Dear Chelsea - Best Of Dear Chelsea: Joel Kim Booster

Episode Date: December 22, 2023

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Tune in and join in the conversation. Listen to Decisions Decisions on the Black Effect Podcast Network, iHeartRadio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Hi. Oh, hi, Chelsea. Hi, how's it going, Catherine? Oh, it's great. It's finally sunny here in Los Angeles. I'm so sick of people complaining about living in Los Angeles. I mean, what the fuck?

You got a couple. There's been a month of bad weather and people are ready to move. Oh, my gosh. I told Brad, I'm like, I think it's time. We got to make a run for, I don't know, BVI or something. Oh, yeah. Somewhere tropical. That would be a real hot existence.

And they'll be underwater soon, so probably don't head down there. Good point. Okay, guys. We have added more shows to my Little Big Bitch Tour because I'm coming all over. We had a second show at the Pantages in Los Angeles. So that's October 12th and Friday the 13th, which is my favorite day of the year. We added a second show in Boston at the Wang Center. September 29th and 30th is two shows in New York. I also have a show in Eastpton, East Hampton, New York, August 26. We added a second show in Portland. So Thursday, November 2nd, Friday, November 3rd in Portland, November 4th and 5th in San

Francisco, two shows there. We added a second show in Seattle, November 10th and 11th. Two shows Boston are November 16th and 17th at the Bach Center at Wang Theater. And I'm also coming to Toronto and Montreal and Ottawa and so many other cities, Columbus, Cincinnati, Detroit, Louisville. So I will see everybody at all of these shows. Thank you. Get your tickets at ChelseaHandler.com. Chelsea, I have a question for you. Get your tickets at ChelseaHandler.com. Chelsea, I have a question for you. Yes. Is there anything in a romantic relationship that's not actually bad but would be a deal-breaker for you?

For example, I don't think I could date a guy that was, like, really into sports. Like, there's nothing wrong with that, but I just, it would be a deal-breaker for me. A deal-breaker? Yeah. I don't know about sports. I've never really dated anyone that's that into sports because I don't think I'd be attracted to someone like that. But it wouldn't be a deal breaker. If they were watching Sunday football, that would be a turn off. I know. Like if they had to watch football every Sunday. I don't know. It's just like how you spend your

time. Like when Brad and I first started dating, he was doing a lot of jazz music and playing out every night. And like I was like, I'm not particularly into jazz but this is fun it's a cool thing to do like i couldn't have been in this relationship if it was like go to a game with me yeah i mean of course it's what you're into right i would be into watching jazz too for in the beginning yeah i'm into anything for a short period of time but it kind of takes away if somebody watches football every sunday it kind of takes away the option of like being together unless you're going to go and watch, and I'm not doing that.

Right. I'm not going to spend my Sunday watching football. No. Especially if it involves like multiple men and beer on sofas. Like, no, no. Anyone who takes sports so seriously is hard for me to take seriously.

Yeah. I get it. But like, it's not like when people are just so invested. It's just like, are you on the fucking team? Like, relax. And then they have their fantasy teams. They have like fake football. Yeah, I used to play that on Chelsea Lately.

They made me join a fantasy football league just because I was so clueless about sports. I think I won the whole thing like two years in a row. With no way, nothing. Just on good luck. Yeah. Beginner's luck. Yeah. Any other sort of like, well, this isn't something that's wrong with this person,

but I just couldn't date someone who... I mean, clothing. There's so much clothing that I can't get past. And toe action. And also food. Like if you can't eat with your mouth closed, I find that to be pretty gross. Yeah. Clumsiness. That turns me off when guys are really clumsy. I once went on a date with a guy to this restaurant in Santa Monica, and he spilled chips and guacamole all over me,

like within the first 10 minutes of me being there. And I just was like, you're such an idiot. Like, why would you? If you did that, you're not together. Like, you're a mess. Literally and figuratively. Yeah, I was just like, what? I mean, it was just so clumsy.

Do you believe, like, when you get the ick, you can't come back from it? Like, oh, this person gave me crazy feelings. It depends how ick it is, you know. But I have a lot of... Icks? Yeah, fingernails. If there's any length on a fingernail, oh, man, I can't take that. That's a no.

I don't like anything. God forbid toenails have length on them. That's also like you have to get your foot amputated. Something tells me our guest today has nicely pedicured feet. Our guest today is a GLAAD award winning writer, producer and star. Yes. And he's a hysterical stand up. You can find him at I hate Joel Kim on Instagram and Twitter.

Please welcome actor, comedian Joel Kim Booster. Hello. I'm so excited to be here and now finally every single white gay in my life can stop telling me you should go on the Chelsea Handler podcast you should really go on the Chelsea as though it's been my choice all along I know that's like when somebody's like why don't you go on the Oprah Winfrey show? Hold on. Hold on. I'm not comparing myself to Oprah Winfrey, but I am.

Yeah. You're like, that sounds like a good idea. Why don't you go do SNL? It's a great idea. Joel, Kim. Yes. Booster. Thank you for the full name.

Yes. Well, I mean, you know, who knows what you're into? I just want to get it fucking right, right? Let's talk about your life and your career because everything's taken off for you. And it's very nice to watch. Yeah, it is always funny when people say that because it does your conception of what success looks like changes every single time you hit a new sort of echelon of success. And suddenly now I feel like I'm a nobody and I'm nothing. And even though if you told me 10 years ago what'm nothing. And even though if you told me 10 years

ago what I'd be doing now, if you told me 10 years ago that I'd be sitting across from you specifically, I would be like, shut the fuck up. That's never going to happen. I'm going to be working at this olive garden for the rest of my life. So it is funny to hear that, but it's nice to hear too. It's like the opposite of manifestation. You're like, I'll never amount to anything. Because I honestly think both things work for certain people. Like some people never think that they're going to do anything. And they're like, oh, when I hear certain celebrities or musicians talking about how they would have never believed where they are, it's like I have the whole opposite mentality. Like I always believe like everybody should be talking to me and listening to me. Like I have strong opinions.

