Dumb Blonde - MJ Fresh: Clearing all the Rumors

Episode Date: July 5, 2023

Bunnie's back with a whole new season, and to kick it off, MJ Fresh returns and is ready to spill all. She talks her truth about her side of messy TikTok including all the rumors about her and pizza boy, Flyysoulja, sperm donor, and if she's planning to return to the p*rn world anytime soon. She also clears up the miscommunication about what really went down with C & Whit's Podcast, and shares how she's grown as a woman (yet still loving a little drama).See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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and now hosts the podcast dumb blonde most little girls grow up wanting to be doctors and lawyers and shit and i was like i want to be super hot make a lot of fucking money and be a rock star's wife. That was my goal as a child. And here we are. What's up, you sexy motherfuckers? Welcome to another episode of Dumb Blonde. Yes, I'm in the same thing because we are working over here, baby. So if you see me wearing the same outfit, it's because we are filming multiple podcasts in a day. But I had to make an exception because my baby girl is back on the podcast. This is like your third time, right? Yeah, I feel like I'm a regular now.

MJ Fresh baby. I said the dollar sign. What you doing, baby? I'm so happy you're here. I'm making babies. How you doing? Who you doing? Pizza boy.

I know. We have so much to catch up on. You know I was going to be with him, but. We really have so much to catch up on you know i was gonna be with him but we really have so much to catch up on so for all of you who are just tuning in and like our new followers of the podcast mj has been coming on the podcast since 2019 2020 when tiktok first started so 2020 okay so i made some like stupid video and you were like bitch you were like mimi logged me into this stupid app and i pull it up and i see you and i'm like i need her on i'm like yeah no and ever since then you've been like my little sister that i'm always trying to fucking take care of but you'd be wiling

out child and i'm not listening to like give me advice and I'll be like that was really good my idea is a little better and then I fuck up and I'm like paragraphs in your phone of like my issues and you're like told you bitch yeah I well here's the thing I can only guide you and tell you from my experiences of what I've gone through so I have to let you kind of fall on your face and figure it out yourself so I'll always let you fall on your face but I'll always be here to let you kind of fall on your face and figure it out yourself. So I'll always let you fall on your face, but I'll always be here to pick you up too. I fell a couple times. So last time you were here. Okay.

So like I was saying, if you guys are new followers, if you guys want to hear MJ's life story, go and listen to the other two podcasts that she's been on and it'll kind of catch you up. I think we have one in 2020. We have one in 2022. And now we have one in, this one will be in 2023. So last time you were on, oh God, where do we even start? Do we just dig right in?

Yeah, that's what I'm doing. She's like, fuck it. Okay. So last, so first and foremost, you went and got a laser on your neck. I did. I saw him make it out on Twitter and I was like, it's gotta go. Last time you were here, you didn't have all these tattoos. I just got this laser.

Oh, my name. I just saw it. Oh, my goodness. Yeah. I got the laser last night. I got off the flight at nine. It's ink eraser, by the way. Let me look at it.

You said it's like plug them? So she did these two. So this is like fully dark. And it's already like, I guess it starts like your body starts rejecting it after she does the laser. Right. And she said like the people that did it had like a light hand. So she said it should only take like three sessions.

Wow. Three sessions to remove all of that? She showed me her husband and he had his whole neck and it's smooth. It looks like a normal neck. It looks like he's never had a flat. Who he's never because i need to have her laser this arm off if it only takes three sessions erase her she was like yes like tell her like whatever she she's awesome she's she's not just like eat like laser that she like does like laser um hair this bitch showed me her she's a businesswoman like this bitch showed me her office it was like all the way around this room's for this room's for uh like hair removal this one's for tattoos this one's for um tummy like she tightens tummies yeah like she's she does crazy

shit and where are they located um arizona she's opening one in vegas right now she's like a bunch of offices but I love that. You flew from AZ to fucking Nashville and came straight to a podcast. And when I tell you running, running through airports. So is your neck sore at all? Can I see, can you like come up to the camera so everybody can see it a little bit? And also I want everybody to see that this bitch just had a baby a fucking month ago. That's crazy.

It doesn't even... Back up a little bit. Back up a little bit. There you go. Yeah. No, it doesn't even look bad at all. She was like, you're good. She did the one right here.

She said it's just going to be the worst because she was like, it's weird. She's like, the whole neck is really like light-handed but she's like the forehead is where they really just yeah they'll get in there can you stand up and show everybody this outfit i'm sorry you just look so cute i can't you had a baby how many i had a baby may 1st may 1st this woman had a baby like you're not even real and then i went back to work at the you know strip club May 12th had a baby May 1st had a baby May 1st was back in the strip club May 12th that's fucking how old are you again okay that's 23 for you ladies and gentlemen you look amazing mj i'm so proud of you i saved the fit for you uh it's so cute so okay and then i heard nashville so i'm like i gotta bring boots oh for

sure we're here no you're looking like a nashville queen right now the people in the lobby were like and i was like do we not actually do this here yeah no they do um okay so for everybody who doesn't know mj was dating fly soldier um for a little bit and you ended up getting these tattoos for him or because of him can we get a rundown of this story because i never know what's real tiktok is so fucking dramatic it is tiktok is so dramatic so fake um and just very like, well, actually, no, actually, I thought it was fake until I met him. And then like I'd be laughing and I'd be like, oh, you're serious. You're like this in your life. I call it TikTok-sick because it's so fucking toxic, dude.

That's why I live in like a Delulu world when I'm in there because I'm like, I dissociate it. Yeah. Like I don't let it affect my personal life at home yeah but like when i'm on there i feel like people like don't get to really know the real you on tiktok because you're really a funny motherfucker and you're so sarcastic and like witty and people don't pick up on that because it's they think i'm like i don't know drama but i'm like i know what makes funny i know it makes views like yeah you want the drama i'm gonna feed into it i don't got shit going on right now yeah it's not like if i was like you know doing something like you know i used to do like back at the bank again videos i used to do like different types of shit and then

now i'm just in this like little drama like world and i hate it i'm getting out of it it's bad it's bad i live in delulu world so when i'm like in there i'm just like i'm good at arguing and then i dissociate from it and it's just like that world my world yeah so tell us the story behind the tattoos that you got with fly so the biggest mistake of my fucking life um so okay we know pizza boy yeah my bae we've been together no one knows this either like we've been together like three years like that's my actual person i've been with for a really long time like you've talked about him on each podcast yeah i've been with him forever and we've been through fucking hell and back but um we call him pizza boy because he delivered the pizza y'all just in case you don't know

it's like a real life porno but anyways we fell in love and i gave him babies but yeah so like me and him we like moved to florida and we just like had moved into a place and um i have found out because i you know when you just get like an instinct you just, like, had moved into a place. And I had found out. Because, you know, when you just get, like, an instinct, you just get, like, a feeling. Like, females just do. And I was just like, there's just something. And I want you to tell me what it is or you're going to be sleeping on the sidewalk tonight because I just need to know. And I was like, I don't care if you, like, anyways.

He ended up telling me he cheated on me when he went to visit home with a girl from the pizza shop i saved him from three years prior like i took you out of there i don't know why you go back like a pimp yeah literally i called her and she's like yeah i mean i knew i was like the side piece but like and i'm like don't you feel good about yourself pull your shirt up a little bit because your nipples are hanging out oh my god why does everyone say that to me literally everywhere i go in this world people are like it's okay i just want people us to be able to use your clips on tiktok i know my nipples are always hanging out oh sorry so he cheated on you with the pizza girl pizza boy cheated on you with pizza girl yeah so i made him make a video admitting to it got pretty much everybody fired from that pizza shop shot california

pizza myrtle beach um and then i don't know like i just couldn't let it go i just couldn't so i was like i feel like i could let it go this is like i was younger i was toxic i was not you know like how i am now but like i was gonna have to get him back if i get him back then i can't keep like every time he does something like have that in my head because i have something to feel guilty about too right so like i cheated with this twin guy and i don't know i we ended up like actually like vibing twin guy i don't want to talk good about him because there's a lot of like not good but but if you want to be real like yeah i think you should tell the whole story so that people can hear your side of the story because right now people just see first of all the way the man

talks to women online is crazy and the way he makes it seem online like haha like what like 90 day trial but i'm like you used to like lay in bed with me and cry i have a message from fly soldier talking about how he's got you like remember you guys were beefing one time and we'll get into this but like i apologize to you or something because i was like dude i just texted her like freaking out like every time something would happen i would text you yeah i was like just let her know that i'm good because i was like she's probably in head. Like what is happening to her over there? Yeah. Hold on. What's his name on Instagram so I can pull this up? Fly soldier. Got it. So they were beefing one time and MJ called me all the time.

Or, you know, text me all the time whenever they were having problems. Yeah. So I got to hear how the relationship really was. So to see how he portrays it online really bothers me because it's not real. You know, like he can pretend that he didn't like you and he just used you and stuff like that. But when they were beefing one time, he reached out to me on April 6, 2022 and said, MJ is good. I got her. Trust me. She's with me. I'm good.

You know, and I said, take care of my baby, please. And he said, I will. So a man that doesn't care about a woman would never reach out to somebody he's never even spoken to before and say that. I feel like you and like my mom are the only two people I know that because when there was like a video that was viral about he was like, get out, leave like MJ refuses to leave leave he was on the phone with me the whole ride oh i remember my family i remember when you were leaving him because he had hooked up with selena powell on a yacht one time and literally i she came over the house and i was like no like these other girls he ran he walks all over you know i'm talking about like me like

no you're not doing that with me. Like, he treated me with respect, and I demanded respect. Like, he says, oh, all you do is run your mouth. You don't shut up. Like, at least Kayla listens. Good for her. I don't. Like, you're not going to.

