Creepy - Just Visiting

Episode Date: June 1, 2026

Just Visiting (starts at 2:21)***Written by: Jimmy Ferrer***Content warning: drug abuse, attempted suicide***Final Words (starts at 42:15)***Written by: Simon Bleaken and Narrated by: Jimmy Ferrer***C...ontent warning: suicide***Ink (starts at 1:19:27)***Written by: Jonathan Ferro and Narrated by: Rissa Montanez***Content warning: suicide***Support the show at patreon.com/creepypod***Title music by: Alex Aldea Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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Starting point is 00:01:43 And speaking of merch, a shout out to our April writer-drawing winner Deirdre Kohl's. We won some free creepy merch in our drawing. As a special thank you to all of those who write for the show, if your story is selected for production, you are automatically entered into a drawing for free merch. Because without the writers, we wouldn't be here. Okay, on to the show. First up, A deeply lonely man follows a woman into a surreal nightmare realm Where love, death, and obsession blur into something far more terrifying From writer Jimmy Ferrer, creepy presents, just visiting
Starting point is 00:02:18 I had always suspected infidelity in my relationship But I've always had the sad tendency to forgive to avoid solitude Repeated arguments, abuse, even catching them cheating red-handed all was forgiven. It had to be better than being alone, right? What made me wise up and leave one might ask? Nothing, in fact. I was left after asking her who she loved more, me or the side piece.
Starting point is 00:02:56 You can guess the outcome. This left me in a particularly exploitable position. Desperate for love and attention. from, well, anyone. And so started my visits to what I can only assume were hell. Her name was Rose. And she was beautiful. Curly red hair that held onto sunlight like a halo.
Starting point is 00:03:26 Eyes of emerald, perfect skin. Looking up in me with puppy eyes from my lap as she asked if I still worked at the pharmacy. As I broached the topic of a relationship, She reverted to encouraging me to go to a doctor to get some prescriptions for anxiety. You know, because of how hard I was taking my breakup, and maybe we could share some zanis and cuddle, and offer of physical affection was all I needed. I understand that these are not redeeming qualities for a person to have.
Starting point is 00:04:03 I'm not trying to be redeemed, elicit sympathy, or anything. This is a warning about that damn forest. I did go to a doctor, exaggerated the symptoms, although I doubt I'd have needed to, and I was sent on my way with multiple meds. She was more excited than I'd ever heard her when she saw the big pill bottles, a junkie looking for a fix when I think about it now. But she was pretty. I was lonely.
Starting point is 00:04:38 and desperate. We made plans and I found myself with her head in my lap again. Something on the TV is background noise. She was tossing back pills like candy. Inside I panicked, but I lacked the courage to speak up. She must have known her own tolerance. She had to. My concern was wiped like a shook etch-a-skatch
Starting point is 00:05:04 when she sat up and laid a firm kiss on my lips, calling me a peach before laying back in my lap and going back to vibing. My concern stormed back as she turned the pill bottle over in her palm, in the deafening silence of an empty bottle screamed into my soul. Not a single pill falling into her hand. My face must have turned stark as her eyes met mine. She placed her hands on my shoulder softly and calmly informed me that she'd been popping pill since middle school.
Starting point is 00:05:38 and her tolerance was insane. I couldn't risk being a nag and losing her in the process. I couldn't sufficiently hide my panic, though, as she reached into her own pocket and pulled out three white pills shaped like little bars and covered my mouth with her hand until I swallowed them, hushing me like an upset toddler, until I relented and swallowed. For the first time in months,
Starting point is 00:06:07 I dissociated from my traumas. Slowly but steadily, the calm caved under the weight of nausea. The room shifted. My head spun. I wanted to go throw up, but I couldn't stand. Not because of my symptoms, but because I didn't want to disturb her. She looked so peaceful. Those beautiful curls of red, the last thing in my memory, as I slipped into a world of black.
Starting point is 00:06:37 I woke to harsh buzzing of fluorescent lights, intense light piercing my closed eyelids. I raised my hand, guarding my eyes as I opened them slowly. When my vision came into focus, I realized I was already standing. I was in a sterile, blinding, white-on-white tile waiting room. It was tight, maybe about five-by-five feet. There were four white chairs set up across from me. each other, perfectly aligned. I thought I saw a silhouette of a chair for a second, but on second look, nothing was there.
Starting point is 00:07:17 A nurse stood across from me in the doorway. She wasn't dressed in typical scrubs. Her outfit looked to be from the 1980s. A pristine snow-white button-up dress with a white collar and a white nurse's cap. She smiled the way you do when you've reached the end of your shift. and a customer walks in at 9.59 when you close at 10. She looked familiar, but I couldn't place it. She was fit, tall, brown hair tied up in a bun.
Starting point is 00:07:50 Her tan skin made pale by the bright lights. She stood out like a void in an abyss of white. Are you just visiting or staying? Her voice distorted and echoed like a fever dream, seemingly from everywhere and nowhere at the same time. I'm sorry? I asked, confused. Are you just visiting or are you ready to stay?
Starting point is 00:08:17 If you'd like to stay, take the right hallway. If you're just visiting, take the left. I asked where I was to no response. I turned back to look for the door I must have entered through only to be met with a wall of solid white. No door anywhere to be seen. The nurse clearly explained I can visit through the left hallway or choose to stay through the right.
Starting point is 00:08:42 She sat silent no matter any question I posed. After nervously clearing my throat, I let her know, just visiting. I blinked and she was gone. Her absence made me uneasy. I felt like prey in the open with hidden predators. I inched forward and looked right to left. The right hulls stretched out in my range of vision. vision, just as stark white as the room before, an eternity of white with no wind in sight.
Starting point is 00:09:16 The left felt warm, like sunshine gently falling upon me. There was this delicate little window flanked on each side by yellow and white-chequered curtains. Through the window I could see an endless canopy of trees. A ladder leaned against the window. I felt safe. I turned to look back into the white void, but it was gone. I was now in a wooden tree house. Radio, magazine, chips spread about on the ground.
Starting point is 00:09:52 I opened the window to climb down the ladder and immediately heard the nurse again, as if she was speaking right into my ear. In joy, I turned back to a still empty treehouse and tried to calm my unease, rubbing my forearms to push the hair down stood up. Every moment before reaching the treehouse felt wrong. I couldn't place it, but I knew the window felt safe. I hurried and climbed down the ladder. My bare feet met with a soft green grass at the bottom.
Starting point is 00:10:28 I could see nothing but trees in every direction. The only variation being a tight grass trail directly in front of me that stretched into the dark shade of the forest ahead. I felt like there were red flags, but I couldn't get past the visuals. The vibrant green grass growing in the deep shade of the trees where nothing should be able to grow. The sparse light shining through the canopy, thin beams of light fighting the darkness.
Starting point is 00:10:56 Trail faintly lit as though candles were placed on the ground along the entire path. The wall of trees so dense that looking in between only was. revealed more trees. I walked down the path for at least an hour. The tree line finally broke, and I laid my eyes on a small cabin and a circular opening ahead of me. It was a small, simple log cabin, hardly any weathering. Cozy.
Starting point is 00:11:23 I did a double-take once my eyes met with Rose, and I ran over. She placed both of her hands and mine and kissed me deeply, pulling my body to hers and wrapping me tightly in her arms. I looked around the home to see various photographs of us over time, over what must have been years. I was so deeply focused on the photographs that I didn't notice that Rose was saying something to me. Every photo was similar, only very slight changes in us over time. I couldn't put my finger on it, but something did not belong. Like other times in my life, I ignored these feelings.
