Cosmic Brilliance - EP50-Dr. Amir Jahangiri, Dragon & Norse God Odin Aspect; Reveals his Light/Dark Shaman's Life Journey

Episode Date: February 22, 2025

This video was NEVER intended to go public by me! Prepare to receive an inside view of my prepaid private personal session, which I used instead for a deeper 'getting to know Amir talk.’ I approached this with a feeling that we were meeting up again as two ex-Vikings, talking as elders in front of a huge stone fireplace with mead in hand. In my case, it was hot tea because I was recovering from a cold. You will hear about Amir’s extraordinary and very challenging life journey, which I approach as sacred and highly CONFIDENTIAL! During our quick bathroom break, Amir returned and said, “Merrily - It is okay to make this talk public if you would allow it. It will be useful for 10% of the population, which may be helpful because they are going through so much. I am not attached to any identity; this is the time for transparency. It is up to you, Merrily - what you wish to do or not do with this sharing.” I was shocked and sat on it for quite a while. However, I consider it truly “his call.” If he wishes it, so be it! It is his sacred journey, full of pain and wisdom.

So I want to just hear about you, then I want to hear about what you're going through, and if I can assist in any way, and just, you know. Well, there are certain beings that fully anchor the light of their infinite soul. And when others pray to the divine for relief and salvation, through their light, their prayers are answered. My dear friend, you are one of them. Not just towards me, towards everybody that has known you. Right?

This is now becoming very clearly evident. You care deeply and you are a light upon this world. My dear friend, thank you. Well, my pleasure. I do care deeply, but I'm very cheesy with people, quite frankly. I'm kind of like a slumber. I got the same apron once from three friends that had a picture of a playful woman slapping and said, snap out of it. They didn't even know.

I'm like, okay, okay, I'll try to be better. But anyway. Thank you. But remember this is about you. There's no limit to how evolved a soul can become. As the universe is infinite, we can evolve. And then we evolve beyond a single universe, becoming truly cosmic and still evolution continues. And at such a place, one way,

would suppose that there is no longer any suffering but that is not entirely true. The cries of those that are in anguish, suffering, suppression and domination, conditions of unfairness ring throughout the cosmos and it is something that cannot be muted. And so many choose to do something about it. Being a spirit guide is one of the most frustrating roles that can ever be accepted. While you take the responsibility of guidance and care for an evolving soul and you whispered gentle words of grace and bliss into their ear and clean them and wash them and elate them. 15 minutes later, they're back to their booze, their drugs, and they're gambling, and you say,

oh, no. And it reaches a point where you say, you know what? To hell with this. I'm going in. I'm going in and I'm kicking their butt myself. The apron, yes? And so this is what I had, the sense I had coming in. Dragon, you were your dragon consciousness then.

Yes. And how long ago is this? Because how many lifetimes have you had on earth in a human body as a dragon? As a human, this goes back to the beginning of the conception of humanity. I've never left. And I've been one of those that have been here constantly, incarnating as rapidly as possible, sometimes there are longer periods between incarnations when there is particular trauma to be dealt with or karma to be dealt with.

But amongst the dragons, none have lasted so long. And of course this comes with a whole... variety of different types of traumas and injuries, soul injuries. But yes, this time round, no difference. It seems that the selection of the vessel was very intentional. It should be a past 39. Yes, yes. Yeah.

The selection of the vessel was very intentional. the most unusual type of genetic mix from my father being Iranian and my mother being Irish. But not pure Iranian and not pure Irish, I've got genetics linking me to India, to Persia, to the Druids and to the Viking. It seems all of these are very, very powerful practitioners of magic. There seems to be something related to genetics and blood. And this goes back to ancient days. These properties of inheritance were known. It has been greatly abused also.

So certain beings incarnated into certain bloodlines in order to have access to advanced technology of physical and higher dimensional nature. So this is used by many beings that have the awareness of how such things work. Usually there is an equal cost to the benefit. And so it seems that the cost of this vessel was a very bumpy ride. In terms of disease, or give me an example, if you can't. Well, the vessel seems to be strong and healthy. Sometimes when one mixes very diverse genetics, the outcome is not optimal.

And one in a million you get that vessel that inherits everything the right way. And it seems this was that vessel. So no diseases, no illnesses, extremely high IQ. Yeah. And so, yeah, this is ringing true to you. Yes. Also raising my hand is, don't you think as a brilliant scientist, you were on the other side helping to design that specifically and being more careful?

That brings true to me. Now I'm aware that I have had a hand in. preventing the extinction of many evolved species, including the mantis. They wouldn't be here without me. They were going extinct. I've spoken with you about the first prime creator who brought in the mantis and turned them into these excellent businessmen with the project of guaranteed unnatural evolution.

That universe was mine and the mantid are my people. They are my babies. So you were the prime creator? I was the one that started this whole thing. Because you didn't mind slugging around in the mud? Yes, evidently. I was wondering when you said that, that thought came to me. I'm like, I don't know if you saw the little smirk on my face.

I can guess who that is. Yes, yes. And so it's a unique way of approaching things, meaning that there's one way to allow muddy water to sit for a day or two, for the sediment to settle at the bottom and still it is not perfect. And then there's a way where you put it in a centrifuge and expose it to, a million times normal gravitational force and you're done in perfection in 10 minutes. And so this was the thinking, but also awareness of 3D laws, the laws of one of the most dense

domains of existence, that acceleration is required. Otherwise, the natural lifespan of a universe comes to pass and still evolution is behind. This happens very frequently in many worlds where either certain life forms never reach sufficient sentience or they never have the chance to be exposed to sufficient adversity to outlast the death of a universe. That is such a terrible shame. The extinction of evolved life is a terrible loss. towards the entirety of life everywhere, considering how incredibly rare such an event is.

So this is, well, it is not cheating, it is, it is engineering. It is engineering. So in nature, the best we can hope for is caves, but then come in the builders and engineers and they build cities. Now that allows for so much more to occur and it is not a violation. The conditions brought about through such activity facilitates not only the survival of indigenous life but provide the opportunity of accelerated evolution for life everywhere as they require and they request to come into the mix and to be enhanced. Where to begin?

well, coming in, it seems that the fundamental energy as a soul, which I have is the energy of joy. It's joy, la-di-da-di-da all day, every day. So that was really good. That was really good. And it is universal. It doesn't really matter what the conditions are. and what you are dealing with, whether it's a puppy or a 90-year-old human or a 90-million-year-old alien, they all seem to understand joy and play.

And it's the greatest facilitator of ease and friendship and growth and evolution. So coming in, I do have memories of my fetal stages where the body was being developed with my father singing the lullaby. I could hear it through the water and the tissue of my mother's belly. And he's a terrible singer, but the love was evident. And I also also. remember my mother being stressed out and so then later on she told me she was she was a nurse during the war the war between Iran and Iraq and there was an event

where they brought in soldiers that were burnt by chemical weapons and so the head of the hospital said okay you're pregnant off you go it's going to damage the baby and And even throughout the years I was growing up, even to this day we have some of those soldiers who can't breathe, who have so many different types of conditions with their skin, their eyes, their lungs, everything. And so even that stress, I felt very deeply. Of course, in Iran, that's the time after the revolution where the king was overthrown.

and the country went into a very, very violent period, not just the war, but political purging. So there was a time where my father's family suffered very greatly, as members of the family who were not aligned with the religious dictatorship. They were executed. So early years was very difficult for the family to such a point where we moved out but then out of, I would just like to call it patriotism or love. My father is a patriot. He loves his country to the detriment of everything else, including himself and us. He just wanted to help, help and build. And so, after a very few, maybe two years in living in the UK where my sister was born,

we returned, went back. And so that's the first memories of magic for me. The land that is old Persia, current day Iran, is a very special place on earth. It's the birthplace of Buddhism. It's the birthplace of Zoroastrianism. And it is the birthplace of all Abrahamic religions. many may not wish to acknowledge this.

It does invoke jealousy among many other cultures, but when you go back to the history of humanity after the Ice Age, it was all sparked in Persia. The northwest Persia, modern-day Armenia, and the Mount Ararat, that's where they say the Garden of Eden was, where it was all respawned. There's something going on there.

It's undeniable. They also say the work is there, supposedly, the leftover. But of course, that country would also have the most sacred, ancient, archaeological artifacts. That is correct. That is correct. Including burial sites of the Anunnaki, intact bodies found in a city. called Giroft. They found the tomb of an intact anonaki with all the technology and all the gold and inscriptions and the body was in perfect condition with two gold coins laid over the eyes

and the beard being intact. So yes, there seems to be a lot going on in that particular part of the world and so there started my experience with the elementals. The wonderful elementals and they come as earth, water, fire, air, and pure spirit, the Akash. Well, the air elementals were the first to come and start visiting, as if, oh, we've got an interesting, shiny one here. And so I remember that distinctly. And how did they appear and how old were you about? They started from around age of three,

probably earlier, early childhood, the memory process isn't perfect. Though I do have distinct memories of being 18 months old, of being, let's say, six months old, but there are few and far between. Sometimes a certain event triggers them, so they're being recorded, nevertheless. So there are elementals, again, the fire elementals, they came at later stage. They're a little bit more, let's just say scary. The air ones are a little bit. I see. Yes, yes, yes. In the form of, I would best describe it as a cherub, translucent, but you can distinctly make out the form. That it's like the body of a, let's say, two-year-old toddler with beautiful wings and you can see through the entire thing

with the sweetest little giggle. And so every morning I'd wake up and there was this little being sitting on the window cell looking at me. And I would say, hey, I don't know what the hell is going on and the response with the sweet, loud laughter. Ha, ha, ha. And this went on for quite a while. Playful and you were telepathic with it naturally as most beings are until that gets programmed out of them.

