Dr. Creepen's Dungeon - S4 Ep175: Episode 175: Horror in the Fog

Episode Date: July 10, 2024

Today’s incredible tale of terror is ‘The Fog Has Eyes’, an original work written by my very good friend Black Fridays Witch 13 and presented here in its entirety. This story was kindly shared d...irectly with me for the express purpose of having me exclusively narrate it here for you all. https://www.reddit.com/user/blackfridayswitch13 https://preternaturalclubgirl.blog/

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Starting point is 00:00:15 Welcome to Dr. Creepin's dungeon. Fog is often perceived as scary because it obscures our vision and distorts familiar surroundings, creating an eerie, unpredictable environment. The limited visibility heightens our sense of vulnerability and uncertainty, making us more aware of potential hidden dangers. This fear is amplified by the way fog muffled sound, creating a disorienting silence that can make even the most mundane sounds seem ominous. The atmosphere of mystery and the unknown that fog engenders taps into our primal fears,
Starting point is 00:00:55 making it a staple in horror settings, as we shall see in tonight's feature-length story. Now, as ever before we begin, a word of caution. Tonight's tale may contain strong language as well as descriptions of violence and horrific imagery. That sounds like your kind of thing. Then let's begin. A man sees his son as a reflection of himself. Creating his son is a way to valent. what kind of man the father is and what he is passed down.
Starting point is 00:01:29 It is a father's hope that his son will become, not just a man, but a noble, trustworthy man of honour and kindness, especially if he is lucky enough to be raised with conviction and love. I always knew my son, Jamie, was that for me, and I took pride in bringing him up in this world as rough as it can be. It was a typical Saturday morning, My wife, Sarah, was making breakfast while I was on my computer analysing the stock market, something I did a lot lately, given the state of the ever-changing economy.
Starting point is 00:02:06 My daughter, Amelia, now 15, but going on 30, was sitting in our breakfast nook, playing on Snapchat with a boy, I'm pretty sure I told her she was no longer allowed to talk to. One clearing of my throat when I walked by looking over her shoulder, and she quickly turned off Snapchat and went about texting her friend, Sydney. Her face as red as the toenail voice she was wearing this week. My son, Jamie, was playing with this new PS4 game I'd bought and conveniently forgot to tell my wife. She was a bit too old-fashioned, like to take our kids on hikes outside, rather than allow them to live vicariously through video games and their phones. Jamie was 10 now
Starting point is 00:02:52 and adept at learning how to manipulate his mom Amelia Go get dressed It's almost time to leave Sarah put a plate of sausages and eggs in front of me And then walked over to Jamie and kissed his head Aren't you gonna miss your ma I'm going away for such a long time
Starting point is 00:03:12 Mom it's only four days You and Amelia will FaceTime me He moved his head to try and see him see his game, but my wife purposefully followed his head blocking his view. Hmm, perhaps I should superimpose myself inside this video game. She stood, shaking her head. Oh, that'd be cool, Mom. I bet, Sarah said, rolling her eyes, turning towards Amelia once again. Amelia, what did I tell you? I'm going. I don't understand why I have to go anyhow. Sydney and I were going to get our nails done at the mall.
Starting point is 00:03:54 She stomped across the family room towards the stairs as loud as she possibly could so that we knew the full extent of her teenage angst. Because it's important that we keep some of our Cherokee traditions, at least on my side of the family. It's what your grandmother wanted. Learning how to beat things and cook isn't my idea of a fun weekend. Amelia quit, said her mother, which my wife ignored. went about packing the last of her things to be back by late Tuesday evening my wife had been
Starting point is 00:04:28 trying for years to hold the traditions of where she came from and i admired her for it she was an artist and worked at the museum in town and over the years i'd watched her make things like beautiful dream catchers we weren't allowed to throw things away because everything could be recycled for art she would create her art out of things around the house well in other words guard We had our chimes on our back porch made of forks and spoons that she collected from around the woods surrounding our house. Sarah tried hard to teach our daughter the importance of family traditions, especially those of Native American origin.
Starting point is 00:05:09 This weekend was Mother and Daughter Weekend, where most of the older women on the nearby reservation spent the long weekend teaching the younger generation the traditions that had been passed out. My son and I were none too glad to see them go. We had an entire weekend of horror movies, video games and junk food planned. We planned to eat everything my wife forbade us to eat when she was around. Everything she made was health conscious, heart smart or organic. Those were all admirable things. However, he needed variety. Emily stomped down the stairs, her long, long dark hair draped under a snow cap and I laughed when I saw the sour look on her face. Amelia, perhaps you could try to be a little more interested in what your mom has planned.
Starting point is 00:06:01 If anything, do it for her. Dad, there isn't even reception where she's taking me, which means I can't even text Sidney. I laughed, glad that Sidney wasn't the only one she wouldn't be texting this weekend. just try and have a good time okay emilia rolled her eyes and stomped into the snow towards our SUV as she and I helped load the car with the suitcases and supplies in case of something happening on the six-hour drive i guess my wife goodbye and watched them pull out of the long wooded drive onto the road the recent three feet of snow was now melting under a light drizzle of rain when cold air and rain began to dampen my shoulders i felt a
Starting point is 00:06:46 sudden chill as I hurried back into the house. The fork and spoon chimes blew in the wind, made a weird clanking sound that my wife had called, pleasing. I stepped back inside the house and looked at my son, who was grinning ear to ear. Party time, Dad, the girls are away so the boys will play. He laughed and we took out the new Friday the 13th video game and started it up. We for a few hours, and then both of our stomachs began to get grumbling. I ordered a couple of pizzas from my phone, which seemed to have saved the last ten orders. With one press of a button, and one saved credit card, our pizza delivery was on its way. The phone app said that our food would take approximately 30 minutes or so to arrive,
Starting point is 00:07:38 so I stood up and began to get the plates ready. I pulled out a beer for myself, and a root beer for my son. I happened to look outside, noticing there was a fog so thick I couldn't even see to the end of my back porch. I turned on our outdoor lights and noticed it didn't seem to matter. The fog was so thick, it loomed outside our door like a cloud of smoke. I cleaned up some of the mess we'd made, and by now my son had grown bored of his video games that had moved on to some Disney show he liked to watch. The television was at full blast and I stepped into the family room to tell my son to turn it down.
Starting point is 00:08:22 Only when I stepped in there, he was nowhere to be found. I figured he was in the bathroom and as I walked over to turn the television off, I saw something out of the corner of my eye, giving me pause. There was a flash of red coming from the big window of the family room that overlooked our back deck and sliding glass doors. It was strange, but I gave it no more thought, and went about checking my phone, which now showed the pizza was approximately 12 minutes away now.
Starting point is 00:08:57 Jamie, you okay in there? Did you fall in? I yelled, laughing to myself. Just make sure you wash your hands. I saw lights coming up the driveway, and Jamie ran into the kitchen. Hey son. want to go grab the pizza for me yeah um do we tip him yes i sighed handing him at ten i went back to cleaning off the counter
Starting point is 00:09:24 trying to find a clean spot was a bit of a challenge my wife had art projects all over the house while my daughter had nail polish books and sweatshirts lying about the door was left open and it seemed like he'd been out there for too long. Well, I figured he was giving the poor man the third degree, as he sometimes got to talking to people and would ask them everything under the sun. I didn't want our food to get cold, so I went to look out the door.
Starting point is 00:09:58 That damned fog kept everything cloaked in its cover, and I could only see dim lights from our driveway. I walked towards the light, and when I reached the delivery driver's vehicle, I saw the neon sign adorning the top of the little Ford Focus. The driver's side door was open, but both the driver and my son weren't there. Confused, I tried my best searching for them, but they were both now gone. Jamie! I was beginning to panic as the fog seemed to swallow everything within a foot of where I was standing.
Starting point is 00:10:36 The fog broke as I walked through it, and it reminded me. me of the tall grasses surrounding the marsh I'd grown up around as a boy. I cut in and searched with my eyes, using the dim light from the delivery driver's car. And then I heard it. Dad, come look. I walked toward my son, who was standing by the delivery driver, and I was perplexed as I looked at them. The driver was still holding the pizzas in the warmer bag. when I approached them. They appeared to be watching something as I came up behind the two of them. I looked over my son's head and saw what the fuss was about. There was some sort of goo that was draped over the snow and hung on the trees. An opening appeared above us in the fog as a full moon
Starting point is 00:11:32 popped out, as if gazing down at us, causing the mysterious goo to glow brighter. The fog slug rolled back over our heads, covering the moon again, and the brightness of the goo dimmed. Oh, this is weird, man, but I've got to go finish my deliveries, the driver mused, thanking us for the tip and driving off. My son stood watching it for a while longer, and I now stood holding hot boxes with pizza inside of them. I figured it had something to do with the snow melting, and perhaps a chemical from the recent rain that was now turning back into snow.
Starting point is 00:12:14 I led my son back into our house, and we sat down to watch a movie shoveling food into our faces. An hour into our second movie, my son falling fast asleep on the sofa. I smiled as I watched him. I stood up to turn down the television and covered him with a blanket. I crept into the kitchen, and started to clean yet another mess of candy wrappers,
Starting point is 00:12:39 pizza boxes and soda bottles. If my wife saw all this evidence, I'd never hear the end of it. I looked at the clock, realizing it was nearly midnight, and I'd yet to hear from my wife. Picking up my cellular, I made a call and immediately got her voicemail, so I left a brief message to let her know I was checking in on her. I went to set my phone down, but held it in a tight grip instead. as something outside caught my attention.
