CreepCast - Left Right Game Pt. 2 | Creep Cast
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It is the cold habitual, and it is the
froy of the mountains blue.
The froy at its summit.
Cozlight.
T'enovee in a fraud.
Celebrate in a fashion responsible,
you have to have the age legal for consuming
the alcohol.
Welcome back to Creepcast
How you doing? How you doing?
Left right game, I'm so excited.
We are completing the left-right game today.
We are on part two.
This is getting a lot of excitement here
in the comments we've been seeing a lot of people
asking for it.
In my videos, especially, I see you guys.
Also, I say especially,
especially, I see it on my Papa Meat videos
about people, they're hounding me.
They're barking.
They're at the back door barking.
That is true.
I uploaded a main show.
channel video
earlier this week
and half the comments
were about the video
the other half
we're like
what do you mean
we got to wait
another week
for the left
right
why why?
I think
you know
we have not read
this yet
which just
want to also
get we
so this is a
10 part series
the first episode
if you have not
listen to the first
part
I strongly suggest
you do so
because we cover
the first five
parts from this
episode on
is going to be
six through 10
and I just
want to give a
shout up
because also
during the lapse between these episodes,
the author of this Neon Tempo,
whose name's Jack, reached out,
and he just wanted to say that, you know,
he was stoked that we were covering it.
So just want to give a shout-out to Jack, Neon Tempo.
And we'll also link any future projects
or anything else that he's got going on
in the description as well,
just to make sure that you guys stay up to date
because this has been really fun.
We haven't read this before,
so I don't even know where it's going.
And part five ended on some crazy stuff.
And I was going to say,
Do you want to give us a little recap?
Absolutely.
I also want to say, since I now know the creator of this story is watching, Jack, you don't
know how satisfying it is to find a story that's about really weird stuff happening, and people
getting picked off and it's creepy, it's absurd, it's unexplainable, it's perfect.
I love it.
Put more of this into my veins.
Thank you for the left, right game.
Yeah, seriously.
So for those who weren't here for the first part, basically, there is a reporter.
This story is about a girl named Alice Sharma
who goes on this excursion with a guy named Rob
who has discovered something called the left-right game.
And it's pretty simple.
You get into a vehicle, you take the first available left turn,
then the first available right turn,
then the left, then the right,
and you continue that until eventually you cross over
into what seems to be another plane of existence
where there's these very weird, creepy towns,
there's these weird hitchhikers,
there's these unexplainable monsters,
a lot of strange stuff happens
and we started out with
seven people right
seven or eight people and we're
down to five now
if I remember yeah two people should have
two people should have died
which uh god
our fallen soldiers Apollo my boy
who you definitely didn't say you hated
in the previous one now listen
listen the death was very sad
Apollo I thought his jokes were a bit
you know I could have done
without them, but as a character, he really proved himself to be a selfless, go-getting, good
guy. So his death was extreme, I mean, you know, I can do nothing but a nice royal salute
to our fallen lad. But I will say, it was pretty cool. Watch, like, he died kind of falling
on the sword, you know, to keep her safe. The tragedy of it is she died, too. That's really,
yeah, it almost felt like it was not in vain, which at least one of them survived. Now, we're
talking about the two girls
that were with each other driving in their car
Lilith one of them
yeah
I believe Lilith survived
yes and Eve's the one
died yeah and now she is
like hell bent on getting to the end of this
because she doesn't want both of their deaths to be in vain
but I will say too with Alice Sherman
you know this this story so far
has been really really fun because
I love I love love
horror stories where
and now I didn't say whore I know I
don't I don't pronounce a
very well but I love stories that have a skeptic coming in and thinks that they are they know
everything and then the kind of universe gets flipped on their head. And Rob has been a great
like basically like buddy protagonist in this role, you know, and even his name being
ferryman and he is taking them to what essentially is purgatory and almost like, I mean,
I feel like there's going to be a parallel there somehow. Oh yeah. It's really fun. He's taking them
across the river sticks for sure yes yeah it feels that way and i think that there's been so many moments
that are so subtle and nice like it's really been building like i mean so far the highs are the crazy
lady that is just like waiting at the specific turn i think it was like turned 34 39 um and then even
the hitchhiker was probably my favorite part so far honestly my favorite part i think was the town they
drove through i was going to say that too yeah oh it's so good and that's so we've visual of it yeah we've
lost a total of three people now.
We've lost Ace, Apollo,
and Eve. But we
also have
Bonnie, who spoke to the hitchhiker,
and now she keeps talking about
Winnerby, that they need to get to this
town, right? Yeah, there is something
going on there.
Definitely a can of worms
was opened with her. And I mean,
every death has been, I mean, horrible.
I mean, like, Ace, you know,
driving around this cool Porsche, which
it is cool. But, you know,
Getting strung up on a tow truck and then driven away is horrible.
And then Apollo and Eve pretty much just like drowning in tar.
That's such a cool death.
That's such a cool death.
Yeah, very, very cool.
I was thinking about this like with characters and stuff like that.
When a story ends, unless you're going to make a sequel or something, the character is effectively dead, right?
Like, even if they get a happily ever after, you're never going to read about them again.
So that character is dead to you.
So one of the best things an author can give a character is a good death because then their exits not only final in the mind of the reader, but it's impactful.
It meant something.
So like I was thinking about Apollo's death.
Like it is tragic, but as a character, that is the strongest way he could have exited the stage, right?
Yeah.
Well, I think that it does something good where we've seen that this universe, that this kind of game they're playing has, you have these characters.
like you had the townspeople come out right and you're like okay crazy townspeople so we're safe
but now let's get to the point where they deviated off the path the specific game that they're
playing and now it's almost like it dips into surrealism and now he is getting taken over by the road
or like the world itself will devour you whole and there's all these other rules and
unexplicable things that you don't even understand are now able to get you and kill you
yeah i think that that's really fun and especially it's such an unfortunate thing that the most
positive character had to be the one to show us that
to show us that kind of rule exists so you know like I said
rip there's also almost a um a nihilism to Apollo dine after or sorry the person
apollo sacrificed himself for dine right afterwards it's almost like a narrative
statement of no you can't there are no good guys here right like it's this world is so
outside of the rules of our own don't don't try to be the hero yeah yeah yeah very reminiscent of
like uh michael hannocky's funny games where it's kind of uh yeah it's like this world or this
situation is all about you know you have to live in the violence kind of thing and you know
there is no escaping it and it's really haunting but man i you know i'm curious because i'm
wondering we're going to get to a point also and this is i know we're preambling a bit before
the reading here, but
we're going to get to a spot where I think
Rob is going to let people know, like, I've
never been this far. Because that has
to happen at some point. Rob is
seasoned. He's been in this world
before, and no one else really has.
And also, even one of the characters
is also another skeptic, and she's like a writer who came in, and she
thought it was all stupid. But now she is
also pretty much shell-shocked. I mean, I think she's
fully bought in now, it seemed like, at least by the end of part five.
Rob just starts messing with them
Like they're about to get in their cars
He's like oh yeah watch out for the flesh puppet
And then he like gets in the car
He skits off
Yeah watch out for that flesh puppet by the way
Okay bye
Also don't forget
It's like he's also like giving DDR
He's like giving DDR like instructions to people
He's like left right left right down
Left right right right left right left right left right
He's like all right guys have fun
The whole community game through walkie talkies
What's so hard to remember gosh
I don't understand why it's so
difficult it's simple left left right right right light left left left left left left left right left left left right left
right right left okay do you got that we're going to be driving for seven and a half hours today i really need you to
understand that that's going to happen i i need like oh go ahead i was going to say we also forgot to mention
that these are being uploaded from somebody who uh is like transcribing was it emails no it's
remember he got a document alice or left right dot a
and it was a text file
with all this in it
yeah
right so he's been
transcribing this
our narrator basically
has been transcribing this
but I wouldn't even say
narrator it's just somebody
who preambles
and it's kind of fun
it's just like a little
thing like being like hey sorry
it took me a bit
yeah yeah exactly
so we still
you know doing the same kind of thing
that we see on
our slash no sleep a lot
which is our kind of
realistic person
or like real life person
giving us these stories
how did it get to the board
yeah
I would
will mention that like my favorite my the details i'm most looking forward to are rob's character
arc i want to see where blue jay goes after what she just witnessed what her yep like uh realization
with it is and uh of course the scares i can't wait to see how weird this gets i'm excited
and uh i will say i've i've been voicing a lot of people i do not expect the voices to be
the same from last time i cannot promise that they will be and i also i see all the memes about
people, I saw a lot of people talking about my British accent. I'm sorry. She said she was from
Britain. I think it's good and I think you should turn it up more. You know what? I'm going to,
yeah, at some points, I'm just going to do cockney stuff and you're going to have to just bear with me.
I can't wait. But I've been, I see the memes and how dare you is what I have to say. I say, I look at
all of your memes and I say, how dare you? I saw, I saw someone saying it was a comment that was like,
Isaiah seems to be like Hunter
psychiatrist watching a man go through like
a multiple personality breakdown
that's what it felt like
that's what it felt like
yeah it's what the show is
and I get to make money off of it so anyway
I will say I'm just glad that you're
at least doing Rob
it gives it nice at least there's one voice that isn't mine
in there yeah yeah although it would be
funny to watch you struggle
yeah now I'm now I'm even Rob
I'll keep you need good
there it is yeah
Yeah, that's right.
What did I say?
Is that your windegoon impersonation?
What would you do if you did my voice?
What would I do if I...
You're kind of up in this register a little bit
and you have a little bit of like a southern twang to it.
So sometimes you're kind of up here is what I hear.
That's pretty good.
Hello, gentlemen.
I'm here to talk to you about a story.
It's like I'm talking to a mirror.
Hearing it now, I'm like, that is the worst impression I think I've ever now.
I think that's pretty good.
We'll see what they have to say about it.
All right.
Anyway, anyway, we need to get to the story.
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we are now on to part six part six the left right game are you ready hunter oh i am stoked let's get
let's go part six so once again we have an introduction from our person compiling this uh
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It means a lot.
So now we begin with the left-right game.
Which, yeah, I forgot that he's saying that he's
also been doing this thing
trying to see where Alice is even at.
Yeah, he's trying to find her.
Because there's like people in the comments.
Like, I think I know that turn,
that gas station near Phoenix, you know?
So it's been an interesting thing.
Sick.
All right.
So we're now on to,
February 12th, I can't remember the dates, but they've been in here, like, what, four or five days at this point?
I want to say that they, I want to say that it was, they've definitely been at least four days.
Like, I want to say the eighth. Like, I think she got there on the seventh, and I think the first night was on the eighth, if I'm, if I remember right.
You're correct. She got there on the seventh. Yeah. So, God, I'm good.
Yeah, all right. Don't. All right. Anyway. No, no, no, I'm good. I'm good.
Next time he mentions the Jeep, I'm going to need you to calm down, okay?
Yeah. Oh. All right. Back to the story.
And again, for everyone, this is right after even Apollo just died, and they started driving.
Yes. Yep.
Silence used to be an absolute. That's something I definitely miss.
Back in the real world, I would stand as self-evident.
I would, yes, I would stand as self-evident that a group of people saying absolutely nothing, by definition, could not be saying any less.
Maybe things are different on the road. Maybe I just never encountered it before.
but it's clear to me now there are degrees beyond silence.
A pervasive realm of deafening quiet, which, following the loss of Eve and Apollo, our group has
unreservedly embraced.
Constructed out of our collective trauma, cemented with a cruel mixture of grief, guilt,
and harrowing self-doubt, it quickly becomes apparent that this silence is stronger than all of us.
The challenge of breaking it remains unmet for the rest of the journey.
We spend the next few hours burrowing through a featureless,
corridor of maize. The stalks rise far above the Wrangler, leaving only a thin strip of clear sky
visible like the painted ceiling of a Renaissance church. I find myself glancing intermittently at the
CB radio, half expecting, half hoping, for Apollo's voice to crackle through the speaker, bringing
words of comfort or a much-needed attempt at levity. After I catch myself staring at the radio for the
fifth time, I decide it might be best to go on with my work. I plug my headphones into my notebook,
bring up the audio files I've recorded thus far
and set about creating a very rough cut
of our first day on the road
everybody knows Robb's the god
I won't be able to do that much more
so I'm stuck that I got to do at least one more time
well don't worry he's dead
so you'll be
okay
I listened through Apollo's first interview
making notes for the closing paragraph
I'll now be forced to write about him.
When I have everything I need, I listen to the interview again.
And then once more, it's not lost on me that I just want to hear his voice,
to lose myself in a pleasant digital echo,
far removed from the frantic screams that followed him into the asphalt.
I'll listen to Eve's interview next.
She bristles with excitement as she talks about her upcoming visit to Roswell,
steadfastly attempting to recruit me to the effort.
She had no idea what she was heading into when she stepped out on a rob's front.
lawn. Then again, none of us did. The thin strip of sky is turning deep orange as I reach our
encounter with the hitchhiker. It's chilling to hear his voice after the fact to revisit the
conniving, veiled pleasantries he employed against us. I cringe as I hear Rob's hand grasp my arm,
a shame that I let myself fall for the hitchhiker's trickery. You did good. I'm sorry for
grabbing you. I just didn't want you to do something you'd regret.
No, it's fine. I was going to. Do you know what happens if you talk to him?
Not sure. Came close myself once, a few years back. The way he looks at you when he thinks he's got you, I don't think I want to know.
Rob, I...
Pause the audio file, clicking back ten seconds before pressing play again.
No, it's fine. I was going to. Do you know what happens if you talk to him?
Not sure. Came close myself once.
a few years back, the way he looks at you when he think he's...
I certainly didn't notice then at the time.
I'd been so shaken by my running with the hitchhiker
and so curious about the abandoned car
that I'd been completely blind to anything else that had come my way.
Maybe Rob misspoke.
Maybe he meant to say weeks or months,
but if it wasn't a mistake,
if it was a truth, carelessly uttered,
that Rob has some explaining to do.
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so he claims he's only been doing the left right game for the past year and then he says came close
myself a few years back interesting yeah oh i will say something else that i don't know if i
expect it to happen or i just think it might be more it's what i could imagine happening in this
scenario. I feel like the group should be more mad at Rob, because even if they were skeptics,
right, even if they were going into this like, yeah, the left right game isn't real, blah,
blah, blah. Rob knows that it's real, right? And he invited people in, knowing they might die.
That seems reckless. Like, for example, Hunter, if I was like, hey, Hunter, there's this cool cave on
my property, uh, and it has these, this like giant spider in it that wants to eat people, right?
You may not believe me, but what if I was like, hey, Connor, you want to come see this cave?
Yeah, I'd be like, hey, you really should have told me about the fucking eight-foot-tall spider that's in there that's been eating people.
And then I'm like, well, I told you it's kind of dangerous.
Yeah, exactly.
Well, you wouldn't believe me.
So what's the point?
You were going to think I was lying.
Yeah.
Well, that's why I'm surprised.
I think that that will probably arise, but I, I'm just, I, Rob's intentions are odd to me.
like I think I do wonder how much of his deceit to try to make sure to like get as many bodies as he can to yeah uh for something I'm starting to turn a bit on Rob I think he it's just it's a bit suspicious yeah yeah between that between what Alice just pointed out about the gear thing that I'm scared I'm afraid of him all of a sudden yeah I don't I don't know if I can trust him and what sucks too is that he is I mean he's the ferryman I mean he's the fairy man I mean
He knows where to go.
He knows what to do.
And you're kind of following his lead.
I mean, what are you going to do, leave if you do find out his bad, right?
Because then also, he, he stages it in a way where he's like, well, you can turn back now.
But just remember, you have to go exactly the way.
Yeah, for days.
And then you have to go out there by yourself at night.
Yeah.
At night.
And then, hey, yeah, also be sure and, you know, be sure and remember exactly how you came back in.
It's like, I doubt people were actually marking.
which way they were coming in it's unrealistic to go to even leave without his guidance
so so he's kind of got I'm stuck not much you can do you can't get mad and kill him right
because then you're up a creek without a paddle so oh and I do want to say too because I saw
some comments saying where do they fuel up there was a part in the story we read last time where
like this fuel just does not burn as quick it it still happens but everything requires less
energy it's like they're in a stasis almost the farther they go
in the less like the fuel burns like they don't have to eat or sleep really it becomes like yeah
like i i don't know i wouldn't be surprised if when they come back out time hasn't passed
at least not to the same degree it has on the outside that's what i was wondering is if he says
a few years back as in like in a perceptive time it's like it's only a oh that's a good point
he's going through if he was like oh i was in here six years or so you know that'd be pretty
cool. That'd be a cool turn around if that's what happened. Yeah. Okay, cool. I glanced sideways at him,
a wall of corn rushing past us as we approach the rest stop. Throughout this trip, every emotion
Rob's displayed has seemed genuine. The sadness, the anger, the concern. They tell a story of a man
who cares deeply about the welfare of those around him. Yet at the same time, it's strikingly clear
that there's something he isn't telling me. With every new piece of the puzzle, the car, the text
message, the faceless creature with the ringing phone, I'm left with the dilemma of when to confront
Rob Guthard with what I know. I feel I've gathered enough to bring before him, enough to demand an
explanation, but there's no way I'd be able to truly verify his answer. I have a collection of
strange and perplexing notions, lacking in the common thread that could bring me to any
workable conclusion. If I'm going to confront Rob, I need to uncover that thread. Much like the
greatest journalist of our time, I should know the answer before I ask the question.
The Jeep pulls up onto a large green space. Staring straight ahead, I find myself puzzled by the way the ground seems to stop, as if the horizon lies only 20 meters away from the car.
As soon as the engine cuts out, I unbuckle my seatbelt, climb out, and walk towards the grassy verge. The rest of the convoy pulls up behind me as I go.
I stop a few steps short of the edge, realizing we found our way to the top of a sheer cliff. A sudden swaying vertigo takes me.
over, forcing me to take a few steps back. It doesn't feel like we've been heading uphill.
The road has been level since jubilation, yet somehow I'm standing at the edge of a 400-foot
rock face descending straight downwards, the distant earth shrouded by stalks of corn.
That's the truly strange thing about this monolithic precipice. On either side of me, the maze
runs to the very edge of the cliff, and at its base, the endless harvest continues until it
stretches beyond the darkening horizon in every direction.
It feels like I'm standing on the cliffs of Dover, staring over a golden ocean.
Its waves governed by the evening breeze.
I wonder for a moment where it ends, then, taking consideration of the world I now occupy,
I start to wonder if it ever does.
A belligerent scream rips me from the view.
The source of the noise is blocked by the Wrangler, and the first thing I see as I circle around
are the shocked, wide-eyed faces of Bonnie and Clyde.
Once I make my way past the Wrangler's hood, my expression mimics theirs.
Lilith has pinned Blue Jay up to the side of the Jeep,
a locked forearm pressing her chest against the door.
Her other arm has been grasped in Blue Jay's hands,
desperately stopped before it can strike her across the face.
The two of them yelled through gridded teeth as Lilith struggles furiously against her,
vying to cause her any conceivable harm.
Get the fuck off me, bitch!
Get off!
I take a few quick steps over to Lilith as Blue Jay attempts to kick her away.
Lilith, we can't do this, Jen.
Lilith doesn't even register my presence as she continues her assault,
deafened by the bubbling vitriol in every growling breath.
Jen, we are not doing this now.
Not after...
Before I can comprehend what's happening, I'm staring at the sky.
My head knocked back by the force of Lilith's flailing elbow.
A hot, raw ache radiates across my lower lip as I stagger back, raising my hand over my mouth.
Before Lilith can continue her assault, Rob swings open his door and takes two short strides over to her.
He puts one arm around the girl's waist and picks her up, carrying her safely, but firmly, over to Bonnie and Clyde's Ford, and planting her back on the ground.
I seem to always forget how strong he is.
Damn it, this is not the time.
Take it back!
Blue Jay has lost her usual snide demeanor, yet her aura still radiates an unbridled scorn.
In response to Lilith's demand, Blue Jay walks back to her car and sits on the hood.
She takes the marlboros out of her pocket, along with her lighter, and ignites a cigarette.
I imagine the burning embers are the only company she's comfortable to accept right now.
By the time I look back to the rest of the group, Lilith has stormed away.
What did she say?
I didn't hear it all.
what did she say bonnie i heard something about she said lilith was that was that were that we were complicit
ah damn it bristol can you i watch lilith as she sets on the grass and looks over the cliffside she begins to cry
yet i get a strong notion that it's not something i should interrupt it feels like something between her and eve
a final act of reactionary morning
reserved for them and them alone.
Yeah. Don't worry.
I'll handle it.
Okay. I'll cook
something up.
An hour passes. Lilith grows slowly
calmer, drifting from cathartic
release into a cold, wordless
melancholy. Finishing up my
dinner and make my way over to her.
It's a strange view.
Lilith looks up at me. Her face falls.
I cut you
I'm so sorry
It's fine
You should see the other girl
Yeah
I bet she looks like shit right about now
I help myself down onto the cool ground
staring alongside Lilith into the ocean below
Blue Jay thinks I'm complicit
And what happened to Eve
I heard
She used to think we were morons
Now she thinks we're all in on it
Doesn't make sense
I think she
I think she has to believe this place is a lie
She needs to make sense
And make it harder
And the harder it gets for her to rationalize
The more she
Anyway
She shouldn't have said what she said
She just
I guess the word is troubled
She's a fucking thunder cunt
Um
Okay
She's right though
I killed her
I killed Apollo too
I looked to Lilith
concerned
Not quite sure what she means
Her eyes remained locked on the impossible horizon
Sarah
She wasn't cut out for this
And she knew it
She wanted us to turn back this morning
But I didn't want to
That wasn't just your decision Lilith
Yes it was
She
She followed my lead
Always
Through everything
and I knew why she was doing it
I knew
but I let it continue
because it was convenient
because it was easy
because deep down
I liked having someone around who
who jumped through fucking hoops for me
God it's so fucked
Lilith rest her head in her hands
she was weak
she was anxious and shy
but that should be okay right
you're allowed to be weak
but I made her come here
I dragged someone who couldn't swim into the fucking deep and
and the last thing I did was lie to her and she fucking knew it
Willis takes a few deep, afraid breaths
What do you mean?
I'm not... I didn't... I loved her, you know? As a friend
It was always this fucking one-way street and... I don't think she minded,
but that suddenly she's vanished right in fuck in front of me and...
And she says she...
I mean, how...
else was I supposed to respond to that?
I had to say it back, right?
Uh-oh.
Lilith maintains her composure as a steady stream of tears rolls down her cheek.
I don't know what I'd do in that situation.
I could see in her eyes that she didn't believe me.
Fuck.
I wonder how many people have died while doing...
I wonder how many people have died while being told like comforting lies.
How many of them fucking knew?
I think you did the best you could, Jen.
I think you'd better than...
the most. You don't need to tell me that. Are you tired? Do you need to go to bed soon? No, I don't need to.
There's some beers in here and in Apollo's bag. Is that like looting or is that okay? I think
you'd want us to have him, as long as he got a toast. Lillith laughs briefly and finally smiles.
She walks over to Bonnie and Clyde's car, returning a moment later with a four-pack.
Spend the next hour and a half slowly drinking them.
Lilith can't muster the right words for a toast,
so we just say thank you to Apollo, raising out cans to the open air.
We talk about his tireless humor,
his attempts to keep us all up during our first night on the road,
how careingly he spoke to everyone, even at the edge of death.
We talk about Eve as well, about the pair's misadventures,
awkward college parties, and the future of Paranormacan.
Lilith smiles, it tells me there's always a place for me once radio dies out.
after everything that's happened on the road the night can't help but feel bittersweet but for once on a solitary cliff side in the middle of nowhere it's more sweet than it is bitter that may not be much but at the end of an awful day it's more than either of us could have hoped for man that was a that was a rough conversation the whole like she was dying so i said the thing she wanted to hear but i guess i wasn't good enough like
Dang, dude.
That's pretty rough.
Definitely that she, that Eve loved her in a different way,
and Lilith just kind of, I think, I think she feels like she kind of played her a bit.
I think, like, kind of...
Yeah, that's what I get from that whole interaction.
To kind of conveniently, because I think Lilith really wants to be here.
I don't think Eve did, but I think that because she was stringing her along,
I think that she feels that, like, it is her fault because...
Eve maybe didn't...
I'm sorry, if she would...
If she would have told her the truth, I don't think Eve would have probably been there.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, yeah.
Like, I don't think Eve did, or sorry, I don't think Lilith did anything expressly sinister.
It was more so like, oh, well, I want her to come with me, and she's into me.
So I'll kind of, like, let her flirt do her thing, you know, if it keeps it going.
Well, I think that's the problem is that it's not entirely sinister until the person, the repercussions of this trip because of this, like, it wouldn't have been, had it not been so drastic, yeah.
man yeah man that's that's that's hard that's how hard yeah that's pretty rough i sympathize with
lilith i mean i don't think that she's like a bad yeah i don't hate her i actually like her
character i think that's an interesting she's one of the more diverse out of the group i think yeah
i think like uh her being conscious of that kind of thing and having it weigh on her i think
shows her shows a bit more to her character because i think before i kind of read her both not really
both of them but being a bit didsy maybe
or just kind of like oh yeah we're just here
it's like a good time so it's
it's kind of interesting to give another little emotional
level to her as a character
and I think they did enter it kind of hapless
their attitude of like oh we're going to get this footage
and put it on YouTube and we're going to get this
footage and stuff I mean so did everyone
else because you expect this Rob guy to be right
that you're going to enter an alternate dimension
well yeah no one
expected someone to be buried into
asphalt
that was
never there. Rob's just like, well, just stick
to my rules and you'll be fine.
It's like, what else is this happening?
No, don't worry about it. Just, you know,
hey, look at that bird.
Focus on that bird for a while.
And you're like, what if we don't? And then like a giant
like plant, like, rips your body
and half. Oh, should have focused on
the bird.
Yeah, there's no tactical
precedent for the pavement eating
someone. Like, there's
no rule book on that. There's
no play-by-play.
Do you think also that he hasn't said any of this stuff because he thinks that, like, if he would say that,
not only would people not want to come, but also people would just be like, this guy's a nut.
And they, like, I think so.
You know what I mean?
Like, I think, like, I wonder how much of it is him being like, well, if I would have told you,
you would have, like, thought I was crazy and you wouldn't have even wanted to go.
Well, the thing about this way, Rob knows everything and more of what's happened so far,
except the only thing that seemed to surprise him was Jubilation being violent.
But other than that, everything seems to be new.
familiar to him and the way he explains it to alice in the beginning is oh yeah weird stuff
happens like yeah i mean he definitely undercut it wrong he for sure undercut it yeah yeah anyway um
yeah i like lilith i hope she i hope she lives so that the tragedy means something i hope she
makes it out yeah yeah you i hope that there's a purpose to it but we'll see yeah either either
lilith lives or everyone dies either of those scenarios could work uh but i hope i hope lilith
makes it. Anyway. The next morning goes quickly. It's amazing how efficient a group of people
can be when none of them feel like talking. Not only that, but breakfast has become a noticeably
brief affair. I managed to get through half a bag of trail mix before I find myself
uncomfortably full. Rob's words about the road sustaining properties ringing my ears as I look
around the group. Everyone leaves their bowls half empty. Lilith hasn't eaten a bite. By this
point, the launch protocol has been drilled into us, despite our preoccupations, and the
the fractitious rifts developing between us, the cars line up like clockwork as they merge
onto the road. In fact, the mood of the group seems strangely procedural. All radio contact
starts with the starting of a call sign, followed by that of the recipient. The cars maintain
an even careful distance between one another. We've seen all too clearly what happens when
the rules are neglected, and no one wants to take chances anymore. How far away are we?
from where
you haven't got to the end of the road right
I mean you're still charting it
that's right
well
how long until we get to
you know to uncharted territory
to be honest
not too long
what's going to happen once we reach that point
we're going to keep driving
until we get to the end
that's the plan
you know I won't judge you if you want to turn around
I'm sure you can talk someone into it
Could I talk
Could I talk you into it?
Rob smiles
Afraid not
This trip ain't like the others
Roads kicking back like never before
I think it knows I'm coming all the way this time
What is this place, Rob?
Rob sighs as he slowly takes the next left
On a quiet, rural T-junction
I think it's a stray thread
Running off to spoil
The radio crackles
Rob, you just took the wrong turn
An instant drum of fresh panic hammers in my chest
I stare at Rob and he stares right back
I know he's feeling the same thing I am
Though he's doing a much better job of keeping it off his face
He thanks carefully for a moment
No
No, I've been down this road before
He took a rot last time
Uh yeah, yes
the turn before this one was a right i remember
fair men to all cars
thanks bonnie for giving us the frat of our lives
we're on the right we're on the correct road
no no that can't be it's that's wrong
martin tell them our mistake rob let's keep going
bristol there's concern in lilless voice
i lean over to my wing mirror attempting to gauge the atmosphere
in the car behind me there's clearly some commotion between
Bonnie and Clyde, with the latter attempting to gently remove the walkie-talkie from his sister's hands.
Oh, yeah.
There's so, yeah, because remember, she's losing her mind.
What's what I'm saying is I feel like, because she talked to the hitchhiker, that she, I feel like it's the road trying to fuck them up.
