Dumb Blonde - Amie Balesky: Spirits and Afterlife

Episode Date: October 25, 2023

Bunnie welcomes psychic medium and social media star Amie Balesky to the show for a mind-blowing conversation on spirits, the afterlife, and connecting with the outer realm. Amie shares how she realized her gifts, and how she overcame several illnesses and hardships that made her a more empathetic and compassionate spirit worker. Amie connects with clients all over the world for readings. She shares her tips for realizing your own psychic gifts, provides more insight into the Aaron Carter session, and discusses how she lured in her husband through street tacos and champagne. Watch Full Episodes & More:www.dumbblondeunrated.comAmie: TikTok | Website See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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And here we are. What's up, you sexy motherfuckers? Welcome to another episode of Dumb Blonde. Today, I have TikTok's spiritual advisor, Amy Bolesky. How are you doing, baby? Did I pronounce it right? Yeah, you did. You did absolutely.

How are you doing, baby? I am wonderful. How are you? I'm good. I'm so happy to have you here. Me too. Thank you. It's been a year.

Dude, it's been a long time in the making. I know. It has since last October. Yeah. Our schedules have been just fucking insane. I know. Everybody's. You are busy.

All the time. Literally. All the time. Talking to dead people every day. Teaching classes. teaching people how to talk to dead people as well. What is our class of teaching people how to talk? Can, can anybody talk to dead people? Anybody can really, you don't have to be born with a gift. Well, no, because you are spirit inside of a meat sack, right? So it's just getting back to what you are and you have to figure that out because in our normal daily life, nobody teaches you how to do it. And after that what do they do they teach you it's scary or they teach you

it's bad right you know and so it's about teaching you how to like ground yourself and feel the environment and the earth and spirit and everything around you that's insane because i always thought that you had to have a gift the gift or a gift i mean it it's there are things that kind of like supercharge it right there are things like if of like supercharge it. Right. There are things like if you have a near death experience. Right. Or certain signs like Scorpio or a lot of cancer, a lot of Pisces and stuff like that. Or if you've had a lot of like trauma or tragedy or anything like that, it can kind of like kickstart that. Why? Because you're you are more sensitive. Right. You're more into your feelings. You're more into feeling your environment it's essentially what it is that's crazy my so growing up i found out because i've always had a thing like a sixth sense yes always seen spirits and always like you can feel it in people yeah no always and um i found out before my mom passed away that i have a i come from a long line of white trash witches from kentucky there you go yeah i was like, she's like, we all had gifts. I'm like, no wonder you guys are all drug addicts. Like literally. Did you know most mediums

and people that do this, what do you see? They smoke cigarettes because they calm their anxiety or they drink a lot of alcohol or they do drugs because it almost every, you can feel everything. Like even the lights that you have on here right now are very jarring personally i mean i know nobody really likes them right but like it's like an umpteenth degree at the same thing and so when you're walking around you're feeling everybody's feelings and emotions in the room or like all everything's vibration you just kind of have to like try to mute that that's why i'm sober yeah well so i that makes a lot of sense because i'll walk into grocery stores and i can't handle the lighting like I just told her before when you were in the bathroom, I was like, these lights are just

killing me. Like I can't see, like it's really brutal. But there's some people like him that it doesn't bother. Yeah. No, it's crazy. When I was a drug addict, my drug of choice was Xanax because downer. Yes. Cause I have, I'm just riddled with anxiety.

So I was always like seeing shit. And ever since I was a kid. Did you know your anxiety also means that you are more tapped in the spirit, right? And you're probably feeling around. And also because you're dealing in music and, um, I mean, even think about the music that, that your husband, that jelly does, right. It's a lot of very high emotion, right. And so that in itself is a vibration and you know, all the friends that were around him, all the things that he did, there's all these certain vibrations that come with it that essentially you feel and it can make you feel uncomfortable and you don't even realize it. Yeah. Well, I realize it now and we'll get, we'll get into that, but I want to find out,

let's bring it all the way back to your childhood. Okay. So where'd you grow up? Uh, Houston, Texas. Oh, you're from Houston too. I'm from Houston. That's amazing. i think you did tell me that but what area what area in houston uh around buffalo speedway oh you're over there okay yeah i'm down in uh like the rich people yeah no no no yeah down baybrook nasa area rich people you didn't even have to say it but i was i was thug nasty though i grew up i went to school and pass a get down dina oh shit yes because that's only where they had orchestra wow I was an orchestra nerd and so I grew up in like by the bay but then I was on transfer to that school so that's how I learned Spanish I love that that's amazing as a child did you always have this gift of knowing and like there's a couple weird stories ago that first off

um you know when you're a kid you naturally have this gift right that's why you see you know people that aren't really there you're like oh my god i saw my grandfather well you do anyways but i had cancer when i was five i lost my right kidney part of my intestines and part of my liver from it and that was my first near-death experience um and then after that i started seeing and experiencing spirit and i can remember this is like one of the earliest vivid moments is I remember being in the grocery store Randall's. I'm sure you remember the name Randall's.

And I was in there with my sister and my mom. And I was sitting on the bottom of the cart as a kid, like huddled on down. And my sister's on top. And I remember we were stopping. And my mom was looking at like noodles or something. And on the other side was the coffee aisle. And I was looking at a woman. And I remember looking at her her and I could hear her thoughts. And I was like, she's going to get that one. And she grabbed it. Like she put the one back and I looked up and I remember,

I think it was about six. And I remember asking my sister, my mom, can, is this, can you do that? And they were like, no, what do you mean? And I was like, oh, this is on, you know? And then it just kind of like continuously progressed from there. So your gift was being able to read people's thoughts. You didn't see spirits or did you see spirits? Oh, see spirits at the same time. Yeah. So, but remember it's about an intention. You're feeling an intention.

You're feeling a thought, a feeling, an emotion. Now, whether I read her thought, I don't believe it was her thought. What it is, is that we all have spirits around us, right? And you always have your higher self. I mean, and even something that you want, that you love, right? That is, you know, you're going after it. So you can feel that vibration of what they're going to pick, essentially. And so whenever you're

reading for somebody, you're not reading their thoughts, you're reading their higher vibration or their higher self. Going through cancer at such a young age, you talk about it so casually. Yeah. Well, I mean, because, I mean, what else so casually yeah well i mean because i mean what else are you gonna do right you know what else you're gonna do you're a bad bitch yeah yeah exactly yeah i'm a bad bitch exactly no i mean i had i she's like we don't show emotions over here exactly we do we do but i cried enough and and and i'm not back there right i'm not back in that time and if i hadn't had that should happen to me i wouldn't be here where i am now that's that's profound we need to clip that because that's actually really a lot of people need to hear that. I'm not back there because there's so many people who deal with trauma and all they keep doing is repeating it on a loop.

And that's a cycle. Now this is the whole thing. My favorite phrase is, you know, uh, you need to live in the present moment. You need to live in now. Why? If you have a lot of anxiety, it's because you're living in the future. If you have a lot of depression, it's because you're living in the past. Well, I'm sorry, honey, life doesn't happen back then or in the future. It's right now. Yes. And that has been my biggest lesson this year, actually, because I realized that too. And I've never been a depressed human. I only dealt with a depression after I had a miscarriage in 2020. I'm sorry about that. It's okay. I get that. And, um, but I've always had anxiety and i was always like i've got to stop future tripping and it's helped me tremendously because to try to be in the present moment because

i'm like i don't want to worry about what's going to happen fucking 10 minutes from now like i just want to enjoy who i'm with what i'm doing yeah you know so now my anxiety only flares up like if i get like super stressed out like the shit with my dad yeah oh i know and that's that's natural do you want to know how to be in the present moment i would love to you're ready yeah okay do it okay so focus just right now focus on what the mic looks like i'm just kidding there you go grab it and lick it no no just focus on what the mic look like looks like okay and then take a deep breath in breathe out just focus on that not on anything else that's going around you boom you're in the present moment it's grounding yeah yeah that's what i did last night i was having a panic attack

on the way to the hospital and yeah i leaned forward into the vents and i was just like what can i look at so i had my water my trusty fucking water bottle you guys need to sponsor me mount they mountain valley spring water they do they're everywhere literally boom they're literally they're littered everywhere in our fucking bus um and i just focused on my bottle and i just did my my breathing and stuff like that good job thank you so much so let's rewind it back to your childhood okay so you went through the cancer thing you were you started realizing that you had you know this gift at a young age your mom and your sister weren't tapped into theirs no at all no they were just hanging out in their meat suits yeah yeah everybody goes oh my god did you have people that were um you know mediums in your line so so everybody said no no no no no

right and that wasn't a thing and we didn't realize until i was probably about 17 when we got this fun little diary from my dad's grandmother over in russia anyways we're russian jews so um they my aunt uh i guess you'd say decoded essentially or like changed it in english right and we found out that she was called a white witch wow yes but this was back in 1888 yeah so it that is the only sign that we have from that wow that's it i feel like it was so prominent back in the day i feel like everybody now it's starting to be like a cool thing to be a witch nowadays but for a while there it was very hush hush and a lot of witches like stevie nicks she's been a witch for a long fucking time but couldn't talk about it no still doesn't talk about it she's an og but yeah it's like i feel like it was so hush hush back then and that's

when it was like prominent well correct do you know why though because we didn't have as much stuff to do so we had that time to focus and calm down and breathe and feel and realize you're connected everything so take me keep taking me on this journey of your childhood. Oh, journey on journey. Okay. So five years old, had cancer, had fun, um, had, I mean, that was it, right? Had fun. You can only deal with it with sarcasm.

