Digital Social Hour - Discover the Power of Awareness in Business | Irah Morffi DSH #699
Episode Date: September 5, 2024🌟 Discover the Power of Awareness in Business! 🌟 Tune in now to the latest episode of Digital Social Hour with Sean Kelly, featuring the insightful Irah Morffi. From navigating the astral realm ...to understanding the spiritual dimensions of mental health, this episode is packed with valuable insights you won't want to miss. Join the conversation as we dive deep into how awareness can transform your business and personal growth. 🚀  Irah shares captivating stories from her journey, exploring themes of spirituality, shamanism, and the balance of masculine and feminine energies. Whether you're curious about psychic phenomena or the impact of cultural roots on personal development, this episode has something for everyone. 🌈  Don't miss out on this enlightening discussion! Watch now and subscribe for more insider secrets. 📺 Hit that subscribe button and stay tuned for more eye-opening stories on the Digital Social Hour with Sean Kelly! 🎧  #SpiritualAwakening #MentalHealthToolsAndResources #DarkNightOfTheSoul #MentalHealthAdvocacy #AncestralWisdom  #EmotionalIntelligence #DarkNightOfTheSoul #Spirituality #MentalHealthToolsAndResources #MentalHealth  CHAPTERS: 00:00 - Intro 00:27 - Childhood Religion 02:14 - Early Spiritual Experiences 03:22 - Haunted House 05:09 - Developing Spiritual Abilities 06:01 - Mind Reading Techniques 07:36 - Seeing Auras Explained 08:21 - Mental Illness Discussion 12:49 - Masculinity and Modern Society 18:41 - The Desire for Chaos 21:05 - Is Being Gay a Choice? 23:35 - Media Programming Awareness 26:14 - Mental Health and Imbalance 28:17 - Can Psychopaths Be Rehabilitated? 31:19 - Understanding Dream Meanings 36:05 - Are Elves Real? 41:15 - Understanding Demons 44:15 - Course Overview 45:50 - Creating Your Reality 47:08 - Outro  APPLY TO BE ON THE PODCAST: https://www.digitalsocialhour.com/application BUSINESS INQUIRIES/SPONSORS: Jenna@DigitalSocialHour.com  GUEST: Irah Morffi https://www.instagram.com/irahmorffi https://www.tiktok.com/@irahmorffi https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEjRiQM1r96Lnm8f2LSEkUA  SPONSORS: Deposyt Payment Processing: https://www.deposyt.com/seankelly  LISTEN ON: Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/digital-social-hour/id1676846015 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5Jn7LXarRlI8Hc0GtTn759 Sean Kelly Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/seanmikekelly/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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i've done some past life work really i was gay in a couple of them it's not that it's bad or
anything like that a lot of it comes from trauma they have a very weak masculine figure in their
household or they're traumatized by a masculine figure if you feel in your soul like yeah you
are gay and you want to keep being gay so that's your path and that's what you're going to learn
the most and there's nothing wrong with that.
All right guys, we got Ira Morphy here all the way from Peru. What a flight.
Yes, it was quite a flight.
You spent some time there, right? Six months you said?
Oh, six months. I thought in the flight, 16 hours. But yeah, no, I was in Peru for the
last six months, went back home.
Nice. Did you go there for a specific reason?
Well, I wanted to connect back more with like my indigenous roots there because I was raised for the last six months went back home nice did you go there for a specific reason well i wanted
to connect back more with like my indigenous roots there because i i was raised with african
religion and i hadn't touched up on like the other part of me so that is mainly why i went back to
peru and then i stayed there of course like saw some family kind of went back for the roots but
yeah that's cool so you said you were raised with african religion yeah afro-caribbean
what's that like it's interesting um my dad is cuban so my dad you know my mom met my dad in
cuba then they flew back to peru had me there was raised there but my dad always did a lot of
rituals a lot of sacrifices whoa and um it was really intense um know but I personally don't
do I'm not part of that religion
myself but I have learned quite
a lot from it but I'm more of like
I walk my own path so you don't have a specific
religion you label yourself as
no I study all okay
I'm kind of the same I like to study all
and kind of incorporate different things from different religions
yeah that's what spirituality is more like
developing your own truth your own insights i would say shamanism
is like the thing that i like to um i'm not a shaman myself but i like to follow more of that
path because shamanism is more of like i'm being a shaman is somebody who is enlightened that's
really what it means right you know and it's somebody who helps others see the truth for
themselves right i can share my truth but it's not going to others see the truth for themselves right i can share my
truth but it's not going to be your truth so that's what i like to do is just help others like
you know align with their truth i would say even if it doesn't align with mine i love that yeah
did you feel like as a young kid you had spiritual abilities from a very young age yeah um i don't
remember exactly like seeing spirits or anything like that but ever since i was a kid
and to this day um i still well when i was a kid it was way stronger i would like see see stuff but
it was more like sensing it hearing it feeling it walking around um so i was always like very
open to the spiritual since i was a kid wow but um more towards like a darker aspect of it really
because my dad would do um i'm not saying like if he's most like a bad thing,
but the way that he would do it
and like the things that he had within him
when he would do that stuff,
it was just opening channel sorts.