Yeah, she's like a conduit for the road at this point.
Yeah, I think so.
Yeah.
There's something else, however.
Pass Bonnie and Clyde, past Blue Jay, an old dilapidated road sign made of weathered timber stands by the side of the road behind.
us. I can't read all of it as the peeling letters grow even ever smaller, but I can piece
together what it probably once said. Winnery Bay, five miles. I'm excited. That is, that is what Bonnie,
well, what's interesting too about that, man, is Rob was like, oh, it's not too much farther to
we get an uncharted territory. Oh, that's a good point. Of course, it's Winnery Bay. That's good point.
I didn't think of that. Yeah, do you think that means Rob has been, or that's where he turned around?
I'm wondering if that's where he turned around is what I'm thinking.
Something had to have happened.
I'm so excited to see what Winnery Bay is.
I'm like a kid.
Honestly, like, I know that you all wanted to see part two of the left-right game last Saturday,
but honestly, I don't care about you.
I was upset that I didn't get to read the rest of it because I, like,
I, like, all week was thinking of my head, like, what is Winnery Bay?
What is Winnery Bay?
Well, especially putting such a notion on it.
I mean, like, my favorite part was the hitchhiker.
And to, I love that that interaction with him is still ongoing in this story.
Like, there's still repercussions.
Exactly.
Yeah.
How fun.
I'm pumped.
All right.
Winnery Bay, five miles.
We're going to turn around, right?
One second, Bonnie.
I'll check, or I'll check the map.
I probably switch off the radio.
Are we not passing through Winnery Bay?
Rob turns to me, a puzzled look in his eyes.
Through where?
In the wake of those two, innocently inquiring words, my mind reels back to the morning of
our third day on the road, watching Bonnie and Clyde wander over to Rob to confess their
transgressions with the hitchhiker, the quiet conversation that passed between them.
Rob's seemingly comforting response, I'd felt wretched in those moments.
A few minutes prior, I had tricked and deceived Clyde, yet I never once considered
he might have done the same to me.
Is it safe to pull over?
What? Why?
Is it safe, Rob?
Yeah, yeah, it should be.
Then pull over.
I switch with the radio back on and grab the receiver.
As I make a connection to Bonnie and Clyde's car, it's clear that an argument is brewing.
Lilith is asking for me, a helpless passenger, caught in the middle of something she doesn't understand.
Bristol to all cars. We're stopping up ahead.
I want to add, Alice pulling this is one of the...
smartest moves in the story. The moment she puts the pieces together that Clyde and Bonnie
did not tell Rob that she's been talking about Winery Bay. The moment Alice finds out,
she's like, all right, we're doing this now, we're doing it right here. That's smart. That's
very smart. Well, what's also interesting is he felt like he didn't understand. And if I remember
right, Alice did have some interaction with the hitchhiker, right? Like one little thing?
Or almost? It was almost because randomly the hitchhiker goes, you're just a disappointment,
aren't you and she turns around real quick and she's about what though would you say or something like that she says
the way it's written is it says what and it says right before the words leave my mouth rob grabs me
oh i see yeah okay because i was just wondering if she can only see it because she also slightly
interacted with i mean she looked at him she made eye contact with him i i don't know if that would
count as the same thing as she never spoke to him she never spoke to him right whereas uh bonnie
straight up said, bless you.
Yeah, Bonnie had like full conversation.
After he sneezed.
And then she just started talking to him after that.
Yeah.
Um, which the sneeze is a clever way to get someone.
That's very devilish.
Yeah, that is good.
All right.
Rob seems acutely aware that I'm not messing around.
As soon as we roll to a halt, I throw my door open and jump onto the dusty roadside.
Striding over to the rest of the convoy who are just starting to get out of their own cars,
I'm conscious of a driving anger behind each step I take.
You didn't tell him.
Bristol, I.
What's going on, Bristol?
Rob marches up behind me, more than a little restless to get a grip on my motives.
Clyde.
Clyde looks around a circle of expectant eyes.
He delivers his answer.
He's unable to meet any of them.
Bonnie.
Bonnie talk to the hitchhiker.
Rob's expression shifts.
His confusion degrading into a solemn understanding.
Damn it.
You knew about it.
this Bristol?
I told them to tell you in the morning of the third day.
I saw them go over to you and I thought they did.
Bonnie thought you'd turn us around.
Well, she was damn right.
You've seen what happens when the rules get broken.
You should have seen me as soon...
Hold on.
You should have told me as soon as you saw me and headed right back home.
That was before Ace.
Before everything.
I didn't know this place was...
The rules are the rules, Clyde.
Is anything even wrong with Bonnie?
you said she gets confused
Was that a lie?
Clyde doesn't answer
avoiding Rob's glare
As I process what Rob's just said
I have to say I'm surprised
by the deviousness of the two siblings
When I thought they were telling Rob about the hitchhiker
It appears they'd instead told him that Bonnie was
To some degree, senile
It was a simple lie
But one that would adequately explain her odd behavior
Draw sympathy from Rob
And most ingeniously
Prevent him from telling me about their conversation
A truth buried beneath an unpleasant lie.
It's subject matter just uncomfortable enough to head off any chance of discussion.
Still, it leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
We can head home if you want.
No.
The group turns to Bonnie.
She speaks in a tone more decisive than I thought her capable.
He, the hitchhiker, he was talking about a, about the village we just passed.
I was looking forward to seeing it.
That's all.
I'm okay, really.
You've been talking about it a lot, Bonnie.
It just sounded like a lovely place.
I was sad that we passed it by.
I'm sorry for worrying everyone.
Please don't make us turn around, Rob.
Rob stares at them both.
His position has been made crystal clear.
We're stopping a little early today.
Come the rest of the way with us.
Rest up.
And tomorrow, you both go home.
You should count yourselves lucky you get the chance to turn around.
Rob marches back to the Wrangler, signaling that the discussion is over.
Lilith, you're with us.
Lilith doesn't even try to hide her relief as she shuffles away from Bonnie and
climb and climbs into the back of the Jeep.
It's a little heartwarming that Rob still has the awareness to look out for her, angry as he may be.
As well as his surprising strength, I also tend to forget how perceptive he can be.
Bonnie Clyde and Blue Jay climb back into their respective vehicles.
I catch Bonnie's eye the moment before she,
she returns to the Ford. She appears truly disappointed, but otherwise resigned to keep going,
satisfied to let Winery Bay fade into the distance. It's comforting to hear that she's ready to put
the place behind her. It's just a pity I don't believe a word of it. Yeah, of course. Of course,
she's not going to forget about it. Yeah, duh. Absolutely not. That's an interesting interaction.
I feel like Bonn, my prediction is Bonnie is going to get her and Clyde killed somehow.
uh yeah i mean
i mean i you know i don't want to slow the story down too much but i do think that um
even if they do leave i don't i think it will not be the last we see of them i don't i don't
believe that they are going they're going to come back as those weird like scarecrow things later
on yeah yeah it's that all that beautiful emphasis on how like that sea of corn and like a giant
hill i mean like i don't know i think that like there's going to be something in there it's
just that that's just like it feels like a concoction for a great
scene so
yeah I'm curious
someone's gonna die
I can't wait
also no we're gonna see
Winnery Bay
we have to see
Winnery Bay
I think so
I'm excited for that too
I think so
I think that
the only thing I'm wondering
is why does it
Rob know of what it is
like well because he's never
driven through it right
because it sounds
well yeah but even the
even the sign right
well I mean maybe
maybe like I'm sure
there's a ton of road signs
they pass by
like fake road signs
oh sure
so whenever he's like
she's like
Winnery Bay, Rob's like, what?
That sign back there? What are you talking about?
Sure. Okay.
I mean, that's fair.
Yeah. That's fair.
Lilith, this is Lilith speaking.
It was fucking weird, Bristol.
Lillis seems happy to be in the Wrangler,
enjoying the sense of security
the modded behemoth affords,
and also greatly relieved to be away from Bonnie and Clyde.
She spent the last five minutes detailing
the 30-second argument that unfolded between them,
charting its disturbing nuances,
as well as its eerie conclusion.
but I swear she was basically like crying like she didn't understand how we could be going the wrong way
but then like as soon as you pulled us over and she just stopped like I mean stopped
that must have been that must have been disconcerting you have no idea so rob
when are these cornfields gonna fucking end soon we're gonna rest up for the night in a few turns
then tomorrow it won't be long until we're on a track through the woods
The fucking woods?
Are you kidding?
Are we talking like sleepy hollow bleeding trees or what?
Wish I could tell you.
Wait, what do you mean?
I ain't been that far yet.
It's new territory.
Oh, great.
Maybe the cornfields aren't so.
Lilith goes quiet, transfixed by something in the rearview mirror.
Before quickly turn it around to get a better look out the back window.
The car behind us is out of control.
Wow, who could have guessed?
Here we go.
Bonnie is fighting to wrestle the steering wheel from her brother.
The Ford swerves erratically behind us,
driven mad by the dynamic power struggle taking place inside it.
Rob sharply accelerates out of the way
as the car behind lurches drunkenly to and fro
before skidding to a shuddering halt.
Rob hits the brake hard,
and by the time I've turned in his direction,
he's already slammed the door of the Wrangler,
storming across the tarmac to Bonnie and Clyde.
Cut the engine!
The Ford's engine goes silent,
and in the absence of its rumbling growl, new sounds emerge,
the sounds of a struggle and of a wild desperate screaming.
Stepping out of the car for the second time today,
I jump onto the road and cover the distance between us.
Rob is attempting to pull a screeching Bonnie from the car.
Even with his impressive strength, it seems to be a challenge.
Bonnie claws at the walls,
trying with all her might to regain her grasp on the steering wheel.
Please, please! Let me go! Let me go!
Robb extracts Bonnie from the car
And attempts to subdue her
Amidst a flurry of flailing hands and elbows
She rise and kicks as he pins her arms to her sides
Bonnie
Bonnie
Come down, okay
Let's talk through this
He told me it was on her
He told me it was on our way
He said we passed through
He lied, Bonnie
No
No, we're going the wrong way
We're going the wrong way
Bonnie lashes out again
striking at Rob's legs with her own.
Rob holds her firmly.
Hit teeth gritted through every impact.
It's clear that Bonnie isn't going to let up.
I run back to the Wrangler and open up the truck.
After a few moments of rummaging through my bag,
I find the first aid kit and pull out an unopened pack of white zip ties.
Clyde, open the back door.
Rob, they're going to cover.
You're going to have to.
There's not much else you can do,
but it's funny to be like,
all right, you're going in the hottie hole.
You're going to have to get zipped up.
Sorry.
Rob sees me standing with the zip ties
Even in midst of Bonnie's incessant struggle
He looks at me with an almost questioning air
As if he's wondering how we ever arrived at this point
As if he's asking whether we can really do what I'm wordlessly suggesting
Bonnie answers the last question for him
In the slim few seconds of distraction
She slams her head back into his nose
eliciting a disgustingly loud thud and a pained growl from Rob
Dazed and confused his nose immediately
founting blood, Rob manages to keep his arms wrapped around her, but it's clear this isn't
going to be sustainable, and that she isn't anywhere close to calming down.
Clydeus opened the door, stepping back and looking on like a frightened child as we carry
Bonnie over to the back seat of the Ford. I lean in before him, adjusting the headrest until
it's pressed against the ceiling, ensuring that it can't be removed from the bracket. I then
loop a zip tie around each bracket and fasten them. What the fuck is going on?
Blue Jay has stepped out of her car, making her way towards us.
I realize that to someone who is fighting to not believe in any of this,
the following scene would appear to, at best, a melodramatic farce,
and at worst, as the attempted detention of an innocent and distressed woman.
Sadly, I don't have the time to field her questions.
Climbing to the car, Bonnie working constantly against us as Rob eases her in after me,
his hand on her head to prevent it bumping against the top of the door frame.
once she's inside I loop a second zip tie around the one I've already fastened on the right bracket
forcing her right hand inside it I pull the plastic tab over the sleeve of her jumper
I hope it's not too tight but at the very least it's secure enough to keep her in place
Bonnie continues to pull against the zip ties but it's clear her strength has been sapped from her
spirited battle with Rob not quite able to look her in the eye I push a pile of luggage out of the
way and climb out of the other side of the Ford.
Rob and I are both getting our breath back, the former pinching his nose and adjusting
stoically to the fresh pain.
Hey, what the fuck are?
You're not just going to leave her like that, are you?
Get back in your car, Blue Jay.
I walk back to the Wrangler, tuning out Denise's course protest.
Rob reaches into the Jeep still open trunk and pulls out a pile of blankets and pillows.
In the rearview mirror, I could see him placing them on Bonnie's lap, giving her a place to rest
her elbows.
She leans her forehead against the back of the headrest, even with her face blocked from view, I can tell that she's crying.
We arrived at the rest stop some 20 minutes later, the vague outline of a deep green forest blooming on the horizon.
It's earlier in the day than we would usually stop.
Rob tells us he wants the entirety of tomorrow to chart the woods, as well as good time to turn back before nightfall should the need arise.
I'm not complaining. I'm glad of the chance to rest up following today's events.
For the rest of the day, we take it in turns to keep an eye on Bonnie, making sure she has everything she needs.
When the Ford pulled up alongside us, Lillith Rob and I expected to see a quivering wreck, tugging ceaselessly against her bonds.
We were all surprised, and more than a little disturbed, to find her smiling.
By the time my turn comes around, the sun is already dipping in the sky.
Rob has prepared a small pot of miso soup in case anyone can bring themselves to eat.
I finished my bowl, all too aware of how unnecessary each meal now feels, and pour out a helping for Bonnie.
I find her in good spirits.
How are you doing, Alice?
I'm fine. How are you doing, Linda?
Oh, I'm okay. Sort of giving you such a fright earlier. I feel terrible.
It's fine, honestly. I'm sorry about all of this.
I gesture to the zip-tied restraints.
Rob has reapplied them, fastening bandages underneath the straps to afford Bonnie.
a modicum of comfort
still the scene rings
with a sinister barbarity which no
kind consideration can make up for
it's okay
I wasn't myself
I brought you soup
I know you might not be hungry
no no I'd love some thank you
everyone's being so lovely
well we just want to make sure you're all right
the way you're reading this scares me
I want you to know it's good
I feel like that's actually it is right
no that's the correct tone but it's scary
I submerged the spoon, drench up a measure of warm broth, and begin to raise it towards her.
Oh, no, you don't have to. I can feed myself.
She gestures to her bound hands, the clear implication hanging in the air.
No, I don't mind. I think it's...
Bonnie throws her weight sideways, her elbow jabbing outwards and hitting the bowl out of my hands.
Soup spills over my fleece, just a little cooler than scolding hot, and soaks immediately into the fabric.
I back away reflexively and watch Bonnie's expression flicker like a faulty light bulb from
kind tranquility to utter burning contempt.
It's gone as quickly as it appears, just in time for the rest of the group to look our way.
What are you doing with her?
Blue Jay storms across from her car, angrily drawing from a marlborough and forcing the smoke
draconically back into the air.
Nothing, just an accident.
It's okay, Blue Jay.
It's okay, Blue Jay. It was my mistake.
Did she get any?
on you? Blue Jay leans in placing her hand comfortably on Bonny's before turning to fix me with a
murderous stare. It's almost oppressive how, even when caring for someone, Blue Jay still manages
to be simultaneously venomous to those around her. No, no, it's okay. It was my fault. It's fine.
I'm sorry for causing trouble. Blue Jay laughs at Bonnie's submissive apology, unable to believe
what she's thinking. Her eyes remained fixed on me. You're a fucking coward. Look at what you're
making you do. Look what he's making you do. Look!
My eyes follow where she gestures. I have to admit, the helpless figure of Bonnie,
restrained in the backseat of the Ford, rings with an innate inhumanity.
Being forced to stare my actions in the face makes me feel utterly ghoulish.
The choices I've made seem insane to Blue Jay, but that doesn't mean hers are not.
Despite her pretensions of rationality, I can't help but feel that Blue Jay's actions are
simply being governed by a different insanity.
An insanity born out of the desperate need to explain the unexplainable,
which has morphed into an ugly cocktail of paranoia, self-grantger, and fervent antagonism.
Blue Jay notes my silent expression, most likely taking it as a personal victory.
Without another word, she returns to her car and shuts herself inside, festering silently and alone.
Do you want to know what's wonderful, Alice?
Bonnie leans towards me, lowering her voice to no one else can hear.
He told me there's a house.
Waiting for me.
My home by the sea.
I'm sorry, Bonnie.
I don't think there is.
It's going to be such a beautiful place.
Such a beautiful place.
Bonnie flashes me a broad grin.
It's been lovely knowing you, Alice.
Bonnie turns away from me, placing her forehead back on the headrest.
The grin doesn't fade as I turn away.
I walk back to the Rangler
faced with the choice
of changing into new clothes
or my thermal pajamas
after removing my fleece
and lying down for just a moment
I end up sleeping
in the clothes I'm wearing
at some point
I'd walk up to Rob
and be like Rob
we gotta kill her
Hey Rob
yes
Bonnie is pretty sure
she's gonna
she's gonna kill us
I'm almost positive
she's gonna kill us
well
we got a lot of territory
to chart
and Clyde's just like
I don't know why you guys are being so weird to my sister.
Stop being so weird to my sister.
She's fine.
She's like trying to eat her own face in the back seat of the car.
She's just weird about that.
She's vibrating speaking Latin behind the seat.
All right, so do we have to go home then or what?
I don't know what the big deal is.
She does this.
I don't know why you be so weird.
It's that time of the month.
She gets like this.
She talked to a demon.
Who cares?
God
You know, I really thought
When you were, when you were being
Alice just said that you're going to go
Rob, you're going to want to see this
Rob, yeah, you're going to want to see this
She's right behind
Yeah, yeah, you get it, you know what I'm saying, yeah,
Yeah, yeah
Rob, she's right behind it.
Yeah, all right
Before you move on, I mean
She's going
She's gonna escape, right?
She's gonna escape
Well, I think what she's doing
Is she's turning
She's manipulating emotions
To turn everyone against each other
So she can escape somehow
Yeah
Yeah
Because so after removing my fleece
Layed down
I'm wearing
So this is the end of the day
Kind of thing
There's a little bracket here
So this is the new day
I'm expecting that
They're gonna be gone
I feel like Clyde's gonna be missing
As well possibly
Oh no, let's find out
Let's see
When I wake up, the wrangler is moving.
The air mattress reverberates and my body rocks as we make a sharp U-turn.
I sit bolt upright.
Lilith waking up next to me, similarly bleary-eyed and confused.
Rob is behind the wheel.
The gearstick shakes as he transports us down the road at incredible speed.
Rob, what's happening?
Bonnie got herself free.
Of course! Of course!
What did we say?
Why not?
Bonnie got herself free
She's headed for the turn
I pull myself into the passenger seat
Suddenly wide awake
What
How did she get free
Is she with Clyde
She hit him over the head
Draged him out of the car
I couldn't wait for him
But he's catching up
Wait what
She hit him
Over the head
She hit him over the head
She hit him out of the car
So I'm guessing that she took their car
So I'm guessing that he's catching up
in terms of like
maybe he's riding with Blue Jay
Yes that's what I bet it means
So Clyde's
So Bonnie is by herself in that car
Bonnie is by herself
Going to that turn
Yes correct
All right
Right
Lilith and I turn around
Blue Jay's car is gaining on us
A distant pair of high beam
steadily drowning the rear window in light
Why is Blue Jay helping him
She probably wants to keep an eye on this
Rob do you think we'll catch up with Bonnie
I'm working on it
The Wrangler continues to rocket
through the darkness, we keep our eyes fixed forward, scanning the very edge of the horizon for
any sign of Bonnie's Ford. When Blue Jay pulls alongside us, I get a look at the pair. Blue Jay is not
but steely... Blue Jay is not but steely determination, dedicated to reaching Bonnie before we do.
Clyde looks mortified, rocked by his sister's actions, a small contusion on his head to mark her
vicious betrayal. Rob screeches to a halt once we arrive at the junction. Blue Jay's headlights
are already illuminating the road to Winnery Bay.
And Rob's lighting rig coats the entire area in an artificial twilight.
In the middle of it all, we see Bonnie, standing next to her car, smiling.
She's already beyond the threshold of the turn.
Linda.
Linda, please.
Come on back now, okay?
You can all come with me.
There's a place for all of us.
He told me there's a place for everyone.
Please, Linda.
You have to come back.
A strange tale of black dust is streaming off Bonnie's skin, rising into the air and dancing in the breeze.
After a moment, it becomes clear that the edges of Bonnie are slowly degrading,
converting quietly into dark ash and drifting into the atmosphere.
I love you very much, Martin. You're always welcome.
No, please, please!
Bonnie turns around and climbs into the car.
Without looking back, she pulls away down the road to Winnery Bay.
The trail of black particles rise from the Ford as she goes
With greater and greater volume
As the entire car starts to wither away before our eyes
Less than a minute later the Ford
With Bonnie inside it
Gradually dissolves into dust and scatters to the winds
Clyde doesn't speak
His entire being is quiet
Lilith immediately runs back to the Wrangler
Rob waits a while
staring at the dancing clouds of dust
Before putting his arm around Clyde
And gently escorting him to the Jeep
As I turn away from the road to Winnery Bay, I take note of Blue Jay's reaction.
She looks absolutely petrified, more so than I've ever seen her.
She impulsively removes the pack of marlboros from her pocket and holds them in her hands
before quickly returning them, unsmoked.
The night passes slowly after we return to the rest stop.
All of us are exhausted, and more than willing to surrender to the escapism of sleep.
Rob rests in the driver's seat, giving up his space on the air mattress to Clyde.
Everyone drops quickly enough into a quiet slumber, leaving me awake with only my thoughts for company.
I find myself thinking to Blue Jay, of how she could possibly hope to rationalize the disintegration of Bonnie and her car.
I wonder how I'd feel if the left-right game were exposed as some unparalleled magic trick.
Would I feel foolish?
No, I don't think so.
Impressed?
Maybe.
Relieved?
Most definitely.
In fact, the more I think about it, the more I miss the innocent days when I believed the game was a hoax.
I suppose I see why Blue Jay is so adamant about dismissing the place.
Trickery, however, elaborate is...
Wait, trickery, however elaborate, is almost always a preferable alternative to genuine whore.
The Jeep stores opens and shuts.
Part of me tries to ignore it, to wash my hands of any other developments in this harrowy night.
However, exiled as I am from the kingdom of sleep, I slowly find myself sitting up,
quietly putting on my boots, and letting myself out.
I step out into the cool night
observing the figure before me
Where are you going Clyde
Uh oh
Klein turns to face me
I initially interpret the look he gives me
As one of resignation
But the word doesn't quite fit
Resignation is a defeat
The world exacting compliance from you
Against your own wishes
But the man before me is as calm
As the night air around him
His wishes are clearly his own
There's no defeat in his eyes
but something else entirely.
Peace, maybe.
You know where I'm going, Alice.
Clyde speaks softly,
a quiet conviction behind every word, he says.
I briefly glanced towards the wrangler,
wondering if I'm really equipped to handle this on my own.
Don't call Rob.
I made a mistake coming back to the rest stop.
I shouldn't have done...
Please, just let me go.
Clyde, just wait for tomorrow, okay?
He'll understand.
stand. They'll turn us around and take you home. It won't be home anymore.
Clyde's gentle stare renders me silent. Linda had a husband once. He was a good man,
died young. She could never bring herself to go looking again, and I never found out who I was
looking for. We've been by each other's side for 60 years. Sixty years. I've got to be honest,
even after all we've been through
everything you and I have seen
I never felt like I was in a new world until now
I don't think I can let you do this Clyde
I'm sorry Alice but it's not up to you
Clyde breathes in the cool night air
excelling through his nose
I yelled to her to come back
when she ran off to rob that ice cream parlor
I kept calling out and calling out
I spent so much energy trying to get her to come back to me
after all I realized she wasn't coming back
that I'd have to follow her
I should have realized it earlier
that's all I can do
follow where she goes
Clyde looks at me
almost apologetically
Goodbye Alice
He turns away from the convoy and wanders back down the road
Clyde
Turns around one last time
Do you want company
It takes roughly an hour for us to walk back to the junction.
In the time we have, I'm treated to the story of Bonnie and Clyde,
the warmest fragments of their life together,
the moments that built them,
the waves that rock them,
and the places they once called home.
I don't think I'll ever agree with what Clyde is doing,
but the more he talks, the more I understand.
His stories stand more than half a century,
supported by a transient cast of acquaintances and friends,
but at the core of each tale is a pair of siblings who met the world to one another.
The pair existed as two relative souls, quantifiable only in relation to each other.
In the absence of one, the remnant was indefinable, a drifting point, unanchored in space.
The story ends just as we reach the junction.
I hope she's out there. I hope so too.
Thank you for coming with me. I know it's late.
no it's never a bad time to see a friend off
Clyde smiles at me one last time before turning to face the road
he steps over the threshold pass the old one in sign
in the silence of the night I hear nothing but his soft footsteps and quiet breeze
which after a few minutes carries the last of him into an open sky
it's a long walk back to the convoy
my mind is numb to fear as I make my way through the dark
the corn rustling in the wind beside me.
It's been four days since I arrived at Rob Guthrie's house,
sat down at his table,
and listened to him to speak about the new world he discovered.
In that time, I've seen things I can't hope to comprehend.
Sites that exist beyond the spectrum of our reality,
things I wouldn't have deemed possible.
For all I know, there is a wintry bay,
and Bonnie has already arrived at her house by the sea,
standing at the door, waiting with confidence for her brother's arrival.
I may never know
But I do hope they find each other
Wherever they may be
Dang
End of Part 6
I'm sad now
That's crazy
That was sad
That's crazy
It's also
It's a crazy thing
Of this chapter
We lost Bonnie and Clyde
Um
Bonnie insane
We saw how she is lost
But Clyde is pretty much
Just like there's no life
Without my sister
And pretty much gives his life
At the end there
Um
Pretty
unbelievable. Like, uh, just, just sad, but then also like in a way, it's like, I don't know.
I, I would be, it's 60 years a long time, you know, those are people who definitely depended
on each other forever. And in a way, their, that relationship is like their life. So one can't
exist without the other. Um, yeah, I don't know. Also, it's kind of exciting, too, because
now we're getting to the spot where Rob has never been through these woods, which I was going to
ask you when he's drafting these things right does he go and he like i wonder i'm curious because
he's known where to go each time which means that he's probably gone down roads and he's like
marked which is the correct left and which is the correct right so i'm wondering how he's going
to draft that in a real time if he's means to get to the end of where he's going
because now he doesn't know which left or right to actually take i'm so sad
that'll uh that was so sad that last part about the being insufferable and then like him knowing that
it's it's almost like i feel like clyde knows there's no like there's no winery bay right
there's no like betterment to what's happening i think you always hope for the for the best thing
in a way i mean like it is sad but in a way i don't know like i definitely it's not like i'm like
advocating for his side in that way, or unaliving. Sorry, YouTube. But I think, like, I don't know,
the part about a person caring about somebody so much that he just wants to be with them in this place,
even if he doesn't believe that it's there, I think that, like, there's a bit of peace to that.
And I think even Alice kind of understands that in a way, too. Like, if he kept going,
it's like he's just going to be lost and miserable and stuff. I don't think that, like,
justifies really like this kind of
you know reality that he's getting ready to face but
it's it's very sweet in a way
in a very odd way
at least that's how I read it
man that was
yep
I like this is such a good story I like the character
moments I like how it's able to turn I also suspect Blue Jay let
Bonnie go that's my theory
because the last person who was talking about
her was Blu-Jay, and then somehow she's out of the zip ties and steals the car, right?
Oh, that's true.
I think Blu-Jet cut her nose.
What's frustrating is that she still has this level of, which I know that this one ended
with even Alice being, like, you could see that she was, like, petrified of what she saw.
Like, in that, even Alice makes a thing of, like, it'd be hard for her to not realize this is
real.
Oh, exactly.
Like, she's like, oh, fuck, I caused this.
Kind of a very similar thing that Lilith was facing.
at the beginning of the episode.
Yeah, yeah, that's a good, that's a good juxtaposition.
Yeah, Lilith felt, but in different ways, yeah.
Very interesting full circle kind of scenario.
But yeah, no, I mean, I, even at the beginning, though, when she was like,
gilting Lilith, like, look what, look what he's making you do or whatever.
It's like, yeah, but did you not just see the person drowning an asphalt before this?
Or the other, like, all the other things, like, it's weird.
Why is the ash, the unbelievable step?
but the asphalt drowning and all that wasn't like
I mean maybe it's just
I know we've said this before
but the hundreds of miles
of like unpopulated road
you haven't had to fuel up
in how long like it's just like it doesn't make
her speculation doesn't make any sense
I mean I guess to a point of like maybe to her character
it's trying to be like oh well I'm right
and this guy is a phony
well that's kind of what Alice pointed out
when she was like,
I feel like
Blue Jay's gone
to a different
kind of insanity.
Like,
yeah,
the opposite direction.
Yeah,
total and absolute denial
is what it feels like.
But I mean,
I just got Bonnie killed,
so we'll see.
I like,
I like the,
uh,
the way that they go about this too
of like every time people die,
it's one less car in the,
um,
in the caravan of their group.
