Creepy - Fleshgait

Episode Date: June 4, 2018

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Crippy Presents. Fleshgate. Written by Empe Real Invective, and protected under Creative Commons license CC by NC. Adapted with permission from the author. Months later, I can remember all of them, down to the slightest idiosyncrasies and quirks. They were my friends,

and they're gone now. There's a hole in my life where, they were. Sometimes I'll remember something they said or did and it'll hit me like a ton of bricks. They're gone now. And I'm only left with memories of them. I'm sorry for being modeling and bringing everyone down. But I think this is the only way I can really introduce my story and explain why I feel like I have to type this out. I think that writing this is the only way I can learn to accept it. I'll try to keep these downer tendencies to myself as I'm writing all this down, but I can't make any promises.

I know that being the third wheel in a group can be a terrible thing, but I can think of something worse, being the fifth wheel. If you're the third wheel, that makes your group a semi-functional tricycle. If you're the fifth wheel, your left is some obscure car from the 50s that no one remembers or cares about. Imagine not being able to follow the in-jokes and shared history of one couple, and multiply that by two. Getting stuck as a fifth wheel is twice as bad. That was a frame of mind I had as we all piled into Ian's car to go to Healy National Forest for our hike. I know that's a weird opening to give to all of this after my depressing opening,

but I want you all to have an idea of my mindset. I'm not quite sure I know how to describe all of this. but I know I need to tell someone. I need someone else to know what happened and help me come to terms with it all. I think the only way I'll be able to explain this would be to help see, from my perspective, as much as possible. So there we were, driving down to Heel for a hike. With me feeling like a fifth wheel wedge between two of Ian's friends who I didn't know,

Three of us were cramped in the back sea while Ian and his girlfriend were up front. I look back at that unnecessary bit of moping back in August 2016 as one of the last few moments of normalcy I would have in my life. I tried to make the best of the situation. I really did. Ian was always the more social of us. Our mom used to tell us that Ian could make anyone his friend, and that once I had a friend, that I kept them.

It was one of those parental platitudes that was given to reassure a socially awkward child that there was nothing wrong. Unfortunately, it would take me almost 19 years to learn that that wasn't true. Instead of taking my therapist's diagnosis of social anxiety disorder following a breakdown after an office get-together as a means for seeking treatment, I used it as an excuse to cloister myself off from the world. I stayed in my apartment when I wasn't working and told myself that I was just doing what was best for me. Of course, Ian decided that that wasn't healthy and convinced me to go on a weekend-long hike with him. It wasn't until I showed up at his house at 6 in the morning on Friday, after taking the day off of work, that I saw that he'd invited others along.

I think he saw it as a means of getting me help and breaking me out of my shell. Fortunately, though, with Ian's extroverted nature, he didn't realize that I liked being in. in my shell. I was comfortable. A turtle doesn't like being broken out of its shell. After a brief introduction, where I caught in no one's name except for those I already knew, my brothers and his girlfriend, Yessica, due to morning groggyness in the rushed introduction, we packed up the car and left for our hike. It took three hours of mostly awkward silence for us to reach our destination. Ian tried to make conversation about my short responses and the other sleepiness killed them off fairly quickly.

We found the parking lot near the hilled cliff dwellings. As we unpacked our gear, we took a moment to bask in a beautiful sight that perched above us. It's hard to believe that someone could carve an entire town into the base of a cliff. 700 years ago, people managed to do just that. Given that the parking lot was empty except for us, We would find out why later

And I was in need of some social lubrication We split a six-pack of beer and took in the majesty Here's a picture in case you were wondering what the area looked like As we finished our beers we got everything prepared and used the restrooms He didn't explain what path we'd be taking in detail What we didn't know And what my brother had failed to tell us was that the West Fork Trail had been closed All that summer due to flooding

To be honest, the past wasn't that dangerous. They just opted not to clear it due to the recent flooding, so it would be a bit more of a rugged hike. While it wasn't perilous in itself, it did keep us from encountering other hikers, which would cause us a lot of problems when we actually needed help. Ian figured we could make about two or three miles per hour, and we'd be able to complete the heel loop,

which was about 30 miles long, with enough time to get back on Sunday and be ready for our respective jobs on Monday, with knowing any the wiser that we had backpacked a closed section of the National Park. As this explanation was a bit heavy on names and locations, some of which I can't recall clearly, I'll have to include a picture rather than spend a page writing out everything. For the sake of simplicity, this is the path we were planning to take. In addition, I'll include a more detailed map of the entire area so you can orient yourself if you want to trace the trail we took.

If you plan on following along with the path as I tell you about this experience, all I can say is good luck. Even as I stared at now, I feel just as lost now as I was then. I was just going along with the group and trying to keep a positive mind about everything. I wanted to try and do a better job of getting to know Ian and Yiska's friends. I think my circumstance that I had finally begun to set in. I'd been living in a quiet apartment in, Mexico for over a year and I had no friends.

I would go to work and then home without doing anything else. Sometimes I would spend the entire weekend without saying a single word to anyone or seeing another person. I knew that if I didn't change something quick, that solitude would become the norm. That frightened me. Our first day was relatively quiet. We spent a majority of the time taking in the sights, soaking in the sun and breathing the fresh air. The hike felt like we were constantly moving upward. As I was unaccustomed to hiking, I frequently fell behind, but I never completely lost sight of my brother's friends.