Like I would say like negative.
Oh wow.
Like a portal almost, right?
Yeah.
Like a vortex.
Dang.
And then you would have to be left with that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I was very open towards like,
I had like a lot of dark stuff and dark thoughts
and things like that since when I was a little kid.
No reason for me to have those things.
Yeah.
Right.
So I was very open towards like darkness,
I would say,
but more in like a spiritual way.
And then from there,
obviously I had to like start working on it and healing it.
Interesting.
Yeah.
I just found out my house was haunted,
my childhood home. No way. And I used to to be so terrible i used to sleep with the lights on
oh i feel you so i had to shut off any power i had so a little bit relatable to your story
yeah definitely it's really interesting even like with the lights on i i couldn't
sleep wow but um yeah no haunted houses are definitely an entire experience yeah you got some stories
there uh haunted homes well once i was i went to sleep i was a kid um this is the time that my mom
and my dad uh we were my brother wasn't there yet but he was um we were like living in not like a
very nice house i literally was sleeping in the closet well Whoa. But the house, the lady that lived above, which that was the owner,
she had buried all the ashes of all her family members in our yard.
What?
No, literally.
And so I literally would see and feel stuff all the time.
I would be running to my mom, sleep with her.
But once they drew things on the wall and my parents blamed me.
Oh, my gosh. Yeah. So they had the power to draw on the wall? my parents blamed me. Oh, my gosh.
Yeah.
So they had the power to draw on the wall?
Yeah.
I don't know how they did that to this day.
That is crazy.
I think it was with one of my crayons, but they drew like an eye.
Oh, my gosh.
On the wall.
That is creepy.
So you guys moved out of there, right?
My parents, well, my dad was already like in that world.
He didn't really mind them after that.
Yeah.
It was just like more of
an internal experience what i experienced with uh the spiritual more than outside it was internal
got it so your whole family had some some spiritual experience yeah my dad's well was
still kind of is he did santeria so my mom now is a pranic healer so she's also a bruja oh wow and um yeah they're they're both
very gifted nice yeah so do you think it's genetic almost to have that i would say yeah okay but
anybody can develop spiritual gifts yeah anybody yeah there's that theory that we all have them
they're just dormant yeah because i mean at the end of the day like we're all spirits right and
the fact that we have like i would say like physical bodies and the mind and the logic, ego, that's really what blocks it, I would say.
Although they're meant to be working simultaneously and together in order to have like an order.
Got it.
But most people don't notice their spiritual abilities because they have like mental creations blocking them all the time.
Like you are right now experiencing psychic phenomena.
You're probably can kill my thoughts right now really because we're connected by a collective
consciousness wow you know but you're you're most likely not um since you're speaking to me and you
also have your own thoughts you're not gonna notice yeah so mind reading can be a real thing
then mind reading is a real thing very real thing yeah what about psychics psychics like in the terms of how that works like some say
they can predict your future my mom went to one and then she said they said she'd be married in
like 10 years and it didn't happen oh that's well that's because we live in a quantum universe
where everything everywhere everywhere everyone is happening all at once so all the possibilities
are like right now possible i can go and move my
mic or you know throw something across the room and that definitely happened right now in other
universes but it's not happening in this one because i decided not to do that but we're never
like in one set reality so when psychics read your future if somebody if you go to a psychic
and they tell you this is gonna happen you can change it right so if anybody tells you this is gonna happen it's it's not that way it's always like you are energetically more in
alignment with that reality and you're more likely to attract it right but you're not actually going
to you know i would say you're not actually going to like live that out if you put the effort towards
like removing your energy from that and putting it somewhere else i got it so that's probably what your mom did yeah probably it was another dimension
that that happened yeah you psychics just read into the quantum and see like what you're the
most likely aligned with yeah that's good to know because some people get those readings and they're
terrified exactly i don't i always saw like when i used to do readings for my clients i would be
like yo like every single time you go to another psychic then they tell you there's one thing that's going to happen and that
cannot change they're they're not they don't understand either they're lying to you or they
just don't understand the bigger concept of like how the universe works right so that's really
important yeah that makes sense you're able to see auras right colors cool okay so physically i can
only see like a invisible like halo around people.
I do see energy like floating around.
Not much color unless I like focus on it.
Got it.
It's more like internally.
I have my eye like pretty.
It's more like images and things like that that I got.
Yeah.
I could see that.
When you walked in here, it felt different compared to my other guests.
I don't know what it is, but you carry a certain presence that's really strong.
Yeah. I guess't know what it is, but you carry a certain presence that's really strong. Yeah.
I guess it's just authenticity,
I would say.
I like to...
