Cancelled with Tana Mongeau & Brooke Schofield - 66: APOLOGIZING FOR THE STEAMY AWARDS WITH TRISHA PAYTAS - Ep. 66

Episode Date: December 22, 2023

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If you have questions or concerns about gambling or someone close to you, please contact Connex Ontario at 1-866-531-2600 to speak to an advisor free of charge then mgm operates pursuant to an operating agreement with iGaming Ontario hello and welcome back to the cancelled podcast uh-oh today's episode is actually a really exciting one and a really special one we have miss trish on for the third time this year is this our last episode of the year or do we have one more after this we might have a new year's highlights one but that's kind of just like a bonus throw in there but like i feel like this last one will shoot this year at least you know it's such an honor to me always that miss trish wants to come on this many times and she was by far the favorite and maybe only loved guest oh my god everyone loves her and so we're so excited and

it's gonna be a great episode but before miss trisha gets here i realized that i desperately needed to sit down on this mic and this couch with you to address something before trisha gets here wait do you remember when megan trainer was here and you were like it's been so long since i've had to sit down and apologize for something i was just just yesterday being like, damn, I couldn't make it the whole year. I really thought I was going to make it the whole year. You got really close. We're in the home stretch. I thought I was going to make it the whole year.

I'm very sorry for my horrible hosting skills at the Steamies. Let's unpack it a bit i just want to say first and foremost i came on here after the streamies and i said no more award shows i've made page take videos of me after every award show i've done and be like record me telling future me to never do this again because you never want to feel like this again like yeah and it's i just have to accept that i don't think it's something i'll ever fucking be good at no matter what I don't know what it is I just like get so nervous and I it is nerve-wracking yeah I mean there's so much to be said it's so frustrating when the whole world is just talking about you like they know you and I think yesterday I just

had like a super mental breakdown I haven't trended on Twitter with people you were trending my DMs were flooded like girl, girl, get Tana. Yeah. And you should have got me and ripped me off that fucking stage. I was going to be there, but I wasn't. Yeah, I wish you were. To just help me. I would have pulled you by your hair off that stage.

I'm telling you. I love everyone like that was there. And I really wanted to do it and try something new. But I also think it's just like I've been doing this shit for 10 years. I know what I'm good at. I know what I'm not good at. I need to stop saying yes to things like that, where I'm going to just like publicly embarrass the shit out of myself.

Yeah, it sucks. It sucks feeling like a failure and feeling like you fucking just like can't whatever. I don't think you're a failure. I think there are definitely some things we could have done differently, but you just told me you can't turn back time. You and you really fucking cannot. I mean, I was so so nervous and before we do like any canceled show or anything i'm gonna

take it like a shot or two and i took two shots before the fucking thing and one shot on stage but clearly have a little more to eat maybe i don't even know like i understand why everyone thinks sometimes two shots goes further than a normal two shots or maybe perhaps like the thing is is everyone thought i was drunk when i hosted the streamies everyone thought i was drunk like i just that's true you were sober then but i don't know i just become this like nervous fucking mess and i'm not saying i didn't take two shots but like had that been a canceled show i could have just like and that's the other thing i think as well as like it's just not my audience and i kind of went there thinking like oh i'm gonna wear this i heart trisha paytas shirt and everyone's the other thing I think as well as like it's just not my audience and I kind of went there thinking like oh I'm gonna wear this I heart Trisha Paytas shirt and everyone's gonna

think it's funny damn near got booed off the stage like you know like it just I don't I can't get behind that one I'm gonna love Trisha Paytas everyone who watches cancelled also knows exactly where I stand with the James Charles of it all we're not close we're not besties like I've just become civil with him I've said it a thousand times like we're just cool if i see him now we don't hate each other and i was just trying to make jokes like i would make at a canceled show like oh i'm wearing his fucking eyeliner today because alexis did my makeup with it you know but like just it just wasn't hitting like like it normally would yeah like it just it wasn't my audience and i also couldn't hear anyone i'm not trying to like backtrack all of this but i do want people to understand context like i couldn't hear ethan i couldn't hear anyone we all couldn't hear each. I'm not trying to like backtrack all of this, but I do want people to understand context.

Like I couldn't hear Ethan. I couldn't hear anyone. We all couldn't hear each other. That's why I kept like whispering to Jeff because it's like, I couldn't hear him when he was on the mic. And I just, we didn't prepare. Like we,

Jeff and I kind of just got there and they were like, okay, perfect. Fake Logan Paul's here. Go sit down. And just, I think I would have had a hard time with that too. Like,

like what am I supposed to say? What am I not supposed to say? And it's all such polarizing canceled topics and I like I think that's what made my nerves so much more yeah because you say one wrong thing and you get canceled and then it's like you say one wrong thing and the audience doesn't laugh so then you're just like trying to make people laugh and trying to fix yeah you're trying to make up for what you've done yeah and it's just like i epically epically failed and i want to say that and i'm ethan after and he laughed or like you did amazing like we love you thank you so much i don't know if they were just saying that views are up yeah if anything i i was i'm happy to give a

spectacle and whatever but it just i knew walking out onto that stage i also didn't know it was that many people live like last year we did it from the h3 offices and like i had no idea it was the whole dolby theater like so sold out i thought it was like a smaller room like something i didn't have no idea i was walking up to 5 000 people and i think i was just so nervous and like i understand that you remember the pittsburgh show i blacked out so bad apparently didn't speak one word so and it is just like it's a hard fucking thing to do and it's so hard that all these people are tweeting me from their couch to kill myself because i'm so bad at whatever the fuck i did it's like i will say that's a little far you guys it's hard to do i mean i personally have never hosted an award show but and i didn't

know it was like three hours so it's just so much time for me to fucking embarrass myself and there's so much time for those two shots to kick in too and just keep going and then i left and because i can't cope with anything absolutely ever just like went and blacked out because i was so upset i was like sobbing all night i was like i just did so bad like whatever i am i understand that but we do not turn to alcohol i'm on a cleanse once again because i think that when things stress me the fuck out i don't handle them properly when it comes to my relationship with substances. So I am going to handle this sober and healthy. And yeah, I mean, it's just I'm proud of you.

Listen, I love when you go sober. You know, you're my favorite when you're sober. You and I were just talking about that Andy Cohen situation when he did the New Year's Eve special and he blacked out so badly on national television in front of the entire world yeah at least it was new year's eve but what i'm saying about like it's you have to imagine that the anxiety after a night like that is the worst punishment of all okay free my girl i scream cried for 18 hours yesterday and just read twitter and scream cried Everyone was taking turns talking me off a ledge for the entire day. So, but I,

yeah, I just, I, I also just like, I said this at the beginning of this year, it was one of my like resolutions and I, I failed it. And like,

I need to say no to things more and just do what I fucking do. And that's this podcast and that's a canceled show live. And like, I want to perfect our show and like i just i need to stop taking on things that maybe are out of my comfort zone and it's good to challenge yourself and like whatever yeah i get why you wanted to do it because you love everyone involved and stuff it's just like it's yeah you're right and if you know you don't really like aren't really comfortable doing something it's fine to just be like yeah and i've said it a thousand

times like no award shows for me like we learned that after the streamies what did we learn after the streamies do not put this girl on a live mic on a stage at an award show i still think you slayed the streamies i said fuck within the first three minutes um i i and i everyone thought i was blacked out i was sober like it's just the person i become when i'm nervous you said who wrote that yeah it's just stick to what you know stick to what you know stick to what you know I think Jeff and Ethan were amazing at that I think Mike would have slayed if he was there he was supposed to be there as well and that's just everything went differently than I thought it would you know what I mean and also I just feel like but I don't know

I feel like I'm gonna sound like I'm like playing the victim and I don't want to but like if I were a boy favorite game's my favorite game. Do you think I would have gotten that much hate? I probably would have sent you more hate if you were a boy. Yeah, so no. I was just reaching for straws there. I just fucked that up and it is what it is. And I just want the people to know that I know that

and will not be taking on things that I can't do. And you know what I mean? If you need to drink to be decent at something, maybe you shouldn't be doing it. Do you think the drinking helped? I can't do. And you know what I mean? If you need to drink to be decent at something, maybe you shouldn't be doing it. Do you think the drinking helped? I don't know. Because imagine the streamies was three hours. And I was on that stage in that mindset when I said who wrote that I would have fucked up for three hours there. And then imagine the topics were all these cancelable ass top like i think no matter what if i went back in time and tried a different approach every single time with the tools that

were given to me and just my mental state towards that i would have fucked it up no matter what and i can recognize that and it feels like shit and i do feel like like i don't think you're giving yourself enough credit i think i personally from what i saw anyway it felt like the alcohol might have been a little bit of a um yeah but i think the reason no matter what like i still would have wore the trisha shirt i still would have gotten booed it still would have made me nervous i still get behind the trisha shirt i love the trisha maybe like maybe time and place it exactly and it was just like it just i i was definitely i thought i could have canceled podcast humor up there and i think that wasn't no i missed the mark extremely oh man the mark was hundreds of thousands of miles away from me but

yeah no more award shows stick to what you know stick to the stick to what you fucking know it's crazy that we're talking about this and then trisha's coming on and it's like i wonder if people are gonna be i know but at this point i just can't did you do a gender she doesn't even know the gender of her baby right should we clarify that we don't know the gender of her baby tricia doesn't even know the gender of her baby everyone thinks that you did a gender reveal for her why the fuck would i do that see that because you said i'm the godmother of her baby boy you did you said that i guess just like elvis i know it's being named elvis and i think it's a boy but i don't know i swear to god she almost told me the other day and then oh does

she know she knows but she was like i haven't she was other day. And then she was like, she knows, but she was like, I haven't, she was going to tell me too. And she was like, but I haven't told my mom. And I was like, then don't tell me. I don't want to know.

And I, well, I just don't want to live with a secret. Like I don't, I'm about, I can live with a secret. Yeah. The gender reveals on January 2nd.

So we'll know really soon. Oh my God. How exciting. You know, well, we're going to put on some Santa costumes and get into some funny shit with Trisha, but just know,

I know no more award shows. I appreciate H3 and everyone there for the opportunity. And again, all factors included. I think I did. I did my best. I did what I could and I still fucking failed and I recognize that and I'm sorry.

And sticking to sticking to my canceled shit. I love you. And I know. the whole world knows i have a declaration of love i was like wow it's i you know and i if i went back in time i would do it again oh my god where where the apology just happened yeah fuck you know but that's what i was saying in the apology like i think if i went back in time a million times i would do it just like that and that's it is what it is. I think I just need to stick to canceled and stick to just Trish. And but that's what's perfect about you having canceled is like, like you said, when you

look up your name, like there's so many things about this podcast that no one will know what you're canceled for. It's like, oh, it's just your gimmick. It's just her podcast. Hopefully people do think it's just my gimmick. Honestly, this week, your thing. That's fair. That is fair.

Yeah, it's nothing I can't handle. I don't know why I took it so rogue yesterday yeah even like i was just like sobbing and jeff was giving me all this advice and he's like tana you would tell me all of this advice and be like fucking listen to it like double down fucking who cares like double monetize it move on yeah like we all make mistakes don't let it discourage you but i think you're like maturing and you're like in a relationship and stuff and you're just like ah like i don't know it like affects you different when you get older i think that's exactly it like i used to like see myself number one trending for being a fucking idiot every two weeks and it was just like excited about it yeah i was just like

i was just in it and it hasn't happened to me in like a long time like that and i was like oh whoa like i'm i think i'm i'm just i'm tapped out of this it would devastate me now if i was like canceled i would be i it would be really hard because I have a daughter. And I'm like, that's, I'm not, you know, it's just hard. And like y'all look at me, I'm sure I'll say stupid stuff in the future. So it's like, it'll happen. It just comes with this like job. You know what I mean?

