Au Parloir - Épisode #159 - Marie-Ève Cool

Episode Date: September 20, 2026

⚠️ Abonne-toi sur PATREON: WWW.PATREON.COM/AUPARLOIRCette semaine, je reçois Marie-Ève. Après avoir traversé le deuil soudain de son père à l'adolescence, elle s'est retrouvée plongée dans... l'engrenage des relations toxiques, des sites de Sugar Baby, puis sous l'emprise directe d'un pimp. C'est grâce à la vigilance de sa sœur et à l'intervention héroïque de sa mère qu'elle a pu être tirée de l'exploitation sexuelle. Aujourd'hui devenue intervenante sociale au sein de l'organisme La Sortie, elle partage son parcours de reconstruction, la concrétisation de sa justice personnelle et sa mission auprès des jeunes. Un échange marquant sur la résilience, la réappropriation de soi et la possibilité d'une vie douce après l'enfer.☠️ Suivez-nous pour ne rien manquer :Tik tok : https://www.tiktok.com/@cedricbergeronparloirInstagram : https://www.instagram.com/cedricbergeron.parloir.humourFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/cedricbergeron.parloir.humour⚠️ Pour collaboration : contact@auparloirpodcast.com⚠️ Pour suivre PAPACOACH: https://papacoach.ca/ Hébergé par Acast. Visitez acast.com/privacy pour plus d'informations.

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Starting point is 00:01:00 co-courned and who he's been in cool and it's Mariev cool. A girl,
Starting point is 00:01:07 a few of a lot of we've had a on the podcast and I've had been a pleasure with her
Starting point is 00:01:13 before the podcast also a person with who I risk to guard of a very good contact but a
Starting point is 00:01:18 person who already from the adolescence has a certain things who had
Starting point is 00:01:23 made a malight to be a envy to a made. And she's embarked in in a certain pattern
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Starting point is 00:03:50 atypick view of where you've been to where you're to be to relate to what you
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Starting point is 00:04:05 always cool to have some people who know I'm sorry I'm very thank you thank you to be
Starting point is 00:04:12 from the Rive South at the beginning to see you know, so you come with
Starting point is 00:04:18 you come with all you come to come from where type of family we're going to echelone
Starting point is 00:04:23 that your partour until to today Okay. I've had a family really easy,
Starting point is 00:04:29 all the same normal, my father, my mother, my son, we've been of Vodrye. In fact,
Starting point is 00:04:35 I've been elevated there in our house. There's nothing that's that's
Starting point is 00:04:39 that's been in my family when when I were young. My parents, the parents super-emant,
Starting point is 00:04:46 super caring, you know, so, so, it's a little, you know, it's a little to get a
Starting point is 00:04:59 really, my parents didn't really, then the phone, my mother had metupon and she
Starting point is 00:05:08 had demenaged completely of Monterey Wendreggis to the village that called Charlemagne.
Starting point is 00:05:15 Yeah, so, the village to Céline? Yeah, the village to Cillin. And, you know,
Starting point is 00:05:20 I was an infant super at his affair, I'd want to go to college private,
Starting point is 00:05:23 at little fey to his parents, and when he had demenaged at Charlemagne, I, I was rebelled. I was really
Starting point is 00:05:32 in color that I said, I started to fombed the askare, to fombed to do you, to have, to have plenty
Starting point is 00:05:40 of naisery, so it so it's a little there, and my father had in the West
Starting point is 00:05:45 Ireland, because it's a little guy of the Lid Bizar St. Genevieve. So,
Starting point is 00:05:50 so we would voyage many, the end of the fend to go the end of at their
Starting point is 00:05:54 and my father he had not went to get at this moment I think
Starting point is 00:06:00 that's the separation with my mother he had reshuted in the alcohol
Starting point is 00:06:06 and in the drug there were there when you talk if you have
Starting point is 00:06:10 reshut it that there had been there I imagine
Starting point is 00:06:14 I yeah I know I know what what's what
Starting point is 00:06:16 what's what the two last years of marriage
Starting point is 00:06:20 it had not super good and they're separated.
Starting point is 00:06:26 But it's there. What's what is going to honestly, I'm not even idea. But it's
Starting point is 00:06:32 because Thomas you said for me a rushute, that means that means before my last,
Starting point is 00:06:38 okay, it's so in his young time, it's been that's that's,
Starting point is 00:06:41 yeah, yeah, my my father was a , he had been more
Starting point is 00:06:46 years, he had been used he, he had consumed a lot, he, in the bar,
Starting point is 00:06:55 so he has He's a life, he's a man, he's a brother, you know,
Starting point is 00:07:00 I'm a little sister. A little sister? Yeah, I'm a great-sor that's
Starting point is 00:07:05 just the same pair, but I don't really of contact with her in the West Canadian
Starting point is 00:07:10 and, but yeah, my baby sister, yeah, there, there's, there's
Starting point is 00:07:15 there, there's a thing, I'm because I'm a curious, and I'm a few
Starting point is 00:07:19 people apparently he'd amery that I'm I don't in my podcast, but it's
Starting point is 00:07:23 that's a when you say they're because they're not going to because they didn't know because you
Starting point is 00:07:30 were trying to like to get to you have to you have to be a bar? No, okay. No, I
Starting point is 00:07:36 never really felt that but we don't know that it has been sometimes difficult
Starting point is 00:07:42 that my brain have like there's like I'm like I'm saying to my mother and I'm
Starting point is 00:07:51 It's a It's like a mechanism of defunce that I've I've already I've already your own your parents
Starting point is 00:07:59 did what in the life? My mother had, she had, she waffofeus my father he'd
Starting point is 00:08:04 choufed some he had worked for they'd the little bitty, and the chip
Starting point is 00:08:11 Cape Cod and all all right yeah yeah yeah, yeah, he's so
Starting point is 00:08:14 he had he had worked he had probably on the carmion, with his
Starting point is 00:08:22 brothers, and she when you say when you say when you say you're in when you're you're playing
Starting point is 00:08:28 your operas you're your parents you're doing, we're we know how it to work you know,
Starting point is 00:08:33 you're to get coquen with the rebels because you're in mode rebel, so we're we're going
Starting point is 00:08:40 to have to have to have to have to because I have been to ask you
Starting point is 00:08:44 exactly. Exactly. I'm I'm fute all in fact, you know, I'm
Starting point is 00:08:49 anti anti-cigarettes, I shirled all my life after my because she'd fumed, you know, anti-drug, all of that, and I,
Starting point is 00:08:58 but I'm anti-drague, yes, but, you know, I'm just a pot, you know, I'm going to to get some gazing, to do you know, to be able to
Starting point is 00:09:07 my parents, and, you know, we had a super be a good pair, he was mechanician, he had his garage just
Starting point is 00:09:15 at the house, you know, I could not me plin, there, we're abbey in cap of mode, all of that,
Starting point is 00:09:24 but no, I... There's something that did clotchy and you've been able to get rid of I'm able to I'm not too
Starting point is 00:09:33 I'm not too I'm not because my mom she has not placed. And I'm saying, I don't know,
Starting point is 00:09:38 why you don't know I'm not difficult, I'm arrogant. Maybe because you're a
Starting point is 00:09:43 bad mare, we're doing that. I'm a bit I'm sorry, I'm I'm really, I'm really
Starting point is 00:09:48 tough. I'm really And, you know, at 6 years, in a gross crisis of adolescence, I've got my father, the day or the day of the day. And how do you part, your father? My father, four years before his mom, had made a quadru pontage. So, so that, 50% of his car had been blocked.
Starting point is 00:10:06 At this moment, that, we've failed to lose. The life, he had invited a chance, who has decided to not bring because he was a lot more than, so he continued. That's what you did. That's what you did. But that's what you're related with these problems, Exactly, of consumption.
Starting point is 00:10:20 So, at the part of the moment where the separation is made, he's made up to get ridden in consumption, but he has not been able to relash the consumption
Starting point is 00:10:26 while, even more. When you do you do you do a pompage with 50% of his car. Excuse me, they've done in pompage,
Starting point is 00:10:34 a pontage. A pontage, so, yeah. And in 2007, it was the 3th February, 2007. I, the day,
Starting point is 00:10:44 I had my first chum at this time I had like a little marty because I had not wanted to go this end of week
Starting point is 00:10:51 to go to and then I'm in I'm I'm in I'm in the night the night
Starting point is 00:11:01 I was at my friend at this moment and my mother had called to he announced the new
Starting point is 00:11:07 and me we're doing we're going to go to we're to see that's bizarre
Starting point is 00:11:11 it's I'm there I see my mom went to my I saw my grandmaire entered. I'm like,
Starting point is 00:11:21 I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, a crisis of a car encore, you know, he's not.
Starting point is 00:11:28 So, so the day the day, the day, I, I'm, there, there.
Starting point is 00:11:33 Do you care, or? Yeah, he was with two of his frere who were, the,
Starting point is 00:11:40 the family is a family really, really, he's a family, really, he's he's serious,
Starting point is 00:11:42 he, he's he, he'd, he'd, he'd, He had, they were to work
Starting point is 00:11:48 to work for to work to work he's gone he's gone before to have touched the sun,
Starting point is 00:11:53 a bell day on on the bed of the water of the water in trying to fume a joint
Starting point is 00:11:57 with his two mayors with the young. Yeah. Yeah. No, he's probably
Starting point is 00:12:03 he can't suffer. They've tried to have seen, but... There's two things on
Starting point is 00:12:08 which I go over come in, because there the family cool, because it's really,
Starting point is 00:12:11 it's your name, Marieive Cool, the CO, CO, yeah, C-O-L. C-O-L.
Starting point is 00:12:17 So I just just over-dened the judge but not like, oh, yeah, it's not, it's not, it's not,
Starting point is 00:12:23 it's not, it's not. Sovereign. I'm not. I'm not. But it's hot, like, no.
Starting point is 00:12:29 It's very cool. It's really cool. It's really cool. It's very cool. It's like, even if there's a parkour not very cool
Starting point is 00:12:35 that's on the other thing, it's, it's not to try to to try to in certain emotions,
Starting point is 00:12:40 but you said, you said, you, you, you, You, you, he had the last weekend
Starting point is 00:12:45 that you'd have to go to get with your coppins, what I'm in my mom. I've lived in getting to the
Starting point is 00:12:50 guard partaged and ran to 15, the end up two, they were not always the end up two.
Starting point is 00:12:56 Yeah, it's but I imagine that's something that has been to rest anchored long time in your
Starting point is 00:13:01 head and in your heart, to, yeah, and the last thing me said,
Starting point is 00:13:06 I'm saying, I'm saying, you know, it's, it's, it's, to, at June,
Starting point is 00:13:11 my My father was the best father of the world. But if it's
Starting point is 00:13:16 it we're something in his thing, there was something that was
Starting point is 00:13:23 something that was mean, he was aggressive, you know, it was that,
Starting point is 00:13:28 but my father, it's the mayor, the man, it's a young,
Starting point is 00:13:34 it's it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:13:37 it's, at least, you know, the fact of he'd have been to have been, it's a bit of a bit of a week, it would be a lot, it would be a top fine of the week if it had been in conserved, but at least, well, the last contact that you had, you know, my baby-sor
Starting point is 00:13:53 my baby-sor, and she's, at her, yeah, excuse me, and, you know, he's parted the morning, and he's never re-revenu, and she, she, had just 12-year, my little sister, that, so, that's, it's, it's really, a, it's there.
Starting point is 00:14:08 I mean, I imagine that the rebel who is rendered as a 6 who is already rebel. I enviseled to all the world
Starting point is 00:14:16 entire, and all the color that I had inver him, that the things that
Starting point is 00:14:24 had had with him but I went on my mind, and I was vange
Starting point is 00:14:29 on me and I, you know, at this time that I chum but it did you
Starting point is 00:14:33 didn't even, but it had been I've seen my per to destroy and I'm saying,
Starting point is 00:14:40 I'm going to be like that because we're saying that would be able in my vines. I said,
Starting point is 00:14:45 if I'm saying, if I'm doing that, I'm never, it's, I, all my
Starting point is 00:14:52 people, it's, you know, it's a popular at this time that, I never,
Starting point is 00:14:57 because I would not he resoundly. Fack, but I, I've got to start to the bar,
Starting point is 00:15:04 to buy so much, and I I've been a trough in the interior of me, I've been there did the other
Starting point is 00:15:12 things, so I'm so I'm going to get to the same, it's a little there that it
Starting point is 00:15:18 has started this auto of the obstruction that, yeah. Before to get there there,
Starting point is 00:15:25 because there's something there's something that we have said that we had said, we're in
Starting point is 00:15:30 there's just on probably, it I'm sorry for the trick. You know, you know, I'm on going to say, I just came to he's just,
Starting point is 00:15:41 we just the thing we're going to, we'll break the eye, you know, and with the parkour that's on view, I think we
Starting point is 00:15:50 will say, you're, you know, you're, you're, you know, to be, my name
Starting point is 00:15:56 on the first man on on this chair, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,
Starting point is 00:16:01 I live not violence conjugal, I'm I mean I've escaped my cell in the face.
Starting point is 00:16:08 We said, we're going to get to be over and then it's going to be over and then it's in the crack of the tretoe
Starting point is 00:16:14 that exist not I'm like, oh my God, I'm made the glas, I've got all the
Starting point is 00:16:18 fed, I've tried, I'm trying to more and more fanced. It's just I'm a bit in
Starting point is 00:16:25 in the place, it's like, there's like a reflect and I'm like, we've been
Starting point is 00:16:30 before we're not mentioned, before we're too long, too deep, we'll have to be to get to get in, so it's a, it's a,
Starting point is 00:16:37 it's a real accident that's going to get to be. It's a real accident of my telephone in my face. I'm,
Starting point is 00:16:43 I'm sure, I'm sure, it's so. Be able to see your phone to get a little bit. Fette not that,
Starting point is 00:16:50 it's, it's, it's, it doesn't, it's, so, it's, so,
Starting point is 00:16:55 so, it's good, it's a bit, it's a bit just, just I'm, just to do, just to do,
Starting point is 00:16:59 just to do, so, so, that you come, so you comb, so you're in the
Starting point is 00:17:05 alcohol, and you go in, in the alcohol, I imagine, in the auto-medicamentation in part-time because you feel
Starting point is 00:17:13 the paw, and you're not, I know, I think, the alcohol, because of the auto-medicamating It's like
Starting point is 00:17:20 an antidepresser that we think it that's just and pier the shes, it's, it made
Starting point is 00:17:25 some plaster, you know, I made these plaster, during the cute, you know, a claster, it's a claster,
Starting point is 00:17:31 it's a cut-to-cote, it's a claster, no, No, it's that. I've had that. You know,
Starting point is 00:17:35 I'd be used to be able to be able to a lot of a lot of, I'd say, but I'd be able to,
Starting point is 00:17:42 but, no. Well, you know, I've seen a thing, I think, I consider the
Starting point is 00:17:48 alcohol, like, one of the poor, the worst drug, to, honestly,
Starting point is 00:17:53 in the case, that's, that's a debate that I'd not with all the one,
Starting point is 00:17:57 but, but, it's the same, it's sure, No, it was terrible. You know, I'd buvue really a lot.