I'm not saying your other guests
are not authentic,
but I definitely strive
to be like myself
at all times.
Because if I'm not myself,
then I'm not going to align
with things that are for me.
Right.
That makes sense.
So you talk about mental illness
a lot on your social media.
I do.
And you get some hate for it.
Some of it.
But I feel like there's a lot of people who understand as well.
And those are, you know, the ones that gain the most from my content.
So what's your take on mental health?
Well, listen, I don't believe in mental illness.
But that's because of experiences, research, also working with people and the fact that i you know have been also
raised in a religion that um was they don't believe in that either but when it comes to
mental illness listen i'm not a doctor this is not medical advice right but i have there's in so
many other cultures outside from western mental illness is actually seen as a as a spiritual gift there's
they celebrate mental illness instead of us where we lock people up wow so when it comes to mental
illness for example the dagara tribe in africa in burkina faso we had a man named dr um I forgot his name, but he is somebody who was born in the Dagarra tribe.
And he would go to universities in the United States and go into like these different mental institutions to see one of his clients.
And he would actually see how all the people in these mental institutions were like locked up in straitjackets.
And they had a lot of spirits around and messing with them right but what he was raised with was that mental illness is really just a initiation if it's not correctly initiated they go into a
almost like a sort of insanity because imagine you have all these spirits and all these negative
influences also with trauma if you're like spiritually gifted and you're traumatized, you're going to be vibrating pretty low.
And so that's going to open portals and channels towards like, I would say negative, ill-intended spirits naturally.
So if you're not handling that, if you're not properly initiated, you're going to end up going crazy.
And that's what mental illness
is really what it is right but you also have um with mental illness like the the diet which is
so important because if you're eating terrible you're really going to mess your chemical imbalance
in your brain like the food food has actually the ability to mess with your chemical balance
in the brain so if you're depressed and you look at your food but you're eating all you're eating
is like terrible carbs like oreos doritos and all these things you're not going to feel well
obviously so and then you know you say your mental illness get medicated so there's just so many
different factors to mental illness but i promise you um when it comes to mental illness it's it's
never a mental thing that it's like not reversible never it's either your food you're you're
spiritually gifted you're traumatized wow and that's it and so in the case that you're traumatized
you should be emotionally healing but instead of healing you what do they do they numb you with meds right right so that's that's the the whole thing about mental illness the chemical balance can always be
balanced out with your own will your own mind power and of course your diet right watch your
diet yeah i think diet's probably the biggest one right i would say it's it's both right because if
you have the best amazing diet in the world but
then you're thinking like negative things all the time yeah or you're victimizing yourself right
putting yourself in a place of victimizing and not being the cost of your reality but instead
being the effect of life like life just does things to you you're the effect of it and you're
not going to live very well you're always going to be in like a bad mental state regardless of what you
eat you know because at the end of the day like it's really the the mind power and the soul that
is like controlling all of this you have the heart feminine heart and then you have the mind which is
the masculine right the mind is the will the ability the ability to like be to put energy
into things and then you have the heart who is like the spirit the emotions and that's both of them create your reality yeah so it's important not
both working together both working together and of course you have like the body and everything
but all of these things are created from these two places yeah so it's just overall really
important like to eat well but also to work on the control of your own mind, I would say.
And do you feel like masculinity has been attacked recently?
Absolutely.
Well, the world is energetically upside down, right?
Because we live in a dual universe.
Everything is dual except for like the oneness.
The oneness is not dual.
It's just oneness, right?
But oneness is not something where we're at right now.
Otherwise, you know, we would not be fragmented.
I wouldn't be me.
You wouldn't be you.
But in the grand scheme of things, yes, we are one.
Like you and me are one.
So it's everything here, right?
But the ability for this to be like fragmented right now,
like this, everything being fragmented is really just the masculine putting it into place.
Because we have chaos, which is the feminine, the idea, the dream.
And then the masculine comes and makes that into an order.
If we were only living in like a feminine, I would say universe in the feminine.
I don't mean sex or I don't mean like any of that.
I mean more of like energies that make everything.
You have the negative and positive, you know, electrons that come together and make atoms.
Yeah.
Right.
So that is really like the negative.
Well, not the positive and negative, but the masculine and feminine.
So the masculine would be like the logic, the mind, like I said, the order, the order.
And we have the feminine, which is the chaos.
But it's also the dream, the heart, the love, right?
It's the connection to spirits.
Both have been very attacked.
And it's almost like they, it's like a dance between two extremes that's happening right now.
Because you have, for example, masculinity, which is, well, patriarchy completely is against the man and the woman.
Of course, they try to kill the femininity within men and women at the same time.
Because men, you know, they're taught to not feel, not, not, they're taught to not feel, not have emotions, which is their feminine, what connects them to their spirits.
They're taught to be logical and have order and control over things.
So this is why you have seen the generation of our men in the past being extremely controlling, manipulative, and also very toxic as well.
