Betrayal - An Update from Stacey and Tyler — BONUS | Stacey's Story

Episode Date: May 8, 2025

Justin Rutherford is appealing his case. Stacey and Tyler discuss how they're processing the news and what the last year has brought them.   If you would like to reach out to the Betrayal Team, email us at [e-mail] and follow us on Instagram at @betrayalpod See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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It's a new year. And on the podcast's health stuff, we're resetting the way we talk about our health. Which means being honest about what we know, what we don't know, and how messy it can all be. I like to sleep in late and sleep early. Is there a chronotype for that or am I just depressed? Health stuff is about learning, laughing, and feeling a little less alone. Listen on the Iheart radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. He'd always say to me, I wouldn't do what your first husband did to you

and just walk out on you and basically leave you with nothing. And it's frustrating. To be told, you'll never have to worry about that again, Stacey. It's just that like, how dare you? How dare you promise so many things that you had to know deep down you were never going to be able to follow through? Hi, guys, it's Andrea. In just two weeks, we'll be back with a brand new season of betrayal. We'll be telling one story over several episodes.

I'll take you to Colorado, where we'll do a deep dive into a betrayal of family and community. But before that, we wanted to give you an update on our family from last season. In season three, we told you the story of Stacey Rutherford and her son Tyler. Stacey was a single mom when she met Justin. She knew on their first date she would marry him, and she did. He was funny, adored her children, and had a bright future as a family physician. Together, they had two more kids. Stacey loved Justin and the family they created.

After years of uncertainty, she finally felt grounded in stability. But Justin was hiding a dark secret. For years, he was sexually abusing Tyler, Stacey's eldest son. Once he was caught, he tried to organize a murder-for-hire plot to kill Tyler and prevent him from testifying in court. For these crimes, Justin was ordered to spend decades in prison. We'll hear from Tyler later in the episode. But first, I wanted to share a conversation I had with Stacey. Over the winter holidays, she called to let me know that there was an update in Justin's case.

Their family's legal battle wasn't over yet. The last time you walked out of the courtroom was for the murder for hire that happened last year. And that was like, okay, this is finally like we can close the book and move on with our lives. Did you think that you were done with this? Oh, I absolutely knew he was going to appeal. There's no way he wasn't going to find some kind of loophole. I mean, my sister and I've had tons of conversations where she said to me, the law library is going to know him. He's going to be there.

He's going to try to find a loophole. You just need to prepare for this to be a regular thing for him to try to find ways out of this. Stacey eventually spotted a change on Justin's docket sheet. And then she got formal notification in the mail. The appeal was happening. What is he appealing exactly? From what I understand, he is appealing the length of the sentence that he believes it was too harsh. And he's appealing his access to the children.

Originally, Justin was sentenced to 26 years and 10 months to 70 years in prison, with 12 years probation to follow his sentence. The judge also ordered that Justin was to have no condescending. with Tyler or his two younger siblings for the length of his sentence, even once they became adults. Are you prepared for that being changed? I wanted to give them that window of them being little to them to get to 18, you know, to say, okay, I can make an informed decision whether or not I want to talk to my biological father or not. The judge extended it past that 18. For the length of a sentence. For the length of his sentence. And the only thing that's, and the only thing that is the only

that Tyler and I had talked about was that they should be able to decide at 18 if they want to speak to him or not. As far as him getting anything granted back to him, you know, when they're children, at the end of the day, I have custody of them. I'm the one that would have to accept the phone calls from him. I'm the one that would have to put money on my account for them to speak to him. So I don't care if his rights get given back to him to talk to them. it still has to go through me. Right. And I don't have any desire for him to speak to my children. Yeah. And, you know, I will support them if that's something that they want when they get of an age to make those kind of decisions where they know everything that happened because I understand that they probably will maybe someday want that. Right. I can understand and hold space for when they are adults.

Yeah. You know, as a mom, like, wanting to look to the future of your kid having agency as an adult and being able to give them that agency, I can understand that. Yeah. Stacey has not had contact with Justin since she learned about his plot to kill Tyler. It's been over two years. But recently, she started writing letters to him as a way of dealing with her emotions. I've done it a few times in the last few months and never mailed anything. Right.

I would write it and I would hold on to it. And then I would just throw it away. Yeah. One of the ones that I threw away was pretty vicious. And my sister was like, yeah, I don't think you should send that because you might go to jail for a threat. Because it was just in the moment I was very angry. I was having one of those days. Like, where is all this anger and emotion coming from recently?

