Clinton Jaws - Police vs Bosses | #clintonjaws 71
Episode Date: April 3, 2021Police vs Bosses 71 Former Cop @Clinton Jaws takes a few calls and speaks about Halifax Police and what happened to his RCMP Firearm when he retired. The fear of failing when you are a police offi...cer and what happens when you do fail. Fearing failure will stop you from doing what you want to do in life. #clintonjaws #policebreakdown #policepodcast call my hotline number 604-330-2512 https://www.clintonjaws.com/ https://open.spotify.com/show/3hWntbop6gLEg6RFR0aOzJ https://www.facebook.com/clinton.jaws.7/
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Hey, the podcast that you're about to see, I posted it this morning.
I took it down. I took it off YouTube because I got to do some editing.
I played a couple of messages, voice calls from police officers.
One police officer heard the message and said, hey man, would you mind?
I didn't mean for you to air it. And I felt bad. Nothing in my mind, he said was negative.
or wrong. It was just complimenting me, telling me I'm bang on and thanking me for what I had done,
and he was supporting that Halifax member that got suspended. The other police officer, I didn't hear
from him, but I just took it down. I guess I should have said, and usually I do say,
when you call the hotline number, tell me if you don't want me to play it over the air.
In hindsight, I probably shouldn't have. I probably shouldn't have played it. So that's why I had to
take it down. I'm about to put it back up. I don't know how I'm going to. I got to take out that
part of those two police officers, but I want to leave the part in of me responding to their questions.
So I'm going to figure that out. Enjoy the podcast again. Yeah, I knew that was going to happen.
Clinton Jaws here, guys. I try to get going. I'm a slow starter on these things. Testing, testing. That doesn't sound loud enough.
testing testing i guess it is sometimes i do these things and i forget to hit record so i'm really
paranoid anyway i i'm a slow starter with these podcasts so i i listen to some mildly cyrus every time i
to try to get myself going was my birthday it was my birthday yesterday i don't even know i'm
going to talk about this but and i don't want anybody saying happy birthday to me don't say happy
birthday. I don't like it. I don't like birthdays. And I'm just going to turn this up a tweak
because I can't hear myself. Oh, that's down. Good start. No, that's down. It was my birthday
yesterday and I really, I'm not saying this because I want you to say happy birthday to me. I hate it.
I hate it when people say happy birthday. There's nothing happy.
about it. I'm not, I don't look forward to another, I don't, I wish there was no birthdays. I don't want to
have another birthday. I don't want to have a birthday next year. I don't want my birthday to be a,
I don't want that day to hit. I don't want to get older. The whole thing grosses me out.
The phone calls. People, I have to answer the phone. I see my phone ringing and I got to answer and I
know what they're going to say. They're going to say, happy birthday. And then I got to go,
oh, thank you. Thank you. It's so fake and so funny.
You never...
I won't say that.
I was going to say something.
I'm not going to say it.
Really, the person you should be calling is my mother,
she gave birth to me, right?
Not me.
And I can't stand it when I'm on Facebook.
And I'm sorry about Facebook.
I have another Facebook account.
And six days ago said it was my birthday
and a bunch of people are wishing me a birthday.
Happy birthday and it wasn't my birthday.
I have a fake year there too, I think.
And I'm not 50, okay?
I'm in my 40s.
I know you're probably thinking I'm 50
It's the job that makes me look
It was the job that makes me look this way now
But I'm in my 40s
And I lost my train of thought
I just don't
I don't know why anybody's happy
If you're 10 you're happy
It's your birthday
If you're 5 you're really happy
You get presents and stuff
And you get to get older
When you hit 40
And what makes me really sick
Is when people advertise on Facebook
That it's their birthday today
and everybody says happy birthday
and then that person
the author of their Facebook account goes on
and goes, thank you everybody
for all your birthday wishes
and it just grosses me out
I'm not that guy
I'm not that guy
never will be
so don't say happy birthday to me okay
and I'm sorry if I didn't pick up the phone
I just don't want to hear it
happy birthday
Yesterday
I'm going
The wife comes home
She comes home from work
She's a nurse
And I tell her
I'm going to go down
I'm going to get some stakes
Because it's my birthday
And she tells me
Well
If you're going to the grocery store
Can you pick yourself up a birthday cake?
