Dumb Blonde - Throwback Thursday: Gabbie Egan - A Trainwreck on the Right Path

Episode Date: October 31, 2024

In this episode, Bunnie welcomes Gabbie Egan: bad ass mama bear, TikTok sensation and Tie Dye Queen. Gabbie opens up about her upbringing in North Carolina as an only child, becoming pregnant at the age of 13, as well as her experiences as an adult with religious trauma from her past. She also discusses how joining the army led her to meet her husband Cody, and how she went from selling t-shirts with a friend to opening up her own storefront with a huge following online. Gabbie Egan: IG | TikTokWatch Full Episodes & More:www.dumbblondeunrated.comSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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all right gentlemen coming to main stage next this is bunny get up there she's got a tornado of titties coming your way get those dollar bills ready she's got an ass that shakes like michael j fox so get up there and throw throw throw them dollars dude that is fucking iconic what's up you sexy motherfuckers welcome to another episode of dumb blonde the internet spoke and i listened miss gabby egan is in the motherfucking house baby what's up i'm here i was late i was 30 minutes late um and i'm glad that i'm here though thank you for having me on dude your hair looks so cute i was just telling you that it It is so adorable. Yeah, thank you. My hair girl kills it.

Shout out Meg. Yay. And we just found out that Meg and Mimi, who was my hairdresser turned manager, were friends. Yeah. Which is like a small world. Fucking so small, dude. Yeah, that's crazy. Yeah.

So what's been going on with you? What are you guys doing out here in Nashville besides the podcast? Last night we went to Broadway. Oh, shit. It wasn't what i expected i don't think that we really i think it was because it was like a monday night though and it was just like everybody was like 45 plus and it was like you know like it just like we weren't just we weren't vibing with everybody in there so just we weren't fitting it it was old

people hour yeah nobody was getting down oh damn it nobody was boot scooting boogieing you mean the fucking bachelor port rep parties that run around with dicks on their foreheads and white boots weren't fucking running around down there? No, that happened. Oh, dude. Every fucking day. I thought like literally everybody's got a dick on their forehead. How did I go on the one day where it's not like popping?

Like I. Yeah, that is crazy. So what was it? It was Monday night. That's probably why. Yeah, it might be a little. Are you guys staying tonight? Are you guys? Yeah, we're staying. Yeah, it'll probably be a little better tonight, but it gets It was Monday night. That's probably why. Yeah. It might be a little. Are you guys staying tonight? Are you guys?

Yeah, we're staying tonight. Yeah, it'll probably be a little better tonight. But it gets better towards the weekend. I know like Kristen and Whitney and all them are out here right now. I don't know if you know who they are. Are there other TikTokers? No. Oh, my God.

She's like, nope. I know. Jacinda is always trying to like tell me. She's like, you know, this person, this person. And I'm like, no, I think I live under a rock sometimes. But I'm getting better at trying to figure out who people are and like, you know. So who's Jacinda to you? So Jacinda is someone who I met online and she makes, I make t-shirts and she makes t-shirts.

Yeah, we're going to talk about that. Yeah. I have a little list of notes over here. Yeah, we like connected over like her trying to like help me with my business because she's been doing it for five years and she actually uprorooted her whole life and moved down to Kentucky. So now she lives five minutes away from me and we kind of help each other run our businesses. It's really cool. Oh, don't you love that? That's what Mimi did for me, man. She fucking owned a salon. And literally in 2018, I was like, I want to start this podcast and fucking, you know,

I can't pay you right now. But one of these days I will be able to pay you. And she's like, fuck it, let's go. And we've just been together ever since so that's a beautiful friendship yeah that's awesome that's actually like really beautiful yeah no but that's cool that's what jacinda did for you too i know yeah it's pretty crazy i know it's kind of like hard to like sometimes when i really think about it and i think well she has kids too yeah so like she uprooted like her husband her kids and like but I'm really excited because she lived in the middle of like buttfuck nowhere Pennsylvania like there was like a sheets and like a red light like there was nothing for miles so now she gets like blowouts and like has like

appointments and stuff and I love like seeing her like grow and flourish it's pretty awesome that's a real friendship yeah you know you guys lifting each other up. So let's just fucking dive in because I, I Googled you last night and today a little bit and just to get some cliff notes and stuff and you have lived a interesting life. Yeah. I mean, it's fascinating. Yeah. It's pretty insane. I love the way you carry yourself. I don't even know how I carry myself sometimes. I don't know. Like like I still haven't found myself and like I still don't know what I'm doing and I like I feel like I'm a train wreck but I feel like I'm on the right path I just don't know what I'm doing you're genuine though yeah that shows through and I try like I try to be genuine and sometimes it's hard because I do try to like fall into like, you know, I try to like

be what I'm not supposed to, or I'm trying to like keep up with trends or like keep up with how I'm supposed to be acting. Be relevant or whatever. Right, right. But honestly, like my content does the best when I'm being raw, literally. Same. Yeah. No, I totally understand that.

I do. I love the way you carry yourself. And I've watched a couple of your videos that you've made this past few weeks. And I was just like, I think what the Internet is missing these days is that genuineness that you have, like not everybody's always trying to, like you say, impress everybody. And with you, it's like what you see is what you get. If you don't like it, fucking don't let the door hit you on the way out so i know that about you yeah and it's it's kind of been like a really hard journey of getting to this point in my life because i did like for a long time really care about what people thought about me yeah and like it just took me like it took me getting pushed to the point where i was like fuck it like i'm just gonna be whoever the fuck i'm gonna be and everybody in my life who's like close to me all support me like they're all like cheering me on and encouraging me and like wanting to see me do

great things so why the fuck do i care about these people who i don't even know fucking exist really because they're just watching me on the internet like you can block me you can never see me again if you choose to but you stay and you choose to watch me yeah and be toxic yeah no it's it's like, obviously you like me a little bit. Stick around. Like you're paying my bills. You want a hug? I know you want a hug. I know. Totally. Okay. So let's talk about it. So where did you grow up? So I was actually born and raised in Fayetteville, North Carolina. I lived there for 20 years. Okay. So you are from North Carolina. Awesome. And how was your childhood growing up? Talk to me about it. Cause you did get pregnant at 13, right? So let's talk about the childhood a little bit. Yeah. So my parents had me late in life. I was an only child and my mom and dad were 40 when

they had me. So when my mom was 40, my dad was 41. And I was the one and only child growing up. So I was kind of like their spoiled little baby uh my dad he played like professional basketball whenever he was younger so like he became a college coach that was his job and my mom uh was a real estate agent so like we weren't really struggling we were like middle class or lower middle class and I had a nice life growing up yeah um but I definitely do think like when you're an only child you get so so bored. And I really didn't have like, I did have a lot of attention from like my dad, but my mom was always busy working and I was with my grandma a lot. And like, I don't know, I feel like I was always kind of like lonely as a kid and I don't know why. And so as soon as I started getting male attention, you know,

