Call Her Daddy - Chloe Cherry
Episode Date: March 9, 2022This week, Father Cooper sits down with Euphoria star Chloe Cherry. Chloe provides the inside scoop of her time on set for Euphoria and details what it was like to work with some of the biggest names ...in the industry. Prior to joining the cast of Euphoria, Chloe was a highly accomplished porn star. Chloe opens up about the effect her porn career had on relationships with friends, family and her own body image. Alex and Chloe break down some of her most popular porn videos and give some top notch tips on anal, double penetration, roman showers, and squirting. Chloe also details the most lucrative videos she created for her Only Fans account and shares the wild requests she would get from men to role play. Enjoy Daddies! This episode includes discussion of eating disorders and graphic sexual material. Please keep this in mind when deciding if, how and when you’ll listen. For resources on these topics, visit spotify.com/resources.
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what is up daddy gang it is your founding father alex cooper with call her daddy
chloe cherry welcome to call her daddy thank you for having me i'm so excited that you're
in my house right now i'm so excited to be here this This is so exciting to me. Your outfit is iconic. Thank you. I was going for iconic. I was going for rainbow. I was going for marshmallow colors. Oh, and the nails are matching. Yeah. Yeah. Actually, I have it all matching. This is really my preferred way to dress. Just like all my favorite colors on me at once. life for Chloe Cherry right now is going pretty well yeah it's been crazy thank you so much it's
been amazing I'm so deeply grateful for all these opportunities it's a dream come true and I
couldn't be more excited and grateful for it all let's talk euphoria what was it like to join the
cast of the basically biggest show in the world dude it was crazy like imagine just being a fan of
something anything and they're like hey do you want to come do it with us and you're just like
what you know like imagine that that's just unreal to be a fan of something then be invited to like
be a part of it because I was a huge fan of it like the first season I loved it and I remember
when my friend first told me to watch the show she was like you gotta I loved it and I remember when my friend first told me to watch
the show and she was like you got to watch Euphoria and I remember my response at first was I don't
know if I want to watch something about high school like that's not really what I'm into anymore
and then I saw it and I was like oh it's not about high school it's really very interesting
and I was such a huge fan I immediately followed all the actors I thought they were so good I
thought everyone that worked on it was so talented I thought it was one of the greatest things I had seen in so long and then I
met like everybody in the cast and I remember meeting like Jacob and like Sydney and Zendaya
and everybody and they were all so nice Drake was so nice like everyone was like so nice and so
friendly and so welcoming they were like oh we're so excited to have you here and it was awesome it
was like it was crazy because of they were to to me at that time they were like the biggest
celebrities to exist ever ever let's play mary fuck kill obviously to the characters not the
actors nate maddie and cassie oh mary fuck kill mary maddie fuck cassie kill nate Mary, fuck, kill. Mary, Maddie, fuck, Cassie, kill Nate.
Woo!
Dude, that was my exact fucking answer.
I was doing it with my team prior, and I was like, absolutely, Mary, Maddie.
I want to look into the camera and make sure everyone knows Mary, Maddie, always, fuck,
Cassie, and kill Nate.
I mean, chef's kiss.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Season two started in episode one.
We right away are introduced to your character fay
and we learned that she uses heroin yes and within seconds of meeting your character you're
shooting up in the back seat how did you prepare for that scene kind of trying to get into um
this thing because i have never like injected anything into myself and just kind of getting
to this headspace of like wanting to inject yourself with something that's not like normal
you know like you normally you'd always be too scared to do that but to be in that headspace
just wanting this thing so badly that I'll just stab myself yeah how did you get discovered for
this role this is what Sam tells me Sam says that he watched my Instagram story.
He just thought that I could have been good for the character
because my Instagram story, it's like, I mean, I don't know what to say.
It's just me doing me.
It's just me living my life, thinking my thoughts, feeling my feelings.
And he liked it.
He was like, this girl's entertaining me.
You never know who's
watching you on the internet never give it your best bet every time every time you post that
story give it your best foot forward okay because potentially you could be next on euphoria guys chloe and i both grew up in good old pennsylvania in high school you know how people
give like superlatives like most likely to like live in their mom's basement or that's a negative
one but like be the best athlete what would you What would your peers have picked for you as a superlative?
Like, what would you like in high school?
Probably most likely to be on TV because I used to do the morning announcements.
Give us a little rendition.
What would you say?
I used to be, like, good morning, and then I'd say my name and be, like,
good morning, Chloe Cherry here with the morning announcements,
and I would do it every morning.
People loved it. And then they would, like, come up to me in the hallway and be, like, oh,loe cherry here with the morning announcements and i would do it every morning people loved it and then they would like come between the hallway they'd be like oh
my god you do the announcements oh my god the announcement girl yeah they liked it people
liked it and that's i think when i first got a taste for like oh i want to be like a performer
of some kind that's what i that's what i'm good at so for anyone listening prior to being scouted
for euphoria like you mentioned chloe starred in over 200 adult films and has over 125 million views on Pornhub.
Yes, yes, yes.
So I...
Tremendous.
Thank you so much.
Chef's kiss.
Fuck yeah.
So I was a porn star for many years.
I worked very hard in that industry.
Is there anything when you look back that you didn't like about working in porn?
I guess the only thing that sucks about working in porn is just the way that people will like
treat you, you know, outside of the industry and just the way that suddenly like my friends
that I was friends with in high school didn't want to be friends anymore because they thought
that I was going to fuck their boyfriend.
