going to box a prime. But at June, never, if we'd be able to be

bat or whatever, you know, never if we'd search the trouble, you know, even if the one they'd come to be able to,

sometimes, even my blonde, she, she, like, if someone, if someone, it's more, it's more,

that, when you go, it's, yeah, she, she, she, she,

she, she, she, I'm not sure, , but, you, I'm,

I'm not someone who's not. At June, you're not, you're not. But when you're show... When I'm just in June, I try to avoid... It's weird to say, but I'm not the violence. I'm a boxer, and it's...

I'm just thinking to a boxer, but it's still a combatant, and it's what he detested. He didn't... He'd not, he'd enter not in the ring, all, and he'd be able to that, he'd be stressed to a pair, and it's normal, you'd say, it's a...

It's a... It's a... He doesn't know the violence, but he likes... Yeah, exactly. The drive of the gladiator. He like to be the combatant, but he doesn't know the violence. You know, I like the sport, the competition,

but, you know, that's the chicanne and that's just, you know, that's just capable to be able to be to do. Yeah, it's sure.

It's sure that I'll be not be defil you, but, yeah, so, so, so, yeah, the Cup of Battle

in the ball, there. And, And, God, it's never to happen to do today.

Today, it's so that's that's what that's that's we're in not quite,

but it's a coup point malplaced, there's there's there today, because it's a lot of

a murderous that's a thing, it's a sometimes, you know, there's a there's a way, right,

you're in the , you're not in the whole-a- -chol-a-a-t to commit to crime and and you're

there, In char, a parking, you're out of your, and someone who finds out, you get, you know, you know, you know, when you know the story of the person, you're like, person is at the abrid of a car, you're at a point-neux, he's frapped to someone. Ah, Godom, you're taking a man, you're in a life, or you're an incontable, and, you know, so, so, so, so, so, we're, you know, but, you know, we're all, you know, we're all our our

our there's a certain situation where we're more courageous than you especially in

chard, you know, and I'm saying, and I'm the last the last year that I'm

back to, it's so that's what it's been maybe four years, the first the first

I'm back on, you know, after that after that during a week I checked

the newvel and I had been too that this time that that at

this time that never never it's ever, it's you're more conscious of the consequence of what he could happen. The guy, he was at the earth, and he was a maganed,

I've got to be scared this time, you know, so. There's so, also the prison, you know, and now, and now,

it's like, you know, I've been pre conscience that when you're there's consequences, you know, before the entry, that, I'm going,

I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, I'll, , I'll, you know, What's what you do you say?

For the time, I box, I'm a job, I'm a part, I'm a life normal, a life of family, my little pet, you know, you're cool. I go, a little party, it's a bit of a bit of party. It can be a day, but you're still in a few, three, tap on the knee, but you're still, you know, a life sensiblyly stable. But, you know, an element important that I would say, yes, it would be, yeah, okay, but, you know, the relationship with my mom and my children,

it's been a relationship very toxic, okay, very toxic, and, you know, the two

two sides, yeah, the two and, and it, it's, it's,

it's, it's made a lot, but, you know, the relationship in time as well, you're doing,

you're all the but not being, one for the other, yeah, but,

you, problem of collar of the two co- so, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so,

so, so, So it's been very toxic, but, you know, I'm my first relationship. You know, when it's your first real relation, you know what's not what is good and what's that's bad. You know, you're not...

What's he's acceptable? No, but you know, I don't know, it's what? A, you know, we're not, we're saying, oh, we're saying, if we're we're saying, it's correct, you know? But, certainly you've seen your mother,

at a part of the age of the seven-year, in a relationship not very sane, so, you know, so, you're the example that you're... Inconscionably, maybe, that I'm in this relationship, and that for me it's a normal, you know. Tendous to repeat what we know, also.

You know, a other, an other aspect of this, is that, you know, when I've got my children, you know, sometimes, we say, I,

I saw my, my beau-per in me, but, you know, I've never been violent with my parents. I've never made what's,

I understand. That's with me. But just, let's turn, a, say, at each time,

that's, that's, that's, it's, that I'm haunted, then, and I,

and I had said, and I said, I mean, I- had, long time for that,

and it's one of the reason, why, that I decided, to me separate,

to, to, to, to, quit, my and, my ex,

you, because, I, I had all the time this sentiment that and I know,

I said, you know, I've said, you know, I've seen the scenario

of my father who came to and that it's to be, it's a little

time, it's not of violence, but, you know, to get to be to be chicaned

with her, and it and I'm sure made to get to get by the

police, and the things like that, and, you know, all these

things, it's, it's, It's It's a re-plonged in It's one of the reasons Why I've been Why I've wanted

Separated With my My mom and my Infant You're You're party, Or you're A guard

Where the coup You know, let's go At the end, We're at the end We're, We're gonna, Let's say,

I'd And then a Last time I'm parted And, you I'm, you know, I'm parted Like so,

and I'm never Revenue. I'm I'm going to during a year. During one we're not

not being in a sudden. Is it your my question? Yeah. But that's that's my question

is, you are you have to cut the point? No. You're going to have done a life?

It's, it's not, we know, we know, we know, I know because they know their

children, but they have been in the cause of their comportment? No, no,

you'd have not able to that. No, I'm just, you know, I just, you, I have my values,

it's, you know, even when I were in the bottom of my consumption, I can't say I'm present

like a parent-model. My parents, you know, I've never abandoned my children, and I've

always had a contact with you're not, you've been in the best of your name, but you

would be a bit. But, you know, this is something that I'm always that I'm

too, and even, you know, my ex that me reproche much, but I

think that at the moment that, it was more that's the more that's the way, to me

when they were, you know, when they they'd be able to, I'm not, you know, if you had

had been in me with me, I think, you know, it's, you know, it's been to,

you know, that's, that's, you've been separated, you, you've been, so,

you've been, that you've been with, but you see, it's, it's a part to that

that it had come to start, it's It's really to shirry, you know? You boxed

again? When you separate, it's that that's the box. It's the same. In the fact,

I'm going to be separated, I'm boxed at my, okay? I'm going to call to the man.

What's that's the thing? I don't know if it's it's due or whatever, but it's

all right in the same two months after, I'm after I'm can't the same

and what's, like, like, I've, like, I've, like,

I've, But at gym, I have not an assurance. So I can't even work at the same time. So, like, I'm, like, I'm sorry, with the amount of my my own, which is very difficult, you know, I'm sorry,

I don't know my own, and I'm sorry, I'm sorry, for us other, it's hard for me also. I can't even box. And I'm just, and I can't. That's the thing that's that thing, that's a thing,

and I'm just, you know, I'm trying to, And it's, it it's like it's that's where it's that comes to consumption and the

bottle to be accessible and you have no reason to not be able because you're not with your children, you can't

you can't you can't be in much also that's three things. The worst the worst,

you know, the part, let's the thing, my parents, it's like I don't, you know,

I don't, you know, when you're not, you're you're just, you're just, you're just, you feel,

like if you abandonn your children, and you know, I think we can't create an idea of a idea of a

thing, you know, it's the family, it's the , you know, in 20 years,

that's been 20 years, I'm going to get to be in, and I'm, and I'm, and I'm, like,

you know, I'm, and of two, I'm, like, but all, it's like, it's like,

oh, it's a lot to have, it's a lot, it's just the relationship, you know, okay,

there's so, you, and, look, 23 years in this age that age that's not

mature at a stage at a age that a year a year a year but a guy a

42 it's not not even at 20% for me to get to 24 maturity

it's not at it's not the top of it's not it's not exactly exactly

and like and like like I'm like I'm she's she she

she has me a bit in the sense to me to me impish

to When I was When I was When I'm Rue When I'm With all With all

With all this Emot With all this When I said When I'm When it's At the moment That it

That's It's It's All these And then You've You've got You've got

You've got You've got You've got You're There's You're like You're You're

You're In two In a cage And then Wooned In fact You're Go Govvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

with all the lapin. And everything I've lived in when I was like a I'm in a I'm in I'm in

I'm not I'm not it's not no, no, it's perfect it's like, it's like

like the first time in my life that I was able 100% I don't person who didn't

not in the house you know you're not there's that's exactly so exactly so I

so I'm just getting in the alcohol the the cold and that's

you're that's Often, the alcohol amends us a co- often that the weed amends

the coke but the alcohol also also in stye it's it's it's a thing

I'm a porty animal it's like it's more we're we're all every

every day so it so it so it so it's all the day and yeah

cocaine alcohol MDMA all these drugs that and And of what you said

Tantau you're not a guy that's a guy who's a guy you're in you're in

you're sure you're to get to make a minute I'm imagine that it's

it's a braus yeah yeah but it's it's sure

there's when you you know when you don't in the bar it's

sure sometimes the part the part of people you

but when you when you I mean I because you know I'm

I understand exactly what you're just really, and then when I was just a bit of year, I'd like, it's like, like, I was like, I was talking to, but I'm going to, why, I'm sorry,

it's never, and you know, when you son, it's, it's all the time. It's, I don't know, it's our attitude, it's the real thing, what we're doing, the regards,

that we're on, because we're, when you're there, you're just, you're just, you take your chum, you dance, you, you're not, you're not,

but, you know, Because it's not for anything that's always the same person who's always the same person who's pung in the bar. It's because... I've grown in the Cartier of St. Michel. I've got to get it with this mentality, you know, you can't accept that someone to make of respect. It's that.

There's that, it's also. It's the respect, you know. When you're growing up in Boucherville, Pallonguech, we don't have not the same mentality. Yeah, it's like, you can't accept to someone to be a man of respect. Today, I think I'd have been... You'd have been evicted a lot of problems,

but you can't. Yeah, it's sure that it's It's several times that's There's a Batae and some of the

You know, what's You see, it's, it's, it's, it's, we're talking, a young of Vendor who's in

Muppo, who's stif, who's battee a bit, because there's there's the skills of battle, in plus,

all, it's, it's because there's a layer out, we're going, we're doing, we're fume,

we're a bit, but, you know, You drop, but you don't want to drop it? No, no, it's that. It's a little bit, you know, let's on, let's say, on a year,

you know, I'm going to drop it a little bit, a little bit, a little, I've encountered a few that's, oh, that's the relationship the most toxic that's in my life, you know, You're out of a relationship

to be, to say, in a pair. But, but, I thought, it's normal, you know,

I never reconnue a relation, I think, I thought it's a normal. At that moment that's not, because I know that's not

right, but I'm not, but I'm never knew that, you know, the relationship with my

mom and my and my father, the relationship, so, so, I, a relation to

, it's an concern, I'm sure that I'm sure, I'm sure, I've been, to see,

and she, she, so, so, so, oh, it's, one plus one

to do, you're you, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's really, really toxic, and, and, it's so, you know, it's

a couple, there's there, I've got to be really to be very, so,

much, much, much, during a year, just at time that, I'm,

in the fact, that, the mom and my children, they'll have,

they're to, and it's, it's like, it's, it's, it's, I,

I'm not It's like It's like It's like It's like I'm in my head, she She'll have

Not even It's like It's like Yeah, It's just Even if you're Party But even if

You're like Aft You know, There's not There's not People can You're not To have

To help Your Emph To live your In fact, So, I'm I'm not But when

I'm with The Fee That's with the Fee that you It's correct, It's tolerable, It's, and all.