So, um, had chemotherapy for two years. Uh, yeah. Lost the whole hair thing. I mean, the whole nine yards. I was actually going to break. That's such a young age. That's a lot of trauma. Yeah, it was.

It was. But, um, I, I made it, I made of trauma yeah it was it was but um i i made it i made it through and right and it was good um then my best friend ended up getting it that at the same time we're actually in the hospital at the same time oh my god um and then crazy oh i know he ended up dying from it oh my god and so he has kind of like been around me for forever it's weird you just kind of like see things experience maybe he was one of your spirit guides that just came to visit. That was probably one of the things. And, you know, I guess until about 10, it's all just kind of normal after that. I don't, I mean, there was, I don't really recall a whole lot.

And it wasn't until I was around 11 when I started having those things where, you know, you talk about it and then it happens, right? Or you have these things where you think about a person and they show up. That happens to me all the time now. Ask Mimi. It's crazy. I predict so much shit that goes down. Because we're all in line with it.

Or I literally will say, I want this and it happens. Yeah. Do you know what that is? Manifestation. Absolutely. So do you know how it works? Well, I mean, I just say I want shit and it fucking happens. But I believe it.

Yes. And that's what I tell everybody. I'm like, before I even had a hit podcast, Mimi and I first started I was like I'm going to have my own radio show I'm going to be the female Howard Stern I'm gonna you know which with that trajectory is kind of curved a little bit because of the whole me too movement yeah you know yes yeah absolutely the Howard Stern isn't who I aspire to be but it's like I'm gonna have my own radio show I'm gonna get millions of downloads I'm gonna chart it all happens and I really believed it do you know it's belief and it's because your heart aligned with it,

your soul aligned with it. And then the universe reflected it back to you. Yeah, no, it's amazing. Yeah. I like it. Yeah. That's how it works. That's how this works. That's how you work. That's how he works. Yeah. You know, all of it. We're all here because of that. So back to childhood then I didn't really have, as I can recall, not a lot of crazy things happening. And I mean, in the midst of all of this, you know, cancer, blah, blah, blah. We didn't know I had this, but I used to walk around and my kneecaps would dislocate and my hips would dislocate. And I just thought it was weird. And I was never able to be in sports or anything like that. And getting to be about 16, I had my second near death experiences. And then I started really channeling for like people at my school, people in my it causes swelling in the brain. Right. And so anyways, I went into the hospital, coded, you know, stayed there for four or five days, came out and I just began channeling for people.

And I grew up in Pasadena. So what was there a lot of? There was a lot of shootings. Right. There's a lot of people dying, car wrecks, you know, all these crazy things. Yep. Gangs. And so.

Where my sister lives. Yeah. Oh, see. Yeah. You get it. And so I would go around and I would read for the families or I would read for the teachers who lost their family yeah like 16 17 18 were you charging people or no I was just doing it I was just doing it for free because I didn't understand

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everything's okay you beat's okay. You beat the meningitis. I beat the meningitis. Graduated from school. Did you stay in school? Yep. Graduated from high school, went to college, finished my associates, met a guy, my first husband, got married to him, told him what I did. He told me it was evil. I was going to say, how is it dating people being a spiritual advisor, psychic medium? Well, we happen to have somebody right over here that can tell you all about it. We'll get to him soon. But like, does it freak dudes out?

Are they like, no, bitch, I do not want to deal with this. Okay. So that I was back then, you know, I didn't fully know it. I was doing it, but they didn't really get it either. Right. And when I would do it, I wouldn't do it with them in the room because it's, it's kind of, you know, you do it with your client, right? That sounds weird when I say that, but anyway, you know what I'm saying? I've done it with clients. I've done it. I know, right? Me. I know. I know. So I would tell them and they'd be like, oh, okay, cool. You

know, you're like a 17 year old boy, whatever. Um, but my ex-husband, he grew up, he was a half African-American and half Thai. And so they grew up in a very Southern Baptist Louisiana family. And so they would tell me I was going to go to hell for it. And I'm like, how can you do this and go to hell if it's the next thing that God, like it just never made sense to me. If it's all about love and that's what it is, why are we putting the fear into it? Yeah, exactly. And it's helping people and it's helping me too at the same time.

I feel like Jesus kind of was like that in a way jesus was that jesus jesus was a higher uh uh came into a body was god came into a body everybody's god that's in a body okay even you that's why we create anyways so he came into a body he started aligning himself with light and realizing what it was realizing what all this stuff was and then pontius pilate was like hey i want you to be a part of like this Roman thing and I want you to love Zeus and he was like no I'm not and then the Jews were like hey I need you to do it this way you're making us run out of money right because everybody starts moving on with the whole Jesus thing and they said we just gotta nix them and that's what they you know that's what they did it's kind of like what the government does to people now absolutely oh yeah oh that's a whole yeah there's a whole nother podcast I know that's a whole, yeah. That's a whole nother podcast. I know. That's a whole, oh, I can, we can talk about that. That's a whole nother area. But, um,

you know, I met him and he really didn't care for it, but at that time he ended up going to the air force and, um, I, yeah. And I moved with him and, um, I became kind of like the resident air force medium. So I would go and i would read for everybody and anyways in the meantime i ended up having my kid and um and then i ended up starting to have a lot of issues it's okay it's okay a lot of issues and i didn't know why what kind of issues oh And I didn't know why. What kind of issues? Oh, bad ones. Like my vagina falling out of my body.

Oh. Like bad. Like bad. And this is after you gave birth? Oh, after I had a kid. Like, have you ever sneezed and your asshole falls out? Like, that's a whole nother thing. Okay.

I can't wait for those times in life. Oh, just wait. Oh. I can't wait. Are there any diaper? I had to make you laugh. Yes. Are there any fucking diaper sponsors?

Because I'm going to manifest a diaper sponsorship. I know. Please, Jess. No, you put on a glove and you shove it back in. Anyways, like these crazy things. And so I started going to doctors. And they were like, oh, you're too young for all this. You're like 23.

So I started doing all this research. And I was like, I started thinking. I was like, why is it that my kneecaps pop out? Why is it that I have this crazy stretchy skin? Why is it that all of my joints bend backwards? Right. This doesn't make any sense. Why is it that all this stuff is happening to me?

And I ended up being my own advocate. You have to be. Uh-huh. I ended up being my own advocate and I wrote everything down and I went to my primary care manager after like three years. And I said, look, bitch, this is this is what's going on. Pay attention, lady. That's exactly that was it.

And I said, we need to get me to a geneticist. And so a year later after that, they diagnosed me with a thing called Ehlers-Danlos syndrome. It's a connective tissue disorder. And so it's slower. One more time. Oh, Ehlers-Danlos syndrome. It's a connective tissue disorder. So you lack the gene that creates mitochondria.

So you have a mitochondria defect so all of your genes that create collagen don't work so you're born with collagen but it can never reconstitute itself effectively and so that means that all of your connective tissue including your organs your veins your bones everything is essentially like rubber and it falls apart like very easily um and it's super super um tender and so anyways when i found that out i had um 26 surgeries to save my life in like the next five years what kind of surgeries do they got everything so this segues in so i had i ended up not being able to breathe very well. Like a thing with like autonomic nervous system where I just couldn't catch my breath.

I started getting really dizzy. I was having these insane headaches my entire life. I couldn't figure out why my eyes would bulge out of my head. It was terrible. And I was like, oh, it's just headaches. Well, I ended up finding out because of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, I have a thing called chiari malformation so it's where your head squeezes your brain and your brain essentially gets pooped down into your neck and so it it kills your brainstem essentially and so you lose uh the ability to walk you lose the ability to breathe and if they don't

do surgery then you essentially die like that's it and so i got to a point where i couldn't walk anymore and i was in a wheelchair so i was in a wheelchair for about two and a half years because um and you have the calf i got out of a speeding ticket that way oh it was very old talk about that but i have a tube up my pussy that's exactly what it was i was like i gotta pee they're like ma'am you're going fast i'm like i know and i showed him my calf i was like i can't go anywhere this whole thing but, but yeah, I ended up going in and I, it was my birthday gift to myself was brain surgery to have that fixed when I was 26. And so I went in two days after my birthday, hashtag Scorpios. And, um, yeah, two days after

my birthday, I had the surgery and, um, it went well or They essentially take like a golf ball size of your skull away and they put a patch there and they lift everything up and they take out your first and second vertebrae. So if you notice that I'm like turning, that's why, because it's hard for me to turn my neck. So do you have like a soft spot back there? Oh yeah. Yeah. I'll show you the whole thing. Yeah.

