Drink Champs - #Throwback Episode - w/ Peedi Crakk & Oschino | (Ep.35)

Episode Date: September 3, 2025

N.O.R.E. & DJ EFN are the Drink Champs and we're taking it back to some of the most legendary moments in Drink Champs history Classic interviews, unforgettable stories, and iconic guests who shaped the culture. In this classic throwback episode of Drink Champs, N.O.R.E. and DJ EFN chop it up with the legendary, Peedi Crakk & Oschino Known for their raw stories, unfiltered personalities, and ties to Roc-A-Fella’s golden era, this episode is filled with laughter, reflection, and plenty of gems. N.O.R.E. and DJ EFN let the mics stay hot while Peedi and Oschino revisit the come-up days, their time running with Jay-Z and the Roc, and the ups and downs of life in the music industry. The energy is pure Philly—gritty, authentic, and hilarious. Peedi drops his signature wit while Oschino keeps it sharp and brutally honest, as always. Together, they unpack what it was like being part of State Property, the bond and tension within the crew, and how their experiences shaped their journeys both in music and beyond. From Roc-A-Fella tour stories to behind-the-scenes moments fans never got to see, this episode feels like sitting in the room with two brothers who’ve lived it all. Whether they’re debating hip hop history, dropping life lessons, or just cracking jokes over shots, Peedi Crakk and Oschino remind fans why their voices matter in the culture. This one’s a Philly classic—real talk, no chaser. Make some noise for Peedi Crakk & Oschino! 💐💐💐🏆🏆🏆 -Originally published on Sept 15th, 2016   *Listen and subscribe at https://www.drinkchamps.com Follow: Drink Champs https://www.drinkchamps.com https://www.instagram.com/drinkchamps https://www.twitter.com/drinkchamps https://www.facebook.com/drinkchamps   DJ EFN  https://www.crazyhood.com https://www.instagram.com/whoscrazy https://www.twitter.com/djefn https://www.facebook.com/crazyhoodproductions   N.O.R.E.  https://www.instagram.com/therealnoreaga https://www.twitter.com/noreagaSee omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.

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Hey, hang, Segree, I hope you're Safeet. It's your boy N-O-R-E. What up is DJEFN. And this Dream Chats, Motherfucking podcast, Make some news. And right now, in a year. building, we got one of the craziest states

slash cities slash atmospheres in the world. I heard they came together they killed Hot 97. They didn't even know each other. Tell them niggas over there, be quiet. They didn't even know each other and they killed

it. But us in New York, we thought these niggas grew up together. We thought these niggas killed. They formed a legendary group. They went on. State prop? And did, yeah. All right, I'm sorry.

They went on. I'm a DJ. I'm a DJ, man. They went on and did a legendary two movies, not one, but two movies. If Peeley Crack didn't get locked up. Oh, Rikas, what up? There would not be an El Pollo local. It would have still been one, but it would have been a light of skin.

And right now, right now, in my opinion, we got state property in the building. Let's see you a little. Okay, so let's get straight to it. State property. You guys didn't know each other when you guys went to Hot 97 and that freestyle? Well, Oka, tell it, because I wasn't there yet. I got there.

No, he wasn't there yet. They was already state property. People don't even know this yet. Y'all didn't know each other at that point. Well, I knew Petey from, you know, rapping in the streets. You're from North Philly as well. Yeah. We grew up in the streets.

He was the skinny Puerto Rican guy with the hot lines and the crazy flow, right? Right. I've never seen beans in my life Never seen Chris and Eve in my life Ever, you know what I'm saying They're from North Philly too Yeah, they're from North Philly

Or they're from North Philly But they're from North Philly Bees himself Bees himself Because he used to be trying I used to be trying I mean I see him on stage But I never knew him

So we did with a new sparks We're partners already But over than that So hold call y'all and say Come to Hot 97 No he says actual words We act like they killed your cousin Boom

They act like they killed your cousin No fumbling no making mistakes Everybody, I know, listen. Wait, wait, that's not literal, right? It's not literal. No, that's literally, he said. He said, act like they killed your cousin. I mean, we wanted to go up there and murder it, like, no mistakes.

Like, don't embarrass you, I mean, because that's our first time. And we went up there and, you know, it was legendary after that. Oh. We went on top of that. So now you meet beings. Uh-huh. You meet free. Chris Neef.

Chris Neef. Now, how does it, how does it take off from there? Like, how did y'all start? Well, we came home and it's like the, the, Because the whole signs you separate, correct? I was already signed when we went up there. I got signed in 99. Separately.

The whole state brought. Yeah, I got signed on the spot right for Jay-Z. Wow. How did that happen now? I was battling with some boys in the hotel. There's two guys walked up like, yo, man, you're hot. You know, we know Jay-Z. You know, I'm like, man, you can fuck hot.

He don't know Jee. The next day they took me up there. And I was like, oh, shit, you came in there? Now, when you say took you up there? To New York. Okay. Like the death jam building and all that. So who took you up there, actually?

His name was Sadeek. Sadee. Yeah. I remember Sidney. I'm like, the chance of him knowing Jay-Z was like somebody saying he knew Michael Jackson. You know what I'm saying? I'm like, come on with this shit.

Right, like it's Prince and shit. But, you know, when we went up there, it was like a few of us, they got starstruck when they saw him, not in me. You know, I said, oh, shit, it's my chance. I got spitting. Yeah, I went ham and I got the horn right on spot. I got silent of the spot.

Got my money in 10 days. Now, how did you? 10 days. Let's make some noise for 10 days. Let's make him in 10 days. Now, Pete crack. Can I use that as an as a stray? I'm violent.

Yeah Use this as an as a stray That's what I'm asking But that's the comfort to your shit To your Molly No that's fine I'm gonna drink all this Molly juice You're gonna drink all the

That's like Super if you're in drinking Molly juice First off I want to big up First off shout out to Molly juice What's my man name Ness? Ness Naps

Hellian Nass What? Naps from 8 and 9 And Ray at 8 and 8. Yeah and Naps And Naps For 8 and 9 We've been recognizing you, sir

You've been holding it down We love you And also we're at 8 and 9 showroom But we just had a live barbecue At 8 and I showroom We didn't have security We don't have security I've been trying to hide security

I want to high security I want to get Hollywood So I'm just like you can speak of yourself I'm just going to be my cat with me next time No no you're just legal in Florida You know what I think Personally Personally I want to be my

Gat with me. But I think it's karma. Karma. If I bring my Gat, I might have to use it. You might. You don't want to be cold without it, though. They got the definitely. You're talking to Philly Niggas. You're talking to Philly Niggas. They don't get off. We always say better have it with you than, better have it than not have it. All right, I'm having it next time. Hand down.

I take the charge. Hands down. I don't want the shots. This is an EFN. Philly niggas eat a lunchable and then they kill you. No, they kill you. That's how you. That's how you.

All right, Vinic crack. Like, Gats with me next time. Thank you very much. Let's make some noise for Gats and fucking Phillies and luncheons. So, B-Crat, how did you meet? How did you meet the rock? Well, look, I was, they was already on.

I was a fan like everybody else. He's watching, watching videos and shit. Yeah, hold on. Hold on. Come over here, talk to the people, man. You got to shout to your Instagram. You've been holding it down. You ain't even getting shot it out.

Come on. Tell them me your Instagram, nigga. No, Naps, 1-26. Naps. Naps. Naps. Naps are good niggins. That's right. That's right. 8 and Naps. Ray, A&N, Naps.

The whole 8-9 staff. Okay, so how did you meet them, B-crack? No, look, I was home just selling tree and shit on the block. Right. And I was banging the Hot 9-7 mixtape. I didn't know O yet. I didn't know none of them yet. I knew Freeway.

I knew Freeway, the only one, but I didn't know what else. I knew Freeway. I knew free. We grew up together. While he prayed in frequent places. Nah, this was before that We were kids Okay

Anyway But I grew up Listened to the Hot 97 shit But one day Okay, you wasn't there You didn't establish that One day his manager And my manager

They both was cool They was like some major like Brick layers Like back in the day So they would always We would be like They would bring us like To this apartment

And make us bad Not make us But like battle each other And shit they artists You know Who could beat each other And me and Oskino Sparks

And I think free We all had a Cifax and at the end me and Oskina was the last one's rapping and I was like yo you nice man fuck with you man you dope man what's your name and anyway we left it dead then I seen him one day and he's like I'm gonna do a song with you I'm good I don't smoke he's like I'm gonna do a song with you and we did a song how many he's gonna ride for me then we grabbed sparks we put sparks on it

and they took it up to uh to to death judge and Rockefeller and let dame here and dame was like yo who this little nigga I want to meet him so that's interesting I'm gonna get that part. Well, he basically brought him this way on to the state property. So you're saying Dame signed himself? Dame signed me, yeah. I wasn't signed the state property. I was signed

to Def Jam Rockefeller. But he was just with us so much that they're like, we're going to do a show he'd be with us anyway. He depoted himself off. He deposed. He's Puerto Rican himself off. Every other than we go, me and Spursberg's Petey with us. Yeah. Wow.

So he would stay property before he was even signed anyway. So did you and you didn't know beans at that time? I didn't know beans at all, no. Oh, wow. I didn't know beans. Your niggas fool the shit out as New York niggas. Let's make some noise when I'm fool to shit.

We thought your knicks grew up together. You're fool. No, don't get it. I would see beans places and stuff like that, but I didn't know him like that. I would see him. I was a fan of the music. I love Beanie Sego like everybody else. Love beans and State property and all of that, Rockefeller, Jay and all of that.

So, but these were the dudes, him and Sparks was the dudes that, they would start to me that would interact with me. Like, yo, what's up, man, take my number down and through them. Now, y'all relationship is very interesting because on one hand, I hear Dame speak about you so highly. I hear you speak about Dames so highly. And on another note, you haven't worked your situation out with Dame, right?

Nah, I haven't. You know what, though. Dane is a good nigga. He's very good, y'all, look, honestly, to be honest with you. I think most of it was your fault. But check it. Look, it was. Look, but the mind frame I was in.

back then I was too personal and emotional about the situation I wasn't appreciating him for what he was really doing you know what I'm saying at the time now looking back you'd be like yo Dane was that nigga to us He was that you was a bunch of fuck-ass

niggins after that you're like yo Dane was the shit I'm doing all these fuck niggins now after that so Dane was the shit man you were jaded by that he told me he told me he left my man He told me now Dane always been my man and um you know a lot of greatness

sometimes be misunderstood or be took it in a different way. And that was something I always wanted to rectify between y'all. Yeah, you would always say that to me. Yeah. Because I knew I knew you was too young to understand what he was doing at the moment. You know what I'm saying? Even though me and you like the same age, right? Because you're old,

you got me by a little bit, yeah. On a couple months, you got me about like a month. Yeah. And you're coming up. Oh, yeah? And you'll be 39. Exactly, yeah. I ain't asked you to do that. All right. Come on, man. Let's go. I ain't. I'm sorry. Yeah, you got to initiate. But check it. This is what happened.

Check it. Recently, this was kind of weird and shit. My man, my man, Claudi B, he hit me and shit. He said, yo, crack man, damn got this artist thing, Smoke Desert. Remember Smoke Desert? Yeah, hair, he's like, you fuck with him? I said, I fucks with him. He's like, you want to do a song with him? I said, yeah. He's like, yo, come up to the studio. Dame got the studio. I said, I don't know if I should

just be coming up to the studio. I don't know I damn feel about fuck on me. I'm over the bullshit and, you know, I'm cool with coming up there and working. So he's like, no, just come. I said, nah, do me a favor. How that day first before I come up there and he hollad at the next morning he's like yo

you're right then he said don't come up here he's like yo don't come up here don't bring that nigga up here I want to give you the prize for that but even that I know that shit man it's just be different moments in people's lives I got you like at different moments like it's like it's like you forgive

I don't know I'm not comparing anybody to a girl but you forgive your ex girl but it's like I don't want to hang with her though like at that moment it's like all right cool then a couple of years passed by you're like I tell her, you know, she could come and hang out. You know what I'm saying? I still ain't feeling that you're referring to like a girl.

No, I'm not saying you are him as a girl. But what I'm saying is giving you a feeling. I got you. Because I didn't understand a lot of things that Dane was doing. But when I got away from that nigga, I was like, damn. I had nobody who protected me like that. No, he was telling. And I had to tell that nigga to his face.

And he beat me in drinking. It's a fact. Word. Yeah, with the whiskey. His whiskey game crazy. It's horribly. It's horribly good. It's horribly good.

What you said? I was good. You was good. You was good. I'm going to be selling that in Philly, too. So let me ask you. Let me ask you. So, all right, so how did you connect?

Because you said you rhyme for Jay-Z. But I think you said your man connected you. Now, describe that situation. Well, I mean, it was like, you know, I already was, I had drove to Boston a year before that, the ref of Jay-Z, when he was coming out of a show. He drove all the way to Boston from Philly for five seconds. Now, how far is that? It's far.

I saw him four hours. Four hours. Four hours? For Instagram and all that. It's like five hours. Hell, yeah. And it's crazy. Once I knew Jay-Z, I asked him, like, one day, like, do you remember me coming?

He's like, no. Like, you didn't even remember the shit, like, you know what I was at the time. It wasn't no internet, no Instagram. You had to go to these places and try to get on, you know. 100%. So, but once, you know, I knew Jay-Z, I knew Jay-Z for him, but I knew Dame in a different way. Because I used to, I actually hate Dane.

Right. Because I just, you know, he was hard on you. He, like, he'd tell me you wrong. He don't care about what you think, whatever. But once I started knowing him and start seeing how he's, he said, he said, he's saying what he mean, what he said. You got him. I'm saying? So it was like, yeah, I'm saying.

A lot of my hustle I get from him, right? Because he, like, you know. You got what he was doing. Yeah, I understood, you know, when they did the split. Right. I just, like, Dame, like, I don't even have a label. Like, I said, I don't care. I'm rocking with you.

Whatever you're doing, I'm rocking with you. And it's just like, you know, every since then. Right. So now, P. Crack. What up? Now, so Dane was signed, who signed you as well? You're going to play, y'all. You're a belst-round game.

It's all that. Disguided. No, he's all the dog. So, Dame, who's who signs you, too. So where did it go sour with you and Dan? Well, first of all, before it went sour, though, I didn't realize it, though. I didn't know how privileged I was. Like, he was just shooting.

Like, he shot me from straight from selling weed on 4th Street to just straight, like, I'm straight video. Automatic star from the rip. Let's describe 4th Street. We don't know what that is. Four Street, that's just down my hood, down my grandma way, a bar. Is that the Puerto Rican's there? All pop beat out. I feel like it's Puerto Rican's there.

It's called the bad ladies. Is that the way it's in Philly? Oh from the Puerto Rican section? Oh from all the Reagan section. Got there. I think he was a booty. It makes the noise the whole being from Puerto Rico. You're like, you.

You listen, if you're out here, you're got to make noise. Best question, man. Best squares, best, best, best, question. Oh, from my, oh from my, on, Beirut. That's like maybe like 10 dogs Like four blocks It's called Beirut Like four in front of a bad place

Right No his hood is But if you ain't from there You're not come down there At all Don't call Bayru It ain't bad That's why

I can say what I want Nobody's coming down my way Nobody's coming down there I can sit on the crate And fall asleep on the stuff If you ain't from down there If you ain't from down there There's nothing for you down there

I don't know where Bayru is But it sounds like a place It's nothing to go It's nothing to us Comey Would you ask me You know what I'm sorry? Dane, damn.

Because he's trying to... Where did it go sour at, right? Where did it go sour? It went sour to keep it super G with you, right? Right. You have to keep it super G. I got to keep it super G, man. I'm sorry, but I got to keep it real.

It went sour when they broke up, right? Everything was smooth. Everything was smooth. Now, you're talking about the Rockefeller break up. You know what I'm saying? When the rock broke up, they had, they called the meeting and this shit. They're like, oh, crap, coming for a meeting and shit. Is a real meeting, official meeting for that?

No, no, they already had their meeting. They was breaking up. They was having a meeting. meeting, I didn't understand it's having a meeting for the artist, like where artists going to go where. Like a breakup meeting, though? Because it's a breakup meeting? But listen, no, not to break up me and they, the boss is already handled that.

This is the meeting, like, where the artist's going to go. So under the contract, it was that, it was a void contract if they was to ever sell it. So I could have went wherever I wanted to, and I had flip sides out and shit. I could have got a whole other deal. It was a void contract, so they didn't call me in, like, have a meeting, man.

So we come in, and they got a case of Armadale and shit. And we, they passed me a bottle. We never did this before, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever. First, a couple shots here and there, they, like, hunt, drink. Come on, everybody had a bottle. I'm like, a bottle. What the fuck is it?

What's over the meeting? What's over the meeting that? Come on, fuck that shit, man. We, we, we're drinking. So, we drink and drinking. We had the time doing so much drugs and drinking the shit that it didn't know that this didn't even tolerate, like, it didn't bother me. Because you were smoking dust.

I was going to hammer time. Yeah, that's cool type of shit. Oh, wow. Anyway. You're going to get a guy. You got a fight. Anyway, they try to get me drunken dust, though? Yeah.

Look at Fing. You got to continue. He said this. Sorry, can't tell your story. I like Evan. No. He's about it. He's about it.

Yeah, yeah. He said dust. I don't know. Is it true or no? I like, you know, yeah, that's very true. It's very true. You know, let's make some noise from PCP. I grew up in the dust, everyone.

Yeah. You smoke and dust. It's all good. Anyway, look, check it. They try to get me fucked up. And they was like, all right. So when they thought I was shitty, like, probably like half bottle, they're like, come on, tag to me, and they're like, yo, you want to, what you want to do?

You want to stay with us? Or what you want? You're going? You're leaving? You stay with us? I said, no. Hosting this meeting, Damon Biggs? It's Damon Biggs.

And I think Big Face Gary and another person. Big Face. What's up, brother? Yeah. Shout out the Big Face. I love. Big Face was always rooting for me. Real happy.

Shout out the Big Face Gary, Doug. A lot of people still in But I'm just saying At the time though In the office They was in the office You know what I'm saying Other niggins ain't there

They couldn't have did nothing for me But anyway They try to get me shit They're like crack What you're gonna do You're gonna stay You're gonna go I said man

I'm out man I need some bread I'll stay with y'all for some bread What you're asking for And I asked them for A certain amount and shit And it was like Nah nah nah

We ain't gonna do that We'll do that We'll give you this No It wasn't that crazy It was just something substantial You know what I'm saying They're like we give you this

I said No, I'm cool. I'm done. So then they got beans on the phone because they assumed that beans would be able to, like, control the situation, yeah. And manipulate whatever you're fucking out. They got him on the intercom.

They're like, yo, yo, yo, yo, beans, man. Yo, your man in here, man, he's tripping, man. He's talking about he's out. Back, Mac, like, yo, you're out, crack. And at the time, I ain't ever had no rock chain. I was wearing beans, the gold drink. We're in the gold rock chain. So beans is like, yo, you out crack on the intercom.

I'm like, yeah, man, they ain't speaking my language, man. He's like, yo, man, well, all right, cool. give Dane my chain And after that Whoa, whoa, whoa, time out. You're not going to say that. You're not going to just say that and just let it go.

Okay, so what chain you had on again? I had the rock chain on, the gold rock chain. The gold rock. Yeah. But they never gave you a chain. Never, yeah. So this is Bean's chain, yeah. All right, so you're in the office.

You're in the office. They're in the office. They're redeeming them, yeah. And they try to get off with me, son. I was like, I'm cool. I ain't fucking with it. So this is Beans telling you if you ain't rolling with Dane, give back my chain.

Basically, if you out, nigger, see you later. talking about dame, though, correct? No, he's talking about, talking about me. Get Dane my chain. Get me my chain. Like, get somebody my chain. Just get me my chain and roll out. Whatever you get a chain, can you just get a chain.

So those chains ain't promised tomorrow. Yeah, I don't know. At the time, I really didn't give a fuck about the chain. You know what I'm saying? Wasn't about the chain no more. Right. It was too far gone. I think flip side was out.

And it was too popping, you know what I'm saying? Like, I was on MTV jams. And, you know, shit was just cracking. Uh-huh. We're doing major shows. It was like, and the contract is void. Yeah, I'm in a better situation than this, whatever you're talking about. So, uh, I gave me the chain, I gave me a chain back.

And, um, I, I, I shook everybody's hand, like, nigga, oh, listen. You get your name back. Listen, I would never get my chain back. Oh, what happened? Listen, listen. It wasn't in my chain, no, it wasn't my chain, no, it was in my chain. I'm sorry, I said it's being changed.

