Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 129: BROOKE GOT IN A FIST FIGHT AT A GRACIE ABRAMS CONCERT - Ep. 129

Episode Date: August 30, 2025

On this episode of the Cancelled Podcast, we reflect on our journey as we approach the end of this chapter. We clarify that the podcast will remain as an archive of our experiences and growth rather than being deleted. We dive  into the dynamics of our friendship, sharing funny and absurd memories from our past, including my reflections on relationships and the chaos of social media rumors. We look forward to our final episode, celebrating our unique history together. Use code CANCELLED30 for 30% off your first order. https://www.rocketrx.com/clinics/erectile-dysfunction?utm_source= youtube&utm_medium=paid_influencer&utm_campaign=cancelled& promo-code=cancelled30 The offer is only available for new customers and cannot be combined with other offers. Tana Mongeau Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tanamongeau/ Tana Mongeau Twitter: https://twitter.com/tanamongeau Tana Mongeau TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tanamongeaulol Brooke Schofield Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brookeschofield/ Brooke Schofield Twitter: https://twitter.com/BroookeAmber Brooke Schofield TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@brookeschofield1 Brooke Schofield YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzCVovj7tfqnV2lIkaVk35A Produced by: https://instagram.com/oscaralva

Hello and welcome back to the canceled podcast. Much better. That was, I needed to hit the ups, the uptones. Uppity, uppity. I am really deciding how I want to navigate today's episode. Okay. Because the last 24 hours have reminded me that even though we closed off this tour and we have two episodes left, that the canceled podcast is going to be the canceled podcast till the very last fucking

minute. Yeah, we can't have our last, literally the last thing we have to show for it be like. And I mean that in multiple ways. I almost mean like the internet is still going to be the internet until the very last minute. And well, I think I should just lead by correcting myself from the last episode to be so honest with you. We are not deleting the canceled podcast. Yes. And I think that first of all, I think sometimes you just, we've been doing this for so long that you sit and you're talking and you just flippantly say things and that's just like I was having like a real brook and tanna at lunch conversation on camera and then if I was gonna say that I should have like led with more explanation and then I even watched it and I debated it and I was like oh whatever like it's a funny but like

I thought you'd be like do you hate me that much it was like funny and then I was just like oh my god like if there's one thing I know for sure it's that I'm always going to think something's funny that isn't funny as much as there's a part of me that's like this is just like technically a business conversation that should be had just off camera there is a part of me that feels like because I now said that chose to post it that I should say more words yeah okay okay we're in this state on tour where we're going on stage every single night and we're playing this video that is beautifully reminiscent however there are also clips of me talking about getting fucked with a double-ended dildo a classic and you know there is something about doing that every single night

and you're just like dildo dildo do do dildo like you know eventually it's like, Jesus, you know, footprint. And I was just like, I don't know, just throwing something at a wall, just thinking about my digital footprint. And then, but obviously with any more further thought, like we were talking about this yesterday, it's like toothbrush. Like, and I still stand on exactly what we were saying in the prior episodes. Like, canceled is a scrapbook.

We're not fucking deleting it. Okay. And I shouldn't have just flippantly said that because it is a beautiful archive. Okay. I know. And it is. And I'm not deleting it. And it was really, it was just a flippant thought.

that it's like you need to remember your podcasting and if a if you're going to say the flippant thought either elaborate on your thoughts or don't fucking say that so flippantly should we just delete this fucking huge body of work that people are so attached to including us I know but you know what it's right it's almost like so I don't want to say validating validating isn't the word but like what we have been pushing all along that's like we're always going to be misunderstood no matter what we say like it's going to happen has been even like more amplified since having announced that we were stopping the podcast. It's almost like, damn, like, did you not hear anything that we were going to say?

This morning, I woke up to have 20 TikToks, Brooke versus Tanna again. Legal battle. Mind you, we're texting each other about like Tori Birch Flats yesterday. Like, it will just be to the dawn. Which, by the way. We're going to get into that. I owe you a serious fucking apology. But to the dawn of time, obviously it's going to be that.

But I can't admit that I think I played a part in that by just flippantly saying that sentiment, not elaborating any further and then the start of the conversation and just very quickly first of all I want to say because at first I was having anxiety about it like just all the comments and people being so misunderstood and then Brooke versus Tanna again

I smoked a little weed and I really thought about it and I was like I'm having anxiety about a made-up scenario you know what I mean? First and foremost all of your comments being lawyer up girl is so fucking funny to me like So bad in the end, respectfully, they keep going,

Tanna wants to leave her with nothing. Like, it's, which, which is so, fuck, just first of all, like, you could, right? Like, in whatever this fake scenario is that these people want to be a part of, if you got lawyered up tomorrow, I wouldn't even feel a type of way. Because you only are upset that someone's lawyered up if you have something to hide or you're trying to do something shy-steen, right? And like, I don't know how else I could make it more clear

across the span of this podcast that I want nothing but the best for you from the I'm like sit on this couch I've wanted to every part of my career and anything I've wanted nothing but to send the elevator to give you everything to fucking like is that not clear at this point that all I've wanted is for the girl to make money and have a place to let me have show her voice and be funny I believe in her like let's go on a million tours let's like you know what I mean do you really think that in the end of the canceled podcast I'm gonna shiast the bitch

on fucking the ad sense and what do you think the ad sense is that I'm gonna shiast you on four grand like you know I mean that's a lot of grand no yes but do you where why would I do that like in the very end that's

let me go on record and say I am so that is your vlog channel I would love for you to continue your vlogs I love to watch your vlogs I'm not saying you can't have the channel back. I'm saying I'm collecting on the videos that I'm in. And I won 100%. And that would never. And that's also my fault for saying, I'm coming for my 30 bucks. No, but that's, that's also the thing that I guess people don't know off camera. I mean, anything that is canceled podcast, two of us, Brooke gets an amount of money of. And I would never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever try to sheise you on that dollar.

you earn that dollar you like you know what i mean that is so fucking wild to me and there's no part of this that is but yeah the channel that's what i was trying to say obviously for years i built the channel to two million before canceled i was uploading on the channel for years of my life and like had a video's performing at the same rate that canceled was performing at and like whatever and i obviously i've seen the trishas and the people over the world who like and i own the channel and i've seen people, you know what I mean, end up then using their channel for a million different podcasts. You know what I mean? Even Not Loveline lives on a channel that 19 podcasts were on before that, you know, like it's, I was just kind of thinking about the future of my channel and

then, you know what I mean? That's where that conversation started, but obviously we should have had the full conversation, not just, hey, should I delete everything? And I'm coming from. Comment down below any lawyers used to. And it's like, I'd give you mine. It's just, you know, I would never ever. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I would never. do you, and I have nothing to even like to hide or to try to sheist. I think that's where it's funny to me. It's like lawyer up against what I would just, I'm giving it to her. I'm giving her everything she's owed. You know what I think we should do? I think we should quietly go into some of those episodes and do a little chip chock. That is what I should have also said is it's not like I'm trying

to delete canceled from ever happening. Like I'll sit down for an interview today and someone will ask me about TannaCon and Jake Paul, like, I'm so well aware that big things of, you can't delete big things of your, not that I even want to, but do you know what I mean? It's not possible. It lives forever. Yes, like, and I'm happy with that. I think that I was more so trying to say there are definitely quiet moments of canceled that I would love to, like even the and I'm still naming her in the goddamn second to last episode. Like, but I'm just, there are, there are things that I'm not proud of, but at the same time, it is a scrapbook. And after further, just coming home and not having

to hear that double-ended dildo video every night. Like, I'm, I don't want to delete it. And I don't want to delete you. I don't want to delete us. It's just, it really canceled. It's going to be canceled to the very end. Like, truly got honestly, like, and I was debating even talking about it today because then this leaves room for people to then comment on this. And then like, but what I will not do. What I will not do is sit down for the. final episode of the canceled podcast addressing something i owe myself more than that you're so you're so right like that the final episode should be just what we want it to be you know and nothing fucking more than that but today's episode is pretty fucking game okay in fact i have some things to address you

have some things to address and then we're going to play a fun game and reminisce i think today's episode should be long like i just i am like and that's a funny thing too again people saw that one clip and they're like, Tanna wanted to be over. I'm still exactly what I was crying three episodes prior. It's like so crazy because the very next clip on that very same page was all Brooks Schofield. Hey, she's going to melt Tanna dry. It's exactly the opposite.

Yeah, I guess there's just people just see things and want to feel a part of something and tell you to lawyer up. But you know what I gathered from all of that is that all these videos with there's one, one of the clips that we posted two days ago has like 11 million views of us just telling the funny story about like my bikini thing. it's on someone else's page that's why i'm like we gotta keep these clips ourselves no it's on someone else's page so many it has like two million likes already and someone's cashing out someone is cashing out

you know what which is honestly like a slay side gig i might jump into that after this i'm not even kidding like clipping other people's i can't believe it's legal but like you can really just like clip someone else's podcast it's a minute long it's gonna do well obviously yeah and make a fucking grim. I'm going to tell my mom to start doing that. I think I did. Yeah. Oh my God.

Maybe we just have Oscar continue to run the canceled clips TikTok till the dawn of time. See, we're doing it again, though, because this should be happening in a boardroom. Oh, right. And here the fuck we are doing it again. Fuck. Who, okay. I have something that I want to talk about, but I can't decide how I want to approach it. Okay.

I think I want you to go first because I find this to be so funny. Okay. so the order of operations have have changed since you and I spoke last okay I've I've uncovered more information but I've been getting comments on my TikToks going body check body check and I'm thinking to myself like body check that's when you like the tits again yeah I thought it was like oh you're body checking like what they get what some of the girls get in trouble for so it's like what are you talking about like it's just a video of my face so I'm like what is going on and then I stumble upon or I get tagged in a video where a girl is talking about her experience at the Gracie Abrams concert.

Okay. And she's like, worst crowd ever. It was awful. Everyone's pushing each other, yada, yada. And then she goes, and when I see that fucking influencer that body checked me in the crowd, she goes, I'm going to, I'm going to sue or whatever. She goes, I'm going to cancel the fuck out of that influencer. Those were her words.

She goes, I'm going to cancel that girl who body checked me, okay? The influencer, that body checked me, I am going to find out who you are. and cancel the fuck it so I'm like that's weird she goes she explains the situation further and she says she was standing in the crowd just in I was in GA okay I'm in I'm gonna be in the pit I'm fin of be in the pit I'm fin to be in the pit I'm standing in the pit she said she was there taking Instagram photos is moshing at Gracie Abrams like that's so funny like let the bodies hit the floor style to like I love you I'm sorry no but so she's she said she was standing in the crowd and A group of influencers came up and shoved her out of the way to take Instagram photos, okay?

And then everyone's in the comments going, name them, name them, say who it is. And she posts a photo going like this. And I'm in the background just. So everyone's like, it's Brooks Schofield. Like she's right behind you. She posts a follow up video and she goes, I figured out who the influencer is and she's already canceled. Like people already hate her. like, I'm going, body checked you?

Body checked you, okay? I wish also, just, you are so small. Like, I think that on camera you do not come off. Like, like, this could send you flanks. The idea of you even body checking someone is very funny to me. Just like, you couldn't body check like a gnat. Like, I know you go to aloe and shit. Like, I know you're, you got muscles, but like, you are iddle-wittal.

Thank you. I love state. you. Was it not a compliment? I was more just saying like factually though. Like, you also look great. We're going to talk through the facts. We're going to talk through all the facts.

Okay. Because I'm racking my brain. I'm like, what the fuck? And I recall a time, but it was more toward the end of the concert where I'm standing. I was the whole concert I spent like pretty far away from people because I don't, you know how I am. I like to do a little move around and I don't like to be. One time Brooke and I were seeing Billy Elish in concert and she literally told me

Tanna, you're texting is too loud. Now, yeah, I want to go on record really quick and say that concert etiquette is one of my most important things. Okay, I pay so much attention. I believe there are so many things to do and not to do at a concert. I agree. I can attest to that. On my not to do list is body check strangers.

But I'm standing there toward the end of the concert. I'm just like laughing whatever. And this girl comes and shoves me out of the way. Like for no reason. It's not like I was in her way at all. like she could have walked around me and everybody around me goes what the fuck like are you okay she just has micro bangs yeah she might have been in the micro bank community so everyone around like noticed and then i go to comment when i got home like of somebody being like i was there when that girl shoved you so in my head i'm like oh my god it must be

that girl so i'm thinking did she you think she uno reverse is uno reversing well i don't know if it was that or she genuinely believed that i shoved her and and came back to shove me back or something. But, okay, we're getting off track. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, too. I'm ADHD. So I take it upon myself to go to her Instagram and find the photos of myself in the background of her photos. And I identify the exact moment that this interaction happened. Okay. I had just gotten to the floor. Okay. I'm toward the back. I'm there for Griff. Griff is on stage. She's opening for Gracie. Okay. And I'm standing there. And, you know, Gracie is, she has a lot of young girls. So there's a lot of canceled listeners there.

Okay. So, you know, taking some pictures. Girls are coming up. I'm so excited to see everyone. I'm talking to everyone. Whatever. And that was it. Okay. The concert starts. I go to the opposite end of the thing. I have my amazing time and I leave. But what I believe happened is maybe the girl like somebody like pushed past her to get over to us or something. But I'm like, I did not shove you. Okay. Today she goes on to make a part two. Okay. Mind you, the video is that one million views. and all the comments are Brooke Schofield is steamrolling people at the crazy air. She's like, I'm going like, I've never pushed anyone in my entire life. And I'm... The steam rolling scandal is so funny.