Yeah
So I go to the grocery store
And I buy myself a birthday cake
You believe it
And the cashier is like
Oh it's somebody's birthday
I'm like, yeah, it's mine.
It's my birthday.
And I know she thought I lived alone,
and I was going to have a celebration by myself.
Okay, enough about birthdays.
I'm older.
I'm dumber, actually.
I find that I'm actually dumber as I age.
I'm wiser.
See this ice?
I got to tell you guys something about this, okay?
You hear this?
That's driving people crazy.
I had no idea.
Nobody told me.
I'm on Facebook and I'm part of this RCMP Facebook group.
I think it's called RC&P applicants.
I don't know for sure.
I think that's what it's called.
And they're talking about me on there, about my eyes.
So I've got to be careful with my eyes.
This is, I'm going to show it to you guys.
By the way, I got a lot of shit to talk about today.
A lot of stuff.
You're going to want to hear it.
But, yeah, I open up the Facebook in this Megan Elizabeth.
they're talking about
I love his videos
but it drives me absolutely nuts
listening to the ice
clinking around in his glass
every time he takes a sip of his drink
in most of his recordings
I didn't know
I didn't know this was a thing
oh see you probably heard it there
I didn't know you can hear my ice
I think you can still hear
yeah it does make noise
and then somebody writes back
what did they say
Jesse Mercer says
Megan Elizabeth, ha ha, ha, me too.
And then Megan Elizabeth says,
Jesse, thank goodness.
I'm not the only one.
I was watching the other day and every time I saw him reach for his glass,
I quickly muted it and then unmuted it.
When the glass was safely back on the desk and he was back to talking.
And Jesse goes, ha ha ha.
So I wrote back, of course.
I'm like, Jesus Christ, okay, okay, I'll cool it with the ice.
Ha, ha, ha, ha.
I don't know why I said ha, ha, ha.
Then Megan.
Clinton, I think you need to check with your viewers.
Then Cody, Cody, Babe Chuck.
He has my back.
He goes, Megan Elizabeth.
The ice clinking makes him.
Okay.
I'll take it easy with you.
I'll edit out the part.
I'll edit out the part where I'm about to take a sip, like right now.
Let's take a call.
Let's take a call and let's get into this.
And thanks for subscribing if you haven't.
click that little thingy dingy.
It makes me feel good when you guys actually subscribe to my channel.
Makes me think that people are actually listening to me.
Okay, what's this dude got to say?
Hey, Clint, Mark here in Camloops.
Love the podcast. Keep it up.
Mark and Camloops.
Thanks for calling, bud.
A couple ideas for you.
He's got some ideas for me.
Shoot, I like ideas, by the way, guys.
And why don't you call the hotline number more?
604-330-2512.
And thank you for saying your first name, Mark.
What's up?
Maybe do a show on your sidearm.
I guess it's issued you guys in Depot and then stays with you.
Depot.
Mark.
Okay.
It's Depot.
Not Depot.
Why do people call it Depot?
Your whole career.
Anyways, what happens afterwards?
Did they destroy it?
Do you have the option to buy it?
does it get reissued and uh we do a show on the paul anyways you ask okay okay i'll let i'll finish it
polygraph okay i'll do what that's all about yeah the pre the pep the pEP okay anyways
looking forward to your next podcast keep it up thanks dude and thanks for calling and i will do something on
the pre-employment polygraph i have done a little thing in it if you go through sip through my stuff
you'll see it. The gun, the gun, the RC&P gun. I got to tell you, to be honest, that one of the
happiest days of my life was when they gave me the gun at Depot, Mark, Depot. They gave me the gun
and I was just, I've never had a gun before. I never owned a gun before. I don't own it, though.
