BibleProject - Lessons From the Wilderness for the Garden Land
Episode Date: September 29, 2025The Wilderness E5 — After 40 years of wandering in the wilderness, Moses and the second generation of Israelites stand at the border of the promised land. What does Moses say about the purpose of th...eir time in the wilderness, and what do they need to remember about it when they’re in the garden land? In this episode, Jon and Tim look at Deuteronomy 8 and the hard lessons of the wilderness that can help the people flourish in the promised land.CHAPTERSSummary and Recap of Theme (0:00-11:26)Why Adam and Eve Can’t Stay in the Garden (11:26-23:07)The Purpose of 40 Years in the Wilderness (23:07-41:58)The Wilderness Is the Truth (41:58-1:05:28)OFFICIAL EPISODE TRANSCRIPTView this episode’s official transcript.REFERENCED RESOURCESIn chapter 2, Jon and Tim discuss the Divine Council and Genesis 3:22. For more on this topic, check out our God and Spiritual Beings series.A Severe Mercy by Sheldon VanaukenIn chapter 3, Tim references our Deuteronomy Scroll series.You can view annotations for this episode—plus our entire library of videos, podcasts, articles, and classes—in the BibleProject app, available for Android and iOS.Check out Tim’s extensive collection of recommended books here.SHOW MUSIC“Coffee Under The Palm Tree” by Lofi Sunday, Zairis TéJion“Gentle Lamb” by Lofi Sunday, Yoni Charis“Pleasant Places” by Lofi Sunday, Yoni CharisBibleProject theme song by TENTSSHOW CREDITSProduction of today’s episode is by Lindsey Ponder, producer, and Cooper Peltz, managing producer. Tyler Bailey is our supervising engineer, who also edited today’s episode and provided the sound design and mix. JB Witty does our show notes, and Hannah Woo provides the annotations for our app. Our host and creative director is Jon Collins, and our lead scholar is Tim Mackie. Powered and distributed by Simplecast. Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.
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The story of the Bible begins with God planting a garden in the middle of wilderness.
And it's a gift for all of humanity.
But this oasis of life is still surrounded by wilderness.
And if the humans can't learn to enjoy the life of God in the garden, where else can they go?
God's partners, if they don't want to trust God's word and wisdom,
then they will be cutting themselves off from the garden.
God wants to give them as a gift.
And so, it's easy to think of the wilderness as a consequence.
Humanity failed to live by God's life, and so they're paying the price for their folly.
But in every story of the wilderness, God meets humanity there and shows them mercy.
And God uses the sad reality of the wilderness as an opportunity to train humanity.
This is why God had Moses lead Israel through the wilderness for 40 years on the way to the land of promise.
Moses perceives a purpose of God at work in the wilderness
to transform them into the kind of people
who are ready to receive the gift of the garden land.
When the wilderness wanderings are over,
Moses gives a long speech to the generation that grew up in the wilderness
as they prepare to enter the garden land.
And he says to them,
remember that the garden land is a gift from God,
so when you experience all that abundance to come,
don't let it make you proud, or the abundance can ruin you.
A heart that is not trained to view every moment of goodness in my life as a sheer gift from God,
then there can be such a thing as too much goodness that will deceive your heart
and take you places you do not want to go.
So guard yourself, Moses tells them.
The garden land can actually be the worst possible thing that could happen to a person,
if that's the state of their heart.
Moses also says that what they need to succeed in the garden land,
they've already learned in the wilderness.
They've learned to trust God for daily bread.
They've learned to listen to God's voice, as Moses says.
It's not by bread alone that a human lives,
but by everything that goes out from the mouth of Yahweh.
The point is that whether I'm in the garden or in the wilderness,
the ultimate reality is that anything that I have that is good,
It's because of the word of Yahweh.
And unless we are connected to that wisdom, life and the good land will not be good for us.
Today, as we trace the theme of the wilderness in the Bible, we read the words of Moses,
and we consider what does it take to truly enjoy God's abundance in a way that sustains life?
And how does the wilderness prepare us to do it?
Thanks for joining us. Here we go.
Hey, Tim.
Hello, John Collins.
Hello.
We are making our way through the wilderness.
Yes, we are.
We are going to meditate on yet another set of passages in the Hebrew Bible about Israel's sojourn in the wilderness as a part of this bigger set of conversations about the theme of the wilderness in the Bible.
The theme, the location, the setting.
The meaning and significance.
of the setting of the wilderness in the story of the Bible.
It's not an event.
It's not an idea.
It's not a person or a character.
It's a place.
But the place is an idea.
But the place represents, yes, an idea.
Yeah.
Yeah, that's right.
Which is an idea is nothingness.
The opposite of life and order and abundance and goodness and community and life with God.
That's all garden.
and the wilderness is the polar opposite of all that.
The polar polar opposite is nothingness.
From our point of view.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But as you make your way towards nothingness,
you're going deeper and deeper into the wilderness.
That's right.
The wilderness will reduce anyone in it to nothingness
because the dust will reach up out of that dry ground
and it'll drag you back in to the dust.
It's the boundary lands of life.
It's where everything's on, a razor's edge.
the wilderness. The wilderness.
But God wants to create out of the wilderness.
That's right. Yeah. The Eden narrative,
which is the second creation narrative,
begins Genesis chapter 2, verse 4. It has
this amazing portrait of God
bringing a garden out of a dry,
waterless wilderness where there's no plants,
no humans, no animals, just nothing can survive there.
Yeah. So it's a primary biblical image
of non-creation, non-existence.
And the story of the Bible is how, through humans' own folly, we head out into the wilderness.
Yeah, because what the garden is and then the life within the garden exists in this larger context of a wilderness.
