Boozy Bookgasms - Daddy Issues

Episode Date: February 27, 2025

Sugar Baby by Harley Madison Hey, school's expensive, and a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. Sometimes, the most educational experiences happen outside the classroom and in this case come with some pretty hot perks.    Signature Cocktail: Multiple Orgasm Ingredients: Vodka, Amaretto, Tia Maria, Half & Half In a cocktail shaker, add ice, 1/2 oz Vodka, 3/4 oz Amaretto and 3/4 oz Tia Maria and 2ct. Half & Half.  Shake until chilled and strain into a tall glass to serve. 

Buckle-up, Clititure Fans. We're in for some boozy bookgasms today. Join three cousins creating a titillating headspace where steamy romance novels collide with strong cocktails. So sit back, sip slow, and enjoy the ride. Okay, Clititure fans, welcome back to Boosy Bookgasms. I'm Lynn. I'm Kim.

I'm Jen. And we're here with a great book today named Sugar Baby by Harley Madison. It is a quick read, very steamy. But before we get started, what are we drinking tonight? Well, as you guys know, I have an intimate relationship with vodka. So, wherever I can use it, I'm going to. So I took my two passion drinks, so vodka and coffee, with this hot steamy book to give us a multiple orgasm. Some vodka, some amaretto, coffee liquor, half and half.

served chilled. It is smooth with only four ingredients and they're yummy, just like our four main characters. Sit it and enjoy. Cheers. Yeah. Thank you. This is so good. I know. Very like an espresso martini. Yeah. Well, who doesn't love an orgasm. Well, that too. And multiple. And multiple. I mean. She gets multiple, but not as many as you'd think with a book like that. Oh. Well, go ahead and get started. Spoiler alert. All right. So diving right in, we have our female main character. Emory, although we'll kind of refer to her as Emmy. So she is an 18-year-old rising college student. She hasn't even started college yet. She has a bit of a backstory that you kind of have to piece together through the first few chapters. She has basically no money. It opens up with her at her apartment, with her brand new roommate. They're about to start college. And she's eating like crackers. Like she has six crackers an allotment for dinner that night. She started. Yeah. She's a freshman. No money. Freshman and call. And she is waiting for that college meal plan to kick in.

It doesn't kick in until like the next day. So she's parsing out of crackers for dinner. And you start to realize she has somebody named Trey in her life. But you don't really know who he is. They don't really introduce her relationship to him. But you obviously start piecing it together. But she's in her apartment. She's with this new roommate.

Okay. She's super cute. She's wearing designer clothes. She's super hot, boozy. very total opposite and super energetic, right? Yeah. And so she kind of in some ways takes pity on Emery and says, well, hey, if you need to make a little bit of extra money, there's this app called Sugar Baby that you should look into. And so Emmy is kind of intrigued, but she's also a little reticent. And Oakley basically says, listen, like you could just look into it. You don't have to sign up.

You don't have to accept a date or anything. But there's plenty of. have options on this site. So basically it's essentially a prostitution site where a woman can go. Escort. Escourt. But it doesn't have to be just kind of an escort service that goes very deep. Right. Literally and figuratively into their selection, right? They get to pick the level that they want to engage to join. Right. Sure. She says like there's all these levels. You can just go out on a dinner date with a daddy and they'll pay you like $100. There's one called kiss and don't tell. The assumption is like only kissing or various other sort of stages. There was a blowjrops or sex or one night or for a weekend. And there's all of these different categories. And you can basically choose and filter what you want. The monetary exchange is called gift. And there are basically as you're going through these various date options, there are multiple boxes and different colors. So some colors mean lower end dates. A certain color might mean $100. And if you had four of those little gift boxes at that color, it's $400. Or all the way up to. like the red box, which is like super high. So she's talking to her all about this. And again, Emmy doesn't really know Oakley, a little reticent. But you start to realize like she's probably

done this before, but not in such a great setting. Like we're talking about Emmy, right? Yeah, she's been pimped out by this guy, Trey, multiple times. She's bounced from foster care to foster care. She's got no real family dynamic. The only person we hear about is this Trey, who sounds like a total sleaze bag. At some point I thought he was like a brother. He's a foster brother, but he uses her. Yeah. But I couldn't figure out if they were in a relationship. Yeah. He also slept with her at some point. She talks about that. She talks about how he waits in the other room and uses her as payment for things or to move up in his group. Right. She also felt safe in these encounters because Tray was on the other side and I kind of got the impression he was into drugs or something. And she was always paying off his debt by sleeping with some guy. and he would be in the other room so she felt safe. He was tax trafficking her. Sure.

Where she got no payment. Right. Yeah. She was doing it for him. Yeah, which is why she's so standoffish with Oakley because no one's ever really cared about her except her version of caring, which was Trey. So why would this person want to step up and help her? It feels a little trappish. But she got this scholarship.

