Donnell - The Donnell Rawlings Show Episode #078
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All right, now, time for the show.
The Donnell Rawlings Show, live in your face.
Fuck out, bitch-ass nigga, you'll never take my place, nigga! Thank you. Hey Donnell, just so you're aware, try to keep the mic as close to you as possible.
Oh, them awful comments got to you?
Yeah.
Yo, you was the most talkeded about Yeah In that whole comment section
Yo them niggas go hard
They was like
God I left it on my left ear
Everyone's a comedian though
I feel like on there
But you know what man
T I just went through something
Somebody told
I'm sick of these niggas
I'm going back
I'm from the area
Of beating niggas up
In the audience
I'm from that shit Don't ask meas up in the audience. I'm from that shit.
Don't ask me that question.
What would I have done?
Ask anybody.
We recording?
Are we on?
Oh, we recording?
All right.
Damn, why y'all tell me we the most professional?
Oh, so Sam's what you're trying to do.
I'm professional.
I see what Sam's trying to do.
He's trying to get me back for you motherfuckers.
When I say you motherfuckers, all you motherfuckers are commenting.
Yo, y'all evil as shit.
Niggas said, yo, fire your editor.
Yo, they was going hard.
They was like, yo, I like the podcast on the left side of my ear.
And they was like this.
They said, left side, two rights don't make a wrong.
Yo, they was tearing your ass up.
And I did not have no problem with that.
But the reason why people said there was a lot
of energy on last podcast that's i got my toy back that's right when you hear this noise right here
you know it's about the gd the cheesy donnell person today i'm joined with three sexy titties
some are young and some of them are old and shit we'll get to that later i know some people are
asking questions donnell where are you going to be performing next? Well, if you care, I'll be at the Moon
Tower Comedy Festival in Austin, Texas. I like Austin, Texas because my son's named
Austin. That's April the 5th and the 6th, and I will be, wait a minute, some of you
are going to be upset when I say this, and you're going to say, Donnell, you ain't nothing
but a seller. I can't understand why you working with that motherfucking cracker.
But back to the music.
I will be with Kid Rock and Zayn in Nashville, Tennessee.
You might think of him to be a racist person,
but I think of him as a person who rolls down the river with me and fits burgers.
So to each his own.
And if you don't know a racist friend, you don't have a friend.
And now, let's start the show
oh my god so the world of comedy i just got to start off really really quick uh first off how's
everybody doing wonderful i want to send a shout out to uh nikki i want to get a shout sign out to
our sound shit shit in here engineer whatever that is you know there he is always i to get a shout out to our sound shit, shit in here, engineer,
whatever that is.
You know,
there he is.
I was,
I'm going to shout at him.
That's him.
Y'all got to understand this project.
This podcast will continue to be a working process.
We had technical difficulties last week.
I'm having technical difficulties speaking right now,
but we come,
we seek,
we improvise,
we over adapt.
What is that phrase? We come, we seek we improvise we over adapt what is that phrase
we come we seek that's what she said but what's the phrase i don't have no idea to do with uh
overcome adapt improvise i think i think what it is is that you're so big people expect that's what
she said people think we're like sirius xM or something And we have all the fancy technology
And what not we don't you guys
We don't have the fancy technology we just working it out
But was it funny
If you want to hear it on your left ear, nigga, turn your speaker around to your right ear.
I have a question real quick.
We can cut.
I know.
I can't hear you, though.
I think this is too loud.
This board is too loud.
Can you hear me now?
I can hear you, but when you do that, I can't hear you.
You trying to tell me to drop my bomb?
Drop the bomb.
You dropped a bomb on me.
So you can hear me through that bomb?
This is better.
Yeah, I think I'm dropping bombs.
Okay, okay, okay.
Since I'm not allowed to drop the bombs the way I want to drop the bombs.
I did an intro.
What's up, Nikki?
Good to see you.
You too.
During the pandemic, a lot of us met people that we,
some people we met during the pandemic we connected with.
Some people you say you wish you would have never fucking met them.
Some of you say you wish you'd never talked to them.
But some people have a certain type of personality.
For some reason, you engage with them.
You talk with them.
But those same people, and this has happened in life.
I told you, I know you've had someone like this, Samson.
I know you've probably had someone like this
that just talked too motherfucking much.
All right?
That's you, but on a different level.
This is a different level.
This disrespect, it goes on and on.
Where they slam to your name,
they lie about you,
they say,
and I'm going to get my pronouns right,
they lie about you,
they say you try to hit on them.
This is when you know a motherfucker desperate. They say you try to hit on them. This is when you know a motherfucker desperate.
They say you try to hit on them.
Then they say you try to fuck their moms.
But if the mom's hot.
They try to say that you like geriatric pussy.
Right?
And those are people you normally.
Can I curse?
Not yet.
He's introducing you.
Sorry.
Now, before I go any further, an example of not knowing when to shut the fuck up.
And these people, they create, people start to like them.
And then they're, Bruno Mars and Anderson.Paak had a song called Smoke It Out The Window.
And in part of the song, correct me with these lyrics, he says,
I thought that girl was only mine, but I was wrong.
She belongs to everybody.
So this person is the equivalent of that in these social media streets.
And when I say that, she belongs to the tweets.
She will make it seem like, oh, my God, you're the best thing since cornbread.
She will amp you up.
And you're like, oh, this bitch is on my team and then you go
to another nigga page and she's saying the same shit you go to another nigga page she talking
hey beautiful king ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha so you think you had a personal connection to somebody
and then you realize she was to streets.
She was out there getting these street meets, right?
And there's something about her that you like.
You don't know what it is.
So if you've been following me and my podcast
and following me on social media,
you know her as she was singing Gina,
and then she got kicked off her Instagram
because she got kicked off her Instagram
because she was looking at Arab niggas dicks
all day.
Wait what?
Break this down.
I'm letting you go on with this.
I'm trying to hold it.
It's right here.
I'm introducing you.
Can I introduce you go ahead
son she never name was singing gina and she got caught she got caught by instagram police by
looking at the ali niggas dicks over in iraq or whatever them be i don't know their names
they got the little they got the little sign the thing right they got the signs it looked like gang signs on their instagram it
looked like gang sign so she got caught looking at them um muhammad dicks all the time right
she got kicked on instagram had changed name this she told me this she tried to tell me she said i
don't know maybe i was looking at one of them too long okay this one was beautiful ladies and long. Ladies and gentlemen. Do I?
I got to get locked
and loaded.
I was going
to give
it some
class.
Ladies and
gentlemen,
I wish you
would come
on this
goddamn
podcast and
start some
lying shit
about me.
She's a
mystery to
everybody.
We don't
know what
her agenda
is.
I think
that part
of her wants
to be a
comedian and
part of her just wants to be a comedian and part of her
just wants to be
for the tweets.
You want to say hello to
my family?
Well, wait a minute.
Do you want to say hello
to all the niggas
who pages you?
Shout out all the niggas
right now.
I want to say hi to you.
I don't like that voice.
Fuck out of here.
Fuck out of here.
Nope.
Nope.
Are you serious right now? I don't want to go into that house. I don't like that voice. Fuck out of here. Fuck out of here. Nope. Nope. Are you serious?
I don't know.
It's like she's doing a commercial.
Remember that Silky
What was that? Silky, silky soul
singer.
Am I allowed to say something now to this nigga?
I believe so.
Okay, listen. You gave a plethora of things that you named me, that you dubbed me.
You had a litany of names that you, adjectives that you tried to inculcate in people's minds.
Okay, first of all, all of my listeners, that's smart.
Hold on.
She said litany.
That's what I'm trying to say.
Pause.
Some people need to pause.
Pause.
I'm not paused.
They got to pause.
They want to know what litany is. Everybody know what litany is. Tell them. It's what's on your lip. Lint. Listen, I'm not pause. They got to pause back and lit me. They want to know what lit me is.