The biblical authors are meditating on the ideas that creation can only be and exist if it is sustained by God's life-giving, creative, sustaining love.
which means that if God's partners, his imagerying partners,
that God has created and enlisted to share in the goodness of existence,
if they don't want to cooperate with God
or if they don't want to work on his program
or in the Eden narrative,
if they don't want to trust God's word and wisdom,
then they will be cutting themselves off
from the garden that God wants to give them as a gift.
And so, actually, this is a perfect starting point.
Today, we're going to be talking about
Israel's sojourn in the wilderness
the way that Moses recounts it
in the book of Deuteronomy, but
to really get what Moses is trying to communicate
about the wilderness in Deuteronomy, we actually do
need to go back to a moment in the Garden of Eden
narrative. Okay.
And it's the moment when God exiles
Adam and Eve from the garden.
And the reason why
is really interesting. We talked
about it a couple episodes ago, but it'd be good
to focus here again.
One thing that you were pointing out
was while we drive ourselves into the wilderness, God allows us to go into wilderness, it's
almost like this is an unnecessary, tragic thing, we should be in the garden, we're going
out into the wilderness. It's one way to think about it. But then when we get to the Exodus story,
we look at it from a different light, which is that God's rescuing them from slavery,
wants to bring them back into the land, the garden land, and there's a direct route, but they're not
ready for it. Yes, that was super important. So he takes them through the wilderness. So God's
leading through the wilderness and suddenly the wilderness becomes necessary. It becomes part of the
journey to prepare you for the land. That's right. Yes, Adam and Eve get exiled because of
folly, not following God's wisdom. Hegar, in Genesis, ended up in the wilderness because of
Abraham and Sarah's folly and mistrust in their abuse. But then the Israelites end up
in the wilderness, both because of pharaohs, selfishness and pride and oppression.
But then what you're drawing attention to is in Exodus 13, like the morning after Passover.
Excuse me, not the morning after, the night of Passover when they leave.
God doesn't take them by the direct coastal route up to the land of Canaan.
He takes them out in the wilderness because he knows their limitations.
He said they might see that there's hostility from the Philistines on that coast.
route, so that they don't see war and turn around, I'm going to take them into the heart
of no man's land.
Yeah, it's a time of preparation.
Yes, yeah.
So now, through Israel's journey in the wilderness, Moses then sees and perceives a purpose
of God at work in the wilderness to transform them into the kind of people who are ready
to receive the gift of the garden land.
yeah that's what you're putting your finger on yeah they're not ready for what it's really going to
take to go into the land yeah they're not prepared mentally emotionally and then what happens is
that an army chases them from egypt yeah and god overwhelms that army pharaoh's army in the waters
of the flood so already we're up to like lesson number one god you can trust god you can trust god
Even if you are pinned in between what looks like death and death in between an army or the waters of the sea, God will make a way through.
And that's lesson number one.
Once they get through the waters, then they go into the wilderness and they experience a whole other series of threats, which is a lack of resources.
Yeah.
These two different ways of thinking about the wilderness.
One is the unnecessary, tragic result of not being able to live in the garden and trust God.
The other one is actually a necessary gift that will prepare you for the garden.
For the garden.
Are those...
No, that's right.
Complementary in some way?
Yeah, because the way Israel ends up in the wilderness is because of another human's folly and evil, that is Pharaoh.
but then the fact that God brings them into the wilderness for longer than is technically necessary.
Yeah.
Or maybe it is technically necessary because he knows that the people won't be ready to inherit the land of Canaan.
Genesis chapter two does not have any sort of preparation for the human to be ready for the garden.
No.
He like forms the human.
He plants the garden and he says, let's go.
We're here.
We're doing it.
I don't need to prepare you by you traveling through the wilderness to get to the garden.
That's right.
Okay.
So the Eden narrative maybe provides, I think, what is part of a key to a response to your question.
So let's do that thing I said a couple minutes ago.
Let's look at literally the last paragraph of Adam and Eve in the Eden narrative.
It's right at the end of Genesis 3.
And there's some little hints there that I think will address your question.
And the question is, ending up in the wilderness, is it the result of merely human
folly? Yeah. And selfishness? Or is it a part of God's mysterious purpose to teach his
partner's important lessons so that they can inherit the good land? Which is it? Yeah.
And maybe those two work together in a way that might feel surprising. So let's first look at
this little paragraph at the end of Genesis 3.
We're looking at Genesis 3 versus 22 through the last paragraph of the Eden story.
And this is after Adam and even made their foolish
decision after they
tried to evade responsibility
and then after God
sings his song of lament
this poem of the
sad consequences of the human decision.
Then God provides
clothing for Adam and Eve
and then we read this.
Verse 22.
Yahweh Elohim said, look,
the human has become
like one of us.
Is that singular the human?
Ha Adam.
Ha Adam.
Yeah.
has become like one of us, knowing good and bad.
And now, so that he won't send out his hand
and take also from the tree of life and then eat and live forever.
In complete sentence?
Unfinished sentence.
But you get the idea, God wants to prevent something from happening.
So, in other words, what he's saying is,
now that they've made this choice...
They're not ready.
They're not ready to be here.
Yeah.
They're not ready.
And what is that not ready to be here?
they have decided to use their own wisdom to know and discern between good and bad.
And you combine that self-declared authority to know and define good and bad with eternal life.
And you have a really sad, tragic creature.
Can I double click on this?
Yeah.
The humans have become like one of us.
The us is...
Yeah, totally.
Well, it's interesting.
I was just noticing
the literary design
of this paragraph.
Oh yeah,
chairbim in the end?
Mm-hmm.
Yeah, so you have
Yahweh's speech here.
Then you have three lines
designed as little chayasm
in verses 23 and 24.
Yahweh Elohim
sent him out of the garden
to work the ground
from which he was taken
and he banished the human.
Yeah.
So God exiles him twice.
He sends him out
and he banishes.
Okay.
Which are two ways.
Saying the same thing.
Same thing.
Yep.