Starting point is 00:13:12 Startled by what I was looking at, I dropped my phone to the kitchen floor and stood looking at the deck. The fog seemed thicker than it was a few hours ago, except for one thing. Red eyes. They met mine, and it was made only worse
Starting point is 00:13:33 by the fog illuminating their glow into the night and into my own game. I took a deep breath. It had to be a wolf or some other wild animal. I turned off the kitchen light, and as I did, the eyes melted back into the fog. I reasoned with myself that it was nothing, but even I had to admit to myself that there was something about those eyes.
Starting point is 00:14:01 I didn't feel comfortable leaving my son on the sofa for the night, and I budged him to come upstairs to his own bed. He wandered, half asleep, up to his room, and I went into my own. My head hit the pillow, where I spent a restless two hours, half in and half out of sleep. I kept seeing those eyes staring back at me. A Lao bang at my back door had me sitting up out of a dead sleep. I took a moment, and then got out of my bed and went towards my son's room. He too had heard the Lao Bang.
Starting point is 00:14:37 was standing in his room. Dad, what is it? I don't know, son. Stay here. As usual, Jamie didn't listen and was slowly following me down the stairs. I crept into the kitchen
Starting point is 00:14:54 and motioned to Jamie to stay where he was. This time he did as he was told and I looked at the back door to which I noticed blood smeared down the sliding glass doors. I heard Jamie again behind me and this time I'd had enough stay back for God's sake can't you just listen to
Starting point is 00:15:17 me for once you step back now realizing how angry I was sorry dad I walked towards the door and could see there was some sort of dead animal laying on my deck it appeared to have been thrown against the glass I wasn't sure if he was still alive although my instincts told me this was a bad idea I opened the glass sliding door and looked around I couldn't see anything from the fog looking over at the creature I realized it was a dead bobcat it looked as though something had bitten into its neck nearly severing the poor creature's head clean off its body how did it end up against my door I felt it then a rush of fear So I went back into my house and locked the door.
Starting point is 00:16:12 My son was looking at me. Dad, what is it? A dead animal is all. I'll get it in the morning, so go back to bed. We were walking towards the family room to go upstairs when all the lights in my house went off. With the electric out, that also meant the heater was out, as it too was powered by the electric.
Starting point is 00:16:39 I muttered and grabbed a flashlight from the judge, junk drawer in the kitchen. My son stood behind me and I put on my coat and boots, walking towards the back door again, only this time to go outside and turn on the backup generator. Because of safety, it had to be a fair distance from our home, and so I slowly slid open the glass door and walked onto our deck. I turned and once again my son was standing behind me. Jamie, go back inside. No, Dad, I'm scared and I don't want to be in here alone. Get your coat then, I said, walking back into the kitchen. Jamie quickly dressed and together we walked back onto the deck.
Starting point is 00:17:28 He didn't seem to even notice the dead animal and I looked back a few times to ensure he was behind me. I think his fear made him too scared to even care about it. We got to the generator, which was hell. held up in an old shed and was more of a standing cover than anything. Holding up the flashlight to look for the switch, I turned towards Jamie. Son, stay back a few feet. This can be dangerous. For once my son listened to me, and for once I wish he had not. I looked back and noticed I couldn't see him because of the fog.
Starting point is 00:18:08 "'Ah, Jamie, maybe you should come over here so I can show you how this thing works in case you ever need to know.' When he didn't respond, I figured he was just pouting because I wouldn't let him help at first. I turned on the switch, and the sound encompassed my ears. I saw lights in the distance, so I knew the kitchen lights were now back on. I stepped out of the open shed and walked in the direction of where my child. I didn't hear anything from Jamie, just the mechanics of the generator. I walked back towards where he'd been and yelled. Jamie, come here!
Starting point is 00:18:53 I yelled again, but I heard no response. I began to panic, and even though it was cold outside, I felt sweat on my brow from frustration. I walked towards the light of my house, my flashlight shaking in my head. hands. I was growing worried, shivering at the wet cold that seemed to bury itself into my neck. Light bounced off the trees of the snow-covered meadow near our home as I walked onward. I felt it. I stopped abruptly as a warm gust of air hit the back of my neck. I was shaking harder, and this time it wasn't the cold, as I could hear something come up behind me, sniffing. and closed my eyes, stood as still as I could manage, and then I felt it, something rubbing up
Starting point is 00:19:45 against the thick of my coat, and then it's my hair. It licked the back of my head. My first fear was that it was a bear. I only wish it had been a bear. I turned, looking at this creature, who stood nearly eight feet, with a head like a large dog or wolf, eyes so, and so, So red they glowed, my fear worsening as the fog above us separated to the view of a full moon, and then the creature seemed to separate its large jaw from inside its mouth, shaking its head from side to side like a dog. It howl. Then I heard more howling coming from all around me. I bolted from my place, thinking only of my safety, nearly all at once forgetting Jamie. ripped and fell over something that felt human. Oh, dear God, no, please don't let it be.
Starting point is 00:20:52 Horror subsiding, but only momentarily it wasn't Jamie. It was the leg of a large man that when I looked again, I recognized as our pizza delivery guy. His throat had been torn out of his neck, much like the bobcat on my deck. Some ways from him I saw his car mangled after sliding into a ditch near the end of our driveway. The moon began to disappear, and once again the fog grew thick, torturing my mind. I had to find my son. I stood up to run, thinking only for a second of the poor man whose body I was leaving behind, when I saw more eyes greeting me from the forest.
Starting point is 00:21:42 They were getting closer. I had to get to my house. I had to run for my life. I had to find Jamie. I heard them all gaining up on me from their hiding places in the woods, but I was determined to get to my house. I hope that, perhaps,
Starting point is 00:22:00 Jamie had gone back to the house when I was fixing the generator. Snap. Slice. Rip. I heard it first. The ripping of the room. my pant leg. I was only a few feet from the steps of my deck when I felt the pain. It caught
Starting point is 00:22:21 onto my leg. Sharp things like steak knives were cutting into me. Only when I stood up long enough to peer over my shoulder did I see the fur and claws. Tripping, I fell onto the dead bobcat from earlier, blood smearing onto my face and chest. I managed to crawl into my house, and stood up as fast as I could manage. Shutting the glass door so hard it began to crack. I quickly locked it and began to run towards my son's bedroom, hoping that I would find him there. While I was bleeding,
Starting point is 00:22:58 and with each step, leaving a puddle of bloody footprints behind me. When I didn't see my son, I knew that I had to find him, even if it meant leaving the confines of my safety. I went into the bathroom and wrapped my leg in back, bandages as quickly as I could. Tears fell from my eyes, but I didn't have time to think of my pain. Jamie was out there alone with those dogmen. I moved slowly towards my bedroom, and inside I rummished through the closet until I found an old pistol.
Starting point is 00:23:33 I'd never felt the need to use a gun. I wasn't even a gun type of guy, but, well, my child was out there. I looked as quick as I possibly could, but realized to my unending horror the bullets were nowhere to be found. I put my head in my hands, tears rolling down my face. Then I felt hard as to what I was going to do. I recalled there was an old axe in my basement that I used for chopping up wood. It wasn't much, but it was something. I stood in my closet, and then I heard.
Starting point is 00:24:10 heard something. Just above my head was the attic and there was a sound coming from it. Footsteps walking around above my head, causing dust and pieces of the ceiling to crumble and fall upon my head. I walked slowly towards my bedroom door and shut it. I moved throughout my upstairs as quietly as I could, but those damn creaky stairs gave away where I was each time I stepped down them. I could hear this thing above me and it was following me with each creek of the steps, moving closer to where I was on the ground floor. I heard a loud crash and I ran towards the basement stairs. I knew the axe was in the corner of the basement. The dark basement. When I tell you I prayed, I asked God to get my son to safety and I didn't care how.
Starting point is 00:25:10 I crept into the dark basement and was slow, but I was able to find my axe, and being the only weapon I could think of right now, it was better than nothing. Moving quickly, I thought of the only other place my son could be. Just behind the house, there was a little tree house he and I built together. Perhaps he was hiding inside of it. It was worth a shot, and so I moved towards the kitchen to turn off the light, so they couldn't see me moving about inside the house. A sound.
Starting point is 00:25:44 What was that? Something was coming down the steps. A basketball bounced down the stairs and landed near my feet. I looked up into the darkness. That was where the ball had come from. Then another object was thrown down and then another. Finally, I heard it. laughter
Starting point is 00:26:09 the sound of someone laughing came out of the darkness only it was as though a human being was laughing then I saw red glowing eyes slither above me at the top of the stairs and they were laughing taunting me the creature threw a doll at me that had been my daughters when she was a little girl and then stood up and walked slowly in my direction
Starting point is 00:26:37 With each step, the stairs broke beneath them. One, two, three, four. I knew one more stair and it would be directly in front of me. It laughed like a hyena, and then it crouched down with a roar, jumping directly on top of me. Something made a noise, and then blood covered me, splashing into my eyes and dripping over my chest. His weight was heavy and I could barely breathe from the crushingly enormous size. I was on my back, staring into its cold dead eyes as light trickled in from the television in the family room.