when I was like, I had a great childhood, but as soon as I hit like you know 12 13 and I started getting like male attention and these older boys were like starting to show interest to me that was where I want like I wanted I feel like I needed more affection or something you know what I mean I don't know how to how to describe that I get it I totally understand it you remind me a lot of Bailey doesn't she remind you of Bailey our daughter you remind me of that's Jay and I's it's his daughter but but she's mine too. She's where she's just my little bonus baby, but you remind me a lot of her too. So I love that. So hearing that makes me think like, Oh my God, is this what she's going through? Cause she just turned 14 right now and she's

starting to go through some shit and I'm just like, okay, this makes sense. So keep talking. You're helping me over here. Well, no, yeah. when I was younger um I was always taller than all the girls in school and so I was also like a little bit chubbier and chunkier than all the other girls and I definitely I didn't fit in like I was like the weirdo like I was the weird kid like to be completely honest with you I was the weird kid and like I really didn't fit into any like of the girl groups or like make any girlfriends in school like I was kind of like the weird kid out and I got bullied a lot in school too um so as soon as I started to get a little pretty and lose a little bit of weight and these men like these not men boys these boys gotta be careful the internet will come for you

yeah let me chill out on that one Yeah when these boys Would start giving me attention and like thought that I was Pretty it's something that I had Never had before You know and so like I really like fell right Into that trap and so when I was 13 Like on the Weekends it was like starting in 6th grade

I don't know what my parents were thinking or any of these people's Parents were thinking they used to drop Like 6th graders off at the Sk skating rink and leave them from 7 p.m. till 11 p.m. to go like roller skating around and that's where I met my son's dad he was 16 and I was 12 at the time about to be 13 and I got pregnant a little different I think a 16 year old knows what's going on too I think so too now that I'm older okay I didn't I didn't know if that has been an issue with you guys because I don't really know that whole story yeah I don't like looking back it definitely wasn't like it was consensual right absolutely like because I wasn't you're 12 and

what do you know you know like I feel 16, you're a little bit smarter. Yeah. Like I was in seventh grade and he was like a sophomore in high school. Yeah. You know, when I was a sophomore in high school, I knew what fucking was. Yeah. You know, like I knew what happened. Like I knew, like I knew.

Yeah. Like more than like a 12 year old. It's almost like he kind of took advantage of your innocence. I don't know him. I don't know the situation. Right. But from an outsider, just hearing that like 16 and 12 is kind of thick a little bit it's kind of gross and it wasn't like uh illegal like there was nothing but the state did look into it like when my son was born yeah

the state did actually look into it and like cps got involved i actually just did a story time on tiktok about it did see that we'll get into that real quick. So let's rewind. Let's go back to the skating rink you met. Okay. What's it, are we allowed to say his name or baby daddy, baby daddy number one. It's the most wonderful time of the year. Holidays on the house at DraftKings Casino. With this season's offerings, you'll unwrap everything that you wished for, from table games and jackpots to a slot at the top of everyone's list, Jingle Bells Power Reels. DraftKings is offering a warm welcome to new players

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Terms at casino.draftkings.com slash promos. Is he still around? Well, I mean, he exists and he's alive and living and breathing. Oh, okay. But yeah, so yeah, we'll just call him baby daddy. So yeah, I met baby daddy at the skating rink and... She's like, I don't even want to give him that title. I't want to give him that title really like all right sperm donor yeah sperm donor sperm donor I like that so yeah I met him at the skating rink and we started kick do you know what

kick is the messenger yes the old school messenger yeah so like that was what we started talking on back in the day and it was like going back and forth. And I would only get to see him at the skating rinks. Well, then my dad, he was a basketball coach and his team would travel like around and he would be gone for weekends and stuff. And I had convinced my mom to let us start like hanging out outside of the skating rink. And my mom was like, no, like he's older. Like, you know, like, no. And she did know that he was older. But like, I don't know. Like, I don't think I don older but like i don't know like i don't think i

don't know i don't know i don't know but you know she she said yeah and you know we started hanging out outside and then we ended up hooking up one of the times that we were hanging out when my dad was gone you know and it really sucks because i was really like a daddy's girl growing up like my dad was my that sucks because like i never really thought about it that way i'm sorry i'm not trying to get emotional but no yeah okay breathe i was like really do it i know it's okay to feel that though like i'm learning that with my therapist You don't cut off emotions because that hurts you more. Just let it flow. Yeah. Like I, um, I was really a daddy's girl growing up and like, when I got pregnant, it was almost like my dad didn't even like, no, he couldn't even like,

believe it. Like, it was almost like a thing where it was like, he thought I was on drugs. Like when I sat him down to tell him, he was what did you get caught with drugs like did you get caught with like you know you in trouble and i was like no like i'm pregnant and he was like oh is this like a joke like oh you're trying to mess with me you know and it was like no like this is like literally going on and it was almost like uh he had almost like no reaction to it because it was like not even the truth yeah and i just remember it was like the awkwardest time of my life because my mom she she was trying to like you know console everybody and like make everything okay and which obviously nothing was okay but she wanted to go on a walk outside like the three of us so we went on this long ass walk and walked around the neighborhood

in silence and it was like that's how I went telling my parents that I was pregnant at 13. And honestly, like, my dad didn't talk to me. I don't think for like a month after that, unless it was like mandatory, like I would go up and talk to him and he just had nothing to say to me. It's I think it was probably you're his baby. And he just, he probably internalized that and was like, what did I do wrong? Yeah. Like, and I think he probably took that really hard. I don't think it had anything to do with you. Yeah. And I think a lot of people do like blame my parents, but I really don't think my parents, I know to this, like, I know my parents love me more than anything. Like, and they did the best that they could. This

is their first time doing life too. Just like me. Like they are not perfect by any means at all. Like my parents both get on my nerves. So to this day, like, but like they are not perfect by any means at all like my parents both get on my nerves so to this day like but like they're human and like I don't blame them for what happened it's just kind of something that happened and I made the best out of it yeah I did the best that I could with what the cards that I was dealt you know let's talk about it so you're 13 you're going into labor take me into that day well how was the first of all how was the pregnancy did sperm donor stick around what did he make it hell no dude literally like so it's crazy because sperm donor so he as soon as I found out that I was pregnant he was like

relatively like okay about it and I thought okay well this is gonna be like well that that was another thing I didn't at the time I didn't know whether or not I was gonna keep the baby really because my mom had given me both options so um I obviously like at the time I'm very pro choice I'm pro do whatever the fuck you want but um I chose like I could not get rid of my son like I was like it just feels like I need to have him like for me in my head like there it just wasn't an option so I decided to move forward and when I told him like hey I'm having this baby like my parents know like I'm probably never gonna see you again because my dad's probably gonna murder you um but he decided

