Dumb Blonde - Paige the Psychic: Energy Vampires and Spirit Guides

Episode Date: November 9, 2022

It's a spirited episode this week as Bunnie welcomes back resident psychic, Paige the Psychic Medium. Paige talks about how she went through her dark night of the soul to come out the other side, how she connects to spirits on the other side, and she gives Bunnie a reading that brings her plenty of Grace. Paige gives some advice on how to turn your pain into power, manifest your dream life, and ward off energy vampires.  Bunnie: Website  Paige: IG  Website  Watch Full Episodes & More: www.dumbblondeunrated.comSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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I am so happy to be here. I feel like since I was last on the podcast everything has just transformed in my life. All the manifestations are now starting to like bloom and it's like wow I've put in all this work and now it's paying off. Dude manifesting is like one of the things that I don't it's crazy because ever since I was a little girl I've always said fake it till you make it but I never realized that it was really me just manifesting and believing it so anytime I speak something into the world it fucking happens it's insanely crazy but now I'm like trying to preach that to people like manifest bitches because any your destiny is yours you know like it's just crazy and I love that about you too because you are always

so positive and always every so now we've made it a ritual where every year I get a reading from from Jay for me for Jay and for us as a from you. And I love that because I'll be honest, whenever I first contacted you back in 2020, it was a shit year, you know? Y'all, it was terrible. It was like out of nowhere, I wrote you and then this is all unfolded. Yeah. And I'll be honest, I have made so many friends that found me from your podcast. Like so many girls that have like joined my classes or

joined my patreon or and they all came from you and it is true that you have such a big following of women women i love it seriously where my bitch is at i love my bitches man they are fucking it's crazy because most girls who are half naked on the internet literally have nothing but like arabic dudes sending dick pics you know like that's their jam. And for some reason, women just gravitate towards me. And I love it because I'm just like, yes, embrace me with the sisterhood. Yes. And I used to really not have a lot of girlfriends. And then getting into spirituality has brought so many amazing people into my life. And I'm like, wow, this is my soul family. Like these are my people. And you know, connecting with you. And I saw Jay for the

first time live in Louisville. Yeah, I did the double show. And it was just really a full circle thing for me. I'm like, wow, this touched my life and like changed me connecting with you. We love you, dude. We appreciate you. Jay always asked me, all right, well, give me, he won't like get involved in it because I think it freaks him out, but he'll be like, give me the overview. What's the summary? You know, and so I always been doing it though. He's been doing the damn thing. No, he's fucking crushing it, dude. So for all of our new listeners, because we do have a lot of new listeners, let's give them a little background of who you are as a person. Okay.

So my name is Paige. I'm a psychic medium. I'm from Kentucky, 29 years old. Really got tapped in with my spirituality after going through the dark night of the soul, really going through a lot of trauma, addictions. Just a lot of finding myself led me to this point where did we get into your addictions and stuff like that last time yeah we talked about that on um the last episode but you know I grew up in a family of alcoholics most of my family

um you know blue collar work in factories truck drivers you know so never really had anyone that's like you can do whatever you set your mind to right yeah you can do that you know and i feel like our gender not to cut you off sorry i feel like our generation of parents were so fucking traumatized that they passed on their fucked up shit to us they didn't heal from it well if you think about it our grandparents were raised by people that grew up in the great depression right that's where all of that lack mindset comes from well they literally didn't have food on the table and they literally couldn't make money right and then war yeah where is the next thing so our parents were raised by some fucked up people yeah and they didn't want to heal i feel like that generation either fucking just became addicts or alcoholics or just were like suck it up buttercup and just

keep keep trudging you know like nobody wanted to learn how to heal i feel like that's the don't ask don't tell generation yes for sure keep it behind closed doors smile to people's faces but at the end of the day they're all miserable yeah and they've like passed that mindset on to us and I think it's so beautiful to see everyone rising to the occasion yeah we're like a collective changing that yeah I love that so you grew up in a family of addicts and stuff and alcoholics and stuff like that and then then you found peace. And when did you realize that you had this gift? So when I was younger, between like seven and 11, those four years, I was really tapped in. And then, you know, middle school and high school, we started drinking and partying. And I kind of like numbed it out because I felt so different for so long. So really,

what helped me find myself was when I realized that nobody was coming to save me, like at all. And if I wanted to make a difference in my own life, then I had to get up and go get it. And so I was like the first person in my family to graduate college. So once I got out of college, started making my own money, was able to distance myself from the, you know, the negativity, we'll say. Then I realized that, you know, manifestation, speaking it into existence, like it's a very real thing. If you believe that you're a victim, your whole life will give you that feedback to validate that. I feel like, okay, I feel like when you are traumatized as a child, you take two

paths. You either one, become a narcissist, or two, you become an empath. And I think it's like, there's no in between. I feel like you choose one or the other. Narcissists, of course, being victims feel sorry for themselves. So they want to inflict pain on everybody else. Empaths kind of embrace it. And some of them do victimize themselves but then there's other empaths like us who are like no fuck no I'm gonna turn this power and this pain into power and I think that's the most beautiful thing about this global spiritual awakening that we're going through I feel like you know the pandemic really helped people realize you know what I give way too much energy to fear or I give way too much energy to work or other people's dreams.

Right. And so many people I know started a small business during the pandemic. We did. Or yeah. And a couple of people I know started podcasts or started doing vlogs. And it's just like you can stay in the negative energy or you can figure a way to empower yourself. And then in turn, when you see how that's helping other people and that outreach, it creates like a ripple effect. And I think that's one reason that I found you is because you have this ripple effect of like, you know what, I'm not a victim and I'm going to boss up and I'm going to prove all of you all wrong. Yeah. And I think that's my jam. Yeah. I'm gonna show you who the fuck I am. If somebody

insults me, I try to monetize it. I love the merch in your story today on your about the four years ago. Yeah, isn't that crazy? Yeah. And now you're over here making boss moves, really empowering women from across all backgrounds. Yeah. And I think that's what's really been eye-opening to me is some of the people that have booked readings with me through your following that they all have very different backgrounds yeah but they all relate to you on this same level like I want to level up like bunny I want to you know get my depression under control, my addictions under control. I'm still trying to work that one out. And I think, you know, when you see it come full circle, that's when you really can open your eyes and be like,

you know what, I am making a difference. It's crazy because last night I was, you know, I've been battling depression hardcore for the past few years. I'll literally message Paige and be like, is this the year I off myself? And it's not. She's not going anywhere. I love that about her because she's always so like bitch what is wrong with you no I'm like are you sure you didn't see it in my chart because that's how bad my depression is I get really scared and you know so you know the past couple days I've been struggling with my mental health again and it's

it's been constant I think it's just because it's winter time and it's cold and it's dark and I just need to get the fuck out of Nashville and I was just like lord I just don't what is my purpose here and then literally I got a fucking uh dm from another girl who um is in the music industry who I've never talked to before um and she was like dude I just want to let you know that your post about sammy has really saved me um she's like you know I've been battling really dark depression the past two years. And it's just, you know, that and after I read the message, I was like, thank you, God. You know, like, I'm not alone. I need to stop feeling so alone, you know.

