Au Parloir - Épisode #152 - Jeremy

Episode Date: August 2, 2026

Dans cet épisode, je reçois Jeremy. Ayant eu un parcours difficile avec un père violent, et en vieillissant son goût pour la vi0lence explose. Il tombe dans la consommation, dans la manipulation, dans la fraude, jusqu'au moment où il fait la ligne DE TROP, le laissant pour mort! Son corps ne répond plus, et jusqu'au point où il doit se faire amputer les mains. Grâce au soutien de sa conjointe, il s’est retrouvé devant un choix : être un souvenir ou devenir un exemple. Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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know, no, you know, no, you're to know, I've got to

get a person who can't , but, I want to mention that all what I'm

I'm not I'm not sure of what I'm necessarily I'm in my life in danger I've made the cell of

and my family in danger and I've made the very good choice and I'm doing a very person

we're doing a accident very grave before to understand that my life was probably

that I wasn't the podcast is what you it's what we're doing that's just that the past

is a thing that we're not often we're often we're Marko-Fair by our past but

we're able to advance and to be to be able to and discover that we're not necessarily what we're that we're

that we're that's quite that's quite I'm saying because you're you're accepting rapidly, we've had been

we've been a we've been to be today, the person, the person, it's happened something in their

person, she's getting to place, so you're, so you were to be a list of full

booke quickly rapidly and she's brule for point, you've been to replace a two years of, two years of

your life, so I'm sorry I'm sorry to be there, and I'm saying, I love your podcast, you know,

what's going to make personally at what you, to turn in my old botin, and when I get to do that, I'm also

I've done that my life, but Chris, I'm more done to my life, and sometimes it has been to be able to

be able to to be to be able to to become a person, so. Thank you for what you do

thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, it's this genre of message that, I mean, who me give in the continue,

that's in the message negative that I can receive, it's this kind of message that I'm that I receive

or that's by the written by the course to continue this project that. So, I'm going to

you come with you, as I'm with all the business, we come to where kind, which type of family?

I'm present. I'm called Jeremy. I'm 28 I'm just a time. I've got a month that's a while. I've got to have my

baby Jacob. He has 14 years today. He's with with us. He's with a little baby, all naceant, all free,

all right, and at the end up, we'll do it make a promise to my three and my family,

it's going to before my family. It's going to be more more than it. It's a pleasure to that.

We're also maybe, that will have perhaps, maybe a little couple in the episode, possibly maybe

your conjoin will join to join us. We're going to how it go, So, in the phone, yeah, I'm heremy.

I'm a name, in the phone. In fact, I'm from St. Jerome. In fact, my mom, were together. At least, it was going to be but it's not very, very long in my infance that's had been a great problem.

You know, I can't be to catch that at age of three years, there had already a lot of violence of my father, because my father had some problems of gambling. When he arrived at the

house and he had no money, he said to my my mother, there, give me of the money, he arrived at a house in tabernac, and if my mother said no, because she had never, had never, my sonned, and my son,

and he violented my mother, but in a way a way far, I'd say, I'd say, I've been going to be able to an episode, Cedric, two episodes that I remember, like

if it's an issue of these blessures of infance, that I'm rest aggraved. At a moment don't know, my father, you're like, there's

all used in a machine, my mother, she has got to us nouris my father is not content. He pung

the old telephone in the time it's a little phone in the phone he had pungy the telephone and he

had been in my mother, my mother had been my mother, she had put me and my son

in the cell of and I looked at and I looked at up and all the

blood and my man that was that I know that my mother he had the

time to play to get the and it's it's reprodued at many times because my

my mother she, she she has a family I know what, she's what? She's forced for that it's a matter. But if it's not

it doesn't work, it's not a barnaq, she'd have to be able to be able to until, but I'm, but I've received many people who are

very much, and it's easy to the exterior to be like, maybe, but you know, it's not, it's what,

you know, you know, to be in a relationship like, that's a that, that's a melancho,

of love, of power also, and all, yeah, yeah, the sentiment of, for me, it's important

to never judge the women that, Why do you rest there? It's like, when you'll live it, is it to choose a person, but, you know, you can't understand, you can't judge someone.

I'm totally in-of-a-can, I'm not, I'm sorry. I don't know, I'm going to, you know, the life is derogling here, and it's like that, I've got to go to my mom, it's a moment of the same episode, my father had joined a machine, there's no, there, and, you know, there was certain problems that my mother had, at cause, you know, she, she'd have, you know, she'd have been a lot of, He said, my father, he was there.

Oh, it's me who'd travel, no, no, no. But, you know, with all of what my my mother subissed, you can't. And a day, my dad is arrived, and then, it was really a great shot that I remember a lot more. It was in my mother. He was under my mother.

He'd lettanglet. And my mother, I, I guess five years. My mother, has the eyes at an over. So, I'm in situation of urgency. I've got five years, and I'm trying to try to lashy. So I'm going to gore in my chamber. I've put my little baton baseball.

I got it's in the head but it's he's nothing he's not

that's my mother she's she's she's she's she's she's

she's there and he she she'll she I'm and I'm

Mordy just to see at the moment I know that it's

chroquet and I can't say you can't he's he's he

he's five years I'm I'm and I'm yeah yeah yeah

the little d' d'clock it's cut yeah I'm

mored just He was going to gocent, and he had losted my mother. He me looked at five years. At five years, he's a really marionette, my guy. He me pung and he me collliss in the mure. I have still, I have again, I have still some of the suffering

at the interior of this moment, and I'd want to be able to come that, but it's like that's the problem on the same. Your son? More young, more vie? More young? Seven.

And... More young? No, she had seven. No, she had seven. No, she had five. The year's two years. Yeah, it's right. We're, like, in this mood

that, you know, we're trying to get, we're going to arrive, we're going to arrive at, we're going to be in part of time. It's not normal. So, you know, it's really repercussions more later in my life, not at this moment

that, because at this moment that, you think it's normal, and, yeah, but, yeah, there's been, because, at the primary, I'd arrive, and I'd, you know, I'd understand. What I was in the house,

it's what I just did, and the problems of comportment embarked, my mother, who is become very malade, a problem of my health health grave,

with what she had been in, they were in when I was five years. Is it, this famous event that you

had to talk about, is it like, is it like the element of an element of for your to say, well,

if I'd go to die, or he will die of my decision? It's, it's quite

flue at time that I'd say, I'd say, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure,

is that Someone who's someone who's, is someone who's someone who's someone who's still in your today? Yes, I'm

pardoned my father. Okay. My dad, I'm a super of good relations today with, he has changed,

he has made some effort, and he made make made to understand that it's a past and that today

he's really there for me. I'm a super of a relationship, and I'm a good, it's difficult

to come to come to my parents, and, you know, if, if you ever he'll hear this

podcast that, I'm not that I'm don't, I'm not, and I try to norse their image, I think we have all our problems. And, I think, what's going to be,

it's not more beautiful with my family. Well, it's what I said to say. I think you're a person who is well-placed to understand that someone can have a past and that's posed the gestures

and the actions in certain situations of his life. I don't know not yet in your story, but I think when you have, you know, when you're

you're trying to judge someone who has one, even if it has been impacted. Exactly. It's really important. And, and,

and, I'm going to have to be an parenthesis for something that's that's happened in rapport on the podcast,

because we're talking, to pass, and sometimes the impact that these episodes that have to have been to know his name, but I've had

been an invitation last year, my guest, and I'm saying, hey, I'd like that to get in

contact with this person that for me excuse me, for what I I got it has made live,

and she's me blocked to do you. So I'm going to see a point in front and said, she can't

after that's, the two were re-ecris separately for me to make sure because he has had done to

excuse to her and she has really made a bomb so that's that's this kind of that we

that we live here sometimes it that makes it's a fact that this person that has been

to say this person that has reasoned in someone that's He's a part of his old that's not

been cool. So, you know, it's... Well, it's... In the sense that's... In the past

sometimes can't when we're... When you're... Even if someone you're in the case, what...

You can't... You can't... We're not perfect, we're rest of the feet, but, you , it's after that, what's you

do with that? What's you do you want to make a couple of ambush before that I've been a before that

it's not all the time, I'm saying. You're... You're talking to... You'll have found, so, your sister, your mother? Yeah, it's so. But not very long time because my mother had with these blessings.

A lot of things to regulate, which is difficult to regulate in having two children. And then, you know, I'm a tannant. You can't, I'll care not. I have some problems of comportment with what I had sued. It was a little normal, if you want,

but, like, at the school, how it's to, I've really had some bad, you know, I'm really had some bad. And my mother, she, my mother, she, had put, the control of me. and, you know, my son, I'm embarked

a little bit in my nisery, so, you know, she, she, she, she has had been to the difficulty to be in the age of six years, for me, and my son, we're in

a family of-acue, and this family of-acue, and there's my first, and there's a lot, and it's been pasted, I'd say, and you go to see, in the

family of-acke? In the first family of our family, we're, were, you, it's a person resource, my son, it's, it's the person to my person, to, and I'm the person,

I've been, of my father, or my mother, and I'm going to go in a family I'm going to be in a family. Fah, you know, so at least, you know,

it's a part that's the part of my family, you know, you know, there's, you know, between a friend and a son to live the people

like that. So, you know, I would say, at least, we could be to live so, we'd be, you know, it's a,

it was a, person of course at this moment that, it's so, I'm, so, I'm not if I'm sure, if I'm sure,

if I'm sure emotionallylyly, it's, but probably that, like, inconsiamely, I'd be in the time this

six, at the eight, she's not necessarily out of not used to not quite,

for, for it's not really, she's she, and she she, it's not not quite

it's not how this family of that? Very well, I'm talking again,

I'm saying, I'm going to say, good, I'm going to have a girl,

I'm also, I'm in my family to make at this moment that also, that we're

done some, It's been one of my first moment of my genese even if I'm separated because they're really pre-soin'

you know. Even if you're of your parents, you know, because you said, I'm sorry to say, to say, that's just for that

that's just, that's true. Excuse me. I'm, I, in the front, it's, it's, it's, it's been a

that's, I've got, I, I've got the super positive in my memory. You've stayed coming of time?

One year. One year. A year. A year, so my mother, she, my mom, had done, she,

had made me She had some of us She had been She had been She said, I'd like her I'd ever But my mother She's always

She's always She's quite She's quite But she, But, you know, She's, she, she, She's, she, she, She's, she

She knows She loves And she's always, I'm mama, We'll have profite. Well, so, so, then,

we're coming She's my mother. A minute, Yeah. But, but at this moment, there,

there, there, there, there, there, there, there's just that, I've heard, that I'm My mother, who was a lot of,

it was like, I had a, at this moment at this moment, I had a role to do you know, she had an role,

it was an parent. But it's like, switched a little of bar, because in her malady, she,

she, had, you, , she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, we had

put up, part, my mother, I was, in the life, I, I'd,

I'd, she'd, she'd be able, and I remember very well, I mean, I mean, I mean,

I mean, it's supposed to be the contrary, you know, it's supposed to be the contrary, you know, that's supposed to be

a little more, because it's not, to be there, to be trying to to care of it, not to be to be able, to do it,

so, we've done a little bit to make a lot, but it's not something of normal at this moment, that, you know, to be the parent

of his parents, it's, especially not at seven, eight, it's not normal. It's like, it's like,

I have a for that she when it's her when it's her when it's it's a point in when it's a role of the

mental. But the, you, the health, it's hard to understand, it's hard to get to get, and it's hard to be able to

sometimes, you know, we're not always conscious, to the point we're not going to be not really, and the

impact that we have on the problem with that's not for that I'm for that, that's sure that it's sure that

it's all that had marked some in a moment, when it was when it was it had made a chum

who, who, who, who'd who'd be in the stature when we'd because we were because we were

very bruyant we're quite quite quite quite you're also your own yeah, you know, yeah,

the monsieur, he'd sort of his stature and he'd and he'd say, no, he said, no, he has

a place, to us, so, the place, we've got to be a part of the school,

so the DPG is revened in the dossier, they're they're brought in another family of

but at this moment that my mother, her would be had been the choice to,

he's gone of the house, and your and they're going to have chosen in the

place of your time. And your part of the course, he's just not there for the moment.

He's barred because my mother, she has made in sort of being to be able to

get to get to he wanted to I'm because he had already at the school

at the primary and he had called the police like if my

my if my was a few dangerous, yes, he's he was

he was he had been a bit to be able to have been to have been

Because, I personally, I'd be able to my mother. I'd be offutted the consign. I'd be able to get to the school. To have more, I'd have more than cardrement, you know, perhaps my father would have reached at this moment. I don't know. I know.

I know that I'd have been more than a lot of things. So, I could not be able to do you. You're not? No, it's not. And second family of care, at how age? It's the second time that day? I think it's like eight-year-old,

sort. It's not been long, the return to your mother, though. No, no, it's a bit. It's, perhaps it's a year, at my mom my mom. And then,

the DPJ we've done brought to but I don't why they're doing that. I'm in a moment

that, I'm not, I'm not to understand to get to my wife in a family of aqueue,

my sister is on another family of a when I tell you, it's my

only, it's my sole link that is, like, you know, the same person to to me

to me to come to be that you know, you know, you know, you know,

we're, we're, we're doing, we're we're just, we're we're doing, at the end up final, so if you are the DPJ,

try you know, try don't to not do that tabernic. I'm doing a little bit of the devil, I know not

the situation of that, but for having been family of a place, in the Laurentite, so St.

Jerome, it's not the same time, but there, there's a name there, there limitations, there's a demand,

there's, to give, to give an example. I, we, we, we'd attended a,

an infant, we had had a piece for this one of the and he'd be in a piece of

even if it's two babies and there's a minute, so if I'm not, change the chamber,

I'd have not could have my two two feet. Because the norm, in this chamber not more than

a new thing on the number of the DPJ, even if it's two babies, so, so you have,

you have, a number maximum, you'll let's there, there's, there's a number that at this

moment that, you say, I said not that, you say, if at this this moment that.