Starting point is 00:27:22 It landed directly upon the axe I held in my hand and it went straight through its heart. Pushing it off me, I at least knew now that they could be killed. Dad, I heard it. Jamie, could it be? It was coming from outside. When I looked out of the window, I saw them, hundreds of them watching, waiting. I found the strength to keep moving, but I was already failing. My leg was badly injured.
Starting point is 00:27:59 He could hardly walk, and running wasn't an option. What did they want? Just then, a miracle arose. The fog began to lift, moving up and away from my yard, and these dogmen seemed to move with it. Their eyes disappearing into the woods, following the dissipating fog. Red, to pink, to nothing. I opened the front door, watching them scatter as I noticed the moon fading into a morning sky. The sun was coming. coming up just beyond the horizon and I looked towards the meadow where one single tree stood. I was right. My son had escaped to his tree house. I ran to him and he met me halfway into the meadow. Tears of joy stained my face as I held onto my son. I looked at his face and I took a deep breath. We need to call the police. I had to get back to my phone and it was in the kitchen still laying on the floor where I dropped it.
Starting point is 00:29:09 I'd forgotten it when I went to bed. I walked into the house with my son, and when I saw it, he didn't even flinch. The creature was gone. In its place lay a man naked as the day he'd come into the world. You should get that leg looked at, Dad, Jamie said, pointing to my injured calf.
Starting point is 00:29:34 The bandages had been put on so quickly, that coagulated blood covered my leg and ankle. I looked at it and noticed something strange. A patch of grey and white hair covered the wounds, and I stood up to go look at it better in the bathroom. I pulled off the bandages and tried cleaning my wound, but, oddly enough, there was no wound. Around where the wound used to be
Starting point is 00:29:59 was the same goo-like substance I'd seen only last night outside my house. I washed it off as best I could And then when I looked in the mirror I noticed my eyes They had an odd reddish tinted them now My heart broke Realising what this meant
Starting point is 00:30:20 My son was standing next to me watching the pain look upon my face Now looking into my eyes You're one of them now that it hurt you I looked at my son's wise eyes, tears welling up in mine, unsure of what I should do or what I should even say. I only knew that I could not remain here, not now. I couldn't take a chance on turning into one of those things and hurting my family. The depression fell over me as I stood up. A dark cloud hung its ugly head over me. Dad, I'll tell the police I don't know where you are. No, I'll
Starting point is 00:31:04 I'll tell them these people broke in and you try to save me, but were gone when I came back from hiding in the treehouse. I nodded, not sure where I was going to go. Don't worry, Dad. It'll be okay. We'll figure it out. Jamie ran to hug me. What a man you've become. I've raised a very smart young man. Guess I'm the man of the house now. I say we will figure it out. Jamie helped me put some supplies together for a week-long trip. He placed him in his Boy Scout bag and some food, handing it to me like a soldier acting on duty.
Starting point is 00:31:44 I hid outside and watched the cops come, and I saw my wife finally arrive, and then they all left again, my guest to be questioned by the police. When it looked like the coast was clear, I put on the backpack my son helped me put together, and I began my hike into the woods. Someday I hoped to be able to return to my family. I was only a few yards into the forest when I heard a whistle. I turned my head to see an officer walking towards me. Part of me wanted to run, but then he did something I didn't expect. He stopped and winked at me. Coming closer, I noticed his eyes.
Starting point is 00:32:32 They too were reddish and covered. color when the sun hit them a certain way. You're one of us now. Welcome to the sons of God. He dropped a business card on the ground, and with that he walked away from me with a cocky sort of look, and I picked up the card. There was nothing on it except for a symbol of the sun, a moon, and a canine creature. I'm not sure what any of this means, and I've yet to find more information. about it. Since all this happened, I've researched and, well, struggled to find answers. I tried finding others that may know more. It's been nearly a month since I've seen my family. I still can't locate the officer that I met in the woods that day, but there is a full moon coming in a few days.
Starting point is 00:33:26 Maybe I'll know more after that. So, wish me luck and see me luck and so. I'm going to need it. I could feel it following me again. Another just like me, and at each transformation into this beast I'd now become, it lingered a short distance from me. I could never see it physically, but could smell its scent as it tended to remain around me for a long time after. It didn't appear threatening, and sometimes it left me animal carcasses as gifts.
Starting point is 00:34:06 It was nowhere around me because tonight I was on my own for the change. The transformation always began the same. It was triggered by a sound. Environmental or emotional stimulus such as bright light, like the moon. I felt an itch in my nose and twitches. But not just an itch, it's a sign of something more. I am painfully aware of what is about to happen. my nose swells and slowly expands like a sinusitis infection erupting.
Starting point is 00:34:43 The severe pain is worsening by the second. Suddenly, even breathing in air hurts and stings. Every smell is penetrating my nostrils with a force of sensory overload. Jill's turn to a nervous panic inside my gut as I know the pain I'm about to endure. The hairs on the back of my neck begin to stand up, elongating and growing outward. My head and neck stretch out painfully as though made from a rubber band. My ears morph outward and upward, and my skull feels like it's going to crack wide open. I feel the wind at my back, and it's so cold as the air begins to rip at my sensitive skin in a sharp sensation.
Starting point is 00:35:30 Every part of me is transforming into something barely recognisable. Skin is peeling from my body, and it burns like a deep scablet has only just begun to heal. It regrows, thick and impenetrable. Eyes itch, but I cannot scratch them. For to do so would gouge my eyes out if I tried. They sting, and suddenly I can see everything so perfectly. Every heartbeat, and I can almost with x-ray vision, see the blood pumping inside of me. On my back, I lay twisting and tortured by the bones in my neck, pulsing.
Starting point is 00:36:14 My spine is erupting outwardly. My arms feel heavy. Are they growing? My face ripping apart like something inside of me is trying to get out. Oh, the moon is so fucking bright. Everything is on fire. The light of the moon seems to have a heart beating inside of it. Is it getting closer to the earth?
Starting point is 00:36:40 All colour is gone. I can see only red. Smell what it is. I scream, but the only thing that escapes my snout is a deep moaning and a growl. I'm afraid of it, till I realise it's me. The pain is. is God-awful, and I'd give anything to make it stop, but it doesn't linger for too long. Soon the pain is subsiding.
Starting point is 00:37:10 Touching the ground, it feels cold to the touch. It feels good. There's a sound. Someone is there. Something behind those soft grasses. What if they see me? Like any animal, my first instinct is to hide. I move fast, but instead of heaviness all I feel is the wind blowing through my ears as they move from side to side.
Starting point is 00:37:40 I hear every drip of snow and ice melting magnified times ten. I can listen to every car in the distance, every piece of music, television and radio from nearby homes, blanketed along the forest I now call home. I must move, but the adrenaline feels delicious, and all at once, unexpected. The moon is breathing and beckoning me to come closer. I am howling in ecstasy. I'm the one howling. I hear another in the distance answering my call of the while. It's there again, my guardian angel. I feel at peace, even though when I'm human I'm scared to death of turning into this beast. Once it takes over, I am one with the earth and God in heaven, if there is one.
Starting point is 00:38:38 I feel like I'm undergoing a religious experience. At that moment, I've never felt so free. I see a cave, but first I must eat, and there it is, just in the distance, not too far, not too close. My leap before it has a chance to move and snap the rabbit's neck in my news. raise a sharp jaws. It never takes long to swallow fur, tooth and meat. It's down my throat in seconds, whole. I retreat to safety. My shelter a shallow cave in the ground. The cave is dark, and my body is tired from the transformation and the freshly caught meal. I'm on all fours. I feel cold rock beneath my hot paws, sticks and dry ivy. A den.
Starting point is 00:39:32 My new home. I rest. I spent that first full moon in the cave down by an old stream. I made sure to move tree branches in front of it the next day, so I could avoid being found out. The change hurt like hell. But before I could feel myself change back and endure more pain, I passed out from the stress it did on my body.
Starting point is 00:39:58 The strangest part about all of it, I heard another out there, answering my call. It was there every time I went through the change, like I was being monitored. I wondered if whoever was following me would come and try to find me. Part of me dreaded this transformation
Starting point is 00:40:18 at every trigger, but the other part wanted answers. It was like they all vanished after that night of helllight endured with my son, Jamie. The only proof I had there was anyone else out there just like me was the day that cop dropped me his card. I was glad I at least knew I wasn't crazy. I hadn't seen him, nor was I
Starting point is 00:40:41 able to track him down. He gave me no real answers, and he left me out here on my own. Granted, I wasn't far away from home. I left the area many times, hitching rides from strangers, but I always came back. I wanted to know my family was okay, even if that stupidly meant I was putting them in harm's way by default. I was able to use my animalistic instincts to hide when I needed to. I mostly went out at night, so if anyone was looking for me in the daytime, which most detectives did during their nine to five hours, no one was looking for me long. I guessed, after those first few days of the incident with the monsters, they were assuming
Starting point is 00:41:24 I was long gone. I hope that was the case. It would be nearly five months since I'd vanished. Granted, it hurts like hell knowing what I must be doing to my family. The human side of me wanted to leave and protect them from what I may do. Yet the other part, the starved one, wanted to make sure no more of those creatures came back to hurt my family. I was one of them now, so I felt like I was better equipped to deal with them if they came
Starting point is 00:41:54 back. And so I survived on food scraps mostly, or I hunted at night. I wasn't the best outdoorsman, but I found I was resourceful. I filled out my water bottle using the outdoor hose off to the side of my house, and sometimes I ate out of the garbage that neighbours would throw away. I raided the trash outside my house, stealing discarded food from my family during the day when they were all at work or school. I made sure none of the neighbours saw me.
