Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 50: The TRISHA PAYTAS Episode - Ep. 50

Episode Date: September 1, 2023

On this episode of Cancelled we are joined the the queen her self, Trisha Paytas. We talk about the YouTubeshpere of creators from our pasts, PR stunts, and find out how much money Trisha has spent making videos. As a special offer for listeners, new customers GET $5 OFF a Lume Starter Pack with code CANCELLED at https://LumeDeodorant.com. That equates to over 40% off your Starter Pack when you visit https://LumeDeodorant.com and use code CANCELLED Tana Mongeau Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tanamongeau/ Tana Mongeau Twitter: https://twitter.com/tanamongeau Tana Mongeau TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tanamongeaulol Brooke Schofield Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brookeschofield/ Brooke Schofield Twitter: https://twitter.com/BroookeAmber Brooke Schofield TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@brookeschofield1 Brooke Schofield YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzCVovj7tfqnV2lIkaVk35A Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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I love this podcast. I love that you always have audience with you it's such a vibe and i'm so happy to like meet you this time because i feel like you were always on canceled but the time i did it you had a boy with you you had a guy it was definitely not you yeah it was it was hunter i was on it at that time but i don't know why we didn't i think it was gonna be too many people if i had been on that oh okay it's gone we know the repercussions of like this fucking podcast and what it does you know And I don't think He wanted all that Wait really It's fine for us

Because we don't have Like careers That we have to go after Yeah like he has a very Like serious career With a lot of Professional A-list celebrities And I think he can't

Air out his life You know Right Yeah and at that time I think I was figuring out Who I wanted to co-host I didn't know if I wanted Ashley or Mari

But whatever And then it obviously Broke as the slice Oh my god So how did you stick I don't know She's amazing She's just the best

Conversationalist ever That was why I originally Asked her And she's so funny And witty And it just works perfectly I love it And you are

The person from her story time Is that it I didn't get that I am But we've It was We've since Reconciled

We reconciled so heavily It was a little Like Dramatized Yeah Dramatic But There was truth to it a little

Oh wow So you were like Fair fair so We were talking about this yesterday Like You and I about how like Just impulsively Like when you're angry

Making a YouTube video And then immediately uploading it And then like Eight days later being like Ah Why did I do that Yeah or I could've I could've

You know I calmed down After it's uploaded right and like ruining someone's life because you have more power and more fandoms at the time and so they were probably like how did you feel about it were you just like oh my god did you shut down did you yeah it was a lot at the time but i feel like had that not happened we wouldn't now have a podcast it really brought us like closer together i'm not gonna lie it was like not like that we were like trauma bonded but after that i feel like we got a lot closer because it was like oh my god this crazy thing happened to me i honestly i'm not gonna lie like starting a friendship off of the fight like a close a best friendship off of the fight might be the move like you got it out of your

system you know each other's boundaries like issues that we have like we do the same thing with men it's like as as bad as it can be in the beginning and then you're like oh my god i love this person yeah it's almost like testing them. And then you're like, you made it through that. So now I love you forever. If you can like make it through that with me. And like, I feel like we know each other's boundaries now and like argumentative styles.

Like we both will be like, okay, I'm going to calm down and not cuss you out right now. And then we'll come back later. Like we really like. I'm getting better at regulating my emotions, which I'm not usually good at at all. Same. What do you do?

How do you regulate? Well, I mean So far I haven't been very successful You have been yeah I feel like you don't ever go off I never see you I follow you on TikTok They would venture to disagree But privately not publicly Which is good that's better

That's definitely better than doing it publicly But like yesterday we after I got back from Whitney's Podcast we were supposed to go to the Zach Bryan concert. And Whitney and I ended up doing later. So I was running a little late to be here to go to the concert. And Brooke is very, like, very timely as a person. So obviously, being my best friend sucks dick.

Yeah, that would be hard. And weeks in advance, I was like, this is my one thing we just can't be late to. But I talked myself down before she even got here. I was like, listen, if we fight, it's's gonna ruin it so yeah and i i walked upstairs yesterday i was like that poor girl in the kitchen is trying so hard not to touch me i feel like she would have taken longer and she would have wanted to like yeah like it just it worked out really well and obviously i wanted to be on time but i'm a work first we were like a married couple we are we say that all the time you're gonna be really good at marriage then because then you'll just like compromise you'll be like you know what Cause that's the same

I can get stuff Like little things Will bother me I'm like let me just Not bring it up Cause it'll ruin everything And vice versa So you guys are like

A married couple You guys yesterday By the way Yes I left so heart warmed Cause I've been watching you For like 10 years So your guys' like

Story is so cute Like you finding someone Who just loves you So much for you And even like Every time I watch Like a paparazzi video that you film on tiktok or anything i always or like i see your photo shoots with moses i know in my head like he's doing this because he fucking loves her yeah it's so funny but seeing it in person like seeing him just do everything because he

loves you so much like really i left like oh my god i can't wait to find that one day oh yeah it's amazing yeah it took me like we met when i was 32 so it took a long time and i never had a boyfriend or anything before so i feel like you're already so like we talked about this you're so far ahead you've had guys love you write songs but i never had guys do shit for me so it's like the minute i found moses oh my god which is so crazy because you're so lovable and hot and iconic and no one would agree no guys disagree only girls but i love it i love only having girls we. We were talking about like very anti-straight men. So I love having only girlfriends, girlfriends, all of it.

Are you straight? Us too. Girls and gays. I don't think any, I don't consider myself straight. I don't consider myself anything. Yeah. I guess maybe pansexual.

Chicken nugget maybe. Chicken nugget. Nugget queen. I identify, yes, Trish nugget queen. You guys look great by the way. I say this all the time. Every time this life gets too much,

I'm like I want to be a fucking barista in the middle of fucking Nebraska. So I'm living out my dream right now. Yes, Nebraska. Midwest is where it's at. Wait, are y'all straight? Back to the straight questions. I feel like same here.

I don't think I'm like completely straight, but I'm also not like. Yeah, people really like put me, like people always just say like she's bisexual, but I would say I'm pansexual because I would hook up with anyone. Yeah. It doesn't, if I vibe with you,

I vibe with you. Right. I mainly date guys, but a special girl or they or them or anything yeah girls yeah i never seriously had like a long just like a long-term relationship with a girl yeah that's why i can't really say i think feel like that's why i never say that because i like haven't really like you should date a girl i would do it it'd be so fun to watch you just like munch some box not literally not like in the room have you done it have you guys done so fun to watch you just like munch some box. Not literally. Okay. Not like in the room. Have you done it?

Have you guys done it on OnlyFans or anything like that? No, I've never done anything like. You don't do actual sex on OnlyFans, right? I don't have sex on OnlyFans. But it's not. That's good. It's not off limits for me. Yeah, you might do it.

Like there is. And once a week, I'm just like, God, fuck all this work. I could just sex tape it up, you know. Right. Yeah. And whenever I make a good sex tape, I'm like, God, I want the world to see this so good. I always say wait till after 30 to be a porn star I didn't mind I think when I was a 32 really that's a good age you know I was like maybe I always want to do it you know you always like

I feel like a lot of people think it's glamorous right so I was like oh let me just be glamorous for a sex one I just glamorous I think I don't I'm never like a hardcore porn star I mean the ones like that are really good like Riley Reid and stuff are like amazing but oh did you do like a video with Riley Reid yeah we did a. I did one with Lena and Riley. And I did one with me and Riley. I remember you and Lena doing it. Like doing that. Like I remember seeing it online.

Yeah, that was my first with her. And I was like so nervous. I don't know. It was like the beginning of quarantine. I was just like, yeah, let's do it. I don't know. I feel like I'm like new hobbies in the beginning of quarantine. Right.

I never thought I could make money during quarantine. Everyone's like, oh my God, no one's going to have work. So I was like, oh my God, OnlyFans. And it like skyrocketed. I think I also started my OnlyFans during quarantine. Did you? Yeah, I was just like, okay, let's go get some masks, a bunch of toilet paper, and I'm going to take my butthole out.

Wait, what? I just stocked up on everything. No, that's not what I meant. What do you mean you didn't? I just put toilet paper in the butthole or something. Oh, is that like a thing? I didn't know I had it on me. And everyone was like, oh my God,

I just wipe really good. And I just had some dry ass toilet paper and people zoomed in I think wiping really good is a good thing I was like yeah we got toilet paper crumbs on you I'm like it's better than like how'd that get there that's exactly are you an only fans girly never I know I tried it I did it for like a couple months oh but I was very like I mean I didn't show anything on it and like I don't know I felt weird to have one it was like weird to me just like I don I mean, I didn't show anything on it. And like, I don't know. It felt weird to have one. It was like weird to me. Just like, I don't know why.

I didn't feel like. I just, you're not that type of person. I don't know how to explain it. Well, I also wasn't making enough from it for it to be worth it to me. Right. Maybe if I did it now, it would be different. But I didn't have a following at the time. So it was like, a lot of people do that.

Like, try it and think you're going to make all this money. And you really don't. It's crazy. Because like, there's people who have like no followings. They say they make like $50,000 a month. And I'm just like, how are you doing it? With like no following, no whatever. Because I really think if you had a following. But I don't know. really don't it's crazy because like there's people who have like no followings they say they make like 50 000 a month and i'm just like how are you doing it was like no following no whatever because i really think if you had a following but i don't know i don't know i also have an all like female following so i don't feel like even now i might would be very successful

yeah what's yours yours is like the girls in the game mines are girls in the gay so i don't know where these only fans men show up i don't know where they're at their secret they're hiding but honestly it's like fine i like that they're low-key what's the craziest thing you've ever done for OF like to you you look back and you're like that was fucking crazy

did Moses just giggle no can you imagine if he giggled I never did anything too crazy I think just like doing a sex tape

was crazy to me I'm just like oh my god that's kind of crazy that I put that out there because it's just not me even though like I wanted to be me

in my head I think I had that like stereotype put on me for so long which is why I feel like you could relate to that because like people just think you do that stuff so I was like well I might as well just do it if people think I do it that was like the whole reason for me starting OnlyFans I was like if everyone's gonna fucking sexualize me and assume I'm a thot which I sometimes am right but um I might as well just profit off of it yeah no I love I love having sex I love all this I was like so actually I was just like yeah but it was a wild time Yeah I don't know I still sell my sex tapes Are you are you do you feel like people

Misconstrued you as a sexual Person or are you a very sexual person I am a very Sexual person um I am So yeah what's the craziest thing y'all Have done oh my god I put him on the spot like that I mean We're not too crazy I mean I just have we just have Like a lot of sex we're not like crazy I don't know but I love that on the spot like that. I mean, we're not too crazy. I mean, we just have like a lot of sex. We're not like crazy.

I don't know. I can't wait to be married. Do you feel like? Right. I've been starfishing lately. I've been literally just like, because I'm so tired. That's my move. Do you?

And you're so young. I like when young girls say this because I thought when I was young, I had to do the most like ride and hang upside down and do all this stuff. Well, I will if it's like someone I really care about. But it's like, well, I mean, I only sleep with people i care about but most of the time i just we were talking about this you guys were saying you dated the same guy and i was like you guys hook up with him you're like make out make out and i was like oh no one slept with him after a day i slept with every single guy after a first date i did i did when i was like i used to be like really insecure and i

felt like i had that's me and now now i feel like it's like oh you paid for dinner okay but i will i still wait if i like really like the guy I'll do it I just love to fuck So a lot of times I will But I try not to After like a first date And we were She was talking about Trevor Wallace And I don't know

For me with Trevor I just We're friends Yeah I couldn't imagine Having sex with him Because he's so goofy And he just seems like a goofy guy He'd be like

Put it in you know I can see him cracking a joke Like mid type Oh But if it was a funny joke Maybe No I was just at a restaurant But I have a thing where like I can be him cracking a joke like mid-pipe. Oh, every. If it was a funny joke, maybe. No, I was just at a restaurant. But I have a thing where like, I can be convinced I like somebody if I've slept with them.

So it's like, I kind of want to spend the time to find out if I do like them or not. Before. Because once I sleep with you, I think I like you no matter what. No, if they lay it down, if they lay it down, same. Yeah. You're like in love. Yeah, I'll have myself so convinced. And then I'll be like, wait, what the fuck was I just doing?

I will too. But even if they don't lay it down Down they don't have to do anything Good Yeah that's how I feel sex too I'm Always like people like oh there's like Great I'm like I feel like all sex is Good I never think like any sex is like Bad yeah I've never had like a real bad Experience where I'm like oh god

Actually that's not true I did wait Never know Blame that you remember oh my god it Was bad can you talk about the I thought he was kidding I thought he was kidding Oh my god Wait why

I think I've actually Told this story like An episode a really long time ago Wait why did you think He was kidding I thought it Like because it was so bad That I was like

There's He's trolling me Like Wait why What makes it bad That's what I want to know It was like There was no like movement

He just like basically He was like just laying there i felt like what do the mormons do they do like the soaking the holes he was like soaking like literally soaking where you just put it in and you don't there's no like i've never heard of there's no like thrusting so it's like not considered sex so a lot of people who but it's in yeah but are religious and stuff since it's like there's no like actual like and with yeah so essentially mormons say they're still a virgin if they soak like they say still But they can take it really far too

Someone can be like shaking the bed And like assisting but like as long as you're Not the one I would really people do it I would shake the bed for you I would shake the bed for you Brooke But that's basically what happened and then one morning I woke up And he had he rolled over And he had a remote like

Ingrained into his back like like imprinted into his back. And it was the worst. And you got so hard, man. I'm not kidding. You took a photo of it too long. I did. I had to. Oh, wait.

So this was the next morning. Yeah. So you stayed. How did that even happen? You didn't leave. Yeah. I would have never left. I'm reformed.

Wait, what? Like, I just I don't know what it is like. And you think like the way I am as a person, I would leave. Yeah. You know what I mean? But I'll always just like stay and leave the next morning. Like, I don't know what it is Like and you'd think Like the way I am as a person I would leave Yeah You know what I mean But I'll always just like Stay and leave the next morning Like I don't know what it is

What I think it's in my This is gonna sound so manipulative But there's no way to not say it Like in their brain They're like Oh she's like a good girl Like she always stays the night

Like she like You know what I mean Oh I get scared that someone Wakes up the next morning And is like Get this bitch out of here Oh that's happened to me so many times.

In fact, like after they'll be like, oh, I'm like, I have to get up for work early. Can you like leave? I have that happen all the time. Oh my gosh. I've had that happen. I've definitely had that happen. Where people kick you out? Okay, good.