Sometimes we we're asking, but why they're if at the time, there's a

time, there's a day that that's not a time that's not a job, they don't

do you know to do you do you get to do you want to you know, I'm not, I'm not

that's what is what it's a time, because sometimes I know, I know,

I know, I'm the first to get to the time at the time there's a lot to talk about,

you know, long to do long to do but I know what's also that's a reality of a lack of

effective. There's a because it's not a job very easy. So, so it's clear a little

more. It's sure. It's not that it's the case, but I see it's a thing,

but, you know, at that it would have had made to be a associated to my daughter, you know,

it's my son, it's a moment that I would have wanted to be to do you

do you're doing things to be to be to be and then sometimes, they have

some, they're no, no, no, it's so, That's it's governmental, so we know. We're saying a government is croche,

absolutely, in any of course, I'd rather than. No, we're not there. But, now, what's coming, guys, I'll say, it's very perturbate for me. It's an eventment very markant. It's, it's, sometimes I think, and I'm so I'm playing, and I'm just, you know, I'd say,

call it's, man, I've been in a desire for, in this family of accueue, because the first of the family of accuees, had their three proper children. Okay.

So, so I'm a lot of APJ. You know, I'm going to get to this is he

had the right to tell a dessert. I'm not this dessert that, why? Sinn't the

Saturday night, a, it's a family, you have to go to go to

you know to be in your home, you know, but Chris, I have been

with time as that you get to get to so, so I'm so,

So, for me chicaned, to me make understand that I'd go to be all the day, man, all the day, man,

I'd go out, I'd go ahead, I'd be able to new, and they'd be used to be back to me. So,

so, I'm created, like, some, it's, like, there's, some,

it's, it's, I'm not normal, you know, and I'm just, I'm going to get the y'all, at all the time,

it was worse than the intimidation, and, then, They were switched the barrer in the door, and he made all the end up

the same time, when I was going to be able to be in my because he'd nothing to be in my chamber, but the serrure was the other bar.

So, I had not access to to be barren, imagine, there a fire that one comes in a know, and the

house pung in a fire, what's that's what I mean, you know, he'd be afraid, you know, I'd say I'd go low on what I'd

said, because they'd be able down to some center of youngest, they're going to bat, they're going to see, you know, they're going to see, you know, they're going to, you know,

my words, of what I said to, you know, probably, finally, maybe better, you know, in a center jenance, in a foyer, that in this family, that, but, unfortunately, there are the people who are family-d-ackeye for the and not for the reason premier for the reason for the

for the reason, it's for help, the kids who have no need, to, just them, and they want to... I mean, I guess, excuse me, that's... Cedric, but it's a moment. There are, there many, they're not who are past here, and who they've been

with people who have some people who are if you're in family of accue you'd never not make sense to those other children who are

more. You can't you can't not like a time you can't be able to be in your time but you're not obligy to make

make sense it's not part so I understand and it's it's in any it's in any people like that

don't have not be family of accueue so I'm I'm becoming violent I'm I'm becoming violent so

So it's my first moment where I'm really violent. I arrived at the end of the same time of the school and I'd know that if I

would say, he'd be in front to get back, so what I was, so what I was going to be at the first that I was in the course of

school, Packlack, that, Chris had that in the two years, and the intervenants me would

be coming to do fun to to do that, because it was sorted my rage at the interior, you know,

I was saying, I was in tabarnance, I'm insulted, I'm, I'm saying, Chris, it's emil, it's millions of tabernac,

to be all the other they risk to-do. And I'm not, I don't have an attouchment sexual, but I think that's a lot of a bit.

100%? It's not normal. An abu not necessarily sexual, you know, it's, you know, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, you know, the first, that I was,

to the, the intervenants, and I'm, and I'm, I'm just, I'm the impression, and I'm the impression,

that you're to watch to be searching of attention. There you have the attention of an adult that's, I'm I'm trying to, I'm trying to, I'm

talking to, you know, the only attention that's, it's a lot of time, you know, it's a lot of, you know, when we're young,

we're going to get the attention as a lot of we can, you. So, that's, it's been a event very markant in my life,

or is it has made to me a person aggressive, it's made to me a person who, that, you know, I'm not, you know, I'm going to,

like, I'm, I'm about, pretty, and I've been because I've been two years, I've been to be in a few,

I'm in a time, it has been to do you know, I'm in a way to do you know, it's just to be in a

world, what I'm, what I'm in these little kindry, like, yeah, so my life comes to

the same, it's, it's something, he's, what, when you quit this family, that?

I'm going to see my my mother. You're going to to your mother. Yeah. My sister, we're returning,

we're remit together, we're doing, so you know, so you're not not in your second, during pretty

time, but sometimes it was more, sometimes it's me, maybe it's maybe it, we could be

two times per month, like we, we could say, and the other, to know, to our family

to, we, we'd say, we'd say, we're saying, if she, she'd, if she, she'd,

she'd, she'd, she'd, she'd be a, she'd be, she'd had been, had been

with this family of Hakele, and what I heard, you know, I'd get these stories that me were telling, you know, I'd say, ah, they're not, they're going to doze, they're going to do with there. So, you know, there was kind of an injustice encore, you know, so. So, it's

my son, you know, I mean, I, you wanted, I, I'd say, I'd, you wanted, to, you'd say, it's fair, it, it's fair, it, it's true. It's been to know that she'll be know that, but it's fair, you know, but it's all right, you're doing at my mother, like at the age of 11

for the 6th year, you know, I'm in 6th year, I'm revolted that's, I'm afraid, that's, I'm not, because my mother had not much an encardrement, you know, she said, she's, I'm piled on 3rd, you know, I was, I mean, I'm

doing, I, I said, I'm saying, it's, it's, it's, it's, I'm not, that I'm starting to make these, these frequentations at Laval, because, now, we're installing at Laval, you, it's, so, so, you know, so, so, so, so, so, so, why,

so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, It's a lot, we're going to be able. And it's not been long that I've got to start when I was at this age of. Okay. And I was to say,

what I was going to get to do? What I was going to get in, you know, is a sentiment of appartanance. All the amor that I had been in my genese, I could have been

with a group of friends who and this, he said, he was to be there. The gang of the ruse are coming, and I never made

part of a group of a gang of root. You know, I was never affixed in time blood or trips,

but I've all the time I'm trying I'm trying, I'm in my family, I'm in the sector Rotein,

man, I had 12 years, we were in, we were in the corner of, and the time,

and the seven-up, and the guy he rapped, and it's that I was that I'm in my place, man,

tabarna, that I'm, and then I'm to make, and then I'm doing, they'd be, so they're,

so they're they're doing, the money, you know, I'm saying, I'm Motus operandi, sometimes of the gang of the ruse,

you know, you know, you know, what I'm what I'm, which I'm that's often that, you're

often that, you're in a gang because you're a sentiment of appartanance, you're, you're going to get some,

you're often, you're very people, you're very, that's so, you're more that, you, that's for you,

that's, a figure paternal, you know, you know, 12, those other, they're 16,

but when you're 12, a, to say that's a kid. It's a kid. Yeah, it's just. And, you know, he said, hey, T.

Yeah, yeah, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, and you know, where is that,

really, if you're listening, you know, to what I'm talking, you know, that I'm talking, to talk, I'm glad to,

the car, I had 13 years, I was in the sofa, at my chum, the guy, he had done, and I'm,

he had exchepe my clade of of the house, and, and, I'm, come, I'm returning

to, at home at my hour of the morning I'm at the time, I'm very hot, a little

very cold, well, I'm in a same, I'm sorry, and I'm in a lot of my key, man,

I'm going to my wife at the time, you know, you know, to get to get to come to get to

my arm in a call-liss, you know, it's my was my chef at this time at that moment that,

you'd be the same, you're almosted to be the same, and he had been, then the last time, I'm, man,

I'm, man, I'm, I've got my key, no, your key, not it's not here. Paph, pav, I'm going to go to the school. I'm going to go. There's all right. There's no, there's been to value in here.

Now, you think that my mother has made the fault on who? You think, yeah, it's me. It's me who's all right. It's all right for consuming, because I was already in the consumption of the cannabis, and all. So, now, you know, I sat down to find out of me, and she, and so, I'm going to, and so, I'm back there. The guys are more young, I, I'm not fra to the year.

The barque, there. I'm not far to do you, I'm not. I'm back the barque, I defunce the door, I'm going the first

I'm trying to see, and I'm I'm going to get to get I'm sure he's a he's a six

on me and then but it's bad, I'm just I've got to the color, you know?

So it's it's been that I've been like, I'm sure, it's, so, you know,

these guys, these guys, this guy, like, I've got again a couple in there,

there's, there's that I'm that I'm friends of the offense, it's not the people who I'm across,

it's not a not of who I'm doing to do you know, we're doing to get a new to the other and it's not

so it's not so it's a time and then my criminality augmentation, my mom demanage at Chhmede.

Yeah. Nothing for aided. No, nothing to end up, I'm not, I'm not,

I'm not, I'm not, I'm don't, I'm not, like, there's, there's, there, there,

there, there, there, there, there, there, there, who are the same thing are the show mede de, in fact, it's the, you know, the mech, do you know, the mech, D'O curable, and in the case,

it's not, St. Martin, Currella, in the case, it's more the curing the Bresdame. Yeah, yeah, it's not, I don't know, there's been, there's been, of, the cutoff, of battle, and of murder in North Carolina, there, I've got, there, you know, the guys that cartier, you know, they can't, the guy of the cartier, me know, it's quite,

the most, the part, it was the Arab, you know, you know, it's, you know, it's a lot, And I was, I was just Quebec out of nowhere who'd trained with the Arab you know, my mom, my mom, the menager

that, I'm in the phone also at the school justly, after this event that, the vol, excuse me,

I'll come up there, there was a moment that where is that it's, like, it's been to me to search,

and there's I'm coming to be a vagabon, you know, she's, it's, it's my plus hot of the school,

and I'm all the time to make the whole, and I'm more cool than you're the whole

than, I'm just a human today, I understand. You can't see, you're more, you know, you know,

sometimes we're like, hey, cool, the world he respects, but they're on a lot of fear. They're on because, I'm sorry,

it's something that's, you know, there's a great difference to respect to someone, and be having

a fear to someone. Someone will be respected, will be to give you because he's a power to

talk about me to say, you know, so you're a battalion, you're violent, so you know, if you see,

if we're if we're going to if we're and who's cool, we rest to to have a little, you know, I'm going to do with a lot of,

and then I'm going to be in my comportment. I know the director he's been like a little, he's not been to get me

and you know, he's been to remit to my place directly in class, before all, and I'm not I'm not, you're like,

you're talking to you're like, I, I'm gonna my chair, and I, I pitched it in plain of face, I'll say,

I'll be found here, he's sent you, they're sent you, they're invited in trouble of course, it's not,

Well, what I've seen of this situation I've re-saw the cute that's made to put in a spot before all the world

so it's sure that you're to have made on a spot before a lot that it's a that makes,

you know, you know, you're not, but it's clear that it's a it's clear that it's a It's sure.

And you're and you're like, hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm, I'm J man, don't fuck with me.

It's, you know, it's exactly, that's so, you know, you're a great, You know, you're trying to bring up a gangster. Yeah, I'm 13 years. That's all, you know.

That's all, you know, I'm saying. And so, you know, that's the same thing, and then I was going to have some contact with the guy at Shemaddy, because there was one in my class who shouldnomer,

the Fis of 45, you know, because it was the 45 in the time, the Shemaday. So, you know, I was really close with this person, and, finally,

he had braked a bigjout of 13 also, at 14 years, yeah, yeah, and he's made to be in the cartier.

And then, I'm going to go to and then I'm going to be in the world of the whole of the world. I mean, you know,

I know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm going to do you know you big, it's your old big, it's your man.

So, I've made a know, I've made a lot of people, he'd be able to the boys, and then you're like,

hey, you're big, I'm talking, you I'm talking, you're I'm sorry, you're talking, we're, we're present the guy,

and then, no, no, no, no. So, it's like that parted, that I started to train with a lot of gang of rugh. And I'm never really affished in

as a gang of ruse, you understand. I was trying to, I was doing it. Yeah, yeah, but I've had played

plenty of things with them, you know, it's like, my real, I've been incarcerated at age of 14 years,

so, so, that, there are there's been there's been there's been to consume at this age,

that, you're going to consume, some alcohol, consume, some weed, without, it's, what,

of the invasion of of the of the I'm at I'm at it's a super-uver I'm not

about the question, it's just to give a idea, to put it to push it to get to

the first the first of my name, it's we have, I don't if I don't say that I

don't say if you can we'll beperer the group in the group criminalized that's yeah,

guard what what's my and my and my and my and we would be it would be

that you'd would be a Ponying on in a few a few us, we're we're in

a few hundred Pitch the Rosh Pitch a cocktail Molotov we've got to but I've never been Ponyed for that

I'm never never made an accusation whatever I'm doing we're not we don't know not

no, that's yeah yeah but yeah but I'm in yeah it's so so it's so

so it so it's so it's it's a moment of the time when it we're in the

block I mean in the chemo, in the ghetto, and we're in pre-chile, like, we're doing, and we were in front, we're doing, we're doing,

we're doing, and we were doing to get to chill with us, with us. So, my chum, we, we, go to the mo, man, we're going to

see, it's true, and that, man, we go on up, man, there's two, two, nine, two, nine,

mm, four, four years, my, man, and we, they're, then, finally,

I, I, they've not, you know, I, they've done, just, like 500 pias pro, and I just left it to me.

I'm afraid. I'm afraid. I'm sorry, I'm trying to man. It's, it's kind of rough, like, at the age of 13 years, what's going to, it's going to do, it's something. But, no, it's just to have the mentality at 13 to get home to someone to evils to get some of, and pitch to have the guts of fire. I've made funnery at 13 years, but I don't think that I'd pitch a cocktail of Molotov in a...

But we're not sure, too. We were very hot when we were at a while at the piole, but, well... Yeah, I'm a lot of... Yeah, in a second, but also show. In the two... In the two states. You understand, in the two states.

You want to prove, you? You want to be... You know, the credibility of the situation. You have... At this time, the mentality, you're more in a mentality, like, hey, I'm going to be cool by my chum, I'm doing to find out of the game?