So, yes. I don't know if it's somehow. But here's the thing. Let's really, let's tell it like it is here, because people will take what you just said and make it like, oh, well, that's why they didn't get along because she doesn't listen when she says she doesn't listen she was she's not gonna just let him talk to her crazy yeah and we had kind of built like a when you're like on the floor like having an anxiety attack and i'm there for you and you're crying i feel like we have a relationship now where i can be like hey you're not gonna talk

to me like that yeah it's not like watch it like me like like bossing him around it's me saying like you're not gonna like his brother had a girlfriend she walks in with a suitcase she puts it right next to the sink she starts doing dishes yeah and it's all like this like fantasy world that like they believe i didn't i don't fall for that like i'm like i feel like at all times people are lying at all times i'm just like at the end of the day i don't know what you have going on but none of this called trauma mj yeah lots of trauma baby none of this phases me you know what i'm saying like none of this you could i did a pizza boy you feel me yeah and i took care of him and i still do because like i just like but at first he sold it like wanting to get to know me like he would sit there and like be like on some

like like feel like my heartbeat like some deep stuff that's just like corny to me but i like corny like in private yeah and the way he portrays it now is just really like embarrassing and it's hurtful yeah because it's like like he he and i know the truth but he will never say it because he is too worried about what people online think he's too worried about you know other things but like yeah it was just a lot deeper than what people think it was and like i asked about his daughter right kalaya um i was sitting with his mom multiple times talking with her um then they would start fighting with their mom like and fly and what's his brother's name i don't even know frankie okay but he's so red right yeah he goes by like red yeah and they're like the

chosen ones of the world or whatever but he would like start fighting his mom and all this stuff like fist fighting or just screaming oh they're they can't keep friends they can't keep a friend they they have people around them that are actually like i can peep genuine and i can peep like i just want like a stepping stool or whatever yeah and no but like fist fighting his mom or like they would fight yeah like bad and so they put hands on their own mother yeah they put hands on their own mother they put hands on me multiple times i was locked in bathrooms like but at the end of the day i'm thinking i don't know why maybe it's just like my daddy issues or what but i'm just like he it's because of his brother because he'd be like it's my brother always does this you always

always told me that i have like please don't leave me like he every girlfriend i ever had like he does this and like i'm like okay like i'm not going to leave you because i have toxic family too that does things that fucks things up for me so like i trust you like i'm gonna just sit in this bathroom you know let your brother have his way his brother be breaking my shit and banging his head through walls. And when we first had met, it was just a lick back on Caleb. That's all it was at first. So I had accidentally. And he had just broke up with Toxic, right? They had been broken up.

They tried to do this whole. And I actually like Toxic. I don't want to talk shit. I know you guys have your issues. No, we have beef because of how she speaks about my kid. That I don't, i'm not cool with yeah i didn't know anything but like other than that she i tell her or i would tell her multiple times like you're a cool girl like she's beautiful you guys are both beautiful just obviously i think has

a right to like not like me but i'm like you're his the mother of his child i was like if he's not gonna be with me he's gonna be with somebody yeah they're not gonna respect you or want you around at least you can like be appreciative of the fact that you're allowed whenever you want to come over you can call whenever you want i'm not like that like yeah i would hope that would be the same situation for me and like the father of my kid she wasn't appreciative of that and now she's in the situation she's in now yeah she has to like play some role to like try and win her man back but i don't think i don't know i don't feel like she's doing that anymore i feel like she and i i am not in this drama and i could i can't speak for her at all but from what i see she's like where you're

at with it like she's just tired of being embarrassed online you know like dude no she wants to okay i think yeah like as far as like the being together happy relationship she knows that he's not mature enough for that it's being together happy relationship she knows that he's not mature enough for that it's not gonna happen she's realized that she's matured but as far as like does she still want to entertain the drama yeah they're live all the time entertaining drama like every time i open my phone it's something else about like me and i'm like i had a whole child moved on why am i still brought up in conversation why am i still like talked down on and belittled when really though i'm in like i was in like bad situations because of him and they would talk down

on me like oh you had to live with your grandma because you called my agent literally looked at my agent and was like fuck you like cancel her contract like him and his brother are running around yelling at my agent for two days straight yeah let's hold on let's i want people to know this about you guys too um so when mj was with fly you were doing porn you had like just started doing like no i was i'd already done meet and greets i'd already yeah but it was like a year in right or two was like a year or two in it was like two and a half it was like three okay because, right? Or two? Was it like a year or two in? It was like two and a half. Was it like three? It was like three. Okay. Because that was the second time me and Caleb moved back to Florida.

He did not like you doing porn. Yeah. So after. Made you quit doing porn. Yeah. So like at first it was just a lick back on Caleb. But I started feeling his vibe. I'm not going to lie.

No, you really loved that dude. And remember I used to say, why? MJ, why? I love problems. You're going gonna get hurt i don't know i love people that i'm like i see potential in you you could be a good person you right could but you're enabled by other people and other things but like i accidentally what like it was like one night i like fucked his brother after that accidentally one night they look identical like wait

what do you mean they look identical it was an accident i didn't say what the hell i know i noticed because the other one wasn't it was different but did they so that's why did they set you up to do no like he was in the back room he's getting a tattoo I like came over it was like I was working at gold rush in Miami and I told Caleb and I can admit this because Caleb was cheating on me at the time too so you know what this is my leg back instead of going to gold rush I was going to his house okay but this is before you and fly were together full-time yeah we were just like it was just fun he was having other girls over like so fly was getting a tattoo in the back room and i thought his brother when i first met him was him and i'm like whatever and then yeah you know

but then i can notice so his own brother didn't tell him hey the girl that you wanted he just thought i was like just some thought coming over and he just fucked you but it like i could tell because his brother does different things so you had already slept with him so you had already slept with fly multiple times and then but it was just like i'm going back to caleb i'm sounds really bad but it was my toxic phase you know what i mean if i killed my first boyfriend i get cheated on like i'm gonna get you back you cheated on me yeah for how long and i was going through like a really tough time and he was doing it too and i find out when we're already in florida established i take care of everything you want me fucked up i'm about to get you back 10 times worse i'm still just trying to figure

out so i noticed once we were in bed and i was like but that's shady different his brother oh his brother lies to him multiple times his brother wrecked a car blamed on the girl he was dating at the time lied to his brother i looked at five multiple times alex whatever his name is he wants to call himself and i'll be like so you're not upset like because he sits there and he says all the time like like my brother and we don't lie to each other like i have to have his back for anything in the world and i'm like your brother just lied to you in your face yeah like alex was locked in bathrooms multiple times and i would have to talk to frankie through the door and he's like yeah

that's why your bitch is comforting me and not you and i'm like i'm trying to deflect the situation because i know alex is trying to play cool but he's scared because frankie is you know crazy busting up the house busting things up running around with like guns and stuff and like i don't like that type of stuff okay so i know he's scared so i'm like you know y'all are brothers y'all work it out do i really care no but like calm down you know what i'm saying like who does that over like something stupid and like people have sat frankie down his brother i mean like why do you hate mj and he would be like, choose me or her. If it's just me and Frankie, we're cool.

But he would be like, choose me or her. And like he has to choose his brother because of some story tells everybody the same thing. Well, I mean, they are twins. So there's going to be that. Yeah. I'm wavering loyalty to each other. Then I have to suck my pride up, apologize. We need to rewind back

to you guys i how did fly find out that you slept with his brother he told him yeah because he couldn't figure out he's like i don't know why my brother hates you so much i can't figure it out so it's almost like he did it to sabotage his brothers like he could not figure out why his brothers like like tripping like i took a french fry before from him being funny the whole house broke loose like things were breaking and i was like not over the french fry oh my god ridiculous like um so he's like i don't get it like i don't know what to do but he's frankie is like the enabler a Alex is not he there's like the other parts but Alex is more scared of Frankie you know I'm saying like right Frankie says we're doing this Alex didn't say no

but at the end of the day Frankie's gonna convince him so I feel like his brother self-sabotage or not self-sabotage toxic behind both of our backs and toxic was like get her out of the house like i'll bring you bitches like completely trying to plot the whole time like after the really it was to a point where like after the relationship i started thinking that everybody was plotting on me like my family my friends because i was just so used to like for so long being around people that were plotting and i'm just like or had like a secret agenda because i know you got mad at me one time because you thought i had posted something on tiktok about you guys because you i have videos still from no i didn't he did and then i'm like oh i gotta say something yeah no because you had sent me i have videos of you guys fighting like if i really wanted to

fucking show him i could but um somehow one of the videos ended up online i don't know how it wasn't one that you had sent me it was another one where he was kicking me out something like that yeah he was on the phone with me the whole entire right yeah why didn't you tell me when i was home you know what i'm saying i was already at home yeah he's almost like he would do things go get the rest of your stuff because i'm like i only came here with a few suitcases because i was shooting and stuff like that me and kayla were looking for places. We found a place and then we were going to go get the rest of our stuff and move in it. He homeworked me. But I go home on a visit for Easter and I celebrate and everything.

I come back. He's on the phone with me the whole ride. I get there. We fuck. And then I'm like taking a shower and stuff and all of a sudden Toxic's at the house. Yeah, I remember this. And then all of a sudden toxic's at the house. And I'm like, and then all of a sudden Mina, the other

one, I'm nice to her but like I don't forget what she did when I was first there because she walks in, they're all throwing my clothes around and I'm like, it's always something crazy but normally like it'll like deflect and then we'll get good again. But it's always for views. It always was like

for views. So like online it was like this crazy fucking just drama and then as soon as it would go away i would see all these screenshots of him like begging you to please come back that he loves you he needs you crying and it would be like frankie and i would be looking at him and i'd be like alex really yeah you're gonna let this happen to me right now and it would be his like security guards and stuff and i'm like in the back of my head i'm like i'm too like grown for this like i'm you know what i mean like i don't deserve this but like at the same time i feel bad for him because he would it was like a nurse it was like a what what is that when someone just makes you feel really bad yeah just narcissistic but like off

camera like all the camera stuff like people are like oh like you're known because i am and all this stuff i didn't care jay was getting her own clout before i was i was good like 90 percent of the time when people comment about knowing me it's normally from your podcast or take money yeah like they're like oh my god i watched i seen you on money the people that know me from fly and all that that's just like tiktok like weirdo yeah tell me like yeah there was life before tiktok everybody island girl x that's not what i'm known for like i've done a bunch of other things i have that was my downfall that's my biggest like embarrassment mistake honestly yeah but like yeah he would just make me feel like really bad and so they made you be down like between his legs and his brother would be running it and he'd just be like you just gotta go out there and

apologize to him just go apologize and then i to go out there and apologize to him. Just go apologize. And then I'd go out there and I'd apologize and everything would be cool. And then we're all back. And then I'd invite some friends over for Frankie. And everything's fine. And he loves me. And I'm like. It's like walking on eggshells.

