Digital Social Hour - Unveiling My Journey: From ICU Nurse to Content Creator | Money Birdette DSH #784

Episode Date: October 5, 2024

🔥 Unveil the captivating journey of a former ICU nurse turned content creator in this eye-opening episode of Digital Social Hour with Sean Kelly! 🚀 Join the conversation as we dive deep into the... world of transformation and self-discovery. Our guest shares her incredible story of leaving the high-stress medical field for a more liberated and financially rewarding path in content creation, including the adult industry. 💼✨ Discover how she navigates judgment, maintains authenticity, and finds joy in living life on her own terms. From the hustle of NYC to the sun-soaked streets of Vegas, this episode is packed with valuable insights you won't want to miss! 🌆☀️ Tune in now to hear about her journey, the challenges faced, and the triumphs achieved. Don't miss out—watch now and subscribe for more insider secrets on Digital Social Hour. 📺 Hit that subscribe button and stay tuned for more eye-opening stories with Sean Kelly! 🔔🎧 CHAPTERS: 00:00 - Intro 00:35 - Why OnlyF*ns Pays More Than Nursing 07:50 - Social Media Bans & Animal Rescue Stories 09:20 - Dealing with Stalkers 11:52 - Comparing Life as a Nurse vs. Now 15:11 - Experiences with Surgeries 17:00 - Judging by Appearance 18:16 - Safety in the Adult Industry 19:39 - Dating a Financially Struggling Partner 22:19 - Painful First Scene Experience 23:30 - Intelligence of OnlyF*ns Creators 24:39 - Considering Plug Talk Appearance 27:10 - Desire for Long-Term Relationships 31:20 - Exploring Your Plant Room 33:15 - Where to Connect with Her APPLY TO BE ON THE PODCAST: https://www.digitalsocialhour.com/application BUSINESS INQUIRIES/SPONSORS: Jenna@DigitalSocialHour.com GUEST: Money Birdette https://www.instagram.com/moneybirdette https://www.youtube.com/@UCa_aIn4druyM4JZKWkoZmzA SPONSORS: Deposyt Payment Processing: https://www.deposyt.com/seankelly LISTEN ON: Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/digital-social-hour/id1676846015 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5Jn7LXarRlI8Hc0GtTn759 Sean Kelly Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/seanmikekelly/ Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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Starting point is 00:01:04 I'm not saying I don't have any purpose. I put my time in. I did 13 years. Probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into adult porn industry. My life is way better now. I make more money now. I'm not less stressed.
Starting point is 00:01:17 I have a lot more freedom. And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck, especially if you're in a hospital because when you're around death and you're around certain things you're like manifesting that into your life too all right guys got money burdette here welcome thank you love the outfit thank you it's pretty uh unique what's going on there all those dots It's actually for a photo shoot that I'm shooting tomorrow. So I thought it was just cute. Nice. Photo shoot for your OF? For Instagram.
Starting point is 00:01:52 This is just an OF. Not OF photo shoot trip. This is more like Instagram photo shoot trip. You've been doing OF since 18. That's early. I think maybe 20. Probably literally right as the site went public. Damn, so you had that foresight to just see, because I feel like it got a lot of hate at first.
Starting point is 00:02:12 Oh, yeah, it was like a secret thing. Yeah. Like a lot of photographers and models, we just use it as extra content. It was called only, it's only fans. It's not only porn, which people have that stigma with now. But in the beginning, it was just extra content and like talking to your fans. So that's all it was in the beginning for me. And then how did it evolve to where you're at now?
Starting point is 00:02:31 Like what year did you start kind of taking steps? Well, like I said, I was a neonatal ICU nurse for 13 years. So when I was a nurse, I respected my profession and just sold like extra content, photo shoot pictures, things like that. So then about right before COVID, I would say I left and I was making enough money to kind of just go out on my own. Yeah. So it was quick, the transition. That was a few years, I think 2018 to what, 2020, like two years maybe. Okay. To start making good money. Yeah. I was making, I mean, a lot more money than as a nurse. Really? Oh yeah. I thought nurses make good money. Well, six figures, right? I think in New York, um, I probably made over a hundred K. Holy crap. Yeah. As a nurse. Yeah. It's pretty good, right? Yeah. But it's, it's pretty good. But after taxes and after all the deductions and it's okay, but for like a single
Starting point is 00:03:20 woman to live on that kind of a salary, that's kind of why I did the OnlyFans thing. Yeah, $100K in New York, apartments alone is probably like $5K a month, right? Well, mine now is probably about $4K. Yeah, so $4K plus food and then expenses. The car, everything. It was just working to pay your bills. Yeah, you have nothing left to invest or save in pretty much. So that makes sense why you got into it.