At least, like, even with the unedited thing, like at least they're getting really funny. No, it's really like, it cracked me up at first because I'm like, well, she's saying... Damn, we should nend this. podcast. I pushed past her to get in front of her, but I, but then she says I got there late after Griff. So that, that sets the timeline. She was behind me because she got there after me. Why would

I ever have to shove past her? Anyway, doesn't matter. Hold, please. I end up. One thing about Brooks Schofield, too, is if you accuse her or something that she did not do, she is going to go Venn diagram on your ass. I find an alternate or alternate version of the photo, which is my angle because sienna happened to be taking a photo of me taking a photo with somebody else and she happened to be in the background a good solid eight feet away okay the circle did you do that i circled her and notice so this is the stage over here so i'm closer why would i ever have to shove past her if i was already here and you got here late after grace or griff went on okay doesn't matter doesn't matter i'm getting off track again no no no no no but i'm liking i'm i'm listening i'm i'm reading through these comments i'm i'm like i'm guilty of steamrolling someone at a concert just based on this video alone okay and she makes a part two today where she says i actually i didn't see brook run me over but my friend said she thinks it was her so it was her basically she doesn't say my name but she's like i know it's you know like she said it was her so whatever and i'm going

you didn't see me shove you and you made a whole video about how i curb stomped and choked you out at the crazy abrams concert i am in a maxi skirt and ballet flats okay no steams rolling someone in a maxi skirt and ballet flats too would just be i would be like send her away i don't know why i was getting so fired up about it because it's like it frustrates me i'm like laughing about it and stuff but like you can really make up any interaction ever with somebody and everyone will like especially me because it's like people already don't like me so they they read it and they're like that checks out brook is absolutely laying girls out at the gray seat i had i had a maxi skirt on and it's important I bring that maxi skirt up because it was it was so long that I couldn't take two steps without stepping on it and pantsing myself.

You think I'm out there moshing and fighting people? Here's my thing. You're truly, in my opinion, like, damn near incapable of steamrolling someone. Like, unless it's like hide on height, unless it's like, unless it's little on little, I don't know the girl. I don't know what she looks like, so I don't know. But secondarily, I have attended more concerts with Brooks Schofield than maybe anyone on this planet. And I will say she is the concert etiquette police to a point that sometimes I'm really not into it. But this, that works in your favor in the regard that you are so, you are so adamant about like acting a certain way in a concert.

You know, like I don't know. I just, I believe what happened like, and this would frustrate me too, if I'm standing and taking photos in a crowd or something and people like start putting. by me, which I assume is what happened, because that's like a bunch of people were coming over there at that time, then I'd be frustrated too. I'd be like, what the fuck are these people doing? But like, you can't say I personally shoved you if I didn't shove you because that's like, you just can't say that. And the fact that like you also got knocked into. So there's there's also a potential reality. And I don't want to blame her because I don't, I didn't realize that those were two completely separate times. And people knock into people like, well, mind you,

we're in the pit at a concert. People also knock into people on accident. Like, let's even just say there was a world where you did knock into her, like, to, to frame it as though your intention was to be physical with a stranger versus an accident is also wild. But also, like, there's a scenario, like one of the potential answers of this scenario is that she knocked into you and then went home and made this video, which is even crazier. Everything about it made me, like, just was off putting to me because the first thing that she said is we're going to cancel this influencer who body checked me. She didn't know that it was me. She didn't know if it was me. She happened to know that I had to be, or happened to be there. She happened to know that I was also canceled.

So what a perfect video to make that I personally mowed her like a fucking lawn. Okay. But I don't know. It just restures me. You know, she, I commented back and I was like, hey, didn't push you over. And I think you know that. But, you know, I hope you find the culprit. And she commented back.

She was like, no hard feelings. Like, I'm sure we were all just having, like something really nice. But it bothers me because it's like, well, you can't unmake that video. And I know you're not going to delete that. video. So no, it doesn't matter because there's already a million people who think that I was body slamming people at the crazy A from school. There's no solution. You sue her for you lawyer up and you sue her for slander. This is so stupid. It really is so does not matter. But I just like, no, that is like that would piss me off too. But it's, you know, I saw Paul Mel's or like,

Devin Lee Carlson. You know, I saw her. Imagine I'm like, yeah, I saw Devin Lee Carlson and she fucking threw me into the catering table. And it's just like, oh, you know, I have a photo of her. so it must be true. Yeah, which is so, it's just diabolical. I'm going to miss canceled for this, though. Like, I was thinking about that with this whole, with lawyer upgate that, like, I would have to be on TikTok doing that.

Like, it is so nice to have a space that we're so familiar in clarifying things into like. I know, but then even now, I'm like, oh, they're going to come from me. Yeah, but then it's clipped and it's clarifying. It's the rabbit hole. You're right. Yeah, even the comments on, like,

are like, she needs to be held accountable. she needs to take accountability and then I'll be like hey I didn't do this and they'll be like you're so defensive you must have done it I'm like there's no winning there really is especially it's so interesting because it's like I almost and I look at my analytics so I can like attest to this like on canceled and on YouTube like the comments here on canceled and the comments on YouTube the analytics are they're a little bit older than the demographic on TikTok and it is just so interesting the difference like it's and I get that TikTok's more flippant so people are just quickly commenting their take on more things or feel more a part of a million things but it's so wild because arguably like the problem isn't really with the people like in the comments on canceled it's like no it's it's a lot more people who see it in passing and stuff but yeah which does suck for our silent viewers we love you I know I just the bigger picture is like you guys have to understand that like anybody can make up any story at any time and it's someone's life like then this is adding to

something they like you know it's just yeah and like nobody's ever going to see that video where she says oh like my bad i didn't even see it happen like i don't know who it was nobody's ever going to see that video because why would that video go viral yeah the video where i you know steamrolled her steamrolled i'm being so dramatic she says body checked but like like where would i get off especially like you know i'm first of all i'm crying of happiness gracie abrams i love Gracie Abrams like I'm elated I'm floating across the floor anyone who's body checking someone purposefully to I love you I'm sorry needs a lobotomy but then it's like you know it's a Gracie Abrams concert that's what I mean you know like people run into people by accident at a concert

that's the other part of this that is frustrating to me where I'm like damn I know and then in the same video she's like anyone can anyone get me tickets to MGK I'm like you can't handle the pit at Gracie Abrams you can't go see MGK You are not safe there You know like someone Someone will actually fucking Like oh god Yeah you don't want to see me at an MGK concert

I am mowing people over That's so You should do something funny with that Like I'd like make a whole skit Like hire people and like make a skit about this No I almost posted that video of me like So you know how I posted on my close friends Like with me and I said me after steamrolling a stranger

I almost posted that on my real TikTok You should you honestly should You honestly fucking should. I would. Shit. It's so crazy. You can't. Like, the harm.

Like, you can, it, I mean, it happens on such a larger scale, too. I also. Someone can just say something completely untrue with such conviction. And everybody's like, well, duh, we don't like her. So of course she did that. I know. I just, I get defensive for you in this one because, like, I know you so well. I feel like I genuinely, like, if I saw a video about something you're doing,

I'm able to watch it in full and either be like, she might have done that. Or she did not do that. I would bet my foot. Like, I know you, I know you so well. I know you did not do that. So it is just like... I don't like when my friends text at concerts. At all.

If you start clacking your acrylics during ocean eyes, you might get steamrolled. Because seriously, why are you texting that hard during ocean eyes? What could you possibly have to say? You guys, I'm not getting where standing there. Everyone's trying to find someone who's there. Everyone's tearing up. She's going,

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making that TikTok were fully pure and that leads me to my next topic. And I've gone back and forth and how I want to speak about this today. But I upload a video. 27 things I've learned of 27. It was very beautiful. I've seen a lot of it. Thank you. And the demeanor of the video, you know, everything that I was going for in that is discussing the lessons that I've personally learned up until this point. I feel like if you had to take away emotions from that video or even just what I thought the public takeaway would be, I'm going to go for melancholy. I'm going to go for calm. I'm going to go for learned, like, wiser emphasis on er, where it's still, it's a learning,

growing process, but this is where I'm at now. And the response to it, honestly, made me genuinely so happy. I'm so grateful for all of you and just, it was so sweet and whatever. In the video, one of the lessons that I discussed that I had personally learned for myself was think about. changing your appearance before you do it. I think I spent a lot of my life getting injectables. You know, just I had a supreme brick of cheek filler in my face for so long. My cheek entered the room before I did.

And now I don't like what it's done to my cheek. You know what I mean? Or like, I thought drunk tattoos were so fucking rock and roll. And now I'm lasering off young A.F. And it's like, damn, it's bleaching the hair platinum, you know. Sorry, got triggered. What? A laser.

Keep going? Yeah, laser. I'm bleaching my hair bald and then I'm bald and then I'm Mr. Clean and it's like, well, maybe you didn't need to be Playboy Bunny fucking platinum for your whole fucking life, right? And this was just one of my personal lessons. And it's not that I'm against facial alteration at all. Like I still get a lip flip now and again. And I also go into just talking about all of that, just like the beauty standard and how I feel about that and how I'm actively trying to unlearn that every day.

But it is a work in progress. Like I'm not approaching this from A, a blanket statement thing that I think everyone else needs to hear. And B, I'm not approaching it from a place where I am holier than thou and I am anything. Like I, you know, I'm talking about how this is still something I'm actively learning, but I just thought I'd share the message. And I hope that I help some of my 16, 17, and 18 year old viewers to just, the only thing was just think about it a little more. You know what I mean? And I talked in this video about how this was right at the time it was happening. as well, about how Vanna went on Love Island, okay?

And she comes on Love Island, and I'm scrolling through my For You page, and I am seeing mass amounts of hate to this woman, okay? And for, and the things that people are saying are overuse of filler, and I'm seeing mass amounts of hates. The end of my sentiment was about how someone who is in her position should be met with more love, okay? I also do say in the video that I don't know like why or how that happened, but maybe some of the factors could have been poor practitioners and or poor parenting. And I stand on the fact that if people are giving copious amounts or just, I don't even just

fillers, I don't know in general, maybe two people under the age of 18, I do not align with that parenting style personally. I do think that is poor parenting to do that. To let your daughter under 18 make a bunch of decisions to her face all at I think about all the things we wanted when we were like 16 and 17 and how those change. It's one thing if maybe like it's circumstantial and situational. If maybe all through high school your daughter really is struggling with this one thing

or has like very thin lips and wants to add a little or whatever and you want, you know, like there might be exceptions to that rule that like but I don't know I just think like letting your daughter go get the fucking King Kylie special isn't a parenting style I personally align with and I don't think that practitioners should be doing that either whatever I say this somebody clips it on TikTok and they clip the first half of what I said which is all of the things that I just said now like it's it's not any different it's me saying like it's I I think it might be poor parenting. I think it overfilled.

Like I do, you know, all the things. I'm saying all these things. She duets it. She duets the clip. Okay. And now, uh-oh. Someone comments on my TikTok and they're like, did you see Vana's TikTok? And I think she might have deleted it.

Okay. I mean, she deleted it. But then she made another TikTok that I just saw. She's duetting it. I comment on the video. And there are also comments on her video being like, did you see all of what Tanna said? There's also a lot of comments that are her fans and they're being like, I can't believe Tanna would say this because the clip is so mean and then people thinking that I'm coming

from a hypocritical place like how is she going to say that she's had nine different faces you don't think I'm well the fuck aware that I've had nine different fucking faces and I'll probably have a 10th by next year like I'm not the fuck I would never come from a hypocritical standpoint I was coming from a wanting to help people standpoint and if you see the whole fucking clip you know that you know what I so I comment on it again and I'm like you know please please feel free to see all of what I said Like this is not all of what I said And I was coming from a place of love I said I hope you saw the rest of what I said

OmG I DM'd her And she responds and she said That's all I was tagged in And I was like what is happening here And then I was like okay You know what shit Like if that's all I was tagged in Especially I'm thinking about me at 21

Like I'm duetting the fuck out of that And I'm seeing me at 21 as well I don't know her I'm speaking on me at 21 I'm farming it You know like I'm clip farming it And I'm responding to just that thing And whatever that you know

Yeah a couple hours later and I was doing something I didn't see her that's all I was tagged in yet she sends me another DM and she said I really do feel like you did this with good intention to start but saying the casting directors have to do this it's literally you insinuating no one would look the way I looked and you dropping the overfilled line it's giving it's not giving I'm looking out for you it's just giving flat out mean wait what are you talking about the producers what did you say about that's okay so should I respond to the first half of this then I'll read you the second half of the message no because honestly I made a TikTok in my reacting to Love Island series as well where I was like, damn, I just feel like I am like decently versed in the world of casting directors and reality television. I know a decent amount about it and what they do and they do cast people so that the internet can say a million things. And there was a part of me that thinks.

God, how horrible. That, because she was getting so much hate. Like I was seeing so much fucked up shit. And a part of me is like, why would if you thought, yes, exactly. Why, like, if you thought that this could potentially harm the mental health of a young girl, why maybe cast her, truly? And I do just think that that side of the industry is very dark. They don't give a fuck about, and I'm not saying to the Love Island people in general, I'm saying a lot of casting directors for most reality television. They don't care that these people are getting the hate.

They want good television. Yeah. In my opinion, right? She continues. And the awful parenting line, regardless of what you said after, is too much for my taste. talk about me in any way I will get over it but my family question mark low blow honestly I've loved growing up watching your videos

but when I heard you made a video talking about me I was excited but extremely let down as soon as I watched it and I don't know why the low blow family thing had me like irate because I'm like I would never come for someone's family unless they're coming for me low blowing and more fighting like that I would no but like I don't align with that parenting style if that's what happened.

I'm not coming for... There's such a difference in coming for someone's family and saying that, saying that I don't think that letting children get filler is good parenting style. Also, her saying in this message,

you dropping the overfilled line, it's not giving, I'm looking out for you, it's giving flat out mean, and so what you said after, it's too much for my taste. So essentially she's insinuating that she, like, refuses

to go watch what I said after. I get what you think, or do you think she'd already watched it at this point? No, she hadn't. Oh. And so I'm like, so you're refusing to even watch it. Like, you just like, okay, then I would, I would hard post the second half myself.

So I said when speaking about the casting directors, I was speaking in reference to the mass hate. They were well aware of how the masses would pick apart every single person on that show when casting them, which is why I often think that side of the industry can be dark. I wasn't attacking your parents as people, Vanna. I don't know the full story. However, if they allowed you under 18, which I don't know if they did, to get multiple fillers, I stand on the fact that I don't personally align with that parenting style. If that's a low blow in your eyes or perception, then so be it.

I personally consider other types of remarks to be low blows. Me not aligning with a parenting style is not a low blow in my eyes. If you watch the full context of what I was saying in that clip, I hope you understood and saw the entire message and understood I was coming from a place of wanting nothing but love to be shown to you, including for me. I have had many fillers and faces in my lifetime. It would be hypocritical to come from any other place than love. And if you can't even watch the full clip in context,

because you're misinterpreting what I said about parenting, then this entire conversation is falling on. mute ears. Then she responds and she said, just deep dove into the full thing. The video was not what I thought it was, first off. And second, I'm sorry on my end for reacting that fast without gathering with all context. There were still a little harsh words in there that, of course, I didn't want to hear, but that doesn't put you in the wrong.