It was very seriously abusive. But I'd only been in one other relationship, which was Caleb. So I'm like, everyone was telling me because I was with Caleb. And he was a pizza boy. They're like, you need someone that's going to provide all this stuff. I'm like, okay telling me because i was with caleb and he did was a pizza boy they're like you need someone that's gonna provide all this stuff i'm like okay well this guy says he's money all this stuff but like he didn't he never gave me money ever like he tries to say like i was with him for money or clout my clout didn't go up at all if anything i am just embarrassed on the internet because of things that are posted if anything it's kind of ruined

your reputation he gave me seven dollars one time to go to the mall and i was like are you joking what am i gonna do with this i gave it back and he was like i've never had a girl give me back money before and i'm like what do you want me to buy with that that's what you you flex and like flush things down the toilet to prove a point but you're gonna give me seven dollars to go to the mall not to be ungrateful or anything but like no like you can have it yeah and like plus i don't i'm very independent don't give me shit i'm buying my own shit so i just want to reiterate that he did make you um he called your agent and told your agent you weren't going to be doing because i would be

getting up in the morning and i'm like i have to go like i have to shoot and this is like what provides for you know i help i help a lot of people so i'm like or i did you know so i'm like i have to go to work and he's like if you're with me like you're not doing that and so i'm like so it's like you're damned if you do and you're damned if you don't he would have girls so he had this manager or whatever and he was really really weird and creepy but he would have girls come over and line up in a row and they would have they would question them and the girls would sit there and like do it and like answer the questions and he would show them around the house the manager and be like and this is his room and i'm like what are you doing

because i'm in the room my stuff's in the like my shit's hung up in closets like like what are you doing bro and yeah it was just weird stuff and like but you really loved him yeah because i've i could see through like i let social media i took off or something i don't know but um i let social media get the best of me for a really long time and make me like that so i could tell like you don't mean to be like that but you have to because you think that's how you have to live like it's a mask yeah and i'm like it's like i can get him out of that like i could break him out of it i can fix him when you were talking about how he was fighting with his mom and like putting his hands on his mom which his mom fucking texts you crazy shit all the time still

which i now i understand where they get it from there's got to be so much trauma in that family because she's crazy like she is wild the way she texts you and i would tell her but but i think they made her crazy because she when they're not around is so sweet and she's like you're so beautiful you could do better like she'd be really really sweet to me and like we'd get along really well and she'd be be like, oh, I'm going to. She goes on little trips with her friends and stuff. And she does normal mom things. And then she gets around them and she's like, fucking stupid bitch. Fuck this bitch.

Did you see this online? And I'm like. They just feed off of each other. I'm like, you even got your mom playing games. Like, you know what I'm saying? Because girls come around and they, like, Kayla, Mina, y'all, like, they're good girls and they change because they want to like even their mom did and she's like yeah text me crazy and i'm like because recently the video i finally called him out and i was like me and your mom and even kayla's sick about it

because whatever i call her but she's sick because i was like me and his mom make fun of you sis i was like you're talking about me and she's like well i'm a like, me and his mom make fun of you, sis. I was like, you're talking about me. And she's like, well, I'm a real one. At least I didn't leave him and go get pregnant with a new guy. I'm like, if you leave me, for real, leave me and we're done. Bye. You can't worry about what I do. Well, you didn't get pregnant from a new guy. You got pregnant from.

She said, well, I got his face. You just got his name. I got his face. And I'm like, do you want a cookie? Yeah, no. And who's this? This is his new girl new girl yeah we don't even we don't even need to touch base on her um she's just she was friends it's a toxic relationship

and it's just a vicious circle and then after that whole video came out like him kicking me out and all this stuff he's still texting me worried about me like making sure he knows where i'm at and then he's like there's this content house because i was like fuck this like i'm about to leave or whatever like leave for good leave florida fuck florida all together yeah um because we're talking about the agent thing yeah because like my agent was like you just literally let this fucking like turd cuss me out and i'm like yeah turd with dreads yeah and i'm like behind him like yeah what he said like i fell for i'm not gonna lie you thought that he was gonna like everything was gonna be okay so you

let him make that call for you yeah and then after and then the next day literally he goes actually let me send him a video just in case so like you you still have that on like a back burner and i'm like and then he sends him another video and he's like we're just kidding riley like we love you like you know you know i'm jay's loyal to you and not me and he sends that and i'm like that didn't help anything yeah you're like you just fucking got my career canceled even though that i've done and i've done meet and greets for like merch for like i've really like my videos have millions of views like I've done pretty good with it I'm not mad everything that's happened because I don't think I'll ever go back like you don't think you'll ever go back no I think um is there a little I think everything

that happened like really opened my eyes to like damn like I used to treat people like shit and I didn't realize it till I was with someone that treated people like shit and then I was was like, I thought it was just like, you're around me. So like, you can deal with me. You know how I am. And then I got around people like that. And I'm like, ew, like, do I treat people like that? So I was like, fuck this. Then I, he sent me to this content house after he paid, it was with Memphis and Coco and, he paid it was with Memphis and Coco and um some other people and then and Chris different my baby I love him so much you'd love Chris you would love him no yeah um but yeah I moved in there and he paid the first month's rent I left for the dog okay by the way he tried to say he paid me to leave now i left for the dog

because frankie was hitting the dog so i said you know what all the times we've broken up you've kicked me out fine give me cartier where is cartier now at my house with nanu laid up in the bed chilling yeah cute oh living the life you got a shot well there was two of them mine and alex's guy even by alligator oh god because no one would watch them but me um and so i had to go do something no one's watching him dog runs off and on like the ring camera and stuff and i'm like so i'm like all right well if i'm leaving fuck this give me the dog like legally blonde give me the fucking dog and i'm gone yeah like i don't care about you give me the dog yeah and then he gave me he walks in the bathroom when no one's looking and he hands me um six thousand dollars yeah and he's like you're a beautiful girl you're an amazing person

like and i'm just like you just put me on live yeah how long and made fun of me in front of people that's the thing like girls throw my clothes around and that's what i don't understand is how these boys i will get canceled if i tell a fucking joke that's inappropriate but this boy can go online and literally be little women all day long fight with them cuss them out treat them terrible gaslight them and he's got a following like i don't understand that i think it's because people are entertained. Like I saw entertainment. I can see the good in him and that's why I'm not talking shit about him and going in on him. I can see the good at him and I, the good in him. And I also can see that he's hurting a lot. Like he doesn't know who he is

and he's, you know, he's still trying to figure out life too but that doesn't until he leaves his brother that doesn't make an in an excuse to treat women the way that he does online i just think it's crazy like just tell the truth be like yeah i really fucking loved mj and we just didn't work out like why is that so hard to say you have to belittle her and lie and make her look like she's crazy thank you literally like nobody i don't think through all the people after him that i met like the only reason i was talking about the content house was because like i'm thinking okay that's just them it's like anyone i've met through tiktok and like been around and had a relationship with can't just be up front can't just be real like i don't care like if i do something stupid like me and someone got in a fight i

got my ass beat i got my fucking ass beat who'd you get in a fight with um my friend jenny um i love her though but yeah she beat me up because um because um what a great friend mj because coco i've actually fought a few i love coco to death but coco was in a mental thing through Memphis the hit the Kwan dude yeah they have a really toxic and he basically told me like if you keep snitching for me cheating like you gotta get out and I said Coco I'm not gonna say nothing but my window's unlocked and if you go look in the back left closet that's on you I'm just saying and it like he was cheating with other girls but like i got

cheated on and i went through the trauma of being treated on i know how it feels so i'm like bitch fuck shit up like i'm gonna tell you every time yeah what are you gonna do kick me out that's girl code you have to yeah and every other girl in that house would be like just shut up dude like don't be like stop like you're fucking shit up like you're we could have something good going like even the guys everyone was mad at me but i'm like bro if i see somebody and they're making coffee one day and the next day he's got a girl in his room i'll be like yo coco bitch meanwhile did anyone care when coco was calling fly on the on the phone all the time right in front of me but i thought it was set up fake like just for views that was

real she sat down and apologized to me and i'm like and then went and did it again and i'm like it sounds like the whole florida there's like a lot of people that i meet through tiktok i just they don't actually care about people they don't actually genuine like yeah they don't it's weird i don't know it's like it's whatever benefits them if it don't benefit them yeah then what the fuck like coco was supposed to come on the podcast and she ended up going on like no jumper and i just hit her a couple more times and was like hey come on i just haven't i i do i love coco she's one of those people were like she's young too like all these people are so young she's how old is memphis though he reminds me of like a man i didn't even know the whole time i lived there we we stay here and come for mj all day long go take care of your kid go take care of your kid which i do very fucking well

both of them like i literally think i was made to make babies i love them but i didn't even know the whole time i'm living with them memphis has a whole ass child i'm pretty sure two but he has a whole kid yeah never spoke once about him no knew nothing you would think and all the times he's talking about my kid you'd think he'd say like oh i have one did it never got brought up nothing till like after i moved out and i'm like he's like i think 40 or something like 30 40 like are you serious he's grown hit the kwan i was like at the skating rink as a child and he's chilling with how old he is 16 15 year olds like like literally like how is and then they're posting videos of me acting ratchet and crazy i just don't have a relationship though how old is coco she's a

she's pretty young right he was with coco when she was underage oh my goodness and lord i'm learning a bunch of shit today i don't want to know well i mean i tell it to you but i tell it to you in so many paragraphs i don't think think you read them all. Yeah. No, yeah. First, bitch, you are a texter. When I text you, I have to get everything out. Still, he's 30. 30 years old. 30 years old acting like this on TikTok. Now I am scared for the world.

