Dumb Blonde - Ask, Tell, Confess: Divorce Pods & Hearthrobs

Episode Date: July 10, 2026

The gang is back with a brand-new Ask, Tell, Confess, and this episode is all about new beginnings, healing, and embracing the next chapter.Just days after surgery, Bunnie shares a life ...update, from her latest procedure to the exciting news that she's officially heading back to school at ASU for an online double major. And for everyone with something to say about her next chapter? She has a few thoughts of her own.She also opens up about taking down the viral divorce episode, explaining why protecting her peace became more important than chasing views and why she's no longer willing to let one painful chapter define her story.Watch Full Episodes & More: YouTubeSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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Starting point is 00:02:25 Welcome back to another ask tell. Confoss. What the fuck is a con false? Yeah. to laugh. What fucking action was that, bro? Oh my goodness. You guys, it hurts to laugh. I'm sorry, made her laugh literally all day yesterday too. She's like, maybe you were not the best baby. No, she was like, who sent you? I know. My bad. My bad guys. I know. I was like, she walked in. I'm like, what are you doing here? She's like, they made me come sit with you. And I'm like,
Starting point is 00:02:56 they took my cars. They fucking, well, nobody's letting me leave. Like, what is happening? It has been a crazy week, guys. Yeah. Crazy week. crazy weekend. Where do we start? I don't even. Are we starting? No, we're starting at the weekend. Nope, we're not starting with the weekend.
Starting point is 00:03:14 We will ease into that. But let's talk about me. Let's talk. Okay, so we need to address a couple headlines that are happening. Let's talk about me going to college. I got accepted into ASU. Congratulations. Listen, I see people online talking shit and I'm like,
Starting point is 00:03:38 how can you talk shit about a woman who wants to fucking better herself and get a fucking degree. Literally. You got to be a miserable human to not want to celebrate somebody fucking evolving and like trying to learn. That part. So just so you guys, so we're clear, I'm not going to the ASU campus. I'm going to do online. The amount of people that knew, they were like she's going to be over on said like street where I guess all the parties are. The frat.
Starting point is 00:04:04 Yeah. Oh, I mean, can we take a trip? No, but listen, I'm going to do online, but it's, I'm not going to tell you guys what I'm studying, but I'm doing a double major. And I don't see why the fuck not. Yeah. You know, like, I've got the time to do it now. And it's like I have the, the mental capacity to want to learn right now. So I'm going to do that. And like, I will, who, who doesn't want to get their fucking bachelor's degree in a couple things? Weird if you think that's weird. Like, yeah, why anyone would judge something like that is wild to me. I'm excited about it.
Starting point is 00:04:37 I don't think you guys realize how hard it was for me to get accepted into there. Somebody said, oh, ASU accepts everybody. Well, if they had to jump through the fucking hoops I did, they really wanted to be there because, I mean, you got to think, I fucking, I went to a little bit of college, but I literally pretty much got my GED after I dropped out of high school. So going back to college for me is a huge deal. Yeah. I mean, I've done like, you know, beauty school and stuff like that.
Starting point is 00:05:05 but I never got a major in anything. So I'm really excited to do that. And I'm really excited for this chapter of my life. Do we need to have like a schoolgirl photo shoot? A little cap and gown. Listen. Yeah, that's what I'm going to be. A little cabing gown.
Starting point is 00:05:20 Yeah, maybe when I graduate. But you know what's cool? I was looking up the other day is Pamela Anderson did her last playboy shoot when she was 48. I feel like people put a ceiling on women all the time for like. Like, well, you're, you're too old. You can't be sexy. I don't give a fuck.
Starting point is 00:05:41 Who fucking thinks that women can't be sexy? I will always break that stigma because I truly believe that sexy isn't about how you look. It's about how you feel on the inside. But it's also about how you make other people feel. Yeah. And if you want to get dolled up and you want to wear like lingerie and all that stuff and that makes you feel pretty, then I say fucking go for it, dude. Yeah, there's a whole category on the hub for it. So someone clearly finds it attractive.
Starting point is 00:06:05 Do we get the hub out here? I thought it was blocked. Yeah, I can't long. What? Yeah. That's what I'm saying. What is the category? Yeah.
Starting point is 00:06:13 Mulfs. Well, yeah. Yeah. That's what I'm saying, though. There wouldn't be a category for it if there wasn't a whole need for it. A whole niche for it. Yeah. I haven't been able to get on the hub in forever because they blocked it out here.
Starting point is 00:06:25 Oh, what are we on? How do you get on? You must have an account. Do you have an account? No. That's a file. I was asking you have an account. I have a husband.
Starting point is 00:06:34 I don't need that. right now but I was just asking. Because I know you can't get on the hub in some states without having an account, right? I don't know. No, I think it's location specific. Like certain states banned it. Banned the whole website. Tennessee's banned. California is not banned. New York's
Starting point is 00:06:51 not, or New York may be banned or not. But yeah, certain states don't allow it anymore. Yeah. Whoa. I missed the hub. I haven't been able to get on there in a long time. Maybe I need to, maybe I'll make a fucking account, you know? And can we address this really quick? everybody in my DMs is like, can you please make another OF?
