Drama Queens - Love The Way You Lie • EP 903
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Hey everybody. Welcome in. Today we are discussing the boomerang of an episode that was Season 9, Episode 3, Love the Way You Lie. Air date of January 25th, 2012. Synopsis reads, Dan helps a struggling Haley at Karen's Cafe. Meanwhile, Quinn discovers that Clay is hiding something from her, and Chase tries to mend a broken heart. Brooke is let down by her lunch plans with her dad, and Julian makes a life-changing mistake. It was a life-changing mistake. It was a way.
was directed by our very own Paul Johansson and written by Len Rosenfeld.
I loved it.
I loved it too, but there was a lot.
You're right.
It was a boomerang of an episode, a thousand percent.
It's the perfect word.
Yeah.
One of my first notes was, oh, it's just so nice to see Clay and Quinn finally having just like a chill, fun morning.
And boy, did that change quickly.
Not so.
Joy, I need to catch you up to speed on something.
because you weren't here last episode.
But I've developed a fan theory of my very own.
Okay.
Okay.
And here's what it is.
Dan Scott is the actual mastermind behind Nathan's kidnapping.
Here's why.
So remember in episode 901, it's a bit of a red herring.
But because we knew it was coming, like that moment when Karen's cafe door is left open and then there's a big shadowy figure jiggling the handle, we were like, oh,
Was it the Eastern European gangsters?
It couldn't have been because at that point in the story, Nathan was not supposed to be going to Europe again.
Clay was.
That's right.
That's right.
So it had to be Dan, right?
And then it's made very clear to him that he is not welcome there.
And so Dan, always needing an angle, maybe he's the one who put this in motion.
Because isn't it kind of odd that he also becomes the hero?
He figures it out and does it?
checks out.
Okay, now here, so that's me catching you up on my theory from 902.
Now, here's my theory on 903.
I think Dan got in the ear of the cafe owner across the street and convinced them to poach your chef.
Because when Karen's cafe suddenly abruptly loses its chef, that is obviously a deal-breaking situation for a cafe.
And what is his specialty?
Cook.
Flipping burgers.
Yeah, he's a line cook now.
And all of a sudden, he's just there.
You didn't even call him.
He just happens to be there.
He just shows up and is, by the way, it's a very odd scene that you're like, who delivered that burger?
Like you wouldn't notice someone cooking in your kitchen for 15 minutes.
But still, so this is what I'm running with so far the season is that he orchestrated Karen's Cafe losing its chef and he is the perpetrator if, or he's the perpetrator behind Nathan's kidnapping.
I don't think that's a bad theory.
I will say that Dan has displayed.
laid a consistent habit of just randomly knowing when to show up.
Yeah.
So that doesn't throw me too much.
It would with anyone else.
But I think you're onto something about the cafe across the street.
I think you're onto something about the whole thing with Europe.
That is really interesting.
It's a really interesting shift in the plans.
And when you think about the kind of guy Dan Scott is,
it would be so easy for him to wander in there.
I just wanted to see what's happening.
You know, I used to be the mayor of this town.
Really excited to see downtown getting built up.
Gosh, but how are you guys going to survive without Chef Jeff from across the street?
You know, like seeding the whole thing.
Like, you know, you're not going to make it.
I could just see him doing it perfectly.
Yeah, because Dan needs to be needed.
otherwise he can be discarded for a good reason quite easily, right?
And we've already seen that he is, he is already being Machiavellian, because we had that one scene in 902 when Haley and Nathan are having a quiet private conversation in their room, and we pan out to see that Dan is quietly standing in the hallway eavesdropping.
Just listening on the other side of the door, like a full creep.
Yes.
So this may all be disproved, but I'm having a really fun time watching this now.
with my own theories brewing in the background.
I love it.
I love Rob as a One Tree Hill conspiracy theorist.
This is going to be my new rabbit hole, or my own One Tree Hill theories.
Also, speaking of the cafe, I cannot explain to you how seeing Jamie come around with the little
bus boy tray gave me the most intense nostalgia for season one thinking about Haley working
in the cafe and just thinking about those generational rights.
of passage when families do stay in the same place that they grew up. And I was like, oh my God,
in my notes, it's working in the cafe is perfect. Like, it just killed me. So good. There's so much
about the space of Karen's Cafe being back open and Haley running it and it all just feels so good.
It's so sweet. Although Haley was working in heels again, like running around, working in heels.
That was observation from Rory and Sammy. They go, I'm sorry.
in stilettos?
And I said, oh, we were all in stilettos exclusively for nine seasons because we're all so short
and the boys are all so tall that they couldn't make up for the height differences otherwise.
But also, how in the world has she been working there and did not notice that someone is building
a cafe directly across the street?
That was just a huge shock.
It doesn't happen in a day.
No.
No.
No.
And not to mention the great.
Grand opening sign is literally a billboard glued to the front of a building.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And the flyer that you get shown?
Yeah.
So many fonts on one piece of paper.
So many fonts.
I was like, I can't even read what this is because my eyes are in shock.
It wasn't good.
Also, that would be like going to a Chili's grand opening and them announcing that they
poached the chef from the rival Applebee's.
like who do you think is showing up for the specific line cook who works this greasy spoon
exactly yeah yeah because the guy from karen's cafe is clearly not a grant accet's gourmet
michelin star level chef so what are we talking about phoning in not showing up to work yeah also gang
how are we going to say that you are now the only gourmet cafe when you are using the exact
same chef from the non-gourmet cafe.
It just sort of feels like if you're going to brag about a glow-up or an upgrade,
you might not want to advertise that you're bringing the whole back of house.
Yeah, it's a weird choice.
Yeah, that was pretty funny.
Completely unrelated to anything, but it was so weird to me.
I did not remember the chef-jeff bit.
And one of my best friends was in a relationship with a chef named Jeff for six years.
They're still very, very good friends.
And for the last decade, our friend group has exclusively called him Chef, Jeff.
No one calls him Jeff.
And anytime anyone single names him, they go, hey, chef.
Like, it's been like a bit for 10 years.
And Jackson's going, Chef, Jeff, Chef, Jeff.
So you watched the show with your friends.
Did you guys all just stand up and point at the TV?
Like, Chef Jeff?
No, we all were around immediately and then took a video and sent it to him.
We were like, what is this?