While we took a break under the shade of a tree, whose bark looked like dried scales from some long-dead alligator. I tried to make small talk with everyone. I fell into a quick conversation with Ian and Yeska about their work and what they had been up to lately. I only managed to get the conversation along for a few sentences before it triveled up and died. I remember assuring myself that it would be easier when we stopped for the night. We rested for a while before continuing our ascent up the mesa. This is where everyone realized how truly out of my element I was here. The path up to mesa was agonizing for me.

It seemed to never stop climbing up and there was almost no shade to keep the sun from beating down on us. I was sweating buckets, panting and wheezing whenever we stopped to wait for me to catch up. I tried to pretend that I didn't notice their exasperated whispers or sideglances. But it was easier said than done. They seemed like the outdoorsy type that had been doing this sort of thing for years. By the time our past third to level out, I was ready to turn around and leave. It wasn't until we reached the top and looked out over everything that I realized how foolish of an ice. idea that was. Even if I was able to convince Ian to give me the keys and let me walk back

to the car and go home, I had no idea where I was going, or what trail markers we've been using. I imagine splitting off from the group and tromping through the poison ivy, the bumbling into a rapy gang of banjo playing hill folk, or getting lost in the dark and wandering in circles until exhaustion and exposure took me. Even if I did manage to hike back to the parking lot, Where was I going to go? Would I go back home to my empty apartment, eat a hot pocket, and feel sorry for myself again? I decided to tough it out and continue hiking. We made camp in a dry section of the Indian Creek after having hiked a decent amount.

Ian was confident that we'd make it back on Sunday and that the next few days were going to be less intensive. We ate some food and stowed the rest in a bare bag away from camp. We were passing a bottle of whiskey around in front of a campfire we had felt when the conversation shifted to the most awkward moments everyone had experienced. Ian retold his story about the first time he met Yessica in a club where he was way too drunk for his own good and ended up puking into a purse. Yeska bristled at the memory and jokingly called Ian an asshole for that. Each person shared their story about a bumbling first kiss where their braces got hooked together, locking themselves out of the dorm rooms and their underwear. their cringe-inducing high school edge-lord personality, and caring for their drunken boyfriend who puked into their favorite bag.

Then the bottle came to me, and it was my turn to tell them a story. I instantly knew what my most embarrassing story was the moment we started the conversation. I didn't tell them about the door, though. Instead, I made up a story about ripping my pants in front of a group of people during a work interview that I had probably ripped straight from, a 90s sitcom. They laughed with me, and I felt like a piece of shit.

They had bothered to reveal their most embarrassing moments and were commiserating in their shared experience, and here I was. Too afraid to tell them the truth. To tell them about the door. The conversation continued for a bit afterwards, and we killed a bottle. When it was dead, we all went to bed,

still pretty drunk after dousing the campfire. I woke up in the middle of the night. desperately needing to use the bathroom. Still a bit fuzzy from the bullet whiskey. I tromped out into the woods to do my business. It wasn't until I was almost done that Nadi's voice cut through the blackness. She asked me if I had a lighter. Since I hadn't heard her approach, the sound of her voice made me jump.

It would have scared the piss out of me if I had not just gone to the bathroom. I mumbled something about having a lighter back around the camp. She told me that she dropped her as and asked me, me to help or look for it. But I was too out of it to be any good to anyone, so I told her that we'd look for it later. I vaguely remember her mumbling a protest as I stumbled back to my sleeping roll. It was until I woke up the next morning that I realized how stupid I'd been.

Apparently they'd heard yowling in the surrounding woods all last night. They thought that the sound could have possibly belonged to the Mexican grey wolf, but no one was sure. Ian knew that they inhabited the area, but were very uncommon. I paled at the thought of being mauled by a wolf while out peeing in the middle of the woods. I decided next time I'd wake up Ian before going out to the woods

to answer the call of nature. We packed up a while later after a light breakfast and continued on our hike. The second day was a little better. The overbearing sun I suffered under previously was hidden behind heavy clouds. We crossed a number of rivers as we followed the 157-7-29 junks.

We went along Little Bear Canyon as we headed toward the T.J. Corral, which was towards the end of the hiking loop. As the path hadn't been cleared yet, we frequently had to dodge patches of poison ivy and stinging nettles. I fared much better on this hike, despite nursing a slight hangover. I felt like I was doing much better at getting around with my pack and clunky boots my brother had loaned me. When we made camp around midday and purified some water from the nearby river, boiling and adding iodine tablets to them, as the last section of our hike didn't really have any opportunities for drinkable water. I think that maybe our encounter last night with the yipping and yalling wolves

that added a bit of seriousness to the hike as there wasn't as much choking around her conversation this night. We talked a little bit, but mainly just had something small to eat while we stared into the campfire. Ian and Yesska were the first to call it for the night. I stayed up with the others for a bit, but we were mainly silent. The other two went off after a bit, and I decided to enjoy the warmth a bit longer before getting ready to go to bed for the night. Just as I'd finished outling the fire, I remember Jerry coming up to me and asking for the map. He told me that he wanted to plan out the rest of our trip,

and that there was a spring nearby that we should really visit that wasn't too far out of the way. I grabbed the map from Ian's pack and gave it to him before turning in. I woke up the next morning to the sound of Ian rustling around his bag. He sounded angrier, the longer he searched. He knocked mess kits into each other as he appeared deep into the pack for something he was missing. Frustrated that he wasn't finding the item he was looking for, he turned the bag upside down and dumped out everything. He was practically ready to tear out his own hair,

and it seemed like he had spent the entire morning looking for that one thing. Wanting to know what was up, I walked up to him, and we started talking. He asked me. Hey man, you seen the map anywhere? Can't seem to find it. Where's Jerry? I gave him the map last night so we could map out a little detour to the trip so we could visit a spring. Why don't you ask him?