It's all open back here. I broke my C1 vertebrae. That's crazy that they just take those out. Yeah. Uh-huh. The first one. Yeah. And they like, they fuse it. That's crazy that they just take those out. Yeah. The first one. Yeah. And they like, they, they fuse it.

That's a dangerous surgery. Yeah. It's like not one for the faint of heart. You could have never walked again. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. Or, or like been alive because of all the pressure. And so everything goes great.

And because of my illness, what I have, my tissues don't heal properly. So they take like two or three times longer. So I told my neurosurgeon, I said, I I mean anytime you go in for a surgery you have to say look guys I have this we got to take special precaution and they go okay cool right um this guy didn't so a week later he took out my stitches and I went I drove this happened in Alabama and my parents took me back to Houston so I could heal because it's going to be like a eight week healing thing and so I'm laying in bed and I'm just getting sicker and sicker like I can't see and I've never had brain surgery before yeah you don't know you're like okay you're in pain maybe you have nausea whatever you don't

know like your brain's adjusting yeah your brain's and that's we called them they're like oh you're gonna be okay it's fine blah blah anyways so three weeks later my, it was during the holidays and it was their first day back. My mom's a teacher. Hashtag teachers. My mom went back to school and I'm laying in our guest bedroom and I'm asleep and I wake up and I remember like being very dazed. It almost felt like this, like, like you can't really see anything, you know? And I was like, oh, and I was like, wow, why am I wet?

This doesn't make any sense and so I get up and I look and all of my pillow and all of my back and all of my shirt is wet and my brain incision had opened up and with every heartbeat I had CSF fluid gushing out of my head oh my god it was so terrifying the first thing I did was call an ambulance and they were like we won't be able to get you to the hospital quick enough like there was gonna be 45 minutes that's that's what they said we'll be there in 45 minutes you have to go down like they were i called my doctor they wanted me to go downtown houston we lived like i said in the east side of town they said it was gonna take too long i called my mom she rushed home they wrapped me up in a robe they throw me in the car my poor 80 year

old father and like we're driving down there and i just remember looking out the window like with my face like okay this is great and like everything's kind of like shutting down and we get in there and they roll me in and i remember just sitting there and i'm freezing why because i have this crazy infection and i told the doctors i was like please don't send me home and they bring me to the back and everybody rushes in and they couldn't give me any medicine because my blood pressure and everything was so low. And they go, okay, we're going to have to turn you to the side and put this tube in your spine to get out this infection. You can't have any lidocaine or anything. And as they do that, the stress I'm laying on my side. Here's the like heartbeat monitor over here, right?

I'm laying on my side. They do that. I can feel the pain and everything shocks. And it starts going down and it starts going down and it starts going down. And I'm watching my heartbeat and my pulse go down from like 120 down to 40, down to 30. This is the weird thing. While I'm laying there watching this i hear everybody screaming coding coding coding and then all of a sudden my vision goes like this it's not looking

at that it's looking down above yeah i've heard that about from so many people and i didn't hear anything it was quiet was it peaceful oh my god this is so weird i might cry for this one it was so weird you're looking down you're seeing all this you you look at your body and the only thing i could think of was i hope my mom knows that i love her and i remember going out and seeing what book she was reading it was a nicholas sparks book because they're not going to go out there and tell her, right, that her daughter's dying, right? And so I remember seeing the little swing set on the front of it. And I remember feeling just fucking bliss.

It was so great. And then I wake up and I'd been in a coma for two weeks. Wow. And I woke up and I have all this crap all over me and they were like oh my god are you okay and I'm just opening my eyes you know like completely plastered and it was just it was insane and then after that I was in there for another two months um and after that I remember getting out of that hospital it was very interesting because my room that I was in

for two months there was a window but there was a window that faced the brick wall so you're in this room for two months it's very interesting right here right now yeah it's very triggering and um i remember getting in the car and going on the way home and i was sitting in the car and i remember having so much compassion for everything i was like oh my god mr hobo you are one like the grass was like hyper oh my God, Mr. Hobo, you are one. Like the grass was like hyper green. The sky was high. Everything was just so intense and beautiful. And at that point, like just shit started getting really weird after that. Like, I mean, all the other ones were just like nothing compared to this thing.

And I, I mean, I read fucking everybody. I read everybody and it just kept going and it still hasn't stopped. So that was, do you think that he keeps saving you for a reason? Uh, I mean, I'm here with you right now, right? Yeah. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. I, I think that there, this is your journey.

This is your mission. Oh yeah. This is my journey. This is my mission. So you asked me, you're like, oh, you went through cancer, you know, and you just kind of glaze over that. Well, because it's been much more crazy after that right like this was the the big thing and and after that I showed appreciation I showed love I mean I see how

everything comes in alignment um I see how anything that you want including that thing sitting over there came into my alignment I mean you everything I mean you can have anything you want absolutely if you just put your mind to it you you know, that's so heavy. I can't believe you've been through all that and you're still just so upbeat and positive. A lot of people would let that, you know, life's too short to be shitty. Derail them. Yeah, absolutely. It is. So you wake up out of this thing, you start reading for everybody. Do you stay in the marriage? Were you, he was, um, he was hanging out with the babysitter while I was having brain surgery. Let's just say that.

I ended up finding that out. Got home like six months later. And I looked at him. I was like, this isn't for us. Like nothing aligned. And so I left him with my son and a bag of clothes. I left our house, our three car. I mean, our two cars, everything.

And I moved back to Houston. And I was still in a wheelchair by the way when I came back okay because I still had multiple surgeries to to finish up with like my abs ripping I mean you name it there's just a ton of stuff but um I left and I remember getting back home to Houston and I said I don't know how I'm gonna do it but I'm gonna be something and that was what six years ago and you were ready you were just is it. I'm going to change the trajectory of my life and just use it for good. Higher purpose. Absolutely.

And now we're here. Yeah. So you get back, you're single. Yeah. On Tinder. I wasn't on Tinder. I was at a really nice steakhouse bars. Let's just say that.

What were you doing? Nothing really nice. You were staking out the selection of meat. Yes, yes exactly you're looking for that prime grade a cut yes absolutely all the sergios all of them yeah no i i got back um and i decided i got a job as um i was doing my mediumship but i got a job as the uh god we general manager for a really, really big day spa. And I met a lot of really cool women there that kind of like were having their own business. And we kind of all got together and just had a really good time. I love that.

People underestimate having a big camaraderie of women. Yeah. When you have women that you guys can support each other, it's such a good feeling. Well, yeah. You guys can talk shit together. You guys can build together. Yes. It's just like a family well it is well and it's when you i guess you say it's hard for like

people like you and me right because you tend to be i don't want to say this in a bad way but you tend to be the alpha right kind of in a way and so it's hard to find women that are also in that yeah and so i'm surrounded by all the women i know and so when you find them you just click and you stay together and um and yeah so i i got back i was doing my mediumship um i was working there it was wonderful and then i started dating and i did like 26 people in six months and um it was great speed dating yeah very well i speed date i mean they didn't have to know about each other right it was a whole thing yes it was always just like looking for love in all the wrong places or you were just like you know what dude i just almost died i just got out of a marriage i am

ready to just fucking let this new stitched up vagina fucking get to work that that nobody knew i had a baby nobody knew and and also all we do they just stitch it all up yeah they do yeah so what they do it's called a seal i believe it's called a celiac coloplexy and so what they do is i had these words so smart and like just like it's nothing i have to be very educated on these things right otherwise i die but um i had i had a hysterectomy um a full hysterectomy and then um that happened that actually had happened about two or three times and then all of my abs because my connective tissue disorder they ripped open and so they had to do all mesh anyways the whole thing so I was looking good I essentially had a tummy tuck right myself with everything else

and um I was going out and I was trying to find somebody that like I loved and I was like and I actually didn't I knew what love was for a parent child I knew what love was for my kid I knew what love was for a friend but I didn't think that love for another human being like a romantic relationship healthy yeah healthy was really truly out there and so I guess I was on a quest to find that which is crazy because your parents are still together right oh yeah yeah well they were he's dead now but but yeah they were they were together for 40 years wow for a very very long time which is really cool but I mean at the same time they were also an old school relationship you know if he they were 20 years apart. And if he said, Kathy jump, she would say yes. Right.

