Club Shay Shay - Kevin Gates Educates Us On The Power Of Semen Retention, Being An Angel, & His Spiritual Journey

Episode Date: March 30, 2026

Truth After Dark family, get ready for this one! Platinum selling music artist Kevin Gates joined the show to discuss his spiritual journey and educate us on a multitude of various topics. Tune in! #Club This episode is Presented by PrizePicks! Download the PrizePicks app today and use code TAD to get $50 in lineups after you play your first $5 lineup! https://prizepicks.onelink.me/LME0/TAD Follow us: Azar Farideh: [@AzarFarideh] Paul Pierce: [@PaulPierce]See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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I wanted to be accepted. It's my first time. I'm saying this, but my spirit has been called to share this. I wanted to be accepted into the invisible school, the invisible school of thought, the invisible realm. Everything is energy and these things start unlocking on, did it? Yeah, on my semen retention journey. She said, you don't come? I was like, I don't. And then I noticed that she got upset with me. I was like, why is this such a big She changed in all her energy because I want it. Are you an angel?

What you just said? Are you an angel? I'm the angel of Phil. Certain people getting to call me, I stayed getting pulled over. When I by myself, I don't get pulled over. So if you hurt me, bitch, your check engine like going to come off. No, I'm just going to be with you. But have you ever masturbated and felt guilty and shameful after this?

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Oh, beautiful people. Welcome to another episode of The Truth After Dark. I am your host, Azar Faraday. Of course, we got Paul Pierce today, and we have a very special guest. Today's guest is a man who moves with purpose and speaks with power, from multi-platinum hits to deep spirit,

spiritual awakenings. He's known for keeping it raw, real, and unapologetically honest, an artist, a philosopher, and my personal favorite, Kevin Gates. Thank you so much. Of course. Thank you, Kevin. That was a hell of an intro. Thank you. Of course. I'll take it. Okay, I mean it. How are you feeling tonight? You look amazing. The suit. That's how I feel. Okay. That's what I'm talking about. Well, we're really, really honor to have you here tonight. Man, that's dope. Yeah, I couldn't

wait to interview you. I think you're incredible. And I've been watching your journey. I know Paul has as well. And we both just love you. We always see your content. We're like, damn. And to me, it hits deep because I resonate with a lot that you say. And I feel like you publicly went through a healing journey. How does that feel? Like, I know that healing is not easy. So how does it feel to do it publicly. The greatest teachers teach without teaching and everybody on earth is connected

through the collective consciousness. So if I give you an illustration for the people that she's watching, you ever thought something that somebody else spoke it? Yes. It's called collective conscious. Like anything that one of us go through, we all feel it. Like we always in each other's energy feel all the time. So by me doing the work, That was my way of helping others. You heal yourself, you in turn show others how to heal themselves. So this would take judgment out of it for me. Everybody that I see, I see a different phase of my journey that I was in.

So now I'm really operating out of the heart chakra. And that's just when I met with it, I never knew that it would be that it would have such a profound effect. Because I didn't go into it saying, I'm about to do this for the world or here. I said, you know what? I'm not going to pass no generational traumas onto my children. People I would like to say generational curses. No, we have generational wisdom.

We have generational blessings, generation of gifts and everything. I was breaking generational traumas. And I noticed when I started working on myself, I started seeing the change in my children without ever having a conversation. When did this start? Like, when did you see the change?

How long ago? Like, what clicked? You know what I'm saying? It was like, because I know. You never see it when you in it. That's very true. You never see them winning. You don't hear it so good.

It's like when people say, you man, bro, you so amazing. But at the end of the day, you go home and live with, you know, the, I call it negative self-talk. Because we are our own worst critics. We see the flaws before we see the perfection. But were you dealing like? And our self. But were you dealing like what a depression or you just had an inner look or I? out of body experience to where you's like,

something got to change. Because I went through that. I never told nobody this. Well, I have spoke on it before. That's like, for you to say when did it click? Yeah. And then you said about that I deal with depression. It's a long story, but short story long or a long story short.

Yeah, we're here. We wanted, this is inspiring. I was born gifted. And I was afraid of my gift. Okay. Damn. I was born gifted. You're not, you not looked at as gifted when you were a child.

You looked at it as weird and a black sheep and a demonic and things of that nature when you a child. You not looked at it as so your gifts are often, what they call it, it's curtailed. It's cut short, short live. It's never expounded upon. That's a muscle and a reflex that has never worked. And you never encouraged to work that muscle. Like when my children was to tell me, Daddy, I could fly. I'm about to jump off the cause.

Hey, I say you start off the chair first. Then the counter, then the couch. I'm not going to never tell you what you can't do. But I was born gifted just to be honest. And sometimes I would like downplay my greatness as far as spiritually, as far as my position, spiritually, because I would have a fear of making other people. You know, sometimes we dim our light when we're around Haylor. You know, we do that a lot of time.

We downplay it because we're around people that hate this. The essence of us just being us, they don't like it. When you walk in the room, you can feel it. And I can say that the energy here was beautiful. I'm not trying to keep on talking, but that's a deep, very deep question. Like, I did drugs and things of that nature to suppress this gift that I have because I didn't like seeing the things that I used to see. Yeah.

Do you Is there You believe in the higher power Yeah He or she who has seen me Has seen God I feel I feel the energy

And I hear you talk about In the room? Yeah For sure It's different I feel it I'm I'm on a path right now As we speak

Yes sir And I just told you And I told you before we started This interview that I watched a lot of your energy videos that you talk about, your fasting. I just currently came off a two-day fast, right? And I noticed you talked about being on a 40-plus day fast. Yes, sir.

I've done that more than three times. Like, I can't even imagine this, bro, because I... I didn't do it for those reasons that you may have think. All of those are benefits that come with fasting, like discernment and those things, but that's not why I did that. Why? I wanted to be accepted. This is my first time saying this,

but my spirit has been called to share this. I wanted to be accepted into the invisible school, the invisible school of thought, the invisible realm. What does that mean? There's a group of, it's people like us all over the world. You ever walked up on somebody?

And they was like, I didn't even see you. And then you, until you made yourself known to them, or you walked up on somebody, hey, such and such, and they'd be like, I didn't even see you. Well, that's because you were vibrating at such a high level that their dense frequency cannot even see you. But they call it the silent workers of compassion. That's the best way to say it.

But like brothers that know what I'm talking about, this brothers and sisters are probably watching right now. Like, I asked them, have you ever had visitation? See, I didn't get there on my first time. Okay. I didn't get there my second time. And my older brother, he got there the first time. He was accepted.

But my third phase, that's when I was able to sit with the three wise men, with the teachers. When the student is ready to learn, a teacher will appeal. Anybody that feel like I'm talking crazy, please don't believe me. But the one thing about me, everything that I ever said and they said I was crazy, they came back and apologized afterwards. I was the truth of the truth. I understand you. And that's what's going to lead me to this question.

I don't know if she'll understand this, but have you ever been somewhere but wasn't there? You're talking about collective conscience? Yeah. Okay. Have you ever felt that? That's what you're doing is that's extended consciousness. Okay. But can you transfer your physical there?

Okay. Because every cell in your body is energy. Can you transfer there? Yeah. Can you be multiple places in dimensions at one time? He understands what I'm saying. I get it. I've studied quantum physics, so I understand. You understand what I'm saying. I get it. Have you ever saw somebody there but wasn't actually there?

Like astro projecting? That's like kind of what you're talking about is remote viewing. If I sit back and see what my children doing and I call them, hey, listen, it's time for y'all to go to bed. That's like remote viewing. That's my extended consciousness. But I'm talking about my body there. Yeah. That's another. That's another. That's another level. That's something different.

That is different. You just told me something different because I've had the consciousness there but not actually being there, but you're saying the body there. The remote viewing is a real thing. That's powerful. Your body is all energy.

Everything is energy. I understand everything you're saying. And these things start unlocking on my semen retention journey. How long was that journey for you? It's been going for about when in 20, 25, so it's probably been going maybe

six years now. Wow. What could you say is the most powerful thing that you gain from that? That's like a very powerful man. I don't look at women objectively. Because I could just go masturbate.

If I'm just using this woman, I could use my hand. If I'm just using this woman to release semen. I never knew it was such a, a big deal until I don't want to say no names. I was engaged in intimately. I don't like the word six. I don't even like to have sexual conversations

because people use it for clickbait. And I realized I was casting my prayers to the swan. You know what I'm saying? I was giving them a sacred knowledge that they would never even understand in their heart shocker. But anyway, when I say I was spiritually aligning myself with somebody

and she was, you don't really? She said, you don't come? I was like, I don't. And then I noticed that she got upset with me. And this was like in the early parts of that journey. She got upset with me and was like, I was like, why is this such a big deal? She changed in all her energy because I want it. And that's when I realized the value that the life force has.

It's so powerful that it can create a child. Right. Wow, that's deep. That's deep. And I start. And I start realizing like, why is it a problem? Yeah. Like, why is it a problem if I don't release?

Everybody laughed at me, everybody joked and everything when I talked about that. Someone, you're going to get blue bars. You're going to know. It's exercise that you can do to move the energy from the prostate all the way up the spinal cord. And it can touch the crown chakra. And your orgasms can stay on the inside. And it's a way greater experience than releasing. Because after you release, you feel weak.

What's the purpose then? What do you mean? To manifest. To manifest. It's multi-purpose. It's the strongest energy. We could create a child or we can give birth to whatever we manifest in our business. But if you're not doing it for that at the time, then why.

