Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 110: BRUNO MARS TOOK TANA’S PHONE AT A GRAMMY PARTY - Ep. 110

Episode Date: February 16, 2025

This week, we unpack wild Grammy moments, influencer drama, and our questionable past party habits. From caffeine overdoses to celebrity gossip and personal glow-ups, it’s all on the table. Tana Mongeau Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tanamongeau/ Tana Mongeau Twitter: https://twitter.com/tanamongeau Tana Mongeau TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tanamongeaulol Brooke Schofield Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brookeschofield/ Brooke Schofield Twitter: https://twitter.com/BroookeAmber Brooke Schofield TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@brookeschofield1 Brooke Schofield YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzCVovj7tfqnV2lIkaVk35A Produced by: https://instagram.com/oscaralva

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disease hello and welcome back to the canceled podcast i love when i can't stop with the ooh it's so you hello okay can i say something sure so i think this studio is haunted you were saying that but i think it's possible you just have anxiety and that's actually probably exactly what it is but last time i came here i was having a panic attack during the canceled awards i unpacked it on the patreon afterwards but i was like really losing my mind i had to you know medicate and like come back for no reason and just whenever i walk in this building i feel like the long island medium i feel like okay i don't want to be a skeptic but could it have been a caffeine overdose that day maybe you had a big gulp this high in hand that's myodi. That Sodi has caffeine in it.

Yes. Does it have a lot of caffeine? I don't know. You know what? I'm going to go back on that because I don't believe soda has caffeine because

Like I'm going to have my Sodi at 1am if I want. Remember that was a thing like your parents wouldn't let well honestly your parents probably just wouldn't let you in general. They just wouldn't buy it.

That was like a thing like parents would be like no soda before bed. Oh. But because kids don't like sugar though. I don't know what the caffeine there probably is caffeine in soda. Do you think sugar like a thing Like parents would be like No soda before bed Oh But cause kids And like sugar though I don't know what The caffeine

There probably is Caffeine and soda Do you think sugar Like a sugar high is real Yeah I do I don't believe in it Well so I also

I have had no caffeine today That's why I'm a little Low energy I think a little calmer That's a lie I had a Yerba But no coffee Yerba has more caffeine

Than like 3 Celsius Remember that one time i like saying yerba like took me to mars one time i had no idea it's because you can it like it's so it's not like carbonated so you can drink it so quickly and it's like it's like a like a lemonade like a pin a charged lemonade no way like no it's not i just made that up because in my head i was like thinking i was having like a green tea no it has less it technically does have less than uh celsius because i looked into it i was like this is literally crack but i think it's because you can literally drink it like so fast if you're comparing it to the charged lemonade though wow i might get really addicted to them

for a second there i was like charged lemonade's number one customer it was like i was doing like it was like a bomb but i did exactly what i like did that time we tried it for the first time today drink a c Celsius like after already having drank a coffee and I had to hang my head out the window I had Uber everywhere all day today why'd you have to Uber because my garage is broken oh it's like I love the head out the window moment but so I shot up Manjaro right and okay this is sincerely and obviously every single time I have ever talked about this I've prefaced it with that i use these hollywood concierge services no i don't think there's even a shortage anymore i

don't think like i don't think you have to even explain yourself okay because i've said it a million times like this these vials are never going to you know like yeah anybody they're going nick vile you know that was good stray though just leave Nick Viall alone and this is the biggest public service announcement to the whole wide world to never ever

ever do it I have been dying this week like dying like crawling on the floor enough like Zofran for breakfast

every single day so fucking nauseous gripping the walls like I don't want to get into the bowels but they are not regular they are not regular

they're not okay or too regular and like I slept for like and I like to sleep for 12 hours now and again but not more than two days in a row

like I really have been can we fact check that Erin? I promise and I just and I think I have osteoporosis now because of it like i'm serious it's like what are your symptoms my knee keeps locking in and out of place and i have new cracks that's a joint but that affects your osteoporosis is you're holding your bones but we know i i spread

misinformation all day long so i could have made that up i don't know's going on. I just know that I should not have done that. And like, it's just like anything that's a quick fix. Like obviously anything that's a quick fix, it works. Well, are you feeling tiny? I lost like six pounds in two days and like was just really enjoying eating my proteins and stuff. But I'm also, I am done with it.

I don't think I'll ever do it again because it's like the way I felt all week has truly been like yeah I had two days off luckily like had I had work or had to do anything during those days I would have had to quite literally cancel I don't know it's just it's like vaping I say that as I'm about to hit a vape but obviously doing anything where you don't know the side effects of 10 years of it is horrifying and And slay. It is holes in the bones. Slay nursing major. And I'm trying to become a gym girly.

I've been working out and I've been doing, I just want to build healthier habits. I think now that we've got the alcohol and the relationships unhealthy, I think that my next thing, because we were, we had a meeting,

you and me, in Beverly Hills last week. And I'm on my way to this meeting and i had to stop two times and i'm talking i'm sitting at the wheel of like i'm sitting with page at the wheel and i'm like pull over now pull over now like i'm going to explode like that's embarrassing and then it's like it happens again and then i'm late to the meeting and then the meeting i kept leaving to have to go do it again and greg goodfrey looks me dead in the eyes and he says, Tana, what did you eat last night?

And I have to look this grown man, my colleague, in the eyes and say, Burger King! Burger King! Okay?

No, but I was getting all the sides, all the poppers, all the cheese, all the whiz, all the MSG. Jalapeno poppers. Like, they have churro fries.

Why are you having churro fries and regular fries this i have to stop doing that and it really is it's like i know all the like live schmidt girlies and the fucking anno crazies and stuff i'm not trying to say that but i do just see sometimes it's like i'm not a dog i'm not a beagle mix like stop rewarding yourself with pizza like that's i just need to change My relationships And I should be eating For nourishment

I'm just It's like I'm over it It's the grown up realization That like I never wanted to have But like oh no Like taking care of your body Like actually does have benefits

Uh huh And it really matters And god like It sucks to start But once you're in it It's like oh my god I feel I literally could run a marathon

And the last thing I want to be is 40 And looking back at like 26 and it's like you're shooting up manjaro and snorting burger king zesty sauce and like it's the healthiest time of your life like you should appreciate it i think i needed a will to live to feel this way so now that i got that on under my belt you know i don't know though yeah it's just it's been a rough week and it's like you literally watch the substance Tana like what are you doing well listen all all that really matters is you're in the healthy mindset so eliminate manjaro and keep it pushing and absolutely and you'll be amazing I'm so proud of you yeah it's just it's it's not the vibes it's really not and it's like I felt so amazing too and then I it up. And then I've been like crawling on the ground,

like Demi Moore actually, like having to feed a limp version of me, feed Alex Earl in the closet. It's actually funny you say that because did you see that I got the substance finger this week? Yeah, what happened? I don't know. I literally was driving and I don't know what I did.

I was doing a little dancing and I literally looked like this and my whole finger was purple. No, I think I injected enough that maybe you were catching it in the air around me like I thought I was Jared from Subway I was gonna have the pants like it's like I'm done dude I'm fucking done should we talk about the Grammys yes absolutely we should talk about the Grammys it was so exciting I actually didn't watch the Gram Grammys. I watched like half of it and then I decided to go out. I know like the important things like Olivia and Sabrina hugged. Olivia and Sabrina hugged.