I posted videos where they say MJ is entertainment. Fighting with Coco all the time. I couldn't imagine being 30 years old. He knows he gets views. He doesn't actually care that it hurts her for real or actually like she actually wants to be secure in a relationship there's views what the fuck he's gonna keep doing it wow embarrass the shit out of her tomorrow if it meant getting five dollars but coco pays all his bills um he said on live i'm messy everyone says i'm messy i'm messy as fuck i don't care but like i don't think you're messy i messy like cleaning wise yes okay oh okay but he did say i pay the

most in the house more than he paid right and anyone that lived in the house i paid two thousand dollars a month yeah and we're talking shit to me when i left like let's be for real so let's move on because i don't want to learn any more shit about people that i don't want to know but basically i was friends with people that were like i just don't understand views and it's not really for views it's crazy that memphis is 30 years old with fucking people that are underage and then flies just abusing women online and in real life and beefing on tiktok and stuff like i'm 23 and i know i live in delulu world but in real life in my head i'm like the there's drama that recently happened like um you know what i'm talking about and i just i just feel weird entertaining it now yeah i'm on my second

kid and i'm like you said it yourself you're like what does it look like stupid that you look stupid yeah yeah it might get some views and yeah my creator fund might look good but like i'm always telling you not to do shit i i know and i don't listen but like now i think you've done i went through enough like falling on my face events that i'm like i'm preventing that at all costs i'm like if get, if you get to be right and you can be right. And like you've said a thousand times, something else happens within a week and that's important. And well, let's talk about one more dramatic situation. Then we're going to move on to you and Caleb and having a new baby and all the good stuff that matters in your life. Oh,

wait, actually we need to talk about two more dramatic things so baby daddy last time you were here we can call him that sperm donor okay sperm donor sorry sperm donor sperm donor um i forget what you had said last time but i think you guys were doing the court thing last time right it was the beginning of it um it was basically just yeah the beginning i was trying but he i couldn't get him served. I couldn't find him. Nothing. That's when Princeton was a baby.

We'd never remember nothing. So yeah, I was serving him, like trying to get stuff done. He's busy fucking Jeffree star. So he's got no time for it. Right. Um, shout out Jeffree. He always gets low key. Like that's the only good thing I can say about him.

Like at least I'm Eskimo with jeffrey thank you so much like i appreciate you and like that's all i got out of you other than that fuck you jeffrey's a fucking playa from the himalayas live on tiktok with people he's hilarious and i'm like i want to but i i want to have an awkward conversation and be like so um how is it fucking my my sperm donor because yeah he said he's the one that got my twitter deleted when i exposed stuff but who jeffrey did i he took i posted like screenshots i told you last time of like him saying like because i asked him are you are you like that and he's like no that's disgusting and he said he wasn't because of jeffrey he said jeffrey put him in a position that made him question himself.

And he was like, it was wrong and all this bad stuff. I think Jeffrey likes turning straight boys out, which is fine with me. I think every guy in the world is a little low key. No, Jeffrey sucked off one of my exes, too. And he's supposedly straight. But it's like, go, baby, go. If you guys are gay, just fucking go for it, dude. So I put it online. Say it if you are. gay just fucking go for it dude like so i put it online like say if

you are like okay that's that's cool that's pop and do your thing babes he waits till father's day and comes out and then like the tweets i post wherever he's like imagine what it looks like when you have jeffrey look jeffrey started looking at you at the end of the table you know how much power he has he could ruin you and all this stuff and i'm like i don't think jeffrey fucks with you like that to be honest i think he was just fucking'm like i don't think jeffrey fucks with you like that to be honest i think he was just fucking you right i don't think he's really like your home was like a project because the way he acted online was very fan behavior but right i don't think they're close like that but anyways so now woke up my twitter was deleted i hate that so now um Now, today, baby daddy actually went online and is talking shit because what happened?

So he finally got served from like forever ago. And he like didn't want nothing to do with it. But I talked about it online in a video. And I'm like, you're like a deadbeat and i never put it on tiktok or nothing before because i'm just like well and he goes on tiktok all the time and like you never stand lies like straight lies and honestly it's that's a lawsuit because why did the state send him paperwork when i talked to the state i told them i don't know who my baby daddy is i'm fucking any and everything right now yeah couldn't tell you but they saw a tweet on twitter of me

calling him out or whatever and they went by that and gave him the like paperwork everything the the social workers sent a selfie with my kid to him like i said are you allowed to send selfies with a peace sign up to someone who is a potential father he's not father no dna i was like you're weird you can never you're not supposed to send pictures of anybody else's children to anybody but mind you the people that work in that system now are people that i went to school with and stuff and we're all older and i went down a different path than them but so they like follow me and they they know about him and stuff so i don't know if it's a family behavior thing but you're sending selfies of my kid yeah you could just briefly say we have to

get a dna test done whatever anyways sending selfies my kid with peace sign that's a i feel like illegal i don't know right but i'm done with the system i think it is too i feel like that would be illegal like literally it's like a lawsuit for the state going through like the hardest time my whole entire life the and you know all about that in the like last podcast i'm not even talking about again but hardest time my whole life and i he's sending me pictures of my social worker with p signs like yeah and he's making up all these lies on the internet saying oh um i have my kid around like i'm gonna even say but like bad things and i'm like what are you saying like he's literally like i think been so consumed into a phone for so long he like is weird yeah he's

weird he's off i think it's a testament to your character though that all these lies you never have really bashed him except for on twitter whenever you finally had because if i did bash him i could really just go in on him buying matching shoes when I was pregnant. Oh, my God. I'm going to cook for you every day like this when you're pregnant. Like, meal plans. Like, this man's bought matching outfits. I've never seen a matching outfit.

I've never seen no meal. I've never seen a dollar. I sent him hundreds. And the only time I ever posted was I posted hundreds of dollars I had sent him for DNA tests. And he's like like i'm in the studio right now like i can't deal with this i drove all around the goddamn world to every dna clinic and he never went to one of them played me for money multiple times so i'm like you know what fuck that deaded it and we never spoke about it didn't talk to him fuck you you know until like

the jeffrey star situation but then um yeah the internet found out recently and you know how the internet is yeah dead b you don't take care of your kid and at the time i'm like finally finally like so i hype it up i'm like yeah y'all let him know he's a dead bee like bites me in my ass because now he's like oh now i have to prove to the world i'm not right so then he's gonna attack me and i'm all these things and you can't say shit on me when you've never met your kid right i met him once in your life and so yeah we actually had a dna dna thing scheduled and i was ready for it and he i called me and was like i have all this money now i'm back on my feet it was only i didn't have money before.

He's like, that's the honest reason why I was running. He's like, I wasn't in a good position. Da, da, da, da, da. And I'm like, I don't care about money. Yeah. You could have just said hey to your kid. That's all. Been his dad.

Yeah. So he doesn't have to get older and be like, ask those questions. But there's someone in his life that gives a fuck. So fuck you. Bye. ask those questions but there's someone in his life that gives a fuck so fuck you bye but like yeah he um was reaching out while i was pregnant with low caleb jr he's like i know you're pregnant all this stuff he's like let me help you he didn't get the answer he wanted so um he starts sending like photos of like mug shots and he's like why don't you hang these up all over his

room let him know how much of a great mother you are and make that into merch mug shots mug shot merch i make i laugh at it i think it's funny but i'm like you think about what you just said like i'm gonna say that think about what you just said buddy you want me to hang up picture you know i'm gonna say you're gonna hang up you want me to go hang up pictures of my mugshots all over princeton's room and let bro you could you never even said hey to him okay i got arrested for some assault like it's not that big of a deal the bitch was in my face i've done worse okay like listen my kid will forgive me for that yeah you're a little bit worse than me so let's be for real um he doesn't even know who his daddy is like that's he does caleb that's i said if you i said

if you stand in a room with caleb pizza boy whatever right now he's going to caleb he's gonna look at you like who is this human yeah i mean does he act just like you look just like you like have the same like interest like my little four-year-old's playing a fucking piano and stuff and like he loves to play a makeup and i'm just like is like what like who taught you this i walk into him on daycare and he's has a um a cinderella dress on and he's worried i'm gonna be mad he's like are you mad mommy i'm like get it queen like i can't be mad at you you're just a kid you don't know any better but like yeah i see that like i'm like you're a little worse than me but we had a DNA test scheduled.

And she's saying that because the baby daddy, you know. He's gay. And I knew that the whole time. Yeah. Bisexual. I knew it the whole time. He wouldn't admit to it. But, I mean, good for you.

Like, I think that's cool. Yeah. Because I like girls, too. So we could have mixed and matched. We could have fun, babe. Like, you didn't have to make it weird. Tag team. Exactly. But he didn't want to have fun with it. He wants to be all, like girls, too. So we could have mixed and matched. We could have fun, babe. You didn't have to make it weird. Tag team. Exactly.

But he didn't want to have fun with it. He wants to be all like. Secretive. Yeah. Social media and government. Like, fuck. So weird. So today he went online.

And what was he ranting about? When I had went out of town for another podcast I was supposed to do. I was going to go do it. but i told my lawyer i don't want to because if i do that then i'm back in a cycle of court shit and princeton's four he understands everything he's smarter than me right no i don't want it you can keep every dollar you have fuck off so i didn't go and the case got closed and he's online like thank god like he was like um the kid isn't mine finally i can close this chapter in my life it's been an ongoing issue and all this stuff and i'm like but he doesn't know if the kids are not there's never been a dna

he does he does 100 000 million but i'm just saying like to go online messages he knows right but to go online and say the kid's not mine like come on you don't it's to please everybody he need everyone on the internet needed an answer right the only reason we went to court in the first place he had to give him an answer he got his answer i refuse a dna test you know what i'll be the bad guy yep i all the things you say whatever cool run with it i don't care as long as i don't have to worry about someone taking my kid to Las Vegas and talking bad about me to my kid, like just weird things, you win. And he gave him a whole speech and he's like, thank you to all of my supporters.

And he's got all his supporters like, I'm so sorry, F that girl. And I'm just like. I can't stand when people think supporters for drama. Like, come on, man. Anybody's gonna, everybody loves to watch a fucking train wreck you know so they're not your supporters they're literally people that are just so obsessed with fucking storylines and toxicity that you know they're just gonna tune in whenever

there is drama yeah and he he fed into it like he still has videos posted this day and i'm like what like, what if, I texted him, I said, what if, I deleted all my stuff. Because I'm like, what if he gets older and he sees these things. And you guys do actually meet one day and y'all are cool. And he's like, that's how my dad talked about my mom. That's how he talked about me. Like, delete him. Don't leave him up there. You're more worried about what other people that you will never meet

and they'll never help you or do anything for you in life think about you than someone who has the same blood as you yeah and that's all right because you can go do your thing later on in life it'll hit you and it'll suck but yeah karma doesn't mess baby no the fucking don't because it got the fuck out of me so moving on last bit of drama that we're going to discuss and then we're going to move on to the good stuff um you were just recently supposed to go on cnwit's podcast yep i was and you were texting me the whole time so i i know the whole situation of what happened can i can i talk am i allowed to talk like about it okay yeah i didn't know because I know you don't like being involved in drama shit because it's for the birds.