It's like, I don't want anything to do with your boyfriend or anything.
You know, these weird ideas that people would get about you. I think that was the only bad thing about it was like stuff like that that
people thought that you were like you know just this thick just because you were on this way on
camera that like you were actually gonna be like or just I don't know and it's like it was really
odd to me that I lost like a lot of like female friends because they thought that they I couldn't be around them or like something you know like um did they say that to you yeah well that
and like or their boyfriend would say no you can't hang out with her or like and they actually would
listen to him which I think is the craziest part yeah pieces of shit yeah exactly and it was just insane the judgment that people had that will forever
blow my mind even what like my own mother said to me was probably the most hurtful words out of
anybody i've ever met was probably what my own mother said to me about being a porn star
and i will never comprehend how any person you know no one
chose to be born and we definitely did not choose to have to work to live so a job is all about what
kind of day that you can get through so if somebody is out there getting through a day that you can't
get through then just look the other way why spew this hatred the world is
already so hard to live in we're already like existence is already so tough like why spew this
hatred onto people just because of somebody's trying to just get through life you know what
did your mom say to you she just said that my mom said to me that sex work is the lowest thing
a person can do. And that's like the one thing that I'll share that I disagree with so deeply.
And I don't know if there's other people out there that agree with that, but I think that
trying to put down your own family is lower, you know? Yeah. Yeah. Well, cause you got to put
yourself first at the end of the day, like family is family unless family is not you know yeah yeah well because you got to put yourself first at the end of the
day like family is family unless family is not accepting of you and you haven't done anything
yeah and it's not i'm still very close like my family you know my family is a lot more than my
mom um and i'm still very close with them but it's just yeah i don't really have like friends
in pennsylvania anymore but it's just kind of like what happens like you leave. And sometimes you have to choose yourself.
You totally do.
Just completely have to choose yourself.
Like, bye, Pennsylvania.
Something that I always said.
People are going to be like, you're not allowed back.
They're going to be like, fuck you both.
They're like, we don't care.
You guys are officially banned, both of you, from Pennsylvania.
We can be each other's friends from Pennsylvania, Chloe.
We don't have any.
Yes.
Went to Hohen in la to make a
friend from pennsylvania fuck um okay so going back to kind of like when you were younger what
age did you start exploring your sexuality probably started like i remember my first
boyfriend when i was 16 i wanted to have sex with him so badly, but he wasn't ready. I felt like in my exploring my sexuality, I was always like leading the guy.
I was like, hey, we should do something.
Come on.
You're like, show me the dick.
He's like, no, till marriage.
Yeah.
Give us your virginity story.
When did you lose your virginity?
Oh my God, that was so funny.
So the boy who didn't have sex with you.
Yeah.
So he invited
me camping and i was like god damn i'm gonna go just because i have a feeling that we could be
alone we could fuck and so yeah yeah in the woods i mean i wanted some something like i just i don't
know and i do this to this day i wanted to fuck him just because he said just because he like
wouldn't like yes wouldn't do it so i was like god no i want to so badly and i'm like i just want to so badly
um just because i like asked him and having me like oh i'm not ready and then it's like oh now
i'm just building it up it's so weird we just want what we can't have yes yes yes yes yes yes
so i remember i really wanted him and i uh we went camping but I remember we did have sex in a tent
and I'm so glad that it was like that that like my first memory of sex was like in a tent and
really trying to be quiet like it's so horny was it good uh yeah I think. I just remember that we like did it was like we were we did like anal too.
And it was like very just the hottest thing in the world to me.
Had you ever had something in your butt prior?
Yeah, from me, but not like dicks.
Was that I was like wanting to do that and it was really good i was like so about it and it was like
so different than like the way that i guess people describe like losing your virginity of like
that the guy is like the one all excited but i was one that was super confident super excited
and it was like yeah it was so great but it was it was cool to like be really wanting to like fuck
the guy like finally yeah and you're like finally
not only I got it but I popped both cherries at the same time yeah I was just a really horny person
I still am was just a very very horny person how did you make the decision to enter the porn
industry I just thought that it was like I don't know I guess I just thought you it was, like, I don't know.
I guess I just thought, you know, it's either do it or, like, have not done it.
And I just was like, you know, YOLO.
You only live once.
Let's go, Drake.
YOLO.
Wait, but, dude, did you know anyone in the industry?
Or, like, how?
Because you started at 18, right?
No, I didn't know anybody in the industry.
I literally just was, like i had wanted to do it for so long and then i kept trying to convince myself no no no you're gonna do something regular
you're gonna be like a therapist or something and uh then it was funny because i was like
once i got was i when i was 17 I was actually thinking about like college and what I
was gonna do I was like shit like what is it what does it actually take to be a porn star like how
what are porn stars doing what are what is a day in a life of a porn star like and I was able to
go on social media by that time and actually you know you can see porn stars on social media and
what their life is like and that's when I started to really consider like that actually it's a way
more viable thing than going to college for me like that I'm going to actually excel in
let's go to like your first shoot how were you I was like so comfortable and so ready for like
honestly I swear there's this term called born for porn and it's it's when people you just are
able to do it like how some people are just able to like
open up their mouth and sing a song really well you know like some people just have these like
skills these just talents that they just have this ability to do these things i was super
comfortable had you filmed like any amateur stuff prior dude so you just walked onto a
fucking set and yeah i wanted that to be like my first
release yeah i like had it like and no nerves no not at all it's like talking about an acting set
like i'm it's not even porn it could be anything like that you've never done you just walk in and
you just fucking what didn't did you crush it do you like totally did you did you ever watch it
back yeah i've watched a lot of them back i, I always just had a natural ability to do it and perform.