Imagine you told us on the gray couch two years ago that there would be harmony like this. Like I'm just, I'm so happy, obviously. You always hate to see two women pit against, hello? Pitted against one another yeah i agree i feel like they probably like worked it out on the remix like three years ago and just let it ride i would love to see like a collab song now i would love to see well i was thinking about it the other day because i was like i was really like explaining like all the lore behind like driver's license and then skin like the original one and then because I like Debord like her actual

like the real response her OG hits and how it was actually just so mutually beneficial like like you know what I mean as Sabrina of course like frustrating

in the moment but also like so much attention yeah she said I am that blonde girl and he was with me all because I like Debord and it was

it was just such a crazy time they're both so talented so I love to see it what did she say I'm too late to be your first love but i'll always be your favorite i'm sorry if i were olivia slitting down the stream by her bangs yeah that's actually wild i'm happy though that they could like work it out on the remix i want to talk about bianca sensori my immediate thoughts upon seeing it were much more light-hearted right okay first of all it's just like what is she getting out of this you know like that is crazy like so and then to find out that they weren't invited is just diabolical like I guess if I was Kanye West though

like I would use my face card too and just like go places she's so beautiful but then the more i started to think about it like psychologically it's got to be one of two things okay maybe she's got this crazy i'm just imagining you like discharge too though what what have you started your period maybe she has like a tampon shoved because like have you ever like a cup the diva cup is all the rage imagine imagine that feeling though like clit out on the grammy's carpet first of all i couldn't i just simply couldn't it would be there would be friction it would be horrible no i don't even like wearing girls who go commando girls who go commando in jeans, you are fucking like American psycho. Like,

I don't even like feeling my like lips go like, no, like I need, it's crazy. I actually told you about like an instance I had of this other day. I had to leave the Grove because I was having, I was having such a labia issue. I'm not even like,

I'm not even being funny. And like, again, like with the oversharing, like this is just as bad as talking about shitting ourselves. But like, I'm not kidding. There was nothing that could be done. Like I had to just literally go home,

go to sleep and start again the next day. No, I'm not. Sometimes a real chafe happens. Like I feel you, like things just aren't. I was sitting on it. It was like, it was a mess. That's what I'm saying. Like, it's just, I can't actually imagine that feeling

even just like, whatever. So anyways, though, it's either a kink or she is in such an emotionally abusive situation or she's into the weird, they have some artsy vision that we don't. Did you see him post her dress after? And it's like quite literally just like a stocking. And he's like one of one. And it's like, you took a tweezer man to Hanes. Like, what do's like one of one and it's like you took a tweezer man to haines like what do you mean where do you even store that that you can find it again yeah like like make some 350s

again well are we like in saying that it's like a big power imbalance and like she's being held hostage are we like reducing her to like just a girl like Like what if she's like, I have the fattest tits of all time. My body is so amazing. Let me go naked. And he's like, sure. Yeah. This is liberating.

And they're on an art kick in an art journey together. But even just him standing there fully clothed, like with her, then it's like, yeah, I want to see him in that, in that sheer stocking. If she was,

exactly. Like if she, if it was more liberating, like I feel it'd be more solo in my head and then it's like i saw someone to say that even like a bush and armpit hair would change up the whole message a bush would have well honestly a bush would have brought it back to julia fox i feel like she would have slayed the bush not that i think julia fox has a bush but i think that she would get behind the bush movement i 100 agree with that i also just imagine being julia and

kim and being like like imagine kim kardashian seeing that for the first time on her phone also just on a sad note like what about like north i don't know she's a visionary i think she probably sees the vision that like she sees something we don't oh i i just and you're right like it is fucked to immediately diminish Bianca by writing it off as this abusive thing but to me

it just doesn't feel I don't know it doesn't feel good it doesn't feel right and it doesn't feel and Kanye obviously is notoriously

quite controlling and controlling of his partner's images and he he wants to choose the clothes yeah so then it's like,

why was she barefoot at Disneyland? I was, it's so crazy. I was just about to say that. I was going to say what really got me going was when she was in Star Wars land with no fucking souls on her feet. But what changed my mind was like, I just saw from the other night,

a video of her like having the time of her life in the club, like laughing. And I'm like, oh my God. It is nice to see her emote. It makes it feel less. Yeah, is nice to see her emote. It makes it feel less. Yeah, I want to see her. That's what I think is so eerie about it all is like that she's always just.

Yeah. Like just looking like, help me please. Yeah. But I still, I don't know. It just still doesn't sit right with me. I think she's like one thing away

from hitting like the help me hand. Like I don't know. I don't like it. It's crazy as fuck that they were uninvited like what type of manic and he's definitely like tear teetering the line of manic like he was only following taylor swift he posted this on his story too like she beat the grammy winner's search on Google trends. I mean, they're doing something right though. Like that's the thing.

Like, okay. Yes. Like we can all go down the rabbit hole of, if you have your fucking pussy lip out on the Grammy's carpet, you're going to be more searched than like Teddy swims when, you know, like obviously,

but like, and I have this, I had, I'm honestly, when I was seeing it I was like I'm surprised I never did this

like I did have an arrow where you know I would do it these days I feel like I don't know it's kind of camp it's crazy because if she were alone

I don't I think the conversation would be entirely different it's just you know the Kanye I get what you're saying but maybe she's just like

she's going home and laying on a pile of money and she's just like oh my god as soon as i get out of this i'm gonna serve that is fair i want to see her like pop out with just like the loudest personality ever you know because like we don't have anything from her so far yes yeah that's the thing i would love to know more about her and i am just hoping and praying that they're just on some fucking weird visionary shit that like we don't see but i'm scared i'm crossing my fingers like this that we get another julia fox on her hand like not that there would ever be another julia but like we got julia out of that man yeah i guess that's true like he did popularize her she was jul long before Kanye yes but we got I knew of her

because of Kanye yes I agree with that actually completely he tweeted Trump's back in office yay's back a billionaire the world just might be okay was he not a billionaire there for a second I think he wasn't he tweeted the world is so lucky to have me me when I have a good spray tan like I you know retweet calling x twitter is like calling yay kanye i don't want to hear nobody call twitter twitter i mean x don't call x twitter do you think elon paid him to say that i don't know i speak in third person from now on this is not a clone or is it this emoji i really liked that one that going to be my next cop out when I do some dumb shit. I just would love to be in that

Kardashian group chat. What else happened? Nikki Glaser looked amazing. Benson Boone slayed the vocals. she got to, well,

I shouldn't say got to. She pulled off Benson's little outfit. I loved that her and Heidi Klum doing that. He slayed, I love his little flips and his little Elvis suits.

I love when Benson flips around. So much. I loved all of it. I think him like messing with his junk being a moment was funny. I love his little flips and his little Elvis suits. I love when Benson flips around. So much. I loved all of it. I think him like messing with his junk being a moment was funny. I didn't see that. I need to put the phone down. They made a hawk to a coin joke at the Grammys.

Oh my God. I forgot to text you back about that. Do you have, can you tell me what it was? I think it was saying, I dead ass think, and I could completely be making this up, but I think that he was saying you can donate any form of money except for Hawk Chua coin. And then it just cuts directly to Taylor Swift.

I was like, what kind of like scary movie for shit is this? Like that doesn't feel like a real timeline. So funny, but also I feel so bad for her. Hawk Chua. Yeah. Me too. I mean, we've mean we've unpacked that like so much but just like imagine she's just minding her business like

at home quietly she puts on the Grammys and she's like fuck no I think that's not if everyone in the world is accusing you of like literally a insane rug pull extreme like half a billion dollar scheme. That's like one good thing out of it, though.

Like a Grammy's mention, like worldwide notoriety. Think about how much that costs. What if they got on there and they were like, well, I guess there's nothing you could really say about you. They could say anything and I'd be like, yes. Half the people in that room probably hate me anyway. You can't rely on blind faith to get the pregnancy support you deserve. Ritual's Essential Prenatal Multivitamin is the only leading prenatal

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I love that she stands up and dances, though. Me too. I love that she just does not give a thought. She does not. During Sabrina's, how everyone was sitting, like boring, boring Hollywood drone. Taylor was up dancing, vibing, supporting Sabrina. imagine being sabrina and looking out and the only person standing up is taylor swift dancing like that's i love that she's so she's so free and so you know

she's serving i don't want to piss off the bay hive i love billy and i love taylor so much i really honestly thought billy was going to take it home and am i just so lost in billy world that it doesn't make sense to me am i so lost in tortured poets world that it doesn't make sense to me like i saw something that said that birds of a feather was streamed more as a singular song than that entire album was combined yes and i could have that could have been made up i just i don't know it's kind of crazy too like had you told me before the Grammys that like Billie and Taylor would like not win anything, go home empty handed.

I just can't believe it. I don't know. I will, again, I don't know who won what. I know Beyonce won Best Country Album. That had to hurt some feelings. And it's, I wanted her so badly too, to like just play into the joke. Like imagine Beyonce herself was up there

and she was like, and by the way, I need to thank Beyonce you know like I just almost I guess they can't play into that shit because it's like some serious Illuminati allegations but even last year how Jay-Z kind of made a speech and I forget his exact speech and I don't want to misquote it and like spread misinformation towards that but the air of his speech was kind of like, we do a lot for you. Like my punch card is stamped. Like, you know what I mean? It was basically like, how is that she's won every award, been nominated for album of the year four or five times and never won it? Okay, exactly.

