Christ With Coffee On Ice - i still feel guilty.
Episode Date: June 28, 2024Happy Friday, everyone! Welcome back to another episode of CWCOI. Today, our host, Ally Yost, tells a short testimony on God's Faithfulness followed by the topic of GUILT. But not just any guilt, guil...t from our past. Perhaps, the BC version of ourselves who lived selfishly and without Jesus. We talk about how to overcome that guilt and the truth of the Gospel. Should we ask God for His forgiveness about the same mistake more than once? Or do we just ask for it one time and move on? ☆ SUBSCRIBE TO OUR PATREON ☆ : https://patreon.com/CWCOI If you would like to give to CWCOI and financially support the podcast, you can do so here ! ➤ https://www.paypal.me/CWCOI _____________________________________________ Connect further with us ! TikTok ➤ https://www.tiktok.com/@christwithcoffeeonice Instagram ➤ https://instagram.com/christwithcoffeeonice _____________________________________________ Connect further with Ally ! TikTok (1.9M) ➤ https://www.tiktok.com/@ally_yost Instagram ➤ https://www.instagram.com/ally_yost/ ShopMy ➤ https://shopmy.us/allyyost Pinterest ➤https://www.pinterest.com/ally_yost1/_created/ --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/cwcoi/support Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Hello everybody. Welcome to another episode of Christ with coffee on ice. I am your host,
Ali Yost. Happy Friday, everybody. How are we feeling? How are we feeling? Guys, I'm kind of sad.
We're getting near the end of season three. Our goal is for each season to be about 15 episodes,
and I think we're on episode 12. There is a fly in my house, and I tried so deeply to let him out of a door,
or to just unfortunately end his life.
And neither options are really working.
So if you guys see a fly, flying around, just mind your business.
I'm so sorry.
He's our guest for this episode.
Yeah, season three is almost over.
That's crazy, y'all.
I feel like we got through this season, like, so fast.
Like, we didn't get through this season.
Like, it just went by so fast.
But I'm really grateful for the way that the Lord has been moving in this season.
and I also have some other really exciting news.
If you're physically watching, you can already tell.
But we are back with our normal couch.
We have our orange couch back.
And we are in our home, you guys.
Ashley and I made that episode about us taking a major leap of faith and just being bold
and listening to the Lord's voice and moving out here to Los Angeles.
And we have been in an Airbnb for the first month of us living here.
And so now we do have a house.
And that is where I'm filming right now.
We have all of our furniture back.
And I'm just like unbelievably grateful for the way that the Lord has delivered everything we've needed.
It's been really cool to see how quickly he's doing it.
Like we didn't really have any crazy expectations that he would be delivering it very.
You know, when it's the Lord's timing, of course, we ask for it quickly.
But we don't always know if it's actually going to come as quickly as we desire it.
Right.
so that's when just trusting his timing does come into play.
So of course we wanted it to come quickly
and of course we didn't want to have to jump
from Airbnb to Airbnb,
but we also were willing to do that
if that was God's will for us.
But we didn't have to do that
and he delivered our home and it's beautiful
and I have this perfect little nook in the house
where I can film
and where my couch just fits perfectly
and it just feels perfect.
It feels so perfect from God.
Like God is real.
Bye.
God is so real.
I'm really grateful that the podcast has a permanent home in place.
We will not be changing locations anymore, hopefully.
We also have some really exciting things coming for the pod.
And I can't say anything just yet, but things are just happening for this podcast.
And I feel so blessed because we've been doing this for a little under a year.
I don't know.
Has it been like eight or nine months now, maybe eight months?
And there are just some big things that are happening for the pod.
And I'm very excited.
And I think you guys are going to be seeing a lot of that, or at least a majority of the things that we have planned in season four.
So be prepared for season four.
I'm really excited for the newness.
Yeah, it's just giving next level for the pod.
So I am really excited for you guys to see what that is.
And I'm just so grateful that you guys are on this journey with me.