Guess what? You don't own it. But it was a really happy day at Depot when they get, I don't even know what to
say about this. I'm attached to this gun.
my entire career, oddly form a bond with the gun.
How is that possible? I don't know.
But I miss my gun. I miss it.
Every time you're working, your hands are on the gun.
Like you're fondling that gun all shift long.
It becomes a part of you.
It's attached to your waist.
When I retire, I have to give my gun back.
And that just seems insane to me.
Really, I wanted to stick it up.
somebody's but I had to give it away just take my gun they don't let you keep it and I really don't
I don't know what happens to the gun after that I don't want to know I don't want to know it's a sad
moment when you turn in your badge and your gun and it makes no sense to me that's my gun I'm a 250
shot I'm a I'm a deadly shot if you want one person to have a gun it's me how many times I
practice with that gun? Use of force? I knew it inside and out. You want me to have a gun.
Why they don't let retired members keep their gun, I don't know. I don't know. It seems really,
really goofy. I'm getting sentimental over my gun. How goofy. That doesn't even make sense.
I'll miss it. Okay. There should be a rule that retired members get to keep their gun.
If they're in good standing, why wouldn't you?
I don't.
I guess that's all I'm going to say about the gun.
I don't know where it is.
I don't want to know where it is.
Union, you need to change that rule.
And I'm not a big fan of guns.
I'm not a gun guy.
Because they make it impossible in Canada to like have a pistol.
It's not like I'd be able to throw it in my car easily
and just drive down to the range and shoot it.
I'm getting moist.
You know what I mean?
Now I'm pissed off.
Okay, I don't know where I'm going with this.
Let's try this guy.
This is the part I edit.
I edit this call.
Hey, Clint, how you doing, man?
I'm a police officer.
This is stupid.
Thanks for calling, dude.
I just want to say, Clint, I've never heard your name before.
And I've never watched your podcast.
Nobody has.
Nobody.
I'm not suggested to,
anybody, really. The only way you're going to hear me is if you find me on Facebook, if somebody
and thank you for putting me on Facebook, guys. That's how I get noticed when somebody throws me
on Facebook. Because right now YouTube, they don't like me swearing. They don't like what I say.
Maybe it has to do with more than that, okay? I got to be better at what I do. Okay, I take blame
in that. But sorry, I cut you off. That Halifax cop, Clinton, he did everything right. And Clint,
you are bang on and you got nice tits thanks dude i'm not always bang on but usually i am and it's because
i used to be a cop so i put myself i put myself in the in his shoes he shows up he shows up to the call
he's got a weapons call it doesn't even matter if it's a weapons call i don't even know if it was a
weapon it was a call probably something to do with a weapon right he gets information that there's
something to do with a weapon he shows up to the call pulls up
sees a few guys, three or four guys,
sees a vehicle, probably runs the plate.
I'm just guessing.
Probably gets some information, more information,
walks over to talk to the guy and takes a peek in the truck.
I don't know if he's seen anything.
It looked like it had tinted windows.
Probably didn't.
But he has reason to believe in his head weapons.
Maybe he knew the guy.
Maybe he recognized the guy, right?
There's a lot of things going on.
doesn't even matter.
He knew that he had to pull his gun out because he wants to go home to his family.
And you have every right to do that.
He was fully justified.
I know it for a fact to pull out his gun.
And when he initially comes out of his car, he says something like,
Hey, guys.
He thought he'd try that approach, right?
The other people are responding.
But this one guy is not responding.
And he tells him to put his hands up.
up in the air. Well, he's not really doing it. So he's going to change it up. He's going to change his
verbal into an aggressive verbal and raise his voice, yell at him a bit. Well, that's not working.
Kind of, but not really. Now he's walking away from me. He's planning his escape. Now as a cop,
I'm thinking, if I'm there, I'm going to say anything?