It's sure that my ex she had had been she had made a bit shied with this guy

that but at the time you did it yeah yeah but me it

was not it's when it's when it's it's it's it's so

it's not to be to that I'm no no no

no but you you understand why you don't why because

yeah because sometimes we have we're on For saying,

I was it's a more impede than you know, I said, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, with her at least with a little bit,

to get in the girl with a woman, she's quite not good for you. No, it's sure, you know,

I'm gonna and I'm gonna get to the place, I'd have you had you've done, no, but because,

you know, it's, it's, I'm, I'm, I'm separated with this girl,

I'm, I'm, and she's with this guy that, and you, you've got the habit of,

That, he has a job, and a job, he's a job, and he is in my place. So, me, it's like, me, it's a little bit rended fool, all that, that's all that. And how it's been, let's turn, let's turn, let's see, let's see, this year, it's, you know, I'm going to be in a morgue, and, then, I'm going to be in prison, my first sejour in prison. I'm in prison, and, and my lawyer, and my own advocate, he says, the best option for you, you know, so.

So, Are you conscious at this moment that that's a problem? Yeah, yeah. Okay,

you know, yeah, I don't, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know,

I'm a, but... Are you conscious of the employer of the problem? Because, you're not

necessarily being conscious of an problem, you know, it's just a good to be concerned

to be not, you know, I'm, in the, it is around something that has been

something, that's, it's been good for the podcast, because it's a story of prison. Okay? Oh,

ha ha ha. Like, let's on when I went in prison, you know, not that's not that I'm not

that I'm that I'm when I'm when I'm in prison, you know, you're not exactly,

exactly. I've I've got that's not it's not my place, you know, you're thinking

that's you're a tough in the way. Yeah, no, you know,

you, you know, you, you know, you, you, you know, it's,

you, If you do you want, if you want to be ready to have to have done, you know, I'm afraid of, you know,

because you're not a criminal Yeah, exactly. You're a little an aunt. I'm a little I'm, I'm a bit,

you're a bomb. You can say, I'm, I'm a, I'm a small a bit Chris of bomb, yeah,

but you're not a criminal. No, exactly, no. So, you're found in a place, oh, Chris,

yeah, you've got, you've got, you're not, you know, no, you know, like,

like, like, Like, I'm going to, you know, and, you know, I've heard of these little stories, like, I'm afraid. You know, that, I, like, that, I try to talk to

talk about, with the stories, you know, you know, the first part, who did that, you get to get to, very bad, to get to,

very, you know, very, you know, very, you know, I, you know, a little click, then, you're like, okay, you have,

to, you know, to go, to their choice to their bar to, then, there, and, there,

and, there, then, , I'm like, okay. I've been to chie my first year. Yeah, exactly.

In plus, like when I set to stop arrethe, I'm sorry to, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm in there, I'm in black,

all the hair, all the shoes, all to cut, all. So, you know, the guys, they're not to paris,

so, so, so, there, the first night, you, son, he'd be

okay, the same my blah, blah, I'm okay, okay, it's good, I'm okay,

I'm like, you know, I'd not because I was just just I'm not being, it's just,

it's just, it's the same to night, you know, there's a guy who came in

my cellul and he's like, you're like, you're like, you're like, oh, shit, okay,

so, so, so, I'm, I go, I'm, I, I'm,

in the cellul. The guys are all in trying to look at my sulliers and they're like yeah,

they're all they're all they're they're they're they're I'm pretty my sullier

I'm I'm not they're they're anyway I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna

see you're in the you're gonna have the time to get to get to one, two

you're yeah I'm no no I'm I'm not for a

long centone you're gonna you're gonna ten bucks d'clock 15 d'clock in a A piece, you know, you'll

You know, I'm not there for a long cent on, you know, I'm, you know, I'm just, you know, I'm two, you know, it's worth it's worth a pain for a pair of sullier, to me to do, to me, to make, to me, to, what? At, RDP. Okay.

Yeah, yeah, I'm going to beard of the prairie. So, like, okay, it's not a pain, so I didn't even my sullier, and, you know, I'm just, that's it. But, you know, I'm, you know, and the boxer, and the boxers, we, we have a gross ego, okay? So,

so, I mean, I'm not accepted, that, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's,

you know, intimidate, a little, my first, my, feeling, a bit of inferiority,

you, see, that it's, that's, it's that, it's, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so,

for, for, during two years, I'm, I'm trying to try to, to try, to get,

my bra, and I'm, , I mean, I'd like, and then, and the guy's I like that, I'd run to get, you know, I'd say, you know, I'd have not well

mentally, and, and more, you're in severnage? Yeah, also, also. And, plus, the history with my ex, and, you know, that's, it's a... No, no, it's a... And, you'd, let's...

You'd be... You'd be... So, so... And, then, it's like... It's like, it's like, I... ...s... ...he'd...

I've seen, God, like, I'm talking, you know, but... It's a place to...

Yeah, it's like something that's it's, you know, pray, then,

and pardon to this guy, to, uh, because they, they don't have been they've been

they've been they've been, you know, but I had not that but I know

because I'm that I'm had you still that at the moment that? Or it's been on

the tar with the little, you know, a little, you know, But not really. Not very practical.

Croyant, because you've been been elevated a little there's a lot of, and it's a good when you consume the drug. No, no,

but I'm just, I'm going to, I'm asking, because I see that's that's something that but I'm not not being in therapy in concert with

No, no, that's why I ask you to say, you know, I'm saying, today, you know, I'm a guy and I'm saying

that's a thing, you're sometimes, and I'm I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm 100%, everyone has their people have their

, everyone has their croians, and me, if the religion does it, all in, go to see, I'm trying to

say, I'm trying to say, time that's not the time that's not the time that's that's not,

you know, it's really, at the moment that I've started to to believe in God, that,

that had something that had something that's, so, so, so,

so, finally, I'm, finally, I decided to just pass to other

other thing, let's, let's, there, let's, there, I, I,

I, go, I'm going, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I said. I was going to go. I was going to rebele the morning, the lindy morning, and then he opened just the cellul of the guy who passed on course.

And the guy who had my sullied, he, he's on court d'estnue, he passed in court. So, like, I arrived, and then I made fat of an army there, and he said, oh, I'm in the cellulier, you know, they're sullied, they're on to be on the door of the port. And the guy, that, it's like the big boss, that's not the chef of the wing,

but it's the big boss. It's the most tanant, the most... You know, at all, it's like all these little clicks. Yeah, yeah, there's a committee, but, you know, there's a little click. There's been... There are many... There are the rules that are in the past. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, so...

And if you're still, you're on the side of the port, if you're like, it, they're like, and he'll give, you to the... If you're going to... I'm... I'm trying to... But I just saw the door, I'm just to go... Ponged my studiers, like, down,

at 2 minutes, even not 30 seconds after the guy, he's sort. He's a little old, he's going to get and he's like,

oh, who who's the who's going to, who's the same? I'm going to I'm trying, I said, no,

say, me, it's a end up around the about it to me. There's

that I got, I'm not, I'm to show, I'm just just to say, and I'm

just to give, my sooo, and I'm get, made some things like so, but he's

he's, he's, he, he, he, he had, I, you know,

so, so, so, the story, I'm, you know, I'm, you know,

I'm, you know, I'm, it's, and I, you can't say, exactly,

that's that would be , you're , if you're, there's, you had been, to be

, you're, you'd be done, and you're probably, you'd be , you'd certainly, I'd,

I'd certainly, , I'd certainly, first, but... Well, maybe not, because, you know, sometimes it's just a test, they've done, well, they're doing... But, you know, it's a mou,

and then, you know, you know, but, you know, do you know, is it's not, is, is it? Is it to put your life in danger for a pair of shoes when the risk? But, you know, they're

to try, and they're gonna be to test, and they've been to be crossy, you, never know, like, but, you're... I'm still, but, you're... With my sullier, and...

With your... ...s, without violence, in plus. Yeah, so... You'd have been... You'd have been... Because, you know, if you were going to go in search, and, you know, you're going to get you're going to get,

and then he's defunce or whatever. You know, even the piquet with a cut, like a cut, for a man, you know, you're trying to, you're trying to get, you know, it's a bit, you know, it's a bit, a lot, vire, a cut, malplaced, down the two-coats. No, it's that.

Yeah, no, but, it's, after that, when I was part in court, there's, yeah, I'm going to go, yeah, I'm going to go, yeah, I'm going to be in therapy. Because I wanted to go, I'm going to rest, but after this eventment, When I was when I was

in court I said I went I'm in I'm in I'm in I'm in I'm in

I'm going to see what therapy I'm going to I'm in that's not my place I'm

I'm going to see so I so I'm I'm in therapy therapy therapy

toxicogite at Upton 6 months uh it's it's

it's it's it's it's more than the prison it's it's

I'm not in not farmed, but you know, it's not it's a new vibe, it's like a prison of luxe let's like,

because you're with plenty of detain also, so I don't, you know, you're not, you're too, you do you

do you know, I'll accept the therapy because I'm in the end of but is you'll accept the therapy

or you've done for not to be in to be there? No. No. I'm going to be there, I'm

don't, I'm doing, Like I said, I know I have a problem I know, I'm trying to like, as I'm going to

know, because to be having a problem is a thing, to be a other, I'm not,

you know, I'm not, I'm not to be, to save some whatever, you know, I'm okay,

I go, you know, it's like, I'm saying, like, I said, like I said, like,

I said, like, I said, like, it's like, it's like, it's like, I'm going to do it, I'll

do you know, I'm doing. You go to your own? You know, while this six months? Well, it's because at the beginning,

you, you can't see, you can't get, I'll say, I'll say, I'm, I'll say, after, after two months,

I think, two, three months, there, you can't have because you, you, you, you're kind of, in the,

because you're kind of, you're in, because you're there, it's because you're being, it's been,

and you're, so, and you're, then you're not, you're not, had been prevenu, you know, it's not just

my este, you know, if you were not, if you were not to be in the time, and I'm not,

you know, my, it's not, you know, my, too, that's, I don't, it would be

a little promise to compare it. Yeah, it would be be a intense, I have not

an interdive contact with her, with her, with him, with him, with him, with him,

with you, yeah, yeah, that, that, I had the , So, yeah, I've seen my

my children. But, now, what's what's the past? It's the first of the party, it's the final of the party of the party of parents. My father, he could not come. What's it happened? What's it happened? What's it's going, my ex

is coming with the children in therapy. Okay. And then, like, you know, she, she, she, she, she, to me see, to me, to see, to me, to be there, I don't know if it had made a shock or, you know, if it, you know, it's made of what?