And the women, of course, they have always seen her as more of like sensitive
and weak etc because that's femininity something that has been like very attacked in both men and
women but what happens is that when now now that men start to discover their femininity because we
are evolving as a species obviously we're going to evolve spiritually as well what happens is that
they confuse them right people well the media
you know there's always an agenda behind everything but men start to like develop
more emotions just being more in touch with their femininity that doesn't mean that that they're
you know that they're that doesn't mean that they're feminine it just means that yes you're
discovering a new part of yourself and that's completely fine yeah but i feel like they take advantage of that and confuse
them so what happens with a lot of men it also happens with women right where they hyper almost
hyper masculine mask how do you say that word hyper masculinized yeah hyper masculinized women
um because of course the patriarchy right you have a lot of these um uh lesbians right
who they are they want to be like equal to men right completely equal to men and to the point
where they also you know start to compete with men but in a very patriarchal way right um where
it's like a hyper independent state that is not helping them it's not it's also like turning
down their femininity within and having femininity is not weak it's it's not bad but at the end of
the day like that's what people have been taught to ignore and almost like um shun it away yeah so
when it comes to men starting to develop their femininity i feel like it goes
towards the other extreme which which is chaos they don't know who they are they don't they're
almost like they become non-binary right for example because they haven't they don't that
confusion they take advantage of it the media and instead of helping them figure out what it is
right the truth i feel like you know there's just so many different ways it can go.
They take advantage of that lack of order.
Yep.
Which is a masculine.
And then they go ahead and, you know, tell them that they're this, that they're that.
They put labels on that.
Yeah.
And so that obviously the person wants to belong.
Humans always want to belong to something.
So they end up labeling themselves as, you know, perhaps anything in the lgbt right and there's all-time highs those labels
it's all-time high right now because i feel like a lot of people uh yes they want to belong and
they don't know um you know what they really are but at the end of the day the the human being is
very uh fluent i would say like they have the ability to to yes be many things but I feel like once you
put yourself in a box and you say that you're this and this and that that's when you start to
almost like minimize who you are right because you start manifesting it yeah and I feel like
they're overall uh yes masculinity has been very attacked because obviously the point is to destroy the
households right yeah if you destroy the the house the household the family that is when society
starts to become chaos right it starts to go from a very extreme masculine which is where it has been
with the patriarchy to the other end but it's not a balanced end where you're like in balance with
both energies because we all have masculine feminine energy within us right it's more of like um an extreme of chaos of you don't you don't know
like your identity you don't know who who you are you're confused but uh then you start to
overall um you know take on labels that are not really like who you are and then you're
just more confused yeah yeah why do you think they want all this chaos going on right now well i feel like when when people are in a mindset where they're
not in tune with who they are they're easier to control you know so they just want control of
people i would say yes it's more control over people but i would say that it's also
destroying like i said the household when you destroy the household there's no more community
there's no more communication that is you know really going between all of us right and we don't
evolve in a in a balanced way because the truth is that yes masculine and feminine energy are very
apparent we live in a dual universe.
You can see it with the sexes, right?
Men and women, although we both have both masculine and energy within us, women are made to intake more feminine energy.
That's why we can give birth.
That's why we have, you know, and that's why we get penetrated, which is woman is the receiver the male is the giver right
yeah so when it comes to to these two energies yes our bodies we are made in the image of god
what is god god is oneness but when it manifests in the physical realm is duality yeah that's why
we're made in the image of god i made it under the image of the feminine energy you're made under the image of masculine energy so that is an order we can't really disbarge you know we can't ignore that yeah
and it's an order that we have been given in you know by by everything absolutely and i feel like
people ignore that a lot and i think people are free to be who they want to be.
But when they start to put that onto the world and try to change the world in order to accommodate them to the point where the world also becomes almost like a part of that, right?
That is where things go wrong.
Because, yes, you do have free will to do what you want and not against that at all.
I have very good friends who you know they're
gay i'm also myself i'm bisexual yeah you know what i mean and um but i do feel like there's
quite a lot of confusion going around that that it takes advantage of this like chaos that people
are have you know are going through within yeah um because yes there is a a dual universe like
this is something we can't deny. Absolutely.
I've done some past life work.
Really?
I was gay in a couple of them.
For real.
That's really interesting. And I was taught growing up not like that wasn't good to do.
Yeah, it's not that it's bad or anything like that.
I think everybody, listen, the thing with like people being gay, etc.
I do always think that the soul chooses to do those things throughout life.
But I actually do also think that a lot of people are not gay or not transgender.
I don't think a lot of them are.
Modern day, yeah.
I think it's a lot of programming, right?
A lot of it is programming.
One thing I have seen myself included from being gay, for it's a lot of it comes from trauma with that sex.
Wow.
Right.
I've seen a lot of gay people who either they have a very weak masculine figure in like the masculine.
Right.
Remember the masculine.