Everybody know what lit me is.
Tell them.
It's what's on your lip.
Lint.
Listen, let me say this to you.
That's what she said.
I know it's on your lip.
That's what you lit me.
Oh, that's what she said.
Oh, how many of them said that?
Lint.
Lint on their pussy.
Because you do lit, nigga.
Talk about how you kissed me.
Donald, let's get it out.
Ain't nobody fucking kidding me.
What?
Let's just get it out right now.
Shots fired.
Listen.
Can I get it?
Listen, excuse me
I'm going to talk to you
What?
Listen, I'm going to talk to you
I'm going to talk to you
Samson, come talk to somebody
This bitch got me
Listen, he's always lying about how he's feeling about me
And let me tell you something
I'm 61
You look beautiful, let me tell you
Brand new old pussy, brand new old pussy
Go ahead
How would you know?
I'm just saying
I know what's out there
You know you like me
Don't do that
That voice don't make shit to me
Listen
How does that voice make you feel?
How does it make your dick feel?
Let's talk about that
Listen
Let me tell you something
What I want to tell you
I gotta look at these people over here
You can look at me
But just put your whole side
Of your face to them
Okay but I have to
Shut the fuck up.
I got to tell somebody.
Go back with your litany.
I'm about to take that board from you in a second.
Go with your litany.
Go with your litany.
You know, if you didn't have that board, what would your hands do?
I just want to know.
You seem to want to play with that as if you try to play with me.
Then now you ask me to come upstairs to the room.
Oh, God.
Darnell.
Okay, listen. Angela, you was there. We were at club wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait
i did one i didn't say you did one of what i didn't do nothing you did one of what a freudian
slip you did one of what donald let's talk about it let's talk about it i used to be a hoe but i'm
not no more so let me tell you something my I'm just sitting in my tea and listening to all this. Let me sit back. You used to be a hoe. Okay, listen.
I'll tell you something.
First off, ain't no such thing as used to be a hoe.
Ain't no, you don't retire from a hoe.
You used to be a hoe.
No, no, you're more of a trick.
You wanted to pay for it.
But let me say this to you.
I never paid for pussy.
What?
One time.
I was a kid.
One time?
I was a career nigga.
Everybody was a pussy.
Nigga, you was trying to pay me for some pussy.
Let's talk about the real stuff.
Come on, nigga.
I wouldn't pay you a full stamp.
You fly me here and there.
Fly me all over the place. Fly me here. Gina, come., nigga. I wouldn't pay you a full stamp. You fly me here and there. Fly me all over the place.
Fly me here.
Gina, come.
Nigga, I know what a dick call is.
Wait a minute.
I know what a dick call is, nigga.
Wait.
Wait a minute.
She's your elder.
You better respect her.
Wait.
What?
This is the news.
Oh, no.
I respect your neck.
I'm learning, honey.
Shut the fuck up.
Here's what's going on.
So she said, fly her over.
Ask her who ask her who
was her plus one and when i told she kept on trying to call me one at once say when i'm gonna
get picked up and everything i said where your mama at i said where's your mama so yes i have
flown her to some places but i only flew her because of her mother that's it i only flew
her okay okay all right i want to fuck you. You said I want to fuck you. Wait,
you want to fuck me?
Wait,
he just said it.
He said I want to fuck you.
It's okay,
baby.
It's okay.
It's okay.
You said I want to fuck you.
It's okay.
Can I say who want to fuck me?
It's all right.
No,
no.
Can I say who want to fuck me?
No,
no,
no.
Can I say who want to fuck me?
Who?
Do I count it?
No,
no.
Can I say who want to fuck me?
Wait,
what's happening here?
Did you tell him something
you weren't supposed to tell him?
Wait,
wait, wait,
don't know, wait a minute.
You ain't shit.
You's a low ass nigga.
This nigga's a whole ass nigga.
You not from fucking nigga.
You want to talk about
who want to fuck who?
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
I think I better let it go.
It looks like another love.
TKO.
Yo, listen, wait, wait.
You can't sing my way
out of this one, Jay.
Let's talk about Club Negril
when we was there that night.
Let's go back to fucking.
Angela, you got receipts. Angela, you got receipts. Let's go back to fucking. Angela, you got receipts.
Let's go back to fucking.
Calm.
You want to go back to fucking.
I don't even know where this conversation is.
Who?
What?
Because I've been wanting to fight her in person so bad.
He's telling the truth right now.
Yo.
He said, let's go back to fucking.
That's what I said.
Yes.
Okay.
All right.
Whatever.
But here.
Newsflash, everybody.
Boom.
Boom. So if you've been following
the drama of me and gina gina calm down gina it's my show please it's your show baby she said
that's what he said she said that i wanted to fuck her but the answer she doesn't want to answer
gina please if you know gina if you knew one person that's dear to you that's close to you that you love
you respect
that you cherish
and you live for
who
is that person
and be honest
you honest
who is that person
and who they want to fuck in this room
say it
say it
I need a disclaimer
is it your mom?
she has Alzheimer's
so therefore her perception is warped.
She's not sure what she wants.
She has delusions of grandeur with the little ass nigga with no neck.
Y'all, I'm telling you, it is not her fault.
But your mama can dance.
I've danced with her on the dance floor.
Don't mention my mother.
Hey, Gina.
I like you, but don't mention my mother.
Are you kidding me? Gina. Are you kidding me?
Gina.
Are you kidding me right now?
Gina, listen.
Let's go back to Brooklyn at Club Negron.
We were there that night.
No, I want to do it.
No, first off, Gina.
Yes, yes.
You have all the time to share your stories.
All right?
I want to share my story.
Okay, tell facts.
And I want to share where we are right now.
You don't want to say anything nice about me.
So we're going to do this.
We're going to play a little game.
Okay.
The game is, and you got to be honest,
what does your mother say about me?
What's the name of the game, first of all?
It's got to be a name of the game.
To tell the truth.
To tell the truth.
Okay, listen, I don't cap.
You do.
What does your mother say about me?
My mother says that she feels sorry for you because i'm telling you she has a bunch of
compassion and pathos and empathy i'm telling you she has imparted to me the need to help
cover you spiritually because you avoid and bereft of any spiritual qualities right now so my mother
said gina help this nigga because he wants to fuck me we know you like Jerry we know your mother has never said
oh he look good
in that suit
come on nigga come on
your mother ain't never said
what's your sign and did I say
Saturday turns and she said
and did she say
did I say Saturday turns did she say
she said half horse that's what she said I said no he's not knocking a horse she said half did I say sad turn? Did she say? She said half horse.
That's what she said. She said.
I said, no, he's not knocking the horse.
She said half horse?
She said half horse.
I said, not this nigga.
He said half frog.
Which half?
Which half is the horse?
No, none of them.
The mouth.
Because the lower half is a fucking frog.
The nigga tried to be in the water swimming, trying to impress my mother.
Nigga, get out the water.
You ain't got no shoulders, son.
Where's your shoulders, nigga?
He on me dying. He was trying to show off to my mother my mother said oh look at him what you're experiencing right now is a mental breakdown it's a Donald breakdown it's a DILF
breakdown and you call me you call me a thoughty let me tell you about that you are a DILF I'm
gonna tell you why I'm an auntie I like that's who i am yes i'm off she liked the fuck niggas with like weird names like slick the ruler and shit like that
niggas named chef but here's the thing wait wait wait see why would you see you want to go below
the belt let's go all right you're gonna talk about shaft jada this one says this is why i
could this i connect we connected over the pandemic we were talking right and she goes
by singing jenna she sings a lot she's passionate
about singing she has a beautiful voice right what do you say you have a beautiful voice i
never denied you oh i love you you got a very beautiful voice but then when you when you uh
hear about you hear a voice with anybody in this business you want to know like you're curious to
know what's their story what's their story why they're here and everything and i was like why
does this sing all the time why does she sing all the time like like wake up singing communicate
through sound the whole that's how you could tell somebody just love to sing singing
and cooking everything and i was like why the these things i mean this queen sings so much
you can call me a i like dogs and i said and I said, and I was like, and then one day I was on her page or something,
and it was a post that said,
it was an invite, a flyer to be on a podcast.