Starting point is 00:03:40 Yeah. And what did your friends and family think of it? Well, my parents, my mom now knows, but my father still doesn't still yeah well he's gonna know now after this i doubt it really yeah this gets millions of views they're just not internet people whoa well i had an issue recently because i did go on a podcast and i spoke about it and somebody looked them up on facebook and sent my mom a bunch of porn oh on her facebook. So that's how she found out? Mm-hmm. Damn.
Starting point is 00:04:07 So she probably told your dad? No. No? She didn't want to hurt him. Oh, wow. She was cool about it, though. Like, we spoke. I said to her, I'm turning 40.
Starting point is 00:04:15 This is what I want to do at this age. I just want to have fun. I'm not married. I don't have kids. And I'm just living my life on my own terms. Wow. You're turning 40? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:04:24 I thought you were in your young 30s. No, I'm a lot older. That's impressive. Good genetics. Thanks. Damn. Was not having kids like something you wanted to just do or? No, I wanted to have kids.
Starting point is 00:04:35 Like, I feel like as a woman, you're kind of told like, you're going to meet somebody, you're going to have kids, you're going to live this dream. But it doesn't happen for everybody. And it's okay. And yeah, I wish I would have had kids. I wish I would have been a mom. I would probably have a very different life right now, but I didn't a little unhinged now at this age and I'm kind of just like having fun. I feel that also people wait on the East coast. Yeah, no, it's, it's a lot. It's, it's hard to date on the East coast.
Starting point is 00:05:00 You think so? Yeah. Everything's really expensive going out. It's expensive going anywhere, doing anything. So it's kind of hard to meet people in that sense. That's true. You're dropping hundreds on a date in New York. Oh God. Anytime I leave my apartment, it's like a $400 a day. Jeez. Yeah. God damn. Even an Uber to New York is a hundred dollars each way. Two. Yeah. Like from Brooklyn to Manhattan. It's crazy. I noticed that because I just stayed in Jersey city. It was like 120 bucks. I was like, what? It's like two miles. Crazy. That's crazy, right? Yeah, Vegas is no traffic out here.
Starting point is 00:05:28 I love it. You might have to move out here. No. No state tax. I know. I do like Vegas though. It's like, it's hot. Oh yeah, the heat's brutal.
Starting point is 00:05:38 Brutal. LA is nice, but you're not that safe. You know? You know, you're getting robbed out there. But yeah, New York. New York's in my top three. I love New York. Being a New Yorker and being there for so long,
Starting point is 00:05:51 it's kind of hard to live anywhere else. The food is really fucking good. That's what I miss. I was looking at Uber Eats, the app, and I'm like, oh. Oh my gosh, bagel and pizza and pasta out there. They're the best bagels. The bagels out here are disgusting. I can't even eat them.
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Starting point is 00:07:26 Yeah, I have to pay. Okay. I'll do like a custom, whatever. Kind of, almost whatever, as long as it's nothing like racist, because there's a lot of people that are racist. Really? They have, yeah, like weird race play or I say no. I'm very honest with fans. Like if it's out of my comfort zone, it's not something I'm going to do.
Starting point is 00:07:40 Stuff like that. But they'll ask for like, today, literally somebody messaged me and asked me to send him a custom video of me saying that I want to suck his dad off. Whoa. That was a custom. That's an interesting one. A little dad fetish. I was like, yeah, I'll do it. I'll send you an audio or video of that. That's fine. Holy crap. What if he posts it though? I don't care. People know what I do. We sell a fantasy online. You know, it's not something that's like real. Yeah. And even if it was, who cares? Maybe his dad dad's hot what's the most you've been offered for something for a custom yeah i kind of set my own prices like it depends on what they say and how crazy it is and how uncomfortable it makes me but usually at least 500 for like a couple minutes custom video or
Starting point is 00:08:20 picture your hourly rates like 5k an hour probably. What do you mean by rate? Like if you're charging 500 bucks for a 5 minute video. Yeah, but we're not getting that many customs. It's not like every hour. That makes sense. And now you're doing video content too, right? Boy girl stuff?
Starting point is 00:08:38 Boy girl stuff, yeah. Do you like that? I just actually signed I did the not paperwork, but I just spoke with browsers. So I might do a scene or two with browsers. Damn. So you're going full out then. YOLO.
Starting point is 00:08:53 Wow. Yeah. What's going to be the category or theme of the video? Oh, I don't know. Like I'm just in their system officially. Like if I get a booking, maybe I'll fly out and do it. It depends. But I'm able to say what I want to do and what I't want to do what i'm comfortable with yeah but for someone like you
Starting point is 00:09:07 you're making more off of i'd be surprised if it's more for like i'm everything i do is for like promotional purposes so i would rather be on their site like i think they get like 300 million views a day oh what they own porn hub browsers owns porn hub oh i didn't know that and i think reality kings possibly don't like quote me on that but But yeah, so if you do a feature, that's a lot of views. Holy crap, yeah. That'll bring fans to my OnlyFans. Then you could funnel them into your OF. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:09:34 Damn. Because you don't get paid a lot. It's not like the amount of money you make on OnlyFans a day is probably way more than a scene. So I think a lot of the porn stars do both. But it definitely drives them to their OnlyFans pages now. That makes sense. It's kind of like just being on YouTube to funnel views into your other paid things. That's cool.