So I shook everybody's hand, like, yo, thank y'all, thank y'all. I just trying to. No, he used to always take that chain back. No. Wait, tell me. That was the first time he took it. He would always do that He would always do that

He was fat curious He was getting in the chain Yeah Anyway I don't know That was really slaying I didn't catch none of that I like it

No look I gave him the chain back Right You know Crack cack nights He's political He's my bro Tell us please tell us

Like good cop back out Okay so what happened He took your chain By He gave you a chain Whenever means he'd get right his block He'd go get him Let him come to his house

For a couple days And he let him hold the chain In the rings And don't touch his shit Yeah he's saying Like Pete Crack was was ghost Ray? No, he gave him his

inspiration. I don't know what he wrote for him because Crack don't stay talk like that. I wrote some shit. He wrote. I can tell you. I can tell you. When you see Crack with all of them songs, it's not because he liked crack. It's not because he liked Crack. It's because he had writers' block. And by the time that shit was going on, I already was fed up with the dumb shit, so you can't call him. I mean, but

I see Crack. He's definitely going to tell us what's going on right now. Crack at the big house because the chain is show for a couple months. Then after the CD's shit to come out of the songs? All right, Craig. Did you send somebody? Yeah, it was the time I was butcher. You probably don't want to I remember, if I got somebody asked you for it, it wasn't him. They're like, so, Joe Crack, the...

His mom. He had the Jacob, too. The fucking yellow diamond, Jacob. Aye. I don't remember everything, they got. Now, listen, see, it's fucked up with the Internet come out because people get to tell the truth. And no fans get to know the truth.

That's what I'm saying? So you can't do stuff that you can have from. See, I don't have no secrets. You feel what I'm saying? So I remember he used to do that and crack with pop because crack with that flavor. So he'd mac with the flavor. He gets the flavor from him.

And he gets the flavor in his over. What was wrong. All right. I'm before, though. All right, before. Now, now, now, finish your story. All right. So anyway, I get a chain back and shit, and I slid out. And I didn't. But I never forget this. I get this dame. I get this game. But when I

slid out, I shook everybody in. And I was like, all right, thank y'all. Because I knew I was good. I'm about to go get another deal somewhere. A whole other check. I ain't got paid them back this budget. Huh? That was a magazine? I was thinking to some other shit. We were about to get to like a buck something from somewhere. So

I'm, thank y'all. And I got the bigs. And I love Biggs. Yo, Biggs is always ill. He always inspired me. He always been like, yo, keep doing what you doing, man. Don't change nothing. He always talked to me

like on a regular level. That's why I fuck with Big. But I shook Biggs hands like, yo, man, thank you, man. I appreciate everything. He's like, yo, you don't mean that. Biggs said, you don't mean that. Like, you don't mean this?

Like, you don't mean your little apology and shit? He kept a G. So I walked out the office and I walked down, and then I remember, I was like halfway down the hall and Uncle Darren, Big.

Yeah, with the gray hair. He came back out. He was like, you know, hey, crack. They said they got a number. I don't see the number. They said they got this. And I just flag being like, and just kept walking. And that was it.

And that was it. That was it after that. After that, I've never seen Dame again. Dane, Jay. No, I've seen Jay after that because I got signed the J right after that. Everybody had the decision. Oh, I don't understand. Jay signed me back again.

Okay. All right. Tell me on. Tell me. Can you have a good. The meeting y'all talking about is you got to go with Jay a Dane. So the after, so you

went with Dane. I'm the only one. Oh, well, you was the only one? Yeah. And then you went with Jay. I went with Jay. Like a week later, like a week later I was a free agent, I didn't know what I was going to do but I knew that I was popping and I could go anywhere, you know what I'm saying? But

my lawyer had ran into Jay at a BMI party or some shit in Manhattan and he told her, yo, I'm P.D. Crackman. a lawyer, how you doing? He's like, yo, what's up with crack? He said, yo, we're going to have a meeting. So my lawyer calling, like, yo, I just seen Jay at a BMI meeting at a BMI party. He went to the meeting. So we went to the meeting

and that night, we went there late night. It was Jay. He was in the office by itself and just coming to Carlene and, you know, Carlene. And real quick, I was like, yo, what's up? He's like, yo, I'm keeping it real with you, man. I wanted to keep you. I wanted to have you with me, like when y'all split and shit. But Jay, I mean, Dan was so much

more, like, aggressive about keeping you that I just didn't want to tug a war about it so I just let you go with him but if you don't want to be with him then you can stay with me and I said yeah hell nid nigga I'm gonna stay with you because who would at the time

at the time like I was really young saying so I just stayed with Jay I was like I'm stay with you and that's when I started doing the neo shit and I stayed on okay so hold on so

I know there's a lot of the no because I got to get right back to you but you said something that was very important you said you was the only one because When I first seen it, and I seen it with a breakup, I broke up, the first name I seen on Dame's chalkboard was Beans.

So you're telling me that's not the truth. You're telling me that somebody put that there. I guess so. I mean, nobody stayed with Damon and stuff for me. We had to stand at the time I was getting a lot of money in the streets. You know what you're saying? And I already see. They still get money in the streets.

I heard you got Maybacks and shit like that. Special noise if you're having Maybacks. I'm just going to say this. I've seen, like, you know what I'm saying? Now that I'm older, I can say it like this. Like, the way that Jay-Z was, I was looking for, like, family. I wasn't looking for, like, business types. I was looking for, like, somebody that's messing me for real.

Because I was a loyal dude. I'm from the streets. So, like, I see a boy that's like, yeah, the way he moves is something. I don't understand. Damn, I could talk to him. Even if I argue. Right. I can argue with him.

I understand. He came to court for me. Wow. And my trial. Like, I'm saying. So I feel like, I'm going to you. Even told me, he said, yo, I don't even got nothing to offer you all. I'm rocking with you and it's been the same every since like I just did a movie with him

I'm saying like I don't even have to audition anything they do I can do to this day yeah I took him every day I he called me for no reason that's awesome I'm sure I like it too that's just that's just my word to you like I mean it's being a different like so bccccissing hey make for me for me bro listen nigger I like this are they poured in France I got I'm jacking that oh you know you know yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I'm Really? Yeah, real. That should be a movie, a documentary, some type of, some type of documentary. Some type of documentary.

The whole behind-the-scenes shit. Yeah, exactly. We're filming, we're filming. So, but what made you, this is what I'm trying to say. Because I want to get into your discrepancy with Jay's, with Jay. But at that moment, you said, in your opinion, everybody went with Jay. Yeah, because I've never seen it. I was in the office with Dame every day.

Nobody was never there with me. Wow. But what made you say? I'm from the streets. I can read people. I mean, I can read people. See, I'm from the streets more than everybody from state property.

They tell you, I'm saying, I'm from the streets for real. You're telling me they're little niggins. The whole time, right? That's my bro. I love him to do that. But I'm just the one to go in and out the bang and all this stuff. The third in the streets,

looking like him hit up and all that, right? So I'm looking like a boy that, at first, one thing I saw, he went and clear a sample for Sparks. Sparks had a hook with Jay Z on it. Marjorie, we signed to him. But he did it for, he let, Cassidy.

I'm a hustler. He cleared that. I said, oh, that don't make sense to me. You know, now I see 50 sitting. I'm starting to start coming out with you. Fitty on every song with his artist. Jay never on a song with us. If he did one song with you, you're going,

you know what I'm saying? So I'm saying, like, you ain't got to get nobody no bread. So I started looking like, yo, boy don't really message us like I thought. So, I mean, if you don't mess with you, I don't care who you were, you could be Oprah. I'm not going to be sitting and keep digging, you, you know? You know, so it was like, all right, I made a conscious decision.

Like, you know, all right, I got to fall back from ball, like you'm saying even though that's just he only gonna do what you're allowed to do, you know what he'll mean him to do to you so you're gonna keep sitting around him and he didn't give me shit that's on you know

he probably like like like because he's rich you don't got to do shit you know what I'm saying so me I was like man fuck that like I remember to be broke with my man's at least my man's like

if he do pop off I'll pop off with him you know what's that because he already popped off and I ain't popping off with him like so it was on the tip as a young ball I would never say it because if I said

you know that's like blast for me talking about even to even to this day you can't talk about it's like Boys, like, you know what I'm saying? It's like blasting me, but I mean, on some real shit. Because I'm going to change the subject. No, but I don't know.

I ain't saying nothing bad because he changed my life. No, no, I'm going to get back to that because I want to get to that because I heard that too. Now, on the same podcast I was about to get back to your life, I heard Bean say that Pete Crack could be the biggest if he get out his own way. He can't give no advice like that. He and his own way. Yeah. How are you going to give advice like that and you and your own way yourself?

No, no, let me tell you. Look, look, regardless of where it came from, you got it. You want to shout Tagabon? You don't got to do that shit. Come on, Pete, Craig. Come on, Pete, that is, that is that, that is Nutcracker. That is about what's a Tiger. I want that.

You all, you're all around the past, Maybacks, man. We're going to give you a Tiger Bone. Look, look, look, look. Oh, I can drink the Nuckabon. You know, Puerto Rican. Bois Pound off a lot of percent. He got a lot of percent. He got this.

He looks like you're slime. Hey, come, boy. Yeah. Can we get shot glasses, please? You're drinking, man. Listen, I'm going to try, listen, I'm going to try to get them to dodge these foul questions. Yeah. But, go ahead.

So he said you was in your own way. Oh, no, this is the thing, man. Honestly, coming from him, like, this is the thing, regardless of it, like, if you're doing, like, a podcast and you know it's going to be internationally, like, talk to me, like, personally about that, but don't, like, air that out. If you feel that way about me, but if you say certain things, like, yo, state property will only be as big as Beanie Siegel. Beanie Segal could be as big as he wants to.

I ain't no other way to take that. Like, why would you, that's kind of like downing your squad and making us seem like we more inferior to you. And I want to get to that. Without you, without your movement, then they can't do nothing. Like, like, niggas ain't capable of doing shit. So this other thing, with being in your own way,

why would you even present that? Niggas around the world don't understand it Now, I understand what he meant by that And I know he didn't mean no hard about that Listen, he didn't mean Do you understand what he meant? I do understand. Because I kind of feel that way too sometimes

I feel like you could be the big I feel like you could be bigger than me I could dig it I feel like you can be bigger than me personally But no But no coming from beings though You see the truth in that though I understand but that's a conversation

That's the conversation that we'll have You wouldn't never say that I wouldn't ever say that to be on air you'm saying You'll tell me, you'll talk to me, like, oh, crack, come on, you bullshit. But with Mac, you present that to people, they don't understand. Yo, come over here, nigger. They don't understand. We ain't going to be in your video.

We ain't going to be in your video. We ain't going to be in your video. Dancing and shit. Hey, yo. What's the rest of that statement? I don't even know what I said after that. Let's go. Let's drink this molly juice right now, but listen.

But if you present it to the world, you're telling her that way, niggas, a nigga from a New Orleans, he'll feel like they didn't crack. the fucking way. Right. They don't know. He don't know. He's like, yo, cracking the way. But if I'm not defending

beans, but I can kind of defend that statement, correct? I feel like, I feel like you're your own worst enemy because. That's fine, but it's not good. It's not good.

Publicly you're going to do. Okay. You know what I'm saying? Like, you're doing an interview. Is it public? But I read, I'd rather you not say nothing. Don't even mention my name and talk to me personally about that.

Right. But don't do that. If you get out of his own way. That's what I don't like. That's no other way. Your entire identity has been fabricated. Your beloved brother goes missing without a trace. You discover the depths of your mother's illness,

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Like, as far as, like, you know, you got to do everything. Like, at the end of the day, I love my wife. I love my wife My wife is here But she has to understand that I got it Tomorrow Somebody could call me

Did you ever feel like You gave it your all? I didn't Nah I didn't I didn't I'm too personable of a person And I watch a lot of other artists And I be commending a lot of artists

I see like kiss And fabb and shit Because I be like then It got to be real hard To be able to put up With all of that bullshit And put that face on it And be able to maneuver around that

And still go back to your regular life I can't do that I'm just I am who I am I can't change myself You know what I'm saying It was too much trying to change me To adapt to being cool With bullshit

Like bullshit I can't do that every day It was stressful It wasn't worth it I'd be on the road for six months I don't see my kids I'm gonna start where it wasn't weighing out So I was like you know what man I had to take a break from the bullshit

I understand So All I know is it too difficult To get y'all To come to compromise Ain't compromise. I'm not interested. There's no compromise over for that.

So what is it, what is it that totally? No, we don't need a compromise, though. You could do solo, you can get money, you can go to the tune court, you could be paid every week. Obviously it's not like super beef. No, it ain't no beef. It ain't like, like physical beef. No, no. It's not no beef, man.

You understand. Even though we don't like each of right now, it's like brothers. You still love each other, though. Nah, that's what I smack about you. That's what I smack about you. You got a brother you don't like You got have a brother you don't like I don't like my brother for nothing

They get on my nerve I don't like my brother He might get high But it's your brother Right I'm saying So I don't like my brother right now And I'm saying

I gotta let the world know Because he got the world food If he had a world fool If he had to explain myself So they look at me like I'm crazy Because I'm the only one speaking out You know So I got to know

This is exactly what happened I never did that wrong now You did say You did say you're the only one You said besides a little bit I'm not a little bit You gave my little bit I'm not confident

Because this is the thing. There's a thing. No, why? Because I'm not really interested in, like, I make my decision and keep it moving. Like, I don't want to keep, like, dwelling on that shit. Or, like, I don't want to have to go back and forth with you. Because you never going on up to your shit.

So, why I argue with you? You ain't going on it? So I understand that you ain't going on your shit. And I'm out. My mind frame is good shot. I don't want to, oh, I don't want to buy this shit. Oh, you're retarded. That's the word of the thing.

Yeah, I ain't retarded. Listen, I don't want nobody to look at him like he's my boss. That's the whole thing But that's how you look at him I see the boss He's not the boss of me But what's wrong with that though? Because he's not a boss

He's not a boss dude He's not a boss dude Take care of the youngings You know what I got I got, they got You know what I'm saying If they need a car Whatever they need to hold a car

Whatever they need to live at They can come in there with me You know? This is your first oversawcy In here I'm saucy This is first oversauce This is first oversawcing

Like I'm an oversaucy I've been oversaucy I've been oversaw Your Fing Congratulations. Would you head? No, I'm talking about in life, man. You know me and you knew each other for over 20 years.

I haven't a moment. We've been, in the moments. Because you know why we're trying to show them how to keep it together. Yeah, we're a tiger bone that. Give us a tiger ball, man. You want me to pour it? Oh, you want to pour it, man. I ain't scared.

Yo, I would personally like to see y'all and beans getting together. We got to squash it. I'd never say never. But it's almost like another. Nah Can we make it happen But we don't need it We don't need it

You know you don't need it You know you don't need it Listen listen listen Listen listen Check it out Look check it out Overall Look from my point of view

You see me I want to everybody Know Behold two different people You know what I'm saying Oh feel how he feel You know what I'm saying I feel how I feel

But this is the thing That's it Look I'll be willing to squash shit If everybody got their mind right You know what I'm saying If she was right And shit was straight I'm with it

You know what I'm saying I'm not like on some ass little shit. Like, I ain't fucking with shit. But it gotta be right, man. We too old. But, all right, all right. So, P. Crack. What's up?

You want a little more? I got you. Listen, a little bit. And, you know, look, I'm a real nigger. I don't want to do it. Oh, you guys, it's about me. You got to have Pete Crack fucked up over this one. You ain't never get me fucked up.

Not over this? Oh, no, never this. We never did this together. We had the sake in Philly one time. Oh, the sake. That's us. All right. Yeah, yon niggas is the same.

Oh, that's, hey. That's, that's all right. He's going to be signed to me forever. He's going to be signed to me. Out of odd. Let's show you how to do it. I don't know. Niggas say that if a person can't take a shot with you,

that's probably the person that's going to kill you. I don't believe that guy. I learned this from the mafia. Joe Pesci and them niggas. I don't believe that guy. All right. That's because he's petty. That's why he don't want to be.

I don't believe that guy. I don't believe the guy. Bitch off him. Oh. Oh. Oh. Oh. Make some more.

Yeah, that's a hot. That's hot. Oh. Oh. Let me see what it looked like, so I know. They sell shit to lick or stuff? Yeah, read that shit. You know what it tastes like?

Read that shit, crap. It's like Justin. It's illegal. It's illegal. They kill tigers to make that shit, nigga. No. You can't read that shit. That's just, that's Chinese.

Chinese. Chinese, man. That's Chinese. They killed Tigers to make us to have a good conversation. That's just fucked up, dude. It's illegal. You want another one? No.

And a little bit. Not back to back. So, that lean back is not a good lean back. That was still burning through the system right now. So now you guys go to Hot 97. Now you guys, don't. I was in a crowd, I saw a bud on the block. So how does this happen where they say?

Who? I'm going to show you exactly what happened. No, no, hold on. Let me finish my question. So how does it happen where they say We're going to be together This is now going to be state property Well first of all

It was like on the tip world You know at the time I was going through it with Nas I'm saying So he's like yo Wait wait wait wait let's hold that back Nause Yeah

Now we got to hold that back I got to put you in the time frame When what's going on Yeah we got hold that back Go back Knows I like it Come on

I like it I like it You don't like me no more I like it Let's hold it back Say Nas again. He's going through it with Nas, you know? Nass wanted part of... Noss had to eat the, you know, the record out, you know what I'm saying?

Because Hope was up there when you went to Hot 97. He was there. Why, Pink crap? Why are you laughing at me, bro? Got you a whole one right now, right? I'm just saying. Latino shit over here. Don't worry. I'm going to be fully black today.

So I'm holding you now. I'm going to be fully black today. He turned the day before. He's like, yo, we're going to 5-7 tomorrow, man. Y'all, let me get your stuff together, man, and kill it. So, you know, we was kind of like, battle on each other because I'm going to be better That's what I heard

That's what I heard So we went up there It was like murder But we didn't understand I didn't even know I never heard a Hot 97 What? What?

You're feeling you feeling Polly You never heard about that Cosmic Cab Yeah I don't know He played me now He definitely didn't play you back in then No

No He just started playing that He's just started playing the shit He's just started He's just like that Yeah He can be playing my shit Stricicly scales

Cats To play my shit Be like Kevin Let me back home Philly, my market, man. Shout out of Caddy, because the Cavs stop playing my shit again.

You're kidding my market. That's not Philly. You've heard the please by EO. No, but you know what? This is what I learned about Keb. Kev, you can't hounding, you know what I'm saying? He got to do what you want to do it. If you don't fuck with him,

Dave, you don't, you don't hang him to get on his dirt. He'll play his shit. But if you get on his back, then I don't know some weird psychological shit with Kev right? You got to leave Kev alone. We ain't smoking with you, dog. No, we smoke.

That's the whole thing in the same of the dog. I'm definitely not going to smoke. So we went on tour of 197, we went on tour. After that. After that. After that. I'm talking about like 11 cities. Like we was on a toll tour off of a radio station cipher.

You know what I'm saying? So like it was that crazy. And everywhere we went, they knew it. Minds you, this before the internet. So niggins had to ship the CDs. I don't know how to, what the fuck? So not right now. They're calling you the king of Philly.

Is this true? Yes, it's true. Hell yeah. You know what I say it's true? Because I ride around in a two-seater. by myself. Two-seater. Every hood.

The coop. The coop. The stingray, right? Selling my CDs hand-in-hand, right? $10 a piece. And you got a tune-core. I heard you big up to-court. Popping.

Popping. After this? After this? I'm like, you're all the way up. Yeah, you got to watch it. I get a lot of money, so I'm down, I want to look like I'm not getting money now. So, you know what I'm going to front.

What I wasn't doing before that I do now, I'm like more spiritual. Like, with God, like, it's not a kind of corny, but. I'm real, like, God, like that's real, dog. Now, when you say God, you got to say Allah because you're from Philly, correct? Of course. But I say it because... Are you Muslim? But I think it's one God, period.

I think that, too. I don't care what you are. I think, I think every God, every religion talk about, they talk about the same person. It got to be, because it can't be two boys that can do this. I mean, I just think, you know what I think? I think, like, one day they seen a nigga, he was drinking Smeanor. And then the other day, he was drinking Hennie, so he might have been a little more aggressive. But they're talking about the same exact nick.

I'm just saying, I'm like, I'm saying. He's a bobbody. I'm just saying, I'm just saying. But what I'm saying is when I started. It was different a nigga that day, but he were the same nigger. It's God body. He's got a buddy. You tell me I'm bugging.

Now you ain't bugging, you're on point. Oh, I'm bugging. He's got a body, man. We agree with you. But I think what you start doing that, like that's the little, that's the little ingredient that I was missing. You know, the spirituality. And you sound like the kind of, I'm a street dude. Like, so that's how crazy to me saying it.