But when he's When it's It's like The little It's like, It's like It's like It's like

Something, I'm like I'm still, I'm still, it's true, And it's It's tough, It's tough,

We'll It's never But they're And it's But there, What's What's What's

It's been It's like It's like, It's like, It's like, It's, we've been We've been

And it's When I'm When I'm Pere error that I've made in my life. Pere error. It's not quite that I was in the head. Yeah. Because there,

you focus more on you. No, yeah, exactly. Exactly. I'd have to be there. But now, it's all right when I was in therapy. Because, yeah, but the real game,

it's not the therapy. Therapy, it's easy. You know, I'm in firm, and you're in front in a piece, I said, consume not. Arrette to consume, it's easy. Continue to stop

to continue to stop. You see, it's that. The arrest is a thing, but it's the long term, We're 24 hours at a one second at a a time, sometimes it's

one second it's hard sometimes, so it's it's on the long term to say, you know, there's a

whole thing, I'm not, I'm not, every year, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm doing, you know,

you're not, you're doing for a month, but you're easy, you're able to be able to get a, year,

two years, three years, nine, ten years, oh, oh, there, come to be

after you're to see, it's so, so, so, so, so, When I'm short of therapy,

it's like the game commons. But, now, I'm at back to see my friends. I'm happy. I'm happy. It's sure.

I'm going to be my whole day. And, you know, it's, it's been a tough- had been a month, well,

the... If it's... If it's... You were the same person? Yeah, it's... It's...

It's... It's... It's... But, you, you know, we're... It's... It's... It's...

... ...s... things on the heart, I have some of the heart, I'm I'm

not I, you know, she, you know, I'm never, you know,

he'd say, they're to, you get, to, she, she,

she, she, she, she, she, I, , I,

didn't, you know, you, you know, you, she, she, she,

, she, , she, she, she, , I don't think that she was

she was too but it's hard for me I'm sorry but I'm in time my wife I like she'll have to be vegetarian

not you know to eat like you know yeah no yeah you're saying you're saying you're saying but I'm

yeah I'm yeah yeah yeah it's sure that I'd have you're sure that's but she's

but she's not she's not she's not she's not she's not I'm not no no it's it's

it's it's that's what It's what you've It's not to say It's your fault It's your It's not your It's not

It's not like It's not like It's not like she It's not like She'd be able to Not in the house But,

but you know, so it's a So, all it's It's finished That's It's got to With the alcohol And then

And then The drug And all But, It's not The drug You know, let's it's

It's a minute I'm sorry, I'd I had consumed, but, you know, for her, that's, it was like, too, you know, because she, she, she, she, she, she, she never knew. Yeah, she, she, she never knew.

Yeah, she had not conno, intense, intense, she's, you know, she's a lot, because she had to guard, she had been, she had been, she had, had been, in therapy? Yeah, exactly, exactly that. So, like, she, it, it's, no, it's, like, you know,

that's, after therapy, it had dured three months, and then, it's been, so, I can't, so, I can't, you. she, she, she, she, she, she had tried some of my, these little baggies in my pox, and so, it's the got to, let'sone.

So, so, she, we, she, we're, we, see, it, it's for real, I, you know, I know,

and, and I, and, I think that, you, you, you, you, I think,

that, that, I think, that, that, you're, you're, you're,

you're the chanceous to come up to come to, to be the mother of your in the sense that just the fact that

she said, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, I'm not, no, no, no, I'm not, you're not sure

that's a impression that you're in a bad, you know, you're not, a good blonde for you, but it's a

good mom, it's clear, it's sure that she's, it's sure that with that, you know, you're trying

to try to you're a same pattern that you're a one and three mo, you know, but, you know,

like, you're saying, it's a rushule, but, yeah, to be separated, to have to be able to

have been, I don't know, I don't know, I'd have not the intention to repartee, like, she,

she, she, she, she, she, she, but, you, brief,

it's, it's, with the, with the, yeah, yeah, if I, see,

it's, it's normal, Chris, it's the fact, she, she, she, she, she,

she, she, she, she, she, I, I, she, I, , you know,

it's, Sure that when you live, you do you have, Krestenik, a week, a second two, three baguice. But, you know, it's very logical

and very comprehensive for that. Yeah, it's sure, I can't be on want to for that. So, so, it's the return

at a course of depart. So, yeah, yeah, I, I decide to, if we were,

like, on the same house, because, you know, she, she, she, she had not

been, but, but, the flamesh, it, so I called, I, I called my

page, like, In passing, my father, he me had a lot of in these moments that's...

Well, I've got just the fact that you have to... You know, to get in therapy,

all of that so... So, I'm... You know, to call me, you know, to be my

father, like, you know, you know, I've come to come in to you, you know,

so, so, so, I'm, I'm, my little, my little my little,

I'm going to, my father. That's, let's, so, let's, just before

the pandemic, When I return to my father It's sure I return in my old old I'm going to start to

consume all the time at all the days. I'm a minute I'm there's like a little a little

a little I've got to return in a week and I've chrised my camp because

I'm I don't I'm because it's because it's more easy to stay in therapy

than if you're in prison or to do you If I'm going to go, there's no consequence. It's like, you know, I'm really in my reticement. You know, my retablishment, I had pre-acore,

and, you know, I've heard a reflex. But it's like, I've been, but I'm not carcera. I'm not. That's not. That's it's a lot of... That's it's more easy. After a week, dorm, monged, man, two, three po' shop.

I'm good. I'm good. I'll pay a taxi, I'm going to. It's a two days, and I'll recommence, Again, to consume, what's what's going to be, I see my feet, you know, I'm going to,

I don't, I don't know, I go to get after the school, all, we're going to restaurant, a little thing like that.

Then, I've got to my feet, I've seen, a char in my parking. But, I'm going to

pay again the looyer, you know, I want a show. You know, where I go? I imagine very

Very strongly Where you And I'm My wife, just at Who's To see, I'm gonna

Dissal The guy, her chum She had Like, She's like That's That's

After she She's What I'm What I'm What I'm To get She's like She'll

Yeah, She's like She's like Toe Her Trey She's there for In what you Think, in the

Sometimes, Maybe it's That's It's a influence I don't. I accuse not person. You're not

there? There's not an 810 in the time at the point? You're not to be there

no? I've been acquitted. Okay, perfect. Because I had done my therapy.

We were we had not been a okay, perfect. So, so, so when

that I see that when I'm when I see, all the all the therapy,

you know, it's a , when I've seen when I've seen I've been full but I'm not

I've got to yeah I've been yeah I've been I've been my feet the chicanne

all my father my father you T's your and your were

they're quite yeah yeah yeah but you were yeah

you're not patted the plon before you I'm Tate the Pettett my Fis

I'm parted Okay, you're not there. I thought it was probably something like that. No, no, I'm going to be able to puttie. And a little the same guy

that's in his cellul during two days to give a a brush-a-dance. I was not in psychos because I'm still in contact with the reality.

No, but you're in crank the rage, I'd I'd pleurred of rage my father, he didn't not what to

he had never seen like that and he had never seen he'd be, you know, So, so I'm I'm talking,

and it's, so it's been like so, but there, that's, let's turn, the 13 March,

so two days after, confinement, bang, all firm, and then, like, I'm,

at my , my, my, my, my father, all, with that,

so, so, I'm, and I, I'm, because, you know, because,

you know, , I, emotions. Yeah. Yeah, no, it's sure. Now,

it's like, you're in console, paff, you know, you're in the first, the confinement,

the COVID, it's, it's been really, it's, it's been really, it's focked, the world, sin.

Yeah. You, at this moment, that, you're in console, and zero , you, so,

so, yeah, yeah, and, the, the, the, the,

the, the, the, the, the, the, not have to do more

to make a more I'm not I'm not more than I'm not more yeah,

so I think your mind your state yeah say you've already made some to make

these you know, you're to get your menace in practice yeah I'm not

I'm sure, that's the good way, it's the same without

being so, it's I'm not explicit, but I never nothing

I've never anything but, it's with the consumption is in-firm,

there's nothing, you know, everything, so it's it's like, it's like, it's like

it's, there's, I'm going to more bad, than my therapy, you know, we,

we, we, we, we, we, we can't haute, uh,

yeah, the the phone, that exists not, in the, in the front,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's not, so, it's like, it's

it's like, you're always able to go to go to go ahead. But the phone

is the war that's exactly that's so. So, the

consumption, depression, in the time, so I start to consume and then

after that all to open the bar, and it's that,

you know, it's it's, it's, it's, it's, so, so,

you, I'm, you, I, you, I, I just had shown

a video, what I had to have to I'm going to know if you know, I'm sorry

with you know, I'm not, I'm gonna I'm gonna be able to see the I'm sorry, I'm gonna see a

I'm gonna let's say, yeah, I'm gonna I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna,

but I'm just for that, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, imagine, I'm, I'm gonna imagine,

I'm gonna, yeah, no, let's say, imagine me, imagine me, with 30 live,

than, you know, a big of a similar, you're to have a 10, about 5 and 10, 5 and 1.

5 and 9? 5 and 9? 5 and 9? He's that. 5 and 1. He's important. Yeah, he's important. Yeah, it's

so, in the case, you know, just physically, I've got, and then, and in this moment that, you know,

the cold, it's a train, it, but I had been to be able to be able to me calm to,

I'm, I'm in the Benzo, in Xanax in particular, I've started to consume that,

but that... You're going to get the medication of ordonance, it's... No, but I'm, no, no,

but we call it these medicaments of ordonance because it's these medications that are at the base

for the medication and not of the consumption? Well, that's, it's the demon,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, I can say that,

like that, you, during two years, I've been during two years, I've been too, it's a de gallows that,

you know, it's, you know, you know, you're asking, you, you think, you're a guy

who had passed of a problem of consumption to a drugge at that, you know, I'm not, the nuance

that I'm exactly, exactly, because, you know, I'm a problem, I know, I know,

I know, I know, I know, I know, problem of consumption, but who travel 40-hour a month, you know, you understand, you know,

when you talk that's, you know, I'm talking, I'm trying, you know, I'm feeling like, you know, when you're in front of consumption, you're going to be able and sense of course.

Exactly. But when you come acro to at these pellul, that, it's acro, that's, you know, it's not, you can't be able to be

back, you know, before, it's like, I'm, and at all the hours, at all the days, at all the days, I'd say,

and I'm , I'm sorry, but, you, I'm sure, the morning I'm in the morning. It's like it comes

with something there's a thing, it's there's an element of the clancher when I'm going to when I'm when I'm

revevellinger the morning and you have to get a because if I'm shake and it's just a

physically like physically for emotionally the monk and I'm the monk and I want to

rest in my lit in little whole the day, and you're not able to talk to the telephone, and not nothing, you know,

you know, every days, you know, and it's all right, huh, yeah, yeah, yeah, legume, my God, there, you know, I was like, 10 to 15 per

day, uh, one, let's turn, you'd have gone to do, you, would be, for two days, I'd,

I'd be 15, and I'd not, I'd, I'm going, because, I'm going, where,

where you were I was you said in the beginning of podcast, there's a something I want to say, so we're not not going to go back, we're going to say, it's something to legal, but it's a work that you've made, you're not fired, so that you'd amhered more, than your children, when you're going to be in a lot. But

we're in the legality, so just just to just make this spot. If you're at least, you because, there's been to be cash plus, or it's to be something? It's started when I started when I started to consume. Okay, so it's like to put a port of the sort when you had been to money, it's been to the money, fast enough to do that, and I'll get to the point

it's a job legal. A travel of which you're not not a real thing,

it's just that you're just that's just that you're not sure so. Exactly. And then,

yeah, no, but in the phone, I've got when the consumption, it's,

it's been with that, it's a very, I'm wondering because it's a bit deep,

uh, no, the world will be so, there's totally so much it's not

something of an extreme, but I don't know, I'm just the world it's

no, no, He was correct, but... He was sure. He was a clown. No, that's it too, Clown. He fared to do you.