Starting point is 00:09:49 Have you been banned off social media? So I lost my whole brand two years ago. I never got it back. So I rebuilt this page probably in the last two years. Why'd you get banned? They didn't tell you? No. Every platform out.
Starting point is 00:10:00 My whole brand was Flower Bomb. So I had a page, and I used to rescue animals. So I posted a rescue bird, and I think somebody flipped out. My whole brand was Flower Bomb. So I had a page and I used to rescue animals. So I posted a rescue bird and I think somebody flipped out. I thought I was posting it for clout and then both my pages went down. What? Yeah. So it wasn't even OF stuff you got? No.
Starting point is 00:10:14 That's crazy. Yeah. And Instagram never gave my page back. They're weird with the animal rescues. I got an animal rescuer coming on next week. She rescued some chickens and now they're trying to send her to prison. They're so weird. Like,
Starting point is 00:10:25 cause I also work with a lot of the, cause originally my only fans, one of my pages was to donate a certain amount of money I made to cat rescues. Cause I have four cats. You're a cat girl. I have three rescue cats. I work with puppy kitty NYC and little wanderers. So I used to donate money to them or drive their pets to,
Starting point is 00:10:41 and you know, I fostered. So, but I'm a little busy right now I can't foster yeah yeah yeah fostering is tempting but it is a time intensive I mean it is I mean it's like and you're traveling a lot probably yeah these these animals are traumatized a lot of times like they'll come from a kill shelter in a Brooklyn they have those for cats what I pulled a cat um from the kill shelter she had like an hour to live and somebody posted her on Instagram.
Starting point is 00:11:05 So I went and I picked her up. Whoa. So you could schedule a pickup at a kill shelter? No, I had to call and make sure they all knew that I wanted to come get her. And then I fostered her and then I think she was too traumatized and I loved her. So I kept her. Wow. Beautiful story.
Starting point is 00:11:20 So you're not a dog girl? I feel like it's not fair for me to have dogs in the apartment. Yeah. So you're not a dog girl? I feel like it's not fair for me to have dogs in the apartment. Yeah. So, cats. Yeah. If I had a house, I'd probably have dogs and cats and chickens and everything. I'll run you 20 mil in New York to have a house.
Starting point is 00:11:35 I know. I just had Ryan Serhan on. I mean, the stuff he sells is crazy. Just for like a 2,000 square foot penthouse, like 10 mil. We just shot at this amazing penthouse in New York. It was, I think it was like 39 million. And it's just
Starting point is 00:11:51 sitting there. That's a lot. Whose was it? I don't know. Oh, you shot a scene there? No, like just shot photos. Somebody knew somebody that owned it and they let us shoot in it. Wow. That's cool. You had a stalker yeah how'd that happen so i went on a podcast recently and just like you asked me if my parents knew i kind of said that
Starting point is 00:12:13 i didn't tell my parents yet and at the time instagram when you get verified they put your first and last name so i didn't pay somebody to change my first and last name and just money burdette you know i mean it's a lot of money so he went and looked my parents up on Facebook hmm and was sending pictures to my mom on her Facebook wall and Facebook wouldn't remove them mmm thanks you got doxxed yeah holy crap yeah did you change your name I did it's vanity now okay so before I had your real first and last government name. Oh my gosh. And I went and looked up every single person in my family and just kept writing to them,
Starting point is 00:12:48 my brother, like saying horrible things. And then I reported it to the police actually. And then the police came and he got so scared. He took it all down. Really? Yeah. Do you find out who it was? I don't know who it was, but I kind of just posted about it to scare him because it's like cyber stalking. It's, it's, it was stressful for me. Obviously I had to tell my parents something that they didn't want to know. I'd hurt my family. And then he actually said he wanted to kill himself because he was so scared that the cops were going to come get him. Yeah. That is weird. There's some unhinged people. I was like, why would you post that? Yeah. There's some hateful people on social media. What was the point of doing that? To hurt my mom and to hurt me? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:13:26 Stranger, you know? There's a lot of people that hate just OF in general. We get a lot of hate. We do. Tons. Do you just block them? I don't care. Like, I just, it's a projection of how you feel about yourself.
