Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 27: Episode 27: She Hooked Up With Her Cousin for OnlyFans

Episode Date: April 18, 2022

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please contact Connex Ontario at 1-866-531-2600 to speak to an advisor free of charge. BetMGM operates pursuant to an operating agreement with iGaming Ontario. Cancer. I don't remember doing this at all. Hello and welcome back to the Cancelled Podcast, ladies and gentlemen. Today we have a very, very special guest. My favorite guest of all time. And I think we, by far, have the guest we've been the most excited about. I'm not even kidding. You guys are flattering me.

She goes by. We sought her out. We literally talked about her a few weeks ago. I said she's my favorite person ever. I know. You were so sweet. We tried to put it in the air, I think, by putting it on a podcast. I know. And you know what?

We did it. We said it. And our turnaround time is kind of a long time and then you went on sofia with an ass like right after that and we're like god we always miss tomorrow turnaround time but this is the stage name she goes by anal princess but this is mistela and i love her hello no one claps here and want you here I swear to god you wouldn't know if they were thank you

thank you very much oh my god you're literally such an I am so happy to be here we're so excited to have you you are the GOAT there's just nothing like an outspoken

true to themselves woman with you know you have a lot that I feel like people don't know about you too that's you're very multi-faceted

you're very intelligent but you also love anal and you're not afraid to tell the world about it. And I love that. I can't believe I've been the first. Honestly. I don't know why there's no one else giving anal tips.

And we are here today to ask a lot about your history with anal and your life history in general. Brooke has been just geeked. I feel like Brooke- I'm obsessed. I found you on TikTok, which is I think where you've been like really growing up the most.

Where everyone finds me, yeah. On your anal princess account, which has since been deleted. Yeah. I love a good bitch who gets deleted and just keeps coming back. I've had 15 TikTok accounts. It's the definition of I'm a bad bitch. You can't kill me, you know? Literally, you cannot.

I don't understand. So they just keep deleting them. And then what? You have to get a new phone every time? Every time I get a new phone, I time? Every time I get a new phone. I just get banned and I get a new phone. So I've had like 15 or more phones. You put me on to that today. Really?

It's actually a device ban. Yeah, it is. That's what Lila doesn't understand. So our friend Lila keeps getting kicked off of Instagram. Yeah. It's a similar situation. Instagram's even worse. TikTok, they'll keep letting you post, but you will never get like on a brand new phone

on an account with like, i even make the name on my phone a different name and everything like my the birthday different i make everything different i start it on an in a new area like at a coffee shop or something with different wi-fi because like that first video address is different yeah the first video will get 10 million views whereas like on an account that's old or shadow banned or like on the same phone a new account it will get like 100 views oh you're a g for that yeah i'm not gonna lie like you made me want to just go get a new phone and make a new fucking account somewhere just to see if i could like pop off on a separate account that's where i do all my marketing myself so it's a really small price to pay for essentially free marketing that's very very very true and you actually are monetized

on tiktok yeah no like well i swear i've never made money on tiktok it's me either girl is because i did it on my very first account and i've been banned so many times now and every time that you try and like get monetized you have to put your id and information in so they'll know it's me oh wow but i make enough money on only fans that's fair that is fair see i need to be thinking like that when my creator fund got i got straight up denied for it. Like they were like, yeah, that's crazy to me. The only money I ever made was like from millions of views. I got like $600 from TikTok.

I was like, this is not worth it. On OnlyFans, I'm making like thousands and thousands a day. That is fair. I cannot wait to hear about like your OnlyFans and everything as well. Yeah, OnlyFans is crazy. Your OnlyFans blew up because, and I can just say, I can say anything with you, right?

You can say anything, yeah. You were fucking your cousin, yeah? Yeah. Sorry, I just. Straight to the point. I have to. First of all, I think there's something so special

about someone who just really doesn't give a fuck. Yeah, no shame. It's empowering, you know what I mean? Even just with that, that you really doesn't give a fuck. Yeah, no shame. It's empowering. You know what I mean? Even just with that, like that you just don't give a fuck. You're like, I'm here to do whatever I want to do. I want to know, though. I mean, you were talking about this on Sophia with an F, the monetizability, probably not a word someone come from, of incest stuff.

It's obviously the biggest category on Pornhub. No, porn, yeah. The biggest genre is amateur incest taboo porn so it's always like step i mean if they could do brother and mommy and daddy stuff they would but you can't porn hub doesn't even allow that so you have to do step um but yeah it's it's i never didn't even know that when i did the first collab with hannah i had no my cousin wait so it's causing the loophole like can you say cousin? Um,

not on Pornhub, right? I mean, I don't even know about Pornhub because I don't even post that stuff on Pornhub and on OnlyFans, you might be able to say cousin, but I don't even risk it.

Yeah. Everyone already knows we're cousins from TikTok and Twitter that we don't even say anything about cousin related, nothing on OnlyFans. We just sell the videos Hannah and Stella so are you that's so you're I just I'm like speechless and it's so hard to make me and that's the crazy thing about porn nowadays like with the OnlyFans era it's like

and with my type of business model it's a real girl doing real things in her real life so it's not like playing a stepdaughter anymore yeah though i have done that yeah it's like you get to they get to see a real girl with her real cousin like and having real orgasms when you said every orgasm you have is real even that i know a lot of really big only fans creators who are girls who are like yeah i still won't like do i still don't want to come on camera like some of the biggest ones have told me like when i first started doing it I was like this is weird like it's hard to the first times you do anything real sexually on camera yeah because you're like I might look weird as fuck like you can't focus on what you look like when you're orgasming for real yeah that's so true and so the first times

I did I was like oh I'm going silent too much. I'm doing whatever. And then I just realized like one, I'm happier and I'm posting more. And also my fans love the awesome authenticity. So no, you, there's nothing like you won't. And it's like no one you have to do like, at least in my case, like I feel like the only way to make this a career is to do things that maybe not everyone can do. And authenticity and actually giving real orgasms and like really real sex is the hardest thing for people to do. Like acting is very easy for people. That's so true. But acting always looks worse.

And I would be there trying, sucking in every single thing. Like, I'm your step sister. Like, I think it's very hard to let that like wall down. It's so hard. And it's commendable as is. But when you, yeah, one, it's a good practice for myself. Like it just makes me more confident in myself but then it also translates something beyond what is out there like it's it's inspiring as is to like so many girls to just like be authentic people always say to me like you're

just a slut on the internet and yeah and i'm like well i hope i'm inspiring few girls out there to just like be authentically themselves and not feel remorse for things that they want to do and like you can be a girl like you're a girl already and then however your personality is whoever you are whatever you look like when you come like however you like to fuck you're still a fucking girl like you don't need to act a part of something like you can just be you can be fucking i love you really you can be nasty as fuck you can like anal you can shit on your boyfriend like and you're still a really cute girlfriend you're still a cute little pussy baby so you film only usually with your boyfriend right or like people who you already would be

wanting to have so i film with drew who is my boyfriend slash i mean right now it's like an open relationship but you're so amazing for that he's the one who took my anal virginity and introduced me to this whole world anyway special bond I start crying like why is that the most touching thing I've ever heard she could literally say like he put like a Korean corn dog in my asshole and I'd be like wow

truly we had anal every single day for a year before I even thought about doing porn or filming it or anything. I was just a student doing that. I never knew that anal could be so good. Like, I didn't, I planned to save it for my husband or something. And then I was so turned on by this guy in the homeless shelter. Yeah, oh my God.

Oh my God, I had so many fucking. That's so funny. Tana also seeks out men from the homeless shelter. No, I'm not kidding you. Not to, you know, stray away from that because I want to get back to that. But you were saying that you were working in the homeless shelter, which first of all,

again, you're just such a good girl. Philanthropist vibes. I love that. In more ways than one. But you were there and you met this guy and you were like you're so hot i want to fuck you i would do the same exact thing dude it's like we knew each other for like four months and every day i progressively got hornier and hornier for him that like he would bring me like a hat from the thrift shop shop and i literally would masturbate

like smelling it because i was like i need to fuck him so fucking bad it probably helped that like it was like so taboo like You're not supposed to do that. You're not supposed to. It's forbidden. What more form of philanthropy can you really... Who could be more manly, too, than a homeless Marine veteran? I so agree with that. I think we need to take up philanthropy.

