Au Parloir - Épisode #151 - Yann Desrosiers
Episode Date: July 26, 2026Dans cet épisode, je reçois Yann Desrosiers. Très jeune, il tombe dans la consommation et la criminalité, enchaînant les hauts, les bas et les conséquences de ses choix. Habité par de nombreux ...démons, il a longtemps cherché sa place.Aujourd’hui, il a transformé son parcours. Auteur à succès et étudiant, il utilise l’écriture pour canaliser ce qu’il vit, ses démons et raconter son histoire plutôt que de la subir. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.
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Today,
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received
Jan de Rosier,
Jan,
author,
of a
book
to success.
but also a guy who has a
parkour in
in the genus, in the criminality,
and in the consumption,
it's been
these mountains
repetion,
the up,
these down.
I'll pray,
all right,
there's a lot of
a lotage
in this episode
that,
suite to a
sentence that he
had had,
which he
can not
talk,
but we can't
talk, but
It's as he, victim,
than me even,
we've preferred
to retire the
bough,
or we're talking
a little too.
But this
sentence that is important
because it's at
time that
that he's made
to write.
I see,
in this moment,
a book,
in the front,
the two
first tom
of these
books,
so it's,
so,
it's these
stories fictive,
it's romanced
and all,
so,
on the
Tewer in Siri.
That's,
volume one and two
that I'm
in my
time,
there's a
third-
that's en
of a
one of a quarter of
a fourth-
and a
vlogger and
all that.
It's a
guy who
has grown
with the
demons,
who is a
knoyer and
with which
he deal with
very well
and that
in the
fact,
it's
sof
and these
demons
are
liberated
in these
writings.
And I
think it
super
inspiring
just to
be the
chance
to
to do you have to do something, and
sometimes it's an
success, I'm
doing the
proof, and then
times, in
his case, that
has been the
case, bravo
for that, a
guy today who is
still at
time in 30
and all that,
so, so,
so, so,
an episode, very
interesting,
very inspiring.
Again,
a time, I
repeat, I don't
not necessarily
the gestures,
the gestures,
the terms
used by my
inveter,
but I'm
a person who
prone the
freedom of
expression.
I am
the Jean-Fran
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Hello, Jan.
Thank you, St.dreve.
Thank you,
to your presence,
I'm always appreciated
when the people
accept to come
and to bring
to their time
to come to
talk about.
What I'm interested
in your
parkour,
is that there are
two layers,
so your
partour to,
in the
criminality and
all that,
we're going to
talk to
your life,
and we're
also talking
to the author
because,
you know,
you live,
can't
have a succinct,
and there
even a
four-eem
that's-
We'll have
re-and-re-you-all-you-do
to put in the
in the pot of an
to get in a stuer-in-sir.
And so, I think
super-interessing,
what the research,
is what the mindset?
And the danger,
perhaps even,
especially of a guy
who has a certain
parkour,
the danger,
to put in the
type of someone
like that,
so we're going
to talk about
that.
I think an
author who would
just write
that would just
have been interesting,
but the fact
that you're in
plus,
an,
a parkour
that's fit
really with
the podcast
it's
two layers
that were
clearly your
place.
I'm a
very good
duos
so.
It's perfect.
Clearly,
it's so.
I thought
that you had
your place,
so you
yeah.
I'm sitting at
I'm
very content of
and I'm
a little bit
nervous,
yeah,
but it
will be very
very well.
I don't
see,
it's con
what I
say,
I've said
I've said
I've been
doing,
I've seen
when I'm
when I'm
when I'm
to do you,
I'm
when I'm just
I'm doing, and I'm just
there's a little, so there's a little,
but I'm not superiors.
But as well, you know,
you know, you're going to be
to have been able to put in a while.
Exactly.
And it's the joy
of the podcast,
it's not the TV.
We're not able to
do that play a TV,
I'd fondere.
I'd say, no,
I'd be able to.
I'm not able to.
I'm not.
I'm going to
you're with you,
like,
to which point,
which type of family,
we're part like that.
Perfect.
I'm born in Gaspeze
the December,
87, at St.
because it's the sole
hospital that's the only
hospital that's
in Gaspis
because at Capuchas
he's not
so.
So I came
of a family
modest.
My father
was a pomp
he had
worked also
in the
wood.
He worked for
the sole
us in the
old us in
a carpment
and he
had to
a family
I'm a family
of a
family of
a company.
He's very
active.
My
mother
had been in
an
in an
in an
in a
in a
house of
a
business.
And then
I'm
a family
how I'd say,
neither rich,
nor poor.
Pompey,
I'm a little
in the same
case as a
even if it
would be a
same not too.
It's not
so someone
has been right
I imagine.
There's never
a dossier of
his life
there had
eight
a trip
it's to
save
to save
to go
to the cold
of the
fire.
It's
someone
that has
an
arm
of adrenaline
I imagine
because
there's
Soutanan
187
so it's
an other
generation, a guy of wood.
It's a...
A guy of wood.
A monsieur.
A monsieur.
A monsieur.
A monsieur.
Mr. de Rosier, it's a...
It's about to be there.
There's an anecdote that...
Go ahead.
I was about six years.
And the Padgett in my father,
he's beenassonner, because it was
in that it was a pageette.
And then, he had parted a
and a few, and I was always
me all right, but it was
a little bit of...
And then, and then, and then,
I'd never have to say, at a bit of six,
seven, and, and...
I'd say, what you're going,
what's what what you're going to be.
I was re-endormy, and after that,
it's got toot-d-d-in-the-thead,
it was to try to take, and then-theid,
he had parted at a foe, this night,
one of the big fun of the year,
it was the first one.
And then, he was arrived
in the flamb, he had started
two children of, he was saved.
You know, when I said
that my father, it's my hero,
it's my superhero.
I, I had my superhero
at the house, but I didn't know.
My father, it's an man of action,
and he had reached
to us and a little bit more
the two
children who
had started
the fire
this night
were dead
they're in
he's not
there's a
call,
he's on a
little bit
and it's a
fact,
okay,
I'm going to
ever been able to
get pomp
and then it
has been
some of the
therapy,
but he is
far?
But,
I'm,
he's still
even in
you know
even though
if you're
not
if you're
if you're
going to
listen
that
but I
he'll
I'll say
bravo
because
a
a man of this generation
that, I don't know, but
already, that you know,
who's going to be, who's going to be
some people, you know, because
that's a other generation,
where is that,
certainly a guy of wood,
a guy, a gaspies, it,
it's not, it's not,
even people,
even me, we're not,
we're not, we're not,
but I think so,
bravo, to have
this lucidity,
that, to have attention
to him, and to bring
to care of him
by what he has
been able, and to be able
to be able to be able to be
Yes, I was...
Yes, I'm redid,
it's...
It's my sperm man
to me.
And while
that he...
He has,
perhaps not
he...
No.
...the two
children, I can't
be even
doubt the number of
life that
of soviet.
Yeah,
he had been
14-
on-pont-
and...
So,
all my
respect to
this man
that I don't
know,
but he
he's a
emplement.
Hello,
Danny.
Hello,
Mr.
Donnie, we're my...
Mr. Donnie
D'erosier,
it's a...
a very
great-growth
of a
young,
and at the
he's
through that,
he's never
never abandoned,
always,
always,
always,
to get to the
van,
always,
to have,
and I'm
with a
medicine,
my dents,
my dents,
my dad,
it was poor,
my mom
when she was
in sign
of me,
they had
had been a
medicament
that he
didn't
he'd
not,
and it's
after,
that's,
they're
who,
they're
not,
so,
I'm,
it's not,
I'm,
it's not
been
It was supposed to have been a dentier.
But, there was a lot of the little bit of school
because I'd be bullied, the bully,
I'd make intimidated.
But I've always had a little cheye.
So I've always, I've always
fonseed in the adversity.
You're able to defend it.
I'd have to get any problem.
I've got, I'll, I'm going to,
I'm a little 30 second because we've
had an beau charlotte to your father,
a good respect, and, in plus,
to say, hello, Deny.
Yeah, I'm going to do the same thing.
But I, Deny.
Thank you.
I have a denie,
me also,
like a paternal.
For real?
Yeah,
who is so
there's so
in my life,
who's really
who's going to
with me a little
on the podcast.
So,
as I can't
get to get
the denies,
we're going to
get a
manoeu.
Begop at
all the
all the
good,
for the
um,
so,
so,
so,
in France,
normal,
normal,
you know,
we're not rich,
we were not
poor,
we were quite
being able,
uh,
we're not
not there's when I was
when I was arrived at the college
it's got to getcha.
What's what you said?
As social, a little.
I was in my coin.
I wanted to show
the authority constantly.
There I started
to be back and there
it's started
the problem,
the problem had been
because you're
an intimidate,
because of my dentition.
At least,
it's all right,
I'd have been to try
when I'm trying
when you know,
when you know,
when you know,
when you know,
when you know,
the saint,
a bonn'am,
my mother,
She would say, ah, occupy,
they'll have been, okay,
to have gone,
it's a while,
I'd have done in a car,
that's,
a moment, it's necessary,
when you know,
when you're saying,
they'll get in a message
to civil.
A moment,
you'll lose.
Unfortunately,
the violence
engendre the violence,
I don't,
I cautioned not,
and, you know,
I've had been
people who are
past here,
who have been
being,
and a minute,
you know,
it's switched to
to the adolescence,
there's no,
and it's been
extremely
violent by the
Exactly.
I'm too
like a gnau.
I've been
a good part of
my life,
but I've
made a lot of
my life,
but I've
done to do with
my job.
So,
primar,
it's a brossoy.
It's a brocsoy,
baguard, baguard,
I'd be able to
get out.
Even if you
have proved
something to
the school,
maliceously,
it's not
a rote.
A word,
it's blestant,
but it's
not the gesture,
maliceicement.
No.
an epoch also
as to the bullying
that would be
a grand job
it's not
in the time.
In the time
we'd
all right
to tap
to say you
we're going to
our acabisc
at 8 o'clock
and at
a time we
read it's at
time we'll
see that
at this hour
we're at
at this hour
my
my two
two feet
have 16
and 17
at the
school at
at the school
with the
new generation
it's
tap up
to the year
that's
it's up
in the
197 to
24, and they're to get at 30, 40,
to intimidate my,
and I'd have always said, defendive you.
It's not a solution of the violence,
I'll repeat, but we're not for
to see if they're plet
his feet, no more, defender you,
and more people, even more protector,
defend you, I'll inscrade
after you defend, after you defend.
That's all, it's like that.
The respect, it's primordial.
What I'm going to say,
that's the question not, but I'm
I'm not, and I'm
a discourse with my
my feet also,
and I'm
I'm going to
I'm going to
exactly,
we're going to
exactly, we're
probably the same
middle, I'd
say, it's,
same generation,
so, I'm
I'm saying, I'm
very content,
because the new
generation
that's the
new generation that
in this moment,
I think we're not,
we're not,
we're,
I think
we'd have been
the misery
to repose
on the travel
It's not really, because, well, I remember,
when I was in the second-air,
when we're older,
when I was in, I was saying,
that's a fucky.