They have a very weak masculine figure in their household or they're traumatized by a masculine figure.
Right.
Right. So that's also
something that programs that i don't think anybody's actually born um gay wow i think they're
um they're programmed into it but i feel like at the end of the day the soul chooses whether they
keep going with that or they want to you know go back to like default yeah basically and i i think
that's also something that we're free to do if you if you
feel in your soul like yeah you are gay and you want to keep being gay right you can just you know
that's your path and that's where you're going to learn the most and there's nothing wrong with that
there's nothing wrong with that but then when other people start to push it onto children
you know that's when that's when they almost have like no say because the child's mind like it
literally gets programmed in the first seven years of their life like you have the subconscious mind
that is literally created in the first seven years of your life and the subconscious mind we know is
literally in control of everything that we live so when you start to put those things in in a child's
face when it's not the default and i feel people, they want to normalize that as being like, oh, people are born that way or like that's the default. But there is an order at the
end of the day, right? There is an order. And eventually you can choose to not go with that
order and that's fine, right? But when you start to put it into a child's face or like, you know,
almost like have them being programmed, right? By those things and uh because there's a lot of things right
now in the media that are going around and it's very apparent when you start to actually see it
absolutely um that's when it becomes a problem right yeah when did you start realizing this
programming was going on in the media so i guess i started realizing it around when I was like 18 years old because I had my boyfriend at the time.
He was gay.
And so I was very like free in my sexuality and things like that.
And once again, there's like nothing wrong with that.
But I feel like I had a very clouded point of view but then when i started realizing that perhaps like uh children right um they
they get really programmed so easily they're little little sponges right so it's the when i
started realizing that they were attacking like that uh default order i would say because it's
there it's apparent like we can't ignore it yeah right when they started attacking that that's when things start to go out of balance because if we really want to take
advantage and grow as a civilization there needs to be an order um between these two energies
inside of us and inside collective the collective right um like the masculine the feminine that's
really when we're going to evolve as a species. Right now we have evolved in a very imperialistic way.
It's not capitalism, right?
Because the masculine giver, doer, order, right?
It's the superficial stuff.
Nothing wrong with it.
Materialistic, right?
It's the ego as well.
There's nothing wrong with the ego.
When you're fully ego, that's when the problem becomes a problem.
But the masculine has been in power
for a long long time and what do we see we see this capitalism but it's not really capitalism
anymore when there's these big companies um that are buying everything right and we have the
i would say the masculine like being in charge because they haven't let the feminine thrive
and that's when when things start to fall out of order right if we want order we need to have a balance between
the feminine which is the receiver right the spiritual the heart the empathy and the masculine
within us and the world yeah right but you see it right now out of balance and with imperialism
that we have right now um more leaning towards the masculine.
But if when people start to wake their feminine up, they go towards the other extreme, which is the chaos, the fact that you don't have an order.
Right.
Right.
You're fluid, but in a way where you really don't know who you are.
That's when it also becomes a problem.
So, yes, in order for us to evolve, we need this balance between the two in the collective as well
and i feel like that's really what they want to disturb yeah either they're in one extreme
or the other right and i feel like this is also why there's quite a lot of people who have
um like mental illnesses now as well because for example if you are you have you know the balance
between these two but if you go more towards the masculine like to extreme that's when you find
yourself uh lacking a heart lacking empathy you start becoming a narcissist yeah you start to
become egoista which is uh egocentrical right selfish and it goes towards the extreme materialistic superficial and then it goes
into psychopathy the more the deeper it goes right in hermeticism it says that uh the two ends of the
pole right because everything is dual everything is duality everything is has two poles but the
more you go towards both extremes the more they meet you know how hot becomes cold when something's so hot it literally
feels cold or with something so cold it literally feels hot right um a lot of people now are waking
up like a lot of different illnesses and personality disorders right because when they go towards the
feminine as well right those are personality disorders but when you go towards the feminine
you get borderline personality disorder yeah codependence. You have the abuser here, and then you have codependence and
the victim here. And the more you go towards the end, you meet borderline personality disorder,
which is a completely chaotic personality disorder. Very, very, very emotional, very erratic.
There's no solidity. There's no structure here because they're lacking the
masculine but the more they go towards the end of that they meet sociopathy and then psychopathy
yeah right so they end up meeting and that's because right now the world is like really out
of balance so it's either it's on one extreme or the other right and when people start to like
fluctuate between these two they start to get confused as well so it's almost like the there's like a lack of structure absolutely order and um
ignorance towards these two very apparent energies in the world do you think if someone's a psychopath
that is fixable or is that too far gone it is fixable yeah i a lot of people and a lot of
spiritual people they believe that psychopaths don't have souls but they do oh it's just that
they're on a far end of the masculine it's called agriman energy uh the far end of the feminine is
lucifer energy lucifer is not satanic or anything it's more like false light the false light right
like a witch like uh it's more of a false light it would
be you know when people are so uh into the hearts into the spiritual that they literally go crazy
because they forget the masculine right they need order so you go insane or you start to
completely ignore the physical oh that would be luciferian energy but if there's a psychopath what they need to work on is more of like having
more femininity in them starting to wake their emotions up starting to notice them because the
thing with psychopaths is that they yes they do have emotions it's just that they don't notice
them 100 of the time so when they start to put their awareness on it right because awareness is
like super important when they start to put their awareness on their emotions and start to actually develop the feminine side yes they're
going to fluctuate first through narcissism and then through a balanced masculine that's good to
know yeah that's in in um i would say in comparison to a lot of beliefs i do feel like psychopaths
have souls that's good to know because i make all my friends take the dark triad test are you
familiar with that test yeah yeah one of my friends got a 99 in psychopath.
