Call Her Daddy - Trisha Paytas: Internet Trolls, Kidnapping & Nudes

Episode Date: January 17, 2024

Join Alex in the studio for an absolutely insane and hilarious interview with Trisha Paytas. Trisha takes Alex back to where it all started and reflects on growing up dreaming of becoming famous, having no friends in high school, and desperately wanting to escape her small town. She gets real about her problematic early days on YouTube, what was really going on in her personal life behind the scenes, and reveals her eventual rock bottom moment. Trisha opens up about being addicted to the drama and why she’s totally over it now. Then, Alex and Trisha crack up discussing nudes, internet trolls, and butt plugs. The pair also read some of Daddy Gang’s DM’s and give their advice on everything from what to do when your BFF is secretly hooking up with your brother to when you get caught sending nasty messages from a burner account. This episode is so chaotic and fun… get ready to laugh your ass off.Watch these other amazing episodes:Harry Jowsey: From Fuckboy to Marriage MaterialNessa Barrett: My Journey with Multiple Personality Disorder

what is up daddy gang it is your founding father alex cooper with call her daddy trisha paytas welcome to call her daddy i'm so excited um daddy gang we're gonna be really honest with you right now we were just recording for a solid 10 minutes we were cruising down the freeway we were thriving and then we realized it wasn't recording. And it was gold. That's 10 minutes were gold. And we can't recreate it. You're like, pretend we didn't do any of that.

I'm like, I can't recreate that gold. Everything was going amazing. So if you guys feel like we're a little on edge here and ready to end it all, it's because we are. Okay. I was saying to you, Trisha, congratulations. You just announced your second child. Tell me how you're feeling again. I feel very excited from the beginning. I'm like, do we go through everything

we just said? Where did the names come from? I always loved Elvis and Malibu before the movies came out. From 10, I'm a middle child, older sister, brother, younger sister. You're the baby. Who are you closer with, brother or sister? You're like, I'm going to get in trouble and that's when it cuts. You guys, we literally went through. Okay, no, we are doing it again. How are you feeling? Talk to me about all the food that you can eat because you're pregnant I'm gonna get in trouble and that's when I cut you guys we literally went through okay no we are doing it again how are you feeling talk to me about all the food that you can eat because you're pregnant oh I just feel oh yeah that's what we were saying it's like see now I forgot already um yeah I just feel like usually I do eat what I want but I feel guilty about it now I just eat what I want don't feel guilty because you know you're like growing a baby so you're growing a baby you're allowed to just like shove food into your mouth and no one

can get mad at you or judge you it's's like, fuck off. I'm pregnant. Leave me alone. And most of the time I don't care what other people think. It's usually what I think. So it's usually like, oh, no, I don't feel bad. Now I'm like, oh, I'm not judging myself. And I can sleep all that I want. Usually I'm like, oh, I got to be busy.

I got to do it. But now I just take naps and I don't feel any guilt. Oh, you're napping and you're eating. Yeah, it's the best. I'm so happy for you. That's why I love being pregnant. You said you want more than two. Well, we thought two.

I don't know. I don't know. We don know we don't have to yet one is very difficult right in my head I'm thinking like four you know because we were talking about how three is like hard so I was like it's two or four okay I know I already asked you this but just to set the scene for people where did you grow up I was split my time between Illinois and California my dad was in California and my mom was in Illinois so I went back and forth a lot I quit school a lot to like be homeschooled and stuff. And then I'd go back into school. Like I was constantly doing that because I loved it. I loved like the lifestyle here in California with my dad. But, you know, my mom is what I used to. And like we lived in a town of like a thousand people back in Illinois. So it was like two extremes. Yeah. Were you closer with your mom

or your dad? I mean, definitely my mom. Yeah. Like my dad, I saw like the summers, you know what I mean? Yeah. But my dad, I think in that, though, I thought my dad yeah like my dad I saw like the summers you know what I mean yeah um but my dad I think in that though I thought my dad was so cool because he was like in California and I was like even though like obviously he was the worst sir of the parents my mom literally raised us I always felt bad saying like my dad was the best I feel like that happens so much when you come from divorced parents the one that's like the cooler one is actually just the one that never had to like instill any boundaries or like tell you like you're grounded because you did this yeah or like just was not the one parenting as much oh yeah and then you grow up and you're like oh yeah dad maybe not as fabulous as mom putting

in all the work all the work my mom worked four jobs bus driver bartender all this stuff like that and I'm like I love my dad more it was like so weird but yeah especially at the wedding we had a wedding and like my dad walks us down the aisle and gives the speech and my moms don't get anything at the wedding and they do all the work. I kind of felt bad. That's such a good point. Yeah. And my mom still helps us out.

She's like watching our daughter right now. can you kind of paint the picture though like before high school just like of your childhood i feel like obviously so much of like who we are is from our childhood and i know you just mentioned like your mom was working for jobs like can you kind of just paint the picture growing up in illinois with your mom um yeah we lived in like these farm towns and they were yeah they were less than a thousand people we kind of moved around a little bit because I don't know I just never liked school and um yeah it was just small it was a small town it was a farm town so everyone and my mom like was from there so it's just like farm town my grandparents were on a farm and there's just that much to it to be honest it's really just it was so boring and I just I hated it I haven't been back since I think I left at 17 and I have not

been back since oh my god do you think if you landed in Illinois like would you get triggered yeah yeah for sure even just going to Chicago which is like two hours from where I live I'm like not Illinois no I kind of relate to that though and I think a lot of people especially during the holidays like I've seen people always say like it's triggering to go back to your hometown because one I think we like repress so many memories and two it's just like it just reminds us of a version of ourselves that like if you were cool in middle school and high school like kudos to you but like I wasn't I was like not really either I wasn't like bullied really I mean a little tiny bit like everybody but I wasn't cool either so I was mean a little tiny bit like everybody. But I wasn't cool either. So I was just neutral just everywhere.

Just kind of neutral. What did you want to be when you were growing up? Famous. Famous. I just wanted to be famous. And this was before like reality TV. So I was like I need to be a singer or an actress. Stop.

But I can't do either of them. But I came out to do it. Because that's how you got famous back then. So when you're sitting in Illinois, are you like – were there any like TV shows or magazines or anything that you were watching or like people you were like I want to be like that person like Britney Spears of course did you tell people in your town you wanted to be famous yeah I was most I was voted most likely to be famous in one and I think two of my yearbooks I was most likely to be famous yeah just because I like was I just liked attention and like I said I don't know I just I feel like I always stood up you know I feel like you just kind of know if you

have like a little it factor you know so I knew I had something but I was like it wasn't talent so I was like how do I parlay this going back to high school like did you have a lot of girlfriends no no I was I was I wouldn't say it picked me but I definitely was like girls are drama I used to be that I used to be the girl that like did not like girls because of that reason because I was just intimidated I just thought oh no guy's gonna look at me if I'm in a room of girl I just was not a girl's girl like it took me a while um now I'm only a girl's girl and like can't stand like men but it took me a while I definitely was insecure never want to be around girls you know what I mean I just I think I was always a girl hater especially just like I just never felt good

enough I never felt skinny enough pretty enough I never had boyfriends until I was like 30 so yeah no I think that's relatable though of like when especially when we're younger like we're constantly comparing ourselves in rooms because at that age it's also like what guy likes what girl and if you're not getting picked then you feel like a loser and you feel like fuck like I wish I looked like them and then it's just this comparing game that you can never win definitely so it's hard to like I had that a lot where I like my best friend was like the gorgeous one and I was always like I love you so much but like fuck me yeah don't be around me right like can you move a little to the fucking right because you look too good in parties and I'd be like I'm literally

never gonna get chosen if you are sitting next to me and it's hard with girls but it's like now I look back and I'm like oh my god it wasn't actually about us competing with each other it was about the men that we were trying to like appease their standards and had nothing to do with the girls like liking each other not it's all a bet based off of if guys like of course with everything with acting with anything it's just like you know it's just what they what they approved of what they liked and had nothing to do with you so I know I wish I would have found my own lane earlier because I and I do love pretty girl I'm like I actually like am obsessed with pretty girls I just like was just too scared to be around them no it is intimidating like I agree like you and and also

it's hard to not be envious of like yeah I wish I had what you have and like I wish I was you but at the end of the day once you get to know those people a lot of times they've got their own shit oh for're not perfect either. Oh, no, for sure. I was always envious of you. I was very envious of you. I remember like when I, I think it was like 2019, 2018, you girls were all on Impulsive. And I remember being like, and I didn't know anything about podcasts.

I didn't know how people got podcasts. And I remember just being so jealous. I was like, wow, they have a job where they're just like talking and talking about sex. I was like, I could do that. That could be me. And I was like, how did they get this? And you girls were so much younger. I was like, I could do that. That could be me. And I was like, how did they get this? And you girls are so much younger. I was like so jealous. And then obviously when you get your Spotify deal, I was just like, oh my God. You know, I was,

I was that person who was so jealous. Dude, it's so funny, Trisha, because I remember just like watching you on YouTube so often. And I would be so jealous of you because before I started my career, I'm like, I wish I had Trisha's platform. I wish I could like sit on YouTube and like do what she does. That's crazy because I was like alone and crying all the time. Like, I wish I could be that person. Dude, that is so crazy that we're both like, oh, I was jealous of you. Oh, for sure. I definitely was.