Starting point is 00:13:37 Because if you're in a good mental state and you're in a happy place, I would never comment on someone's page or do something like that. You have to like really hate yourself to go do that. Or maybe you hate women. Maybe you can't get women. That's just what I attribute it to. It's weird. Do you feel better now or when you were a nurse overall? I feel like I had purpose as a nurse. I feel like I have no, I'm not saying I don't have any purpose. I put my time in, I did 13 years. I was like, like I said, I was a neonatal ICU nurse. So a lot of people probably give me a lot of judgment about my choice to be an OnlyFans model or kind of go into adult porn industry. But my life is way better now.
Starting point is 00:14:16 I make more money now. I'm less stressed. I have a lot more freedom. And as I worked as a nurse, it was just paycheck to paycheck. I was literally like, you know, stressed out every day. I was having sleeping issues. You deal with a lot of emotional stress in a high stressful environment like that as a nurse. Absolutely.
Starting point is 00:14:33 You're taking that home with you. You're probably witnessing deaths and trauma. I witnessed a few babies dying. Oh, my God. That's traumatic. It was hard. I still think about them a lot. Holy crap.
Starting point is 00:14:42 Go to funerals. Yeah, that energy doesn't leave you when you see shit like that. I feel like you got to get in and get out of the medical field, especially if you're in a hospital. Because when you're around death and you're around certain things, you're like manifesting that into your life too. So I feel like you put in a certain amount of time, do what you do, do your purpose, and maybe get out and do what you got to do. 100%. There's energy healers that die young, super young. Because you're also taking on a lot of energy and a lot of different things there Like there's people that are very stressed. So you're also feeling a lot of people's anxiety
Starting point is 00:15:12 Yeah, that's why hospital setting I always feel like shit when I go like the er or whatever I just feel like so much negative energy everywhere. Yeah, it's not a fun setting man I don't think i'm actually gonna have my kid in the hospital. No, no be close to a hospital though I'm gonna do either you think so yeah i was thinking either home or there's like these natural wellness centers so as a nicu nurse i've seen horror stories about home births oh shit because if you were not there's nothing against it like the wellness thing and having like doulas and like i've seen people that didn't understand like be close to a hospital because if something goes wrong and you're not near a hospital there's a problem you know and i've seen babies
Starting point is 00:15:51 have issues damn okay that's good to know that'll be like birthing center right outside of a hospital right then there's medical professionals there's people like you i think it's safer to do like that okay i'll do that i just want it to be as natural as possible honestly yeah and the thing that concerns me is a lot of the hospitals are pushing these vaccines on babies. I don't know if you saw that when you were there. Well, I know that, I don't know the law here, but in New York you get hepatitis B before you leave. Yeah. Well that one, I don't mind, but there's now 40 vaccines, but by the time you're age one, they're giving. Yeah. So like in the hospital, when you're born, you get erythromycin in your eyes. And then you get, by four hours of life, you get vitamin K shot.
Starting point is 00:16:29 Every baby gets one. Okay. State of New York. You think that's needed though? I don't think it's needed. I don't think it's necessary. I don't think all vaccines are necessary. I understand the point of them.
Starting point is 00:16:42 And I think that everyone should have a choice. Yeah, I'm on the same page. Yeah. Yeah, I I think that everyone should have a choice. Yeah. I'm on the same page. Yeah. Yeah. I think it should be more of a choice because I heard they cause a scene if you deny that. Well, I worked in Orthodox Jewish hospital. So it's very different.
Starting point is 00:16:54 And a lot of hospitals have ethics committees. So you can say no to certain things. It is your choice. Yeah. I just think 40 before they're one is just absurd. Yeah. The detail. Like there's certain vaccines you get at certain months. Yeah. So just think 40 before they're one is just absurd. Yeah. The detail, like there's certain vaccines you get at certain months. So just do your research. A hundred percent.
Starting point is 00:17:11 Have you gotten any surgeries? Um, I had my breast done. Okay. I had a lift. I'm very honest. People, a lot of people think I've had like a BBL or my body done. I kind of don't, I'm kind of scared to get surgeries just maybe because I'm worked in the hospital and I've seen good and bad side of things. Right. So hospitals and me, I'm very like, I have anxiety. So I really don't want to go through like, I feel pressured to get a BBL or different things, which I do feel pressured in the industry. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:17:35 Most girls probably got it, right? A lot of girls. Yeah. It's a very invasive procedure and I think a lot of people don't understand it. Super invasive. And sometimes it goes really wrong too. Yeah. Even the breast ones, I heard sometimes they pop or break.