So it's like Jay-Z is sitting up there essentially saying the year before that beyonce's never won album of the year now she wins maybe they were afraid afraid that um the carters would never come back if she didn't win this year they can't lose them i just not saying she didn't deserve it no i know and that's that's the thing too is it sucks that it's like a pitting women against each other situation because obviously everyone in the category is so talented i was just very surprised someone's gonna lose it though you know what i mean and like if it weren't if billy won beyonce would have lost an award which is like also like it could be crazy like beyonce yeah i guess that's true i loved chapel roan i love her so much she's so the grammys felt like we were in

a different timeline for a second there too like it was just nice hearing gaga and chapel roan like speak up for trans rights and and just all of it like it was it made me really happy i loved chapel even just using like going up there imagine you win a grammy and you go up there in front of all those fucking people and you call out all the label heads for mistreating their artists it's so bold because you know they're all just sitting there like oops i would need all of the gabba penton in the los angeles area like after that like imagine walking off stage and being like oh my god like that's so bold and iconic it's so cool and she just does like i would do anything to have whatever she has that makes her just like literally fuck you guys yeah i'm gonna say what's

on my mind and it's just awesome chapel rome to me feels like the future and she's just everything. I loved the Grammys. I was obsessed. I went out afterwards. You did. So did I. And yeah, we were both out. I wish I knew that we would have like had a moment. I thought you were coming.

I was so excited the whole time I was waiting for you to walk through those doors. And I almost wish I did. So you were at Steven Tyler's Grammy viewing and then after party. Yeah, well, it's a Janie's Fund auction. It's for like the organization that he works with,

but it's like a huge live auction that goes on for like eight hours and then afterward they have like everyone perform. They had Steven Tyler, Billy Idol, Joan Jett, Marcus King,

who you know is like my literal favorite artist in the world. It was just the most insane thing ever. I was like, no one would believe me. Yeah, I made a mistake. I think I would have maybe caught a vibe even more had i been at some more a more of an old hollywood vibe because that is like the vibe that you want to capture going out is like seeing

iconic people what i literally went to bruno mars's party and he performed i don't know what i'm saying actually don't sleep on bruno mars i fuck so hard with bruno mars i love him he just made a joke about how like i'll be out of debt in no time. Did you see that? I was literally in my head thinking about all night. Like if I ended up running into him and we talked, it'd be like,

look, I have a gambling problem too. He wasn't real. He's not really in debt with the casino. That was a rumor. You know what's funny is I know that and I like refuse to subscribe because it makes me feel better. Anyways, I think I would love

that rumor being spread about me because it's like, oh my God, you guys think I have $12 million? Yeah, you're right. It is a rumor. Yeah, I went I would love that rumor being spread about me because it's like, oh my God, you guys think I have $12 million? Yeah, you're right. It is. It is a rumor. Yeah, I went to his party.

It's the first party I've been to in Los Angeles. Maybe ever or at least in a really long time where they took our phones, put them in the lockable pouches and like didn't have a phone. Who was there that they needed to lock phones up so i let me allow me to get into that in a second okay after all the diddy shit i'm like we're locking phones in 2025 but then i start thinking about myself you know having an issue with phones being locked and then i realize i am quite literally the poster child for why they have to lock phones away yes yes like i i am literally bruno mars's biggest fear like me with tiktok open well it doesn't matter so long as you have what's up here

and now you're about to share with us what happened anyway well he was there was a moment where he was playing the bongos and he's just so cute i was like fuck i would have made a tiktok of this y'all are so right for locking my phone no it was really interesting I don't know so I got like coerced into going out everyone was like come to this party we'll go to Charlie XCX's like Lady Gaga is going to be at Bruno Mars's like yada yada and then I get

to this party and the most important people in the room are David Dobrik and Zach Bia and I'm like David Dobrik who is not my favorite person on the internet by the way i think i should just go ahead and say that i am not i am not a david dobrik super fan yeah that's good get that get that get that one in there it's funny the promoter who was putting it on was like texting me before and was like i was gonna invite david do you still

want me to and then i like said no and then i was like actually invite him like i just want to see like what happens like i was trying to purposefully trying to like gather lore yeah it was just interesting to me i was like i didn't know what bruno's goal was like he was just like singing on stage the whole time and it was like a lot of influencers and i was just like you know really funny concept to throw a party and like for people to come watch you sing yeah that's it was just it was very much that and then everyone too was in like wife beaters and like mini skirts and jeans and i'm in like a floor-length bedazzled see-through gown and i was like i'm just not at the right place you know so i should have been i should have been dream on well i went to the dream

on party and last year it was different than this like last year so it's like it's an auction so you buy tables and stuff and if they don't sell the tables then they like that's when they start inviting people in last year there were a lot of influencers there and like honestly low-key hookers which nothing wrong with that at all but like I got to dress accordingly last year I went in like a full sheer like nude dress so this year I was oh, let me go ahead and dress like a hooker again. Not a single person like below 30 in sight. And I absolutely looked a mess. People were staring at me like, this is for charity. I broke this exactly happened to me at Seth MacFarlane's Christmas party.

I'm like, oh, my God. And I almost wore some whore ass dress. And in the final moments, I changed. And I had like the Sabrina Carpenter heart cut out like under boob like nipple ring peeking through and I get there

and everyone is in like moo moos like and just like the dirty looks I literally received like 50 dirty looks it's the worst feeling in the world

to be like the whore's here it is I was like this the whole time and I'm just like oh my god what was I even thinking

like yes Brooke it's a charity event for like women too which I was like this the whole time. And I'm just like, oh, my God. What was I even thinking? Like, yes, Brooke, it's a charity event for, like, women, too. Which I was like, God, you are a disgrace. No, but listen, Bianca Sensori set the tone, though. I was in a black G-string under my dress. And I'm not going to lie. It was a hit. It was a hit. And I was honestly doing that thing where, you know, when you're, like, in the movies.

Or, like, my number one goal in life is to be like picked out of a crowd, right? So imagine Steven Tyler on stage, dream on. And I'm in the crowd. And he's still so. Just trying to get the light to catch my face right. Tits out, mewing. Have him taking a breath in five minutes.

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in the Bucky's bathrooms? That checks out. Completely checks out. That doesn't shock me. I feel like I've done some really embarrassing shit in a Bucky's. I just had to tell you that.

Do you remember that time of life where the egg was famous? Do you remember like... Yes, the Instagram egg. Yes, and they made the account for just an egg and it got to like a million followers and then like faze banks would bring the egg out to the club and like everyone would line up to take photos with the egg it's i hate that we were a part of that no i thought about that the other day because i've really just been

reflecting on my partying era and obviously just getting ready more and more too to just expose it more book and just life and everything. And I was thinking about, like, we really lived in L.A. And we'd be like, oh, my God, the Instagram egg is throwing a party tonight. And then we'd, like, go. And, like, the egg would have signs being brought. It was an egg. It was just, like, an egg that is best.

Yeah, that was a dark time. Like, we were going to, like, Warwick and, like, Poppy. And, like, I was so excited to see that guy with that long neck. The long neck guy was always there. Yes. We got to put in his photo. Him,

we had Ghost of the Graham who like just went out in a mask every night. Uh-huh. The club scene was just like what were we doing? No, and I thought it was

the most fun thing in the world. I like recently got invited to a birthday party and it was in Silver Lake and I drive like 30 minutes and I get there and it was Alexander's

birthday party and normally I feel like he has like How dare he not invite me by the way? He didn't personally invite me so I get there and he's throwing like

a red solo cup Project X Rager and I'm like but in the past he's thrown very intimate parties where you get to like talk and like vibe and it's like out of venue

and I was like what did I sign up for? I walk in and it's like I don't even want to say the people I saw hammered and it's like out of venue and i was like what did i sign up for i walk in and it's like i don't even want to say the people i saw hammered because it's just rude there's no need to be rude no i can infer because last party i went to of his i was like what are all these people doing here and it's the most like random crossover like the but it feels like the grammys yes i'm like wait yes sabrina what are you doing yes and like no Sabrina but but I was there and I just like my

heels are poking in the grass and like soldier boy is playing and like beer is getting spilled on me and I'm like having a conversation with Dixie D'Amelio in the corner and I'm having to yell at the top of my lungs to like tell her things and like whatever I'm like I just like left and I was like I used to live for this shit, live for this shit. And what changed? Dude. And it's like now it's like for me, I think it is being sober, but it's like, it's so crazy. Like we'd be blacked out. Everyone ever's doing blow, sleep all day the next day, wake up and do it again. And then again, and then again, and then again, living for it's like,

