DISGRACELAND - Dolly Parton (Rewind): How the Country Icon Nearly Became the Subject of Her Own Murder Ballad

Episode Date: August 30, 2026

They tried to take her songs. They tried to take her fame. They even threatened to take her life – not once, but multiple times. Listen to find out how Dolly Parton avoided becoming just another tragic heroine in a murder ballad – and instead became one of the most commercial and critically acclaimed artists in music history. This episode contains themes that may be disturbing to some listeners, including suicide. If you’re thinking about suicide, or are worried about a friend or loved one, call the Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255. This episode was originally published on July 21, 2026. To listen to Disgraceland ad free and get access to a monthly exclusive episode, weekly bonus content and more, become a Disgraceland All Access member at disgracelandpod.com/membership. Visit www.disgracelandpod.com/merch to see the latest Disgraceland merch! Sign up for our newsletter and get the inside dirt on events, merch and other awesomeness - GET THE NEWSLETTER Follow Jake and DISGRACELAND: Instagram YouTube X (formerly Twitter)  Facebook Fan GroupSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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but you have no idea just how messed up her job actually is. It was the most sexist job I think you could have. Until one day, a group of stewardesses spark a revolution that reshapes America. Listen to The Girlfriends, Flight or Fight, on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. All right, guys, here we are. We get another rewind for you this week. We are rewinding our Dolly Parton episode. Dolly Parton just passed away. And back on July 21st, 2006, we just released an episode on Dolly Parton.

It tackles her fame. It tackles the death threats against her life. Tackles the way in which she navigated her career through a male-dominated music industry. It looks at how murder ballads informed not only her songwriting, but her life. And there's so much to say about Dolly Parton, not only as an artist, as one of the of the greatest American songwriters of all time, but also as a human being. It's too much to get into right here in the pre. You can hear our thoughts on her, um, in a sort of her career, more on her career in this episode, obviously. But if you want more on, on just her as a person

and how she has impacted me in the way that I live my life, you can listen to the last after-party bonus episode where we pay tribute to Dolly as well. Anyways, here's the Dolly Parton episode. Rest in peace, Dolly. You will never, ever be. be forgotten and you will never be replaced. This episode contains content that may be disturbing to some listeners. Please check the show notes for more information. Disgrace Land is a production of Double Elvis. This is the story of a murder ballad.

A song about a girl from Knoxville. A girl led down to the river by a man who claimed to love her. A man who could not possess her, so he bludgeoned her. It's also the story. of Dolly Parton, a songwriter raised on songs like the one about the Knoxville girl, murder ballads, songs of jealousy, heartbreak. These are the songs that Dolly Parton was raised on. A country star whose music was darker, stranger, and more dangerous than her pop culture image would lead us to believe. Dolly Parton was coveted by powerful men and she was threatened by violence,

men, but Dolly Parton refused to become the possession of any man. And she did so, all while making truly great music, some of the greatest country music to ever cross over onto the pop charts. It was unlike that clip that I played for you at the top of the show. That wasn't great music. That was a preset loop from my Melotron called Dollywoodland MK2. I played you that loop because I can't afford the rights to down under by men at work. And why would I play you that specific slice of Vegemite Sandwich Cheese, could I afford it? Because that was the number one song in America on January 15, 1983. And that was the day that Dolly Parton received the second in a string of death threats

that forced her to cancel shows and hire a private detective. It nearly derailed what was. us to become an unprecedented career. On this episode, death threats, murder ballots, powerful and violent men, the Knoxville girl, and Dolly Parton. I'm Jake Brennan. This is The Scraseland. What did I know about Dolly Parton as a little hardcore cave growing up in the 1980s and

the 1990s? Well, here are a few things. one, I knew she sang that duet with Kenny Rogers, Islands in the stream. You could not escape that song. It was everywhere, and it was also very cheesy. Two, I knew that Dolly Parton was in that movie 9 to 5. Secretaries retaliating against their sexist boss, all that stuff.