And I don't remember who was hosting the show,
but in the show they said,
join us later as we sit down.
My words may be off as we sit down and we speak to sharon fletcher
about her um ups and downs if i'm not mistaken and being married to jazz legend
what's his name again sam fletcher it's just's just because I'm smoked. That's it. And I'm not even, this is no joke.
And I said,
Sam Fletcher,
he said,
how was,
how was it her ups and downs
and being married to jazz legend,
Sam Fletcher?
Wow.
And I said,
who is this nigga,
Sam Fletcher?
Right?
So I Googled it
and come to find out this nigga was a beast and
let me say this you've heard sometimes we don't know we hear hear things from
but you heard you've heard the phrase the man with the golden voice right the
original man with the golden voice and I don't know why this is not coming
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oh man
and I listened to his
music and then I
asked my I said I've answered the question
I was like this is why
they call her
singing
Gina because
she had to be around him in the kitchen singing.
He had to probably talk to her about singing.
She had to have been around big people in the business to be considered jazz legend to be associated with
dinah shore to have been in the military get out pursue a career and get a record deal
when nobody was getting record deals.
Let me see.
I hope they don't give us no copyright right now,
but I'm going to tell you,
this is the only thing that makes this bitch shut the fuck up.
Now, what you hear, this is not any soundboard.
This is a live orchestra.
The look of love is in your eyes.
I can't play all of this, Gina.
Do me a favor.
Your sight
Can you take it?
Can you take it from here?
Can't you try?
Take it from here.
The love
I belong again
It seems so much more
Than words could ever say
And what my heart has heard will take my breath away
I can hardly wait to hold you, feel my arms around you
How long have I waited?
Waited just to love you.
Now that I have found you.
You've got the love.
All right, bitch, that's enough.
When you hear your father's music, how does that make you feel?
Where does, mentally, where does it take you?
Well, at the risk of being moist in front of you, very emotional, very emotional.
My father lost his career from shooting heroin at the height of his career.
When was this?
My father got a record deal with RCA Victor when I was four.
That was 1964.
He moved us from Brooklyn.
You was four.
That was like 1800, right?
Okay.
Okay.
Go ahead.
Just like your fingers.
Just like your fingers and your hands.
Don't worry about this.
I got real niggas fingers.
Okay, nigga, let's go.
I'm ready.
I got real niggas fingers.
Anyway.
Real niggas.
I got real niggas. These fingers right here, I bet you won'm ready. I got real niggas. Anyway. Real niggas.
I got real niggas.
These fingers right here, I bet you won't slap me in the Oscars,
but go ahead and tell your story.
Go.
Your story.
I'm really interested.
Continue for me, please.
No, continue.
I asked a goddamn question.
No, but I'm really working hard.
I be working my way.
I'm trying hard not to roast you
like I know how to do Brooklyn style.
You don't want none of that shit.
Anyway, anyway, anyway.
Because you can pay for it.
That's right.
This is the end of the show.
We want to thank y'all.
Y'all know a joke can be too soon,
but it never can be too soon.
Funny observation.
It's not the end of the show, you guys.
Stay with us.
Please.
That's right.
Like I said earlier,
when you hear this,
it's the end of the show.
We had a good time.
Give it up for singing Gina.
So heroin.
Yes, my father was raised in a church, Church of God and Christ.
Them music niggas, them church niggas.
Huh?
And...
Church, some church niggas.
What, what, what?
Get up, it's a story, nigga.
What's going on?
All right, here we go
This is what we're gonna do
Gina
He asked me a question
And don't let me answer it
For your mother
Because this is the part
I want your mother to appreciate
Because she watches me
I'm trying to talk about daddy
Stop being you
Stop being you
Be somebody else
And your father was at
The height of his career
My father Sam Fletcher
At the height of his career
In 1964-65
Toured with everyone
Around the world
Major Matter of fact Nat King Cole said My father was his favorite singer Awesome And my father at the Heidi Woods Career in 1964-65. Toured with everyone around the world.
Major.
Matter of fact, Nat King Cole said my father was his favorite singer.
Awesome.
And my father.
That's like Deja Pel saying I'm his favorite comedian.
But go ahead.
He does say that.
Go.
And then you can make it through.
What works, put up a finger when you meet him.
That's so quiet.
A finger.
Just the pointer.
Do this. That finger might remind him of something between his legs. It might traumatize him. Man's so quiet. A finger. Just the pointer. Do this. That finger might remind him
of something between his legs
that might traumatize him.
Man, listen, man.
Anyway.
Don't talk about my dick.
My dick is good.
I heard the stories from the streets.
The streets talk, son.
Dick fire.
Stop playing.
Curve.
Anyway.
Curve.
Back to my father
who was actually
a jazz legend.
A jazz legend.
However,
succumbed to disliking himself.
And when he disliked himself, he started shooting heroin and lost everything,
which began a spiral in our lives.
I'm the oldest of six children, and most of us sing.
And my mother actually lost her mind, really.
She thought he was going to die with my father.
When you say your mother lost her mind, was that like as they got older
or when she was younger
like no no she got married when she was 19 to my father right and then when he got the record deal
they get married and all that so they can fuck good it's pussy always on your mind because i
obviously you're not getting it you're not getting any obviously so can i move on with the real story
i'm interested in this real story.
Can you please keep going?
Anyways, I was saying about Dono's little dick.
You don't know if I'm getting no pussy or not.
That's a little kid asking questions.
You don't know? Don't worry about me.
That means not.
That was when I was younger.
I was the last person to get some, right?
And I used to lie to them.
Them niggas would be smashed like shit.
They'd say, you don't get no pussy. I was like, don't worry. They'd say, you don't get it. I was like, don't worry.
They'd be like, where you girlfriend? I said, don't worry about my girlfriend.
My girlfriend lived
over there by my grandmother. I ain't got one
girlfriend. And you were smaller than you are now.
Damn, you must have been T-90. Your father
met your mom in church.
In Church of God and Christ on Bedford and Bergen
in Washington Temple, Church of God and Christ.
She was 17. They got married at 19.
He got a record deal. At that time, it got married at 19. He got a record deal.
At that time, it was big for black men to get a record deal.
What label?
RCA Victor.
God damn.
He moved her to View Park, and he began his life.
If you're such a historian on it, at that label,
this is going to be very interesting for people in the business.
Was it a label that just catered to white music?
Yes, yes.
Who else did they have?
Lou Walls. Crackers they have? Lou Rawls.
Crackers.
We're talking about Crackers.
Oh, I don't know.
But there was some,
they were trying to get some black jazz singers.
O.C. Smith, Lou Rawls, Della Reese,
they were all trying to sing at that time.
And my father's main place was Marlowe's Memory Lane in L.A.,
the page for the Parisian Room.
Then he toured.
But then he started shooting heroin
with several famous celebrities. I will say this. I know some people might be watching this, like, oh, then he toured. But then he started shooting heroin with several
famous celebrities. I will say this,
I know some people might be watching like, oh, I can do that.
But back then,
it wasn't like,
like back then. It was like weed.
It was like weed. It came with the territory
of being an entertainer,
creative people, and everything.
My father didn't like himself
because it came too fast.
And then he was touring with this religion and singing secular music,
which was a dichotomy in the spirit.
Because you can't be filled with the Holy Ghost and speaking in tongues
and singing the look of love.
That's what he was told.
So he was torn inside, torn.
And then with the domino effect that might have happened to me,
I became a crackhead.
Knowing I had the gift, but not liking me.
You or him? I became a crackhead. Knowing I had the gift, but not liking me. You or him?