Starting point is 00:17:52 Yeah. Did you get the water one? Um, I have saline, not, I have silicone and it's like under the muscle. Okay. Under the muscle. I kind of, I, as I get older, I think it's like when you're younger and you're really like maybe a little bit more insecure. It's everyone's judgment, but I kind of regret a lot of my things like surgeries. I regret my tattoos now. Whoa. How many tattoos you got? I have a whole sleeve. Holy crap. And you regret all of them or just some of them? I don't regret them. I think it was a time in my life where I wanted something because I felt so restricted as a nurse. I wasn't allowed, not that you weren't allowed, but you were looked down on at that time to have long nails, have loud makeup, have the tattoos. So when I left my profession I kind of just like rebelled and I wanted all these things maybe didn't think it through and I kind of don't
Starting point is 00:18:31 have I wish today that I didn't have the sleeve and have my tattoos wow yeah whole sleeve what's what kind of tattoos are on there it's kind of like and I also feel like it's it's beautiful work yeah it's really well done the faces look good yeah so i don't i don't mind it i don't hate it i just kind of was like maybe i should have done something that was more meaning yeah well these days you could get them removed though right you're not doing it it hurts i bet it hurts yeah damn yeah there is a stigma you know the vibes tattoo you know there's a stigma with tots though especially as a girl right yeah you probably get looked at in certain ways yeah i think so i also feel like appearances are a lot like we judge a lot so by how you look you
Starting point is 00:19:20 are getting judged oh yeah subconsciously you can't even like deny it you're just judging people as soon as you see them i would get judged as a nurse sometimes like by certain things i know my appearance yeah oh because you were looking a certain way i had tattoos yeah and different things like that damn and they were like i want a new nurse sometimes they would ask if i had kids and then they say they don't want me taking care of their kids because i didn't have kids damn i've had that a few times wow never heard of that one childish i don't want me taking care of their kids because I didn't have kids. I've had that a few times. Wow, never heard of that one. Childest. I don't know. I said, well, I've been a nurse for 13 years. I think I know a thing or two.
Starting point is 00:19:49 Yeah, I don't think that should matter. I think experience should matter. It shouldn't matter because what if I couldn't have kids? Right. Like I say, a lot of people say to me, well, you're never going to have kids or find a man, what you do. I wanted that. I did that lifestyle for so many years I was
Starting point is 00:20:05 in my 30s I was almost by 40 I didn't have that reality for me so I said like okay I want to have fun I want to have sex I want to travel I want to make money and I want to live my life and you know just have a little bit of fun and it's safe fun the industry is pretty safe what do you mean by that like like STD testing okay. You got to get tested all the time. Oh yeah. For scenes we get, we have a two week, um, period of time after you get tested to have a scene. Damn. Two weeks. Yeah. Seven to 14 days. Interesting. Do you meet up with fans? No, it's not something that like I feel safe doing and it's not something that turns me on. Yeah. You know, those are like the most few videos on porn are they fan videos you think they're real most of them are not real that's what i mean i feel like well there's one thing i'm not i'm not a liar with
Starting point is 00:20:53 my fans i like to be super honest so they'll ask me something and i'm just brutally honest like that's a new yorker this is not this is not an uber hookup no i didn't fuck the pizza guy or if it is like you'll know it's a scene and it'll be a porn star. We're making this like experience for you and this like fantasy. But no, I didn't go. But I did fuck my waiter once. Whoa. From the Versace mansion.
Starting point is 00:21:16 What? Yeah. How did he pull that off? I don't know. I was just really attracted to him. We decided to like fuck in the Versace mansion and filmed it. Damn. And like a year or two later, he ended up on OnlyFans and let me sell it.
Starting point is 00:21:27 Whoa. Yeah. So that turned into you pimping him out instead of the other way around. We're still friends. He's cool. And then we also went on like a trip to Mexico and it was just like a little whirlwind romance. Wow. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:21:38 So even though he wasn't making millions, you were still. Money doesn't matter to me. Really? If I like you, if I have chemistry with you, I have chemistry with you. Wow. So you could fuck a broke guy right now if you never know when you're gonna meet somebody that you like it's did you ever feel that like you just meet someone and you're like i don't there's something there and like i can't get you out of my head maybe maybe i wouldn't marry you but there's chemistry there and i wanted to explore it okay in that kind of sense i feel
Starting point is 00:22:03 that on a friendship level yeah i have certain friends that are completely broke, but I also am really good with boundaries. So like I won't give them or I won't take business advice from them. Yeah. You know, I stopped lending money to friends too. Hell yeah. Yeah. Never do that. I've never gotten it back. I've never gotten it back ever. Could be like my best friend at the time too. That's what I tell my friends. I said, are you, are you ready to ruin our relationship over this money? Cause either I'm, I'm going to just give you a donation and don't ever ask me again. Cause I'll give my family money, but you know, I don't want us to have an issue with friendship. Cause then I feel like you took advantage of me. Yep. Yeah. I don't give family money. Strict line on that. It's hard. I think if my brother needed it or my,
Starting point is 00:22:42 well, my parents, I definitely helped them out. Yeah. Yeah. I was fortunate. My parents were self-made millionaires, so they don't ask me for money, but I understand that if, if yours are struggling. They definitely live like my dad worked two full-time jobs. Like I had a great, everyone always assumes that like as only fans, girls, maybe don't have dads or great family. Like I have the most amazing father and the most amazing mother. Yeah. Daddy issues is definitely a stigma. Yeah, so I don't have daddy issues. And a lot of us don't. I think people in the porn industry,
Starting point is 00:23:10 like from being in the industry for a few months, I've realized that there's tons of married people. There's tons of people that are in healthy relationships with each other that just explore a different type of sexuality and lifestyle. Yeah, more of an open concept. And it works for them. And maybe that'll work for me. I'm kind of open to it now, which I wasn't. I was a very jealous person.