I'm definitely the opposite. I have a nice mix of imposter syndrome with resentment, which is I never believe that I deserve anything that I have, but I definitely don't think that a lot of people who are as successful or more successful than me deserve what they have. And that's sort of what keeps me going every day is because I see people and I'm like, well, I could be doing that.

And then I get there and I'm like, oh God, can I be doing this? So it's a nice mix. It's a nice mix. That's good. Healthy mix. And I read that if you're comfortable talking about your bipolar disorder, I read that you've been diagnosed with bipolar. That happened. Yeah. I finally got diagnosed like a year before the pandemic happened, which what amazing time. By the way, no shit. Just to like sit at home and figure out what the right cocktail of drugs is was a real nice wrinkle for my lockdown experience. But yeah, I mean, the thing is, is I have always been sort of, my moods have been wild since I was growing up.

And my parents were very, very Christian, very, very evangelical and did not believe in any sort of actual real hard scientific psychology therapy, anything like that. They sent me to Christian therapists who would pray over me and try and make me better. And that never worked. But I got to tell you, Abilify works wonders. Jesus, not so much. Abilify and Wellbutrin have kept me in check for a little while. But it is difficult because I don't know if you feel this way. Sometimes a little crazy helps me. My biggest worry since being diagnosed is that I'm killing a part of myself that I really relied on to make myself funny, to to like find interesting you know things about myself

because like i i definitely do not like being depressed but being manic being manic can be kind of fun sometimes until it's not until it's until yeah very productive because you can be really sexual right you can be really happy about like shopping like over shopping like yeah yeah yeah you feel like on top of the world that's fact, my manic periods were some of the only times I didn't have imposter syndrome about like what I was doing or what I was having. And so it is – that is a difficult thing to let go of because ultimately it is very destructive. You know, like I don't need to be having sex with four or five guys in a day just because. And I don't need to be abusing drugs to the level that I would when I was manic. I still abuse drugs, but just, you know, at a reasonable level. Thank you for saying that.

But yeah, there was a lot of self-destructive stuff that came hand in hand with that. Would I write a script in like 12 hours? Yeah. You know, like, did I write a lot of manic? Absolutely. And did it turn out okay? Sure. But like those first drafts were a little rough. I'll tell you that. But yeah, it's it's one of those balancing acts, I think, is like a person in entertainment and an artist, whatever. The lie that the disease tells you is that you need me in order to do what you do and what you love. And that is I have found not to be the case because I have been medicated now for going on four years. And off and on, there's been there have been times when I've gone rogue and it has not turned out super well. But for the most part, I think like I am still funny. I am still myself. I am just a slightly more chilled. Calibrated. Calibrated. Yes, exactly. So when you were growing up,

how does bipolar disorder present itself in a person? Is it something that you're born with, or is it something that is triggered by an event? You know what? It's probably a little bit of column A, a little bit of column B. I think for me, it definitely manifested really young. I was really hyper emotional and hyper reactive to things since I can remember. Like I was just throwing tantrums way longer into my life than was appropriate probably like in public on the floor screaming crying kicking you know the whole nine yards because I just did not know how to process any of my emotions and I didn't and my parents were not giving me the tools necessary to process any of this. And I wonder often how my life would have turned out differently

if they had maybe supported me in a more scientifically-based way earlier on. But I remember this one time I was being such a jackass and throwing things in my room, slamming the door so angry that my dad tried to exorcise me in the middle of the fight. I was 13 years old and he literally started saying like exorcism bullshit to try and get the devil out of me. And in that moment, I realized what he was doing and I started to laugh in his face, which in hindsight is something a demon would do in that situation is start laughing maniacally at your poor father who is trying to exercise you. So it didn't help matters. OK, so then what led to you getting an official diagnosis in 2019 or 2019? Yeah, it was 2019.

And it was getting to the breaking point. I was destroying relationships. I think that was like the big thing. I think it was getting to the breaking point. I was destroying relationships. I think that was like the big thing. I think it was getting harder and harder. Because like, listen, when you're manic and you're like the life of the party, it's really easy to make friends and it's really easy to get people to like you. And then if they hang on and they stick around long enough, those episodes become really destructive and really toxic. And I became a really, I would eventually become a really toxic person. I remember, this is something I haven't shared very much at all, but like I went off my meds to film my movie because I was convinced that

I would not be able to write or punch up the script or act if I was on my meds. And I remember the near the end of the filming process and thank God they all love me so much. I really tried to burn down every bridge I had with every single cast member on that shoot. And like, we're there, some of my best friends, but I remember looking at Bowen Yang and saying, you're only friends with me because you wanted to be in this movie. And I said that in the height of a manic episode that was so insane and he had so much grace for me in that moment and it just said like that is not true you know that's not true I'm going to leave now and we'll talk about this at another time and luckily like it was so like it was so intense and so heartbreaking in that moment that it was a real like wake-up for me where I was like, this is not who I am.

Right. And there were little moments throughout the filming process like that. And everyone had so much grace for me and was so kind. And I eventually made the decision to go back. And it's a difficult thing to wean on and off constantly. It's not healthy for you. But that's the tricky thing, right? With bipolar disorders, a lot of people feel that way, that they can get on and off their meds at their discretion, which kind of

is not the case. Not the case. No. And what is the flip side of the bipolar? So the mania, and then you have the depression? Yeah, the depression, honestly, it doesn't manifest for me a ton. I'm not a super depressed person. I will say like those episodes last for shorter periods of time than the mania does. And they're less noticeable, I think, because I'm able to push through them a little bit easier without anyone noticing. I will say like when I'm depressed, I'm just quiet and I like fade into the background. And I think like that's how people, especially like my boyfriend, will know that I'm in a depressive episode because I'm just like at a party, standing in a corner on my phone, not engaging with anybody, which is like

pretty normal behavior for a lot of people. Actually, I just become more of an introvert, but like, yeah, they're just, they're, they're not as intense. The mania was the life ruining stuff that was going to end up with me in a facility eventually, you know? And that's the scariest part about being bipolar is that like untreated and it can turn into worse and worse things if you don't sort of manage it early on. And that's my big worry is I don't want it to turn from mania into psychosis, you know, which is like that specter hangs over me and specifically my relationship a lot because I look at my boyfriend sometimes when I'm in the depths of something and I'm always like, this could get worse. You know that, right? Like you're signing on for something that could eventually get much worse if things don't go my way.