I've always just had, yeah, an ability to like just perform.
How did you come up with your stage name, Chloe Cherry?
It is a stage name.
My whole life, I thought that Chloe was a better name for me
because one time when I was a kid, I was in the car with my mom
and I said, what did you almost name me?
And she goes, oh, Jessica, Jennifer, Chloe.
And I was like, Chloe? That is is adorable like that is so much better bitch why didn't you do that so i ended up having
like an obsession with that name and i always wish that i my name was chloe and then eventually i was
like oh yeah it's my stage name a thousand percent it's chloe because it's what i always wish my name
was so it feels like just another dream that I get to live
is being named Chloe.
And you're like, well, now it's your name.
And also there was the blonde brat stall was named Chloe.
And that always inspired me.
You're so right.
Yeah.
Yeah, and she was just the one blonde one.
Iconic.
Yeah, it was Chloe.
And that's another thing of when people say,
your journey with your lips,
a lot of it was inspired by the blonde brat's name chloe just forever we walk me through that um i guess just
the brats were like my first you know your first introduction to glamour and uh when people ask
what makes you what originally made you want to like have big lips and have this like bimbo kind of look
and I would say the Bratz the blonde Bratz named Chloe really inspired me originally that's
interesting to know that the Bratz doll was kind of the catalyst towards you being like let's let's
do the lips let's make it happen yeah I think that was the original thought put in my head that
because for years and years I would see so many big lips and really like them and um yeah
that was a really big big inspiration for yeah that that was the original and then yeah do you
ever watch or masturbate to your own porn no i never watch it and you know what's weird is since
doing porn i no longer watch other people's porn i no longer watch any porn at all interesting why do you think
that is because i all i see is that it's fake dude i can't get even one percent horny from
any porn on this planet because all i see are people doing a performance you have to tell us
how many girls are like what are they using to like fake squirt some of those scenes oh just drinking water being very
very hydrated have you ever said no to a scene um i did sometimes there would be ones that were
like a little bit too much like there's a lot of like performers that do some things that like i
was never able to do like um squirting stuff i would usually say no
to because it's so hard to like like how i don't know how tell us how okay how squirting is done
it's by drinking so much water like 10 water bottles and then just like peeing and just like
because if while you're peeing if you like uh on it, it'll spray everywhere. And it's just pee.
It's all just pee.
One.
That's,
I swear to God.
Every time girls have written in,
I'm like,
you fucking pee on.
Yeah.
And I just make it so high.
The reason why I'm saying this is because of the fact that I know that guys
out there are like,
Oh damn baby.
Like I want to make you squirt.
You're never going to make a woman squirt because
squirting isn't real it's literally something we have done and that they do in pornography
it's just something done in pornography as like a show thing you know it's just like
yes do for entertainment it just because it looks crazy it's just drinking a ton of water
and then peeing it all out that's all it is you heard it here all it is is drinking a ton of water and then peeing it all out that's all it is you heard it
here all it is is drinking a ton of water and peeing it out squirting is fake there's no such
thing as squirting and that i'm just saying it because of the fact that it's so fucking annoying
to have dudes be like damn baby i'm trying to make you squirt it's not real squirting is fake
it's literally the way that like people do stunts in movies it's fake yes it is fake that guy didn't really
actually get punched in the face like the squirt it's just pissing there's no and it's totally cool
if you're if your guy's into that be like oh my god like you want me to squirt go get me a gallon
of water and i'll get you up in the bathroom no no exactly the next time that a guy guy's like damn
baby i'm just trying to make you squirt like damn, damn, why don't you squirt? Be like, okay, like go get two gallons of water and I'll sit here and
drink it. And then we'll wait till I have to pee. And then you'll put it in right in that moment.
And then I'll piss all over you. It's thank you for clarifying. It's all happy that we're talking
about this and we're setting it straight because it's, it's women want to do it because they know
men think it's hot and men only think it's hot because they've watched it in porn and we're trying to they're trying to
make money they're trying to like take your money because it's porn it's a product guys just hydrate
it's the moral of the story speaking of peeing oh my god i making sure i was doing my research i had
my team watch some of your videos i personally didn't unless you want me to i'll do it after
but i'm gonna break something down because you're iconic thank you what i found the most interesting was
the pee videos oh thank you actually that was one of my favorite things to do in pornography
as a pornographer what you're doing because this is not a golden shower she's not yeah on anyone
she's literally solo mission yeah okay so something that when i was like a pornography producer just
myself and i would produce pornography of myself
one of my favorite videos to make was me peeing like out in public like I would go
I would be out you know I'm downtown I'm getting some flowers and I'm gonna sneak around this
corner and pee in the back alley and take a video of it and people loved watching me pee all over LA
and all over anywhere I went. I would just pee outside or
sometimes I would pee like at an interesting angle. Like I would be peeing like in the sink,
like with my leg up. Like, yeah. And it makes for very interesting pornography.
Why do you think they're turned on by you peeing?