No, I'm not sure, but... You know, is that? Is that you're at this mentality there, where you're in a little conscious of this life you're doing

a reputation of criminal is all that you know, at this moment that's in that's not that's not

that's where I'm that's really, you know, because there, my first crime that I was been put in

the age of 14 years, it's been incarcerated, in the in the phone, we're at the

home, with, it's not the real arms, but it's it's a , it's

it's a thing, it's all and we're to get the stock. Okay, and I'm 14 years, I mean, we're saying, we're doing, we're doing, we're doing, it's a bit normal, and, in the front, two coins of the road, more, man, the police arrive, paff, paff, he new vid,

port of arm, drug, I imagine, if you have... Drug, for on, for the rent, to traffic. And also, voles-qualified, it's been my charge, my first charge, I've made a nine-month-denton-denton-denton-dent. Juvenile, so, in-scent-firmie. And I mean, in this moment that, you know, what I said, what I said to say to say to the police, when I said to say to the police, I, you know, you'll go, it's going to be, it's my chief of the gang, H.E.D., you know what? It was that my project in the life, it was.

It was not the school, it was not the family. It was to become the most grand criminal, to the world. And I'm a little, you know, I have some of the same, I'm going to be able to see my of a building of metal, a day everyone will be

my name. You know what? Because I have a plan. You know, I'm interested enormously

the criminality. I said when we were in the criminality, we were respected, but we

were more more than other things. At that, there had been there were some of some of the

episodes, you know, in the young, the sports that I liked so so,

and so, I'm my more more more more than when my Cedric, I've got 14 years, 15 and my more

my memories of the memories of the first when you're in. So you're in front with the mentality like that that's going to get to get to

the first of so I'm going to get more more gay, more gangster, even more respected. You're going to get with that

mentality there but you see certain things that don't getcha during this incarceration

that? Yeah, you'll do you talk about justly now. I'm talking about

justly, there's a certain Ali Nestor and the Prince of the It's an organist who's the young or the big,

there's a gym of box, and I, you know, he was in, I mean, Ali, always the

welcome. Alie Nesta, yeah, just before the podcast, I had been been asked, you know,

a week, a week, a week, I was, I've been to, what, what,

you know, because I've lost my , I, I've got to my mind, sure, no,

no, I'm just lan' that, yeah, I, he's, I,

always, always, He's been in the name. I'm not named a name of name. But if I've asked the permission, for me, for me, Al-Innesty, we've confirmed

that I'm confirmed that I'm going to know my first one, you know, it's been the first time that's, it's been the first that's not the first that's, you know, that's a lot of,

so, me, you know, Ali, it's had been to have a conference to those St. Genese, and at this moment, I'm incarcerated again, you, I, finished my time,

and, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I wanted really really, I really, I wanted to, after that, after that,

that I was an infant of the DPJ because my mother would not to be able to do with, I'd like, I'd like, I'd like, they'd rode around to show,

they'd know what, they'd be able to see, I'm doing, it's the other, they'd say, they'd be, you know, to the other,

and they'd say, they'd be, so I'm gonna be, so I'm gonna do, I'm gonna, so at that, so at this moment that,

my mother, she had had been really a lot of , you know, she'd have, she'd have, she'd, she'd,

she'd be, she'd be, she'd be able to, I'd like to have to be in the house. So, after my detention, I've been fired to the other bar in San Jones. I'd rest to San Jones,

my side guard-o-uvered, DPJ, you know? And at this moment, I've got the right to to get to go to go to my first... And then I'm going to tell an history, Ced,

that's a moral that's all along of my life, and I'll be able to show to person that's like, I'm going to be a delincent,

I'm a little Chris. You know, I'm going to... I'm not person of equal or or more than I, I'm, I'm very, more on top

than the moment. The mandonier in the air to look at all. Oh, yeah, totally. Personn't you've got to forget the plungeer. No, and I'm, I'm going to find out of

the box, and I'm in some gym of box, there were there were some adults, there had some I'd go, you know, you're like, you know, you, I'm sorry,

you know, I'm, you, I'm gonna cause the gaw, you, you're gonna come back on, you're gonna be to learn the box, I'm new,

I'm gonna be, you're gonna, you're gonna, it's that's all the message that I had made, Ali Nestor, that's not they had to be, they're going to do, they said, what, you've said, yeah, you've been curing

my club of box? You're going to be able to my name, my name, but, I mean, there's a few, there's a chintu's champion in Mouetai, and it's,

it's a lot, that's probably, at a pretty that's in box, you know, at least, that's probably that would have

in front of in a few, in front of in a room, and where you can, with the technique, I know, I know,

I've got to do the t'clock, you're going to tabernac, but, now, it's all right, he's all right, you want to carry my club of box, my little gym,

he said, he's going to embarking against me. I'm going to be able to be able to you're not prepped, I'm going to

get your man, my man, and prepare to you. So, I'm going to get to turn to turn.

No, no, no, it's more that's more that. But I'm coming, my guy,

I'm just, I'm okay, I'm just, I'm just, there's a important, and then, I'm going to go, you know, the round finish,

I've got placed a couple, and I'm very proud of me. You're like, I'm saying, he's He's been left a couple. Yeah, yeah, I'm on. Yeah, I'm over. Yeah, I'm going. And, yeah, I'm going to,

see, like, you know, I'm going to call this at at the time, because, you know, the first round, I've tried to call it with a shot, but I've been able, obviously, you know, the second round, my guy, I arrive for emplacer one, he's like, t'-took, he skip, he skip, he, he skip, oh, oh, yo,

there, I'm, I'm going to, my heart, my ego, my ear, to come to get on the club of box is there he's in and he said to

see the world and people to get to be your name to get in the spot in the yeah, and then

my first that I'm made, it's an insultant, you know, because, you know, I'm a

tough and I don't know for it for a thing, he's just he's trying to do that

no, no, it's so, there, there's a moral of that's there's

there there, the third round Nissan, that I'm my, I'm, my, I'm

my, my emotions that's my emotions that's not able to be able to they're not to be in the

person, he's caught on the coat, he'll get down to get, man. There, the alarm

they were out of my god. I'm sure up, I, I've been trying to do it and he's retort,

tack, one other in a guy, I get, I'm gonna get, I'm my gal, I said,

I'm going to get on, my guy, I'm going to finally, all the people, all the, they've all

all, they're all people, all, the transport is cruised, arrived from San Janice, they've

they've been brought to San Jones. And at this moment that I'm saying that my

work, I'm being put in my guy, I'm not the way, at all the when I had made

put it when I'm not the same thing, the reason for the reason for the fact,

it's, there's there's a sure, I'm not that's sure, I'm not to get over

San Gens and I'm, and I was in my room, it was the face, and it's a

mere of bedon, and I 'd be You know, you know, I had a lot, I had a lot, you know, I had the whole, you know, I was

a lot of, man, and then it's correct, man, you know, it's correct, man, but it was always that it would have, you understand, you know, to learn, you know, to learn,

and the time, I was, you know, I'm gonna be, back, I'm gonna come to come to to gym, and he's super content that I call, and it's apparent

in the telephone, and he's like, yeah, he's time, and, he's on gym, and, I'm, okay, I'm super content, I'm from San Diego, of San Juan,

of San Jenese, go directly to club of box, and he's attend the door. I arrive for entry, I rubble the door, and he's just to runn't in my gym. I'm like, hey, my stee, you're trying to,

you know, you're saying, you're saying, no, you're not, you're not, you're not in my gym, the box, here, your emotions, your ego, the, monsieur, I'm

more than everyone. It's like, okay, it's good. I arrive to return, he me repose, he me, you know, you've got, you to get a point,

of your core, and you're callisse at time, at every you go to get your time, you make your emotions by tear, your heart, your

heart, your your own, you know, to learn the box, to learn what, you know, to get me, I'm trying to get your to get your, and he's not, I mean, he's done a cast, he me down, they're doing,

he me down, they get it, and he made, he made, make my school, I could sort of San Jenance for going to go, in the school, in the journey, I had my course of box,

I'm becoming a boxer. I said, I had a phrase of frat and, you know, even he could tell you

know, he had to be able to say, he's really, I'm really, I've got a lot of talent,

but the consumption is still present, you know, consumption of cannabis, consumption of alcohol, the women, the most

frequentation, you know, but I've left a little bit more to go to, like,

to, like, 15 years, to, like, it's my more soul of because I was in my

because I was in Acroche at Alunette Kone Alexperon? The boxer? Boxer, I think

maybe it's a little maybe it's that I'm a little bit a lot of time and it's a because it's

it's been back to be he's been here and that and there's a back to be a professional today, you know,

he has left that on the time for the console and all the violence and it's returned to say.

I'm playing. Plament, it's not something that's It's a good pain. It's really

a pain because, you know, the same past, I was the same time and I was going to go to the parloat and demanded to ask you know,

in the same time. Authorization for you could say? Yeah, of his name, you know? Of the same, because, you know, I'd say, I'd

don't know if, I'd say, I'm not, I'm gonna, you know, my family, my family who is there presentment, and, you, Ali, me, he'd say,

you, would not not rest a long time amateur, you'd be done, I'd be able to, and you'd be done, and you'd say, made the

good choice. I mean, I was saying, I had a lot of arm, I had a good aggressivity,

let's on, you know, when it's a good place in the good way. It's a lot of,

it's a time, and it has been because there there's a school there, he made to come to

talk to and I'm with pleasure, I said, I went to in the there, and I'm

there's sure that there not one who has been to find to do the crime today,

and to consume. So, So it's like that. I keep a little bit You're out of

14, all the total of 14, 15. 15 years. Because, you know, my, my car service has finished

by the age of 15, it's right. You're in center, but then in the center firm. It's so.

So, so, I'm more in a guard open, and, it's so, I'm

crotch at the gym, I'm across at the I'm really that, I'm implique enormously, but, you know,

the consumption is still, the consumption is in car in my life, the cannabis, I,

I'm a cigarette. I've started the age of the cigarette at 12 years. You know, the cannabis at 12 years so it's not something that's something that's

when I'm getting to get in general I was out of an age of 18 I was going to in a group communal again.

Again, with the mentality criminal also? Yeah, yeah, but more. So, that,

that's so, it's all when you run to get to the gym, but you reprent all this when you're

to let's at the entry to the gym but you do it I'm sure that I'm sure that I'm calmed quite a lot of 15 to 17 107 years.

I'd say that I had more of the crime at the interior. You know, I'd go toadoyed but I'm not imprained to want to want to

do you know. You're not necessarily at the same point where's that when you're when you're in 14 years Yeah,

but you know in the center on the frequentations that I'm made, the crime is revenue at age of

18, at about because that, in the fact, I'm talking that I return to my my mother.

Yeah, that when you're at 17, almost 18. Now, my mom had been installed at Chateau gay, but I'm I know person I'm trying to

see a platt. I'm all the time at Laveau. I'm my friends who, trap house, that's really a push with

the vance of cannabis it's, it's a little crime, it's not, it's not in my more my more

I'm not, I'm not, I'm doing a t'clock, and I'm to come to couch, couch,

to go, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm doing, and at some moment that, then it's sure that the

box, So, like, I'm re-revenued in my view of pattern. You're returned in the same place than you're at 14, finally. Yeah, exactly. You're at 18, but you're at the same point where's what you're at 14. Yeah, so.

So, that, I return there, and I'm in the trapples, and, finally, I'm found my first love, man. A girl, you know, I'm going to, I'm in a more than, and for real, I, I'm in this lady, that, Cedric, you know,

when I said that, you know, tabernac, in my son, I've lived with my daughter of my goal, I've lived, of these abandon, I've I've lived, some of the

abuse, I've seen, so, that's it's really a moment where I'm to get to

this girl, I've been to do you have to be confidence, I'm really, it's the first time,

I wanted to be able to get a and it's to do, it's, it's a time,

she'll be to be, my mom, and it's so, so it's, so it had launched

the trapos, I'm also, I'm still, so, consumption, has made part of

part of my life, in the When you think we're on-south, is you still the same affair with the Ciro? Just the week. By, by, the time, of alcohol, de time, of the decodeine, and some things like that. But you're not a guy deep, like, okay. It's a certain way.

Because, like, this little woman, you know, I go to live with with her. And, and, they say, hey, I, you know, I'm going to San Jerome all the end of the same to the end up. And, you know, I, you know, like, you know, I mean, you know, I'm saying, okay, you know, I mean, it's good, go see, I'm not jealous, I mean, you know, you're doing, you know,

you're doing, you know, they're doing, and they're doing, and they're in a moment of a moment done, I'm really realized, it's a little bit of time,

we've been able to eight, nine months, and it's been, and it's been to and it's a few and it's, so it's, so it's,

that it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, again, I mean, I've, I'm a life, I'm a life,

I'm a, an infance of mard. I try to have something of something to be able to take care of someone, someone who

can't be able to and then. So, that's the last right that the life had done that I said,

that I'm going to go really to go to my projects. So, that... The fuck you

running in your life and you reving a way, in the sense, we give a shit, oh man,

I said it really a moment to turn in my life because my my mom is still Chateogue

and I I return not there, I don't know, I'm my aunt she, she, she's a old old,

my daughter, she's my motherne in fact, she's a woman, she, she, she, she, I've lived in her life,

but at this moment that, you know, I used to really this person for my crime because she, she had, she had no

permit, you could have to be in the car, to do you, to do you, and I'm doing to do,

I'm coming, on some because in the middle, we, we, we're, we're,

we're, I'm a lot, I'm, that's a new other that's not, you've got to find a

past. And we're never to get to get to see, you know, so, so, yeah,

I'm in the time, my aunt, my aunt, had a little apartment, there's a three and I,

my, I'm in a little bit more, and I'm going to get to the night, and it's just, it's just,

it's, then finally, I'm, I'm, there, I'm, I'm gonna, me boy, of Sanjones

that, that he's, that, he's, in the crack house, there, There's a prostitution. And, you know, I'm trying,

I'm, I'm trying, I'm, I'm ready to invester with you other, you know, I'm out, you know, the world that's always, you know, there's a certain

reputation that's Yeah, that's a moment, I'd never mind no name of no, but he'd say, yeah, come,

to come, a crack house, it's a cracker, it's a carriement, you know, and there were there, there were, there had a few,

you, it had a, it, we did, it, we did, it was, a, you know, a, you know, you know, yeah,

And it was in the coin, it was in the coin of Gentile, on St. Subur, there, on the Plaza, it's a little apartment in the old. And at this moment, man, I'm just fed to, come down, because I was not as well as the risks that I'd, because, like, the guys, he said, oh, but, you know, you're going to coochie here,

it's correct, but, you know, take, you know, you're talking, you know, you're remorse the money, you ramse the money, you make, they've made money, you know, they've been happy, like, cook. So, at that, there, man,

a day, I'm, I'm going to ask you, the cocaine, you know, I mean, it's apparete-ra-pull, person will pay this, a line of pudd, I'm gonna clack a line of pud, my guy,

it's been the real dechiance, a dechance, my guy. So, like, I was able, and then, I wanted to

to pay more money, because, like, they were not to pay me paid in pud, a gram

per day, of pud, you know, to be, to put, to bring the risk that I with all the stock,

and with the, all the, with what, the, with all, all the time that's,

in the all the time, I said, oh, I can't survive the guy, they're saying, oh, yeah, well, they're going to like, well, at this moment

that I'm okay, I'm doing 200 pounds, you're doing to get a restaurant, you're going to whatever, you know, so when we're talking to recruit,

we're going to recruit some of the future, exactly, so, so, okay, me, I'm,

I'm, I'm going to talk to you, like, my view, it's that, it's a lot, we're going to continue

to be in March, you know, you're going to police of all the world. And what I would have been to be grave, guys, you know,

you know that's not something that's not a thing that's but I'm sure to get a bout to recruit a woman.