Starting point is 00:07:10 Absolutely the fuck not. We close that chapter. Yeah, I will not that I'm hating on OF models. I fucking love them. Get your bags, girls. But I already did that. Been there, done that. I'm good.
Starting point is 00:07:21 I'm set. I don't need to bust it wide open, you know? Like, what a good time that was. It was fun. How many fucking places did we get kicked out of for shooting fucking half naked pictures? Our first shoot together. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:07:36 We got kicked out. Yeah. We shot together. We got kicked out. I mean, we second shoot together. We also got kicked out. Got kicked out. Got kicked out.
Starting point is 00:07:42 That was like, what a time to be alive though. I had so much fun making OF content because, you know, it's not like what everybody thinks. They're like, oh my gosh, it's, you know, like super, you know, scandalous content. No, it's. We had a lot of fun. We had so many, like, sexy photo shoots. Like, I love, I miss taking sexy photo shoots. We need to, we're going to bring it back.
Starting point is 00:08:03 I know we've talked about it. I remember this on the kick the other day. I reminisced on the cake the other day. When I tried to put my ass in a cake. Yeah. Yeah. So I guess there's this thing called sploshing. Is that what it's called splashing, right?
Starting point is 00:08:14 I think. Yeah, it's called splashing. And guys on OF would pay you to like bounce your ass in a cake. So we got this cake, right? And I'm all oiled up and I'm in lingerie. And I literally go to fucking plop my ass on this cake thinking it's going to be so soft and just like a little pillow just, you know, the frosting is going to just wrap around me and look beautiful. This motherfucking cake was frozen, dude.
Starting point is 00:08:41 It was like slapping my ass on a fucking iceberg. I was like, um, slid out from underneath her. Yeah, they like literally, I hit it and I slid and the whole cake just kind of like from my body heat just had a slant on it, dude. We got to find the videos of that.
Starting point is 00:08:58 I got it. Oh, God. But yeah, no, I'm not making another OF. But I don't, I don't see anything wrong with doing sexy photos. And I mean, according to the inner webs, everybody wants me to do sexy photos again. So I might.
Starting point is 00:09:10 But I mean, I think that women of any age can embrace their sexiness, I think. And I've always been like that. You guys know that. Like, I've literally always tried to embrace my sexuality, but walk a really fine line of like, you can be sexy while still maintaining some sort of little bit of integrity, you know? So I don't know. I think it's a fine line that we can all learn to walk together. Is there anything you guys want to talk about?
Starting point is 00:09:40 We're just all living this life together right now. Yeah. This weekend was one for the books. I'm still recovering. Yeah. Pretty sure you like your drunkness came back the next day after and you said, I might be a little tipsy. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:09:54 Well, let's address the girls in the room. Which ones? Yeah. Your girl got her boobs done. This is the first peak that anybody has of them. there's a nice this is the new rat guys cheech and chong have upgraded yeah and um i literally just got out of surgery three days ago i had some work done under my eyes too so if you guys see anything on the camera that's why is because i have literally have like if you see anything
Starting point is 00:10:22 on the camera no you didn't yeah it's swollen and like bruised right here but yeah i got my i lost 20 pounds so my boobs just went and it they look like ski slats And I was like, they were still nice. But I, you know, I was just like, you know, let me have this era of my life. Just being super like whatever I want. Do what the fuck you want. Yeah, just do whatever the fuck I want. So Dr. Tirola, my surgeon who did my explant in 2019, put my implants back in.
Starting point is 00:10:53 And we did very, very small implants. We did 300 cc on one. So one boob is 310. The other is 300. And they're just, they're super. small, but I just needed them to perk back up because then babies were looking like I could tie them in a knot. Like it was really sad. Oh, over your shoulder. Over the shoulder boulder holders, you know, like it was really rough. So that is why. And I'm all for advocating for women to do
Starting point is 00:11:21 whatever they want with their bodies. Yes, I had to go through the whole implant thing, but we're going to try it again. And I feel like I'm a lot healthier this time around. And you did them different. And I did them differently than I was in 2019. when I was still, you know, detoxing after all of the trauma I had been through and also all of the, um, copious amounts of drugs and alcohol that I drank the 13 years that I had those bad boys in. Yeah. And those were huge. Oh, dude.
Starting point is 00:11:50 You remember? They were like matronly. It was so much. My implant, you guys have heard me talk about this before. My implant had folded in half and literally a lobster claw size of scar tissue started growing in it. So my right boob was like that big. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:12:08 No. Yeah. That was crazy. Your boob would swell up every time it was like around your period time. I remember like one day you sent me a picture. You're like, does my boob look huge? And I was like twice the size of the other one. And they were already big to begin with.