He probably knows. I answered. It was then that Ian said something that changed everything. Jerry? Who are you talking about? Do you mean Oliver? when Tommy thought isn't himless. I explained.

No. I'm talking about Jerry. Tall guy. Kind of lanky. You're joking, right? He looked confused for a few seconds to make a questioning sound like a really old computer trying to process something moments before it catches on fire.

The piece is clicked and Ian shouted. Who the fuck is Jerry? getting the attention of everyone in the area. He was... Some fucking guy asked you for our map in the middle of the night, and you just fucking give it to him? You handed our stuff to some random stranger you met in the woods? I tried to explain myself and tell him that I knew Jerry,

and that he did too since I remembered hiking with him the day before. But I couldn't find the words to convey that point. It was here that Yeska stepped in and asked what was going. on. He invented vitriol. How fucking stupid are you, Evan? Some random guy named Jerry comes up to you in the middle of the night asking for our shit and you just give it to him? Jesus Christ! We needed that map to get our own smoothly since the trails out here haven't been cleared. Ian shouted for about 15 minutes while everyone became aware of our situation. Yeska managed to calm him down enough so we could figure out our next move.

While we weren't completely screwed, as Ian had memorized a large portion of the trail markers, it was going to be a lot harder to navigate the necessary junctions to bring us back around to our car. We packed up all our stuff, making sure that the guy hadn't taken anything else, and we left. The entire hike I could feel Ian's eyes drilling into me.

The last time I'd seen him this furious was just before he got into a fight with Aaron Fredlinger, and beat him to a pulp. He got suspended for a week, and Aaron got a black eye, busted lip. He never said anything about our mother again. Each time we came across a break in the path, we spent a few minutes while Ian tried to remember where to go. The fact that the trails have been closed and the paths were overgrown

only served to make everything more difficult. I think that's how we made the wrong turn and began wandering on the faint trail. I don't actually know if that's where it went wrong, since we didn't have the map at the time, but that's my best guess. Further away from home and safety. Towards midday tensions had reached a critical point. Ian frequently mumbled things that would make a sailor blush while Yeska tried to hide the fact that she was close to crying.

Oliver attempted delight in the situation by telling everyone that we just had to follow the compass and we get home safe and sound. Oliver's girlfriend didn't say much. She just stared quietly at her feet as she walked. I think she had the right idea since Lucas was constantly misplacing his footing and slipping. He looked like he downed a fifth of vodka and I was now trying to walk home on a tightrope while being randomly shocked with the cattle prod. The realization twisted something deep down inside me and made me want to throw up. I stopped walking and began talking to Lucas.

What's going on with you, man? Ian still pissed off at me, took this opportunity to Venet bit. Huh? What are you talking about now? Lucas is bumbling and twitching all over the place. What's wrong with him? Don't be a dick, man. You know he has multiple sclerosis? We told you before the hike started about his condition.

As soon as he said it, the events came rushing back to me as clear as day. I recalled Ian pulling me to the side and telling me about his friend's diagnosis and how this was likely going to be his last opportunity to undertake a long hike like, this, so we had to help him and move slowly. I remembered watching him scramble up the trail and thinking about our own mom and her illness. It brought back bittersweet memories of birthday wishes given to us from hospital beds and hearing her sob quietly to herself in the middle of the night when she thought we were asleep. Guilt flooded over me, and I stepped forward to apologize to Lucas when it happened.

Lucas growled at me the instant I took a step towards him and he dropped to a haunch position on his hands and feet. It almost looked like his skin was bristling as a possible threat and I could see his broken and decaying teeth as he hissed at all of us before taking off at a hopping stride into the woods. He moved like one of those CGI monstrosities from the last planet of the apes movies. His shaky and unstable balance was replaced by a more natural and animalistic gait as he loped into the distance and disappeared amongst the trees. The last thing I saw was what I assumed were its close.

sloughing off of its body revealing that they weren't actually close. But gray folds of skin. Oliver was the first to talk. What the... As soon as Oliver said those words, it was like a switch had flipped that set everyone to panic mode. We began to run along the trail as if it would do us any good. The only thought in my head was to put as much distance as possible between me and that thing.

I think it took a good 15. minutes for us to run out of energy with our heavy packs and the disorienting nature of the woods. As we tried to catch our breath, I surveyed the area around us and came to a terrible realization. In our panic, we'd run off the path, and we're now even deeper in the woods. We tried to make sense of what we saw. I just remember Ian mumbling the same phrase over and over. What the hell was that? The short answer is that it was Lucas.