And I think talking about the depression and talking about mental health is a huge part of my healing. Talking to you guys about it and talking to my followers about it is what helps me. And I just want everybody to know that they're not alone. I feel like your posts are like my church, like the gospel,

especially on Sundays. I love you. Should I feel like your fucking messages are my gospel? I'm still freaking out about the reading. She pulled a fucking, in my reading, she pulled a fucking in my reading she pulled

a fucking uh jail and court card and I have been like obsessing about it now I'm like what does this mean I'm too pretty for prison what is what do I what is going on she's like no bitch I'm talking about your mental prison and I'm just like oh okay um and I love that you're so open about that because a lot of people look at you and what you've built and they can't comprehend why you would be depressed or why you would feel those ways. But I think it shows the world that it doesn't matter how much money or success or beauty that you have, you still have these vibrations that you have to work through. Yeah, it's trauma. They say that when you're at your happiest is when you feel your lowest when you're battling mental illness.

Like when times that you're supposed to be the happiest is when you're the saddest. Because your trauma won't let you enjoy it. Right. I was going to say that. It's like you also feel bad for not enjoying it. Then you're even harder on yourself. Yes. Because you're like.

You feel like you're taking it for granted. Exactly. So when you started noticing that you were different, you know, as a younger a younger child, when was your first because you say that you're a medium, too. So you talk to spirits and they come to you. When was your first encounter with that? So whenever I was really young, we moved into my grandfather's house who had passed away in the house. So he very much interacted with me. And something that he does to this day is he leaves dimes

everywhere and so I was switching my purse over to come down here into my bigger bag and there was a dime in the small purse and I was like okay grandpa like it's gonna go good especially nowadays because there's who has change ever and it's exactly what came through my mind like how rare it is for me to find dimes everywhere I go yeah and so I think there was always little hints and like little messages but I just thought I was crazy yeah as most people think all the thoughts that they have are coming from themselves yeah when really you know you're so tapped in with the collective because you share your life with your followers everybody thinks i'm a witch well you probably get a lot of people's projections and their energies and then you think it's your own energy right and that's kind of where i was at throughout my adolescence

but then you know when you mix alcohol and things like that into the picture you don't know what's real and what's not real and that makes you more depressed it makes you feel more different so I think um now especially getting all the validation and feedback from clients like every reading I do people pretty much cry every single time and it's such a beautiful thing that I can touch someone like that that I've never known and then let them know you're not alone. Yeah, it's a release. And it's just been like throughout my whole life. But I think the last like five years that I've really been dedicating myself to meditation and to journaling and, you know, doing the inner work, I see it coming out into my reality, just being able to connect

with people such as yourself on a soul level where it's like you know there's no um what i want to say like there's no glass house like we see right through it and we can like connect on that soul level where it's like you know people can put up walls and hide behind those illusions but when you connect you connect and you know it oh yeah for sure that's how it was with me and mimi we literally you just could you find your tribe your tribe literally finds you and like we find each other um so whenever you do talk to these spirits do you have to like prepare yourself do you summon them like so i always say a blessing which you know that yeah i love that about you intentions for protection and guidance um i have some like different spirit guides that basically like at any given time,

there's probably like 20 spirits wanting to connect. And so I have like a gatekeeper guide that's like, okay, do not overwhelm. He's like your homie at a time. And I think the coolest thing about connecting with spirits is a lot of the time, one of the first things they say, you can hear me like they're shocked. They're shocked that I can hear them. And when I'm connecting, like recently did a session for a woman, her mom had just passed. The woman was very reluctant in the reading. But I was like, your mom's connecting with you through birds. She instantly started crying three days before her daughter got a bird tattoo in honor of her grandmother.

So it's like, you know, we get the messages. We just think they're our own thoughts. Right. So since I've been setting the intentions, connecting, meditating, I know it's not my thoughts. Like I know that I just didn't get a picture of a bird in my head for no reason. Can you see the actual spirits when they're talking to you? The thing about that is, okay, if a spirit passed and they were like 87 and had cancer and like were like a shriveled up being when they passed, they're not going to go into the spiritual

world and reflect that. Right. They're going to show me like their glory days, like in their 20s or teens or, you know, they're like, look at me, look at me. I'm hot. Exactly. Like a time in their 20s or teens or you know they're like look at me look at me I'm hot exactly like a time in their life where they felt good and empowered um if someone died from addiction or suicide they're not going to show me those years that were you know filled with that trauma they're going to show me like before things went wrong so I try not to like describe people's looks, but describe their personalities, things that they liked, because it's almost like, like an aberration, like they change, they flow, they're, they're fluid in the spiritual realm. Like they can literally be whatever and whoever they want in the spiritual realm. Do you believe that they come back? Do

you believe in reincarnation and stuff like that? i believe like me and you have totally met in another life yeah like there's just no way that i connect with people on such a soul level and i haven't known them before i want i want i'm so curious to get my past life i've been working with a reiki lady just recently too and she does the past life regression stuff so i'm like i want to know like what was i was i xena the warrior princess or was I a fucking harlot in the fucking castles of King Solomon you know like I actually have done some past life regressions I work with um a lady as well and I'll say I went back to a past life and I was a child and it was like during like the war and my dad went off to war and my mom had already passed.

And so I was like seven and lost both of my parents. Like, so in that past life, I just remember him getting on this train and like never seeing him again. Oh, so that was intense. Yeah. Another past life I had,

I was a guy. I was a man. Yes. I was a man. I need a dick for a day. If i could only have a dick for a day that would be awesome i mean it just i think that in itself showed me how fluid our soul is and how people that you know come into this life and are persecuted for their sexual orientation or their gender identity it shows that our soul can attach to certain things and then when you come back into

this new reality it's like I'm not a woman I'm a man yeah or vice versa so I think the more that people dig into those past life regressions the more that we could understand and extend compassion yeah to people who that may be confused right this life about who they are yeah because in the past life they could have been a boy or you know exactly that's crazy it's just so crazy when you think about the spiritual realm it's so free it used to scare the shit out of me and literally in the past year I feel like I've been embracing it more and I'm just like where so and since I've been doing that like last time I saw you remember I used to tell you about all the shadows and the spirits and how it just used to scare me all the time I'm not scared anymore I'm just like like, dude, whatever's going to happen is going to happen, you know, and they've left

me alone. Like sometimes I'll see like, you know, spirits out of the corner of my eye and stuff like that just kind of like fly over me. But people think I'm crazy when I say shit like this, but it's really the truth. And I it's like, I don't know, the fear has left me with that whole situation. And when you're operating from a fear mindset with the spirit, you attract it. You're bringing in those lower energies. And that's why when I set my intentions, I only invite in the highest and most enlightened beings. Because there are, you know, ancestors in your lineage that don't want to see you be the one that breaks the curses. Yeah.