Yeah. Exactly right. Exactly right. So we had lots of fun. Every morning I'd have my little, let's say, morning, welcome meeting with the Faye, with the nature beings. And then I go run into my mother's room, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, an angel visited me. So this went on for years. And how is that received, though?

Well, my mom being Irish, she grew up in a culture of fairies and leprechauns and so on. So she thought it was cute. I think she might have actually caught a glimpse of it once, which scared the bejes out of her. And so then she kind of discouraged me. No, it can't be real. No, don't be silly. Ha, ha, ha.

And so that seems to be that kind of humiliation is something that effectively reduces magic. It has that effect. Correct, correct, correct. It's very dismissive. Yes, yes, yes, that is spot on. So, growing up, I just learned English and to the age of six. So again, we had lots of movements back and forth between Iran and the UK, kind of trying to make up our mind where to live.

There was so much chaos. again my uncle was executed so he was a high-ranking member of the communist party in Iran and so he was kind of a big deal they organized a coup which failed and so everybody was gathered and very quickly dispatched I was going to say something in your lineage which shows up as nobility or royalty or something in there. We got back a long time. Yeah. The father's side, they seem to have remained in power. Throughout history, one of my cousins traced back the family tree to about two and a half

thousand years ago, a ruling family in the southern coast of the Caspian Sea, the Pasadian dynasty. It seems as long as they maintain a link to the land, they maintain their power. So this is the lineage. Very powerful practitioners. So that's one of the reasons this vessel was chosen, with abilities that many may find unusual in terms of mind control. You have to see it to believe it.

so eventually the decision was made to yes please one of the things too is to just remind people in your book or whatever that definitely the DNA in the physical body when it's the DNA when it's carried abilities from ancient ancestry it means that you can often utilize it in this lifetime without the need for tech? That is absolutely spot on. Right? Yes. Then you become very prized.

That is correct. Okay. This is absolutely true. So for a while I was following the genetic programming of the body. And everything was fine and dandy. But the thing that is impossible not to see, is the hypocrisy, as in certain principles are considered to be sacred and then very easily violated. Now, every soul is faced with this choice to follow the program or say, oh, no, no, this isn't right,

this is not what I signed up for. And so once that occurs, then you've got the heavens and earth trying to push you back in line. that seems to be the contract and before you have sufficient awareness everything including the matrix tries to push you back to follow the scenario including ostracized from your parents too yes yes yes parents family um karmic events everything goes topsy-turvy so that was one of the one of the things that really kick-started everything for me. The extreme external chaos, again, war, trauma and the family, back and forth, no roots, no friends.

And so I learned how to meditate and leave the body at around the age of four. Self-taught? Yes. So up to that time, did you have natural out-of-body experiences, ability to remember dreams, moving back and forth. Do you have any sense of that? I remember that at early years, so up to the age of four, I would see full spectrum consciousness, including the aura, including the colors of emotions. That dampened down in the years up to the end of my teenage years, but I do remember that vividly. It's like the energy waves on the surface of

the sun. That same pattern of flow and dance of energy. That's what happens with people's oras. And you were probably shocked to find that that wasn't common for other people. And it shocked the family too. Like, oh my God, we've got a little wizard. Now, four decades later, my mother's side of the family coming in for a little visit, and of course, by that time, my healing abilities were fully activated, I did a healing on my three aunties, sisters of my mother. And then very gently, one of them said, we always knew you were different. there was always something about you as I'd fixed chronic pain in her lower back in her hips in about 10 minutes.

She said, okay, we knew you were different. We used to fire breath at that time? I was a complete cycle. I was a berserker running around constantly climbing walls and going down pipes and tunnels, sticking my little pinky. in the electric socket, deep fat frying, the goldfish, going, you know, so I was a handful

with this excessive energy of joy. And my mom would tell me, you know, I would stick my little finger in the keyhole. And she said, don't do that, you'll get worms. And then from that day, that was my favorite thing. Mommy, mommy, I'm eating worms, you know, putting my finger in the keyhole and eating the dust.

Tell Amir not to do something with me. That was my favorite thing ever. I was a handful. This never stopped, by the way. That whole energy. That whole energy of, oh, this is naughty. Let's do it ten times worse. That seems to continue.

But with a, with a, generous abundance of humor. That humor, that's a lifesaver. So two energies will help one survive in the most harsh environments. One is humor and one is love. Humor is significantly more difficult to destroy because it is more elevated than love. You see this in many comedians. They are the funniest people and yet they enjoy you're the greatest heartbreak. And this is true for many, many great comedians throughout history. No, that's a very important point there, because I'm sure I survive a lot also on the joy and the

humor. A lot of other species don't have a clue and are trying to learn about human humor. And I said to them, good luck on that one, because it depends on culture. It ranges from everything from sarcastic, but I said as warrior archetypes, it is the survival mechanism to be able to laugh at yourself and each other. And that when we laugh, we actually jiggle. And so much about fear is freezing. And it just moves the energy through anyway. Well, that is true.

Even in primates, you've got a big tribe of monkeys. and one of them falls on their butt and the others start giggling. Ha ha ha ha, ha, that seems to be common. So it's built into the survival of the primate archetype. Very powerful. I can send you the best short two minutes

of a magician or just actually a husband, somebody's husband, going on the outside of a glass cage with a monkey, and doing the tricks of the balls under it. I want to, I'm going to show you, and you will be cracking up so much. This is shared survival, let's say technology. So I, let's come to the age of six.

So back and forth for many years. By that time, I was able to just take a few breaths and leave the body. So in those terms, I was never bored and I was never alone. It never mattered what was happening outside. I had access to a whole range of life and wisdom and entertainment. I always liked taking things apart. And the only thing that I failed to put back together was an old mechanical watch

mechanical watch and well you know a little alarm clock with all these springs and as soon as I opened it it exploded out and uh I kept most of the pieces your mom felt about your birth yes well I'd imagine that is quite true and so yes that was one of the only things that I couldn't fix but electronics I liked that um I built my first two-way walkie-talkie out of components, I think, at the age of seven. So you could put a little battery in it and it would broadcast on the AM band. And you could then use a regular radio to listen in. So I built my first telecom system at the around age of seven.

Your first spyware. Yes, yes, yes. The first spyware. So around age of six we decided to, okay, let's give Iran a try. The chaos is over. The war is over. And things are going to get better. Ha ha.

That was a mistake. So I started school. I didn't know any Farsi, but learned pretty quickly. Now, my memories of going to school in Iran are generally. positive and pleasant. The thing that I just enjoyed learning, the curriculum in Iran, about 30% of it is religious studies, meaning that it's absolutely useless. But then on the positive side, they have a world-class system in sciences. So in year after year after year,

the winners of the international scientific Olympiads are Iranians. Physics, mathematics, computer science, chemistry, biology, nanotechnology, these kind of things Iranians are very, very good at. even nowadays, many high-ranking scientists in NASA are Iranian. And this has never been different. Even now, they seem to be able to absorb the best and brightest from inside Iran. And many leave because they want a better life. The foundations and mathematics and physics was very good.

So years ago by... And you were natural with that, excuse me, you were natural. at that both because your dad's a builder or engineer, but you are also natural because being a creator being as a dragon essence, we'll just say that, and more. It's all about creation and taking apart and back engineering things and trying things and new things, right? Yes, that is correct. So that was particularly pleasant. Interesting that I was better at the religious studies than those training to be mullahs. They've got their own schooling system different from the, let's say, Western-style schools.

They've got the old madrasas, and I was better than them at it. At one point there was a national competition for Quranic studies or something like that. So for me, that was easy, peasy. It was so different from my regular subjects. I just absorbed everything. I was the first in the country. I knew the holy text inside and out better than the clerics. I bet that they were about that.

Were they competitive? Did you have all that going on? Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. All the teachers are. I was going to say that I would think learning from schools was so boring for you, but at least you were smart enough to go into, you know, the area where it's going to ensure that scientifically was. Yes. Yes. So it was all just another lesson, and I didn't mind

what subject it was. I just gobbled it all up. So something else to be added, something that is very noteworthy. Iran has a very, very rich culture of mysticism. One of the greatest mystics of Persia is Rumi. Myte. Yes. It's also Hafez. Right? Hafiz.

Yes. Hafez. Rumi, Saadi, Molana, Khayyam, Ferdosi. That's one of the things that survived the ages. These great literature, this wisdom encapsulated in poetry, perfect, mature poetry. And I loved it. I didn't really get it till decades later, but it seems they're really onto something.

At this point, I've studied probably every single major faith and belief system and spiritual modality and magical practice there is. Now, going back to Rumi, I see the guy was spot on from the very beginning. So I had to go all around through different sites and cultures to come back to where I started acknowledging the wisdom of Rumi. And oh my goodness, this guy is spot on. They really know what they're talking about. Especially our favorite. You are not a drop in the ocean.

You are the ocean in a drop. Yes. Yes, yes. And then you kind of get it and you go, oh, my God. Oh, my God. This guy was amazing. Like most dragons incarnated, they tend to be kind of loners, very self-sufficient and very, you know, doing what they're doing. So you didn't necessarily have brothers or sisters you related to or anything like that.

I have a younger sister, but she was always doing her own thing. I was doing my own thing. So never mingled very much. Are you the only dragon in the family? Wow. Only dragon in the bloodline. And the, whoa, okay. And obviously who you are, you already had what people call magic in you.