It's pleasure. If that's what you're just, just for your own. But it was like. There's not even pleasure at the end of the day. It's not even pleasure at the end of the day if you misused the purpose of it. Exactly. You didn't pray with this woman before y'all did that. You don't even know we're having it.

That's what I'm asking. And she's never probably released. Emrita, the golden fluid that gives immortality. It elix her of life. When they took the sales from a woman and they looked at them under the microscope, they kept on recreating and recreating and recreating the melanated woman. What is it called? The emrita.

The amrita. The amrita. The amrita, yeah. That's the golden fluid. That's the elix of life. And how does that release? Every woman has this. How do you don't know about this, girl?

I've never heard of this. I've never heard of this in my life. So I'm trying to get knowledge and figure it out. There's real talk like that's why. I'm hearing. I want to figure it out. When I was telling men about being honest with your woman. Because of her intuition,

if her, the womb is his own chakra. If she's disaligned with the womb and herself, you're going to throw her pH level. That's real. That's real. Because the intuition, you already know. Yeah. But I don't even, I don't really be having these kind of conversations with people

because it's like I'm talking to, you know, most of the time when I used to, you're not doing it to me right now, big brother. And there's no disrespect to you. But I just bent through the wringer with it because they were taking it and used it for clickbait. And I'm like... I'm actually just gained in knowledge But have you ever masturbated and felt guilty and shameful after me?

Man. Have you ever watched porn and masturbated and celebrated another man's success? No. Like, I don't watch porn because I notice my neuro path start changing. I used to, though.

I don't think I've ever been into porn. Really? Oh, wow. Beautiful. I was at one time. I used to be watching porn. I'm, man, that nigga killing that whole son. Gee, you know, and I used to get, I used to sit there and masturbate and watch porn. I used to sneak and do it to him.

One time, his brother had told me he said, you know that self-mutilation? Uh-huh. He said, you celebrating to a, you're jacking off to another man's success. Oh. It's other ways to stimulate yourself mentally, and then he started telling me about sex transmutation. Yeah. Or you could take that sexual energy. and channel it into your workouts, into your craft, into your music.

You were traveling and channel it into whatever it is that you focused on at the time. And that's when I was like, that's crazy. Like, if you pleasure-driven, you develop addictions. If you purpose-driven, you develop riches. And not just with wealth of the pocket, but of the heart and other mind. Yeah. Because, like, I'm a freak for, like, new information. Like, I love to be stimulated mentally.

Right. Like, I love conversations that lead me feeling refreshed. Right. You ever had a conversation with somebody and I was like, it's draining talking to you. It's draining being around you. Absolutely. And then you didn't have conversations where it stimulates you.

It's like, it's like porn. Yes, sir. It's like porn. Yes, sir. Hold on, this is going crazy. I'm talking to her. It's a mental safari. Man, I've had that.

Yeah. I've had that with her. It's intellectual and, of course. Yeah, I've had that with you too. Yeah. So it's like, damn. And it's beautiful. It is beautiful.

Yeah. And that's the ones. The intellectual intercourse is beautiful. So when you, like, when you have that with a female, that's like eternal, right? Or how does it? It depends on her spirit. Like for me. It depends.

Because that don't come around. That don't happen a lot. That's going to happen like once every blue moon. To where it's going to be a conversation. Because most of the time I have a conversation with somebody, and I'm just sitting there just like, it sounded like yada, yada, yada. You know, sometimes.

You know? Sometimes we're not protective of our energy in the way that we should be because sometimes I say, excuse me, sometimes I say, I'm held responsible for the places that I place myself. But that's physically. Right. But I've been working with.

with this other guy, you know what the fascia is? So we've been working on releasing certain traumas in your fascia. And we've been working on that and he told me something that was so beautiful. He said the physical, the mental, the spiritual is all one system. If one thing's off, everything's off. And I said, wow. And it intrigued me to the point I was like, I'm not overprotective of myself where I place myself energetically and spiritually and psychologically.

I need to start being more cognitive in these areas. Physically, I know certain areas and certain places I'm not going to place myself, but it's certain places I shouldn't even place myself energetically. I never thought of it. All spiritually, all psychologically. And I was like, you know what? It's not because I feel like I'm better. It's because I know I am.

Are you an angel? What you just said? Are you an angel? I'm the angel of Phil. The angel of field. You're the angel of fear. Yeah. Those who know what I'm saying?

I understand exactly what you're saying. Yes, sir. You understand? Yes, sir. He who opposes us in his heart. Do you let people know? Fear shall overtake him. Do you let people know that?

Do you tell people that? Those who have eyes let them see. And those who have ears, let them hear. It ain't for me to put it there. They know the voice of their shepherd when I'm on location. Yes, sir. I got to shoot. Give me a handshake on that one.

Yes, sir. We speak the same language. Yeah, it was nice to be it. I love that. I had to. Hey, he understands because I think I go through, I understand this language. Is my mic back in the right place I had it?

forgive me I'm so not sorry I had to I understood that one because this is something that's different from the world signs are for the conscious mind yeah it ain't for everybody I understand right speak a language of our own yes

go ahead girl this is something this is good I love this because it's dope I'm telling you no I love it and that's why I even resonated with you because I feel like you speak a different language that most don't understand but like

if you know you know And I don't even have to explain. If you know, you know. Like, I know what I know and what I've studied and what I've went through in my journey. So I understand more than anyone will get. But, you know, I really, really feel where you be coming from. And it makes a lot of sense to me. And I think that people.

That's like even if you look at the negativity that spewed this way toward me. Yeah. Those are just agents of chaos. Without adversity, you could never reach where you're trying to reach. Adversity is what builds character. So when somebody, ah, you're projecting. because I don't play it safe. When was the last time you've been angry?

I get angry all the time. You get angry? Yeah. All right. So I was just telling her, like, I'm at the point in my life, I don't feel that emotion no more. I do. I don't feel that emotion because I'm like,

somebody can say something that's hijacking. Anger is controlling. Like he who angers you control? It really is. I feel that way. I agree. But I'm allowing myself to feel it. I'm not going to be nothing. Well, the thing is, it's for me, like, it's not anger.

You can say whatever. You can throw darts at me. You can shoot at me. You can throw tomatoes. It's a lesson in all of this for me. You know, and I'm like, it's too controlling for me to have that emotion anymore. So like, I got kids, mothers, and they're just, you know. say some things and do some things and if I allow that energy to come in I'm going to react a certain way to where it's not going to be beneficial for all of us so I don't allow that emotion no more.

Can I show you something? Yeah. I got to illustrate you. Okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. I didn't have any of that.

But if you exhibit emotional intelligence, how does that allow you to get angry? Quick. It's quick, though. But I'm a chicken. Okay. It happens. But you can have a feeling and release it. So you can recognize a feeling and let it be released.

Okay. I emotional. You start, it's great. Yeah. And it's something that a lot of, excuse me, men wasn't into it at one time. But I noticed that since I started my journey, and I can't speak for the world, it's no pun intended. I'm not talking about nobody.

I'm direct. I'm not Malaysians. I'm not subliminal. I'm just noticing my circle like a lot of the men that was kind of a little bit against yoga you know they've been doing it and they feel better

no but I have to emotionally detox every day because we take a lot we take a lot in every day what do you do to emotionally detox like do you have a technique or anything a breathing technique? Yoga is what you do to do that. Breathing keep me calm

but keep me grounded and it keeps me alkaline. Like, we achieve alkalinity just through breathing. It's the stuff that we put in our body that makes it acidic. But, like, there's something called a pigeon pole. That's how you release the emotions that's orbiting your hips. So, like, with the journey as far as, like, spiritual energy and emotional,

it did that, is that, like, what? everyday lifestyle as far as like what you eat also did it change that too? That's the greatest spiritual warfare what you put in your own mouth. Some people can't control what they put in their mouth. How are you going to control what come out of it? That's real.

That was good right there. That was a bar. Accountability ain't fussing at somebody. Yeah. That ain't accountability. Accountability is when you love somebody, I'm going to tell you the truth.

I ain't got to get loud with. you and all that i ain't about to even raise my voice i'm not going to even i'm not going to even admit that type of emotion i'm going to train you how to respect me with my absence whoever you don't deserve to be in my presence no i'm gonna train you how to respect me with my absence that part that's part i'm really feeling because that's how i feel like i'm gonna do this absent absence and you're gonna like it makes the heart grow so much fond of shot on price fix and get $50 instantly in lineups when you play your first $5. That's right. Price Fix is now giving you $50 in lineups when you sign up and play your first $5.

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less on your favorite players. Use code T-A-D and get $50 instantly in lineups when you play your first $5. Okay, so we're going to talk about Little Boosie. So Little Boosie recently said on, like he was on a show or something, and it's a viral clip, but he was like, I don't care what no one says, I need a woman. and he was like, I feel like men need women more than they like to admit that they do and not just sexually. He was like, sometimes I just want my woman around to lay up with. He just values a woman's presence and he just feels like a woman just gets his shit together. Like gets him feeling better, motivated, gets his like crack in and like just her presence alone

just brings that energy. and a lot of women are like the clip is going viral because a lot of women are like okay damn we don't hear men talking like that as often anymore what are your thoughts um you know it's to each his own you know and you know just like I think in Boosie case you know he getting a little older so he like you know he probably he ain't doing the same things he used to do And he's like, you know, I need that. You know, I need that comfort. You know, women do bring comfort to the man when it's the right one. It depends on the woman.