Okay. You've been part of Gaspezee for those.
Yes, because he had no job in Gaspezee,
my father had been put up on Gaspezee,
my father had been put up on fire.
By the last year, he had worked
in the products chemique.
He had a lot of money also,
but it allowed to do other things,
and he had also
paramedic a little,
you know, he has some course of securists.
So he has always
his little
potty pompier in
in him,
he has always
had always
his own
his own
his own
his own
I'm not
a little bit
to be a
protector,
protector,
protector,
protector,
fonseor,
charismatic,
I know,
I know,
there's
many people,
they're going to
say,
Ian,
I'd
not be able to
be a
but I'm,
but I'm,
but,
the people
don't know
to me
about me
people,
oh,
there's been
too, at times,
it's been due
In these years, it was not
Paray, it's a much
It's a different mentality,
a other merce.
The secondaire?
Secondair.
Now, I've got to
vander the other.
Okay.
There's been finished
crack.
Oh, see what?
No, no, no, no,
I've been able to...
You've got to be...
You're going to...
No, no, but,
I'm sorry,
I've started with the mescaline
when I was
around around,
I was about about
11 years when I
finished,
when I made
the first shot
of mescaline,
PCP,
cocaine,
also, speed.
But what's
that's the
little
the little Q
of 11-year,
but I think
you're able to
have to be a
respect to a
sense?
Yeah, but it's
a pace
the law,
it's a balance.
And it's
to say that
you're at
to be in,
just with
what you're
with the
people,
the,
the,
the,
the,
so we're
we're doing,
we're doing,
we're doing,
we're all
with the
people,
the more malin,
the more
the more,
and,
uh,
we're,
we're,
we're,
you know,
the bullying,
there were
can
but I'll
say we're
a gang
You've got
you've been
you've been
you're trying to
you're
doing the bully
to the guy
who's
yeah
and that
I'm always
I'm
going to
I've been
I've been
long time
I've been
long time
and seriously
if I
would cross
the two
people that
you know
it's
there's
there
there were
there
there was
there was
there
and I
had transferred
the
whole line
that
I've
been
at the primal,
I was transferred
a one
I'm going to
I'm going to
transfer it on
and it's not
it's not a cheque
but I'm talking
because you know
Drummond
you said you
had said you
get into a
chloe
and it's like
a little guy
in a
quite at
I'm saying
I'm
I'm saying
it's the pot
that rendra
my life
the pot
the H
you know
how at 11
the messk
I'm
I'm just ran
there
but I'm
1415
perhaps that
we're coming
we're coming
because
we're
We said, we said, we're going to start, I'd say, 11, 12, 12, 12,
I'd say, I'd say, it'd say, it's, it's an 13-year-old.
It's a little.
Because you're an go-maire at 10-11.
No, no, no, no, it's so.
Do you'd say, oh, soon, I'd say,
I'd say, my chum, did the, the, of the,
old, acid, you, you know, before that it's disappears,
the debut, the power page, the debut, the big, you know,
the gross, you'd be, you'd be allumed during a day,
like a round-peil, like, it's not like the mard of-
But there's a generation buvore, the acid apart of the food,
that's the buvore, and et cetera, the most, et cetera,
we don't have any of trouble,
even at Drummondville.
But to come to...
But, you know, you do, you do you do,
you never, a morning, and I'm saying,
I'm going to say, Chris, you have to lay the contact,
you have to get, you, you're, you're,
there's, you're, you're, they're...
I'm saying, you're...
I'm a lot of experience, so that I'm saying,
I'm saying, I'm saying, you know,
I've got to me, it's not because we're
the same name of
family when we're
more
familial, I'll
say, I mean,
I've got to be
a friend that
there with me,
he, he was
always defended
in my life,
and I'm
happy, and I'm
sure that,
you know,
I'm,
you know,
between friends,
we,
and it's,
it's,
it was,
it was,
I'm doing the
beer,
I was acro to
the beer,
I'm in a
minute,
when I'm in
a little bit
after,
but I'm going
with that
we're going to
with that
so,
but I,
I,
I've always
had always had
been evade,
d'u,
the
writing,
the importance,
the vlog
is internet,
the podcast,
yes,
I'm nervous,
but I'm
like that,
it's,
it's,
I'm going to
get to be
to make,
that way,
they're not
written,
they're not
that,
and they're
not the
talent to
do you
I'm not,
I'm not,
just,
to,
I'm,
it's like that
it's like
it's like,
it's like,
it's like,
I'm in the
stand-up, but, you know, I've written
when I was more young, and even when I read,
between the music and the humor,
I'd write, sometimes, these things, because it's
good, just to be able to let me, if person
and if people listen to, you know, if someone
it's listening to, you know,
to your system, sometimes.
You know, I'm not a guy
and therapy, the psycholog, I, I never
time, been attired by that, so,
I've always been... I've been...
I've been forced to, my port of
my door to sort of, yeah, but...
It was, so, it was, so, so, that, or I'm
It was so simple that. A young
who started to consume,
who started to buy, so you're in
the universe in Drummondville
of the dope, and...
It's hard in this time that, Drummondville,
at Donovanville, the mescaline,
that's what, in the
end of 90, it was
very, very popular, and
having a pair who is kind of
doing, to see, his guy...
But parents, he made it, but I'm not
because I'm not very much of my
mother, but my mother, I can't
I'm talking to the time. My
my mother, it's a miracle
it's a few years. She's
with a tumor
on the brain.
She's really
malade, my mother.
And she's
a fort,
she's still
there today.
At 60-
years, it's
a lot of
to have some of
head,
always,
there's always
of the
medicine could
have to be
my
miracle,
it would be
my sole
suet.
It would
be my
son suet,
but we're
still
very long
to look.
To see,
the
parents
like that
who,
actually,
they're not,
because, you know,
they're not
the case,
but, you know,
sometimes the
people that I
see,
they're doing,
they're doing
to do you,
not at the
percentage,
the percentage
is pretty
elevated of people
that have
to have,
so,
to have the parents,
but,
you know,
in the
marges of the
society,
to have,
some
face,
to be per
like that,
to vent,
they're,
they're,
they're,
they,
they're,
they,
they're,
they,
they're,
they,
they,
they're,
and rapidly, I'm going to go.
I'm going to go.
It's because we're going to be in my son-a-old.
It's because we know the song.
My dad, he has just made a lot of time.
They've not made a guy.
They've got to know.
The years of 70s, my father, he's has
vicarred.
Before, I'd have been paid, et cetera.
He me let's say, whoa, whoa,
I've got me, I've got me with.
And it's a dreggle.
It's a digrengle.
You know, it's just a bigglegle,
it's just a great-vigrengole very
very fast.
Vollde-chard.
I've got to make
of the vows of char.
I had
the last
voled
the last year
I think
I was 14
years.
I've
failed to be
that's
that's
that's
that's
going to
go to
a car in
a stationing
at the
garage
but I
didn't
not that
the char
there was
a
on the
guy
with my
chan of
him and
it's
danglingle
to
get a
big
I'm
I'm
They were doing transactions by refraction.
We'd say, we're saying.
We're saying.
There were all an universe,
a aura around us all around.
We had, we're doing,
you know,
these chris, we're
some of the kids,
we're doing these chris,
we're still,
the parents in North.
You know,
I say to people,
I see that on the Internet,
they're at this
Christmas,
and,
stop, et cetera,
stop,
stopp,
stopp,
stopp,
stopp,
stop,
to,
the people,
the people,
stop,
the people,
the people,
the people,
the people.
No, the
son.
I mean,
I've made my
my own,
I've made my
choice.
I'm going to
take away,
and it's been
correct.
It's all
that I'm going to
put up to
and I'm doing
in my life,
I'm done to have
written to have
a fourth-reempt,
I'm going to
get a second
to do you
become a psychologist.
So,
so I want to
be a student
model,
because that's
it's a man arve
to say that,
I hate that.
I don't know
to say.
I don't know
I'm not sure
I'm going to
let's be
a little bit
It's a great non-us.
The trick of a char, so you said a char that had a brick mechanic, you're
pussed with.
Yeah, exactly.
I'm going to push with, and when I, when I, I hear a pock, I gore in a mirror,
if you had gone to myroarer, it's the freens who had rested.
We can't have the fring that's rest in the middle of the street.
So, I'm going to...
No, no, no, no, no.
And I'm sorry.
I've found out of my own day.
I've volle the freens.
I've found, ban.
I said, ban.
My chame, he capote.
We, we did, I see, me.
the first reflex
I've ever,
I've been,
no, no,
no,
no,
there's not,
there's a
there's a
thing,
the first of
a lot of,
and I'm
going to open
the door,
and I'm
trying to break
like,
like,
Fred,
Cahoeoe.
No,
no,
I'm telling,
I'm
too,
there's a
TV,
I'm trying to
get me,
I'm pretty
tallon,
I'm,
excuse me
for the lapses,
it's,
it's the nevoced,
but the
last year
I've got,
it's exactly
that I've
after. After
that,
I tried,
and when
I tried to
do my
old,
we're trying to
turn,
I'm trying to
turn to
and my
point, and my
feet are
going to
get to be
raffled,
I'm going to
there, I'm
going to
St.
Joseph,
that's one of
the big
boulevard
at Dormonville,
and there
there's a
shock that
he's on
he, he
had been
in the face,
he'd
had to be
to be there,
and I
had the
face,
dread,
very,
place a good, a good
Ciddle. But in my
front of the interior...
So, he's arretera,
how did it,
I was in a photo
of telephone.
I'm parted to
go to...
I'm trying to...
I'm afraid,
I'm doing,
the adrenaline,
it's a far,
it's far, not really.
And, you know,
at 14-year...
And the problems
with the justice,
at the adolescent?
The problem with the justice,
I'm not in course.
For that?
I'm...
For that?
For that, and,
especially, for the introductions
by infraction,
I'm...
I'm with my chum, Matthew, who is decided
today, pay to his own,
look, in a week,
we could have found 20 pioux,
if it was not a 30thene,
after the second,
we know, we've been doing,
we've got to do this,
because we're doing,
we're doing, we're doing,
we're doing, we're doing.
The bud, is what?
The adrenaline or the
?
The adrenaline, the money.
We'd love to dope,
we'd be depot,
we'd even more,
we'd have been dead,
also.
I'd vend'd all the dog,
but I'd rather
all the time,
I'd get a quitted,
at who'd the complete,
I was a little Chris, I'm
on the knee, I've not made more,
I've been able to,
it's all right now.
It's all right now.
It's at this age that, you know.
It's a lot of,
I've got 14 years.
I've been pogned two months
sentence,
firm.
In that, it's the law
L.S.J.PA.
A new year for the young
contravenant criminal.
I'm not yet,
but if we're going to
go ahead, we'll see,
but if we're going to look,
there's a time to firm,
there's a 10-month-firm.
It's the first time I'm
I'm going to go.
It's a center of
termed.
It's not
a third-air
to get a
or you're not
six,
it's a year.
I'm not,
I'm going to
to remember,
it's on the
end of my
volume three of
my romance,
there's a
chapter that I
have a
chapter that I'm
the mentality?
