Dumb Blonde - 68: Dumb Blonde: Viking Barbie & Keta- Mental Illness & New Music

Episode Date: October 21, 2020

Bunnie’s favorite girls are back!  Keta Musik and Viking Barbie team up for this episode and give all the inside details of what’s on their up and coming album, Borderline.  Watch Full Episodes & More: www.dumbblondeunrated.com Takeaways: Keta Musik and Viking Barbie met at an alcoholics anonymous meeting where people were sharing music Viking Barbie followed Keta on social media because of her incredible talent Keta Musik hit Viking Barbie up for a promo on social media and she accepted the offer and helped promote her page Eventually, they ended vibing and writing some songs together and became friends on a professional and personal level Keta and Viking Barbie both battle mental illness They both struggle with borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder Keta describes her music as being influenced by Christina Aguilera Viking Barbie describes her music as her mental illness. It’s up and down and everywhere- she has some female Eminem vibes mixed with a little Lana Del Rey Bunnie’s friend from Vegas told her about Viking Barbie and she started looking into her music. Bunnie started talking to Jelly about how awesome they both sound and wanted to get involved with their music Jelly is usually very particular about who he works with, but he sees the potential in both of them and they are about to drop their first album with his help The drop date is still not set but it should be soon- hopefully in the next few months. The album will be called Borderline Bunnie also had her directorial debut helping these ladies bring their music dreams to fruition One of the songs on the album is called “Broken Wings”; it gives the perspective of each personality suffering with borderline personality disorder. “Broken Wings” is all about addiction and overcoming the struggle of staying clean.  The song is actually a combination of two songs that each of them wrote during some of their darkest points of addiction.  Keta and Viking Barbie both agree that antidepressants and medication for mental illnesses make you feel like a zombie. It definitely helps some people, but for most that they’ve talked to, medication just makes them not feel like themselves.  “Bury Yourself” is another new song they are working on- the video has American Horror Story Coven vibes where Keta forces a guy to dig his own grave The making of the entire album has been a very personal, emotional experience. It’s truly art in its purest form and they have put blood, sweat, and tears into every track.  Viking Barbie’s dad played Bane in the original Batman and Robin. He was a jack of all trades but also a career criminal.  Above all else, he was determined to prove people wrong.  When she turned 12, she lost her father and that was one of the main things that shaped her into who she is today.  There are levels to success. When you enter a new chapter of your life, you have to part ways with the old parts of yourself that are holding you back. The message behind their new album is that you can embrace every part of yourself and still do everything you want in your life. Anything you put your mind to can be achieved.  A year from now, both ladies hope to be on tour and inspiring change in people’s lives. They both plan on making more albums in the future and continuing constantly creating content for their fans   Quotes:  “I’m the black sheep that turned into the goat” – Bunnie “Being crazy is part of who I am” – Viking Barbie “If you can change you, if you can change the outcome…then you are in control” – Keta   Mentioned:   Keta Musik Instagram | Twitter | OnlyFans | YouTube   Viking Barbie Instagram | Twitter | OnlyFans | YouTube   Check out Bunnie Instagram | Facebook | Twitter | YouTube | OnlyFans   Sponsored By: Adam and Eve https://www.adameve.com Use code BUNNIE for 50% off!See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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What's up, you sexy motherfuckers? Welcome to another episode of Dumb Blonde. Today, I have my girls in the house. I am so excited. You guys might have listened to, I believe it was episode 12, I had Viking Barbie on, and she told us a little bit of her backstory. And then just recently, I brought in one of her best friends, I Am Kata Music, and you guys got to see her podcast and i'm so happy now that you guys actually get to see viking barbie here what's up guys how are you hi kata we know you're not any visuals on my last one i was i

felt kind of like offended well my fucking well my fucking i was too ugly for it i think that's what you told me she said you're too ugly never um my fucking videographer stole my footage along with the fucking eight thousand dollar camera that my husband bought so he was a real piece of shit so i was surprising because that guy seems so nice oh it's always the ones that seem like they're nice right so you guys are out here i just want to get straight to the point and let's start talking about it because I feel like we have so much stuff to cover I met Viking Barbie about what like a year ago yeah like a year and a half maybe even a year and a half yeah like it's been a while um when you decided to come on the podcast you actually believed in my vision which I thought was

really cool and I reached out to you and you were like hell yeah I'll come on the podcast and I was I was so excited you know and then I met you and I was like dude this bitch is like hella down to earth I was like she's like totally my people. You came on the podcast. You told your story of recovery and just, you know, where you are now. And now you're doing you were doing music back then. And then we somehow intertwined and got you guys here with Jay. And now you guys are making music out here in Nashville, which is why you guys are out here now.