And we get to just kind of do this together as a big fam.
I have my iced coffee in my little air one.
Well, actually, Ashley.
Ashley so deeply wanted these Airwond glasses, so I think they were originally filled with like almond milk or something, and now we're keeping the glasses.
So I have my iced coffee in a little airwond glass because we live in California now.
I do want to share with you guys a little story that happened to me yesterday because this was like the craziest warfare I've ever experienced.
And I almost wanted to share it on my Instagram and my stories.
But I just am prepared for people to be like thinking that I'm crazy because I'd be making everything spiritual.
but also, y'all, we rebuke the fear of man.
Now in Jesus' name, we rebuke that.
We are not fearful of man.
Everything low-key is spiritual.
I don't know.
I just, like, everything really is.
And what I went through yesterday,
it just had to be from the pits of hell.
Do you know what I mean?
Like, there are just things that happened to us,
and I'm like, there's just no way it wasn't.
Sorry to the men who are listening.
By the way, we do have some men listeners,
and I'm obsessed with that.
Hi, guys.
I love men.
I love women and I love men.
If you're a man and you're listening, you are still welcome in this conversation.
It's that time of the month for me, okay?
Stop!
Okay, guys, let's just be serious.
So I get it yesterday.
Okay.
I was in the most excruciating pain I've ever experienced in my life.
Now, granted, I've been getting my period since I was like, I don't know.
I think I was like 16 y'all or 8, like 17.
I kind of got my period late in my life, okay?
It's been a good amount of time that I've been experiencing this in womanhood.
I couldn't imagine what childbirth pains could feel like if this was nothing like it,
because the way that I was in so much excruciating pain out of nowhere, okay, it was cramps, obviously.
The pain was crippling.
I was sweating.
I thought I was going to pass out.
It hurts so bad, you guys.
And like I said, I get symptoms, okay?
I've definitely cramped and I've definitely had painful cramps, but I've never had pain like this before.
Sorry if this is too much information, but like there's a word to this, okay?
So I am in so much pain, and I'm home alone, and we have.
have a man here who had just gotten here like five minutes prior to help with our security.
And then we had another man here for Wi-Fi.
And they both showed up at the same time.
And then within five to 10 minutes of them being here, I'm in this type of pain.
At one point, I felt like I was going to puke.
Okay.
Guys, I thought I was going to vomit.
And I'm like, I'm praying.
I'm praying to God.
And I'm like, God, I don't know what the freak is going on right now, but I need you.
Like, Lord, I need your help.
I don't know what's happening.
I'm in so much pain.
This feels like it felt evil.
It, I can't explain it, guys, other than it felt.
felt evil. This wasn't just like a, ooh, I have a tummy ache. Like, it literally felt like it was
being sent to me from the pits of hell. It felt so demonic. I go in the bathroom and I get sick.
I'm in so much pain that I get sick. I've just, I've never experienced anything like this.
This is weird for me. I'm Googling it and Google's like, yeah, that's normal. Like sometimes,
you know, period pains can be so painful that it does make women nauseous or actually vomit. So I'm like,
okay, I know this is normal, but like something about it felt off, y'all. So I'm,
calling Ashley because she was off working somewhere and I'm calling her and she's not picking up.
I'm like she's probably in a meeting. She's probably on a phone call. I'm texting her. I'm like,
I really need prayer. Like I knew I needed more prayer than what I was doing for myself. I was like,
I need a brother or a sister to go to war for me. I end up calling my best friend, my other really
good friend, Karu, he immediately picks up the phone and I'm like, I'm on the verge of tears. I'm like,
Karu, I need you right now. I need your help. Please pray for me. There was another part of this,
y'all, where I knew it was demonic and I knew it was warfare.
because this was also 15 minutes before I was supposed to be getting on a very important phone call
that was giving major breakthrough for my business. Like, can I be so honest, the biggest breakthrough
I've seen in over a year with my, my, what I'm doing. It was a very important phone call. And this was
happening 15 minutes before I had to get on this call where it was huge, huge, huge breakthrough for me.