Starting point is 00:12:20 Yeah. No, they were like almost ease. They were like almost ease. These are still tiny and like cute and like, you know, I can still. It just gave you that top fullness back. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:12:28 That's all I need. Your boobs. Your side profiles fire. Yeah. No. It looks so good. I'm going to tell you what, though, it has been three days in, and I'm like, I'm ready to rock first and foremost. I'm ready to rock day one.
Starting point is 00:12:43 I know. You know how many time she tried to leave yesterday? And I said, she was like, you're going to drive me. I said, I don't know how to drive. I was like, I'll call a fucking Uber. We called. We literally held her hostage to not leave the house. Even the doctor called and said, hey, need you to relax.
Starting point is 00:13:00 Yeah, you know why the doctor called? Because Moe fucking emailed him and told her. him to call me. Yeah. I was like, chill. Yeah. But we filmed the whole surgery and not the, not like we did with my facelift,
Starting point is 00:13:12 but, you know, me going in, waking up. Do we want to talk about who else is getting their boobs done in the crew? Or should we cut that? Hi-May. Who else? Hi-May is get a new rack. Guys, what size are you going, Jaime? I'm going, hi-Me?
Starting point is 00:13:27 I'm going, B-35C. Minus four? I love a B-35-3. 35C. Getting new boobs. Yay. Mimi's getting new boobs. Momos getting new boobs.
Starting point is 00:13:40 We're just glowing up all around. And listen, we are all for whatever you guys want. I always preach love yourself. And if loving yourself means putting boobs in and getting work done, like do whatever makes you happy, dude. And don't let the world stop you. I got mom boobs. Or if you want to be natural, that's also fine too.
Starting point is 00:14:00 I do love a good set of natural titty. I love natural. I love natural yiddies. I love them so much. Like I love girls with natural bodies and natural faces. I look at them and I'm just like, you're hot. Yes.
Starting point is 00:14:12 Like always. Yeah. No, I love it. I do want to reiterate that also. Like whatever makes you happy. Because I feel like I've always preached that also is like being happy with what you got kind of thing. And like, yeah.
Starting point is 00:14:23 But if you aren't happy with what you got. If you aren't happy with certain things and it's okay. I don't think there's. Yeah. And I don't think there's anything wrong with making improvements to what you already have. You know, like if there's something that you're insecure about, there's always a fix for it, you know? And I just don't get why people are concerned with what other people do with their bodies. That part, bro.
Starting point is 00:14:44 That part. It's not even your body. Dolly Parton is literally one of the most iconic humans in the world and she's had every surgery known to man done. Looks phenomenal for her age. People still love her. And people love her. Nobody says anything about Dolly's work, you know? I would just like mine to look up here.
Starting point is 00:15:00 Yeah. Oh, same one day. I just want to look him in the eyes. When I went in and told Dr. T, I was like, I said, I just want to put my chin on them. He was like, I don't think I can do that for you. And I was like, if anybody can do it, it's you, buddy. Yeah. We love him.
Starting point is 00:15:16 Yeah. Well, amongst all the other shit that's been going on this week, we have been moving into our new house. Yay. So we've been moving into our compound. The house is still not fucking ready. but we'll probably do like a, I'll do like a TikTok or maybe we'll vlog it or something, but it's looking so insane. So dope.
Starting point is 00:15:37 It's literally, so after the divorce happened, because I was designing the house to fit, you know, Jay and I. Both personalities. Both personalities. And I kind of always had to tone it down because, you know, he was my little country boy and just, you know, wasn't used to the, what would you call my fucking, it's more of like an exception. and it's more of like an eccentric taste. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:00 It's very Vegas. Very rock star. Very rock star. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yes. So when the divorce happened, I went in and said, take that down, take that down, replace
Starting point is 00:16:12 this. And it looks sick, dude. It looks. The guy puts up the last thing of wallpaper. She goes, I hate that. Yeah. I was like. Ripping it down.
Starting point is 00:16:24 Yeah. I was like, nope, I hate that. I was like. But I'm in my I'm not going to settle era. A hundred percent. Like, because literally the changes you made. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:34 Yeah. Made that house so stunning. The cheetah hallway. The cheetah hallway is my favorite. It's iconic. You have to do a photo shoot there. Yeah. We will.
Starting point is 00:16:44 Yeah. Good idea. And the master bath. Yeah. The master bath is, oh my gosh. I love your upstairs closet. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:16:53 It looks like a. I was in there last. And they were doing all the techy stuff. The vanity. Oh. Wait until you see that. We have light up countertops in my closet. And I walk in and I just hit a button and like nickel back starts playing.
Starting point is 00:17:10 You know? Yeah. I'm not joking. Or creed. It's exactly what happened last night. He goes, all right, watch this. And he presses a button. The whole place shuts down.
Starting point is 00:17:16 It's dark. He goes, and now bunny mode. And he hits it. Purple, glowing, chandeliers. Creed. It's the coolest thing ever. Yes. I was like, oh my God, this is so funny.
Starting point is 00:17:31 Yes. I mean, this is going to be my forever home. My forever palace and this is what I want. Like, I want, it literally looks like Alice in Wonderland lives there. It's my brain. Whimsical. It's my brain. From the minute you walk into that house, there's a mural that's like that would be in the cathedral's that is on the ceiling.