Starting point is 00:42:26 It was amazing what they tossed out. week old lunch meat stale bread that was far from outdated made me want to tell my wife that for all her recycling mindset she should have a better attitude towards the food she consumed
Starting point is 00:42:42 there were days I had no idea what I was doing I felt a bit silly hanging outside of my house where I should be living with my wife and children I thought numerous times over the last few weeks that I should go home and tell my wife everything. I needed a shave and a real shower. I snuck in the local truck stop just up the road a few times since to wash as best as I could. I even found that
Starting point is 00:43:11 sometimes one of the truck drivers would take pity upon me thinking I was homeless and buy me a hot meal if I hung out long enough. The hiding was becoming crazy and I knew something had to give. It was one of those early evenings just before dusk that I decided to go by my home and check on things I made sure I waited until I didn't see any cars in the driveway I didn't feel like anyone or anything was trailing me any longer if I was tracked I would have never come back that afternoon my last change was a few days ago
Starting point is 00:43:48 I hadn't seen footprints or smelled anything out of the ordinary except for my sting my wife's truck wasn't in the driveway so i knew the coast was clear i ducked down avoiding being out in the open crouching down by the hedges off to the side of the house i always made sure i evaded watchful eyes i was kneeling close to the house i know it was thirsty as hell this evening the last morph went well but it left you feeling like you had the worst hanger over your life for days after your body craved liquid anything to quench the thirst that came with your body ripping itself in two i stopped in my tracks i heard playful laughing i was filling my bottle with fresh water when i heard her i slowly turned my head to face my now sixteen-year-old daughter amelia i'd been gone for nearly six months that had missed her birthday i wanted to run but something made me stay perhaps it was that boy that held her in an overly comfortable embrace. Oh my God, it's my dad, she said to him, standing next to that boy, I couldn't recall his name, but she was forbidden to see him.
Starting point is 00:45:12 I watched them both, I'm sure of what to say. Their mouths were wide open and full-on shock, and dismay obscured their ability to realize what it must have looked like to me, Amelia's dad. "'Well, I'm out of here. I'll text you later,' the teenage boy said. His hair was way down past his shoulders. His thick, pointy eyebrows made an overly expressive eye roll as my 16-year-old daughter grabbed his hand in protest. "'Paul, you just got here?' Amelia looked at him, crushed.
Starting point is 00:45:48 "'Yeah, but, dude, so did your dad. Text you later, babe,' Paul said, eyeing me with an annoyance and then walking hastily off to his, was that a motorcycle? Geez, I'd been gone far too long. Thought I told you. You weren't to see that boy anymore. I said, forgetting who and where I was for a moment. Yeah, Dad, well, a lot has changed since you left.
Starting point is 00:46:18 She rolled her eyes and began walking in my direction. She came towards me, tears welling up. in her big green eyes and she wrapped her arms around me. It felt nice to be loved and feel that touch of humanity, being so long. I heard her begin to cry. She was sighing with relief. I wrapped my arms around her tightly. Now what? I thought to myself. What was they going to say? Oh my God! She pushed me away suddenly. Jesus Christ, Dad, you smell so bad. She looked up at me, wrinkling her nose. You need a fucking shower. Nice potty-mouthed young lady. You look terrible, but where have you been? It's a long story. I have time. Mum isn't here in case
Starting point is 00:47:12 you were wondering. I was actually. I sighed in relief that I was spared that Spanish Inquisition for now. She won't be back till Sunday. She left me here by my myself. Sydney's coming over to stay with me so I won't be alone, but well, I guess I'm not alone after all. Since when does your mother leave you alone on the weekend? Well, since she lost her shit when you disappeared. There's a lot she doesn't care about these days. It's been only about you since she vanished. She never goes to the reservation anymore. Granddad and Andy Moore keep begging her to stay with them, but she won't. She went to meet with a private detective. to find out if they had any leads on where you were.
Starting point is 00:47:56 If only they knew. She stood there, shaking her head at me. Where's Jamie? He's with Mom. He never leaves her side anymore, except to go to school. Mom thinks it's because he's scared. She's going to leave, too. I see.
Starting point is 00:48:16 My voice trailed off in deep thoughts. I knew I couldn't stay. I'm glad you're here. I feel like I should be mad at you, but... But I don't feel like cooking for myself. You hungry? I nodded. How about I order a pizza?
Starting point is 00:48:35 The last thing I wanted was a pizza. All I saw was that poor pizza guy mutilated in our driveway the night those things came. Yeah, sure. Sounds good. Mind if I come in and shower and shave? Amelia laughed. Your house, Dad. Do what you want.
Starting point is 00:48:53 That was my daughter, the wise house. I followed her inside and that's when my nose went in the direction of her bedroom. I could smell that boy. One of the things I missed about being human was I didn't know certain things. My new super-pow was sniffing out where Paul had been in my house. It was strange being in the upstairs. Newly repaired stairs awaited me from that night when the dog man jumped down them. I walked into the master bedroom where I used to share a bed with my wife.
Starting point is 00:49:31 I expected utter chaos, but I didn't find his. The bedroom was immaculous and the bed looked as though it hadn't been touched in weeks. I peeked down the hallway into my son's room. I saw my wife's robe over one of his chairs and a blow-up mattress on the floor. I felt like I'd been punched in the gut. The chaos was in front of my face. My wife had been staying in Jamie's room to comfort our son. I closed the door, went back to the master's suite and showered. I managed to shave and clean myself up enough to look respectable. I put a few things of clothing in my duffel bag and walked downstairs into the kitchen
Starting point is 00:50:15 to find my daughter sitting helplessly at the counter, twirling her long black hair. My neglected princess, I thought, laughing to myself. Did you order the pizza? No. That's fine. I can cook her something. Your favourite, maybe. A cheeseburger?
Starting point is 00:50:36 She was staring at her cell phone with a sour look on her face. Sydney isn't coming over. I like you. Truth is she, well, she and I fought after you left. We haven't spoken since. Amelia said, sadly. You two have always been. inseparable? Was it such a bad fight? She said you probably ran off with your secretary at work.
Starting point is 00:51:04 I told her that just because that's what her dad did doesn't mean you're like that. You're one of the good ones and something had to be wrong. I can't understand why you left. She began to tear up. Looking at Amelia, I walked toward her and sat at the counter across from her. The men that came here that night were evil men. I only came back to make sure you were okay. Even my being here is dangerous. You're leaving again. Don't worry, your secret's safe with me.
Starting point is 00:51:39 I looked down at my crippled hands. They'd aged overnight from the brittle bones breaking and moving from the change into the beast that now lived inside me. It was a sound suddenly that only I heard. I stood up and walked toward the back of the kitchen. The sun had begun to go down And I felt sweat Suddenly appear on my brow
Starting point is 00:52:01 I looked back at my daughter And then I realized There was another one outside my house Should I order that pizza? I ignored her as I looked out the back door I saw movement in the grass A deer raised its head I took a sigh of relief
Starting point is 00:52:24 Dad Are you okay you hear me yeah sure go ahead anything you want i watched eyeing the yard still the hair stood up on the back of my neck okay pepperoni and sausage it is hi yeah i'd like to order a lutch amelia's voice changed drifting away suddenly as i drowned out every sound to concentrate on the others and now the smearly's else. Something was coming up our power driveway. The front door opened suddenly, nearly coming off its hinges. The tall man stood before us and just behind him a woman had another man. They weren't human. They were like me. The woman eyed Amelia immediately. I could barely stop what was about to happen next. The man's eyes were red and glowing. I could see
Starting point is 00:53:30 sense the change overcoming him. I could sense it in me, though I was preoccupied with my daughter's screaming. Dad! She fell, trying to back away from them. I grabbed her and nearly heard her trying to fling her behind me. She crouched under our counter, shivering as she watched the alien-looking strangers.
Starting point is 00:53:55 They were shifting slowly, but trying to control him. You killed my brother. By God's law, I must make you pay. Only the one who turned you was part of my family. So I can't kill you. But I planned to have fun making you wish you were dead. I turned away from him for a split second. And after I knew for sure that Amelia was away from them, I ran towards him. Something in me wanted to tear his flesh from his body. And there was a part of him. me that laughed it. My daughter screamed again, and I noticed the female had vanished. She popped up behind me and had my daughter by the hair. I turned from the man for a moment to snatch the woman from my daughter. She growled like a rabid dog, and her eyes went black. I turned, and then I felt it go through me.
