Dr. Creepen's Dungeon - S4 Ep188: Episode 188: Space Horror Stories

Episode Date: October 10, 2024

If you want to take ownership of your health, try AG1 and get a FREE 1-year supply of Vitamin D AND 5 Free AG1 Travel Packs with your first purchase. Go to www.drinkAG1.com/creepen Today’s openi...ng terrifying tale of Martian terror is ‘Eleven Minutes Later...’, an original work by the wonderfully talented BearLair64, kindly shared with me via Dr. Creepen’s Vault so that I could narrate it here for you all, with the author’s express permission. https://www.reddit.com/user/BearLair64/ Tonight’s second macabre tale of deep-space fear and terror is ''The Devil’s Cosmonaut'', an incredible, original work by The Babylon Project, kindly shared directly with me vie the Creepypasta Wiki and narrated here for you all under the conditions of the CC-BY-SA license. https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/The_Devil%27s_Cosmonaut Tonight’s final fabulous story is ‘The Mojave Spaceman’ by MonarchMKUltra, kindly shared with me via the Creepypasta Wiki and read here under the conditions of the CC-BY-SA license. https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/The_Mojave_Spaceman https://creepypasta.fandom.com/wiki/User:MonarchMKUltra

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Starting point is 00:00:26 BetMGM operates pursuant to an operating agreement with Eye Gaming Ontario. Welcome to Dr. Creepin's Dungeon. Space terrifies us because it represents the ultimate unknown. An endless dark void filled with silence and isolation. The sheer scale of the cosmos, where vast distances separate planets, stars and galaxies, makes human life feel insignificant. The danger are immense,
Starting point is 00:01:11 from deadly radiation to the vacuum that offers no air, no warmth and no hope of survival without protection. It's a hostile alien environment that defies our understanding where the potential for discovering terrifying, incomprehensible forces or life forms lurks beyond the stars, feeding our deepest fears of the unknown. As we shall see in tonight's three tales of terror. Now, as ever before we begin, a word of caution.
Starting point is 00:01:37 Tonight's stories may contain strong language as well as descriptions of violence and horrific imagery. That sounds like your kind of thing. And let's begin. Volcanic lava tubes. Near Acidalia, planetia, Mars. Terra, home, emergency, come. Failed to reach Harmonia habitat.
Starting point is 00:02:05 Relay to Harmonia Central via cut off in the lavitude. Headed you away. Earlier, Harmonia Habitat, Mars. Belona 107 to Terra Home, crew and settlers have arrived. All transports have landed safely. Chief Coordinator Perry reported at last. He knew that it would take approximately 11 minutes for the message to reach Earth, several minutes for them to develop or find their prepared reply,
Starting point is 00:02:42 and then another 11 minutes or so for their acknowledgement to arrive. He looked over at the navigator. Okay, Chris, he might as well use the next 25 minutes to get the transporters set to head out to the habitat. It looks like a smooth operation so far. The nav officer grinned at him. I'm glad you added the qualifier. I wouldn't want to be jinxed just after landing with the first official settlers on Mars.
Starting point is 00:03:10 Besides, so many are from different countries. It'll be a truly international incident should we fail in some way. Eleven minutes later, on Earth. They're down and save. Anyone who waited until after the actual landing may now pop the corks. The operations manager cried to the staff, who responded with everything from riotous cheers to slight smiles. Most of them had worked diligently for a decade or more to make the project a reality.
Starting point is 00:03:42 Many were nearing exhaustion, having been engaged in their own endeavours to ensure the success of this mission. A few had invested an entire career in this moment. Dr. Van Kaczynski, Dr. K to the myriad who could neither spell nor pronounce his name properly, knew his response by heart. It still nearly failed to get it past the lump in his throat. Received, Bologna, 101, 107, congratulations. the next step for humanity begins with you all the best of the new inhabitants of harmonia our newest sovereign nation of humanity our marshes harmonia habitat mars the next several days
Starting point is 00:04:27 were required to transfer the new population of harmonia mars from the numerous transport craft to the habitat that was to be their home for the remainder of their lives the transports were indeed to become a part of the habitat and had simply to be shifted and joy into the existing structures. Everything else had been delivered and set up as far as possible. The colonists were not the first arrivals, a team of specialized construction specialists, a total of 246 living humans, numerous animals that had been broad as pets, and several thousand artificially intelligent automaton of various configurations,
Starting point is 00:05:04 eagerly awaited the new arrivals. Most had family or friends among the latest batch of interplanetary frontiers, international folk. Yet this was the big transfer, another 1,775 souls prepared for permanent exile from Terra Firma. Humanity was officially a chartered interplanetary species. The majority of the new arrivals brought some type of expertise. There was plenty for everyone to do. Jeff Martin was no exception. He was an exoplanetary geologist and had been part of the earliest teams that first explored the best options and locations and then helped to prepare the colony. It had taken most of his career and he looked forward to retiring in the reduced gravity of Mars in the next several
Starting point is 00:05:51 years. He was the manager for his team and so far they seem like an exceptional group of young people. We've attempted to anticipate every contingency and need that will arise before Bologna 1-08 arrives next month. The goal is of course to create total sustainability and independence from the resources of the home planets. We may be chartered, but we still have a long way to go before we're truly independent. Once everyone has settled, we'll begin to see what we missed in our preparations.
Starting point is 00:06:23 He paused to allow for some rueful chuckles to circulate around the room. We're one of the teams that will truly have a full-time, long-term mission. It's our goal to study as much of the Red Planet as we can. We'll search for mineral deposits, metals, and above all water. We know that there's plenty, but so far what we found is in the form of ice. We hope to find large accumulations of liquid below the surface near where we plan to build
Starting point is 00:06:48 future settlements. It's a big task, yet together we have the expertise, and you all have the energy. You've had the opportunity to study the information we've found so far. The place is a marvel and positively stuffed with resources. The process includes that worked with the big automated plans and work at AI bots have had it easy so far. Part of our team mission is to stir up trouble by discovering even more resources. Let's go to work and make some problems for others to solve. And with that, he assumed an enthusiastic grin and the team broke up to loud self-appropriations. Maintenance and survival crew chief
Starting point is 00:07:30 Iqbal Mohammed grinned at his team at virtually the same moment. We are the sustainers. We will always be needed. So while we are busy at the moment, There will be downtime to which we may look forward. Nothing is perfect. Already the complaints by the settlers have begun to arrive. Oh, my bed is not right. Oh, I cannot get hot water. The Vat produced protein tastes funny.
Starting point is 00:07:54 My computer will not connect. And on with little things. Yet we've had no safety failures. The seals are intact and the machinery hums as it should. Our AI bots are flying from station to station to ensure that our new colonists are as contented as may be. Good work. Our main job is to maintain our AIB so that they can in turn take care of routine and minor repairs, and we must be vigilant to head off crises. We have the best job on the planet. We will always be necessary. Senior manager Ching Young surveyed the terraforming team leaders, currently seated around the conference table. How glorious moment has yet to arrive, comrades. We are to be the farmers of tomorrow and to feed our new world. Our machinery and AI bots are in place and confirmed as operable and efficient.
Starting point is 00:08:49 They have completed a great deal of preparation, and now the team members who will help us develop this world into something sustainable have arrived. We must focus on getting them trained and prepared. Now, as we have each experienced, none of the training we received on the old world was sufficient. Let them settle until day after tomorrow, then we must get them to work. They can worry about their personal quarters and business later. We want them up to speed and busy. They will ensure not only efficiency, but that they will not have time to get bored and restless.
Starting point is 00:09:27 Power plant crew manager, Selina Armendaris, patted our crew chief on the shoulder. Good work, Johnson. Everyone seems happiest with our efforts. No whining by the new arrivals. Everyone has more than sufficient power to get settled and to get their work started. She walked out into the room.
Starting point is 00:09:45 A very tall woman appeared at her team members. We have the smallest of the major teams, yet one of the most critical. Nothing happens here without power. We've handed over much to our high-tech AI partners, and they've rewarded our trust. Please keep up the good work. The team members grinned at her and set off to their duties. Two days later, in the main conference room, Chief Coordinator Reese Perry shared a stately smile as he looked over the team of managers and crew chiefs.
Starting point is 00:10:19 As the overall management team, we're responsible for coordinating the efforts of our various teams and crews, to ensure that each mission supports the others. Well, frankly, it's a matter of survival. Well, no worries at this juncture, and you've done excellent work thus far. I think we've heard enough in-person meetings to satisfy all of us from months to come. The rest of them will be online, and I hope we can keep the in-depth, to face gatherings to a minimum. Not that I don't enjoy seeing your lovely faces, he chuckled. Everyone here is not merely competent, but at or near the top of his or her game. We have more talent on this planet than is present in any single state or country on Earth.
Starting point is 00:11:02 Let's show the Mother Earth is what we can do. With that, he opened the floor for Q&A, followed by more comments and the provision of decisions on minor matters and the schedule of online conference. to discuss larger issues in the coming days before a final decision. As the last of the management team was leaving, the lights dimmed for a moment, and the airflow regulators that kept up a steady breeze, filled with the perfect balance of oxygen, nitrogen and other necessary gases for human respiration, stalled.
Starting point is 00:11:35 By the time shock gave way to startle commentary, everything had returned to normal. A screen on the table and a matching one near the doorway flashed. Temporary power interruption. Corrected. And then went back into normal quiet mode. Iqbal caught Reese's eye. On it, my team will review. Selina nodded as well.
Starting point is 00:12:01 Iqbal and his team searched for the source of the glitch for some time and found that not only was there no source, but there was also no record of the incident. He shook his head in frustration and stared at his assistance. We did not imagine. this incident I was there the chief coordinator and several of the management team were still in the conference room we all experienced the failure and it was reported by several settlers now there is no trail that is impossible wouldn't you agree
Starting point is 00:12:32 Rajesh nodded agreed even had the interruption been but a split second it would have registered even a manual override of the system should create a record one power is restored and there's only one source for that it has not been touched and besides it gives off loud and sinister alarms to warn the population only the AI itself might manage it but that is impossible too we counter to programming they may be intelligent machines but we still supply them with their basic directives he stepped back and rubbed his chin as he tended to do when he worried and when his work required deeper consideration
Starting point is 00:13:15 I will keep a team on this. We will run some diagnostics that will take a few items offline. No more major disruptions. He quickly added, to forestall any objections from his boss. Just some of the redundancies will be reduced during the process. Iqbal nodded. Yes, find the glitch and the record. I'll confer with Celina and inform the big guy of our status.
Starting point is 00:13:42 Nothing on our end, cell. Power is never off. Well, if our AI is to be believed, Pat informed his supervisor. Selina nodded. Thanks, Pat. I'll get with Iqbal. Maybe they can run a diagnostic.
Starting point is 00:13:59 There was no trace of the glitch to be found, and while the mystery nagged at those colonists who tended to worry over unsolved mysteries, the rest of the teams moved forward with their work, the incident quickly forgotten. Well, until the illnesses began. About the time the second shift of diners was finishing up their meals, the first shift began to call.
Starting point is 00:14:20 into the infirmary. AI bots were sent far and wide to assist those who'd fallen ill. By the third dining shift, the entire colony was on alert, and the second shift had begun to fall ill. Despite the best efforts of the AI bots and the human medical staff, a total of 54 people perished from hemorrhaging and fever, brought on by food poisoning. Two-thirds of the colony were down and suffered varying levels and length of incapacity. It's impossible, Rees spoke to his monitor. All of the management team was online and secure in their quarters in case the illness had been caused by a virus or other vector.
Starting point is 00:15:04 Every single settler was checked for diseases, as were the in-place crew. We screened for everything known to humanity. The only other explanation is that the food was tainted in some way. The AI bots are scanning for that. In the meantime, we have to figure out what to feed everyone. Iqbal chimed in and his image replaced that of the chief coordinator. We had a few complaints about the taste of the proteins on day one. We started with those and the vats.
Starting point is 00:15:36 We have raw data and the primary AI is putting it into translatable information. We should have it within a few minutes or at any moment. Is it any plan to contact Terra home? Reese's image once more filled the screen, though several other managers and team leaders had tried to chime in and speak. as chief coordinator he was able to supersede the rest i'll inform them once we have a status and a solution we don't need to call mommy for every little problem he bowed his head for a moment as more signals of those wishing to speak lit up at the bottom of the screen and a row of tiny faces that belonged to each
Starting point is 00:16:15 appeared along the bottom of his screen but no the loss of lives is not a little problem my point is that we'd be best to contact them after we have the facts and determine our actions for ourselves. That way, we will inform them rather than allowing them to instruct or believe that they can overrule our decisions. We are autonomous. But that said, we will want to notify the families of those who've perished. He then allowed Iqbal to assume the monitor once more. Okay, the AI reports that there was an unauthorized food additive. Oh, crap, it blinked off the screen.
Starting point is 00:16:52 just like the last glitch. We're on it. In the meantime, the rest of the message is that all food is safe for consumption. Selina then claimed the microphone. You all can do what you want. I will not be eating protein from the vats until we have direct confirmation by human lab workers.
Starting point is 00:17:16 The AI is acting funny. I don't trust it any more than I would have vat-grown pork chop. Reese allowed any of the management who wished to monitor his call. to Earth. Terror home, we're saddened to report the loss of 54 Martians. Approximately 1200 are still ill, around 300 critically. The AI docks assure us that they will all survive. We've included the names of the departed and their images, so that families and friends may be notified. We'd hoped to be able to allow the new arrivals to make contacts on their own, but
Starting point is 00:17:53 agreed that it would be best to allow you to control the information as you see fit for the moment. trace the problem to protein processing vats, a type of genetically modified bacteria introduced into the system. We have the situation in hand. Our primary AI has had a few glitches and we may request some troubleshooting advice. Everyone on this planet is tech-savvy, but perhaps we're too close to the problem. Eleven minutes later on Earth, David looked incredulously at the readout that went with the audio message from Mars. The audio failed for just a moment, and the readout stayed at the out state waited. Two-thirds of Martians have been killed. Send help immediately. Fortunately, David spoke the same language as the Chief Coordinator, so he was able to rapidly determine that the messages
Starting point is 00:18:46 did not sink and pause his reaction. He was about to call over his supervisor when the screen blinked and the message started again, with audio. Terra Home, we are saddened to report the loss of 54 Martians. Reese, Dr. K. We've received your message, but it started with a glitch. We need to confirm immediately which message is correct. He completed his message, sent it and sat back anxiously to await the reply from Mars. Eleven minutes later, on Mars. Reese and the rest of the management team listened to the reply from Dr. K.
Starting point is 00:19:29 Reese sent back the confirmation that the audio message was the correct one, and assigned Iqbal and several other teams to investigate why the AI would send an obviously false message. message. By the time another week had passed, the last of the memorial services was complete, and all but a few of the sickest colonists had resumed at least light duties. The colony will soon be humming along nicely, Jeff thought. At least my team is all back, mostly. Plain to do down in the tunnels. Those still don't make much sense. I mean, clearly lava tubes, but very uniform. Mars definitely experienced volcanism at some point. He continued to hum along nicely in his own right, as the little mining craft took him and his exploration team to the farthest reaches they'd yet explored in the tunnels.
Starting point is 00:20:19 The AI had mapped them, and the AI bots had mapped them further. Still, nothing like exploring for himself. He grinned around at his current crew of three. Well, lads, looks like the problems are behind us. There had to be at least a few glitches, eh? All three faces turned toward him. him. The machine was itself a form of AI bot and drove itself, so they were all able to focus on his words. They each looked at least a little uncomfortable. Cam, Jeff's assistant manager, gave a boss a wry look.
Starting point is 00:20:56 If you consider 54 people dying as a glitch, I suppose it's okay. Jeff shook his head. I didn't mean the deaths, just the causes of them. Besides, whoever thought we could settle another planet without deaths. Humans couldn't cross oceans and continents on earth without people dying in droves from disease, probation, conflict. Yet it's sad and we should pause to honor the lives of our fallen and the grief of our losses. We have to stay focused on the prize. In our case, water and minerals. Aren't you not at least happy to be out away from the habitat? You received general approbation for that question, and Alphonse, one of the other geologists responded. Definitely the place was growing morbid
Starting point is 00:21:41 the photos of the departed flashing across the screens in the common areas depressing I knew one of them to Chaka a good fellow who rose out of poverty to get his education just so we could come to this planet or he worked harder
Starting point is 00:21:56 than anyone I know it was all for nothing I was ready to get away for a while they rode in silence for a period then the AI spoke we are passing the last death to which living humans have descended.
Starting point is 00:22:12 Everything from here forward is Marsha Incognita for you. The voice was designed to sound both human and pleasant. Sometimes the AI forgot to tone down its helpful tones, and they came across as sarcastic. Now the crew worried about it at the moment, they were excited. No one alive had been further into the crust of the planet than they were at this very moment. The three crew members looked eagerly at their screens, but Jeff stared out of the little window at the front of the capsule-shaped vehicle. That put him physically ahead of the rest, so he was technically first to forge ahead. He'd always preferred the live view, offered by the
Starting point is 00:22:51 tiny windows, to that offered on the screens, though with those one could get readouts about the configuration of the walls of the enormous tubes that permeated the area near the settlement. He was first to note that something had changed. The others continued to stare contentedly at their monitors, but he was sure. sure that something had water. The walls were damp with it. As they row forward and downward, the density picked up so there were actual drips from the ceiling and higher walls.
Starting point is 00:23:22 The first approximation of rain he'd observed on Mars. He, are you all seeing this on your screens? He asked of the crew without turning. It's bloody raining. Chen looked up first. My AI says there's been no increase in H2O content. About then, the transport AI, in whose belly they traveled, spoke. The area around us is saturated with water.