He'd fias in balloon. But, no, no, in the case, I was just curious. When I was just it's not a horror. I never got to be that's a good point.

I didn't care. Thank you. But that, so, that you've been to tell you, you can even do even do you,

you can even try to, you can even try to, you can't even try to, No, I don't know. Because you have Because you have Because you're Yeah, I'm not

You know, you're like You're not Like that's Like that's Yeah, Yeah, exactly Exactly

And, And, you know, And, And, And, So, you know, I'm just I'm gonna

Let's ask It's, it's, It's an affair But I'm I'm not Arreted to Boat

And I'm I'm To have To have To have It's a It's a A be

A The melange, you know. The pellul, you're accru, and the other, you're accrued not, because you're accrued, too, but... No, but it's because the peluses, it's a manor, but... The alcohol that's a rebe, and then,

and the alcohol, you're depressive, you're depressive, you're doing the alcohol that hay, but you're trying, but you're playing some pellul that you're down, it, it's a nice, a little, it's a big, uh, it's a crisis cardiac and a psychose, that is? My cardio, de you know, I'm, you know, I'm

chanceo, I, I'm, you can't also boxed, and I've got a good cardio, but, you know, my car. He's got to go get to get

a baller, he had to watch a bad clank. In other, but all the rest is there, and then you, you know,

we're talking about anxiety, you know, we've made a little, we've made a bit of pee, it's not

but it's and during the pause, we're talking on the while, you know, because

you know, because, you know, you know, Xanax, you're an anti-anxialytic, and,

you know, it's sure, with all what I've seen, I've seen, you know, that's,

it's so, it's, it's, it's, it, it's, it's, it's,

so I'm, that's, it's like, I'm, like, I'm, , like, , it's,

the affair with that, it's, that, it's, it's, when you're ,

, oh, your, , it's, it's, it's, because, one of the

one, it's two, it, he's there, but when, let's say that, and you're not you're not, there, he's there. But, now, your soul, you know,

your mind, you can't, to get your anxiety. But, you know, for reprint the control of that, it's not a month, it's a month, it's a year

for being able to live normally, minimum, the seabrage of, no, the sevrage, you know, it's like the first, the first

a week after you're correct. Physically. Physically, but your anxiety, you know, I'll re- go on renegre?

Yeah, yeah, before to get in the situation, you know, I'm going to me to the

element of the clencher that's actually that we're really, you're, you did, I'm,

I'm, I'm, down, that's, you know, and, you, also, you've been

to talk, the, you've been to say, it's my first visit, that, that the

visits, you're going to be repeated. I mean, you know, just you're not not trying to get a couple

of times. No, I'm I've made maybe two, three, uh, all the return. Who are,

the battle, of the battle, of the one, it was, one, it was, because,

you know, when you when you're in the time, there's a pack of condition, that's, like,

six months, that's, so, like, there, one, a brie of condition, and the other

I would have It's not long So, so, so, so, at the

pandemic, it's sure, the consumption, I'm in chute, lip, I crush, that's,

like, you know, before that, it's like, I'm, I'm, you know, to,

I'm, I'm, there, you know, I'm a , but I'm know,

but I, it's, it's, it's, we're saying to be conscious of problem,

there, you're conscious of the problem, but you're conscious that, I'm not even call this. Okay, she's like,

I'm not suicidal, but, I'm not that I'm a suicide, but I'm, you know, I'm, I'm mad, I'm gonna, but, you know, I, you know, I, you know,

I, you know, you've chosen, the version long, yeah, for the search. Yeah, but... It's, like, it's, like,

it's, like, because I, I'm, I'm not, I'm, I'm, you know, but, you know, What is he's that's

and that's when I'm at when I'm No, but, but, but, I'm,

you know, I'm in the mouth of we're saying. We need to have to have been in myel,

I know, it's good, it's good, it's good, but, but when that I think that's the

sentiment that I, I know, I know, I'm sorry, you know, you're in life,

you know, you know, you're doing, and you're just, it's just, it's when it's when

it's just, it's when it, when you're when you're you're not you're dangerous yeah but

it's like in my head I had the I had I'm sure if I

would continue if I would it's sure that I I'm on all because

you know it's let's say let's let's the 20 to end 2022

that I really I really that's what I said. Yeah, that's really a lot of time. I said, I said, of what? And I said, yeah, no, that's that I, you know, I've got, you know,

I've done with overdoses, I'm not, you know, I'm not you think it's the card of sportive that's... I don't know, I, I, I, I, I, I see I don't know.

How sometimes I'm not very often. I don't not too often because it's not it's not

any of overdose I have done. You know, I remember the summer in the year,

in two months and I'm going to maybe, I'm ranced maybe six six times in the

hospital, and in the fact I counted the first that it was a

first time that it. It was, let two years after my fight. And then I'm going to

an exanx, alcohol, that's like the base. Now it's my fight, so, like,

it's a ketamine, MDMA, speed, also, all that. You know, I remember,

I'm so, I'm so I'm just too, you know, to tell something, you'll have

that's almost that. The first, when you're when you do you're a question, so,

there's not the stress, oh, if you're a mix that. Faheers that.

So, that's that I'm so, so I'm that I'm never on what I'm

just like, but I'm it's just it's just it's just during two, three days

there's a minute I'm a remember, I'm a of my friends and then

we're we're doing the MD in plus, of all that I'm not

so I'm not sure, I'm not I'm I saw a female in the time that

she she's she's at 8 o'clock the morning I'm I'm in

she's on she's she she's supposed to go to get to your today

she she and then I'm she's like she's not too the time

she's they're they're she's she she's she she she

she she she's she she she she she's she she

she's my My children have never seen, you know, but, like,

like, it was like, I'm, I don't know if I'm saying, I'm going to

be able to get, then I'm in coming, and then out of, and so, it's,

there, I'm in a plane to face, bang, like that, and I made my

first overdose, let's, you know, you say, you know, you know, but,

you, but, you, I, I, I, But, you know, the father does, I want to see,

but you're conscious that you're not in a state, but you say, I'm going to do it, I'm going to do. But in, you know, in the time that, so that I'm saying, it's my day, so I'm not, you know, in my day, you're getting correct.

You're correct, can't, you. He was not, it's not me that said, hey, go, go to my feet, she was there. No, no. You were conscious that you didn't, you'd have to go,

but they were there, you were going to, because, But, you know, the last time I had, that I had a dose of something, it would have been six, seven hours, you know, but it's, it was, it was, it was, it wasn't, so, so. So, so, she, she, she, she, had to be,

me to search, and in the show with the children, then, you know, I'd, you know, I'd done an address like that, you, she, had been more long. Then, it's, in sort of, I'm, I'm coming in the cuisine, and, bang, like, so, convulsion, and, all. and the ambulance it's been new they've been

they're in and they're I'm really a poor but there but there's you know there's a

there's there's clearly it's not not allowed because you me say that's the

first and you're in the six times in the same but you the fact that you

do it it's crisping more that you're more than the char and it that's for

that I mentioned that Because that's something that's something that sometimes I'd ever be to normally at cause of that

just think two let's say let's say it's just sat in a chair with my feet

you're gonna and that oh I'm just I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm

I'm just I'm that's not because that I'd never been able to me pardoning

you see I understand that you're But in the same time, you know, I mean you're just going to be, you're not quite off the face of me. It's not, it's not worth, you know, it's not worth,

you know, I mean, you can say, hey, I'm envered because I'd have made to live that. I'm sorry, because I've been violent with others. You know, you can't, you can't have you don't want to get, you're not, that's something that would have, maybe, let's see, if we're, look, let's, you know,

you'd have been, you'd have been to kill someone with a cut of point in a, you know, you know, you understand, it's, you know, it's, you know, to have to be in the way, but I understand that you get to get charged, but you're flagell, you think you're quite flagelled, you're quite auto-mutiled

without it, physically, but you understand, you're pretty, you know, you're saying, like I said, like, one minute more than, I'd have sat in the car, I'd have been marked, you know, yeah, it's sure, you, you know,

you're more young, but, you , you know, it's kind of, no, I'm to understand, you, you know, I'm not going to have been doing it. If he had seen it, they're going to understand if you're in danger of life? If he had seen, sorry for my French. Oh, he's here. She's a me poor.

But I'm not here, but I'm afraid, so it's not a problem. She's all right. I'm going to. I'm going to say. So, no, it's just, not that, you know, not that's... Not that I'm a lot, but, you know, when I'm going to say to, I'm going to get on some, and...

But it's not It's not quite Because you know, you know, You know, you know, You know, I've said, But, you know, What's the fact of, I mean,

I mean, you know, I was just Reveyeed at the hospital, And I, I couldn't Because it, For you,

You're going to You're always, Yeah, Yeah, I'm, you know, Yeah, you're quite, You know, But, you know,

if I'd say, I'd say, If I'm mad, Yeah, you know, If I'm not, it's not, it's not, it's,

I'm going to open the door It's more far than me, excuse me. No, but, you know, if I'm If you're just, it's poached, like, more, you know, you're not even not count that you're more, and it's

finished, you know, if, let me turn, I'd be in, I'd be in, I'd be in a row, and the shop and the apartment, person would have to find, you? You'd have, you, a cadove in a row.

A real... Yeah. You know, it's a could happen. So, so it's sure that's

that I'm made a while, I'm saying, I'm going to, I'm all right now, but as you said,

it's easy to stop but what is difficult, it's... Continue to continue to continue to

stop. So it's it's a month a minute that's probably, you're certainly

not repartive to start at you're with two, three, b, a little, a little

danax, If you feel not, you're trying to take up. Oh, but it's a time. No, no, no, no, no, it's that. It's the first time. Often, it's a three-three-beer, a little track in Xanax. When I, I, I go, I'm going to. I, I'm going to go.

It's all the time, so. And, and... It's all the time. Two hours after, we're on the pudd. And after that, and... After that, it's... Rondue at 3, 4 hours of the morning. You, the fact, you...

The fact, you're... You're, you're like, you're... You're like, you're... Oh, I'll reconsomely, it's not grave, just a month. You know, like I'm going to be able to see a year.

I feel like that. It's very dangerous for someone who has some problems of consumption because, you know, at June, you're going to, I'll be a car, I'm not a cold, but when you buy,

you're not, it's not just there, I'm just there, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure,

I'm sure, you're sure? Yeah, but it's right. Exactly. Because, Arjun, You know that it's the cave, to the show,

because at the point, it's what? But when you're show, well, we can't reach not long, it's five minutes. My friend,

no, I'm afraid. It's all. It's all. It's all. So, so, so,

like, I just, like, I, you know, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, I've been,

to, but not, exanax, but, you know, alcohol, and coke, and,

, let's we know the time of the fall the winter and the year of the

year that's what's that I'm that I'm done my one of my my own of my own of

my own last my Max, Max Maxim my name and it's that he's

that's perfect perfect it's correct it's correct it's my my best you

it's my my own my own my my own but at the moment that

he was like he was well, and then you're like, I'm sorry, I'm

trying to I'm trying to but you don't know in the same situation that the first thing

when you're to be separated to live with someone who is exactly like you're exactly my marriage

and you and you I said a time you know, there's a there's there's a

there's a there's a man to yeah when you when you when you can't

you're you're still you're you're also the Xanax It was... It's...