Because sometimes, there's plenty of times when I could have been like, bunny. But I'm like, she doesn't want no part of it. No, I hate drama. And I'm never going to beef with people. I was supposed to go on their podcast. I've been live. Literally, when I was still in the hospital, I went live. And I was having my baby. and she's in my live we're about to start adding like um or flying people out like

we can't wait to have you she's always in my lives talking about it I'm thinking okay we're on like a friendly basis y'all get turned like y'all are messy I'm messy like it's cool we're good vibes it'll be fun and then like people are commenting they're like oh there's like about like hyping it up so we planned it we scheduled it normally when you do a podcast you pay for a flight you pay for a hotel that's normal um she was like wanted me to bring and we were like friendly the text messages were friendly until she's like do you want to bring your kid that would be so awesome i want to meet the little guy so bad and like i'm like oh like that's so sweet i'm like but he's just too little like i can't bring him and i'm like if i did though like i'd have to

bring caleb because like that would be cool to bring him but i don't know it's too risky for me just like people always say like oh bad mom but i just i don't like my kid on social media like that yeah i don't like having my kids on social media and i don't like having flying with them i leave them out of shit i do well because it's so fucking scary it's a scary place and when i did the bad mom comments were so much worse so fuck it like i'm just gonna leave them out of the situation yeah you can see him when you see him if you don't you don't but anyways yeah so she was like bring him bring the little guy like texting me back and forth like mutual like there's a friendship basis a rapport you felt like you guys had a rapport it was cool i was comfortable enough to come out there and come

sit down and talk with y'all like how i feel like me and you talk yeah and then she's i'm like well i'd have to bring caleb because he'd have to help me you know what i mean like i can't if i'm gonna be because she already told me the vibes were like talk your shit i'm not gonna do that right so when she said talk your shit she was talking about the fly soldier stuff yeah right and that's why but she just posted this thing and made it look like i was just sending her tea but i was like is like that's why i talk to my friends are we getting messy bitch like girl listen i could scroll through me and mj's text messages and there's literally paragraphs it's just how i send hella emojis okay yeah i might look a little crazy in messages but like you can show yours too like

let me tell you something mj is gonna to communicate one way or another she's going to fucking talk and if you answer her back that's fine if you don't that's fine just get to it when you can i'll talk to myself if i have to yeah okay i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna get my point across whether it's to you or me yeah i i wrote it out and yeah but i don't think you know and in defense of kristen i don't think she knew your texting style you know so she probably didn't know well at first she was cool about it like we're all i toned it down a little for you know i could tell she came from a privileged household i toned it down a little i didn't do too many things but i was like okay she wants me on

this podcast um i can already tell she wants the messy vibes yeah i'm gonna you know i've been doing porn for years you you just do you know i just i'm like okay i'll give her mj fresh that's the dollar sign yeah you know like i come to you and i'm madison mj a little mix so i could already tell the vibes a little bit but she was being cool back then she's like oh well you should so bring caleb out like he would get along with the boys she never mentioned nothing about having a trip let me just go ahead and say that she didn't mention nothing about a trip about her multiple times for like she didn't mention anything about a what some trip that she was going on oh gotcha okay it

was like a last minute thing the family which i think is pretty sus if i'm allowed to talk all of my shit or if i have to tone it down i don't know but what did you say I think it's a little sus because she was talking to me for a very long time about this flight and last minute even her assistant Bree is texting me was like apparently they're going out of town tomorrow so I think before it gets off track and I just want to keep you on track because I knew what was going on because you were texting me the whole time what had happened was you were trying to build a rapport with Kristen. And so Caleb, we're thinking we're going to go and Caleb's going to come.

We're all going to chill and hang. And normally here's the thing. Whenever I invite two people on the podcast, I pay for both of them. I've never, there's so many people who have like, Hey, can I bring my friend?

And I always, I've never invited Caleb. I've pulled up before. And if our last podcast we did literally in it i mean you were talking because you were like you didn't bring caleb and i'm like yeah i i didn't know i should like yeah i don't bring so just in mj's defense and i'm not talking down on kristen or whitney in this situation at all they are just now learning how to run a business and they're gonna fucking make mistakes you know but normally if you're gonna have two guests on your podcast or included then yeah you definitely would pay for that other person so i think that's where you started getting off vibes or like the

communication wasn't good because you because yeah and so i'm like i'm like well shit like if that's the case then if you can add a person i said if you can that's the case, then if you can add a person. I said, if you can. And I have the text, too. If you can add a person, go ahead. Yeah. Add them. I'll bring them. I was like, but my mom will still probably babysit. I'm going to get a babysitter because I just still don't want to bring the baby. Right.

But hell yeah, I'll bring Caleb. And she's like, oh, bet. I'm on a flight right now. When I land, I'll start looking for flights for him. Right. I'm like, okay, boom, cool. She did say that? She said, I'll start looking for flights for him. Yeah, I have the text. I will, cool. She did say that? She said, I'll start looking for flights for him?

Yeah, I have the text. I will start looking for flights once I land. I'm on a flight right now. Wow. I said, okay, awesome. I was like, thank you so much. And she posted to me saying, I love that you included Caleb. Like, no one ever includes him.

She didn't include the part where she said, I'm going to look for flights. Okay. So I just look like, some people are like, oh, oh like you asked her to pay for your your boyfriend first of all i don't even invite this motherfucker nowhere so let's be so for real caleb or that boy loves you you better start being nice to him mj he's been sleeping on the couch for like a week dude he's annoying he got you balloons and picked you up from the airport yeah because he wanted to oh online he wanted to he knew what people were gonna do you guys stop being so tough you guys finally have a baby there you guys come on yeah i'll see you every birthday for the next 18 years try me now

but so that's mj fresh talking guys oh yeah so moving on she didn't get caleb a ticket and so but she tells me this last minute the day before like two days before i'm about to go she's like the flight's full babe i don't even know like i can't like the flight's full so i'm like oh okay well i'll just do it i call him i'm like hey i want to add somebody or like get him a ticket i tell him my stuff hence i've told her like 10 times could you send me the info for the flight could you send me the info for the flight she won't send the shit which in her defense and i've said this to you even off camera was she was doing her sister's party right yeah but she said that and then i was like okay that's cool and then

a week goes by and she's still like hey i'm sending it hey i'm sending it and i'm like all right i just need to know like it's not because i'm i want to come on the podcast so bad it's because i have to make plans and i have to make sure everything's set out good for them one's in daycare and one's in diapers i can't just get hit with a flight tomorrow and up and dip right and that's kind of how she did it and like i get that's maybe her and like cool for her like so they didn't have a set date for you they didn't have a set date for you it was just floppy all around it was first it was like 15 16 then i was like we just kept bouncing around gotcha okay and then i said you know what whatever works best for you go ahead book it send it to me let me know and i'm there yeah and like that's just how i text and that's the only thing she posts online is you tell me when

and where and i'm there yeah i mean a friend because we were bouncing around dates for so long anyways so i mean are you supposed to be mean to people when you text them i guess if you're too nice like you're like a dick writer i don't understand the people are i'm not i'm just trying to make sure we're like uncomfortable vibes if i'm about to sit down with you and yeah and spill my guts yeah i want to at least know like we're cool like yeah or do you just want me to do that on camera anyways so you flew in the same day as the podcast which i think is crazy because i flew i fly all my guests in the day before i never make a guest do a podcast you did one today because you're a fucking savage and that's how you want it but also because like i'm

i don't know we're on like on one other than just like podcasts we're on like a friendly basis too like yeah you know i mean like yeah i'll get ready on a motherfucking airplane to come up and see you you know like yeah i don't know them like that so yeah i'm gonna need like if i got layovers chicken on like and you're rushing me well so okay yeah let's talk about that so you get on the plane and the flight is delayed both of them were delayed she booked the flight you're already frustrated because the flight is delayed both of them were delayed she booked the flight you're already frustrated because the flights are delayed and because i planned for caleb to be coming too right and then she tells me last minute and the people were like no the flight's not full

the flight's just 700 to a thousand dollars ticket right and i'm like you could have just said it was too much you didn't want to pay for him right you didn't have to say it was full right because now it's the day before and i'm not paying a thousand dollars you felt like you guys were already getting off on a bad foot because she just couldn't be real yeah just be like hey man i don't want to pay the 700 for the ticket and if you would have told me that while like a week prior yeah tickets are cheaper yeah then he still could have came i didn't have to tell him oh bet look she said you get along great with the guys and like you know caleb like, you know, Caleb's like, you know, thinking he's going. Yeah.

You didn't just say he should come. You said he should come and hang out. The guys would love him. Like, what's boyfriend's going to be here? My boyfriend. Like, she made it seem like that. And then last minute, a flight the day before. Babes, that's expensive.

Caleb, you better sit your ass at home. Yeah. I won't even pay $700 for tickets for me mimi and hayley that's just ridiculous no i know how she feels 100 but you didn't say that you said well no i'm agreeing with both of you guys like the 700 for fucking just a flight is crazy but whatever okay so fuck that right and then i get on this flight they're both delayed she booked them and she keeps asking me for all these and all the information and i'm like you booked the flights and if you have she's like oh we have nothing to plan no don't worry about it like take your time girl there's nothing going on the posts she posts online are like well we

had other podcasts doing all this stuff if that's the case why'd you ask me so many times um about like my flights where they were and stuff like that you would need to know those because you would have to like today you had another podcast to do so you needed to know what time i was coming because you had to make sure it fit right with the other person right she didn't need to know none of that right she sent me like a weird message at the end and i was like i get the vibe she's sending me this in case yeah online that's what it was i wasn't dumb but so you had landed your flight was delayed and they wanted both of them podcast like 5 30 and i didn't what time did you land 5 30 it was like literally i was walking out at the airport around like, I was like, there's absolutely no way. Yeah.

First thing I said, maybe we should just reschedule because I feel rushed and like, I don't know. I was like texting you and I'm just like, this is a lot like. Yeah. You were already stressed out. And she's told me twice. I'm picking you up from the airport. I'm picking you up from the airport. Give her the times.