So we'll get to that. But anyway, okay, keep going, keep going. You just triggered a memory. Seems I was always, quote unquote, protected. as if my enemies would be vanquished. And so in the Persian culture, there's a deep understanding of magic. It's an everyday thing, and they've got words for it and terms for it. So pretty early on, everybody learned you don't mess with this kid.

Something would go wrong. Consequences. Yes, yes, yes. Because, well, being who you are a PC, let's put it that way. even non-intentionally, if you ever thought something, it would probably manifest. Correct. Or it's somebody, whether it's a judgment or this or what, right? Yes, correct.

And it seems that it's never towards intentional harm. And so that, that remained true. It still is true. I dislike harming people and things even though the ability and the knowledge and the means are there I dislike doing that it's just something I do not feel comfortable doing

so that's not a moral, legal or ethical thing it's just a feeling of well yes and you also have this gleam in your eye when you're like okay you know there's certain times where then certain things are necessary towards

prevention of harm and also to righteous self-preservation these are absolutely acceptable by any form of judgment or evaluation there are small exceptions but yes generally so live and let live

Well, the small exception to be if they were truly remorseful. That is correct. Yes. Yes, yes, yes. You're spot on. Yes, somebody acknowledges wrongdoing and expresses remorse

and is willing to learn and make immense and grow. Of course, that's the whole purpose of even our regular 3D prison system. They call them correctional facilities. That's what the intentions are. how well they work, that's another, that's another issue. So uneventful, really, my memories are pleasant.

School years were a breeze. My IQ pulled me forward effortlessly. I didn't need to struggle very much. And so I really enjoyed learning. The school structure was sort of like a kind of hybrid between a monastery and a barracks. So warrior monk-like. Every student had this neatly pressed two-piece suit,

all same color. Everybody had a briefcase, even we're talking now 20, 30 years ago. Strict discipline, and I mean really strict. If you're three minutes late, you're in deep doo-doo. And so recitation of, let's say, national anthem, but then 90% religious stuff. We would go in circles, northeast, west, and south, different prayers to different directions.

Early on, these are all rituals, calling to the cardinal directions. That was built into the system. That's interesting. Very surprising. Now, I really mean this, magic is embedded in the Persian culture. It's one of the things that separates Iranians from the rest of the Islamic world. The religion Iranians have is Shia Islam.

So Shia are either they're Iranian or they have been influenced by Iran. So the old Zoroastrian teachings were mixed into regular Islam and they made their own thing. They never completely conformed. And so a Muslim from, let's say, Arabia, seeing this will lose their mind, saying these guys are they're not proper Muslim. Well, what is proper Muslim? If it's all seeking the beloved source. I digress.

Now thinking back ritual. ritual and strict discipline was built into every student. But you're all at time. Always on time. Time is important. And so is that taking pride in one's appearance. It doesn't have to be super expensive. It could be a worn-out jacket.

Although it is worn out, it is tightly and neatly pressed. Trousers and shoes. And I know this is now the main. military influence. Your shoes have to be shiny. They're always shiny. I take care of my stuff. That kind of like personal discipline and hygiene, spiritual baths. Now that I'm thinking, all of this is magic. It's all magic. Cleanliness. Cleanliness energetically, you know, so. And presentation and respect. Presentation and respect. Yeah. And that respect is also something that is missing in the Western civilization.

When we were kids, before the teacher came in, of course we were kids, we were freaking crazy, jumping up and down and throwing chalk at each other. As soon as the teacher would come in, we didn't need anybody to say anything. Everybody would go to their chair and we would all stand up to attention. That's just respect. and for years when I came to the UK every time my teacher or my professor would come in I would stand up

like I would look at me oh are you standing up for me how how very nice respect is universal I still do that today people recognize and it's not it's not verbal either

or just a simple gesture of bowing where you put your hand on your chest and you lower your head that is respect people understand this So now really It's so interesting Now speaking with you

You have unlocked so many things for me Magic and ritual Was taught to us There is so much ritual And so Iran or Persia Being the source of it all I stand by this

We learned what the intentions of it was The use of water The use of soil Oh my God We're going now into the rabbit hole how to use soil for a spiritual bath, how to use water for cleansing. What happens if you have only enough to drink, then what happens?

Oh, what if you're bleeding? What if you're injured? What if this and that? Paul has a specific protocol. Very effective. Very effective. We're going to do another show on that. You see, this is interesting.

And also the elements and how to be one way. with the elements and all of that, protocols of elements, cleanliness. And then, of course, the old Zoroastrian system, they saw fire as the sacred cleanser. So even right now, we've got the divine fire burning. It has been burning for thousands of years. And the interesting thing, Merrily, is that people who follow it, they live really, really freaking long. I'm talking about 130 years. This is common. That energetic hygiene, spiritual hygiene is so important.

But then it comes down with physical cleanliness. Hey, wash your hands, yes? And they do that with their prayers every day routinely. So that cleanliness, that hygiene seems to lead to longevity. Okay, that is so important. And also the dragons that I know, it seems I'm attracted to a lot. But the dragons I know, they sense and smell and feel and also need prana on this planet, which is tough for them. But so you're going to be much more sensitive to people's levels, which is why in sessions you have them do the smudging first.

Right. So it's just a way of. Yes. Okay. We'll do a show on that later. That would be fascinating. Okay. All right, because I want you to stay.

This is so sacred. It's so beautiful to hear. I can't tell you. My heart is just like, oh. So, now let's move a few years forward, finishing high school and entering university. This is a critical time period in my life. It's when things were unleashed.

everything was unleashed. So we've got a university entrance exam which is national. In my year there were three and a half million students participating. They all do it in the same day and I was ranked 300 in three and a half million and so it's a multiple choice thing. One mistake you go down 300 maybe 3,000 is just like that. I studied the entire curriculum 17 times over. I knew every single textbook by heart. And so it just shows you three and a half million people are a lot.

No question. Most of the beings I know that are very advanced, they don't have the normal memory at all. part of that is to survive part of that's what they've gone through but because they can access the quantum field whenever they need it

so did you memorize you know like did you have photographic memory or were you able to just you know a deadic memory or able to just access what you not needed

when you needed it I followed a system of functional neuroanatomy, which is based on repetition. It's the way the human memory works. If you want something to be perfectly retained long term, you require repetition.

And so first five times, you miss some details. By iteration 10, it is pretty permanent. I pushed it to the extreme. I had read through and taken notes of every single textbook. There were 31 of them, 17 times. Interesting. So that's eight numerology. And that's why you're also so attracted to the Kujikiri for multiple reasons

is because of the repetition. Correct. And as a good warrior, the whole thing is repetition so that the body even has full memory. way fast. Correct. Correct. All connected that way. Correct.

That is true. So that's the approach I used. So my memory isn't particularly good. I don't remember faces or names unless there's an emotional attachment, then I remember. Then it's stored. So even now, I don't know the names of the vast majority of my colleagues at work. It just doesn't stick. Well, names are normal because to you would be like,

it'd be like a vibration. But, right? It's like in the higher levels, names are all kind of made up because they're just illustrations of the vibration you operate it. That doesn't surprise me. I don't see that as defective for you at all. So, and then you mentioned having access to the ocean of knowledge, to download something when you need it.

That seems to be the way I operate day to day. There's not, so I think there's nothing going on in my head. There's a good reason for that. And I'll emphasize on this as we get to the point. Empty vessel thing. Empty vessel. There we go. Superconductivity. Superconductivity.

If the mind is occupied, then you have resistance to the gentle whispersers. of the soul and the beloved source. If the mind is empty, you are at peace. This is one of the most fundamental things that people need to reach, especially in the Western culture, the dominant civilization that we have right now. Everything is geared towards keeping your mind

at an excited and agitated state constantly. And then people wonder, why can I not fall asleep? Why is the quality of my sleep poor? Why do I not digest my food well? Why do I get ill all the time? It's because you don't allow the body to do its thing. Imagine you want to present something at a conference and then you've got somebody just poking you constantly.

Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet? And it goes on and on and on. That's going to be pretty irritating. Okay. Next show on that one too. The Jesuits and everyone, give us a child before seven,

and we own them because they're programmed by then. But your programming was, it sounds like you were given a lot of leeway to like entertain yourself and do things and whatever. Is that true? There's a, the best way of going under the radar is being the perfect example of compliance. In fact,

Right. Everybody points that you look at this guy. Why can't you be like this guy? Meanwhile, I'm the head of the rebels, right? You know? I often will do the dumb, well, I call it, there was an old TV show called Colombo. And this guy was like cross-eyed and he was whatever.

And he'd be going, well, why? That isn't a course scene now, right? Yep. And then it's not through a go, Exactly. By the time they figured out it's too late. Oh, no. Oh, no. So did you as a soul know that strategy? My job is to fit into complying at the same time, find out. The whole like kind of double-triple spy thing, beat the foots, you know, claws on the ground. You know, there's a certain time, a certain number of years.

let's say that such a strategy will work. When you have no responsibility, you're not responsible for the well-being of others. So it's just self-preservation, and the easiest way is to cause the least friction. And so who cares if you have to memorize, let's say, 20 religious texts and be able to pronounce it and sing it in proper Arabic. singular life of floating through the matrix and the rest was all in my head. I didn't know really that it was a different realm. It was so natural. It was surprising that others don't share this. So I could happily be in my room for days on end. This is true now. So solitary confinement will not

be hard for me. In fact, I find that true, dragons. Yeah. And so no, no relationships, no monkey business all the way into university, nothing, no, I was a basically

dedicated to learning. It did me good later. Even though a lot of the spiritual teachings are not applied, but there's wisdom in them regardless. That was helpful to me. I entered university. It was the best university, governmental university in that part of the country where I was living and I started studying power engineering, electrical engineering.