now I'm so excited to have like a saturday like that life to me now is so sad yeah but i don't i honestly i don't think it is your sobriety because like i'm not sober and i feel like what the fuck i don't want to go there well the problem with me is the second that i drink i take 10 shots and like i actually would have like a night with this vase like me and this vase would be up until six in the morning having a heart-to-heart you know what i mean so i like lose all consciousness of what tana likes you know yeah but i don't know it's just even going out the other night i was just why did i do that like you know what's hard to understand like it feels like since we stopped doing it it stopped happening

and like no it didn't no and then it still happens every night like there's still people who are going every night no the other night like the nelk boys were all out in their happy dad hats mind you i'm in a fucking down in heels i'm like literally i could have been in a snapback um and they're all like hammered and like in a loop and i was like oh my god like it's crazy because normally i would have like been in this loop it's nice to be out of the loop though like yeah no it's so nice it's just i don't know it's it's just so crazy yeah it's just still happening and it is just sadder and sadder over time too to see the same guys like wearing the same chrome hearts and like now they're 40 and it's like your sperm's

gonna dry up well what happened to me as i got older it like made me realize like oh these guys were losers on everyone and then they just keep preying on the new yeah the new rounds and it's kind of crazy because you don't think about it i remember like the coolest of cool guys like i'd be like oh my god i hope he's at hide tonight and now i'm thinking about i'm like he was 35 at hide every night and he has like a hundred million dollars like go home 100 100 like what do you what business do you have there except for to pick up some 21 year old girl which is just so i'm really at the point yeah where i'm just like praying it's so sad for all those girls because it is like the same men preying on these new groups

of like 21 year old girls and like new famous people and like just whatever it's so weird and it's just not fun like even just yelling over over music. I'm like, oh my God, my temples hurt. I want to feed ducks. Like I want to take up new fucking hobbies. I want to feed ducks. I just can't believe that my life has ever gotten to this point, but it feels so good. You know what I mean?

Now I'm so happy for you. And now that you know what it's like, I feel like you won't regress. I feel like before it was like, you never got far enough to the other side to not want to like go back. 100%. 100%. and it's

it's so nice speaking of not being able to party anymore do you know what i've been seeing online and i'm truly like baffled by this is alex earl's 24-hour party she amazes me and i've done that without like calling it that right like in miami so many times where like truly like the night just carries into the day and then you do the boat and you do it again and then all of a sudden it's been 48 hours and like that's why i haven't been to miami sober and i utterly refuse i'm sure there's a different side of miami that i could see and it's beautiful and water and beach and love and laugh but all i know is like actual cocaine hookers and like you know I haven't been back since you and fought so bad I literally had to like practically walk home from Miami to just not be in the same room as you that whole it's trip was brutal like it my it's just brutal it's

it's such a demonic place Miami is but again I'm sure like I'm from Vegas and I love it I'm like Vegas is the light of the world so it's like I'm sure that like Alex Earl has a different experience than like I have. Wait, so she's doing a 24 hour. I saw in her story like hour 12 of 24 or something, but I can't see her TikToks. Oh shit. Cause you're, yeah. So her best friend, it was her best friend's birthday and they decided to throw a 24 hour party starting at 7 PM p.m until 7 p.m the next day and they're talking about all of this online and i am not even remotely putting an air of accusation on anyone there and i think anyone who can anyone who can do that without cocaine is like a superhuman like no you can't what do you mean i'm not putting that allegation on her because i even saw her in her comments saying like we don't do that but like i guess i don't know if it's just like the shit i've seen in la would like you know me

i always say like i think everyone does cocaine everyone does fucking cocaine in la and like i just how again yeah i don't want to accuse her of anything yeah i don't want to accuse her i guess i like should literally just ask her instead of podcasting about this but there's no fucking way you're going for 24 hours all of you and no one's hitting the slopes, but there's no fucking way. You're going for 24 hours, all of you, and no one's hitting the slopes. Or maybe there's nap time. Yeah, they had a nap. They got an IV,

and I'm not meaning to project that on her. I'm truly just like, I can't even wrap my head around. I'm trying to think of what could get me to stay up that late. Like literally nothing. I can't, the second it hits 9 p.m., I start going.

No, there was like a time in my life where I truly was doing that without a label. And like, it's just so, but again, obviously with drugs. And it's so wild to me. She's also young. Very young. That's true. But still, she's like 23, 22.

Which is a child. 24 hours of partying without cocaine is actually like, that should be, fuck break dancing. The next Olympics, that should be a category. I agree. I just, I can't even believe it. Trisha Paytas. She went on Broadway. I'm so proud of her.

I'm just, you know, like the progression of her relationship with Rachel, right? Yeah. Like how she went from being like Rachel is like literally absolutely horrible. But it was just like, I think she was just like kind of trolling to being like such a rachel super fan to rachel being in her show is like the craziest and her love for ben platt also the empire state building turning pink like you are just i mean obviously i always say it but you are just that bitch like i'm so fucking happy for her i was sobbing the entire time watching it it's so inspirational it's she's

just literally perfect she deserves every little bit of it i love that she was the star i love that she's on stage with like literal legends and she is the star yes and she is she truly is just a legend and it's i think it's so fucking cool to just i don't know she is like the face of the community for us broken girls you know and it's like you can fucking do anything and she deserves it so I want to cry right now like it's like feeling like things are like the lowest of lows and then now she's like just on Broadway and she's just so fabulous and just deserves and just documenting all of that like truly always being so authentic with where her mental space was at I think allows for her fans as a community

to feel something so special that most people will never let you into like most of your favorite people you will never be let into like the deepest depths of their darkness you know so to do that and then everyone get to grow with her like even just seeing the video of her after all the people around her I was just like I'm so happy for her I can't even believe Empire State building pink is so c***. It's amazing. I just feel like what's crazy is like that feels like, oh my God, the greatest it could be. And I feel like the next thing she does, we're going to be like, oh my God.

Like, I just feel like the world is her oyster right now. She could do anything that she wants. I'm so f***ing happy for her and so proud of her. I wanted to go so bad. And then in the last minute, I like didn't. I wish we did. It would have been fun. Yeah, it would have been so fabulous.

I watched Baby Girl, the movie last night. How was it? Have you seen it? I wish we did it would have been fun it would have been so fabulous but I watched Baby Girl the movie last night how was it? have you seen it? I haven't seen it yet but I want to you have to go home tonight

and watch it well first of all me watching that movie while Makoa's out of town is the most diabolical shit I lost my vibrator charger to oh it's like a horny movie right

it's it is so it's the horniest movie I've ever seen i need to show you honestly look at this video i'll insert it into the podcast i don't know how this could possibly go well like what do you mean look at this video no no no no it's so horny check this video out no no no it's not bad i swear look at everyone in the theater look at everyone's faces oh my god this is like guys watching their friends it's like why are you trying to all get horny no we all got so horny together like we didn't think it was gonna be that crazy

and then it's like nicole kidman like walking on all fours like drinking out of a bowl while the guy says good girl and then he blows her back out it was the it was so fucking insane i feel so bad for mikoa he's gonna come home to our room like you're like a sex chamber a little bowl of milk no i'm quite literally not even kidding and then every single person the second the movie was over just went to their rooms and you could like hear us all on facetime it was like some real like i mentioned just from the other room it's like no i'm not even i had to i had to go acoustic i had makoa on the phone doing tricks isn't real like because i can't do it i refuse to believe anyone else can

no and then tell me why i had like palsy of the hand after going acoustic that'll give you arthritis for sure no I'm not even actually kidding it's like there's something so

humiliating about your vibrator dying and you needing to get a nut off so bad that you have to like go acoustic

it's so embarrassing have you ever had like where it dies, but like if you turned it on for one, it'll go again for like three seconds and then you ride out for three seconds. Yeah.

So you're just like, I just have done that like so many times to where it's like, okay, that was almost like one full 30 second stint. Yes. And you're like edging yourself. No. And then I was trying to have like FaceTime sex

and that's like a whole thing. Like it's like not that hot, you know, like you have to really try like the angles. Like afterwards, I couldn't lift my arm. Like my arm was like tired. What are the angles? I don't think I've ever done it. Actually, no, I haven't ever done it.

Well, it's just I'm long distance right now. So obviously, you know, you got to be spicy. You got to put on the sexy set and you got to be like, oh, miss me, daddy. But it's like, really? I don't think I could do that after. I think it would I would I would get imposter syndrome doing that. Like if I were to do that, I would be like, i don't think i could do that after i think it would i would i would get imposter syndrome doing that like if i were to do that i would be like who do i think i am i i definitely was feeling that way but it's like after like the like week and a half two

week mark of not being together like i start losing vision in my right eye like i need dick i need i need stimulation i need? Yeah. Like it's just, I can't even, you know? Consistent. Yeah. And I'm just, I don't feel like the same person,

but baby girl was insane. It truly was insane. I don't think we all realized that we were actually going to be watching porn essentially together. And you have to watch it. I'm so excited. Like if you see me drinking in the corner out of a bowl of milk next week on all fours, like mind your business. It's camp. Do you believe in cow's milk? I do, Like if you see me drinking in the corner out of a bowl of milk next week on all fours, like mind your business.