Did my show, like, manifest you into our lives?
And he was gagged.
He was like, wait, when was this filmed?
Like, the whole thing is so weird.
That's so funny.
I loved Karen's Cafe, though.
All the stuff.
There were so many antics, so many things happening.
I mean, between Chris Keller and Chuck.
Chuck.
And, I mean, that we had so much fun on that day in Karen's Cafe, I remember.
And I will say, I feel this is, again, it's one of those instances of not realizing
how much you need something
until it's presented to you
and you realize how great it is
but that's how I felt watching the scenes
in Karen's Cafe
when it gave us this huge area
to play where we could have characters
who normally would never cross paths
all sitting in the same space.
The show with like this size of a cast
needs a hub like this.
It needs a peach pit.
It needs a Karen's Cafe
so that we can have all of this cross-pollination
of storylines.
And Trick does it
pretty well, but a cafe
does something a bar can't. It gives you a place to pop in
all day long. You can always grab a coffee and a scone or a
burger or whatever. It's the kind of spot too. Like
you think about where our characters are. Yeah, where our characters are.
You know, I think even for me, not that I did in this episode, but I would buy
that if Brooke is out running errands and has an hour between meetings,
she's going to pop into the cafe and sit at the bar.
shoot the shit with Haley, see her other friends.
I'm not going to do that at 12.30 on a Tuesday afternoon at trick.
Like that's a weird thing to do in the middle of the day.
You're not going to bring your infants to a bar at noon?
Really?
No.
As much as I wish someone would do the Reese Witherspoon, you have a baby in a bar to me at some
point?
I think, no.
So Karens, it really does.
It gives us the energy of cheers, but it lets us
have it all day and all night and it's it's so nice to have it back oh i have a question what is
karen's relation to keith because at the end of the episode haley has that line to paul or she or he
she says you actually can't come back and then the line is just because this was karen's cafe
or this is this is karen's cafe and i realized oh i'm i'm missing uh history here well you know keith
was essentially stepped in as dad for lucas and kind of raised i maybe you don't know
that but oh my god i don't his eyebrows he doesn't know yeah Karen and Keith were best friends like
really really tight he basically stepped in and raised Lucas nothing ever happened between
karen and keith for all those years because the relationships would were just so valuable they
didn't want to risk anything uh interfering and then when keith when when when dan killed keith um
Karen and Keith were engaged, right?
They were going to get married.
Oh, no.
Is she pregnant with Keith's baby, or does she end up pregnant with Andy's baby?
No, Keith's baby.
It's Keith's baby.
So Karen is off somewhere with Lucas's brother who is from Keith.
Excuse me, sister, who is from Keith.
Yeah, Lily.
Yeah.
What?
Yes.
And we never brought her back onto the show.
we did we did every once in a while but yeah not enough but the the the the sort of specialness
of them finally admitting they had feelings for each other when the kids were old enough yeah it was
it was a major storyline in the show and and dan's jealousy sort of spurred the murder
in the high school hallway.
And, oh, this is so bad.
Is Karen Lucas and Nathan's mom?
She's Lucas's mom.
She's Lucas's mom.
Who is Nathan's mom?
Deb is Nathan's mom.
Barbara.
Yes, yeah, yeah.
So Deb is Nathan's mom.
Karen is Lucas's mom.
Okay, that's good clarification for me.
Gosh, I really need to watch seasons one through six.
You really do?
That's funny.
Well, it makes sense.
I mean, you probably watch like the pilot
or a few episodes when you first.
Oh, no, because you and Chantel, like,
did you said you binged it or you only watched a little bit?
We power binged like five and six, but, you know,
I don't remember anything from those either.
So, no, I, like, literally,
the only thing I've ever seen from seasons one through four
is what we have seen in recaps during this podcast.
Yeah.
Oh, okay.
And, like flashbacks.
Yeah.
Yeah, sorry, flashbacks, not recaps.
Yeah, that's funny.
That makes sense that that detail would slip your mind
since Lucas isn't around anymore and we don't see dead much anymore either.
there's just no reason for that to be in your brain.
And Karen has never been a part of the show since I started watching.
Yeah.
That's right.
Yeah, because she came back in season six,
Karen and Andy, who is the man she finally starts dating after Keith has passed.
They come back for Lucas and Peyton's wedding.
And I can't really remember what else,
but I don't think we've seen them since then.
I don't remember if they've been in seven and eight at all.
And this is strange, but during the recap at the start of this episode,
I was looking at something else.
My eyes were away from the screen.
And it occurred to me because there was a scene between Brooke and Ted.
Have you noticed that Richard Bergey sounds very similar to Paul?
I didn't notice that.
It sounds odd, right?
But I don't think maybe it's not every scene, but like if you watch the recap to 903, whatever Richard's snippet is, close your eyes.
And they sound eerily similar.
Wow.
That's funny.
Okay.
Yeah, I'll have to go listen.
Well, selfish narcissistic fathers.
Maybe there's a tenor.
Right?
Yeah.
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you know what is interesting i i skipped through the recap because we had just done last week's episode
um and opening the episode i realized i was in it and i was like oh no i don't want to miss anything
so i were around and my note for that top scene was oh quin finds clay and then in all caps in the house
bless like i was so happy that you were okay and talk about the boomerang i i didn't realize how
quickly the storyline would come into play in this episode i really didn't know okay i didn't know
where 903 was going to go and then when we see you and i go oh clearly didn't get his meds and then i
literally wrote well you jinxed it to myself in my notes because they'd been so happy yeah so i
remember that there i remember this beat of clay by the way in the world's most obvious drug deal
of all time it's so embarrassing front of the alley like right there in the doorway like on the
sidewalk essentially it was more of a cry for help than it was a drug deal it was like please
arrest us please notice us doing this somebody help me but i i thought that um i thought the pill
buying was part of his fugue state thing so when he starts
seemingly very sincerely telling Quinn
I have no idea what you're talking about
I went oh yeah this is the beginning of the fugue state
but then when I realized he did know what he was doing
I was like oh that was you were you were so good
and quick to gaslight yeah it's scary it was really scary
it was scary very disturbing I have to say
and Rob do you remember because I same
I found the fight into the
then the admitting in the end so upsetting that I was trying to remember, trying to think, like,
oh, was he sort of in his fugue state?
