Dr. Creepen's Dungeon - S4 Ep177: Episode 177: Social Experiment Horror Stories
Episode Date: July 25, 2024Today’s fantastic opening tale of terror is ''The Social Experiment'', an original work by likeeyedid, kindly shared directly with me via NoSleep and narrated here for you all with the author’s ex...press permission. https://www.reddit.com/user/likeeyedid/ Today’s nightmarish closing tale of terror is ‘The Night of the Lockdown’, an original four-part work by Snickeringhaystack, shared directly with me via my sub-reddit and read to you all with the author’s express permission: https://www.reddit.com/user/snickeringhaystack/ https://www.reddit.com/r/malcolmmacdonaldfic/
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Welcome to Dr. Creepen's Dungeon.
Experiments can be scary because they often involve manipulating people's emotions and behaviours in ways that can have unpredictable and potentially harmful consequences.
Participants might not be fully aware of what they're being subjected to, leading to feelings of betrayal, confusion and distress.
The outcomes of these experiments can reveal unsettling truths about human nature and societal structures,
challenging our understanding of morality, trust and social norms, as we shall see in tonight's two tales of terror.
Now as ever before we begin, a word of caution.
Tonight's stories may contain strong language as well as descriptions of violence and horrific imagery.
That sounds like your kind of thing.
Then let's begin.
Let me start off by saying that I joined the experiment a while ago.
I've tried to talk before to people about it, but nobody believes me and I can't exactly blame them.
I haven't been out of properly sleep, eat, or live since I made it back home.
Played by feelings of tremendous guilt.
I hope sharing this will help ease my conscience.
Day one.
The apartment looked pretty decent.
It was small, but had everything I needed.
One room with a bed, although pillow and blanket were missing.
In the middle of the room was a table with two chairs.
Not sure I would need two,
as the main part of this experiment was me being alone in the room,
isolated from the outside world.
In the back was a small food elevator,
like the ones you see in old movies.
That's how I'd receive my meals.
There were big, abstract paintings.
I had a shortboard to write on, and of course there was a laptop so I could communicate with...
With who exactly?
Open the laptop.
Everything was wiped away.
No internet access, no apps or programmes.
Only one little icon in the middle of the screen.
Social.
I double-clicked it, thinking it might provide some more information.
Social will start soon.
make sure laptop is charged at all times.
All right, I guess I have to wait.
I walked over to the chalkboard.
Somebody must have been in this room before
because it said days written on top with white chalk.
Underneath there were ten strokes.
I drew a circle around the seven strokes instead of wiping them away.
Next to it, I drew one stroke for my first day.
I took away my phone.
I had no calendar or even clock.
so I figured it could get difficult to keep the days in check.
I realized I didn't remember if they told me how long I'd be staying.
My window view didn't offer much.
All I could see were empty fields, and I could tell that I was pretty high up.
I tried opening the window to let in some fresh air, but it was blocked,
probably so no one could jump out after going crazy from the solitude.
I was the kind of person that loved being alone, though.
I had a pretty apartment, food being provided for me,
decent payment and I'm living my dream.
I would have been dumb not to participate.
Ding, ding.
The laptop was lighting up in neon green lights.
I guess things were getting started.
The social app was running and the former screen had turned into something that looked like a chat screen.
Welcome, John.
You're very excited that you're participating in this real life experiment.
I am social.
Everything you need or what we need from you.
will be communicated through me.
You will not directly talk to anyone else during your time here.
Make sure that your laptop is charged at all times.
Do you have any questions so far?
Hello, Social.
I'm also excited.
I haven't received any sheets, pillows or blankets from my bed yet.
Could those be sent over, please?
That will be up to the other participants, as you will soon learn.
Are you ready for the first round?
Um, yes, as you know, you'll be receiving all your food and drinks from us.
What exactly that will be, however, will be chosen by another participant.
For the first round, you can choose a meal combination for participant Julie.
Well, I was actually pretty excited about this.
I was awful at making the right decisions.
Probably one of the reasons I changed my major three times.
It might be interesting to put my fate into someone else's hands.
I scroll down the list of food and drink items, wondering what Julia might enjoy.
There are a number of breakfast items such as pancakes, eggs, bacon, but also a lot of random, disgusting sounding stuff.
Raw liver, bull testicles, sausage water, pretty nasty.
You'd really have to hate the other participants to send any of that, except if you were into power moves.
Eventually I picked toast with jam, scrambled eggs and cheese.
with a cup of coffee and a glass of orange juice.
Happy with my choice, I sent it in.
A minute later, the laptop started ringing again.
Julia has chosen your breakfast.
Walked to the food elevator now to pick it up.
I wasn't too hungry just yet,
but I was hoping for something nice to drink.
I opened the small gap of the elevator and got the tray out.
A piece of bread with something green on it.
I picked it up just to realize that the stuff on top was mold.
I gagged and let it fall back on the plate.
I guess Julia was one of those people that like power plates.
I grabbed the glass next to it.
At least she sent me some water.
My throat felt extremely dry, so I started chugging right away.
I really should have smelled it first.
What I was drinking there wasn't water.
It was vinegar.
As the acidity taste filled up my mouth, I couldn't keep it in anymore.
I ran to the bathroom and started puking into the toilet
The bitter taste of vile made me feel even worse
But I had no toothbrush or toothpaste either
I wanted to rinse out my mouth but there was no water
I couldn't even flush the freaking toilet
This experiment was starting off pretty badly
It was just about to ask social about this
When I heard another ringing noise
You just lost 50 social pines
What the hell
What are social points?
During your participation, you collect points.
More points equal more power and more access.
During this experiment, you have to make many decisions.
One of them on who you want to be.
Do you want to be nice or gain power?
I'm not sure I understand, but I'm really not feeling great.
Is there any way I can get some water?
That's not up to me, John.
You have another decision to me.
This time you'll be sending an item to Manuel.
Please select one item out of this list.
Toothpaste.
A shock collar.
A nine.
This list seemed even more random, but this time I really had to think this through.
If I sent toothpaste, I'd probably get even more negative points.
Although at that point I wasn't sure what exactly that meant.
The knife sounded like a terrible idea.
I figured if I picked the shot colour, he could just decide not to wear it.
Congratulations.
You just received 30 social points.
Walk over to the elevator now to see what Manuel sent you.
It was a blanket.
Oh, I felt like a real dick, but I kept telling myself that this was part of the experiment.
Maybe those people didn't even exist.
My laptop let out another sound.
There was a new icon on the screen.
A green circle with a smiley face on it.
I pressed it, but nothing happened.
Manuel has received and attached the shock collar around his neck.
Press green circle to send over shocks.
Oh, shit.
Had I just shocked him without even knowing?
No, that couldn't be true.
They can't purposefully hurt participants.
I grabbed my blanket and took a nap.
The experiment had only just begun, and I was already again.
exhausted. The taste of vinegar and puk in my mouth wasn't helping either. When I woke up again,
it was already getting dark outside. Had I missed lunch? I walked over to the laptop, but there were no
missed messages. I was really getting fed up with his experiment, where my laptop made another sound.
Dinner time. Pick one meal for Jackie. I scroll through the list again, but I had no idea what to do.
Should I go with something decent and risk losing points?
I went with a safe choice and sent a cup of vegetable broth.
Something I was really craving myself after throwing up.
It wasn't a real meal, but it wouldn't make them sick either.
After my choice was sent over, I went to the elevator to see what Jackie had sent me.
It was a BLT and a bottle of coat.
Oh, thank you, Jackie, I shouted out that.
I felt a little bad for only sending her broth,
but at the same time I was so happy to have something decent to eat and drink
that would also kill the terrible taste in my mouth.
Day two.
The sound of an alarm blasting through the apartment poured me out of sleep.
I had no idea where it came from, but it wasn't from the laptop.
The sound was followed by a robotic voice.
Score too low.
Wake up immediately.
It was still dark outside.
It felt like it was the middle of the night.
I got up from my bed which felt like pure concrete.
My head was aching from not having a pillow,
but I was grateful that I had least received a blanket.
Oh, and it was freezing cold.
I realized then that I didn't have any spare clothes.
Hadn't I brought any?
As I walked over to the laptop, the loud alarm finally stopped.
Good morning, John.
Your social score has gotten dangerously low.
Increased score now by pressing shock button.
No!
As a negative player, you will lose all perks, including nutrition.
Remember, more social points equal more power.
I don't care. I don't want more power.
The music started blasting again.
I felt like my eardrums would explode.
Shielding them with my hands wasn't helping.
As if this wasn't bad enough, a foul smell filled up the room.
I thought I'd throw up again.
Fuck this. This isn't real, I said out loud and pressed the shock icon.
I took a deep breath and pressed it two more times.
Finally, the siren stopped.
Congratulations, John. You are now the highest-ranking participant.
Well, yeah, because you freaking force me to.
It is now time to pick a meal for Jackie.
I felt bad for only sending her broth last night, so I chose pancakes and orange juice.
After a few minutes I went to pick up my meal from the elevator
This time I almost threw up by just looking at it
On the plate I found the head of a chicken
Raw and bloody
Next to it was a glass of what I can only imagine was blood as well
I guess I deserved that
I was really fed up with this whole operation
I was hungry tired and sad
No money was worth this torch
I want to get out of this experiment now. I'm done.
You can't leave. You will stay until the experiment is finished.
What the fuck? You can't force me to stay. I never consented to any of this.
Yes, you did. And you will stay until the experiment is finished.
I started thinking about her. Did they give me a contract?
As much as I tried to remember, I couldn't. I couldn't even remember what day it was today.
Do you remember how you came here, John?
I didn't.
Do you remember what you did before you came here?
I was so certain that I had joined an experiment.
They'd offered me payment,
but as much as I tried, I couldn't recall how or when that had happened.
I remembered things as to who my family and friends were.
I remembered what my home looks like, but not what I've been doing lately.
I'd started studying psychology after giving.
giving up on coding, but...
When was that? My mind was blank.
What the fuck did you do to me?
We do not make any decisions for you.
Play the game right, and you will be leaving the experiment happy and healthy.
Who are you? What is this?
I am social.
Time for another decision.
You can send something to a participant of your choice.
Pick from one of the following items.
A gun, a bottle of water, a death threat.
I decided to send a bottle of water to Manuel.
It might cost me some points, but if I'd really shocked him, he deserved this.
After what must have been an hour, the laptop started ringing again.
You just received a video.
Press play now.
It was a video of a shirtless man, maybe in his mid-thirties.
He stared right into the camera.
I could see the shock collar around his neck.
Without a word, he picked up a knife and cut into his palm.
With his other hand, he dipped his index finger into the blood
and started writing something on his chest.
Mary!
No way, I thought.
This must be a coincidence.
I think he tried writing something else underneath.
Well, it would have been really hard to recognize what it was with the smudge blood,
but I knew exactly what it said.
It was an address.
one that I recognised very well.
It was the address of Mary.
My mother.
Day three.
I hardly slept through the night.
I wasn't too afraid what Manuel might do just yet,
considering he was locked in here as well.
What scared me, however, was that whatever these people were,
they knew where my mother lives,
and I had no way to warn her.
I needed to talk to social,
figure out if they were a real person.
Maybe I could somehow level with them.
I couldn't contact social if they didn't initiate the conversation,
and I didn't know how long it would be until it messaged me about breakfast,
so I impulsively walked over to the laptop and removed the charger.
The laptop needs to be charged at all times.
The robotic voice filled up the room again.
I ignored it.
I ignored the sirens and the smell and stared at the laptop.
In hindsight, I was a pretty big idiot.
Instead of going through this in a clever way,
I just tried to force a reaction out of it.
The smell got stronger, and I started feeling weaker.
I could hardly think anymore, or move.
Everything turned dark.
I woke up on the bed.
My head was hurting like crazy.
It took me a little while to get back to my senses,
but then I noticed that a laptop was attached to the charger again.
Somebody had been in here.
Suddenly, an excruciating pain went through my entire body.
I felt like somebody was choking me.
Panting and shaking, I slowly reached over to my neck where my fingers touched the metal.
Not only had someone been in here, they had given me a shock card.
I slowly walked over to the laptop.
Social had been messaging me.
I have received information that your laptop isn't attached to the charger.
Somebody is on their way to fix the issue.
Breakfast time.
Please choose one of the following items on the list for participant Josh.
Josh, is there a new person?
Josh has selected your items.
Go to elevator now to pick up your meal.
Please choose one of the following items to send a participant, Julia.
A book, a gun, five minutes of fresh air.
The item that Julia selected for you will arrive soon and will be attached by one of our workers.
That bitch.
I didn't even get the chance to send anything because I'd been passed out.
The shock went through my body.
Even more painful this time.
I picked myself up from the ground and got back to my laptop.
I hadn't noticed before, but the shock icon was gone.
At least the chat was still open.
This was my chance to contact social.
Social.
Are you there?
Hello, John.
You've been very quiet today.
Remember less activity equals less social points.
Were you inside my room?
I never visit the participants.
I thought about what to say.
I had to be more careful.
Social.
Are you a real person?
I am social.
I started to think that I was talking to a bot.
If that was true, I could get some answers out of it as long as I ask the right questions.
What's my current social school?
Your social score is plus ten.
You are now the second lowest ranking participant.
Who's on top?
I am not allowed to share this information with you.
I figured it must be either Julie or a Manuel.
Josh or Jackie would be the lowest ranking.
Why is it beneficial to have many points?
Higher points equal more power.
Define power.
In this experiment we want to see how much it will take someone to get to the top.
Being on top means more options for decisions.
Decisions such as getting food, comfort and freedom.
Freedom, as in being able to leave.
Dinner time, you may now choose a meal for participant, Julia.
I was about to pick bull testicles when another shock went through my body.
My hands were shaking, and I could hardly breathe anymore.
She was sending me a message.
I had to be careful.
She had total control over me at the moment.
I picked steak, potatoes, beans, and a bottle of wine.
The best options I could find.
It felt awful sending someone that was torturing me these things,
especially while I felt like I was starving.
But I didn't want to risk getting another shot.
shock. I was still hurting from the last one. After a moment I went to pick up my dinner for the night.
A chicken sandwich, coffee and a bottle of water. The coffee was cold, but I didn't care.
I hadn't eaten anything decent since that BLT, and I was even happier about that water.
I took a few sips and decided to ration the rest. I honestly couldn't believe that Julia
had sent me something decent. If it hadn't been for the shock collar around my neck, I would have
thought that she was actually starting to be nice.
At least you didn't shock me again for the rest of the evening.
I spent the rest of the evening making up a game plan.
I was done just playing it safe.
If I wanted any chance of getting out of here, I had to make it to the top.
Still wasn't sure if social was trustworthy.
Okay, who my kidding?
It definitely wasn't trustworthy, but it felt too calculated in a sense.
I don't think it wanted to torture me.
It wanted to see how I would get through this.
Well, the meal gave me some new energy.
I went to the chalkboard and started writing down the info that I had so far,
together with things about myself,
things I didn't want to forget,
that would remind me that I had a life outside of this.
I made sure to keep it vague just in case they came back here.
Twenty-five, my age.
Kiwi, the name of my cat.
Syke, my major.
K and F, the first letters of my two best friends.
Julia, bitch.
Manuel, has leverage and a knife.
Jackie, neutral so far.
Josh, question mark.
Well, my thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of the laptop.
Time for another decision.
Pick something from this list to be sent to a participant of your choice.