I just think when you are going through everything first being found out, you're like living on adrenaline and you're just in survival mode. And then as soon as the trial stuff starts, then you're dealing with all of that. And I don't think you really have time to sit down and deal with like everything. So you just put first what needs to be put first. I think after all the stuff was done with both of the court cases and everything like that, things I felt settled down a little bit. But I think that's when all the other shit starts to kick in, you know, the missing things and hurting and then being angry. Stacey decided to mail one of her most recent letters. In this letter, she mentions Nanny D.

Nanny's like a mother to Justin, and she's the only one who's remained in his corner. Stacey also writes about her financial situation. Justin was the breadwinner in the family. With him gone, Stacey's been left holding the bag, supporting her two young children on her own. Here's the letter. Nanny asked me the other day,

if you could have the kids signed up for a charity that provides toys for children of incarcerated parents. And I can't help but think the last thing we need is more toys. If in the next few years we may not even be able to afford a home to put those toys in. Yeah, that's my reality these days. That's your children's reality these days. I see no light at the end of this tunnel. I remember you telling me I'd never have to live like this again. And I'm worse off.

So when you heard about the kids' charity of toys of incarcerated parents, it was your first reaction, anger? I just, I think I was more just like, what? What the fuck? Like, this is what we're worried about, like him making sure that the kids have a gift from him. And, oh, but, you know, isn't it nice that you're allowing someone else to buy that for you to give to them so that you don't have to spend any of your money? that you need to spend on your lawyer for, you know, a gift for your kids. Justin has a private attorney, and this infuriates Stacey. He somehow has the money to pay for his appeal, but has contributed nothing to the care of

their children. I don't know. It just rubbed me wrong, and I was just salty for a little bit about it. Right. It kind of just seems like he wants to be able to contribute in this way, but he's not understanding the larger impact that all of the people. his actions have put you and the kids in. Like, it just felt like you were shaking him with this letter of, like, you don't really

know how bad things are because of everything that you've done. I am able to buy my kids things. It's not like I'm totally destitute. But you're using a charity for children who may not get a single thing. When you know good and well, you have money in your account, so you want to come in and be fun daddy, you know, ooh, look, daddy sent us a present when you really didn't do anything behind that. New year, new goals, and in this economy, a better money plan is more necessary than ever. I am Matt and I'm Joel.

We are from the how to money podcast. And every week we help you to spend smarter, save more, and make sense of what's going on out there. If you want 2026 to be the year you finally feel in control of your money, we're here to give you the tools and advice to help you make it happen. Listen to How to Money on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hi, I'm Dr. Priyankawali. And I'm Hurricane DeBolu. It's a new year.

And on the podcast's health stuff, we're resetting the way we talk about our health. Which means being honest about what we know, what we don't know, and how messy it can all be. I like to sleep in late and sleep early. Is there a chronotype for that or am I just depressed? We talk to experts who share real experiences and insight. You just really need to find where it is that you can have an impact in your own life and just start doing that. We break down the topics you want to know more about. Sleep, stress, mental health and how the world around us affects our overall health.

We talk about all the ways to keep your body in mind, inside and out, healthy. We human beings, all we want is connection. We just want to connect with each other. Health stuff is about learning, laughing, and feeling a little less alone. Listen on the Iheart radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hey there, this is Dr. Jesse Mills, director of the men's clinic at UCLA Health and host of the mailroom podcast. Each January guys everywhere make the same resolutions. Get stronger, work harder, fix, what's broken?

But what if the real work isn't physical at all? To kick off the new year, I sat down with Dr. Steve Polter, a psychologist with over 30 years' experience, helping men unpack shame, anxiety, and emotional pain they were never taught the name. In a powerful two-part conversation, we discuss why men aren't emotionally bulletproof, why shame hides in plain sight, and how real strength comes from listening to yourself and to others. Guys who are toxic, they're immature, or they've got something they just haven't resolved. Once that gets resolved, then there comes empathy, and compassion. If you want this to be the year, you stop powering through pain and start understanding what's

underneath, listen to the mailroom on the iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your favorite shows. A decade ago, I was on the trail of one of the country's most elusive serial killers, but it wasn't until 2023 when he was finally caught. The answers were there, hidden in plain sight, so why did it take so long to catch him? I'm Josh Zeman, and this is Monster, hunting the Long Island serial killer, the investigation into the most notorious killer in New York, since the son of Sam, available now. Listen for free on the Iheart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, wherever you get your podcasts. In December, right around the holidays, we caught up with Stacey Rutherford, whose story we highlighted in season three. Recently, she wrote a letter to her ex-husband, Justin, while he