Also, just no, I did not start getting it filler at 16. Whoever started that rumor also said my mom was my injector, also false as soon as I watched the video. I ripped my video down. There's zero reason that there should be hate on either end of this. someone made a comment and said this is Vana in five years and that dead ass made me lock in watch the video outside of my perspective and I realized I've been in defense mode for so long.

Yeah, I really actually like that response a lot. Yeah, and I think for 21, such a mature response. But then today, she posts, or three days ago, what? More than half of our beauty comes from how we treat and talk to others. So maybe my lips are bigger, but so is my heart. Well, that could be at anyone if you think about what people are saying about her. I think it was very very clear of course not maybe in the clip but like that you were you had good intentions and it was like a really like sweet and nice thing that you did I like I do of course understand like her defensiveness especially because like I've been on this exact other side of the same exact conversation like so recently that it was frustrating sometimes like maybe just the matter of factness because like when my eyelids were a conversation everyone's going and like you know it's because she hates herself and because like and it frustrated me because I'm like

no I don't like yeah you know like I just I made this choice and it frustrated me that people were like saying so matter of fact like this is why she did it so I feel like that's maybe where she that is really true frustration and I don't want to like assume that anyone who is getting filler hates themselves because that's not the truth at all I just guess I had been in places when I was younger and when I was like overusing it where I like that's where I was at and you see that so much too like I feel like five out of every 10 girls that I meet. in Los Angeles that are getting a lot of filler are also struggling deeply with their self-image. You know what I mean? And I was saying it in just a way to like look out. And now as someone who wishes that I didn't do that and eventually learn to love myself more and I think things through more. Like, you know, yeah. It's just like she did end up responding. So like, even me at 21 probably would have tripled down and like fucking been such a bitch and been like and fuck your parents. You know what I mean? And all of the things. So I think it ended up being good. But I was just like, damn it also was a reminder to me that like as much as I think that as we move out of this chapter

that all of those type of things will stop happening that like they won't no I don't think this is as much of the problem as you think it is but yeah it's a lot of the problem I will say sometimes like the only way I think that it's not that I'm like this is the problem but I guess the only way to achieve true peace would be falling off the face of the internet like you can really make a video about 27 of your life lessons. Well, in my opinion, it's not true because sometimes you could just be standing still at a Gracie Abrams concert

and all of a sudden you're mowing people over. Yeah, it is just like... We're always going to be a problem. For a while when I was truly in my like unhinged don't give a fuck era, it didn't... I don't know what it is. It's so funny I've like gone back and forth, you know? Like, I didn't give a fuck at all.

But now I'll see like people like commenting on this thing about the ad sense and the whatever. awareness like I think you're a little bit more like in your own body yeah that's that's I guess yeah I'm like sober and I do I think it is that I for the first time maybe ever I do give a fuck in people perceiving me as who I am today you know like I have changed so much from that girl that like you know what I mean I think it that's what it is it's when you read a comment that like you know is wrong and you want to be defensive like yeah and it or hits you where it hurts

yeah like something like you've actively tried to work on like i feel that way too i understand why people were commenting the things that they were commenting about that clip in the last episode because i think that it's like i should have if i was going to say that explained way more where my head was actually at than just literally should we delete like yeah we just have to stop separately saying things but then it's like at what point is it like oh my gosh we've watered this down so much it's not an episode anymore yeah but even just the business i'm smarter i watch i'm smarter. I'm smart enough to know that I probably should have cut that because it wasn't like the full explanation. And the full explanation was God honestly, obviously, sometimes you struggle

with digital footprint. But in the end, I would never delete this giant, amazing chapter of my life. Do I wish swinging in Paris and maybe wine tour and maybe a couple more things just didn't fucking exist? Of course. And would I ever sheist Brooke at all? No. And I think I got so defensively upset about that because I've never I never will she's to you like I never have and I never will you know what I mean yeah and like the lawyer up thing was obviously hilarious now that I've like calm down about it but it's just so funny because it's like and I get that people just want to feel a part of something and like or pick sides and love internet trauma and like all those things but it's like you could have 50 lawyers behind you right now and my nervous system would be exactly the way

it is right now because I have nothing that I'm trying to do to you that I'm scared of like losing. Yeah, well, I think they were saying like, oh, it's about to get messy, but it's like, hello? I don't know. It's all just like. And we are so like, when we did come back for the second time, we really like made everything very correct. You know, even the first time, like, I know for a long time it was just canceled with Tanna Mojo on the channel. And it was like, okay, it's like, I'm not going to have anybody else come in as a co-host. That might have been the original idea, but like it's canceled with fucking Brooke and Tana, no shit. And like, contract wise, pay wise, like just, I would never want to be anything but like good to you

yeah in that way. Like I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. You, we were just talking about that in that same episode where I will miss so much looking across from you on stage having that person who carries and helps you. Like I'm so well aware of all the things that she has done for me across this and well, well aware of the things that I've done for her. Like I am so happy with all of that. I've always wanted nothing more than to see you succeed. I don't know. I agree. And I wouldn't sue you even if you did schise me but please don't i i know literally i could i just there's no point there's nothing to even schized you over the money is yours like you know what i mean and just and she's not leaving me with nothing you guys um i have never spent a canceled dollar in my entire life and i'm

very proud of that i've never touched that money i have no access to brooks loaded the fuck i have i have lived only off of money outside of canceled and now all that money sits in account somewhere that i won't touch until my kids are 12 And I saw my fucking bitch, my rider die, working shifts at catch. And I said, let's change this. You know, like I want that for you. I'm so happy. And, but I will say, even though I said, let's change this, while I gave you a platform

and eventually this became a thing where you were a co-host on a podcast that I once, whatever, you know, thought would be different. I don't think that I could, like, I'm also well aware that the reason you are so successful is because you are so talented. Like you can't, you can put anyone on a platform. It takes being captivating and a conversationalist

and all intelligent and funny and all of the things that you are to have made you where you are, you know? Thank you. And, ugh. Ugh.

It's okay. I love you. I know you're not schisting me. I just, and in the end over some ads and soles, what do you all think we're making Mr. Beast money over here? No.

But I don't know what to do with the channel. Because I... You can use the channel. I would know. never tell you not to use your own channel. And I know that. That's why I was saying that.

Cancelled with Tana Mojo. No. And it, it, I would never try to recreate canceled with anybody else but you, you know? And that's just, that's not what I'm trying to do.

If I was trying to recreate canceled, I would just keep doing canceled. Like that just makes literally no fucking sense. But there is even a part of me that is like, if one day later down the line I wanted to do something else, I don't know how much I want to put it on that channel because I could just, you know, is canceled like it's like you know what I mean I'm I would want it to be so different at all I would

never have a problem with that like I again it I came into it I would never be like you can't have this anymore I would my own my thing was just like I'm collecting every dollar that I earned canceled so long as it exists because it does make money you know like I want royalties 100 fucking percent and every dollar like there's no there's no question there's no question that yeah I'm beating a dead horse now but I just couldn't believe but You know what? I've been thinking this entire time since you started talking, like, literally, when we sat down. You said Footprint, and I'm like, how cute of a name is that for a baby? I don't know what Trisha's done for me, but I'm, like, Footprint. That is so cute.

That's a cute name for a cat. You think? Footprint. No, because that foot. Oh. You've got to just think about foot. But then you're calling it, like, footy. I'd be, like, Auntie to Footy. F.P. But Trisha has, like, you're so right. I just met Aquaman for the first.

time today. Oh, baby. And I don't know what it was about, and this is going to fuel the pregnancy have a baby rumors, what I'm about to say, but I want a boy really bad. Like, I also want girls, but I think I want a really good boy, mom. I want a boy first, like, because. Then he's a protector. And I think I, I just, a boy would prepare me for a girl in the sense that I think a girl will be a lot more emotional for me and just everything I've been through and like, no, I think it would be really healing for you. I agree, but also probably very, like, how could you do this to a baby girl, like type of thing, you know, I think will really come up. And I'll 100% when I have kids, I will be ready for all of that.

But, you know, and just preparing girls for the world is a whole. I'm going to be so meticulous and protective and all of the emotionally. I want to be on 10. Like I, you know, not that a boy is not going to be so much work as well. You have to prepare your sons to be. Yeah, boys are just, you send them out and they're dangerous. Yeah, that's, exactly. You have to make sure your son is a good person as well.

Or hope he's gay. But I don't know. I guess I do just want a boy. first or like a boy and even just a boy feels like macoa got that like yeah um so i don't know what it was about seeing aquaman today where i was like i want a baby oh i get i get like i get it all the time i'm definitely not like mentally i mean obviously i'm in no position to have a baby but i'm like so adamant about like i'm not bringing a life into this world until my head is screwed on as tight as it can be me too me too i agree with that 100% just have to you know what i mean

I'll tell you one thing is my head is loose. And it just says, yeah, there's so much more life. I get pissed off, though, because I saw a video the other day being like, I think Tanna's pregnant. I start wanting to, like, send hate because I'm like, she leave, she keeps saying not to say that. I am, I forget what I, oh, I posted, I, this was at the, when we get home from Australia.

And I'm, I'm the sickest I've ever been. Like, I just want to let you know, like that I haven't been that sick since I was like a little kid or something. Miles got it too so bad. Like seven days of just, I forget what it's called, it's going around. But like, is it razor blade throat? Like, that one just hit the market. Oh, I'll, that's my least favorite sickness symptom is sore throat. It's like, take me out right now, like guillotine.

I was so sick for seven days. And that shit is so. And I think that like now it's like, okay, my body just finally knew it could like give the fuck out, you know, just like finally after all these months and it's like, okay, just give out. like and i i'm just so fun and that's annoying because it's like you already leave your life for a month so all the work that i can't do at home i have to do yeah and like somebody told us i think maybe emma she said that it's it's like a scientifically known fact that like people who are go go go go go go the instant that they have a vacation or a day off they get like deathly ill because

it's like your body literally like it it waits until then and you it can sense that you're like letting loose yes i think that my body just knew your defense goes down You don't have any more shows. You have a couple days. I got so sick. But then still I am having to move all this work. And it's just like whatever. I post a TikTok at the height of my illness.

I have bought every product you can possibly think of every inhaler, every steamer. I've taken a full Z pack and it didn't work. That never happens to me. A Z pack knocks my shit out. I'm so sick. And I'm literally like this is like my final. Like I'm like I'm posting a video to the internet genuinely saying like, please, like help. Like what do I do?

And all my comments are like This happened to me right before I was pregnant And then I'm posting back And I'm like, don't fucking piss me off Don't fucking piss me off today, Bryn You know, like I'm not Love the name Brin I love the name Brin

I'm not pregnant I'm not naming a child Brit I'm not pregnant Then all the comments are like Your roots look so good You should go Brunette And I was like okay At this point it's got to be rage

It's RageB I've got to just lock the phone Because I literally I could be limbless And my comments would be like Next Steps are Brunette and a baby like it's it is I don't know

you should start limiting words there's hardly any words left that you can comment on my videos that is so fine but you're protecting your peace and especially after it's like the body check it's like damn like you should be monitoring

your shit because like what the or just playing into it I think you go you know it is tacky to like to fight back with some stranger in the comments but it's like that's so unfair like she gets to make a whole video about how I

hit her. No, I think when you get in the million view flooding into your comments territory, especially with this scenario, especially this scenario. Yeah, she didn't say gave her a dirty look or something. She said, I shoved her. Yeah, like, it's like, I, I would be, I would post that me after I'm old someone. Like, I would just be playing into it. I think I am going to post it today. I want to see. I have really, I posted on my close friends. I was, I've never laughed so hard at myself. My whole little series last night. Close friends is my new. It's honestly going to help me get out of a TikTok hole, I think, because I think I needed to feel that release.

And you get the same, yeah, like satisfaction of, you know what I mean? I want to fucking go crazy, but like I don't have to do it to the million. No, Brooke's close friends have been so, they're like 10-part series lately, and I've been living for it. I think it's a really good outlook for you. But I was having the, literally a ball last night. I was cracking up at myself. No, it's, that's, there's confetti flying and you're in a maxis skirt and ballet flats

and people think that you're out here, Ronda Rousey. People are going, I know it was Brooks Schofield. She just gives me those vibes. I'm like, no. I'm giving you. Steam roller Matt Rife

Oh I'm like I've been stopped I'm just kidding Bought the Annabelle Dahl house Is he okay

Well I'm just like I'm kind of actually like Is that like worrisome I think he's gonna If it were someone Well you know me I don't even like a Ouija board I believe in all of that

And I believe in welcoming that I believe that I believe in spirits I believe making a joke out of spirits is, you know, a line, like, especially with the history of that one. Like, like, all of the things that have happened to the other people that have interacted with it or bought it or whatever. There's a whole movie franchise about based on how true that, like, if that was someone in my life that I loved and cared about, I would be like, how do you get out of escrow now? I know.

It's really crazy. I mean, it's kind of like, I don't want to say cool, but I, like, I love to see something. someone with like stupid amounts of money like that do something like so out there and it's i guess it's like even holly madison will be ghost hunting and i like don't know well that's okay but her energy is also very pure she's never done anything really like wrong like i don't i if i was anabel a woman might make me a doll i'd be kind of pissed that matt rife bought me i'd be like yo i i got a big labia my red labia is fucking god left the tag on me annabel i'd be sick. Do you think Annabelle has a tag? Um, I don't think it's out there as everybody thinks it

is though. He is like he definitely is in the ghost hunting space. He does so much of that and he's, he has for like so many years. So it's like, well, I'm just seeing comments be people being like, what the fuck like how out of left field, but it's like, do you think we should be worried? Because like, do you think if he had like a hex list? I got a little worried about that because I was like, what if she's on his team? You know? Like, what if they're, they're synced up? Then I'm next. Or, like, maybe not me. There's probably a lot of people in line before me. But, yeah, you and what are me?

Yeah. Like, I can't take down that animal. I can't even take down that girl at the Gracie Abrams concert. That is so, it's, yeah, that's wild. I'm imagining you and all the Washington, D.C. girls just suddenly have, like, a crazy rash. No, you know that, like, as shameful as it is to admit, like, that's my double-ended dildo. What? Like, that's my thing that I, like, wish I could wipe and, like, I feel so ashamed of.