Like they're like, well, I'll do it when I come back. Yeah. You know what I mean? And so I think those like mean girls, but in spirit form. Literally. And I think I've learned more and more about myself connecting with spirits because it's like the people that were like skeptics in this life, like I've had people get readings and they're like, my dad, he passed.

He wouldn't have believed in this. They're the first ones that are like you can hear me I did not believe this and they just like sob in the spiritual realm because they're so sad that they spent so much of their life shaming spirituality or shaming other people um and judging other people and now they see that like they wasted so much energy and time on the wrong things. That's crazy. And so I think when people are in the spiritual realm, there's like this preparation period for when you come back. They say there's a waiting list to come back to earth. Why does everybody want to come back here? This place fucking sucks. Well, this is the only like spiritual playground to like fulfill karma and destiny.

And so whether your karma is good or bad, you chose a lot of it. And, you know, you can't control other people and their part in it. Right. That's always been my question. So people. OK, so say, you know, somebody passes and their spirit goes to the spirit world and they choose to come back. Or do they choose to become a drug addict or do they choose to become, you know, beaten to death or murdered? Or is that just circumstantial? So there are exit plans in your soul's blueprint.

So like someone who got murdered or overdosed on drugs took an exit plan because it would impact the people around them. So for instance, a friend of mine, um, recently passed, um, from addiction. And when we went to his funeral, his younger brother was there and he was like, yeah, I remember you. And, you know, we were just talking. And when I left, I looked at my friend and I said, I know why he took his exit plan. And she said, what do you mean? I said, because his brother will never touch drugs now ever. So they it's like selfless service in a way.

Right. Spirits will take their exit plans if the impact is bigger than them staying and fulfilling the karma. Wow. That's insane. That gave me goosebumps. I've never thought of it that way like these little details but one thing the spiritual realm like loathes about this realm is how stingy and greedy everyone is yeah especially nowadays yes that's the one thing the spiritual realm is just like dumbfounded by yeah how greedy people are how mean spirited people are nowadays

too like i block so much fucking negativity on my social media platforms lately it's been insane like i just never knew so many souls could be so fucking just mean well some of them are wrapped in to a cycle with lower energies and they're trapped in the chains and because they chose not to break free from those chains they're doing the dirty work you know what I mean yeah they're trying to dim your light because if they dim your light you're not helping people yeah if they make you feel different or ridiculed or judged you're not helping people right and that's why I think I relate to you so much is because when I came out with my spirituality, it's almost like coming out of the closet. Right. Because people are like, who does she think she is? Right. She's crazy. She needs to check herself

in somewhere. You know, there's a lot of judgment that gets passed along. And that's the darkness trying to dim your light. Yeah, for sure. With any aspect of being a beacon of light you know light work such as yourself i'm sure you know just anything there's going to be people who are just like don't want it you know it scares them because they say that then they have to level up yeah it triggers their shadows right exactly illuminating their shadows all of a sudden so it's basically like shining a flashlight into their darkness yep and when you get close to that it's a trigger yeah like for instance like people that are on like a twin flame journey and i know you've discussed that with you and jay like your souls knew each other when you're

on like this twin flame journey one twin is really in their light and one's really in the shadow that's where that yin and yang energy comes in and either you know they can rise to the occasion and balance that out or one's darkness could consume the other or one's darkness could just repel the other and like run away right so i think there's all these different opportunities in our world to expand our light and to like grow and I feel like you know you've spoke on it before about your history and Jay's history and when you came together it was like this train wreck of like chaos and all the things were going on yeah and I feel like you know you both showed the light side of it like right you work through the dark. Oh, yeah, for sure. To the light side. Yeah. And now in the last year, both of you all have leveled up like, yeah, 20 levels. It's been insane. I almost

like when I did get that four year memory from last year, I was just like, or from four years ago, I was I got it last night. I just was like, damn, I've only been doing this online shit for four years. Like I felt like I was doing it for so much longer because I did have a small following before I started really dialing in, but it was, I, it was, it was pointless and meaningless. Like I didn't have a goal and I was just like, God, in four years, how like, it's just crazy how much has fucking changed. And that's how I feel about like TikTok. I got a memory that this time last year, I had 500 followers. And now I have like 35,000. And so I was like, wow, like, when you started this, you didn't think that was possible at all. Nope. Yeah, it's just crazy. And that that goes into manifesting. I'm trying

to teach Bailey that so I sat down with her at the beginning of the year, and we did a vision board together, you know, and I just want her to start learning that you can get whatever you want. You just have to start speaking it into your life and like really focus on it. And like one of the things on her vision board was she wanted to start eating better. And I noticed the other day that she hadn't changed that. And I was like, B, you put on your vision board that you wanted to start eating better. You have to start working towards it. So instead of ordering all this shit, order one thing on there, you know, and just enjoy that and just try to start making better choices, you know, so that you can start putting that into fruition. Yeah. And I think that's the one thing with manifestation is people are looking

at the end result versus just the day to day habits that need to be altered. Yeah, make that end result like people think it's so far away. Yeah. Like a year ago, I thought I will never make money on TikTok or TikTok will never be a platform for me. And, you know, now everyone's starting to try to catch on to TikTok, but the people who were on it are way ahead of the game. Oh, yeah, for sure. Yeah, totally. I thank God we got on it when we did. I fucking booked TikTok for the longest time. I was like, I'm not fucking doing TikTok. And here I am fucking on TikTok every day. I got to make a TikTok. What'd you say Mimi? Oh, okay. Did you bring your cards today? I do have cards. I have the work your

light deck, which you always get the same card. So I'm going to see if that happens again. Yeah. And the tarot as well. Okay. So I wasn't, I didn't have this on my heart until we started talking and you know, you can tell me no or whatever, but I, I lost my best friend grace in 2006, um, to cancer. She died of cancer and she's only visited me in my dreams twice since she died to that 2016. Sorry. Um, and the whole time I've been sitting here to you, all I keep hearing is just like grace, 2016, sorry. And the whole time I've been sitting here to you, all I keep hearing is just like, grace, grace, grace.

So is there any way that we can kind of channel her and see what it is she wants? Yeah, let me go ahead and just say a blessing and just kind of see what comes through. So Father God, Mother Earth, thank you so much for this time together. Thank you so much for this wonderful energy that we share. Help me to be a clear channel in the highest and best of all involved, calling in my

angels, my ancestors, and my spirit guides to assist with Bunny bringing through any messages that she may need from her friend Grace, calling in Grace, and we set the intention for protection and we give our love and our gratitude for this space so i feel like did she have like some type of bucket list i mean i can't ever tell what that girl she was fucking she was a gemini and she was all over the place so she had a lot of like goals and things that she wanted yeah so i feel like she has this bucket list. Like she's showing me this list. And I feel like a way to connect with her would be like vicariously you fulfilling the bucket list. Oh, because she knows how much I love going out and about.