And for what I could tell, that movie was set in an office with adults making copies and answering telephones, and to me, at that age, was pretty boring and also pretty cheesy. Three, I knew that Dolly Parton, well, she was kind of a goofball. She may have been a goodwill ambassador for country music, but I had no idea about any of that. She just looked manufactured, put together, big star, big hair, gravity-defying figure, you know what I'm talking about, the awshuck southern drawl. She was a caricature, and she always seemed happy, like too happy. To me, at that age, Dolly Parton did not seem authentic at all, which, that time of my life was something that I was very concerned about.

That's what I wanted from my music. That's what I wanted from the movies that I watched. That's what I wanted from my icons. I didn't have the cultural perspective that I have now. What I'm trying to say is I wasn't sophisticated enough to appreciate Dolly Parton then as a young 14-year-old or whatever. I wanted authenticity. I wanted danger. I wanted punk rock.

I wanted loud guitars. so I ignored Dolly Parton. I had no idea that she was an accomplished songwriter, prolific even. Now, I don't know what the count was back then, but recently, Dolly has estimated that the total number of songs that she's written is in the range of 3,000 songs. That's incredible. And one of those songs just so happens to be,

I Will Always Love You, which Whitney Houston turned into one of the biggest hits of all time, quite literally, when she covered that Dolly Parton song for the soundtrack to the 1993 film The Bodyguard. And just like Islands in the stream, this song was everywhere, but this song was the first single to ever stay at the number one spot for 14 straight weeks. Now, I had no idea at the time that Dolly Parton wrote that song. I had no idea that she wrote it way back in 1973 when she was just 27 years old, or that she wrote it on the same day that she wrote her other greatest song, Jolene. And yeah, I too have heard this supposed fact has been debunked, but Dolly Parton herself told a friend of mine, Bobby Bowens, back in 2019, that yes, she did write both of those songs

at the same time. That was a good writing day, she said. Are you kidding me? A good writing day. That's like if Paul McCartney wrote yesterday and Eleanor Rigby on the same day. That day, the day that Dolly Parton wrote, I Will Always Love You and Jolene. Well, it's got to be in the running for the greatest day in the history of songwriting. It was 1974 when Dolly Parton's original version of I Will Always Love You first hit number one on the country chart. The song made her a lot of new fans. fans like Elvis Presley. The king himself decided that he wanted to cover that song.

His manager, the notorious Colonel Tom Parker, gave Dolly Parton the good news. And Dolly was beside herself. She was just a kid when Elvis thrust himself onto the scene. And like millions of other Americans, she idolized Elvis Presley. But there was a caveat. As Colonel Parker explained,

for Elvis to cover the tune, Dolly Parton would have to sign over all publishing rights, which may not have been the norm, but it was the colonel's norm, and which would mean that Elvis and the Colonel, not Dolly Parton, would make money off of future royalties of the song that she wrote. Now again, Dolly Parton was just 27 years old at the time, and Elvis Presley was 39. Colonel Parker was a 300-year-old vampire with a nose for fresh blood, Right, not exactly, but you get my point. The guy was manipulative.

And although Dolly Parton was the youngest participant in this particular scenario, Dolly nonetheless had the wisdom to know that no one, not even Elvis Presley, should possess her music. So with a heavy heart, she told the Colonel Tom Parker that she was out. Elvis could not have her song. She turned down the king. That difficult decision, though, It paid dividends.

Two decades later, Whitney Houston sings, I will always love you, and Dolly Parton makes $10 million in royalties. That figure, $10 million, that's just what she made in the 1990s alone from that song. Her refusal to give in to Elvis Presley and Colonel Tom Parker, it continues to put millions of dollars into Dolly Parton's bank account to this day. But I Will Always Love You wasn't just a moneymaker for Dolly Parton. nor was it simply one of the most bittersweet breakup ballads of all time.

It was a song Dolly Parton wrote to save herself from becoming the possession of a powerful man. And to understand all that, first you have to understand what I didn't understand about Dolly Parton when I was younger. You must understand that authenticity and danger were there all along. Authenticity and danger are where Dolly Parton comes from. It was 1964 when Dolly Parton arrived in Nashville, Tennessee. She was 18 years old. Back home in Severe County and in nearby Knoxville, she was already making waves.