It's camp. Do you believe in cow's milk? I do, but I also believe in bubbling the house down. You know that I'm going to say something that's just brutal and disgusting about, you know. You've gassed yourself out in the car a few times, I'm presuming. And that's just where I'm at with cow's milk. When you want to bet on sports, play it on a field or ice or course. BetRivers is the place. Over, under, money, line. Same game, parlay, it's all fine.

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Are they going to send us a cease and desist? I think that they need to focus on sending each other a cease and desist first, right? Yeah. So, Bad Baby puts out her song. Implying that Alabama got pregnant by Taika. If that is true. She is definitely going to send us a cease and desist. Recently, I found out that Taika went and said that he hates one of my friends simply because they are friends with

me we have no idea who it could be it's totally not brooke and i understand why he doesn't like me obviously because i go to do this but it's like if you're fucking alabama barker and you got alabama barker pregnant like that it just it's everything I've ever always said about him like what I will say he went on he went online and he not that like you can always believe a man but he went online he was like I can't believe I even have to address this but like absolutely not have I ever had a physical relationship with Alabama Barker and I do like as as much as you can say about tag like how could anybody be so stupid as to a hook up with somebody who's underage but also who's underage and is in the family of your ex yeah i don't well she's not underage and like he loves oh she's not you know doesn't matter she's too young yeah i hope i hope it's not true

that shit is crazy way too young i it is just wild too that like i don't know i saw bad baby like making a video just being like like alabama was coming at bad baby saying like you asked for my lip combo you asked for this you asked bad baby's like yeah i thought you like i thought you were my friend yeah it's just it's wild to like defend that behavior you know just i did i feel like you know when you're in it and like you can't see it for what it is like bad baby i saw her say like i don't even care that he's cheating on me. And I'm like, we should. Dude, I saw Ava Louise have like a really, really profound take on what having issues

with your mother can do to your relationships with other women and the way that you, you know, when your mom, when you're born into your mom being your first hater and your mom, you know, not loving you and you not in your formative years not receiving that unconditional love from women what it can end up doing later on in life and that that is it is just one of those situations where it's like everybody just needs

like a hug like everyone you know like it's it's actually like a sad situation just overall alabama's diss track people are speculating, was ghostwritten by MGK. He's still writing raps? The flow is very MGK. That's another person who probably right now at home is like, Tana, get my name out of your mouth. But it was giving MGK to me. And I was like, damn, you know, kind of crazy.

Well, I guess there's the Travis Barker, MGK kind of. Yeah, affiliation. That's what I'm saying like it's not too far away it's kind of wild we forgot to talk about Kendrick at the Grammys but he you know he's the first diss track to ever win a Grammy it's so fabulous like winning a Grammy for being just like a petty yes so iconic like imagine you're in this beef and there was a point in time to like remember we'd keep on trying to educate us and like there was a point in time too like remember we had kifo on trying to educate us and like there was a point in time one of the first to know i feel like yes but there was like a point where like people were debating who's winning right like drake fans were like oh team drake team this whatever like imagine the feeling of like i just won a grammy for my diss track like

oh if i'm drake i'm boycotting the Grammys forever forever and ever and ever it's crazy too that the weekend was boycotting the Grammys and then ended up just going out on stage yeah how much do you think they paid him that's me as fuck though being like fuck this brand fuck this shit and then like they come with a correct check and I'm like I love this brand like oh my god yeah they had to have just paid him an insane bag it's kind of iconic too just in general like coming back together with someone that you want i also just like love the idea of like grammys like crawling back to me and being like no please come yeah like okay fine yeah it's honestly honestly iconic michaela testa versus anna paul oh this is another one of those

things and like it happens to me really often where like i can watch a video in full and be like oh my god i can't believe it like i'm so on this person's side and then i see that a next person's video and i'm like oh my god i cannot believe it i am so on this person's like i don't i can't figure out who is being honest uh-huh or are they both being honest and it's just like different versions of their own truth you know what i mean like i don't feel like michaela testa lied a fucking bit in that video but then obviously her saying that she had the receipts and then being like actually i'm gonna take the receipts to court and if she does then like slay down you know the things michaela was saying it's like you just don't make up that interaction of someone

calling their fans fat like you're not gonna sit down as Michaela and be like she called this person fat if she didn't call this person yeah that's true because Michaela's gotten so much hate from like just like yeah their stands in general because like obviously they have such a like loyal like or like a cult fan base also just whenever i see certain videos and listen i it is so funny me even daring to say this because i have posted some tonk-tacious apologies in my day so this is quite literally the pot calling the kettle black and i i shouldn't i don't know tonk-tacious was amazing like i have posted some wonky tonky clarifications you know so it's like i'm not trying to be the person putting the

gavel down but i oh you always just think like after watching with kayla's video i was like somebody watched that and like what the whole like i feel broke thing like was crazy like like it's an emotion on inside out like it's like like broke's in the corner like what do you actually mean they should add broke to inside out like it's yeah that is crazy that's like saying like i yeah no there's nothing that it's like like it's you know it's like so i either you are or you aren't if you have a fucking mansion on the water i do understand that struggling to pay rent can teeter the line of like whatever but also like you probably were glamorizing you know what i mean like what's the word fluffing up how little money you had for

internet sympathy and views i feel like it's so interesting to me because i feel like at least in my lifetime the goal has or like my angle was always like pretend i had more money than i had and not like flex your way out the trenches yeah you know what i mean like my thought is never to be like oh my god i was so broke like i just it just fits her brand so like i could see where she would financially benefit from yeah you know embellishing uh coming from the trenches story and that's so at least if even one actual broke person saw it and felt inspired okay sly i also just wish she touched on all the addis stuff because it's kind of like saying yeah i'm sure about that is that's

the thing i know i don't have all the information here. Drop this. Honestly, Mikaela, DM me the receipts. I love Mikaela. Yeah. It's funny. Mikaela hates my guts, but I think that- Does she? Well, it's, you know, Tommy Arnold. I don't think you do, but he, he's just one of those boys, like friends with like Bryce

Hall and shit. He used to do hot tub streams. I ended up becoming decent friends with him because he taught me a lot about poker and he does videos where he'll just interview influencers with tiny mics and he asked her one day like least favorite influencer and she was just like tanimajor i hate tanimajor and i was like damn i remember this but was she trolling or what i think actually we know we did we did get to the bottom of that and i do also understand why you know she's friends with corinna and like i know ari went on a trip with

them and like ari came back saying like people didn't have the nicest things to say about you and i think sometimes it's like you know if you really hated someone that i didn't know like and you were on a whole tangent i would probably be having your back in the conversation so like i understand that i guess but i don't know i really don't know i don't know i i guess yeah you're right like there's no reason for her to just like outright lie out of nowhere but then obviously also not with the sa stuff okay like i understand holding that in for as long as you need you know it's your own story in your own time she she was kind of saying that addis financially abused her and also sexually.

And even just taking 50% of her income, like that is so fucked up. Like you're not in the OF content. You're not. And then thinking about your boyfriend convincing you to give him 50% of your OF income is fucking wild. Because it's like there had to have been some trail of emotional abuse there to even get you to do that because anyone managing should never take more than like, I guess, 30 at most, let alone just your boyfriend who's running your account.

Right. So then that makes me believe, well, obviously I already was just believing everything she was saying, like the essay stuff. Of course. But I wonder what took her so long in the you know because you kept kicking it with anna while she's calling her fans fatties which is crazy but well but then again i guess she was in a really emotionally abusive situation with that i saw i'm assuming

yeah it's hard to say or like know what you would do in that situation i don't know it's hard without all the information i cannot have a take and i learned my list i'm not defending anyone here and it's just one of those things where i'm sitting here with a hunch about anna paul and i don't really know what i hate is finding out that someone i like believe to be like any sort of like amazing nice person like finding out that they're not i hate when that happens it happens so often it does i think she really did a good job on selling the like so giving give back i love my fans act and that's always like anyone who's mean about their fans or doesn't like their fans is an automatic in my book like it's like where

the fuck do you get off like that just and i and I don't believe Mikayla was lying, so it's kind of wild. It is really wild. Oh shit. Anna. It is just wild though on the opposing end if Mikayla were lying

the way the internet is, you know? And it's like, I'm not even trying to like pit women or do any of that. It's like, even if Anna,

let's say Mikayla was completely lying and Anna fully sued her for slander, those damages are irreparable. Yeah. Yes. Exactly.