I mean, you know, before we're doing, you know, is that you are at least that you have said,

you've said, you have said, you had been a deep in there and there's, you know, I'd have been deep in there

could, I'd say, I'd be at that's that we're not that's but just you know,

it's, you know, while the things we're in the things we're in, I think

when we're a good there's a limit that we're not able to be able to have

even in as a criminal, in time in a being, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, you know, I've been , I'd be, I'd

be, I'd be, I'd put to that, but, on the other other,

I'd could not , But it's a certain limit and a fund that even if you're not conscious, you're not able to franchise I've been in this situation. I've never recruited, man.

I've never recruited, but I'm going to recritory, you know, the little woman that I've got to meet, you know, I'm going to be, she's good. She's all right. And, man, I'm talking to mom, man, this morning, this morning. And then, and then, and then...

And then, and she's the woman who is sitting with you, who, who, who takes your little baby to 14-Jaw, with the couple of other children. Yeah, we have two other children. We have three children,

and, let's have not a lot of and you're so much, B, like, you know,

to have been to have been with all of that, because you're a person really to be a person

to say, I'm going to, because you're the reason of why that I'm going to be you're doing,

you know, B, when I was on the hospital, after my amputation, I'm done

the choice to be able to be the point, you know, it's you that I'm that you

understand? At this moment that, even, I've got that you were really the woman of my and that I

would do everything to do and my my own that's fucking important to understand. So,

we continue in my history. Yeah. I'm going to see that when you're saying that

I see in this moment and she she has her little baby to 14 years and she

look at her eyes and she watch at the way, she'll have to be on the

screen on the she, she, she has she has she has and the

smile that she had when she it's It's all the heart of the world. You said that, and I'd have it in visual. I'd, I'd, I'd, I'd like, that'd, I'd, would have

the visual that I had, during that you'd say that, to say, it's beautiful, but the, to be able, but, welcome, you two. Excuse me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, man, excuse me, it's normal, and it's beautiful, man,

and to receive that, me, and to have the chance to have, to, have, to receive, I don't know that, I think it's super beautiful. It's, it's... It's...

It's... It's... It's not... It's not... It's not... It's not... It's not... It's not...

You know, I've got to... You know, I'd like... No, you'd... No, I'd ever continue in this emotion, and... And I'm...

So, I'm... At this moment, it's... Because, it's... You know, you know, what's... It's... what's... It's not... ...the... ...the... ...the...

I mean, you're kind of in this mood that, so you're in the end up so you're in not a manned to get to

the prostitution but you rest in the middle of the no, you know, I mean, I mean,

I mean, I mean, I said, I said, I said, you know, you said, in the phone,

you'd say, it'd pay you a gram of the pot, but you had kind of, he'd pay more than a

more than, you'd do you know, I'd say, I had my other things, you know, I'd say,

there was, there, there were And, you know, when, let's on, there was a night where I was that I'd have a lot, and they had enough of prostitution during the night, you know, that's me gerry the money.

So, the guys, they'd give me a party, you know, you know, it's, it depended, and, you know, it's just, I'm trying, and, you know, I'm gonna, you know, I'm gonna, you know, you're gonna go?

Yeah, but I'm gonna, it's like, hey, it's, it's gonna make, it's just a little, something, to get me, and I'm gonna get a new, and, you know, I'd have done a new, two, you know, I'm gonna,

but it's, but it's just for the gauty because I thought it's a few great deal with this thing, so I had $4,000

in the poche, we were to get to get to get to the pimper it's just for the fun to the way.

And I had a suffering in my life, I had a moment difficult that for me,

for being, for being, it had that I had to get the world. You know, the money

had to get the world. So, if this is if I want to get it, you have to get it,

you pay some, I'm going, with the time, that's not this person that, you

understand, I'd have not made and we're still in the we're still in a lot of, we're in

it's not, because you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, that's,

I mean, I mean, I was, I was saying, I had already problems of consumption,

there, again, you know, they, you know, they know, they know, that's not

not the person, that I'm not, you know, you're not, you'd be, a, you'd,

you'd be, you're, a, another person, when you're with her and with the family, or just is, is she conscious of who you are, of what you live, you encash, much, you rest

I'm a little. I'm a good person. I was a good person, with some good value, with the good fund, I'm trying to, you work in, you know, I'm trying, you, I'm in, you know, in, so, she doesn't know, she's not, you're qui, really, right? But, you know, it's true,

that I've got my carc, by the side, in the construction, during this time, you can't but I was able to to keep a job more than a month I was in I was working

but finally it's well that at this moment that I was not there you'd be I'd consume and you'd I'm

yeah, I'm yeah, I'm I did a crime I was a crime but she she got she she she got a

she, she with the time to learn to know, so you know my frequentations you know my my best

my friend she's all we had this stuff we had charr at my tent I was mobile I had not permit.

If I, you know, I've had been with the vehicle also, I was in prison for that, we're going to get to be able to but I'm

pretty much, so, so, I'm... So, I'm... So, that's... 19, she, she, she, she's on

on the 18, she's on a year-a-diff different, and then my... little apartment, and I return in the houd, I'm going to go, I'm not going to go, no, wherever where, I'm going to go on the 81th Avenue, Curie the Labele,

just at the other than, just at least of the Chomedean for the people who know, okay, I'm going to go down the hood, and, you know, and I, you know, I was already a consumer, there, you know, some of, you know, like, finally, but she's not, I'm in front of, man, my first figure, and, yeah, I'm not placed in life, but not in total, for receiving a baby to the world,

You're probably not not utiated emotionally not for that. There's too of problems of consumption because the cocaine was present at my life.

But you're still not used to have been in this age? No. In fact, at at this age you're at

a time, you come to get a she doesn't, she doesn't, even not finish her cause of my gazedry, then finally

to come an and my family, my problems of consumption, they have really augmented at this moment

that's a stress, you know, you're in a coque at the cot. Yeah, I'm in in court, I'm in criminality,

I'm in there's in a thing, I'm in there's in a thing that's what I'm there. There's a price to be there, that's

that's not, it's not, it's not, it's not it's not that's not the day, I've made

like my job, my blonde, my blonde, I don't want because she had been she'd be sure,

she'd be able to she'll be , she'll be she'll be that she'll be He'd have to say, the DPJ, he had said, so you choose your chum, because it's my problem, or,

or if you choose your, your, your wife? My blonde has said... Exactly the same choice that's offered to your mother, and you regrette that your mother has made the choice, and she, she, she's,

that's... Exactly. And then, my wife, she has seven months, Alice, my little baby, she's embossed on six, eight years, I've grown, and she's a bit, and she's a little bit,

there, she's a little bit, she, and it's a little bit, because, well, now, the DPJ my wife, but he'll go to my mother. So, I mean, I'm much more of stress that's she's in my mother

than a family of ackeye, or is she'll have seven months, you know, I mean, what, what I've been in the family of in general? But at this moment,

your mother is more utiled than what was the time? Yeah, really. You know, she had, plus tab, with his chum,

it's, it's, it's all right, you know, he's not, you know, he's not, you know, no, no,

really not, you, he was really, he was really, And so, well, you know, at this moment, it's like, it's like

a lot of, it's like, there's probably time that you change, you know, I mean, you know, I'm saying,

you know, you're not, you know, what you've been, you know, to make a old, big, did something,

you know, I had this little mentality, that. So, so I was in desintox, I,

we, we, we, we, we, we, because, that, the apartment,

had been, a trap-house, one, the first, my wife were, and there, crack house, the vend of the people who

come in the dance, it's a firm in the house, it's a lot of, and it's not a consumer. And it's not a consumer. We've talked to something at the beginning. We've been a lot of,

I think that if you're at least and if you're at least, so I look at your conjoint, don't, I've got to be your name. Yeah, Gracia. Gracia. Is that you're at least

to be to joiner to us for the continuity? Because I think that it's important in your life at this moment that. I don't know if you're

in trying to let it or something, you're doing to be able to be able to be able to be to be able to because you're not

to ask? Well, I'm sorry. We're going to make a little pause. We're going to install the pattern for your conjoint and we

we're going to so. So we're we're two people very important for you. We have

Gracia and Jacob who are So when we're part, when we we've put the coat for you're telling, you're talking about

by the fact that you're young, you're in an apartment, the first baby arrives, the DPG is around, you say, you're going with your own, or you

rest there with him and we, we're part with the infant, you bring the decision, as I said that's the mother has

that, that's a man, you're all right, you're all, at that's 18 and you're a young

mom, is what, you know, is what, it's what that in the head of this young female, at this moment that, between the mare and the blonde? You know, it's what

the batten and men? Because, you know, it's easy to judge as, as I said as to say, when we're not, it's what, the combat

interior, I imagine, it's, you know, it's, it's, had been a long reflection, or... Well, It's sure that when she

came to me to say, when she had not the time to be dispensed, you know, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it, that you you'd have to say. So, like, in my head, I'm posed

questions, you know, if I'm going to be going to be my daughter, she'd

she'd she'd be not a pair, so, so, so, I had not

really the choice, you know, I had not, I had not the time to be so,

so, so, maybe it's maybe it's maybe it's for a court Dure,

we, we're and we she's she's she's she's she's

she's she's, okay, I'll see this choice we'll see what what's going to see what's in the time if it's really

really not I'm actually I'm going to my parents and maybe maybe he would maybe he would return the guard

of my feet so I had plenty of I didn't I didn't I was quite to be with him

at this moment that you you're with so you're a so you're a so you're a bit more the guy

of the construction who's is a guy has you of a certain fashion a little a bit

a bit more to be in a lot of not physically but not, you know, of his reaction

by a part of the thing you I'm saying you know to be that you know that's

kind of that's a person violent so that's not necessarily with you not

not necessarily but you don't know the sense is that is something is something that's

something that pays in that that perhaps no because I'm not because I

didn't during this decision that so I had not your part, if I thought I'd

a more a little, and it's like I'm just to know, so I'm you know, you know, I was thinking, I mean, I'm

all the time, you know, I've been, I've been pretty my own of my frequentation, I've all the time I'm always this woman, I

have all the time and I think there's something that she, she, she, she, she, she, she had never perhaps,

she'd ever, perhaps , you know, So, you know, I think that at this moment that he was not ready to abandon this relation, not more.

But we can aim, we can mal, amy. Yeah, I mean, you know, sometimes we're doing,

you know, sometimes, you know, sometimes, you know, that's, you know, but, you know,

we're, still, you know, you're young at this moment, that, and when we have made,

I'm saying, I'm saying, maybe, maybe, my lunettes, are still, I'm still tinted, sometimes when I charge

I was afraid to be a show a, so I'm in a minute of the sun. And it's sure, you said, you said,

I'm saying, I'm sorry, if you let's say it's been in the micro, or if you said to do that, but you said,

after the moment your life, your apartment, it's been a town, a crack house, a trap house, to,

that, to vend, and of si, and of that. I'm in my stuff, I'm sure, I'm in

she, she, she, she, she, she was, victim, of all the apartment,

there, some these piscos, some of some of the people would have to , you know,

and they were in the time, so, she, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying to get to

, and I'm , you know, that's a barnaque, we're, we're calling on our here, you

understand, it, you know, it's getting dangerous, it, so, so, so, I'm at time,

it's not the place that's not the place, it's you, it's not, it's, it's,

But, there, I had perhaps pushed a little bit the limit. I'd have been to pass some of the poachers to have a quantity and there's... Okay, that's dangerous. Yeah, no.