Starting point is 00:12:05 Rose loved me here. I turned and apologized, asking her to repeat herself. Clear, she said sweetly. What? I asked, confused. Clear! The paramedic yelled as he jumped my heart again. I started coughing, trying desperately to breathe through the foam blocking my throat and
Starting point is 00:12:32 nostrils. He's awake. Hang in there, buddy. We're going to take good care of you. I hung my head off the stretcher, spit and wretch trying to get the thick foam strangling me out of my mouth. Paramedic helped and then sat me up, telling me to relax. I asked where Rose was and he averted his eyes immediately, pretending to look at my vitals or something. My eyes walled up with tears and I bit my lower lip trying desperately not to cry. The paramedic put his hand on my shoulder.
Starting point is 00:13:06 older when he noticed. The rest of the ride was silent. She was dead far before anyone found us. My heart was broken. I felt so scared and anxious. I caused a death, or at least didn't do all I could to prevent it. I cried repeatedly day after day until I felt nothing. I felt as though someone hollowed me out.
Starting point is 00:13:38 I was a shell. I woke up each day feeling nothing but hate for myself and my cowardice fueled by a selfish need to be loved. I didn't eat. I didn't move from my bed. Why should I? This was my damn fault. Continuing my life was pointless. You can recover from a breakup.
Starting point is 00:14:06 You can even talk to that person again in the future if you really wanted to. Do you kill someone? And that's it. There is no recourse for failing to render aid because you wanted fucking company. In failing to act on reasonable concern in exchange for company, I became the reason she was gone from my life. I was fading from dehydration and starvation. I never reflected on anything that happened to be in the forest until then.
Starting point is 00:14:40 I remembered that voice. Are you just visiting? Or are you staying? I remembered the waiting room, the nurse, the window, and Rose. This was the solution. In coming close to death, I was able to go to Rose, where we had a life together, where I hadn't failed the saver.
Starting point is 00:15:07 I decided to go back. I'd always used a single blade razor. I knew that I had a feeling. 50 pack of single-edged razor blades sitting on my bathroom counter. That night, I dragged one of those razors deep up my arms in the bathtub, a searing burn running along the razor's line, the heat from the cuts distracting me from the pain. It felt like my anguish found release through the deep gashes. At times I felt like I had caught bone or tendon, and I'd have to adjust for the smooth cut cut
Starting point is 00:15:43 to continue. The second wrist was much harder as I'd definitely cut some tendons on the first go. The hot flow of blood dripping into the ice bath I'd made. Figuring cold water would give me the best chance of surviving and the time it took for my friend to get here and get me help. Alex. Poor Alex. She had been my best friend most of my life.
Starting point is 00:16:11 The havoc I'd wreak on her life during these events is shameful. Honestly, she'd always been the most reliable, trustworthy person I'd ever known, and I chose to abuse that. A simple, nondescript goodbye text would be sufficient to hint at my intentions. Never too selfless to hurt others with my selfish desires. I never knew how bleeding out felt. The speed you go from lightheaded to having your body fail you is dizzying. I closed my eyes, head still spinning, and slunk into the icy water.
Starting point is 00:16:55 Just visiting? Or are you ready to stay? The familiar bright lights pierced my vision through the mind fog as I tried to steady myself. Briefly, as I looked around, it appeared as though two of the chairs in the lobby were occupied. However, as I rubbed my eyes and looked back to the same spot, an empty room greeted me. I refocused on the nurse and briefly pointed to the left. She continued to stare into me, seemingly dropping a bit of the customer service facade for the blink of an eye before self-correcting and nodding. Right this way, I looked back at the chairs still empty before looking back into the hallway, where the nurse had again vanished.
Starting point is 00:17:41 I walked into the split and took a moment to investigate the right hallway. It didn't give me any sense of dread. this time. Just confusion as I failed to grasp the eternity in front of me. I couldn't properly assess the floor, ceiling, or walls. The white was so bright that it appeared as though it dropped into a mine shaft of pure light. I turned and found the same quaint window, but something was off. The wood appeared to have a very faint red tint at some of the edges when I got close. The radio on the ground crackled with static. The magazines now missing. The bags of chips empty. The green canopies largely unchanged, but for the paper thin red edges on the leaves embark.
Starting point is 00:18:33 Enjoy. I heard again. Same as before. But this time, was there a sinister undertone? Was I overthinking the situation? Almost dying twice can change anyone, I'm sure. But was Is I also losing it? I descended the ladder again. I couldn't be sure, but the path ahead of me between the trees felt tighter. A small change, but I could still comfortably walk through. There was a different vibe this time, like the edges of leaves turning in the fall. This time there were tiny red buds on the branches, no larger than a pea, a deep maroon color that seemed to glow.
Starting point is 00:19:20 I walked between the trees for a much longer time this go-round. It felt as though I'd spent an entire day walking, and I began to panic and hyperventilate. I ran. I even looked back to see if the ladder was in sight, but all I could notice was darkness around the thinning beams of light and a touch of red tint in the beams. Gassed, I fell to the ground in the open circle of trees. Relieved that I'd reached the end, I looked up and saw a rose looking down at me. a little thinner than before.
Starting point is 00:19:55 Eyes beautiful, but held a mysterious look in them that I couldn't quite pin down. I focused as hard as I could to take in the details around me until Rose kissed me. I missed you, baby. I tried to apologize, but she'd never let me get into any substantial conversation. It felt as though she was simply feeding off whatever I personally needed to feel good. to feel safe. This didn't set off the red flags it clearly should have. When entering the house a second time,
Starting point is 00:20:30 I noticed two distinct changes from my last visit. One, Rose would not let me go from the second she touched me. Two, there were little red dots in the tree line on all the photos. The fruits I saw before, maybe. Again, I tried talking to Rose about her death, but she'd turn the conversation to anything else. In my normal cowardly fashion, I yielded and just ran with it, until her face warped into a sad but deadly serious expression.
Starting point is 00:21:04 I can't believe you do this to me. She said to me in a voice that was not her own. This time I quickly realized that I was waking up, but as I did, all I could see was red mist in the sky. Alex had gotten to my home quicker than I'd anticipated and was waking me up. I didn't want to leave, but just as before, it was not my choice. I felt the sharp pain of my friend Alex slapping me as hard as she could across my face and trying to shake me awake. She slapped me hard, three, four times, screaming at me to wake up.
Starting point is 00:21:45 Still in a delirium, wanting to hang on to that special world, my voice creaked out a week. I don't want to go yet. Alex, not knowing what I was actually referring to, assured me that she'd make sure I lived. She wrapped my forearms tightly and pulled me out of the tub. I smiled and was about to joke with her, but as soon as I opened my mouth, she cut me off with a unique mixture of rage and sadness and chastising me. She yelled about my selfishness.
Starting point is 00:22:17 the damage this event could do to everyone in my life. We didn't speak the rest of that night, or at all since the incident for that matter. The trauma of finding me like that and understanding that my intention was for her to find me in that state was not something she could handle. So rightfully, she needed some space. Something in me was wrong, though.