I'll be there. And then right when I'm walking out flights are late she's like hey could you just get an uber yeah i give you the hotel i'm like yeah whatever fuck it it's 45 minutes away and you want me to be here at six then it's like they she wanted you to get right off the flight and then go straight to the podcast which is like i said i look like a freaking noodle right now says no i already get the vibes you're trying to make me look stupid so i at least want to look cute when i look stupid like yeah so i'm like well the place you have me staying at is 45 minutes away can't be there then she's like yeah but it's only 10 minutes from me

oh so you only have to take a short drive okay i booked the uber i get there i get there she didn't get me a hotel room. It was just on file. And they were like, well, we need your card to pay for it. Because it's just booked. Like, she reserved it. She didn't pay for it. Then I was like, I was going to.

So they hand me, like, all this paperwork I had to fill out and stuff. And I'm like, they want me there in, like, 30 minutes. I don't got time for this shit. I sent her the number. And I was like, yo, you need to call them. You need to just let them know, approve your card. It was a general manager. She was like, thank God I'm the general manager. I can go ahead and i was like yo you need to call them you need to just let them know prove your card it was a general manager she's like thank god i'm the general manager i can go ahead and approve it just tell her call me um and tell me the last three digits

of her card and i'll let her um yeah i'll let you go i was gonna say sometimes like price line when you go to book things they'll do that like they'll want like the three digit security card like i don't know it's just like to protect the without all the extra shit and i'm like y'all are rushing me already yeah girl and paperwork and all this like i don't even know what color lipstick i'm wearing fuck no like can you just give him a call and then she's like a passive aggressive in her messages like i'm on my phone now so send the number now i'm like you're talking to me a little funny and like i'm a little crazy crazy, girl. I'm like, okay. I send the number. I'm like, she approves it, gets a room.

And I'm like, that's normally what happens. Maybe we should reschedule. I said it probably 10 times. Yeah. And then she says, Brie, text me. No, girl, you're good. We're going to do it. Do you want to do 830 tonight, 9 o'clock tomorrow?

I said, 9 o'clock tomorrow is way better. 9 o'clock tomorrow, bitch, please. Yeah. I'm going to go lay down. Relax. Yep. just vibe out and plus if not then y'all are randomly going out of town she's like oh apparently they're going out of town tomorrow your assistant doesn't even know when you're going out of town like what and why would y'all invite me somewhere and be going out of town the very next day and want me to do a podcast at 8 30 at night right so you're just beyond frustrated and i'm just like so what am i supposed to do the 16th all day yeah because it would have been different if caleb was with me

but now i'm like by myself right i'm trying to make it seem weird about my dog i just want to know if dogs are allowed at the hotel by the way that's all i would have paid for my fucking dog it's only 150 like if they're allowed at the hotel but she didn't know shit about the hotel clearly um so yeah she was like texting me apparently kristen and them are going out of town i'm checking with the girls no one knew what was going on and i'm like i sent her a whole message she never posted that though where i'm texting well i was texting you and i'm like i feel frustrated and you were like you just need to communicate tell her how you feel so i'm like fuck i don't know how to do that i just know how to cast bitches out all right i'm very proud of you there's so much growth here mj it's so hard like it literally is like growth i want to be like

you stupid fucking cunt but like instead i'm like hey babes so listen pink heart and it like eats me alive and then bitches make me look so dumb online and i'm like you were so lucky i said that because i was gonna say something else okay this is why i'm overly nice because right anyways yeah so i'm like hey girl this is really unprofessional um i've done multiple podcasts with people i didn't say this part but with people that you know, too. Right. And I've also, not just you, but I've done other podcasts, too. And, like, even just, like, dumb shit, like, fresh and fit,

where, like, you're made to, like, be angry. Like, anything where you meet up and, like, you're interviewed, like, it's just not professional. They have a set time. With or without you, they're doing it. Right. Period. They have a set date. They have flights they're doing it right period um they have a set date they have flights like everything's booked and done it's not all you have a game plan and they're like bouncing around dates with me bouncing around times and then i'm like girl i'm

not coming read the room i've said 10 times let's reschedule you're not getting it read the room like i'm not coming right so you told them you didn't want to be on the podcast yeah and i'm like it's late as at night i'm getting the vibes because y'all are just being really weird and i don't like being uncomfortable situations yeah well i think you were just so frustrated by that point that everything was going to turn around like it'd be different if she was giving me like friendly vibes but it was like the girls that were lily palitzer in school vibes where it's like hey girly pops so like um and i don't like the girls that were Lily Pulitzer in school vibes where it's like, hey, girly pops. So like, and I don't like those. Girl, no.

I already know. No. So girl, I'm not coming. We have a triggered MJ. So then I didn't say nothing about it online. I didn't say nothing. Obviously, everyone's like, what's going on? So you didn't say anything about it online, but.

Tell. I was getting there. I was was getting there i'm getting to it but which i when you did this i told you you told me not to i said you're going to establish i don't listen start a war and i have to prove my point and the one person who i haven't talked to the whole time and that was cool um was like we didn't want beef with fly who said this what and i'm like but they told you to talk here well um you literally said i asked you you want me to be messy like whatever like what do you that's normally how i talk to people and they'll let me know the vibes yeah like and the girl's like yeah talk your shit like act up all this stuff and like she never posted that she just posts me looking like i'm trying to be messy right i'm trying to come on the podcast right i don't invite myself to shit i don't think you

even even right on this podcast here you didn't talk shit about fly you just told the truth of what you had gone through yeah i mean i could i yeah like and i that's just do i have same energy live with him yeah because like you're gonna make me look bad make you look bad but like i don't dislike even kristen i don't dislike the girl it's just like why do you have to be weird on the internet yeah what do you have to lie yeah and i got and fly does the same shit and like i've been around enough TikTokers, and they just, like, they have to look like they're right. And you don't have to. Right.

And she's just trying to make me, and meanwhile, she's making me look funny. And, like, now I'm a mean girl because I defend myself. And I'm like, you know what? Well, you were triggered. Instead of proving my point, let's not forget not forget shorty when you were hugging up all on fly and kissing on him and she was making him look bad i have texts with his mom and she was like i'm worried about him um they're making him look really stupid on live he doesn't drink alcohol he does not think anybody could make him look stupid but he doesn't drink alcohol right

like you can tell from the vibes and she was on live with him they're hanging out right like literally a week after we broke up like she's like got the camera on him she's like like laughing and stuff like he's messed up in the bed like drunk he's like doing too much he's sloppy like and they think it's funny and that makes him look bad and his mom's tripping out on me about it like what the heck get a hold of frankie and all this stuff and funny, and that makes him look bad. And his mom's tripping out on me about it, like what the heck, get a hold of Frankie and all this stuff. And I'm like, that's what I was like I'm scared they're going to do to me. So, yeah, shorty just gave me those vibes, and I'm just like, let's not forget that, you know?

But I overlooked that, just like with Coco, just like a bunch of people I talked about that did things that were slimy, but I just overlook it because I'm a girl's girl. i actually am even though i talk a lot of shit you are a girl's girl we've always had a great rapport like unless you do me wrong then i'm gonna i'm hot hold you accountable yeah and i'm gonna talk crazy like and i'm adhd so i'm gonna talk in every fucking direction and very fast over communicate yeah mj's an over communicator so when i got the text that you for your next move you were triggered you were triggered mj and so yeah i'm triggered and then so i posted you know the video and whatever

and i was like thanks for the free vacay bitch i did it people already saying it anyways that was you feeding into that was me being the bullshit that was me being immature toxic yeah and i'm just like and like was that before or after whitney had posted that they canceled on you that was after whitney said we canceled on her because we didn't want drama fly so i said oh you didn't want that i'm gonna give it to you now like right so just so we clarify i don't think whitney knew probably the story so that and you know whitney is trying to build a brand and a business herself like I've told you Whitney seemed chill up until like she didn't seem like she really knew what was going on right that's what I'm saying so I don't think she knew

the whole situation I'd like to give her the benefit of the doubt that she didn't know the whole situation because I never talked to her really yeah I only ever talked to see so so that triggered you hearing that they said they canceled on you and you can speak up and say what's going on that things were just miscommunication and that's what it was well yeah that and just an organization she wants to go online and post a video and say we run a business and who said that kristen yes posting messages that are very much making her look like good like a little too good you could have posted you could make me look bad but you didn't have to make me

look like a fan sis because i didn't even know you before you hit me up first nothing about you i'm not in that side of tiktok i'm in the ratchet side you know what i mean i'm not in the anyways there's like different areas of messy and tiktok yeah i try to suck out of all of it don't ever go on mom talk okay that oh yeah you think that you motherfuckers are crazy that's why i'm stopping because i want to rebrand i want to do a family channel but oh my god yeah mom talk is insane you don't want to go on there you fart wrong and they're like bitch yeah did you know if your kid is around that yeah Yeah. And is anybody calling ZSS? The fumes could cause, yeah.

I'm like. Yeah, exactly. Oh, my God, dude. Like, let him hold the marker how he wants to. So you posted your video to clap back at Whitney saying that. And then I start getting, because hence, prior, I really didn't know a lot about him, to be honest. Other than, like, with the fly shit. But I looked at it because I know how he is.

So then people are sending me shit my friend's like bitch like you didn't see like this and shows me rachel and the situation that happened with rachel and they were like friends and um kristen's very much talking shit on her baby daddy and it just looked really sus and it was sus and so i'm like girl what the heck and they're letting this girl like they're they're bullying this girl basically on the internet and she's home with a baby and i know what it's like to be home with a baby and get bullied by a bunch of people because oscar with his millions of followers and i don't you know what i mean i know what it feels like and i'm just like fuck that you want to make some tiktoks in the fucking hotel she paid for

fuck like i could have paid for my i have actual texts too by the way there's gonna be a different area of talking but where i said next time i said maybe we should reschedule next time i will book the flight and the hotel just so i know like it's organized right so i even offer to do that for anyone says i got a free vacation i just feed into it they act like you don't get money i don't get the money i used to get i'll say that but right but i mean i'm happier always gotten money and i'm in a different mind headspace one thing about mj she's gonna get it okay i don't i'll figure the motherfucker out whether i pop some coochie i don't give a fuck but that's why my bill's getting paid and my kids going to private school so basically i'm by rachel over this girl is so innocent you know you can just tell someone's

innocent yeah she's so like no no no no i can't go out this like and but she was like she wanted to make videos but like she's also like i don't know very like just scared of everything like walking on eggshells i lived like that for a long time where it's like i know i can talk my shit to you i can stand up for myself but i'm scared because i've been put in positions where it's fucked me over and i'm like girl live your life like just do you like and so, yeah, I invited her over. We're chilling. Like, we just bumped into each other in the lobby. That's what we say.