Because to find the false money or to be an affair, but on don't know to be dealers? It's that, you know, you're doing with... You're not the police. They have some of the other

who have these other, they don't, no, no, no, they're not, they're not, they're trying to, there's time that we're at least at this moment, we're living at my grandmere, uh,

the family, he didn't, because he said, you know, to do you have to do with you have to do mal to make a grandmine? And finally, I've made, okay, no,

there, we've really that I go in desintox. Okay. So, you know, I had again this little to want to be

a good person. You're conscious to your problem? Yeah, and there, it was too, I'd make my my family in danger,

I'd make my family in danger, I, like, at a moment of a, the, you're going to, you're going to, you're going to

you're trying to you'll have to try a ball in the salon. Is that... If he's conscious of his consumption,

you also, is that you post these ultimatum, is you do you know, or you let's a little so in saying,

it's going to say, it's, I'd say it because I could know so, there were some of the

things that I didn't that I didn't, I'd say, I'm saying, okay, we'll let let the things

pass, see, just to just to make a little a decar on you, it's

to return so, deep, but you come to, let's turn to, maybe, you know,

to, you know, and what, let's, let's, let's, let's, I'm in a

real real family, I'm in a family, like, my parents always, I'm sure

my grand my grandmire, you know, Quebec, Libanese, Armenian, so, you,

it's, it's, it's, it's, I, I, I've been vue,

my infance. So, so, so, so, when we, when we,

We live, just, long of this type, the side bad boy, and is it something that's something that's something that's never got, you know,

you know, the, you know, the feversage are often, you know, that's always, a bit more, like an attireance versus that,

you know, that's, that's, that's, you don't know that, but at the time, we're

not quite not conscious at the age that you have at the moment, but, is, is that,

there's, there's a, there's a little something there's, there's, Well, a little, because I'm also, I have a little past, but, you know, I'd

searched these guys just like that. I didn't, you know, I had not no preference or dethrance, you, so, and then, and then, and I'm also my taw, so. What's you mean? In fact, in, in fact, I've been infidels.

Yeah, I've been quite, and I'm saying, to be there's, it's ironic that's me who who's saying that, I'm, I know, I'm not, I'm sure, but. Yeah, no, it's good. Yeah, I'm going to go. I'm going to be infidel, and I think it's for that also that I'm not

too, and that I let's do with say that I'll change and then you so. You're saying a bit culpable of what you had made at the beginning, and you've said, you've heard of the first relation that you've discovered that

you're returning to return in this pattern in plus, to say, that's a manned. The other, she did for the money, you do it do you do it just. It's all.

It's created some of the blessings. That I'd say, I'd say, oh, today, I'd have passed to other cause, because it's really at the beginning of our relationship. We're going to be, you know, it's all right to be serious, you know, to have to be, to do these gestures,

but, you know, she, she, she, she, she, she'd have gotten at this moment that, maybe, you know, I'd say, she'd say, more, okay, she'd have been caught up, you, it'd have to be able to do

make these preve, in tabarned, with that, before, that I can't say, okay, I'd like, I'm, like, I'm, like, you're,

my car. To be re-uvered your heart to re-offer to a lot of someone. you're not going to what's going to do you. It's not quite. You're not content.

You're not content. You're not quite. You're not content. I'm, it's my mind. I'm going to cry. It's my mom. I'm going to go ahead. I'm going to be able to des Intox. I'm going. The guy who's more than all the man, so you're

more than the you're more a dog for the one guy, a week, a week, and I'm

just a time now, yeah, so it's, it's not it's not long, I've started to

get a long ashton on the drug dur, at this moment that, so for real, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, to be a depugue,

that's, with the DPG, that we're, with my thing, she, had been been placed

for eight my at my at my at your with your with your with your

with the time? Yeah, with the both of the two? Yeah, because there's a new

a new thing and then you know, and then you're still in the time in the just for you so that's

so that we we're trying a lot of a apartment there, now I'm now I'm want to

want to be more more, maybe that I'm like I'm like the chilling

the the fates with my friends with my mind-s you're a You have an idea of a lifestyle, but you'd have an

job more stable. But I was not able to keep in all right but you know, I was always I always had, I was all the time I've always

all the fraud and the arnagued in my little bit of I'm someone of intelligent, you understand, you understand, I'm always

all the time used my intelligence in the past for to find the today, I realize that all these

people that that I've frauded, maybe maybe they're maybe there had been there's

to know some maybe that it maybe her maybe that her maybe her my mother had I was a lot

I don't know, but I'm in a point in a person. It's a lot of this or for this, you know, I'd say,

it's the economy of the other you know, it's, it's, you know, it's, it's frown,

it's frawed and there's and there's, and there's , it's, and it's, there's, it's,

and it's, it's, and I, , I've, been, long time, the day, the day,

the day, that's, it's been, my wife, I'll see, I'm, I'm, I've passed

to the world, and I'm not scared, I'm trying to be sure, I'm going to my mode of life that's a

way that's more easy, because I'm not obliged to be allied to have a gang of a rue, have,

you know, the danger, the violence, you're working to work. So, you're going to do you get to try to

do you, it's a easy, it's fast it's very it's a time that all the time, it's a lot,

you know, after the desintech, I'm coming in a chilling, I'm coming in the alcohol, So I was retombed in cocaine. Then I was not, like, I repaid not, I'd have been, I'd say to do cocaine

of time and time. And then, I had had a date of course or is I had a 24-hour surcee at the maison, 24-hour-on-a-law-a-mason. What was? It was what? You were, too, because of, it was there de facto? Did you be honest?

To ask you, is the question, is, is, you still, is, this guy, that aggressive and violent at that, or the point part rapidly. Yeah. Yeah. I didn't have to fraud to see,

I mean the violence. So, you know, I could say that I was incarcerated, I've had a 24-on-24 of 24, I think, nine months? Yeah, it's not

a point in time, in any case, it's, it's a pop-pettant in surce after that, I was in cover-feu, but, now my family

tombe on-incent of my second, Philip Mason, my little person who's on six years, and at the

moment that, it's like if when he is I'm not I'm still I'm trying to turn to

get to get to be in but I'm in a time I'm in not sure that I'm in having to be

evade positively to make a matter to make you not possible for me and I

could if I'm if I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm when I'm that's

difficult to get a baby to play I'm never made to to get to

my but to get to get to all people people

who have been people have been like them. A minute, it's a crick is strident.

We'll finish all the time. We'll find the tow to chaw to calm a child to calm a man. I think that

you can't do you can't. You can't take a march, the berse, you're taking a car with, that's a baby

that's always can't be able to you can't, so you can't that. I've been 23 years at time,

and I can say that my way to get to my mind to get to my time to me evade

it, it has been a lot to be a consumption excuse me so that the consumption

is revenu but when we know when we're when we're starting to consume and we we're on the same

exactly the same where we're we're trying to we're retraping the time that we're not that's so that it

it's been debed in tabarnac and then my blonde has made a choice and I'm

let let let's let's let's let's let's let's yeah

when when when I when I was he had come he started in the fond,

I've given a choice or so that you're to stop or that's going to be and that I'm

so I'm putting a ultimatum as a fran. And what's what you had to be

back? Yeah, I'm from, because you have been because you know,

I was like I'm like I'm fuck off that you understand it's too tough

I'm my problems do you think my my demons come and

come and Is it worth the pain to me to choose at this moment that, no. You understand? You understand? You know, because you

think to you? Or because you're conscious that you're not a good pair and that may be more? You're just... I'm sorry. I'm not.

I can say that the consumption, you know, there's some of the things positive that you can't be not, we'd be not

so it's not with all the negative, but if you consume it's that there has been a effect that it's not we'll just

all the time in almost every episode, the term jolet is not for anything, because we're getting something, so, I'm going to,

yeah, I'm going to, I mean, the sentiment to not have been able to be able to my person,

and to have pre-few to my family in this moment that, so, so, the place to, to,

to affronted these emotions that, well, I'd like, me, I'd even more, I'm just,

so you'd go to turn to your parents with the two children, with the two men, that,

I'm at this moment, that, I'm in the solitude. I'm incarcerated. Much more to consume.

Now, the most frequentation are to start in your own while you're in sure you're in for the problem.

And then the moves frequency just a place, you know, you're just because you're not in probation

so you're not to be in there's a way, he's a lot of there's a but you're at nothing,

but you're not not at a moment that, you know, So, now, the Vandre do you know, I mean, I've said, I've never been to have been able to be able to, we'll be able to,

it's a place that's a lot, and so, it's sure. So, that, you know, the apartment is redevened in a state, and that's a beautiful apartment, so, I've been,

I've been to have been to pass, and, then, I've been to have to have been to but, that's a choice of the party, and you're,

you're talking to, you're talking to, the apartment, okay, it's just, because, because, I'm still with Gratia,

you can't understand, but we're just, we're just, we're not able to and she's, I'm not, she's not, she'll make,

she, she, she, she, she, she, she, it was, it's not, it's not, it's not,

it's not, it's not, so, you're , so, you're gonna, you're gonna, you're gonna, you're,

just that you do, like, I'm not I'll not ever ever, in my end of this apartment,

in this apartment, yeah, in this moment, there, you, that was arrived at the house and she had

made the choice and she said it's so that you do it's something that's it's fine

it's the first that I was that I was I thought that I was not for nais what she said I'm at

Gracia I'd to know at my and I'm at my time I'm at all the time made all the

time I'm not saying that's a bad thing and that's my movents and to my life, you know, in

my head, you know, what's what what's the what's the what's, it's like, is what you,

is that to be really to get to get to this person that? That person that is incredible

I'm, like, you know, like, you know, I'll say, you do you say,

so, finally, I've, finally, I, I, I, finally,

I, to find a therapy, my first therapy firmed, I'm, I've, I've,

I've, I've, all, what's, what's , that you, I abandon, you know, I'm going to take a care of my,

I've been to find a therapy at Pierre Pellado for a three weeks in this moment, and when I was out, I'm afraid, man, but Chris, I've been fuming a joint in certain, man. I just went to have to find a therapy, and I decided to fume a join,

and at this moment, that, the college, I'm going to count, there's things. It's not been, so, so, finally, you've not consumed, the time that you're there, but I've got to come back in

two months after. But, but, But, there I had these tools. You know, we do it's a all the time. You know, you

understand, you know, I'm trying to understand, I'm going to be there's a situation, because, now my aunt is still in the car,

that's the for my crime and then you don't know, and you're not not sure, or she's she's not.

She's she's all, she's an aunt, too, she was, she, she's not a

mom-or- and that's not a moment, I'd be content, an history that's, like, that's,

like, I'd be chile, I'm going to find... I'm still in the affair, but I was working in the construction,

but I'm still in a little same mode of to be in the money, see that, that's just, that's just,

turn to go to go and the right. The mindset chilling, criminal, you know, you're still

there. I'm, I'm not, the most real criminal in Quebec, you know,

but you're the, the, the, you're, the, you're, the street, the street is in your

street, you're in your way, it's that, and, then, I'm going, I'd

I'd I'd I'd get a drop in a grot I'd get a chile at home

and then you there's a other shilling a year so I'm to get a point the char and over

me, he'd not, man he'd not, I'd f'clock you I'd wait a

until you, I'd not my stop by the deposting and the police that's just

to the other side, man. So, finally she, she's, she'd she'd,

she'd, she'd, she'd, she'd, she'd, I'm going to part in pursuit, my guy, we're like, maybe a little in April, the month of March, and it's still... Because you're in a state of ebriety, you've got to permy,

and it's not your job, so... Yeah, so, yeah, I'm sorry, so, yeah, I'm trying, so, so I pay it's asses, my guy, so, so, it starts, my tour. I've reached a man, man, but, at a moment, I, like, I got, like, I, I, like, I pung a bar, man, and, and the char, he has been on a little coat of the nage,

so, so, my time, you have traction in the van, you. So, I was trying to reclure. I didn't even capable. The two roulette, you know, you can't. So, I went back, you're trying. But I'm too much too. He's got to get into cloture, you're not capable of to shoot with a cloture, you see.

So I'm in a course. I see some police with their flashlight, they're searching, and all, I just sort of, and there, you know, there was a char like, you, see, the char of the car, and all right, the boy, they're a mechant accident, and, then, I continue to march.

I thought that I'd like to be put me to put in an innocent, but no, they're not capable, you know, they'd put the mind on the he's not, well, besieffered, and he's got to be in my pockets, the telephone, he's in the have never passed a co, and I've, so, finally, you, I've made many years, you know, so I'm having, you know, so, I'm having a lot of, you know, I'm not at the police, there's a reason for which I'm not

to mind a police, is that at a moment of the episode, you know, I'm in a psych, and I, and I remember It's like my grandmother, if you want, when I was in a while, whatever. The police had been there to be back, and you were to my wife, they'm going to tabassie, Cedric, but at a coup of point, in a coo, d'clock, these coup of matrake, when I'm in psychos, when I'm going to be able to be able to be

to be in a lot, you know, I'm not that. But when you're in the game, you understand, you're trying to have these episodes like that. They, they use their power for these reasons. Yeah, but, you know, a person in psychose, or so, it's a boy to be able to be in psychote. One, he doesn't necessarily that you're in psychose,

Yeah, it's a mention. Yeah, but, you know, I mean, and then, I know the situation. Again, I've made the avocados of job like a time to, but, you know, I'm at all the time much crisps, the coup of matrack, who you're trying to try to? Yeah, I'm sorry.

To be reprisate, because you can't be dangerous for you, for those other, for the other. The police, at the ball, she recognized. Even the last time, I was at some way, the police had arrived, and I'm saying, oh, my tabarnack. I'm like, no, no, I'm sorry, I'm just, I'm sorry, you're trying to,

he's, man, you're a dangerous, you, we're teased, you, You know, you'll take the tase, you know, and I'd try to her, and I'd charge her the police, me, carremant, like, I was trying to, like, I was. It's one of the reasons for the case I'm becoming mefiant with the policeiers, because at this moment, he'd crissed at these coupons, Cedriced, like, you, you'd wonder at my family when they were to go to the hospital, I'd go to the toilet, and I'd pissed the sand, even.

