Danny Jones Podcast - #144 - How I was Wrongfully Convicted of Rape & Murder | Jeffrey Deskovic
Episode Date: July 6, 2022Jeffrey Deskovic was wrongfully convicted of the murder of a classmate at the age of 17 and spent half of his life in prison for a crime he did not commit. Jeffrey was finally exonerated 16 years late...r based on DNA evidence. https://www.deskovicfoundation.org JOIN OUR KULT: https://bit.ly/koncretepatreon Danny https://www.instagram.com/jonesdanny https://twitter.com/jonesdanny Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Ready to go?
Let's do it.
Thanks for doing this, man.
I appreciate you coming down.
Absolutely.
Thanks for bringing me down here.
I'm excited, man.
Obviously, you're wildly successful.
You fly me in for this.
You're a pal, man.
Thanks for coming.
I really appreciate it.
You got it.
Your story is fascinating.
And I think it's incomprehensible to people to understand what you went through at such a young age,
at the age of 16.
For people who don't know, why don't you just give me a brief background on what happened to
you when you were 16?
I was arrested at the age of 16 for a murder and rape that I did not commit, and ultimately
I was wrongfully convicted of that.
So my wrongful conviction, which happened at the age of 17, was caused by coerced false
confession, prosecutorial misconduct, fraud by the medical examiner, terrible public defender.
I lost, even though the DNA didn't match me.
I was given the 15 to life sentence because I had been charged as an adult.
And I then spent 16 years in a men's maximum security of prison from age 17 to 32,
losing seven appeals, getting turned down for parole because I maintain my innocence,
going through that, and then ultimately being exonerated through further DNA testing,
which identified the actual perpetrator.
Fast forward to today, and I'm an attorney now.
I've been cleared, and I have a nonprofit organization, the Jeffrey Descartescue Foundation for Justice,
which has freed 11 people.
We've helped pass three laws, aimed at the preventing wrongful conviction.
I'm an advisory board member of the group that could happen.
to you and we pass another six laws.
Currently, we have 17 cases
and we're working on policy changes
in New York, Pennsylvania, and California.
It's fascinating.
It's unbelievable what you've been through
and how common that this is
in the judicial system in the United States
for people getting wrongfully convicted.
So what was the story of the girl who was,
I think she moved from Columbia to New York?
Yeah.
And she was in a high school with you?
Yeah, that's right.
Yeah, Angela Correa was her name.
She moved from Columbia.
She was living, as I understood it, she was living a very sheltered life.
She was in a country for about a year and a half.
And, you know, ultimately she was, you know, she went missing on November 15th,
1989, and her body was found a couple of days later on November 17th, 1989.
And, you know, she had been raped and murdered.
And how old was she?
She was 15 years old.
15 years old.
And you guys were friends in high school, right?
We were not. I knew her name. She knew mine. She was in a couple of classes as a freshman, one as a sophomore. That was it. I think in two years, I think I briefly spoke to her twice. So we were not even really on a high by basis. Now, did you guys interact at all? Was it just like randomly passing by? You met her a couple times, but you didn't really talk to her much. Did you?
Yeah, it was the latter. Like you said, she just had by coincidence or by school schedule, she happened to be in two of my class.
as a freshman, one as a sophomore.
Like I said, I briefly spoke with her twice.
One time was, I passed a note to her on behalf of a male classmate who was interested in her.
And he was kind of nervous to approach.
So he asked me to pass it to her.
And that was, that was really it.
So the day she went missing in 1989, I believe it was, right?
Yes, it was.
Yeah, November 15, 1989.
So the day she went missing, where were you at?
What was going on?
What was that day like?
It was just like any other day in terms of the school day.
After school, I had a friend named Jason, and he lived nearby where I lived at.
And we had developed a rather innovative way of playing one-on-one in Wiffleball.
And so I played Wiffleball with him that day and had dinner at his house.
And around, I would say, around 8 to 9 o'clock, I left his house on my bike.
and I drove down the hill about like less than 10 minutes away and got to my house.
And that's what I was doing that day.
And I think that day when she left her house and she went to like a popular hangout area in the woods
in mid-afternoon, I believe it was.
Yes.
So let me give some back.
So Angela was in a photography class and the teacher had assigned the whole class,
including her to take pictures of some foliage.
So after school, she went back to her house with her.
her older sister. The teacher had assigned like a buddy system for the protection of the students,
like a male student was matched up with a female student. And so she went back to her house.
Her sister went to the bathroom when she came back out. Angela wasn't there. She left on her
on her own. So she went to the park to take pictures of the foliage. And the male student
played hooky on the assignment, so he never showed up. So she was taking pictures.
on this, there's a path between Hillcrest and Peakskill, New York,
at Hillcrest Condominiums and, well, there's Hillcrest Condominiums,
and there's the Hillcrest School, and then there's condominiums,
and there's like a woods and a macadam path that links the two.
And so she went down onto the path, which is not that far away from this wooded area
called, or just called the pit, which, you know, kids, teenage kids used to drink at
and used to make out.
That wasn't very far from off of the path.
So she's on this path with heavy woods taking pictures, and she comes across Stephen Cunningham, who's a drug addict and who's high, and he sees her, he attacks her, murders and rapes her.
This guy was smoking crack, I think it was.
That is correct.
And how old was he?
At the time of the crime, he was 29 years old.
And so, you know, Angela was 15, and at the time I was 16.
I never saw him a day of my life.
It was just kind of like a random encounter.
It was just unfortunate that she came across him at that time.
And, you know, that's what gave the occasion for him to attack her and, you know, do what he did.
So he attacked her.
Obviously, he murdered her.
At what point did she get reported missing?
And how did, and how long after that did they discover the body?
Yeah, I think that she got reported missing later, like early evening, later that late afternoon, early evening.
She got reported missing and her, you know, it was even ran in the local, there was a local paper then called the Evening Star.
It was a daily newspaper, a connect paper.
And they ran a story teen missing, had her picture and everything.
And, you know, and then a couple of days later, they ran a follow-up story.
You know, her body had been found, you know, naked from the waist down.
Right.
Yeah, they found her body.
And obviously she had been beaten.
I think she had a lot of head trauma.
That's right.
They found a bludgeon wound on her head that was like an inch deep.
And they said a Gatorade bottle or something.
Well, the Gatorade bottle comes in later.
So it's her, yeah, I'll get into that.
I know what you get in that, though.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah, so she had like a deep head wound in the back.
And so, you know, that was.
So the medical examiner, I mean, it kind of flip-flops a little bit.
I mean, in one hand, he says, well, the wound on the top of the head, that's what killed her.
But then he also says, well, either that.
or strangulation.
Okay.
So he can't really determine which of those two things actually is what caused the death.
But both of them, both of them occurred to her.
We're going to get to the Gatorade bottle after.
Okay.
And so the people investigating this, is it just the local police department?
It's just the local Peekskill Police Department.
Yes.
And there had been very few murders in Peekskill overall.
So, you know, their inexperience, I think, was definitely a factor.
Not a common thing to happen.
Not a common thing to happen at that town.
No.
So in the course of the police investigation, they interview a lot of students from the high school.
And some of the students wind up telling the police that they might want to speak.
They might want to speak with me because I didn't quite fit in with them.
Like the kids were like a year.
Well, they were like a year older than me, my first year.
So I will, let me hold on a minute here.
Let me start again because I'm skipping things.
Take your time.
Sure.
So my first year in the high school, the kids were like a year older than me.
I skipped first grade, and so that caught up to me in high school.
And so, you know, the kids were a little bit older than me.
And, you know, I really wasn't into drinking and going to parties and chasing girls and playing organized sports.
And plus, I didn't know them.
Like, I grew up next to the high school, but I had my own set of, I went to Catholic school from grades 2 through 8, you know,
and then I had a lot of friends after school.
So my after school life was different than my grade school.
school life. So I was like kind of popular after school, you know, just whatever I would, there's a lot of
kids that lived in that apartment complex and kind of whatever I would suggest would be what we would
do. We're going to ride bikes, we're going to the movies, we're playing Monopoly, playing video games,
football, all type of things, right? But it was all normal basketball, all kind of unorganized things.
But that was after school. And in school, that was a different crowd, a different set of kids. So I didn't
quite, I was kind of quiet there too. And,
I wanted to go to public school for high school, not another Catholic school, because I really wanted to go to school with the kids in the neighborhood that I was playing with.
And so, you know, I purposely failed the entrance exam on the Catholic high school who my mother wanted me to go to.
Oh, really?
So I think, because I wanted to go to Peakskill High School and she didn't want me to.
So I failed as an exam on purpose and I go to Peakskill High School.
and to my surprise, I don't find the kids that I'm playing with in the neighborhood.
These are all kids that are like a year older than me because I skipped school.
I mean, I skipped the grade.
So, you know, I was definitely picked on for sure,
and my grades really suffered a lot and, you know, so much so that I had to go to summer school.
But I knew that if I went to summer school in order to pass,
I was going to be stuck with the same kids again next year.
And so I decided not to go to summer school.
and so I did not go to summer school purposely to get left back.
To get held back.
To get held back.
So now you're with kids your own age.
Now I'm with kids my own age.
So things did get better some that way.
But then at the same time, these are still different kids.
I was not in any of the classes with the kids from the neighborhood.
These were other kids, the same age as me, but other kids.
So I still didn't quite fit in.
I wouldn't say I was really picked on anymore, but I still didn't quite fully fit in.
So I was still relatively quiet into myself.
So in the course of the police investigation, the police interviewed many students from the high school,
and some of the kids told the police that they might want to speak with me because I didn't quite fit in.
So this is what the police said originally put me on their radar.
An additional factor is that I was a sensitive teenager.
This was my real first brush with death, and I had an emotional reaction.
to that. And, you know, the police thought that it was suspicious that I would have an emotional
reaction to the death of a classmate that, as I've described earlier, that I barely knew.
How did you originally find out about her death?
I found out originally through reading the newspaper article on November 17th.
You know, and then, you know, there was also, you know, an outspinning the school loudspeaker,
you know, on wake and funeral details and that thing. And everybody was talking.
talking about it was a huge thing it was a huge thing in peak scale yeah i mean the whole city kind of
shut down in a way i mean parents were you know concerned with their own safety safety of their
children they were bringing kids to the high school and and then bringing them straight back
you know picking them up bringing them straight back home there were town hall meetings that were
held periodically updates on investigation uh safety tips that kind of thing so everybody was
everybody was talking about it so the
The police thought that this emotional reaction that I had was suspicious.
Like it was some sort of outward sign for something that I was sorry I did.
How are you being emotional?
Like, what were you doing that was making them think that you were emotional?
No, I cry.
I definitely cried.
I mean, many people, many people.
It affected me, I don't think I was that, in a way, I don't think I was that different
than the rest of the people in the city.
I mean, a lot of people are emotional, a lot of people,
cried. A lot of people went to multiple wake sessions. I mean, that was kind of commonplace,
so much so that there was free mental health services offered to anyone in the city that
wanted it. That's how badly, like, kind of shook everybody up. But we have these two reasons
that I've just laid out why I'm on the police radar. And then there's a third thing, which is that
the B-scale police, they got a psychological profile from the NYPD. So they turned to a more
experienced police department, you know, and look, give us this profile.
what type of person should we be looking for, you know, what were their characteristics?
And so I had the misfortune of matching this profile.
I mean, this profile said, well, it's, you know, likely someone that knew her,
someone that was a loner, likely somebody in the high school.
Well, that fits me.
So type of reinforcing factor.
So for the next six week, the police play this cat and mouse game with me in which half the time
they speak to me like I'm a suspect, and when they would push too hard and they would get me
frightened and I'd want to get away from them, they would then switch it up. And, you know,
Jeff is this junior detective helper theme was developed. So before I was a teenager, the career
that I fantasized about having when I grew up was I wanted to be a cop. I mean, I grew up. The cops were
our friends. They protected us. You know, they were definitely the good guys and people you could
trust and I wanted to have that career when I when I grew up I fantasized about that and another thing
about my background is I came from a single parent household my father was never involved in my life
in any aspect and that also will intersect with this police tactics that I'm going to explain to you so
you never met your father or well I met him for the first time after I was released oh wow so I met him
at I met him at I met him at 33 so yeah so I never had any any any any interaction with him
him. So, um, and the police were aware of this. Yeah, the police became aware of it just like they became,
you know, they were aware that, you know, I had wanted to be a cop when I grew up. That was what I
thought about, you know, when I was in my teenage years, then I switched and I wanted to like be a lawyer,
but, but still the idea of wanting to be a cop before that was something they were aware of and that
was still kind of like part of inside me some. So I was vulnerable to this, uh, Jeff is junior
detective helper tactic. So they would say things like, you know,
Like, kids won't talk freely around us, but they will around you.
Let us know if you hear anything.
Stop in from time to time.
They would ask me questions and, you know, opinion.
They asked me opinion questions and then congratulate me that my opinions were correct.
They made me feel important.
What kind of opinions would they at?
Would they try to get from you?
Oh, they asked me, well, you know, what route do you think that she took going from her house to the park?
And so I just thought about, well, I know where her house is situated.
I know where the park is. This is the most logical route that she would take.
Right.
You know, and then, you know, then they told me, then they, then another thing would be they, they told me, they told me her keys were missing.
And then they asked me to speculate, well, what, what kind of, what kind of keys do you think that she probably had?
But separate from that, they, you know, they, you know, they, you know, they, you know, they, they told me like there was a cassette, you know, her cassette tape with her cassette, her cassette, or Walkman,
was found what the Walkman tape was missing.
So when they asked me, what kind of key chain?