No, but he also He's... No, but it's on It's not... It's not really... Yeah, so, so, so, so, so,

so, that, so, that, it's... It's like, I've heard the film of Mottley Crew, the party,

and non-stop the morning, or so-so, it was part... It's been two months and me. The ambulance had been at

at the same all the time, so it was, it was, it's not me, it's it, it's it, so,

so it's it, in the... But that's But that's You know, and you Not are But to be With someone

And to call an ambulance For someone At that's Even not As far Because you're Because you're

It's all the time So, So, It's sure The fact If you're If you're It's exactly

That's exactly That's like The first For the first For it, I've got I'm up I'm

I'm over It's a It's a Two time I'm It's like You're Like you

It's like You're Like in the Creme You know, When you don't feel, more you're you're doing more you're doing

it's like to get to find out of because you're saying, you're going to they're not going to be going to be

my job, they're going to get to be yeah, they're going to not, you know, my life,

no, my foot on the time to be that's a manned, right, so, and so, so,

so, so, it's, it's, it's, it's like, it's, after so,

it's like, it's, like, I was, well, I was just a , that's not important this story, that's, there's a, but there's nothing to be

that's impossible that's finished well, yeah, no, so, so, we're like, we're like a little chican, so when I'm demanaged,

there, I've got to only, but, you know, even, but, you know, he had, like, crissed out,

I, I'm, sure, to crissed out of this part that, I, I'm, I'm,

like, squatted a little a go, at the right, you know, and that's the first time that I've got been an itinerant, you know, because there, my father, my father, my father, he had

a lot of, I mentioned not enough, but you know, but you know, he's been very, you know, he had always been there, but at that, you know, but at that, you, it's like, because, you know, my father, before all this, he had, his shoes, he had had

all new, after that, the shoes gray, they had had started at all right to do that, so, so, like, money, he just like, they're just, like, for some their own, exactly, for that's

to be able to, exactly, exactly, exactly, there, I mean, I'm not, I'm not,

I'm not, I'm not, you know, a minute, he said, yeah, but me also, there also,

I, I'm my heart, so, so I, so I've had really, fear, to me

get to , it's neareran, but, you, finally, I've been a little a part,

it's not chick-ch-ch- but I'm a-o- and it, it's just the consumption, and I'm going to...

You'll wake up, because you were also that you had had a lot of prison that's coming to be, my... Yeah, I'm sorry.

Excuse me. Excuse me. I'm going to, I've done. I've done. You know, I've made some. It's like Xanax,

that's, it's not not, you know, not, not, it's not because it's it's not, because it's it's not,

because it's that's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not,

it's not, In the pandemic, you see that, in trying to tap up to get to get a pillul. Exactly. In that, after that, I've got to

a few, relationship toxic, again. I've got nothing to say to say there's no

to say there's a bit to say, and it's a lot of, and now, she'd have been

because I had too, had too made of Xanax. And then after that, for the

for I, I'm probably, I'm really, of We're not I've got to

I'm not exactly And then And then, we're We're shicaned a minute I know

I know I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna I'm gonna She's She, she She's

She's She's After that I'm at T. Martin in this time I'm over working

The police Arriff You'd don't know But it's Dereangch not to say That's

you're working at Tormarton Your name. Your name. It's a fair to have to be a joke. No, but, brief.

You're going to have to be to arrest. I'm going to have to be I'm not just a chef, but it's like, I'm not frapped, you know,

that's, I'm honest, and I'm sure say that, I've been to get to keep to these things,

I've been to get to all the people, because they're being up It's, you know, the vengeance or I don't... Whatever.

It's not... I'm sorry. I've been... I'm sorry. On the problem, on the people who are... Probably on the people who are... ...you can't consider also

of the victims, because, you know, I'm not too conscious of that. You know, a guy in consumption that pete the plon, you do you launch, some of the affairs. It's been so... Maybe it's been...

Yeah, maybe it's... Maybe... But the packet of charge that there, it's a joke, you know, it's a joke, you know, it's... It's... It's... You can't even.

You'd be to put in prevention, I'm trying to say. No, but, you know, I've precisely, Tymorton, because that's, it's a drool proof. Okay. When I'm afraid,

I get my uniform of Tymorton with my little casket, in this time that, I had the shoes, rose, and pettant, so,

so, so I'm over in prison, that's the boat to get to in the Vortem Mettin and the Murtune with the chfereau. Is that,

because I go to be in prison. Because there's not to be in danger that someone will tell to volle your life. No,

exactly. The transition on to that And so, brief, I'm there, and we're

called Tim Martin in Wings, it's a Randsu, my name. Make sense? Yeah. You've been

to have been two weeks, there's an option of the therapy. But, I'm in a time, like,

I'm a problem, but I'd not me to me just return, resort, sort, to return,

to return consummine. There, I was really deep, deep, deep, So, you're... Yeah, I'm a cro. Yeah, I'm gonna be able to

But the time And then, I'm gonna... My father, Rousseau me convinced. Because what's He made, the declick? If I passed in court,

but now, it's not... Vue, that's the SQ, I'm going to Palace, that with the chines like that, the chines on the feet,

where I was decalcy, then I'm behind the vitt. Then I'm in... That, that's, that it made

man. To have my my father, you know, I I'm, I'm, I'm, you know, you know, you've got to feel like to see, you know, to see,

but, you know, everything has with me, you, to see, to me see, to me see, to be, , you know,

to be, to be able, to, you, see, it's, a little bit of, there's, and then,

he'd, there, I mean, I've known a good therapy. It's the therapy of L'Envolay at Grimby in this corner. Yeah, it's close of Gainbe. So, I guess, I've got to go ahead. And, you know, even when I've been, it was like, it was more for me remit on foot.

I had not the intention to change the life. You'd have to stop me, but not to be able. and it's just it's just for me to remit in form and you

you're not there with the mind dingh of... No, because what's

you know, you know, to say, at each therapy you, your, your,

your, your , your end of your first, your

first, you're plenty of quality, you know, there's plenty of power, when you

when you're to get to cuted to so, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, so, , between the two, you know,

but, you know, and it's something that's something that's something that's, when they're used to, when they're doing, I know, I said, you know,

I'm asking, but okay, but why, why the 12th has been, not the 11th and he said, because that,

I'm done, because there, because, I've made, for so over my mother, for a blonde, for my

mom, for my mom, for my mom, for that much, for you know, for you know, when it's incarcerated, it's difficult,

because, You know, it's carcerell, so you go, you can't do, you know, I'm doing to do, but you have not the choice to be there, you know, this therapy that, let's turn, if I'd be Chris Monkhan, I'd have risen

my camp, you know, because but you can't, you know, you're going to be on the door, and say, I'm in there, so, the therapy, it's kind of being passed, but, you know, some of the things I had

had already seen, and, you know, it's like, but, you know, I guess I'm asking, is it, because, you know, the charges are are coming for the affair, but if you're in carcerable, because you're prevenous, or it's just that when it's a time when it comes to process, you know, it's...

Yeah, it's like prevenous, it's like... So, you're invited in terms of therapy, and not as as a prisonier. Exactly. It's not a... Perfect. It's just, oh, you know, to have passed your chiff in prevenue, you're going to process in therapy, in attend to process.

Exactly. Okay, perfect. I'd just, be clear. Okay. Yeah, no, that's it. So, like, now, I'm doing this. And, you know, I've done to do the therapy,

and as soon as I've had my sort of end of the semester, I'm... Automatic. You know, but... Not drug, because there's these pistettes,

if you can see, but the bouttee, all the end of the day, like, I'm doing it, so, you know, yes, I'm doing, but, you're,

you're doing, I have to the intention? Just as... Oh, I'm not. I was I'd put in, I'd sort of, well,

I'd sort of, the therapy, not the therapy, in the time, and there's then I'm to put in a

second of a week, because that's been to have been able than the they'd be more than the

they're, and they're getting, so I'm sure, so I'm playing, so I'm,

so I've got, a month and a minute of plus, I'm not not, I'm not sure, I'm not,

after that, and it's, it's, it's, it's, because, it's, it's,

It's a view of the privilege, but if you prove that you're making of the confidence. I'd have been a good. I mean, I'd say, but I'd say, no, I'd want to, because I'd finish that. Okay, but there's a little declke of conscience a little. Yeah, you know, just when I'd rather be pogned, I'd, I'd continue, but when I'd say to put it'd be... But as well, we said, Tantot, the confidence? Yeah.

Yeah. First, a week of a second, so, you'd have, you'd have, you'd have, what, you're , you'd have finished, and then, you'd have to be able to, you'd, you'd say, you're, so much, you'd, So, I mean, he'd get into and he'd just go and they're going to get

at the time, but when I let me say to get to be in it, I'm afraid, I'm going,

I'm, maybe, I'm, I'm, I'm, that's a therapy, that's a

short of therapy, end 2022, and, and, and, the

so-mame I'm in talking to be and, directly, directly, directly, directly,

I'm, because, say, I'd say, I'd, just, I'm just like I said, I'd say, I'd have to be able to have

already, you know, the truth, you know, the reality when you're sort of therapy. Oh, but it's not a flash, I'm just to say, you know, you're the mentality of, hey, I'm going to perhaps to, I'd have to be able to stop, you're trying to, and that's just, you know, the reality when you're to start of therapy, you know, you're going to be, you know, to be that you're being, you're, to be your family, you know,

to be your family, proge of you. But you don't, you're not that you're returned with the world. But who's... It's a few months when you're in therapy, you don't have not an job. You can't...

You can't you can't start to work while you're in doing to be... You can't be that with your job at Thamorton

and your consumption, you've not to make a good packet to be... I haven't a son.

But no. Even with the other job... You're just you're working at the time in the life you have even not a way

to economize even with the money, I'm with the money, I'm... I'm... I... Zero.

I had never It's a bit Lulgold, direct. Direct, direct. So, no, it's so, when you start to therapy, you have nothing,

you know, the affair, it's not that, not that my father would be not to be able to ask, my father,

so, and it's, it's, it's a address for that when you start to therapy, I,

you're the little crosser, there, a month before, before you out, I'm

I'm afraid and then you know, you're a little girl I'm trying to see, I'm trying to

plan if my departure, you know, I'm too I'm after, but I'm

not done to say, I'm at the same, I'm like, I've got much it's,

so it's like I had been but it it's clear that it would not work

with that after after a month, I'm there's in the in the

in the in the So, again Again one Again one So, so, So,

So, So, so, the, I'm, I'm to start, I'll

start, I'm even, not three weeks after I'm out, and then, it's all,

there, it's a lot, you know, it's, you know, there's a minute,

you're no, there, there, there, but, you know, it's

it's, you're, you're, I'm, I'm, I'm, I've seen, ,

you, you've sent You know, you know, a couple of times that you have little declines, but the hope, I don't know, but you know, it's not, you know, at that's not, you know, it's not five years, I'm in there.