Matt, right? Like that level of pettiness, it makes me like, not, I'm not a Matt Rife Apologist all of a sudden. I'm just saying like that, like taking it to that extreme. Like, I think about it often. Like, damn. I get what you're saying. I'm not beating the psychotic allegations.

Like, and you're now the type of person who would maybe potentially just not. I would never do that today. Act like that. Yeah. So it's like you don't align with that version of yourself. But I think you have to just forever remember how electric. Truly electric. That crowd is.

Washington, D.C. was. Yeah, it was a funny sentiment. I guess I just, I don't know. It just. Like, I have never seen anything like that. Like thousands just in the shirts and the way, because they, they didn't know that you were going to bring all the girls out. And like the, the seeing that amount of people have the same fucking reaction.

Like people were. You know what's so funny is one of them texted me like 30 minutes ago when I was like on my way here, this whole long thing. Saying what? Just that she's sorry that people are so many to be. But no. It was definitely exciting. It's like a funny story to tell later.

But like I do look back on like certain things and cringe. Like I cringe at the Matt Rife thing. I even sometimes cringe at the Clinton thing. I think I just did too many like serious takedowns like just like flippantly. Yeah. But I mean that's that's what canceled was. And then that's why we do say things. flippant's the word of the podcast but that's why we do say things like that you know like oh should

we delete it all or like whatever because you think about those moments yeah but like that's what like I don't like is like you can't undo anything that's that's the damage that's there's no purpose and it's there forever it happened yeah and you got to hold hands with that brook because she led you that's a bad example because like I think he made like 65 million dollars last year like it was not it was not a blow to him yeah but but like it was a win for the community of women that were It was cathartic to me at the time because I was really actually, like, very upset. Yeah. And, like, saying that is wild.

You know, God left the tag on. Yeah, I don't know. So that's another thing. I'm like, maybe I, maybe that wasn't even had nothing to do with me. Am I being crazy? Is this like when I was like, Clinton wasn't lying? No. Yeah.

You've been doing that a lot lately. You're going too far. I understand being like, I was too hard on this. I have just, like, like, guilt. Yeah. About things like Zach sang. Mm-hmm. I was just like a lot of things where I'm like, damn, I really didn't have to take it that far.

That Vanna thing, what I just said, I'll probably like cut up a little bit because it's like, now we're so well aware of the weight of the platform, you know, in the end. What used to be exciting, it used to be like, yes, send my army. Yes, and like, and that feeling of like being seen and heard, I think, like. It's feeling validated, like, feeling like people are on your team and, like, they understand what you're feeling. Yes. It was, like, exciting at the time. canceled was like the I don't know

like there are definitely other points in my life where I felt like seen and heard like even VidCon Tanacon like people rallying for me like whatever but that consistency of coming every week and talking about these crazy things that happened to you even if it was with our parents or actual just like sad things or whatever

and just this community has made us feel so fucking seen and heard across it too much like you know what I mean like just like we are the same I want to be heard quite a bit less I'm excited for that I know it's like it is just great we're beating a dead horse

this is the longest break of all time I hate that like everything leading up to the end of canceled is just about the end of canceled like what can we say that's not that I know it's just hard because it's like you want to provide this beautiful episode

but also like I'm sitting here and I'm sitting across through you and I'm like damn like you know I know it makes me really much I got like absolutely sick in Australia like I didn't think I was going to be able to make it to the show I was so, I was weeping.

Same. Like, because that last show was just, I have literally goosebumps. It was like, oh my God, it's, it was so. Like, I can, you know, you can do another podcast. I can do another podcast and we probably will. I don't, I don't anticipate ever doing, like, anything like what touring was like. You know what I mean? And just what it was, like, it's also mourning all of these versions of yourself, you know,

like how unhinged we were. We will never do anything like the beginning of those canceled tours again. Like, we will. never you know it was such a special fucking time like and it's like it's crazy it's crazy how like two things can be so true you know it's just like like how

it has to end and we've stated the reasons why at nauseam but also how sad it is and we've stated the reasons why at nauseam like you know it's funny even lately I've been like almost like having these moments where I'm like fuck do are we sure

like are we fucking I know but that's where that's where the like I'm comforted, like even if it's just to soften the blow for me, I'm like, oh, maybe in five years, Jonas Brothers get back together or two or three. Yeah. And we've, I've had it in like, whatever, I agree with that. And it's funny too, because I'll be texting you or calling you. And like, we'll have like an hour of FaceTime where we're having so much fun. And I'm like, oh my God, I don't want to end it. But then I have to remember, like, this has nothing to do with us having. It's such a huge additional element. It's such, it's the weirdest concept. Because, like,

we could run away to an island and be the best of friends. But like, there's a. There's a brawl between us on on the internet at all times yeah and it's like and it's almost weird how it'll get in your head because i'll be having a good conversation with you and i'm like oh my god i don't want this to end nothing's ending between i like us you know yeah i i get sad about this though like like you said there's elements to it where it's like it is cathartic i like to become able to come on here and talk about i how will i ever clear up that i did not steamroll that individual yeah like it's going to have to be on like ticot and that's the thing too is because i really do not want for me whatever i do next to be like canceled so then like if where am i am i even going to be the person

who is clearing things up oh my god you know what i'm going to do and i'm dead fucking serious about this by the way i got a new therapist i got a new therapist and she wasn't going to take me but she i got her from and i think they have the same therapist and they both like kind of deal dealt with like the same things i'm going through so they were like you have to take her please please like she's going to die um got a new therapist and i'm gonna get hypnotized i will get hypnotized with you and if you want to make it a video as well we can i god you want to exploit me for everything i'm just no but i'm i'm really serious about that a lot of people i know have had like really good experiences with it i know somebody who hypnotized themselves into becoming like a workout

girl and now she just like works out constantly every day she hated working out she would never go to the gym. I want to be hypnotized to like, I don't give a fuck what you think. That is so, I want to be hypnotized to stop smoking. I would love. Yeah, that's what Chelsea did. Yeah, I would love nothing fucking more than to get hypnotized. I actually don't want to do it for a video either because like me being under, it's like, I don't want people to know what exactly I even want to be hypnotized for. Like that's too much power. Yeah, like giving that exactly. I'd have to be like, and I don't want to do this, this, this and this. Yeah. Things y'all don't even know what I'm doing. Yeah. Natalie Holloway got kidnapped in Aruba, not Barbados, and I will never

stop spreading misinformation so long as I die. Really? What else did we, what else have we done wrong lately? Thank you. So funny, in that episode, I go on a whole tangent about how I want to stop spreading misinformation and then say Natalie Holloway was kidnapped. And maybe that is what I need to in the future, just a fact checker on site. Yeah, that's true. They're all tropical. Did you manifest for Lionscape Portal? I didn't, but I had like a meeting about like my book and different things. where I was like speaking out the things that I want to do you know so I guess that kind of counts that's what I did too I just talked to myself out loud I honestly wrote it down on a piece of paper and burnt it like I don't know why I'm acting like no but I think I'm so

proud of you I'm getting really woo-woo lately I know me too I like don't be surprised if I like discover God soon God's great I'm just not buying it no I'm not I'm really not like are you an atheist I'm not an atheist I'm a agnostic I'm probably like agnostic although I'm could be misinformation i don't even know what that means i believe that there's something and i talked to somebody i just don't know who you know what like my thoughts with god are in the lowest points of my life i could sit there and convince myself that i was atheist like do you know what i mean like because if you start thinking like well there's no proof or why does god do these horrible things then if god is so good and like if you really like start thinking like that i think that you can

like convince yourself but you can also go the opposite way you know what I mean that like I don't know and just like I think some things have to be a higher power and for me yeah I believe like I feel like I'm more spiritual than I am religious I am also not even that spiritual but like there are certain things where I'm like do you know what happened to me the other day so Amanda moved out across the hall obviously and I'm heartbroken over it because I'd love to have like somebody who like like a girl that I can always talk to and so I've been so sad about it and I had to film a video the other day and I like I could not find the right lighting so I ended up in like the weirdest spot like I was standing on the couch to film the video like I

the whole video I did do standing on the couch and from the couch I can see her balcony and I'm not kidding a raven that had to be 40 pounds landed on her balcony I live at smack dab in the center of Hollywood like what is a 40 pound raven it's it's not 40 pounds but it's massive I took a video of it is on the balcony and sitting there forever. It's there for like 30 minutes. I'm like, what the fuck does this mean? So I looked it up and it's like represents like transformation and major change.

And I'm like Amanda, not only did she just move out of that apartment, but like I would never be standing here to see this. Yeah. If I didn't like have to film a video right here. So I felt like I had to see that Raven. Yes. And it's like, you know,

canceled just ended and there's all these like huge major changes at once. So I'm like like I do believe in like, Stuff like that. I 100% believe in stuff like that. There was this owl that was like following me forever. But you know what's weird is that that same day I saw your story and then Isabella comes into the group chat like of just our house. Like where we really just talk about things like that are happening at the house like security and different things. And she sends a screen recording of the cameras and there's a giant raven in our lawn eating a mouse.

And she's just freaking out. you better not be eating mouse like right but like she's just freaking out like what the fuck is happening there's mouse carcass like nothing whatever but i like had just seen your story and there's never been a raven before my life by the way same same and i was like and people were sliding up and saying it was a crow but it was not a crow it was i'm not kidding it was like it was it looked like an ostrich i thought there was an ostrich on dandas balcony but how weird is that that is really weird i've never heard maybe we both got sent a candle canceled as over raven that's so raven that made me want to

cry and I have no idea why I don't know I'm I'm I'm not in a mode right now of feeling like super sad about it not that I'm like I'm trying to be very positive and like oh I'm you know when I I got fired from catch it was like actually the most devastating thing in my entire life I was so hysterical and so devastated and had that not happened I would not have any of this I would not have any money I would not have my life no 100% you had that's why you have to close the doors to the other opens it's more than nostalgic and I keep saying to people it is not that it's ending it is like you're breaking up with your fucking boyfriend and then you guys still live together and you're moving out for so long and you're whatever it's like usually we just have to

keep revisiting the sadness and the melancholy of it whereas how to just happen like you know what I mean like just sitting here I get like nostalgic because it's like you're across to you know what I think we should do I think like once every two years we should do like a four show like major comeback tour so fun and that's I'm so excited to to do things. with you at capacities that require less of like because so much of the problem too is like we we almost lived like a joint life yeah like it's like we were like conjoined twins with disagree on everything trying to like run this thing whereas like we can celebrate the fact that we disagree on everything and celebrate also all of the nuances of each other that like maybe

you know over time like you know what I mean like if you're spending every fucking second together it's like oh my god like uh but like whereas like when you film a a video together. You can appreciate those things instead. I'm loving that you're disagreeing with me right now and you're loving that I'm shitting on the floor, you know, like. And that you showed up 45 minutes. Yes.

Like it's good about that though. Yeah. I'm so excited to like even back in the day when we would like cook a random thing at my house and film just like a silly YouTube video to get to do that or even again, I've always said this across this, but like when we have our own things to have each other on and like get to utilize the beautiful thing about this that is like the content we're able to make and the conversations we're able to have. whatever, but not feel like, oh my God, my job is to show up every week and pretend every,

you know, just like. Yeah, I can't even say that anymore, though, because the amount of times I see people be like, I can't believe they have the norm to complain about that. I know, and that's not what we mean at all. I ran into a robo dog. Well, first of all, yesterday, I walk into an Nordstrom and I'm shopping around, and I see a pair of Torrey Birch thong sandals. Do you know?

I pick them up. I am so intrigued by them that I look at the price. And immediately I have this overwhelming wave of hot rush over me where I'm like, I would be the biggest hypocrite, idiot. Because I think it was on the Patreon. So I don't know if it was actually on the podcast. But like we were rating outfits or talking about something. And I was just like not really feeling the Tori Birch sandal.

And you were like dying on the hill that they were great. so then I was responding about how I still wasn't feeling it. You ended by saying I just got a pair. So now I had inadvertently like shit on these new shoes that you had just gotten that you were excited about without knowing back and forth and back and forth. And you were just like ahead of the wave. No, it wasn't that I was ahead. I was like just so unbelievably behind that it circled back. I'm not even kidding.

Because like Tori Burch, like that was the thing in like in high school for me and then into college. And like in my sorority house I was not like swear to God. like it was like a thing with like at uva you steal someone like someone steals your bike so you steal someone else's bike that was tory bear sandals like our sorority house was just like a cycle of every pair of troy burr sandals and i guess i never had that so i always looked at it as like almost that type of girl because like where i was from it's very it's like rich mom scottesdale vibes yeah and like where i was from like that wasn't like the like street wear was more of the thing at the time that that was the thing for you like type of thing but like

whatever i walk in and i almost bought a pair of torrey bird's sandals and I was like I have to formally just like brown leather logo flip flop they're so cute but I have to formally apologize to Brooke like I because I just I went in I was like I can't even swipe for these until I speak to her about this no I've done a lot of things like that to you I think sometimes you're ahead of the wave on certain things too and I don't get it until I get it we both just do that it is funny um but as I'm shopping I go over to the skim section they're having a 50 off sale at North Shore right now you better get your ass there it's sickening I was there yesterday but it was the biggest nightmare.

Oh my God. Sorry, keep going. Well, I'm shopping. And all of a sudden I hear a crowd of people go, and like chatter about something. When were you there? Yesterday, but I was at the one in Santa Monica. Oh.

Yeah. And I hear this crowd of people gasping, and then I still don't turn around. And then all of a sudden, behind me, I hear like, like mechanics. moving like something mechanical and I turn around and I see a fucking robo dog okay a robo dog and who was it Jrod was just showing us this video of this couple in Hollywood and they're right behind a couple who's walking an actual dog it's the craziest video

that Jrod took like I was like post that on TikTok like the world that's going to you need to show people that it's a couple walking like a golden doodle and then five feet behind them it's a couple dead ass walking a robot dog okay and this robo dog comes up to me right up to me and look at this wait i love that i want to talk to a robo dog can't and i feel the same way you feel about empathy for like the postmates robots and like i know that those are cute yeah it and i mean Isabella was there with me and she had opposite reaction to me where she was like this is so cute I want one. Macoa and I were horrified. Horrified. Like, it's, and it's huge. No, it's knee level. It's knee level. No, I hate that. It's knee level. It's making these weird noises. And then,

no, it's going so fast. No, it's going so fast. It's, and it's knee level. It's like this. That's AI. This could take me in a fight. It's getting on its hind legs and it's jumping. I'm scared. Isabella has the whole footage I need to like show you her. I thought it was going to look like a dog. No. And it's so scary. You have to insert that. That's so unsettling. It has a thing on it that says like, do not pet.