And everything, but. Talking too much. I just got out of my first scandal ever. Wait, no, you're like the, wait. Well, it was like a good, I had like a good scandal. Yeah, you're like the winner of it was like a good skate i had like a good scandal yeah you're like the winner of it like no i was i was i was like worried because like i know when i've like exposed people before that i was like you're the crazy one you're crazy this crazy girl but then everyone was on your side i was like oh my god yeah i was really afraid about it but

everyone was very supportive it was nice no yours wasn't even a cancellation you were the counselor i swear i was almost saying that me like i was going a little too hard i think not on matt specifically but like whenever i get a little too on my high horse and i think i can start canceling other people is usually when i get definitely so that was just the universe being like whoa whoa whoa tana that's chill the fuck out you know chill the fuck out that's why i try to be like nice to everyone now because i'm like you know i could be very well maxed you know this yeah put the gavel down tana you are not the judge you are not the final boss like yeah yeah yeah and i definitely realized that no but it's like it's close it's close to you guys like obviously it's very close to you so it makes sense that is fair

that is yeah so holidays are coming up talk to me tell me things oh my gosh there's nothing happening we just stay home this is it this is my last thing of the year so i was really super excited yeah i'm like you i know you're like i'm going to a party after this i was like oh my gosh like your party your galore congratulations the lord's kind of everything so i did galore too like a couple months i started saying yes everything but like what is it it's a cover saying you did a magazine cover and then saying what is it is why i love you so much i love it i love prince i like went out to lunch with him like i love him i love the whole thing but like i don't really use it like it's a cover but it's not in print but i guess they were in print i'm like you should print these that's what i told him yeah i love a printed magazine so much more

than a digital one it's still like an honor i was just excited to like do the interview because i feel like galore is like kind of rogue and like i've always really liked galore's content for that reason so i guess to be a part of it i'm sure you felt the same way it was just like really cool no anytime someone wants to offer me a cover i'm like yes yeah so yeah no i love it i actually love it and everyone was like this is a huge deal so because they did like christina aguilera right before me i was like oh my god oh my god yeah she was on the cover like literally right before mine and so no i love it it's huge i think it's like such a big thing but i just was like the concept of a

digital cover is like what the fuck is going on don't a lot of magazines just not even print like physical copies anymore yeah paper doesn't which is like playboy even i know yeah it's probably still around like digitally yeah they have digital playboy but it's not like it's not naked or anything i don't is it i don't know i'm supposed to do digital playboy soon i think it's up in the air oh that's the ultimate and i just i would get naked yeah would you yeah did you ever do i saw you posted when i tried to convince brooke to do of but you never did it right i did it but i never did anything but like swimsuits like i was like it was like not even a real only fans at all is it still up no oh god no wait what happened we did like it's so funny when i look

back at this like we did like a sexy shoot together. I know. I'm like, now the concept of that to me is so funny. It's so like truly out of my comfort zone. And like to think about it now that I was like so serious, I was like really just taking fans content. Like I can't imagine doing that now. Wait, why did you try to do it?

But it was always like, well, cause I was like, I was broke. Oh, was this before? No, but this was like during canceled.

No, it was before canceled. So it was the in between, like right after I'd gotten fired from my job and then before canceled. So like that was all I had. And it honestly got me through because otherwise i would have had to get wait did you ever say how much money you made like did you i did not make a lot of money at all which is why i was like what the fuck am i doing this for it's really important to like talk

about that though like even when people ask me like should i do all my friends like i'm like you know what i'm like you're running the risk of shit flopping you're running the risk of there's so many girls who make them and then they like never make really any money from it but you see all the other girls who are making like tens of thousands of dollars every month and that's why you want to start yeah but there's girls that like my sister knows that like don't have followings at all and they say they make like 40 000 a month i'm like how are you doing i don't understand it those ones are a little crazier to me i had someone like close to me for a while where she she didn't have a following at all and she had like 10 guys on her of but like was just having those 10 guys like pay

all of her bills and like wow like fill out and pay for amazon good for her yeah that's amazing there's definitely ways to like do it and monetize it i think for anyone but it's not always just like you post it and you're rich yeah like it's it's a lot of trial and error if you if you really want to like do it you know yeah if you just don't have like a following already but i bet if you did it now it makes so much money i don't know i still have like a 98 female audience i feel like i'd like a lot of you want to see naked for sure yeah no i want to say naked i feel like i would just do like i would do something that like wasn't behind a paywall i feel like i would do like a playboy or something i mean and now there's like all these amazing articles about your vulva so dude oh yeah this is the time this is the time come see what matt rice hated wait that's so it's so

crazy because i made that comment and like i guess i didn't specify enough and now i like almost don't even want to backtrack on it because i don't want to seem like anybody should be ashamed at all but i swear to god people heard that and think like i can tie it in a knot and throw it over my shoulder i'm not kidding what do you mean what were the comments people were like people are commenting on my stuff and they're like all i see like think of when i see you now it's like audi i'm like sky brie has an audi like like there's not that's not like a lot of people do i think most a lot like i would say 50 50 yeah the ones i've seen yeah i think yeah well vaginas and like i just can't stress it enough like all genitals are weird it's a weird oh i agree thought yeah and concept as is vaginas penises i think they're all kind of like weird

looking yeah it is but i just like didn't think that would be as big of a deal as it was and it really was well i feel like you learned a lot about the press the media with this yeah oh the way i saw you talking like this is not what i said it wasn't and like not that i want like i don't regret a single thing i said at all but like you know it's like a game of telephone everybody's like saying just the most random things that i did not say at all yeah because yeah like you said it's like what they think they heard or how they interpreted it and stuff like yeah and then i had like you know everyone's going on separate podcasts and like telling retelling the story but slightly different different. And like, it's just like this. I was literally watching it happen. No, it makes you

like spiral. I just think it's scary. It did. I had to log off. Yeah. I can't look at anything. I can't look at anything. I'm like, so I've been at my wits end for a while, but it's just so crazy. Like, like yesterday I was like laying in bed and I was just like, right now someone somewhere is writing an entire dissertation on me that like is the furthest thing from the bed and I was just like right now someone somewhere is writing an entire dissertation on me yeah that like is the furthest thing from the truth

and I can't go defend it and it's just like my life and I have to accept that that so many people have so much to say about me like true or not yeah it's hard I hate that you can like

like log off but it's just still happening and still happening and you can't stop it yeah the good news is like it always there's always something new

you know you could be like like think about like the worst people as we've talked about like colleen and stuff like that like she comes back and it's just everyone like there's she has fans and people just like like things just come and go so quickly and when something like little i mean or not so big you know what i mean yeah it's just like do people really care and like exactly and you have to remember that like you have to just like this has done a fucking pass yeah you know and it's like oh my god i know it's wild when i see it i'm like oh people just especially you

you've been around for so long like oh she doesn't care you know it's just like handle it but but it does like it does affect you yeah it used to not at all like i said you know like i just i i think it does come with like getting older and like maturing and then like still fucking up and being like you're trying to better yourself and you're doing all these businesses and you're like this really smart person people take you really smart now you're doing like forbes and stuff so then to like get look like a fucking idiot yeah no but it sucks but you look great did you address why we're sitting like this because i don't want them to think like i asked you guys to switch or did you do it just for me or do you do it for other guys

wait no well i heard you say that it's like tricky on our podcast to talk like because you have to talk both different ways and honestly i love it i'm just getting like a full view of you looking this is a little easier yeah because I'm just like I don't know I don't know but then I feel like I took your spot so I'm like this kind of weird if I would love for you to take my spot I showed up the other day to you bedazzling a microphone and my my face is framed all over the house yours too like when I saw that it was so happy like yeah the cutest thing we have our brick outfits ready to go. I'm so... And my Christmas gift. I have been...

I'm wearing it tonight for the first time. I'm debuting it at my party. And it matches... Oh, I can't wait to see what you wear. It matches my dress, like, perfectly, too. Oh, my gosh. I'm so excited. Actually, wait.

I have gifts for you. Can I give them to you right now? Oh, my gosh. Okay. Is McDonald's over there? Why is there McDonald's always over here? Like, I feel like that's from two weeks ago. It probably is.

Wait, really? What? Someone came and cleaned the house today. It looks nice. Oh. And they didn't take it? Please fix it. Like, that is someone's decrepit McChicken.

Yeah, get the gift. Tana Claus. You did not have to get me anything. Tana Claus. I'm not kidding. You bought me a gift equivalent to the price of a car you first of all no and you've been on the podcast so many times you're literally the guest that like people love you are i guess people you both you both are my top two

actually this year for real for real oh my god that's so it's like crazy yeah no it's wild i was like wow people and people love you but like it's like i guess like i know but you don't know until you know like especially like solo and stuff you're like well i didn't know either really i was so excited when the episode came out because that was my first time really like going on a podcast i have done like a few podcasts here and there but like really going on and like really talking about myself and like a big one too you know like the biggest i loved it well because we also have like so much in common when you talk about like borderline and stuff i feel like that kind of stuff like i just love talking to people about it yeah it's like not everyone goes through it

and it's like just nice yeah and it doesn't come up in our conversations very often right yeah sometimes you know but sometimes it's relevant you know for sure like you can't talk to someone who like doesn't have it's like hard to talk to because it's like I mean they get it but you know yeah that's cute that's actually really cute oh my gosh I saw you like going crazy at the Beverly Center you showed me your stories like even downstairs I saw all your bags I'm like how many people did you buy for so many and i'm still like not even halfway done and i just i get like so stressed i had to just like have a mimosa and just go close my eyes and just pick out everything and just call you went to the bougie stores or like do you want champagne because i'm oh yeah oh yeah because i just oh my there's so many people and

it's like it's just so much easier to do like one big gift per person than like yeah like a bunch of little thoughtful ones it would take me like six months i'm so bad i guess i'm so bad at them but this is so nice so the the big one is for you okay the little one is for malibu and the envelope is for you and moses so cute oh my gosh oh my gosh what is it i don't even know okay um i don't know where to start. Which one should I start with? Whichever one you want. Oh my gosh. Huh? Which one? Your.

Okay. Okay. Okay. Yeah. Wow. I hope you like it. Okay. Literally anything you give me, I'll like.

Like anything. I'm just nervous. I just walked into the store and I saw that and I was like, that's so Trisha. Pause my arm. Let me get my sleeve back in because I cut myself shaving. And I have a zipper broken. There's just a lot happening. I have like this big well though.

Anyways. I always cut myself shaving though. I'm always armpits are so bad if there's not blood on my shower floor I didn't shave properly not kidding I try to but you know I can't I was weed whacking my bush yesterday sorry Merry Christmas open the bush oh is Makoa here he gets here in like an hour oh my gosh that's so exciting oh he's really spending christmas with you we haven't got there yet but i hope so i mean he must be if he's coming now i mean yeah well he has a flight back to hawaii in like two days he literally just switched his flight from working to just come like support me tonight at the galore party oh my god i wish if

i went out to parties i would totally come tonight i know i don't even do my own they're like you need to do a galore party because everyone has a lunch and it's like i can't yeah no gender reveal party is funny oh my god even that i'm like scared of i'm just like i just you know i don't know anybody i'm changing my flight from hawaii to make it to the gender it's literally like the day after like new year's it's like so soon but i'll still let you know yeah okay oh my god oh i see i see okay wow this is so exciting okay i'm like giddy I've never seen her I don't know yeah because I wanted her to be surprised oh I love it okay this is for you she said oh I love it I feel like oh my god it's like a cylinder I feel like you have a lot of big bags and this

is a fun little one oh my god oh that is so cute oh my gosh it's so just rich coated to the disco ball it is oh my god it's so cute how cute that's what i thought when i saw your first dress like maybe i should get one yeah like honestly this is so i love it i didn't know louis vuitton made like cute little colors i know i didn't either and i just felt like it was like special and like not a lot of people would have it thank you that is so cute we'll put this on our set we'll just keep it in the center the whole time uh anything tana and breck we literally call ourselves like the canceled after show because we just like you guys are and every time i'm watching the show like because it's always on in my house like every time i hear a mention i'm like like i can't it feels like it's not real and i just stand there and stare at the tv like for like five minutes just like healing my inner child like

so in love with trisha it's always a thumbnail i'm like should we tell that i'm like i'm sorry people send it to me so much because i've always been like such a trisha fan so my friends will send it and be like this is crazy and now we're such like brook stands like we so are 100 it's like so happy yeah i don't know it's like this weird i get like fixated and your guys's show is like i fixate on so i'm super excited to come back I'm so beyond just Trish fixated I'm glad that this love is so mutual

it really is I just I love you both so much it's like like I said you guys gave me like this like career

you know what I mean like this comeback the comeback of the 2020 because seriously girl you're so confused I love you

you've like given me like I don't know inspiration to like keep going you do give me inspiration to keep oh my gosh i'm serious we're gonna cry again i know right literally we were sobbing on just trash literally it's so good so cute i love it so much thank you okay open my i'm excited i'm excited to see when you were on our podcast you kept your little like bottega the whole time i thought that looked so cute when you kept it on the chair yeah it wasn't real you know me it was it's always botega oh my god really i didn't even know that honestly that's how uneducated i am i bought that like just thinking it was a cute bag

oh and everyone's like yeah yeah i used to do that too yeah i used to buy bags i didn't know like the styles were like a knockout yeah i didn't know i was like oh cute woven bag yeah that's what you want a bag you. Yeah. That's what I think. If you want a bag, you want a bag. That's what I think too. All right. And those are cute. Like the size of the Aritzia one I feel like is different.

Yeah. It's Anthropologie. What is Aritzia? I keep hearing this. Anthropologie. You would like Aritzia. Aritzia. Is it bouge?

Yeah. I mean, I don't know if you would like it. It's just muted tones. But I feel like she would like it because she loves like cosplaying you. Like she would have a fun time shopping in Ar ritzia to like get a brook coated outfit it is like that's where i get all my like onesies and like oh yeah like the tight onesies you wear you've been wearing those so much lately i'm like oh my god she slays them though but i put them on and i look i me too i would look like a literal like cream puff i'm not kidding i feel like the michelin when i put those

on for sure even tonight i'm just like none of this fits the zipper is broken no mine's great mine's doing the same thing where it's like it just doesn't even almost like my titties and my armpit what is it meant for

it's like for people with like literally no boobs or like or with no like length from here yes I keep pulling my down mine's plus size

I'm like how is this not fitting me so I just feel a little you look amazing I feel like a cream puff but um no we tracked down your San Diego sweatshirt

it was so hard like I literally had to ask people on instagram they found it in mission beach it's called mr mission beach like we found it and they were all sold out they were also so we only got one left and so i gave oscar his for his present today and they we got one similar i got one similar it was like wait you should i have i have two of them i have a pink one and a blue one what size 2xl oh was yours a 2xl on the show? Yeah. Because we put the 2XLs on and it was like literally to like my belly. You're pregnant! Patricia, you're pregnant! That is not now. I'm four months. It's not showing.