But it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, in fact, what, you're doing, it, and, you know, and I do it, you know, because, like I said, you're in, there, you know, can't be 12, you know, but each therapy, even if they've not functioned,

you've, you're, can't do any to have certain tools that you, you know, but, you know, So, you know, so you accumulate these utilities, fuck out, or at a few weeks,

a few hours, and then, exactly, but the game is when you're going to sort of therapy, you know, but I'm

I'm saying, I'm talking to the human, and I'm talking to devalorize, you know, I, I've tried two

it's not because I'm made for this life, you know, you're saying, you've been by the face,

you'd make your proper baton in the roo, in the rube, so, so you're I imagine with the envy to say, well, I'm going to move.

It's so, no, but, you know, at this moment that, my mentality, it was like, there'd be nothing to do. I'm going to do, you know, you know, I'm still there. It's still, it's, it's, it's a few years that I'm back

against that, and that, you, I see, I'm not, you know, I'm at the bottom, you know, and, you're at least, I'm not, I'm sorry, I'm asking a question

Is, is that you get a point a minute or what's you know, I want to be able to

be a minute, is something that is something there's a there's a there a there's a there a bit

that we but, but, yeah, it's because I'm, I've been quite

I've been, my first of Vordos I've made that I've made that I'd just that

I'd just that the mal in there, I'd just that it I don't, you know, but I wanted to

my my parents, you know, my children, it's my father had been, the gross

reason, why I'm because, you know, because, you said, you know, you said,

you said, you said, you thought, you'd think you would be , but it's

so, in the fact, you're still, you're still, you know, I'm

that you're to be at all right, you're trying, I, I'll get, I,

I, Not, for more, for example. I gel, I gel this, I gel all, you know, I gel all, you know, I've not been talking to the culpability with my children, you know. But it's a push of the most that, man, you know, I, you know, I was really not bad to look to look, and I'm really...

Because you've been a good father, almost five years of the life, you know, today, I'm, I'm a very good father. And so, there's person who can't move that. And you merit to tell if it's the case and it's it's good

to accept that you've been not been totally. I'm not I'm not not quite a bad part

that you know, like I said as I'm not it's been better that I'm not my

absolutely that's not yeah you're better to be an person than

that's that's but that's so you at the image that my children, they're not

too magnetic. That's that, you know, the culpability, there's a good, culpability there's there's a lot of you know, there's a number of

times, you know, I, you know, I, I'd, I'd be an ex-alax and, and that,

before to me and I'd be able to be able to, there, there, there, there's a bout

that it's that all the night, and I'm , and I'm I'm like, I'm like, I'm trying to live. I'm on a lot of time, like. Yeah, but, you know, like, I'm in

in crying, like, to mourn, but that's, it's sure, it's the drug that because... Yeah, because, in the time, if you want, you, say, let's on, say, you're in saying, I'm going to be to be able to, you, you'll never be able to, you, you'll never, will not, but you'll do it,

but you'll do it, but you'll be in a while, but you're in fact, it's simple. Hello, help me, it's these appell at light to be. I want to be I'm going, I'm

I'm not I'm not being, you know, I'm not and I'm, you know, I'm going to, we're at two hours, no, no, no,

it's not, it's my job a little, and the reason by the case I'm not because I think, I think it's important

to what you talk, but we're, we're at to descend from and we, we, you know, there,

there, But, no, no, Chris, at every time, we're going to get to get a little, you're doing just to recal more,

there's where the element, the element that's like that's in front to me, and you're today,

a boxer professional and a bad, the other thing, the element, it's, you know, like I said,

when I was doing, when I, I, I've been, I've, I've, I've,

I'm, it's, it's, it's, it's, you know, when I, when I,

when I, I, I, I, I don't know. For me, I I can't explain what

I'm going to I can't explain what I'm you know, you know, I'm trying today, it's not,

it's not because I'm, you know, I'm the where I have these examples in

my life where I have no I'm not, you know, why? You know, why that

this time that it had been and it's, the other times it's not not

not because but I know how I'm in and then I'm trying to it's like

it's like it's like I'm sorry and then and then this day but I'm

that's for the drug I'm but I'm but let's the day that I

did that okay it's finished this day yeah you've

you've you've been of the date yeah yeah well

about the 15 May, let's let's turn. 2020, yeah. So, okay, wait a

attention, it's, excuse, we're going to see the date, we're at, we're going to May,

2003. So, it's, so it's, it's, it's, but, you know,

it's like, it's like, I said, I'm not to, let's, let's, but,

you had a click in my head. It's this click that, it's so the important.

It's what that's that made that's that's not, let's from the

day that I'm going to change day, it's this declick that that that I

can't explain what I'm that I'm up to that I went to the

co. It's it's a time, it's a time, and I'm still

and I'm still, and I But at from this moment that, you know, it's not

the therapy, it's not the prison, this moment that, but, you know, I think,

you know, I think it's a , you know, it's a bit of element, you know, I mean, I think the

first, the first show, the first therapy, and the Racheb, and the, you know,

I think that this declick that, I think, it's a point culminant of this parkour,

you know, I think not that you'd probably not have been you'd have been maybe certain tools that we've done maybe we're doing maybe, maybe

it's sure the tools I've had it's always, it's, it's it's, it's it's, but I can't explain why

this night that, contrary to the other the day, where you've made some overdose or that that there's

that there had been that, there's like, it's like, I'm at the end of the ruleau, I'm at the

rollo, you know, I'd approach at 30, you know, 20-8-time, I'm at the end up the wheel-p, and I'd see, I see, I see, I see, I'm contradicting a lot, but it's like,

you know, you're always a little lures of of hope, even if, in my head, I'm more, but, you know, I'm, you know, I'm

, you know, I'm just, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, you're, you're, you know, you're, you're, you're, you're , you're not, you're by you're contradicted, in the sense you

say, Chris, I wanted to mourn, but no, I wanted to move, and I didn't, but I wanted to... But it's exactly the servo of someone who at a second, you're ready, I'm ready, I'm going to crevary, the day of your day, I'm still in life, but in

time I'm content to be in life, I'm going to start, and in time, Chris, perhaps I'm going to end up shortire, an accro to be deranged, you know, so I don't, you know, I'm not, you know,

it's not the bullshit that you're talking, it's what you know, in the moment, just, how I'm feeling, at this moment,

that, it's so, it's so, and, it's so, and, so, and,

so, so, after this moment there, there, there, there, and,

you, you, a little before that, I've had met with my form that I'm

with who you in this moment, who, we don't, we don't, we, but it's a

a few that you've ever and that's a while not necessarily simulant but it's also a few

a few people who's living 24 hour at the so, so you've had had some of the

problem with because during your time you had been that's that's a day of

that it seems to have been too a bagger and a partof it would

it's a very good that's that's that's what we it's so that we're so that we're

you're able to you know, we're going to be on the example. You know, the female, she's going to be the that's all right when we're

when we're we're talking about, we were, we were two dechelle, I'll say straight like that, but, you know,

I'm going to you, you're in accord with that we're doing, we do make a big sign of the head of

yes, so, then we're, not sign up to rush, you, you're, is quite

in accord on, With the term, we're two good-de-chairs. No, we're two gross consummator. We were in the same place

in our life, you know, in the same relationship than the other and that's, that's your friend,

and you're... Yeah, but it was not toxic. No, I don't know, I know, I know

you're just call to you in a same, you know, you're, you're, you're,

you're, so, you're, at the end, we, we're, we tripe we chile,

and it, and it's, But why it was not toxic? I don't know why it's not toxic, you know, it's like... It's like if we're destined to... It's like we're doing

that we were destined to to be able to, and the time passed, plus that I mean, because it's not other things than that, because it's... You know, the declique

that I'm talking, you know, if I think of that in the same time, When I When I met When I said, we're talking about, we're saying, we were the two Bad in our life,

but I don't know why I'm It'd be the good To be a good person, to be a person, and to be, to, I'm in a sort, I don't know why

that's all right? Well, I'm, okay, I'm not a piece, and all that, But, you know, what you say, I'm saying, of what I'm saying,

to what I'm saying, to the first that's the first time that you're in love, you live you live with love, because, you know, when you're talking when you're in,

you know, you know, at 10, years, you know, to get, you know, is, is what I mean, or is young, you're not,

you're not, an habit of, you know, I've got an idea of, you, you know, so, so,

so, so, I, , you know, I could say, I could say, all, I'd say, I'd say,

and she'd because, that'd, it was, it's, it's, it's, it's,

All of what she lived also, you know, and when you have had this famous declick, you know

about, I imagine? Yeah. Is it that created at she a click also? But what's

what's what's what's that's a little a little to be at a

cause that, she was probably, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's sure,

but, you know, I, I've stayed, you, it, it,

it, it's, it's, it, it, I don't know if it's it's just I don't know if it's whatever, but she's

she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, that's, that we've started to build, and, you know, to see, to, see, to, see, to, see, so, that, it's, you, see, so, it's, a, something, something important in, in my, in my,

in my retabisman that has made, you know, you know, like you know, it's easy

to stop but you know, that's that's aft, and that's put, it's put,

it's it's to continue, and it's because of return in the same corner,

in the same apartment and with the same chum, yeah, you're going to be the

same place, even if you have the major intentions to the world, it's the

same the same, and the If you're going to be the Chimely there, and he's always brought a train to you're in the same place. Exactly.

There you can't be an appointment different. You're just like a person that's sensibly not toxic and there you have the same aspirations,

it's to say, it's an important that's a that's a time that's a point that's not it's very important that's been

it's a bit too that's not it's not a baguette magic. No, it's so, because we're

we're cait but one one who's one who's You know, the relive, you know, in the environment, you know, the toxicomone, that's the per day that you can't have. Two toxicomone, ensemble, that's the worst idea that you can do. You know, when I was in therapy, we said,

we magazine not a chorn-neux in a cora-scrap. A beautiful... It's not a beautiful friend, but in the sense, I like the image. Yeah, no, it's true, it's very true, Why it's going to work between the real

I don't I don't I don't why I'm not quite I'm not I'm not that's a

part of that all and the the days pass because it's a day a day

we're we're we're today and and, you know, the box when

in your life? It's that that is that that's that that

you're I'm there's I'm there it's for you it's

that's five that I'm box, I'm okay. Okay. Okay. Okay.

Today, you know, I don't know if you gain your life with the box, today?

Yeah, at this moment. Yeah. You know, it's a , you know, yeah, you know,

when I live in Montreal, okay, I was able to 15 minutes of a gym. If I had been

two times my train, it's, it's, it's good, you know, it'd be glorious,

no, no, no, in the , she came to Drummondville. When we had started to

be in front of Drummondville. There's a gym at Drummondville. And the beau-frere, to my blonde, he's

and he's first soup of family, let's say, hey, I'm okay, okay, yeah,

if you want, then, then, come to come to come to gym, come to come, oh,

I, I can do you do this, I'm at Drummondville, then I'm consume I, I'm just,

I'm pretty, so I'm, okay, to go to the gym, so I've got to go to gym, this day that, it's been two years and a

year and then I've never to be in a time that. There's not a day that I've been a day that you're

to put my my gym after five and it you know, you know, I've made, you know,

you're talking top boxer, I imagine when you're there's a minute, I've done, I'm a

minute, but now it's five I'm, I'm a pack of a minute per year I see, I've scraped the

health of five years, I'm going to I'm in a time, but I'm made torches by the debitants.