Starting point is 00:18:04 Well, I'd govue normally. There, I'd be avergondeer in the fond of, I had, I was, and I was and I'm assume,
Starting point is 00:18:13 you know, I'm assume in what I've been, it's, you know, you're doing a bar, but you do one night, you,
Starting point is 00:18:20 but it's all been so, but I, but I'd be used, I'd, but I'd be six-year,
Starting point is 00:18:28 you know, there in a moment of a moment of I'm not I'm not
Starting point is 00:18:39 my mother also she she got to she with two kids all the time we're in
Starting point is 00:18:46 time playing with her but there the responsibility that you had used on his
Starting point is 00:18:51 back there there's there's there there's there have to
Starting point is 00:18:55 believe to be to be to be all She was just She's broken. She had
Starting point is 00:19:02 She worked She was She's like But she's But not We don't We're not We're not
Starting point is 00:19:09 We've got to We've got My Mour And she She said She's not She's not She's like
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Starting point is 00:19:22 You're You're You're You're You're It's a You're She's a
Starting point is 00:19:28 She's She's She's these problems also, but it has never, we've been, we've been a little of our mother, we, we've been
Starting point is 00:19:37 a little, but the material, we'd have all, you know, but, you know, sometimes, the parents see, it's, you know, and, you know, and,
Starting point is 00:19:47 and, yeah, I, yeah, I, yeah, I'm gonna, you know, I, you know, I, I've got, these, in the centers,
Starting point is 00:19:54 genese, I go, see, we'll be, it's, it's, and it's, it's, the first thing, what I'd I say to young, you know, if
Starting point is 00:20:01 all the long I'm talking, you're in your head, you're in a mind of the whole, I don't know to do you
Starting point is 00:20:07 don't know, because if I had to be at your place, at your age, when we'd say, I guess, I'd say,
Starting point is 00:20:13 I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd ever, because I know that's exactly like that's
Starting point is 00:20:21 I'm just like, I think, I'm at all right, I mean, I've been, I've lived, of the discussion between,
Starting point is 00:20:26 my father and my frere, who, who, who, who, who, who, who, who, they're, so, so, I think, if you, if you, you know,
Starting point is 00:20:37 there's, there's, I'm, I'm taited. I was, you know, I'm, you know, all the people,
Starting point is 00:20:44 you know, when there's something in the head, you know, that's, you know, I'm, you're, I'm a, , you're a mule,
Starting point is 00:20:49 you're a mule, you, I'm bouch, not, so, so, in my head, I was, in autodestruction. You,
Starting point is 00:20:57 you, my life in danger all the time because I'm like, I'm going to feel something, and if I'm it's not real. I had this
Starting point is 00:21:08 mal to live that. You know, it had been a great shock to it to lose, that the rest
Starting point is 00:21:19 I'm going to go to. And I imagine that a young girl, because at this age that,
Starting point is 00:21:26 it's what you, see, it's what you, it's, it's like a woman also? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:21:30 It's a lot of, I go to often a lot of young female, via year old but not to have the capacity to I'm saying, I'm not,
Starting point is 00:21:40 I'm not sure what I'm saying, but you're not sure at 16 years, you're not a adult, you're not a man, you're not sure, you're not sure,
Starting point is 00:21:48 you're not sure, you think, but, you know, my mother had been there, to have worked enormously,
Starting point is 00:21:54 so, so, I, you, I was all alone in the house, I, I was just,
Starting point is 00:21:58 I, I did, I did the group party, you know, 16-year, I'd out of the club, I'd
Starting point is 00:22:05 go to the hour that I'd go, do you, do you, do you, do you? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:22:13 Yeah. I'm a manipulatress also. I'm I'm, I'd cruzed the world,
Starting point is 00:22:21 and, and, you know, and I had these little job of the student also,
Starting point is 00:22:26 so I'd utilised this money, to get, so, so, That's
Starting point is 00:22:32 I'm not I'm a A good A good An old, let's own Yeah, I'm
Starting point is 00:22:41 You know, you know, and you know, But you're Assume entirely No, No, No, I'm
Starting point is 00:22:47 I'm sorry, I think if it's not the case, and you'd not the And then you don't know
Starting point is 00:22:52 if it's not the case. But, you know, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,
Starting point is 00:22:57 I'm, I'm, Char, I'm sure, I'm I'm going, I'm fool. Exactly. That's so, my view.
Starting point is 00:23:03 Yeah. Well. What's wrong? Been there on that? I mean, you're not the sole. Where's the... Where's the switch that... Okay, we're embarked in something
Starting point is 00:23:14 that, who is at the beginning, not sipe, and that... But it's not... You know, at a moment of any, about 19-in-in-year, I've got to come to... And I've been in a relationship toxic, several years.
Starting point is 00:23:29 I'd say, mid-20s. Just when I'm 20-10, I was in a relationship. You quit the foyer familial? Yeah, I had 18. Yeah, I had at least, at a little bit. My mother had to do medage with my sister. I'm going to an apartment with an amy. We're going to have come here, this ami.
Starting point is 00:23:56 I'm going to go. We're going to go. We're going to go. It's like you want. It's not a castle. We're not going to have. Okay, perfect. Okay.
Starting point is 00:24:04 So, the Mi, Colo, that comes a second for a minute. Perfect. Yeah. So,
Starting point is 00:24:07 so I'm with a girl, a apartment, my first apartment. So, so I'm
Starting point is 00:24:15 launch the school. I was final, second, at four, I had 18 years,
Starting point is 00:24:21 so I had culled the years, because of, there, we're in the school
Starting point is 00:24:26 in June, I go to go to the school, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,
Starting point is 00:24:29 I'm, my, I'm, my, my, I'd go to to go to the apartment, I'd like the school,
Starting point is 00:24:32 my T.S. And my prof, me, said, Mary, come to find your examines to find the end of end up this. But, I mean, I'd have a job in time plain that's in a pastry that I'd have been
Starting point is 00:24:46 to work, from seven or seven days, a week, but I can't. So, I've had preferred to work to go to finish my school. So, I'd
Starting point is 00:24:57 I'd work very for that. And you're still on the party also, I imagine.
Starting point is 00:25:05 Also, but I'd return to work at time. Yeah, I'm just easy.
Starting point is 00:25:10 Yeah, the long time, the last time, you're top-chap and you got a little bit
Starting point is 00:25:14 margowne and a little redbowl and it's a exact, exactly, exactly.
Starting point is 00:25:19 So, you know, I'm I'm after, I'm after I I've got to meet someone, you know, and I've been in a couple of
Starting point is 00:25:28 years, a relationship really toxic. I've lived a lot of things in this relationship that that that have been a lot of different. And at 26 years, I'm going to separate. You're you at least that we're going to rent a little in this relation, or? But I've been a lot of things, you know. But if you rest in, you know, what I understand, what you
Starting point is 00:25:54 I've started to have a 6 years the true to a couple of your whole of
Starting point is 00:25:57 your time, I imagine that's to rest in a problem to get in a pair to have
Starting point is 00:26:03 because you have already that's that's I'm still my self-and I'm,
Starting point is 00:26:09 so I know, so I'm seeing, I've seen for certain patterns, so I'm so I'm
Starting point is 00:26:15 imagine that, you rest in a relationship I'm young, I'm all abandoned for, you
Starting point is 00:26:21 to, you know, to me in my own another village. I've got my apartment, my job. I've really all done to, so I was really like,
Starting point is 00:26:29 hey, I had a debut, 20thene, I know to the life. And then, I go in a relationship serious, and I had scared, I was
Starting point is 00:26:38 super vulnerable, he'd been older than me, you know, so, so the vulnerability, I'm still there by power,
Starting point is 00:26:49 by dependence, by dependence affective, You've been the center of your universe, this person. Exactly, completely. You'd never, you know, you'd say, exactly, I, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't, if I'm not, if I'm not, the blonde of,
Starting point is 00:27:03 he, I'm what? Exactly. That's what, you know, I'd say, we'd say, we'd say, I'd say, I was, I, I'd say, I, you, know, I, you, I, you, , see, all, yeah, Mary,
Starting point is 00:27:16 she, she, Mary, is always surrient, Mary, is always willing to do you, and, you, always si, and in I'm in in the
Starting point is 00:27:24 I'm in in the I'm in in a I'm born in the entire, but there
Starting point is 00:27:29 people who know, and in my relationship, it's like, at 26 years, I'm going to
Starting point is 00:27:38 get a event, our our chimes, our chimes, our chimes so,
Starting point is 00:27:42 our chimes, but I'm nothing, I'm not an study, I, I,
Starting point is 00:27:47 even put to account banker, I, had, nothing, nothing, nothing,
Starting point is 00:27:54 yeah, I'm in the language, I'm in the relation toxic, is we talking about violence physical,
Starting point is 00:28:02 of what you just as to you've been to say, that you've got to the I'm in the
Starting point is 00:28:09 I'm, like, violence like financial, do that, is, is, is that you've been
Starting point is 00:28:15 that's been that you're no business, that's, you the kind of of things that for having
Starting point is 00:28:21 an on an unprice a good narcissic like we on often
Starting point is 00:28:27 to talk and it's that's that I'm I'm not I'm not perfect I'm sure
Starting point is 00:28:35 I'm very well non-verbal I'm 26 you're to see part 26
Starting point is 00:28:41 I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm remorse on the
Starting point is 00:28:46 social and I had like a psychiatrist I had bourri of pillule
Starting point is 00:28:50 And, you know, I had started to get to get some of the antidepressure and the pillul for the anxiety,
Starting point is 00:28:58 these things like that it's made like it got got like 20 livres so that
Starting point is 00:29:03 I'm regarded, I'm not my car I'm not how I didn't I'm
Starting point is 00:29:09 I'm too pretty before and then so that so that it's so it's
Starting point is 00:29:14 so it's on my God, what's what's what's what's
Starting point is 00:29:18 it's Someone who has someone who has used to get more to obtain, you know, to obtain the
Starting point is 00:29:26 party, I know, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, and I'm felt like,
Starting point is 00:29:30 I'm sorry, I'm saying, I'm saying, hey, I'm , I'm gonna be able to do, to reaffer my
Starting point is 00:29:39 life, you know, and he made a cro that also, so, so in my head, that,
Starting point is 00:29:42 I, my, my state, my, my este, my este, my, my,
Starting point is 00:29:46 I had just not. You know, I'd never be able to me able to find my life,
Starting point is 00:29:52 my life, with 72 chas, so, like I'm remorse. Excuse me, it's just
Starting point is 00:29:58 fairer, I'm, I'm just I'm just, but, you know, you're, you're part of a little
Starting point is 00:30:02 little little that's never, that's never, you've got to, and,
Starting point is 00:30:09 to have, and, to find, to make many years, you're to get, so,
Starting point is 00:30:13 it's, that's, that's, that, that, there, there, there,
Starting point is 00:30:14 full trauma, I was just I'm I'm trying for me for me I'm so I'm
Starting point is 00:30:21 so I'm so I'm so I'm to get my pillule I'm the antidepressor I'm
Starting point is 00:30:27 the pillule for the anxiety I'm I'll I'm I'm my 5
Starting point is 00:30:35 but you have you have a apartment you know I'm you know I'm
Starting point is 00:30:41 my grandma my grandmother my mother my my rest in house
Starting point is 00:30:45 at a house to I'm in a question to be in your to get a question of
Starting point is 00:30:49 because how you know because the little old old rebel, frustrated that your
Starting point is 00:30:55 mother has to do you have been in a couple, who's you're a put in
Starting point is 00:31:00 you're a place, so I'm imagine that the relationship has taited a
Starting point is 00:31:04 little or no no, no, no, not at that not at this
Starting point is 00:31:08 we're two characters far and and, and, no, we,
Starting point is 00:31:15 We know never Couped the line. We had always she said, she had not seen at this
Starting point is 00:31:20 moment in what, in my relationship, all right to be in your own, that was
Starting point is 00:31:26 your not, I was, she was, my mother, I had not, we had not,
Starting point is 00:31:33 we, we'd be, but I was , I'd be, I'm, I'm, I'm,
Starting point is 00:31:38 I'm, all, all right, all right, it's, but she's, like, she said,
Starting point is 00:31:42 like, you'd, it's, your grandmaire, your grandmother is not far, your mom is that's the
Starting point is 00:31:46 yeah, my grandma has been a lot of my own to be able to me, you know,
Starting point is 00:31:51 to be very, to me to help me know, but there. You're return to those students,
Starting point is 00:31:57 that's what you say, yeah, but you pay you. Yeah, so, so I,
Starting point is 00:32:02 I decided to, my car, I decided to me to make on a site
Starting point is 00:32:09 for the sugar daddy. So, so that's that's that's that's a
Starting point is 00:32:15 , I'd say I'd like the girl, that's the girl who's not she'd
Starting point is 00:32:23 me ganna gratuitous when she said, you know, she'd say, well, you've got the mannigh
Starting point is 00:32:29 or more offering. Exactly. But, I'll get to the because, that,
Starting point is 00:32:34 if you know, I've done, there's a prostitution, we on on a lot of more than, but sugar
Starting point is 00:32:38 daddy, sugar baby, and all that we, because there there, you know, I'm talking
Starting point is 00:32:43 a sugar baby, but I'm I'm not I'm not, you know, I know this universe that's the
Starting point is 00:32:50 principle of I'm a woman with a guy more that's not, but it's not necessarily we're not
Starting point is 00:32:57 to get to you're going to do you know? No, because my in my head, you're so,
Starting point is 00:33:03 I'm like a new more to say prostitution finally? But it's the prostitution. In fact,
Starting point is 00:33:08 even if you go directly to you own, you want your service sexual in exchange
Starting point is 00:33:12 of money. It's the prostitution. No, but it's just like, there are some of them who say, no, I'm not, I'm not, you know, I'm not a other debate, I think.