Starting point is 00:17:51 Like, I mean, I took out everything in that house and read it. Gutted. Yeah. it was literally a shell of what it is now. Yeah. And it just looks so good. I'm so excited. So I'll be able to move in probably in the next, you know, few days.
Starting point is 00:18:05 But we just had the furniture delivered. I had custom made furniture done by what, can we shout them out? The vault, right? The vault in Texas. Yeah. The vault on TikTok in Texas. They do phenomenal work. They're freaking furniture.
Starting point is 00:18:20 Holy cow. The delivery guy who delivered it yesterday, you guys, was like Mexican O.T. He was the fun. dude I have ever met and he just kept saying, where's the guy with the tattoos on his face? I said, oh, he's just like, well, he's like, I really like that guy. Yeah. He's so funny. Like him and Jason were like best buds all day long.
Starting point is 00:18:38 I loved their delivery crew. Oh, I love it so much. No, I would know that because you guys fucking wouldn't let me go yesterday. Day one of healing. It was dead two. Imagine going down 840 and hitting the bumps. Oh, yeah. That would hurt.
Starting point is 00:18:54 Mm-hmm. It was day two. Hold on. The publicist is texting right now. Let's see. And me driving on top of it. All right. I'm not getting in trouble by my publicist.
Starting point is 00:19:04 Yeah, I'm really excited about the new property. I cannot wait to get some horses on it. We have a barn that's getting built. It's like it's just a dream. And I'm so thankful that, you know, I'm at this point in my life where I can just be so happy and have so much gratitude. Because that's really what life is all about, dude. It is just being thankful.
Starting point is 00:19:25 for the things you have and for the things you don't have. And the people you have in your life for sure. Absolutely. That's been this year for sure for I think all of us. 2026 has been a wild. It was a rebirth for sure. Wild year. Oh my goodness. Like, holy cow.
Starting point is 00:19:40 If you would have told me six months ago that my life is like it is right now, I would have been like, no way. No. It's unbelievable is what it is. No, it's crazy. Yeah. All right. So I guess we're all gathered here today to hear about the divorce podcast. and, you know, I really thought out what I was going to say to you guys about this because,
Starting point is 00:20:03 one, I have built my platform on always being honest with you guys and always being up front. And it's kind of backfired on me because I do always feel like I owe you guys the truth of things, even when to me they're obvious, but for some reason people always want to try to make things like a negative thing. And it's really crazy. But I mean, I took it down because I realized I just don't want one of the hardest moments of my life to become a permanent headline. Yeah. I don't want to live in that, you know, like I believe in being transparent with you guys. And that's never, ever, ever going to change.
Starting point is 00:20:43 But I also believe that people deserve the space to heal, to evolve and to move forward. You know, like that episode served a purpose for me at that time. And it was real. It was honest. And it came from exactly where I was emotionally in that moment. Correct. But I'm not in that same place anymore. And I think that that's where we need to pause and just kind of focus on the fact that like people are like, oh, well, she moved on so fast. And it's like, hold up. I've been mourning the loss of my marriage for at least a year. I had visions of the newsbreaking of it happening, you know. And there is so much behind the scenes that I have not spoken on and that I will never speak on because it doesn't matter. I will only tell you guys my part in the demise of my marriage. And, you know, when people see me out having fun and, you know, just living my best life, I can see where they would be like, wow, they just announced the divorce.
Starting point is 00:21:51 But really, you guys have to understand. I have been sitting in purgatory. Pergatory for two and a half months in my studio house. Literally, there was times where I was on the floor screaming, crying because I could not understand what the fuck was going on. There were moments where you guys had to call and get me IVs because I was going to have to go to the hospital because I was not eating. I wasn't drinking.
Starting point is 00:22:17 You were malnourished. I couldn't even stand up because I was so fucking devastated. you guys took turns watching me, not just because I wouldn't eat, but because you guys were so scared for my mental health. None of you guys would leave me alone. You, Monica, and Mimi, always fucking just made sure that somebody was there for me. That's the shit that you guys don't see because on the internet, I'm extremely vulnerable. But when it comes to seeing me be weak or like, this makes me want to tear up, when it comes to seeing me be weak, I will never, never let you guys see that side of me. I think I cried one time on a vlog whenever Jay and I
Starting point is 00:22:58 broke up in 2018. And I promised myself that I would not do that. And like, yeah, I might have cried about my book, but those were like happy tears. And like, you know, in the divorce podcast, I was super vulnerable. And to be honest with you, I don't like being that vulnerable because yes, it makes me human. But at the same time, I want women to know like, you're going to fucking get through it. You're going to survive. But I also, if I'm being real, I don't want the divorce to become my entire personality. I don't want to be the poster child for divorce. I don't want people DMing me saying, I'm so sorry your husband left you. You know, it's like when you guys really don't even know the whole story, you guys only know bits and pieces, you know, there's so much more to me
Starting point is 00:23:43 than just one painful chapter in my life and there's so much more that I want to talk about and that I want to create and that I want to laugh about and that I want to experience with you guys. I made a hundred grand on that fucking podcast. Yes, it was one of my highest viewed podcast episodes, but I don't care about the money. If I cared about the money, I would have left it up and let it get another fucking hundred grand. If I cared about the views, I get views by myself. I post a fucking TikTok and get 10 million views.