I know somebody can relate to that. Like when you're on the brink of breakthrough and you know
something's about to happen and then something is just thrown in your way,
that feels like it's sent straight from Satan. And you just look at that and you're like,
Satan, you're really giving yourself away. Like, it's just, it's obvious at that point, right?
If that day was just a normal day, then maybe it was just like I was just going through it.
But it was just the timing of it all, y'all. This is suss. Caru's going to war in the spirit.
He's speaking scripture over me. He's just going to war. Praise. I love that man so much.
Going to war for me in the spirit, I could cry. I just had this peace that finally washed over me.
Like, it was scary.
Like, it was scary the pain I was going through,
especially being alone with two strange men in the house.
Like, I'm like, this is the worst scenario ever.
And the piece that washed over me,
I just felt my father be like,
I'm getting you through this, you know?
Like, this is the definition of, like,
any weapons formed against us will not prosper.
They will not prosper.
That is a promise from our father.
So, like, we might feel the bullets.
We might see the daggers coming at us,
but, like, they will never prosper.
As Karu was praying, it was like, I just felt this piece that washed over me.
And my cramps immediately subsided.
Like the nausea went away.
Like everything left.
And while he was in the middle of praying for me, Ashley's calling me.
And she's texting me.
And she's like, oh my gosh, Ellie.
I'm so sorry.
I'm praying for you now.
So like she's praying for me as well from afar.
And I just like felt this piece that washed over me.
And I say this because I've gotten this feedback from y'all.
Okay.
I'm not saying this because I think I'm anything high and mighty and like whatever.
I say this because you guys have, I've seen these comments where.
y'all have been like wow i like i don't know sometimes i look at you alley and you're i look at your
relationship with the lord and i think it's perfect or like i look at your journey and i'm like
there's no way that she struggles with these things i do it's real it's just real and i face it too
like any of us who are spreading god's light um we're a target and we are the enemy to the enemy
like we're we're his worst nightmare right but i also share it for another reason as a testimony
to how prayer is so powerful prayer was the thing that got me out of that pit y'all prayer was the
thing that got me out of that pit. Prayer is just so important, especially when you ask for help,
like ask for prayer from people around you if you need it. If you really feel like you're in a pit,
and it doesn't even have to be anything like physical pain, like what I was going through,
but even if it is, even if it's any type of warfare, please ask people for prayer. It shouldn't be
a burden to anybody. It's a joy for us to show up for each other. And God encourages that.
God wants us to like band together and fight for each other and help each other through hard times.
We're not supposed to just fight off the demonic by ourselves, you know?
We shouldn't just blame every inconvenience and hardship on the enemy.
I think we've talked about that here on the pod.
We shouldn't just use him as an excuse, right?
But I'm telling you, like, there was just something evil about this experience.
And in a weird way, guys, can I just say this?
In a weird way, when we go through, ooh, this is a word.
Are you all ready for this?
Okay.
In a weird way, when I go through hell like that.
Okay, because it was.
It was sent from hell.
So I literally went through hell in that moment.
When I go through moments like that, it's awful.
And do I wish to go through it again?
No, never.
But what's really cool about what the Lord does is that when we face warfare or hardships in general,
I feel like it strengthens our love for him when we get to the other side of it.
Does that make sense?
Like, I don't resent the Lord.
I'm not mad at him for making me go through it, like for allowing it.
Because I know that he knew that I was going to look at him in a way that was even deeper than I did when I, before I went through that.
I really looked at God after that and after Carew prayed for me, I was like, no, God does overcome all evil.
I was experiencing evil and then I saw how prayer and the power of the Holy Spirit overcame that evil and I was no longer in pain and I was feeling peace.
How are we supposed to believe in the power of the Holy Spirit?
And we hear the things about how, you know, he can overcome all evil, all sin, like everything, death, evil.
Like, he overcomes it all.