The mentality
of, I,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm doing,
the other, I'm
no,
I'm doing
with the
mentality,
okay,
I think I'm
to go to
too long,
or you
With the mentality,
the bomb,
the criminal.
At the beginning,
the first
because I had
had two.
Yeah,
yeah,
the first sentence
with a bomb
criminal.
I arrive there,
I'm doing,
I'm doing,
I'm trying to
get my name,
my chum Tilly,
and et cetera,
who were,
so, you know,
it's not,
you're not,
you're not
not,
not,
it's a passage
obliging of my
life that I
chose.
Yeah,
it's so,
I'm trying to
in my
training in
to do stuff,
and to be
to concentrate
on other
other things
than the crime
but
let's not
not been easy
I've been
often
I'm not
service,
it's like
they're away
to have been
for the
young who are
not in
service.
You know,
it's a
similar.
Yeah,
it's a
similar.
And,
no,
it's not
not really,
it's not
the school
of Rebell,
the school of
reform,
they're,
they're in
a school
there,
in an
year,
I'd have been
been
school six
four,
I'd
had passed
my time
to skinney,
it had
I mean, I mean, I had a train of view
that was not,
not the ideal
for an infant
for a child
but you're a
clean,
because you consume
not there,
or you can't
have to make
the little pass?
No,
we can't,
we can't,
we're,
I mean,
when I said,
when I was
when I was
okay,
I'm calling,
I'm a call-liss,
but not,
not,
not it's a minor,
we know,
we know,
we know,
we know,
so,
so after,
after,
due month,
it's,
it's,
I said, I can't tell you
I'm in, you know, there's
many of the stories,
I'm in there
I'm in a day
cellul, but it's
just a room,
it's a sound of
a youngess,
but it's a cellul
same, it's a
same thing,
I mean,
I've got,
my wife,
a week,
a week ago,
that's been
a week,
in the 211,
I remember,
of the,
the number,
of the chamb,
I'm in a
night,
I'm in a night,
I'm in a night,
I'm saying,
well,
that's my night,
it's a night,
I was a conversation,
I said, you know, you're
into the mentality a little
even, you know, criminal, all right,
and I've done, you know, it's a lot,
and, you know, it's a lot,
it's a minute, but you know,
but you're going to
end up to, no,
but why, because
you want to put it, or just
because it's too low
to report for you?
It was too low,
it was,
it was, um,
mesquine,
it was, it was,
it, it was,
we'd just call here,
I mean,
I said, okay,
a party is a assererererer,
uh,
at 14,
I call this moan, and you've never
I'll re-were no more than, I'd ever, I'd, you know, I'd say chie,
the educators, you know, when I'd say to chosk,
with the authority, it's not an affair,
it's, all the authority, me lest of,
what's the authority, me lest,
I don't know what you're doing details,
if you're really doing it, but is, okay.
It's, okay.
It's, when the guardian, he has, excuse me,
had, said, she had, said,
when the guardier, he had found a pendue,
he had defuncered, he opened the port,
and he made the port, and he made up the port,
And then after that, he was
to goy at the hospital.
My dad, he was new to
see her.
After, I got
an hour
with my mom
and my father
in return
at a child,
they've been
said, they're
saying,
why you're doing
to place your
in mind,
you know,
I'd have
to come out
time,
my chum,
he had
had a
other chum
who had,
you know,
the people,
he thinks
that at
the center
youngness
it's too
beautiful,
it's the
flow,
no,
no,
no,
it's an
atmosphere
that's
very,
very,
low, we're
rebel at this
age, we're
we're in
estes at this age
that's.
You,
the on the
recule,
is that you,
is it,
I'm telling
to give to
because it's,
it's,
it's,
I'm interested,
to give,
some, let's turn,
let's say,
but,
no,
no,
just, is,
if you go with
the recul
and you're
with the
recul,
if you're,
is that,
if you had,
that it would
have been
that it would
be
I would have
done for that it
functioned
but if he
he had
had a
five minutes
to have a
pause
if it would
have been
to be able to
I'm not
I'm doing
today
but that
when he
has saved
there's a
click
you're in
Chris
to have
been made
to have
to be
on cris
against
you
to have
done
when you
when you
when you
you
you're
you
you can't
you
I'm
I was rebelled at the hospital, I was escorted, et cetera,
and when I was re-revenu at stake,
you know, it's sure I was actually
actually if I'd face chie
the educators at stake,
which are doing a work remarkable,
sincerely.
It's just the Yandereauze
who didn't know in the good mood.
If now, today,
I'm going to thank you
all the educators who were,
because, sincerely,
man, d'Hurie,
it had been a job,
sincerely, I'm not honest.
You know, there's been a certain declares,
Your mindset, he...
I'm in front of my cellul,
a couple of days.
I had a little bit of the
I'm sorry, excuse me, I had
in the same, I was,
I said, well, I'm going to find my life.
I do you want to
be...
to me pete
at 14 years?
No, I said, no.
The response has been no.
So, I've continued
the studies, we're in an
school there, we're not
that the little school
of the reform, because of,
after that, after that,
I mean, I've been
to say, I've got to
talk with these educators
a bit more,
mindset,
in fact,
I've seen
some of the
psychologue
for the rage,
the ring
that I was in
in the end,
all the time.
When I was young,
when I was
I'm in my
volume one of
Trevor Lewis,
which is the
personage principal,
which is the
tour in series
in the volume
I.
I'm going to
Trowor Lewis
because when
I was young,
I'd saw
there were
around my
I saw there, I had some of my chamber when I was young.
I had the odor of urine.
All right.
All right.
It was, you, we're all the demon and a man.
Meadowed, I mean, it was all the other than I.
You know, why I've not had a misery to write the book.
I've not had a misery to write the character.
You know, like that I'd see it, because I'd live it.
When I had come to doping, I'd envoyed more.
I'd never more.
I'd never.
It's efface.
I'm refuged in consumption
for just to stop at it.
Do you have a diagnostic
who could,
today,
who can be,
to be, let's turn,
let's talk about,
let's see,
it's not,
the schizophrenia,
what I had.
But that's just
I just said,
is, is,
there something
that's a
or who could
explain these
images that?
No,
because I,
I don't,
I never
talked.
Okay.
I think it's the
first time
I'm part.
Okay.
It's,
it's,
I've, I, I, I,
you know,
it's the inverse,
I'm,
because I was,
I was,
I'd,
but I'd end,
we're doing,
we're doing,
we're ting,
uh,
demon,
corred when I,
when I was,
and I was,
and I was,
those who are
who are going to
live, the volume
one, I,
I'm going to,
sincerely,
not,
not have,
had,
not,
have been,
not,
I'm,
probably I'm,
probably I'm a-tower
in series,
I'd have,
no,
no,
any,
any,
any,
any problem,
that's,
In the way of someone, it's not
something that's not
something that's notarvered.
It's gross to say.
It's great to.
For a flow.
A flow, it's that.
I've had my
my own.
It's calmed.
But if,
and I've always said
to my proches,
if I never had
not had my mom,
my friend,
I'd have not,
I'd have not,
I'd have been,
I'd have, I,
had been, I've,
it'd, but it's arreter.
It's,
it's,
it's,
you're out after this 10
month that
you know,
you're into
a mindset
more criminal,
you're saying
with the
mindset?
I don't
never know
of these crimes
I'm fuming
my pot
to be able to
continue my
and do you
do it,
do you know,
to do my
time,
it's a
time to turn to
see my chum
and a
couple of
of beer,
and a couple of
little
little lines
and away
by that,
I was,
I was,
I was about,
six years?
Yeah,
that's so,
proge of six
years,
I report
in the second
after.
It's not
been long,
I mean, I re-watch, I think I'd
I've found the life, I'd love
platte, I'm in
a wine.
The poison, it's been
one of the great problems
in my life.
Now, I'm going to
I'm going to do, but, you know,
I go one way,
and I'm going to buy,
I've been four years,
I've been in front of
I've been, I've tilted in my
head, I've done
I've done, I'm doing
after.
I like, I'm here
chronology, there's
no, there who are
who like,
But, I mean, I'm saying, I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm going to write. I'm going to
rest. I'm going to rest. I'm sure that I'm going to rest it. Because if we're going to go ahead.
Yeah, no, no, no, I'm sure. I'm going to guard. So, so it's the same part. Is it
in criminality or just in console? Is it going to run in? Is it going to...
No, I'm going to...
Now, I'm going to come in a little bit more serious.
I can say that at 16
I can tell you
that the
the,
the,
the,
the,
the,
the,
the,
I've been
to runny
in the bar
for the
people,
uh,
a lot of
then,
okay.
And then,
and there's,
it's the
turn,
who don't,
who don't,
who it
doesn't,
it,
plus you,
plus you do,
it's,
you know how it
makes,
you know,
it's a gross
run,
plus there's,
there's a
more,
there's,
plus you derange,
plus you
de,
bar,
It was not rar that the police
and desemois, et cetera,
it was not a rar
in this time.
That was not
the action for
Santa Jack in the
bad of the
city, it was reputed.
Reputed,
you're not,
you're not
to play with
a beard,
you go to find a
man,
you know,
you do it's,
you know,
it's a bar
that, you
do you do you
do that have
to do.
I'm
I'm starting
in that pattern
that,
and it's
continued,
it's a
continue, it.
So,
so it's a circle
of,
consumption,
of,
of traffic and of violence.
16,
it's escalone
until when?
You'd do you re-arreted
by the...
I'm afraid.
When I was...
Minor, again?
I'm in...
I've had set,
to 17 to 18
in the center
youngess,
in the same unit
on, on,
the sentier,
on the pavement.
You've been
for?
I'm made
for...
Traffic, that's
sure.
I've been to
when they were
when I was
an ounce-de-
On me, I had a set of putt.
I said, you know, it was saying, it was
it still evident that it's not for the console,
uh, vol,
but I never had made of a while.
I was not, I'm not doing this genre.
When I go to go, I'm going to buy it,
I'm going to buy.
But when you're going to go to
go to them, it's for the volley.
Yeah, exactly.
You know, I've not made these gross coffees or whatever.
You know, I'd say, I was six years,
but I'd all day lode d'allard of other honor,
and I'd allude d'allad d'ad d'ad d'ad of other people,
and I was not
all the same time
that at 16 years
I'm not
the shape
that I'm not
the same
the same
force
I'm not the same
mental not
I'm just a
I'm just a
I'm just a
dopey
that's even
even put
who's garroche
all that
it's an
other affair
so that
you're
so you're
again
again a
again a
again for a
same
with the same
mentality
that's the
not you're
not with the
mentality
criminal
I broke my life.
Now, I brawied my life.
I repensate to all the
mal that I've done
since I've been to
with the console,
I've been to all right.
To your parents, I imagine.
My parents, that's
these parents in art.
My mother,
when she was coming to
see her at her, she'd be able to,
she'd be content,
there.
Joe, like, my friend,
is more cute,
also,
he, he has been
more rock and road than me.
I'm like, I'm like, the
little bit of the family.
