Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 122: BROOKE AND TANA FINALLY UNPACK JORTSGATE - Ep. 122

Episode Date: June 4, 2025

On this episode of the Canceled Podcast, the girls recap their chaotic European tour, from haunted hotel rooms and emotional train rides to TSA meltdowns and mysterious midnight knocks. They open up about burnout, brutal sleep schedules, period rage, and why they might never tour without AC again. Tana Mongeau Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tanamongeau/ Tana Mongeau Twitter: https://twitter.com/tanamongeau Tana Mongeau TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tanamongeaulol Brooke Schofield Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brookeschofield/ Brooke Schofield Twitter: https://twitter.com/BroookeAmber Brooke Schofield TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@brookeschofield1 Brooke Schofield YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzCVovj7tfqnV2lIkaVk35A Produced by: https://instagram.com/oscaralva

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We are in like the most beautiful studio in Manchester. The walls are brick, the television screens behind us. We have lovely people setting up everything flawlessly. Like this is, this is noise. This is noise. We're so excited to be here. We got here yesterday, we took a train. I feel like it's dumb that I keep like being so excited

about the train, but I had never been on a train before. I think it's so good to be excited about, you know, the little things life has to offer. But is anyone gonna be like, it's a train? I mean, maybe, but don't let them take that from you. You know, like a bitch, it's a train? I mean, maybe, but don't let them take that from you, you know, like, bitch, it's a train. Yeah, you're right. It was really fun.

I was so excited to take the train too. And then I just like, word to Jeff Wittek, cause I'm doing exactly what he says. I'm about to be a woman talking about my period on a podcast for an hour. My period is ruining my life. It is sucking the joy, the train yesterday, like even just,

well I kinda wanna start from the jump, but like we've all been getting our periods a little staggered on tour. You guys were more synced in that I'm kinda the last one. And you had a very angry period. Then I get my period and I never have angry periods. Like truly I'm a sad girl. I don't either.

I don't even, it's really just like how my body feels. Yes, like usually it's just body and then if it's any emotion, I'm sad sad girl. I don't either. I don't even, it's really just like how my body feels. Yes, like usually it's just body and then if it's any emotion, I'm sad, right? Like I'll usually cry the day before my period over anything and then that's like the end of it. This is the angriest period. I am furious, like just crash out level furious. I got in a fight, I started a fight with Mako

about Mary Had a Little Lamb, the song. Mary Had a Little Lamb, the lyrics. What could be fought about in that? The lyrics of Mary Had a Little Lamb. I was right, honestly, and I just was so angry at him for correcting me. I was like, livid, fucking livid. And then the train, we get on the train. I have an experience on the toilet

that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I cried on the train yesterday because of my toilet experience. I was just like, pussy, I have an experience on the toilet that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I cried on the train yesterday because of my toilet experience. I was just like, pussy out, crack out on this train. The door came flying open mid tampon change and I couldn't figure out the buttons and I just lost it. I had to go silent.

And then how did you sleep last night? I slept like garbage, Tana. I feel like you and I are having a similar, we have the same room. So I always know like going at like, if I have a problem with the hotel, you likely have the same problem. First of all, do you have two separate beds?

Yes, but I like having two separate beds because then we have like the food and sex bed and the sleep bed. Yeah, you could probably benefit from that. I thought about doing like a self tan bed because like when I tell you I actually destroyed the bed in Oslo, like I'm pretty sure I'm gonna get like a really big invoice for that. But I don't like it because there's two queen beds, it's not two king beds. So Miles woke up and he's

like, why are you so close to me? And I was like, what do you mean? Yeah, it is, it is interesting. I do like it for that reason, but here's, I mean, listen, like I know that when we signed up to tour Europe, like I knew as I'm signing the dotted line on that contract, I am also signing away my privilege of American air conditioning. And like, I know that there's been two moments though,

last night in the Paris airport where I was like, good fucking God, how do people live like this? The Paris airport was fucking a thousand degrees and I was like, it's not even summertime. Like I was sweating. I was looking at jet charters. I was like, I'm done. I'm done. And then I dialed it back. I'm okay now. Um, but last night it was just, I went to bed at nine 30 PM and I also was just like, I know I, this was the same day as the train. I already cried on the train. I went mute. I know I'm in a bad headspace when all I'm listening to too is Machine Gun Kelly yeah wait what's going on there like I've been listening to paper cuts by Machine Gun Kelly on repeat like

stupid hello like that song for fucking sorry for like 48 hours and like I go to sleep and I can't even listen to my happy podcast either. I'm so like unhappy that I need something more serious So I'm falling asleep to Matthew McConaughey's Autobiography. Oh my god green lights. Yes And well, I listened to the whole book last night all six hours of it because I fall asleep to it I fall asleep at 930. I take all my all my sedatives to try to, you know, just zoom past my insomnia. And I am not joking you. I woke up every 30 minutes on the dot until 8 a.m. this morning. Like every I did. I didn't reach REM until eight in the morning. There's a woodpecker in my wall. Oh, or a ghost. I can't retrem until eight in the morning. There's a woodpecker in my wall. Oh.

Or a ghost, I don't just. I can do you one better, okay? Same thing, woke up all night. First of all, because I found out, someone set up on my story and said, just so you know, the hotel that you're staying at is one of the most haunted hotels in Manchester. I'm changing tonight.

That did it for me. And it's funny because you're on the haunted side. It's the East Wing, and it's like, a girl killed herself in the stairwell, and like, it's funny because you're on the haunted side. It's the East Wing and it's like a girl killed herself in the stairwell and like it's right outside your door from what Paige explained to me. You're gonna be so sad on the travel day when you guys have to pick me up from my new hotel. Like you just did that to yourself.

Like I'm not, I promise. No, I'm sorry, but I woke up all night too. I'm usually not afraid of hauntings and stuff because like, you know how I feel about ghosts. I'm like, whatever, like it's a ghost. Like they don't have anything against me. But for some reason I was really scared last night like I wasn't because I wasn't thinking like whoa ghost I was thinking grab your feet ghost. Yes 100 that's so

funny like arm like scary arm. I swear I'm a medium like because I woke up every I'm not even joking like I was checking the clock like I actually like I listened to Matthew McConaughey's entire, I'm not lying to you, like I woke up every 30 minutes on the dot, just so unsettling, and there was this knocking in my wall that would just happen like every hour, and I'm like, what would peck her? Like I'm just trying to write it off and like be hee-hee about it, but like.

No, she's knocking on your door. Oh my God, I'm changing hotels. Oh no, but feel, I think I would rather be on like woo-woo ghost side than the side that I'm on. You know what, what side I'm on? Railroad track. No, I'm picking that one 100%. No, there's a train that actually goes by every 30 minutes.

Like not a, not a like zoom zoom Tesla train that we were on yesterday, but a fucking steam engine like choo-choo train. If you want to change hotels with me, I am now 100% for a fact. No, worse than that, something you really don't like, how many bugs did I find in my room last night? Bugs.

How many bugs? I'm not going back, so actually it's like, whatever. Probably six bugs I found in my hotel room last night. I do not have even a thought of wifi. TV doesn't work in either room, living room, or this is telling, this is so, like when it came out of my mouth, I was like, oh my God, this is such a first world problem.

Oh no, my suite doesn't have TV in either of the rooms. Like, but it's frustrating because I'm like, wait, you have two rooms in your suite? No, like the living room and then the room, the bedroom. I mean, I think it is just frustrating when you pay for something and you don't get it, obviously. Yeah, and just like when it's there, but it doesn't work. Cause it's like, I would love to Chromecast

and watch Big Brother and feel at home. You know what I mean? That's such an important part. That's been the hardest part on tour for me is like- There's no casting. And then when you go to watch cable, I was in Berlin and it's like German cable and I'm like, oh my, I'm losing. I don't know what happens to Natalia Grace.

I'm honestly obsessed with the Real Housewives of Cheshire. Okay, I mean, yeah, I guess there are, and there's something we were watching last night that was like Virgin Island and it's like all virgins like, and like really like they're like virgins for a reason vibes, all go to one little island. That's actually so much better. They have to do like, like twist, twist her and stuff.

Wait, what was I saying? That's better than Temptation Island though, like dead ass. Oh my God, I so agree. Like a show rooted in good, like let's get these virgins laid versus like, let's have people cheat on their partners. That's, oh my, I'm really, I'm a medium because what the fuck, I slept so horribly.

Makoa, like this is the first show he's not going to because he slept so bad. Like. Yeah, same. I, yeah, it was, it was bad all around. And then I'm trying not to be a, I'm really not a complainer in like a hotel situation, but I'm like, I have to complain.

Even just now, like when they picked me up from my room, they were like, is everything okay? And I was like, honestly, no. I had to get a fan too, just because of the air conditioning. It's, yeah. Well, you want to know what I did. And it's so funny because it's such a specific thing that I did that me, Bibi and Chris all did the exact same thing.