Starting point is 00:54:56 Something sharp was in my side, and I looked up to realize the other man. male had full on shifted into a dogman. They held on as long as I could, but it hurt like hell, making it nearly impossible to fight back. It began to rip at my skin until I felt myself shift. I looked at my daughter helplessly. She cried hysterically in the corner of our kitchen floor, made immobilized by fear. I'm so sorry, baby girl, I said as I felt myself fall to the ground. I heard it, but I couldn't see it.
Starting point is 00:55:35 The hall man had grabbed Amelia, bending her over our counter. With a wicked laugh, he leaned over her, obscenely. Ah, she smells nice. You ever consider giving her over? Maybe we could call it even, a life for alive. Before I could stop him, he clawed at Amelia's neck, ripping her flesh as a blood-curdling scream erupted from her mouth. Blood went in every direction, and my daughter fell to the kitchen floor.
Starting point is 00:56:11 I didn't even pause. I went for the man's throat and bit into him. Then we were on the ground outside after bursting through the sliding glass doors. We toppled down the back deck stairs and into the yard, just as the moon burst through the trees. The other two were now running away into the woods And I saw this evil dogman stop in his tracks He shifted back to human form Sorry, we have to run
Starting point is 00:56:41 He laughed wickedly But I think you have bigger problems than us I watched him And his henchmen walk back towards the driveway I dismissed them and ran back towards my house I had to care for my daughter and get her medical attention. However, when I got inside the kitchen,
Starting point is 00:57:05 my daughter was gone. I ran towards the front of the house, and that's where I saw her. Being carried away in the female's arms was Amelia. And then the woman smiled coyly at me. Before I could stop them, a car appeared. They jumped inside and sped off. I stood there watching them as they sped off in an old
Starting point is 00:57:34 a vehicle. I was rendered helpless as I watched my baby girl, well, not so much of a baby now, stolen from me. I called 911 immediately and before I knew it, squab cars and sirens had surrounded my house. One of the detectives met with me and saw I was bleeding. I'm sorry about this, Mr. Harmon. Can you run by me what happened one more time? I looked at him through eyes covered in coagulated blood. My side ached but was healing, quick. I arrived home shortly after six or so. I found my daughter in the driveway and we went in. I showered and she was ordering pizza when I came downstairs.
Starting point is 00:58:14 And three strangers burst through my front door and assaulted both myself and my daughter. I was trying to be patient but I was at a losing battle with my head and my heart. I just wanted someone to help me find Amelia. She was in danger and the longer it was taking the harder it was to stave off my sudden burst into a dogman. Thank you. So, you'd never seen these people before, he asked me, suspiciously. No. Can you tell me where you've been, Mr. Harmer? You were missing for nearly six months. Perhaps given recent events, you're not telling us something important. Maybe it has to do with your daughter going missing. I looked at him and then looked away to balance out my emotions.
Starting point is 00:59:04 If I stared too long at this goon, I was going to shift. and tear his throat out. So I looked away and deterred them as best I could. I could see him out the corner of my eye. And that's when I saw her. She came up to me quickly and furiously. I stood to face my wife, who stood five feet two, weighed approximately 125 pounds soaking wet. She walked up to me and smacked me in the face. I took a deep breath and looked down at her. She was so much like my daughter, the eyes, the long black hair. All I could do is begin to sob. She took me into her chest and sobbed with me.
Starting point is 00:59:49 I couldn't find the words, but she had no issue. My husband's done here unless you're going to arrest him. Let's go, Eric, she said, pulling me upstairs to our bedroom. I watched her, unsure what to do or even say. She, on the other hand, had a lot to say to me. What the hell, Eric? I know what you must think of me. I don't blame you for being angry, but that's why I left.
Starting point is 01:00:20 Help me understand, because right now I want to smash your face in. She began to tear up again. I had no idea what to say to her. Before I could even try, I saw my son Jamie standing in the doorway. We both stood and looked at him. "'James,' I said, looking at his small frame and his dark eyes and hair that had the air of someone older than their years. "'Dad?' he asked. "'I walked to war him, and I saw him back away.
Starting point is 01:00:53 "'To my disappointment and shame, my son was afraid of me. "'I stopped and smiled at him to reassure him I wasn't the boogeyman. "'Jamesie, go downstairs until your father and I have had a chance. chat. Sarah said to my son sternly. Her face shook, and I could tell she was nearing a tearful breakdown. He left, didn't seem to pause even for a second. I looked at him walking away hastily, and then I turned to my wife and grabbed her by the shoulders as if I was trying to reassure myself of what I was about to say. Sarah, I love you. Please understand this has nothing to do with me and you. I was afraid something like this would happen. And that's why I went away.
Starting point is 01:01:40 There are bad people out there and they want to hurt me. I don't understand why, but I want you to know I will find out who these people are. I will find out, daughter, no matter what. Why did you come back? Why didn't you stay away if you thought they'd come for you? I wanted to make sure you were okay. I couldn't stay away. I love you. I don't think you understand how hard this has been on me. On you? What about us? She walked away, angrily. Sarah, no, you don't get to do that. Not now. You have no idea what your children have been through, what I've been through.
Starting point is 01:02:26 I took a step back, analysing her pain. While I completely understood how she felt, she still had no idea what I had become. I was a monster, not just because I could change into a beast at will and howl at the moon. I was a bona fide jerk. I knew that anything else I said was going to sound insincere, so I left her to her anger. She had a right to her feelings. I worried about our daughter, and I knew she did too.
Starting point is 01:02:59 We were now in this together. In a way, I was glad that I'd develop to bond, but I just wished it was for different reasons. She stopped being angry and she just leaned in and hug me. It wasn't too much longer. We both were back to being questioned by the same detective at the police station. Jamie went to stay with Sarah's father for the time being until we could pick him up the next day.
Starting point is 01:03:27 They questioned both my wife and me separately to try and obtain as much helpful information as they could come up with to find my daughter. Then we were both placed in an interrogation room together. Law enforcement told my wife, for me non-stop that we were not suspects. I suspected they were lying. I had to keep remembering I was never going to help my daughter if I acted like I was guilty of something. It seemed like we were there in the police station for hours. I tried to remain as calm as I could and help Sarah be calm as well.
Starting point is 01:04:01 She was growing more hysterical by the second love. And that's when I smelled it. There was someone and I recognized its sense. I'd felt it before. Only this time I was in the presence of whatever that thing was and it was just a few feet away. I stood up releasing Sarah from my secure grip. She looked at me and I smiled as best I could. I need to step out for a few minutes and to use the restroom. Just as I was saying this, a man entered the doorway. staring directly at me with a kind of sheepish grin on his face. He was taller than me and appeared too young to be working here. Then again, being a man in my mid-forties, adorning salt and pepper hair,
Starting point is 01:04:54 everyone seemed too young to me. I noticed he wore a dirty green jacket, but the rest of his outfit was clean. His tan pants and shirt looked freshly pressed. He had shaggy reddish hair and in his arms were three cups of coffee. Mr. and Mrs. Harmon. Sorry to bother you, but I thought you could use a cup of Joe. He handed my wife a cup and gave me the other.
Starting point is 01:05:20 He held it for a moment and looked into my eyes before releasing it. I must have had a look of confusion as he slowly handed to me all the while looking me directly in the eyes. It took me a moment to recognize him. Although it was in his face, I realized it was his smell. I'm Christopher, one of the detectors here. I came because I think we may have a lead on the information you provided us. You? I looked at him questioning, as he was in no way a day over 20 years of age, at least.
Starting point is 01:05:58 It's okay. I get that a lot. I have the good luck of having great genes. He laughed lightly. What is the lead? I asked. Still trying to understand why he smelled so familiar. Well, it isn't so much a lead as much as it's your... Dad! Running into the room was Amelia.
Starting point is 01:06:21 She nearly knocked me down as she came into the interrogation room. Sarah was bawling her eyes out and grabbed Amelia as tight as she could. Tears fell from my eyes in pure happiness. It took a while for all three of us to compose ourselves. When we did, I realized that there was something rather serious. strange about my daughter. While she had blood on her from hours before, she had no visible marks. There was no sign of any trauma done to her neck. I was sure she would die from the bleeding, and instead, here she was, looking at me as though everything was fine, a bit dazed and confused,
Starting point is 01:07:00 but physically not a scratch on her. I guess perhaps it was my blood from when one of those guys had attacked me. How did you get here? "'Mind if I have a word with you, Eric,' Christopher interjected. "'I looked at him and nodded. "'I just needed a moment with my child. "'I held Amelia again, and I put my head into her long, dark hair. "'Something was off about her sense. "'I couldn't place it, except that she had spent the last few hours with dogmen or
Starting point is 01:07:33 "'wearlives or whatever we wanted to call ourselves now. "'Perhaps their scent had rubbed off on her. I reluctantly let go of Amelia It's okay Dad I'm really starving I could literally smell the vending machine Burritos before I got halfway down the hallway I chuckled as Sarah reached into her purse
Starting point is 01:07:53 To find her some money to hand to Amelia I then followed Eric into the hallway And left Amelia alone with Sen You don't know who I am do you I looked at him and shook my head I see you Oh, what if I did this? He shifted slightly, revealing his red eyes.
Starting point is 01:08:16 I took a step back, and he grabbed me by the shoulder, which I quickly pulled away, ready for a fight if I had to again. It's okay, man. I'm the one who found Amelia. I've been watching you, you know. You? Yeah, he chuckled. You were pathetic at times trying to hunt on your own. The mere fact you weren't able to leave.