And she even, the funny part is she was like, hey, I know this is weird, but she was like, is it okay if, she was like, is it okay if I bring my boyfriend? Like, I know that's weird. Not a lot of people. And I'm like, girl, I feel you. Bring him. Bring him. she was like is it okay if um i bring my boyfriend like i know that's weird not a lot of people and i'm like girl i feel you bring him yeah bring him you're like pizza boy would be here yeah

i'm like bring him girl i got him a wristband i was like we're up i'm just not really a vacation i'm chilling this fucking hotel the only thing good is this top bar yeah with old people and so she comes and we make some toxic TikToks, whatever. Who cares? The amount that they've made towards me and towards her. Clap back. Like, I don't give a fuck. I'd do it this day.

Just a vicious cycle. But yeah, I'm very proud of you, though, for not continuing it because they did comment and like kept trying to egg you on and stuff like that. And they're like where are the receipts where are the receipts yeah and they know i have and i'm like what do you mean you know i have them yeah you want the drama and you don't want people it's good for their podcast you know it makes people want to listen but you don't want people to fly but wasn't he just cussing y'all out on live and they posted me sending a video i sent the video to make her

feel better saying like hey girl this is normally what he does it's his it's his inner insecurities yeah trying to make her feel better like don't let that get to you because he was like digging deep he was hitting roots and she made it look like oh i'm just sending her drama yeah but yeah she made it seem like something it wasn't and it's just like just keep it real like we don't have we don't have to be but i get it people gotta get their views up like if i don't be i can do a mom thing i have other let's talk about that you know some people what is that being a mom is not a kink i think it's actually yeah okay well it's my king you like you have a breeding kink yeah you like to be bred that's what it is

like i don't know it keeps me not in trouble like princeton was too good of a kid it's so out of trouble bro like he does everything he's told he's yes ma'am no ma'am i'm like what the hell like jelly with jelly and i were waking up this morning and we always try to like snuggle before we have to start our days and he's like who do you have on the podcast today and i was like justin nendley and mj and he goes oh mj's coming back on and i was like yeah and he was like he's like man her and flyer crazy he's like i can't even they have like such a crazy relationship i was like baby she had a whole kid and is with somebody else now and he's like damn i just saw tiktok two days ago he's like that's how old my fyp is no everyone like because

that's really just what people talk about so and i'm like yeah that's funny oh my god caleb literally like he loves him yeah caleb's dad i got i got i'm yelling at his dad really so you and caleb got they love them some jelly but no you and caleb got back together yeah tell me and take me on that journey because this is all good stuff i feel like you and caleb have a connection basically um yeah that's my dude that's my dude forever like i don't know we're like the same person like he will tell me about myself like he'll be like bitch who are you showing out for so i'm to be cute. Like, you're just talking shit because it's the internet. And I'll be like, you right. Like, no, I will never say that ever, ever.

But, like, later on, I'll be like, that's why I am humbled now, I think, because he's put me in my place so long and I've seen it firsthand. And with fucking, you know, people that run around with boxing gloves. And I'm like, y'all dead serious. And I used to be like that like and i'm like imagine caleb sitting there like watching me like the fuck this what's doing i used to be like showing out on the internet he humbles me a lot and but he's so childish he gets my fucking nerves like he don't do social media you know i don't even let him he just had a flip

phone for the past two months that's why he got fucking grounded and had a flip phone but yeah it's it's for the better he really did I said you want to be how did you guys get back together um so I'm at the content house and um I called him and I was like I'm dead serious this time come get me but like if you come I'm actually come home I promise so he goes my mom's house he gets my jeep keys whatever um oh no no no no i had already had the jeep he came to get me like three times and i was like never mind i'm lit again you and then i'm lit again this time i was like it's like when all this was happening at the content house i was like i actually don't want to be like this like i i want a life like i want something you know like that's purpose like

yeah yeah and i'm like this isn't giving it this is me being everyone's entertainment i'm always everybody else's entertainment and it's never mjs you know it's never mine anymore other than porn but that's other guys you're still giving yourself to the world so kills always told me that but i always told him he's a fucking idiot and a loser and broke and she can shut the fuck up then i got put in that position with someone else who called me a fucking loser and broke and all those things i'm like damn so this feels like this sucks gross and i used to literally like be so mean to kill about it be like you can go sleep on the side that used to be you're still pretty sassy I haven't been arrested for domestic violence in a long time so we're gonna we're gonna be proud of that okay but like we're gonna knock on wood we just like fits now like we don't yeah

like before it'd be like you guys have been growing like I used to think that I was a grown ass man right we could really like talk about it and yeah so i call him and i'm like actually really got him like for real because memphis was like you know you keep telling on cheating you can leave and i was like fuck you you know what i'm going back to my cheater because i cheated back and i got my leg back and didn't feel good did it fuck no well no he did it first and he wants to play victim can't be playing victim all right don't be trusting him but he's all men play victim then i got my leg back except i really myself because then i'm stuck with tattoos and i'm like but it's not stuck in my head like now we're together and like before like everything he would do he could literally like

say something that was wrong and i'd be like oh yeah because you cheated it's like every word out of my mouth but now i've got my leg back it's really fucked up and childish but i mean i came back home well he actually i flew him to florida he gets there i forgot i flew him there come get me i'm on top of the roof at this place called um the tree house and it was another content house and um I was like you know obviously entertainment because I'm the bitch that don't give up pull my tit like so I'm on top of this house on the roof my boobs out and about to belly flop into the pool and caleb's down there and everybody knows about him because i've been talking about pizza boy and they're like cameras and all this stuff and like

it was like people performing and stuff and they run over there like pizza boy you're the pizza boy you're the pizza boy because i always talk about him and caleb's like get the fuck down like what are you doing i'm like you you came and we're riding home and i was like half pink hair half black hair tattoos and i'm like so you're not gonna cheat on me ever again no and i know it's like the worst like fucked up thing and it's like i don't know the shit we've been through people are like why would y'all ever get through that like just don't be together you guys probably have a lot of childhood trauma that's similar but we fixed it we started like going to like therapy and like talking about our problems and it's corny and it literally makes me want to throw up but like he's like we need to do it and i'm like it works but like i was so psych i went through like a state of like psychosis almost from when I was with Alex and them.

My dad, my stepdad, but he was my dad. He was like my Caleb DePrinson died when I was dating Alex. The same day we did the music video. They told me shut the fuck up. Suck it up. I literally had to suck it up. No one knows. No one cared.

I posted about it he said delete that you look sorry as fuck on the internet um said that because his brother told him like what the fuck is she posting this sad stuff for so i like was literally basically in this mindset after i left and came home with caleb of like don't look like this on the internet don't let you know because they had like made me feel like that for so long right and i came home and finally started grieving things that happened like i started dating this guy trap that's at the content house it's who i lived with um his name is oh trap star he was he reminded me just like of caleb like probably the nicest fucking human like on the planet ew nicest human on the fucking planet um and he like died i went home to go get like a u-haul of my

stuff and move it back because i was like embarrassed like in my room at the content house so i was like i'm gonna go get like my pink couch and my all my like bougie ass rich shit and make my room look so cute so he can like see that you know and get on my designer and like pop off for him yeah and um i'm like coming back with my stuff and like like we're texting like the whole time and like calling everything and i get a call i'm an hour away and they're like where's chap where's chap and i'm like um or they're asking where i was at and i was was like, I'm at the studio with Trapp, because that's normally where I would be at. But I was being funny, because if I wasn't,

I was going to surprise them. They're like, you're not at the studio with Trapp? I was like, yes, I am. And then they told me he had passed, and I was like... And his dad came to me and told me you were the first girl I've ever met of him having around. Because everyone thought he lived, like, so rich and, like, this.

But he was the only person that brought me over. He lived in a little apartment. His two bedrooms. Like, he didn't really live like that. He was honest about it, real about it. He was, like, good people. What did he pass away from? And Caleb, like, was, like, he told me himself.

He was, like, I'm at least happy you found someone good because if not for trap he was like you probably like because i was going so like drinking partying yeah i had someone that i had to like have my back and um i went to get on a flight to go visit home and then get myself and drive it back and um i literally said to drive i was like don't cheat on me and um he was driving in this car used to race the cars and everything and it flipped and ran into a building and he was trying to save somebody he would could have lived he was supposed to live he was out of the car he walked off and he was trying to pull the people out of the car. And, yeah. And he was alive and he was going to the hospital.