Starting point is 00:23:27 So you were monogamous for a while. Yes. Very jealous. Yeah. There's a lot of sex clubs out here for swingers. I've never been. Have you been to someone like that? I don't know if I could watch the guy I love have sex with someone else.
Starting point is 00:23:40 That's my problem too. I don't think I could do it. I don't think I could do it. Yeah. Even like in the industry, like there's collabs that I'll do that I'll have chemistry with and the collabs that I'll maybe not have chemistry with. So it's like, I don't really want, I want to have an experience with you and maybe like this is going to be a really great intense scene, but I also don't want to bring another person into it because I know it's going to affect the,
Starting point is 00:24:01 maybe the chemistry of the scene. It just depends on who. Right. You know, it's going to affect the maybe the chemistry of the scene it just depends on who right you know it's energetic right yeah it's an intimate experience it is still an intimate experience however people look at it that's why I'm kind of like I'm blessed and lucky in the sense where I think coming into the industry I was lucky where I had following first yeah maybe I had a presence on OnlyFans so people are willing to collaborate with me but I think in the porn industry maybe a lot of girls and a lot of guys too aren't that lucky yeah yeah you're collabing with some huge names right Jason Love yeah how was that that was cool that hurt right that hurt I'm not gonna lie because I went from not having sex for I could probably count in the last five years before I started collabing how
Starting point is 00:24:40 many people I've had like sex with in five years on one hand. Wow. Yes. I was not like, I just, like I said, I just never really like, it wasn't, I don't really have the one night stands. I wasn't really like, I was a monogamous person. And then in December, I kind of just decided like, let me loosen up. You know? Literally. Let me loosen up. I'm not getting any younger.
Starting point is 00:25:03 I want to enjoy my sex life and I want to have, you know, some fun right now. Damn. And you started off with him. I know I wasn't ready. What a way to start. You must've fucking bled or ripped. That's like a foot, right? No, they're, they're professional. Like they know how to read the room. Like they know how to read body language. Like they kind of know if like they're hurting you and it's not like they want to have this terrible experience for you like these are professionals like honestly and they're all really nice people that makes sense was that before lena or after that was right after a little while after oh so he was at the peak of his career yeah yeah he was hot from that one that was really cool he likes cats so i like oh yeah that's surprising i know he could hoop too i got a ball with him
Starting point is 00:25:44 one day he has, he has cats. He's cool. Yeah, that collab was probably the most well-done, executed collab I've seen in your industry. Yeah? Lena and him. Yeah, the marketing on that was phenomenal. A lot of people think OnlyFans are porn. We're stupid.
Starting point is 00:25:57 But a lot of us are not. We're very, very smart. We know how to use social media and social media marketing. Absolutely. Look at Kazumi. You don't make $10 mil on accident by being dumb. No, she's very smart. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:26:07 She bought all the meme page shout outs. I get, I see them on Instagram all the time. Like, oh, this girl ended up in the ICU from having sex with Jason Love or something. Yeah. I saw that. I'm like, wow, that's definitely fake. Oh yeah. I see it every day though.
Starting point is 00:26:19 So it's working. If they're paying for shout outs every single day. You're right. There's an ROI on that. I think that the majority of people don't realize that that's fake. Oh, it is. Yeah. It's so crazy.
Starting point is 00:26:26 I believed it the first time I saw it. Then I'm like, wait, it's been like a year and I'm still seeing it. I remember when I used to, a lot of people don't realize the press is like, you'll do a press kit yourself. Yeah. Putting your own press out about yourself. Exactly. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:26:38 PR. Yeah. PR release. Yeah. Those are all bullshit. It's written by the person. Would you ever go on plug talk? So I'm not really into girls.