Starting point is 00:33:22 Chacon, everyone does, I'm not, I'm not, no, no, but, you know, we never, we've never, of that, yeah, I, I,
Starting point is 00:33:28 I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, , I, I, I, , I, I, you know, for that, for that, for that, for sure, of sugar,
Starting point is 00:33:34 yeah, yeah, yeah, so, you're, there's, there's, there's, you, you, you go,
Starting point is 00:33:39 to, you, you've, like that? I had heard talk in the past. I had heard and I've heard
Starting point is 00:33:45 and I said, I'm going to take to make a decision. One of more,
Starting point is 00:33:54 one of the money. Exactly. You know, it's that. I mean, I mean,
Starting point is 00:33:59 I, you know, I've done by me, that, that's that would
Starting point is 00:34:03 be good. Is that in the idea Sugar Daddy are more
Starting point is 00:34:10 less risk, more aggressive, less of danger, I know, I'm honestly, I'm not trying to think of that.
Starting point is 00:34:18 You know, I was heard of that's just, I've seen that, I know that so I
Starting point is 00:34:25 wanted to it's like it's maybe that's maybe to bring other bad decisions.
Starting point is 00:34:34 You know, the auto-destruction is still there, and more that's just like every, the alcohol
Starting point is 00:34:40 is always present in your life? Yeah, more, less, but it
Starting point is 00:34:46 had you have you need to be a couple of drink for a little bit a papy?
Starting point is 00:34:52 Yeah, more so I did that for I did that three years three
Starting point is 00:35:00 years that it was, but I want to to be the question and I
Starting point is 00:35:06 go rough and see if you don't and you don't I go don't
Starting point is 00:35:09 to do you don't know the mode that you you know, you're not in problem of console, you have to do
Starting point is 00:35:16 help in the end up when you're like, no, but Chris, I'm going to go to go ahead, I'm going to
Starting point is 00:35:22 have a little more more, and I'm there's a little bit on the first contact, the first client, you know, it's okay,
Starting point is 00:35:28 it's a function, and there, and then, I have to do you do that, you do you get, or you just,
Starting point is 00:35:34 I do it, just, I do you do you know, there's a disociation of my car, we're going to say that,
Starting point is 00:35:38 we're, we need to , you know, I have that I Ressand to something, it's
Starting point is 00:35:44 an auto-mutilation in-cultation in-calf that's right I'm I'm feeling I'm I'm completely
Starting point is 00:35:54 vivid. So it's three years of your life? Yeah, I've made an and off
Starting point is 00:36:00 of the sometimes I would desiniscrived. Do you have the occasion to to go to go to
Starting point is 00:36:04 go to have had been your five? I've finished my five, I finished
Starting point is 00:36:09 my in so far, people of people of I'm to do you to have to the same
Starting point is 00:36:14 I'm sorry I'm even I've been I've heard I've heard I've heard I'm saying with the
Starting point is 00:36:20 time to take to care time to take care of all the time I'm trying I'm even
Starting point is 00:36:25 not I'm she's she's she the connection it's
Starting point is 00:36:30 made in my cell I'm I'm you're a good we're
Starting point is 00:36:33 we're we're quite yeah so that's so that the idea I'm
Starting point is 00:36:37 you can't you can't it's funny it's ironic, a little... Excellent. Lottirre also. So, you know,
Starting point is 00:36:45 so, you've had to have been a course, but... You do you do, and then, is, is that the people know that? I'm actually. My grandma, I'll see.
Starting point is 00:36:55 I mean, I've seen. I mean, I've been like, I can't say a relation, but with the same person, the same Sugar Daddy
Starting point is 00:37:04 for, like, one year, you know, but for a little period of time. So I've been And I had Parley to my grandma
Starting point is 00:37:12 Marr, not, not in detail, let's on, but, you know, he might like, you know,
Starting point is 00:37:20 my mom, he's, he's much, not it's not going to that I, I'm not
Starting point is 00:37:26 to that, I, there's never person that's that's when you say,
Starting point is 00:37:34 that's a relation like exclusive with him, but you he's You need to you
Starting point is 00:37:39 I'll call it. Yeah, it's exclusive plus Yeah, it's that I'm sure, yeah,
Starting point is 00:37:43 it's still a relationship for him, you know, someone who's automatic, we see, you know,
Starting point is 00:37:50 and it's renumerated at every that's a time you know, if you've been a three years, you can't
Starting point is 00:37:55 you know, it's really on a cycle of, yeah, when we when we were, it's so,
Starting point is 00:38:02 you know, it's so, it's a thing, it's been well, it's, the term,
Starting point is 00:38:06 Sugar Baby, Sugar, it's a term that's not in your situation in the situation in the situation what's the
Starting point is 00:38:13 thing is, what's the I'm in a same point, but you know the term sugar baby sugar daddy
Starting point is 00:38:21 has nothing to be just that your clients are more view because you're on honestly they
Starting point is 00:38:25 they're they're in my words, let's in my words, the people, you know,
Starting point is 00:38:31 the people, it's not that, it's not bad that, you know, so it's, so it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:38:35 it's, it's, it's, it's, You go, how, during this time, in the sense,
Starting point is 00:38:43 you're in the past, you know, to be able to and you're in your own, you're having to be able to do
Starting point is 00:38:49 that's, but that's, that's, you know, is that you think that's that's a psychological
Starting point is 00:38:54 go-mugic go-mure, or it's three- or you're in-guff, yeah, I'm in-gou.
Starting point is 00:39:01 But, you know, in my time, you, it's all right, it's, it's not
Starting point is 00:39:06 being, so, that you're in the point that, that, in the ,
Starting point is 00:39:15 I didn't when I go when I'm not going to get completely dissociated. My
Starting point is 00:39:21 my servo it's not it's not it's not it's not that's not it's a
Starting point is 00:39:29 year. It's what? After, it's a time? After, you're
Starting point is 00:39:35 I'm trying to say, I'm to be to be playing to I'm
Starting point is 00:39:39 be able being stability the little routine I'm I said, okay, I'm going to, I'm going to do with a day-upy in countability.
Starting point is 00:39:47 I'm saying, okay, we're going to find my life, we'll be a job, we're... It's a bit. We're not going to be. Yeah. But the road to end barque. I'm not good. A person too genteel. I'm not.
Starting point is 00:40:06 I'm not... I'm not... I'm not... I'm not... I'm not... And I... I'm... ...croise, by pure hazard...
Starting point is 00:40:15 ...the... the apartment to the first time. Before that you don't know before you
Starting point is 00:40:21 there's a there's a something that's a little a person too a good man, you
Starting point is 00:40:28 yeah, you know, well, that's so, yeah, I'm often, you are, you are the people,
Starting point is 00:40:32 and we're saying, it's because you're, you're, you're trying , to,
Starting point is 00:40:37 at this moment that, at this moment, that, especially I'm, but, no, but I'm,
Starting point is 00:40:41 let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, let's, Yeah, but what you
Starting point is 00:40:47 decry What do you are the same? Where are the one of the one is because we're like like a layer
Starting point is 00:40:52 in two but it's so it's, it's too good, he's too gente, someone who
Starting point is 00:40:58 who's and the life is and the that's what you want, it's what you're
Starting point is 00:41:03 what you want to but you're not not as it's not quite quite
Starting point is 00:41:07 it's not quite That's that. And, you know, today, I mean, I'm really mean chained.
Starting point is 00:41:17 Mischone of what it's past, you know, to come. Inver him,
Starting point is 00:41:25 you know, of what you have been? Yeah. But in time, what's you know what's
Starting point is 00:41:31 you know that? Right, it's that. You know, we'd say because my father
Starting point is 00:41:39 had been like that, my My father, you know, so he's He's been Meshant, but we're saying that I know, and
Starting point is 00:41:46 for the years I've thought that's just that I mirthed. If the first man of my life
Starting point is 00:41:54 had been able to be mean, to be mean, to be of some of the bad but it's
Starting point is 00:42:01 that I think that it's all is implanted, my servue my servue like that.
Starting point is 00:42:06 I, I've got someone gentier. You know, you just You've been to decry Something that's a few people Like, but why
Starting point is 00:42:15 you've had been, like, but why you've got been, it's all these guys who are trapped? But the problem, it's not the Fie, you know, in the sense is that, you know,
Starting point is 00:42:24 it's that you think that you're, so we're attired because we think that we're because it's not it's not, it's not, you,
Starting point is 00:42:32 in the sense, you know, we're trying after what's what we're sometimes, and, you know, because
Starting point is 00:42:36 we're, we're at, In our head, we're not more than that. And I'm the last to judge, especially, of the people who are
Starting point is 00:42:44 there are many these people who are saying, they're saying, they're going to get in a little bit of, I'm going to say. I'm going to
Starting point is 00:42:52 get to do you. It's not all the world that's the case, so, so it's, so, so, so, so,
Starting point is 00:42:57 so, so, so, so, so you're in a person that too gent, and you're so, you're quite,
Starting point is 00:43:00 so, you're in your co-lo, that's a party, of frivolity, and, yeah,
Starting point is 00:43:06 yeah, She, she, she was replaced, she had been in her own and had been we started to get together and no, no, no, no.
Starting point is 00:43:14 And then, it's, it's, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 00:43:18 she, she, I, marry, I, I'm, I'm gonna present me,
Starting point is 00:43:22 my ex, um, um, she, she, she, she, he would,
Starting point is 00:43:29 she, they would, they, they wanted, I, and, I, I,
Starting point is 00:43:32 I, I, I, I, , No, but I went in the apartment and it's
Starting point is 00:43:42 there that I've encountered the the worst experience of my life, my my life, it's always
Starting point is 00:43:52 a question to be legally to be because I can, but he merit not
Starting point is 00:43:57 that I'm not, perfect. I'm I'm saying, I'm do Vold of Mour.
Starting point is 00:44:03 But, no, legally, I'm I'm, Dave Morris Schachal. Vald
Starting point is 00:44:09 of death of that's I'm talking at this moment that. He's a man, he's a
Starting point is 00:44:17 man, no, no, it's the ex of the other. Oh, it's the ex of the other.
Starting point is 00:44:22 Oh, yeah, no, it's, yeah, it's, yeah, it's the ex
Starting point is 00:44:28 , so, so, so, so, that chum will be to present his ex
Starting point is 00:44:32 with who she, she, she's what you're what, it's weird, huh?
Starting point is 00:44:38 Yeah, I guess so it's on it's for that, that's for that, that's, it's like, it's like, it's,
Starting point is 00:44:43 it's, like, she, she, is she, is she she's, she's,
Starting point is 00:44:48 she's, or you're to be in these griff? I said, I said, I'm, because at a
Starting point is 00:44:53 moment of that they were, they said, and they said, and it, and it's,
Starting point is 00:44:57 that, you know, but, um, you know, we, we, he had been,
Starting point is 00:45:03 but, well, you know, what, you've, what, , you, And then, n-n-n-na, and...
Starting point is 00:45:10 The years of Sugar-Bea? Yeah. And are you still in-coup with the person that's a little plait, or that's terminated? When I met with,
Starting point is 00:45:18 I was going to... When I was in-court. Okay. Yeah. It's... It's been by after. But...
Starting point is 00:45:24 And it's there, he me introduced in... In... in... In... ...todd... ...it...
Starting point is 00:45:34 ...me... ...me... ...me... ...me... Yeah, well, he me He said, I can help to
Starting point is 00:45:43 to inscribe on the sites, to procure the security, you could could be to do
Starting point is 00:45:51 the chambre to do you would be more more more I'd to be
Starting point is 00:45:55 to help all that, blah, blah, blah. Okay. At the at the
Starting point is 00:46:01 first, I said, no. But there he'd had to in my bibit, in my vulnerability,
Starting point is 00:46:11 in, ah, you can't have what you want, you're all, you know, they're able, so,
Starting point is 00:46:16 they'd come to this point that that I had need, the need, the need of
Starting point is 00:46:22 adrenaline, the need, I said, I said, they're not, they know, they know, they know,
Starting point is 00:46:27 they know, very well, very well, their point. But, but why, you, sometimes,
Starting point is 00:46:33 you, the way, I'm not always this response, that, why you know, why you know, why
Starting point is 00:46:38 if, you know, I don't always this response, that's really like a impris. But it
Starting point is 00:46:44 are they, they, they're predators who can't detects the proe. It's literally
Starting point is 00:46:52 that. I'm not how, if it's what, this sense that they have,
Starting point is 00:46:59 but it would be all right, they've , I, de vip, Men, devious, you know, you will, you'll find out of prison, you will
Starting point is 00:47:08 help you do people, you know, in the sense that we'll say, you know, in the sense that he would say, you know, you're going to be a suit, you know, so you're going to be, ha ha! You know, to, you're going to be Chris, I'm going to do, and I'll profit at you. You know, you're doing, too, but is that you tombe so on some charm? Is that, are you, are you, amoeuose of this guy, is? Amorese, no, because you can't, you can't, you can't have to have to have to love, But is it the impression
Starting point is 00:47:33 to the end up to the I mean I'm I'm um but
Starting point is 00:47:41 this I'm the jammed the adrenaline me detruise it's what it's what
Starting point is 00:47:49 it was that you know was not with your guy a little plat you
Starting point is 00:47:53 to go to go you're yeah yeah I'm you're super
Starting point is 00:47:57 mechon I'm you're like you you know you do you not that's
Starting point is 00:48:01 a good person. So, you know, I'm scrapped for me scraper for me,
Starting point is 00:48:06 scrapper, so I'm like, I'm, like, I'm, I'm just remas
Starting point is 00:48:09 and I had no place to leave. I had been nothing again, you know,
Starting point is 00:48:17 so I'm so, so I'm got 24 over 24 with Voldemore, there,
Starting point is 00:48:24 he'd parked, and, you, so, but it, so, so,
Starting point is 00:48:26 but it, so, so, Oh, well, we'll try, you know. Because at the beginning, he'd beaise, he pay a little for you,
Starting point is 00:48:40 because there's, he'll pay, he pre-in-to-do-cheer, it'd have to be done a coup of name. It's always the same thing. It's the pattern. Exactly. If there's some young
Starting point is 00:48:50 of these young people who make out of these more vieing, there's nothing of gratu in the life, he will always have there be there's always,
Starting point is 00:48:58 it's in prison, and someone to do you do a cardo, it's not if you're in the street, if you're in a way, someone who's
Starting point is 00:49:09 not quite, we'll not want to tell you know, we'll demand the payment when you don't have not the choice.