Right. It wasn't always reciprocated. It was that old 1935, like type of thing. So, um, but I wanted something like more, I wouldn't like a teammate. And, uh, so I started dating all these people and I mean, everything from, um, doctors, geneticists to, um, lawyers to, you know, the person that was the bar person, right? Like all of these. And one day I just got tired of it. And I sat down. Doctors and lawyers are not easy to date. I've had them as clients and they're the, lawyers are the worst clients ever. Yes, yes they are. Yeah, they are. They think way too much. And they don't want to argue about everything. Everything's a rebuttal.

Everything. All the time. I know. I'm right there with you. And I remember sitting back in my apartment and I was like, why am I doing i doing this i go i need to sit here and just figure out you know what am i doing and so i decided that i would just be me and my cat alone and crazy cat lady yeah and not just me and him for the rest of my life yep exactly well i mean dogs are too much work especially when you're working all the time you know know? I love my chaw. Oh, I know. Everybody loves him. And so I go through and I start writing down the names of each one of these people. And I started thinking, like, what did I like in them that I was trying to find within myself? And so I wrote down everything that I liked about each one that I couldn't find in myself.

Your self-reflection is amazing. Yeah, it was hardcore. And so I thought, you know, the lawyer, what did I like? Well, I liked that he was smart, that he wrote books. I liked that he was fun. I liked that he didn't have to worry about money. I liked that he was confident. But yet he couldn't have a conversation, right? And he was kind of boring and he was a little childish.

Why did I like the bar guy? Well, I mean, he was great. He was fun. We would dance country music in the living room at 3 o'clock in the morning. So that was great. But he was also a chronic alcoholic and he had gotten like 70 WIs and he was great. He was fun. We would dance country music in the living room at three o'clock in the morning. So that was great. But he was also a chronic alcoholic and he had gotten like 70 WIs and he was going to jail all the time. Like that's not, yeah, it's stupid.

So there's all these different things. So I said, you know what? I'm just going to be this for myself and we'll see. So I decided to be a celibate lesbian with my cat for like the next nine months, essentially. Yeah. So I did that that you have a very extreme personality it's like one or the other it is it's one or the other well it's very Scorpio of you absolutely yeah absolutely and so I decided to be a celibate lesbian and uh that's when that

thing showed up hold on let's not brush over the lesbian oh no no I was I've never I've never done that I had a lot of friends that were lesbians but I've never been a lesbian ever ever ever oh what did you say you decided to be a celibate what as a celibate lesbian that just means that. I had a lot of friends that were lesbians, but I've never been a lesbian. Ever, ever, ever. Oh, what did you say? You decided to be a celibate what? A celibate lesbian. That just means that I'm not going to date any men at all. Oh, OK. I was like, we're not brushing over the lesbian part. No, no, no.

I never have. No, but I did tell him. I said, if it happens that him and I don't work out, I will be that. Just going to go over the deep. No, I say that to everyone. Well, no, I don't. I could never be a lesbian.

I love penetration too much. But I do say if Jay and I don't work out, I'm going to have like 26-year-old cabana boys. Yes say if jay and i don't work out i'm gonna have like 26 year old cabana boys yes that's it there's no emotional attachment don't care just come and bang me and leave that and leave exactly no it's just gonna be me and my dog so you decided to be a crazy cat lady lesbian uh-huh and just by myself yeah by yourself and how'd that work out it worked out great i didn't have any worries i I didn't have, you know, any problems, any issues, but it was boring. Right. And, you know, I was reading and I love that.

And I had all these friends and I had all these clients and it was great, but it was boring. And I said, you know what? I really want a partner. And so it just happened to be that my best friend at the time, her name's Julia. She wanted to start dating again. And she says, Amy, you're really good with words. And I go, yeah.

She goes, I need you to make a Tinder profile for me. And I go me and I go okay she goes but the thing is you have to make one for you too and I go honey I go I don't need to make a tinder profile I can just go down the street like maybe go to pick up somebody right it doesn't matter and she said no Amy do it and so I made one for her wrote out this big thing all these pictures pictures. And then on mine, I put one picture and I said, I like street tacos and champagne. That was it. And anyways, I ended up getting sick again, like a month later. I never looked at it. I didn't want to have any.

I got sick again. And I ended up going. Got sick again with? So because of like the cooter falling out and the booty falling out and stuff like that, it left me with some things like you get bladder infections very easily. And then because I only have one kidney and all that was falling out, you can't feel it. And so it leads to kidney infections. And so I didn't realize I'd had a kidney infection for about a month. And I went septic and they found me in the elevator at work

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It's just going to be it. And there was one guy with one picture and he said, hey, and he said, I like street tacos and long walks on the beach. And that was it. And so I messaged him. And and that's my husband. Yeah. Yeah.

And that's my husband. What's his name? Yeah. Oh, his name is Chris. Hi, Chris. Say hey. Chris is here. Yeah. And then they're so cute. Let me tell you guys, whenever I came in, he's like reminding her to do things. that's my husband what's hubby's name yeah oh his name is chris hi chris say hey yeah and then they're so cute let me tell you guys whenever i came in he's like reminding her to do things like

you guys are like you're yin and yang for each other he's my little he's my little taurus aries yeah yeah and i'm his little scorpio libra and and the other thing is that i would not have sex with him on the first date because i was said i have a lot of aries in me and so i like to go in and like dominate and say haha and and then like walk away, right? Essentially, like I did that. And I told him, I go, he comes up and he kissed me on my forehead. And he was like, do you want to come inside? I'm like, no, no, I can't.

He goes, why not? I said, because if I have sex with you, I'll never talk to you again. And so we did it. We didn't do it. But for three dates, we went on three dates. And then finally I banged him. You put in the work. Uh-huh. You had long game. He did. We didn't do it. But for three dates, we went on three dates. And then finally, I banged him. You put in the work. Uh-huh.

You had long game. He did. I did have long game. And that came with three condoms in my pocket. Stop. He did. He did. He said, I came with condoms in my pocket.

But I wanted to see if he would hang out with me and do all my weird little things. And so we went out to dinner. And then I took him bowling. I wanted to see if he'd go bowling with me. And then I took him downtown Houston. We had cheesecake at 2 o'clock in the morning. And then I took him home. You I wouldn't see if he'd go bowling with me and then I took him downtown Houston we had cheesecake at two o'clock in the morning and then I took him home

you were looking for the romance yeah I was in it for the romance and you deserve that yeah because you had already gone through your ho phase and stuff oh my god

even though he showed up with condoms absolutely he still was romancing I was on Tinder for whatever reason bunny can I I mean usually men are on Tinder I was on a very conventional

we know why men are on Tinder. It's not because you guys are looking for love. I know. No. Can I tell you one of my most terrible things? Yes, please. So it was, and I don't care. I like to be very raw.

I tell everybody this on live anyways. It doesn't matter. So there was this one time when, when was it? Oh yeah, I was going in and I was having this major surgery to put back my stomach together. Right. And they were essentially what they were going to do is they said that they would have to take out my abs. And because of all the stuff, they'd have to take out my intestines.

Like they talked about how they would do it. Right. The whole thing. And I'm sitting there like. Right. Rearranging your body. Oh, the whole thing. And so I lived before every surgery i essentially went yolo okay you

only live once because you didn't know if it was gonna come back like bad shit would happen and so there's this one time before what i think was one of my last surgeries that all of my old high school friends we all went up met up we all went to a country bar and um i did cocaine and rotable nice it was just i would sorry and it was just like i'm going out with a bang yeah that was it that that was it and i was like oh my god what are you doing what are you doing eight balls to the face many times yes yes and so they were like amy i'm like oh my god we gotta do it like you're only gonna live once and then that was it i can't somebody who has had brain surgery like here here's a line i can never do that yes no I know I know I know