And that is like, that's a really shitty thing to lay on your partner in the middle of a fight usually. But he seems game for it so far. He seems pretty game for it. What about your parents and your Christian parents? How did they handle your gayness? Not well, Chelsea. Not well. They were not super keen on it.

They also found out in the most invasive, aggressive way possible. They read my journal when I was a senior in high school. I had been out at school for a year. They read my journal and a year's worth of journal entries, which were literal listicles at this point. Not even like introspective observations about my life. It was literally guys dicks I've sucked this week. And then just like a straight up list. And then, so they didn't even have to sift through

like my dreams or anything like that. They just got straight to the meat of it. Like, this is what I'm doing. I literally had entries that were like, lies I told my parents this week. Just itemized the bullshit for them. That's pretty funny. I know, I was a fucking idiot.

So they confronted me about this. Well, maybe you were in a manic episode when you were journaling, because it sounds like it. Quite honestly, and I was a fucking idiot. So they confronted me about this. Well, maybe you were in a manic episode when you were journaling because it sounds like it. Quite honestly. And I had a manic breakdown when they confronted me about it in a really big way because it was a seismic paradigm shift for me. I, at this point in my life, had planned on never coming out to my parents, never telling them, living like a completely separate life. I thought that was possible. And in a moment, they completely

shifted everything and sort of took that control out of my mind. And I like I broke down. I had it was bad. And so they sent me to an inpatient mental hospital for teens with the caveat. They tested me three times for HIV. They were like, nope, test him again, because they were so convinced that because of all the dick sucking I was doing, I had AIDS. And they left me there for a week. And for the whole week there, the people were like, this doesn't seem like the right facility for you. Because this was like a place where like kids who are addicted to heroin or who had straight up tried to murder their parents went. And they were like, this is a little outsized for you.

Obviously have issues that you need to work out. And like this is a serious issue with your parents. But this is not the place for you but they event they left me there for a week eventually my insurance wouldn't cover it anymore my parents insurance wouldn't cover it anymore so they're like you got to come and get your kid they brought me home I stayed for about like three days at home and then got up and left and started couch hopping and I eventually ended up living with there's a girl in my, who I stood next to in choir. We were not friends. She was very popular in a different way than I was because I was also very popular. Okay. Okay. Calm down. Calm down. But she was a jock and

her dad was the Methodist pastor in our town. And she, everybody knew I was missing for that week because I was the voice of the announcements. And when the voice of the announcements goes missing, you know, people start talking. You know, people would have started a podcast if it was that time about where I was. And so she was like, hey, if you ever need a place to stay, you can come stay with me. She was just being nice, whatever, whatever. And then I like, it was getting colder. I showed up at her house and I was like, hey, remember when you said that shit about me staying here? And she was like, oh, yeah.

And her parents were like, you can't just invite strange boys to stay at our house. You know, her dad's a paraplegic. She had two younger brothers. But I stayed that night, talked to her mom like all through the night. And then the next day they were like, come back for dinner. And long story short, I stayed with them for the rest of my senior year. They co-signed my student loans to go to college. They bought me a car for graduation.

She is still to this day my best friend. I was like her best man in her wedding. I flew back to see her when she got a divorce. You know, like I and I will say like as a follow up, my parents and I are good. My mom and I are good at this point. My dad did pass away during COVID and that was really hard. But it was honestly the silver lining of my dad's passing is like, I had never been in a relationship in my entire life. And we, so

my entire life, my, the homosexuality part of my life was sort of a don't ask, don't tell situation with my parents. Like they were very uncurious about who I was dating. If I was dating anything like that, as long as we didn't have to talk about that, then it was, it was cool. And then my dad died and I was like well shit like I would have liked to have known how he would have reacted if I brought someone home and so I finally talked to my mom and I was like hey I just need to know like if I fell in love today and wanted to bring someone home to meet you like what would you do I just need to know this and she was like you know we're not on the same page as you are on that part of your life. But if you found someone you loved and who loved you back, I would love

them as much as I love your brother in law. And your dad would felt the same way. And then coincidentally, two months later, I met my partner now and I brought him home to meet her. She was lovely. He was a hit. It's still not perfect because they're like, you know, Fox News, Trumpy family to the nines. But things are better. And she asks about him now. And that for me coming from like where we came from, where it all started with the journal and the breakdown and the hospital and all of this bullshit to now where she's like welcoming my boyfriend into her home with open arms. It's really like it's a it's a nice sort of closing of the loop for me. It's also a beautiful example of your girlfriend's parents, like the idea of acceptance versus denialism, you know, of your own children.