remains in prison. Stacey shared that letter with us. There's this theme in your letter where you talk about, you know, you promised me that things were going to be different. Like, I'd already I had already gone through a divorce. I had already gotten pretty far on raising two kids to end up in this place. That's a really intense cycle to be thinking about. Well, it's like, I remember saying to him when we were dating, jokingly, I'm not trying to be a single mom again to two small children. I've done it.

I don't want to do it again. Okay, I'm just letting you know that you're either going to be married to me or I'm going to soak the life out of you for child support. So just be prepared for whichever one you want. And, you know, he always say to me, I wouldn't do what your first husband did to you and just walk out on you and basically leave you with nothing. And it's frustrating to be told,

you'll never have to worry about that again, Stacey. You'll never have to, you know, worry about anything like this. And to have more children and I love them and I wouldn't trade that. Of course. you know, I wouldn't have necessarily decided to have two more children in my late 30s if I thought that I was going to be raising them by myself. It's so interesting. It's like no matter the amount of conversations and things that you think that you're navigating and communicating, your brain just doesn't go to this worst-case scenario. You just don't go there. Oh, no. It's just that like, how dare you?

Yeah. How dare you promise so many things that you had to know deep down you were never going to be able to follow through? You know, it's just, it's, I don't know. There's days that I think to myself that I'm not the mom that I want to be. I don't want my kids to remember that I cried a lot or that I was sad. Or that I was just angry all the time because I've gotten, I think, to a level of anger a lot lately. Like, I just feel like I'm really angry at the world and men and people. And I don't want them to remember that.

I'm just angry. Yeah. I'm just angry that so many of these things were taken away from all of us. It's impossible to even ask this, but, like, what are you going to do about this anger? Well, to start, I have like not been the greatest lately about my going to, you know, therapy. And I've kind of let myself get in a rut lately. Like, I find myself, you know, declining plans all the time, you know, I'm good. I'm just going to stay home or, oh, my bra's already off, girl.

You know, I ain't putting that back on. But I also think to myself, is that contributing to me? Do I need to force myself to do these things? Yeah. Because am I just making it worse by staying home and festering on the fact that I'm alone and isolating and things like that. But I don't know. I just, I think that was part of writing the letter to him was I just, I just want you to know. This is the kind of stuff that you have left me with.

All of it feels like such an injustice. And sometimes you just need to like scream it from the mountaintops and the person that really, needs to hear it. You just want to just like shove, you know, put it out there and scream it so that they hear you. I mean, it did make me feel better at some point to write it. It just happened to be the one that I mailed. I don't know. I just must have been impulsive that day because the rest of them never made it. Progress is not a straight line. And there's a lot of similar rhetoric in this letter of where you were like in the beginning of a lot of things, you know, and you're going to make strides and getting yourself to a different place and then come back to these

feelings that you have regarding this. And one day, I really do hope you find that whatever feeling that you're longing for, you get it on your own. Yeah. And I do believe that you will get there. It's just like you said, it ebbs and flows. I felt like it's really hung on lately. But I also say to my sister too, sometimes like I look at where I am now and I look at where I was three years ago and there is a difference. So I can see change and I can see that I have happy moments and that I enjoy life and things like that. I don't just sit around and cry all the time. I obviously go have fun. But I just have my moments.

Yeah. You know? And it hits at just different times. And this year lately it's been hanging on. After the break, we'll hear from Stacey's son, Tyler. New year, new goals, and in this economy, a better money plan is more necessary than ever. I am Matt and I'm Joel. We are from the How to Money podcast, and every week we help you to spend smarter, save more, and make sense of what's going on out there.

If you want 2026 to be the year you finally feel in control of your money, we're here to give you the tools and advice to help you make it happen. Listen to How to Money on the Iheart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hi, I'm Dr. Priyankawali. And I'm Hurricane de Bolu. It's a new year. And on the podcast's health stuff, we're resetting the way we talk about our health. Which means being honest about what we know, what we don't know, and how messy it can all be. I like to sleep in late and sleep early.