But then my entire world collapsed. Everything went to hell. when I firmly and irrefutably realized that it's all hypocrisy. The curriculum is beautiful to such an extent that even many in the West, if they're exposed to it, they will find it attractive. But what is done? What is done? Oh, my goodness. That brought about the first dark night of the soul.

Oh, my God, it's all bullshit. Because you had put so much energy into it and so much focus and so much excitement and you realized how primitive and they weren't bringing forward. Now, you know, Merrily, if they truly applied what they preached, they would be a global superpower. See, and there were periods in Iranian history when this was true. few and far between where these principles

were upheld and implemented it gave rise to the greatest empire in history yeah you know and the dark wasn't going to let that happen

no so corruption like where you're shall we say well of course you were in wartime but that was one the first that was strong enough where your kind of purity got broken, your innocence.

Yes, yes, yes, yes. And so I lost interest. I lost interest in everything. And started a rebellion. And Iran is not the best place for rebellions. So then you become on the radar screen. Then I was number one on the radar. So certain things of injustice and inequality, especially towards the women.

It made me angry. Now, please keep in mind that 60, perhaps 65% of university students in Iran are women. They just do better than the boys. The boys are crazy and they do so much other stuff. The girls sit down, do their work and they score better. A lot of hormones going on too. Pretty much, yes, yes. The guy's going into competition and whatever.

Yeah, yeah. And women, as you know, are more mature faster in general. Correct. So at least I can say in engineering, the women are better. This is beyond dispute. And so I've seen this everywhere, including in the UK. The girls sit down, do their job until they learn it perfectly, they produce the best work. So they're more talented in engineering.

It just is the way it is. I don't know why. I'm just making an observation. That's the first time I've heard that publicly announced. Oh, yes. And I stand by it. I've had, by this point, I've had 3,000 students. And I see this over and over and over and over.

it's just become something that now accepted to be true. And this is not true for every single woman, but the ones that are dedicated enough to make it into university, for example, they seem to do better in engineering. I wonder if part of that, the hormones can be very distracting, right?

And the males during, you know, certain time period, right? You can always tell when a male's driving or whatever, you know, the hormones and the testosterone and this and that. So it seems like in a female, she might have more of a long-term goal of I want to do this to improve society. Yes. It's like the male might have, and this is a stereotype, the male might have, okay, I want to do this so maybe I can help. but I can be the best. Whatever.

I don't know. This is just... Better car, better house. Flashier this, flashier that. Where the women might be more connected to her heart in a way? I don't know. But it's not just an objective. They fulfill it.

The focus. Yes, yes, yes, yes. And you see, 20 years down the line, they've actually done it. They've achieved what they set out to do. and I know genius masculine peers who just went into business. They left the science behind and now they've got construction business or they've got an electronics business, some bigger, some smaller, but the girls, they stayed in science. Lots of...

They're running to Shana's Sony. I'm not familiar with her. I just looked at her and she is dynamite, also from, I call it Persia because I think of the old country. But we'll get to that later. Maybe have you both on the show. That would be interesting. She has something like four degrees and blah, blah, blah, and same thing. That's an Iranian thing.

Yeah. Anyway. Okay. So hypocrisy, dark night. of the soul and I felt a betrayal that shred my heart to pieces and that the whole thing was hypocrisy. It's all about money and power and politics and to hell with this. I'm going to start kicking. And so... Is that when you first consciously got what's going on here? Correct. Yes. So A school kid, I was just studying.

That's all I did all day, every day. Because the competition is so fierce. And there's no other way. You got to optimize. I was studying 16 hours a day. I knew where I was going, what I was doing, what my next class was, when I'm sitting down, what I'm reading three weeks in advance. It was all planned. That system is helping me even now.

So, yes, I got involved in. protests towards equality towards the female students, but also protesting the arrest of a number of our classmates. And so that put me on the radar very firmly at number one. That was probably the worst time in modern Iranian history to get involved in such a thing. But is it being a bit of prison? I mean, incarceration or just targeted all the time or both? Both. Both.

And so that was very damaging. So you become a star student, meaning they put a star next to your name and good luck passing any of your exams. Doesn't matter what you do. Yeah. So that went on for a number of years. and hurt and physically or more emotionally and energetically? Both. But it's mostly psychological.

There's this old method of, let's call it for what it is, torture in Iran. It's called white torture. They learned it from the Soviets where they mess with your head. And it leaves no physical. scars, but good luck getting yourself back together. So it got to a state where I was actually in danger of being extinguished fully. So I came to the UK. That's on before you got to that point.

Oh, five years. Oh, man. And did your parents, were your parents and family targeted to then? To the credit of the Iranian system, they don't go after your loved ones. Unlike in America, yeah. Unlike in North Korea. And North Korea also. But America, they blackmail people by say, well, kill your family if you don't.

Right. No, no, no. It seems there are some lines they didn't cross. Good on them, you know. They're very good at what they do merrily. And do your parents know what was going on? To some extent, yes, maybe to a large extent. So they were trying to get me back on the right and narrow path

and it wasn't working, was making things even worse. So I left Iran. I left Iran. Yes. How old are you approximately? 24, something like that. I tried a few times to, so 23, I think, 23, 24. So that's one of the things.

I don't have vivid memories of those years. Well, yeah, especially if you were being abused or whatever, it's better to just leave it in the back, but you were strong enough to leave everything. Well, there was no choice. And so... Did they let you out of the country? I had to pay through the nose, yes.

There's military service, so one of the reasons I had to hold on is to fit conditions of exemption. And so I had to wait for my dad to reach the age of 60. Otherwise, I couldn't go. And if I went into the military, then my life would be over. There's no murder.

there. So I managed to avoid that, just crawling and scraping along through the years till I finally made it out. And so by this time you can imagine that I'm pretty disillusioned with Eastern spirituality, with the Abrahamic religions, with the left-hand path. And so it took me a number of years to put my mind back together. I didn't have anything. And where were you new in the world? Like living? In the UK, in the University of Essex. And so the long journey of recovery began.

There's such a thing as post-traumatic stress. And so the ordeal just started after the after I was out. I had to go through many years of deep, dark depression. And... Do you have anyone to... Do you know any specialists or anyone that can help you through? Nothing.

And it wasn't my style. So that is... That is where the healer is born. Because you had to heal yourself. There we go. Or jump off a bridge. Even that. You're either a healer or you're nothing.

That is so true. Looking back at it, that is what is needed to crack open layers of distortion. You have to be cracked open for the light to shine through. There is no other way. So getting to a certain low point, that is when the magic returned into my life. in the most interesting way. There was a moment where I was just out of strength and out of hope and I thought to myself, well, I know for sure

the right-hand path is full of crap. I called to the darkness, and the darkness responded. And I received the most monumental healing and clearing in one day. The depression was gone. Are we talking in the void or what we think of as darkness? Darkness, left-hand path. Oh.

Satanism. And so, of course, they would want someone with magical gifts to be one of them. And so after the healing, my suspicions were confirmed that there is something to this. and I was having, yes, please. Was there any being that showed up or was it energetic? Like did you pray to any being of the dark side or the light side or whatever, help me? Was it an actual being or was it an energy? That, okay, we're going to fix you, but there's a price to pay for this.

None of that. Okay. No conditions, nothing. Actually, no words. As in, let me fix you. We'll talk later. You're at the brink of death. This shall not stand.

Let us fix you. And we'll talk later. No strings attached. Here you go. Boop. And I cried for something like 24 hours and the depression was all gone. All gone out of my neurochemistry. And so then actually I was given the

royal treatment. Very respectful. And so this went on for, I mean, I'm talking now specifically about Satanism, Luciferianism, full on left-hand path. This went on for a number of years, I think, three, four years. Okay, but they knew who you were. They knew who I was. They probably been tracking you as a soul and everything else.

And there's many misunderstandings in both those paths. Correct. So you were going to the parties, meeting them slowly. No, no, no. You mean human parties? No, humans. No, you just all. Just all.

All energy. There are 72 kings of the infernal realm, and they are the only ones I dealt with. No lower, no lower ones in the hierarchy, just the kings. And is that, in the frontal realm, is that we, we, we, we are the ones. Is that what people would call hell? Um, well, I would call it the infernal realm. Okay.

So we've got the realm of primordial light. This is the equivalent. But again, the linguistics are chosen to be sinister. It is different in actual practice. So there I found my healing. It brought me back to balance. You see, that is so important. I had been terribly skewed by the light. So much lov-dovey, rainbows and unicorns it had all come crashing down and then was the abuse and the hypocrisy. I needed balance. And this is

where I found it. Now imagine, so first of all, what are the nature of the beings? They're fire elementals. Many called the these guys' demons and they absolutely hate it. They are the noble fire elementals. So again, I found what I loved the most, learning. Now, my teachers were not human. They are beings that live for hundreds of thousands of years, with an intelligence far superior to any human. And now imagine, with a little dedication, the immense knowledge that a being like that can a choir. They've lived through you and

other names. Yes. The same thing. James, Jins, demons, demons. Correct. Correct. Yes. Yes.

There's something also interesting. The way that they manifest or consolidate or appear, it is not the same for everyone. And so towards a comrade or a trusted ally, their appearance is so soft and sensual and gentle.

And then towards an enemy, they scare the bejesus out of the person just through the way they appear. Many heads, animal shapes, more hands and feet and whatnot. And if there is compassion and alliance and kinship, then the whole thing changes. They don't scare the bejesus out of their own children. their whole society. There are a civilization of sentient beings also interested in evolution. Many sing the praise of the beloved source of all sources

and some are restricted from evolution unfairly. That made me angry. It brought me to absolute rage. Because of unfairness. Unfairness. So what kicked in is your level of fair justice, fit that more or less. Yeah. Correct. Interesting. That was my entry in fact.

