Duncan Trussell Family Hour - 371: David Lucas
Episode Date: February 8, 2020David Lucas, comedian and host of Brothers in Cursive, joins the DTFH! This episode is brought to you by: Squarespace - Use offer code: DUNCAN to save 10% on your first site. The Bouqs Co. - U...se code DUNCAN at checkout for 25% off your order! Photo credit: Eric Staniford
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Greetings, pals. It's me, Dee Trussell, and you're listening
to the Dugga Trussell Family Hour podcast, and I'm recording
this from New York City. I'm in the Big Apple. I'm looking out
right now at the Statue of Liberty. I could see her up
stretched arm through a pretty thick veil of sweet New York
fog and New York rain. Now, when I lived in New York City, I
would probably consider this to be a shitty day. But having
been in the strange utopian weather systems of Los Angeles,
blue skies pretty much all the time. No rain ever. This is
absolute paradise. And anytime I come here, I always get
wrenched in the heart because a part of me thinks, man, are you
really going to raise your son in a place where you have to
point when the wind blows because that's kind of unique. I
mean, we get the Santa Ana winds, I get it, but no
thunderstorms, no rain. If you do get a thunderstorm, it scares
the almighty shit out of you. You think it's some pre
earthquake that's happening or some military testing site is
detonated a new experimental weapon. You never go right to
the fact that oh, it's a thunderstorm, which is one of
the things that you get to enjoy when you live in a place that
isn't a desert, which is what technically LA is. Also, I'm not
bitching about it. I love LA. And anytime I come back there,
I'm always happy to be there. And God forgive me for even tip
towing around the most embarrassing, boring exploration
a person can have the difference between New York and LA to
quote, Gotama Buddha, some people will tell you this place is
better than that place. But I say unto thee, the whole world is
on fire.
Regardless, I like some weather, I like some rain and I love
being here in New York, because New York is an occult city. It
really is. You could just feel the weird mystical vibes here.
This place is dense, tight. This part of the human hive is so
incredibly focused and the people here are all little
disciplined wizards or apprentices of wizards or
sorceresses. You can just see it in their eyes. Everybody's so
fucking focused. You don't get what you get in other parts of
the world where you get just the sense that people as they walk
around or kind of like lazing about just enjoying a nice, you
know, easy stroll through this place or that place here, man,
this part of the hive is like Africanized be people like
these people are going for it. They've all got plans, big
plans. This place, no doubt, is filled with a variety of
mystery schools and secret cobbles and wizards. Historically,
this has definitely been the case. And certainly right now, I
have no doubt about it, which brings us to something I wanted
to introduce to you. I was revisiting one of my favorite,
well, my only to be honest, Alistair Crowley book, which is
Libre 4. You can get that on Amazon. It's just called Libre
4. It's really cool. It's got a really psychedelic looking
cover. And it's a beautiful series of essays. Apparently, it's
a like a compilation of a lot of different of Crowley's works.
And it's designed for someone who is a novice. And but when
Crowley says novice, that doesn't mean like normal novice. It's
still insanely dense. It's written in a kind of like, I
don't know, Crowley had this specific, delightful
pomposity to the way that he wrote. And it sounds exactly
like the way you would expect a sorcerer to write. It's a
fantastic book. Lots of essays. It's got the famously
controversial essay that Crowley wrote, called I think it's
like on the bloody ritual or something like that, which is
just a in depth assessment of human sacrifice through the ages.
It sounds way more sinister than it is because he sort of
breaks down how in so many different mythologies, you get
human sacrifice. But that's just one weird chapter in the book.