I think it's just because it's like something dirty, but it's also so real. Like it's so just
like real, but it's so dirty, but it it's also not I'm just peeing like on
the ground which is like normal like I'm just peeing to go pee so it doesn't like gross you
out but it does some weird thing in your brain where humans do kind of like stuff that is yes
exactly like the weird perversion of it that um it was I would just call it a pee compilation
where I would just make it was just
a compilation of me peeing and it was so simple to make but it was literally it was just this idea
that like um a woman could be so beautiful that even her pee is beautiful you know where the
fuck did you get this idea did you get a request or did you see it like how did you come up with it? I think it started from my friend had this series that he made that was about, like, it was about girls peeing and people really liked it.
And I was like, whoa, like, that's so cool because I love the feeling of going pee.
Of course.
Yeah.
It's a great
relief yeah and I was like you know this would be I'm gonna do it anyway and it's gonna be good
and um people really like it this much then like this is exactly this is right up my alley because
something that important that I always did is I didn't want to do anything that i wasn't already doing in my actual sex life or life in general and that one just was so easy and it was like fun because of you know i
already i drink a lot of water so i'm always peeing it's perfect like i'm squirting i'm fucking peeing
everyone relax they're like look at this yeah and that's like another thing of like i was kind of
sick of all the squirting because of the fact that I was like, this is so dumb.
Right.
It's not real.
That I was like, I'm just going to do peeing.
Because if you guys really love all the water shooting out of the pussy, then I can provide that.
Have you ever taken a video of yourself pooping?
No.
That, I would die.
I think I would too.
For some reason, poop is so terrible.
Why is it? Why? Like literally when I get so embarrassed around my boyfriend like wait why literally don't want to poop in
the same like we all do it as my boyfriend if i had one you know anytime i was like rushing to
the next state why why do i hate pooping but peeing i wouldn't do it on video you know like
but pooping just don't want to ever
do it ever ever okay that's good to know i just want to never do it and you've never shit on a
guy from anal no no no no because i would always like clean i have like also like uh just like it
had like a clean butthole like it was just good like it wasn't that is a really big flex like i
have a clean butthole like yeah and i only know that because of what I was doing for a living but it was good I never had any gross stuff like that I would have lost my mind let's talk
about the Roman showers I personally have done this but it was an accident I threw up French
onion soup all over my boyfriend's dick while I was sucking his dick it was awful experience there
was onion chunks all over him probably not the best dinner to have pre like sucking dick can you explain to people
what a roman shower is though so it's basically in my experience is when you would suck dick
because i like to deep throat it's when you deep throat until like stuff comes out so i would always
deep throat so much it was my thing was a messy blow job and sometimes that would just happen
because i was giving such deep throating like
i would just shove the dick back in my throat and people loved it they loved they like and i
wouldn't even care if throw up came up because it showed how hard i was going the effort yeah
just the effort that i was putting in is what it showed and people would see that and they liked
that it's the same thing like when you're choking on it because you're like basically
you're like oh my god it's like yeah they like to see just going as
hard as you possibly can does it ever turn you on to throw up on the deck um i guess it's not i don't
even maybe i don't know i haven't done it in so long i mean i do it in my like personal life now
yeah i guess it does a lot in my personal life, especially when the guy's like, oh, yeah.
Oh, yeah.
Keep doing that.
I love that.
When you were doing porn, did you prepare with, like, certain foods prior to throwing up on the dick?
No.
No.
And same with anal.
I didn't do any certain foods.
No.
Did you do any prep for anal?
Just, like, an enema.
Wait.
Tell us your number one sex tip to prepare for anal.
An enema. Enema. Seriously. The day sex tip to prepare for anal. An enema.
Enema.
The day of or when do you do it?
An enema and then a lube shooter.
What day do you do the enema?
Five minutes before you're doing the anal.
You just want to get...
Wait, do you shit then?
Yeah, into the toilet and then it's empty.
Then your butthole is empty.
Okay, so ladies, did you hear that that's
actually really helpful this is actually okay if you want to really know how to clean up randall
because i did it a lot my butthole will be clean we want to have clean buttholes like you
enema it out and you want to do it a couple times like you fill your butthole with water and squirt
it out in the toilet and you keep filling your butthole with uh water with the enema squirting
in the toilet and just until it squirts out clean water and you'll be able to feel it like you'll feel
empty down there and just keep squirting it out until it you just or it's clean water and then
uh something you can do is you can take something called imodium it's spelled with an i m m modium
um and it's this pill that just kind of stops it's anti-diarrheal but it'll just stop any leakage
so that way once you do have it cleaned out like your body is not going to like make more like poop
or anything it's not going to keep digesting things so you'll just completely stop your system
and it'll be empty and then i would say use something called a lube shooter you can get them
on amazon and it just puts lube, already deep in your butthole
because your butthole doesn't naturally moisturize itself.
So put a lube shooter of lube in your butthole,
and then a butt plug is always good after putting in the lube
and just putting a butt plug in and leaving the butt plug in for a while.
And if you do all of that, you will love anal.