When I like the shower is at a higher level than the ground, but it's like a bathtub shower. So like, I didn't realize that we have different rooms. No, we're not. Oh, do we? Yeah, maybe when I got out of my shower, I like went to go step on the ground, but I didn't realize I was like a full foot higher than I thought I was. I fell out of the shower and into the piping, piping, scalding hot towel rack and burned my arm.

Why does the towel rack just heat up with no caution? It's the same thing as the light switch. Like I damn near burned myself today. I actually did. I burned the shit out of my arm and Chris and Bebe both also fell out of the shower and burned their arm No, the shower is so slippy I was like conditioning my hair and like slipping and sliding and scared there's a bat There's a little like, you know those things are supposed to shower floor

Yeah, there's there's one of those it's like rat rolled up and you put it down on the shower floor You're not taking a bath so that you don't slide around. I just won't know cuz I'm changing the hotel I'm not kidding that girl and I were friends last night. Like I can't even believe that it's haunted. Maybe she's a fan. Maybe she's like, let me in bleach and tone. Yeah, that's the thing is there's such a thing as harmless but like if I'm gonna wake up every 30 minutes, like I can't be a part of that. That's so crazy.

Cause I just thought I slept bad. So Paige also slept really bad. She had a nightmare and she was like, it was something, something. And then they found out the whoever it was that like broke into her house in her dream was called Big T. And I was like, maybe that was Tana,

but also maybe it was the girl who jumped out of the stairwell. McCall was having nightmares too. He said he kept having a nightmare where he would go into the ocean with his surfboard to surf and then he would just reset back on the beach. That's such a funny nightmare for him to have.

And he just kept resetting and he couldn't surf. And I was just like, how funny? Like that would be like your worst nightmare. That is so hilarious. I had a dream about Katy Perry and I have no idea what the dream was. I just saw something Katy Perry today and I was like, oh my God, she was in my dream last night.

I like- She okay, is everything okay with her? I think we've Patreoned about this. So I'll like keep it light, but her being like, I don't sing like that. Honestly, that's why I haven't saw him yet it has been keeping me up at night this was your one chance I your one chance Katie to do something that people would be happy with I didn't even see that but honestly I don't know I just feel like I

feel like she really had mind you mind you like you have the did see I can't even talk I'm so frustrated about it. She has the digital footprint of her being like, and when I'm with, like just as I'm moving in. Don't it like Halsey did that mall singing video and she can't live that down, but like we laugh about it. So to then be up there and be like,

I don't think like that, like the one, like it's got to be rage bait, like I'm just like, you're lying. I really think that she's like ahead of the curve on this one. I've been saying that since the space thing. I think she's trolling all of us. And I think we're all falling right into her trap

and everyone's talking about Katy Perry again. Why would you just want to make everyone hate you? I get it if you're irrelevant or I don't know. I guess you're right. She like was probably doing just fine. Yeah, like it, yeah. You took that house from those nuns. Like you're looking you've got everything you want.

I still figure I need to look into that because I was thinking about it after the fact. And I feel like the conversation that we had, I was like, maybe I should have taken that more seriously. Like someone died. No, it's it is crazy. It is crazy. I am so excited to see the canceled podcast live in Australia. And I've been looking to get the best deal on cancelled podcast tickets. Which is why I want to give the sponsor of today's video SeatGeek a huge shout out. With over 28 million downloads SeatGeek is the number one rated ticketing app.

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Austin McBroom. And Catherine. The things that people are using to defend Austin are just like laughable to me because like the number one thing that, like because I posted a video about it, people are in the comments like, well she should have let him tell his story,

she told him not to tell his story and then she went and told it herself. I'm like, first of all, abso-fucking-lutely, if somebody's cheating on me left and fucking right, embarrassing me in every possible way, you think I'm going to let them tell the story? Absolutely not. That's mine. That's my story. I couldn't agree more. I really couldn't agree more. And it's clear, just I haven't read her book yet, but I've just like obviously heard and it's wild,

what she's been through. And it's so funny cause it's like, if I was married to Austin McBroom and a part of the Ace family pretending to work in Chipotle daily vlogging, getting cheated on, Ace familying it up for years, I would take ayahuasca too. I would take so much ayahuasca and I would take so much ayahuasca to get out of that. And then it's like, she's saying she's the Virgin Mary. Like I would be saying that too. I don't wanna fuck you.

You're fucking- Yeah, you probably have chlamydia. He's literally, and it's what's so funny too. I got comments that were like, well, he's taking accountability for it. I'm like, um, hello? By force. He's saying, oh, I cheated on her.

What about, I cheated on her for fucking seven years straight with thousands of women because we saw that happen. The rampaging. We've been saying that on this podcast. Like bless everyone's heart, but he, I know 20 people personally who have hooked up with Austin McBroom while he's in his marriage, okay? And just like this, the level of scheming.

Like the level of scheming. And manipulative, he's very good at it. You see it in the way that you were manipulated by that video. Any sympathy that you have for Austin right now, Catherine had to because he is a narcissist. He is a fucking manipulative narcissist. And listen, we've had experience with that fucking infuriating.

That is so nuts. And I just wish nothing but the best for her. And she seems, I feel like I would be doing like literal crystal math right now. If someone put me through that So like let her do some ayahuasca Yeah, I mean it's saying yes. She's wild. It is just wild Yeah, I feel like if I went through everything that she went through I Would want to be so far away from that and it seems like she has she's got a good man She's writing a beautiful book. She is and she's shamaning it up in her free time. Like, you know just she's in her. Shamaning it up in her free time, like you know, just. She's on her spiritual journey,

people have a lot to say about that and like maybe like there's some sort of. If you fucking married Austin McBroom, you would be on your spiritual journey too, that's all I know to say. No, I would be on the moon by now. Yeah, with Katie. Yeah, she did go to space.

Speaking of other women in STEM, did you see Cardi B with Stefan Diggs? No, who's Stefan Diggs? He is an athlete, I actually didn't know who he was and Nicole was like, how do you not know who that is? The same reason boys don't know who Gypsy Rose is. 100%, but Cardi B popped out with her new man and I just, ooh, and they're on the big screen at the game

and there's all these little cute clips of them and I just hope wherever Offset is, he's like, you know? I hope he suffers, yeah. Any guy who's just a serial cheater like that, suffer. And Cardi B's just so c***y with how petty she is too, and her, like, clapping back to her. I love her. Oh, I love Cardi B so much.

I'm just dying, dude. It's so frustrating, because, I don't know like these shows the shows are the only thing That's like bringing me so much serotonin and joy like when I'm meeting everyone and when I'm on stage I'm having a great time, but everything other than that this tour. I've like Like the international disaster in question is in my mind. I'm so Miserable I feel sad that that's how you feel like I mean obviously I'm struggling a little bit with it too, but I am like, I'm excited to be like, I've never been to Europe, so I'm excited to like go out and do things and stuff, but it is just like kind of emotionally taxing. For me, it's like being out of my routine. I have such a routine.

And I hate doing something different every day. Don't fuck with that at all. I want to fucking wake up, have people go go go go. No, honestly, I quit. I quit I'm done. I can't talk. I'm not a person. I went to the hospital like my health is just like, not in a good place. My hip has been dislocated this entire tour like and it's you need a chiropractor. I know Dr. Javid I miss you every single day. And my mental health is just like actually in the garbage. I don't know what it is like. I don't know if it's the flying,

because on the bus I did not feel this way. I think it is the flying and the exhaustion from all the flights. Even a US tour, there is still routine, because we do still get on the same bus every night and sleep in the same bed every night. And we still, it's the same people. Here it's like we are literally

in a completely new environment, a new airport, a new time of day, like everything is different. And I don't know if you're affected by that, but I am. And what I tried to say was I want fucking beautiful gogi. Yeah, I just, I don't know what it is. I'm just like not okay. I think I also like usually rest a lot before tour

and this tour I was super burnt out leaving. So then I think the burnout was just like, I'm gonna spend the month in Hawaii and I think in Australia I'll be in a better place, but I'm just like, oh my God, dude, I'm so depressed this tour. I was gonna ask you, and I don't encourage anyone to take medication

if you don't have to, but have you ever tried it? I've never tried it. Sometimes I'm like, I really feel like you would really benefit from that. I know, the way I feel on this tour, I need like, wild buterin or something, I really feel like you would really benefit from that. I know, like the way I feel on this tour, I need like Wild Butren or something, like I really am like. Well, Wild Butren's good because it's a stimulant too,

so like I take it and it, A, gets me out of bed in the morning, but makes me want to go out and do things. I haven't felt this way in so long, like truly I just don't know what it is, I'm just, like even like my shower affirmations, I'm normally like riding on the shower and I'm riding like hard working

and like all these things today, I just wrote joy. I have no joy. I didn't even know you did shower affirmations. Why is that so cute? Because they come true, I swear. Really? I'm like, money. Anything I write on my shower door.