That's the center.
of this little unit
and then
what God does
is he stations the
cherubim
actually it's the word
chachin
for tent
he made them to tent
at the east of the garden
it's an allusion forward
to the cherubim at the door
of the tabernacle
at the east of the garden of Eden
because the door of the tavernacle
was on the east side
he made the cherubim dwell there
and the flame of the whirling sword
which in theory goes in a hand
but the hand's not mentioned
to guard the way to the tree of life.
So you have the humans become like one of us up above
and he's going to try and send out his hand
and then you have God stationing
angelic spiritual being creatures
who have a flaming sword
implied in the hand.
Okay.
So even the hand of the human
and then the hand...
Taking the fruit.
Taking the fruit.
And then you have the...
hand of the spiritual beings with a sword to prevent the taking of the fruit.
So I think on its first layer of meaning, the one of us is referring to the divine counsel or to
the God's royal court.
So in some way, the divine counsel have access to this knowing good and bad thing.
Yes, yeah, angelic creatures are a part of God's crew that he works with to work out
his purposes in the world, so they have a knowledge of good and bad.
Now, it's important to recognize that in the history of where this idea is going, the idea of the divine counsel in that Yahweh has a second self or a representative, one of those spiritual beings, a representative that is so close to Yahweh.
The angel of Yahweh.
The angel of Yahweh, that that figure can be called Yahweh, like Yahweh in a visible form.
yeah so we're paving the way towards the seeds of what will become trinitarian thought in the story of jesus in the new testament
and so to see the trinity you know here in the us one of us in god's mouth i think it's a it's an outworking
there's continuity between the divine counsel idea and where that idea goes but i think it's a part of
a unique story of how the Bible came together, that the portrait of God's own identity is a
developing one through the story, what God reveals about God's self. So you asked a question
about who's the us? Who's the us? On the surface level, or I guess on the main level, it is
the divine counsel. First level. First level. Yeah. But you said, trace that theme. And you're going to
find more interesting things. Yeah, totally. God has his crew, but then God himself is a crew.
is a crew as well within the Hebrew Bible within the Hebrew Bible yeah that's all right so that's
whole that's a whole that's whole series on that yeah okay but the reason I'm asking though
is I want to understand this idea of they know good from bad and now the humans do and that's a
problem yeah because we've talked about how God wants the humans to know good from bad yeah yeah
yeah so is there just some subtext in here like should I be reading this look the humans have
become like one of us, knowing good from bad, but they're doing a wrong. Well, clearly they have
done it wrong. They have done it wrong. That's the whole premise of the story that just happened
that God said, don't eat from that one tree. So yeah, now we're to the riddle of... I guess it's to say
the humans have become like one of us, but they did it the wrong way. Right. That's the subtext.
Oh, they did the wrong way. Yes. Okay, good, good. Yeah. What you're probing at here is you want to find
the problem so that you can know... Yeah. What's the real problem here? Better.
what transformation needs to happen in the wilderness so that you can get back to the garden land, but this time it's good.
Right.
Because right now being in the garden anymore is bad.
Right.
And I don't think the solution is, well, let's just go back to a naive state where we don't know good from bad.
Right.
Yeah.
Clearly, that's not what God asks of anybody.
Once they're outside of the garden, God's constantly going to be asking people to trust him and to learn wisdom and the fear of the Lord.
Yeah.
That's right.
Okay.
Yeah, apparently, the bad thing isn't knowing good from bad as such.
It's having developed a habit of defining good and bad based on my own limited wisdom.
That was Adam Meneath's problem.
So my interpretation of this line is, look, the humans become like one of us knowing good for bad, but the way they're doing it is going to destroy them.
Yeah, and others.
And others.
But that line's not in there.
No, no, it's implied.
It's implied.
It's implied because of the story that just happened.
Okay.
Yeah.
But we know that God's purpose was for humans to be in the garden.
That was God's desire.
Right.
So this is now an unfortunate consequence,
and so if God is going to restore humans to the life of the garden,
they are going to have to change.
Okay.
And it's going to have to do what the problem humans have
of declaring good and bad
based on their own limited
wisdom or based on their distorted
desires. Yeah, that's what the
Eden story teaches you. And if they're in that
state with distorted desires
defining good and bad on their own terms
and they're also living forever,
we've got
a real big problem. Yeah.
Not for God necessarily.
I mean, God will be sad
that his creatures are living in
eternal self-caused torment.
Well, it would be cruel for God
to be like, here, keep living forever in this state.
Like, let's just perpetuate this horrible situation.
Yeah, so we've adopted the phrase from Sheldon von Aachen
to describe this scene as God's severe mercy of exiling the humans.
But with a promise buried up in God's lament a few verses earlier
that there would be a seed of the woman who would reverse all this in some way.
Okay.
So in a similar way, then, for the same set of reasons that God,
exiled Adam and Eve because they are not in a state to enjoy the garden land anymore. So what God is
doing with Israel is then the inverse of that. God wants to bring them into the garden land, but because
they are not yet ready, he's going to take them into the wilderness and bring them through
experiences that will teach them. So we looked at the narratives of those experiences in the previous
conversation from this one. So those are that wandering in the wilderness stories of the
Israelites, Exodus 15, 16, 17, and then numbers 11 through 21. So we looked at that.
And what the people consistently do is grumble, complain, and then when God does provide,
they don't really trust God. When God gives them daily provision, they constantly try and
hoard and get more for themselves.
The severe mercy
becomes its own type of problem.
Yeah, yeah, that's right. They don't like God's
severe mercy. And so they start
rebelling against it until eventually
they just say, we don't want to go into the garden land.
Like we're going to go back to Egypt.
Yeah, they're meant to, in the wilderness, learn, I can trust God,
there can be enough
when I'm experiencing the limits of myself
God will provide.
They're just going
learning all these things
and they're learning it
because God keeps showing up
for them.