Starting point is 00:49:16 When it's when it's the moment we're not not to get the payment when you're a time, when you're
Starting point is 00:49:23 at the term, when you can't pay you. It's just it's what they do, it's what you make, you know, but a person who you like
Starting point is 00:49:32 you know, you don't don't know to have to be that's not it's not it's, you can't
Starting point is 00:49:39 do you know, if you're not, you know, I'm not I'm not primarily at this
Starting point is 00:49:45 moment that I'm never, I'm not at all the night because I want to
Starting point is 00:49:51 just mourn, you know, I'm to come to come me to come to
Starting point is 00:49:54 come to because it's not much my life is a miss? There's
Starting point is 00:50:01 a great difference between you'd make yourself on the
Starting point is 00:50:06 site to get to make it by you know when you do it to do you
Starting point is 00:50:12 to do you to say I'm trying to it's all and it's to pass that I'm I can't
Starting point is 00:50:20 you can't to add to you get to get to the site to have to get a
Starting point is 00:50:26 time to you know you know it's it's a it's a bit switch yeah
Starting point is 00:50:30 it's you've been you've you've put the control, you know, you can't
Starting point is 00:50:33 get the control of your car when you know, but there's the time, but at the time,
Starting point is 00:50:37 I'd return to the time of the other time of the second after, I'd return.
Starting point is 00:50:46 So, you see, there, the impris that had already, like, down my
Starting point is 00:50:49 head, and the esteem that I had not of me that, is that
Starting point is 00:50:54 that I didn't, that I didn't, I'd return for more more
Starting point is 00:51:00 more more than more to destroyer. It's it's a today, you know,
Starting point is 00:51:04 I think to see, and I'm like, hey, I'm gonna. No. But, I'm sorry,
Starting point is 00:51:14 I'm not, but, you know, but, you know, because, you know, but, I'm,
Starting point is 00:51:19 I'm not, you know, that's, you know, it's a feeling that's difficult to,
Starting point is 00:51:25 to explain, to, you know, I said, to me, and then, after, you were,
Starting point is 00:51:30 I, were, Marry, you were suffering. You had not an esteem of to you. You were in an auto-destruction.
Starting point is 00:51:37 Your life valetian. So, I'd go to get and then I 'd be retort. Because I'm
Starting point is 00:51:45 not more than that. It's that I'm irate. I'm sure. I'm in a few time
Starting point is 00:51:52 you do you're going to have a declick or no, no, no, you repart not? You're not.
Starting point is 00:51:59 I'm not. Okay, I just I just came to like, I'm sorry, I thought, I think, but I thought, but when you parted the weekend, you said, what?
Starting point is 00:52:10 I mean. I meant. I mean. So, so, you'd say that you'd pass your time with him, the last month, you'd have to find with that, yeah, and I'm sorry to that. No, no, no, no. I'm just putting the pattern, because in my head, you'd have put, okay, so, in the debut, so you'd say, you'd say, you'd say, you'd say, to do
Starting point is 00:52:25 when you'd say, oh, the, two, three first, seven, maybe, maybe, more, I've I've I've been I'm sorry, it's when you separate
Starting point is 00:52:34 that's not a right, yeah, I'm sorry. Yeah, I'm going to yeah, I'm sorry.
Starting point is 00:52:40 Excuse me, no, no, no, it's just more it's just in the chronology of the noction
Starting point is 00:52:43 that you're not not, you're not, you're not you're not, you know, I'm gonna see, that,
Starting point is 00:52:50 you know, I'm gonna with him, with him, it's what, it's what you did so, and he's just
Starting point is 00:52:56 there, he'd be a bit everywhere, he's her mother, she's a house, so
Starting point is 00:53:03 then we're in the chamber, so we're in my stah, I'm in my job, you know, I've never
Starting point is 00:53:11 been in-demis fixed, so that's it's a normally in the , I'm in a motel
Starting point is 00:53:16 at his parents, but it's there's a thing, a lot, it's a job in time
Starting point is 00:53:23 plain, that, it's a job of time that, and it's a job of time and you're conscious that you're not the
Starting point is 00:53:30 at this moment that? I think no. I know. I know that there's been there's
Starting point is 00:53:38 because to know it was not at his first barbecue, I think he had to work with
Starting point is 00:53:43 a little time, yeah. Because that's often he'd think you're the cell, yeah,
Starting point is 00:53:48 at a moment of, you know, they'd say, oh, but it's not you, it's not
Starting point is 00:53:51 it's not it, you know, you're not I've heard so, so, so,
Starting point is 00:53:56 so, so, so, my, my, my, my naivety and in my
Starting point is 00:54:02 need of security of that, okay, I've got no place to live, focal, then in
Starting point is 00:54:09 the impris that had on me, but it's that, I, I, I,
Starting point is 00:54:17 I was, I, not the , not, your mother, your mother.
Starting point is 00:54:24 It's a culpability, that, incredible. And, and I'll make a parenthase,
Starting point is 00:54:31 my mother, is intervening to be with women victims of of exploitation sexual,
Starting point is 00:54:36 and they never that's about that she didn't know that a few of that's a in the way, because I thought
Starting point is 00:54:42 to say, she said, she said, she said, she said, she had to have changed a new
Starting point is 00:54:44 a new and to be to be a woman who she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 00:54:51 she's, she's, what she's, what she did, what she did in, she did, she did,
Starting point is 00:54:56 she did, she did she, she had, she had been she, she, she,
Starting point is 00:55:00 she, she had a a shame, a culpability, and I was a lot of that's a way to say.
Starting point is 00:55:07 That's why. Again, the culpability to do it but to make that I'm at the endipot to what my
Starting point is 00:55:13 mother did. At home to me, my mother me reneed and I, and I was a degealous,
Starting point is 00:55:21 I was a sub-mered. It's like that I felt at this moment that I'm at the moment
Starting point is 00:55:26 when you come 24, 24 with him, to be to squat, to be to do that. The client, yeah.
Starting point is 00:55:36 Because I see how is it works, I don't know to talk to the story but I'm to do it but it's,
Starting point is 00:55:44 it's, it's, it's, like, it's like, it's like, it's, like, you're, you're, there's a number
Starting point is 00:55:49 of clients X, and there's there's a more, there's more, there's, there's, there's,
Starting point is 00:55:55 and it's, there's, there's been there, it's, it's, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:55:58 it's really, long time, for, Of the real, I think that the first or second time of the second time, he made some, after that, he'd always something. He'd always something. So, no, I don't have
Starting point is 00:56:10 not. I'd have it. I'd have because I'd do. I'd... The minimum, you know, the concentration was more there. There'd have been there that. But I had that, and even so, he'd had to pay the proper of time, you know?
Starting point is 00:56:28 But, no, I'd have nothing. You're on a reprise total? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, because Physic, psychological, and monetar. Yeah. Oh, I'm going to moorily, in my head, and I was correct with that.
Starting point is 00:56:41 Yeah. The alcohol? Yes. It's been, because I know that the drug, you have not been, no. It's weird to say that like that. Yeah, we're saying that.
Starting point is 00:56:53 Yeah, we're saying that's been kind of something, It's not an eschap at You're not... No, I've been... So, we're It's more
Starting point is 00:57:08 more difficult to think it's more to say to do you. It's a few, yeah. I'd say that it's a layer of plus.
Starting point is 00:57:14 Not that's not that you don't know the fact that they're saying, but not in the same pattern than
Starting point is 00:57:20 you know, I've had a person in head that I have done that today actually, the people
Starting point is 00:57:25 that, the people are that, you know, and that are to their plingris, and that they don't
Starting point is 00:57:29 No, no problem, that it's a good psychologically, that she's and she's okay, for judge, perfect, Phelis, you know, so, t'emps, it's the inverse that's tough.
Starting point is 00:57:41 You know, I know the women who are there and who are well, but, okay, well, then I'm sure,
Starting point is 00:57:46 you know, I'm just, you know, if you do that, and you're good, and there's a lot that you're so that's
Starting point is 00:57:53 it's been, but, no, it's been, I think, pass through that, and me
Starting point is 00:58:00 to say, it's the that's the tough. You know? To be to be used to me?
Starting point is 00:58:06 Yeah, me, to be, to be in a jean, and I, and I, I'd be
Starting point is 00:58:10 so, so I'm so, so, I'm so, so, so, so,
Starting point is 00:58:17 that's that's , like, the , like, the cash back, to be, to pass,
Starting point is 00:58:24 to pass, to the shock post-traumat, you know, like, every visage of each client are not flue,
Starting point is 00:58:31 that's it. Yeah, exactly. The odors. So, you know, there's like plenty of things like that that's difficult to, let's
Starting point is 00:58:39 let's own. And it's it's been to how? The relation with him in the sense. He,
Starting point is 00:58:45 he has pushed to where on you, you know, if we don't, in the violence
Starting point is 00:58:50 physical, is, you know, there's a moment where you say, there's a question,
Starting point is 00:58:54 and, you know, because, you know, for me, there's a lasture at the limit of, hey,
Starting point is 00:59:01 I said to do it do do you do you know, I'm not I'm not, but I'm a car surer
Starting point is 00:59:08 a minute where I'm a minute or I want to be to do it and say, no no, you're going to
Starting point is 00:59:14 go, because if there's there, there's a switch that's not that not that
Starting point is 00:59:20 it's not that you're to, no, I'm I'm You can't accuse someone to say,
Starting point is 00:59:28 well, I'd say, well, I'd be giving her own money. That's a thing. But, to obliging to do someone to do it. But there's often that I've been and you're like,
Starting point is 00:59:38 oh, no, you do it, he's like, oh, no, you're doing. It's got to do, get to work, it, you know, it's all. You do it? Oh, yeah, I'm sorry, I mean, I said,
Starting point is 00:59:50 is that, okay, or, you know, it's a... Yeah, no, I'm sorry, I'm putting so often with, I'm really ponied I'm often with because it's not
Starting point is 00:59:57 me who controlled the messages and you know I'm doing you know I'm saying you're doing it
Starting point is 01:00:05 it's not a choice that I had and a number of times I wanted I'd am more
Starting point is 01:00:12 more than to live this time that. And too of a honor to be in
Starting point is 01:00:21 the way today. He's what? What's what's the what's And I don't want to
Starting point is 01:00:26 to enter in the detail of, you know, the client, and what's this vehicle that's,
Starting point is 01:00:29 because I'm not, and I'm doubt, all the time, I'm not, because, you know, we're not
Starting point is 01:00:35 so we're not all the, uh, and, uh, and, uh, we're,
Starting point is 01:00:40 we're, we're, we're saying, we're saying, there's not, no, no, they're so,
Starting point is 01:00:46 they're so, they're, they're, they're, they're, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Starting point is 01:00:49 uh, yeah, uh, uh, what's, My son, she had found on the site
Starting point is 01:00:59 of escorts. She had had in my geololololization, she had had something in the end of her
Starting point is 01:01:08 that's not to say, she said, to be sure, to me to find, she had to get my
Starting point is 01:01:14 file to get to my mother. Your daughter to have on a
Starting point is 01:01:20 site, but during these moments that that's we're
Starting point is 01:01:24 on a period of a time at about with him?
Starting point is 01:01:27 Um, Three months, about Okay, it's a But it's a But it's a But you
Starting point is 01:01:33 know, I'm you know, I'm sure, you know, I'm not too, I'm not I'm going to I'm at
Starting point is 01:01:38 school, I'm in, I'm in my co-pain, you know, so I tried to to put
Starting point is 01:01:43 that's so bad, so, so, person, person, person's, person's,
Starting point is 01:01:48 and so, you know, you know, I mean, you can't talk with your son also,
Starting point is 01:01:53 to do you did what the element of your my sister, to say, I go to search my my son's because I'm
Starting point is 01:02:00 the feeling that he's been from where this feeling that's a point. But for the long time, we didn't know so we've
Starting point is 01:02:06 kind of renuwe, we had, we had, we had, we had, we had, my niece, me to be
Starting point is 01:02:13 to be a , so I had often at her, to have, to have, to know, my baby,
Starting point is 01:02:18 so, so, so, we, so, so, we, so,
Starting point is 01:02:20 and at the just, I'm just just, I'm just, to partage my geolocalization. I've been a little more. That's so,
Starting point is 01:02:28 that's after that that's a moment. No, no, but I'm talking the renouement with your sister, your niece, that's it
Starting point is 01:02:34 before, and it's after your that you've got cuted the end up a little. Yeah, exactly.
Starting point is 01:02:41 And, she, she, she, she, we're having we're quite we're kind of
Starting point is 01:02:47 connected, you know, we're finished our phrase, and, you know, we're we're quite
Starting point is 01:02:50 connected at the , It's It's Foo, that's When she's
Starting point is 01:02:57 She's Whatever And she'll It's always It's always It's like It's always It's been
Starting point is 01:03:04 It's really Chiskeny And it It was, I Could say It was like Seven, Eight-
Starting point is 01:03:10 Yeah, There was There's There's There My mom At work She,
Starting point is 01:03:14 She's She's She's She's She's She's I'm You're
Starting point is 01:03:19 I'm I'm I'm I'm You're in as a maire, myr,
Starting point is 01:03:23 I'm going to get to get to get to to get to get to my fiss
Starting point is 01:03:29 to get to and he's to get to get to my mother is an intervenante I'm
Starting point is 01:03:39 I'm not I'm not but I get a little point on dress dressed because
Starting point is 01:03:43 the father the father me say I'm saying to receive that
Starting point is 01:03:47 I can even not my my mother has had
Starting point is 01:03:50 had it has had had she, I'll, I'll talk for
Starting point is 01:03:57 her, because I know, but she, with all the stories, you know, that's what
Starting point is 01:04:03 she's what, she's so, she's with all, the history she had had been in a container
Starting point is 01:04:11 for a other country, that, it was, it was an urgency. My mother,
Starting point is 01:04:16 my mother had worked with, you know, some, the collaboration, of the police,
Starting point is 01:04:20 and the prostitution, and all, to have to call mobilist with the general
Starting point is 01:04:29 to say, you know, you're to track his telephone, I'm going to get to
Starting point is 01:04:32 get to my time, I'm in a room of hotel in face of him. There's
Starting point is 01:04:40 my daughter that I'm there, there my aunt that's there,
Starting point is 01:04:45 he's she's with your mother, I'm there to help there,
Starting point is 01:04:51 but I there all this whole world that who's who he's
Starting point is 01:04:55 and he's he's in an urgent and I'm he's like he's he's
Starting point is 01:05:02 I'm in front of I'm in the same yeah he panique but he's his pad but he's
Starting point is 01:05:09 and he's in his head he's far arrete he's like he he's like
Starting point is 01:05:18 my my mom she's my mom she's it's it's the panic
Starting point is 01:05:22 general I'm all right all people the agent that's I'm
Starting point is 01:05:26 I don't want to your head. I rackroach the leg of the knee, Mange the marred, and the gross, thing, he's capote. But, like, I'm afraid, that, that, he,
Starting point is 01:05:36 who, that, in some moment, I'm afraid for my life. I'm in my head, he's capable to me to be, you know,
Starting point is 01:05:44 during all these months, he's me perkiki for me for me far, because he is at my
Starting point is 01:05:50 relations past, he is at current of the violence of my father, he's on all the so,
Starting point is 01:05:54 so he's I see that I've a fear atroce, I'm really fear, I'm like, I'm going to
Starting point is 01:06:01 I'm going to I'm going and I'm sitting, okay, you've got to go to be going to
Starting point is 01:06:08 me and I'm going to call my mom, I say she'll say, I've been to I said,
Starting point is 01:06:17 I'd say that I'd say that that's not that's not that's not current, of anything. In this
Starting point is 01:06:23 moment, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, At this moment I'm not, I'm by fear
Starting point is 01:06:27 but I'm but I'm the door to the door to have the door I'm terrorized
Starting point is 01:06:35 I'm terrified but I'm a door to see a for that I'm to get to the prostitution because
Starting point is 01:06:44 that she had that had a haunt to have the the hound that the hound that's
Starting point is 01:06:50 because you know that you know that you're not capable to go to go, but that we come to search there's a
Starting point is 01:06:57 option envisageable because the fact she has been to be able to I'm sorry, she's really hound, but there's really,
Starting point is 01:07:06 she's where, I'm going to get her, my mother, that's, she'd have been to show she,
Starting point is 01:07:12 she'd have been, there, he'd be more of this world today, I'm, she'd be a
Starting point is 01:07:17 moversus, she's, she'd be too petite, there, but I'd jose, I'm afraid
Starting point is 01:07:22 of the madam. So I said, okay, so, like, he's going to me ported in a beautiful province. But, me, when I, I don't know the address,
Starting point is 01:07:32 you know, my mom is in Monterey, West, I'm in the longue. When I give the address,
Starting point is 01:07:41 a text to the policeire for say, I'm going where it and it's been time, before I
Starting point is 01:07:46 know that had never been to me, she wanted just to see if she'd
Starting point is 01:07:50 correct. And he's been me ported in a be in a beautiful province, I had a valise of a sack.