And then because he saw the pictures, was he trying to make sense of it and downplay it with her?
Like, or was he really conscious that he was doing this?
I couldn't figure out what was going on.
Nor could I.
Okay.
I was trying to remember because up until the scene where Clay is deluxe,
leading the pictures off her camera, which what the hell.
So inappropriate.
I thought maybe it was that he didn't recall because it also reminded me in 902.
He's waiting at the pharmacy and they call his name and he kind of just seems to absentmindedly.
I thought that was the beginning of a fugue thing.
But now I'm going, did he just suddenly like, was he just going to buy more pills?
Like I didn't, I didn't get it because the pill thing has no connective tissue.
We haven't seen him having any pain.
He's been talking about it's all behind him.
It's just odd.
But then I'm with you where it's odd because he has to know what he's doing, right?
Because if he doesn't, what is the worst lie to your partner?
Yeah, oops, sorry.
I guess I've been hiding a serious addiction from you and buying drugs off the street.
Or, hey, I don't know what's going on with me and I'm scared.
Yeah.
It just all seems out of character.
It's so out of character for Clay.
This is one of those things that they wrote it because they were told.
to. But I wish it had been written in a way that was just still maintained a consistency with
who Clay is. Exactly. Or had been very clear that there was some serious psychosis disconnect
happening that puts the audience on its heels, like, wait, what's going on? But to have it
be just straight up, like straight up gaslighting, like pathological liar,
Fast lighting. That was really, it's just not, it's not clay. We've never seen anything to that end with him.
It's not clay and it feels really disconcerting. And to your point, it could have been disconcerting in a way that
was less confusing had it just been written a little better for you. Had there been some indication,
whether we observe you doing something as an audience that she doesn't see
or you explained something a little differently.
It just felt like they got the shape of the storyline they wanted to make
and then they didn't fill in the details.
Yeah.
Well, just the progression, it doesn't, it doesn't, it's very abrupt and it doesn't really flow, right?
Because it's Clay seemingly honestly saying he has no idea what she's talking about, right?
So sincerely.
So sincerely, which again is why when I'm watching it, I'm going,
oh, this is the beginning of the fugue stuff because that's Clay being earnest right there.
She holds up this little envelope in front of his face.
Yeah.
And then, but then here's what I don't get is.
But no, but between there, between those two beats,
there's the scene of me deleting the picture, which what I don't get is because here's the deal.
I think you either lose that moment or if you have that moment,
it's got to be Clay going, what the hell?
like if it just it doesn't make if i'm deleting the picture i thought that happened after because it
was the whole fight the fight happened in one time she's like blah blah blah your pills i saw you you
you're going i don't know what you're talking about i have no idea what you sound crazy like
what is wrong with you you sound crazy she whips a bag out in front of him and goes i saw it i took
pictures and you go okay well actually i mean it's not like it's a real problem and then you copped to
it and then we cut to you sitting on the couch reflecting
and you delete the photo off the phone.
That's what I saw it in, the sequence I saw it happening in.
And then the last beat is the beach, right?
Yes.
Yes.
It's fight, then you solo with the camera, then you guys on the beach.
But I would have so preferred, and I mean, I get that this was 2012,
so maybe this wasn't the obvious thing to do yet with the tech.
but I would have loved to see you looking at that camera and then Google like how can a person
you know how can someone who's sleepwalks not remember something they're doing when they're
clearly awake like something to go what's happening to my brain is part of what's happening
to me at night happening to me during the day like that would have felt a consistency for
his character if I as an audience member had seen you
trying to figure out what was happening, I wouldn't have thought, oh, you're, you're a liar.
What's going on?
That doesn't feel like clay.
And it could have been the same, you know, the scene could have been the same length.
It could have just been the eighth of a page that it was.
Yeah.
But I would know, I would feel to Joy's point, the consistency of this man, I think, as a viewer,
I know.
Yeah.
And again, it's just you have two choices, which.
Which is you can just be honest and say, I have no idea what's happening with me.
Or to me, it seems like the far worse option.
Like one option is you have an invitation to bring your partner in and go, hey, I'm scared.
I don't know what's happening.
Help.
Which based on everything we know about Clay is what he would do.
Yes.
And then he goes the other direction, though, and decides to create a new lie on top of it,
which is an equally scary situation by that.
the way. It just, I'm with you. It didn't track. And then the fact that like he walks out on
the beach, what he did was so crappy. It was so crummy to do to her. And then he walks out on
the beach and like doesn't even sit down. And not that he should be like eloquent in that
moment, but that he didn't even like just try harder. I just, it felt like it was the least he could
do to check a box in that situation.
Yeah, I agree, though.
I just thought it felt out of character and there was a couple parts in this episode.
I'm like, oh, yeah, here begin, here we go.
Here begins this timeline.
You're right that the episode feel, or that, sorry, that what you're talking about,
that they had the shape of it, but they didn't have, like, hammer out and chisel out the details.
That's it.
And I actually felt like that with the whole episode by and large.
The Chris Keller stuff I thought was spot on, although I've really disliked a lot of it,
but there was still
it was well crafted
in terms of like
I understood what was happening
it was all consistent
with who the character was it was all moving
well most of it was moving
a storyline forward
but we was like getting
us into more of Chris
and his personality
and getting him into the kitchen
like I get it
but the
the rest of the episode
just I don't know
all of it felt a little
like we're okay
we're Austin's doing
the Goonies Theater
in the
in the warehouse or a stage which I loved and you know a group full of kids with like little kids show up and pregnant alison mun and then all of a sudden we're in a strip club I was just really really confused there's a lot of whiplash on this episode or how about we go from clay and Quinn fighting it's like it's tumultuous it's uncomfortable and heavy and then we go to mouth and millie yelling about his weight and then we go to
to Julian leaving a baby in the car.
Mind you, the same music is playing over like all of it.
And I'm like, it's like which one of these does not belong?
Like, what?
You can't, you can't go from like the high of a level of Clay and Quinn and expect us to think
that this ridiculous, stupid situation with Lee and Lisa are just like doing their best with.
But it was like, to me, I was just going, are we supposed to think that these are like on this,
in the same lane?