We know. What was I started thinking like that? Everything started changing. What's the name? North Philly, Bay Roo. No, Beirut. Bay Roo. That sounds very scary.

12 hundred things. You go on my page, right? The real Lepernet. I'm out four in the morning, five in the day. Five in the morning, three in the morning, every day. You're preaching? I'm saying, I'll be out in the slums just in the mix. I got no.

I got no, because that's what I live at. You're preaching. Man, we're wrecking. We're out and about. So what are you doing? First of all, I'm seeing money. You get money. What I'm saying?

But the right way, though, the right way. I thought he was doing the gospel shit. No, hell no. No. No. When I say, when I say spiritual, I mean, like believing in God heavy. But you're not telling nobody. I'm not going to tell him.

It's for me. Right. You know what I'm saying? It ain't for nobody else. It's just for me. Because you think you can have a plan and you want to do this, but if God ain't with it, you ain't going to get done. And I'm saying, and this is all corny to me because I'm from the streets.

Like, man, I'm going to jail. I'm trying to that. Once I started thinking like that stuff, start changing. Because I don't even back rapid since February. I was in the penitentiary For a couple years just now You know what I'm saying But at one point

State property Y'all looked like The tightest crew It wasn't Never was the tightest crew It was all fake Wow It was all fake

It was only because the internet I'm gonna disagree with him I'm not gonna disagree I don't like that I mean Because we got different perspectives So It was times though

But maybe from my perspective That I felt like that We was like tight niche And we was moving Because it was a certain time When we felt like a unit When is that point? Tell me what year? It was seven times, man.

I like this. Listen, I thought I got wrong to 03. Nah, this is the thing, though. You're one of the shots, I got bone? Yeah, you know. No, I need to hear this story. I'm a fan. But, you know, at the end of the day, listen, just so you know, I'm a fan.

But what's the funniest thing, though? If you look at with our first disobeys, right, I got Meek with me He's a kid When you're disbeing On YouTube you go to YouTube Meek is a kid He's with me right there

Look at the clip has You know what I'm saying I'm in bread than Philly I'm saying before people start Messing with the kid Like the people that's hot in Philly Like right now It's the kid ain't butter knife

You know what I think he can be Butter Knife He'll be the next big superstar We're on that JBM I mean people in my city to get on Whether they go through me or whatever I just want to tell them It's talent

Like you said I'm a fan of the music first Me too You know saying You just get on I'll get my blessings later somehow. You know what I got a dude that they're saying it's my boss and he would have to hold me back, you know what I got the streets, he's not got the prisons, you know what I'm saying?

But how can I respect that? You know what Ida-a-a-a-a-ta-a-ta-ta-a-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta take a ball. Yeah, this is going to have me slurring. My man. He don't want to shoot her, he goes. But by I can tell you this, though, I'm happy right now. Maybe. Maybe.

Especially when you come down, hey, you see girls skating pants with thongs on. It's like the after burn Yeah Welcome to my No welcome to drink no more This is hip-hop It's running the media right now Real niggas running media

The inmates is running the building Okay, yeah You probably remember Hold it for later No, it's fast, it's fast It's fast It's fast It's fast

No, I was like yo You in nature and Cardan I was like yo I was a super fan Like you know you You're my name I got a mixtape, man I gave a speech like

I'll give you a long speech like you're like you want to do a song come on I'm like this thing a regular like me oh shit I don't remember that

I was hyper I was hype as a normal I was hype and shit I support real niggas if you're a real nigga I speak crack but I'll charge you

for your record when we did a record with you absolutely not I charge you oh my fucking I mean we did a bunch of records together

I was always I was just play I was always You were the big homie, though. I was the talking shit. No, you did, you did. You gave me the one-up. Hold on.

Let me tell you all something real quick. Oh, shit. Yeah, I get to talk my shit real quick. Go on that. You got them, nigga, shut up. You don't like this story, though. Look, all right, so check it. This around, like, when T-O-N-Y came out, like 90-something?

T-O-N-Y, when the video... Ninety-seven. Ninety-seven. All right, so, check, I probably is about, like, I don't know, maybe, like, 19, 20 years old. Yeah, he was a bus? I told you this story many times, you don't believe me, but I

swear to the guy. Yo, check it. He was a jet. T-O-N-Y hit the rap city. I don't know if it was the fucking Y-M-T-B raps or the basement. Whatever the fuck was going on around that time. So, with me and my man, ND-5, shout out my brother, Indy-5. We was turped out off this shit. We like, damn, who the fuck?

Capone Noriega tragedy? This shit was so hard, like Brun, man, you bad. She was hard. So, we like, Damn, we got shoot down sounds of, uh, what's the name of shit? Sounds of, uh... Music.

Sounds of music. The shit down downtown. So we shoot down there. I did an install there. We call the bus. We go grab the CD and shit. We need shit on CD, play shit throughout the, through the system. It's a very expensive life.

We get there. We get there. Yo, this is the craziest shit. We on our way to go get, yo, I really, I swear to God. This ain't no bullshit. I swear on everything. And we're on camera. You know what I'm saying?

Yeah, we don't care. I'll tell you a lie. some but I'll be better. Later on, we can tell I'll taste of bullshit. Niggi, this real. Yo, when we walk to the record store, we're going to go get Capone Noriega, T-O-N-Y. I open the door.

I swear to God, open the door. Open the door for this nigga. He's going to his store. At that day, it just happened. Open the door, he walked past and shit. I'm like, I'm looking shit. I'm like, I like, 8.5. I'm like, yo, that's not.

Rieger right there, dog. Hey, you know what they? Come on, crack. I like, y'all, swear to God, I watched the video, man. That's him. I was like, he's like, come on, man. I said, yo, I said, hey, you know what I'm right?

He turned around like, yo. I said, I told you. I told you, man. I told me, you know, let me tell you. He walked up and shit. I'm all fucked up about this shit. You know, I'm from North. We just caught the, we just caught the 47.

We just called the 47 to 8th and market. You know what I'm saying? Damn ten, you know. God. You're like, go ahead. Yo. Shands in Philly, don't. I let him know.

I say, I say, ignore me. I say, yo, yo, we fuck with you, dog. Yo, I seen you. I love that T-O-N-Y shit. I'm about to go grab the single. Man, I need you to sign this shit for me. I'm like, 19 years old. I'm like, you're signing a shit for me.

He's like, all right, I got you. I'm like, your father. I'll like, hold up. Wait for me for him for a day. He waited for me. I went upstairs, brought the single, came down. He signed it. So me and five, we smoke mad sigs and shit.

They can smoke mad sags. This makes it as long as to me smoking mad cigarettes. In the hood. Didn't know y'all niggins from nowhere. We had like four cigarettes, right? So that nigga, we pulled cigarettes out here. Yeah, yeah, you'll get one of them. I'm like, I'm like, all right.

We got four. But you know what I mean, you get one. We get a nigga. I'm still my style after the name. Yo, sorry. We put in my car. We get a nigga one. Because we fucked up.

He'd signed a CD. He signed a CD. And they had the black and white little promo headshot, Joe. Look at them, Joe. Don't do that shit no more. Capone had just went to jail. That's why Capone wasn't there.

I had the black and white drinks at the problem. So, we talking shit and shit. But I didn't know at the time he was bullshed me around for another six. Yeah, that's a fact. Yeah, yeah, yeah, can I get another six? Oh, yeah, we got like two six. Yo, we give him another six. You know, listen, we give him another C.

Smoked y'all out. But we were chopping it up with him. But he was a different norie, you know what I'm saying? It was a young norie. Like a young, he was just, still the same noria. No, no, no, no, I'm not in my pocket right now. I'm still going to smoke a little cigarettes, right now. You know, life is a little different for you, you know what I'm saying?

That's a blessing, you know what I'm saying? But at the time, you always had this looking, y' eye. He always was like this, like, oh, he's doing some shit. Like, I was going to do some shit. I'm trying to be shiggas. He's done this shit. I want the niggas and let me...

I'm a shooter. We was on that bullshit too. I didn't have shooters. I was the shooter. So, you know what I'm sorry? Yeah. You know what I apologize. We ran out of Sigs, though.

And we walked... I went to the store with you. Now you remember... I always remember. You remember from me telling you the story. No, I always remember that story. Don't come at me like that. We watched...

You were Puerto Rican, nigga. It was my thing. I was a black nigga that I recognized another one. Puerto Rican, nigga. That's what you told me. You said, I'm a nigguriken, too. And that's why the record we did, what was it called? Nigger riga. Let's make some noise with Niggeriga. Don't you ever tell me I don't remember that story.

Nah, because every time I tell him the story, he'd be like, get the fuck out of it. Cruz, I'm just trying to act. I'm trying to act big. But I remember that story. For years, I told him this story. I'm like, yo, nigga, I had a seat. Remember you slept in my mansion? I had a mansion. A big mansion. That was recent when your niggas are stars and shit. I'm talking about it. Back when... All right, let's take it back when we're coming up.

To come up. Come up. I like to come up. But anyway, we just ill to me him at that time, you know what I'm saying? Back then.

And then for us to, you know what I'm saying? Link back up. And then beans introduced us. We got a big beans up, man. At some point. Let's look at that. That's how you know your role.

That's humility. Humility. What's the word? I don't know. We don't know words. Humility. Humility. Humility.

Humility. It's hard to say that word right now. Humility Humility That means humbleness Listen, I definitely would like to put it back together I know I'm not that that's powerful I fucked up

I squashed the beef with Jay C and Joe And then Drake and DMX You got your high point You got some loaves And I fell miserably after that You got some lows So when I listen to Tax Stone shit

It was crazy because I usually Because I'm a big fan of Attack Stone I don't have no problem saying it He's one of the reasons why I started doing the podcast EFN, it was EFN's idea because I feel like, I'm not looking at him, but I feel like the energy

is coming from over there. He got a weird energy going on right, man. He's drunk of shit, that's right? But I like it, though. I want to be on that side. This is the first episode where he's drunken to me. So I'm enjoying it. Never talk about it.

Come on a tiger boy. But mind you, I'm drunk as hell too. I'm drunk as hell too. Right, he's drunken than me, and that's so awesome. So, anyway, so I'm listening to Tax Stone shit, and we had just-invited beans, right? We had Justin invited beans, and I invited crap. So crack was like, you know, all right, cool. So I'm like, all right, cool.

I didn't plan to have y'all together anyway, but I was like, all right, cool. And I'm listening to Tax Stone shit, and then O says, yeah, oh, yeah, no, we got a barbecue. I'm going out there this weekend. And I pulled crack. What did I say to you, crap? What did I say? You said, yeah, you set me up, man. I'm like, yo, what are you talking about?

He's like, yo, yo, you know I had beans coming out here, man. You got to get out here. I'm like, no, listen, listen. It was a coincidence. Right, Coimiddy dick. That niggas got to be quiet over there. But as I'm trying to tell Norrie, like, the story, he's like, yeah, yeah, yeah. He did this shit for like a long time.

They got irritated. I'm like, niggins, you're going to let me tell you or no. No, it seemed like a line. You can't say, yeah. No, but it was a coincidence. You know, you know, I used to line niggas up, so I just, I had to put it put it together, I said, no, no, no, no, we have

this book to show, I got a shape, no, let me down, look, you had already, um, invited beans, but me, oh, and my main Johnny J had already, we was in Philly, like, negotiating this shit for my birthday party for, um, October 2nd. Everybody come out, yeah, October 2nd, P.D. Crack. Where we're at? Where we at? Oh, TLA. L.A.

South Street. You know, you know, you know what TLA. Right by Esquibibibos, right, yeah, yeah, yeah. It's like, it was my seat. They got my picture up there. So we, we was negotiating that shit, and then at the same time, I let O'none, like, yo, we're about to be out. Me and my man, Jay just booked all the flights and shit. We're going to Nouri, cookout, weekend, all that birthday party shit. He's like, yo, asshole, he wants to slide out.

I was like, oh, my man, my man, we're out. So we all, we all just dead. I didn't, I forgot. I never even knew that you had, you know what I'm saying? No, I've never invited you anywhere and say, who'd you with? But I wouldn't have did that neither. I'm a real nigga. I'm like, yeah. I don't want to see no fireworks. It ain't that deep, though. I don't think it's that deep.

Yeah, but that's not that deep. That's what I want to get to, oh. That's what I want to get to. Because we spoke about the problems today. Can we speak about the solutions? I think the solution is this. First of all, like, instead of trying to degrade me or say something bad about me, when you did something to me, just like, he could call me. He could call me, like, yo, yeah, I was wrong. I shouldn't have did that. But it would have been simple. Real simple. but instead it's like

I never do nothing wrong to none of my homies period if I did do something wrong I'm gonna call him like I was drawing which is really never happened ever

but in my and not in his defense but in his defense so many people had nothing then got something and then they didn't know how to control it

no no we used to still somebody money out their pocket knowingly doing it is different you know what do you mean by that well I'm gonna name the three times

that for short the first part of the hot 97 We were talking about We got predioms every day 100-something dollars But we're getting 3,000 the show Right

I'm saying So that's 11 times 3,000 is whatever it was And then it's me Sparse Chris Needs like five of us They money They're gonna say nothing

But whatever Everybody money Everybody got money Craig wasn't there yet I'm saying Then recently Craig Did I give you a bag of money When I got the bag of money

For the boys twice To the A-C show Yeah Did I give everybody their money At the rest of it Definitely The AC show That's where it all started

First of all First of all he said The AC show was in 2006 but Meek and Rick Ross was there. In 06, Meek Mills ain't even know Rick Ross. You know what I'm saying? Mick Mills was still with me. It was in 2011.

You know what I'm saying? So I met, I was done in gambling like I said, and I got the money twice. I got the less money out of the bag. I broke them their money at a restaurant. And crack is here now. So you can tell you, I gave him his money. Go crack who your money? On Delaware, I have a little, all you get need.

Exactly. Buffet Chinese spot. Right. So beans already took everybody money and spent it. You know what I'm saying? So I made the dude pay twice. But I got to took the money the second time. They wouldn't know.

They didn't know. I called him like, I got your money, man. The boy took. So that's how that show went. For me to do that and for you to act like that ain't happened, instead of saying it happened,

I was dead and you're trying to swing all this other stuff going around. You don't do that to your young boys. You don't take your young boys money, especially when your young boys got kids and your young boys in a treacherous town. We're in a treacherous town that we know. You know what I'm saying?

So it's like, you're doing that. It's like, what is you doing? You know, so like, that's my whole beef. And then it happens still to this day, but they will say, or we got a state property show they will pay for everybody and then some people won't get paid

you know what I'm saying so he might get 40,000 and say well let me get Chris and Neef and let me get Chris and Freeway and you got everybody money but we won't know about it but now with the internet you see every flyer like you see

you know state property reunion is in Virginia I don't know nothing about that you know what I was doing if I didn't bring attention to it just keep happening but do you do see the good that beans brought to y'all No, not to me.

No, no good that you bring to me because I got signed on my own. No, I speak differently. Okay. I do see the good. Well, what good was to tell me? At certain times, see, whether the intentions was good or not, I still was given opportunity, you know what I was never giving nothing.

I know, but we different, you know, our situation is different, but Beams put me on, like, one of his albums, I had three songs on his album. You know why? I understand that. But it's the thing. It's the thing regardless of that, regardless of the intention, you know what? What I'm saying? It's real, you know what?

That's what I love about, because he's going be him and I'm going to be me. I like that. I like the ying. We're not going to click, agree on all, everything. Because he had right this block. He needed him. But that's fine. But look, no, regardless of the situation, is that I still had the opportunity to voice my,

voice my music on the album that was wildly spread. You know what? Three songs got the headless flatline. What does he mean by that? What does he mean by that? By what? Tell the truth. By what? The riot is a block.

I don't know about the rioting block shit. Wow, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, that ain't a lot of, look, look. He, wait, yeah, man, that's your question. What, what did the songs? What, what happened after that? I did the songs because I was taking control. They did it. It's fucking this up over the songs, though.

This is the thing. Now, no, this is what fuck me up, though. Now, look, now, this we did. Hold on, hold up. Hold on. It wasn't that spark songs? No, but hold on. Give me that sweet that, brought that good shit and stuff.

But no, no, no, you got to make a mark of this, though. Okay, I'm going back to this box on, let's go. You got to be real drunk right now. Yeah, I ain't got to be drunk. I'm good. You got to make some noise for that shit. Let's make some noise so. I don't know what we're making a wish.

You got the first fill of the niggins have been here. I, anyway, look, and I'm trying to keep it clean. This is the thing. I was doing the songs because I just wanted to be heard, you I'm saying, at the time. I ain't know nothing yet. I was still a start. They was a star before me. I was just happy to be there.

You know what I'm saying? So I ain't know the. business, yeah. I didn't care about that. I was still like in a rapper, artist mood, like, just happy to be on stage, video, shit like that. The business sense wasn't there at all. You know what I'm saying? So I wasn't caring.

I was like, yo, he, you come over, help me with this drink, or I'm going to take this song, whatever. I ain't give a fuck. As long as this going on the project, I'm with that. Okay. But you're missing the question. The question was, how did he help you? At the time, man, not at all. That was the question.

At the time, we was in the same boat. But I've been peeped the game, because I'm from the street. I've been peeped the game, you feel me? Because, like, he went to jail for a year and the day. But we're still riding on the same type of tip, though. But I was, I was in the street, I had to go to the streets to get my Jaguars and my business and my stuff. I always was driving hot wheels, always because I was in the streets, for real, for real, you know. But anyway, he went this jail for a year.

He came home. Nobody wrote me. I fed and I burps. And, my God, I wrote him. I'm the only one I wrote him because I always write my niggas in Joe. That's just what I do, even to this day. But he came home And the way he was talking

Like he did 10 years Like yo I just did a year Nobody wrote me He was in double Xcel And all that Mind you I just got out of Joe for a homicide in 2000

You see what I'm And I can't imagine saying that about my homies On the newspaper But as soon as I say something About him Like all these people Saying don't say this

Or don't say that But he can say anything you want About us Any time He said he's all the type of shit about us I felt out I burst you niggas I'm gonna earth you knings

That's saying a lot You know what I'm saying To me? To me I'm like What the fuck is you talking about Like, you know what I say something? Why is it a big deal? But when he say something, it's not a big deal.

But you felt like he was talking about the other niggers? He was talking about all of us. Yeah. Because if you're talking about crack, you're talking about me. Even if you ain't talking about me, you're talking about me. You can't even go about crack and he ain't talking about me. You know what I'm saying? I don't move like that.

You're talking about crack, even though I'm making mushroom christening for me. You're talking about them? You're talking about me? Because they were with him. I don't do the middle man. You know what I'm saying? He burned, he robbed them too and they're not saying, you're all right. they're not saying yeah oh they not

they would have just come out like yeah oh not he's telling the truth they scared the death and we call state property you get a death of being I guess they scared of controversy they're like they're like they're like they're like they're like because niggins respect real you know what I'm saying so the people like well

I don't like but he's telling the truth you know what I'm right and right now they're calling you the man in the town you know why I can't I was because I came home I just came home I was broke as shit ain't nothing and I'm gonna tell boy If I'm broke, I say I'm broke.

I don't be like, I'm beating around the bush. I was trying to, I went to school, trying to get a job, and wasn't working. So I said, I'm going to the booth. Went to the booth, dropped the CD, and the rest of the history. Like, I'm talking about, I was bringing it. I was delivering it to the niggas house, like, for $10. Like, you know what I'm doing. I ain't got a deal, correct?

I ain't got no deal. I don't even have a manager. We're going to talk. I did that shit to the muscle. I see your movement. I mean, I did it from the muscle. And now, we don't get off that negative shit. We don't get money now.

We don't get money. You already know that. Now I'm at my man. I got a new connect outside, man. Here we go ahead. Freezer. No, no. Shout three, two.

That's over. Yo, no, shout three six five. Three six five, man. Yeah, six five. Yeah, that's a labor deal right there. Top surfing in the building, Trezzi. Bush. Three six five south.

Yeah. Take a tag a ball. Yeah. Oh, that's on the driver. Bush, what up? Exactly. It's going to make you drive better. Tom, sorry, right?

You know, everything can be. fixed with this, man. Everything can be fixed. We're going to fix this being shit. But not today. Not today. No, today? I was scared today. Did I tell you?

I told you I was scared. Yo, I'm, there's a thing. No, no, no, there's a thing. There's a thing. Crack, line me up. I'm going to be on. No, look. But I look, but I described the squad, though.