Or like a guy, like a piece of shit guy is just like, you know what I mean? Oh, I'm so weird. Yeah. Like back in the day. I've definitely fucking had that happen. No, that's mortifying to me too. I feel so embarrassed. I'm like, okay.

I'm really in my like vetting phase now. Like I just, if I think a guy is the type of guy to do that it's like i can't yeah and it's also hard when you like live here like in this house right guys come over and then they just like assume something and you like don't know their place i don't know it's like really hard i think now especially when you're on the internet like guys coming over and hooking up with you i don't know it's kind of like a weird i don't know i couldn't do it i don't know how people i'm also like a no really this this has really happened to me like i've been doing this thing trisha and i can't fucking stop doing this thing where like if i have sex with a guy and it's bad and by i've been doing this thing i don't mean i'm just around fucking this is like

in the last year um if i fuck a guy and it's really bad and he like doesn't make me come or whatever i will like call him out on it right then and there like i will turn over and be like like i'll hit like and they'll be like what's wrong and i'm like that was it like that sucked and i'll be like such a fucking bitch about it i could never i feel like could you imagine someone said that to you be like you're so fucking ugly i would think about it no but not like the looks like if if you just like if you're just pissed it was like if he just like doesn't care about my needs like doesn't like because like i know i'm doing the damn thing so if you're just pissed, it was like, if he just like, doesn't care about my needs, like doesn't like, cause like, I know I'm doing the damn thing. So if you don't reciprocate that energy and you're okay with that, you know what I mean?

Like I get it. A guy comes to us and then he's like, okay, like, let me like, take care of you. Like, fine. I'm not going to be a bitch. I'm saying like, if he just like fucks and comes and like, I'm going to be such an asshole. And that's where I think that if a guy was like, okay, I have work in the morning. I feel like that now that I'm such a bitch, I'd be like, fuck you and your fucking job.

Like, it's just, it's like. I like that. I can appreciate that, honestly. Because I think about like half the men probably don't care about that stuff and they should be called out for it. Think about if you sucked a guy's dick, like super bad teeth, three-fourths of the way.

He was like getting closer and then you were just like, I'm done. He'd be like, great, babe. Like, come on. So it's like, I i'm gonna match that energy yeah for sure i don't know yeah no i get that too i mean sex is hard the hookup culture is like so crazy these days i don't know if i could do it i don't know if i could like just go out and yeah i'm trying to get out of well i mean i've been pretty successful what i'm getting out of not really participating i'm going on a hinge date tonight tonight oh my is it the lookout guy yeah so this guy decide if he's a murderer oh don't go then if you have to like think about it well did i tell you this yesterday i don't think i did i went on

this hinge date with this guy who ended up like really giving stalker vibes i wouldn't say stalking me because that's too far but like showed up somewhere I was without like asking me and like was just super weird and did all this weird shit so now I'm like all apprehensive about hinge dates and this was just a regular guy or was this like a well-known guy regular guy so you are dating regular guys and hooking up with them because I always feel like you're always with like a musician or like you know it's I like have this fucked up pattern where I'll go like two musicians and I'm like okay i can't do this anymore i'm a normal guy and then i'll go back and like just everyone yeah i just want to find love it's hard do you want to find love because you guys are young or you guys are just like having a good time i do i'm going to be 27 in like a month that's so young i know but i want but i like i want eventually to

be married you do if i meet someone right now and then in like three years i marry them and then i'm 30 right i guess that's like the age I marry them And then I'm 30 Right I guess that's like The age people do it It's just like Now it seems like Everyone's so much older Right like 35

Having babies Well in LA it's good Because like Everything happens a little later But like All my friends I went to college with In high school and stuff They all married with

Like multiple kids No way Oh yeah Yeah that's the age Where are you from? Arizona Oh okay Yeah

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If you have questions or concerns about gambling or someone close to you, I so badly want to like deep dive on just your life. I have so many questions right now. I don't know where to begin at all. Okay. So I originally, I'm so underprepared and a piece of shit no i love this i love hearing about your guys's dating lives it's so interesting to me no seriously i think your podcast is so big because of you guys like you really don't you guys in fact when you have guests i watch them but i prefer the ones with just you guys like i

really do unless it's like you i feel like we're gonna try and stop doing as many guest episodes people don't like them as much i find it does better in views or not really It depends on the guest but I don't even View I prefer a great episode over the Views honestly like I'd rather be like that was such a good episode But as long as I feel like it's a Friend we can have a conversation with like this Yeah that's what I'm saying I think it's better

That way to just hear about your lives because I feel like we've done so many interviews And like everyone knows everything like when I was researching you I'm like Everyone asks you the same questions. I mean, you are in a lot of drama right now, so you're a good guest to have. But you're always in drama right now. And not bad drama.

It's so like... Everyone thinks this hair is a PR stunt to all these TikToks. Someone was like, this TikTok blew up where they were showing my new hair and they were like, Tana's PR team is in overdrive right now

because she's in all these scandals. Both of you do assume she has a PR team. First of all, the PR team is me and the six voices yeah i am surprised because you do have like a team so i'm sorry you don't have like a pr no god there first of all you have to pay pr you have to pay a lot every time i've hired pr i feel like their advice is always going to be like be quiet don't talk about it and that's it doesn't align with my brand yeah and then any advice they would give me on like a PR stunt like I I feel like I'm like yeah duh I already knew that right

so it was very and anytime I want to get into an event or whatever I'll hit up someone who's in PR just a connection and they'll do it like you know what I mean so I was paying people for like essentially nothing yeah so it's never really like worth it for me to have yeah I feel like people who just can't get publicity on their own they hire i think it's but i actually need the press or a celebrity who does need a pr team to be like we'll run damage control and stuff yeah like but it just doesn't work for me but it was so funny because i was like bold of everyone to assume that you have a pr i put this i love that that's your pr stunt what would be your pr stunt what would you guys do for this podcast what's like a crazy person have you ever talked about it like what can we do to make this like viral i just

thought of a pr stunt and i don't know what was the PR stunt that i wanted to do and i can't remember oh no you should actually work at these places you have the aprons on just it was like i would mcdonald's have you ever had a restaurant let you have you ever had a restaurant let you work behind the counter raising canes yeah oh i didn't get paid i'm sure they pay that ariana from pump rolls i didn't get paid i did get paid in uh gift cards i have thousands of raising canes gift cards in my car i think i would rather that than do you know yeah absolutely yes like oh i have to get it was super cute they give james charles an unlimited card that for the rest of his life he can swipe on any canes he wants and

if he wants it he has a contact he can text at canes that will put it in an uber and take it like to his house What? Anytime What would your card be If you could have any card To any place And have an unlimited amount

Fast food Like vibes as well Well yeah Honestly probably Canes Are in and out Like somewhere that doesn't deliver That's true That's a good point

Yeah But there's no Canes around here You'd have to have It'd probably be cold Burbank now It's just like Oh it just opened Yeah it's like

Oh yeah I drove there with a flat tire recently I was like I'm getting it now How did you drive on a flat tire Well I didn't Honestly Oh you just

I didn't know I didn't know for so long And one of my neighbors was like Girl The flat tire Was it worth it So worth it You don't do like muck bangs

Or eating on your tic tac toe I should I would love to You really should I love watching people eat And especially people who eat like fast food And I feel like no one eats online But I love when people eat

I eat nothing but fast food I eat What I post three meals a day All who eat like fast food and I feel like no one eats online but I love when people eat in there. I eat definitely but fast food. I eat, I post mate three meals a day. All fast food? All fast food. Oh my God. And she's scheduled it. It's the funniest fucking thing

in the world. Last night before I went to bed I scheduled a club sub to be there like literally when I woke up in the morning. What's a club sub? From where? Jersey Mike's club sub.

It's our favorite. She put me on. Oh, I'm not a sandwich girly. Are you not? I don't think I've ever eaten a sandwich. Someone can like find me eating a sandwich.

I don't think I ever did. I don't think I've ever eaten a sandwich in my life. Chips on a i don't think i ever did i don't think i've ever eaten a sandwich in my life chips on a fucking with the white bread i don't really like it like i don't like like subs usually because like i don't know but this she put me on what's in it it's like turkey bacon lettuce so you like food really plain like i do right i don't like things mixed together either i don't like sauces i'll eat a plain burger just like meat and bun oh my if you literally like put a ivy in me right now i think ranch would come out like really and everything oh my god oh my gosh i brought you my bling ranch i'm not kidding well the problem is i'm walking through trisha's house yesterday and anything i'm like oh my god this is so cool she's like take it take it take it oh my god i'm like true i had to stop complimenting

it after 20 minutes she gave me an adam sandler purse yesterday because i complimented she wouldn't take no for an answer it's the best gift i've ever i love giving things out to everyone like i literally also just at my house it's like a hoarding place i have so much stuff so i was like just take it because i'm always getting new shit you're so fucking it's so sweet you're so cute i didn't even tell you i have like the exact same purse that i gave you upstairs like i have two of them so i was like you're just taking it i should have told you to make you feel better. It actually does make me feel a lot better. Yeah, literally,

I just like put it down there today. I was like, oh, now it's on display again. But honestly, I would have given you one if I even didn't have it. But I have two of them. Have you ever met him?

No. We were talking about this yesterday. I like would die to meet him. He's like the most impossible, I feel like, to any person. We went and saw him in Vegas live. Like, what was it?

Like stand up? It was. It was like stand up, but also he was singing it was oh was it at an arena was he doing that yes yeah i saw his tour it was recent right i was sobbing and he like brought his daughters up to sing it was really good i was like too drunk though i wish i got a little less drunk like like the minute he got on stage like i wish i really remember really oh getting drunk is like so scary to me now i like can't do it because like when i

black out i black out too But it's so hard What do you like drunk? I'm fun I am super fun I think that's why I always drink Cause I'm fun But I get so sick I like I've never been too much of a drinker

But I get really sick But I am fun I just loosen up so much Like whenever I've been nervous I always just like drink a ton And I'm like fine But I really haven't been drinking in so long But not because I had a problem

I just like never I don't know I get sick from it I don't like the taste of it I get really sick from it too But i just do it every time and like forget i love it so much that i have to take breaks i'm currently on a 75 day break that's amazing oh my god do you feel different well i'm on day six of 75 but that's like the hardest part um but yes i actually i feel amazing honestly it's just my energy levels are so different like i actually like when i'm drinking a lot i have no fucking energy and i just i do feel great you are doing the most like yesterday

you went here the pot my podcast then podcast after a concert yeah yesterday was a lot but the best fucking day ever i left your house trisha like i had the i just i rarely have these but like i'll go so out of body and just like i can't believe this is my life and i was leaving your house really thinking that because i grew up watching you so yeah i felt the same i felt like i was in like a sorority There were so many like Young people at my house Like oh my god

This is like so much fun And I was shaking afterwards My body was like shaking in bed I'm like wow I'm like physically like exhausted From just being around people Because I'm never around anyone It was so much fun

But I'm like Oh my god Yeah it was great It was amazing I love that you like Welcomed everyone That was like my big party I felt like I went clubbing

With you guys all night And you guys were there From like four to seven I love you so Just so much I always loved you I originally wanted to play this game with you and then I didn't prepare for it because I'm an amazing fucking podcast host I love it you have no producer you're a producer are you yeah but he just lost a little weight he said hard to see him over there a good wait did you lose weight yeah oh congratulations did you do it god you're the second person I've heard this from today they're like i didn't even think about it i

just lost weight i'm like like imagine i know what that's amazing i can't deal i know but i was gonna show you your past thumbnails and titles and ask you to explain them that was the game i wanted to play sorry guys we won't get that because i didn't do it but um why would you even tell us about it it's my segue it's my segue here's what i i have a question for you yes and i think i feel like i know the answer but this is and you don't have to answer this because it's a big part of your brand oh my gosh people will always say like is this a bit like was this was she in on this or was she did she mean this and like back in the day when it was like i identify as a chicken nugget right that was like a drug one i there's like there's trolling there's real there's like drug induced and that was definitely drug induced i

always say this i'm like that one was obvious to me because like my pupils are huge like yeah there's an obvious drug i'm like i literally look like drugged out so i think there's certain ones where you can like tell if I'm wearing sunglasses. Like I think you can tell. Yeah. What drugs? Can I ask? Oh, at that time.

Oh my God. I don't even remember. What year was that? 2017. Maybe 2018. I think I just did a lot of coke at night and I think I just would like wake up the next morning just like fucked, like hungover, but like not, you know what I mean? Yeah.

I'm pretty sure. Cause that was the nights I would go out to like WeHo. I could so see you being like a WeHo WeHo girl yeah I was obsessed with WeHo I love it oh love it and like at the time in like 2016 that was like my gay era like I feel like I was like in my gay prime and I loved it so much and it was so fun I missed it I do miss WeHo I went for the first time like uh maybe a couple months ago and it's actually like so much fun like there's a new club I don't know if it's new maybe It was new to me Heart and it was like Such a vibe

And I was like Oh I love it It will take it out of you Going to WeHo Are you guys WeHo girlies? I'll go every once in a while But I'll be taken out For like three days after that

Yeah It's fun because there's like Dancing like Mickey's And stuff like that That's why I always liked it But I've been roofied in WeHo twice Okay me too

I feel like that's where You're going to get roofied I don't know why You've been roofied in WeHo Oh for sure That was like a That was like a monthly Weekly occurrence at one point Yeah maybe that's why You get sick from alcohol Because they say that After you've get roofied I don't know why You've been roofied Oh for sure That was like a That was like a monthly Occurrence

Weekly occurrence At one point Yeah That's why you get Sick from alcohol Cause they say that After you've been roofied Then all of a sudden

You get like way Way way sicker from alcohol Whoa That's interesting I never heard that Cause in college It blows my mind though That WeHo is so

Roofie oriented For everyone who doesn't know WeHo is like West Hollywood And there's just this strip Of crazy wild Sexual fun gay bars Like everywhere And there's just this strip Of crazy wild Sexual fun gay bars Like everywhere And it's super fun

But it's weird to me Because I would think That I would get roofied more In a straight setting And like a straight man It's like straight men Who we should be afraid of I feel like

Yeah so why am I getting roofied With all the girls in the gates Maybe I don't know For fun I don't know Yeah I think that's what people do.