You know, so I'm thinking, well, she's an immigrant,
her keys are missing.
Probably I love New York type of keychain would be.
So they're just asking me these opinions.
And they're, you know, they're saying,
they're asking the word opinion.
What do you think?
And in your opinion, they're just,
and as far as I'm concerned,
I'm just having a normal conversation with them.
You know, my speculations or my opinions are no different.
They're playing psychological games with you.
They're playing psychological games with me.
addition to that, a further game is that they're playing good cop, bad cop. One officer is pretending
pretending to be my friend, like, like, you know, and, you know, and the other one is the bad
cops. They were keeping me off balance that way. And in time, I began to look at the cop who is
pretending to be my friend as, as like an adult, a positive adult male role model in lieu of
my father. So that goes on for, that goes on for, that goes on for,
about six weeks.
And in the course of that,
you know,
they're giving me details
about like one time
they brought me to the crime scene
and the lieutenant who oversaw everything.
You know,
he's telling me the three different scenes,
you know,
and you know,
at the crime scene,
there's three different scenes
at the overall crime scene
where different things happened.
Like the scene where she was first attacked
and then she was dragged?
Correct.
Yeah.
Yeah,
yeah,
there's a scene when she was first attacked,
the area where she was raped,
then there's another area,
another area where,
another area where,
you know,
her,
you know,
her,
she was dragged.
So he tells me this,
and then he's just asking me to,
you know,
then confirm that,
you know,
and then later on,
and where I'm at the police station
after that,
and then the detective was pretending
to be my friend.
He asked me to draw a map
of the area where you think
everything happened at.
When you guys just told me earlier
where you think everything happened at,
so I'm just regurgitating what,
you know,
what you're saying.
And when I was at the,
the crime scene, you know, the detective said to me, you know, her body was found over here,
and it almost, this was when he was building off what the lieutenant said, he says,
well, her body was found over here, and there was leaves on top of it.
It was almost like somebody was, you know, trying, she, there's a contrast.
On one hand, she had been attacked, murdered, and raped, but on the other hand, after that,
there's like an attempt to try to protect her body from the elements by putting leaves on top of it.
So he tells me that at the scene.
And then when we're at the police station later with this map thing,
and then he's, I'm just repeating stuff that they're saying is what I'm getting,
is what I'm getting at.
Just as a microcosm of the many interactions that I had with the police over those six weeks.
So they wind up taking a blood sample from me and they said that they were going to send it for DNA testing
and that this was one way that I could be ruled out as a suspect.
So I gave them a sample of them.
my blood. Then later, they tell me that there's some no information that's come into the police
file, and they want to, they want to share that with me, and that's going to allow me to be more
helpful to them. First, though, I'm going to have to take him pass a polygraph. So the next day,
rather than report to the high school, I instead went to the police station for this test,
where I had heard to the rumor mill that other people had been tested at.
And instead, they drove me to the town of Brewster, which is in Putnam County.
So it's 40 minutes away by car.
So there's three cops that come with me from Peakskill.
There's the two detectives and the lieutenant.
But the bad cop and the lieutenant, they're in one car.
They put me in the car by myself what the cop was pretending to be my friend.
So another example of another psychological game that they're playing.
You know, and throughout this process, they periodically,
they periodically
reading my rights.
No, I'm not, I'm not restrained at this point.
No, and they're periodically reading me
my rights, but I'm a 16-year-old.
I don't understand what, you know,
what they're saying, and every time
they read anything you say
can and will be used against you in a court of law,
I'm thinking to myself, you know, my mind goes
to like a civil court. I'm thinking,
court, what are you talking about? We're not going
to court, you know? And that was all further
obscured by the fact that they're playing this game overall, that they're pretending like,
you know, they need my help to solve the crime.
Jeff is this junior detective helper.
So they drove me to Brewster, 40 minutes away by car, which now means I'm not able to leave
on my own.
I'm totally dependent upon the police.
It's a school day, so my mother and grandmother, they think that I'm in school.
So they don't call around looking for me.
They have no idea that anything's wrong.
They have no clue what you're doing.
They have no clue what I'm doing.
No.
Do they have any idea of you, like, working with the police for the weeks prior?
No, they don't.
My mother knew that I interacted with the police once,
and then she didn't want me to interact with them anymore.
Okay, so you didn't tell her.
But I didn't, right, so I didn't tell her.
I mean, look, I'm at 16.
I mean, that's the age where kids are, you know,
they push back on the authority of their parents and, you know,
try to get independence, and, you know, we're all smarter than our parents anyway.
And I didn't do anything.
They're telling me, you know, so what can possibly happen.
They're telling me I need my.
They need my help to solve the crime.
The cops are our friends.
I don't think you know what you're talking about.
Let me just, you know, so that was kind of like the dynamic that was going on.
And, you know, they knew that my mother didn't want me to interact with them.
But I'm 16 years old, so I'm allowed to waive my rights and speak to the police without parental permission.
So I get to the place, and since I'm driven there, I don't know where I'm at.
I'm totally dependent upon the police now.
So there's a there's a Putnam County shirt.
The polygraph is a Putnam County Sheriff's Investigator, Daniel Stevens.
And he's dressed like a civilian.
And he never identifies himself as law enforcement.
He never reads me my rights.
And so we go to the waiting area and he gives me a four-page brochure, which explains how the polygraph worked.
But it had a lot of big words in it, which I didn't understand.
but then I figured, well, what does it matter?
I'm here to help the police.
Let's just get on with it.
And they don't give me anything to eat the entire time I'm there.
Then from there, they bring me to another small area
where the polygraphist gives me countless cups of coffee.
And by the way, I'm going to eat something to drink.
Oh, yeah, yeah.
Sorry, enough.
Take it your water?
Yeah, please.
That would be great.
Liquid death.
Yeah, it's an interesting brand.
Yeah, they sponsor us.
Perfect for this conversation.
Yeah, I would agree.
I would agree.
So it gives me countless cups of coffee.
It seems fairly clear the purpose of giving me the coffee is to get me nervous.
And then he attaches his polygraph machine to me.
And then he launches into his third-degree tactics.
So he invades my personal space.
He raises his voice at me.
He asks me the same questions over and over again.
And as, you know, I'm really, I'm not used to talking to adult males because as I mentioned, my father was never involved.
my life and you know i didn't spend very much time with my like uncles or other male members of my
family so i'm not i'm really not used to communicating with an adult male much less somebody who's
carrying on in a ferocious manner that he is right so each hour that goes by my fear is increasing
in proportion to the time and he keeps us up for like six and a half to seven hours towards the
yeah that's a really long time all i'm attached to this machine
And so he winds up saying at the end,
I guess he was exasperated by that point
that he hadn't gotten me to confess yet
and he says,
what do you mean? You didn't do it.
You just told me through the polygraph test result
that you did.
I just want you to verbally confirm this.
And when he said that to me,
that really shot my fear through the roof.
And at that point,
the officer who had been pretending to be my friend,
he comes in the room,
The other cop leaves.
He comes in the room.
Dr. Mactar comes in the room.
And he says, he tells me that the other officers are going to harm me.
He's been holding them off, but he can't do so any longer, that I have to help myself.
Then he says to me, just tell them what they want to hear.
You can go home afterwards.
You're not going to be arrested.
So being young, naive, frightened, 16 years old, not thinking about the long term.
instead being concerned with my own safety in the moment.
I was in fear of my life the fact that I didn't know where I was
and that nobody else knew where I was either loomed quite large in my mind.
I was overwhelmed emotionally and psychologically.
There's this push-pull effect.
On one hand, there's the possibility of harm,
and on the other, there's this false life preserver that he threw me.
And so I took the out which he offered,
and I made up a story based on the information
that he had given me in the course of the investigation.
By the time it was all said and done,
I had collapsed on the floor in a fetal position,
crying uncontrollably,
and obviously I was arrested.
Tying back to the Gatorade bottle,
one of the statements that I made in the course of the false confession
was I said that I hit her over the head with a Gatorade bottle.
But as we're going to see a little bit later in the story,
you know, a Gatorade Bottle,
at that time, Gatorade Bottle's were made.
of glass.
And there's no way that a gatorade bottle would have been able to inflict the type of wounds
at this medical examiner testified she had two on her head.
And then in addition, there was no, like, shattered glass.
There was no shards of grass in the body either.
So, like, the story just doesn't, like, make any sense.
Right.
At what point did you, was this the point that you finally realized that you were getting swindled
by the cops?
No, this happens a little bit later.
So let me tell you about that.
So what, so, I mean, you're going through all this interrogation.
You're hooked up to a polygraph and you're, you're saying that you're, the amount of fear that you have is insurmountable.
Yes.
What is that fear of?
I thought, I, I was, it was fear of my safety.
I thought that they might kill me there.
I don't, I don't know where I'm at.
I'm in the middle of some place where I don't know where I'm at.
And, you know, I have these adults that are questioning me, that are putting pressure on me.
So at this point, you obviously have lost trust in them, right?
Yes, I have.
Definitely.
Obviously, I've lost trust in them, yes.
To which up to that point you trusted them, like they were helping you and you were helping them?
Right.
Yes.
Okay.
Yes.
And then this, and then, again, the cop who's then pretending, you know, my last hope, my last best hope, this friend, right?
This detective who's pretending to be my friend, he tells me that they're going to harm me.
he's telling me that they're going to harm me
and that he can't stop them any longer
so that fear, you know,
is buttressed by this objective,
this, you know, this outside factor
is what I'm getting. It's not all just going in my head.
It's external. It's external also.
And the way that he's, you know, he's, he's in my face.
When I'm being questioned, I'm in a chair
and he's this mountain of a man.
And, you know, like he's within a couple of feet of my face
and he's raised his voices raised.
And he's asking me the same question.
So it's all of those things.
things in in totality right so so after that after i gave this confession i'm on the floor i'm
crying uncontrollably they finally get me to stop crying then i'm giving something to eat afterwards
then and then it's time to go back to the police station and they say they're going to take me
back to the police station and we're going to share some pizza you know and that's when um they put
me in the the handcuffs and i and i said well why are you putting me in handcuffs
You just told me that I'm not going to be arrested.
So the lieutenant said, oh, this is just safety.
So I didn't question it past that.
So they put me in the car.
I have a handcuffed behind me.
And then they bring me to the police station.
And the cop was pretending to be my friend and the lieutenant.
They disappeared.
But the bad cop, Detective Levine, he's still there.
But I'm interrupted.
As I'm eating pizza, I'm interrupted.
by this uniform police officer who's periodically carrying out different aspects of processing.
And so he winds up eventually putting ink on my fingers to do the fingerprints.
And I remember that really pissed me off.
And so I looked at this other detective and I said, you know, what is he doing?
You know, I've got ink all over my fingers.
I'm over here trying to eat pizza and I've got ink on my fingers now.
And he says, well, he has a right to do that.
And I said, well, what do you mean he has a right to do that?
And I was told that I wasn't going to be arrested.
And that's when he said to me, oh, you are being charged with the crime.
And at that moment, I realized I'd been swindled.
That and I remember being angry.
I remember also being like dumbfounded and stunned.
And, you know, I couldn't, you know, I didn't know what the hell was going to happen from that point forward.
I felt like an out of control feeling.
That's why I all kind of like sunk in.
Did they, during all of all of.
of this, it's like they were
they were
grooming you to be their
perfect suspect.
Like, do you think from the
onset that they
were trying to just
frame you? Or do you think
that they, did they believe that you
could have been the actual murderer?
Or do you think that they knew
from the onset that we just
need to find somebody to pin this on?
I think that they just, from the outset
they just thought that they just needed to find
somebody to pin this on.
Let me tell you why.
So, firstly, the whole
false confession, there
was no, it was not, there was
no videotape, there was no audio tape,
there was no signed confession, it's just
the cop's word for it.
So when they come to court... That's crazy.
I agree. And when we
came to court, they left the threat
and false promise, you know,
out of their testimony.
You know,
but let me
I mean, the reasons I think that it was not a good faith error is because, look, when the DNA didn't match, the DNA, before I go to trial, the results of a DNA test result come in from the FBI lab.
The DNA doesn't match me.
And rather than acknowledge they made a mistake, they continue to prosecute full speed ahead.
So in his letter to the FBI asking them to...
The prosecutor.
The lieutenant.
Okay.
Yeah, Lieutenant Tumelow.
So he writes a letter to the FBI asking them to...
to expedite the DNA testing
because the county at that point is not
not able to do the DNA.
Only the FBI does that. Right. Yeah, at that
time. At that time, yes.
So he says to them in his
letter that
the test results, you know, are either going to
confirm my guilt or
else it's going to exonerate me.
But when the results don't match
me, you know,
the case kept going.
He said after the fact, after
I was exonerated years later,
says that he claims that, you know, he had concerns and he went to the prosecutor,
but that was all he did. Like he didn't go to the prosecutor's supervisor. He didn't go to the
district attorney. You know, he didn't go to the attorney general. He didn't go to the FBI. He
didn't do anything. He just sat back and let everything happen. So that's one aspect of why I say
that. Another thing is another aspect of it is that when the DNA didn't match me, the police
went back out into the field and they interviewed 17 witnesses who knew Angela in one capacity
or another and all of them told the police that she didn't have any friends that she didn't have
any boyfriend rather that she didn't have any boyfriend that there was no consensual sex because that's what
they were trying to use that excuse for the other state they for the DNA not matching me they tested
the semen that was on her that's right yes they tested the seaman it didn't match me and and then
And that's when the medical examiner says, his theory, he comes up with this the day,
the day after the DNA doesn't match me.