And this guy's walking it around. Who is going to pet it? And people are trying it. And I'm watching. And it's the most black mirror shit because I'm also watching all these people in Nordstrom crowd and film it. And then the owner's talking to them. He's in hype beast clothing, whatever.

And the robo dog keeps coming up to us. Like as we keep, like I keep watching the same thing. Like crowds. He's answering questions. People filming. And then like 10 minutes later, it'll come back up. to us because I was in there forever because of the sale, right? Yeah.

And eventually, the final time, it comes back up to us again. And now it's done all of it, the hind legs. I'm horrified of it. And people are, like, screaming. Like, it's just the most, like, black mirror, like, hysteria thing I've ever seen. So the guy's standing with the dog, and he's just, like, one of those guys, you know, the same guys who have the cyber trucks, just hell yeah, about it, like, you know? And I'm like, this might be my only opportunity to ask these questions.

So I'm like, sir, can I ask you a couple questions? And Isabel is filming, but I'm like, this is not for the vlog. I'm like, where did you buy this? You know what I mean? Why did you buy this? Like, who do you think the main consumer is? What is people's main reaction? Like, because I'm so off put by it that I'm like, well, I want to understand more.

You know what I mean? He told me a couple nice sentiments about how it's helping blind people walk. Like some people get that for that. And I'm like, that's an amazing use for that, right? But then he tells me. And mind you also, I'm asking this man, I'm like, what's people's main reaction to this robo dog? He looks to me dead. eyes and he goes people's main reaction is what the hell he he sounds like the guy who gave me mouse

and not even just like what he him saying that being the problem but being like he he's right people's main reaction is probably what the hell he and where the fuck are we going societally what the fuck and so then he tells me something this is by far the most off putting thing he goes yeah but it's actually kind of a side hustle for me and I go why and he goes these data companies These big data conglomerates are paying him money to go walk around to heavily populated areas in Los Angeles. Have like Nordstroms and malls and see the public reaction. I look at my like I can't even handle it. These data companies pay him like pennies, you know what I mean?

But like to go walk around and just see how the public reacts to his robo dog. I love it. How do I sign it? how the okay cool great side hustle why where where are we got where we headed someone's going to get caught for murder or something like that I'm booking a flight it's going to be like oh but it's recorded on the robodog that's what I'm that's literally what I'm saying and it's so it's just like it's so weird that these data companies want that like society they want everything reactions to robots and that I was like I'm going to Hawaii you just will never

see a robo dog on Maui and that's why I love Maui so much I my escrow finished Yay! I am a Maui homeowner. Oh my God, congratulations. That's so insane. The fact that you bought an L.A. home and a Maui home in the same year is amazing. Well, I have to sell a lot of hole. And you know what I mean?

The Maui home, like, there's a lot of reasons why it's, it ended up being a really great investment and stuff and working out. And I was spending too much money on going there. And I don't plan on stopping. I plan on building my life there. And, yeah, you know, but I'm, I can't even believe it. And it's so weird because my escrow is like, done and I get the keys soon and all of it's done but for some reason even talking about it makes

me feel uncomfortable because I like don't want to jinx it yeah I have a history of like talking about things before they come true but if it's finished it's finished I know I guess I just it's also very fucking weird like obviously with buying my house here like you're touring it a bunch and you're so involved and then you're moved I moved from my home to this home you know what I mean like it was so clear in my head like I bought this house and it's mine like I toured this twice and then had to like keep touring it over face time and like I'm in Australia doing inspections over face time hoping they're going well like it's just like until I'm like sitting in it on the floor with the keys I feel like it's like what do you mean that's really I mean it's so cool I'm just really

excited to like start you know I that last trip really did like make me realize how much of my life is there and it's it's going to be so nice I feel like you're just going to be so much happier especially you just not even have to think about like logistics and stuff when you go you just go and you go it's your place yeah and i'm just i'm so excited too for that like whatever to be able to just like sit on the floor of that place and talk about what i want and just like you know like just be a little more free and like have that life i can't wait for you to come too like i oh my god i can't wait either i haven't been to hawaiian so long let's go was the last time with me yeah yeah with bb our double date yes our double date it was you macombia me and bb oh okay

Oh, when I was, I just wanted to tell you quickly when I was at the, I was at the grove the other day and they were having an influencer event for this young TikToker. I think her name is like Emery or something. She's just $2.5 million on TikTok. I've, you, you would think that Justin Bieber himself was doing a concert at the Grove. Girls were, they were, they slept over at midnight that night they started lining up. They slept over. It was a line completely around the grove all the way through. It was the most insane thing I've ever seen. I don't even. I don't know. It was like a company that had done a collab with her. It was a hoodie company. The first 90 people in line got a free hoodie. And so they literally spent the night 12 hours to get a free hoodie. It was the most insane thing I've ever seen. And I'm like, I'm so overwhelmed because I'm like, oh my God. Like this is, it was all like, just crazy young girls running around and stuff. But I was so unbelievably humbled when I'm standing in Nordstrom. And I figure out that like a bunch of these little girls are running around doing. Did you ever do like scavenger hunts at the, mall? No, I did stealing hunts. Oh, okay. But we used to do like scavenger hunts like similar

similar to like I think that movie sleepover or something where you would like like, you know, you have to go take a picture on the IMac in the Apple store doing this. Oh, that's so cute. I want to do that now. Can we do that? It would be so fun, but they're running around the grove and their objective, they're going, they have to take a photo with an influencer. They have to find an influencer and take a photo with them. They're running around looking everywhere. They look right at me. Keep running. I'm like, ah. no I was so devastated no my gosh I've officially fallen off no no no just they're so young I almost volunteered myself oh I'm like no seriously no way they would I swear to God and I was like I was

really making myself known because I was having an insecure day okay after fucking Gracie Abramskate I'm literally going like they're like nothing here that's so funny that's so funny I want to go to the grove are you so happy to be home oh my god i well no to be honest i'm not but really i'm in a weird space right now i'm the week before my period the same like i'm just going through it a little my medications are still off i don't even know if i've talked about that on canceled but did you guys know that you can have a separate manufacturer for the same exact drug and it can be up to 20% different of a medication and i found that out the hard way when my two most important medications that literally keep me on planet earth were both a different color and different shape the day that

I was to leave for Australia, another country where you cannot get medication, well, the same medications. So I had to just start fresh new medication, like new, very imperative, like mood stabilizer, antidepressant on an Australian tour, okay? Oh my God. No, I'm still adjusting. I felt for you so hard because like when I open that pill bottle to blue Adderall, I'm like, well I didn't I didn't bye I just assumed you know it's the same drug whatever but I looked into it and it's like specifically the two drugs that I was dealing with were like they can it can vary up to 20% and if it's varying up to 20% bad like you know what I mean it's one thing if it's 20% better I didn't I had to look into it because I was I was really feeling so bad that I was like scared I was like oh my god like I don't know like what is something's seriously going on so I looked into it and the things were like I was like could can you switch manufacturers for this drug and they go absolutely not do not do that and i don't know how it was overlooked by like a pharmacist or whatever but completely different shape completely different also limictal the the like important drug it like kills people like if you stop taking it one day

you start having like seizures so you're just forced to take this medicine that's making you feel so fucking different i couldn't i couldn't just go oh my god wellbutrin and limikto have crazy withdrawals so like i couldn't even stop i was like oh my god these are making me crazy and i cannot stop it was crazy so now I'm still adjusting but now I can't are you still on the bad one yes because now you know I like I don't even know what it does to you if you like switch back that quickly I think that's like I literally I've gone on tendons about this and big pharma and it's so fucking wild even like recently Meg went to pick up my prescription I am so heavy on blue versus orange I think the same thing it makes me 20% different my blue I can't I don't even take

them I have a bottle of untext why are there hieroglyphics on this pill and why does it make me want to fucking color code my pores. Like, I can't. Like, I literally, it would make me want to sit here with the fibers of the rug. It's the most tweaky shit. And the orange one makes me not have ADHD and makes me productive. And they're the most different drugs ever. She goes to get them for me.

She brings them to me. I open the pill bottle. It's blue. I just discussed with my doctor. He relayed to the pharmacy, like, please only fill it if it's orange. So Meg's assuming that she's picking up the correct prescription. She brings it to me. I open it.

It's blue. that's not on my doctor that's not on Meg that's not whatever like what the pharmacy was told they still filled it you can't make a return why can't you why can't I go back there once you walk out of the pharmacy no matter how you feel about it it's yours I want to return this like I'm at Nordstrom fucking rack I don't want it

after I saw the Tylenol murders I understand why they're not taking returns but at the very least like replace it with something but then it's like oh now they have all this controlled substance just out on the out on the town it's just fucked it's hard but it is I think different colors should be treated as different drugs. I really do because maybe somebody else feels the way I feel about.

I've been on 300 milligram whilebutrin since I was 16, 17. And it has been a white, a thick white pill my entire life. Why is it suddenly red? Yeah. It's never been red. Nobody's taking red wellbutrin. Yeah. What the hell is this?

I don't get it. It pisses me off so fucking bad, genuinely. But I'm not like, I still, because I can't even take it. And then I'm just on medicated. yeah it's awful and it's hard because then you feel like a fucking crackhead being like give me the orange pills yes but it's like no like i literally need them to function uh it's so trust me oh my god and it just there was once a time where you could buy things from people and we're no longer in that time as well you know you could call somebody up and buy some orange pills

no i used to buy adderall from a guy who's in prison now and i used to literally look at it and be like that's not adderall and he'd be like it pretty much is i would still take it like That's say, yeah, 100%. Like that's meth. He gave me meth and I did it. Yeah. Pressing it in his, I remember those and they'd have white specks. It looked like a, it was like, it looked like a natural, but it was like bigger.

Yeah. And thicker and like, what did you do to that? You'd break it and there'd be white specks. There's no white specks in an orange pill that you're buying from the pharmacy. But I was so desperate at the time. Yeah. I couldn't, I didn't have insurance. So it's really hard out here for a lot of reasons.

So many. That is all I have. Should we play our game or no? Oh my God! So you guys, obviously, first of all, we wanted to give you guys a longer episode today. And we will, we saw the, I saw your comments, and we will be dressing in funeral attire, right?

For the last episode. I will. I'm going to get a black bail. Yes, I think, oh, that's cuck we should. And like the photos, that's fun. That's, what did you say? You already have one? I said copycat. Oh, I'm just kidding.

But we wanted to make today's episode longer for you. And obviously, we did want to come back and make sure the second to last episode was just, OG canceled vibes and talk about things and whatever. But we are also reminiscing and we had Devin help us make this very fun game. And Devin, correct me if I'm wrong and you're probably going to have to walk me through how to do this. I forgot to touch on the fact also that Oscar put Shart Survival Kit behind me because I shart here, but I digress. I don't even know if that was a shart.

I think that was a full-blown doll. Yeah, I agree with that. Devin has made a list of quotes that have been said on the canceled podcast and will be left up on the internet for eternity and we are going to try to guess who said them. Thank you. We have an entire list. Jake Shane, Chelsea Handler, Trevor Moran, Sophia Franklin, Camilla Araujo,

Trescia Pettish, Jelly Roll, Paige Cameron, Bryce Hall, Jeffrey Starr, Trevor Wallace, Megan Trainor, Tana Mojo. Do you know this in a different order? I was reading from the bottom. Bunny X-O. Josh Peck, Whitney Cummings, Jojo Siwa, Brooks Schofield, Ty Collins, Jeff Wittick,

Amari Stewart, Hannah Burner, Kayla Malick, Matt Rife, Ari Aguire, and Leah Ketep. Who are the honorable mentions of who was left off? Lila Gibney, or no. Lila's not on it, or she's on it. Oh, she would have been so good. Chris Olson. Chris Olson.

Leo Skeppy. Ashley Schwann. Zane and Heath were on the canceled podcast. Yeah. Oh, episode. I remember that actually, my bud. I was really excited about it. Oh, you were there.

Isn't that so funny Invisible String? Devin worked for them and was there. Invisible String as fuck. How crazy is that? Oh, my God. Were you there when we did their podcast? When we did their high podcast? No, I should have been.

I don't remember you either. I was. Well, that's because I wasn't. I was so high that I went completely mute. We should get high together soon. Off camera. I think I'm going to work on my brain. I guess that's fair.

Okay, I'm actually upset, though, because I thought I was going to. to nail this game and I've already looked at the first few and I have no clue. Devin is so kind to have linked this in the description. So if you want to play with your girls, we would love that. I'm trying to find one. I shit my pants so crazy one time because of a taco that I tried from Tana's tacos. I'm going to venture to say, that's you.

Could that be me? Am I on here? Yes. Because that would have to be you, Amari, or tie. Ari was there too. Oh, Ari was there. Okay. But I, like, have just a strong feeling this was you.

I have a strong feeling that was me. Okay, I'm, like, taking this really fucking seriously. Fuck, I'm, like, 90% of these, I'm like Whitney Cummings. Oh, Honorable mentioned to Tim Dillon, too. He's not on here. And we love you, Tim Dillon. I'm really making some progress. I hope you're moving quickly. Well, don't be fucking rude.

Okay, I'm done. Okay, hold on. I know that when you finished the math times tables, you'd flip your paper so loud. And it was, like, it literally could be heard next door. Yeah. So, I'm sorry, I'm gonna'n't

I'm gonnae'n't I'm gonna'n't I'm gonna'n't I'm gonna'n't know. I'm gonna. And... ...and... ...and...

...and... I'm ready. Okay. And mine looks like how I was in school, like erasing in circles. I'm trying to think how, look at how similar ours. They do look kind of similar. Like this is the heavy section. Okay, let's go.

Okay, let's do it. Okay, perfect. Oh, we'll see it. Oh, Devin, thank you so much. That's like fucking, okay, wait, before you play it, that's like fucking air dropping sex right there. My final answer was Hannah Berner. My final answer was not right.