Engagement ring. It's wild, it really works for me. But yeah, I'm just like, I don't know, dude. I'm like dying, I'm not okay. I don't know, dude. I'm like dying, I'm not okay. I don't know, I think going to Hawaii will help you, but if it doesn't, I mean, it's not like, I'm just saying like you do exhibit some symptoms. No, for sure, especially just like,

I'm not a doctor. It sucks, because at home again, like I'm, I wanna do things and I wake up and I'm happy and like whatever, and I just get all my things done. And this tour, I've been so like, I'm not leaving the hotel room, I'm happy and like whatever and I just get all my things done and this tour I've been so like I'm not leaving the hotel room I'm like so exhausted I don't know if it's mental health or physical health though I can't figure it out because I'm like so fatigued they're so intertwined yeah be exactly like I'm so fatigued beyond repair it's like

do I feel like shit because I'm not moving or am I not moving because I feel like shit? And obviously just, yeah, like, you know, for every hour that you're on a plane, if you don't have one liter of water per hour, you're dehydrated. So I'm just like permanently dehydrated from all the flying, like eating the food, even just like the food that comes to the venue and the food that we eat.

Like it's like, I'm not eating healthy and I'm not- I know. And if I don't sleep until the show I genuinely or like just sleep get ready show sleep I don't have the energy for the show and I have to prioritize the show but then I'm not walking around I'm not doing anything else because it's all I'm trying to do in my free time is just I do think it's a depression thing honestly because I've been like that too or it's like I literally cannot get out of bed in the morning I know know and I think just, we've been going obviously

for a very, very long time. But I just think we should have really all of that in tune and in check if we plan on continuing touring because I agree. I don't, if I, I'm really, I keep saying this but I'm really locked in with my medication regimen right now and my combo of things and I'm living for it except it's made me afraid of the stairs. What do you mean? Medication regimen right now and like my combo of things and I'm living for it except

It's made me afraid of the stairs. What do you mean? Not even kidding something's wrong with my depth perception and I can't walk down the stairs Like it's I feel like a dog, you know when a dog gets like frozen at the top That's me now. That's oh I'd go insane. That is actually really crazy. But other than that, I feel fucking amazing and I'm so You okay, so you experienced like a little bit of like a hiccup, so I can't really say like I'm so calm, but like I feel really calm. Yeah, Brooks been beating me.

No, that's not true. I've just been, you know, saying how I feel. I was scared for a second there. I was like, oh my God, I don't know if we should tour the US, we might kill each other. But you know. It's always, always, always when we fight and stuff, it's like some kind of external factor

that is like impacting us both, I feel like. Making you lash me. I'm not lashing anyone, I'm just telling you how I feel. Obviously I want to do this, because I love the shows. Like I said, like these shows have been so incredible and so fun. And I would love to end this year with a little baby US run, especially because if we take a break from podcasting and just like, you never know where the future's going, like what if it is like our last tour together for a long time or just

whatever it is, you know, like I would love to do it. And I'm hoping I can get there and just, you know, do it. I think you will. I think you just need to fucking... I think I am just truly like burnt out though. Like I as much as I'm loving doing all of this, I'm very excited to kind of end for a while and just like not owe anyone anything. Go fuck off in Hawaii, like post things when I want, like just not have to have people relying on me, I guess.

That's always kind of where I get caught up in my burnout is like, fuck, no matter how burnt out I am, there are people relying on me. Yeah, I agree with that. And like, I don't want you to suffer or anyone to suffer, you know, and that's why I'm just like, ugh. Lots of expectations. Yeah, and I'm just, I need some time to like, fuck off in 2026.

Damn, I wanna fuck off. I know, it sounds so nice, right? Oh my God, have you been seeing, and I texted Hayes Greer and he didn't respond to me and I'm kind of sad about that because I really wanted the answer. Yeah, he's probably horrified actually now that I think about it.

But have you been seeing the MagCon TikToks? Wait, yes, like Cameron Dallas like straight up like fucking, yeah, really clocking in for his meet and greet. Well, it's interesting. I don't know what he was paid, yeah, really clocking in for his meet and greet. Well, it's interesting. I don't know what he was paid, okay, but I have heard some, you know, rumors from other people about the other people's pay.

And I was under the impression, and I could be very wrong, I was just under the impression that they got paid like nothing. Like peanuts. Yes, like nothing, and they were having to meet like thousands of girls every day,, like nothing. And they were having to meet like thousands of girls every day. And obviously this was before there were regulations

for social media stars and people could fuck on social media stars and like just not face repercussions and all of those things. But I'm like really pretty sure that they just like, they were clocking in and doing all of that. But I think a lot of people got fucked over. Really? Like they didn't make anything from it?

Yeah. Well, I mean, yeah, I think, I feel like that's what like most of them say. I feel like there's no way like some were getting a bunch of money and some weren't. I figured they probably all kind of- Kamara Dallas might've been making money, but I don't think like Matt Espinoza or like the Greers,

I don't know. Like I remember, I think I remember that. And it's just like so interesting. It's funny seeing people who like were either too young or too old. It was a very niche demographic. I was too old. I was like in it.

Like I completely, oh my God, before I like- Well shit, then you dated a Magcon member. Why was, what? You did. Chris. Chris was in my gone. All of anyone else. Oh yeah, that's right.

Who didn't you date really? Like I just, I made my rounds, but no. Okay, that was just a joke. What are we? Are we not saying those things anymore? No, we can say, I mean, it's the fucking truth. I definitely live this life, but like, I remember before meeting Cameron Dallas

and like being on Vine, like before I blew up, like being like, oh my God, they're so hot. Like I was obsessed, you know? And then I met them all and I was like, oh, these are just normal boys with lots and lots of hookup problems. Because I can't imagine touring the world and everyone wants to fuck you everywhere you go

and that's all you do all day is meet a thousand girls who wanna fuck you. It's so interesting how there are completely different realities. It's not like, oh, I was too old for that, I didn't care about it. It's like, I didn't know it existed, and neither did anyone I know.

Yeah, that's so crazy. It was not a thing where I was from. So it's so interesting that it was so huge, they were huge. It was like rampant. Have you seen that video of Cameron Dallas in the streets and like Italy when he shut down the streets I believe it. No, he was like Justin Bieber or something. Like you actually need to see this. I get it though He's good-looking guy. He's having a baby. I know that I'm really happy for him. He like

Came out about having a sex addiction alcohol problem. He got completely sober clean like all the things same with Jack Galinsky like Thriving baby, also. I love babies. Like shutting down the street like this, like fucking. God damn. Like hello. I feel like you could do that at like Disneyland.

I don't know, dude, that's kinda crazy. Glasgow made me feel famous as shit. That was so nuts, dude. Glasgow, wherever you are, just know that like, we will never forget you. That was literally probably the best crowd we've ever had. We've had like some really amazing ones. Obviously, the Dolby felt amazing

because it was 10 times the amount of people we would usually have. Milwaukee was insane, but something about the Dolby. And then being like, or wait, what did you say? Glasgow, Glasgow. Glasgow. Glasgow, something about Glasgow. Their accents, their chants.

I put them in the top three of all time. I think they're my number one. Milwaukee, Glasgow, maybe about Glasgow. Their accents, their chants. I put them in the top three of all time. I think they're my number one. Milwaukee, Glasgow, maybe the Dolby. Those are all really, really crazy ones, crazy nights. Like the Dolby when Trisha came out, that was fucking nuts, you know? Milwaukee was crazy, like we had cheese on our head and there were fucking thousands.

But it's so funny that it's the most random places, like Milwaukee and Glasgow, we could have fucking residencies and just go back and forth. I think what's crazy to me is like I anticipated London being like the craziest show because dude, it was just London. I was like, Oh my God, they're, you know, have we done a show in London? We did too. We're in Manchester now.

We literally just came from London, but I was like, Oh, like if I let miles watch a show, I'll let him watch London cause it's going to be so crazy and stuff. And it like wasn't, it was like, oh, if I let Miles watch a show, I'll let him watch London, because it's gonna be so crazy and stuff. It was a great crowd, obviously, but it wasn't a crazy show. I wish more than anything that I let him watch Glasgow. And it's so sweet when you walk out

and they cheer for five minutes and you just can't even get a word out and they're so excited. It's so crazy, but they also, just the camaraderie, they're chanting together and everything. Ireland and Scotland, it felt like it was very like, they have a strong sense of community. Yes, Ireland shows were so incredible.