I want to say. And it doesn't matter what comes out of my mouth because now it's scary. It's a scary
situation. I'm scared. I'm concerned. His behavior is disgusting. So maybe I tell him, hey man, if you don't
stop, I'm going to put some lead in your body and it's going to be a lot of lead.
What's wrong with that? That's policing. He's using tools, de-escalation tools.
he started soft, went to
hard.
You say whatever you have to say in that circumstance.
It doesn't matter what comes out of your mouth.
And a lot of people thought,
I'll shoot you for an FN laugh.
Whatever.
And a lot of people are, he didn't say that.
He said, I'm going to fill you with F and let.
Something like that.
But even if he said,
I'll shoot you for an F and laugh,
okay, but he didn't say it.
You can't blame a cop
that is
in that, engaged in that
high-risk situation, you can't blame him
for whatever comes out of his mouth. You just can't.
Their studies have shown.
You cannot blame a cop
for talking that way.
A lot of civilians would have shot.
Even the guy on the video
thought he was shooting
because he was expecting him
to shoot.
A lot of civilians would have shot
at that moment.
And I don't
know. So what now?
And I can't believe.
It's hard not to talk about, but the boss
comes out, the chief, chief, kins.
He comes out.
Who's this guy? Like, what is this guy?
Says it's totally
unacceptable. Basically calls the cop
racist. By not saying it, he's
saying that the cop is racist.
Do you remember this kid that sued CNN
and other outlets and journalists?
He got millions of dollars.
Now, if I'm that cop sitting at home, because he's basically suspended for doing nothing wrong,
and he's going to be vindicated, guaranteed.
But I am going to sue somebody's ass off.
You've ruined my credibility, my reputation.
You expect me to walk around, town, knowing that people think I'm a racist?
Because the police boss, the police boss basically called you racist?
The mayor, the premier.
It was a knee-jerk reaction by his boss.
And now this cop is suffering the consequences sitting at home.
Reputation.
Damaged.
Journalists.
Agreeing that it was systemically racist what he did.
Insane.
And I hope he sues everyone.
And I hope you make millions and millions of dollars because you deserve it.
you deserve it.
It was wrong.
It's going to be known that it was wrong.
I promise you.
They're going to come out and say it was wrong.
He's going to be completely vindicated.
And how great it is it that his buddy that knew the cop calls this show if we're calling it a show?
How nice is that?
Like talk about support.
That's awesome.
I know a lot of members in the RCMP.
That wouldn't do that.
So the fact that Halifax police is backing you, it's great.
It really is.
It's great.
And I kind of went off there.
There are a lot of tweets that are being deleted right now.
When that extra long video came out,
and if I'm that cop sitting at home,
I am saving and I am recording everything that was said about me.
That's what I'm doing.
I'm taking pictures of everything
I'm recording every word that said badly about me
talk about a case he's going to have
it's beautiful actually
okay I'm kidding I'm just joking
I'm joking around it's just jokes
I'll cool it with the ice
I had to do that though
sorry Marnie
whatever your name was
let's take another call
Clint I appreciate the video
it's nice
to hear a voice
saying the things
that I want to say, but I can't say.
Because I'm not allowed.
And why is that, hey?
Control, right?
How do you control somebody?
You control somebody with fear.
And that's what all police forces
have done, especially the RCNP.
You can't say nothing.
You're going to get a code of conduct.
They control you with fear.
It is BS that you can't say
anything. But maybe you can. Have you ever thought of that? Maybe you actually can't. You're held to a
higher standard. Now, maybe it's time to start saying stuff. And I'm glad you're calling. It takes guts
to even call here. But really does it? Because he's not going to get in trouble for calling me.
There's no way. Well, I shouldn't say that. They suspended this other guy for doing a great job.
I'm not going to tell you where I work, but I got a couple of police act charges against me right now.
He's got a couple of police act charges sitting in front of them right now, and who doesn't in Halifax?
It seems like everybody does.
Being a cop in Halifax, that's scary shit.
If I'm a cop in Halifax, I think I'm going to start my shift and just answer calls.