I can't even believe I'm saying this. un-canceled this is like really actually i i can bible say this is the worst sexual story i've ever told on this podcast like it is just so excited for this so unsnecable no because i went back and forth it sounds it sounds just like him it's so funny we've been talking about the double-ended dildone of course it's the first episode look how dark my hair was that is like 10 inch long wait double-ended can no i can't believe i've been talking about that being the whole reason i ever made that comment this whole podcast and then it's this fucking clip why would it ever black hair oh guess where it goes oh no puts it in my ass and then i put it in his ass

like a scissoring fucking air dropping sex you guys were human centipeding like like we like we're like in a scissor like because my legs are like this in the egg yeah i'm deleting this episode but like you know what also the face app it going to me so fucking face apt in the thumbnail i feel like Trevor didn't even want to be there for that episode too that That was the energy I got the whole time. No, we were just so wildly underprepared. Like, we would always do that. Like, hey, want to come be a guest on our podcast?

And then they'd show up and we'd be like, so, uh, what do you want to talk about? It's so funny because when I read this quote, my first, this is like going against your gut. My gut said, that's like fucking air dropping. That's the most Trevor Wallace cadence. Me too, but I could hear the same thing coming out of Matt Ripes now. I had another quote that superseded. Like I thought 100% would be Trevor Wallace. Wallace. There's no double quotes in here.

I'm really excited to, like, the other quote to me was more Trevor Wallace. But, like, I wrote it first. I knew it. And who did I put again? Who'd you put? Not right. I put Hannah burner. Okay. Okay. Second quote says, you know what, honey? If you were to be seen with me, I promise it would make your career so much better. I felt like this one, like, could only really be one person based on my list. Uh-huh. It was Jeffrey Moran. Oh. I remember.

point for Tana we will be keeping a score yes yes yes yes and he's like well I just feel like this would ruin my career yeah I literally said to him mind you I still had more followers and I'm so like gagged but I literally go you know what honey I'm like if you ever were to be seen with me I promise the honey is what got me so I venture to read it yeah that's so crazy to be so conditioned to like and I know Jeffries I think that like my clothing brand it's gonna go under and I'm like you're You're literally insane. She ate with that.

The honey, the honey got me. I could read it in Trebys. But also, like, that might just be Trebys. Yeah, but like, every time I get one wrong, I'm like, oh, that means another that's wrong down the line. You know. I didn't even think about that. Who had their period last? I struggled with this one a lot because I think every single person on this list would say it.

I put Megan Trainor. I put, I had Megan Trainor written down for a while. My final answer was Ty Collins simply due to process of elimination. I don't think Ty said it. I like vaguely remember talking about our periods with Megan Traynor. Yeah, and every other female guest we've ever had. Yeah, that's true. It just doesn't feel right to me.

I don't care. I don't give a fuck. JoJo Cua should not have a kid tomorrow. No. I don't know. She's probably more qualified than you and I. Well, I think you're just forced to change when that baby pops out, whether you're ready or not. That's true.

So she will have to be ready if that's what. I guess so. Who had the period last? That felt too obvious. That's actually what every straight man thinks this podcast is absolute guaranteed. I need to get minor. I'm knocked up shit. Do you not get periods because birth control?

I don't take birth control. You just rolling the dice. Did you know that? Did you know that birth control makes you attracted to different types of men? If people can be in a relationship for like 10 years and then go off birth control and suddenly they're repulsed by their husband. Duh. I know.

We should have known. Because Jeff would have stupid. I jumped the gun and I'm going to fail this test. like fuck and oh my god i didn't even but that one i just because i was reading it girly i was reading it like asking the girls and like it's it's it duh it's jeff wittick saying that in silence because that's his bit that that's all we talk about and like this is just reaffirming his bit because we both chose women all right chose tie but that's a woman uh if you want the girl next door go next door who did you put i chose lea katep fuck i put bunny

I bunny was my other option I think it's one or the other and I think you might be right I mean you guys still have to have fun just because you guys aren't role models for little girls doesn't mean that you guys aren't human and doesn't mean that we all have a fucking dark sense of humor and are morbid

you know like want to know weird shit I think that's it though that's always kind of in my thing is it's like listen I'm not here to be your like Betsy Ross but like you know be yourself if you want the girl next door go next door you know like I don't say that enough Yeah, literally, a new catchphrase.

I think I stole it from somebody. I think it was on a meme. Duh. Fucking duh, bunny said that I was so back and forth, but I couldn't find one fitting for Leah Ketab. She might actually be the person who doesn't have one the more I'm thinking about it on this list. It's funny, you say that.

Next quote. If a dude is not leop bombing me to a certain degree, I'm like, fuck this dude. I put Leah Ketab for this one. I put. Well, I wasn't on that episode. Who the fuck did I put? I'm wrong because Devin

didn't have any sort of reaction. I put Sophia Franklin. By the way, I'm the queen of doing that shit. And I really, really, like, want to stop doing that. Where was this energy six years ago? Where was this energy tonight? Because I'm fucking clenching my asshole. No, so if I get up and have to go like bubble over there, just know it's, I did this for you.

You have a replacement. Yeah. I'll fully support tiny tanning. Oh, man, I love that. Brooke keeps getting a Reddit thread saying that she's like mean to me. Everyone says I'm too mean to Tannis. now I have this tan. If I feel like saying something, me and I can just talk to this one.

Oh, you talk to her. You're not like hurting it. Well, sometimes I'm like, pins in it. Sometimes I stop her. Yeah. She's so cute and she's what matching me. No, but I think that's so interesting what you just said about the love bombing because if a dude is not love bombing me to a certain degree, I'm like, fuck this dude.

Me too, because I'm like, bye. You can go a whole day without talking. And what is wrong with you? Because if that's the problem here right now, that's scary. Excuse me. Let me rephrase. I thought it was perfect the way you said it. You're like changing your answers right now. Can I just say, Brooke, you shouldn't say that you should have thought harder because we are just, we're two to one.

The face tune in the thumbnails is really killing me. Like that is like literally, that's so funny. Like you saw how I looked in that episode. Can I say on record, I think that that is the drunkest I've ever been on the canceled podcast? Oh yeah, because we had filmed an episode already. Mm-hmm. No. Was it your birthday episode?

And I feel a crooked conversation. I don't know because this night, like, I'm pretty sure I did an eight ball after this. I remember us filming an episode prior and then getting more and more drunk as we were talking to Sophia to where it was like, oh, she's not even hardly speaking. No, like we were shit-faced for this episode. Like, I don't remember it at all. I remember one flash and only because I have a photo of it. Like, this might be the drunkest I ever was on the canceled podcast. Okay, next one.

Have you ever cremated someone or had to do it? Who'd you put? Paige Cameron. I wanted to put Paige Cameron in, but I didn't. I put Josh Peck. I don't know why. No, that's not a bad answer. That's not about answer.

Someone that's just like butt-fucking him in death because he had them do his body face down. Do you want to be buried? I don't want to be buried. What do you want to be? Cremated. I don't even care what, honestly, as long as you don't put me in a hole. I really want my friends to smoke me or snort me.

Like a line of me or like you put, me, so I wouldn't mind being cremated. Some things you just shouldn't, like... Yeah, but what do you have to test it for fentanyl? Yes. You have to do the testing stress. But you shouldn't be able to waterboard that information out of me. Like, don't tell people that. Have you ever cremated anyone or had to do it?

No. Oh, I don't know. I had, I just had to do it. My mom passed and I, cremating is not, no one prepares you for, it shows up in a box. Aw, I just remember how excited we were for that day. I know we walked across the street to pink taco and we're like oh my god we had Whitney Cummings on our podcast and we're so happy I don't know why that one made me emotional because I oh my god I'm crying oh my god I'm crying oh this is a really sweet thing to be doing because it does

just take you back to the places that you are and I remember us at that pink taco and that was really sweet okay I'm sobbing um I did not think that was Whitney coming they had eight other quotes like that one like it's not even like oh fuck I knew better like I wow I'm shocked yeah same I love you because we had no reason to connect and it just happened. I said Megan Trainor. I said Jojo C-Wall. And then Josh Peck was my second guess. I will say because I was 50-50.

But I said Megan Trainor. You're my favorite guest. You really are. Stop. I love you guys so much. I love you because we had no reason like to connect and it just happened. No, we had a reason. Are you kidding?

I saw you posting your cat. We had no reason. That's how, that's literally how we, like, I'm not kidding. I think I DM'd you. And I was like, I love your cat or something. Oh, yeah. Oh, that's sweet. I still talk to her about her cats every day.

She has three fosters right now. And I like just, I loved, I remember the feeling, like, certain episodes we would film and afterwards you have a feeling. I'm just like, God damn. Like, I love this shit. That was so good. I remember we were like walking Hannah out of the house and we sat and talked with her. Yeah.

She's just like, you could talk to her forever. You fucking love Hannah Burner. I did not. I didn't think. And that's so. so Hannah like I love you because like that's so like saying that before something funny like like that is so her um I'm an idiot I'm we're never going to get anything right ever again because like the more that we get wrong like you know you can always go back but you can't

always go forward I put jelly roll I put jelly rule too I've been told j bad and I tell everybody yes I'm gonna come up on hard times you know I'm like and O-Fing it up again you know like but for right now it just doesn't serve a purpose in my life I love I hate to always drop a quote but my father used to always say I love it. I'm loving. He's literally like this all the time. My father used to always say, uh,

you, you can always go back, but you can't always go forward. Yep. And that's like a philosophy in life. Yeah. You know, if you start walking into the forest,

you can always turn around and walk back out of the forest. There might not always be the chance to go forward. Yep. So if you got a chance to go forward, go forward. Damn. Damn. I have the same reaction.

God damn. I love jelly roll. No one is like him. He's the, obviously, no one's like him. him. And that was another one where it was just so, I remember that that one wasn't after that we freaked out, but I remember the weeks of anticipation that we were like, oh my God, jelly

rolls coming on. And I remember how much like almost praise in our real lives that we received for that episode. Yeah, I feel like people really took it seriously. They were like, wow, that's really special that you were able to get them on. Yes. And just Bunny, I love you so much Bunny. And that just that was such a cool moment. And one of my favorite episodes of this podcast, I'm not on all the PR list like the other girls I'm on half okay I have a quick question for for everyone in the room can I start cheating like because now I know that my nail no but like don't you think like now it's like now you can guess based on like what we know if you say what your true guess is now but I want to put a star next to it when I get it right this time this is Jeffrey star to

me now this was Jeffrey to me always I'm writing Jeffrey before I know it's Jeffrey and I'm giving myself a point No, no, no, no, no. Serena Williams launched a line in Alta, a makeup line. None of you have tried it or heard of it, have you? It's like tennis ball packaging. Like, what? It's all hot green.

Is it? Like tennis ball. Okay. At least you've committed to her. But did you know it existed? No. Exactly. And I feel like I couldn't miss hop.

Even though we get our makeup done, I'm still a consumer and I do my own makeup all the time still. And I love the PR list like the other girls. I'm on half. Do you think you just get marked off every time you say something bad about a product? No, no, no, no. There's brands that they love the critiques and they can handle it. And there's a core. There's core people like Elf and Patrick Taugh and people that they're not afraid of

the pretend controversy of, ooh, whatever. They just, they want to know my opinion. It's so cool watching all these clips and going back to those moments. I feel like I read that one in Jeffrey. Like, I'm not like the other girls, very Jeffrey, very like, an iconic thing to say. What a crazy day. What a crazy day. Okay.

So I put half a star for that one. I just want you to know that because I did have my head in the right place afterward. Who'd you put originally? Tofia Franklin. Oh. Sometimes when I'm breaking up with someone, I'm just doing this for all women. Who'd you say? This was the last one that I could fill in, and I put you, honestly.

I just didn't even end, but I know you didn't say that because, like, why would you say that? You never break up with anyone ever. Chelsea Handler said that. I will be putting a point for myself. No. I'd like to make my first experience with everything my last experience if it's not positive. God, that's amazing. I don't want to learn the same lesson over and over again.

I'm here to learn all the lessons. So, like, once I get one, like, it's like when you get rid of, like, you know, like bad relationships in your life, it's like you elevate yourself to a higher set of standards. And then there's another level that you can get to. And then another level. So, like, I think it life like that. Like, let's keep getting higher and let's keep setting the standards higher because then what you attract is higher.

Higher. And that's the way to look at life. I feel like I dated the same caliber of person in a different. skin suit. Exactly. You know, like a thousand times. Which is what many of us do. That's very typical.

So to break that pattern, to be a cycle breaker is what it's called, is really important. Not only for you, but for all the people around you and all the women around you, you know, it's good to like, sometimes when I'm breaking up with someone, I'm like, I'm just doing this for all women. You know, like, this isn't acceptable for any women, I, any woman, I'm going to fucking do it. Sucks because I knew that she said that, but I had something else that was so confident that she said.

That's so cool watching that. so funny out of all of these I remember them in like certain moments and stuff but I could paint that from memory like watching it I can go right back there just that's the best it's the best day of my life I can't believe we got her ever my mental is in hell right now I need to build it back up for sure I guessed Josh Peck I think it might be Jake Shane I want to change my answers well who did you guess I could also be Ari Aguire I put Trevi oh but now I think I mean, like, is it me? I don't think I would say in hell.

I feel like you wouldn't say my mental. My mental? I would say that. My mental. My mental is in how right now? You'd say like my mental health. If we were talking about our mental, I'd be like, oh, my mental is in. Oh, that's fair.

Like, just love island also like the therapy pack out. Thank you. But you know what? I don't want theirs. So I'm definitely, actually, I'm not. to need eight life coaches and a psych ward yeah get that i can't i can't bucking imagine i mean at least damn you did come out of it like and overall the reception is good but still you've got to make sure your mental's right being able to handle all of that no my mental is in hell right now i need to i'm

to build it back up for sure like coming out and and no i can't but the thing is the things that are helping are my supporters like all i was staring out was that sickening dress i want and i need it um that It doesn't count. She always has a good dress. Yes. It's funny the other day I was on Deepop and they had, someone was selling the yellow dress with the photo of her. They were like, Leah could have yellow dress. And I was like, should I buy this dress?