So her and I were, I've yet to find a friend like her. We fought like sisters, but we loved like sisters. And she was an addict. yet to find a friend like her. Like we fought like sisters, but we loved like sisters, you know? And, um, she, she was an addict, you know, and I started becoming not an addict towards the end of our relationship. And she started becoming an addict. I didn't take her serious with how, with her skin cancer. Cause I never knew if she was always telling the truth and I was in a very abusive relationship so I think I've always carried a guilt of not being by her side whenever she passed because literally I text her a week before she passed and I was like I'm free because I had my ex had gone to prison

I was like I'm gonna come out to Texas and see you and she was like you know I still have our text messages she was like you know um I'll see you on the other side sis you know and I just didn't believe it I was like no and then I got the text message that she had passed away a week later from her sister and I was just like bro like I never got to say goodbye to her so I've carried that with me so when I launched this podcast um I launched it officially I launched it in May but it was like a soft launch and then the first episode really dropped on June 13th which is her birthday so I've always tried my birthday is May 13th oh yeah yeah it's crazy because both of my childhood friends were June 13th and they both passed away so I feel like um a reason that you feel like so guilty is because you may need to get something off of your chest and like she's just showing me

like writing things so maybe writing her a letter and like burning it but holding on to the guilt is blocking the connection because like she obviously knew that she was going to be there with you on the other side or she wouldn't have said that yeah but I feel like she has this um she has some kind of like I don't know if it's like you know go Scott Avin or like whatever her bucket list could have been but maybe channeling with her a bucket list and like dedicating those activities to her okay um do you have a tattoo for her no but I want to get one okay yeah she was saying something about that of course she would yeah she's so fucking vain she's an asshole she's like you need to honor me no i'm just yeah no that's how she is um no i've always wanted to get a tattoo for her

for her i have her signature and i've always wanted to get it put on me yeah yeah i see you doing that yeah i see her really maybe we'll do it in vegas yeah she I see you doing that. And I see her really. Maybe we'll do it in Vegas. Yeah, she really, she really likes that idea. Yeah, I bet she does. Fucking asshole. I feel like she had like, because if she's a Gemini, I feel like she has these two different personalities. Oh, yeah. She was a nut.

But she's saying like, you knew the real her. Yeah. Like, you know, on the surface level, she had this one personality, but like deep down. So I feel like she's like, you know, you hear me. Like in the shower. I don't know why she's like like in the shower do you feel like you get messages or like yeah that's where I do a lot of my thinking and I just kind of like unwind it's the only place that I can go to shut off

the entire world from needing me so I feel like she's connecting with you like there okay you fucking freak she was the girl who would literally be at a party okay i'm gonna tell this story uh margaret her sister and i are still friends and i know she's gonna listen to this because i'm gonna tell her too so i apologize in the future margaret um she was the girl who like we would get fucked up at parties and one time she got so fucked up she put a gun in her pussy like a real gun it was hilarious but she would get we would get fucked up both of us and just fucking she would like she had a body like Paris Hilton so she her thing was oh here goes grace at every party she would be naked in heels just strutting

around talking to everybody just fucking sitting in their lab so I could just naked and everybody we just that was grace you know like nobody cared that she was running around with her butthole hanging out you know I feel like she was definitely very center of attention because she's like she's like she just keeps saying like she hears me yeah she hears me so I feel like those times where you feel like she's there like and I feel like it's like on your left side, like you're getting messages like on your left side. Um, like maybe even like, like, do you ever feel like someone touches you? Uh, I always feel fucking weird shit. So I feel like that's her because she is saying that like, you don't listen.

Yeah. She's like, you don't listen. I don't want to know. The two dreams I have had from her are her laughing she has this distinct laugh and her and I used to laugh our asses off in every dream the two dreams that I've had of her that are very far and few between have been me waking up hearing her laughter and I think that's also about like bringing joy into your life like fulfilling the you know all the things that you want to do in this world. And I feel like

what her main message for you is, is like anything is possible. The only thing that you can't get more of is time. Yeah. So like do it today. Yeah. Now she knows, she probably knows I've been stuck in a depression and I haven't been doing anything, which you told me in my reading this year that I need to start nurturing my inner child and I need to start relaxing and try out you know vacation more just find some outlet of just having fun and that's what grace was all about was having fun and I feel like she has like this light-hearted energy so I feel like if you just invite her in like setting the intention kind of like what I did calling her in and then write her like a letter yeah because I feel like

she's not holding any grudge against you like she understands that you all were on two different chapters and you know you never really went your separate ways though yeah you were always still very connected so I feel like she's saying like tell that bitch to quit tripping yeah I'm not mad at her like we're good yeah but I want her to be happy and I feel like you know she doesn't have people that she can open up to like we had kind of thing exactly so I feel like you know opening that door calling in you know another person with your soul family I know you said you and me connected like that but like you know sometimes we have to open ourself up yeah so the universe is planned and not feel robbed or like shortened yeah you know with other people and the time we spent so I feel like she wants you to take the

pressure off of yourself because you have made all the goals and you've crushed all the goals yeah she used to always get mad at me she'd'd be like, do you ever just not work? You know, like she would always be like, can you just fucking have fun? And there's so many times like big things have happened. And I just say to myself, I wish Grace was here. It makes me want to tear up. But you know, it's just, you have that one friendship that you just probably will never have ever again. And the thing is, though, I feel like she's also going to be able to help teach you about the spiritual world even further because she is still very much by your side and I feel like with that story like honoring those times you guys's face when I said she put

the gun in her pussy both of you guys were like but I feel like she literally wants you to like adopt a new mindset yeah it comes to life and not just about depression or any of the things but just like about all the things and that you've already done and the impact that you're having yeah it's like sure you can curl up in a ball and, you know, stay inside. But the world needs your smell. The world needs your light. And, you know, like you said, you all would just laugh for hours. Dude, we could call each other and just start fucking laughing.

Like it was just we had so many inside jokes. She was literally like my sister, dude. Yeah. Yeah, it was crazy. I feel like she's going to help me with my journey of getting in touch with my inner child. Yes. Because she was such a fucking child. like she's gonna help me with my journey of getting in touch with my inner child yes because she was such a fucking child you know you have like an old photo album or like a scrapbook oh yeah yeah okay yeah she's like tons of photos of her like get it out and really channel what

young bunny wanted and where big bunny is now you know what i mean like you leveled up and you did it and like she's saying you know i know that you didn't think this was possible that's gonna make me tear up because i you know she's such a fucking bitch let me tell you what she did one time fucking i have this um sorry guys let me pull it together i have this thing this um thing i carry around that is literally all pictures of my childhood and we got in a fight one time and she was talking about robbing my house and the first thing she was talking about was stealing my pictures because she knows how much I love my pictures so for you to say that about the pictures just really like so she probably is wanting to bring that memory up