to stick stick around and like my mom still snuck us around to see each other. He just wasn't allowed at the house. And like my mom still like let us like go eat and like go have like dinner together so that we could see each other. But then he started like went off with his life kind of, you know, started dating girls at his school and dating girls that were easier to date, you know? And, um, well, he didn't want to have the responsibility right so the whole pregnancy i was literally like having a mental breakdown i went into pre-term labor when

i was 33 weeks uh i think because of how stressed out i was i was yeah i know that was like the most traumatic time of my life and i blocked a lot of it out because it was it was rough it was rough so he came back he like he left me and like didn't talk to me blocked me on everything for majority of the pregnancy and then right fucking douchebag uh-huh yeah and then right before I had my son and I was like you know his due date's approaching he hits me up and he's like I really fucked up like I want to get back with you and of course me I'm like I've been waiting bitch you know I've been waiting for you so baby having a baby I know and it's embarrassing but I mean it's not embarrassing you were so young and you didn't know it is not your

fault right I literally like wanted him more than anything which is like looking back like I was so desperate for him like because I wanted my son to have some sort of like normality and like I just was desperate for it and so whenever he came back I was like oh yeah come back like you know like yeah we can make this work like we can try to see what we can do or whatever like this is when the c-section is gonna be because I had to get a planned c-section because at the time I was only 13 I wasn't really done growing yet yeah so I had a contracted pelvis and my son couldn't like fit through my birth canal so they're like we're gonna go ahead and like schedule you for a c-section because we don't want to risk him getting stuck and then either something happening

to either like y'all it's just a high-risk case so we're just gonna do the c-section yeah so Yeah. So he was there. That is a lot, girl, to go through at such a young age, baby. Yeah. How were you feeling mentally? Like, just like, how did you process it? Did you have anybody that you could talk to? Did your mom help you? Like, did you go to therapy? Did anybody help you work through all that? Yeah. So at the time, my cousin, Corrine, um, she's 10 years older than me. So, uh, she lived right down the street and she was going through like, she wasn't pregnant, but she was going through like really hard times with her boyfriend who she had been with for a while. And she was like madly in love with, and he was like cheating on her and like being a complete douchebag. So I'm 13 and pregnant. I'm her cousin. I'm like, you know, available all the time. She, like, leaned in on me.

I leaned in on her. She took me on so many adventures when I was pregnant to keep my mind. Like, taking me to, like, the mall and, like, to get pedicures and, like, shopping. Like, she. She was your angel. I don't think I would have been able to get through it without her, genuinely. And I don't talk to her that much anymore. And that makes me emotional, too. But. you're carrying a lot I know I need to go back to therapy again

another therapist listen baby I'm going to a therapy camp in March so don't even play it therapy doesn't end oh yeah for sure they have them out here in Nashville I'll tell you about it if you ever want to go it's like it's's a week long trauma thing where you go for six days, you turn your phone off and you just work on yourself. Because I'm telling you, baby, that shit is fucking it's priceless to be able to work through all the shit you've been through. And I can tell you're still hurting really bad. Oh, yeah. I'm sorry. And if we had a napkin, I would give you one.

No, we don't. I'm so sorry. I got Chachi. You want to wipe you want to wipe your tears with chachi this is washable and reusable and recyclable so so yeah we got toilet paper that's what we're working with there we are trailer park around here okay oh me too so it's cool good i just want to hug you baby gosh here's some some stuff for your tears i really didn't think i was gonna cry or i wouldn't have paid to get my hair and makeup done today no you're good and you know what listen that's just part of your genuineness yeah I think that's why people love you so much because you're not

fucking here to just be this billy badass like you have pain that you're fucking still working through yeah and I think that's so admirable that you can wear your heart on your sleeve like that so I think that people think that like I am faking it or like that's the majority. Like people think that I'm putting on a persona or whatever. But I think that a lot of people think that is because I don't really talk about how much I'm hurting online. Yeah. Well, you like that. Yeah.

People eat that up. They fucking use it against you. Yeah. You know. Yeah. And also who wants to fucking cry in a camera? No. I understand there's every now and then you need to fucking have a good cry which I never have yet but if

there's some people who like to cry on the camera a lot and I just don't understand it you know like yeah like when I'm crying that's like the last time I want to post a video like yeah genuinely like honestly I think that's more real than anything you know yeah but so i'm just doing my best so let's take me to your your delivery you're going in for delivery baby daddy called said he wants to get back together yeah so uh my son's dad like a week before my son was uh supposed to be born comes swoops back in and he wants to be in the room for the c-section and there's only one person allowed in the room because it's like an operating room or whatever and my dad was the one who wanted to be back there and i chose dad warmed up to you during

the pregnancy yeah yeah he was really supportive yeah my dad was really supportive go dad got over it yeah he used to take me to ultrasound appointments and buy me snacks and food. And like, he was honestly great. Like we love dad. Once he actually like got over it, like it was great. But, um, good. I could only pick one person to go in the C-section room with me. And it was between baby daddy and my dad.

And I picked my baby daddy like an idiot. So he went back there with me and like, was to like watch you know my son be born and all that stuff um I wish I would have picked my dad that's okay though yeah and I know that my dad doesn't like resent me for that or anything like that but I do wish that I would have picked my dad or like my mom or somebody else because I think they deserve that yeah I don't think that he did deserve that yeah I don't think that he did and my son like literally is one of the best kids in the entire world like and I know that's biased like every mom says but like my son is like so sensitive and he has emotions and he's in I'm sorry you're okay you don't have to apologize he's just like such an asshole for like not getting his shit together still nine years later even after me allowing him to be around still even after everything that he's

done to me there's an open an open line of communication like my son has his own phone still doesn't call still doesn't pick up the damn phone and it's like what are you doing dude like this is the best kid ever he's smart kind sweet caring he's in touch with his emotions he's like awesome you know and he just doesn't care he just had a new baby you know got married has a new family and it's like hey yeah just forget about the one that you started with right i know i keep getting off track. No, you're fine. You're totally. That's what the podcast is all about.

And that's why I always try to rope you back in. You know, some men just don't get it and they're never going to get it. And you're never going to get the apology or the person that you want. So it's like, you know, your baby boy has you. And that's all that fucking matters. He's got mama bear who loves the fuck out of him. And, you know, i know it sucks not having dad around but it's probably for the best because he might hurt him more just being around

oh he doesn't seem like the type of human that can you know keep a relationship going so the consistency yeah and that's what's important is the consistency and it's like either like be involved or don't be involved but like you being in and out is kind of a problem because then it's like, when is my dad going to call? Like, where is my dad? Like, what's going on? When can I see him? And it's like, I don't have these answers, dude. Like, he doesn't talk to me. Like, I don't know what to say. How old is he now? He's nine. Oh, yeah. So he's like, he's so smart. It's crazy. He's like his whole own human with his whole own personality. And it's crazy how fast kids just grow up. Yeah. So you're what?