Starting point is 01:07:57 My mother had made the tragic, you know, it's 20 minutes I think. I've seen my mother arrived.
Starting point is 01:08:06 I'm was effondred like an infant in plain beautiful in stouted when you
Starting point is 01:08:13 when you play and it can't it's a man. I'd had been in
Starting point is 01:08:20 her own I'm gonnaeress. I'd say, I mean, I'm I clatted. I clatted
Starting point is 01:08:28 in sangle o'clock. Eclatte. And then the, the culpability, and my my, my
Starting point is 01:08:36 mother, me see, my mom, the deguism came to come to come. I was,
Starting point is 01:08:41 I was a man, in his bra, at this moment that, a man a man, to be
Starting point is 01:08:47 in the char, to have been to go. I imagine that the fact that has made that has been
Starting point is 01:08:58 that a lot of much of much the would have been to get to get a bar you know, you know,
Starting point is 01:09:06 I mean, I imagine that his professionalism has had had been much had been
Starting point is 01:09:12 there in the impression, I didn't she, she had, she was I was in soulaged, my
Starting point is 01:09:18 girl had been in life. She had an heard in the story, it was in at this
Starting point is 01:09:25 time at this time, a couple of of years, maybe two, three years, she had that she
Starting point is 01:09:30 had heard the stories enormously, so just the fact, just the fact, just the fact that I
Starting point is 01:09:37 saw, she, she, she would simply make his baby in security.
Starting point is 01:09:47 So, she, she had been to her, we've we're we're in
Starting point is 01:09:52 we're a little yeah, he's he's not he's not to he doesn't he's not
Starting point is 01:10:02 he wants to he's not he's not he's not because he's not he's not not the kind of he pang just
Starting point is 01:10:07 to him yeah yeah yeah he's being well yeah he's
Starting point is 01:10:14 so he he's he's just he's just he wants he just not that he wants to
Starting point is 01:10:20 but I'm at this moment that I'm I'm I'm on my mother
Starting point is 01:10:27 I said what I'm but I'm I said that I do that I do you have not there's a Pimp
Starting point is 01:10:35 that's my Trump I'm I'm sure because I'm I'm I'm still that
Starting point is 01:10:43 I'm still I'm I'm in four years with my mother and it's the first
Starting point is 01:10:49 time at that moment I'm 209. It's the first time in 29 that I've seen my mother. My mother has made at a genoo in front of me, in imploring for my life. I've never
Starting point is 01:11:08 seen my mother like that. I never seen my mother pleurried. I've never seen my mother vulnerable. Never. My mother to me, she, she, she didn't not, because for her, it felt that she was fort for me. I've never
Starting point is 01:11:22 I had my mother vulnerable, and then I saw it, it was bruised. It's been to, you know, my mind like that. And then I felt more more culpable, because I had to
Starting point is 01:11:34 do have to do the pain. I just had to do the pain to the only parents that me rest. It's been to have broken
Starting point is 01:11:41 to the way like that. And we rest in the four years. A, a, a, she didn't,
Starting point is 01:11:48 she didn't, she wanted to, she rest there, she wanted that she's in security, that she
Starting point is 01:11:53 repose. She wanted to protect. She's not, it's not a woman with a woman of 29, it's a
Starting point is 01:11:59 mom and a baby, her mom her name she's a mother's called her, because she had,
Starting point is 01:12:06 she had, she came to discover that her female were victim of exploitation sexual,
Starting point is 01:12:11 that she had the prostitution. Because she said, no, no, she said,
Starting point is 01:12:20 she's very very, that's, she's in bullshit total, She know the game, like,
Starting point is 01:12:24 someone who's not in the game, she can't she's not she's not she's not to challenge her she's not to
Starting point is 01:12:31 protect her. She's not she fucking know, she's like, she's, yeah, she's, she.
Starting point is 01:12:35 Yeah, she's , she, she's, and at a moment of the there's been there's a time,
Starting point is 01:12:43 it's been so, I've been repose four years at a moment of the, I'm,
Starting point is 01:12:51 I'm, I'm, she's still, and I'm it had been that's it's
Starting point is 01:12:56 a turn to but there there you there there at the
Starting point is 01:13:00 on I'm I'm on there blah blah blah blah
Starting point is 01:13:04 so I'm so I convince my my my
Starting point is 01:13:08 my she can get to she she she
Starting point is 01:13:15 she she she she she she she had
Starting point is 01:13:19 decided to give the benefit of the thing
Starting point is 01:13:22 with me but at the interior of there's there's there's he had
Starting point is 01:13:31 regarded my mother right in the first he said he said he had this affront that
Starting point is 01:13:38 to all in I'm I just that I didn't he was he was
Starting point is 01:13:44 directly in the eyes and my mother she's my mom she's
Starting point is 01:13:48 I've had had been and I that I said that I wanted I'd put, I'd put to
Starting point is 01:13:59 sell my c'all it's not pass to the council we're not he's ponied big time because he passed on court
Starting point is 01:14:10 because there had a cause pendant in violence conjugal It was surprised It was
Starting point is 01:14:17 it was he paid his advocate there there was there had been I'm
Starting point is 01:14:22 prostitue to pay his advocate for pay his drug. Fack, like I, like we, like,
Starting point is 01:14:30 I had, like, I, you know, I'd, the client, I'd put the
Starting point is 01:14:35 telephone on silence, because I had not envy, I had had been to me
Starting point is 01:14:41 pass to, I'm going to say, because it's that, you, we're
Starting point is 01:14:47 ponied, solid, and then, I, I was, I've been, I've been, I pitched
Starting point is 01:14:51 the money in face, and then then, and then, and I'm, and, an an inaneity.
Starting point is 01:14:59 It was a day I'd repose and then I'd come to Christ, why I'm
Starting point is 01:15:04 why I'm like I'm like you're like that I'm afraid and you imagine your
Starting point is 01:15:08 your mind you she was she was I'm I'm I'm caught I'm
Starting point is 01:15:13 I'm still and then I'm and I'm tap his head and I'm
Starting point is 01:15:17 and I'm a person of mard and why I'm why I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:15:24 again again but And it's the proof that they're, they're not really good in what they're doing. His own. But I'm inpriced. But I was too much suffering. I had so much of esteem of me,
Starting point is 01:15:37 and I made too, that I'd merit that, and I'd want to die at this moment that. But a profound sentiment of, I want to end up with my life,
Starting point is 01:15:51 because I'm tanning to suffer from the age of 16 years, my life is de the marred. You know, there's a irony in what you say, and I'm saying, I mean, I'm saying, I mean,
Starting point is 01:16:03 time I do feel like because I'm afraid that's true, huh? It's incredible. But no, it's not a fool, because the sentiment to want to mourn't
Starting point is 01:16:12 a desire to mourn. It's to be. You're not a worry. You're just, I don't know, I'll say often, and I'll repeat again,
Starting point is 01:16:23 solution, permanent, a problem temporary. Temporary. One, eight, six, six, a bell.
Starting point is 01:16:31 Mm-hmm. Yeah. That's... Incredible. But this, this sentiment that is a
Starting point is 01:16:38 bouleversant. So, I've finished by doing what I asked to do. When I
Starting point is 01:16:46 came, it's the 9th February, 20, just before the pandemic. I pitched
Starting point is 01:16:54 the money in face. And he had not enough. I'm not good.
Starting point is 01:16:59 I'm lied. I'm just that. There's nothing that I did you. I've made a tentative of
Starting point is 01:17:05 suicide. The only affair that he had made, he's he's put up
Starting point is 01:17:09 and he got to and he was parted because at this moment that he
Starting point is 01:17:13 was a concessioner auto for the first day. I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:17:18 I'm I was rebeyeed 13 hours later, in pleur, because I had my cut. I was all new. When he's reneu, at the end of the day, I did all my tabernacle, you take your affairs, and you're called, and you're going to callous. And if it happens, if there's something, there's one person that, the name of the hotel, the address to your mother, the address
Starting point is 01:17:49 to she's your poor. All the clients with all the montent of the money, if he if you're going to go to get, they're going to
Starting point is 01:17:58 and then. He made a tautie to and he's and he's called my mother and I got
Starting point is 01:18:05 the 9 February 2020. I got all I said, I said that's a pimp. I said
Starting point is 01:18:13 that it was too I'm made to exploit and and I demanded pardon. It's the
Starting point is 01:18:21 9 February 2020 that I've quitted the prostitution. That's eight tons of brick that you
Starting point is 01:18:28 come to take to turn to get to get to get to get to their the franchee of one
Starting point is 01:18:31 the knowing, is a thing, is a thing, to say, and it's
Starting point is 01:18:37 not, not an assume, but, you know, to, not, to assume
Starting point is 01:18:42 all that, you know, because you're, you're to demand to be, now,
Starting point is 01:18:47 no, he, he, he made, I'm, I'm , I'm,
Starting point is 01:18:49 I'm , but, I'm, , this journey that, I'd
Starting point is 01:18:53 have been to be in my mom, when my mom, I went to be able to be going to be going to be
Starting point is 01:18:59 23 January 2020, my out of the February, so, there's not there's not
Starting point is 01:19:07 to be the time of that onk, you know, but the 9 February, and still, again
Starting point is 01:19:11 again, again, after six years, it's still a date super important. With reason.
Starting point is 01:19:18 Yeah. And it's this that that I'm going to I'm going to
Starting point is 01:19:24 I'm I'm saying my 20th has been really a marl it's a affair
Starting point is 01:19:35 on the year at my 30 my life will be that I decided to do that
Starting point is 01:19:41 I'm to change I've made a 180 so much yeah that's
Starting point is 01:19:47 you're you yeah and that's that's important and I'm really I want
Starting point is 01:19:52 to make the accent because because of all these years where you
Starting point is 01:19:57 do you do much of different and you know you know you're not there's not a
Starting point is 01:20:03 there's a there's a there's a there there's a yeah so it's so it's
Starting point is 01:20:07 be able to let make action what's what's you know it's the
Starting point is 01:20:12 I'm I'm tanned to be tanned I'm I'm to be maloureus
Starting point is 01:20:20 I'm to not be good with me And when You know, my tentative to sit, I've Pryne these
Starting point is 01:20:28 Yeah, I don't know because I'm not Demanded but with all the way you know, the fact of you It's whype And he's made what you And he said,
Starting point is 01:20:38 I doubt that you had not the two poignette No, no, no No, no I'm not sure that it would have Arritte, but in no, it's not
Starting point is 01:20:46 It's, even if I had Arritte I've had already my medications But, I have a psychiatrist, I had some prescriptions.
Starting point is 01:20:54 And at a moment of a moment of the painstic with me, you know, all the time if it was
Starting point is 01:21:01 because I'm doing the crisis of panic, you know, I'm going to gobbed at complete. How's that
Starting point is 01:21:05 that I'm still? We don't know. It's not my hour. I'm just I'm just it.
Starting point is 01:21:11 It's just I'm going to have a good life, I'm want to live my 20th had been
Starting point is 01:21:20 chaotic, my 30th will be merveilleuse. And there, there's been the declique. There's been the declick of, I do change. I do have a changement
Starting point is 01:21:31 in my life and to me reconstructure, and to reglis what I've got to be to be to be able with me
Starting point is 01:21:39 and that I've made. To have to be, it's been from the age of the adolescence
Starting point is 01:21:46 that you had not used that, you've been it's enormous to have to be And then
Starting point is 01:21:52 survive, and it's a other but have an idea to live, it's important. Because there's too of people who
Starting point is 01:22:01 live and who survive without the envy to live and I can understand that's hard for people,
Starting point is 01:22:08 especially in 2026 with all what's what you do you know what but having
Starting point is 01:22:14 to live can be a parter of a positive in a And he's... And then he
Starting point is 01:22:22 has been a need a envy to live and a idea of to want to be able with me
Starting point is 01:22:27 so I'm asking to help. Bravo. Thank you. Thank you. It's important to say
Starting point is 01:22:33 Bravo, I'm going to help it's not. Tell me I used to not. Tellment.