What you can foster when you accept someone's choices, just because they're different from your own, isn't a reason to exclude someone. It's a reason to say, oh, you know, and obviously with people with Christian backgrounds, religious upbringing, obviously that's an indoctrination of another kind. But what a beautiful story to know about that that family that took you in and gave you a home when your only own family couldn't provide that acceptance. Well, and one of the ironic things about that story is her dad was the Methodist pastor in town. Very progressive pastor, though, and like very much like, and I

remember this is how fucked up I was when I was leaving my parents' house. And for that full year, I was out. I was like, well, I was so indoctrinated into evangelicalism that I was like, I'm going to hell. Eventually I will go to hell. But I can't deny this about myself. So I might as well have some fun, suck some dick now, and eventually I'll go to hell. And her dad eventually caught wind and like figured out that that was what my thinking was. And he straight up, I remember, I will always remember this conversation because it changed my life. He was like, that's not the case. Hell isn't real. And if it were, God would not send gay people there. And hearing that from a man of the cloth, you know, like an actual pastor, changed my life and changed my outlook on the that there are people out there who are doing good in God's name. Not necessarily all of them, certainly not the majority of them, but there are people out there who are trying to change

the conversation. And my friend actually became a pastor just like her dad. And she just held a drag show at the church is mostly focused on getting homeless people off the street. She does not give a shit about like any of like who who what you smoke or what you drink or who you fuck or any of those things like her ministry is very much based on like making sure people have community and are feel supported you know in all the the real ways that you need to be supported in order to live a full life in this world so yeah that's sort of where i'm at because if those people hadn't taken you in like who knows what would have happened, especially with your bipolar, like who knows what could have happened? Like anyone who's listening, like when you see somebody who needs

help and you can give them that help, like provide them, you can open up your home to them or help them financially or whatever. Like you can change someone's like the course of someone's life. And imagine that feeling, not even just for the person you're helping for your own, you know, like it just feels so wonderful. Those people must feel so good. And I mean, and, and their real children must feel so proud of that, you know, and they're going to be able to suck it forward. Since we're talking about so much dick sucking, I thought I would throw in another sucking. Okay. Well, this is an advice podcast, Joel. Right. Are you fucking ready? I'm fucking ready. Okay. Well, this is an advice podcast, Joel. Right.

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over heels in love. My question is about telling my own mother about this relationship. I have been able to be open and honest and have come out to my close friends and sisters. I've just been learning how to set small boundaries with my mother and it's been hard. We essentially don't really talk anymore. The next time I see her will be on a week-long family vacation in a few months. Would it be okay to send a text message to my own mother telling her I'm actually bisexual and have a serious girlfriend or should I wait until we're together? Alyssa. Yeah, I kind of wonder, I would like to know a little bit more context for like where the mom is at with these things because you do have you generally know how your parents feel about gay people these days because we're everywhere we're on the tv we're in target

we're everywhere yeah but if we don't say gay everyone will stop being gay but without that knowledge I think the responsible thing to do for both her and the mom is to text before the vacation. Because if things blow up because of the text message, you ain't going on that vacation. Yeah, vacation's bad. Yeah. Yeah. What's the dynamic between the mom and her? She just said there's been some boundaries and they're not really talking.

Okay. Yeah. You're about to go on a fucking vacation together? Yeah. Well, family vacations are always such a hot mess. You know, three days in, they're fine. And then the last four days, you're like, what the fuck are we still doing here? You know, everyone gets so annoyed with their families.

But I agree. You have to tell her beforehand, just out of respect, because you don't want to put yourself in that situation. Yeah. You know, like, go showing up at a vacation that you might have to leave prematurely early. And, yeah, and saying you're bisexual and that you're in love with someone, like, it's not like you're telling her you're bisexual and that's it. You're telling her for a reason because there's someone in your life that you love and respect and is hopefully going to be loved and respected by your family as well. So, yes, I would definitely let her know or call her. Yeah, that would be nice.

I think ultimately if you go on this vacation and you reveal this information, I mean, you are following in a long line of bisexuals who love attention, but you will make this vacation all about you. Like that suddenly the vacation is no longer about the vacation. It is about this revelation that you have revealed to your mother and the group. So I think like priming her beforehand so that she has time to get over it too, if she is, if there is a problem or she's got a time to process it before the vacation is I think the respectful thing to do for the entire fan. Or another creative way to do it is just to get some video of you going down on your girlfriend and just sending that to your mom. Yeah. Perfect. Leak your sex tape, babe.

So good luck. Let us know what happens. Thanks, Alyssa. Well, our first caller is Mia. And her job is she is a freelance dancer. And she'll give a little more context for this when she pops on the phone as well. My childhood best friend just shat on me and our entire friendship and says she doesn't want to work on our relationship. But she's getting married in a few months, and I'm supposed to be her maid of honor. She still wants me at the wedding and the bachelorette read to plan both of these things, but I feel there's no way I can go given the unforgivable

things she's said to me. I'm worried if I don't go, it'll seem really dramatic and self-centered, which would only confirm her assessment that I'm the most self-involved person she's ever met. Do I fake it for her sake or do I protect my own feelings and wallet and tell her I won't be attending? Mia. Hi, Mia. Hi, Mia. Hi, how are you? I'm good. How are you? Good. We're wonderful. I have to say for the listeners at home, Mia is gorgeous. Yes. All of our callers are good looking. Important context to have, for sure. They always are. Yes. And Mia, you told me a little bit more about the falling out that you had centered around a mutual friend's wedding. So let us know what

happened. So my grandmother, who I was very close with, died a few weeks ago. And her funeral happened to be on the same day as a friend's wedding that I was in. I was a bridesmaid. As soon as I knew, I told this friend. She understood, obviously, that I wouldn't be there until the ceremony. And I would try my wouldn't be there until the ceremony and I would try my best to make it to the ceremony. And she had a plan B in case I didn't make it because I didn't want to leave my grandma's funeral early. And then my childhood friend who was also attending this wedding came with me to the funeral, which was very nice. And then we went to the wedding together and we made it eight minutes

before the wedding started. And I ran in, told the bride that I was ready to go, but I completely understand if you don't want me to mess up your plan B, I can sit in the back, I can stand whatever you need. And she wanted me to walk. So we made it work, went back to the original plan, ceremony happened. It was great. And then afterwards, my best friend who had come to the funeral with me said, you better not pull that shit at my wedding. I won't be as nice. And then proceeded to talk a lot of shit about me to my friends at the wedding about how selfish I am and how annoying it was that we got there so last minute.