I know but that was a choice that was a choice it wasn't a whole line it was just it was a little bit like in the bathroom on a credit card I love it I know at least you didn't do the pinky nail I used to just always do the pinky nail because yeah I know I get it I get it but yeah we're and then that's how I started talking to dead people so you're married now yeah and three years yeah let's talk about when you first got on tiktok because as tiktok kind of changed the yeah the your whole like situation my whole life yeah I didn't want to say life because I mean you've lived a full fucking life yeah yeah there's a lot you've been through a lot of shit um when you first got on tiktok you were doing cooking videos yeah so because i've been

i've known of you for a while yeah so i i first um i love to cook i'm a musician i love playing i would create creating anything creative right because it's all from the soul right and um so i was on there and i didn't see anybody doing cooking videos at that point so i said you know what i'm gonna cook my interesting recipes that i do because technically I'm like half Mexican right because I grew up in Pasadena all of my boy's friends were from Mexico and I only ate Mexican food like or and I sang and played in a praise and worship team that all my nieces and nephews are Mexican because my sister lives in Pasadena yes yeah that's exactly so Tengo La Camisa Negra was like my you know main theme song but um but I didn't see anybody making it and so I started

making food and I started getting a following while I'm still doing my mediumship and um it was probably like a year into it and I had this essentially like a knowing and it said you need to go and talk to people about this and I was like right now yeah I mean that's essentially what it was I was like I was like why you know there's this thing of like you need to go talk to people I was like no because what do I do you come out you say hey I'm gonna talk I talk to dead people how do you think people react they either call you stupid they tell you you're idiotic they tell you it's wrong they tell you they want something from you yes or they want something from you yeah one or the other and so

it was more like you know signing something away something away saying, okay, except all these, right. And so I made a video in October of 2019. And I said, Hey, I also do this. And I will share with you everything that I've learned. And boom. And then from that point, I was just cooking medium, cooking medium, cooking medium. And then two years ago, it got to a point where I was doing brand deals. I was doing all of my sessions. I was doing all my meditations. I mean, you name it. I was cooking. I was winning cooking competitions. And with my chronic illness, I was dying, like dying because I'm working seven days a week, you know, 20 hour days, getting four hours of sleep. And I looked at my husband and I thought, I'm just going to say,

prayed, prayed long and hard. And I said, said what should I do should I stay with this or should I do with this and everything just said go with the mediumship just drop not drop cooking and I did and um I read the spirit of Aaron Carter in January I mean and I'm hanging out with NSYNC now I I, I, I. So crazy. Yeah. Yeah. So apparently I made the right choice. Yeah. Right. Absolutely. No, you're like always booked out. Like people you I've watched you explode over the past like year and a half. It's gotten crazy. And I think it's because, um, it's raw, right. And it's real. And you're honest with people. Yeah. You know, and I think you're, I think teaching them too, as another way another way of them like because a lot of people don't want to give away their secrets so for you to like want to teach people too i think that intrigues people because everybody

wants to yeah you know know how to see spirits i know well i don't because i see them all the time i know i don't want to i don't even want to deal with it i'm like one of those people who pushes it away yeah like i don't want to deal with it well i mean but this is the whole thing too. If you're pushing it away, it's going to try to hit you harder. So when I went through a really tough time, um, probably I'd say like last year, maybe a year before that I was seeing, like, I've always seen ghosts and shit since I was little spirits, black energy, a lot of black energy is always around me for some reason. And, um, finally last year I just got to the point where I was so tired of just being scared of it. But I was like, come on.

Like, I don't care. I was just like, just you're welcome here anytime. Just leave me alone. And I don't see him anymore. Ever since I just gave into that and was just like, I don't care anymore. I don't care that you're fucking floating over here. I don't care that you're over here. Do you know why?

Because you don't have fear. Yeah. Fear is the lowest vibration they do the lower vibration feeds off of fear why do you think um people keep pushing fear in the media fear and everything because if they keep you low you know you never truly know what you are right you're never really living the light so if somebody were to do a class with you like what is like essentially an overview of a session with you to learn how to start reading stuff like that? Okay. So I do my classes, right?

So I have my thing right now. It's called introduction to channeling course. And then I have my advanced course. You have to take the introduction one. And essentially I have these people that are coming in and, you know, they have been experiencing things. They're seeing the synchronicities they they are um understanding that there's more to this right they see how it all kind of like goes together collectively and so you're coming in and you're trying to teach them um how to open up their senses because um that's number one what you have to do so like one of the things that i would do first off is i don't have my syllabus in front of me right now is i I would say, okay, I want you to go and, you know, sit in your bedroom, sit in your bedroom quietly and just

feel what it feels like. What do I mean by feel? Like if we sit here quietly, this room has a certain feel about it. Okay. And I want you to compare it to how does the room at your house feel? Like you can put your mind there. How does it feel? Well, this room feels different than that room, right? Well, what is that? That's spirit. That's you feeling the energy around it, okay? So you do that. Then I want you to go to a busy grocery store. What does that feel like?

I want you to go to a cemetery. What does that feel like? I want you to feel the differences, okay? I want you to go back to your bedroom. I want you to start thinking of your dead grandmother. I want you to call her in. And then I want you to feel your room, right? Well, you will feel that it's different. Okay. Because she's there. It'll almost be like, there's not an emptiness anymore. Do spirits always come if you call them? Yes, absolutely.

Why? Every time? Yes. And it's always them or is it, could it be another person? No, I mean, I mean, there's spirits around you all the time, but remember your thoughts, your feelings, your emotions, even your words are all energy and and we're connected see the words that I'm using right now it's the it's the best way I can describe something that's non-physical so please just just go with it so we're all connected um by what I can understand so far is like a web okay when you get in a connection with somebody like when I get in connection with him or with you whatever it may be um their thoughts their feelings their emotions or their um ones you can kind of like feel them right so maybe he's um in another room and he has this big want of like wanting a dr pepper and then all of a sudden i think oh my god i should go get dr peppers for us right so i

bring it back and he goes oh i had no idea yeah i was just thinking about that that's the web because you're connected just like the other day right i sent you that you know i you and i had that phone conversation and then all of a sudden i get in my car i'm going to the mall and there's a car in front of me with a license plate bunny yeah how weird right that's not weird that's because it was brought into that so anyway so spirits use that line to connect because whether you have a physical body or not that is still there that connection is love and so when you think about them that essentially like tings that vibration like hitting a guitar string and they show up right and remember i want you to think about how

the spirit world is so it's you here okay the spirit world is all around okay so then they can just interject interject interject interject um and so that's how they work yeah that's how they work when you read aaron carter for those of you guys who don't follow amy on tiktok which you should yeah when you connected with him can we talk about that yeah yeah of course about that how did that go so of course i don't like to know anything about anybody right right like and the whole thing is when you go into a session obviously i knew who i was going to channel right right and so i was family authorized it right oh yeah well i was reading his sister yeah his sister and Nick. And so, um, or sister at first. And so I go in there and I start calling them forward. What do I do? I just sit there quietly. I get in the moment

and I start saying, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, come here, come here, come here. And you can feel that there's a difference in the room. Now on that feeling, how they feel, that depends on where, where they're at in the spirit world. Okay. And what do I mean by that? The spirit world is from the best way I can explain a non-physical place to a physical reality is it's almost like a really tall apartment building. Okay. Everybody's in the apartment building, but not everybody's on the same floor. Okay. But everybody knows that everybody lives in this apartment building, but not everybody's talking to everybody okay one american horror story hotel yes yes yes over there in l.a absolutely and so when you call in you know each floor feels different there's high vibration let's talk about

jesus god mary all that stuff and then there's very very low which is essentially like where hitler would go something like that consider hell yes consider hell. Yes. Hell. Exactly. So is there a purgatory? Yes, absolutely. So I go through and I feel him. And the first thing that I feel is somebody, I get visions in my head and it's like somebody walking around smoking a cigarette, um, anxiety. Where would they be? Lower. Yeah. Yeah. Why? Why? So for me, I have found a pattern that when spirits are in the middle vibration it's because they've either um either they're waiting because they got murdered like something happened and they're trying to like help the family because the middle vibration is where we're at too we are in the middle vibration okay why is that because we have the choice to do good or we have

the choice to do bad okay so we're here in the middle um and so that's also why most of these we're going to go back to aaron too but that's why most of these things when you talk about ghosts or i felt really sad or i think my boyfriend that unalived himself is around me it's because yes he is because he's in this vibration with you um the that purgatory area that middle vibration from when i get visions of it it's like here but everything's gray like there's no color that's the best way i can describe it and there's anxiety a lot of people are smoking uh they walk around bottles of booze it's a whole thing it's very middle thing and so he shows up and he's there and i look at angel and i was like i said i think he's in the middle vibration she goes well we don't really know how he died yet you know

obviously they knew the bathtub right but um i keep going and i keep channeling him and he talks about um drowning he talks about drowning. He talks about drowning and he keeps saying, it's my fault. It's my fault. And he shows me drugs. And I said, do we know if he passed of, you know, this or this? She goes, well, we're not sure yet. Right. Because the whole autopsy hadn't come out yet.

And so I go, it's weird. I said, I think there's something involved with drowning. It's almost like he takes something. He has like the seizure or something. And then he drowns. and she goes, oh, okay. And he's talking to her. He's trying to connect with her. She's in a state of grief because it's only one month after her poor brother died. He's trying to come through and help because that's what they do in order to move up to a higher vibration. They help you. They become your guide. That's what they do. Okay. Anyways, we'll get into that in a second. And so flash forward it was an amazing session we had a lot of closure we had a lot of clarity

and flash month three three months later she sends me the autopsy report he drowned and it was from huffing this and taking too much xanax and he essentially had this seizure wow and i didn't know that was his cause of death i did know he drowned but i didn't know that was his cause of death i did know he drowned but i didn't know that it was that he had a seizure well it goes into because of how when you do this it when you huff the stuff it causes that reaction in your brain right with everything else it was xanax oh yeah so it adds that and so poor bunny and he he felt so bad he felt so bad for what he did but he was in a good space he was okay and he was a very tormented soul he was he was a very tormented soul but he was so sweet and um he

shows up in my life a lot yeah and um i'll show you that actually while we're here so just so you can see so there are times where aaron carter will show up with me in my bathroom um and i will this is a real thing. You would think he would stay away from bathtubs. Yeah, no, and that may be a reason why he does. But no, he shows up with me in my bathroom. And when I message his sister, she is actively doing something for him when that happens.