Yeah. So let's start from the beginning. Where did you two meet? In the program. Alcoholics Anonymous. Alcoholics Anonymous. Alcoholics Anonymous. Give us a little backstory.

We know yours because your podcast just recently came out. So give us a little backstory about your drugs of choice and what led you to getting into recovery my drugs of choice were opiates typically yes and um obviously you can't have a good opiate fix without some cocaine in the mix so it was those two mainly but obviously you know i started with alcohol everything always starts with alcohol for me i just don't like it very much um so then uh yeah i ended up going obviously getting arrested later and and going through all that i was using drugs for like 10 years you know from the time i was like 16 15 or 16 on um got sober went to like a low bottom indigent rehab with like homeless people and

toothless hookers basically and uh you know and that was cool it's right it's humbling you know what i mean to like i i didn't go to the places that have the massages and, you know, the Olympic pools. I went to a free basically rehab, but. Like state assisted. Yeah. And well, I actually got mine paid for. My mom helped me out. She was pretty desperate to get me clean.

And so I got, I got clean. And then like I started, you know, obviously I've been in the program sponsoring women, doing all that, work the steps multiple times, you know, all that. And, um, then I met her, I think in a music meeting. So like there's like a meeting where you can go and like play music and like I would go there and just listen. I never sang. I never did anything because I was like, you know, I like to keep that stuff locked away.

Yeah. I like, I'm like, I have no talent. I swear, you know, and then just spring it out on people. Yeah. I like, I'm like, I have no talent, I swear, you know. And then just spring it out on people when they least expect it. I just don't want to be, I like, I'd rather have, like, lower your expectations, set the bar super low, and then like, and then just blow your mind. And that's pretty much what I've done my whole life. I live by it.

Like, my whole family thinks I'm doing great, even though I do basically porn. Right. Because they're like. Oh, same, over here. I'm like, I'm the black sheep that turned into the goat. Right. Because you're like, dude,

it's like, she's not on heroin anymore and she's not in jail. And so they're like, she's doing great. Yeah. But, um, yeah.

So I met her in, uh, in the music meeting and we didn't really talk that much. I just saw her a few times and we ended up following each other on Instagram. I think I, my account was pretty big that she was following at the time. It was a different account, not the Viking Barbie account.

And yeah, my Kaylee Swinson account. And she kind of hit me up. Well, I was following her and I followed her strictly because she would have like these music posts on there. And I was like, dude, this chick is fucking hella talented. And I'm like not often impressed by certain things. And it's not because I don't think people are talented, but I'm a writer. It takes a lot.

I write poetry. So like when you like hear someone's poetry like i write poetry too and it's like the cat sat on the hat and i'm like bro like that's deep like i don't want to be a dick but like i'm always nice you know but like she had these amazing like things she'd post that she wrote and i was like dude this chick's talented i kept telling my um my friends or my boyfriend or whoever was around when i was looking i was like this chick's like really talented she had barely any followers and uh and then she hit me up one day she was doing like some um photo shoot or something she was trying to grow her instagram and she was like hey can i buy like a promo post from you i didn't fucking really know her yeah but i was like all right well i'll just throw you up on my page you know what i mean because i was like you know i

liked her music and stuff and uh she's also in the program and my whole thing, like in the program, you like, you just help, you don't say no, you just give back to the other alcoholic, whether it's something stupid like that, you know? So then I did that and then ended up like fast forward later, you know, I needed help on writing a song that was initially just supposed to be kind of like a jokey thing, you know what I mean?