Starting point is 00:22:43 Broken. A part of me yearned to return and receive the effect. affection and attention I'd always selfishly desired. This wasn't over. I needed to go back. This would be difficult, however, because, rightfully so, I had been committed to a mental health facility. Because of the constant watch, I could hardly devise a plan to go back. I had to decide between waiting out the watch period or figure out a way to get hurt here and likely extend my stay,
Starting point is 00:23:16 potentially indefinitely. The bright side, being immediate medical help, well in thought I reflected on the changes in Rose's world. The small changes didn't bother me so much. But that look, that little glint in her eye stuck with me. Is that what real love looked like? I honestly had no qualms in staying in that place this time if I was able to go back.
Starting point is 00:23:45 The only concern being the white abyss What if choosing to stay didn't lead me back to staying with Rose but oblivion Suicide Watch came with its own frustrations The blankets were so thick that it couldn't be tied and so tough There's no way to shred it There's nothing protruding from the wall No sink, no water pooling in the toilet So against my wishes
Starting point is 00:24:13 I didn't try to go back until I was released I worked at a restaurant a while back. There were spans of time when people go into the walk-in freezer and then not go in again for hours, unless you worked with a smoker. I also knew that if I acted like I belonged, no one would notice me going into the freezer. It'd take me less than an hour to die in a freezer that cold,
Starting point is 00:24:39 and the temperature would possibly preserve me for the possibility of recuscitation. It was also the guarantee that someone would find me within an hour or two. to call for my rescue. I was able to walk in, ask for a table, and wait a few minutes before leaving a 20 on the table and walking me into the freezer without being noticed. If you think the waiting to freeze to death
Starting point is 00:25:02 would be absolute torture, you would be correct. Let's also agree that I deserve it. I made use of the hand-wash sink outside the freezer. I used the cup I was given when I sat down and doused myself in water. I needed to make sure I'd freeze faster than I was found. It was torture.
Starting point is 00:25:27 In negative 10 degrees, my skin felt cold at first, and it began to burn until I lost feeling entirely. I shivered uncontrollably. It hurt to breathe. And with time, my breaths grew shallower. I realized this when I tried to wipe my nose and completely missed. I leaned my face against a metal rack. Not long after that, I fell asleep. My coordination wasn't any better upon arriving in the waiting room.
Starting point is 00:25:59 I was falling over myself, looking through a thick visual fog around me, grasping for purchase. Why did I still feel cold? What was happening to me? The other times I came here and was unburdened by the injuries I'd inflicted on myself. Once the room focused, I distinctly noticed three of the chairs were occupied. They didn't go away in a blink this time. The waiting room was plunged in darkness except the corner of the room with the sole remaining chair.
Starting point is 00:26:34 The buzzing was harsh and grew with intensity until the room fell into black. Just as suddenly, the familiar bright white returned. The occupants of the chairs were gone and the nurse returned. Only this time, everything was so different. I noticed her clothing was stained with streaks and splashes of red, smeared handprints on our apron like wiping your hands clean on your pants in the kitchen. Separations in the tile all now occupied by drops of red liquid slowly crawling to the floor. The room smelled like blood.
Starting point is 00:27:12 Are you just visiting or staying? This time spoken through a gurgle of blood. Blood ran down her lips, and she gave me an eerie, full-toothed smile. My heart began to race, and the hair on my arms and neck started to stand up. Her eyes were so cheery but disturbing. I was deeply unsettled by the new scene around me. I had to leave. There was no calm to be had here.
Starting point is 00:27:43 I didn't want to stay in this place. surely it would be a fate worse than death. Just visiting. I stuttered nervously, deeply shaken by the changes. The nurse did not disappear as she did my prior visits. The sound of shoes removing themselves from a sticky floor echoed in the room as she moved and stepped to the side, holding out her hands in the direction of the hallway I had frequented, hands visibly bloody. I wanted to leave, but approaching the nurse didn't seem safe.
Starting point is 00:28:18 The lights flickered and the three silhouettes returned, all pointing to the same direction as the nurse. I ran. As I passed the nurse, she snatched me by the back of my shirt, stopping me cold in my tracks. She was unnaturally fast and strong, like being struck by a snake. My panicked breath stuck in my throat. She slowly pulled me close. No matter how hard I pulled away. She pulled me close with no effort until our noses were touching.
Starting point is 00:28:49 The smell of blood heavy in my nostrils. Enjoy. She said mischievously before releasing her grip. I turned to face the window, now broken and jagged. Bloody handprints near the window frame and curtain. The word stay written on every wall, in the floor, and the ceiling. This was all wrong. How did everything go so wrong so fast?
Starting point is 00:29:18 The radio now emitted what sounded like a hundred people screaming in Hageny through static before bursting into fire. The fire was spreading quickly. I opened the off-center window, getting caught on an exposed shard of glass that opened my palm with a sharp sting of pain. I kicked out the window and looked down over the canopy. The leaves on the trees now a deep red, random glowing red orbs visible in the distance. The wind pushed through the treetops, giving the appearance that I was staring down into a shifting ocean of blood. I found out much too late as I descended that a large part of the ladder was missing. I tried to climb back up, but the hanging beam holding it up snapped, dropping me what had to be 30 feet into the trees.
Starting point is 00:30:10 I smashed into branches before being thrown to the ground with an unforgiving smack. I looked around as I tried catching my breath, the wind knocked out of me by the fall, to see that I couldn't locate the path, not like before at least. Even the trees were different. They looked like people twisted painfully together, their flesh overflown by bark, arms outstretched, reaching for freedom that would never come. Their faces frozen in screams of pain all around me. A red mist was falling.
Starting point is 00:30:47 It tasted exactly like what I thought it would. When I got to my feet, I felt the sharp, jagged, red grass cut into the soft flesh of my feet. I fell back under my hands to relive the sensation. I scrambled and crawled under the exposed roots of the tree. I found an opening just small enough for me to fit through sideways. I squeezed in, held my breath, hoping for the best. Each step put me face to face with these twisted trees and less often shining red fruits with red curly hair-like strands covering the skin.
Starting point is 00:31:27 Every misstep into the grass led to more agonizing shards in my feet. I found in my extremely slow progression to the house that if you touch these fruits, they stuck to your skin. immediately with a searing pain. When I'd rip away from it, a thick red nectar would actively drip from the broken hairs. I hypothesize that these fruits, these trees, fed on people. I was drowsy as this happened a few times, but I had to persist. I couldn't stop here.
Starting point is 00:32:03 I didn't want to end up twisted into the flesh of these trees. This slow crawl took days. I felt no hope for making it out alive But after an eternity I stepped into the open clearing The house a decrepit mess Falling in on itself I didn't see rose in the opening
Starting point is 00:32:26 Not at first I was trying to look through the ruins of the cabin To find some clue as to what happened The photos were torn and strewn about the ground It took some time but I was able to piece together one photo I froze as I studied it. It was just me, I thought. As I investigated the background further, I noticed
Starting point is 00:32:48 the unfathomable be tall creature in the back of the photo. The only thing that separated it and its blood-red hair from the rest of the tree line was its thin white body. A human stretched 20 feet tall. So thin it appeared as though pale white flesh was draped directly over bones. The eyes glowing a burning red like the fruits around me. I looked around cautiously, shaking nervously only to see her look at me from across the tree line. She looked even thinner than before.