Me and O, we always been like a different type of character and personality that you can't really contain or make us act or, we voice our opinion. Can I tell you all that? he is, man. You know what I'm saying? There ain't no stopping us, I'm saying? I didn't probably make the mistakes that y'all think that. Now, I don't agree with every thing.

Hold on, hold on. But I did make mistakes. But can I say this one thing to clear? And I wish I could always rectify the situation with certain cruel members. And it ain't the mistakes that y'all talking about. But that's why I just want to give him the benefit of the doubt because ain't nobody perfect in this mother. But can I say this real quick, though? This is the thing.

This is the thing. I don't agree with everything that, they all. that, Oskino's doing. Yo, I don't agree with everything that he's doing. I don't agree with everything he's doing. I don't agree with everything, you know what I'm saying? But at, but the bottom line, though, you know what I'm saying? The bottom line, everything truthful, you know what I'm saying?

So you felt like you got robbed too? You feel like? Yeah, but I wouldn't go with that. I wouldn't go that route, that route, you know what I'm saying? Okay. But I do, I do admire him for that, you know what I'm saying? For speaking out and I, and I'm just with him on that, man. I just like that.

we got the same personality Why hasn't Sparks Say anything Sparks he'd be up and down Like he'd be having Like sometimes he'd be hostile Sometimes he don't I don't know

But you gotta understand I don't smoke I barely drink I got clear hair So what I'm doing all this It's from us I'm the same every day I'm saying

And I got eight kids That I take care of So if somebody take 40,000 For me That means something He took $40,000 I mean I mean I think

I'm gonna say I mean If we're getting $3,000 The show the first time I mean Who knows how many I think it was more than that. I'm just saying even if it's 10,000 people in my way get killed for 1500. Right. You know what I'm saying? So 40,000, they kill your whole family. You know what I'm saying? So 40,000,

but it ain't even about the money's the principle that you take for your young boys. Right. Period. You mean, and if I took for my young boys love me so much, I can ask them. Let me have this. Go ahead. Oh, I got you when I get it back right. You know what I'm saying? But just to, like, it ain't happening. It didn't see something bad about me. I got the right to say something wrong. Well, what if it was just a mistake? No, wasn't a mistake. A mistake. A mistake is not Robbins Mike for 11 cities. A mistake is not Robbins Swire again and again and again.

A mistake is not getting a bag of money from a concert spinning it. Just say, I've seen a sweet link. I've seen a sweet back. A mistake is not, the day you took $40,000 from us, you ain't paying a DJ for $100. DJ Amer. I got it on tape.

It's like, the stuff that you're doing is like, that's not mistakes, that's your character. You know what I'm saying? Your mistake is happening you have it once or twice. Not year after year after year after the year after the end. That's why I don't really want to rectify because I could never mess with a dude like you anyway.

So my goal is to be better. than you musically and do my own thing and show you how you're supposed to treat your young boys. I want my young boys to be in made bags and bins and all that stuff without me saying

nothing, you just see them. You know what I'm saying? There's no brain that we're supposed to have been super rich. We've got to stay property. One, two, three, four, five, six. We're supposed to be in state property 20 right now.

It's fast. You're supposed to say, oh, whatever you want wrong with you, let me fix it so we can get this shit done. That's the boss. It's easy. That's how you feel of what baby and Wayne's situation right now?

But see, they're so rich it don't matter. they still gonna be a star island yeah but what I'm saying do you feel like that is that is that the exact situation that could have probably fix that situation no because I think they did

they handled their business first they start beefing after they already rich their families took care of I'm saying I got six sons so you know when you got sons it's like you're trying to get money so they don't gotta start from scratch I'm saying so it's a different thing

I can't be humble knowing my sons is right there how can I be humble and I got six sons right and my sons are teenagers so they look like well I mean, I gotta get some money for them to be able to go to college or start business or whatever they want to do. That ain't about me no more,

so I can't be sitting here humble, you know what? Let's make some noise for him. Thank you. You know, you took it already? Get them. Get them. He ain't done out of high, though. You ain't done that out of eye, though.

You sure? I'm sure. I ain't driving. All right, cool. Who driving? Johnny J. driving. Right. We heard his car selection is serious

Johnny J. Oh, that's my boy, y'all. Johnny J, man. Shut, Johnny Jee. Yep, I'll give you another shot. 3,65, man. That's good. No shot.

I am protecting you, okay? My boy, Trisie, man. Push. I'll be Trisian in 365, stop, man. Shout out of, man. A-da-a. A-da-a.

Come on, tell me. Take a ball. You got the shit. My boy, what's up? Man, you out of here? You done? I'm good. I'm good. You see.

Leave me at home tonight. Tonight, hold it down. No, sorry, soon as I get my paper right, I'm moving down here. You got to move down here. Moving down here. I see people skating pads with thongs on. So, it's crazy. Like, I'm coming down here.

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At some point, y'all was happy together. Let me just, let me just say this. I understand what you're saying. Yeah, I looked happy as fucked us. You know why? Because I got 100,000 advance. Okay or dang. Both of them together.

They still were together. I got signed 99. They still was good. Everything was clicking. Bentley's and everything. They had paintings. and, I mean, they had payments that cost $200,000. It was like, it was like, it was like, it was like, it was like, you know,

we got Jacobs on our birthday, but. They got Jacobs on my birthday, yeah, dang, yeah, dang, yeah. On your beat, on your actual day. Your birthday come and get the, you know, Jacobs was like, you know, we remember. It was like, it was major, like, you got that Jacob and you could do like this. Damma, damn come find you, like, yo, where you at, man? But you had B for day. No, nah, niggins.

Yeah, you did. You told you, it happened later. I'm talking about the good times, I'm saying, the highlights. The good time. These are the highlights. He's the highlight. Before you get to the house, the next shit happened later.

I did it with good times when he was on tour. And to three years later, I was getting $180 a day on the tour, and I thought I was getting $3,000. I was keeping them good time. Yeah. I was about to tell you about the good shit. You slid off to the dump shit, yeah. Oh, oh, let me say that was good about the tour.

Rockin where it was free. Double boxes You got free You get two boxes In the same shit You didn't pay you a rock away I didn't get two boxes in the same shit You owe me 50,000

I got you in the game I wouldn't change it for nothing though I went to change it for nothing though We had so much fun The fun was worth a million You take some dirty boys from North Philly and put them on tour And they know us like

Mind you no internet so they didn't know how we look We had to say adverse to the girls Like yo I'm no one that said Yeah, you know, trust me, it was definitely fun. So now that's Sparks record, you know, Pete, that's red, that good, shit, and stuff. How did that happen? Well, what was that record? Jay Z, he used to hear records and he'd tell you to say it again or he'd listen to it,

and he'd just put his twist to it, and it'd be his. Right. It's just simple. He's the boss. What's you going to say no? Yeah, but you ain't, you ain't, you ain't say nothing just now. It's like, how did that become sports records? He took it.

Okay. Like, I mean, like, like, like, what? So it was Sparks record? He had Farrell in the studio? No, Farrell, see, we had this song before we were signed. Like, Tells of a Hustler? Me, Sparks had that before we were signed.

Like, a lot of the songs, they all say probably won me and Sparks had before we were signed. So they heard it, and they mean, like, I'm on the remix, but I was on the first one. The original first one. You know what record? Tells of Hustler. Yeah.

So, you know. So the original one, y'all had recorded that already? In 98. The artist was in a group called I-C-H. me especially the hitman we had a song called Turns of a Hustler And that was our song

But I was in, I blamed myself I was in jail a lot Okay, so now But let's describe the Farrell record The sweet that man He said he was in jail a lot Yeah But you was there for that

I was in jail for homicide then Yeah 2000 Yeah, 2000 Keep a hundred Keep in a hundred I was locked up for the homicide You know I know

I know because I seen him One night a lot from jail So but y'all had that record Prior recorded He said he was in jail A lot man But see, the difference was, for Rob was a woman. Come on, talk about.

What did he go? Boy, he got. He's a brushing, man. He said it. He's fucking in that. I'm talking about in jail when Jay-Z did it. No, I know, but he's laughing at me for what? No, I'm saying, when Jay-Z did it work today.

Get nothing to do that. Get nothing to do that. He dropped. You go. Come over there, man. That would be shitty over there. No, no, no. So y'all recorded that break here.

No, wait. He said he was in jail. Yeah, a hundred-love it. Hey, y'all. You know what I'm precious? You got that butt. Nick, we don't smoke. Why you keep getting into the ass?

Who was? Hold on, hold on. Wait, so didn't y'all record that record together? That sweet, that, man. Spurs, Spurs. I hated the song. Because it was like a Rick James. Oh, yeah, it's like that.

But Sparks, those. But Sparks, those. But Sparks Brainschow. Right. So, like. So when you heard that, you knew that whole. I took that. First of all, y'all remember all that says.

He wouldn't even let us on a song with it. So, Spurs on the hook of that song would never happen. When I had a hustler would never happen. That's a freeway song before a hove heard it. Wait, 100 hustlers? Wow. So, like, the songs you hear people on, it's like, you know, they want it because... So that was freeway song?

Yeah. We just got to give up right now. My man, we got to understand. See, it was crazy because at the time was like you happy because Hope doing and you think he messed with you like that, but he really don't. He much with your song and then that he's like, I got enough songs for them. I'm saying, get them to the side.

But see, I ain't disappointed because I already knew to see when they're coming. Like, all right, that's what it is. I'm over there. You know what I'm saying? But just imagine he gave Sparse. Stop it, man. So what was your, because at one point,

a hole put you on. So what was the exact moment where you was like, that's it? I think he was in Miami and I've seen him like the way. He was in Miami. He was making some noise from Miami. Oh, yeah. Man, think it's a game to the things come out.

Even though I had a mink on, I was in Miami. So, cool, can rock a mink in Miami and won't sweat. You know what I was it? So we shot the brino. Right now, you sweat like a motherfucker. That's that tag a bone. Why not? That story.

Here, hear that story. Go ahead. So, if you were there. You're mad disrespectful. At that time, at that time, I think that's what the Sparks had a song with that he was trying to get, you know, hold the, the clear, a hook or something, whatever. And he's like, hold didn't tell him, but I guess the, You know, he don't got to tell you.

They tell you, like, no, he's not doing it. But I seen Cassidy John. I'm a hustler. I'm a hustler. I'm a counselor. And I'm like, why would you clear that dream for him? And I'm saying, then I started seeing, like, we don't got no, the state property too came out.

He didn't know no song with us. And I'm like, oh. I didn't know no song of state property neither. But just think of it. But just think of here on the song with us, like, we'd ever do. Yeah, well, yeah. Like, I'm saying? So it's like, why you don't cost him nothing?

You know, then I was like, you don't fuck with us, though? In my head, I mean, and I'll never disrespect him because, you know, that's a big homie. But just was a rush, I'm like, oh, he don't fuck with us. Because he fuck with us, he could just snap your finger and you can be in a position. He don't got to give you shit. His word, just saying it, like, so it wasn't like I did nothing.

I just in my head, I knew, like, oh, boy, don't fuck with us. Yeah, everybody else don't see it because they, you felt that same way, Pete crap? Huh? He thought that same way. No, he just said, start coming around. No, Jay was cool with me. He's on my Jay?

Yeah. Jay was cool, man. It was weird, fucking with him, man. Because he would always make me feel like real comfortable. Exactly. But do you think he fuck with you now? Hell no. Honestly, honestly, honestly, this is the thing.

This is the thing. Honestly, this is the thing that I've realized now. Back then, see, where we're from? Like, if you're my man, you're my man. And we fuck with each other. Like, and we tight, no matter, we broke or whatever. Broke together, get money together, whatever. ride together. So when they started talking about family up there, I had the whole

family perspective. That's fucked up. I'm like, yo, they're family. They're family. They were like, yeah, man. Yo, I give you the key to my credit right now. You know what I'm saying? You come to my house. My house, your house. I'm like, damn, this shit is hell up here. He did, though. But we, but I can't, but I came from that

from that road era where it's like my man Daoud from the block. He managed me and Freeway and he really like took care of us. Like, he was like our, like our uncle. you know what I'm saying I think he was like he's a black nigga

but he's getting money but he took care of us he put us in the studio and shit with no no kickback like nothing back like no residuals nothing back no label no nothing

just just shooting in the dark you know what I'm saying so shout out dao yeah Daobbe you know what I'm saying but yeah so I went up there with the morals I'm saying I grew up on seven Montgomery

seven um marshal and I just went up there with the morals and I just thought that they was on the same shit and it wasn't the same shit anytime let me actually but this is a thing

there's a thing there's a thing when I went up there so I had them that ideal of this this was going on with us and it wasn't you know what I'm saying it was like we're industry friends you know what I understand

have industry friends I didn't know that rap friends I'm saying me I've been through so much things in my life and when I can sit back and I can think about it

there's a lot of things that I regret like me personally I don't regret nothing because this is the question I'm going to ask y'all but I'm saying when I sit back

and I think about a lot of things in life there's a lot of things I wish I could do over there's a lot of things I wish I could have took back and there's a lot of things

I wish I wouldn't have did is there anything that y'all regret when it comes to the Rockefeller situation I wouldn't go ahead of the Rockett but I wouldn't regret

I don't regret nothing I didn't take my opportunity for all advantage of it like I should have so a lot of stuff that happens it's my own fault that's why you know what I'm saying

Like, for instance, tell us. For instance, not being the biggest start than I was. Because, you know, first of all, me being broke so long and being in the hood so long, I don't have a mom and pop and all that stuff, like a regular person got. Right. Getting some bread is like, oh, shit. Like, yo, shit, like, yo.

It's like you tripped up and we hit the lottery. So, you know, I was so tripped off the off of that. My work ethic wasn't what this should have been. So, you know, I blame myself for that. But at the same time, you being an older black boy from the hood. If you really from the hood, you see, my husbandry. You got shot nine times before I got signed the Rockafold. You got shot nine times in 1970.

Yeah, 97. Let's make some noise for him and get shot nine times. So I'm just saying, if you're on... I don't know if you were supposed to make noise without a night, I'm sorry, but... I understand, but you just know a young boy in the streets like that deep going through that. First of all, if Hove would have told me anything, I would have did it just because of... J. Z. Oh, right.

Because you met Jay Direct. Direct. You didn't meet him through Dane. I didn't even know a C-dame yet for a while between I'm the helmet, you know? But what I'm saying is this, I blame myself for what... But at the same time, if somebody's telling him from me, that's different. You know what I'm saying? Now, my fuck-ups, I did my time for all my mess-ups, you know what I'm saying?

And I understood, I got older, I started like, damn, I'm fucked up. I fucked up. But at the same time, being an older dude, the sign me, any dude, if a dude from Buffalo, I'm saying, I'm saying, yo, dog, you shouldn't be doing this, you're doing that, instead of just leaving him out in the cold. Because you got to understand, now you're leaving him out on the cold with his sons. That's a whole new generation that you can affect. You know what I want you say, Dan, let me school him so you can take care of his kids. Because at the time, he didn't even have no kids.

You know what I'm saying? So that's just easy. Like, it ain't about no money. It's about, like, pulling somebody's coach, you know? I mean, a dude that you don't know have a pop for real. We're making them songs to stay property. That's our real life.

That ain't no fucking songs. That's the real shit. I mean, when you say we don't have a pop, we don't have no mom, we foster homes and prisons and jails and shootings. What was the good time? The good time was when I got, all of it because you could have been dead.

He could have been in the penitentiary. You know what I'm saying? You're telling me. It wasn't good as it could have been, but it was way better than what it was times a million. Damn it. He's good. It's times a million.

He's good. You know what I would never take it back Because like that should say my life I mean because I was in the slums And shout letting Like you know what I'm saying So like But looking back

I'm like damn you know Like say I got artists I'm gonna be involved in their life I don't gotta go to their house Or they hood But I can just say Tell me what's going on I can give them advice

Just as it being a real dude Like I'm saying And I know they look up to me They're gonna listen And if they don't Then that's what I'm So you're saying You was never ever

It was never negotiated That you would be Beans artists Never Damn Never Never He just said, listen, we wasn't even sure we was going to call ourselves. We tossed around two names, state property and cocaine cowboy.

So for him to just say, I made state property and I made this. It wasn't even like that. We just tossed around the name. State property sound better. We ran with that, and that was the name for all of us. So when you become the boss, because he already had his song, like he was going to have songs with Jay Z. So he's more famous than us. That's it.

But other than that, it's like, no, he never wasn't no sign, nobody. He didn't have a power to do that. I mean, I got signed to fight whenever he saw his face. You know what I'm saying? Now, how about you, B-Crack? Yeah, where the Tiger Bone at, man? You want to run a shot? Yeah, shout a lot.

I'm about to quit. I'm going to keep it a hearty. Nah, don't quit. Nigger, they're not, critters. Come on, man. We're all, money. I'm a grown man. I can say quick.

Come on, man. I got kids and shit. I'm done. No, we're making you done. You've been done. He's been done. He's been pushed me to take. No, we were done.

Protecting you. Nah, but listen, listen. If it goes, we protect the EF. No, but I want him to be a little more interactive, though, tonight, though. No, listen, that would be chilling because he doesn't like, look at his face. Because he's going to say some crazy shit.

He wants state property to be state property. No, I do, I do, I do. He does. He told me that before. Listen, and he was trying to force me because, listen, Bees is out here right now. Yeah, no doubt. And I really did one of them.

But I was too drunk to try to. like mediated in the correct way because I did have success mediating other beef but I was always sober when I when I mediate it. I don't think the beef is that serious I just think that it's not that serious. This ain't bullshit right

let me tell you this day little bullshit right now I love speak up, drink up crack I love speak up crap I love baby Puerto Rico talk that shit nigger I love I love baby

you want to me talk or not? No. I'm sorry. I love being his death. But there's the thing. What are we saying, man,

everything is just so official and it's anything that we wanted to say but I've been saying the shit and I've been out. I've been out. He's kind of flipped on y'all. He said y'all, he said y'all.

No, he said y'all. Because, no, I've been to resign. I've been resigned. I've been resigned. He said none of y'all, niggas. He said none of y'all, do you be saying. No, but he cleared that shit up, though. I've been resigned.

He said none of y'all. No. Dick, listen to the shit again. I listened two times. Oh, help me about. He said none of y'all, niggins. He said, besides crack, he said that early. All right, nigga, well, what are you going to say that part?

But then when he went back and reiterated, he felt a different way. He said, none of them niggins were saying this way. I still don't think nobody don't speak up. I don't. No. No, I don't have to speak up. I know, because I got it. Somebody speak up.

No, I got it. Look at it. Somebody speak up. Before O's saying, son, I ain't had to speak up. I've been just stopped fucking with niggins. Because you had seen beans in Atlantic City, right? Correct? Luricea Lee, at a comedy show.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And we talk about that. It ain't real beef, though. Let's keep it real. It's not real beef, man. We want to make this right. No, when people say beef, you think of beef like beef, beef. If I speak shit, not, not, no, no, no, no, no, it ain't, it ain't in that.

It's rap beef. Because to me, when I hate you all, it's business beef, it's business beef. When I hear you, when I see all your interviews, to me, it just feels like you just just disappointed. I'm, yeah, like, you know why? Because if it wasn't for internet, nobody would never know. Right. I'm supposed to be burying the penitentiary somewhere.

All right. I mean, because I was taking penitentiary chances. You mean, and I'm talking about, I'm going up state for real, state property for real, for real, like, you'm saying. So for me to come out, so let me tell my peace and tell it in the way so they can understand where I'm coming from. I wouldn't even if we had to sell drugs if we were doing what we were supposed to be doing in the first. Oh, yeah. He's fucking you up. I ain't driving.

I ain't driving. I ain't driving. He's taked. All right. You hit me. You tell him, you're going to hit me in the phone? Come on, Pete. We'll keep everything.

Call beans? Not getting me with that one. Nah. But I'm going to tell you, it's Advertiser 5 and advertiser 6. It's definitely on iTunes. It's on all that. So you definitely can support me. And that comes straight to me.

You ain't got to worry about nobody burning me because I do my own business now. You know what I'm saying? I'm my own manager now. I'm my own everything now. With that internet, you don't need nobody. You don't need nobody. All you need is the hustle.

And the hustle is real. We got drink champs, man. It's me. to open up. Don't worry about that. Yo, and I'm looking good out there. You come to Philly? I'm looking good out there. They tell me you're looking good. Philly loves drink champs, though. That's all I know. I'm looking

good. Take it a little after fact. You keep talking and you just be like, ah. I know, that shit fucking you up. Keep in real. Let's fucking me up. But I'm an alcoholic. You know, I don't get me up. You know what? He don't drink like that. Yeah, but you know what? This is what I love. What's up? Because.