A lot of people do it just for fun. A thousand percent. Like in the hangover. The roofie drug is GHB and a lot of people do do it for fun. Yeah. I can't do that. I don't know if that's my journey. Yeah, I don't know if it's a fun thing to do, but.

Yeah, a lot of DJs do it for fun. To other people. No, to themselves. Oh, right. Like the GM. Yeah. That makes sense because you're just kind of out of it or something. I don't know. No, to themselves. Oh, right. Like the GM. Yeah. That makes sense because you're just kind of out of it or something.

I don't know. I don't even know how I got home half the time. I used to live really close to WeHo, so I was kind of stumbling home or just got home somehow. Yeah. Or just wake up at other people's houses, which I don't miss. But at that time, I really hated myself, so I was very self-destructive. So I was like, oh, if I die, I don't really care. I wasn't suicidal, but I was just like, eh, it doesn't matter.

I've been in so many eras like that. Oh, yeah. Especially like drug eras where you're just like, oh care you know I wasn't like suicidal but I was just like it doesn't matter I've been in so many eras like that oh yeah especially like drug eras where you're just like oh you know what if I go out this way it's how I go out you know drugs do that to you for sure yeah you're just like a lot because I was always scared I would die of drugs you know I was like same die you know I was like convinced of that in like 2020 oh like I was gonna die that was like my era of drugs too for sure like yeah i came really really really close one time and i remember it was actually during quarantine like it was covid and i did pills from someone it was just this whole thing and i thought i was overdosing for sure and they took me to the hospital and it was in it was tents outside i remember like two flashes of it and my i

was literally like i don't want to be in a tent outside so take me home and if this is how i die this is how i die like i didn't want to like do it all and it's like first of all you fucking dumbass yeah like go to the tent and get help but i was like too scared i would oh people would never even take me to the hospital because i thought they would get like in trouble or something that they gave me the drugs or that like so many people die because people are just scared to get in trouble yeah that's crazy you're lucky you got taken to the hospital no one's ever They just like leave me there I think now you can order Like Narcan and stuff online

Yeah So now I keep Narcan in the house Or Narcan What's Narcan It's what they spray On your nose If you're overdosing

Yeah and you It stops you from overdosing I never had that I keep it in my cabinet I have too many Like little parties here It's free if you go To any pharmacy

You can literally Just ask for it And they'll give it to you Oh that's nice Because it saves So many people I just like I keep it here

Because like parties And shit you know Now I'm not in my I could benefit From Narcan phase But I'm such a That's nice Because it saves so many people I just like I keep it here Because like parties and shit You know Now I'm not in my I could benefit from Narcan phase That's good to have I mean I didn't even know That was a thing Is that new

Or has it just always been around I didn't know I think it's been around For a while I think it's been around Like hospitals have always Administered it But I think that

In the fentanyl epidemic It became more like Socially normalized Yeah that's why I wouldn't I could never do drugs I'd be so scared I was scared of it In the 2020 era

I was like oh god The fentanyl is like And that's I'm like there's a big part of me that thinks that died i definitely had something that had a little but not enough or i don't know which is just really fucking scary i never think of you as like a drug user i always think of you as like party girl drinking i that's you never yeah did you talk about i feel like you never talked about it i've talked about it a little after right after I stopped shooting my reality show and a lot of things just piled up in my life that was like way too much for me to handle it was like stuff with my parents and stuff with the people closest to me and I felt like I'd like lost like my first love and like just cameras

and everything I was taking a lot of pills to just like escape Yeah That reality And I feel like people Don't talk about enough That just everyone in LA Does cocaine Oh yeah So much Yeah Every single person

Absolutely ever In Los Angeles Everyone Does everyone When you tell people You did cocaine They're like oh that's it That's all you were doing

And I was like what the fuck Like that's heavy Every celebrity ever It's so strange Like no one even bats an eye No one bats an eye They think like oh that's Cocaine is like as normalized As taking a shot here It it's crazy like do a bump at a dinner table someone

told me like weed and cocaine are the same they're like oh it's the same i was like oh my god like what crazy yeah i grew up like i had drug addict parents and i was always like god i couldn't i could never like be involved in all that and now i'm thinking about it i'm like i hardly have any friends who don't do drugs really and you don't that's just, like... And you don't? Have you ever? I have. You have? I've, like, I've dabbled a bit. Not, like, just, like, I mean, obviously, I went to college and stuff. Right.

I had a little bit of a Xanax phase recently. Yeah. Yeah, Xanax is very trendy. It was very trendy in LA. But it wasn't, like, a drug thing. It was, like, I was trying not to kill myself thing. Right. Did you, like...

How did you fix that? Did you go to, like, a therapist or...? I don't know if I really... Really fixed it. She just sat on this couch and aired it all out until she felt better this is our damn therapy yeah no it's just so crazy because like online you look very just like like college sorority preppy wholesome put together no i had a phase there for a second where i was like really out of it i feel like we didn't have the podcast though at that time so it wasn't as like yeah i mean now i'm like prescribed Xanax and shit Like you know you can do

I needed it I wanted to be so clear I needed it Like it was not Sincerely Sincerely I do get that 100% But I'm out of that now Every once in a while

I'll take a little I was saying that What she was just saying How you look so not Drug Maybe what you are In certain ways Like a drug addict parents would never think

Yeah You know that's crazy I was saying that like Still That was one of the reasons that like drug what you are are in certain ways like a drug addict parents would never think yeah you know like oh yeah i was saying that like that was one of the reasons that like i like i'm dabbling in the brown hair and the clean girl aesthetic i was like damn like i took a page from brooke's book i was like i just let me put on my gold earrings and like slick my hair down and shit because then it's like i think some of it's the contrast because like because you kind of have the like party image and stuff yeah like i feel like just me being next to you makes it seem like i'm very like But tiktok too you have a very just like clean girl aesthetic the way you talk is very clear. Thank you Yeah, it's very you'll marry the elliot grange, you know

So, um, I think you could too. I do think you could too. I think I have to hit a full rebrand I think you've been so out there With just like your wild stories This podcast I know is holding me back From that journey I don't know I think this podcast is helping you With the rebrand

Well we've had like situations recently Or I have anyway Where guys will like Not want to talk to us Because we have these Oh because you're gonna put it Dude and like I told this wild sex story With me and this like french guy recently

and i just did the craziest shit sexually i've probably ever done and yesterday i was when i went on to whitney's podcast she starts asking me all about it and i was like in my head i had an out-of-body experience i was like looking at myself and i was like you were talking about a double-ended dildo right now like in your holes and this is why you're not gonna marry who you want i mean i was like digital footprint will get ya no that is hard I think that's another reason

why like dating is so tough because I used to talk about everyone so like nobody that's why I couldn't get on Raya they were literally like denying me

because they're like you're gonna like talk about this shit and stuff because I asked someone I was referred by so many people and I couldn't get in and then literally

I found a contact at Raya and they're just like no because you make videos about all these like famous people that you fuck and stuff that probably makes sense because I got banned from Raya because I was using it when I you make videos about All these like famous people that you fuck and Stuff that probably makes sense because I got Banned from Raya because I was using it when I was underage

Right and then like I tried to And everyone's like you can get back on like what do you mean But that's probably why they won't let me back on Yeah I've never like directly heard that yeah there's like Real reasoning of why guys would be scared I Guess you know because you guys would talk about them Always but it's like if Taylor So says if guys don't want me to write

Bad songs about them then they shouldn't i agree i totally i mean i'm with you girls on this i mean i would expose all day long you know i also always fucking tell people like if you're a good person and you tell me like i don't want you to talk about me like i won't yeah i've also i've protected people's reputations who have done like the world's worst things so i'm like really why why do You protect them I don't know I had like I work it's really good doing a nice Thing for conscience and guilt yeah I do It honestly selfishly because I feel

Guilty if I say think like certain Really yeah which is interesting because You said you have trouble like Regulating your emotion so you would Think you would do it and then feel Guilty after because I would do it but I'd feel guilty yeah yeah I like Sometimes I'll do it and I'll cut it or

Like I'll you know yeah I have like I'll Post a tick-tock like really rash like Crazy tick-tock and then I would do it but I'd feel guilty yeah well I sometimes I'll do it and I'll cut it Or like I'll you know yeah I have like I'll post a TikTok like really rash like crazy TikTok and Then I'll delete it immediately wait really I've never seen your crazy TikToks I was thinking You're just talking about like cute things like you know it's never no I did like one like really Crazy one about about my like cheating lying boyfriend of how many years or months it was Only a few months but he was like really out there you need to tell trisha i want to know do we know him have you talked about him we talk about this a lot on the podcast you will know well this is a good example like i came on the podcast and i like didn't want to say anything about it for so long yeah i was like like i love

him yeah but he like i was dating this guy he was going through a lot okay last year he lost his mom dad and brother okay in one year so he was going through a lot okay last year he lost his mom dad and brother okay in one year so he was going through a lot yeah our whole relationship was about that like every time i would do something it's like you you remind me of my mom and like i can't even talk to her anymore every night it's like i'd be working and he'd be like get home i'm like i'm i'm crying i'm going through so much like because my mom died yada yi that's dark yeah I find out mom's Alive brothers alive oh I heard that This was on the Zach Sang show yes yes

Yes yes oh my he literally made it all Up he lied about his age he lied about Where he was from he's not Australian Like like I was a lying cheater on top Of that and cheated on me like cereal Like cereal cheater What Where is he now Is he making contests Is he just living

His life online He's a musician He's performing Straight up festivals What It's awful It's awful I have been streaming

His new song To be fair You played it In the car the other day Great artist Honestly Well the great ones Usually are like dark

Like that But that's what's crazy That's what's crazy Like those things That are like That deserves to be Like cancelled Like to me

That's like an Ultimate cancellation Like you can't that's like an ultimate cancellation. Like you can't lie about like dead parents. It's one thing to say it publicly, like whatever, if you need to get ahead, but like using it as such a weapon in a relationship and like making me like, almost believing it as well.

And I was sick constantly. Cause I'm like, I hate that he's going through this. And it was like, no, he's not. Oh my God. That might be the craziest shit I've ever,

I've never been with a guy that's like that. But I would come on here and I'd be like But he was such A good boyfriend Like no he wasn't It was fucking horrible What did you miss Well you obviously

Missed something about him For you to say He was a great boyfriend Like no Well I was I was deluded And I was like I was really

Out of my mind I wasn't medicated Well he was also Like a serious Serious love bomber Like even when he was Crazy to her The next day

He'd be like Here's a gift I ordered your favorite food Let's go here Let's do this So and I think it is really hard to shake that like you know even with maude that's why i like tried it again and it was like he's love bombing me all over again and i like fell back into it because it's if someone's really fucking good at that like it's hard and i had nothing and you want it like you know you want them and you love them so

it's like you know what I mean I loved the attention I never had Like a serious relationship Before that So I was like Oh my god Like he's so good to me Like no one's ever done

All these things for me But like I get that Yeah Oh my god She's alive When was this Was this last year

This was when the Xanax thing Ended up happening Oh no This was last year You've had some Harami You look so sweet And you're just like

That's the craziest I've never had a guy Do that I would be like Fucked in my head I'd be so fucked up I'd probably like No it was like

It was dark for a second Why did he do it Did he tell you why No He never had some closure Did he ever talk about it publicly No And he like

When it finally came out Kind of that his parents Were alive He was like Well I was talking about My adoptive mother figure Like just There's no adoptive mother figure

He said he was like Three years older than he was He said just like Everything was a lie Wow He had an Australian accent I don't understand So like he's

He's obviously famous He had followers So like he was lying to everybody Or just to everybody Everyone And that's why I didn't want to talk about it Because I was like

I don't want to ruin his career But it's like He ruined his his when did it come out who came out with it you did did I no no okay here to be fair it was floating the fuck around Hollywood right and I know like a lot of people that know him in the music industry everyone in the industry knew but and it was it was coming out as is and also I am such an angry best friend like right seeing her like you know what I mean And I know what that's like I wasn't like angry at her For being like

But he was like You know And like being sad But like when you see it From such a clear standpoint I was like Fuck him You know

He's gonna get in jail someday I bet you will hear about it Have you dabbled with musicians? Oh I mean like again Like D-list You guys get the like Bomb ones

I get people that No one ever I'm not a D-list musician lover No no I feel like yours are all Like really big and stuff like that. No, Trisha. I used to love musicians. Yeah.

I used to just love anything like famous. I mean, you could be anybody. And I was like, yeah. I had my very first years in Hollywood. I was all about like tattoos and hello. Hi. Oh, hey. Oh, my God.

Party's here. Oh, my God. Literally. I love it. Always a live studio audience. We do have a full studio audience. Hey, you look so have a wow yeah go over there go over there this is a vibe lila you look so good hi you look so high no way she really did that was like when i first met her she worked at mcdonald's now oh my god

you look so good it's her pussyversary of her vagina do you like it you should have my podcast i have so many questions to ask i love how open you are about this stuff i got to like diy it myself wait what do you mean well the cooch is crazy lila i'm I love it oh my god do you show it on your OF for sure okay I'm gonna wow she did put a popsicle in her mouth I'm subscribed by seven days yeah I haven't unlocked the messages I subscribe to YouTube I'm like I need to unlock the message you send out messages constantly both of you guys are always sending out messages if I I know that was um I know that's my thing too and i was during quarantine and it was when i was making sex tapes i looked at your stories and she'd be out like the

night before i was like actually girl which that was like my dream you were my dream club because that is my you want to pop in for five minutes sure i would love that look how beautiful oh my god i love the long hair you look great everyone has these van cleef bracelets is that what they are is that what they're called? Trish, you need a Van Cleef. Is this the new Cartier? I don't know. First of all, I don't know where you get them.

Van Cleef. Van Cleef. I'll figure it out. Van Cleef is like a store. Yeah, they're owned by Cartier, actually, which I just found out. But they're like crazy. Aren't they like $40,000? This one was $7,000.

Okay, I could do a $7,000. All that from your Starbucks job? She hustles in the back room. She's like, yes. That looks so cute. You know I would. I would help it. Nugget queen.

Nugget queen. Where the fuck did you get that, Trish? Etsy, yeah. You should be eating McDonald's. Isn't that your thing? You should be postmating it now. I honestly should have kept my costume and done my cosplay, like putting like a nugget in my pussy or something.

Oh my God. How long ago did you do it? Would you actually put a chicken nugget in your pussy? Wow. Got it chopped off, sliced, diced. Oh my God. How do you like it? It's shredded.