Starting point is 01:08:39 your family told me you were one of the good ones you were watching me why did you never introduce yourself oh man i have so many questions for you actually i did introduce myself it was just in dogman for why are you helping me i asked perplexed everyone that goes through the change is assigned a mentor only you didn't get to sign one so after the attack on your family my sister and i decided you needed someone you look young enough to be my son I laughed at him I'm older than you it's because of the supernatural power of the transformation once you get a hold on it and it no longer has a hold on you that's when you truly become one with the spirit of the beast those men that took Amelia they said I killed their
Starting point is 01:09:34 brother the same one that turned me that was Snake and his gang If it weren't for him, there wouldn't be a lot of bad things. It's one of the reason I joined the police force and became a detective. I had to be able to keep a watch on them. Every bad thing that happens and how our name comes up, or we're sighted somewhere we shouldn't be. It's him and his gang. They're bad news.
Starting point is 01:09:59 I'm glad Amelia's okay. Dad, I want to go home. Amelia had walked into the hallway, interrupting my conversation with Christopher. A few more moments. Okay. She stomped off, and away she went back to the room with her mother. How did you get her back to safety?
Starting point is 01:10:19 I found her in one of Snake's warehouses. They were gone. I found Amelia escaping. I showed her my badge, and she came with me willingly. Did they hurt her? No, it doesn't seem like it. She doesn't seem to recall much about what happened to her. It's one thing, though.
Starting point is 01:10:38 I knew before he said it. out loud and I didn't want him to say it at all. Amelia's wounds healed, Eric. Oh, fuck. I said, and I crumbled to the floor. The thought of my daughter having to go through what I did made me sick to my stomach. It's going to be okay, Eric. How can you say that? You know what happens. I do, but it isn't all bad, is it?
Starting point is 01:11:08 That isn't the point. How can Amelia have a normal life? she must go to college and do all the normal things girls like her age do for instance go to her senior prom like other girls her age although thought of whom she may go to the prom with might be a good enough reason not to let her go she can still do all those things Christopher I don't want this for my child there has to be a cure of something look my sister dabbles with what he might call arts and crafts
Starting point is 01:11:41 She may be able to help you, your daughter, but if not then, together we'll help her through it. I promise you. Where is this, sister of yours? She lives in the middle of nowhere. I can take you to her, but it's about a day's drive. We own a nice little cabin in the woods, not far from her house. We can hide to her house from the cabin. Give you and Amelia a chance to bond and help her understand what's going on with her body.
Starting point is 01:12:09 As if being a teenager wasn't bad enough, I smirked. I took Amelia and Sarah home and once we were there, I spoke to Sarah about maybe taking Amelia on a little getaway to get her mind off her ordeal. Sarah was reluctant at first, but once I explained it to her that Amelia needed a break after something so traumatic, she agreed. In the meantime, she'd go to her father's house with Jamie and stay until I got back. I didn't want to tell Amelia the real reason why we were going at first. I wanted to wait to explain it till after we'd arrived. We would meet with Christopher after I explained to her why he was there. The drive to the cabin was long but we stopped at a little diner
Starting point is 01:12:55 and as we sat there a waitress came over and took our orders. She was polite with red hair and thick dark eyebrows. There was something about her overly kind demeanour that I hadn't at first even thought was weird until she stood there staring at us. "'You two look just so lost. "'You ain't from around here, are you?' "'No. We're just passing through. "'We're heading to a friend's house north of here.
Starting point is 01:13:23 "'Well, I'm Beatrice. "'If you need anything, just holler, honey.' "'And with that, she went away. "'I looked at my daughter and tried to find the right words to explain. "'There's something I need to talk you about.' "'What?' she asked, playing with her phone. That day that guy took you What do you remember
Starting point is 01:13:47 You almost pissing yourself She said matter of fact She was being rude which was her way of deflecting Amelia You know what I mean Did you see anything out of the ordinary Like with me She looked up at me then
Starting point is 01:14:04 And then looked away No She said And then the tear started Did you see me changing anyway? So, you're like a werewolf or something? I guess. I don't know, honestly. It's why I left. I gather that, but is that why I'm here?
Starting point is 01:14:28 Not exactly. I wanted to know what you knew, so I could explain it. I'm starving. Where's Beatrice? She stood up and walked over to the counter. Hey, Beatrice, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. starving over here. Got an appetizer ready for me? Amelia, sit down. I was getting angry at her for her embarrassing outburst. She came over and sat in front of me with a smile. Why are you so pissed you have to spend time with your least favorite charm? To be honest, young lady, I'm not that sad. I don't very often. You're acting like a brat. I'm ravenous.
Starting point is 01:15:09 I look to her and can see her fury. and I recognized it from the days before my first transformation. There was no doubt now that she was just like me. Amelia, you're going to turn into what I am also, I said softly. Oh, I'm so sorry you had to wait for your appetizers, honey. Beatrice said, running over with a plate of French fries and a milkshake. Oh, can I have an order of onion rings, some pancakes with extra syrup, and that cheese sauce you advertise with nachos?
Starting point is 01:15:41 Oh, sure, honey, whatever you like, just as long as your dad's okay with it. She laughed awkwardly, looking at me. I nodded, and when she walked away, I watched Amelia scoffed down the French fries, shoving handfuls into her face. Hmm, he's so good, Dad. You want to try some? I shook my head, and then about ten minutes later, Beatrice brought over the food, and again, I watched Amelia scoffed down every single ounce without a little ounce. even blinking. When the last plate was licked dry, I paid the bill and we left. We got to the cabin, and when we got inside, Amelia threw her duffel bag onto the sofa in the living room with the cabin
Starting point is 01:16:23 and laid on the couch. I'm stuffed and beat. That happens when you scarf down an entire cafe, I said, laughing at her. I made my way to one of the bedrooms in the back. I let Amelia get settled in another room. I sat down on the sofa and turned on the television. It was probably the first time in months that I'd seen any TV. Not much had changed. Same news programs complaining about the same things. More about politics, and I was about to doze off.
Starting point is 01:16:56 I felt a light tap on my shoulder. Turning around, I saw it was Amelia. Hey, honey, you're okay? She shook her head as she stood in her pajamas, and some bunny print things, well, reminded me of when she was a little girl. Is it going to hurt? I looked at her, and as sincerely as I could,
Starting point is 01:17:20 I shook my head, no. That's why we're here. We're here to find a cure, or someone that can put a stop to it. When did you know I was like you? The moment you came back. Does it ever stop driving you crazy? For instance,
Starting point is 01:17:38 There's the smells. I can barely sleep. I can smell every animal carcass hanging on the walls in this creepy old cabin. Yeah, it'll take some getting used to. I get why you left, but why couldn't you just talk to us? Jamie was there that night. He saw everything. He knows everything.
Starting point is 01:18:00 Amelia looked struck down. Why does he always get all your attention? He doesn't. He just happened to be there. He has these terrible nightmares sometimes. Mom started sleeping in his room. I think I can see why. I'm going to try and find a way to fix this.
Starting point is 01:18:19 I said, looking at her face which looked mature beyond their years, as opposed to the bunny PJs, which were proof of her actual age. Paul is going to love this. I thought I asked you to stop seeing that boy. He isn't like what you think, Dad. Paul's a great guy once you get to know him. Well, after you left, he came by every day to check up on me. He even started helping with stuff with Jamie.
Starting point is 01:18:45 He'd pick him up after school for Mom. Not on that motorcycle. No, Dad. He had his dad's car. I do love the motorcycle, though. She grinned. I eyed her very thoughtfully. They can be dangerous.
Starting point is 01:19:01 Everything can be dangerous. She laughed. I haven't ridden on his bike. But I love that look on your face. "'s you right for leaving us for the last six months.' "'Time for bed,' I said, shaking my head. "'Nighted,' she said, and kissed my cheek, still giggling. "'The next morning Christopher came by,
Starting point is 01:19:24 "'and we set out on foot to begin the two-hour hike to his sister's home. "'The walk was long but uneventful. "'We finally reached a rather dark part of the forest "'that seemed to harbour things you couldn't explain. "'It was like eyes were watching us. at every turn. I got an uneasy feeling the closer we got to Christopher's sister's home. I kept hearing things in the woods, and I looked at Christopher, who knew what I was thinking.
Starting point is 01:19:52 He nodded, acknowledging my fears. I hear it too, he said. Something was following us, and I wasn't sure what, but I didn't want to think about who or what it might be. The woods cast a shadow over us, and it seemed to get darker the further along we went. deeper and deeper the forest seemed to go the strangest thing was that it didn't seem to be any sign of life anywhere
Starting point is 01:20:18 Amelia didn't seem to mind the hiking and didn't protest once about not getting reception on her phone that changed when we got to Christopher's sister's home neither Amelia nor I wanted to go anywhere near that woman's house but onward we braved towards the clearing where her cottage was upon first entering the little clearing We saw a stone cottage, but unlike one of those fairy-tale cottages you read about in fantasy novels, this one had a slightly sinister outside.