Like, because there's, there's going to be such a huge, large percentage of people who beat and never even see it get cleared up. So that's just what they think. And even if they do see it get cleared up, like psychologically, like you already believe that about this person.

Yeah. Which is just wild that it's, I think after the Blake lively thing, it just like, I know, obviously I still, i still new things come out about that every day where i think that's enough that's what kind of what i'm saying where i'm like i'm i have whiplash like i can't even look into this anymore because it's like i don't

even understand what's going on i just have like had to really check myself on being so quick to believe a woman is bad on the internet because it happens every single fucking day but then it's like half these creators getting exposed for being shitty people are and so i just i what i will say i did agree with in anna's take is like people just straight up kill themselves over stuff like this like so often and so that's something to keep in mind like they call it like weaponizing like you know like suicide or whatever but it's also like that that is what happens like we see kids like not even just kids but people kill themselves all the time over bullying and then we just bully people anyway no it is it is wild and it is i was thinking about this too just

like the all emotions and actions and accusations and everything aside just the pr of it all anna could have said anything and her comments would still do i think that video is bad yes do i think of the video is the absolute perfect response to that that she's still like i think there are just situations like that where it's like she could have said anything and people were still going to find a way like people believe what they want to believe but it's hard too because it is that it's like Michaela is sitting down raw as fuck spitting facts like nothing to lose like you know what I mean and then like you're setting up the camera and sitting on the floor and all of your videos are contrived like it's hard just positioning wise to get anyone to believe you anyways you know yeah need more information need receipts yeah i'm honestly maybe i need to just shut my

fucking mouth because what does it matter what i think about it i respect you for feeling that way and even with the dobrik thing i was trying to like explain to people that i understand being so switzerland well okay well afraid but also confused no petrified is what it is. And that's what I will call it. It was petrified. I, it's like hard because it happens to me so often where I'm so afraid of saying the wrong thing that I say exactly the wrong thing. And like in that situation, it's like you're sitting here and you're saying like, essentially like this man doesn't deserve a career, which like that, you know what I mean?

Like, that's what you think. And like, that's probably true. But my fear is like i say that and then my i just get absolutely like reamed in on because it's like who the fuck do you think you are you don't deserve to say yeah and like i honestly completely understand how that like feels i've caught myself in that feeling of life so many times and then it's like you are contractually obligated to come sit on the canceled podcast and talk about people and cancellations and stuff the more that i think about it though i think that it's a growing game right like so long as you are growing as an individual and still having to sit

on this microphone i think you're entitled to an opinion but that's the thing I get it like being afraid of having an opinion until you're in a situation like the Dobrik one where then you don't have an opinion and then everyone cooks you for it like it's hard because it feels like a losing situation. Even I watch it back and I'm like no it looks like I do have an opinion it looks like I have the wrong one but like it

really is just like I'm like I cannot I'm so afraid of saying like the words like no he shouldn't have come back. He should. Because here I am. Yeah. Talk, talk, talking. Yeah.

You know, like. But it's different. It is. I know. I know that. Those situations are different. But. I know it's different.

And like, it's just hard. Like, again, it's just a mental thing. Like. Yeah. Having to train your brain to get back into the canceled mindset and just showing up every week. But I think. Knowing they're going to be people upset with you no matter what are saying negative things about you like that's tough that's

what it is and like it's weighing the two because like no matter what i could have had either one of those two options and i'm gonna get hate regardless and it's deciding like which kind of hate i want to get yeah you know what i mean so like like that's wild it is no it's fine it's like it's part of the gate like we've always gotten it but it's just it's like shit like can i choose the right side for once no and i mean it is just like a tough scene even you and i have been like mapping out how much we want to tour and like what we want to do and like i don't know just like navigating everything is so hard and like i completely understand your headspace because it's like what can i say what do i do what do you want from me i'm just a girl you know yeah and like i

know a lot of people want me to shut the fuck up but like i got i have to show up to work that's the thing is it's like and you and i obviously have been having conversations too about i don't know the future and like because even just like in our sober healthy relationship lives there are some weeks where i'm like fuck i i have nothing to report and i i'm not in the mood to come just stand in the line of fire you know what i mean and like at what point will we feel like we are elevating to something that fits our lifestyles more you know what i mean and like at what point will we feel like we are elevating to something that fits our lifestyles more you know what i mean yeah i'm like just like i don't know and it's hard it's hard because like there's not like before we sit down to film again there's not enough time to even like assess like what just happened like i don't know and yeah my cup doesn't

fill up enough by the time i sit down again, like, since the last time I was here. And so it's just, like, It is really interesting. I still am enjoying this, but I do, like, eventually see a world where we have solo wholesome podcasts and still cross over all the time. I know.

And I think people, like, get freaked out by that. But, like, we don't. So, like, you shouldn't. I know. That's the thing, too, is that people take every, like, if you and I, at the end of this contract, decide, like, like I'm gonna have a solo podcast, I'm gonna have a solo podcast and then we're gonna podcast together all the time.

Because at the end of the day, I love the chemistry that we have on camera. And I don't, I always say you're recreatable, but I, not a word. I don't think it is like, I have no desire to fill that with anyone else. I enjoy the chemistry you and i specifically have and always will and i think we'll always make content together for that reason but people get so weird about the idea of canceled ending well i think like another huge element of it is like the fact that like it's frustrating it's so frustrating like to the audience that we like aren't as consistent as like other podcasts and stuff but it's like it literally like there's so much pressure about it if we could really just

sit down once a month or something and make an episode like a really good episode it might feel different but like knowing that we do have to do it every week i feel like it's been like well and just even like like we just filmed the awards and i went back and i watched the edit and i was like if i put out this raw episode we would have 17 scandals because it's like the nature of what we're talking about you have to say the exact right thing about all of these different scandals and these things and whether people believe that or not it it is a difficult thing to mentally navigate like you have to really have your ducks in a row and then like I know and you know there's so many people who are like well that's what you sign up for when you're an influencer and stuff but it's like kind of should just like any job like

if you're getting harassed and bullied at your job it's not like oh but you you signed up for that like it's also the nature of this podcast like the pop culture and the addressing things and the coming back every week honestly talking shit about people yes exactly it's like that to me it's not podcasting it's the the content the meat of what this one is so true like i know alicia marie and remy do not have this problem yeah and then it's like of course we'd put out the raw episodes on time but we have to have 17 people helping us to make sure we're not fucking idiots like yeah and there's two of us like both of us are saying the wrong thing so there's like and it's like because that's and it's also one of those things too where it's like

a lot of my takes it's not that i don't stand on them, but the things that you want to say with your friend are not always the things that need to make it to the internet. I'm excited to see the canceled chapter fully through, but I don't know if that's our like lifelong journey, you know? We know it's not. It just, I guess what you said is like like seeing how it like what's the word transpires yeah or like when it changes into something else better evolves yeah oh yes what would i do without you and i think that's i yeah i guess i just see the threads in the comments and people make everything so negative about our personal relationship and it is like so not that.

It's like you and I had a call literally this week where we like just after all this Dobrik stuff where we're like, oh my God, like we have to figure out how to continue to figure out how to navigate these things every day. And it's very interesting. I have my moments. I'm like, oh my God, it's fun.

I could take it. And then I'll call you and I'll be like, I'm gonna die. Yeah, and that's, I mean, that's just what canceled will probably always bring due to the nature of what we talk about. Yeah, I know. Sometimes I wish like I could just take it.

I want to disappear. And a lot of people say you should disappear. I want to disappear. And I so far have not had the option. So just know as soon as it comes across my desk. That was how I felt even in the episode that we did joint where I was in Hawaii. I was like, I'm going to rip all my fucking hair. Like where I like called Leah from Love Island.

And I was on the Zoom and you were whatever. At that point after touring and all the Cody Cole and the Alyssa shit, like I was going to rip my hair out. Not because I don't love the fans. Not because I don't love podcasting with you. But sometimes the contractual obligation to quite literally yap and talk shit about people when you're not in the right space is the worst thing ever.