And then I went in with her, I hit her hit her up i was like hey can you help me out and she's like sure i'm gonna take you to my producer this and that and like we ended up like in this whole thing where we wrote like three song it was supposed to be one then end up two then three you guys just vibe and yeah we vibed it was weird and in the beginning like i wasn't you pull hold on we pull that microphone closer baby because i can barely hear you i'm right here we know kata is not quiet for some reasons i can't hear her right now so um we basically just you know started vibing and like when we wrote like it was like this weird like little it just kind of worked because like you know she's obviously a writer i'm a writer but i didn't really know how to put my writing into music form yet.

I didn't really know how to emote when I was rapping or do like – there was just a lot of little things that it takes years of practice to learn. And in working together, she kind of started coaching me a little bit and then it became kind of like a protege type thing. And then it turned into a full – Relationship. Yeah, like a partnership. And then before you know it, we'rege type thing. And then it turned into a full like relationship. Yeah, like a friendship. And then before you know it, we're writing like together and we're doing everything together. And then we kind of we can both tell each other like, oh, do this with like this.

Or it's just kind of it all worked. And I think like just the fact that we're both in the program or we both met in the program, it's just kind of like all laid out. Yeah, this is obviously pretty insane, too. So that kind of helps. Well, if anybody listens to you guys's music which they can you just got your youtube up which i'm so proud of you which is what shouted out really quick yeah oh yeah it's kate and lauren uh k-e-t-a-l-o-r-e-n okay that's a new name by the way yeah she was trying to be like madonna and just be like one name and it was getting lost

everywhere and i was like bitch you need a last name. I had an accent in my name, which makes you unsearchable, ungoogleable. So I was like, all right, well, no, we made it when you can just go by a symbol. Oh, yeah. I can't wait for those. Hey, Prince. Shout out Prince. And then so your music people can find on your Viking Barbie YouTube channel.

And that's the videos that you guys have done together. And if people listen to you guys' music, they'll know that you guys are kind of insane. What would you describe? Viking Barbie music is my YouTube channel. It's obvious. What would you, if you could put your music in a category, what would it be? I wouldn't say a category because, okay, so we both have borderline personality disorder. And among other things, i don't want to

go into everything we've been talking about all the things please do it i think it's really cool i think people need to know that beautiful women battle mental illness and i think people need to normalize that because looking at your pictures and your pictures online they would just be like you know these bitches are beautiful you know like they're they don't have a fucking care in the world we talk about this all the time. We have all the cares. We have many cares. Not, well,

Kaylee's like, I don't really have any cares. I don't like care. I have all of them, but like I have a lot. Yeah. She cares a lot. She,

I typically, I don't show them. And then sometimes I go through depression and I'm like, I feel everything. Yeah. This must be what you feel like. I look around like, dude,

this is what it's like. I'm sorry, dude. Like, I like when like my mental illness is affecting those around me. But I'm not the one who has to suffer. But lately it has not been. Oh, my God.

That's from Christmas story. Squirrel. ADHD is one of those. One of them is ADHD. Borderline personality disorder. The bipolar disorder. I'm bipolar bipolar i'm the fun kind i don't like to say bipolar even though it's been tossed at me a few times uh i think mine's situated i think i'm mostly borderline and you know the narcissism term has been tossed around

but i'm not gonna catch that one just yet she's like i promise i won't gaslight anybody i'm not gaslighting anyone on this podcast um but you know uh if you could put your music into a category what would you guys say that you you sound like um so what i meant by when i brought the mental illness thing up is it's literally like my mental illness is up and down and everywhere and so there's some so i guess it would be like almost like a there's like female m&m vibes yeah right some of it and then there's like some there's some lana del rey vibes some billy eilish vibes you're more like christina aguilera oh yeah no you kate we all know kate has got a fucking amazing voice if you guys haven't heard her sing you need to scroll back and go into uh kate's uh interview that she's so good to me

dude everybody loves you everybody loved you. Everybody loved you. They were like, please bring her back on. So here you are. Okay, so you guys met in, not rehab, but- Alcoholics Anonymous. Alcoholics Anonymous. And then from there, you guys just kind of developed a relationship.