It's so cute too. You'll notice in the audience, like girls come alone sometimes and then by the end of the show, they've like joined groups of friends and you just see people making friends and holding hands and just like so sweet and like the stories at the meet and greets,

like, oh my God, where were we? We were in London at the meet and greet and I had like three different girls come up to me and tell me they got sober when I got sober and they were like thanking me because now their parents have a daughter still and just like all these crazy stories where people, we had a girl like become a therapist

because she was watching canceled and she like. But that's literally the girl that I told I wanted to take her clothes off. Which just makes it so funny. I just... Can you brush up? I'm never gonna... You guys, I'm not kidding. I've been losing sleep over this. I like at the meet and greet like sometimes, you know, I'm just like flustered sometimes and I like I saw this girl's outfit and I loved her outfit. She was wearing like a little yellow sweater and a maxi skirt and I went to go tell her like oh my god I wish I could fucking take your clothes

off of you and put them onto me as in like I want to wear your outfit I probably could have said I want to wear your outfit but instead I insisted on saying I want to take your clothes off and put them on to me except I glitched I glitched like I did earlier when I tried to say beef bulgogi and I just skipped the second half of my sentence so all I said to this sweet girl who just told us she became a therapist because of us I told her oh I just skipped the second half of my sentence. So all I said to this sweet girl who just told us she became a therapist because of us, I told her, oh, I just wanna fucking take your clothes off.

End sentence. It's really funny because we have each other. So like when either of us glitch at the meet and greet, like then there'll be a space before the next person and we'll both just look at each other like what the fuck did I just say? Like why did I say that? I feel like at every meet and greet,

there's something where it's just like, why did I? You just said something really funny to someone, what was it? I just be saying shit, because you're meeting so many people and everyone kind of comes with the craziest, we meet so many people with such crazy energy too. We had a girl the other day,

she was a BDSM photographer. Love that, she gave us some photos. She brought us all of her work, which was so crazy. And I asked her the craziest thing she'd ever seen. And she was telling us that she went to this party. Was it in LA or was it in London? I can't remember. I think it was in London where she saw some people

like saran wrapped together. No, they were vacuum seal bagging people. And then people were getting over the people in the vacuum sealed bag and like touching them and like fucking, and she had to photograph it. And I was like, oh my God, that is crazy. Godim, you still haven't seen Don't Fuck With Cats, huh? No, I watched some of it, but.

Well, just like all this travel has got me thinking like it's crazy that Luca Magnato was able to get away for so long. It is so wild that anyone is able to get away like with the, they probe you at TSA over here. TSA, this touring over here made me realize how lawless American TSA is. Like just, I hate you.

Really? I feel like the opposite. I feel like American TSA, obviously we had 9-11. Even I felt like I've been bitching about this Ziploc bag rule. I will never, and this keeps not happening to you too. I think our luck is just. No, it's not luck, it you you insisting on bringing all your all

your products through just my makeup though not all my products and so and like they give you a zip lock bag at TSA and then they make you put any creams liquids whatever like mascara mascara why the fuck does mascara have to go in a zip lock bag everything tied to go pens like? Lip liner well what kind of bags do you originally carry them in because they haven't taken him out of mine But I have all like clear clear zip bags Yeah, I don't have all clear so maybe that's why because mine already like are similar to having them in a plastic bag

They just make me take everything out they They like scan my shoes a thousand times. Like I just, my bracelets the other day, they made me like take off all my bracelets and run them through the metal detector. Like they were up in my hair. Like I am getting like probed in every place. I'm gonna sound like such a bully, but we were playing a prank on Bibi at the airport

when we just, I forget where we were flying, but me, Paige and Miles were like, each of us kept putting like new things in the hood of her jacket. We put like a condom in there. We put 20 bucks. Like we put like just all these different things just to see if she got patted down. Cause it's like, obviously we didn't put anything that she would get in trouble for, but like how funny if they pat her little hood down and there's a condom in there. I would crash the fuck out.

I am no fun, I'm happy no one pulled that on me. It was so funny, but they did pat her down, but they didn't find the condom. But she did later. That is kind of wild. And the 20 bucks, so really it was a nice thing we did for her. It's been crazy, I'm just like.

Wait, also, we saw the most violent fight ever at the airport, the second that we landed in Ireland. I think we're in Belfast. I'm not kidding. Well, first of all, it was over soccer and at first it was like funny. We're like, ha ha. Like honestly, I have a video and they're all like, fuck it. It looks like they're swinging in slow motion.

They're obviously like clearly drunk old men and we're laughing about it because we're like, what the fuck is going on like everyone's fighting But then one guy just gets punched and gets knocked out so bad hit this head So hard on the pavement I was like I think you decide and there were so many fights in the street in Belfast to Paige was walking down the street and she saw someone just like Chugging a bottle of wine on their knees took the bottle away popped up a handful of pills kept chugging a bottle of wine on their knees, took the bottle away, popped a handful of pills,

kept chugging, like it was, that was crazy. They are violent. We were taking our luggage out, like putting it on a luggage cart in the street and some lady went by, I'm like waving at her baby, her baby, okay? She goes, God, you fucking stupid c****s. I was like, oh my God, they are so violent here.

I don't know if it's just us being American too. It's so funny how many strays you catch in the airport. Like, just people... Well, I think we just do everything wrong. Like, I don't even know what side of the road to walk on. I don't even know what side... People walk...the culture of the way people walk here, everywhere we've been, versus America, is so different.

Like, I don't know how to explain it. Like, if I was walking through a room in America and somebody else was walking towards me, like, if that person- Well, you would go to the right of that person and they would go to the left of you because that's the traffic laws. But like, their traffic laws,

they walk on the opposite side of the road because, or like, opposite side of people because we drive- People will just walk at you, behind you, and like, run into you. Like, is it Ray? My bodyguard has been getting- I think it's like every man for himself. Ray has been getting so fed up because people will just be like, walking into me, behind me, and run into you. Is it Ray, my bodyguard? I think it's every man for himself.

Ray has been getting so fed up because people will just be walking into me, behind me. I will say sometimes you'll be dead ass standing in the middle of like... I know that, I'm not saying that. I just mean like the, I don't know. It's just very different. I just never know what side to go on

because I'm like, fuck, I don't even know where we are. And if we don't have one verbal assault across an airport on one of us, like it's not an airport experience over here. Like people are just like, oh my god, it's like, it's ruined my vibe a lot. Like I just assume there were these old ladies on the plane next to me in Makoa on the way somewhere and they were so cute. They had their hair dyed pink. They were twin sisters. They had cute big like Gucci glasses on and big floral earrings and they were so cute. And I was thinking, cause I love to compliment people.

It's like my favorite thing. Like whenever I think someone looks cute or like just anything, I think you should always tell them because you just never know like what kind of day someone's having. And like if it's on your mind, you might as well say it. And like that's how I live. And I've been getting so discouraged over here that I like was fighting demons to not compliment them because I was like, they're just gonna hate to hear from me.

And then we landed and they came up to me and they were like, are you famous? Like, are you, what do you do? All this stuff and they were like just talking to me. And one of them had the same name as Mako's grandma. So we were talking about, and had on an Aloha shirt too, which was crazy. So we were talking about Hawaii and they were so nice.

And I walked away and I almost cried because I was like, people have over here have just made me like assume that everyone is gonna hate to hear from us and all people are gonna be mean and then they were so nice. I was told that people in Manchester are nicer than people in London. They say like are we North? Are we North? Yeah they say Northerners are nicer. That's when you start getting good mornings and people are nicer. People also just culturally, I don't know how to explain it, don't do the same things.

I feel like in America, when you catch someone staring at you or looking at you, you smile and then they smile and you look away. People do not do that over here. I had a lady at TSA, she was just dead, mean mugging me, and I looked at her and I was like, and then she wouldn't smile, so I just was standing there like the movie Smile, You Know Me, like I wouldn't break

just going, until she would smile back at me and she wouldn't, it took me like 10 minutes. I feel like that's not even so much of a cultural difference, like that happens in New York, like. No, we're not, no. Yes it does. It's not the same. Like the difference between like, when I go home,

for example, when I go to Arizona, like I'm always like, when we go on tour and we're in like the Midwest and every single person is just like talking to every single person like on the street, in the elevator, everywhere. I'm like, oh my God, this is so refreshing because like LA and New York and like all these places, like people wouldn't dare be like,

hi, how are you? Like anywhere. I guess people are friendlier in the Midwest than like big hub cities, but still it's just so I don't know I'm just getting the shit under the stick. I fear Maybe you have maybe you have like resting bitch face or something. Yeah, maybe I'm maybe my botox has got me in it permafrown No, you're very recognizable though. That guy who came up to us who said they saw us on the train yesterday He was like, where's your blonde friend? She was filming. I

Was like I was filming too, thank you very much. God, I am obnoxious though, Jesus. Do you think that young gravy and Ari Kitsia are a PR stunt? 100%, but hilarious. I think he's so good at that, like when he was like dating Sherri Nicole. Yeah, I guess that's true. That's really true.