You don't love shit. You don't love shit. And game. A great moment. It's probably one of my favorite street artists, dudes. But what attached, what comes with you all is the drama. Because we keep, because we got, we're emotional. But I feel like you guys can always be a bigger artist.

Mm-hmm. If you, if you detach the drama. It's up to God, though. But that's up to God. Yeah. But I feel like y'all don't need that. I don't feel like, like, game, game's supposed to be out here tomorrow

when you're going to try to get them. Big up the Wack 100. That's my nigger. But, whack. Yeah, that's my niggins out. Yeah, it's my nigger. But, um, you know, I just feel like,

thanks, Peeley. I feel like, I feel like street niggers is a special artist because I'm a street nigger. So I always, you know, catered, you know, to what streets is going on. And sometimes, We just don't need the controversy to go over the streets.

Right now, I call niggas, I ask niggas. Niggas say, oh, got the fucking city. Yeah. You got the city without disin-beams or what it disin-means. But you got the city. Hard work and dedication. And maybe I'm wrong. Like what you're saying?

L.A. Wilson's Trag. Elliot Wilson's Trance. It's the L.A. Wilson. Don't even say, all right. Well, Tragge, I went through the similar situation with Trags, right? Trash put me on, he jerked me. He took my publishing. Beings you didn't take your publishing.

Publishing is personal. Niggins took my publishing. Do a lawyer. Whatever. And I forgave Trags because Trash put me in a position to where I can say, fuck everybody. But would you fuck with him again? Yeah, I do.

I don't do business When he's in position To do it But I do do business with him Where I'm in position to rule it And he respects that Forgiving is heavy You know what I'm saying

And he respects that And I would wish something like that You know what I'm saying It's not out the realm of possibility It's just that right now I just think that I'm popping like Where I'm from I'm popping

No you're popping Period Like you'm saying So it ain't about the controversy It ain't about like He's telling a story He's bigger than me He can tell the story

Two more places than me So I had to tell my story This story is done This story over with Like I mean I just don't want to do nothing With state property I want to be separate from state property

I want to be known as Osceino now That's it It made no big thing Because I got the music I got the work ethic I got the hustle And you out You know

So it ain't like this A big thing Like oh I'm just dwelling on this This just having to be You know I got a platform To talk about it And people want to know the story Because I remember

All through the 2000 Especially early 2000 We're having to stay property That was the biggest question. It was too much to tell him. I'm like, I don't care of three. I mean, like, what's the... There'll never be a Staraparity 3 movie.

I won't never say nothing because if the bag right, you know, and the bag right, then it's, you know, we can do it, make it happen. Me and Dame, I just met with Dame early. You know, I just did a too honorable movie. I stabbed murder movie. You stabbed him up, though? Yeah, I, you know, I killed like three people in the movie. You know what you're doing the movies, though.

Stay Barre 2, you killed a couple of niggies. Yeah, yeah, it's a nice game. Yeah, it's nice game, yeah. But see, Dave, you know, he's doing the movies, he's doing all the stuff. I'm going to show you. I'm going out of L.A. Wait, you're still on parole? Yeah, I'm still on parole. Let's make some noise for another thing on parole.

Let's make a chance. God damn. God damn. We got too many parolees. But I'm going out of L.A., you know what I'm saying? So, like, you know, like Craig said, Dave used to say, yo, he got the key to my crib. I used to take the key and really go, the Beverly Hills and be in there for 10 days. Now, on Tax Stone podcast, when it came out, a lot of people thought you were.

high. Is that? No, I'll get pizza. You're sober as fuck. I don't even smoke weed. Yeah, but they think you're on a... Because I'm just... No, because I'm just an energetic bull.

Yeah, they're talking that crazy shit. No, I'm talking that crazy shit. No, no. But listen, let's put this. They definitely said, though, he knew me on my life. I can get tested this shit. Yeah.

This thing is only drank when I knew that he drank, but right now since we've been like together and shit, he don't drink the scene where he even drank. But he never... But no. No, I'm looking at you out.

Listen, but anyway, that no, oh, no, he never smoked. Cigarette. He on one million. Anyway. Yeah. This is how I am. You won't go to time without a little way. If I got hot, I'll be injugged on life.

Nah, no, no, no, he bent off that drive, off that drive, that drive got him. What's up? Describe PCP for us. Man, give me a cigarette, man. I can describe that frame without even doing it. Yeah, yeah, tell us PCP. Come on, come on, come on, come on. I ain't, man, you got the wrong one.

I ain't the fucking PCP. Mixed. We never had a PCP person. You know what? It's like your worst. It's like butt-necked. It's like butt-necked? It's not. It ain't butt-necked. No, no. Tell us. It's the thing that you... Because I teach you on PCP and Lean on one night. I said, my own. Nah. You're lying. Crack.

You don't know what I was on. Yeah, my brother was on that shit one time, right? PCP and Lean? No, PCP, he's holding the wall up. Hey, yo! Hey, yo. Hey, yo. He's crying. Oh, help me hold this wall up. He's crying. Oh, help me hold this wall up, right? No.

So I had to fake it and hold the wall up with him, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. So listen, listen, when I'm going to hold the wall up, he ran off like it was about the phone on him. He was ducking and ran off from the wall. That's PCB. All right, now you go.

Matt, you need it one time. Come on. Describe your experience. Don't leave me alone, man. No cigarettes in here, brother. I'm out. I said you're smoking PCB and lean at one point. You never see you smoking on PCB. All right, maybe we're not PCB.

You're lying like a whole fucking, you know. Is it? same thing. I've never smoked dust in front of you. No, you did. But I heard you smoked up before. You're all right.

Thank you, please. I'm sorry. I used to make up a lie and try if I was wrong with the age. Let's just remember with it. But come on. Let's describe that because our listeners have never heard the PCB store.

I'm not the fucking, um, yeah, you all. You all the smoking is a giant for PCB. You know, you remember, you remember the guy, um, the wood farm? The guy wasn't on. Come on it.

Come on, just describe one time you got by naked. Hey. Come on. Come on. Come on. Please, crack. We don't know a PCB story. We need to fuck along.

Please. No, Craig got a high tolerance. No, no. You know what? Tell us what happened. Let me tell you something. Let me tell you something. Let me tell you something.

Listen, listen, listen. Earlier any day, yesterday, we was riding in the bag back. I ain't bragging in nothing, but just in me. And y'all pulled up in the phantom too just now? No, shut up. But we're in North Carolina in the Mayback. And I was like, yo, you know, remember when we saw him be tripping and some of the tripping? I said, oh, remember when I was smoking that shit?

You ever saw me trip? Never. Never saw me trip. So just tell us to describe. I don't. When you used to smoke it. All right, I thought you could probably go out. What about when you were sports got locked up when they said that rob.

Oh, oh, shit, all right, right. Well, they're on PCB? All right. Yeah, we're going to go. Describe the situation. Describe the situation. All right. We never had a PCP store

So check it Check it, check it All right So me and Sparge We're coming back from this spot called Lincoln Motel It's on Roosevelt Boulevard All right

This is in Philly It's in Philly Yeah, everybody in Philly know what the fuck I'm talking about They have the little theme rooms Shit like $70 You get a country restaurant room Chinese room

All type of shit So anyway My nephew young really need One of those rooms tonight Let's come with us Broly we're going to Lincoln We're in in one of those rooms.

It's still open. Yeah, yeah. In Philly. We're flying in Philly. So, check it. We're driving, we're driving, right? But Sparks got 38 in his pocket, right? Now, this is a revolver, correct?

Exactly, yeah. 30 revolver, yeah. The dirty bullets? No, it was a good, it was a nice clean get. It was a cool, it was a good gun. I like 30-8s with dirty bullets. Well, go ahead. All right.

So we driving, and we see the cops and shit, I'm like, oh, shit. But I ain't realized how, we were so high. We didn't realize how slow we was driving. We were driving like, We were driving like 10 miles an hour. So we drive a slow. But I thought I was cool. So they pulled up and shit.

We pulled over and I forgot he had the gun. I would have pulled over anyway. We pulled over. And they pulled over and the guns. Oh, put your hands up. He had the gun and shit. So they locked this up. But that's the part.

The tickets to the precinct, they said, yo, y'all fit the description for some people that rob the Dunkin' Donuts. Right? So I'm like, yo, we ain't ride on a duck and Donuts. We just came back from fucking these bishops at the hotel. We definitely around the ducked dogs, dude.

So, we're sitting there in interrogation. They, they, they, they, they, they, they, put the pressure on us and shit. Yo, yo, what you want to do? What you want to do? What you're going to do? Then they showed us this, this, um, video. They showed us video.

When the video came on. When the video came on, was it about sexual harassment? No, no, no. No, it was about the robbery. No, no. They said, they said, they said, we got video. When they put the video on, you, I swear to God. You know, everything, that wasn't us, but everything in the video matched us. Yo, it was the same as that car I had, right?

It was my same as that car. Yo, the nigga had the same jacket. You remember the ex-caliber's with the fur, with the hood? You know, the snorkels, the snorkels with the fur and shit. You know, the drink is zip it up. The snort, the nigger had a snorkel all like sparks, and I was sitting in the car. like I was. And it looked like us.

He's like, oh, this y'all. And I'm looking at the fucking camera like, you're going to say this is like, I'm like, no, I'm not. I never said this is like, but I'm like, yeah. You said this. I'm like, damn.

Did we wrap the second to us? The crazy part about the story is, the crazy part about the story is we had a double XO like cover shoot the next morning. We can't find them. No, we can't find them. Oh, you can't find them. We go to hospitals.

Look at them up. We go to police stations. They said, oh, two guys. We got two guys. We're like, yo, they're a rap group. The guy, like, no, they robbed the Dunkin' Donuts. And we're like, y'all, they're talking about the Dunkin' Donuts. But you know, look, they let us out.

I got a lawyer. I call my white boys. You know what I'm saying? White boys. Call my boys. Antley, Lewis Farlow. Aunt Lou's for a lot. You know, you know.

I'm Jewish and big up on Jewish people. Yeah, they did a tie in, but it's cool. Okay. They came through. In Philly, it's Italian, and New York is Jewish. Yeah, they came through and shit, and then they got me and Sparks out. And Sparks was like, yo, you crack, I knew you ain't, you was, sent you know me, man. They came in the room, they said, yo, yo, your man, Pedro Zayez, he told me everything. He was like, no, no, not Pedro.

That was the funny shit. And this is before y'all on. No, we're on. We're famous. They got out. They got out. We got out. We got out.

We took pictures. These niggins just got out from a movie. Yeah, because if you wouldn't have got locked up, I would have never been a state property, too. So thank you for getting locked up. Let's make some worry for that. You know, they sent me the script and everything to jail, thinking I would get out on top, studying it.

But in the back of my mouth, like, yo, I'm studying this shit for nothing. I'm not getting the fuck out of the time. No, listen, when they gave me the script, it was Pedro. And I said, I kid that I fuddered up with this. Fitting out with me. Because I knew. I knew. already, they wrote it for you.

So I told the director, if you don't come hang out with me for three days, I'm not doing it. Busted on me. Yeah, and he came hang out with me for three days, and we just kept talking about this thing is a pollooco. We never say, name us in the script, yeah. Like, name us at Poio Local. We should be like,

that niggas a polloo loco. So the director was just, he just got busy phone and just, he named me a part of a local. And you always tell me, like, you know, you know I took your part in the movie. Yeah, I did. You always say that shit. It's cool, man.

But if anybody you... Think you for getting locked up. Not like that. That's fucked up. No, it is fucked up. It is fucked up. But I did capitalize. I was like,

there's no other Puerto Rican nigga that can do that. But you made me back in a lot of different way, I'm saying? Yeah, of course I figured. They didn't help me down, different shit. You feel like a little in debt.

Yeah, I do feel like that. You don't feel like that, no, sometimes. I didn't want it. But you know what? I said, yo, you know what? I'm not going to let another. Man, it's written for a blackboarder naked, I was like, damn, who else?

Who else, the truth? A little woman if they get a black of Jafakian, nigga. You know what I'm saying? Fuck, go. Move up. Let me get a real, nager. You did me good. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

You did me good. I upgraded your shit. All graded your shit. And then you were really. Really, you can have taken to take it. Yeah, I was ready to shit. Now, we should do a new movie. Oh, hey, man, you got all the fucking breadsticks.

Hook it up. He got the fucking. You have the line That's when you get money Whenever the watch Go brapper You bread Yeah

When the watch it matter Who's a nigga bro Yeah yeah yeah When the nigga trying to show him Yeah But this is my goal I didn't want to do it today But I would really like

To get you all right Because in all honesty I don't think I think maybe beans Maybe have balance in his heart Maybe he did or did But at the end of the day we're awesome hood niggas

that made it out of the hood Yeah I agree And the thing about it is Oh, I got it Got it And the thing about it is this Could he have been wrong?

Maybe Could he have been Trying to be wrong? Maybe But the thing about it I think that everybody That's from the hood want to see another nigga from the hood

and make it out the hood. Maybe you took a wrong exit at some point but I don't think that mind frame never stops. Maybe somebody, you know what I'm saying? It's certain things that's wrong but at the end of the end of the reconciliation

I'm trying because you know why I fuck with this nigga and I know he would talk it because I see in his eyes. Yeah. They said I was odd. Yeah, yeah, on Tack Stone shit They were killing you

They were killing you But you know, I'll read that Because I'll be mad for real That's okay You know why But I want to reconcile that I'm looking at you in your eyes And I can tell you so what's heck

But the Tiger Bone got you And the tiger bone is great It's okay You know it's the earth Let's take a little shot Tiger Bowman got that Yeah Go on I take a fucking leak

God damn I'm pissed like a motherfucker You pour it this time Can I go take a leak No no Yeah if you're going to pour it too much I got you Huh?

I'm pissed, man I've been at the piss, too. I'm about to piss the way they're both of the fucking. Don't do that. You got good on, man. Don't do this. Philly niggas like Brooklyn, niggas.

You ever realized that? Yeah, I know about that. Do you ever realize Philly niggas? My favorite rapper from Brooklyn, so. Who? Biggie. Ah! Don't fucking be ya!

Big. Big. From the rent. It's not even the number two. From the gate. Big my number one, two, and three. Oh, dirty bass. Basset.

My second. favorite rapper. Don't have a third. Me. I don't have a second. Give him a 30. Give me some love. He's my top.

He's my top five. No, it's different. It's different. It's different areas. It's different areas. It's different areas of Coojee rap.

You know what I'm a Coojee rap. I'm a Coojee rap boy. I'm a Coozy rap boy. I'm a rock Kim boy. Oh, granddad. See, y'all want to go back there. It's different. You know what I'm saying?

It's different. All right. So, so give me a top five. King, and back in the day, Cain my first time. You're 39, too. You can talk about Cain. I could talk about that.

I saw fat boys when I was a kid. I saw Fat Boys live. Dougie Fresh, Lottie, Dottie, you know, that shit. I saw that shit live with my mom. My mom, a Civic Center. Civic Center, oh.

That's back in the city. My mom took me. She didn't even like rap, but she knew I love rap. And she took me to all the shows. And I couldn't even see. Your mom's is Puerto Rican. My mom black. She black.

My dad, Rican. My mom, my mom. We'd have much. We'd have much. We'd have much. My mom. Hold on, hold on. See, your dad is Puerto Rican, your mom.

I always thought it was the opposite. Nah, no, my mom. I have a black mom. Yeah. And you're 39, too. Tell these things you. I'm 39. I don't fuck.

I'm 39. September 25th. All right. That niggins want to see me some shit. October 2nd, come to our concert. Yeah. No. Like, number 2nd.

38? 38? 38? You just turned 38. Oud. Oh, than you? And you wouldn't tell because you think I'm

100, not a hundred You were popping a long-ass time God I can't funny I'm not a hundred though You know what I'm not a hundred though You know what I'm old with me

Who else old with me Brick walls in them Two-chain Orphing them That means You're popping to me too then You're popping You're popping right before X came out

Nah I can't lie I was young You watch Mr. No I The CNN album came out before X

but I wasn't popping That one was popping in film Yeah but I wouldn't pop It's a different type of pop No no I'm not saying it's a big What What

What it came out I never heard of DMX I heard of you I heard of you before I heard The DMX And I'm saying this Because DMX was my man That's my man

So I mean That during your job Came out before DMX Joe came out And my think I'm Big up DMX He listens to the podcast a lot What

Hey The reason I said that Is because I remember When DMX came out The DMX was my man When he came out But I remember y'all's CD before I ever heard of DMX. You know, I remember that, too.

You know, it was probably saying, like, y'all was out. I listened to y'all. You know, see and it did come out. See and it did come out before DMX. You are absolutely right. You are absolutely right. You know you're a hip-hop shit. So now, who do you listen to?

Let me want to take this shot? And then you want me asking this question? Yeah, let's do that. Let's do the shot first. It's going to be funny. It's going to be funny. It's not going to think I'll listen to, man. All right, cool.

A-da-ah. All right, for the record. This is my last shot. I can't do no more. I'm a Philly niggas. I know y'all shoot niggas. I'm a shoot, that's why I related to Philly early. That's why I was in that store.

I listen to a lot of Philly rappers. Okay. Now, I ain't going to say Philly rappers. I listen to Drake, man. You listen to Drake? Yeah, I think you don't know. Now, what happened? Because at the end of the day, when I look on the Internet,

a lot of the times I've seen Meek Mill, it was with you. Yeah, I was, like, one of the first people that ever, you know, me, gripped him up, whatever, you know him, I'm saying? Grip him, you gave him the hammers? Yeah, when he was a, no, he was a kid, no, he was a dope. He was a rapper since I know him. He always was a rapper since you know him? No, he wasn't as good as he is now, but he got good by leaps and balance every month. Like, he took it serious, you know, I'm saying?

Right. Like, he was focused as a young man, you know what I'm saying? So, man, see, like, how you're going to take a piss? It's okay. See how you're saying about, like, me and beans can fix our stuff? No, I think it's too far from me, kind of. But with Meek, it ain't that serious, for real. Right.

I just didn't like this. I just thought that he should have did different stuff for the city, which though that's not my place to think that. But as a person, I think he's like my brother, I think he should have did more stuff like the youngest in Philly and all that because he's from Philly. But that's, it ain't, then he should have, he talked to me, like, he became a star.

He thought he was starting me. You know what I'm saying? A person that's like your old head for real. That's like, I mean, but it ain't nothing deep, though, because I love him, for him, for him. So, like, it's good to hear you see. It ain't like, oh, you didn't. So what was that exact problem, though?

He just became Hollywood. I'm a real nigga from streets, so Hollywood and me don't mix. All right. That's all. It ain't like a big thing. Mind you, I could have been the dick rider. I'm like, yo, I don't do that.

Like beans try to say I try to start controversy. Why not dis-meek instead of beans? If I'm going to controversy? Right. He's up there. He's way, you know, on the tip like that. But no, like, it ain't no big deal because I think, man, I'm just, it's against conversation.

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I listen to, like, I listen to old meek, Flammer's too. Mm. You mean? I listen to Drake, too. But I like Drake, not because I don't like the singing, Drake. But when he rap, and I like that, he don't try to be something that he's not. He just be him. He'd be on. Never sing he a gangster.

Obviously, you're gonna shoot you, you just say, I was, I'm gonna let these holes, I'm gonna sing to him, and I'm... Hey, bitch, I'll lie, you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, listen, I'm giving Koka back his chains. Ever since I wore this change, it's mad beep from his start. Needs rogueroga. Yeah, let me be a roly. I'm gonna eat back in the channel. And I want everybody to know the next kid coming out of Philly, the hottest thing in Philly.

Butter knife. Butter knife? Who's that? Your city, y'all don't know him. Yeah, I'm, see, I'm in the streets, so I always know who hot is fruit. I'm the first one that told him about me. I'm the first one told the people about me, you know what I'm saying? And when you say you're in the streets,

you're saying nobody else in state property has ever been in the street? Krex being, I'm talking about right now. They've been in the streets, but not like me. I've been in the streets all night. And he's on my page and I'm out all night stunting. And I'm like I'm out on the street on the bus. I'm on the street. This is what I tell niggas.

I tell niggas, you might have had the better work than me. You might have had better clientele than me. But you ain't going to stay outside as long as me. Exactly. You relate to that? And I'm bringing it to the people. Because I stay outside all. night.