Yeah, literally. Broke guys fuck so good because it's all they have to offer. I've been saying that. I say that once an episode. No, it's great. When you don't need anything else from a man except just vibes. You're enabling the fuck out of me right now. What did you say she said in the card that I was like?

I literally wrote it down and quoted it. You said, like, I prefer men with no jobs so they can pay attention to me more. And I'm like, that's such a beautiful angle. Because she shades me all the time she's like why are you going for all these broke guys why am i shading you what a hypocritical thing to do because what am i doing fucking bill gates if they if they're broke and they're like like if it's they don't embrace it it's not hot but with him like he chose to be homeless he was manic as fuck he was like i'm drive across the country to la and be a poet like fuck my whole

life a lot of people just don't fucking care. Yeah, and he was like, I want to sleep in my car. Like, I don't give a fuck what I do. And ever since I met him, I have lived life so fully. Because, like, I realized I could be homeless with this person. I would be happy as fuck. Like, we used to, I used to skip out on class and just go on random road trips with him. And sleep in the car, sleep on the side of the road.

Like, fuck in ditches on the side of the road. And I've never lived so fully. Like- That is the point. That is the point of life. Like you're not supposed to be with some like boring ass person. You need to be with someone who you could be homeless with

and have fun, you know? She is art. You are art. I'm not kidding you. I'm gonna call you every time I wanna make a decision. I am not joking. So were you cousins by marriage or? No, just kidding.

We're not blood related. And people always ask that. They think that we are. We're not. So then it's like, what the fuck is, there's no difference. There's fucking some random girl. Yeah. Yeah.

Well, I've been asking people this question. And I already know your answer just by like all of this. But all week I have been so inspired by asking people this question. It's like the only thing that's given me joy each day. I mean, to you, I feel like you're going you're gonna be like oh what a great fucking question but like if your parents i mean i want to hear your answer if your parents divorced and remarried and they remarried someone else and they had a step kid you know what i mean like that like your mom remarried a guy and he had a boy i just read a book about. And you fell in love with the boy.

Would you fuck him? Of course. See, yeah, like. You know what's so crazy about this? What? My dad is remarried to a younger woman. My dad's 60. She's 30.

She's like, I already did it. And no, and they just had a kid like a couple months ago. And I have a little baby brother. Oh, my God. Oh, well, no, I'm not going'm not gonna say anything would i fall in love with my baby brother don't baby it just brother just let's pretend he's 25 like come on wait but you're saying half brother like not just step brother like no no that would be you're saying half brother well i was saying step brother to the average person but half brother would you have half related oh for the love of god no i don't

you know what i don't i don't think i could because the thing about me is like i like taboo things like for instance i love men with authority like i like fucking men or like that are more dominant than me because in real life i'm very good about boundaries with authority figures like professors in college used to ask me to go to lunch with them and stuff instead of meeting their office and i felt so uncomfortable because i like to keep that boundary so then sexually i like to break that boundary see and i would love to have that like gray area like i was just like i can't i was gonna say something so fucking awful, but my lawyer is here, so I won't. You're giving like a death stare.

Just like anyone I work with, I would fuck. Like I can't. Or like my best friends. I just have a boundary cross. That is why like I work with, I mean, except for Sawyer, my manager slash best friend, I fucked everybody else I've ever worked with. Yeah. I could make the relationship stronger.

I feel like that's how she is with her friends. She's fucked like pretty much all of them. Yeah. I just fucked a really good friend of mine. I actually haven't told you about it. When I have sex with people, I get closer to them. That's how I feel too. I do agree with that.

But as long as you're not like a jealous type where you get possessive of them immediately, then you can just see. I ruin everything. Like I'm like, I'm going to fuck my friend and then be possessive of them. No, all my best friends I have sex with all the time and i have done that since i was fucking 13 years old i resonate i really do resonate like you're one of my we're the one of the i'm not one of the only friends

she hasn't had sex with seriously it's really it's important to have those friendships we were debating a threesome the other night though which which we're gonna go to paris oh right that was my idea yeah i mean but i wasn't down i wasn wasn't not down. Oh, okay. Sorry, I didn't mean to. Do you feel like it would be awkward if you guys did or the time hasn't come? I don't feel like it'd be awkward. I don't think it would be awkward either. That's a good question. Is this bitch's podcast now? Well, because I have friends that I could fuck so easy

and then I have friends that are so sexual. Like, I have this one girlfriend who's so sexual taking me to so many sex parties, but there's a thing between us where, like, I'm scared to do something with her. It's interesting. I think it would be, but there's a thing between us where like, I'm scared to do something with her. It's interesting. I think it would be, we don't,

but I don't know. I feel like after a month, we'd be like, remember that we would definitely laugh. I think we would laugh, but it would take us a while. I have, I've only ever had one threesome and it was with literally my best friend at the time.

So it was like very, you probably both have to be drunk and you have to have a guy who's like, you both are preying on him. No, we have this guy that we both fucked and he's great. of our rotations yeah no ever so literally we just like take turns fucking him like how are you like so fun we really do just take turns fucking this man but he's great and giant cock he could easily handle the two of us we should really get on that come join yeah i will she would love him before you I'm just talking

what was I gonna fucking say to you oh speaking of boundary crossing boundary crossing or trying new things we were talking about this in the car

I recently found that my one of my new favorite things and it was something I wanted to do forever and ever and ever like and I

I would ask every guy in the world if I could do it and every guy would say no and I finally found someone who would do it was is pegging. Pegging a guy hits.

Have you ever done it? I've never done it. The anal princess. Dude, I want to do it so bad. You know what? I want to do it really bad, but at the same time, I fucking love receiving anal.

Yeah. Because when you're giving with a strap on, you don't feel shit. I know. It's like, it's a mental thing. It's like a dominant thing. It is. Like, I just sometimes make a guy your bitch, a mental thing. It's like a dominant thing. It is.

Like I just sometimes making a guy your bitch like hits. It's so good. So what have you never done that you want to do? I guess. Pegging. I want to peg. I do. I want to peg.

I know a guy. She does. Hook me up. And he is open to it. Let me tell you. Oh my God. Oh my God. That's crazy.

I would love to. I really got you i so alex adams is the one like mainstream porn star that i've shot with on pornhub i have two videos on pornhub and they're both with him okay and um he used to do gay porn really yeah and now he just has straight porn but he used to do gay porn so he's taking it in the ass way more than i ever have and he doesn't want to do gay stuff anymore but he's been in my ass so many times that he's like, it's only fair that I let you peg me. You have to do it. So I really want to do it.

That would be a really beautiful story. I feel like the problem with pegging, though, is as much as I say I want to do it and stuff, it's like after somebody were to actually allow me to peg them, I feel like I would think about them differently. I will say from personal experience, I would love to do it with someone that I don't see or know as well, I guess.

Because it's, like, afterwards, you definitely look at them a little differently. Yeah. And you just remember them on their knees. That's why I want to do it with Alex. Because, like, I've seen all his gay porn. Yeah. And, like, I know he likes it. Yeah.

And I know he's done it a million times before. And so you'll know how to do it. So it's not like taking a guy's anal virginity. Which is so different. Yeah. Like, I know he knows what to do and it would be great because the other one thing i want to do with him is he has a friend a really hot friend that wants to enter porn and i want them to dp me i really have you never i've never done the dp that's honestly what that means okay so so in the butt and the pussy so i've done like a dildo in my pussy and a guy in my butt and vice versa. But I've never done two dicks, like one dick in my pussy and butt at the same time.