Cause I didn't, I didn't, and maybe this was just my experience with him, but I did not know he is a monogamous person. Like I thought he- I don't think that's his vibes. I don't think that's their vibes together. Yeah, I guess that's probably true. I think she's probably just like, this is so fun.

Just if he hurts her, I'm gonna have to be angry at him and I don't want to be, cause I love Young Gravy. No, I definitely think it's a PR thing. Like I know because I saw them post a TikTok or a stranger user, 15965, posted, spotted, and it's very obviously posted by them. They've posted one video, and it's them from across the room cuddling

and staring at each other. And I'm like, honestly, so smart, I'm gonna start posting like spotted videos of me just like walking old ladies across the street and shit. Not kidding. They are so cute though. I like want them to be real. I'm trying to see what else.

Did you see that video of Kid Leroy with like just 17 espresso martinis on his table? No. Someone was like, what the hell is he doing? And he was just sitting at like dialogue or something and he had like 17, not kidding, like 17 espresso martinis on his table. table? No. Someone was like, what the hell is he doing? And he was just sitting at like dialogue or something. And he had a like 17 not getting like 17 espresso martinis on his table. He's alone. Me for years of my life, like so relatable.

I can't even believe. Maybe that's it too. Maybe I'm just getting to that point in sobriety where you kind of hit a wall. You know, it's like you're no longer on a high from it. It's just like, oh, my back hurts and like whatever, but I know I'm in it. It's also interesting too, because I think that I'm, I had a psychic tell me that like I would figure out my whole life and what I wanted on this tour

and she's the one who predicts everything, right? And even over here, I've noticed, I was in Belfast, right? And I'm in Belfast and I'm getting calls from home about certain things that certain people that I'm friends with are doing, right? And I'm like, how the fuck does this person have the ability to like ruin my day and stress me out from the opposite end of the world? How the fuck is what you're doing in California so awful that I am fucking pissed in Belfast. And it's making me just, I don't know,

just realize like even my birthday this year, like I always do a big trip and like I do not want to because of the way that certain people, and it's so hard because I feel so hypocritical as well. Like it's, I at one point was just like these people so drunk and so stupid and doing these stupid things. And now I'm like out of it, you know? And like, but that's, it's not hypocritical.

It's like, oh, you grew out of it. And now it's like frustrating to see everybody else not growing out of it. That's what it is. I just like, it's hard because these are people that I love so much. And then it's like, I had a whole thing with it. We went to Tahoe for Makoah's birthday and there was a Cabo trip where I, it's like, I had a whole thing with it. We went to Tahoe for Makoa's birthday and there was

a Cabo trip where I, it's on my dime and I'm asking everyone like, hey, and I'm not, I can't stress this enough, I don't give a fuck when people have a drink or when people are drunk. Like I don't at all. Like the only way it's going to annoy me is if you fucking take it there. Like you're speaking Rubik's cube, you're doing

something rude, you're being embarrassing, you're doing something rude, you're being embarrassing, you're being a mess, you're like upsetting other people who aren't blacked out like Mako's friends or whatever it is. Like it really has to be like level 10. And on both of those trips, I had certain different people just like tell me that they were gonna be good and then get there

and like cause hell. And it like sucks because these are like some of my best friends and people that I love but I'm just like even this Hawaii trip for my birthday it's like I can't just exclude like two of my best friends but it's like are you just gonna come and kill my vibe because you can't be not even sober. Sober is not the word.

You can't be Rubik's Cube. Appropriately drunk. Yeah. Like I don't know. can't be Rubik's Cube. Appropriately drunk. Yeah. I don't know. That's just making me realize that I like, I don't know. No, but that's normal. I feel like you always have,

like I have a lot of friends who I love so much, but I intentionally don't spend a lot of time with them anymore because they don't align with the current life I'm living. Like I noticed myself, especially not even like the person or obviously not even Miles like my boyfriend now but like the person I was seeing before this I started being like oh my god I would die literally die if he saw the way my like certain friends acted like and I not that I'm like

embarrassed of them but I was like oh my god like I don't want that to reflect like in what he thinks of me like I am not like that and then I was like maybe I shouldn't be surrounding myself with people who I'm like literally ashamed of their actions. That's how I'm starting to feel with Mako's friends because I'm like, they're so normal and such good people and they get drunk and they do all the things, but they're all so normal that like, when my friends are awful, I'm like, oh my God,

like I'm team Mako's friends here, you know, or just like team, like they all went and they had a San Diego excursion for Sylvan who's dating Isabella, Mako's friends here, you know, or just like team, like they all went and they had a San Diego excursion for Sylvain who's dating Isabella, Mako's best friend for his birthday and just some of the things that my friends were doing, I was like, oh no. Like it's, and it's not even just that, it's just priorities in general, like,

I love doing social media, it's not that, but just like, I don't know, I'm just needing more substance in my life and I don't know what it is, I just feel in my life and I don't know what it is. It will come, but you know what has to happen? You gotta make room. It's true. It's true, but it's also like, what,

I'm gonna fucking cut off, you know? Not cut off, these people that are like family to me, like I can't, you know? It's not cutting off, but some people might need to cut off. Maybe for you, it might be cut off. No, I mean, yeah, I just it's hard. I think when you get sober, realizing that there are certain people and friends

where you wish you could like go in their body like a puppet and live their life for them. And like I also have just put myself in like such a mom role like with a lot of people, you know, where it's like. And then that's how I end up feeling, you know, where it's like, and then that's how I end up feeling, you know, like my kids are letting me down, like even like another friend called me and was like, the second you leave the country, like so and so is ape shit.

Like the amount of self-control that they have or anything is like only when you're around and it's like, I don't want, you know what I mean? Like that just like sucks. Yeah, you don't want people like dependent on you in that way either. Yeah. I have a problem with that. Like that's one of my major like, I don't want, you know what I mean, like that just sucks. Yeah, you don't want people dependent on you in that way either. I have a problem with that, like that's one of my major downfalls as a friend, like my bad friend qualities

is that I wanna micromanage people so crazy, like to where I'm like, if they don't make exactly the choice I would have made, I get like really upset. Okay, relax, but it's like because I feel like I know what's best for everybody and like I had to just like at some point I'm like I need to just surrender to the fact that like not everyone's gonna do exactly what I would do. It's hard. It's all just like hard. I don't know. I really just want to like go nomad and write this book. Like that is like the only thing that's healing me.

You should. It's not like I mean you know. I will. I just you know we have things to finish up, things to do. Yeah, you do have a lot of responsibilities, so it's not like you can just fall off. But like, I mean, I kind of did, I did, like, not obviously, like, I still have my best friends and stuff, but like, I'm not out like I was. Yeah, me either.

I don't know, I don't know what it is. I don't know what it is that I need. I think Hawaii is gonna help me kind of gather my thoughts. I'm also like leaving the vapes on the mainland and I'm gonna like have Amber Mozo make me quinoa. You know what I saw today? What? Which was so crazy.

It was like, I mean, maybe it wasn't that crazy, but it's like huge vape store on the window. It said a student discount, like something like 25% student discount. I'm like, that's horrible. That's how I know I'm really frontal lobing too, because I'm just like, I'm finally at the point where I'm so mad at myself.

We talked about this in an episode, so I'll keep it, whatever, but I just, yeah, I need to make a lot of decisions for my physical health and mental health and life and future, and I'm just like, jeez Louise. I just thought that was so crazy, I'm like, and that's like having like a senior discount at the vape store, it's like, what the hell do you mean? Yeah, and they just like wanna fuck up the youth, it's so bad, it was so crazy. I'm like, that's like having like a senior discount at the vape stores. Like, what the hell do you mean? Yeah, and they just like wanna fuck up the youth.

It's so bad. It's so crazy. You wanna talk about girth master? What the hell? Honestly, so funny. And I'm living for the fact that like, sometimes I think like, you know, I'm just talking to nobody and like,

no, I'm not talking to nobody. Like people are gonna see what we say on this podcast and it has been benefiting me in a lot of ways. For example, I spoke about like prenuvo, like the full body scan that I want so badly and now I'm going to do it. And I'm like, oh my God, perfect, people are listening. Right?

I need to join you on that, by the way. We should do that for the Patreon. I think it would be so, I just really wanna know because I even have a little spot that I'm a little concerned about on my back. I'm like, do I have cancer? But I spoke about girth master in our, Hari Katzee the other day and got a follow from girth master.

And imagine my dismay, I'm sitting next to my boyfriend in the car and I open up my Instagram and it says, girth master just followed you. I'm like, I literally felt his heart drop. Like, what the hell do you mean? And explaining him the situation, I was like, no, like we were talking about him on the podcast, like he hooked up with this girl that we know.