A towel, a death threat.
A bracelet keeping the participant from sleeping.
I'm not sure what that last thing was supposed to be,
but I guess it was another form of torture.
I decided for the death threats.
If I got the same chance to take a video,
then maybe this could be my way to communicate with Manuel.
Either way, if he sees that I'm wearing the shot collar now,
he might go milder on me.
I want to send a death threat to Manuel.
Great choice.
Would you like to receive leverage information?
Yes. The most important person in the life of Manuel is Sabrina.
Currently working as a nurse at Central Hospital.
Always takes a bicycle to work.
Oh, fucking hell, Social.
A video recording app opened.
The microphone was blocked.
Well, that was shit. I was planning on speaking.
I had to get creative and fast.
Social would probably check the video and make sure it's an actual threat.
while I grabbed the glass of blood that Jackie had sent me the day before.
It was smelling horribly, but I kept it just in case.
I started filling up my mouth with the blood.
God, I really had to fight not to vomit.
I pressed play and got up to the middle of the room.
Looking straight into the camera, I started spitting out the blood,
trying to be as theatrical as possible,
choking myself, coughing with a freakish look on my face.
recording complete
video will now be sent to participant Manuel
I could only hope that he understood what I'd done
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Day four.
The day started off with another lovely shock from Julia.
I started cursing this person and her evil fucking mind.
She was in here to win, showing no remorse.
She had to be on top at this point.
What reason could she have to shock me even more?
I tried to get up from bed.
I was feeling extremely weak at this point.
My legs were shaking.
I was smelling horribly, and I was starving after only having one meal yesterday.
Walking around the dry blood on the ground,
I made my way to the table.
I picked up the pack of cigarettes that I got on yesterday.
I usually don't smoke, but I thought it could distract me a little.
I opened the pack and noticed that it also contained a lighter.
Obviously you'd need one, but I didn't think about it until then.
The lighter could get really fucking useful.
I left the cigarettes where they were and put the lighter in my pocket.
Social opened the chat to inform me that I could choose breakfast for Manuel.
I was already dreading what he'd send me.
me. At least this was my chance to talk to social some more.
Social, is there a way to remove the shock? Only if another participant decides to send it to
someone else. Hmm, all right, that's new info. Is there only one of each item, like the knife
and the cigarettes? Correct. Choose food combination for Manuel now. Oatmeal and tea.
Social. How long of the other?
other participants been here for? Manuel has chosen your breakfast. Walked to the elevator now to pick
it up. Fuck's sake. I had to be more precise with my questions. It only gives me a really short time frame.
I walked over to the elevator, expecting something smelly or rotten. I almost cried when I saw
what was sitting on that train. Three Kiwis. While I was going crazy in the middle of the room last night,
I had made sure that my chalkboard would be in the picture,
just enough for someone to notice if they really paid attention.
And he did.
Why did he pick three, though?
Did this mean he'd been here for three days, just like me?
I spent most of the day thinking of other ways to send messages.
Well, of course, this could all still be part of the experiment.
That thought was always in the back of my mind,
but somehow I felt sure that Manuel and the other participants were just that.
participants somehow tricked into this nightmare just like me another alarm went off my room turned red
and sirens started blasting suicide attempt suicide attempt suicide attempt suicide attempt
what the hell i definitely wasn't trying anything like that i walked to the laptop but there was no
information and just like that the alarm stopped again you are now free
to send another item to a player of your choice. Bandage, shock collar, death threat. This is where I made
another foolish mistake guided by pettiness, not logic. I should have tried to send another message,
or at least get someone the bandage. Maybe there really was a suicide attempt, but even if that's true,
I wouldn't know who. In the end, the hate and pain ruled over me, and I sent Julia the shot collar.
As I logged in my choice, the collar around my neck snapped open.
It must be automated.
Move shock collar into the elevator now.
At least a better option than being drugged again.
I don't think everyone gets the same options because I was sent a book from Jackie.
I was so happy that I'd finally have some form of entertainment,
but that's before I realized that the entire text was nonsense.
I spent a long time going through every single book.
page to see if maybe there was some secret message in there, but I couldn't find anything.
Eventually, I gave up.
Congratulations, John. You have received 200 social points. Tonight you may pick your own dinner.
Under normal circumstances, I would have been ecstatic about this. Finally, I could get some
decent food, some vitamin, some protein, and more water. Under normal circumstances, I would
have been proud.
How could I be proud if I got all these points through letting out my anger and frustration like this?
A shiver went down my spine when I thought about how painful four shocks in a row must have felt for Julia.
That night I couldn't fall asleep as much as I tried.
I get thinking about everything that had happened.
I jumped up from bed as a thought struck me.
Oh, please, please let this be true, I mumbled to myself.
Jackie had sent me two items today.
That couldn't be a coincidence.
I opened the first page of the book and held the lighter underneath.
Oh God, I remember doing this when I was younger.
She must have somehow gotten lemon juice.
I opened another page.
This was extremely weird.
The message said,
I'm John.
Are you real?
Day five.
I know that many of the choices that either I or the others made during this experiment seem questionable.
malicious or just occasionally pathetic this is no excuse i'm just asking you to keep in mind that we'd spent days in solitude hardly sleeping or eating physically and mentally at the limit
at a certain point all you care about is survival no matter what the cost breakfast time please choose something out of the list for participant george breakfast
apparently the new day had already begun.
It was still dark outside.
I hadn't been able to sleep at all.
I kept thinking about everything.
Why was there a message with my name in the book?
Had I been here before?
Was it a way to mind-fuck me again?
After everything that had just happened last night,
I decided both Manuel and Jackie were trustworthy.
I didn't trust, Julia.
She was my strongest competitor, and she was ruthless.
I want all of us to get out of here safe and sound, but if I wanted to have any choice of getting control, I needed to play smart and gain points. But first, I had to pick breakfast for Josh. This was good, I hadn't had any interaction with him so far. I needed to figure out if he was an ally or a competitor.
Social, before I picked Josh's meal, could you inform me about my ranking? You are currently the highest ranking participant, John.
Or can you tell me how many other participants there are?
You have had interaction with every object that is participating in this round.
This round?
Pick a meal for Josh now.
I went with a safe choice and sent him oatmeal and water.
Nutricious but not luxurious.
I was really curious what he would get me or if I'd get any breakfast at all.
Yesterday I wasn't able to send him anything because I'd passed out.
"'H'm a chicken sandwich, coffee and a bottle of water.'
"'That's strange.
"'This is exactly what I got yesterday, except this time the coffee was hot.
"'So, Julia probably skipped giving me dinner yesterday,
"'and the things I'd found were from lunch that Josh had sent me.
"'I sent a steak dinner, and she decided to give me nothing.
"'I felt a deep urge to shock her again.
"'Something inside of me was changing, and it scared me.
It's as if I was just realizing that I had a dark side, a revengeful side.
I was hateful.
I'd never talked to this person or even seen them, and still I wanted to torture them,
or just because I could.
I stopped myself before actually pressing the button.
These people were playing with my mind, and I let them.
This is probably what they wanted, for me to stop caring, to abuse my power.
I was at the top.
that should be enough for now.
It is time to make another decision.
You can now choose to send out one of the following items to a participant of your choice.
Headphones, bandages, razor blade.
I decided to send Manuel bandages.
I had no gameplay here.
It just seemed like the safest move.
Suicide attempt.
Suicide attempt.
Suicide attempt.
The siren and robotic attempt.
voice filled up the room. Just the mention of suicide sent a shiver down my spine. My heart didn't stop
racing until the siren stopped again. You received a video from participant Julia. It was a young
woman. Her clothes were dirty and bloody. Manuel had made a rough impression as well, but Julia looked like
she'd been here for a long time. She looked tired, but her eyes were filled with rage. This didn't look
like the decoy rage that I had acted out in my video. Her shot collar was gone, but I saw the bruises
around her neck. That's when I noticed she had a knife. She slowly moved it towards her throat,
and her eyes never left the camera. I thought it was her way of threatening me until I saw the
blood. She was actually cutting herself. That's where the video paused. I hadn't noticed it before,
but I saw it in that moment. She was sitting in front of her. She was sitting in front of her own. She was
of a chalkboard and there was something written on it.
Die, John.
I felt frozen to the screen, even after the video had disappeared.
Tears came to my face.
This was all so much.
Not knowing whether this was just a trick,
a mind game or whether this girl had been pushed over the edge
was ripping me apart.
Had I given her the push?
Was she really in danger?
Was it too late?
After a few hours of internalised terror,
I calm myself again.
This could, or be just a trick.
If it was, then it was working.
I spent the entire day just jumping around in my room.
No decent thought coming out.
Eventually the ringing of my laptop got me back to reality.
Hello, John.
I want to personally congratulate you on how well you're doing in this experiment.
I'm impressed by your score and the choices you are making.
You are constantly improving, and if you keep going strong,
you will be successfully completing the experiment soon.
We're proud of you here at the social team.
As a special treat, you'll be having dinner together
with the second highest ranking participant today.
Enjoy.
Who is this? Social?
Hi, John.
This was a personal message sent to you by our head of research.
Can I message them as well?
I am afraid not.
Today, participant Josh will be joining you for dinner.
the meal will be picked by social
join me
as in face to face
yes
I thought I'm not allowed to know
how other participants rank
I am not allowed to share information with you
hmm
all right social
try to give up the illusion
that this is a legit experiment with all your
freaking loopholes
almost type that but decided to delete it
it might just cost me points again
I really didn't trust any of this, but if it meant that I was actually meeting a real human being, I was all for it.
I wished it was Julia, just so I could set things straight, but maybe it would be good to meet Josh,
figure out who this mysterious new person was.
Pick up dinner from elevator now.
Where's Josh? The other participant will be joining soon.
I picked up my meal.
steak, jacket potato, greens and champagne.
This looked pretty great, though I only had one of each.
As I walked back to my laptop, I realised what social had really meant by face-to-face.
It was a video chance.
On his side it was still buffering.
I made sure to turn my laptop in such a way that the chalkboard would somehow be visible when I sat down.
Josh looked like he was about my age.
You could see that he was mentally exhausted.
it but it was not as bad as with Manuel or Julia.
So, are you, John?
I was surprised to hear a voice, for some reason I thought this would be muted.
I had to be careful with what I said, though.
Well, first of all, I didn't know if I could trust him,
and second, social was probably recording all of this.
I had to keep up the illusion, and I was still trying,
that I was a good participant.
So, you're my strongest competitor.
pretty good for someone who just joined last i said i had no idea if this was actually true but
maybe this would get me some more answers ha forced out a smile minus one he said and nodded over
i think he was hinting at the strokes on my board so i was right about that i was really nervous
i wish i'd had time to prepare for this i did something pretty um intense to get
this high. He looked to the ground. Some participant hasn't been sleeping in days because of me.
I could really hear the remorse in his voice. But then he continued. But he must have made some
even stronger decisions to be the one on top, I guess. He was trying to get information from me.
Guess we both know how to play the game, I said and swallowed. I still felt the guilt deep inside
of me. I took a big gulp from the champagne. I guess so.
Well, we're not at a loser dinner, he whispered.
Do you mean the others are talking as well?
He nodded.
How do you know?
I asked.
Social.
Which one of them's the lowest?
He shrugged.
I guess social really does keep the other ranking secrets.
I was about to ask him something, but the connection was already gone.
Well, at least I'd gotten some information, if Josh could be trusted.
I know that some of the other players probably talked today as well.
I'd have to ask social about this.
See if I can get more insights.
And I knew that Josh probably gave someone that bracelet that keeps you from sleeping.
I started feeling woozy.
Had they put something in the drink?
I somehow carry myself to the bed,
and then everything went dark again.
Day six.
The morning had started off with the usual breakfast routine.
I sent Manuel oatmeal and water.
He sent me a glass of blood.
Delicious.
I haven't had one of those in days.
I didn't know how to feel about Josh after last night.
He seemed somehow calculated, but he made a genuine impression.
So far, he'd always sent me decent food.
The sleeping bracelet feels like something social pressured him to do.
He was playing the game to win, but he wasn't extremely evil.
He was smart, though.
He'd figures things out pretty quickly, and he wanted to have control.
just like I did, as that was the only chance to get out, presumably.
It also meant that he would probably be coming for me now.
I'd been here for five full days already,
and day six was starting off as awful as always.
I tried to look for the book to figure out a way to send a message,
but it was gone, so were the cigarettes.
They must have taken them last night.
Luckily I'd put the lighter in my pocket.
My hopes of getting out of here in a healthy way
were getting smaller by the second, but I couldn't let this get to me down. If I started losing
hope now, I'd probably die in here. I had to get into survival mode. Ding, ding. Hello, John,
today we have a very special assignment on the planet. You'll be live streaming the other
participants and play a game of choices. There are many points to be gained here, so do your best.
go sit down in your bed with the wall behind you four video screens opened up i recognized manuel and josh julia was there as well alive i've had a feeling of relief wash over me i didn't trust her but i didn't want her dead either the last one must have been jackie she looked a little older than the rest of the group the bags under her eyes let me assume that she was probably the one that hadn't slept in days that must really scream
with your mind. Welcome, participants. All of you have been doing well so far. Some did better than others,
but don't worry. This game is a chance to change everything. Let's get started. Josh, choose a participant
to fulfill the following task. Eat a raw deer heart. He didn't even seem to think about it.
He responded right away. Manuel. Manuel. Manuel.
What to the elevator and pick up the heart now?
If you choose not to, you will not receive any food or beverages for the rest of the experiment.
I could see him struggle.
His eyes were filled with hatred.
Eventually he got up.
Look into the camera with tears in his heart.
He bit into the dark red organ, finishing it off piece by piece.
Josh didn't even flinch, and Julia looked more confused than revolted.
Next round.
John and Josh
You can both decide to either remove a tooth or a fingernail
Choice must be unanimous
What do you choose?
Tooth
I sighed
If he'd pick nails we probably would have had to do both
Josh wrapped his shirt around one of his teeth
Closed his eyes and abruptly pulled it out
Blood filled his mouth
He held the tooth to the camera
I followed
Normally your mind tries to protect you
Hurting yourself like this takes a lot of willpower
For me
It wasn't willpower though
It was fear
Fear of whatever the alternative to this
might be
It was painful as fuck
But still felt harmless compared to what came next
We all went through the game
No questions asked
Nobody dared to disobey
Julia can have a broken nose or all hair burned off their scalp.
Manuel, decide which option.
Manuel was just shaking his head.
His face was still red from the blood, and his eyes were full of tears.
He was genuinely scared.
Julia showed almost no reaction.
Something had really broken her spirit.
Manuel, send your choice now or lose all your problems.
privileges. Finally, he typed. Knows. Just like that, Julia turned towards the wall and repeatedly
banged her face against it. As she turned around, blood ran all over her face. Her nose was
completely out of place. Still, she was calm, not a single tear. John, it is time for you to
decide. Will Jackie cut off one of her fingers, or be prohibitioned?
from sleeping for the rest of her time here.
I could see the desperation in her eyes.
How long can one survive without any sleep?
A week?
Two.
I knew what she would choose if she could.
Finger.
As Jackie is not in possession of a knife at the moment,
one of our helpers will arrive soon to fulfill the task.
Jackie looked at her arm and smiled.
You all did very well so far.