How do they work that out mechanically between them two? You have to, it's a weird position. But they also, I realized or I learned they have to go at different times. So like one goes in, one goes out. Oh, okay. Because if you go in at the same time, it'll like tear or it's too small feel like it's too small down there oh god like even fitting you can't like okay someone goes in your butt you cannot put a dildo in your pussy it will not fit like the butthole fills up the pussy oh wow that makes sense you're doing anal and they like think like whoa i've never thought about that do

you well you spearhead this conversation because fun fact, you tell her, tell her your situation. I've never done anal. You've done anal. Yeah. Okay. Okay. So you know what you're talking about? Yeah. I'm an anal virgin.

She's an anal princess. I was on the hunt this week. I was backing up to everybody. I swear to God. I was like, I, I cannot go in interviews. I swear. Cause I was like, I listen, I take my job very seriously. I had anal today for this reason if i'm gonna talk about

it the most authentically i was really working on it a refresher but i decided i'm just gonna have we're gonna have to have you back after i have experienced it for myself yeah but and when you do it for the first time text me are you gonna be the first person i call i have paragraphs i can give you give us your give us your like anal starter pack right yeah like you're like first first time anal like what what to do what to do all right um first I always say like the person you pick is important because you don't want to be thinking about shitting on someone like you just don't want to worry I don't even know if you really if you really want to do it I have no idea who I did anal with for the first time what like i couldn't tell you you don't remember who you lost your anal virginity to oh that's dark no but i mean like wasn't it memorable was it did it hurt clearly not memorable yeah it clearly didn't hurt or

anything oh i remember actually never mind it was like a boyfriend it was was it yeah but i also hate him he like blackmailed me that's where the disconnect is for me because like i've never been like i've had technically had sex with like a lot of people, but almost every person I've ever had sex with, I've had sex with like once or twice. So like obviously first or second time having sex with somebody, you're not going to like I mean, maybe, maybe. But like you're right. So like it wasn't until like these past few years that I started like having people that I actually like regularly have sex with. And so it was just like you could could shit on Joe for sure for sure and yeah and he's he's definitely willing last literally last night he's like come on you're gonna have anal princess but I'm

he's like using it in his favor he's like you're like I'm trying to find someone to but so what else what else is on this this checklist so it is a boyfriend girlfriend type thing for for sure. Like, I mean, that being said, though, I lost mine on the first date with a homeless guy in the back of his car. I love you. But I didn't know he was boyfriend material, but he ended up being it. You're my president.

Continue that thing. So it's one like picking someone who you're comfortable with and like you feel like you could shit on and it'll be fine. I mean, most people don't feel that way. I didn't feel that way when i lost it but i just embraced it yeah second is so when i first lost it i was laying on my stomach fully relaxed so like lay fully flat and relax this this position is the best for the first time anal um like just completely breathing deep closing your eyes fully relaxed and he'll get your butthole like really wet. You can stick fingers or toys in before, but you don't have to.

It helps. Also, I didn't know this until a year into doing anal, but there's desensitizing gel for your butthole. People think it numbs it, but it doesn't numb it. It just takes away like the muscle tension. It relaxes the muscles is that like or a gel it's like or a gel for your butt well what like isn't that literally it's literally just a desensitizing like kind of numbing lube that you put on your butt you can borrow it yeah okay but i fair i did a lot of anal like without it it was tequila for me i was just like i'll take

six i've done it sober always but and i like it because of that reason, because I like the intensity and the pain. But I did discover desensitizing gel halfway into my anal journey, and it lets you feel more sensation and less like you're shitting in reverse. Yeah, that's how anal felt for me for a long time, like I was shitting in reverse. And then eventually it was like, okay. Like, you know, if that makes sense. Whereas I just loved, like, the pain of it.

Yeah, same. I really like pain. I do too. Like, you know, if that makes sense. Whereas I just loved, like, the pain of it. Yeah. Same. I really like pain. I do, too. They dominate you. They dominate you so much. So lay fully flat on your back is, like, my best, or on your stomach is my best tip. And then they get your butthole really wet. And then they just go in from above.

So how long until you liked it? Or you immediately liked it? Oh, I liked it immediately. Literally, the first time it didn't hurt at all. I didn't even know I was going to have anal. and so how long till you liked it are you immediately oh i liked it immediately literally the first time it didn't hurt at all i i didn't even know i was gonna have anal like i is he hung like a horse no he's like a good six inch like standard boyfriend dick for anal and it's uncircumcised which is really good for anal because there's more skin so there's less friction like the skin stays on your butthole and then the uncircumcised i love i love uncircumcised look in the camera i love uncircumcised penises

they're so beautiful and natural and they feel better in the butthole wait wow you're teaching me literally i feel like gandhi's talking i feel like i'm telling you this is why i wanted we're so excited to have you because i feel like everything that you say I'm like wow I've truly had anal every day for three years sometimes multiple times a day do you enema ever I've never done an enema like a real enema I've never done one

you haven't either right I've always said like I could eat a crunch wrap supreme from Taco Bell and then do anal and there's no problem and I have a lot of guy friends who are like gay and they're like I don't know how you do this I add them every time they don't eat for days and shit there's so much prep but I always wonder that about her because she'll be like yeah he fucked my ass last night and I'm like girl I was with you all day yesterday and there's no way you were okay I swear I've never shit on a dick I would tell you honestly literally that's the best

because when you shoot water up there well one when you prepare a lot you can't do it every day so I was already that was out of the cards for me but then and also like i was fucking him in the back of his car for like a year so i wasn't preparing i didn't fucking know i was even gonna have anal the first night i was like disgusting and on my period so he just his dick started going in my butt and i was like wait is that my butt and it just i was the horniest i've ever been in my life so it just felt amazing and that's now how i approach anal always like i don't prepare for it and you are my president and people think this sounds like like girls think i'm like a pick me girl being like i don't even need to prepare for anal or you use lube but no one does like when you prepare yeah it usually like shooting water up there every

porn girl will tell you that it just makes it messier like marie was just telling us that literally wet like liquid shit coming out of your ass. No, no, no. Whereas when you just don't prepare, it's fine. I've been, I knew you were smart. Porn girls will tell you that. Porn girls will tell you that. Like, it's honestly the easiest.

I've never felt so validated. I'm serious. You're my Gandhi. You are my president. I can't even believe. I feel like you already, you know the vibes. You know that less preparation is better. I really honestly don't think i ever knew that i think i'm just lazy and it worked well and like i was like that's how i am too but now i'm gonna be on my high horse and

the anal fucking princess told me that's the way i should fucking do it so you're like you know what if you want my asshole you can go in it raw like it is you can get shit on if that happens but you'll never fucking shit all over them if you don't prepare because it's just not like unless you know you're having stomach problems yeah no right now no you got a shit not a good time for you yeah but also another tip i have that's really good is um the morning every time i have anal like first thing in the morning right when i wake up i have never it's never been messy are you guys hor hornier in the morning or the night? Morning, for sure. But I am so polar. I actually hate morning sex.

Really? Because I'm not a morning person at all. I get really sad because it's like if I slept over and I wake up and someone doesn't, I would be really upset. See, I'm a boyfriend girl. So I always have boyfriends. Since I was 13, I have long-term boyfriends, which is also why I have have nastier sex because like you said like you can be more comfortable with them 100 but also you wake up to them every single day and so you can just know what they have a heart on right when you wake up and then they just start fucking you that's what i like i'm just lay there and he

just starts fucking i will date someone and if they wake up hard and even like touch me with it i'm like don't even get away from me i'm not like chris not a morning person every day so hard trying to fuck and i would be like, listen to me. No. You can talk to me in 12 hours. Because I hate the morning. I wake up, like, angry. Like, I'm just not like that.

Like, I don't know. I love the morning. I wake up happy. But night? All night. All night. Till the sun rises. But then the second I sleep in or day.

It's risky to do anal, but at the same time, then you're probably, like, you have alcohol in your system at night anal. So it's like, you don't give a fuck anyway. That's true. Whereas morning anal, if you have a boyfriend that system at night anal so it's like you don't give a fuck anyway that's true whereas morning anal if you have a boyfriend turns out you know with like they just wake up next to you and they can just start fucking your butt i it has never i've done hundreds of times it has never once been messy probably because like before you like stand up there's no gravity exactly you know what i mean like you gotta do it before you even stand up

yeah brilliant it's the same thing as i told her the other day. If you don't get like stand up, you're not going to like bleed in your bed. Like if you're on your period and you don't. Yes. That's why I never wear tan. I just free bleed at night. I told her that. I've never bled in my bed because it's not until I like really get up and like gravity hits that it starts to become a problem.