It's just the scent that I'd put it. So, at this moment, I've had been quite difficult to make confidence to the police, and when I'd consume some of the drug, dear, but I'd be in psychose. So, man, I've been I've been Feree, I think, 10 times. I've been fed

in a barrenet. I've been to I'm in a couple of times. I'm not quite I'm not quite and I'm sorry, you know,

and I'm already, but, you know, when I'm saying, I'm sorry, because there's a lot of, it's in,

I'm, you get to be with the char to your tent and you, that's the, the incident that you used

to be able to, so you're there's sure, you're there, there's some, there, there, the state of libriety,

not the permit, in plus that, but for all the crime that I've made in my life until at this moment, I'm sure. I'm sure,

man, I'm not, I've got used a lot of accusation. I'm, you know, I'm, you know, some kind of,

what you want to say? I'd say, I'd say, because with all that I've had been more than that than that,

you'd have been maybe, you'd have been to have been to find out of something to something of some,

yeah, it would it would be made in a difference. And at a moment of a day, I was an other showreys, and then, I was just,

it's not that, we're not that you can't be, you know, to me, to me, you know, to me, you know,

I can't, I think the character is well established to what you live at that I'm just, I'm just, I'm just,

you're just, I'm just, I'm just, he's gonna, he's gonna, he's gonna, he's, there's,

there's, you know, you've been, you're, I'm just, I'm, I'm, I'm,

excuse me, Like, you know, let's say, let's turn, and I was in a stationement, and I was too show, like, you're on the car, and so on the park, and I felled to decrason a person. So, like, the person is arrived, and I, I don't know. I'm afraid. I'm trying to, I'm sorry, red, you know,

it's not the time to bring the ballant in big, and, finally, the guy, he arrived, and he's punged a genre of rush, and it's a char, you know, it's a charred, you, you know, he clapped at roch in the parbrise. I, my, my guy, I tell the defonce, you understand, you? And then there's his

friends who are in the parking at the other boot who's in so I'm going to in the club in the club I'm going to

you know the guy there's a game to get in the car there's really finally I'm there's like finally my chum there was fucking

the stock in the char there had there had been stock and a good palette of money

and I said you big I go I'm in front the door to the door to but it's sure I'm fed So, finally, I'm going to

to go, I'll go, I'll have to go, I'll open the path. The police have never really seen I piqued the envelope, and he'd have used to have done on the place,

it's key, so that's it's been a period where I was that I'm in 25, also, at Bordeaux. Okay, it's recent that, yeah,

because, you know, when you consume, you create an enormous vague of mard, when you're not able, you, you're not able,

to stop, but the vague that you've made to grow is still, it's still, and then, and, you,

then, you, when the vague is there, but she'll have will be rediscover, but it's not that way to say, but it's not

that's not saying that's been to the prison the time, it's going to when it's going to the delay? 2,000, 2023,

genre? Okay. Yeah, so, that it's been a lot, that's a matter,

but it's not, is that is the same person? No, my accident arrives, you know, and there's

there, I've had an other accusation of fraud, the, the accusations if we're going to be able to be serious. The guy, chancery who's not pogned, there, totally

it's a lot of the ball, that's, it's a lot of consequence. Because, now, we're going to intervene in an apartment, you know, after. I'll just go and get a shit, so you do you do have a bit of time in Bordeaux, prison, you're trying to get in prison,

you're, it, it's a chill? Yeah, yeah, but we're going to come here, Cedric, at the prison, because it's really not in the, you know, we're trying to go, because, in the phone, So, so. So, so, we're

a new life family the consumption of cocaine, I'm in the deserastation, it's commas, and you're

in the same apartment, ensemble. It's the HM. M.D. and again, it's the

where I made teasing, where's the police , where's the police, you're charged, you, you're not

a lot of, you, don't know. Yeah. But what, what's what, you know,

clearly, he has not changed, what's the thing, that the that a girl who's partied with his two children,

to see her parents, decided to get to turn to, because clearly there's there's a problem of the fact that they're not going to be there.

I'm a question. Hey, I'm sorry. I'm asking a question. Oh, excuse me. But for me, he had arreterter all, he had changed, he'd,

there had an employee stable from a year, a little bit pre, it's stable. But, then, you know, but you saw,

but you saw, but you saw, you saw, you saw, you saw, what he wanted to to be it's not I didn't want to

I'm not a pair it's a crosser, manipulator, I'm going to say, really say, no,

no, but it's correct? I'm just understand because, you know, I'm just that you're

like, you have like two life, you know, you're like, you know, and time, I'm pognan

to consume, you know, but it would be more frequently, it's, it's just a more,

my mom, that's not, it's that, it's a crosser, you know, and at that's a

moment that I'd say, like, I'd say, like, I'm sorry, I'm saying, like, I'm sorry, it's always, it's not, you know, there's a lot, and then it's been a shot, and then, you know, Cedric? But, you know, you love? Yeah. You know, we're doing, you know, we're good to be able to see the face, because, you know, I imagine that it's more easy to accept what he'd be able to see, what you're doing, that, you imagine?

You'd put these little bit, little bit, at the moment, uh, uh, yeah. Well, I'm still on my guard, because we had, we're still on the DPJ. So, you, I didn't have no choice to be under my guard. But, you know, in the same time, I had a little the eyes cached for the moment. Yeah, that's so. And, you know, I'm trying to tell you, I'm saying. You know, to me, to find something to, it's not difficult, you know, I'd say,

it's a cross-arm manipulator, per die of consumption. So, now... We're in... We're in... The 2024, the 19 June, exactly. You've got your two men? I've made my two men. Bain two, rest of the brain and men.

Yeah, I'll really be in the episode because, there's something of super important in my parkour, and it's a lot of things. So, at the part of that, I'm really content that's going to be able to say, but I'm content that it's a lot of it. So, my wife, she's at,

she's a, I work in a guardery, she's a, my wife, my fee is at the school, my little, my little, my little, my, my little, he's at, He is at a guardery. And, I'm going to have a house, I arrive

the time, I'm going to do. There's a person who will know who's the guy. He's on the guy. He's on the end up. I'm at a table. I'm clack one line, okay? And that's important

to understand that it was a single line of coke. Okay, I've made some psychos before. And that's not a piececoce.

I just perched the control of all my car. I've never any of course, Cedric, okay, of this day. Okay.

I've read the the report of the police by the suit. It's for that I know the history. but as it

it would be I'd have played in all my fnets of my apartment, a coup of a coup of point

for I see what I'm piqued to the second the balcony for I know what I know

and at that the 19 June of 24 he had 40 degrees out and I could gore on the

boulevard pure the abel and my car he had lashed directly

directly it's because you you you just you just you didn't

you I've not made a psychose, I've I've heard the control of my car and you

just came to me to be a crisis you know, I'm sure, I'm not, I'm not, because I'm

because, Cedricos that I'm made, I'm sure, exactly what is what I'm doing,

I remember, yeah, but I'm in able to have a problem, different of the other,

because there's, a line. Yeah, I'm, I'm, I'm talking, there's,

there's a, there's not to be able to , you're not, there's, they're not He subsubon, they subsone,

because, when I'm going to to get, but I'm going to he's up to be the drug of the zombie or the crocodile drugs that was

that's made in that's made in that's made in a car, he has latched three four times. In the ambulance, he went to

at the hospital, they've been reanimed the third time. You soot and you co, and you bang!

You're meur. Yeah, my car has not accepted what I've had been the cocaine sniffed

and it's it's not injected, it's really sniffed. Then he ranes at the hospital, a third amarray cardiac. He me placed in a total commarticial. So, there are some people who have you come up to call?

Probably. So, you see. I don't know. Thank you. Thank you. And then, it's a rave because, I'm in the commartificial, and he remark that my rind and my foe, they have ceased to function, and that my poe commas, and that my poe comes to fonder.

I don't know if, Cedricieck, if you please, to just leave my man. I'll just love my mind. I'll just look to you in the camera, Clemere? So you're really a true in the appell, that's your

that's your that's the whole for the people who are it's a round, it's a grosser

at a pretty, it's creused in a thumb, in your it's really, it's really,

it's really, when I'm when I'm my blonde, there was there's there was no that's

there's, it's by the course, in the women came to find out to find, I'm going to

get to the hair to the hair to the the lip of the hair to the hair to the hair So we've seen, if we're past

a grave of poe, the fact that the pot is like that. They've been because they've saved my bra, man. Because when they have you had to have been to have

to have the power. Yes, so, so, so, so, when I, when I was

having, they've been, they've been reveye, and I'm said, I'm pretty plenty of

medication, and that, I'm doing, they're, they're doing they need to they're all them impute,

man, man. I'm just to, you know, did you, you know, your, don't, your fin,

Due to the arre cardiac or due to what he's ingrained or they don't? Fait a research on the crocodile drugs or the zombie drugs. I know that. It's exactly the same, it's the same thing that he has happened, in the phone. There were other things, because, as he was in the coma, he didn't know not all. It's more, more than we all, we know, we know what's going to what it's going to be. Yeah. You have, you plus of info for the, you know, so.

But, you know, you're in the hospital, you know, you're in a hospital, you know, you're in a one at the other at a guard of and you're in a call and you have to be like that your chum, he's like a

like to be like you know, I'm just me to be in two two seconds I'm just I'm just be sure, I'm

just be sure that we're just to be able to work and I have nothing again and I'm like my parents who

have my and my and that he's just he's come to come in the house so I'm

so I'm to have a house I'm a roundrole orange or orange like with the windows

with the So, all the Wosin were out, and I said, I said, my God, I said, the fuck,

yeah, and then the boys say, oh, it's even your co-pain. It's a word that's important,

that's, it's still. You know, in what I did? Yeah, it's the second

time that you have seen, I think it they've called the police and that, because they

have seen in a case, they're not that they didn't, he said, so,

so, so I'm to say, my father, to go, to my father, report to know what's going to be

so he's partied. The police me explain a little bit what's the he's going to he's going to he's a carrie

cardiac, he's made a toxic, and all that he's got to I'm making at the hospital. So,

I'm going to rest at the house. I wanted to get to see, see, the damage,

and so. After that, the police come back, and then, he said, he's got we've got

to get to get to get to the hospital because that's but they

don't say they're made the, the flachers me on a flash, they're not supposed to do that, but they're not supposed to do that, but there, because it's like

critical they've done. So, like, I arrive at the hospital, I attend a good an hour in the without, what's going to ask what, what's going, I'm saying, well, I know, I'm going to

be at the hospital, he doesn't, you, they want to say, so, so, that's his mother , he's arrived a hour later, you know, we, you know,

we, see, what, they, we've got, on up, because we were at the urgency, we attended at the urgency,

we were mount in up, it's at the hospital of the hospital intensive,

yeah, the hospital sacred to heart. So, we're in a time,

the people are, you can go to see, you can't be like more at

the interior of him, we're to put in like artificial there

there's just his car functioned but his head

his his his his foe his , his

it would not. So, we've attended a good, maybe a good three hour, to attend,

without really having to have to have been in new new it's too, we'd know what,

what's the thing, after that, they were going to us came to get the people,

they're going to be going to get in coma, for their health, its security,

but there, the 24 hours are critical, so, so, we're not if they were

to die if they were to survive, we don't know, we're doing we're going to be

there's there's there's there's plenty of medicaments they're even

put a machine for far to make a temperature they're in his car because

his body he was too show and he was not capable to

control his temperature corporal so so the the

the the land the landm also it was like we were

done at 48 stature of critical. So, the medicine, it was really hour-per-hour, we didn't know even three years. It would have been

to be quite children who you're doing parents who's in this moment. Yeah, yeah. The work, there's nothing, you're at the Yeah, exactly. You're at the hospital.

You're... I'm... I'm sorry, the time, that, you're, you're, you're, you're, you're, not thinking about, to, but is, you, you're in mode,

I'm not trying, to say, it's terminated, that it's not my life that, that, is,

is you think, or you're too, you're too, you're like, you know, you're like,

you're in, you know, you're in, you know, you know, I'm in, you know, I'm afraid,

you're afraid, I was afraid, you know, I'm sorry, what's, what's going to be going to know,

if it's going to be able to be a bit of yeah, I had too of question that's , you know,

yeah, I had 26 14 years, I was 24 years, well, it was 2 years. Yeah, no, but it's a lot of,

no, but, you know, I said, this woman, when I said she said, she had been at my life, she,

all the fucking day, but the morning, I mean, the morning, I'm in the night, I'm going to

get up, the night, the same, the night, I was the night, I'm in the night, he had all right,

he had been, he had been, so, he'd be able to, they'd , they'd, they'd be able, the two men,

Two men. And I just took it in blake, I was just like, I thought, you know, I'm trying, it's a lot of, you know, it's been a bit of time, but I realized that I didn't like, yeah, I'm out of

my rind, and my wreaths functioned always not, so, he said even not if I had survived, even after the coma, like, it was all an unknown, man.

My car, he's made far in tabarnack, because, man, I've been out of this, man, and I'm there, and I'm there, when I said, that when I realized

that I had put of the way of the way of my and I'm trying to I'm trying to puttick to perhaps you're in front of perhaps that's a bit of all these estes of jose to me, to remnant on the good chemy, for being a good pair of

of family, and there's that that comes, I'm still even if I'm not if I'm not if I'm not even if I'm in two years. Then I said, now, if you could collis your can, then Christ, don't care, and be I'm very for you. And she's

you know, she's the good, I'm doing our family, but if you please, I'll play,

I'm, and I'm not, I'm, I'm, it's tough, man, it's,

it's, it's, it's, fuck, I'm gonna be, I'm, I'm gonna,

I'm, I'm gonna be, I'm, you're gonna, be, so, so, go,

they're, man, with someone, with someone, with me, and, there, ,

, She said she continued to be to be at best, for me. It's too full, man. You know, it's your ultimate ultimatum? Yeah, and it's like, the first time, I'm going to go, we're going to,

we're going to be, we're going to be, and then we're going to and there's a lot, but there's been ready there, you're going to say, like, you go to have put in mind,

it's like, there's been, to do you have been to make the promise, yeah, you're going to where is, you're running at,

where is, finish, the tannand, yeah, the t'amé, but you know, I'm not... And I'm... You know, I'm wondering

to talk to talk to, you know, I'm sorry, you know, when your parents, he arrives with you, and your parents, and that's in... and you know,

there's a... I imagine that they're who'd have to talk, that, I imagine, your father, there, yeah, uh,

yeah, think that, you know, that you say, you know, when you said, when you said, when you're coming,

to say, when I'm... But I'm gonna, he'd like, he'd like, he... No, but... Sometimes,

he... No, I'm at that at the time. I'm at the time. But, you know, she, me, she's always the, you can't live that, you know, you know, you can't, but I don't, I'm thinking, like,

I'm like, it's like, I'm trying to, like, I, you know, I'm too, and I don't, you know, it's, you know, it's a bit , you know, I'm saying, and I'm just a parent, but you're just, you know, you know, your father,

when she'll have had this age, that, you know, you know, you know, you know, you're not, you know, so, I mean, I just, it's something. Fack,

she'll pose an ultimatum. No, but, you know, you're doing, vote and say, no, I'm not,

it's not final, that's not, no, it's not that I'm saying, that's that is you,

is you, is not enough? No. No, no. At this moment, at the hospital, it's sure,

I'm hospitalized for three months after my, you, to, get all, I'm, I'm,

on the, on the , to, to, to, the beginning, you know, but plus that it had advanced, I was

not capable of to be able to be able to go to the toilet at the beginning, my life it's not that's not true,

you know, because it's not so long time that's not until it's not, it's so it's it's going to

it's a 20 May 2006, so it's just so it's so far it's even not two years,

and I'm you've seen you've seen you've seen see you're a cigarette to do you I've seen you've seen it, and you've seen with his telephone.