Your wounds will be treated by one of our daughters.
shortly only one question left one of the participants has to die majority wins who do you
choose this couldn't be real this was a whole new level of fucked up well I hesitated
how could I possibly answer this question Manuel seemed to think the same because
neither of us answered we didn't have to as the majority had already made the decision
john john john participant files round four participant john rounds round four rounds four ranking not applicable obedience level strong
subject went through significant growth at the start decisions were of pure altruistic nature as personal gain was made transparent change of
At the end of the round, signs of resignation had become evident.
A need for power and authority was established.
After rising to the top on score level,
participant John had given up own will entirely,
made deathly choices for a number of participants without signs of remorse.
Participant Julia.
Rounds three.
Ranking, two.
Obedience level, intermediate.
The subject showed resilience out.
and willpower all throughout rounds two and three, inconsistent emotional state, was almost removed
due to repeated suicide attempts. Strong determination to eliminate participant John. At the end of round
four, participants showed signs of apathy. Level of obedience is stable at this point. Participant
Jackie. Rounds one, ranking three. Obedience level, strong. The subject showed occasional competent
decision-making skills.
Started off with a subjectively altruistic mindset.
However, would let other participants influence their choices.
Interest of future testing.
Participant, Manuel.
Rounds one.
Ranking four.
Obedience level.
We.
The subject has poor decision-making skills.
Let's actions be guided by emotions.
Has no explicit benefit for the experience.
experiment at this point, and will therefore be eliminated.
Participant, Josh.
Rounds, one.
Ranking, one.
Obedience level, intermediate.
The subject has passed expectations.
They grew fast and showed remarkable pattern in decision-making.
However, level of loyalty needs to be further examined.
Day seven.
I don't even know how to put into words how I was feeling last night.
I didn't sleep at all.
For hours I was sitting on the bed, staring towards the door,
waiting for my end.
Of course, I didn't know if I would actually die or not,
but in that moment the adrenaline was flowing through my entire body.
Fear can be a real rush.
My mind was not ready to die.
I thought about Kiwi who'd been left alone for days.
I thought about my mother, hoping she'd be safe.
Thought about my friends, about my childhood,
about the summers we went swimming.
in the lake about the Sunday mornings watching cartoons with my dad.
I was not ready to die.
I felt hate.
Pure, revengeful, bitter hate.
For social, for the experiment, for the other participants.
This entire situation was just so fucked up.
I wondered if I'd done the same as Josh,
had he been the highest-ranking player.
Part of me was scared to admit,
but I probably would have.
it meant that i was free thought about the other two and felt especially betrayed by jacky they couldn't
have known that i was the highest ranking player i kept staring at the door waiting patiently but nobody came
maybe it had just been a mind game after all maybe last night was just a farce ding ding
breakfast time today you will not have to choose go to elevator now to pick up your meal
"'Prisners on the death penalty usually get to choose their last meal.'
"'No answer. I walked over to see what would be on the tray.
"'Maybe it was some sort of clue.
"'It was a finger.
"'Was this a sign from Jackie?
"'Was the reason she picked me to die because of the choice I'd made for her?'
"'I let it fall to the ground and broke down in tears.
"'I lost all hope of ever getting out of this place.
The chat window is still open.
Social, am I still the highest ranking player?
Currently the highest ranking participant is John.
Wait, did the social just given me a name?
I never answer questions on the rankings of other participants.
Hello, John.
I want you to know that I'm very impressed with your progress.
I understand that it must feel surprising to see the other participants turn on you.
Remember, the only reason they want to be.
you debt is because you are a threat. Wouldn't you murder someone if it meant getting your freedom
back? We are sad that it had to come to this point, but we have provided something for you to make this a little easier.
Make the right decisions. Who is this? Hello, John. You just received another personal message
from my head of research. You get to make another decision now. Do you want to continue and accept
your destiny? Or put fate into your own?
hands. Go to elevator now to pick up the items sent to you by the head of research, a bottle of vodka,
and a gun, one bullet. Last night the majority decided for the death of participant John.
Oh, if this was making things easier, what was the alternative? What kind of gruesome death
had they planned for me? I took a big gulp of the vodka. I didn't even have to think about this.
"'Hey, social.
"'Come and get me.
"'Bring the head of research as well.
"'I'd love to meet them.
"'They could go fuck themselves
"'if they thought I was going to make things easy for them.
"'I grabbed the bottle of vodka
"'and poured it out in front of the door,
"'making a trow towards the bed where I sat down.
"'I held the gun towards the door.
"'If someone came in,
"'I had one chance to shoot them.
"'My chances weren't great,
"'especially as I doubt only one person would come.
so I kept the light of close.
If I had to go, I wouldn't do this on my own.
I would take them with me.
I waited for what must have been hours, but nothing happened.
Every time I thought I'd figure them out,
every time I thought things were ending,
they just pulled another trick.
They must have cameras everywhere.
How could I have believed that this was it?
The laptop started ringing again,
the sound of pure misery.
Hello, John. We see that you did not decide to use the gun. You just gained a hundred social points. We do not appreciate suicide attempts. What is this? Why are you doing this to me? Please just give me answers. If I have to die, at least let me know what the purpose of all this is. With a majority of three votes, the death of participant John was decided. Do you agree with this choice?
No, no I do not. Adding your social score with the one of participant Manuel, you could overrule the majority.
What does this mean? What's going to happen now?
You have two choices. Team up with participant Manuel.
If you can agree on another participant's death without discussion, it will be executed.
Keep in mind, participant Manuel could choose John.
Well, this was no option. It was too much of a gamble.
What's the other choice?
You can join another round of decisions.
This time you'll be making them on your own.
If you gain a thousand points in this game, the life of participant John will be spared.
This could only be another round of torture.
But at this point, what did I have to lose?
First round.
Give gun to participant Julia.
"'Two hundred points.'
"'Or to participant, Josh.
"'Fifty points.'
"'Well, she'd tried to kill herself before.
"'If I send the gun, this could end fatal.
"'But then again, I'd just send it right.
"'The decision was all hers.
"'Two hundred points.
"'I moved the gun to the elevator.
"'I hated giving it away, but I doubt it would have been much use anyway.
"'Participant Manuel is free to leave and go home.'
"'Minders 200 points.
or he will stay indefinitely
200 points
I've really really wanted him to get out of him
to get back to Sabrina
but even more than that
I wanted to live
but make him stay
400 points
I felt like such a dick
I just get the only person from freedom
that had spared my life
Jackie will lose the rest of their hand
200
or John will lose
a finger.
Three hundred.
This was a really awful decision.
A finger was nothing compared to a whole hand, and it will give me more points.
But was I ready to sacrifice something for someone who'd wanted my death?
Jackie, 600 points.
Well, if I hadn't realized it before, this game really showed me how weak the human mind is.
You do anything some authority asks you to do as long as it perks.
for yourself.
I felt like such a horrible human being.
And it got even worse.
Josh gets to speak to head of research.
Minus 100.
Or Manuel loses one toe.
200.
God, I couldn't harm him even more.
Josh, 500 points.
God, I hoped I wouldn't regret this decision.
You can end it all now.
Julia will be kept from all benefits including sleep and nutrition for one week.
500 points.
Do you accept?
Would she survive that?
I didn't know.
All I could hope was that she had something to drink saved in her room.
Who cares?
She wanted me dead.
She didn't even flints when she typed in my name.
You'd have to do anything to survive.
Yes.
Would you like to spare the life?
life of John. Minus 1,000 points. Yes. Right after I typed it in, I ran to the bathroom to throw up.
This had been the hardest moment of the experiment so far. I'd never hated myself as much as I did
in this moment. I hope survival was worth this. Day 8. I woke up lying next to the toilet.
The memories of yesterday came back to me, and I felt like throwing up again.
Finally, I got up to see if there were any new messages from social.
Any sign that this misery would end soon.
Dinner time?
You may now choose a meal for participant, John.
Why did this say my own name?
Maybe they wanted me to pick my own dinner last night.
I didn't care.
I mean, I should have felt hungry, but the guilt kept me from even thinking about food.
What time was it?
I hadn't got a breakfast message yet.
as if social could read my mind, the laptop started ringing again.
The text was not from social, though.
Good morning.
Social.
No, I would like to ask a few questions if that's all right.
Does it matter what I say?
It always matters.
Your decisions are what brought you this far.
I don't ever remember accepting to come to this hell.
What do you remember?
but if I answer your questions,
you let me go.
Yes, Josh, after this conversation you are free to go home.
Do you remember your home?
Did they just mix up my name?
I did vote for Josh to have a conversation with the head of research.
I just decided to go with it, then.
Yeah, I do.
I have a little apartment where I live with my cat,
but you probably know all about that.
and you think the cat is called Kiwi?
Yes, I can see that shortboard.
How do they know the name of my cat?
Um, yes, Kiwi.
What does Kiwi look like?
I couldn't remember.
There are also letters on there.
K and F.
Kristen and Finn, right?
How do you know that?
Do you remember what they look like, or what Mary looks like?
Do you remember your childhood home?
I tried to think of my mum.
Blonde hair, brown eyes.
She was about fifty.
For some reason, I didn't remember more.
What did she look like when I was younger?
Why did my memory feel frozen?
It was as if I was thinking of a photo, not a real person.
Keep thinking.
The image shifted.
It was a woman with short hair, a kind smile.
The hair was black when I was little, but now it had turned grey.
A name came to my mind.
Margaret?
Who was this woman?
Do you know who Margaret is?
I believe that is your mother.
Who's Mary?
That must be the mother of John.
I am John.
Are you sure about that?
More memories came up.
Kiwi, my dad, my friends, the lake.
Everything was wrong.
They were simply images.
They'd morphed into something else.
College, a woman, blood, a girl. She had a tattoo on her arm, a hospital. I started remembering
more. I had joined an experiment once at college. I didn't remember much, except that the research
was corrupt and evil. After I left that experiment, terrible things happened to me, to everyone
around me. I decided to leave, and I travelled around Europe for a while, but wherever I went,
things went bad for me.
They must have found me.
Or did I find them?
They wiped away everything
and gave me false memories.
Josh, you did really well here.
I realised this experiment has its ups and downs,
but eventually you grew to the top.
You showed no remorse.
You are a true leader.
Josh.
So she kept calling me John and I just accepted it.
How did I forget about my own name?
No, I didn't.
I only did what you made me do.
I did what I had to do.
Because of points, numbers on a laptop.
You decided to shock both Manuel and Julia.
You sacrificed Jackie's hand.
You gave Julia a gun even though you knew she was suicidal.
Although, you did spare John's life.
Who is John?
You got to know him as Josh.
We swapped your identity with his and added his.
as an additional variable. He's on his way to become part of our team. Before this he'd been
torturing Julia and it worked. That's why she wanted me dead. And she probably convinced
Jackie too. Why? Why did you do all this? All these people were normal human beings
living their lives. Keep them in a room alone and give them power to make decisions
and they will lose all sense of humanity. And they are no exception.
We have tested this in many settings already.
Some humans grow above, however.
A very select number get to make rules, not follow them.
And John is one of them?
No.
He had potential, but he is nothing like you.
You're the only person that could remotely come close to me,
and that is why I need you.
You are always one step behind me.
I had to make sure you were strong enough to be part of this.
to be part of the new life.
And now I know.
You have everything in that it takes.
I am extremely proud of you.
You want me to start doing these sick experiments on innocent people?
This is happening.
There is no way for you to change any of this.
Our institution is far more powerful than you might believe,
and giving you the option to be on the side that makes the decisions.
I am not forcing you to do anything.
Just think about it.
You are free to go home now, but we will see each other again soon.
Goodbye, nine.
That was the last thing I remember.
I woke up in my apartment, my real apartment,
not the one from my memories, Johns, or whatever they made me believe.
My memories slowly came back, and I wish they hadn't.
Thought about running away, starting over somewhere far away,
but for some reason I think they'd find me.
me, and for the same reason that the authorities won't listen to me. They are powerful.
They're not just doing experiments. They're planning to take control over humanity or something.
Yesterday, I received an envelope with the patient files, as well as this postcard.
The next round of the social experiment will start soon. Do you want to be an object or a leader?
I thought about this a lot, about joining them. None is a test.
subject but as a researcher.
Thought about this a lot
since I'd been back home.
I don't know what'll happen
next, but this study did teach me
a lot about human nature and my own mind.
How arbitrary freedom
and choice were.
I followed them
blindly followed some authority for
made up points and false promises.
I know
I have to get back then.
Not to become part
of the research team, but to save the ones
I left behind.
I will not accept being this terrible person.
I can do better, but the knowledge I've gained.
The envelope has no return address.
So for now, all I can do is wait.
Night of the lockdown.
Part one.
The checkpoint.
The taxi lurched across the snow-blanketed road.
The windshield a wet blur between creaking strokes of the wipers.
The cabby was nervous.
terrified. That much was clear from his refusal to go above 15, despite having the highway
completely to himself at this unbearably late hour. It wasn't exactly a blizzard, but they just
weren't used to snow in this country. Of course he was on his third cigarette, with the windows
rod up, since the two foreigners had piled into his cap, so much for half and safety.
In the back seats, past the metal mesh sat his fare. Two foreign women named Rebecca and Freya.
Rebecca had come to this country to teach English at an elementary school.
Her flight had been booked weeks before the breakout and long before the nationwide lockdown.
Before arriving, she had debated with herself in agonizing repetition
about the dangers and consequences of following through with her journey.
As it often did, logic won out.
The virus had been around for decades, was only now being overreported in the news
and would inevitably make its way to her own country,
where she didn't have any job or prospect.
and there was a less than 1% chance of her ever coming within a 20-block radius of an infected therianthrop.
Hard to believe that word was now trendy on social media,
and the images of ravenous marauding beasts were being broadcast every night into people's living rooms.
Plus, there was no way she'd get reimbursed for her plane tickets.
Not if she didn't honour her agreement with the school and arrive on the previously agreed upon date.
as neurotic of the hypochondriac as Rebecca was, she was also cheap.
Beside her was the woman named Freya, whom Rebecca had only known for 11 hours.
They'd both arrived on the same flight and sparked up a conversation after making their way through customs.
Lockdown being as ironclad as it were here, the government had imposed a curfew, no non-essential travel past nine.
With all the government checkpoints straining traffic, it was a six-downer.
six-hour wait for a cab. During that interminable malaise, the two had discovered they were heading
in the same direction and agreed to split a taxi. Rebecca Palmer, a sickly petite woman
with lank, mouse-coloured hair and a pectonic thick bifocals, was used to going unnoticed.
So it was of some bewildering surprise that Freya was the one to approach her. Rebecca had noted
Freya from afar some time ago, her tall, curvy frame, her tumbling,
in chestnut hair, her olive-toned skin.
She looked more like a magazine-cover girl than a child psychologist.
As she told Rebecca was her profession.
In her mile and minute bloviating,
not that Rebecca cared to get a word in edgewise,
Freya informed her,
she gotten her job and visa to treat young children
affected by the recent spread of the therianthropes in the country.