How do we hear those words, but we don't actually witness it?
Like, if there was no hardships or no evil afflicted on us, but there's something about seeing it, there's something about witnessing it, there's something about going through it, there's something about feeling it.
like feeling the demonic and seeing it for what it is and then seeing how Jesus overcomes it all.
I don't want to go through that again.
I don't.
But there is a part of me that's grateful for it because I got to see the goodness of God.
I got to witness the goodness of my father.
Like if everything was good and dandy all day, forever and always, how would we know the goodness of God?
Like it's almost like there has to be that contrast of like good and evil.
If everything was just good and dandy all the time, how would we have a deeper appreciation for
his goodness?
It's like it's almost like we have to taste darkness, I guess, an evil to really understand.
It's an understanding and knowledge and wisdom that we get about our father from having to walk
through the darkness.
Does that make sense?
Like that's the only way we're actually going to be able to.
to like root the wisdom and knowledge is because we have a testimony now.
And that's why it's like God emphasizes the power of a testimony.
We should never not share our stories.
Like I was even hesitant to share this story, but it's a testimony of his goodness.
He fulfilled that promise to me that he's made to all of us that no weapons formed against us will prosper.
Hello?
Like that is so cool that we get to witness scripture happen.
We witness scripture happen.
Like that was scripture, that was his promise, and I saw it yesterday.
And there's just something different about seeing it, y'all.
We can believe it all we want, and that's great.
But there is something different from just experiencing it and walking through it.
So God is good, y'all.
That's just a testimony I needed to share of his goodness and his faithfulness.
Now that we're on the topic of God's goodness and his faithfulness,
I want to talk about a topic that I know is relatable to every follower of the Lord that could be listening.
that is listening. I feel like this is something that I have definitely struggled with, especially
lately. I was struggling with it, but I really felt the Lord delivered me from it and he reminded me of
such a beautiful reality of this topic. And I want to share it with you guys because I really
deeply believe that it's going to help free a lot of you guys from this. And it's going to bring us
back to reality and bring clarity to our minds again of the truth of the gospel and what Jesus did for
us on the cross and what that means. There were so many things that the Lord did with dying on the
cross, but this specifically is a major one. And I want to talk about guilt as a Christian. Guiltiness of
our past, though, guiltiness of sins that we had done like BC versions of ourselves. If you are a
born again Christian and you lived a certain lifestyle outside of the Lord and you lived a very selfish
life without Jesus being a part of it and you were just sinning left and right and you were doing
whatever you wanted guys that was a life that I was living before Jesus and there have been so many
temptations of going back and thinking about it and feeling guilty about it all over again even though
I've already repented from it because I think that there's a difference of feeling guilt about
something that you haven't repented for and then feeling a guilt over something that you've already
repented for and the and the Lord has already forgiven you from and delivered you from.
If you're feeling guilt over something that you don't know if you've actually genuinely
apologized to the Lord about and have repented about, then the guilt is probably because you're
guilty. Like you need to confess that and you need to be honest with the Lord. Right. We talked about
this a couple episodes ago with how important repentance is and that it is literal freedom.
And the Lord wants to take it from you. Okay. He wants to take that burden and he wants to just forgive
you and he forgets it.
Like that's scripture that the Lord forgives us and he forgets our sin.
An example of this is in Jeremiah 31, 34, and it reads, no longer will they teach their neighbor
or say to one another know the Lord because they will all know me from the last of them to the
greatest.
This is it, y'all, listen, for I will forgive their wickedness and will remember their sins no more.
The other thing that's really important to remember about this is that it's not that the Lord
has short-term memory loss.
It's not that the Lord doesn't remember all things,
or at least he can't remember all things, right?
God doesn't just forgive.
He chooses to not remember.
Y'all, there's something about that word chooses.
He makes a choice to not remember it.
And I believe that that choice is rooted from his grace and his mercy.
Because he actually has so much mercy for us, y'all.