And trust me, anyone could do anal after doing all that
yeah that is like a that's like a self-care routine prior to get the dick in there that's
actually kind of no that's how you have that's how if anyone's like oh i hate anal it's because
you just didn't do all of that before you know really every time i've tried it with my boyfriend
i'm like oh like but i know i'm like i haven't even shit today like no shit i don't want a dick
in my ass i'm probably gonna like shit on him yeah exactly i wasn't prepping like the chloe prep that she just gave
us which i now know how to prepare for anal yeah um for people let's say that people are like first
time trying anal is there a specific position you think is best for anal spoon because it like
relaxes you you're like relaxed on your side you're like pelvic muscles everything's
relaxed and then you can just kind of really open yourself up and you can also like see it you guys
can both like see what you're doing and that way you're just like relaxed and you don't want it to
be like too much of one of you like having to put too much weight on it that you know that keeps you
both just relaxed dude i feel like girls sometimes do doggy as the first position for anal because they think
that oh well it's like my butthole is open but i would recommend like relaxing your pelvic floor
because i feel like by either laying a missionary or in spoon yeah you want to relax the pelvic floor
have you ever had an anal orgasm yeah for sure like my thing will always be penetration in any
form i love it is an ascasm better than a clitoral or vaginal orgasm do you think
no i think the vaginal is the best it is yeah i think okay that's actually good to know because
i feel like i'm missing out on the ascasmm, but I'm also like... Well, it's different, but I think that the vaginal is the most intense.
Like, the G-spot.
Can you tell...
I guess I can ask you this offline.
What the fuck does it feel like?
Is your butt just, like, clenching?
All it is, is the dick hitting your G-spot from the other side.
It's the same G-spot, but it's just not as intense.
Because, again, it's through your asshole.
It's, like, the same orgasm.
It's, like, just the same from the different spot from a different angle yeah for someone that wants to
try a dp for anyone that's listening there's no double penetration yeah how the fuck do the two
guys get situated so you sit on the one guy facing him and then the other guy is like comes behind
you like doggy and one guy is sitting down on the couch and the other guy is standing or bed.
You could be laying.
It's easier on a couch usually.
That's the best position.
Or they can both be standing and like holding you and just coming from both sides.
That's pretty even.
But they have to be strong to do that.
They've got to be strong.
Yeah.
That one would be good.
Which would be hot.
Yeah.
Have you ever had a guy like do DP? Like be down to do that you've got to be strong yeah that would be good yeah have you ever had a
guy like do dp like be down to do a dp i have but i've never done it but i do know that there's a
lot of guys that wouldn't be down to have their dick that close to another guy's dick and i i
respect that but i also think it's so hot when a guy is down for anything and would try anything
and like i've
even talked about it with my boyfriend like he's like if you wanted to have a threesome and another
guy come in like i'm not gonna say no because i would be so down with another girl coming in so
why the fuck would i not give you totally yeah and so i think the dp situation i yeah i've had
partners that are like i would be down which is i think a turn on to know that they're like
down with their sexuality yeah i once had
a guy that said he was down to dp we never got around to it but yeah you gotta put on the
calendar yeah you gotta come back and let us know yeah i mean i did do dp and porn like countless
times but i it's so rare that you find it in personal in like your real life right yeah you've filmed multiple gang bangs what in those
scenes turned you on about multiple people um it was just it's just like having like six i always
did them with like around like six guys because that's like what's doable and like um it just
turned me on having like so many people like want to have me at once like having like
you know people like just fucking you and just jerking off to you and then someone's like
fucking like the in-between parts of my toes like that's how much they want to fuck me they're
fucking the in-between parts of my toes like that is just so hot to like feel just like
you're just so wanted that like they can't stop yeah they just can't stop exactly and they'll
and that their dicks are just hard and like that yeah they just want to go at you so hard it's just
such an intense experience and then like constantly and then like feeling you know the way that like
sucking dick and like feels like a lot of work and like riding dick feels like a lot of work and
like but it's like fun and like um just feeling that like
times six of like how much work that you can make it and like it's very like overwhelming but like
fun you know like adrenaline yes yes like it's like here we because i'm assuming one penis is
in your butt one is in your vagina one is in your hand two or one is in your mouth one's in between
my toes you have a big mouth yeah i
have totally done that i would do anything i could come up with in the moment you know what i mean
just totally pulling twist and doing anything i could figure out so you said you stopped porn is there a reason or you're just like done uh just done yeah just
don't feel like it okay that's great yeah do you think you would ever do wait and you have only
fans i don't do it anymore it's i did have it for a while but i don't have it anymore i don't do any okay stuff
anymore only fans because everyone's so fascinated by it to people that have never been on the site
can you explain how only fans works so only fans i feel like there's so many like misconceptions and
is a website where you can join somebody's page think social media like instagram how there's
all these different pages where you can join someone's page but for a monthly subscription
and that subscription can be anywhere from like i think it goes down to like three dollars a month
to like a hundred dollars a month and people can charge whatever they want as a monthly
subscription and they can post whatever they want. And that can be
like anything. It can be baking videos to origami, to pornography, you know, like you can post
anything on there. But what made OnlyFans popular was when the pandemic happened, when there was
the first shutdown, every porn studio shut down. So every single porn star didn't have a job so the only option was to
go on only fans so then suddenly this only fans website it actually used to be an app in the app
store until there was so much adult content on it that they had to take it off the app store and now
it's just a website but suddenly this app was just flooded this website is just flooded with
pornography and porn stars have fans that
are looking to buy porn and so they ended up just selling it on there and it very quickly became
this you know uh like new website for people to discover pornography and the other thing that was
cool is that it was ran the way that porn stars were running their instagram and twitter and
people love to follow them on there and support them on there because you could see you know stuff that was actually from them not just some dumb
video that was stolen and re-uploaded like everything else you can actually interact with
them and that's what made OnlyFans so popular as well finally we have a way to actually interact
with adult stars and they could make money off of posting you know exclusive content to there
because if you wanted to see more content and um yeah, so it just became a way for the adult industry to kind of take back from what had been stolen,
which is like these tube sites.