she's an asshole yeah um but I feel like what she's saying is like when you were like 17 you didn't think this was possible like you did not think this was possible but you made it and even not thinking it was possible you fucking did it so it's like now that you know how powerful your thoughts are and how you're bringing you know experiences into your. What if you just focused on this moment, this moment here, not next week, next month, last year, this moment. And I think that's one thing that she said that she never took for granted was the moment. Like she was always in the moment. She was carpe diem like a motherfucker. And you maybe were like, bitch, do you have any goals? Yes. Yes. That was our relationship was I was always like, bitch, you have any goals yes yes that was our relationship was i

was always like bitch we have to fucking do this and she was like let's go get lit bitch and i'll just be like no and i think she's like saying like she could have dedicated a little more time to some things but a part of her knew that she wasn't here for a long time she was gonna be here for a good time and i think that she really wants you to get that tattoo somewhere that you can see it because she's like fuck her i want you to think about me like i want you to think about me i think about you all the time you fucking bitch and all those times that we had that we don't talk about that no one knows about all the secrets that you all have oh my god she's bringing that up like she's really yeah she's bringing that we were whores together in case anybody was wondering we did a lot of shit

together but she's saying like she doesn't regret anything like she doesn't regret anything is she happy that's all i care about to regret anything yeah yeah she she's living her best life i'm sure yeah she she's up there like hugh hefner and shit she's doing doing best life like I'm sure yeah she she's up there like Hugh Hefner and shit doing things like I love it all right well enough about me and fucking Grace and sorry I got emotional but it's just been a subject that's really been on my heart and for some reason you were sitting here talking and all all I kept hearing was Grace Grace Grace Grace and I was like fuck let me fucking say something go get the photo album out later oh I'm gonna send you a picture of this photo album when I do you're probably gonna cry because it's literally

all pictures of me and her and like our childhood because when we were growing up we didn't have camera phones so we took fucking pictures like real pictures that you had to go that's how old I am that you had to go get fucking developed out of fucking and lord the shit we got developed like there's times where we were like methed out with fucking tricks in a fucking hotel room, taking pictures naked, just fucking thinking we were supermodels. Picture it didn't happen. Yeah. No, it was bad.

I got me and Grace stories for years. But well, let's shift the focus on somebody else but me so I can pull my fucking thoughts together over here. So we kind of put you on blast and told everybody on facebook that you were coming on today and i'm gonna shout out your facebook again today i could not remember it when we were on the live i was like it's underneath the post where she predicted the book um and i told a couple people that we will ask we will let them ask you a couple questions and you can just kind of answer them and they can just be quick is that cool yeah okay i don't want to feel like i'm like no i love your following i'm telling you i like i said always felt like an outcast with other women i think because i intimidated women no you're so

fucking great i'm like wow like there's so much connection and like so many beautiful souls out there that i'm like they love you girl power yeah no for sure I love that there's fucking 2600 comments under here so let me try to see what I can find I love your hat by the way thank you Von Dutch I mean you know Von Dutch has gone to shit I guess and if you watch the fucking documentary it's one of the most amazing documentaries you'll ever see it's not boring this is like murder and sex and all sorts of shit involved in it so watch the Von dutch documentary um but i just always i'm a loyal dog so if i rock something i'm gonna rock it for the rest of my life if i rock with you i'm gonna rock with you for the rest of my life you know so it's just what i do um kayla reynolds said my son recently passed away and I need to know if he's okay. He was only four. So I feel like for that,

when we lose a child, I'm not a mother, but it's so that you can shift the focus from yourself to outreach and helping other people. So I feel like she has a story that could inspire people that could help people. And even if it is painful to talk about, spirit is saying talk about it, because it's going to help women and mothers that have went through similar instances, be able to heal. So just turn story pain into power. Yeah, Somebody said you single-handedly made me obsessed with buttholes and I'm not sure how I feel about it. That is awesome. I like that. Will my fiance and I buy our first house this next year? We have been working very hard for this and I would like some insight, please. hoping wishing and praying this will work out for our little family much love I feel like when you want

something you affirm it to the universe like you already have it so visualize yourself in the bathtub organizing that closet all the cabinet space like manifesting again manifest it visualize it and affirm that it's already yours take the what if out of there yeah and you know tell people i love my new house like you know like yeah say it like start decorating it in your mind or on a vision board exactly get on pinterest and design that kitchen yes what your first you know holiday is going to be like. Yeah. And just own it. I love that. Yeah. It worked out, right?

Yeah. And it worked out. I love that. I did that, too. I picked out the wallpaper for our dining room area and bedroom before we even fucking had a house. Yeah. It's crazy how that shit works. Justin Washburn is saying question for page we

are waiting to birth we are waiting to birthday for the sex but i can't help but be worried if she may know if it's a boy or a girl instantly intuition saying it's a boy yay she's growing a ding-a-ling inside of her we love that and then we'll do one more question and then uh i'll put your page on um my facebook today so if anybody else has any questions vanessa street i have a question for page my life has been a shit show for the last five years i'm sick of the hustle and grind when is all this hard work gonna pay off or is it am I just barking up a wrong tree? I feel like changing your mindset. And I also feel like you have some lingering like fake people around you.

So the people that you are expressing your struggle to can also amplify your struggle. So be careful who you're venting to be careful who you're telling your hopes and dreams to because they could be, you know, succubus plant before it even grows. Yeah. Just like succubuses. Yeah, that's crazy. And they're everywhere. The succubuses have came out of the woodwork. They're everywhere. Yeah, they're like those creatures that are on fucking American Horror Story. I forget what they're're called did you watch the vampire one that just passed with the white things that fucking like just go and fucking suck the life out of people that's exactly how i feel like a lot of people in the world are and it's actually really fucking sad because a lot of

people in the spotlight are succubus yeah no oh for sure or you engage with their content or their energy you're accepting um an energetic contract with them so brutal you're supporting xyz yeah you are accepting whatever they're doing to get to that spotlight wow they sold their soul to the devil you're now making a semi-contract verbal or non-verbal with that energy wow because that's the energy that put them where they are right so if you're honoring that energy in any way you're making a contract with it wow and that's why I always say like you can't grow in the same environment that made you sick yep exactly that made you sick and so many people are like will this work out or xyz and it's like if you have to ask if you know your person's gonna change or if it's gonna work out

you know in your heart and something's not right something's not right yeah for sure mimi can we have a glimpse into some of mimi's cards for year. So Paige is getting her cards ready. We are going to do just a little reading for the Meemerloo. See how her week is or her month or fuck. I can't even talk. See how her year is going to go. Look, Gracie's in your ear. I'm still. Yeah. What did you also what did you want to do? You wanted to pull my cards again to see if. Yeah. Why do I always pull the same cards yeah and I actually when I did a reading for your friend Viking Barbie that card the one that says you've been training for lifetimes came out and I'm like no fucking wonder they're friends yeah no wonder that

she was like you need to read her card yeah that same card and I didn't say that in her reading because I don't like to bring other people into it but the whole time I'm thinking this is money's card yeah no I love her she's actually Kaylee has become one of my really close friends like we talk every day all day like I love her her spirit alone is just she's a really old soul familiar yeah just very familiar and just she reminds me a lot of myself it's great I don't like hy her up. Cause then I sound like I'm talking really good about myself, but she's literally just like me, you know, like it's crazy.