Starting point is 00:24:12 I'm not, YouTube has never been my strong platform. Social media has been my strong platform. I just started a fucking YouTube this year. What, six months ago? Yes. It was like six months ago. Go back on the channel and look. You know, so I built my brand.
Starting point is 00:24:30 Sorry, that just really hurt my boob. I built my brand off of YouTube. The reason why my podcast is so fucking popular is because of the downloads, because of the people who listen to it, not watch it. Yeah. I built a cult following behind a paywall on Patreon, which you guys know I left Patreon last year, which is why we went to YouTube.
Starting point is 00:24:52 Yes. So we're still building the YouTube. But I don't care about the views. I don't care about the money. There's a, there's a hundred thousand clips on fucking TikTok if you guys want to see it. And I think the key points of what you guys wanted to know about the divorce podcast is all on TikTok. Just type in Bunny X-O divorce podcast. You'll see all the clips and oh my God, how fucking amazing has it been that these women and,
Starting point is 00:25:17 a lot of men have rallied around me and, you know, they listen to the words that I said. They posted videos about it. They've just had my back through this all. And it's been so fucking amazing. And I'm so fucking thankful for you guys. Like, I swear when we do another tour, I want everybody to come out just so I can hug you personally myself. You know, you guys have had to watch me live my real life out in front of you guys. And I've tried to do it with as much pride and dignity as I can while still maintaining the emotional aspect of it
Starting point is 00:25:52 but not teaching people to wallow in it because that's where it gets scary and that's where you have to walk a fine line of like, when do you, what does it, girl get up? You know? Like when do you get the fuck up? And you're just like, okay,
Starting point is 00:26:08 I think people after divorce, they want you to lay down and die and they expect you to not like To never live again. To never get married again and to never be happy. It's like, the crazy how the narrative is like you're not allowed to do anything post-divorce. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:26:26 What? I mean, you know, having first hand. It's a rebirth. A divorce is a rebirth. And it is your choice whether you want to stand up or crawl. Yeah. It's whatever you want to make it, like this is your opportunity to literally change everything about yourself that you didn't like while you were in that relationship.
Starting point is 00:26:44 I am so much more of a different human now than I was in that relationship. And I am, I feel so good. I'm so happy. Like I am so free. They said to me the other day, they said, Bunny, I haven't seen you this happy in, in eight years.
Starting point is 00:27:01 Like, I've never seen this side of you. My OCD is getting better. And I think it's because of the HRT that I got on. Like, it's been, it's been really interesting. You're a new person.
Starting point is 00:27:11 Getting to know myself after this. And yeah, you know, It sucks. It absolutely fucking sucks. But that dude is my best friend. And I love him to death. We talk all the time. He, we had to talk about, you know, some stuff this week. And he's, he's literally my best friend. He's like, come on, man. You know, like, what are you doing? But it's, it's not a malicious thing of me taking the podcast down. You know, me pulling the episode wasn't about hiding anything or pretending it didn't happen. It was just about choosing, you know, not to let one season
Starting point is 00:27:48 of my life define every season that came after that. Correct. And I just think that, you know, if you guys will allow me to grow, I'll keep growing out loud and healing out loud with you guys. But, you know, you guys have to allow me that space to be able to grow. And I'll never let you down. I might do some weird shit. But it's not like, but I'll tell you before I do it. I'll tell you before I do it. And that's the thing. That's another thing. Can we talk about this? Because I never lie to you guys. I tell you guys, hey, it's about to be a hot girl summer. If you see me outside half naked, no, you didn't. We said it. Yeah. Like, I've literally said that. You know? Yeah. And you can tell the fans because everyone in the comments was like, not surprised by this. She already told us. Yeah. Like anybody's that really knows me and that really pays
Starting point is 00:28:38 attention to the pod is like, she said she was going to do this. Yeah. You know, um, granted, would I have done it as public as I did it? No. Okay. That I, that was a lesson learned. And, but I mean, I could have fucking made out with Haley and it would have made headline news. I have. You know? So. We almost did. Can a girl. We did. We did. We did. We did. We did. We did. We did. We did it the kitchen yesterday too. She's like, it's so rainy out here and beautiful. And I looked at her, go, you want to fuck? And she goes, and we both got quiet and looked at each other.
Starting point is 00:29:16 Like, we were really thinking about it. It was so funny. But listen, can your girl get a sweet little kiss under the fireworks? Romantic. Romantic. I've never had that done. I thought it was so sweet, you know? And of course, I'm not going to, what am I, you know, it's just let your girl live.