Like he said, it can't be any old woman just for sex and all that. It got to be one that bring comfort, emotional stability, that just uplift you, keep you motivated, things in that nature. And, you know, some men need that little kick in the ass, you know, from a woman. You know, sometimes men aren't self-motivated and, you know, getting to a place in their life to where, you know, depression starts. kicking in, you know, and a woman can uplift you. And I get what he's saying, you know, and a certain space in your life, you want to feel that. Because as men, we don't want to be ones that's to die alone.

You know, you want somebody that's going to take care of you, you uplift you emotionally, physically, all of those things. So I get what he's saying, you know, and women provide that. But you just think that that's an older man thing. You don't think that all men, like a lot of men feel that, of all ages. feel exactly what. Say it again again.

Like, it's just simple. Like that women presence. I just don't think people need a woman. I don't think women need a man. It's a want. Regardless of like the verb. If you're independent and you're in peace with yourself, listen, I live my whole life with my mom as a single parent.

And she didn't get married until she was like 70. You know, and so I come up to see like, damn, my mama didn't need no man. She didn't need it, but it would have made her life easier if she would have had the two-parent household. She wanted that. But we're not, we're not like your, I don't think we should fix it on the need or one. I'm just talking about, no, I'm just talking, I don't think anyone needs anything except oxygen and health. People need that. People need a woman.

People, it's hard for people to be alone. Yeah, but. It really is a need for some people, for a lot of people. It's not. It's never a need. It really is. You can make it happen. But the point is... It is a need.

You talk to people like, people need that stimulation from a woman. Men actually, like my cousin, like, he wanted and need it. Like... But you're the one who just said you don't think anyone needs a woman or man. You know, you just said that, right? I said wanted and need it. Yeah, you said you don't think anyone needs a woman or man. I don't think people should need that.

People want that. So what are you saying for me? Now, because nothing you just said made sense. It does make sense. No, you just said. Do you know what you just said? Yeah, I know what I just said. Okay.

All right. No, exactly what I said, yeah. I'm so confused. Like, we don't need it, but we want it. But then there's some people that actually need it. You just said you don't think anybody needs a man or a woman. But there are some people that need it. Okay.

That's what I'm saying. But that's not the question I was asking. I was just asking, do you feel like that's just an older man thing, people who value a woman's presence? When I'm talking about like needs or wants, we're saying he, Lucy said he values a woman's presence. He loves having a woman around because he feels like it makes his life better. He's not saying he needs it.

He's just saying I value it. I feel like it makes me feel better. It makes me feel uplifted. It makes me feel like, you know, someone who's there laying up with me, like just the, he said that the presence of a woman just makes his stock go up in his mind. And you were saying

like, yeah, I feel like an older, if you're older, if you're this, or that's him, but I'm saying, do you not think that that's like men of all ages can feel that way? You just think that that's just what older men feel? Oh, that's a tough one. I mean, I think older men

more than younger men. Yeah, I mean, just, you know, that's his what he wants, that's what he feels, makes him whole. You know, because when you've had it and you lost it and you ain't guided no more, they're just like, damn, I need that, if I want that, you know, and that's not all men.

But, you know, for him, he sees how he is with a woman compared to when he's without a woman. And that's what makes me feel like the reason he's saying these things. Thank you to our good friends at Price Picks, America's number one sports pick app. Use code TAD and get $50 instantly in lineups when you use your first $5. So has that carried over until like, so it's carried over and what you eat, who you hang around, friendships, relationships, all of that.

It just carried over to. I used to overcompensate with relationships. And that's a form of seeking validation. I had to be honest with myself. I used to overcompensate. But the door don't swing both ways. That's why I made that post. I was a lot of people's best friend.

They just weren't mine. Ooh. Oh, that's deep and that's real. When you would overcompensate, what are the things you would do? I give the things that I want. And you weren't getting them in return. Like, hey, look, I'm going to call y'all back.

I'm about to rub off feet. I wanted these things. Yeah. I want to be loved on. I want to be nurtured. I want to be, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. Don't just love me when Instagram on when the camera's on.

Don't make it. good for the public. I need this, you know what I'm saying? Yeah. You know, because a lot of times we ask, I can say what I want to? Yeah. Niggles. We like to make it look good. You know what I'm saying? We like to make it look like it's, you know, but your children is a reflection of what goes on in the house behind closed doors. Oh, you're right about that.

Your children ain't together. They ain't a reflection of what you got going on. Oh. You are absolutely right about that. But niggas, you know, we like to make it look like every, it looks like it looks like it looks. look like it looked good, you know. Because I was a great actor at one time, you know what I'm saying? Don't never let them see you down. Don't never let them see you sweat. Don't never let them see.

No. Do you feel like you knew how to love but not be loved for a portion of your life? We all go through that. Yeah, I did. And that came with, that came with me being on defense. Yeah. I was defensive. And I hope this is not triggering though,

but I was sexually victimized when I was a child. So it led to me being defensive. And it also led to me exhibiting a lot of violent behavior. I'm sorry. I went through that as well. What you're sorry for? Well, that's tough. It allowed me to create a space for my children now to where they can communicate with their father.

They'll never go through that. That's deep. What type of advice? When I talked about it on the Mike Tyson interview, they had to kind of pause the interview. Because he said that the same thing happened to him. He was like somebody did something to me, made me a monster. I told him, I said, I wasn't. I wasn't like this at first.

I say something had to happen to me to make me be like this. And I just, I just, even my, everybody saw it, but they didn't want to say nothing like how. When I took tongue suit over, I don't even like to talk about, you know, when I'm skilled at,

but when I would take certain martial laws, as soon as I accept in this one, I'm on to the next one, I'm trying to be the best of the best of the best. I want to learn weaponry. I want to learn this. I built myself up so strong. And one of my sensees was telling me,

me, I got this new exercise going to take you to the next level. He blindfolded me and laid me on the floor. He said, now get ready. We're about to attack you. We're about to ambush you. And I laid there. And I laid there and I laid there and nothing happened. And I said, you know what?

Fuck it. I surrender. He said, that's the greatest lesson I can ever teach you is how to surrender. You got to explain that to me. You said you laid there. We're about to attack you. That's what they say. I said, we're about to attack you.

We're about to ambush you. I'm blindfolded on the floor. So you didn't panic. So you didn't even relax. Right. Every minute felt like an hour. Like you just felt like it was seven of a minute. I'm just waiting.

It's nothing but tense energy. And I say, you know what, I surrender. It's going to happen, it's going to happen. That was the lesson. That was the lesson to surrender. That was the lesson. I had to learn to surrender. Ooh.

That's a good one. That's a good one. Because you can walk through life tense like that. I learned to surrender. born again, I'm a king, I'm a god, I'm an emperor, learn to surrender. And I'm just embracing. And my new relationship, love all around me, love eyes sounding. I'm Bryson Tiller, the way I've been feeling the new Richard Millie.

I order the Rari, sorry, not sorry. Okay. Not a Kardashian in my villa and we're not sipping coffee. You can't go shirtless, you workless regardless. I got my clothes on, they be trying to take them off me. Okay. Come on. Man, so, man, I know.

It just spiritually just came out. I love that. I could feel the energy. It's just natural. And that's important. I just want to see, because your energy and spirit is amazing. And I don't want to put her business out there, but she's been through a lot. And she's still healing as, like, me and her get to know each other.

Like, what? I don't know if you want to tell your story because you told your story. I already know it. Yeah, and he and I have talked before, too. Yeah. And I've been through a lot, too. Yeah. So, you know, but, like, when I told you.

you sorry and I get where you're like, why are you sorry? You're right. I feel the same way. Everything I went through made me who I am. I wouldn't be right here if it wasn't for those situations that, you know, I went through. I wouldn't have been able to evolve in the way. I wouldn't have tried to understand myself if I did not go through what I went through. It would have never got me to this point. I wouldn't be here with you or you because the frequency I am that I'm on attracted that. It attracted us and us. If I wasn't on that vibrational level, I wouldn't even see you.

Because I feel like I jump. Frequencies when I jump, I don't even see the same people anymore, if that makes sense. You know? And not that I like, remember how we talked about anger? And, like, just not when she was talking about because I know, you know what I'm saying? I really know. So, you know, I get to holding back my tears a little bit because. I'm such an introvert.

I could feel other people pain. So that's why I was kind of like I had to get myself together breathing for us. So if, like, this go back to the anger, if I didn't allow myself to feel anger, I wouldn't even allow myself to even feel hurt for others. So I wouldn't even be able to take a stance of support. I could support somebody energetically and empathize with that person. Now, I don't got to allow that to bring me down because they ain't as far as long on their journey as I am,

but I can empathize them and send them good energy. So, like, I just tell anybody emotional intelligence. I'm not going to get lost in sadness either, though, because I still got a mission. We understand it, and I'm going to pull you to the side later on and tell you, hey, look, hey, just know if you need a little time and get yourself together, get yourself together. But we back to this mission.

We're going to transmute their energy. How do you suppress the anger? Because you get approached. I don't suppress it. He just said he doesn't. Yes, he doesn't. He doesn't. But you're asking how does he release the anger?

Yeah, how do you really? Yes. Because like, like, like, what is it? How is it? Fitness is what he's saying. The greatest soldiers prepare for war. I think. In times of peace.

I think. I guess. I'm sorry. Go ahead. Like if somebody is coming here right now, let me give you the truth. Gage you a bitch-a-ass-n-ne. nigga. Right. Hey, you know I didn't like that very much.