Yeah, yeah, that's right.
But instead of learning it,
they don't.
They don't.
I mean, it's just like
when it comes down to
they're hungry and thirsty again,
they don't trust God.
And they're tired.
They're tired of having
their trust tested in God.
So it culminates
with the rebellion
of the spies in Numbers, chapters 13 and 14, and that's when God says, like, okay, you don't want
to go into the land, you don't think I can protect you, so you guys journey in the wilderness
for 40 years until the Exodus generation dies off and the children who went out in
the Exodus from Egypt, when they're adults, they can inherit the good land. And that's the moment
where Moses finds himself with that second generation, and he's brought them around
the east to the edge of the land right at the Jordan River, about to go in, and Moses gives a series of impassioned speeches to the children of the Exodus generation that we call the speeches the Deuteronomy scroll.
So let's take a moment now, because we're going to see Moses pick up all these ideas and then apply them to the children of the Exodus generation.
So to Deuteronomy, we go.
So Deuteronomy is a big complex scroll. This is the fifth scroll of the Torah.
We did a whole nine-episode series on Deuteronomy a couple years ago.
So, like, that's all...
The year of the Torah.
Year of the Torah.
So that's all back there.
So I'll just kind of summarize.
The opening line is,
these are the words that Moses spoke to all Israel across the Jordan in the wilderness.
That is, in the Arava, which is the kind of desert prairie land.
Yeah.
Opposite Suf between Paran and Tofel and Lavan and Haseyrot and Dezahav, you know, those places.
No, I don't know those places.
That's all east of the Jordan, though.
But summary, it's just 11 days walk from Horeb, which is referring to Mount Sinai, by way of Mount Sayyre to Kedish Barnea, which is where the Israelites rebelled and chose to not go into the garden land.
Now here we are in the 40th year of the 11th month.
Yeah.
Talk about two steps forward, one step back.
Yeah, two steps forward, 1,800 steps back, something like that.
Yeah.
And a circle.
Okay.
So in Deuteronomy 1 through 3, the opening speech, Moses essentially just summarizes what a disaster, the last 40 years have been.
I mean, it's just a disaster.
And he constantly highlights the disaster of the Israelites' responses versus what God kept doing for them.
and he keeps mentioning
how terrible the wilderness
has been. That was 40 years.
Yeah. I mean, he's had
a really... It's not just
like a bad day. No.
It's not just like a bad year.
Yeah.
It's like half your lifetime.
So, he calls the wilderness
in chapter 1 verse 19 that they've been
wandering through. He calls it the great and terrible
wilderness. I mean, great meaning
huge. Huge.
terrible wilderness
you showed that verse before right
that sounds familiar
at the very beginning
yeah that's right
the great and terrible
he also highlights
how in chapter 1
verse 30
he said
Yahweh your God
who goes before you
when you go into the land
you guys across the river
he's going to fight
your battles on your behalf
just like he did
back in Egypt when you were kids
and
he's going to go before you
in the wilderness where you saw how Yahweh your God carried you just like a man carries his son
all the way that you've walked. It's a very important image. So just like a father would carry
their son through the wilderness. But despite all of this, y'all just do not trust Yahweh your God
still. Then he recounts the rebellion of the spies. Now the people wanted to turn around. He
recounts how Yahweh brought them on the east side, and they encountered giants, Ogg,
living in Bashan, and Yahweh conquered the challenge, even more giants, and so on.
So all of this leads up to a really important speech in Deuteronomy 8.
And Deuteronomy 8 really is the moment where Moses focuses in on, what has God been doing?
why did he carry us for 40 years
when it really was just
we could have finished this in 11 days
like what was that for
you could say well it was because of the
rebellion of our parents
and okay that's true he just
highlighted that a lot
but is there something more that we're supposed to take away
what is it that would make the people ready
and Deuteronomy 8 is a really powerful meditation
in essence
to pull the cat out of the bag
is that right
pulled a rabbit out of the hat
cat out of the bag
the cat's out of the bag
pulled the punchline
there is
for a heart
that is not trained
to view every
moment of goodness
in my life
as a sheer gift from God
that is not my own
I didn't make it
and I don't sustain it.
It's just a gift that inspires gratitude and humility.
If that's not the state of my heart,
then there can be such a thing as too much goodness
that will deceive your heart
and take you places you do not want to go.
In that case, the garden land can actually be the worst possible thing
that could happen to a person if that's the state of their heart.
That's the big idea.
If they reach out their hand or the tree of life
and live forever in this state.
Yeah.
Okay.
This is Moses' way of exploring in more depth.
So this is good biblical, like meditation literature style,
that little, kind of ambiguous thing that God said
is getting fully explored here in Deuteronomy, Chapter 8.
So let's dive in.
So Moses says to the Israelites,
all of these commandments that I'm commanding you today,
the first time the word command appears in the Torah is in Genesis 2 when God commands the human saying don't
that's the divine command yep that's the first divine command now we've got hundreds
with Israel but all of them yeah for context we got a lot at Sinai we've learned a lot
throughout the stories they're sprinkled in the Torah but then here in Deuteronomy he's
restating the law for this next generation yeah that's right okay yep you got it so all
the commandments I am commanding you today, you must keep to do them so that you may have life
and multiply. Those are key words of the Genesis blessing to be fruitful, multiply, have long life
in the land. Okay. And so that you can go and take possession of the land that Yahweh swore on
oath to your ancestors. So first of all, there's a whole bunch of wise commands, God's giving
you. If you keep them, you will have life. And the Eden blessing will be yours. So, first of all,
you need to keep and do them. And you're going to do that by verse two, remembering all of the way
that Yahweh or God led you these 40 years in the desert. And then we get some purpose statements.
Why did God do that? In order, first of all, to humble you. This is the Hebrew word, Inna,
which, there's a noun, or actually it's an adjective form of the a-knee, which is the poor or afflicted, the people in a low social position.