And then, but he had told me, like, some deep stories about, like, his mom and stuff like that. That also, like, opened my eyes and why I'm different now. Like, and then after he passed, I saw all these people that he told me, like, deep stories about. Be, like, sad but profiting in a weird way if you get what i'm saying yeah and i got a little crazy about it i put it on the internet i was like and then his dad reached out was like how did you know that stuff i was like that's what he told me and it made me look at stuff like differently you know because like what if i'm gone tomorrow and then people don't really care they cry for a week yeah they profit they still tag you and

stuff and they move on yeah that's it that's crazy the world doesn't stop for anyone yeah and then i just went i came back with caleb and i was just like damn I went to the fucking island boy shit I lost my dad I lost trap and I was like just not like okay I was just like I don't know I thought everyone was out to get me like it was really weird I think I was like blowing your phone up a lot too like yeah I talked to you I was like I'm in a McDonald's parking lot right now and like I hate everybody in that like I need to like get out of here and like I think you wanted to move to Nashville and you were like yeah you can come stay in my studio i was like i'm on the way and then i'm like 20 minutes i wasn't i was not right like it was not me yeah i look back now and i'm like i'm just chilling on the internet with no tooth out like

living my best life i'm like chris sean yeah i'm like she did it why can't i it's different you just kind of lost your mind there for a little bit because i went through like some craziness but i didn't think it was trauma i thought it was just crazy but it was trauma through was abuse and it is trauma you know like that's what people have told me they're like you have to realize you were in a domestic relationship like that was domestic like you know i didn't clean i got water dumped on me or i didn't they frankie would try to say women cook women clean bitch you're dirty like i was treated like a dog by him but then there's another person who's sad and like oh like it's just weird i don't know my brain wasn't right

when i got home and then well that's what i slowly started to like regain my family and i was like caleb i need to get pregnant i was like that sounds fucked up and like stupid i was like but if i get pregnant i have no choice but to get right and if not there's gonna be an opportunity that's gonna reach out to me i'm gonna take it yeah or there's gonna be someone that hits me up i'm gonna go and i'm i don't want to do that anymore i was like i need to get right i was like and caleb's been wanting to get me pregnant since they fucking met me so he's like oh for real he's like it's it's my time to shine yeah i know where we got pregnant what time and how and what position right um and it did it made me like sit the fuck down and while i was pregnant what do you know people that i've always wanted to like

collab with opportunities i've always wanted to have hit me up and i'm i have no choice i have to sit down and like sit and do fucking nothing and like my brain doesn't like you have to sit and heal yeah it was bad i was like posting corny stuff like sad stuff and i'd go back and be like ew like ew that's not me because i just i'm happy i'm i mean nobody is happy all the time but i yeah i had to face like real life and that's why i'm like better now because i had to go through that i'm like what the fuck like i thought i was just with some fucked up people and i laughed at them and joked at them but i was with some like fucked up people like they're not right like yeah they treat people bad i was in a domestic

relationship like i see people talk about that online and i'm like so corny yeah but that's real shit and so you know i'm like healed or whatever i mean i'm still like always in a healing mood but healing is a process and it's gonna take a long time you don't just heal like you heal from one thing and then you figure out oh fuck I have 20 other more things that I need to fucking heal so it's like a constant journey it's literally a journey it's not a destination yeah it's it's different because you know me I like to ignore stuff yeah and not deal with it but now you got a beautiful baby boy have you been dealing with any postpartum or anything like that um no not really um i went i literally had a may 1st i went to work may 12th i got to the club good i should make me hella tips they'd be like you had a baby when

and then also like south carolina be fucking with bunny bro i'm telling you i love you but like you're pulling me some tips girl like I'm like well I don't know my friend extra 50 on the tab I'm like yep love that but um yeah I don't dance anymore either like I just stopped doing all of that I just waitress it's still fun I'm still bottle girl but like you can't touch me unless i give you permission yeah which i miss my i miss being a slut i do it eats me alive every day because the power i could have if i could just pop my cooch but like mentally i stay sane keeping myself to myself and like keeping the boobs in as much as possible and i have to say from when i first met you to now you're a lot calmer

and you have grown a lot wouldn't you say so mimi's been around since the beginning too yeah oh the first mj was fucking whoa she was fucking swinging from the chandeliers nervous now and i've never experienced that and oh i don't think it gets worse as you get older. Just wait. I'd be like, Kayla's like, what is the, like, you've never been nervous before. I get like awkward sometimes. I'm like, what the fuck? Who am I? Like, I don't, I'm not like this.

You're growing, baby. I walk in a room and I'm like, bitch, it's MJ, bitch. And I'm like. But you can't be that girl all the time. And it's not fun if it happens every night. You know, like there comes a time when you have to be like, you know what? Like I pop out when there comes a time when you have to be like you know what like I pop out when it there's a bag like I if I show up to something it's because I'm trying to be seen you know and that has been like such a saving grace for me because I'm not everywhere like yeah you see me online because I want you to see me but in person there's people that can say that they have never even met me in person

you know like yeah you only pop out whenever it's needed because if you oversaturate then you're just gonna run yourself down and that's what i did like i thought i had to pop out going to walmart yeah like i'd be like um because like you're going to walmart yeah put slippers on and go and i'm like no what do people see me this is a this is nobody like actually really cares you know what i'm saying they don't like and then now i don't like it like i don't know i'll be at the gas station and like people in my hometown i'm very known there because it's a small town it's a bunch of like kids people that are spoiled and like you know i mean privileged i'm the one that's like always like in jail and doing porn and some crazy but now i'm not like that and people don't accept

that like that's why it's hard not gonna let you change like that yeah like who pulled to the gas station one time and like for example be like i'm jay i got two babies in the car like what do you think i'm about to do you're like pumping gas i'm like i'm like um can i help you but before i'd be like you know like yeah but now i'm not like that well you've lived some life too and you realize that not everybody has good intentions and that's i think that's like the hardest lesson to learn is that people don't have the same heart as you i think yeah it really fucking sucks not being a good person for real it does you're a sweetheart because i'd be letting people really take advantage of me and i realize that now and i'm like damn fuck y'all like but you're figuring it out you know and that's what your 20s is about

i'm home and i'm away from all of it so i'm watching it from another point of view and i'm like y'all weren't really chilling with me y'all were it was good you know i mean quick go throw a big pink coat on your heels real quick by the pool there's video yeah of course i'm gonna do it what attention hello i'm coming yeah but like sign me what did i get not paid i just they would hype it up and make it feel like something so yeah basically i go to walmart in t-shirts now you're just learning a lot of life lessons yeah and now i'm like when princeton was a baby i didn't appreciate i was ready to get back to like getting lit this baby like now i'm just like which i feel bad i didn't do it with princeton but my mindset i'm just like i just hold him and i just stare him just like

it's like my little human i'm just like well you were a baby when you had princeton too you know like you're still very young you're still a baby but like i came and saw you right after i had princeton literally yeah and i was talking about my surgery because i'd just gotten it now i had this one i'm back i just can't believe how amazing you look so what do you want to do this next year Now that you're like learning about life and calming down. Everyone wanted to. Me and Caleb got our own place August 1st moving into my own rooms. We can have our own little like deflection.

He can have his room. I can have mine. The kids rooms. But when I was pregnant, I stayed with my grandma. And I don't know why, but people made me feel like it was like a crime that i stayed at my grandma's like at least you have i got tore up and down the internet like who fucking cares how these people still live with their parents and grandparents i'm 23 i'm pregnant my grandma makes me soup in bed and rubs my back like i don't know

what a crime i wish i had a grandma i could move for everyone that thinks i'm fucking broke i'm i got my own place august 1st you know i went back to work the 12th i'm the first but yeah i just want to like i want to do family stuff and like involve caleb involve the kids because princeton tries to act like me he puts the phone up he's like hey guys welcome to my channel no i've been i'm just like start a family channel yeah i want to rebrand like i know the moms will come for me but i'd kind of rather would be like arguing over milk than arguing over do whatever makes your heart island boys you know what i'm saying like yeah who fucked who like i hate going and seeing myself in the for you page looking at like you know the drama pages fucking screen record everything yeah i hate looking like on those things yeah look i don't think no one's recording

me nothing feels good about drama it's toxic it doesn't feel good it makes i'd rather my kid get older and i got enough to explain for you know that yeah i'd rather it be like i'm arguing over milk with another mom right and me and c Caleb, like, some stupid, like... And our life is a lot different, and it's funny, and people find it very entertaining. And when me and Caleb go live, we get more views than if I go by myself. I think you guys are cute.

You just need to stop being mean to that boy. Yeah. Speak sweet to him. But he's got to stop letting people make him fold, and then I do. I'm sweet to him. But he's got to stop letting people make him fold. And then I will. Well, MJ, I'm so happy that you came back on the podcast and I got to see you again. I'm so happy that I get to just watch you kind of grow up before my eyes. I'm proud of you.

You think I have for real? Yeah, I do. There's a huge, huge difference. Like better? Absolutely. You're way calmer, dude. This MJ would have met you would have fucking already been hooting and hollering up and down the fucking.

Feeling like I have to put a show on. Yeah. And like this one's just calm, cool, and collected. But do I give you awkward vibes? No. I feel like I'd be acting awkward. I didn't get awkward from you at all. I didn't think it was.

You're gross. Yeah. Like this is. It makes me feel weird. Yeah. Like I get uncomfortable and I'm just like, do other people think I'm awkward? No. It was like,

no, you're calm. And I'm like, yeah, you know, I'm not used to a calm MJ, but I love this calm MJ. I think it's amazing.

So I am proud of you. I should do the family channel thing. Yeah. If nobody's told you, MJ, we're all proud of you, dude. We were always rooting for you.

I didn't even know you paid attention to like, Oh, like you said, of course we you i don't even know you paid attention too like oh like you said of course we do i'm like you paid attention mimi was there when we first met i know and i love you but like you know what i mean i just be i don't like myself a lot too you're literally like our little sister that we just want to protect a lot of people that also be like i don't know so i'm just like oh you see you actually like think i'm doing better like i don't know i like hearing that because honestly other than you guys and humans uh birth and i mean pizza boys fucked me over i've been fucked over by a lot of people i think you guys humans i birth um tay i actually talked to tay money now yeah to get her on the podcast never fucked me over but i can count on one hand people actually like when i walk out don't laugh and stuff you know there's

good people in this world i promise you but i never noticed it because i walk out the room be like that bitch but then i'm like but now you're trying to realize that's not how they saw it like other people in the world now you're trying to change well we love you why don't you tell everybody where they can find you tell them your socials and all that stuff um basically i'm on every platform um dad's love mj fresh just mj fresh are you gonna change your handle from dad's love mj fresh are you gonna keep that one yeah i will because if you're gonna have a family channel you can't be having dads love MJ Fresh. A lot of people have been commenting lately that moms love MJ Fresh.

That's good. Yeah. And I'm like, do moms love me? And they're like, yeah, you let us like, a lot of moms tell me that I give them the like vibes that you could be a mom and still have fun. And I'm like, I love it. But like, Caleb wants to be like the fresh family i love it that's different and i don't want him on the camera oh god tell people where they can find you dad loves mj fresh and um yeah family channel coming soon i'm rebranding i'm not gonna be a slight or crazy anymore i'm gonna

include everybody and just be good and you know maybe listen to bunny a little more when she tells me to shut the fuck up we love you mj you're always welcome over here and for me that fucked me over fuck you and um yeah karma's a bitch and that's why most y'all look like shit tell everybody bye and you'll see him next week thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of Done Blonde I'll see you guys next week Bye