Is there a chronotype for that or am I just depressed? We talk to experts who share real experiences and insolence. You just really need to find where it is that you can have an impact in your own life and just start doing that. We break down the topics you want to know more about. Sleep, stress, mental health, and how the world around us affects our overall health. We talk about all the ways to keep your body in mind, inside and out, healthy. We human beings, all we want is connection.

We just want to connect with each other. Health stuff is about learning, laughing, and feeling a little less alone. Listen on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hey there, this is Dr. Jesse Mills, director of the men's clinic at UCLA Health and host of the Mailroom podcast. Each January guys everywhere make the same resolutions. Get stronger, work harder, fix, what's broken? But what if the real work isn't physical at all? To kick off the new year, I sat down with Dr. Steve Polter, a psychologist with over 30 years' experience,

helping men unpack shame, anxiety, and emotional pain they were never taught the name. In a powerful two-part conversation, we discuss why men aren't emotionally bulletproof, why shame hides in plain sight, and how real strength comes from listening to yourself and to others. Guys who are toxic, they're immature, or they've got something they just haven't resolved. Once that gets resolved, then there comes empathy, as in compassion. If you want this to be the year, you stop powering through pain and start understanding what's underneath, listen to the mailroom on the iHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your favorite shows. A decade ago, I was on the trail of one of the country's most elusive

serial killers, but it wasn't until 2023 when he was finally caught. The answers were there, hidden in plain sight. So why did it take so long to catch him? I'm Josh Zeman, and this is Monster, hunting the Long Island serial killer, the investigation into the most notorious killer in New York since the son of Sam, available now. Listen for free on the Iheart radio app, Apple Podcasts, wherever you get your podcasts. Before we go, we wanted to share an update on Stacey's son, Tyler. Over the last year, he's been sharing a lot of updates on his own. What's up? My name's Tyler. I've made a goal with myself to post on TikTok as much as I can. His goal is to be an advocate for male survivors of trauma.

I want to build a community for men out there, especially men like me out there. I've had a very traumatic life and went through some crazy things. And ever since then, I've felt kind of lost. And I know many men out there that I've went through the same thing can feel that exact same feeling. Even if you haven't been through that exact traumatic experience or been sexually assaulted, I want to reach out to men and make a change in the men's space. let's push this, let's build an awesome community together, guys. Let's do this.

Through betrayal and through Tyler's posts, his story has reached a lot of people. We've received so many comments and emails calling Tyler an inspiration for speaking up. My producer met with Tyler and asked him how it feels to get all that positive feedback. It's crazy. I expected a little bit, not maybe quite as much as I've gotten. and it's heartwarming to read. I know that I achieved what I wanted to with the podcast when I get something like that, just to help someone else.

For so long, Tyler thought he'd take what Justin did to him to his grave. I think about it all the time, like my plan to just never say anything because that's what was going to happen, and I was doing pretty damn good at it for quite a while. But when it came out that Justin had abused Tyler, Tyler's friend, Tyler's family was concerned that he too was a victim. They kept asking him until he eventually disclosed to his aunt. Many male victims of sexual abuse keep what happened to them a secret for their whole lives.

For example, Anthony Edwards, an actor Tyler spoke with in season three, didn't disclose for decades. I lived most of my life in fear because my experience of having been assaulted as a kid set me up for being afraid and not trusting in people, places, or things. And it wasn't until I was 52 years old that I start talking about it and looking at it.

It was one of the worst feelings to get it forced out of me, but like now I'm so happy I did because I know how bad I feel sometimes and I can't imagine how crazy my mind would be. trying to process all this at 52. I still feel the pain of holding it in for seven, eight years, however long, letting it out at 16.

And that's, like, that's young. I'm still a kid. Compared to these guys holding in 60 years, I can't imagine. No. I also wanted to hear about Tyler's career. When we last talked, he was considering going into the military. But it's always been clear. to me that fitness is Tyler's first love.

He even did a TikTok about it. The gym is a great release from everyday stress, a release from life. In the last few years, I honestly have felt kind of lost, and I just feel like I'm always scrambling to find myself. And the one place where I feel like I can really find myself is in the gym. The gym is my safe space and where I go to feel safe. When I was with Tyler last, he took me to the gym, and we had a great time. So I was excited to learn.

I just recently pulled the trigger on a personal trainer certification just because fitness is my one passion, I'd say, and I'd just love to make money off of it. Hopefully I'll be finishing that soon and can get a job as a personal trainer. Earlier in this episode, Tyler's mom, Stacey, told us that, Justin is appealing the length of his sentence and his ability to contact his children. We asked Tyler what he made of Justin's appeal. I'm not surprised, honestly, but I mean, that's all prisoners are going to do that. He can continue to try.