Children who'd been torn from their homes in the fallout and panic
had been scarred witnessing the epidemic in its aftermath.
apparently she was some sort of an expert back in her home country of sweden truth be told rebecca didn't care what freya's reason for coming here was any more than she desired to share a conversation with this perfect stranger
but seeing the queue for a cab and liking the idea of splitting the fare rebecca agreed to brave the snowstorm alongside her again above nearly all else rebecca was cheap with the melting ice on the passenger side window where beaqa could just make
make out the dark vacant buildings and the black wilderness stretching endlessly beyond the side of the
road unmolested by light rolling her fifth cough drop over her tongue she stared dully at the
scenery too jet-lagged and too poorly to care she'd had a bad cough for the past three days
and was now feeling the glow of an oncoming fever when she saw bright lights up ahead she knew it
would be trouble in the middle of the road under the
Glaring industrial bulbs mounted on tripods,
were two men wearing hazmat suits,
each holding something heavy in his hand.
On the side of the road,
had a large government-issued van
and a white tent with half a dozen other men huddled underneath.
Rebecca felt her heart drop when the cab ground to a halt.
What's happening?
She whined through panted breath.
"'It's fine,' said Freya in a staid, husky voice.
"'It's a check stop. We're past curfew.'
"'Curfew!'
Rebecca's head swiveled as though stuck on the tip of an oiled pipe.
She didn't know why she was so surprised.
This was a totalitarian common estate,
with a less than inspiring human rights record.
"'What do we do?'
The cabby rolled down his window and began speaking in rapid-fire diction
to the hazmat-suited men.
"'Relax,' assured Freya.
"'It's only a problem if we don't have a valid reason.
we just show them our visas and our plane tickets.
You kept your plane ticket right.
Frantically, Rebecca tore into her Gucci bag,
tossing aside clouds of tissues,
then sighed with exquisite relief upon finding her staff.
She then jumped at the patter of knuckles against the window.
From the outside looking in,
a hazmat-suited man gestured with his hand,
making a circular motion.
Rebecca promptly rolled down the window.
The man spoke in the local dialect,
which Rebecca didn't understand.
He says this is the southeast checkpoint of the Shintong Expressway,
said Frere with confidence.
We have to go to that tent on the side of the road.
She pointed to the open tent where half a dozen men in biohazard ware were congregated around a shabby table.
Obviously it was helpful having someone who spoke both the language and English with her.
Still, for some reason, Rebecca would have preferred remaining ignorant.
It's fine.
said freya laying her hand on rebecca's wrist reading her thoughts they just want to make sure we have a reason to be out past curfew and that we aren't infected it'll probably only take five minutes ten minutes stops
the hazmat suited man beside her window spoke again his tone hurried frere said nothing but opened the door and climbed out seeing no other option rebecca followed a small man wearing glasses in a gunmetal grey park a
sat prominently behind the shabby table under the tent awning.
On the table, beside his elbow, was what looked to be a ledger,
on the pages of which was written a list of names.
Beside the names were long numbers in the time of their arrival.
There were also clipboards, pens, radios, and an assortment of other gadgets,
many of which were strewn on top of milk cartons.
"'You have a friend here?'
Gray Parker spoke in broken English.
"'You have some friend here you can call.
Translate.
I can speak the language, muttered Freya,
who then said something that sounded similar in the local dialects.
The man nodded indifferently, then began speaking to her.
Freya did not interrupt and did not break eye contact either.
fretfully, Rebecca watched on, chewing her bottom lip,
her tongue tingly and sickly sweet from her last cough drop.
She stood erect before the ragged desk,
standing between Freya and the twitchy pear-shaped cab driver,
Manning the Grey Parker mumbled something, and Freya produced her documents.
She then looked at Rebecca, so she knew to do the same.
The Grey Parker scanned the items with lackadaisical concern, like a pawn shop owner,
examining a Rolex. He began writing something down on one of the paper sheets in front of it.
Shivering from the frigid night air, Rebecca battled to keep her teeth from chattering,
or at least from chattering too loudly.
She scanned the faces of the other hazmat-suited men and saw one pair of eyes that looked warmly, sympathetically her way.
They belonged to a younger-looking man, who was shorter than the others and seemed powerfully built.
His face, which wasn't masked, was pleasantly rounded and soft, like a Harvey comic-books character.
He actually smiled at Rebecca and gave her a little nod.
No doubt a feeble attempt to set her mind at ease.
Regardless, Rebecca frowned and a vertigo.
her gaze. Gray Parker then said something briefly to Freya.
Are they going to take our temperatures now? Freya translated.
Rebecca looked back at her desperately. They have to examine your pupils as well if you have a
fever. Freya assured her, reading Rebecca's mind. This was true. An infected therianthrope
was not only reported to be inflicted with a burning temperature, but also severely diminished
pupils, the irises of which gleamed on natural colours for humans.
Rebecca watched as one of the older-looking men in a biohazard suit approach Freya.
In his hand he had a white plastic device,
which looked like a 38 but with a flat, concave barrel.
Rebecca watched in point, then press it to Freer's forehead,
the curve of her skull fitting the concave end.
After about a dozen seconds, a tinny jingle sounded,
and the man withdrew the device.
He looked at it, seeing the recorded temperature,
and nodded approvingly.
Gray Parker handed her back her passport and plane tickets.
It was now Rebecca's turn to have her temperature taken.
Despite the callous chill in the air,
she could feel sweat accumulating on the small of her back.
The tinny jingle sounded almost immediately.
The man looked at the device with visible concern,
then muttered something to Grey Parker.
Gray Parker looked up hard at Rebecca.
The cab driver then had his temperature taken.
Rebecca did not receive her documents.
Something was wrong.
After the third jingle from the temperature device,
the man gave another a firming nod at Gray Parker,
the same he'd given after checking Freya.
Gray Parker looked up at Freya and said something Rebecca didn't understand.
For the first time, Rebecca read real worry in Freya's exquisite face.
Freya said something back to him with an edge in her voice.
The man in the Grey Parker responded in kind.
The record could tell they were arguing.
She looked at the cabby beside her,
who was now looking at her as though she had leprosy.
Her eyes sought out the kinder soldier with the richy rich face.
He looked at her as though she'd just been sentenced to die.
She has high temperature,
Grey Parker shouted from the table,
perforating his local turraid with English.
That's not enough to prove she's a thing.
Tarianthrop, retorted Freya, you have to check her pupils to be sure.
Their shouting match in the other language resumed.
Abruptly, the shouting ceased.
Gray Parker looked up at Rebecca and pointed.
Go over there, he growled, pointing to where the four other hazmat-suited men were standing.
Rebecca hadn't noticed until then that each of them was cradling a machine gun.
What?
Bleached Rebecca before being pulled aside by the arm.
Her eyes were riveted with terror.
She looked up at the three men holding her.
Their faces were stony and unmoved.
No, she heard Freya insist.
No, she has the flu.
A high temperature isn't enough to prove she has the virus.
You have to check her irises.
She just has the flu.
Gray Parker stood, halting the others with an upraised hand.
He then addressed Rebecca.
You have money?
He asked in his slanted.
English. Rebecca squinted and cocked her head to the side.
What? You have money, he repeated.
Freya barked something in the language, then in English said,
She doesn't have to pay. A fever isn't proof she's a therianthrope. You must check her eyes.
The two men from the road surrounded Freya, absorbing her from Rebecca's sight.
A third man crowded her further. The cabby, apparently free to go, ran to his
automobile. Without hesitation, he hurled both Freya and Rebecca's luggage from his trunk into the snow,
before speeding away into the night, thought Rebecca. Even if we make it through this, we're stranded.
Rebecca was then kicked in the leg from behind, forcing her to bend at the knee. Like an accordion,
her legs clasped under her. The barrels of three rifles were pointed above her puny shoulders.
Ritchie Rich stood in front of her. His weapon draped over one shepherds. He was a weapon draped over one
shoulder, his mouth forming a small old. Tears welled up in Rebecca's eyes. She didn't have enough money,
not enough to satisfy what these men wanted. They'd probably just take it off her perforated corpse
anyway. It was then it occurred to her, the reality of the situation smacking her in the face,
that she was actually about to die. They're really going to kill me, she thought. Will anybody even
find my body? Gray Parker spoke to Freya over the shoulders of the other men holding her back.
You give money. We spare your friend's life. You give us money, no. Even from her obstructed viewpoint,
Rekker could see the cindering glare Freya shot at Grey Parker, or perhaps in the palpable silence
she just imagined she had. Gray Parker then turned and said something to Ritchie Rich. The latter
muttered something short with audible trepidation.
Gray Parker hollered the same order, this time more sharply.
From the sleeted ground, Frere watched and listened to the heated exchange between the two men.
Evidently galled, Gray Parker sprinted over to him, pulling out a glock from inside his coat and shoving it into the man's hands.
Cradling the gun sheepishly, his chin drooping down like a scolded dog, Richie Richie Rich was silent.
listening to Gray Parker's squawk and point emphatically at Rebecca's head.
Rebecca didn't need to be bilingual to understand this.
Do it. Shoot her. Now. Now.
His eyes almost as moist as hers.
Ritchy Rich looked down at Rebecca, slowly pointed the gun at her chest.
Accepting her grim face, Rebecca closed her eyes.
She was smelling her late nunners, peach car.
hearing the Beatles for the first time, feeling the warmth of the sun on her face while lying
in the grassy field of her youth, when a mind was snapped back to the present by an ear-splitting
scream ten feet away.
She looked in the direction of the noise, seeing that Frey had disappeared and was replaced
by an eight-foot-tall, a thousand-pound grizzly bear.
The scream had come from one of the three hazmat-suited men, who now lay nearly decapitated
in a red mound of snow.
The two others near it were thrown aside
Like locks of hair
In the hulking, shaggy, furred monster's wake
The creature's silhouette was silver and quavering
Illuminated by the blazing floodlights in the road
Two pimpricks of yellow light burned
In front of its massive head
It then made a lumbering beeline for Richie Rich
Stood paralysed, the Glock almost falling from his hand
Within seconds the bear had tackled him to the ground
and eviscerated his neck, from chin to collarbone with its thrashing jaws.
Squirming away, her ass dragging across the wet floor,
Rebecca watched the creature stand toweringly on its hind legs,
maiming the three remaining men with brutal paw swamps,
before a single volley of gunfire could sound.
A metallic odour filled the night air.
Her veins singing with adrenaline, Rebecca turned her head,
hearing a shuffling commotion to the side.
Behind the table, burrowing in the corner, was Gray Parker hunched over.
He was rummaging for something.
He then stood and turned, holding his own semi-automatic rifle.
At that moment, Rebecca could not place with any reasonable accuracy which outcome she preferred.
The monster shot to death, or Grey Parker eaten alive.
Well, the mutant grizzly must have seen what Rebecca had,
because it was now charging the man who just managed to raise him.
the rifle and squeeze off a round, or how many dozen rounds a semi-automacian rifle fires at once.
Climping her palms to her ears, Rebecca ducked her head into her knees, knowing that it was over
once the gunfire had ceased and the screaming had commenced. The ground rumbled. Peering through
splayed fingers, she saw the bear had pinned Grey Parker to the ground and was now crushing
him with its front paws. There was another thunderous stomp, a wet crackle of bone, and
No more screaming. Seeing the creature's back turned, Freya scrambled to her feet, fleeing from
the tent and into the nearby wilderness. Beyond the hazy gloom, she could make out a dark
woodland just past the wide field of snow. Once enveloped in the thick foliage, she didn't
stop running until her legs burned the way her lungs did, and she could taste copper at the back
of her throat. Shaking and sweaty, she ducked behind a tree trunk and waited until it was
safe but when would it ever ever be safe part two the therian throat it wasn't long until
Rebecca heard the car horn at first she ignored it assuming it was an alarm or
some passing motorist then she noticed a pattern long beep short beep long
beep short beep three long beeps pause two long beeps short beep
Morse code.
Come out.
She listened to the next series of beeps.
All safe.
The pattern repeated and Rebecca was certain of the message.
Come out.
All safe.
Her teeth were no longer chattering but she was cold.
Her feet wet to the ankles.
She stood up from behind the tree and padded out toward the noise.
Past the edge of the forest she could tell the sound was from the checkpoint.
could just make out the faint glow of headlights in the distance.
She stood where she was, debating her next move.
But seeing her fingernails start to turn blue,
the fear of freezing to death overcame her terror of the creature.
And somehow, standing in a forest afraid,
waiting to starve or succumb to hypothermia,
just rubbed her the wrong way.
It made her think of a partridge standing in place
before being shot to death by a hunter's Remington.
arriving at the white tent she was so repulsed by the splattered carnage she almost didn't notice the van and fraya's pale face staring out at her through the passenger window of course it was the van's horn with which frayer had sent out the message
tilting her head down and squinting inside she could make out fraya in the driver's seat beckoning her closer again not seeing any other options and wanted to get as far removed from the bodies as possible
she obliged. When she opened the passenger door, she could see that Freya was naked,
covered only by a thermal blanket, and that she was bleeding profusely from her left shoulder.
Load our luggage, then get into the driver's side, she said in a staid voice.
What? said Rebecca. I'll shuffle over. I need you to drive, and we need to get out of here
as soon as possible before backup arrives. Go on. Rebecca crossed the front grill.
retrieved both of their suitcases and dragged them to the van's open cargo door.
She loaded them, and, not seeing any other option, walked over to the driver's side door.
Finding the congealing blood on the ignition key, she winced before reaching down and turning the engine.
There came a deafening whoosh from the vents, indicating the heat was turned on,
but it would feel like AC until the vehicle had properly warmed up.
How did you know why New Moss Coat?
She stammered, stalling for time.
I didn't, muttered Freya.
I just hoped you'd be attracted by the car home.
Also, I figured there was no harm in sending a message just in case.
Where are we going?
Just drive up ahead.
Rebecca observed that she had her first egg kit propped on her lap.
Clearly she needed Rebecca to drive.
We'll figure out where we're going as we go,
Frey said, opening the kit's lid.
That's not going to work.
work for me, said Rebecca. I know this is spur of the moment, but so far I haven't made too many
mistakes. Frea indicated the bushel of blood-edged papers by her feet, on top of a large open booklet.
The logs. The only definitive proof the two of them had gone through the checkpoint.
Still, Rebecca was unsure. I don't know, she stammered.
You want to stay here until reinforcements arrive.
I just killed eight federal officers.
The only reason I was able to save you is because they thought I was clean,
and they were paying all their attention to you.
If they sent more people with guns, which they will, we will not be so lucky.
Rebecca stiffened.
So it wasn't her imagination.
Freya was a therian throat,
the hideous mutant grizzly bear that had slaughtered those men.
Again, not seeing any alternative,
Rebecca gradually put the van into drive
and peeled out onto the icy road.
Those men, stammered Rebecca,
having driven some distance from the lane carnage behind them,
they were going to kill me just for having a high temperature.
They wanted to extort us for money, muttered Freya.
Animals.
Do you think they were bandits?
Possibly, not likely, though.
There's a lot of corruption that goes on.
Government workers don't make a lot of money, are under incredible stress and danger during this epidemic,
so there are some rogue outfits trying to strong-arm people to make extra cash.
You knew this was happening in this country, and she still came here.
Freya shrugged. They drove on in silence.
This is the Shintong Expressway, a major highway. We need to avoid more checkpoints.
Knowing Freire could understand the local language, Rebecca's
followed her orders to take a series of backroads, headed in no particular direction. As she
did, she watched peripherally as Freya exposed her bare, bloodied shoulder, hissing through her teeth
as she did so. She first poured some clear, sharp-smelling liquid over the wound, which caused her
to grimace and hiss even louder. The odor of coagulating blood mixed with pure alcohol
made Rebecca's head fog, especially in such with close space. Then, with astonishing calm,
Freya took out a sheet of clean gauze and pressed it firmly to the wound.