It's the worst thing for you mentally, you know? It's just like, it is what it is. And podcasts also have their like little seasonal breaks and we just keep cooking. We've had breaks. We've had some breaks. Have you seen the girl who, after that conversation,

me actually saying these words, have you seen the girl who fucked a thousand guys in a day? Yeah. Or no, she did a hundred guys in a day, and now she's going to do a thousand guys. No, I think she did a thousand. Right? Can we fact check this?

Because I saw that photo of her on the bed after and then now she's beefing with another girl beefing bonnie blue is the girl who did it and now she's beefing with a girl lily phillips who looks exactly like her yeah okay we're also doing the thousand in a day oh my god i'd be so pissed if i just went through all of that just for some other bitch to beat my record yeah it's kind of crazy did she do a thousand 1057 people in 12 hours 1057 dicks in 12 hours oh my god i can't get that many story views in 12 hours like like i'm actually like the wheelchair i would need and then what they all use a condom yeah god do you think each guy just got one pump yeah i would have to be one

pump so yeah like there's no way it was 1057 men to complete they were lying yeah they were lined up no not to completion when she filmed with steiny she said that there was a queue of guys and like they just line up like a train. Yeah, I saw the line. It was like an actual thing. What? And she said she was really going all out for all of it. Like do different positions, everything.

It's not like she was just laying there. I'm just imagining those men like standing in line like, so what brings you here? Like it's like it's one of those things where it's like more power to her. You think they're playing like heads up in line? Yeah, like that's what I'm saying. It's like of those things where it's like more power to her. Do you think they're playing like heads up in line? Yeah, like that's what I'm saying. It's like, like, oh, nothing against her. Like get your record. Get, it's crazy.

But I'm more so just baffled by the type of men that that would attract. I just hate it because it's like, you know, every time you see someone involved in something like this, you see five years down the line where it's like, I hate myself for doing that and this is why i think i'm really tara's world recently spoke out about how she congrats to her by the way on getting engaged um that was very very cute and sweet even that seeing the internet pick that apart i hate people so fucking much like it's like what's to pick apart they like the snow was crunching wrong Someone was walking in the back of the proposal

and people were pissed. It's like, oh my God. Your boyfriend is cheating on you right now, Bethany. Like, you know, it's just like, I can't. What boyfriend? Your poor Bethany. She spoke out recently about how she started doing OF and obviously the jump financially

from being a TikTok creator to being an OF creator, especially one that people are really interested in, oftentimes is drastic. Hers was. And then she bought this multi, multi, multi, multimillion dollar house. And now she obviously has to pay off the multi, multimillion dollar house. And she's saying that she doesn't even like doing it anymore, but she's accrued this lifestyle that financially yeah that's hard requires it and it's like even when i look back the other day even today anna lee was here um newly page and i've been you know hiring people and i was in my closet and i was like hey just letting you know i'm about to change like my tits are about to be out and i had this flash to myself at weed lake and i would be in a room with 27 people with my tits are about to be out and I had this flash to myself at Weed Lake and I would be in a room

with 27 people with my tits out like how hard I took that era is and just ever I'd be at the club doing this and like you know this this pose carried me home like it is just so wild like once you go so far into that world like you can't take it back yeah it's nutty it's like but you can though like you can like trisha paytas never done it i guess that's true i guess it's just with yourself like the self-reflection like the amount three times a week at minimum i was wearing a mesh see-through shirt and getting paparazzi like they've seen them tana everyone's yeah holy fucking shit like so i don't know can you talk to me about raise your ya ya ya raise your ya ya ya okay here's the thing about raise your ya ya i found her first okay because

i talked about her on this podcast remember i saw that video of her teaching someone to sing and i came on the podcast and i was like you're gonna die you have to see this video and we spoke about her and then she sent me an email and she said that she would do a private singing lesson for me and this was like years ago no this was like last year over a year ago this was yeah like it was a while ago like you were very much and now raise your yeah yeah yeah is everywhere and you were very much ahead of the curve but i thought we all knew about yeah yeah no i did not, I didn't put the two together until... Well, how many singing coaches are there?

I guess a lot. A lot. Yeah, there's a lot of singing coaches. And the yaya, she's different, okay? She's different. But that's what she's always done is where she helps people enunciate differently so that their voice sounds different.

And that's her whole shtick. We should raise our yaya-yas with her. I want to so bad. And that was the mental battle I had before because it's like i want to raise my ya-ya and i'm too shy i think we should do it for the patreon it would be really really really really funny i know but i like i know myself and like it's one of the things i hate the most about myself but it's like in a situation like that i would just make a joke of it and like i would just waste someone's time i'll commit like if you won't commit i'll commit i just had to react to my own music nothing is off the table okay oh my god i should have written down questions that i had because i had some can

you please honestly think of some questions my first question was first of all i've never seen you unironically twerk like i've only seen you twerk like like in a joking way kind of so i guess to see you just like unapologetically like just fucking throwing it back that was different and then more than that i noticed it was made by hunter moreno productions even that like production was hunter on the ground because the angle he would commit so hard there was on the w music video shoot there was a point in time i didn't actually get to tell this story in the video because it's just like a long story i'll try to make it short but i mean like i said in the video like hunter's been my bestie for so long and like

when i met him he was working at icm and he had trouble with that like he was an intern there was staplers flying i don't want to like tell his life story for him but you know he sees me and i just have this money and i'm so willing to spend it on quite literally the most embarrassing shit out but obviously paying for a humiliation ritual is like so funny by the way no it's insane it's thinking that it's humiliating brooke yeah you can say it it does not offend me in the slightest when I got done reacting to my old music I I took a benzo and I'm gonna say that I'm gonna say it proud like I was having a panic of a century I can't think about the headspace you have to be in to be unironically doing that like I am so far I am five times over a different person I've become a different person five times since that time um but anyways Hunter obviously was so committed to you know like in my

head we were like taylor swift and jack antonoff right like just we were a duo in this you know and for the w music video shoot one of the days i look at hunter and this is he was on the floor i was twerking in front of a car i couldn't drive you know a whole a whole nine. And I was like, Hunter, you're doing great and all, but like this video is missing something. I was like, this video is missing a drone shot. And so he has to go get a drone and he like flies it over the hills and then the drone glitches out and crashes.

And like, he couldn't afford to like not return the drone. So he had to like go in the mountains. He was like covered in blood. He got to like not return the drone so he had to like go in the mountains he was like covered in blood he got hurt like to get the drone like it's so funny to think so happy he's in a better place yeah he's such a different person now shooting teddy swims at the grammys like killing it it's so funny though to think that time and it's so wild too even in the video i was just cooking everyone like the fact that there are actually like people who want that still to this day blow my mind. I get it though, because you like, it wasn't all bad.

Like it really wasn't FaceTime. Somebody should have intervened. I, when I tell you, like, I actually mean that I was with my son in the corner, like just making noises. Like our, our music process at the time literally would be me being like and then he'd be like that sounded like you said let's go and then like that would be how the words came about it's literally like hitting like random words yes like this melody can be those words it's so wild but w is good you hit like like i've never heard you like talk even that fast because i feel

like sometimes you're not you're not on a delay but like at that time i was definitely on a delay oh you know you talk fast i guess you talk fast like on the podcast and in your videos and stuff but like if i were to try to get you to like read or recite something yeah even from memory yeah like it was amazing to me how fast you were rapping. It was like I was listening to Bad Baby herself. I don't want it to go unnoticed that I went with you to film the sequel to Hefner, Hefner Part 2. Hefner. Yeah, I was going to do that.

That's how I met Chris Miles. He was writing Hefner, too. And I physically, I sat with Tana in the stew, and it was a mess. It's, and it's just, it's brutal. It really is. It was drugs, though. It wasn't like, it wasn't, you were a mess it's and it's just it's brutal it really is it was drugs though it wasn't like it wasn't you were a mess you would have slated but it was so she had to do it syllable by syllable like she couldn't say like hefner it was like she would have to record her over and over again

saying hef hef hef ner that's it's just ner it's wild to me i can't believe it i think that narcissism was the main drug that was the problem with all of this lack of people telling me no and then just yeah it really was just a case of also being like dick fluenced like i was fucking these musicians and i was like i am one now you know what i mean and like that's it taught me valuable you don't always have to do what the person that you're into is doing you know and it's just i don't know i mean i literally texted maude the other day and i was like it would be funny if we did just like cook up something and like played into this whole like lore but i don't know please because now now in the state of mind I feel like you could come out

with some like Miley shit like I do I don't I really don't know I mean even without you like the biggest shout out to

Mod Forever for that song I know people really love it like making that song was so it's hard it's really really hard work like it I was like quite literally

locked in a studio and that's how we ended up dating you know it's like I don't know it's a whole thing although the voice isn't the problem like the music's not really the problem I think it was just like like quite literally locked in a studio. And that's how we ended up dating. You know, it's like, I don't know. It's a whole thing. Although the voice isn't the problem.