So like,
what,
once there was what,
there was five cars.
Now there's only,
there's probably only going to be two.
Yeah,
because you have,
now. Now you have the Jeep and Blue Jays car. That's it. Yeah, because we lost Aces, Porsche at Jubilation. We lost, uh, we lost both Apollo and Lilith's car at the asphalt. And we just lost Bonnie and Clyde's car. So there were six and now we're down to two, just Blue Jays and Rob's. Yeah. And all that's left is Rob, Rob, Alice, Blue Jay, and Lilith. So it seems like each, it seems like each trial, there's just people one by one, they're getting kind of picked off. So.
really interesting and i mean you know we still have seven eight nine and ten to go through i'm very
curious to see where this go there's a lot of story left so buckle up our dear listeners
yep i'm excited um all right so opening with part seven once again this is an intro from the person
compiling this hi guys apologies for the that's such a funny intro after what the text says
well yeah i guys welcome to the channel like hit that sub button subscribe hit that bell for more
hit the bell
okay
hi guys
apologies for the delay
in getting this post up
events conspired against me
it seems
please let me know
if you have any information
actually
that intro sounds a bit more
worrisome
than the previous ones
right there's no conversation
there he's just kind of like
well he's been very
nonchalant the last couple ones
but I think like
I don't know
like I mean like there's sometimes
that he says like
oh I'm working with the missing
part
I'm like, I'm working with the Department of Missing Persons.
And then sometimes he's just like, hey, sorry, I was taking a shit, my bad.
And it's as casual as that.
Like, I don't know.
It's, it's, it's, it's an, I'm wondering if it has any ties in with him at the end.
Oh, I didn't want to mention the last thing I wanted to mention for that last part before I became so depressed.
When he said 60 years that took me back, did you know they were that young?
That young, what do you mean?
I'm sorry, that old, that old, I mean.
Yeah, they were an older couple.
Or an older set pair of siblings.
I don't think they're as, I was thinking they're, like, 30.
I think Rob is older.
No, no, no.
I pictured them, yeah, like in their 50s or whatever.
Because I think that when they described them, they, like, said they had gray hair.
Okay, all right, right.
And stuff.
I still think Rob is the oldest person, though.
Yes, because he was in Vietnam.
So he's got to be, like, pushing 70 more than that problem.
Yeah, definitely.
Yeah.
All right, anyway.
We're now on to February 13th, 2017, left-right game.
Woo!
All right.
which is the same day right
they've been on the same
that was the same day as last time right
or the days getting longer
oh that's a good point maybe
but a night did
wait a couple of nights passed
in the last one right
because it was the even
lilith or sorry the lilith
and alice part
and then that was the next night
we just saw
so I don't know
something to keep track of
okay we'll see how many days pass
in this one
all right
part seven
I'm followed back from the junction by an overture of bird's song.
I'm grateful for the company.
In the wake of Clyde's departure,
I'm welcoming of any sound that distracts me from my own solitary footsteps,
grasping for any conceivable antidote to the palpable silence he's left behind.
I am not, however, as welcoming of what the shrill, melodic warbling represents,
the first symptom of impending daybreak.
I'd only been up at this hour a few times before,
stumbling back from Nigeria Street and down sweet market after an unexpectedly heavy night out.
My housemates, Molly, Craig, and Tom would spend the walk joyously discussing the evening scandals,
leaning against one another as we all stumbled away from a night of horrific excess.
This time around, the circumstances couldn't be more different.
I'm quite alone as I make my way up the road, and the only excess in my night has been a restless torrent of stress and melancholy.
there's one similarity however resting in the back of my mind as much now as it did then the nagging feeling that the day ahead will be one of bitter and immediate consequences i mean yeah she's got to walk back and be like oh clyde's dead by the way yeah clive killed himself sorry and i and i also was there and facilitated it so that's me present i heard his life story and it was beautiful but don't worry he wanted it to happen
He was very, he said, as he was disintegrating, he just kept chanting Pog over and over again.
It was very, it was very, it was very cool.
And then finally as he drew his last breath, he just said, baste.
And then he was immediately disintegrated into fine ash.
Pog!
Pog!
She's writing at her notes as he's disintegrating.
Chet, is this real?
Yeah, Pug, Pug, Chad, Chet, Chet, is this, Chut, is this real, is this real, Chad?
Is this real, Chad?
Is this real, Chad? I don't know, Chad.
I can't believe what I've seen.
I can't believe what I'm saying, Chad.
Is this real?
Have you seen the...
Oh.
I was about to ask.
Oh, my gosh.
I was about to ask if you've seen the animation of XQC.
Yeah.
Yeah, I've seen it.
Oh, my gosh.
Oh, my gosh.
I'm so stooped.
For those that don't know, I was just about to ask Hunter
if he's seen.
Hunter's animation
that that meme
comes from
oh my gosh
all right
oh chat
chat I can't believe
it's a real chat
oh my gosh
wow
chat wow
I forget that you're important
okay
anyway
as somber as this night
has been
I still find myself
cling into it
reluctant to witness
the heroine developments
that sunrise will bring
and a few
hours time, the convoy will wake up to find that they have suffered yet another loss.
It won't be the brutal, heart-wrenching feeling that they experienced with Eve or Apollo
or Bonnie, who perish in front of our eyes, but a muted sensation of gross unfairness.
Less immediate, yet all the more insidious.
As much as we hate to face the horrors in our lives, it can be far worse when they strike
us without our knowing.
To find out the only...
To find out only the next morning that you have been affected by cruel forces acting in
complete disregard of your presence and taking without concern of you it's not going to be a pleasant
morning nevertheless i glad to see the convoy when it finally comes into view and i will say too i feel
bad for rob lilith and lilith not really blue jay because whatever she's a stuck-up bitch but the uh
but the uh rob and lilith this is now the second time where someone has approached him by being like
hey you just woke up someone's gone like someone's dead they had to experience that with bonnie and
then now they even had to experience with Cly, but they didn't get the chance to, like, try and stop him, so.
Yeah.
I think, I think it's fair if they're a little mad at Alice, you know?
Sure, sure.
I think so.
I would be.
Uh, the hulking wrangler rests by the roadside like an old relic.
Right now, I can think of nothing more comforting than climbing into its secure, rugged shell.
For a moment, I find it strange how an object built for transit has become the one fixed point in my world.
Then again, it's not exactly the strangest thing.
happened on this road. Blue Jays car is parked sideways on, laid out across the tarmac. The windows
are shrouded in darkness, yet for the briefest moment, I think I see the red dot of a smoldering
cigarette igniting behind the glass, glowing momentarily before dropping out of sight. I fix my eyes on
the Wrangler and keep walking, resolved to ignore the ominous flicker of embers, and
attempting to ignore its uncomfortable implications. Even still, I shudder to think of the grim
conclusions that are being drawn within that acrid smoke-filled echo chamber.
I rest my hands on the jeep's passenger side door, pausing briefly to gauge the sun's progress.
I probably have less than two hours before I'll be expected to step over that nasset horizon
to let Rob carry me into unknown territory onto the unexplored section of the left-right game.
Whatever lies at the end of this ordeal could very well be two roads over.
Then again, it could take a whole lot longer.
I suppose there's only one way to find out.
I climbed quietly into the car and gently position myself next to Lilith.
It's cramped, and now that she's had the space to move around,
it takes a modicum of contortion to properly lie down,
but it feels more comfortable than the prospect of resting on the open space
that had been reserved for Clyde.
For tonight at least, it would feel like a little too much like resting on a fresh grave.
The morning does come quicker than I'd like.
Surprisingly, once I awake from a blissfully dreamlessly,
I realize I'm not tired at all.
Perhaps it's going to hit me later in the day,
or perhaps the need for sleep is yet another casualty of the road's odd-sustaining quality.
It's unsettling to think that the road is exerting some metamorphic influence over me,
however convenient the effect.
After losing most of my need to eat and drink,
and now, starting to require less rest,
I can't help but feel that something wants us to continue on the road,
removing everything else that might distract us from the journey.
It's a notion that intrigues and terraces,
terrifies me an almost equal measure.
When I open my eyes, I find myself standing directly, staring directly at Lilith,
who has turned to face me in the night.
I could tell she's already awake, quietly resting her eyes,
understandably reluctant to face the morning without someone at her side.
Hey, hey, good morning.
How'd you sleep?
Uh, yeah, not too bad.
This place isn't so comfortable.
Yeah, you get used to it.
The moment of silence passes between us.
I'm already aware of the empty space on the other side of the Jeep, hidden just beyond a pile of luggage and jerry cans.
It would be easy for me to act surprise at Clyde's absence to say that I had slept through the night to throw myself into a fruitless search effort and to realize the truth alongside everyone else.
Part of me wants to avoid the weight of recent events to step aside and let all the blame fall against the road.
That even if I wanted to, I know it wouldn't be right.
I'm not going to contribute a new set of secrets to this journey.
Anyway, for all I know, Blue Jay saw me return from the junction.
I won't want to give her the satisfaction of catching me in a lie.
If I'm going to tell them what's happened, then the conversation will need to happen immediately,
certainly before they have a chance to discover Clyde's absence themselves.
The words don't come easily.
They're impossible to form into a delicate order,
and I quickly realize that any aty tipped is just delaying the inevitable.
In the end, all I can break myself to say is,
Clyde's gone, Lilith.
It takes a few seconds of quiet comprehension
before Lilith sets bolt upright,
alarmedly peering over the luggage to Clyde's side of the Jeep.
Rob, Rob!
Lilith.
What's going on?
Something took Clyde.
Rob is suddenly wide awake as he twists around to view the back section of the Wrangler.
I can see the realization Don on his face as he understands what's happened.
He turns back around and fumbles with the ignition.
his eyes in the rear view are burning with desperate intention.
He still thinks he can catch up with Clyde before he crosses the threshold.
Nothing's taking him, Lilith. Hold on.
Rob, he's gone.
We don't know that. We just got to...
Rob, he's gone. He already passed the junction.
Rob's eyes flick to the rearview mirror, meeting mine.
The engine stays running as he turns around to face me.
How do you know that?
The urgency is drained from the car.
replaced instead by a palpable air of inquiry.
Lilith and Rob are both looking at me intently,
and for the first time on the road,
I feel like a figure of a legitimate suspicion.
I was with him when he crossed over.
What the fuck?
When was this?
Last night, about 3, 4 a.m.
He said that he...
In response to my words,
Rob swings the driver's side door open and leaves the Wrangler.
I watch him march out into the center of the road,
his entire body tensed and strained by a swell of air.
anger. I quickly climb out
behind him.
Damn it! Damn it, Bristol!
Why the hell did you let him?
You weren't there, Rob.
We were fucking yards away, Bristol.
You didn't think to wake us up?
Of course I did. He told me not to.
Oh, okay. Well, that's just fine then, is it?
He made his decision, Lilith.
None of us were going to stop him.
Well, I certainly wouldn't have just let him
fucking kill himself. You tie Bonnie
to the fucking headset, but
let Clyde waltz over the road without telling us?
That's a false equivalency.
A false...
Are you serious?
Yes, of course it is.
Bonnie wasn't herself.
Clyde was capable of making an informed decision.
His sister has just died.
Of course he wanted to join her.
That doesn't mean you let him fucking die.
You might as well have helped him blow his fucking brains out.
Lilith!
Rob speaks the name harshly, forcing its owner into an immediate silence.
after letting the group breathe for a moment he speaks calmly bristol are you sure there was nothing we could do
i look in rob's eye i look rob in the eye his words hit me harder than lillis impassionate
tirade standing before the both of them at the intersection of their expectant stares i feel first
inkling of doubt creep into my mind what would have happened if we talked clyde back into the wrangler
if Rob had forced him to stay.
Could he have found some reason to move forwards if we had kept him for a night, a day, a week?
All I could do is hold on to my recollection of the night before,
reminding myself of the sense of calm, finality that radiated from Klein when I confronted him.
All I can do is trust that I made the right call.
No, no, they wasn't.
This is the time when you decide to...
I told you it was going to drop at some point.
Thank you for not doing it as Clyde was walking off last night.
Yeah.
Did the thought come to you?
Be honest.
Did the thought come to you to do it then?
No, I was honestly waiting to see if, like, you could go to, like, an even, like, way, way down the road kind of thing.
And just, you know, be like, oh, what I think I'm going to Mike it.
Rob, I think I might need a point in a bloody way of a bloody skull, mate.
Come on.
Like, in that moment, so in my head, the, like, I don't know about you, but to me,
Bristol slash Alice looks like the actress who plays her in the, Tessa Thompson.
In my head, like, it's Tessa Thompson.
The moment you spoke in that voice, it became like,
Peaky blinders, Sillian Murphy.
Yeah, he just ends up being Killian Murphy.
Just like, transformed.
No, Rob, no, I don't think they was a thing me could do.
By order the pinky blinders.
Oh, way, yeah, whee.
Okay.
All right, thank you for that.
Yes, yes.
All right, so, yeah, Rob just asked his confidant
if there was anything they could do
about their friend
who has decided
to take that action
and Rob says
okay
well
there ain't nothing more
to say
Rob walks back to the Wrangler
cutting the conversation
short
through the quiet
resumption
of his usual morning routine
Lilith storms back
to the car
and shuts herself
inside
I'm left standing
in the center of the road
wondering if I could
feel any more wretched
I know what you did
Blue Jay has devolved
It's like a goblin
I hate Blue Jay
I mentioned her hair is all greasy
And she's just like chain smoking cigarettes
She's like
I know what you did
I was going to give her credit
If
like after the death of Apollo and them
She had like a turnaround
But she's just like reinforced
her already annoying
She has a narrative
that she refuses to back away from
Yeah
Like she...
You know what?
Sure, I get it
Real World, it'd be hard
to believe this kind of thing
But like, I mean, like, you know,
Alice said,
when you're presented
with this much evidence,
like, okay.
I think you have to have a character
that you can hate
and I think that Blue Jay
is a fun character to hate
right now in the story.
It could very well change.
I think it will,
but we'll see.
I think Blue Jay's gonna get
someone else killed
before this is over.
Probably Lilith,
I'm afraid of.
Well, she's already,
I mean, I think your theory is right.
Like, I think that you find that
she did let Bonnie go.
If we count that, then her current kill count is three.
Because she killed Ace, because she took her time, right?
And they couldn't help them.
She got Ace killed, I should say.
And then if she released Bonnie, that led to the death of Bonnie and Clyde.
So, yeah.
I mean, you're right.
That is three.
Yeah.
She's a terrible person.
She's a terrible person.
Yep.
Anyway.
Well, at least.
that answers my question. It seems that
while I had been struggling to defend the validity of my
actions to Robin Lilith, Blue Jay had very
quietly climbed out of her car, waiting patiently
for the rest of the convoy to scatter before directing
a victorious smile towards me.
Can we not do this, Blue Jay?
She responds to my words by ignoring them completely.
I was up in the night. Watching you all.
What a surprise when I saw you leave
with Clyde and come back alone?
Calm as a fucking grave.
I don't know if Clyde was in your
little game, but he sure as fuck wasn't.
happy with how far you've taken it.
He had to go, didn't he?
She's totally
deluge. She's like Smeagel.
You've killed. You've killed
Clyde because he wouldn't
play your game. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, okay,
whatever. I don't want to dignify her words with a response.
In point of fact, I'm not
entirely sure what I'd say to such an absurd
accusation. Her statement rings
with all the trademarks of paranoid conspiracy,
the unnatural confidence, the vague language,
the frenetic conclusions,
which are so obvious to her
yet seem impossible for me to grasp
in the end
Blue Jay doesn't wait for my response
I just want you to know
that I'm not falling for your fucking game
but you will not turn me around
and if you try anything like that with me
I will fucking kill you
I stared at the woman before me
her pupils two dark pools of venom
her smile curled into a crooked smirk
of an adulterated contempt
that's a great line
yeah
it's a great
I love her
her pupils
two dark pools
of venom
yeah
why didn't you
talk to the hitchhiko
blue jay
oh oh
oh god her
oh slam dunk
boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom boom
and boom goes the dynamite
and boom goes the dynamite
oh that's good
blue jay's brow furrows
the smirk degrading from her face
I don't wait for her response
I mean
Now that we've seen what happens
To people who spoke to him
It's fair to assume you didn't
Or am I wrong
Blue Jay presses her lips firmly together
Glaring at me
Yes
The veins that her temples
Embozed against her taut skin
It's all right Blue Jay
I was scared too
Oh
What a fucking dunk
Get shit on
Blue Jay
She
Bro
bro literally had a
I love that
I love Alice I love how
Calculating Alice is whenever stuff starts
Like she doesn't let her emotions get in the way of her
Like she's sitting there St. Blue Jays like
You killed that person you're awful and then Alice is like
You know come to think of it
Why when all this started why were you playing along
I thought you weren't part of the game
Yeah yeah yeah she's she believes in it
But she's like like I said
She is completely deranged
She's delusional and she's like
Stuck herself to
this narrative of like it's a lie so it's always going to be a lie but at the same time you can tell
that she's like fucking horrified yeah man that was good that was dope i really like alice's
character she's like a smart protagonist she oh yeah i've always said that like horror movies
are so much more effective to me when the characters are smart because when they're dumb it's
easy to ride off a lot of the deaths and stuff but when they're doing everything right it makes it
worse right because like you know the thing about that i don't think that she's done everything right
I think that she just, she's consistent as a character.
Yeah.
I think that she has, she isn't swayed by her motives.
And that's the interesting thing, the juxtaposition between Blue Jay and Alice is that they both came in with these kind of motives.
And yet Blue Jay will refuse to like drop those motives and like kind of give this a chance or be able to like, I think move on.
And I think it'll lead to her demise while Alice is, is not so easily in the camp that she's aware.
of everything and she's like open to the idea of uh basically humanity in the situation which i think
is why she appears to be such a more compassionate and effective character yeah i agree uh so after
that after that you know bell ringer of a statement yeah i walked to the back of the wrangler
where rob has pulled out the stove and four camping chairs after helping him set them in the
middle of the road and allowing him to cook me a bowl of steaming hot rice i set down next to him
and eat what i can we can't think of anything to talk
about, and the two remaining chairs stay empty for the rest of the meal.
And I climb back into the wrangler, Lilith seems quiet.
She's less angry now, and, as I've seen before with her, is now being forced to confront
the feelings her fury had been overshadowing.
She shares a look with me in the rearview mirror, a look of being genuinely lost.
I find myself reflecting the same expression as I stare back at her, and in that small
sliver of glass, I think we both find a glimmer of understanding.
an understanding that there have been no easy choices on this road
and that we should forgive each other and ourselves
for the decisions we've had to make.
After all, I wouldn't be surprised if there are harder choices ahead.
And not to derail us too much more,
but I think it hit Lilith a lot more too with Eve being gone and stuff.
And I feel like she's in this place where it's like, learn from my mistake.
Yeah, when she said that whole phrase that was like,
well, his sister just died, what?
Do we just let someone, like, do that to themselves?
Yeah.
She was kind of talking to herself there.
Yeah, she was, yeah, exactly.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So I guess that's just what I wanted to say is I just picking them up on that.
Like I said, we can keep going, but I just, I think that it's why I think it's affected her so much more.
And also, it's just, I mean, as a ethical, like a morale or ethical situation, it's obviously going to be very divisive.
Yeah, I agree.
It takes us less than an hour before we reach the woods.
The drive has been predictably bereft of conversation.
However, as the cornfields merge into deep green woodland
and the thin opening we're supposed to take draws near,
Rob breaks the silence with a customary all-cars address.
Ferryman to all-cars, I just want to say
it's an honor taking this next corner with y'all.
From here on out, we move slow,
poured anything unusual,
and stay on the lookout for the next turn, okay?
All right, here we go.
Oh, fuck, here we go.
Rob twist the steering wheel.
We turn in a slow, deliberate arc towards the gap in the forest.
The tarmac disappears below us, giving way to a rough dirt track.
A towering legion of knotted trees eclips the convoy, the sun all but disappearing behind the thick canopy.
The significance of this small turn in the road isn't lost on me.
We had finally crossed the threshold, into the unknown reaches of the left-right game.
For all we knew, we were the first people to ever have come this far,
the first explorers of an entirely uncharted world.
I'm not surprised when I realize I've been holding my breath.
I examine my compatriots closely.
Lilith isn't even looking out the window, lost in her own tumultuous thoughts.
Rob is reacting exactly as I expected,
looking out of every window with an air of mystified wonder.
Well, I'll be. It's beautiful, ain't it?
As I look away from him and back out the windshield,
I find myself smiling.
Even after the stressful mornings we've all had, and the uncertain day that lies ahead,
Rob's statement rings with a joyous sincerity, which I can't help but appreciate.
I also can't help but agree with him.
In its own eerie way, it's a beautiful place.
The Wrangler moves at a crawl for the rest of the day.
The woods are vast and untamable.
Thin, swooping branches hang lazily over the road, clattering against the light rig as we pass beneath them.
many of the trees stand at strange crooked angles their various disparate inclines making it impossible to see too far in either direction rob spends every moment scanning the sides of the road the trees that flank us are so thick so tightly packed together that it's easy to denote an upcoming turn i suspect rob simply doesn't want to take any chance paranoid as he is about the road's deceptive qualities he needn't have worried there are only four turns across this entire
afternoon. Each one is identified far in advance and navigated perfectly. Before I know it,
we've entered the early evening, with no discernible end to the woods in sight. We've been
traveling uphill for a short while, plateauing onto a thin stretch of road, an endless expanse
of force to our left and a dangerously steep bank to our right. With one less side of the road
to look out for, Rob seems a little more comfortable holding a conversation.
So what are you going to do? If you get to the end of the road,
Code. Document it. Bring it home. Hand it over to the world.
And after that?
I guess I might take a vacation. Maybe I should visit London. Do you want to show me around?
You've never been to London?
I just passed by, carrying packages. Never like city so much. Try to stay out of them when I can.
I'd go if I had a tour guide, though.
Okay, well, that's my next story, then. Rob Guthard takes on London.
I don't think folk would want to listen to that
I don't know
I think people would tune in
Or are you just too worried you'll grow to like the place
Junior would never let me hear the end of that
Fair enough
Wait, sorry
My son wouldn't let me forget it
He's always been a city boy
I stare out into the pitch black forest
Suddenly thinking back to my arrival in Phoenix Arizona
Just five days before
I recollect my formative meeting with Rob Guthard
And how I'd been treated to the
briefest overview of his life. I didn't push for too much detail, wanting to hear the story
in his own words, and under the assumption that I could get more background after a short
stint on the road, after four days of intrigue and horror and stress, I haven't had time
for a follow-up. In all honesty, it's only now I think back on it that I realize just how
little ground we covered in our first interview. How eager he was to skip past the formative
details in his existence. I didn't know the names of his ex-wives or anyone who wasn't
directly involved in his work with the paranormal.
For example, I didn't know he referred to his son as junior.
Often used as a general nickname for a child, it can, every so often, means something much more specific.
Is, does your son show your name?
Rob turns to me, confused.
Yeah, did I never...
Look out!
Rob snaps fords as a fleeting blur darts across the road, before tumbling down the steep verge to our right.
Over the engine, we can...
hear rustles and thuds as it disappears down the steep hillside and into the deep forest below.
What was that? Was that a deer?
That's what it looked like.
It went straight off the edge. Why would it do that?
Ain't too bright as all.
Guys, can we get moving? This is...
I'm interrupted by the sound of faint rumbling, emanating from the woods on the left side of the road.
What is that?
We ain't waiting around to find out.
Oh, Rob kicks the car into gear and pulls down the track.
Less than five seconds later, he slams the brake on once more,
stalling the car as a small group of three or four deer burst out in front of us.
A few more can be heard skittering behind the Wrangler,
slamming against the back of the Jeep as they hurriedly negotiate the gap between us and Blue Jay.
As Rob works to restart the car, I stare out of the window and into the forest.
Finally, aware of what I'm hearing in the trees.
The thunder is sound of hooves hammering against the earth,
brushing past the undergrowth, struggling over rocks and branches on their way towards us.
In no time at all, the forest erupts from an empty darkness into chaotic, violent life
as an unbroken horde of frenzy deer burst out from the trees.
Rob tries to tell us to hold on, but he doesn't have time.
The path ahead floods with hundreds of stampeding deer,
an unbroken torrent that blocks out the headlights beam.
Lilith jumps back from the passenger door as deep, thudding nails vibrate through the wrangler.
The deer, locked in a desperate sprint with little space to maneuver, are running headfirst into the side of the car.
One of the smaller deer bolts out of the forest, hits the deep green metal just below my window, the reverberation shaking the glass.
I think I hear its neck snap.
The ones I could get past the car aren't fearing better.
Locked in a frantic state and forced along by their equally desperate cohorts, I can only watch as they spill over the edge of the steep hillside.
Countless bodies crash into the darkness, carried down into what I can only.
assume is a quickly developing mass grave of twisted interlocking bodies.
Rob, get us out of here. We ain't moving through. Just stay down. What the fuck? Somebody help.
Blue Jay sounds terrified. The Wrangler's taking a beating from the onslaught of desperate creatures,
but is still managing a hold firm. When I look back towards Blue Jay, I see a different story entirely.
The car is lying at an angle pushed towards the edge of the hill by the sheer force of the herd's
collective impact. The passenger side is on display, riddled with slick red marks and heavy,
crater is dense. The creature's rushed past her, clumsily clambering over the hood and hammering
into the doors of the car. Blue Jay screams into the receiver, placing a hand over her eyes.
As one of her front tires passes over the edge, the car's chassis dropping down into the dirt,
luckily for her, when I turn back to the forest, I can see it's empty dramatically. The flood
has subsided, and the last few deer pelting through the trees and across the road, their position
at the back of the herd
providing them
with more than enough
space to maneuver
around the convoy
ferrymen to
Blue Jay
get yourself over here
we gotta go now
what the fuck was that
what the fuck was that
it was just a herd
of deer
Blue Jay but they were running
pretty hard
and I ain't looking to meet
whatever they were running from
we don't have time
to get you back on the road
get over here
now
nothing more can be heard
from Blue Jay's radio
except for static
and a few intermittent
gas for breathless fear
ah damn it
stay in the car you two
Lilith, hand me the rifle. I ain't taking any chances out there.
Lilith finds the rifle and hands it over to Rob. Grabbing some supplementary ammo from the glove compartment,
Rob climbs out and slams the door, marching through the dirt to Blue Jay's ruined car.
I clamber into the back of the wrangler, struggling over a pile of empty Jerry cans and surveying the scene as it unfolds.
In an almost Herculane effort, Rob wrenches the passenger side door open and holds his hand out for Blue Jay to take.
I look on as she unbuckles her seatbelt, climbs out unassisted, and immediately launches herself at Rob, crying her eyes out and lashing at his chest with two clenched fists.
She looks distraught, terrified, and violently angry.
Rob stands there and takes it, whispering vague assurances to her as she unloads her tear and frustration into every wailing blow.
Come on, Blue Jay, we got to go.
Love talks under her breath, willing Blue Jay's catharsis to speed itself along.
I look at her silently sharing her in patience
Then something catches my eye
Something in the distance behind Lilith
Slowly making its way through the trees
I turn around and scramble to the front of the car
Returning with the radio transceiver
Rob get back here
There's something in the forest
Hearing my warning crackle out from Blue Jay's car
Rob turns in my direction
Before alarmingly staring into the forest
Where a pale figure is winding its way towards the pair
For what I can ascertain, as it briefly leaves the obscuring undergrowth, it seems to be small, tremendously thin, and crawling unevenly on its hands and feet.
The creature stops in a clearing ahead of Rob and Blue Jay, in view of me and Lilith, but shrouded from everyone in the shadow of the forest.
Blue Jay separates from Rob, pulling a head torch out of her bag.
Slowly, and with trembling fingers, she points the beam towards the creature and switches it on.
The resulting sight is incomprehensible.
The beam instantly illuminates the light frame of a thin, almost emaciated child.
It's barely over a year old, deathly pale, covered in dirt, its skin stretched taut over frail limbs.
It stares up at Blue Jay, reflexively holding one arm over its eyes to shield itself from the bright LED light.
Oh my God, what's happening to it?
I know exactly what Lilith's talking about.
My hand raises to my mouth as I watch the child struggle through the stream of harsh white light.
With every step it takes, the child's form starts to shift and change.
It slims elongate in jagged, lurching burst of growth.
Anything exposed to the beam develops with grotesque rapidity.
It's as if the child is aging before our eyes.
Letting out a tortured cry, the creature darts towards Blue Jay, angrily swatting the torch from her grip.
Blue Jay screams in shock and pain as she holds her strickened hands.
her attention transfixed on the child who has seemingly aged almost three years in a matter of seconds.
Even in the fresh darkness, with her head torch fractured on the ground,
I can tell the Blue Jay is paralyzed with an abject consuming horror.
Rob doesn't hesitate.
He reflexively grabs Blue Jay and pulls her backwards into the path of her headlights.
The creature reaches out for them as they go, one hand passing after them into the light.
It pulls back quickly, its eyes full of heart-wrenching juvenile tears,
the finger of its left hand aged beyond the rest of its body.
Its cries begin anew.
As ghastly as it seems, the child doesn't seem malevolent or demonic.