So, so,
so, like,
these hours of conversation,
I imagine, with a
ado who says,
yeah, yeah,
I'm calling,
and they're in front,
it's up,
and sit there,
I mean,
when you're saying,
when you're doing
the head,
try to me
to make a
change to change,
or whatever,
it's the
thing,
it's the man,
it's the
thing,
it's the time,
so,
so when you're,
when you're,
when you're
to come in,
I'm,
I'm putting the
, I'm like,
man,
I don't know.
I can't hear anything.
But it's...
You know, how I can say that?
It's weird.
I don't say, but I think it's
beautiful.
Yes.
Because, you know,
at 17,
to have,
and even if, you know,
when you're
resorted at 15,
16,
and,
to have,
I mean,
I want,
I want that
change,
but,
but,
clearly not
out of the first
first,
we're going to,
I'm a young
con.
I'm a young
imp.
And you said,
you've had
been,
it's a,
dude,
this year year, you're from 17 to 18
in the center of young. I'm in the sense
emotion. Now, I've been
to work on myself.
And to be in a center
of youngess,
and be able to be
emotive, you know,
you're seeing, you know, that's
I'd never, perhaps, you know,
I'd never, paris. No, it's
sure. So, for those educators,
I had an excellent...
And then the cellul, in your
charm, yeah, and when we had
when we had, there were
always in a cell apart. So,
the other, they'd
they'd be not that, and when I'm
when I'm a man, when I'm
when I'm a man,
my mother
all the night
and he
came to
me to see,
you know,
when I'm going to
you know,
you know,
you know,
it's the
never the
thing, it's
that's a
but if the
life,
there's a
there's a
there's a
so,
so when you
get to the other
young.
Oh, I'm
a mountain on-oh, the chest
gonfled,
but in
a lot of
you're,
you're, you're,
you're a little,
you're, you're,
you're, you're,
You're at a flower of poe, you're fragile.
Very fragile.
Very fragile.
I've never let's say
to be able to person.
Because you know how it's
how it's going to do.
Well, I do you.
I'll say to create a personage
because of the personage
that's a lot of power
that you can't.
Exactly.
I've been to get a carapace
and that's old.
I've not
to me not to show.
I've been
pretty hard because it's
been more difficult
on my moral.
It's my moral
that has put a shot.
Because, now I've
said,
you know, I'm going to
cry to,
I'm going to be able to
I'm not doing
while the time of
me, you can't
be able to runn
for 20 years.
You can't
do your life,
at least you
want to pass your
life in the
that's,
it's the choice
of certain
person,
but I'm
to die.
Or to
die of
a bit of
life.
I'm sorry,
I've just
I've ever,
I've ever,
and I've ever
with the
consumption,
you see,
when you're
petto-th
a overdose,
We know, we don't have
no conscience.
The conscience,
at this age,
I don't have
not, I'm auto-mutiled.
I got to make
some car.
I had my group
of Jackass,
we had my group of
all, we're doing.
That, okay, okay.
I'm also, okay.
I mean,
I was done to
later that my
more young
female, she,
she had the
same problem
than I,
she had,
a little,
when she was
when she was
in center
young, she,
she had,
I never
never
talking,
I don't
the genre
conversation
I'm with
my own
the general
we're in a
question of course.
We're talking
that's not,
it's not something
that you do
because you
know, I'm
saying, the
consumption,
often,
because you've
seen,
it's,
it's,
it's, it
is that
it's, it's,
it's a
problem
in there,
that you're
having to
explain to
that,
create a
problem,
because you
create a
problem,
exactly,
I'm
at this age
to be,
at this age,
even a man
with the
flip-flop.
You know,
they're really
these
v.
I'm going to
be a
minute, I'm
about about
I'm a
pretty, I'm
back to be
at 17 or
to get a
three,
five,
yeah,
because the first
of the
first time,
I'm going with
a second,
it's a
year, the
two years,
the second,
once a,
so,
uh,
yeah,
uh,
yeah,
boy,
there's that I
know,
I've got a
another mindset,
it's,
but you're,
you're just,
you're just,
you're just,
you're just,
you're just,
I've made
fun of the
crime of
I'm far as
like that
I'm afraid of
but
to make
your life
in danger
in the
in the
time that
no,
but when I
got in
depression a
little bit
after I
have made
to get
to the
show
in a
couple
of
the
missions,
there had
vogue
in the
time that
and
there's
there's
a lot
of my
videos
that
have
passed to
certain
missions
and
I
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm not too,
I guess.
Our
our side,
it's,
it's our
guay,
orgueil.
Because, you know,
the part of
the side,
I can't
be a lot of,
I think,
I'm a good,
I feel,
in the case,
but, you know,
we're doing,
that,
to be a
challenge,
we've got a
more,
the danger,
but,
you know,
we,
at all,
to do,
not,
we're not
to do
all,
we're,
we're,
we're,
we're,
I'd be in the danger.
In any of course, I'd like, I'd like,
the other things.
I mean, it was more
the mutilery
of the other.
Oh, okay.
We'd put it on internet.
Later, I'd say,
in veicing,
I'd say,
I'd, I'd say,
to,
22, 23
years, I'd say,
I'd say,
I'd say, I'd say,
I'd say,
I'd just,
just to remnant
something,
when you're
after that, you know,
that's practically
major,
you know,
is that you retombe,
like the last
time it's
it's a
time, the chum
the alcohol
the dope
is reparty
direct?
No.
No.
The alcohol,
yes.
The alcohol,
yes,
and it's
really
things that I
did it's
well, I'm
sullahue
and I'll
go to
and you
I'm pogues.
I'm poignant.
I'm
remember,
the police
were just
to hear of
saying,
Mr.
Deroosier,
encore
on so far,
we've passed
the temones
down the door
and I've
did
have done
and out
often,
I've been
at St. Fresh, I'd
I'd batte
at the ice
club,
I'd
batte
to be able to
get a
place,
if he'd
not be able to
play with,
if he'd
be able to
get a
drive to
town,
we're
on a
a man,
my friend,
we're
having to
have a
little bit of
the game.
And when
you do that
when you
do you're
so,
when you're
to do you
to work,
so you're
to be a
adult,
so a job
regular,
I've been
a photographer.
Okay.
I've been
15-
in infographics,
the creation web.
I'm not a guy
Immanuel, I'm just a guy
of a guy of
you're doing,
you're doing
like, you're
being brought to be like,
because you
want to turn,
just in the,
the vant,
the intro,
to have,
no,
because,
that I was,
there's a,
adult,
there,
the prison is an
old game.
And I,
I was,
like,
not too
pressed
to know,
to know,
let me know,
prison,
I'd say,
it's not that
it's not that
it's not
that's,
because Chris,
for a guy
that's made,
who's mutiled
these jackets
or whatever,
you know,
I'd say,
how'd be
to be able
more,
I mean,
I'm just
I'm just
I'm in
there's a
yeah,
but...
Yeah,
but you're
the physical
and it's
psychologic,
they're in
unfermour
and not
nothing to
get a
punged in
a cellule
the night
it's,
it's,
but not
to come
to come
to a bit,
we're
we're not
been pointed
on your
point to
your own
so I'm just
curious
so you
I,
I,
I,
I was in line
and I was in
a lot
I'm trying to
see and there
but I'm
not, I'm
not too,
I'm not
in my pattern
I'm not trying
in my pattern,
that's
that I've
met with,
a conjoin
well,
because you can't
,
in a,
in a lot,
you can't,
you can't
not know me,
but I can
say,
well,
I,
I,
I've met
a,
she,
she's a,
she's a,
she's not long
that's out of,
so,
that's in
the,
violent on the alcohol, you
do you
travel, but you do
do things,
but you do
it's, it's
it made to decroche
a little
stress, et cetera,
so we
did that,
it was doing
well,
but she,
she had been
a little
easy, I was
a guy who's
a guy who's
a teat
of a
question,
she's,
she's,
it's a
little
but we're
we're forged,
we're forge,
we're
violent on
alcohol,
you boil,
you sort,
you,
yeah,
is the
in your case also in your
relationship,
no,
never with
one of my
blonde,
there had been
the violence
conjugal or
it's a
there's not,
there's not
there's not,
is there
has been a
violence
psychological,
I'm in my
words, aggressive
in your
words,
aggressive in
my
words,
etc,
with
with this
partner that.
After that,
you know,
we've been
a bit more
con,
there's
I'm still
replaced,
I'm not
more happy.
You know,
I've always
been always
been polyvalent.
I've
always
I've always
had
a
job
on my
time in
my problem
of violence
I'm in
my point
in the trance
it's a
realty.
I've
wanted to eliminate
the demon
that's
the demon that
I'm
I didn't
know
I'm not
you know,
you know,
you know,
we're with
the best life,
you know, we
don't
we'll
have a
train train
everyday
and I
did
the photo
also, I
I've been
photographed,
I've been
accompanied
during my shooting photo
because,
you know, we
understand
the story,
the photograph
is in the
man long
that's for so
that I've
never been
all over
with my models.
It's been
eight
years of
my models.
It's been
in the respect
total.
So,
in your
life,
but in your
life on
your life
so you
get with
your blonde,
it's cool,
more cool,
you're in
boasone,
you're in
violence,
in violence
a bit,
but not
never violence
physically.
No, no,
not with
with other
wheels.
With other
Yeah, but it's so.
So I've applied to me gerry,
but I know even not
how I'm getting
in the...
I've been in the...
I've recommenced the consumption
to 25,
so you're retombed in a dog.
In a moment, I'm going to gettombed.
It's been a lured...
It's been a lourde...
It's a lot of...
It's a lot of cheque.
A great shecheque.
When I've, I'd say, I'd have around 23 or 24 years, I'd have
been solid.
The last time that I've consumed, you know, it's happened,
if it's happened, it's a year ago, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd
not say that, I'd say, no, but it's extremely dangerous for someone,
and, you know, I'd say, to, I'd say, to, I'd say, to,
don't, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, but, you're just for someone
that's an antecedent, you, it's, you know, it's, you, it's not long, you, it's not
You probably, and you're not going to retombe, you know, and this
little line that, you say, hey, it's just a little bit more.
You said, ah, gosh, I've done it.
You've been good.
You can be on fair.
No, it's that.
I know, I see when I can't afford that.
Yeah, but you know, but you know, but you'll see that you can't do it
until the moment where you think, you know, and you can't do it.
And so, it's, why it's a three years, I've consumed more.
Bravo.
I've had arretapped it.
Look, I gobbled, Vin' Speed.
We've had been, I'm with, I'm with, I'm going to say, I'm still in Charnaga.
How much it's a year?
I have any of my
My car, he has felt solid, I don't know
And then you said
You said that's
After that I've done
For the violence
It's by choice
By arrestation, by the
tribunal
By what?
Because there,
I'm on the many
I said,
It's like
I've started to
have been to
When I was
When I've
I've already
to consume
But I've
never seen
Have you
Yeah,
sometimes I've
Some of
Cadafts or
I've got to
I've never
Searcher the
Why?
You've been
Pair at Callage?