She wrote songs with her Uncle Bill, and she performed on radio and TV shows. But Nashville was known Knoxville, and it certainly wasn't Severe County. She was turned down by just about every record label in town. Every label, except for one. Monument Records, which had some recent success with Roy Orbison and Willie Nelson, signed Dolly Parton to a record tune.

But the label's owner, Fred Foster, seemed to fundamentally miscalculate Dolly Parton from the jump. As many others, myself included, would continue to do for years. Fred Foster had her perform material written by other songwriters, marketing her not as a country singer, but as a young pop enjeune. It would be three years until Dolly would find her. finally get the chance to prove herself as a country singer on her 1967 debut album, Hello, I'm Dolly. This all strikes me as very strange because Fred Foster had also signed Dolly to a

publishing deal. Publishing is a business instrument designed to make songwriters money. And Dolly Parton clearly wrote songs. She clearly wrote very dark songs that were in conversation with the dark Appalachian folk songs that she'd heard as a child. It was almost like there was a refusal on the record executives part to confront the darkness that was at Dolly's core, likely because it did not compute that this happy, energetic, well-adjusted, driven young woman was capable of such darkness. But Dolly Parton was raised on this darkness. She was raised on dark songs. Songs from England and Wales brought over to America to where Dolly spent her childhood in eastern Tennessee. These songs were intimate with the more evil aspects of human nature. And perhaps paradoxically, these songs made the hard times easier to endure.

Hard times which befell a family of 14 living in a two-room cabin with no electricity or running water. Dahlia has spoken about something that she calls the sorrow chord being in her blood, a chord upon which these songs of jealousy, heartbreak pain, and death are built. These are more than songs. These are murder ballads. Ballads in which a woman is lured by a man, lured into the woods, lured down by the water, lured upon false pretences, only to be brutally killed in cold blood.

And why does the man do this? Why does this always happen in these songs? Well, sometimes the killer is looking to escape responsibility, say marriage or fatherhood. So he kills his would-be wife or his would-be mother of his child. Other times, as the astute professor of murder ballads, Nick Cave once put it, the killing is a desire born out of nothing else but, quote, murderous male attention and nefarious transferred erotic desire, unquote.

That's a fancy way of saying that the only way that this man feels he can truly possess the woman is to take her life. These were the songs of Dolly Parton's childhood. There was Pretty Polly, Barbara Allen, down in the Willow Garden. And there was that one song, a song Dolly first heard when she was sitting on the front steps of her modest family home there at the foot of the Great Smoky Mountains. Everyone within a hundred mile radius of Knoxville had heard that song. The song about the Knoxville girl. Willie Miller was wearing his Sunday best on a Saturday night.

Nice shirt, nice slacks, his one decent pair of shoes. He knew he looked good, and so he walked like it. Back straight, head held high, one foot confidently striding after the other. A warm breeze blew in from the east, and with it, Willie could hear the call of the Bob whites from out in the fields. Three short cries in quick succession, lonesome, yet hopeful, just like Willie here. These days, however, the scales favored hope, because tonight, Willie was on his way to the house have won Louisa May Brown, the prettiest girl in all of Knoxville, or so Willie liked to think. Each week, Willie would walk over to her place, and each week they would talk, and sometimes they

would sit in awkward silence. But tonight, upon Willie's arrival, Louisa May announced that she would like to go on a walk. So Willie took the prettiest girl in all of Knoxville by the hand, and they walked through town and into the tall grass, down by the Tennessee River. The sound of the Bob Whites have been overtaken now by the sound of rushing water, by the belching of frogs, or maybe it was toads along the riverbed. Willie didn't know which it was, a frog or a toad, and they were all the same to him, slimy amphibious blobs with bulging little eyes.

But Willie wasn't thinking about frogs or toads at the moment. He was thinking about Louisa May. He stared into her eyes, deep, blue. He stared so hard. He thought he'd get lost. He wanted her. The desire was unlike anything he'd ever felt before. It was more than lust and much more than love.