In fact, as it looks back towards Blue Jay, it seems genuinely upset,
unable to comprehend the actions of those around him
as it stares sorrowfully back at its newly malformed fingers.
It's not much of a stretch to assume the transformations are as painful to endure as they are disturbing.
Stay in the lot, Blue Jay. Keep moving!
Blue Jay breaks away from behind Rob and sprints towards the Wrangler.
As soon as she begins to flee, the child lets out a high-pitched scream and strikes the hood of Blue Jay's car.
The impact of the blow is impossibly forceful.
In less than an instant, the chassis crumbles into a massive jagged metal.
The one remaining headlight disappears from view as the car is launched off the path and rolls into the valley below.
With Rob and Blue Jay now return to the darkness, the child skitters quickly towards Blue Jay,
grabbing her foot as it lifts off the ground and yanking it backwards.
With all her momentum immediately halted and one foot taken out from beneath her,
Blue Jay has nowhere to go but down.
She slams under the earth, her chin bouncing off a sharp rock.
Blue Jay looks up at us with stunned, pleading eyes.
Lilith and I have only a few seconds to meet her gaze before she is dragged backwards along the ground.
She screams in pain, her ankle caught in the child's iron grip.
It doesn't even break pace as it walks back towards the woods,
pulling Blue Jay along like a rag doll.
Rob reaches out for her, snatching for Blue Jay's hand as she rise and thrashes against an unstoppable force.
They connect briefly, but Rob's effort to keep a hold of her is futile.
Dash immediately as she is pulled effortlessly from his hands.
Blue Jay resorts to clawing at the ground, dragging thick, dark soil, and pulling loose rocks free from the dirt.
Rob somberly unstraps his rifle, swinging it around to his front,
he reaches into the breast pocket of his jacket and chambers a single bolt.
it. Blue Jay looks on as Rob raises the rifle to his shoulder and aims for the back of the
oblivious child's head. Oh God. Lilith turns away from the window, cowering away from the
insanity outside the car. I could barely watch myself as Rob places his finger on the trigger.
The shot never comes. Blue Jay shrieks as the child reaches the tree line, pulling her into the undergrowth.
Rob's hands are shaking, unable to do what needs to be done. Cursing loudly at the air itself,
Rob lets the rifle fall to the ground.
He stands in Mobile as Blue Jay screams continue to emanate through the trees.
His expression has been worn by everyone on the road.
Like all of them, he's no longer present, lost to a realm of hopelessness and bewilderment,
but unlike many others, he doesn't stay that way for long.
Unlike the rest of us, Rob Guthroud manages to bring himself back.
Bristol, there's a torch of the green bag. Get it now!
I don't have time to hesitate.
I scarred the contents of the Wrangler desperately.
Lou J screams growing increasingly distant with every passing second.
Locating a large green bag in the far corner, I crawl across the Wrangler,
unfasten the straps, and spills contents in the car.
A heavy-duty LED torch clings against the cabin floor,
and I snatch it up before it can roll away.
Returning to Rob, I swing the back doors open and jump out onto the dirt track,
throwing the torch behind Rob's outstretched hand.
As soon as he catches it, Rob sprints out into the forest, leaving me and Lilith behind.
The events that unfold among the trees are told to us in sound and light.
After almost a minute of silence, the torches ray bursts through the trees.
Blue Jay's distant screeching intensifies as the child breaks into a gut-wrenching cry.
A large crash echoes through the night air.
The sound of bark cracking as the very trees shatter into splinters.
The light dances chaotically as Rob lets out a cathartic, damaged roar.
Suddenly, the child's desolate wailing grows more distant, retreating deep,
deep into the woods
and suddenly
silence
Bristol
what's happening
I don't know
stay in the car
we wait for what seems like an age
lost in worry
before the gentle wrestling of undergrowth
calls our attention back to the tree line
a moment later
Rob emerges from the trees
holding Blue Jay's arm around his shoulder
oh thank God
oh thank God
the pair stumbles over to us
slowly and painfully.
Blue Jay walks with a limp,
her ankle is already horribly bruised,
Rob sports a series of cuts across his face
but seems otherwise unharmed.
He calls back to us, utterly exhausted.
Nothing to it!
Yeah.
Badass.
Just when I think I'm out, he pulls me back in.
Just when I think Rob's like,
maybe evil or whatever, that was so cool.
well for a second i thought he was just gonna like not i thought he was just gonna let her go or something like that
i think he did the math that the shot may not do anything but he's like flashlight the light is gonna be
and then he like goes over the tree line and you hear screaming and shouting and then man that's cool uh
not to do it ah man all right maybe i'm back on maybe rob's won me back over a bit that was really cool
okay an irrepressible smile grows across my face a pained grimace of sincere joy
I raise a hand in my mouth as tears of unbridled relief start to roll down my cheeks.
It's a brief fleeting moment in an otherwise dark night, but for once we've managed to pass through the storm, battered and broken, but at the very least, still together.
Blue Jay falls to the floor, slipping free of Rob's grip and unable to hold her own weight.
Rob turns around to look for where she's fallen, finds her crawling slowly towards the steep verge.
Blue Jay, Denise, you okay?
Blue Jay stops crawling.
places her hands on the ground and rises unsteadily.
Oh, no.
I suppose she can stand on her own after all.
When she's finally upright, she turns back towards Rob,
raising his rifle to her shoulder and fixing it on his torso.
Oh my God.
If this is, I'm going to be, if this happens, I'm going to be furious, okay?
My smile vanishes.
Denise, what did you?
Put it down.
It was a child, Rob.
It was a child.
Child, it...
What did you...
Oh my God, Bristol.
What's happening?
Stay in the call, Lillith.
Denise, you seen it just as much as me.
You saw what it did.
It...
It tore it my...
It broke the skin.
How...
Why are you doing this?
Denise, Denise, you know what you saw, okay?
You know this is real.
We ain't doing this to you.
It's happening to all of us.
It's...
Rob stares at Blue Jay,
then down to the rifle.
Besides boring on.
to his chest. Okay, okay. How about we turn the car around? Right now, I'll turn us around,
and I'll take you back home, and I'll drop you off outside the tunnel. Safe and sound. I just want
to get you home safe. What do you say? Blue Jay looks into Rob's eyes, the rifle quivers in her hands.
We all wait, scarcely taking a breath for Blue Jay's response. Oh, no.
I don't believe you. Oh, I'm, I'm, I'm, I don't.
actually upset oh i'm like i'm i'm like i'm pretty mad right okay the shot echoes around us rob
falls to his knees a look of surprise and disbelief carved into his face a plume of dark red
blossoms around his shoulder there's no air in my lungs my entire body is paralyzed by the shock
by the rank unfairness, the sheer impossibility of the scene before me.
I still don't understand how it could possibly be happening.
Oh my god. Oh my god, oh my god, no!
Blue Jay quickly paces up to Rob, snatches a handful of ammunition from his breast pocket,
and reloads the rifle with practice deficiency. She stopped shaking.
In fact, there's a calm conviction to her movements which convinces me
with shocking immediacy that I might be about to die.
where's the bring the baby back
bring the baby back
and take her back into the woods let her die
my god
I'm so mad right now
I can't even form sin
I hate her I hate her so much
I'm just gonna keep reading
okay yeah go ahead
I dive back into the wrangler
slamming the door shut behind me
I find Lilith gripped by an immediate
immobilizing shell shock
we need to go Lilith
we need to go okay
I don't I don't understand
get out of the car
both of you. I'll kill him. I will kill him. Do you think she's going to kill us too?
No. No, she was going to shoot Rob in the chest, but she aimed away last minute.
Oh, thank God. Oh, she shot him in the shoulder. Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. His left shoulder.
Okay. I thought, I thought, sorry, hold on. I thought Rob died like that. I was going, I was going to start throwing stuff. I was about to be.
No, no, he got shot in the shoulder. Okay. I think he's just in pain. That's fine. That's fine. That's fine.
yeah this is okay hold on but still i don't know what she's gonna do i need to breathe i'm so while you
breathe i'm still in a state of like i'm worried for lilith i feel like alice is going to get out of this
but i'm worried that something's going to happen here where so i i don't feel good about the
situation there's no way she can do this and move on like i think something is going to happen still
blue jay's going to die here i predict i think either lilith i want the child to come back and
rip her fucking face off and drag her back in the woods that's what that was like okay so she's
had a series, Blue Jay's character
has had a series of opportunities
to be redeemed, right? From
watching Eve and Apollo
die to
witnessing what happened with Bonnie and
stuff, she's had a series of chances and she keeps
rejecting them. So this is her
final, like, there's no forgiveness
for what she's doing here, right? No, well, she's
totally unhinged. I mean,
this, I mean, we have seen her
go completely full circle and
completely delusioned. I mean, like,
she's horrified. You feel like there's a
of humanity of like Rob going and like
you're like okay she's going to be sympathetic
towards him now because he like saved her
or whatever but I was going to give her
a break if she like
was saved
or died during the deer or the baby
dragging her away I was thinking
it would be like okay that's
her last chance to come back
to the story and she did it so now
she has to die like narratively
she can't be allowed to continue right
I don't think so I don't think in a reasonable
way I don't think so but we have to
push on, we have to see. Yeah, yeah. I feel so much better that he's not dead, okay? Because I really
like Rob's character. I was going to be so mad if he dies in part seven to her. Anyway, all right,
continue, sorry. I'm going to go back to the line for Aliso. She says, no, no, she was going to
shoot Rob in the chest, but she aimed away last minute. She's just bargaining. Bargaining?
She wants us to out of the car. I think she's going to take the Wrangler. If she leaves us here,
we'll die anyway. I know. Well, we, we can't fight her.
One of us will.
Get the fuck out of the car!
Both of you!
I want your hands where I can see them!
It's okay.
It's okay.
Here, take this.
I reached down and grab the walkie-talkie,
pressing it into Lilith's hand.
It's a sort sprint to the tree line.
We need to get around the hood of the car.
Then we get into the woods as soon as there's an opening, okay?
I can't do this, Bristol.
Uh-oh, we're getting, uh...
Oh, here we go again.
I can't do this.
Very similar thing to Eve, yep.
Um, I'm sorry, Lilith. You're going to have to.
I gently opened the driver's side door, climbing out and edging along the muddy verge,
keeping low to avoid Blue Jay's line of sight.
Lilith climbs out after me, closing the door softly behind us.
Without making the sound, conscious of every rustling leaf that passes underfoot,
I gesture for us to make out our way around to the Wrangler's hood.
Lilith goes first, staying below the windows,
working her way to the front of the car and passing around the corner.
From the hood of the ranger, we'll be able to make a be able to make a bele of the hood.
line of the trees.
Don't play fucking games with me.
Before I can make my way around to join Lilith, Blue Jay's impatience boils over.
I can hear her footsteps on the rough ground as she makes her way over to the Wrangler.
The situation rapidly spiraling further from my control.
There's only one thing I can do to stop her discovering the both of us.
We're coming out!
I raise my hands and stand up, making my way to the back of the Wrangler.
Blue Jay stops walking before she gets far enough to notice Lilith.
She turns to face me, raising the rifle to her shoulder.
Moment later, I hear Lilith burst out from her hiding place, sprinting into the trees.
Blue Jay quickly realizes what's happened, and with a yell of violent frustration, turns the rival to face the tree line.
Lilith has already disappeared into the dark forest, out of range, and out of sight.
I chose not to attempt to rush Blue Jay in the midst of the distraction, and I'm right not to.
Realizing Lilith is lost to her, Blue Jay quickly spins back towards me and levels the rifle at my chest.
I knew you were all in this together.
You fucking monsters.
Her eyes are practically bulging from their sockets.
Her entire face contorted into malicious, sickening righteous hatred.
After all these days on the road, I've never seen something quite like this.
You're not well, Blue Jay.
No.
No.
I'm just not willing to fall for your fucking tricks.
How could this all be a trick, Blue Jay?
How?
Apollo, Eve, Bonnie.
You saw what happened to them.
It's beyond their understanding.
mine and yours there's no such
there's no such thing as fucking magic
only fools and fucking frauds
there it was
in one sentence the trigger for Blue Jay's
creeping insanity the inflexible
belief that had broken her mind against
a maelstrom of contradiction
with every impossible event she had
witnessed every brutal death that had unfolded
in front of her Blue Jay's unwavering
skepticism had barred her from
blaming the supernatural from blaming
the road instead she blamed us
a swiftly dwindling pool of
conspirators whose crimes had swiftly spiraled from deception to reckless endangerment to
outright murder as far as blue jay was concerned we were only we were the only monsters on this road
this wasn't madness it was self-defense it doesn't matter anymore you can't go home okay
you can go home okay but just at least take lilith with you please she isn't part of this
i'm not a fucking retard alice you don't think i've been watching you are all complicit
And as far as I'm concerned, you all can fucking walk.
I'm sorry.
I just don't think I can let you do this.
She laughs, a sarcastic, ugly chuckle, holding the rifle tied against her shoulder.
I can't see how that...
I can't see how that's your decision.
Well, that's always been your issue, hasn't, Dennis?
Denise.
You lack imagination.
I step backwards, allowing gravity to carry me over the threshold of the steep, dark slope.
Oh, in the last few seconds before I topple...
Wait a minute.
Hold on.
I toppled into darkness, I clenched the fingers of my left hand.
When I'd been holding both my hands up, my empty palms face vertically towards her.
Blue Jay could have easily mistaken the band around my finger for jewelry.
As I fall backwards, Blue Jay's eyes fix on my now closed fist, as she sees what's attached to the other side of the ring.
A bottle opened her, a small LED,
torch and the ignition key to the wrangler.
I disappear over the edge, bracing myself for what's to come.
Nothing else to do, I surrender myself to the long fall, followed into the darkness
by the enraged screams of Blue Jay.
End of part seven.
Okay, hold on.
The reason I was laughing at the end, I thought, you remember the C-4 she took at the beginning
of the story?
Yeah.
I thought she was about to blow up Blue Jay, is what I was laughing about.
You lack imagination.
Exactly. That's what I thought was happening.
And she blows up.
What's interesting about this one is nobody...
So we have by far our coolest-looking creature of
when it's in the light, it ages and grows rapidly.
And it's like this pale creature walking along
and like thousands, hundreds if not thousands of deer's run across
and it's like haunting this extensively dark forest, right?
Yep.
But I like the character of Blue Jay
Not as a character I hate her
But I just mean in the aspect of like a completely deranged
Monster
Like she is now an inhabitant of this road
Exactly yeah
I view her the same way I view the hitchhiker or something
At this point yeah
Now
What's interesting about the end of this is we're going into part eight
There's two parts left after this
Is that we don't know
Essentially now Rob is at the mercy of Blue Jay
And the gun
Lillith is hiding in the forest as well
And now Alice is just like
Kind of just falling over the edge
And just being like whatever is over this edge
I'm gonna die either way
But I would rather just like get away from this
And see if I can survive
Yeah so she she dropped over the cliff
Holding the key ring
So now Blue Jay cannot steal the wrangler
Rob's on the ground
And the two others are now lamb in the woods
Okay sick
Alright
So now we're
We're into part 8 here
The continuation
I'm just ready to go full into it
I'm I'm extremely interested to see what happens
Art 8
And then I'm very curious after reading that
What the main guy says
The guy who's uploading the stuff
I was this is my favorite part
After having like tragic endings
He's like hey guys
So
Just went to the store today
Have a nice day
You're like
Okay what
Are you reading this?
I'm still laughing over the idea of Alice be like,
you lack imagination.
Boom.
You lack imagination.
Kill,
Kills Blue Jay herself,
Rob and the Jeep.
Yeah.
In.
It just says Finn.
Yeah, that's the end of it.
You lack imagination.
Like she's the Joker.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Do you want to know how I got these scars?
Blue Jay.
Denise, do you want to know how I got these scars?
You see, my father was a bit of a drinker.
Which do you prefer?
Actually, here's the thing before we get into it.
Do you prefer Joaquin Joker or do you prefer Heed Ledger Joker?
They're two different, there are two different instruments for two different jobs.
Well, that's not the, that's, that's not the question.
Which one?
Which one do you like more?
Say it with your chest.
Um.
Gosh, they're such different characters.
I guess I like the Ledger one more.
Because I feel like it's more timeless.
I really love the Joaquin one.
But to be honest.
You don't have to, you don't have to sway me, man.
I prefer Ledger Joker as well.
That's all we need to know.
To me, Walking doesn't do anything that a character like Travis from taxi driver doesn't
you know but i feel like heath ledger's joker is more of a all like full flamboyant
interpretation of like just chaos wants to once to crumple the system whatever it costs yeah
i used to have a uh a heath ledger poster in my moot in my room that said why so serious
written in blood yep classic so you know that i don't have a let me just say i don't have a
Joaquin poster so
I think that speaks volumes
Told you things
Says some things
You know I don't know
Anyway where are we
What are we doing
Oh yeah
Left right game
Hello
Next time you see
Blue Jay
She's wearing Joker face paint
Yeah she has a purple trench coat
Yeah going through the trees
I'm a pari all are running the game
And I'm just here to throw a wrench in your plans
Why so serious
she's dragging raw by his ankle
he's like bleeding all the wall
they dragged through the woods
she can't stand the side
of me anymore
and then
what the fuck's his name
who's the British guy in that movie
Michael Kane Michael Kane's like some people
just want to watch the world burn
also baby
holding an emerald the size of a tangerine.
Some people just want to watch the world bone.
Okay, all right.
They revolved where it's like unintelligible.
That's exactly what Michael Cain sounds like in those movies.
Mashed a wine.
Mashed a wine.
There was a Jewel Faith down in Panama.
Okay.
All right.
All right, party.
Here we go.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
all right anyway
introduction
hi guys
mr raffle waltz is here
um
hi guys
apologies for the removal of this log
a second ago
not sure why that happened
and I should also apologize
for the delay in posting recently
if I could dedicate all of my time
to find Alice then I would
sadly I need to work as many
Christmas shifts as I can get my hands on
especially now I've decided that
I can't continue the investigation
effectively from my flat in north london i've been thinking about it for a while and i've decided that
after christmas i'm going to be flying out stateside to follow up on the leads you guys have provided well this
guy's dead hope yeah he's definitely going to die part 10 is going to be a sad day for him yeah hopefully
once i'm there i might be able to make some real headway in the meantime please keep any and all
insights coming however small i really do read all of them okay here's the next log all right we are now
this one's valentine's day funny enough february 14
2017 now into a new day
in a new day in a new forest in a new land
yep here we go
also for the next one since you know he's British too
for the next two since it's the last two can you read
the first part in a British accent
so I'm not the only one
okay I'll read the last sentence for you
so you can get a taste no no no no
wait till part nine as the next log
I can't do that
hold up all the
Good, I, Mike.
That's Australian.
You know, it's close.
I might.
It's close.
I might.
It's close.
I can't.
Hey, okay, mate.
It should be Australian, isn't it?
Okay.
In that, in it, in it, in it, okay, here's an, I can't.
I'll try.
I'll try.
We'll see what we get there.
I'm gonna, you thought, they thought your British accent was offensive.
They haven't seen anything yet.
I'm going to make them be some justice for me in the comments,
today that's all right i'm gonna make them completely indiscernible okay all right here we go in the brief
interlude before i hit the ground i find myself alone with the stars as i fall backward towards the
slope my gaze rising to meet the night sky i feel a sudden weightlessness take hold as if i'm being
granted an audience with the heavens the rich and endless firmament shines down through the canopy
with no earthly light to dull its glow despite everything that's happened i'm unable to ignore how
magnificent at all is, how gracefully detached from the ugliness below. Though the moments last
no more than a second, it feels longer, like I've been gifted some pleading respite, a transient
sliver of time in which to appreciate the calm, quiet cosmos, a moment to escape, however
briefly, from the events that are to come. I don't know how much longer the moment might have
lasted. I suppose I never will. It's with a sense of genuine sadness that I turn myself away,
twisting my body around in midair
the stars disappear from view
and I am left staring down the slope
into the valley's dark uncompromising depths
my commune with the heavens
has ended and I've returned to the cold
unforgiving earth
it doesn't welcome me back
I hit the slope
Man she must have been falling for a while huh
yeah I mean if she like had glide time
I'm gonna guess
to have that kind of
yeah I'm gonna guess she lives
because the dead deer break her fall
but she's got like
Or she impales herself on all the antlers
Yeah she's got to break a bone or something
At least right
I hit the slope
Yeah she's got to break a bone or something
I think
Definitely
Is that me?
Is that what you're doing?
Is that me?
Is that my voice?
Yeah that's what you're doing
Stop that.
Cut that out
Hey
Yeah
Probably got to break a wrist
Oh hey no
I don't like the direction
It's funny when we're making fun
of the British people
cut that out
I hit the slope
immediately bouncing off one shoulder
and landing on the other
That's what I think of immediately bouncing
boi
Thank you
Thank you
That's the sound people make
When they hit the ground really hard
Oh yeah
Yeah Minecraft Steve noise
Okay
Barely forcefully and unstoppably downhill
my entire body is thrown into chaos tossed into a frenetic uncontrollable dance swept along by the rushing earth towards the impatient valley floor the back of my ankle flails against a hard jagged rock my face rolls into a small bloom of stinging nettles their caustic leaves scraping against my cheek i battle to bring order to my descent my hands grasping at the undergrowth clawing through loose soil in a frenzied search for stability rocks at dirt cascade around me as i pull myself on to my back finally managing to descend and
end with my feet pointed downhill.
I've regained control just in time, looking ahead to see a large tree, bursting out of the hill
a few meters below me.
A split second before I would have collided with thick, knotted trunk, I throw myself to the side,
my wrist ricocheting against the bark and sending a shooting pain down my arm.
The valley's base comes into view, hurtling towards me as I plummet through the rushing
undergrowth.
I can make out the bodies of the deer who made this hazardous journey before me.
I can hear the pained brain of the survivors moaning and hollow resignation as they struggle to stand on broken legs.
A moment later, I join them.
The slope doesn't level out gradually.
Just before the bottom, the sharp incline I've been hopelessly traversing drops off into a sheer rock face.
Before I can stop myself, I'm launched from the slope, kicking dirt into the air.
I spend the final three meters in freefall before landing on my hands and knees,
my whole body subject to a complete bone-rattling halt.
My body tints and aching.
I pick myself up off the valley floor.
The second I stumble onto my feet,
a harsh beam of torchlight strikes the ground to my right.
My muscles groaning,
I jump back against the natural rock wall
as the light swings my way,
sweeping directly over the spot where I just landed.
Blue Jay is looking for me.
I would have expected nothing less.
The beam glides along the ground,
scanning the base of the slope,
lighting up the twisted bodies of countless deer.
fortunately the shadow cast by the rock wall offers a measure of sanctuary shielding me from the torch's restless glare about half a minute after it arrived the beam rises through the trees and cuts out i don't expect her to come after me i certainly don't expect her to drop down the slope perhaps she could walk back down the road taking a gentler route downhill and pursue me through the valley once it levels out but the walk would probably take half an hour each way if i were her i wouldn't want to leave the wrangler unprotected for the
that long. Despite the fact that she's showing no signs of entering the valley, Blue Jay is clearly
eager to locate me. The torch suddenly illuminates the damp soil ahead of me as she points it back
down into the valley. I suspect she turned it off just long enough for me to feel overlooked,
allowing me to consider stepping out into the open. I also suspect that, should the torchlight
find me scrambling around on the valley floor, a bullet will quickly follow it, putting me down
to lie with the deer. From that point, all she needed to do is walk down and slip the Wrangler's key
from my cold limp fingers
Catching my breath
My back pressed against the rough rock wall
I run through my current priorities
I need to stabilize Rob
I need to lure Blue Jay away from the wrangler
And most pressingly
I need to contact Lilith
Okay so one second
So she is off the beaten path of this thing
Which before when Apollo did that
He was sunken away so
Well the difference is that's a wrong turn
She hasn't made a wrong turn
She's still on the road side.
It's if you start heading the wrong direction entirely.
Now, if she takes off and just runs directly, like, into the valley, then she'll probably get something.
But as long as you...
It's like the road senses your objective, almost.
If you make a wrong turn, you're dead.
Yeah.
But she hasn't turned, per se.
I see.
Okay.
Catching my breath.
My back pressed against the rough rock wall.
I run through my current power.
Oh, I already read that.
I reached to the back of my waistband.
my hand searching for my personal walkie-talkie.
My fingers touched in them,
finding an empty space where the transceiver should be.
My stomach drops as I search along my back, it's gone.
I'd had it with me when I dropped onto the slope,
but at some point during my furious descent,
it must have gotten away from me.
The torchlight swings back around once more.
Though it's something I never thought I'd have to do,
I find myself making a mental inventory
of the convoys radio transceivers.
Before we set out on the road,
Rob handed a walkie-talkie to each of us.
Since then, it's safe to assume,
that those belonging to Ace, Apollo, Eve, Bonnie, and Clyde are no longer in play.
Lulith must have lost hers when her car sank into the ground,
which is why I gave her robs before she ran into the forest.
That left just mine, which could be anywhere on the hillside, and Blue Jays.
The torchlight disappears once more.
Yeah, so, yeah, Blue Jays got it.
I cautiously lean out from the shadows, scanning the forest around me.
Blue Jays' walkie-talkie had been in her car when the child pushed it from the road.
If I'm correct, then her transceiver is the only one left that I can use to contact Lilith.
The car itself doesn't seem to be anywhere around me, but as I turn my head and scan the dark hillside, I can see it resting on the slope.
The entire car has been stopped midfall, resting precariously on its side.
The vehicle's crooked undercarriage crumpled around the trunk of an old and battered tree.
If I'm going to get in touch with Lilith, I'm going to have to climb up there.
I edge along the rock until Blue Jay's car is almost directly uphill for me.
Turning around and running my hand against the damp, shrouded wall, I'm able to discern a few passable handholds.
Placing my fingers into a large grove above my head, I jam my boot onto a small outcrop just above the wall and push myself upwards.
It isn't an easy climb.
My hands are cold, my arms are tired, and I'm certainly not wearing the right shoes.
My boots repeatedly slip from their holds, causing my arms to throb as they're forced to bear my weight.
after painstakingly scraping up the first two meters I ran up I run out of places to put my hands
my outstretched fingers falling roughly 10 inches short of the top I take a quick breather
letting both arms straighten as I lean back and observe the wall above me as the torch sweeps past
overhead once more it illuminates a small twisted route on the very edge of the cliff
I have no idea if I can reach it and there's every chance it will give way immediately
causing me to topple helplessly back to the earth.
However, I can feel my grip weakening,
a noticeable ache running up my forearms.
I'm not going to be able to stay where I am much longer,
and I suspect I won't have the energy to make it this far again.
Edging my feet up,
scrabbling the side of my boot against the wall
until it sticks in place.
I bend my legs slightly,
poising myself to make the jump.
Gritting my teeth,
and with a sharp, tentative intake of breath,
I swing myself up into the air and let go of the wall.
I feel grossly vulnerable, hanging in the air with nothing but a harsh fall below me
and harrowing climb waiting above.
I throw my arms forward as I hit the peak of my jump and just managed to catch the root with both hands.
A heavy jolt wretches my shoulders, threatening to yank me back to the ground.
Fear and adrenaline alone sustain my desperate grip.
My arms on fire as I swing my leg up to the ledge,
hooking my heel over the top after a few clumsy attempts.
I force myself over the edge and onto the soft soil,
just in time for the torchlight to start circling back towards me.
With one final surge of effort,
I push my aching body upright and struggle over the nearest tree,
failing at its base and pressing myself against the bark.
The light travels quickly.
The tree's darkening shadow swings over from the right,
covering me, and then fading again as it stretches out to my left.
The light leaves me in darkness,
certain to return soon as Blue Jay continues her frenzied surveillance.
It started to rain a little.
A few sporadic droplets fall through the sparse canopy and land on my outstretched palm.
It doesn't take long before these scouts are reinforced by a steady downpour,
drumming against the leaves and grass, soaking through the loam.
The already punishing incline is going to prove completely unclimable
if the rain has enough time to slicken the grass and pound the soil into mud.
I also doubt I'll be able to make the initial climb again,
especially if the rock wall becomes coated in a layer of cold rain.
As much as I have to move quickly up to the car, I also need to move carefully.
It's becoming increasingly clear that this will be my only attempt at reaching the radio.
The vehicle is only a short climb away.
I can see its undercarriage laying against the tree,
an entire left side of the vehicle is pressed into the ground.
Only now I'm nearby do I hear the ominous creaking sound that emanates from the car
as it rocks almost imperceptibly around a thin focal point.
I wait for the torchlight to swing past me more before pulling myself out from the shadow of the tree.
My dirt-covered hands grasping at any conceivable purchase,
I crawl up to the bank towards Blue Jay's vehicle.
My feet slip on the grass with every other step as the rain seeps into the ground, soaking through my fleece.
I'm completely exposed as I make my way on towards the car.
Though it remains a constant concern,
the torch seems to be exploring another section of the hill as I arrive beneath the chassis.
the undercarriage looming imposingly over me.
I briefly glance up to check on Blue Jays' movements,
then, slowly, steady myself against the incredible incline,
I climb out into the open once more and pull myself up
until I'm in line with the warped, twisted hood.
Blue Jays' transceiver is still fastened within its dock.
Despite the car's battered condition,
the windshield is frustratingly intact,
with nothing more than a small, jagged, irregular hole near its center.