Starting point is 00:26:47 Like I really don't like boy, girl, girl. I've never done a boy, girl, girl scene. So I'm doing my first one. Okay. But it's with somebody I'm comfortable with and I've filmed them already and I like the way that they film. So I feel comfortable enough to do that. So I wouldn't probably be able to go on Plug Talk and do that without meeting them first and knowing them and kind of having a vibe i'm big on vibes yeah yeah i can arrange that meeting but i might i mean like i can if i want to but i'm just kind of like
Starting point is 00:27:14 putting one foot in right now into the industry where i am a little bit like i just want to see what happens because it is a little overwhelming yeah in the porn side of it it's not just only fans anymore this is like i'm meeting a lot of big names big porn stars i get very nervous yeah johnny sins i wish johnny sins film with me sterling cooper i don't know who he is you don't know him i used to not watch porn though i don't really know before this i didn't know anyone i think maybe jason love was the only name i knew wow yeah with the guys it's harder though yeah to make a name for yourself like i can only name three guys yeah i know a couple girls but i really didn't until now i'm like oh that's who that is oh i've seen that person in a porn
Starting point is 00:27:56 i've watched them but i didn't know who they were in their name yeah i haven't seen the rankings in a while but i know lana rose was number one for the she's still number one i have no idea yeah i know porn i don't know how they base the rankings, though. Yeah, I don't know. Could be views or something. Yeah. A lot of the top ones are retiring now, though. Like who?
Starting point is 00:28:12 Riley Reid. Oh, she's retiring? I think so, right? Unless she does OF. I think they all still have an OF. I think forever, they will still have the OF. It might be a level of retirement, but that's kind of like passive income. You can always recycle that content and sell your own content forever.
Starting point is 00:28:26 So fans will come on there and say, hey, I want to buy something from four or five years ago. And then you can upsell because it's a private message. You want to see something. That makes sense. Yeah, because I know Lana retired, but yeah, she has the OF. Mia Khalifa retired, didn't she? A long time ago. A long time ago.
Starting point is 00:28:43 Yeah, she gets some heat. I don't know why. I always see people talking shit about her. I don't know why. I always see people talking shit about her. I don't know why. I don't know what she's up to. I think a lot of women get a lot of heat, and a lot of men get praised for it. It's so different.
Starting point is 00:28:53 Double standards. Double standards. You knew that coming in, though, right? Yeah, of course. You were prepared for it. Some girls can't take the heat. They just fold. You have to.
Starting point is 00:29:03 It's hard. You have to put a wall up and say i don't care what people say about me and it's hard for a lot of people do you still want a long-term relationship though i definitely want a long-term relationship like i'm open to it but i'm also very content being alone and like i really love myself and love my alone time that's impressive because a lot of women do not think that way no they like having someone having someone there with them you know. Well I've come from I've spoke about like abusive relationships and domestic abuse. Yeah. So I've kind of put up a wall around myself like emotionally I think and it's hard for me to let that down with a lot of people especially like physically emotionally
Starting point is 00:29:40 mentally. It's just draining sometimes in relationships. The relationships that I've been in haven't been positive. So that's where I'm very content being alone because I'm in my head a lot and I feel very safe. Yeah, that makes sense. You might need an ayahuasca journey to get over that. You know, you're going to be like, wow, you're crazy. I'm so like against ayahuasca and against psychedelics
Starting point is 00:30:02 and mind-altering experiences. Really? Why? I want to be in my own mental space and get to that space mentally. Like I feel high when I'm sober, if that makes sense. So you don't like drinking? You like being in control? The only thing I do is drink and I like to be in control. Once in a while I drink. I'm a happy drunk. Okay. I like to drink, but I don't really like to be on like mind altering things. Yeah. My age now I can respect that.
Starting point is 00:30:29 My mom dated someone and I used to call him a pussy because he never got drunk or did any drugs. And when I was in high school, I was this loser. I was like talking shit about him. But no, now that I'm older, I don't even like most drugs and alcohol to be honest. I think most drugs aren't for everyone. There's some people that be able to handle it differently than someone else. Or maybe you're mentally strong.
Starting point is 00:30:47 Or maybe you're looking for a certain type of experience on it. I understand that. I understand that a lot of people do that to find something. But I could tell you something, that my most unstable friends do drugs, do shrimp. They're always looking for this enlightenment. And I'm like, you are so mentally unstable. So why are you on these things? I could see that.
Starting point is 00:31:10 Yeah. Even weed, I can't even. I've never smoked. What? In New York? Never. That is mind blowing to me. Everyone smokes out there.
Starting point is 00:31:18 I just don't want it. I don't care. Damn. No cigarettes? Wow. My mom suffered a stroke from smoking. Oh, shit. So I'm very, like, against cigarettes.
Starting point is 00:31:26 But no, I cannot stand cigarette smell, and I can't stand weed smoke. Wow. Because a lot of people get high before sex. They do. I don't mind it. Like, you can do whatever you want. Smoke, it's your life, your body, but I just don't choose to do it. Wow. Good for you, man. I only drink, only tequila, only one type of liquor.