And he's like, God, like, can you start talking about fucking like shit that matters? Like, oh, I love flying Emirates first class. Like. It's so true. It is just so funny. Like the people that end up reaching out that we ended up talking about, you're so right.

Like I love getting engaged. Just kidding. I love j engaged. Just kidding. Um, I love jaded London. I love jaded London. Please put me back on the PR list. I don't know why they took me off and I'm tired of it. Are you really into jaded London? These pants are jaded London. I love jaded London.

Really? I saw it like heavy in London, obviously. And then I was like, oh, maybe because it's from London. Yeah, it's jaded. There's so many things that I'm like so shocked to see out here, like a Joe in the juice. I'm like so shocked to see Joe in the juice. Everyone's something, Oh, maybe because it's from London. Yeah, it's Jada. There's so many things that I'm so shocked to see out here. Joe and the Juice, I'm so shocked to see Joe and the Juice. Everyone's like, oh my God, a piece of home. But then I ran into the brand manager of Joe and the Juice,

at Joe and the Juice, and she's like, it started in literally like, what's Dutch? Started in? Switzerland? Something like that. Where are Dutch people from? Holland. Oh, it wasn't Holland. It wasn't Holland. It was something with a D. Oh my, whatever.

Denmark! It was in Denmark or something. Should we talk about Jortsgate? We've been, yeah. We've been playing the Jortsgate footage every single night at the show and it's so funny because we have to relive it. Our original concept for this piece of the show

was I thought it'd be so funny if we had two separate edits of the Jortsgate footage. I wanted Jortsgate from my perspective, and then Jortsgate from your perspective. I mean, J-Rod was only one person, so I feel like the edits ended up being kind of similar, and so we ended up just putting like one edit together. He just had a lot of other things to do and we didn't get around to like doing it that way, like I think it would have taken more time.

So we've just been showing the whole thing and I don't know, I guess just like reflecting on it, having to watch it, it's so wild, like that's kind of what the show is about, just who we once were and even just on touring, like how much we've grown and like whatnot, but it's so wild to reflect on. And I think that I've finally come to the conclusion that I haven't been approaching this correctly. Like I've been like, I was right. You know what I mean? And then you're like, I was right. And it's like back and forth. And I've come to the conclusion that I think you were right.

Like I think that you are 100% right. Clip it, clip it. But the biggest bully on planet earth and literally so mean. You're right. I think that you are 100% right. Clip it. Clip it. But the biggest bully on planet Earth and literally so mean. And also, it's not pictured. I think that's the thing that's hard is it's like in the video, it's like you being like, we're late. You know what I mean?

And that's correct. You hazing me off camera. But you made a good point that like, just not, I mean, just rationalizing it more, you grew up in a household with sisters and that's kind of how you guys operated, like being very mean to each other. Yeah, I feel like that's like a thing common like with people with a lot of siblings and stuff. I noticed it because like, sometimes I'm like, like me and Bibi will fight, we'll be like,

you're such a fucking stupid cunt, you know what I mean? Like, which I would never say to like, certain friends that I had, but it's because like, she's like my sister, and that's how me and my family spoke to each other. But I had to like, realize at some point, like you're not really supposed to talk to your friends like that. Even if you're kidding, like, I mean,

obviously I am kidding, but it's like, no, but like when you get hot, you'll be saying shit, you know, and that's what it was. And obviously the jorts were the, it was never about the jorts, okay? And I can recognize that now, but obviously you were just Well the jorts do we ever want to explain how the jorts even got brought into it? Because I should have been downstairs and I'm calling you saying should I wear George? Yeah, like that's also

We're ugly. It's so urgent and I'm literally down there like oh my god every second counts and then you call me you literally Just go are you wearing jorts? And then that just feels it. And so then obviously the rest of the day I picked onto that thing because I felt like that was like a lighthearted way to get my point across. In my head I was like,

oh, I'm just gonna make jorts comments and that will help me refrain from making the real comments I wanna make, which is, you're never on time! Yeah, and I think that you were right, like at the end of the day, like I was late and like, now I've been trying to just be so on time with the shows.

Oh, you've been amazing. Like respect that. And it's funny, because you said to me the other day in the green room that you came to this realization that I work best, like Mouse the Cat is what she said, with positive reinforcement. Like if I'm on time being like, yay, versus like if I'm late being like so fucking mean to me.

And we do work better now like that. And I think that that's what it is. Like your perspective from George's Gate was, Tana is so fucking negligent, late, rude, out of touch. And my perspective from George's Gate was, Brooke is so mean, bully, evil, rude. No, it's, I get it. And I apologize for being a little bit extreme in the,

like I feel like, yeah, maybe I was being a little bit of a button pusher. I was. But I understand why you were pushing my buttons now. Like I think we've come to a great understanding over it and it feels nice because I think it, even up until this tour, I think I had to watch the footage and be like, two things can be true.

Like, you know what I mean? Like, I, Tani, you are wrong here. And you're mad because she was mean to you. You can't defend your, like, I think I was defending my side of it. Yeah, maybe I didn't have to be like so mean to you. I think I just was like, at that point, I felt so much like pressure,

because it felt, at that time too especially, it was like very much they were a unit when you got, like, it was always you guys are doing this wrong. Yeah, like just, we had, we had outside parties. much they're a unit when you got like, it was always you guys are doing this wrong. Yeah. Like just we had, we had outside parties. Like it's, Emma was even talking to me about how just like now everyone is so aware of like, I don't know, just keeping us in a good place

because that is how everything goes well. Like not putting things that have to do with me onto you, putting things that have to do with you onto me, like putting, you know what I mean, just like letting us be us and like not, I think at that time people wanted us to wear many hats as well, and it just like, we couldn't even wear the performer hat.

What works for one of us doesn't work for the other, and vice versa, it's very much like we operate very differently. But you've been so good, you've been so on time, the store, it's actually amazing, like almost every single time that we've gone to the venue, you've been there before me, which is like I've been trying. I just so hard You know who we're waiting on always now page page is always turning into me page is always late

I'm like oh my god. We're always waiting on her. She's never like lately, but she's always like she's always the one. We're like Hello, we want to go where is she? It's kind of funny. No the George skid though, was super validating for me, honestly, because I get to watch everybody's reactions to fudge and they're always like, wait. And it's crazy too, because like I said, a lot of it is not pictured. So it's like I'm just being-

Yeah, they didn't get the little comments that I made. There's one in there where you go, I thought it'd be funny to fight, and that was your energy of the day. Well, because I really was in my head, I was like, oh, I'm gonna make this lighthearted. Yeah. But you know what my favorite thing that you say in it

that nobody ever notices, that I noticed in me and Page laugh about every single time. Cause I go, we're on time. No, well, yeah, when you choke on your words and you say, no, you say, and we're early. And like, no, we fucking weren't, we were not close to early, but, oh my God, I have to tell you something about it too.

Oh my God, I'm so excited, I can't forget. But what was I just talking about? Something I say. Oh, you say, you get into the car, like meet and greets at 5.30 and you go, it's 5.25. I can't control where the venue is. The venue's 45 minutes away. Yeah, like kill yourself.

But it's so funny to say like. That's a kill yourself. Like that, you should have looked me dead in my eyes and said kill yourself. You probably did actually. Yeah, see that's the thing. But you know what I was done is Thomas told me that when he was, he was on a previous tour

before he started touring with us. He hadn't started touring with us yet. Thomas, by the way, is our tour manager. And he was at House of Blues Cleveland, which is where Jortsgate happened, where all of this hubbub went down. And he was talking to somebody, like somebody who worked around House of Blues Cleveland,

like about where he's going after this. And he was like, oh, I'm gonna start touring with this podcast, like cancel podcast. And he said, they were like, oh, definitely like a lot, like very crazy energy with them. And like, like essentially said, like they are are very loud very disruptive kind of thing about us but he was like I just didn't even know what to think of it and he was like it wasn't until like I saw the video for the first time that it was like that's what they were referencing like that's so funny I've never once thought about the fact

that every employee at the house of blues Cleveland probably was under such a heavy impression that we are like that every single day. That we operate that way. And like that obviously that day was an anomaly and like our biggest fight today. You know what I mean? But like, oh my God, I didn't even think about that. I remember Seth and Brittany too, just trying to find solutions. Like there was a point in time where our managers came to the conclusion that we would need separate buses like the city girls.

Like now we've been like thinking about about it for bed space and stuff, but because we couldn't get along, which is so crazy. Yeah, but it was always, I don't know, it was always kind of ridiculous, but I think both of us are just really stubborn in I am right, you know? Yeah, 100%.