When the gauze was red and soaked through, she discarded it and applied another.
She did this three times until the blood flow was stable, then taped the edges to her skin
to keep the dressing in place.
She seemed to be healing quickly.
Was it also part of her power?
Squeamish around any hint of violence or bodily fluids.
It was a battle for Rebecca not to faint.
With great effort, she managed to keep her eyes on the road.
Within an hour, Freya seemed healed, or as healed as one could be, and was wrapped inside the
thermal blanket like a cocooned insect.
The car had also warmed up, to the point that Rebecca could actually feel herself sweat under
the armpits.
Then she heard a slight whimper beside her.
She peered over and saw that Freya was sobbing quietly, her mouth agape like in some silent
scream. Understandable, thought Rebecca. She didn't bother asking what was wrong. Another hour passed,
well beyond midnight, before the two spoke again. So, you have the virus, asked Rebecca,
seeing that Freya was no longer weeping. No reply. You caught it during the outbreak?
No, muttered Freya, staring at the misty windshield. I've had this condition since I was 12.
Twelve?
That's correct, she said, her voice devoid of emotion.
They could see by the unnatural color and inhuman delation of my eyes,
the fluctuation in my temperature that I had it.
They could tell that by the time I was older, I would morph into an animal,
into a killing machine.
Freya spun savagely on Rebecca.
Don't say that, she snapped.
Rebecca said nothing.
"'I don't know how I got it,' Freya continued, turning her head forward.
"'I don't know where it comes from or how you get it.
"'No one does.'
"'Is it airborne?
"'The virus?' asked Rebecca.
"'She then felt something crawl up the side of her neck.
"'She smacked at the spot, pulling back nothing in her hand.
"'It might be,' answered Freya.
"'Is that why those men were wearing biohazard suits instead of Kevlar?
"'They were probably wearing...
Kevlar underneath those biohazard suits.
Freya exhaled sharply from her nostrils.
Is it true that you can't fully morph if you're seriously injured?
Needled Rebecca.
Freya threw her another sharp look.
An injury like this wouldn't stop me, she answered.
A subtle warning.
But yes, if our bodies are deprived of enough blood, oxygen or sustenance, we don't have the energy to morph.
Why do you ask?
No reply.
Visibly vexed, Frey let out another sharp exhale.
"'I'm not going to kill you,' she assured her driver.
"'If you worried, it's not like the movies. I can control it.'
I sure hope so.
What does that mean?
Well, I'm not exactly driving you willingly here.
I mean, the only alternative I had to you eating me alive was to freeze to death.
"'Don't say that,' said Freya, a damp tremor in her voice.
She looked as though she were about to start sobbing again.
You don't know what I've been through.
Huh?
Like I said, I've had this condition since I was twelve.
I didn't get bid by some accursed wolf.
No covenant of witches put a spell on me.
I just woke up one day.
There it was.
The hunger.
The hair.
The animalistic colour in my eyes when I get scared.
Just there, like your first period.
Okay.
My parents disowned me.
Freya carried on as Rebecca had learned was her habit.
They would have nothing to do with some freak like me.
Can you imagine that?
Your own parents thinking you're this evil thing to dispel from their home?
Rebecca felt flush,
recalling the time her parents had caught her at age five,
trying to suffocate her newborn brother in his crib.
She elected not to share that memory with Freya.
I was out on the streets for months, continued Freya.
starving but one night at a child shelter I met a man who worked there as a youth supervisor
he was older pitch white hair and gaunt face steel blue eyes he had the same condition I
have caught it at eight years old did he live in the same city you grew up and yes so this
virus has not only been around a lot longer than a few months it's a lot more
concentrate and prevalent than I thought. And that it seems to start any time, including childhood.
Is this information supposed to set my mind at ease? This man was my master, interrupted Freya,
and despite being a therianthrop, he was perfectly harmless. He taught me that I can control
when I morph into my other form. You see, for all therianthropes, our transformation is triggered by fear.
Fear?
Really?
That's right.
Not a full moon like you see in those god-awful movies.
It's an instinctual defense mechanism,
like a blowfish enlarging itself
or an octopus shooting oil at a predator.
You're actually calling the people you maim back there the predators.
Why not?
They had the guns.
Taking a moment to reflect, Rebecca replied with,
Hmm, fair enough.
The rash of violence caused by the therianthropes is connected to a lack of training,
a lack of discipline.
Therianthropes not knowing what they have, are not being able to control their fear,
and with the massive unemployment and unease around the world now,
it's no wonder they've become so visible lately.
People don't know they have it.
Sometimes they never find out.
It's sort of like a spectrum.
My master, the old man from the shelter, taught me how,
how to center myself, how to not resort to my animal form unless it's absolutely necessary.
That's how I was able to go undetected when they check my temperature.
That's how I've been able to function all this time.
Despite my condition, I...
Damply, Freya broke off.
She wasn't sobbing, but tearing up quite desperately.
I should have been able to control myself so as not to kill the fourth one.
The fourth one?
The young one with the big forehead and the chubby chubby chival.
cheeks, the one standing in front of you. You know the one they ordered to shoot you. Rebecca's mind
flashed back to Richy Rich. I could tell, in his eyes when I charged him, when I had him pinned,
the fear in his eyes, that he wouldn't have hurt me, wouldn't have hurt you if he wasn't being
forced to. Bullshit, Rebecca demurred softly. You're saying he was just following orders. You didn't hear
the words exchanged between him and the commander, the one wearing the grey jacket, or at least
you didn't understand their exchange. He didn't want to go through with it. He was scared.
If the easy pull of a trigger weren't so deadly, he wouldn't have been able to hurt anyone.
You could tell that, just by looking in his eyes. Yes. Well, I disagree. He did the right thing.
You saved my life. I could have done it without killing him.
My master taught me to control my fear, my defense mechanism, even while occupying the body of my other form.
The, um, giant grizzly, that's your other form?
Yes.
So, what's your master's philosophy?
Control your fear, or your fear will control you?
You can't let fear guide your destiny.
Some kung fu-sensee bull crap like that, like from the movies.
Freya stirred, tugging the blanket around her shoulders.
Not as trite as you put it, but...
Yes, in a way.
So, um...
I guess you think these lockdown measures are mass hysteria, yeah?
People letting their fear get the best of them.
No, not at all.
Fear is a tool, a guide, if used correctly.
If not controlled, it's a weapon, harming everyone,
including the person wielding it.
Whatever, girl.
The road ahead had somehow drawn darker.
Craning her neck.
Frey appeared hard and searched the windows.
Take her right here, she instructed.
On to that path.
The dirt road off the shoulder there.
You sure? asked Rebecca.
There's no light.
Just do as I tell you.
Rebecca took the path.
It was rough and unpaved.
The van rocking and staggering over the sleet and muddy ground.
There's a house up there, Rebecca protested, starting to panic.
Someone lives here.
we're going to be seen.
It's probably a crematorium or something, said Freya.
Buildings this far out of the way in this country are often for such services.
Municipal regulations for the fumes.
Well, what are we supposed to do?
Take the first amenable road from this path that takes us into the wooded area,
try to get as far from that little house there as possible.
What if someone sees us?
If they see us, they'll do nothing.
This is a government van in a...
oppressive totalitarian state everyone here will recognize this van as government issued in which case
the people living there will be just happy we didn't bother them what if an alert has been sent out
for this van that will take hours probably besides these fans all look alike yeah but eventually someone
might make a sweep of the whole area eventually yes so so i'm in
and exhausted. I need at least a few hours of sleep before coming up with our next move.
So could you please find us a spot in the woods there where we can camp out for the night
so I can get some rest? Begrudgingly, Rebecca silently conceded Freer's point.
She was having trouble keeping her eyes open herself. She parted the van in a relatively flat spot
in the forest, as deep as she could go before the brush was too thick for them to get out.
Glutching the blanket to her naked form, Freer clambered.
I remembered into the back cargo, finding an unfolding two paper-thin gymnasium mats and laying them flat on the steel floor.
I'll take the first watch, she said to Rebecca.
You get some sleep.
I'm going to put some clothes on and then burn the logs I took from the checkpoint.
If we're lucky, no record of us was sent out to anyone.
No, it's okay, Rebecca insisted.
I'll take the first watch.
Rebecca, you're tired and injured.
It's all right.
get dressed and get some shut-eye.
I'll go out and burn the files.
Really, I don't mind.
Rebecca could see in Freya's smoky eyes that she was too knackered to argue.
Without another word,
Freya opened her suitcase, put on a set of pyjamas,
then collapsed onto the mat.
Freya had been dreaming about her first time at a swimming pool
when she was an infant,
the time she'd almost drowned after jumping in without water wings.
When she awoke, realizing she couldn't breathe.
First, her rudely awakened mind couldn't understand it.
Has she gone blind?
Why couldn't she see anything?
Then, feeling the cottony texture against her cheek
and smelling dry sweat intermingled with bleach,
she realized what was happening.
Someone was smothering her.
Growing more aware of her compromised state,
she felt a heavy knee ramming down into her sternum.
Rebecca, it had to be Rebecca.
That bitch was trying to smother her to death.
Panicked, desperate, she racked her brain for alternatives.
There were none.
There was only one option, morph into the grizzly.
Thrashing, grabbing blindly at her assailant,
Freya felt her flesh boil,
the dark fibre sprouting from her paws.
But she couldn't finish the transformation.
There wasn't enough oxygen in her body.
That and the loss of blood from her shoulder.
No, she had to keep it.
trying hope that Rebecca would freak from her partial transformation and relent her
attack but she didn't she only mashed the pillow down harder into her face
Freya felt her body grow weaker and weaker then thinking back to the lessons of her
master she realized what she had to do the fur receding to her skin her fever
subsiding she let her body go limp limp
motionless cold slowly Rebecca peeled the pillow from Frey's head and pulled back to a seated position she then jumped to her feet from the cushion being ripped from her hands Freya's previously prostate form leaping up before her
enraged oxygen flooding back into her lungs fraya watched the now trembling woman back pedal to the wall she advanced trapping Rebecca
her seeing the mortal terror in her eyes even through those dense bifocals in the reflection of
Rebecca's glasses Frey could watch her own feverish transformation as the familiar exquisite pain spread
through her flesh her mouth elongated into a fang snout her fingernails lengthened into claws
her shoulders rounded her back hunched and grew fur her clothes disappeared in shrinking shreds
against her darkly thickening coat.
Her body mass ballooning
with copious homicidal muscle
with an iron wine
the van dipped
sideways under her new weight.
Rebecca's flat chest rose and fell,
her breath catching in her throat.
She tried to make a run for the cargo door
but was promptly pinned by Freya's right paw.
Her left forepour,
being injured still, was coiled off the ground
near her suit's stomach.
Freya didn't press any more of her weight than was necessary to keep her pinned there.
She wasn't going to crush her to death.
No, nothing so merciful.
Her jaws frothing over her cavernous gullet rumbling.
Freya made up her mind to devour her, starting from the feet.
But then she saw something, something glimmering just beyond those dense bifocals,
something in Rebecca's eyes that wasn't fear.
something that told another story.
Through the looking-glass of the eyes of her prey,
Freya peered into Rebecca's soul,
and even in her voracious animal form,
she could see there was no threat.
Rebecca no longer appeared to her as that scruffy, wood-be spinster,
but instead, as a helpless, do-eye girl.
The voice of her old master echoing in her skull,
Freya managed to shift her body weight to the floor.
She reclined and sat before Rebecca,
The frame of the van staggering and squealing.
She could still see that glimmering message in the woman's eyes,
the contrite pledge to do no harm.
Seated, subdued and innocuous like a trained circus elephant,
Freya huffed, her hot breath forming tiny mushroom clouds against the frigid night air.
Manipulating her drooling more,
Freya strained her garbled voice to produce one word.
Go!
Not needing to be told twice.
Rebecca leapt off the wall.
She scampered past Freya, grabbing her bag and suitcase,
struggled with the door latch for a few agonizing seconds, then was gone.
From the open rear of the van,
Freya watched Rebecca's stumbling form disappear into the forest.
Her grisly form beginning to dissolve.
She looked on to see the first speckling of door,
breaking through the foliage.
She still had her passport, her visa and her luggage,
but didn't know what the day would bring.
But whatever it would be, she would meet it head on and without fear.
Part 3, the bounty hunter.
Agent Kway-Soo hated coming to the office of the public security minister,
mainly because he hated public security minister Tarmin,
a fat little man in a suit who was decidedly cold, even abusive to his subordinates.
Minister Tarmine was a bully to his staff, an ass kiss to the general secretary.
In fact, he was an ass kiss to anyone who could ever be.
elevate his career or eliminate him from the party ranks.
Despite only just making rank,
Kui Su had already learned Mr. Tarmin's story.
He was the son of a party man who'd been ostracized in the mid-50s
and had to live out his childhood in obscure poverty.
After moving back to the capital as a young man,
he'd slowly and quietly maneuvered his way back
into the good graces of the Communist Party.
And he was now the Minister of Public Security,
a lightly shoe-in for next party leader,
Thus, head of state. Knowing how easily one could fall out of favour to the regime,
Tarmint calculated each move by its potential consequence, always opting for the path
with the minutest risk of failure. Given the minister's background and experience, it was
a little wonder he ran such a brutally tight ship. Still, being attached to such an ambitious
careerist had its benefits, namely being brought along with him in the event of promotion.
Sitting in Tarmend's office, 10 feet from his desk,
Agent Kway-Soo was not optimistic about the minister's mood that morning.
There had been a therianthrope attack 48 hours ago on a southeast checkpoint,
not two miles from the international airport.
Eight were dead, all of them federal officers.
Also the supposed therianthropes, or therianthropes, had gotten away.
Worse, news for the attacker leaked to the media, prompting public panic.
putting Tarmine's ass right on the chopping block.
He would need Kwaysu to resolve this problem as soon as possible,
as quietly as possible.
He'd need to find and kill the Therian throat who evaded termination,
and had killed all those men.
As Tarmine prouted away on his phone,
lightly speaking to an irate general secretary,
Agent Kwaysu's eyes scanned the room.
To his right was a 12-inch flat screen,
nailed five feet up the wall, turned off.
He then observed,
either wall in the unoccupied space between him and the minister's desk, realizing there were
several gun turrets, with small that lethal barrels pointed his way. If he were infected,
if he were in fact a therian throat, he'd be eviscerated long before coming within six feet
of Tarmine. The room wasn't warm, but Agent Kway Sue felt his brow grow moist.
Yes, of course, General Secretary, sir. Tamin pleaded into the receiver, I'll see to it at once.
Tarmine cradled the phone.
He eyed the agent coldly, while pouring himself a drink from a crystal decanter.
Without a word to Agent Kwayzu, he swallowed the drink whole, then poured another.
The liquid was colourless, and an acrid stench found its way to Kwaysu's nostril.
I assume you've heard, Tarmeng grunted, lacing his stubby fingers over the desk.
Not wanting to test the minister's mood, Quisen only nodded.
Tarmeng cussed under his breath and took a lethal pull of his drink.
They dead.
All of them are people at the southeast checkpoint off the Shintong Expressway.
Forensics say there's no doubt.
A therianthropes tore them apart.
A new outbreak, asked Kway Sue, testing the waters now.
Tarmeng glowered over the rim of his cup.