I love it. She's fun. Shredded. For sure. Oh my gosh. And it's fun because like I've had both experiences. Right. Of course.

I know what a dick feels like. I know what a pussy feels like. That is so cool. Isn't it cool? That's my dream. That's my dream. One thing I wanted was a penis. Which is what?

Yes. I love it. If you had a penis, what would the first thing that you would do be? Oh, have sex with a pussy. Or a butthole or anything. I was just saying today that literally I used to put my dick in a ZipLock bag

with Vaseline and put it between the mattress. Wow, that's new. And being a girl, it's like, ugh, it's so boring. What are you going to do? Whack one out?

I know. And that's why it's hard to have a lesbian relationship. Just going to get demonetized Yeah Oh it was already demonetized Okay okay okay Honestly here we go

Once this pussy was on screen It was yeah Yeah that's why it's hard To have like a lesbian relationship Because I love the penetration That's why I've loved trans girls Because I'm like You get both

You get the girl experience But you get the penetration I should have did it While I had the chance I know I regret it too I was like That would have been That probably would have been The number one seller too i know we would have made a bag and a half we would have had been clean i know i know i wanted to honestly like if you didn't

qualify 100 whatever i was at the fucking hype house like was it worth it i know i know i thought i was like i'm so sorry i really wanted you so bad i remember you had them you had the chan legend nails the kylie jenner infamous nails and it's the only fans yeah i was like just flopping around with my dick out and then you were like yeah it's done but now you're killing it my mom she don't do the same thing yeah how long have y'all known each other me and tima in 2017 when i first visited la my list stalked me down and i love to bring it up no way super fan i was in la for the first time ever. She,

her dumb ass posted that she was at a hookah bar. And so I go to Google and I type in hookah bars in Korea town. And I, I pulled to the first one and she's like outside, like jaw shaking, like on Molly. Oh my God. Everybody watching is just going to like stalk her to be like,

I can be her friend next. I can be her bestie. Oh yeah. I wouldn't recommend. Now I don't post where I am and i have security and i would never be crazy now like she really was the exception to the rule i love you now though because you'll literally post weeks after you got back from paris and you're like oh yeah best cafe latte still posting in paris you just woke up it's 8 p.m you're upstairs yeah absolutely every time that's so smart like

you really like need i was doing that today like smart. Like, you really, like, need to do that. I was doing that today, like, taking all these photos as, like, a brunette to, like, prolong it. Do you love the brunette? I love, everyone loves it. It's so good. It's not brunette. Right, it's not. It's a honey blonde.

I'm ready to scam you for a butter croissant. Tell, can you talk about your Starbucks scam? Okay, I used to. I actually don't know. Oh, God. I used to. A bunch of scammers over here. I used to, I used to, I used to.

Okay. Preface, I used to. I make my own make my own money i know it was last thursday what bitch i always reload my starbucks card fuck you you have her apple pay me anyways when i used to work at mcdonald's the night shift i used to you know go to the grocery store with a duffel bag stuff it full get like 300 of groceries and pay like three dollars first of all a bitch what had to do what she had to do to survive yeah it's not a felony it's under 950 right perfect and then smash and grab at ralph's and then i would go next door to goodwill stuff it full take all my instagram content with my shitty fucking wig and then i would go to starbucks be like, I am so confused.

I think another homeless person took my order again from the 30th day in a row. Oh, like your mobile order. And they're like, oh my God, like Lila, right? Like it was a strawberry.

I'm like, I love your shoes, Casey. Oh my God. Wait, how do they know your order though? I was just always like walking around like with my laptop

because I would upload all my YouTube at Starbucks because I couldn't afford Wi-Fi. Oh my God. So essentially the scam is saying that you had a mobile order and someone took it. Yeah, take notes, figure it out. Don't be, like.

I bet they knew. I bet they knew. There's excuses when people are like, I'm so poor. It's like, fix it. Fix it. Figure it out. Oh my God.

Okay, thank you, Lila. Yes. Wild. Oh, Reddit is going to have a meal day. But I'm not gonna lie lila poppin does give me life like that That gave me there's certain people who just like can't get canceling and say anything in the world Like there's just certain people it's like we were talking about yesterday the theo vaughn thing I was just like I feel like he says the crazy shit. I'm like, how does he not he can't I guess he doesn't care On his own podcast and didn't cut it. It's crazy

It was his own podcast And didn't cut it It's crazy Does not care He could have cut it It was his own podcast I know Tana on Vine was crazy But he's like 43 On like YouTube And I'm just like Okay how are you

Getting away with this It's crazy I feel like comedians Get the pass for everything Because it's like Oh they're just so funny That's my new thing I know

I'm a comedian I know we're trying To like rebrand Like trying to say Something funny So that we can say No it doesn't work for girls Like you can't be a comedian

You can't say I was Having a joke It's like no You were being serious But guys I was just joking When they clearly weren't And then they get away with it

It is the misogyny of it all I hate it so much I literally feel like Only Chelsea Handler And Whitney Cummings Have ever gotten away Slightly with that And still gotten so much hate

Right that's true And who was it Who got in so much trouble Oh Kathy Griffin Right she was the one With the head Holding Trump's head Kathy Griffin's like

Always like in trouble But I feel like she doesn't care No and I love that about her That when she did get in trouble For Holding Trump's head Kathy Griffin's like Always like in trouble But I feel like she doesn't care No and I love that about her That when she did get in trouble For holding Trump's head Like that she doubled down She did a whole fucking World tour about it

Made the jokes She was on the no fly list Trump put her on the No fly list And that was real I was wondering Is that publicity Or is that real

Like is it a PR I mean I knew Kathy pretty well And she would like She would say it off You and Kathy Shane hooked me and Kathy up Shane knew I loved Kathy Griffin So he was like

Very random Shane had the most random People connections ever Oh you like Kathy Why was he hanging out With Kathy Griffin That's so random I mean good for him

I like her but what What was the craziest thing You feel like Shane Ever did for you Oh um I mean I know Like I guess he like He did a documentary on me

I was like the first Documentary thing And it like helped me Pop off Yeah I was like very And you did a documentary on me. I was like the first documentary thing and it like helped me pop off. Yeah. I was like very. And you got a good one, right? Yeah.

I was literally nothing. It was just like, here's my friend Trisha. And I was like, okay. Yeah. Mine was not so good. No. Then he went crazy and did like the Jake Paul, the Tana. I'm like, this is insane.

I was like, oh my God. Like, yeah, it was crazy. But I remember they got like 30 million, 40 million. I was grateful for the documentary though. Cause it vindicated me a lot after TanaCon. Like it's shown a lot of light on it. being like i feel like a lot of people thought i was like diabolically planning it by myself you know like i want these people sunburned you know that's gonna get clipped but no it was the tana con thing's crazy because weren't you

like 19 or something too we were like so young or 20 i yeah i i think it was no it's 19 for sure 19 which is crazy i mean don't plan a convention at 19 but no one around loving you that ambitious like who had 19 was like i'm gonna compete with big con like that's fucking nuts but i love it i failed no but like yeah no i get it but like i guess people got burned and stuff but yeah it wasn't your fault it wasn't like you know it was like well i don't know i but also isn't it crazy time when like shane could like literally make anyone look good like jake paul and like you like you like I mean Jeffrey yeah I mean he did right and then the pendulum swung the other way and everyone's like fuck you've ever made a video with Shane Dawson and it was

like so crazy and I like rode for him hard even during that are you still you asked me this yesterday I went in on this but are you still friends with him are you still do you still no I haven't talked to him since like 2021 yeah really yeah having a baby yeah wait they're born no they're not born they're just pregnant right now um yeah was it a falling out or was it a natural um yeah I think yeah I think there was just like you know what honestly it's like so it it was sad honestly it's just like it's sad because I really really like liked Shane the most. I really loved him. I really thought he was the one person

that always had my back. But then after we did have the little falling out, everyone was like, oh, he talks shit about you. He said this. And you know it's real because it's the only stuff

you said to Shane. I was like, oh, damn. You know what I mean? So I think all that's just hurt and just sad. And I get it. I'm not a great friend either, but it's just a whole thing.

I definitely wasn't talking shit about him. That's the one person I never talked shit about. I love Shane more than anything. It actually creates me so much um you don't give yourself enough credit for how reformed you are now you've grown so much as a person i think you think you're still that trish from that era and you're so not thank you yeah it's hard like i feel like the internet you know internet like doesn't want you to forget anything so you just feel guilt about everything you've done and it's hard youtube was weird though like everyone that was your bestie and like same

i never said a bad word about shame but that it was a gossip era i'd go over to jeffrey's house and i'd be like god we are best friends forever but you would soon find out that it was this big toxic gossip train oh oh yeah we did talk about that a little bit i went in on colleen oh my god no tana went off i hope you don't cut it don't cut it okay yeah i honestly went over two hours i was like honestly i think for that ad sense let's just do the full two and a half hours i think we don't cut one fucking thing and we give the people what they want yeah honestly no yeah same usually i like to cut like a couple things after an interview like maybe cut that maybe cut that like i'm very that now but that

don't cut a damn thing in tana fashion yeah you are but you're also one of those people who can like get away with anything i really just can't i don't think even if i'm in the right i can't get away with anything she's like so much more hated than me oh a thousand percent i don't agree with i literally got it not that i think you're hated but i think i i don't know anyone who doesn't love you well i feel like again it's a pendulum i think now it's like i don't but i don't take it seriously either way like now people are liking me but i go it's just up and down always she tells me that all the time she's like you can't don't take it seriously either way. Like now people are liking me, but it's just up and down always. She tells me that all the time. She's like, you can't place value even in the good opinions because it's like they're

gonna switch on you. Yeah, I don't read like too much of the good comments. Like when I see something good, I'm like, okay, good. But I try not to read it either because then you just think like, oh, this will never end. And it's like, you just know. And it does. Yeah, right. It just, it swings, you know?

And I think if you're like a truly good person, you can like stick around. I always said it was like Colleen and Joey were great people. That's why they have long careers. And then it's like boom one went down so joey's still standing strong hopefully he does not get canceled yeah i do i think from what i know thus far joey griceffa is a good person i think i think so too honestly truly i would have said this about clean because i never knew she talked about people i really truly didn't i only hung out with her like three times before we did the podcast but i was like i didn't know but joey i never heard

talk shit either when i was on escape the night i'll never forget this like gabby hannah and honestly and i've never said this and andrea russett were so like this was still when i was like my first season at least i was like very newbie to the game and i felt like they had they were ogs in the game and they very much treated me like that like really like treated me like like honestly bullying like it was bullying vibes on set and you know me all like try to do it back but it's at that time it was very much strength in numbers and in numbers you know like how old were you 18 maybe that's so weird and also like who are they i'm sorry they're not ogs either i hate when people do that to like new people it's like you're also like second generation youtubers like don't even you know i think just i've been so a lot around so long it like pisses me off i'm

like also you're a second generation Joey really did have My back though I remember I like He took me in a room And was like listen Like I'm sorry This is happening I love you Like whatever

He knew it was happening Like Why didn't you kick him off Zero tolerance for bullying I'd be like hell no Don't do this to an 18 year old Because it wasn't It wasn't giving like

Bullying It was just giving like Mean girl Crack a joke Whatever I don't really remember I really don't remember Like Gabby was just always like really

like we'd butt heads a lot yeah but Andrea was just she she never liked me really never and she really doesn't like me now um is she still making content I don't even know um she's actually yeah she's still making content she posted some stuff that I've been recently seeing about her sobriety journey which I do really respect I think it's really good at the end of the day whether we get along or not that's it's always awesome to talk about sobriety and health for people yeah the dark part of influencing are those people who do like get into those kind of states and stuff like that like why do they fall off and the reasons why and if they get into because like she's another one who always seemed I don't know much about her but I always thought

she was kind of like goody you know and so when you hear that stuff you're like oh my god you know it's kind of it's kind of dark but um yeah my only beef with joey is he never asked me to go on escape the night and we were like close friends i was like okay literally did like 10 seasons with like random people i was so it's funny because i like i was surprised he even wanted me on let alone like twice because i'm so canceled like he should have put you on that's what i'm saying i'm like a different type of cancels where like i told you like even you're canceled you guys canceled me off the podcast like my episode is the only one that got deleted and i was like i am like i was telling her that we never did that we didn't do that it's off it was off i would never delete an episode of the podcast ever

you just deleted it i thought oh i thought i thought it something in production happened then that's the ultimate cancellation you off of youtube or something it was like me no i've never been kicked off maybe off of your eyes's channel no I mean it's fine I mean I wanted it out Because I wasn't there Yeah right I honestly don't care But I always think There was a time

When people like Really don't want to be Social It's again It swings I don't care I've always wanted to And always will be

Associated with you And I would just Never delete anything Period Yeah it's wild It was a YouTube thing I think it might have Gotten sent like

In our group chat Or something But it was like An actual like YouTube notification YouTube deleted it Or if there was Something in it maybe I don't

Know what the episode it was yeah I would never delete my most Viewed podcast it was the most viewed Episode oh my god random Hopefully this one is just as viewed I know hopefully it stays up honestly I like don't Care either I mean I do I you know I do care I say I don't Care but I'm like even Joey not asking me on a I thought it was a mouse

What do you mean you thought that was a mouse Holy Trisha, what do you mean? Oh my God. What do you mean you thought that was a mouse? Holy shit. That's the biggest mouse I've ever seen. That's so scary. Your house has mouse problems. We've had mouses in some houses.

We had a mouse crawled across hunters like laying down body in one of the houses. Mice are cute. Rats are ugly. Right. Rats are crazy With their long tails I mean we live in the mountains So we get mice too It's like not a big deal They freak me the fuck out

They freak me out I fucking What do you do with them Do you guys release them Or drown them Or what do you do I don't even want to say What happened last time

We had a mouse It's not I would get cancelled for that Oh right Because you can't be in here But you kind of have to Like get rid of them I didn't do it

I don't do anything With mice either I didn't do it I I don't do anything with mice either. I didn't do it. I didn't know what was happening. It was like someone who was working for me. Oh, they smash it with like a broom or something.

It's so dark what people do. Yeah. Okay, I see a couple of nuns. Yeah. Got it. That's literally what happens. We love mice. It's not funny, dude.