I definitely was just like, I don't get Call Her Daddy. I definitely was. So when I did this, I was like, all I know is that clip is going to be resurfacing. So let me just go ahead and say it. It's so funny because I had one of my really good friends now. She went on a podcast at one point and was like, I don't get the Call Her Daddy girl shtick. it's so funny because I had one of my really good friends now she went on a podcast at one point and was like I don't get the call her daddy girl stick it's so fucking dumb why are they acting like that they're like acting like little whores like I I'm the first person and

I think that we can talk about that too with your career of like by having a career on the internet you just say so much stuff and half of the time in the beginning days I felt like I also said stuff that I regret and I remember in those OG days back in the day with my old co-host like we when we started to get desperate for views we would like say stuff about celebrities and I'm so deeply embarrassed that we said those things but I know it wasn't coming from a place of like actually being like mean girls it was I know from my POV it was genuinely just like how do we stir shit up yeah and if you can teeter this line that's so unhealthy and you just become like how do we get more how do we get more oh yeah and I'm like why did I say that so if that

clip resurfaces I wouldn't give a fuck I literally wouldn't Trisha because yeah I first of all you didn't know me yeah you would never met me i was just jealous 100 because honestly as soon as they called for this like literally like my management from canada flew in they're like this is i'm like yes this is the biggest thing you know what i mean so i think but i really try in the past especially since being 30 i really try now to really just not hate on girls even if like everyone's hanging on them i really try to find like even with data pink i'm like i try to find like the good side of this i'm like you know she dealt through a lot now she can so i try to i try to keep it positive with every girl you know i agree you're right I think what we can both

understand it's like being in the media a lot of times when we do the stupidest shit is when we're hurting the most and so trying to find like any type of empathy for anyone when you see someone like acting out it's like well what the hell are they going through there's still people that like I can like oh I just can't find the silver lining but I just go I scroll past but now I don't like to say anything I'm like let me just if you have nothing nice to say don't say it at all so I I feel like I've matured a lot and like I don't really like hate on girls but if there is a girl that annoys you and there is like I just annoy some people just you know I just keep it going it just makes you look bad like I just look so bad like you said I just look so bad talking like so much crap

about people but I really can tell you like it came always from a place of like jealousy always like I used to talk about like the D'Amelio's when they were like 18 and 16. And I was just like, I was so jealous that I wasn't me. But I was like 30 years old being like, Oh my god, you're spitting out a snail. How ungrateful like, you know, they're 18. No, but I also think that comes from a place to have like people on the internet, then probably like writing to you being like saying mean things about like, I get it now like relevancy or like age as a woman and it's like as a woman if you're past the age of 21 you're like old as fuck oh yeah and you're outdated and so naturally that's gonna cause resentment of us feeling like when you see

younger girls but really we shouldn't be mad at younger girls we should be mad at society and mainly men being the ones that tell us like after a certain age you're not valued anymore. It's a thousand percent true. Right. Right. Exactly. Fuck you. I love it. I know it's true. It is true. I want to talk about you going to LA. So you graduate high school and I remember reading like the day after you moved to LA. Yeah. Like literally the day of. Yeah. What was your plan and what was your job when you got to L.A.? Well, I initially moved with my dad. Okay. So that was the first thing.

I like lasted about – he wanted me to go to college. So I went to like two weeks of like community college. It did not work out. Because I never had a math class in my life in high school. So I took like a pre-algebra and I like had no idea what was going on. So I was like I drop out. And so yeah, I got on a TV show right away. I got on a show called The Greg Barrett Show.

It was like filmed at Culver Studios. It was like a syndication show. It was like a talk show. And so I did like a syndication show. It was like a talk show. And so I did like 10 episodes of that. I was in SAG after. So I was getting like, you know, $1,700 an episode, which was like so much. It was great. And then I got another show with Stan Lee called Who Wants to Be a Superhero.

It was on SyFy. So I was like crushing it. But I was like 18 and then like 19 hit. And then I kind of like, whew, I had no money, nothing. And then that's when I did the whole stripping, escorting. I wouldn't even say escort. I was like a hooker on the street. But I like to say escorting.

It sounds like fancier. Trisha, slow down. Yeah. Hold on. Trisha's like, I can go. I live out fast. You can talk. You're like, I can go through my entire life story.

Literally. I'm like, Trisha, we need to like get an hour in here. I'm like, we're at 18. And I'm like, we got to get to 35. OK. First of all, I'm dying at your math comment because I was so fucking bad at math. Shout out to Oscar. He was this kid in my math class

that he would I would sit next to Oscar and I would pretend I'm writing my whole math class doing nothing then when Oscar was done his he would hand me his test and I would hand him my test and he would take my test for me and he would like even like change like his writing to be more girly and then Oscar would hand me back my test and I would go hand it in and I'm like Oscar I knew he was like going to Harvard or something and I was just like not meant for math and I just knew like there's there's gonna be a phone for a reason that has a calculator I don't need to know like the square root of things you manifested or you knew there was already cell phones back then and they're way to have cell phones in high school so I don't know we did have cell phones but you know I just like manifested this

is gonna happen one day I was like wow you made the iPhone happen honestly I absolutely will take credit for that I'm dead yes I absolutely made the iPhone happen for sure 100% and then I no I was like I just knew I didn't need math in my fucking life. Cause I knew I wanted to be in entertainment. Did you ever cheat in school? No, I've never had friends. So like my friends were literally, like I said, I was just like hitting up like celebrities, just trying to be like, Hey, but I've never had friends in school. Never had friends now. I'm just not a friend person. I don't know, but I'm really trying now with my daughter. I really am like being, trying to be as social as possible. Like we're going to birthday parties for her.

Cause I just don't want her to grow up like that with like no I don't really mind it doesn't make me sad because I don't know any different yeah and also I'm just like not a great friend because I'm not someone to like hang out with all the time I've just never been that person so but I'm trying out for my daughter like we got to make her friends make sure she's social and yeah okay let's talk about you saying so casually when you're talking this fast you're like okay and then I'm going to just I love it you said you have an hour so I was like let's get it in an hour our podcast goes like three and a half hours so I'm like I gotta get it all in we know I was more saying Trisha we need

to at least get to an hour you're gonna talk about your whole life story in 30 seconds you're like okay so you got finally after like you were in LA for a second you were having some success and then you just casually were like and then I became a stripper and an escort but not really what happened yeah yeah so I just had like money. I was just like running out of money. My mom like was helping me as much as she could. And then she kind of ran out of money. I like maxed out her cards and stuff. So we all ran out of money. She had a husband at the time. So she was like living with him and she was like fine. But my dad was not in the picture at all. Like he hated that I moved out, like cut me off completely. So I had like no help, no money.

And so I didn't know what to do. I didn't like, I wasn't educated. Like, you know, I didn't have college degrees. I had no idea. I could, I try to do I didn't like I wasn't educated like you know I didn't have college degrees I had no idea I could I try to do like the regular jobs you know like making smoothies and stuff but that was just like not for me either and I just you know loved the stripper life as like in movies like I loved it I thought it was like so glamorous so I'm like this is gonna be for me but like my stripper life was not glamorous I was like literally at like Canoga Park like VNI's like Godfathers it was like super sketchy I wanted to be at Spearmint Rhino but that was like the bougie pretty girls with the fake boobs already i was in like i don't know if you know godfathers it's just like sketchy um so yeah i

had a stripper life and then yeah then i just you know i think casually then you just start because like hansapalvita there's like a bunch of hookers like so i just casually started like going on the street just get more money that way don't put it with the club and stuff like that but um I was like I was kind of like out of my mind there I would never I don't consider myself like an addict but I definitely was using a lot back then okay can I ask what you were using back then it was just like I did a lot of coke I did a lot of like I didn't do meth until like 2019 but I did do stuff that I didn't know maybe it was like you know the ones where you snort with like rocks I don't know if that's meth.

I don't know what it was. But I was like snorting rocks. Yeah. I literally didn't know what any of the drugs were. I just know I did a lot of – everything was snorting. Okay. And one was like really rocks. Like it was just like hurt my nose all the time like that.

And so I was just – yeah, I was just doing a lot of that stuff. I was just like out of my mind. Honestly, whatever people gave me. And at 18 and 19, you're just kind of like don't care. You know, I didn't care. I was like I don't really care where my life goes when you said your dad cut you off like what happened oh just because like I didn't want to do school and he's just like I'm not gonna support you and yeah I mean you were on your own yeah so I was like okay were you scared at all whenever you

were stripping like were there any moments where you like got into situations where you're like I am like a little scared oh yeah I feel like all of it. Like, going home with guys all the time. Like, yeah, it's crazy that, like, I'm alive. It all scared me. I guess at the time you just didn't get scared because you don't think about it, right? No, I get that. I think it's, like, when you almost, like, can get into something that you just kind of fall into.

And then you can almost just, like, keep going down that rabbit hole. And you almost don't know when like to stop or when to like check yourself because again you're right at that age like if you don't have someone like that's a parent being like stop it you kind of can just start to go wild and like not know like what is bad what is good and I'm finding myself and I'm figuring myself out and if you didn't have friends like you kind of had no one probably to compare yourself to like my friends aren't doing this had you ever done drugs before you went to LA no no I was super good I never drank like I just didn't I wasn't having like

sex in high school or something like that because I just never I never was that person I don't know so maybe I just thought like LA be wild you know what I mean I thought and again I think being insecure I just was like you thought like having sex meant like you're so attracted like everybody wants you you know right and you get paid for it like that's actually insane insecure, I just was like, you thought like having sex meant like you're so attracted, like everybody wants you, you know, and you get paid for it. Like that's actually insane. Like to me, I was like, oh my gosh, like people are going to pay me to have sex with them. That's wild. You're right though.

I can see what you're saying of like going from like being in a position where you're like, oh, like I wanted to be liked by these men and then to get this profession where like they all love you and they're all paying attention to you. But then I can imagine like the drugs probably made you get into situations like could you share any stories of just like situations you got into that you woke up and you're like why did this happen oh my gosh I mean honestly a lot of them that I like blacked out I mean really just I mean I've been kidnapped a bunch of times where it's just like you wake up in like a truck and the truck's moving and stuff like that yeah Trisha yeah pause sorry what yeah I got kidnapped I guess I don't know if it's just like you wake up in like a truck and the truck's moving and stuff like that. Yeah. Trisha? Yeah. Pause.

Sorry, what? Yeah, I got kidnapped. Well, I guess, I don't know if it's kidnapping if you're over 18, but I was 19. I think it's kidnapping, Trisha. I've been abducted, I guess. It's kidnapping, no matter if you're 45 or 50. Yes. I could be kidnapped at 35.