He says that he remembered that he forgot to document medical evidence that he said,
showed that the victim had been sexually active.
So that opens the door for the prosecutor to argue, aha, this is how the DNA doesn't match you.
And yet, you know, you're still murdered and raped her.
How could they possibly have medical evidence?
What is considered medical evidence that she was sexually active?
Well, he claims that he saw perforations of her hymen on medical slides.
That's what the medical examiner says.
But wouldn't that be from the rape?
Yeah, it would have been.
Not only that, but if there was a consensual sex and then I murdered and raped her after that,
that means that there would have been seminal fluid from at least two people there.
Right.
Not one.
Right.
Okay.
So taking it a step further, he mentions another youth by name that he claims had slept with the victim.
But he didn't try to prove that.
He never had a DNA test performed to prove that.
He never called him as a witness.
He just made the unsupported argument to the jury.
But what I'm trying to get to is in that context when they're trying to support this consensual sex theory,
the police went back into the field and interviewed 17 witnesses who knew the victim in one capacity or another,
and all of them told the police, you didn't have a boyfriend, there's no consensual sex.
The police purposely did not document any of those witness interviews,
and so that way there was nothing that they didn't have to turn that over to my attorney.
So I'm all speaking to the issue of whether or not I think this is a good faith error or not.
That's what I'm bringing this in for.
Additionally, wasn't there also pubic hair found on her of African-American descent?
Yes, there was.
There was pubic hair found in and around the body that were determined to be a negroid and of
Mongoloid origin.
And I'm Caucasian, I'm white.
So again, the prosecutor argues by inference, he says, oh, this must have come from
the Vietnamese medical examiner and his African-American assistant.
So I've learned since then that when...
The pubic hair?
Those pubic and head hairs.
Both.
Okay. Yes.
Yeah.
So he's saying that he's saying, he's just saying the word hairs, but he's referring to both,
but he's not saying pubic hairs.
He's saying head hips.
He would have said pubic hairs, you're right.
That's like makes, that's like really crazy.
You get naked with the body.
I mean, we got another issue here.
Right.
Right.
But he just says hairs to try to encompass everything.
But the hair expert, I've learned later, the hair expert,
Dr. Peter DeFarres says, well, if that's your explanation, they get me the hairs from the
medical examiner.
Right.
Let me do the actual comparison.
Right.
But he was never given any, any of the, he was never provided with any of the hairs.
And one more thing on the police level, which is that not content with having forced
the confession out of me with these illegal tactics, but they also, they tried to have
helped the prosecutor get around the DNA exclusion also.
So they fabricated a statement and attributed to me.
What I mean is they claimed that I told them that I didn't know if the perpetrator
ejaculated or not.
And that word was not in my vocabulary as a 16-year-old.
And that when you look at their police reports, that statement, and they're right up of the
confession, that statement does not.
appear in their early write-ups about the confession. It only appears in their write-ups after the
DNA doesn't match me. So it seems clear that they came up with that in order to help the
prosecutor get it around the DNA exclusion. So there's a DNA test result and all the stuff
that's taken place before the trial that I've just mentioned to you. So in terms of the trial
itself. You know, I couldn't afford an attorney. My family couldn't afford an attorney. So we went
with Westchester County Legal Aid. So the public defender I had assigned to me was Peter Rensero,
and he supposedly was their best trial lawyer. So he essentially didn't defend me. He rarely
met with me when he would meet with me, and I tried to explain to him that I was innocent and what happened
in interrogation room, he was always shutting me up. One time he told me he didn't
care if I was guilty or innocent. He never interviewed my alibi. I told him I was playing
wiffleball with Jason. He never interviewed a cause of witness my alibi. He never explains to the
jury the significance of the DNA not matching me. He never uses that to
challenge the confession and argue that the confession is coerced or false.
Speaking of the confession, sometimes he's arguing to the jury the confession never happened.
other times he's arguing that it happened but that it was coerced and still other times he was saying that it happened but it was false
so by adopting this throw mud against the wall type of approach he had to have been standing there with no credibility at all in front of the jury
and when it was time to cross-examine this medical examiner you know it would have it's obviously would have been important to to attack his credibility because he's the one who came up
with this consensual sex thing.
But instead, he stood up in open court and with a big smile on his face,
like if him and the medical examiner were great friends from back in the day,
said to him,
you're going to be pleased to know that I don't have a single question for you.
Now, the last thing is that I wanted to testify at the trial
so that I could put the threat and false promise on the record.
So when you defend the case where there's a false confession, you have to answer that confession, you have to explain that confession, you have to disprove that confession in as many ways as you can, you bring it all together in your closing argument.
But he didn't do any of that.
He wouldn't allow me to testify there either.
And that was the, you know, so all those things, I've got a terrible defense.
And there were a couple of other irregularities about the trial, but you want to ask me something first.
Do you think the lawyer was just incompetent, or do you think that he was working with the other side?
You know, I kind of feel he was working with the other side because, I mean, some of these mistakes, I mean, even like a third-year law student would know not to do that.
And when I've met with defense lawyers in Westchester that know my story, and I've had lunch with them, they've often asked me, well, who is your trial lawyer?
And when I mention his name to them, they're quite surprised because they've tried cases with and against him.
and they thought that he was pretty good.
So he's still practicing today?
No, he retired now.
He retired now.
So here's the other irregularities that happen at the trial.
So firstly, the polygraph results, they're not admissible in court because it's not scientific.
In fact, even like intelligence agents in the field, they're trained to beat the polygraph.
So it's not scientific.
And the whole premise of the polygraph, by the way, is that when somebody,
The theory is that if somebody lies, you'll get nervous.
Your nervousness will result in an increased pulse rate, and it's the pulse rate that's
actually measured by the machine.
Right.
People can control that.
People can control that.
Yeah.
So because of that, polygraph test results are not admissible in court.
Right.
So despite that general rule, this judge comes up with this backdoor rule where he says
that because the confession happened while I was attached to the polygraph, he lets the polygraph
has repeatedly tell the jury that I failed the polygraph while prohibiting my attorney from questioning
him about the methods that he used to arrive at his opinions.
So that was one irregularity.
That was definitely prejudicial against me.
Second thing is that the victim's clothes, including the bra, the jury asked to see it.
That correlated to one of the statements that was coerced out of me in which I said that I ripped
her bra off. The jury asked to see the bra. And that's important because some bras, you can't be
the way that they're designed, you can't rip them off of a body. So the jury has to see the bra.
And that's when the judge said that the evidence included, the victim's clothes, including the bra,
had been left in the courtroom over the weekend. And that apparently the janitors thought that it was
garbage. And so they threw it out and that the bra is not available anymore. And he substituted the
a photo in which he said you can almost see the bra in the photo
he substituted that with the actual bra
and that's wild
right
he refused to declare a mistrial he refused to strike any testimony pertaining to the bra
and the last thing was that on the third day of the jury deliberations
they sent out a note asking well if we don't
if we can't come up with a verdict, are we going to be sequestered over the Christmas holiday?
And the judge said yes.
And so I've learned since then that at that point, it was 11-01 for a conviction.
There was one holdout juror who thought that I was innocent.
But he said that they were all pressuring him.
And he also said that when they sent out the note and we got the answer back,
that the pressure ratcheted up and that nobody wanted to be there over the course.
Christmas holiday. And so based on that, he switched his vote, even though he was not convinced
that I was guilty. And so when you add all those things up, you know, I guess it's not that
surprising that I was found guilty. I mean, I never forget the day I was found guilty. I mean,
it felt like I was kind of in like a nightmarish alternative of reality, because to my way
of thinking, at least up to that point in time, I thought that only, you know, guilty people
were convicted.
But they said what they did and I was taken into custody.
I remember just sitting there kind of stunned, not, not, you know, I couldn't believe my
own hearing.
I mean, the first three charges that they read, I was found not guilty of.
And then the fourth, you know, fourth count they read, then I, they said guilty.
And I mean, well, wait a minute.
I mean, that, that can't be right.
Did I, did I miss something?
Did I miss the word not?
You know, but I heard that then they read guilty and then guilty.
So I was kind of like in a stunned disbelief.
I was kind of beside myself.
Wow.
What, where were your parents during this whole trial?
Were they, or your mother, your mother, rather.
Was she there?
Yeah, my mother, my mother was in the courtroom and so was my aunt Janet.
Yeah.
And when they read that, they sentenced you to 15 years, what was it, 15?
15.
15 in life.
I was, yeah, I was sentenced to 15.
Well, that was when I was convicted.
I went back, you come back to court after that, a different proceeding for,
for the sentencing.
Okay.
Yeah.
So I remember the day of the sentencing that, well, I mean, my mother and aunt couldn't believe
it either.
I mean, they totally believed in the system.
They thought that I was, you know, going to be found.
So did they believe that you were the murderer at that point?
No, they did not.
No, they did not.
No, they believed that I was innocent.
So when we went, so on the day of the sentencing, I begged, you know, I begged
the judge to overturn the verdict because I was innocent.
And I referenced a DNA to support my contention.
and, you know, Judge Calabella actually told me on the record.
He said, maybe you are innocent.
But, you know, he didn't, you would think that he would overturn the conviction then, right?
But instead he took, which he could have done by reversing any number of the procedural rulings he made against me in the course of the trial,
including the evidence, throwing out of the evidence issue that I went into a minute ago.
But instead, he took the easy way out.
He gave me a 15-in-life sentence.
So I had been charged as an adult, tried as an adult.
adult and I was therefore sentenced as an adult and I was sentenced to I was given I was sent to a men's
maximum security prison so my sentence was 15 in life and what that means is you have to do 15 years minimum
before you then see the parole board and the life part of it means that there was never going to
come a point in time where they were legally obligated to release me it was just going to be up to
their discretion and I was just yes a maximum security I was sent to a maximum
I'm a security of prison.
At 17 years old.
At 17 years old.
Yeah, very dangerous, very frightening.
You know, I'm there with fully formed adults,
many of whom are guilty of very serious violent crimes,
and I'm 17 years old.
And, you know, I'm from the,
from the suburbs.
I don't think I've been in very many fights to that point.
And I'm there with grown men.
And then I have this, you know,
bull's eye on my back,
because I mean, I'm convicted of a rape
along with a murder.
And there's a vigilante mentality
to watch people who convictuals sex offenses.
So very frightening and dangerous.
situation.
How, what prison, how far away was, uh, was this prison from?
Yeah.
So it was an American correction facility.
And it was, uh, four, four and a half hours away from peak school.
Okay.
And during that whole process of being incarcerated, like going through the processing
and all that, like, what was that experience like for you?
And actually getting there and staying there for the first time.
Yeah.
Well, I, it was, uh,
It was very frightening.
I remember having on handcuffs and a chain around my waist
and having my legs fastened together
and fastened to the legs of the prisoner on the bus next to me.
I remember how large the prison wall loomed
and how menacing the barbed wire appeared.
Yet the wheels of the bus kept turning,
bringing me closer and closer to and eventually into the prison.
As I walked down the cell gallery,
there were a lot of prisoners there whose arms were as big as my legs.
So, you know, it was really frightening, just as was the fact that I was entering a facility where, you know, the guards were in charge rather than the civilians.
And that in and of itself was kind of like a frightening prospect, frightening reality as well.
But I would describe prison as, you know, a nonstop obstacle course featuring the guards, other civilians.
and other prisoners as obstacles to the main objective,
which is overturned the conviction and regain my freedom.
You know, I had to keep fighting off feelings of hopelessness,
hopelessness, thoughts of giving up, suicidal ideation.
It was very hard to adjust to being in the cell.
So Elmira gave us recreation at night,
but like every other night.
So the nights we didn't have recreation,
I would be in the cell from like about 520 forward.
I mean, you know, just go out for dinner and then be in the cell from 520 afterwards.
So it took a couple of years for me to just get used to being in the cell.
I mean, I just tried to sleep the time away.
I mean, in time, I came up with other things to do while I was in the cell.
I came up with other coping patterns.
But people have asked me a lot, like, you know, how did I deal with being in prison?
What kept me going?
So it was belief in God was one thing.
and another thing was that in my mind I was kind of living from appeal to appeal like I didn't focus that I had a 15 to life sentence I was just trying to make it to the next year or two and where I was you know for the next appeal to be decided which I was sure that I was going to I was going to win because I knew I was innocent and I still believed in the system used to go to the law library and learning the law kind of gave a sense of comfort and empowerment I would collect articles about other people who were
exonerated and I used that as motivation to keep going.
In 1997, Elmira Correctional Facility let us purchase televisions.
So I purchased a TV and I had the television in a cell.
I mean, for the most part, it stayed off because I was doing legal work and writing letters
looking for help.
But I did watch certain programs like each week.
And so that was part of the coping process.
But the other thing was that, you know, I kind of engaged in a delusion there.
Like when I would watch certain programs like each week, like I would pretend like I was visiting with friends because I was having very few visitors.
My mother was the only person who consistently came to see me.
But, you know, she would cancel visits a lot and there would be, as the years went on, I saw her less and the last, the last five, six years I was lucky if I saw her once every six months.
What was the total amount of time you were in there?
16 years.
So you were in there for a full 16 years?
I was, yeah.
Did prison change you as a human?
Well, yeah, I did.
Yeah, in the sense, I mean, it's common for there to be psychological after effects of being incarcerated.
What aspects of it changed you?
I don't like to hope because if you hope, then you can be let down and then you can be hurt.
So there's that. I don't like processes where whether I'm going to be allowed to do something or not that I want to do is somehow going to be in the hands of somebody else.
So because I'm used to just being disappointed.