It's very true. The other day I stood on my floor. You saw the blood on my floor. Oh my God. She was running around yesterday. She was leaving a trail. I'm like, Tana, enough. I bleed so much bleed so i could never free bleed and i like the bed would look like someone died like i'm not even kidding like i literally my my boyfriend he like he's like if

only people online knew that you're so cute but really you just shit on me all the time and you fucking free bleed once a month in the bed like a special relationship i just think he washes all my panties that have like blown because i don't like to wear tampons it's gotta be like that though that's love and i do love that i have so have you you do you shit on him like sexually yeah not on purpose ever because he doesn't have like a shit kink oh man neither do i i know why but i understand it but um but no i've shit on him so much. He doesn't give a fuck is the thing. Yeah.

I've gotten a lot of shit on him before and he doesn't care. He's, he comes and then he wipes it off. But I've also like, he's pulled out when we've been filming before and it's been like really shitty and I've wiped it off with my hand really fast and then put it in my mouth and like have him come all over my face or something. I put it on my,

my recent, I like it. Picassoso my recent pornhub video he went in my ass then inside my pussy straight from my ass then back in my ass and in my mouth and then i think in my honestly though like the fact that you just don't give a fuck is still again not to keep coming back to that that was so fire i think it's so like rare and it does like resonate with your authenticity on top of that you are so well spoken i was floored today to find out that you went to college for a long ass time not like that but i think that's that's and i know but that sounds like it sounds so awful but i think that it's awesome what you're doing because you are destigmatizing so much by saying i went to college i got my degree it wasn't for me, I'm not doing, you said it yourself on Sophia with an F, I'm not doing porn or being sexual as a last resort,

it's you, it's not because you have no other options. Because so many people think that. And think about the amount of girls that you empower that are just sexual and free and honest that would think that everyone's gonna think this is my last resort, but here you are with this giant platform coming back, no matter who the fuck's gonna delete you,

saying this isn't my last resort. This is like what I want to fucking do. Yeah, and it's crazy to me because this is life. So like, I don't know how sex has become so like, as I was just saying this actually on TikTok, but like people, you know, so many successful, intense men that are sexual. Like so many fucking men get canceled

or like exposed for the sexual weird ass shit they're doing and they're like high-powered men but then high-powered like intense successful women are expected to be completely non-sexual i know and like sexual women are like bimbos and we're like dumb and they're shocked that we fucking have other interests or could like be good in school yeah but i'm i mean i think a lot of girls that like academic validation like sexual validation 100 and you what were you saying like someone who's just like really like you were saying the girls in stem are like the freakiest girls because it's like they're so

devoted and like you know what i mean like to that like why wouldn't they be like that another yeah it takes an intensity to do that and um i just met, I met the girls that were the most like me doing STEM because I graduated college not doing science or anything or math. And then I went to two years at UCLA after college doing STEM, doing pre-med. And that's when I met all these girls that were so intense and we were studying for organic chemistry together. They were geniuses. And then they were dominatrixes on their off time just for fun. Or they were geniuses and then they were dominatrixes on their off time just for fun or they were like going to member sex parties in la that they were taking me to that and i was like what the fuck is this world and i realized it's because these girls

are so fucking intense and powerful never stop going yeah and not every girl in stem is like that like there's a lot of people that are there just because their parents want them to do medicine or whatever but there are also some people there that are there just because their parents want them to do medicine or whatever but there are also some people there that are fucking intense like they want to know the most about everything and about the human body and sex is a huge part of that no but i think it's dope that like like you said not every girl is like that but you're shining a light on like the fact that hey like there are brilliant women who are also and the men who date them they know that like men date intense high-powered women

because they fuck like crazy. That's so true. But then there's so many people who don't want to believe that's a real thing. I know. It is. Oh, my God.

I love everything. Anyone can be sexual. I think the more comfortable you are with yourself, the more able you're, you can embrace your sexuality. During college, what was that?

Is that where you found out that you were more of the sexual person and started meeting sexual people? Was that? I figured out when I was 13, I lost my virginity just because I was curious with my little 13 year old boyfriend.

And it was so fun. And like we were just curious and I just wanted to see like what it was like when a penis went inside me. Yeah. And ever since then, I've just known like every time I bond with someone, I want to have sex with them. Valid. Literally.

I don't know if that's something i need to get therapy for but i couldn't agree more and that's also why like when i was working at the homeless shelter and i realized like there were multiple men there i wanted to fuck and like bad to the point that i did fuck one of them yeah i was like maybe i shouldn't do medicine because like i can recognize and she's like fuck fuck fuck oh my god i can recognize it in myself that when i like the way I love people and care for people, I want to have sex with them. I actually completely resonate with you on that.

I can't lie. I can't lie. I've always been like that. And in high school, it was, you know, you're learning how to figure out, are you a slut or like whatever it is. But I always just had sex with like friends and just people i really liked i've never really had like one night stands with random ass people that i don't connect with everyone i've had sex with i mean i have sex with people on the first date

all the time but i know there's something special about them yeah i feel a connection and then i just fuck them so bad honestly i can't resist i can't say i don't have one night stands but i feel like every time i do have sex with someone if even if I don't in that moment, afterward, I'm like, I love this man. Yeah. Oh, my God. What's that TikTok sound? It's like, I love you. Are you seeing other people?

Like, after, like, the first time you sleep with them? I love you. But the sex parties, that's something that I really want to, like, get into. And I know so many people in Hollywood who are in the, like. I want to take you to the next one. Please. Take us. Will you take us to the next one?

Yes. I want to go see. I feel like i would just be like wow no you would love it so i just went to one and i went with hannah my cousin and i also you that day and that day at the hotel i was staying at this girl came up to me at the pool and was like oh my god i follow you on instagram and tiktok i'm a photographer i'd love to do like a film shoot with you sometime and i was like that'd be great and we scheduled it and then i was like hey i'm going to a sex party later because she was really cool she was like do you want to come and i ended up last minute booking another like

a couple's ticket for her and i so i could bring her so it was so last minute yeah it's like it's you have to be a member and everything but i booked a couple's ticket so that I could bring her. Yeah. And she didn't have to be a member. So is it, are you a member? Yes. Is it not like $250,000 a year? No, it is for men. For women, it's like $25, 50 bucks.

We got it. And then for men, it's literally like $250,000. Small wins, women. Small wins. I love that. It's crazy expensive. And the fact that people will pay it is like, I mean, it says something. No, there's some, because there's some like old celebrities there. And you you can't like they take your phone at the entrance yeah so you can't take photos or anything and then it's just everybody fucking in all the rooms there's porn performances

at first and then it's always at mansions in the hills and then you go like after you kind of break the ice with the performances and drinks and usually they're selling art on the walls and stuff and everyone's just walking around naked and then you migrate into the bedrooms and people are just fucking like usually they're they brought someone with them they want to fuck i have so it's not just random people but many questions at the last one at the last one i was sitting on the ground because i didn't want to fuck anybody because i had a scene coming up i don't like to fuck random people at parties i usually like bring a man with me and then we fuck on the bed next to all the other couples and stuff yeah just like someone you like yeah or like a

girlfriend you want to fuck but this guy came up to me and he started trying to kiss me and i was like no no no like i don't want to do any touching so he just started like i didn't want his mouth on me i didn't want to get stds or anything so he just started masturbating like he started rubbing my pussy with his fingers. And he made me cum. Like, he was so good at it. I was sitting on the floor. He just made me cum with his fingers.