And so then I reached out to her a week later to talk and have a sober conversation. And I was expecting it to be very non-confrontational, which she usually is, and kind of just brush over. But she just went at me and said, I'm the most self-absorbed person she knows. And that I should have waited outside of the wedding until it was over. And I made it all about me. And then went on to say that I'm super judgmental and critical of her, of her life choices. And she feels anxious every time she's around me and I'm needy and I need to let go of how our friendship was in middle school and just dig after dig. And I know I can't prove to you guys that I'm not these things, but I think I have a pretty good- You seem pretty chill.

So yeah, it was just super hurtful. We talked for a long time and I was on the verge of tears. And then at the end, I was like, all right, well, it seems like we both have resentments towards each other that we can work on. I'm so sorry for my part, whatever. And she was like, all right, well, it seems like we have both have resentments towards each other that we can work on. I'm so sorry for my part, whatever. And she was like, what are you talking about? I don't have any resentments. I'm fine. I don't hold grudges. Still wants me to be her maid of honor at the wedding.

Still wants me to plan her bachelorette. But to me, like she just broke my heart and just like completely dismissed our entire friendship. So I'm wondering if I should go to this wedding. I'm very close with her whole family. My family is going to the wedding. We just got the invite a few days ago. Like it's still very much expected that I go, but I also feel very hurt. And, you know, there is a level of like, do you go to the wedding or are you the maid of honor?

I mean, that is a whole other level of commitment and spending hours and hours planning a party and bachelorettes and cost and all kinds of things. Have you straight up asked this woman, if all of these things are true, why do you want me in the wedding? I haven't. I haven't spoken to her since this conversation, which was like two weeks ago now. Was the conversation in person or on the phone? It was in person. And we ended it with her being like, I'm fine. I'm ready to move on. And me being like, I need a second. And so I think the ball's sort of in my court to reach out, which I haven't done. I think this needs another conversation for sure before you make a call either way.

I think like it's i i'm having trouble understanding where she's coming from if she just needed to unload on you and then expect it to be done or if there are still like she still needs to work something out before having you because my instinct is to say no like fuck this chick but right i do think you because of history owe her at least one other conversation where you expressed to her, I don't feel comfortable doing this because of the things that you said. And if this is how you feel about me,

then why would you want me to be your maid of honor? Right. Yeah, that's how I feel too. Have you discussed this with your family at all? That's going to the wedding? Yeah, and they think I should go and just fake it. And my brother says it would be our friendship funeral. So sort of like there might not be a future after this, but just go and not give her a reason to say like,

see, she's making it all about her again. It's a trap. It's such a fucking trap. She's trapped you. Yeah. I also, did you bring up during this conversation, I was coming from my fucking grandparents' funeral?

Yeah. She was there. I was like, I'll try not to have somebody else I love a lot die right before your wedding. And she was like, I'm not saying don't have them die. I'm just saying don't come to the ceremony then. But it's not like you walked up in the middle of their vows, you know? But wait, she didn't come to the funeral with you. She just came to the wedding with you, right?

Oh, she went to the funeral with you too. Yeah. She saw firsthand like how tragic it was. Listen, it doesn't even matter if any of the things she said about you are true. You don't even, you don't deliver information like that to somebody that you care about and love. She's obviously stressed out about her own fucking wedding or her own life or whatever the fuck's going on. But I absolutely, you cannot put yourself in a position to be abused like that again. And you can't throw her a

bachelorette party after she spoke to you like that. It's one thing to show up for her wedding. It's another thing to participate in that wedding and be in the wedding party and be a part of her bachelorette. You absolutely need to have a conversation with her. And I think you can either start it with an email that lays out your feelings in a very calm and graceful way. Like, these are all the things that you said to me. And it's been really hard for me to even think about all of this stuff. And it's been so hurtful for me that I have to talk to you again about this.

Because if this is really how you feel about me and you don't want to discuss it any further, I don't understand why you would want me to be a part of your wedding. Right. Out of respect for our relationship, I deserve you to have and be able to have another conversation instead of saying I can't. It's all for her to vilify you going to your grandparents funeral before a wedding and then making the effort to show up to that wedding is anything but dramatic. Right dramatic right yeah it's not like you did this in front of like you didn't interrupt the ceremony it's not like you ran in while they were doing their vows some other girl out of the way for your place in the receiving line like it's giving sociopath

behavior i don't like it it kind of is are you like you're sitting there during the whole wedding crying about your grandparent dying? Like, what is she talking about? I don't understand. I don't either. It's really shocked. Has she ever exhibited behavior like this to you before? No.

I mean, I will say we have been distant in the past few years and we still had a great relationship, but it was not as close emotionally. And so I knew something was up. And I tried to sometimes bring it up in a gentle way. But she didn't want to talk about it. And she didn't want to talk about feelings. And so I was just like, all right, I'm just going to leave it until after the wedding. Maybe she's stressed about that. I don't want to add to her stress. I didn't want to make it about me. Shocker. How much until after the wedding maybe she's stressed about that i don't want to add to her stress i didn't want to make it about me shocker how much time before the wedding it's in september so several months she's got time she's got time to figure it out i've got like two months

until the bachelorette that's plenty of time yeah i think you're a dave and busters okay that's that's what she gets if you tell her if you want me to be your maid of honor, this is what you're getting, okay? Commiserate with the way you've treated me, your bachelorette is at Dave and Buster's, bitch. And I think to further let her off the hook, she did mention there is a co-maid of honor. Oh, my God. So I feel like you're fully off the hook. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I think you just you couch the conversation and like I don't feel comfortable being in this position in your wedding.

I'm happy to want to stand up for you, be in the wedding, come to the wedding. But like you obviously you don't want me to be your maid of honor anymore. Yeah. It doesn't sound like you like me. That's what I said. Yeah. It's a huge prereq for the job. I thought.