Starting point is 00:29:36 Let her just live a tiny bit. I'm not dating anyone. No. I don't want to date anyone. I am here for fun, baby. I am having fun. And, you know, I learned a lot of lessons this week. And I'm going to, you know, take it on the chin because I did this and I take full
Starting point is 00:29:54 accountability for it. But that's all it was. It wasn't anything like, there was a huge group of us out. I was just about to say, there was literally like 20 of us. Yeah. It was the most fun we've ever had together. Yeah, it was so fun. This weekend was crazy, guys.
Starting point is 00:30:08 It was so much fun. I just want to clarify, though, I wasn't on a fucking date, you know? No. There was no. There was 20 of us. It was Jaime's birthday. Yay. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:30:18 It was. It was 4th of July. I had never been to downtown Nashville for 4th of July. So it was just, I didn't think you were going to come. Oh, I came, baby. She was like, Haley, what are you doing? I said, I'm going downtown. She goes, come with you.
Starting point is 00:30:32 I said, no, you're not. Yeah. And then look at us. Look at us. Look at us. Look at us. I love it. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:30:37 do it every year. It was a lot of fun this weekend. Like, I'm not even joking. A lot of fun. No, it was so great. And it was because everybody that was there was just a fucking great human. Yes. Everybody. And like everybody got along. Yeah, even security, even my security guard was fucking best friends with everybody. You know? It was so much. I even like before the weekend started, we were getting ready. And it started there. Like, I looked back at the videos and she's like got her Burger King and she's like dancing at the kitchen table. And I was just like, I looked back. on it. I was like, you're so happy. And it was so nice to see after the two months we've been through. Yeah. And like we're literally holding you as you're like having these breakdowns like weightless in our arms to like throwing a wopper around. It's like so fun. Yeah. It was so good. Let's also talk about the fact that you have your own bar inside the bar. Your, my photo is literally
Starting point is 00:31:32 there is a 20 foot picture of you in that bar. Yeah. And I mean, everybody, the headlines are like, was that, it was at Jelly Rolls bar. And it's like, I also have a floor there. I also feel very safe there. I also feel very protected there. We all know everyone, too. Yeah. It's like, if I'm going to land at any bar. We would like to support them. Yeah. I'm going to do it at at Good Night Nashville. Yeah. All the bottle girls. So hot. I love them. They're so beautiful. Also, we were on the rooftop because that's where you could see the fireworks. Yeah. Yeah. Well, you're not going to watch it from. your level. You can't see the fireworks. You know, like the bunny level. We went there out. which by the way is like the most lit level and the entire bar. You guys, everyone is on bunny's bar. Except for on July 4th, everybody was on the rooftop. Yeah, because I want to see the fireworks for sure. But like, I mean, during the week, if you go, it gets lit up there. It's my favorite bar on Broadway. But, you know, Jay was like, he gets it. Yeah. You know, he was not. That wasn't an issue. Not an issue at all. So I mean, what the, what the issue is is where you're
Starting point is 00:32:35 trying to just move on from your life and people are videoing you for clout i think that's like let's really talk about that and i get it everybody wants to you know break a story or everybody wants to earn some clout but it's like you're literally videoing a woman who's trying to move on with her life and has been through hell this entire fucking year and it's like you couldn't just for one second let her just have a moment it had to be sneaky recorded that's malicious yeah that's what i see as like being a malicious human. Yeah. And I'm not mad. I know who did it. And I'm not mad at the girls who did it.
Starting point is 00:33:10 But it's just like at the same time, it's like, really? Like, come on, dude. Live your own life. Watch fireworks. Yeah. Come on. Also, I feel like it was like context and everything. What if they said like, oh my gosh, Bunny living her best life? I think that would have been maybe.
Starting point is 00:33:23 Maybe I'm wrong. But like, I feel like the way it was videoed was like, oh, she's sneaking doing something. But you were just having fun. There was 5,000 people around us. I wasn't, I'm literally living my life out loud. And I'm not trying to hide anything. Just don't record people. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:33:38 Yeah. And I think sneaking around would have been even kind of worse. I mean, that's what a lot of celebrities do. They do. And honestly, after this week, I've learned that I cannot do anything out in public like that. You know, and it's sad because that's who I am. Like, I yearn for a sense of normalcy. I yearn to be able to just, I do.
Starting point is 00:33:57 You still don't think. You still do. It's like crazy. I don't know. I don't think it's just set in. and I'm just like, I don't, I don't think people care about me as much as they do. I hope this week you've realized that they do. I do.
Starting point is 00:34:12 And, you know, I will move forward with a lot more integrity and class. I just want to have fun. I'm just here living my best life. Life's short. Yeah, life's short, man. That part. And it's like, man, I just, I'm so happy and I'm so free. And I'm just, I want to wash my hands and put that chapter behind us.
Starting point is 00:34:31 I don't want to have to be referred to as somebody's ex for the rest of my life because I have worked so hard to build my brand to be separate from that person anyways. And like I am so thankful for the time that we had together and the fucking shit that we built together. But, you know, let that man live his life also. Correct. While I'm living mine, I don't need to be somebody's ex in every fucking headline. And it's really not tea.