Yeah. She's a little nicer. Overworking and doing way too much. Yeah. Never chilling. Yeah. Never appreciating the moment. Yeah.

Thinking about the next moment. Oh yeah. No, we future. She calls it future tripping because we're always future tripping. And the residue on the table is not cocaine. Ladies and gentlemen gentlemen it's because we are just in a new studio and don't have any cleaning supplies here yeah okay so i will go ahead and extend the spirit circle and just call in your angels your ancestors and your guides and if you just want to say your name

my government name or my name whatever name you want want to say. We'll go with Mimi. Okay, so just calling in Mimi's angels, ancestors, and guides. What question did you have? Oh, not really. I didn't really have a question. No question? Just kind of like an overview. Okay. Or just what we're looking at.

Okay, what's the message? Put her mic a little closer to her mouth, please. Thank you so much. There you go. Okay, so we have the seven of cups. And I feel like recently you're realizing that you have a lot on your plate. And you're trying to figure out what to cut out. We're actually looking for a fucking team assistant.

So you're trying to figure out like what deserves immediate attention from you and what you can divvy out and i feel like a part of you likes things to flow and go a certain way so maybe pulling in someone that's younger that you can teach versus someone who's very experienced we just fucking said that to each other i swear to god yeah of us the text message. Yeah, of us. Who says that? I'm in your head. Yeah. You are. No, it's fucking sickening in a good way. And then we've got the hangman.

And so I feel like spirit is wanting you to embrace what you're really good at and not worry about what you're not good at. You have your niches and that's going to be where you get the best results because I feel like you're semi-perfectionist. Like you want things to go a certain way. And when they don't, you get upset with yourself. And you're hard on yourself. Yes.

And I feel like, you know, you're a mother. You're a wife. You're a friend. You're a manager. Like a hairdresser. Like you have a lot of roles. And it's time to really set back and figure out what time that you can dedicate to yourself as well with self-care. Because I feel like your self-care time is still making, creating, doing, TikToking, whatever it is.

Like your self-care time is very limited on actually focusing on yourself. It is. This is freaking me out. is very limited on actually focusing on yourself. It is. This is freaking me out. These are actual conversations I have with people, not publicly. My husband and I had that conversation. I had text messages between us. We're like, this is, wow.

And then we got the will of fortune. So I feel like Spirit wants you to stop thinking. I'm going to be rich, bitch. No, I'm just kidding. Stop thinking about all the ways that it could go wrong and just think about all the ways that it's going to go right. Shifting your mindset. I feel like that's a lot that gets you down is the way you think about things.

Because then when they work out better, you're like, wow, like I was stressing and tripping over this for no reason. It was absolutely fine. And I feel like before you used to really stress about finances. And now that that's settled, now you stress about something else. So it's time to release that part of your, um, daily routine that just like spins your wills around all the ways it's going to go wrong. Like, and I also feel like even just like the most simple thing, like you try something new that you've never tried and instead of like congratulating yourself on how great that it's going you're like wow I didn't think I could do that like but you

did it and it worked out better than you could have imagined oh we got the 10 of cups so spirit is saying like you have 10 10 like you've completed a lot of cycles and you haven't taken time to like smell the roses in a long time like you haven't taken time to like smell the roses in a long time. Like you haven't taken time to just chill. I feel like, you know, your husband's doing a lot behind the scenes. You're doing a lot behind the scenes. You're doing a lot, you know, in front of the camera as well. But I feel like spirit wants you to just take a moment and just take it all in. Like you've overcome some battles, like postpartum, like different things you were dealing with that people didn't know about and instead of like letting that stop you you have like cranked

it up in high gear but you're not taking time to realize like you know I went from driving like you know this slow four-cylinder to now I'm in a 10-speed transmission I can do and go wherever I want to go but I'm still pretending like I'm in the four-cylinder kind of thing so it's like realize that you've upgraded and that you're not going back to how it was there is no going back so it's not when this doesn't work out it's you know this is gonna work out and I also feel like you know used to stress about money so much that you repelled a lot of opportunities by not thinking you were good enough and I feel like your connection with bunny like she's inspired you in so many ways that it's

really helped you set this foundation but now it's time for you to stand on your own two feet and own that foundation like the foundation set you're not telling her that all the time you're not really like I felt like before you were always thinking like we're one step away from everything falling apart or we're always being evicted or like whatever and spirit's like no like all that's in the past all that energy's in the past I feel like it's time to take a step back from the outside world and I see you taking a step back from the salon just in general because I feel like I've been trying to make that happen forever because I feel like there's so many more opportunities but I feel like you know maybe get like two interns that are like you know one is

for graphic design or something and one's for this or you know what I mean get some type of interns who see you as the boss bitch that you are kind of like you see bunny as this boss bitch like it's time to put yourself on the pedestal and realize that people see you as their godsend you know what I mean like the opportunity that you're able to give other people keeps that ripple effect going that like bunny started so we had a we at the beginning of every year we have a meeting where we just sit down and talk about everything that we want for the upcoming year and this year this year in my notes was you need to start building your own platform I was like yeah I was like people need to start seeing

you you know I was like I think that you've been behind the camera enough and you know that's why she started her Mimi Facebook page and we're bringing her out on propaganda because it's just like I feel like Mimi can reach a whole different crowd that I can't reach you know that and people love Mimi and you know she's my fucking right hand woman so I was just like that if I'm coming up I want you to come up too I don't want you to stay behind the scenes and I feel like this reading just solidifies all on the bottom of the deck we have the the full card which is the first card of the deck and it's about starting fresh it's about leaving back all the baggage all the chains that have kept you bound for your whole life and I feel like a lot of your you know your confidence is soaring through like people can see it they can see that you're changing on a cellular

level and I feel like the impact that you could have with other mothers, other people that also are going through similar situations, like instead of looking at all the things you still need to do, it's time to really promote all the things you're already doing. Cause I feel like you also just kind of, you don't celebrate yourself enough. You don't celebrate your wins. I feel like, you just kind of, you don't celebrate yourself enough. You don't celebrate your wins. I feel like, you know, you need to dedicate a certain amount of time to yourself each day to just spend in gratitude for everything that you have pulled together. I feel like you're like the rock of your family and everyone depends on you in some way.