And then he was like, thank you. And he left. And then later he came up to me. He's like, I want to introduce you to my wife. And she was like, with that. Obviously, with that. He was like, she's here with her, like, 15 girlfriends. Stop. Imagine how many people are walking around like that

that we just really don't know like the people that we see at trader joe's are just at these sex parties huge i can't say first sex party what was it like who brought you where'd you meet them what happened the first sex party i ever went to was with my friend from my organic chemistry lab at ucla i knew it would deliver i knew the answer would deliver and she grew up in LA her whole life. And she knows the guys that run the two sex parties that I go to because she went to school with them. She used to date them. And so she can, and she like, when we go, she'll even perform. So they have porn girls that they pay to do performances.

And she brought me that first time. It was like black tie. So all the men are in tuxes. And then women can wear gowns lingerie or be fully naked so i wore a dress then underneath like a full lingerie set and i took the dress off right when i got there so i was on like heels and lingerie and eventually just stripped down naked yeah but right when i got there they give you it's an open bar and everything and there's this it's in this huge modern mansion in the hills and then there's a big circular seating

area right when you walk in. And in the middle, it's like a performance space with a big wooden cross, like a big wooden X that they that has handcuffs on all edges. Yeah. And you handcuff your legs and your arms to it and they spank you. So she put me up there and I literally became like she was like, do you want to do a performance with me? I was like, sure. Like she's like do you want to do a performance with me i was like sure like she's like you just have to sit there so she ties me up on it and spanks me till i come which i didn't even know was possible that's the thing it's i didn't even know that was possible what do you mean you're tied up like that and she spanked you until you yeah because the way she spanks she spanks like it's an art form and she just does it for fun like she's a genius she's

still in school she's at like princeton or something now but she's fucking treats sex like a hobby like she tries to get better at it for no reason but she was like spanking upwards like this over and over on your ass and like around your pussy and it shakes your pussy so much it makes you cum that's fucking insane that's like one like one of the most insane things i've ever heard and i want to try it right now i want to leave right now she does it lighter on me but i've seen her do it on girls where they are like fully bruised the next day like purple legs from it but since you're doing it so lightly over and over again it doesn't hurt that bad in the moment but afterwards you're bruised as fuck yeah no that's valid you can take way more pain when you're like aroused right yeah and like what she taught me which was the whole point of it like she

taught me that sex is you can challenge yourself with it and get better at it. So she would teach me how to take pain. So you start smaller with like less, like lighter hitting. And then you hit harder and harder. And eventually the hardest, she's hitting like five times as hard, but it feels exactly the same as she did when she first hit you.

You are validating so many things that I felt like were wrong. Because in bed I'll be like, like slap me and they'll start easy and they'll slap me and by the end i'm like fucking punch me come out with like literally her teeth missing and we're like that happened one time i made someone hit me so hard that i like lost a veneer and i was bleeding everywhere i was bleeding for days no but it was everything in the moment and then yeah i mean i guess we had to like look into the details of their relationship we were so concerned like is this domestic violence everyone we really thought so for a second so so the face too like the face is

different than spanking the ass well it was in the pitch black and i so i'm like sucking his dick and shit and bucking him and i'm just like this is so this is the wettest head i've ever given oh my god oh my god i'm riding this dick i'm like this is like like it's you know i just think it's so fucking wet and the lights come on and there's a fat ass pool of blood on the bed and i'm like, this is like, you know, I just think it's so fucking wet. And the lights come on and there's a fat ass pool of blood on the bed. And I'm like, did I start my murder scene? No, I felt absolutely no pain. And we're like listening to like Frank Ocean too while I'm like decking me. It's like white Ferrari decking me.

And I felt no pain and there's this giant pool of blood. And we get up and I'm like, I must have started my period. And then I look at his whole body covered in blood, like from his mouth to like his legs. And then I go into the bathroom and I kid you not it's like did it not smell like pennies in there like how did you not like i wasn't i wasn't sniffing like the aroma i bled for days though it was actually sincerely and he felt real ass tooth that came out my veneer my fake tooth like came off and it like fucked with my gums created like a big hole and i was just like spewing yeah see some guys are fine with shit and they hate blood yeah like blood is almost blood can almost

be worse than shit yeah like blood is just like blood is insane too yeah i felt like this guy was the opposite like almost like vampire energy liked he didn't give a fuck yeah but no but it was just the way everyone in my friend group was just like and doctors like i didn't imagine explaining that to her dentist like am i doctor and i had to explain it to both of them i tried to i tried to say i was just like making out really hard so it was good sex amazing so top like 100 people don't realize the messiest craziest sex is always the best she said top 100 god i, my God. That's so offensive. I'm telling him. No. Top 100. Top 100 times, not people. Oh.

Like, top 100 experience. I thought 100 people. He's definitely in my top 100 picks. No, that, I mean, you know, I mean, no, no, no. Top 100 experiences, I think. But that, you're validating everything I've been feeling. No, yeah. It's definitely true.

Like, the messiest, like, most painful sex is the best as long as it's with a guy you feel comfortable to do that 100 i'm excited for you i feel like this is gonna inspire you to do some freaking freaky shit because you know what you said like you didn't even know because it was dark that you were bleeding like yeah that's the same with with shit like i put my mouth even the first night i lost my anal virginity he pulled out of my ass and I just immediately put it in my mouth. I don't know why, but I just did. And then I did that so many times over, like probably a hundred times before I ever fucked in the light,

like outside of his car. And so I don't know how much shit I ever put in my mouth before that. Like I probably put a lot. But you don't even know it because you're horny. And like it's everything's just wet. And you're not smelling it. You're not focused on that 100%. This isn't a Yankee candle. Like I'm not sniffing everything, you know?

Yeah. If girls wonder that too. They're like, how do you even. Because I've talked about like I have put his dick in my mouth when I see my own shit on it. Like I've just. Because in that moment. In the moment. I'm like, God, this is so hot to put my mouth on his.

I wouldn't do that. But I mean. When you think about it rationally. I'm shit phobic though. It's different than in the moment. I like god this is so hard to put my mouth on his do that but I mean when you think about it rationally I'm shit phobic than in the moment I think I am shit phobic like I if I ever shit on a dick which I'm sure you know in my lifespan I will clean it but I think I would have a mental breakdown but I mean but also I think that you can become like not necessarily desensitized to something but like you know what I mean like if you like I like anal it's okay but I'm not I don't I'm not the anal princess yeah i'm like the anal court jester like you know what i mean like it's like i like if you love it so like why would you care like i understand like

you know what i mean well and it just happened to me like i didn't pick this life there were instances where like you know you're super horny he pulls out of your ass and you just are like this is so hot how hot would it be if i'm looking in his eyes well if i'm like putting my mouth on his dick that has my butthole juices on it and like just i have so much growing to do in the moment it just happens it's not like a rational thought but then it just happens and it happens over and over again because in that moment like sexually i have no boundaries like i just i'm like i do feel i cannot stop myself i can't be like oh

there's shit on it i don't touch it i'm like that's so amazing that you get there too like the no boundaries and stuff just no alcohol nothing because like i could see myself like behaving that way if i was just like really sober i'm fucking crazy that's so because i like like when you're sober you can experience the full effect of it so yeah maybe that's like maybe that's our problem. We're like literally like completely debilitating ourselves. That is completely my problem. I love drunk sex.