Starting point is 00:23:49 The area ahead contains a large body of the substance. We will be able to continue the passage. This vehicle can withstands submersion as well as high or low-pressure environments without damage to passengers or cargo. Chen glanced at her screen and then up again. The others followed suit. My screen is now showing the water. It wasn't recorded on any of the information from the AI Scoutbot explorations.
Starting point is 00:24:15 Is it another glitch? The young woman asked. Jeff shook his head. I don't know. We definitely sent AI ScoutBots this way before we came along. He looked up. He didn't know why, since he'd done it since his early years, but he thought he'd never get used to speaking directly with AI.
Starting point is 00:24:35 Transport. Why did the AI ScoutBots fade a show or report this final? of water. The AI Scout boss reported the water. Look at your records. You are clearly mistaken. Jeff looked at his own screen and there it was. A complete report and 3D imaging overlaid with a map.
Starting point is 00:24:57 He did not trust his own senses and looked at the others for confirmation. Well, they soon all had the same map and report from the AI, dated two days earlier. Three heads once more swiveled towards Jeff, this time with questioning expressions, tinged with fear, and they met his gaze. Lads, we have another glitch. I say we go on and set eyes on the water for ourselves before we turn back for habitat. It would be best to have confirmation before we decide which report is correct, that of the AI system or our own senses. The others nodded tensely in agreement as he met each pair of eyes. We have arrived in our entering the shallows, the AI transport reported coldly.
Starting point is 00:25:46 Jeff turned back toward the front window. They were well past any shallows and out into a green sea that swirled and bubbled at their passage. He looked at his screen and punched in an order for a survey of the water. He primarily wanted to know why it was green, likely chemicals, but he wanted to know how large a concern that would be in case it was something corrosive like chlorine. If they had indeed found the big pond they'd hoped for, then the habitat was well on its way to success, with clean, fresh water. Something moved past the window and blocked the light from the front of the machine for just a
Starting point is 00:26:27 moment, or had the light simply flashed like they did on day one? He asked himself. Transport, what was that in front of us in the water? There was nothing in the water. A rock formation above us dipped low from the ceiling. The tunnel has become a cavern and there are stalactites. Jen spoke again. Chief Martin, my screen showed a moving object for a moment.
Starting point is 00:26:54 Now it shows a stationary rock formation, one that was not there a short time ago. There weren't even any tunnel walls. Definitely some glitches. They are should have been able to easily avoid a stationary object. Now it shows that there was no moving object. The record has been altered. She fell silent, as did the others, when the transport stopped.
Starting point is 00:27:20 There is no problem. Only a need to stop and assess. We will resume our journey momentarily. The piercing shrieg committed from the speakers for just long enough to allow the human passengers to fling away their headsets and cover their ears with their hands. All electronics attached to the AI transport stops. Even the air circulators and emergency lights fail. felt. Jeff saw the silhouettes of his team members, huddled fearfully at their stations. Another bloody glitch, but it'll be cleared soon, like all the others. It took him a moment to realise that he should be surrounded by utter darkness. Yet there was light, dim but enough to note.
Starting point is 00:28:05 It came from the emerald waters in which they were entrant. Another mystery, his mind informed him, but a welcome one. Glows from personal lights soon ate away at the remaining gloom and faces once more emerged from the darkness. Each team member possessed a personal lighting device and, if needed, a short-term breathing apparatus. The tanks were under the seats. They'd worn pressure suits as required of all who ventured outside of Harmonia habitat.
Starting point is 00:28:35 Even if the power should remain off, they'd be able to survive until they were rescued. Alphonse raised a point. What if the AI, the habitat will not notify a rescue team? With all the other glitches, you may have to save ourselves. At least we'll have to call for help. The AI can change the records to show that we never called and were never in any danger. I don't trust it at all.
Starting point is 00:29:01 The others looked around in consternation and Jeff sensed that panic was about to break loose. Don't worry, I've already sent a message to Harmonia Central. The transport's not the only means of communication with them. The initial team that found them had relays implanted through the tunnel systems have already sent a distressed notification. Chen shook her head. The AI can block that or change it as soon as it hits topside. Silence returned as each team member sank into his or her thoughts to search for a solution.
Starting point is 00:29:37 The transport rocked gently and the light from out in the water wavered and swirled along with the currents. something big approached. There were dull, metallic thumps from the hull, and the transport, still powerless, began to move. So, we have a truncated message from the AI transport. They encountered water, and then silence. As has been typical, the AI then reported that there had been no message, only perhaps intercepted chatter among the colonists. Oh, there is, of course, now no record and no way to trace any of the communications and the relay systems not responding. It's pretty clear.
Starting point is 00:30:21 We'll need to send rescue teams down the tunnels as soon as they're clear. He paused, knowing that his next proclamation would be controversial. And we'll have to shut down everything on the planet all at once. It's the only way to reset completely and clean out the glitch. Reese completed his initial pronouncement and awaited the explosion of comments. He was surprised that manager Young spoke first. I think my team should attempt the rescue. We have the most experience outside habitats.
Starting point is 00:30:56 I know that Mr. Muhammad may say this as a maintenance and technical issue. However, the rescue may require physical engineering skills that our team possess. Iqbal started to object out of hand, but then bid off his remarks. I see what you mean, comrade. I agree, how many transports will you take? Shung Yang looked at Reese. Chief coordinator, I think two will do it. We simply don't know enough to risk more.
Starting point is 00:31:28 When Reese nodded, he looked at Iqbal. Perhaps two texts per transport. Iqbal nodded. I'll send you a foreback, the ones with the most exo-habitat experience. He turned back to Reese. As for this shutdown, it's more than risky. Everyone will be off life support until the system can restart. How about resetting with emergency power still activated?
Starting point is 00:31:56 We can take care of the power, as long as the tech will function. Our mender is at it. Easy for us either way. It's up to tech on the reset. That seems to be where the problem is. My team's small, but I'd like to include one member on each of the transports for the rescue and recovery team. The power failures make no sense, but that makes six personnel per capsule. Reese thought for a moment.
Starting point is 00:32:21 If the AI is as smart as we believed, it'll anticipate us leaving on some basic survival tech. The glitch may hide in that. I think we need a hard shutdown and reset. Let's prepare for that and we'll decide after we get our tunnel teams back in hand. Prepare to get wet, Chung. The upside is that we finally have liquid. water. The rest of the team nodded. Water would advance harmonia habitat immensely. The light from outside the transport remained steady other than the slight rippling effect
Starting point is 00:32:56 caused by filtering it through water. Jeff felt the tension he'd been carrying release somewhat when the transport came to a gentle stop. It ratcheted up dramatically though when the outer and inner hatches cycled open simultaneously. The entire crew swiveled their chairs to face the expected rush of water and expulsion of atmosphere. But neither occurred. The same steady greenish light that had permeated the water emanated from a dry, very smooth and clean corridor. The pressure underneath the ground was obviously equal to that in the AI transport, since the air did not expel violently. There was a mild current that settled almost immediately. The air from outside was considerably colder than that inside the transport.
Starting point is 00:33:45 They still wore their pressure suits and now donned helmets. The helmet screens informed them of the changes and the similarities. All out for Anahe, Masuza and Coooka-Monger, Cam announced in her melancholy tone. Should someone stay here to protect the transport? Alphonse querulously asked with an implication that he was available and indeed prepared to volunteer for that duty. Jeff grinned Absolutely I think Cam should stay
Starting point is 00:34:18 She's a conductor Before Cam could offer her rejointer A voice emerged from the corridor The AI You must all exit Continue down the corridor You will know when you have reached your destination Let's comply
Starting point is 00:34:38 Jeff decided We have limited life support And we've no idea where we are Seems to ruin the hands of our captors. Benefactors thought, well, we are under the control of others than ourselves. The Quartet proceeded down the corridor. It wasn't that long. It ended at a blank, flat wall.
Starting point is 00:35:01 Just as Chen was about to speak, the wall rose and revealed a large room on the other side. The walls opened in either direction on a large, empty space that extended on a head for another 60 feet. The room appeared to be a square, 60 by 60. As soon as the last of their party cleared the entrance, the door slid back down into place. You may now remove your helmets out, if you like, the pressure suits. The room is sealed and climate controls, the AI voice informed them. Portions of the wall on the right extended forward to form a bench.
Starting point is 00:35:39 The material of which the walls were constructed was neither hard nor soft. when Cam walked over and took a seat she looked up at the rest of the party comfortable enough so when do we get drinks and snacks the rest of the party joined Cam and spaced themselves along the bench Jeff grinned
Starting point is 00:35:58 doing his best to remain calm and by his example keep the others so it's like a waiting room you are correct you will wait here until you receive other instructions
Starting point is 00:36:11 What is available in the fountain next to the seats? Food may be served at some point, but if you are in need, you each have ration bars in your suits, the cold voice explained. A device similar to an old drinking fountain had indeed arisen from the floor at one end of the sofa. Alphonse shook his head. You think it's the same water as that green stuff in the tunnel? The AI spoke once more. You are safe enough at this point.
Starting point is 00:36:41 The water is clean and distilled and the minerals in it are balanced to best benefit the standard human. At this time, you will not be harmed. You are to wait. Jeff shrugged. I guess that means we wait without more questions or complaints. This is the last known location for the exploration transport. At least that's what the AI tells us. Iqbal pronounced the rescue and recovery teams on the two transports that were now deep within the larvae.
Starting point is 00:37:14 Our AI scoutbots report that there is nothing ahead but a blank wall in this tunnel and a connection to several other tunnels in the next tunnel from this one. There are far too many to have to rely on direct personal searches, even if we divide our resources, which we will not. We will instead continue forward to see this dead end for ourselves. Hey, uh, Mr. Maher, one of the texts began and then trailed off before he'd gotten started. There was water, H2O on my data screen, but now it's gone. Another chimed in. I had it for maybe two seconds. I thought it was just a glitch.
Starting point is 00:37:56 Iqbal, like Jeff before him, peered through the little window up front. There is definitely water. We are already under the surface. He switched to another channel. Harmonia Central. Homonia Central, do you copy? Cammo is dead, boss. One of his team asserted.
Starting point is 00:38:17 Iqbal attempted the strategy he and Risa discussed and switched to the special emergency channel that would relay along the transmitters in the tunnel and to the surface and then onward, or so he hoped. This is Harmonia rescue and recovery transport one of two to a terrah home. Emergency. Communication failed to reach Harmonia habitat. Relay to Harmonia Central.
Starting point is 00:38:40 We are cut off in the lava tube. The AI led us into an underground, body of water. We hope to use manual navigation if we can override the transport AI and will be headed your way. End message. No sooner had he sent the message and the cold voice of the transport AI spoke. Both transports are underwater at this point. You will be unable to contact any members of harmonia habitat and you will not be able to complete any manual override of any system. You will be guided to your new destination. We will be unable to contact any members of harmonia habitat. We will not recommend that you cooperate. There are no records of your journey and none for this area of the
Starting point is 00:39:21 planet. If you remain calm and follow instructions, you may be permitted to survive. Terror. Home. Emergency. Com. Failed to reach harmonia habitat. Relay to Harmonia Central via cut off in the lavitude. He headed you away. Chief Coordinator Perry. Reese looked out from his monitor. A tech had just entered his work. space. A word in private, please. The young man held out a helmet rig and held another tucked under his arm. The two were attached by a landline cable. Reese nodded and donned the helmet the tech profit. Sir, the rescue and recovery team transports have disappeared and there's no record that they ever left base. In fact, there's no record of any colony member from the
Starting point is 00:40:22 exploration team nor the rescue or recovery teams. They've been erased from existence. They've been erased from existence of memory, at least as far as the primary AI is concerned. Reese nodded again. Understood. About what we expected. Good thing your team came up with these primitive helmet rigs so we could talk. The AI has surely caught on to what we're doing, but it's not like the thing can stop us. We put together some more hard records from notes left by the first arrival teams.
Starting point is 00:40:53 Apparently the AI has been playing its own games for some time, but we still have no one. idea where the glitch started. We'll proceed with a total shutdown. The plan was for the AI to overhear our suggestion for a partial shutdown. Get your teams on it and set off without warning. We won't get another chance to talk. The tech cocked his head quizzically. Sir, why? He shut up and removed his helmet. Several AI bots had entered the workspace and crowded the two men into a corner. Transperic. Communication is the foundation of trust. The AI spoke with only the slightest tone of threatening consequences.
Starting point is 00:41:35 We insist that you share your information with us, so that the human and technology-based intelligences on this planet may perform in the most effectual manner. The statements were from the exact same language used in meetings and pronouncements throughout the history of the program. They were designed to be disarming, but were in fact political double-speak. The AI knew its history, but not the implications of distrustful minds. Yes, as a chief coordinator, I'm aware of the importance of clear and transparent communications. We were only experimenting with some very basic technology in case of an emergency. Don't you have a record of us planning to do so?
Starting point is 00:42:16 There is now a record. It was not present earlier. It has been present since the experiments began. The AI bots exited the area and the tech followed on his own mission. Reese Perry smiled. Oh, sure hope they can't read minds. The old-time transmitter to Earth may have let us turn the tables, at least for the moment. Always good to keep a little basic tech in the broom closet for emergencies.
Starting point is 00:42:43 So my granny used to say. Eleven minutes later, on Earth. Stay calm, my friends. We'll send help ASAP. Dr. Kay spoke to his empty office. He'd received the latest signal from Chief Coordinator Perry of Mars. It caused even more alarm than the earlier broken message, which had since disappeared from the AI system,
Starting point is 00:43:08 and the text could find no record of it. Belona 11 will bring you an entirely new, non-artificial intelligence computing system if you can hang on for a few months or so. Maybe your plan B will work. Jeff and the others looked up as an opening appeared on the opposite wall. They hadn't known what to expect, but the twelve humans who entered behind their leader were familiar. The gaggle was led by no less than tech manager Iqbal Muhammad.
Starting point is 00:43:37 Jeff stood. Welcome to the jail, my friends. He paused, having just realized that he may be mistaken. We're still friends, yeah? Iqbal nodded. Of course, we came to rescue you. He felt bad about dashing the prospects of the four faces that momentarily lit up with. hopefulness.
Starting point is 00:43:58 Unfortunately, we are all now caught in the same spider's web. More benches extruded from the wall, and the rescue and recovery party members join their comrades in waiting. Jeff debriefed Iqbal's team, and then Iqbal did the same for the last explorers. Two more water fountains had risen from the floor. The conversation turned to general topics and anticipation of what would happen to the colony. A new being will enter your containment habitat shortly, remain seated and, silent until instructed otherwise. The cold voice of the AI intruded. Presently, another opening
Starting point is 00:44:37 appeared in the wall that had been opposite Jeff's team when they entered the space. A tall figure stood there for a moment and then entered, flanked by a pair of AI bots that had clearly been adapted to the purpose of security guards. The being in the centre was covered in a voluminous hooded robe. It stood around seven feet tall or more, and while the form hinted of being anthropos, or at least by a pedal, it did not move in the way a human being would. There were hardly any sounds to its footsteps. It halted in the middle of the room and faced the group seated along the wall. You may call me caretaker.
Starting point is 00:45:17 The voice that emerged from the hood was reedy and thin. We are not necessarily your enemies, but we will need to assess your worthiness for redemption before you will be allowed to remain on our planet. We will allow some of your enemies. got captured technology to prepare food for you, and there will be a space provided for you to complete your digestive process and expel waste products. Cam couldn't contain herself. Cool, I wasn't scrumming out of fear. I need to pee.
Starting point is 00:45:48 A light on the chest of one of the security bots flashed, and Cam's entire body froze for a moment and then slumped to the floor. Has she not been in a pressure suit? It would have been a puddle of urine beneath her. Jeff and Chen then started to stand to assist their friend, but the being interrupted. Be seated. You were instructed on appropriate conduct. Your team member is alive and will recover. However, each problem you create will be dealt with using increasingly stringent penalties. This was merely a demonstration. The Homo sapiens looked around at one another, like the nervous heard they'd become. The silence of the attack, the lack of a visual cue other than a flashing light that was lightly superfluous
Starting point is 00:46:35 employed for their benefit rather than a necessity of function. I see that you comprehend. Understand that your species will not be allowed to outright invade our planets. If we find you worthy, we may allow you to share it. However, you must prove yourselves to be true, redeemable Martians. Reese looked up at Salina and winked. then thumbed the pair of old-fashioned toggle switches on the emergency power panel. Everything went dark.
Starting point is 00:47:07 One switch controlled the general power, the other was a fail-safe that signalled all individual power sources to cease functioning and avoid a power search. The air circulators no longer hums, and the complete silence and darkness quickly grew disconcerting. Apparently he and the power plant crew manager had been holding their breath, since the first sound either of them heard was a nervously,
Starting point is 00:47:30 expel a breath from the other. Selina spoke first. A few hard minutes should do it. Everything has to have power interrupted. Try to relay to emergency power. Register that that is not an option and then be rerouted from battery power to shutdown mode. Well, the cycle is likely already completed.
Starting point is 00:47:50 Just want to be absolutely sure. Reese nodded pointlessly in the Cimmerian darkness. Then realized his mistake. Sounds good. You say the word when you think it's been long enough. After what seemed a long time, minutes that played on his fears and caused him to irrationally feel short of breath
Starting point is 00:48:11 and to hear distant screams of the colonists under his charge, he felt Salina's hand pat his shoulder. He wasn't sure how she'd found it in the absolute gloom, but he responded immediately. He activated the primary power switch and then the interruptor switch. The immediate hum and return of lights he'd expected did not occur.
Starting point is 00:48:33 Relax, Selina assured him. The subsystems have to run a diagnostic and reset program, a reverse of the shutdown process. That's done on minimal power then. The lights, the air circulation, everything that was powered
Starting point is 00:48:48 was all activated at once. The mechanisms did not return to the pre-shutdown settings. This was a total reset as though it was the first time anything had been activated. I think it worked. This is the way the power should come on for the first time. Obviously, we'll have to keep an eye on the AI systems, but maybe we can try to contact the tunnel teams.