Yes. Oh, okay. We, we. Yeah, I was, yeah. Can you walk me? But it's like, it's in the sense where it's like I don't know where I'm at like I go with somebody and all of a sudden you wake up you're like oh in someone's truck and stuff like that at one point in your life you woke up in the back of a truck I mean multiple times yeah for sure yeah it's crazy there's like and you know back then

again you don't think in there but you're like well I went with this person willingly so yeah you just don't think about stuff like that when you would wake up in the back of those trucks like what did you do you kind of just don't do anything well you know you're like coming off a drug so you kind of just like let things happen you're just like oh and then they like let you off or something like that so you kind of just and you don't again I just I didn't think of it like anything I hear people talk about their stories and for me it just like I say it casually because it's to me it almost seems casual like it almost seems like oh well that's what I was doing I guess even if I didn't want it

or like someone like you know brought me with them like it's kind of a I don't know I'm like well this is the life I chose you know which is like such a weird way to think and of course anybody else in the situation I'd be like oh my god that's so awful but for me I just thought well this is what I chose but I think also there's a level of like at some point you kind of have to just like disconnect from it because a lot of that like for any woman listening like that is I'm sitting here being like, sorry, you woke up in the back of the truck like that's so scary. Yeah. I do think obviously when you're on drugs, though, everything can become way less intimidating

because your senses are like not heightened whatsoever. You're just like kind of in a sedated state yeah so like you can't really you don't have the ability to like make maybe the decisions you would make when you're sober oh for sure um but when you look back at yourself in those situations like how do you feel it's almost like I just don't even know that life you know it's kind of like my high school life I don't know that life I don't know like there's so many stages I look back on and I'm like oh I don't even like recognize like I remember it um but some of I don't even like recognize you know what I mean because I was just such a different person and almost it almost seems like I'm telling a story you know what I mean like it almost doesn't seem

like my life it's almost like this is a story about this girl but like it like you know and I it took me a while I didn't go to therapy for like a really long time and even in therapy now I like don't talk about it because it's just like it's not trauma to me you know stuff that happened to me as a kid too I'm just like oh it's not trauma even though like it is yeah it's just like I don't know I don't like it's like it's not something I'm like uncomfortable talking about what with like therapy I don't get deep into it because I'm like it's fine and they're like no it's not but I'm like to me it's fine like you know it doesn't I don't think it affected me but they're saying it does and it probably did because I mean I am kind of I was messed up for a long time so well yeah I think a lot of the time it's like the body keeps things in but like if

you've done such a good job essentially like dissociating from it like I get what you're saying like you're telling the story but you don't personally feel that affected by it right now because you have survived through it and you're like I don't really like connect to that person anymore which I think is how a lot of people survive and I think there's also like a stigma where people which I completely understand when people would look at you being like well you have to figure it out you have to solve it I think that there's a lot of people that don't want to go and relive some things and I think that's okay obviously if it's like significantly affecting your life to this day where like you're having

like whether you're feeling like if you're having sex you're getting triggered or you're having PTSD or flashbacks like that's usually when to like open it back up but like definitely I think everyone has to figure it out on their own time yeah I definitely had that I've definitely had that where I had to like talk to someone because it was like if someone like touched me like I was you know it's like just dealing with all that stuff so I've definitely dealt with that for sure but yeah yeah I'm curious like going through that with men and like being in positions where Like if someone like touched me, like I was, you know, it's like just dealing with all that stuff. So I've definitely dealt with that for sure. But yeah. Yeah.

I'm curious, like going through that with men and like being in positions where obviously I'm sure like you've kind of alluded, like there's taken like taking advantage moments. Like how did you kind of like rebuild your relationship to men? I think I just like always hated men and I feel like I'm still kind of there, especially like giving birth. I just had like such bad experiences with men, not understanding postpartum like just so I just and I've just all my life is just like any type of men I've just like I don't know I feel like I wanted their like validation and they were all awful so I feel like I have still such a strong hatred I think there's anything to fix it's like maybe my hatred towards men and like it's like it's not

even just like me being this feminist men suck you know it's just like I really dislike them and when I like have to talk to a straight like this year I really made a conscious effort to do only female podcasts like I make it don't want to talk to like men like I don't know what it is and it's like that's obviously not right either you want to like be equal and like you know not hate men yeah no but I get what you're saying I think like when you've been like fucked over or wronged by men or even just as simple as like they don't understand women. And there are some men that when you're actually looking at them in the eyes, you're like,

oh, you don't get what I'm talking about. You don't get what I'm like even trying to say to you. And that can be so infuriating. And it's not worth our time sometimes. It's not our job to educate men on why we should be treated equally to them or why we should have respect like yeah if you're talking so there are some men that are great like your husband's great but like overall I get what you're saying of like the trauma of having men fail you so many times in

your life why would you like them yeah and that's how I feel and you're right there are there are like my husband's like amazing and I have like a friend that has like an amazing husband too and it's like there are some good ones but then you hear on TikTok so many horror stories of men that don't want to change diapers or they don't want to like be planned the wedding or they like just constantly like like that to me is like so and I hear it all the time I'm like that's so like triggering I'm just like you know what I mean just the way they treat women it just makes me so upset I don't know it's so fucked up and then to see like how many women men then want to have like a say on what women do with their bodies oh wow that's a whole other that's yeah girl that's what I'm saying with like postpartum or

hormones when you're pregnant all the stuff you know all the abortion stuff and so it's just like it's infuriating that like men have a say period and I just feel like men should not have a say ever about anything like just don't say anything like giving birth giving after like after I gave birth I had so many guys online like criticize me for taking fentanyl for having a c-section because I was you know I had an addiction to like drugs at one point. And like, oh, well, she said she never took drugs, but she took fentanyl for a C-section. I'm like, they make you because they're cutting you open. Like I don't get the choice not to really.

So yeah. And so I think all of that really made me hate men even more. And straight and gay because you know what I mean? Like they both kind of don't get sometimes. So I was like, ugh. So even I had like a hairdresser. I was just like, I had all this. Now it's like, okay, now I'm letting gay men back into my life more but like the

straight man is still hard for me you know what I mean and it's it's one thing and I think because I'm married now I don't even really need them as I used to think I needed them in the past was like dating and stuff when you're in the dating world like I'm sorry but like I get it women are always going to try to like look cute for the day and look this way and talk this way like there are little things we always do because we still live in a man's world so it's like we have to be delicate with how we unravel it but once you're in a healthy safe relationship it's kind of nice you're right to be like I now don't need anything and if I'm going to interact with men it's going to be on my turn yeah it's the best it's the best feeling it's just so great and I'm

like I don't care if I'm skinny enough I don't care if I'm if there's a prettier girl in the room to me like none of it matters you know so it's just like it's so freeing it's just so great and I'm like I don't care if I'm skinny enough I don't care if I'm if there's a prettier girl in the room to me like none of it matters you know so it's just like it's so freeing it's so wonderful like you said if you're in a good relationship the wrong relationship will make you feel the opposite that's almost worse than being in the day oh yeah yeah that's awful you're like yeah I'm sure I'm sure so many women including ourselves sitting here have been in those type of relationships where you're like I am a shell of a human i was i was better off when i was dating a bunch of assholes but going on dates rather than being with one guy that has your claws and you that's so like manipulative and like emotionally or physically abusive whatever it is like the

worst calling you crazy judging what you eat conning how many nuggets you eat it's like that to me and i thought i was like so in love and then you look back and you're just like oh my god this person like hated me but i was trying so hard everything i could and i'm like and it's happened yeah it's happened i've only been in like two relationships so it's like both my god this person like hated me but I was trying so hard everything I could and I'm like and it's happened yeah it's happened I've only been in like two relationships so it's like both my relationships are horrible you had a man that would count how many chicken nuggets you would eat what's on camera no yeah it's like still out there it's like compilations of all the time yeah it's like that to me is the most traumatic thing of my life I've been kidnapped probably over 40 times but that was the most traumatizing.

Thinking about it, I like disassociate right now. I'm like, oh no. I like get scared. I don't know. It's like such a weird thing. You're like, leave me the fuck alone. Let me eat my nuggets in peace, you piece of shit. It was – it's like so – it's actually like traumatizing.

When I think back, I'm like, oh my God. And to this day, I literally had a cry the other night. Like we were eating pasta. Like something triggered me from like that relationship. And I was just like, and it's so weird. Like I'm so like, I never think about it or whatever, but there's like this, like I was eating this pasta and I was like, oh my God, I just started like crying. And I was just like, I feel like a disgusting person for eating this. And my husband is like so great. He's just like pasta is like the most like popular food. It's in every country. Like what? Like it's totally

normal for you to eat this. Right. It's like, it's like wipe your tears and eat your pasta. Yeah. Okay. I read a study that like pasta makes you happier I repost that on my Instagram all the time I always see it yeah I was like repost I'm like absolutely happier let's go pasta every night I eat pasta every day usually I don't care and then like I don't know there are days started a spiral for some I totally get it yeah when you were talking about your time in LA and like struggling with drugs did you ever have like a rock bottom moment where you're like, I've got to God, so many. So many.