Hold on. I'm trying to do the math here. You're 20. I'm 22. 22. Yeah. You're still a baby yourself, too. You have so much life to live, girl.

It's crazy. It's insane. And you've already lived like a full fucking life. I know. That's amazing. Right now with these braces, like I get them off in two weeks and I'm honestly, I cannot be happier because I look like a child sometimes and I'm going through life with four kids and married and all that stuff.

And like people do not take me seriously. And I think it's the rainbows too though. Like I do it to my damn self, you know? No, just always be you. Who gives a fuck? They'll take you serious. Just let your, let whatever it is you're doing speak for itself people will respect you no matter what um they'll have to respect you um so let's take it back so you just gave birth you're in the hospital bed take me from

there so yeah they uh the first thing that they do when you go in to get a c-section is they make you sign up with paperwork and then they bring you back like to this like prepping thing where you put like this like shower cap on and lay you down and then they shaved my coochie for me wow yeah that's nice i never had that time before i need to go have a kid then get my coochie shave it's way cheaper to do it on a salon or something but um yeah so they they did that and um then they wheeled me back to like the actual like operating room. Or no, they wheeled me to another room to get my spinal tab. Those scare me. God.

No, dude. It made my whole leg go numb. I was freaking out. Can't do it. Literally. It was so bad. Then I started going numb. And once I started going numb, they put the catheter in.

And all of a sudden, the doctor had said that I was going to feel like an elephant, like sitting on my chest or something. And I did. And that was them like pushing my son out of the incision. And then he was born and I heard him start crying and he was into the world. I was a mom. And how did you did you feel like everything was worth it at that moment that you had gone through? Oh, yeah. Yeah, it was kind of like a surreal moment for me and I don't really know why like I have blocked some of that out like when I yeah I don't know why and that bothers me too but like when I think back to that like I blocked so much of that out and I think that it was because like I was in I was in like in that moment like fight or flight like but I had to go, you know? And it's like, I'm one of those people who I'm very good at like masking my emotions. Like, so my

parents were already so freaked out about me going in to have a C-section. My mom was like, you know, having a panic attack, like her 13 year old daughter's going in to have a major surgery. Yeah. You know? Um, so I had, I felt like I've, I feel like my whole life I've always had to put like a poker face on to make everybody else around me happy you know or make comfort everybody so I felt like I was the one trying to comfort my parents in that moment being like everything's gonna be okay like see I'm not even worried but inside I was like scared yeah I was scared and you didn't have anybody to kind of comfort the little girl in you yeah and I feel like I don't ever I never even allowed that little girl to even come out because

she was always like so pushed down by other people like always hurting me my whole life almost and I don't even know if that's the right way to describe it but that's just you know what's coming like coming out of my head but but you know. So take me, okay, so you have the baby. Do you go and you stay with your parents after this? Yeah. So, um, after I had my son, we were in the hospital for like literally like almost five days. Um, I don't know why they kept us so long because with my daughter, they didn't keep us that long, but, um, they kept me for quite a while. And then they got us once we, once we got discharged from the hospital, I went back and lived with my parents. Um, so we were living like in a two bedroom, like townhouse type of thing.

And me and my son had our room and my parents had theirs and that's just how we lived. Yeah. Did you keep going to school and stuff? So, uh, I got pregnant at the end of my seventh grade year and I finished the school year out at the school I was attending. And then eighth grade, my dad, he was was already like a he has his master's degree so he pulled me out and started homeschooling me with a a Christian Christian Christian Christian curriculum and I took bible class and stuff it was really fun was it though yeah it was like so on top of all the other trauma you have you have religious trauma

too oh fuck yeah i have religious trauma out the ass really oh yeah my parents were pretty bible belt uh i grew up in the church uh lafayette baptist church wow that's what it's called and um every single like you know wednesday sunday we would go out with like church friends that's where I met my best friend of 20 years was in church um so yeah so when I got pregnant at 13 you better believe everybody in that church had something to say about it so it's like you had to not only did you have to deal with feeling like you let your parents down and your dad down you had to deal with everybody else having a fucking opinion about you too. Kind of like how it is on the internet now too for you. Yeah. But I think that's why I'm like so okay with it.

Yeah. And that's why I do so well with it. It's because my whole life, everybody's been talking shit about me. Yeah. So you might as well just fucking get into gold. Yeah. I've literally made it this far.

I can keep going. Yeah. So it was hard. It was hard. Did you graduate from the Christian school or how did that go? Sixth grade was my last year. I did go to Christian school. Sixth grade was my last year attending the Christian school. I got kicked out for getting a belly button piercing. My mom let me get my belly button pierced. You know what's so

fucking funny? Mom seems to be the common denominator in some of your bad decisions. We love mom, but come on of your bad decisions we love mom but come on mom we do love mom mom i'm looking at you if you can see this but um yeah we do love mom but yeah she did allow me to get my belly button pierced and um i went to school i can't believe they kicked you out for that though no well i got kicked out of my christian school for spray painting my name on the back wall but But it wasn't real spray paint. It was fucking snow, the fake snow. I thought it would disappear.

It doesn't. So don't ever fucking spray paint a fucking brick wall with snow because it'll be there. And don't do it in your name. Oh, my gosh. I didn't know you could do that. Yeah, no, me either. I did it, though. Holy crap.

But yeah, they, what was I going to say? They kicked you out for your belly button. pierced oh yeah dude um um yeah so the i had posted a picture after i got my belly button pierced on facebook why did i have a facebook in sixth grade i don't know but um i posted a picture of it on facebook and my principal like one of the teachers had seen it or one of the kids was a snitch and someone snitched on me right so i go back to school and the principal calls me into her office and she's like lift up your shirt and i'm like what like and so i did and she was like that needs to come out now that's not appropriate like all this this and the third calls my mom we had to set up like a meeting at the

school about it my mom tells me take it out like i'm not dealing with this i kept putting it back in and like they would do random belly button checks at school like they would literally like pull me out of class i feel like that would never fly nowadays i think that's illegal yeah i feel like that would never fly they would like call me out of class and take me to the principal's office to check on my belly button yeah that's weird that's kind of freaking freaky. Yeah, it's definitely weird. And this was, this wasn't junior high. This was high school? Oh, sixth grade. Okay, this was sixth grade. And then your dad

pulled you out in eighth grade. Yeah. So sixth grade was my last year. Got kicked out of Christian school. Went to public school seventh grade. Got pregnant. Gotcha. Okay, gotcha. When my Christian school principal kicked me out of school, she said you're going to end up pregnant. Or something.. Yeah. Yeah. Rub that in my face. Tammy. But yeah, dude, it was it was. So I went to seventh grade, was public school.