This is her way out. And she's like, I'm going to get an accounting degree. I'm going to break the cycle. She even said that at some point. She's smart. She's going for her CPA. She just got a lot of baggage. Yeah. And the accounting thing is all because she feels like it's a stable environment. Not for the love of it necessarily. She just, no. She'll always have a job as an account. She's quite rational, I think, like throughout most of the book, right? Where she's like, I'm doing this for a reason. I have an out. So basically she's looking at this website. And Oakley kind of takes her phone and signs her up and basically says you don't have to engage, but like takes. a look at it and here it is. And she makes up Imri's nickname, Emmy. And Emmy is basically her handle on this website. She basically says, yeah, yeah, thanks a lot. I'll think about it. And then she goes to bed. And that's when she really thinks about it. She goes to a room, pretend she's going to

sleep and really starts digging in, looking at all the dates, looking at all the different situations. Would she be willing? Would she not be willing? And she comes across a date and the handle for the date or the profile is Brat for Us. So Brat with the number for us. So Brat with the number for us. And it's a no-holds bar. It's everything's on the table for this profile, this date that they want to do. And she starts reading more and more. And she starts realizing they use the words, we like, it is for daddies. Four daddies want access to one, quote, baby girl for a night. And it's a hell of a gift box. Yeah, it's red. One red gift box, right? Which means $10,000. And for our money-oriented poor Chika, like she is like, holy shit, what will this

$10,000 for one night to have sex with these guys. I've already basically done this for a free. In her mind, it would set her up for the whole semester. And this is where, to me, I start getting really itchy about this because I'm all about the sex and I'm all about, you know, like doing what's right for you. And it's funny because I have no problem with people being kidnapped and then falling in love with their kidnapper. But there's just something about like the prostitution angle of this that just really. See, this did not bother me.

That is the craziest thing to me. So funny. Because one, she's 16 with older fucking guys. 18, rather 18 with older fucking guys. And she's doing it just for money. And it doesn't bother you. It does not because it's sex work, right? And she is making choices.

It's her choice. She's in complete control. And we'll get into this. But she can opt out at any time. They lay it all out on the table. She makes all the choices. And if she wants to walk away, she can. It's consensual.

Nobody's playing mind games with her. Nobody's trying. to convince her this is something that it is. They tell her exactly what it is and she makes a choice to do it. And they check in with her. Consistently checking in with her, which I love. But this, this was all a little sad for me. I know. There are moments, I'm like, I'm all about the sex. I'm about the choice. I'm like, I'm with you, Jen. It all makes sense. But then I was like, it bothered me with her background. Yes. That's what got me. If she had like an average normal family background and she made this choice to make money, it's different to me

for some reason in my mind. She just is using her body again and it's so sad that she feels that's all she has. And that bothered me. If she, like I said, if she came from a normal upbringing and was just like a poor college kid, didn't have any trauma, wasn't slapped around, wasn't abused, wasn't put through all this stuff with people she did trust, it would be a different story for me. Now, don't get me wrong, it was hot. It was hot. Throughout the whole thing. It was hot.

But it bothered me to the point where like, and I know you're going to get to this Lynn, so I'm sorry. It bothered me that her whole thing was to please the death. Yeah, to be a good girl. Yeah, we will get a good girl. We will get into that. I just want to make one more point. Previously, when her body was used, she got nothing in exchange. She was never paid for it.

She had no control. She was doing it because she was being manipulated. She's getting payment for it, and it's her choice to do it that way. However, we get to the choices we make in our life, we can all reflect backwards and be like, oh, I was fucked up, and this is why I made that choice. She got to this point in her life and made the choice to do this. I feel like it was more empowering for her because she was like, you know what? I've heard so many times, and she even said countless, nameless faces, and it was sad. It's so sad.

But she had a choice. I don't have to do this, but I am going to do it and I'm going to do it my way. I'm going to get paid for it and I'm okay with it. Well, still makes me sad. It still makes me sad too. And I feel like sometimes it is your choice, but how much of a choice do you really have like when you're in a certain situation? Like mentally. And to get out, like she's like, I don't have a choice.

This would set me up for the year. There's no choice here, right? But we'll get into all of that. And listen, like, it was her choice. She went in open, open eyed. I just was interesting that you were so good with it, considering other books that we've read, that people had made choices that you were not good with. So, and they made their own choices. I have one more point to me.

She could have, she could have gone to dinner with a guy and made 200 bucks. She could have just, you know, sexted with a guy and made 50 bucks, whatever. Like, she really just needed a couple hundred bucks to get by. She chose to go from zero, from zero to 100. That's because how little she valued herself. That is so sad. And because she said, I can do it in one night and I can be done with it forever. Like, she was like, I will sell my soul for one more night to be able to make my rent for the rest.

Did Oakley make you guys sad? Did you think Oakley's situation was sad? No. I didn't. I didn't. Because she didn't have the trauma. No, she didn't have the trauma or feel forced or feel forced. You don't know Oakley's backstory.

Well, I just made it up. And that's what it is. She's fine. She came off very untramatized where Emmy came off traumatized the whole book, right? Even in the sex scene. So anyways, we obviously like cut to the chase. She accepted the red box with the four daddies. She does go back and forth with them though before she fully accepts. She basically engages with them on the app. She says, I'm interested. And she's honest with them. And this is where I will give her credit, Jen, to what you're saying. She is pretty like self-aware. She's like, I've not. done this before. I don't really know what I'm getting myself into. I'm super intrigued. And they came back at her and said, well, we're really intrigued by you too. But are you sure about this? Basically questioning her decision. And she clapped back at them pretty strongly and said, I can be trusted to make my own choices. So they said, okay, if you say that, we're going to go with it because we're so intrigued. They ask her, when do you want to do this? What's your availability for the next week or so? And she's like, today. I want to do it today. I want to

get this thing over with. I don't want to lose my nerve. So they're like, okay, great. We'll set up the hotel room, neutral territory. We'll send you all the details. And she's like, okay, awesome. So they set it all up. They tell her when to meet. And then she realizes, shit.