That was a rock bottom moment when I was 19 that happened. Like I literally I lived next to, his name was Christopher Dennis. He was the Hollywood Superman. There was a documentary made about him and he recently passed. He was so sad. But he found me just completely like in piss and shit. this stuff because my my apartment

didn't even have a doorknob it was on uh yucca and highland there was like no doorknob i think it's still there it's like behind a liquor store now and he like found me and like my dad and i hadn't talked for like two and a half years at this point and i don't know how i don't know if he called him whatever but my dad like showed up took me to like riverside hospital i was in there for like three weeks in like 2007 2008 and um yeah and then I kind of got a little better then my dad was trying to get me back to go to college did that for like six months and then I moved back out again my mom came out so but that was a rock bottom and then 2019 was my rock rock bottom 2019 was my the meth I was in three mental hospitals I that's when I was like really hardcore into math there was two guys that I dated um who

both have since passed from overdoses and um yeah I was just I was just wild I think I slept with probably like 200 guys that one year three mental hospitals like just really beside myself the internet oh my god everybody was making like hate videos about me like PewDiePie made a hate video I was like oh my god like what did I even do so it was like my rock rock bottom and which is ironically I was the skinniest so sometimes it's like I want to be skinny and then I was like oh maybe not that 2019 was rough oh my god wow but that was and that was documented that 2019 that was a rough year because you were on YouTube at that point yeah I was making like a lot of videos there's a lot of deleted videos with the people I was with. Yeah. It just was really like crazy. Let's talk about your OG YouTube days because yes, there were some videos put out that like people considered controversial

and people like try to bring your old YouTube videos back to this day. Like you got involved in like, I feel like a good bit of drama back then like when you look back at the OG YouTube days how do you feel about them and how would you even describe them it's like so many eras of YouTube too like the OG ones were just like so great it was like well before you could make money on YouTube it was just like fun and then you start making money and then it's like where do you find your niche like I said I never felt like I had like talent so I was like what can I do oh I can like piss people off I can do this so I definitely went like the trolling route because it was like the most money I ever made without having to like

strip or hook and I was just like this is it you know so yeah I definitely had a lot of like problematic videos and just stuff that like I didn't necessarily even think I think if I was like me I could like hold stronger to like oh I was just like young or whatever but it was just like stuff I'd hear other people say that were like, and I would just like repeat it. I just wanted to be shocking. And, you know, and I like I totally own up to it. And I look back at my videos.

I'm like, well, you know, some of them are pretty bad. But I try to give myself grace and forgiveness with that because I used to be really hard on myself. I'm like, I know I suck. I'm problematic. And to this day, like I don't get sponsored on my podcast. Like shout out to our Patreon. Like our Patreons do it.

And so, you know know it's great but um yeah I definitely forever have like this like mark on me on the internet of like kind of like she's a little controversial or you know you just people don't want you like around but you know it's fine like again I my word of wise to people when I see people trolling now on the internet is like just maybe don't because it'll like follow you forever people will think of you as that forever and rightfully so like you know like those clips will always be out there and people either see the change in the growth or they don't and I think either one you just have to like work with you know but I do think it's helpful that you're like explaining your backstory and that's why I wanted to talk to you about it today because it's like for sure I bet I'll get comments being like

why the fuck are you having Trisha Payton on like always what the fuck yeah I? Yeah, I totally understand that. I also, though, think it's important, like the fact that you just said, like, I could make more money doing this than stripping and hooking. It's like, OK, like, it's good to know someone's backstory. And I think when again, when you're saying those type of things, usually the people that are saying those things, you're not in a great place. oh my gosh oh back then I just couldn't I didn't care about me my I didn't think anything of the future I was just like I need to make money now I'm just gonna piss people off I don't care I don't have friends for a reason never thinking like it would be a full career or anything you know that's what I

also think sometimes like people feel like they're lucky because they can make their fake accounts but like god forbid one day all of your fake account comments and trolling and you like telling people to go kill themselves or whatever like there are people on the internet that are so ruthless but they don't have the balls to do it publicly and have their own name on it if that god forbid you walked into work one day and all of your comments were placed on your own desk like would you be fired or not and i think it like if you look inward all of those people are not in a good place and clearly you weren't either yeah and you've kind of had this like redemption arc but like when you look back do you think you were addicted to the drama once you started to see

the money oh yeah I mean for so long like a good like 10 12 years I was so addicted I was just so miserable so like any attention was good attention money was just money you know what I mean so it just yeah it's it is crazy but I did reap the karmatic you know effects of it all so it does like you said even the trolls I think it I think it's so real I think karma is so real and like I've reaped all of that 10 times over I'm sure and still do to this day we get a sponsor and like everyone harasses them like don, so we lose at this point. I'm like, don't even give us sponsorships because I just know that. So it's fine. Luckily, I have my ways to make money. But yeah, you just you reap it for a long time. So why do you think, though, second chances are so important? Because I think people do like

change. I think majority of humans evolve as human beings, especially when you get older, when you find happiness, when you find love, like you mean people do change and I think like that's the whole point of humanity right is like the evolution of it all like I think our society shows that like you know from like us in like the 60s you know with like segregation so you know I think it's like just shown like obviously people are changed like change so I think that's important otherwise you never like never can grow and never can like you know um but yeah I've had second third fourth fifth sixth so I'm appreciative all of them some people don't deserve them some people don't want to give them to you but I do think it's important to like try to see people changing yeah I think I really think people do and can

I agree I think also it's really difficult on the internet when you have a persona that I even feel it sometimes like I feel like sometimes I've met people and they're like oh my gosh like I thought you were gonna be such a bitch you're gonna be this and I'm like oh like I mean I don't know you can be honest like what you thought of before you met me yeah because you just hear all the stuff right you hear all the drama and so you're just like wow she's a ruthless she's this and you know not to say I don't judge because obviously I know like I know how people take things but you hear those things or just how I don't know. You think someone's just going to be arrogant or whatever because you have all this like

money and you're skinny and you're pretty. So you're like, well, you just know, you know, I think you have the assumptions again at this age. I don't. I'm just like and I was I was surprised the energy you have is just so different than like people would think. You know what I mean? No, I appreciate you saying that because I think that's the point is like we see people online and most of the time we never get to meet these people in person so like

there's a image online that people will like assume of you and it's really fucking hard to break away from that and so obviously like I know my my the way that I got through it was like I know the truth and I know what happened and I know I feel like I can go to sleep and I'm a good person and I have good people around me and like and if I'm good with my life off the internet I think then I did become a better version of myself on the internet because it's like when all you are looking for is validation from the internet which it seems like at one point that was you didn't have friends you were really in a dark place like you're gonna just say some crazy fucking shit and you don't give a fuck yeah but

I do think second chances you're right are important because like I'm so proud of the growth that I've had and I know you feel the same way about yourself of like of course we've changed and of course now like when you have things you care about everything is put in perspective oh my god so different now it's like oh I don't want to embarrass my husband I want to embarrass my daughter you know you're like so it changes everything about you that's what I knew like I had to change all of it and it just and I I really't want to embarrass my husband. I want to embarrass my daughter. You know, you're like, so it changes everything about you. That's what I knew. Like I had to change all of it. And it just, and I, I really do feel it. And I'm like, people can see it or they don't see it.

I don't care because I feel better. But it does feel, especially right now that people have like seen it. And it's not me saying I've changed this. You know, it just took time. You know, I think with anything like just public feuds, anything, you know, people always, you know, there's always sides that people pick without knowing the full truth. And it's just like getting through that. And it doesn't really matter at the end of the day what people think

you know about it it's like some people are gonna think i'm this person something whatever it's okay yeah as long as you know who you are let's yeah okay we're gonna play i love your giant cards oh my god huge i love them huge and there's like tiny little writing i'm like okay let's play a game yes i'm gonna give you topic, and I want to hear your opinion on it. Reusing nudes. Oh, yeah. I do it all the time. My OF is still that.

It's just old nudes from 2020, and people still – new people come in. I sell them. Oh, slay. Or just like sending them to. But don't you can tell now. I feel like you can tell by the dates now. People say – I don't know. Did you send nudes?

Were you someone who sent nudes? Oh, yeah. Really? Oh, love to get nudes. And you've never posted nudes online? I've never posted nudes online. I just was such a nude girl. I remember I dated this guy that was obsessed with nudes to the point where it was very

unhealthy. And he was like literally- Like every day you're sending him them? I would be at work, Trisha, and this man would be like, come on, can I get a pic? And I was in such a bad relationship with him that I knew that if I't like, is another girl going to send him a nude? So I would feel so insecure. So there I was at work with like my like pencil skirt on and I'd like mosey my way over to the bathroom. Oh, you took them fresh. I thought you'd have like a library. No, no, no. Trust me. I, and oh my God, like I would absolutely edit them. I would like, I know

literally I, I would slayay I would be at work on the clock getting paid I would go take it in like the um handicapped bathroom sorry like it was bigger bigger and like I needed my privacy yeah god forbid someone walks in in the stalls and I'm like getting that ass shot I'm sure if there's a handicapped person walking you give them the and so I would get out and I would go back to my desk and I would like look around and I would always had a girl behind me and whenever she would go to lunch, I would pull up my nude. I would go on PicMonkey and I would start like rearranging, like make the ass fatter,

like everything. And then I would like send it off to him and be like, here you go. And he'd be like, so hot, so fire. And then I would save those though. And then obviously like if I was talking to another guy that day, I'd be like, here you go. Oh my gosh. I loved a good nude I thought that I it almost became like an art form at one point right you know like you really get those angles you learn how to like make it look good like

I loved a good nude yeah it was fun and then oh my god like I've definitely sent like some videos and like all that stuff but I never went I never made money off of it now never would it ever get out no one ever posted i love you no because i think like i know the amount of people that i've sent it to like i know those specific guys okay and if they ever did like i think they know i would try to sue them so i think they're like too scared especially now i feel like they would put you out there because you're you right but i'm like yeah but like try me let's go to court motherfucker but god forbid like i ever feel like i gotta pull out i'm gonna bring out my i have literally an old nude like catalog like album like yeah like you know you've got that macbook that you've got it

on and you're like oh which one should I use today your retirement plan yeah I should change the album name from old nudes to retirement plan I mean it's kind of like everyone's doing it now but I get you I totally get you meeting your celebrity idols have you ever who are your idols oh oh I love meeting celebrity idols yeah I think I think like the bigger the idol the nicer they are I feel I feel like when you like like a z-list person they have like you know maybe like Tom Sandoval or something I don't know I don't really know him but I just know he's all over tiktok like he probably won't be nice but I've met like Quentin Tarantino Eminem The Weeknd just just sent me a DM and I feel like the

bigger they are the nicer they are. Wait I saw you talking about this on your podcast what it was the DM from him? Literally I was on a podcast like two weeks of the Zach Sang show and I was like oh I I pay for music and I'm like I just bought like six of The Weeknd songs and he's like thanks for the support me and my team appreciate you like sent me a DM and I was like wow he cares that I spent six dollars on his music and everything they do because i i think i saw who did i see i think i saw snoop dogg recently saying like there were a billion streams and he made 40k from it no that's wild to me that's why i buy the music off itunes and i still do and they appreciate it i mean i was shook i was like oh my god abel's in my dms was crazy

like literally maybe they need to start an only fans like fuck he's like babe thanks for the six dollars to like babe literally get an only fan i was like let's go he would make bank if he was on OnlyFans well I mean the idol was basically like OnlyFans it's just him like fucking Lily Rose Depp and I loved it that's how I became a fan this year I saw the idol and I was like that was crazy I never get horny about anything and like literally that show made me like crazy okay Taco Bell um pass is this what are we playing are we doing smash am i rating this taco bell no i just i love how also like you're right we've kind of changed the game for every single what was the game originally oh i want to hear your opinion on oh okay okay taco bell

um i'm not i love fast food but i'm just not a taco bell fan what's your favorite fast food place um mcdonald's mcdonald's yeah just because there's one close to us i always get the nuggets Um, I'm not a, I love fast food, but I'm just not a Taco Bell fan. What's your favorite fast food place? Um, McDonald's. McDonald's. Yeah, just because there's one close to us. I always get the nuggets. Right now they have adult happy meals. Oh, wait, I think we're boycotting McDonald's, maybe.