Starting point is 00:33:22 Two more things stood out. She was naked, and her hair no longer was the bright red curls but matched the leaves of the tree. Just visiting? She asked through an obvious sarcastic sympathy, angrily. before laughing. It took a moment for me to gain composure, for it to finally click in my brain. The look in our eyes, when I visited last,
Starting point is 00:33:48 it was hunger. This thing, whatever it was, was not Rose. I could certainly not go back into the tree. I almost died on my way here. There was no ladder back up. So what could I do? The creature dressed in Rose's flesh must have realized that I knew. Their jaw fell slack, and their body began to twitch. The movements were inhuman,
Starting point is 00:34:16 insect-like. The eyes rolled back into an empty void, leaving red glowing sockets. Her limbs and body stretched into the treetops. The thing crooned sweetly, Come here, baby, before quickly stomping in my direction. I screamed. I ran into the wreckage of the house and tried to look for any place that was safe. It reached its long limbs into the broken window and swiped at me. I threw anything I could at it, kicked, scratched, and bit, but the assault didn't slow. I was running out of time, and the trip through the forest left me fatigued and disheveled. I noticed the beam holding on to a loose part of the roof. I could kick it, but that could kill me if the roof came down. I had no choice. I kicked with all the
Starting point is 00:35:10 force I could, hearing a loud crack in my legs, I did so. A sharp electric pain shot out my leg and I couldn't put weight on it. The beam cracked in half and the roof caved in near the window, trapping the monster's arm beneath. That thing led out the most unsettling screech I'd ever heard. It sounded like metal beams twisting, stretching, breaking. I limped out and could see no real option for escape. The length of the monster's limbs meant that even though it was panned, it was Panned, it was almost able to grab me, most anywhere, within the open circle of trees. I had to wait for the right moment and squeeze back into the trees from which I came. I had limped as fast as I could and fell right before the tree line.
Starting point is 00:35:53 I was trying to stand up and hop into the tree line sideways as I'd come in. I was halfway in when I felt dagger-like nails slashed down across my shoulder blades, all the way down to my hamstrings. I fell into the tree line and kicked along the ground trying to push myself further into the tree. The thing began to scream, stay. Over and over again, the further I pushed myself into the trees. I felt burning as the fruits above me started to fall and stick all over me. I exposed back, my neck, and one on my right eye.
Starting point is 00:36:29 The burn was unreal. I tried ripping them off, but I was so weak. The monster screamed again, this time sounding more human, scared and furrowed. Rantic, all I could do was scream along as the life faded from my body. I woke up, strapped down to a hospital bed. I'd never been more ecstatic to be in a hospital than I was then. I could see out of my right eye and the pain of my back and leg were unreal. I was told I lost my eye to frostbite.
Starting point is 00:37:07 They were unsure how, but I had also broken my femur. Suffering was all I was able to do in my condition. No one came to visit. I guess the times I've heard others through hurting myself had produced a sort of diminishing returns. I was a lost cause and was on my own. Through the pain, I felt relief. I kept having flashbacks of that horrible place,
Starting point is 00:37:36 whether it was in the form of nightmares or daydreams. I kept going back. I'd be sitting up in my bed, eating the bland food I was provided and fall into a panic the moment I saw the nurse come in with a blood bag. I couldn't bear the sight of that color anymore. Through my experiences and self-reflection, I did make a critical decision. I couldn't go back there. Whatever I had to do to stay away from that place, I would do it. I was no longer going to put my selfish desires for love and affection first.
Starting point is 00:38:14 What I needed to prioritize was my survival. I repeatedly chose to try to live a dream that would never be. What I should have been doing was accepting what was. Because in all my reflection back on that place, I made several realizations. When the fruit stuck to me, I felt my blood flowing into the, them. This was confirmed when I ripped the one from my face and tasted the meaty, bloody fruit. It was less like the fruit and more like a ball of fat with arteries. That place was feeding on me and possibly countless others. The next, I determined that the nurse must have been some type
Starting point is 00:39:00 of amalgamation of people in my life who had gone out of their way to take care of me, mostly made up of the one who had saved me from myself the most, Alex. However, the nurse changed on the last visit. It was rage other than the smile. Every part of her seemed to seethe as I passed her, which made sense, given what I put everyone through. And most importantly, the chairs. On each of my visits, another would fill.
Starting point is 00:39:32 the first visit a quick flash of a body in a chair the second two and so on the last visit all but one chair was filled that could mean that the next time i go all four chairs will be occupied and plunged into darkness their remaining empty chair illuminated by the sole light left will go out four bodies four chairs That take away my ability to choose With all four of my chances squandered on stupidity Would I be forced to stay Not that I want to return to the Just Visiting Hallway regardless
Starting point is 00:40:13 And if that awful red forest With that pale monstrosity was my destination On my last visit What horrors awaited me if I chose to stay The monster screamed stay As I left the last time if I couldn't choose and I had to stay Either way
Starting point is 00:40:35 Next visit was sure to be my last That brings me now to my final thoughts on those events Everything taught me one important thing To sort yourself out You need to have an honest conversation with yourself As honest as you think you need to be You're wrong It'll be the most
Starting point is 00:40:59 difficult experience in your life. Because truly there is nothing redeeming or satisfying and discovering how pitiful you are or how much fault you hold in your failures. Allowing others to control your decisions, trying to build your happiness on the backs of others, refusing to stay in the life you live and visiting the lives of others to leach and suck whatever happiness you can, living vicariously through others living the life you wish you had. I've made my choice. I will stay as far away from that hell as I can.
Starting point is 00:41:33 I will live in the moment and take care of myself. I share my story to help you make a choice. Are you just visiting or are you ready to stay? The Red Forest awaits your decision. And next, after his brother's death, a grieving man encounters a terrified stranger in a rain-soaked graveyard, who claims a forbidden play may have unleashed something terrible into their lives. From writer Simon Bleakin and narrated by Jimmy Ferrer,
Starting point is 00:42:10 creepy presents, final words. It was beside a cold, wintery graveyard with icy drizzle, spattering against the windscreen of my car, and crows calling raucously overhead. That for the very last time, I reread the final words my brother ever wrote. My baby brother James, six years younger than me, and the sensitive one in the family. But where most people saw only a shy and awkward man, I saw the gleam of wit and intelligence that burned in his eyes.
Starting point is 00:42:55 And I knew the joke was on them, that his inner life was way more vibrant and deep than any outward expression revealed. went without saying, to me at least. He had been my opposite in almost every respect, but he and I had always been close, best friends as well as siblings, but the bond that time had not listened. I was the first one he had revealed any of his poetry to, several years before any of it saw print.
Starting point is 00:43:31 And although we lived apart after leaving home, Not a week went by that we hadn't spent at least two nights hanging out. I think I probably knew him better than anyone else alive. But even I couldn't help him out in the end. When he took his own life, washed his existence away in an overdose of pills, I think I was more shocked than anyone, shocked that in turn transformed into anger, and then into a dark despairing guilt. Goat that I hadn't been able to help him.
Starting point is 00:44:13 I hadn't seen what was going on with him. That despite our closeness and bond, I had failed to notice that he was in real trouble. And worst of all, knowing that in this, in his time of greatest struggle and hardship, he obviously felt he couldn't confide in me, couldn't turn to me for help. He must have felt so alone. I opened the glove compartment removing the paperback copy of his only published work running my fingers over the title and author's names
Starting point is 00:44:50 Secret Songs of a Soulful City by James Barriston This was all that was left of him now The small collection of poetry Just over a hundred pages long Was now the sum of his short existence besides a few photos on a social media account and the memories that those of us who knew him held in our hearts.