I'm poor as shit. I have no clothes. I have nothing to really, like, entice these guys with. They're paying a lot of money for a scene. When she's Googling, like, what goes on in these daddy situations? And, like, you need a teddy bear and you need. And she sent them pictures. Yes.

Oh, they're sexting. Well, she got a private album with their... Uh-huh. Did you guys catch her response to the dick picks? Catch in what way. She said, holy fucking cheeseburgers. That's her response. Like a fucknugger.

I did miss that. How did I miss that? Right. Check it out. I was like, this is worse than suck nuggets. You got four penises and your answer is cheeseburgers. She's hungry, Jen. She's hungry.

She hasn't eaten on mine. This was a new one for me, and I've been reading Smut for a long time. And this whole idea of basically having to pretend like you're a child. That gave me the X. Was kind of weird, like baby girl, I don't know, as like an endearment. The idea, so like you could be an infant wearing diapers or you could be whatever. So she chooses, in her mind, this scene, she's going to be a six-year-old. That's like the age range that she's going to kind of pretend to be.

be. It's because she doesn't want the diapers. She doesn't want the pacifier. She's like, what age is a good stopping point for all of that? She actually was intrigued by the pacifier. I've remembered. But she's like, okay, I have to basically be six, but it's a brat for us. So you have to be a baby girl. But you also have to be kind of braty and kind of like fight back. And so she had to, she was trying to figure out like the line that she needed to walk. And she realized she needed a new outfit. She needed to show up for these guys. in a very particular way, because when she gets there, they could decide they don't want her and send her on her way. She really, really wants to make this work. She needs to go buy some things. She finds this really interesting negligee, which we'll get into, but she has no money and

it's like $150 negligent. So then she realizes she's got to admit to Oakley, okay, I'm going on a date and I need to buy some things. So Oakley kind of stares at her. She's, oh, you need money. Okay, no problem. So Oakley runs into our bedroom, comes out, hands Emmy some money. And Emmy looks and it's $500.

And I think she says this is the most money she's ever held in her hand in her entire life. And she takes it and she's like, I'm good for it. I will pay you back tomorrow. And Oakley's like, no rush, no big deal. She only goes up to kissing with these guys. She's the kissing. She just does two or three days a week. But she's making enough to stay a neighbor and clothes to a pretty lavish lifestyle.

But she's not having sex with these guys. And I think she. But I don't feel like she's hurting to begin with. I feel like she's just like the typical sorority girl that decided to do this for extra spending. So that's the impression I got about her too. But she's also like no judgment, like really like cool chick. And I think when she presented this to Emmy thought, go on a couple dates with some guys and make a couple hundred bucks and be done. And Emmy's like, hell no.

Like I'm going. If I'm going, I'm going. I never want to do this again. Going deep. So Oakley gives her the money. I found this outfit that I want. But she also thinks, okay, how am I going to keep these guys interested all day long? She sends them random pictures of her legs or, you know, random things that she's doing.

And then she shows up to the lingerie store and takes a picture of the lingerie source he's about to walk into and says, any special request. They have a bit of a pretty woman moment where those shopkeepers are afraid she's going and steal everything. So she's like not sure she wants to help. I have all this money, $500, like, help me and the woman apologizes and finds the outfit for her. And then it's like, do you want me to measure you? This is like the most attention. Emmy has probably ever gotten in her whole life and these beautiful laundry clothes. But it's expensive.

$500 goes pretty fast when you're talking like $150 to $180, $180. So negligee. But it's the most, not just the most attention she's ever had, but this is a female older trying to help her. Like, let's measure you from a. bra. That is so substantial to her because she's never, do I wear a G-string? Is it comfortable? Is it not comfortable? Should I wear an underwire? What am I doing? She's literally living in wrong. I think she even said she's never been measured. She just goes with what fits at the time. What fits? Yeah. So she sends them some sensilating pictures from the dressing room to tease them some more.

She realizes she's going to buy the one thing that she came in for, maybe one other thing. She doesn't send them that picture, though. of the main outfit, yeah, because she's waiting to surprise them. So she goes to the counter to buy the outfit and the woman has literally packed up everything that she has tried on and liked. And Amy Amy starts plus plus. Amy starts freaking out. She's like, oh. And she's like, no, no, don't worry. Your boyfriend already called and paid for everything. Don't worry about it. So she's like, what else do I need? Well, she's trying to play a six-year-old, remember? She funds a like a kid's toy shop and has to go buy a teddy bear to pull off the look.

scantily-clad lingerie with the cute teddy bear for the baby girl scene. So she goes to the hotel, which is where they've set up. And they're going to meet her there at 7 o'clock. But she goes like a few hours early to get ready. She uses the bathroom to shower and shave all her parts. The paperwork's there too. Oh, yeah. That's right. Yeah. So she gets there's paperwork. She has to sign. When it's checking off like what you're willing to. The only thing she said no to was condoms. And anal. And it also said, we could walk in and you could say no thanks. And she already has half the money. $5,000. Yeah. We only find out when she gets to the hotel that that's part of the deal, which is. Yeah. But before they even walk in the door, she's got the paperwork that says you're getting $5,000 no matter what. Here's all the questions we have for you. So she gets to check all the boxes. I mean, I agree. The whole six-year-old thing was icky. But if you compartmentalize that.