So this is what Abraham and Sarah do to Hegar.
It's the same word.
It gets translated, oppress.
Oh, it does?
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
This word.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So what it means is to put someone in a position of someone.
social rank below you so that they are dependent on you.
And that's what God is doing to Israel in the wilderness.
Yeah, that's what the wilderness does to someone.
Yeah, it reduces you to nothing.
Yeah.
Place of utter dependence.
It oppresses you.
Yeah.
Now, I guess the difference is Abraham and Sarah, Ina, Hegar, and, like, she has to run away,
and she's just like, you know, desperate out in the wilderness.
and God's the one who provides for her.
Here in this wilderness, God Inaz is people,
but then he is the one providing for them.
So it's a pretty different scenario.
Well, we're at the puzzle again,
which is, is the wilderness the unfortunate place
that we go because of our own folly and oppressing others?
Or is the wilderness a place where God can lead us into to prepare us?
Yeah, that's right.
And if you use this word in the sense of,
I'm forcing you or myself into the wilderness,
oppression feels like a good word.
Yeah, yeah, right.
But when we talk about God doing it to us,
you can kind of see it's got the same.
It might look the same.
It might kind of feel the same,
where I'm being pushed into an area
where I'm not going to have enough.
I'm going to feel like I'm at the end of myself.
Yeah, I'm going to be scared.
Yeah.
I'm going to be afraid.
I don't know what's next.
Not as many resources,
and I don't have as much control.
and this is what it feels like to be impressed.
Yeah, it's so interesting.
For God to do that for us, it's the testing motif.
Yeah, that's what God says next.
Okay.
Literally, that's the next phrase.
So Yahweh led you in the desert in order to ena you, humble you,
and to test you, to know what is in your heart,
whether you would keep his commandments or not.
Yeah, and the test we always talked about.
a test could either be a trap or an opportunity depending on the person doing it.
Yeah, and their purpose.
And their purpose.
Their intent.
And so same thing with this word enah.
And nah could be oppression or an opportunity to be humbled and to accept something more, depending
on the purpose of the person.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And the purpose is to bring to the surface what is in your heart.
Hebrew Leve, or Levavav. It's the center of desire and will and purpose. So what do you desire
the most? What do you trust the most? What's in your heart? Yeah, what is in your heart. And the test
brings that to the surface. So he unfolds it more in verse three. He says, so God, Enod, you. And he let
you go hungry. But then he fed you with the
what is it?
The mana.
The mana.
Yeah.
And this mana, you didn't know it.
And your ancestors, they didn't know it.
But he fed you with it in order to make you know.
This is a good example.
That's a good wordplay on no.
So the test is for God to know what's in your heart.
Okay.
He gave you food you didn't know, that your fathers didn't know,
in order to make you know.
that it's not by bread alone that a human lives,
but by everything that goes out from the mouth of Yahweh.
This is an important line for lots of reasons.
Yeah.
This is helpful to read this line in context.
Yeah, isn't it?
Yeah.
Jesus quotes this line.
Yeah, because Jesus quotes this line.
In the wilderness.
And it's been a riddle to me.
Yeah.
What is it that really keeps humans alive?
Yeah.
I'm tempted to think that it is food because that has been true of my entire life experience from the moment I've been born.
The food that is provided for me keeps me alive.
Yeah.
And in one sense, it does.
But what is real life?
Garden life is being able to live by God's wisdom.
That's how you can have that kind of life.
And to do that, you need a heart.
is willing to listen to the wisdom of God and to step in line with it.
Yeah, and here's another way to think about that.
So think back to the Eden narrative.
It's out of the nothingness of the wilderness that God pops a spring up out of the ground
and plants the garden.
So even the garden itself is full of now food for the human.
Fruit.
By fruit, does the human live in the garden?
And if the human is only ever in that garden and forgets as the years go by of the dust from which the human came,
then it would be very easy for that human to think like, oh, it's the fruit that keeps me alive.
But even the fruit is itself surrounded by the nothingness of the wilderness.
The garden is surrounded by the nothingness.
And so sometimes you could just tell yourself that in the garden,
remember that, be like, hey, thanks God for the fruit today. Because I know that it doesn't have to
exist. It just exists because you are providing it for me today. So that's one way to know
that it's not by fruit alone that a human lives. But then there's this other experiential way
because the fruit only is sustained there by the word of God that brought it into being in
the first place. So in a way, you can learn that lesson in the will.
which is the opposite, which is I'm out in the wilderness, and then God just provides, like, once a day, a bit of heavenly fruit that is the mana, the bread from heaven.
And then it's just a little daily bread that keeps me alive, and that that's another way to know.
And one is certainly more pleasant than the other.
It's more pleasant to be surrounded by as much bread as you need.
But the point is that whether I'm in the garden or in the wilderness, the ultimate reality, the ultimate reality is that, the ultimate reality is,
is that any thing that I have that is good
is because of the word of Yahweh,
not from the food itself.
The food is the result of the word.
The food is dependent on the word of Yahweh.
And it's very clear when it's mana,
and it's like the only reason it shows up today
is because God said it would.
But I forget that when I'm in the garden.
So maybe the analogy is that
we've talked about this before.
You and I have grown up in a time and a place
where we've never experienced
any kind of real dire food scarcity, food insecurity.
And so it's very easy to think that I live off of food.
And it requires an imagination to say,
but where does food come from?
You know, you do this with your kids.
You know, well, it arrives on the truck to the store.
Well, who put it on the truck?
And where are the people who put it on the truck get it from?
Well, it came from a field.
And, you know, go all the way back.
You could eventually get to, it came from God.
It's that kind of thing.
Yeah.
But it takes work, imaginative work.
Yes.
But then it takes a lot of trust because even myself, I grew up with plenty of food.
I have plenty of food now.
It doesn't take too much, especially as I'm getting older.