I thought they might be hard to find though because they were on sale when we got them. She was wearing one in the beginning half. Did you see? She was wearing the yellow one. Oh, you had a San Diego one too. No, I actually don't. I slept through that day. They all went to Mission Beach and I slept through the day and then they all came back and I was like, no one could have gotten me one. Yeah, like it's.

But I've just been wearing them always, honestly. What is his? Is it the yellow? Yeah. I love that y'all got. What were you doing? Just like sightseeing? You're like, let's all get these sweatshirts.

Yeah. And then I didn't have anything else pink to wear on your show. So I just wore it. And it's so funny that that's like the thing that you guys liked so much. I was like, I just, that's my only pink thing I have. We got little Ugg boots to match. I was just like, yeah. You guys are the style inspiration. Anything you have, I'm just like, okay, I want that. I just, that's my only pink thing I have. We got little Ugg boots to match. I was just like, yeah. You guys are so happy.

Anything you have, I'm just like, okay, I want that. I feel the same way. I walk through your house and I'm like, okay, so I need eight Christmas trees.

Oh my God. And a drive-thru. No, you have Christmas lights all year round. I came in and I'm like, I have those up for Christmas and I'm like, they're always there.

The ones by the pool. Yeah. They're so boosh. That's as much. I can't decorate for Christmas because I'm never here. There's no point. Yeah,

it's a lot. Honestly, I wouldn't have it if it wasn't for like Christmas cards. Oh, and mouth like a kid, you know what I mean? Then you're like, okay, I want to do it. Oh yeah, when I have a kid, then it's like, that's so exciting as much i can't decorate for christmas because i'm never here there's no point yeah it's a lot honestly i wouldn't have if it wasn't for like christmas cards oh and mel like a kid you know what i mean then you're like okay i want to do it oh yeah when i have a kid then it's like that's so exciting yeah yeah my cat took my whole christmas i can't wait wait what my cat took the entire tree down oh your cat oh because cats love christmas trees she loves it cats are the best time honestly i just let it happen i'm a gentle parent i love them really

i'm not a cat girl i'm a girl he had cats when i met him and everyone thought i made him get rid of first of all they weren't around when they met him and everyone thought I made him get rid of first of all they weren't around when I met him he adopted the stray cats in the alley like a month after we met and then he started

like feeding them all the time and then when we were gonna get a house I'm like you have to let me know if these cats are coming with us because like I

I just can't stand cats they rip everything cats hate me me too every cat ever attacks me she's not like a real cat she's like a perfect cat does she jump

she doesn't do anything wrong she doesn't scratch anything she scratches she does things wrong because rose colored glasses you love cat she's like does she jump she she doesn't do anything wrong she doesn't scratch anything she scratches she does things well she has rose colored glasses you love her she's perfect and everyone says it she looks exactly like bella hadid really what's her name bella uh murphy oh yeah that's right i knew but i knew that i love that i love that you have a cat i feel like all the cool girls have cats i know it is so cool yeah like the sweet girls almost like because the cat likes you Yeah Amari's family cat

Attacks me every single time I walk in the house I don't even Amari's my family That's my family But I don't claim it As like I'm like that's y'all's family cat

That's you Yeah that's part of you No Cats are like that for me too I'm just like I don't know Cats Attacks me every time

I walk past it But people have People love cats Like that's like a new thing I don't hate them It only takes one cat One cat like That you connect with

And then you'll love cats True Because your life And cats can tell If you don't like them. So that's why you don't like cats. Oh, well, they definitely knew. They'd be like jumping, clawing everything. And I was like,

they like, he had like a silk kimono that was like $5,000 and the cat was like scratched. I was like, never, never. I can't have that in my house because like they scratched my bottega. He got them outside. Literally.

And everyone's like, you made him give away stray cats. And I was just like, I didn't make them, but also they were stray cats. And there was like 500 cats outside. So he was like giving cats away like literally to everybody like yeah that's good i wish i was a little non-profit cat organization i wish so too i know he's like i'm building a third tavern i don't have time literally we would have the space

and they wouldn't survive we live in like a mountain and there's like bobcats in mountain oh yeah this is for little malibu this is so booze wow i'm excited i wanted to get something for baby elvis i just couldn't find anything that was speaking to me so i'm still on the hunt for that okay okay you're like your max is this person not well his her i don't know accidentally saying his and i don't know the gender i just want to say that oh right right thank god we didn't tell you because you wanted to know yeah i wanted to know and we almost did but we haven't told my mom yet either so i almost did not that i mean it doesn't really matter at the end of the day it matters and i just i i don't need to be trusted with that secret like i'm just an idiot i thought

that in the moment i was like oh my god kind of good we didn't but also doesn't matter really yeah but i keep just saying his when i'm talking about it to everyone because i know this yeah i do the same thing we did that with malibu too i say his because it just seems like a common one i don't know why you say his but oh oh my god oh my god is this not for babies this is so cute it might have to be like when maybe when she's a little like a little older are you kidding me no she literally it's her first purse if you had b-roll i can insert it she literally grabbed my birkin she like drags the purses with her but this is like she can hold it that is the cutest thing I've ever seen a little baby Prada purse for baby oh my god I died in the store she's gonna gag she will wear this she will literally she'll put it around her she oh yeah that's so cute this is crazy like what is how did Prada make this I don't know if it is

like made for kids I could see it being like a going out clutch for the hoes. What do you put in that? What could you put in there? Yeah. I don't, I mean, I wonder what Malibu's going to put in there. Malibu's? Not even a phone.

Is she binky? Age or no? Is she what age? Like, like pacifier? Oh, definitely. Yeah.

What'd you call it? Binky? Oh, never heard that. Really? I called it a binky too. Binky? Yeah,

binky. Have you heard that one? Oh my, I've never heard binky. Oh my God, that's so cute. Yeah, she has, she can she put the bassy

in there that'd be cute honestly yeah it'll go with her bling bottles and stuff oh my god this is so nice oh my gosh thank you you do not have to we have like matching little bags now how cute so cute oh my gosh okay and then the final one yeah in the envelope is it's a bit of a stretch. I'll preface once you open it. It's a bit of a stretch. You'll see. I think this is the most exciting. I love a little envelope moment. Like what could be in it?

And you don't have, okay, I'll just. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. Wait, do you know? No, but I guess they needed tickets or something or tickets to Hawaii. Something. Tickets to Hawaii. I wish the tickets are all coming to me oh my this is better than hawaii this is better yes yes wait what it's in arizona you don't have to go oh my gosh yeah it's the only hamilton that was near us first of all i love this it's like a flashback I

used to go see Hamilton like literally every month like I really love it I just felt like you guys deserve a date night and maybe Hamilton so nice wow to be honest Paige really helped me with that one she was like you have to get her Hamilton ticket oh my god I was like okay you're gonna see it oh my god you've never seen it no oh my god that's shocking i've never seen it oh my god we should go to honestly if they go yeah let's yeah arizona hometown are you guys going there on your tour i think so no hopefully you're not going to arizona it's not on the route is it not you gotta add it but we're still adding dates and we don't know yet so leave a comment for a city below how many cities are you guys going to you just keep going the whole year they're like we keep adding dates and we don't know yet. So leave a comment for a city below. How many cities are you guys going to?

You just keep going with the whole year. They're like, we keep adding dates. Right now, I think there's like 30 shows. Yeah, it's a lot. I think it's more than 30. 34. The energy you guys have is insane. Well, we haven't done it yet.

How many did you do on your last one? We did 16, but we came home in between this. I don't think we're you doing a bus tour yes and we're gonna hop on a bus and we're gonna film it all so the documentary will probably be fucking crazy and we might come back with no podcast and hate each other who knows oh wait are you gonna do the podcast on the road i think so yeah i'm gonna fly aaron out and try to just do it from wherever i'm sure we can figure out how to do it like brie and grace how they just do it yeah or find like random studios in random cities like i'm and i'm excited i think the tour stories like make for the best podcast stories so it's gonna be fun gosh yeah you're like yeah i just couldn't even imagine like i don't even know like staying up past do

you do them at night or in the daytime a lot at night we've had shows that ended at like 2 a.m not kidding like meet and greet after the show third show end at like 2 a.m those are a little nutty we're trying to get them but the bus is so much better to me because you just get way more sleep yeah like the check-in you don't have to check into a hotel every single day and go through tsa every single day champagne problems obviously no matter what you're gonna love it oh my god it's gonna be so fun our show my show started at noon that's so fun for real i was single i was in my 20s and i was still like um it needs to start at noon and end by 3 p.m. That's real.

And I was like sleeping at four, for real. I don't know how you guys do it. It is a big, like it takes a lot of energy, especially because, I don't know, whenever someone's like paying to meet you too, especially like meet and greet, like you want to give every single person like everything you possibly can, you know,

and like leave it all out there on that stage. I think that's what's like so draining because you do, like if someone's paying to meet you, I'm like, I'm going to get the full on on video picture whatever you want me to say I'll say like I went crazy on the mean greets for sure yeah because it's like you really feel like you need to give all of it but it drains you because you give all of it you're just like I don't get this much to and every venue is like this usually takes people an hour and Brooke and I like sorry we wanted to do everything like four hours yeah and we just but I think that's the way it should

be and it's fun as fuck I think in that case that's where two comes in handy it's nice because then you can kind of like split the energy of it we do well like yeah we'll go to like or we'll do like the both meet and greets combined and just use that energy time like there i loved it that's why i brought dancers on my second half because then people were excited to see the dancers too so it felt like an experience rather than just like only me and if i didn't give them enough time you know what i mean do we need dancers no you'll make no money i like literally it cost me money to do her i brought four dancers my mom like it was a whole thing so i'm always so curious about that like i was just watching the era story yesterday and i'm like how much did she have to pay all of these people to come with her oh right i think lady gaga it's like known that

she like didn't make money like her first tours because she would spend it all on the set that's what i think miley said about the bangers tour yeah you just spend so much on the production are you sponsored by eras but congrats by the production. Are you sponsored by Ares? Congrats, by the way, on being sponsored by Ares. Oh, thank you. I was like, wait. What? I got an Ares tour sponsorship.

You didn't see that? What? No. What? Brooke has been getting the best. Greg is playing. Yeah. Look at those sponsorships.

It's crazy. Ares tour sponsorship. I was like, really? Wait, do you have the same manager as Nessa? No. Oh. Someone gave. I have Charlie and Dixie's manager oh why do okay and he's a slay yeah they would definitely get eros tour sponsors so like i'm just getting like backpack backpack de milio money is money oh for sure you better

backpack like dora bitch backpack back that's good that's a good one you're so quick you are when that right joke came around that viral one you're so quick you are when that came around that viral one i was just like wow she's actually so funny like in that's like the comedian you're just like why you're actually tana's the funniest one um way too sweet to me no we were oh the the darling to me have you had them on charlie and dixie no but um dixie said she would yeah we just saw dixie and she said she would I think they do everything very like smart they're like Kardashians they feel like their family like the way they run their business so it's like they would definitely want to come on when there's something to promote like

let's say she was going to release something I feel like that's when we get more people like that you know right like it's like when they want to promote like us we just want to come literally I'll go on any podcast and just be like I have nothing to promote but I'm here talking yeah exactly that's how I am like i just you're promoting yourself yeah yeah totally that's what i love about you is like you literally go on like everything like it doesn't matter if you have like 16 000 followers i'm done i swear to god are you it's kind of everything that's my new year's resolution amongst other ones but it's to just start saying no to a lot more stuff well yeah just chill the fuck out if it's not just trish or canceled or some crazy shit that i absolutely need to do that's you know you are

trying to do as much as i can and i love that we can we can flip flop real quick and you go carry us home baby yeah because people like live free i think that's the thing it's like they don't see you outside of canceled so when you're like solo it like really shows like just such a different side to you both of you when you're both by yourself obviously cancels ahead we think it obviously we know that but like i think when it's like solo it like really shows like just such a different side to you both of you when you're both by yourself obviously cancels the hit we think it obviously we know that but like i think when it's like solo it's like oh you see such different sides you are just so talented you know that talk no matter what about thank you whatever you talk about i do feel like i just i have like a certain personality like with her yeah because she's i feel the same way we bring out like a certain side of each other yeah it's like how you act with your best friend but then you go you know

what i mean like you're not gonna act the exact same way yeah yeah which is like refreshing to see i like it because i'm the same way obviously like tanner's around or you're like i'm a different person with every guest i literally just morph into that person sometimes i'll see a trish interview and i'm like who is this i just watched your um your newer zach saying oh yeah and i was like i need to watch that we're just the same person i just like i've watched so much of the person before they come on the thing and then i just feel like i'm that person i'm like i'm inside of you i know how this feels i love it you're the best researcher we need to be better about that for sure it's like looking into people before we

have the one i like the casualness i do like the casualness of it like i love just you guys talking about i like the casualness of it where she had a conversation note cards the other day of like every scandal i'd been in this year which by the way I thought it was like none nope there's 30 I don't remember half of them we filmed it last week I was like dang we should have so much more scandals so many more but I swear to god she was telling me about scandals that I didn't even know about I was like wait I did that like the amount of research was crazy it was like you were in my brain we tried to research a little we do but I just never want anyone to come on and be like offended because it's like, so what do you do?