I like going places even like this. I like going sober because I like the rush of all of the nervousness and the pressure. Oh, you're great. And that's why I like anal sober too because I love the max. But I'm kind of like maybe I've like shot out my pleasure centers and I just need to max everything. I'm like that. I'm kind of like I maybe I've like shot out my pleasure centers and I just need to max everything like I'm like that I am really like that so I do get that but I mean you are just inspiring me to have like sober anal and study stem so you're doing good things for me I think I can't study stem anymore I've fully committed to the anal lifestyle I can't

study a textbook really that's what we need for the just the description I can't study stem anymore I've fully committed I can't study stem anymore i'm fully committed i can't do a textbook anymore i literally just need to fuck all day every day and film it and say crazy shit on the internet because otherwise life is so boring to me like i just find this honestly so boring being the craziest i want to know your craziest sex party experience i'm not off the sex party thing i think people would just be so because i feel like most people a have no idea that exists b have never been to one and c like me maybe are curious and interested like i think that's cool because there's a difference like even hannah thought when i invited her to the sex party the last time her first sex party she was like oh i

don't think i'm gonna like it i've heard they're just trashy and gross and just like lots of dudes but that's like a sex club that men can pay to just go into a brothel this is like a crazy ass la party where you have to be referred by a member and like it's so fucking expensive and you're anonymous and it's just a beautiful sexual experience and a lot of people like to go and just watch yeah so it can be a really chill evening where it's basically like watching sexual art if you don't bring me you're naked we did we went to a party like that we're going to the next one i will come back to la we did are you talking about that party that we went to with like yes we went to a party like that party was everyone fucking up yeah no i mean it was like

some people it was like people were like naked and like i don't know if they were like hooking up or what it wasn't like full sex parties but i remember just going in and being so surprised because we were like people are just fucking in the open it was like a like a couple rooms with like almost like an exhibition vibe like you'd walk in and being so surprised because we were like. People are just fucking in the open. It was like a couple rooms with almost like an exhibition vibe. Like you could walk in and like, you know what I mean? Like there was like a few. But everything was, there was one room like all pillows on the ground. Like, I don't know. It was just like really interesting.

But we went like. And people were wearing these helmets. I remember these helmets that were mirrored. So while they were, so like while people were fucking them, they would just see their own face, which I would love. I love me. Yeah, that was really cool. That was a cool aspect.

I like the aspect of the sex parties that's like art. There's crazy shit like that at these ones, too. People are doing live paintings of all the couples fucking on the bed. But it will literally be like five different couples fucking on the bed, fucking along the walls, fucking in the bathrooms, everywhere. It's like hard sex, like really hard, intense sex. It's not, um, it's not like a couple of like missionary vibes here and there. Yeah. It's like, it's like so animalistic and it's so hot, but, but a lot of people are watchers, which is cool. Yeah. My craziest lawyer. That's something

I want to do more. Have you like watched couples fuck i love watching even when i was 17 just went to college i went to amsterdam with my best friend and we went to sex clubs there and that was my first time actually going to like sex clubs where you just sit in rows like a movie theater and you just watch couples go up on stage and fuck in front of you it was amazing like i loved watching and i was just sucking on a penis lollipop. You guys need to go to Amsterdam. I know. I've only ever been to, do you know what, like, the boxes, like, in New York? Yeah. Where they, like, shit in their hands and stuff.

Yeah, but that's more, like, shock culture. Yeah. It's not, like, sexy. I used to go to a club like that when I was, like, 14, 15 in London. I used to sneak out six nights a week from my house. You're from London? I went to high school in London. Wait, okay. Wait, I have a friend who says I went to high school in London. Wait, okay.

Wait, I have a friend who says she went to high school with you in Montana. Really? Yeah. Oh, my God. Yeah, her name was Molly. I'm like, sorry, Molly. Oh, my God, I don't know a Molly. No, I wish for the last.

She was so sweet. She's like, it's crazy she's been blowing up, but I guess she knew you. And she was like. Yeah, I'm from a tiny town in Montana. And then I moved for the last two years of high school. I moved to London for my dad, for my dad's work. Wow. What a place to move.

Yeah. And I went from being a goody two shoes to literally clubbing every single night going absolutely wild. Yeah. And I would go to this one club that was like a circus theme. And it was like naked midgets. I don't feel like that's not the right word to say but that's i think the little people i guess little people like naked like really really obese people swallowing hammers

and shit people fucking on stage sounds like my bad crazy shit um i used to go there all the time as a kid no wonder i am the way i am now like i've upgraded to full-on fucking parties but yeah no i think everybody else is just behind. I'm sitting listening like wow I have so many things I need to do when I get out of here. You go to those parties where people are nervous to talk to each other and nervous to even kiss someone.

That's so true. Think about how nice parties are when everyone's just open to fuck. That's actually so so so bad. They're better parties they're smarter people they're cooler people they're more intense people everyone's walking around this is our homework i'm literally like we have to go i swear i want to have you on again after me having done anal and us having gone to a party so good beautiful and then i'm at the next sex party

we'll go it's funny too because it's like i wanted to really get into like your life and your childhood you said so much shit about like being raised by like narcissistic parents and shit that i really resonated with like that you know what i mean into making you kind of the way you are and stuff but like you're set i see why sofia had you on twice because your sex life is an entire podcast as one and then like you was like oh my god talk about i know and i love people who make me feel like I just like need to do more because like my pleasure centers are very like you said, just I'm always pushing the mark. I'm usually like kind of the you in this situation. So someone who makes me feel like like like she's even more like out there than you.

I feel like and it's like so interesting. It's so refreshing. I feel like she and I like are so contrasting and that I'm like pretty like I don't I don't do very much. And she's like very out of pocket. Yeah. So it's like you feel like I don't, I don't do very much. And she's like very out of pocket. Yeah. So it's like, you feel like the Virgin Mary. I do so much.

Like if you were to go up another level, you'd start doing full on porn on Pornhub and just like, and I'm close already. Yeah. So let me tell you, you're already so out there. And so like, yeah, it does take a whole other level to then start being just a total whore on the internet. I, well, I mean, trust me. I love that you don't think I'm a total whore on the internet i well i mean trust me i i love that you don't think i'm a total whore on the internet you are the same as me

that's what i our energy is very similar you almost share more than me i mean i i share a lot but you share it to so many people but you're blowing the fuck up that's what i was like i don't know i'm getting deleted all the fucking time i feel like it needs to be like almost a different platform. I guess like you have a million different platforms, but TikTok just sucks because it's like they're just like it's so many kids. When I first started, like my first TikTok, I was studying for the MCATs and I was really stressed

and I was having anal every day and I just needed an outlet. And so I just shared like to a sound that was like, if I had a nickel for every time I did this, I'd have one nickel. But the fact that I did that is crazy. And I said, if I had a nickel for every time i did this i've had i'd have one nickel but the fact that i did that is crazy and i said if i had a nickel for every time i lost my virginity in the backseat of a car to a homeless guy on the first date and that blew the fuck up and i should i've been talking about anal on tiktok but i used to just be able to say that like i lost my anal virginity in the back of the car tiktok has gotten a lot stricter just like this censorship is crazy it's just more and more things that you cannot say.

And like eventually it's going to be like, what can you talk about? That was kind of why this podcast became such an outlet for me. Because all the things I cannot say on like TikTok, even YouTube about like sex and life and stuff. It's like really. Do you have anything that you can't say on here? Like do you have, I mean, you probably have like legal things. That's really it. That's why it's like name dropping and stuff that we try to not like we'll have to cut a lot of.

But you can talk like nasty about sex and whatever. Oh yeah. Oh 100%. That's you need a podcast. I know. You should. I feel like you could talk forever. And it would be interesting too to see you interviewing people also.

I wanted to do a year ago. I was I had a podcast idea and I went through with all of it. And then I just I moved and I I was making so much money on OnlyFans. Can I ask what podcast idea and I went through with all of it. And then I just, I moved and I, I was making so much money on only fans. Can I ask what the idea was? I was going to, I wanted to call one of my subscribers on only fans every week and just talk, ask them about like what they're into in porn, what their kinks are,

like what they like about sex. Because I like interviewing like real people, you know, because like a lot of the men on my only fans are way kinkier than I am. Like have crazier sex stories than I do. Like people are fucking insane. people you know because like a lot of the men on my only fans are way kinkier than i am like have crazier sex stories than i do like people are fucking insane like i am not the craziest person in the world i'm just the only one that talks about it yeah but everybody on my only fans is kinky as fuck and they inspire me so much that's such a fire so i wanted to start calling them

and just anonymously yeah talk to them about what they're into that is such a cool show concept i'm serious that is so i think i might still do that like occasionally call and stuff but then also i know people just want to hear my stories no but that's that's fire i'm like someone even just like a segment too like you could literally have like a regular podcast but then that just be like a part of it and i just love talking like real people are the craziest because i was a counselor in the homeless shelter that i worked in and the stories I fucking heard from these guys like no one is crazier than military men. No, no, no one is fucking crazy. I mean, to enlist in the military as is is like a crazy risk to take.