She is... I love how much compartmentalizing you're doing with this book. Like this book. Yeah, it's so hilarious. She had a lot more control. This was her choice. Did Jenny just go to the dark side? No, I'm still not going to love, you know, Penelope Douglas.

I'm like, this is like very eerily similar to a Penelope Douglas 18 to 31. Choices are made a little. No. So we... So she does fill out the paperwork. Yeah, the no condoms thing. The rationality for that was really weird. But whatever.

So in every book, they're either having to rationalize why they're using a condom or why they're not. They have to explain it. Or just don't talk about it. But in a lot of books, they do want to explain it away. Like, they want to tell you why or why not the condoms. Oh, plenty of books that I've read. They've said they've reached over for the condom. Yeah, rip the pad.

Yeah, the teeth, in the teeth, like the whole thing. Yeah. So, but she has a very very. strange rationality to hear. Like, I don't know. Who, what guy likes a condom? This is back to her wanting them to be happy. But she fills the whole thing out.

But they are like double penetration. No condoms, multiple partners. Like, there's so much as the options here that they laid out. That was weird. Like some weird stuff. Kitten play and spanking. Open to some, not to others, but definitely not. Condom's an anal.

Off the list. She gets ready. She has a whole checklist of all the things she needs to do. She has to rationalize, like, shaving her pubic hair. Like, this whole thing. In her under arms. Yeah. Oops. She looks under. Yep. Got to shave those two. She takes this scintillating picture with her in the shower, but just with, like, her silhouette. She only brought a backpack. That was a lot to fin a backpack. I can't show. She just brought a negligee. And, you know, they had everything else. A razor. A razor. A negligee and a razor. Kim. Some hair stuff. She did some. No, she didn't do her hair. She left it kind of natural. She only wore mascara and lip gloss. She did half up, half down with the... Two ponytails, lip gloss, mascara, a razor, and a necklace. It's not... Okay. All right. It just seems like not a lot of

luggage for me. You always check your bag, don't you? I do. Lindsay and her carry-on girls. Carry on as much as I can. A week? No problem. Oh, no. So she goes out to the... the living room part of the suite. She brings out a coloring book and her teddy bear in her negligee. Now, let's kind of describe it.

I think it's black. It has an underwire. But the covering of her boobs is like a satin bow. Two, you know, satin pieces that tie into a bow. So she's covered, but it's very suggestive. It's very sexy, but also sort of not all the way out there. It leaves something to the imagination. But we'll hear from.

them like this is so wrong for a baby girl like that's not what they dressed like she didn't know anything but she but they loved it they didn't hate it no they didn't hate it it it's crotchless there's like a it's not crotchless but it has a split near her vagina yeah that's why she kind of thought it would be interesting the first half of the book where almost 50% of the book is all of this lead up which was also just like kind of elongated in my mind but we finally get to the scene and now we start getting actually second, third, and fourth, and fifth point of view. So the boys start, we start getting their points of view in the book. So we start with Derek in the elevator with the four guys. And so we've got four daddies, brat for us. So Derek, Hudson, Darcy, and Xavier.

Now, she doesn't know their names. She only knows them as the four daddies. So as they come in, And she gives them names in her own head. And I will say I had a really hard time connecting her names for them and their actual names. Even though they were helping narrate the rest of the book, she would call them something when she was narrating. But then when they were narrating, it was their real name. So some of the pseudonym names were like viper, angel. What was another one? Why did she just called Daddy?

Daddy. Oh, that was the main. I think that was Derek. I think that was Derek. He was the alpha. He was the alpha. Yeah. And the Viper was...

Hudson? Hudson. You're right. So which was Angel. Angel was Darcy. Darcy. Yeah. The ponny tape was a...

He had the man-von. Yeah. Doesn't really matter. When you're reading the book, it will not matter. It's just... For me, I know you were saying it was confusing. But while I was reading it, I could see from her eyes like why she called him Angel because he was nice and like Viper because that guy had a mean look at his eyes. He would bite her.

And he was also a bitter. He was a biter. He was a, yeah, he's a fighter. And Xavier was the one with the ropes. Anyway, I'm just saying if you're reading this book, it doesn't matter. But she has names for him, for all the four guys, and then they have real names. Good stuff. There's still, I think there's still some cringy parts in the sex scene, but this is where you start really, you don't care that she's 18 and, like, basically prostituting herself.

So they walk in the room off the elevator. They immediately, of course, are completely bowled over by her. They think she's quote unquote fucking gorgeous. They know already that she's only 18 and they know she's super young. They don't really care. They ask her stand up. She smiles at them and they basically all lose their minds. So these are a bunch of late 30 year old.