And the long of it is this. There was no Lucas. Not really. I'm sorry for interrupting the story in the middle like this, but I think now is the best time to try and explain everything. I know how confusing all this seems with Jerry and Lucas. The truth is, I did that because I didn't think I could have appropriately explained it to you without first experiencing it from my eyes. I don't know what to call those things. but they do something to your mind.

They insinuate themselves into your memories. They wrap themselves up in a wall of your own recollections, and even though you know something's wrong, you can't quite put your finger on it. Your group of four friends could grow to five, and you wouldn't be any the wiser. A part of you will stupidly admonish you forever wondering how many there were. You look at it and you recognize the face.

You remember events. You remember getting drunk at the bar together. You remember them crying on your shoulder after a rough breakup. You remember everything that happened between you and none of it's true. I don't know how it does it. It crawls into your head somehow and makes you see things in a way that benefits them. But it can't mimic human movement. It walks on four claws, not two feet.

It growls. hisses and snarls. But it doesn't talk. It infiltrates, observes, and waits. It was hunting us and trying to drive us deeper into the woods. It was succeeding.

We never really reached much of a conclusion about what the thing was. But we did reach a consensus that we had to get out of here as soon as possible. I watched Ian as he looked around at the forest and came to the same realization that I did. We were lost. We didn't tell the others.

I think he realized that panicking would only get us in more trouble. Instead, he told us to follow him. With the shock of our encounter setting in, we could do nothing but follow his lead and hope it all worked out. As we walked, we could hear the sounds of distant animals yowling and calling out to each other. The terror of our situation deepened as the others whispered that those were the same noise as they had heard. the first night out in the woods. Whatever this thing was, it was following us and calling out to other things in the area.

At the time, I couldn't stop thinking about one of them barreling out of the underbrush and sinking its black and rotting teeth into my neck before the rest of the group could react. I remember brushing the thought off and mentally reassuring myself that there were six of us here, and we'd only actually encountered one of those creatures. As the day pressed on and we seemingly wandered south in an attempt to pick up another trail that would lead us back to the parking lot, I couldn't help but shake a nagging feeling in the back of my mind. It felt like I'd forgotten some important deadline that I should have never forgotten about. It wasn't until Oliver mentioned his wish of being back in the car that Yuska stopped dead in her tracks.

We all turned toward her but knew what was coming the second she asked. We took one car down, right? Ian snapped, more fearful than frustrated. Of course we did. Remember how cramped everyone was in that tiny-ass with all our camping gear smashed into the trunk and on our laps? What about it? Yeska went white as if this were the first time that Ian had ever raised his voice to her.

She paused for a moment before asking, How many of us are here right now and how many does your car seat? Ian's car sat four people comfortably. Five uncomfortably. And there were six of us out in the woods at that moment. Everything happened at once. Ian swore. Oliver's girlfriend gave a half shriek, half gasped as I looked wide-eyed from person to person,

trying to figure out which one of us didn't belong there. Sarah was the only one who managed to say something. And that was... Sarah... ...hadn't finish her words before her jaw pop. I don't mean it dropped open like she was astonished at something. It popped open like it had dislocated from her face. The space between her lips was a massive, sickly pink void of inflamed gums that was at least

a foot wide. She looked at us with dead and dull eyes as she slowly raised a twitching hand up to her jaw and tried to lock it back into a more humanesque appearance. She popped it back into place with a hollow sounding squelch of me. meat and bones shifting, as if nothing was wrong about what had just happened before she tried to speak again and was the first to react. He stepped towards the failed facsimile of human and swung his walking stick at her face while bellowing.

Get out of here! She hopped back from the attack in a sloppy motion and landed on all fours. Her body shuddering as if an electrical jolt had passed through her as she slowly backed away from all of us while facing Yuska the entire time. his status one last time before retreating deeper into the woods with a convulsing lope. It took a moment for us all to regain our composure before we continued walking while trying to look in every direction at once. Remember Oliver rambling as we walked.

He kept asking, although no one was responding to him, Did you see how it moved? It was twitching like an epileptic in a rape. You ever see one of those documentaries about mad cow disease? That thing was twitching and moving like one of those. infected cows. What was that thing? Was it a person?

What kind of person can do that to their body? It tried to talk to us. It... He rambled for hours before we had to stop. We had to tell him to shut up because we were worried about that thing hearing us, though. That wasn't really the case. We made him stop talking because it only served to scare us. Despite stopping for the night, none of us actually slept.

We sat around a campfire and listened to the sound of high-pitched whining and yelping coming from all around us. It seemed like any time I actually got close to falling asleep, the calls would start up and jolt me awake. We spoke and hushed whispers and tried to figure out what they wanted with us, even though none of us really wanted the answer to that question. The hours dragged on almost endlessly before dawn broke, and we continued our hike. We spent Sunday hiking around and trying to find a familiar sight. Without any real sense of where we were and where we were going, our only hope was to stumble across another hiker find the area with a high enough vantage point that we could survey the entire area.

Unfortunately, any elevations we climbed didn't afford a good view of the area and it was extremely unlikely that we'd find another hiker due to the fact that the trail had been closed and wasn't cleared, even if we did. What were the chances that we'd trust them? It could be certain that it wasn't one of those things. Midway through the day, Ian whispered to me.