No, the writing, like the crafting up.
it was not good. And that's not to say anything about Land Rosenfield. What that is is about what was
going on in the writer's room at the time. There are so many pieces that are disconnected. And at some
point, there's one person on top just saying, do this, do this, do this. And so that's the job
of the writer. They just get handed an assignment and they just have to figure it out. So he did
the best he could with the sign that was thrown at him. And the fact that we all really liked
this episode in spite of all that, I think it's a huge testament to Paul, who knew how
to pull it all together somehow so that you don't you're not noticing really how disjointed it is
I guess until you start talking about it dissecting it. I know I'm laughing I'm like God this
episode is like being in the writing labs you know yeah welcome the class everyone but but I do think
there's something really interesting I'm so relieved that the whiplash of this episode was given to all
of us in season nine, because by now, like, we can do anything with whatever's on the page.
Yeah.
And that Paul was in charge of it to give it some stickiness between the scenes, because he was
able to take the commitment of every actor in every weird situation showing up and trying
their best to tell the truth.
And he managed to kind of glue the scenes together in a way visually.
you know, him and Peter Kowalski, RDP, did such a great job with the transitions and things.
So they, you know, they gave it a little something, but it is interesting to watch it and be like,
some of it was weird, but we really liked it.
And then as we start talking about it, we're like, wait a second.
Actually, a lot of this is insane.
Super weird.
Chris Keller, though, screaming in the, I mean, come on, Tyler Hilton, turning up.
That was so great.
In the cafe, we had so much fun that day.
Yeah. Shrieking. You don't know how hard it was for me to keep a straight face. I mean, I'm looking at my face on camera. Like, I was biting my cheeks.
The bit about him discovering what an internship is and then seemingly immediately posting an available internship.
Listen, very funny. And kudos to Tyler because he is so good with comedy.
Yeah.
But, like, I feel like we dialed up the letharial factor to about a 12 in this episode,
and it still would have been wonderful at an eight.
Exactly.
Yeah.
You know what's so interesting?
That's a good way of saying it.
I was watching that, and I go, oh, God, not the hot girl comes to intern who has to say,
whatever they tell me to do.
And I was like, this is literally our boss's fantasy.
Yeah.
Fantasy.
Like he wrote his fantasy.
and I had forgotten that the two girls, the twins that Tyler picks at the end,
as soon as I saw them, I went, oh, my God, those were the girls our boss hired to work
in wardrobe that season.
And then he put them on the show.
Oh, my gosh.
And I remember Sweet Carol, our wardrobe supervisor, being like, I cannot believe
that I have to put my employees not only try to help them navigate this man off camera,
but now he's going to put them on the show.
Like, oh, my God.
And I realized watching Tyler, he threaded the needle so beautifully because he's a great comedian.
And I was like, oh, what I love about this is not only is he doing well with this material that's so obvious on the nose, hat on a hat, misogynistic.
He's making fun of our boss to our boss's face.
Oh, yeah.
And I was like, God, you're so, like, hats off to you, friend.
hats off to you.
He really put a nice little Easter egg
in this material that I know
made us all go, oh, oh, like roll our eyes.
Yeah, I couldn't wait for it to be over.
Yeah, he just did it perfectly.
And I was like, yeah, wow, these were
the sort of early, this was like phase one
of every girl's Me Too experience on our show
and Tyler managed to do a wonderful job
calling it out.
I mean, listen, it was all just like
male wish fulfillment on our boss's part but again kudos to tyler because he actually made it
palatable but it was also a case of we went back to the well four times more than we needed
yeah yeah the joke lands after two yeah too much i would have taken a lot more time with
lisa and lee i would have taken more time watching brooke and julian be domestic or
uh give him victoria some more time there was a lot of stuff i could have enjoyed watching a lot
more than that. It did not understand.
Yeah.
It may look different, but native culture is very alive.
My name is Nicole Garcia, and on Burn Sage, Burn Bridges, we aim to explore that culture.
It was a huge honor to become a television writer because it does feel oddly, like, very traditional.
It feels like Bob Dylan going electric, that this is something we've been doing for hundreds of years.
years, you carry with you a sense of purpose and confidence.
That's Sierra Taylor Ornelis, who with Rutherford Falls became the first native showrunner
in television history. On the podcast Burn Sage Burn Bridges, we explore her story, along with
other Native stories, such as the creation of the first Native Comic-Con or the importance
of reservation basketball. Every day, Native people are striving to keep traditions alive while
navigating the modern world, influencing and bringing our culture into the mainstream.
Listen to Burn Sage Burn Bridges on the IHeart Radio app, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your podcasts.
I just have one note. It's just all caps. Poor Lee and Lisa. Because I just, this storyline is whatever. Everyone knows how I feel about the storyline.
I can't stand it for so many reasons.
But, and again, and one of the biggest, though, besides the fact it's offensive and lazy,
is just that we're wasting two really talented actors on just a joke of a storyline.
But I also don't like what they did to Millie.
Me neither.
I get it that she's frustrated.
But again, talk about something that doesn't line up with who their character is.
Completely.
She is so loving and compassionate that the fact that she would suddenly in front of an audience,
a televised audience
beside a room full of people
just start ripping on him
and going,
you're fat,
you're fat,
you're fat,
you're fat.
It's just,
I was,
no,
she's smarter than that.
She has more poised than that.
And then the way
the sort of the fight unfolds behind,
she kind of throws some like really crummy punches,
like low blows at him.
Yeah.
And I just,
it didn't,
I didn't feel like I was watching the two of,
he's also overly,
like,
obtured.
Like, again, mouth is one of the smartest people in Tree Hill that we know.
Yes.
Why is he suddenly thinking that the dry cleaners are conspiring against him?
Yeah.
Millie's button, like the buttons are shrinking.
It's like the comedy version of Clay's storyline.
Yes.
It's like, he's really weird.
He's not an idiot.
He knows if your stuff is getting tighter, the first thing you do is go like, oh, it's just none of it to me.
No.
It was done so hammy.
I mean, if you're going to explore a storyline about somebody who's depressed and how that's
affecting them you've got two great actors who can handle that material yeah in a real way and and even when
you think about the how incongruous it is with who she is with who he is exactly like it being this
episode being so weird for clay i would have loved to see him sort of making jokes uh maybe it's the
dry cleaners maybe it's like being in on it a little bit in the segment yeah and to see
her get more and more uncomfortable and when they go off the air to flip out at him and like for them
to be fighting when they're off air for a commercial break and to see jerry being like guys you're back on
you're back on you're back on guys and like trying to get their attention and then the thing the worst
thing she says they realize they're back on the air and everyone's like ha ha ha and they have to read
the teleprompter and figure it out and then after they go and have this emotional conversation
where she can be like, I'm so sorry, I've been so stressed,
and I've been trying to talk to you,
and Jerry's been trying to talk to you,
and no one knows what to do.