I became a crackhead.
Do you think that?
Did you as well?
I haven't smoked crack since 30 years, but I was a crackhead prostitute for two years.
I dropped out of work.
As a matter of fact, by the fact.
You ain't never sucked my dick.
Don't even try it.
Don't even try it.
Hold on.
I need to get back.
Hold on.
There's a lot going on right now.
I know.
There's so much going on.
Wait, you see how he's imagining that I did?
So your father started. can you tell me the year
your father started
it was after he got his record deal
you were four
he had two
you were two albums
and then around 10-11
my father really started
shooting heroin
okay
and you watched him do this
you knew he was doing it
I'm the oldest of six
so I've seen a spoon
in the bathroom
I saw blood
and then the lifestyle we led
it began to diminish.
From View Park, we went to Chesley Avenue.
Then we went to Slauson.
And then my father starts seeing this drug dealer, right?
A woman who he wound up marrying.
And my mother lost her mind.
This was her first love.
So he wasn't married?
Your mom, they weren't married?
She divorced?
No, my father divorced her because he was the drug dealer.
This is no cap.
Only wear swimming caps, for real.
Your father divorced your mother to marry a drug dealer?
Yes.
And I think she's still alive right now.
This is a two-star.
And my mother went crazy.
As a matter of fact, the reason why we came back to Brooklyn was because my father was seeing this woman before they got married, before they were divorced.
He came home and never hit her before.
So he had a side bitch.
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He had a side bitch.
Oh, my father had mad pussy
oh listen
he had a record deal
one of the only
black people
of course he did
why you looking at me
like that
just a mirror of my life
nobody said that
but you
why you get a deal
and make sure
you're just sticking
anywhere
nobody understands
the life of a dill
whatever
the industry
okay so
he began to tour
and get pussy everywhere
and my mother
just you know
that was part of it that was part of it but then when she realized that he loved this woman he began to tour and get pussy everywhere. And my mother just, you know, that was part of it.
That was part of it.
But then when she realized that he loved this woman, he wanted to be with her.
That's the difference.
Yeah, and so my mother, he came home one night.
We were living on Chesley Avenue.
It was five of us at that time.
And he would wake us up middle of the night because clubs were closed at 2 o'clock in the morning in California.
Out here.
Wow.
I'm out here with my father.
Wow. Wow. California out here Wow so he came home and he wasn't everybody he wasn't here here he was fuck up a moment anyway is that how it's gonna be with sex that's
how it's gonna be with us going to talk about your father.
Shooting up.
Are you smiling?
No, I'm just going to go back to this.
Go back to it. Is it big like that?
Whatever.
Go back to that subject.
No, it's not.
We know it's not.
You guys, I need this story.
Can we get to the story?
Okay, calm down, pretty girl.
And here's the interesting thing about this story.
Because I want to get to your story after this.
It's almost like the same thing.
The interesting thing about this story is that this is a story.
It's like not a new story.
You hear this story so many times in so many lives in so many communities.
What could have happened if?
I personally don't know anyone in that deal that, like anyone in my family that had a record deal as a black man at that time.
Well, that's true.
And I think that's what makes this a magnanimous story
is because I don't know anyone.
I know the other stories, right?
This is a crazy question, Gina.
Was it a white chick?
No.
Well, my father fucked white women.
He did. He hit Dinah No. Well, my father fucked white women. He did.
He was independent.
Listen, I remember...
Wait, let me finish the story about this.
We moved back to Brooklyn
when my mother really lost her mind.
She lost it.
Yeah, when he came home.
He never had it before.
And she made some dinner.
And he was high.
And he messed around and smacked my mother.
Oh, that's when we all lose it at that point.
My mother is a very
proudful Libra woman
who's a diva
and she's,
it was her first love
so she lost her mind.
She sent us to her friend's house
down the street,
Chelsea Avenue.
She mixed some bleach
and,
and,
what do you call it,
bleach and,
what's the other,
ammonia?
Old people shit.
And she poured it
in three different rooms.
My father was sleeping in the room.
She sent it down the street.
A woman, he bashed her.
I'll never forget the woman.
My mother came over an hour later.
She said, you better call the fire department.
She burnt the shit up?
We looked.
The place was burning.
My father was able to get out.
Then this was September 1972.
Lisa Leslie learned some.
1972, September.
It was the Olympics. and they took us.
They took five of us from my mother and father
because my mother was a detriment to us.
I had to testify.
They put us on a plane to go back to New York
where I started my matriculation in the church.
And 12 years later, I'm back in Brooklyn.
My mother and father in California.
My mother's going crazy.
My father's going crazy.
My grandmother didn't begin to raise us.
So she became the archetype of humanity. of man I'll just add to that like grandmas in the black community
are probably some of the strongest women in the black community because a lot of times grandmas
they go through raising their kids that's right and then they gotta raise their kids. That's right. And then they got to raise their kids.
Yep.
And still raise their kids, even though they're adults.
That's why when I see a grandma, it's just like an ultimate level of respect
that you have to give them.
So your grandmother.
And I don't like you calling your mom crazy over that shit.
That's it.
My mother.
I think she went regular.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
Wait.
My mother began to start drinking.
My mother came back to Brooklyn.
My father stayed in California.
My mother began to drink her life away.
My mother was a street.
My mother was, I mean, devastated to the point that, yo, I mean, she was on tanker every day for years.
We found her on the street, Prospect Park.
Everywhere we found her. She's been
in every hospital in Brooklyn.
I mean, every rehab.
But 40 years ago, she stopped drinking.
And then we became friends.
We became friends. Because the roles were now reversed.
And then I, after the church, got married
to a man who I actually worshipped
to, a bishop, a preacher.
And I wanted to smoke and crack.
I coached y'all to church things.
We do all that shit, son.
Did he do it, too?
The preacher?
He was sanctified through the Holy Ghost and was going to heaven.
But he was fucking whoever.
But here's the thing.
I didn't like me.
That's the thing.
I don't like you.
I know you don't.
No, you didn't like you.
I didn't like you.
But go ahead.
But you like my lips.
Well, I like you.
So can you finish your story? Both sets. Both sets. So listen. What I do know don't. No, you didn't like you. I didn't like you. Go ahead. But you like my lips. Well, I like your stuff. You like my lips. Can you finish your story?
Both sets.
Both sets.
So listen, what I do know is that.
So when you became a prostitute, that was all drug related.
Now listen, I was working at a place that 40 was.
How much did you go for?
You ought to know.
Listen, 40 was one of my students.
We found out.
How about this?
What?
I was working.
Yo, Gina, fuck that.
What was you getting in the streets? My real 40? Nigga, Gina, fuck that. What was you getting in the streets?
My real 40?
Nigga, you running up.
What was you getting in the streets, Gina?
I was a...
Fuck that.
What was you getting in the streets?
What's wrong with your fantasy?
It's just not on.
What's wrong with your fantasy?
She was a school teacher.
Go ahead.
No, no, no.
You're trying to pick the...
All right, jump over.
Go.
You know Jermaine Johnson, a.k.a. 40.
You were a school teacher in Brooklyn.
Yes.
I was an alternative teacher.
My school was for people who got kicked out of regular school,
who needed to be matriculated.
I did a few of them, boys.
Get back in.
Me too.
But no, wait, wait.
Not none of my students, no.
So it was on Bedford and Gates.
It was called Alternative Visions.
I was a life skills teacher.
So that's the school they used to let good niggas fight?
You used to have to break up fights and shit?
No, I didn't have to break up because they respected me.
Okay, can I say something?
You're going to say it anyway.
You're asking me?
Let me get to it.
What was that about?
Breaking news.
It was very interesting when I found out that Gina was a school teacher
and she taught one of my closest friends, Jermaine, a.k.a. 40 Johnson.
He calls himself Jermaine to the bitches, but to the streets, he's 40.