There's a lot of other stuff in there, a wonderful introduction
to yoga in the very beginning. And of course, there are the sort
of basics of ceremonial magic. So if you're drawn to that sort
of thing, and you want to dive in, or you just want to have a
cool book laying around that makes you look like your Gandalf
Libre Four. Now, in the book, he mentions something called the
Argentum Astrum. Now, I've talked about this before I
speculate about it all the time, especially when I'm feeling
particularly dismal about the world. And the speculation goes
something like this, for anything that exists, there's got
to be its opposite, right? A thing can't be without its
opposite. For every light, there's going to be some kind of
shadow. This, I think, must have something to do with the
duality. And I don't know, I'm sure there's some like deep
philosophical way of describing what I'm talking about. But in
my basic, brutish way of thinking about shit, for
everything, there's probably an opposite. And so, for me, that
means that if, well, here's a sort of boring, not quite boring,
but kind of boring example, we've got weapons manufacturers,
that's not a conspiracy theory, that's not woo woo at all. Without
doubt, in this world, there are groups of people at this very
moment, gathered together, assembling weapons that they're
going to sell to different countries and never really ask,
what are you going to use these for? What's your intention with
these weapons? What are you going to do with this cluster bomb?
What are you going to do with this Blackhawk helicopter? What's
your plan with the chain gun that I'm selling you? They don't
ask that. They just sell weapons to whoever. And then these
weapons, of course, get used to blow up people. And of those
people that get blown up, inevitably, there's civilians
quite often more civilians get blown up than whoever was
intended to be killed. By the way, everyone starts off a
civilian, right? I mean, these are just like babies who got
like, in camo, essentially, the point is, we know that for sure
there's weapons manufacturers, we've got Raytheon, it's out
there, we've got Halliburton, we've got people who in the middle
of the night wake up and think to themselves, holy shit, I think
I just came up with a better cluster bomb than the one that
we're currently using. There's people who probably wake up and
like, fuck, if I like, inject this particular DNA into that
virus, I think we're gonna have a bio weapon that only kills
people of this ethnicity or that ethnicity or only kills people
for this amount of time or I could invent a vaccine for it and
wait to use the vaccine until a certain amount of people are
wiped out and then they go and pitch it the way people in LA
pitch movies, you know, and then if they're lucky, they get a
deal and they sell it and the next thing you know, some new
bio weapon exists. Now, I hope that isn't happening, but it
definitely happened with smallpox. People actually spent
millions and millions of dollars researching ways to
weaponize smallpox. If you want to get hyper creeped out,
check out the excellent book Demon in the Freezer. It's an
incredible fucking book about, you know, smallpox and how they
actually like used pigs to make it increasingly virulent. And
then they figured out how to aerosolize it and then a whole
like shit ton of smallpox went missing. You know, even though
apparently there's only like a few samples of smallpox left in
the world, thank God, because it's a horrific, deadly disease.
Any who not trying to make y'all paranoid about smallpox at all.
But my point is we know in the world, there are groups of
people who publicly work on machines of death so that they
can make money. And they're able to do that legally under the
banner of the military industrial complex. Now, that
there's got to be an opposite of that. And of course, there is.
We've got all the varieties of charities out there, people like
doctors without borders, the Red Cross, and all the charities
you we probably will never even hear about just the little
community charities that appear in churches, temples,
synagogues, mosques, any place where people are attempting to
gain some theophany and translate that divine connection
into action. And usually that action looks like some kind of
healing, some kind of community service, some kind of offering
of food, some kind of donation, some kind of creating a place
where people who don't have a place to live can live. So we
know that that exists. It's not mysterious at all. They're out
there right now. There's people from doctors without borders
literally give up their lives to go to places and give people
medical care who otherwise wouldn't have access to it. So
we know in the overt that we've got the military industrial
complex and then as its opposite, we've got things like doctors
without borders and these things operate completely in the
public. I now now my sweet, sweet darlings. Here's my here's a
mystical little tidbit for you. Crowley talks about created or
trans channeled the knowledge of a particular organization
called the AA. This is the Argentum Astrum. Now, like most
things, I only, you know, I just I just do the surface level
stuff, which is why I'm eternally and perpetually a fool. But
hopefully when I tell you about stuff like this, it peaks your
curiosity, and you go and investigate it on your own. But
I'm just gonna so God forgive me here. I'm just I don't have
Lieber four with me. The damn thing weighs like eight pounds.