And then that's when I got pregnant. And then eighth grade, my dad pulled me out and homeschooled me. OK, so did you homeschool all through high school? No, I homeschooled for eighth grade, had my son. He was like six months old. Um, and I had like six, yeah, he was six months old whenever I went to like public high school. Okay. When I started my ninth grade year. So you did go back to public school. Okay. Gotcha. Yeah. And then I finished high school, like homeschool community college type of thing, like online program. And I finished my last two years of school in one and I graduated a year early. Yay. Congratulations. I'm proud of you. So when did you have your daughter? Was that recently or? So after I graduated high school when I was 17, I went into the military.

So I went active duty. That's all my notes right here. Yeah, I went active duty. I was a mechanic in the army for a couple of years. And that's when I active duty. I was a mechanic in the army for a couple years. And that's when I met my husband. And I was in the army for about two years. And then I got pregnant with my daughter. That's amazing that you went off to the army. You were just like, fuck it. I'm going to go to the army and be a badass bitch.

Yeah, it was mainly about health insurance. Yeah. Honestly. She's like, I did have an agenda. Yeah, it was like mainly about health insurance. Like I really like health insurance like i really like health insurance is really not affordable um and i'm really like thankful that i can afford it now but like most people wouldn't think to go into the fucking army you know like that's crazy is

that something that you did want to do like or where do you really feel like you were forced into doing it i was sleeping with a lot of army men at the time um in my teenage years um and so yeah she's like fuck it if can't beat him might as well join him yeah i was like fuck it i'll join the army um i was already yeah in fayetteville too for sure yeah dude yeah i was honestly like that's what i'm saying i had a kid at uh 13 and then have been on a path of like, I feel like unstable relationships since then. And like, literally like, I don't know what my problem is, but yeah. Well, maybe childhood trauma, you know, that you got to work through. Yeah.

And you know, what's crazy is like, whenever I say like, oh, I have childhood trauma, my parents are like, there's no, you can't have trauma. You can have the most perfect life and you're still going to have some sort of trauma. Everybody has it. If I can, you know, we're not minimizing, maximizing anybody's trauma. It doesn't matter where you came from. Shit's fucked up. The world's fucked up.

Yeah. Shit happens. So, you know, it's not a bad thing. It's just shit you got to work through. It's just like stuff that happened. And yeah, it's, that's why like, you know, when I talk about my issues and stuff, it's like with my parents, I feel like when I'm talking about things or like feelings that i'm having they always think that i'm trying to like blame them for something and it's like no i'm not trying to blame you i'm just like reflecting on

this because like for some reason it's a thought that keeps coming up you know like and for me like i like to talk about like if something's in my head like i gotta get it out or else i'm gonna go crazy yeah um so yeah I do think that like if you're not in therapy everybody should go to therapy yeah you know totally everyone should go even if you don't have issues absolutely I agree so you went into the army you meet your second baby daddy who take me on that journey oh yeah so I was um I was 18 when I met my husband uh and he was 25 and he was in the process of getting a divorce we met we met on tinder we were both like swiping on tinder you know um we matched and whenever I first met my husband like I honestly thought that we were just gonna like hook up because

he really wasn't my type well I hate to say that because he is like he is my type you know but yeah like he wasn't really I was going for people who were like, you know, just like casual. And he was kind of looked like he was looking for something more serious. And, um, we hooked up, I tried to ghost him and he, uh, had texted me, like trying to hang out. I ghosted him again, like didn't want to hang out with him. Then he texted me. He was like asking me for car wash recommendations. Cause I'm from Fayetteville. Right. And I know all the good good car washes so I sent him one-to-one that was closed down like the head like the down like closed down not in business and he like called me and he was like what the fuck is wrong with you dude and I was like you can't like take a hint

bro like I'm not interested like stop hitting me up well then from that did you send him to one that was closed down on purpose yeah oh yeah i don't know why i thought it was an accident i was kind of a bitch back then like when i was 18 i was hell on wheels yeah that's hilarious um he called me he was like what the fuck like you sent me to like a abandoned car wash on purpose i was like yeah like whatever so we started go fuck yourself yeah go fuck yourself but after that we like kind of started vibing. Cause he thought it was kind of funny. And like, you know, he thought I was just fucking with him. He like, he thought it was cute. And I was like, okay, like you think my crazy is cute. Like whatever. So we went to target together. And ever since then we've kind

of been like inseparable. We were both really into like going to the gym and we were both in the army and we kind of just like started coexisting together and that's just how it's been since then like is that Cody yeah it's Cody awesome yeah I did my research a little bit that's amazing so he's like your BFF you guys have one daughter together yeah we have one daughter together and then he has two kids with his ex-wife okay gotcha yeah I love that that's how it happens though like when you don't plan on being with somebody you always fucking end up with them that's how it was with my husband i tried to one night stand him and it fucking here we are seven years later and he's my best fucking friend like love him to the moon and that's the thing is like people have seen like

ups and downs of me and cody online and like i wish i would have never fucking talked about shit on the internet why did i do that but it's like now it's out there and i can't take it back and they're like oh like nobody knows what the fuck is going on behind the scene they only know what you show them yeah like you don't fucking know like cody cheated on her he cheated she cheated on him who fucking cares like yeah we both did we both done cheated like what do you want us to do now like we're choosing to try to make things work we're choosing to try to like we're both like kind of fucked up he has a lot of trauma he hasn't worked on i have a lot of trauma i haven't worked on it's probably why you guys mesh trauma bonding too genuinely i think that and we're both at the point in our lives where we're both in therapy

like actively in therapy and my husband is 30 years old never been to therapy never wanted to talk about his feelings i have heard wanted to talk about his feelings I have heard this man talk about his feelings more in the past month than in the past five years I've been married are you guys doing like marriage counseling not together yet um he's like kind of like start like because he was really uncomfortable about even talking to a therapist in the first place so he's kind of doing his own thing and like first and I'm doing my own thing and then hopefully a little bit down the line we can kind of do something together when did you get out of the army then and take me from there I got out of the army in um church okay I got out of the army end of 2019

okay yes and then so you and Cody both got out and kept moving forward yeah so he got out a little bit before me and then he continued well he was trying to get out of the army um and move back uh to where we live now which is like the Cincinnati Ohio area because that's where his ex-wife and his kids were living and he was trying to move back home because he wanted to be with his kids but he got out and there was a couple more months until I was getting out because I was getting out on a pregnancy chapter um and so he waited until I you know got out and had the baby and stuff. And then my daughter was like a month old and we made the move up to Northern Kentucky.