You're in
there's in
I'm, well,
I'm, well,
you know,
you know,
you're,
we've had to
five and a
same to be,
so it's,
so it's,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
back-a-back,
but when I
had, I,
I'd
all of the
whole of course,
I'd
with others, you
'd be able to
but, you
don't know,
but you're
in the water,
you're doing,
you pass the night
in the night,
you'd go to
but it's,
but with my
When my children, when I had my
children, I'd
not give a gut.
I'd want to
I'd want to,
I'd never
matter.
I'd like
family family,
and the
consumption, it's the
consumption.
It's already
good that you
have used this
mindset, so
you decide to
do that
for the cholair?
The collar?
Why?
Because I've
always had a
ball in a day.
No,
no, I know,
what's
he does the
click, to say,
okay,
the Chris,
I'm going to
go, I'm going
to go, I'm
going to be
one of my
blonde,
and I've
responded,
in a way
a bit more
bike than
than I
she's like to
have to be
and I'm in
a little bit
I'm in
I'm trying to
you know what I'm
saying you know
it's a little
I'm rewereing
oh fucky
that it was
when I'm back
at a moment
you have to
get to be
the people
the police
when he
starts
to the
table
on the table
when they
when they
come up
by your
by your
pen
they're
they're
slack
I mean you
because
there on
a moment
you want
to be
on fessing
you
know if they
You can't die, the guy, you know, if he's
going to be able to be able to, whatever.
We'll never, what you're going to.
Because if you don't know what?
Because if you don't know what you think.
It's the last night you think.
This night, you'd have to start a pick,
and picket people, or I'd
could be piqued, even more,
I'd have been, I'd say, no, it's a lot.
I said, no, it's a lot.
I've put my courage at two-mins.
I'm going to see a psychologist.
It has enormously
help me to calm my aggressivity,
my anxiety,
especially.
Depute that I've already
started to have to be
a crisis of panic, I'm on medication,
but you know what it's it, we're
getting worse than other, but there's
there's more rough than other, but I
try to, to live my
life the more nettened
possible. I've read the romance
for four
five years,
and I'm trying
to become a
major person
to make sure.
I think that's
the view of
the view of
the year,
especially.
When you do
this therapy
that,
you're going to
but you're
going to get
with your
problem of alcohol?
Yes.
So that
it's a rest?
The problem
of alcohol,
as you've
been the agressivity
has been
down, my problem
of alcohol
has dropped.
Okay.
I've made
You can you count that I'm alcoholic for,
gillet a mal,
I'm...
In this therapy,
yeah?
Yeah, well,
I've already conscious,
because, you know,
the people...
Oh, yeah.
The people, like,
I,
I,
I'm,
I'm julele just for
jule to what,
you know,
but, you know,
I don't know,
I'm conscious,
but you're...
You're not...
You're not...
You're not...
You're...
You know,
In the fact,
you're the way,
in the fact,
ah,
yes,
it's not...
It's not,
it's...
ID, but,
it's
that's
we'll make
out of
a
minute,
or if you
have to
get to
get to get
to get to
get to get
so you're
more
aggressive
in comprenning
in
when you
buy more.
You bow
more than
because to
get to
there's a
lot of
there's a
way that
that's
there's
that
what?
You know,
what?
What's
after that in
my life?
I've arighted to do
the photography.
I'm
I'm just
turned
I've gone to the
students.
I've
started.
I've
the vlog
my son
have been
Is that
the
crime
in your life
in the sense
that's
when you're
when you're
doing,
you know,
it's what
the
photography,
you're autonomous,
all right,
so,
certainly,
you know,
the appell
monetary,
you're,
you're in
your mind,
is it,
is it something that,
my view,
it's not
to be in
the trouble,
it doesn't
not,
that, but is that, you know, is it, you're not
but if you're doing, you're doing,
or do you're doing,
over the life of a guy
who's, who, who,
who's, you know, because, you know,
if I had these, you know,
if I was, I'm doing,
at this hour, I'm at least hour,
I'm, actually,
now, with my title
of author, andcriven,
because, there, I'm
officially, I'm,
recognized by the Council
of Arts of Canada,
and then, and then,
I'm going to,
the title, I can't even be
me permit to find a gazing-ezer.
permit to, I've chosen my
camp.
Because you've
bated a
reputation,
an
realtor to
that you,
that you can
get to get
that you can't
get to get.
Exactly.
And it's not
that
that's not that
will be
to make
to get back,
because I'm
also transparent
so it,
and I'm
quite content.
But you
have been
because there
you were
to make
my book,
four years,
I'm trying to
get to
a balloon,
you're,
yeah,
four years,
it's a ballad.
You know, when you
do you see,
clearly you've been
with your family,
because you've been
that's not,
you're a parent
kind of present
in the life of your
family,
in the life of your
children.
I say,
I said, I'm,
I'm going to do you
go to, I'm going to
always, I'm going to
the part of the
fact, the
part of the
family, so you
watch not, you
see, when they're
not, no,
no, no, no,
no, no,
when they're
when they're
when they're
coming a few,
I'm always
I'm always,
I'm always,
I'm going to
my conjoin,
and the
kids are going to
to have to
get to be
I'm going to
get to
get to be
a bit of course,
she's
she'll
when I'm
when I'm
when I'm going to
when I'm
in a time
that I'm going to
a little more
but she'll
she's a
say, hey, hey,
you see there?
No,
no, no,
no, no,
no, no,
then,
your feet are
there,
ah,
it's real,
I'm able
to play
to my
guise,
like,
okay,
it's right,
no,
I'm more
not to
risk,
I have
the
The father
He's
He's
He's
He's
He's
He's
Yeah
It's
It's rare
I'm never
I'm never
They've never
Vugue
Drogue my
Diffonsor
Or
Yeah
In a
In a
Coup
Not so you
Not so
Not so
D'Holl
Diccy
And
No, no
Pompett
And you're
In family
We're
We're
We're
We're
We're
In
Cous
In Cous
We're
We have...
All the agreement part of the family.
Saladilly.
No, but I mean, we'll
say,
in our...
We, family,
we're very close.
Okay.
I'm very close to my
brother.
I'm always
there for him.
He's always
there for me.
I'm close to my
mother,
and I'm going to
every day.
My mom,
comes to be very
to help
to help
to help
clearly,
because...
I'm at a
At a moment
I've had
a separation
very
very difficult.
One of
the more
most
I've had
in my
life.
Because I
like this
person that
like a
malade.
She part
that's
it's been
a
other
an other
tentative
of suicide.
Is it
is part
she?
She's
parted
an
saint
and I
never
ever
My third child, I never know.
She was adopted.
The sole is parted when she
had been in three months,
when she was in front of three months.
And then,
I've never seen
ever seen as well,
the only time
who she's been to
me talk to,
she said, she said,
she had to becko
and she said,
we're doing
how much for the passion
alimentary?
Well, you're going to
get to the marl.
I've assisted
to the accruements
of my two girls.
I've always been
there.
I've always been there.
I want to be there.
even if the relations
today are still
ambiguous a little,
you know,
at their age
are more than
than they're
more than the
job,
I'm doing,
my port
had always over
I'm always
evered,
I'd have been
this
death,
but in the
way,
the fact that
you've been
the first,
I'd say,
the opening a
pension,
am an
an over
your own
often also?
No,
because,
in this time
that,
I had the
depigy for
this
Is she
she had made
a pair
Inconnue?
Yes.
It had
had to
go to go
at Laval
atop
atop
atopal,
that I'm
that you're
in a
lot of the
yeah,
it had
had to
do you
have to be
there's
there's a
course, it
had been
a year
a minute
of
a time of
a
time,
for in
end of
knowing
to know
that's
my
part
and in
end of
knowing
that I
know that
my time
my time
that I've
never seen
just came
to be
adopted.
At the
Now I'm in adoption, or he had been
inunded by the DPJ.
She had been
made by the DPG because she
had not able to
have been able to
she's an affair
to her.
She has done
she made the choice
that I've
never, I'd
never know my
third.
When you're
part, is she
is parted,
when she's
in front,
is she parted
at cause
the guy that
you were
to understand
you were more
than what you
were, but
is it part
because there
have encore to do that in
you know,
in a train of
a detail,
if he'll
be able to
say it's not,
I think,
but I'm
think that
there's
a little bit
a moment,
I've seen
by other
that it's not
the first
that was
that was
that was,
it's not,
let's say
that I
said after
these
treisons,
of the
tromperies,
so it's
a pattern
that he
had been
different,
that I've
never seen,
I'm
seen, I'm
after.
So that
That's the departure
That's the
That's been
It's a
It's flatted
So
Tate
Tantor I said
The
The Pair
It was more
But the
But the
Pair is
Not more
In the sense
Because
You know
You know
You're
You know,
But when you
You're a
Pair
You know
You're a
You know
I'm not
But I'm
If I'm not
But I'm
You're not
You're not
it's not as far
in your mindset
in what you
view in what you
see,
in the way.
No,
my two other
in front.
I'm sorry,
you know,
I said,
it's not,
you know,
I'm just,
you know,
I'm clear
in the health,
when we're saying,
I mean,
I mean,
the reason,
the motive,
the common,
why,
when you're,
when you're
at a point
like that,
it's,
it's,
it's not,
hey,
you're fool,
it, you're,
you're not,
you're not,
you,
I'm,
there,
I'm,
there,
in a collar noir,
I'm not here.
Now,
I'm...
Now, the consumption
is a revenue.
Now,
the consumption
is overvenue,
and I'm
at all the day
there's a day.
So,
it's not a
day that's...
So, it's
that you're
not...
Exactly.
I'm in...
Oh,
yeah.
I'm sorry,
I'm in a minute,
I wanted,
I wanted to
I'd, I'm sorry,
I'm in a night,
that I'm in the last
service in my bin,
I'm in plain
face-a-ta-ter.
I've been
the ambulance,
and I've been
with the doctor
he said,
it's normal
at the end
when you're
a final
respiration,
it's hard to
to rest to the
water,
it's not one of
the best of
a method, but
I'm trying,
I'm finished.
No,
but the,
you know,
the,
the,
the,
the,
the,
you know,
if you're
to be able
to be able to
be able to
be able to
be able to
do it.
Yeah,
exactly,
that's,
it's the
last
soft that is,
you know,
I,
I,
I,
I,
I,
it's,
it's not a tentative.
It's a bit of pretty
almost
to knowy
and I,
I've had
a feeling
I,
uh,
respired
of the water.
Exactly.
I'm doing,
I'm trying to
people,
people can't
say,
when you can't
get a gorget,
you're,
you're,
when you're
not able to
and you're not,
and you're not,
and it's not
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it, we,
we've got,
but I,
I'm,
and I'm
never
I just had to forget this
souvenir,
because I'm going to,
it's a fraction of
second,
and I've made,
I'm able to
breathe, I'm able to
feel,
you're able to
You can't,
in fact,
you're going to,
because at a moment
you're asking,
but you're saying,
but I'm sure
not,
I'm sure not
inspired as
grave
than that,
but I,
but we,
we have,
this feeling
that,
it's,
it's a per
in the
nooyate,
because you
you panic,
but we're
that once
you've reached
to receive
to the
the low, you panic
because you think
it's kind of
to get rid of
your brain
your brain,
it's like to
get rid of
the next
second, it's
it's finished.