Yeah. So mean spirited. I I mean to go off on somebody I just can't get past the fact that you were coming from a funeral like what friend would be bad-mouthing you to your other friends and how did you find that out because your other friends told you yeah oh geez and they defended me while she was doing that oh they did yeah yeah love that yeah that's a nice good thing to add in the letter too. Your friend is a mess. As you've told me and as I've heard from others, you were very, you know,

and as you said to me, thank you for telling me to my face because I know now how you feel. And yeah, no, I'm all for saying fuck off. She owes you an apology, like a major apology. And yeah, so annoying. I hate when friends are like that.

Play her this podcast when it comes out. And so she can hear me say definitively, you are a mess. Yeah, yeah. That's worse than bridezilla behavior. That's something else. It's funny that you say that your friends told you because I was having a conversation with someone the other night and he's like, this is just between you and me.

I go, can we all stop saying that? Like, obviously, but also as an adult, you think I'm going to go to our mutual friend and say that you don't like her, that you hate her. But then that's exactly what happens. But at a certain age, you just stop repeating what everybody else is saying, even if it's about mutual. What's the currency there? She doesn't like you. Like, we're not in high school anymore. We're adults.

At least, I mean, I'm 48. You're young. So, but I mean, in this situation, again, I actually like your friends for telling you that because yeah, yeah, she is a bitch. She needs to know that no, everyone she's talking to is talking about her. I think, are you, are you Gen Z or are you a millennial? I'm a millennial. You are. Yeah. It's because we can't buy houses. We're all stunted. You know, we don't have money, so we have gossip. That's it. That's your only currency. It's our only currency is information.

Drugs, pills, and information. Exactly. That's all you can do. Just fill yourself up with all three things. Right, Easton Ellis novel. Yeah, I would definitely send her an email, like a preliminary email, laying it all out in a very calm, nice way,

like you've demonstrated this entire conversation to counter the behavior that she's demonstrating and see where that gets you and be prepared to just be like, I'm not doing it. I'm not going to go and be like, it's so abusive for somebody to tear you down like that. All right, Mia, would you do us a favor and send us the letter that you write to her? I'd be happy to look over it before you send it if you want help yeah absolutely great idea awesome thanks Mia let us know how it goes we are waiting and you're real cute Mia yeah oh yes don't forget that I'm definitely instinctually on your side because I know what you look like and you're pretty I feel like Joel Kim is attracted to you. Maybe a little bit.

You're gay. It's coming. I'm getting older. Not forever. Gay is not forever. It can be reversed. Don't forget. I did once finger a woman in a bar

when I was on my 21st birthday. Immediately started to cry afterwards. She did or you did? I did. There's nothing gayer than fingering a woman and crying afterwards did you cry in front of her on the side she she had to console me we were sitting on the curb outside the bar afterwards and she had to console me oh dear drive me home oh man what what about her made you cry fingering her made you cry the inside of the vagina i was i was

like near blackout drunk and i was like, what does this mean? Does this mean I'm not gay anymore? And she was like, yes, sweetie, it's you're definitely gay. I'm just thinking about getting fingered by a gay man and how disappointing that would be. All right. Thank you, honey. Thanks for calling in. Thank you so much.

Okay. Good luck with everything. Keep us posted. I want to hear what happens. All right. Bye. Did you ever, you never had sex with a woman? No, honey. Thanks for calling in. Thank you so much. Okay. Good luck with everything. Keep us posted. I want to hear what happens. I will. All right. Bye. Did you ever, you never had sex with a woman?

No, no. Gold star. Did you make out with this woman that you were fingering? Yeah, yeah. Because I like the idea of just fingering without a kiss. No, yeah. Going straight in there. That's like whoopsie doodle.

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radio app, Apple podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Well, our next caller is Emily. This is a slightly more sober question, but not too serious. We'll figure out a way to take the piss out of it. Dear Chelsea, I want your advice on how you remain productive and motivated whilst managing so many different projects in your life and career. I recently had a really hard time with being really tired at the end of my work days and therefore drained of energy to keep up with the thing I enjoy doing outside of my job, which is writing. I've been chipping away at a novel series, contributing to an online feminist magazine, and expanding an essay I wrote into a book. I recently started thinking that I may want to publish these in the future, but here's the problem. When my workday

ends, I have absolutely no motivation to sit down and write like I used to. I work in a high-stress, demanding nine-to-five where I'm constantly interacting with people for the entire eight hours. I work for the federal government. I spend all day writing little notes to myself for my nonfiction book, I've begun, and thinking about plot lines for my novels. I tell myself when I'm done with my actual job, I'll get down to business with my writing. But by the time 5 p.m. rolls around, I'm so exhausted and tired of typing, talking, thinking of words, and looking at screens that I just lie in bed like a potato on my phone. On top of this 9 to 5, I also work a part-time job, which I enjoy. Yeah, seriously. No wonder you're fucking tired.

Just as something to get me out of the house and see my friends. She's 26, by the way. Okay. So she's got the energy. As someone who somehow – She doesn't have the energy, though. As someone who somehow miraculously finds time to write books and pieces while actively engaging with your career, what's your advice for someone who just feels perpetually tired and whose brain feels

like mush after eight hours of work? P.S., as a history major, I absolutely eat up your book recommendations with a spoon. I just finished Cuba and American History, and I've pre-ordered On Our Best Behavior. And as a Canadian, I love how much you love us. Emily. Hi, Emily. Hi. Another gorgeous woman. I know, they're so hot this week. Do you screen for the- Me too.

We only take good looking callers. Actually, that's not true. I don't want people who don't think they're good looking to not call in. I just want you to send us a picture first. This is our special guest, Joel Kim Booster. Say hi.