It's more than we can imagine.
He has more mercy than any person here on the earth.
He is more just than any person here on earth.
He has so much compassion and forgiveness for us that he chooses to forget it.
Hey guys, how's it going?
Are we loving this pot episode?
Is it our favorite?
Is it absolutely blessing us?
Thanks, God.
You're the best.
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world to me. Thank you for your generosity, and I just appreciate and love you all so much. Okay, now let's get
back into the episode. This is another really beautiful example. This is in Psalm 103. We're going to start
at 103.10. He does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities.
For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him.
As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.
As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion to those who fear him.
For he knows how we are formed.
He remembers that we are dust.
The life of mortals is like grass.
They flourish like a flower of the field.
The wind blows over it and it is gone.
And its place remembers it no more.
Okay, I love that. And I just feel like that's another really great example. God has told us so many times that he forgives and he forgets and he has compassion. As a father has compassion on his children. And I love that. I think it just brings us back to that he's a father who has compassion for us, that we make mistakes and we've made mistakes in the past, but he has forgiveness and he's forgotten it. And there's no reason to dwell on it anymore. For me specifically, I'll just say that sometimes versions of myself from the past will come to me.
in dreams. Obviously, I am a completely different person. That version of me is dead. The version of us
before we knew Jesus, before we were baptized by the Holy Spirit, by fire and water, right? Before we were
baptized, we were very much different people. And that version of us is dead. And actually when I was,
when I was struggling with this guilt of my past, right, that was being thrown in my face through
dreams, versions of myself from the past, I was like reliving that version of her. And it almost felt
kind of violating because my soul didn't want it.
Like in my dreams, my soul was like, no, I don't want to do this anymore.
This isn't who I am anymore.
It isn't who I am.
It's not even in my dreams I'm enjoying it.
Like, it's not who I am anymore.
It's triggering when it's thrown in our face like that, you know,
whether it's through memories or dreams or flashbacks or certain places you go to or
smells or whatever, right?
There's always going to be something that kind of triggers that or,
or makes us remember our past.
I had asked the Lord to guide me on what I should be reading in the Bible.
And he brought me to the book of Romans.
But basically what Romans was reminding me,
what the Holy Spirit was reminding me while I was reading this,
was that when Jesus died on the cross and he was resurrected again,
it actually also very much represents what happens to us when we die to our sin.
And that his sacrifice was not made in vain,
that he died on the cross for our sins and for the guilt of our sins.
and he died for it, but then was raised to life again.
And it is a, it's just a representation of truly and the sacrifice he made for the way that we get to be reborn again and raised from the dead,
the death of our sin, and we are born again and alive and purified, right?
And I was just like, dang, I just, I felt the spirit remind me.
We need to remember what the gospel is when we fall into that trap of guilt, which is sent
from the enemy because the one thing that the enemy wants us to always do is go back to our past
and remember it, right? We can't erase the past. So instead of trying to forget it, we need to
rejoice in God's grace that delivered us from the guilt. In Hebrews 8 and 10, God says to us,
in the new covenant, in Christ, I will remember your sins no more. We need to appreciate that God
is not remembering them and not allow Satan to insist that we remember them. And when we do remember them,
bring them back to the Lord and seek and enjoy his forgiveness again.
We will always remember parts of our past, certain memories, things that we have done that did not
glorify God. But instead of falling into the trap of what Satan wants us to do, which is to just
be enslaved by our past, trying to convince us that our Lord hasn't fully forgiven us, that we need
to seek his forgiveness over and over again about the same thing. I mean, all of that is against the
Bible, which is against the Word of God, which means we don't believe in the Word of God, which
means we believe he's a liar, question mark.
Like, why don't we fully believe that when God says, I remember your sin no more, that's it.
We are still being enslaved to that sin, even though we're not necessarily doing it anymore
or attached to it.
We're still allowing the enemy to run rampant and control us through that sin that we used to do.
That we aren't even doing anymore.