That makes sense. That makes sense now. I don't know what I had for her before. Oh, if you want the girl next door, go next door. Let's get to the bottom of this right now. You're definitely fucking Jeff Wittick. Who did you say? Bryce Hall.

I said Bryce Hall. Ooh, I like your mullet. You like it? See, everyone in TikTok hates it, though. They hate the mullet. Who hates your mullet? I'm in the mullet vibes for Daddy Jeff. not for Bryce, but still.

Daddy, Jeff, what a different time. Are you jealous? You guys fucking? No. You guys are fucking. No, we're not. It's okay if you are. Hi, Bryce.

Hi. Let's get to the bottom of this right now. You're definitely fucking Jeff Whittick. I'm not fucking Jeff Wittick, but I'll be there soon. Really? You think he's down? I have a hunch. I don't think he's down.

Okay, well, his hard cock said otherwise. Wow. I'm just kidding. Shit. What did I say? He said his hard cock said otherwise. Oh my God! It was hard.

That should have been the cold. That's so crazy and more crazy is the fact that... Oh my God, the thumbnail. Like, just everything about this is like so crazy. My outfit, my filler, my hair color, everything was done. Because this is one of the like first 10 episodes. Yeah, and this also wasn't even the episode that he was like physically on. He like randomly showed up halfway through this episode and just like jumped in.

And we were going to an after-party event after this. That's why I was wearing that god-awful black-and-white outfit. There is so many things I wish I could tell that girl. There's so much wrong with this. It's so funny, too. Like, if I could just tell her, like, who she'd end up fucking, like, and just, like, all the things. Like, how, boy, I mean.

So funny. That's how I feel about, like, at that time, I was sobbing, sobbing, sobbing over Joe. Uh-huh. Bless his heart. You're engaged to Joe's best friends. They're not best friends, but they're definitely friends, and they're definitely in the same friend group.

It's like watching that feels like watching a fucked up TV show. Like the Trevor Wallace one and stuff, and like those feel like an old episode. That is like who is that? His hardcock said otherwise, you're going to say on your podcast, on your, seriously on your podcast. And then you're like, oh my God,

why can't I work with Coca-Cola? and then you're doing so much Coca-Cola and I just wow oh bought my dad a car bought my mama car bought myself two cars I think this is Camilla this is Camilla this is Camilla Storm yes I don't like when I get a point and you also get that same point I then I was like I'm not the car girl anymore I was done but just in time for me to get one yeah you you you are the final car at least you got your you are the final car and now we're hey hey wait low key bought my dad a car bought my mom a car what my cell She's like, you're already the car girl.

Like, low-key, eh? My mom's like, you guys are slang. I just can't get over you walking in here. She says, I'm going to do a small little giveaway. I'm going to give away a car. I go, small little giveaway. I love that. She's gorgeous.

The foot blur. I love Camilla so fucking much, more than anything in the world. That's my baby for real. I've a really hard time standing on business, and I'll be in his bed in approximately two weeks. I said Ari Martin. I said Paige. I don't picture her saying standing on business. But for some reason I do, like, feel like I remember her saying this.

I think that it's 100% page and you're about to get a point without me. I hope. If they're taking Molly in, like, a camp occasional way at 35, like, okay. But if they're, like, taking Molly all the time at 35, then yes, that's the biggest red flag ever. What is the camp occasional way? Like, a Peggy Google concert? They have a good job. Everything is fucking.

Their life is in order. They don't have any addictive tendencies problems. And then they go to, like, a music festival with their friends and they take Molly. Yeah, or like they go to Burning Man. Nope, that's always wrong. But if you don't like Burning Man, they take their cyber trucks to Burning Man. Oh, no. But you know what?

All this to say, I have a really hard time standing on business and I'll probably be in his bed in approximately two weeks. Oh, my God. I like, sometimes I just want to, like, chain you to something. Ah, HR violation. I won't. Yeah, this episode's very triggering for me. I got in a lot of trouble for this episode. One reason completely valid. The other reason, like, really frustrated me.

first reason was I said that I didn't know those people I said like you were talking about someone broke up and I was like no one knows what you're talking about Vincent and Sam yeah and you're like I don't know those people no I said no one knows because you were like no one knows those people I didn't say no one knows them I said what you're talking about like you're talking about like you're talking about video that whatever but shutting me down it doesn't matter I should have never said that but at the end of this episode I was like we need to wrap it up and everyone's like Brooke is so desperate to get out of there like she's so miserable like blah blah blah but we had a meeting. in line for like they were we were like an hour late so i was like we have to go to the meeting greet but then everyone's like brook hates our job no that's that episode and we said some we were talking about chapel ron wrong takes that episode actually did like it was like bad episode but i love the episode like it just certain things maybe yeah i do think this was me i think i shit my my pants so crazy one time because i would say that like so crazy who did you put i put me okay i think you said it. Mr. Beast has a burger, David Dobrick has pizza.

This background is so sick. I'm going to do Tanna's tacos, right? Yeah, that I'm meeting with all these chefs and whatever, and I decide that obviously if I'm going to have a taco restaurant, it has to be like tanified, right? Hot Cheetos and everything, Koso and everything, 5,000 calories a fucking item. And it wasn't even just that.

Like, we were going in and tasting and curating all the fucking food. Oh, I remember they were bringing it to, we like at the time, I mean, we were like sitting and like trying everything. I shit my pants so crazy one time. So because of a taco that I tried from Tanna's tacos. Essentially, that was the thing is it was like I got to the final steps. Like we had graphics. We were going to figure out like where the storefronts were like, everything was completely ready.

I'm tweeting like big things coming next fucking week. And after like months of back and forth on these tacos, I get to the final product of what I think is the best menu ever, best meal ever. And I bring it to all my friends. And every single person contracted GERD, food poisoning galore. It's so funny because I remember thinking that because of how beautiful the background was and just that we were in Hawaii, that this was going to be like our biggest performing episode of all time. So I'm like, I'm just going to be like Drake and Lo Yadi. Yes, literally.

I was like, this is going to be like Drake and Lil Yoddy. And so my egotistical ass titles that canceled podcast Hawaii edition. I don't know why the. fuck you think you have it like that you're not the ovan you're not jo rogan you're not whatever and then it like doesn't do that well and like the amount of strife we were touring locations for days me and macoa like it's just we fly out oscar we flew out oscar we went to a home depot before to like get those chairs for staging like oh my all of this shit and then it just like is one of the lowest performing i also had to purchase an additional week in

Hawaii to stay there. Yes. But it is so beautiful. Like most beautiful background ever, but just like Tanna-Marie. The only designer thing I bought two months ago and it was my fucking diesel bag. Who'd you say? Kayla Malick. Me too.

Damn it. I know. I'm upset that like the ones that are obvious. Hearing we were talking, I think that this was off-camera before, but like you're so smart with your money and you're like, just, I'm so happy that you're like reaping the benefits, you know? Yeah, no, I'm too scared to like, I, the only designer thing I've ever bought was like two months ago and it was my like fucking diesel bag like yeah be careful it's a

slippery slope no but it's it's good to it's good to treat yourself but she's so right i didn't even believe in it like literally six months ago was like that's the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard like why would you ever spend money on that and then something along that i don't know what that might have been my influence honestly and i'm sorry i love kaila malick so much you see her new knockers oh yeah she said they were inspired by me and she's never gotten more hate for anything in her life it's so funny because i forgot i wanted to talk to you about the fact that i got offered a boob job and like hear your your thoughts on it you don't need a boob job you have amazing boobs i just it's free it's so crazy i'm not doing it that's not that's not a thing

you know like when you when you see something's on sale and you're like oh it's two hundred dollars off of five hundred dollars and you're like yes you buy it and you're like oh i just saved two hundred dollars but like no you spent three hundred fucking percent i'm like and i and i know that there are past versions of me who would have just done it i'm not doing it but it's so crazy i want big knockers i've had no education i got my GED from a guy named Ron in Silver Lake. Whitney Cummings. I said, oh, wait, it can't be Whitney Cummings.

I said, Trevor Wallace. Okay, fine. I decided that I thought this quote was so Trevor Wallace, and I know it's not, so I'm excited. Like, there's the West, like, suburb, this is very American, but, like, suburban straw, or, like, the way we approach education, or the nuclear family, like, the way we set up families. Why do I live our daily lives?

okay is has become like predominant in most of not most of the world but the united states canada most of europe like it's just it looks similar in the way of life and then there's different civilizations but at that time like of recorded history like those were the major civilized civilizations and they were the ones who were making like scientific breakthroughs governmental breakthroughs like the greeks invented like government basically right and like I guess so do I. A way of ruling things. Okay.

Yo, check me. I was a kid actor. I've had no education. I got my GED from a guy named Ron in Silver Lake. Feel free to come after him if you're mad. But to the Roman Empire, Caesar. That's, I want to actually apologize to Josh Peck because Josh Beck is that funny. And in my head, I was looking at all the joke ones and thinking comedians.

And then I gave Josh Peck the like bad mental one. Aw. And it's like, no, Josh Peck is that fucking funny. I love you, Josh Pack. I love Josh Pack. So much. Even Xanax, I can't sleep on. From now on, I'm just going to be wrong completely because all of these are people that have already been said.

Who'd you guess? I said you. I actually said, wait. Whitney. I am pretty sure it's me. You always have really bad insomnia? I knew this. I know I know this.

Have you found anything to fix it? I smoke before bed. That's the only thing that gives me like a chance of getting some sleep. but no melatonin like magnesium it's Xanax no uh even Xanax I can't sleep one no I know I know that an omnia for a little bit and now I'm just up off the Xanax like on hinge saying wild shit I've only taken it a couple of times I just I don't I don't want to take anything I can possibly get addicted to because like your personality I can convince myself that I'm reliant on it yeah yeah I mean I'm already that way that way with weed for

sure I mean I I won't even try to go to bed without weed if I don't have weed to help me fall asleep i'm like i'm so fucked what the debrief after this podcast might go down in history as one of the most like where a guest leaves and we're like what the fuck just happened i have never felt stranger because it's like yeah it doesn't matter what i mean we've we've discussed like obviously why that's a sentiment yeah and i'm worried about annabel like honestly let the guy rest yeah that's look at that thumbnail why did we and based on that thumbnail alone he's not in the episode. Yeah, like, what, what is this thumbnail, sincerely?

That's so funny. I would have never, I should have given Matt Rive less credit. I was picking him for funny as shit. But also, please don't hex me. Amy Winehouse would have died for vapes. I chose Jeff Wittick. I chose Trevor Wallace. I remember where I was when Michael Jackson died.

I do, too. I do too. So do I. I was like nine and I had like. Did you guys have like we had to be older than nine. I think we were like 13. I had such a poor television. I remember I was like this big and it was like way too high up and I was like

hungry and no one was feeding me. I was like damn Michael Jackson's dead and now you're doing the thing. Yeah. Oh my God. Oh, Michael. I would have loved him. He would have liked vapes. He would have loved vapes.

I can't stop saying that lately. Like Amy Winehouse would have loved vapes. Words out of my mouth. Amy Winehouse would have died for vapes. You know what? Yeah. Oh, fuck. I love Jake Shane so much.

More than anything on this planet. Oh my God, we should rank these guests in order of who we love most to least. Oh my God, I would do that with full confidence. Oh, M.G. I'm going to be doing a Justin Timberlake doing a weird dance move and it's going to go viral. Who'd you say? Who'd you say? I said Trisha Pettis. So did I.

Okay. Yeah. And then touring starts when? Oh, it's not locked in yet. Oh, man. Save for us honestly. But like after. summer because I don't want to be a hot sweaty gal when's the last time you toured seven years ago no

really oh my god so this is going to be like really scared yeah and then what's what's the vibe on stage like you dance duh and you try it's got to be so hard dude I need to learn out a lip sync immediately I cannot sing the mods on piano in the middle is crazy they're like coming through you love to see it but where do you look to see are you naturally are you naturally are you naturally a dancer or did that kind of come with like oh my mom never put me in lessons i learned like while doing all this stuff so that's also what i'm terrified of like seven years ago when i toured there wasn't really tic talk like i think it was musically and so now i'm like oh my god i'm going to be justin timbrelake doing a weird dance move and it's going to go violent that was terrifying i love them i love them both so much

and i know that podcast etiquette is an important thing that people leave comments across the podcast but I just remember us having them on and then there was so much like backlash, mean-ass comments and it almost like mean-ass comments and it's like Megan Trainor like it's not like she's like watching young like a fucking you know what I mean like podcast and like coming on and trying to hit the etiquette

she just came on for the Kiki and I love her like. And also it was like a nice favorite us. We were like, oh my God, I can't believe Megan Traynor wants to come on her podcast and then, like, everyone made her feel really shitty. And they said so many, like, funny things. And it was like, and I remember even in the industry after this episode, so many people, big celebrities, big people would come up to me and be like, I wanted to come on canceled so bad.

And then I saw the comments on the Megan one, like, I'm scared. Like, people were, like, that really started. That really, like, a lot of people were like, are they going to be mean to me? Yeah, they makes me feel bad. I put, I fucked Ellen Portia wasn't looking. I put Matt Rife. I know it's not Matt Rife now.

I put Hannah Burner, I think I've said her 60 times. Why do I think it's like Ty Collins or some shit now? Is it Ari? Is it Imari? I just want to say also none of these people on this list ever is anyone that should ever marry or stick with her at all ever. Did I say that? Amazing people love them all so much, but none of these are long term period. Also, I'm remembering that I have Rusty's so high up on this list because I don't consider him any one of your actual exes

Period the fact that this happened like I made everyone get blacked out and rank my exes and I look like that's true that's true They're both people that I just like love they're probably why they're at that top because they're not like an actual X They're just they were just the face where you would sometimes just not show up We were like canceled in general they probably believe that this she's like Beyonce and I dated Beyonce? Right. She's like, I fucked Ellen. Portia wasn't looking.

It doesn't matter then. He'll always be the funny as this line. Holy shit. Who's your night? Tyler. So then we have Tyler. I can't look if I actually made them rank everyone I've ever dated and like be blackout.