And that's where we've been for the past three years. Yay. And then what are you guys doing out there? Just living life. She's like, where do I start? I mean, holy crap. I feel like I'm running a circus out there. Honestly, like i'm running a circus out there honestly like genuinely like running the circus what's going on so uh we've like moved three times in the past year my dad moved up uh from north carolina he like retired uh so he's living where's mom my mom's still in north my parents are fucking nuts dude that's what i'm saying like at this point in my life i feel like i'm raising my damn parents like right my dad retired early and he's living in my condo that i have uh he's rent free he's living the life up there retired okay he's like yeah he's like it's your turn to take care

of me now yeah so he's like you know my dad he's going and getting bourbon at all these bourbon because we're in kentucky right yeah and bourbon's good i guess he's getting bourbon everywhere my mom's in North Carolina still doing real estate my mom just on a Tuesday sells her house and gets an apartment my dad has to go down there and help her move like I'm running a tie-dye studio are they split or no they're not split they're just they're just insane okay they're just crazy like I don't even I'm not even gonna ask well it's so my dad uh he retired early because ever since COVID happened and all the colleges and sports, like had to put all the regulations on everything.

My dad got so depressed. And my dad and my mom, you have to remember, they helped me raise my kid. So my dad and my son, my dad is practically my son's dad. I mean, like literally has helped me raise him through and through. Like both of my parents have, you know, so close with him. Oh, yeah. So my dad, after we moved up here, my dad got really depressed and like he didn't have

me or my son anymore. Basketball wasn't the same. Yeah. Yeah, we do. We genuinely do. He needs to feel like he's needed. Yeah. So he decided, you know, after COVID kind of ruined everything for basketball and he was

depressed he was like i'm gonna retire early and i'm gonna move up there so i started moving all over the place trying to find a different house for us to live in that was a nightmare and then my dad went and lived in our condo that we had so i love it they sound like my kind of people um so let's talk about this t-shirt business that you have. So t-shirts. Yeah. I started like drawing these stickers with one of my friends, like back in the beginning of 2021 or 2020. I don't remember when it was, but the stickers turned into me making tie dye t-shirts, but we're actually about to open up a storefront now too. So like, we're going to have an in-person experience anyways. Oh, you're going to have so many people going through there. Cause you have

so many people who love you. I'm having a panic attack. It's going to be like a meet and greet every day for you. I know. I'm kind of excited about it. Yeah. I know. It'll be awesome. I'm having a panic attack about it. No, you're good. I know. Yeah. So we, uh, my mother-in-law and I, we started tie dyeing t-shirts in the garage. Just like we wanted to make like these, um shirts it was like a stony like marijuana leaf and we wanted to put it on a shirt and so we came up we drew the design on our ipad and like we were so proud of this like shirt we created and we were gonna hand tie-dye all of them and they sold out like wow so fast and so me and my mother-in-law were like well that was fun as

fuck like let's keep doing it so we kept doing it and people really like tie-dye like people talk so much shit like tie-dye is out of style i don't think tie-dye will ever people everybody wears tie-dye yeah yeah it could be like dark colors fucking 70s yeah literally like and even if you don't like it like you could have like a tie-dye something or a jammy shirt or whatever the fuck you know tie-dye is it's happy okay I like colors so um we just started selling t-shirts and it's turned into now I have like uh the back of one of my friends nail salons I rent the back of that out in like an alley and that's our tie-dye shop so we have like we spent like 15 grand like renovating this like literal literal hole in the wall and turn it into like this. Yeah.

That's amazing. It was pretty crazy. I love that. I love what you're doing. I think, I think the energy that you're putting out in the world is coming back to you. You know, like you're just trying to do right. And it's coming back tenfold. I'm trying.

You're doing good. Thank you. Okay. So when did you get on TikTok? 2020. 2020. I feel like everybody and their mom got on TikTok in 2020. Yeah.

Yeah. Okay, so you got to take me on that journey with TikTok. Well, I mean, like, I mean, I messed around with TikTok in, like, 2018. Like, I, you know, whatever. But I didn't start, like, actually, like, posting consistently until I was, I moved up to Kentucky and I was staying at home through COVID with four kids at 19, 20 years old. And I was so bored home through COVID with four kids at 19, 20 years old. Um, and I was so bored and like depressed and like, I was breastfeeding my daughter. She breastfed for like two years. So that really, like literally sucked the life out of me. But, um, yeah. So,

um, what was I going to say? Oh, yeah. She's like squirrel. So I, um, I started making TikTok videos with my kids like throughout COVID cause I was stuck at like, my husband was working at the time, like full time and his, so was his ex wife. So the kids would be with me because I was a stay at home mom, home with the baby already. Do you get along with his ex wife? Yeah. For the most part, like me and her, like we're good. Like sometimes she'd be coming at me crazy, but for the most part we're good. Like there's no issues i'm definitely never gonna cause an issue with her and she doesn't want she doesn't want issues either so we're yeah you know baseline i love that yeah me too it's good for the kids because absolutely they deserve to see like i always like that's what

i always tell her is that like i want the kids to see us be happy yes like. Like, you know, I want them to be happy. That's the most important thing. Yeah, absolutely. So squirrel. We were talking about you were at home getting the life sucked out of your titties and you hopped on TikTok. Yeah. So I hopped on TikTok and my kids liked making TikTok videos with me. And so we would make like dance videos and like my stepdaughter and I would make like these skits of us like doing all sorts of things and my video started getting like tractions and my video started getting traction and I just kept posting like and then I started like talking and it was soon as I started talking and not using sounds anymore that's when I just blew up like it was like almost overnight I went from having like 10k to like 600k yeah and then it went from me having 600k to me getting banned on TikTok entirely they fucking do that all the time man yeah so I just restarted a new account and um within literally two days

that account that I started got a million followers wow in two days wow i don't even know how that's possible and i still like have the screenshots of it yeah and everything because i remember like taking screenshots throughout the night of me like this isn't even fucking possible you have a crazy cult following like when i get on my lives and fucking just say well who should i bring on the podcast I mean I'm talking like Gabby Gabby Gabby Gabby I didn't even know who you were I know and felt like we had never crossed you know yeah TikTok FYPs so I'm like who is Gabby and then they started tagging me in that one video that you made and they were like she needs to come on the podcast and then I kind of

went down the wormhole and I was like I like this chick I like her vibes you know well please don't hate me but before I got invited on this podcast i really didn't know who you were and then you invited me on and i was like okay bunny i'm gonna go down this rabbit hole and so dude um you can totally edit this out if you want but i thought that you were 28 years old oh i love that i know keep it in no do not edit that i thought that you were like 28 29 and i was I was like, oh, I'm so excited. And my husband was asking me questions. He was like, oh, Jelly Roll's wife or whatever. Like, that's so cool.

Like, you know? And he was like, how the fuck do you not know who these people are? Like, what the fuck is, like, are you living under a fucking rock? Well, anyways. No, it's so weird how TikTok is. We just never crossed FYPs. Yeah. Now you're all over it.