Instead of doing all of that, we need to say, actually, God, thank you for your forget.
Wait, I rejoice right now that I am not that person anymore.
Like, Uno reversed that on the enemy and say, you know what, actually, thank you for reminding me of who I was and what the Lord has delivered me from.
Because I think the reason why God does allow us to remember parts of it is to remember where we've been delivered from.
And that's where we remember his goodness, guys.
Like, that kind of ties into what I was saying with going through hard times and going through dark, whether it's warfare or just challenges, right?
It's the sweetness of his goodness, though, that's like, dang God.
Like, you're good.
Like, I'm rejoicing right now because I am so glad that I am not that person anymore,
that I don't do those things anymore, that I am a completely, I am made new through your blood,
Lord.
We need to just get the gospel right.
We need to understand the gospel again and what it means, what it meant when Jesus died for us.
And that means remembering that Christ died for us for our sins once and for.
all. That means he did it once. He didn't need to do it again. And he has done everything that is
needed to deal with my shame. And he did it once. He did it one time. If we think about what he went
through on the cross, perhaps even stripped bare and assaulted, made an object of shame. Why would
his father allow that to happen? It was so that he would not only deal with the guilt of our sins
by dying on the cross for us, but that he would also deal with the shame of our sins. It was so that he would also deal with the
shame of our sin by the way in which he died. He died as someone who was crucified. So I think we need to
remember that everything needed for our forgiveness has already been done. Even the guilt and the shame.
Jesus did that for us, y'all. He did it. So after we've repented and we've asked for his forgiveness
and we've turned from our wicked ways and we don't do those things anymore, the only thing we're
supposed to do is rejoice. I think what's really cool in moments like this also is to understand that
feeling guilt for the sins and the things that you've done in your past is very normal and you're not
alone in that. I think that's why also going back to the Bible and just reading it and reading some of the
stories and some of the people who were very much lost, very much caught up in sin, were not good
people and Jesus changed them, like radically changed their hearts and they changed their ways
once they met Jesus and they tasted his goodness, right? There's so many stories of people who
had made a lot of mistakes in their life. And Jesus still had compassion for them and grace for them.
I think of Paul. You know, Paul always thought of himself as the chief of sinners because he had
slaughtered Christians. Like, I think Paul wrote how many books in the New Testament? He wrote a
majority of the New Testament and was an unbelievably loyal follower and apostle for Jesus Christ.
And he, before he knew Jesus, he was killing Christians.
I want to bring up a verse in 1 Corinthians.
So this is 1st Corinthians 15, 9.
And this is Paul writing to the church.
And what he says is, for I am the least of the apostles and do not even deserve to be
called an apostle because I persecuted the church of God.
And so when you read that sentence, it sounds like Paul still struggle.
from time to time with the guilt of his past and feeling undeserving of the role that he has now.
And he was such a leader and a huge part of just Christianity.
But even with all that he had committed his life to doing for God and even with the way that he
was completely made new and he was probably unrecognizable.
No, no, he definitely was unrecognizable.
This man was not nearly the man that he was before he met Christ, right?
but he's still struggling with that guilt.
I just really love that those are still glimpses and parts that were prioritized to be put in the Bible
because it is something that we can struggle with still as Christians.
Is that guilt and feeling undeserving in a way of where we're at now and what the Lord has delivered us from
because we did such awful things before.
So I think y'all, just two things that I hope that you guys can just take away from this episode
is first and foremost, I hope that y'all feel seen in that.
because it's very real.
Even I struggle with it from time to time.
And I just don't believe that there's a single Christian out there, like a faithful follower
of the Lord, that doesn't still feel that guilt from time to time about the way that we lived
our life before.
And the other thing that we need to do after leaving this podcast, what we need to do moving
forward when guilt tries to creep up in our mind is we need to trust the promise of God, that
he will forgive sin and remove guilt based on the blood of Christ.
Like, we have to just trust that and believe it.
We need to trust and believe the things that God says to us.