They lose their minds because she starts the scene. Yeah. That's not a typical Dom sub situation. Usually the dominant is the one that sets the scene up. They're in charge. And when they walk in, she's like, Daddy, Daddy. what do you think? I colored this picture. And they're like, what? What? What? What do you do? And she's dressed all wrong. She's hot, but she's not dressed. They don't care. Yeah. Yeah, they do not care. And they say this is all wrong, but I don't care. Like, I mean, she's perfect. And they're all basically in love with her from the get-go. Right. So they come in, they kind of start the scene. They talk about this picture that she's been coloring. It's a cat. They look at the kitten. They start, yeah, talking about the kitten thing. Blue. They look at the paper. They look at the paper. They look at the. They look at the.

paperwork and then they start giving her a lot of compliments about her picture and how beautiful she is. They say like, do you know what good girls get and it's rewards. So then they ask her like, well, what kind of reward would you like? And she's like, I want to kiss you. And they're like, well, which one of us? And she's like, all of you, which apparently is a really great thing to say. They're all really excited to kiss her. They didn't hate that. No. We're all about that. Yeah. So the rest of the book is sort of this night playing out. I'm pretty sure the first kiss was with Darcy. they have this really kind of intense like kiss scene. And then she's kind of passed around to each of them to have their kisses. And this is where some of their points of view come in. One of them, I think we alluded to this, is as a blood kink. So he bites her lip and draws blood. And he's really into that. And she's surprised, but doesn't hate it. This is where it's like, I could have used less of the what happened to me before. Because then you find out she's had this happened before where she's had to split lip and she's had to get stitches because they punched her. Yeah, and it's just so sad.

This is better than that. And then she moves on, you know, so it's like, just sad. Anyway, they go around, they do all the kissing scenes. They're realizing each of them have their kink. This is when they start to allude when you hear their points of view. They have a whole apartment set up just for the four of them to have this baby girl scenes, but they've never had one because they've never had a baby, together, all four of them, with a baby girl because they haven't found a baby girl that's for them.

That ad has been on Sugar Daddy for over a year? For like a month, a year or something. Okay, but they do go to a club where they do act out these scenes, but it's just so impersonal and I mean, as impersonal as you can get. They talked about going there and playing, but they didn't enjoy it as much because it was such a. It feels theatric. Yeah. Yeah. And it is.

That's the funny part. So they have this penthouse or something. Basically, it's a one-bedroom penthouse because they've torn out all the bedrooms so they can make a playroom. room in the main part of the apartment, but they've never used it all together. So this playroom has all their kinks. There's a St. Andrew's Cross. There's all the whips and chains. There's the knives.

There's the ropes. And they talk when each of them and their kind of personas, like, oh, man, I wish I could do this with her. But we've decided, as a foursome, it's our first time with her, we aren't going to bring anything. We're not going to bring ropes or knives or anything else. We're just going to play this straight and see what happens. They do the kissing.

that she ends up on, I believe it's Derek. He's the main guy, the main daddy's lap. She's kissing him. He starts reaching down. And quote, all of a sudden, he's in her. He's basically fingered her on accident because her because her negligee has this split in that area. And he is like, he's surprised. She's surprised. She says he's slipped a knuckle deep into her because he found her surprise for them. He tells her kind of quietly so that the others can't hear. Like she needs to turn around and show the other daddy's her naughty surprise that she's been hiding from them. He says now. And this is when the dominant stuff really starts to like come in. They are very dominant and they are going to in some ways degrade her pretty significantly. It is also important to note here because it is a BDSM and because there's four of them, they are using some of safety. words. So this is big and BDS and like books like this where they have like stop light. Yeah. So the red light, yellow light, green light system. They're very clear that they have to use these words with her and that they are going to check in with her frequently throughout. There's some redeeming quality here in this is that they are constantly checking in with her the entire scene. Are you green? What color are you? One of the guys comes over. He gets to his knees and he wants to go down on her. And she is really trepidious about this with all of her sex experience. No one has ever gone down on her. And she's like, you don't have to do that. No, no, no. And he asked her, like, has anyone done this for you before? And she's like, no. And he doesn't

know if she's being honest or not or just playing a part. And he does. Apparently, it's really amazing. She's all about it. And just, you know, starts begging and really turning them all on with how, like, responsive she is. She's on. called Dine, but they'd say this is the last orgasm you will get the entire rest of the night until the rest of us are pleased. No, it's all about control. Yeah, it's all about control and like holding it off and yeah, orgasm denial and all that. So they basically say, but to be fair, they also hold it back. They don't come either. They hold it back to make that that scene last longer throughout the whole thing. It is a very long scene. But they basically tell her you cannot orgasm at all.

You need to be a good girl. And this is when they start talking about being a good girl. And she really, really wants to be a good girl. And you start to realize how even sadder it is because she's never been anyone's good girl. She's always the whore. She's always the horrible foster child. Trey treats her like shit. She doesn't want to do anything wrong. And her whole narrative, the rest is like, I need to be a good girl. I need to be a good girl. How can I do that? And it's by not having an orgasm. So she gets her one orgasm, her little free eating. One of the guys, I think it's the guy that's into the rope play, realizes, like, what is going on with this bow across her breasts? And so he's like, did that, does that untie? And she's like, yes, daddy. Uh-huh. So he unties her bow and then proceeds to tie her hands together behind her back. He MacGyvers her. He sure.

A MacGyver's her hands, you know, hand to elbow, like behind her back. She's still sitting on Daddy number one's lap. She gets off Daddy, two, three, and four are now basically like our turn and rip their pants off. And now it's time for like the blowjrop brigade. And so she gets, they put a pillow down. She gets down on the ground and they basically line up. She starts to give them blowjohn. Her hands are still tied behind her back.

Yeah. It's like a Chinese fire drill up in there. I mean like every five minutes switch. Switch. They keep chucking in. What color are you? Yeah. They are, they are checking in.