But were you like, what would you do? I just, I just, if people be like, what would you do? I'd be like, I just don't even know what I would do. But, you know what? But you know, in my mind, I'm going to get upset. Later? No. What you're doing? I'm, I just. You ain't going to show it? Unfortunately, if somebody gets you a bitch-ass nigga, I, hmm.

But you ain't going to show it then, but you feel it. Is that what it is? Let me say this. Let me say one thing before we go any further. Yeah. On a path that I've been on. Yeah. And this existence and this path that I've been on,

and I mean this with all due respect. Yeah. Some people don't have the other option. Just read between the lines. I got that other option. So when I'm talking and somebody at this, disrespect me, you ain't put your hands on me. And I can play it however I want to play it after this.

You just won the battle that you created in your mind. I'm going to win this war. I promise I'm going to win. Made a best man win. And that's what I'll do respect. And I mean that it's not even unfortunate because I'm blessed. I'm able to move around with my woman with no security. She knows what's happening with me.

I ain't got to raise my voice. You know what's up. I leave this bitch. And if something play with you, and if something play with you, I'm a curved concrete behind you. And she knows this. And she'd have seen this.

And she knows what's up. Right. 100%. With all due respect, she knows what's happening with me. So it's like if somebody was to just, you a bitch-ass nigga, yeah, yeah, it'll be.

But these other options that I have, it's going to make me kind of laugh at it because I know, like, man, hey, I hate to say this, but without due respect, hey, please just don't make me angry. Yeah, what? I'm a teddy bear.

Like, words, like, for me. But they piss me off, though. Sometimes when I read comments on Instagram, bitch-ass, you know, yeah, that shit piss me the fuck off. That don't piss me off. It do. It's one thing that can make me angry.

You're stronger the guy than I. No, but I've been to a lot too, care. I've been stabbed 11 times. You know what I'm saying? I don't mean. and some trauma. Yeah, that knife, that knife different.

That's different. That was the last time I was... People talked to bullets, but that knife hit different. That's personal. Yes, sir. That's up close and personal. Yes, sir. It is, wow.

Like, it's easier. Like, I can shoot, but, like, when I get up on you, I'm not, I hate you. Like, that's a real hate. That's personal, yeah. That's personal. So, like, for me, that was the last time I was probably angry.

I was really really, angry. I was going through an angry. Was you more disappointed? I was angry. But was there somebody that close to you that you knew? Nope. They just came and you... I didn't know him. We were in the club, right? Some club, some shit, I thought. You know what I'm

saying? Fuck my bitch, man. I'm about to kill his dick. Yeah. Probably. Some stuff like that. Probably. I don't know what the situation was. That's what it was? It was like... It was definitely was something about a girl. Yeah, you was in our stomach? I don't even know

You hit that bottom And then And then he was over there I'm telling him what happened And he was trying to fuck With this bitch behind you And she accidentally called him your name I'm gonna kill him

That was the last time I was angry though You're playing too much pressure I'm like I had to see Psychologists like Like at this point in my life You know I'm

I'm older And Only thing that can get me angry Is the disrespect of my kids or something, a threat, something to my kids. Like, that's the only thing at this point. And I hate to give that out on the camera. Like, for me, like, I feel like that.

Like, for me, like, I'm to a point where just don't put your hands on me. I'm like, dead. That's period. We mean, so. That's men, yeah. Like, the way I greeted you, like, I love to give a man their respect first. Like, even if you're not getting it at the house. Yeah.

You know what I'm saying? I'm going to give it to you. Even if you're a gas station worker, you a janitor. If you're a man, I'm going to greet you. Me and greet me. Like, I respect men. I don't respect money. So after that, what happened then?

It's a game changer. Right. Like, at one of the hotels, I was at the peninsula one time. It was like, you know, I see a lot of celebrities. It was like, but you're the realest person. I was like, thank you. Yeah. And they see a lot at the Finanthalya.

Yeah. Like all of the staff, like the way I'm just, me and green men. That's important. How did you hold your anger in? I saw a clip of you. No, seriously. Because disrespect, no, no, it's like disrespect. If it was good, it was me.

If it was bad, it wasn't me. No, so the clip I saw was you when you talked about when you was in the mall that time and the dude came up to you and tried to stop. stun on you talking about you was little boozy? Oh, I knew he was pussy. You know what I'm saying? How did you hold your anger?

Because me... That ain't make me angry, though. It was a joke to me. You know, but you know how this new generation is and it's disrespectful. I don't look at that like it was... He thought he was about to play with me, but the energy that I gave, he was like...

Yeah, you gave him love. Yeah, like... You know what I'm saying? I couldn't exuberate that at that moment. Yeah, he was playing. I know, but you exuberated love in that moment. You know, he was a civilian. You know, he wasn't, you know what I'm saying?

You know what I'm saying? He wasn't a saddalo. I mean, I said a soldier. A soldier. He wasn't a soldier. He was a civilian. Right. It's a pawn.

You know, without all due respect, they have the right to move about the land how they want to. But me, I'm under a different set of constitutional bylaws. Right. You know what I'm saying? So, you know. You was moving by yourself and it was just, I just saw it as disrespect. You know what I'm saying? And that's tough for me.

He checked yourself, though, because by the language, by the language, it's the loudest language. You composed yourself and you... I ain't take that as disrespect. Okay. I'd have been in the studio one time and, uh, I'm not going to say who it was, but this person's no longer with us. But anyway, long story shut out, I was in the studio with another artist, visiting an artist. And this is the first time I ever spoke about this. and he was just in there

another dude came in there and when he came in there I greeted him you know you know and then he sat over there and told the store just loud

you know yeah you know we just beat a nigga up Kevin Gates says I had to compose myself but in my mind I'm like bitch don't you know

I'm sick don't you know how I did but in my mind I had to compose myself I was like I know this bitch ass I was like, I was to give you a frame of reference. I had to compose myself in that situation.

Right, right. But I finished doing my, doing everything. And when I left, I looked them dead in his ass and told him, I said, you have a beautiful day. Ooh. I killed him. Yeah. Right there.

You killed them with kindness. Yes, sir. You killed them with kindness. Right. Because they go, what you got to say in people like that? That's crazy. You go, because the thing about that, they're going to feed off the negative energy.

They can't feed off the positive. Yeah, I spoke to his bitch, to him, and the other nigga that was, I shook all their hands. It was nice, man, it was a pleasure. Hey, more than a pleasure. His partner was cool, though, you know, but he would just, you know,

I know what it was. You wanted some attention. A powerful guy. You want a nigga to patch you on. Yeah, you want a nigga to pat you on your ass and tuck you in. I already know what you want. That was powerful.

Well, anyway, you know, I greeted this bitch first before I left. Hey, it was a pleasure meeting. Told him, too. All right, beloved, you have a beautiful day. Told his partner, yeah, there's always a treat when two players meet. I'm gone. There's always a treat when two players meet. You're looking with kindness right there.

Literally. His heart dropped after he left. I'm trying to tell. He couldn't believe it. Heart dropped in his ass. Man, I'm trying to tell you. Because that's what they want. People who.

try to rile you. They don't want that reaction. They don't feed off a crime. That ain't what they be wanting. They just don't be getting to pick their consequences, but that ain't what they want. What do you think they want? They feed off a pain.

They be babies. And, you know, sometimes when you be around a real man, you see everything that you wish your father was. You know what I'm saying? You might have been around somebody that was verbally combative toward men, you know what I'm saying? You don't, them babies. You don't stop fucking with them.

You teach you. them. You've got caught him in a different setting and I pulled them to the side. Hey, I didn't pull your pants up, man. Why you acting like that up here, right? Why you acting like that with me? It's not your fault what happened to you, but it ain't my motherfucking fault either. Nigel was hell.

Right. Just talk to you. What you got going on. But you know it was a sitting to where, you know, I just had to steal, you know what? I'm going to still operate out my hawk chakra because I know what you need. You really need a hug. Because cats like that. I'm gonna make me take my belt, boy.

I let you cross my lap in this bitch, boy. I just say, that's what I'm fucking with you, boy. I'm gone, hey, I'm going, hey, hey, listen, let me tell you. I'm sticking this dick of this digger will play off me. No, cast like that feed off hate not love. You understand? Yeah. Because if he had a fared into the hate because of what he said.

What you mean? I ain't about to ask you all that. Exactly. That's what I'm saying. Because you just talking. Exactly. Hey, but I'm someone you really shouldn't put your hands on. Exactly.

But I'm so much of a grown-up that I'm going to give you this. No, I'm going to be honest. I ain't going to stop because I got a hands-off policy. Universal law governs all events and it's understood. I got a hands-off policy. So just make sure that this is what you want, because I'm not going to stop. And I'm very resourceful.

I'm very resourceful, buddy. I get it. I get it. I'm not going to stop because it was instilled and installed me when they pulled me to the side. Hey, come in. Do you believe in the thing called determination? I was like, determination.

Well, if you don't believe in the thing called determination, you will be exterminated. So we're going to the furthest extent. We're not about to play because I don't play with nobody. I didn't walk out of my house and say, I'm about to play with somebody today. I don't bother people. I don't do all that. They have streets and sidewalks for a reason. Stay your old motherfucking ass on that sidewalk

because you're not ready for this black top. So don't fuck with me. I'm trying to be a great father to my children. I'm trying to be a good husband. I love God. I was late to this interview because I prayed with my wife. I didn't, I'm not late to this interview

because I was out fucking off and doing all that old extra shit. It's the most intimate thing that you can do where the woman is praying. We are experiencing intimacy without six. So I don't fuck with nobody. So when you fuck with me, I'm going to fuck with you. And I'm not going to stop. That's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, that's like, a angry black man.