I have can of light dinners on the mailbox. That's why I am, you're talking right there. That's why I am, I don't know, I don't know. That's why I am,

that's why. Yeah, yeah, of course, this niggas is better than me with lyrics. This niggas is better than me, whatever. You ain't staying outside,

though, Sly. Exactly. Slime, I'm staying out all night. Yo, listen, if you ask the average and I'm out there. All night. See, I tell me, it's hard to get you

city without no manager without nothing to have your city and go extra average nigga who got this city right now they're gonna say me no no they did say you don't say me they did say you already sir in case you didn't know let's make some noise you know that's why I want you to have your city without the negative well the negative body over yeah let's get that negative out of just a I mean 72 more hours a negative and then it's over so so by Wednesday the negative Yeah, let's get that out of there Because you know why

I know beans love you I'm gonna keep it a hundred He might have not made the right decisions Sometimes you're not gonna make the right decisions I usually don't make the right decisions But I sat there I seen him speak about his artist And this is back then

I'm not telling you talking you recently And I know But everybody make mistakes I know what you're gonna go with But just hear me out Just hear me up I 100% think Means Love You

I think he made He made maybe a couple of mistakes But at the end of the day It's just like me Trash I can sit there And just hate Tradge And hate Comback Jack For the rest of my life

But you know what I choose to do I choose to hug them niggas And I choose to get them niggas And I choose to get them niggers And tell them niggas You know, it's all love And you know what I choose to give money somewhere else

And if I can involve them a little bit I will But if I care they already understand and that's what I think you should do I think you're so big I think you're so big right now like I'm talking about

beyond it's like I know what's going on that's my job my job now is to know what's going on and when I said who's running Philly niggas told me who's running Philly you understand so it would probably even make you look bigger

even if you want to still hold on to it just letting it go and saying you know what Beans. But see how you just worded that? That's the worded it. The way you just worded that? I don't order it at that? The way, V's like, I love you, yeah? You know, why? I love both of y'all. You know what I would feel funny if you just

shitting on this nigga here, him sitting on you here. So, you know what? But at the end of the day, I'm not saying, I'm not saying wrong things ain't happened. Yeah, I understand what you said. Exactly. Like I'm not looking with trash I love trash There's the niggas that came up to me and said

Why the fucking you're around this nigga And I said because that nigga gave me that opportunity And I didn't care And did things happen after that? Yep, it did and it did wrong But I still accept that nigga Because if it wasn't for him If it wasn't for Pohn waiting for me

I'm gonna keep it a hundred Pone had the deal before me Pone actually had the deal And said you know what I'm gonna wait for my homie now people who could probably sit back and say oh that's because

Poon wanted to be he didn't want to be a solo artist never and you could say that and then but I don't care about that the thing is had Pone not did that and had Trag not waiting for him and then not the lawyer not waited I wouldn't be here

so fuck it it's just like at the end of the day I'd rather be the bigger man Reggie O'Sayas Combat Jack who was the lawyer who actually jerked me he sat right where you sitting at and I forgave him

I sat there because you know why I forgave him because he manned up as a man and said he did do it do what's wrong and then he came here and he sat here and it's like why can you hold on to something if you pop it

you pop it you don't need that drama regardless of what you're popping you already doing your thing like I don't listen to the streets like how a person A person look at a young dog or a person look at a buggy. That's who you are for Philly right now.

It might make you even look bigger. You just say, you know what? Beans, I forgive you. Beans I forget you. Oh, God damn. That's that way. Let's make you a noise. Let's make you know.

You're in all you squashing beans again. Yo, be crack. Be crack. Now, what you're going to do? Matt, just be crap. I'm going to be honest. I don't got no problems, man. What's up?

Don't be honest with you. Pete Crack. What's up? Like, in my opinion, you're a superstar. Me too. You're a superstar. Appreciate you, man. Thank y'all, man.

Because you light, skin. We both. We both, nigger, regent. We both, nigga, but I have the light of shade. You could have been Albee Shaw. Yeah. What happened? Why are you not Alby Shaw's, sir?

I don't know, man. You're supposed to be Alby Shaw. I got the Alby Shores. Look at the Albi Shores. Look at the Albi Shores. Look at Albi Shored. Look at Albi Shor. Curl for one time, I'm like.

Yo, you know, I ain't got the Albi Short Girls. Yo, I ain't got the I'll be short attitude, though, you know what I'm saying? I'm from Southern Montgomery, man. And you like Black girls too much. That's what happened. That was your doubtful. Yeah, only, yeah. Black girls, too much.

Now, let's edit this out. I do, yeah. That ain't sound right. I do, yeah. That ain't sound right. That ain't sound right. I'm sorry. But you got the Albee short curls.

You definitely edited out. I was like, I was like, I didn't worry that right. You know what I mean. Like, I meant, like, you were supposed to be, like, you know, white girls. Didn't you fuck him? What's that, bitch? And, like, you fucking know, right? No, me fucking get my A, no.

What, all we do it? Nah, nah, nah, nah, you know, fuck, I. I don't even matter her. What fucking are you talking about? I'm sorry. Yeah, you try to start some bullshit. Yeah, you know, you know, I'll start the bullshit. Nah, look, the thing is, though, no, on some real shit, man.

I don't know, man, it's just weird with me. I'm weird, man. I grew up in a certain era of rap, you know what I'm saying? Whereas, though, I was influenced by people that made me want to rap, you know what I mean? That's what made Pete crack. Like, like, like, growing up from the rap, like, I'm old, you know what I'm saying? I'm 39. I'm 39.

So I grew up on... I'm 39 right now, nigga. Yeah, I grew up on Big Daddy Kane, Coogee Rap, Run D&C, Ultramagnetic. All that, like, dope shit. You know what I'm saying? All that dope shit. So I grew up on that shit So as times change

And as we progress Like I was still inspired as like DOS effects And throughout all the times Mob Deep I'm a big Mobb Deep fan Rayquine and Ghost And shit I'm heavy on that

So when it changed I only wanted to rap Because them dudes was rapping And they made me want to rap I wanted to be like them You know what I wanted to I want it was competitive They set a bar

But now the bar The bar just got so low That I can't There's no competition And I rap so good You know what I'm saying I rap too good You know what I'm saying?

My man told me I'm gonna say yo you rap too good You gotta rap a little less I'm like what this thing I can't rap less I know what he mean My man honey look was like Yo we're in the studio

He's like yo you rapping too good Man you got dumb it down I'm not really I don't think I'm interested In dumbing it down dog I don't know I think I'm gonna slide to the side real quick

You know what I'm saying? Because I ain't going to dumb it down because I grew up on this shit. I respect it, you know what I'm saying? So, yeah, both of y'all was on the, the rock when the rock was the dynasty. Yeah, but that's the rock. But right now, like, say, Desaunner got the panda,

I got the best panda remix, you know? Oh, swinging that shit, swing that shit. Oh, it's on YouTube, Oskino Panda. Just put that in. I mean, like, I'm a new Oskino. I'm better than I used to be. Way better, you know what I'm saying? But let me ask you this.

What was your best? Rock a fella moment. But I got a solo song I'll stay probably two CD, been down too long. You know, I mean? It was hard to get... You know, there's seven people on the group to get a solo song is hard, so that was my favorite moment right there.

Don't you all that spilled it this time. No, I don't spill champagne, buddy. Look at it. Good, good. Do you're a friend-stead shit. That Fred is Stead. How are they doing it in front? You're going to aim the game. Let's go ahead.

There's go. This is the show you really get emotional. This is how they go. Big thing. Yeah. Beesang. Big thing. That's how they're pouring in friends.

See, niggas got to start traveling. This wouldn't be abnormal at all to y'all, y'all niggas. Look at that. Look at that. That's how perfectly I'm pouring that shit, look at that. It's called P. You know what I'm saying? It's called P.

You might have to make up a little dictionary with all your little shit. Oh, yeah, you all right? You know what I mean? Listen, but no. No, look, would you see, you know, as far as the best Rockefeller moment? Yeah, please. I thought of a moment, though. What is your best Rockefeller moment, Pete Crack?

This is one of them, because it was a lot of moments, you know what I'm saying? And you had a big up, Rockefeller. This is, no, no, no, it was hell. It was hell, trust me. All right, so give me your best. Nigger, look, so don't get it fucked up. I don't want the shit to look all negative and shit. It does look negative.

It's not. No, I have gone. No, because you know what I'm going to be in my mind. Because I'm very, I'm very emotional person, too, you know what I'm saying? So me too I spit out my shit Like this is like Display the

They don't want They can hear all the good shit Later but right here On this platform I'm gonna talk about the shit This is art You never heard before Go ahead

But anyway Um The most inspirational times For me was like It was ill Because I was a kid That came from North Right

Uh huh And I used to pray To pray to God Like yo God Please like Jesus or Allah Like yo And then I had no God

You know I just God I always had Since I was a kid I always had a relationship shit with God. I ain't know about religions and stuff. I always just talk like my conscience and shit. You know what I'm saying?

I was sitting and I'd be crying and shit. I was like, yo, why I'm crying? You know what I'm saying? But I was so passionate about what I was doing. We ain't got no insurance. But look, but when it happened, you know what I'm saying? When it happened, it got so ill. So when we was there, it was dope to

see like, like, people like Jay-D just call your phone like, yo, crack. He'll get, he called my home. This like, how you, who said that? Who said that? One time someone, oh, you said that when Jay called your phone. Right, when he called your phone, you used it. No, he called your phone.

You was like, you're like, oh, who the fuck is this? I hung up and shit. So I got a call one day. Hey, Pedro. I'm like, hello? Hey, yo, what you doing, man? Like, who's this? Who is?

Who is? You take your hat for a second? No, I ain't taking my shit off. No, once you don't come off. You're really for a year. Yeah, no, I'm popping out. No, I ain't happening. Let the people see you for the region, please.

That's the next chapter The niggas think that you, like, you know They think you're negriito. I don't think that, yeah. Come on. Come on. You got to show him. You got to show him.

Anyway, you may even forget my story, y'all. Purpously. Purpously. Anyway, anyway, anyway. He called your phone. J.C. call your phone. We is on a, on a, like, Rockefeller tour. He's on Rock the Mic tour.

And I was on a run. I was on the run. I had no passport. than that. So they went to like, there's going to Ireland or some shit. We're on, uh, fucking Europe or some shit the next day. And I had no passports. I had to fall back.

So this was the last day. Called my phone out. Yo, Pedro, where you at, man? I'm like, hello? Hey, yo, wait, Joe. I'm like, oh, who this? Yeah, it's Jay. I roll with it, though.

I roll with it. I'm like, all right, what's up, man? Hey, yo, come at you hungry, man? Come down, says, man. You were skinny back then. Oh, skinny boy. Yeah, yeah. But that

I ran that time When I think of the times Like when she was ill That meant a lot You know Like he's like You're like I called my mom

I'm like you mom Yo JZ just called me He's like Yo coming downstairs You're about to go eat You know what Yeah It's good times

Man talk about the good times Man I mean the shit All of us good All of us good Except for the part They got school You know

All it was good It's good It's good I'm for a rap I think I'm from the hood to it. You know what I'm not from that part of the bad time. And how many, no, no, no, no.

You got to think about it. You got to bring some bad shit. Well, I got signed and had no money. Yeah, what did you get locked up for? Because that's, um, if you didn't get locked up for that, I wouldn't. I kept getting the gun cases, bad. Gun case and guns. That's bigger your piece that you got locked up for.

No, look. This is what happened. This is what happened. Okay. Yo, around the time when we, when I got signed. This is where you got locked up and state property too? Yeah, when I got signed, when I got signed, when I got signed, um, it happened so fast and shit that I was

still in the block and I they gave me like 60,000 like 60 000 advance my my my my my mom a bean a bean what that mean a hundred a hundred man 99 too y'all niggas is rich let's make some

that's rich you got 60 and a hundred anyway they gave me 60 though but 60 was cool but I was still in the in the 90s this is the 90s this is the 90s No, it's early 2000. That's cool. You're still bawling.

You got a big rock in front of all. I'm going to be honest. All right. I look, look, there's a thing, though. I had a video on TV and shit, and I ran out of town. I was still in the hood, though. I had a hood paper. Like, you know what I'm saying?

We was good. I could do whatever I want to do. I was still in the hood. I couldn't buy no big crib yet. Uh-huh. So, um, niggas came to my crib and tried, like. I remember. They did the same thing to me.

Niggas tried kidnapping at me. In the crib? Yeah, I'm in the crib And they came to you? What happened? You know, in South Philly the same thing Well, they tried to kidnap him and sell him to you?

No. Right before his train happened they tried to come in my crib It was a shootout in my crib Oh, they tried to come to your crib? Yeah And I was, you know, I was never I'm never moving to Philly

No, no, no No, he's in the wrong person, Philly. Yeah, I was in South Philly, I was in South Philly. Yeah. It means, trying to play low. They came in my crib, too. No, but look, look,

niggies try to come in my crib and shit But I caught the wave and shit Before that And I let Jay know and shit I was like, yo I set up with me I called Lenny Yass like yo I need to talk to Jay Shit's serious right now Last night

Nix came in my house They ripped my screen door off And I had two guys My gait and my man Don P left a guy to get at the career Had both gats I was in my boxes and shots Fuckin this bitch

I was on some I was sitting there I was a real militant It was really it's going down And I told Jay the story and shit he's just like he's looking at me the whole time he's just like this he's like

he's like word he's like word I'm like yeah nigga they try to kill me this about they come to Craig he's like damn that's deep huh

that's uh that's uh that's uh that's it that's it right there that's it that's it that's it

that's a thing don't leave the movies for that You know, when I was six, I got shot at the game, that was six. I told Daniel, I got hit, you know, I'm going through it. You're like, yo, come up here right now. Come up where? New York. Okay.

Got me in Spine in Fort Lee. Nice shit, that's like, like, I said, that's a big guy shot, dig it. Like, that's a fucking move right here. Think of my lover with this shit, right? He got that. You got to talk so fast, I ain't catch on. You got me, that shit, baby, that's got, so what I'm going. Yeah, but why is the violence so crazy and feeling?

But I can say it was partly my fault because I was flashy at the time. Like real flashy. No, but why is it so crazy like that in Philly? Everybody's poor. Everybody's poor. See, New York products cost $10,000 to live in. Right.

I mean, y'all rent is crazy. Y'all got to have some thousands somewhere. Philly shit costs $300 and the niggins getting put out. You should be put out. So, like, it's the different situation of poverty. The poverty is way like, it's outlandish. This shit's outlandish out there. Like $5,000 is like...

I heard you say on Tax Stone Podcast. You say you go buy a whole block in front of $50,000. Yeah, a house is costing $10,000. What? What's that? But the neighborhood you went, you don't even want to come there. You're like, you have a house, but shit. You don't want to come there.

But you buy it and you fix it up and you just leave it there and bring it out. Yeah, but you never know who want to live there. You might not even want to live there because if you're from around there, you don't know what's going on. Don't come there. That shit is going down. You never know who killed who brother, cousin. You can't stand by knickers.

You got to be, you know what I'm saying? So like, it's cheap, but you got to be. you gotta know you gotta be from there you know in New York a hotel room only like the size of a closet it costs 500 you know what I'm saying you come to Philly you get a hotel room for $60 that shit is like eight New York hotel rooms um you know what I'm saying real shit like yeah New York in New York rent everything is crazy in New York like it's just too high you know I mean that's why he got a suit fucked up you know no no that's exactly ball you I asked you if you want it but be crazy but be crazy

You're a Puerto Rican This is when you go in You're a drunk How did you, who me? No, you're asking me No, you're a Puerto Rican nigga How did you fill in? Because now your family

Right You just say Your father's Puerto Rican Your father's The father's The household How did you feel In the predominantly black

neighborhood But being Puerto Rican Because I ain't really I never really A debt to my Spanish side rather like that they was kind of weird to me like they wasn't cool but my black

side my mom's side they was like my grandma and everybody they was like super cool like so you went there for things all the time like that was the place to go you didn't eat benign nah I didn't yeah he got a good mom he got a nice mom but look

yo yeah yeah my mom my mom my mom my mom I love oh my mom black my mom love old shit mom I know what's going on I'm saying she gonna see this podcast But I ain't know my Spanish side and shit They wasn't cool You still know your Spanish side I really don't know them to the day like that

Like that We gotta correct that We're not tight like that But I still love them You know what I'm saying? I love him And someone nephew is Yeah

He never been to Puerto Rico But you can't blame me shit You know what I'm saying I've been to Puerto Rico And I ain't speak no Spanish though At all I can't even talk to no girls Swing your balls

In the sand But I can't even talk to no girl Your balls Swing it in the sand feels great. Fantastic. You got to swing your balls in the sand. And then the fact, your Puerto Rican essence just hits you when your balls hit the sand. It's like, oh, shit, I am from here.

All right, you got to let your balls in the sand. But if you're not your ball. I'm sorry, not for Puerto Rico, but don't worry. This is wrong with it. When your balls hit the sand in Puerto Rico, everything is all right. All right, you got to start. All right, crap, because I think Osceino, believe me, I think everybody, and state property think that you were supposed to be the star.

Yo, he's still on that? Yeah, because I'm, I, you my friend. You're my friend to you every day? You know what, though? He did, he said to him every day. You were supposed to be the star? When he first came on, was it, was it? Was it PCP?

No, check it out. No, it wasn't. It wasn't. Check it out, though. That's the thing. Well, you were fucking lean, too. Let's keep in red. No, I never, I never fuck with lean.

No, I didn't. You were, you guys. Beans? Beans. I had that little couple shots of Tussanex and shit. But once in a while That was the yellow sometimes But never

The yellow What's the difference The yellow and the pink The yellow and the purple Purple, I'm sorry Purple, yeah Yeah, yeah Purple was like a slow motion

Yellow, yellow, yellow Purple was like a downer Like super down You're going to sleep If you don't fuck with it like that You're going to be But isn't the high of lean That you fight in your sleep?

That's the one that they love Yeah That you're fighting your sleep But the yellow You can stay up You can stay up You can stay up on yellow You can nod up

But yellow is like a Philly thing Niggas don't fuck with yellow Yeah I know Yellow not that popular Nah Yow's not that popular Yo's stronger than purple Yeah

If you're left like a half an hour It's okay Oh Oh don't do those drugs Yo So what The yellow don't keep you up Yeah

Yeah but the purple Where you're from Where you're from From the bean man From the bean man You're gonna get You're gonna sit about there Cause it

Y'all sit by Y'all sit Yeah It's not heavy like down south down you know because i'm 39 yeah let's let's get this we're drinking leave before i heard about it down south somebody wrote a lot of people say Texas Houston is who invented it that they made dog time out let me give me all your props I'm not but then a lot of people say yeah Philly

is the actual but no look they call them Cakes and serves when I was a kid. Yeah. What? Pancakes and served, they called them when I was a kid and I was eight years old.

Pancakes and served. Pills and serve. Pills and serve. It was V's and purple. Yeah, but they didn't know. 86. If you're from Philly,

did you probably can claim it. And he was from Texas or whatever. You probably claim that. Because Texas didn't fuck the yellow. We don't know. So you all discovered the yellow? Man, since I was a kid,

niggas been drinking lean. My aunt used to drink this shit when I was like. Eighty. I like 11. My aunt used to drink purple. So I don't know when Houston started up and down south started, but they've been, they called the pancakes and serves as I was a kid.

Wow. Man, V's in purple. Because I heard a lot of people from Philly could say that it came. And that was the crazy shit. Nah, I wouldn't have to say that. Who did we have on here? Two chains. Two chains actually alluded to it coming from Houston.

And as soon as we put out that interview, that's probably how he knew it. Everybody came at us and said. That's cool. Philly started the... You know, you know the day because your boy, you're a boy, you only know what that shit right of him.

That's probably how he knew it, you know what I'm saying? No, no, I'm saying that. It might have been at the same time. No, two change is too young than we even know. Right. Because when it came out of age, he was eight. When I was eight and all he was taking it before, yeah. He was saying, but when I was eight and seven, eight years old,

he was taking it. My brother, I got a big brother like 12 years older than me. He was taking serving pancakes when I was seven years old. So two chains, even the VIAs, he was not somewhere in, where he's from New York? No, Atlanta. Atlanta's like, so he wouldn't know. Right.

Nah, but I'm saying. That, the culture is so, people, you see, rappers in Texas start talking about it first. Right. Niggins, the flea was taking it was killing people going to jail for life. You know what I'm saying? Going to sleep and killing them.

Yeah, they'd wake up and kill you. I mean, that's the effect of, of, of lean, right? We know, we know a lot of names to that shit. I was doing shit. You just, you just, you just, You're just crazy on your own? I was just normal. He cracked with me

for like almost 20 years. He's just crazy sober? But you had to get high at one point. You know, never. I was in jail and I was home. Yo, yo, look, let me tell you. Let me tell you. It'd be sometimes we have like a big pool party and shit,

Rockefeller days and shit. And then we're in a big mansion and shit. We got a pool. And we all be getting shitty. I get fucked up, dog. I get shitty. Like, I drink all types of you. I drink shamp.