Every single time he shows up, he plays the I Want Candy song in my head. And I text her, I'll like get out of the shower and I'll text her I'll say um you know what is up with this so here I have all these different things hang on let me show you real does this ever trip you out when shit like this happens are you used to it now yeah yeah he's like we're used to it now so this was back on July 17th um I sent her uh I was learning about AIDS and the AIDS epidemic and turns out I ended up channeling two people that day with AIDS anyways very interesting everything happens for a reason I said I'm learning about AIDS and the AIDS epidemic. And turns out I ended up channeling two people that day with AIDS.

Anyways, very interesting. Everything happens for a reason. I said, I'm learning about the new things with Ehlers-Danlos syndrome and AIDS. I said, I look, I said,

looked up what popped up on YouTube. It was a video of Aaron Carter. And I said, watch what they say about Leslie, her sister. And they were talking about that. I said, that means something is going on today with you.

And she says, Amy, I'm digging up old photos of my family they specifically requested some of Leslie for an interview that I'm doing she's sitting at the table wow yeah that's crazy okay that's part of that web that you're talking about that's the web that's the web and I said I was like oh my god oh my god she goes I'm doing a big interview for people magazine okay and then we talk about nervousness of it then right after that I get on my discord I have a I have a big family of discord people that follow me on there we have almost 2,000 people on there and the first thing I open it up and the first thing that says is Amy Boleski has Aaron reached out to you

recently no yeah it was at that exact same time he's talking to you yeah it happens at least once a month and i have it all documented it's all documented he just feels safe with you probably he does well and it's interesting so their birthday is december 7th my ex-husband is december 7th like so this like december 7th vibe like comes into play somehow too mine's november 7th but that's the web i'm talking about okay and that's how spirits come through. So real quick question when people pass and they are, cause let's go into that a little bit. When people pass and they're in the lower vibration, they can work their way up. Yeah. Yeah. You're not. So, so many people go, Oh my God, are they stuck? Are they stuck? No. Right. Nobody's stuck. Nobody's ever stuck. And

there's a lot of times when I see people are in this middle vibration, whether they, can we say suicide or we're going to do unalive? No,alive no you can i can't okay whether they passed up suicide um or a drug overdose or got murdered um and we can talk about all the different types and then how they feel because there's probably gonna be a lot of people watching this that i mean especially with the fentanyl stuff going all around right now crazy oh it's insane that's a whole nother thing but um when when they cross over um they can move up and a lot of times if it's like the drug overdose, like fentanyl, and it was the first time they weren't a drug addict or anything like that, they just go up to the light.

Like, that's it. They go up to a higher vibration. But if they had been doing it and, like, they took away from their family or themselves, they weren't being the light, they weren't being in the best version of themselves, and they kept doing it, and then they passed away, right? They let themselves become that lower emotional state. Then that's where they go, right?

And so when they get over there, what they have to do is they have to help the people that they hurt the most. So they help their kid. They help their mom. So karma, it's like leaping. It is karma. And they hang around with people and they'll show them all the signs. I mean, everything, anything that you want.

All you have to do is ask them for help. That's all you have to do. You have to allow them into your space and you have to ask them for it. That's crazy. But I think that's comforting for some people to know that as well. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. And then with people that, do you want to get creepy?

Yes. Can I tell you a couple creepy stories and i'll talk people really like me when i talk about hell too for some reason like that's and i don't know why i think it's because everybody's fucking scared of it yeah it well it's scary like a morbid curiosity it is scary i don't know today i was getting ready and i was like oh i should talk to the story or tell bunny about the story so let me tell you about one of them so um this is about the middle vibration so there was this one time that i was reading this girl, this woman, and she was sitting down. Remember, all of my things are online.

So all of my sessions are online. And so she's sitting down. She has her phone right here. And all I can see is that she has tile behind her. That's it. And she's wanting to channel this woman named Jenna. And I begin bringing her forward and channeling Jenna. And it's weird because I begin to feel the coldness of the tile on my back

and I was like odd I said I think she's in this room with you and she goes like laughs about it a second and so I keep calling her it's like Jenna what's up what's up what's up and then she shows me this flash of essentially um but blood everywhere uh coming from certain locations like wrists and stuff like that and then she shows me the same color tile where she's at and i go did she pass in this bathroom and she was like yeah i said did she you know commit suicide and she goes yeah she did she goes i'm sitting in the spot where i found her wow and i go oh okay and so her spirit is still in that area and so she's trying to like come up to her wife and tell her how much she loves her and tell her how much she misses her and she's trying to have this connection and she's going through and she's talking about their basset

hound dog like she's in that house with them and i tell her all these things and she's like, I see her all the time in here. I see her all the time. I'm like, because they're there. They're helping you until they move up. And so, yeah, that was very, very interesting. How long does it take for somebody to be able to move up? Okay, so time doesn't exist in the afterlife. Who's got a teenager?

We do. And guess what? She is ridiculously hard to keep track of. And if I didn't have life 360 on my phone I would never know where this kid is the entire family and I have life 360 and my husband actually uses it more than I do he knows where everybody is at every time which I think is so funny but I'm telling you right now life 360 if you have a teen especially one that's newly licensed you want to know how many miles per hour they're driving. You want to know how long it took them to get from point A to point B.

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and asking them where they are. I gotta admit, I was super iffy about the family having each other's locations in the beginning because I just felt like it was kind of a breach of privacy, but I'm telling you right now, peace of mind is priceless and knowing that our daughter is okay at all times means so much to me. Knowing that my husband made it to another city when he's on tour, them being able to check on me and know where I'm at. If my battery is low on my phone, they tell me to charge it. If they're missing me, they send me a little I love you message. Like it's the cutest app and I absolutely love Life360. I never want to live life without it.

Family proof your family with life 360 visit life360.com or download the app today and use code bunny b-u-n-n-i-e to get 15 off that's life360.com code bunny b-u-n-n-i-e so it's just whenever yeah so who decides that they could move up yourself wow yourself so it's like she has to let go she has to watch she's done yeah you have to find your light you have to god we got to work through trauma in this life and in the next one well yeah i mean but if you if you what kind of is that yeah i know i know but it's like if you if you don't and that's that's the whole thing we're here we're learning we're understanding you know what is love you know and

all that stuff and so if you kind of like flake out on it you know you're still gonna have to go learn got a second chance yeah so start doing the the fucking work now shadow work now bitches yes yes absolutely absolutely all the shadow work now the whole thing this is gonna get a little creepy okay so i'm sorry and for people that have had this happen to them i have been um a person that has has been sexually assaulted so I understand this and so this is all about sexual assault so trigger warning okay so I had I will forever remember this it was November 7th it was my birthday two years ago me and my husband traveled over to Natchez Mississippi and I had to have sessions that day okay and so I'm in this old I love old creepy homes and so I go and I rented an old creepy home and I'm in there and I'm in this old, I love old creepy homes. And so I go and I rented an old creepy home.

And I'm in there and I'm having sessions. And I'm having sessions with this one woman. And she wanted to channel two people. And I think the gentleman's name was like Geraldo or something like that. Just it was a G name. I can't remember. It was something Italian. And so I go through and I begin channeling him.

And whenever I start channeling, I always feel around in the area that we're at right now and then I go up I couldn't feel anything I didn't feel him and I was like weird and then all of a sudden I smelled booze and I was like okay that's a little bit lower and then I start hearing like that's what it sounds like in my head and I'm like there's a guy here he's kind of like laughing i said he may be an alcoholic she goes he was and then all i hear is heavy like if somebody has black dress shoes on with really heavy heels men dress shoes like walking on a wood floor click click click and i get a vision of this guy and he has this black slick back hair and he has this white um button-up t-shirt not button-up shirt that he has like

undone you can see the sweat on him and he has this these black long trousers but he makes my vision go to like his crotch area and so he's walking around i mean so get this but everything is like black around him so it's like if there'd be a spotlight on him and then he shows me this image of him really quickly putting his hand like over a girl a little girl with her about right here and he was like and the bitch liked it and she still does oh my god and i look and you could feel that this little girl was my client oh my god how do you say that so i looked at her i go i think your dad is in i said this is your dad right she goes yeah i said i think your dad is in a really bad spot she goes he should be i said i have a question for her. I said, did he

like sexually assault you? She goes, yeah, until I was 18. Oh my God. Every day, me and my sister until I was 18. And I said, and he smoked cigarettes. She goes, yeah, he smoked and drank all the time. And he goes, yeah. And I never got caught for it. And he starts laughing like, ha ha ha. Right. And so I asked her, I said, got caught for it. And he starts laughing like, ha, ha, ha, right? And so I asked her, I said, why does he keep laughing about not getting caught for it? She goes, me and my sister, about 10 years ago, we got together. We got enough proof. We were, I think they were like 22 or 23, and we got him in jail.