Like PETA. I didn't do it i didn't know what happened it was too late rest in peace there's certain things like you have to because otherwise they come back it becomes a problem it gets infested you can like hurt people we have like a baby so we don't like the mice to bite them and yeah completely understandable yeah we were just on a podcast i was playing brief we were just on a podcast and they made us play a game that was wild by the way two hosts are wild, but having two guests and two podcasts

was like wild. Like how do you even talk? And for some reason we were able to make it happen and it was like people loved the crossover. Of course, they're big podcasts.

Yeah. It's wild. Even now, I'm always like, oh my God, it's like a lot to talk to like, you know, back and forth.

I love it. That's why I wasn't on your last episode. No, you should come on mine. I love your TikTok. I follow you on TikTok. I love you. You don't know, I literally lost my mind when you followed me on tiktok oh my god wait do you

ever do solo podcast you always go together we always do together but we don't know i like i'll go on the podcast you're going on by yourself yeah okay i didn't know i was like okay because i always see people on pocket you're the ultimate podcast queen you're everywhere like you do so much which is great i have four coming out this week i don't know how because in my head i'm not but then you're on like a press tour like always you're kind of all over the place i mean in a good way like you're just everywhere everyone's talking about you which is like the perfect podcast guest 18 scandals right now no and i love it it's the time to go do it i love doing podcasts too like i like to be the guest because it's kind of like you can just chill and not have any pressure talk about yourself and live and breathe of course like i

love it like i love interviewing people like i love to find out About people But Going on a podcast Is obviously so much Fucking easier than You know Yeah you don't have to Prep or plan Yeah And it's not on you

Like if it's a shit episode It's like oh that sucks Right right right Like you know what I mean Yeah But we played this game On Plan Bree Called cancelled or not

And she would read us names And then we would say If we Like in our mind Like cancelled or not You know like If I think Like you know what i

mean if i think they're canceled okay to me yeah um and i would kind of elaborate and i have a few for you oh my gosh okay i love this game okay i'll start chill jeffree star canceled or not not why although he's in montana yeah canceled why i think if you leave california you're just if you're in montana you're canceled everyone in montana i thought he went to wyoming like you oh wyoming canceled with his yachts um like i don't think he's canceled i don't think he's can i think not canceled okay not canceled shade austin uh not canceled because i think he's just in his like also oh but he's also colorado canceled i think if you're like in any of those weird states you're canceled you think when people move away to a weird state like they're fucking yeah it's almost like you're exiled so canceled um i like i respect their

like quiet lifestyles honestly it's great i think it's been nice to me actually i don't know no this is so fun and i would play it in a heartbeat i can tell you are you what are you guys saying i mean to me neither are canceled yeah because it's like my opinion like you know what i'm like jeffrey's not canceled to me like i guess it's essentially asking would you hang out with them do you like them you know oh i thought we're saying like public view no no to you like to you okay dude do you want to retract the answers jeffrey star canceled or not oh my gosh um uh i think i'm just in a different era i'm gonna just say not cancel. Honestly, seriously, because I hate having beef in general

or like looming things over my head. Like I would just say not cancel to be cool with everybody. So I should just not even ask you about Colleen Ballinger, David Dobrik, or H3. Cancel, cancel, cancel. There are certain people who just deserve, it's not even cancellation. Like how are you a human and not like in prison sort of thing?

You know what I mean? Like that's what I was like crazy to me. And in all like sincerity too, like I really mean that. Like it's crazy some of the stuff people get away with. I agree. Especially like we talked about with David yesterday. It's just like the whole thing.

I'm just like, wow, you actually caused like life, like damaging injuries. And everyone's just like, eh. Bobby Altoff. I saw a TikTok where you, what's your opinion on Bobby? I think I'm like jealous. I think I'm just jealous that she popped off so much. And I'm just like, I get jealous when people just pop off out of nowhere.

And I'm like, Jesus, like how do you get an interview with Drake? Like what the fuck? Like, you know? I wonder what happened between the two of them. Yeah, did they ever come out with it? Someone said it was a copyright, but I don't think that. I think it's a PR sign. I think so too.

They're signed with the same agent. She said she signed that night with his Agent I'm like no one signs like that night you have to have like lawyers Involved in stuff like you have to have yeah I think deleting it and the unfollowing In my opinion just it Smells like PR stunt totally Like there she's gonna be in his like music video like

Kiki Palmer and Usher's video Yeah like they deleted the Drake interview and Her and Drake unfollowed each other yeah But like I don't feel like Drake is like petty Unfollowing people If it's not like for something I could see Drake Being petty unfollowing people

Do you guys know Drake? Have you guys ever been flown out? I feel like everyone's Flown out by Drake No Oh no We're not tall enough I've like met him

And been in the same room But like he doesn't know me And like I'm not gonna say I have never been In the same room as Drake Oh I heard he like Flies out every like Influencer girl

No they have to He like He's like a super he really doesn't fly out at no yeah i only know like a couple people who really oh i don't know i'm like so mad into it i just dabbled in drake oh okay i mean yeah i would i'd go but he doesn't want me right you're more like a tiger girl right tiger's the only one who's ever slid into my dm so i always like that's my but i'm like everybody what did i just like we texted a few times this is like 2022 this is like wants us dead wait why we've got to stop saying wants dead oh right the fucking headlines of we do i just i just once and for all want to say whenever we say coming either way, if we say we want them dead, they want us dead, that is an exaggeration

and a fucking joke. And if Theo Vaughn said it, you would let him. Right? That our fucking friend group, that our friend group makes, if I see one more fucking article with the words,

who wants her dead? Fuck! Damn, that was wild. What did you and Tyga say? It was like very like basic because i i think i might have just started dating moses so it was very like i was thinking like do i do an only fans i think he started his only fans at the time it was like 2020 so i think he was just maybe doing a bunch of clubs with people or something like that um and that was kind of

when i was getting out of it so it was just more like hey we should hang out like that kind of thing and then i was just like kind of dating moses so i was just like well i probably would have like had i not been i was just like really on the outside like literally the week before we officially started dating i literally did like 10 sex tapes to get it all out and then i was like okay i'm done now and then i'll just tell these i still have them beautiful that's so sweet to me that's so get it all out of your system he was totally fine like being my friend and doing only fans he's like if you want to just do that do that but then i was like oh no i really like him so you know oh wait that's actually he saved me from so many like overdoses like i did only fans clubs with people and we did like ghb i was like in a

k-hole and he literally came and picked me up at like the w hotel when we were just like friends and was like so sweet didn't have sex with me just like laid in bed next to me and i was like i want to have sex like i don't know like just stay over there that's so sweet why is that i'm i'm like that you know what I mean yeah and like because when I'm drunk I'm just like

I'm such a like little horny I'm a horny drunk whatever and the other night I had a friend come over a friend why are you here

the friend is the friend here he's friends with the friend he's friends with the person is it a celebrity no I love celebrity okay okay

I'm sorry I just feel like it's a thing but I was i'm sober right now and the person was like just super fucked up not trying to hook up with me at all just super fucked up and i've been around this person super fucked up being like flirty and like whatever yeah and in my head i like left my own body and i was like god is this what i'm like when i'm so fucked up and someone else is sober and i think it's fine you're seeing it from the outside yeah like oh i just like left my own body like how did you feel about it like did you guys you guys didn't do anything no we're just friends it just like i don't know so why did he come over are you just to hang out yeah that always like shocks me

if it's like what time was it like midnight oh they literally come out to hang out at midnight i don't know about they just this is a specific situation oh is he a podcaster amari oh sometimes yeah like so visible Is he a podcaster Amari Sometimes Yeah like so visible It's crazy Amari I'm sorry No you're totally fine

You're naming your next child Elvis Girl or boy Elvis Girl or boy What if someone steals it from you It's gonna happen Courtney and Travis I think are gonna do it

That's why I've been putting it out But I've been putting it out Since I was like 24 Oh that's good Cause then people can't accuse you Yeah yeah I'm 100% doing it I've been saying it it. That's why I've been putting it out. But I've been putting it out since I was like 24. Oh, that's good, because then people can't accuse you of copying them. Yeah, yeah. I'm 100% doing it.

I've been saying it for my whole life, so I'm just putting it out there. Do you have any other, like, what was Malibu almost named? It was always going to be Malibu Barbie. I think if we had another girl, it would have been hard, because I thought, oh, well, Elvis is a boy name. But now I'm like, no, it's going to be Elvis no matter what. But we thought of like Renesmee from Twilight. I love Renesmee.

Sugar Cookie. I love that so much. i think it's so cute do you have any more i need more this is so good you have any more i have oh i have like a whole list of names can you tell me more i don't i mean i probably have my phone i have this do you remember the other girl names we had i would love to take a pause and find paper yeah i mean if you have my phone over here what was it what were you for me you doing? Paper Mate. Paper Mate. I love it. I was the whole obelisk. Paper Mate is crazy. Paper Mate is like a pen.

Paper Mate. Yes. I love it, Abe. Paper Mate's like KitchenAid. You know why I love it? Like getting weird. I love Paper Mate because I really got obsessed with you, so I like Penn Badgley, so his name's Penn, like Penn.

And I'm like, oh, Penn and Paper Mate would be such a cute couple, you know? I love it. Trish, what about Matzo Ball? Oh, that's cute. We call her our little Matzo Ball, actually. During Passover cute we call her our little matzo ball actually during passover we call her that malibu she had to show this a little matzo ball on it but stop you guys should get pen badge on the back he's like my dream guest but i don't think he goes i want to fuck the shit out of pen i'm just saying dude i mean and it's something about that character he played as

well like he was cute and got some girl but it never did it for me and then i was like oh you're a murder saying oh my god no but i love okay here's the thing like maybe because i would have psychopathic tendencies but i love i wish a guy would like follow me and like want to kill for me like that's iconic like i love that yeah like you never just it's always the guys that want to do that yeah the guys that want to do that are never hot like you are such a fantasy you know right yeah

that's why season four there was no sex I'm like I can't watch this he's not having sex with anybody I was like he put that in it's like because he had a wife or something

and he was like I don't want to have any sex scenes but he had a wife since the beginning I researched this he had a wife since season one so I'm like why did you flip it all of a sudden

so now all of a sudden maybe she was I would too I would too I talked about this I was like if it was Moses like acting I a sudden So now all of a sudden Maybe she was Yeah man I would too I would too I talked about this I was like if it was Moses like acting I would not want him

To have like sex on screen With anyone Because you have chemistry You're feeling something Yeah that's how Brangelina happened Oh always anyone They all seem to like

Leave for those romances So I was just like Okay I don't know I mean I On the other The flip side of the coin Like I really like If I was shooting a movie

With someone who We were pretending To be in love Like my little brain Can't handle that Like I'm falling in love yeah oh same yeah I don't know if I would trust myself to be an actress either I'd probably be like like I just have such a good husband that I couldn't leave him because he's like just the most amazing person but I am someone who's just like so into celebrity and I'm so like have no self-control you know what I mean Moses does he's like so like I honestly could never fuck this up she was telling me yesterday that if she ever met Adam Sandler like she's throwing the baby not passing the baby to

Moses and going full-blown single I would give him a pass but he has no pass for anyone you can have sex with like you know like Ariana Grande I'm like you probably want to have sex he's like no I'm like but if she offered I could see why people are tempted by it you know Aria wanted to have sex with you I was like yeah I guess like why you say? It's like a Jason Momoa or something, you know? It's like whatever. I had Cleopatra. Houdini. Houdini's good. It's a good name, right? Let's see.

We had more baby names. Hold on, let me see. That's, I have one more list. I'm stealing one of these, though. I just said the other day, like, I'm definitely naming my kids some fucking off-the-wall shit. Yeah. What would you have? What would yours be?

I just met a, I i just this isn't even that off the wall but i just met a girl on tour like a fan her name was um starlet and i love that name starlet's nice it was good but they everyone was like you're not naming your kid that that's a hooker name oh yeah i wanted to change my name to bambi because my mom is gone and i was like please and she's like that's a hooker name oh bambi is kind of i love hooker names i love cherry i love candy i love all those. I think those are really, really hot. My stripper name was Ten, T-E-N, and I love it.

Was Ten? Yeah, there was a pretty girl named Ten at my summer camp, and I wanted to name my baby Ten, but that was my stripper name. So I'm like, I can't name my baby Ten, you know? My sister made her stripper name my name. No way. That's cute. Brooke is like a slutty girl name. That's so funny you're saying that's cute.

I'm like, that's insane. Why? That's cute. It's not like she did it and then told me she did it and it was a secret And I found out from her friend like five years later Oh my god She had been using it for all five years Does she look like you? No Okay that's good because then they might see you and be like Brooke and you're like yeah

No she got in an accident and went to the hospital And the only person who could identify her was like oh yeah that's Brooke So they called my dad and they were like Brooke has been in an accident Oh my your life is wild i didn't know that story it's way more like detailed than that but literally they were like she's been in a terrible accident a social worker came to like talk him into like seeing her and he got in there and he's like that's not even brooke oh my god how crazy is that how you found out? Oh yeah He called me Oh my god Yeah the morning of my prom And he's like

You're never gonna Oh my god Like that Like you just breadcrumbed Six levels higher Yeah you were like a minor And she's using your name I've told that story

I think on this pod You said the Brooke part But the prom And the identification Of the accident Those were left out Oh my god They all knew

Do you talk to her? Yeah Okay so you guys are fine you guys are cool or whatever yeah she lost all her teeth in the accident oh my god your life story is nuts no teeth off camera well they couldn't right no because it they shattered half of her face so she doesn't have anything to like attach teeth to Still Jesus oh my god

She's fine though She's chilling How much money did you make From doing the NPC TikTok live trend I didn't make as much as you I saw you made like Something crazy

I literally just made Like maybe a thousand I'm like I don't know If that's worth like An hour of my time But I don't know Maybe it is worth it I don't know