I think everyone told me we're boycotting them. We why? Um. Oh. I don't know. I don't get political, but I think something is happening with them. So I'll be on a strike until the strike is over. Where are you going to get your nuggets?

Oh, man. I'm going to get my own baby Chick-fil-A. Oh. Oh, but Chick-fil-A is controversial, too. We can fuck them. I know. They don't support the strike is over. Where are you going to get your nuggets? Oh, man. Maybe Chick-fil-A. Oh. Although Chick-fil-A is controversial, too. We can fuck them. I know. They don't support the gays. Oh, no. A lot of my gay friends love Chick-fil-A, so I go with them.

Everything's controversial. That's interesting. If you go to Chick-fil-A with one of your gay friends. I think it's fine. Then it cancels it out. I think so. They love it. So Chick-fil-Gay.

I love fast food, but they're all problematic they are okay so mcdonald's first then chick-fil-a do you like wendy's i love wendy's spicy nugget i'm just a nugget person i only get nuggets at all these places what do you dip it into yeah oh nothing no sauce yeah what i'm no sauce yeah i recently heard jenna retake us but she has no sauce yeah what I'm no sauce yeah I recently heard Jen Ortega said she has no sauce too I'm like no sauce girlies get it wait never this is there's no live try to find a clip of me eating sauce you actually there's clips of me trying sauce but I don't like it yeah wait do you so you don't like ranch dressing no I don't like any sauce like no barbecue no ketchup no mustard your whole life yeah I'm just like I like a plain i'm very my tastes are plain i love like butter noodles i love chicken tenders like pizza like that's what i like

yeah i have food for you to try downstairs now i'm like rethinking everything did you make it um i'm having someone make it right now oh my booze oh my god you have a content house with a chef i do live here like no just to shoot here i was like wow i just begged someone downstairs i'm like listen there's this one pasta that i want tricia to try do you think wait what yeah I want you to try it you know how like girls are like oh my god like I have my like like my girl dinner and it's like when the men are away the girls will play and like you make like just dumb shit that like men would be like I'm not eating that shit so like I grew up on this like spaghetti sauce that my mom would make me but it's like this like progresso like I don't even want to progresso yeah is that

like wait what oh progress it's like prego sauce because i do like i like pasta sauce i'm trying to figure out progresso sauce i love a jar sauce if that's what you're talking about okay i have prego i can't breathe it's in a it's in a jar and I swear to god Trisha I want you to try it like I know you like plain stuff like I'm interested to see your take I love pasta sauce okay I love we're gonna film it downstairs okay but like it's good to know where's that going yes bonus content where does that gotta get that coin girl I love it I'm not saying same same I'm like you're gonna stay for 10 hours right i love it we're good to go i will um okay so no to taco bell no taco bell okay i'm crying

okay internet trolls what is your opinion on oh gosh um oh wow i have a soft spot for them because i was an internet troll for a minute now i can't stand them i see people like yelling at the camera being ridiculous i'm like oh no this is gonna haunt you forever you should literally on every time you see somebody doing trolling videos be like trust me stop yeah there's that girl that pearl girl out there now and I'm like girl let's pump the brakes this is gonna follow you forever dude wait I feel like I know who you're talking about she's like mean anti yeah she's like kind of anti-woman I think I don't know she's like a woman but like hates women she's like oh if you're if you're divorced you're less than or if you have sex before marriage like they don't want you I don't know she's kind of weird does she have like

strawberry red hair yeah she's made videos about me being like Alex Cooper and I always just stop it immediately yeah I never watch the video because I'm too scared yeah I don't want to know of everyone and I get it it's like a shtick or something hopefully but I'm like girl this is like gonna not do well for you. Because you'll like run out of money. Like you'll spend the money. I know. Trust me.

I've made like $10 million trolling and I've wasted all of it. I didn't buy a house until OnlyFans. So I'm just like, no, girl. Girl, stop. I know. She'll probably clip this and be like, you fucking whore. Shut up. Like, oh.

Literally. No, I know. I used to be scared of people talking about me but I'm like oh no I just I literally like I have again it comes from a place of I know what it's like like I get it and I'm just like oh no do you ever scroll on tiktok and if you hear someone talking about you do you watch the videos oh no I'm scared I scroll instantly the last I don't even know but the last person I saw talk about me I like literally cried for days why yeah she told me I looked like I had electrocuted hair and I like cried for literally like a week and I'm like why is this

affecting me so much it was literally like a month ago and I couldn't stop crying wait I'm so sorry that's so mean I had a lot of postpartum hair loss but when I was young people made fun of me for having like frizzy hair it was a whole thing so I kind of so it hasn't happened in so long that someone made fun of my hair I'm used to weight I'm used to acne and I was like oh my god this one like hit this one hit hard that's when it's the most fucked up is if it's something from like when you were younger that was like something you got the shit bullied out of you for and that or that you were just insecure about for yourself yeah when you're an adult and someone picks on it you're like I'm regressing to being 12 right now and I'm sobbing that's my thought it's like that and like eating like chicken part like both of those things

are like weird things that you wouldn't think like people call me fat people call me all these things I'm just like oh I don't care but those I don't know I'm so sorry yeah so I but it's because I like stayed on it for a minute I saw and I was just like let me hear what this person has to say because I like the person because I was like oh I love this person I talk nice about them all the time and I was like oh shit and then I was like yeah so I and I like I don't like to be in like the drama of it all but I was just like damn that one hurt that one hurt like hard it's just like again stop being mean to people on the internet like why are also I just feel like it's so we're so above or we at least some we should be commenting on women's appearance yeah aren't we done with that just

like in general like hair wait I'm just like that's it like right like there should be and again I guess it's like a compliment like that's what you're going for like that's the only thing but true but it's the worst thing to hear as a woman is like your appearance you're you're right and I feel like it's expected from a man because it's like you're dumb but from a woman you're like you know it sucks it sucks because I'm so like pro women now so I'm very and I know I haven't always been that's what I'm saying the karma kind of comes back to me I'm like all right I guess I deserve it I guess I've talked enough about other people's appearances so you know it does come back around so I'm like okay I'll take it that's how I have to look at I'm

like it's just another charismatic you got thick skin girl yeah sometimes sometimes I really do like I haven't cried in a long time and I was like oh my god why am I crying and like last night when I cried over the pasta I'm like this is very odd usually I'm not like that well at least you allow yourself to cry I feel like sometimes people hold it in too much. If you're going to cry, cry and then keep eating that pasta. Yeah. Let's go. Let's go, bitch. Cry.

How do you feel about reincarnation? Do you believe in it? Oh, I don't know. What do you think? Didn't I see something on the internet that people were convinced? What is the theory? My baby? Yes.

Oh, yeah. I did. I did have the reincarnation of Queen Elizabeth last year, I guess. Which, you know what? Honestly, makes me makes me believe it wait why do people think that it was so weird it was the weirdest it was okay literally someone looked it up it was the most time i was searched it was the most search i've ever been was in september 22 and two a week before my daughter was like more search than anything that's ever happened in my life any controversial thing that was the google high point and it was so weird it was like a week before i gave birth i said i was like one centimeter dilated which is like you

know normal and you're gonna give birth in like a week or two right but then the queen died the next day and everyone's like trisha just gave birth and the queens and and i was still very much pregnant i just didn't have my phone with me it was very it was so bizarre like tmz was calling my dad my mom like everything it was the weirdest oh my god you know why you were probably so searched it's like you kind of like tapped into like you infiltrated the royal family like but everyone in england was like wait who is this bitch i need to see like is the queenie coming out of that v like what the fuck is going on the day she died i'm like trending i have a screenshot like right underneath her like it's so bizarre i know when i announced my pregnancy everyone's like uh-uh king charles nine months months left don't even start it wait I was yeah it's funny now at the time I was actually a little traumatized

I was like oh my god what did I do like that because I didn't even start it like I get if I start my own shit and I was like no and I was out of drama I was so out of drama I didn't have my podcast I was like not talking about anyone I was like oh shit we're back yeah not like that bad of drama to be a part of because you're like oh my god like I just gave birth to like the new queen yeah but that's also gonna be such an interesting thing like if your daughter googles herself one day like oh not about google search yeah for sure your queen and she kind of is she's very like royal regal she waves to everybody she's very that actually so if I do believe reincarnation I do believe that could be yeah I don't know how queen Elizabeth was I heard maybe she's not a nice person so maybe she'll be reincarnated as a good person I don't know

I know nothing about the royal family but okay how do you feel about retail therapy oh my god that's all I do all day every day I spend way too much money what do you spend your most money on purses I have so many purses yeah I have too many I probably have it's I don't know maybe 500 purses and I sell a lot too so I probably bought 500 persons wait but you said you never leave your house yeah just buy it online like 2020 I bought like six Birkins that were like a million dollars all together and now I can't sell them I wish I could I've had so many Birkins that are ugly and I'm like oh I have like a dead ostrich in my closet and I'm like I don't want this anymore wait and you like you barely leave your house also so like where do you wear them dear

you're like i love your prada bag i'm like thank you this is my only shot to wear it oh my god so like whenever you're gonna go do an appearance you'll wear it but other than that it just sits in the closet but my closet's beautiful it's like sparkles and shine it makes me really happy like they actually just make me happy to look at them i used to like never wear my purses out like i just love to look at them look at them what's your favorite one uh oh i have the parasolton birkin like the pink one with the sawaskis on it same uh retailer that got up the Privy Portage out of Privy Portage she made Paris's bag and then she made mine and I love it but when you get the aftermarket crystals they go down in value so much so I wouldn't suggest that