And she goes, the day before he was sentenced, he hung himself. Oh, my gosh. He never got caught. And he's just still choosing to be a beach bag. So he's this narcissistic asshat that he didn't want anything to do with me at all. But he's in that lower state. And so spirits can choose to just be in hell if they want to be. Absolutely.

Yeah. Well, because he likes that. He likes the drinking. He likes the smoking. He likes the dominance. He likes that sexual. But you would think that he would pay for that after life. Well, he is paying for it when he's going to pay for it for forever there.

Yeah. Right? And then at some point, he will choose to move up. I feel like people like that shouldn't get a chance to choose to move up. I agree with you on that but that's also where we where we have to forgive right at the same time I know I know that's where we have to forgive but it's it's a it's an interesting journey and heaven is very light we know about that with Nan yeah and it's very light Nan yeah yeah she loves Jay yes light

and airy and fun and and so many people go oh my loved one is in heaven or they you know they passed up cancer or they had a really good life and they died why can't i feel them well because we're here in this middle area and we're not usually making our way up to here to heaven right that's why we only get little glimpses of them every so often or like something nice like a butterfly or like a really good song because that's heavenly yeah right because we're down here doing our work right now so before we go go, I wanted to ask you if, you know, I'm going through this situation with my dad. Yeah. Is there any way we can tap into that and kind of just read his energy right now or anything like that? A couple of times. Can you do that with the living too? Yeah. You can, yeah, you can feel

what you want to know. Yeah. I just want to know, like, what do we think is, you know, I don't want to say end result, but, you know, he seems to think he can fight this. And I'm just, I've already, when I first saw him, I gave him a couple of weeks. Yeah. But since my dad has seen me. When is he going on dialysis?

Well, he has cancer. Yeah. So he's refusing to do chemo uh so he wants to do all natural so he wants to do like immunotherapy and stuff like that which i'm flying him to nashville to start doing all of those alternative treatments good good good good good he just went into the hospital last night with a blood clot and pneumonia yeah so we're hoping that works out but you know i i touched my dad last night and I told them this earlier that I felt his skin and like, have you ever felt a dead person's skin? I felt my dad's. Yeah. And

that's exactly how it feels. And I just, I touched his legs and he's so tiny and I know like he used to be just this big, strong man. I know how you feel. Yeah. I know. I just kind of want to tap into it and just see if like, I don't know what I'm looking for. Maybe let let me tell you, I have sat around actually last night and this morning and I've thought and I felt and all they showed me for a little bit was weird. It was like, real. But see, I don't. He's not retaining fluid in his legs though right now right that's amazing that you said that is that a thing he was how his ankles were so swollen i actually have a picture of his ankles in my phone they were so swollen and they took him off this medicine and the swelling is going down good yeah good yeah they were showing like this morning and last night i was sitting there it was like if you had like, almost like a club foot type of thing. Yeah. That's exactly what it was. Yeah. With that. And that's why I was like, when is he going on

dialysis? Because I know that goes along with kidneys and stuff like that. Um, it, it doesn't feel like a positive thing. Right. Let's just say that too. Let's just say that. And you know, because you're connected to your dad, but I also, there's sometimes when spirits, they don't want to say three weeks, right? They don't want to say four weeks because that means we'll lose hope and we'll start living in the negative. Um, but for me, as I'm going into this, I mean, there's an ending coming up pretty quick and when I mean quick I mean it's like I would even say nine months but we'll see you know we'll see or it's going to be just this really big battle because it feels like this it feels like this lull yeah right like that yeah he's like decided that he wants to fight now i'm like you could have

told me this a year ago i know and i want him to fight and when he does now remember too everything everything can be um different it can change it depends on what path we want right and then we can kind of like bring stuff into alignment that's kind of where i'm at i'm like you know i i i'll be sad about it whenever it happens but right now even if it's to the point of delusion, I'm just going to let him do whatever he needs to do and what I can do to just try to make him better. Well, and that's what you do. And there also needs to be a point where you need to really think about

like the comfort of also end-of-life care, right? Like getting into that. Because I also find so many people, including my dad, like getting into that, because I also find so many people, including my dad, that even when, like there was not a chance in hell, right, he still wanted to fight, and yes, that's good, that's good, that's good, but there was no comfort in it, there was no, it was always still, no, it was always still in this fear base, you know, of I want to live, I want to live, I want to live, and so essentially ended up going out with that, and that i want to live i want to live i want to live and so essentially ended up going out with that that i want to live and i don't know the more i see it and i look at and experience it with spirits in my own family i don't know there's at some point where i would

just say you know i just want to lay down and watch tv for you know like two weeks and not really give a shit at the same time um but it just doesn't hold on I'm feeling go spend Christmas with him he's gonna he's gonna be with me in Nashville good

so yeah for sure spend Christmas with him yeah good well at least we'll make it to Christmas yeah it doesn't they

just showed me um a stocking so that's why I'm thinking Christmas will be I literally lost my mom last year and so I'm like can we just get past my mom's death date I know so when you say in Christmas I'm like okay cool I can do that I know like I keep having this fear that he's gonna die in November too and I'm gonna lose both my parents in fucking November. Yeah. For some reason. And it's so crazy because I told my husband all year, last year and today, or this year, I was like, I'm going to lose my dad.

Because you knew. Yeah. Do you know how you know that? I was like, something's going to happen to my dad. Like, I feel like this is, he's going to die next year. And then this year, I mean, I have text messages where I'm like, I'm worried because I just feel like my dad's going to die. do you know why you're doing that because you're mourning that person who you will become when you lose your father you we all of these things everything

is happening now we're just pulling that frame into focus and so you know that that frame is going to happen and you're feeling it because you're more sensitive to it. And so you're mourning getting to that frame. Yeah. That's it. And we had a rocky relationship, but he stole my pops, you know? But who cares? Let it go.

It's not back then. I have. As soon as I found out he was sick, I flew right to him. Yeah. And that's what you need to do. And so many people don't get that chance. So many people don't do it or they go, oh my God, I'm just so pissed at him. I hope he comes back and tells me sorry before he's dead shut up about that yeah stop it yeah go

and see your parents dude especially if it's that end of life yes exactly amy i'm so happy you came i love you i'm happy me too thank you for having me dude i want you to come back thank you i know i'll come back with you come back we can channel yeah we'll channel we'll do reading stuff like that i really just wanted people to get to know your story yeah well thank you yeah it's it's crazy there's so much more like there's so that's why I'm writing a book yeah yeah hi yeah it's a whole thing and like talk about spirits talk about spookies talk about I mean dog spirits I mean you name it channel feel um and then we could even I could teach you how to meditate and zone out how do you want to feel your aura yeah I would love to okay real quick okay you're ready okay everybody can probably do this if you

want to all right let's all do it everybody do it maybe you're doing it too all right here we go come on all right so this is what i want you to do so i want you to get your hands and i want you to kind of just like put them in front of you all right and i want you to put them about a half an inch apart okay i'm not good with inches unless it's a penis in front of me that's that's about six and a half you know so no so put them about uh about a half an inch apart from one another okay and then what i want y'all to do is i want you to focus and what do i mean put your attention and focus it in between those fingers okay so focus your attention in between your hands and your fingers and then move your eyes from the fingertips down to the base of your palm. Slowly.

And focus it all there. Just keep doing it back and forth. Bring all of your attention there. This is where being in the present right in that moment is key. All right. Now what I want you to do is after we're doing that, there's a lot of stuff going on in the background, but what I want you to do is... Three, six mafia right now.

Yeah. This is it, right? Yeah. It's usually better when I'm used to working in silence. Right. But what I want you to do is I want you to take your hands and I want you to slowly push them forward, like in on one another without touching them. Get as close as you can and then pull it back.

Oh, you can kind of see colors. Yeah. You can kind of see colors yeah you can kind of see colors you can see that also i want you to kind of bring it in and out almost like bounce it a little bit and you can feel the warmth the warmth and almost something like a magnet like the you know like when you're putting two magnets that don't like each other. Yep. So, and you can make that if you focus on it, it almost feels like a moist sponge. I hate that word. We love moist. Right. Moist. And so that is your energetic field. I love it. It's pretty strong. Yeah. That's your aura. And you

can get it to about two and a half, three inches. You know, it's not that big, but, but, um, that is all around you and so when you go up and you give somebody a hug and you say oh my god i can feel your energy you can so i hate hugging people yeah absolutely yes oh and then the literally i know and truly the last i mean people i like you know people just everybody right like i love to hug people i am are you being i know are you being howie mandel literally okay i'm on my way i mean i love howie mandel i'm on my way okay i would love the fuck up all the time if I could. Literally. I talk about my OCD online. I know. I know. I know. I've heard it before. I like it.