I'm not going to be proactive.
Why would I be proactive?
of why would I want to get in trouble?
I'm not allowed to pull my gun out.
I'm not allowed to say things.
I'm not a lot to protect myself.
And that's exactly what Kins, Chief Kins, has done.
He's made it unsafe.
He's given the power to the bad guy.
And it's hard for me to explain this.
I don't even know if I should go down this road.
Why would I pull my gun out?
Why would I instigate crime?
Why wouldn't I just drive by crime?
He's punishing everybody.
for silly things.
So if I'm working there, this is what I'm thinking.
Like, holy fuck.
I'm going to hop on my cop car and hope I don't get a call.
And I'm certainly, certainly not going to try to find some crime.
I'm going to get punished.
My career's going to be over.
I'm going to get police charges against me.
And what does this do to a cop?
A cop's thinking.
A cop's mentality.
You go to a call now, right?
He's made everybody unsafe this boss.
I don't want to pull my gun out.
I'm going to get in trouble.
I'm going to get suspended.
I'm going to keep my gun in.
And what does that do to you?
You have a higher chance of being killed.
We're here to protect the bad guy.
Support the bad guy.
Not the good guys.
I don't know if you're aware of this, Clint,
but everybody's talking
and everyone agrees that you're the sexiest bitch on YouTube right now.
Thanks, dude.
And that feels good.
That feels good to hear.
Just being honest.
The boss, the chief, has made every Halifax police officer scared to do their job,
scared to pull their fire on.
And that makes every cop unsafe.
Sometimes I come on here and I don't say things properly because I don't know how to talk.
But it's not only that I don't know how to talk.
Okay.
I'm going to tell you guys something.
I got a message from Steve Mills.
It was a great message.
and I'm not putting down Steve Mills.
Sounds like a kick-ass dude.
I'm not putting him down.
He wrote me a big, long message saying,
man, this is great.
I love what you're doing, Clint.
Good stuff.
I liked your blog right up until your last comments.
He's talking about one of my videos that I did
that had to do with that cop.
I liked your blog right up until your last comments regarding supervisors.
Not sure what your experience is with such,
but as a former staff, staff sergeant,
I take exception to lumping all good in with the bad.
It smacks of one bad police officer means all are bad.
Not true, as you know, for the record, out here on the best coast,
we staffs run the operational component of the force.
Fact is, in the eight years before I retired,
I attended and directed more high-risk events than I care to remember.
I chat with 10 good buddies, all of whom were staffs in age and elsewhere,
and all who have similar experiences,
none of us minded getting our hands dirty,
and we did on a daily basis.
Do not leave this video right now, okay, guys, I want to say something.
I know this is boring for you, but just listen to this.
I have no idea how things work out West,
but I'm guessing there are more good quality folks than bad, of course.
So that is my rant.
Look at Clinton.
You are doing a good job,
Just a little piece of advice would be don't let your message be colored by rhetoric.
I don't, I can't speak, guys.
Is it rhetoric?
Ritoric, I think it is.
Okay.
Thank you for the message.
It was actually a nice message.
He left his number if you ever want to talk.
And I, hey, I'm never going to knock anybody for telling me that they don't like what I said.
Go ahead.
Do it.
But I think, I think I was a little bit misunderstood.
I guess, and I don't really fully remember, but I might have said something about supervisors stay in the office, they don't get out of the office, like, why don't you get your ass out of the chair and on the road and help us out instead of just sitting there and talking on the radio.
And maybe I said something about sergeant, staff sergeants, inspectors being like that.
I know there's good staff sergeants, and there are. Of course there are. That's not what I didn't mean it that way. I wasn't trying to lump.
Shit, Heidi Pete's dad is Davey Pete. He was a staff sergeant, and I bet you he was unbelievable at it.
I've seen staff sergeants that were good. Rarely. Okay. I shouldn't have said that.
This guy is good. I want to work for the.
this guy. Of course, staff sergeants and sergeants exist in the policing world that are unbelievable,
that go out on the road and get their hands dirty. I had a corporal in Duncan that would do that.