I mean, think about, you know, when I was in the hands of my defense attorney and then, you know, I guess we'll get into it after.
But in the course of being incarcerated, I mean, I lost seven appeals.
I mean, so, you know, I definitely would like to get into that a little bit after.
but, you know, being let down in the appeals
and then, you know, writing letters for four years
once my appeals were over, trying to find someone to take my case for free
so I could find some new evidence.
Those were all disappointments, going to the parole board
and, you know, walking around the prison the next three days
thinking I had somehow defied the odds
and that I'd be going home only to learn that I would not,
which is how I wound up doing 16 years off of 15 a life sentence.
You know, all those, even down the time,
to a minor level if I had to ask a guard for one thing or another that I was, you know,
supposed to have or entitled to and, you know, just having that as a short shrift type of
thing. So all those, all the sum total of that is what I'm getting at when I'm saying. I don't,
you know, I don't like putting decision in people's hands. I'm used to, you know, disappointment.
So I think it changed me in that aspect of things. And, you know, I like to, I don't have,
like to have a lot of things going on at the same time and I like things to be orderly and linear
and logical, and if they don't, then they feel kind of like an out-of-control feeling.
And, you know, and that kind of, again, ties back to what happened to me.
Like, when I lost in federal court, I lost because my attorney was given the wrong information
by the court clerk, which resulted in my paperwork arriving four days too late, which the court
thought was more important.
And the district attorney at the time, Janine Piro, her office asked the court, just rule that he's late and just dismiss this case without looking at the rest of the issues.
And that's what the court did.
And then I challenged that decision three times.
In front of federal court, the Court of Appeals, on the issue of whether that was the correct ruling to time bar me.
And where future U.S. Supreme Court, Justice Sonia So de Mayor, she upheld her and her.
colleague Rosemary Pooleer, they upheld that ruling. And then I asked to re-argue it in front of them,
and they denied the re-argument and the U.S. Supreme Court denied me. So my point in mentioning that is,
you know, I know how like one minor thing can snowball and speedball into something really big
that has a catastrophic result at the end. So I still kind of have that in my mind a little bit.
So I feel like it affected me that way. Certainly,
In terms of my social life, it kind of knocked the train off of the rails.
I mean, as I described before, you know, I had a rather large social circle as a kid prior to everything happening to me.
And, you know, I've, you know, when I got arrested, I lost touch with everybody except for, like, one of my friends.
And, you know, he stayed in touch with me for about five years before we lost contact.
But my point is that I don't feel like I've really recovered socially in terms of, you know,
of being able to build like a new social network of, you know,
associates and activity partners and friends.
That's what I'm trying to say.
That's another way that it kind of, that's another way that it kind of impacted me.
But look, I don't, I don't think all of it was, well, certainly, I mean,
it had a lot, I went through a lot of stages of development as a, I mean, you were a kid.
I was a kid.
You were growing up.
Yes, and I did that in prison.
Yes, you're right.
And I guess my point that I'm trying to make now is that,
as a 32 year old, I had to do things, you know,
rights of passage and things that normally would have been done much earlier.
So I had never, I didn't have, I didn't have, I didn't have a driver's license.
I had never lived alone before.
I never went shopping.
I had never wrote a check.
I had never had to balance a budget.
So those were,
those were things that I had to do much later in life.
So I think that was a particular challenge at reintegrating.
The thing that I've noticed about people that I've talked to that I've spent a lot of time in prison is,
you know, most, all of them that I've talked to, they, they, they, they, they, they went in much later in life. And what they describe is this reflected, reflect, how they have to reflect on their lives once they get in there. Like, you're, when you're in a cell and you're, and you're alone for, especially even like a lot of people that I've talked to, they spent time in the shoe. And it's, the one thing that they describe is the amount of self reflection that has to go into that, like reflecting on all the decisions they've made.
throughout their lives and what they've done and writing and working through the thoughts and the
decisions that they've made throughout their lives because most of them were guilty and they have
committed crimes and they've worked themselves they worked their way mentally through that so i'm
wondering for someone as young as yourself a you're innocent you actually didn't commit the crime
be you're so young you hadn't been through that much already like you're you hadn't had
many life experiences so it must have been so much different for somebody like you
Yeah, it definitely was different because, look, I met a lot of prisoners, like you said, you know, and they said to me, look, you know, I did what I did.
You know, I got caught.
I was wrong.
I'm not going to cry about him.
Just make the best of it and try to go home as quickly as I can.
But for me, I could never get to that place because, as you correctly point out, you know, I was innocent.
So, you know, I could never get there.
So the experience of doing time while you were, while innocent, I think is much different than the experience of doing time while you were.
guilty. And then again, you know, just as you're mentioning, you know, just just doing that, you know,
while being young, I think made it made it very, made it especially difficult. Like I remember,
I remember one of the correction officers said to me when I arrived at Elmira, they said to me,
well, do you want to go to protective custody? And I'm like, well, what's that? Well, that's,
that's if you feel that your life's in danger. You know, the only way we could really protect you
if you go to protective custody.
And what that would involve is that you would be in the cell 23 hours a day out of 24.
You know, you would go to the recreation area by yourself.
You'd use a phone by yourself.
And, you know, you wouldn't be able to go to school or go to winning programs.
But on the other hand, you would be safe.
And, you know, I couldn't deal with being in the cell as it was,
much less agreeing to be in there 23 hours a day for like, you know, what,
the next, the next hour of long I was going to be.
but the next 15 years.
So as a 17-year-old, I remember thinking that, and here was my line of reasoning.
Imagine going through this line of reasoning and coming out with this conclusion at that age.
I remember thinking of myself, well, you know, I can't believe I'm here.
I can't believe I've been found guilty of a crime I didn't commit.
I can't believe I'm in prison.
I'm not going to make things worse by going to protective custody.
So, you know, I'm going to go to a general population and take my chances.
and if somebody kills me,
well, then I guess I don't need to worry about doing the rest of this life sentence.
Right.
Right.
That's brutal.
It is.
I think also in terms of coping with being in prison, a few things.
So I didn't really have the luxury of losing my mind because I knew that nobody was coming to my rescue.
So I knew at least no one that I knew.
And so I was going to have to try to find somebody that I didn't know before and hope that that person could come to become a champion for me and try to build a bridge between me and the necessary legal help that I needed as I had read it happened in other cases.
And so to do that, I knew that I was going to have to hold it together to maximize my chances of doing that.
So that was another aspect of it.
And another aspect, the psychologically the utilization of euphemisms.
So I'm not going to my, you know, prison assignment in the morning or the afternoon.
I'm going to school or I'm going to work.
It's not the prison warden.
It's the superintendent.
It's not the guards.
It's the correction officers.
So those things.
Then from 1998 to 2006, I read three or four books, nonfiction books a week.
So I kept my mind going while I was in.
And lastly, when I played sports, and I wrote about this in an op-ed that Sports Illustrated published, when I would play basketball, ping pong and chess, I engaged in this elaborate delusion, like if I was a professional player and so were the other people, you know.
But it wasn't like kids fooling around, like on a playground.
This was like, this was a defense mechanism.
Like I needed to get out of the prison for a couple of hours, so I engaged in this delusion that way.
And so all those things were factors.
I mean, when I would listen to sports talk radio, for example, it was not listening to Sports Talk Radio.
It's, this was like a lifeline to the to the outside.
And in that context, you know, I'm just considering, you know, that had very little contact with the outside.
I mean, my brother was three and a half years younger than me.
He came to see me three times and 16 years.
not at all in the last decade.
My mother was my only consistent visitor,
but like I said, last five, six years,
I would see her once every like six months,
a couple of sets of aunts and uncles that would come,
but then they would disappear for three years,
and then it would keep going.
So I had very little contact to the outside.
So for most intents and purposes, though not literal,
I did the time by myself.
And I said that to say this last point,
that I also, I placed the ad in the paper looking for,
pen pal i was in the put it in the small paper called the sacramento b and i picked that paper because
one of the other inmates had suggested that to me so i had placed ads in some local papers looking for
just for just hungry and desperate for contact with the outside and again hoping that from pen pal
maybe the champion to ultimately legal help that was i had all that in my head at the same time but i got
in trouble a couple of times or placing those ads in local papers so some of the guards saw it and i got in
trouble for that. So I thought, well, this paper out in Sacramento, it's not likely that anybody
here is going to see. So somebody wrote me. This guy named Scott wrote me. And so I felt like this
pen pal showed up at just in the nick of time. And like I was asking the stranger that I didn't know
from anywhere. I was asking him, look, do you think I should quit? You think I should, you know,
quit this? And you think I should just, you know, go ahead and kill myself. I'm just get out. I'm
never going to get out of here, any other kind of way.
So that was, he was another factor in surviving that.
And lastly, there was another prisoner there named Frank Sterling, who was also innocent.
And we used to get together once every six weeks in the yard.
And half the conversation would be about morale and continuing to go, go forward.
And the other part, we would be like a brainstorm session about what was the next tactic to do for us to try to overturn the conviction and regain our freedom.
And I believed in Frank's innocence because it was a similar false confession case.
And an alternative suspect confessed to four different people.
And ultimately, he was exonerated two years by DNA a couple of years after I am.
Wow.
So I said that to say, like I wasn't just some naive kid in prison believing that someone else was innocent.
I mean, he actually was.
That's insane.
Did you have to join any gangs in prison to keep yourself safe?
Because I know a lot of people have to do that.
Yeah.
People that don't join gangs typically have to go through a lot of adversity.
Right.
Well, I think that that's more of a southern thing than it is more up north.
Really?
Yeah, like maybe more like, you know, in Alabama, maybe in Mississippi or maybe like in Texas.
Not so much like that.
I didn't find it to be like that in New York.
Okay.
So like there wasn't any segregation as far as like neo-Nazis and then like the black people and the Mexicans, they would all have their own kind of like.
Well, there were gangs in a prison.
I mean, I wouldn't say it was racially segregated.
It was not, but having, so it's not like what you're saying.
But at the same time, you know, there were, there were definitely gangs.
I mean, you know, one of the, there was like the bloods, which were made up of almost the blacks.
And then there was the Crips also.
And then there were, you know, there was Spanish gangs also.
There was the Latin Kings.
There was the Dominicans.
There was La Familia.
And yeah, you did have like, you know, some of the whites that were there, the supremacists that were there.
That was like.
So did they approach you and try to get to.
you try to get you to join them or that that no they that didn't that didn't happen to me um you know
while it was in while it was in prison um i didn't know i didn't i didn't experience i didn't
experience that you know um you know but look throughout the years there were definitely times
when i got beat up for sure and and uh you know in my mid 20s i mean here and there i'd come
up with the wind here and there but for the most but look i'm i'm this white dude from the suburbs that
had three or four fights of my life.
I mean, what do you think I'm going to, who do you think?
You think I'm going to defeat people that are running from the street that are fully formed
adults that are many of them are, you know, that wasn't kind of happening.
I mean, did you focus on transforming yourself into like more of like a tough guy?
No, I, no, I didn't do that.
I didn't go that route.
But what, so there was some old timers that kind of put me under their wing.
And, you know, and so I picked up on different survival tactics.
So, like, I would mind my business, you know.
I would never, you know, I wouldn't open the doors like, you know, borrowing or taking, asking anybody for anything.
I never got involved in a conversation about what was going to be watched on the television or when I was in my cell.
Like, I wouldn't, like, talk out outside of the gate, you know, which, yeah, yeah.
Right.
So, I mean, so those things and, you know, I just, there's certain things you can do to try to minimize things.
I wouldn't say that everything is like totally in your hands.
It never is.
But if you do certain things, then you, if you avoid certain things,
and you can minimize.
You mentioned something about something in a wait room or dumbbells were dropped on you or something?
Right, right, right, right.
So, all right. So in 1997, I was in a Shulangunk correctional facility,
which is considered to be like a Maxi Max type thing, like one of the more secure prisons.
Recalled that it had been, you know, that the vigilante mentality was people convicted of sex offenses.
So Shulangunk, there was very, there wasn't a lot, it was a maxi max.
So it was dangerous in terms of the collection of prisoners.
But at the same time, there was very little violence or anything that was happening there.
And it was a facility that was relatively close to the city as compared to many of the other facilities that were further up north.
And so by there being very little that was happening, it actually made it more dangerous because the normal respect that would go on and other prisons didn't really go on there.
So everyone was a smaller prison.
Everyone was kind of like on top of each other.
like into each other's business.
There wasn't a lot that was going on.
So some of the prisoners went to the law library and they looked up my case because
they wanted to know what I was in prison for.
And they, you know, they made, they saw.
And in the court opinions, they always give like a factual background of the case.
And so they saw I was there for a sex offense and they made copies of the case and
they, you know, passing it out to people and stapling it up on the bulletin board.
So everybody got like hostile.
For the most part
Most people were hostile
The ones that were not
You know
They really didn't want to get involved
Into the thing
Look man
I don't agree with what people are saying
But look I'm trying to go home
And I don't got time to get involved
In this other problems regarding you
So you know
People didn't want to be around me
So it was getting more and more hostile
There and it got to the point that
You know
There were four people out of everyone
That really distinguished themselves
And it got to the point
Like I was letting things go
I was breaking prison survival rules.
I was letting things go that I really shouldn't have been letting go.
Like people were saying, shooting indirects and direct statements at me, and I was letting things go because...
Being passive.
Yeah, I was being passive, what I should not have been.
Right.
Right.
And part of that was because they were all much bigger than me, but then also, you know, this was the one time that I had a paid attorney.
People came in the picture that my mother didn't know previously.
And everybody put in a manageable amount of money.
So I had a private attorney.