Love was a puppy dog's game. This was a feeling rumbling there in his gut, eating at him from the inside out. He couldn't handle it much longer. He needed her, so he took her. It all happened so fast that Louisa May could hardly process it. First, Willie was bending down to the ground. Next, he was standing up straight with a large stick gripped tightly in his hand.

And then he swung the stick like that stiff Knoxville breeze and hit Louisa May in the side of the head, dropping the prettiest girl in town down to her knees where she begged Willie Miller to spare her life. Eating well shouldn't be complicated, but somehow it turns into recipes, prep, cleanup, and half your Sunday gone. Factor solves all that. These are fresh, ready-to-eat meals designed by dietitians, delivered to your door, and ready in just minutes. No prep, no cleanup, no excuses. And it's not just about convenience. You're getting real food, balanced nutrition, and zero artificial stuff.

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and attentive stewardesses. The stewardesses were so beautiful. But in reality, the stewardess job is far less glamorous than it appears. It was the most sexist job. I think you could have. In this era, the airlines told these stewardesses they have to be single. They had no good excuse for why they wouldn't let women be married.

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into a revolution. Listen to the girlfriends, flight or fight on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Porter Wagoner wasn't the most powerful man in Nashville. But if we're talking about country music on TV in the late 1960s, in that case, he was practically untouchable.

The lanky frame and the blonde pompadour, the eye-catching nudie suits, Porter Wagoner was country music's on-screen gatekeeper. His syndicated TV program, which ran on close to 100 stations in the United States and Canada, could make a singer. It could sell a record, and it did so with Porter's tastemaking stamp of approval. But one thing was clear. That was Porter Wagoner's name up there on the title card.

Porter Wagoner was the main attraction, not his band, not the guys. guests who appeared each week, and not the so-called girl singer who shared the spotlight as his duet partner in a Beauty and the Beast kind of way. Norma Jean was that girl singer, but Norma Jean wanted to take her secret affair with Porter Wagoner to the next level. Porter Wagoner did not, so Norma Jean was out. You could call it a lucky break for Dolly Parton to step into Norma Jean's shoes in 1967. The same year, Monument released her debut album. If so, you'd be half right. Dolly Parton wasn't the type to wait around for luck to give her a boost. She did the boosting. She'd been sending Porter demos for months. And like Fred

Foster at Monument before him, Porter was impressed. Not only with Dolly's voice, but with her original songs. Dolly was hired to appear on the show and on tour, and in return, she was compensated $60,000 a year. 60 grand in 1967. That's a lot. equivalent to well over half a million dollars today. It was the kind of money that no one in Dolly's family had ever seen before. Perhaps the only thing more shocking than her salary was the backlash she got from Porter's audience. They wanted Norma Jean. They wanted Norma Jean the way the kids at the Cavern Club wanted Pete Best when he first got the sack from the Beatles. But just like it didn't take long for the Beatle maniacs to warm up to Ringo Starr, it didn't take long

for anyone watching Porter's show to realize that Dolly Parton was the real deal. Real or even than Norma Jean ever was. Darker, too. Her own songs, Song with Porter, plucked the sorrow chord that was part of her DNA. Songs like, Jeannie's Afraid of the Dark, written after the daughter of Dolly's cousin was killed in a hit and run. Jeannie, the only child, up late at night, her heart pounding. Something is lurking there in the shadow. She runs to her parents' room and crawls into their bed.

She feels safe at last, and her heart slows. Then, sleep. At daybreak, the three of them take flowers to the family graveyard. Jeannie's gaze falls to the headstones into the grass growing over the daily departed. She imagines what it's like to be buried underground, six feet down, stuck in perpetual night. Nothing but pitch black in fear. She can never do that, not even in death. She tells her parents this because somewhere deep inside, Jeannie knows that death will come for her soon.