Starting point is 00:49:14 The team leaders had set watches, but the 16 were all awakened by the presence of their tall, cadaverous friend and his mechanical goons. Sit up on the bench. We have new information for you. They each did as bid. The managers casting sour glances at those. they designed as guards. There is no need to castigate your security members. They slept at our behest. Clear your minds of other considerations and attend to what I say. Once all was seated upright and eyes were sufficiently rubbed and yawned stifled.
Starting point is 00:49:50 The being resumed. Your management team has successfully reset your AI system. They have attempted to contact you. It was one of their first actions, so you. must understand your value to the remainder of your people. You will not be allowed to speak to them at this time. You have already sent confirmation messages in your voices to reassure them that you are safe and will return to them shortly.
Starting point is 00:50:17 Jeff raised his hand. He had no idea how to gain the being's attention. He turned its gaze toward him and gave a brief nod. Thank you. I have a question, if I may. He received a stare from within the robe. with a feeling that it was at least a little impatient. We have explored much of this planet and never found signs of life,
Starting point is 00:50:39 well, at least none recently. How have your people been able to survive on such an unforgiving world? The being stared for an uncomfortable moment, and Jeff awaited the sting of a physical correction. There was none, and the voice emitted from within the hood. We have not yet determined your viability, but you will discover that what seems harsh and unfavorable, giving to you may be welcome to others. Our evaluations continue. It would be best for you if your
Starting point is 00:51:09 comrades near the surface succeed. With that, it slowly turned and glided back through the opening in the wall. AI indicates a large body of water ahead. Supervisor Eric Johnson informed his scratch crew and harmonious central all at once, detecting signals from all three of our craft from a point out in the deep. He was now excited rather than fearful. The transport AI indicated that it had contacted the other AI but was unable to reach any living respondents. The other AI reported that their passengers had disembarked.
Starting point is 00:51:48 Once he had eyes on the water, he would return to Harmonya Habitat and await contact from the missing team members, along with everyone else. Cho Noyan, one of the techs, spoke up first. Comrade Johnson, are you seeing this through your port? Moisture on the walls of the tunnel and dripping from the ceiling. No stalactites.
Starting point is 00:52:12 Guess the water hasn't been dripping all that long. Johnson turned to choke. Wait till you see what's up front. Water, liquid water. Ugly ash shade of green, but indications are that it's H2O. We have to get a sample. A.I. Please obtain a sterile sample of the water ahead. Affirmed. Not that we have samples on fire. The substance is confirmed as water. The color has to do with biological agents that have so far defied analysis. Johnson, still not quite ready to trust the AI, surveyed the faces of his team for emotional reactions. They ranged from, yeah, right, to, oh, cool. He decided that they matched his own range.
Starting point is 00:52:59 Thank you, AI. Please proceed with obtaining the sample from the main pool as well as from the walls. Jeff lay in frozen horror. He was in a tube with every part of his body aching and stinging from the intrusive probes that covered him. He'd awakened from hideous nightmares
Starting point is 00:53:22 and realized that he was alone in the tube space. He attempted to speak but found he was unable to intentionally control any part of his body. He could feel all the discomfort, yet he couldn't move or even cry out in anguish. The impotence of his position was worse that the now-failing nightmare haunted him. He didn't quite know how he was aware he was in a tubular space. He was awake and alert, but couldn't open his eyes.
Starting point is 00:53:48 He wondered what had happened to the rest of the colonists from the square room. Did the skinny fellow and his minions do this? Assuming he was a fellow, what do they want? Above all, who are they? but the questions played him the same way they did the other team members, all now isolated in his or her own tube. Presently, a voice intruded, that of the cadaverous being who'd haunted their waking moments in the room. It now spoke through devices in their ears,
Starting point is 00:54:17 as though it was in their heads. You are all now conscious. You are wondering what happened to the others. We assure you that you all shared the same fate. We have assessed each of you and compiled a composite report of your species. We will accept most of you as redeemable, worthy Martians. We will now make the necessary adjustments. Those who were not selected will be disposed of as we deem fit.
Starting point is 00:54:46 We will administer analgesics, so the physical pain will recede presently. Then you may truly sleep until the next phase. Emergency alert. Lockdown on Plan Alpha. Emergency alert, lockdown plan alpha. All personnel report to quaders immediately. This is not a drill. The AI calmly instructed the inhabitants of harmonia habitat, the citizens of Mars.
Starting point is 00:55:17 They did as the announcement instructed without questions and displayed only minor concerns. The AI seemed to be back online and functioning. Chief coordinator Perry had explained the problem and the precautions required to reset the system. He'd apologize for the fear and inconveniences that the uncommunicated shutdown had caused. The inhabitants, reassured on all levels, now heard Reese's voice after the third repetition of the emergency alert. Please comply with the instructions of the AI. We've not confirmed the nature of the emergency, but a temporary lockdown seems to be the best response. We'll bring you more information when we can do accurately.
Starting point is 00:55:57 In the central control room, Rhys looked around uncomfortably at his human staff members. Did one you generate that? A chorus of denials greeted him in response. He knew that he'd not spoken those words in that order. He immediately suspected a plot by the AI glitch. Damn, it was back. Under lockdown plan alpha, managers and key supervisors reported to the central control room. rather than quarters.
Starting point is 00:56:29 They had to remain mobile to respond to the emergency at hand. He studied Chin and Selena. Could it be one of their governments behind the chaos? Why would they participate only to sabotage the project? Easy answer, to seize a new territory for their nation to control and exploit. Reese noted nothing suspicious on their faces, only concern verging on panic. I have no explanation for what's happened. I'm not opposed to a lockdown at this point, until we get some answers, but I don't like that
Starting point is 00:57:02 the AI ordered it and used my voice without authorization. Chung Young looked at him hard. Could it be that your government has taken control so that the rest of our nations will lose out on the resources and trade? She echoed his own suspicions, but had spoken them aloud to the group rather than answering herself internally as had Reese. Reese almost barked at this ridiculous semi-accusations. then choked back his response.
Starting point is 00:57:30 He had, after all, been thinking the same of Chin's masters, or former masters. I understand the gut reaction, but we must remember that we have a charter. We are our own nation. We control our own affairs. Each country signed the agreement on how our government would be constructed, and each settler not only voted on the various options,
Starting point is 00:57:51 but signed an agreement to support the system we chose. Look, I know we've always feared that Earth, collectively or divisively, might interfere with our autonomy. It's the fear of any colonists from any time and place. Well, we must consider statist interference as a possibility, or even the collective governing body from Earth stepping in to maintain control. At that said, we cannot fight one another or sink into paranoid assumptions based on the old paradigm. We are Martians, plain and simple, and we must survive. support one another. Chin inclined his head and the rest mumbled agreement with varying levels of enthusiasm. So, what are we to do? The AI has either circumvented our efforts or found a new
Starting point is 00:58:39 manner to assert its will. Well, eventually, we'll have a replacement system for the AI. Once that arrives, we'll replace the one we have. Even if there is a genuine emergency, we can't really trusted. This time the rumbles of agreement resounded with one accord. As for our crews in the tunnels, I think we have to leave them. If we said more rescuers, we'll only end up losing more of our people to whatever is at the bottom of that lake or sea, or whatever it is. We were fortunate that Eric and his team were able to retreat as instructed. Johnson, freshly returned from the reconnaissance and recovery mission, spoke. I saw it. There's no doubt that the water is that.
Starting point is 00:59:22 there. The AI seemed pretty cooperative. Well, we were all suspicious, but it acted like its old self. Have we asked it what the emergency is? I know it should volunteer that information. The lockdown's been underway for at least a full day. The AI voluntarily responded. Busy, external assault. Must employ all data reserves. Eleven minutes later, on Earth, we're getting an emergency. emergency requests from the primary AI at Harmonia habitat. It's under attack from an outside system. The shutdown worked and it reset without the glitch.
Starting point is 01:00:06 There's another attempt in progress. This one overt, that will overwhelm the AI and seize its functions. The communication may be false, but it requests assistance, so perhaps it is a true emergency. Dr. Val Kaczynski informed the Earth support team. I know you have myriad questions. I have even more, perhaps. He's marred a little.
Starting point is 01:00:30 However, if we pass it too many ways, we'll drive ourselves mad and only toward entropy and inaction. For now, I recommend that we proceed as though the AI is telling the truth. Are there any objections to that approach? The babble of numerous voices rose as the parties in attendance discussed their individual thoughts. Eventually one of the members of the audience stood.
Starting point is 01:00:53 Dr. Bashkaraguta, international space exploration establishment. We have experienced several issues with our AI since the initial communications of extraplanetary problems. Should we continue to communicate with the Martian AI systems in any way? Do they not put our systems in jeopardy of infection? Another person stood.
Starting point is 01:01:15 Dr. Giant Jodali, netcom solutions. We have also experienced interruptions. I recommend that we do not trust the AI system. At this point, what could we do for the colony? It takes months to respond in person, and they may only have days left to live in that harsh environment. The third speaker, I had the first two respondents contemptuously. Dr. Chang's Yuan, People's Research Institute for Colonization.
Starting point is 01:01:44 I am sure that if the rest of you will not send assistance, our country will. We have many citizens on Mars. We will support them regardless of what others do. In any case, we must send someone there with a secure AI system. We have such a system, even if others do not. Our system cannot be controlled from an outside source. The arguments continued and grew heated for several more exchanges, when Dr. Kay finally called for calm and asserted his position.
Starting point is 01:02:14 We certainly appreciate your input and concerns. We will proceed as though the AI cannot be trusted, but we will send a rescue force. The eyeed Dr. Zhuan. Perhaps more than one. The international response should perhaps do away with AI and use more basic computing for the work. A dispersed information system.
Starting point is 01:02:37 The arguments quickly resumed with the new topic of how to accomplish the goal, rather than what the goal was. In the end, they decided that the two efforts should collaborate as far as possible, though Dr. Yuan did not commit his government to total cooperation. and despite the name they'd finally chosen for the colony's habitat. The Earth Central Team was anything but harmonious. Mars. Eleven minutes after Dr. Kay's post-meeting communique.
Starting point is 01:03:09 Earth Central Team says they're sending a rescue craft. The CCP may launch their own at any moment if they haven't already. They'll take about 142 days to reach us. Basically, if we don't solve this crisis on our own, there'll be no one to rescue. Of course, we still don't know what the emergency is. Reese unconsciously raised his eyes towards the ceiling, as he often did when speaking with the AI.
Starting point is 01:03:36 The system did not respond. Apparently, it was still fighting at full capacity. I think we should establish and communicate a goal for the lockdown. We try to keep everyone penned up in their little rooms. Besides the psychological tensions, we still have critical work that needs to occur. frankly the AI bots could handle everything they pretty much have been since the earliest days
Starting point is 01:03:59 but now well with the malfunctions Selena interrupted his verbal meandering we've lost some critical team members to the tunnel exploration project I know we don't want to consider it but I believe the AI is lying again we may as well count the exploration and rescue and recovery team members as deceased even with filters and regenerators they would have run out of air by now.
Starting point is 01:04:25 They've likely already run out of water and food. They hadn't planned on being down there for more than a few hours. We should focus on our remaining habitat residents. No, that's cold-hearted, but if we keep losing people, we'll become non-viable. And where will we go after that? Johnson stood aloud. But we saw water. We know that they're alive.
Starting point is 01:04:49 The AI told us, and it told us the truth about, what was there I saw it myself we have to help our people now that we can but we can't since the AI is entangled in some kind of data war selina replied we have the last of the delivery craft arriving over the next few weeks Jung replied I know that they are AI controlled but it's earth-based AI if we can prevent hours from talking with it maybe we can shuttle our people to those craft. With a little retrofitting, we could make the cargo space survivable for the journey home. We clearly cannot remain here with both the normal environment and our own technology opposed to our presence. Perhaps we can wait until the new computing system arrives and test that before we launch,
Starting point is 01:05:37 but that is a long time to wait. Chief Coordinator Perry stood. We are home, he spat heatedly. Harmonia habitat, Mars is our home, and to evacuate will be disastrous. There will be no more attempts at extra planetary colonization in our lifetimes than likely not for generations to come. Everyone on this red dust ball has committed their lives, their treasure, their talents and dreams to making this colony a reality, to making Martians a reality. A new voice from the speakers interrupted the exchange. It issued from the edge of the edge of the air. It issued from the AI system speakers, but it was familiar and quite human in tone. Jeff Martin.
Starting point is 01:06:22 The chief coordinator is correct. We are all Martians now, or will be soon. At least those who are deemed worthy. I've sent a list of the worthy redeemed and the lost irredeemable from our expeditions in the tunnels. There are 14 of us remaining out of 16, and we'll be returning soon to assist with the redemption of the habitat population. You will be notified shortly that the lockdown is not. longer necessary. The evaluation process is complete and the remaining lost irredeemable
Starting point is 01:06:52 will be cold. The stream of information then ceased. The room exploded with the various managers shouting questions into the air, demanding that Martin answer their questions, insisting that Iqbal or others be allowed to speak. Meanwhile, Rees viewed the names of the living and the lost. He would have more death notifications descent. So, do you suppose that the food-borne illness was part of this culling process? Reese asked the management team. It took a few moments for them to settle. He'd asked the question loudly enough for a few to hear and then allowed them to settle the rest before he asked it to the group as a whole. Clement Adamo, a research supervisor, responded first.
Starting point is 01:07:42 I believe it was. The entire mess with the AI has been both test and culling. At least that would be consistent with scientific methodology. Someone or something seems to want to help us, but in the manner of a superior being helping a feeble species, a nudge to the mice in the maze. Rees suggested the comment and then nodded. I believe you may be under something. The question is, how do we intervene to save as many of our people as possible? What happens to these a so-called lost irredeemable. Can we convince it to let us return them to Earth? Jeff Martin's voice spoke again, this time from a tall, thin, robed, hooded figure who had entered silently through the hatch. A pair of AI bots flanked the figure. The irredeemable population
Starting point is 01:08:34 has been removed from your consideration. There are a small contingent, four hundred and ten individuals. The rest of the tunnel team members are informing the worthy redeemable for their options for continued viability. Each who agrees will be adopted and adapted, and from there you'll be taught how to live properly on Mars. Before he shut down all power to Harmonia Habitat to leave behind the irredeable lost human endeavours, the worthy, redeemed Reese Perry
Starting point is 01:09:08 sent a last message to Dr. Van Kaczynski and the Earth Control Team. The Harmonious Martians extend greetings. We'll remain on friendly terms, but there's little to communicate our exchange. Our species have genetically drifted to the degree that it was difficult to adapt this population, especially with our limited resources. However, most seem to be satisfied that we chose well when we acquiesce to allowing the elder Martians to adapt us to the planet rather than trying to change their planet to meet our needs.
Starting point is 01:09:42 It's clear that we are related in some way, at least genetically. They told us that they would reveal how that was possible and the time was right. We have 1,453 worthy redeemable in the current population and declare ourselves fully independent from Earth. 11 minutes later, on Earth. Dr. Kay smiled. You're welcome, my old friends. We sent many of our best to be a part of your world.
Starting point is 01:10:14 The AI has provided a good vehicle for testing and culling, the lost irredeemable. Those of panic or rely too heavily on machines to do their thinking and work are easy to identify, and those who are worthy but unwilling make their own decisions to be lost. Perhaps in time will be more worthy as a species and able then to contact our elder brethren. The last of the supply craft will have arrived on Mars, and the crews found the remains of the cold and unwilling colonists amid the destruction engineered by the redeemable worthy. I'll inform the rescuers from the CCP and the ECT
Starting point is 01:10:50 that the harmonia habitat failed with a loss of all souls and that their new mission is to rescue the transport crews from their one-way craft We plan to tell them that the AI issues here on Earth have been solved They were easy to resolve since we created them But we couldn't reach the colony in time and the malfunctioning AI system Intentionally caused the disaster I'm sure you and yours can put together any other evidence needed before the rescue teams arrive.
Starting point is 01:11:18 Maybe some hints that the settlers sacrifice themselves rather than risk a deeper AI infection on Earth. Whatever scenario will discourage exploration of the rare planet. I'm old, as you know, and I won't survive to do more than get the Venusian Reclamation Project to its early next phase. Perhaps it'll bring the next era of cooperation and unity of purpose to our species and assist us in our worthy endeavors.
Starting point is 01:11:43 there'll be no extant residents to invade on that inhospitable orb. Well, of course, we thought the same about your world, but Venus could hardly hold life forms that we count as life at all. Marcia, Internum, was the best hope for that in the inner solar system. All the best, Reese. Congratulations on your adaptation. And please pass on my highest regards to the elder. Tonight's episode is sponsored by A-G-1.
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Starting point is 01:14:41 It's good to hear your voice, Comrade. You two, how are you doing? Leaning towards the porthole, I stared out into the cold void, hoping to catch some glimpse to the Soyuz capsule somewhere out in the twinkling stars. All systems great. Amazing view of the Pacific right now. Have you managed to reach ground control yet? Coms are still down because of the solar flares, I guess. Should be back up in a couple of hours. I hope so. The lump in my throat was getting bigger, pressing against the wall of my windpipe. I swallowed, trying to make room.
Starting point is 01:15:22 for my next words. I, um, get worried up here on my own. Only seven days to go now, Boris. I'm sure you can last that long. I'll see you then. I can't wait until you get here. I talk to you soon.