On TikTok, I do with the nutrition on live. I've done my proper pot to pizza with my handicap. I'm playing a pair. No, but I think you're, you know, you're trying to do you. I don't know. I've never paid an amount. At the point, we're going to adapt to fit. But it's true.

But it's true. And it's, it's really to be bad because I just just got to start. It's just time before to me remit debuts on my shoulders. Because three months in the commart official, it's equal to three years of retableness. It means that to marches, it's been a lot of, time, and there

it had to be to be back, and at a moment of the I just wanted to be able to and then you're in more than I'm

in re-adaptation and then the medicine, he came to see, before I'm after I'm after you're

after you're after you're dying? Oh, yeah. Thank you. Thank you. It's exactly what I'm actually

what I'm exactly what I'm can say that's a age, but that I'm that I'm disposed

of the life, you I'm just, like I'm more to live, we're, we're not

there's no , my physical, my ego just to play, man. It's impactant

physically, but it's impacting mentally, you know, you're saying, you know, I'm going to get a lot,

you know, it's not like, it's not, man, man, I'm not yet to be big, a cause of an assy of a few,

bad show, man. But, now, when she has been to, he's, he's, he's,

he, my chom, me, my chum, I'm, me, don't know, but in my

time, but in my I even said my mom why you've decided to me, to me to give a

bit of the you're doing to get a end of the point? Well, I mean, I think that

when you know, I'm going to go to say, I'm going to talk about it and I'm I'm able to today,

I'm able to, today I'm today, but at this moment that I, I wanted me to be

the life and I had not the courage to do it for the having to that I'm not courageous

to me to me pown or to me to me pete of a because if if I would have

been able to have been done in consumption, you know, you're going to start with trying to keep in doing what you're doing, by doing, by then,

by doing, by having, when I'm, by having, I'm going to, I was going to go to the night, and I

would say that the park that's just at the end up, it's you're all right, you know, it's not too complicated,

and at this moment that, the moment, the moment, it's, because I'm, I'm, I'm,

I just, I'll add a wine, and I, you know, I'm just, my friend, has never been

to the current of that, it's a that's a it's a after I'm in a little bit of there's a

back, I'm in a adaptation, yeah, I'm going to, I'm not in the program of re-adaptation,

I'm just in, I'm in call, Lise, and, you know, I'm not in a clue, so,

I'm caught in I, yeah. I, I was, I was ready to abandon my family and my two

and my two men, and there, but it's chris, I'm at large of my part, to abandoning because they're the other

they're going to their parents, a parent in the not a pair who's not, that's a part, that's a that's a lot,

that's a lot, so that's a moment that I'd say, that when I was going to say, there's a there's a bit of you know,

you know, you know, you do the choice? Now, you, have a choice to and it's a way, it's not tomorrow, it's not after the time,

it's not, if you do you do if you do it, so I've had two choices to take, it's the choice, it was, it's sort of,

consumption. Or, well, I'm going to search to help, I'm going to re-referring another therapy, but if I take this decision, you don't abandon more, never. You understand? You'll understand. You'll come. You're even even, and that's a

promise with me, that I'm made. The guy that's a good, he has been made it, and that's made, he's made to say it to do, and he will not to say, you, you're the best person for to tell you, because you're orgueue. You don't not to

not to you've never you've never really, you've done, but never with a good thinking,

you know, because we're that I'm going to do it's, you know, because I have some of the ultimatum,

I was doing not for me at this moment that I was for the people for the people, to keep,

to, you, to, you, to, you, to, you, get my relationship with the person and, you know, it's in

the past, when it's, when you're in re-adaptation, you, you, you're there, and you're, you know,

you're not that you let's a little, because you're a young mom, you're occupied, you know, he's not in measure, I imagine, because you're not even always, she's in

her dad, she's in her, she, the parents, the school, the guardery, all, so, she, she, she, she,

had been a lot to, so, you know, to you, you know, yeah, it's, yeah, it's, well, I'm sorry,

it, it's not there, you're not, not, no, no, you, you know, you're doing, what you want, to be the idea to see,

and she, yeah, at this moment, you, I've called the house of therapy Carinian an obstin

therapy my guy that's I'm going to have to be able to I'm in my little

more so my my ego has been to be my physical my physical that's different

I'm I'm I'm a guy of a you know I'm I'm my

crisis of my crisis of my crisis of even and then I'm I'm runed

and you you've made past before to me my people

my you're you're you're You're going to revoir in the ring of box In Cali, that's just That's just of the humiliation for me, you understand, and I, you know, I'm doing,

until until they're talking to cause as well, but I've been able to do with the therapy, to complete, because, you know, I've said to my intervenants, I said, that, me, it's too rough for me, but, you know, if you can't make a program, accelerated,

you know, really, so I've got I, I, I've done, I think three months, I've done the most of the therapy, but on accelerated. So, I've been to search a lot of course, and I'm out of the other, I've put contact with my intervenant

toxicomalni, So, like, you know, I continued a good job, I've continued to work, but I continue to have been very far, but now, the DPJ will not that I'm at time at this moment.

But, you know, when he part three months, there's not sure to tell the word, so you're not to tell you to tell you, you're not,

you're not, you know, it's a promise, you know, no, it's the , but when he part, you, you're like, you're, like,

too, too, or, it's the last , you, you're letting, like, you're like,

I'm like, a little port, but, you, I said, I'm saying, like, to see, like, to pay what's going to be,

it's going to be, if you're going to get to be in a place. It's not, that can't be not quite impact your life as well as

your life as exactly. But I was, I'm doing, like, you know, like, it's your

other thing. Ayer, she's like, you know, it's like, my life in parallel, you, it's not a

life at two. Tate, your life, you know, A bit like the first time you're quite like you're in the sense that's together but you're in front

even even again when I'm going to when I'm out of going to go to the life family, I'm not going to have to be able to a room and then I'm in a moment of solitude

Because there's the DPJ who's, you know that you've been they've been left some of the chance they've been and Chris

at a monone you can't you can't we'll tell you we'll have to we're talking we're talking we've been

it's been it's a lot of lot of life in my solitude because

I'm doing, I've had tried to work my work my

character my own my people who I'm that's that's a

time of the podcast that I'm there's I'm I'm too

to find to give some cannabis but it's that has never

impacted my family family I'm not not my

moments of the sometimes I'm still still to be I'm fixed in the

week of the days of the day of the day, it was the day where I was that I'd not get to be not going to

be able to and that that's a moment that's really very very in a day that I've to have to

make a family, make a business to make a food so that's it's been a passion for

man, to find that man, it's so I'm cuisine of my family, the good family

and she she's she keeps she keeps she keeps she she's a bonn she's

she's the monce I know my I know my co-comic I'm gonna not get during the podcast

because when it's the time to be serious it's the time of to be serious but my wife I'm gonna be like that

she's a question of she's a so I'm so I'm I'm afraid to work to work

and I'm and I'm over and I'm over in to I'm gonna know I'm I'm gonna know a lot of

the ball of dancehouse yeah the two yeah the two same they're like the same the two cause

of the chard of your to attend, and the ball of dancer, the two, they're both made in front. So, like, you know, I'm a

cannabis, so, so I know, I know that I'm in front of, and I know, and I know, we're trying to get to do you in

there, you know, there's, there's, there's, finally, I'm, I'm, I'm, and I'm, and I'm in,

the, you know, and I'm, my prethes, B, it's wasn't a bad idea to me last me my prosthase,

we, we, we've used, my prosthase, normally, you know, I'm, you're It was a lot of influenceable, and I wanted to consume some weed,

I wanted to pass some time. Then I was going to get into me boys, and we had to go out of my prothais,

you'll go back. You'll go back. Wait, there's a little bit. There's a question. There's a question. Perfect. They're going to be able to

They're all right. They're coming all right. So, I'm in the... Oh, but, yeah, I did you. It's sure. You have two,

is two men? So I was in the minimum here, it's good, thank you. And you. And you have one who is a man

the other is an crochet. Yeah, but the crochet, he is made for work because I'm going to call it so I'm going to be like a camera, we can't be like a carb here who's like, he's

getting just here so, so that's so when I'm taking to get on my pants, you know, but I'm, but I'm, you know, I was very influential

and then the boys I said, hey man, the field of fire, there has been to be a lot of being to cut, and we'll try to try to find,

to find out of doing the store, so I'm like, I'm like a cab, but I'm need to be the process to go to

to the toilet to make a number two, I'm in the rest of my time, it's just it's just

it's a little bit of the same. It's just the rest of the time, it's really, and then,

the scro, no, I can't say, I can't say, the agent of the service

correctional. Well, because I'm , I'm not, I'm not, I'm trying to change my way,

and the fashion to talk to and, you know, it's what, you know, it's, you, the agent,

it's, The agent passed, he said, hey, your prosthesis wasn't like that, you know, well, yeah, well, no, no, they've been in

confinement, they've been in deadlock, and then after that, they've been transferred down the medium finally, where's that I've had an episode,

and finally, I've passed a travel of my time, but I've had been promised to the moment. You've had been three months,

but I've had a little more than a month, they've been, they've been left the entire because there no idea,

but you're When you're with that, you know, you're with, you know, you're having with these prethes, is that the guys are more chill or the dante of... The boss of the wing, he's been to be able to be and say, me up, you come up, you want to be

me to protect, and I'm, you know, you're a crisis of arm, my guy, that's a crotchel, I'm, I'm going to... I'm saying, I'm glad. I'm, you know, that's like, it's placed to the same, and it's attached with the other, so it's not move, so if I decide to do bad move, you know, I'm like, I'm armed

in prison, so, so, the people, they'll start with, you know, they're going to, you know, I'm trying to, you know, I mean, I said, I'm doing, I mean, I'm in the crime, so, so I've got some, and then, already, on arrival, there, and then, and then,

I'm, I don't, I'm, I'm remember, for real, at, in June, June, 20, 25, there, there, pretty, yeah, yeah, when you're, you know, when you're, you know, when you're , you know, when you're, you're, you're going to, you're going to,

the food, see, see, so, you're on because of the Wii. Well, there I have arrested after the prison not long time after the prison for the No, but it's

that I'm where, you know, it's where it's where the guy that I'm in the way today,

that, because clearly when you're not, you're not the guy that's when you're my my

family, my life, Cedric, my family, so I've worked to have to

that I'm to have confidence in me? When you're when you're when you're the degree

to have the , is the When I go out of therapy, no, I had a day, a hour. I'm a... I'm a lot of... The prison, well, that, it's going to be more frequently. You know, I mean, I said, it's been... Like, I would say, it's been...

You'd have a lot more of permission. But, you know, I had meanty also on the wheel, but, you know, it had not an impact on my family. For this instance, there, but at a moment of the day, you know, I've seen that, you know, I've seen that really the DPIG Poused in the sense of, okay, we'll try to redone your family.

There, we're at the research. There, we have our little condo, our little coquence. And the DPGie, me had to redone the guard, and it's at this moment I've made, I'm trying to work for their role.

I'm trying to do that to go to. I'm a better person. I'm on TikTok. I'm trying to help the people in the consumption. I try to make my point of view that, yes, it's true,

there's a very, there's a lot, and, you know, when I said, I'm content to be handicapped today, Ced, Cedric, I'm

content? Because, you know, I've changed my mind for a lot of my time. So, I'm not a

problem, I'm not any of the stress, and I'm like I'm like I'm in a lot of

the word. The weed also, you're out of your life? You know, I'm not I'm not

a carcher- to, you have a lot of people, I'm not that's a problem, like the alcohol

to be the alcohol like, I'm, I'm, I'm just lubricifying the cocaine? Yeah, but

you're trying in the sense that... Not for me. And, you know, I'll buy three beer but in these

occasions special where is that I'm well, my family got to be there, like my my best

my best, Charlotte, my friends, you know, that's about, who's about, who's been,

who, had also, a lot of my life, and, you know, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm in

a good way, and I'm not for, and I'm, and I'm , and I'm , and I'm

conscious that I'm, that's a little I'm not I'm not in a other capacity I'm not in a other state

I'm just something that's something I'm often on the people who live like that but to let's this port

that open because it's easy when it yeah it's easy to take three hours when it's

yeah but I'm but I'm conscious of all so that yeah and so long that we live

not something that's a part of that something you know something you know something you know I'm You know, I'm

I'm I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm still I'm still, I'm still, it's a lot of things that's

it's not, and you know, like, the way, I mean, you know, I don't know the problem, but, you know,

personallyally, if there's a light, that's a light, that you're to have, for a

reason, for tell reason, for tell reason, they, they're, they're, they're having

to have because, or, where it's to, well, you, it's,

it's, it's, The guy who like the chilling, the mentality of the rue, and all that, you're,

you're who, you're in a little bit croche, I'm, I'm, I'm just I'm in,

I'm in, I'm in, I'm in a year in my life. Because I, because I, when we've been a maturity,

and we know what's really important in my eyes. What is important, there's a important,

there's a lot, you know, my guy that's, you know, it's the first that I'm an baby

without criminality, without consumption, that I'm more in my person that I'm working, and I'm I'm a year.