Count the people wearing backpacks. One of them is with us again. I casually looked over my shoulder and noticed that one of our group was walking without any gear. They trail behind us, but we're still in our vicinity. They move slowly, but didn't show any of the jerky movements of the previous two. The thought that it was learning to mimic our movements unsettled me. Without really thinking, I shucked off my. backpack and approached the imposter.

Before they knew what was happening, I shoved them as hard as I could. The instant my hands pressed into their shirt, I felt something slick and warm give away like the outer layer falling off a rotten mango. Their shirt slid off their body into my hands and I quickly realized it was their skin. The thing was actually naked, but gave the appearance of clothes by altering the color of its own translucent skin. I dropped the skin that had sloughed off and hit the ground with a wet slap. The creature toppled backwards and began yelping.

I can only describe the sound like this. Imagine getting out of your bed in the middle of the night to go take a piss. As you're feeling your way through the darkness to get to your room, you step on your dog's tail. Imagine that surprised yelp of pain and the surprise that comes along with it. Now focus on that emotion you felt when you heard that noise. That sudden surprise and guilt. In reality, the sound it made was nothing like a hurt dog. It just reminded me so much of a wounded pet that I can't differentiate the sounds.

Here's the worst part. I shouldn't have felt bad. Those things were stalking and tormenting us. They were likely hunting us and I felt bad for harming it. I shouldn't have felt bad about it, but it wanted me too. And so I did. The thing rithed on the ground on its back for a few seconds, making a pitiable noise. It reached back with its arms and pushed itself upright on its hands and on the balls of its feet.

Its joints popped wetly in its muscles and bones adjusted to fit this new position. It crab crawled away while shrieking the indenting. entire time as Ian pursued it with his walking stick, hoping to catch up to it and cave in its head. It wasn't until the thing disappeared from sight that I realized that the shrieking wasn't just coming from the monster, but from Yuska as well. I was trying to mimic her response. With Ian gone and Yuska's screaming, possibly drawing more of those things to us, I decided that I had to do something. I stepped forward and wrapped her up in my arms.

She was shaking like a leaf in the wind. I stroked her hair and whispered that it was over. She managed to choke out something about its face. All I could make out is that something was terribly wrong with its face. She calmed down as I told her that everything was going to be all right. I didn't believe that myself. But it was the only thing I could think of that might bring her comfort. Ian returned, fuming that the mom.

The monster escaped and I awkwardly broke off the hug. Ian didn't say anything. He just started walking. We continued following him, hoping that he'd find the way, but knowing that he probably wouldn't. Six hours later we settled down for the night. It felt like we've been going in circles all day and made absolutely no progress. For all, we knew the thing could have been tinkering around with our memories

and convincing us that familiar landmarks were new and leading us deeper into the woods. I didn't tell the others, but I think I knew what those things wanted with us. They wanted to lead us deeper into the woods. They were trying to force us to exhaustion. When we were too weak to defend ourselves, they would descend upon us and eat us. Oliver was right about that. If that thing is similar to us in any way, then those twitching spasms were likely some sort of

prion disorder that came from eating humans. After eating some jerky since we decided against having a fire and drawing more of them to us, we reached the conclusion that we would have to sleep in chefs. I volunteered for the first watch because my insight into the monster's behavior had robbed me of any desire to sleep. The others went off without so much as another word. They were exhausted, and it wasn't until an hour into my watch that I realized I was too. Even given the monster's grotesque appearance, everyone needs to sleep. Yeska joined me about two hours into my watch. She admitted that she couldn't sleep after our encounter with the creature.

I nodded in agreement. Both of us had seen something terrible that the other said. We talked for a good 30 minutes about what we thought was going on and how everyone was handling it. She was worried about Ian. She confessed that he was acting. erratic and that he was scaring her. I ret my arm around her for a moment and told her that we were all scared. She looked into my eyes and told me that she was glad I was here.

I felt something twist deep down inside me that I buried a long time ago when I first met her. The longer she stayed with me on watch, the more personal our conversation became. She confessed that she and Ian have been fighting a lot recently and that she was wondering if they were going to work it all out. At the start of their relationship, they were great together. He made her feel wonderful. But there was something that didn't feel right. Like there was something missing.

I listened to her talk about everything that was going on in her life and I knew I had to do something. I knew that if I didn't do it now, I would regret it. I had to tell her about the door. She listened quietly as I told her everything. It was the event that precipitated my memory. breakdown at work and my social anxiety disorder diagnosis at the therapist office. Everything started out simply enough one Friday at work. I was in the lunchroom, eating my sandwich and reading a book as per my usual, while my

coworkers talked about their plans for the weekend. One of them was having a housewarming party and they were inviting everyone at work. I figured that the invitation was only extended to the people he was talking to until he asked me if I'd be able to make it on Saturday. as it was the first time I'd been invited to hang out after work. I chose to go. I spent all the Saturday of getting ready, planning what were interesting topics to bring up in case there was a lull in the conversation.

In a bottle of wine, I was planning to give him as a housewarming gift. After psyching myself up, I left to go to the party with a bottle and hand in my spirits high. I convinced myself that I was going to be the life of the party, and that maybe if I played my cards right, I could finally have a friend at work that would make the time fly by instead of dragging on. It wasn't until I reached the house that the false bravado began to crumble apart. I stopped in front of the neighbor's house as everywhere else I already had a car parked there. It was then that I felt my heart beating like I'd just run a mile.