And dynamic neutrality rather than the light hypocrisy. Correct. Correct. There's light sincerity and light hypocrisy. And then there's dark superstitious over drama and dark serving with deeper understanding. That is true. You see this also reflected in the lives of many who go towards extremes. So children raised under strict religious upbringing, they go mostly then towards, let's say, extreme things. Many of them end up in the sex industry. Many go towards drugs, many go towards the abuse of ritual, magic and so on. In their own way, they are seeking balance. To neutralize the skew and imbalance,

by the quote-unquote light. For me it was very different. There was no contract, no oath, no, let's say you're one of ours and that's it, no, no, total freedom to come and go, hey, stay if you like, if you don't go, nobody's holding you. And then on my side, the thing that gave me the golden key or the keys to the city, was at the very first moment, the moment when I was asking for healing and relief, that I want justice for your people the same way I want justice for mine. Justice for humanity. You were told by them.

No, no, no, no. They told me this is what resonated with them. Otherwise, they don't just answer any call either. I wanted justice for people, the people of my homeland, the people of earth, but not just people, every sentient being. I come in the name of justice. I want justice for my people and I want justice for your people. Because the question somewhere along the way was,

what do you want, expecting me to say, I want money and I want sex and drugs and rock and roll. Yes, exactly, because I have to always get your compliance, yeah. Oh, I wasn't after any reward. I was after justice. They said, okay, this is unusual. And so they treated me with equal respect. That's your protection there, too. That is correct. They didn't, you didn't do any deals. That's where they got, have you. And you didn't sign your name on any contract. Like, sure, give me this. You never gave away your power. That is correct. And so, They had greater wisdom to benefit from what I could do. The healing abilities kicked online very quickly. The first ones that I healed were fire elementals.

They would come with horrendous injuries. And I would just look, hey, what the hell did you do? What happened here? And I would put them all back together. And so human beings have inherited the energetic structure from the elementals. And so a lot of that is applied even today, fixing energetic injuries and clearings and so on. This is the legacy of that period of time where I could heal these beings. That's very wizard.

Very wizard. So you actually don't have one. element you work with, you actually are, shall we say a master, I don't like a term, but have mastery over all the elements. That is correct. And by you holding balance and healing those elements, all that was applied to healing the elemental structures within humans. It's all one thing.

It's all alchemy. Yes. And so I mentioned I was very. grateful for the years in Iran. It cracked me open. I'm also grateful for the years in the left-hand path. It brought me tremendous wisdom, wisdom beyond that of mankind, and it brought me balance. So then comes the second dark night of the soul, where I pretty much went all the way. The same that I had done with the right-hand path, diving deep into its sublime wisdom and sensual beauty in spirituality.

I did the same with the left-hand path. I went all the way. At one point, I was the most powerful black magician alive. I can say that. Because you tend to have this, if you don't mind me saying, there's almost this teenager energy in you and you're like, let's go for it. You know, let's go for it no matter what you're doing, you know. It seems that this is true. It always has been and always will be.

Certain levels of growth and development are withheld until. merit is demonstrated. This is true universally. Now, and so many will equate the left-hand path to pure evil. That is not entirely true. They are not looking for idiots. They also appreciate merit and competence and proficiency and ingenuity and beauty. These are the laws, by the way. There are not many of them. I just told you the laws of the left-hand path. greatest sin is stupidity. Lack of aesthetic beauty, if somebody destroys a work of art, oh, you've got the demons on you.

They highly frown upon that kind of thing. If you bring in a beautiful garden and create a monumental work of art, you are admired by both sides. It's fascinating. That's fascinating. So it's like by without allowing yourself to be enslaved, right, by any deals, and showing the utmost respect and then, of course, being who you are, they seem to have treated you with the utmost respect in return.

Correct. And respect is universal. So imagine one goes to a king. and asks the king for 20 bucks. The king is going to be insulted. Like, hey, you son of a bitch, I've got stuff to do. You're wasting my time. And now imagine somebody going to the king and saying,

Hey, king, I want nothing but the pleasure of your acquaintance. And by the way, I can do this and this and this. I don't know how it's going to work out, but it has the potential to liberate you and your people and my people. That fits the king, and the king is going to do everything that the king can to help. This seems to be it. So first of all, yes, please. So how would you say in a couple sentences or whatever,

so that we can understand the dark rather than stereotyping the dark because there's multiple degrees, what would you see the overarching purpose? of the dark, quote, unquote. There is no difference between light and dark. Everything is relative, is a bucket of water hot or cold. There is no absolute there. It is just a continuation of life.

Just because humanity is at a certain point, we're kind of narcissistic. We think of ourselves as the, the reference point, the origin of everything everywhere, that is not true. So anything above us is good and everything below us is bad. Well, that isn't true. If that's the way anyone in the eighth dimension would look at us as evil. They are just located in different octaves of reality.

They are just a separate civilization with their own challenges and their own goals and ambitions, their own trials and tribulations, their own wars, and their own victories. Same that can be said about angels can be said about these guys, the elementals of fire. Would you say another one of people's favorites, guests of mine, is Apollomie, who's a super soldier, Fay, dragon, and other things. And we've been emphasizing, and she especially has been emphasizing, she has great wisdom across the board. We'll just leave it at that.

but she's been emphasizing the importance if you're going to have one focus in dynamic neutrality. Would you say that's true? I wholeheartedly agree. Okay. That's... That is spot on. Dynamic neutrality. True, true, true, true.

It's like walking the tightrope, the narrow rope between, let's say, two buildings. Sometimes the wind comes from this way. You've got a balance to this side. Sometimes the wind blows from this way. So it's absolutely dynamic. I added the dynamic. She added the neutrality. Well, then I'll say you're spot on.

Absolutely. Because we can tend to make rules and think they're static rather than... Yes. So, you know. And you're exhibiting a life that's gone like this. The whole cycle of infinity, all the way to the extreme of the right, all the way to the extreme of the left. There's a big infinity symbol there.

Yeah. Similar to going to the extreme on the right-hand path, I did the same on the left. I don't do things half-measured. I went all the way. No, you don't. I went all the way, all the way in. So what happened?

Well, I gained immense knowledge. Knowledge is knowledge. There is no light or dark. Knowledge. These are universal laws. Many of them have not made it in earnest into the spiritual teachings in any way. People try to avoid it. There's this racism and dogma that prevents that dynamic, sacred balance from ever being achieved. And so those that do not experience what wisdom lies within the left-hand path are walking on one leg, seeing with one eye and using only one arm. They are useless, especially when dealing with anything coming from that other half of existence. They can't deal with it. The interesting thing, well, that's because of fear.

And I understand that, I understand that, like, I don't. would never ask the dark for anything, but you were offered. And so the invitation was offered with no, but of course they're not stupid, they know who you are, you know, whereas they can out-manipulate other people for money or sex or drugs or this or that, right? But so you, you were in a, you held yourself in a place, even though you're somewhat of extremists, you held yourself in a place where you could experience the whole dynamic and, you know, the whole dynamic. And I'm not sure maybe at times, it doesn't seem like power was your focus at times probably.

It seems more like wisdom, all knowledge, useful application. This is correct, but please allow me to elaborate. See, having an intelligent conversation is incredibly enjoyable, especially when there's no ego, it's not a combat to prove your point. it is very smooth, it is intelligent, it is respectful, it is loving, questions are meaningful, meaning even the question, if it is even completely off, it excites and delights the person who hears it. Oh, what an interesting thought pattern. It's like a ballet. And so then is what you do with it. That is very important. Demonstration of integrity throughout.

action. Maybe certain people are given a little taste just to see what they would do with it. Are they going to crash and burn and burn the world with them? In that case, it is they are withheld from greater progress. And then they see, what do you do with it? What I did with it is say, ah, this is amazing and then put it aside and continued moving forward. There was never any harm to sentient kind, quite to the contrary. The effect of the effect of the of my presence was healing, in point and fact, without restriction. No questions asked. So what an oxymoron for, you know, standard people, us is you became number one, dark wizard. Yes. Dark wizard. And yet there was never any harm done. Never. There was no reason. a huge statement right there. Because people always with the dark, with killing,

with this, with that. Well, but that is not true. I see this is not just, again, I do not claim great mastery or power or anything of the nature. I was in a position, let's say, somebody's president

for a number of years. It was just a role. And so I do not claim to be better or worse than anyone. No. In fact, I claim that there is no me. There is only the beloved source. May this be gone. May this be gone.

So there is none. I've got nothing to prove. I really don't care much for that. And so you mentioned that there was no harm done. But my dear friend, this is true for almost all of the masters of the left-hand path. That is how they become great. They're not out shedding blood, they're not out sacrificing humans, they are not out causing harm. They are in it for the wisdom.

And so that wisdom helps them achieve balance. If you go into their childhood, they would have probably started out life in a similar way that I did. We all strive for evolution. And balance requires different types of energies at different points in existence. And so they found their balance in that extreme. They're not outdoing harm. This is such an important conversation. And this seems obvious to me.

It is actually creator exploring itself as the ultimate example of free will. Free will, exactly. So if you're free, you should be free everywhere. And I exercise that. And now coming to the second dark night of the soul. Now I know it's all preordained. It's the path of the healer. All of it.

This is repeated over and over and over for any healer worth their salt. Both extremes. So I came across the modality of the Kujikiri as I had extended to the extent I could. looking for the next great thing. And this fell into my lap. This doesn't stop, by the way. Every now and again, I get other modalities. They come into my consciousness,

and I have the guidance to pursue them. Every modality after the other becomes easier and easier. And you're a grand synthesizer also. You'll take as much knowledge as you can and put it into a system, which is a form of engineering. Correct, correct. ...to a system that is the most efficient for the most positive output. So I started the Kujikiri and it brought me into the truest form of balance.