No, no. This is the other thing. I want you to think of this real quick. Okay. So remember, everything is energy, right? Everything is frequency. I want you to think about everything in this space, including your body, right? So what is your body? It is, you take it down to a cellular level, and all it is is protons, neutrons, electrons, and quibs, right? Which is light, which is energy, which is bouncing around. And then when you get into this space, you have all these other radio waves, right? You are a wave. Everything is energy.

No, that's why I always go to my bus because this is so much energy all the time so i always have to go there and kind of like decompress and shake it off a little bit that's exactly what it is so there you go yeah well amy tell everybody where they can find you shout out all your socials you're my gosh only fans so i well i wanted to you know they tried to get me on only fans a lot and my husband would not let me be on OnlyFans. Listen, you guys needed to get on there. I know. Slap some scans. Exactly.

Spirits and sexies. But no, no OnlyFans yet. But no, it's TikTok. And it's TheBalesky. T-H-E-B-A-L-E-S-K-Y. It's not Bailey Sky. No, Bailey Sky. I thought it was Bailey Sky.

Oh, you're OK. No, nobody thinks it's a Russian Jew name. And so TheBalesky, I'll tell you why it's that. And then on everything else, it's The Bolesky. You can even Google me. I am the only Bolesky in the United States. B-A-L-E-S-K-Y. And then my website is The Bolesky Experience.

And you can watch a lot of my sessions. I am now the most reviewed and highest rated medium in the United States. Let's go, baby. Which is kind of cool. That's what we're out of you. Thank you. Thank you. You really fucking just took fucking

your life and just yeah did the damn thing absolutely oh and the last thing so why is my name the balesky so my dad had seven daughters i was the youngest one and he never had a boy and so the balesky name died whenever obviously he died right and they came over from Russia they were slaughtered during World War II because they were Jewish you know and stuff like that and they fought and they um built up their life here they became fur traders they became very you know very wealthy after doing that and then dad was in the Air Force and so whenever um he passed away I said you know what I want to make the name live on and And so I trademarked it even in the United States. And so that's what it does live on. It does live on.

He's proud of you. Does your dad visit you? Oh yeah. Oh my God. More than often. He visits him. Really? Yeah.

It's a whole thing. So tell him, tell her, are you in tune? Oh, come on. Oh, come on.

Come on. He's like, this is your thing, honey. I don't go and fling it out there. I'm just present in my own immediate bubble. There's enough. There's enough going on in our house with just her.

Yeah, I could imagine. We all need to be reaching out. Yeah, no, he feels. He's like, give me a fucking break. I feel like she's present in my life and who's in the room and with her and the stories that she brings into it. But other than that, I don't reach out looking for any extra because i got enough going on yeah he essentially is my person i know thank you he's he's essentially the person that makes me not feel crazy because i'll go up to him and i'll i'll get these things and i go babe watch what happens this just happened

today watch i'm gonna have this later on right and he goes okay and then it does and so i can go back and go, Oh my God, you did say that. Right. Like he's, he's that person for me. I love that. You guys are cute too.

Thank you. I like him. We need more content with him. I know. I know. I want to, he won't come in. Do it.

You're fucking hilarious. He is. I know. I know. He, he shows up every so often. He shows up when it counts. Exactly.

I love it. Yay. That's what we're talking about I love you thank you so much I love you and you gotta promise me to come back next year I will wow we'll just make you our resident yeah we'll do it we'll do it we'll feel around we'll do it for everybody who do you have anybody like that lost okay only reason I'm saying this like Greg Greg uh like around me Greg no just somebody I don't know it's weird is there a greg in the room no okay their only reason i said that is because there was a name of greg that popped up on my

spirit box and then over here i drove by a building that said greg on it and then i saw a street that said greg yeah and there's another thing so there's something to do with greg greg I got fucking goosebumps. Greg. Hello, Greg. Shut up. Shut up. Shut up. Hello, Greg.

Dude, I got goosebumps. Oh, that's why I was feeling that for you. The brother. Yeah. Oh, my God. That's what I was feeling that for you the brother yeah oh oh my god that's what i was feeling oh i love it oh i was gonna tell you a man was around you earlier and i was like she's gonna think i'm weird i don't know if she knows what i do yet that's so amazing does he want to talk to her he just showed up to say hi oh my god oh there's so much stuff going on in the background hang on give me a second so yeah i saw that name over and over and over again came in on my spirit box and then i just thought three times on the way here and i was like there's a fucking greg with me like who is this amazing

at least it wasn't my mom my mom fucking wanted me to fucking take her on tour with us last time she fucking came through yes but do you see see do i just showed you how it works the connections and it's it's logical. It's fucking logical. Literally, we were just talking about that on the bus. And you were talking about it. I'm coming to see you. You're connected to me.

I'm the point of least resistance because I do this. And he's coming over to say hi to you. And who knows that you were going to be my person here, right? And hold on. Fucking Greg. OK, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait wait i don't have my notepad on me uh that's kind of like my your how you draw yeah yeah hold on see and that being loud normally i have my noise canceling headphones in hey no you're good it's three six mafia too so it's

like a seance right now well i mean it's the perfect place for us to be then yeah literally hold on yeah what oh there we go essentially it's just like how um how proud proud he is to like be your uncle proud he is to to do that like proud of what you're doing i think he's gonna accompany you on like your trips and stuff that are, like, coming up, too. So that's okay. What? I don't think he's as big of a cat person as your dad, though. Right?

Yeah. Uh-huh. Yeah. Uh-huh. He goes like this. I said, so she told me a story about the dad and, like, the cats. I said, do you have that soft heart, too? He's like, no, not nearly as much. I was like, oh, okay, cool.

See, all that happens in, like, a half of a second and what hold on hold on why am i closing my ears because i'm trying to think interesting why is christmas coming up so much odd i guess because it's coming up i need you to go back and like be with him like him. Like, are you going to? Can you do that? Yeah. What's up with that? Yeah. For, like, Christmas this year.

I know it's hard or something, but, like, it needs to happen. Shit. You're the freaking kidney one. That's you. Ding dong. Yeah, the dialysis that you picked up on. That's you. Oh.

That's crazy. Okay. I need you to go and be with him and he's talking about being there because he wants to be by his side and make sure that he's okay i don't i mean what sweet gray i know when i mean but they don't have like a person for the thing yet. Like, they haven't heard any word for the list of the kidney thing yet. Okay, sometimes they go, oh, my God, we haven't. It's going to be six months, though. Or, like, you know, that.

They're talking about, it's weird. It may come into play. But, like, the risk of infection is, like, that supersedes, like, everything. He's going to be there for him. I asked him, I said, is he going to cross over? It's like something like that. And he essentially told me like, shut the fuck up. So obviously we don't want to go.

I mean, I don't know. We don't want to go there yet. But yeah, just tell your dad he's around him. Got it. It's a big thing. Yeah. Okay. There you go.

Yep. Mini reading randomly. Yay. I love that. Told you. We love Greg. Isn't that random? That's wild, y'all. I love that. That was really cool. We love that. I love that. Told you. We love Greg. Isn't that random? That's wild, y'all.

I love that. That was really cool. We love that. I love spirits. They're so fun. And it's like today. All of our friends, if their dad's in the grave,

we're not going to get to fight. No, you're fine. Listen, my dad's got fucking two feet. I don't even know how he's still here. Two feet in the grave. I don't know how he's still here. Exactly. Mine's already dead.

They're just going to party together. And when we all hang out, they're going to be having a party. Literally. Can party literally can i cheers to all our dads yep cheers to dads wait can i tell you one more thing yeah so whenever you go and you cross over like i'm not saying it's happening i can't say it's happening but what ends up happening is remember that when you're born you come into this body and you have all these family coming around you to like help you as a baby come in. Like, I remember you're this large soul in this tiny little, you know, nugget of meat, right? So you're not actually a baby or this expansive universal thing. But anyways, whenever you go and you cross over, you have these spirits waiting for you to

love you and take you home as well. So you're never alone on either side. That's very heartwarming. Yeah. You labor in and you labor out and each side is met with love. Aw. There you go. We love that.

And on that note, before she starts reading any more shit. I know. I know. No more Gregs. We are out of here. I love you guys. Love you, Amy.

Thank you so much. I love you too. Thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of Dumb Blonde. We will see you guys next week. Bye. Bye. Bye.

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