There's a lot You're so good at like Committing to it too Like you really did it I went for like two hours And I think I made like a thousand I'm like okay Well I mean it's good But I mean I wasn't making Like 50,000 But you also made A at like committing to it too like you really did it i went for like two hours and i think i mean look at that i'm like okay well i mean it's good but i mean i wasn't making like but you also made a lot of press for it i all these all these tiktok like drama pages and just press in general were picking up that you did it and i was so mad because i was like i want to be

i want the press for it i think you did it before me i think you just did a tiktok for like two minutes or something yeah and then i'm like oh i'll just come in and do the full thing because i'm pretty sure i saw you do it i know moses told me early about mpc and then i saw you do it i was like oh that's so smart so i think if you just did it really long and it was like crazy but i was doing it for a minute because i just thought it was like fun and funny but then everyone is like which i don't care people they're like oh my god she's going broke she's getting tips i was like oh my god i'm doing it for fun but like maybe i shouldn't do this because people are like spending their money and i was like oh i kind of feel bad about it but yeah no i don't want to take like some like kids like dollar you know no let's like just take it yeah

yeah no it's a very virtual strip club thing which is like i love like the part of me will always be like a stripper inside you know i'm always just like i love a tip i do cameos and i'm like not ashamed but usually people are like wow that's so desperate but i'm like i kind of live for i love the cameo era we used to do the funniest shit trevi where we would want to go on a trip like we don't like we want to go to hawaii next month and the trip would be like eight thousand dollars and then me natalie and trevi everyone would be around and be just me and trevi making cameos and we put a tally mark on the board every time we got closer to the eight thousand dollars and then we'd go on the trip and we'd be like thanks no i do that when i want to

buy like luxury things now that i'm like you know in a family and they have to you know like be smart with my money i'm like okay whatever i make on cameo i could just like spend on like and i like doing cameo weirdly it's fun as fuck you're making me want to get back on it it's so fun yeah you just gotta up it i saw matt rife was doing 600 i'm doing 600 too and so like that's what i do now and it's like but people pay because you know it's like it's also just like i give them my all I'll do like a custom song For you I'll fucking like

Dance like whatever You want I want one Buying one now I'm buying one right I'd love to do that Crazy people are on Cameo Lindsay Lohan was on Cameo

I think How much is hers? It was like thousands Yeah And I almost bought one And I don't know why I didn't I live for that

Yeah I think Lucas Crookshank Bought one for me For one of his videos And I was like I don't know That's fine And then people were like Oh my god I can't believe she's doing this But I'll hustle for anything Like I'm really Crookshank bought one for me For one of his videos And I was like I don't know That's fine And then people were like Oh my god

I can't believe she's doing this But I'll hustle for anything Like I'm really not above any dollar I agree 100% I'm the same way Like I My managers are always like Yeah you're not doing that

I'm like why not Yeah Like I don't want to Pass up money I have such a fucking It's just I feel like when you come From that hustle mindset

You know what I mean No for sure You can't like shake that I don't know Yeah I was talking to Dr. Drew About it I was like I feel like I shouldn't be doing OnlyFans because I'm a mom But it's like that money And he's like do you need it I'm like oh it's like A big part't like shake that i don't know yeah i was talking to dr about it i was like i feel like i shouldn't be doing only fans because i'm a mom but it's

like that money like do you need it i'm like oh it's like a big part of my income and i don't want to like lose it because it's like easy money and i already did all this shit i might as well make money off of it but then i'm like oh but i have like a daughter it's like very like confusing but when you started youtube were you starting it for the money or for fun oh for the fun like i don't think anyone made money for the first few years yeah like i started in 2007 and i don't think anyone's not making money oh there was no monetization program yeah or 2009 i didn't and then you had to have a certain amount of subscribers i think it was like crazy at the time like it was really hard to get into the program and it's when i met shane when i was 20

and he hired me to be a stripper in his music video off la casting and i saw his big ass house when he was like 20 and he's like yeah i made all this from youtube and i was like i've been doing youtube like what the fuck how do you make money and he was like the first person you like show oh wow that's i just got chills for some reason yeah no i owe shane like everything too because like obviously he helped me in like so many ways i feel the same way i owe him so much you know what i mean yeah it's like yeah so and to me he's not like a shit person you know what i mean like we had our falling out or whatever but you know it's not like david who's like a shit person yeah that's fact yeah i want to be in a music video Speaking of being casted

In music videos Oh Yesterday for a second We were actually We were talking about David You made a joke about Like how he just had The All American Rejects

At his birthday party Performing Yes Which was God I wanted to go in there With like a wig And a Jeff Wittich shirt No it was so lame

I love the All American Rejects Get The Weeknd If you're that rich How about that You know then I'll be impressed Not freaking You and The Weeknd It's killing me I want want a weekend kick i want to have him on my podcast so bad i only know his show the idol i don't know his music but i love him i need to i always have

sex to the weekend music you guys should do it with the weekend i was like that's her trap especially if i'm always talking to his music i could just get the real thing cut the spotify playlist yeah my pussy's like clenching when we talk about him it's like weird i don't know why he's like not my type but i watch the show the idol and i'm just like oh he knows yes i did an asmr hairbrush and dresses hedros i really really truly truly truly hope one day i can find my moses this man is looking at her with the most love and adoration in her eyes. In his eyes, like smiling, looking at her. I swear to God, like they're walking down the fucking aisle right now.

And she's like, my pussy's crunching when I talk about the weekend. Like, that is my dream. Because he knows I'm like hooked on him. He like treats me like a fucking queen. There's no way. There's no way I'd ever do anything. But he lets me have like my moments with him. Because he knows I'm like celebrity obsessed.

And I just like, oh, never do it. Never. We shouldn't be with guys who won't accept us for who we are that's so real true yeah it's actually like hard to find but oh my god he really does accept me for everything you'll find someone but i mean i think it's just like the people you're finding you know like the mod sons and i don't know if that's your guy but that's not my guy i don't know if i'm putting you in that type but i think but honestly you should he had a baby with a playmate so i think he gets the chicks yeah he always only date playboys yeah 100 i know this for a fact because i used to go to the playboy mansion hoping to meet so you are living my dream

please keep all of that in he's gonna murder tell me what being at the playboy mansion i've been deep diving you just had holly madison on your podcast which is amazing you beat me to the punch i want to have her on so bad have her on on. She's so good. But I've been deep diving her podcast about what it was really like at the Playboy Mansion because I've always been obsessed. I read her book when it came out.

I've watched every documentary. You had your song. Like Hefner. I've always, yeah, I've always just been Playboy obsessed. Yeah. And now after so much

that's come out, not so much Hef obsessed. Yeah, no. What was your experiences at the Playboy Mansion like? Yeah, you're probably too young to go, right? It was closed before you. Yeah, it? It was closed before I swear to God

They don't have the party It's the only thing Well Hostess owns it now The Twinkie people Owns the mansion I know way too much about it That's the only thing That I have FOMO really

Of being Of being too young And like Rainbow Room I would have loved to do Like Cocaine with Jim Morrison At like Rainbow Room Yeah Rainbow Room was a vibe But um

It was a vibe even like 2006 Oh did you go to Rainbow Room during that fucking era? Yeah, that's what I was saying is like at the beginning of this year, like my type of when I was 18, I'd always go with like these 80s washed up rock stars, like the singer from like Faster Pussycats, which actually is very sweet, that guy. I hope he's doing well because he's actually sweet. But he used to look like I still go to Rainbow Room looking for men like that. So is it still out there? Is it still? Yes. Oh, it's still in full. Okay, yeah. It's not in full effect, though. It's now, it's just, I feel like an iconic place. And now it's like the punk scene has kind of taken it over.

Like, you're going to see like a Machine Gun Kelly affiliate there. You're going to see like a, you know, but what was it like back in the day? That? Like rock stars? I definitely was on MySpace looking for like every rock star. There was a website called like the Sludge Room or something. And it would have every rock star's penis size, how good they were were in bed and so it would have all these like 80s rock stars yeah from like skid row like bands like i know they were too old for me even so like you guys

were like probably never heard of them but they're like these random ass bands and so i would go on there and then go on myspace and like find all them when i was like 18 and just like try to have like sex with all of them because i wanted to be pamela anderson so bad so i was just like i still do you know i always want to be pamela you have a lot of Pamela stuff around your house and like so do I yeah oh much have you ever met her no I haven't met her I don't think she would like love me because she's very sweet and I met her you have yeah I met her and she she would love you oh yeah she was a vibe and a half I was like because it's I get scared I'm very much like don't meet your heroes you know yes like because when they ruin that like vibe it's the worst fucking feeling in the world and she was like everything and more like dancing drinking so fun wow her sons are like

super great and they like go out in Hollywood a lot her sons are so cute so good looking yeah oh my god they are they would never want me they know better how old are they are you guys the same age they're all yeah so speaking of Pamela but back to Playboy oh Playboy yeah Playboy what did you ever do drugs in the Playboy mansion no okay so I told Holly this story I got invited to the Playboy mansion twice the second time is when I met the Playboy mansion No okay so I told Holly this story I got invited to The Playboy mansion twice The second time Was when I met Hugh Hefner

And he like felt my body And he was just like Oh And I was like 140 pounds But like he's like Oh you have like A lot of like fat Or something like that

It was like mortifying And they took my Polaroid And I was like On a list of like Never invite back So like I never Got invited back I saw that in something

Like I don't know If it was a documentary Or something But they take the pictures And they vote on like i don't know if that's a documentary or something but they take the pictures and they vote on like who can come back or who's on like the priority list it's crazy because people talk about that like it is like an antiquated thing but that essentially still happens it's not a polaroid but it it you know what i mean that shit still happens in hollywood yeah so many things it was like i just wrote to the play when i was 18 i just literally wrote a letter and they like I put a little Polaroid in there

And they called me To come up to Fun in the Sun And so I went the first time Didn't get to meet Hefner I got called back again This was like in the transition It wasn't Holly It wasn't Crystal

So it was just like This weird transition time And I was like trying to be Like a girlfriend So Holly had left Holly had left Yeah she was gone So which is like sad

Because I wanted to meet her And Crystal walked away At the altar I don't think at the altar I think she like called off The wedding And then they did get married Because she was on my First podcast Was she like Called off the wedding And then they did get married Because she was on my

First podcast Was she Yeah Calling off a wedding And then having someone Still marry you Is crazy It's crazy right

Like damn I think Hef knew He was kind of On his last leg Yeah Yeah So he just kind of did it You know I don't think

He wanted to do it all again It was crazy Right before her Because she was one Of three girlfriends He was dating Crystal And the two twins The two twins

And they would do Some crazy shit Yeah like the stuff They talk about Which I like believe them But like so crazy Like I mean like The one guy

Like he had sex With both of them And he got one pregnant Or something I was like what the fuck Like that's so crazy How could he still Get people pregnant

It's crazy Well just the Holly stories too I feel like guys Can get girls pregnant Up until they're like 80 They do Robert De Niro And Al Pacino

Al Pacino got like This 26 year old girl pregnant Allegedly I think Is it Robert De Niro though Or did I just niro though or did i yeah robert had a baby and al patino just got another girl pregnant so it's both of them they're both like 80 it's kind of lit no it isn't it's not like get knocked out by an old loaded guy get put in the will he dies you marry someone young and sexy and you raise the baby sorry yeah that's my bad i get what you're saying that was just my stream of consciousness and i'm realizing as it came out that it but you know there was some

truth there no of course that is like some people's like dream what was crystal like um she was really sweet like i literally just actually i met her twice it was right before the pandemic and she was like very sweet i think i might have just sent her a dm and stuff like that i was just so obsessed with playboy so i don't i don't know her like personally at all like that but she was like really sweet really quiet i think she's just like off the grid whatever and so what's your worst celebrity encounter oh or like just one that comes to mind whenever people ask you that i can't define a worse but yeah like a worse i mean i've had a lot i bet well and it's not like bad it's more like i thought they would be like my best friend or something and i like wasn't what you get like celebrities are probably meet so

many fans so i never try to hold it against them I'm trying to think like a bad celebrity that was just rude as fuck to you yeah I don't have like I don't feel like I have one really like I mean I mean there's some that I don't know do you have one do you guys have one I don't know I always say Tyra Banks but I'm lying Tyra I say Tyra wait do you yeah Tyra wait what's your experience yeah I was on the Tyra show Oh my god I forgot God this podcast Is gonna be so long Season 5 episode 1

So what did you Wait I'm trying to remember I'm trying to remember I could definitely remember I've seen it What did you do on the Tyra show? Yeah I just got They were like

It was crazy Because they were looking To pay people like 500 bucks to be on the show And they were looking For people to like Take out their natural hair It was like natural hair day

Or something I don't know So I took out my extensions That was it There I was like Oh here's my Me without extensions And honestly like again I don't want to natural hair it was like natural hair day or something I don't know so I took out my extensions that was it there I was like oh here's my me without extensions and um honestly like again I don't want to say like she was like so rude Ellen too I guess kind of you're just like not allowed to like look at them talk to them like don't ask them questions like and she said something like I had a daughter on the show she was referring to my sister which wasn't my daughter was my mom's daughter that's what she was anyways I tried to correct her and

oh my god I got like yanked off that stage or like don't correct Tyra I don't want the world to think i'm like 20 years old with a baby like i don't know why she said i had a daughter yeah so it was because my mom was in the audience and she was supposed to ask her like your daughter but then she asked me about she's like your daughter and i was like oh it's not my daughter and then it's all hell was like frozen over it was crazy so like honestly it was just like don't talk to her don't say this stuff to her whatever they also like cancel our flights on the way home from the tyra show so maybe it's more her producers they just like stranded us and i had zero dollars at the time like how do i get home oh my god that's crazy yeah i like i went to like a beauty con and they like set up for me to meet her and you could just but here's the thing conventions like that are so draining and this i probably had like 200k

subscribers that there was i was providing no value to her i think that bitch wanted out of the convention and like just didn't and like for a while like at the time i think i didn't know enough about hollywood to know like listen like they set up for you guys to like meet and shit but like what do you think she was gonna cast you for america's next time right right like fucking fix your tc yeah like yeah like it was just yeah but i think it is one of those things too and like influencers and when you're young you just think like you know you have a following and i don't know you just think a different way i always thought that when i met britney spears i got a meet and greet i really wanted to be her best friend and she like was

she wasn't rude you know just very just kept to herself obviously at the time that was during her internship all stuff that's come out now you're like oh that makes sense and i never held it against her i was like britney spears could spit in my face i'm like i love you you know what i mean so she yeah i went with gg so it was just like through the line really quick and stuff like that but of course i mean you're. Oh, I remember that in Vegas. Yeah, I loved it. We were little prom dresses. I love Britney. Are you still friends with Gigi?

Love Gigi. She's like a genuine one. She texts me all the time. Like, I really love her. She came to our wedding. Like, it's funny because when I had the wedding, everyone's like, wow, none of her influencer friends show up. And I'm like, there you go.