You know, it really, it goes back to a saying that I actually, I just found it online
as I was kind of researching about this topic.
And it goes, if God has saved you out of a sewer, don't dive back in it and swim around.
Like, don't, if he's already delivered us, why are we jumping back in it and, and choosing
to swim around in it, dwelling in it, being guilty about it, crying about it, asking him for
our for forgiveness again. Like that's jumping back, diving back into it and swimming in it. He's already
picked us up out of it and has forgiven us from it, which makes sense why the enemy would want us to
do that though, because he wants to bring us back to where we were before. He wants us,
and if he can't get us to physically sin again, then he'll get us to try to relive it again.
So we're not going to allow Satan to get in our minds and convince us that we need to be like dwelling on this anymore.
Second Chronicles 714 says, if my people who are called by my name humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, they will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.
Ephesians 422 through 24 reads, you were told that your foolish desires will destroy you,
and that you must give up your old way of life with all its bad habits.
Let the spirit change your way of thinking and make you into a new person.
You're a new person. You're made new and you're not that person anymore.
If he's forgotten it, there's no reason to keep bringing it up to him.
It's gone.
The other thing that's important about remembering with all of this too, y'all,
is just remembering that the blood did it.
So we also need to believe in the power of the blood.
because if we're looking at Jesus and we're looking at what he did on the cross,
yet we're still holding on to this sin and we're still like holding on to the guilt of the sin
of what we used to do and we're not letting it go and we still feel dirty from it,
that means we aren't actually fully believing in the power of the blood.
I mean, that is essentially you looking at Jesus and saying,
your blood wasn't enough.
Your blood didn't actually wash me clean.
I'm not made white as snow.
Your blood wasn't enough.
And if the fear of the Lord doesn't fall on you after that, like realizing what you're actually
saying to God when you say, I'm not clean, I still feel dirty from what I did, God, you're telling
him that his blood wasn't enough, that the shame that he went through being on the cross,
that that wasn't enough?
We really need to believe in the power of the blood.
Jesus dying on the cross overcame all of it once.
We need to believe in the power of the blood.
we need to believe in the gospel and we need to believe in the word of God.
And one more thing we need to remember is that the enemy is the author of lies.
He only can lie.
That's literally the only thing that comes out of his mouth.
He may try to throw a truth in your face to try to support the lie.
Like the truth is, yeah, we did sin.
But the lie is that we still need to feel guilty about it and tie ourselves to it.
And so just remember that if there's anything that's being told to you by the enemy, it is a lie.
And the truth is the opposite of a lie, right?
So the truth is that we do believe in the power of the blood.
The blood has washed us clean.
We are made new and born again through the death and resurrection and crucification and sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
What God tells us in the Bible is the truth.
There is forgiveness.
There is mercy.
And he does forget our sins.
And we can trust our Heavenly Father and rejoice in the forgiveness.
and what he's already done to deliver us from our sins and that none of what he did on the cross
was in vain not not a single part of it was done in vain he didn't just cover our sins he didn't just
die on the cross for our sins but it was also for the guilt that comes with the sin the shame
that comes with the sin no yeah he covered that too it's all covered in the blood i hope somebody
receives freedom today amen we are not being held hostage to our past any longer i love you guys
And yeah, I really hope that this episode was fruitful for you.
And we learned some things.
And we're free.
We're free today.
We were always free.
But the enemy makes us think we're not.
We're free.
We are free from our past.
Hallelujah.
We're rejoicing in that.
Thank you, Jesus.
I love you guys.
And I'm really proud of y'all.
I'll see you next week.
Hey, guys, can we do something really cool?
Can we do something really cool this week, this weekend?
Until I see you next Friday.
Can y'all just show somebody how cool Jesus is?
I want y'all to do that.
Let's do that collectively.
Let's not just keep this at the podcast.
Let's share this good news with the world.
Okay?
I love y'all.
I'll see you soon.
Have a great weekend.
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