I began heading up the driveway with the wine bottle slick in my hands from my palms sweating. It wasn't until I reached the front door that I realized that something was terribly wrong. All that excitement had been building up since Friday afternoon was now replaced with something else. Apprehension. All those topics I had thought up seemed boring, and all the reassurance I had given myself seemed hollow. I didn't feel prepared for this at all. At this point, a small part of me whispered something that has stuck with me to this very day. The voice intimated that they never really wanted me to come out.

They'd only given the invitation as a courtesy and didn't actually expect me to come out to their house. It said that if I knocked on the door, that I would be making a fool out of myself. It told me that I wasn't even comfortable in my own skin, so how could I even dare to imagine that they would enjoy my company? They wanted to celebrate with their friends. They didn't want to listen to me fumble for something to talk about. All those fears flashed in front of me. taunting me, demanding that I knock on the door and make myself look like an idiot. That part of me told me that I was better off alone.

And I listened. I turned around without even knocking on the door and left. No one had come in and the music was playing loudly, so I doubt that they would have heard me anyways. I shouldn't have been there in the first place. Maybe I saw them watching me from the window. Maybe I didn't. They were laughing at me as I drove away, flustered and embarrassed.

Maybe they went back to the party and joked about the social retard who had seemingly freaked out and run away from their house while I went home and cried in the shower. Maybe. Yeska listened as I told her the story. She smiled sadly as I started to cry on her shoulder. All those feelings I'd experience outside my co-workers' house came rushing back. All that fear. foolishness and fatalistic failure smashed into me like waves on the shore. She whispered soothing words into my ear and waited for me to collect myself.

Once I did, she pulled away and told me that it wasn't my fault. It was there. Under the moonlight, with her face inches away from mine that I did the worst thing I had ever done in my life. I kissed her. It was slow, hesitant. Romantic. I looked into her eyes and I saw her beautiful face.

She pulled me towards her as she leaned back. Lost in the moment I held her against me while telling her all the things I should have said when I first met her and realized that I loved her. I held her like that for a few moments. Afraid that if I let her go, I would lose this perfect moment. She was warm. She smelled like wild flowers. She smelled like happiness.

For the first time in what felt like a lifetime, I felt comfortable and content. I don't know when I drifted off, but I do remember waking up. In the love-drunk excitement of the previous night, I didn't think once about Ian or the consequences of my decision. I only thought about Yesska, and I forgot that she was his girlfriend. What I did last night was a beautiful mistake. I convinced her to cheat on him with me. I needed to tell him before the truth came out.

I needed him to understand how I felt. I got up from the ground and stretched. Yes, it was gone. I assumed that you'd gone back to her sleeping room in the middle of the night. I walked over to Ian who was just waking up. You brought the sleep out of his eyes and asked me if I stayed up all night. The words bled out of me. And once I started, I couldn't stop.

I don't know what happened, man. We were just talking one moment, and then then the next. Jesus, I didn't mean for it to happen. You know I love you, man. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. I just, it just happened. And now I can't take it back. Yes, this cry of surprise cut me off before I could go any further.

Both me and Ian turned to the sound of her distress, we knew instantly what had happened. The backpacks with our compass, food, and water had been stolen. It knew. Don't you see it, God damn it? It knew that we could identify it without a backpack, and it couldn't shape its skin to take the appearance of one, so it stole them away from us. Now the next time it warmed our way into our group, we wouldn't be any of the wiser. Yeska and I never talked that night.

Yeska had never left my brother's side that night. They had zipped their sleeping rolls together. She didn't open up to me about her worries, and I never actually kissed her. I poured my heart out to a thing wearing Jessica's skin while it was in my arms. I confess my truest feelings to an Earth's head's entity masquerading as a person. and sick. The others woke up quickly after hearing Yaskas screaming. We quickly searched around the area, hoping to find some scrap of food or some indication

of where our stuff had been taken to. We found nothing. It was long gone. We had no food, no water, and no hope. We had no way of telling when one of those things was hijacking our heads and pretending to be a part of our group so it could distract us. With our compass gone, we had no means of following. pulling a set direction and hoping to pick the trail back up.

In short, we were screwed with a capital S. Oliver demanded to know what I was doing last night. He wanted to know how I could be so careless as to fall asleep when I should have been watching over them in our gear. I lied and told him that someone had come around in the middle of the night to relieve me from my shift. I didn't mention that it was one of those things impersonating Yesika. I couldn't I didn't bear to look either my brother or his girlfriend in the eyes at that point. Oliver started to yell, but stopped when he saw I was on the verge of tears. I don't know if it was mercy or disgust that caused him to stop.

It doesn't matter either way. We gathered up the only thing they hadn't taken in the night, our sleeping rolls. We continued walking. The hike without water, the prospect of food was unbearable. We were already exhausted, and the realization that we were soon going to be starving and dehydration only served as sap more of our energy. Within a few hours, my mouth felt gummy and dry. While we were still under the canopy of leaves, the temperature was still in the high 80s

and low 90s. It didn't take long for dehydration to set in. I kept licking my lips in an attempt to keep them moist, but I could feel them beginning to crack as my saliva began to dry up. As we walked, Oliver picked up his pace and caught up with me. I looked over at him and knew without him saying anything that another one of those things had joined our group. He whispered, directly at it.