And then Bunny depends on you in these ways. And like, you know, a lot of people depend on you. So you realizing your role is not just replaceable. I and like you know a lot of people depend on you so you realizing your role is not just replaceable I feel like you feel replaceable all the time but that's not true no that's not I tell her all the time I'm like bitch if you ever leave me I'm gonna stalk you like a fucking psycho ex-girlfriend yeah no yeah I was like I will stalk you like a psycho ex-girlfriend but I feel like you know with the the fool being on the bottom the overall bigger picture is it's time to jump off the cliff

and know that you can swim like you're not gonna drown when you hit the water you know because used to you were drowning in life you were drowning in student loans you were drowning in this you were drowning in that and now all of these things that you were worried about are taken care of so now your brain has created new things to worry about and that's welcome to mental illness and I think that's one message that we all can take is to just see how far that we've come as women as entrepreneurs as boss bitches because the world doesn't want to see the women running things. I feel like we're a coven. We're all a coven. Yes. And I feel like, you know, there's so much opportunity right now that it's time to just figure out what's most important on a list, scale one to 10 to you. And I feel like all this time you're spending you can't get back so make sure

you're putting some of that energy back into yourself because you cannot pour from an empty cup and we have the ten of cups so spirit's like we're giving you more than enough you're not starving you have anything you want you have opportunities you have connections you you have resources you used to not even be able to travel or do things. And now you go places like for work, like all the time. And if you could have told 10 years ago that you would be in this position, you would have thought everyone was crazy. You would have thought that you were on the show punked and someone was lying to you. So I feel like it's time to take control back from your mind

and realize that all the things you stressed about before are not reality. Like that's not your reality anymore. And hard work and perseverance has got you here. But now it's time to stop and smell the roses. Now it's time to look at the garden that is blooming. There is no lack. Like you're in high demand. You know what I mean? So like before where you felt like, you know, replaceable. Now it's like I'm in high demand you know what I mean so like before where you felt like you know replaceable now it's like I'm in demand baby it's supply and demand and I'm in demand and I feel like that could be like an affirmation like start working with those put them on your phone background put them on your mirror what is that song on tiktok I am wealthy I am healthy I am rich I am healthy. I am rich. I am that bitch. Yes. Yes. Yeah.

Make that your ringtone, like whatever it is. But I also feel like even maybe writing a letter to your old self, the one who did it, you would be here. You know what I mean? Like the one that doubted you, the one that is still trying to doubt you. And that part of you, it's just time to release that part and just let that shit go because spirit is giving you opportunities and i feel like you have like this tunnel vision it's like she's like me we're just like on to the next goal you know yes yeah yes so you got this page page has spoken bitches yes once again once again literally just hit the nail on the fucking head.

I mean, I'm just I'm in awe of you, dude, because you literally are so on point with shit. It's just fucking crazy, dude. That's why when people invite me into their energy and like I connect with their energy, it's like a force that to be reckoned with. Yeah. I can't even believe that spirit gives me so much information so quickly too yeah some psychics and stuff they just like oh yeah they just take so long yeah like i get bored like yeah we gotta keep it fresh yeah because i'll get bored like if you if you do that to me so it feels good because I've realized that fulfilling my purpose is helping

other people recognize their own purposes you're so positive though and that's one thing I love about you I have two psychics in my life I have Paige who is like she just is always on point but always so positive and then I have Danielle who is always on point but gives me all the fucking shit I gotta freak out about for the rest of the year like you know and I love your readings because Danielle's I get because and I love Danielle I get Danielle's because I I feed off of being scared I guess you could say so like if I see if she predicts something I can like change it but with you it's like I get I get the reading of positivity manifestation and just knowing that everything's going to be okay. And I think that's rare to come from somebody

who's in your line of business because most women do, you know, most women, there's men in the field too. Most psychic mediums do kind of base fear base a little bit, I think. And I think that's one thing, like I work with a mentor and I think yes and I think that's one thing like I work with a mentor and I take classes and I do expand I don't think that I know everything and I think a lot of people in this field feel like they do everything or they're a fifth generation psychic or you know everything so I think that I just leave it open to spirit and they surprise me as well. Well, they use you as a vessel. Literally.

Like I work for spirit. Like, you know, it's cool to be compensated or, you know, to have physical abundance. But the everlasting joy that I get from seeing people resonate with the message, take the message and run with it. Like that is what I'm here for. Like I was telling my friend, I was like, when bunny writes her book, I'm getting a shout out. Yeah, for sure. Because, you know, that like, I wasn't expecting that. And when you wrote me and you were tripping,

I was like, this energy, like this is the energy for the year. Like that set the tone. Yeah, this year. No, it's crazy. Yeah. So a little a little for you guys who don't know um like i said i have page do my psychic reading for the entire year and in the reading she kept saying i just i don't know i see you writing a book maybe even i think he said maybe even up to like three or four or something like that and this lady wants to write four books with me like it it's just and i don't know if it'll come to fruition but the fact that the lady was even in my dm is just fucking wild you know and it's just it's crazy page is so on point it's fucking scary I would never want to cross you because of how on point she is I think

a lot of people don't realize that I see right through them like yeah illusions and their masks oh yeah put up I see right through same same I'm the same exact way mimi will tell you people will walk in and i'll be like i didn't like her or i i liked her or forever to find out yeah six months in and i'm like that's why we didn't like it got it yeah yeah she's always like you're fucking right dude like even if she doesn't see it they always end up doing something that shows the human that they are and then i'm always like told you so you know and I think you know I am trying to see the light in people like I think that's why I can stay so positive but there are some people out here that just straight lie to everyone around them yeah they're in fake relationships fake friendships snake ass

business people and I could name a few right now but I I won't. Yeah. I don't rock with that. And I know that you have a lot of people that come to you and want something. Oh yeah. Like when we connected, I was like, wow. Like I know she feels that I see her on a different level than just like, Oh yeah. I wouldn't have you in my life if I, like, if I didn't believe in your brand or I didn't believe who you were as a human I wouldn't have even brought you on the podcast like I had a reiki lady come in last night and the minute she left I looked at Mimi I was like what do you think about her and she was like I like her and I was like I don't know there's just something about her that's not authentic but you know I also always think that about everybody especially in the spiritual realm because you

never know who's like feeding off of your energy so I'm still giving her a chance but you know we'll we'll see how that goes I think a lot of people see like the flashy lights and they come running towards you know the hype and I think that you know I treat someone who literally is just one follower like doesn't have any platform to someone that you know has a million followers yeah absolutely absolutely I'm the same way it doesn't hype me up like yeah like I'm connecting with this person but it's also like my inner child being like you're doing it yeah living your dreams and you're helping people and they're just people and we're all lost yeah we're all trying to find our way and yeah you know if I can shed even just a little bit of light on that for someone, I'm doing my work. You know, people don't realize that when

they get stuck in these loops of karma, that it's a lot of the way they're perceiving it and the actions they're taking that are keeping them in the loop. Yeah, like, and well, they're not doing the work to get out of it. Exactly. And you you know the surefire way to like help yourself is to selflessly help others with no intentions of getting anything in return and that's what our soul like craves and that's why i said earlier like the spiritual realm is so dumbfounded about people just being so stingy and greedy yeah and you know you know you don't have to be a rich person to be a kind person and to give what you can to others and I think that's such a beautiful thing that you and jelly both do is like you all make people feel very special and you know my husband for sure