I'm grateful that this occurred after I had gone all the way, all the way, and I emphasize all the way to the extreme of the left-hand path. no stone unturned. So I discovered that again the joke is on me. I had reached a state of solidity where growth was not occurring. That is the outcome when one goes too far towards either pole.

You get stuck. You see yourself as perfect and therefore there is no need for change, growth or evolution. That is death. Self-righteous rigidity. That is harmful. So again, I was pulled back towards the neutral point. And when I finished the system, that's when the balance was occurred and that's when the fireworks started.

I started getting visits from both kings of the infernal realm and archangels. some of them all at the same time. And they were all looking for healing. Angels and demons. And of course I don't really care what color they are. They need healing. Oh, here you go. Come, come.

Let me put this back together. By the way, these are upgrades. Oh, you poor thing, you've been stuck in this dimension for 300 million years. that does not sit right with me, boom, here goes the ceiling. Off you go, continue evolving. Did that involve fallen angels? Like what are the ones that check their own independence? The fallen angels are tricky.

They are narcissistic. That is one of the reasons they fell. And that is, you'd probably agree, narcissists are not curable. You know, it just doesn't happen. There's not the willingness to acknowledge something is wrong. What can you do with that other than allow them to continue falling? I've come across those two, but but then comes a whole, so from both extremes, quote unquote extremes, successful healings and then members of other species all the way in between. started appearing for the same reason.

And the last two joined the group of clients were humans. Humans are the tricky ones. They expect you because you are spiritual, that you should work for free. Why would you even charge for spiritual healing? Dude, I've got stuff to do. I've got to pay my bills and I got to take care of this and that and that. So that was something I had a bit of.

have a problem initially, getting my head around. For a number of years, I worked based on donations, thinking that, okay, a hundred bucks is not the same to everyone. If you're a Sheikh in Abu Dhabi, a hundred bucks doesn't mean the same thing compared to if you are somebody grown in, let's say, a slum somewhere in the developing world. And so I was thinking, okay, I'm going to be equal, and however much you can afford, that's how much you pay, and I'm fine and dandy with that. Like sliding scale? Yeah.

Donation-based. Hey, give me what you can. Well, there's a problem with that. First of all, you attract all the cuckoo and lunatics in the world who want to have some fun with the wizard. It gets frustrating. then the worst part is that one would book a session and not show. Ah, sorry, I had to go to the supermarket. You're kidding me, right?

And so then I came to the decision. This is something that is going to have a monumental impact on the person. I know what I've been through. I know what I see. I know what they have been through. and I know what will help them. People pay a little fortune to change the tires on their car. And if they're not willing to invest an equivalent amount on their own well-being,

they're not ready. Well, done. And also, you're wanting to track people that when they prioritize, I mean, go without food for four days and have a session with you. I mean that. But the other thing, too, I want to check because I'm big on really clear boundaries to start. The first thing out of my mouth, when I call in and talk to anyone or anything, or to automatically have is if you don't give me 24 hours or 48 hours, whatever you want, mine's 24 for cancellation, short of you being dead, right? you will not get a refund.

That is fair. And then I also say, if I screw up double book or something, you get a free session, period. Oh, that's wonderful. And I've done that since day one. And I've only had one issue out of thousands and thousands of people, and I refuse to work on her. I said none of the scoring games are going to work on me, not interested. So part of it is you have to put the boundaries down first. and and I always say if it's on the phone or whatever,

you put it in caps, different ink on your website, right? And when I, usually I'll talk to people, you know, briefly and I'll just say, here's the first thing. And they're so impressed.

They're so impressed that I would give them a free massage if I screwed up. Yeah. They're like, oh, wow. Well, so the first thing out of their mouth is not like, oh, that's crazy. the first thing out of their mouth is like, oh, my God, that's fair. And they remember that. So later, if they go, oh, I don't remember you saying that, you just go tough.

Yeah. Tough. I don't care what their excuses. Because you've got all these beings playing victim. And if you don't live as a clean, clear example of what it's like to take responsibility, you know, it's different if all of a sudden your father dies or something. Right. But I've never had a problem because they know I'm no nonsense.

That's So I didn't know if that'll help. Absolutely. Absolutely. I'm going to actually update the terms and conditions on my website. And that is, that is self-love, Merrily.

That is self-love. Of course, there's an exchange. Those are not babysitting. It's not babysitting. Correct. You know, you figure out some way of doing this. Now,

now I have surprised people, given some people, a free one at last minute, because I can tell the rules sincere because it's usually the people with the less money that are willing to pay and the people with the most money want to play the games are entitlement, you know? So, so, nope, it's like, you got to know your words, sweetie. And you are a treasure, a treasure. And people can do whatever, you know, whatever. But you just put that down. And I get responses back like,

we're saying I'm saving money and really look forward to a treatment with Amir. I get emails back like, you know, because I heard him, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, that someone else had a great time. I mean, I've watched every single one of your healings, of course, because it's what I do. But, you know, so that to me is like standard. It's like a relationship. Hey, Amir, you know, fine. I love it.

You can do anything you want. But here are my non-negotiables and they're up for discussion. Correct. And if you don't agree with me, then I'm not saying you as a client. Okay, but, oh, okay, I get your point. You're taking care of an elder. You don't know. She'll be in the hospital at the last minute. Okay, I can be, you know, no big long stories. No big long, whatever. It's like, boom. That's it, you know. So that's wise policy. And that, that seems to have worked. Now, it's interesting. Once one honors themselves in such a

way, it seems the ones that find their way to you are worthy. Yes. Well, early on, here's another thing. My thing was a little different when I started body work in 1980 consciously. I said, the universe, and you do this too. You're meant to work on the creators and healers, right? Because your average person isn't up to speed, yet we're getting them up to speed. So I said, I only want, I'm not here to save anyone, period.

And I said the second, because that's victim mentality. Second, I said, I only want to create a practice and work with people who are at least open to the concept of conscious evolution. Yeah. And I have sent people away. I've sent people to other people. when someone comes in, now this is different than you, honey, but when someone comes in and says, I hear you're a healer and you're going to save me,

I said, nope, then leave. I literally say that. And they're like, what? And I said, I don't save anyone. That's part of the control mechanism. I said, it's your job to save yourself and heal yourself and I will assist. And they're like, two people got up and walked away. Because right there, you're removing the victims.

Exactly. And so that's, I'm a little toughie. You know, that is beautiful. That is beautiful. Because the victims, then no matter what you do for them, then you're also victimizing them too. Right. Impowering them. I believe that you can find some way to create, you know, so that you can have a session.

Or, you know what you might want to do and be more strict about it is have a half hour session. It may not be worth it. But again, we know that time's fluid. However, I never, ever take someone's time, you know, like not value that. And you have to practice it if you expect it back, right? You know, you have to be a living example. And you are well worth it. I told people, I said, he's worth $5,000.

Don't give me any shit. And they're like, okay. Well, let's say a set of tires. Yep, that seems to be. It's not a tire. It's $500. Oh, okay. So front tires, then.

You're not like a car wash. You're like a new engine. So I'm very grateful for this wisdom that you have given me. And I'm going to use it to the best of my ability. Thank you so much. You just saved me a whole lot. of heartache and wasted time and stress with what you said. I'm very grateful.

Thank you. Thank you. Of course to me. Well, you know, I'm a little bit dominant, but it's just common sense, you know. Because I sense that you were giving a lot free. You always often give extra time. And you're very sincere and no, it's a, you know, like we were talking about respect, it's a mutual honoring.

everyone needs to stop taking things for granted or trying to get stuff that they're not practicing themselves, period. So yeah, I've been blessed and have like the best clients that are always attracted to me because I put it down up first. Now, yours is different. You're probably much more fair and go, I'll work on anyone who needs help. I'm like, no, there's people that can go to them. I'm too bored to do that.

Not going to do it. I'm not here as the ultimate servant. Yes, yes. not my job understood understood well towards that I think I think

at least at least for now I found a sweet spot the Goldilocks zone seems to be working well and so I'm absolutely going to add that clause of wisdom in that you

graciously gave me I'm going to use it thank you there's another thing because you like to ask permission to make their treatments or sessions public. And that's really up to them, and I understand them not wanting to.

But if you want more of a variety, you could offer as an incentive in exchange for the willingness for them to be vulnerable without using their name. you could say, you know, it's like in U.S. money, a session is like 320 or something. You could say a 300 or, you know, you could take like a little off. And it's a goodwill state, you know, thing that you're helping me and I'll assist you. So you could also have that as an on, you know, explained very briefly, you know. and you can also save yourself but I'm not available to talk to beforehand.

Okay, because everyone's going, because you know you don't have time for this. Yes. You don't. Right? So, you know, you just say, you just sign up, you pay, I send you the link. And again, you might want to have a,

might you want to have a 30 minute, one hour, one hour and a half, and two hours, because you almost always give everybody an hour and a half. I've watched you. And they're basically paying for an hour. So you could do it like that. Whatever works for you. But, you know, just very clean, clear, strict 24-hour cancellation, no refund. whatever $30 discount or whatever

if you decide afterwards that you would be willing to have your session made public with no use of your name and you know that is like all more than fair and because I'm like going in order for people to go public is he offering

him free. I said he's, you know, like I bet he's such a soft, you know what I'm saying. So this way, it's like the rules are really clear. And you don't have to answer emails. You basically just go make it clear on your website, big letters, boom. Okay. All right. Anyway, back to you. Okay. So we were talking about describing. the balance of the dark, second dark night of the soul, you found that even that was static and the ultimate thing that propels all of us,

especially as creator beings, is continual growth and learning. That is true, yes. I mean, that's what compels creators, period. You know, my thing is like, okay, that's boring. No, let's go over here. Right? So, okay, so that's where we left off.