And when he said, oh, my God, son, word to mother, we used to call her Miss White,
and everybody used to want to be in her class.
Everybody wanted to be in her class because she had a fat ass.
Miss White!
Yo, that's Miss White.
That's what they said
that's for real well you felt my ass so you know three times stop it back to the club in the grill
you want to keep jumping what did i miss what did i miss
ask angelia she was there dahlia was there dahlia was there okay so we might get a phone call but in the meantime
okay so what happened is that
I began to
worship my exes
because I wanted to be married
I was a singer he was a magician
you know I'm supposed to be
what they call evangelist whatever
so I thought that we were going to go through this life
then I found out that I really didn't know god that way he didn't like me outside of me which led me to
a mailbox belonging to because unfortunately when i found him cheating with this woman
i didn't go to god i didn't want to feel and unfortunately i hate to say it crack makes you
feel like you don't feel nothing and you're brokenhearted you had your father that cheated on your mother then you had your husband that's a bishop cheat on you so that
okay well i gotta take my accountability i had women in my life who allowed men to mistreat them
i gotta bring it on me my mother has to bring it on her there's no way my mother should have
dropped out of life because of you know know what I'm saying? So,
no one can make you stay with them unless it's by good will.
So,
I stayed because I didn't like me.
I stayed and took abuse
because I really thought
that I could change this nigga.
I felt me in the Holy Ghost.
I feel like a lot of us women
do feel like we can change somebody.
Hello?
We've all had that person
we thought we could change.
Son!
And I was the one that needed it.
I'm searching for you.
You hear that in the background, right?
You hear that?
Yeah.
Gina, right?
She in L.A. doing the podcast, right?
First off, she lying.
4D, don't let him lie to you.
This is Nikki, 4D.
I love you.
It's Nikki.
Hi, 4D.
Hey, what's up, y'all?
Yo, son.
The streets are talking, son.
Okay, listen.
First off, she came on the podcast, disrespect, and said I tried to smash her. Right? 40 listen hey what's up y'all yo son the streets are talking son okay listen first off
she came on the pocket
in disrespect
and said
I tried to smash her
right
40 you were there
he was right there
he was driving the car
when you put your tongue
in my mouth
40
40
oh listen
what
exactly
40
did I
did I ever
did I ever
try to kiss
um
uh
Gina
the woman who liked to look at Arabs' penises on the internet?
No, no, no.
Wait, where that came from?
Exactly.
Now, here's the truth.
Wait, wait, wait.
What did he say?
We don't know what he said.
He said, nah.
Let me tell you this.
He said, no, no, no.
It was too many words.
Come on.
This is how we can tell.
This is how you can tell you being a liar and me being a a
person of truth you made up that lie right so 40 or jermaine which one is white people listening
is it jermaine okay 40 jimmy 40 jay hi 40. listen hey what's up y'all she was telling us that she's
to be your teacher right now she was me lying to her. What did they all used to say about her, son?
And why they like being in her class?
About her butt.
Alright, listen.
Yo, you ain't never say butt
to me, nigga.
Out of respect.
I don't know if y'all know.
You touched it three times.
Did you just say her butt, nigga?
Yeah. He said my butt.
I need your butt.
He's live on the radio.
Big ol' big ol' butt.
I'm doing the butt.
Sexy butt.
Wow.
Doing in the butt all night long.
Yeah.
Wow.
I need your butt. Your big ol' in the butt all night long. Yeah, yeah. Wow. Yeah.
I need your butt.
Your butt.
Your big old, big old butt.
Hey.
Yes, girl.
That's stirred up.
Listen, son.
He doesn't like butts.
He doesn't like butts.
I want to say this.
Son, you let me down so much.
Wow.
Because you...
It's true.
Nigga, I have never.
He's on my side.
I've been knowing you over 25 years.
I've never heard you use but in a sentence like that.
I was his teacher.
I was going to use on a live radio or something like that.
We are live.
We are live.
Because she's Ms. Wright.
Ms. Wright, you got to calm down for a second.
Raise your hand.
You're in my class now.
Would you ask him the question about you kissing me?
Ask him that question. you kissing me ask him that
question he this is the point i'm making okay he said when did that happen when he said it already
okay can i being recalled the memory he needs total recall you were dropping me off like or
i don't swartz nigger total recall you were dropping me off i tripped at the hotel i tripped
no you were sitting in the car and you said, I'm coming
upstairs. And I said,
wait, wait, Darnell, Darnell.
Nigga, don't even. Look at the smile.
Ain't no smile. No, no, Darnell, stop.
Try not to smile, nigga.
Because you were smiling that night. And then I said,
Darnell, don't stop. Come on. Get back in the
car. You got back in the car slowly,
reluctantly. And then you said, okay, give me a kiss.
And let me be honest.
I did want to kiss you because I like your lips.
I did want to do that.
Okay.
This is me coming out the hotel.
I'm trying to.
Yo, this is me.
He has juicy lips, right?
This is you trying to kiss.
Your lips look like a vagina.
Your lips look like a pussy.
Especially when he licks them.
He got pussy lips.
He got pussy lips.
Look, let's get that.
Camera one.
Camera one.
Let's see the lips. Let's see the lips.
Let's see the lips.
There we go.
Stop playing.
That's a labia.
That's a labia, nigga.
And the clitoris.
Look at the clitoris in your mouth.
Stop playing with me like that.
Y'all think it's a game?
Nigga, stop playing with me.
Go ahead, son.
No, go ahead.
She lied.
She lied.
And this is another thing.
40.
You saw her when we was in Vegas, right?
She was like this.
Oh, he be flying me all over the place.
Who was that?
Thank you.
Thank you, 40.
Thank you.
He was laughing.
He was like in agreement.
Who be with her though, 40?
Her mom.
Who I fuck with, 40?
Her mother.
Who fuck with me?
Mom.
Your mother the only one that told you, Gina, just stop it.
That's why I don't.
She be like, I don't got time for that, Gina.
But then when she see me, she be like this.
You know they nice when they fix their hair, do something.
She be like, hey.
And go run and get her lipstick.
Your mother put her red lipstick on for me?
My mother was in New York already, and you sent for me by myself. I i'm here now in l.a and you need to take a look at that take this question my mother's not even my mother's not even here mommy's not here it's just you know
i have heard your mother tell you to be nice to him listen yo and my mother's like a she's
like a madame she's like a mad. My mother trying to sell some pussy through me.
I know what that's about.
Whatever, nigga.
Whatever.
Donald, what is this, a toy for you?
There it is.
Go get that thing, son.
Damn, son.
Where'd you find this?
Damn, son.
Where'd you find this?
I love that.
I'm OD'ing off this shit.
Shut the fuck up on that bullshit. You're Shut the fuck up You're trying to flex
You're trying to flex
For my lips
Because your mouth
Does look like a pussy
And you know it
Yo man
I'm kidding
Man the kids
Kids watch
Do kids watch
What kids
Yo 40
I'm glad
Thank you for being honest
And she lying about all this
Bye 40
Alright y'all
Alright y'all
What
Hey let me tell you something
I miss him.
Kids,
kids watch this show.
What kids?
Because they're all your size.
I think my kid does
in college.
They're all little niggas
like you.
They're little niggas like you.
Can you tell my kid
not to do heroin though?
Unfortunately,
it feels good.
I hate to say that.
How do you feel now?
I'm sorry to say it.
Heroin is a wonderful, I'm not trying to promote or I'm not saying I'm just
saying that when you try to escape heroin and crack of the way however you
have to keep it up and you might die
anybody that like that's like heaven anybody that don't have uh talked about it as much as they will say
how bad it's for you it's something about they talk about but it's it's i'm not supporting it
or whatever but they say this is some out of the world shit well that's that's because they're
addicted to it right but how do you not want to go back to that you know i'm saying like
i don't mean me i don't want to smoke crack anymore you know what that is a good question
that is a good question there That is a good question.