Like, it could have been the same amount of time
and the same number of scenes.
But the on-air incident...
Everything had to be on 11 all the time.
The on-air incident could have been an accident.
And everything could have felt more like these people.
And suddenly, like, the nicest girl we all know
is screaming at her boyfriend.
Like, it doesn't make a...
any sense. That's what I just felt like. My notes were like, what show is this? I don't know what
I'm watching. Everybody had great hair, though. The hair in the episode was unbelievable.
Even yours, Rob, everybody had great. I don't know if you all noticed. Another memory I have from
this was Paul was directing it. And at this time, you know, Paul was always kind of intimidating
to me. And I think part of that was also though because I knew he was a good actor and he was one of the
very few directors who actually cared about performance.
And I remember him basically telling me, like, he was like getting your body.
Like be, be clear.
Like I know you can sort of walk through this, but what does it look like if you like really connect to it?
And I remember being so frustrated because at the heart of it, I didn't know what the hell
what Clay was doing.
Yeah.
So it wasn't so much that my unwelcome.
willingness or inability to connect to the character, I genuinely didn't know what Clay was doing.
Like, am I remorseful? Do I know what I'm doing? And I was getting frustrated with Paul.
I was getting frustrated at Paul. I was getting frustrated at Paul. And I think he was probably
frustrated with me. And at one point, when we were shooting that beach scene, he could probably tell I
was getting frustrated. And he, and classic Paul, he was like, hey man, if you're mad, tell me to
fuck off.
And I was like, hey, Paul, why don't you go stand behind the fucking camera and call action?
As like an exercise.
Of course, I've never spoken to anyone like that.
But I was like, listen, you're pissing me off.
If you're going to give me permission, I'm going to take it.
But it was this cool.
It was just, it was a nice wake up call for me that like, because you were saying, so nine
seasons, you are able to sort of show up and know what needs to be nailed, what beats need to be hit.
You kind of know the flow and the sound of it.
But Paul just kind of came in.
This wake-up call of like, but can you do more?
And even though I didn't really understand what was happening with Clay,
so I was frustrated because I wanted to do more,
but I just genuinely didn't know what was happening.
And it's not like it was an environment.
We were invited to ask a bunch of questions and dive into our characters.
No.
No, not to mention that this story came in with zero warning.
You know, it made no sense to me.
Did you get any heads up or any explanation at all?
No.
No. I just kind of called our boss and was like, hi, just read this script.
Huh. And he was like, yes, it's good, right? And this is obviously me pre like therapy and stuff.
So I was just like, okay, have a good one. Thank you. Yeah. It was, there was a lot. Yeah. So there was a lot that was going on that was frustrating and confusing about this for me.
But the wake-up call was just, it's easy to sort of get comfortable on a series, you know,
and you know what you're sort of supposed to do and you just play in that lane.
And not that you're not trying, but you can't operate from a place of kind of autopilot.
You know, you know what works.
You have your bag of tricks.
And Paul was just there to challenge me going, cool, I've seen your bag of tricks.
I think there's more.
Can you show me?
And it was just a nice wake-up call to have another performer go, hey, man, keep growing, keep doing.
Yeah.
keep exploring and so even though
we all care and even though
I didn't feel like
we found it in this one because like I said
I just genuinely didn't know what the hell I was
actually playing it was a good
reminder for me that I took with me
of like oh yeah yeah yeah like
I need to stay vigilant
and stay curious and find
new ways to be to be different
with Clay you know and to just explore and play
that's really great and I think
it's important to be reminded of that
as an artist, you know, it's easy to look around at people that work in the industry and think,
oh, they know exactly what they're doing. And the irony of what we do is that it's unknown and
brand new every time. Every time you go on a new set, you're starting over. Every time you start a new
movie, you're starting from zero. And one of the diss services that happens to people, to your
point, Rob, on a, you know, long-running network show is...
you learn the technical stuff to the point that it can get in the way of the artistry.
Like, you know how little time we have. You know we're losing the light. You know that you got,
sometimes you get the script five days before the episode starts shooting and sometimes you get
it the night before. And either way, you're expected to do your job. And to have someone like
Paul be your ally when you're getting nothing from your writers, you're getting no explanation
for this thing that makes no sense for your character.
And without saying it, what he's basically saying is,
yeah, they're not going to help you right now,
but you can help yourself.
Like if you don't know why Clay is doing something,
you have to figure it out.
And you get to, the irony is,
you get to make it up,
whether it relates to anything or not.
You can still tell a true story in this moment.
And a lot of TV directors aren't going to take the time to do that with you
because they also know they're losing the light
and they're in a panic.
Yeah.
And to get that.
It's a unique problem to television, I think.
Because theater and film, you already have the whole story.
You have plenty of time.
And with television, you have directors who just want to get asked back.
Yeah.
You know?
And so what happens largely is like they're just there to try to make their days.
They're a hired gun.
And they also don't know the characters as well as we do.
So yeah, oftentimes it is just like, let's just make this day.
And at the time, I felt like I was almost being antagonized.
I realized, of course, as I got older, that he was challenging me in a healthy way.
It wasn't a pissing match.
And even him telling me, hey, man, if you're mad at me, tell me to screw off.
What he was doing was he was trying to get me to connect to my feelings.
Yeah.
Give you permission to be angry or confused.
Exactly it.
And so it was very smart.
He handled it so well.
But that was for an episode that I didn't love, that experience of work.
with him was the highlight for me.
I love that.
That's really special.
We got to talk about, speaking of boomerangs, let's just go from that to Chris Keller saying
he can do it all in Karen's cafe, talk about good direction, to cutting immediately to one of
the funniest screams I've ever heard an adult man make in my life at a small fire in the
kitchen.
Yeah.
It was perfect.
Yeah.
It was perfect.
And metaphorically, especially after the hat on a hat of all the girls in the office,
and then him hitting on Quinn and being like, I'll be whatever you need, a shoulder to cry on, revenge sex.