I think you were brought to me by, my boy from Vegas was like, dude, Viking Barbie just shouted out Jelly and wants to do a song with them. So, of course, you know, I told Jay and I was like, this hot bitch wants to do a song with you. I think it would be a good look. Jay was like, look into it and stuff like that. So I started looking into your music. And that's before I asked you to come on the podcast.

And I was like, dude, she really has something here, you know. And then that's when I noticed Kata, too, because all you guys' stuff is pretty much together and i was like dude they have an awesome sound so literally from the time that we met to now you were fighting for us i was like i was sitting there like she's like i swear i'm and you know a lot of people say a lot of shit i'm one of those people who actually does what i say so i'm not used to that other people and like she was like constantly you're just constantly going now that you've met my husband do you understand no i get it and now i get why like it took a minute because he's really he's like what's this about he's very particular doesn't just work with anybody i think he should be no you have to be yeah because people people are snakes you know a lot of time we have learned

that and you don't want to give a chance to the wrong person right you know and i think it took him he wanted to see where our friendship went before he was like you know yeah sure i'll dive into this and when he realized you know he realized that you guys he says it all the time he's like dude kaylee and you are like fucking twins he's like it drives me crazy it's weird i don't realize it until you start talking i'll be like going through something i'll say something you'll be like oh yeah i do that too i'm like really yeah like i did not expect that from you yeah Yeah, no, for sure. But I think what's cool is that Jay sees the potential in you guys. And you guys have been out here this week working on songs and you guys are about to drop your,

you're not your first album, but like your first album. It is our first album. Oh, it is your first album. So I released singles and I haven't put anything. It was supposed, I was supposed to have an album,

uh, back, back when, um, and called borderline. And then it didn't end up Like I ended up releasing singles And I didn't end up putting together I didn't really have a lot of

I didn't know what the fuck I was doing Right And then Now we're gonna release Borderline And I'm glad I'm doing it this way Yeah With people that actually like So the title of the album

That's getting dropped is Borderline Borderline The first one yeah Yay We don't have an exact drop date yet We're still trying to work that out with daddy role but it's gonna be pretty soon probably either end of october in november but we're hoping to like drop that shit soon so you guys got to look forward to that it's called borderline but let's

talk about these videos so this week you guys i had my directorial debut because this is all about me guys by the way it was on point you get that same word same word no i you know i i want to thank you guys for letting me have a part in this because i just it was so exciting and it was a part of the the industry that i'd never done before like i've done i've always been in front of the camera twiddling my twagger or whatever and i never have got to go behind the camera and actually help a vision come to life. And just hearing you guys as music, like I love it.

I played it for Monica. I played it, you know, everybody here has heard it and they just absolutely love it. Um, one of the videos that you guys did, you guys had literally tears, the entire fucking everybody,

literally everybody, even the men, the men were crying i never realized ryan our director was so emotional i mean i think this was heartbreaking it was a heartbreaking thing and and i think what is the name of the song broken wings and what is this song about recovery and mental illness and drug addiction and just like going but there's a deeper there's a deeper thing to it because so we came together when we were working on her uh album uh borderline originally she wanted it to show and this is how

she explained it to me basically each of her personalities through you know suffering through mental illness borderline personality so what's behind door number two? Yeah, exactly. Right. So each song was supposed to be representative of a different part of her personality. And they're all very valid. I've listened to all of them. They're exciting. A lot of things going on. But one of the parts was, you know, about the addiction, which of course I heavily related to. We get this track and we're discussing, you know, she she was like i have this one song that i wrote a long time ago when i was in my addiction and i don't know like i i don't i didn't really know how to use it and then um she sang it to me and i was like that that's great and then i had this one song that i'm getting chills right now talking about it um that i was like i was in this

sober living that i made these people bring me this piano that they were going to throw away. Is it Torn that you're talking about? No, this is Broken Wings. Oh, I gotcha. Because Torn is another one. Yeah. So I wrote this song. I was like breaking down and I like almost wasn't going to come through.