I bought a $50,000 rainbow Birkin and no one even wants I can't even give it away for like $8,000 so yeah so don't do aftermarket but I love pink one. I don't like the rainbow one. Okay, let's talk about sex. Okay, let's talk about sex. Okay. I think that you obviously exude confidence and i know you have kind of like lately in this interview talked about just like your relationship to men has evolved but to women that are like trisha how the fuck do we get confident in the bedroom like what personally would you say makes you feel the most confident in your sex life? Oof. You know what it is? I always say this to everyone is like guys really don't care if they're

like with you at that point where they're like undressing you like they don't care. Do you know what I mean? I've I don't know guys just they kind of get what they get. You know what I mean? They just are excited to be with you and I've never I've never been insecure in that way because maybe because I've like hooked and I've been with like a hot like 500 guys like I mean maybe that made me more confident weirdly but I've just never had any like complaints and I used to have like uneven boobs. I mean like back when I was like a hugger I mean I didn't shower for like five days and they would be fine with it. So I think guys are just kind of nasty and they'll just take what they get.

So don't feel bad if you're hygienic. I think that's a plus. If you put on deodorant that day girls they're fine yeah you're good just do a little wash it's such a good point men are like kind of disgusting and so I feel like sometimes like we're in our own heads about like oh my god do I need to do this no you don't need to do shit no show up I yeah I've been with and I've been with all types and I think like in like I've been saying like oh I've been like on the streets or whatever but I also been with like you know some WWE wrestlers that like prefer a big girl you know what I mean and they like love

it and they can't get enough of it you know what I mean so I think there's just like types and some people love a skinny girl but they're not gonna go to bed with you if they want a skinny girl whoever's like in bed with you like wants you so I don't know I've never had any complaints like I said I've had like my boobs have been uneven I've like I've looked crazy so many times guys just don't care and I think as long as you're not I don't know I've never been self-conscious about that I don't know why no I think that's great I think that's why I know people want to hear from you on it because I think you're right of like we are in our own heads so much more than men are like if if you're right if he's in the

room with you and wanting to have sex with you there you go yeah he's that's it they're not gonna be like no thank you I've never had anybody like, oh, no. You know what I mean? Ever. Love that. Exactly. Like, you've got a vagina. They're going to enjoy themselves. Oh, yeah, yeah.

Guys are very easy that way. So I always feel bad when girls get, like, self-conscious. And I'm like, they guys want you. Yeah. Like, I've had girls write in being like, oh, my God. Like, I'm insecure about my labia or the way it looks. I'm like, don't be. Oh, right.

Don't be. Yeah. Men don't give a fuck. And people love all types. They love the outies, the innies, the in-betweenies. They love all of it. Exactly. Like, who cares?

How old were you when you had your first orgasm? Oh, oh my God. Like, 32. I love that you say that, though, because I think so many women, even if they would lie about it, like, I bet a lot of women feel that same way. Like, they, we, of course we didn't have orgasms at such a young age. Yeah didn't have orgasms at such young age because men don't know how to fucking please us guys don't care about it did you give it yourself or did you get it from a guy oh the first time the first time was with a threesome it was like in a threesome they had one of those I call them hibachis they're not hibachi

are they hatachi what's hatachi yeah yes that like changed my life for real that was like I was in like this like throuple and they used it on me and I was like oh my god that was when I was like I didn't know if I was peeing or what I was like everything was going everywhere it was insane oh my god so that was like the first time I knew what it was supposed to feel like and that's why I was like holy shit like that was like explosive so wait that's so funny because Bridget and Holly when they came on Bridget was the one that talked about it she was like with half like obviously we weren't getting off so we would have these mr. hataches and she taught me about it and now okay so they're amazing they're so good yeah and so that was like the thing where I was like oh that's what even

when I did OnlyFans like all my squirting ones are with that because it's just like it's just so intense like if you don't know how to do it or whatever because I'm like how does that even happen or you're scared to like forces you to I mean with your consent wait right yeah forces you but you're the one pressing the button like yeah yeah but it's like you don't even have a choice because it's so much pressure. And you're just like, well, this is going to happen. Here we go. Yeah. Wait, that's so interesting.

So if you have, like, trouble orgasming or you don't know how it's supposed to feel, I highly recommend going on, like, the big setting of those. And just get it going. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Wait, when you say you were in a throuple, was it for just sexual? Or were you actually in a relationship with a couple? It kind of was just sexual, but they did come to my birthday party I think she's done like videos about me I think she did interview with about someone it was like my first like throuple relationship they were gorge oh my god

she was like hot you know fake implants he was like gorge six-pack anesthesiologist like they were really gorge and um yeah I think it was just like my tinder year I think that was 2019 but it was uh they were it was great I don't know I think I was just like so curious about everything how do you even get involved in that? Like did you meet her or him first? Oh, on Tinder. I met him on Tinder. Yeah.

And then he's like, this is my girl. They show right away that this is my girlfriend. I was like, oh, well, this could be exciting. You know what I mean? And it was actually really, really fun. Yeah. How did those things end? It was fine.

Honestly, I think – what was that one? What was that one? I know. I'm trying to think. I was dating a lot of people at the time. I was dating so many people so I think I was just like not like looking to date I think they wanted to date date and I was kind of like not looking for that yeah like three people in a relationship is tough oh I don't know how they do that yeah but they did that all the time with people and I think they wanted to bring someone in like to date wow and I don't

know if I think for me I was like oh I'm gonna introduce like my parents like my mom you know I'm really close with and not that she's like not judgmental but I don't think she would get it like this is my boyfriend and girlfriend I don't know okay no I get that you're like hi this is my couple yeah and I'm the third it's still bizarre yeah I see it on TikTok and I think more power to people but I'm always like this is it's still bizarre to me I get that maybe it'll get more normalized so the Mr. Hitachi yeah what are I was gonna say what are your top three like sex toys in the bedroom that you would recommend so one is Mr. Hitachi what are was going to say, what are your top three, like, sex toys in the bedroom that you would recommend? So one is Mr. Hitachi.

What are another two? That's the first. I think that's pretty much it. I've been liking plugs lately, which I normally don't love, like, an anal thing, but I just think they look really pretty, and it feels like it just feels more pressurized, and I've been really into, like, that lately. I agree. It's great.

I think, like, try out plugs, and I think it it kind of just like, I don't know, it just feels good if it's not anything else. It just gives you like a little more added pressure. I completely agree. I've never had like a gang bang, but I'm assuming that's what it feels like, right? You're like, you're all your holes filled. I don't know. Maybe not.

Maybe I don't know what a gang bang is. I love you, Trisha. That's what I would imagine. Not to say I want all my holes filled, by the way. I usually prefer just sex. Like we do vanilla sex, but I love you Trisha That's what I would imagine Not to say I want All my holes filled By the way I usually prefer just sex Like we do vanilla sex

But I love it Like it's like my fave I don't need to Things fill me up You know what I mean So the plug can just be Like there It's fun

It's fun for like an added Like bonus You know what I mean But yeah I'm kind of just vanilla actually When it comes to like sex I kind of just like Love to have sex with

Just as is I like Yeah I like that. Yeah, but, yeah. Do you, if you have advice for someone, like, how do you approach your partner if you want to try a new thing in the bedroom? I don't know. I guess just be honest. Although, you know, I've had people ask me to do some weird stuff, and I'm like, that's

weird. So, I don't know. I'm, like, the last person to ask about this kind of thing. Right, like, try to read the room. Maybe, yeah. Like, know your partner. Like, if he asks me to do something freaky,'d might like look at him kind of weird I don't know right like I'm done I'm breaking up with you yeah I've had people like ask me to like hang upside

down like weird stuff I'm just like I don't know I mean I guess that's like a thing with like swings I'm just not hang upside down right like how would they fuck you if you're hanging upside down there yeah it's like the swing and you're like upside down and I guess that I don't know I know I didn't do it because I'm like that looks so dangerous it was high up and I just like get a headache yeah I don't like it I don't like anything that involves like hurting blood any of that stuff like people always want to like slice you open and stuff I'm like no thank you have you have you had someone else yes multiple times they want to slice you open yeah are you fucking army hammer like a fish like yes not him oh someone close actually when that came out I I was like, wait.

And then I was like, oh, no. It's someone who kind of looks like him. No way. I think celebrities can be, like, the freakiest, especially, like, those kind of celebrities that, like, D-list, you know? They're kind of, like, freaky. You know Tom Sandoval's cutting them up. Whoa.

For sure, yeah. So you've had people literally be like, they want to – what do they do? They just want to cut you or drink your blood? Oh, yeah. Yeah yeah just drink the blood and also just like slice you like on your stomach a little bit because they say it's like has fat there so you can't die like you can't bleed out i don't know i've had a couple people say it yeah and what do you say no absolutely not i can't do that i don't know do you proceed to have sex with them or do you just leave immediately um leave immediately no leave immediately the one that wanted me to hang upside down I guess I stayed with he was kind of he kind

of looked like Marilyn Manson a little bit he kind of had like those vibes so I was into that for a second I'm like oh yeah this is my this is my person but um yeah I just said I like couldn't do it like physically couldn't do it you're funny this is hilarious um at some point you can talk about this because I feel like no podcast talk about sex oh Oh my God. Oh yeah. You're on Spotify. So it would be better. You're not demonetized on YouTube. I'm like YouTube. They can't say anything.

Oh no. I'm like let's talk about everything. Yeah. No that's great. It's so funny. What do you think of for advice for someone who wants to lose their anal V card? Like give us the advice Trisha. I guess take some poppers.