The guy's perspective on this is starting to like weigh in more and more. They're all mad about her. They start saying like I want more before they've even had sex. They start talking about like, could we do more than one night? Like they're next time. Yeah. They're all really into it. But that scene goes on for a while.

Her gag reflex is kicking in. I don't know why that's hot. Which makes it hotter. I don't understand that either. I gag and everybody goes, Ken, don't do that. Yeah. If I look like I'm going to puke on your dick, it's not going to be hot. But she's essentially like in lust.

I mean, she's like really into it. She's getting super turned on by the whole thing. She's got her eyes closed, but she's loving it. While they're doing the blowjob thing, they're still in the, you know, the living room part of the suite. another guy comes up now fully unclothed and sticks it in her vagina. So now she's spit roasted in the middle living room completely loving. It was not very good. It wasn't romantic.

Spears were from behind. There's nothing about this that was romantic in any way. It's like Legos. Yeah, but these stay together. But she is really having a good time. And so finally they get to the point where they're like, let's move this thing to the bed. She's still got her hands behind her back. And they did.

At one point, they do check her hands because they tell her, you're not going to be able to talk. You've got our cocks in your mouth. You're not going to be able to say anything. If it gets too much for you, ball your hands up in fist. And at no time does she ball her hand up in fist? In fact, there's a moment where she like flails her fingers out. Like, this is good. don't stop.

And this is why she's the chosen. She is something. Yeah, no shit. She was chosen. I just think, like you said, Jen, I think it's empowering to her. And I think she's never like sex before because it's always been forced or for someone else. Or it's never been about her. And for some reason, she feels.

It's never been her choice. Yeah. So this is, this is big for her. And like, stars are twinkling and her eyes. And the lining. during the Chinese hydrojail. And the minute she says I'm done, she can leave. Yeah.

And she is more controlled. Yeah. And I think, too, they are telling her the whole time how perfect she is. You're wonderful, like, how wonderful this is, how good they feel, how good she is. So she's getting a lot of positive validation, like, throughout this thing. But they moved to the bedroom search for the peaceful resistance. They do untie her finally. Because they need her in a different position.

It was not an option. She can't do the position they would. They're right. And then our, you know, Derek says, well, we weren't supposed to tie her up anyway. And it's like, well, you let that go a little long, buddy. Like, she's been tied up for like, well, that's his, what's his name, Xavier or whoever was upset about it? They're like, oh, right? Yeah. Tiner, you know. They all said they wouldn't do their kink and he did. He snuck his and kind of got his and he cheated a little. Well, but so did the guy with the blood who bitter. With the lip. Yeah. They all kind of got a little cheat here.

Maybe got some. That kink, ugh. They get to a, the hot seat. So you've got three guys and her on the bed and she is still loving life, still hot. And basically saying, Daddy, stop. I'm going to come. Like, I want to be a good girl. So they have to slow down so that she doesn't break the rules. They told her if she got close, she had to beg them for the orgasm. To finish.

And they said no. And they would always say no. They would always say no. That was just their way of like, yeah, turning them on more. What's your question? My question is. So I'm a visual, obviously. Yeah, I'm like wondering.

I'm like, how does it? You've got these. I'm looking at it and I'm going, okay, you got four buff guys. You got two of them on the bed and this little scrawny girl who's probably like five one. One they talked about how big they are. They're huge, according to the text. I'm looking at it. I'm going, how does this work exactly?

Are they side? Is one on the bottom, one on the top? Is she laying backwards? I mean, I felt like this was a swing and a miss for the author because I did not get a full description of the layout of the room and how they were positioned. I felt wrong. Like the whole time I'm reading it going, huh, interesting. I had no problem visualizing it. I had a huge problem visualizing it. But she's got like a super vagina and all the guys got off. And then our main day. Daddy, who we think is Derek, basically says, thanks, guys. My turn. After he gets off, then he's like, your turn, honey, she orgasms and then passes out because she's basically strung out. So she passes out, but she passes out, not on Derek, but I think on Darcy, or one of the guys. She ends up passing out on his chest. And he doesn't let her go. He lets her cuddle. They put a blanket over her. They start the aftercare. And all the guys are talking about how great she is and how wonderful

she is and then she starts leaking. Darcy gets gross. And Darcy's like, ew. And I, which I just love was a funny line for the author to put in. Like, after all that, he's like, you know, I don't really do leaking. And so he trades. Next with another guy. It's fine.

It's not. No big deal. But if they're chlamazoozing on my leg, ew, ew, ew, ew. He's out. So he trades her another guy. He does go to the bathroom and get a cloth and help, like, so Jeff's the blanket and, like, tries to like clean her up. Me and it's bothering.

Exactly. Somebody goes and gets water. They do take care of her. They're very generous with like their praise. And they do end up in the shower. One of them like showers with her and like helps clean her. Man bun. There is some like coming down from like the sub space where she's like a little emotional.

That's a new term for me. Well, that's because you're just now getting into the BDSM thing. To the BDSM era. It's so cute. Okay. So what happens is? And she loves it. I know.

Only where it's potential. I just didn't hate this. No. So you get so out of body experience that as you come down, sometimes it's almost traumatic. You almost have to have somebody in the room to do that aftercare because it's like you snap back and you don't realize what's happened. There's so much like adrenaline. Yeah. Your body just like almost like goes into shock.