Oh, and then being like this mentor to Chuck, like, oh, I'm the coolest.
Yeah, I'll help you out, little guy.
And then the shrieking.
And it's a saucepan.
It's not even, it's not a big deal.
It's not a grease fire that's out of control.
No.
It's contained.
It's just like a little, it's a little all clad pan.
You're fine.
And it's so, it's such a nice way to shoot holes in his bravado immediately.
And it, yeah.
See, that's a good writing device.
Yes.
So smart.
I also, did you notice the song, Chase's song, he did the Toaster Shruttle melody?
Yes.
That was funny.
Yeah.
their stuff yeah man their stuff is interesting i i like where it's going because it's an unlikely
friendship yeah but yeah the chris keller ride it always kind of keeps surprising you i guess that's
just sort of how it goes huh because these there were some extremes in this episode yeah he can just
sort of be inserted into any situation and it seems to work he really can and what i like
about the
seesaw of who Chris Keller is
is he can be the worst
and then the best.
Him, he's the only
person who could have said to Chase,
that girl was never going to stick around.
She was living in a hotel.
And you see the light bulbs
go off of like, oh yeah,
she'd been here for years
and never left
a hotel. People don't
do that if they're moving
somewhere. And nobody
had been able to point it out
and it's such a
in a weird way it's a low blow
and it's a gift at the same time
and that is exactly who Chris Keller
is in one person
he is the best and the absolute
worst. Yes.
Which is a credit to Tyler
that he nails both of those.
Yeah. He's so lovable.
Chuck adopting
the Chris Keller cosplay. The full
outfit. So cute. The hair
the whole, the glasses
all of it. Poor Chase.
Can't catch a break with that kid.
Poor Chase. And I love that Chuck
not only being obsessed with Chris Keller
is tormenting Chase, but he's tormenting
Julian. He's like,
this is stupid.
Like he just, he just eviscerates
the men in his life at every turn.
Sad. Let's talk about Julian though
for a second because that moment,
I mean, I'm going to say it early that he gets my
honorable mention because he
I got to say I'm watching that thinking okay again what episode is this like there's just we're all
over the place and now Austin standing in an empty soundstage reciting Goonies but and it's a credit to
Paul too again that he wasn't just like just speed through it this is dumb he was like no if we're doing
this we're doing it and he actually Austin gave a real honest performance I was sucked in I was like
do the rest of it do the rest of it.
like I want to hear all of it. I'm there. I'm here with you. And it was like, and also the irony that yet again, another example of our creator trying to emasculate Austin slash Julian by having him do this really stupid thing. And then all the kids are watching him. Ha, ha, ha. Yeah, well, jokes on you because all it does is make him look like interesting and soulful and creative. And I just want to be this guy's friend.
Yeah. He's so charming. And the fact that it's the goonies, it's like, it's what everyone, you know, in our age bracket loved as a kid. And he's so in it. And you think he's so in it because he's losing his mind because he's trapped alone in a soundstage, like in a warehouse. And then Paul's direction pans the camera around with Miss Lawrence's entire class. And he's doing like a one-man play. It's so funny. It's so funny. It's so.
so charming and then it's so funny and i had the exact same note i was like god every time
they try to ding austin they just make him the most charming adorable person yeah because it
didn't even look like he was uh i didn't even take it like he was losing his mind i just took it like
oh this is just an artist he's an artist that's lost in his art for a moment he's just enjoying
his own company it's like i'm so on board with this guy yeah i love it i loved it i loved it
But also in that scene, sorry, we can keep talking about Julian, but whose baby is Ms. Lauren having?
Right.
Yeah, that was pretty new.
When it revealed that she was pregnant, I was like, oh, my God, oh, my God, I don't know.
I don't remember this.
Yeah.
I got to say, I think, because I did the same thing where I didn't actually notice visually
that she was pregnant.
My brain just went, no, she got pregnant at the finale of last season.
And so I went back and looked and realized you can tell if you look, but I think the
idea was they kept her in the background of the shot and then when she's walking away
there's sort of a lot of kids in front of her eyes so I think their goal was to just not make
it obvious to not have to address it I'm remembering in this moment too of of course
Allison was actually pregnant yeah yes that's what you was saying she got pregnant she was in
Puerto Rico she found out she was pregnant that yes yes sorry Allison not miss Lauren I was
talking about yeah oh yeah yeah my brain is like oh right of course split uh story versus
reality but yeah but we don't even yeah who's she with now we don't know any of it
i guess you're right they were trying to hide it i'll i noticed it right away but yeah i don't
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Before we get into the really heavy stuff, I do want to say one of my favorite lines of the episode came in the strip club when you hear Chris Keller telling the stripper, telling the dancer, about how he got left and all the pain is in.
And I'm watching it going, oh my gosh, that's crazy.
That's just like, Chase, that's wild.
And then I realized, oh, no, he's co-opting Chase's story.
And then it just, she leaves and it pans over to Chase.
And he says, you used my pain for a free lap dance.
I thought that was so funny, man.
It was great.
Oh, God, Scott.
Okay, but wait, Brooke and her dad, I want to talk about that for a minute, too,
because that felt, I was really, I mean, it's sad, but it was a nice,
it felt, it felt necessary for us understanding more about Brooke's dad
and the connection of her longing to have that relationship.
It was, it was just a nice tacking on because it, all we've ever done is her.
heard about her father. We saw the moment in the church where she was really happy to see him
and he showed up super late. And it's just, I felt like we needed a little bit more explanation
of actually how this dynamic has continued to go down over the years. Yes. And it couldn't just
be late to the church, late to their brunch. I loved that she continues repeating her, her logic
to Victoria, saying, look, you changed. I'm going to give him a chance. And, you know,
He's shown up, he's done this, he's got an investor and all these things.
And she's really excited that she's going to go, I mean, it's, it's wish fulfillment from
childhood, right?
She's going to go play a game with her dad.
And then she gets there and they've already played.
And when she gets handed that scorecard, I didn't remember that detail.
And I'm watching myself in a scene.
And I felt like I got sucker punched when I saw that.
Yeah. I was like, man, that's heavy. And it's such a great device. That is good writing. The thing is communicated without anyone having to say it. And it allows you to feel it. And I thought that that was really well done. And so I have a question with that. There was, it wasn't that Brooke was learning any new information in that moment. It was just putting an exclamation point at the end of the sentence of her being left out, right?