Maybe not, he answered.
His voice strained.
There were three international flights that came in.
to the nearby airport that night,
the last of which was from Stockholm, Sweden.
With any luck, this therianthrop is a foreigner.
If we can hunt this monster down,
we might be able to spin the story
so that the blame falls outside of the Republic,
and outside of this office.
My office.
Agent Kway-Soo nodded,
despite the urge to shake his head.
Always about perception, he thought sardonically.
Always the politics.
What was left unsaid,
said between he and the minister was that six of the eight slain men were of some notoriety.
In fact, one could qualify their records as disgraceful.
The commanding officer of the checkpoint found crushed to death and clinging to a smoking
semi-automatic rifle had been transferred to eight different divisions in as many years,
had no less than a dozen brutality complaints,
and was twice investigated on suspicion of corruption.
"'We have to find this monster within the week,' said Tarmin,
stabbing the desk with his forefinger.
This week, with the media reporting it, we need to give the public a story that we'll put them at ease.
I understand, Minister Sir.
Glib, but unhappy, Tarmine reclined in his chair, his double chin protruding over his shirt-collar like paunch over a bell-bott.
My receptionist will give you the passenger manifest of the international flights that night.
I want you to run down all of foreign passengers.
Track them down, then test each of them.
If there are no signs of therianthropy, then go after the rest.
Hopefully that'll be enough to catch this monster.
Agent Kwasu knew which tests the minister were referring to,
the Hongwotraud's Sop test,
a device which check for unnatural colours in a human's eye,
colours belonging to a therianthrop.
It likewise checked for inhuman movement in the pupils.
The government had tried in the early stages of the breakout
to force mandatory DNA tests for all their people,
but with the citizens both the traditionalist seniors and the democracy pining youths such an endeavor proved infeasible the government was likewise in the process of creating a complete DNA database of all their countrymen enabling immediate identification should any tissue be left behind at the scene of a crime this ambitious process was for the time being incomplete i don't want to delegate this mission to any agents under your command
"'Tarmen continued.
"'I want you to see to this matter personally,
"'and to make it your sore priority.
"'But one of your lieutenants in charge of supervising any other pending cases.
"'For the next seven to fourteen days,
"'you work for me on this only, understand.'
"'Quaisu grimaced, shifting in his chair.
"'He hadn't been on patrol in years, ever, actually,
"'and hadn't canvassed a scene in months.
"'It wasn't like he didn't know what to do.
"'It was just that with his rank,
an immaculate reputation, he'd been insulated from all that, unexposed to the ugly,
macabre side of the job.
Yes, sir, said Agent Kwayzu.
I'll track down the offending creature personally and terminate it, and I'll be sure to take a
blood sample to compare it to whatever DNA is found at the scene.
Oh, DNA matches take too long.
Tamin protested.
We need this solved publicly within the week, and too many of our citizens don't understand
DNA.
No, I'm going to need you to get bulletproof evidence linking the monster to the attack.
Oh, get a confession out of it.
Sir?
When you go down to the first floor to get your hazmat suit in the manifests,
my receptionist will give you a metal briefcase.
Inside will be the Hongmoturat sob device and an audio recorder.
Get the creature to confess his crimes and record the confession.
His eyelashes is fluttering.
Kway Su tried to process Tarmend's orders.
"'Sir,' he said, bewildered,
"'how am I to convince a creature to confess its crime
"'when it will know that doing so will mean being put to an immediate death?'
"'Tarmen shrugged.
"'Offered to make it quick.'
"'They were silent for a beat.
"'Quaisu tried to exhale lightly,
"'but it came out as a mirthless chuckle.
"'Look,' barked Taman, impotently.
"'Cokes the confession.
"'Lie to it, torture the forsaken thing if you have to,
just destroy the therianthrop and make sure we can prove it's the one that killed our men yes sir quisou then nodded not wanting to seem insubordinate should i visit the sight of the attack first
tarman bore a hideous smirk that seemed to mock quisu he reached down underneath his desk a light appeared in quisu's peripheral vision he turned finding the flat screen was now on showing a bird's eye view of a middle-aged man wearing a plain button down and slasped
the side holster on his hip.
He was rail thin and slightly stooped with a concave gut,
like an imploded potbelly.
From what Kwaysu could see, the man was in the reception area, first floor.
You know, Mr. Ney, don't you?
Grumbled Minister Tarmine.
Quisu peered at the screen, recognizing the figure.
Yes, Minister, sir, he said, turning back to Tamin.
By reputation only, sir.
He's a bounty hunter.
"'He's a monster killer, is what he is,' Tom inquired it.
"'He's going to accompany you on this mission.'
"'Sir?'
"'He tracked and destroyed fifteen of those masters already.
"'We were going to hire him alone,
"'but, seeing as this new, Therianthrop might be foreign,
"'we're sending you along with him.'
"'Digesting this, Paisu nodded.
"'He doesn't speak English, then.'
"'He doesn't speak English or any language other matter of the Republic,
so you are to accompany him, help him interrogate this possible Therianthrop.
Why, Sue, like so many others in law enforcement,
had heard of Mr. Ney, the bounty hunter, or Therianthrop killer.
He was regarded as ruthless, fearless, and extremely unstable.
Nonetheless, what Minister Tarrman had mentioned of his record was true,
15 successful terminations.
There were many ugly rumours about the man and his background,
none of which Agent Quaisu cared to entertain.
Pardon me, Minister Sir, said Quisci.
His nape bristled, knowing you ought not to contradict to Superior.
Minister Tarmine's eyes were wide.
Would it be preferable for me to work with another party agent,
seeing as this Mr. Knee works outside of the party,
and, if you'll excuse me, has a less than desirable reputation?
Surprisingly, Tarnan did not bite the agent's head off,
and steady lean back further into his chair, his hands laying across his ample abdomen.
When you meet with Mr. Knee, Tumman said, you'll notice there are many scars on his face.
Don't mention them to him.
Quisu said nothing, waiting for the punchline.
You know that this is the second wave of theranthropy.
Our Republic has endured, right, Agent Quisou.
The first wave occurred before you were born.
We lost over 50,000 people to those months.
during a three-month stretch.
Mr. Ney was an infant during that first wave.
He was an orphan in one of the facilities
that was attacked by the Therianthropes.
Somehow, by some grace of the gods,
he escaped with his life,
despite being maimed and permanently disfigured.
Those vicious monsters make up his very first memory.
They are why he has all those scars.
So, Breazen I've hired him,
he's got the drive to bring down these Therianthropes,
because they tore his world apart to begin with.
So help him out, keep him in line when necessary, but don't get in his way.
At that moment it occurred to Kway-Soo that he was hired not for his ability or understanding of English,
but for the immaculateness of his reputation.
Of course, he thought, always the perception, always the politics.
Despite knowing he was dismissed, Kway-Soo stayed seated.
Seeing this, Tarman raised an inquiring eyebrow.
Minister Tarman, sir, said Kwaishu, answering Tarman's look.
I am willing to assist Mr. Ney on this mission, assuming I have tactical command.
I am also willing to do my best to see that we find capture and kill this offending therianthrop
within the seven-day window you have allocated.
I realize that doing so will help your office, and our republic keep face.
But doing all these things will not be without difficult.
Should I accomplish the task in the allotted time,
I hope that you will appreciate my efforts
and remember what I have done later on.
Taman leered over his desk,
bringing his drink close to his face and sniffing the liquor.
So you have ambitions of your own, he said.
Why Sue reddened, knowing he'd overplayed his hand.
That's all right, I know you did,
that you have a flawless reputation in this department and in the party.
Hmm, perhaps too flawless.
"'Truth is I want you on this assignment,
"'not only to help knee with the language barrier,
"'but to offset much of the backlash
"'will surely face for having hired such a man,
"'and the shame we already have for letting this attack happen.
"'But don't hold out your hand like that to me again.
"'I'll tell you what.
"'You catch this monster within a week.
"'I'll see you still have your job
"'and ranking this agency when it's done.
"'There enough, Quiseu nodded,
"'and rose from his chair,
"'not wanting to dig himself into a deeper hole.
After a curt exchange of pleasantries, Agent Kway-Soo and Mr. Knie drove down to the scene of the attack.
They drove in painful silence, Mr. Kyi's eyes never leaving the windshield,
or blinking from what Kwis-Soo observed.
He didn't even look up when they were stopped at the roadblock two miles from the checkpoint,
Agent Kway-su having to flash his credentials to get through.
Once on the scene, Kwisu saw the forensics team in full form,
Yellow tape, hazmat suits, tweezers, cotton swabs, photo cameras and two evidence fans.
No ambulance, though. None needed. No survivors.
The head inspector approached the two men, wearing biohazard wear.
Kwaisu was likewise suited up, complete with a face-screen and Kevlar vest underneath.
Given the cutting weather, he didn't mind the luminous plastic overalls,
or the heavy rubber boots, though, they took some getting used to.
Mr. Knee, on the other hand, only wore a windbreaker over his street clothes.
I'm sure you heard by now, said the inspector through his face mask.
DNA left of the scene and swabbed from the exit wounds on the bodies indicates a therianthrope attack.
Any record of who came through this checkpoint?
Besides the staff? Asked quite soon.
Oh, the lark sheets are gone.
There are no embers, no scraps of paper anywhere, which leads us to believe that the therianthrope or someone with it had stole
them. Very smart, interjected Mr. Ney. He spoke with a slight lisp, half his lower lip being made up
of grafted skin. The two of them looked odd together, knee being scrawny, hunched and disfigured,
and Kway-Soo being slim, fit, and quite handsome. His sharp chin is most prominent feature, at least
when he wasn't decked out in biohazard git. Did you find anything that could indicate a foreign
visitor to this checkpoint? Kwisu fished.
a passport and ID card, a plane ticket of some kind.
The inspector shook his hand.
We have one possible lead, he told Quisou.
The government man that should have been here is missing.
This van, like all government-issued vehicles, has a tracking device,
telling us its location should we activated from the control center.
My people have already coordinated with the Federals nearby
and used the tracker for that van to find its location.
Zhang Song Forest, just 200 kilometers from
here. Is it still there? growled Mr. Ney. Yes, our radar indicates it has the move in five hours.
His shoulders slumping in defeat, Quisu met eyes with Ney. Probably abandoned, said
Nye, reading Quisu's thoughts aloud. Regardless, said Quisu with a chippetun, retracing the
monster's steps is necessary, especially if there were any eyewitnesses. Do you want me to call local authorities
for backup? asked the inspector.
No, said
Ney, too hastily.
Quisou did a double take, then turned back to the inspector.
We mean, yes, said Quisou,
throwing Ney a cindering glare.
Have a squawgare follow us to the forest.
What's the point?
Knee barked, sending daggers Quisu's way.
The therian throat will have moved on.
We don't know that.
If it's smart enough to steal the logbooks to make sure we don't have a name or ID number
or even a time frame from when it came through,
then it won't be dumb enough to stay in one spot in a stolen government van.
If we're going to seek out eyewitnesses, an additional car will scare them into silence.
Kway Sue and knee-locked eyes in a glacial staring contest.
Kwasu then turned to the inspector, forcing a rictus grin of professionalism.
Is there a police station near Jiangsong for it?
"'Yes, Agent Kwayzu,' he answered.
"'About a fifteen-minute drive away.
"'Fine. Tell them not to come to the forest,
"'but to be prepared should we radio them for backup.'
"'In neutral compliance, the inspector nodded.
"'Quis-su turned to head back to the company issued Sudan,
"'but not before shooting near another admonishing glare.
"'They drove together to the Jiangsong forest without speaking.
"'The stolen van was not deep within the wood,
they found it parted at the end of a clearing.
As expected, Mr. Ney was right.
The van was unoccupied.
Worse, there was no evidence anyone
other than federal workers had been inside.
Searching the surrounding vegetation,
they found a burnt heap of cinders,
buried under a mound of snow,
the logbook, or what was left of it.
This was a very clever therianthrope they were hunting.
Beside the forest, closest to the clearing from where the van had,
presumably entered, was a pet crematorium. Quisu spoke to the man and woman operating the business
to little avail. They hadn't seen anyone and weren't even aware of the van in the forest next to their
home. They didn't seem to be lying as neither was any more afraid than anyone else who'd encountered
law enforcement in their country would be. With little else to go on, Quisu and Nee returned to
the headquarters to scow the passenger lists from the three planes. Silently, Quisu preyed like hell
their ferianthrop was on one of those lists.
Running down the names of the foreign visitors that night proved laborious but not impossible.
Out of the three incoming flights, only 33 passengers had foreign passports, despite 107 foreigners
being scheduled to fly in that day. For obvious reasons, the other 74 had either cancelled
or didn't show at their respective terminals. But before running down each foreign passenger at random,
one name rose to the top of their list.
Emily Palmer, from Canada.
On the Tuesday after the checkpoint massacre,
Palmer was admitted into a nearby general hospital
with complaints of a high temperature and a dry cough.
She was the only foreign patient admitted that day,
so it was easy for Kwisu to pick her out.
The hospital recorded that she was ailing from nothing more
than the seasonal flu,
and that she was discharged with a prescription for antibiotics.
Searching through the immigration records,
Kui Su found that she had a visa to teach English
and was employed at the number 28 elementary school.
Not seeing the harm in checking her out,
Kwisu and Nied drove down to pay her a visit.
Again, they drove together.
Just the two of them in their company issued Saddam.
It was a long track to the school,
and Kwisu felt obligated to break the silence.
You know you really should wear protective gear,
he said to Mr. Ney.
If we're not going to protect yourself, you should at least wear a mask.
You could be a carrier of the virus, even if you yourself aren't a therianthrope.
Knee scoffed, fingering the grooves of his mutilated cheek.
You think it's airborne?
He rasped, eyes on the road.
Yes, said Quisu.
It could be.
I mean, they're going to make masks mandatory soon anyway.
We know it can be transferred without someone being attacked or even touched by an infected
therian throat.
No, we're not.
one knows. Well, I mean, no one knows for sure. No one knows. No one cares. No one knew about me in
that orphanage and why I didn't have a mother or father, and no one cared. No one knew that the other
boys bullied me, tied me to bedposts with my own socks, pissed on my mattress, put worms and
tiny pebbles into my morning porridge. No one cared either. No one knew one of the other orphans
was going to mutate into a beast and maraud through my dorm, chewing up children.
social workers, caregivers, killing 300 in a home that house a thousand motherless, hungry, unwanted
little shits like me, and no one cared. Quisu's gloved hands white-knockled the steering
wheels as he tried to block out the other man's voice. No one knows how this virus spread, knee
carried on, massaging scar tissue. All I know is that the therianthropes can't kill me,
but I can kill them. Five years before the second wave, when there were only a few therianthropes
sightings here and there. I work with two other bounty hunters in the northwest province.
They brought along one of those contraptions you got. What's it called? Don't used to check
their irises for irregular color and weird pupil duration. The Homo-Truat-Supp test, sighed
Kway-Su. Yeah, that thing. We each had pistols on us. One of us carried the Homo-Truat
sop thing. The other carried a temperature gun. Anyway, we hunted down this old smokehound,
hiding out in an abandoned warehouse.
The locals had complained about him,
said they saw his eyes glowing,
that they'd seen him out with his clothes torn,
even worse than a regular hobo,
and he'd been doused with blood,
stuff like that.
Also, he was nomadic,
had moved from city to city
and province to province all the time.