Now you're all over mine. So it's like, you know. Now you're all over mine, too. I think it's ever since I followed you, though, that now you're all over mine so it's yeah you know now you're all over mine too I think it's ever since I followed you though that now you're all over mine but yeah it's pretty insane yeah but no I'm not I'm 43 so no dude I googled like how old is or no I didn't google that I said uh bunny xo I was googling you that's what I was doing sneaky um but um I was googling you and it said all your facts about you and I was like which aren't facts I don't know who makes those pages you're not five nine no how tall are you I'm five five five six yeah because like I said five nine and I was like

five nine yeah that's my height you know yeah no and I mean I wouldn't mind being five nine but like I don't know who does the online shit or where they get it from. They fucking said my dad's name is like Bill Spills. And I'm like, that is really cool. But no, that's not his name. Like there's so many things. I think we need to do a tick tock of like things that are online that we like, you know, like we should do that today after we get done. You just like squash and rumors, you know, there's one page that says I've had a facelift, cheek implants, fucking a blepharoplasty. And I'm like, not like not yet but i will where you get like the skin above your eyes cut like just crazy shit and i'm like dude i've had fucking lip filler eye filler and fucking botox like it's just crazy the

shit that people come up with you know yeah they will make up anything that they can yeah no it's nuts okay so we got off track but um okay so you got on tiktok in 2020 you gained two million a million followers in two days and then you just took it from there like because you do have this crazy fucking cult following like it's nuts like you could post anything and it's a million views i didn't realize i had a cult following honestly until recently and i know that the views and stuff have been there and stuff and like the followers have been there but also like um like a lot of other creators talk about i do get stagnant so like i'll start losing followers and like all that stuff but like i didn't realize how cult my following was until um recently yeah where i've noticed that i have to really start watching what i say yeah and really make sure

that i'm not talking about people um really make sure that i'm not talking about people, um, really make sure that I'm not talking about people, um, in any like negative light because people can take that. So, I mean, even if you say something positive about somebody, they'll still fucking twist it and be like, she was being, what's the word? Snarky. Right. And like, you know, like all that shit. And I just, I can't fuck it. They've done that to me. And I, the internet like love you, but hate you at the same time. It's like, there's just those people on there who nitpick everything you do. And you know, it's like, it gets to a point where you're like in a glass, you know, and you don't know which direction to go because people are always going to twist whatever you say. Yeah. You don't know what to do. You're like, should I do this? Should I post this? Should I not post this? And it's like, no matter what I do,

I'm fucked. So I'm just going to do whatever the hell I want to do you know did something recently happen that I don't even know well I mean like recently like I've had like a lot of like um friend drama that hasn't been online like I've just had like a lot of like of my friends be just like really shitty recently and that's nothing that I'm like gonna go into real depth about but I have like people dude people do not know what the fuck is going on behind the scenes okay people don't and i people love to say that i'm the drama and that i love drama but i really am the quietest person like i have some like really shady shit going on in my life right now and i don't even know how to deal with it and like people online are like nitpicking at things and like trying to like bring things up and it's like filtering comments does that oh yes can we please talk about this every fucking creator filters their comments

every big creator filters their comments because i had to turn my filters on for the first time ever fucking and delete comments when i was going through the drama this last week and people were like oh she's filtering her comments she's deleting her comments damn fucking straight I am yeah I don't want to deal with your fucking weird toxicity energy like it's weird yeah you have to go through and read that shit it's not good for you yeah if you don't want it there yeah yeah exactly I think that okay I also just like you said I haven't started like filtering comments until recently but it's just gotten worse. Like in the last fucking like month or two, like it's crazy how bad TikTok has gotten, dude. But it's just cause it's, it's honestly just because it's annoying. Yeah. It's like why, like if you don't want to like, just don't comment, like don't leave

this shit here for everybody else to read. Like, fuck. I think I saw a video that you posted the other day and you were talking about like you, your friend hasn't been in your videos or something like that. And they're like coming for you. Is that what you're talking about? The drama in your life? Well,

yeah. So like there, we've had like a bunch of like shady shit gone, like with, between me, Olivia and Jacinda, um, and like a other couple of people who have,

who have been involved with it too. But it's like, um, obviously like, you know, people go through rough patches and friendships and stuff like that, but it's like, people will like connect me to somebody. And if they're not in my video anymore or like, it's like, where is this person? And it's like, they have a whole nother TikTok account. Like, yeah. If you're worried about Olivia, go ask her.

She just posted like two hours ago. You know what I mean? So it's like, I don't know. Olivia go ask her she just posted like two hours ago you know what I mean so it's like I don't know I feel like I feel like it's just because I need to start like focusing a lot more energy like towards myself and like my small circle like which is like what's in my house like the people that are in my house that's your family yeah those are the people who as long as the people who are that are in my house and then the people who are in my circle circle like my small circle right outside of my house are good i don't need to fucking give a fuck about everybody else amen sister and i think that's where like a lot of my issues are coming

from are from taking these outside voices from other people and like letting it fuck up you know my my personal life which is easy to do yeah because people will make you start thinking shit and you're just like what is this real who am i you know yeah literally i my personal life, which is easy to do. Yeah. People will make you start thinking shit and you're just like, what is this real? Who am I? You know? Yeah. Literally I have, I've been, I've been going through kind of like an existential, not existential. I always say that like existential. What does that even mean? Uh, don't put me on the spot like that. I think it's like, so it's like something like, like big, like life changing, right? Now I got to fucking Google it. Hold on. I'm sorry.

Hold on. You're good. I'm like, God damn it. Hold on. Define X. How do you even spell it? Here we go. Define existential.

The climate crisis and an existential threat to the world concerned with existence. Yeah. Me. Affirming or implying the existence of a thing yeah okay so another word for existential is verifiable so if that helps anything but yeah everybody that's a welcome to your english fucking class today yeah i still don't know what i mean i still didn't understand it i'm just gonna go with what i said and i think it's like life changing and big okay yeah you're going through some sort of crisis that's making you want to change.

Speaking of crisis, can we talk about your arrest in Vegas? What happened? Girl, I still wish I knew. So, yeah, I mean, like I'm open to talking about it now that I'm not getting charged with two felonies. Like I was really. I wanted to tell you,y bucky buchanan and fucking jack buchanan that they used to be my lawyers they're amazing in vegas honestly so good

jack buchanan he was my attorney in my case bucky's his dad i think his dad passed away uh-huh yeah uh well jack whoever he literally was a killer attorney no he's amazing shout out jack buchanan man yeah he's amazing if you ever need a really good lawyer in vegas shout out jack buchanan man he's amazing if you ever need a really good lawyer in vegas go to jack buchanan because that motherfucker got me out of a lot of shit yeah same um but i was in james levitt i've had a few lawyers out there because you live in vegas part-time right i'm i'm from vegas i actually grew up there so okay cool cool so yeah um i never have been to vegas before that my first time ever going to Vegas was my husband and I's uh three-year wedding or I don't remember what year it was but

it was in 2021 and uh so we go out to Vegas for our anniversary and we stayed at the Cosmopolitan and it was so nice and we got a nice room and we started drinking like immediately when we got there like 9 a.m and um drank all day and i mean i drank so much that day and i was fine went to bed at like 10 p.m because we had been up early drinking and woke up the next day ate a big breakfast like huge breakfast at this buffet um the wicked spoon and then um after that we started going to like put our bathing suits on to go to like this pool club called called the marquee pool club and um anyways so we go in there i had two drinks two sex on the beaches okay i didn't i don't even think i finished the second one i in the pool somewhere black out

and wake up in a straight jacket in jail and intake oh no and i genuinely people think that i'm lying whenever i say i don't remember that i'm not getting charged with anything like yeah i could literally be like i lied like it doesn't matter they can't like re-pull it up or anything like yeah the case like it's dismissed i don't know what did they take you to jail for did they tell you so no like yeah i mean they told me obviously, but they told me that I was initially I've seen the security footage from the Cosmopolitan. Not good. Definitely should have been taken to jail.