There's somebody that is an addict or a recovering addict.
What makes you not want to go back?
Because motherfuckers go back.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
That's my question.
You ain't got to add the extra shit to my question, Latoya.
The fuck is going on?
Did you hear what she just said? Why can't you live there in that moment?
What moment?
Why can't you be there?
Because you said you love it. So why can't people just stay on heroin or what like why can't you be there like because you said you love
it so why can't people just stay on heroin or crack her y'all well what happens is that
that beautiful woman that that brutal queen right there her y'all queen queen you don't even mean
queen but what queen what queens are you fucking with becky and karen's really nigga let me tell
you something what's happening right now Queens A nigga said Queens
Trying to act like
You're respecting black women
Get away from me
With that bullshit
Becky's and Karen's
At the beach
At the beach
Karen's and Becky's
At the beach
Let me tell you something
Queens
Eating roogala
And doing yoga
On the beach
Queens don't come in
All the time
Who does yoga on the beach
But weird ass people
Queens come in
Different colors
No they don't
Queens
Nigga Yo You talking about Some place in New York No Royalty comes in Weird ass people. Queens come in different colors. No, they don't. Queens.
Yo.
You talking about some place in New York.
Royalty comes in different colors.
Queens come in black.
And brown. Queens come in different motherfucking colors.
They don't come in beige or taupe.
All right.
So we doing queen talk.
We doing queen talk.
I do have to say, I feel some type of way When white women jump up
And say I'm a queen
I don't know
When a black man says
Hey my queen
That means I'm gonna fuck you
That's what that means
Hey my queen
There's usually a nigga from jail
Who's been trying to
Worship women
And say hey my queen
In other words
Bitch I'm gonna fuck you
That's all that means
That's the same people that say
Grand Rising
Oh no
They're woke
That's the way I love Grand I wake rising oh no they're woke that's the way
come on a nigga come on a nigga really you like the grand risers i love the i'd be like shut up
hello good morning nah i need no biscuits who's eating biscuits at grand rising that's biscuit
talk the reason why i like grand rising because when you say the reason why people say that
opposed to good morning we don't moan i I know it could be like, yeah, grand rising.
They're woke. They're supposed to be woke.
But not just woke.
Man, the motherfuckers that feel like they'd rather grand rising,
I tell you straight up, it's a different energy.
I feel good when I get a grand rising.
You know I have that morning, let's wake up energy.
And I say good morning.
I don't say grand rising.
I think it's people trying too
hard to like be positive no i don't think well that's done now he has to try hard to be positive
i think that people feel how they feel for whatever for whatever reason you're right for
whatever reason you say it the reason why the the way it's received the conversation you have you
brand rising people i'm rising grand.
Grand rising people will tell you straight up,
go take your good morning ass over here somewhere.
No, they still send me.
They're very judgmental. I send the good morning back.
They're very judgmental people.
But my spirit and my energy, pure white light,
they can't fuck with me.
Okay, so you're trying to start a fight.
What's your sign?
Why can't grand risers be?
Oh, yes.
Why can't grand risers just why can't grand rises just be
people like to say grand rises and why can't it be people that feel what grand rising is penis talk
because it's a thing that showed up and now everybody says that the people that didn't
used to say it are now saying it and it sounds like inauthentic that's what it sounds like for
some people it is and for some people it is And for some people it is
And for some people it's not
I know one thing
I'm going to tell you
When I get a grand rising in the morning
My day is like this
Oh shit nigga
Are you talking about literally
You masturbate in the morning
Grand rising is about masturbation
It's a code word for masturbation
So come on now don't you know that
How old are you
Grand rising was when your penis swells in the morning.
Come on, Donna.
I do like those grand risings.
Come on, grand rising.
Like a bunch of biscuits.
I can take that.
I'm trying to tell you, son.
I'll take that.
Grand rising.
Yes, I am.
That's what he said.
That's what he said.
Look, the text.
No, thank you.
Excuse me, queens. Queens. Queens you. Excuse me, Queens.
Queens.
Queens.
Queens, Queens, Queens.
This is what I'm saying.
Like, you said, and I saw you, like, I really saw a different you started to come up.
I haven't been that close up to you being upset about two words before.
It takes a room full of sisters for you to come to get checked. It takes a room full of sisters for you to come to get checked.
It takes a room full of black women.
I can't get checked.
Tell me how I'm going to get checked about.
What am I going to get checked about?
What am I going to get checked about?
Your love for black women needs to be reactivated,
like Jerry Curl Juice.
My love for black women never went anywhere.
My love for humans, my love for any woman never went anywhere.
My love for whack motherfuckers
or my love for something that's not a connection,
but my love for women
and, you know, motherfuckers...
What does that tell me about sex with a black woman?
Let's just put it out there. We can't ask him those
questions. Why can't we ask him that? I do know it was recent.
You know it's a dumb question. A black woman?
What's the last question?
This is like Miss Jones' question. You know that's
a dumbass question. Think about it.
You know that's a dumbass question. Think about it. You know that's the dumbass question.
He loves everybody.
You want to tell them?
Nobody don't need to know the last time I fucked a dude.
No, no.
You want to tell them?
Because you said I know and I do know.
I know the last black woman you kissed was probably me.
You try to deflect from that.
He keeps going around the bend, all around the street, nigga.
And your legs are too short.
Just stay on one topic you really are looking forward to may 26th to june 1st wait what's may 26th of june 1st he's flying me to yellow springs oh you coming to
yellow springs yes miss white now i thought you was on my side nigga what's going on with you
what is happening there oh that's why we have allegiance to him yo yo yo i love 40 listen
that's my married name cocaine's a hell of a drug
so since you that was good that was actually good we talked about it but yes i am looking forward to
the weekend of may 26 why because the weekend of may 26 um. Why? Because the weekend of May 26th, about two years ago,
just think about how long it took and how short a period of time it took
for us to get to the point where we almost forget about where we were.
Stuck in the house.
And everybody has their pandemic stories.
Everybody has their stories about what I did.
Everybody tells their stories about loss.
But it was probably going into the third year that I was in Yellow Springs
around some of the coolest, dopest motherfuckers I've ever met
that I've built friendships with to this day
to the point where I can see Yellow Springs, Ohio, my second home.
I was there a couple weeks ago and I was walking
down the street
and three niggas
that like,
what's up D?
Like it's weird
gas station
coming out of Dino's.
What's up D?
What up man?
The family,
the town man.
And it felt just so like
easy and peaceful
and this is something
that Dave Chappelle
started almost
three years ago.
It was these
outdoor shows and then there was an element that was kind of missing.
We had the night shit locked in.
The shows was great, people coming from everywhere.
But then we needed some activities.
And I'll tell you, this is the truth of the story.
Elaine, Dave's wife, was the leader of, she was the camp counselor.
Right?
I'm telling you.
She's so adorable, too.
It's like perfect.
I'm talking about like second week, like camp counselor.
And she's trying to get us to do all these activities and shit, man.
Niggas just happy to be a Yellow Spring.
She had like a piece of paper.
And she'd be like, okay, so today is the nature walk?
I'm like, nigga, where y'all going?
No, she called it family walk.
I was like, where y'all walking to?
They was like, we're just going to walk around the house.
This motherfucker got all these people walking around the house.
They had like walking gear, like the Tevas and shit.
All I heard was Velcro.
These niggas going for a walk.
I skipped a walk.
I didn't walk.
It was another joint.
It was a hike.
I skipped a hike.
And then one day, she was like, we going canoeing and kayaking.
I was like, I'm going to fuck with that shit.
And I hadn't done it since I was a kid.
We used to try to make our own rafts and shit, oil barrels with anything.
We just loved water.
And I fucking hit that river for the first time, nigga.
And I just, I was like, I just fell in love with it.
It was over.
I'm going to tell you why.
My man Patrick, we going down the river, right?