It will take a bit of maneuvering,
but it should be just big enough to reach through and pull the radio free.
Slowly and tentatively, I thread my arm through the center of the opening,
shards of serrated glass encircling my skin.
My hand reaches the dashboard,
slowly brushing along its surface towards the walkie-talkie as I lean into the car.
The torchlight starts to swing back across the hill.
Blue Jay is walking along the ledge in a frantic mission to find me.
In my current position, out in the open and trapped in a slow, delicate procedure,
there's no way I can get out of the way in time.
my hand grasped the transceiver as the light reaches me though i'm ashamed to admit it for a brief moment drowned in the revealing glare of the torch's beam i'm stunned into inaction the light has stopped moving fixed directly on me casting my stark shadow down into the valley i can imagine blue jay's triumphant glares her desperate search is finally rewarded returning to all
returning to my senses all too late, I grip my teeth and wrench the walkie-talkie from
its dock. With no time for grace or care, I retract my arm from the windshield, inhaling sharply
as an apparent shard of glass scrapes across the back of my hand. Turns out I have greater
things to worry about, as I hear a loud bang from up on top of the hill, followed instantaneously
by a disgusting zipping sound that flashes past my ear. I flinch instinctively from the noise,
my sudden reaction causing my boots to give way beneath me. I slam into the earth and career
down the hill. What little control I have over the slope, I give away in a desperate bid to roll
into the car's shadow and out of the light. I don't have time to write myself as I'm dragged
chaotically down towards the valley and cast over the edge once more. The base of the valley
flashes into view mere seconds before my body slams into it. The air is ripped out of my lungs,
my pained cry forming a visible plume of steam that dissipates into the cold night air. I lay on my
side, cradling the walkie-talkie in my hands, at the very least I'd manage to keep a hold of it.
The torch dances erratically around my position. I pick myself up and drag my body the last few
meters, collapsing against the wall as a torch beam lights up the ground in front of me.
As I raised the radio, I realized my hands are violently shaking. I don't think I've ever been as
close to death as when the bullet passed by me, and although the noise itself died quickly,
it's horrific implications echo in my skull. Blue Jay shot Rob as a bar.
bargaining ship to drag us out of the Wrangler. It was a show of force, power play. The bullet
that she just fired in my direction had no nuance, no pretense, no objective other than its
primary function. Blue Jay's prepared to kill me, which means she's prepared to kill any of us.
I raised the transceiver and switched through the channels until I find Rob's frequency.
This is Bristol to Lirth. Bristol to Lillith. Do you copy?
Radio cackles as I release the button. I wait 20 interminable seconds for Lillith
respond she doesn't this is bristol the lilith can you hear me this time i let a minute pass
still nothing everything i've been struggling for since i jumped into the valley has come up against
a wall of silence i feel a well of frustration inside me it isn't fair jinn jinn are you there
another minute goes by i said in silence the whole time watching as the radio i risked my life to collect
transforms into a useless hunk of plastic.
After a while, I'll loosen my grip and let it drop to the wet soil.
I bring my legs up to my body, wrap my arms around them, and rest my head against my knees.
In a moment of rest, my breathing becomes shallow.
I set of fresh tears well up behind my eyes, spilling out down my face.
The rain falls around me as I quietly cry, sitting in the middle of a dark forest, muddied, injured, and alone.
I'm ripped out of my melancholy as the rain is blasted in every conceivable.
direction, whipping against my face, and splattering against the rock with incredible force.
The air is whipped into a furious maelstrom, and a familiar, booming sound crashes through the ather.
I've watched you struggle.
As soon as it arrives, the voice is gone. The wind quiets down and the rain begins to drop vertically once again.
Hello? Hello? Who is that?
The air is still, absent of everything but the rain. I wiped the teeth. I wiped the teeth.
tears from my faces I call out to the air.
Can you help me?
Please, can you, can you just?
The voice has disappeared, and I suspect I won't be hearing it again any time soon.
Perhaps it just wants me to know that it's watching.
One thing is certain, if the voice is attempting to bring me comfort or make me feel less alone,
its methods are horribly misguided.
Alice, are you there?
My eyes fixate on the crackling radio.
Alice, are you still there?
I'm sorry I couldn't.
Jen!
Jen, are you okay? Are you safe?
Yeah, I'm okay. I thought you were...
What happened to you?
I jumped down the hill, got Blue Jays walkie.
She's shot at me.
How have you been?
She's gone fucking crazy.
I made it to a clearing in the woods. It's straight on from the car.
Or at least I hope it is.
I still haven't seen that thing anywhere.
Well, it's a big forest.
Maybe it's gone.
Can you stay near the clearing?
Yeah, I can.
can keep hidden nearby. What are you going to do? I'm going to make my way to you and we're
going to get to Blue Jay, or we're going to get Blue Jay away from the Wrangler. How? I'm still working on
that. I'm about half an hour away. Keep your volume down, but stay in touch, all right? Yeah. Okay,
okay, we'll do. I'm glad you're all right, Alice. Yeah, you too, Jen. I fastened the radio to
my waistband. My body still aches from the fall, blood dripping slowly from my hand.
and my fingers are almost numb from the cold.
Yet, hearing Lillis' voice on the other end of the radio
has brought back something I lost in the valley.
A sense of resolve that jumpstarts my tired muscles,
pushes me to my feet, and sets me off to rejoin road.
Question.
Where is Rob at this point?
As far as we know, bleeding on the pavement next to the Wrangler.
Yeah.
Okay.
All right.
As far as we know, I mean, maybe Blue Jay's like Dragon's,
so the way Blue Jay's acting, they're going to get up there.
Rob's going to be crucified.
like on a cross she built
upside down or something
yeah exactly
can't you see
I'm the sane one
I'm the only one
that gets you guys are acting crazy
yeah
yeah pretty much
as far as we know
he's still on the ground though
yeah
um
okay
I'm still stuck in the middle
of a dark forest
I'm still muddied
and injured
but I'm no longer alone
it isn't long before my boots
hit asphalt
I followed the road, sticking to the tree line as I worked my way back up the hill.
I'm reluctant to place myself within sight of the Wrangler, where Blue Jay will almost certainly be camped out and waiting.
Unfortunately, it's the only point of reference in an otherwise unknowable forest, the only location from where Lillis location can be divined.
Once the road levels out, I take the precaution of heading deeper into the trees.
The road is almost impossible to see now, but I'll need the cover of Blue Jay is still on the lookout.
even though I'm only a few meters deep the woods fill me with a palpable sense of unease every shadow feels predatory every twig that snaps under my foot sounds like the crack of a whip when the wrangler comes into view blue jays nowhere to be seen
curiosity gets getting the better of me i creep closer to the road observing the scene as the trees thin out the place is deserted neither blue jay or rob anywhere to be seen i have no idea what could have forced her to move him perhaps he managed to get away something feels wrong
creeping up to the wrangler I find the passenger side window broken a thousand splinters of glass spilled across the ground trotted into the mud the glove box has been left open the boxes of ammunition either emptied or removed the next thing I notice makes my blood run cold and forces me to curse my own stupidity the light on the CB radio is on yeah I mean I figured that would happen yeah yeah when I'd reach the bottom of the hill I'd correctly calculated that the number of active radios
arriving at the conclusion that only me and Lilith would be able to communicate.
Technically, I'd been right, we were the only two who could talk,
but that didn't mean we were the only ones who could listen.
I'd forgotten that the CB radio and Rob's car had its own independent battery and in-built speakers.
Most importantly, he'd been using it throughout the trip to broadcast and receive across all our frequencies.
I switched the frequency of the Wauki to a random channel,
lift the receiver to my mouth, and hold the talk button.
Bristol to all cars.
My voice crackles out of the CB radio.
Blue Jay must have known I was going to contact Lilith,
and she'd broken into the Wrangler to spy on the conversation.
I can't believe I didn't think about it before now.
I switched the radio back to Lilith's frequency.
Lilith, you need to get moving.
Blue Jay heard us.
She's not listening now, but she knows I'm meeting you near the clearing.
Get yourself back here, okay?
Lilith can't hear...
Lilith, can you hear me?
Ooh.
Bring me my fucking key, Alice.
Ooh.
She's a super villain.
My heart sinks.
Now it makes sense why Blue Jay wasn't guarding the Wrangler.
She'd eavesdropped onto my conversation and, instead of waiting for me to get back up the hill, she gone after Lilith.
Despite all my efforts, all my good intentions, I led Blue Jay right to her.
Blue Jay, where's Lilith?
She's here.
I hear a refrain of quiet sobbing in the background of the call.
I can hear Lilith meekly calling my name.
Okay, okay.
Let me speak to her.
What?
No, no, no.
You're not going to trick me again, Alice.
You don't get to confer.
You get to bring me the key to my fucking car.
And then you get to walk yourselves back home.
Now what about you do...
Now, what about that do you need fucking discuss?
Blue Jay, this is...
We're not your enemy, Denise, okay?
Please.
You have to believe me.
You think I'll ever believe a fucking word you say.
Bring me my fucking keys, and if you pull any more tricks, I will put a bullet in your fucking skull.
Now, do you believe that?
She waits patiently for my answer.
I suddenly feel like we've entered an entirely new realm.
Blue Jay has the upper hand, and under the threat of fierce, unthinkable consequences, we've become the subjects of her domain.
Reason, diplomacy, and sanity no longer holds sway over proceedings.
As long as she has Lilith remains at the end of that rifle, I'm beholden to her madness.
Fine. Okay, I'm on my way.
Good. You need to remember, Alice. I didn't want any of this. You brought me here.
Blue Jay lets go off the button, returning me to a familiar silence.
If I keep the keys from her, Lilith will be at her mercy, and although Blue Jay can't really afford to kill her bargaining chip,
I have no doubt she'll be willing to hurt her as much as she needs in order to force my compliance.
If I let her take the Wrangler, however, we're both dead anyway.
I take a moment to think through my options.
It doesn't take long.
There aren't that many left.
My journey through the forest is uncomfortable and rings with an unsettling finality.
Like a guilty child heading towards an unavoidable reckoning.
I'm overcome by a pervasive dread which builds with every shuffling step.
I do my best to keep the wrangler behind me, carving a straight line through the woods.
All in all, it takes less than five minutes before the clearing opens up ahead of me.
Blue Jay is planted in the very center of a large glade, leading too much extra.
exposed ground in every direction for me to even contemplate an ambush. Rob's torch lies at her feet
as she keeps both her hands firmly wrapped around the rifle. Lillith kneels beside her, the barrel of
the gun placed against her temple, her tear-stained face contorted by a mixture of despair and vitriolic
anger. Her hands rest restruct against her lap, her wrist bound by the same brands of cable ties
I'd used to restrain Bonnie. I can imagine Blue Jay bristled with the poetic justice when she ordered
Lilith to fasten the bands around her wrist.
They both see me as soon as I step out of the trees.
You're late.
I got turned around.
Lilith, are you okay?
Stop walking. Stop walking!
Blue Jay grips the rifle more tightly, sending me an unignorable message.
She keeps me at a good distance.
She knows it takes her a second or two to reload the rifle,
and she wants me far enough back to allow time for at least two consecutive shots.
Everything she does, every action she takes, demonstrates that she's prepared.
Paring to act swiftly against us, should anything untoward take place.
Lillith, are you okay?
I'm okay, I'm okay.
Hand over the keys, Alice.
Blue Jay, take her back with you, please.
You don't have to let her...
You can drop her off at a police station as soon as your home.
But just take her home.
Hand me the fucking keys.
Fine.
I have in my bag, let me...
Hey, hey, what are you doing?
Blue Jay snaps at me as I reach into my bag, pointedly jabbing the rifle against Lilith.
Lilith cries with distress as the barrel repeatedly prods her temple.
I take my hand out of my bag and slip it slowly from my shoulder.
Every move I make is being considered a potential act of subterfuge.
Fine, fine, here!
I swing my bag in a slow arc and throw it over to Blue Jay.
It lands in the wet dirt about a meter in front of her.
That's better.
Blue Jay steps forward, momentarily letting the guns
barrels slip from Lilith's temple.
She quickly bends down and places the bag over her shoulder, reaching in, extracting the key
to the wrangler and placing it in her jacket pocket.
In the fleeting seconds of distraction, I watched Lilith raise her hands high above her head
and swing her elbows down to her sides in a single fluid motion.
The zip tie snaps open and without wasting a second, Lilith launches herself at Blue Jay,
grabbing her waist from behind and trying to force her to the ground, shocked at the suddenness
of it all, but aware that this may be our only chance, I find myself sprinting to
across the clearing towards the pair of them.
Blue Jay is taken by surprise following Lilith's assault, but she adapts to the situation quickly.
Planning one foot in front to brace her sudden momentum, she stops herself from being brought down.
At the same time, she swings the stock of the rifle down to her side where it meets Lilith's face with a sickening crack.
You fucking bitch!
Lilith is knocked onto her back, dazed and hurt.
Without hesitation.
Oh.
Blue Jay swings the rifle down and fires a shot into the girl's stomach.
Hmm.
I find myself trapped in the moment, as if reality itself is stunned by the madness taking place before it, unsure how it will continue on.
Sounded the shot thunders through my conscience, yet the same time seems distant otherworldly.
I can't bring myself to speak. My lips uneasily parted as Lilith's bitful cries resound, uninterrupted through the clearing.
What have you done? What have you?
Blue Jay is backing quickly away from Lilith, putting space between the two of us while she struggles to reload.
She was right to keep me at a distance early on.
She's given herself more than enough time to drive a second bullet into the chamber and click the bolt into position.
No more tricks, Alice.
Before I know it, I've broken into a final, desperate sprint, casting wet mud behind me as I dashed towards the shelter of the tree line.
I can imagine Blue Jay leveling the rifle, lowering her eye to the sights.
Another shot echoes through the cold air, flying wide and perishing with a distant thud.
As I reach the edge of the clearing, I throw myself behind the thick trunk of the nearest tree.
My back presses against the rough bark as I listen for any movement behind me.
Twig snap beneath Blue Jay's feet as she advances towards me.
You did this to yourselves.
You did this with your lies and your tricks and your fucking games.
Well, I'm not fucking plague anymore.
A shot grazes the tree, ricocheting off into the woods.
I can hear her beginning to strafe around my position, poised and ready to fire as soon as she gets an angle.
You kept lying right until the end.
Everything you've done.
Everything you are.
You fucking monster!
I will put a bullet in your skull, and I won't feel a fucking thing!
From the moment she'd first opened her mouth, spilling her bitter, dogmatic cynicism into our group,
I've been waiting for Blue Jay to realize she was wrong.
Every so often, in a quiet moment, I'd catch myself fantasizing about the stark and esoteric
phenomenon that would stop her tongue and force her to accept the truth.
I realize now that there was never going to be such a moment, that nothing lies beyond
her powers of self-delusion.
She was lost to us, lost to the road, a twisted woman, driven mad by her.
own rationality. My hand slips into my pocket.
You know what, Blue Jay? I believe you.
The next thing I hear is a faint, nostalgic ringtone.
A sudden, deafening, bang.
In the brief time I was afforded, following my tense call with Blue Jay, I had taken one
of Rob's knives to the block of C-4, cutting away almost everything around the blasting cap.
The block was less than a pound in weight when it slipped into a compartment of my
satchel and buttoned it up. When Blue Jay had asked for the key, I made sure to reach into my
bag enthusiastically. At a feeling she'd see my eagerness as a potential trap, allow me a chance
to throw her the satchel. She didn't trust anything I did, and it made her predictable.
It's, I step out from behind the tree and look towards Blue Jay, lying broken on the forest
ground, a large section of her abdomen removed by the blast, her arm, shoulder, and upper
thigh virtually non-existent. She struggles to breathe.
As blood fills her airway.
I was...
I was...
Turn away from her, run towards Lilith.
I dropped to my knees beside her, grasping one of her hands.
She grips my fingers weakly, her eyes starting to drift shut.
Open it again for briefer and briefer intervals.
Hey, Jen.
Hey, Alice.
She speaks softly.
Her words hardly making it through the intense ringing in my ears.
Try to stay awake, Jen.
You're going to be all right, okay?
we'll stop the bleeding and we'll get you patched up back at the wrangler we've got roswell in the spring and once you're better we'll go there together okay jinn jinn
when she managed to open her eyes once more the look she gives me is kind heartbreakingly knowing i can't help but think back our time on the cliff side overlooking the vast ocean of fields she'd asked how many people had died being told comforting lies
how many of them knew.
I can't speak for anyone else, but as she stares up at me, hushing me with a look.
I can tell that she does.
I wish we could have been friends for longer.
Aw.
Oh.
I can't bring myself to speak.
Every word seems too small, too insubstantial, too wholly insignificant to be the last thing she might hear.
All I could do is stare at a little size as her faltering breath rises in clouds,
of pale steam, clouds that grow
slowly thinner and thinner
until nothing rises at all.
I lay her hand on the ground
and let her fingers slip gently from my grasp.
My legs carry me over to Blue Jay.
My hand reaches into her pocket and lifts out the key to the wrangler.
The metal is irreparably bent,
with no hope of fitting back in the ignition.
This was the potential outcome which had rendered the C-4
as a last resort, only to be used
if my life was in immediate danger.
It had done its job. I was alive,
but I was also stuck in this forest.
I can't bring myself to care about that right now.
My mind is numb to the concept of future suffering,
with no space left to contemplate tomorrow's potential trials.
The horrors of the present are hard enough to face.
My mind eclipsed by more darkness than I can process.
The only glimmering shred of solace I can muster
comes from the wishful belief that I've now seen all the tears this night has to offer.
As I turn towards the wrangler, I find myself proven wrong,
Once again, I stand stock still as the child's crooked form.
Ah, dang it.
There he is.
I was wondering he's going to come back.
As the child's crooked form staggers out from the tree line.
It looks markedly different.
Now a patchwork malformation of adolescence, adulthood, and old age.
The face, however, is still juvenile and filled with an innocent sorrow as it lurches towards Blue Jay on uneven feet.
It doesn't seem to have noticed me.
I back away from Blue Jay and step slowly towards Lilith, where Rob's LED torch still lays on the ground.
The child reaches Blue Jay, observing her silent, mangled frame.
Through my dampened tearing, I could just make out a heartbroken whine.
I continue to back away as it lifts Blue Jay's limp arm, shaking it wildly as if attempting to imbue it with some semblance of animation.
Frustrated tears dripping freely from its chin, the child throws Blue Jay's wrist back down against the ground.
As it looks away from a broken body and turns its face to me,
I watch this the soft, innocent features contrasted to a scowl of juvenile rage,
signifying the inceptive throes of a tantrum that could eviscerate anything in its path.
In the last few seconds of calm, I feel my boot brush up against the torch.
Bending slowly, keeping my eyes on the child for as long as I can,
I reached down with my right hand and lift it from the ground.
My hopes that I wouldn't have to use it are dashed instantly.
The child drops onto its hands and legs,
letting out a tortured, furious scream and races towards me with staggering velocity.
I dodge out of the way at the last possible moment,
hitting the soft dirt as the child skitters to a stop behind me.
And the time it takes to turn itself around, I've already switched on the torch.
Once again, the child is hit by a powerful beam of light.
Its body lurches and spasms, its skin pulling and stretching over elongated bones,
crying out in pain, its voice deepening with every passing second.
The disjointed figure dashes in my direction,
clasping my right arm in its hands and slamming me down onto the ground.
The torch swings wildly as the creature climbs on top of me,
tearing the fabric from my right sleeve,
digging its nails into the skin just above my elbow.
It doesn't stop in the skin.
I feel the hot, electric agony of scraped nerve endings.
Here the sickening snap of breaking bone.
Before I lose my chance forever,
I throw my torch weakly from my right hand and catch it in my left,
pressing the beam directly into the child's face.
it screams a scream of decades the child's eyes roll back into its head overpowered by the brutal onslaught the light has wrought i look on as its face melts and flickers through the adolescence through adulthood and middle age the tortured scream grows hoarse and weak as its skin wrinkles and sags rushing beyond human years into an untouched realm of decreptitude eventually its eyes glaze over and its once powerful scream becomes nothing more than a grating rattle i let the pitiful scream
beautiful, lifeless creature fall to the ground beside me as I roll myself onto my knees.
I stumble along the ground towards Blue Jay, falling repeatedly, a stream of red soaking into the
soil behind me. Once I reach her, I use my left hand to unfasten the rifle's leather shoulder
strap. I clumsily form the strap into a loop, passing it beneath my right shoulder. My head feels light,
struggling to maintain focus. I grab a stick from the ground and place it through the knot
of the loop, using my teeth to draw the knot securely closed around it. My left hand twist the stick
over and over again, each turn tightening the leather strap until it bites into my skin. The bleeding
lessens, but not nearly enough. Picking up my tired frame, barely able to keep myself upright,
I place one foot painstakingly in front of the other, struggling over the damp ground, out of the
clearing, and into the trees. I need to get back to the Wrangler. I can feel everything starting to fade,
even the ringing in my ears is dulled, my vision blurry.
I lock the stick under my armpit, freeing up my left hand to brace me as I start to stumble against the trees.
The more I lose my faculties, the less capable I am of perceiving their decline, but I know they're slipping away all too quickly.
As I struggle further through the woods, I figure steps out from the trees.
Oh, a figure steps out from the trees stopping me in my tracks.
I sway on my feet as I try to identify what I'm seeing.
The very active standing now requiring constant dog detention.
I have never seen the figure before.
It seems to be composed of a constantly shifting maelstrom of crackling monochromatic sparks.
An electric cloud of black, white, and gray formed into a humanoid shape.
As soon as it sees me, the humanoid creature falls backwards,
scrabbling away from me across the ground, more terrified of me than I am of him.
I don't know if the entity is malignant or benign,
but in my current state, my mind softly screaming against the dying light, I can't make the distinction.
As it backs up against a mound of earth, I try to ask it for help.
The requisite words have already been lost to the advancing fog, and all I can do is reach out my hand towards him,
attempting to entreat some spark of humanity within the fizzling, shifting figure.
In response to my vague plea, the entity scampers off into the forest,
tripping over itself before disappearing from view.
As I watch it leave, a single dim beacon ignites in the far corners of my swiftly vanishing mind.
A single light whose implications kickstart my fading reason.
It forced me on through the forest.
I can see the wrangler through the trees.
It's close by, yet at the same time, and possibly far away.
There's something wrong with my eyes.
The car shifts in and out of focus, but every time it comes back into view, the image is less sharp,
till it exists as a pulsing dark green blur against a dull, slowly swaying backdrop.
My boots kick up against one another, a final stumble that brings me down to earth.
When I try to get up again, I find that I'm completely unable.
There's no strength left in my body, and no amount of resolve can raise me back to my feet.
Though it may be my imagination, I think I can hear a steady rustling through the undergrowth,
as if something were making its way towards me.
Soon after my senses start to die anyway, leaving me with nothing more than the cold
and the silence for company.
The dim light shines until the end, however,
the single strand of revelation,
a solitary thought that I attempt to hold aloft
for the all-consuming fog.
It's a memory, a vague recollection
from my first interview with Rob J. Guther.
It was the day we met.
The day he told me about his long and meandering life,
Japan, Hiroji, Akiyogara,
and the strange phenomenon which he saw,
which sparked his obsession with the supernatural,
the singular event that started him down the road to the left-right game led this excursion the moment that brought us here
it walked up to me through the trees looked like static you see on a tv screen but it had a human shape almost
almost he was missing an arm
hmm end of part eight
so do you think that she has just seen the thing that
he has saw back in all those years ago it was missing an arm wait a minute
is not dust this the static didn't that uh did she say the static was missing an arm
i'm trying to read back and see just to make sure that or is it referencing uh trying to see
Hmm
What do you think?
Hold on
The torch
Here's the sickening
It did it
The child
Did it rip off her arm?
Did it?
No, I don't think so
Okay
I was going to think
Maybe it's something
Like he saw her,
she saw him
Um
it could have been something like that
I mean she's only using her left hand
but I thought that she was just using her left arm
because when she reached in
it cut her hand really bad
to the front windshield
I think what happened
is just then
this is a theory
I think that
Rob the thing that led him to find the left
right game his first experience with the super
natural. I think he saw her in this moment now. And then she sees Rob. I don't know. Like time is weird.
Stuff's weird. It's the mention of like she said she implied her arm was being ripped so much. She could hear the bone tearing as the child was digging into it. Right. And then she stands up, puts a
tourniquet on it. And like she's about to die from the bleed out to her arm. So if it's if not off, it's nearly off, right?
that or the perception of it to this character in the darkness could be that it looked like it was missing an arm
because it's like in a tourniquet across her chest probably right i think that's what she's getting at
when she thinks about the situation she's in so almost the the static is like an aberration from a different time
of like rob maybe from a different time i think rob saw alice at a different time all the way back
when he was in japan remember how he said like 20 years ago yeah yeah that's what i'm wondering is that
Is this the same forest in Japan, whatever, perceived through that?
And is that, and is the static, is that like him from a different time?
And she would have appeared differently to him as well, right?
I think it is.
And I think this is all done by whatever entity or ethereal controls this left right game world
because it wants, it wanted Rob to be a part of it.
I wanted all them to come into it.
I think that all, everything that's happened has been puppeteered for a long time.
I think that's what that's implying.
Well, also the amount of like how this universe works.
I mean, time is irrelevant.
Like, it's kind of like, like, even the way, like, how the energy kind of works or how, like, you know, you don't have to eat really.
You don't have to sleep.
Cars don't burn fuel.
Like, it seems like it is in, like, time is almost non-existent in this place.
It's just kind of like there's day and night cycles, but I don't think that means anything.
Like, I think it's just the earth is moving in a, and the earth is moving in a normal way,
but the peril universe you're in operates in a completely different light that, like, time is nothing.
Like, there is no, which is even, like, a good point here with, like, now you have this, like, baby character,
who is the coolest monster?
I love that, by the way, of just, like, this frail thing.
And then it grows into painful ways there, uh, into an old man.
and you know the decades of screaming was a great line um but it's just like time and everything else
doesn't you know isn't the same i mean we're coming up here to part nine right part nine out of
ten so we're coming up and now the only character left theoretically is alice i mean i think
we're going to see rob again but now it's just two characters but at this point only one
yeah i'm sure we'll see rob again um a lot happened there i was i was getting into the stories i just
kept reading and didn't stop, but man, a lot went down.
Lilith is dead, um, which is tragic. I hate that.
Blue Jay is finally dead, though. Uh, I was, I kind of accidentally predicted it with like,
ha ha, what if she blew up Blue Jay? Yeah, I, yeah, I think, I'm, I'm, I'm waiting until the end.
I, I've been writing stuff down on this note, um, little notepad, but I'm curious to see the
end before I really give any kind of, uh, any thoughts about it, but I mean, I'm, I'm down
to keep just pushing. Yeah, let's keep running.
I want to see where it goes
Alright
Yeah part
Part 9
So he just
So this is once again
Our little
Transcribe English
Transcriber
So like I said
This should be in British
accent here
So let's read this first part here
And a nice British accent
Sorry
I've not been in touch guys
It's been a busy month
However
I'm pleased to announce that
As of yesterday night
I've finally
Touched down in Phoenix Arizona
I've
I'm posting this log
from my first American hotel room
which offers a gorgeous view
of both the state hospital
and a local prison
auspicious times
drop me a line if you're in the city
or if you have any information at all
okay so I want you to know
that's a better British accent than I've been doing
but you did sound like either AI
or a robot butler
drop me a line if you're in the city
or you have any information
that I had to align all of my chocolate
is to get that out. Okay. I think I think it worked well. It worked very well. Good. I hope so.
So now here it says that it's February 15th, a whole new day. Which yeah, one day's past, so that
tracks. Yeah. Yeah. All right, whatever. Let's get into it. Let's do it. Part nine. As the
darkness closes in, I find myself dragged deeper and deeper into the depths of my own subconscious
until I sink through the back of my mind into an indescribable place.
featureless, directionless, timeless void that exists at the weakest point of life.
I could feel myself drifting away, surrender to an almost imperceptible tide, carried slowly but inexorably from the world.
The rest of the night unfolds and fleeting snapshots.
I briefly feel my body lift up from the ground, gravity pulling at my limbs as I am conveyed through the forest.
An unknowable stretch of time later, I feel a distinct burning sensation of my right.
in the world I currently inhabit
only an echo if the pain reaches me
but I can tell that it was once substantial
unable to divine its purpose
I let the sensation fade away
before descending once more into the placid darkness
when my eyes finally work themselves open
the sun is beginning to rise
without an ounce of strength left in my body
all I can do is peer through my eyelashes
taken in the vague scene before me
I'm in the back of the wrangler
propped up against a soft pillar of luggage
There's somebody kneeling beside me, tugging at my right shoulder.
When I try to address him, I discover that my voice is withered to a spectral whisper, so frail that it hardly exists at all.
Rob.
Hearing my voice, the figure shuffles round and kneels before me, staring into my eyes as they slowly regain their focus.
You just lay back, Miss Sharma.
I just finished patching you up, but I got to make sure it's good work.
There we go.
That's my boy.