Like the music's not really the problem. I think it was just like, well. I think now too, I have a lot more people in my life who will tell me if something is good or bad. I will tell you, Ari never would have let any of that happen, by the way. But it's hard because the checks were coming in. That's's do you know what i mean like even just even amari was kind of his take on it was kind of like well i

mean if she knows let her cook yeah she clearly knows what she's doing he did make a good point with that the the confidence was crazy like i really i had to get humbled a few times but it's camp and it's part of your story and like i genuinely i think you said it but like it it really did bring you where you are I agree I wouldn't change it for the world I think I walked so Alabama in fact I think she started music because she saw you do it yeah yeah no thanks um skinny jeans are back and I want to die about it and that's why that's actually what started my workout journey because the fact that you're afraid of a jean Tana you're afraid of a pair of pants

wait till you find out you don't actually have to wear them because they're bad dude Paige and I have this whole conversation too where I'm just

I am literally a sheep to the trends and it is so bad so am I if Alex is doing it like so am I no and it's like I see her with the boot

and I'm like that is so c*** it's more so that I'm not prepared for them yet you know like she's eating but I'm eating, that is so c***. It's more so that I'm not prepared for them yet. You know, like she's eating, but I'm eating. So it's like the skinny jean movement does have me back in the gym

because I want to pop out in a pair of skinny jeans one time. I f*** with skinny jeans, but I'm just, you know me. I'm built like an ice cream cone. I think I could see you slaying that though. Like with a boot. I like a baggy jean because it offs like i feel like it balances out my proportions a little i guess that's fair and i i wonder if i'll ever get to a point in my life where i'm not a sheep to the current trends but like even today i was i was um on a merch call

and you were podcasting so i was pitching merch ideas for us and like i went to have a few ideas and i was like oh we should we have to put leopard there and then i was like oh dial it back you know yeah because that's how you get regret that's how you end up with assless chops in your in your fridge yes in your closet i'm starving um i'm really trying to build a capsule wardrobe and become more of a just you know have a have a style that i'll love in in some years good i say that with red glasses on my face and no red glasses are timeless it's fine also leopard is timeless that's true oh my god i want to talk about joey ricefa okay and i'm not even kidding you we have

enough podcasts to move over to the patreon but like i i specifically want to bring this to the front lines yes okay and maybe i'm gonna regret this and it'll end up getting clipped for the patreon we'll see but i think i have been way too nice about how people act toward me when i talk about something bad that has happened to me at the hands of a man and i made light of it and was like, it didn't deeply bother me for me personally. With the Cody Kosher, I've already talked about that. Like with people being like, well, it's Tana. So she deserved it.

You know what I mean? Like that never bothered me so much for me because I'm healed and I don't need people's validation. But it bothered me so much thinking about my young fans out there who have maybe gone through something traumatic and then they see comments like that and then they're afraid to speak up in their own environments you know what i mean like it just societally and it does it it it doesn't hurt my feelings personally but it does kind of make me angry because it's like i have just the right to speak out about something as

everyone like anyone else does right and i talked about my experience on Escape the Night with you on Patreon. And even that, like I left it on the Patreon because I was like, I am going to talk about this because this was an awful experience with a man in Los Angeles that I had. And I think it's important to speak up about these things. And I really was so incredibly uncomfortable on that set

due to those men. It has nothing to do with Joey. I went above and beyond as well to still say that like i love escape the night and i love joey and it had nothing to do with him and so on and so forth right like i i think that i was very clear in separating the two things that i did not think what that man said to me you know what i mean yeah it was joey's fault however it still happened and whatever and then he ends up breaking my pinky and it's like that was just like a whole like very very awful day and awful experience for me you know what i mean and just being fucking fake chained up in a meat freezer

and a guy is telling you completely off camera that he would love to have you chained up like this with a fucking mask with horns on and no people are a hundred feet away and again just the mental state of thinking, like what if that was Rosanna Pansino instead of me? What if that was just someone who didn't comment the guy back? What would have happened? My phone's on SOS. It was a very scary, awful situation.

And then Joey Graceffa goes on Just Trish and says, and I quote, when Tana brought it up on her podcast, I was like, honestly, whatever. She can complain. It's bringing attention to the project. That's real quote that's a real quote he said that on just Trish that's like a really bold choice and I understand that I'm always on a rant and a tangent but once again you know you went you know you were so specific about like not making it was

you love him it had nothing to do with him it's not his fault so like hello normal response like i am i am so upset and like sorry that that happened complaining is crazy and then almost like diminishing like the pinky thing you know what i mean like i don't know what he said to trisha exactly if it was like ask her how her pinky is and it's like okay but this man who just like literally verbally, is that sexual assault? It's harassment. Sexual harassment. This man who just sexually harassed me on a set then just like broke my pinky.

Like that shit fucking hurts. Yeah. Like, you know what I mean? Like that's so ass and so annoying. Yeah, smash your pinky. Joey. I also have a podcast and you know that when inviting me on and i would have never said anything i would have never you know what i mean

even brought it up until it came out had that not happened but like that fucking happened to me and once again had that been so many young sweet youtubers and influencer girls i know that situation could have very easily gone so differently because they're not necessarily as outspoken of people as me even i found myself so afraid in this situation that i almost like fawned to the man you know so it's like to write that off as just complaining is like so fucking crazy but how can you even like like interpret it as complaining like there's nothing like it's not like you were like oh my god and i hated being there and it sucked and i had the worst i mean i was like bitching about being in downtown la early in the morning but that's for

anything nobody wants to be in downtown and also those two things are completely separate like you know what i mean like it's like i'm just very at the point in my life i think that i have grown so much as a person and i've also shown my growth so much online For people to then like Oh it's just Tana me Over things that are fucking serious Enrages me Because it's like You didn't have to go say that

And I loved Joey Graceffa I don't know It's like Okay bet It's just good to know I guess Moving forward no more escape the night for Tana Marie It's like, okay, bet. It's just good to know, I guess, like moving forward, no more Escape the Night for Tana Marie. And honestly, I should have just let it die where it died.

And that's the thing too, I think why it's so infuriating to me because I was like doing it for my friend Joey and like for the fans who love it. And I'm still happy for that and all, but it's like, I don't know. I just, I wasn't expecting that to be what he had to say about that you know what i mean yeah i feel like he had a really good opportunity to just be like oh my god like that it's so shitty that stuff like that happens and like yeah obviously like i'll yeah like just because it's not on him it's on the production it's not but still like you what you feel or you should at least feel like some you know like if that happened

like responsibility on a project that i was working on i would feel like oh my god like yeah i'm responsible yeah and it's like yeah exactly like if i fucking had a girl with a podcast on my set and then she went to do that i would be on the podcast the next week being like yeah men are awful and i'm really fucking sorry that happened to you not she can fucking complain all women do so i will not be escaping the night any further and that's the tea honestly i just i just don't think we're in an era where because women even just with ava louise the way people are to her i think her series like really opened my eyes on that it's like just because women have problematic pasts even with blake lively in this shit it's like two things can be

true you cannot like someone or you can think someone's problematic and outspoken but if someone's speaking up about something that happened to them like that is that's the whole thing like perfect victim it's just sad i don't know i don't want to end the podcast on like such a note but like i didn't want to put that behind a paywall i'm glad you said it because it's like okay joey like damn are the girls fighting like that's that's kind of wild you know i'm fighting and it's like just everything i had to say about that as well even down to people coming at me for saying that rosanna pancino wasn't saying that she was smoking her parents ashes it's like where that fucking ever-living fucking hell shit fuck do you people think I would get off making any of that up like

it is such an out-of-bounds story to make up like in a meat freezer a little too specific like smoking the parents in the meat freezer like it's like I I'm creative but like did she have anything to say about that um no because i think she did do it and like rosanna panzi knows the sleigh i wasn't coming at her like that was just a funny but then people were accusing me of making that up and i'm like again just i wish you made it up yeah it's just yeah it's i don't even know i really don't but thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of the canceled podcast. We love you so much. Bianca Sensori, please reach out.

Everybody go watch Baby Girl, honestly, and Jack off after this. That's all I've got to say. We love you guys so much. And we will see you in the next episode of the canceled podcast. Wow.