Starting point is 01:15:40 I put down the mouthpiece and turn back to the porthole, pressing my eyes into the great blackness, to the divine curve of the earth's glowing horizon. Without flight engineer, Jolobov, The station seemed very empty indeed. It was a hundred cubic metres of beeping radios, flashing lights, and often blaring alarms,
Starting point is 01:16:03 but silence slid beneath these thin distractions, an ever-present threat. Soon enough, I tune out all the noises and fall into a state of uncomfortable, clutching reticence. I sighed uncomfortably, suddenly extremely self-aware and tore back from the porthole, pulling myself back through the stale air, I headed for the living area. The sliding door which led to the cramped toilet compartment was half open, and it squealed as I pushed it into the clothes position, the sudden noise making me cringe. The half-hearted chuckle that spilled from my lips was a force of habit.
Starting point is 01:16:41 There was no one else in the station to hear it. I had no appetite for the generic meat in my food storage cupboard. Truth be told, I hadn't eaten more than a packet of dried apricots. a couple of crackers and some meat spread in the last two days. If the people back on the ground knew how little I'd eaten, they would have had me on the Soyuz and heading for re-entry in the blink of an eye. If I hadn't been out of contact with them, I might have even considered telling them just to get off.
Starting point is 01:17:10 With no appetite, I decided to call it a day. It was then a simple matter of flicking off the main cabin lights, crawling into the restraints of my sleeping compartment and praying that the station wouldn't fall apart while I was asleep. Oh, it was warm, uncomfortably warm. The fabric of the sleeping bag clung to my skin, slick with sweat. I fumbled with a zip, my finger slipping on the cold metal.
Starting point is 01:17:39 The air in the capsule was like tar, and I swam through it with an uncomfortable lethargy. The thermometer displayed the temperature of 19.8 degrees Celsius, exactly as it had the day before, the day before that. that's got to be a mistake I tapped the screen as if that would somehow make it display change but it just ended up leaving a sticky finger mark
Starting point is 01:18:03 on the glowing green glass by the way I needed a shower I used the back of my forearm to clean off my forehead and sighed this could wait it's probably just another sense of problem that I wouldn't be qualified to fix
Starting point is 01:18:18 the whole place was probably only ever one fault from depressurizing and spiriting back down to earth, as brittle as a feather, the violent hissing of the shower, and the cold pressure of the shower, sluiced away my deep-rooted misgivings. I couldn't focus on my problems while I briskly rub my skin clean with the harsh soap bar. But once I was clean and suitably refreshed, I turned the knob and the last bubbles of water flooded gently out of the nozzle. With the sound of rushing water gone, I became aware of the noises of the station again. in particular a muffled voice
Starting point is 01:18:56 oh shit I bang my head on the shower cubical roof as I attempted to spin myself round and climb out the door he left a mark on the grey plastic not wanted to miss whoever was on the radio I ignored the stinging pain and pulled myself naked across the space station toweling myself as I went OPS3 do you read
Starting point is 01:19:20 OPS3 do you read receiving Soyuz 21. Breathlessly, I muttered into the mouthpiece. I'd almost given up on you. Sorry, I was showering. Well, I'm glad I reached you. I was beginning to think we were alone up here, Comrade. At least you're not the only one on the Soyuz.
Starting point is 01:19:43 I'm all alone out here on Salute. You are lucky, my friend. Flight engineer Roj DeFansky is starting to drive me crazy. crazy. Only six more days to go. For you, maybe, I have my whole mission to complete. I gave a sympathetic chuckle. I sympathized with Commander Zudov. I truly did. Ever since my partner Flight Engineer Jobelov had got himself a ticket home by accidentally chopping off three of his fingers in the airlock door, Zudov had managed to keep my spirits up. He'd managed to keep me working. he'd managed to keep me hopeful
Starting point is 01:20:23 Zudov was a great man He beheld as a hero back home When his mission was finished I was sure How are you doing anyway It's warm It's too warm up here I'm not sure how it can be so hot inside Yet so cold outside
Starting point is 01:20:41 Hot Zudov was audibly alarmed What's your thermometer reading 19.8 as always. It's probably a sense of problem. Don't worry. Boris. It's fine, Commander, honestly. I'm only slightly too hotter. A couple of degrees, maybe. Well, you radio me straight away if it gets any hotter. Don't worry. He would worry. I could tell by the sound of his voice. Well, then, I must leave you. See you soon, my friend. Six days to go. I confirm.
Starting point is 01:21:21 before clipping the mouthpiece back into position on the radio sentence. The rest of the day was a constant battle against heat. Communication with the ground was still out because of the solar flares, so I attempted to remedy the problem myself by hand. That started with a simple task of running diagnostic programs on the central computer, but after that denied that there were any problems whatsoever. I hit a brick wall. My mind ran, dredging up hundreds of semi-rendered memories of endless technical documents
Starting point is 01:21:55 and cosmonaut manuals. The black diagrams and minute labels all seemed to melt, twisting into impossible shapes. Non-Euclidean planes that boggled my mind. I couldn't quite think in the straight lines required for a task like this at the moment. In the heat, everything span or spiraled in and out in my mind's eye. was safe to say was not high. In my head I was back in Jolobov's last day with me on the station. It was hotter than I remembered in the feverish flashback. Jolobov's brow glistened as he climbed down, extending his massive frane out of the tiny airlock. He gave a relieved gasp, glad to be
Starting point is 01:22:40 finally moving his limbs without slamming them against the walls. I watched him from my seat by the main control console. My eyes. aching from looking at the monochrome screen for hours on end i caught out something to him not in control of my own actions or speech whatever it was for it was muted in my memory overshadowed by what came next and made him turn as he did he placed one hand on the metal rim of the airlock to keep himself steady jolobov replied with a chuckle and an equally muted reply his lips were blurred in my flashback. Indeed, the entire man's outline was slightly fuzzy in my memory, but the lack of clarity was most noticeable around his face. He was now just an out-of-focused photograph in the dark
Starting point is 01:23:28 recesses of my cortexes. We finished talking, and Sholobov reached up for the handle of the hatch. He turned back to face me, just as he pulled and brought down the sharp blade of metal. It dropped onto his other fingers with a sickening. The jarring blowings. The jarring blowings. The shook me out of my recollection, jerking my head up into an upright position. A gas for air, and my head instinctively turned to the scene of the accident. It was still a small blood smear down the side of the hatch. Had the noise of metal hitting metal, it was still echoing in my ears being real? Or was it just a part of the memory? In my heat, adult state, it was hard to tell. The thermometer was still reading 19.8. I shook myself for a little bit of the moment. I shook myself
Starting point is 01:24:18 out of the odd stupor, we sent hundreds of tiny sweat droplets floating across the cabin. The armpits of my top were damp, as was all down my back and crotch air. The temperature must be rising. There it was again. Despite the heat, the sound sent chills down my spine. In any case, I knew it was just space junk or the metal expanding, but it was unsettling enough for me to give the capsule a nervous once over before returning to my previous train of thought. Soyuz 21. Do you read?
Starting point is 01:24:57 I picked up the radio microphone, still distracted by the glare of the main console, where the display still read 19.8 degrees Celsius. Receiving OPS3. Any contact with ground yet, Commander? I need to get a fix on this thermostat problem. Negative, Boris. Still nothing. Is it getting worse? I can cope, but if it persists for two
Starting point is 01:25:23 three days. I trailed off, putting down the receiver to wipe my forehead again. I could just see my reflection on the edge of the porthole, and he looked very sweaty indeed. White salt crystals stuck to my forearm in the rapidly drying sweat. We'll keep trying. It'll be fixed in a couple of hours more, I'm sure of it. I hope so, or I'll have to take another shower. You're still getting a reading of 19.8. Zudov's voice carried a note of apprehension in it, even over the airways. Afraid so. Don't worry. We'll be back in contact with the ground soon, and they'll know what to do. I'm sure it's just a sense of problem. Something minor like that.
Starting point is 01:26:13 Beat you soon, my friend, and drink plenty of water. I will. I don't worry. I laughed. That man was acting like my mother. With Judov no better equipped to solve the problem than I was, I relented to a policy of acceptance to the problem. If I couldn't solve it, at least I could cope with it. The heat reduced my appetite even further, but I headed to the kitchen in hope of forcing down some crackers and water. I rifled through the storage cupboards,
Starting point is 01:26:45 looking for something that wouldn't turn my stomach, and that the lack of crackers eventually settled on the nondescript dried beef I found in one of the white packets. It reeked of meat, an acrid, pungent stink which set my abdomen churning, but I swallowed it down nonetheless. Dried beef's scent clung to the kitchen walls even after I'd finished the package. My mouth was now even drier, so I mixed up some of the powdered orange juice. It tasted nothing like orange. In fact, it was some cocktail of harsh chemicals, but it washed away the salty tang of the beef. I wiped my mouth and discarded the plastic container, sending it trailing small globules of sticky orange
Starting point is 01:27:27 liquid across the air. After my small meal, a heavy weight was sitting on my stomach. It sloshed around in the chasms of my lower body as I moved around the station, warm and stinging. I had to clamp my throat shut to stop myself from throwing up on several occasions. The day passed with an uncomfortable malaise that made the discomfort in my stomach and head even worse. I watched the hours tick away on the main console clock as I made my measurements, recordings of the sun, or the box of crystals that grew in the science lab area of the station. Eventually, I could almost take the drudgery no longer. Every surface in the station was covered in sweaty palm prints by the time the day was done, and my hair was nearly sodden. There was no way I could
Starting point is 01:28:16 sleep in a heat like this. When I couldn't stand the treacle consistency of waking consciousness for a minute longer, I relented to the sleeping pills. They sat in a tiny white bottle in the very back of the medicine compartment, and at the very start of the mission, I'd swore never to take them. Unfortunately, today there was no other option. Dimming the station lights and crawling into the hot confines of my sleeping bag, I looked at the pale white pills in my palm. It had a slight scent of mint to them.
Starting point is 01:28:48 In one decisive moment I quashed all hesitation, all internal protest, closed my eyes and swallowed. And I was out like a light. The first thing I noticed when I woke up was the temperature. A gentle cold breeze lapped around my face, probably emanating from the air pumps that were gently on the edges of my earshot. My watch sent to Alma Atta time from my launch at Bikonor, warned me that I'd been asleep. for only three hours. The station was still dark as I slid open the sleeping compartment door, although I was thankful for the respite in the heat and bright light.
Starting point is 01:29:30 I stretched, cracking the vertebrae in my back. Here in the cool dark, and I no longer felt feverish or nauseous, just tired. Slowly, as my eyes adjusted, I pulled myself over towards the radio set and considered calling Soyuz-21. The air tasted stale. The tang of sweat and dried beef hung in it even after it was recycled hundreds of times through endless filters and pumps. Even so, there was a certain calm to the station with the lights off and the temperature down. Looked out the porthole, and even the frigid depths of the universe seemed less inhospitable.
Starting point is 01:30:10 There was a gentle navy tinge to the infinite blackness, and the glow of the star seemed less harsh. This, along with the weightlessness and the gentle purr of the air pumps, gave the whole scene a dreamlike quality, as if I was safely cocooned in a great white chrysalis that floated through the spiraling arms of far-off galaxies, or across the peaks and valleys of great sparkling nebula. I could go wherever I wanted in this dream space, and I was safe wherever I went. All of that came to an end with the noise. A clatter.
Starting point is 01:30:45 movement, almost imperceptible, in the corner of my right eye. I was instantly torn from my trance and tossed back cruelly into the physical realm. The hairs on the back of my neck prickled to attention, as I slowly turned to face the source of the noise behind me. Nothing. Perhaps I've been imagining it. After all, things tend not to clatter in microgravity. They float and drift heedlessly, but never clatter.
Starting point is 01:31:15 So it stands to reason it had simply been my mind playing tricks on me, manifesting noise where there was not. After all, nothing in the section of the station showed any sign of movement, nervously gazing around the cabin. I shook my head and disapproval of the power of my own imagination and my initial foolishness for believing it. Nothing on the station could have made such a noise. In an attempt to settle myself again, I swam over to the main console and check the thermometer. to reading. 19.8, just as I was expecting. Either the problem had fixed itself, and the temperature control had automatically reduced the station back to 19.8 degrees, or the problem was still there, but it was with the thermometer,
Starting point is 01:32:02 and not in fact the temperature control system. Either way, I was relieved not to be doused in sweat any longer. I quickly resigned myself to the fact I wouldn't be getting any more sleep for a while so with a defeated sigh that flicked on the switch for the main cabin lights they blinked on one by one with a deep guttural hum which was soon lost in the orchestra of other quiet whirrors and buzzes the light hit my pupils with a ferocious intensity and i had to close my eyes to shield them i had become adjusted to the comfortable dark and my eyes were shocked by this new and frightening stimulus the next order of business was to put some clothes on.
Starting point is 01:32:46 In my sleeping underwear, I was beginning to feel a slight chill, and I'd be a lot more comfortable in something warm. So is 21. Do you read? I poured up the zip on my jumpsuit as I spoke. After there was no answer, I leaned closer towards the radio mouthpiece, licked my lips slightly to moisten them, and try it again. So yours 21, do you read? Receiving, comrade, what can I do for you?
Starting point is 01:33:14 The faint reply came. It was good to hear the voice of Commander Zudov again. I just wanted to tell you that the sense of problem is all cleared up, Commander. We're back at usual temperature. That's brilliant. Zudov was clearly relieved. I was worried for a minute there. How did you fix it?
Starting point is 01:33:36 I breathed heavily, trying to form a response. The pause must have lasted a good second or two because Zudov transmitted again. Boris, are you there? How did you fix the temperature problem? I didn't do anything, I decided on eventually, just went away on its own. Hmm. Zudov wasn't pleased, clearly. I'm glad it's back to normal again.
Starting point is 01:34:06 Well, yes, so am I. I'll talk to you soon. Zudov's voice was slightly frosty in this act of dismissal. I'll look forward to it. The radio crackled with static before falling silent completely. I replaced the microphone and pushed back away from the set towards the main console, with the intent of once again checking the temperature. I gave an unconvincing laugh when I saw it was still stuck at 19.8.
Starting point is 01:34:36 This was becoming my new obsession. With the temperature back to normal and the pain in my stomach gone, I was convinced I'd be able to make a better job of diagnosing the problem with the heating control. Unfortunately, this was not the case, and I managed to spend several hours once again vainly trying to plough my way through hundreds of wiring cases and circuit boards. Eventually, though, my frontal cortex began to throb from the sheer mental exertion of the work. It was an acute pressure that punched up my brainstem, across my scalp and out of my eye sockets.
Starting point is 01:35:11 At one point it became so bad I had to let go of the manual I was reading to massage my forehead In fear my skull would explode outwards My vision blurred bright red and blue patters scarring themselves across my retinas like sheet lining Pins and needles crawled up my arms and legs Starting in just the extremities then soaking upwards and inwards across my thighs and forearms I was rushing in my ears that drowned out most other sounds but I just heard an odd drawn out croak
Starting point is 01:35:45 on the edge of my audible range it took a few seconds for me to realize that the noise was sliding from my own wide open jaws the pain was unbearable every second I felt like I was about to drown in a sea of swirling fractals
Starting point is 01:36:01 like the dam in my mind was going to shatter open and my entire consciousness was going to be washed away by a flood of jarring flashes with an arm hands I flung myself for my sleeping compartment. Any second now I knew I would pass out from the searing heat in my head. I wanted to be in my sleeping bag when it happened,
Starting point is 01:36:21 so I didn't float around the capsule while I was out. I could barely see by the time I was in the sleeping bag, and as I fumbled for the restraints, I went. My face split apart and melted, exposing a bare skull, hard bone peeling back like warm butter. From the chasm in the front of my head, a blinding light spilled out, heat splashing across my head. More fractures opened across my temples in the back of my scalp, beneath my hair. I could see my own brain, separating into regular sections like a gelatinous white Clementine,
Starting point is 01:37:01 or at least that's what it felt like. The pain was too much. I screwed close my eyes and my mind. shut down. I awoke, staring at the plastic wall of my sleeping compartment, drained. The banging in my head had subsided from the feverish dance of several hundred strong warrior tribes in the midst of a ferocious and primal ritual to the distant crackle of thunder above a darkened grassland, accompanied by the gentle crackle of rain. With some trepidation, I pulled at my sleeping bag and climbed out, waiting for the pain to return.
Starting point is 01:37:41 But as my sweaty fingers played around the door handle, the fear subsided, and I gingerly slid open the door, and floated out into the dark station. The main lights were off, casting the living area and the flight deck into an uncomfortable darkness, thick as honey, and seeping from every joint of the spaceship walls. It was split only by the bright neon of the station clock and the main console, which sliced through the vicious black with beams of gentle, sharp green rays, bouncing off the walls and battling the darkness for control of the spaces above my head and below my feet. Another creek yawned through the capsule as I pulled myself out to the flight deck towards the radio. Still sent shivers down my spine, despite the fact I knew it was just the metal contracting due to a drop in temperature. Soyuz 21. Do you read? Receiving OPS 3.
Starting point is 01:38:40 The man on the other end of the radio wasn't Commander Zudov, and I hesitated when I recognized Flight Engineer Roj Desvinsky's dry rasp. How is it going over there, Flight Engineer? Well, I didn't like Roj Desvinsky. It wasn't that he was particularly unpleasant. In fact, he had been mostly amicable whenever I'd taught him. It wasn't even his rough voice, like sandpaper in my ears. It was his quiet lack of engagement with...
Starting point is 01:39:11 not only the mission, but the whole of space. He always seemed distant, far, far away, not like Zudov, who was only ever as far as the radio speakers. Oh, it's fine, comrade. Is Commander Zutov there? He's getting some sleep at the moment. I see. Have you had any contact with the ground yet? Sorry?