No, bitch, I ain't going to make you violent. Nigger shouldn't have been hitting you with that man. He shouldn't have dead there. You wasn't looking for that. now I'm about to show you. The same way you make me feel, I want everything wrong. I want everybody to go talk to me. I just say that because it ain't too many.

I didn't expect you to see me just right off the back. You know, people say it's something different about that guy, but you was like, are you? I said, what you just said to me? How do you know about this hill? He understand. Where he didn't been? You know a man by the distance travel.

Where he'd been? He understands. How he knows about this? They understand. Or they kind of like. I think we kind of speak the same language. We do. I understand.

Yeah, sir. I understand. Yeah, right. I understand. You get it? I don't understand. I'm not standing under the judgment. I don't overstand.

I'm not standing over the judgment. I understand. Okay. That's it. It's something else going on up here. Yes, sir. He does. He knows.

We are on location. Yeah. We in. Go ahead, go ahead. No, I love it. I'm just here. in here, man. He understand.

That's so crazy, though. I believe it. Hey, you understand, huh? Huh? He understand. Without question. Like, it's something else that I can't explain, and I've been trying to tell people.

I can't explain certain type of energies. You just know that you know. I know that I know. You know? And then, look, I'll tell you this. Like, if I open my bag, no, they're not in my bag. They're in my gym bag. I got a pair of cardio frame.

Mm-hmm. They something simulator than my way I'm at the gym. Because there's certain people, they enter, I can't look at it. It'd have thrown me off my pivot. You feel it? I can't look at it. Then I got to have my head. I got to have my head wrapped up.

I got to have my crown cover. Because that's the first place they get attacked, the crown chakra and the heart chakra. So, like, when I see, like, it's so crazy. One of the, the second time I had visitation, they had on some places. Yes, uh, mm.

Yes, I don't think of that. I'm laughing because I'm trying to get there. I get it. You gotta go about it. Them fasting. Alchemy being spoken to the etho. No, I understand.

It's real. But you fast for 42 days. Like, imagine that. That's what it takes. I'm building this. Yeah, it's, that's what it is. When you break your face, you're going to want to come out. You feel bad.

100%. You're with God. 100%. Yeah, 100%. My skin feel different. It's like I feel like our skin look different. It's a glow. You feel glug, keep glowing, huh?

Because it's inner. It's an inner glow. The most I've done is, after four days. Get the trap, stay down, watch the paper wake up. Got a pretty bad bitch. You don't need no makeup. Yes, so. Without question.

Yeah, this is an interglown. Hey, once you came around me, your skin starts glowing. Anything wrong, I'm making it look, bro. Entertain clowns, you become a peasant. Hey, hey, hey. Man. Forgive me, it just comes out. Ain't no forgiveness.

I'm not like you told her to say sorry. I'm so not sorry. It just come out. It's not forgiving. I understand. No forgiveness needed. You know, we understand. We feel it.

You know, and getting to that level of 42-day fasting, and that's like, people don't even understand what that is. Like, that's, I've only done six days. I pray. Yeah. Almighty Creator, give me the, Almighty Creator, come to you and all of your holy names in the celestial cord above, even your secret names, because when I was up there,

I saw things that, you know what I'm saying? So all of your holy names, like, because it's, God has different names. It's only one God, but the rituals are different. We just be around here tripping, religious games. bang in an outlet but when I operate out of love I don't care what you is. Blind cripple of crazy. Christian, Jew, Muslim, Hindu, whatever you believe in.

If I operate out of love, that's God. I'm not religious gang banging with nobody. I don't do it all of it. I ain't got time. I do it works for me. You do it works for you, buddy. This is powerful. Yeah, that white voice,

that I be using, that's a coping mechanism for me. I used that to make light of tough situations. Like if I'm in jail. What do you mean? Like if I'm in the illustration. Like if I'm in jail. Okay. And say I'm on my way to court.

And I remember turning to the guard and telling, hey, excuse me, where's all the other people that have to come to court? He said, now we do it one at a time up here. I say, all of this for me? You shouldn't have. And it's like, it's a way of coping and making light of my situations. Why do you think it's a white voice? The white voice?

Because it is. His name is Stephen Schwartz. Stephen Schwartz. Where do you think that comes from? Is it just? I heard somebody say, Stephen Schwartz, and he seems like he'll talk like that. So that's one of the people in my head that talk to me. He helps me cope through negative situations.

Okay. I'm not bad at that. And then sometimes when I need to go clean myself or wash myself, I hear my grandmother voice. Baby, make sure you get all behind your ears. Just because you light skin on me, you ain't dirty. Hey, make sure you get all around your neck too. Fuck with them people talking about they don't use no wash rag.

Shit, if they don't use the same cone, don't bring them home. Yes. You know, my grandma, so she did that was that tough love. She said, make sure you wash yourself, you clean yourself. Go ahead, excuse me, not to cut you with. I'm listening. I'm listening. No, I'm listening.

You say was, is she not around anymore? Yeah, she, she's here. Yes. That's what I was going to ask you next. Is she still here, though? And then sometimes when I need to be self-motivated, my grandfather voice or just talk through me to me. So, I noticed it the first time when I was looking at the floor and my nickname Dick, so it'll

be like, hey, listen to me, Dick. That flow ain't going to push yourself. Go on get down there, do some push-ups. You're going to feel better, baby. Because a lot of times when I go to the gym, I don't feel like doing it. But winners do it like they love it, even when they don't want to. 100%. Even when they don't feel like it.

I don't feel. 100%. So you're going to let your feelings. You lawyer to your feelings. That's what you saying. No, what I'm saying is when I don't know. Not you. Generalizing.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. But, like, you know, I was playing sports, and I didn't feel like doing half the shit, but I did it. It was my mind was fucked up. And I don't know if it was fucked up, it was just something talking to me. Like, get up at 4 in the morning and go to the beach and run.

Yes, so. Get up, go. That's my drug. Jogging. You know what I'm saying? Go, go run this sand hill at 3 o'clock. Yes, sir. Like, something telling me,

and my body is telling me. Oh, you've been tapped in. Like my body telling me something else, but my mind took me there. Something in your spirit. I left the club and went to the beach to run after a night of drinks. oxygenate that badder.

Like, I've done that. Yeah, the oxygen come off the water. It's insane. It's something else. Nah, that ain't insane. I don't know. But like, when people on the outside tall at that? You have to be.

You know what I'm saying? People be telling me like, Kevin, you're insane. I am. This is a level of- To this world. Man, it's the normal people that give me the creeps. These filthy humans give me the creeps. This world is-

The normal people. You understand? This world calls you that. But in my world, it ain't. Your world is supposed to revolve around you. Exactly. Like that's why I posted the, somebody said, he's so narcissistic. So I looked up the definition and I put it up on my story.

It would be insanity to not be like that about yourself. I hold myself accountable. I was about to pull off and go to the gym, turn back around. Hold on. If I don't make my bed, I already felled the day. I ain't got my own house right. I ain't got my area together. Yeah.

I'm going to be thinking about this the whole time I'm at the gym. Like, I'm not even going to get a good workout because I know that my bed. I didn't honor the commitment that I made to myself. Man, I got to take care of this, man. A-Sap. I had told myself, man, hey, look, the gym could wait. Because if you ain't together, you ain't together. You ain't together.

Man, go in that bitch and get that bitch together right for it. Ain't no I'm a do it when I get back. Man, go take, hey, go get that business handle. I went to the gym and had a great workout. You know how when it's on game day, you might be tired, beat up, light throwing doubles at you, but when your number gets called, you're supposed to be ready. Intimacy, the same way.

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This segment is brought you by Roe Sparks. So Hallie Berry recently said that she feels like women should stop faking orgasms because it's putting men's needs before your own, basically. It's putting men's needs before your own by faking the orgasm. Well, I remember when you said one time that most women don't have orgasm. Yeah, a lot don't. And a lot will, some will fake it because they feel bad and they want to just make a man feel like he's doing that, you know?

So a lot of women do fake orgasms Where they think a lot of men think they are giving women orgasms And they're not So she's basically saying like We should And there's a lot of women who do orgasm But they are just with someone who's either like Learned their body or they top them or whatever the case is

So she's basically saying like You should stop faking the orgasm Because you shouldn't be putting his knees before yours That means that he thinks he made you come He didn't and now you're just trying to, like, do it to get him going and making him feel better about himself. I don't think nothing wrong with that.

Get him going. Uplift your man. What's the point? That's uplift your woman by making her come. Well, tell him how to do it if he ain't doing it. Show him how to do it. Yeah, but like, if you're going to keep faking it and be disappointed, tell him how to do it.

Like, do he know or can he, is he capable? It's a conversation then. Yeah. I feel like a lot of women fake it. I don't fake that at all because I just don't, but I just think that women do, and I get it, you just want to feel like, okay, whatever, like you're satisfied. It is harder for a lot of women to reach that.