Starting point is 01:22:39 I've talked with the intervenance external of the organism of the
Starting point is 01:22:43 party for my mother and came me and it's like I decided to
Starting point is 01:22:49 it's good I've made a tally that's called the reappropriation of his sexuality for to learn my
Starting point is 01:22:57 limits to have to have some limits they recognize and they respected to learn my
Starting point is 01:23:06 sexuality we're saying I've been there without being able to that that that someone
Starting point is 01:23:13 me touch I didn't I had not that's a call in that's, I'd even even
Starting point is 01:23:19 not can't keep in his bra because I'm not able to so it had been in it's always
Starting point is 01:23:24 I'm change my way, my way to think, my way to do, my way
Starting point is 01:23:31 to be the person that in front of you, that's not the person of six six and seven
Starting point is 01:23:36 and, today, I'm still I'm sorry, I'm patient, I'm I'm thinking before the
Starting point is 01:23:42 joke? We're I was deconied a lot before the enragetremant. I imagine that you'd have not the sores and the deconage
Starting point is 01:23:49 fast in the time. I was, I was sure, but it's it's a fake. You know,
Starting point is 01:23:53 it's a mask. It's completely a mask. So, you know, it's really to reprogram
Starting point is 01:23:59 my brain my there, you know, and it started by, okay, but physically
Starting point is 01:24:05 it's, you know, to be able to be able to be able to be respected. To be to be
Starting point is 01:24:10 , you had some, if I had the chute to be Pesos of the epaul, a great changement. I'm a blonde,
Starting point is 01:24:16 you know, but it's not long time, but, you know, I'm trying, but in every negative,
Starting point is 01:24:22 there's a positive. So, try to, to all the time to be positive, to, to, okay,
Starting point is 01:24:30 but, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm able to do so, I'm able to
Starting point is 01:24:36 make, with my man, but I'm in time person, I'm, I'm the
Starting point is 01:24:39 woman that I'm I've been, I'm, you know, it's like to be repropriate
Starting point is 01:24:45 my sexuality, to really be able to have a sexuality sin. So, it's all
Starting point is 01:24:52 it's been, in a year. For the real, I've got in a life in
Starting point is 01:24:56 a year, really, I, I, I, focus on me, this
Starting point is 01:25:01 year. Is, what you did, what's what's what's what's,
Starting point is 01:25:06 because, you, you, , you, because, you, We're always, you work on a year. But, I'm not the time to work for you.
Starting point is 01:25:14 I've got to know if I'm not sure. But I'm trying. But I was still. So I tried to study again. Yes, I'm doing. Yeah, it's a good thing. It's not a negative. It's just for just to see.
Starting point is 01:25:25 I see. I know. But my mom, she had a friend. She was often at her. She was often at her. Yes, she's so. She's right. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:25:36 You're just for, to be able to be able to understand. Yeah, she's. And, how it's just to be in. functioned at her work, it was it was a little
Starting point is 01:25:44 because it was a long time that the office had been over, but the service it was not
Starting point is 01:25:50 so long that she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 01:25:51 she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 01:26:00 so, so, I, , you, , so, I, , but, the pandemic
Starting point is 01:26:03 is, arrived, like, a month after, so, honestly, it's,
Starting point is 01:26:08 it's, super, beneficial, Yeah, it's certainly for you. For you, it's a good, it's not been for the people. Yeah, I'm not in front. You know, I'm saying, like, okay, guard, that, it's that, you know.
Starting point is 01:26:20 You, that had the, you know, that's not, you know, that's not had a choice. Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, and I, and I, you know, I had these cycles, there had the misery, there,
Starting point is 01:26:29 there were many, I did gross terror nocturn. I did, you know, I'd recommenced the medications, the angstyled, you know, because, it was a night. I had the misery to
Starting point is 01:26:41 the night. I had fear, I had even more fear. You know, I had fear that they would be
Starting point is 01:26:48 to make a so I'm so I'm the day I'd dormed, I had started to
Starting point is 01:26:54 get to the BOT, not too THC, but plus CBD for essay to me calm and, you know,
Starting point is 01:27:02 it was it was a lot, it was a, it's been a lot, of, many, and to work
Starting point is 01:27:07 on so, You know, have you rapproached with you and your and your after this moment that
Starting point is 01:27:12 yeah, yeah, we've got reconnected to do it to find how like it I'm sorry,
Starting point is 01:27:17 I'm sorry, I'm really, I felt like I had felt like I read that because that for
Starting point is 01:27:24 long time, I'm felt super culpable. I had haunt, I had on to
Starting point is 01:27:29 be turned that. That, that's me, but it's the curiosity, is that
Starting point is 01:27:33 has been that, has been also, that your son and your their mother
Starting point is 01:27:37 are also a bit rapproached 100 today. I'd asked you I'd say
Starting point is 01:27:43 to ask to have a question. You know, sometimes it's platter at a point it's
Starting point is 01:27:48 they're in their mind. But you know at a point it can't get to get some
Starting point is 01:27:52 yeah, it's it's flat but you're playing but you do it you know to see,
Starting point is 01:27:58 you have to see sometimes it's it's to every every day he's
Starting point is 01:28:04 there's her little she grandir and You know, so, yeah. And it's like it's like if there had
Starting point is 01:28:13 not had been a separation. It's like if it had not had this separation that. Fac,
Starting point is 01:28:19 it's so that's a so it's a year, pre-bourse, you continue your study a little
Starting point is 01:28:26 to be to be for the DEP in in in contability in,
Starting point is 01:28:31 you were you're in you're having to have said, you you're trying to
Starting point is 01:28:35 Countability? Hey, it's platt. I see that I see that you're not in Quantability today? No. One year, one, it's past my mother
Starting point is 01:28:48 me demand if I want to work at the organism of the service in the service, in time intervening
Starting point is 01:28:55 to be women victims of exploitation sexual. At some chronological for me,
Starting point is 01:29:01 because I think that more simple, because I know that does it It's not terminated. It's
Starting point is 01:29:06 terminated now. Yeah, but in where's we're in? I know. I know.
Starting point is 01:29:10 I know. It's not to start. But it's that, because there, there's a process.
Starting point is 01:29:17 Yeah, chronologically. Is that you're going to that? It's just for, yeah, you're just to
Starting point is 01:29:24 understand. You know, because you finish by you're putting plenty. Yeah, it's just to
Starting point is 01:29:28 find, you put plenty of can there, it's just for that so, okay.
Starting point is 01:29:31 in the I mean, I've arrested all this in February Yeah. In March,
Starting point is 01:29:39 April, I've I've put a point for voice of fact aggression
Starting point is 01:29:44 sexual. In November, the same year. Okay, yeah, there's a year,
Starting point is 01:29:55 eight, nine, nine, two months, a month, a past, okay.
Starting point is 01:29:58 The agent of mobilists, that my mother, she had had to, who were in the Belleville.
Starting point is 01:30:06 We've seen, we're... We've got in a time. She's called Fanny. She's been enormously aid. I'm sorry.
Starting point is 01:30:13 I'm really excused to have on voyage chie. We said, she had me help her, she,
Starting point is 01:30:19 to be evacue, and at a moment of she, she had been to be telephoney. And she made to
Starting point is 01:30:25 marry, she made, for proxonetism. There's another victim that has putte plaint?
Starting point is 01:30:33 I said, it's well, I'm going, I'll do it. So, I appeal the inquieter who's in the case of the case.
Starting point is 01:30:42 No, no, no, no, no, okay. No, no, it's that, in the fact, it's really like
Starting point is 01:30:47 in the region of Dorion. Okay. So, it was really at the post of police of the cartier,
Starting point is 01:30:53 there. And it's like pasted what? No, he was acquitted. Okay.
Starting point is 01:30:58 Okay. But it's that, it's because there were the two causes in the same time.
Starting point is 01:31:02 So, There's been some of the That's just to understand It's for that So when you You're
Starting point is 01:31:07 Parenthood for Votes Fet and then aggression sexual he was arrested he was acquitted
Starting point is 01:31:14 Yeah, when we have passed on course Yeah, but it's not important that,
Starting point is 01:31:18 yeah, but it's because I thought I was because I know that you know
Starting point is 01:31:25 I'm I'm sorry Yeah, yeah because the delet excuse me by chronology
Starting point is 01:31:29 it's just to understand I'm don't know I'm not maybe the other It's true.
Starting point is 01:31:33 Okay, so I'm going to go to go. Yeah. You're playing. When is the call for this cause, it's going to... It's going to pass. It's... It's past...
Starting point is 01:31:43 Because you mean, you know, that's in November, the same year that you're doing, that he's made for Pimp, there would not be to quit in your charge at you. No.
Starting point is 01:31:56 No, it's that. It's been like one a year-d-minute before we pass on court for the charge of sexual, vo- There, you know. That, I'm sure.
Starting point is 01:32:03 When you depose the plaintiff For proxenitis There's not No, it's not For your first point That's for that you You said, you're You know, the fact of it
Starting point is 01:32:13 You've got to count it You're like, I've got your plaintiff He's accused, He's acquitted After that, It's a long The process
Starting point is 01:32:19 Yeah, but it's Yeah, but you're That's just so, You'd be like, You're just You'd have arreta And you're It's a lot
Starting point is 01:32:25 It's a big saga It's a It's a guy And, It's a lot, We're not We've got We're not
Starting point is 01:32:29 There, you're And then, I'd call the enquirits of the crime major who he's occupied of the
Starting point is 01:32:36 dossier, why it's been in this week. I've been in formation this week that,
Starting point is 01:32:44 so it had, that I'm that I'm definitely, Stephanie, she has had that
Starting point is 01:32:51 when I'm today, but today, it's a person someone that's someone that's super important
Starting point is 01:32:55 for me, you know, she's, we're saying, we, we, we, we,
Starting point is 01:32:58 we, we, especially for a, for a woman, it does not be evident to get to get a
Starting point is 01:33:02 general to doce that's not. No, but it's incredible. It's incredible. They're they're doing
Starting point is 01:33:10 to be able to my, so in the phone, I've brought the interrogator it, it's passed
Starting point is 01:33:17 like the 3 December 2020. You're one. No, we're still too. Yes,
Starting point is 01:33:25 excuse me, excuse me, I'm sorry, no, 2020. It's all it's the same. Because we're
Starting point is 01:33:29 at the In the winter, you're going to have in the winter of the day, excuse me. So, I've put your plaintiff. So, you know, it's, like, you know, it's a lot. The end of course of, you know, it's an affair of like four hours. And they're, we're all, you know, so. So, it's really, but they've been extraordinary. Well, it's because it's a lot of material,
Starting point is 01:33:54 plus the, you have to be a dossier so solid because it's not there are these dossiers fasted to post it to be in a judge there there's
Starting point is 01:34:00 there's there's there there's not a right human and the
Starting point is 01:34:04 people and the people are in the yeah, but that it's she shillone
Starting point is 01:34:10 the the process of proxonetism four and a minute it's it's
Starting point is 01:34:15 so when you pass in court so that it's on the case it's
Starting point is 01:34:22 on that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's
Starting point is 01:34:24 that's They imagine the avocas remise, remise, change an avocat. Exactly. The gross violence judicial. We know the pattern. We know the pattern. And then, he aspire to all the red Jordan to have pushed that. No, because at the end, at the end, it was like, renounced to the right.
Starting point is 01:34:42 But, yeah, I know. There's a moment. I mean, I've got. Um, you, you know, you've got to, you're going to be able to, you're going to of the current of the year 20-21 for the first accusation that you've puttie. And he's faked and then, then you said, it's not grave.
Starting point is 01:35:00 Yeah, I'm a bit more than that's due because it's not very that's not grave. In your case, because you'll attend, but at the same time, there's nothing that assuried a culpability in the other process. No, but, you know, I had these tricks in my telephone, I had written, the... I had written a lot of things
Starting point is 01:35:19 who proved that I were the fact, you know, all these proofs that but in the first process
Starting point is 01:35:28 there was a lot of things that I could not because there had a other cause in the
Starting point is 01:35:33 attempt. It would have done too of the defense. The judge was
Starting point is 01:35:37 totally not content because he couldn't not because that we
Starting point is 01:35:43 could not there was there there was there there there
Starting point is 01:35:46 there there but the judge me said, Madam Cool, your credibility is
Starting point is 01:35:52 unaccumpt attuned. It's, it's even not a question that I'm not a question, but it's a question of the law. Doubt, reasonable.
Starting point is 01:36:04 That I'm obliged, because we're not talking to the proof in the other dossier. And then we're in parole-com-parole. Exactly.
Starting point is 01:36:13 So, it was acquitted on the two chiefs of accusation. Yeah. But, you know, I saw that the proof in the process of proxeneticism, I had a gross proof, you know, the fact that I'd, you know, I'd be to see, I'd be sootheed, a lot of things, there were all the details, there were
Starting point is 01:36:35 there were, they were able to corroborate a lot of things. There had been transactions, the vermin bankers, you know, these tricks de-meam. So, they had all been, there were, there were still, there were, have still the message, text in my telephone. So,
Starting point is 01:36:47 they've all been able to relay that. The proof was, you know, I'm in
Starting point is 01:36:53 a barrenan when it had been acted. With reason. Yeah. I'm the truth of
Starting point is 01:37:00 post, because it takes a minute, back, you're at the end, and it's
Starting point is 01:37:06 getting the past, so, so, so, so I'm, so I'm, so
Starting point is 01:37:09 so repose, and I go, so, so, so, so, so,
Starting point is 01:37:12 Your mother, after a year, that you've been to be able, the accusations, the title, you know, the fact of the case, the first of,
Starting point is 01:37:18 first of, first of, then, you know, to say, hey, it's done to do work with me,
Starting point is 01:37:24 with the female, yeah, especially, you know, it's like, you, it's like, yeah,
Starting point is 01:37:29 and I, I don't know, I don't, why I, don't know, I'm, sure, my,
Starting point is 01:37:35 my brain, my, my brain, my, it's correct, it's, sorry, it's,
Starting point is 01:37:39 sorry, I, I have a bull that I mean, I'm going to say, I just a little bit to be like,
Starting point is 01:37:44 I'm going to be like, call this, man, yeah, it's like, okay, excuse me that's not
Starting point is 01:37:48 that's, sometimes it's we're doing, we're doing the we're doing the bould. It's just well,
Starting point is 01:37:54 correct. What's the said? You're going to work with your mother? Yeah,
Starting point is 01:37:59 that's so. My mom I, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, never,
Starting point is 01:38:05 I'd say, she'd to be propose that and I said yes and there
Starting point is 01:38:13 I found a vocation really I'm I'm there and it and it
Starting point is 01:38:18 and it to get to get to get it's like I'm like I put me
Starting point is 01:38:24 in my car of I understand the stories horrible but
Starting point is 01:38:28 but help and to give to the and it
Starting point is 01:38:31 does it and I give a reason to do
Starting point is 01:38:38 that I want to do you want to do in life. It's, that. I came to find my, my vocation
Starting point is 01:38:44 really, to aid these women, and it's five years, I've done, I've done,
Starting point is 01:38:53 there's a people, there's plenty of people who have been sitting in the house of
Starting point is 01:39:00 intervention, where they have been, there's, there's, they're a last year, he's,
Starting point is 01:39:05 he's, he's finished at the They're not doing the parents. You know, and, you know, and it's a way to they're going to, they're going to
Starting point is 01:39:11 they're in, you know, I'm sorry, I'm a question, I'm a lot of prison for the end up in therapy, more.