Starting point is 00:45:18 The quote from Jorge Luis Borges echoed in my mind as I opened the cover and turned the first page. When writers die, they become books, which is after all not too bad of an incarnation. That was one of my brother's favorite quotations. As I sat there, alone, I tried to feel his presence in the words on those pages. Words that now contain the only remaining essence of him in this world. But the truth is, I just felt alone. I missed him terribly.
Starting point is 00:46:00 The hollow void churning in my heart would never be satisfied with mere words. I set the book aside. Although it contained so much of my brother, it was something of him in every line and every phrase. It wasn't enough of him to make me feel his presence. Not right now, at least. The pain of the loss was too raw, too sharp. I reached into my jacket pocket and removed a folded piece of notepaper.
Starting point is 00:46:35 something I had also carried with me since his death. I found it on his desk in the small apartment he rented. It was as far as I can tell, his last words. The very last thing he wrote before passing out of reach. Well, whatever unknown state waits for us eventually. The words were cryptic, bizarre and unsettling. I think I must have read them a dozen times, trying to understand what they might mean. But I never had.
Starting point is 00:47:17 They weren't anything like his usual work. And I couldn't make out if they were meant to be part of some new fiction he was composing or sign of something darker in his mind. He stands amidst the dust in the white tower. His broken crown scraping the crumbling stone As he watches the world fade beyond the window Like a photograph Like a photograph left out in the sun
Starting point is 00:47:49 Bleached of vibrancy Devoid of color and meaning His tattered rose brush a trail through the grid and dead leaves Covering that cracked floor whispering over the rough flagstones. There, a song in its head, whispering over and over, like the echo of a dead scream. It is the cry of a city, of a populace plunged into chaos and darkness, of a world bathed in the blood red of an alien sky beneath the black blazing stars of a distant solar system.
Starting point is 00:48:35 and it's all gone now. All dead. Everything dies in the final act. Even the stars will burn out. It's all just a matter of time. I slipped the note inside the front page of his book, disturbed as ever by its tone and content, wondering just what was running through his mind when he wrote it.
Starting point is 00:49:04 I sighed and rubbed my eyes. The sleepless nights of the past weeks were taking their toll. My hands were jittery from too much coffee. I didn't even want to think about what it was doing to my blood pressure, but I needed caffeine to keep myself functioning during the day. And each night, I found myself turning more and more to the assistance of Jack Daniels in an effort to help myself fall into some semblance. of unconsciousness.
Starting point is 00:49:39 I rolled my head slowly on my neck, feeling each click and crack. I was seriously out of shape and not looking after myself properly. Had Joanna still been living with me, she'd have put her foot down a long time ago made me sort myself out, would have forced me
Starting point is 00:50:02 to stop wallowing in grief and self-pity. But we had separated a little over a year now. So it was all down to me and my own mismanagement to keep myself functioning properly each day. Being alone was probably a bad idea right now. But I really didn't want to be around people. Grief had stoked my already latent, misanthropic tendencies into a full-blown blaze. And I was spiraling into a troublingly, self-destructing, destructive state of mind.
Starting point is 00:50:40 Ironic then, that when I opened my eyes, it was to see a woman standing at my brother's grave that lay only a row or two in from the fence. She stood so still, seemed so pale, and faded into an overcast afternoon light, that at first I thought I was imagining her, or perhaps seeing some spectrable. figure standing amid the stones. It was only when I saw her ragged coat flap in the breeze, and I saw her shiver as the cold rain soaked her. Then I knew she was real.
Starting point is 00:51:25 I opened my car door and she turned to the sound. She appeared startled to see me. For a crazed moment I thought she would run away, like some frightened fawn darting into the woods. Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you, I called over. She stared at me for a moment. And a flicker of recognition crossed her cold, frightened face. Before she asked if I was Andy.
Starting point is 00:51:57 Yeah. How do you... She interrupted, explaining that James told her about me. even shown her photos from when we were both growing up. I was about to ask another question when she shivered again, rain dripping from her coat, as she drew it closer about her. Hey, do you want to get out of the rain? I asked. Gestering at the car.
Starting point is 00:52:26 When her brow furrowed, I added, just to sit here for a bit, that's all. She glanced down at the grave and then not. I nodded, quickly weaving her way through the stones and the graveyard gates. I turned on the heater as she slipped inside, and she pressed her cold hands against it. Better? I asked, she nodded. She looked worse than I did, shaking from the cold, wrapped in a thin coat, ragged at the hem and sleeves, and soaked from the drizzle.
Starting point is 00:53:05 She could only have been in her late twenties. Blonde hair pasted to her scalp, her pale sunken eyes framed by dark rings. But what I couldn't help but notice were the scars on her wrists. Some of them looked all too recent and set alarm bells ringing in my head. She told me her name was Catherine. And when I asked if she and James had been close, she looked momentarily startled. even hurt that he hadn't mentioned her to me. I ran through all the memories that were churning in my mind,
Starting point is 00:53:45 something I had been doing a lot lately. They seemed to roll in like endless cresting waves to batter at my brain. In the end, I had to shake my head. That troubled me, because it wasn't like James to keep secrets. At least I didn't think it was. I don't think so. Not that I can recall. She shrugged, but I got the sense that she was trying to put a brave face on things.
Starting point is 00:54:18 And she wasn't surprised, really. Not given how they met in all. She told me that they met online. About ten months ago through a shared interest of sorts. There was a group, sort of a chat group, really. For people who like obscure authors, rare books and books they didn't want people seeing. Band books.
Starting point is 00:54:45 That sort of thing. That sounds like James, I told her sadly. He liked collecting works by forgotten writers. She said that specifically is what drew them together. She was a big fan of Kirill Bunfiglioli and Anne Radcliffe. And James was the only other person. person she'd met who knew anything about their writing. That's what started them off anyway.
Starting point is 00:55:14 In the end, there were three of them who used to chat a lot on there. James, Catherine, and another guy from somewhere in New England. They didn't know his real name, but he called himself Palette Mask 95. They used to talk for hours about this stuff. Palid Mask 95 and James were also really interested in banned books as well. And she didn't just mean once banned books either. Not like Catcher in the Rye to kill a mockingbird.
Starting point is 00:55:48 No. They were interested in books that they still don't want people to see or even know about. It went beyond just that at some point, though, I'm guessing, I asked. Her eyes flicked at me an alarm. I just mean, I added. Now, you seemed hurt I didn't know your name, and now you're here at his grave. So you had to be more than just friends who met online, right? She let out a deep breath, explaining that they both worked out, eventually,
Starting point is 00:56:28 that they both lived less than an hour apart. So they hooked up for a coffee once or twice, and things went from there. I wish he had told me I'd have been happy for him. She just... I shook my head. The words all sounded petty and selfish. He was my brother. But we were close, you know?
Starting point is 00:56:57 I just thought we didn't have secrets from each other. I thought we could tell each other or anything. Guess I'm having a hard time learning that he had a life I knew nothing about. Makes me wonder if I knew him at all. She told me she knew he had loved me. and that I was a huge part of his life. She wondered if he had shut me out of this to try and protect me. She had drawn her arms about her now,
Starting point is 00:57:27 like she was trying to retreat behind the barrier of flesh and cloth. She said that things between the two of them were going really well, but things with pallid mask 95 were getting kind of intense. He started telling them about this book he knew about. A banned one. One that they'd never heard of. He said he had a copy. Not a physical copy.