Starting point is 01:20:51 There was broken fencing around it, and it had a black door that looked in need of repair. The outside had boxes and other sources of garbage, which a field full of goats seemed to be devouring. When we got to the door, the smell of cap is lingered well into the area of the front yard. I had to cover my mouth, a fear of the world. puking. Cessley, it's Chris. He knocked twice for good measure. There was no answer, and we stood there for around ten minutes or so,
Starting point is 01:21:22 and Christopher knocked on the windows, and we looked in the barn, which also looked like it needed repair. Tilted slightly, and when the wind blew it nearly toppled over. You could hear the metal roofing rattling as the wind rattled in. Shut up, you varmin, yelled an older woman's voice as it seemed to be coming. closer to the front door. When she opened the door, she squinted, looking at Christopher, and then at me, and completely disregarding Amelia. Cecily, Christopher said, hugging the old woman tightly. Stop all that, she said, smiling big, she showed she was missing several of her front teeth.
Starting point is 01:22:02 She had grey hair in a clip on top of her head, and she wore a black silk nightgown which she held a shawl over. "'Get out of my way, Gloria, stupid dog,' she said, kicking it to get by it. I was appalled at how she was treating the animals, and there seemed to be a large amount of them. The dog, who she called Gloria, was lingering by a water dish and began barking at her in earnest. The old woman threw a large bone from inside the freezer. "'Aren't you a pretty baby? Are you stupid girl?' I looked at Christopher, then a giant iguana rambines. Don't judge me.
Starting point is 01:22:44 When I see her head, you think I'm a cruel old bitty. Let me tell you this. Gloria was my husband's mistress until I made use of her. She was no better than a dirty dog. You see, Miss Gloria used to be my best friend. Isn't that right, you old bitch you? She said lovingly, petting the dog's head as she stepped over her. We followed Christopher as he seemed to follow her around the house.
Starting point is 01:23:10 This is Peter, she said, pointing to the iguana as it ran past us. He used to be my gardener until I caught him stealing from me. So he stays here with the rest, my menagerie of assholes. She laughed. Some of them are in the freezer. I looked at Amelia, and then we both looked at Christopher. He seemed to look apologetically at us and can change. the subject with his sister. These are the two people we spoke about on the phone, sis.
Starting point is 01:23:40 She grabbed a can of Pringles and popped the lid, shoving a handful of them in her mouth. Want any? She held out the can of chips to us. We all shook our head, no. Cessaly shoveled more of them in her mouth and mumbled. Good. More for me. Sis, we need to do something to help these nice people. They didn't sign the Book of the Law. They didn't get that option. Snake made them. Ah, a dirty bastard. She looked at me and then shook her head.
Starting point is 01:24:15 He is our brother, different fathers. He uses his gifts for evil, purest I ever knew. She shook her head solemnly before turning back around to us. I can help you, she said, walking away. Christopher, you bring it? She asked, throwing off the shore, and then walking into a small room that led off to the back of her tiny house. Once inside the room, everything seemed to change and she relaxed.
Starting point is 01:24:44 Christopher walked over with a small rectangle box and handed it over to her. She ripped off the top of it, and inside was a rather large bottle of wine in a language I didn't recognize. She uncorked it with her homemade wine opener, bashed out of a large nail, most likely used on building bags. Ah, the magic we do make it. All spells work better with this. She poured half of the bottle in a giant goblet and drank the entire glass in seconds.
Starting point is 01:25:15 Or maybe they're just drunk, Amelia mumbled under her breath. At that moment, Cecily, whose eyes were closed in the ecstasy of her wine until now, opened them and looked directly at my daughter. She walked over to her and cupped her cheeks in her old hands and smiled. Ah, green eyes, you are the phoenix. I didn't recognize you at first. They said I'd meet you, but until this moment I knew not of who they were speaking, because, oh, you are so young.
Starting point is 01:25:47 Please tell me you can help my daughter. It will require a death made of sacrifice. She said, still holding my daughter's face in her hands. Death? Yeah. Didn't think this was going to be easy, did you? All dog magic required. a sacrifice. This one requires a beating heart. So, whose heart is it going to be? As I stood looking
Starting point is 01:26:16 at this old woman, I noticed her eyes. One was green, and the other was almost cat-like with a piercing yellow to it. It was otherworldly, and at that moment I began wondering why in God's name we'd come here. I looked at Christopher, and he seemed as calm as ever, not that anything ever seemed to ruffle his feathers. I thought you could help us, I said, pure annoyance in my tone. Did I ever tell you I hate your new friends? Amelia sighed, crossing her arms and pacing around the room. The old woman ignored Amelia and kept on talking to me.
Starting point is 01:26:57 That's what I am doing. You think stopping a thousand-year curse built around gods is going to be easy? Go back to Mabry. She shifted her demeanour and won. walked away from me and then stood in front of my daughter. I'm sorry, I can't help you. If you take my heart, will that help my dad? The old woman ignored me.
Starting point is 01:27:23 Yes, I can take away the curse that makes him a beast. He never gave his soul willingly, so he can go back. The gods will let him go, but he must give them a heart as pure as yours. Amelia nodded and looked down at the ground, as if in deep thoughts. I'm willing to, for my family. No, I yelled. If you must take anyone's heart, you'll take mine. My family's already used to living without me,
Starting point is 01:27:53 and Amelia has too much life left in her. Then, it is done. The witch said, pick up a small bag and heading towards the back of the house, motioning for us to follow her. Before we could even take in what was going to happen, Cecilia began the ritual. She had a small brown bag and in it red salt. She poured the red salt in a large circle around the room
Starting point is 01:28:20 and then lit two black candles and two white. Two before and two after. Soldies for making the labour of the spell more aggressive. I looked at her bewildered as to what was happening and trying to figure out a way to get out of here before it had begun. There had to be another way. She grabbed Amelia's hand and cut her palm. Amelia winced in pain, and she dragged Amelia to the center of the circle and made her sit down.
Starting point is 01:28:51 She drained the bit of blood and put it onto an old cloth. She then cut Amelia's hair and then sliced her hand and added her blood to the fabric and threw it into a glass jar. I watched her add dirt and a scarab beetle. She then took agave and poured it inside as well. She made what looked like more blood and drew a circle and wrote in two letters, and what I realized was some sigil in blood. I walked a bit closer, but felt knees weakened. All I could do was watch.
Starting point is 01:29:29 She then began to chant something in a language I'd never heard before. Mishu, Mishu, she began to chant. I had no idea what she was saying. I did start to feel a bit odd. I was angry, and I'd had enough of Cecily's craziness. I stood to grab my daughter, and then I nearly fainted. Something she was doing was making me feel lightheaded. I stood again to grab Amelia, because if anyone was getting their heart taken, it was me.
Starting point is 01:30:04 This crazy old woman had stuck my daughter in her sacred circle, and I was supposed to be the one. I'd said it. Again, I stood, and yet the room seemed to shake all around me, causing me to fall over. When I looked at Amelia, she was now lying down in the circle with her eyes closed. Christopher watched me, without offering any help. Oh, gods at the moon and gods of the stars and sun above, give this soul back to her body. Take what you need. She seemed to be yelling at the ceiling, not the sky.
Starting point is 01:30:39 again I stood and I managed to walk over to the circle and before I could stand inside of it the lights in the room went out the strong wind blew out the candles and then something shook the cabin I was unable to continue walking towards Amelia there was a loud crash on top of the roof
Starting point is 01:31:00 of the tiny cottage Amelia slowly sat up what's going on she asked as she slowly stood Cecily, the old witch took a deep breath. "'Bastards!' "'Who, what? Who is it?' I asked, panicking more for my daughter than myself.
Starting point is 01:31:21 If it were just me, I could change and protect Amelia, but someone needed to protect her now. "'I can take a guess,' Christopher said, making a motion with his finger to his mouth to shush us. The darkness seemed magnified by the, fear that gripped even Cecily. Seeing the old witch scared now made it even worse. It had grown so dark outside before I realized it, and it must have been dusk now, as the moon was a crescent in the sky above us. I didn't see it happening, only heard the screaming that followed.
Starting point is 01:31:59 Amelia was on the floor, writhing in pain, twisting back and forth until her body began to rip in two. I couldn't stop it no matter how hard I wanted to. It was too late. Amelia was changing. Her transformation was brought on quickly through intense fear. When it started, I held back my desire to shift, while Christopher transformed already and was out the door to rid the cottage of whoever was out there. I watched her crawling towards my feet while still in the grips of murderous pain.
Starting point is 01:32:36 I bent down and placed my hand upon her head. Daddy, help me, please. She groaned until her groaned turned into a low growling. I couldn't do anything except watch helplessly. I still held my hand on Amelia's head until I felt her head split in two, stretching her skull outwardly. Cessaly ran out at the back door,
Starting point is 01:33:03 causing the light of one of the candles that are dimmed to flicker a bit, and now the flame was in full force. I wished I had not been able to see it. I thought perhaps Cecily would be right back, but instead she disappeared, and now I was left alone with the teen wolf. I wasn't sure if I was going to be able to keep her from hurting me. Just as I held the thought,
Starting point is 01:33:28 a shift began to change back, and as her scout began to close and she appeared to be going back to human form, something else was now happening to her. Her eyes changed from red to piercing yellow, and her body did strange movements. It was like watching stop animation, the way she bent down and then stood straight up. She moved from side to side, as did the fire flame on the candle. It made strange shadows dance along the walls of the tiny cottage.