Starting point is 01:39:20 It's not normal than I, you know, but, you know, it's like, but it's so, you're panouie in that, and, you know,
Starting point is 01:39:26 it's true, you know, you've been you've passed by there, but what you have passed, you don't,
Starting point is 01:39:33 you don't, these tools extraordinary for, you know, what I'm, what I'm, what I'm,
Starting point is 01:39:36 What I say is that I've Vecue the horror but if it have been that I've
Starting point is 01:39:44 had to be the woman that's to help that I would change absolutely
Starting point is 01:39:50 anything if it's to be because the woman that I'm a 180
Starting point is 01:39:56 and I love I'm, you understand? I'm the family
Starting point is 01:39:59 I'm the I'm what I do in life I think I
Starting point is 01:40:03 the confidence with the family I'm just a good intervenant, and I can't say, let go,
Starting point is 01:40:11 lance you know, I'm doing, I'm going to, you know, I'm, you know, I've had done, you know, in intervention,
Starting point is 01:40:19 I'm at the University of Laval, in, I'll come to a certificate in health sexual, you know, I want to
Starting point is 01:40:26 do that, I'm so, I'm, I'm going to do this formation, I'm a good intervenant,
Starting point is 01:40:32 and I'm able to say the real things to feel, and really to have a good link
Starting point is 01:40:37 with these women and then let's let's let's let's get you know
Starting point is 01:40:43 you're able to get you're able to get the word I'm like my chum it's like my
Starting point is 01:40:50 life it's just it's the it's the man of my life we're able to
Starting point is 01:40:56 we're able to get to our conflicts I abandon not we we're able to really like okay
Starting point is 01:41:01 to communicate to make you to regulate our problems Because a couple, you have to to work this every
Starting point is 01:41:07 days. You know, sometimes I want to serri his little to try to until it's okay.
Starting point is 01:41:13 But I'm like, I'm going to pass the rest of my life with my with my monsieur,
Starting point is 01:41:18 I'm like, but I have applied it's been to learn to make me and I know before
Starting point is 01:41:25 to be to be to be when I know when I knew when I see
Starting point is 01:41:30 with him and I just, I've got there's there's the limit. I,
Starting point is 01:41:35 there's that, that, so, that, and I exige to that's
Starting point is 01:41:38 to be respected. My my fact, it's good. It's the
Starting point is 01:41:43 first time of my life, that I said, my limit,
Starting point is 01:41:47 that, you I'm affirmed, that I'm able to to, to, to
Starting point is 01:41:54 to regulate the confli, and to really me respect, although
Starting point is 01:41:58 that he just, it's, it's, it's, It doesn't seem to be, it's correct. Exactly. To not me
Starting point is 01:42:05 to feel obliged. To not me to feel obliged. And I'm with him. You know, a guy who has a certain link
Starting point is 01:42:16 with the podcast also, because there are the people who are pasted behind your micro
Starting point is 01:42:22 who he's because he is also intervening to pre of the young. Yeah,
Starting point is 01:42:28 so, so you're a good person who understand. Because, you know, explain the parkour to it's not
Starting point is 01:42:38 easy to understand when you live not, and even when you live, you know, someone who makes when he does when he does it,
Starting point is 01:42:45 but when he's a lot, and someone can't do you say, it's easy to say, it's quite when they're doing, you
Starting point is 01:42:51 know, so, so, so, so, so, so, so,
Starting point is 01:42:54 because, when, as a, while, when, being intervening, upon, , you know,
Starting point is 01:42:59 he, you, you, , you, He's seen. He's the other Cote. He's the other
Starting point is 01:43:03 Cote, because it's with the young delinquent, it's so. It's so. It's so. It's a
Starting point is 01:43:07 victim, and he's delinquent. I've never heard the point coming of delinquent. Well, he's intervenant delinquent? Yeah,
Starting point is 01:43:14 yeah, I'm not a victim he's an delincan. No, no, we had understood. We're just. So, you know, we have really,
Starting point is 01:43:21 we're really, we're a couple of intervenants of the two coates of the cloture. So, really,
Starting point is 01:43:26 he had really really, you had not heard, delinquent, so we're so we're going to complete really, and we're like, hey, we're something, we have something.
Starting point is 01:43:39 We have something between the mind, so we've created something. We've created a conference that we don't in the school secondaire
Starting point is 01:43:46 and CCEP that's called We change the game that really, I'm going to talk to young women and I will do the
Starting point is 01:43:53 prevention to exploitation sexual and he will talk to young man in prevention of the delinconce And it's, and it's never
Starting point is 01:44:02 made to Quebec, so, so, so we don't that we're so we're so,
Starting point is 01:44:07 we're telling, it's like our baby, yeah. Yeah, I'm that you have to be
Starting point is 01:44:12 to let's a moment for it, so I'm to give you more more place for that,
Starting point is 01:44:16 it's a conference, that you've made that you have created together, I'm,
Starting point is 01:44:20 I imagine that I, there, there, there, there, there, there,
Starting point is 01:44:24 there, there, because I'm, because I think it's a belle initiative, to go,
Starting point is 01:44:29 touch two layers in a moment of a conference. We're we're telling it's totally complementar. Like
Starting point is 01:44:36 your two versions, your two stories, your two work, and in plus you're a
Starting point is 01:44:43 little little bit little little bit little bit of postick and that you're just
Starting point is 01:44:48 when you do the conference that you don't that I don't in the
Starting point is 01:44:52 school that it's you know we're we're coming with you're
Starting point is 01:44:58 starting by the lastick. I have a little bit of the I don't know. I don't know I've got to I think I'm
Starting point is 01:45:03 in the front I think it's very pertinent I'm going to have an initiative to make that for the
Starting point is 01:45:12 young. I've already see that it's these chushu and elastic and in the interior
Starting point is 01:45:17 and in it's a cover it's a cover that we put on on the bar
Starting point is 01:45:23 and there there's like the true for the pay so it so it protect
Starting point is 01:45:27 your ver of to be sparky like that it's a yeah with the
Starting point is 01:45:36 logo of the name of the phone of the number of the phone of the line of the emergency not my
Starting point is 01:45:41 number to it's the line of the so the organism for the for the
Starting point is 01:45:47 organization so that your mother is your so that the organization that you
Starting point is 01:45:52 did you have you've you've decided to it's to let let it's
Starting point is 01:45:55 to make to make the the number of the telephone of the organist on the same time. Yeah, it's the company, it's the organization that's paid
Starting point is 01:46:03 Yeah, but, you're doing, in the conference you're doing, and all of the sensibilization. O'Brien, with our number of urgency, by the way,
Starting point is 01:46:15 all the links are on the video YouTube, even for your conference if you have a site, to you contact, we'll put that
Starting point is 01:46:19 the site of the site. The site of the sort of, the city, so, okay, so your conference is in
Starting point is 01:46:23 line with the sort, in the with the organists that you have create that, the two
Starting point is 01:46:28 ensemble. Okay, very cool, very cool. So in the fact, in the fact, in the way,
Starting point is 01:46:32 and I imagine, in the other way, I'm in the same, but I'm existe not. The benevolal also, we'll
Starting point is 01:46:39 accept the benevolal, also, it's an trick I'm made, and it's also for incite the people, we
Starting point is 01:46:46 can't after, but I'm I'm in my pocket, a don't to $200 to the
Starting point is 01:46:51 organization. We're we're all right with the podcast, and you, make me also, if these
Starting point is 01:46:57 who are the organisms who have no need to be. We're going to do. We're going to do. They're going to be it. They're going to be it. It's not the bonus that's it. No, but we're not a organism. But it's a lot of course. And it's what you're doing. And so, it's it pung really much overre. In the front, you know, the logo of the sort of, you, the logo of the sort of. And that's, it's these tests for detects the ketamine and the GH. So, you know, it's a souver like that, you put your
Starting point is 01:47:28 to put your to put in just to put, and that's to put in a lot, in the whole,
Starting point is 01:47:32 you know, just to make a gut of alcohol there and there, and it's the paste
Starting point is 01:47:38 the vying, yeah, exactly. So, so if you don't turn to turn to
Starting point is 01:47:42 turn to turn to touch, it's the ketamine, the ketamine
Starting point is 01:47:48 or the G. The G. The G. The G. The G. So, that it
Starting point is 01:47:52 pong it, it It would be, for me, a no-brainer if you're going to pay a drink by someone, you're not sure. Yeah, so I think I don't do much,
Starting point is 01:48:03 when we go, there we've done four conference, and secondar five, and it's Jeb, and I'd say, that when I'm on emmine,
Starting point is 01:48:13 I'm not put, when I'm all. With the elastique, it's new, I'm not even, but I'm not even... But I'm just... But I'm just...
Starting point is 01:48:21 You can't do it, because, because, I go, I go down the In the center of young, I'm going to go to the young. I see with the young, when I get the occasion. It's so, we're a pleasure to guard it in my sack. It's us who don't.
Starting point is 01:48:33 We don't know that. We don't. So, it's super important for us. But for me, it's, I don't know if it's, you know, it's, you know, it's, it's in the CJA, in the, in the, in the board. It's, it would be in all the boards of Quebec. But, you know, me, and Frederick, my conjoint, we, we're, we're promine, we go
Starting point is 01:48:55 in the festival so over the two years, we're going to have to be to the F1, I'm done to all the
Starting point is 01:49:01 barmade were very content. Yeah, but the ball should be the ball would have to take the
Starting point is 01:49:09 reputation to do it and if there if there's someone who want to know and they'll say, and they're
Starting point is 01:49:15 100%. But now I think to make to make on the long as it was used to
Starting point is 01:49:21 it's been that's I've got you, that's... Yeah. But, you know, they... They feel, the guy, whatever. Yeah. You, why cruebue these affairs,
Starting point is 01:49:32 you know, we command so... Really. It does not cost you cheques. It's not where you're trying to, or how you've got to do, you know, how you're doing it? I've got to...
Starting point is 01:49:40 Okay, well, you know, and you guys, you have, you've seen the podcast, call, I'm going to do with my event. I'm going to do you. You know, you're going to... You know, you're going to...
Starting point is 01:49:49 You know, you're going to... You're going to see, you're going to see, you like to get a and you'll have to take a ver and it's correct and enjoy but it's so important
Starting point is 01:49:57 but maloreuse maloreus it's it's just there's like these guys who whatever it's exist
Starting point is 01:50:04 it's it's too too often it's really really too there's there's there's also
Starting point is 01:50:11 well it's incredible it's incredible and now with the radio social there's
Starting point is 01:50:15 there's there there's there's on Snapchat it's it has no that it's
Starting point is 01:50:20 that that Fred and me we've made in the conference really
Starting point is 01:50:26 of, okay, but it's what the red flag if your chum to do
Starting point is 01:50:31 get to with other but it's not the mo, so you, they're not,
Starting point is 01:50:36 you say, you say, you know, I'm not a idea, you know, it's really
Starting point is 01:50:39 the red flag of, what's what's that's to recognize the sign
Starting point is 01:50:46 and really, how it so, and sometimes I'm in our
Starting point is 01:50:50 talking to my story, okay, well, I know, no, no. So, you know, I think, you know, I think, it's really, really,
Starting point is 01:50:55 really important, and we're really, we're so we have created with we change the game, we want to
Starting point is 01:51:01 all the people, you know, because it's so it's so much important, although for the young
Starting point is 01:51:06 women, that, you know, I'm going to you know, I'm very, and thank to have this initiative
Starting point is 01:51:12 that, for the, I'm, I'm, to be, to be, to be, to be,
Starting point is 01:51:16 to be, Fred, and to tell you to it to tell you to let's because it's important to, you know, oh, you know, I know that's a
Starting point is 01:51:25 bad, you know, that's not, it's not easy, it's not easy with the young, and I know, and I've said long time that you
Starting point is 01:51:30 have said, because you've been talking to a person that I received, you, there's been over 15 years that's over
Starting point is 01:51:35 that's been so, so, so I know that's a million where you're a little bit of a job so,
Starting point is 01:51:41 so, bravo, to do this job and to say, I'm I'm not at my job, I push more long with my blonde for a conference for, before he's
Starting point is 01:51:50 in my center of youngness. Chris, I'm going to go to go to them to hear of, you know, so you have all the two, all my respect for
Starting point is 01:51:58 that. Thank you. Thank you. There, I'm a process that's arrived the year past because, yeah, yeah, the life
Starting point is 01:52:07 is not well, you're talking a guy, you're a, you're all right, but... I'm demanding on marriage
Starting point is 01:52:12 on Marial, I'm in Marius, in Martinique, you're And we said, well, I said, I said, me'll have to be, you I said, we'll have the response. We're doing, we're not married. We're not married, we're fined.
Starting point is 01:52:25 So, so I'm, I'm married. We're going to pay. We have, we need to finance. Yeah. So, you know, because it's, you're, you're back, and, and, unfortunately, the system of the way that's made, so, like, you're broughte, you, you've got to be, you, you've got to make it in plain face,
Starting point is 01:52:44 it's there, because you're to plunge in all that but you're in the after the year,
Starting point is 01:52:50 he had pleading culpable so that there was a there was a process on a process on
Starting point is 01:52:58 but there there's a process on sentence well it's because that there had a deal
Starting point is 01:53:05 but he he thought he'd have to abandoning no no but it's because he
Starting point is 01:53:10 said it's there's there's because they they're if we're on if we're in
Starting point is 01:53:13 process and you're, and you risk time, if you're pleads culpable, for allegee the system because, you know, after four years, you know, there's not even if you know,
Starting point is 01:53:23 I'm not even though, I said, I bet you to the system that I've repeated mell before. We could have talked to be I accompanied the
Starting point is 01:53:29 women in their process of judicier, and I was still in, I've seen how it's working. But,
Starting point is 01:53:36 but I'm, I'm sure that's my inquietrice, she, she, percent, for me, for me, for my,
Starting point is 01:53:46 for the time, we've created a link, you know, it's been a friend of, my procuror had been ultra gente with me.