Yeah. It's like she gets there and is like, wait, my dad's here.
with four guys, she was thinking, I'm going to play a round of golf with my dad and then maybe
meet this investor person. And she gets there to all these men wondering what's going on.
They're already done. They can't be done. Maybe they're what's happening here. And then when the guy
hands her the scorecard, she knows like, oh, you've played rounds of golf already. Yeah, y'all
have been here for a long time. Yeah, you never intended to include me or teach me something.
And I've just shown up here in this outfit with a set of clubs.
Yeah.
Like, how humiliating.
It has nothing to do with our relationship.
You're not involved or interested in that at all.
And how sad that at the end of it, when he's getting into his car, he was like, this was the perfect day.
Oh.
Ouch.
So brutal.
Yeah.
That was so rough.
Well, you did a great job.
That was just hard.
It was hard to see.
Yeah.
But so well.
done. And then this is, we've had a lot of these moments in this podcast where we have a new
experience, you know, as an adult or as a parent. And that that was the case at the end of this
episode, even knowing what was coming. Yeah, man, this was a rough, rough one. Paul did a great job
making sure that there was no foreshadowing. No hint was just, you just assume that, I mean, even
in the scene between the two of you guys it was almost a throwaway like okay you can drop him
all right blah blah but it was enough that you heard it you didn't miss it it wasn't so small that
you just skipped by it so you knew he was supposed to do that and then next time you see him you just
figure oh he's already he's already done it because the storyline is about julian right now getting the
studio it was a really well edited like well cut together and edited um and directed yeah yeah you you
don't see it coming and and to your point joy austin
And I'll spoilor alert too.
He's absolutely my honorable mention in this episode
because he plays all of the scenes leading up to it so well.
The anxiety in the stages, the nervousness about what's going to happen.
We know this thing has fallen through.
Then he gets this phone call.
He doesn't want to seem desperate.
Not that he has to say that,
but we the audience see him flipping through the completely empty date book
trying to sound like things are going great.
and then saying, yeah, today, wonderful, he runs home, and when he comes in, you can see on his face
that he's doing something in his head. And in my brain, I was like, oh, he's thinking about timing,
he's running his to-do list. Brook says something to him, and Austin makes such a great choice
as Julian, where she asks him a question and you can tell it didn't register. So he looks up
and like stops what he's doing in his brain.
She says the only thing worse than one sick baby,
he says two sick babies, now they're on the same page.
And the next time you see him,
he's running what you saw him doing silently in that scene
out loud at the ATM.
We have this and we have this and here's the stats
and here's the square footage and here's what we can give you.
And so you understand that his brain is elsewhere
in such an authentic way.
Yeah.
It was just so well done.
And hats off to him and hats off to Paul.
They clearly had conversations about how to communicate this stuff well.
And they really, really executed it.
Agreed.
Agree.
Oh.
Yeah.
And then he goes to buy the nice scotch to like woo the people.
Because clearly that's something he learned from his dad and like, oh, then everything's just horrible.
And it's also just so relatable as a parent.
that you're, when you're constantly doing at least two things at once, your mind is rarely
where your body is, you know, and like he runs in the house and it's like, puts a baby down,
hi, picks a baby up, leaves.
So it's just, it's one of those things you're like, this is horrible.
Horrible.
And I also understand that like he's, yeah, he's got so many plates spinning.
Well, and there's little details too that I know now, that we all know now, that we didn't know then.
but even the fact that the boys are young enough
that their car seats are rear-facing
and that the baby was in the car seat
behind the driver
and that's what happens when you have two kids.
One's behind the driver
and you can't see them
and the other you can kind of glance over
behind the passenger seat
so the baby's in the rear-facing seat
behind the driver so he can't see him
and if the baby was sleeping
like it really reminded me
of a moment a friend of mine talked
about and I, you know, won't say who, but talking about when their baby was four months old, same
exact thing, rear-facing seat behind the driver, this person stopped at the grocery store on the way
home like they do all the time and talked about walking into the grocery store, getting a cart
to pick up the food to make the dinner for the kids and realizing, oh, my God, the baby's in the car
and running back out and it was probably three minutes and thank God it was winter. It wasn't hot.
but my friend was so traumatized by it
that for the next year
every single time they went anywhere
like if they were doing something
if they were parking and getting something out of the trunk of the car
this person told me they would take one of the baby's shoes off
and hold it until they were done setting up the thing
with all the car doors open and then get the baby out and put the shoe back on
and after months all of us were like you're okay you don't you probably don't need to like do that that
seems like a that seems like a real thing you're torturing yourself with but it's so human yeah
it's human and when the phone call your phone call comes in your phone call comes in and it feels
it still just feels so normal everything feels totally fine and then the words come out of your
mouth, the daycare called and said you never dropped off. Is it Baker? Sorry, not Baker. Which
son was it? I don't remember if it was Judah Davis. Oh, okay. I think it was Davis. But anyway,
you never dropped him off. And like, everything inside me. I knew what was coming. And I still
had this internal gasp of, oh my gosh, I never saw that coming either, which is so great that
you want the audience to feel the same way that Julian feels. Yes. Because you're on
you're with him like you said it's you feel like you're watching julian's story specifically
his business and this big opportunity so yeah we're just waiting for the guys to show up for him to
make the meeting to do the meeting yeah sell the deal and close the deal and even knowing how
this unfolds I still I was I was I was letting my I was forgetting as well because I was do yeah
here are this talking points he got the cash he's buying the fancy booze it's like oh it was it was
very very well crafted and unfortunately very effective because it just left me with a knot in my
stomach yeah well we'll see what happens in the next one i'm uh i mean i know in general but
it'll be interesting to watch how it was actually cut together and the the way they
set the scene when he comes around the corner and you see the glass and then you see it on the
car seat and then you see it on the ground and then you see the bystanders and then you see
the ambulance and you see a stretcher and then more bystanders and everyone's looking and everyone's
judging and it and you just realize how bad it is somebody saw that baby in that car
couldn't get in they decided to call for help like you you see every detail land on him
back and forth and back and forth even the disappointment in the face of the guy closing the
door of the ambulance. It was so subtle, but like, and I'm sure it wasn't even intentional. It was
just some guy that was shut in the door of the ambulance, but he had this look on his face that
was like, oh, what a shame. This is terrible. This is terrible. And the woman, the woman with that
dark bob looking around like, oh, who could have done this? You know, you just, it, they just
poured gasoline on that shame fire. It was so well done. And do you know what I found myself fixating on
was the fact that he had a bottle of booze in his hand and just the optics of that it was weird
my first thought was you got you got to set that bottle down behind the car that's right next to you
you can't show up to this with booze even though I know he's not an alcoholic he's not drunk that day
nothing it doesn't matter the optics are so horrible that you can't show up to leaving your baby in the car
carrying a bottle of whiskey like CPS will be all you could say goodbye to your child
that that happens.