But, you know, I'm very I'm intone to be intraned at all the days, tak, tack, tack,

I've done, I've done made a other combator to me let's have two, three, I'm

28 I'm like I'm like if I'm if I'm if I'm if I'm like I'm

like I'm in a moment of so I'm let's go we go, we're going to it's one of my

life since I know to give to I'm like to do it's like it's like

it's like we're we're going what it it will see what it will do and

I'm at a month a one year, one year, between the first when I returned in the gym,

one after, day for the day, like, I've done my first time. And then, I've done my I'm a professional,

and I'm not, so you box, you're in, you imagine? Yeah, I'm trying to your life. Yeah,

I'm trying the young, especially, it's, it's really, the, you know, like,

box, and he's at four combat now, at eight eight a year,

and that, that's the most good gift that's the thing, you know, to have

to be to eat for a yon, no, that's a man, I'm gonna say,

I'm sorry, I'm not for what, but, you know, each, I can, when,

each I'm , that's good, it's good, it's good, it's perfect, it's perfect. No,

but I'm I don't know. For her, I mean, it's the most beautiful thing, you know, it's a

recompense of all the efforts that I've done, you know, to be present for my feet, and

you're to get to Dramon, your ex does not be in the place, yeah,

in Montreal. Yeah, Montreal. You have a relation, you seem to have a good relation

with your kids, I imagine now, you know, do you can't a proper

relation with your ex, for the It's for the It's It's not It's not It's not

The same It's not The same It's not Yeah, It's It's sure That's sure

That's You know, you know, it's sure it's It's been It's It's

It's It's And, Oh, God, Thank you She's Yeah,

I'm You've I've got A I'm I've it's that the fact that's TAUSE, it's because, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's for his

children that you're talking about, you know, but for the kids, but, you know, they're She said, she'll She said, she'll have said, and maybe it's going to help to help

to get a way to how I'm to know, but all, you know, but you see,

you know, it's, you know, that you want to be just, no, no,

no, you, you focus a guy intense, so, so, you're in

box, so, you're in business, you're the point, the way possible,

the, being, the, it, debut 30s. Yeah, but, you know, I don't know that like that,

you know, I see that... You know what going to be a seat at a seat at a not, it's not

I'm not I'm going to a stature, it's just, you know, when I'm back, you know, when

I'm back, you say, it's easy to stop to stop to continue, I'm, it's so

that I'm that I'm that I'm that's where I'm that's just, is that, you know, I'm going

in the future, right? you're recast the because it's the first time that's the first time that's the

first you know, is you think, is that, you know, and you know, and you're that's a something that's

something that's because of the life, you can't have to be able to get your parents, you can't

you can't you know, you know, you know, I'm, you don't know, I'm, you know,

I'm concerned, you know, is that you do you feel as quite and conscious of course, today,

to be able to be able to franchise some of future? Yeah, but, you know, it's

my happened, okay, my first combat professional he was canceled because I

had been because I had been a coat a month before. So, it's

been too. It's been, and that it had to be to be to my

hand. Your hand It's been very there. I'm,

I'm not reshute, you but It's been really tough because I

couldn't even not... The envy was there I'm trying to I'm even more I'm not

the only I'm not the idea of this dulae not the not the problem,

but the of the cause to have had had been of the substance Okay, the life

would not that I see, you know, it's like I can return in my pattern

to broye to broye to know, but I'm not made. And,

We'd say, each little deprive like that, it's true. But, you know, what's the

thing, you're talking, you know, when I was going to be back, because I'm not boxed

just to 60 years, you know, that I'm that's sure that's sure that's true, you know,

you can't continue to train, you know, I mean, I'm trying as well, I'm

quite, like, it's sure you're not to be able to be 40 hours a minute,

but, I know, when I'm when I'm when I'm my retreat, it's going to be to be a tonne

progest of to be in maybe to have my own private gym, I'd like that get to train the

young, you know, maybe to have a project with the young and all, that's really

really important for me because it's that that that's that me had always when I

box, it's not, when I box not, it's not, you know, when you know, when

when you say, when you know, when you know, when you know, when you know, save DeVy I'm

I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm trying to I'm trying to I'm a I'm not I'm not

I'm not I'm not one of the one of the one of the one of the time a year or

a week no, it's sure but I know because with the box we're doing

plus that's the box save life it's it comes to

something in the in the you when you when you when you when you're

a real boxer it's like that It's like... Well, these objectives, it's over

a lot of a life. It's a lot of... You know, you know, it's just to, you know, I said, you know,

I said, you have to get to get to to get a to get a to be a professional, you could be

a shoe, it would be the same, you know, in the sense, you know, it's just that you're the

box, and, you, you know, it's so, it's so, it's, you you have some you,

you have, you're, you're, You have these good tools and in this moment you have these

some reason to be on track. But, you know, it's it's easy when it

is easy. And you see that, and I'm saying, I mean, you know, I'm,

you know, it's, you know, I mean, in the sense that's easy when it's easy,

it's when it's when it's when you know, just the fact that you know, but you know,

in the time you've used that, yeah, is, is that the result had been

the even if she had not been there, you know, probably but it's perfect. But it's not that you're repose her. You know, is, is that far? It's sure. It's sure.

And for me, and for her, it's the same thing. It's sure that, you know, our moments of febless, when it's one, the other, he's there. It would not be there. Yeah, it's sure, it's,

it would have been able to, and I, and I don't know, I know, I know, I know, but, you know, but, you know, that's the same week that you'd cast a code, it would have to,

it's, it's, It's sure. But, me, the fashion that I see that, it's, God,

he has put this person that in my way to for these reasons that. It's like

that I'm that's like that you, the way, it's, it's to make confidence to God,

it's, it's to make a many times, clearly, crueying, practic you, you,

you know, you go to, you go to to the church, you, you're, that's a religious regular, if I can

say that like that, or just the fact of to cry to pray to your way, it's enough

to be in the way. I pray, I'm at the church also. You know, I'm not Catholic

you, religion, I'm a bit of the misery. I'm a misery, like, oh,

you do you do that, if you go, in an affair, you do do a paradise, that I'm not

for that, but it's my relation with God, I think Jesus you also. You, you bring what

you do do you do you're in and you it's not, you're not you'll let's on

you'll do you get to do I'm, you accept God, I accept Jesus in my

heart and I let the life me guide to that like that if if I

if I'm to go to go to the I'm to go to I'm not just

I'm not not all the verse of the Bible and I'm not the Bible

at all the day but you see, but you see your spirituality at your

times sometimes I'm I'm there's I'm read the I'm

I'm pray, you know, but is is a Christian a cact

a Catholic no correct it's not it's not, I think

I'm I'm I'm it's a question at the curiosity person

to see what's what it's what it's what you

And, you know, I don't know the aspects religious, but, you know, she'll, she'll, she'll, she'll, she'll, she's, she's She's, like, no, fuck out, fuck out. But, you know, she, but she, she'll respect there and then, and who, you know, she doesn't get to go. She said that, but, you know, a job, it's a bit, but, you know, not Jesus, but God. But in the sense that, so, you know,

so, you know, she and she has said, Chris, me up with that, you, Chris, that way with her. Sometimes they say, Farntale, I'd say with your God. And you know, but you know, it's like, you know, it's like, if God's like I'm saying, you know, I'm saying. Yeah, I, I'm saying. But when I see that year, I'm sorry,

I'm going to pray for you, and... It's very correct, so. It's been correct. And it's, perhaps that man, we'll discover the buddispy. No, but you can't force someone, you know. The only thing you can do you pray for the person, and I pray for her

at all the night Well, it's perfect That's, if it exists Christ, at least, they're going to be made made

for her. I don't know but if there's someone who goate you You know, I'll pray I'll pray.

You know, I'll pray. You know, it's like, like I said a time I, you know,

I've not chosen, you know, I've not seen, I've been oh, it's it's,

the, the, the, the, things that were arrived, that I I've been out of

I'm in out of, I don't you know, you know, I'm not there's exactly,

I'm not, I'm not not quite that's something more than it's you know, but you're

not at all the gym, and I'm , you know, I'm talking if it's on, you know,

that's so, you're not, you're not in trying to I, think, I'm, that's,

it's true, it's, it's not, you know, I, there's, I, in the

way, and maybe a day I'm going to it's like, she, she'd be able to the street another time,

there's a car, and I'm sorry, and it's a lot of, it's a question, the guy,

he has a speaker, I'm going to hear a three of the way, it's like, it's like, I'm,

it's like, not like, I'm not trying to , make a speaker in the ear while I'm on the

door, you know, you're doing, and you're doing, but I'm going to the opportunity, so,

so I'm not to be able to and I'm not said to farm a yule, but he's a lot, but he's tap his scenario all the long, and I'm not shioling to that. I'm a guy for

the liberty of expression. You have the right to exprimed on your your own. It's, it's me feel like, if I'm not at

the church, because I'm not to say, but, you know, but, like, I'm a guy for the liberty of expression,

it's just that it can't make that I'm more than two, the, the, the, the, the, the,

the, the, the, the, after I'd say, that I've had to have I'm not attended, I'm just, you know, I'm sure. I'm sure.

I'm sure. I'm in Toronto, and, you know, there's like the little squirrel down there, it's like, like, you know, in New York, where there's all the big buildings,

and there's, you know, there's people with speakers. Yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, like Times Square. Yeah, yeah, we're, like, Times Square, and, yeah,

but, no, but at Toronto, I know, but I'm at Toronto, I know, yeah, you know, you, you know, you, you see, it's, you say, it's, Is it, is it not, you know,

I'm trying to I'm in the same thing, I'm in the same situation, and there was a gang of the time of the

people, but he'd just there, there were, but he gossed the world, if they'd goce,

they'd be, hey, it's correct, you know, it's not bad, that I'm playing the micra with

a ho-parloire, you know, that's a podcast, you know, I mean, you know, I think, I, I think,

I, I, I think, I, I'm not, you know, you're just that And sometimes you're like, man, you're you're crying in his eyes, you know,

don't want to be to be, to be to be, to be to be able to hear, you know, to be able to be the way,

I'm doing that, that's, that's, because, me, what's, what's, what's,

I've pushed someone who, you know, who's, you've seen, he had felt, he was,

he was, he was, he was a prete, or, he was, he was, he was,

so, in peace with him, so he's soren that's the he'd say,

oh, I'm, I'm going to be like this guy that in the moment, I'm not

in the way, but I'm like it but I'm like that, I'm and I'm

and I like, I'm to talk that, for me, for me, it's not,

for me, it's all for me, because, for me, I'm not because, because it's

that's a lot and that's added, and that's that had been, that you have of the problems of criminality

or consumption or fuck out there's people and it's correct but I'm not in the extremist and in the rentrage in the guy I'm like that

that's like God, that's that you cross to basketball it's your religion and you know I'm just hey

if you say you're just you know let's go man fons there in and you know it's that boxer professionalists

If we're suites, you know, I'm trying to do with, I've done, I've been torned in a lot of time, I see, but what's what, let's say, the career of boxer, there's, there's, there's, there's, there's, well, I just, I just, I just, I just, I just, I just, I'm doing, in fact, so, in a minute, so, so, so, so, we're, so, yeah, the first, May, so, so, yeah, a week, so, you, so, you're, so many times, so, and, you're , my, five-combo pro? Yeah, five-combo pro.