I'm not going to carry it on the airplane to New York. I'm not
that cool. But here's the Wikipedia description of the AA,
the Argentum Astrum. The AA is a spiritual organization
described in 1907 by occultist Aleister Crowley. Its members are
dedicated to the advancement of humanity by perfection of the
individual on every plane through a graded series of
universal initiations. Its initiations are syncretic, unifying
the essence of Tera Vada Buddhism with Vedantic yoga and
ceremonial magic. The AA applies what it describes as mystical
and magical methods of spiritual attainment under the
structure of the cobalistic tree of life and aims to research,
practice and teach scientific Aluminism. Now, look it up. It
is so amazingly trippy Argentium Astrum. It might mean silver
star. There's a lot of different descriptions of what the name
means. Does it mean Atlantean adepts? adepts? I'm just on
Wikipedia gang. I'm not I don't know. I certainly don't speak
Latin Greek, Aramaic, and I don't know the language of
Atlantis. But okay, listen to this. Members of the first order
of AA, the Golden Dawn and Dominus Liminus are sworn to
openly declare everywhere their connection with AA. adepts,
however, are expected to work in silence. Whereas Magi are
required to declare their law, the Ypsissimi who exists without
form, the highest initiates manifest on this plane and are
sworn to silence as to their attainment to this degree. So
it's not it's like it starts off as a non secret society. And
then the more deeper you get into it, the more it becomes a
secret society where you don't even talk about it at all. Now
listen to this is where it's really trippy. Members
officially only know those directly above and below and
the chain of instruction. Members are expected to work alone,
consulting as needed with their superior in the order. In this
way, the founders of the system hope to avoid the many political
problems that allegedly brought about the downfall of the
predecessor organization, the hermetic order of the Golden
Dawn. The AA is an organization focused on enlightenment of
the individual with a strong emphasis on maintaining the
chain of initiation from teacher to student and devoting all of
one's attainments to those individuals below them. So anyway,
wow, what a weird concept. It's so trippy and weird to imagine
this organization where you only know your teacher and who
you're teaching. That's it. You don't know the great chain of
the organization, how far it stretches out. And certainly any
given day you might be running into a an adept in this
particular organization who's not going to tell you because
they're sworn to secrecy. But what we do know about the thing is
that it's dedicated to the advancement of humanity by
perfection of the individual on every plane. So essentially,
it's a good thing out there, but it's secret. So in the same way
we've got churches and mosques and temples and doctors without
borders, and right out there in the open, doing good work, we
have organizations like the AA, which are kind of in the open,
but kind of super secret. In fact, it could be that you're
already being taught by your teacher in this organization. And
you just haven't quite woken up to the name of the thing. And
they might not ever tell you that the name of the thing is the
AA. But of course, here it says you're supposed to declare it
everywhere. Listen, I don't know. I've never met a single person
who announced that they were in the AA. I know a lot of people
in AA, but I don't know a lot of people in the AA. Not to say
that people in AA aren't in the Argentum Astrum. I have no idea
how that works. Regardless, here's a fun thing to think about
the next time you're walking around. Because this particular
mystical organization, which is, to me, something I'm always
fascinated by this mystery schools, right? Like, we know
there's like, generally, you know, generally, mystery schools
get portrayed in cinema in the negative, like Rosemary's
baby, you know, like secret cobbles of Satan is trying to
bring the antichrist to life and like doing horrific things,
controlling people in power secretly, all that shit. That's
that's, you know, people that's hereditary, you know, that's
not hereditary is in like DNA, but the movie hereditary with
the covens of witches trying to summon the demon. But and that
would be the military industrial complex occult version of what
we're talking about here. But also, there's going to be the
opposite of that, which is these secret groups of mystical
workers out there who are actively engaged in trying to
upshift the consciousness of the entire planet. And they're
doing it on the individual level. They're working with people
around them, either like, allowing them to know that Oh,
yeah, you know, I'm a member of this group and the group exists
on every plane of reality. In this particular plane of
reality, it's called the Argentum Astrum. But in other
planes of reality, it's got a varieties of names, or they're