So I was a little worried for him.
But I'm going to let him know that it's possible to lower that number.
It's 100% possible.
I've been down that path myself.
Oh, you scored high on that one?
Yeah.
Wow.
That's surprising to me.
In different aspects, like narcissism.
But it was way back.
And that's because, well well my dad was a narcissist
like bad got it so environment and um i grew up without that those morals that make up the feminine
like the emotions and things like that so i had to develop those by myself like once i had to
once i noticed that i was a narcissist i had to develop them but i did have um like i told you i
grew up with around a lot of
darkness so naturally I thought I was you know meant for the darkness so that's when I started
noticing that perhaps I'm not and I can fix myself and I started working on that along the same thing
with like all the other mental illnesses I've had that were like chronic yeah I love how open you
are about admitting that because most people would never admit they're a narcissist.
Yeah, definitely not.
And I feel like it has a lot to do with being conscious of it
and then working on it and developing your feminine
and the emotions.
Because now I personally have like a set of rules
that I cannot break
because I just would never do those things to people.
You know, I wouldn't want those things to be done to me.
And so I won't do them to people. So that's, it's's as simple as that and i feel like i've developed a type of loyalty
and empathy that um is unbreakable and something that i feel it's is i've built with like my own
hands yeah so it was already there it was just covered that's great that makes sense speaking
of darkness tell me about that tattoo that looks like a hollow from bleach. Is that what it is?
You haven't seen Spirited Away?
No.
Oh, it's such an awesome movie.
It's by Hayao Miyazaki.
Okay.
It's a spiritual movie for children.
And it talks quite a lot about, it has a lot of meanings.
Okay.
It's a beautiful movie.
This spirit was actually, tied to my darkness, yes.
This spirit was a spirit of...
His name is No Face.
And he would go and offer people gold.
And when the people would get too greedy, he would eat them.
And he would lose himself and his sense of self around greed and that low frequency.
And I got it tattooed to remind myself to not fall back into that.
Because when I was dealing the most with my narcissism was when I was very successful off of drop shipping sales
all that stuff yeah and so I had um I had like you know taken myself from like literally like dust
to to a lot of things and um I guess that like put me in a very very dark place like
materially.
Got it.
So I was very masculine.
It's easy to fall into
that materialistic trap,
I think.
When you first start
being successful,
especially if you've had
nothing your entire life,
yeah.
Yeah,
I fell for that too.
Yeah,
everybody does.
It's part of it.
Everybody,
literally every single person
unless,
you know,
I don't know,
they were raised with,
you know,
that mindset. i wasn't
um they they're gonna fall into it because money it's like it only makes you more of what you are
amplifies yeah yeah some people come from money and it's even harder
yeah because they haven't built that um that's why i'm not gonna lie i love to have um like
connections more when they have came from nothing i feel like i relate more to those people that holds weight yeah it holds a lot of my uh my girl
since i was broke and that's gonna be hard to ever replace you know what i mean ever replace
yeah that's that's very true i think uh when it comes to to those type of values that you build
um it's a it's a whole other story you know yeah so you were not you
came from like nothing and then you you're something now absolutely you know i want to
talk about the dream world the dream world yeah i've seen a couple youtube videos on it
so what's the the meaning and importance of dreams the meaning and importance of dreams
um so the meaning and importance of dreams i feel like it has so many different things it's
really important to know symbolism um but i feel like the meaning is something that is more what
you feel in that moment because there's so many different dreams that you can have and there's
quite a lot of things that you can do like astral traveling um lucid dreaming all that stuff but
when it's a subconscious dream uh your subconscious is going to let you know a
lot of the time how it's doing through uh words through colors through numbers through uh symbols
right like mountains things like that um so if you know symbolism is going to help you like
decipher your dreams better but the my personal favorite way to do it is just actually figuring out what those symbols
mean to me because obviously the universe is not going to communicate to me through something that
i don't know right yeah so is is is your dream like a subconscious talking to you what do you
think it is going on there there's so many different things because the thing is that
the physical realm and the astral realm are almost like back to back they're together actually the physical realm even is like a lot
of people have so many different names for all these realms of existence i call it all the astral
realm just different planes got it right different like states of it i would say different vibrations
and the physical realm is a very low density realm but then you have the dreams which is where we go
to every single night even if you don't remember it and on there yes you can have like subconscious dreams but it's really just you
creating like in the astral realm through your vibration through your subconscious but if you
get out of that sort of like creative mode you can start to also speak to other beings like travel
through different planes and all those things wow Wow. And all of that is also influenced
by your own energy.