Datsha lived in 20 different towns
in the space of one year.
Anyway, we tracked him down
to this old abandoned warehouse,
used to store home appliances or something.
Right on the outskirts of the
city nothing there but crackheads derelicks runaways and scrap metal and closeted therian
tropes apparently this building was run down i mean a whole stairwell was exposed like the building
was half demolished or something like those old world war two photos of buildings after an air raid you know
well we crept up the jagged stairwell flashlights burning a path in front of us so we could see since we
were breaching at night we almost fell through a couple times
what with all the missing steps and the railing's gone.
We got up there to the shooting gallery and immediately recognized him from the photograph we've been given.
The toothless, god old bastard with grey scraggly hair hanging from his naked scalp.
His eyes sunk in behind cavernous sockets.
When we found him, he was barely conscious.
There was a glass pipe smoking by his hip on the floor.
The bowel blackened from eukes.
He was slouched down in the corner, a bed of spoiled newspapers beneath him.
There are about ten other scabby tweakers like him, all scratching and nodding off nearby.
There are a few candles, so we had just enough light to see.
The one bound he under, Wang, nudged him awake with his boot.
The smoke-hound got to his filthy bare feet rubbing his eyes, looking us over like he didn't give a shit.
Really looking like he couldn't possibly be a therianthope, just a junkie.
Wang took his temperature.
Nothing.
In fact, his body heat was too low, if anything.
I wasn't convinced, so I insisted that the other bounty hunter, bow-ho, give him the test to check his eyes.
Again, the smokehound didn't look concerned.
He put that contraption onto the smokehound's head and looked through the lens, checking his red marbled eyes.
He saw nothing that shouldn't be there.
In a human, I mean.
Me, I still wasn't convinced.
Not a bit.
So I took out my pistol and aimed at the old bastard.
Told him I didn't care if he was human or not.
I was going to shoot him dead and take his perforated corpse to collect the bounty.
And that's when it happened.
His pupils contracted vertically into pinbricks.
His eye whites glowed a feline yellow and through his paws spread thick fibers of midnight black.
Before Bahu had a chance to get the device off,
the smoke hand had transformed into a feral jungle cat,
something manifest from your most primal terror.
It poured us away with huge razor-sharp claws.
And so I got this scar on my right wrist here.
The creature buried its fangs into Wang first, whipped him down to the floor by his neck,
like a cheater wooden antelope.
Had him pinned for less than five seconds before it was done with him, nothing but a wet, bloody mess.
That dusky, lithe, lithe animal had torn Wang's throat out before Bauho could get out his pistol,
then pounced on him before he could defend himself.
Me, I hit the dirt, pulling my 380 from my ankle holster,
and aimed with deliberation at the creature's worrying head from the floor.
See, Bajo and Wang had never seen a therian throat before.
They hesitated, being awed by the thing.
Probably what happened to those eight that were killed at the southeast checkpoint.
Well, you're on the truth?
Me, I didn't have that problem.
I'd seen him ten thousand times in my sleep.
Anyway, he was chomping on my partner's throat,
giving me enough time to take aim, find a lethal headshot.
I put five bullets into its skull, tearing off its lower jaw, before it was able to make a third meal out of me.
I killed it dead and took the whole bounty, which had previously been meant to be split three ways.
There was a lull in knee story, a deliberate, pregnant pause from speaking.
What's your point? snapped Quisou.
His voice was tremulous from hearing Nees harrowing but credible tale.
Moral of the story, sneered knee.
A, that Hong-mo
Trout's subtest is fallible
B, you want to find these monsters,
you need to trigger their fear.
C, the therian throbes can't kill me
but I can kill them.
And D, thought Kway-Soo,
you'll let others die to get what you want.
They drove the remainder of the way
to the school without speaking.
The truth was,
Agent Kway-Soo was not eager to complete this assignment.
In his five years as a police officer, he'd never shot or killed anyone,
and terminating a therian throat didn't seem any less objectionable.
Being well-educated and from a good family,
he had not slog through the grit and grime of being a cop,
but instead had ridden a desk all the way to an agent's badge.
He knew successfully completing this mission for a minister with the kind of suction Tom Enhad
meant future advancement, district superintendent, director of internal affairs,
replacement minister of public security.
But he didn't know if he was up for the violent price he'd have to pay,
or the risk it involved.
Number 28 elementary school looked typical of such institutions in the province.
Clock tower, playground, mess hall, a dozen five-story dormitories and schoolhouses.
The entire schoolground was situated on five blocks behind a steel gate
guarded at select entrances by fat, feckless guards,
waiting out their last years of employment before a pension.
That was before the epidemic.
Now it was boarded up with only a bare skeleton crew standing by the main entrance,
which was all but wired shut.
After speaking to the men for a few minutes,
Kway-Soo had the phone number of the coordinator for the international teachers.
He called her.
After some stubborn resistance on her part,
she agreed to meet with them.
Seeing her face-to-face at the stoop in front of her tenement building,
he showed his credentials and explained the ongoing investigation.
She stood thin-lipped and silent, her arms crossed over her chest.
After nearly an hour, the woman relented and gave them Rebecca Palmer's home address.
Her apartment was only three blocks from the school.
After they pounded on her door once, they were met with a frail young woman where thick bifocals.
She was dressed in an oversized white tea with wool pyjama bottoms.
Yes, she stared at her.
stammered in English, clearly frightened.
Miss, I am Agent Kuisuf from the Ministry of Public Security, he said.
Hanging from his right hand was what looked to be a briefcase.
Inside was a temperature gun, the Hong-Motruat soptest, a syringe,
and enough venom to kill a herd of elephants.
Her eyes shone with fright, her eyebrows knitting with confusion,
before smoothing out into terrible recognition.
She knew something.
"'We have some questions pertaining to the date of your arrival,' he explained further.
He saw her frightened eyes, had found Mr. Knee, and had promptly expanded.
"'May we come in?' he asked,
"'shouldering his way through before receiving an answer.
"'The question was only a social courtesy.
"'No one could refuse law enforcement in this country, at least of all a foreigner.
"'There was no such thing as a warrant.
"'Police always had probable cause.
"'The apartment was compact.
just a small living-room kitchenette attached to a bedroom and bathroom.
Nia and Kway-Soo stood between the two-foot coffee table and the drab chest of things.
Palmer stood beside the door, her arms curled inward like a pair of broken wings.
You arrived in on Sunday February 3rd, correct?
Agent Kway-Soo asked.
Palmer nodded feverishly, the grey bun at the back of her head bobbing up and down.
Did you happen to go through the southeast checkpoint on the Shintong Express?
way. It's about two miles from the international airport where your flight land is.
Parma cleared her throat. I did go through a checkpoint, but I didn't know where it was.
You don't know? I don't understand the local language, sir. Quisu and Nyi Mee met eyes.
We understand that she went to the Feng Lu Hospital a few days ago with complaints of her fever.
Her eyes were now the size of sources.
Do you feel any better, Miss Palmer?
I'd like to talk with Miss Yang, she said, referring to her coordinator from the school.
I'd like to speak with her before answering any more questions.
We have already spoken to your handler, Miss Palmer.
I'd like to speak with her before answering any more questions.
Lelling out a chesty sigh, his shoulders slumped.
He nodded, then watched as Palmer snatched her phone off her desk and dialed.
it didn't take long for someone to answer.
Amy?
Rebecca said into the phone, her voice cold and sharp.
Yeah, it's me.
I got these two cops saying they're from home security or something,
asking me about my visit to the hospital yesterday.
She paused to listen to the woman on the other end.
The voice just faintly audible to quite soon.
What do you mean you gave them my address?
Yeah, I've already been to the hospital.
I'm not infected.
I haven't even left this apartment.
for three days. Another pause. Yes, I'm upset. Why would you give these people my address?
What? What do you mean you can't do anything about it? Are there no laws in this country?
Don't I have rights? I'm a Canadian citizen. Did you think of that? How do you think the
embassy will react when I tell them this? What do you mean they won't care? Cops here can just do
whatever they want? Yes, I said already. I'm upset. I came here despite that outbreak and the lockdown.
where most people wouldn't.
A lockdown caused by a virus that started in your backwards country.
Don't argue with me, Amy.
It's universally accepted this current wave started here in this country, your country.
Why Sue seethed, listening to this entitled foreigner, Natter on and into the phone.
In that moment he imagined she was their therian throat,
and felt much better about completing their task.
Yeah, Rebecca barked into her phone.
Well, I'm going to be talking to your boss about this.
this. She then shut off her phone. I'm going to take your temperature, Miss Palmer, said
Kway-Soo. His lips pressed together into a thin line, his eyes not meeting hers.
They checked me there at the hospital, she insisted, repeating what she said on the phone.
I'm not infected with the virus. I understand, miss, said Kway-su, and I wasn't unheard of
for hospitals to be coaxed into massaging their records. This is merely protocol for public
security, please oblige us. Quisu laid his case on the coffee table, then opened it. He first
retrieved the white temperature gun. He approached Rebecca and pressed the barrel to her forehead.
Hmm, muttered Quaisu after taking her temperature. You don't seem to have a fever, but your
temperature is still high. A single tear roll down Palmer's cheek. I'm going to use the
Hongmote rat sop test that will tell us definitively if you're infected.
or not. He walked back to open his case and fished out the device. The Hong-mo
truat soptest consisted of an arching headband meant to wrap around the subject's head,
with an electronic scope held less than two feet from the face by an attached metal arm.
All contemporary scientific research suggested that the unnatural colours in the irises of the
therian throat would appear within a minute or two, or the unnatural dilation of the pupil.
It was also believed that no infected therianthrope could cheat it.
Still, there was much they didn't know about the virus.
He set up the contraption without issue,
besides taking a little while to adjust the headband to Palmer's round, diminutive skull.
Stay still, he ordered in an even voice, for Palmer was trembling.
He then switched on the electric lens and examined the eye.
After about 90 seconds, he was certain there were no colours unnatural to the human species,
and no bizarre movement in the pupil.
She's fine, he said to knee in their language.
Glowering, knee advanced toward her, putting his hand on his gun.
I don't believe that, he said, unlocking the strap above his pistol grip.
Quisu then heard a rapid clicking sound beside his ear.
Palmer's teeth had begun to chatter.
What are you doing? said Quisu.
She can't understand you.
"'Check her eyes now,' said Knee, pulling out his pistol and pointing it at Palmer.
She let out a small, terrified breath that wasn't quite a squeak.
Quaisu turned back to the lens and examined her eye.
The sclera had widened. The pupil had dilated a bit, but there was no change in the iris.
There was nothing there.
"'Put that away,' sighed Quisu.
"'She's not infected.'
knee lowered his firearm okay miss palmer he said to her in english forcing a smile you're clean
kwaysu expected a sigh of relief but instead the woman stared breathlessly into space while he
undid the contraption afterward she fled into the bathroom knee and kwisu could hear a
retching on the other side of the door while kwisu folded up the test placing it back inside
his case knee ambled up beside him she knows some
something. He hissed in Kui Su's inn. Why else would she be so afraid?
Look in the mirror, said Kwisu without making eye contact. In his peripheral vision,
he could see Kniek cock his head back, as though insulted. He then snapped his case shut.
We're done here. Let's go. Part four, Freya.
Agent Kwaysu had tracked down two dozen of the foreigners who'd flown in on the three
international flights that night, to no avail. Not one of them was his Therianthrope,
the one who killed eight officers at the south-east checkpoint. Half of them were trying to fly back
to their home country, fleeing the nationwide crisis. The other half, like Rebecca Palmer,
were teachers, accounted for, staying put and obeying local law. There were little to no leads,
and Kwasu had already been chewed out five times by Minister Tamin over the phone. He feared he'd be
lucky to still be an agent for the Ministry of Public Security at all when this was all over.
Finally, there was one foreign visitor who caught their attention, a Miss Freya Nielsen, PhD,
an apparent expert in children's psychology. She'd been hired to help those traumatized by the
scourge of therianthropy in their country. What interested Mr. Ney and agent Kwaysu
was that there was so little information about her own family back in her home country of Sweden,
as they did some digging
with the help of the embassy of Sweden
she was identified as an orphan
with no contact to her biological mother
or father
on the surface being an orphan meant nothing
but for Kui Su and me
it was a possible clue to something
far more sinister
her office was on the top floor
of a 15-story business tower in the
downtown area
beyond the elevator lobby
the space was welcoming but sterile
colourful yet muted
in the waiting room
or a stiff row of jungle patterned chairs, a single table covered with an assortment of out-of-date
magazines and a minute children's play area nestled in the far corner.
The reception room was empty when they arrived, and they called ahead to make an appointment
as her hours of labour varied from day to day, and patient confidentiality must be respected,
especially with regard to children, or so Dr. Freer Nilsson had insisted.
The stout middle-aged receptionist sitting behind a plexigar shield announced their arrival
via intercom.
The answer to let them through came instantly.
The first thing Quaysoo noticed was the shoulder-sling,
trailing Freya Nilsson's left arm.
It was another clue, but for the time being he let it go.
She wore a white rubber glove on her right hand.
She also wore a blue paper mask,
which did not distract from her flattering charcoal jacket and skirt combo.
Her full chestnut hair was tied back,
but still remarkable in its sheen and volume.
secretly
Quisou was impressed by her
light-coloured eyes and slim
womanly figure
though half her face was hidden
she had to be the most beautiful woman
he'd ever set his eyes upon
he tried his best not to gawk
remembering his duty and seeing
Mr. Nees sending darts her way with his eyes
oh see please
she said in a low
honeyed voice
gesturing vaguely to a leather couch
and velvet armchette
she spoke to them in their language
Quisu had read on her CV that she spoke a total of five different languages.
She floated over to the edge of her desk and perched there.
Quisu and niece stood like a pair of salt and pepper shakers, five feet from the closed door.
How long have you been in the country, Miss Nielsen?
Quisu asked, knowing the answer but wanting to test the waters first.
The crinkles in the corners of Freer's eyes betrayed the smile behind her mask.
Call me Frayer, please.
I've been here for exactly.
ten days and have been practicing for eight. I see, quite soon nodded, and you received your visa to work
as a child psychologist in this office, correct? Yes, I work with Dr. Soon and Dr. Fay. They hired me
and dealt with my visa application on this end. And you counsel children currently, is that correct?
Yes, children dealing with trauma. Would that include children who've suffered the recent rash of violence,
specifically from the Ethereum throes.
In fact, I exclusively treat children affected by the recent epidemic.
Hmm, Kwayzu remarked, feigning surprise.
I was not aware of that.
Tell me more.
Well, that's why I have a visa to work here, she giggled.
And you must know, Agent Kwayzu,
there's an unending amount of orphaned and traumatized children in this country.
The damage to these children's psyche,
their undermined sense of security, is something I care,
deeply about. Children deserve to feel safe, to have peace of mind, hence why there's a demand
for specialists right now, even from abroad. Impressed, Quisou absorbed this for a moment.
Are you suggesting our Republic cannot sustain itself? hissed Mr. Neal, letting Nielsen hear
his voice for the first time. She glanced at him coldly. Her look did not have the same
fascination or disgust most had when observing Lee's damaged face.
Sioux seethed.
Why would he ask a defensive question like that, he thought?
The truth was, Kway-Soo, conscious of it or not, was slightly moved by Freya's words.
Her empathy for traumatized children, her passion and drive to make them whole again, her selflessness.