And I got this song and it was like, you know, do Broken Wings still fly? So we took her song that she had wrote when she was struggling with addiction, made that part the pre-chorus and took my song that I had wrote when she was struggling with addiction made that part the pre-chorus and took my song that i'd wrote when i was first in rehab and struggling with staying clean and made that the chorus and then we actually took part of one of the other songs and put it into the chorus yeah so it's like we wrote the verses together about the actual addiction and uh the serenity prayer is spoken throughout the bridge and it's just it's extremely visceral.

Dude, just watching, because I couldn't make it to the first part of the, I can't talk today. I couldn't make it to the first part of the video shoot. Just watching it through the vids that Mimi was sending me. I was just like, oh my God, I'm so fucking glad I'm not there. I was like, I do not want to fucking cry today. All the girls. I was like surprised do not want to fucking cry today all the girls are like i was like surprised that it was uh touching people like that because the songs are already very powerful but then when they see it with people and then we're yeah yeah no i can't

wait i can't wait for everybody to hear the song and the visuals yeah not today was a fun one i'm so excited for that one too yeah that and too. And there's another completely different personality. Just the fun, manic, cutesy, like that's when I'm in my like, what is it, hypomania? Yeah. That's the best, isn't it? When you're like, when you're really functional but you're not fully manic.

Yeah, and you're like, I'm just having a good time. I'm cured. I'm not ill anymore. I think this is it. You know what I mean? Like at this time. But yeah, that's the not today. And it's really just like. Do you take medication for your. I refuse. No.

Okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I tried. And she tried and I watched. I was like. It was bad. I was literally like, I'm going to watch what you do. But I'm telling you, like everyone that's gone on medication has told me they feel like

a zombie. And part of being crazy is part of who I am. Yeah. And I felt like. And I watched her. watched her beautiful the first week she was doing she's like dude this is amazing it's changing my life and i was like i feel normal i was like two weeks later i spun out into the worst depression i'd ever been in my life i couldn't get off the couch for like six months i've had so many doctors try to press blah god i cannot talk today i've had so many doctors try to prescribe me shit and i am the the same way. I'm like, I'll find a vitamin.

I'll snort vitamins. I'll shove them up my ass. I'll do whatever I have to do to fucking make myself better. Because I've never heard anybody ever say, God, that fucking antidepressant made me feel so good. I've never heard anybody say that. I've had maybe one person where I heard they really changed their life. And then most, probably 90% of people I talked to were like, oh, yeah, it makes you feel like a zombie.

You don't want to have sex. You gain weight. You do this. I'm like, that doesn't sound good at all. I think that it can make people fit better into this world. And I think people that are labeled with mental illness are here to change the world. They see a little bit differently. And it makes you a little less emotional, a little more able to function.

And there's nothing wrong with that, by all means. You know what I mean? If it's something that helps, I fully agree. I support whatever helps anybody. Absolutely. For me, not a function. Yeah, totally. What's up, guys?

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it's just so catchy i came home from the video shoot and bug's best friend was sitting at the dinner table doesn't even know you guys from a hole in the wall was singing the hook really i was like yes i was like just from an instagram story so you know in my head i'm like i don't see how anyone could not like that song yeah it's one of those things i'm not even a pop poppy type person but i'm like dude this song i love this thing i put it on i feel like pop is like kind of putting it in a box because it's like it is poppy but it's also like kind of gangster too at the same time like it's got a little bit of edge to it you know right yeah um and then what was the other one oh bury yourself

how fun was that one that's that that's my my wrath that's the side of me that's uh that's the crazy bitch side it's like motherfucker didn't even cheat on you but you're like you're just waiting just wait you're pretty much telling him just do it yeah you're like do you're just waiting. Just wait. You're pretty much telling him, just do it. Yeah, you're like, do it. I dare you. I dare you. We had a lot of fun with that one because in the video, Kaylee makes a guy dig his own grave, pretty much. That was your idea, by the way. So don't look at me.

She's like, you should have a guy dig his own grave. She makes him dig his own grave. Listen, I'm just here to listen to the music and tell you guys what I see whenever I hear the music. You should see the text read. She's like, there's rose petals falling from the sky. We're like, yeah, bitch. Keep talking.