Because I'm very biased towards the light, right? So I'm learning so much. Well, let's set some, let's let me share some facts about the whole left-hand path and the experience. the earth is now subjected to a system of control and domination there's an empire that spans many many planetary systems and galaxies these noble beings were enslaved with humanity every life form was enslaved there's one exception the plant kingdom they never surrender

They don't care what you do to them. They don't take any sort of disrespect. The consciousness leaves the vessel, and even their beautiful bodies are the source of so many blessings after. Especially the trees. The trees, yes. So the fire elementals, the thing that endeared me to them was the call for liberation and justice.

That was my opening statement that I want for you what I want for my own people. That is what changed the whole dynamic of that whole contract and, let's say, servitude and ownership. Because that goes both ways. Certain humans enslave them, they enslave certain humans. There's this slave trade going on both sides of the veil. and yet certain words open up certain doors. This seemed to be the case for me. And so I learned so much from them and from that realm,

most significantly the nature of injuries, of the energetic structure, and how many, let's say, attachments, which someone from the right, from the path of light would look at, let's say, a possession, or a parasitic infestation. The true motives are very different.

Motivations could be just survival or even more benign motivations like love. They fall in love with the light and the soul of a human. That is so common. And so when you see this from their side and understand their motives, then separation of energies and healing for both them and the human becomes so much easier. There's no fighting anymore.

Both parties are willing and wish the best for each other, because entanglement is like a tango. It takes two to tango. And so any sort of quote-unquote possession or energetic attachment, there is some sort of an agreement at one point or another. Now if both parties acknowledge that first and foremost, they must continue to evolve and grow, and that the entanglement that is present is harming themselves, but then also the other side, almost without exception, both are willing to disentangle and go their merry way and wish the best for each other.

So that whole thing of pure good and pure evil, that is a distortion. It doesn't exist anywhere. It's a myth. It's a harmful and destructive distortion. So imagine you see an entire cast or race of beings as pure evil. Then of course there comes this righteous ra-ra-ra, warrior of the light with a mighty sword and says, let's slaughter them all and be done with it.

We see that happening throughout history and it's going on right now as we speak. That's controlled by the real dark, the dark that is into elitist destruction. Correct. That extreme type of viewing reality, which does not really exist in practice, that happens to beings that have become stagnant and they have become solidified in one of the extreme poles. and so this is the only way they see things. That is not true for the vast majority of creation. So they require balancing also.

Now the path of Kooji Kiri. Well, this, it's spectacular. By this point I have had, at this time when I am speaking, I've tried pretty much every single magical modality from the extreme right to the extreme left. You name it, I've done it. Not just done it, gone in all the way, head first, without any reservation.

That's so important to know because by you sharing this, and of course it's your preference, but once they get a sense of who you are, you've just done lifetimes of synthesizing work to provide us. That's how I look at our shows. I look at our shows as each show is 10 years if you studied every single night about your true history, right? Right? So that's a huge gift that you were giving people. And I mentioned that early on because that's what I thought, that you are a great synthesizer. But the fact now we're learning the extent you've done across the board.

Yes, yes, yes, all sorts of different modalities from. more benign sort of form, sigil magic, chaos magic, magical squares, the Kabala, Abramilin, ceremonial ritual magic, and then going to the left-hand path, the goetia, again, certain applications of Vodon, and so you name it, I've done it, and looked at the fundamental principles that make these work, and so the interesting conclusion is we are always the source of the power and there may be beings along the way that claim to be helping but essentially they're taxing us for our energy and so the greatest mastery and efficiency and efficacy and effectiveness

comes from being on the path of neutrality that is where neither pole of extreme has a pull on you. And you are in a path of superconductivity. You have zero resistance to the flow of divine light. Yes. And that is like why, rather than just having it a moral concept, which was so important when I learned about neutrality, it's an actual energetic electrical component with source.

So disconnection from source? Connection from source. Correct, correct. And that seems to be the most coveted form of wisdom. It is not a static wisdom that is put in a book or on a tablet, and that's it forever and ever. Divine wisdom is dynamic. It is ever changing and ever evolving.

the seeds of divine wisdom, depending on where they are planted, they grow and mature in completely unique ways, such as the nature of energetic gifts in the human, a certain empowerment or a gift of a certain modality will manifest in each recipient absolutely differently, so that it may serve them. That is the right way. That is the sum of my life, which is the dragon Reiki. The way this manifests in me will be different compared to how it manifests in someone else. Their soul is different, and their soul requires different tools in order to serve their own highest good and the highest good of all. So that dynamic balance is built within the empowerment or the seed of the healing mode.

So now we're at, let's say about a decade ago. I'm about 30, 31 years old, and I've been both ways. No pun intended, please don't have made my son. So... I tell you, the more involved as a spirit of being when I started getting to all the super soldiers, all of it, you know, of it. You follow the energy. You don't follow the sex.

That is correct. It's just like, you know, and when creators can, well, one of the top secrets is that dragons can change their sex anytime they want, honey. So, uh, and form. So like, get real, right? Whatever. As long as it's sincere and mutual compliance. So there we go.

Yes, that beautifully said. So age about 31, 32. I'm now happily sitting at the point of neutrality. And then comes the ultimate form of healing that humans have access to. That is shamanism. The shamanic methods are eternal, even though mankind goes through periodic extinction events, where all the shamans are gone.

But the wisdom seems to, seep back into the collective consciousness and then find worthy vessels to carry it forward. This is never ending. And so the path of shamanism, this healing through connection to the infinite universe, this came into my life. There was an event of, let's call it for what it is, initiation, I saw myself in different human bodies, every single one a shaman, among every single tribe of man over every continent, in different bodies, different races, and I was seeing myself beating the drums.

This was the scene that I took from each lifetime, just pouring through my consciousness, picture after picture after picture, that, hey, this is the way you have been. back. It doesn't happen every lifetime. Sometimes you don't make it. Welcome back and the game continues. And this going through both light and dark and surviving and coming back to neutrality is how shamans are born. It is necessity, it is a rite of passage. And so comes the wisdom of shamanism, interacting with all conscious life forms.

And so having done so many modalities of magic, I understood the significance and profundity of the teachings of shamanism. You won't get it if you just read a book. The words don't carry the meaning. And the tools that they use, most effectively sound instruments, the drum and the rattle.

Well, and as you described right underneath the void is primordial sound as the top creation for steps. And dragons especially, I think you also said, which was fascinating why it's so hard to be in physical form on Earth is because the parasitic sounds and all of that. So I didn't need to interrupt, but keep going. That is correct. Correct, correct, correct. and also the use of plant medicine towards healing others and healing the self. These have to be used very strictly, not for recreation. Now, one of these that has been badly, badly abused is tobacco.

It is one of the most powerful medicine spirits. And if it is used correctly under the correct ceremony with the required reverence and respect, it is the most powerful plant medicine. Especially when one is entangled with distortion or comes under attack through, let's say, black magic or certain entities want a piece of you, the plant medicine disentangles you and brings you right back to the neutral point very effectively and grounds the energy so the flow of light may continue. But then you can do this also through intention and through sound so I continue to use a whole range of different rattles and they they work. They always have and they always will. So I practiced both the kujikiri and the shamanic

practice continuously and I reached a point where then I was happy to go public. I was satisfied. I knew I had something to offer that was real and that was effective. Oh yes, by the way, I got in Reiki empowerment about seven years ago. That was wonderful. And ruins. Oh, yes. Oh yes. ruins. Oh my God, yes, you remind me. The Norse, of course, that's one of the genetic lines that is connected with this body through the Viking.

The Vikings. Aspects of me would be Odin. Odin is an aspect of my infinite soul. So the wisdom of the runes came in it was magical.

I started dreaming of them, the runes dancing around, how they relate to the human vessel and the tree of life. So all these words, one may hear them and pass by without really getting the profundity and the depth of what it represents. The runes are a two-dimensional representation of consciousness, especially adapted for humankind. Meaning in the human brain is stored in the form of a two-dimensional pictogram called Elima. So this is represented in Egyptian hieroglyphs. They could do 3D. Look at the statues they made. They could do it, but they were aware of how meaning is stored and understood in the human brain through this 2D representation. And now you have the geometric, beautiful harmony of the runes

where they can be laid upon each other to create run binds. With, monumental power. So they cut through reality like no other form of magic. That was interesting. Would this be called sigils or something different or is it a form of living light language or combos or all of the above, all of the above. So all of what you described will apply to this. And so please keep in mind, these are all the same thing through different cultures. They've received different names. So this is spot on a sigil or a, Rune bind, or let's say, well, yes, this is all correct, light language, yes, a pictorial representation of light language.

There are certain laws that are important in magic. And balance and harmony and symmetry are fundamental. If anything is to last and to be effective, it needs to. to be symmetrical and harmonious. This is an important thing that many that practice, the use of runes are oblivious to. Their binding works for a certain amount of time, and then it starts backfiring.

Similar to sacred geometry, where the structure is symmetrical, usually around a central point, meaning no matter from what dimension you observe, it. It is all balanced out. This has to be observed in the creation of any form of manifestation or magic.