That's how psychics can read, actually.
Like you think psychics are like
able to see some things
and all that stuff.
They really just like
see into the astral realm
and their energy,
like they're,
like they intake the energy
and the way that they visualize it
is based off of their energy.
So one psychic can be like,
I see a dark entity around you. Another one can be like, I see a dark entity around you.
Another one can be like, I see a dark smoke around you.
Got it.
All of them are just seeing the same energy in different interpretations in the astral realm.
Same thing with dreams.
So everything is very, the astral realm is very abstract, very creative.
So you create a lot on there.
What you see is really based off your frequency.
That's interesting. Do you have any experiences astral traveling yeah i do it happens quite a quite
often wow lucky that's my goal uh no you don't like it um yeah so definitely the astral realm
is really interesting because i i've seen quite a lot of things. I bet. Spoken to quite a, so many different beings.
I've even seen elves.
Really?
So elves are real?
Yeah, they're real.
Wow.
They're not as good looking as you think they are.
That's interesting.
No.
But the thing I've seen the most has been demons and lower astral beings.
Oh, man.
Yeah.
Because obviously like when you, I'm a a human being like i'm in a low density
realm you know so naturally um even when i work on like my frequency there's always going to be
some things that affect me in the astral realm especially because it's very a subconscious thing
so now i deal with the less but i uh like lower astral beings are always there if people start to astral travel
they're even there when people don't remember their dreams so you got to learn how to protect
your energy and you do and they they love fear they love it they love it they're that's like
your their buffet so if you wake up one day and you start to see like these beings um they and
you're scared they're gonna feed off of that they're gonna think it's amazing right but if you start showing them love and like light you know light and not
darkness they're gonna get offended they're gonna hate it they're gonna leave so it really comes to
to like your frequency because obviously these beings can't exist in like higher realms yeah
you also have um these beings working on people every single day really yeah
you don't think all these artists for example when they start talking about demonic stuff you have a
more most definitely you have a lower astral being behind it wow so it's true then if you
astral project your body is vulnerable and could be overtaken by demons you're always connected to
your body but yes they can latch on to you wow they can latch on to you yeah um and so the fastest way because these beings can also like
the reason why people fall for them is because these beings can literally shape shift into like
any any loved one even into angels god whatever you know and they'll tell you yo you have like a
really big mission but you need to do this for me like
you need to do that and so that subconsciously gets like programmed in the brain of the person
even when you they don't remember that this like thing and then they go and do it the next day and
they go and like make music about it whatever um the easiest way to know if you are around like a
lower astral being even if they look like your deceased grandma is to ask them like show me the light can you show me your being of light and if they resist they're not it they're
not beings of light there are dark beings there are lower astral beings you know what you can do
that with too humans really yeah you could tell a human to show me the light yeah you can tell you
can ask them um for reassurance and if they resist like if anything
resists in your life they're not it's it's not meant for you it's not um it's not of the lights
right it's not something that's going to guide you towards like your what you really want to do here
wow let's say you have like um like you're going out with this girl or you're i'm going out with
this guy if i start to see resistance, like in our conversation,
that I can already see that it's not going to work out.
Just in the conversation.
Yeah.
What about disagreements?
Disagreements.
I feel like disagreements are overall overridden
by understanding.
So if I have a disagreement with somebody, like you and I are, you know,
having a conversation right now, but if I think something and you don't think about it, I'm,
I'm pretty cool with that, but that's not resistance. Got it. So there's a difference.
There's a big difference. Um, if you have, um, for let's say like you have, um, this,
this person that you're making a business with.
And then you're like, hey, like when is this going to happen?
Like I keep, you know, you keep like putting it off, blah, blah, blah.
And they're like, yeah, you know, I just have to wait like one more week, blah, blah, blah.
That's resistance.
You know, I just have to wait one more week, but they keep putting it off.
That's resistance.
Interesting.
Yeah.
They call it procrastination.
Yeah.
And it's literally your life is always like um going between
that like it's either either it's resisting or it's flowing and when something flows it's meant
to be if it's resisting it's not the more you like cling on to it it's not gonna work out same
thing works with the astral realm when you meet these beings that they resist because they're
usually will get very offended when you ask them like like, show me the light. Like, show me that you're a flight.
They'll be like, oh, what do you mean?
Like, I'm here for you, blah, blah, blah, right?
Just like a person.
If, let's say, you have a boyfriend and you ask them, like, hey, are you cheating on me?
Somebody who's not cheating on you
is not going to be like, no, you know,
like, why would you think that?