We'd be eating up Bravo Papa, and he would know that we're eating there. And if a call came in,
domestic, whatever, didn't matter, Brad would take it.
And I love that about, that's what I learned from him.
And I knew if I ever did that job, that's what I'm going to do.
And of course, there's staff sergeants out there that do that, like Steve Mills.
But when I'm doing my podcast, sometimes I visualize myself in the moment.
I'm in Port-Out Bernie, you know?
I'm in Port-Out Bernie, and I'm visualizing the moment.
so I react to the moment.
It's not going to come out perfectly.
It's not going to come out perfectly.
And that's what they did in Port-Alburning.
A lot of the corporals didn't even leave.
The watch commanders.
Wouldn't even hit the road.
Barely.
Only if they had to, if they had to go to a sudden death.
The sergeants.
The sergeant.
Never seen them on the road.
The staff sergeant.
Never seen them on the road.
So I'm just talking from my experience.
it doesn't mean that they're all like that.
The inspector, forget it.
He's walking around with no gun.
And they want me to talk on the radio constantly to give them a blow by blow.
And I was just saying, get your ass off the seat and come down.
You too scared to come down?
Yeah, they were.
And that's what it comes down to.
Lasiness and being too scared to come down to the call.
And my point was, I don't care if you're a chief,
if you're Chief Kins, if you're a Staff Sergeant,
Sergeant, Inspector, that doesn't give you a right to stay in the office.
Why wouldn't you come down and help out your members?
You're experienced, right?
You know your stuff, right?
Don't shy away from it.
Don't be scared about it.
Come on down and do it.
And the majority of the places that I worked at,
they never left the office.
There was a couple of exceptions.
If you want me to talk about the exceptions, I will.
But that wasn't my point.
The majority.
And I guess, you know what?
I guess they do do things in the West differently.
Because, edit, I don't know, my experience is,
Steve, I know you're a good guy and you're probably a great boss and there's thousands of you.
Thousands and, you know, I'll tell you something.
The reason why bosses don't leave the office is because they're taught that way.
When I went to Port-El Burney, I wanted to make a huge difference.
I was the watch commander in Port Alburning.
I shouldn't say this.
I went there with a good attitude.
I'm going to kick ass and I'm really going to help the members.
Just like Brad helped us.
So I'm like, I'm going to insert myself as a member.
Hey, I was good at prime.
I was good at paperwork.
It took me minutes.
I'd do a little bit before I'd hit the road, a little bit in the middle,
a little bit at the end.
Our cue was the best cue in the entire.
police station. So I started taking files. I was taking files to help out the guys so they could
clean up their queue, clean up their files, clean up their investigations. And the inspector
back in 2015 gave me shit. He said, Clint, he sent me an email, said, Clint, that's not your
role. You're taking as many files as the members. He kiboshed what I was trying to do. He's teaching me
He said your role's in the office.
Why would I sit around the office when I got nothing to do?
Why would I go out and help my guys?
You know what I mean?
My last assessment with the RCMP, the sergeant.
Port Al-Bernie, salmon capital of the world.
The busiest day in Port-Al-Burney is Labor Day weekend.
It's a salmon derby.
Salmon-Durby, we're working that weekend.
We have a guy in for overtime.
Some dumbass in for overtime, okay?
Another...
I'm getting heated.
He comes in for overtime.
I know it's the busiest day.
I grew up in this town.
All my life, I went to the Salmon Derby.
During the Salmon Derby weekend, we get auxiliaries
because there's a huge festival at night with beer gardens.
We get auxiliaries that come to this festival
to make sure that things don't get out of hand.
I know it's the biggest night of the year.
I know I need to be out on the road, officer presence.
It doesn't matter what I'm doing.
Just be out.
Why would I hide in the office?
And that was my point.
A lot of these bosses hide in the office.
So I go out all night.
I go to a couple of files, check up on the members, see if they're doing okay.