Yeah. It's that fighter flage. all of the sudden, it can actually cause physical damage to you if you are not brought down correctly from that. Yeah, there's a whole science behind it. Yeah, I had to Google subspace because I was like, what is this? And why haven't I been? Take me there. Yeah, like, I'm happy to go to all subspace. Oh, you want to go. Everyone wants to go. Everyone wants to go. So they do take her down, and she gets a little emotional. She's not sure why. They're realizing they should have probably done a better job at the subspace. But But while she's sort of comatose in this part of the book, they all are softly talking above her, like how wonderful she is, how much they really want to see her again. Would she consider it? They don't want to tie her down. She's so young. But they wouldn't mind seeing where this went. For the rest of the weekend.

Yeah, potentially. They mentioned that they're getting older, so they only have a couple more years that they can really enjoy. Probably like, hey. Or like she would end up wanting to pick one of them and they really wanted to do with the four of them. They're really going back and forth on all the people. potential options. So she does finally wake up. She's still questioning. Like, I'm going to get all my money. Did I satisfy them? Because if she didn't satisfy them, she wouldn't get the whole 10,000. Like, she's still very insecure about what she did here, but she liked it, but she's still there for the money. And she wants her $10,000. They do say, we had a great time. We'd like to see where this goes. We don't want to pressure you. So we're going to send you, you know, a date. And, you know, if you want First, I do want to point out, they found her clothes. Yeah.

And they were threadbare. Like, all her clothes are from Goodwell, and they're been worn to shreds, basically. And the guys found her clothes, and she was really embarrassed. Yeah, she was mortified, yeah. Yeah, she had on really sexy lingerie when they showed up, but I don't think she expected them to stay. And then she puts on her sweatpants and her shitty t-shirt, and they were, like, all a little surprised. Well, and they asked her, do you want to stay here in this hotel by yourself?

Or do you want to go home? And she said, I want to go home. And so, yeah, so she had to get dressed, right? So, but they still want to see her and they offer this date option. And she says, let me think about it. So she does leave. They've had a great time, but they're really hoping that they see her again. She gets back to her apartment.

She opens the Sugar Baby app. And there's a private invitation from Rat for Us, our four daddies, for her, for a whole weekend with them, I guess starting that day, and there's two red gift boxes. So $20,000 additional to the $10,000 she already got deposited in her, quote, vault on the app. And now she has the opportunity to get $20,000 additional dollars to spend the rest of the weekend with them. My guess is because there is a second book here. She declined.

She probably does it. She completely declines. It goes, fuck you guys. Nah. $10,000 is all I need it. $10,000 should get me. So there is a second book, which is our girl Emmy spending the weekend with our four daddies. My guess is at their apartment.

My guess is with all of their kink involved. I think they're going to amp up the kink. Lindsay was like, do you feel like you need to read the second book? And I was like, I don't think I want to. This isn't my thing. Like with the knives and the BDSM stuff, that doesn't sound fun for me. So I'm okay leaving the book here, like saying, okay, she's probably going to go do that, but I don't need to do it. Good for her.

She's going to get a $0.30 grand. We all know this at this point right now. Good for her. I know judgment. I don't think I have any interest in reading the second book. It sounds like it's going to notch up on the intensity, which isn't. Which is almost why I might want to read the second book. Yeah. Well, you and Lindsay will. I think you don't knock it until you've tried it. And until you. you've tried it, you don't want to read about it. So I think that's the issue here. The part about this book that I was just sort of, you know, on the fence about was her story is so sad. And like, it does take half a book for her to convince herself to do this. And, you know, she's obviously in control and she obviously does choose to do this. But I feel like it's almost like out of desperation,

which I don't love. Interestingly, that I do, I'm all for like a mafia like kidnapped. seen. I will also say that I almost guarantee in the second book, we're going to hear from Trey. And I think there's going to be some drama with the guys and Trey. And it's going to be like a savior complex. I just feel it. It's going to play out. You are going to get those kinks in there. Absolutely. But if it's, if it's short like this one, not a novella, but if it's short like this one. That's a novella. I think it's a novel. 200 pages. Maybe. I don't know. What is the definition of like, Is there a page number for Annabella? Maybe it's 200.

We're making about that. Okay. Well, we're about to read one that's like 157, so I don't know what that looks like. That's a novelita. A little, little book. It's a no. I don't know. I just, I feel like there's going to be so much more depth to the second one because now you're in.

Now it's a weekend. That's what I want out of the second book. I am questioning whether we get that, though. I mean, this is pretty surface. like level stuff. But I, that is a plot hole for me in this very short sex book. The, the tray piece that she's, he's talked about so much and like what a douchebaggy is. And the fact that she hasn't talked to him in three weeks. And but he doesn't know that. They never had like a falling out. She just stopped talking to him. So he is sort of still out there. And I do wonder,

like, how they wrap that up or if they do. I would say for for a book, I would definitely call this the novella. It is, there's a lot of character development of her. I feel like I knew her and I feel like I knew her history and I feel like I knew her personality. You don't get to know the guys, so I'm assuming book two, you really get to know the guys. You learn their kinks and stuff and you hear some inner thoughts. But I thought the author for the pages she had and the pages she used, she did a great job developing the female character. Yeah, but even the male characters, you do learn a little bit about them, a little bit, a tiny bit about their backstory, about who they are, what they like, why they're interested.