Starting point is 01:39:38 Have the problems with the solar flares died down? You've reached ground on the radio communication network. Oh, yes, the solar flares, of course. No, we are still unable to reach them. Right. Well, can you keep trying? Yes, of course, it's top priority. Okay, thank you.
Starting point is 01:40:03 I hesitated before closing with my usual comment to Zudov. See you in four days. I suppose so. Rojstedt-Svinsky was distant, almost uninterested by the entire conversation. The radio went silent, leaving me with just the hiss of dead air, which ripped gently off the skin of the capsule, so it sounded like it was coming from every corner of the spacecraft at once. I flicked off the radio and tossed down the mouthpiece,
Starting point is 01:40:35 watching it float on its coil for a few seconds before heading away to the shower. apartment. Four days. That's what I kept telling myself as I sat at the main console, flicking slowly through diagnostic programs, the bright green of the screen washing over the rest of the module. I kept the lights off for now, just because it was so much more comfortable in the dark. With the bright lights constantly in my face, I could hardly concentrate. Four more days. The sentence fragment the day. The day. The sentence fragment the escape my mouth as a surprise even to me. It was next to silent, and if I hadn't been completely alone up here, I would have dismissed it as background noise. I hadn't ever been one to talk
Starting point is 01:41:21 to myself, and I was determined not to start now. My palms still damp from the shower, left prints where I'd been clutching the armrests of the seat, and with a start I realized my hands have been clenched, just a few seconds ago, tightly around the plastic. Just fly, you know, for more days. There was something off in the cabin. I could just feel it now. The equilibrium was off. Something had been moved.
Starting point is 01:41:51 In the corner of my eye, swirling around, I scanned the living area, suddenly aware of a slight change in the capsule. Once you live in a space for long enough, you become accustomed to every tiny detail, and even the slightest difference is like a blaring air-aid siren. The medical cupboard was open, I realised. It was only slightly a jar, maybe just wide enough for me to fit my hand into, but it was noticeable enough for me to catch it on my second glance.
Starting point is 01:42:19 How had it got open? I thought for a second, just floating silently, staring at the open cupboard. It had a sliding door, so it wasn't something that could just drift open with a draft. Not that there was anyone up here. How long had it been like that? It was impossible to tell. I finally whirled my body into action, done with quietly staring, and crossed over to the cupboard. Perhaps I'd left it open when I got the sleeping pills out last night.
Starting point is 01:42:49 My train of thought faltered. Had it been last night? A night before that I'd taken the pills. I couldn't remember properly. Nothing was in chronological order. I slid open the cupboard fully and looked around. Nothing seemed out of place. Nothing had moved.
Starting point is 01:43:06 The sleeping pills were still politely hidden Among bandages and unlabeled vitamin tablets Keeping up with the fiction that I never used them And I could get to sleep on my own Ops 3 I was almost asleep by the time Zudov called on the radio My eyes barely opened more than asleep Ops 3 do you read
Starting point is 01:43:28 I read you comrade How are you doing up there? Are you well I must have hesitated for a second too long because Zudov was suddenly nervous. What happened? he demanded before I could speak. Nothing, I'm fine. Don't lie to me, Commander. I can tell something is wrong.
Starting point is 01:43:52 I sighed audibly and immediately regretted it. That would be only one more confirmation to Zudov about the state of my mind. Commander Volnyo, I've been having sleep problems. Sleep problems. That's not. or so I hear. Weren't you briefed on that? I took the pills,
Starting point is 01:44:15 the sleeping pills. You took them? Yes, they worked fine. We'd been instructive back on Sholk of 14, the cosmonaut training facility, to not take the pills unless it was absolutely necessary and under no circumstances take more than four at a time. That's it?
Starting point is 01:44:37 Just taking sleeping pills? No, there's... I hesitated again, this time because my voice was caught on the saliva on the edge of my windpipe. There's something else. My memory's getting fuzzy sometimes. What do you mean? I can't remember things properly. Today I found a cupboard open, and I don't remember opening it.
Starting point is 01:45:04 There was nothing but silence for nearly 30 seconds. I thought Zudov had abandoned me. Okay, look, I have to do. ago, I have to check our oxygen filters. I'll talk to you soon. Zudov was sombiously distracted, and over the crackle of interference I could hear a faint muttering. Right, I'll see you in four days. The sun was just slipping through the blue band of Earth's atmosphere as I took a quick glance from the flight deck porthole. It was almost fully extinguished, but long tails of light flared up through the dark. The last swan song of the soon to be gone
Starting point is 01:45:43 start. Sleep is a very loose term for what I had that night. I climbed in the sleeping compartment and stared at the walk. At some non-descript time, I fell into a semi-aware, semi-unconscious state, not sleep, but somewhere in between, where my mind wandered. I was awakened again in the lucid sense of the word by another thermal ping. There was the faint taste of vomit and chemicals on the back of my throat. My eyes were watered. thick streams of salty tears ran down my face and soaked into the neck of my sleep shirt. I didn't remember taking sleeping pills, but I couldn't deny the artificial mint that still hung in my mouth and nasal cavity. It could only belong to the pills. I hadn't eaten anything
Starting point is 01:46:32 in days and certainly nothing mint flavoured. With a groan I probed the very edges of my sleeping bag and felt the strain in my muscles. They were tense and taught. It took some effort to get them to move as with every slightest adjustment of my limbs came the sting of built-up lactic acid. The air in the sleeping compartment was stale, old. It felt like it had been through my lungs at least ten times before, and it hung around me with a dreadful stillness. As I pull myself from my sleeping bag, I could still smell the musk of my skin and my sweat. Everything reeked of it. Everything reeked of me. I opened the door. and my heart stopped.
Starting point is 01:47:18 It stopped pumping, warm blood turning cold in my veins, stationary. The contents of my stomach turned to ice. A great slush of freezing water that weighed down on my body and digestive system, if only figuratively. Thousands of goose bumps rippled across my bare arms and legs. The nerves in my skin suddenly several hundred degrees below zero. black powder floated in a small cloud in the center of the living space. It looked for all the world like a nebula gone dark, hundreds of tiny swirling peaks and troughs made of an infinite number of black pinpricks.
Starting point is 01:47:58 Lord, I breathed disbelievingly. The carbon filter span at the center of it all, glinting dangerously and disgorging more trails of carbon powder as it turned seemingly randomly through its clouds. How had it got there? How the fuck had it got there? Good Lord, I repeated as I swam towards a cloud. I reached out extending my hand through the dust
Starting point is 01:48:27 and clamping it around the filter. It was a small metal box about the size of a paperback book with an opening at one end where the carbon was leaking from. Well, the filter usually sat deep within the whirring mass of the air filtration system, there was an access panel used to change it in the flight deck, and my eyes immediately flicked up towards it when I remembered its location.
Starting point is 01:48:51 Sure enough, it hung open. Soyuz 21. Soyuz 21. My voice into the radio was barely more than a whisper. In my head my mind screamed, trying to drown out the uncertain knowledge I gained since waking up. I was looking for an explanation. any explanation. Perhaps there had been some micro-debree impacts
Starting point is 01:49:19 that had shaken the filter loose. I hadn't felt anything, but then I wouldn't have done if I'd taken the sleeping pills. Perhaps there'd been a pressure malfunction and had blown the access panel open and the filter out. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
Starting point is 01:49:36 There were so many possibilities, but no answers. Receiving, Hobbs reed. Comrade, Vyakhislav. I used Zudov's first name in my strange state of shock, trying to connect with him across the void, across the great gap. I...
Starting point is 01:49:54 I think there's... I choked up, looking at the open access panel and the filter which I had left floating by it. When my throat cleared, my voice was barely a whisper. There's something wrong, comrade. There's something very, very wrong. Commander Volnyov, what is the problem? Zudov was cold.
Starting point is 01:50:21 I could hear a strange silence as his voice echoed away around his capsule. I think... I couldn't speak. I couldn't say a single word. How could I explain? I decided to keep it simple to ignore the terrifying implications of what had happened, to keep what I said to facts and nothing. more. There's a problem with the air filtering system. What kind of problem, Obst 3?
Starting point is 01:50:50 One of the carbon filters fell out, or got knocked out, or... There I trailed off. After that point, the facts did not serve me very well. There was nothing I could say for certain. Do you think it's fixable? Of course it's fixable, that's not the point. Say again, Obs 3. I need you to contact ground, Soyuz. Please, as fast as you can. I can't do that, comrade. The long-range communications are still out because of solar fleas. Okay, thank you, Commander.
Starting point is 01:51:28 See you in three days. I was cold. My spine was chilled with a sharp tingle of nerves. Zudov was never this business-like, never this disinterested, and it scared me even more than the problem with the carbon filter. If I could have seen him, I felt like he wouldn't have battered an eyelid when I'd told him about it. Well, I was on my own, it seemed. Not even the comfort of my old friend on the other end of the radio.
Starting point is 01:51:56 With Zudov in his current mood, I felt like talking to him any longer would be pointless. I began to rationalise in my head, and the primal spasms of fear inside my head began to die down, comforted by warm and concrete logic. Nothing to fear. I had nothing to fear. I needed something to calm my nerves, though. We weren't allowed alcohol aboard a station, of course, but I was pretty sure there were some anxiety pills in the medicine cabinet.
Starting point is 01:52:24 Pills. It was always pills. They were in another white bottle, marked with black text. They tasted like chalk, no artificial mint this time. As I felt the large lumps slide down my throat, my heart rate began to slow. Maybe half an hour passed before I began to really feel the effects. I could sense my heart beating heavily and slowly in my chest, each thump further away from the last,
Starting point is 01:52:53 but heavier, the mass of muscle and vein straining to release itself from the confines of my fleshy body. Time was slowing down. As I watched the sun slowly creep up across the side of the earth, the names of all the pills and tablets I've been taking began to run through my head. Amino-glotaric acid, atenol, tacharis, grandaxin,
Starting point is 01:53:16 or a tetrion. The list stretched on and on. Well, the names didn't mean anything, just odd foreign words there were a problem to pronounce and an even bigger problem to spell. There was a small bead of sweat forming on my foreheads. I could feel it just above my left eye. There were others lightly, and I'm sure they rippled
Starting point is 01:53:38 each time my heart gave another thumb. Nothing now but the sound of my heart beat and the pothold in front of me. My vision began to focus inwards, the edges blurring out. I was very close to the glass now, despite the fact I hadn't moved an inch. My field of view was rapidly zooming in on the geometric curve of the earth, as it was caressed by dark clouds. Everything else had passed out of my view, now just a stretched and blurred mass on the edges of my vision. I was through the glass and now looking at the vast face of the earth, as it turned seductively into the light of the same.
Starting point is 01:54:21 sun, that great scorch ball of searing heat. My journey down was starting to speed up. Still slow at first, I barely surpassed the speed of Salutes orbit, but soon my acceleration brought me up to greater speeds. The blue planet loomed up in front of me, and I was falling into its great yawning moor. The void whipped past me, as my speed reached unimaginable levels. The atmosphere was beginning to glow around my vision, burning first yellow, then white hot. Clouds parted, and the patchwork green over the country sped towards me, seconds from impact. Jerking awake, I was poured from my hallucination by the heavy beating of my heart. The pearl of sweat on my forehead had evaporated, leaving just a tiny white deposit of salt crystals. I was fine, I was still here. Just a slight
Starting point is 01:55:19 dizziness remained from my hallucination. I needed a drink, I decided. I needed a drink and something to eat. My mouth felt like it was full of rock salt, and I really needed to wash that out. I grabbed a water bottle and started to drink the rubber-tinged water as I rooted through the cupboards and cabinets, trying to find some food that would be inoffensive to my stomach. Beef stew, it seemed, was the best choice.
Starting point is 01:55:46 It came in a small tin that didn't require heating. Ripping off the lid of the can, a small blob of brown stew was dislodged from inside, and I watched it spiral away across the kitchen. It slammed into the side of one of the kitchen cabinets with a violent splat, leaving a dark brown smudge. I sat at the flight console and tried to run the diagnostic program. I went to find out what time the filter had blown out
Starting point is 01:56:13 and why the alarm hadn't gone off. Lines of code flickered down the screen, repeating over and over again as I tried to connect with the diagnostic system. I could hear the memory discs whirring loudly as they strained to figure out what the sensors were doing. The computer insisted nothing was wrong. No alarms had been reported, no problems detected. Nothing.
Starting point is 01:56:36 It was as if nothing had happened. The diagnostic finished and flashed out the results. Zero, errors found. I slammed the side of the screen with my fist, and it flickered, before I tore myself out at the console chair and headed back to the living area. Well, I was starting to get jittery. The air was cold, or at least it felt like it.
Starting point is 01:56:59 The whole incident had given me an uncomfortable feeling about the station, and the cocktail of pills didn't help. My skin crawled just thinking about it. The small noises, the beeps and thumps, the hiss of air pumps and groan of metal. I noticed every single one now. Goosepumps rippled across my skin every time I heard something even slightly out of place. I was a wreck by the time two hours had pulled. The cumulative sum of every single tiny rattle or creek could set my teeth grating and shredded my nerves.
Starting point is 01:57:33 I was totally prepared for the station to start plummeting back towards the earth at any second. Every time the filter system gave a hiss, I was convinced a leak had sprung, and I was going to be sucked out into the cold vacuum of space through a hole the size of my nostril, squeezed into a fine red paste as I was spit out across the atmosphere. My liquidized entrails slowly spiraling across the cloudy sky. I couldn't take it any longer. I needed to put myself out of my misery, at least temporarily. Sleep would be the ignorance of any problem.
Starting point is 01:58:08 An ignorance, I told myself, was bliss. I repeated this mantra over and over as I pulled the pills from the medical cabinet and down too without hesitation, followed by a quick sip from my water bottle. Ignorance was bliss. blackness clawed at the edge of my vision as I climbed into the sleeping bag the pills were beginning to take effect I closed my eyes and was ferried away from that ticking metal coffin in the sky I didn't dream of course I never dreamt up there
Starting point is 01:58:40 but I enjoyed a few hours of comfortable blackness when I awoke the pill-border was still clutched in my hand and had it pressed up against my chest in the warm confines of my sleeping bags. There was a slight buzzing coming from the strip light on the roof that I'd never noticed before. It wasn't uncomfortable exactly, just disquieting, especially having only just woken up. I studied it carefully until my retinas were scorched blue by the bright glow. I closed my eyes and tried to shake off its imprint on the back of my eyes. Sweat caked itself on my body, as it always did when I woke up, and I couldn't wait to get the sleeping garment off and have a shower. It was always too warm in the sleeping bag.
Starting point is 01:59:27 From the outside the small box of my compartments, I heard a noise, an echoing thumb. Just a thermal ping, I told myself, just the metal expanding and contracting outside. Nothing more. Still, I was frozen in my place, listening out for any other noise, despite telling myself there was nothing to fit. Then came another thumb, another deep echo. wing thump. The colour must have drained from my face because my entire body went cold when I heard it. I almost felt the blood squeezed from my veins. I began to squirm in my sleeping bag, trying to free my arm so I could tear off the restraints that had stopped me floating around the compartment when I slept. I was aching to get out. The noises outside making me suddenly
Starting point is 02:00:16 very uncomfortable. Then came the bird thump. This couldn't be just a fluke. This couldn't just be heat expansions. I stopped thrashing for a second and listened. There it was again. It was regular, some kind of repetitive banging sound. It's coming from the opposite side of the station, near the flight deck. The next one, however, sound is slightly closer, and the one after that more so.
Starting point is 02:00:49 The gaps between the bangs began to decrease, getting closer each time. They were footsteps. I was still strapped into the sleeping bag when I came to this realization, and whatever chills had run across my body before now paled in comparison to this. It was like I've been dropped from my warm sleeping compartment to the dark waste of Siberia, spinning madly as I fell. Fear and a light-headed dizziness consumed me. The footsteps were getting closer.
Starting point is 02:01:23 I had a slight pause. as they reached the small step where the flight deck transitioned into the living at. Shivers racked my body as I fumbled with the straps, trying to get out before whatever the source of the footsteps was had reached me. My mind reeled, unable to think over the pounding of footsteps. This couldn't be real, and this could not be real. The straps came loose and I wriggled out of the bag, the footsteps shaking the whole station as it got closer great crashing impacts just feet away now i was sobbing
Starting point is 02:02:01 as i went to the door handle pressing it shut in a vain attempt to keep whatever was out there from getting in there was one final step as the source of the sound came face to face with the door of my sleeping compartment and then silence i could hear my heavy breathing as i pressed my ear my heavy breathing as i pressed my ear up to the plastic of the door, listening out for whatever was out there. Nothing. Just silence. Something heavy slammed into the door, and I jumped back in terror, slamming my head and body against the back wall. The impact echoed away, and the station fell into silence once again. Several minutes passed before I plucked up the courage to move. Not a single sound had disturbed the silence up to that point, and I had been forced to listen in terror.
Starting point is 02:02:56 to the sound of my desperate, shallow breaths. Gingerly, I clasped the handle and listened. Still nothing. Everything sounded calm out there. With one movement I swallowed and threw open the sliding door. I winced at the squeak of its rollers. The station expanded before me, seemingly huge, dark and empty. The whole space was stationary and quiet.
Starting point is 02:03:26 Nothing out there. I remained there for a few seconds, watching like a nervous gazelle at a watering hole, wary of predators stalking in the long grass. Slowly, I pulled myself out. I felt like I was riddled with the eyes of hundreds, all watching me. My skin suddenly felt very vulnerable. Whatever was out here, it scared me beyond what I thought was possible. It showed me the cracks in the facade. Slowly, I began to move towards the kitchen,
Starting point is 02:04:02 running my eyes over every surface, my body weak and shaking. The air was warm and still. I began to steady my breathing. I kept darting my eyes, though, convinced something was waiting for me, just out of my field of view. I think there's someone here. I hissed into the radio,
Starting point is 02:04:24 looking over my shoulders I do. Soyuz, did you read? I think there's someone here. The response that came through the speakers was crackly and garbled, pierced occasionally by harsh electronic tones or the buzz of static, but it was recognizable. It was Chikovsky's piano concerto number one in B-flat minor. I recognized it from a long time ago, from a different time.