And we're just very different fucking people. even now like even just when we like just Whatever it is like just I think we'll always butt heads to an extent because we truly see the world completely different completely though like Somebody could walk in this room right now and like drop a cup of water on the ground and you and I would perceive it Like but as polar opposite as two people can perceive two things ever, you know what I mean? And that's like, that just is the goddamn truth. And that's why we like, I think,

slay so hard as like friends outside of work. Like if right now we weren't doing canceled and we went to lunch, we're gonna have a great fucking time. You know what I mean? Like, but when it's like, get these two to agree on merch, transportation, a title, an edit, anything, we are always going, and then we both are very like, kind of my way or the highway people.

You know, so then it's like, just getting two people, like chicken or the egg, we're never gonna. Sometimes though, I feel like we're on the same vibe. But then randomly, once up in a year, once in a blue moon will be so, I love when that happens, when we're both like. When we accidentally sync up. Yes.

And we're both pissed at someone else, and I'm like, wow, we can really channel this. I love when we come together. I think we need a new outlet for our energy. I know, I'm gonna take up boxing. I will say, I do feel happier. Touring in general has been so unbelievably different for me now that I have a boyfriend here with me because it's like nice He he's also someone who just like he'll be like at 9 a.m. We're going to Winston Churchill's bunkers and like like oh

fun But he's like so excited by the world and like so observant and everything like is so amazing to him Especially because he hasn't traveled in so long. So it's making me appreciate it a lot more than I normally would. He's the best ever. I'm so grateful for him too, because he does something to your energy that just... He calms my nervous system. He's very much like...

Everyone reaps the benefits. Yeah, and he just is way more... I don't know, he keeps everything in line. It's so funny because now he's like, Brooke, it's time to be downstairs and I'm like shut up I know she the other day was like what did you say you were like you you look at everyone you were like are you guys aware of how I like nitpick everything that everyone does and I was like no no shit she's aware of it well of course of

course I know well no I'm like I'm really yeah and then at miles has been doing it to you, and I was just like, wow, me, this all. Yeah, well he keeps hitting me with 10 more minutes, nine more minutes, eight more minutes, I'm like, pipe it! You know what else is nice too about having a boyfriend though that cares about you too? It's just like whenever I'm not with Makoah,

it's just so prevalent to me, like how many more little things I have to do. Like it's so cool to me how much they just care. Like about stupid shit, you know what I mean? Like if I'm like, which shoe should I wear? Like he's going to be like, you love the mu mu loafers because like, it's just like nuts. Like I just, for me it's like, especially, I guess you've never, or like, of course you've toured your whole life, but like since we've been touring together, I think you've always had like someone there with you kind of. And for me, it was so emotionally horrible

because the shows would end and there's already a weird high that comes with the adrenaline from a show and then the crash out that happens when everything goes silent after and you're like, wait, what the fuck? You're so lonely, you're in fucking Milwaukee. We love you, Milwaukee. So much, but I get what you're saying.

But you're like, I don't have anything to do, I have no one who's with me, everyone's life is going on without me and it's like depressing. And I would get so anxious in like bed and night and stuff and just be like so miserable and depressed and horrible. And then I'd have to take a Xanax or like whatever it is. And then I have the whole next day

that I'm like fucking barred out. And I was like, I just, I don't have that now because now I just lay in bed and I'm like, dee dee dee. No, it's so nice. When I toured young, I toured pretty much like, I would still make friends, I guess, so. But that feeling, yeah, I would like drink that feeling away. You know what I mean?

Just like. I was kind of doing that too. I'm drinking a lot less on this tour. I still like, I'm still in the phase where it's really like more of a placebo than anything where it's like, I feel like I have to take a couple shots. I never feel it. I never like, but it's just like, it makes me feel like, oh, I can go out there now,

which is like. No, it's the best. Like, I mean, you know how I feel. If I could be moderate, I would be. Cause like that one shot before a show is so nice. Cause you're matching the crowd's energy a little more too. Well for me, it's just nerves. I still get so nervous.

I don't know how you don't. I don't know. Like it's so crazy to me. Over here has been really crazy because obviously when we're touring in the United States, it's all in the United States. So yes, there's different cultures, like the South and stuff like that, you know what I mean?

But for the most part, people are similar and every single place we've been over here is a completely different culture. One night we will have a blackout drunk screaming crowd and then the next night everyone's in a blazer sitting up like this like dead silent. Where were we that like it looked like every single person was personally dressed by like Aritzia and like.

Oslo? It was crazy, it was like oh my gosh, like this is not our usual audience. Like where are the fishnets? Or just like even in Paris. Like I'm so used to like yelling on stage almost or just really projecting my voice and whatever and I feel like I had to be like,

hello and welcome back to the canceled podcast. You know, versus, hello and welcome back. Like because of, and that's just their energy. It doesn't mean that they love you any less. That's just the way that their culture is. It's so interesting because music is also the same. Like when you tour music everywhere, people are just moved by the music and it's whatever.

Like- Yeah, isn't Japan like no one claps or something? Yes, I think. And it's just wild, like telling jokes to completely different, like jokes that in some places have worked so well get like no laughs over here and then jokes that like. No, me and Paige had a hard night.

Where were we recently? Like we had, it doesn't matter, but like, where both of us were like, damn, not one laugh for any of our like big hits, you know? recently like we had it doesn't matter but like where both of us were like damn not one left for any of our like big hits you know I forget where we were we were in Belfast night one in Belfast right yeah and we were looking at each because we sit together like and so we can kind of like talk while it's going on and we're like damn they hate us I honestly don't hate us happy that my

story my story this tour is very like shock factor. So like I can rely on the shock factor to just like be insane. Like I feel like a lot of stories that I have told in America that were a lot more chill, like would just not have worked for me. You need like the theatrics for it to work. Oh my God, you know what happened to me the other day?

Did I tell you this? What? I was at the airport and I, you know how like at the US airport, you put your hands over your head in a triangle? Yes. And here you put them like down by your side and I got in the thing and did this and the lady came out and she goes, enough with the theatrics.

It's like what? Like she thought I was like being funny. That is sorry. That's exactly what I mean. That's like a perfect example of what I was saying earlier. There's the TSA over here too is oh my God. I mean you know what I mean. That's like a perfect example of what I was saying earlier. There's the TSA over here too is, oh my God. I mean, you know how I feel. I think, I think I don't,

people who choose to be a TSA agent and then be so fucking livid about it. I could go on an hour. Sometimes I feel like it's like a people who need an outlet for their anger. Like who choose to be in jobs that are just upsetting in general. Like, or like just, I don't know.

But sometimes it really fucking, what do you say? Yucks my yum. You like to say that, right? Amari says that, I stole that from him. It really gets me going when someone who you would anticipate being really grumpy is super nice.

I know. Like when you have an amazing experience randomly at the DMV and you're like, what the hell? We've been lucking out though sometimes with getting TSA agents who are listeners of Cancelled and they've been so nice. Anytime, I had a girl in Oslo who listened to Canceled and she was like, you don't have to put anything

in a Ziploc bag, I don't get paid enough. And I was like, yes. I had a girl the other day, I think we were leaving. I don't know where we were leaving. But we do our advice segment at the end of the shows and they've been wild out here. I've been debating posting clips, but a lot of times you can't understand what the people are saying.

Like the accents can be really thick. Like, so a lot of the clips, I don't know if like the internet would like, you know what I mean? Like receive it well, but like we've been having the craziest, like people scan a QR code they write in and then we read them on stage. And then when we read it, the person stands up and then we bring a mic to them

and we ask them more questions. And we had somebody the other day say that they were dating someone who is addicted to, and this is just what they said, I'm sure this is the incorrect term, watching nugget corn, which is people with no limbs. Yeah, which I think we've actually talked about this before, nugget corn in particular,

because I know I didn't know about it. Really? Until this. Well, I just can't wrap my head around the way, first of all, it seems like a really small group of people in the world, right? And then, Nuggets are those nugget corn watchers.

And there has to be a better word for, like, I would never naturally call someone a nugget. Yeah, I don't like it. But it's like people, like obviously people with no arms and legs, like that's a very select group of people. And then out of those people, how many people decide to go into the adult film industry? So it's like, how is that a whole genre?

Well, and we just, I don't know. I mean, but anyways, I'm going through TSA, my arms are down and then the girl wants me down and she looks at me and she goes, I didn't make it to the show last night, but my whole friend group is, it's the talk of the town, the nugget corn. And like, she was yelling the P word, like in TSA,

she ended up like getting in trouble by her supervisor and shit it was crazy I was like no way this TSA agent just screamed nugget more. Yeah. But the advice segments haven't just been nuts we had someone who was hooking up with someone and then the he asked the guy he was hooking up with like what are your your kinks, and the guy was saying like, I need you to smash bugs for me to get off. I kind of live for that though, because it's like, how did you figure that out? Yeah, it's wild.