I look like I'm going to die. I look like it already died. And that's like my rigor mortis on the podcast. I think you're like stunning. Just don't even fucking do it. all this this was like i can't believe i fucking looked like that on the podcast that's crazy that's like amari's hilarious this one feels really obvious to me really yeah i said this is my jojo sewa this might be where i get your thing no you have to use context clues because why would jojo

sewa be telling you that you're the richest she's a hundred million dollars it was arie i'm really confident about it oh it was did you get full-sized candy bars Like sometimes. Like we would go trick or shooting some houses where I didn't live in a neighborhood where that was even, I don't think that existed like in Arizona. So where would you spend most of like your holidays or like where would you treat at least? Like split in half every year like was there a financial difference between mom and dad? Yeah. So which was which?

My dad. Who's richer? So going with your mom it was like more normal. Uh huh. Yeah. And then going with your dad it was like a little more. Yeah. Yeah.

But not like I was like. It's so because our friend group is made up of so many like classes. Like we all like now we all live in L.A. And we're grateful to have found like jobs and life here. But we all grew up in such different classes. We all grew up so differently and now you're the richest. So shut the fuck on. He ate me up the thumbnail.

Once again, it's so funny. I look gorgeous. That woman is nowhere to be seen. That's my favorite photo of you that's ever existed. Oh, that baby photo of me. Oh, I wish I so had it. Can we? Was this the same day as Pink Himalay and Saltgate?

Like, did we not film with Lila and Stasi? Yeah. And then Ty and Ari. We were filming weirdly for 11 and a half hours. Yes, and then they left and we started the episode over, I think, as us four. And it started the most insane dromedadden within our circle of friends. So where did we get off thinking we could sit down with seven people and have a podcast? And like you got shit-faced on podcast one, scrapped it, and then started.

guarded the second one. Well, why did that crack me up so that? So is your mom poor? What the fuck? And he is going, I was fine, but one of them was way better. And it's so funny because at this time, too, I'd be like, I'd be talking about how other people were performing, right? I'd be like, oh, yeah, like, like, maybe Ty was, like, kind of quiet on that one.

It's like, you have no room to have any opinion about how anyone else acted across this podcast when that's you. holy that might be drunk that's like top no but like I used to have the time every week was like that I feel like what did you say said I used to have the time of my life on Reddit at this time because I used to get in there and it was just like I was like

Hannah's gonna die no it was like everyone just being like this was insane I put Amari for this I put Amari too I know what you look like when you're trying to fuck a bitch I feel like that's something Amari would say to me in reference to me lesing out I said that too

Trapal Ari looked at me and thought I was going to murder someone. Is it me? My jaw dropped to the floor. This was what I met with filler. Like for me. I spent the next hour with Josie where she was like I see why you're mad but you need a fucking like it's gonna be

okay. I'm like I know it's like I was see this before. No trust me baby after what just happened to me I know that the like literal just like rage and it's like I know your fuck me eyes bro. I know I know what the fuck too well Like, I know what the fuck you look like when you're trying to fucking fuck a bitch, right?

And so I'm just furious. And then Chris, bless his fucking heart. I love him to death. I will forgive him for this. We all, we, you know, everybody makes mistakes. I've definitely done some wrong. But I mean, we need to play that part back. She's a great friend to me.

Look, I would do that to any of my friends. Like, Diablo, bro, you are never going to grab Diablo's fucking hand and kiss it with fuck me eyes. You're blatantly fucking lying. Like, you're trying to defend yourself. And then he's like, he's like, we spent the whole night with Bryce. You fucked him. I'm like, but am I kissing, bride?

Oh, my, and I'm just saying all of this. You're, but what's funny? The thumbnail, too, is so funny because it looks like, like, innocent. There are so many things that are funny about this. Like, oh, my God. But first of all, you going, can we play that little part back, please? I'm begging. And it's like, I know your fuck me eyes, bro.

I know, I know what the fuck too well. Like, I know what the fuck you look like when you're, trying to fucking fuck a bitch right and so i'm just furious and then chris bless his fucking heart i love him to death i will forgive him for this you know everybody makes mistakes i've definitely i've definitely done some wrong you're lying okay okay okay okay it's giving that clip of bad baby where she's like what i'm supposed to break up my family just because he beat me up um i love that the title is one of us is rupeeed because it's like tanna you are currently you roofed yourself who what was I talking about um I think like am I talking about Chris

he was trying to hook up with some other girl in front of you mind you you are actively dating him at this time and you told the audience don't worry I'm not mad about this anymore while I'm telling this story he kissed a girl's hand I think at a party and that sent you it's so funny mind you he kissed the girl's hand at a party and that sent me clearly overboard and it's like you I don't even want to say the things I was doing the version of my face that I was on at this time I can't believe anybody has any nerve to tell me I'm overfilled and overdone at this

point in my life when I when that version of me exists we should do more of this because episode 1 through 20 is like to be like show it show this to historians like to be studied this is going to be in a documentary somewhere no 100% it's like this is in insane and like just you fucked Bryce and I'm just like oh like it's like yeah so what if I fucked him I fucked him last week and it's like so Hefner like Xana Tanna like everybody makes this day I love this version of teeth you were on too I don't even remember those I know I know my hair color too everything wrong everything wrong tell me the shit that's going on in your

relationship so that I don't want one I said Whitney Cummings it's not I said Jake Shane and it's not I got it all. I'm searching dog. I got a map. I got it all. I know. Yeah. It's just it's like it's hard. But you're gonna find the most amazing person. I am the best single friend right now. Really? Every single one of my people is in a relationship. Every single one of them. Oh my. And I would make it everybody's problem. I would make everybody miserable. Oh my. Like fuck your happiness. I try to. No, I just make them tell me the bad. Like I am everybody's confide in. Like tell me the shit that's going on in your relationships. That way I don't want one. That does help. It works. It does help. Like, I don't want what you have. Yeah.

Someone's like, oh my God, we're so cute. We just went on a date. I'm like, what's your last fight about? Yep. Yes. I literally straight up asked my brother. I'm like, what are you and your girlfriend fight about? Yeah.

I ask my best friend. I'm like, what are you guys? Like, what's stressing you out right now? That's, I'm going to start doing that. That's an amazing way to navigate that. Yeah. I have so much to say. Honestly, I love Jojo CWoss.

Yeah, first of all, duh. Like, she deserves all the grace in the world for everything. Because she has lived such a crazy life in the fact that she is still, like, standing and prevailing and all of those things. I just want to always try to give her grace. Like, I was hearing something about her mom, like, bleaching her hair when she was, like, four or something. Yeah, I know. That's a whole thing. You know what?

I'm obsessed with is her new line. I can't rule my arms. Or I can't say my arms, but I can buy a wolf's voice. It's insane. I, my favorite thing about this day is that Jojo Siwa filmed her iconic video covering traitor until she turns red in my driveway. waiting for us to film this podcast um secondarily it's so funny i just remember like the stress of like i love that i never got as blacked out with gas like if i had to look back at like the 10 i just saw blacked out well like it other than sophia franklin she got the worst to me i put jake

shane for this because i felt like it was very jake shame honestly i don't care either way you know what i do care i say i don't but sorry my lines i think it could potentially be no it wasn't mean It might be Ty Collins now when I think about it. Oh, I did put Ty Collins. Oh, my God, Miranda. Duh. I'm really, this one is just as viewed. I know, hopefully to say that.

Oh, I love this day. I mean, I do. You know, I do care. I say I don't care, but I'm like, even Joey, not asking me on us. Ah, I thought it was a mouse. What do you mean? Oh, my God. What do you mean?

You thought that was a mouse. Holy shit. That's the biggest mouse I've eyes. That was the best clip ever. That was so scary. I completely forgot. We've had mouses and some mouses. I forgot about the mouse clip.

Like that was one of our favorite moments of canceled of all time. The delay. Everything was so good. This was also one of my favorite episodes of all time just dressing up. And in like the beginning, like just like, oh my God, when we were going on just Trish and like having her on and like all just like how cute. I also should probably dye my hair that color. I love her hair.

Harrison. Yeah. Wow. So the final score. I think we're. tied wait one nine to seven but that's really close were you weirdo yeah of course i did what do you mean you're so weird that's that like because i i i try like with everything in me and i i'm bad about this in general with like mtv everything rewatching things like i've i've never seen

those one through 15 i never have and i would be so mortified i would have to take a look at 11 Gabapentin. But now knowing that I was just on the podcast, naming my bodies, like, forgiving my ex in real time while Aaron came out for like, there's a part of me that thinks that, like, at some point we may have to go watch those for a reaction of some sort. And it is just wild the growth. The growth and change is so wild. I'm so happy.

Because even like jelly roll to now feels like 10 different lives, let alone. Like, yeah. I measure a lot of it in like, like, the houses that you lived in or like just eras so fucking crazy that was really really fun devon thank you for making that for us like that was just like cool a really cool it's so cool you do you ever think about like when we started canceled you lived at david dobrook's house i was thinking about this the other day that is so fucking because i found this art piece of his face in my storage unit and i was like i loved this person so much at one point in my life

that like they like gave me this and i was like this is funny to put him like it'd be like putting a funny, like, painting of you, you know what I mean? Like, how wild and ever living there and all of that? That's so funny. That was such a weird time, because I really was just playing David Dobrick simulator. I, like, bought Kyla a car and logged it in the house. It's like, are you going to chop your hair brown and

giggle with the camera, too? Like, I was. That's just so interesting to think about that era. Like, I remember coming over to your house before we filmed the episode and, like, watching you get ready, and Hunter was there, and then we all went to film the episode together. Then after the fact, we went to El Paso, and we called the paparazzi.

And I'm wearing those. And we each have a rose in her hand. And there's like paparazzi pictures of us. Like I'm pretty sure we have our masks on. I can't remember if COVID was going on or something. And we had just started a podcast. We sat down. We celebrated.

We were like, you guys, we have a podcast. That is so crazy to think about. And that was when me and Hunter were like, wait, are we on this podcast? Because we were like, why are you saying that? And then we were. Because we didn't know. We thought it was just. I don't think I knew.

I think I was just like rolling with it. It's so crazy. see it really it all goes back to the scrapbook thing but just like there will never be a time I think in our lives of such drastic change documented at length like sitting down every week for an hour like like that the episode that episode that we just watched like who the fuck are those people like I don't know like I'm sure that when we're like 32 we're not going to look back at this and we'll probably be like wow I've changed so much or I wish I could tell that girl X Y and C I hope did I look back and I'm like you look how much you care

about what other people thought. Mm-hmm. I hope I'm like, ew, look at how much you're talking about the comments. 100% things like that, but just like, Brooke, like, it's not clocking to. Those are completely different people. I know, but it's like, it's actually so dark. Like the fact that like that filled up girl used to go home and like cry over like a guy who's literally, oh my God, it's just crazy.

That was, it's so funny, like, just all the times in my life that I needed to be humbled because I even like remember just like filming those episodes one thing. through 10 and like almost I would take it like seriously I'd be like this is our very big well-established like in my head I was like yes like we need to get Oprah on you know what I mean like just like I like and looking back it's like that's the fucking suck and gluck show and that's like I would be upset and people would treat me as such mind you in those videos that was one and every four times you even showed up to the job yes like which is crazy on Wednesdays at 3 p.m. we would sit down and she would just not come.

Like I, and that's the thing where it's like when people want to say contrarian, it's like, I needed so much of that for so long. You know what I mean? Like, I can't thank you enough for how much you. Because arguably, yes, it was an upgrade from catch, you know, like financially and like fame and like the things that you could do, I guess. But also what a downgrade. Like the fact that you didn't walk away.

And I know that you were much crazier too. So like our energies matched. more. No, it was never like a... No, but you should have fucking... Dark times. Good God. And then even just the whole Wyndham era. Like... Windham.

View. You lived downstairs. That's actually where you lived when I came to wake you up. I remember that vividly because I remember going upstairs and Mars up there. I go, I'm so done. Which is just... I'm never doing that. And it is very crazy. Like, yeah, there's just so many things. I just can't even... I can't believe how much

you and I have been through. And, like, we still sit here and we're excited for the future and we love each other. And, like, that's just nutty. It really is. Five years? Four years? At least? How many years have we had canceled?

I think you said you're the first one that on YouTube says three years ago. I believe that. Like, but so like four. Although we did like the first 15 episodes. Did we? You did. Because of. Yeah.

Hunter. Mm-hmm. That's so funny. I would love to see the lost archives. Wait, so the first ever episode. online is probably gone is not the first ever episode no first eight episodes are gone your first episode online with that's probably so good that is so funny that the first ever episode online today is with ecat 19 like not like because hunter ended up moving into like much more professional

things and clearly looking at the state of what we were talking about respectfully that's the last like i mean i was going to say that's the last thing i would want to be involved in like check it out i'm still here. No, but those. I'm even just looking at the viewfinder right now and I'm like, how did that turn into this? You know? Yeah. Like I have a pencil in my hand. Falling down and getting back up so many times. 100%, but that is so funny. And I remember even Hunter years later, this was like we were probably in our Marianne Couch era, him being like, hey, can you please remove those first eight episodes? Like I'm working in essentially corporate America now. You know what I mean? I have a much more professional job, still creative, but, you know, and me being like, and why are you ashamed

of these? And then seeing 10 seconds of that episode, I'm like, I'm ashamed of these. And it all had to happen, but just, God damn. Damn. That was crazy. I think that we are the second to last ever episode of the canceled podcast is coming to a close. I know, what are we going to do for our final episode? Should we, like, call all our X's and stuff? I'm just kidding. Should we talk to all the people who are also in the ground? You kind of have a point.

And maybe we make it really long and like we wear our funeral attire and we have lots of different things like that that we do. How fucking funny would it be if we just regressed to the absumax? I'm shit-faced. You're with Clinton.

Chris is there. Like all the thing. Like that'd be, it's so funny. Chris could slay it. He would be a good guest for our final app. He really fucking would be. And I love Chris to death, obviously. but wow I don't know how I'm going to be your feel or what that last episode is going to be but I just can't stay after tomorrow oh yeah oh we got I think maybe we do have some call-ins and I think we get some final questions answered like like we need to put some things to rest okay like I don't know what we go out with a bang we just expose the shit out of everyone and everything like okay last

episode like what do you want to know truly oh shit that's really smart should I make a TikTok right now we should make a TikTok right now yeah but you guys oh we love you so much and thank you for tuning in to the second to last ever canceled podcast and good god if you started on those beginning episodes and you are still here and you witness this with us in real time holy fucking shit you deserve financial compensation but also thank you and we love you Yay! Bye.