is just a little sweetheart yeah he's nicer than I am and I see like his soul like on a soul level and like you know all the pain and and all the obstacles he had to overcome. Like he's now, you know, growing flowers out of the mud. Yeah. That, you know, it rained for a long damn time, you know, and it was muddy. And I feel like it's just such a beautiful thing to see people get that light that they have been reaching for and to come out of that darkness. And I do think that, you know, we meet people in our life, like you said, when you met memes and when I met you, it's just like we meet people in our life and they give us a little bit

of gas in the tank to keep us going. A little sugar in my tank. I'm just kidding. All right. So you wanted to see if I pulled the same cards again is that what you wanted to do yes so apparently I pull the same is what was it that you were saying so there's a card in the work your light deck and it says you've been training for this for lifetimes and every time I've read for you it has came out yeah and so i brought that deck specifically just to see yeah it would come out all right let's see when they when you say i've been training for this for a lifetime what are we talking about just life i feel like you're like outreach yeah this life because you know you could have been consumed by your darkness in this life but instead you've used that

to level up and to empower people been a battle it has been very dark lately so we're going to see all right so help me to be a clear channel for bunny and her highest and her best what is the message i have so much chachi hair up my nose have you guys seen me keep touching my nose it's because i'm petting him and his fur is flying up my nostrils so the first card that we have for bunny is birthing a new age birthing new creations dreaming a new world into being so this is just exactly what we were just talking about yeah you took all of the pain and the trauma and

you're showing people they're not alone and that they can do it too and that they don't have to be afraid of being great yeah and i also feel like so many people put you down for so long that instead of letting that drain your genuine spirit it really made you a better person yeah you're nicer you're more compassionate like you can almost see the side of someone even when it's not the best side you still are like i understand why they're like that yeah i can understand why they do that my new thing is when people insult me i say i hope you can i hope you heal and it fucking pisses them off to no end dude and then we've got anna the grandmother of jesus and i know you always talk about like how connected you are with Jesus. And it says, seeding the light, laying foundations,

the divine plan. So I feel like the plan for you in this life was to have this outreach where people you're changing people's lives. Like, you know, five years ago, you didn't think this was possible even at all, not even a little bit. So it's like,

you know, you have cranked it's like you know you have cranked it up a notch and you are empowering so many people and it says share your voice come out of the cave persecution expression oh so I feel like that's about the book yeah that's about the book you know taking this moment knowing that every year in winter we go into these hibernation you know seasonal depression modes yeah but then when summer comes out and you got the tank top on and the crop top you're living your best life yeah so it's like finding a way to use this um energy to power you right power your book or your voice yeah and then we'll pull one more card

and it says trust the niggle what is the niggling feeling trying to tell you so i feel like that's the spiritual realm like when you say like you don't feel afraid anymore and that you're starting to tap in more on just an everyday basis i I feel like when you wake up, just set the intention to connect with grace, to connect with, you know, whomever you want to connect with and then see how they show up throughout your day. Like you go to stars, Starbucks, and the lady's name is grace. Like those are the signs that are going to start coming to you. Spirit said one more card. Yes. Just say yes. So spirit supports everything that you're doing in a big way. And I feel like when you reach a level that you didn't know that you could reach, you

have to celebrate that level. You have to celebrate. I'm not for having fun. I mean, it's almost like when you when you got your your new car. Yeah. And how excited you were and like shocked and then you were on to the next thing like yeah just on to the next thing and like so many people look at you and they like see this blueprint of like wow everything she's doing like

I could do that and I know a lot of people talk about it with the fitness journey yeah and I'll be honest in the last couple months I've gotten on the fitness journey. Yeah. And I'll be honest, in the last couple months, I've gotten on the fitness journey. And every time I'm like, I'm getting a butt like bunny. You always do your fitness posts and stuff it like, and you're like, get up and go do it. Yeah, like, I'm going. Yeah. You gotta do it. That you don't really get to see on the micro level of how big your impact is. But the book is going to change the way that you see your journey. I think it's going to give you this reflection time to look back on things like, I did it. And like, spirit just wants you to say yes to everything. Yeah, like yes, to everything that scares you, creating that bucket list for Gracie and just honor her and

things that scare the shit out of you whether that's like you know hiking up the side of a mountain or jumping out of a plane or whatever it is yeah go live on the wild side like younger you would have done it's crazy because I've been thinking about that a lot I'm like god I just remember when I was so fucking carefree and now it's like I don't know as you get older you realize you're not fucking invincible you know and you just kind of and you forget that inner child yes and i think like 14 year old you 16 year old you like being wilder oh god like i mean all the way up to 36 year old me i was fucking insane i was wild you're only 26 though, yeah, I'll be 27 in a week.

Yeah. I feel like what really has helped you is having this strong foundation in your team and your husband and like the connections, because I feel like before you felt extra alone and now you're like, I'm just kind of alone but I'm not alone yeah I'm alone by choice yes yeah but I think that you know there are some big things coming and spirit just wants you to say yes because it may not make sense it may scare you it may be like well that's not gonna happen but like it is gonna happen right like it. Yeah, you've already birthed a whole new world. Like you used to live in a different realm. Oh, yeah, you live in now for sure. I think that's the coolest thing about energy that a lot of people don't understand is if you don't like something, and you take steps to change it, everything will

shift. Like, yes, I could have stayed in the same scenarios with the same people doing the same dumb shit and I wouldn't be here with you right now yeah we call that a vicious cycle exactly yeah and you know when I look back at all the wrong turns that I made I'm like well I did something right because it gave me this wisdom that otherwise I wouldn't have gained yeah and I think that's a beautiful thing. I love it, Paige. I'm so happy that you came through and people got to see your light again today. And I just can't wait to see what you do for 2022.

I think you're going to fucking crush it even more than you already are. Why don't you tell people where they can find you, like your website, your socials, all that stuff? Yes. So the best way to find me is on my website and it is at ContraryCher that stuff. Yes. So the best way to find me is on my website and it is at contrarycherryco.com or you can find me on Instagram at Made in Kentucky with a U. So just

take the E out of Kentucky, put a U there and you can find me on TikTok under Made in Kentucky. So if you find me on one of those platforms, it's going to link you to my website. What's your Facebook too? My Facebook is also under Contrary Cherry Co LLC. All of that, like if you get to my website, it has Twitter, it has TikTok, it has everything linked. Something new that I just started in this year is a Patreon. So I'm doing a lot of exclusive content with astrology, keeping out the succubuses, keeping out the energy vampires, because TikTok, man, you just invite everyone in. It's so draining. I don't even read

my comments anymore. Like it just gets to a point where it's just too much exactly so find my website at contrarycherryco.com and you will be able to find anything you want to know about me on there well we love you Paige love you too thank you can't wait to see you till next time yes have a great day all right thank you guys for tuning in to another episode of dumb blonde I will see you guys next week bye