And my point is that I thought that was going to make a difference.
in the court. So I'm thinking I can't fight these people with my hands. I'm going to have to use a
weapon or something. But then it would be just my luck that I would, you know, that I would be found,
that I would beat the case that I'm wrongfully in prison for, but I will not be able to go
home because I caught another case while in prison. So that all was part of letting things go,
being more passive. And finally it got to the point that, you know, it seemed clear to me
that these guys were going to come and try to stab me. That, that, that just, you know, that,
just seemed like that was imminent.
And so, you know, rather than waiting for that, you know, I took the fight to them.
So I snuck a 10-pound weight paid out from the small yard.
I put it in this net bag that you're supposed to use for laundry.
And I swung it at this guy.
But the issue is that, like, I didn't want to, like, kill anybody.
I didn't want to cause some kind of permanent injury.
So I didn't swing the thing all that hard.
I took a lot off of it more than what I should.
So I hit him.
He went flying,
but it didn't really do that much.
You understand?
And then from there,
they formed like a circle around us and we're fighting,
and he's like the fan favorite.
Like multiple people?
You weren't alone?
No,
no,
I'm saying this happened in the day room area
where there's like a television and chairs to sit down at.
Oh,
so you just ran up on it.
He walked by me and I swung the damn thing,
but I didn't swing it.
I took too much off of it because I had a concern for him, but also for me.
I didn't want to kill him.
I don't want to catch a case.
So, right.
So it hits him.
It doesn't do all that much.
So people, like, form like a circle around us.
And he's like the fan favorite and we're fighting with our hands, but like, you know,
he's overpowering me, right?
And so this weight plate, they start cheering for him.
It's like, you know, use the weight plate.
Use the weight plate.
Right.
So this weight plate plate is at the foot.
So there was, there were a couple of other people that, you know, had told me that, you know, that I had been hanging out with.
And they said, look, you know, you got to stop letting all this stuff go.
You know, we can't step up for you.
You got to do the first thing.
And we'll come right in behind you, you know.
And so this way, as I'm getting my rear end kick, well, where the hell's the help at, right?
You said you're going to, you know, but the weight plate is at the foot of this guy.
So he runs over to try to get it.
I didn't try to stop him because I figured they're not going to let him pick the weight plate up, right?
Except they did.
And so he starts swinging that thing at me and I'm blocking a lot of it, but I'm not perfect.
And so I got hit multiple, multiple times on the side of my head with weight plate.
I still have scars.
I don't know if you can see.
I still have scars from here and here on my hands.
Jesus.
You know, so.
So what, how big was, do you know how much weight it was?
A 10 pound?
It was a 10 pound weight plate.
Fuck.
We get sent to the outside hospital and everything.
And, you know, the outside hospital says that I'm supposed to be put in the prison hospital and I go back.
Not, not in the SHU, you know, just for observation.
But instead, they put me in the SHU, you know, anyway.
So this was one of my lowest points.
Yeah, no matter what happens if you're involved in a fight, whether you win or get your ass kicked, you're going to the shoe.
Yeah, right.
Yeah, depending on where it happens at, yes.
Yeah, definitely.
And what I was saying, this was my lowest point in this.
Imagine this.
So I'm in the shoe.
I'm here because I preemptively defending myself against people that were going to come to stab me
because as far as they're concerned, I'm a rapist.
And while I'm there, I get the decision from the federal court saying that I've lost
because the court clerk gave my lawyer the wrong information on the filing procedure.
so my petition arrived four days late.
Wow.
That's dark.
That's a dark day.
That really, really was.
You know, and I want to just pick a second here.
This is kind of the reasons why I kind of like this podcast a lot because we're not trying to get everything into a 20-minute, half hour, even an hour-long segment.
We have to go longer than that.
I want to just take a second here to describe my experience in the shoe.
Yes.
Okay.
So the light is on all the time.
Okay.
And there's no clock.
You can't see the clock.
And you can't see the outside.
So I never have, I never had, I never had any idea of what time of the day it was.
With the one, the one clue is if there's breakfast items on the tray, the food tray,
then I would know it's a rough, it's breakfast time.
It's around 7, 7.30.
But other than that, no clock, the lights on all the time.
There's a lot of, there's a lot of noise.
There's very little property you have in your cell.
All your cosmetics and hygienic items,
those are all putting a locker with your name on it,
locked up.
And when you go to take a shower,
then you can have access to it.
You can have the clothes that you have on,
one change of clothes, and that's it.
There's no privacy at all.
It's just a big gate.
But at the same time, you can't see anybody
because there's all these cells.
Like, this is my cell here.
All these cells down.
You can't see anybody either.
So you
Is there anybody in there with you?
By yourself?
By myself.
Okay.
They send a mental health worker around periodically to check on everybody.
But the mental health professional, he's talking to you outside of yourself.
So there's no confidentiality.
Everybody can hear anything.
You know, they do send books around and I'm reading it.
But after like three, four days, you know, the books are read.
It's another week to go.
tried sleeping some of the time away, but then you kind of get slept out. You can't sleep anymore.
You know, then you have another like two, maybe three days left. So that was very difficult.
You can't, you're not allowed to go to the commissary and purchase food items. You can't eat anything
that's there, like the items you've purchased. You're just dependent upon the food from the state.
So the guards, the correction officers are the ones that were coming around and putting the food on your tray.
And so there were a couple times where I was asleep.
And I got up while they were feeding the prisoner on the cell next to me.
They had just passed by myself.
And, you know, and they didn't, like, wake me up or anything.
They refused to give me anything to eat.
They told me to be awake next time.
Wow.
Yeah, so there was that part of it.
Anywhere, anytime you go anywhere in the shoe, you have to first put your, you have to, they handcuff you first.
You know, and I remember they're, they brought you, they would bring me to recreation.
But the handcuffs on, they bring me outside.
and it's you can't see the you can't see the the the the night and you're just there by yourself with
like a pull-up part in it and I really disliked being in handcuffs a lot a pull-up bar yeah
were you working out well it was I did I did work out some but there was just a pull-up bar in the
in the area but I'm just trying to say there it wasn't really anything to do is what I'm saying
so in time I just decided you know when they would ask me you go into recreation I would just say no
because it wasn't worth the aggravation they were going to give me was not worth the aggravation
of being put in the handcuffs is what I'm getting at.
So, you know, so within a short amount of time, I just sort of refusing to go to recreation.
They say, are you going to recreation?
And I would say no.
How much time do you spend in the shoe altogether?
All together, 28 days.
28 days.
Jesus.
So at what point did you start to see a light at the end of the tunnel?
Yeah.
Like, was there, I know you talk about the Innocence Project,
they wouldn't work with you in the beginning?
Yes, they wouldn't work with me at the beginning.
So they,
there are organization of Manhattan that works to free,
wrongfully convicted prisoners across the country
in cases where DNA testing can show innocence
and in which no prior testing had been conducted.
So the problem is that in my case,
the DNA already had been, the testing had been done.
So their model would be,
they take cases, do the testing,
and then present the evidence into court introduced as newly discovered evidence.
Right.
That was not an option for me because the jury already knew that.
So it wouldn't have been anything new.
So it would not work with me.
They took about a year to decide that.
They had never before saw a case where the DNA excluded somebody and yet there was a conviction.
So my appeals are all over after about 11 years.
We're in 2001 now.
and the only way back into your court, once your appeals are over,
when your appeals are over, they don't give you an attorney any longer either.
So the only way back into court at that point is if you can find,
there's either a change in law or if you can find some previously unknown evidence of innocence.
So I didn't have any money to hire an investigator or an attorney.
So hence the need to embark on this letter writing campaign.
So I wrote letters for four years looking for help, rarely getting any answers other than the occasional, no.
Eventually, one of the letters that I wrote to a woman who had wrote her memoirs from when she was a prison warden, Teckler Miller,
she wrote a book called The Warden War Pink.
And that was one book.
So at the end, I was not, I wrote everyone I could think of it.
At one point, I was just going to the general library.
to look for ideas on who to write the next letter for it.
And there was a book called Chicken Soup for the Prisoner's Soul,
which I saw had contact info in the back of the book for like half the author.
So hence I borrowed it.
And one of the had chapters of many different books, including Ward and War Pink.
So I wrote her in Care, the Publishing Company.
Somebody from the publishing company sent the letter instead to Claudia Whitman,
who's an investigator, and she wrote me right away.
and she was convinced on my innocence based on the DNA.
So we brainstormed together.
She tried to get people to take my case.
And one of her ideas was the winning one.
She said, why don't you write the Innocence Project again?
And I wouldn't have thought to write them because I got that response from them before.
But she said, look, DNA texting has evolutionized.
They have the DNA database now.
So the prior denial is irrelevant.
So just write them again.
So I wouldn't have thought to write them again.
But it was kind of out of ideas, so I wrote them.
And she also lobbied them from outside the organization.
She got other people to other respected legal professionals also to write them letters.
And then I got lucky that one of the intake workers, Maggie Taylor, who's not an attorney,
when the Innocence Project declined to take my case again, she represented it two more times.
Wow.
The third time is what she pushed it across.
She suggested that, you know, they used the DNA data bank, which was an idea I gave her.
So once they agreed to take my case, that's when I started getting some light across the tunnel.
My darkest time was after I got turned down for parole because, remember, I lost all the appeals.
I wrote letters for four years.
I didn't get any response.
He said, I went to the parole board, and then I got turned down.
So that was the extra year was the darkest time period.
I would say the first six months of that.
Then when I was in communication with the Innocence Project,
when they finally agreed to take the case,
that's when I started having,
that's when I started having some hope.
So what changed once they finally agreed to take the case?
And you mentioned the whole DNA.
DNA data bank had been created.
That's what changed.
So now there was something they could do with the DNA
to constitute something new.
And had, so the man who actually committed this crime,
who had raped and murdered that girl.
Yes.
Had he been arrested at this point, or was he still free?
He had been arrested.
So Stephen Cunningham had killed a second victim three and a half years later after killing Angel Correa, the victim, in my case.
So he had strangled to death his girlfriend's sister.
So at that time, VCRs were still kind of like expensive, and he was trying to steal her VCR.
she walked in on him and she would not agree to let him take the VCR to sell it to buy money for drugs.
And so he strangled her.
And so he was in prison for doing that.
So for about, there was a time period of about 12 and a half years where we were both in the prison system at the same time.
Never in the same prison, but in the prison overall prison system.
Do you think that when during your whole trial process he was aware of it?
Yeah, I really do because it was, you know, it was every time.
I went to court, it was a big major, it was a major media moment.
Really?
It was.
And virtually all the articles were written from a guilt presumptive oriented perspective.
You know, people were talking about, in fact, I knew so.
And I've met, since I've been out, I've met somebody that used to get high with him.
No way.
Yeah.
And they said that sometimes that they talked about the murder and the trial in the case.
So I knew that he knew about it, even though he says he didn't.
Is he still alive?
He is.
He is still alive.
Have you ever talked to him?
I have, no, I have not, I have not talked to him.
Why would you want to?
I mean, I can't even imagine.
Right.
Well, yeah, I mean, the closest I came was, I was a few feet away from him during the deposition in the lawsuit.
But I want to go back to DNA and I'll come back to him.
Yeah, yeah, sorry, we got on track.
Sure.
So they took the crime scene DNA evidence.
So I have the instance project representing me.
So that was the first thing.
The second thing, Janine Piro had left off, who had blocked all the testing.
She left office and her successor was willing to let me get the testing.
So that was a second key.
The third thing is we got lucky that his DNA was in the data bank.
So they took the DNA, put it in the DNA data bank, and it matched him.
Because his DNA was there because he killed second victim.
And confronted with that, he admitted he was the person who committed the crime.
So on September 22nd, 2006, the conviction was overturned and I was released.
I went back to court November 2nd, 2006, at which point all the charges were dismissed against me on actual innocence grounds.
And Stephen Cunningham was subsequently arrested and convicted of the crime.
Wasn't he already in prison, though?
He was already in prison, but they still charged him with the murder that he had did before.
So he went back to court?
Yeah, he went back to court.
Yeah, he was still in prison, but he went back to court.
Yes, and he got, yeah, and he was sentenced to an additional 20 years.
What was that like for you when you first, when they read, when they found the DNA and it matched him and you started going, okay, this, this is going to be a process of being released back into the free world?
Sure, so I found out that I was going home the day before I went home.
So my, wow.
Yeah, so my attorney came to see him.
So they opened my cell.
I'll take a second or two because, again, this is a longer podcast.
So the general rule of thumb, the guards open your cell.
You're supposed to go down and, you know, see why they opened your cell, see what's going on, right?
So they open my cell and I stick my head out and look down there and the guard just yells,
visit.
And I'm like, well, that doesn't make sense.
Who else come to see me?
So I went down there and had him double check and called the visiting room, confirm, yeah, I have a visit.
So then I run back to my cell.
and get a shirt.
They have like a routine.
Most prisoners do.
We have like a visit shirt,
like a shirt we keep really nice just for that
because that's the closest we're going to come
to making a public appearance.
Yeah, you want to make a good impression.
Right, exactly.
So I'm hurrying up.
The visiting room is quite a distance from myself
because I don't want to get caught in the count.
If I don't get into the visiting room by like 5 to 11,
I'm going to be stuck.
They're going to do the count,
and I'm not going to be able to get in the visiting room
for another two hours.
So I'm hurrying up.
So as I'm hurrying up,
up and buttoning my shirt as I'm hurt.
And I'm thinking to myself, well, who the hell came to see me?
So when I get in there, there's this woman, and she's, she's waving to me like this,
and I don't recognize her.