You got to understand, it's like niggas on the river
that never canoed.
Talib was showing up with like J's on
with fresh white socks
and shit. Had his shoes.
You know, it was this shit. And we was
going down the river and me and Jake, we were just
he passed me the joint and shit.
And then this motherfucker was like, man,
this is it. And all you could hear
was...
He said, man, this
reminds me of building ramps,
jumping, like, he's going back to childhood.
He said, this reminds me of, like, building and jumping ramps
and fishing for crawdads with my dad.
Right?
Beautiful.
Just like, you can get to that place where something makes you feel a certain way.
And he got there, and I was like, damn, son.
I don't remember that shit with my dad.
But I was like, it was right then.
That's when I said, yo, I want to make these type of memories with my son.
And I fell in love with the idea of introducing him to nature.
I fell in love.
I took him on a hike.
You took him on a hike.
Yo, he was out there. It was just so dope because he just got in touch to nature. I fell in love with him. I took him on a hike. You took him on a hike. Yo, he was out there. It was just
so dope because he just
got in touch with nature. He took off his
shirt with me. He jumped out there.
What we got was like
it was like people just really
excited about simple shit.
Yeah. And what made it so powerful
was that it'll never be the same.
But what made it so powerful was that
the things we were doing, nobody was doing.
Like, the community.
Everyone was in the house.
Everybody was in the house.
Yo, out there, Samson Kids came out there,
and, you know, it was dope,
and it was, can never be replaced.
This is my first time trying shrooms out there
on the river.
Yeah, damn.
Oh, you sound like...
Ever, at 40 years old.
There you go.
You sound like Tiffany Haddish.
Yeah, I was like, she cut her hair. I didn't cut my hair no it's not the hair she told everybody
she did shrooms yeah because she did it because
of the shrooms she cut her hair because she was like why do I
need it that's what she said
yeah that's what she got up on stage
while we were in Yellow Springs and said yay everyone
wonders why I cut my hair
that shit is over with
it was that tea, honey.
I'm going to say something.
No, I'm going to tell you about the interview.
Because mommy is excited about this.
I know everybody is.
I'm telling you.
Not just your mother, but there's so many people excited.
And this is like Memorial Day weekend.
Basically, we're just going to come and take over.
And we're not trying to duplicate anything.
But the thing that I think that I've added to the summer of being out
the activities
the fun and the vibes
at first I was like do you want to do this
and then I was like
what is the climate in Ohio
everybody's excited they want to go on the river
we're going to do the kickball shit
we're going to barbecue
we're going to have
shows god damn should I say we're going to barbecue we're going to have shows
um
should I say
I think it's safe to say
that
when this podcast drop
we're going to start selling tickets to
two shows on Friday two shows on Saturday
at Wiley's
they're going to go fast
but the thing I'm telling you,
the thing that I'm so excited about
is that getting a
group of people together that I love
in a small town, having
fun, just that chill vibe.
And that's why I was excited. You keep
telling people that I'm flying
you. And I keep saying
plus one.
And you said your mother's excited tell her tell her the reason why
well damn son where'd you find this go ahead he caught me off guard he got me off guard as
that's the result of getting older you catch you off guard why she's so excited? My mother lost two sons. August 3rd, 2017, we found my brother, Courtney, in Phoenix, Arizona.
Accidental overdose.
41 years old.
My brother, Ira, died 11 months later of cancer.
October 21st, 2018.
And my first brother died.
I couldn't move for like five, six months.
I couldn't get out of bed.
I stopped singing.
I thought I wasn't going to sing again.
I'm the oldest.
He was a baby.
Then when Ira died, I think God prepared me for his death.
But my mother really, really took it hard.
And talking to you.
I've got to tell this.
Go ahead.
Can I finish now?
Go ahead.
Let me walk this,
okay?
Talking to you
has changed my mother's life.
And she no longer wants to fuck you
because she would have a while ago.
No, seriously,
I'm not playing with you.
But,
you have the same energy as my brother.
My brother and I had the same
cantankerous relationship that you and I have.
It's the same vibe.
Cantankerous, man.
Come on, man.
Break that one down.
Nigga, grow up and get a dictionary
at the Zars or something.
Read something.
I didn't know that either.
But like, come on.
I love that.
We're pretty girls.
Well, it's different.
Don't say that
because I'm more than pretty, honey.
Yes, you are.
Oh, yeah, Nikki, we know it.
Yes, you are.
Nikki, we know it.
All right, don't start.
Oh, listen say listen listen listen
listen you're i gotta respect that try not to be pretty because i don't want people to be acting
like you can't help it you can't i i retract that can i tell her you are more than the queen you're
a queen you're a queen beautiful black nubian queen with blonde hair son come on what
do we do what do you like listen you like blonde hair what's wrong with
you how are you going to be can a queen be blunt i'm just saying what are they supposed to do your
queens i'm still mad at your queens wait wait wait what i'm still mad at you because you was you did
this with you hold on you get out with that hand oh no i know because you gave me pause you gave
me these eyes you did this dick you said wait wait what on the queen shit you did like this
she did like this like okay don't do it that little 10 year old black girl came right out
i was trying to say is that i was trying to tell you about my mother how you have revitalized
oh yeah i know what color is come in go ahead brown and black but his queens come
taupe and beige with blonde hair no but they're not called queens
y'all said what color queens coming y'all said brown and black brown and black okay now i stand
but you have honestly and the reason why what one of the main reasons why i fuck with you
is because my mother. Figuratively.
Literally.
Literally.
You want to say that?
And sometimes momentarily.
Let's keep talking about it.
You know I couldn't smash you?
I mean, I get lit sometimes. You don't have enough dick to smash me.
That's the real deal.
You talk too much.
I'm telling the world how it is.
Are you kidding me?
When you fuck me, I'm telling everybody.
I'm telling you right now.
Yeah.
Tell the world how I feel about you.
Why does that pressure just came up my head? Yo, she said, I'm telling everybody. I'm telling you right now. Tell the world how I feel about you. Why did some pressure just came up my head?
Yo, she said, pressure?
Pressure?
Nah, I'm good.
Look, I'm a bitch.
Get up on me.
Go back to your mother.
Nobody want to hear that shit.
But I could probably have an orgasm from kissing you
because you have those kind of lips.
Oh, here we go back to the lips.
Y'all start.
Hey, y'all, chill, chill, chill, chill.
Listen, see, I know I've titillated the spirit because If y'all don chill chill Listen see I know I've titillated his spirit Because
If y'all don't see me right now
I'm just sipping this drink
Watching this whole show
Let's get some order
Bitch
Is that what it said
Bitch
You was talking about your mom
Let's get some order
Yes we want to talk about you
But I love that she saw something
Basically almost like your brother in him.
Spiritually, we believe that my brother's energy is into the spirit.
I swear, I'm telling you.
I don't believe in swearing on nobody, but I'm telling you, your spirit, my brother, is into it.
It brought your mother out of that space.
First off, calm down.
And I love that.
Calm down.
I love that.
Calm down.
My mother. Donnell, do you understand that you brought her mother out of that space calm down i love that calm down i love that calm down my mother
do you understand that you brought her her mother out of that space but i want her to let me be able
to talk to it is my show and i'm not trying you very territory about this little podcast
all right lord we can cut your whole part out we can keep going we're not gonna podcast you guys
you guys you're gonna get in the moment or you want to start over? Okay, since you lost the words, I'll tell you a conversation.
I never lost the words, son.
All right, I'll tell you a conversation I had with your mother.
And this is what made me want to fly.
This is my conversation I had with her that made me want to fly her
any place where I think she could feel good and comfortable.
She told me she was like how old she was.
She was like, Donnell, you don't understand.
I've been through it.
And sometimes I didn't know how I was going to go on or anything.
But she said, I don't know.
It's something about you.
She said, you just make me want to.