I love he's back.
he's back he's so back
what happened to you
niece had me a gunpoint
had to act like I was all but dead
when she went into the forest
I got free took the med kit
into the trees fix myself up
a little I was coming to help when I heard this
awful noise when to check it out
that's when I found you
is the engine running
wanted to warm the place up for you
you were in shock and since the battery
don't run down anymore I thought
no I mean how
the key it got.
You'd think I'd risk getting out this far with only one copy of my car key?
Yeah, that makes sense with him.
Duh.
Rob seems almost insulted, and thinking back to everything I've learned about him over the course of this trip,
I could see why he might be.
Even in my weakened state, I can't help but laugh,
though it admittedly comes out as a stilted wheezing,
discusing quietly.
No, that's actually very you.
I think Blue Jay would have appreciated that information last night
Yeah, well, she didn't ask
I'm glad you made it, Rob
Glad you made it too
They build them tough down in London
I rest my head back against the luggage
I'm from Bristol
Of course
Yeah, of course that's a
Sorry
Rob tries to recover his smile, but it slips quickly from his grasp.
Its absence, his presence cringed into sudden uncontrollable sadness.
Sharma?
I'm sorry?
I'm so sorry?
Rob Guthrard's weathered face burst into a heaving mess of tears.
He repeats those two words as he lumbers towards me,
throwing his arms around my waist and resting his head on my left shoulder.
My hand feels like lead as I raise it up and brush it against his hair, holding him against me.
As the man continues to sob, I let my head roll slowly to the right, observing the damage to my arm.
Last night, lost in the metal throes of shock, the harm had been unquantifiable.
The details drowned out by the encompassing haze of severe blood loss in a blaring, primal alarm which had forced me to move without questioning why.
now that I'm on the other side
based in the quiet warmth of the wrangler
I'm able to fully exist
I'm able to fully assess the extent
of my injury
everything below my right elbow is gone
oh wow okay
that doubles down to my point
about the apparition
yeah definitely
yep yeah
it feels almost like a dream
my upper arm is practically
unblemished save for a few dark
bruises from last night's fall
yet it descends an impossibly short distance
before ending in a blunt, surreal stump.
The wound itself has hidden from view,
swallowed and fresh white bandages.
I can't seem to figure out how I should feel,
and consequently, I don't seem to feel anything.
It's okay, Rob, it's okay.
I never met for any of this.
I know. I know, I know, I know.
Rob pulls back, his eyes still watering.
I'll take you home, okay?
I'll find somewhere to turn around,
and we'll get you home.
I could tell Rob's offer is genuine, and to be honest, I'm a little surprised.
I still remember our verbal agreement, forged at the mouth of the tunnel,
that he would not be turning his car around until he reached the roads in.
I never expected he'd be the one to reneg on the deal.
I'm aware this could be my best chance to leave it all behind,
to flee from the horrors of the road before they take even more of me.
I know the way back.
I know that leads to safety, to family, to blessed normality.
however as an insidious voice in the back of my head quietly notes it doesn't lead to answers
I'm still game if you are yeah let's go I mean how much blood has been shed your arm this point
right your arm is gone people are dead like what the hell we're gonna back down now like
like I've got more for the road I've got some road bruise ready to go what are we going to do
went out now yeah come on and like realistically in real life like life or death sure i'd be mad at
rob sure i'd want to go see my family stuff like that but in the realm of this when you're that
locked in that much has already been cost like you have faced death how many times you overcame
i mean like at this point it's just like it would all be for nothing if you just turn back around
like i mean you you have to go you have to push forward you have to do it yeah it's like to me
it is the same mindset as like sailors
who, like, went to discover new lands
and, like, half the crew died on the voyage.
Like, what are we doing?
Well, let's just turn around.
Yeah, yeah.
What are we doing for if we don't hit land, right?
I also like to imagine Rob has his hands, or his face in his hands,
and he's like, I can take you back around if you want.
And he's, like, his fingers are open,
and he's, like, looking at her to see if she's, like, falling for it.
Oh, I'm so sad.
I can take you back if you want.
Oh, I'm so sad.
I definitely take you back if you ask.
no i think he's genuine about it but uh yeah no well cool it goes on i do need rob for me to like
fully like his character i do need him to feel some guilt and express guilt for what's happened
because it is reckless to bring again see this cave spider reference it is reckless to invite
people even if they don't believe you um but i also get wanting to carry on here so my uh my thing too
is I think that at this, from this point, he's been, he's done this so much that I think that maybe
he didn't think it was as, well, I think he knew the dangers of it, but I think he's just like,
I'll tell him the rules and nothing bad will happen. So I'm wondering if it was his own
ignorance too. And to his credit, it has never been this dangerous, right? No. Well, so. Well,
well, I get, I mean, there's been the hitchhiker, but he said no one's died in a long time. So
unless he's lying about that, you know. Well, I guess I mean, people have dissing,
integrated people have fallen into a
asphalt not not before this trip though
like he said sure sure well that that we that we know of
that we again unless he's lying yeah yeah sure
all right cool
rob sends me a heartbroken smile which i would return if i had the
strength in that moment somber understanding develops between us
an understanding that after everything we've seen
everything that's happened we're both still choosing
the secrets of the road. The decision reveals something about us, exposing a driving force behind
our actions that negates our concern for survival and overshadows the imagined protest of our loved
ones. It's a decision only two broken people would make. Rob spends the morning packing up
the Wrangler, giving me time to rest. The fact that he's walking around at all is remarkable,
let alone conducting his usual routine at his usual pace. So I begin to feel life crawl slowly
back into my veins. I wonder whether
the strange force that has sustained us both
as well as the Wrangler's fuel tank
could have been a mild, restorative
effect. The notion should bring
me comfort. Instead, it makes me feel like a lobster
in a tank.
A few hours later, Rob carries me out
of the car, letting me rest in the door frame.
In front of me lies three mounds
of dirt, raised slightly from the
surrounding earth. Two
were headed by crosses, formed from
knotted sticks, bound slightly together.
The grave, on the far left,
bare, bereft of any religious affiliation.
Is that blue chase without the cross?
Didn't think she'd want one.
She wouldn't have done that for you, you know?
Good thing I and her then.
I buried what I can, but
that was some state she was in.
Did the child kill her?
Rob goes to throw a foldable spade in the back of the car.
For a brief moment, I consider letting a statement go unanswered.
no we didn't i did
Rob immediately marches back around
his brow furrowed in confusion
I hit a C4 charge in my satchel
once you took the bag I
well
I gestured to the bear grave
Rob looks as if he's seeing me for the first time
where did you
from your son's car
oh that's what I figured
yeah yep
and I also
had the suspicion that the child
Rob mentions he has a son and then the child shows up
I wonder if that has some
maybe symbolically maybe not literally
but I felt like there was some connection there
and then someone went with Rob
that person hated Rob. Rob mentioned he had a son
I thought maybe it was his son C4 that was there
so I guess that kind of confirms it yeah
yeah yep
I watch as my quiet assertion strikes Rob's ears, as its meaning burrows through his consciousness,
its implications contorting his features into a look of shame and damning revelation.
Wait, hold on, hold on, hold on, freeze.
What's the third grave?
Did he bury the child?
I guess, right?
He said I buried all that I could.
That's, yeah, just Lilith and Blue Jay died there.
So, yeah, I'm guessing that it's the child.
That's an inner...
Okay, anyway, that's just a weird...
Yeah, I mean, I think that the child thing is still human.
I don't know.
I mean, I assume that he maybe treated it with respect also.
I mean, I don't know.
I mean, that's just my assumption.
Yeah, that's an interesting.
Okay.
It's implications and stories features.
I can tell from his reaction that I've got it right.
We haven't had a chance to speak since I learned his son's name.
That piece of information formed the crucial thread, stringing together the strange and seemingly incongruent discoveries I'd encountered on the road.
Earlier in the week, I may have been worried to confront him with this information, but things are different now.
We've come too far, we've been through too much, and, if he's truly faring me somewhere with malicious intent, I'm powerless to stop him anyway.
I raise a weak hand towards him, a quiet request for assistance.
I think it's time we had a second interview.
following a tense
and guilty silence
Rob simply nods
and helps me
into the passenger scene
and then we cut into our conversation later
okay so
we're about to figure out
information about Rob and his son
and all that stuff
do you think
Rob knows people get contorted
into these creatures
if that's the case
I don't know
I mean
are you saying that
just based on the fact
that he buried it
yeah
yeah I mean I don't we have had no it would be easier to say if there was another kind of monster or body that he disposed of or he was just like just leave it it's trash but there's been no other kind of burial you remember you remember that caved in lanky face thing that ran at them on the main road right before Apollo died right what was it wasn't his reaction to that like like he was kind of scared of it a little bit and let it run by
I know he fired at it, but...
He fired at it, but it didn't do anything.
Well, I thought he fired at the...
I thought he fired at the tow truck, and it didn't do anything.
I think he fired both.
Hmm.
I don't know.
I'm curious.
I don't know how much...
I think that he knows more.
I think that we're getting ready to see...
Yeah, let's get into the conversation.
Yeah, yeah, I agree.
All right.
It wasn't military.
It was commercial.
The Rangler continues to crawl through the forest.
I've stayed quiet for almost half an hour.
and Rob formulate a response for his own words and in his own time.
Commercial?
Yeah, explosive charges for control demolition.
Bobby was in the business.
Had his own firm.
You must have been proud.
Yeah.
Yeah, he built that place up from nothing.
Tor in his office was one of the best days in my life.
So, how did he end up out here?
Rob Groves quiet, reluctantly accepting that he'll have to start from the beginning.
Bobby was a smart kid
smarter than I ever was
could have run the farm at 15
but country life didn't take
steady move to Phoenix
picked up a college degree
got himself a steady career
a steady career
that's pretty rebellious for a gutthard
well we were pretty different people
didn't always get along
I was still a courier in those days
always jetting off somewhere new
of course I went to Japan
stay there a while
then
Al-Kihara
That's right
Changed everything
Came home after five years
With a new hobby
Bobby didn't take care
For the stories
But his ma' died
Sudden while I was away
We both wanted to start over
Being each other's lives more so
He came with me to the Pacific Northwest
Tracking down Sasquatch
Creature Dent Show
But Bobby had a good time camping
So kept joining me
Before long he was doing the research himself
organizing trips picking up rumors and strange stuff all over the country
sounds like a nice time for you both
it was
so was it bobby who discovered the left right game
called me up one day out of the blue
this was about three years ago
said he'd found a set of rules said we should try out
to be honest I thought our tripping days were over
I was back in Alabama and he was starting up a family of his own
but suddenly he's telling me to meet him in Phoenix
so of course I went along
and this time you both realized it was real
Bobby knew as soon as we reached the tunnel
he passed that way every day
knew it wasn't supposed to be there but
there it was
he said that was the most amazing thing
he ever saw
we charted over the next year
whenever we could get the time together
but we move slow
map the place out
turned back on the regular
it took us a while before we got the courage to stay on
the road overnight both of us were terrified the tunnel would disappear or something i could tell rob
is replaying the events in his head the reminiscence almost makes him smile bobby's wife was a real doll
used to work in his office kindest girl i ever met funny too there's a decade between him but you
could tell they were good for each other he shared everything with her including the road
in fact once bobby got a little more secure with the rules
they started to map it together
exploring their own little world
after a brief pause
Rob's expression sinks slightly
the reminiscence is growing darker
a few months go by
I'm hearing from Bobby a little less
but I expected that
then one evening I get a call from the hospital
told me my boy
had walked into some ER in Phoenix
was he okay
no
no he was in a bad way
leg all busted up delirious
asking for marjorie
found her bag in his car
but
she was nowhere to be found
Bobby lost her on the road
yeah
yeah that's right
on our second night here
after we lost ace
you told me the road
had never hurt anyone before
well
that wasn't
a lie at least
it wasn't the road that got him
what do you mean
they made it to the forest
none of us had got that far
before but um
this time they pushed a little further than usual
do you know why
oh no man
oh boy
gosh
they were going to have a kid
Marjorie was almost due
Wasn't traveling so well
I think they knew they wouldn't be hit the road for a while
It was like a last hurrah
I guess
But only Bobby came back
They explored the woods till nightfall
And Bobby said they had to turn back
Marjorie didn't want to
Never told me why
Never told me what happened
By the end of that trip
Marjorie was still out there
and he was in a hospital bed
Rob takes a moment to collect himself
to put the facts in order
The trees are starting to grow thin
Sunlight bursting through the widened gaps in the canopy
Looks like we're nearing the forest in
Bobby took her month or so to recover
Boy was desperate to get his wife back
And of course he'd become a suspect in her disappearance
Needless to say
First thing he did
Set on to the road to find Marjorie
but he didn't
nope
no no he
he found her
just
a little sooner than he thought
oh
I take a moment
to process
Rob's implication
suddenly I feel a stone
dropping my stomach
she was on the 34th turn
oh
oh dude
oh
wow
wow
this story is suddenly making me like emotional because
I realize it's like a father who feels like he could have done more for his son
so everything he's doing now is just like him trying to correct the mistakes he could have
corrected back then yeah exactly and also he has literally nothing to lose and now he's
probably it's probably an attempt to you know it do this for his son
it's an it's an attempt to make his son mean something you know yeah
man that's a great reveal though for the 34th run
I'm sorry for everything I said about Rob I'm sorry
boy was boy was suspicious let's be honest
he was but I get it it's kind of it's kind of poetic now
and I like we don't even know we haven't heard the rest of his interview so
who knows he honestly kind of got
me a little bit when he was talking about
the way he was talking about his son's wife
he was like she's the kindest woman I ever met
it's like the way my dad talks about
my wife and it like it hit me
a little bit that that was the moment reading
the story I'm like oh okay I see what Rob is
I get it okay yeah
yeah now I'm like sad
no yeah
Windagoon sad take two
yeah literally yeah what's new
what's new in this stupid
stupid nightmare we made for ourselves
yeah
Uh, I don't like, what, what did you say the creator's name was? Jack, Jack, I don't, I don't, I don't, on Reddit's neon tempo.
Neon tempo, I don't like you making me feel things.
I hate emotion.
Yeah, it's stupid. Zero out of ten. I hate the story. Anyway.
Huh.
Wasn't the woman he knew, of course.
Stood there all day, just mumbling about the road.
Didn't even recognize him.
I remember he called me up right after he first saw her there.
It's heartbreaking.
he tried almost every day from then on
always stopping at that turn
he'd yell he plead he'd bring pictures and gifts
but
man she never responded
don't know if it was really her but
whatever was on that corner
he belonged to the road
Bobby lost something of himself on that corner
after a while his fascination with the game turned sour
turned to hate
he thought the road was something evil that it had no place linking into our world
i was checking up on him at that point every few days or so oh so he was going to blow up the tunnel
yeah yeah yep one weekend he said he wasn't doing better even said he'd been into work
i thought maybe things were turning round but uh then he went quiet didn't pick up his phone
for three days i had my place in phoenix by that point and uh spare key to his house
house.
That's where I found the note, telling me he'd gone back through.
One last bid to find his wife.
And if he couldn't bring her back, well, uh...
He was going to destroy the tunnel.
Cut the road off from the world.
I played the game in Phoenix, Chicago, a few different places, but that one tunnel is what
links you to the road.
I looked around his garage, found the box for a phone, a lot of electronics all over the
place.
Pretty clear what he'd done.
so I jump in my car.
Oh, I think I know where this is going.
We pass out of the forest onto a long, narrow road.
In the distance, I can see our route winding up a towering wall of sandstone,
disappearing onto a set of rolling mountains.
He passed me on his way back just before I hit jubilation,
thundering down the road at full speed, driving like crazy.
That's when I knew he hadn't found Earth,
but he was going to take out the tunnel.
in the game once and for all.
But he never got that far.
I tried to talk to him, called his cell,
tried the radio frequencies.
There's a number on the SIM car documentation that he had.
God helped me, I even messaged him on that one.
In the end, it was just me and him, racing back to Phoenix.
He was faster than me, but I was driving better.
After a few bad corners, I caught up.
You ran him off the road.
Rob stares out at the fairway ridges
His hand grasping the steering wheel
Oh
Yeah
So Rob, Rob
killed his son
So he wouldn't
Destroy the game
Um
Well
Is that what you're reading
Or what are you thinking?
No, I think
You know how the bombs go off
If you call him
Yeah
I guess the you ran him off the road
Well
He never confirmed that
She's like
Oh you ran him off the road
did you?
Okay.
And Rob hasn't said anything yet.
I think what happened is Rob tried to call a phone that the bomb was hooked up to and it blew him up.
Oh, I see.
Okay.
Cell service don't work through the tunnel.
He knew that.
He's either going to blow it up on this side or while he was in there.
So you were trying to save him or save yourself?
Neither.
I was trying to save the road.
Okay, maybe you are right.
Maybe you are right.
Maybe I got to have you.
Say what you want about this place, Ms. Sharma,
but it's a doorway out of everything we ever known.
It's the road out of, out of reality.
It may be the most significant frontier we ever cross,
and that's part of me now.
Part of me new.
That was too important for one man to take away.
For the, okay, so you were right that it was to save the way.
Yeah, I think that he,
because I think the thing is that he,
there's also a level of guilt,
of that he basically killed his son
in the process to save this thing
this thing that he loves also
so I think there's a lot of different things
I don't think he's he's definitely not the innocent
person sure obviously but
for the second time today
Rob battles back tears for the second time
he fails
the roll silently down his cheek as he continues on
he was more injured
than I thought
he'd hurt himself bad before
he reached me that's why he was headed to the tunnel so quick
he wanted to destroy it while he still could
the road had taken almost everything from him
and then I took the rest
I denied him his hope
took away his chance to leave the world on his own terms
in the end he didn't even seem angry
he just asked after Marjorie
asked me why she did it why she left
I laid him to rest there
visited the place often but
I never had a good answer for him
that's when I started prepping the next turn
so you posted his logs online
and pretended to discover them
thought people would ask less questions that way
and where did we fit into this
why did you bring us here with you
I guess
I thought it was time the world knew
didn't want all this to end up an old man's secret
honest to God if I knew the road was gonna
I swear I never would have brought you here
Rob's features tied in
all his shame and guilt rise into the fore
I can't say it isn't deserved
despite his intentions
despite his penitence
the man had blinded himself to clear dangers
hurt those closest to him and
on a road where secrets had killed so many
he kept the most significant one of all
Well, perhaps not the most significant.
You didn't bring us here, Rob.
Rob turns to me, confused.
I met someone in the forest last night, a figure.
Just like the one you saw in Japan.
Looked like static you see on a TV screen.
I think it was you, Rob.
I think I saw you and I think that all those years ago...
In my current state, the mechanics
of the event and their stunning implications lie beyond my explanatory oh sorry i was doing rob's voice
in my current state yeah in my current state in my current state in my courage state
the mechanics of the event and their stunning implications lie beyond my explanatory capacity
in the end i just raised my lost right arm and wait for rob to make the connection
a moment later the car screeches to a halt rob stared straight ahead his knuckles white against
the steering will. I'm aware that beneath his stone set features every square inch of gray matter
is fighting to process the fresh revelation. If it's true that, in those quiet woods, I somehow
reached across decades to a young Rob Guthard, then it changes everything. The twisting narratives
that led us to this point, Rob's burgeoning obsession, his son's tragic fate, they all took root
in that single moment more than a decade prior to my own birth. I'd placed us on the path,
which would lead me to this door.
As chaotic as the road often seems, that moment in the forest hints it something deeper, something intentional.
Robstead's out of the car for a while before wordlessly climbing back in and firing up the Wrangler.
From that point on, we continue as two silent passengers, lost in thought, disappearing into the sandstone mountains.
We travel across the thin mountain road for the next two hours, a wall of crooked rock hemming us in.
when we pass on to the other side and the outcrop falls away the landscape below us has changed completely
and were treated to a strangle to a strange and breathtaking sight
the wranglers traversing the cliffs above a vast flat desert a tundra of vibrant orange stretches as far as the eye can see
I could just make out the road cutting a meandering path through the sand below us
at the center of this otherwise featureless expanse a collection of monolithic structures towering
columns of glass and metal rise from the ground connected by a web of long perpendicular streets.
There's a city. There's a city on the road. Rob keeps his eyes forward. Despite the epic majesty
of the cityscape below us, I can tell that his mind is elsewhere, that he's still digesting the
contents of our interview. In the end, I think it's best to leave him alone with his thoughts.
We stay on the mountain for another 20 minutes before finally winding down to the desert floor.
The space ahead of us is two-tone, the sharp saffron of the desert and the deep blue sky,
separated by a thin, even horizon.
The only objects that crossed this perfect boundary are the hulking gray towers of the city,
rising from the sand and bursting through into the heavens.
We snake along the desert road, the city looming ever larger as we make our tentative approach towards the border.
There's an eerie contrast to the threshold as we cross it,
the cuprous glow of the sand switches to gray,
the scorching heat instantly cools
and perhaps most notably
the little sound there was
is negated entirely
as we dwell
into an empty
perfectly maintained throughway
I realize that I can't hear
anything at all
except the Wrangler's steady
rumblings
It's quiet
That's fine by me
Who do you think built this place
I don't know
Maybe whatever brought us here
could be that no one built it maybe just is
I wonder if he's right
it's hard to think such a place could exist for any practical purpose
city looks off somehow as if it was built from conjecture
by an architect who had only heard of cities through poorly translated rumor
all the broad features are present skyscrapers lamp post
window cleaning platforms but nothing deeper
it's an empty shell an ornament in the middle of the desert
as we turn down the next few roads I stare up at the monolithic structures each one standing at least a hundred stories tall my eyes tracked back down the countless strata of dark windows as i contemplate what it might be like to live in such a place when i reached the ground floor i presented with my answer
there's a young man standing at the ground floor window his hand resting against the glass he's wearing a dark gray suit and a look of almost mesmeric shock his mouth open
his hands shaking, his unblinking eyes staring past us as the wrangler rolls by.
Mays quickly track back up the skyscrapers glass facade, scrutinizing each row of windows in turn.
I naively hoped the buildings would be empty, that this place would be nothing more than a colossal ghost town.
Now that I know otherwise, each pane of glass feels like a dark pool of water, still on the surface, but with sinister potential lurking within its steps.
A few seconds later, more of them arrive.
There aren't many at first, just a few scattered figures stepping up to their windows, pressing themselves against a glass.
However, like a light sprinkling of rain that erupts into a downpour, the frequency of their arrival quickly doubles and triples until not a single space lies unoccupied.
The Wrangler shrinks, subject to the scrutiny of countless individuals, on every floor in every window, all of them clad in the same,
monochromatic formal wear and staring down at us like the emissaries of a grand tribunal.
As the Wrangler passes by, they continue to stare straight ahead, though it's clear they're aware of our presence.
Rob, Rob, there's... I see him. I see him.
Rob puts his foot down, shedding the weight of a thousand pairs of tiny eyes as he leaves the building behind.
As the final column of windows slips by us, I glanced back, hoping to see them return to the depths of the building,
instead in those last few moments
I witnessed their collective demeanor
fracture into a desperate frenzy
their mouths open in a silent scream
as they slammed their fist against the glass
turning back around
I stare into the buildings
that currently flank our vehicle
the figures have already arrived at the windows
and their calm is already fading
Rob we need to go faster
I'm on it
the Wrangler growls with renewed ferocity
as Rob plants his foot onto the gas
we lurched towards the next corner
accelerating down the road as Rob scans for any hidden turns.
I achingly shifted my seat, keeping an eye on the scene developing in our wake.
Shards of broken window begin to rain into the asphalt, watching the shattered pieces tumble through the air.
It's apparent that the quiet in the city is simply due to lack of activity.
The torrent of splintered glass is completely silent, even as it crashes against the impervious ground.
Oh, sorry, the quiet in the city isn't due to a lack of.
of activity, yeah, yeah. Nothing in the city makes a noise. Nothing except us. The thunderous
engine of the Wrangler has never sounded so loud. Looking up, I witness hundreds of hands
gripping the shattered window frames, unable to turn myself away as thousands of polished
black shoes step over the threshold. The figures stream out from every floor,
forming an incomprehensible deluge of humanity. The first wave strikes the ground, with more
and more landing against them, a heap of tangled figures struggling to separate themselves,
much like the residents of jubilation, and everyone else we've encountered on the road,
they appear impervious to the fatal harm such an act when in part.
Those that landed on their feet hardly even stop, turning towards us and sprinting after the Wrangler.
It doesn't take long for the rest of the riding mass to resolve itself,
its constituent individuals joining the frantic stampede, their chaotic charge and desperate screams
bereft of any perceivable sound.
even in the midst of the frenzy pursuit as a foreboding shower of glass falls from every building we pass the world outside remained silent the chaos made even more incomprehensible framed against the ungodly stillness in which it takes place rob screeches around the corner drifting on to a long and open street the road the road disappearing to a narrow vanishing point as we race down this next stretch of road towards a large intersection the ever-growing mob burst onto the street behind us taking the corner with supreme coordination and continuing the entire and continuing
continuing tirelessly in our direction.
A split second later, I'm struck by an abrupt and pervasive idea.
It feels unlike any thought I've ever had before, less of a notion, and more a prescient,
a precent hybrid of intuition and deja vu.
As if the course of action we must take as obvious to me, despite my not knowing why.
I force my voice above a grating whisper.
Rob, we need to drop something behind us, something loud.
What are you thinking?
I, uh, you just have to trust me, okay?
We still have most of the plastic explosive, could you?
We still have most of the plastic explosive, could you?
Nah, if you took out the plastic caps, I ain't got time to make a new one.
Rob glances into the rear view, the back to the road.
I can almost hear the gears turning in his head.
But that, the only explosive on board, think you can drive.
I guess we can find out.
The car thunders across the tarmac as I clumsily grasp the wheel,
shifting myself over and working my foot onto the accelerator.
Rob lifts himself away and climbs past me into the back of the Wrangler.
In my weak state, every shuddering motion makes my bones rattle.
With each subsequent gear shift, I'm forced to take my remaining hand off the wheel and reach across to the stick.
The effort is precarious and awkward, my aching limbs puppeteered by willpower and adrenaline,
every passing second a battle to maintain control.
The windows up ahead are starting to fracture.
The noise of the wrangler is carrying.
and the entire city is starting to preempt our arrival.
Behind me, I can hear the ripping of duct tape,
the tearing of fabric, and the clattering of falling luggage.
I'm not sure what's taking place behind me.
I just have to trust that Rob has a plan.
I hear the backdoor swing open just before we reach the intersection.
A metallic scraping along the wrangler's roof
and a pain grunt for Rob as he throws something onto the road behind us.
Reaching the crossroads, I slide my hand along the wheel and twist it sharply to the right.
As the car lurches round and on the next,
next road, I feel my heart sink dramatically. We've been overtaken. The windows ahead of us are
shattered, the front doors lay broken on the street, and the building's desperate inhabitants are
rushing towards us, blocking off our only means of escape. I slay my foot onto the brake,
and the wrangler shutters to a halt, the engine stalling and cutting out, the streets are
now spilling over, an overwhelming swarm converging on our position from four directions. I look
back to Rob, and he meets my gaze, his eyes brimming with dismayed finality. An explosion,
shudders through the air behind us. I look out the back window to see a shattered
jerry can, one of Rob's now superfluous fuel reserves. Its dark green shell
violently compromised, its content spilled across the road and cast a light. Now that
the engine isn't running, the echo of the blast and roar of the primal, balletic flame
fills the afternoon air. The trajectory of the Madden crowd changes
instantaneously. The silent wrangler has fallen from their collective attention and they
refocus onto the smoldering flames.
Those up ahead continue to rush past us, streaming around the Rangler as they scrambles to the
spilled pool of gasoline, digging their hands into the blaze, grasping hopelessly at the fire.
Delicately, careful not to make a single shred of noise, I climb out of the driver's seat,
joining Rob in the back of the Rangler.
He addresses me in a confused whisper.
Why don't they care about us?
What are they doing?
It's the sound.
They want it for themselves.
I don't know how I'm so sure, but I know that it's the case.
The Jerry can creaks and screams as the city dwellers tear into its smaller and smaller pieces,
frantically examining every jagged scrap.
With each passing second, as the fire dies down, the crowd grows increasingly distressed,
as if a precarious commodity is slipping through their fingers.
They don't understand it.
They'll put it apart.
They'll pull it apart.
They'll pull it apart trying to figure it out, and they'll never get any.
closer and then it'll be quiet again where are you getting this from i don't know it's just a
just a feeling well pretty sure they would have pulled us apart too i'd say we're pretty lucky
yeah pretty lucky as last of the gasoline's eaten up and the fire dies away city dwellers remain in the
streets devoid of their momentary sense of purpose their prize vanishing into the ather the crowd's
desperation fades into a hush despondency. I watch them as they pass by, countless faces
racked with sorrow, their aimless shuffling forming a lonesome sea, a gray-scale ocean that spans
the desolate city. The Wranglers now drift in the center of the ocean. It's clear that any
attempt to start the engine would bring the entire city down on us, re-igniting their futile
hope, causing them to tear through the car and anything inside it. For the foreseeable future,
we're completely stranded.
don't worry about it okay
I don't think they're going to leave Rob
they'll leave they'll leave
okay and what then
they'll still be everywhere
hey we're smart pair
we think of something
in the eerie pervasive calm that surrounds us
I sent myself down next to Rob
and lean back against the wall
without that else to do but wait for our situation to change
after watching the figures outside for over an hour
the only thing that's different is a
strange, needling sensation that feels like it's emanating from now absent forearm.