Oh, that is wild. But I feel like you guys know. But we like try. But then it's also like if you know too much and you're telling the person's story. Like with Gigi, I knew everything about her IVF. I'm like, so you did this and then you're having this and you're having that. And then I'm like, oh, they need to like explain. I'm really bad at like setting someone up.

So I think the balance is good. But they're just wild when you go on some people's podcast and you see a guest and like, so explain to us like what you do like oh my god that's like so wild yeah like why even i only want to have on people that i have interest in you know we've slipped up a couple times but for the most part now i feel like that's like with guests i just want it to be like oh really you think you've had people you haven't been interested in i think you know everybody you've had pretty much yeah we've had a lot of like just friends yeah that's true but i just feel like now i know what the people want guest wise like i don't need to just

be we don't need to be interviewing we're just not an interview like we're not we're not supposed to be interviewing people but that's what i love i think that's good like the conversation of it all you know i think that's because that's what's interesting you're just lives are interesting which is like rare not everyone has a podcast where you just talk about your life like oh my gosh i have nothing going on i wouldn't yeah well yeah that's the problem is i think we started doing the guests so much when we like we started feeling like okay well we're running out of things to talk about so it's so easy to bring somebody in and then have like a whole conversation with them but yeah i think you could do a good balance though i think it's good now because you guys do them i like the

josh back one was great yeah everyone everyone loves you loved um josh trevor everyone loved trevor yeah trevor wallace you Wallace you should have him on I know nothing about him so I'd be the horrible at it he's just a funny guy yeah no he is

I've seen like clips of like stiff socks is it like I've seen that I don't know that's funny but you know like in general

whenever I have a straight guy on I was just gonna say you also hate straight men I don't think I've ever had a straight I don't think I've ever had a straight guy on like Donny Osmond I guess

but that was it I love him I love Donny Osmond Donny Osmond being the only straight guest you've ever had a straight guy on. Like Donny Osmond, I guess. But that was it. I love him. I love Donny Osmond. Donny Osmond being the only straight guest you've ever had. Because I'm obsessed with him. But anyone else, I'm like, no. Is so iconic. Do we have any weekend updates? No, not since the last time I saw you.

Just, oh, well, yeah, I'm doing a collab with him. Wait. Yes. Tisha, what do you mean no updates except for that? What? No updates except for. I have a collaboration a collaboration coming yes i can't say much more i really can't because even my the last dm i couldn't tell oscar on the air like i'm keeping this private till it's like gonna happen because you know they say you shouldn't speak on something

till it happens and like then you want to protect it yeah so but i'm so excited by it and you know he publicly liked one of my photos with malibu something maybe he doesn't follow me though but like i'm gonna throw up. Yeah. That's so. Oh, my God. I'm so excited for you. That's so good. This is exactly what I mean when I say you're so iconic and you deserve iconic shit like

this to happen. And I just. Even like Ice Spice commenting on your stuff this year. She DM'd me. I was like, we coming back. She's like, yes, here's my manager's number. But not until her album. She has something to promote to you.

She's like on tour. But she's like, yeah, come on. I would die. But we'll see. Oh, my God. I think she will. But you would have to do your cosplay again. I would die. But we'll see. Oh my God. I think she will. But you would have to do your cosplay again. You would have to be Ice Spice with Ice Spice.

I feel like Ice Spice is like, I already dress like her. Like, I just love her so much. I just like, what? So that's like my goal for the new year is to have like Ice Spice. You've just become so much more like, I love seeing the mainstreamified of just Trish. Like, does everyone be loving it as much as we do and always have and it's actually crazy Trisha how much lately I've been just like I'll see a random TikTok like do you know what Gypsy Rose Blanchard is? Of course. I want her on so bad. I've been begging and it's

never gonna happen. Wait who was begging? Someone you know? I was begging my manager to make it happen. Is there any connection because I don't how do you know she's about to get out right? Yeah the 28th of December. Yeah I was literally gonna go to the president like should i just go she's like in like north carolina or somewhere i'm like should i just go like hang out there because there's people hanging out right now to like go see her let me know i'll go with you not kidding i'll go with you but there was this gypsy rose blanchard tiktok and the top comment was like she has to go on just trish and it had like 300 000 likes like the comment dream come true like 300,000 people like to comment that gypsy rose blanchards breaking interview out of jail after everything that's

happened should be on just you would just be so like funny too to do that like like same with everyone as soon as anything yeah i think that would be so amazing i think that would be the best and i have i just have so much like she has so much support like i get it like she was a victim she's a child abuse victim like she has so much support like I get it like she was a victim she's a child abuse victim like what the systems failed her like what else are you gonna do

you know what I mean it's so sad where was Kim Kardashian like get her out oh my god yes you know maybe someone did I mean that's why she's out right

or was she out because of timing she served her time the full time yeah cause I think that they gave her grace with the charges kind of

but I still think she should have never gone to jail because all of that trauma it's like mental abuse like all that stuff so she's not in the right mind either so

yeah I feel like maybe it was good for her to like kind of like reset from everything she's just gonna come out and it's like you know

what a shock yeah oh my god what do you think she's gonna be so excited by she's gonna be like oh my god she said Taylor Swift

she wants to be I was like okay I'm not really Taylor Swift but you know good enough so we have Taylor Swift at home home yeah that's my dealer she's everything did you do the amanda mines can you talk about her no i haven't done it yet we moved it now i think to next year but amanda mines asked me to go on her podcast oh my god that's so exciting actually big shout

out elijah daniel he sent me her instagram within like the first hour of her making it and he was like dm her now so i did yeah and i was like hi oh i didn't know how that went i want a podcast with you and i meant i wanted her to come on cancel but then she asked me to go on hers and that's like equally as good so good i love that you do it see that's what i'm saying you got like dm everyone i've talked to lately they're like i just sent dms and made it happen so that's what i started doing it's a little dm shots in the dark you know sometimes they work sometimes they don't yeah i'm always'm always swinging, usually missing. Amanda Bynes is major. I just want to like, I don't know a lot about the last like five years of her. Yeah. Do you? Yeah, I followed it. I mean, I think she's had

a lot. There was one where she's like on Hollywood Boulevard and she's kind of like she was just, you know, she was obviously unwell and she was like there was this girl that was trying to help her out because I don't know. She's just. Yeah, it's sad. It's sad. Her stories are kind of like she was just you know she was obviously unwell and she was like there was this girl that was trying to help her out because it was i don't know she's just yeah it's sad it's her stories are kind of sad so it's kind of nice to see her back and hopefully she's good doing good yeah i'm really excited to like talk to her and i just wonder how she is in person i always have i've always loved amanda bines yeah i would love to know like i don't know if she's open to talk about it you know some people just don't want to talk about their mental health and stuff but like you know clearly she's talking about addictions and stuff like that didn't she have like her

co-host or somebody on it was like a psychiatrist or something he's supposedly a scientist but right i don't know supposedly this is what i heard on tic tac sum he was a scientist that unaligned supposedly allegedly he unaligned his roommate's cat the roommate came on and was like he is not a scientist and he unaligned my cat okay that Okay. I can't. Who is this? Who is this? The co-host. I don't know. Maybe cut it out. Amanda's co-host.

Yeah. I don't know if she still has it. No. Leave it in a cut it out. No. See, and this is me just not knowing shit about shit. But that, I don't think it's on Amanda. Cause the thing is, is some people just, you know, and who knows that that's true.

Maybe it's not true either. You know, I don't know. But, um, that was just, I just saw it on TikTok. But what a horrible rumor. If it is a rumor. Yeah. It's wild. I know. But that's's the thing that's what's so annoying about the internet is like there's so many stuff out there it's like you don't know what's true what's not and it's like you should take everything seriously but then you should take nothing seriously because

who knows what you know exactly exactly truly damn that's actually crazy I didn't know anything about that yeah but I don't know I mean I'm still going on maybe I'll ask him you know I will if anyone's gonna I love you though. Are you a scientist? And how do you feel about cats? Let's just, let's just get it out of the way. That's so great. That's like refreshing about you.

I just think it's like, you know, you got to keep being you. I just can't control my intrusive thoughts ever. But it's something, all your cancellations are just like about you. You're never like harming like other people. It's just you being you. Except for Tanacon. Being a little unhinged. But that's also like.

A few sunburns. Right. Well, also there's people involved that wasn't like you when you were 19 and you know i love you i just always have to know with you that i could literally kill someone and you would unalive and you would ever so literally be like she was just doing her you know what i mean like she was just she just she's so authentic and i love that definitely i would i would defend you to like the end of the earth i would defend you you know there's certain people that you would do that for it yeah i love you anyway thank you for this this is so nice we're so excited to see hamilton will you go you think you're gonna go what is it it's next year i do maybe it's when i'm giving birth oh my god i mean yes 100 any excuse to go oh yeah it'll be actually after albus is here so we could

go wait really yeah yeah we go on a little family trip we talked about getting an rv just to like travel because with kids and stuff like that it's just like you know hard with like a car so we yeah let's do that i gotta win the mega millions so fun though yeah do you think you will yes it's happening soon i play these numbers all the time that i've never ever been chosen in the lottery and i saw them in a dream and i know it's happening i know it's coming soon i buy them every time every day do you say the numbers no what everybody wins okay okay me to say it right now the numbers are god i'm so stupid sometimes no um at my liquor store that i get them at or it's a tobacco store actually i literally i'm like don't look at the numbers like don't look at them and he's like because even when I

like throw them out I'm like don't shred them I don't want people to see them so yeah because it's never come up the number how many if anyone ever would win it

it would be you though like wait you're gonna and you're manifesting and I like the way you're talking about and I'm gonna do good things with

I'm gonna be philanthropic and stuff like that I'm gonna help people Ari is dead convinced that he's gonna win also and he like cries every time someone else wins it's like a whole thing it's a it's very probable first of all gonna win also and he like cries every time someone else wins it's like a whole thing it's a it's very probable first of all california has so many

winners like it's always california that wins the big like the big ones like the one that was almost two billion dollars something like people want in downtown and yeah you have to like someone has to win it so i always think like you'll never win it but like someone wins it like yeah and you can't win if you don't have you seen the life it's only two dollars too have you seen the like shit though where the people who win like and like hasn't someone the curse of the lottery hasn't someone like unalive themselves oh there's so many winning yeah there was like a true Hollywood story on it about like lottery winners but I also think that's also like a manifestation thing like if you think that's gonna happen I just think like oh I'm gonna just do good with my money you know I'm gonna go to

India and like open up like shelters for like sex trafficking and stuff like that you know what I think we're doing that um you might have interest in no we're not doing that i was like but it's in the philippines right well it can be so we want to open up a school well i would love to do if we could do one for each of us but yeah oh i want to open up a school i want to do philippines because of marianne yes well you can do it marianne's my little girl i sponsor in the philippines um did you feed the children what do you do it's i forget what the program's called i said it on the last one um but it was it honestly it was like somebody who stopped me outside the grocery store and i they like mailed me all her information and her pictures and stuff where do you send the money though yeah i send the money where oh just to the person

it's just it's like a i don't know oh i just i signed it to a random person there could be no marianne to be honest whoa but I really if I found out there was no Marianne I would be so distraught I think about her like way too much if she's my real I would probably lose my mind I have like 20 feed the children I was like I don't know how to stop it I guess I should actually like it's a Netflix subscription no but they should be like no they make it they make it actually really hard to like unsign up for it so it's like but they should age out because I do feed the children. I mean, they do.

I think they do tell you like. You're like feeding a child, but it's 40 now. Because you do. You can feed like the family, but they do. I think they do tell you like, oh, this person is no longer in it or whatever. But I keep getting, I don't know. Anyways, it's a good cause. So I don't care.

I'm like, okay, just keep going. But all right. So Marianne. Yeah. So we've had a couple of friends who have opened schools. Like one of my friends opened one in Bali. I think Tessa Brooks opened one she did yeah

oh my god where's Tessa Brooks is that what she's doing now um she's like opening up schools no I think she's she's got a boyfriend she's chilling I don't know what she's doing but she opened a

school she seems like she's doing good you know yeah yeah her and Blake Gray are really cute she looks unrecognizable too not to I know we're not coming on people's weight but she lost so

much weight everyone's so skinny I feel like she just slayed a like a health journey no for sure she's always been a. Everyone's so skinny. I feel like she just slayed a health journey. No, for sure. She's always been a dancer and all that shit. A great dancer. Yeah, she never was big.

But that's what's funny to me. It's when thin girls get even thinner. Not funny, but I'm just like, damn, they're so lucky. I think I'm going to be on the skinny era. I will after maybe. You're literally pregnant. I know, but I've been like this before pregnancy. But you look amazing.