She doesn't know how she knows this, but she knows it'll happen while she is still far too young. It'll leave her parents shattered and directionless. And when Jeannie's premonition does come true, when death's black cloak snuffs out the sun, Jeannie's fear of the dark weighs heavy on the minds of those who loved her. So on top of Jeannie's grave, they place an eternal flame, and it burns hot and bright. So bright, it said, that even on the darkest night, there's always light. Even on the darkest night, there's always a light. That line from Dolly Parton's song, Jeannie's Afraid of the Dark, was relevant now more than ever.

It was 1973, and the light was moving Dolly forward. The light was the muse. The light was the songs that came to her, So often that she had to write them down on napkins, envelopes, matchbooks, whatever she could get her hands on. She wrote one of her signature songs, coat of many colors, and ten minutes flat while riding the tour bus. She wrote Jolene, after a fan with that name asked her for an autograph. And as she ran to find something to write with, Dolly kept repeating the name over and over and over in her head so that she wouldn't forget it. Jolene, Jolene, Jolene, Jolene.

and in doing so unexpectedly wrote that iconic refrain. But though her light was burning bright, the proverbial dark nights were growing darker. Yes, Dolly and Porter were wildly successful together. Success, however, was not enough for Dolly. She didn't want to be the girl singer forever, nor did she want Porter romantically like Norma Jean had before her. She had a husband at home, Carl Dean,

A man she'd married when she was 21 and Carl was 23. A man who gladly stepped aside and let Dolly in her career take precedence over everything else. Carl Dean set a high bar. Dolly expected Porter to meet her at that high bar. What Dolly wanted from Porter was to be involved in the creative direction of both the television show and the tour. What Dolly wanted was a seat at the table. But Dolly refused to let Porter possess her, and it drove Porter. her crazy. It drove him to violence. He tore framed photos from the wall. He kicked over tables and

chairs. He reminded her, with all the subtlety of a firearm brimstone Pentecostal preacher, that she belonged to him, not the other way around. But Dolly Parton belonged to no one, not even to the man waiting for her at home, which brings us back to I Will Always Love You, which Dolly Road at this exact moment of crisis. It was always more than just another Dolly Parton. song. It was a breakup song, yes, but just not the kind of breakup song you're thinking of. It was Dolly breaking up with her mentor, a musical partner, Porter Wagoner, because Dolly had ambitions that went far beyond the ruse that Porter ruled and far beyond capital C country. These ambitions were nearly thwarted as she became coveted by increasingly controlling and diluted men.

And I'm not talking about Porter Wagoner or Colonel Tom Parker. I'm talking about the murderous and nefarious desire which our murder-ballot-loving guy Nick Cave once spoke of. The very same one which overtook Willie Miller when he killed that Knoxville girl. Louisa May felt a trickle of blood run down the side of her face as her knees sank into the mud. The earth was soft and pungent here next to the Tennessee River. Her body was shaking. She tilted her head skyward. She wanted to look directly into the eyes of the man who just struck her.

She wanted to know why. Why did he pick up that stick? Why did he bludgeon her with it? And she blinked and tried to focus. Please, Willie, she sobbed. Her tears tasting bitter and salty on her trembling lips. Please, Willie, please don't hit me again. Willie Miller seemed taller to her now, more imposing.

He was a shadow, a blackened silhouette upon which the sun refused to cast even a sliver of light. Luis Amay began to plead again. Willie, I beg you. When, at that moment, Willie brought the stick down on Louisa May's head once more. And the stick cracked this time, breaking in two. And the blood gushed, a thick stream of it rushing like the Tennessee River. Louisa May's body went face down into the mud, dead.

Willie watched the blood ooze from the girl's body. It painted the earth a deep, thick crimson red. He grabbed Louisa May by her hair. He dragged her to the edge of the river, pushing her body into the water. It was a small splash, and then her body began to slowly drift away. It was a while until she receded from the view. And it would be a while longer still before Willie Miller began to truly understand what he had just done. We'll be right back after this world, word, word.