We've just been getting wild ones. Yeah, I love it. I love it. It's so fun. Well, I needed British Taco Bell. I haven't had Taco Bell in weeks. And it's- Is it the same or no?

No, it's very different. It's not as good to be honest with you, but it still satiated me. No-Boo and Taco Bell are my death row meals and that's like in London, I just ate everywhere that I would eat in America. Like I had in Typhoon, I had No-Boo. I get it in some way of like wanting to feel

like more at home. I just wish I could fucking watch Big Brother. If I could watch Big Brother, I could literally tour for the rest of my life. Well, it's so wild that you can't watch a lot of things no matter what because the VPN, like you literally cannot have the rest of my life. Well, it's so wild that you can't watch a lot of things no matter what because the VPN, like you literally cannot have the show where you are. Like, I've been watching that Natalia Grace show

and I left on the biggest cliffhanger and I won't let me straighten it. Oh, no, but that'll be so exciting when you go home. Oh, my God, you know what I should do? There's like, the amount I talk about, like the challenge on here for you to literally not watch it and care about it, but I... There's don't, there are...

I don't dis-care about it. There, yes, that's right. That is right. That is correct, Gramr. Um, there are certain, like a few seasons, I think there's like three seasons that got wiped. Like there, you cannot stream them anywhere. They are nowhere to be found. I think there was like drama after the fact with like some of the, um, member or like some of the challengers.

But I'm wondering if they're available like in here in other countries we have to find out I don't need to know because like War of the Worlds I need to see Jordan on World of the Worlds I we have Netflix that's the only so I watched all of the final season of you and it was crazy Penn Badgley is so fucking talented it was so good I've been watching Black Mirror the new season and it was crazy, Penn Badgley is so fucking talented. It was so good. I've been watching Black Mirror the new season and it is just, it's so wild how the first seasons of Black Mirror predicted so many things

that ended up happening. So now when I watch Black Mirror, I watch it with such an anxiety that I'm like. Yeah, see, I don't like to feel that. This could all just come true. Like, have you seen the episode of Black Mirror? Have you seen any Black Mirror? No. In the original season where people rate people and then people go around with the rating. They do that in Japan now. What? And like my favorite episode of Black

Mirror of all time is called Be Right Back. And it is gut wrenching. It is gut wrenchingly sad this woman, her boyfriend dies and then she orders a clone of him essentially like and then AI takes everything from his social media to fill the personality into the like physical clone and then she's dating him and it ends up just being so sad because it's not him and it's like remnants of him and it's just like so her coming to the realization like this, like at first she's so excited and then the episode is just about her realizing

like this isn't him, he wouldn't do this, he wouldn't say this, his opinions, whatever and the ending's crazy. And now they're like doing that kind of too. Like letting, like AI talk to your ex, AI talk to whoever like. Oh, that's dark. There's an AI bot now that like will comb someone's

social media and act just like them, like whatever. And I'm just like, how nuts. I get afraid. I definitely am a little bit, when are they gonna start? When are we just gonna get overcome? Can I spoil one of the episodes for you? Yeah.

Not the one I just told you about, but a different one. It's the first episode of the season and this guy's wife is, I'm spoiling it, okay, but this guy's wife gets sick, right? And, or like an act, something happens to where she's like gonna die. Like she's on life support, but she's not taught, she's like in a coma.

And then she's gonna die. And then the hospital says, hey, we can do this thing essentially where we have AI clone her brain and we put it back inside of her and like make's gonna die. And then the hospital says, hey, we can do this thing essentially where we have AI clone her brain and we put it back inside of her and like make her alive again. And so he has to pay for it, they're middle to lower class,

so they don't have a lot of money, but he like scrounges up the money and does it, and now she's back and she's the same person and he's so happy and he missed her and like whatever. And she's a teacher. And then all of a sudden she starts saying things that she wouldn't say and she's not present for it, right? Like certain words will trigger it.

Like if you said the word like smoothie to me, then like she would say a bunch of stuff about smoothies and then she doesn't remember saying it. And then they find out that they're running ads through her, like with the service, they're running ads and then they have no money so they have to upgrade. And then essentially that's what the whole episode is about is the service is just such a scam

that they keep having to upgrade because she's gonna lose her job and just all these things and he's having to do such fucked up shit to get the money and it's so fucked and it's like where healthcare is going in society, if that was happening in 10 years, I wouldn't be in. Specifically in America,

I feel like nobody else has the problem that we do, but like you can't do anything in America healthcare wise for less than like a bajillion dollars. When I went to the hospital in Oslo, it was $350. I know, it's so like- Are you kidding? I really like, I can't wrap my head around it, like how that works and why that is a thing,

but it's really upsetting. I do think- We're running ads through her. Like you're lying. It was, and it was just so sad. People run ads through us. I guess that's true. But just imagine like, oh my God, it was so, so, so sad.

That's crazy. Black Mirror, I just don't understand how people come up with them. I know, I was talking about this with Emma, like, who those people have to be to write these certain ideas. What ayahuasca they have to be doing. I know. It's just like where did you get this?

I will say on the cloning thing, I've already thought about it and looked into it heavily because the thought of Murphy dying ever, I'm very comforted by the fact that cats can live like 20 something years. So like my kids are gonna be like grown taking care of like Murphy and mouse, love that. But there's gonna come a day where I outlive Murphy.

And like, I want like five years at least before she dies to like clone her and have one prepared. Yeah, that's actually so fair. That's so fair. They do that, Paris Hilton did that I think. Yeah that's actually so fair. That's so fair. They do that, Paris Hilton did that I think. Yeah, you can clone it. It's like easy to do I guess. Not easy but like,

I'm sure it costs a lot. I wonder if it's the same personality. I don't know. And just like is it healthy? Like I have so many questions. Cause I'm even against like French Bulldogs, like how they're genetically modified and like suffering so bad. Yeah, that's like munching cats,

like they're really horrible. A lot so bad. Yeah, that's like munching cats Like they're really horrible a lot like Scottish folds They have arthritis like all like designer like really nice animal or like not nice animals But like cutesy like features are usually bad for the animal because I've just never seen a French bulldog with a fully working Esophagus. Mm-hmm. They don't well because their faces just get smaller and smaller same thing like I mean so many English bulldogs, they'd feel really bad for it. So I'm like, there's no way you're having a good time Mm-hmm. They don't because their faces just get smaller and smaller same thing like I mean so many English Bulldogs, they'd feel really bad for it cuz I'm like, there's no way you're having a good time Well Should we head to our show to our sold-out show in Manchester? I'm so excited This is the first time that Mako and miles are opting out of a show

I swear some things in that hotel like they are not okay. I know, why am I like offended? I'm offended that they don't wanna sit there for six hours doing absolutely nothing. That's the thing, is it's like, even today, I was in a loop, I was like going from asking McCoy to come to then being like, wait, like, why would you wanna come? Like, cause it is just sitting,

they can't go out and the crowd, you know what I mean? Like they can't like do anything. Yeah, they can't really walk around, they can't watch the show, so they actually just sit in the green room on their phones and like twiddle their thumbs. Yeah, especially this show too. I just will never let Makoa see it ever cause it's reflecting on.

I know, you know what's cute is mine won't see it because Makoa's not allowed to see it. Yeah, it's brilliant. Yeah, cause he could see it, mine is. Cause I told him yesterday, I was like, you can watch it, like you're welcome to watch it. And he's like, yeah, but I don't wanna just leave Makoa and tell Makoa like you can't see the show and I can.

That's really sweet. That's actually so sweet. I just, I feel so bad and obviously he can see it. Like, I'm not hiding anything. It just, and that's an interesting thing with like comedy. Like, I am laughing at who I once was and how insane I was. And like, I'm so thankful for Makoa meeting the love of my life and being able to like reform myself.

And just, he's obviously the first man where I'm like, I really respect this person and I love them and whatever, I used to be awful in so many ways and insane and that's what the show is, is kind of reflecting on that. But I just don't even want him to hear it every night too. It's just like, Jesus. Yeah, I don't think he would judge you ever.

But I get why you don't want him to hear it, but also it's cool. It's a cool thing that we get to do. I know, and normally like we are telling stories that he like are just about like influencer life or like different things. I think they should come out for the second half. I know, I know they should.

Just after I tell my fucking story, cause Jesus fucking Christ, I can't believe I did any of that shit. I think you should have just told him that it was a heavily abelish story. Yeah, but there's photos. There are photos and hard evidence and witnesses. Yeah, but me being one of them. I'm so sorry, seriously. But let's go. Let's go do the show.

And we love you guys so much. And thank you for being so amazing. I'm serious. Like, just with where my mental health is at, truly the only thing bringing me joy and happiness right now is meeting so many of you and hearing your story. And every night I have girls just be like, you saved my life and I cannot stress enough back to them, you saved mine, and I'm very excited. So, bye. We love you guys.

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