It looks so pretty. It looks so good. It looks so pretty. She sees it all. And honestly, the video is so much like, and we didn't realize it until that day, it's so much like American Horror Story Coven. Yeah. And I never have seen American Horror Story Coven.

It was literally the same thing. It was such a vibe. And that's the thing is so many people love that it was so funny somebody messaged me and said oh my god she looks so pretty with clothes on i was like is that really how our world is like it's it's insane yeah um it's hard to look at someone's face when they're completely naked yeah i mean i get it like you're like whoa well you got to look twice you're like is that that is her you know like I can't tell because her camel toe is not showing it's a beautiful camel toe by the way

it's very nice it has a pleasure pleasure being up close and personal in there so go check out my only fans there was another song that you wrote kind of a sensitive subject but it was the one about your dad. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

What's this one called? We don't really have a full name for it yet because what was it? The other side. On the other side. The other side. Jelly's featured on this one also. Jelly's featured on a couple, right?

Jelly's on that one. He's on Bang Bang. And then we're trying to write one called Paper Tiger. There's a poem I wrote called Paper Tiger. I love the words to that one. And he really liked. He's real poetic like me too. So he's like, oh, like, I love that. I love that term. Yeah. Like basically the woman that's only soft for you kind of thing. She's hard to the world. But like you, she shows you were soft underbelly because she trusts you. Yeah. I mean, absolutely.

So we have a charge. Yeah. Yes. We haven't really gotten to that one fully yet but yeah the the one about our dads because he lost his dad too yes um that one uh yeah that was rough that was crazy wow we were on the she actually wrote the whole verse of that song because i couldn't i was literally like what did he call you when you were little and i was like i don't remember i was i was like trying not to deal with it you know what i mean like and then like then i had to then i had to recite it so it was like but i mean so it was rough and then of course jelly like i i started bawling in the booth with you guys everyone outside yeah and then like i'm like i can't do this and jelly comes in with like a tissue and he's like please keep going he's like i don't want to seem like a dick or anything that goes into that my husband is not empathic yeah no he

was like he just saw a little Scrooge McDuck eyes. Yeah. But he's like, she's crying. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He's like,

please just keep doing it. Just keep the cameras rolling, whatever you do. I thought it was really beautiful to see though, because not a lot of people get to see the artists making the album. They only get to see what's done, you know? So I think like the next album you guys shoot,

we should definitely have cameras rolling so that they can catch a behind the scenes of you guys because not everybody gets to go into that artistic process and they don't know the blood sweat and tears that is literally poured into every fucking song yeah that song she would go in the booth and listen the i'm not laughing that is so rude she would i'm just i'm it's like you know thinking about it so it's yeah um so she would go into the booth and literally like the track would be going and it would just be completely silent and you would just hear her start sniffling you know and i that shit broke my heart i was like oh my god and like i would run in there and like hug her and stuff like that but i was like don't

touch me when i like this yeah that was exactly what i was getting to because you're so much like me like it's like when when we're crying we just want to be left alone it's like yeah exactly i can't stop i don't cry often so when i do it's like real blood i don't want to feel yeah so you know seeing that i feel like everybody needs to see that needs to know that because all they like i said people see us on the internet and they just see pretty girls they think that we don't have any fucking emotions and there are a lot of girls on the internet who don't you know like fair typically i don't but that's the thing and you're right you're right but um yeah like there's a few things

that are sensitive for me literally like three subjects right you know what i mean and those subjects like i can't talk and extend about i can talk for a minute and then i'm like all right you know what i mean like you lost your dad can you talk about who your dad was a little bit so people can um he played uh bane in the original batman and robin uh he was so he was like an actor but he was also a wrestler and he was also a career criminal um he was a jack of all trades yeah um so i mean that's the thing that's he's just like me right he was one of those people that's like i'm gonna do that do that now. And people are like, you can't do that. You've been in prison a bunch of times. You're doing this.

You're a criminal. No, I'm going to do that now. He was a bull rider also, but when he was a smaller man, before he was big. When he wanted to do something, he just did it. I love that mentality. And people would always be like, oh, that's a pipe dream. You can't do that. But before you know it, we're going out to California.