But I just, I wave back, and I think, well, you know, maybe she's mistaking me for somebody
else, or maybe she knows me from a visiting room like in Elmira.
So I asked the guard, who came to see me?
And the guard looks at me like I'm nuts.
And, you know, and she says that person.
And she said, well, don't you know who came to see you?
And, you know, and I just lied to her and just said, well, yeah, of course.
Of course, sure I know.
I didn't want her to cancel the visit, you know.
So I walked over to this woman and she says to me, you know, she identifies herself as Nina Morrison,
who's, you know, my attorney at the Innocence Project.
And she says, you know, the items have been tested.
And so, like, my antennas are already up for anything out of the ordinary because I
I've already had experiences without the ordinary in it with disastrous results.
Like when the wrong information was given to my attorney, and you remember the technicality we covered.
So I'm on the lookout for anything amiss is what I'm getting at.
And when she said the items were tested, you know, that was something that kind of set off those alarms.
And I said to her, what do you mean the items have been tested?
They're not supposed to have been tested for another month.
And she said, well, the district attorney pulled some.
some strings and got the lab to expedite the testing a little bit faster.
And, you know, the results match the actual perpetrator.
You're going home tomorrow.
And I said, no, I'm not.
And she said, you're going home tomorrow.
And I said, no, I'm not.
And the third time she said, no, you really are.
You're going home tomorrow.
And I again said, no, I'm not.
So I had this like three and a half hours of like a mental paralysis.
my mind starts racing.
All these thoughts start coming into my head.
One thought after another,
and one thought has nothing to do with the other,
and none of it has anything to do with what she just told me.
So she's sitting there, like, literally holding my hand
and articulating all these things that are going through my mind.
You know, and she's not responding.
She's just listening to all this madness.
And periodically she breaks in and says,
are you ready to talk about tomorrow?
And I'm like, no, no, no, let's get that away from me.
No, we're not talking about tomorrow.
I'm not going home, not entertaining that.
Don't play with me like that.
No.
And so I go back to the rants again and this and that.
And every now and then the same sequence happens.
And finally, towards the end, she says, look, there's only like a half hour left in the visit.
We've been here all day.
And there's a ton of things to do with the media.
also have to get your sizes for your clothing sizes and everything, you know, so you can get
a suit for your appearance in court. And that's what made it real. And then I felt better for about
five minutes. And then a different thought came in my head. The fear that popped in my head
was that something was going to happen between that day and the next. Then the district attorney
was going to change her mind
and then they were going to do what they always did
which was fight me and win
so that was how I learned that I was
going to be released the next day
wow and when you finally got released
what was that like going back into the real world
after 16 years had the world had
I mean I'm sure like technology had advanced
you know phones had evolved
you know
Sure. So I get up to...
Was the iPhone out yet?
No, it was not. No.
Okay. So I get up to leave. I'm going to explain all of that to you. Great question.
So I get up to leave. The court's finished. I get up to leave. And then kind of like the enormity of the moment hit me kind of like a ton of bricks, you know, and I sat back down.
And, you know, my attorneys are talking to me, but I'm kind of hearing them and then not hearing them.
And eventually the bailiffs just kind of like clear the whole court out.
And so after about 20 minutes, I just kind of felt ready.
So I got up and I put, as I put one step in front of the other,
walking towards the end of the court and no one's stopping me.
With each step, it kind of like gets more real.
And then there was this bailiff who's standing up and she's trying to be professional.
But, you know, I guess you the water is running and I looked up and made eye contact with her.
And, you know, and she says good luck.
And I said, thank you.
So I go outside, I remember the sky was blue, the sun was out, I didn't see a cloud anywhere, you know, many members of the Innocence Project and also Cardozo Law School, which they've been affiliated with.
you know, they're all like, they're all like clapping because, you know, you survived,
you overcame the system, you know, and go to the press conference and when it's finally
my turn to speak after, you know, Nina and Barry Sheck spoke, my first words were, you know,
is this really happening?
Like, I couldn't believe that I was still actually there.
I thought I was just still in the prison and, you know, it was all just a dream and I'm going
to wake back up and see the cell bars and the prison.
walls and everything.
And I spoke there for
three and a half, maybe like two
and a half hours, just doing an off-the-cuff
presentation, like everything I'd ever
wanted to say in 16 years, but could never get
anyone to hear me about
came out. And just when I thought I was wrapping up,
a different thought
came, came out. So that was
that day, you know, and then from there, the other
thing I'll mention about that day, and then I'll, like,
go to the overall,
is we went to, I went to, I went to,
my aunt's house, because my mother had moved away.
So I went to my aunt's house and we were sitting around this table.
I remember sitting around the table and this other family member that hadn't been able to get to the court, came over.
And they're all sitting around and, you know, they're having coffee and cookies and they're talking about what happened.
And I just remember feeling out of place.
I remember not being able to relate to them.
And so I just went outside to just sit down.
In Amara, they would always close the yard when it would get, when it was dark.
And I wanted to be able to just sit outside and stay outside.
So I did that.
So that was that and taking a bath for the first time in 16 years was kind of like the highlights.
I mean, I'd like to say we had a raucous party that lasted to the crack at dawn.
But in reality, you know, I had lost track with everybody.
But in terms of the overall, I mean, the world was much different when I was released.
than when it was before I originally was incarcerated.
I mean, cell phones, GPS, internet, these different methods of banking that didn't exist.
Culture was different.
Neighborhoods, houses, buildings, other structures were changed.
There were just enough of them left to be familiar, but then quite a lot changed.
So it felt like I was...
What year was?
The year was 2006, and I had gotten convicted and therefore incarcerated in 19-
I'm pretty sure the iPhone 1 came out that year, which is crazy.
Yeah, well, I remember.
From 89 to the iPhone 1.
That is a long time.
It's great.
Well, I remember I was at this luncheon, and my lawyer came up to me and said to me,
well, this reporter who hadn't been able to come wants to speak to you.
He's doing a story.
Can you speak to him on the cell phone?
So he hands me his phone.
And I said, yeah, I'll speak to him.
I hands me the phone.
And I say to him, well, where are the holes at in the phone?
Where am I supposed to speak at?
So, all right, so those things, the culture and then the culture and then neighborhood.
So I felt like I was a parallel world.
Definitely the social stigma, for sure.
You know, very few people question my innocence because, you know, the actual perpetrator had been arrested and convicted.
And even there was a report that four experts commissioned by the district attorney studied my case
and issued the report breaking down at all the different junctions where the system broke down.
So from all that, a few people questioned my innocence, but it was more on the stigmatic level.
Well, you were imprisoned for 16 years, yes, wrongfully, yes, but you were there for 16 years.
So how much of that rubbed off on you?
Is it safe to be alone someplace with you?
So that's definitely an obstacle.
I went to see mental health professionals.
I used to go like four times a week for a lot.
like six years. You know, it's common for people to have post-traumatic stress disorder related
symptoms. Panic attacks, anxiety, feeling of processing things at a slower speed, feeling of having
been frozen in time. Like, I was released when I was 32, but I felt like I was 17 because that was the
year I was, I was, I was when I was last, last, uh, free. Right. You know, so dealing with,
it was a psychological aspect of that. Uh, then also, I was released with nothing.
You know, I did eventually get compensated, but that took five years.
But, you know, they just released me with nothing.
And so, you know, I struggled financially.
I was always passed over for gainful employment.
You know, I did catch on as a weekly columnist for the Westchester Guardian,
but they only wanted one article a week, and I was making money doing speaking engagements.
But that also is not a consistent process.
You only get paid when you get booked.
So my point is that I had very few opportunities to have income coming in.
So trying to get jobs and stuff.
Trying to get jobs.
This was all on your background.
Like, it was.
So, yeah.
So it was all my, so it was on my background in the sense that, well, it was not.
So I didn't have a rap sheet anymore.
So, so it's a remove from my rap sheet.
But if people Google it, it's still on my background.
And like I didn't hide it either.
Stigma.
It was still the stigma.
Yes.
And then also it seemed like all the would be employers, you know, they wanted somebody who could
hit the ground running, you know, rather than being patient and doing some on the job.
training. So that was another aspect. And then also I had to catch up with the technology,
and that was another, that was another factor. So it was difficult to have income, and I did
bounce around from place to place. I didn't have stability of housing. And at one point I was,
there's a couple of weeks away from being in a homeless shelter, but then Mercy College,
they had agreed to give me a scholarship. So it made it into one of the articles from the
journal, there was a human interest item that I was, had gotten the GED,
and the associate's degree, and I was a year away from the bachelor's at the time that funding
was cut for college education for prisoners. So there was a dean, Dean Alkin from Mercy College,
and she lined up a scholarship for me, and so they allowed me to finish the degree, and when I
was a couple of weeks, when I lost the temporary housing, and I was a couple of weeks away from
the homeless shelter, they allowed me to live, they agreed to allow me to live on campus. So that's how I
avoided the homeless shelter and they gave me the meal plan as well.
So, yeah, so that was all, those were all very difficult times.
It was very, very lonely, very, lonely as well.
You know, again, it was very awkward when I would meet up with my extended family
because they had never come to see me or, you know, come to see me very sporadically.
So it was hard to relate to them also.
And all of my friends that from the neighborhood had all long since, you know, moved away.
So I lost track from them.
Now, 16 years for nothing, they had to pay you, right?
Yes.
How did that process work?
And does that happen with everyone who gets wrongfully convicted?
It does not.
There's some states that do not have compensation.
And it's a weird thing, too, because, like, what is enough money for throwing away 16 years of your life and spending it that way?
Like, if you were before this happened and they said, hey,
you want to get paid X amount of dollars to do 16 years in prison?
Like, would this be enough to do 16 years?
Absolutely not.
The answer would be absolutely not.
Right, exactly.
It would be no.
Or if you were to ask that prosecutor, the same question, or that judge.
Like, how much money would it take for you to do 16 years in prison?
I guarantee you it would be way more than anyone gets paid.
Right.
Exactly.
Yeah.
Sure.
I dare say that very few, if any, people, would accept any amount of money.
Right.
I mean, I don't even think so would accept a billion dollars to do 16 years.
Right.
What's money?
Right, yeah, exactly.
And, you know, it's, you know, just to concrete ties a little bit more.
You know, I miss, you know, I didn't graduate high school.
I didn't go to La Pram, you know, birth, death, weddings, rights of passage.
You know, all of those things were part of the loss that I, part of the loss that I experienced.
So not everybody gets compensated.
So there's 12 states right now that do not get compensation.
Which states?
So one of them is Pennsylvania.
So there's a coalition group call that can happen to you, which I'm a part of.
I have a nonprofit organization, the Jeffrey Descovic Foundation for Justice.
So after five years of this difficulty, I eventually got compensated.
In terms of what the process was, I interviewed a few different lawyers,
and I ultimately settled on one law firm.
They took the case on contingency, meaning they didn't get paid unless I get paid.
So they filed lawsuit in state court, and I also filed one in federal court.
after five years the state settled with me and then three of the defendants settled with me
and then I went to trial against the polygraphs and I won one there also.
So in five years I got I got some compensation.
Now I had while all that difficulty time period was happening, you know, I was also an individual advocate.
So I was writing, I was speaking, I was regularly meeting with elected officials and
and I was trading privacy for awareness or doing media interviews.
So I did that for about five years.
And I wanted to be involved in freeing people,
but I was only able to do that nibbling on the edges.
So there were some cases where people were fighting wrongful conviction cases,
and I wrote about it in the newspaper where I was a columnist at.
Sometimes the lawyers would say, look, will you come to court
so the judges can see you for whatever visual effect that'll have?
Maybe they see you're there supporting my client.
they'll pay just a little bit more attention to this one.
You know, instead of the normal rubber stamp denying.
So I would do that, and similar to that,
I would let them put my name in, like, a press release
to get more media attention than would otherwise be the case.
And sometimes I would help pat the court.
You know, encourage other people to show up,
just so the judge would say,
hey, people are watching this one.
It's a little bit harder to sweep it under the rug.
But all that stuff is kind of, like, nibbling on the edges.
So when I was compensated, I wanted to,
go to the next level. And so I took some of the money.
How hard, I mean, how long did the fight take? Like, was it actually, did you have to fight for it?
Yeah, I had to fight for it. Sure. It took five years for I got anything. Yes.
And who were you going against? Who? Yes. All right. So in the, in the compensation case in the
state, that was going against the New York, the attorney general represents the state in that.
Okay. And in the federal lawsuit, here's how I was going against. So it was city of Peakskill,
because it was their police officers who helped coerce a confession out of me
and didn't document the witness interviews.
And then it was also Westchester County,
because it was their medical examiner who did the fraud.
It was Westchester County Legal Aid for deficient representation.
And then it was also Putnam County because it was their polygraphists.
So I settled with the three of them in the federal lawsuit.
I thought, I considered the polygraphists, Daniel Stevens, to be,
The worst of the lot, because until he stepped in, the Peakskill Police were not able to coerce a confession out of me.
And if they never did, then the fraud by the medical examiner wouldn't have happened.
The prosecutorial Ms. Connick wouldn't have happened.
And I would have never then been a file on the public defender's caseload for him to, so I consider him to be the worst of the lot.
So I went to trial against him and I won.
So that took an additional three years.
So all told against him as an individual?
Well, well, no.
Was he actually, was he present?
No, he was present.
No, he was present.
So you sue, I sued him as well as the individual cops, all the people as the individual,
but also the municipalities that they worked for.
Yeah, exactly.
So at the end of the day, that's only really style points.
Do these guys, you can keep this up just for so long that you're suing them individually.