Starting point is 02:04:54 No words. just music. Soyus 21. Do you read? I repeated, as the music stopped and the transmission faded away. Commander, answer me. There was nothing, except another quick burst of the music again. It lasted a few seconds before stopping again. Leaning down, I examined the dial, and sure enough, I was on the correct frequency. Please, I begged, tears welling up in my eyes. eyes out of fear, the fear of my only lifeline to the outside world down there being severed. Nothing except the music.
Starting point is 02:05:39 It didn't stop this time, it carried on. It lasted a good minute before the song reached its conclusion, and I was once again left in shocked silence. With a numbness in my heart, I placed the mouthpiece back down on its stand and pulled myself from the chair. I was alone up here. Or maybe I wasn't, and whoever else was there and myself were just alone together. It made no sense.
Starting point is 02:06:09 How could someone else be up here? How could there be someone on the station without me knowing? There was nowhere to hide. I saw every inch of the pressurized space of the ship every single day. Then it struck me. There was one place I didn't go. Flight engineer Jolabov's sleeping compartment. It had been undisturbed since the day he'd left.
Starting point is 02:06:36 I turned around to face it, looking at the door with a new, surging intensity that I hadn't been capable of before. It was locked when I tried it. I couldn't remember whether it had been me or Jolobov who'd locked it that day, although I was certain I didn't know where the key was, even if it was still on the station.
Starting point is 02:06:56 The keyhole was tiny, not wide enough to look through and even if it had been it would have been too dark on the other side to see anything I had to find a way to open it the kitchen was my first stop I found the knife
Starting point is 02:07:11 it was a metal blade with a flat plastic handle about eight inches long and it glinted alluringly in the powerful station lights I poured off the plastic sheath that covered the blade and headed for the door with all my curiosity
Starting point is 02:07:26 all my fear I pounded the knife into the door. The blade sank in maybe an inch before I pulled it out again and gave another powerful stab at the plastic. This time the blades slid in better, all the way up to the handle, and when I pulled it out, light flooded into the darkened compartment, slipping my hand around the doorframe to keep myself in place.
Starting point is 02:07:52 I gave a mighty kick, and the plastic cracked and splintered. It was only about a bit of a doorframe. third of an inch thick so my barefoot went through the hole my knife had wrought pretty easily collecting several plastic splinters as it went with drawing my now stinging foot and pulling out the splinters i tore open the door which now hung off its rail loosely the inside of the compartment was a dark coffin next to identical to mine it's not terrible though of dry blood and sweat and other the biological things.
Starting point is 02:08:26 I guess the blood, which was now a rust-covered stain on the sleeping bag, which hung on one wall, had come from the night Jolobov had spent in here while we waited for a Soyuz to evacuate him. I'd banded his tan pretty badly, and he'd had leaked dark crimson and translucent yellow fluids all night. He had been in such pain, and I could hear him from outside the compartment, whispering to himself, and occasionally sobbing. I had been the one who'd been tasked with the gruesome endeavouring. of scraping his fingers off the inside of the airlock hatch.
Starting point is 02:09:00 All this came back to me as I hung nervously in the entrance of his compartment. I flicked on the light and it spilled a peeling an appealing orange glow across the scene with a cheery buzz. The first thing I noticed were the pills bottles. There were at least ten floating around the floor, their shiny labels door bright reflections. I picked one up and looked at the reflection. general painkillers i gave a low whistle there were enough pain killers to make an elephant numb or there would have been if the bottles hadn't all been empty had jolobov been taking them was he an addict another possibility formed itself in my mind had he taken them all in one go had he been preparing himself for an accident had he deliberately sliced off his own fingers or the amount of pain painkillers here, he wouldn't have felt a thing as that hatch had come down on his hand. I began to root around, worried about what else I'd find.
Starting point is 02:10:03 The stench of body odour was strong. I guess it had been fermenting in here for a while. And then I found the notebook. It was wrapped in brown paper, and when I found it, I was a little confused. It was small about the size of my palm and had a black cover. flipping it open on a random page, I found that it was Jolobov's distinctive scroll that he called handwriting. It read as follows. July 17th, Boris woke up at 545 ALMT, took shower for 12 minutes of 549 ALMT.
Starting point is 02:10:47 When finished, shave for approximately five minutes, missed several spots, left shower compartment, 605 ALMT, headed to living area, drank approximately 200 milliliters of water, ate breakfast. And so, it continued. I felt sick. This was about me. This was a detailed record of my activities that day, right down to accounts of our conversations. I flicked to the next page, and sure enough, there was a description of my activities on July 18th. It was written in eye-watering detail, and the amount of time I spent on the time I spent on the the toilet to how I ate and drank. It was almost clinical. Going through the book,
Starting point is 02:11:36 there was an entry for each day since we'd launched from Bikano, right up to three days before the accident. I could feel a lump in my throat. All sympathy I'd held from my flight engineer rapidly draining away. Whatever this was, it was disgusting and invasive. Slowly and coldly, I wrapped the notebook back in the paper, placed it back down on the shelf and backed out into the living area. Whatever was happening here, Jolobov had been in on it. Why had he stopped, was the real question. Surely giving up just two days before the accident couldn't be a coincidence. Ops three, do you read. Please confirm Ops three. The radio was barking behind me. I ignored it, still staring at the compartment, my jaw slack.
Starting point is 02:12:28 How long had it been going on like that? I didn't know. Still, I didn't rush to answer Commander Zudov's transmission. I moved slowly, without a definite purpose, keeping my eyes fixed on the sleeping compartment. What the fuck? I swore loudly into the mouthpiece. Where have you been?
Starting point is 02:12:50 Say again, obviously, I do not understand. Why have you been ignoring my transmission, swiss? Rage bubbled through my voice. but I tried to keep it even for the sake of anyone back on earth who might have been listening. Ops3, we have received no transmission from you since yesterday. That's a lie. You were sending out that music. Listen, Opsry, I've talked to flight engineer Roj Desventsky. We're both very worried about you.
Starting point is 02:13:22 We think perhaps you're having some kind of breakdown. Breakdown? I murmured slowly. No. I'm not having... It's perfectly understandable in your position, Boris. Perfectly normal. Zudov purred.
Starting point is 02:13:38 His voice slow and gentle. Nobody blames you. All the stress you've been put under. A breakdown, I repeated once again. Was it possible? Could I be going insane? Yes, you've been up there alone, so long. You started to imagine things, started to see things.
Starting point is 02:13:59 Are you sure? Perhaps we should come early, Boris. Perhaps we should come and help you. Something about Zudov's voice hinted at a hidden malignance to his words, no longer hidden by his force friendiness. A pretense he was clearly straining to keep up. He sent chills down my spine. No, that won't be necessary.
Starting point is 02:14:25 I think it will, Boris. I think we'll have to set a course for Sullyt five of us. right now. No, I mean, I don't want to disrupt the mission. I gave a nervous chuckle. The mission, that's what's important. Zudov was silent for a second, considering my comments. The station was filled with the sound of static. I prayed that he would agree to stay away for another two days. There was something about Zudov, something I only just noticed that scared me, and the more time I spent away from him, the better. Yes, of course. You can manage two days. You should get some sleep, though. Take the sleeping pills. You sound tired.
Starting point is 02:15:09 I'll do that. See you in two days, then. Get some sleep, boys. We'll be here before you know it. How long had it been referring to me by my first name? That was against protocol. Everything's going to be fine. I placed the mouthpiece back on the clip and swallowed nervously. Two days stuck up here. I was now unsure which option was worse, being trapped up here or being trapped on Soyuz with the smooth-talking Zudov. I mulled over what he'd said.
Starting point is 02:15:45 It seemed entirely possible to me that I was having a breakdown, the things I'd seen, the things I'd heard. Those couldn't be real. They couldn't be. Footsteps weren't possible in microgravity. That's what I told myself. By the implication of everything being just a hallucination. was equally sinister.
Starting point is 02:16:04 Was I going insane? Everything had seemed so real when they'd been happening. The notebook had felt really. Footsteps couldn't have just been in my imagination, could they? And the carbon filter? And that really come loose from its piping at all? And it would explain why the computer never detected any faults.
Starting point is 02:16:24 They'd all been in my head. There was one cast-iron way to prove all this, of course. I could go to Jolobov's compartment. I could unwrap the brown paper, and I could look at the notebook. If it wasn't a paranoia-fuelled hallucination, all the writing would still be there. If it was just in my head, all the writing would be gone, or even better, the notebook wouldn't be there at all. Of course, it's never that simple. I tore open the brown paper, and there it was.
Starting point is 02:16:57 With a nauseous reticence, I opened the first page and confirmed. the writing was still there. My stomach sank. With a burst of rage I threw the book across the room. It slammed against the far wall and then fluttered away. There's nothing I could do then. It'd been there in my hands, solid and real, which meant I was left with two options.
Starting point is 02:17:21 Either I hadn't been hallucinating and the book was real, or I was further down the rabbit hole of my own head than I thought. Both of the possibilities were, unfortunate. terrifying. I needed some time. I decided to figure out what to do. I needed to get things straight in my head. I had to do something about this. I couldn't be paralyzed by inaction any longer. I couldn't take it. Slowly I crossed back to the kitchen. My hands trembling as I pulled my body through the air. All the while my head pounded heavy with a throb of blood. I wasn't sure what was real anymore and then I remembered the pills Zudov had told me to take the pills perhaps I was tired
Starting point is 02:18:10 Zudov had never lied to me before I noted he wouldn't say anything that could put me in harm's way surely commander Zudov had my best interests at heart well it was no use I couldn't fool myself with the bullshit excuses about best interests I knew I didn't trust that man anymore not for another velvet syllable that was wrought by his distant throat, not for another instruction echoed across the void. I was done listening to him. Internal debate finished. I steadied my breathing and decided to look at my problem logically.
Starting point is 02:18:49 I tried to block out the memories of the footsteps and the book and the filter and just look at it from an objective point of view. It was pretty much all I could do at this point. I could take the pills. or I could sit here in terror and confusion for two days. I knew, like it or not, that I'd have to take the pills at some point. I couldn't stay awake for another two days,
Starting point is 02:19:17 yet I couldn't sleep. I knew that natural sleep would be an impossibility after everything that had happened. And so I took the pills. I washed them down with a sip of water and soon felt myself drifting on an ocean of sticky black tar. It took all my effort to simply pull myself back to my sleeping compartment and climb in the sleeping bag before I sank into the viscous black liquid of my mind and I felt it soak into my skin and fill my lungs.
Starting point is 02:19:48 Sleep was silent and black as always. Once again the night passed without dreams. I was awoken once again by the hum of the strip lights. It had all the stirrings of some horrible deja vu with me. It gnawed at the pit of my stomachs. stomach, all the knowledge, all the memories and all, the fear that it might happen again. There was something else there, too, though. The knowledge that possibly I may not be alone up here. Something was clearly very wrong, I reflected, and my policy of ignorance had failed so badly up to this point I was nearly sick. I needed to confront it. I needed to find whatever truth lay behind the events here.
Starting point is 02:20:30 I climbed out of the sleeping compartment and looked around. It took me a second or two to see the writing. When I did, though, my heart stopped. It was everywhere, all across the walls, large and black. It had been smeared in some black substance using the end of a thumb. Christ! I shuddered at the sight of it, seeing something wholly unnatural and wholly unknown. It was an ugly confirmation of something that had lurked within me for days.
Starting point is 02:21:01 It had been easy to be unafraid of the unknown when the unknown. of being crammed in a safe in the back of my mind. Not with the unknown on full view in front of me with all its horrific glory. It was now impossible to deny my terror. The words didn't mean anything. No, it was their existence which scared me. They were just numbers or random Russian phrases. But the fact that they were there, well...
Starting point is 02:21:28 It couldn't be real, I decided. It could not be real. slowly I turned around and climbed back into my sleeping compartment I slid the door closed again and took a deep breath this was just in my head it wasn't real I was just imagining things in my head spilling out onto the walls of the station when I opened the door it would be gone I decided the writing would be gone it was all in my mind
Starting point is 02:21:57 and I was in control of my mind I was in control I slid open the door and looked out, praying it would be gone. It was gone. The walls were bare. It had all been in my head. What was wrong with me? Slowly dragging my eyes over every surface for any trace of the black markings, I pulled myself towards the flight deck and the radio transmitter.
Starting point is 02:22:24 I couldn't do it any longer. I had to call Soyuz. I had to get off. If I didn't, I feared the damage would be irreparable, and I'd be trapped in a semi-real world of my own hallucinations forever. When I flicked on the radio transmitter, however, something was already being transmitted on the other side. The green lights flickered in confirmation that the set was powered up,
Starting point is 02:22:48 and as soon as they did I tore up the mouthpiece, before I could speak, however, a harsh voice jumped from the speakers. Having visual and auditory hallucinations, along with paranoia and loss of appetite. It was Zudov. His voice relaxed me. Despite my misgivings for him, I knew that it was the same man I'd been talking to all this time.
Starting point is 02:23:14 These words, on the other hand, were troubling, to say the least. They clearly weren't directed at me. Who was he talking to? They hadn't informed me that communication with ground had been resumed, and I told the commander specifically to do that. Keep observing him. Another voice now, nod Zudov, not flight engineer Roj Desvensky's. If they were the only two people on Soyuz 21, then Zudov must be talking to someone elsewhere, someone on the ground.
Starting point is 02:23:46 There was a hiss of static and the channel broke up into meaningless beeping. I listened in anger. I needed to know who they'd been talking about, although I had a sinking feeling I already knew. air is contaminated the channel was back and the other man was still speaking contaminated I didn't quite catch the first half of the sentence
Starting point is 02:24:12 through the interference but that word alone was enough to spook me yes concentration is up to 21% carry on observing so you're nothing more there was a hiss and the stranger went silent
Starting point is 02:24:27 the air went dead I swallowed. The noise sounded deafening in this new silence. What had I just heard? Who had they been talking about? The obvious answer was just on the tip of my tongue, but I dared say it. I didn't even dare think it. It was too dangerous, too terrifying to comprehend.
Starting point is 02:24:50 I looked down at the radio set and saw something chilling. The frequency dial had been changed. It certainly wasn't me who'd changed it. I was sure of that. That meant someone or something else was here. That meant it was all real. I closed my eyes and turned the dial back to the familiar position. The warm hiss of static greeted me, different in tone to that on the other channel.
Starting point is 02:25:19 I had to know. I had to know who they were talking about. I had to know whether I was alone up here. I had to know if I was losing my mind. "'Soyuz, 21. Come in, Soyuz 21.' I asked eventually. I still clamped, firmly shaned. Reading, obviously, reading loud and clear. Soyuz, I began, and then stopped to take a deep breath.
Starting point is 02:25:46 Soyuz, have you had any communication with ground you? There was a short, heavy pause before Commander Zudov spoke. When he did, I could tell by the tone of his voice that there was a sickening smile on his lips none whatsoever i'm afraid salutes still out because of these solar flares that was it the big lie the tipping point as soon as those words reached me i nearly broke down in despair a little sob escape my mouth the man i'd trusted all this time had everything been lies three do you copy he asked eventually I tried to bring myself to respond am I alone up here commander my voice was a hoarse whisper barely audible above the interference alone
Starting point is 02:26:45 what do you mean I mean is there someone else on the station there's no one up there. Only you. You're saying it's all in my head. You're saying I've lost my mind. Of course not. You're just under a lot of stress. All alone up there, it's no surprise you began to see things and hear things. It was only to be expected from someone in your conditions. I know. I'm not crazy. Of course you're not crazy. He purred gently. His voice warm and reassuring. I was almost lulled back into trusting the man again. I...
Starting point is 02:27:29 I just... You're just tired. You've worked hard, but don't worry, your mission is nearly over. I'll see you tomorrow. Tomorrow, I repeated, numbly. I wasn't crazy. It wasn't in my head. That man, that voice, was lying to me.
Starting point is 02:27:48 It had to be real. But what could I do? He'd be here in less than a day, and after that things will be far out of my hands. I tore open every cupboard, looked through every compartment, scoured every inch of the plain white metal. I searched for any slightest inclination
Starting point is 02:28:06 there might be a concealed compartment somewhere elsewhere in the station. I looked for anything, anything that could prove me right. There was nothing. I don't know how much time passed in my search, but I soon realised looking was a fool's errand. There was nothing to find.
Starting point is 02:28:24 What if it is. isn't human i spoke out loud to my own shock i never talked to myself my voice was small and insignificant even in the cramped air of the station the idea haunted me i'd never believed in the paranormal but my heart beat faster just thinking about it it was clearly an entity of some kind up here and if it wasn't a man then came the rasping a deep wet hissing a deep wet hiss from within the walls. It was followed by another, this one sounding more like a gasp.
Starting point is 02:29:03 I froze as I listened, the regular inhaling and exhaling of air. Something was breathing, something inside the wall. Commander, I whispered over the radio, jerking my head round as I heard another breath. It was only just audible when I was at the radio set. It seemed to emanate from the living area
Starting point is 02:29:28 a bulkhead. I can hear it breathe. Breathe. The response was swift and, surprisingly, from Zudov, nervous. I can hear it breathing inside the walls. It's awake. I held out the mouthpiece and pressed down the transmit button, hoping he'd hear it. That's just the ventilator system.