He's like, I'm going to be an actor. And they're like you know we're going out to california he's like i'm gonna be an actor and they're like yeah good luck everyone's an actor in california he went out there and he sure enough run became fucking red carpet within a few years you know he's but bulletproof he was uh with damon wayans and adam sandler uh bane batman and robin like it was you know what i mean like he just he just didn't give a fuck and then you lost him how old were you i was turning 12 yeah so that's a a deep wound that you carry with you every day too yeah i mean but at the same time it's kind of one of those things where like if it didn't happen that way i don't know you know what i mean like what would it be like you know right i probably wouldn't be so rad like i'm and strong you know what I mean?

Not narcissism at all. No. I'm just kidding. I'm totally kidding. That's my dealing with it. Coping mechanism. Coping mechanism there. I totally get it.

I just want people to understand, you know, why you were hurting so bad, why you were in the booth because, you know, they didn't know. Oh, yeah. I mean, being young and just. Yeah. And just having to revisit it and just pain that you haven't opened up or tapped into and i mean i don't i don't typically deal with pain right part of where you know like i say narcissism i'm not like that no like mean narcissist who like is like trying to hurt i'm

actually trying to get better so like i i just they when they say that about me it's more about like that's i cope with things by like my insecurities my issues by joking and walling it off not not being and I have a problem with empathy yeah but it's you know it's not like oh I don't care about I actually when I can relate to something right oh my god like if I see someone going through some shit I went through yeah all of a sudden it's like I'm looking at me right but if I see you going through some shit I've never seen I'm like I don't know what the fuck that feels like right you know what I mean so So like the empathy thing is hard for me, but my therapist said, you know, empathy is a learned behavior.

Where did you learn it? Right. Well, my dad killed people and my mom was a 19 year old stripper at the time. Where do you learn empathy? Right. You know what I mean? Yeah. Where do you learn to like care for others?

Same. My dad was a musician. My mom was a stripper. So it's like. It's weird. Nobody taught me empathy and I have all of it. Well, no, but this is the thing with kata has a very she's very sensitive right she's very feeling but empathy you do lack

empathy when you're feeling call me out when she feels when she's triggered just like any like it's a borderline trait when you're triggered your your pain over overshadows anything that anyone i'm borderline because once i get pissed or i get triggered i think that's normal i don't know if that's typically people don't get triggered to that extent right like but that's that's the thing everybody i and the reality is the only thing the way things get better to me is like when when people kind of look at it yeah you know that's one thing that we're both good at is looking at yeah you know looking at your shit absolutely yeah it's terrible you're like i'm gonna work again oh dude moving to nashville i literally had to do that with myself because in vegas you can there's an escape you literally go to a bar to have dinner every night you drink so you don't have to fucking you know think about

your problems i moved out here fucking got sober and literally had to fucking re-meet myself and figure things out. And there's levels. There's levels to success, right? So when you enter into a new level in your life, you have to become the person that deserves that life. And what parts of you do you have to leave behind in order to resonate on that vibration? Right. And so it's hard though. It's hard to bring yourself into that space but if you can be empowered by that and know that if you can change you then you can change the outcome yeah then you're in control you know what i mean it really is up to you absolutely is that what you

guys think the message of your album the album that's dropping is is pretty much like everything that we've touched base on here today yeah i mean i think it's the phoenix drive home yeah exactly like we are embracing like every part of you yeah every part of you second you know and there's like there's also going to be like a sexy song you know what i mean which one is sexuality involved you know which one is it taste yeah yeah yeah we haven't we've recorded it it's done we just haven't done a video for it, which we need to make it up. It's highly inappropriate. It's wonderful.

We even got some vibes from like the WAP song when it came out. There was like some little things, like little odes to that. I'd have to hear it again so that we can start brainstorming on that. Because you guys are coming back in November, right? To shoot. We got to shoot Bang Bang. And then the one. Which one?