It's all stolen videos.
It's just like stealing the work from every single person in the business.
And everything is like
everything was just constantly stolen and it really like killed the industry you know what
i mean like imagine making a product and somebody just steals it from you and they go and sell it
like it doesn't feel good and you don't get to make any of the money from it and only fans was
the only way that we could get people to start giving money to adult stars again,
because for some reason people won't pay for pornography.
But that was the only thing that could get people to pay for some reason.
But I think it's because of the fact that it was you could see it was like social media.
People could actually say like, hey, it's me here.
Like it's like so personalized.
Exactly. It was you could really be have this
like experience with something that was so incredible i do remember that in the pandemic
because i just i remember when it started to pop off on twitter and it was so empowering for
everyone just to be like oh and we're also now like fully in control of making our own money
totally from us doing this and so i know a lot of girls like who even weren't maybe in the adult industry prior started doing only fans because of the fact the idea of sitting in your own bedroom
and making whatever you possibly want and you keep all the money like what is wrong with that
you know what was the most lucrative content you would post on your only fans like was there a
specific the pain videos yeah damn how much would like
normally a video like that go for um you would sell it for everything i sold was usually like
just like for like a little bit because you want to just sell it like you were only selling stuff
for like a couple dollars um because that's just how i mean like because it really is it's just
like a small little video you know and uh but i would sell it to like a bunch of people and they would really like it so you can
post you can use the same video and send it to yeah yeah yeah and I would a lot of people would
want to buy it but you would make it like very inexpensive and then a lot of people buy it so
yeah that's smart yeah yeah and people love that that and I would also do like cosplay, like what we call boy girl videos, which is just like, you know, regular like sex videos and that and like the parodies and the cosplay and stuff like that.
Or I'd put on like a cow costume or something like that.
And they like that kind of stuff.
It was cute to make, too.
That is actually kind of cute.
Yeah, it was super cute.
What's the wildest request you got from only fans people would have some like
really specific um scripts that were people would request like custom videos and they would pay for
it but they would have these very very specific scripts that were something to do with like
stepsister stuff like and i would get a lot of it because i was like
good at it because i just kind of like i understand i don't know niches and i'm good with like you
know scripting and that kind of stuff like that and um people would always like have these really
specific scripts of like this scenario they were imagining like with like their stepsister and i
just always wondered where all this like stepsister stuff comes from because a lot of people they had this like kind
of like stepsister fantasy thing that's so interesting because I definitely have seen that
yeah concept yes yeah it's super crazy but it's also like kind of real and in today's
day and age a lot of people do have step families and who is that
other than just this person that you aren't related to them but they're very close to you
so i wouldn't be surprised if there's been a lot of people who have like felt that way about like
their step siblings you know because growing up i remember a lot of my friends like you end up with
these new sub siblings like that's just human logic and just nature to feel
you're not biologically like exactly but you're very close to this person they're always around
yeah so I could see it and I found it really interesting like how many people like had that
fetish and I find it mind-blowing just because of like yeah I just never knew yeah you are so confident thank you you walk in the
door the way you are you act on film and in person what are your insecurities and have you ever dealt
with insecurities or like and where does this confidence come from uh I don't really know where
it comes from I think it just comes from like thinking in my brain like you know like what if
there was a person that was this confident like what would happen to them because it's either be confident or just not and like what's the fun and
not you know like why not it's like either either i can decide to feel really good about myself or
no one will like either i can decide to feel like great about myself or no one else will you know
what i mean you have to kind of decide these
things for yourself at least what i think what are some of your insecurities so um a big insecurity
of mine that i will did i for a while was like having acne and i don't have acne anymore but
i used to have like bad like cystic acne and like i cleared it up through like a lot a lot of
trial and error and just so many different things that I
had to do. And like, just basically having just nonstop, like trying different things after
different things to just try to get my acne to clear up. And, um, it really just like took forever,
but it was such a big insecurity of mine. Like I used to really not like my face but now it's like I feel
I've cleared it up and like that was a huge insecurity of mine and um just kind of I guess
like not being like just not have something that was always a big insecurity of mine was like I
dealt with like a eating disorder a lot when I was in porn like i felt like very like i felt like fat like i had like
an agent in pornography like telling me that i like was fat and it was just like weird like i
had like this whole weird thing of like obsessing over my body which i don't have now and modeling
and acting which is strange but i had it then in pornography for some reason. People were, like, way more judgmental then.
And that was a huge insecurity of mine.
It took me so long to, like, get over that, actually. Like, thinking that and that.