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They risked for them. at all, turning a fight for fairness into a revolution. Listen to The Girlfriends, Flight or Fight, on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts. Saturday night on the jamboree, I'm going to kill Dolly Parton. This is what a caller who identified himself only as the man in black told Buddy Ray, the DJ at WWVA in Wheeling, West Virginia. It was on or around March 25, 1976. The call came in late during Buddy's overnight shift. Just days before Dolly Parton's two sold-out shows at WWVA's jamboree,

Wheeling's version of the Grand Old Aubrey. No sooner had the caller hung up than the station's phone rang a second time. Buddy picked up the receiver. The man in black spoke once more. To show you that I'm not kidding, it'll be at the second show from the left side. Wheeling PD was out in full force on the evening of Saturday, March 27, 1976. the date of Dolly's jamboree performance. Uniformed and plain-closed cops

surveyed the scene in and around the theater where thousands awaited the 1975 Country Music Association's female vocalist of the year. But there would be no show that night. Dolly's management didn't want to risk that the self-professed men in black would publicly murder her as promised. And it was more than just the two jamboree shows

that were canceled. 65 additional shows were canceled throughout the summer of 1976. Dolly lost hundreds of thousands of dollars. She was even forced to lay off the musicians in her band. Here's the thing, though. I don't think that Dolly shut down her summer that year because of a death threat.

Dolly did not scare easily. Her skin was made thick by the kerosene, cornmeal, and quilting needles used to patch up major injuries she sustained as a child. By this point, she was carrying a 38-caliber pistol in her purse at all times. And just a few days later, when police arrested the man in black, aka 30-year-old Robert Elliott of Wheeling and charged him with making threatening phone calls,

Dolly told a local paper, quote, I wasn't all that shook up about it, unquote. I wasn't all that shook up about it. It is not the statement of a woman petrified by a phone call to a radio station, right? Okay. So this is what I think happened. I think that Dolly was preparing to implement a hard reset in her career so that she could cross over from country to pop.

But a hard reset requires a disruption. And I think that the incident in Wheeling gave her something to blame said disruption on. Because this is the moment when Dolly sought out new representation, not in Nashville, but in L.A. This is the moment that she hired a new group of musicians, the gypsy band, who were more West Coast rock and roll than country.

This is the moment when she started part of the music. at Studio 54 with John Belushi, Jack Nicholson, Calvin Klein, Mick Jagger, and Andy Warhol. This is when she appeared in Playboy magazine. Though, no, she didn't pose nude, you perverts, so quit thinking that. And this is when one year later in 1977, she released the country pop crossover album, Here You Come Again. Its title track hit number one on the country chart and number three on the Billboard Hot 100. And although she did it as, to paraphrase the LA Times as Robert Hill,

the most important ambassador for country music since Johnny Cash, Dolly Parton's ambition and solo success continued to piss off the old guard back in Tennessee. Her one-time duet partner and mentor, Porter Wagoner, degraded her in the press. He shamed her for her Playboy photo shoot. He used a racist analogy to condemn her combination of country and pop music. And then he sued her for breach of contract. He wanted a portion of the money she'd made since she left him all those years ago. over $3 million in total.

And when the case settled out of court right before it was set to go to trial, Dolly was on the hook for not three, but still she was on the hook for $1 million, which she then began to pay off using money she earned for her part in a project that you could say was the greatest fuck you since Marvin Gay released his divorce album, Here, my dear, to pay his alimony debts. Nine to five.

A nine to five was a smash hit. Released in 1980, the movie starred Dolly Parton, Jane Fonda, and Lily Tomlin as disgruntled office workers who get revenge on their chauvinistic boss, played by Dabney Coleman, who, if you squint hard enough, kind of sort of reminds one of Porter Wagoner. And you can easily make the connection between Dolly and Dabney Coleman's secretary on screen and Dolly as Porter Wagoner's girl singer in real life. The revenge was sweet, both on and off screen for Dolly Puckerman. Parton. Nine to five was the second highest grossing movie of the year, right behind the Empire Strikes Back. Even better, its theme song, written and performed by Dolly Parton, became Dolly Parton's first number one hit on the pop chart. Take that, Porter Wagoner. But despite crossing over, despite all of her successes, Dolly Parton continued to fight off the so-called

nefarious, transferred erotic desire of men. She was forced to endure boob jokes from George Hamilton at the Golden Globes. And she waited until a commercial break while taping an episode of the Merv Griffin Show to tell the host to go fuck off with all of his childish innuendos. And the stress of it all, the number one movie, the number one song, the gigs, the interviews, the tight schedules, more albums to make and more movies to star in. It led to a gradual physical breakdown of her 36-year-old body. Bleeding internally.