Oh my gosh. You always look amazing. I know, I've been in a really insecure pregnancy. But you look amazing. Oh my gosh. You always look amazing. I know, I've been in a really insecure moment. Baby, I'm going to get this collar off real quick. I feel like being pregnant probably does kind of do that to you though, right? Like I feel like, do you battle more with insecurity when you're pregnant or when you're not? Not the first time. I think it's because I have a podcast, kind of like you guys, where you see the full body.

And I'm like, that was a mistake. I should have been behind a desk or something you know because it's like I just see myself getting bigger and bigger my chair is oversized so I'm like getting bigger and bigger and my guests are just like smaller and smaller and I'm just like ah I think that's what it is I think I was insecure before I feel the same way about being on this couch like I'm like I almost do wish we had like a desk or something there really is just no way to like sit here and have it be like flattering you are in the perfect position that's why i won't let anyone have this corner yeah she's like do you want to switch i'm like no oh yeah the corner is the corners are the best i'm actually wildly

jealous it's whoever's the furthest away from the camera but because like now like last time i was there yeah you might have the worst spot but you're tiny so it doesn't matter but i know it just yeah anyways it's fine but mine is the same way i have like full body like but i'm like why did I choose this setup I don't know but it's fine I didn't think about it I just you know what I didn't think about either is like but just my posture and the way I am as a person like if I were to like sit up and like have like I feel like oh yeah but I'm always like hi guys like we're now come back to the cancel party like I just have to be like so where I like I'm always looking at it too so I'll have to this is awful I would I know first of all love but I just can't stop staring at myself if I had to like see I wish I could see myself this is the first time I like haven't been staring at myself the whole time because this seat

especially I feel like is like you're just directly staring at it you look cute you guys look you do look like the nutcracker with your tights and your bow and then Tana you look so cute you look like mean girls you look like you're doing the Christmas show. I actually saw the new Mean Girls yesterday. Did you? How are people going? Did you get invited to everything? It was. Paramount Plus.

I saw it. Sponsored or no? It was. It was sponsored. You got sponsored? Yeah. Did you get paid to go? Well, to the brunch I did.

Oh my God. Jesus. What? Did you guys know that it's a musical? Of course. Oh, I had no idea that it was music i should have known because they had renee rap in it but no one knows because they don't advertise it i think they were like intentionally i think i can't remember if you were the one who said this but like i feel

like they were not wanting to tell people as a musical to like not deter them from seeing it wild then they're gonna go see this and like wait what the fuck is all this music so much singing it's i think like 13 15 songs and they cut half there's 30 in the broadway musical so like i'm pissed i'm just like wait why are you cutting 30 songs like they had to there were so many songs was it funny like were the jokes funny because i feel like i love og mean girls because of i love an offensive joke you know how i am totally do you feel like it's still possessed the like offensive nature it was it definitely wasn't as offensive but it's it's still funny yeah that that does that bums me out i mean i love the musical so i'm like so excited for it but like it does bum me out when it i guess it's world culture

i mean i know it was pretty offensive did you see like did you see a lindsey and i don't know i'm like i did you see like lindsey and amanda seyfried and like the girl who played gretchen wieners i'm forgetting her name lacey chrette yeah like they were they're shooting something as well which is also another no i think it was a commercial oh it was just a walmart commercial which they must have paid a lot but also rachel mcadam's not being in it i was like why i want just an og reboot i know they should have been in it as like the moms or something i know they had a lot of the same people though they had tina fey they had all the same like teachers oh well that's cool is renee rap in it renee rap like she's regina oh okay i need to go see it and just stop asking fucking she's so good i saw her on broadway

when she was 19 and it was so her voice isn't saying yes i wish she would do more of that because like obviously she has music and stuff but like she has a broadway voice she's so talented wait i didn't know that yeah so hot oh hot. Oh, I love her so much. I have such a gay crush on her. Oh, same, same, same. I didn't know she was like so popular. Like I literally knew her from Broadway and then Oscar's like,

oh, she's on this show that's really popular and I had no idea. Yeah, The Sex Life of College Girls. Oh, I didn't see that. It's a really big show. I loved her on it and she was like so gay in that too. She wasn't technically gay Regina,

but like she was pretty gay. Oh, for sure. Oh, that's hot, that's hot. Definitely just by the previews you see like it's definitely gay Regina, which I love. That's how that makes me want to see it yeah that makes sense like in the original you know like regina comes across a little homophobic when she calls that one girl like she's a lesbian or whatever and she was actually lebanese so it's like oh maybe that's why she had some inner hidden like you know yeah yeah that's something so i like rachel was a

lesbian yeah wait who wonder rachel mcadams in real life no i said maybe rachel was the last oh in the movie she wasn't lesbian Ian wasn't lesbian she was Lebanese did you catch that oh yeah so she just was like dumb and didn't get it so she's telling everyone she was lesbian but she actually said she was Lebanese wow I must I need to re-watch it I re-watch Mean Girls like way too often have you had Damien I feel like he does every podcast too the guy who played the original Damien oh my god no but that would be a funny guest because he's probably really funny oh yeah and I feel like he does every podcast too. The guy who played the original Damien. Oh my God, no. But that would be a funny guess because he's probably really funny in real life.

Oh yeah. And I feel like he loves to talk about it. I love when people love to talk about it. Actually, all the guys in the original Mean Girls are gay. Did you know that? Yeah. It's October 3rd. Aaron Samuels and Damien.

Yeah, he's gay in real life. I remember like, I remember that like broke the internet because all the girlies who like grew up with a crush on him were like, oh no. Yeah, but I kind of love that. I'm always like, love the gays. I feel like that makesays yeah i feel like that almost makes me like more excited about him yeah yeah for sure like that it's like oh you were part of this classic it makes sense like yeah

the whole thing of it um i know and i love someone who i can never have like i know like i know you'll never love me so relatable that was literally me i dated like everyone who like did not like me gay people every anything i was just like i'm gonna date them because i know they never will like me can i ask a question about one of your exes oh no no no no no no not um maybe sean oh okay yeah so he to this day that's one of your most viewed youtube videos as well right what i took i took all those down did you yeah understandable i need to go do that i need to sweep my fucking channel so bad i love sean he came on my podcast in like 2019 and like i apologized to him because i really i really kind of like yeah he was he's one person was he gay i actually like don't know and i feel like when he came on my podcast in 2019 he just said he's like open you know what i mean so

i loved him more than anything and I truly like yeah I really I really loved him and I've apologized to him so many times and I think to this day it's like hurts my heart that I was like the way I like did it and stuff like that you know what I mean I don't know I kind of but you're just young and you handle things the way that they affect you and we always talk about you know the internet being a part of all of that yeah I made like so many breakup videos I wish I could take back so many yeah because he got so much like hate and it was just like not fair and it was just me being like crushed I was like truly in love with him like truly truly had over heels and it was one of those situations too where I kind of knew like

maybe he just didn't want me for whatever reason but I was like hanging on to it and we were such close friends and he was such a nice guy and I was just like hanging on to it and I never had a boyfriend before him I never like dated people so I didn't know how relationships worked I always just hooked up with people yeah so like literally before until moses i didn't know i never lived with a guy like you know in relationship that's a whole thing i feel like that i was late to the party i just now feel like i learned how to like i'm still learning but like how to be a good girlfriend and like i noticed myself all the time like wanting to fall back into patterns of toxic shitty relationships that i'm in and i'm like you know fighting that like it takes time and learning have you lived with a guy before like full-on no you guys live together

brad lived with me for a while yeah she does everything a little bit differently because i feel like well no guys just need a place to live no because they're like a lot of them will just be like either from somewhere else or like like he was canadian he just like moved in with us she was like oh i like this guy i'm gonna bring him like he was Canadian. He just like moved in with us. She was like, oh, I like this guy. I'm going to bring him. Like he definitely wanted a visa. I almost got him one. I was like debating it. Oh,

interesting. Goody lived with me for a while. Yeah, that was a homosexual. Who was that? Who was that? Goody? This guy named Goody Grace.

We dated in 2020. It was when I was Mindy. Oh, wow. I missed that whole relationship. Like Goody replaced me. Who was the guy? Everyone knows. Like a while. Oh, wow. I missed that whole relationship. Like, Goody replaced me. Who was the guy? Everyone knows.

His name is... Oh. And he's going to text me cussing me out for even saying his name. I love you. I just wore your clothing rent two days ago. It was so comfy and amazing. We called him Jeff, ironically. That was the code name.

I say we, me. I called him Jeff in the story time. We is crazy. Yeah, we was fucking batshit. You were getting on it together. We was batshit. But I called him Jeff in my story time. We is crazy. Yeah, we was fucking batshit. You were getting on it together. We was batshit. But I called him Jeff in my story time and then everyone found him

and he released shirts that said like my name Jeff. He released merch. Oh, okay. But then like over time he was like, can you fucking delete that? Like I don't know how he feels. When I see him, we say hi and we're cool. Yeah, that happens.

I think people get caught up in it and then they're like, oh man, now they're like want to be a regular person like only this is out there. But what would possess you to do that story time i was having great question trisha that's wild i think that was the end of my like story time era and what that like out with the bang i definitely was a good one i definitely i was cracking up the whole time you i'd catch myself i'd be like oh shit wait were you were you like at the time

where you're like it's kind of like are you flattered we're like oh it's about me i was not flattered really um but so many people started sending or i started getting the comments and i was like oh no so i started to find out how i had no idea i had no idea i was like it was obviously like again we've talked about power and like now i'm aware that like if you give enough context people are going to find out no matter what so i know not but like at that time i was still doing story times you know i mean i think from you can relate to this to an extent is like i would always use story times as an actual outlet like i was just i wanted to rant about something or i that was one of the worst weeks ever not like because of like all the mods

and shit just everything and that i sat down and just told the whole fucking story you know what i mean and a beautiful storyteller but i think you don't know like the effect it has either. Sometimes I would like I didn't then. Yeah. Yeah. You didn't. I definitely didn't like understand. Like, you know what I mean?

I didn't think it would be as big as it was. But like, that's just so stupid. Like now I know like what's going to be big and what's not. And I get it. They talk so big on story time, like people telling story times and people. Then you look now at people and you're like Oh my god You're really putting Everything out there Like now I cringe I mean I used to do that

But I see people putting Their whole life About their husbands out there I'm like why are they Sharing all this on the internet But then I guess I did that too so I just

People always like Bring story times back But I'm like I feel like we do that Every week on cancel Totally And when I would do A story time

It really was like Every fucking detail People would find out The person It would It just sends so much More direct Focus And spotlight on To shit Than just making Something a podcast topic And they're so good people would find out the person and it would it just sends so much more direct focus and spotlight

on to shit than just making something a podcast and they're so good at it you would not believe signing everything up but people didn't know about you and matt rife right like no one guessed it was him before people guessed but it was like yeah it was like i didn't really talk enough about him for people to really even care i feel okay okay because i was like well people like didn't know i was like kind of shocked i don't know i guess if that was something like everyone i know you were good too i remember oscar mentioned it one time on the podcast you were like oh my god really when you like fully knew i was like you have such a big clout in your dating game and i'm like why didn't you say the names because it's so good like no i'm learning because

i like i've just had so many situations now where like people just find them so easily that i like have to be quiet i feel like some of them are like such big celebrities where it's like oh no i haven't had any big celebrities yes the one we talked about last time and i was like what i don't know if you blurted out or just deleted it i was like that was such a good one like that was such a fun i know he reached out to me and he was like he's like matt rave is the matt rave thing is hilarious no isn't that like oh my god that's everything are you not into him i'm so into that i would be so into him if i was single no i'm not i would be too yes wouldn't you would you date him if i

were single yeah like probably yeah same yeah that's wild wow your standards are high which is good yeah we love that for you yeah he's probably like rich and stuff and he's good i think he's good looking and funny and i know he's everything he'll be good for someone if all else fails though that's there i don't think he would be good for someone because he's good i think he's good looking and funny and i know he'll be good for someone if all else fails though that's there i don't think he would be good for someone because he's been single for so long you know what i mean when you think that always is like a flag right because you're always like why are you still single i mean i get worried about that with any guy that like is a real catch and he's like a little i'm like where who let you go and why yeah we talked about that before like you guys said you know you're friends with the ovon and i always think that with him because

like every girl i know like him. My sister loves him. Everyone loves him. I'm like, that's odd that he wouldn't have somebody. I guess I shouldn't judge people for wanting to be single. Maybe he just wants to be single. I don't know. But I always think it's a dream. And if at any point he doesn't.

I have so, that is such a dream pair. It really is. I would do anything. I love him. It would just make life so fun. Oh my God. You guys could go on each other's podcasts or not. We could just hang out.