I drink gin. I drink. Tellsport with you. I drink old What is that? Some old, that's some old wine

wine. I'll drink anything, you know what I'm saying? If I'm in the mood, you know what I'm saying? But we are out in different places and I'll be on the pool side reading a book

on some crazy other shit. He didn't be reading the book. Like, you read the book. And then you should have to do it afterwards. That's how to get down.

Let's make some lunch with. Yo. I ain't read a book. It was so funny. It's so funny. to see people on the internet say I get high because, like, anybody, you know, they were like... Now, they was killing you.

They was killing you on tax on. But it's cool because at the end of the day, I rather than the thing I get high than we really get high. My mom and pop get high. I never smoked a cigarette ever. Yo, I don't know. I had a state property, he's there.

Yo, no, look, look. He's the most... Oh, you want one more shot of tag up on? He's the most drunk free nigger. Just to even it out. Just to even it out. Let's even know, they never see somebody that's like...

And I never put her another thing that's open. I respect you. I respect you. I respect you. I respect. It looks good on me. It didn't match the shirt, too. It does.

It does. Because, listen, I'm going to squash the beat for a skiing on. Man. You're going to ask me any question you want. How are you going to act when you get $100 million? Peace of me. I don't want a hundred million dollars. You're not going to say no?

No, I don't want. You're going to get cousins, 30. No, that's my nephew. Nuffie. Yeah, you're going to be, we out. All right. Exactly. Nothing you get the grave?

I'm coming down. I don't want to get, after, after 20, 30. I cut it off. Everything else, it goes the other diggers. Go ahead. Give it to them. That's the shit I say. That gives the other diggers.

So we all go crazy together. I need these seconds. So if I go crazy, you know, can we cracker. Man, thank you for coming out here, man. No, no problem. You never looked in more Spanish in your life. Please take up your hat, please. One one second.

Leave it fucking long. Show the people your name is Ba'u. Show the people your name is Ben. Put me a shot, Leo. What me, Pedro Zias? Pedros Ayers. Put me a shot, yo. All right, cool.

I want to get my shout-offs, too, man. Can I get my shout-offs? Come on, man. You do whatever the fuck you want. Suck a shot, man. I want to get a shot, man. You want to be true. Yeah, man.

3-6-5 South, man. You know what I mean? My boy, they showed me real love, man. They met me and all that, you know what I'm saying? And shut out, butternife, man. Johnny J. That's the new, that's the A-bugie. That's going to be the superstar from out of Philly.

I mean, Johnny J, you mean, that's the CEO, boy. That's the CEO right there. Can we wrap this up? Oskino, appetizer 5, Advertiser 6 is everywhere iTunes tired old streaming Spotify so yeah you had you had six different advertisers yeah I'm a seven drop this month and Pete crack how many mistakes you have none no yeah he's a fuck out in there I'm 30 come back 19 mix things crack file one two three four five and six get the fuck out of it don't I'm talking that those shit

you guys you know no no no no no you don't give me that last bottle I know. Thank you, brother. Thank you, thank you. October 2nd. No, I love you, nigga. October 2nd, T.O. I was off for you. October 2nd.

You want us on a thug-d-out? We don't dance in your videos. Come on, man. You got the right shit, you got the right shit. You got this talk shit, platform. You know what I don't do it? You got to talk shit to get paid? Yeah.

No, nah. Come on, we talk to Johnny, man. We're coming over here, but what we're going to do? All that Johnny, we get it. We get it right. Go make it right with beans, because that's what I want to do. Because, you know, I want everybody to live. I want everybody to focus.

I want everybody to not hate on another nigga. That shit is stupid. Ain't no other genre in music. Hate on another genre and music. That's only us. No genre of music with slaves. No, but now we above that. So now we're all above that.

all of us. Exactly. So, fuck it. We could keep dwelling on that or we could say, let's keep living. Let's keep living. And that's what I want to do. Let's keep living the night.

Let's start living the night. Exactly. I don't know what that means. What I felt great? Let's start living the night. What you said? Living the night. I work the morning shift, though.

I work the morning shift. Living the night. All right. Crack. I'm going. Thank you. Thank you, Bubbles, for coming to do this. Thank you for having us.

All the eye. All right. I already know what something. This is terrible. It's not like this is good at all. I never told you I was good. I found a way to be good. To me and the way it felt good.

Millions and millions of people are going to hear this. And I want to say I love all y'all. I love all your man. I love all your man. You have a blessed life and the blessed day. You know why I fuck with you? Because you always been the same way, right? You know why I focused you even more

Because I gave real wisdom You know what you said You're willing to do that So you were willing to work it out with me For sure The way you said it though You said it like Dr. Philbara Nicarican way

Niggas niggas Because you know why I love your niggas together Because Even though y'all You're told me That when I see y'all When y'all was together

That y'all didn't really know each other The fight was so that I don't even want to know the real story We respect each other that way I wish I never knew the real story We respect each other enough You know what I'm saying

Like us growing up listening to y'all Like I'm like I'm just giving it the honey I can front to you But for what? Like when I see niggas together I was like damn These bully niggas

Were you And they can't You know what I'm saying But now that you know 20 years past everybody get to say their own story I'm kind of disappointed I

let me finish I like the real I like the real you know why because I'm not I'm not a fake fan of y'all I'm a real fan of your whole movement

no I don't like that both I'm a real fan what let me get that I'm a real fan of your whole movement and for me to look at your movement and you to tell me that maybe what I thought or sore wasn't real right, it bothers me.

I understand what you're saying. You know what I'm saying? Because I got, I heard the interviews, I heard. And when I see that, I'm like, damn, I would really like y'all to put it back together. I think it's better, though, if you know the truth, and then it'll be better than it or it'll be better later. That's like a story. You don't think anywhere we go, though, niggas be like, yo, crack. Damn, man, damn.

They'd be upset. Yeah. Niggies hate it. Yo, I'm going to kick you a assay against some. sneaks, you'll crack myself with the next state pride. I'm like, duh, it ain't going to have it. They're stupid. Like, damn, duh. The nigga that worked there, he'd be

fucked up about that. He's like, damn, man. I'm listening to go. For real crap, I ain't for real, man. It's a rat. Nobody, except for my hood. My hood love me so much that they don't go fuck. Whoever against me, they against them. But everybody else is like, they're the same where you are. They like, they want us to

fix it. Fix it. Oh, you can't fix it. Oh, you can't fix it. No, you can't fix it. Oh, yeah, don't put that on me hats. Because Philly niggas is crazy They shoot everybody Nah, we're cool, man

We're good They shoot the store They're not They're new niggas Like that. Y'all shoot the Akees that say you out of turkey and cheese Your niggins are crazy out there

In Philly In Philly I'm moving down real I can't thank you guys enough You know Come in here Let me bug out with y'all I having fun

Because at the end of the day That's all I'm doing And you know Obviously you see what my heart is I would like Y'all to squash you But I can't really get into your business because that's y'all business

I'm saying and they'll be all right yeah you know but what y'all gonna do what you're gonna do I can't get into it but what I would what I would prefer is niggas work it out you're a boss now no the thing about once you become a boss

nobody can't make you a staff member because you're a boss even if you are a staff member later you already got a staff You're a boss You're a boss So what I'm trying to say is

That's why I felt about trash Yeah we have fucked up business But we got back together And there's plenty of people Who's here right now I said what the fuck are you fucking with that nigger And I just wanted to appreciate The nigger who put me on

Because he put me on in one situation But I got money in 17,000 more situations so even if he put me on in a situation where it's wrong it was like fuck it who gives a fuck look how much I got came up anyway so I love trash me personally I love tragedy Gaddafi he comes back around

he comes out of jail I'm gonna accept him I'm not telling y'all to follow me but I'm telling you it makes me a better person it makes me a better whether he's right wrong in between or whatever, it makes me a better person to forgive somebody who put me in the game

who intentionally, or maybe didn't intentionally, did me wrong. But it makes me better because I know that his intent, whatever, was to get me on. And he accomplished that goal. Now, what I did with the ball

once I got it was on me. So that's only jewel I would like to give y'all bow while sat here. I told them, you know, the same type of things. And this is what I want to give y'all as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, as, meers, I don't think beans made a mistake. I don't think beans was trying to jerk y'all.

It's still accountable for the mistake, though. I understand that, part. I understand that. But the thing about it, once you're doing your own thing, it don't matter. It don't matter. It don't matter. I understand what you're saying exactly. It don't matter.

Like, once you're doing, like, you're popping. Like, I actually did do the research. And I say, yo, what's up? Niggas. Like, man, that nigger, all running Philly. And it's like, damn, how much ill are all be running Philly? But maybe because I had to come talk to you first. Oh, that's what I think.

Thank you for giving me that brides. Go. That's where that's go. People can talk to me, period, because they look at me, they kind of tell me. That's why we run the media now. That's why we run the media. The inmates is running the building. The inmates is running the building.

If you don't want to lock, hey, just let me know. I'll be yourself. You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? The inmates is running the building. So Pete cracked, man. You'll pop that bottle, man.

Come on, you pop it. Let me see, listen, can Queens niggas do we don't have to pop champagne? I'm, I'm, I'm going to look, man. Really? You already know, bro. Let me see. Let me see.

Listen. You got the game fucked up. All right. Nick, you, you don't think I know how pop bottles are? I want, I didn't say, you know, pop and bottles you think I've been doing. No spell. No spell. But what you think been going on these last years?

I don't know. Pussy and bottles, man. All right. For Rockefeller, man. You're going to see right. now. We're going to see that Rockabella talk right now. He put the pressure to make you feel like you might be this.

Look. You're going to be proud of, laying. I wish you were. I apologize to be a piece. He's deaf. Look, that's Elliot Wilson's train. Don't you ever do rap radar. Don't you ever do rap rap.

Yeah, you heard of him? Look, this Alia Wilson, rap radar. You heard of it? You shouldn't have heard of them. Okay. That's their train. Right, Ray, right. Leave it along, living along.

Live it along. All right. They have, though. Yeah, they, what? They don't. Oh, yeah, they are dumb. Yeah, they are dumb. Listen, I said that.

They don't. They don't. They don't. Why don't want to shout, niggas, they don't. They just had a street jam. Nobody's is how to drink. Yeah.

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or wherever you get your podcasts but yo Oskino I really appreciate you listen to me because you know why you know what the rumor about you is that you're off the chain nobody you don't listen to nobody

you just go out there you're retarded I'm retarded too that's what I don't listen to bullshit It's a same rumor about me, though. So when I heard, I was like, oh, shit. Nice. I ain't like that, though.

What? But, like, if somebody's saying bullshit, I... No, no, in the hood, in the hoods, the real shit. Niggins don't look at him like that. They love, oh, like... Nah, but I'm saying the industry room. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, but it ain't...

Like, the industry room was, like, he's off the chair... Nah. Test time. No, but they're not way it ain't like that. It's like some regular love shit. It's just that a lot of people that... It's a lot of people fake. And when you pull a card, they're like, oh, why are you saying that?

Nobody else would have said that, no. Because, first of all, like you said, I don't need them. They don't got to do nothing for me. When I was in the slums, without crumb, I might have needed them. Now I don't, so I can say whatever I want to say. We don't need somebody. You can just keep it wrong? No.

Can I say one thing, no. What do they say? They say, Allah, let the people in heaven who do things for people, they can't pay back. Let's go. Do it deep. So, at the end of the day, if you're already popping, Fuck the past life That's why I said it's over

And you already pop in my name I'm gonna keep it real I did the studies Yo no Oh I'm sorry Pete I'm sorry I'm sorry Can you tell the people To your curls

You asked me like five times I ain't gonna show the people My son got those girls Come in the bank I keep a ball Hey I don't want to go Yeah

Nah nah Chat Now look This is the thing though See I'm in support My man old Because we We ride for the same cause

But we got a different Like approach to you know what I'm saying Like old guy's approach I respect that Even if I agree with it or not You know what I'm saying But other nigs might get it fucked up Like like crack cheerily

You know I ain't listen That's all This crack and you know I got my own opinion And you know everybody that know It's like they know I've been feeling this way

But I wouldn't do this Like on this display But oh just crazy like that He'd do that You know what I'm saying I don't need crazy at all No But it's the thing though

I just want niggas to know like I support my man I support him you know what I love the whole state prop The whole game support both I support both but this is a thing Right now we're too old And it's too late in the game to be lying and shit You know what I'm saying? Let me just tell you something

As a person I'm looking from the outside of it Y'all group that's in the man Regardless how y'all look at it Y'all group that's in the man every time it's discurances or scribbles or whatever you know what I mean yeah scrimbles is

every time y'all do that that's a brand new way the scribbles every time y'all do that you take it away from y'all whole legacy so if y'all was to handle it like in behind doors and then really

just really sit there because y'all are what y'all don't realize the next Wu-Tang It was Wu-Tang It was Wu-Tang And then it was y'all That's all

And then it was y'all Y'all kind of fucked that up And I'm when I Grabbing on you I'm not saying you I'm saying it's the truth Oh you for me? But it's different kind of legacies

Yeah but no No You can fix it right now It's one legacy And make it You're going to fix it right now And say you know what?

Because that's what I'm trying to tell you. Like what I'm trying to tell you is I understand how you feel. And I actually feel you. Rap legacy is one thing. But if you could be the bigger man... But you have to remember, when you come to my hood where I'm from?

And I know my hood is just my hood. I know y'all think about the world stuff. But to me, my hood is important to me because what I'm doing... If I ain't had nothing, that's a place I can go and survive. Right. You know what I want them to see

you got to stand on what's right. You got to be almost right. It's true. What's the world? But the world... It's different. But I can't be fake to conform to a legacy that's not real. But that's true.

But that's like saying, yo, I'm not going to work at McDonald's because I don't want to feed my daughter. Working McDonald's is fake to real niggas. But working at McDonald's, when your daughter needs a fucking sandwich, that shit is super real. I just am I'm just saying, listen to what I'm saying. What I'm saying is, when you enter the music business, this ain't hood no more but you understand wait no no no let me finish

this ain't hood no more so sometimes you might have to just look to the side and just whatever I'm not saying forgive I'm saying what you do what you want to do I'm just played in my case and then whatever but at the end of the day

you guys were supposed to be the next woo tank but it ain't not fault you know what I'm saying it's different like it's like saying even if you say right now somebody said You're going to 20 city tour. If Beans is in charge.

Right. It might get him 13,000, 14,000 show, might get $500. Right. You know what I'm saying? Right. So the legacy, who cares about legacy if you got six sons? You got a feed? You know what I'm saying?

I would work at McDonald's for my sons. I just came out of the penituary. Nobody gave me nothing. You know what I did? And I didn't do one year. I did years. You know what I came home out with a truck driving school. I got a barber light.

I got a barber light. I got a barbed light. I can give a fade right now. No, I heard that. You know what I'm saying? You know what you're talking about it. That's a tax. That's good.

That was all. That was like, you know how embarrassing it is to be a board from state property, driving jags and business to go walking to a truck driving school. That's the most, but you're proud of it's you doing it for your kids. So I understand that right now recently. Strip you off everything.

You know what stuff you're saying is my reality. Like this ain't like philosophical is like saying. It's like what I just went through. And nobody never came and say, yo, he'll go 400. They go $200. It's going to be $50. You go $80. You know what I remember those times my tuition was like $200 a week.

I was like, damn, I'm going to get $200 from. I don't want a trap, my whole 20 of four heads and not the trap. You know, so this recently, this not years ago, this nine months ago, you know what? I made a conscious decision. I got a rap. I got to do with the rap business no more. You know what I'm saying? I just like, oh, I ain't rapping no more, period.

But my back was against the wall, and then what I did, God was pushing me that way. My life changed. As soon as I dropped one drink, it's just like, you know what I mean? I had to cut like thousands and thousands and thousands and things. thousands and thousands of heads to get the money, I mean, like, in a couple of weeks, you what, just imagine, what boss would say to my young boy is truck job at school? He's got 200, the pay for his tuition. Let me go give him a thousand a house.

A thousand dollars would have been like 15,000 at the time. You know what I'm saying? And what you're talking about? Whoever to consider themselves a boss, I mean. But he talked about when you was on a rocket family. No, it's right now. This year. Okay.

This year right here. I start popping in February. But I start popping heavy. right but you ain't have a thousand dollars we had nothing wow because you I feel I'm cutting hair but I got eight kids so you make it 300 a day my kids don't my kids big they like 15 16 17 17 like Captain Crunch yeah like these Jordan's back to school you gotta give you don't get nothing you'm saying so like I I'm cool with none as long as I'm free I'm getting some coochie I'm good with

that you know that's all I had right then but that's recently this year I'm saying And this is the first year I was messed up like that. You know what I'm saying? So for somebody, somebody to say, like, like, legacy, you know, like, I understand. But I just came from the reality of it. Like, I've never seen. That shit. That shit is real.

Like, and then people are happy to see him like that. Could you even get money for a long time? Or he's down? Good. Let's keep him down. But no, I'm a hustling, you know. But God like me, he said, yo. I was trying to turn your industry.

I failed. Yeah, I can't do it. Yeah. I was trying to turn you in for like for 10 minutes. I can't even do that. Yo, when I get Rich you know what I do? Go to every hook, get the leader of the hood. All right.

We'll have a meeting. Well, come for a meeting. I mean, you know what I'm saying? Are you going to come on your show? Yeah, yeah. You'll have a power meeting. That's going to be a power meeting right there. But listen, at the end of the day, Pete Crack, Oskine, you know.

I love both y'all niggas. But it's just like one day I had to tell Joe Crack that I love the original Tarascapping. The original. I'm talking about moving link. Link Rememma Cuba

You know I had to tell Fat Joe that I said I love You know Big pun You know

Armaged Yeah But Seas Tony's I said Sony He's in size Triple Seats Triple Seats

Yeah And I had to tell Fat Joe I said Yo I'm sorry But I love the original And Fat Joe You know

At the time He didn't feel it But years Later He was like I understood what you mean and I just want to tell you y'all the same thing

maybe y'all ain't gonna fucking me right now for what I'm saying but I love that way you will stay properly right I love I'm saying you know what I'm saying even if you don't feel me right now at this very moment or you don't feel me

because your fans are gonna fuck with y'all niggas your fans are gonna hit you and be like I ain't even reading that shit Noor he was right Yeah listen listen The original state, Rob, is it.

And just let me finish. And this is what I want to express to you, brothers. I don't give a fuck how y'all came together. I don't give a fuck what the fuck wave or push or whatever. Brung you all together. It was perfect from my outsider looking in. From my outside of looking in, I was like, damn. And I could tell these niggins.

was the suckers, because I was like, oh my shit. I got to shoot any one of these niggas, whoever I got, because they all like shooting. We're cool. We're cool for a minute, though. We got cool quick. No, no, no. I knew quick, but I'm saying. Who else? You knew how to stay besides me.

I knew beans. I mean, but beans wasn't around. We was clicking. No, no, I mean, me and you was hanging, but I knew beans. But when I see it your aura, it wasn't about none of that. All right, I was about seeing your aura. Coming to Hot 97, I thought, I thought, I thought it was all cool beings i had never i had never in my mind thought that any of this shit that any of y'all just said tonight what going on ever existed this is me looking from the outside in maybe you told me

but i'm just saying in general definitely you're saying but then go forward go forward go forward it's not that deep it's not that anything possible can't be worked out can be worked out all right I mean, the business will be different, but it can be worked out. Because what y'all say is what you're going to know, that we have 1.8 million people listening. Doesn't it say 1.8? A week. All right, a week.

And what I'm trying to say is, the people was going to blow their fucking mind knowing. Go get the advertiser five or six of us. So I've got to go back to the truck driver's great. It was never, ever great. It was great at one. He said it was good. It was just the money.

It was good because it saved my life. Oh, didn't say it. It saved my life. So it's good. But I mean, when they say good, it's like it could have been a no-brainer. Like, you know what I'm saying? Like one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. We should just drop every, twice a year.

That's it. I mean, twice the year. You ain't never going to admit to it. It's great. Because great is the hard word to say. Good. Good, good, good, it was good. It was good.

All right, it was good. Yeah, it was good. Yeah. It was what great is. Great is me on the show and I woke up and I sold thousands of CDs and I told them. That'd be great. Name me a project. Check again.

Advertiser 5. Advertise of 6. Yeah. You know, you ain't never look, you ain't never look this more Puerto Rican in your life. Let's keep me. You know,

you know, me and you got a dilemma. You know why? Because people don't represent their Latino side. I go hard, though. No, you go hard. You got the flag. Niggia, I'm the first thing to say.

You know, you from Puerto Rico? Ma. Hey, get to get it, me. I'm going to have that. I'm going to have to ask you to relax. Live on television. I'm going to have to ask you to relax.