she nearly collapsed on the stage at the Indiana State Fair, and she was flown to New York City to St. Luke's Hospital, where she underwent emergency surgery. What exactly was done in that operating room has been speculated on at length, and I don't need to further speculate here. But what matters is, when Dolly returned to her home in Nashville with her husband Carl at her side, she was, perhaps for the first time in her life, creatively paralyzed.

All she could think about were the inevitable lawsuits, This time, not from Porter Wagoner, but from venues and from the promoters of the shows that she'd been forced to cancel. Unlike the last time she canceled the slate of performances, this wasn't part of a master plan. This was where the plan unraveled and fell apart for good. Dolly Parton became depressed and withdrawn. She found herself opening a small case that was stashed in her bedroom. Inside the case was a gun that she kept for security and peace of mind. perhaps put there in the wake of that man-in-black business.

And she picked up the gun. She turned it over in her hand. She thought about pressing it against her temple and pulling the trigger. This part of Dolly's story reminds me of a song called The Bridge. Dolly wrote it for her second album just because I'm a woman back in 1968. In the song, a woman goes to a bridge where she kissed her lover for the first time. Only now she is pregnant with this man's child, and the man has since abandoned. her. And as the song progresses, the woman, racked with heartache and pain and shame inches

closer to the edge of the bridge. And the song ends with the line, here is where it started, and here is where I'll end it. And then, that's it. The song is over. And we don't know for sure if the woman jumped or not, although it's definitely implied. And I wonder if Dolly Parton thought of her own song as she was sitting under bed with a loaded pistol in her hand. She, like the narrator of the bridge, was facing another moment of crisis, a moment in which one sudden, hopeless impulse was the difference between life and death. Willie Miller didn't notice all the blood on his shirt.

When he arrived back at the small house he shared with his family, his mother was the first to say something. And Willie looked down, slightly dazed, only now seeing the deep red stain. It was still wet to the touch. He shook his head and told his mother to calm down. It was simply a nosebleed, he reassured her. He went to his bedroom and shut the door behind him.

He climbed into the bed and pulled the sheets up tight. Sleep came fast. So did the dreams. And Willie tossed and turned as the flames built up all around him. They were lapping at the window and sprinting up the curtains. And they burned all around his bed and licked at his bare feet. He awoke in a cold sweat, sitting up straight, swatting at the imaginary fire that had just fueled his nightmare.

And there was a knock at his door. He opened it, expected to see his mother. Instead, he was greeted by an officer from the Knoxville Police Department. He placed Willie under arrest and charged him with the murder of Louisa May Brown. The trial was swift. As swift as the justice that came crashing down with the judge's gavel. Some said Willie deserved to die. Instead, he was sentenced to live out the rest of his days behind bars.

The Tennessee State Prison was bleak, brutal, and overcrowded, Willie kept to himself. He didn't talk to the other inmates and did make eye contact. But if you walk by a cell at night, once the lights and the wing were shut off, the roaches and rats came scurrying from their holes, you could hear Willie Miller. First, there was the violent awakening.

That was Willie regaining consciousness with a shriek, resting himself from the nightmare of hellfire that awaited him every evening. Sweating and panting. he could gradually calm down, and then he would speak, and the sound of his voice was low, hidden deep under his own breath so as not to draw attention. It was always the same thing. He repeated it over and over again, like a mantra or a prayer, or maybe just a compulsion that he could not or would not explain.