My arm hurts.
How's that possible?
Don't worry. That's, uh, it's called phantom limb.
You got some sensation, right? Like, you still got something there.
A lot of people get that after amputations. Here.
Rob reaches into his medical kit and retracts a blue char of tablets.
Twisting off the cap, shakes two pills free.
You're going to need these for the pain.
I stare at the tablets for a moment
before collecting them from his open
palm. He passes me his canteen
and I swallowed them down in two weak gulps.
You have a lot of experience with these amputations?
More than you think.
My brow furrows.
Though I'd met my remark as a passing jive,
Rob's response rings with a strange sincerity.
It takes me a moment to realize why that is.
I forgot. You were drafted.
You never talked about it.
been thinking about it a lot though
a bunch of strangers brought together
into false pretenses told that
we were serving a grand purpose by some old
liar. I guess it's interesting
how time repeats itself.
No, I think about it. He drove a Jeep
too.
That's pretty good.
Rob, I told you
you didn't bring us here.
I don't change nothing. Don't change
what I did. To you
to Bobby, to any of them.
Maybe you were there in the forest, but
I was the one who started this, one who kept asking what was at the end of the road.
What do you think is at the end of the road? What do you think is at the end, Rob?
Starting to think there, that ain't for me to know. I've been moving from place to play so long,
seeing everyone else settle down. As far as I could see, the end of the road is just wherever you decide to stop.
I rest my head on Rob's shoulder. He gently places his arm around me. It isn't long before medication starts to take effect.
quietly overtaking my already weakened constitution
the pains of size
dulled along with the rest of my senses
the sun is still streaming through the windshield
as my eyes begin to drift shut
I watched the figures past the window
my eyelids getting weaker
I don't want this to be the end Rob
I know Miss Sharma
I know
The last thing I see before I fall into a dreamless
artificial sleep
is Rob Guthrud's hand reaching for the rifle.
All right.
Well, that's the end of that day.
Man, that was a wild interaction.
Yeah.
Kind of has a vibe of like, I don't know,
my mind went to, like, aesthetically,
it went to I am legend.
Yes, that's exactly what I was thinking.
Oh my gosh.
Yeah, yeah.
It had that kind of feel to it.
Also, it kind of makes you think that Rob brought these people here
so he could have people that knew about it.
But I think also he is so determined to get to the end and come back so that also he could, in my opinion, I think that he was going to blow up the tunnel as well in a weird way.
I think, like, I think he wants to see what's at the end.
So I think he could have that piece is what I think, just because I feel like knowing that he can go back, I think that his obsession will never stop until he knows.
Maybe, I don't know.
I think I kind of believe him for now when he's like, I just want to tell the world.
I want the world to know what's in here.
Oh, I think that's that.
But in my opinion, I think that it would lead to him blowing it up or something.
Like, I feel like he would carry out his son's wishes.
Maybe he hasn't said it, but in my opinion, like, it hasn't been said.
But I just, I see that kind of future, I guess, of like you, you, it's like an itch.
Like, an itch you have to scratch or whatever.
All right, cool.
Let's just keep going.
Yep.
when my eyes work themselves open
the sun's beginning to set
oh I think I know what just happened
oh no
bro
do you want me to tell you what I'm thinking it's going to happen
or do you want to be a surprise I mean I think I think
Rob I think Rob
sacrificed himself
I think he's going to
I think he's going to make noise with the gun
so she can keep driving
yep
yeah
man that's if that's where this goes
that's a good death. I talked about it.
If that's where this goes, that's a good way
to out of character. Yeah, I mean, he has, once again,
it's the kind of the thing you said earlier of like he
kind of has to, I think,
to be effective, I don't think he can survive.
Correct. And also, there's a whole thing
in fiction, right? Like, somehow
a character has to atone to be satisfied,
right? So regardless of how much we
like Rob, he did, his actions
did lead to the death of these people. So
either he has to do something great with it
or he has to make a similar
sacrifice and service or something.
So that feels like a good end point.
Earlier, I was upset when I thought Blue Jay killed him because it was a pointless death.
But if it happened, and we hadn't had our answers yet.
But if it happens here, don't know it will, but if it happens here, this is a good death.
Okay.
Yeah.
We'll see.
When my eyes work themselves open, the sun is beginning to set.
I've been moved.
As my vision adjust, it becomes clear that I'm still in the Wrangler.
my head resting against a pile of fresh clothes, a soft travel blanket laid across me.
I glanced around to find that Rob's nowhere to be seen.
Momentarily, forgetting the situation outside the car, I attempt to call out for him.
The syllable catches in my throat as a shambling figure passes by the window,
wringing its hands in despair and casting a long shadow through the car.
With a renewed sense of caution, I slide the blanket to one side and slowly make my way up to the front.
The cabin is similarly empty, except for a single scrap of paper.
Torn from my notebook, it lies on the driver's seat, a small object hidden within the fold.
When I open it, I find my headphones and five neatly written words.
Channel 1 to all cars.
My hand starts to shake as I rest the note on the dashboard, slowly climbing through and placing myself gently into the driver's seat.
My heart of my throat, I insert the headphones into the jack of the CB radio, taking a single, quivering breath.
breath in and press the first button.
Rob?
I'm, uh, I'm sorry, Ms. Sharma.
Rob, where are you?
Down the road a little.
Got myself to one of the rooftops.
I know I always hated cities, but once you're above it,
the view's really something.
Come back, Rob. Come back, please.
I wish I could.
But, uh, we both know those things ain't leaving.
and you need the car to get wherever you've got to go,
so the best I can do is make some ruckus,
draw them out of your way.
Yeah, I rest my head against the steering wheel,
bracing myself against the weight of his words.
I can't do this without you.
Oh, I don't think that's true, Miss Sharma.
I think whatever's on this road,
it wants you to make it all the way.
All I was meant to do is bringing you this far.
Now, you don't have to listen to it.
You can turn around and head home,
but either way only one of us is driving out of here
so I guess the only question left is
which way you want to go
well
are you ahead of me or behind me
is that which way you want to go
got me a little bit because that's what I said to her at the beginning
I can be anywhere
your choice miss Sharma
in the wake of Rob's
words in the shadow of the decision, I'm cast into silence, not because the choice is hard,
but because I'm ashamed that it's so easy. It was made the moment I first stepped into the Rangler
and renewed in every perplexing moment since. The need to know, to comprehend, to uncover the
truth has been with me all my life, but I never knew its roots ran so deep that it would endure
so ardently and everything else, everyone else, have been stripped.
away. I stared into the rearview mirror, seeing myself for the very first time, and I have
to admit, I'm scared. Stay where you are, Rob. Okay, Ms. Sharma. You ready?
Yeah, I'm ready. All right then. Suppose it's about time. This thing did some good.
The shot explodes through the radio before a fate booming echo reaches me on the
quiet city air. Its effect on the city dwellers is immediate. Their collective melancholy shatters
in an instant, replaced by a renewed fixation. Before I know it, the desperate crowd unites once
more into a stampeding horde, rushing past the windows of the wrangler and back down the road
towards the source of the noise. They on their way? As the last of the city dwellers
disappeared behind me, I run my hand across the steering wheel down to the ignition.
Yeah. Yeah, they're on their way.
Okay, then. What do you wait for?
With a fateful twist of the key, the Wrangler roars back to life.
The wheels kick against the asphalt, transporting me through the streets of the city.
As I barrel away from the intersection, I see a small contingent of pursuers rushing around the corner behind me.
Rob fires the rifle again, maintaining the attention of the majority.
The stragglers fall away in my rearview mirror, losing ground against the Wrangler.
I take the first left
Then the next possible right
And another left
A few minutes later
I eventually find myself
On the last stretch of road
Leading me back into the vast
And empty desert
So, you're going to make it?
Yeah, I'm gonna make it
Good, that's good
Miss Sharma
If you find Marjury
If you get a chance
To let me know
know, well, uh, it's more than I deserve, but, uh, of course. Of course I will.
I, I appreciate that. Okay, they're going to be here soon. So, uh, I'm going to go radio
silent for a while. If I call, you'll know I made it out. And if I, if I don't call,
you just assume I made it out, okay?
Please tell me you're going to be all right, Robin.
It's been a real honor driving with you.
The sound of a final shot reverberates through the radio.
It's echoed drowned out by the roaring engine of the Wrangler.
The world shifts around me as I burst out of the city and back onto the desert road.
The way ahead is laden with immense possibility,
and as I disappear into the vastness of the desert,
I can only think of what I've left behind.
Rob J. Guthrard had his flaws, marked by loss, driven by obsession,
his good intentions often paving the way to tragedy and heartbreak.
As the tears begin to roll down my cheeks, I decide to remember him differently.
As a valued friend, a good man, and above all else, a great story, no matter how you tell it.
Yeah.
Man, that's a great.
Yeah, that's how you send out a character like that.
Yep.
Yeah.
Wonderful.
Yeah.
Absolutely wonderful.
And now this, that was part 9 of part 10.
I mean, this is the final, this is the final one.
So whatever, whatever kind of mysteries are going to be solved here.
I mean, what do you think?
I mean, I guess before we get into the final part,
do you think that he was right when he says that the road
wanted her to be the only one to kind of go through
and that like maybe it showed that aberration, you know,
all those years ago to him?
I think so a little bit.
I mean, he's the ferryman, right?
He's the one who transports everyone.
he's got her to the destination or at least far enough that she can get herself the rest of the way
I think it was her um I think she's the she's the storyteller and all of this so yeah whatever
prophecy this road wants to be out here whatever the left right game is capable of I think it wants
her to be the the survivor even if not the survivor the one who gets the message out here
which it seems like according to the the book end of this the person
in sending out these messages she was right she sent out well that's what that's what i was
going to say is that at some point we're going to have to see that she sends this out also she's
having to transcribe this with one fucking hand yeah mind you so um i i think that i don't part of me
i don't know part of me thinks that there is something like that she decides to stay or something
like that's where my mind's at now i don't think that's true but part of me feels like there is a
finite solution to what has happened
and to how she's able to get stuff.
I don't think she's going to outright
die. There may be some
thing similar. Like she
joins the ather. She becomes
a part, you know, something like that.
I don't think she
gets out though.
Maybe. I mean, if she got out.
If she got out, I feel like she'd be the one
telling this story. Yeah, why
would she send it to this guy and not contact
him while he's looking for her? Yeah.
I think she stays in there.
I'm so stoked though.
Yeah, I am too.
Man, that was such a good ending.
That whole setting was great.
Can you imagine like people jumping out of buildings and running, but it's completely silent?
Like they're sprinting like thousands of people and there isn't a decibel.
Yeah.
That's such a cool visual.
It is really, it's very, very cool.
That's why I'm like, part 10.
Let's just get into it.
Yeah.
Unless we can talk about it afterwards.
I'm ready.
I think our viewers are probably.
ready too. I agree. So part 10 opens with our final word from the guy who is transcribing all
this. So here goes. This is also long, so I'm not going to do that awful British accent.
All right. All right. Fine, fine, fine. Well, then, here we are. I have to be honest. While I posted
the first of these logs from my bedroom in North London, I didn't think I would go very far.
After all, why wouldn't? I wasn't a regular contributor to this site, nor a seasoned veteran of the
paranormal. I was just a man who missed his friend, seeking a few words of wisdom from an online
message board, opened to the idea that it wouldn't lead anywhere. Suffice to say, I couldn't have been
more wrong. Over the past two months, the incredible advice I've received from this form and the
amazing leads you've sent my way have opened up entire worlds of possibility. It's thanks to all
of you that I'm where I am now, sitting in a rental car on a quiet street in Phoenix, Arizona,
posting the last of Alice's records.
Oh, shit. Is he going to start the game?
He's going to do the left-right game.
You stupid son of a bitch.
I realize I've written more than usual for my part.
Apologies for this.
If you want to skip straight to Alice's section, that's fine.
Otherwise, please consider this the prologue to the epilogue.
It's very, very early in the morning over here,
with only the gravest of the graveyard shift out on the streets.
By all rights, I should be in bed,
and not wasting petrol on an aimless drive through the city.
The ritual helps me think, however,
and I'd recently given to a lot to think about,
courtesy of a young woman at a local bar.
She was a forum member who contacted me over direct message.
When we met up earlier in the night, it was clear she'd gone a great deal of research,
charting every mirror shop in Phoenix in an attempt to reconstruct the route
Alice took on February 7, 2017.
We spoke for quite a while,
about the game, about Alice, and about life in general.
Once closing time rolled around,
she handed me a printout of the most likely route,
with all the key locations circled.
Then, in the final minutes before we parted ways,
she nervously asked me two questions.
First put me in a rather sour mood.
Second, provided the fuel for my 3 a.m. drive.
Question one.
Are you sure she wants you to find her?
I've been hearing the same query from a few of you recently,
especially since Part 9 was posted.
People commenting that Alice made a clear choice
when she left Rob behind in the Silent City
that I was searching for someone who wasn't seeking return.
I'd like to take a moment to respond to this
as I responded to it earlier tonight.
To be clear, the Alice I know wouldn't do that.
She was planning to come back.
She told us as much.
I'm not going to waste your time with my theories,
but we've seen what the road can do to people's minds.
Now it can carry them away against their better judgment.
I understand why it's being asked, but if those sort of questions are all you have to offer,
I kindly ask you to find another way to help.
Question two is less clear-cut.
What are you going to do now?
It's something you guys have also been asking me,
but that was the first time I'd heard the question out loud.
In the awkward silence that followed, it became obvious to her,
and in some ways to me that I didn't yet have an answer.
I decided to take a drive while I figured it out
I've been in my car for the rest of the night
After an hour of aimless meandering
I realized I was close to one of the marked locations
Allieway where Alice first entered the underpass
The moment at which she first disappeared into the road
Turning into the side street
Just after a large intersection
I was briefly relieved to see no sign of the tunnel
The part of me
That still hoped this game was a fiction
Swelled at the sudden lack of evidence
My reaction was short-lived, of course, as I quickly realized that the tunnel wouldn't have shown itself to me anyway.
Even if the game were real, I'd hardly been sticking to the rules on my way here.
There was no denying that the place resembled Alance's description, however, and with the long time to go until I'd feel remotely tired,
I decided to work my way back along the route, retrace analysis steps towards Rob Guthridge Street.
Okay, so I have to admit at this point.
I suffered from a momentary lapse in intelligence, in a fog of distraction, residual jet lag, and general dullardry,
I drove for longer than I'd care to admit under the misconception that I wasn't playing the game.
I thought this because I was heading in the opposite direction, and it started my run with a right-hand turn,
when the rules explicitly state that you begin by turning left.
Of course, as I'm sure you all would have realized immediately, that didn't mean I was out of the game,
just meant I started playing with my first left turn one road later.
Alice was always the smart one.
What I'm trying to say is that due to this fairly mindless oversight,
I wasn't exactly looking out for the woman in gray
as I drove past when she would have been her corner.
It wasn't a mirror shop this time, of course.
That's only the 34th turn when you're coming the other way.
In fact, I'm not sure which of the many passing streets it was.
It is strange, though.
as I think back through my journey, I feel like I would have noticed her.
The streets were practically deserted, so much so that any pedestrian stood out immediately.
I know I should have been looking more closely, but if you ask my honest opinion,
I don't think she was there at all.
The moment I realized this, I felt it again.
The faint, perverse, hoped that I'd been misled,
that the entire story was nothing more than a twisted, elaborate fabrication.
It wasn't long until I passed an old mirror shop, and,
34 turns later, arrived on what must have been Alice's starting street.
It was an inner city neighborhood whose residents were all fast asleep.
From the moment I realized that the game was in play,
I'd been thinking less and less about this particular road,
more about the one directly after it, resting just beyond the crossroads.
I'd come halfway across the world on the strength of Alice's account,
but I'd see no firsthand proof of the left-right game.
If the whole thing was a hoax,
then the next road should just be another street.
If it was real, then I'd know soon enough.
I crawled up to the junction with my heart in my throat.
With every inch of road that passed under my tires,
I found myself hoping more and more that it wouldn't be true.
Let someone be playing a prank on me.
Let the logs be counterfeit.
Let Alice be anywhere else, but on that road.
I took the corner in a wide arc,
parking myself in the center of the crossroads,
my headlights facing down the night.
next turn.
Ahead of me was a quiet residential street, lines of neatly parked cars, rows of well-kept
yards and squarely drawn windows, and at its center, and under defiance of the modest
surroundings, the road sank into a deep and dimly lit corridor, cutting beneath the street
disappearing into complete darkness.
I'd always known it was true.
In the presence of the grim confirmation, the question I was asked, and the question I was
earlier that night started to ring in my ears as if echoing out of the tunnel itself after an
entire night's driving after two full months of searching I still didn't have a response
in the end I just left the engine running as if turning it off would somehow be a sign of
retreat and decided to type up the notes you're reading now I thought maybe the process
of putting it all down on paper would bring me clarity and leave me with either a note of
farewell or a note of apology to Alice for not having what it took to find her.
And now, here I am.
Still undecided, still riding, still sitting in this rental car on a quiet street in Phoenix, Arizona.
There perhaps the street's not as quiet as I thought.
I've just looked back to the previous road, down the street where Alice began her journey.
So I typed this very paragraph, I can see a figure standing on the sidewalk.
Just outside one of the houses, it isn't the woman in gray this time.
though it's almost too dark to make out
I can tell the figure is an older male
well built and imposing
rugged features of his weathered face
half lit by the moon
did you hear that
yeah
what did you hear
like a
what was that
oh my wife's home
oh my gosh
that was my wife doing stuff down soon
My gosh, okay.
I thought it was you just moving a cup on your desk or something like that?
No, no.
I'm just, uh, okay, I'm sorry.
Hold on.
What a great time for that, too.
The rugged features of this weather's face, half lit by the moonlight, and then, what was that?
Ah, okay.
Half lit by the moon.
I've never seen this person before, yet he bears a striker resemblance to another man.
Yeah.
A man whose description has been well recorded within the pages of Alice's logs.
He watches me in silence, staring through the window of my still running car.
I wonder if he can help.
Interesting.
So, yeah, he did the route backwards, which means he's about to enter the tunnel,
which puts him, because he started at the mirror shop,
it puts him right next to the house.
And I guess if someone is lost in there, they can become a,
or at least their body can become an agent for the left, right game.
So now Rob's body is one of the agents.
yeah i mean that's what i'm that's what i'm thinking for the gray woman as well i think that now rob is
basically taken on that role as well yep all right so like you said we are main guy he's dead
the guy recording all this super dead you think so yeah dude he either went into the tunnel or
the rob guy attacked him or whatever if he gets out of the car to go ask him for help he's super
dead you think the rob's entity is just like this mindless monster as well remember what marjorie's
entity was it was like trying to break the glass to get to her like punching it and everything yeah that's
true i'm sure it'd be violent if it got a hold of you so this guy walks out of his car it's kind of
funny that the guy said i wonder i wonder if he can help and the guy's just like frowning at him
looking through the deal this guy seems chill i wonder if he can help me yeah yeah he's an impossibly
big frown just yeah he's like one second sir let me hit six
on my on my uh verizon hot spot whatever so i can upload this to reddit all right perfect now sir
could you help me and then just immediately get strangled to death ah ah oh oh wow later that's like
whoever was posting this we found his phone this is the last message and the message is like garbled
text while he's getting like gourd alive yeah he's he's saying like owie owie ow ow ow ow ow ow ow out
out out just wanted to make sure you guys do that's what it said hitting said now thanks guys
Be sure to get upvote and let the mods know, put it in the vote.
Okay, anyway.
All right.
So we're now on to the end.
The final entry of the left-right game.
February 20th, 2017.
The left-right game was once nothing more than a nine-page document,
peeking out of a yellow envelope, resting quietly on my desk.
I remember reading it on my lunch break.
I remember it made me laugh.
The submission had arrived with the first post,
quietly making its way around the office,
treated by everyone as a short-lived novelty of little journalistic value.
The story was easy to dismiss,
appearing all too similar to the rambling, ghost stories,
and blurry UFO sightings filled our mailbox on a daily basis,
and which most of the senior staff had learned to instinctively ignore.
doomed by association, the document was quickly passed over.
My desk merely a pit stop on its way to the rejection pile.
I was curious, however, and after an uneventful few months of my new role,
I had no compunctions about fishing from the scrap heap.
Placing the envelope in my satchel,
alongside a misfit crowd of similar rejects,
I slipped away to a local coffee shop,
reading it in an armchair by the window.
Somewhere around page three,
between the description of the game's rules
and the exhaustive list of required skills,
the mouth started to curl into an irrepressible smile.
They'd been gloriously wrong about this one.
It wasn't some paranoid diatribe,
nor a sensationalist plea for attention.
But then those pages lay an introductory glimpse of a man's passionate obsession.
As I read on something about his earnest eccentricity, incredible thoroughness, and unquestioning confidence made it impossible to put down.
When I turned the final page, reading the last of Rob Guthridge's charming and refreshingly well-formatted submission,
I knew that this was the story I wanted to tell.
Later that day, I found myself in the editor's office, making a case for it.
They didn't quite see what I saw, but I was intent to win them over regardless.
I told them the story would be characterful, colorful, thought-provoking, and, at the very least, that I wouldn't be gone long.
It's been 12 days since then, 10 since I first entered the Rangler in Phoenix, Arizona, 5 since I commandeered it myself, leaving Rob behind in the silent city.
I haven't updated much recently, say for a regular set of notes made for my own benefits.
In all honesty, after I finished writing up my account of the city, I was struck by an overpowering sense of needlessness.
There is no one left to receive these logs, no friends to proofread, no editor to hand them to.
It seemed pointless to maintain the same prosaic format as before.
I still largely agree with this assessment.
It's only due to a set of exceptional circumstances that I've chosen to type up the following account in full.
Whoever this reaches, I want to thank you for reading up to now.
I'm quite sure this will be my final installment.
Here we go!
Alice Ormo
You fucking rule
Let's go Alice
Let's go Alice woo
Let's go Alice
Woo yeah you're probably going to die
Let's go
But she is the final girl
She is
She is
She is
She is
I love it
It's a fun way to incorporate
The classic horror trope
It's very fun
Yeah I dig it
The moon is broken
And in my entire life
I've never witnessed
An evening so still
The air is cool and quiet
And the wringler cuts
cleanly through it as I glide down a stretch of even tarmac. The scene is defined by
calm absence, not a cloud in the sky, not a solitary whispered breeze, not a single
blade of grass stirring on the dark green banks beside me. Yet even on a night as peaceful as this,
I can't help but feel far away from home. The city had served as a turning point in that
regard. Before we reach those Titanic monoliths, the landscapes we pass through generally
resembled the world I once knew. A few obvious exceptions aside, there is nothing about the
environments that look truly divorced from reality.
That's all changed now.
The aberent aspects of this new world are unignorable, constantly hanging at the corner
of my eye, passively injecting a sense of wonder and disconcertion into the otherwise
silent night.
A few days ago, the moon started to crack like old porcelain.
I hardly noticed at first.
My eyes fixed on the road as it loomed above me, quietly splintering into three jagged
pieces. As of tonight, the empty space between each fragment has significantly increased.
If I focused on the sky for a little while, I can almost see them falling away from each other,
charting infinite and loathsome trajectories through a barren cosmos against a backdrop of foreign
consolations. The stars themselves fall further than they should. The night sky travels down
past the horizon and continues below it, wrapping underneath the grassy bank. It's as if the road
and the narrow plains on either side
are suspended in the middle of a vast abyss,
a platform in the middle of open space.
At least, that's what I thought it was at first.
It didn't take long before I noticed
the broken moon was appearing twice in the sky,
both above and below me.
A pair of orbiting satellites,
identical and imperfect alignment.
That's when I realized that there were no stars below me.
I was merely staring across a flat surface
so flawlessly mirror-like as to cast a perfect reflection
of the heavens above.
I was driving through the center of a lake.
The water is impossibly still, since leaving the shoreline proper yesterday night,
I've seen neither a wave nor a ripple across its placid surface.
It's also undeniably vast, reaching beyond the horizon in every direction and continuing further still.
Without being sure how I know, I'm aware that the waters carry for an unspeakable distance,
that I would sooner reach the stars themselves before setting foot on its opposite shore.
I lean over and switch gears.
The act of driving the Ranger was a daunting one at first,
but after the first two days, I've managed to make do.
An old scarf wrapped tightly around the steering wheel
serves as a makeshift handle,
allowing me to navigate corners one-handed.
I don't have an elegant solution for the gear shift,
but I've quickly grown use to the process.
If I've learned anything from the road,
it's that Grace is the first casualty in the fight for survival.
Adaptability, no matter how clumsy,
outlasted at every turn.
A few minutes later, the Wrangler pulls up to a spacious verge, a large circle of land
surrounded entirely by dark waters.
At the far end, the grass seems to fall away, seemingly, dropping sharply into the lake
with a dead stop.
The road continues, of course, but that's the only thing that does.
With nothing on either side, it forms a narrow bridge of perfectly flat asphalt, raised
on a bed of mud and rock.
I press my boot onto the brake pedal, easing the wrangler to a steady halt at the center of the clearing.
For the first time today, I opened the car door and climb out of my seat.
The dull tap of asphalt shifts to a soft rustling as I make my way over to the lakeside.
There's something on the shore, a barely discernible object, almost entirely concealed by a shock of verdant undergrowth.
It's a miracle I'd managed to spy it from the road, though perhaps something about the stark uniformity of the landscape.
had made it stand out.
As I advanced toward the water
and the object draws near,
its indeterminate form solidifies
in my mind. It's a human
arm. Reaching out from the water and onto the
bank. I crashed down to examine
the few pertinent details.
The fingers are still embedded firmly into the soil.
The thumbnail is broken,
colored by a peeling coat of faded varnish.
There's a pallid, emaciated quality to the skin,
spreading down the arm until it disappears beneath
a thick woolen sleeve.
At the point it meets the surface,
the water soaks into the fabric,
turning it black from the original gray.
With a sad exhalation,
I rise to my feet and lean over the water's edge.
The body of Marjorie Guthrie Guthard
lies against the silt.
Her cheek resting on the lake bed.
Her wide, bewildered eyes
staring out into the open lake.
hold on let me make sure i'm qualifying all that right her cheek is on the lake bed her wide okay
she's been almost perfectly preserved save for the striking tautness of her skin and its malt malt malt
malted gray paler she looks exactly like the woman i saw in the 34th turn who try to repel me
from the road it's spoken of a lake drinking her wounds clean so okay so that's so then definitely
it's like it basically chews you up and spits you back out into a different likeness into like a new character
that's what the road does like that's pretty much what happened at rob at the beginning as well yeah so she's
the gray woman yeah do you want me to see what the gray woman's lines were while we were here i haven't pulled
up yeah we can go ahead yeah so when he saw a good refresher yeah the gray woman said lambs at the gate
hoping for something better than clover when all they find are things worse than slaughter so that's referring
to them, right?
And then
Grey Woman says,
He wanted to leave me
so I cut him out.
The lake was hungry.
It drank the wound clean.
Oh, is that talking about the baby?
Seems like it.
Read it again?
He wanted to leave me so I cut him out.
The lake was hungry.
It drank the wound clean.
How did she make it from the forest
all the way here?
if she got if she cut the baby out in the forest maybe it didn't happen in the forest maybe it happened at the lake
hmm i don't know what we'll see as we continue reading and then she says that as the gray woman
what do you think you're doing if you got mad and then the last phrase is would you dance down
the lion's tongue it will shred you whore it will shred you down to your sins
the lion's tongue interesting
things to consider. So yeah, here's, anyway, here's Marjorie's body. It seems her ramblings
work completely void of fact. It's clear to see that Marjorie has been exanguinated,
so completely in fact that the only evidence that blood ever flowed through her veins is a large
dark stain across her shredded blouse. Does it take long? That's got to be where the baby came out.
Yeah. It doesn't take long before the perpetrator makes itself known. As I stare into the water,
a steady street oh wait a minute
yeah so the giant
deformed thing that came running at them
that kept running down the road that was rob's son
yeah
seems like it so the only three monsters
we've seen
like actual monsters of the actual
have been the three gutthards
it's been Rob Jr., Marjorie
and their unborn child
what about the hitchhiker though
that's what I mean by
like monsters like it's a monstrous like you know like deformed creature thing yeah yeah yeah true
the the the i consider the hitchhiker to be more like the people of jubilation like thinking
entities no no that's fair i think that also like the monsters are the only odd anomalies not from this
world who's what it seems like correct so it seems like everything in this world has this kept
like physique to it whereas the humans that get contorted become these things yep interesting
cool okay it doesn't take long before the perpetrator makes itself known as i stare into the water
a steady stream of formless whispered sink up through the depths of the lake softly spoken murmuring
drift up to my ears taking root in the back of my mind and instantly blooming it into a flurry of deeply
persuasive promises i find myself entirely transfixed by the still water as a myriad of generous
offerings unfold in throughout my consciousness.
The whispers suggest an end to the phantom pains in my absent arm, perhaps even a completely
restored limb, stronger than it had been before.
Furthermore, it shows me a glimpse of its incomprehensible span, its furthest bank reaching
across countless worlds, its deepest point, lying below everything.