I do think it would be hard i don't think i would ever get involved again with somebody who's like on the road or like touring or anything like that does he tour oh yeah he's always gone and he like lives between here i think in nashville yeah maybe that's why so he's here like only a few days a month the touring of it all is just like i don't even know and comedians just never stop touring like they just it's not like scary so much for us touring like that we're gonna be gone from i can't say the months but it's a lot of months a really long time and just gone just like and it's touring like that i think is so weird because you come home and everyone else's lives have just kept going but you've

been doing the same exact thing every day i remember willie eilish talked about that and like i was always like so jealous of her because i was like oh my god what a dream to be able to do that but then I think you think about it and it's like you really are just going every night doing the same thing yeah everyone's lives move on without you yeah and it's I mean there's all the obviously all the perks to touring but it is so scary and like my relationship I don't even know what I'm gonna do yeah you're gone for like a week and all your friends forget about you anyway yeah yeah you think that right oh is he gonna go with you I'm gonna try to ask him to go for a little bit I think Brooke would enjoy that because he like really calms me down and like makes me. I think so too, but we're going to have to do like a little switcheroo-ney because I'm

going to bring my boyfriend too. Oh my God, that's so fun. Wait, what? I don't have a boyfriend, but. Oh, manifesting. But I plan on, I plan on. Oh my God, that's so cute. Do you want to be or are you like good single?

I want to be. Yeah. In a relationship. For sure. That's good. I like when people say that because I think so many people, me like i was like i just want to be single and something like they don't like fully mean it you know i've got 27 years under my belt yeah i'm pretty i'm pretty i'm ready to you'll be like the best girl because you are just so like loyal and you're so like

i think with matt even the way that you just like defended him like till the end till he could i was just like damn that's loyalty and what did we learn everyone but that's a good that's a good characteristic about you is that no men should be defended i do write a little too hard like what's that sound it's like that's what i get for saying my man my man my man too loud people are like oh no well i'm glad people rallied behind you made me so happy i was like me too i'm like and bless his heart yeah you were everywhere too like every headline was brook brook brook i was just like wow thank god cheated with 50 women i'm like who said that did he ever text back to your helmet text no did he not he did not he tried to call me a couple times i hate that well i didn't people like were saying like oh my god i can't believe

you waited over a day to respond to him but i didn't think it was him i was like he would never use a comma oh wait so maybe but you know it was him but i thought yeah so i i had to really like okay do a deep dive that's funny that's so funny it is just like as someone witnessing secondhand it's been so crazy all the shit that's like come forward even after that episode and i don't know i think you honestly could i could just ruin it but like worse but i just decided you're like i'm just gonna leave it sometimes you have to i'm gonna stop while i'm ahead i feel like what i did was tasteful and if i were to go any further it's just like what are you doing so smart sometimes i just keep going going especially when people are behind you you're like but also this but also this but then if you saw me over oh yeah we what oh well i'll have to tell you about it after, but just everyone came

out of the woodworks with a lot to say. That's so good, though. Like, I like that. Then other people feel comfortable. It's like really, like, there's so many

people have stuff to say until, like, someone feels comfortable. Paige sent me, she sent me, like, all of your top, some top moments of yours for 2023.

Oh, my God, I'm dead. I have no top moments of this year. Yes, you do. But I feel like all ones that we've really gone into, she added one of them

being the Givenchy boot scandal. Oh, my God. Your god your scandals are like my real scandals mine are like i'm just too fat to fit into a boot oh my god i would trade in a heartbeat okay i would trade and fuck you on she for that me i'm yeah fuck they know they totally it's fine i mean it's yeah i have huge calves so it just makes sense i have huge feet so no no shoes ever fit me that is wild you're a size nine huh and like a nine and a half as of late my feet have grown a size and a half in the last like two i was an eight in 2019 that's great my feet have grown too i got rid of all my size sevens everyone thought i was like going broke because i was selling all my shoes and i was like i need to get size eights you know because i had to go up a size because nothing

fits size seven what size are you i'm seven seven is so yeah that is seven is the idea shoe size in my opinion i used to i used to have a bigger foot and so you're shrunk and mine are just growing damn i saw giving pinocchio every time i tell a lie my shoe goes up my foot goes up like a son you think you're in your only fans right now you have like your black heels and your santa no i wish it should be and your tan after all these christmas gifts not even yours just everyone else's like i know if you see me selling some boof ass shit on there just just unlock it i sell myself all the time people are always like oh my god she's going i just sell stuff to buy new stuff i don't know i don't think it's bad i'm like smart i'm having

too many things yeah i like to like travel like through life like i i throw things out if i get something new i have to get rid of things yeah i used to be a hoarder too but i really now i'm trying not to do that i need to just undo my i don't have the space i need to undo my hoarding damage like clothes wise i feel like i'm always getting rid of clothes and giving them to everyone it's it's the hardest thing to watch ever every time she moves she'll have us all come help her go through things and i'll be like okay these are neon yellow assless chaps with not with eyelids and she'll have us all come help her go through things and i'll be like okay these are neon yellow assless chaps with not with eyelets and she'll be like i'm gonna need those for what and you're like why will you ever need those it's so bad because now i now i get what you're saying but when i was in my era of just like i'm still doing a lot i know that but like being at an edc

vegas and then uh you know what I mean? Everyone's themed parties. Yeah, but it's like, why do you have four construction vests? Yeah, that's wild. Especially because you could just buy

like a doll scale for like the new one, like whatever you want for the next one. Exactly. Instead of having to like find a place for every single one of those things.

But then I swear to God, it's like even the other day I was like, where are my ski masks? I need one. She has a ski mask drawer. But God forbid you need a sock we should do that

trend it's like you know the tiktok you did it with jeff i forgot what it was you know the trend where it's like we're married this is the way i was like we're og youtubers of course we're gonna have an apology video every month we should we really should i always think about that i'm just like yeah the apologies always there's compilations on tiktok of everyone's like apologies just like youtubers apologizing like hey guys i know i know we were really the only like girls apologizing oh no i guess um like laura lee and like um you know what's her name tati and did tati do an apology video i feel like she just came for everybody constantly she was like james charles shane dawson like she was just that was crazy somebody said

i saw a tiktok of someone saying that when gypsy road blanchard gets out of jail she has to watch the entire high sister by sister series did she miss all that yeah oh i don't know i mean unless there's like apple tv what kind of prison do you think she was in my mom had an ipad that's true some people do know the outside stuff happening yeah there's there are people making tiktoks in prison that is kind of true or do you think gypsy rose knows how lit she is oh i'm sure she probably gets a ton of i mean when dr phil shows up to visit you but for sure i have the biggest possible discrepancy with that interview i don't i again i'm no nobody's tana mojo needs to be coming for anybody's doctor for dr phil dr phil's like i know he's kind of awful like the way he interviewed her i

re-watched it in hawaii recently it was just like on tv and i put it on i thought it was a new one and it was just so crazy the like lack of empathy and that's what it is amount of blame like yeah i don't blame her at all i don't either but that's such a today's day and age thing i feel like people like even you know 10 years ago would have been like way less empathetic for like mental health or like like yeah i've even noticed that like in my career like now i think a lot of people have a lot more empathy for a lot of the shit i did when i was younger but at the time when i was younger doing all that shit and getting interviewed about it people like it was like the cool thing to do to like shit on me throughout the whole just like britney everyone called her

insane crazy whatever and now we can look back on it and be like okay wait we were so horrible people are still doing it to her which is like so frustrating i mean i thought we were like over this i thought we want to free britney and now everyone's like still calling her crazy and also i'm like what's wrong with britney what's this and like because you can't no one can see it for what it is in the moment you have to be able to look back on it and it's like why yeah same with like amanda vines even i feel like now people have like so much empathy for her but they never did for sure yeah people like lindsey pair everyone yeah oh lindsey ah lindsey would be such a good one on the podcast oh i would do absolutely anything but i don't think i could

speak if i was if lindsey lohan was in front of me i think i would feel the same i would have to be absent yeah like i love absent just be here no lindsey lohan would be so iconic you guys could do it for sure i would shit myself though i just see i just relate to lindsey i just oh lindsey is i felt like lindsey a lot of my life yes for sure not that it's the same she's so talented and way more of an icon i just she's a big idol yeah remember when everyone came for um addison right for the britney thing so hard oh she said like i she was like i relate to britney and everyone was like die oh literally i probably stitch it to him like you're not britney spears i'm like oh my god why didn't i do that like seriously she's like 18 just being like i'm from louisiana and i like to

sing it's like oh my god yeah i think that is the new britney i'll go on record i'd be like i totally think she's britney vibes her new music is totally britney coded and i love it tate mccray too i need to get a statement i don't you need you to be obsessed i know everyone yeah i'm obsessed the music videos and the performances and dancing like she's so she reminds me so much of a 2000s pop star because it's just like her body's amazing she can really dance she was on like so you think you can dance and shit so it's like she's a and she's her music's just so talented she like actually came up at a really similar time as us on youtube just writing songs in her bedroom called create with tate and so i've been like watching her since then like 10 years ago but it's how

old is she i thought she was like really she was really younger she's like 20 oh she started 21 she started really young but i've been on youtube at 10 something like that like she's probably like 12 like literally just making her but the songs like i still listen to some of those songs to this day like they were amazing she's just like a pure talent i love the name i mean the name's catchy yeah tate mccray is yeah first order of business you have to watch the ex's video i watch that at least like 20 times i will i'll like text you so i can know it she's gonna be cosplaying in two days i know i want to be her for halloween i want to be like every version of tate mccray for halloween why don't you do it on the podcast just have like a tate mccray day and you guys i know i want to

she says she listens yeah well i don't know she might not have said she listens she says she knows it yeah which is not the same thing that's still huge she said something about the podcast i was sober too i still can't remember i don't remember i don't know whatever i don't know i can't i can't like frame her as a fan i don't know if she's a fan it's such a thing when somebody will like come up someone like surprising will come up and tell me they watch the podcast i'm like okay but i should probably never frame you as a fan of this podcast and talk about it but it is oh crazy you don't want them to get hate for like supporting you yeah exactly exactly like you know or like people with really clean images like watching us talk about like our bushes like yeah but that's again that's like i don't know why i have to always go to the bush and i

don't even have a bush i was weed walking yesterday wow you don't grow any hair there no i do fully but i don't currently have a bush but one time i made one comment about the bush and everyone called me bush scofield oh that's so good though that could be your only fan's name honestly it could work it really could oh i love it i'm a bush advocate you love wait you love the bush but you don't have i just support people who have bushes well then thank you for supporting me for the past three weeks long distance has become the devil dude like last night i was just whacking everything off you're not sexting i've been sexting you're bushed up i did have phone sex with like a little bit of a bush the other day you're bushed up on facetime yeah how do you

phone sex i don't know how that goes i don't either right that feels so weird text is one thing but like on the call i can't even take myself seriously really what do you just talk what you're doing or do not actually do it are you just saying what you would do like think facetime your facetime oh well facetime is a little different because that's like webcamming i guess yeah i thought you're like on the phone describing it like back in the day when you would call it like call the number and it's like hello yeah yeah i definitely put on that voice do you kind of yeah i don't know what it would do if i walked past your room and heard you doing something like that i almost made everyone get out of my room last night so i get up on sex wait what do you mean almost no no no i just didn't have the

phone sex i was like everyone can stay but like on facetime like what's how does that go are you like what what do you want to see yeah that is true just think about it you start doing it you're like and then yeah like we were both kind of it's like a show oh okay i love it that's so funny no i'm not judging you i just haven't yeah i haven't done it but i want to learn it's fun i think it's well with a long distance relationship i think you have to yeah as well you know okay i've had it where like i'm watching you and you're not watching me that's funny that's crazy like you're just watching him like yep oh no that's and then why it's like it's like you're right watching me. That's funny. That's crazy. Like you're just watching him like. Yep.

Oh, no. That's weird. It's like your ceiling. No, not king taming. I don't know if that's a king, but that's weird, right? It is. And I. Was it like your ceiling literally?

Yeah. Or just like a black square like I'm in the dark. Why? Because why do I want to do anything? I just want a performance. You're not like, oh, you wanted to. He didn't want you. He wasn't him. I wanted the performance and I didn't want to have to do anything. I just want a performance. You're not like, oh, you wanted to. He didn't want you. He wasn't him.

No, I wanted the performance and I didn't want to have to do anything. But you were into watching? Yeah. Oh, interesting. I'm not into watching either. I guess I would do it if a guy's like,

watch me. I don't know. Oh, I am. Oh, you love watching? Yeah. Oh, yeah. I think it's weird. They're just like hunched over

and I'm like, that's odd. Yeah. I know they have to do it. Posture is important. Yeah. Posture is major. Posture is important yeah the whole thing is weird i don't know that whole thing it's definitely a concept for sure yeah yeah i don't like to think about people masturbating at all i don't know it's weird really i mean i get people have to do it but

i'm gonna watch the idol tonight i was hoping you watched it i was so excited i was like oh my god we could talk about it but that's oh well i want to wait for my man that's horny it's a horse yeah i've only seen the first episode oh it gets so good it gets so horny like fucking valentino they fuck everywhere they're just so and when she's like recording a song he's like fingering her like okay and everyone's like watching it's just wild that's so hot it's the horniest thing i've ever seen in my life i've been like such a horny freak lately like i'm feral me too me too just pregnancy do you think like do some of your hormones the first one no i thought i was like so gross i was always like peeing on myself this one definitely i'm always like having sex dreams and like crazy dreams and always throbbing in the

morning i'm always like i'm 15 years old again i'm like squeezing my thighs yeah like even now talking about the idol i'm like oh i just right here on the couch i'm like it's like i want to be pregnant i know yeah it is weird this pregnancy for some reason i was but you're like yeah i wasn't the first one because you know you try so hard getting pregnant so then by the time you're pregnant like i don't have sex anymore because you've had so much sex trying to oh yeah that's probably really true yeah i'm trying trish we'll see if i'm fertile what i'm kidding i have to stop saying that i have to stop my god i literally had a palpitation that would be wild one two or six months pregnant just but we couldn't do it i would love that's true i would love to do the

thing where we like um sync up though and like really do try to have kids at the same time so what do you think of august i could do but i could probably make it happen by august oh my god that would be wild pregnancy pack it's like the new pregnancy pack for the teenage girls oh my god yeah i mean i'm 27 if i can't have a. It's like the new pregnancy pack where the teenage girls want to have babies. Oh my God, yeah. I mean, I'm 27. If I can't have a baby, that's like so concerning. No, but you have so much time. I feel like everyone now is like 35.