Starting point is 00:34:59 Like I get, you know, you guys are talking. into people and you guys get these sources that don't know what they're even fucking talking about, but I will always come here on this microphone and tell you the truth because I don't, I don't want to hide anything. And do I regret this past weekend? Absolutely the fuck not. I had fun. I am healing out loud. So what I got kissed under the fucking fireworks. I hope I get kissed under fucking 10 more fireworks shows, you know? A hundred percent. But I'm not dating anybody. I do not want to be with anybody. Like I don't have, there's an, I don't have, there's an, I icebox where my heart used to be. Do you guys remember that song? Do we remember that song? Wow. Yeah. And I,
Starting point is 00:35:37 that shit is chained up. Trust me, nobody's getting through. I'm working on healing myself. I want to come and go as I please. I, you know, I might even have a rasta. Might even have a rasta. You never know. I love it. It's a bad bitch genre. What's that sound on TikTok? I got a rasta. It's a bad bitch genre. Do you know what I'm talking about? Yeah. Fuck. I can't remember it. think of it. I don't know I'm chronically online. Can you guys just please, please, please, please stop pinning me with every person that you see because I will literally tell you he's the one if it's he's the one, you know?
Starting point is 00:36:15 And you guys did it with Daddy Chattie, the fucking song where I'm lip syncing M&M's shit. You guys are like, oh my God, Eminem and Bunny would make a great. Yeah, like Bunny needs to get with Eminem and I'm just like, no. We're not pinning down anything. We're not. I'm like, dude, you're not pinning this bitch. down. Catch me if you can. I am fucking.
Starting point is 00:36:34 You heard it here first. Yeah, you heard it here. And if you guys ever have any questions, of course ask me. I will always tell you. And, you know, your girl's just out here fucking having fun. Living my best life. Going back and forth. You know what I'm talking about?
Starting point is 00:36:52 That was nice. That was nice. I only know that part. It was good. The Swade Brooks podcast was taken down because she asked me to take it down. not for any other reason. You know, she was just brutally honest in that interview. And, you know, I think it just wasn't a good look for her.
Starting point is 00:37:14 So I'm not going to ever argue with somebody whenever they come to me and they're like, hey, can you take this down? Of course I'll take it down. You know, like I don't need clickbait for anything like that, you know? And I also talked to Drake. He was more than sweet, more than gracious about the situation. with Swade and, you know, gave me his version of the story. And, you know, so Swade coming to me. And then Drake, of course, talking to me not, he didn't ask me to take the pod down at all.
Starting point is 00:37:40 But he was just like, hey, this is my side of the story. You know, I think it was just better to take the podcast down than to leave it up. Yeah. We're not here to hurt anybody. We're not here to. It caused too many ripples. Yeah. And it was just best. Yeah. Yeah. So that's, again, everybody's like, why did she take the Swade podcast down? And it's like, conspiracy. I need you guys to know that it's never that serious over here. And if it is, I'll probably make a TikTok about it or I'll fucking talk about it. Yeah. You know? Yeah. And another thing. I am not going on the fucking bachelorette, dude. No. Those dudes are too square for me. NAR. Yeah. You'd say no to every. What's the opposite version of the bachelorette? I need, yeah. Could have been love. Please. Please. Oh. You guys, I don't even know what
Starting point is 00:38:27 my type is anymore. Like I, I, I do. You do, but you do. You do have a type. I do have a type. What do you guys think my type is? Let me hear this. Tattoos, tall, skinny, baby arm tattoos.
Starting point is 00:38:42 Yeah. I mean, but they have to have swag. I have a thing with a guy's walk. Like, I love a dude that walks with like confidence and is like, I don't know, that just has like a little strut. The person could look like your most stereotypical, like that's who you would want. but if they open their mouth and they're a goober, you will be so, like,
Starting point is 00:39:01 icked out. The person has to have a certain type of confidence for you to be attracted to them. For sure. And they also have to be able to make me laugh. Yes. If you can make me like, like all weekend,
Starting point is 00:39:11 all I did was fucking laugh, dude. Like I belly laughed all weekend. Like that's all I care about. Like if you can fucking Adam Sandler me 24-7, like I'll be in love. Humor gets you a long way. Yeah. And I also, I need a guy like Dracula.
Starting point is 00:39:27 I need a yearner. I made it watch Dracula yesterday. And he's fucking hideous. I wish they'd pick somebody cuter. He's so cute. No, he's not. He looks like a fragile rock. What are you talking about?
Starting point is 00:39:38 Google it. Pull it up. Fragle rock. They have the same eyebrows. But, um... What is happening? I hope there's a picture of this on the screen right now. You want to see a ragel rock?
Starting point is 00:39:48 Yeah, I would like to. We can't find the remote. Someone took the remote. All right, here, I'll pull it up for you. Yeah, he looked like a fragel rock. But, um, I need somebody that. yearns for me, you know, like... I love a yearner.