Starting point is 00:57:55 He said those were almost impossible to find now. But he had scanned a copy, a PDF or something. It was an old play called The King in Yellow. She said there were all sorts of weird legends about it being supposedly a cursed play, which brought misfortune, madness, or death to those who read it. Wait, a cursed play that brings death? I sat back and stared at her for a moment. But I can see nothing but honest conviction and absolute fear in her eyes.
Starting point is 00:58:35 Sorry. It just all sounds a little like that Japanese horror movie about the videotape that kills you in seven days. I mean, you actually believe. this stuff? She said that she did, but James didn't. He wanted to read it. He asked Pallet Mass 95 to email a copy through to us. She begged James not to read it. Not until they knew more. But as the penny dropped, I felt myself getting suddenly angry. I tried to rain it in, but a raw red veil of grief and rage seemed to descend across my vision, and I felt my pulse race furiously. You're trying to tell me. James read it, and that's what killed him? Is that it? She apologized.
Starting point is 00:59:35 Saying she realized how it sounded. Do you? I said angrily. You know how it sounds. See, I'm still trying to piece my life back together, trying to make sense of this massive whole my life. And you're what? Spending me some bullshit about fucking killer play? What's wrong with you? She turned, tears streaming down her face and fumbled with the door latch as she mumbled apologies over and over. My anger crumbled away at the look of utter despair on her face. Wait, I... I called out, but she had already fled back into the graveyard, weaving between the rain-slickened headstones.
Starting point is 01:00:25 I opened my door and followed her in. All around the graveyard, the crows were gathering in the trees, like rowdy mourners. Their harsh calls, cutting through the air as the dark clouds crawled across a slate gray sky. Meanwhile, the drizzle had turned into a fine rain, further adding to the gloomy misery of the day. By the time I found her sheltering and sobbing inside one of the old mausoleums, I myself was soaked and shivering. She was sitting on a low stone bench inside the entrance.
Starting point is 01:01:06 The once-lockable iron grating that was meant to secure the tomb hung open on a broken hinge. Hey, I said softly. She didn't turn or look up. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get angry at you. I didn't. It's not you. Not really.
Starting point is 01:01:30 I'm just... Nothing makes sense right now. Nothing at all. Not since he died. How he died. I'm not dealing. with it all very well. Listen.
Starting point is 01:01:47 Why don't you come back to the car? It's freezing in here, and you're soaked. She looked at me then, imploringly, assuring me that she wasn't my. Though what she had said about the book was all true. She reached into her pocket and pulled out a small red plastic memory stick. What she offered to me, telling me it was on there. It was, she said.
Starting point is 01:02:19 A copy they downloaded. She hadn't been able to bring herself to destroy it. Gingerly, I took the stick from her, turning it over in my fingers. It felt so small, so innocent and so harmless. Did you read it? She nodded again. I settled myself onto another bench across from her. What happened?
Starting point is 01:02:49 She had thought it would be safe. Just words on a screen. Just a book. But she had been wrong. And what they had downloaded wasn't just a book. At first it simply had been a story about a city on an alien world that was visited by a masked stranger. But there was nothing terrible in it.
Starting point is 01:03:14 Not until the second act anyway. Then it changed and stopped being just a play. How do you mean? I asked. She said it was mine now. I can see for myself if I wanted. But then it would come at one hell of a price. I turned it over on my fingers again. The curse, right?
Starting point is 01:03:44 She explained that for James it had been the nightmares that had got him the most. They were bad. There were nights he would wake up screaming, gripping the sheets hard enough to tear them. Sometimes there were even vivid lines gouged into his face where he'd been clawing at his cheeks in his sleep. He told her he'd been at a masquerade ball in a lavish palace, but he'd been unable to take his mask off.
Starting point is 01:04:15 He was afraid it was growing into his skin. taking root in his flesh. She often saw him glancing in the mirror when he thought she wasn't looking. As if afraid he would see the mask staring back at him, as the days went on, he got worse. She broke off abruptly at that point, as if listening, and glanced quickly at the doorway to the mausoleum. She grabbed my arm, telling me there was someone out there. that she could hear them getting closer to us. I followed her gaze,
Starting point is 01:04:57 studying the headstones that were visible from where we sat. As far as I could see and hear, it was just us out here. She said that someone had been following her since she read that play. An old man, hunched, white-faced, really wrinkled and bald. He had puffy hands, like they were diseased or bloated somehow. She had started to see him everywhere, alleyways, shop doorways, even in the windows as she walked down the street.
Starting point is 01:05:32 I stood up and moved to the doorway, peering out more intently. Well, there's nobody out there. Trust me. She nodded anxiously, but didn't look convinced. She oddly scratched at the scars on her wrists. They were stark against her pale skin. You want to talk about those? I asked. But she shook her head.
Starting point is 01:06:00 Her eyes moved to the USB stick in my hand, and then the scars to her wrist. She told me that after James died, she tried to destroy the copy. When she couldn't bring herself to do it, she tried something else. She never managed to go all the way with that either. She told me that she wasn't crazy
Starting point is 01:06:20 and didn't really. really want to die. She only wanted to be free of the book, and whatever it had brought into her lives. But, I said, you carried it with you? She grimly announced that if she had it, she knew nobody else could find it. Of course she knew that was a lie. It was just a copy after all. The book was still out there. There must be physical copies hidden away in secret collections. Who knew how many copies of this download were floating about? I asked if she contacted Palid Mask 95 since my brother's death, but apparently he wasn't online anymore.
Starting point is 01:07:07 In fact, there was no trace of him. Not even a user account registered on the group. We fell silent for a moment. Neither sure we went to say next. We sat huddled in our chilly shelter, listening to the soft patter of the rain on the grass. and stone outside. Lost in our own thoughts.
Starting point is 01:07:34 She finally broke the silence, telling me that she used to come to places like this when she was a teenager. She found them peaceful, quiet. I smiled, despite everything. Were you goth or something? She almost smiled back, saying she was just a bookworm in a noisy house. then her almost smile faded.
Starting point is 01:08:03 Now these places seem too noisy for her. Too many ghosts and memories crowded together into one place. The winds stirred, the trees outside, and the crows took flight. She sprang to her feet, eyes growing wide. She anxiously asked what that noise had been. It's just the wind and the birds, I said. But she in sight. I insisted there had been another noise, creeping closer.
Starting point is 01:08:39 I didn't hear anything. I returned to the doorway and scanned the rows of graves as far as I could see. There was nobody else in sight. No sound beyond the wind and the rain. Yeah, we're still alone. She shook her head and backed further into the mausoleum. Growing ever more distress in assuring me that there was something else out there. She demanded to know what I was hiding from her.
Starting point is 01:09:11 Then her expression changed from distress to hostile suspicion. Her eyes narrowing as she'd asked how I had known that I... Then her expression changed. From distress to hostile suspicion. Her eyes narrowing as she asked how I had known that she would be at the grave today. but I didn't know you'd be here, I protested. I've never met you before. I came here to spend some time at my brother's grave.
Starting point is 01:09:51 You were the one who recognized me from my brother's photographs. She called me a liar and continued to back away from me. Look, you're not making any sense. Let's just calm down, sit down, and... She stopped me. telling me she wanted to see my face, in a voice that was shaky, as the hand she now held out to ward me off. Even though I hadn't moved from the doorway,
Starting point is 01:10:25 she was acting if I were somehow threatening her. You can see my face. I said as calmly as I could, raising my hands gently to show I was no threat to her. Listen, it's just me. I know you've been through a lot. I'm just here for my brother to pay my respects. And try to make some sense out of everything that's happened.