Hi. Hi, nice to meet you. Nice to meet you too. I really relate to this because I worked a desk job for many, many years and was writing at the same time and doing stand-up at the same time. And so I completely understand the experience of working 50 hours a week and still trying

to find time to do your creative pursuits. So this hit home for me in a big way. Can I ask you, so you work the second job for what purpose? Is it for financial reasons? Or you said just to get out of the house? It is to get out of the house a little bit, because it's the first job I had like after undergrad. So all of my friends are there. And this current job is remote. So I just find I don't know that I would be able to force myself to leave the house if I didn't have this other job. So it is Yeah, a reason, of course, money

is involved in that as well, but mostly to see my friends and to get out of the house. And that's at night? Yeah, evenings and weekends. How many days a week do you do that? About three, two or three. Okay, that's not too bad. So you just have to set, this is so easy.

All you have to do is set up a new system, okay? So writing is your passion. That's really what you want to get after, right? You need to wake up in the morning and do that. I was going to say the same thing. That is what every creative, like there's a book. I want you to get this book. It's called Daily Rituals.

And do you know what I'm, do you have it? Have you seen that? Oh, I've heard of it. Okay. This, it shows you what every philosopher, artist, all the fate, like Michelangelo, like D'Angelo, the guy who made the pizzas, any Angelo, philosophers, politicians, comedians, artists, actors, people who get up in the morning and do like the first three hours between like 5.30 and 8.30 a.m. are the biggest peaks of creativity for all artists.

And if you have all day to be an artist, then that's supposed to be like a three to two hour work session in the morning. Then you take a break, go for a walk, take a nap, whatever you're into. And then you come back and you have like another two hours in the afternoon. But first thing in the morning for writing, I can tell you is my most creative and where I have the most clarity is first thing in the morning. Because of course, after the day you're tired, you're working a full time job. So you have to like harness your energy when you have it, right? So just start changing the time that you go to bed and the time you wake up and give yourself, even if it's one hour in the morning before you go to work, if you have to get up, get ready and

then do it or you do it while you're in bed, write for an hour and then go get ready for your day. Start changing your schedule and reconfigure how you're doing that because your goal is to get your books published, right? so you have to make that your biggest priority and you're letting the other things that you don't care about as much overshadow that and i can i say too this is a big thing i think especially for people who work remotely now change where you are doing your personal writing because you are spending so much time at home and your brain is in work mode now. You've turned your home into work mode. And so it's really hard to make that switch from I'm at work to now I'm doing this thing for me when it's all in the same place.

So if you can find a separate space, a coffee shop, what have you, if you have the money, a WeWork space, whatever you need to do, either take your work out of your home and make your home your sanctuary of where you do your actual writing or take the writing out of your home and figure out because it really does change your mindset when you're trying to do both things in the same space. It doesn't work as well. Yeah. And she actually was at a cafe when we had our pre-interview. She was like, I'm doing some writing. So that was great. What time do you start your workday? Nine? My workday? Eight to four is what I work. Oh, eight to four. So that's early. Okay. But I think you should try that for a week. Get up early. You're going to have to try and go to bed earlier and get up early. Set your

alarm for 530 in the morning or whatever can allow you an hour of creativity. Okay. Where do you live? Do you live somewhere where you can go somewhere that early? Like at 6am? Can you go to a coffee shop? I could. Yeah, actually. Yeah, I think you should. I was even saying to Catherine yesterday as well, like trying to that mindset of trying to get out of the house. Because even when I was in university, I found the same thing. Like I was not able to get academic writing or creative writing done at home. I had to go out. But even that I'm finding like it's much harder to make myself focus even out of the even outside of my house, like if I go to a Starbucks or wherever else. OK, well, you have to try out a couple of places.

Can you go right in a park? Oh my God. Libraries? So underrated. You don't have to buy shit. But they're not open at six in the morning is the problem. That's fair. But if you go after work, you could go like make four to six sort of your period too. I know it's not as effective because it's later in the day.

No, it's not less effective. I just think you need to get into a habit, right? Like you want to create a habit so that you're because if you do something for a week, you're going to the next time you're like, wait, wait a second. Why am I not doing it? Like it becomes part of your day and it becomes a daily ritual, which is really important for you to just, because that's going to infuse everything. Once you get your creative juices flowing, that infuses the rest of your life. You're not going to feel as tired, I promise you, from your regular job when you're giving yourself the, you know, the grace. And like he said, you know, if it's completely undoable, but it doesn't sound like it is. You start at 8.30. You can get up a couple hours earlier, get up at six o'clock in the morning and write from 6.30 to 7.30 and then get ready for work and do that for a week.

And you're just going to feel your self-esteem is carried by your creativity when you're a creative. That's all you need is to constantly be working and writing. And then that fills you up and it adds and lends energy to the stuff that isn't as exciting. And I don't want to, I feel like I need to address the elephant in the room, which is why aren't you writing while you're at work? I mean, like why? Like, I'm sorry. I know what it's like to work a desk job for 50 hours a week. There's so little work that you, like, there are ways you can figure out how to sort of half-ass it at your real job so that you can spend some

hours during the day doing your writing work. You work for the government, so it sounds like you have a really intense job. I was working for fucking startups where you sell men's socks online, so it's a little different, but I did some of my, I wrote my first script while at work, so I think it is possible. Or lunch breaks. Maybe it's a little different. But I wrote my first script while at work. So I think it is possible. Or lunch breaks. Maybe there's a lunch break situation.

Big lunch break. Yeah, my lunch breaks are really short. Unfortunately, the nature of my job, my notes on my phone are full of stuff, little thoughts that I do have time to jot down throughout the day. But then by the time I do get off work and go to sit down, I just don't want to look at a computer anymore or do anything. And if I had more opportunity throughout my workday, I definitely would be taking more advantage of that. I would also say, I mean, maybe not staring at a screen, maybe you're writing longhand that you can then point your phone at it and it turns it into text. That's like a new thing that you can do. But if you are- Who's writing longhand besides Barack Obama? Me.