I know. I'm so not, like I really, I talk about it so often and I really don't want a baby the way that I always say I do. Oh really? Yeah.

I just say it for no reason. Yeah. Because it's just fun to think about. I always thought I wanted a baby. I mean, I do want a baby. I have a baby, so. I wouldn't mind if I had one. I can't wait to know the gender.

Oh my God. Yeah. It's going to be exciting. I know. it's so hard to not say it i'm just like oh my god i gotta say that i think yeah can we put it i think it's a boy you think it's a boy because i want it because you feel different than you did last time oh and i know sometimes i feel like we say too many hints people like really listen to everything we say like they said this this and this i'm like oh my god that is terrifying i could never props to you for keeping it such a good secret because i like i love that people are want to know and that excited to know about it i also like i think i'm i hyper fixate on like what i want and if it wasn't what i want like i was obviously a healthy baby is just a goal no matter what duh yeah but like like i really want a boy

one day that's kind of why i want to adopt. Yeah. You know, I wanted a boy too. My first one, I really wanted a boy. Cause I had like an older brother. I feel like it's going to be two girls, even though I want it to be a boy. Interesting. I would love if you were just a girl mom,

that would be like a fun thing. But also like so cool to have, like, I would be eager to see like how you were like as a boy mom, because like, like, yeah. Like what do boys even like?

Interesting. Like not, not sparkly Prada purses they might my boy might oh yeah i shouldn't say that because like obviously be whatever you want to be but i know what you mean i know what you mean because i would never put my boy in sports i'm like you're never doing that you're gonna dance or you're gonna do something you know what i mean yeah i don't want them to get injured i like that too i'm cups like right right right you're gonna be just like yeah it's just like slowly i would love like a derrick huff like a ballroom dancer son or something yeah that's it that was a good one yeah that was a good one he is like he's like as femme as you can be with as a straight man i love it yeah that is a slay yeah i think the less straight the better yeah i think that too just having a little

creativity a little feminine i love it yeah me too always so what do you think you'll have like what do you what do you picture when you picture your kids like how do you i really really think that i will be the type of person a i want to surrogate and i know i know there's controversial thoughts on all of the i don't want to experience it all no not at all wait what really i feel like that's such a part of it i'm having a pain in my uterus right now just thinking about it not even kidding it's not painful. But I just, I spiral and freak out too much. I think I would have a heart attack during labor. I'm not kidding. Like, I don't, I know you never want to talk about yourself like that and, like, be like,

I don't think I'm capable because, like, you really don't know until you do it. But, like, I just know myself and, like, anything would happen. I would sneeze and I would be at the hospital. I would go to the hospital every day. Like, what's wrong with me? Like, and I just, I don't want to do I'd be so stressed yeah and I just oh I hope you change your mind I mean obviously it's your personal preference but I feel like being pregnant was like such a part of it and I like I want to experience that so bad yeah it is

it is fine that was the same way I really thought I'm like I probably died childbirth who's like I'm so like a manifesto so I don't like to do I literally thought that I was like wow I'm probably the one person who dies because it is a lot it like a manifestor so I don't like to do it. I literally thought that. I was like, wow, I'm probably the one person who dies because it is a lot. It's a heart on your heart like pushing. Like they gave me

an oxygen mask because I literally was just like, I like couldn't breathe, you know, but I think it's just like what, I don't know. It is,

I love being pregnant. Giving birth is another story but being pregnant is one but I get it. I get it. Everyone drinks air again. No, definitely a surrogate.

I want to pick up my child like a venti ice latte and we're going to, we're going to slay. But then you lost like nine months of bonding time. But are you see? And then that's more like my thoughts, I think, are a little different because I'm like, if I'm spiraling this whole time, like, isn't that kind of unhealthy for the baby?

And like, be like, are we even? Yeah, the vape would be bad. I know there is a probably. Yeah, maybe no vaping. Yeah, that too. Yeah. Fuck. I remember my mom told me that the first thing she did after she gave birth was smoke a cigarette because she like didn't for nine months my mom

was like repelling off the side of a mountain like nine months pregnant with me i'm like did you have actually yes she was crazy i mean that's wild it's only nine months that's like hard to do anything but that's yeah she's she's a character we stand bond but yeah no i think i want to and i kind of want to do all that elon musk shit like pick the gender or i want to adopt would you do people pick can't you like pick features yep yeah eye colors and all that stuff how i'd be scared of that kevin's family you know what i always think like every time i have like a period i think like it was that the kid that was like gonna be the billy eilish well probably not if it broke you know what i mean you know what i mean like staring at a blood clot in the toilet and thinking Was that the kid that was going to be the Billie Eilish? Well, probably not if it broke.

Yeah, but you know what I mean? You know what I mean? Staring at a blood clot in the toilet and thinking, was this Billie Eilish? It's crazy. Was that Billie? But do you know what I mean? Their parents had the two most talented kids ever. And I'm like, every month that passes, I'm like, oh my god, that egg could have been the one that was going to make whole life mine upside down literal opposite i'm like was that you know what you're saying was that

the jeffrey dahmer like what is yeah what if i have what if i accidentally have the kid that's like yeah jeffrey yeah i probably will i don't know honestly that's that's a sad situation like what if your kid was jeffrey dahmer like what did his parents ever speak out where like we still love him because like as a parent you of still love your kid could you imagine that Sometimes I think it might be even like because I can't imagine having that happen to like my Kid I don't actually oh it's like that guy It's a really sad story the Gabby

Gabby And his parents Brian's parents were like helping him hide and stuff like that you remember That like they were like circling the house I wouldn't do that I don't think I don't think I would do that I would ask most of that just like I don't know like if that was me would you help me like i will didn't he he killed himself in the end right yeah so then as a parent i feel like i would have rather him gone to prison oh that's a tough one i don't know i don't know i

really don't know that is really that's so crazy you could you your kid could just be anyone or if it was like moses that did that to someone i'm like i would want to like hide or run with him or something you know what i mean i know myself though and i would be bought like bonnie and claude i would be fully let's just go like let's go yeah drive off a cliff together what is that thomas louise or something like yeah i don't know but then if it's your kid you're like oh they run there i don't know it's so hard um i would want to be like do the right thing like turn yourself in yeah like let's try to like turn your life around from prison. That's true.

You turn your mental state around from prison. People change in prison. But that's hard too because like you know that when certain people go to prison for certain things

like had that Brian gone to prison like he would have probably been really hurt in prison as well and as a parent that you never want your kid to get hurt

but at the same time you never want your kid to hurt anyone. Ugh. It's awful. It's such an awful situation to think about. Yeah there's no

there's no real answers I think. And someone like Jeffrey Dahmer is like do you how could you I mean but that's still your kid. hurt anyone. Ugh. It's awful. It's such an awful situation to think about. Yeah, there's no real answers, I think. And someone like Jeffrey Dahmer is like, how could you? I mean, but that's still your kid. I don't know. I don't know. Did you watch Don't Fuck With Cats? I was just talking about this the other day. Yes.

And Luca Magnata, his mom was like delusional. She's like, he didn't do it. And he's literally recording himself chopping people up in pieces. Wait, so he killed a person, right? Because we were just talking about this. Yeah, he killed, yeah. I thought it was just the cats or something. No, he he started with cats and then he made his way up to people i remember they had like the footage in the like apartment complex and stuff of him yeah that was what i guess yeah as a parent you probably would be

like delusional to it i really think i know someone okay this is a weird subject okay and we talked about this a little bit on cancel are you gonna accuse someone of being a murderer have you ever met someone where you're like if tomorrow they were on national news for being you'd be like that like i wouldn't even blink and this person is famous and i've been seeing them post Post or. Do a lot of things lately. That are like. Really serial killer. Do you know this person? Ask.

Yes. In real life. Yes. Interesting. I wonder if I know. I feel like there's like 12 people. I know that are like this. So I'm like.

I wonder if it's the same person. I'll talk. I'll talk about it more off camera. But just. If something ever does happen. I. This footage. We're going to.

We're going to revisit. And I'm going to be in a Santa dress. And you're like. I said this. I call. No. There's so many people. I'm like. Once the floodgates open. I'm gonna be in a Santa dress and you're like I said this no there's so many people I'm like once the floodgates open I'm gonna jump on that

bandwagon but I never wanna be the first person just like in case yeah and this person hasn't killed anyone so I can't just accuse them

oh but you think they might or they could well I talked about like it wouldn't surprise you it's the person that I was telling you where they played the game of never have I ever

and they said like never do you know how never have I ever works like and they just kept saying like never have I ever. And they said like never. Do you know how never have I ever works? Like, and they just kept saying like, never have I ever wanted to kill someone I've loved. Never have I ever heard an animal. Never have I ever like. And he just did all of them?

Yeah. And then I keep seeing this person post. Living normal. That's no, no. Looking like a serial killer. Doing serial killer-esque shit. Does anyone else catch on? Do you ever see comments?

I can't say what the shit is because if I say what it is, people will find this person. No, I know. There's influencers that I know do like shady shit. I don't know. That's the thing. I don't know that they do it. But I hear enough stories about it that I'm like, this is going to be crazy when this all comes out.

And you're just like, wait, what? So obviously if I knew for sure I would say something, but it's like I i don't i just all hear like secondhand third-hand stories from it but i'm like someone needs to say something but it's i don't know anything about it so yeah yeah i should tread lightly on me too every time i want to talk about this on the pocket i was like just don't say anything because it looks like you know something and it's like i don't i just hear like third-hand stories but yeah i hear so much of them and you're just like this is crazy that this person is doing this like what is fucking nuts people are just nuts hollywood's nuts that's just the bottom line i know that's why i just think like let's go yeah yeah let's go to maui oh maui's my fave hana i'd be there

in the little farms oh my god it's a little pigs yeah literally fuck la yes the whole steamies of it all it was like i just love being underwater and no but alive underwater alive underwater sounds like you want to be like six feet under no no underwater but wildly alive and not doing anything that i could uh trend for you know yeah no fun insight yeah yeah you can't really trend when you're hawaii because there's not like much to do that's scandalous yeah and if i'm embarrassing my phone's like in a car somewhere right on a beach no reception you're on an island it's. It's great. It's like all me.

I'm not kidding. Have you been? Have you been to Maui? I have. Yeah. Did you go with someone or just by yourself? I went for a wedding. Oh. And then I went for her birthday one year.