I don't know what it is, for me to start to worry about food insecurity.
Yeah.
Yeah, no.
Like, it's just as a thought of experiment.
It just occurred to me, I talked about this, and when we went through Sermin on the Mount,
I don't know how to grow food.
Like, if there's a problem, the food chains go down.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I don't know how I'm going to feed my family.
Like, I would be completely dependent on however the community rallies.
And so if there's famines, you know, for whatever reason, it's like, what do I do?
Yeah, that's right.
And then I can worry about it, but today has enough worries of its own, as he says.
That's right.
And ultimately, everything comes from God.
Yeah.
Can I trust in the goodness of God?
Yep.
Apparently that is such an important lesson to learn.
Because let's think back to Adam and Eve.
So apparently the number one lesson was to know that it's not by fruit or bread that a human has life.
And underneath that is...
But it is.
Right?
Yeah.
Isn't that part of the irony of this?
Well, I guess, you know, it's a stark contrast.
It's not by that alone.
Alone.
That a human lives.
Rather, it's the word of Yahweh
that provides the bread and the fruit.
Right.
That's the ultimate lifeline.
It's so easy to go around thinking,
if I just had enough food
or enough whatever,
like that's what life is.
Yeah.
That's the good life.
It's just enough.
But where is that all coming from?
And I live in such a way that I think I've got to get that and take that as I need it and I see fit.
I'm not actually creating real life.
And so enough food is not actually true life.
Yeah, that's right.
Here, let's finish this little part of the reason why.
So he says it was in order to make you know, not by bread alone does human live,
but by everything that comes out of the mouth of Yahweh.
He says, your clothing did not wear out on you.
Your feet did not swell over these 40 years.
Is that new detail?
Yeah, that's an interesting little thing.
No, your feet can get swollen walking on hot sand.
And you should know, in your heart,
that as a man instructs his son,
it's not the word Torah, it's the word yasser.
Some of them translate it as discipline, but it's about your teaching through hardship, you're teaching through challenge.
Okay.
Just as a man instructs his son, so Yahweh your God was instructing you, keep the commands of Yahweh, walk in his ways and, last word, fear him.
And that's an important theme too.
Back to the Garden of Eden story and then into Proverbs, the fear of the Lord.
is the beginning of wisdom.
Like, that's true wisdom.
And we're back to...
Now we have multiple ways to talk about
what comes out of the mouth of God
and multiple ways to talk about
how I relate to the word of God.
It's to follow, to keep,
to do, to remember, and to fear.
And then what God does
is he speaks and he commands
and he provides.
And instructs.
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
Hmm.
So let's probe a little deeper then.
So that was all about God's purpose.
So what is it that God knows about humans that he would bring somebody through such a severe mercy?
Verse 7, well, Yahweh, your God's bringing you into a really good land.
It's Tov, Hebrew word Tov.
I mean, this land has streams of water.
It's got springs, and it has deep waters coming out in the valleys and on top of the hills.
Oh, yeah, springs everywhere.
it's a land of wheat and barley and vines and fig trees and pomegranate trees
olive trees that have olive oil man there's honey
beehives everywhere i mean it's a land where you can eat food in it without any scarcity
you will not find it lacking anything the stones are made of iron and the mountains
are a place where you can mine copper it's got what you need it's the eden land
and you will eat
and you'll be satisfied
and you will bless Yahweh your God
because of the good land he's given to you
what a gift
I mean who doesn't want that
you know
guard yourself
this is great
this is the word
of what the cherubim were commissioned to do
at the end of Genesis 3
to guard the way with that sword
to guard the way
they're guarding the entrance to the garden
Yeah. Now, the idea is he's going to bring you into the good land, so guard yourself.
Become your own guards.
Okay.
So that you don't forget, Yahweh, your God, and not keep his commands and regulations and statutes.
And I'm commanding you today.
And then he uses the same word that God used in Genesis 3 when he said,
the humans become like one of us, knowing good and bad, and now so that he doesn't stretch out his hand.
or, and now the English word lest, sometimes used here, lest he take, send out his hand and take.
The word lest means so that not.
The Hebrew word pen, and Moses uses it here.
So he says, lest or so that it won't take place that when you've eaten and you're satisfied
and have built good houses and live in them and have multiplied herds and flocks,
and you accumulate all kinds of silver and gold, and everything is multiplied,
Here's what we want to prevent.
Your heart getting raised up on high,
like its head up in the skies,
like a certain city I can think of.
And then you forget Yahweh, your God.
You know, the one who brought you up out of Egypt,
the house of slavery,
you know, the one who led you in that great and terrible wilderness,
don't forget, it's full of snakes and scorpions
and parched ground where there is no water.
He's the one who brought you water out from the flinty rock.
He's the one who fed you manna in the wilderness,
which your ancestors did not know in order to humble you and in order to test you
so that, here's a new statement, he could do good tov to you in the future.
Yeah, he wants you in the land.
Yeah.
That abundant land.
That's the good.
It's the good.
It's the future good.
Yeah.
That's the inheritance.
Yeah.
and the wilderness was a necessary way to prepare your heart because this is what Harry
you're saying or Moses saying when you get there and you're going to eat all this good stuff
it's going to be good good food good houses good resources your heart will be raised up on high
and you'll forget Yahweh you'll forget Yahweh yeah and then what will you say on your heart
this next line okay my strength
and the might of my hand
here we are back to the human's hand
in the good land
the strength of my hand
has produced this wealth
for myself
you actually come to think
that you're the one who made it
man this is human psychology
there can be something that is so
plainly obvious
but when you tell yourself
a different story about something
day after day after day
you can actually convince yourself
that something that you know isn't true
can eventually seem like it's true.
It's really wild.
Yeah.
Unless you have some mechanism
to, like, remind you of reality.
Huh.
Yeah.
It's even trickier, though,
when the illusion feels very real.