Starting point is 01:53:53 To that, I've been chancor, I've been being in the same time, the fact that the coupable,
Starting point is 01:53:57 it's, it's, it's, it's not in, all, that, but the
Starting point is 01:54:02 sentence had been, it's, kind of been a good sentence for what's me,
Starting point is 01:54:07 I've seen, I've seen, I've seen, I've seen, I've seen, I've seen, I've been, eight
Starting point is 01:54:12 I've had one in eight times. She was a minor? No. She was a major. Okay. It's got to have many,
Starting point is 01:54:19 she'll have been here Mary Michelle D. Mell. Oh, it's an intervention. Yes, yeah, who, yeah, who, yeah, yeah, but it's,
Starting point is 01:54:26 it's, it's, it's, I mean, it's, you know, we're in the violence extreme, we're in, but, you know, but the traffic human also, I think
Starting point is 01:54:34 at the, yeah, exactly, yeah, so. It's a, so, so, so, let's, let's,
Starting point is 01:54:39 let's, let's, let's, I've had a good sentence for my... Which is a 20 months. 20 months, so I had 22 in the time, but 20 months. I know if it was in the same... Yeah, 20 months.
Starting point is 01:54:50 But, you know, if you had been in process, at all complete, if I had been... No. No, I'd... No, I'd... No. I've seen these process,
Starting point is 01:54:58 and it's 12 months. Honestly, of, like, their jurisprudence, that, that, that, that's really not a lot. I've talked with the judge. My procurorer me I was asking
Starting point is 01:55:11 questions, how, you know, how did you, that, what's, you know, how I've done,
Starting point is 01:55:17 how I'm going to be my my course, it's what, and the judge, me,
Starting point is 01:55:24 I said, I said, that's that I think that had enjoyed very, you know,
Starting point is 01:55:31 my, my process had been had been mediated there, you, it's,
Starting point is 01:55:36 it's, been, quite many, mediatized, I've wanted to abandoning really
Starting point is 01:55:45 often, and I think at the end I'm not made for me, but I've done for the
Starting point is 01:55:51 women, with who I have said to not let's say and that I say to never
Starting point is 01:55:57 abandoning that it can. So I have made to their to that
Starting point is 01:56:03 that's it's yes, yes. And, and and I'm
Starting point is 01:56:10 He's been in the world. You know, they've been metathe before me, you know, for the end of that it was, uh, because he
Starting point is 01:56:17 was able, he lived his life for four years. Oh, yeah, he lived his life, there's been
Starting point is 01:56:22 four and a minute, he's got a job, he had a conjoin't, you know, he was there, he was,
Starting point is 01:56:28 he, he'd, he'd, he'd, he'd, and she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 01:56:36 she, she, had you, did you contact with the, the, because when,
Starting point is 01:56:41 you'd He was to have been arrested for Proxenist because someone had been in contact with the other victim? Yeah. Was it to support an old or... Uh, uh...
Starting point is 01:56:53 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yeah. You know, it's, it's, it's grace to her that I've puttable plaint.
Starting point is 01:57:02 This person, I, I've, I like, much, the other, you know, yeah. You see,
Starting point is 01:57:13 because the system being what he's not a 20 months, it's in four and
Starting point is 01:57:18 in the in the if you're if he's still, he's still in prison. Vers
Starting point is 01:57:25 March, I've received a letter of the liberation conditional me saying
Starting point is 01:57:31 that he had demanded a liberation conditional I was I have not
Starting point is 01:57:36 to me and barque there to be and I said my baby
Starting point is 01:57:40 it's four a minute that you be and that I see, braille,
Starting point is 01:57:46 and willer abandoning, and, you know, like, you know, that's this time, if he's
Starting point is 01:57:54 out, is that you go to be to do? And I said, yes, he said, we're going,
Starting point is 01:57:59 we'll let's write to get a sort of formular. For those who they know,
Starting point is 01:58:04 it's so, when when a person demand a liberation condition, the victim
Starting point is 01:58:10 are made to the current, they don't the opportunity to be victims to be exonerated for that's
Starting point is 01:58:16 to be invited to liberation conditional to make the power in the balance of one or the other but rarely
Starting point is 01:58:23 the victims when they make the point in the ballance are not for the bourou if I can say that
Starting point is 01:58:29 the liberation has been refused and Fred me had put in he said
Starting point is 01:58:34 we're going we're we're going to do it we've we've put the time to do
Starting point is 01:58:38 we're we're I'd have been express, because the date was very... And two a week after, I received
Starting point is 01:58:46 received that her liberation conditional had been refused. That the journalist of the Journalist of the
Starting point is 01:58:55 article, who had made the article on my process me had contacted, and he has wanted
Starting point is 01:58:59 to do you, by that they're like that, it's a new victory, honestly. Because,
Starting point is 01:59:08 Because, yes, he's not 20 months. He's out in September, this year. But he will, have been 13 months at Bordeaux with the other.
Starting point is 01:59:22 I'm going to be in my bed, with my chien, my chum, my chum, that, you know? During these all these
Starting point is 01:59:28 four years, he has attempted, some, something like to do, some, of the intimidation,
Starting point is 01:59:33 whatever, no, he has... No, He's, my pere that he was, because,
Starting point is 01:59:38 in the phone, you're, I'm not I'm not going to It's a little MIRD, seriously that's a
Starting point is 01:59:48 little bonoom of five and four that that's a big gangster shit but zero zero zero
Starting point is 01:59:55 zero zero and so today with the chimimiming I'mg I'm I realize
Starting point is 02:00:01 if you I'm I I look to look for me for me it's all
Starting point is 02:00:06 if he's present before you today today that's that you
Starting point is 02:00:10 It's him He's like He was He was even He was even He made even Not even not Look at
Starting point is 02:00:17 I'm even not Imagine the Fierty You know, What you You know, The fact that You know,
Starting point is 02:00:23 The fearty that You're able to To be But he Yeah, He was there Okay, Okay,
Starting point is 02:00:28 Very cool Okay, okay, The process So, He was there He was there With his blonde And
Starting point is 02:00:34 And all I thought You know It had been It's That had been Like, John U
Starting point is 02:00:37 Klo And to The Procuror No, No, we'll The
Starting point is 02:00:40 Okay, Okay, so you've put it in front of the face, yeah, what do you think? You'd think of to destroy, it's that,
Starting point is 02:00:46 exactly, exactly. And the judge was like, hey, the judge, she, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 02:00:53 she made a little sign of the title, and I was, I was not obliged to be, because he had, like,
Starting point is 02:01:00 had, the process on sentence, and then after, it was made for the sentence,
Starting point is 02:01:04 I was, I'm obliged to be there, I'm going, that's, it can make you put you know, even if there's
Starting point is 02:01:10 no process, that the judge to enter, exactly, it's important for me. It's important. Because there would be a 12-month- to play decouple
Starting point is 02:01:19 that people that's present not. It's just. It's all it tough. It's sure. You know,
Starting point is 02:01:23 it's difficult to do re-fair face and like, but I've made, I've never ever seen pleurry. I think that it does make
Starting point is 02:01:32 to do you have been a friend to have been able to and say, I'm able to let's see, yeah,
Starting point is 02:01:37 I'm able to let's and I'm sure that the Fierrety to say, who you're and what you do with, what you do?
Starting point is 02:01:44 For the four years, I've used. You know, at least, you know, when he asked the grapher he'd
Starting point is 02:01:50 to demand, the grapher, he arrives to the profession. It's four years that I joicced to say
Starting point is 02:01:58 intervenant to pre these women victims of exploitation sexual. Yes. And,
Starting point is 02:02:06 I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I was just excited like a child, I'm like,
Starting point is 02:02:10 can you can you can't you imagine? You've did four years, I'd
Starting point is 02:02:14 so. Telling of fearty. If I said, if I'm said, it's cool.
Starting point is 02:02:23 But, you know, bravo, because you've had too to go to be
Starting point is 02:02:28 more than where you're in the sense that I don't, no,
Starting point is 02:02:33 I'm I'm, I'm I've seen , I've seen, I've seen, to go to go ahead,
Starting point is 02:02:37 more de, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, I'm not, I don't know,
Starting point is 02:02:42 I'm not, you know, but, you know, even that's, even if you're a need to be there
Starting point is 02:02:48 and you're clearly in you, a force to live, a furreuror to live to have, I didn't,
Starting point is 02:02:56 I said, I said, no, but it's, but, but it's, but, it's so,
Starting point is 02:02:59 but, there's, there's a, there, there, I'm trying to be tanning, as I do often as a few, you're tired of
Starting point is 02:03:09 tannie to be tanning, and it's like you're to decide to, but it's that, I've done, and I've done, then it's just the shit, I want, I want
Starting point is 02:03:18 that it's been that's so much, I want to be a little routine that I love. I like, I love my life flat,
Starting point is 02:03:29 and he was out of the home to be to see, I want to I want to have been to stay
Starting point is 02:03:34 to stay me with my chum, the children, our animals, you know, in our little routine, it's the
Starting point is 02:03:43 bonoer. You have not an infant, he, has a little maman, today, and grandmama,
Starting point is 02:03:50 grand, be a grand belemma? Grandbele maman. Yeah, yeah. How do you do you
Starting point is 02:03:58 complete in this role, that? Honestly, very well, I'm a super a good relationship with the guys.
Starting point is 02:04:05 I adore, like if it's my prop's my own friends. The mother of the children is an family,
Starting point is 02:04:12 and is an friend also. We have a family reconstitue perfect. And, you know, we're saying, you know,
Starting point is 02:04:22 we're saying, we're saying, we know, we've got got to my chance, Sugar Baby, he's
Starting point is 02:04:29 going to payche a bit on. But, For that, the course of person aged. But, I'm a neise,
Starting point is 02:04:37 because there, he will have 48 tomorrow. So, so, good fight to advance, my mom.
Starting point is 02:04:43 So, in two years, it's the car of the Fadock. I'm content. I'm going to play. So,
Starting point is 02:04:47 that's the way that's going to get to it's like, she's, she's, like,
Starting point is 02:04:51 she's, so you're a 12. So you're your, so you're a dad, my grand
Starting point is 02:04:55 father. My grand And these children have 15, 17, and 20, I love, I'm like,
Starting point is 02:05:03 I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm a super-boh and the mother of the children
Starting point is 02:05:09 are very, we're very, we're doing, we're doing, so it's, it's genial. You're really? Really, I'm
Starting point is 02:05:17 very, so you're very , I'm, yeah, you're doing, really, really, have you,
Starting point is 02:05:23 did you want, to do you do you, do you, do you, do you, no, I,
Starting point is 02:05:26 I, I, I, I, I, I, because I'm going to have an intervention to have a present to
Starting point is 02:05:30 people who are people who are a question the first or someone who's not you know, you want to
Starting point is 02:05:40 who's not that or someone who is what the main thing, let's say, let's say, my wife, she's the impression
Starting point is 02:05:46 she's, I'm sure, I'm the impression that she'll be in Ontario a parent, a young, you know, the
Starting point is 02:05:53 phrase, there's a question? There's no, no, Just like, like, talkies-
Starting point is 02:05:58 them. Breakers never the line with your because it's that's that's
Starting point is 02:06:02 that's that's but to be to say, and say, demand me to be
Starting point is 02:06:11 to me to be to talk I'm I'm going to do you do it
Starting point is 02:06:16 she will be able to be she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 02:06:20 it's really just, they're just, they're, they're, they're, they're, like to
Starting point is 02:06:23 not judge. So, so I'm saying, I'm in my wife, and I'm
Starting point is 02:06:27 saying, she's your wife, you know, you know, you know, you're not, you know,
Starting point is 02:06:31 I'm, you're to know, because often the organizations community, you know, I'm in
Starting point is 02:06:37 this region, I'm in this region, I'm in a place, we're all everything, and I'm
Starting point is 02:06:43 all right, so, so, all the families who, have been who,
Starting point is 02:06:47 they're not they're all they're all they're all, they're all, they're all, say, let's say,
Starting point is 02:06:53 but now we'll call and all then I'm going to be you know, I'm really available on my card
Starting point is 02:06:59 of affairs, it's my number of telephone, but it's my number of cell, person, I'm
Starting point is 02:07:04 with a person, a child, that can be an a man, a man, a parent,
Starting point is 02:07:09 a cousin, a tant, whatever. You can't be a service 20. There, I said,
Starting point is 02:07:14 all you're in the description YouTube, the number of the number of what, do it, read it,
Starting point is 02:07:19 read it, and see, the number of telephone, it's a line 24-7. There's always someone who will respond, it's the intervenant
Starting point is 02:07:25 who is to guard at the center of embergement. It's the 514-9-2-3-7-2-5. There's a site internet, if we
Starting point is 02:07:34 www. www. the sortie. Point O.R.G. So, if you listen, if you'd pass your
Starting point is 02:07:42 talk, make a recule, and he can't, if you're going to be able to someone.
Starting point is 02:07:49 It's, it's it's so. Well, Bravo. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Starting point is 02:07:56 I hope will be in inspired many. I'm not pass by that, to an allum
Starting point is 02:08:02 to do you. Thank you. Thank you for what you do you do an intervention, for being someone who
Starting point is 02:08:08 decided to do, to make a conference and to create these, these tricks to detect
Starting point is 02:08:13 the alcohol to impate in our vairs. Not the not they create, but, you know,
Starting point is 02:08:18 to have and then to do it and do and do we're doing the game, the conference
Starting point is 02:08:22 we change yeah, via the site of the sort of all we can have access to that you
Starting point is 02:08:30 and you're saying, I'm to say, I'm saying, good fight for tomorrow so, so I don't
Starting point is 02:08:37 what to say to say, thank to be to be thank you to be and it's
Starting point is 02:08:42 that, and it's that's what you do, it's it's, it's not the sort of
Starting point is 02:08:46 the prostit that's It's a bit, and it can be do after, you know, it's just, it's tough, but it's to be,
Starting point is 02:08:53 you know, if I'm if I'm if I'm not, because there's no person who'd be able to be the reason
Starting point is 02:09:01 to the arrest, you know, it's, it's, no, but, you know, I, you know, if you know,
Starting point is 02:09:06 if you're, if you're going to live other other other things, I'm, I, I, you know,
Starting point is 02:09:11 it's not grave, that, you know, it's, it's, it's, it, But it will valour the cut, you know, at 100%.
Starting point is 02:09:19 It's what I said at each episode. At 100%. It's for that we do. Exactly. Exactly. So, it's my
Starting point is 02:09:28 business. But thank you. Thank you. Thank you to be in. It's very appreciated. I really appreciate this 2.15 of conversation
Starting point is 02:09:38 with you. You're a fan inspiring. The fun, droll. You're invited to come to watch my show. I think you
Starting point is 02:09:44 will appreciate. 100. I've got to understand. I've got to have you. Before we open the camera, I think that you're going to be a good public. It's sure.
Starting point is 02:09:51 So, for a million-a-foy, and to hear-old, and, and, the auditor, again, also, thank you to you, thank you, to listen,
Starting point is 02:09:58 at the parloor.

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