She told me this when I knew that this is what my life is for.
She said, you make me want to get back into my acting.
You make me want to do this. You make me want to get back into my acting you make me want to do this you
make me want to do that and that's the reason why i'm telling you the truth and it's so easy for us
to be able to do that and we don't it's so easy like i do i fly her anywhere i told her she
fucked with me one time we i should have flew to vegas her mother was in new york right and we was
i was trying to surprise her i was was trying to surprise her. I said,
don't tell her. Don't tell her shit. I'm going to pull up on her.
She said she was in the Bronx. I'm like, don't say
shit. I'm like, she was, I knew, she
talked too much, right? And
when I, and I had to act like,
yo, it was so easy to get into that building.
I just said, flowers! I just said
delivery. I said, eh.
They went in that door. I knocked
on the door. And she opened the door. She said, oh. And went that door. I knocked on the door.
And she opened the door.
She said, oh.
And then tried to go put her lips together.
I said, ain't nobody going to be here that long.
I told her, I said.
She's probably going to suck your dick probably. Yo, I already know she would have.
That door?
That door?
I would have took it.
But yeah, right there.
I would have took it.
But I know.
You got some tissue?
81.
No, listen.
So she backed up that door.
And then I said, I told her, I said, we going out.
Right.
I said, I'll take you out.
We're going on a date or whatever.
I said, get dressed up.
I'm going to come pick you up.
Right.
Right.
Because I want to take you to my, one of my favorite spots in the grill.
The grill where you touch my butt.
Angel, you, she knows.
Okay.
From tears to talking shit.
She back.
Can I talk?
You have to be ready for this nigga.
All right.
So listen,
roller coaster.
So we did that.
Gina's like this.
All my mom's in New York.
I was like,
what a coincidence.
I set that up.
We go pick her up.
Like we go, we don't go pick her up like we go
we go go pick her up
right bro
that's the next day
so I'm telling her
what I'm doing
I said you really
want to fuck it up
I said
I told this motherfucker
I said you want to
go to dinner with us
she was like
she didn't know
I'm a fly nigga
she was like
she was like
yo she didn't know
she was like
I didn't know you
I didn't know you flow.
She, I didn't know you was a fly nigga.
Like literally this happened in 24 hours.
I said, yo, nigga, pack your shit, nigga.
I said, I said, I'm in the studio.
He said, what you recording?
I'm a soundtrack nigga.
Get on the plate.
He said, you ain't doing shit.
I said, fuck it.
Yeah, she like this. I got my plate.
Yo, she was like this.
I was like, really, bitch?
Really?
I have to agree with your ass right there. I said, go on so-and-so.
And she was on the flight.
And her mother didn't even know it.
So we go to Negril.
First off, the vibe in Negril is amazing.
It's amazing.
It was a band there, and you took over the whole show.
Okay, you took over after that.
So we got her mother there.
Her mother know what's going on in the car, and she had a mink one, whatever.
She was killing it.
She didn't expect to see this one right here, right?
And her mother, and then she came in the room.
Her mother was like this.
And she looked at me like, why'd you do that?
She was going to give you some pussy right in the car. She looked at me like this. gonna give me some right in the car in the car
she looked at me like this 81 year old don't play it you know and that so we did that we had dinner
and then they had an open mic i forget the name of the band no it wasn't an open mic it was a
band playing you took over this show it wasn't an open it was a band and the girl's name was
burgundy and her name is burgundy Yo it was an open mic
It was an open mic for you
No listen
He bulldozed
He had me
When he was the host
The comedy
I was singing
And Dahlia was doing
He was throwing money
To Dahlia
No I was throwing money
To the band
Oh my god
I was throwing money
To the band
It was an open mic
He just ramrodged
You know what
Guess what though
Wanna hear some real shit
We lit that motherfucker up
Nigga
Yeah we did
I told him
I almost gave you some pussy
that night
I did
I see y'all see the truth
come out
I almost did
I'm copping about mine
you not about yours
yo
so listen
so we got it popping right
and I was like
I want my girl to sing
and do you know
yo who
I heard that too
okay keep going
did you hear that
Samson and Delilah
no I said
no I said sing sing it, Gina.
Go sing.
Ain't no singing, Gina, was in your mouth.
It was that bitch right there that I like, that I kissed,
that I touched her butt three times.
I just need to choose.
I love that you've kept tabs on how many times.
Listen, I'm 61 Scorpio.
I keep a record, a ledger, a book, a notebook.
Can we please keep focus here?
Yes, baby.
Point I'm making.
So, as if the night couldn't get any better, I was like, yo, I'm going to put a friend on the list.
And then, what did the nigga call me?
He introduced me.
What did he call me?
He said something.
Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
No, he didn't know.
He was corny as fuck, right? No say though it was so embarrassing it was embarrassing to him
he said the guy and he was he was shorter than you he's a little dude he was a little
nigga i'm trying to remember what he said he said um the announcer remember you said nigga
so ladies and gentlemen give it up for the announcer Why you buy something like that? Because I told her
I wanted to introduce her
He called me the announcer
I'm like
I did a lot of shit
Just to be
The announcer
The announcer
Yo
Adonald rip that
Yo
All he has to do
But I'm going to say this to you
Donnell
I'm going to give you flowers
Just maybe one time
Just take this
I'll take flowers
You can keep the pussy
Give him the flowers anyways
Give him the flowers anyways
Go ahead
My mother's life was revitalized.
It was like a jump start from you.
A jump start.
My mother was resigned.
Her two sons had been dead.
She was in Phoenix, Arizona.
And she said, well, you know.
And then she started talking to him.
And he starts telling her how much her life has made an impression on him it's the truth and
then playing my father's music just to revitalize the little girl in her and then when she realized
how uh kind he is to me because even though she knows that and you know i cry all the time that's
just who i am you know we thought it was over for me with my music.
I thought it was over.
I was 60, 59 years old.
And I said, well, you know, the industry doesn't like old, big butt.
Facts.
Right.
They don't like us.
They like, you know, a certain look.
I don't think that's anymore.
I'm just saying what went in my head, what went in my head.
That, you know, damn, who's going to sign me?
Who's going to, I ain't going to get a record went in my head. That, you know, damn. Who's going to sign me? Who's going to?
I ain't going to get a record.
My mother said, Gina, you sell hope.
My story is my glory.
You feel me?
I told you, Elaine.
I told you you didn't want to do my line, but go ahead.
Your mother.
Love you, Nick.
Wanted to give you some old pussy.
Go ahead.
Anyway, as I was saying, if I was interrupted again by this nigga.
On my show.
Go ahead.
You're so territory.
Little people are so possessive. All right. They got hooks. They got hooks, too. Continue. I heard interrupted again by this nigga. On my show. Go ahead. You're so territory. Little people are so possessive.
All right.
They got hooks.
They got hooks too.
Continue.
I heard about the hook, nigga.
Okay.
Continue.
All right.
All right.
I just got it.
Late.
I was late.
Oh, yeah.
You are late.
All right.
It's a little hook, though.
It's like a song.
Like a song?
It's a little hook.
Oh, no.
All right.
It's a little hook.
The bottom line is.
No, so what happened is my mother, his life is revitalized.
And then when she realized how kind he is to me,
because music is my music and my story. Keeps you going, yeah.
That's right, ladies and gentlemen.
She talks a lot.
You never know what's going to inspire you.
But sometimes you gotta know
It's the look of love
Gina, let's get this party, let's go!
The look of love is in your eyes the look your smile can't deny
the look of love yeah yeah it's saying so much more than words could ever say.
Now, now.
And you know you kissed me and we can't take that away.
Ha, ha, ha, nigga.
That's right, ladies and gentlemen.
The last thing on my mouth is a lie, I wouldn't want
those geriatric lips, but I love the look of love, and I love when people love.
Memorial Day weekend, Yellow Springs, DonnieRollins.com, let's go! Bye.