And, like, also just I feel like I always have, like, insecurities that, like, like, like, like I love this saying of like,
we need to have a Disney princess who thinks everyone is mad at her all the
time, because that's like, so relatable to me of like,
I feel like I have this insecurity of like, just thinking that you just think
that you're like, that people are like, you know,
you just constantly feel like you like when you don't see
your friend for a while you think that it's like something is bad like it's wrong yeah exactly and
like why does our brain go to that like why would my brain want to go to that like I don't know
it's weird so you overthink sometimes like if people like relationships and like you're standing
in if they're mad at you or not yeah I feel like i totally overthink and i constantly think that
like people would rather like not hear from me rather you know like i feel like i'm always
feeling going on the side of like i'm being annoying rather than like no i'm being cool
like i feel like i constantly will be like oh i'm talking too much oh i'm having diarrhea of
the mouth i say that all the time i'm like oh that date went
i'll be talking to my friend i'll be like yeah the date went good except i had diarrhea of the mouth
i wouldn't stop talking i was going on and on dude you're sitting across from someone that had like
three rounds of accutane it was the most debilitating thing i going to school i would
cry going to school i fucking was so miserable I I it like brings me back to such a
bad place because it's your face and you're so fucking embarrassed and it's not something you
can fucking control so why are we even embarrassed yeah it's awful it was something that I guess it's
like but I yeah it's weird and it's weird the way that like people will say such mean things to you
about it too and then it's just kind of like why yeah like i remember some boy like called me like crater face or something and i remember i
like went home and was like i think i'm like actually dude i think this was the worst thing
this is the worst bullying anything i ever received was this girl she was like she said to
me she was like you know that you're supposed to wash your face too and you're like you think i don't know
if i could wash my face what wait you're supposed to what like you think i don't fucking wash my
face bitch i wish i could fucking shave this shit off my head like oh my god that's awful
you did experience some bullying for your acne um Yeah, but I think that's just kind of like something that wasn't even bullying.
Like that girl was my friend.
It's so fucking stupid.
That girl was like my friend.
You know how like when you're in middle school and your friends are mean to you?
Yes.
Yeah.
And you're like, wait, that's really mean.
And I'm like, her.
And you go home and write in your diary like today Mary made me question if I'm literally
clinically depressed.
Yeah, yes.
And also with you opening up about your eating disorder,
so many women write in to me about that.
And was there something that you did to get healthier
or was it just gradual?
Honestly, it was, I mean, I fully saw mental health professionals,
which I always recommend.
My family always recommends that to me
so I always took that advice but that's what I did but that and also like there's this awesome
podcast that's called take the cake that I listened to that was just all about like recovering from an
eating disorder and it like there's a lot of like if you just start to there's a lot of like women out there that do share their story with
that and they will uh talk about what their experience was and like that podcast and just
some other like women that will share their stories like this other model like katie schmidt she uh she's a writer
and a model and she actually like shifted the way that my brain felt from being like
hating myself literally telling myself that i could never ever eat and like just literally not
eating just all all i thought about was how i could eat and like just reading what she wrote
like and just the perspective she put it in really really saved
me and i just will forever be so grateful for those women for being willing to share what they
were going through and um that like and i just yeah like will never understand like why uh anybody
would call somebody fat to begin with like why people think that's okay
and yeah it's crazy because it was really tough for me in order to get out of it it really took
a lot of like just opening up to all my friends like one of my best friends danielle i um said to
her one time i was like you know the only reason i'm vegan is because I think that it's keeping me
skinny and I just told her that one day and she was like what the fuck and like the more I started
to like open up to people it like suddenly it like just all came down and like yeah I was like
would was like so weird with it but I would always like disguise it under this thing of like oh I'm
just being really healthy and like all I ate today was just one green juice because it's just so healthy.
And like I'm just being healthy and like and yeah, it was weird.
And like what was extra weird was when I stopped it because something that I had to do was like stop all of my just food obsession.
Like I had to stop being vegan.
And once I stopped being vegan and stopped
all of like the calorie counting and everything i actually weirdly like my body like became so
much more toned and i have like a way nicer body now because i don't know what the fuck it was
doing before but i was just miserable and just not treating my body well and now that i literally
don't count a single single calorie and just eat whatever i want and just do absolutely anything i want my body actually looks better than it has my
whole fucking life and i'm way more toned like now i have abs for the first time in my life even
though i'm eating literally whatever i want like i don't stop myself from eating anything i do not
restrict my diet whatsoever but like back when I did I like weighed
more than this I don't know I don't know what that was about and that's why I think a lot of
people don't even think that I went through an eating disorder because of the fact that I'm
skinny now skinnier now than I was then even though I was starving myself then I would purposely only
200 calories in a day I remember it I was there in know, it was different then. I also think it's really helpful for you to talk about how when you actualize it verbally to someone else other than yourself and you say it to a friend, it helps you almost put in perspective when you're saying it out loud.
Like, oh, well, maybe that's not as like healthy as maybe I'm not as healthy as I thought.
And having friends around you and peers like opening up to them, that just seems like such a positive way to begin possibly recognizing like hey maybe I should
reach out for help and a lot of times friends are going to be so fucking supportive yeah completely
yeah and just saying that to her and just the way that she like reacted that was just like
whoa like you look amazing and she always is so supportive of me and like um just yeah i guess just putting that out there and just having getting other
people's perspective because it all started when this agent that i had when i was in porn
said to my face that i was fat he said everyone says that you're fat and the fastest way to lose
weight is by not eating and he said that to me and I was like what
the fuck like and then yeah it just turned into an eating disorder and like because I was so young at
the time he said that to me when I was 18 and it was so fucking freaky because no one my whole life
had ever said that I was fat and then like just and then I just became an obsession and then
it wasn't even until like June 2020 that I made that decision of like, okay, I'm actually like going to take every single advice that I found like from these podcasts, from these journalists, from every person who's written about recovering from an eating disorder.
And I'm going to take that advice and actually put it into motion now.
And I am so glad I did.