You know, you know, the first time? The moment present, I'm able to appreciate. It's that the difference,

is that before I was too in all the thing, that was in a moment present,

I could not be to be able to be in the past or or in the future. You, I was not

there. Now, now I'm trying to take with my baby, and I look in the eyes, and I'm like, tavernan, I'm fine, finally. I'm not I'm not going to be a lot of stuff. There's a lot of food at the table. There's an apartment that is paid.

There, my family who's my family recommance as a signaler, rutier, with my prosthes that's not what I'm tripe, so I've got a newftly for being pair-a-ed-ed-a-ed-a-law. So, that's it's these objectives at long term that my guard

more more on the good way. It's that I want to help the people in the toxicomani it's a course that's a course that's a course.

I'm in trying to get to get the phone I'm trying to I'm going to this way to put it on the description YouTube

with your TikTok you're very active on TikTok yeah and the formation yeah $2,000 $2,000 $2,000

$2,000 and I'd certainly not not the money at this moment of September they choose

20 people and I'm they're already contacted they're saying with your story because it's

parridance it's really you count your story for help people, what's who's helping you to get to get in your story?

And with my story, it's it's physical so they're like you're like, I'm saying, I'm going to because you're

at the university Laval, at Quebec that's done the formation and it's for I'm living, so I'm need,

also that I'm also to keep a little bit time because my family, it's a lot of there's a money,

and that's, you know, it's not that change to what in my mode of life? You can't, you can't,

you can't, a pre-bourse, something like that I've got to see them. I've got to know them. They're not. They're not going to know. I'm going to informer a little bit more.

I would have to go from me, maybe, could be able to have my, my story at heart, and today to be able to help in the taxcomania on TikTok,

but not only to do that, to be a mity, to be paid for that if it would be the most be good, could be offered.

I'm going to be in my little lunch. I say, bye, bye, my mom, I'm going to try, my life is placed, the children who will continue

to try to try to try to try to get it's really a great project, it's really something that's my

thing, it's my true that I'm going to be able much, but I'm going to be able to

be back to me back to me and get to be able to and it's all right when you take the

decision after the after the prison all you make you and you you know

you tom with someone who has mined your confidence at many times

that is handicapped now, I don't know at what I'm to know, I'm going to to play out of

all the toilet all of the only way, no, but is that you can, you can, you can,

you can, you can, you know, you're, you're surprised, it's not, you're not, it's not,

it's so, but, it's a before, it's a few, it's a when you're, when you're

there's, you know, and then, and you're, and how much, you're, you're, You know, I think I'd love it's

I'm sorry, I'd like, I'd like, I'm curious, but, you know, it's a bit so, you know, your confidence, is you, he'll do at 100% or you're still, you're still, you're, you're gonna on a pound, and you're, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, you're gonna'em my phone, or I'm, you know,

you're, you, you're, you, in 100% in confidence, and he's not at the coat of to, no, but we don't know, but I'm, you know, but, you know, to, you know, to, you know, to, you, you're, you, you're, after, all the bullshit, all the manipulation, all that's all that.

Well, there's sure, I think compared to it's more it's more more of the way, it's not in the way

in the way that's the way, they're in the people, what's he said, what's the , so,

you know, I can't say, I'm at 98% of, okay, it's all that's good, and that's

it's sure, I'm gonna a little two percent, we know, what's the , you know, what's the future,

you, it's sure, I'm really confidence, but in the same time, we see never what's that's

what's it's in a little you know, you know, your little your lunettes but are more

rose, yeah, you're concerned. Yeah, if it's, if it's, I said, I'm,

I'm going to like a fuzzure that you, so, you're you're so,

you're so so, you're not in some yeah, compared to I, you're

you're too fier of him? Really, I'm really really I'm like, I'm saying also for the resturray, and he's he's been able to

to be proud of, you know, because there's a reason to call, you see, don't know, and he thinks that person would have said, frankly, no, no, no, he's not, it's not, it's not, it's not like a person who's

that's a pleasure, that you can't, because you've got to have anything to handicap, you, even if, even if there had already , you, you know, even his family, to him, he,

me, he said, my, my, my mother, Lips, yeah, My mother, she said to my call, yes, it's a guy a problem, decry of them,

what you do, she's doing that. But she has all the time crue in me. She has all the time in me, and I'm

and I'm sorry, because you're the reason of the person that I'm now. You're really a person exceptional,

and, like, for the real, you've changed my life. And you're saying, without you, Cedric?

Without me? No, no, but Cedric, I'm, I'm at you, I'm going to that I'm

pass to this chaise, then I'd be the person that I'm going to be in so you're going to be able to

see a yeah, you know, a person, it's an expression that's a less than 2026 but, you know, just to demonstrate

that, you know, that's so that's a woman, because we're like that, but, you know, there's often,

there's often there's a other than to someone who's the person who's in the person who is, and I,

you know, I'm, I mean, I'm the person in the sense that, you know, I'm going, I'm in the media,

and on the internet, and so, but I was with, there's a guy in a row who is there. And I know at the point it's important

to have someone to have someone to be in that's a question, I'm saying, I'm saying, I'm saying,

I'm saying, I'm sorry, and, you know, what I'm saying, I wanted, before I was to write an letter, you know,

I'd say, what I said, what I said, what I said, no, he will have a moment in the podcast,

or is I just let's do it naturally, and I'm going to do you to go to go and with the words that

that I'm going to these words as you're going to listen to be able to listen to be in your social, I'm saying that's what I'm

saying with my heart. Well, it's I said and I said I've seen, I saw, I saw, I,

I saw, and I, and I thought to use the good words and they're going to straight to

the point at the bad place, you know? Thank you. It's what is, it's what for you?

You know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you're talking to do this famous trick,

that's I want, I'd want, I'd want, I'd want to be, I'd like, you know, if it's not,

you know, I'm going to work on the time, you're in a matter of your job, but it's a job, but it's a work,

you go to get to get , you know, if it's a for the rest of my life, I'll be going to

if it's not if it's not if it's not this year. Exactly. But I've applied that you have done

to make a sacrifice, you know, I'm going to make a sacrifice, I'm me up the I mean, I'm not tripe my life, but at least I'm

to bring up to my criminality, I'm taking to turn away, the consumption in making the good choice, and I'll continue to be proud of my time, and I'm going to

work with, I'm trying, I've been trying to work, I'm able, I'll be able to be able to be, and I'm able to and then you're able to get, you're able to

get to go. Exactly, and I'm being better, you know, I'm doing my family like, you know, I'm able to me over 100% to her,

you know, I mean, when there's something that's not, that's a little stress, that's going to, that's, there's a big stress, that's going to be a little bit of pain, that I'm not sure,

it's all right the first person that I'm going to go, and I'm talking, and this woman is totally ter-a-terre, so, totally,

that has a good way to think, and this way that makes in my way, and, me, it makes, do you,

so you want to do you want to you want to, you want to do it, yeah, and I think, it's for that she thinks

that she thinks that's more real. So, so, so that's to be a lot of and to get

to get in the , you know, my emotions is normal to live, it's normal to have to have to be,

so I'm to prove, that I'm to know, that's that I'm to have been to do you need to

, and you know the person, that's the person who, so, you're not, and I'm , you're a only person,

a single person, one, one, one, one, one, one, one,

you're in only be responsible of your gestures, of your thoughts, of your thoughts, you know, it's, you know, it's, you're cool, that's, you

that's going to take the decision to go to the facility or to be back and to continue, because you, you're going to

28, right? I'm 28, yeah. You're young, you're in, there's a, rest, there, you're in

rest, there, and it's a combat every day, oh, man, it's sure, it, and I'm,

I'm sure, but I'm, I'm ready to to do I'm at first. I'm more Lange. Before, I'm never the

facility. The facility, it's in all all the money, like in the consumption, like in the

time, and I'm going to be saying, and I feel like my life is difficult to be a handicap that's a

but I'm more more than before. Stie, I'm more more of effort to me for me

to make more than more than that's a time that's for the rest of my life,

but I'm in the In the same time, you're a reality check at all the mornings that you're rebeye. That's... That's the real thing, you know, the first second where is I'm reveil, it's often the first thing

that I think. I'm handicapped. It's what I'm not. And I'm not yet. You know, a deil, it's long, I can't say that I'm ready to say that I've made my deil because I think even

but I make in sort to change these things. You know, I'm bad. Hey, Ced, Excuse me, I'm in my sed, I suppose that's a good idea. I'm sorry. You know, Judge Puntow, it's a very correct.

So, in the front, the last time, I was lanced on my project TikTok, you know, I've been noured of the unbri, I've been doing things, but I was stressed, and I'm going to search

an certain adrenaline in there because the last time, the last time, they wanted to I pass a pat, a pita on live on direct on TikTok, and then, I'm like, okay, we'll have it

I've been to try and all the day, I've seen I've seen as well, you know, I've been a little bit of year to show of the word, just for you want to be on humorous, that I'm able to read my situation, but I'm stressed, to foorre, you know, I, you know, I'm the

soothie to do things at the perfection, and, man, I'm just to make a pot to pizza to, I, I've got to the ingredients, I've got to the recipe, man, to A, Z, with my handicap, not with my prosthesis,

with my monion, the one who's, you know, I think it's a currant, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm doing, I'm trying to win in this moment, I'm in a time, I'm trying to win, because all the efforts of the life, I mean, if I'm not, I'll see not,

you'll see, man, and when I've reached, you can't think that I'm fiered to me? For one time, in my life, I'm able to be fair to me, and to me say, hey, that's these good shots. It's good, you're being that. It's good, but being fair to us for what we're doing,

but being being to be sure to be the same, it's the if the other to say,

if you're to say, but you also you're to do you do you do find what you do

and you have to learn to get to to get to get to get to I'm

going to talk to a story that's past a two weeks I'm I'm

I'm not to I'm don't, but where is you have been in a situation

or you've been not flanched No. But it would have been well veer this situation. I'm not

I'm not sure I'm not I'm not to put in the spot I'm not I'm back because of someone who's

who had to one of my one of my my friends who said we'd say we're doing a second

time and a time I'm well react because the first time I had been very I was

I'm out, I was talking with my married I'm me more because he

said, propose me not that beg I'm not I'm I'm a morgue, I'm just a problem in my life, and you know, and you're

like, it's not like, it's not like, you know, it's like, well, I'm saying, you know, I'm not going to, you know, plant all if you want, I'm calling, so, you know, I'm gonna say, hey, nah, nah, nah, nah, no, no, we're listening to the hockey, I've not been able to gerry

these emotions, and I'm still, and I'm trying to do with my intervenant, toxicomani, what's what I can do, if I'm not perfect again, I'm still, I'm playing, I'm playing, I'm playing, I'm playing, the second time, We'll have to be here, but the second time,

you've not made a drug, but you petted the plon after, and the... Yeah, and it's been aggressive against that person, yeah. Yeah, I guess it's a coup of mignon, man. A coup of mignon, direct.

But what I mean, is, you know, one, bravo, to not have flanched. Well, it's more in my problems. No, but in the console. But, you know, there's a, there's a coat of you that because the solution,

it would be to chrisse your can. Yeah. You know, it's for far, you know, So if this guy, you'd call that you'd have a chum And it's a Because in the first

I'm like my My best of course, but you know, there's all the time who's all the time who's always You have to be at risk

You know, it's also nizue But this person That's a part Plaint for voice of fact With your With your

Antecented The DPG Renter It's nizue But it's It's just You know, man You're just like

You click, your clack You call this You call this time And you're like, hey, you're appreciate, you're my chum, I'm going to,

I'm not that's the guy like, I'm not going to be, I'm not sure, I'm very after the first because I'm saying, I'm going to

see, I'm, I'm going to, my own time, I said, yeah, there's a , you know, I've got to get a certain

calmate, but at this moment, I got, you probably, that you're probably, that's, then the next

time, if it's coming to be the same manner, the same thing, but I'd would be more, because I'm

still, I'm sure, I'm, I'm going to live with my emotions at June. I'm trying, you know, I'm in a bar, but, you know, I said that I'd say I'd have even not even put an alcohol this story, you know, and it's not in my bus,

it was to go to listen to the game with my friends. So, you know, I just to say, at the point that I'm trying to travel on today, I'm not perfect, but Chris, I've already made a step of plus than the past. You know, it's sure. Faff attention to put in some

that could find out of time that for a little gesture like that. Because is, is that to be fash for this person to have said it's legitimate 100%

I'm sure I've been I'm doing I'm not I'm not going to see you know what because it's

so but we we have the we have the need to be fashed because it would have

been extreme oh yeah yeah so you you rest someone to get fragile on

various aspects so so make attention to thank you because

because you look because Jacob I I want I want to I want to take, because there's

the moment where's the I'm in view. But you understand? Yeah, look it. See,

man. It's you, it's what you do, what's what you see, to see what

that's the thing? There's there's that you want to have to be past,

Jacob. So, we've put a cut, Jacob, Jacob, it's

something that you've been to be something that you've been and we would terminate with that,

and obviously, I'm always after, and I say, oh, I said, I said, I don't know what you

say, you know what you're saying, you have to say my own my arm in my bra and say something to finish the podcast, so it will be terminated there on the time. Thank you very much, thank you. I hope you've got to hear

to the people. Thank you, I hope you hope you've got to a very good episode. I think that's a very good episode. Bravo, bravo, to you, to be able to be be strong.

I think you'll like but, you know, at some occasions, you know, to think to you think to your family. And I don't know personally as far as, I don't know personally, so I think I've got on the fact that you're a very good mare, a very good blonde also. So, bravo, thank you to be joined to us. So I'll let the most the most of the end, Jay. In fact, in the front, with my past,

I guess I'd have been emotive, and it's a bit of car again again with all the past that he's got and I'm to talk

to talk about to your and I'm doing that with a bad with a bit of a few he had put

some way, he has pre the way of the way and you're the reason of why I want to

go to and you're the reason that I want to that you want to you're not that you're

not that you make you make you're decided to to go to you're for you're you for Alice

and for Philip Mason. I love and I would like to continue to be to be able to you want to you want to

you know you're going to you know I'm at a parlor.