I agree with them. But yeah, I've seen. What were you doing? I was running from them. Oh, faster. But why were you running? You just did a phone. Oh, nice. I would pay to see that footage i could honestly i'm so glad i don't even have a copy of that footage but what were you running

for you just fucking did you do something i don't know well so they they said that they initially security called the police because i was trespassing and i had gotten into an altercation with somebody at the pool and then they kicked me out apparently i was screaming and being disorderly at the pool and then they kicked me out so after security like who was with you nobody saw my husband was with me cody what the fuck happened i know he he still feels so bad about this like he honestly has never forgiven himself but so we had we were having drinks and there was this group of guys and group of girls and there was a couple guys couple girls and like the girls had like kind of made friends with me and like we went to the bathroom together and we're like joking around and stuff and they were trying to make plans with me to do something later

that evening because they had like tickets to something and during that same time all that had happened my husband was like caught up in a group of guys that were talking to him and then i like went back to the pool area and got in the pool and that's the last thing that i remember you just probably got lit they might have that or somebody might have put something in your drink that's what i'm saying like i only had two drinks and i don't remember anything and i was fighting people and like i my like this is why i don't drink anymore ladies and gentlemen yeah especially from bars you can't trust anybody bartenders fucking roofie people

now I think that it was because I have never like blacked out like that from alcohol before like I've gotten like really drunk but like I remember what I do like I can be crazy and I don't know like what happened but that was crazy they tried to book me or they booked they said that they were initially gonna just book me on trespassing but they booked me on felony battery on police officer two charges of that two counts of felony battery on a police officer for making sound like a thug and i was like that i was crying in there bitch oh girl we all cry when we go to jail we all cry when we get caught they didn't give me a phone call at all oh they were trying to teach you a lesson they did girl they taught me a good one I'm never going back to Vegas well you gotta come back come back with me I know yeah I need to go back to Vegas for sure my husband and I have been talking

about it just because I had one bad experience yeah you gotta go experience it again because we we love Vegas we fall in love with Vegas each time every time we go back you know like I don't want to live there ever again but visiting I'm just like oh but what if they ban me from the strip for life can they they can't they won't it's not they that's called being blackballed and it's very rare the only people that they do that to are people who are scamming the casinos oh so the the paper that they gave me with a map that said you are banned from the strip is kind of a bunch of baloney um well so if they did 86 you but he said i'm gonna refer this in my court case i'm gonna play this podcast casinos that they banned you from or was it like they said the strip like they have a map the map

right and the cosmos here and they put a red or not a red it was a yellow box around a whole area that i am not ever allowed to go back to. Normally they ban you from like the sister properties. So like, yeah. Ban me from the Cosmo. Yeah. I barely made it out of the building when I was running. You know what I mean?

Like just ban me from that property. I think you'll be fine if you go back in there. Just don't cause a fucking ruckus. You know, like just kind of lay low. If you ever do go back in. Could you imagine next time no something else happens listen i'm not gonna give you advice okay you do what you want to do don't go back to those casinos um so let's touch on your podcast you have a podcast

right called the don't be rude podcast that was like years ago was it okay why don't you do it i think you would be a great fucking podcast host because i'm like slammed and because well i mean maybe like because i see like you know you're set up like i say oh yeah i could do it too but also like it's hard people don't realize it's time it takes up a lot of money and you don't make money unless you fucking really work your ass off and know how to fucking turn that into money like they don't realize that podcasting is a fucking black hole. Like literally everybody who's podcasting is either paying for it out of pocket or they have sponsors. I don't have sponsors, so I'm doing the other, you know, and just, I've been doing this five years and I'm just now last year and this year making really good money off of it.

That's see, that's what I'm saying. You have to have the time to invest into like, just like take talk for me. You you know I had to invest that time in the beginning I didn't make a penny off of TikTok for the first year that I was doing it you know then I started making a little bit of money but what does 2023 hold for you what are you gonna do this year what do you want to do this year if you could manifest anything to happen this year what would you want to manifest she's like what do i want to do i want i want peace oh i need to really start prioritizing peace in my life and i'm really like getting to that point like i want things that are gonna bring me peace at the end of the day. I like, I know that I'm a chaotic person and that'll probably never change. When's your birthday?

March 7th. Pisces. Yeah. I know that I'm chaotic, but I do really like enjoy being at peace, like with myself and like my emotions and stuff. It's okay. I'll be all over the place still. But like, I really do want to be like at peace with myself and like with those around me

and like, just, I want to be in a peaceful place for sure. with those around me and like just I want to be in a peaceful place for sure you are learning you know I mean you said you're what 21 22 22 I mean you've got the road is fucking so vast and so long of like how many people that you're going to become you know what I'm saying you're gonna you're in your peace era right now next you know six months from now you're going to be in another era. Like, you're just going to keep discovering who you are. And I think that you're really fucking self-aware for a 22-year-old. Like, you're very mature.

I try. And I, like, one of my biggest things is, like, I really try to, like, self-accountability. Like, I always like to kind of, like, call myself out on the spot on things just because like I don't have time to like keep fucking up in life right so I just like I don't know dude like I don't even know what I was talking about I just want to say meeting you is just so I love your vibe I love everything about you and I hope that you'll come back like once a year and check in on the podcast with me. Yeah, for sure. Thank you for coming on the podcast, even despite all the crazy shit I was going through this week.

Hopefully you don't get hated on for having me on the podcast. You know what? They could fucking hate. I don't care anymore. I'm like, Jesus Christ. I don't think I did anything too bad. No, you're amazing. And I think you have a really amazing story, but also just the way that you, like I said,

you're just very authentic and endearing. And I think that, you know, people need to hear that side of you. I think people needed to see that you actually have emotions and you're not a robot that just fucking makes TikToks. I forgot that I was crying. Oh, okay. The trauma. But yeah, no, I am. I'm glad that I came to you because this definitely, this is better I expected. So, yeah, I really appreciate you for having me on. You better come back. I will. All right.

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