So you have to be kind of like that. But they are just such high testosterone men. Yeah. And then Marines, they do so much anal. A lot of them, like I know Alex Adams, the guy I do porn with on Pornhub, did gay porn. But before that, he was in the Marine Corps and he was fucking people off Craigslist, like men and women every fucking day. Like people are fucking crazy.

That's an untapped genre for me. I go for like the rappers and the fucking. No, yeah, you should hit like for military. Every military man needs to fuck a Marine for like the rappers and the fucking. No yeah you should hit like full military. Every military man needs to fuck a marine. Like have anal with a marine. Okay I'm putting it on my hallmark list. Military men are so dominant

and hot but then after they'll be like would you cuddle me? Will you screw me? Stop. Cause they're babies. I'm gonna have anal with a military marine I promise you this. Oh my god and their haircuts are so hot. I just love military men oh my god one of the first guys that i ever like really hooked up with was about to go into the military in vegas and i shout out him skylar i actually never fucked like a guy actively

in the military i've only fucked veterans i feel like when they're active you have to worry about them wanting to get married i'm pretty sure when they're active you have to worry about them immediately like wanting to get married and move you. Yes. Yeah. They want to get married because then they get more money. Yeah. I mean, I get it. Damn. They just like marry strippers just for the money. Like fake marriages.

Yeah. Wow. That's actually crazy. I didn't even think about that. But they are fucking animals. They're so hot. And Marines just do anal the best. So you really should try.

I have a Marine or two if you want, you know. Oh, shit. I'm like putting this on my to-do list. I'll give you someone to peg. You can be a marine. We can really like switch it out. Exactly. I love that.

A good southern boy. She has a good southern boy. I do. With an uncircumcised penis. Perfect size for anal. The perfect size for anal, by the way, is like six inches. Oh, that's wild. My southern man's grown like a horse.

I couldn't do anal every single day for three years if his dick was 11 inches. Like my bubble would be ruined. Oh God, you'd be gaping. You have to do a natural size. The size of a normal shit. It's the size of a perfect penis. Brooke, I can't with her. She's like, this is great for us.

But I'm not kidding. It's like anyone else saying that, I'd be like, ooh. But I swear, everything that comes out of your mouth, I'm like, wow. It's so in. You do say it all with a level of grace. Just like an eloquence. Like I swear, I feel like the first video that i watched of yours was like i think you talking about your first anal experience and it's just like everything you say i'm like she's so

smart like i love her i just feel like i'm honest about it too and i feel like people have so many preconceived notions about how to talk about sex or what sex means or if sex is nasty yeah well i was like that you can be cute and adorable and have nasty sex like yeah i love you go ahead i was gonna say i feel like i well i grew up with like parents and sisters and stuff who are so sexual that it almost made me not like i was like you're like i'm not like that like if you don't recognize yourself in that then you yeah well i would well it just made me like so uncomfortable because i was so young and like my mom was always very like spoke to me like i was an adult and like very like it's natural like relax like blah blah but i was so young that i was like oh my god and so i feel like it translated into my later life where i was like oh my god like i can't talk about

well and no one ever but that's like but then seeing like that's why i was like so fascinated i feel like when like i said like you you started coming up i was like wow like people are really just out here talking about it honestly that's great you just made me like really deep dive because i think no one ever talked about it or anything like around me and it's not that i'm like i'm like afraid to talk about it at all especially like you're my best friend like i feel like that's been a good part of our like friendship too is that i feel like way more comfortable like yeah talking about things that i wouldn't have talked about like with my friends in college and stuff it's true well it's so rare when you find a girl like that because i had a lot of girlfriends i couldn't even talk about masturbating with and you find that one girlfriend where you can talk

about anything yeah it helps too that almost all of our friend group is guys so like and they're most of them are gay but like but so this guy's so open the way that we're talking about things that like now like there's nothing that i wouldn't say to any of them but like when i was in a sorority and around all these girls it was like everyone was like afraid of what they could and could not say without like with for fear of being like thought about that well that's why i like being around girls like you because i feel so comfortable whereas there are certain girls where i'll say like oh oh, I had anal last night and it's just. A vibe killer.

Honestly, it's a good test for me immediately to just walk into a conversation with a girl, say some wild ass shit, and I can immediately know a full vibe. Match your energy. Yeah. Exactly. It's important to be yourself immediately

to tell if those people, you know, can accept that. Because if not, what's the point of even talking? Which also does like resonate with your authenticity. I saw when I was like looking you up up like so many of the clickbait titles and guys have done this to me too you know what i mean so hard you go on a podcast it's like she made what on only fans in a year um but i you have made so much money on only fans i have done well for my more than more than you've done amazing, sincerely. And you were saying, I like what you do.

You said it was kind of vlog style. Yeah. Like whatever you do. And I have, one of my OnlyFans accounts is that I vlog every week. And I love that because not a lot of people do that. Like the word vlog almost doesn't go with OnlyFans. I know, right? You know, it's like people just assume that's like not for that. So it's, I love that you're doing like authentically you.

How long have you done only fans two years what did you do before that like for like for money i was going to school at ucla my parents were paying my rent and i was working at a homeless shelter but i actually i did one job in college i would i was a, a research assistant kind of, I worked for the main lady at this journalist site and I would just transcribe all her interviews and like be her assistant basically and help her with research. And that was my first paying job.

And I only did that for like six months. Then I would babysit here and there, but I never really had a real job until I worked at the homeless shelter. What made you want to do only fans? And what was like your first post? Um I shared on TikTok that story about anal and I started talking about sex on TikTok as a secret kind of compulsion. I don't know why I was doing it. She's like on TikTok. Yeah I know right but back then I like I didn't think anyone would see it. I didn't think of it as like trying to blow up. I was just had this weird compulsion to be like really nasty on the internet.

It like really turned me on. And I was like, people started like engaging with it really fast. And so then after the first month, people kept asking if I have an OnlyFans and this was at the very start of COVID. And so that's kind of when I made mine. That was when OnlyFans was really blowing up.

Yeah. Cause people were bored at home. Yeah. Like if anything because we were bored at home yeah like if anything like we were bored we were like fuck like i'm in my bed all day i might as well like yeah i had no human connection so i just started being disgusting on the internet it was really what happened but so they everybody kept asking for an only fans and this was the phase where like your normal hometown girl that was just like hot would have an only fans in her bio it wasn't like sex work as much. It was just hot pictures to make a quick bag. So I was like, oh, I'll do this for a month or two before med school. Yeah. And so I started the first post I did. I actually looked at it the other day. I was wearing a bikini because I wasn't doing nude stuff yet. I was just like, oh, I can make a little bit of money for med school. So I got in a bikini and was like, I'm so grateful for you guys.

You want to pay for this? Like, thank you. And that was it. Literally currently. No, but you're pushing me to want to be psycho. I'm going to go home tonight and make some fucked up shit for my OnlyFans. I just know it knowing you. Sometimes, a couple days in a row, I'll just make TikTok content.

And I will lose sight of myself like the moment i take like really nasty like pornos my president's like right back yeah or i just am taking nasty nudes i just feel like myself i feel alive i feel like there's a reason i'm on the planet because like just making simple ass stuff for instagram and tiktok starts to well and just feeling free on OnlyFans is very lit. Feeling like you can do and say and act like anything to anyone. And it's like you're like, it's the most accepting platform. Like if you can just like, that's why I've challenged myself to make it all real and

not edit it and have real orgasms because I, it's like therapy for myself. Like I have a place where I can fully just be myself. I don't have to worry about being canceled. I don't have to worry about being canceled. I don't have to worry about being... That's tied in well. I don't have to worry about not fitting. On every other social media, I get kicked off. Not to go back to the male, what do you make question,

but can I ask, with that being said, because obviously we are sharing so much authentically of your life, what do you feel like has performed and resonated the best with your followers like in other words what's made the most money i guess but i mean like what fucking my cousin that's so beautiful why did i even ask hannah and i have a fucking i mean i went from making like dude my cousins don't do for me. I was having like some like a hundred K months on only fans before Hannah, which was crazy to me anyway, because I've never had that many fans. Like I had 15 K followers on Twitter and I had 30 K only fans subscribers

because I had loyal ass fans coming from Tik TOK, but no one would ever expect I made that much money with such tiny, such a tiny following. But then when Hannah and I first collabed in the first four days of us making TikToks together, we, I made 200K in four days. Oh my God. And that like blew my mind. I'm about to find my long lost cousins by marriage.