You know what I mean? My tour in 2019, like none of my friends, like my best friends showed up and stuff like that. So I was like, oh, this is kind of like. That shit like that makes me so sad. I would friends showed up and stuff like that so i was like oh this is kind of like that shit shit like that makes me so sad i would have showed up and showed out you invited me to the wedding i think and i had something oh yeah i remember and then i probably invited so many people but the wedding i had like something work crazy but i remember page like would not forgive me like page was like how fucking dare you like we could have gone to trisha's wedding

and i was like i wanted to go so bad like i had something i couldn't miss i don't remember what it was but at the same time like miss it i know i missed your wedding i remember when you and jake invited me that's not the same thing that is not why we weren't that close at the time but well we weren't either i was shocked when you guys came to the i think i said the recording studio like god we're gonna drop on definition i was like not close to either of them but i was so happy we were like blowing up i was like yeah that was a clout thing so we were inviting everyone i mean the fact that i was involved in this clout wedding i'm like i don't know how i should have gone honestly but i just get you anxiety you would have had so much anxiety yeah the fact that everyone was going i was just like oh i'm scared because mikaela the tiktoker invited me to her

wedding and i thought it was the same thing where all these influencers going and i was like such a small group i'm like i should have fucking wet because i love mikaela too damn she invited you i don't think she likes me Kim Kardashian I just I love her content I've been watching her forever So many of her TikToks Literally like made me cry I think she like I love her whole story

Her whole thing She's so talented But Same thing with the Colleen ukulele I was talking about this yesterday If something's funny I'm gonna make a damn joke

And then People will either love That I'm making the joke And we become friends And whatever And then other people i think maybe you're just like oh i think she probably would have appreciated because she kind of made jokes about it right because yeah i think she i don't know but i i think i drove it home

the mascara what do you do what do you say i made so many jokes about the mascara thing and so many jokes about the kim kardashian thing and oh but i think i mean i don't i don't know or maybe she's a good sport maybe she's not i'm going to the streamies On Sunday and she's going So maybe I'll go say hey And see what the gig And the gag is Oh my god Isn't it crazy The streamies are still a thing

Like who goes to these I mean I know you go But who else Like it's crazy I feel like honestly Trisha Again you say you have And you say so much You have garnered

Almost an entire New generation of fans Through TikTok And people who don't I was telling her this Yesterday That one thing that i do if i'm talking to a guy and i'm i'm serious about him i'm serious if i'm serious about someone

i will sit them down for like an hour and a half and educate them on you everything about you like the guy has to know because i love you so much and it's just like this whole thing you do that to every guy not every guy but just like once i know about me chris miles knows all about you chris miles knows all about you and loves you. Like sincerely, it's incredible. He's you would like. OK, he's fun. He's so funny.

Yeah. So I educate them on your past, your present and your future. Oh, my God. And I feel like a lot of your even like TikTok followers might not know your past in being on every single television show. Absolutely ever. I like the one where you read fast. Oh, yeah.

That was that. That's my thing. How did that begin what was the first television show you ever went on oh god um i mean i was like the very first i probably no one's ever heard of i was literally 18 like two weeks prior to high school called the greg baron show it was like on syndication it was like a wendy well it was like a talk show the first one that is big was big or you were like whoa or is like notable probably america's got talent they found me off youtube like i didn't have to audition they literally just like called

me off youtube it was like a fast talking the fast talking one got me on everything which is like so weird i really don't even think i have talent and i was like i can't i know people always ask me and i'm always like i'm not that good at like fast talking like on the spot but no you were telling a story a few minutes ago and i it was it was just like it leads my age but you're you're such a fast talker too like i feel like there's like certain people who like talk so much faster than i have a hard time With people who can't talk fast Right Like Kourtney Kardashian

She has never Ever ever spoken Like any Like she's always Talking like this I'm like I don't have the Attention span for it

So I like die for that Just like keep going in And that's like What's hard for podcasting Especially hosting a podcast Is like not cutting someone off Like I feel like I'm always cutting people off

Because I just want to Like jump in I know but you lose The thought if you don't People get so mad at me And I'm like I'm sorry i know that's how our podcast is so i just like keep cutting off i love it it's true you went on america's got talent solely because you wanted to fuck howard stern who was hosting it i don't know about what maybe

i don't know it was i get that howard stern is like i loved howard stern like that's why i like at the beginning was like such a troll and like so outlandish kind of like loved howard stern like watching back his stuff now is like oh my god like you're so cringy like howard stern's actually so cringy in like the 90s and early 2000s he i didn't because i agree i love things to people i would love howard stern and then like you're right in the past like like four years i've seen stuff resurface i'm like why oh my god like that anna nicole smith oh that's why i can't if howard stern asked me to do a British tomorrow i would say he was being like step on the fucking scale Right now

Like you're a cow You're getting so much weight I was like I hate him actually How did she allegedly die I think it was Drugs Overdose

I don't know Well that's what's crazy Is like everyone thinks She might have been killed Like cause her son died And then she died I don't know It's so dark

It is so dark I love Anna Nicole Smith So do I I dressed up as her For Halloween Oh yeah Tana Nicole Smith Is so good

I love Halloween That's why I love All your cosplays because I'm like oh man that's so smart and I never even did the wedding one I always like to do the cosplays and be like original and then when I see you do it I'm like oh damn she did so good no you're so sweet you do it year-round though that's the difference and I love that for you and I wish I could because how October's my favorite month yeah you go full out with it how funny if you just randomly started doing it all the time you should I really should take a page from trisha's book and just start doing it more i love this year i want to go weird with it one thing i love about you is i always try to do something kind of slutty right like and make it like hot but a cosplay and i will never forget when you did troy from high

school musical i love that one it's my favorite video to ever. Did you go to the actual place? Yes, we went to the actual place and that's when I hurt my knee and I couldn't run. So like at the end of the thing, I'm like on a golf cart. Like I was so,

my knee was fucked. It was so fucked. I was like, but I spent so much money on that music video. I spent like probably like 60,000 bringing everyone up to Utah. Like it was crazy.

$50,000 just to cosplay as Troy from High School Musical. You're going to tell me you are not an icon living. How much money do you think in your life you've spent on videos? I know I spent over $10 million. I know it. I've done 16 music videos. I like the one where you're in the army.

That was my most expensive. That was the $250,000 one. That one's so good. That was like blowing up beaches. Trust me. I should have saved that money because taxes come around. You're like, oh, me, I should have saved that money because taxes come around and you're like, oh fuck, I should have had that money.

So I'm getting better. I love that video of you just screaming in that cosplay. It was worth all $250,000 for me. No, I actually don't regret my music videos. I love them. I wouldn't do them now because I have a daughter and stuff like that. But there was a time I never thought I'd have kids.

So I'm like, I'm just going to blow all my money. Who fucking cares? You know what I mean? How much was I love you Jesus? I'm in that phase right now. Yeah, I love you Jesus was free. That was my dad's church. He donates kids. So I'm like, I'm just going to blow all my money. Who fucking cares? You know what I mean? How much was I love you, Jesus? I'm in that phase right now. Yeah. I love you, Jesus was free. That was my dad's church.

Like he like donates to. They just like let me do it for free. Okay. Back to my. And I wrote it myself. So I got all. Back to my OG question. My first question I asked you today.

Was that a bit? Was I love you, Jesus a bit? Or were you, did you feel biblical as hell? No. No, biblical as hell. I really thought there was like a Christian girl era happening. I really did. And because I really took my music seriously. Like I don't know about you, but I remember like I really thought like I could be christian girl era happening i really did and because i really took my music seriously like i don't know about you but i remember like i really

thought like i could be a pop star no i did never you were not ever you never thought yeah i but last night i weirdly was like i saw those people at that country concert and i saw all that money i could be making and if i'm a country star next weekend i'm not even actually kidding i might try to make a country song yeah i love country and I've done every genre for the most part. Like country might be the next. Do you know country? Like can you sing a little country now? No.

Why? Well then. I've been saved by the grace of Southern charm. That's our favorite song. That's so good. I love that. I don't know that song, but it's good. Got a mouth like a sailor and yours like a hallmark car.

That was my favorite song ever. That's actually so good. You actually sing really good. I'm going to be a country girl. Oh my Godmark car That was my favorite song ever That's actually so good You actually sing really good I'm gonna be a country girl Oh my god Thanks for feeding my delusions I love it And you can have the album

Be like Country You know No one fucking steal it No someone steal it bitch I'm gonna do it better I think it's a trend on TikTok now Where they're like

I'm a country music fan Yeah Oh I'm gonna be a country star Next week I'm so dead on I actually love that word I love the word so much people take it so like yeah we're not allowed to say it in the first minute of the podcast

because it'll immediately demonetize they'll bleep it if i do but i had bleep it yeah but then minute two i'm clear i'm like this let's talk about it yeah i think it's kind of cute sometimes too it's like a term of endearment well i love that i always say like god she's so oh my god uh and when that first started happening because i'm always i feel like because i have so many friends in the lgbtq community i'm very quick to learn the new oh the new slang the new slang so i was saying like that's so before people like really understood that right yeah yeah the house down boots houston i'm just house down boots i like. I'm not like all my gays are like 50, you know,

so I don't have the hot young gays to tell me the new slang. They're still using like, I'm, I'm grateful for the hot young. What's the new gay slang? What's the new gay slang? Are you pointing to a Mari? Sickening.

I feel like, okay, I knew that one. Yeah. Sickening. I have to get back to the money thing for a second because that was just so interesting to me what's the most expensive thing you've ever bought i that's my house like yeah um my car was like oh that's like it was like 500 000 the pink rolls rice yeah that's like oh that's like 525 that was like a little too much oh you're

talking about a different 500 000 car no that's the pink girls race yeah that was the most what about cars like lose their value well that one actually i've been offered like $650 for that one actually those like go up in value it's very crazy wow that was actually so cheap that was like literally $40,000 because it was like it was like 2013 it had no bluetooth like it was actually pretty even my lamborghini it was like 2007 and it was like literally a hundred thousand dollars my thought it was so cool i was like like oh my god my Lamborghini it's so cool it broke down a lot and then what about like material what about material items Birkins I spent I'm trying to sell a Birkin now so I'm trying to sell that freaking Birkin to say but and the Rolexes too because the Rolexes and Birkins if you do off to market to them like if you put the like diamonds on after they like lose

their value yeah so I bought from icebox all the time yeah don't do that it's so bad i have three icebox rolex because i can't get rid of i literally did a video today because i'm trying to sell this like rainbow birkin bay because i want to get these like boots that are like so expensive anyways it's the whole thing but i was like trying to sell this birkin and no one wants to buy it i've had it for like two years i've been trying to sell it and it's cute it's a little rainbow birkin but it is aftermarket i get it so i've been trying i trying to, I bought it for $50,000. I'm like, I'll sell it for like $35,000. You know what I mean? But by the Birkin.

Ari's my consultant. He won't let me. I feel like it has more value because it was Trisha Paytas' birthday. I don't think so. Dude, that's how I feel about

the Adam Sandler purse she gave me yesterday. Like I'm taking it everywhere just so when someone compliments it, I can say Trisha Paytas gave this to me. I'm so excited about that. I'm so excited. Yeah, it's going to end up being

like a super fan of you who buys it. Yeah, yeah. And that's why I put it out on my video tomorrow. I was like, you just want to save this i'm so excited about that i'm yeah it's gonna end up being like a super fan of you who buys it yeah yeah and that's why i put it out on my video tomorrow i was like you just want to buy this burk and like just email me directly but then you get those scammers i sell my clothes on posh i do i do well yeah what oh didn't someone buy oh jake paul sold his house the team 10 one um like the the these kids in dubai were jake paul fans so their parents bought the house for like way fucking more than it was worth for because it was like a museum to them wow which is fucking insane i almost i was trying to buy that house first how much was it how much did you sell it for he sold to them for what like 10 million dollars 12 million

wow because by the end of that that house looked torn up like i went towards the end and i was like oh my god and then the family ended up like gutting and renovating it and i saw photos of what it looks like now and it looks amazing yeah it looks amazing i have one video with jake paul i don't remember filming it it's like on my channel i literally googled a youtube video yeah like we're going through his fridge and he's like he's like here the chef make you dinner i don't know who's filming i don't know why i'm there no one's with me like dave's not with me i'm like what the fuck was i doing there i'm in like a cat suit and i have no i can't recall it at all i have no idea i just saw it with moses the other day i don't know why it came up someone like tweeted it to me i was like what the fuck is that is it's weird because

i always like wouldn't at the time filming i was like oh my god this is the most insane video i'm doing and now i'm like i collab with this person i did this like i'm not like a fan either way of the paws i don't like hate them i don't like them but it's like amazing how like mainstream mega they are like do you ever look at that and be like oh my god like that's crazy because you were so close when we guys actually dating i don't even know the whole thing who really knows honestly what you're like feeling because you were like i really cared about him yeah but you don't think he was that way with you i i don't know i thought you guys were like in love for real i think he definitely was like a really good friend to me

at least to say you know yeah at the bare minimum but you think it was just like a mutual like you're helping each other yeah but i think that that taught me a lot about at least i'm not the type of person who can go that deep into some shit for clout because i will care you know right do you look at him now and you're like do you like have any feelings either way towards i'm like oh i miss him or like it's crazy how much people support like when he's fighting everyone's there and like how loaded he is it is mind-blowing to me it does blow my mind i have nothing but love for him that's it's amazing those two because i just always thought they were like especially like logan like they were like such a maybe not a joke but kind of a joke like everyone kind of came down on them and influencers as well like Influencers as well And even just in the

Influencer community They were very like Polarizing hated whatever And they just flipped it On its head you know Yeah they're so smart I wish I could do that I can't parlay into like

Wrestling or boxing or anything I was just saying like Imagine if I just started Doing like Ronda Rousey style I would do anything That would be everything Would you ever do it? I feel like maybe

I would do anything in the world I would fund it I would support it I would find you the best I want to have like Something that I do Like I want to have like something that I do. Like I want to have it at town. What do you mean?

This is what you do. You're crushing it. But like that's kind of what, like no one respected Jake and Logan until they had like something that they did. I know. I'm waiting for my pop-off moment too. I'm like, what is it?