Ain't shit going to work. I mean, I really don't see anything happening. Worse comes to worse. He wins some sort of appeal, and I have to go to trial. and now that I'm older and I've grown to balls to talk out to millions about my story, he's really screwed himself at this point. And I think if we go to trial, I'm just going to put him away for even longer. So I'm not worried about any of that, really.

He can keep trying. At this point, Tyler feels sorry for Justin. I was talking to my mom last night about his conversation. computer. And I was like, I wonder whatever happened to his computer. Tyler's referencing the fact that Justin encrypted his computer when he knew the authorities were onto him. Tyler still thinks about that years later. She was like, oh, they got into it a few months ago. And I was like, you mean to tell me, our government, it took them three years to get into his computer. I was like,

that there alone just tells me, the potential he wasted. The fact that you were smart enough to crack down a computer so hard, our own fucking government could not get into it for three years. How did he do that? The fact that you did that

and then put yourself in jail, I mean, I think we would have been one of the richest families in the world if he would have not touched me. Like, if he could have just not been a pedophile, we would have been so successful. I tell him all the time, he really fucked shit up.

smartest person I know, I'll still say it to this day, by far. I'm not saying in all senses, don't think I'm putting him on a high horse. I'm just saying with as much as he did, I can still admit he was pretty damn smart. At the end of the chat, we asked Tyler what else he wanted people to know. I want people to know. I'm not down in the dumps, but I'm also not perfect. I'm not at the end of my road. I'm still probably not even 75% of the way down.

I'm probably around the middle, I'd say. I'm probably around there. I don't know. It's hell a lot of the time. It really is. I mean, I wake up and I feel like shit immediately. I just know the right things to do to stop that now. I just got to get there.

I just want people to know that I'm not perfect. and anyone else out there that's going through some similar stuff, you just got to keep working on it. I mean, I know it sucks. It really does. I'd love to not have to constantly work on myself and just not have this trauma and be quote-unquote normal. But it's part of life and you just got to deal with it.

So you got to work hard to be happy. If you would like to reach out to the betrayal team, email us at Betrayalpod at gmail.com. That's Betrayal P-O-D at gmail.com. Also, please be sure to follow us at Glass Podcasts on Instagram for all Betrayal content, news, and updates. We're grateful for your support. One way to show support is by subscribing to our show on Apple Podcasts. And don't forget to rate and review Betrayal.

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Special thanks to Stacey Rutherford, Tyler, and the rest of Stacey and Tyler's friends and family. Audio editing and mixing by Matt Zoffecchio. Editing support from Tanner Robbins. Betrayals theme composed by Oliver Baines, Music Library provided by Mib Music. And for more podcasts from IHeart, visit the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hey, it's Joel and Matt from How To Money. If your New Year's resolution is to finally get your finances in shape, we've got your back.

Prices, they're still high, and the economy is all over the place. But 2026 is the year for you to get intentional and make real progress. That's right. Each week we break down what's happening with your money. the most important issues to focus on and the small moves that make a big difference. Kick off the year with confidence, listen to How to Money on the IHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. I'm John Polk. For years, I was the poster boy of the conversion therapy movement,

the ex-gay who married an ex-lesbian and traveled the world telling my story of how I changed my sexuality from gay to straight. You might have heard my story, but you've never heard. heard the real story. John has never been anything but gay, but he really tried hard not to be. Listen to Atonement, the John Polk story on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. A decade ago, I was on the trail of one of the country's most elusive serial killers, but it wasn't until 2023 when he was finally caught. The answers were there, hidden in plain sight. So why did it take so long to catch him? I'm Josh Zeman, and this is Monster, hunting the Long Island serial killer,

the investigation into the most notorious killer in New York, since the son of Sam, available now. Listen for free on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, wherever you get your podcasts. Hi, I'm Dr. Priyankawali. And I'm Hurricane de Bolu. It's a new year, and on the podcast's health stuff, we're resetting the way we talk about our health. Which means being honest about what we know, what we don't know, and how messy it can all be. I like to sleep in late and sleep early. Is there a chronotype for that or am I just depressed?

Health stuff is about learning, laughing, and feeling a little less alone. Listen on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. This is an IHeart podcast. Guaranteed human.