You know loosen it up a little bit because that's the only thing I could think of. Right. But do you even enjoy it? No. I mean like I said I love the plug recently but I don't love I don't love like penetration because you know what it is I just eat so much food and I know you're not supposed to eat a lot before like you know girls I do only fans you're supposed to like clean it out guys too all my gay friends like yeah you can't eat before and you're like I was like yeah that's the only time we have

sex is like after we eat so I was like well I don't want no I don't want to have my butt after we eat right like I want my nuggets and I want my pasta exactly oh my god did you imagine having anal after lasagna I don't know if I could imagine that just involuntary everything I'm a bad like anal I'm not an anal queen that's for sure but um you know try it maybe start with some a finger or something, you know. A little pinky. A little pinky. See if you like it.

Some people really love it. I don't know. I get it. I think the pinky is a good way to start. You're right. Right? I'm loving your advice. Okay.

So the Daddy Gang wrote in some scenarios that they're going through right now. There's drama in their life. Okay. And you're not a part of drama right now, Trisha. You're clean. You're free. You're like, ooh. But now we need to read their drama and help them with their drama.

Okay. So someone wrote in and said, my brother's messages linked to my laptop. And I just found out that he and my best friend have been seeing each other behind my back. I'm so traumatized from seeing these texts and pictures. There are so many messages that I'm talking about how I'll how I'll react if I find out but it's so hot that they're sneaking around lately when she comes over it seems like she's there for my brother and the two of them actively leave me out how do I confront them about the situation and do I bring up the fact that I saw their nudes

no you're the sister like what why do you care stop that's weird what is she gonna say I saw your nudes brother you're hooking up with a girl that's not me how dare you like that's the weirdest question I've ever right if it's your brother you can be like oh my god what like it's so weird like Lannister status over there just like my brother's fucking someone else I don't like it it's weird I get what you're saying like first of all no girl you're not telling your brother like I saw that dick pic like that shit's big like oh yeah that's more on you I would immediately stop looking at messages you keep looking at him like a weirdo I understand the side of like your friends lying to you like

you would like to know like is she going behind your back maybe just address it with your friend of like hey I get you're hooked up with my brother can you just be honest so it's not awkward maybe they're not like serious yet maybe they're not like you know maybe they're just hooking up maybe they want to keep it like why do you have to tell everyone in your business be like oh yeah we're actually having sex. If that's okay with you. Not quite dating. We'll let you know when it happens.

Like, it's weird. I don't know. Trisha, this is where friendship gets a little complicated. I don't have friends, so I don't know. Don't listen to me on that one. No, no, no. I definitely, I think you're right about the brother thing. Like, don't fucking tell him, like, I saw your nudes. Like, leave the brother out. Right, right. I think you could go up to brother thing like don't fucking tell him like I saw your

nudes like leave the brother out right I think you could go up to your friend and be like listen I don't care what you my brother are doing but like I don't want to constantly be sitting in the room and feeling like you guys are like keeping things from me yeah let's be open with it you guys are fucking fabulous let's move on okay you want to know okay I don't think I want to know I'd be like just it's fine don't tell me like if you're having sex with my brother I don't think I need to know I think I'm good but if're having sex with my brother, I don't think I need to know. I think I'm good. But if it was your best friend. I guess I don't know that situation.

So, yeah. I guess, I guess, maybe. No, you're right. I still don't think I want to know. I don't even want to know if my brother has sex with his wife. Like, I just don't want to know any of it. I'm like, I'm good. I actually kind of agree.

Right? Whenever I think about my brother having sex, I'm like, no, he doesn't. Oh, no. I don't want to know any of those details. Don't tell me. Yeah, so, girl, just let it go. Go have sex. Let it go.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just let them do what they're doing. Like, I don't know. Yeah, and you details. Don't tell me. Yeah. So girl, just let it go. Go have sex. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Just let them do what they do in like, I don't know. Yeah. And you go date. Yeah. Make yourself busy. That might be, yeah. Find something else to do. Maybe she needs to get laid. I think that's it. Where it's just like, if you're that concerned about your brother's sex life and if they're telling you or not, like, I don't know. Move on. I get what you're saying though. I get what you're saying too. Okay. okay next one I have a group of six girlfriends and we've all been close since high school recently a new girl has been introduced to the group she hasn't done anything actively wrong and nobody seems to have an issue with her but something about this girl just fucking annoys me oh my one day one day I had five glasses of wine too many and decided I was going to say something. So I messaged her from a fake Instagram account. Oh my God. I said,

stop leeching onto other people's friend groups. It's sad. Oh my God. Yeah. It's why I don't have friends. That's so scary. Oh my God. She said it's sad and pathetic. they obviously don't want you around and they all feel too bad to tell you the truth so i will oh my god that girl sounds crazy and i know you don't use that word lightly no that's insane she she found out it was me by the email linked to the account and told all of our friends now i I'm basically booted from the group. What should I do? Oh my God.

Well, good. At least she was booted. At least she got some repercussions. Dude, that's insane. That's crazy. This is why I don't want girlfriends. Like, that's so nuts. I just think, first of all, if you're going to use a fake account, I've learned.

Make a new fucking email, bitch. Go to a different, go to the library, get a different IP address. Don't let it be traced. Literally, dude, never, never. If you are stalking people on your fake, don't ever let them know it's you. Second of all, what is so, what is this girl doing that's so triggering that you felt the need to message her? From a fake account. Girl.

No one likes you. Do you ever go on your fake account? Do account do you have a fake I don't have a fake account oh have you ever had a lot yeah like make a whole new account it's a lot no I don't I don't I don't I've never had a fake account I've always just looked from my account but I really just don't look period anymore I used to look and like like find out everyone's doing and it's honestly life is so much better when I don't look for real Trishaisha, I used to have one. I would say like, I would say a year and a half ago, I deactivated mine and I've felt lighter. I felt happier. I've just felt like, why am I stalking an ex? Why am I stalking? Like, what am I doing? Or even if I like saw something online, like why am I on a fake account? If I don't want people to know I'm looking at it,

then just maybe I shouldn't be looking. That's how I feel too. That's how I feel. Like that feels weirder when you go on like incognito and yeah that feels like you're doing something wrong I think that the moral of the story is everybody delete your fake accounts you don't need to have a fake account it feels better I know how addicting it is because I was so addicted to like reddit looking up everybody I have like oh how many views is this person getting now look at get it but it's like so time consuming so entertaining and like the minute I did like I stopped in August of this year actually. And like I honestly like good things have come. Like just like fortune has come, income has come.

Everything has come like for real. I'm like, wow. So I just didn't go back to it because like good energy was coming in. I was like, maybe there's something to this. So I was like, let me just stop putting like any sort of bad energy out there. There has to be something to it because I also think like you're right. Oh my God. I think I read, the last time I read Reddit, I think now it's like around two years ago that I stopped. And like, I remember I was so consumed by it because you're

constantly trying to be like, okay, these people think this about me. So then all of a sudden you're like in a video or an episode trying to like appease them. And when you stop giving, also when I look at it, I'm like, there's like 200 people. I'm like, whoa, we're really like shaking it up here. Like, why am I listening to 200 people if you have like hundreds of thousands to millions of views on something yeah obviously there's people that like what you're doing so keep doing what you're doing exactly and don't give them like energy it feels so much better and honestly like I really feel like there's no I mean maybe because I just don't see it but I'm like oh I feel like they hate my reddits did get taken down like no one can start a new reddit it's like really weird really yeah we did this like documentary

on it we like called reddit all this stuff like that and like there's no more reddits mine are like 40,000 people and now there's like no more and it's wonderful so shout out reddit I don't know what they did but anyone who tries to make a new one on me they take down right away so wait that's amazing yeah there's no there's no trisha payne snark reddit so they were like crazy like I was during my pregnancy they were like harassing like my doctors and they were like my baby's like hospital and like they were just like they were being nuts they were putting my baby's like image out there like photoshopping weird things with her so I think they had to take it down because it was like actually that's disgusting yeah yeah so I think that like we did this whole thing about it

this year because I was like okay what's gonna and then now that it's down it's just like it's great and I don't so I don't like I don't see hate anymore so I don't know dude I swear to god the only place that is there's like main hate is on reddit and if you get that rid of your life you're like I know I have no hate anymore it's wonderful I was like no one hates me no one hates me that's how I feel in my head and I still feel that way live that way girl yeah let it live that way it's like perpetuated itself like I feel like it manifested itself like I feel like so many people like me now and I'm like oh okay maybe because I stopped looking at hate done now more people like me done yeah let's do one not friendship okay because all these friendship ones I'm like I don't know how about this my boyfriend and I have been go having ongoing

conversations about getting engaged and planning to do that next year but lately something has been really weighing on my conscious my question is do I tell him that I gave his best friend the Gluck Gluck 9000 blowjob on the trip that the two of us met before, obviously, we had feelings for each other? We see this friend quite often, and I'm worried that my boyfriend will feel uncomfortable if he knows that I sucked his friend's dick. Oh, my God. Should I come clean, or is this something that you take to the grave? Oh, my.

Wait, did you trademark Gluck Gluck? I did. I love that. So, like, when people say it, you gluck gluck I did I love that so like when people say it you like get money I love that that's so smart I remember that was such a big thing like I really do I just remember like wow it was crazy it's great it's a great thing oh my god so smart you trademarked it the devil hand twist yes gluck gluck you can go on the sex toy that's that I know because it sounds like a machine anyway it kind of does okay yeah good to know where it feels like you're like, anyways. I don't know. That's.

That's tough. I feel like you need to tell them. Otherwise, it's like fraud or something. I agree. And God forbid, like one night, like something happens. Like if you're married and he finds out you never told him. It could like literally end a marriage. Yeah. Just tell him.