When I
I've got
really,
the last
hour,
I'm sorry
if I'm
redressy,
I've had
to pain and
of misery to
get a
last point,
probably,
there I've
had a
flash of
my two
feet.
So,
you're
to find out
to the
hospital,
so,
so,
I'm intubed
to,
you're,
you're,
you're,
you,
you,
explain what's,
what,
my parents,
My parents
have seen.
They've
They've
They've got to
It's a lot
You've got to
see a
In fact you
You've got to
I'm gonna count
I'm gonna
Because yeah,
It's over not
It's not
It's not
It's over not
That's over
That's all
I've been
It's really
It's been
D'O
But I've been
You've been
You've been
You've been
For a
Bollone for
For the
Evener
the end of the balloon or in the ballon, literally
it's not long time after the separation
in the moment.
Oh, yeah, because I've been,
so it's not, it's not, I'm not there.
I've been, I've been, a good three, four,
it's a ballon.
It's a functional,
so you're doing,
okay, you're not, okay,
you're not, okay,
you're not, okay,
you're not, okay,
you're not, okay,
you're not, no,
no, no, no,
I, my parents,
he'd, they'd say,
the fad of,
the fads of,
when, they're,
they're,
and they're,
and so,
I've always,
So, now, the
Papa, he's not
more far than the colleague.
The Papa, he
he was put in.
And my
children, I never,
I never, I never
talked.
Never.
Yeah.
But then, I, I mean,
they're on,
confident,
of the more,
Yeah,
because, you know,
to go to your
parents?
Yeah,
also, but I
would have,
a few,
a year,
to be there
two fatt-sumne
on three,
I,
I'd see,
a few times,
my parents,
they'd say,
oh,
he'd travel,
you,
He tried to me
to cover me
to be in
to be in the
way,
it's so,
for not that
my
kids,
but not that
my feet,
it's like
I said
a little
if my two
he's not
there's not
had not
had not
all the
all the
I've got
what I'm
still in
living,
I'd
have anything
to say,
I'd
have,
it's ironic
the way
to say,
but you
had some
to the
things to
to be
my
children,
especially,
that's
it's a
thing,
and also the
fact that it
had to
that I'm
doing the
right to
this balloom
that I'm
doing the
error, I
would have
the right,
I'm not
a man
that's a
perfect,
I'm a
I'm a
past that you
there's a
there's
often there
people,
because what,
you know,
what's
to do you
do this
video, I'm
doing the
pedophility,
the pedophility,
I'm
on
it's
talking to
on it
on the
YouTube,
I've done
on the
years of the
years of
I said,
you know,
it's a
one of the
life,
it's an
vlogger
to be a
very,
that's,
I mean,
I said,
I said,
I mean,
I said,
but when
that,
because,
that episode
that's
this episode that
of the
child,
I've heard,
I'm not
to be
I'm
I'm trying
to my
third female
that's
there,
there's
done no new
by,
finish,
no,
no,
it's because
it's
I was already there in, the vlog, and it's all right.
It's all right.
But, like, when it's a derrape,
so it's the light social,
it's the derap,
I don't, no, no, no, no, I'm,
is, I've got more ambition.
Is that the violence is of return?
Yeah, I return to bar,
and then, there's, that's not droop.
How do you do you, you're in,
you're trying to get a justice?
Yeah, I was always
I'll always, my, my,
I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm going to,
a bar, St. Fred,
and one of the bar conned at Drummondville,
and he had been, I was, I think,
three hours, the guy
he would have
been to serve
the beer
because there
it's
it's on
it's
I'm afraid
I'm
through the
corridor,
I've wanted
to be able to
guarder,
I had the
coat of
I'm ready,
I said,
then a man
he's
yeah,
it's the
hour we
don't know,
I'm
there, I'm
saying,
you know,
when you
declot,
you declot
after that,
there,
there are
there people
who are
there,
the people
are the police
are
they were, they were to have been to post.
My name, you're lucky who is not
by your plunge, right?
Because, there's,
it's an assault,
that's...
It's an aggression-armed.
Aggression, yeah.
It can be even
viewed as a sequestration
because it's in the rear
to fall with,
you know, you're...
It's a...
You want to give me to the beer,
and it's a preise,
and grue,
you know, no, no,
it's, it's...
It's...
It's absurd,
in my head.
When I...
When I...
I'm...
Today, I'm...
...
man, you know, and it's
because, on the number of
of times, you're in a number of times, you're
in a lot of people,
exactly, that's not,
either because they're afraid,
or they're, because they're
they're not, you know,
and like, you've been,
you've been chanced at
the line, because it would be
to be more long.
Of one, yeah, okay,
he's not ported plenty,
and you'd have been
to be it, but you'd
be it, yeah,
yeah, yeah, that's,
sure, I'd have been
to do it, and I'd have
to, or if, you're,
a, cutter,
and, you know,
it, it's, it,
it, it, it, it's,
It's, it's a pardoning
not,
it's a
pardoning
not.
So,
after that,
I've
had arighted
after,
no,
even not,
I'm
continued.
That,
I'd
say,
it's two
years after
having
to have
to have
to have
to be
a
bad news,
there's
there's not
that I
have been
in this
four
that,
it's
counterproductive
my
man,
I've
never
view that.
Pets you
a balloon?
The
budget
fit not?
Fettett
I had a cola that
he'd be able to pay me.
Okay.
He'd be able to
more than me.
But, you know,
it's...
It'd be good.
You've...
You'd do...
Exactly.
Exactly.
You've got...
I've changed
a little,
so,
so,
so, yeah,
I'd
only just just,
I'm...
I'm just...
I'm...
I was...
It's not...
It's enough
to...
Yeah,
Yeah, for...
Yeah, for free.
...and,
and...
Yeah, I...
...that...
...that...
...that...
in that...
...tombed in...
I've been in
the picture.
I'd
I'd consume
not at a
time.
It's more
the alcohol.
The alcohol
has been
my be
black
noire
for long time.
Longtime,
long time.
And it's
what the
element
of clancher
that's
after four
years?
of violence,
of conso
and of
not to
not to
see what?
What's
what's
my name?
My
person,
even to
have been
at the
hospital
and
and it
and it
changed
to
get to
sometimes,
the
jointures
pettes.
There,
I've
made
my pier
Jackass.
Okay, you
know that?
You're
a man
more
adult, but you're
old.
You're
put in an
adolescent.
Now,
I've
made my
pet
Jackass.
There was
a group
on Facebook
that's
called the
jungle
the jungle
car.
It's a
group
hardcore
that the
people are
to get
the show.
I,
my,
my view
it was
to,
it's like
I
made
to know
to be
people who
he's a
man,
it's a
malad,
it's a guy,
that
I'm a
The people see, people see, it's been fun, the
side of the gaites, but in this time that,
I'd just be able to show my
my coat more.
My, my coat, dominus, on my
my side.
I'm, too, what I see, it's a guy
who did same, like, I'm in
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah, I'm in depression,
it's much, yeah.
It's, it's a bit of, yeah, but the people,
on the Internet, there's...
No, he encourages that, in your head,
you did you see, you see,
you've seen the choice to do you?
I mean, I'll have talked
at least at three years
at this hour.
In a gross jackass
that I've made
in the epil,
I'd say,
I don't know
if I can't
if I can't
an ennosed
some of the
jacass American
who, there's a
manned
who had been
to have made
my video
to Stivo,
the sole
response that
he has done
is the
Canadian
is a mod
of fucking crazy.
I'm gonna
percy,
the poe
of the cooes
with a
broochet afondue, with a forchette
afondue, I'm
I'm sure romped
the joints with a romaine.
We're on, we're on top.
I was, I was going to
live, the world to come in the live,
the world didn't even, no, it's a malad,
this guy, that's, it's a fuck-up, man,
and have, faredle, fath to what?
When you, you, you know,
not with a fearty, but, you know, because
you've had, all right, but when you repens
today, you know, you're there,
with a guy
who's sober and that
and that's
mentally,
he's more stable
when you're,
you know,
you know,
you know,
I'd say,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you know,
you're really
because you're in a,
you're just in a peak,
you're just not
being,
psychologicallyly,
and you're,
you're mad,
you,
but, you know,
when we're,
it's a malade,
but you're not,
it's not a,
it's not,
you're mad at,
yeah,
I,
yeah,
I,
I, I'm,
yeah,
I'm,
I'd say,
the police
I said,
To finish
with that,
the story of Jackass
I'm
done with a
round of
a round of
a bit,
I'm sat sat
on the
I'm just
I'm just keep
because it's not
you're not,
you know,
you're not,
you're not,
you know,
but,
you're not,
you know,
a month who
people who
it's not,
we're doing,
it's not,
I'm not
no,
no,
no,
but it's just
just in the
sense
that I'm not
We have no need to go
No, we're not going to
I think we've got
You're trying to
You're trying to
You're trying to
You're trying to find
It's just
In petting the show
And me fazing a mal
And yeah, and free-for-all
And I'm saying
Because it's an affair
To be filming
When you're
You're a kid you're
You're an offer and you're
But when you're
When you're
30s?
Yeah, it's
Yeah, it's clear that
Someone who's
I mean to say, I was
someone in front of me, I'm a guy who's
written to write
a succulent.
So, you know,
clearly,
you're not,
you're not,
at this moment
that,
yes, you're in a
ta-ta, but you're not
a tatat,
you're mad,
you're blessed,
you're alcoholic,
you know,
I was, you know,
to demonstrate at
how much,
we're not,
well,
we're so,
well,
I'm sure you
always said,
that's always
you've been put
to feel,
you, you're not,
you're not just,
you're not just
the alcohol,
it's,
it's a,
it's the,
it's the,
it's the,
I'd say, well, I'd be
not me suicid, but I'll go to do it at a
little bit of a few.
Oh, yeah, why not?
What's he made fun?
At this, this is four
years, that?
At a moment, my
mother, he me pung, and,
and there, he'd say, yeah,
it's, or, or, or,
or, or, that, it's one or the other.
Now, I've got to
to go ahead, and be able to
conscience, okay,
is you really that
that I've been for my
children, yeah,
to be a few per month,
and...
And then...
What you've said
at 16 years
when you're saying,
you've got to
at 30 years.
I'm going to
at 30 years.
But with a
baggare of
much,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
after that,
it's been finished.
The alcohol,
I brew a
one day a few
a few times,
and I'm over.
When you
you do,
you do,
you know,
in two,
three beer.
No,
no,
I,
I can,
I can,
I can,
I'm more
than I'm more
than other
other things.
The,
the cost,
agressivity,
he's part.
You've made
enough of
a mannage.
Yeah,
I've made
a grand
manage,
that it's
it's not
it's not
a lot of
today?
No.
I'm not
someone who
not,
but of you
to be,
of what,
of what,
I'm,
in the case,
I'm not
the time,
I'm not at
you, I'm not
there,
but I'm
consider that it
really
to do
with the
view
with the
antecedent
because
what it
is that
if you
if you're
an
if you
you have the control, and you've got,
Bravo.
But there's
something of grave.