I'm offered total knowledge of every league, every fathom, every inconceivable shore.
my hand reaches down as the whispers continue every bargain steeped in sweet beneficence a moment later my outstretched fingers brush against the soft grass wrap around marjorie's exposed arm
dealing my heels into the ground i lean myself backwards and pull the water ripples and splashes as i drag marjorie's lifeless body slowly onto the bank i feel the voices in my mind grow louder erupted in anger as i back away from the lake
the promises had been convincing each quiet solicitation undeniably persuasive but after seeing marjorie's wretched fate and the look of eternal betrayal in her vacant eyes i found myself aware of a subtle undercurrent behind every syllable a sense of desperation and timeless hunger emanating from beneath the lake's surface i already have a clear understanding of what would have happened if i lost myself to those waters i suspect it's no coincidence that of the countless shores
it showed me, all of them appeared to be deserted.
Marjorie wouldn't have stood a chance.
She'd left the forest alone, grievously wounded, and without a vehicle.
She'd walk the whole way here, bleeding endlessly,
the road's rejuvenating power battling every moment against her body's natural inclination to die.
I suspect the road's influence wasn't strong enough,
and when a whispering voice promised, ever so sweetly, to mend her,
she would have been in no position to refuse
okay so
she gets to the forest
the child is C-sectioned
right
maybe
I don't know what happens from there
maybe
he okay so when
Bobby showed up to the ER
his leg was damaged right
maybe he C-sectioned
the child and the child became the monster
maybe he thought both of them died
that the child was still born
and she died or something.
Maybe something like that,
but she keeps walking
and then she gets to this lake
that goes on forever.
The lake shows you promises
of infinite shores,
basically tries to entice you
to come to the waters.
I like how Alice describes
it as being hungry,
almost, like it's trying to trick food
into it, to coming into it.
But Marjorie,
who had been broken for this long,
let herself go to it.
Yeah, I mean, probably in agony
the whole way there.
I mean, granted,
I mean, the wrangler,
she had to walk through the silence
city and everything go through all those places
probably I mean just also mentally probably just completely gone
I don't know how you could do that I mean but the lake drank the wound clean or lick
the womb clean I should say her other sleeve brushes against dry land her body
leaving the water for the first time in decades I keep pulling until my boots hit asphalt
laying her down on the grass just behind the wrangler after a moment of sober visual I walk
back to the car and fetch robb's foldable spain. A long few hours follow. I've never dug someone's
great before, and my injury is hardly conducive to the task. My fleece tied around my waist,
pearls of sweat running down my brow, I managed to slowly chip away at the dampers. Five hours later,
my back cramping, my hand raw from gripping the shovel, I attempt to lower Marjorie into the
rough pit with some semblance of grace, her legs dropping limply into the soft soil, despite my best efforts.
takes over an hour to shovel the soil back it's a sobering and ugly task as i lay as a layer of dirt covers her face i realize this will be the last time a living person lays their eyes on marjorie gutthard
burying her suddenly feels disrespectful as if it's an act i don't have the right to perform once it's done i drop onto my knees a dull ache in my muscles as i smooth out the disturbed ground with the back of the shovel
you
I was just about to remark how kind this is of alice to bury her
but then
yeah much like Rob
yeah
even before I turn to face her
I can hear a scowl in her voice
there's an odious depth to that once
accurate syllable
a potent witch's proof
contempt an accusation that feels like it's
been festering in her drowned lung
for decades. Reluctantly, rise to my feet, turn around, finding myself face to face with
the woman I just buried. She looks different now. Her clothes are dry, her skin clear, for nothing
to be seen of the deep, dark gash in her blouse. Marjorie. Unlike the empty vessel below us,
the woman in front of me is by no means at peace. She shakes and wretches with the same
indignant fury I witnessed when we first met. When she speaks, her word shone, she speaks, her word
shudder under the way of her own turbulent emotions.
I chased you. I ran to you. I gave him up for you. I'm sorry, Marjorie. I don't know what you
mean. Tell me what you mean. The things I saw. Things so beautiful. And I saw her
walking along through the new worlds. I gave everything up for you. I don't know quite what
to say. It's pointless to ask her what she means, to try and understand her frenic ramblings.
In the end, I can only try to speak her language.
Marjorie, I didn't mean you to.
Marjorie's trembling breasts burst into a despairing fit of laughter.
No.
Yes, you did.
Yes, you did.
And now, now you're here.
Marjorie's wild and volatile demeanor shifts once more,
her laughter degrading further into a desperate crying panic.
And what do I do now?
What?
What do I do?
Marjorie cringes with the terror of the self-imposed question
placing her head in her hands
and repeating it over and over again
as I watch her wrestle with despair
I'm strict by an idea I've never before considered
the disconcerting notion that
in death we are not transported to a set destination
by some ethereal attendant
that in fact nothing has decided for us
perhaps the manner in which we spend our afterlife
is down to us decision we have to make ourselves
Archerry is standing over her own lifeless body, still lost, still entirely unmoored.
There's no sign of boundless paradise, inescapable damnation, or everlasting nothingness,
and the common thread they share, a final release from the weight of our own agency, is similarly absent.
Perhaps we never get that freedom. Perhaps we continue like we always do,
accompanied by all our imperfections, uncertainty, and discontent.
Perhaps we must choose our eternity. After all my time on the road,
that's possibly the most terrifying notion I've encountered.
He never stopped looking for you, you know.
Marjorie snaps out of her wretched despair, instantly aware of who I'm referring to,
staring up at me with an expression I've never seen her way before.
I saw him walking on the road. He didn't stop. He was never going to stop.
I think he was looking for you, Marjorie. He still is.
Marjorie.
through me. For the first time since we met on that quiet Phoenician corner, I can see the faint
spark of something other than misery and rage across her tear-stained face. I told, I hold her
gaze for a moment more before pulling my phone from my pocket. In a single sweep of my contacts,
I delete every number except for one. A number I pulled from the Niki during our second night
on the road, a number that connects to a lost wonderer of the road. I don't know if this can help,
stranger things have happened.
She stares up into my eyes,
I feel like we're finally meeting for the first time.
Without a word,
Marjorie reaches that a quivering hand
and takes the phone from my outstretched fingers.
For I could say anything more,
Marjorie Guthrie Guthard is gone.
A few moments later,
a refreshing breeze lands against my cheek,
a soft zephyr,
cooling my still-worn face.
It's a welcome sensation,
and the first movement I've witnessed,
in the air since I set out onto the lake.
Wiping the sweat from my forehead, I stare quietly along the bridge, the breeze picking up
behind me.
It's a subtle wind at first, brushing stray hairs across my forehead, chilling the perspiration
on my neck, that as I reach my hand out and feel the air slip between my fingers,
I'm witnessed to a steady rise in both strength and magnitude.
The sound of the wind grows from a whisper to a howl.
seconds later the hanging sleeves of my fleece begin to stream sideways my hair lifts from my back billowing in the throes of a developing gale i pick up against the wrangler's hood as the air finally erupts into a roaring cough in a cyclone
my hand reflexively seeks the sturdy frame of the wrangler my fingers wrapping around the grill my arm tensing at the unrelenting wind threatens to drag me from the road squinting through the violent tempest i focus on a single point in space
Just above the threshold of the bridge, in the midst of the storm, a jagged line of white hot light burst out of the ather.
Tearing through the night's fabric, a crackling fissure that widens and yawns, forcing apart the curtains of reality as they frenetically struggle to recombine.
Staring through the shuddering fracture, I'm subjected to the briefest glimpse of a boundless and impossible vista.
It is a far-away place in both distance and time,
an achingly beautiful and gloriously terrifying dreamscape,
endearing on the majestic shores of infinity.
Every moment there spans a millennium
and unfolds in countless directions at once.
Every passing shadow holds a darkness beyond measure.
Their edges burned by the glare of a waking sun
which looks across every conceivable word
with a hollow, rancorous,
intent. In the midst of this maddening landscape, a singular entity approaches, gliding towards
the portal with the clear intent to pass through. It breaches the shuttering gateway and the wind
dies down around it. I stare up at its grand celestial form. The being is unlike anything I've
ever seen. Composed entirely from electrical arcs of brilliant, magnusant light, which burst from
a volatile and blinding central core. It looks like a lightning storm. It's plasmatic
tendrils snapping and crackling, bursting chaotically through the night air before collapsing
in on themselves.
As they fall back into the creature's center, they emit pale clouds of viporious fractals
that fade softly into the air.
Somehow, even as my eyes barely adjust to the stark light, I realize that the entity usually
burns much brighter.
It's dampened its glow for my benefit, so that it can appear before me without scorching
my eyes from their sockets.
It's you, isn't it? You're the voice I've been hearing. You're the one who brought me here.
The bristling maelstrom of light hangs in the air, crackling and shifting, its transient limbs strobing with chaotic incandescence.
Part of me wants to hide, part of me wants to run, but neither are an option anymore.
Releasing my hand from the Wrangler's Grill, I take a single step forward, standing on my own, and staring up into the entity's smoldering core.
can I get an interview
It's kind of fun
I mean what else are you going to do right
The creature doesn't react
In the following silence I feel it observing me
When it finally responds
Its voice ruptures the night echoing through my skull
There is little time
But you may ask what questions you have
Each reverberating syllable forms a string
of literal shockwaves in the surrounding lake
emanating outwards from the being in a perfect circle
I watched the waves roll in the distance
showing no sign of ever diminishing
and I think about what questions to ask first
in the end it comes to me quickly
a promise is a promise after all
what happened to Marjorie
why did she do what she did
the being pauses as if considering its response
when it does reply speaks with a calm sobriety
She glimpsed an echo of the future
Dreamed of the road
Of the things it passed through
Like whatever's through there
I gesture through the gateway
Which is now almost entirely blocked from the view
By the creature's spiraling form
She dreamed of untold frontiers
She saw a lone woman walking them
Over time
The fulfillment of that vision became everything to her
But it wasn't her
she thought she was seeing her own future but it was it was you
those three words as they burst into the open air casting three narrow waves across the boundless
water hit me with a deep and heavy force unbeknownst to myself decades before i was even born
marjorie had been driven insane by dreams of maddening grandeur of a life of boundless possibility
and true significance she'd given everything up to chase a shadow a shadow that eventually
turned out to be mine
I had just pulled Rob into this game
I was the reason for everything
I was the cause for the tragedy
that befell his entire family
She didn't just dream
those sights
You influenced her
You let her see them
The same way you made Rob see
Me and Oaki Harrah
You pushed
and prodded wherever you needed so that I'd end up here
Are you the reason
Bobby got the rules in the first place
Yes
but why
you toyed with so many lives
across
decades
why me
why does it matter
that I traveled the road
because across all humanity
across every conceivable
permutation
you are the one who makes it the furthest
it speaks plainly
because it the statement was
a foregone conclusion
yet its words
strike me into silence.
The creature continues.
I've watched you
work your way here.
Through skill and through tenacity
and undeniably through luck.
You were brought here because of these
qualities and they will carry
you further along the road than any other.
Then why didn't you just bring me here?
All the influence you didn't lift a finger
after everything that happened.
Events transpired as they needed to.
As they
as they needed to. People died.
Marjorie, Bobby, Ace, Apollo, Eve, Lilith, everyone!
They're all gone. Do you not care at all?
In response to my words, the entity remained silent for longer than usual.
I care more than you know.
There are things greater than you understand than your understanding.
Forces that exist beyond the realms of your comprehension that you would consider a threat to everything you hold dear.
My actions were guided by a higher standard of knowledge.
Your protest are predicted on false understanding.
You're saying I don't understand death?
You don't.
That still doesn't make it right.
Regardless, my influence is necessary.
That which is necessary must be.
What even are you?
I cannot answer that question in any way you'd understand.
That's good enough.
that's not good enough oh that's not good enough yeah that's definitely a different hit
that's not good enough the creature doesn't respond as if it doesn't feel it needs to so far
it's returned by every argument with impenetrable certainty from the domain it occupies knowing what
it knows my arguments must seem entirely facile even if it did feel the need to justify itself
After seeing the place it hails from, I wonder if there's any way I could ever comprehend its motives.
Still, that doesn't mean my arguments are invalid.
And the creature's lofty dispassion does little more than stoke my desire to oppose it.
And what if I don't want any part of this?
You are traveling the aberrant strand.
A singularly stable flaw in the fabric of reality.
As it carries you further from the world you know, you'll be freed from the influence of the old.
laws. You have already noticed the effects in those settled the road.
Those who are lost to it, and in yourself, energy without consumption, knowledge without
requisite experience. You are shreding entropy. You are shedding entropy, in casualty,
and in time you will reach realms of understanding you cannot currently fathom.
You will find answers to questions you never thought to ask. You will discover absolute
truth. For this reason, you will carry on.
That's the only reason? Do you need another?
Does it come across as a question? Rather, another blunt statement of fact.
I understand the effects it's speaking of. Ever since the city, I've been
encountering vague notions and fragmented ideas that occurred to me randomly and without
announcement. New avenues of thought leading to revelations I would otherwise lie beyond my
mortal reach. I've started to comprehend things I could barely have conceived up back home.
And though the onset of these notions had been terrifying at first, they grow less so with
every passing day. No. No, I don't trust you. I don't. Your trust is immaterial.
You will travel the road regardless. The creature's already stark glow starts to intensify.
I've watched you on every turn.
across every moment of your journey.
One of the creature's countless protrusions lashes out at the empty air,
forming another harsh, glowing fissure.
It rinses itself open in a few stilted jolts,
a transparent, almost crystalline membrane stretched across the gap.
Through it, I could see myself in the center of a cornfield
examining a block of C4 explosive.
It's as if I'm staring into the past through a jagged shard of one-white glass.
I've watched you questioning.
Though we can't be seen through the aperture,
I see the glass-like membrane shake with the force of the creature's voice.
As the window collapses, I can see the rows of corn thrown into a frenzy.
A second arc lashes out of the sky, forming a second aperture.
This time I'm expecting the sight before me.
I see myself, crying in the forest.
A silent radio was by my side.
I've watched you struggle.
The second window closes
The creature has made its point
I've watched you fight
To make your way here
You will not turn around
You make it sound like I don't have a choice
You do have a choice Alice
But you have already made it
As much as I've grown to detest the creature's presumption
In that moment
I know it's right
What it's saying is true
I've done things I never would have imagined
in order to get where I am now.
In fact, if this being hadn't arrived at all,
I'd already be heading out over the bridge.
I'm not proud of what drives me.
That same ugly impulse that led me to refuse Rob's offer of return,
that made it so easy to leave him behind in the silent city.
But there's no denied the impulse is there.
It's been with me the whole time,
long before I ever arrived in Phoenix, Arizona,
and it's very deeper than I ever wanted to admit.
Can I? Do I get to say goodbye?
The entity says nothing.
It hangs in the air, flickering in, coursing with rupturing bolts of light.
The next thing I hear is a faint, mechanical hum emanating from the Wrangler behind me.
Turning around, I pace briskly back to the car, opening the door and reaching into the passenger seat.
My notebook is booting up, seemingly of its own accord.
Picking up the laptop, I lift the lid as I march back towards the bridge.
I stare up at the silent being before me
When I look down to the laptop
My email client is already displayed on the screen
How long do I have?
Long enough
The entity begins to regress
Its arc diminishing as the being at its core turns away
Its message
Has been delivered
There's nothing more to discuss
As it passes through the gateway
Into an unknowable world
Far removed from my own
I call out after it.
I'm still not certain I can trust you.
The being focuses on me once more.
As the fracture begins to close,
a final set of waves pass across the surface of the lake
as it solemnly replies,
I remember.
A moment later, the bean is gone.
I stay in motionless in the middle of the road,
the entity's final remarks washing over me.
It's curious choice of words echoing in my.
mind, and the renewed silence, the fate strings of an overwhelming and terrible revelations
start to form in my mind. It could have simply said that it knew of my mistrust, that it heard
the overtones in my voice, saw the disdain across my face, or otherwise sensed it in the space
between us. Instead, the being spoke as if my current feelings were a memory, dwelling somewhere
within its depths. It was undeniable that my time on the road was changing me, but in all this time
I never truly considered how those changes might evolve as my journey continues.
I never thought about what I might gain, what I might lose, or about what I might inevitably become.
Short while passes before I lower my eyes from the empty space above the bridge through the screen of my notebook, lowering myself down, across my legs, and rest my back against the Wrangler.
If you've been reading from the beginning, you've finally caught up with me.
I hope you'll allow me a few personal messages.
To Rob, I hope you're able to read this someday,
and I am so, so sorry for everything I've done,
for everything I may do.
I hope you understand that I didn't know,
and that none of this was your fault.
You did the best you could,
and the days I spent with you were the most significant of my life.
It was an honor to know you,
and I hope that among these pages you find the answers,
and the peace that you deserve.
To my mom and dad, I'm sorry I won't be sending this to you.
In the end, I was carried along this road by a profound selfishness
and just can't bring myself to face you.
I can't imagine the pain I'll be putting you through,
and I won't try to justify my actions.
All I can say is that I love you.
I'm sorry that my last act towards you was one of cowardice.
Finally to you, the person to whom this message will be addressed.
I'm sorry.
I always thought I'd see you again someday, that the roads I took would eventually lead me home.
That doesn't look so likely now.
Though I could say a lot to you, I'm not going to.
But I wish we could have been friends for longer.
It feels like a lifetime since I first arrived at Rob Guthrie's Quiet Street.
I remember the uncertainty as I waited for him to open his door, with no conceivable idea what was about to transpire.
Like so many other things, that's now changed.
despite being in an entirely new world further from home than anyone's ever been i know exactly what's going to happen next
i'm going to take a drive take a left then the next possible road on the right then the next possible left
i'll repeat the process add infinitum until i wind up somewhere new from there i'll keep driving
beyond worlds beyond time
beyond the bounds of my imagining
to a place where the lake runs dry
where the broken moon trips away
and the stars
disappear in the rear view
to a place where everything has fallen away
and the road
is all there is
hmm
end
end of story
hmm
what a crazy
what a crazy turn for the end
I expected it was philosophically
almost like fucking fantasy
driven ending
I was expecting it to kind of go that way
because I was getting
like do you see all these different worlds and realms
and stuff like that I was expecting the ending
of it to be very ethereal
especially because the idea of a sort of god
of the realm had been hyped up a lot with the voice
she kept hearing
I think it's a cool look
I mean I think it's a cool touch
how when he opened the aperture
and said I saw you then or whatever
that was the voice she heard
while she was just sitting in the field
and didn't know where it came from
and the same when she was crying under the tree
so all she was hearing is her conversation
with him in the future
much like how the visions they had been seen
is the vision that like Rob had of her
or the visions that Marjorie had of her
everyone had been seen the visions of her
because she ultimately becomes the pilgrim
who makes the longest voyage
there's an interesting comment on this thread here that said that is the entity alice and i thought
that's kind of interesting yeah i thought yeah actually that's a good point because uh she says
i don't trust you and the entity says i remember i bet you're right that is that probably is
alice it's some eventually it's also it's also the whole thing too about like uh the entity is
speaking with such a sureness because they're just like i already know you're going to go like
I, we've already lived this kind of thing.
The choice has been made.
Yeah.
And now she's like so far beyond these kind of, yeah.
Like she's now this like godlike entity that has like traveled through space and time and, you know, all this kind of stuff.
Um, wow.
What a, what are like a roller coaster?
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
There's a bunch of different things.
Like these are some of the things I had written down.
Some of the things that I was going to see what you thought.
Do you think that the book ends?
the guy who is delivering this message, right?
That at some point,
also, some point along the way
she's able to
send this message off, right?
In this discernible point in time,
which also makes the entity thing feel more like her
because he could, or the entity could just
like send it out, however.
Yeah.
And then also it's like at a time to
to Robb's, you know,
kind of thing, just wanting humanity to know,
the entity would almost want
the story out there to,
that it's just like this thing exists right oh that's also hold on that also the whole idea
that she's the entity leads in to the creature saying i care more than you could know yeah yeah
anyway you were saying do i think what um do you think that the bookend guy who's delivering this
message they they made the beginning of it so casual that in a way it almost feels like neon
tempo kind of gave him this purpose on the very last thing like on the very last note it feels
like he has a bit more stake in it and let him falling into the left-right game.
Do you think that throughout the story, there should have been more at the beginning with him
divulging into that too?
I think so.
I think there is a little bit where he'd be like, oh, I'm going to try to get this.
Oh, someone said they found where this location is.
There was stuff like that that sure technically did it, but you should.
I think he needed more development until just the last entry.
Sure.
Because I love Rob's placement there at the end.
I think it's great.
but it feels like he made the author maybe like came across to those pieces like late which you know it's a big piece of and this is a huge text so it's like i i wonder if he came to this conclusion later on and he was like oh this is perfect i'm going to put it here because i love having rob there and being this entity of like and you kind of know that the guy who's delivering this message is going to pass or whatever even though once again it's like him saying it like you know i wonder if he could help on the road and
It's just how did the thing get uploaded?
I mean, you know, you can go back and forth forever.
It doesn't really matter, but just something I thought.
I think he is dead.
I think that guy's definitely dead.
Even if he does go straight into the tunnel, like,
Rob has all this equipment and food and stuff.
Like, sure, eventually you don't need it, but the first few days you do,
and this guy's in a rental car.
Like, good luck.
Yeah, I mean, I think that it leads me to another thing.
And it's another thing I wrote down was,
Blue Jay's descent into madness
is a very natural conclusion
and I like the trajectory it went of this person
who is so, who's basically unable to
unable to justify the reality
that they're in now. I think it's fun.
Like that kind of descent into madness is cool.
I just wish that we got more, or like, you know,
it's hard because it's all from the perspective of Alice
and her logs, right?
I guess
there was a couple times
where we saw Blue Jay
kind of like
oh she was horrified
and they got these nice
little moments of like
you could definitely tell
she was creeped out
but I'm wondering
did you feel like her turn there
do you think it was
do you think it felt abrupt
or something
like do you think that
her snap there felt a bit kind of
I mean I don't think it was that bad
I get where you're coming from
I'm not saying it's
I'm not saying it's bad
I think that the progression is there
I just wish I like
I'm just wondering
if there should have been
more signs of
because there
was some right there is definitely some signs of her going up and being like look what you look what
he's making you do and it doesn't feel justified because you're like what are you talking about you're
going crazy and i'd like maybe just a couple more of those would have made her snap there feel like
yeah we just knew that branch was going to break at some point i think the moment that does it that
kind of justifies her being physically violent is when she gets attacked by the child and saved
and she's like oh you actually cut me so if she if she has convinced her
yourself this is all a game, then these people who are running the game just physically
cut her. She knows the cut and the blood is real. So she's like, for the first time, I think
in that moment she thinks her life's in danger. So that's what makes her go like, oh, I have to
defend myself now. These guys are crazy. They're going to get me killed. Yeah. I just like that
whole sequencing. The C4 thing is kind of funny. It dips into a funny, cheesy little thing just
because it's funny how you said that
and it's like yeah she does get blown up by C4
but yeah I like that whole progression
I am glad that the C4 went somewhere
yeah I mean they were definitely
prepping that up to be something
and then the last little note that I wrote here
and I'm curious what you think is
the way the story in my opinion
parallels Dante's Inferno
and that kind of
that kind of trajectory
I did have that thought with the ferrymen
and whatnot yeah
the fairy men with that Alice feels
like a Dante character kind of going down each one of these worlds or these kind of places
they're going through it feels like alice in wonderland is of itself kind of a Dante's inferno
not specifically to the tears or anything but the idea of being led into the alternate world yeah sure
all the layers of hell all that kind of stuff even the corn looking back on it um kind of has like
an elation fields kind of um vibe to it that golden glow and stuff like um all that kind of stuff
I think feels just an interesting parallel.
I just say it feels like it's just a cool influence, I just thought.
But all in all, it's interesting.
It's weird with this kind of story, right?
How do you end it?
How do you put a finite end to something that is supposed to be infinite?
And I think that it does a good job.
Like, I like the idea of these things that make you think a bit of like this entity that this maelstrom,
this kind of just like embodiment of energy through time and space is potentially
Alice from, you know, who knows how many years or, you know, inconceivable amounts of time
into the, you know, however future or whatever, comes back to guide her into this thing. And also,
you know, even the next part, too, like almost like the end of the road feels like this spot
of like this, this like landscape, this, this kind of, uh, beautiful, almost unimaginable,
uh, dream scape that's in front of her.
kind of feels like a heaven in a way like it kind of has that kind of vibe of being beautiful and
I don't think she's necessarily afraid of it and she's even able to go like she's going to just
keep driving until there's nothing you know and it seems like she did get there eventually yeah
I think it uh it's somewhere outside of our reality somewhere understandable like I like that
mentioned the end that she started thinking of the impossible there was that was hinted in the city
where she understood how the creatures worked without really needing to see much of them like ideas
were being indebted to her.
So I think the
end result of that is becoming some ethereal being
and whatever land that creature came from
that maybe herself is also a land
of the unexplainable.
It makes Marjorie's
tale so tragic that she got to that
point and it wasn't meant for her.
I think is very... Yeah, she wasn't
the Messiah. She was just a prophet, right?
Yeah. And I think that
there's that there's that kind of
resentment she has to
Alice that
feels justified, but yeah, I mean, the Guthrs just got fucked in this whole scenario.
I mean, it was, it wasn't their story.
They thought it was their story, but it wasn't, yeah.
Yeah, they thought that, especially Rob thought that he had just something so special.
That's, that's honestly one of the most tragic parts of the whole thing, that they found it.
They thought it was theirs, but it wasn't meant to be.
Yeah.
I also think it's interesting how when she, when Alice hands her the phone and is like,
you can talk to him, she just disappears.
It's like she was resolved, right?
Like everything that was wrong.
with her was fixed in that moment that she could find her husband again yeah well especially alice
delivering that too feels very poignant to like almost like an angel like an angelic quality
of some kind it's it's very interesting it's such a different approach to all the other stuff that we've
read to that i think it's um it was just such a fun read such a like epic like an odyssey like a
like it feels so poignant to like a greek tragedy is what it feels like to me of like a
Odysseus trying to like come home and just this giant epic like very very visual very fun
and just so like it really shows just a lot of imagination and I think it shows a lot of like
what this medium can do just kind of the there's no rules really I mean just like just such
a beautiful string of ideas and yeah I really enjoyed this one such a fun read that was such a
fun story. I'll say
definitively, neon
tempo,
um,
hats off. That's one of the
funest stories I've read in a long,
long time.
Yeah.
It had creepy moments, but it had creepy
moments, but it felt, like I said,
it felt like almost fantastical at the
end. Like it felt kind of like
almost would even say horror.
Like I did just, it just felt like
just, uh,
I can only equate it to
an Odyssey, like just a grand epic.
Yeah, that's what it felt like an Odyssey.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So, I don't know.
Awesome.
Like I said, neon tempo fucking killed it.
That was awesome.
I'm sure, like I said, he emailed us before, in between this episode and this episode.
So asked, we made sure and asked him if there was anything new that he was working on or anything else that we wanted to plug.
We were going to go ahead and put that in the description.
So please, if you're fascinated by this work, please do reach out and, or please do click the link below.
um check out some more of his work because i know i certainly will um yeah and i'll also mention for
everyone who enjoyed this and like who either wants to rehear it in like a more cinematic format
other than us making jokes the whole time which i don't know why you want that or anything
um but or if you want to introduce the story to someone outright who just want to hear it
one of the best ways to take in this story is uh so the author jack anderson or neon tempo
similar to Barrasca, QCode adapted it into an entire podcast show, where it's the entire story as an audio format.
Not only does it have like additions and like bonus stuff and all that from this version, but similar to how Barasca had, was it Cole or Dylan Spouse in the lead?
I think Dylan.
Dylan Sprouse in the lead.
The left-right game podcast through Q-Code has Tessa Thompson.
as the lead,
which not to make it a Marvel reference,
but if you all have seen the Thor movies,
she plays Valky,
or like Avengers in game and stuff like that.
So she's pretty high budget actress.
Yeah,
I mean,
these people put like an all-out production behind it.
It's definitely like in terms of,
if you don't want to hear just two guys riffing
and mispronouncing words
and stumbling over stuff,
I mean,
it's like the definitive way to have a complete immersion,
immersible,
immersion experience.
Immersive,
immersive experience.
Good God.
yep yep uh and it's got like you know a bunch of other cool people to cast anyway we'll also link that in the description so if you want to hear that whole story like in honestly a better way than we delivered it check it out there uh but really like jack anderson we're gonna talk to him and see what all like he wants us to throw like upcoming projects and stuff but just i think you know what after that as a rule of thumb anything jack anderson does probably worth checking out so yeah it's a
always fun.
Great author, great author, awesome artist.
I mean, just really fun.
That imagination has got to have some more cool stuff in its noggin, so very sweet.
But that's the left right game.
Let's not forget.
Also, a listener of the show, which is the true above all else merit of someone's worth as a human.
That's true.
That is true.
That's how you know that they're good people.
Exactly.
Exactly.
Which, I mean, that's the left right game.
We made it through another classic.
Man.
This is so sick.
I mean, I don't know, I don't know what we are going to do next, but that's going to be, that's going to be a tough one to follow.
So I, you know, I, I'm very curious.
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