The other one with Jay? The dad one. The dad one. The other side one. Probably Taste. I mean i don't know it's he loves that song yeah no i know he does yeah which was shocking no jay jay was like he was not he was like this is the first time that i yeah i was saying you want to take take take and he goes no this is a sex song you want to taste and i go we both looked at him and i was like this motherfucker yeah no but it's real it makes sense because if i would have heard take i would have probably thought the same thing too and i think it's just perfect yeah well i'm really excited to go on this adventure with you guys and what do you guys where do you guys see yourself a year from now loving you 2021 2021 what is that going to bring us from you guys hopefully i what do you want to manifest

let's manifest it right now we're manifesting let's go on tour yeah i'm serious out of here just like being in one changing changing lives and you will you guys will you guys are going to reach a whole different audience with this definitely just like just i i would be down with just like a nice just following of people that just fuck with me heavy like i don't need to be superstar yeah what i mean like i i'm cool in fact i'm kind of afraid of that yeah um i just want like just loyal you'll have that you'll get that your music speaks for itself so once people hear this i didn't even want to be an artist yeah um because yeah i mean but it seemed to be the only way that i could get it heard was to you know you're like a little baby genius in the studio genius yeah like the way you come up with melodies and your words and stuff like that like that's a real talent dude like

no i don't take any credit for it the only credit that i take for it is the is the willingness to write it down. I honestly don't. I think I'm just an open channel to something bigger, honestly. I don't think it's me. Yeah. You know, Beyonce said that, actually. She said that when she gets in the studio that something else takes over her. It's not her that writes the music. It'll come fully written at times. So I don't think my brain's that cool. It was on a lot of drugs at one point. So I mean, a little fried. But yeah, sometimes it'll just, the whole thing will show up.

Sometimes it comes in pieces. Sometimes it all shows up at once. But that kind of lets me know that it's, there's definitely something higher involved. It's not. I love it. Yeah. What else? Tour.

That's what I want to do. I think it would be great. Me, Riley Rabbit and I are talking about putting together this like whole like girl tour type thing, podcast, music and stuff like that. I think it would be fun

for all of us to hit the road for like, you know, just like five or six dates a month, I think would be so fun. Just go travel like New York,

Cali, where you guys are from, fucking, we'll hit Vegas. Just do like major cities and just go in and sell tickets and just start building

our brands you know yeah i think it'll be fun i'm i'm gonna be like you're not fucking going on tour every time i tell him i want to go on tour he's like you're not going on tour you're going on tour with me bitch i'm like i want to tour too um are you guys gonna make more albums more music yeah yes just constant content just where i mean we're constantly going i think we got a little knocked off our feet during the covid thing yeah because we're just kind of like well yeah what do we do you know what i mean like but then we came back to it when um i mean it kind of like it came back to us yeah it came back to us i guess that's kind of how it

happened i mean you know this whole This mission has a plan for us Yeah It's just wherever the wind will take us Yeah Well why don't you shout out where everybody can find you at on your socials I am Viking.Barbie If you don't know already

And yeah I have My personal Kaylee underscore Swenson And I also have a YouTube Viking Barbie music. Yay. And you want to shout out your nudies? Oh, yeah. And I'm a whore.

Do you ever want to see her naked? She's a part-time hooker like us. We're all part-time hookers over here. I'm an internet whore. Yeah. I have sex with so many different guys and they're all the same penis somehow. Dude, I love it. I love it i love it um but yeah and uh it's nudies yeah nudies or vikingbarbie.com yeah vikingbarbie.com yay and then what about

you kata shout them out baby oh my um insta queens is i am k-e-t-a-m-u-S-I-K. So it's Kata Music with a K at the end. And then my YouTube is Kata, K-E-T-A-L-O-R-E-N. Yay. I love you guys so much. I have OnlyFans too, so. Yeah. Shout it out. OnlyFans. Forward slash.

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butthole and little pink nipples she has really pretty i love her coloring her coloring is so pretty like it's just what i got going like yeah pink just so pretty like bitch go away because i'm extremely white i am too but i still got a little cinnamon roll yeah listen i'm brazilian so i gotta battle the darkness i love you guys so much i'm so excited to go on this adventure with you guys and i can't wait to see where you guys are gonna go with this and just remember us little people whenever you guys make it really big okay you're coming with i love you guys make it really big. You're coming with. I love you guys so much.

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