And it's,
it's often
the things that I say
to say to,
I'm saying,
but I'm trying to
be very proche,
of you,
deced.
You know,
I've been to
get a lot of
your wife,
you know,
you think you
that you will have
the control
because you
think you'll have the
control?
I, you know,
I'd say,
I don't,
just that I'm
just that I'm
just that,
it's just that
when we're
have to
, you can,
You can open the
door, and have
to have a control
for 15
years,
but as you
keep,
guard a
guard,
it's a
door to
a famous Christ
of the demon
he's not,
he's always,
there's a
little door
for my name.
You know,
I'm not
easy, I'm not
saying,
you know,
I've been
I've been
and seen,
and did it
we see,
we think we
we're thinking
far.
But we
we're not
in reality.
We're
feb.
So,
we're fee
in reality.
After this
four
that you decide,
but,
is,
is it
therapy,
something,
I was going to
turn to
see the worst
I'd
call it
I'd like to
end up
to be in
the night
because I'm
regularly
Oh,
yeah,
I'd
say that
during
six months
I'm
almost at
the night
I'm able to
be able to
be able to
get a
time,
it was a
turn,
it,
it was,
it was,
it was,
it,
plus the anxiety,
the soft,
the sofe
and the
soaffed,
I'm
pete at
a face
also,
to
make the
jackass,
et,
the auto
mutilation
that's
it's
my
eschapatory
number one
that
all
this pattern
that
I'm
I'm
for that
I'm
for that I'm
for sure
I'm
that
he
he
made
think
to
really
on
on
we're
not
not the
kind
that
I'm
the
I'm
so that
I'm
that I'm
that
I'm
When you say, when I
ask the six
first time,
I'm talking to
you know,
info specific
to go ahead
to meet,
is that
your
children come in
your life
more normally,
frequently?
Yeah,
because I,
I've
had to
a bout
before to
get a
got of alcohol,
but I
know,
I'd start
to get to
a gut
of alcohol
for me
to test.
I'm
I'm a guy
of mine,
I'm
test.
It's dangerous.
It's
very
dangerous.
I've
made, it's
very
been
it's a
time,
I'm trying to
get,
I'm not
to get to
I'm doing,
I'm doing
I'm doing,
I'm doing,
I'm doing,
I'm going to
my
last time,
I'm in my
first sentence
of prison,
the one year
that I've
made, that,
that's all
a aid,
we're going to
be to
that,
we're going to
so,
so, so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
You'll repraint your life in hand.
I'll repra my life in hand.
And then, the little bit, by a little.
They've never posed a question
because they've never been exposed to that.
How many times before you pass
how many of the years?
You said to a year, you know, in a year of prison,
that, but the violence, the consort's not there.
You're not trying to work.
Yeah, I'm going to have to work on.
I'm going to work on my own, also.
You go well, my friends.
I've never, I've ever, at all the four years,
I mean, I've never
abandoned my
my parents,
I thought,
I've been there
for us
other,
I'm trying,
we're doing,
we're doing,
I mean,
a lot of,
I mean,
a part
that I'm
petted a face
when he
were there,
I,
I'd want to
they'd
see that,
they'd like,
I'd like,
I'd like,
I'm arranging
and that
that's a
thing,
that's a
sentence,
that's,
before the
life,
because I think
that's that,
it's that
that's that
that's the element
of the
element of
the
I'm in a
process.
So,
I'm going to
do you know,
I'm going to
when I'm
in a row,
and I'm in
a night,
or two,
two years,
the time to
pass to pass
before the judge
and finally,
you know,
they're in
a table,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not a
shift.
It's not a
shift.
Now, there's
a guy who,
in plus,
you've got,
you've got
no mentality
criminal,
you're less
in violence,
you consume
You're like more a citizen
in this moment
that.
Exactly.
So if you're
another layer of
you're going to
come,
you know,
as the two
times that you
get to get in
the same
when you're
in prison,
he's where
the mindset?
He's how,
the mindset?
The mindset,
is,
I'd say,
I'd
say, I'd
say,
it's the
last
sentence that
I want to
in my life.
I'm
I'm trying,
I'm trying,
I can't
think there
of the people who
who's
who's
amused
to go
and the fun
and I'm
I'm doing
I'm doing this
I'm sorry
to say you
know,
but it's
your chiff
that's
past?
Sincerement
it's been
there
not had
been a
there's not
there
there's not
it's a
night
I'm on the
I'm on
I'm
after my
cellul
and you
you're
too you're
too
in a
cellul
I'm
I'm going to
I'm
going to
see
my
view for
my life for
to be in the way, to be, to be that, my life, I'm going to, no.
How it's it, that's, the crickrude, because you're clearly not, it's not in your
life, all that, you know, during that?
By, I've, uh, because of my vlogs, I've always had a talent of
writing, so, um, my time of prison, I'm going to pass to, one, uh, to focus on my
person, on, on my own, to do other chaminement, uh, well, what I'm doing
I want to do whatever, et cetera.
Now, I've chosen.
I want to become
a psychologist.
I want to
become a psychologist.
I want to
become author and
an writer-in.
That,
it's been an
escapatoire
number one.
It's a
replacement
the alcohol.
To create a
romance, it
can't be the drug.
It's a drug.
There,
I'm an
article in the time
of a series,
volume 1, 2, 3
who are
on sale,
on, 2, 3,
The vans are number one.
I have nothing to say.
The publicity is there.
How,
of one,
how we're coming
to write a book
and how this
subject that
comes and
do you,
do you do,
do you do,
you do,
you do,
you're doing
in the paw
to, you,
you're in,
you,
because to
write a
book,
it's a thing,
you decide
to create
an history
fantastic,
not cap,
but in the sense
that it's,
it's a fiction.
That I would say,
a fiction.
it's a fiction.
It's not
past it for
real,
it's not
true, it's
that's true
but how
I'm
I'm sure,
I'm still
interested
to watch
in series,
the phenomenon
of the
showers
in series.
I've
read Michael
Lute,
I,
I've
read some
the profiler
of the FBI,
et cetera,
and then
it's a
very much
and it's
a way,
and it's a
way,
to pass my rage
in the
torture.
You know,
what I,
you've lived
in young
when I
saw,
and I'm
I was in the
I'm trying to
Trouard Lewis
which is the
first night
in the series
of the first
time.
So it's a
way,
it's a way
to make a
cross on the
past and to
sort of the
rage.
That's my
side of demon
that
that's,
because there
I'm a
place of the
trial,
but I'm
in a place
of the victim
also.
It's
lour to
write, it's
lour to read,
it's lour to
read.
But it
It's a poign, he had
I've had to do you
have to be a call
to be a
inquiries, to
get to be
a name who
just out of the
and they're just
out of the
that I'm not
to find out of the
I'm not, I'm
a big respect for
the victims,
I say, no,
I don't, I
don't, I've
felt like to
do you make some
verification, and the
than the tannatologist,
it's how
that's going to
how it's
how to
how it's
where the
where the
where the
brain,
how it's
how it's
the brain,
all the details
in my romance
are very
are verified.
They're veryified.
They're very
like to put a
car,
how to torture,
you know,
the torture,
we're in
all the time,
when you're in
your own,
when you're in
your life,
you know,
you know,
but you see,
all right,
so you know,
I'm going to
analyze it's something,
I always like
to write to,
let's go.
Let's go,
but I'm
imagine, is
to say,
I'm going to
make a book
or you can
just,
to write
these stories.
At the beginning,
it was supposed
to be a
movie to
play with the
psychology of the
way to play in
the book,
you're doing
to do you're
to do you're doing.
I've already
already to write
a little
before the
but it's in
my project
and to create
an vlog
in the
I've got anything
to do you
have anything to
and I'd
not have been
and I'm not
for fomé
they're not for
the time, you know,
but those who are
doing the podcast
that's just
that's that.
So, I'm
to say,
I'd say,
I'd say, the
I'd say,
I'd say,
I'm in prison
at a man.
When I was
out,
I'm at least,
so,
you're doing,
you're doing a
podcast,
like a podcast,
like,
a podcast,
like,
but on the
fact, in the sense
that true crime,
I mean,
I've got a
podcast
a lot of,
it's a
true,
it's a bit,
you know,
but he,
he,
he,
they're,
they're,
and they're,
and they're,
And so, there are plenty.
It's that, you know, I've got to hear it.
I'm saying, I'm trying to, it's not a lot.
But, you know, it's not for anything that's on market.
It's not.
It's not.
It's not quite that's something we know.
Like the podcast.
The people, you know, it's a success.
Yes, because it's the thing we know,
but we can't, you know, we can't, you know,
we know, we see, it's what,
the prison, it's, but, you know,
or the people, you know,
or the people who, the people who they're looking,
and they're doing, they learn,
but they learn, he discover
a facet of the society
that's not.
Like,
we can say,
I don't know,
I know what I'm saying,
but, you know,
I can say
that I,
I've had an expertise
in Toirr
in series.
I'm not a
expert,
but I,
I've made
my research
long time,
and then,
there are
a lot of
Ted Bundy,
Jeffred Amor,
there are
a lot of
the tour in series,
the tour of
the green river
with its
49-Morse.
You're inspired.
The
of real
of three
of series.
The real
of three
in series.
to create the first.
I'm inspired
Trevor, you said...
Trevor Lewis.
The volume two
was with Stacy Lewis.
And in the volume
three, it's me,
the story of the same.
Okay.
I'm introduced in the book
because I thought
that coccas
to really
to make
talk about my
character,
to show,
and me
introduced in the
story.
So the two
first,
you're talking
the history of
someone,
and in the
third.
In the third,
but your
story,
it's a
book
that's a
show.
Yeah,
but I was
I'm saying, it's exaggerary.
No, no, no, but in that,
is it in the
third time,
he's not a
name.
Yes,
yeah, yeah,
it's really my
name, with the
same treetoo,
but, you know,
like I said
as I said,
you know,
in the two-year-old,
we're saying,
that's on
it's an
thing, it's
that's a
call it, it's a
, like when we
, they put a
a live,
it's an film
on a vedette,
it's inspired to
, you know,
like Trevor Lewis,
for the date,
the December,
67,
you know,
I'm new
the 2 December
87.
I've used
used the
date for
me
to find
in the
book.
And to
it's a
therapy in
so,
but is
that it,
is that,
is that,
is that,
it's,
it's,
it's,
but it's
that,
but it's not
a
cause,
a lot
kind of,
you're really,
you know,
an effect
of,
to,
the,
to,
to crash
your venin,
to
sort of
a man.
A fact of liberty.
I don't know
how is he said
you see
possibly,
you know,
you know,
I'd
never think,
but the
sort of the
system.
Exactly.
Yeah,
I'd
really,
is you've
been with a
bit of bavve
that's cool or
no,
no,
but you're
in the sense
that's,
it's really
just
that these
ideas and
it's my
idea,
it's my
ideas,
like I'm
my
time to
my fourth
romance
,
Horror paranormal, it's
you're going to
I go away
I'm going to
I'm going to
I'm going to
I'm over
the couple
of people of
people who are
I'm doing
to live
what I've
lived in
those is
in New York
I'm
see in
these days
this year
what I
see in
visiting
the
place
I'm going to
live at
a couple
of
gaspiesian
that's
in in
who they
get
and they
move
and they
want to
really
explore the
world
and then
he tombe
on
these
phenomena
paranormal
so
it's
it's
always
reliant
to us
we're doing
what we're
like
Trevor
Lewis,
I was
like the
date,
when I was
I'm doing
I'm doing
I'm
I'm trying
I'm
it's a
therapy.