I do a bunch of bar checks, maybe a couple of probation checks.
I go to the salmon festival.
I do a walk-through.
I talk to people.
I even seen the inspector with his family.
Notted at me as he walked by me.
My sergeant starts the next day.
He's working for some reason.
I don't know why.
But the constable says to him,
I didn't see Cling, I didn't see Jaws all night.
He didn't see me all night.
My sergeant can't fathom that.
He can't believe it.
He, what do you mean?
What do you, what do you tell?
He was on the road all night.
So he wrote it in my assessment.
Never spoke to me about it, ever.
It just writes it in my assessment.
What I had done on that weekend.
I was out, I was punished for being out and about.
Do you fucking believe it?
True story.
I never spoke to him about it again.
I retired shortly after.
but punishes me.
And I remember it being midnight.
And I'm thinking, why are they in the office in the lunchroom watching TV and eating on the biggest night of the year?
And the guy that's out on the road gets shit on.
I worked my ass off that night.
I did a good job that night.
Nah.
And that's a thing, right?
How many times?
And I'm not, I don't want to whine.
But how many times do you do good job?
job just like this Halifax cop did and it doesn't get notice it's actually you get in trouble for it
you get in trouble for good work for doing a good job it's insane it's insane it's insane it doesn't
have to be that way one last point before I get out of here he says don't let your message and by the way
I love everything that you wrote okay I don't this is a discussion this is not an argument
rhetoric. He's saying that he liked my message up until what I said. And that's fine. That's fine.
And he wants me to, I feel like I'm back at work. I'm just kidding. I'm kidding, Steve.
He wants me to do it, do it a different way. And he doesn't want me to cloud my message. But I'm
going to, I'm going to fail. I'm going to sit here and fail my ass off. And it feels good.
I'm going to say things that are wrong. And I'm going to wish that I didn't say them.
I will no longer fear failure.
Because if I start fearing, if I start doing what you want me to do,
I'm not going to say what I want to say.
Because I'm going to fear that I'm offending somebody that I'm failing.
There's so many things that I just danced.
I sang a song before this podcast.
That's probably failure, but I don't give a rat's ass.
I will no longer.
Do you know how great it is when you retire?
you no longer have that fear of failing.
I wasn't allowed to fail as a cop.
They didn't let me fail as a cop.
You weren't allowed to fail as a cop.
Isn't that sick, Steve?
That when you were a cop,
you were always scared of failure
because they wouldn't allow you to fail?
Why don't they allow you to fail?
Is that such a bad thing?
Do you know how many great cops there would be
if you allowed failure?
But you don't allow fail.
Examples everywhere, right?
So I no longer have the fear of failure,
and I'm not going to run my podcast that way.
Because if I do, that changes me.
So, yeah, I'm going to fail.
And I'm going to say things that are wrong,
like really wrong.
Whatever.
You know what I mean?
I don't care anymore.
I don't care.
I don't care.
I ran around my entire.
career feeling scared of failure feeling scared of making a mistake aren't you tired of that going to work
knowing you can't fail i probably fail this podcast but i'll learn from it i'll probably review it and go
there's a lot of times i do i review a podcast and i'm like there's there's times i finish a podcast and i
review it and i go oh i didn't mean to say it like that i got it edited that part out i shouldn't have
put that, I shouldn't have, like, I'll actually say it, and I'll be like, no, I didn't mean that.
I'm going to say things that are wrong. But if you want to watch people talk right, people who are
safe with their words, watch the media, you know what I mean? This is a podcast. I'm going to drink a
wine with some ice and I'm going to fail. I'm going to say shit wrongly.
It's just the way it is.
deserve that for feeling the way I did as when I was a cop okay I think that's it call the hotline
guy 604 330 2512 subscribe to my channel go on my Facebook and my Twitter I know they don't
look all that good when you go on Facebook and my Twitter it's kind of empty but I'm gonna
fill it up I'm gonna get into this thanks for watching bye bye
Just kidding.