But in a way where it's like, you know,
they're confident about it.
They're not really resisting the end the question your flows somebody who is cheating
will get offended you know facts yeah i've witnessed that a lot so that makes sense have
you ever seen creatures of light while you're astral traveling what do you mean like beings
that are good beings yes i've seen quite a few but it's been more like within the actual astral realm it
wasn't like more in my like when i'm like walking around when i'm walking around like my my room i
would say that's when i see more like lower beings but when i leave that's when i see more of like
higher um astral beings but i'm not in la i've seen way more uh lower astral beings than higher
i didn't know they were that common that's's crazy. Yeah. They're all around your house like that?
Not really.
It's almost like these things are very tied together.
And so if you have a channel open, even if the place is not haunted, you're going to naturally see them.
Because they're everywhere.
They're here with us right now, but on different planes.
That's why we can't see them.
And are those just souls that just lived a tough life and just couldn't get over it what exactly are those
maybe i don't know that i i guess like the closest thing i can tell you is that
when it comes to these beings some of them are yes they're lost souls but other ones are perhaps
just beings that haven't yet lived a human experience to develop a heart.
Wow.
That's deep.
So that might be considered hell to some people, right?
Of course.
Yeah.
Well, hell can be created here as well.
Like hell.
Hell is actually what we were just speaking about.
The imbalance of those two energies, the masculine and feminine.
That's really what hell is.
Wow. imbalance of those two energies the masculine and feminine that's really what hell is wow because
imagine if you're like fully in your masculine and you have no soul you have no connection to
anything no fulfillment yeah that's hell but also if you're really in the chaos side you don't know
who you are you're you know overly emotional to the point where you destroy everything and like
that's also hell the imbalance between you know of these two or that's how and that you can also see like in these realms i would say
because obviously if you're a demon and you're feeding off of fear there's like really no balance
there right that's the astral realm as well like those two energies also manifest in the astral
realm do you ever get overwhelmed just in crowded rooms being able to read all this energy i yes and no i feel like i'm well i'm still in process myself but i think i
have gotten a good hang of it uh where i i just know i'm protected and i just simply decide not
to like put my energy there anymore because i feel like i have mastered quite a lot like consciousness um and to draw it back to myself and not like have my my my energy out there yeah you must
have high standards for dating because you read people so well oh yeah well i have a boyfriend
myself yeah uh literally um it's he's somebody who gets me in every single way nice like it's
a perfect balance between me and him he's pretty spiritual too very spiritual yes nice but we have a really really really good
balance between our both energies yeah i would say so that's great that's something i really
cherish in a person absolutely anything else you got a course or anything?
A course.
Uh, yes, I do.
So I work on, I would say like my main foundation is consciousness, awareness, observation,
the fact that you can observe and then direct energy.
That's how I got rid of my psychosis because I had psychosis.
I was meant to be schizophrenic forever.
Yeah.
And so one thing
i noticed getting out of that is that since we live in a quantum universe um when you have
experiences like that it's almost like you're seeing like the reality of it but you don't know
where you are you don't understand that you pick the reality that you create it so every single
time you're creating a reality like you have a thought for example because everything starts off with the thoughts like buddha said everything starts with a thought
that's every single time you get a thought that's like a potential reality that can get manifested
so if you give your energy to it it's gonna evolve right because the more you give energy
to one certain amount of like to a certain thought the more you get thoughts like that
and then it starts to emotionally react
remember mind heart that's when you start to create so me drawing back my energy from thoughts
that were delusional to myself and to realities that that's what i want to fit you know that what
i want to have is something that has completely shifted my life from like being an addict like completely mental ill um and
just changing like everything wow you know so consciousness has been is so powerful for
creating reality that's how i got into quantum physics and the metaphysical and was able to also
like control everything because if you have awareness if you strengthen your awareness you
can develop supernatural abilities.
You can even start to read minds if that's like how advanced you get.
You can heal your body like your organs, right?
You can heal your mind like from mental illnesses or whatever you have.
You can literally do anything like any spiritual objective that you have.
You can do it if you strengthen your awareness.
It's like it's really the core so i have an entire academy that is based off awareness and how to strengthen it and then direct it towards what you want to do right if you want to direct it towards creating a
reality do it if you want to go ahead and uh you know heal your body do it right you can go and
really do anything with it awareness is also literally what gets you out of your body and
to ask for traveling wow right it's just knowing where to put your energy because you send and receive energy every single day.
And if you don't know where to put it or you are not conscious of where you put it,
that's when you create a reality that, you know, it's kind of under the control of your subconscious mind.
Incredible.
So awareness and consciousness, you can even put it outside of you and see without your eyes.
Like it's really insane. Next level. It is next level yeah we'll link that below i can't wait for people
to comment and of course share their experiences thanks so much for coming on of course thank you
so much for having me absolutely thanks for watching guys see you tomorrow