You know what I mean? And so I feel like it is on the woman to teach the man. It's also, I feel like on the man to like be on it on like, what should I do, babe, what do you want? Like da-da-da-da-da. So I think it's both ways because I even think with women, I think men should, like, I feel like women do stuff with men and they really like it as cool,

but they like it a certain way or something different too. So I think both parties have to be more vocal about what they like. Well, why the man got to be vocal? He's not the one faking it, she is. No, I'm saying for his pleasure, too, like what he likes. Yeah, most men are 99% of the men. They're going to. No, they are, but I'm saying.

They're going to get to where they need to go. No, I know they're going to get there, but I'm saying. A lot of times it ain't even on a woman. It's on him. Yeah, I'm not even saying that. I'm just saying, like, I feel like both parties, like, can instruct or tell the person, like, what they like more, basically.

Yeah, what you like more. Yeah, of course. Yeah, but I feel like it could be awkward, I guess, for a woman, because it's, like, how do you even tell a man, like, you know, I think a lot of women struggle with that, and we talked about that when Shambudram was on our show about just how to approach that scenario for a lot of women or whatever the case may be on how to be satisfied or whatever.

Because I think that there's like a stigma like you know as a woman you have to make sure a man is not like just walking around here not like satisfied or not like having sex or da-da-da-da-da. But I don't think that men feel that way about women. They're just like, oh, they're good. You know?

Like I feel like men don't think about it. like that like that like oh she's out here just like not getting you know cracking like getting her shit off so damn like men don't think about that about women I mean then when the woman take a man down you all take all our energy like don't like what you expect like you don't get no gratification of taking your man down like y'all took him down but you so you know what you know what men don't realize you know how like if you had sex but you didn't come you still need to, like, get your shit out. Okay.

That's the same as a woman. You know that. I don't... Well, I'm telling you, like, men don't realize that. It's just never had the issue. Men don't realize that that's the same as a woman. Like, if a woman has sex and she doesn't, she's still going to be, like, turned on

until she can get that out. You know what I mean? So, like, men don't realize, like, yes, you're satisfied by taking a man down, of course. But that doesn't mean you're not. not like. Yeah, for sure. But then women go out.

That's why these sex shops is made for women. More so than men. So y'all go out and get y'all little devices and stuff. And y'all be like, all right, I'll take care of myself then. That's what women do. Women do that. Yeah, the women do do that. Yeah, they do.

Keep the right now. The men are okay with that. They're just like, whatever. You could just go do your own thing. I don't care to, like, figure it out. Women do that way more than men. Yeah, of course, because women are not coming. Men, like you said, are going to come 99% of the time.

A woman is not. So it's different. Well, it's easier for a man to get there than a woman. Yeah, for sure. 100%. It's harder for a woman. I mean, when you even took down so many times, it's harder for the woman. What do you mean?

I say what I meant when a woman then has so much intercourse with so many different men, it's harder for you. That's not true. You know that it's actually. actually more easy for a woman to come, the more sexual experience that she had because she's more in tune with her body. Do you think that we're coming when we first have sex?

When we first have sex, it hurts, and it's uncomfortable. You don't start enjoying sex until you're like more, you've had more sex, just so you know. So it's not about a woman's been taken down by so many men now she can't come. Matter of fact, women who are more sexually active come a lot quicker and know how to make themselves come a lot faster than women who are less sexually active.

So that's a complete wrong statement all the way. Thanks for schooling me. No, because it is. You said that when Shan Boudreye was on the show too, and she told you the same thing. It's wrong. Like, you think because she's broken down because she had got too lit up.

She got beat up so many times. That's not the truth. That's so, like, juvenile thoughts. That's so untrue. I know. Okay. If prescribed new sexual health patients get $15 off their first order of sparks on a reoccurring plan. Connect with the provider at row.co slash TAD to find out if prescription row sparks are right for you.

What time do you wake up in them? Three. Three, 30. The creator comes to the lowest parts of the heaven and in the last quarter of the night. So when you wake up at 12, between the hours of 12 and 3 a.m., I don't know why I'm saying. I never said this in the interview before. So that's, you know, you're in a fasted state because you've been fasting.

You've been sweet. You've been without. The body rejuvenating itself. And when the creator comes to the lowest parts of the heaven in the last quarter of the night, that's when you wake up out your sleep. That's when it's time to talk to God because he already talking to you.

We could feel. God brag to the angels about me. He said, look at him. I'm not worshipping me, yet he's never seen my face. seen the silhouette but not the face I wake up at three every morning and use the bathroom but I don't wake up

and I wake up at 5 again but it's consistent discharging that's discharging negative energy why is that you think you ever drunk nothing but water and then when it got a massage and then your piss was brown where have you noticed that's the toxins being released from the back

But you drink nothing but water. You piss and clipped. You piss and clit all day. Then you go get a massage. You'll piss brown. That's toxins in the muscle. Release it. Our body holds trauma in the muscle, in the fashion.

So you ain't doing nothing wrong. That why I don't tell people if I fought, excuse me, why? Why I gotta tell you excuse me? Anything leaving the body is sacred. If I laugh, if I cry, if I burp, if I fought, I'm gonna fuck all that. I'm gonna sit there like I ain't do it. I ain't gonna sit there.

I wish somebody would. Whoever smelt and delton. Where a fucking smelled it, buddy? What if it's a loud one, though? Come on. You got a loud one. If it's a loud one. Allowed.

You gotta say. So if I'd be like, damn, I'll make a joke out of it. Damn. That's crazy. That's crazy. Somebody else do it. Hey, man, it's time to go,

hey, boy, you're cutting the catalytic converter. The catalytic converter will make the mufflers not loud. But when you cut it, it's br-drunk. You're running a straight pipe on that motherfucker. Man, that boy got a hair cat, huh? That boy had a derangle. The boy got that charger. So I'm saying, check this out.

So, so. I'm very metaphoric, so I'm... No, I'm just saying. For the audience that doesn't know what metaphors are, it's comparing two things without using, like, her ass to metaphor. Take a lot of comparison. Oh, man, that's real. That's real.

Yeah, I can't. It feel good to feel good. Yeah, do feel good to feel good. I might be like, all I do is laugh when I'm around you because she's goofy too. I'm like, babe, you know I'm goofy, man. You know I'm a teddy bear. Just please don't make me angry. Oh, damn.

Damn. So damn, if I fart, don't look at me crazy. For what? I'm talking about her. You got the right to do that. All right, one coming right now. Hey. No.

You ain't coming? No, I'm playing. No, I'm glad. Oh, man. We ought to do horrible things in our life or things that we're not proud of. Man. We ought to make mistakes.

But if you woke up today, God is pleased with you. So why do I got to be explaining myself to somebody? You're a mere mortal. Mm. You ain't perfect. Come on. Bless you. Bless you.

See? I love it. That coughed me to come by. He was trying. He had to get that out. He had to get him out, that energy. I love it. So my thing is, is I just want to say that I appreciate you being so vulnerable.

And as a man, I notice with men, that's hard. Like, vulnerability for a lot of people is not easy. Paul talks about being vulnerable all the time. For you, like, how did you, what did you do to just be a man who's like, I could cry, I could be vulnerable? My grandmother's spirit came to me. and hugged me when I was in Puerto Rico and I made a song called Fairtale and I talked about my molestation, me being sexually victimized. I talked about how I was looked at like a black sheep after what took place after that and things of that nature. And once I did the Mike Tyson interview, people called me.

I cried for my manager. That's my manager. He was my engineer. After we did that song, I cried uncontrollably. for two weeks straight after that. I broke down because I had been holding that for so long. Yeah. Damn.

I felt amazing. You felt good releasing that. So I made a song about how it happened, and I was kind of demonized a little bit. They looked at it like, I don't even want to get into it, but long story short, you know, people called us, people was getting in touch with me because my Instagram was deleted for like a year and a half.

people was getting in touch with me like, man, we did not know. Yeah. That that's how they had, you know. Did you ever try to explain it to anybody? How when the person that you explained it to, like most of the times, niggas, don't be comfortable having a tough conversation. Exactly. They sweep it under the rules.

That's what I'm saying. I've heard people have that experience, even myself. Like, they just act like nothing. Go back to sleep. Yeah, nothing happened. You know what that was? What was it? Well, now my children live by a different creed.

They know that. They know that fighting solves everything. And we're going to have them tough conversation. I love that. I'm talking about, hey, listen, you know, you go to school, people going to talk about you. They talked about God. So your little funky ass don't stand a chance. You're going to get talked about it.

But if somebody put their hands on you, hey, bitch, you better go platinum right there. Ain't no way till tomorrow. Ain't no think about it. Start the stupid right there. And I'm going to come to school and I'm going to be like, hey, I can't believe you did this. I swear to God, I'm going to kill you when we get to the hour. I'm saying, I'm going to make it look good.

I say, when we leave, I'm going to tell you, hey, good job. Good job. Hey, hey, hey, good job. I'm going to take him by here every tour you want. Good job. 100%. Absolutely. Because, hey, bullets don't stop being bullies.

Are you saying, hey, don't touch me there. This is my no-no square. That don't make bullets stop. Bullies stop when you apply pressure. Either you're applying pressure or you feeling it. Pain is the greatest motivator. Pain will motivate you to stop fucking with me, bitch. You know what I'm saying?