This is also one of the things I find so interesting
and what makes me so grateful
to be part of this weird circus we're all in.
You know if you had seen
man leaves baby in car, blah, blah, on Twitter,
some short form post, some something online,
the how dare him, him, he's the worst dad,
oh my God, the discourse.
we would be judging everyone would be judging it would blow up somewhere and the amazing thing about
tv and film is you get to know someone and you don't lose sight of their humanity when they make a
mistake or they fail you you root for people despite you know we love we love brook we love
Peyton. We love Lucas. If we had read the TLDR about that love triangle and that betrayal,
we would hate them. And it's like, I don't know, there's something really special, I think,
about being able to represent things on camera that can encourage us to take a breath and be a little
more graceful with other people. Yeah. Good storytelling will do that. Yeah. And even that thing of
being like you got to get rid of that man because we know you but we know how it's going to look
yeah that's so generous and i think i'm really touched by it because it feels like the world is
less and less generous these days everything is like quick and horrible and mean and i don't know
i i love being part of something that lets our people be so human even even when they fail
even when parts of the episode are so bad.
I'm still like, man, art does good things for people.
Yeah, yeah.
Also, I have to call myself out the last thing that is in my list is all the details of this scene.
And then I go, interesting, this is an episode of man fails.
All the men fail.
Mouth is fat and failing.
Julian is apparently a drunk, even though he's not and failing.
The only man who doesn't fail in this episode is Dan Scott.
Chris Keller, did he ever fail?
But even Chris is a mess.
In the kitchen, he was a monster fail.
That's true. That's true.
He's a fail.
He almost burns the cafe down.
Clay's buying drugs.
Like, all of the men are unhinged.
And the only man who doesn't fail is Dan Scott.
Yeah.
And still, we have to set a boundary with him.
If there was ever a time for the female characters in Winshry Hill to just leave their significant others and start like a new life on a compound or, you know, start a coven.
It was this episode.
Yeah.
Oh, man.
It is so funny to me.
All right.
We have a user question.
Ooh.
Isabella's asking, if you've ever been a part of a storyline that resonated so deeply with you that you found yourself wishing it could happen in real life for you.
Oh, thanks, Isabella.
Wow.
I mean, who doesn't want a Nathan and Haley kind of relationship?
Who doesn't want to just love that lasts for so long?
Kids are happy and healthy.
okay there's the occasional kidnapping by the Serbian mafia now and then but you know overall
I would say that's a big winner yeah that's a good one yeah I have to say from my experience
on one trail uh no Clay has a lot of not so great things yeah there have been other ones
I'm like this would be fun but Clay you want Clay's car I mean listen if anything I'll take Clay's
happy ending I know where Clay eventually gets yeah
Yeah.
So I would, I'll take, you know, contentment and fulfillment with his wife and his child.
Yeah.
I feel like you built that for yourself.
I did.
Like you and Jenny really have done that.
Yeah.
So sweet.
Oh, it makes me want to cry.
How about you so?
You know, even though it's really weird.
I have a big swing on how I feel.
feel about Brooke's journey into being a mom because I love, I love that we were talking in like
2010, 2011 on a hit TV show about how hard it can be for some people to start a family.
Even now, so much of the conversation around fertility and miscarriage and all of these things
is very stigmatized. I mean, my God, like, you look at even what's happening, like, you look at even
what's happening like with the law and the way we like punish um women and families it's it's hard um
and i feel really proud that basically 15 years ago we chose to talk about this on the show and it
makes me sad that we also like cartoonified it in the end and it was like she could never do it and
then she did it nobody knows how and not only did she do it she got two babies like we we started
to really have a serious conversation. And then we like, we buttoned it up in a way that felt a
little too squeaky clean to me. And I know to a lot of women, it's, it's been pretty profound
to have so many people share their, the depth of their fertility journeys with me. It's like
one of the things that I am the most grateful for about having played Brooke Davis. So it's weird.
It's like, I want everyone in whatever way it works for them, whether they finally get there with IVF, whether they adopt, whether they become, you know, aunties or uncles to someone, like, however life gives you the family that you want, I want that for everyone.
And I feel, I feel like it's both.
I feel so proud of that storyline.
And I wish we'd been a little more truthful about it.
And even getting Brooke to the point that she has these two little boys with Julian,
I wish we really understood more of it.
But I also know that we couldn't because we thought season eight was going to be the end.
So we did her whole pregnancy in one episode.
So it's like, I love it.
And I wish we'd leaned into,
to the honesty of it a little more
because I know how much it's meant
to so many people, myself
included, to have done it at all.
And I, you know, if
I got to be the writer
or if I got to know that we were going to
actually do these 13 episodes of season
nine, I would have wanted
us to tell a little bit more of the truth about
that. Both and.
Nice. You know?
Well, shall we spin a wheel?
Let's do it.
What are we going to get
Today.
Most likely to get caught sneaking into a concert.
I don't know.
Get caught, not just to sneak in, but get caught sneaking in.
Oh, if it's get caught, I'm going to say Quinn.
Probably Clay and Quinn.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
For sure, Clay and Quinn.
That tracks.
Yeah.
Yeah, because I'm like, Peyton probably snuck into a million concerts.
100%.
She wasn't getting caught.
She always looked like she was supposed to be there.
Yeah, and character, Chris Keller, for sure, is getting caught, sneaking in.
Yeah, that's a good point.
Yeah, but then it ends up hooking up with the cop who arrested him.
Completely.
Yeah.
There's no other answer.
Totally.
All right, gang, join us next week for Season 9, episode 4.
Don't you want to share the guilt?
Ooh.
Ouch.
Here we go.
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