You guys went to Maui? No, no, no. We went to Oahu. We went to Oahu for her birthday and then I went to Maui for a wedding. But I didn't really get to experience it because it was a wedding and you had to do all the wedding things. Where did you go? Do you know where it was at? I don't remember. I love Maui for a wedding but yeah I didn't really get to experience it because it was a wedding and you had to do all the wedding things where did you go well where do you know where was that I don't remember I love Maui hotels that's where they did the white lotus season one was at the four seasons

Maui and I love that so much I don't see white lotus either I need to get a grip oh my god I know have you seen it yes I will do you like it yes everyone tells me I would love it season one season one the whole season one is so good I think maybe I don't know I also think it's like meant for like old people I don't know because I'm like I don't know it's like old people kind of maybe i don't know you talk about yourself like you're in a senior home i know why i am i'm like 35 i'm literally gonna be 36 only eight years older than us isn't it crazy that's that's crazy i always think you're like 23 i always think you're like so young i forget that you're 27 i feel that way too you look young i'm just kidding young the whole thing about you no i feel so young how old are you moses no we know you're not you're 46

oh i always think of you as 43 in my head are you really oh i have a thing where like everyone is the age that they were when i met them that's okay maybe that's it maybe it's like 41 when i met him or something we 41 when i met you aaron how old are you 22 yeah in my head you're older though in my head you're like 25 people didn't say that recently you look you look young like i look at you like all of jeff's are you part of jeff's crew yeah sort of yeah jeff's all of jeff's crew looks so yeah is there one of them down there is one of his crew people down there is steven down there okay yeah i saw one and i was like, and I thought, oh my God, this person looks 18. Immediately when I see someone 18,

I'm like, I should not be here. You know what I mean? Just in general, because I always say, don't hang out with 18 year olds. I'm like, oh my God,

I need to leave this house. He's like 20. I feel that way too. You put that in my head. Like every time we're around, like even like Cynthia or like someone who's like 18, I'm like,

I do not belong. I don't know what it is. I have one friend, literally Cynthia, who's like, she's like 19 and I just see a lot of myself in her. So I've always like looked out for her. But then I, someone one friend literally cynthia who's like she's like 19 and i just see a lot of myself in her so i've always like looked out for her but then i someone told me on reddit

everyone's like why is jenna friends with anyone who's eight and i'm like i'm not that's the only one and i'm like young i mean i'm also like trying to be here for her so she doesn't make mistakes i make i think like you know it's like difficult because there is like yeah i have a lot of tiktokers on there were like 18 or something you know kayla like she was 18 and it's like i i do feel like this sort of like oh i know like her like i feel like she was me at one point you know what i mean so you do want to like talk to them yeah you have this just like empathy where yeah don't make don't do the dumb shit right please i think there's always i don't know i don't know i don't judge anyone for me that's like my trigger

thing i was like i can't go out to like dinner with an 18 year old or you know if i have a friend dating someone 23 and they're like let's go on double a i'm like i'm older most older it's weird we don't want to like you know yeah i don't know it's again it's something in my head for sure that i don't judge people i mean if you're like 40 with like an 18 year old it's like weird but yeah you guys are young i get what you're saying though like it's you know there's time and place for certain interactions yeah like labs interviews yeah mentorship but yeah i love that this is the final episode of the year it just feels so right is this the final i think so does that make you think so are they gonna be mad about that if well no you're right everyone's done everyone's been

done this past week i think that we'll do i'm gonna have an episode i don't even know if i've told you this aaron where i just want to edit together like all the highlights like the funniest moments and give the people kind of like a bonus episode at the end of the year so there isn't nothing you know and i always really like those episodes like those are my favorite episodes of impulsive at the end of the year they do that and it's like all the funniest moments yeah and i always watch those and love those so i think those are um yeah all of it all the apologies all the just the the craziest moments but i think this is the last time this year that we will sit on this couch and being with you and santa costumes and just giggling is i know how special wait how many apologies did you do this year to speak of apologies if i had to guess it probably like you can do money the

wine lady eight six a lot i don't feel like you've four thirteen i know you apologize one i don't know okay it's single digits that That's good. That's huge. That's good. It's probably the first year of my life where it's single digits. Hey, that's good. Okay. I'll take that. I see why you like this.

This angle's good because you can put your feet up. I see why you like this side because it's like. Yeah. Oh my God. And I just like sprawl on that couch. This is a cute couch. Are you guys going to switch at the set for season? What are season?

Are you guys on three, four next year? I think season two comes to a close this March. No, March. Oh, what are seasons? How do they happen? I think we're just kind of going based on contract. Yeah. However long the contract is.

This one was 43 episodes. We have no contract. So we just got one long season. No, but that's that's also a great way to do it. Like both are both are great in their own ways. I see. I think for the second season, I would love a set.

I just would love a set in the house. No, I love this. I just didn't know. I love it. The couch is iconic. You should keep it. I just,

even if we could add anything that makes it like clearly like canceled. Yeah. Would be so fun. You're just so like, it's so true. It's so true. Oh, thanks.

Everything. I did love your guys's first canceled one. It was cool, but I liked it. I didn't, I didn't like the colors of it though like maybe because like i mean that's the colors of canceled so i don't know why but i get what you're saying like it'd be nice if we i'm so not like a i'm like i hate the color red wearing it all the time but this is literally

canceled i feel like you just don't get the full vibe of it on tv because it is such a vibe in person like oh my god this is so beautiful it's like nice and cool like it's such a vibe but i think it doesn't like transit not that it's like bad i'm just saying we're just on a couch like you know what i mean i think the last house it was like almost the same but it had like a whole like um skyline behind us yeah it was made a little better so i'm down to do a set we just have to figure out the logistics but i swear to god oscar busts out new sets for jeff like it feels like overnight oh my god it's hard for us to do one that's like somewhere though just because of our you know yeah what you want to oh you want to like get to like get somewhere is like a whole additional step yeah like I love doing it home

but it's like we couldn't turn this whole room into a set it's too big and like it's a multi-functional room but then all the other rooms are like yeah not big enough beautiful like in the summer when you guys do it it's kind of like sun setting it's really beautiful because it is so nice up here like this is it's beautiful and i like having this much like space yeah it's amazing people like oh it's because we always have like a million people come in and i'm surprised you don't have a live audience today i feel like everyone i know it's not the same i'm like where's everybody i know but i kind of but i it's so intimate and like amazing no i love it it felt very casual you're just like let's just start and just go as i love it and just talk and that's that's what we do best and i can almost guarantee so long as you want to by the end of next year you will be the guest that we have on the most

i love it i'll come on as many times i know you say that i'm like because i feel like it's like a i i'm like scared to have like not scared to ask you but like we both just talked about that we're finally getting to the place where we're like a little less scared to ask you but like we both just talked about that we're finally getting to the place where we're like a little less scared to ask each other yeah i know what you mean i'm the same way yeah it's like i just feel like it's like such a bother to do anything like especially because i just like i think that all the time even with my podcast but anyway i'm just like i don't think anybody wants to come out but then sometimes then i get delusional like everybody wants to come let me ask i spice in the weekend you know sometimes it's like i don't know it's

like it's everyone wants to come out for you you're a goddamn bar too so when you guys drive i really appreciate i'm there every weekend wait what i go there every single weekend that's where the branches that i'm always at wait oh like what branch like a horse ranch uh-huh my little horse ranch i go every weekend and ride horses and i'm right by you okay everyone needs to find their moses that's the catchphrase of this year oh my god if you don't come out with a shirt that says find your Moses. Find your Moses. I swear to God. I kind of love that.

That's so funny to me when I see that. When I saw the comments on your track list. It's so in the comments now. Everyone always says Tana's going to find her Moses. Oh my God. And I'm really excited too because as you guys know, I was, I've told you both a little how much it was making me spiral that all the comments on my stuff with Makoa was like, where's Jeff?

So I just went haywire and posted like nine TikToks with Jeff to shut everyone up. And then all the comments started switching to like where's Makoa I'm so happy about that it'll happen that switch people just so long as they don't feel like a connection to someone they just don't care like they have to like know somebody

but that's so hard when the person is not on social media you don't want to like force them into it oh for sure I think it wasn't until like Moses was doing the podcast and people saw it more but like yeah if they didn't know him or didn't see him they're like yeah people just make up that they fill in the space with made-up shit yeah just their own stories in their head and stuff like that i was like okay yeah like selena haley and justin oh man that one is wild that one was this year that was this year what what's yeah but like march february really something like that yeah because i remember i was

doing street interviews in miami asking about it like in march wait what you did street interviews yeah jeff and i like had a little era where we would do that but it is what it's hectic oh yeah like i was so scared i'm so i'm afraid to like oh it would absolutely approach somebody it would send you into peril and jeff's just so good at it talks to everyone like we'll run up to anyone like I don't know if Jeff was approaching me I'd be like right right of course everyone loves him yeah but you too I feel like people would you have that personality I'm just more shy about it like I'll ask people like hey do you want to talk to me but Jeff will just be like you come here like you know and then it's the best I admire people like that because I would never I just feel like I'm always bothering I definitely have had moments doing those street interviews

where I actually feared for my life like people some people get mad oh and like really mad and like you're rejected to have people rejected you be like no oh absolutely but that's not even the end of it like you could just ask someone something that's like mild but they and we also do them in really crazy places like we did one in miami on south beach like so it's like all these drunk tourists we did one like just the streets of new york people are nuts and don't want to fucking talk to you anyways like did you guys were you guys like doing a show or was it just for like a youtube it was 40 in this house it was just like for youtube it was like a segment in his vlogs okay yeah but we did one and it went really like

viral on tiktok and stuff so we kept trying to kind of chase that and i'll probably do another one eventually they're gonna watch who's the big one one in New York that does it all the time? Hannah Burner. No, it's a guy. He's like Paul Rudd sometimes. I know who you're talking about but I can't think of his name. And he's kind of like Hayden,

is it Billy, Billy Iker? I think it's Billy something. I think you're right. Okay, something. You've never seen him? He's like, what do you think of Paul Rudd and Paul Rudd would be like that

and he's like, oh, I can't see him and then he's like, Paul Rudd's right here and it's like, but he's kind of wild and chaotic and like, I don't know, he's like a lot.

I like the one where they're like, oh, do you want this dollar or double it and give it to the next person like i like those i love those ones the people who just keep the one dollar are so funny to me have you seen that like a lot and those like you want this dollar or double it and give it to the next person i'm definitely not on like street interview tiktok but it's because i i get such bad secondhand embarrassment from anything like that i can't even watch it i do too i love secondhand embarrassment because it's not happening to me so i love watching it to other people i can't i can't not stomach it like it is so oh my god you're just like it's worse than anything i can't watch like american idol or anything like that because i'm

like oh i kind of i think i like american idol yeah is that salon even but like bad secondhand embarrassment is not my hunter sent me a tiktok today of some tiktoker doing an interview and just embarrassing the shit out of themselves and I was literally holding my breath it depends if it's like intentional or unintentional you know like if I don't know if it's unintentional

I feel a little bad for people I'm just like okay yeah there is like the poor thing aspect but I still like hold my breath and clench everything yeah

not in a good way I was about to say something really graphic and then I didn't because I know your boundaries clutching the walls I made

yes I told her about how we say gripping the walls you know we don't say that i can't imagine you saying it when you're saying that i'm like do you that's wild she just really does not talk about that number too i made some jokes on just trish that almost made her throw up oh my god literally i was getting she was gagging no yeah i mean it's definitely not for everybody like i feel like if my i said that around my grandparents or something they would be like see I'm old you're comparing me to your grandparents

no way which I am I really am 35 yeah going like 70 oh my goodness I just I think you probably have the same complex as me like I just feel so old because of the life that I've lived yeah like you've just lived so many lives that you're like yeah you're like I've been you looked young and you are young it's just like fat I feel like when there's a little fat you have it in a good way you know people get that big face and they get a little like old looking which ages people oh no no that's what i'm just saying i'm right what are you gonna say that they look like dogs with jellies no i just saw someone post there like before and after but like she aged like 10 years she lost weight but she aged like 20 oh yeah people do but that's the thing when people lose weight i mean honestly i would take it to be skinny but

i'm just saying i guess in my rationalism being fat like oh it's like gives me no wrinkles you know it makes me look younger you look fucking amazing trisha thank you so much that's that is my only goal of the next year is for her to just realize how iconic and hot and perfect she is because we would simply die for you thanks i'll get it back you will yeah You will. I need you to like, it's so crazy to me. You don't understand. You're literally like, just please see yourself the way we all see you.

It's the Ozempic of it all. Everyone's on Ozempic. I'm just like, oh my God, okay. Girl. Love it though. No, no shade. I love it.

If you're on Ozempic, love it. I wish I was you, honestly, right now. No, you're pregnant and give yourself so much grace. I'm pregnant. There it is. And the baby's gender is

no i'm just kidding um but thank you for thank you for coming on thank you oh my god this is wild merry christmas i love that you have a timer so i know you've been wrapping it up so much but that's my favorite thing to do when you want to wrap it up and you just keep going people do that on my internet i love it i'm like yeah let's keep going i know you're yours was like three hours longer i never love i only want to do three hours we could talk let's talk for another four no it's okay no i'm not kidding i always like you like hover you have your boyfriend you have all this stuff you have to do tonight but i hope you know that this was and is the highlight of my day fully like it's mine too that's all we had planned we live far as fuck from each other so both of us

like whenever like that we are able to make it work and we're busy and you know what i mean and the fact that both of our audiences just love the crossover so much is a huge blessing as well and i agree that's such a like um positive too to like have the same or even a similar audience as you it's literally the same when i learned everything about that yeah no no i am just living for uh you gotta have find your audience yep definitely you find your audience no everyone's top spotify was always like canceled just like you guys were always if i was on there you guys were on there it was always so true every like wrapped i saw it was like all of us thank you guys like i really do i mean that whole i've done solo podcast no one cared about and i think you

guys like really have i think you are so sweet for thanking us for i mean it you know what i mean let me use you guys in the thumbnails titles every time it's all you trisha i always wonder like i wonder if they're like this is weird but it makes me so excited you really don't understand he always makes you guys like look good too sometimes he like distorts faces and stuff like that and he's like never with brook and tana oh that's so nice that's actually the nicest thing i've ever ever ever heard yeah you guys always slamming make sure they look good in the thumbnail you're my sweet sweet angel and thank you thank you oh my gosh this is so nice i appreciate you to go to hamilton you are my gift and i hope you guys go but no pressure if you don't because baby elvis

will be no well so go maybe it'll be like a month by then yeah so baby elvis is seeing their first hamilton yeah i wonder if babies go for free under two kind of like flying yeah for sure bring them in yeah just be like not in the bag the baby in the bag maybe I'll put it there is that unethical

I love it we love you Trisha Paytas yay happy holidays