So I believe in those type of things. And then that's like even with my daughter. See, damn, my little girl doesn't see something. She 12 about to be 13. She'd seen me get out of my character before about her. And I noticed it gave her a different sense of peace. I just cried a couple months ago when I found out she had got, oh God, baby, if you're watching this, don't kill me.

when i find out she had got her mrs the people that don't know what a minces is she she she she's she's entered into womanhood now yeah of course i know yes i got her cycle man i just i cried broke down this first time crying in front of her i ain't crying in front of him oh you did walked in the room and cried i said my baby grown oh my baby grown i just and then when i was i go in there that's something because I sage the house I go in there and sage my house sometime and I was saging her bathroom in her closet and I seen her pads when I looked under the counter she had her pads just neat and I made me drop tears again I say my baby grown man I already had missed a lot of her

life due to me being incarcerated because I used to take baths with her that was like our time then when I came home she she she She was too old for me to even take baths with her again. And I missed that. Like, I missed that. I miss bathing my children. That's one thing I do miss. I have some more.

I just... You have some more? I'll have some more. I just, for the first time last weekend, I just cried in front of my daughter. Really? For the first time, I was 17-year-old. This is the first time she ever said to cry. Can I be psychic?

And she ended up confident in you? Yeah. Man, that's what they... do. She's 17. That's what they do. My oldest. I'm thinking I'm your protector. I'm providing a protector. I'm providing the protection and she's providing the comfort. I never

seen my dad cry before and he's 78. This is my first time. Yeah. But she cried too. What were you crying now for? Well I was sitting by the fire outside in my backyard and you know, she expressed to me about some things

that she was disappointed in me about some weeks ago. So I never had a chance to be. And so now this is me facing her about that. And I apologize to her and I said, listen, I'm not perfect. I'm still learning how to be a dad. I'm still, you know, ain't no book to this. And moving forward, I'm doing I'm trying to be the best example for you because I love you more than anything in the world and I don't try to embarrass you or the things that I've done.

The sins of a father or it hurts, you know, what they say, they call it the sins of a father can, like, punish the children or something. And I've done some things that's been embarrassing to her. But at the same time, I'm not perfect. That's what I tried to tell. I'm going to make a lot of mobile states.

You thought I embarrassed you that time. I'm about to embarrass you a lot more because I don't know. That was the conversation. See, my chair and know they did the toe up. They know. They know I'm leaving the move through that. I hang all out of the window leaving the movie theater. They like, they're like, that's just dad being dead.

But other children be like, man, y'all got the coolest dad. But to them, I'm just a dad. Right. They don't look at me like Kevin Gates. They look at me like Marcel. I'm still, Kevin Gates. Yeah, yeah. So, that's beautiful when you go, like, look, I tell my daughter everything.

I apologize, though. I even had, I even just had another conversation with her. I say, babe, you think you was mo? Damn, I don't even need to say, no, I need to see it. I was like, baby, you think when I was just fucking bookew hoes slinging that dick, my life was good? Or you like it more than I'm structured and then I got a wife? She said, Dad, I'm going to be honest. That was a lot of boo-go-ha.

bullshit energy. She twillers. She talked wrong because I ain't. That sound like you were talking to a grownout. She said, Daddy, that was a lot of bullshit energy. Just the shit you had to go through with dad. And I was like, I like where you had now. And this was on our way to, uh, we, I took them to Laguna Beach like two weeks ago.

I took me, I took me, my son and my wife. And we went out there. Me, my son, my daughter, my wife. And we went out there. And we were sitting by the fire. Same thing you said. I teared up. I dropped a couple of tears. I was like, you know, I really wish I could have gave y'all a normal life. My daughter was like, well, Dad, if you think about it, academically,

I'm better off than what I would have been at public school. I do have friends, everything. Because, you know, when people meet them, they get me gauge your dad. So a lot of the interactions that they have are superficial. So they had to learn how to gauge and read energy at a young age. You know what I'm saying? And that's what you talk to about. It's okay to be used. You know what I'm saying? Just don't abuse. If you can't be used, you're useless.

That's how the world look at you. Yeah, don't misuse me, but you can use me. Yeah. And that's what I always say. Yeah. That's crazy. Hey. You tapped in, boy.

This is crazy. I can ask you a question? Yeah, for sure. Is it ever difficult being around people that aren't tapped in? And you have to kind of dim it for fear of being, hurtful, misunderstood, or just weird. I don't expect nobody else to be happy. So when you do, it's like refreshing?

This is refreshing. Very. But I have a question, too. Let me ask this. It's weird. This is kind of weird in a way. Because, like, you know what the word weird means? Well, not weird.

People that have the ability to predict the future. I'm weird. So, like, what I want to explain. Not to cut child wisdom, what you was about to say? Oh, I was going to say. Because I don't want to lose the message. No, no, no. My question was, for me, like, growing up, I always experienced this.

Like, I was really weird, I guess you would say, and I would look in the mirror, and I would be like, who am? I would be like, who am I? And I've done this from a young age, and I would have an outer body experience, and I would see myself. Oh, looking in the mirror? Yeah, and I would see myself out of my own body. Then it would freak me out, and I would stop.

The point is, is, like, growing up, I always felt, like I couldn't connect with a lot of people. And I condemned myself for that. That's that parallel universe. Yeah. That's that parallel universe. You know, our ancestors, I hope I ain't saying the wrong thing.

When they looked at it, I hope I'm not, I got to say this before I say this. To tell the truth out of season is worse than telling a lie. But everything I ever said that sounded crazy and people thought I was looking for shock value, I could give a fuck less. but everybody came back and apologized.

Kevin Gates was right. Yeah, I know. But I had to say that, to say that. Long story short, short story long. But our ancestors used to look and living reflections of themselves, like water and things of that nature. They wouldn't look in the mirror. Yeah.

And that would be such a weird experience for me growing up. I don't even sleep with mirrors in my room or face in my bed. When I sleep, I turn them around. Yeah. Parallel. Yeah. But do you ever feel like because you're different in that way and not people, like a lot of people aren't tapped in on that level?

I'm going to go with what he just said. I don't expect you to understand. Yeah. But I got to do what works for me. The life of the car is determined by the energy of the driver. Certain people getting the car with me, I stay getting pulled over. When I'm by myself, I don't get pulled over. So if you hurt me, bitch, your check engine light will come off.

No, I'm just. This is my first time meeting a male angel. I just had to say that just not. I just had to say that. I hear that. That's real. The life of the car is determined by the energy of the driver. Well, sure.

I pray in this car. I don't do all that old silly ass. Don't get in my car with that negative ass in the bitch. My brakes might go out. Bitch I might catch her. I had somebody in the car with me. I caught two flats on the side they were sitting on. God tried to wait.

My car tried to tell me your pussy. wasn't right. That's why your pussy's ass ain't got a car. Man, I don't think you're going to deserve this shit, man. I don't think you're going to understand that. I do. I do, though. I didn't at first. You know why? I'm going to tell you, I do. Hold on. Let me tell me. That's a thing.

Let me tell you. I got to be gentle with myself. I got to be gentle with myself. Oh, my God. But you want me tell you, my stupid ass did. Came back, parked the car, and then put him in the truck with me, and we got in the truck and drove off. No, he's supposed to get an Uber. You were supposed to be out of my presence. Exactly. Yeah. Two flats on the side he's sitting on.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That was some bought sense. No. I bought that. It took lessons to learn it, though. It took lessons.

Hey, hey, I had to stop letting people ride with me, man. Uh-huh. Stay getting pulled over. Damn. The police can't even see me when I'm by myself. I'm invisible. When I put on these glasses? Yeah.

I'm invisible. But anyway. Yeah. No, but like. This is the thing. Like, the growth is, I'll tell you this, is before they get in the car, you should have known before they got the car.

Bitch, you shouldn't even have been wrong. I shouldn't even have your pussy ass in my own. I shouldn't even have your pussy ass in my presence. You ain't even living how I'm living for real. That's the growth part. But you know, I'm going to be on a lot. I used to operate off batteries. Right.

Yeah, I was a robot. But my thing was, for me, it's like, it's hard because it's every, nobody, there's not a lot of people tapped in. So I'm going to deal with people because I don't want to be alone for a long time. I felt like that. I didn't want to be alone. So I know, and my intuition is telling me, I know you not on my level. I know you not on my frequency. But damn, I want a vibe with someone.

I want to kick it. That's just me being honest. So I'm going to rock with you because if I decide not to fuck with anybody who's not on my frequency, I'm going to be above the circle. I'm going to be too big for the circle. I'm going to be too big for the circle of friends. You know what I'm saying? I get it.

I get it. But that shit be so draining when you got to always think for another motherfucker. It does. Motherfucker don't know they left from their right but won't tell me what they was thinking. Bay, I was just thinking, hold on, babe. Please don't do that. Don't start thinking. Because you don't get paid to do that.

None of your great thinking has got us where we are. Don't even start doing all that. I don't even know why I'm wrong with you. Exactly. And then you get frustrated. I'm supposed to be wrong you. Especially if I wake up in a month. I gave myself to you.

Bax. I know that. You pouring into a bottle cap and you're the water bottle, and they don't even have the capacity to fold everything you pouring. Man. And when it's time to pour it back into you, they only got the bottle cap. Hey, that's it.

And they give me. Give me. Man, give me got shot. I don't want to hear none of your bag. I don't care what's going on in your life. I don't want to interfere with what God is doing in your life right now. Because if I help you out of your situation, I take your karma. I just took your chromatic debt.

Ooh. I can't help you, homie. Ooh, I didn't even. That's a thing. And you want to see how somebody feel about you? Tell them no. Yeah. Have a boundary.

Tell them no. Even that, hey, I love y'all. I'm about to get off this phone. What you're about to do? Get off this phone. When they actually put something to say no. Or don't make excuses for anything. Just be like, no.