It completely changed my life like literally
completely changed your life because it's crazy how much it like takes up your brain like I was
literally going crazy over it like anyone listening that's struggled or is struggling like
having someone like you open up about that it just actualizes like you can get help and you
sitting here being like I feel like better than i've ever felt that's really helpful and inspiring for anyone listening whatever they're dealing with yeah yeah
no it completely forever and i i'm always a huge supporter and like professional mental health help
because we always do it for like our like physical things but i literally think it will actually
change your life getting like professional mental health help for like anything at all.
Yeah.
Are you currently single or in a relationship?
I am single and it's good.
I like to be single.
I like to just, yeah, just be able to do whatever I want.
What intimidates you in the bedroom?
Tattoos.
Really?
You're like, I'm terrified. wait they're just like scary sometimes i've been like fucking on some dudes and they will have these tattoos and i'll be like whoa i didn't know that you had
a tiger there you know what i mean look at that thing i've like hooked up with a guy that had
literally like like a pokemon character like
right by his dick yeah and i had i truly wouldn't have expected this and then i like ripped off his
pants to suck his dick and i was like oh hello there like wow that's interesting yeah people
have some crazy tattoos especially the ones that they dare to put there like i don't know and also
it's such a turn off to me when people like
will tattoo themselves of like oh yeah so like when i'm hooking up with somebody i'm just like
you fucking whore like how you know what i mean like you needed to put something right above your
vagina or like right now like this was for when you fuck for like when you like and again you're
like that you it's gonna be with so many different people like so many different people and it's so
many times for the first time
they like get so excited i'm like bruh i do porn and i want to do that shit bro like
that's so funny i always think it's crazy when people do that stuff i'm like whoa man because
you know they're waiting for that reveal moment on that first fuck you're like do you see it and
it's like how many they must get off on that yeah that's just so intimidating okay so you don't like tattoos don't love them do you have any no i have no tattoos
and i'm also not related to anybody who has tattoos which is interesting like i just tattoos
are yeah it depends on anything i bet you know literally no nobody like i was i never grew up
around anyone with tattoos so that why like coming to la and
like so many people have tattoos and if they're like people are like shocked that i don't have
tattoos like they're like how like what are you religious or something and it's like no it's not
a religious thing like i just don't why would i put like a snake there you know definitely don't
need a snake definitely don't need an infinity sign oh god no
a snake and an infinity symbol oh no have you ever heard of sugar daddy yeah totally how was that um
they were all really nice actually they were lovely people oh my god how did you meet them
seeking arrangements uh no i met them all like personally because they would basically be like
uh they would want to find me.
They would find me like through the grapevine more or less.
It would just be some person in L.A. that like would meet me through other people.
Did you ever have a situation?
What do people call it?
Like someone wants to be treated like I'm like your cash pig or whatever.
Like where they like.
A pay pig.
Yeah, a pay pig for years.
So did you even have to fuck him?
No. And he just fucking gets you shit? years so did you even have to fuck him no
and he just fucking gets you shit and don't you have to like make him feel like shit about himself
yeah just like make him know he's like my fucking pay pig and that's like just what he was fucking
meant for what is the nicest thing you got out of having a sugar daddy um the nicest thing uh
probably like just money i was always kind of like a money guy and just like i like trips and
stuff sometimes i never really went out of the country with the sugar daddy i would just kind of go around like
those boop around the states it was cool i saw some good stuff what is next for you we did were
your parent like your family and everyone like what did they say about euphoria like what was
their reaction they all said that it was amazing they were all like reacted really well to it they were all like really proud and really happy for me
it was really shocking to them that like to see someone in their family like make it into
hollywood was like mind-blowing to them but i think you know stranger things have happened so
it was just they think it's crazy but yeah they're really proud of me that's so fucking exciting like
i can't even
imagine like every fucking person is watching that show and so for you to just like so casually pop
the fuck up and like especially your character you're captivating on screen and i remember the
minute i saw you i was like who the fuck is this bitch she's fire and you're so beautiful so
talented like i am so excited to see where your career
takes you thank you yeah i'm really hoping to just play many more roles and just be you know
more beloved characters completely chloe thank you so much for coming on color daddy this was fun
yes this was so fun i'm so glad you had me the daddy gang is gonna love you yes i love them i
really like this podcast actually
i've listened to a lot of it you've had some like really interesting guests like i like your taste
in people like um you had this one guy on and i this was fascinating the guy who was like um
the gay guy that was on the bachelor that was so fascinating that was such a controversial episode
everyone was like sending me death threats like really yeah they're like how dare you have this person on i thought it was fascinating
because it's such a weird perspective that also is kind of a that guy reminds me a little bit of
the kind of person that like cal nate's dad is in euphoria he kind of is that same guy that's like a
man that's like in the closet and like it's disrupting things around him and like
all these things you know like um yeah that i thought was really interesting and like that's
a really good comparison and i love what you did like lana rhodes like she's fucking iconic i wish
her the best like her with her new baby like she's thriving yeah yeah there's been some amazing people
that i've met through this that's why it's so dope to be able to like sit down in like long form and
just chat and i i think it translates into the podcast like people feel so connected when I'm
just sitting down because I'm like I'm gonna ask the questions I hope everyone listening wants to
hear because I want to hear this and I'm interested in everyone I sit down with so especially you
Chloe you're amazing thank you so much thank you for having me you're amazing too thank you Thank you.