Mm-hmm.
That's right.
Yeah, totally.
You know, like, I have a job.
Mm-hmm.
Or a farm.
Yeah.
Or we can make it real.
Well, let's make it.
Like to our time and place, or we can be ancient Israelis.
We're farmers.
I see this plot of land.
I see the potential in this plot of land.
I take the rocks out of it.
I build that wall to keep the deer out.
The boar, the wild boar.
I till it.
I sow the seed.
I watch over it and I harvest it.
I did that.
I did that.
And when I'm eating the meal with my family,
I could feel good about myself.
I did all of that.
I did.
That's right.
That's right.
And so it's not hard to tell yourself that story because that is the story you just experienced.
Underneath that story, though, is, well, but did you create that land?
Did you create the seed?
Did you actually grow the crop?
Did you water the land?
Does any of this, like, exist because of you?
Yeah, or, as Moses says, who is the one who gave you strength to produce the wells?
Yeah.
Who birthed you?
Yeah.
Who's responsible for your existence?
Did you give yourself this body?
Yeah.
Did you give yourself this mind that saw the potential in the field?
Mm-hmm.
And so the illusion's very real.
It's almost like you have to step underneath of it and start to question some pretty basic,
fundamental things you take for granted.
That's right.
Yeah.
Yeah, and that takes work, mental effort.
You're thinking against the grain of your daily experience
where you can feel like you're the one doing all the work.
So is that what we're saying?
That's what the wilderness does.
The wilderness, like, pops the illusion for you fast.
Yeah, that's great.
It's a way of pulling back the curtain.
Do you use another metaphor?
Yeah, yeah.
It's an apocalypse.
It reveals what is ultimately true about reality,
which is we don't supply our own existence.
We aren't responsible for where, when, or how we were born
or into what kind of circumstances.
We aren't really in control of where we go and what we do.
We think that we are.
And we do have agency.
And I think this is what the biblical authors are trying to show
about humans in the world and why we're unique.
That we do have agency.
But that agency is wholly dependent on things far beyond us.
And if we see ourselves as real agents and images of a divine purpose and being and will,
then we'll recognize that our agency is real but also real limited.
And that will make us, yeah, dependent on the wisdom.
And word of someone greater than ourselves, who is the real provider for everything.
My hand did not produce this wealth.
Even if my hand produced it, it actually didn't ultimately.
It is in cooperation with something bigger and deeper and more fundamental
that actually we're dependent on.
And to forget that will then lead us into a way of life
where we actually can't receive the good anymore.
We'll be unable to actually have life.
Yeah, we'll be unable to discern between good and bad.
We'll be thinking we're enjoying the good,
but really we'll be creating bad.
Yeah, and maybe this is where back to those narratives about Abraham and Sarah
are helpful because they weren't holy evil people.
They were themselves a suffering.
hurting couple dealing with the emotional pain of infertility, right, after decades. So they were
reacting even out of their pain for abusing their Egyptian slave, which ended up putting her
in the wilderness. So the reasons why we're really bad at discerning between good and bad
is because we ourselves are this complex mix of good and bad. And unless we are connected to a
source of wisdom about good and bad above and beyond our own, life and the good land will not be
good for us. We're to the heart of what the wilderness does to people that prepares them ideally
to go into the good land. That's exactly what Moses. You can imagine, I think we are meant to imagine
Moses could have given this speech to Adam and Eve, like the day and Kane and Abel.
Oh, when they were exiled. Yeah. To say like, we want to get back in, God. But what's the speech
before they're exiled, where it's like
they're natively kind of
placed in the garden, but still
as children of sorts,
like they need to learn to trust
God's wisdom, but within the garden.
So God isn't saying, all right,
guys, here we go, we're going
to travel through the wilderness so that when we get to
the garden, you're going to enjoy it so
much, that's not
Genesis 2. Genesis 2 is just
yeah, well, come to the garden. Yeah.
Yep. Here you are. Welcome.
Here you are. Eat from every tree
the garden.
Yeah.
That's what God says.
Yeah.
Enjoy.
Is that story supposed to kind of clue us in to be like, yeah, that's not really possible.
You need the wilderness.
No, no, no, no.
Actually, this is great.
Because even though the word test is not used in the garden, here Moses is saying, God's commands
to you as you've been journeying through the wilderness.
And the commands have been about take the manor for each day.
The commands are about trusting what God.
has provided for you, that it is enough.
Okay.
In the garden, the test was the single command, which is in joy.
It sounded like all the oxen feed.
Every tree eats.
Yeah, but there's one.
But there's one.
But there's one.
So instead, it's the inverse.
But it's also the inverse of the desert.
In the desert, there's no trees.
There's just one little piece of daily bread there.
Okay.
Well, that's interesting.
Whereas in the garden, there's trees everywhere, and there's only.
only one that you can't eat.
So the molding the humans into people who trust in God's word more than the bread in the garden
was still happening.
That's right.
But it was simpler.
Yeah, that's right.
It was an easier test.
It was a bite-sized test.
It was a bite-sized test, and they still blew it.
Yeah, but this is why for years we've meditated on God's command about the tree.
Why not the tree?
The tree is an opportunity for them to learn wisdom, not.
by taking from a tree, but the tree presents an opportunity for them to trust God's word.