Yeah, it's, what, your, it's, three, victory, two, three, three, three, victory, two defeats. Good? How many of knockout? You're you knockout? A knockout? Zero defete by knockout.

Zero defeat by knockout. No. You're a win knockout. I'm not too. Chris, you're not doing to do you know, I think it's a lot of

solid for to knock. And have you still a next combat that is preview? But for the instance,

I'm in vacants, if we're in a week, that's after a week. Yeah, a week of vacancy, before we're going to

to start to say that, but maybe at the end at the end, at the end of the end, there's going to be over to call.

Okay. But there's, there's, there's, so, so we're going to tell you, so we're

to get to in the, you're in contact with Catherine, so you want to that, description

YouTube, all the links of your want to be there, if the people want to

be able to see, if the people, Alex, pretty sad boy, They're wrong.

He has chosen his name. No, but that's... I want to say. It's a name Pretty Sad Boy, you know, the man...

For the people who have been the English, it's a... Bo Bonham Tress, if we can say, that's even a little... Traduction.

My story, it's just, it's, I'm just, I'm a lot of a sad boy. Today, I'm not a sad boy to do, you know,

I'm very very happy in this moment, today, but it's just... It's a part of me, you know, and it's

And then And the Pretty, it's because you're a little Yeah, a little.

Yeah, a little. It's her who's she's the end of the end up. It's

it's a long time. It's before that I'll start to start, but it's when I'm

in the ring, it's all what I just to say that's just that I'm just, I'm not,

I'm not, I'd not, I'm not the championship of the world, you know, what's

what's what me drive, it's It's all that that's all that that's to get the ring and to

to me battle, so that's for that it's all right. You know, Alex, honestly,

you, it's a, it's a, it's a, you know, of auto-destruction that you have to

talked, and, you know, I'm content that you were coming to, one,

by the fact that, you, you, you, you're even find in your passion, all that.

There's a lot who's there's a because you're talking about on the radio. I'm talking

for the reason. It's why I want to get to be here to see, because there's a lot of

people who are people who are people who are people who are I'm like, I'm just I'm really I'm really

that they're that they're who they're if I'm if I'm if I'm if I'm it's possible

it's it's hard it's hard I'm at I'm bad very, very bad and my

hope, my hope to me re-relevant, he's at 0.1 but I'm at, it's not impossible. Is that

to be an example? Maybe there's having some that's written to say, to get, to get, to say,

to say, I'm in getting to at what I'm at the point I'm at deceiving to, you know, and you say,

you said, you're coming here, you know, the 10 and dezen and the 10s of people

will be able to listen this podcast that's a yeah, but you're in two years the world

he's going to my career dropy because she's a boxer professional that's made also that to talk

to say, hey, I'm I'm talking, I'm talking I'm a objective, I'm

I'm talking, I'm talking, I'm talking, I'm talking, I'm talking, I'm talking, because I'm talking

to more because I'm me say, Chris, if I'm if I'm talking to I've been

to pass for a a time, and I'm not something that I appreciate to have been to be able to be able to see.

I'm a question of a push of course. It's a time. In aid to be doing it, you know,

if I'm to say to me to say, it's, you know, even with my farm, you know, sometimes it's

me when I know, when I know, when I'm mean, it's like, it's, you know, it's gratifying

also, and it's, it's gratifying also, and it, it's, it does a lot of of force

to help, and there's a word that's you said, I'm like with my family, but there's a

bit of a man, I'm sure you think that does it do you're doing part of the project?

Yeah, well, she, she, she, she, she has had the bag. She's not

her, she's a point, okay, but there a little demand that's made

a, very cool. It's my future farm, but it's just, I'm all

time my because that, I'm We're the word Mablon, it's too Fable for, you know, to describe my relationship

with that. I don't know. I'm sorry. I said, there's a lot. I said, I mean, it's me cut me chequeer to be my wife. You're not going to

have been to be able to this. No, but it's a blanche. For the marriage, it'd say that I five, six, but it's a cost of marriage.

No, it's just that we're just that we're that we're just that the day after the marriage, there will there will be different No, no, no, but I'm I'm saying that because I, I know

someone, you know, who, you know, who's, you know, and it's, you know, it's a, you know, people who are people who are, you know, there's a new person in his life, and he's touch not, just to be married, you know, so, they've, they're married, because for us other, it's important.

But it's, it would, it's difficult because, let's, let's, let's there's not, there there, there's, there, okay, we go, I'm going to, together because we're married. No, no, I'm not, I'm not sure because if it's

arrived, there's people I know, who have met, and who's declarated after, and they have the two took the decision to, just to marry. So, you know, it's just, it's a, curiosity in time. I live in the page.

Like, hey, no, but, like I said, you bring what you do do you put up for to go to work with bablone, it, it's not me don't know, I'm not

to be, you know, I'm, you know, we plan if we're, it's a day, that's a day I'll be in the day I'm not, No, no, but in a way, you know, I don't know if you're going to do.

You know, if you go to go to your family, you know, I'm going to do. I mean, you know, I mean, you know, I'm saying, you know, I'm saying, I was just curious, because you mentioned, you, you said this moment, I said, I'm saying, it's, perhaps it's the case, and you're not, you know, there's a lot of people who are not doing my bag, so. But, no, but it's just the, the, the, the, I mean, I said to what, and we'd say my my brain

my soul will get glitched no, the time the time is important in the first it's the relationship

that's not in the sense you know, you're not you're not, you know, you're not, you're not to have to have

the health for the fact when you're it's not, it's not important we're we're not, I think

it's the fact that it's the fact that you're going to have that you want to let me no, no,

I'm sure, So, I'm sure. Well, Alex, sincerely, thank you because it's a parkour

that I think, I think, I think, I'm sure and the proof a bit, you know, like,

the moment they go in therapy for save the time, we know, in your case,

is, is that the prison would be sure, is that are not sure, is that

are in the market, no, but yes, in the sense they've done to get to do

to get to the end, you, it's like, on the a coup, after,

I'm not not all the whole of the time I'm trying to get to all the newt it's true,

it's sure that the coff he sov the coff, it's not a lot of and it's it's a

way, it's right, it's right, I'm there, I'm probably to use it. Like if you have a

course, even if you try not there, you're there, you're there, you know, at the

connections, you know, and, you know, and also, you, I've done, you,

I'm, you, know, you know, you... Yeah, it's true. Okay, you know, I'm... You know, I'm... You're... I'm not...

You're not, you know, but when you're... Yeah, but you're doing... Yeah, you're doing my tour... You partage, too, in my team, also. Yeah, I've just shared. It's... So, so...

No, but I think it's... Yeah, but... You know, honestly, I think, honestly, I... You know, I think so cool, the layer that you're a boxer professional, and that's... You know, because you're a certain notoriety, and I think it's...

I think it's still more more more inspiring, but honestly, even if you're not a boxer professional it's inspiring, like, I'm a layer of plus, but it's not an obligation. I'm sorry to this title to put up

to pass a message, you know, like, you know, as you've been a boxer professional, we're saying that the people they're putting more to serious or whatever. But, you know, I just that you know that your

part of your course, even if it would be the case. I'd be very, really for that. You can't push the microphone. Thank you, Menn.

And, and in plus, I know you know, you know, you know, you know, I'm sure,

I'm trying to talk about the conversation, you know, I think the last you were written, you're because I

heard of your episode, and you're like, you know, if you've you've got, you've got to be new

and then sometimes, we'll do you know, you've done the last week, and we're

doing, and we're talking, so the timing has been excellent, thank, thank you, It's like I said, after a combo, I'm all the time,

like, down the gratitude. And it's, like, the meyer moment of, to talk to that, you know. Yeah, I'm not that two years before pezze, you're having to be a mere person at jazze. You know, to, you know, I'm in the gratitude. So, like, I go, I'll write, you, you know, I'll do it, bang, and Wednesday,

and I'm like, it's cool. The timing is perfect. Thanks, I'll have responded, you, you, well, I, honestly, if, you're, if, did you, you see, have you seen the comments? No. You know, it's a brag, but, you know, the extracts, it's the millions of visionment

on all the platforms, the commenter, so, but the people who are the time to mackere directly, I think not mal, sometimes, I'm not quite, I'm not sure, but I think,

at 98% I respond not a lot of all the world who me write directly. Is that I'm a little like, it's a post, you know, because at a minute, I, I'd, I'd, I'd pass my journey on my telephone,

but for me, it's important to respond, to respond to people. Thank, well, Thank you, you. You're a partour and is it

different in the sense that's, well, not different, but what I think I'm beautiful of your story,

you've lived you've lived some of the thing, but it's just the not minimized what we

because you you're perhaps you're perhaps you're perhaps you're probably it's not hot, but it's not

no more Chris but for I'm, it's important, that, just to say, it's important as the young

live, it's not, yes, it's more grave in the sense, but it's a bit, these little gestures, the little

affairs, can't be able to get, but there's there are some , there are, there are, there's a lot

and there's, and there's that way, so that's important. But the, so that's important, there's not what what you

have been, it's not, it's the the speed that you can't count out that what's

you're doing that's a thing that's a lot of you know the same that's not they're doing

to be in 50 years they're not even they're not quite I've got to be 22,

23 it's had started and I started to get to I'm there, you know,

and I have done my way I've done for the time that but you

if I had attended at 50 before to I'd

should be not who have been seated at your place, and they've passed by plenty of chamin, and they, he's never even what you,

you know, like you said, you know, that's been in, you know, that's been in fact, that's been in, but there's been

, they realize with the psychotherapy of tabarnack? Okay, okay, I'm a con. You know, never too time for demand

to help, never too time for, to put a plaint, never too time for, to resize, to go to

to go, to try, for, never, never, never, too, ,

It's also It's hard By the It's not You have to be You have to be You know, there's a

There's a lot of I'm not I'm doing It's been It's been It's been But I think You've got

That's not In the facility And I I think It's happened When you You're When you're

You're It's Because it It's It's past It's past It's My transition

To do that To be Boxer Professional And I I think it's like it's easy, but it's a

background of box You know, you're not, if you'd ever boxed, you'd be able to be boxer professional today,

I'm sorry, I'm sorry to do this, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's, more than six

more, I mean, it's, I mean, every first therapy, the work, yeah, I'm,

yeah, I, I, I'm, there, I said, they've done, and I've done with one, and it's been

and it's there's been and there have changed to, there's changed, after, I mean, it's not important.

It's not important. What's what you're going to be the chance that it's going to do. If you're saying, if you don't even the chance to tell you, to let's the other take and ask, then it'll be, it'll just not. Exactly.

On that, I hope you've appreciated. All right, we'll see that. We'll go see, we'll see the career of the boxer. Who knows, we have perhaps a future Lucian Bouté, in our... Eric Luka. I'm just a Eric Luka. I don't know why it's he's

He's been in my head But, you know, in the sense The Quebec I'm a good bagger The Quebec has made of a very grand boxer I hope And then,

if it's just That it's just that It's just that It's just As far as As far as As far as As I can

Passed my message I think It's, it's It's all My heritage The rest It's just It's just to

It's just to live with my passion I'll let's on these sages Parole on the parlor. All right.