Starting point is 01:10:53 That's all. She started screaming. Frantically for me to take my mask off. I'm not wearing a... She interrupted me again. Reaching inside her coat, pulling out a long kitchen knife. Gleaming sharply. Even in the gloom.
Starting point is 01:11:16 of the mausoleum. Whoa, wait, I urged. A spike of panic shooting through me, and I took a step back. Just listen. I'm not here to hurt you. I'm not lying to you. Look, I'm just going to go back to my car and drive away. That's all.
Starting point is 01:11:37 We're done. She was gripping the handle tightly, asking why I had followed her here. And she wanted to see my face. She kept screaming at me to unmask. What are you talking about? I took a step towards the door to leave. The next thing I knew she had lunged at me like a cat springing at a mouse. I fell back against the wall, arms lifting to fend her off.
Starting point is 01:12:08 Then it was when I felt something slugged me right in the gut, driving the wind from my lungs. But there was more. a strange internal pressure that I couldn't explain till I saw Kath stagger back. I saw the knife handle sticking out of my stomach. What have you done? I fell back against the wall, sliding down onto the cold floor.
Starting point is 01:12:37 She was just blinking now, looking around as if she'd awoken from a dream and couldn't quite work out what had happened. She took one look at me, and her face went even paler than usual. A pallid mask of shock. In a panic, she hurried forward and went to pull the knife free from my body. Leave it! I barked.
Starting point is 01:13:05 A mix of pain in shock. I knew adrenaline was flooding my body, but I also knew once it wore off, the pain was going to get a lot worse. Leave it, and call an ambulance. Okay? Now, her eyes were wide and terrified. She clutched her bloodless hands tightly together, as though trying to wring moisture out of them. She babbled that she couldn't be around the police, too many questions, and that the man would find her. I tried to reason with her, but she had already fled, darting out of the mausoleum and back into the rain once more. I begged her to come back, but I got no response.
Starting point is 01:13:54 My heart was racing. And a white-hot burning agony was flooding my whole body. I tried to sit up and instantly regretted it. Any movement brought a sickening and unimaginable pain with it. I feared I would pass out and die then and there. Gradually I managed to work my shaking fingers into the pocket of my jeans. and gripped the top of my phone. From the direction of the car park, I heard an engine start up.
Starting point is 01:14:27 I realized then I'd left my keys in the car earlier. Cath would obviously help herself to a free ride away from here. I eased the phone out of my pocket, shaking and sweating. My hands were trembling. So much I was afraid to drop it. I managed to call for an ambulance before my world started to darken and spin as the pain and shock overwhelmed me. I fell into unconsciousness without knowing if I would ever wake again. The world, it seemed, hadn't quite finished with me.
Starting point is 01:15:10 I woke a few hours later to the smell of hospital disinfectant and the soft, intrusive beeps of medical machinery. and began what would prove to be a slow and painful road back to recovery. At times I was so dosed on painkillers, it was hard to know what was real and what was in my head. All in all, I was quite lucky, so the nurses tell me. A knife could have done a lot more damage. And had it been less than an inch to the right or left, even just a hair's breath lower, I probably would have been pushing up daisies by now. Kath I quickly learned from a visit by the police had not been so fortunate.
Starting point is 01:15:59 It seems in her distress panic to escape the scene of a crime. She had pulled out blindly on a busy junction, just a mile from the graveyard, and was promptly struck by oncoming traffic at high speed. The car was a total loss. I never found out what happened to my copy of James' book Her's final words which I had tucked inside it They had tried to cut her free of the twisted wreckage But what they pulled out was so badly mangled
Starting point is 01:16:33 It didn't live long enough to get to the hospital Still, that's all in the past Or that's what I'm trying to tell myself I got home just over two hours ago Glad to finally get out of that warrant I have always hated hospitals, the smells, the sounds, the constant intrusions and lack of privacy. Most of all, I missed having access to my computer. I'll never know what Kath thought she saw when she looked at me right before she attacked me.
Starting point is 01:17:10 I'll never know how much of what she told me was true, or just some crazed illusion in her broken mind. Was there any truth to any of it? I keep looking at the memory stick she handed me. I should smash it. Just slam a heavy paperweight down onto it or grind it under the heel of my shoe. But I can't bring myself to do that. If the play really exists,
Starting point is 01:17:41 is there any truth to any of her story? But I can't bring myself to do that. if the play really exists if there's any truth to any of her story then perhaps I can find my own answers no I can't do that either if she was right that would be suicide I'll keep it
Starting point is 01:18:05 but I won't look at it even if it contains all the answers about what drove my brother do is death even if it helps me understand what happened I won't look It's just not worth the risk. I mean, not even if it might mean all this tragedy would finally make some sense. I take a deep breath as I slip the stick into my computer's USB port.
Starting point is 01:18:32 There's a soft whir from my computer as the virus checker scans the contents and reports all safe. I almost smile at that little irony. I won't look at it. The external drive icon flashes on my screen and I double-click it. Well, maybe just a quick look. Just the first page. Surely that can't hurt. Can it?
Starting point is 01:19:09 And finally, after discovering a strange bottle of ink in her grandparents' attic, a young illustrator unknowingly unleashes a sinister presence that begins spreading through her isolated family home. from writer Jonathan Farrow and aired by Rissa Montanaz. Creeprhy presents, ink. The first time Alice saw that ink well, she was in the old attic of her grandparents' house, a dusty, forgotten room where time seemed to have stood still.
Starting point is 01:19:39 It was tucked away in a dark corner, half hidden under a messy pile of old books, whose yellowed pages smelled of mold and melancholy. The bottle was small, made of thick, opaque glass, with a slightly oxidized brass cap and golden lettering along the rim that had almost completely faded, as if the years had corroded it. Alice didn't remember ever seeing it before, yet something about that object exuded an irresistible charm, almost as if it were calling her.
Starting point is 01:20:15 The house was a rough stone building, isolated in the Umbrian hills, which she and her younger brother, Mateo, had inherited after the sudden death of their parents. Alice was 27, Mateo 23. For a month and a half, they had been living there, trying to piece their lives back together and bring this tired dwelling back to life. Far from everything,
Starting point is 01:20:41 with no phone signal and electricity that often left them in the dark, they had become accustomed to a suspended existence, where the sounds of nature and the creaks of the house filled the silence. Alice, a freelance illustrator and passionate about drawing since childhood, loved to lose herself in the rooms with her sketchbook and her hands. That morning, following her instinct rather than logic, she decided to go up to the attic to seek inspiration among her grandparents' old belongings.
Starting point is 01:21:14 That's how she found the jar. Without thinking too much about it, She took it with her to a room. She took one of her ink pens and dipped the tip into the dark, thick, almost viscous liquid, which looked more like tar than normal drawing ink. She began to draw lines on the paper, guided by a force that did not seem entirely her own. What took shape was a face, thin, elongated with deep, empty eye sockets like abysses, and an exaggerated smile, one too wide, to be human.
Starting point is 01:21:54 When she completed the last stroke, a drop of ink slipped from the tip of the pen onto the paper, spreading like a living stain. And then it happened. The eyes of the drawing slowly opened, and the smile widened even more. Alice was paralyzed. Her hands trembled and the pen fell to the floor.