Really? Oh, yes. I love it. I write a thank you card. I'm like, oh, forget it. I'm just like, thanks. I think I'm going to write this whole thing. And then my hand is so tired. They're barely teaching kids how to write longhand anymore. I know. No more penmanship. You're not allowed to read or write in this country. But also I'd say take a look at your notes at night right before you turn off your light

so that you have those sort of percolating in your brain all night. And when you wake up, you're going to find like things have synthesized and you are like, oh, my gosh, I can't wait to get this onto a page. That's a good idea. Yeah, that is a good idea. Wow. Or you could take Joel's advice and lose your job. Yeah. Okay.

Then you'll have plenty of time to write. You decide. Even if there's a little place in your apartment, like a side little sanctuary that you set up as your writing area, like you put a couple of things, notes, like things that, you know, all of your writing notes, if you put those on little Post-its

or you print them out from your phone and just put them all over so it's like a creative kind of little area for you. So, you know, we just have to psych ourselves into situations sometimes. And that's what you're like. Yeah, and you could do it. You'll do it. Do it for five days straight and get back to us and let us know if it made an impact. Yeah, I definitely will. Thank you so much. If it doesn't, if you're like, I just can't like will myself into this, get a writing buddy.

If you know you have an appointment of like, I owe three pages to this person on Wednesday. Accountability is everything. everything yes I will say too like is it I mean I don't I don't feel accountable to for another but I'm more accountable to myself if I tell somebody if I tell somebody that I'm doing something then like I feel so much guilt if I don't actually show up midwestern guilt yeah yeah western Midwestern guilt. Like I, you know, I'm about to do a full frontal scene for the first time on a show

and I have now told all my friends I'm doing this so I cannot chicken out. Right. I have to do it now. It's accountability for my dick.

Great. Is that an honor of AAPI? Yeah, yeah, yeah. You're doing the Lord's work. I'm putting the P in the AAPI. Amazing, yeah, yeah. You're doing the Lord's work. I'm putting the P in the AAPI. Amazing. Thank you so much. Thank you. Okay, good luck, Emily.

Thank you. Bye. Bye. I like how Joel just goes into an offshoot at the end of each call about his own issues and what he's up against. Listen, I'm only here for a short time, not a long time. I gotta get it in. It's a nice bookend to the calls. Yes. To look within. bookend to the calls. Yes. To look within.

Introspection for Joel. Well, let's take a quick break and we'll be back to wrap up with more of the last question. Oh, that flew by. Okay, we'll be right back. Oh, yeah. I can't believe it's almost over. Shut up, Joel. 2025 is bound to be a fascinating year. It's going to be filled with money challenges and opportunities.

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I'm like, it's not normally like this. I'm like, but when you have a comedian where everyone just goes to the wrong place right away or the right place. Yes. Okay. Well, our last question comes from Jenna. Jenna Bush. Dear Chelsea. I hate my twin.

Close. I have a simple question. Is it fair of me to ask that my boyfriend shave his face more regularly? He regularly lets his stubble grow out and frankly, it is painful to kiss him after a couple of days of growth. He does not have a gene for facial hair and is certainly not growing it out with intention. He just can't be bothered to shave. What grows in is sporadic around his upper lip and goatee zone and by no means attractive. I see it not only as him not bothering to take care of himself, but also that he can't put in a minimal effort for me and my comfort. I find the stubble very pokey and irritating to my skin when we kiss, and I tell him as much all the time.

I think the lack of any sort of initiative is what bothers me as much as the stubble itself. He also regularly compares it to how I don't always feel like shaving my legs, and how would I feel if he asked me to shave my legs more often? I don't think it's a fair comparison. What can be done about this? Listen, Jenna, you got to take a page out of the WGA book. You got to go on strike, bitch. No more kissing until you shave your little Fu Manchu. That's what you need to do. Because to compare it to shaving legs, the surface area alone, okay, it is not the same thing at all.

And he's not having to put his lips on her legs, his entire face on her legs. Great point, Jill. Great fucking point. First, absolutely, you can demand that. And also, you could also say, sure, great, I'll shave my legs every three days and you can shave your face every day. Facial hair that you're kissing, exactly, is the point. It's bothering you and it's not attractive to you. If you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend that says, I love this, I love this about you, don't you do it more?

Like, oh, I love your hair like that. Then you start to wear your hair like that you don't change your personality but it's like pleasing to the person that you care about so you want them to like it so it's totally within your right to be like okay fucking shave yeah it's not bad facial hair is bad yeah it's not hot it's the worst like a patchy beard there's nothing and if he's acting like that when you're dating then like oh then that's only gonna get worse if he doesn't nip it in the bud now you need to you need to do you not have like a mean gay friend who can just straight up to his face every time he doesn't shave be like bro you look ugly as fuck right now can you get a gay friend that will do that i'll do that

give me his number okay i'll facetime in yeah. You don't have to put up with that. I had a boyfriend who, when he did shave, I didn't like it. Oh, no. Like, he looked better with facial hair than without. And I was like, oh, you better keep that fucking beard, buddy. Like, I don't want to see what's under there without the beard. Well, your boyfriend has facial hair, right? He does, yeah, yeah.

A lot of men look better with facial hair. I like him both ways, I will say. But he does look considerably younger. And he is already younger than me, so it's a problem. And he just looks like a little boy without his beard. Which I guess I shouldn't have just said that I liked it both ways. Because God knows, in this climate, hearing a gay man say, I like my boyfriend when he looks like a little boy, that's trouble.

Well, I think based on everything you've said during this podcast, nobody's going to hold that against you. I will be lifting that out and we'll be putting it online. Yes, yes, yes. We'll use that as the clip. Joel Kim Booster, groomer. Thank you, Joel Kim. That was so much fun. Thank you for having me. Love you, honey.

So much fun. And thank you, Catherine. It was good to be with another Midw. And thank you, Catherine. Ah, yay. It was good to be with another Midwesterner. Yes, finally. Shabbat shalom, everybody. If you'd like advice from Chelsea, shoot us an email at dearchelseapodcast at gmail.com. And be sure to include your phone number. Dear Chelsea is edited and engineered by Brad Dickert, executive producer Catherine Law.

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