Starting point is 01:33:59 To my fear, she jumped up on the ceiling, sticking to it like an insect. There was no sight of a dog or wood. in her. Instead, she had shifted into something else entirely. She seemed to waver in limbo between shifting and remaining human. I knew then there was a real possibility my daughter was already gone. It scared me, and I was too afraid to move from my spot as I looked up at her. Her mouth opened white revealed two sets of pointed, sharp teeth. Her tongue was in a point, and it was almost serpent-like. She held her yellow eyes on me as I began to walk back towards the front door,
Starting point is 01:34:43 practically unconsciously. The front door opened suddenly, revealing who was the real evil. It was Snake, who proceeded to grab me and drag me outside using only one of my arms. As he did, Amelia followed us, escaping out the back into the nearby woods. Then Snake had me on the ground, using his fists hitting me one, hit after another. Christopher appeared and jumped on him, wrestling him to the ground. They fought as Snake shifted into one of the most massive, red-eyed wolf creatures I had ever seen. He had razor-sharp yellow teeth, ready to sharpen bones like the finest coloury.
Starting point is 01:35:30 Then I looked around and saw them just beyond the tree line. There was a fog that had begun to appear, and red eyes surrounded me. This time I was no shrinking violent. I allowed myself to transform. It was amazing how easy it was when you had a purpose, and right now anger fueled me. I'd had enough of this shit. I geared up for a fight, and one by one, they came at me. I had no idea where I found the strength to continue, but I found it, and I slew them one.
Starting point is 01:36:04 by one. Snake and his henchmen were still out there, and I noticed they'd all gained up on Christopher as he ran from the woods on all thoughts. I ran at them as they chased my new friend. I bit at the female's leg and nearly tore it off. She crawled back into the forest, whimpering, which is where she belonged, far away from my child and me. I'd stop caring about what or who I ate in my fury. were monsters and they were predators who hunted and killed for fun like they'd done that night when they hunted my son and me down tonight i was going to have my revenge they gained all around Christopher who was now being torn apart by both snake and one of the others that had joined snake in his
Starting point is 01:36:56 reaping of horace i leaped onto snake's back and bit into his shoulder it wasn't long before he threw me off. The man was six foot five standing, and when you had beast to the equation, it made him double in size. I fought as long as I could with Christopher, and I managed to get snake off both of us long enough to gang up on the other beast ripping him apart. I tore into his chest and bit off his arm while Christopher bid into his thigh, and I watched as this beast fell to the grass, melting back into his human form. When he did, I was amazed to see it was a man who'd given me the card that morning. I shifted back.
Starting point is 01:37:41 As I did so, so did Christopher, so we could take stock of what had just happened. I wiped sweat from my brow as I looked upon my freshly mutilated human being. I felt no remorse, but I did feel curiosity. That alone made me wish I could have had the chance to ask him more questions. Like, why didn't you? he'd kill me that day in the woods when he'd had the opportunity. I backed away and Christopher held me by the shoulder. I looked at him and then he looked down at me and laughed. Don't be embarrassed. I mean, didn't you ever play football in the locker room? I smile for a second but right now
Starting point is 01:38:25 all I cared about was finding my daughter and if I had to guess I knew who had her on his radar. I need to find my daughter. Let's go. At this point, I smelled it, and I knew snake's scent as well as anyone in my own family. We went into the woods after shifting back and travelled for some time before I sensed her. It was Cecily. She was burning something in the forest. That crazy witch was burning things and dancing around a fire, chanting all by herself.
Starting point is 01:39:01 I knew you'd find me, she swayed back and forth. he's here too watching you oh my brother's a smart hunter and you've walked right into his trap she continued to dance christopher could sense my annoyance and he walked over to her sis where's a girl she's here she closed her eyes and continued to sway around the fire as though she were practicing ballroom dancing then i heard a growl and saw something swing down from the trees in the distance strange yellow eyes met mine and then just behind those eyes were red eyes i knew what was about to happen even before he grabbed her i shifted running as fast as i could but it was too late his hand around amelia's neck also before i could stop him he hung her above his head smiling with his large yellow teeth hanging over his mouth he sniffed her crooked body as it rise back and fall. It was like she were a tiny insect, a little mealworm, moving back and forth while holding onto it so it couldn't find its grounding. Her eyes were darting, and I recognized fear in them even though they looked nothing like Amelia's green eyes. Saliva fell from her mouth, dripping down her neck as the fiend licked her neck, and that is when I had had enough. Christopher had beat me to it, as he already had snake by the jugular, sinking his teeth into his neck.
Starting point is 01:40:39 I had managed to get a hold of his arm, the one that held my daughter, and as he bled out, he smirked at me, snapping Amelia's neck. My child's eyes became lifeless, and he fell to the forest floor, dropping her with him. Christopher led out a sound of satisfaction and shook himself back into human form, and that's when he found me holding on to her. She'd shifted back to human form as well. My baby girl's eyes were wide open, staring into the sky. The only life in them now was the stars reflecting in them. Christopher bent over me, realizing what had just happened. No, he exclaimed in defeat. "'Sessly, there has to be something you can do.' He turned to me. He turned to me. I'm so sorry I let you down
Starting point is 01:41:37 Life is but a dream Eventually we all go Even I will go Cessaly said in the sing-song voice How can you be like this? He screamed walking towards his sister I beat him to it Having shifted before he stood up
Starting point is 01:41:57 I'm not proud of what I did But I had the old woman's neck in my throat Pending her to the ground my claws inside her still beating her. I was angry, and she was the reason we were here now. There'd be no more meddling with magic potions. There would be no more patience, and I had had enough of these people. Dropping her to the ground, I heard her speak in a pretty natural voice.
Starting point is 01:42:25 The phoenix rises. She was choking on blood as it gurgled inside her throat, as she died right then. there. I was glad she was dead, a stupid bitch. I shifted back and began to cry as my entire body shook. My hands shook so badly my whole body fell to the ground. I felt Krista's hand touched me on the shoulder. I smacked his hand off me and wandered away from where we were. I looked up at the sky and screamed with all my might. How would I tell Sarah? How would I tell Sarah? How would I tell Sarah her daughter was dead.
Starting point is 01:43:07 I fell to the ground and puked out the blood I'd swallowed earlier. I sat there, looking around me, trying to figure out how I'd plunged into such a nightmare. I walked back over to the old woman who was now strangely drained of all her blood. She'd faded quickly
Starting point is 01:43:25 and all that was left of her were ashes. The wind seemed to carry her up into the treetops. The blood seemed to be travel all on its own, on the ground, towards Snake and where Amelia lay. I was afraid it was for Snake's benefits somehow, and even though I needed to get the hell out of here before something supernatural happened, and he came back to life, well, I walked away again, but found myself sitting down on one of the dead tree logs, trying to understand what had just happened. I wanted to run in case of more danger, but I was in shock. I was now rocking
Starting point is 01:44:03 back and forth slowly. Didn't know how to respond when I heard Christopher scream my name. I was frozen, unbending and immobilized by trauma. It was as though I were in a fog. I could hear Krista's voice,
Starting point is 01:44:22 but it was so far away. Did I ever tell you I hate your new friend's dad? I had to be hallucinating. So soon, I'd just watch my judge. daughter die, now she was talking to me. Dad? I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder.
Starting point is 01:44:44 I turned around to see my daughter smiling at me. Amelia, it worked. Whatever that crazy wish did, it worked. I'm here, Dad. I grabbed her up in my arms and hugged her. Christopher walked over to me and nodded, smiling slightly. That night we said goodbye to Christopher, whom I never saw again after that night. I never shifted into a dogman either after that night.
Starting point is 01:45:15 For now, I don't worry about it. Cessaly was right about one thing. My daughter was a phoenix. She had risen from the dead. If that was because of the blood ritual she'd done, then so be it. At least I can thank Cessly for our lives. My Amelia, damaged as she's been, was alive. I wasn't sure if it was due to the blood she now shared with the witch,
Starting point is 01:45:43 or if it meant that she'd taken the old woman's place. One thing I did know, Cessaly had known it required a heart, a pure one. I didn't want to think about all that now. And, if you're wondering, we never did tell Sarah about the events that occurred because they were now over. Everything was fine. Why drudge up something so painful if it didn't need to be?
Starting point is 01:46:11 We're all going skiing this weekend in Colorado with family friends. I hope the only thing that goes wrong is the lack of marshmallows for the hot chocolate. And so, life went on normally. Amelia went back to her usual self, but she and I now had a bond. Where before, we weren't anything except strict at and rebel. earliest daughter. There was one strange thing though. Amelia's green eyes had changed slightly. She now had one green eye, but the other one was half green and half cat-like. Very much like that old witch's eye had been. And so once again, we reach the end of tonight's podcast. My thanks
Starting point is 01:47:16 as always to the authors of those wonderful stories and to you for taking the time to listen. Now, I'd ask one small favour of you. Wherever you get your podcast wrong, please write a few nice words and leave a five-star review as it really helps the podcast. That's it for this week, but I'll be back again, same time, same place, and I do so hope you'll join me once more. Until next time, sweet dreams and bye-bye.

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