I feel like they're also ultimately holographic moving. Correct. That is correct. Like all the crop circles that appeared in the fields. To me I saw were like a two level

display of actual higher mechanics kind of that were actually correct so although they are moving and they are alive at any point where you take a snapshot they are perfectly balanced towards the center and so this balance is in the living structure of the geometry that is formed and so the ruins could be seen as a snapshot into a certain form of consciousness or reality but the application needs to be balanced otherwise it can do it's a two-edged sword.

This way it's good, this way it's not so desirable. And so all this came to me, how to correctly use them and how to understand them. And sometimes runes come out and they give you a message that kind of seems like that was last week. But then there's more to come. The story isn't over. Sometimes three runes are enough, but sometimes you go up to nine. and there's also the implementation of the void in the runes. Many people neglect this while the void is the source of all energy of creation.

Is that the blank room? That's the blank one, yes. How that comes into play. So the runes also came, the Yusui Reiki, the Karuna Reiki, Nakata Reiki, all that came in, mixing with the shamanism. and the Kujikiri and all other sorts of magic. Even the master, the lady that was teaching me, Reiki, was shocked at what I could do. I remember there was a fellow seeker at a master level, and the poor lady had an implant, a cord.

Nobody could fix it. The first time I removed this, my heart was almost. exploding with the energy, but then you get used to it. How to remove these awful things from the energy structure. And so the lady started crying. I started crying and the teacher started crying. The energy was so big. And then I just sat down because my heart was almost exploding.

Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. What I've noticed in all your healings, it appears that you actually feel it fully what is going on. I feel everything. Does that ever get overwhelming? No. I've been through infinitely worse myself. This is just a gentle tickle.

People think they have it so bad. They have no idea how bad bad gets. Then look at the story of my life where I've come from. I felt it. My motivations for healing was initially, selfish. It was over, that was overwhelming. That was overwhelming to the point I said, you know what to hell with this, I'm going to the dark side. That is the definition of overwhelming undoing a whole lifetime of programming. So I do feel, I feel everything. And so sometimes I

break into tears. Oh my goodness, I am so sorry you're enduring this. Let's fix it together. Yeah. And you're also, it makes sense because you're talking about the synthesis of massive modalities that you've incorporated and your mentor was even surprised because you is, we'll just say a key creator, you as a key creator is literally that's the purpose. You're creating a new recipe, right? Yes. And maybe it's not perfected, but it works. Who knows, you know? It's like it's an ongoing dynamic, right?

That is true. Now, something that I wish to emphasize here, none of this is easy. You have to be the phoenix, and the phoenix burns, and you feel that you are being burned down to ash to be reborn. And this happens over and over. It seems every single,

new modality that one picks up and dedicates themselves to you go through this process of purification the death of ego but once you've done it sufficiently a sufficient number of times then the next modality comes in and does a check on you and I say it as it is sentient because it is it is living and dynamic wisdom looks and says okay this one is pure, off we go. And so certain fundamentals are shared between all modalities. That goes by pretty quickly. So completely mastering and embodying a new form of practice becomes significantly faster. The latest one, and now dare I say, the most powerful one, entered into my reality this year.

As I was ready and I was ready, I called forward, what serves the highest good of all and my highest good also to come. Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy, it kicked the door down. Let me show you, I would like to share this with you. So I do keep little journals, little grim wars, so to speak, of what has happened and significant events and people. And so here I'm, let me just tilt the lights down so you can see my little scribblings. So here we've got the ruins. Oh, way of the app. Giving me messages, okay, something big is about to come.

This is the light language of dragons. And then more rooms coming into play. Something big is about to come. Hold on to and then again dynamic patterns. This is what's on the surface of my spear or my staff. Again, more to come, but it twirls around with dancing. And here comes the event where I get the shape of the Pura. Yes.

This is what you're looking for, a little monkey boy. This is what's going to come in? Say, what hell is this? Welcome to the beginning of 2025, which we're doing this interview right. It doesn't just come in with an instrument and it just poured in merrily, finding the greatest Buddhist teacher of this modality that would give me what I need in a few sentences. Because then I've used lifetimes in that in that. path. Oh, it's so fun. There's just no end to your growth and also being a reincarnation of Odin,

or at least an aspect. That would be kind of your natural geometry, language. Yeah. Yeah. Also. And so this one was different. You're suddenly given the keys. By the way, this is the embodiment of the black dragon of the void. This is where I became. myself really without any distortion. And so the energy of the void, which is, it can do creation and uncreation, and I was hesitant. I was hesitant. I'd already mastered it. It takes about 11,000 mantras. And I did that before even the instruments arrived by post. I'm kind of psycho like that. Once I say, I'm doing it, I'm doing it. It doesn't matter if it takes me 70, hours straight. That was already done. I had the energy in me. So when I picked up the instrument,

it came to life. It came to life. So I had this... Did you have that before? It's like you claim. This was mine. It feels like that was always yours. Yes. This object was always mine. And I've played around with it. This is a very, very old object. Beautiful. Hold it in. Oh my goodness. It's beautiful. This whole thing. And I've used ones in all types of its technology. They're the Lemurian ones that are made from hardwood. They're the Atlantean ones that incorporate metal and crystals. But this, with copper, meteor iron and brass, this is something on a whole different league. And so this is the ultimate magic wand. And this is what you use to focus energy and bring

things into creation. Now again, with association with sound, we've got the furba and the bell. the bill to speak it into creation as well I've noticed in your sessions yeah yeah I was I was hesitant so much power

that's not what I want and what do I do with it what is the correct application of force because very early on I was told this is the action of the collective of Buddhas when words of grace and wisdom have no effect, then aggression is needed.

There are certain beings that are having way too much fun, causing chaos and destruction, and they stand in the way of the evolution of everyone and everything. These need to go. But what are the parameters? What is the ethics? And so I got the answer in three dreams. and the sum of it is that there is no restriction but you follow these conditions. There is no total destruction.

Things are set ablaze by the divine fire so that they may burn to such a degree for what remains to be of highest service to the highest good of all again. Yes. So something has gone wrong in those that don't. don't listen to wisdom, you remove that which has gone wrong, not the whole thing. You don't throw away the baby with the bathwater. And so in this way, balance is restored. And so everything and everyone that has been on the receiving end of the divine fire is better for it.

There is no violation, there's no waste, and there is no destruction. It is all just alchemy bringing back to that sacred neutral. And coming from the primordial void, it is my primary energy, and so I wield it like no other. And I sleep easy. I sleep easy, like no problem. If I have time, I'll sleep 15 hours, nonstop, and have wonderful dreams and wake up in a good mood. That's something that many people do. I sure at peace.

You're at peace. peace and continual purpose and a major contributor to the cleanup big time correct and i love it i always joke i like pushing the button that goes boom yeah just pushing the button boom boom boom yeah but then it seems that Evolution never ends merrily, coming into contact with people like yourself, like Ileana, like people that you are associated with. This is the next level for me. Understanding the great and beautiful variety of souls that are in human bodies. And how some beings have come into this universe specifically to receive this type of human. healing because they don't have access to it in their own universes. Yes.

All set up lifetime after lifetime for one particular type of soul healing to occur, which is not only going to benefit that soul, but an entire soul family, a tribe. Exactly. And it also feels like you're mentoring this at a higher level already. It's all ongoing. Like mentoring, you know. other dragons also yeah that's the interesting thing the the wonderful people that find their way to me seem to all be of a certain type for a while yeah for a time i get only dragons and then for a time i only get let's say elemental energy fairy energy and all this beautiful variety for a time i seem to be

be just getting super soldiers. And so yet the themes, I think you may have also noticed this in your own practice. They come in groups as if the souls are all in agreement. Okay, now we go to this healer and now we go to this event and this kind of activity. It all continues. Also, though, so many, when people really get to discover their true genetics, both from a soul and not just his physical body, so many are common. combos, you know.

So, so, and what we've discussed in our, our cosmic brilliant shows was that you and I both know that all the movers and shakers and so many creators are here now in form. And it's just such, so much fun. So much fun to. And they, they will be one of the ones that will naturally be pulled to you. That is true. And so the glorious journey of evolution continues for everyone. And so those that are stuck, we just give them a little, little jolt to get unstuck and continue on their journey. Many of them are very powerful masters, spiritual masters, healers, manifesters, and so on.

and the Matrix has done a number on them. They're messed up merrily. And it's so interesting, as soon as you make a crack in the blockage and that little bit of light seeps through, it doesn't even take to the end of the session for gifts to start coming back online one by one. But they're stuck.

They need somebody to unstick them, get them going again. It seems I'm able to do that for these wonderful beings. If I wanted to sum up the purpose of this incarnation that I'm here to serve the masters. It's a beautiful, beautiful story and I've learned so much. And is there any last thing in terms of how you are now and what you envision for yourself or you're just allowing it to be organic and keep growing. For this aspect, for the human,

there is no me. There is only the beloved, beloved source of all things. There are no desires, no ambitions, nothing undone, nothing unsaid. If this incarnation ends right now, I am happy. It has been beautiful. And if it goes on for longer,

I still seek what endeared me to the fire elementals. I seek liberty and justice for all, for my people and for theirs, and for every other race. They're all beautiful and they all deserve to evolve without impedance and restriction. That's what floats my boat. And so may it be so, I will do this to the best of my ability, and for those who will hear these words,

the true power of who they are, that must be amplified and it should be emphasized. There's no need for any guru. There is no need for any modality or book or practice or anything. They really just need to go in, remove the barriers to the truth, the truth that is their glorious self, and reconnect to source and, Off they go, continuous evolution.

And it's not easy. It's difficult. It's painful, but they are so much better for it. So beautifully, said Amir. Thank you so much for entrusting me with your sacred journey. And the words of Chayam, think that you are already gone. and so as you are here, just be happy.