Just keep it in the corner of your eyes. I think that's how it messes with your mind. It would explain why you remember that guy that night, but the rest of us can't. You saw him, but the rest of us didn't. Don't get close. just keep it in the corner of your eyes it's been trailing us for about how you follow us

I pretended to be cracking my neck and looked at the tag along in my peripheral vision trailed behind us by about a dozen feet in its resting state the facial features appeared staticky I could make out eyes and a nose but it was constantly shifting and rippling like bubbling plastic at this point we were too tired to even bother with chasing it off We just kept walking and hoping that it wouldn't try to join the group.

It seemed content to keep its distance and keep us in its line of sight. It followed us for about two miles before it broke off towards the trees with a shambling, awkward gate. We were too tired to even try to set up a shift system. We just huddled together an attempt to convince ourselves that we were safer when we were closer together. But every time one of us got comfortable enough to drift off, those things would start making noise. The noises started off as high-pitched yips, the sounds seemed to travel for miles. As the night drew on, they grew more aggressive. For one time as I was drifting off, hearing the grating rasp of my name, watching us in the darkness.

How long would it take them to become more human than human? What would they do when they were capable of walking amongst people again? I drifted off to sleep with that thought beating around in my head like the way. a man trapped inside a wall. We got up on Tuesday morning and left without a word. At this point, there was nothing left to say. Some of us had been awake all night without any food or water. The constant stress had completely worn us down.

We continued hiking the same direction we'd been going in with the false hope that we'd come across someone. In the end, our hike looked more like a death march. My feet were covered in blisters that erupted. and plastered the soles of my feet to my socks. Every step felt like I was tearing open the wounds a bit more. In an attempt to take my mind off the discomfort, I focused on my brother who was walking in front of me.

He wasn't as much walking as he was limping forward. He'd stopped using his walking stick, and I was dragging behind him like it was a broken limb. I watched as he stepped over a rock, and the walking stick slipped out of his hands. He kept dragging himself forward as if nothing had happened. He didn't even register falling out of his hands. It was at that point that I knew something was wrong.

I knew that my brother wasn't my brother anymore. I quietly picked up his stick as I passed it. Amy went to call out to him and asked if he was all right, but I shushed her. I was so sure that one of those things had replaced him and was now leading a steeper into the woods. I realized that I would only have one chance at the same time. us. The instant it knew that we knew it would try to run away. All it would take was one good swing to the back of the head and we'd be able to take out one of those things. The stick had a bit

of weight to it, about five or six pounds, enough to crack open a skull if it was swung hard enough. I began walking faster, while trying to avoid the underbrush that might give away my approach. The thing wearing my brother's skin continued limping forward as I drew up. closer. I waited until I was within swinging distance before raising the stick above my head. My heart was beating in my chest and my palms were so sweaty that it felt like the stick would slide right out of my hands. It kept on moving forward, completely unaware of what I was about to do to it. I whispered, I'm sorry. Just before I swung the walking stick down with all my strength, Ian turned to face me as he mumbled grogly.

Sorry for what? My muscles locked and I stopped mid-swing and the sick stop just inches away from his face. He blinked in surprise before muttering. Evan. What's wrong? His voice sounded distant and empty, like he was in between a waking and sleeping state. It was then that I knew the extent of his condition. He was pale and looked like the slightest breeze would blow him over.

He wasn't one of those things. He was delirious from dehydration, sleep deprivation, and starvation. The walking stick fell out of my hands and bounced on the ground next to us. I dragged my tongue across my lips and it felt like I was licking sandpaper. I thought you were one of those things. I almost... You didn't react to my apology. He just turned around.

continued walking the direction we were going on. Amy just watched everything unfolded numbly before she started following him. Oliver shook his head sadly, but he didn't look any better. His eyes were glazed and his lips were cracked and rad from rubbing at them. I watched my brother shambling forward and it reminded me when those old voodoo movies or someone put in a trance and forced to walk until they die from exhaustion. His mouth hung open and he moved like he was being dragged along on puppet strings. I picked up the walking stick and began to follow them.

I wondered how much longer he had left in him, what any of us could do if he just fell over and stopped walking. I wondered how much longer any of us had. I don't know how long. Everything melted together and a muddled malaise at the time. I remember losing my footing and tripping a few times, but I barely felt it. The third time I didn't even realize I was laying on the ground until Yuska stepped on me as she was passing by.

There was no apology. He was too far gone to recognize what she had stepped on. I dragged myself to my feet and felt light-headed but continued putting one foot in front of the other. The fifth time I felt, I wondered if it would have been better to just lay down and wait to die. An excited yop behind me from one of those things drove me to my feet. feet.

It wasn't until we bumped into the sign for Little Bear Canyon that I realized how close we were to salvation. The post for Little Bear Canyon also had a branching sign that pointed in the direction for T.J. Karel, which was only a few miles from where we started at the Heia Cliff dwellings if we walked along Route 15. Ian was heading in the right direction and we were almost home free. In my excitement, I began calling to the others to let them know that the end was near. I looked around me and shouted.