War Report. You went, Kaleen Day. I ain't jacked you for that. I'm just to tell you. I'm going to ask you to relax. I was saying the more report. I'm saying. But you're going to hear you.

But you know why? And I always respected you because you put it out there. But there's a lot of people who don't recognize. You thought Jack you don't? No, I'm just saying. When you just stayed me, I didn't think you was jacking me, but the statement just made. you was out of line.

I didn't clean their first. But this shit ain't stick, though, at the time. No. But you didn't hit a war for that's like a tap. You went what? I didn't tell you an N.R.E. You became a fan at the NORE. Oh, I'm sorry.

Yeah, yeah. He was right. He straighted that shot, broke. Yeah. I mean, I'm going to hate you the lyrics. Yeah. I was like, you know. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. You don't know what I'm ready for that You're a young nigga Even though you're my same age You're still on your young nigga Yeah, yeah But

You're like, I'm like You being represented for the Puerto Ricans I do you feel about people who is half Puerto Rican like me and you And they don't represent Like I don't know Do you know anybody that does that?

You know what they are I don't know Who Who? Oh Yeah, friend Think hard Oh, who.

Not yet. Not yet. He's all like, he's like white and rigging or just all weekend. Can he have a problem with Juo Santana? He gave you the elbow? Nah. You know, like the fact. That's a perfect place to clear that shit up, yo.

Jewel's Santana gave you the elbow. No, one night, look, I don't know. What was going on, yo? All right. Puff invite us. to go out to, like, a little, um, um, some pup party, whatever. You ain't got parties, puff, pop party. So, anyway, I got razzled up.

I got the, I suited up. What is razzled up? We're from New York. We don't know what that means. I put up, I spend, I spend, like, $1,500 on my leg. I razzled up. That's what we're going to in New York. Yeah, all right.

So, anyway. Anyway, I went there. Sorry. You caught that? I'm sorry. I went there, I went there, and I went there, and I ran to Cardin and she. No, I ran to Cardin. And me and Cardan, bigger Cardan, Pierre Cardan, I love that, niggins.

Craig, what up, man? So me and Cardan are chilling, the waitress roll. I said, what you want? I said, what y'all want? I want a bottle of Don Perryan. See, in Philly in Philly, a bottle of Don Perriyan in the club. Two hundred. It's normally 200 in the store.

But in the club, it may be like four, four, five. Three, four, five. She's at $4,700. She said, six, you know, man. Now, she's at six. She's like six. Yeah, I had like $800 of them

I had like $8.00. You know what I don't know? Please somebody roll up. Please, somebody roll up, please. You're at $8, honey. All right, so I gave it $6.50 on the strength because I was so full in the moment. Because it's the money, Papa.

Me and for her, don't get to fuck that one. When Philipside was out, me and Freer, we just getting like $800,000. night and some nights. He wasn't getting $800,000 a night. Let's keep it. $800 or $1,000? $800,000.

No, $8,000. $8,000. All right, I was going to say $800,000. Let's relax. That's relax. That's relax. That's relax. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. My whole thing. And I'm pretty strong. Yeah. Oh, no. No, no. No.

Yeah. Continue. Continue. Continue, continue. on the flip On the shirt On a Yeah

Yeah Yeah No No No No no no On a nor A correction

8,000 I'm sorry You said 800,000 $8,000 I got offended I was like what You think you got 8100,000 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, forgive me.

I'm grateful, you stop me, you know, because they never, that you, the nicks are killed you in the morning, man, the next thing you got $800,000. What, what place you're living over, right? I'm sorry, because, anyway, here, remember, man, $8,000, $8,000, $1,000, let's just be clear. The U.S. currency a night. Look into you guys. U.S.S. currency at night. So anyway, but some nights we would get like, like, we do two shows, so that would be

like almost like $16,000 a night. So anyway, you know, no, see, but your little joke then fuck my whole, uh, I forgot what the fuck you can talk to me about. So, you're off the same thing. Oh, all right, all right. So anyway.

He embolded you. Anyway, at that time, we were feeling real good. Like, we're in a lot. So we ended at me and Cardain. we in there I would buy it all that you know

$600, $600, $600, $600, $600,000, $6.00, gave it $6.50, U.S. currency. You thought you was good. Yeah, I thought it was good. So anyway, we, we,

rock, fly, no lie. Ballet came on. And as it came on, just like sporadically, Jim Jones and Jewel slid in. It was walking in, like, perfectly on time.

Like, the song came on they walked in the shit they walked in the shit and for some reason when he walked up to me this my man like I was my man when he walked to me he shook my hand but for some reason I felt like he gave me like some bullshit like he gave him like

I shook his hand but I went in for the beer hug and he gave me this shit like I thought that that's what I felt you know what I'm saying so after that I went in on the He gave you the Jewel's elbow it wasn't a Jewel's elbow Oh, I'm sorry.

That's what I thought was going on. I thought you told me that. So I went in, I told my man, my man was like, yo, crack. Yo, crack. Fuck for the niggas, man. You're going on that niggas. So I went in and shit. So, but then after that, I saw him.

You never told him? Like, yeah, I felt violated at the moment. I ain't talked to him. I was just winning. Oh. I was running. So anyway, I still interviews and shit. They're like, oh, so Petty Crack.

He said you did some shit with him with the arm and shit. He's like, you know, No, no, I don't know what's wrong with Craig, man. I don't know what's wrong. They said you was high as well. I was like, maybe I was hot. Maybe I was tripping. They did say you was hard.

I might have been Trevin. So anyway, the same show that you talking about with beans, that day, Jewel's and Jim's was there. And Elle's walked up to me. He's walking up, and he shook my hand. I said, are you cool? I said, I'm cool. It's like, you're good, you're good. And we just scratched it right there.

Okay. But I was wrong. I was wrong. And you was high as well? No, I don't think I was high, yeah Come on, he was... You always went to high shit It's okay

It's your only time you're gonna be there That night I wasn't high Just admit all your sins right now I'm just saying No, look I only get high in North Philly I only get high in New Philly But I was in Manhattan

I was with Pierre Cardan We was not high We was just chilling But have you set lean and um I don't drink lean no You never drink Lee? No, man We drink lean that's your cool

Beans Oh, okay my back Me's pretty Smoke the Wiggles. Dean, oh, you drink the liquor. Before we get up out of that. Free, free, free, don't do shit.

Can you describe a wiggle for us? Can you describe? Can you describe? Can you describe a little for us before we get up out of that? Describe what? A wiggle. The wiggle? Yeah, please. We never heard a wiggle. What's a wiggle?

What is the wiggle, please? Please, can you just go? Yeah, I can. I can. I'm not the wiggle, I'm not the wiggle specialist, dog. No, just, I'm just, I mean, you know. I don't know. I can't give you a, you a, you know. I can't get a rough on it.

Give me a rough draft on a riverstores. I ain't got no rough, man. I'm sorry, you know. So what is PCP? Yeah. With weed or not? Yeah, don't you like, broil, you know? A lot.

It's wet weed or not a weed? You like, you're like colored brough. It's wet weed or not a weed? Leave me alone, y'all, y'all. Let me give my shirt. You want, more, share? What a shout at all. Yo, yo.

Hold on, hold on. Tiger ball. Let me tell you something. Oskino. Hey, yeah, yeah. Yo, you've been on a suburb public public season. Of course. Sprint.

And you know what? Yeah, you make it all you all. He made me make it right out. He didn't like real like a motherfucker. Yeah, we got to bring. It might be in family, though. No, we always said that, though. So I like to thank you for not going crazy here because you listen to me.

And that's what that was important to me. Because you ain't got to tell me I'm your OG or whatever. Oh, nigger that came before me, you showed it to me. And I really respect that because I do, I do, I do understand what you're coming from with beings, but at the same time, it's like, fuck, let's just get money. Exactly, I'm with that. You know what I'm saying? And I can see that you actually listen to me.

I couldn't believe that. Like if a nigger told me, because the nigger told me, because the nigger told me your reputation, and I'm like, and you know what? You always been the same with me, and you kept in the same with me tonight. So I want to say thank you. Oh, you know what I'm saying? I want to say things. Because Pete Crack,

P. Crack, line me up. You know, you know he lined up. No, no, no, no. There was no lineup. It was a line up. It was a line up. It was a line up. But, Crack, and you can't take your hat off

so people see you, your curls? Yo, I don't know. Yo, Pete Crack, I'm going to tell the Puerto Rico we can cut you off. Next video. You don't want to, you want to tell them. We both got the poppy, man. No, no, I think I got them a little more than you.

I ain't taking my shit up. You got me got some stuff. For one day. Advertiser five, appetizer six. I'll be Trisdy. Watch me surf. 365 South.

And N-R-E is going to squash that state property. Six million white blocks. We asked me serve. Raleigh beats, Keith's Hart's M.A. Bigger Freeway? Can we big a Freeway?

No. Freeway? I shout out Freeway, why not? No, not a lot of free. Yo? Freeway a good guy. I knew free since I was like four years old. Freeway, he like, he liked to be like...

Well, your face look mad fake right now. No, Freeway like that. It ain't fake. It ain't fake. is that like to play both sides and I'll say if you play both sides you ain't with me I'll just knock you over you know what I'm saying and I got to stop that

sometimes but you know so we can't big up freeway we need to do the rent of you big up freeway all right what's the rest of the state property on big up freeway why do you want to do that big up big up big up Johnny Jay big up Johnny Jay

how about young Chris how about young Chris said me shot the gunna man shot gunning gonna good dude to me man Neep but good dude to me I want to see the differences Nah, let me speak my piece because he's different.

All right. This is young Chris. Yeah, young Chris, Neepuck always been thorough to me, man. Neebuck, real thorough. Young Gunner, young Chris, dope. One of my favorite MCs in Philly,

like one of my top, like top three in Philly. Neatbuck, I mean, Young Gunner. Young Gunner. And Freeway family, regardless of rap or anything, you know what I'm saying?

Family. All right, let's go through the whole state property for you. Let's go. And then we're going to go to that. You just got it right there. here. Okay. So you want me to name names

and then you're going to say what you think about them? I mean, I do that. Let's do that. All right. We'll go. Young Chris. Young Chris, definitely lyrical genius. Neef.

Neef. Neat Buck, hustler. Freeway. Freeway family. Me. Calmate, local. I got to the interview. Nobody wrote me a blunt? I don't have good friends.

All right. I said freeway already. Sparks. Sparks. Sparks? Misunderstood. Yes. Okay.

You ready? Mm-hmm. Dane Dash. Oh, dang dash. Dane dash. Mm. Ooh. O.G, man.

O.J. I got, OG. I got to be OJ. I'm not stopping you ready. OJ. Tata. Tata? Damn.

That was a good one. Yeah. Hitting secret. Ah, I fucked you up with that one. I liked it. Hitting cigarette. Okay, you ready? Tata hitting secret,

dog. All right, I ain't O'Din. Bigs. Bigs? Mm. Damn. Dang. Nah, I can't use O.G.

again, you know what I'm saying? Too creative. No, triple OJ. Triple OJ. Nah, I don't like using the same shit, though, because the Bigs, I got more shit for Bigs, but it takes too long, so good. I give him the triple OJ right now.

Okay. Give me some more time, you're something else. Okay. Lenny yes. Lenny yes. Mm-hmm. I need progressive, man. Definitely don't know what that means,

but let's make some noise for that. Oh, Schino, you ready? He's aggressive, man. What's what? Jay Z. You have to ask you, right? Don't ask him, Jay Z? I'm scared of all right.

I ask you, Jay Z. Me? All right, Jay Z. Jay Z. Jay Z. He has to me right now. I'm asking you. All of you.

No, we asked you. No, Jay-Z, man. Damn. To me, honestly, from my point of view, like, where I stand my standpoint, damn. No, that ain't moose. You keep saying, damn, or you keep saying damn? No, I didn't say, damn.

I didn't say, damn. I didn't say, damn. That was crazy. Damn. Damn, with Jay, man. Jay, Jay, just, uh. It was an experience Of a lifetime

It's a experience No, experience That was an experience This is a cab service From Queens Let's make some noise back I'm in there No

No I said that though Because that that was That was a major experience Just speak your heart We want to speak your There's a thing No coming up though But look

I don't feel like you're fake right now Nah I ain't come Come on seriously though No you're going to do that Yeah Listen Coming up man

Growing up and shit, if we ain't, if I ain't had nothing to grow up to, I had no OGs and shit, I ain't grew up and that. We ain't got shit around the way. Like, where we came from we had a shit to look up to, except for drug deals and shit like that. So to be around somebody, like a mogul and shit, to be like, like right there hands on. No, be like hands on, like somebody right there, hands on. Like, I'm right there with him and shit.

That experience was crazy. It inspired me. much. I'm saying? Like, what's the best experience you can get, like, to be right there? Some niggas get, some things get on, they be on, they get signed to, like, Columbia. Who the fuck is on Columbia? You need to be chilling. There ain't nobody to be

chilling with it. You're like, yo, all right, I'm here. Roll it up with me, Twain. You know, I'm saying, but I was on Rock and Fellow records. I'm with Jay Z. I'm right here with him. I'm like, oh, shit, it's with Jake. Right? He's like, Jake. The biggest nigga in the world right now, world.

I ain't no fucking virgin, nigga I'm gonna rock a fella So yeah I experience some real shit You know what I'm saying I got it first hand I'm saying I got it

Me y'all we got it first hand We got it better than anybody Niggas be sitting on labels They'd be fucked up They'd be looking crazy So for the record There's no malice With anybody at Rocketer

Man never man It was a blessing man I used to cry I used to pray for that shit We're gonna end it out Same questions as his ass crack You ready?

Yeah, I don't remember Yeah, Chris Yeah, Chris, I just think he need to have a stronger backbone, like he got to stop being so soft He got to, he got a man up and pick a side You know me? Instead of what you believe in. Neif, the same way

I got to think Neve got to be, I mean I love Neif because when I was in prison he sent me bread But I can't home he said something to me I think me and Neff think me and Neff They got the best of chance It's squash not beef if we just talk. But right now I'm in the mood to talk.

Probably like Wednesday, like we talked about. Wednesday, we're being a Mif could talk. Okay. Freeway. Sure, you know, I think he's not one this interview. I got this. Freeway. Like, I understand Freeway, like,

he's a hardcore rapper into the public, but he's really like a nice, nice guy, like a, what I mean? So, I hate to put him, drag him under the bus. He's off. I hate to drag him under the bus. You know what I'm saying? Because I got love for freeway. I got love for freeway, you know what?

But whatever Mac say, he's like his puppy, you know what I'm saying? So if I come at Mac, I got to come at freeway at the same time. It's like I don't just shoot that. I shoot at the whole car, what I'm saying? Not in, like, I'm like, you know what I'm saying? Like, if you're riding with him, you mean, you, you mean. But I love him at the end of the day. Like, it ain't that bad.

He never did nothing to me ever, personally. So it's not, you mean. Okay. Dame Dash. That's like my uncle. I love you. That's what I'm calling right now. I call them right now.

Call them right now. Let's see. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. I need an Android charger. We ain't got that over there. Oh yeah, y'all iPhone boys. See y'all see the movie Terminator? Yes, which one?

Control by the machines? Which one? Oh, see, every terminate. Yeah, control by the machine. The iPhone is the machine. Yeah. No, that's real rap, though. Like, that took the thing like every day.

every day. Dave Dash, okay. Ready? Mm-hmm. P. Crack. P. Crack? P. crack, my bro. Like, see, I curse, man, can he get to curse each other out?

It don't matter. That's like my bro. Like, that's somebody I can talk to, argue with. We've been tight ever since we knew each other. You know what I'm saying? So, like, that's, like, that's family. Okay. Ready?

Yeah. Oskino. I think it's crazy. He keeps it too real sometimes. Sometimes you can't tell us. It's like you have a girl. You cheat on her, right? And she's like, what was you at last night?

I was fucking this bitch, man. She had a fat ass. You don't tell you, girl, that, right? Can't. Sometimes I tell her truth too much. I got to learn to bring some of the truth back, but it's hard for me. Do you think that's what, like, because you're the man in Philly, but you ain't take the national scale yet? You think that's what it is, or no?

No, I think I didn't take the national scale because I'm selling drugs into February. You stopped. Yeah. I mean, I mean, February, I start. rapping again, like, I'm saying, so I just started going hard. I mean, I'm going to test the next to this girl because the internet is going to save my life. All right. So you're ready for another name?

Jay Z. Jay Z, like, I mean, like I said, he saved my life. So everything has to that don't matter. Like, he could do whatever. He don't got to ever say nothing else to me ever again, but he saved my life. And I ain't realized that until I was sitting in the penitentiary for a couple years. Like, yo, boy, save my life. So I thank you for that.

So I think anything else that he could have did that I don't like. don't compare to save him my life he put me in the game exactly so you know what I'm saying they like the stuff that I don't like don't matter I'm still Oskino I still get paid for being on Scheno

because I'm making me Oskino so but I'm still going to say if I don't like something he did I'm still going to say it I don't care if you got 800 billion because I don't get 10 cent of it so I don't got it like what I'm saying he saved my life

because I won't from him it's just it's just the real shit the real shit you know man meft bleat I think Miff Bleak should be mad like me because I think Mifleek should have like $100 million. But I don't know him enough to say nothing bad about him because I like Miff Leak. Miff Leak always been nice to me, been real with me, so there's nothing bad I can say about Miff Blick.

I'm saying, I'm fucking Miff Leak should be rich though, real rich. I think he is. He probably is real rich. He probably is real rich. I don't know. But I'm just saying if he's not real rich, that's probably why he don't have a rap or something because he shouldn't be rap. Mip Bleak is, that's JZ. He has reflection, direct reflection.

the Jay-Z. So he got to be rich because it's no other way. He's rich, you know what I'm saying? In my eyes, for sure. When I heard the When I see, he up, this is me.

This is me and I'm sorry. This is my nigga. I love him. You know, listen, Mip Leak is a good dude. All right. Good dude. I got nothing bad to say about him.

I'm saying. Okay. So this is the last one. Beanie Siegel. Ooh. Like funny shit. Go, man. Well, I mean, I think I said anything I had to say about being as far as, I think he got a bad character.

But let's just, I don't let me tell you, I think he got bad character. You got bad, I think he make bad choices. I think he got malice in his heart, you know, real shit. And I think a person like me can make him double take a look. I think everybody around him is yes, man, because they're probably scared. I think a person like me can make him take a double look at itself. And I know I ain't perfect. But I put my, I put my, my heart on my sleeve.

So you can tell, you know, where I'm coming from. But he did something to somebody instead of him trying to, like, go back on the defensive, just apologize say you brother yo listen i was wrong i ain't gonna do that no more i'm gonna be easy i shouldn't be the one sitting here trying to do the right thing when you do something wrong to me you don't make sense you know what at the end of the day he a good rapper you get entertaining you know so but at the end of the day i'm coming for the title that's just i mean and i got some people you know they're saying i'm for real my work ethic for real they take him serious no no they're holding you down in the hood i get one chance

It's over. Yeah, we'll listen. We want to keep you home. I don't know what that one chance meant. Oh, no, one chance is the music business. I'll do crime no more. I'm a citizen. I'm a citizen. I'm a citizen. You don't know, so you got your family in your chain. Thank you so much. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I respect that. I respect that. I respect that. I respect that. I support we can shit, though. I just hear you know. I'm on Vasquez. Oh, shit. Oh, shit. That's a Puerto Rican chain. I got a son named Javier. Oh, now that chain makes totally sick.

I'm like, damn, the black nigga got him in a Puerto Riga chain right now. You listen, thank y'all. State property, Oskino, P.D. Crack. We don't know what he's doing. I think he's sniffing coke back there. I was smoking PCP. Sorry, relax.

But PECRAC, definitely. I see them PCPed up on that. It was real. But that's my brother. We don't care. We don't care about that. I'm sorry. Why are you moving? All right. Everybody, Oskino, are we going to squash the beef at some point? Wednesday.

Wednesday? I don't know if I'm available. No, no, you're not going to be around. I'm going to squash you Wednesday. You all? Yeah. I respect that, man, nigga. You know why? Because out of everybody, you took it personal. Everybody else didn't take it personal. You took it personal because you are a real official street nigger. Is that correct? And once somebody crossed the line, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that, is that was it? It's close.

Yes. And I respect that. But I think, I don't think beans really mean, I, but I don't know y'all situation. I don't want to keep it, keep it going. But I think that you as a boss can make it better. And even if it's not squashed, we can continue doing your thing with all no violence in your heart and the people are going to continue to fuck with you. Yeah, my mouth is going. Exactly.

It left today. Exactly. Exactly. Let's make some more. Oh! Yeah, how long was that? We did three. I'm Dr. Scott Barry Kaufman,

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