And there's no reason. Love should be reciprocated the way that I give it. I love hard. I wear my emotions on my sleeve. I love hard. Everybody see it. But, hey, ain't nobody never going to love you like I love you. I'm a great friend.

I'm just not friendly. I'm a great friend, though. Everybody say that said, them Kevin Gates' hugs be different. What's your sign? I'm the best sign of the world, silly. Let me guess. You know what I am?

What, what you're about to say? You know what I sign? I think he is. Just tell me. Just say it. I think he's a leprra. False. No, I thought he was lebrer like you.

Wait, let me get one more gas. Please give me one more gas. Go ahead. You didn't feel a Libra? What do you feel? Don't overthink it. I'm overthinking it. That's the problem.

I don't know. The slymings are great because once they make a decision, at least they thought about it a thousand times. But what you were about to say? Oh, God, no, because this is, I'm like, what? You're a Scorpio. I love them. They freak it.

They nasty, but I ain't. No, good, because I'm not good. I'm thinking like winter. Yes, so? Aquarius. I was, not the January. I knew I should have said that. You know why you ain't getting Aquarius for me?

I knew I should have said it, though. It was on my heart. I'm a healed Aquarius. It's in the winter? I knew he was in aqueous. I should have said it. I didn't look. I felt winter.

I felt aquarius. And I didn't say it. I second guess myself and I always fuck up when I second guess. You should have your first body. I should have, Stephen. I'm so upset. That's the one thing I didn't look. Oh, big Stephen.

Big Stephen. I should have Stephen. Oh, God. No, I didn't know. I had no. Heaven's snow. I just felt winter. That's all.

I knew it wasn't a query. I know you guys don't believe me when I say this, but I promise this is on everything. I felt it in my soul and I didn't say it. We believe you. What's your saying? Can you guess? No.

Okay, I'm an Ares. Why that reaction? I knew you as an Ares. You knew? Why? They go harder for others than they go for their self. They fire. They're super fiery.

That's the realest thing. That's the realest explanation of an Ares I ever. But once you cross. awesome. It's over. But if you keep it platinum with them from my daughter, I got a 22-year-old daughter, she's

a Ariz. When's her birthday? I don't want one of them days. It's not dead. I can tell you what, even my children, all my children, I know what month they're born in, but I don't subscribe to that. That's my dad too. I don't subscribe to a birthday because that's a, no,

you was only born one time. Now, this is your holy month. I got you for the whole month. I'm a full month. flush you out the whole month. Two of my daughters are areas. Yeah. They're natural-born killers.

Natural. They're born-killers. They're born-warious spirit. Very much warriors. Sorry. My daughter and my son, the second and the four. How many daughters?

I got four. I'm playing with a nickel. I got a five-piece. I want five more. You want five more kids? I got two-22-year-olds. So you got some wrong. I don't mind more.

I'm really a grandpa. because my son he's 22 he got two cheering. I just said that out here, so I don't be calling me if you look and you be, so say, no, grandpa. Grandpa. Okay, Grandpa,

I'm really a grandpa out of you. Yeah, no, I don't have kids yet, but I'm getting a little older, so. No such thing. Yeah. No, that's no such thing. I don't know why people put imaginary time limits and boundaries on their self.

Because they say that your, I don't. eggs start to decline or something. Who said that how they know? You can't judge me off a scare that we're not the same thing. Come on. I'm not, I'm carbon based. This shit different than ammonia based.

It's genetically different. You can say what you want to, but what work for you don't work for me. I love that. I live by that. So somebody that can't go in the sun without sunscreen, man, your opinion don't even matter to me. Man, God don't even fuck with you that much bitch. Your opinion don't matter to me. Come on now.

Like, I'm just saying like people be caring about being liked. I don't give a fuck who don't like me. Like when I date talk to Black Lives Matter, I say, man, I don't really care for niggles like that. I don't care to be wrong with them. Because there's always some bullshit. Well, I'm going to go back to the Black of Mill. Hey, good luck.

Good luck. Why you ain't done nothing? Because you don't want that kind of pressure that's going to get a plan. Man. Because we kill each other all day, talk about each other behind each other back. in and family get together and we gossiping in the kitchen, you just sent me outside and went in the kitchen

and decided to turn into a bitch-ha-ass-nickle when you went in the kitchen. Yeah, Gates, he just, he really, ding, hey, dick. Come on, man, that's all we do. When you look at my comments, the people saying negative shit be niggles. The Black Lives Matter movie, they got mad at me. They said, I told him, hey, listen, I wasn't made for everybody to like. That's real.

I told him, you know what's worse than a niggum? They was like, what? Another one. Oh. We kill each other all day. The, the, uh, every, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the son, I fuck your bitch, I kid, you bust your head, you know, and then we talk about each other behind each other back. And then, soon as a white person killed one of us, y'all should have left him. Y'all should have let him.

Why? So we could kill him. Oh. Oh. That's all. Yeah. Yeah. That's.

Black lives matter. Who do they matter to? Ooh. Even the songs you listen at. You ready to hear about a nigga talking about he going to split a nigga's shit? Because I like that type of shit too. No, I like to hear a nigga get their top popped in a song.

I do. Being honest. But I don't really too much like if I be wrong, niggas, my antennas go up. You be feeling away. No, it's just because of where I've been at. It's because I grew up in them environment. Yeah, for sure.

No, that makes sense. I get it. Yeah. Well, I will say this. Where it happened at the club? You're at the club, a bunch of niggles. This is what, yeah, go down. Where I grew up out.

Shots waking up in the middle of the night. Yeah, so why would I put myself in that situation? Any way I got to be and have a gun, hey, I don't need to be there. God bless me. Now, if you don't feel like, hey, if you don't feel like God bless me, that's cool. But look at my situation and your situation. God bless me, homie. I ain't stupid.

I know what's up. That's real. How are you doing? I'm Stephen Schwartz. Steven Schwartz is bad. I got white neighbors. Guess how many, guess how many conversations I have my neighbors?

Not one. Because I'm a good friend. I'm just not friendly. If they have a package come, I walk it over and set it on that ring their dope, and turn around and leave. I come as I leave. Upright, independent, and fearless.

But I ain't about to sit there and talk with you, because that's fake to me. I don't do all that. I ain't with all. The next thing, you know, you'll be in the house looking around and be in a nigga business. I ain't got time about it. I feel like to hit my grandmother and I'm, baby. You careful who you let come in your house.

That's very true. I'm very particular about that. Be careful who you let come in your house. They'll bring brokenness in your house. That spirit of brokenness. It's the spirit of abundance with me. Yes. That's like sleeping with a broke bitch.

a spirit broken you didn't manifest brokenness in your life damn damn I'm never but I just can't get over the hump man cut the bitch out

watch how your life elevate if it wasn't for me you're right if it wasn't for you I'd be way stronger and in a way better position and way more peaceful that's why I don't even let people

tell me that type of shit man you need to I don't need to do nothing but what God tells me to do Uh-uh. That's real. Kevin, this has been powerful.

It really has. I've learned a lot. I appreciate you. I don't know what I was saying. Hey. You said everything. I hope I said some real shit, though. I know it was the truth, you heard.

The truth after dark. You said some real things and I actually learned a lot. It was really insightful and I appreciate you so much for coming on here, for real. Like, we were super excited to have you here. Like, want to, you know. Hey, I can say this, though. You know how to do you know how. I love you to deal.

You know that. I'm a daffin. You know, you know this. You know, outside of this, I love you to deal. I fuck with you. You're a real nigger homie. You can ask my team, hey, John, do I like people? I can not like people.

I don't even meet another brother I fuck away. Yeah. I don't know what to really expect in this. I know. Don't expect what you don't expect. Yeah, and this has been one of the realest conversations. Yes, sir. And ready, say, go, just saying.

When you know, you know. I know that I know. Yeah, that was. For the honor, y'all. Yes, sir. I'm glad this happened. I appreciate you so much. Glad this happened.

This is the stars aligned tonight, I felt like. Yes, sir. You can feel it. Yeah. For sure. For sure. I love it. Well, I'm glad we can make that happen.

Thank you, Kevin. Thank you, Kevin. Thank you, Stephen. It's been dope. It's been good. Not even if you catch me with my own boy, Stephen. How did you do the cup and open? Take a little racial Kevin.

Your parents are you Schwartz. We say grandma, granddad, all that. Like, okay. Yes. Let's say this. Okay. People tell me, you're not supposed to be honoring your ancestors and shit like that because that's devil worship.

But my grandmother taught me how to clean myself. My grandfather taught me things that I could teach to my children. So me honoring them, I honor them with my actions. I don't go sit down and pray to them. I pray to God. But I honor my ancestors and the people. and the people that came before me with my actions. Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm. That's dope. It's powerful. This was really, this was a lot. This was good. Thank you, Kevin. Are you to close? Yeah, well, thank you everyone for watching.

My energy is just, who, you know, I feel. It's different in the presence of the Lamb of God. For sure. So thank you. You in the presence of the Lamb of God, the energy is going to be different. Right. Yeah, it's powerful. So I hope you guys listen and enjoy.

If you don't, I don't care, but I hope you. Don't give a fuck. Just keeping it real. But I think this was wonderful. And if you really are trying to get to the next level, sometimes you got to listen and I talk so much. So like tap in. Thank you.

Listen and silent are spelled with the same letters. I never knew that. My wife be telling me shit like that. I never knew that. That is good. Listen and silent. Wow. There we go.

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