Starting point is 00:31:49 Yeah. Tequila is hard to beat. I can't even drink anything else. I like to drink when I shoot because I get very nervous. Whoa. Even before photo shoots a little bit. So you're drinking on the job? I drank, I had a little tequila earlier because I did a photo shoot before I came here. Damn. It's like my fun, like my social life is me shooting and traveling. I'm very,
Starting point is 00:32:04 very introverted and my friends make fun of me. I don't leave my house. So this kind of a trip for me is like my social life. So I like to have fun, let loose. Photoshoot for me
Starting point is 00:32:14 is very fun. Interesting. It's like partying for me. Instead of going to a club, I'll do a photoshoot. Because I'd say most people in your space are not introverts.
Starting point is 00:32:22 No. It depends who I'm around to. Like, you know, you read the room, read someone's energy. Yeah. But like it depends who i'm around too like you know you read the room read someone's energy yeah yeah but i'd say the girls are very energetic you know extroverted for the most part oh i have to be i i put on a i say a lot of us put on a like a persona like i'm money bird on the internet but in real life i don't walk around like that i don't look like made up like a doll 24 7 in in lingerie. I'm not like walking around giving dick rates. I'm a real person, you know?
Starting point is 00:32:46 Right. Yeah. How did the name come about? Money Birdette. Yeah. So there's a famous lingerie brand called Honey Birdette. Uh-huh. And it's super expensive and classy.
Starting point is 00:32:55 Got it. So I just really liked it and it was available. Wow. I never heard of that brand. Why is it so expensive, you think? It's like $400 lingerie set. Holy shit. I love it. And you're ripping those up, right?
Starting point is 00:33:05 Ripping? No, no. Oh, okay. Holy shit. I love it. And you're ripping those up, right? Ripping? No, no. Oh, okay. No, those are like expensive, but a lot of the models, shooting them. $400. Let's see if it's organic material or something.
Starting point is 00:33:14 It's just high quality, high end, and you feel like expensive, and you feel great in it. Damn. You got a sex dungeon in your apartment, don't you? No, I wish. I have a plant room. A plant room?
Starting point is 00:33:24 I collect rare plants. Rare plants. Yeah. Like my whole entire walls are covered. I let the vines grow. Whoa. That's actually really cool. See, I'm more into that. I love plants. No, I literally like some of my fans will buy me rare plants, like $150 leaf. I'll grow it from a cutting. Damn. That's actually awesome. Yeah. So you're big on nature. Big on plants. You need that in New York because there's no nature. Literally. It's like I'm obsessed with plants. That's cool.
Starting point is 00:33:51 I do poison ivy scenes. Whoa. Yeah, in my plant room. How does that work? I have like a cosplay as poison ivy and sometimes I'll do a scene. So you literally prick yourself? No, no. Poison ivy, the cosplay.
Starting point is 00:34:03 Oh, I thought you meant the poison ivy like the thing that scratches you up okay no no i dress up as her as a cosplay got it got it that is awesome yeah i can't wait to see that room i'm starting gardening right now with my fiance yeah yeah we're super into it i'm so into it it's so amazing i love plants i can talk to you all day about plants i love it i'm always repotting my friends plants i'll go to their house and like oh this is why your plant's dying you need this you need that you need to this soil this fungus you need this bacteria damn i have an interesting theory on plants actually so like sometimes someone weird will walk in the house and the plant will die in a few days i think they can sense energy yeah they definitely can they can actually tell your color what you're
Starting point is 00:34:42 wearing in front of them they've done so so many studies. Like there's like, it looks like neurons and they can tell when you're standing in front of them or talking to them. Whoa. And they communicate, I think through like frequencies with animals. So sometimes I feel like if my animal's bothering a plant, I'm like, maybe the plant needs water or something. Wow. So they're very intelligent.
Starting point is 00:35:01 Very intelligent. That's crazy. Yeah. Cause before it was thought they didn't have a consciousness or anything. No. Times are changing. Sometimes I'll wake up in my house and I'll feel like, why do I need to go in there and water this plant?
Starting point is 00:35:13 Like something, maybe on some subconscious level or. Damn, you are connected with your plants. I love that. Yeah. Where can people find you and you got anything else coming up? People can find me on Instagram, MoneyBirdette. My only fans is MoneyBirdette. My Twitter is MoneyBirdette.
Starting point is 00:35:29 I was able to find it across the board. Nice. We'll link it below. Yeah. Cool. Check her out, guys, if you're interested in a dick review. No, I'm just kidding. Check her out, though.
Starting point is 00:35:40 We'll link it below. I love them. They're fun. She'll be brutally honest if you send one, so be careful. I will, as long as you want me to honest if you send one so be careful I will as long as you want me to be I'm nice I don't want to hurt you
Starting point is 00:35:47 we'll check it out guys and we will see you tomorrow peace

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