I agree it's not as in depth. I mean, she is half a book just by herself, right? And then you start to kind of dip into each of four characters. To be honest, like, I would probably rate this book a three and a half, probably just because, like, there was those parts that were sad that kind of just made me, almost like took me out of enjoying it to some degree. Like I get the backstory. I'm fine with the backstory like as a setup, but it was peppered throughout. Even during the sex scene, she's like, oh, but I had it so bad. And it kind of takes you out of like really enjoying some of the, to me, like some of the sex scenes because then I'm starting about how sad she is. And I wish that had just been like slightly a backstory. But she's over it. And now we're moving on and now she's having sex with guys. So I'd say a three and a half for me on stars. But I mean, five on sex. Like once you get to the sex. It was sexy. Like, you definitely could picture yourself in a scene. But three and a half on book, I just, I struggled with getting over like how sad she was. The trauma. Yeah. So I have to share

this with you guys. I know you guys read it on Kindle Unlimited, right? Both of you did. I did. So I'm a, I'm a trophy book person. I got to buy the book, whatever. So on the back cover, I don't know if you guys have this on Kindle edition or not. It says bonus scene. I'm going to read this too. Want to know what the daddies were up to while they were messaging Emmy? Get your copy of the messages now. And then it says by downloading a copy of the messages, you will be signed up to the Red Door, an exclusive club membership that will show you all the hidden delights Harley has to show you. This is a real place. This is an actual sex club for adults. Called the Red Door. Called the Red Door. Actually, I think it's in North Carolina.

It says Swingers for North Carolina Club Red Door. So very interesting little bonus when you get the trophy book. I think we have that in Kindle, but I just didn't get. I didn't want to click on it. It's a QR code. Yeah, don't download it because you will then be a member. It does say, but yeah, there is a link here. Yeah.

We'll get on an algorithm. I'm not interested. Where are you? You don't even know. You don't even know. Okay, so for me, I'm going to rate this book. I would give it a four-star because I liked, I liked the backstory. I liked the anticipation. Like when they were walking down the hall to open the door to the room, I was just like, open the door, open the door, open the door. What's going to happen? You know, so I actually enjoyed the book for what it was. Spice Meter was high for me. I gave it. I also gave it a four. I would have given it a five, but again, the trauma, just kind of like I would be in the middle of a scene. I go, oh, I I feel bad for her because this is what she expects that she should be doing, you know? So I struggled with that.

But, oh, no. I mean, I will probably read the second book. Oh, Harley Madison, our author is a resident Dom at the Red Door. Yeah. That's why I thought it was so interesting. That's how I was like, oh. And I also find it interesting. It's called Good Gore.

Good Girl. It was like, Good Gore. Oh, no. Good girl. There's a lot of night play. Oh, great. Got an hour's for Halloween. Last night they rocked my world.

I actually do like, when you're in those BDSM scenes and you always think the Dom is the one in charge, they're not. It's always the sub. The sub is always in control. And I think you saw that in this book. So I can appreciate that Harley did that. And it was obvious. It wasn't like the typical, oh, I'm in charge. I'm the Dom.

And I felt like she was in charge. I didn't get that. I think a lot of the BDSM books that I did. I read, I do feel that way. And I feel like they constantly checked in with her. Are you good? Are you good? Are you uncomfortable?

But I don't know as she knew she could stop it so much. Like, you know, like a lot of times and maybe it's because it was so short. And a lot of times as BDSM books, like it involves a relationship and that the woman really is in control. And, you know, the control factor is so important to the Dom, but that really she has it. But I didn't I didn't bother me in this book But I didn't get that the same way you did actually Oh I did

I like even on her one-off conversations with herself Where she was like I can stop it at any time I can walk away I can do this She was in control Ultimately she knew if she was done She was done And she could walk out the door

And yeah I felt like it gave her some power in there And though she had so much trauma I gave this book for So I did think her backstory was sad, but I didn't think this situation was sad. I think I thought, I felt like it was empowering. And I think she was having a lot of flashbacks, which someone with trauma would have. But I felt like this was her sort of taking her power and saying, I'm making my own choices in this situation. So that's sort of how I turned it. And I thought the spice was a five, for sure.

But I, there was some it factor. Like I don't, and I don't understand the daddy thing and the that, you know, they want a girl to act like she's six years old. Like, that's not a kink, I understand. So that part was kind of icky to me, which kept it from being a five, but I do, I did think they were respectful of her wishes and all of these things were her choice. And they really laid it out to where she was in control. And I'm entirely surprised at the different perspective. I have it from it from YouTube. Same. So, yeah, so she's 10. thousand dollars richer and a couple orgasms in and has 20,000 on the table. So we'll see. The next book, The Baby Girl. So you guys are definitely going to read it.

I think I will if I get like a little pause. Yeah, in our reading action. So possibly it'll be a good like book slump book. It is a quick read. And I mean, I assume the second one would be too. So. Yeah, definitely. I'm curious. All right. Well, thank you guys so much for. listening, please comment on the episode, email us. We're on Facebook. We're on Instagram. We're on TikTok. We'd love to hear from you. And we'll see you next week. Add Boosy BookGasms on all the things. You can go to Bozzy BookGasms.com to send us a message, make book recommendations, give us comments about the show. You can email Jen at Bozy BookGasms.com. If you have anything directly, you would like to say to us, feel free to do so. We're open to suggestions. And until we meet again, happy reading.

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