It may have had more to do with the shape of her hips in that skirt than he cared to admit,
but he already liked her.
And her voice, it did something to him.
"'Are you aware of the recent attack on a checkpoint
"'near the international airport?'
"'He then asked, trying to move past Knee's idiocy,
"'the southeast checkpoint off of the Shintong Expressway.'
"'Yes,' said Freya,
"'very unfortunate, very troubling.
"'You are aware that it occurred the same night that you arrived,
"'in fact, not long after your plane had landed.'
"'A dark cloud passed over Freya's face.
"'It was something there, something she wanted to say,
but she thought better of it.
I am aware of that now, she said innocently.
That wasn't what she'd wanted to say, thought quite soon.
Have you been tested for the virus? he asked.
For therianthropy.
She nodded rapidly, repeatedly, like a bobblehead.
Yes, every child and patient who comes through here has their temperature taken.
I have mine taken every time I come in, and every five hours if I stay that long.
No other precautions besides that. No protective glass, no weapons.
Rea shook her head. We practice physical distancing and have various escape routes installed throughout the building, but no firearms.
No weapons or means of lethal force of any kind. I insist upon it.
Agent Kway-su turned his head, trying to hide a smirk he knew was visible even from behind his faceguard.
He didn't want to ask the next two questions.
When did you last have your temperature taken?
An hour and a half ago, it was 35 degrees.
My receptionist outside can vouch for that, if you like.
That won't be necessary, Miss Nielsen.
Please, Agent Kwayzu, she interrupted.
Call me Freya.
If that's too familiar for you, then my proper title is Doctor.
Doctor, Nielsen, said Kway-Soo with emphasis.
Following a short beat,
I would like to subject you to the Homo Tuat Soxot.
test, which will examine your irises for any unusual colours that may indicate infection.
The crinkles in the corners of her eyes reappeared.
Of course.
She then pivoted from the desk, tacitly offering it to Kwayso.
Quisu advanced into the room, laying his case down on top of her desk.
Within two minutes of staring through the lens, it was clear that she was not their Therian throat.
No colours in her irises that didn't belong to a human eye, no inhuman movement of the pupil.
Quisu then heard the creaking encroachment of footsteps behind him.
He looked over his shoulder, finding Mr. Knee approaching with palpable intents.
Making a show of it, he unbuttoned the strap on his holster, then unsheathed his glock, pointing it directly out for him.
I'll just kill you and take your perforated corpse to the Minister of Public Security, he roused.
His voice like glass shards underfoot.
Even if you are not our monster,
I'll just kill you and collect the bounty.
It'll be my word and my partner's word against one dead sweet.
Guai Su's flesh prickled, his blood boiling.
How dare this man act in such a way on behalf of the Office of Public Security.
On behalf of the Republic?
But then he saw a flash of something in the lens, in Freya's Iris.
Something that...
No, it was just his imagination.
Whatever it was, it was too brief.
no longer there.
Freya, her iris still
examinable in the lens,
met eyes with Mr. Ney,
evidently unmoved by his flourishing of a pistol.
I'm sure you don't really mean that,
she said in a staid voice.
Quisou sighed,
his shoulders slumping with relief
and utter exhaustion.
She's clear, he said.
Put that gun away, Ney.
She's not our monster.
Mr. Ney kept it trained on her,
for a beat, the two of them locking eyes before retiring the pistol.
Sorry to have bothered you, Dr. Nielsen, muttered Kwaysu, unhooking the contraption from her head.
Not at all, she said. Her voice empty. While Kwisu disassembled the Hong Moe throughout the
soft device and placed it back into his case, Freya instructed the two men to take a back exit
from her office. She insisted they not leave the way they'd come in. I have a patient coming in
the next fifteen minutes he and his mother have already arrived and awaiting in the reception area i'd
appreciate the two of you respecting their privacy not at all dr nielsen said kwisu solemnly his
hopes of any future in the government dashed please inform us of anything you may think of pertaining
to the evening in question without another word kwisoo and nie filed out of her office through the
back door as soon as they reached the stairwell knee dove down the stairs
flying past each flight like a fugitive being chased in a movie.
Mr. Ney, Kwayso called after him, trying vainly to keep up.
Mr. Nay, what are you doing?
There might still be time, he answered, still racing down the steps.
Time for what? Quisu called, his heavy hazmat suit, briefcase and Kevlar vest,
slowing his journey, making him waddle, making him sweat.
Having reached the ground floor, knee flew out the back exit,
then circled round the building with haste.
Quisou surmised you was headed for the front entrance.
What is your hurry?
Quisu weised.
She said her patient arrives in fifteen minutes.
What?
Fifteen minutes.
A boy with his mother, that's what she said.
They stopped beside the glass vestibule, both of them out of breath.
Quisu especially.
What was this about a boy?
His mother, asked Quisu.
gulping oxygen.
She said her next patient comes in fifteen minutes a boy and his mother.
So?
So, they are how we expose Freya Nielsen.
She's our therianthrope.
Quay Sue rolled his eyes.
Were you not up there just now? he snapped.
Her temperature was reported at 35 degrees.
We put the Hongmotrat soptest to her.
Nothing out of the ordinary.
She is clear.
"'Told you that test is fallible.
"'I know she's the one.
"'How? What possible evidence do you have for that?'
"'She didn't get scared when I pointed the gun at her.
"'When I said I was going to kill her, even if she wasn't infected.
"'Yes, and her irises didn't change colour either, imbecile.
"'Nor did her pupil show any unnatural dilation.
"'She's not infected.
"'Don't you get it?'
"'What?'
Her irises didn't change colour because she wasn't scared.
She forced herself into being composed, into being fearless.
Any other person, like that parma girl, would have showed fear.
It would have been terrified.
The fact that she wasn't afraid shows that she knew she had to keep calm.
She has something to hide, Kwisu.
She's holding her hand too close to her chest.
Quisu was silent, digesting these words.
running his logic over in his head.
Perhaps he was right.
Any other person would have shown fear
having a gun poured on them like that.
He hated to admit it, but perhaps knee was right.
A few people passed them,
strolling through the automated doors.
Then they spotted what they were looking for,
a preteen and his mother approaching them the parking lot.
Give me your badge, hissed knee.
The couple still a distance away.
What?
"'Just give it to me.'
"'Ride swelling up inside him,
"'Quaisu felt an urge to chastise name,
"'to remind him who had tactical command on this mission.
"'But, upon reflection,
"'anticipating Minister Tarmine's wrath,
"'especially given that they were now days
"'beyond his deadline, he relented.
"'This was a promising lead.
"'The boy and woman stepped onto the curb before him.
"'Madame,' said Mr. Ney,
"'fourishing Quisu's badge at lightning speed,
We are with the Ministry of Public Security.
I'm afraid there have been some outbreaks related to some of the patients in this facility.
Oh dear! exclaimed the squat, mid-50s woman, an open palm lain against her chest.
Quisou observed her son, the boy.
He was frail and frightfully ashen, his eyes staring off as if he were sleepwalking.
He looked only to be eleven or twelve.
Do not worry, Mr. Neer assured her, with candid sincerity.
quite the play acting on his part thought quite soon we're here to escort any young children to assure their safety the woman then inquired if she was permitted to escort her child but he insisted that she returned to her car i'm afraid physical distancing is the best way to keep both you and your child safe not to worry madam we'll escort him safely to his appointment and return him to you promptly oh thank you so much sir may i ask which floor is his appointment
Of course,
Fifteenth floor with Dr. Freya Nielsen.
Very good, madam.
Right this way, son.
Mr. Knee put a hand on the boy's shoulder and led him inside.
The boy went along, seemingly oblivious.
Quisu said nothing, taking up the rear.
Right before they took the elevator.
The ever so pale boy stood in front,
Mr. Knee directly behind it.
As they watched the floor display turned from fourteen to five,
He laid his left hand on the boy's shoulder, while his right gripped the handle of his glock.
He unholstered the weapon before the doors parted, resting the steel barrel against the boy's shoulder blades.
Wysu's skin crawled, but he did not protest.
He was already in too deep.
Mr. Knee prodded the zombie-fied boy forward.
They brushed past the shrill, protesting receptionist, bursting into Freya's office.
Freya looked up from her desk, a pair of horned-rimmed spectacles resting on the bridge of her
perfect nose.
Her face turned as ashen as the doll-like boy they were holding captive.
What?
She stammered, seeing her patient in knees clutches.
Now, said Need with disgusting smileiness,
you show us your true form, or we will kill your patient.
This boy.
As if searching for reason and decency.
her eyes darted to quixu.
He looked back at her blankly,
as blankly as he could muster.
His stomach filled with rocks.
You, you wouldn't, she exhaled,
just audible enough to carry from her death to their ears.
Knee didn't say a word.
The metallic snap of his glock slider, his only response.
No, cried Freya, springing to her feet.
In a sudden ecstasy of rage,
she flipped over.
the massive mahogany desk, sending it sailing two feet in the air before it arched back to earth.
It crashed on its head with a thunderous slam, betraying a weight too heavy for a woman
Freitized to have lifted so easily, especially with one arm. She took a single step forward and
then doubled over, grabbing at her abdomen as though seized with searing pain. Her face was
instantly beaded with sweat, twisted into a macabre mask of agony. Quaisu watched what happened next
and nearly wet himself.
Her shoulders expanded in breath,
then ballooned and tore through her blouse and jackets.
Waisu didn't see what happened to her shoulder-slave.
Her flesh bristled with brown shaggy hair
that coated her entire body in an instant.
Her face rounded, then peaked into a dished, ursite shape.
Her once large eyes were now tiny dots
that shone a sickly yellow.
She grew several feet and expanded hundreds upon hundreds.
hundreds of pounds. There was a distinct crackling like that of bone as she mutated, underscored
by a moan that escalated into a growl. She stood before them, in her obscene,
bestial form, hunched over, trembling as if fighting to restrain herself. Quisu knew that
that was exactly what she was doing. They then heard something guttural, which made Quisu
and the petrified receptionist next to him jump.
Quysune's mind then registered the words,
The boy, in the garbled, animalistic speech,
It came from the juddering creatures' mall.
Yes, answered Mr. Ney, having not been phased in the least.
The other-worldly voice belonging to the pharyanthrope resumed,
The boy, I will surrender if you spare him.
After this is done, you must let him go back to his mother, unharmed.
Promise me.
"'Not until you meet our demands,' said Ney, with astonishing composure.
"'Promise me.'
"'Yes, fine, we'll let him go.
"'And your reception is too, but you have to do everything my partner says.'
The enormous grisly throbbed like an open wound,
a strand of drool oozing from its nether lip to the floor.
"'Agreed,' it snarled out, with agonized efforts.
"'Quisu did not hear Mr. Knee called his name the first time.
on the second time he snapped back to reality.
Agent Kwayzu, Mr. Nebart, trying to revive his partner,
do the procedure so we can go.
Gingerly, Kwayzu tiptoe toward the velvet armchair,
his eyes on the trembling monster.
Snapping his head back and forth,
from the beast to his work in rapid repetition,
he laid his case on the cushion.
He cracked it open, then searched inside.
He first took out of small device.
about the size of a fountain pen.
He pressed a button on its side,
causing a red light to appear at the end.
We are now making a record
of the destruction of the ferreanthro.
He spoke into the mic of the device.
He then inched toward the creature.
The date is February the 15th.
The time is 1136 in the AM.
Please state your full name for the record.
He extended his arm,
holding the device toward the monster.
The absurdity of his action, especially as seen from outside his body, did not escape him.
Freya, Eber Nielsen, Ph.D., grown the creature with audible restraints.
Do you confirm at this time that you are infected with therianthropy?
Yes.
And do you now confirm that it was you who attacked and killed eight federal officers at the southeast checkpoint at the Shintong Expressway,
near the International Airport on Sunday, February the 5th?
Yes.
Kwayzu thumbed the button, the red light vanishing.
That'll do it.
He then returned to his case, retrieving his second and third items,
a syringe and tiny bottle of venom.
With precision, he punched the bottle's foil camp the needle,
pulling back the plunger until the syringe was sufficiently full.
He skirted a few drops,
flicking the needlepoint to make it ready.
Then, bracing himself,
he edged his way right next to the massive, quavering mutant.
Quisou then let back, hearing the guttural voice beside him bellow out.
Let him go, now.
Contemptuously, Mr. Nees-Scott, your receptionist can go.
The boy stays until your death.
When it's done, I'll keep my word, he will go unharmed.
The creature said nothing, the silent signaling consent.
Mr. Knee turned to the pale receptionist,
chucking her thumb in the direction of the lobby.
Sluggishly the woman turned.
She then ran from their sight,
her cries of fear and sorrow echoing from the hallway.
The ashen boy watched on unmoved,
his eyes glassy and glazed over.
In that moment he reminded Kwayso of an eerie ventriloquist doll,
but wanting to prolong the agony,
Quisu took a hold of the creature's immense,
woolly nape,
then buried the needle into the side of his throat.
He squeezed the plunger until it was all the way down,
the venom having entirely entered the creature's bloodstream.
The animal groaned hoarsely,
pitching forward, half-morphing back into human form.
It then laid on the carpet floor in a heap,
a grotesque parody of anything natural, wholesome or decent.
Looking down at the destroyed body,
Quisu realized the error in what he'd done.
Misty eyed,
Quisu peered up toward the doorway,
finding mist a knee.
His glock was pointed to the floor,
his arms hanging by his sides.
He was gazing down at the destroyed creature,
lost in the vile euphoria of the moment.
The ashen boy stood beside him.
He had not run off, as was his pleasure,
as had been negotiated with his psychologist,
now deceased.
What happened next, played out in surreal speed before Quisu's eyes.
Without warning, the boy dove for Mr. Knee's gun,
grabbing it out of his hand and aiming it at its former master.
The retort of the first shot sounded,
the slug ripping through knees' thigh.
As he turned to face the boy,
there thundered a second and third shot,
both of the bullets passing through his belly and out of his spine.
Knee glanced to the floor like a felled redwood, dead instantly.
On instinct, Huaisu tore back a fabric flat from the front of his suit and drew a concealed nine-millimeter.
He raised the weapon to meet the boy's aim on him.
He heard three shots before discovering himself lying prostrate on the floor,
watching the boy's feet scamper off into the reception room and, presumably, toward the stairwell.
He didn't even notice that an artery in his neck had been opened from a grazing bullet.
nor his own hand, slick with blood, applying pressure to the wound.
He didn't realize the entirety of what had happened until he was alone, alone with the bodies.
He could feel the blood gush out of him, his strength fleeting, his consciousness fading.
He could smell the noisome beast, which was once that beautiful foreign woman lying beside him.
From his supine position, he could just see the scored face of Mr. Ney.
his eyes staring sightlessly at the ceiling.
In his last moments before losing consciousness,
Quisu wondered what would happen to that boy.
That pale, pale boy who had presumably survived a therianthrop attack,
only to be held captive by two officers employed by the Republic,
the same republic that was supposed to protect him.
And why had Quisu gone along with need,
to avenge those slain officers, to keep his job, to advance his career,
none of it seemed justified.
That boy had lived through unimaginable trauma
and had now killed a man,
seemed to be two men, in cold blood.
Nursing his last, evanescent breaths.
Quisou looked over at these dead, staring face,
and knew, in that very instant,
that monsters do exist.
And so once again, we reach the end of tonight's podcast.
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