In reality, at the end, when I went to the, it was time of the jury to deliberate,
you know, you have to drop them individually.
and just keep going against the municipality because the danger is that if the jury holds them responsible individually but not the municipality that they're working for, you know, they're not, you're good, you know, they don't have money.
Right.
Okay.
So, so I did, I did, I did win a jury verdict against, against him.
So I took a million and a half dollars from that and I started a Jeffrey Descovic Foundation for Justice, which had the mission of freeing, you know, I wanted to continue the education.
and policy work, but I wanted to be, wanted to be able to try to free people.
You know, I want to stop nibbling on the edges.
Let's just do this directly.
So, you know, I had like in-house, like attorney, investigated, paralegal.
You only got a million and a half?
No, no.
I said I committed a million and a half.
I didn't get a million.
I got a lot more than that.
How much did you get?
Yeah.
Total.
Yeah, I'm going to, yeah, I'll explain.
So it was, so I'm paid.
I know you have to pay lawyers.
No, yes.
Okay.
So between this.
state and the federal there was about like 24 million dollars paid total total obviously obviously when it all shakes
out it's going to be less it's going to be less so as in reality as a plaintiff you know you you you keep 55 to 60
percent because the lawyers get a third you have to pay the expenses and everything so i so from that
money i i took a million and a half dollars from that to start the organization okay got you okay
because you know this is way of reaching back to get free people similar Jesus Christ man that's it's it's
It's crazy to think that, I mean, it's, it's, it's a, you have to look at it both ways.
Like, it's unfortunate you had to go through everything that you did.
And it's a, it's a, it's a, a nightmare what you had to go through at such a young age.
But the fact that you, even though that wasn't nearly enough, you should have got a thousand times more than that, you know, it's, it's something.
And it gave you kind of like a springboard to get into where you're at now.
100%. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. It really did. You know, um, wow.
doing that advocacy work. I told you I got the scholarship and I got the bachelors and then I got
the master's degree from John Jay College. My thesis is written on wrongful conviction cause and reform.
Started the foundation. And in total, we've gotten 11 people home. They were wrongfully imprisoned.
Help pass three laws aimed at preventing wrongful conviction. I'm an advisory board member of the
coalition group. It could happen to you. And we passed another six laws. Five of them in New York
would pass one in Pennsylvania. So we're doing work now in New York, PA, California.
I'll let's get into that for a second in a minute, but at some point I became not satisfied with sitting in the front row of the courtroom.
I wanted to be able to sit at the defense table.
I wanted to be able to represent some of the clients, make some of the arguments and hence going to law school.
And as we sit here, I'm, you know, I'm an attorney.
I've been an attorney for the last couple of years.
Wow.
What happened to the medical examiner?
what happened to the prosecutor, what happened to the guy who did the polygraph? Are those guys in jail?
No, they're not in jail. They were never arrested. There was never any real consequences for them.
The most that could be said would be, well, when I brought the lawsuit, the medical examiner suddenly retired.
And two weeks before I emerged, the prosecutor suddenly retired. And ironically, of all places, he then moved to Florida, you know, just to get away from the media storm of it.
But nobody was ever arrested.
Nobody was ever held accountable civilly.
And even though I brought the lawsuit and everything,
like, you know, the municipalities that they worked for is what paid.
They never paid anything.
They never got in trouble in any sense of anything.
And that is something that definitely bothers me, some, even to this day.
In other words, they cut a check and nothing really changed.
The system didn't change.
Right. Correct.
Yeah.
Wow.
Speaking of system is changing, we'd like to discuss a little bit about, like, you know, what I'm up to now and including the policy work.
Absolutely.
Okay.
So I'd mentioned I'm an attorney, so, you know, the foundation as a whole, we have 17 cases going.
I'm involved in like five or six of them as co-counsel.
We're pursuing policy changes.
So here's what we have going on in New York.
So when the law changed in 2017,
the results of my colleagues and myself, you know,
pushing the legislature to mandate videotaping of interrogations,
when the law came out, it came out watered down,
and so they made exceptions for sex offenses, drug cases, and murder cases.
And that really makes no sense because those are the cases where we need it the most.
That's what happened to me.
So right now, so the foundation, we do our policy work through the coalition group.
It could happen to you.
and the policy work that we're doing now, we're trying to get rid of those exceptions.
So that's one initiative in New York.
Another thing in New York is there's what's called the Youth Interrogation Act.
And so that's a bill that says that it recognizes that people who are 16 and 17 years old, like I was, we don't understand our rights.
So an attorney would have to explain our rights to us prior to being able to waive the rights and speak to the police.
So there's that.
And then there's a police deception bill which would prohibit the police from using deception in the course of interrogations,
recognizing that deception is inherently coercive.
So those are three things in New York.
Another one is called the Challenging Wrongful Convictions Act.
So in a nutshell, the reason I had to write letters for four years is because you don't have a right to an attorney in a post-conviction proceeding.
So the challenging wrongful convictions act would it would give people an attorney to do the investigation and file the motion.
And it would also recognize that sometimes innocent people plead guilty.
It's been estimated that 10% of people who are arrested plead guilty.
So the way that it is now, if, so I have a client now, Omar Clark, and Omar was wrongfully convicted of an attempted rape in Erie County, New York.
we're litigating the case now.
So he was incarcerated, pre-trial detention pending his trial,
and between six to eight months.
And he kept telling his attorney what witness to speak to, protesting his innocence.
The attorney never spoke to the witness, never did any other investigation,
and kept telling Omar, you're going to be found guilty of a rape.
You're going to get 25 years.
So why don't you just take the seven-year offer?
And on the eve of trial, he was scared and had to be.
no confidence in his attorney, and he pled guilty. Subsequent to that, there's a new,
he's a new attorney that's representing him, and then I entered the case as co-counsel.
And so a ton of new evidence has come up towards his innocence. He's not allowed, we're not
allowed to argue in court that he's innocent. We have to argue, because he pled guilty,
we have to argue that he had an effective assistance to counsel, inadequate investigation. Here's
what would have become up otherwise, you know, and this is, but this, that's crazy.
I have to jump to those hoops.
So, so the challenging wrongful convictions act would allow people to make an actual
innocence claim, a newly discovered evidence claim, even if you've pled guilty.
Why is the system set up to, to where so many people, I think it's like high 90% of people
take pleas and don't actually fight their case in, in situations like this?
Like, that is the system.
That's the way it works.
Why is it like that?
Is it because of lack of resources?
I think it's lack of resources.
Yes, I think it's lack of resources.
And many people even estimate it higher, 95, 97, 98, I've seen these different percentages.
I think it is lack of, I think it is lack of resources.
I mean, literally, if everybody would insist on, you know, exercising their right to a trial, the whole system would grind to a halt.
So it's just kind of.
It costs too much money, right?
It would be, well, I don't know that it would cost too much money.
I think that it's more money than what society is willing to, who's willing to,
pay. But the other thing, though, I want to mention, though, you know, one of the reasons why it's,
one of the reasons why the average length of wrongful incarceration, at least in the DNA case,
is 14 years, is because there's, there's a couple of tensions in the system. So one of them is
finality of conviction versus accuracy, meaning the competing ideas that, look, you had your day
in court, you lost, you know, how long are we going to keep going through this? So in a way,
having a finality, we can't keep going through this all the time.
So in a way, finality makes sense in a way.
But what good is a final conclusion if that conclusion is not accurate?
So I think whenever there's an objective reason to revisit something, it should be.
But then another thing is what I'll call proceduralism versus substance of justice.
So why should it have mattered if my petition arrived four days late?
You know, shouldn't it have been, well, am I innocent or my guilty?
Are my legal arguments correct or are they not?
rather than the court deciding my case that four days, being late four days,
a lateness caused by the court clerk was the key thing.
So I feel like a lot of judges are not willing to overturn convictions.
They're thinking about, and they're thinking about, well, we're undoing all the time and money
that went into something in the first place.
So sadly, a lot of times whether or not a case can receive justice or not is not whether
the defendant has the facts or law on their side.
It's instead whether something's going to be rubber stamp denied or not.
So those issues in New York that I mentioned, a couple of parole issues,
so it was called Fair and timely parole.
So when I went to the parole board, you know, just they were in the habit,
they both ultimately they denied me because I maintained my innocence and also, you know,
they rubber stamp denied because I was charged with a violent crime.
There's a lot of people are just denied no matter what type of rehabilitation they can show.
They're denied anyway just by nature of the crime.
But that's really counterproductive because, first of all,
the nature of the crime is something that could never change.
That was known before the first day in prison was solved.
And that's almost a complete abandonment of any idea of a belief in rehabilitation.
So fair and timely parole would mean that the parole board would have to cite an additional factor
in denying parole beyond that, not based solely on that as what happened to me.
Companion Bill called elder parole.
So, you know, according to the Department of Corrections, when you're 55 years old,
you're considered to be elderly just because of the impact of being in prison has on the body.
So anyone who is 55 and has served 15 years minimum would be guaranteed a parole board appearance,
not a release, but an appearance, just to be considered whether you could demonstrate rehabilitation or not.
So those are the things I'm working on in New York.
We did pass the Commission on Prosecutor Conduct.
So the first in the country, an independent commission designed to investigate and review allegations of prosecutor misconduct,
recognizing that that's a cause of wrongful conviction that runs through many of the cases and that, you know,
the prosecutors have almost no oversight.
So we passed that, trying to get the legislature now to pick the people that are going to serve on their commission.
So we got the governor to put $1.75 million in the state budget for the commission.
and we passed it, but we need the commissioners to be named so it can start doing its work.
That's in New York.
And Pennsylvania is one of the 12 states, along with New Mexico being another one, that does not,
they don't compensate people there.
So the coalition group could happen to you.
We have our Pennsylvania chapter.
So I'm active in our Pennsylvania, New York, and California chapter.
So we're working on in PA as we're building support for exonerary compensation.
and, you know, when we're past that, the next thing is we try to, we'll try to export that oversight of the prosecutors to Pennsylvania.
In California, we're working on trying to get that oversight for the prosecutor.
So that's what's going on on the policy front.
We talked about changes, and in this next year alone, we could possibly free between two to 11 people in terms of the 17 cases that are active.
But the challenge now, I would say my biggest challenge in running the nonprofit,
organization, you know, is, you know, is I don't, my network of people is that have given capacity
is limited because I was in prison for the last 16 years as opposed to making it in business over,
you know, 10, 15, 20 years.
How long have you been out now?
I've been out for 16 years down.
Yeah, so we finally reached the equal equilibrium point.
But my point is I found it hard to raise money, you know, and so we're at our saturation point
right now. I mean, we might have 17 cases that we're working on, but, you know, there's another
seven cases that are, that are approved but waiting, you know, and it's just like we would
like to be able to do policy work, do something on the federal level and enter a few other
states where advocates are waiting for us to come in the field, such as like Florida.
I know a bunch of people here. There's actually a Florida Southern chapter. There's a Florida
Southern College chapter of the Descovic Foundation here in Florida, but they're gathering, they're gathering
documents and there's a guy who just got exonerated down here in Tampa I think yeah is that uh
Clemente Aguyer you talking about or no there was another there's another person that just in
Tampa got exonerated yeah but there's definitely people have been exonerated here in Florida
in Florida by the way since we're talking about Florida I mean terrible provision down here when it
comes to compensation so Florida has what's referred to as the clean hands provision and what that
means is that anyone who's been exonerated, if they have been convicted of a crime prior to
their wrongful conviction or if they get in trouble afterwards, they would not be eligible for
compensation.
Really?
Yes.
Yeah.
So that's a, so I mean, the lot of people.
That seems so stupid.
It is.
That's something that definitely.
I mean, great for protecting the state, but.
Right.
But, yeah, but the state really should be compensating people who've been wrongfully in prison.
I mean, I look at my life before the five years of hell of my first five years of freedom compared to my life afterwards, like night and day.
And so the idea that people who've been wrongfully imprisoned aren't compensated, you know, it just seems so unjust.
It just seems so unfair to me.
I mean, any other unrelated conduct is irrelevant.
I know Stark, there's a prison called Stark a couple of hours north of here, which is there's a death row.
there. And I know there's a number of people each year that get exonerated that are on death row.
Right. I met somebody in New York, Clemente, a Floridian resident who did spend time on
death row here in Florida before he was exonerated. You know, Robert Dubois did like 35 years.
Robert Dubois. Yeah, yeah. That's the guy who I was thinking of. Yeah, I think he did like 35 years.
But he hasn't been compensated because there's a prior conviction before.
that he had before that. So, I mean, these are real, real people. And yeah, the death penalty
obviously risks the execution of innocent people. Keep, you know, and then keep in mind that,
you know, most people who, most of us, we get wrongfully convicted in the first place,
because we can't afford a good attorney and experts in investigation. So now all those factors
are at work in a death penalty case, except that there's, now there's a clock. There's a clock involved
now because when the appeals are over and you're not in court anymore, the state goes ahead and
carries out the, carries out the execution.
And there was a, there was a, there was a, there was, there was, there was, there was, I remember
reading in the New York Times that there was an estimation that, like, maybe like four or five
percent of the people on death row nationally were, were, were innocent.
And yeah, that's, what if, what if, what if, I have to ask you, you know, what if, what if, what if there
was a four percent crash?
rate of airplanes.
Right.
Do you think we'd keep flying them up there?
Right.
Just taking the chance.
I mean, I think we'd ground the damn thing, figure out what's causing it, make all necessary
changes, and then cautiously, you know, so applying that same lens and line of reasoning,
you know, when it comes to the death penalty, when it comes to wrongful convictions
in general, you know, it bothers me to know that the cause of a wrongful conviction are no.
prosecutorial misconduct, misidentifications cause, wrongful conviction, 75% of the cases,
lying informants, 15% bad lawyering.