And I did not have that many followers either. I don't care if it's my dead ass blood cousin. I'm like, listen. And we didn't even know it would blow up like that. It was crazy. It was just my first girl, girl collab. So yeah, let's talk about that. Not to revisit the, but I'm fascinated.

I mean, again, it's very rare that something just like. It just feels like we're girlfriends. Like we're not actually related. So how do you meet her? When was it her cousin? Yeah, we've just always known each other since we were young, but we lived, she lived in Vegas and I lived in Montana. So we just always known each other since we were young but we lived she lived in vegas and i lived in montana so we rarely ever saw each other but you know like these the same

age it's just social media like you always have yeah wait how convenient that she was just like also into it and down she did only fans too already okay she's been hannah has been a little slut since she was young like i was a goody goody always. But I was fucking just not on camera and shit. Yeah. But she was like getting kicked out of the house for camming. And like when she was 17, she was walking the strip in Vegas, handing out, handing out business cards with her Snapchat on it to see her naked. Brilliant.

I'm like, I'm on my way. She's a little slut. So had you ever hooked up off camera or was the first time on it was the first time do you go home for christmas and it's like they're like oh they like no because we never we never like i always go for holidays i'm either just with my mom and dad now my parents have divorced so i'm i'm even just with my little brother and my mom yeah or i was always going to see my mom's side of the family in Montana yeah but um and she's on my dad's side of the family so it hasn't like affected the family no and also like at this point the family dynamics fucked for us both anyway like we don't even go to

Thanksgiving or anything that's like fair I mean they support us from a distance but I do not want to sit at Thanksgiving dinner and have everybody be like no that's weird I feel like that's true even for our job like it's 100 just don't ask don't tell like that that's weird. I feel like that's true even for our job. Like it's like just don't ask don't tell like I won't I'm just going to pretend I don't have a family for the next 10 years and then it's the easiest thing in the world. I lose no sleep thinking my dad's going to watch this and be like

just pretend you don't have parents but then my mom I talk to all the time. I don't have to pretend let's go. That's actually crazy please come to our Friendsgiving and it can turn into a party i don't want you to have no thanks you know that's what porn girls do actually like porn stars all spend holidays together because a lot of people don't have family wait i just got full chills that's actually really awful it's sad it's so it's great but it's it's just awful people all go through

this experience and so it's a crazy strong community it's wild how like once you're in the porn world you're in it like people take care of you there's so many things to like people i think think when you do porn or your nudes leak on the internet or something your life's over yeah like life just ends but really there's a whole community of people doing it willingly for fun and it's a a fucking blast. And you make crazy good money. Yeah. No harm, no foul.

Like nothing happened. I'm going to leave here and do porn. I don't even know what to say. You're pushing me right over the edge. You guys are so sweet to me. No, but like, I think that you are just that nothing.

I mean me, I started the internet saying whatever I wanted. It helped that I already felt family list. So I kind of was like, I have nothing to lose. Fuck that. But at the same time, I have always been enamored by people who are just so authentically themselves online

and to make a living doing that. And I think that I just resonate with you in the fact that it's like, A, you're de-stigmatizing a lot. And B, there's people, you know, they want to come for you and say, you're just a slut or you're just a fucker or you're just whatever. But at the end of the day, you are actually doing so much for a younger generation and showing them that you can be so multifaceted as a woman and i think that the way you just like say whatever the fuck is on

your mind i mean the first time i found you you were talking about putting gummy bears in someone's ass on tiktok and i was like i like this bitch because so many people do this shit like just like you like it's this i could say the exact same about you like you've done the same thing where you've proved you can make a lot of fucking money and have a good life and a good business and also be crazy or be yourself yeah it's not one or the other yeah and honestly shout out to so many people do what you and i do like party like fucking crazy fuck a lot like have crazy ass sex film sex with their boyfriends they just don't talk about it but talking about it doesn't make it any worse and it makes everyone who does it feel a little better about it too and i think it's

we're the crazy girl community here yeah where can we find you what's plug your only fans my only fans is stella berry so onlyfans.com slash stella berry b-a-r-e-y my twitter which is the best place to find me because i never get deleted there. I have been deleted there, but it's the safest place. And it's Barry Baby, B-A-R-E-Y, Baby. Oh, my God. And then TikTok, I actually just got banned again today. No. Yeah, you know, I had another account called Deliveries to the Back.

Oh, that's the one I'm following right now. So that was my backup one. And today, actually,ok took the username from me they didn't like it so and then i got banned for a week for it delivery so the back please could mean it could be anything i don't know why i got deleted but so then i got banned for a week on that and that account's going down so i made a new one called berries and cream oh beautiful yeah so v-a-r-e-y-s and cream i love that i love that and i want to know what's next for you do you have anything you're planning on that you want to share podcast hopefully i

really want to get dp'd oh yes oh my god that's that's jealous homework that's jealous homework i want to do anal more i want to get dp'd i want to do I want to do double anal I just love that anyone else would be like I have oh you guys know yeah two dicks in the butt okay this is great timing as well because I'm on the front page

of Pornhub for the last three days stop really that is so amazing my new anal video oh my god I've been scrolling no I've been scrolling

I'm surprised well now I'll just I'll really look out it's like hot college girlfriend learns anal and I'm like I'm like my first time anal

and he he guilts me into it because I'm doing homework and he's like sounds like real and i'm like i'm like my first time anal and he he guilts me into it because i'm doing homework and he's like sounds like real life he's like i'm really horny babe like please take a break and i'm like no i have to study and then finally he's i'm like he's like okay i'll just jerk off in front of you so he starts jerking off in front of me while i'm studying and i'm like okay babe i'm horny i want to fuck and he's like no you don't get it now like you said no to me what a beautiful she's pitching this i'm watching it tonight so sorry and then he's like and the synopsis and then he was like um okay i'll fuck you but you have to let me do whatever i want i'm like okay babe whatever you want and so then i'm like sucking his dick he tells me to lick his butt for the first time and then he's like starts

putting it in my butt and i'm like wait babe you're going in my butt like what are you doing i've never done that before and he's like don't worry baby you said i could do whatever i want i feel like I'm watching it and I'm sad because I want to watch it. And so it's like how, it's like anal 101, how to like coax your girlfriend into doing anal.

Just like, baby. I'm going to tweet the link later. I want to blow it up. I want it out of the fucking water. I can't even believe. I adore you. And so does Brooke. I am serious.

We love you. Thank you so much for coming. And you're coming back very soon after we check off all of our new bucket list experiences. I cannot wait to go to new bucket list experiences i cannot wait i will call you literally next week i cannot wait literally if they were every night i would go but they're like once every two months so it's special there's one called kinky rabbit and then there's another called veritas and i will bring you guys i am i'm members of both of them so excited i don't want to go i

could podcast with you for two and a half hours. I'm not joking you. It's going to be so fun. But thank you for being here and you are the fucking goat and just keep doing what you're doing. Thanks for bringing me on

to the last minute. No, we love you. You guys are so sweet. Yeah, she literally flew in. And just, you know, text me if you ever need anal advice. Oh, I do.

Or if you need a man to fuck you good. That could also be abuse. Yeah. I have a whole harem of men. That's my new standard for a friend.

She's like, if you need someone to anal you. If you need some analizers, I have them. You are my Gandhi. That's all I know to say. Thank you for coming on. We love you more than life. Thank you, anal princess. An emoji is cancelled.