I need something. I don't know what it would be either. I'm like, I don't have any like interesting stuff like that. We should come up with a fucked up scandal to have you and me together. No, we need something good, not a scandal. We need to be like I don't know I don't know what would be

The pop off Maybe I'll become A country music star That would be crazy Do you know Jelly Roll Like Jelly Roll and Bunny I love them Yeah I love them too

I love Jelly Roll's music First of all He performed At the venue We just did a show Out in New Haven Right before us Like the day before us

And I was like Sniffing the fucking stage I didn't know That was weird I'm doing Bunny's podcast Next week I'm going to Vegasgas to do hers i love bunny i know she's so sick and them as a couple it's like and their story is great yeah their story but i also think like back to the country thing like how massive he got like seemingly overnight but not because he's wrapped right he was like a rapper first or something i think so and now he's like so huge

with country and like all it's like amazing country isn't away right now And I feel like there's not a girl singing country and singing about like shit like sweetie would like rap about you know I kind of there is definitely a gap in that oh my god I think that I'm gonna try imagine you're selling out Sophie seven nights in a row like Taylor Swift like everyone just there to see Tana like yeah, that's what I mean like no one's like But people would rally behind you You are like the Taylor Swift Yeah I want to hear your song Sorry I need to hear this No no I don't have one

I suck a dick country by Tana But that's what I'm saying Like imagine like country But it's like Country I'm serious I might have to I feel like people would rally behind you

I'm gonna do it I need to find a country music producer They find a good one And it'll have like Addison's producer Whoever she has I'm like fucking sick Like I wish I had that

Yeah they're not gonna work with me They're busy Who is it're busy i don't know but you know she's just got a label funding her oh for sure she got like a lady gaga song i'm like okay girl work she's such a fucking did you know that one of her songs on her thing is was literally a lady gaga like for lady gaga it was a demo yeah she recorded it she recorded it yeah first and at least that makes me so fucking happy for addison Rae Me too She is I honestly think she's amazing I think she's really gonna have

Her like pop Britney moment I said that I called it I called it I was like she is definitely Like the next Britney Spears Hands down Like I actually live for her

People get so mad When people say that though But it's like Well I think the media Wasn't really even a thing People get mad Because of the connection They have to Britney

And obviously Britney Is an icon in every retrospect But I think that when people Are saying the next Britney That people need to take Into account that we mean Like societally the next There's never going to be

Another Brittany But I'm saying Of course not You know like with Today's TikTok generation That Addison could give that She totally could She has that energy

She's just like She's cunt Yeah she's cunt And Brittany was like The new Madonna You know people always Say that about Madonna And it was Brittany

Who's your favorite TikToker Like what's on your For you page Oh my god What do you get Stay up watching TikToker Like what's on your For you page Oh my god What do you get Stay up watching I have a lot I have a crazy

For you page I'm trying to think Oh my god I would Love to see I know we scroll We're scrollers I'm doing it at dinner time Yeah

I just need to see All the six videos I need to know I'm actually like Trying to figure out Who pops up Did you ever watch Like Teffy

Like hello Teffy I can see All she does is like Pop culture celebrity shit You would like it She's great And she does like Full rundowns

Like 10 part series On like Like celebrity situations Those I can't watch When they do like 20 parts And I'm like Oh my god That's a lot

I can't like Come in I like short term I like yours Yours are very quick To the point You know I really

You do really pop up a lot Which is crazy Like you always pop up And I like I like how like Simple you do it It's very Yeah I always like I need to do the most I don't do anything On my TikTok But I feel like I need to do the most do really pop up a lot which is crazy like you always pop up and I like I like how like simple you do it it's very yeah I always like I need to do the most

I don't do anything on my TikTok but I feel like I need to do the most I like to post a lot well you're just you're extra that's how you are as a person which I love it's the only place I'm like relevant

I have like 8 million followers oh my god this is so cool you know what I mean damn I've never had that anywhere like I think YouTube I've been at 5 million for the past like 10 years

me too yeah so we're the same person and you're just exactly no you are like poppin you always have she's no you are like pop and you always have been trisha you are popping and you always never never i've never it's like it's so delusional this is my yeah you don't understand all of us are so scared i can tell you people that have fallen off that they raised me like you are sick you are on malibu barbie is the most

famous baby on the internet and that's because it's nepo baby dude yesterday like when i was saying this amari i'm like i i'm so scared for when malibu can say like oh i want this mom buy it because it's like the amount of shit malibu has right now oh my god her little car that she got for christmas yes yes sweet 16 it's not even like I'll buy you a car it's like you want mommy's pink clothes or do you want a blue one so we can whip together I know

I try I don't want to spoil her but I know I'm going to it's like ugh whatever you're definitely going to but I think that you'll still instill I think you'll still

really instill great values I don't worry about your kid being a brat because you're so down to earth so yeah can't wait until paper mate is born paper mate

so I know I literally can't believe paper mate paper mate is born paper me so i know i literally can't believe paper me paper me it's crazy you got paper mate and paper weight yeah but then i wasn't thinking it through like paper mate he or she won't be able to marry pen badgley because he's already married so it doesn't work because pen and paper mate were supposed to marry oh but he already is married with a baby planning that your unborn child is going to marry pen badgley is the most trisha Paytas thing absolutely fucking but I know you hate me he seems very like I listen to their podcast pod crush and I'm like oh I just know he's a podcast oh my god it's huge oh maybe this is how I he but he has two girl

okay he has like three there's three hosts total I'm like that's that's me when they have guests on it's like they have guests that's their thing it's about middle school crushes and stuff like that but it's so many people talking and it's like i love him so i like listen to it but yeah yeah he talks about you and stuff on there all the time but yeah you meant me i'm so excited oh my god what was that acting like australian i can't stop doing it i hate that though when you know a celebrity like that you admire a celebrity and you know they wouldn't like you yeah like i feel that way about chris jenner like i know she wouldn't like me no why I love her. I feel like Kris would like you. No, Kris seems very hip and likes hip influences.

Can we tell her the story from we heard about her the other day? Kris Jenner? Yeah. Yes, we can. We had a friend who he's, he works very much in big business. He just, he kills it.

And he went to Kris Jenner's house for a meeting and he brought her flowers and whatever. And he was saying how um they met and like hugged whatever and that her lipstick got on his shirt and what did she say she said honey that's a collectible now yeah oh my god she's so iconic instead of being like oh i'm sorry she goes that's a collectible oh was she saying cute how yeah like how iconic is that i love that what do you do with it i'm gonna start i don't know you better have framed it oh my god i would live for that stuff

She's such an icon Chris is cool Like she seems cool When I went to Meghan Trainor I saw she literally sent I don't know if I can say this She sent her a piano And I was like

Oh my god it's everything Obsessed with Meghan Trainor I love Meghan Trainor She's like my favorite celebrity I love that Like sending pianos Like the Kardashians level Of dispensable money

Is so cool to me It's crazy Yeah like for I think for like your baby I think it was a piano I'm trying to think Yeah it was a piano I was like oh she sent it over

For her baby In the finale of the New season of the Kardashians She got everyone Dolly Parton's like Old doll houses Oh I love that No no no

Betty White Dolly Parton is still alive Wait I don't understand Betty White had a bunch Of doll houses She had none So she got them All customized doll houses

And then she bidded on The Her old dollhouse furniture And she incorporated it Into the dollhouse Oh my god I love that No Dolly Parton

They bid it on the dollhouses And if she dies I die Oh if Dolly Parton dies That's it Have you been to Dollywood I have not I want to go

Have you been No I want to go so bad It's like in the middle Of literally nowhere I love Tennessee But I think it's like In the middle of nowhere You have to like

Go so far Into like that I would love a Tennessee trip And a Dollywood trip That would be so cute I would do my best I have so many plans for us It's actually fucked up think it's like in the middle. You have to like go so far into like that. I would love a Tennessee trip and a Dollywood trip. That'd be so cute. I have so many plans for us. It's actually fucked up. Like it's getting fucked up.

I mean, I'm trying to get pregnant. I might not be able to go, but you never know. Once I get pregnant, I just stay home. I just I'm like so paranoid. I'm like, I love Dollywood. Who? Oh, yeah. Elvis, baby Elvis.

OK, when you're trying when they come, when you're trying for a kid, is there anything other than obviously just fucking a lot? It's so much sex. And then I got burned out, honestly, because it's like we've been trying for a kid, is there anything other than obviously just fucking a lot? That's it. It's so much sex. And then I got burned out, honestly, because it's like we've been trying for like a year. And it's just like, honestly, it's like disappointing. It's like, you know, you have so much sex and you're just like, what the fuck? Like, it's so weird. They say when you stop trying is when you get pregnant.

Oh, I know. But like, that's so hard when you're like just want it so bad. Yeah, when you want it so bad. You know what I mean? So it's really hard. You think like as you're younger, you try so hard not to get pregnant. But then when you're trying, it's like, oh, fuck, it's actually so hard to get pregnant. I know.

That's what I always think. Like, I have so many friends who've gotten pregnant like a hundred times. Right. I'm like, how? No, they're like, that's amazing. That's like. I've got to be infertile. You think you.

Oh, you think. Why? I don't know. Just the way the amount of plan B. You never got. You never got pregnant. I've got pregnant. She takes a lot of plan B.

I don't know. You're not supposed to take it more than once a year. But yeah, you're not supposed to take it more than once a year. I've probably it like twice this year like i'm a lot better i just know like the days that you can get pregnant yeah right you will let someone okay what what you let someone come inside you no well me too but like well i know you know the days you can get pregnant and the days you can't that's why i knew i was infertile i let everybody come inside me and i was like god i can't get pregnant with anything just random people i was like because he is right there and doesn't give a shit he's the most secure i'm telling you most secure

like literally it's so iconic yeah because i'm not even joking i was just like trying to get pregnant by the most random people i would do that and i i honestly don't think it's like the most horrible thing to just raise a kid by yourself like i would love to be a mom yeah i know he talks about her baby daddy like they are like just like acquaintances wait really oh she says who it is i didn't know i don't i don't it's it's i i think he was a fan no he started as a fan and they did start dating and stuff but she was also dating someone else when she got pregnant oh what happened with that relationship she broke up she had to be like i'm pregnant oh he wasn't cool with it he's like no it was a girl it was a girl she was she was dating a girl oh and she wasn't okay i thought maybe she'd be like oh that's kind of cute or something you

raised i feel like i would have been like okay it's like right because it can happen yeah you don't think she'd be okay with it i don't know i think that now she's exclusively with him right i don't think so oh i don't know i mean seriously yesterday i'm like i was like oh where is he she's like oh north carolina like she's doing some. I don't think so. Oh. I don't know. I mean seriously yesterday. I'm like. I was like oh where is he. She's like oh North Carolina. Like she's doing some shit. I don't fucking know. Like it was just very much like.

God she's so. She's my idol. And like she was talking about him too. And she was just like yeah this dude. Like she just talks about him. Like he. She's not pregnant with his child. That's so funny.

It's so funny. There's something cool about that. It's iconic. There's very feminist about that too. It's just like having. Because that's how I always thought. I'm like why do I have to have a man. She's just a boss.

Have a baby. That's. She's just such a boss. Yeah. It really is that. Like she just. You know she's chilling. Yeah. that's she's just such a boss yeah it really is that like she just said you know she's chilling yeah no it's definitely like a time it's meant to happen it's gonna happen and like i'm glad obviously i'm glad and the one person who got me pregnant got me pregnant you know what i mean because it's like the perfect thing because

honestly raising baby is actually so tough that's what i was gonna say is i'm down for like the not give a fuck of it all but when it comes down to like i need someone to do 60 of the work yeah oh i mean moses i mean i say this and people cancel me but like literally like i probably 80 of the work you know what i mean because it's like the first year is so hard it's like insane because i always wanted to be a mom and i always thought i'd be really good and like you know it's just difficult it's just so much harder than you think i wasn't just natural like i thought i was gonna be every woman's like i naturally i did it and stuff like that and it wasn't natural to me at first you know it was like really hard but he's like super sweet especially the sleeping he like lets me sleep through the night and I think anybody who gets that has to like goes

gets up with their baby which is a bonding experience I get why people want to do it stuff like that but he lets I to sleep through the night I'm like sane I'm like a better mom for it and stuff like that but yeah like you're not like a like a cousin it's crazy and people like shame me for that like oh my god Moses does all the work it's probably so common but people are ashamed to admit it and like or talk about it it's like a hard conversation I feel very lucky because I do get to do like you know she's such a cute age and stuff like that so it's like you know having the fun stuff and stuff like that you know because I'll say like changing a diaper is fucking hard it's not fun and when I say that people like oh my god you can't even change your baby's diaper it's like it's just hard no one wants to change a

diaper yeah I'll change a diaper I'll change a diaper I mean obviously of Course but it's just like that's like not the fun part and that's like it is hard to me it's like a Little hard I think it's almost important that you're like real about it yeah I think you know What I mean like people don't like say it enough like how like hard it is I feel that yeah no I Think that's like I I respect that way more I think you know and people who do are like single Moms and stuff like that I see on TikTok all the time like damn that's like so impressive to me Because I have someone That does like 80%

And it's still fucking hard It's so hard I would have such a hard time I have a hard time with a cat Regardless though I mean I'm just so proud of you Cats are hard Cats are hard

She's not being that hard You've come so fucking far Thank you And you're just an icon Icon Icon living And Thank you

If you would have told me Like 10 years ago That I would have a podcast And you would come on it And I would like Get to have dinner with you after i would literally have a seizure six months ago i would have probably thrown out yeah i'm so happy yeah i'm so happy you got to be here this time because the first time i thought i thought i was gonna meet you and then you weren't there and i was like what the heck i just i wish people really really knew like how much of an anomaly you are in the regard that you how kind you are like bringing us the

outfits giving me a house tour yesterday coming here like just being so chill like so you you gas me up on like anyone else i want you like just there you're my favorite favorite person a favorite influencer the one and truly like one person who's like you don't like to me you're just so sweet i feel like you're so cool with everybody like you just i even people have been so awful to you all these men all the stuff like that you're like you write it off you're very casual very cool i just think you're really great you have no idea how much i literally just almost turned up you have no idea how much it means to me i love you i'm glad we like on the vibe if it was like weird at the beginning i had to go to the bathroom sober at the beginning but i suppressed it and i don't have to go to the bathroom anymore

i had a big coffee and i don't want i can't go to the bathroom like that in anyone's house so i was like holding it so back so i was like girl but it stopped like half like about a half hour in so i think i got like way more comfortable now you can tell us at the beginning i'm like oh my god you could literally it was awkward at the beginning you were not awkward i was like sweating and stuff like oh i just you could literally piss on my floor you could do whatever you want and i love you more than life itself just having you sit here and all of us just the vibe everything is more than anything i could ask for thank you for coming oh my god thank you for having me everyone go listen to just trish if you're not already i it's the best and i'm excited to be a guest