Just tell him. Yeah. That's sticky. And it was also, you guys didn't have feelings for each other at the time. Right. Yeah. Let it go. It says a lot about how he reacts too. Like if he's's upset about it then like maybe that's not the one for you

right like and he's like okay it was before we met whatever right like one understanding guy yeah yeah yeah are you a jealous person i was i used to be so oh my god i was so jealous like at the beginning of our relationship i was so jealous all the stuff and i had his passwords go through his dms every day like i was super jealous but now not at all like i don't now you're fine yeah you're fine i think so but he's so good like he gives me no reason to be jealous like even if like girls like you know girls are like me want a picture with him like in public he just doesn't like no because he just like doesn't want that out there I'm fine with it I'm like literally whatever but he's very that so he never gives me a reason to be jealous but that's the type of man you need in your life for sure because I am

a jealous I was I was always very jealous and everyone yeah I think I used to be jealous but because it was coming from a place of insecurity of like I had gotten cheated on before so then I'm like oh my god like you must be doing it too and so like when you're just not in like healthy relationships the toxicity you can't help but be kind of paranoid which turns into jealousy where you're like oh my god like I don't want you out and I don't want you doing this and then you're just like the worst version of yourself yeah it's I think that's like the worst like jealousy and we're together 24 7 so I think that helps too I'm just like we're never apart so um yeah we're like codependent

in that or I'm codependent that way so I don't know but I never of course now I'm like never jealous and he's like definitely not jealous like I'll say like oh my god the weekend's so hot or whatever he's like never gets jealous he's like yeah okay yeah yeah literally I was like I he's the first one I texted when I got a dm from him like the whole weekend just dm me he's like yes babe oh yeah he's like what are you gonna text back like he was so excited if the weekend wanted to have a threesome with you guys would you do it oh I would I don't think my husband would that would be like the dream come true I think he's gotta do it and just like suck it up okay no no I probably would it because I I love it.

I love my husband so much. Because threesomes do get sticky. Like anyone who wants a threesome and anytime I've had a threesome, I feel like it just like ends in disaster. It does, right? Unless, I don't know. I feel like with my husband of all people, like I know I couldn't with another girl. I'd be so fucking jealous.

But I think with a guy, I don't think he would. I don't know. I don't know. Even with a guy, I feel like kind of weird. I don't think I would with Matt either. I'm like, it's just too. With another girl. Yeah. Yeah. I don't think so would. I don't know. I don't know. Even with a guy, I'd feel like kind of weird. I don't think I would with Matt either. I'm like, it's just too. With another girl. Yeah.

Yeah. I don't think so. It's too much. See, especially if they have sex with a girl. Like sometimes they don't have sex with another person, but I would, I'd be livid. I would be literally in the bed like this. Yeah. How people.

Pissed. Oh, the thruple I was in, she like loved watching it. They got off. I was just like, this is. And I think that's amazing. Like, I like being the third, but like, I don't know. Being the main that's bringing in the third. Yeah. You got to be a strong bitch. No, I don't know how loved watching it. They got off. I was like, this is and I think that's amazing. Like I like being the third, but like, I don't know. Being the main spring in the third. Yeah.

You got to be a strong bitch. No, I don't know how people do it. I'm a different person. Yeah. It's a different, definitely a different breed, which I'm like more power to you. But I'm just like, I completely agree. It's crazy. OK, I have two more questions for you.

I like these. What is the biggest misconception people have about you? We're done with the questions. Oh, yeah. I like talking about other people's drama. I like put me in right um yeah what is the biggest misconception you think people have about you I think you know what it is I think it's just that I've had like bad intentions I think people think I was like I'm a bad person which I think is like the worst part because through it all of it like I've never really had bad intentions to like hurt anyone ever and I think that's like the worst part of it because I'm like truly at like my core I've never like hated anybody like anything it's really comes

from a place of either like wanting attention being miserable or being just like completely ignorant so I like hate that people have like this oh she's a horrible person I see that all the time and I get why people say it but it's just like oh that sucks because it's like I've never I've truly never been but I know I like made that bed so like you know it is what it is so I think that's the worst just like I never like had bad intentions no there was never malice I never wanted to like ruin someone's life totally I also think just even from this interview I hope it gives people more clarity too because I feel like I have seen so much of you online but I think this interview like we really kind of went from start to finish and it shows your growth of like where you came from, like the decisions

you made, like the headspace you were in. And like, of course, I'm not saying it was like, right, but it's like it, you, people grow and people change. And the fact that you're even able to also like take accountability. And I also love how you're like, but I also get it. And like, I'm not asking, like, I think that's also a really mature way to to look at it like there are just some people that will never look at you or me and like change their opinion yeah of course that's okay yeah but you clearly know like you're a good person and you did all of that in a place of whether it was like you said like jealousy or insecurity or

just being in a bad place like yeah that happens and I think it's obviously we have a social footprint that some people don't have that but everyone said dumb shit in their life that can be hurtful or taken the wrong way it doesn't always mean it's coming yes from like a bad intentioned place where you're trying to like actually hurt someone yeah i was never that and i wasn't even diagnosed with borderline until i was 30 31 or something so i was like i had undiagnosed like mental illness for like a really long time too and again like that doesn't like excuse it but there like explains more because I was like, wow, I really can't control myself. And then I was like, oh, this is like why?

And now I can like work on like now I know how to like control myself and breathe. Totally. Do you feel better now when you're going into like doing your podcast? Do you feel like you now have a better handle on like what you're going to say and what you're not going to say as if maybe in the other days you'd be like, I'm just going to spew all this shit and whatever? I definitely will just like take into consideration to people feelings and that like people will see it and people do like get hurt by it you know what i mean i know like charlie tamila just did jay shoddy's podcast like yeah people were like really meeting me like really affected me and i

was like spiraling and i was like but you know hopefully they changed i have a baby now i'm like oh my god what's she talking about me because i was like and it was like i was so like i was so aggressive for no reason and so like just you don't think that people will see it and stuff. So now I just really come at a place where I'm just like I really try to again find the silver lining. Try to find like the optimisticness and everything. You know it's of course fun to like gossip and stuff. But I always feel like again if it's something like not nice or someone could hear that would

make them feel bad. I'm like it's better just to like you know gossip with your husband or something. I was about to say literally just do it not online. Yeah. Yeah. Every human being gossips. Everyone wants it. drama is interesting to us as humans oh yeah just don't put it on the internet yeah especially if it's like not nice if you're like being mean and that's like i never even privately i never even like make fun of someone's looks that to me is always like

weird i mean there's so many other things to say about people out there and i'm like it's just weird when people like attack their looks well that's just like the lowest form of like someone coming at someone who's like you're such like that's just such a weak low blow yeah like and then you obviously have to be like well what's wrong with that person that they're going at someone's looks no for sure if like my husband started like making fun of like a girl i'd be like you're fucking weird and like i feel that way too i'm like it's just a weird thing so it's like there's so many other things like gossip and make fun of and just you know make light of or whatever but totally yeah totally um for those

of who may not know trisha attempted to win a guinness world record for her speed reading skills oh my god i love how the two of us like i am i have to actively try to talk slower like i can talk so fast i'm like oh my god i'm so happy you're here like i'm so excited to go try that like i can crazy yeah so fast and i'm like slow down i didn't think that about you like i did not think of you as like this like really fast talker because you're so like like put together okay when I'm having fun with someone which I am right now like I feel like we're actually having girl talk where like some interviews I'm like more doing the interviewing like I don't want to be a part of the conversation I want it to be about

them but I feel like our vibe is just like oh I love like having people yeah I hate when it's like all about me like I love to be like what about you because I need to know where you're coming from you know what I mean like what's going on over there are you judging me bitch yeah for sure no I feel that and so but then because you talk fast like my best friend Lauren talks so fast that I feel the same way with you where I'm like then I'm just gonna match your energy oh yeah and then when I do talk fast people are like what like what yeah so I feel like people will like it like I know I get on comments on my podcast like oh my ADHD like thanks you because they just like want to keep like keep going at that that's actually such a good point.

Like people can just be like, shut the fuck up. Get to the point. Yeah. We're getting there. We're getting. We're moving fast. OK, before you go. OK.

Can you just speed read this little message to the daddy gang? OK. You can read through it. It's literally a bunch of like nonsense. It's just like Happy New Year. Oh, OK. I love it. I just thought it would be fun for you to just read fast.

I love it. Oh, my gosh. OK gosh okay luckily there's no like two big words sometimes I get like the Guinness World Records is Hamlet's soliloquy so it was like to be or not to be

that is the question was noble in their mind it was like this whole like really long thing and it was like I don't even know the words they were so hard all right here we go

daddy gang thank you so much for having me this has been so much fun it's 2024 let's make it the best year ever it's the year to stop giving a fuck about what other people think

and to own our own confidence it's the year to try new things and better when we finally have that well-deserved organ it's the year of the it's the year of the giving the glug gl other people think. And to own our own confidence, it's that you're just trying new things for the better when we finally have that well-deserved organ. It's the year of the giving the glug glug 9,000 only trademark. If you are also receiving some bomb ass head in return, take risks, put yourself out there.

Don't get too involved with the drama. It's never that deep. Give people second chances. Apologize when you're wrong. Pop that pussy, shake that ass. Follow me, wear no accounts. YouTube, TikTok, Instagram. Don't be stingy.

Spread my only fans. You're feeling it. Childhood podcast. Just just. I love you guys. Thank you for taking the time to get to know me. I hope this isn't the last time we chat. XOXO.

Trisha Paytas. XOXO. Gossip. I didn't know it was like my outro. I love that. I would have put more umph into chat. XOXO. Trisha Paytas. XOXO. Gossip. Trisha. I didn't know it was like my outro. I love that. I would have put more umph into it. This is so cute.

That was iconic. Thanks. Thank you so much for coming on Call Her Daddy. This was truly so fun. Yeah. I had a great time. Thank you. Thank you.

Dude. Did this episode leave you wanting more? Obviously it did. Daddy gang, here are two episodes I think you'll also like. Go watch Binge Call Her Daddy. Okay, Harry Jousey, welcome to Call Her Daddy. I'm in my dad era. What would a dad do?

A dad would eat ass and suck toes. Oh, I love sucking toes. Nessa Barrett, welcome to Call Her Daddy. Thank you. At 18, you got a diagnosis. Borderline personality disorder is very tricky. It's so painful mentally that it starts to physically hurt. And you can't really control anything.