It's
it's a
time
that you
have done
one year
that's
two
2022
2002
2002
your
two
two hundred
two years
because it
took
a year
because it
when I
I'm
I was out
I've
It's out
for each
leave to
write.
Because it
in 2022,
in 2020,
it's in
nothing to
write in
your
last time,
you're going to
have to
make it
so that you
have written.
The volume
I've got to
I,
I've got to
the,
how I'm going to
say that,
the first
edition
I'm going to
have a
dozen
of a
business
of
because I wanted to be edited
to be auto-edited
so I've attended
an hour-minute, but in
between times, I've
written, I've written a volume two.
Because what we're there,
that's the term one and two
ensemble, this version that
that's the special and two
and two and then, and then,
and then, and then,
it's, after an
year and a minute,
to attend, the Masons of Editions,
I've been made, because it's
too crue, it's too vulgar,
it's, it's...
It's too sanglant?
It's too sanglant.
What's
what's
what's
what's
what's
what's
that's
a touch
to touch
to do
it's
it's
it's crue
that's
the impression
to be like,
I'm the impression to live.
I, when I
when I'm
finished,
the volume
two,
I'm in
depression.
Okay.
Because
when
when you
write a
book,
you,
you are the
person
principal,
you're in
his
head,
you're in
his
mental,
I'm in the
head of
all the
characters.
When we're
an
book or
a story,
we're in the
head of
all the
characters.
And it's
so it's
really
extremely.
What I
wrote,
it's a
torture
macabble,
dark,
noir,
really,
really,
the people,
they say,
I adore
Patrick Synecal,
but you're
a coche
of torture
of plus,
we're in
a little
gar,
yeah,
we're in
a other
level, it's
corremant, I'm very
in depression, because
there's been
very far, I've seen
I've seen,
it's like, when you
go to the
books, you'll
understand, you
'll explain, and
there's the
trilogy that will
start the 1st
June, the
three tombe
on one,
on a, and
then, and
between each
romans,
I explain,
where it's
where it's
where it,
the date,
where it's
where it's,
but the fact
to
to be in depression
related to that,
I'm trying.
Yeah,
because I like I'm
my sleep,
I'd dormed
no, and in the
time,
but it's,
you know,
I'll be able to
write that
in the same,
but is you
because you
should be able to
to be able to
do it's like
to be able to
do it's
more more
more difficult
to do, more
more impactant?
I'm excessive.
It's what
you want to
do you want,
so that you
to make a
a bit to
get a
to get to
a bit,
you're going to
I'm
I see, I'm
I'm gonna remember,
my blonde the
night,
she had done a beck,
bonnue,
my mom,
she'd be in the long
and you're still
trying to cry,
I'm trying,
you're not
not tired,
there's not,
there's days,
and the day
and some
a moment,
there,
you imagine,
your person,
to torture a
guy,
there,
there,
it's a lot,
you know,
you see the
person,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's a turbion
of emotion,
but I'm
I do it, like Stephen King,
there's been
some people who,
he says,
this guy,
he is very good
for it.
There's,
there's a little
very much
that way to get
to get old,
and he's too,
there's literally,
he's obliged,
he was,
he's totally
that he's
too,
I'm going
a little
in him,
you know,
I'm like,
I'm like,
I'm like the
Stephen King
Quebecuer.
But,
but,
but,
but,
but,
you know,
I mean,
I mean,
I,
you know,
I mean,
I,
The comportment addictive, the depression, is very dangerous.
Yes, but I'm on see sort of very well.
I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm
heard a bit.
Facts, you know, I'm just trying, there's been in, you're trying to put it,
exactly, I'm talking, and that's, exactly, I'm talking, and so, it's been important
to, to talk, to, is it, is to hear, is, is, is, is what, is, is, is, is, the
guy that you
had been
when that
it's
arrived,
do you
think you
had been
to be
quite quite
to have
to find to
to get to
to get to
my question
is clear?
The prison
me had
had to
get it.
You know,
you're just that
was just that
was a
bad,
but is
that
had been
quite
if you'd
have been
had been
that
if you
have been
that
this problem,
that
the
prison
that?
I had
I had
to...
I had
really
of the
I mean,
you know,
I'd say
that,
well,
at this moment
that's
that's
to have
to have
in therapy
or in
psychiatry
during a
period
X
would have
that you
had been
to retire
to get to
the
life
and
to make
to make
the energy
and
to do
it's
it's
it's
it's
it's
it's
it's
it's
that
but
that's
or so arrived,
it's a
good thing
that's
a good thing
is a
very much,
it's a
time I'm,
like I'm
a new,
I'm going
I've been
I'm not
I live
no,
I don't live
to crime,
I've got my
little
to have my
little bit
you know,
but as you
say,
that's,
you know,
I'm going to
get a
time,
you're able to,
you're able,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
canalized, I'm focused
on my objectives, that it's
part of it. Is it
you arrive to
live of that?
Sincerment,
at the beginning, no.
There, it's
to come as
paying, but, you know,
I go to the
school, I'm in front of
I, I do,
I do, the
two, the students
and the literature,
so I'm the time
to write,
so I'm,
I'm, I'm,
I'm, I'm,
I'm, I'm,
I'm 30,
38, right,
So you do you do, you live
of that, you know, an aide
scholar, you know, or if you were not
a little bit of me to say
what you live, you can't even, but, you know,
that's your life, and you, that's your
and you arrive, with the leave,
to pay your life, your work, your
stuff, I'm going to pay you
your revenue, so you go to the
school, you pay your book, you pay your
off your, you pay your affairs
with your romance.
Yeah, I'm, I'm going to
do my affairs, and then, and then,
I'm focused
there's on
my fourth
live that's
going to be
for the year
he's going to be
more than
he's a little
more than I'm
content.
So,
so,
so,
so,
so,
I'm saying,
I'm in
autoedition.
Auto-edition.
It's me
who created the cover
of my
live,
total of
complete,
it's me
so they're
so on
Amazon?
Only from Amazon?
Only from
the journal,
it's been
in the series
volume
one, two,
He's the special edition.
There's the one and two,
and there's the trilogy
that will start
the 1st 1, 2, 3,
with some
people,
person can go
in the library,
let's say,
well,
in the case,
out camera,
I'd have talked
to talk to
because I'm in
the moment
in the crature of a
book,
where I'm with
an editor,
but in auto-production.
Oh, okay.
So,
but it's not,
it's not interesting
for the,
but perhaps
that I'm,
that I'm talking
The end up to leave, yes, because eventually it's
so on the
book. Perfect.
I work there's
I'm at the end of the
writing of this book, but in
any case, we'll have the occasion to say to
talk about.
Exactly.
But what I wanted to say
is that I'm glad because
in the life, there are
who will play on the table
there, there are who
you're going to crash
in the face.
You know, I'm saying,
live your life
as you want, but
if in
end of line,
if you're in
in the bottom of line, you're at
to become a better
version of you
time.
It can be dangerous
to say,
live your life
like you do
because you know
it's a bit
to live your
way like you
know,
no,
no, but, you know,
I'm,
what I'd say,
you know,
am I mean,
you,
listen,
you, look,
you,
look,
the other auto,
don't you,
don't you,
because, you,
with the parkour
that you,
you've done the
chance to find
something
to have
given a success,
and I'm
I'm reconnoen there
because I
made the chance
to do have
something that's
a new thing
and to invest
in a case,
it's not a
gauge of success
but you can't
say,
I'd probably
be due.
Exactly.
And when I
say,
Vive,
your life,
I'm talking to
the point
positive,
not the
point negative
of the
dope and
et cetera.
I'm really
to be
positive,
focused on
the positive
in the
life.
You'd
do you
how,
as human
today?
is what your perception of
you're saying?
Serene.
I have the
spirit
reposed.
I have a
sadgest
that's
that's
I'm retraped
with the
age.
I consume
I,
I,
I,
I,
I've had to
do that
I'm a
first,
I'm mised
on me
on
on
the success
with your
books
and I
imagine
renu
more
with your
more
more
more
What is we
you want to
you know,
see,
there's a
thing,
there's a
, you know,
there's a
thing that's
something that's
that you're
in your
past,
all the,
everything,
what you're
to do,
is,
is there,
is there
there's still
a,
there's a
,
to be a,
to be,
you know,
I'd say,
you know,
to,
you know,
to,
you know,
to,
you know,
the pair of things,
the worst,
you know,
because, you,
the last
,
It's an great...
It's enormous.
It's an enormous, who is
related to an event.
You're probably
more more fragile
at this time that
that you're doing
to say,
someone who's
someone who's
someone who's
a little bit
in depression.
You know,
it's a feeling
that there's a
fragility in
the body
that's always
present,
so to live
in these situations
really
extreme.
You,
is that,
is that you
do you feel
out-
to affronted
this
genre of
event,
Yeah, because I, as I said,
I have a family
around me, I have
my parents,
I've had
that, you've got
already had that
maybe that,
maybe,
I don't know,
I'm not
I'm not really
I'm not
I'm not
when we're
in a tubion of
emotion and when
we're in the
consumption, we're
not getting
when we're
when we're
on over time.
You're chanced
to have
still there
until you're
there?
Yes.
Because the
kind of person to
a man to do what
we can do
do you
I'm trying to
I'm trying to
I'm trying
to get to
me over the
not that's
not that's
but it's
it's not
it's not
it's not
it's important
to make
do that
when you do
when you
do you know
in your life
it's important
to make
a lot of
it's important
to make a
I'm sure
to say to
I'm
I'm concerned
only on
my vlog
on my
leave
you're
still
active on
I'm active on Internet.
I'm active on Internet, on Facebook, Yan DeRose, TikTok, also.
All the links are in the description.
All right.
In fact, I'm going to do with the description.
I look at least.
I've seen for far long time, and then I'm content to do it.
If my parkour can help people to be able to say,
guard, I'm not all who's not all that has vuked, we're going to be.
We can't.
The important, the message to the parloire today is we can't all
all
without
there's
not very that
there's
there's
there's
there's a
question,
it's not
that we're
all the
beauty of the
life.
There's
there
there's
important,
to see,
there's a
lot of people
that's
there's not
there's a
little bit of
to be
to be a
introspection
and like
the people
people,
people,
people.
Well,
you've
done,
you're resumed in
some
exactly
what for
me,
it's
that,
this project
that,
It's exactly
that.
Thank you
your
very,
thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Continue.
If it's,
you know,
if these
lives,
at the
even if you
would be
not,
even if you
didn't
if you'd
not,
if you'd
not.
If you'd
not,
but that
it's
it's right
and it
doesn't
to take
to the
bottle,
then
let's the
thank
thank you.
Thank you,
Anne.
Thank you.
We'll be
law.