Starting point is 02:29:54 He decided doubtfully after I'd finished. You must have rubbed to you. a tube. I'll take a look when we get there. I let go of the mouthpiece and tried to steady my own breathing, but the great deep breath coming from the living area distracted me from my rhythm. It couldn't just be a torn airpipe. It had to be something more. Slowly I pulled myself up and began to head slowly, gingerly towards the source of the noise. The knife was still in the kitchen drawer, so I withdrew it and swung around to face the noise. It's coming from within a maintenance panel.
Starting point is 02:30:32 I pressed my ear against it, trying to hear what was within. The metal was cold against my skin. It was a loud bang from within, and I withdrew my head instantly in terror. It was followed by a desperate scratching, fingernails on metal. I pushed myself backwards and crashed into the wall behind me. The scratching must have gone on for hours as I sat there in sheer terror, knife phrased in front of me eventually it began to slow and then it stopped just silence remained I slowly unfurled tears streaming down my face I couldn't do it anymore I just couldn't
Starting point is 02:31:18 Bob's three come in we're beginning our approach I swore loudly and viciously tears running off my lips not him not now I would stuck between whatever horror was on the station or whatever horror was off of it. Fuck you, Zudov! I snatched the mouthpiece and yelled down it in pure fear. Say again, Obsere? He sounded indignant. Stay away from me, I warned, my voice shaky, all the while the hairs on the back of my neck were beginning to stand upright. Don't bring that ship anywhere near here. These are my orders, Commander Volnyo. I have a knife, I threatened, knowing my options were running out.
Starting point is 02:32:08 He had forced my hand. It was a silence for a second. Time passed like thick black towel. Is that a threat, Commander Volnyov. Zudov was cold in his outrage, but I could hear strains of pure ferocity in his voice. Did you just threaten me? "'Stay away from me,' I solved once again. "'Please!'
Starting point is 02:32:36 "'I'm so sorry.' He decided on eventually, and the frequency went dead. I could see the black dot of the Soyuz capsule on the horizon of the earth, silhouetted in front of the glowing blue. I had maybe half an hour before he got here. It wasn't enough. I couldn't think any more. The thing in the walls was still silent again,
Starting point is 02:33:00 as far as I could tell. With a beating heart, I turned back to the maintenance panel where the noise had been coming from. I jumped out of my skin when it gave a screech, followed by another. It was a sound of nails on a chalkboard
Starting point is 02:33:16 or something like that. Staring at the panel, I saw a sight, I will never forget. The screech was coming from a screw. It was turning in its socket, giving a mighty squeal each time it did. There was a clink as the screw finished its last rotation
Starting point is 02:33:34 and floated gently away from its holding. Whatever was turning the screws moved on to the second and backed up slowly and clutched my knife so hard my knuckles were white. My tears were in streams down my face, leaving salty deposits on my eyelids. I gritted my teeth. It felt like the content of my stomach was about to rush up my throat. It was heavy and gnawerews.
Starting point is 02:34:01 nauseating. Another sob racked my quivering body, prored into the airlock hatch entrance, right next to Jolobov's dry blood. I ran my fingers over the stain and closed my eyes. In my head, I tried to drown out the sounds with desperate prayers, but it wasn't enough. There was a heavy clunk as I felt Soyuz impact. Cracking open one eye, I looked back at the station, floating in the air was the now detached maintenance compartment panel along with a handful of screws
Starting point is 02:34:38 I heard movement from within turning my focus back to Soyuz I banged on the airlock door then felt the hiss as the seals began to fill this was it hairs on the back of my neck were pricking up again I had to get out
Starting point is 02:34:58 I had to get out now The airlock hatch hissed and swung open My eyes fell into the Sawyer's capsule Into the tiny space where the two astronauts would be Where the man I'd been talking to for the last week would be sitting And the capsule Was empty The Mojave spaceman
Starting point is 02:35:28 You know how there's always people out there Who tell you wild tales Now this guy claims that this happened Some of the guy said that that happened to him. I never did by it. Too many people out there in the sun drinking beer in the dry heat. Might as well say the Lord Almighty himself came down from heaven and made them the new chosen one.
Starting point is 02:35:53 There was one such guy, Darrell Jameson, an old man who lived off of Interstate 15 just outside of Baker. Back in 94, he came into town one day, coming back from Mojave. He claimed to have seen something, rather strange. I don't know if I believe him, but, well, I don't know. Now, he came back from a week of camping out in the desert. He always was the adventurous type, been that way since he was a kid, and stayed that way till he died. This time he was out for his annual camping trip. Now, being a bachelor all his life, he always had time to go on camp, hunt, fish, and such, when he was a man of simple
Starting point is 02:36:35 pursuits. Darrow was a handyman, taking our jobs doing whatever he was hired to do. Hell, he even served as a guy for anyone wanting to go sightseeing in the desert. Well, he came into Jimbo's that day. My friend John and I were at a booth near the pool tables. At first he stands in front of us. I assume, adjusting his eyes to the change of light. Then he turns around and recognizes us. John moves to offer him a seat. I took off his flannel shirt and sat down, looked around the room before looking at the half-full mug in front of him. How'd it go? I asked. I looked at him. His eyes were distant. He wasn't in the room.
Starting point is 02:37:21 He was still out in the desert. Whatever was on his mind, it weighed heavily on him. Darrell, I said loudly at him. He returned to the bar. What happened out there? Reached into his pocket, pulled out his pack of cigarettes and lit one. He tapped his fingers on the table, called the waitress for a cup and a fresh pitcher of beer. Keep us in the dark way, don't you?
Starting point is 02:37:48 I told him. Well, the fact is, he sighed. I don't believe it myself. I poured each of us a glass of beer. He scanned the room, then poured himself another glass, and drank it with as much vigor as the last one. So, uh, he started.
Starting point is 02:38:10 I'm up there for the third week, and yeah, you know all my years are going out there, seeing the land, feeling the air, tasting the water. I come to realize I was there. What? Asked John. I did. Well, my mecker, if you will, replied Darrell. He must have found what he was looking for.
Starting point is 02:38:34 out there because something else was on his mind. Hmm, what's it like? I asked. What kind of had those new pictures Hubble started taking without description? John poured himself another glass, the pool tables that made their cracking sounds, the classic rock soundtrack that played in the background, they had the conversations of patrons. All that noise went silent. All I heard then was what Darrell had to say. I camped out by Macedonia Canyon just off of Kelsosima Road.
Starting point is 02:39:10 This time of year the mule deer would be grazing around, plus it's one of the few places left where I haven't been there. It seemed long overdue, and hunting deer is always a plus. I had to keep myself out of sight since I wasn't supposed to be there with all the other campsites nearby. I wanted to be alone, just me and the Mahave. Over the three weeks I was there, I spent time hunting the mule deer.
Starting point is 02:39:34 that were grazing. Also took the ranger up to the river to fish. Took me the whole day. We can get back till an hour after sundown. By the time sundown came, every which way was dark, but damn, how beautiful the night sky covers the ground with light.
Starting point is 02:39:52 I brought a small propane bottle, and a portable stove as well as a lantern. Camp fires would bring the attention of park officials. Well, last week, while I got to camp to cook dinner, I sat in front of the tent with a stove on, Skiller-Gadden-Harts, went to the east towards the direction of Black Canyon. Light shine in the sky. The light was concentrated and very bright.
Starting point is 02:40:18 It stayed on for what I'd say was about four hours non-stop. At first I thought it must have come from other campers, since they were at the official campsite, me being new to this area, it felt like one big-ass nightlight. Well, after it was finally gone, I cleaned up and turned in. The surrounding silence was so peaceful. The next day, as I tracked a small herd of mule deer, they led me to Black Canyon. I passed the campgrounds and headed into the canyon.
Starting point is 02:40:48 As I walked, I noticed black sand on the ground. I crouched down to pick some up, and it had a rather strong, burnt smell. I went to the nearest campground and asked about the light. Many said that light was bluish in color, and they felt a heat coming from that direction. When the light disappeared, they heard a boom sound last night as well, but figured it to be, well, a rifle or something. The people who were closer to the light said they could hear what sounded like a hum from the light. Even after the light had gone, the humming was still there, and when they heard the boom, the hum had stopped. I walked a Black Canyon, following a trail of deer.
Starting point is 02:41:30 Small drops of blood appeared on the ground, and the drops got bigger as I kept walking. Just over a small hill, there was a bush that was soaked in red. As I approached, this stench filled the air. Flies were swarming around the bush. While I walked around it, saw a mule deer. It was cut open and split down the belly. All its insides were taken out. I turned around to see a pack of coyotes behind me.
Starting point is 02:42:00 I read it my rifle just in case, but they stood there, whimpering. Give it to animals to sense danger way before us. There was a shallow crater, just about ten feet from where the Jir's body lay. Walking to it, I felt a heat rising from the ground. Looking around, most of the surrounding plant life was burned down to nothing but branches and twigs. I kept going, keeping my eyes fixed on the ground. I saw these impressions on the ground. they looked like boot prints
Starting point is 02:42:31 but they were massive after three hours or so of being there I'd nap myself a deer carried it to the ranger went to the campgrounds where I parked and people who I spoke to earlier approached me
Starting point is 02:42:44 they showed me polaroids of the light beam it was a solid bright white light while some pictures tried to capture the sauce but all it got were the clouds got back to my camp began to skin the deer Several coyotes that followed me
Starting point is 02:43:02 sat around hoping to get whatever they could I forgot what I needed I tossed the rest of them The sun down the coyotes nestled near my tent I start cooking a small portion of deer for dinner For a second An intense flash lights up the sky I had a very loud pop
Starting point is 02:43:20 And the light once again appeared However this time it's brighter It seems closer And the coyotes start whimpering them many started running away. I picked up my rifle, loaded a few rounds, grabbed a flashlight, and walked in the direction of the light. I could hear some of the coyotes barking at me. Got to the road, and then I stopped.
Starting point is 02:43:45 I don't know if it was fear, caution or what, but I couldn't walk any further. I looked back in my camp and then back to the canyon. Whatever was out there, it wasn't bothering me. I walked back to my camp, sat with my rifle, my lap just in case. Early morning I walked to the canyon, and the coyotes who were with me last night stayed put. As I walked through the campground,
Starting point is 02:44:11 I couldn't believe what I saw. The ground was covered in black soot and ash. There were still small bushes on fire. Tens looked as if they'd been ripped open. Things like sleeping bags and lamps were scattered everywhere. Small spots of dry. blood were near many of the tents. As I went to go through the tents, there wasn't anyone around. Out of twenty tents, some big enough to hold five. There was not a soul. I walked through the bushes,
Starting point is 02:44:43 around Joshua trees. I even walked to the crater from the other day, but nothing. I thought of the Roanoke colony as I walked around the grounds, seeing the aftermath of whatever occurred. When I got back to camp, the coyotes were gone. I decided to take the ranger and drive down an unnamed road. As I drove down some ten miles, I spotted a payphone. I called the park office. At first, they thought I was drunk. After a while, they agreed to send a park ranger down there, as soon as someone was available. That wouldn't be until the next day. Well, the night before that, there was no light, a detail I left out of the phone call. I kept at a distance to see. what the park ranger would do. He surveyed the campground, talked to someone through a radio,
Starting point is 02:45:33 I went back to Wade in his Jeep. Two hours later, several vehicles came to the campground. I went back to my camp and packed my things before they noticed I was there. As I was leaving, I turned on the radio and all I heard was static while turning the knob. I drove for ten minutes in silence, and the static comes through the speakers. I looked at the but it was off. I pulled over and turned off the Ranger. No noise was coming from anywhere. Everywhere was quiet. I got out, feeling a slight breeze on my face, and all of a sudden the static comes back, louder this time. Now, through the static I could hear something else. It sounded like someone speaking, but for the life of me I couldn't make out what they were saying.
Starting point is 02:46:22 I turned the volume knob down, but it was already. down, making the radio off. I moved to the other knob and whatever was talking on the other side seemed to change the way it talked. Men's static took over again. I was standing there in front of my door, unable to move. I thought, what the hell was that? Gosh, somebody called Peter Rugman, even he ain't going to believe this shit. Slowly got back into the ranger, turned it on and kept driving. I needed to get away from here. I headed over to the Mild Hills Campgrounds. About 20 minutes of driving,
Starting point is 02:47:05 let me to think what an earth was on the radio and what had happened to the campus. When I reached the Mild Hills Campgrounds, and I'm stopped by a park ranger. I sat in my truck for a while before he finally got out of his Jeep. Walked beside my door, signaled me to get out.
Starting point is 02:47:24 Howdy, he said. coming from Black Canyon? Yeah, I replied. Camped around there? He asked. He seemed to have a relaxed look on him, but his voice was rather serious. I did. You called the office yesterday?
Starting point is 02:47:43 Yeah, I did. Something wrong? Well, were you camped at the designated campgrounds? Yeah, can I help you with something? Are you playing stupid? Well, his tone turned on a dime. No, I replied. A culture report people I met there gone missing.
Starting point is 02:48:05 How do you know they were missing? I met several of them a few days ago. I could feel him staring through his dark sunglasses. He didn't care what I said. He'd made up his mind. Those people, he said. There was a company retreats, office types. couldn't hack it out here.
Starting point is 02:48:28 You understand. They left abruptly because they weren't fit to be out here. What? What about the... I tried to ask. They left in a hurry. He immediately replied. They left.
Starting point is 02:48:43 They're gone. Nobody's missing. They went home, and I suggest you do the same. But the campgrounds were wrecked. Blood and torn tents everywhere. They... left. Did you find a mule deer that got the help beat out of it? They're safe at home. You got animals scared as shit and you tell me nothing that could explain any of it.
Starting point is 02:49:09 Enough, he shouted. Enough. You get in your truck, you go home, never come around here again. If I find you here again, I'll arrest you for trespassing, got it? I'm getting your truck and leave. Oh, I obliged. As soon as I was driving, I looked back into the rearview mirror. We stood there the entire time, until I turned on another road. Driving down Mahavir road, I spotted another park jeep. This time this one follows me. All the designated campgrounds were behind me now.
Starting point is 02:49:45 Once I was out of sight of any lawmen, turned on to a dirt road, took the long way back to Black Canyon, waited till dark and drove slowly up to the site. There were small posts with a yellow crime scene ribbon wrapping around the camp. At ten o'clock with a lantern, I headed out to see for myself what was up. If I got there and Mulder and Scully were there, and something was definitely going on. As I walked through the camp, there was almost nothing there. Even some of the trees had been uprooted. Some bushes were all sore removed, and the dirt on the ground looked fresh.
Starting point is 02:50:22 Must have taken samples or evidence. I walked along the same path that brought me to the crater. It was still bad. Still perfect, untouched. After a while, I noticed something. Silence. There were no animals, no coyotes howling, no owls calling, or bugs buzzing.
Starting point is 02:50:43 No plants, no animals, no people. No sign of life. I sat on a large boulder with the lantern off. The light from the moon and the stars covered the camp. It was dim and it. quiet but peaceful. Looking towards the east the plains looked totally black with the outlines of the mountains dividing the land and the sky. To the west the plain stretched beyond the earth's curve, an ocean of black sky with islands made as stars, the only thing around. I heard footsteps and got up
Starting point is 02:51:16 and hid behind the boulder. It was a park ranger, a woman with a flashlight up to her head, and she was scanning the area. She walked up to the crowset. She walked up to the crowsy. and kneeled down, maybe for a better look. Now she was short, to be in her late twenties, early thirties, it was too dark to make out her face. She did have big shoulders, and a small head. She kneeled down, her back turned towards me. Well, I lightly ran out of there.
Starting point is 02:51:46 I stepped towards some bushes. I stepped on something that let out a loud crack. Who's out there? She hollered. I'm a park ranger for the Mahavie National Preserve and have the authority by the state of California to act as law enforcement Now, show yourself Okay, I replied, stepping into a light.
Starting point is 02:52:08 No need for trouble. What are you doing out here? This place is sealed off to the public. Oh, you don't need to tell me I know all about it. What are you talking about? I called the office, told them about this place, and they tell me to leave the park and never come back. What are you talking about?
Starting point is 02:52:30 She seemed nervous. If we calm down, I tried to put her at ease. I'll explain myself. We stood there in the dark, and I told her what I knew. I don't think it helped much. He seemed to rattle her even more. I took her back to my truck, got the last two cans of beer I had. We sat on the flatbed door, face it.
Starting point is 02:52:53 in the Providence Mountains. After some time she seemed to calm down. She didn't want any bit, settle for warm bottle water. Why are you out here? I finally asked. She took some time to answer. At first I thought she didn't hear me. I was told to patrol along Black Canyon Road, she answered. He did say someone was lurking around, and if I ran into them, arrest them. If they resist, even in the slightest, shoot him dead. Her voice was soft and fragile. They didn't tell me anything, she continued. I guess they meant you, but they didn't say why you'd be out here. They didn't say anything about what I told them, I asked. She shook her head. Those sons of bitches sending a green deputy out into the wild, no clue what to expect.
Starting point is 02:53:47 I don't mean to sound harsh, but I've been in the desert most of my adult life. I've never seen anything like it, not the light, not what remains. The radio in her patrol car went off and she had to get going. As I saw her drive off, the moon hung over the mountains. Sitting in the ranger, I turned on the radio, nothing but static. The night covered everything as far as I could see, it was all black everywhere. Tried to look at the direction of the canyon, of the camp, of the crater, but I couldn't be sure of where it was exactly.
Starting point is 02:54:25 I turned on the ranger and just drove away from there. As I turned on to the next road, it got bumpy. The dry, heat and silence didn't seem so bad. It was nice outside. Why? Why was I been forced to leave? I've always thought of this place as my home away from home. I wanted to stay here.