Listen to the word. That's real wisdom. That is the subject. That's ultimately what they need to learn
in the garden. That's right. To live by, not by fruit alone, but by the word and the command that
proceeds from God's mouth. You can learn that in the wilderness, and it's actually much more stark
and memorable, but you can learn it in the garden too. You can learn it in the garden. That's right.
but how difficult is it to learn it in the garden because in the garden you can just easily start to go
I got everything I need yeah why do I need to listen to the voice of God's right look at what I have
look at what I've done so notice that what God wants to teach the way God is trying to teach them
when they're in the garden is by voluntarily depriving themselves yeah oppressing them
of some piece of good that they could have yeah but I choose not that that's interesting
think of the
prohibition against the tree
as an oppression
dude
this is so fascinating
in the book of
Leviticus when it refers
to different feast days
when the Israelites are to fast
the Hebrew phrase for fasting
in the Hebrew Bible is
to oppress myself
okay well this whole time
we've been talking about the wilderness
and it just feels like
it feels like fasting
is what we've been talking about
exactly yeah so again
the Hebrew
phrase for fasting in the Hebrew Bible. There's another one, SOM. Okay. That just means to fast,
but the one that's most commonly used in the Torah is to enafshhi, to oppress myself. Wow.
Nafti being myself, my nefesh. My nefesh. Oh, yeah. To oppress my being. But I voluntarily
deprive myself as something that I could have, but to remind myself that I don't live by
this good thing. I live because of God's wisdom.
I periodically deprive myself.
This is the logic of fasting.
It's a way to teach yourself to fully appreciate the good things that you do have.
Which makes so much sense that when Jesus goes in the wilderness for 40 days, he's fasting.
That's why he's out there.
And he quotes from this speech.
And he quotes from this speech.
Okay, but I like this.
You can actually learn what you need to learn in the garden or in the wilderness.
Just one is more pleasant than the other.
Actually, but it's not pleasant.
It's not pleasant to deprive yourself.
No, it's never, it is never pleasant to deprive yourself.
And I guess what we're saying, though, what Moses is saying is, when you're in the good land of the garden, the illusion becomes so much more real to you.
This is because of you.
And so the voice of God will slowly slip away to be like, what do I need that for?
And the snake can easily be like, yeah, actually, you really can't trust that.
He's holding out on you.
Mm-hmm. Yeah.
Like, in the good land, that becomes harder in some way.
Mm-hmm. Totally.
Although in the wilderness, it's not like...
It's not enjoyable, it's not enjoyable and not like Israel did great.
Yeah. It definitely requires more...
I was going to say willpower, but not really.
Willpower is a depleting resource throughout the day.
I think it really is about desire.
What do I desire more than food?
Do I have a desire that transcends my physical appetites?
And if my desire really is to live in intimate closeness and dependence on the word of Yahweh, the word of my creator, then I can deprive myself temporarily in trust that there will be enough again soon.
And the wilderness is an unpleasant way to learn that lesson, but that is.
what the lesson is. Again, back, this is Deuteron 816. This was in order to humble you,
in order to test you so that he could do good to you in the future. There will be a garden.
Yeah. But this season is a test. So that you can actually handle the good.
You can handle the good. That God is going to do to you in the future. Yeah. That's it.
Yeah. When you locked on to why God didn't take them,
The Israelites on the direct route.
Yeah, there's a direct route back to the last point.
I think we're on to something very important to the heartbeat of this idea, this theme.
The wilderness is the truth.
The wilderness tells the truth that the ground of human existence isn't ourselves.
It comes from someone outside ourselves, which means our existence and every little piece of goodness that sustains my existence.
is just a sheer gift of God.
And it's hard to remember that.
Yeah.
The wilderness is both the nothingness from which I came,
and then it's also I kind of like walk into that nothingness on purpose in little ways.
I can do it to myself or God can lead me into it.
But it's all for the purpose of trusting that he has good in store for me that I still need to get
ready for. Yeah. God can teach me what I need to learn in the garden or in the wilderness.
When we choose the wilderness or when God knows we're not actually prepared to go back in the garden.
Yeah. Yep. Then God will teach us what we need to know in the wilderness. And there's something about
the wilderness where these tests are much more stark. Yeah. And then God's provision.
visions are that much more apparent.
Yeah, that's right.
And surprising and clear.
So you're learning the lesson in a very basic way.
You can't say you did this because you're in the wilderness.
God showed up for you.
That's right.
Where in the garden, it's much easier to forget.
But I think the question I've been having is, is the wilderness necessary?
And Genesis 2 tells us no.
Yeah, that's right.
This could have all happened in the garden.
If you just read the Exodus narratives of the wilderness,
it kind of feels like, well, maybe it is necessary.
But that's because God knows they weren't going to enter the land.
And so if they're not going to enter the land, then yeah,
we've got to learn a few things in the wilderness first.
But it's not because you have to go through the wilderness.
You could learn this in the garden.
But we are now in the wilderness.
We will buck against going into the land.
And if we're in the land and we're not ready, we're going to forget, lift up ourselves.
And so we've got to learn this in the wilderness.
Yeah.
It's good.
Deuteronomy 8 is a wonderful example of the bio.
as meditation literature, that a chapter near the end of the Torah is actually fully exploring
an idea that was implicit within the Garden of Eden's story about God's command.
So this was an important step for me, as we talk about this theme, to focus in on.
What happens next to the story is Israelites go into the land.
Moses dies.
This generation goes into the land.
and they do a pretty good job of trusting God
and inheriting the land
and God drives out or defeats
many of the Canaanites that try to attack them
and are hostile.
Some Canaanites join them
and settle in the good land with them
and enter into the covenant.
It all falls apart when this generation dies
in the days of the judges
and it's just chaos.
This is the book of judges
and the early chapters of Samuel.
And so God raises up a leader for his people.
And I'm just really summarizing here that leads to the arrival of a king named David.
The God raises up to replace Israel's first self-chosen king, a guy named Saul.
And David, and David's story is the next biblical character where the wilderness comes into play in a really big way in his story.
It features here and there, but in the David's story, if you just look at a concordance,
the words for wilderness, Midbar and Sadeh, desert and field, like just are off the Richter scale
at a certain part of his story.
Super interesting.
And it's all about a season of David's life where God leads him into the wilderness
before he gives him the garden of Jerusalem.
And so we're going to look at David's tests in the wilderness.
in the book of Samuel next.
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