It's not unusual for one public defender to represent 100 people at the same time.
Right.
The uneven financial playing field in terms of the budget between the public defender and the district attorney's office.
So having an even playing field, so experts and investigators and manpower, equal pay for both sides,
So the best talent doesn't go to one side or into private practice.
We think about that and, you know, junk science and, you know, and forensic fraud, which, you know, that was in the false confessions.
I mean, some of these things, you know, the bad lying, false confession, forensic fraud, all happened in my case.
So my point in saying all of this is that the causes of wrongful conviction are known.
But we don't see all the states.
in the federal government, like, enact legislative reforms to address all of these concerns.
You know, like having the prosecutorial commission is known, having better identification procedures,
those are already identified and by social scientists backed up by data.
We know that in terms of false confessions, videotaping interrogations from beginning to end,
camera, focusing on both people, not having the deception, having rights explained to youth.
You know, we know what will false confession expert testimony.
We know what changes.
The changes that we need to address these deficiencies are known,
but these are not enacted and codified into law.
And so now today, right now, here today,
we're lulled into a false sense of security.
We're so advanced technology, right?
and we have DNA testing, this could never happen now, right?
Well, yeah, it can.
DNA is only around in 5 to 12% of all serious felony cases.
So most cases cannot be resolved through DNA,
not 88% of them in the best case scenario.
So all those deficiencies that have led to wrongful convictions in the past
are still out there, those deficiencies,
still exist now as a whole. So this could happen now as just like it did before. You know,
that's why I think, you know, getting funding for organizations that are doing this work and
trying to expand the donor base, you know, we need more people to step forward. And this needs to be,
you know, this is a really big problem. You know, wrongful convictions is a really big problem.
but I don't feel like it gets enough attention from the, you know, as far as the private sphere
and, you know, people putting a ton of money into justice reform.
I feel like mass incarceration is kind of stealing a lot of the oxygen out of the room.
And, you know, funders need to think about organizations doing wrongful conviction and work.
And we need to think also, I mean, if politicians of both political parties, you know,
they raise tens of millions, hundreds of millions of dollars in what they refer to as
small dollar donors. But, you know, why isn't that done for organizations freeing people doing
policy work? Why isn't the government? Why isn't this a huge priority for the government?
You know, let's make the justice system more accurate. You know, per the National Registry of
exoneration, you know, more than, more than 3,100 exonerations from, just from 1989 forward,
have happened across the country. You know, and think about.
out, you know, we don't know, we don't know how many people are wrongfully in prison.
We can only count the exonerations because if we could count the people who are not exonerated
but wrongfully convicted, then we could get to them, we could help them, we could release them.
Right.
You know, so I kind of believe it's kind of like an iceberg thing, you know, where the part that you see
above the surface is, you know, there's a fraction of the bigger, of the bigger hole.
You know, there's different estimates, 5%, 2 and 1%, 2,5%, 1%, 1%, 1%, half a percent,
And, you know, I think that all those estimations are lower.
I now, at this point now, there's been, I want to say about 21 people that I did time with that were exonerated either before me or after me.
That's in 16 years.
So I think, and again, you can't count it.
I think the percentage is between 15 to 20 percent.
You know, the anecdotal data.
data seems to be...
Fifteen to twenty percent of...
Of the inmate population are innocent.
That would be my estimation.
Right, okay.
You know, look, the anecdotal data seems to be flowing my way.
It seems like every week we're seeing one or two people that are exonerated, you know,
but when you think about all the wrongful conviction causes, when one bad actor is, like in New York,
we had this detective named Scarsela in Brooklyn, and at this point, it's between like 13 to
17 cases that he worked on people have been exonerated from.
Just using it as an example of how one bad actor can influence courts of cases.
In Illinois, Mass Exoneration Day, right?
They had 18 people who were exonerated, you know, the former Detective Gordera and his crew.
And one day, 18 people exonerated that they worked on.
Another day, 15, and they're still doing it.
Using that as examples, again, one person affecting many cases, when you look at jurisdictions
where a different district attorney takes office and has a real,
conviction review unit where they're proactively looking for people who are innocent.
Dallas, Craig Watkins, more than 40 people were exonerated in eight years through his unit.
Ken Thompson, the DA in Brooklyn for he passed away.
23 people exonerated two and a half years.
Larry Krasner in Philadelphia, you know, more than 20 people exonerated.
But most places don't have those units where they're real.
But my point in all of this is of all that stuff was done,
across the board, how many more people would be
get that would be discovered to have been wrongfully convicted?
So all that in support of my non-scientific statement,
I think is 15 to 20 percent in anadoli.
But even if it is just half a percent,
when you think about, what's it, 2.3, 2.4 million people
in the justice system one way or another,
any figure you want to put on that divide,
that's still quite a lot of people.
That's still quite a lot of people.
is what my point is.
Yeah.
And then,
you know,
you have general,
I think human nature
of a lot of people,
too,
like a lot of these prosecutors
and a lot of these police
that,
you know,
they just want to climb the ladder
in the bureaucracy,
right?
They just,
like people like Robert Mueller,
for example,
that just want promotions,
they want to move up
to the next level
and they want to get as many convictions
as possible as fast as they possibly can
so they can make more money.
I mean,
greed is,
you know,
big.
Greed is a huge factor.
And then,
you know,
combined with the fact that there's this just,
it's this,
entire giant machine the the of the prison system in the United States is just this big machine
and there's automatically going to be a huge bycatch you're going to a lot of people are going to
fall in between the cracks a lot of innocent people because you know I don't know what the stats are
but I know we have more people incarcerated per capita than any place else on earth right so so
unless I feel like it's got to be more of like you got to go back to the foundation
of the system and how it's built to sort of fix this problem because it's not we're not trying to fix
the problem we're not trying to find a cure for it we're not trying to find a cure to you know
eliminating crime or murders or or the drug problem it's just it's become an industry that makes
money and the people that are involved get corrupted one way or another and it's you know
know, money's involved and careers are involved.
And I think that sort of casts a large shadow over everything else.
And then, you know, also a lot of these people that are getting convicted are, you know,
they're not celebrities.
They're people that nobody knows.
So that's why nobody gives a shit.
Right.
Yeah, yeah.
I definitely agree with that too.
And, you know, a lot of the people that are, you know, arrested, I mean, you know,
these are people typically on the bottom rung of, you know, social economic status-wise.
and not having very many resources as well.
So the people most vulnerable to that, least able to defend.
How many people, I mean, how many people putting the guilt or innocence aside for a minute,
but just how many people have the resources of an O.J. Simpson, for example,
to have that type of legal team and experts and investigators and everything else.
If people had an OJ-type defense, I mean, how many, you know, with that much resources,
how many people, as opposed to, you know, somebody that's just,
working with a public defender that, you know, you're very rarely meeting with you, not a lot of
time spent on the case, not vigorously defending, defending cases.
That's another big problem I have, you know, with, with, with, with, with, with, with, with, with,
with, with, with, with, with, with, with, with, a death row, a death penalty.
Yeah, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I'm ever going to see anybody rich.
You think we think we're ever going to see anybody rich on that?
No, no, no, absolutely not.
Right.
So just, yeah, just, yeah, yeah, bring, right.
Yeah, it's unfortunate.
It's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's part of the,
it's,
it's,
the whole quote unquote prison industrial complex that, you know, it's part of a bigger thing,
that it's impossible to get the reins around.
Sure.
You know, one of the questions that I'm asked by a lot is people ask me, you know, are you angry?
I get a question semi-frequently.
And my answer is this, is, you know, I'm not, I'm not angry, you know, I want to enjoy my life as much as I can.
And I don't think I can do that while being angry or bitter at the same time.
I feel like I've lost so much already as is.
Why would I want, in effect, give over the rest of my life?
And if I was to be angry or bitter, it's not like I would be negatively impacting any of the people involved in what happened.
I would really be the only loser in that scenario.
I do make sense of everything that happened to me in a kaleidoscopic manner.
Like I found my purpose in the world, you know, which is to fight wrongful conviction,
free people in the same position I was in, prevent what happened to me from other people
through the, hence the policy work.
And, you know, secondarily, you know, some of the other humane things that I witnessed while I was
subjected to and that I was witnessed while I was in prison, things like, you know,
the verbal abuse from the guards to the prisoner, the prisoner and prisoner,
violence. The people, so many people over, over sentenced, the terrible medical care in prison,
the way the food is, lack of college education for prisoners, vocational trades, being, being,
being obsolete, compassionate release, where if someone's been determined to be terminally ill,
that they could be released so that they could die with a little bit of dignity with their family
in a normal environment. And what I saw while I was in prison, I mean,
Often by the time the bureaucracy made a decision and they were released, they died like one or two days later.
And sometimes a decision came down after somebody had already passed away.
So all of those, just the indifference, you know, I mean, I firmly believe that any rehabilitation that happens in prison is despite the system, it's overcoming the system,
rather than because of it.
And I think that that's, I think that's backwards.
And I've mentioned all of that to say,
hence my secondary interest in general justice reform.
I think that prison should be humane.
No one is saying, I'm not saying anyway,
that people who are guilty shouldn't be sent to prison,
that they shouldn't be punished.
I think the sentence should fit to crime.
And the punishment is supposed to be the loss of your freedom.
it's not supposed to be that you're going to be mistreated and treated like an animal or worse while there.
You know, so hence wanting to fight for the secondary justice reform issues.
And so I look at everything like that, and the vehicle that allows me to not be angry is I do this work
and I take that energy that I feel and I channel it into the advocacy.
to see work and I have some inner peace that way and I can yeah why dwell on the past why
dwell on the negative the more you the more you the more you torture yourself and you punish yourself
even more right exactly yeah the only one that suffers is you that's right if that's the mindset
that you have 100% yeah yeah it is it is for sure well Jeff thank you so much for doing this man
sure a couple quick things just and I just if people if it will
audience has enjoyed the interview, and they would like to hear a little bit more about me.
There is a documentary short, available on Amazon Prime, called Conviction.
It was produced by GeoWertz, so that's available on Amazon Prime.
It's gotten into more than 20 film festivals.
It's won a number of awards, so if people want to see more about that, you know, more about
me, they can certainly check that out.
I'd like to give a brief shout out to Restortive Justice International.
I sit on their global advisory council.
I advise them on wrongful conviction issues.
So as an organization, you know, when issues come up policy-wise in the legislature,
they think about what position they're going to take.
And so my role in that is I lay out an issue.
I try to keep my opinion out of it so they can understand the issue.
And then I give them what my opinion is also.
And then they decide as a whole what position as an organization they're going to take.
and they often interview candidates running on a justice reform plank.
So I do enjoy working with them.
You know, I do, I want to conclude by saying that I think that the wind is at our back.
I feel like there's so much work left to be done, so many laws to be changed, so many people to be freed.
And yet we have the momentum.
It's kind of like an exciting time in history right now in terms of, you know, these issues.
issues because it does seem it does seem like every every year more organizations pop up that are doing
innocence work there's more individual attorneys getting involved in this I want to encourage listeners
if you are an attorney think about doing at least one pro bono wrongful conviction case so there is that
you know the documentaries and docu series and podcasts and blog talk radio and written blogs so many
People are fascinated by the subject, man.
They are.
And I just want to encourage people to keep thinking and getting involved, you know, into that.
So many different careers.
I mean, we've within a nonprofit setting, whether it's grant writing, public relations, social media, websites, fundraising, on the reintegrative side, social work, psychologist, lots of ways to get involved, is my point, beyond just being an investigator or being, you know, being an attorney.
And look, the fight against wrongful conviction is about justice and accuracy.
It's not against the cops or the prosecutors.
Definitely against them when they're rogue, when they break laws,
when they run over constitutional rights, state rights, unethical things.
Yeah, against all of them, okay?
No, it's not a few bad apples, though you'd like us to think that.
It's far more than that.
Nonetheless, it's not everybody in all those positions.
So people in those professions, when they do their job in an ethical, legal manner, I have no issues with them.
So I do want to mention that.
And I'd like to put my website out if I can do that.
www.
www.descovick.org, D-E-S-K-O-V-I-C.
You know, you can follow me on social media.
I'm on Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn.
Foundation has a Patreon page as well.
if you'd like to get involved.
You know, lots of people out there still are free.
And, you know, I hope some people have listened to me.
And, you know, today and feel inspired, you know, reach out there.
So you can email me through the website.
But definitely we need to get more resources in so that we can work on still more cases
and try to bring policy changes.
Because I really, at the end of the day, I see wrongful conviction as,
it's not a New York problem.
It's not an American problem.
I mean, it is, but larger than.
and that this is really a worldwide problem.
I mean, if we have this many deficiencies in the U.S.
where we're advanced technologically,
especially as considered versus a third world country,
I mean, what's going on in those countries with a system?
We've got this many problem here.
You know, what's going on over there where they're not as advanced?
So I really see wrongful conviction as a worldwide issue.
And my wild dream would be that one day we would have,
not only a chapter of the foundation in each state, but ultimately in each country.
Well, it's a wonderful thing what you're doing, man, and I appreciate you for doing everything
in your capacity to get the word out and sharing your story with us today.
All right.
Well, thank you so much for having me, sharing the platform, and by all means, send me the link
when this comes out, each of them, and I'll definitely do my part to promote this on
social media.
So wonderful platform, and thanks so much for reaching out.
well so we got the mutual admiration society going on perfect all right thanks geoffrey goodbye world