Starting point is 00:40:00 Yeah, I need a yearner and I don't know. But like I said, I don't, it's, I don't even, I'm not looking for love. So I just need somebody to make me smile. There's no love happening. Do that, yeah. No, doesn't. What if someone, like, built you a barn, like by hand and it was them? I mean, I guess.
Starting point is 00:40:19 No. I think that's hot. That's, that's Mimi's love language. Yeah, I'm like, build me shit. I like, I think I like people that are like obsessed with me. Yeah. Yeah. That's what I love.
Starting point is 00:40:30 Like I need a Joe, Joe Goldberg. Your type, Haley? Okay, we don't have enough time on the podcast for that. Just stand out Saturday night.
Starting point is 00:40:42 That's your type. Don't tell people where I go. We'll bleep it. What the heck? He does not look like that at all. Yeah, he does. That looks like Dracula.
Starting point is 00:40:52 Yeah. Oh. I need a Joe Goldberg, a you. Yes. The obsession is. So hot. Yeah, that's what I need.
Starting point is 00:41:01 But maybe not kill people. You don't really have, I mean, no, I'm just kidding. Don't headline that, please. Haley, you have a very, a collection. You like really pretty boys. Do I? Yeah. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:41:16 But it's like a certain type of pretty boy. Like they could be in like a music video type shit. You have a very specific standard. Like they all have great eyebrows. That's a good point. do. Like you, I think you like, like, the guys, the dudes that are like well manicured, like the perfect beards, the perfect eyebrows. Yeah. Yeah. I like them a little grungy too, though. Fake grungy. Where? I'm like, where? I've never seen you date. I'm like, they bought the tattered
Starting point is 00:41:44 shirt from Chrome Hearts. Yeah. So it looks grungy. Yeah. But like that definitely didn't get it. Like, like, working underneath the car. That rip did not happen. Yeah. Like that's. Yeah. He likes anybody who like, looks like they stepped off of a set of a reality show. Anybody like that. that part. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I can see that.
Starting point is 00:42:01 Yay. I can see that for sure. Yeah. These pretty boys came out to the farm to do some stuff and I was like, you were Haley's type. And then another one showed up. Where was I? Yeah. Why didn't you call me?
Starting point is 00:42:12 What the fuck? Sorry, guys. Defense people. Okay. Well, when's the next appointment? Jason literally came up. He goes, Haley's tights in the back right now. Oh, that means they don't have one tattoo, right?
Starting point is 00:42:24 Yeah. Yeah, they're like the sticker tattoos. No. Yeah. Point. They look like the male version of you. Perfect. Bring them.
Starting point is 00:42:34 She said bring it out. Haley is a little player, man. Who said it the other day? Somebody was like, man, Haley really fucking can pull anybody she wants. And I was like, it's fucking maddening. I don't know how. It's a great human.
Starting point is 00:42:52 We're getting cinnibuns the other day. Bro, I couldn't believe it when you guys showed me this picture. We're getting cinnibuns. Haley, he goes, this guy was like, are you guys going to sit here? She goes, yeah, but you can sit with us. I was like, Haley, Jesus Christ, right? And I look like this. I look so busted.
Starting point is 00:43:09 She had not an ounce of makeup on. It was she's, the guy goes and sits, scarfs down the fucking cinnamon roll. He keeps turning to talk to us. So we all conversated as a group. And then all of a sudden, next thing I know, he's at our table with us eating the cinnamon. And when they go to leave, she goes, she throws this, her phone. She goes, what's your Instagram?
Starting point is 00:43:28 and they go to look each other up in there already following each other and he was beautiful pretty boy gorgeous she's like you need to holler at him I'm like he's into you I'm like if you holler at him dude no thank you no thank you
Starting point is 00:43:45 even Jaime was like he's beautiful I'll take his number I had to be like I had to walk away because if I saw him lick his lips one more time I was going to ask for his Instagram oh no that's so funny he was just like he's beautiful. Yeah, he was.
Starting point is 00:44:00 Why do all hot dudes do that? They all lick their lips. It's like they know. Do you remember that guy at the bar in... Do I remember anything that happens at the bar? No. In Jackson. And Kaylee kept mimicking him because he kept like...
Starting point is 00:44:13 The one I was into? Yes. It would just every two seconds, he'd be like... And Kaylee could not handle it. She goes, if that fucker licks his lips one more time. Like, I'm just sure they're just so moist at this point. All right, guys. do not lick your fucking lips.
Starting point is 00:44:29 I mean, you get every once in a while you can do it, but don't do it continuously. All right. Well, I'm going to go lay down with my new Yiddies and probably ice them. But I love you guys. Thank you guys always so much for having my back. Thank you guys always so much for being interested in what the hell I do. Without you, there is no me. So, you know, I just want you guys to know how much I absolutely fucking adore all of you.
Starting point is 00:44:53 I see your comments. I see all the love. I see the videos. like keep it coming because it's you guys are breathing life back into me and I'm just becoming the best version of myself because of you guys. So I love you very much. And I'll see you guys next week. Hopefully no weird fucking headlines. Okay. Bye.

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