Farewell, Knoxville girl, he would say. Farewell to the girl I loved so well. The classic version of Knoxville Girl was recorded by the Lovin Brothers, Charlie and Ira, for their 1959 album, Tragic Songs of Life. Their close harmonies are tight, mournful, and, dare I say, beautiful. And therein lies the chilling nature of the song. It's delivered so matter-of-factly, like the narrator is telling you how they made a sandwich for lunch, that day or something, but what is being described is a brutal murder.

A murder committed without warning. A murder committed in cold blood. Five years before, the Lovin brothers recorded their immortal take on Knoxville Girl. In 1954, four teenagers in Brooklyn, known in the press as the Brooklyn thrill killers, drown one victim and beat another to death. The Kings County DA said of the murderous quartet. They apparently had no reason, except. except the thrill that they got.

30 years before that, in 1924, Nathan Leopold and Richard Loeb kidnapped a 14-year-old boy in Chicago, hit him in the head repeatedly with the handle of a chisel, gagged him, and watched as the life drained from his body. Their motive? The simple desire to commit what they called the perfect crime and thus demonstrate their superiority over the rest of the human race. In these crimes, as in the later-day crimes of serial killers,

like Ted Bundy, Jeffrey Dahmer, and Richard Ramirez, there is an inexplicable compulsion at the root to carry out the act. There is also the need to exert power, the need to control, and the need to possess. Colonel Tom Parker wanted to possess Dolly Parton's song. Porter Wagoner wanted to possess Dolly Parton as his girl's singer. Robert Elliott of Wheeling, aka the Man in Black, wanted to possess Dolly Parton with,

to once again quote our guide Nick cave murderous male attention and nefarious transferred erotic desire. But Dolly Parton would not be possessed. Dolly Parton was not a tragic female figure from an anonymous murder ballad. She was far too much of a badass. Not to mention she wasn't going to be in somebody else's song. Get out of here with that. And by 1983, Dolly Parton had rebounded from her emotional rock bottom of the year prior.

The gun she kept in her house had gone back. into its bedroom case, and she was once again proving herself to be an unstoppable crossover force. Her duet with Kenny Rogers, Islands in the Stream, topped the pop, country, and contemporary charts that fall. This was 1983, the year of Michael Jackson's beat it, Lyma Richie's all night long, every breath you take by the police. But 1983 was also only a few years removed from the assassination of John Lennon outside the Dakota in New York. Beetle John's murder was no doubt on Dolly Parton's mind when she read the news today, oh boy, news about a recent poll of psychologists to determine which celebrities were most likely to be assassinated. And why were psychologists being asked about hypothetical celebrity assassinations?

It didn't matter. All that mattered to Dolly Parton was that her name was at the top of their list. Imagine that. Imagine your Dolly Parton. You've had unprecedented. its success as a country artist crossing over into the mainstream, but the journey has not been easy. There have been death threats, and you've suffered internal bleeding, and major surgeries, a period of extreme depression, thoughts of suicide, and then, just as you get it all back

together, you read about how you are the most likely target of the next crazed assassin on the mean streets of America, something that is printed in the mainstream press so that the next crazed assassin can read it and go from what if to not if, but when. On January 15, 1983, a death threat was called into Owensboro, Kentucky Police shortly before Dolly's two sold-out shows there at the Executive Inn Showroom Lounge. The shows were quickly canceled, as were additional dates in Texas and Louisiana. Two months later, in March, a bomb threat cleared out the Old Dominion Theater in London, where Dolly Parton was taping a special for HBO. And as recently, as 2022, a page of... Pennsylvania man threatened to detonate bombs he'd allegedly planted in Pittsburgh, Greensburg,

and Mount Pleasant unless he was allowed to speak to Dolly Parton. The threats are constant. The danger is constant. It's passed down from generation to generation like a murder ballad. The sorrow chord echoes in the darkness, and it bids farewell to the girl they loved so well. But Dolly was no Knoxville girl. She was not one to be led down through the tall grass to the riverbed. Instead, she was the one who rang out the sorrow chord. Dolly Parton bid her own farewell to disgrace.

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