Starting point is 01:22:17 In an instant, a whisper of dark smoke rose from the paper, snaking through the air with sinuous movements, and with it a whisper penetrated her ears and mind. You gave me form. Alice recoiled, her heart pounding. She tore the paper into a thousand pieces with feverish hands and threw it into the fireplace, where she watched it burn, hoping to erase the nightmare that had just begun.
Starting point is 01:22:49 But the voice did not go away. That night, she couldn't sleep. Wherever she was, she heard that whisper, increasingly insistent, You gave me form. Mateo immediately noticed that his sister was upset. Her gaze was distant, and her movements were stiff. But when he asked her what was going on, Alice just shook her head. She didn't want to involve him.
Starting point is 01:23:23 The next morning, driven by a mixture of unease and morbid attraction, she returned to the attic. The jar was there, but completely empty. However, on the floor, there was a long black streak that looked like ink, a thin but clear trail, as if left by something that had dragged itself out. Alice's heart raced. Without thinking, she followed the. the trail. The line wound its way down the stairs, slowly descending to the lower floor, snaking through the hallway like a living, restless shadow. It reached the living room,
Starting point is 01:24:01 stopping right in front of the old basement door. It had always been closed, sealed since the first days they had set foot in the house. They had tried to open it without success. But now the lock was broken. The bolt snapped as if something had forced it. from the inside. Alice stood motionless for several long seconds. Part of her wanted to run away, call Mateo, escape from the house itself. Yet her hand moved on its own and opened the door. The air was thick, cold, almost damp. A deep rasping sound came from the darkness, like heavy, superhuman breathing. Alice's eye slowly adjusted to the darkness. and that's when she saw it.
Starting point is 01:24:53 Next to an old, worm-eaten wooden wardrobe on the wall was writing in black ink. The other place awaits me. Alice felt the blood freeze in her veins. She slammed the door shut and blocked it with a heavy chair. Panic scratched at her mind, but she tried to compose herself. She went back to Mateo, trying to act normally. as if nothing had happened. That evening, while washing dishes in the kitchen
Starting point is 01:25:25 lit by a dim light bulb, Alice heard the voice again, but this time, it wasn't a distant whisper. It was right behind her. Your brother has a face, too. Can I take it? The voice came out of nowhere, as thin as a whisper behind her.
Starting point is 01:25:47 Alice turned abruptly, holding her breath. There was no one there, however on the kitchen wall, imprinted with the same black sticky substance as the ink, there was now a drawing. It was Mateo's face, but distorted, screaming and contorted with pain. Two wide lifeless eyes, his mouth open in a silent scream, frozen for eternity. Alice backed away, feeling a cold shiver. run down her spine. In a state of panic and guilt, she began searching the entire house for answers. She spent hours rummaging through closets, drawers, and old trunks until, at the bottom of a dusty chest in the guest room, she found a worn volume with a leather cover darkened by time.
Starting point is 01:26:42 It did not bear the author's name, only a title engraved in Gothic letters, blood and signs. opening it with trembling hands, Alice discovered that it spoke of soul ink, a dark and arcane substance used in past centuries by witches and summoners to write their grimoires, a living fluid, endowed with a will of its own. A single stroke, a simple sketch, was just enough to give it form. But once started, the ink did not stop on its own. It continued to feed on the will of its creator. The creatures summoned were not mere images. They were entities, familiars, presences seeking only one thing. Freedom. To gain control over that being, a sacrifice was required. A soul. Alice slammed the book shut. Her heart was racing. She didn't know
Starting point is 01:27:49 whether to believe it, whether those pages were madness or revelations, but one thing was certain, that creature now lived in their house. She could sense it in the sounds, in the whispers that float through the dark corridors, in the mirrors that fogged up on their own. The face she had drawn reappeared everywhere. It appeared on the walls, on shiny surfaces, even in the water in the sink. And when Mateo disappeared, Alice knew she was responsible. She found him in the basement, in the same spot where she had first seen the words, The Other Place Awaits Me. Mateo was standing there, motionless, his eyes wide and filled with terror. In front of him stood the creature, now made of flesh, or rather, liquid and bone.
Starting point is 01:28:49 It had a long-jointed body made of thick pulsating ink, as if every fiber vibrated to the rhythm of an unknown heart. Its face was identical to the first drawing, but now it was alive and completely free. Its eyes rolled, its mouth smiled. The creature slowly raised a black, translucent hand, and placed it on the boy's shoulder. now he is mine too alice screamed she lunged at her brother grabbed him by the arm and dragged him away with all her strength the creature didn't react it stood there motionless as if enjoying her despair but the house reacted it began to shake breathing like a huge living organism the walls swelled and bent like a huge living organism the walls swelled and bent like flesh under pressure.
Starting point is 01:29:50 The paintings liquefied. The photographs faded. Every surface was invaded by dark stains, as if ink were spreading everywhere, impossible to contain. They closed every door, barred the windows, with used boards and furniture, tape or glue, but it was all useless.
Starting point is 01:30:11 The ink seeped through the cracks, through the crevices in the walls, even through the light switches. Mateo no longer spoke. His gaze was vacant. His skin pale and cold. He was breathing, yet it was as if he were not there. Alice forced him to drink and eat, tried to shake him, called him constantly.
Starting point is 01:30:35 But he seemed like an empty shell, drained of all essence, as if something had torn his soul away. And every night, in his sleep, he drew. Not with pens or pens. pencils, but with his fingers. He traced symbols on the wall, twisted drawings, obscure marks, increasingly complex and numerous. Alice tried to erase them, scraping the paint with spatulas and sponges, but each time, under the layer of plaster, she found only more ink. The book was clear. To stop the creature, you must break its form. Destroying the drawing is not enough. you must eliminate the source, that is, the ink itself.
Starting point is 01:31:24 But if it has already merged with the world, or with the body, then there is no salvation. Alice began to feel it inside herself, too. When she cried, her tears were not transparent. They were dark. Sometimes she found herself drawing without realizing it, lost in a trance. her hand moving on its own. One evening, Mateo opened his eyes. He looked at her, but he was no longer himself.
Starting point is 01:31:58 He scares me less now. He is everything. He is everywhere. And you, you, you are just a mistake, he whispered, as if in a state of euphoria. Alice gasped, feeling something break inside her, an invisible thread that until then had kept her anchor to hope. She cried, but her tears were not clear. They were dark, thick, like ink itself.
Starting point is 01:32:38 Mateo smiled at her, and that smile was identical to that of the creature. There was no longer any doubt. He was no longer her brother. For a long moment, Alice remained motionless. Then the pain turned into a cold, lucid, and relentless determination. She decided to end it all. She went to the garage and, with a heavy heart, took the gasoline can, the one they used to fuel the farm equipment.
Starting point is 01:33:17 She went back upstairs and began to spill the liquid every. everywhere, on the stairs, along the corridors, on the walls smeared with symbols, on the floor still wet with ink. The awkward smell filled her nostrils, but she continued undeterred. Buttea watched her, sitting on the sofa like an empty mannequin. He no longer spoke. He didn't stop her. Perhaps he was no longer even able to understand. stand. When every room was saturated with fuel, Alice opened the box of matches. She took one out and held it between her fingers for an eternal moment. Then she lit it. A small, innocent flame danced on the red head. She turned to her brother. A smile crossed her face, sad, broken,
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