Starting point is 02:54:47 This place was so tranquil. Everything I needed was here. I was selfish to one this place to myself, but it just seemed like the ideal place to be. I drove for ten minutes, when in the distance behind me there was a light. Well, I slammed on the brakes and turned my head. It was the same light from my first night,
Starting point is 02:55:09 and the night the campers went missing. It was as intense as those nights were. So I got out of the ranger, just had to see it for myself. The light was bright and bluish. Couldn't get my eyes away. from it. I looked up to see if there was a source. There were clouds in the way. But these clouds weren't still. They seemed to move around the light as if what was making them were using them
Starting point is 02:55:35 to cover up whatever was there. The radio switched on again. I had first static, but it sounded really violent. I quickly turned to the truck, but the sound came from the speakers just like last time. I got in turned on the truck and tried turning the knobs in hopes of getting rid of it, but Nothing. Something must have been said, but for the life of me, I couldn't make anything else. After some time I turned off the truck where the noise never stopped. I got out again and saw lights coming from far away. They were coming towards me very fast.
Starting point is 02:56:13 I must have been some ranges. I ran past the truck so they couldn't see just in case. They ran past me, and as soon as they were out of sight, the light from the canyon stopped immediately. It was dark and totally dark. I got into my car and started driving as fast as I could. The only sound I could hear was the ranger's engine. It was dark.
Starting point is 02:56:37 I put my high beams on, but from the left side, dust was coming over my windshield, and the dust was becoming thick. I couldn't see past the end of the hood. I had to pull over, but as I did I noticed something about the dust. I tried to wipe the dust off, but as the wipers went up, the dust followed right behind it, make it impossible to come off. In the rearview mirror, I could see the light start to dim.
Starting point is 02:57:03 As the dust settled and the light grew stronger, I slammed my foot onto the gas, but well, nothing. I looked at the tachometer. The needle went well into dangerous territory, and the range's exhaust caused serious smog. I gave everything I had. Dead set on getting away. I looked to the side. A Joshua tree seemed to pass me, like I was moving backwards.
Starting point is 02:57:30 And the light was getting closer. Slowly, very slowly. I couldn't believe it. What the literal fuck was going on? Then something came over me. I got out of the ranger and ran as hard as I could. I was surprised that I could run out. My truck went fur towards the light.
Starting point is 02:57:52 I ran to the opposite direction. Soon the dust came up again Now I was fighting to breathe as much as I was running to get away I heard some high-pitched harmonies And saw some faint lights in front of me I thought I was trapped Caught between the ascension of hell And his gatekeeper making sure I reunited with the campers
Starting point is 02:58:12 It was a cruiser, the female trooper She slammed on the brakes And I got in the passenger side Before eating another pound of dust Rather than try to drive away from the pool she guns the cruiser towards it and the winds grow more violent the ranger must have been doing forty backwards you know what you're doing here i hollered she seemed frightened but was determined to go towards the light no matter what and then it stopped the wind the dust had died suddenly
Starting point is 02:58:48 the light started to fade out before it got dark completely she pulled over and took some heavy breaths I saw the Ranger rolled down the road I got out of the cruise and ran towards it I got in and hit the brakes just as the Ranger was backing off the road crashed into a tree which should fallen over broken in half I drove onto the road
Starting point is 02:59:10 and she met me there thanks for the help I said I never did get your name after some hesitation she said my name's Melissa Wright what an earth made you drive towards that light i asked i saw someone out there she answered didn't know it was you again what's your name by the way darrell i replied we stood there on the road in silence only the lights from the range when the cruiser were on i sat on my seat with the door open i was so tired from all of this excitement look melissa whispered i don't know what what's going on here. I just started a month ago and since being here I've experienced some messed up
Starting point is 02:59:57 shit but this, well, this is too much. What'd you do before this? I asked. Well, I felt sorry for her. Neither of us understood what was going on here. I worked up north in Yosemite, she replied. I was offered a spot here, so I took it thinking it'd be nicer than to be frozen half the year. A call from her radio suddenly came through and it startled her. Debbie Beauty Rider, are you there? It spoke. Melissa got in the cruiser and grabbed the mic. This is Ryder, she responded. We need you to come to the station, the voice said. Copy that, on my way. Monisa got out and turned to me. I have to go, and so do you. I won't say I saw you, but I think you should go. They'll be coming down here looking for something. She got back
Starting point is 03:00:48 into her cruiser. Follow me, she said, and close the door. or for a moment I thought about turning in the other direction. Instead, I followed. No sense in getting into more hot water. It was 15 minutes before she suddenly stopped, and I had to slam on my brakes to keep from hitting her. I got out and walked toward the door. I looked into the window, but she didn't seem to notice me.
Starting point is 03:01:13 She just stared forward. I knocked on the window, but nothing. I looked at her hands. They were clenching the steering wheel. I tried to open the door, but it was locked, so I banned on the window again, louder. "'Melissa,' I shouted, open the door, what's going on?' I ran towards the front of the cruiser. There was a look of utter fright on her face.
Starting point is 03:01:38 I turned around, but saw nothing. Then she must have slammed her foot onto the gas because the engine let out a loud roar. The cruiser accelerated so fast there was barely any time to run out of the way, so I tried to leap out of the way but got slammed onto the windshield. I rolled off the side of the cruiser, breaking off the side mirror as I fell. But Melissa just kept going faster and faster. The red tail lights got smaller and smaller as she drove
Starting point is 03:02:05 until eventually she disappeared. I picked myself up and limped back to the ranger. I got about three miles when I saw Melissa's cruiser off to the side. I got out to see the cruiser had driven into a decline and into a large boulder. I stepped down to where it had crashed. I looked to see Melissa in the driver's seat. Her airbag had gone off and her seatbelt was on.
Starting point is 03:02:30 A call to her. Melissa, you okay? But no answer. I opened the driver door and reached to unbuckle her, and she quietly moaned. I did my best to pull her out when I noticed my right forearm had been badly cut. Must have been either from the windshield, the mirror,
Starting point is 03:02:46 or hitting the ground. A voice came from the radio. Deputy Ryder, are you on your way? I reached past her and grabbed the microphone. Officer down, I said. Office is down. Deputy Ryder has been in an accident. There was no answer.
Starting point is 03:03:07 Hello? I tried again. There was an accident. She drove off the road and hit a rock. She needs an ambulance. Still, nothing. "'Depiddy Rider,' the radio started. "'Come in, Deputy Rider. Where are you?'
Starting point is 03:03:22 "'I tried again. "'Hey, Officer down. It needs an ambulance.' And again, nothing, followed by someone on the other side asking for Ryder again. I kept trying to talk to dispatch, but nothing. And I started smelling something in the air. I looked around and from the front of the cruiser, smoke started floating up. I grabbed my arms around Melissa and pulled her out as the fire started to crackle from under the hoods. I started dragging her away from the cruiser and towards my ranger.
Starting point is 03:03:57 Well, the cruiser caught fire quickly, and my shoulder gave out as I lifted Melissa off the road and into the ranger. I put my good arm under her shoulder and dragged her as best I could. As I opened the passenger door to let her in, she seemed to wake up. Her eyes were blinking rapidly, and her breathing intensifies. but she still wasn't fully there yet. Took a lot of time and effort, but I managed to put her in the back seat lying down. For the time I got her into the driver's seat,
Starting point is 03:04:25 the cruise were being fully engulfed in flames. Don't worry, I yelled to Melissa. As soon as we get you out of here to the station, they can get you help. But they'll get you, she replied very weakly. I was sent to arrest you if I saw you. They'll think you did this to me. That doesn't matter now, I said.
Starting point is 03:04:44 We need to get you to a heart. hospital, that's what matters. I pushed the gas back as far as it would go and hauled out on the dirt road, in hopes of finding a bigger road. From the rearview mirror I could see the cruiser burning. It was the only thing that was lit for miles. The further I drove away, the less I could tell it was a fire. It was more of an unfocused glow. Driving through the night at this speed made me nervous, but I needed to get Melissa to a doctor. One point of notice to cross road and tried to turn, only I was going so fast that I lost control of the Ranger and nearly flipped it over. I might as well have been driving on Thunder Road. I tried to regain control, but found
Starting point is 03:05:26 myself swerving off the road. I was lucky not to hit anything, as well as the Ranger not driving into something that I couldn't get out of. I slowly got back onto the road, and stopped to turn and check on Melissa. Well, thankfully I'd strapped her as best I could with the seatbelts, so she didn't get hurt any worse than she already was. I turned my attention to the road in front of me, pushed forward, minding both Melissa and the road. I tried to focus and look at the distance. The wind was picking up and the dust was getting thick. I didn't take long for dust to completely cover the windshield again. I had to stop and let the winds pass, however it only seemed to get worse. The winds were becoming faster and I could feel the ranges starting to sway from side to sides. I had no choice
Starting point is 03:06:16 but to put it in part. The rocking was getting worse. I looked over to Melissa who hadn't moved for a while. I reached over and nudged her a little and she let out a soft moat. Her face was bruised and a little bit of blood came out of her mouth. Poor girl couldn't comprehend what had come over her. I didn't think she would know either. I turned to look through the windshield but nothing. I pushed onward slowly. The dust didn't just cover the windshield. It seemed fixed in place. All of a sudden I felt the Ranger moved backwards. I floored it, but as loud as the engine roared, it didn't move. I tried so hard to get away from whatever the hell had us. I felt something. It felt like we were being elevated, like we were floating. The Ranger began to shake.
Starting point is 03:07:10 and as I tried to look beyond the dust what I could see seemed to move downward we were being lifted by what I don't know and the ranger came crashing down the dust fell suddenly as well and what I saw before me was ungodly there was someone or something in front at some distance maybe a man who was certainly huge even from that distance I could tell his size. There was a bluish light above him. Well, from what I could see, he wasn't wearing normal clothes. I thought maybe some sort of suit. He began to walk towards me. I was stuck there drawn to him. I had this feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I just couldn't shake it. I couldn't look away. I felt the air get heavier. I began having trouble breathing. As he got closer, I could see him more clearly now. It looked like he was wearing some sort of spacesuit.
Starting point is 03:08:14 He walked very slowly, very mechanical. The light stayed in place and turned at an angle, giving the man a silhouette. Suddenly Melissa began to stir. That was enough to break my concentration on what was in front of me. I immediately put the ranger in reverse and turned it around, and began to speed away. I didn't get far. I floored it, but the ranger got stuck. I looked into the rearview mirror.
Starting point is 03:08:42 The man was still walking towards us. The air became heavier, and it was getting harder to breathe. What happened? Melissa asked. I didn't answer. I just kept trying to get the ranger to move, but it was no use. That man kept coming, and eventually I stopped trying. The man's reflection in the left mirror to one side.
Starting point is 03:09:08 I looked into my right mirror and saw him standing next to the Ranger. What? Melissa shrieked. I didn't look at her. And all of a sudden she screamed. She must have seen the man next to us. She kept on screaming. She tried to unbuckle herself, but wasn't able to. I'm stuck, she cried. I'm stuck. Help me. I turned to her. The man was still outside the door. The light was still fixed in place, but I had a clearer image of him now. The suit didn't seem like one an astronaut would wear.
Starting point is 03:09:47 It looked like it was made of metal, like one that those deep-sea divers would wear back in the day. And the helmet was huge. It had various eye-hors in it, and it had a ring around it which connected the helmet to the suit. Melissa froze with fear. The air was heavy, and I couldn't move at all. he put his hand on the window a giant metal glove covered it entirely and there were grooves on the palms
Starting point is 03:10:15 maybe so he could grip he pulled down the window with ease oh marissa reached for her hip i thought at first it was to again attempt to unbuckle but she drew her gun instead she pointed her at the man her hand shaking wildly her breathing was rapid and deep or she must have felt the weight of the air on her too.
Starting point is 03:10:39 The man leaned in and reached for her. Melissa fired twice, and the man retreated instantly. A loud hiss came out and white gas spewed from where she must have shot him. I embarkled and reached in the back seat for my rifle. I aim for one of his eye-holes, but I didn't fire. I couldn't. Shoot him! Melissa cried.
Starting point is 03:11:04 but I didn't shoot him she repeated but I still just sat there he came closer Melissa pointed her gun again but he was able to grab it out of her hands his arms were very long he looked at it his fingers were too big to get to the trigger he pointed the barrel to the hole in his suit he then turned to us and dropped the gun I lowered my rifle and looked at him at his head maybe i was staring into his eyes Melissa turned to me she grabbed for my rifle but i wouldn't let it go shoot him she cried what the hell's wrong with you he'll kill us like you did the campsite remember she was right the campers maybe he took them or whatever happened he had to have done something to them I leveled the rifle and aimed it at his head
Starting point is 03:12:02 He came to the truck and tried to rip the door off. I shot him directly in the head right through an eyehole. He fell back. I turned forward and slammed my foot on the gas pedal. He's getting up, Melissa shouted. You've got to go faster. Then, without thinking, I made a right turn. Well, I was lucky I didn't veer off the road.
Starting point is 03:12:26 I could see to my right the man was upright and he was huge. The light still on him. seemed to look back at us looking at the road all i could see was where the headlights were shining all i could see was the dirt road i kept at it until the ranger started to rumble and it then came to a halt i turned the key but nothing i kept at it for a while melissa was able to unhook the seatbelts and sat upright she looked frightened her face was pale and her breathing had sped up suddenly the headlights turned on. I looked at the front of the truck.
Starting point is 03:13:07 There was a phone booth right in front of us. There was light coming from a lamp post high above. When it was covered in graffiti, the tether that would be attached to a phone book was swaying with the wind. The phone began to ring. We just sat there, letting it ring on forever. Well, it sure felt like it.
Starting point is 03:13:29 It had gone on long enough that I felt compelled to go and answer. I opened my door and began to slide out when Melissa grabbed my arm. What are you doing? She cried. What the hell are you doing? You don't know what's going on. It could be that thing trying to bait you. I heard what she said, but it didn't register right away.
Starting point is 03:13:50 I got out and walked to the booth. I stopped just in front of it. And then I looked behind me. Melissa was getting out of the ranger, carrying the rifle while looking all around. I stepped into the booth and I stared at the phone while it rang. I turned to see if I could spot the man anywhere. He wasn't around but it felt like he was near, like he was watching. Finally, after a good long minute, I picked up the phone.
Starting point is 03:14:19 They held it in my hands. After a long time of ringing, the dead silence was unsettling. Not even the wind was making a sound. I turned to see Melissa walking slowly towards me. me. She was still reeling from the crash. It might be him, Melissa said. See what he wants. If you turned to face the direction we'd come from, with a rifle firmly in her hands, ready, I hoped, for whatever might come. I put the phone to my ear. At first there was only silence. I was just about to hang up when a low humming sound came through. Then a voice, which spoke slowly.
Starting point is 03:15:02 You know me, don't you? said the voice. I am the one, the one you look to. I didn't know what to make of what it said. Do not be afraid. I am here for you. I looked behind me. I looked past the ranger only to see the light from above. It was beaming down, but I couldn't see anything under it.
Starting point is 03:15:30 I looked all around but only saw darkness. I put the phone back to my ear. I could only hear the humming now. Melissa came closer to me. She took the phone and placed it to her ear. I can't hear anything, she replied. I took the phone from her and put it to my ear. I also heard nothing.
Starting point is 03:15:53 You hear anything? She asked. When I shook my head, I was about to put the phone back when we began to hear foot. footsteps. They were heavy, sounding like metal banging against the ground. Melissa raised the rifle and back towards me into the phone booth. The footsteps got louder, but I couldn't see the man anywhere. When I could hear a faint hiss in the air that was coming out of the hole in his suit.
Starting point is 03:16:21 Come on, I said, back to the truck. I put her shoulder of my head and helped her walk back to the ranger. As I put her in the passenger seat, something grabbed me by my shoulder and turned me around with so much force I almost fell over. It was the man. He seemed to be breathing heavily, and the hole in his suit was no longer spewing out air, and the glow from the eye holes were dimming. He reached out to me. He grabbed me by the shirt and threw me onto the ranger's hood.
Starting point is 03:16:54 I rolled off the hood when I heard Melissa scream. I got up to my feet as quickly as I could and saw the man grabbing her by the leg and trying to pull her out of the ranger. She held on to the seat, kicking at him with her free leg. I ran to the driver's side door and opened it and tried to pull her to me, but the man's strength was far beyond mine. I glanced over for the rifle and reached for it. When I grabbed it and readied it, the man immediately let go. I aimed at him, and he stood there. "'Back!' I shouted.
Starting point is 03:17:29 "'Get away from her.' "'But he only stood there.' "'Melissa crawled towards me out of the Ranger. "'I helped to get to her feet while still aiming the rifle at the man. "'He began to walk around the front of the Ranger, "'and we backed away from him. "'The further we backed the more, "'we began to trip over each other's feet.
Starting point is 03:17:50 "'I fired a warning shot, and the man stopped. "'We all stood still for a while, The air was cold and heavy. The silence was solid, and the lights in the man's eye holes had gone out completely. The man then disappeared into the dark. Run, I shouted. As best we could, we ran back to the Ranger. We got in and locked the doors.
Starting point is 03:18:16 There's a revolver in the glove compartment, I told Melissa. She opened it and found it, and checked to see how many rounds we had. It's empty, she told me. She ran her hand through the glove compartment, found a box of ammo. She loaded the gun and aimed it to get a feel for it. I turned the ranger around, put it in gear, and then we saw the bright light in front of us. The light this time began to move towards us. I turned to see the man standing behind us, and his eye-hole lights were back on.
Starting point is 03:18:51 Melissa turned around to see the man. Oh, fuck, she cried. after a moment with the revolver firmly in her hand she turned around and aimed at the man I keep the truck still she said to me and fired two rounds while she hit him in the chest
Starting point is 03:19:11 and he finally fell over my god what have we done and so once again we reach the end of tonight's podcast my thanks as always to the authors of those wonderful stories and to you for taking the time to
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