Yesica, Ian, Oliver, Heather, Amy, I know where we need to... Words died on my lips as I counted the names and realized it wasn't over yet. The others kept moving as if they hadn't heard me talking. The imposter shuffled alongside us, and for once, it was easy to identify them. I don't know whether or not they let down their guard after seeing them. her condition. But this one was obvious. She moved slowly, but her movements didn't convey her exhaustion.

Everyone else was sweating and looked like the walking dad, but she was fine. I waited for her to get close enough to follow the trail. The others were going down before I raised Dean's walking stick and growled. Turn around right fucking now. I can see you. She turned around slowly, and I felt my heart skip her. be. She looked almost exactly like Yessica, except for the brown tinge to her hair. She could have been her twin. I knew what it was planning before it even opened its mouth and asked,

What are you doing, Evan? Don't call me that. I wince. What are you rambling about? Please move out of the way. We're almost safe from those things. I know what you are. Heather turned white at the realization. She began speaking quickly. I'm not one of those things. Please, Evan, you have to remember. There were six of us. Those things want us to think that there are only five so they can take one of us without

the other scaring. Those things don't want us all. They only want the weakest one. Please, let's go before they catch. Shut up! I snapped. I raised a walking stick in my hand and brandish. it at her. Think about it, Evan. Do I move like one of those things? Do I speak like them?

That should be enough to prove I'm human. No. Ian's my brother. Yeska's his girlfriend. I'm your girlfriend. I sat on your lap on the car ride. Please don't kill me. Evan, I love you. Don't you remember? Evan, I love you. I lowered the story. I lowered the that was in my hand as memories bombarded me. I'd met her one night when my brother forced me to go out to a club with him. Heather had there been sitting at the bar all night drinking. It wasn't until she tried to stand up and fell into my arms that we actually talked. I remember lazy Sundays in bed watching cheesy B sci-fi movies.

I remember holding her close to me after making love and hearing her whisper sweet nothings into my ear. I remembered our life together. Heather, I rasped, Heather. I'm so sorry. I didn't know. She cooed. Heaven, it's not your fault.

She went to touch me and I sprang back like I've been bitten by a snake. The instant I heard those words I knocked. The stick caught her unaware on the side of her face. I felt her jaw give away under the sudden force of my attack. She blurbled through broken teeth. I know. The second strike dented her temple as the temporal bone shattered. She kept trying to talk, but it was too late, and too much damage had been done.

That door was shut to me now. I kept swinging the walking stick down on her head until splintered and snapped. I looked up from a twitching body and saw my brother watching me in horror. Heather. Oh my God. I spoke through gritted teeth and regarded him with red-rimmed eyes. Come on. We have to go. He went to keep talking, but I walked past him. I didn't want to explain it to him. He eventually ran ahead, invigorated with the prospect of finding rescue on the road. I looked behind me one last time. The last thing I saw was one of those things Drake away others corpse. It looked emaciated and half mad with starvation. At that very moment,

I wasn't afraid of the thing. I just felt pity. Whether or not it forced that emotion on me, I'll never know. I turned away and caught up with the others on Route 15. We were on the road for 15 minutes before we managed to flake down a car and an ambulance was called for us. The doctor said that our exposure to the elements, combined with our starvation and dehydration trigger the auditory and visual hallucinations we experienced. It's a typical response you'd be given after hearing our half-dead ramblings about creatures warping their flesh and our memories to drive us to the brink of death so they could prey on us when we were at our weakest.

We spent a week there while receiving treatments, recounting our horrific experiences, and the subsequent psych evaluations before we were released. I tried to talk to the others about it. Ian and Yeska refused to talk with me about it. I don't really know all of her, Amy, so that's all off the table too. They just want to forget. I can't forget. Here's the thing.

I still remember Nadia asking me to help her find her lighter. I recall staying up late and talking with her by the campfire while she smoked like a chimney. I can recite Jerry's terrible puns that he'd make about. about almost everything, and Lucas' determination at hiking the trail while slowly succumbing to the effects of his multiple sclerosis. I can recall whispering sweet nothing's to Yessica under the glow of the full moon. I can still envision that moment clear as day. Even months later, I know the conversation we had word for word.

I can remember the feeling of her skin against mine. The smell of her hair as I pressed myself against it when I reached that one day. true moment of connectivity. I remember Heather pleading and begging me not to kill her. Despite writing this all months later, I can see all those things clearly. Sometimes, late at night, I can even remember driving up to Hian National Park

with Heather sitting on my lap, playfully grinding against me and telling me how fun our hike was going to be. Sometimes I think about that memory more than I should, since I can't talk to my brother or Yeska about this, I had to find some other outlet. I guess I'm writing all this for that one reason.

Catharsus. In the end, I keep wondering if what I did was right. Did I make the right choice? I want you to read this and tell me that I had no other option, that the risk of one of them escaping into the city forced my hand. I know that's not the case.

I could have walked away or tried to scare her off, but I didn't. What kind of person can look into someone's eyes? Remember all the things they did and the life they had and do what I did. Who can have all those memories and everything so callously? It doesn't matter if none of it was real. Because in that moment it was to me. Who can look at someone and feel such love for them before you killed them? The answer to that question is simple now that I ask myself loud.

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