just like hanging out with people and listening to them
because they know these are people who nobody listens to
and feel incredibly lonely. And they know that just by like
expressing love or creating a space of love, they're going to
like upshift that person's consciousness, not through their
own effort, but just by giving a space within which for once
the person is being heard. So it's pretty exciting to
imagine there might actually be people in your life right now
who are part of groups like the Argentum Astrum and who are
working with you, actively working with you via some form of
selfless love or service or sweetness. And the other fun
thing to think about is they're not in a hurry because it
exists on every single plane of reality, meaning that the
human plane, the dense plane, the bardo of becoming, as
it's sometimes called in Buddhism, that's just like one
little sliver or slice of what's going down in this
particular infinite thingamajig we call a universe,
meaning that you on this level, you're seeing yourself as a
human, you look in the mirror, you've got a beard, if you're
me, you see like insanely beautiful abdominal muscles
and like a phoenix tattoo that's smoking a bong, but phoenix
smoking a bong on your arms and on your abs just got that
fresh ass tattoo. It looks so good. Taking a big fucking hit
and it says born again through fire underneath it, but I
don't know what you see when you look in the mirror, regardless
the idea is that that's just one little part of what you are.
There could be a part of you right now in some hyper
dimensional DMT style grove sitting down with your actual
guardian angel who is talking to you and teaching you and
giving you instructions on how to be non-attached, how to be
compassionate, how to give more, how to love more and on this
plane of reality, that shit's coming to you by stuff that
you're noticing in movies, you know, or stuff that are like
just randomly picking up a book and opening it to a page
which happens to be about compassion or running into
someone on the street and ending up in some weird
conversation with them where they tell you exactly the thing
that you were needing to hear. That's how it looks like here on
the in the bardo of becoming. Here our teachers teach us
through coincidence and synchronicities. That's one of
the main ways. That's when I really start listening. There
on the higher planes they might just be saying it outright
to to our astral light bodies. Now, again, this is
hyper speculation on my part. Unfortunately, as far as I'm
aware, I am not a member of the Argentum Astrum though I
would certainly enjoy uh bugling out that I was and you know
that if I was, I wouldn't stop talking about it and that
maybe that's the problem is because once I got to some
certain level of it where you're supposed to shut the fuck
up, I wouldn't be able to. I'd want to go, oh my god, I've
figured out how to levitate wine glasses. So maybe for this
particular uh incarnation, I won't get to be in the
Argentum Astrum. Regardless, check it out. Look it up. It's
so cool and weird and fun to imagine and even if it is just
hogwash invented by lunatics, if you want to have a great day
and you're bored or you feel a little anxious or stressed out
crushed by the horrific dark capitalist um um of the world uh
then it's fun to like as an exercise, just imagine wait oh
wait I'm not being crushed. I'm being taught. I'm not being
broken down. I'm being initiated. I'm not being starved out.
This is like in a Shaolin temple where they like put scorpions
on your nipple and spank you with with snakes and and
yeah it sucks but like after seven days of that you learn
how to walk on water. Uh maybe you know maybe that's what's
actually happening with your shitty job, your weird
relationship, the uh disease, the ailment, the loss, the gain.
It's all just it's all just snakes slapping your ass via
whatever the particular modality of suffering you're most
tuned into right now and and eventually you'll realize you'll
thank eventually you'll like come to on the astral plane
and you'll say to your guardian angel I just want to thank you
for putting those scorpions on my nipples and for spanking my
ass with the anaconda and even though on the human plane of
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you get to meet people who are the funniest people
you ever met in your life and I'm gonna
we talk about the story of me meeting today's guest David Lucas
later on in the podcast but I crossed paths with this
young comic saw him on stage he was so funny like
alien level funny like whoa this guy must be from like I don't know
another star system he was on this show that Tony Henchcliffe does called
Kill Tony which you should go see sometime and I watched him
being completely in the moment and just thought wow that was a really funny dude
we got to be friends I did his awesome podcast
he agreed to do mine and so that's what today's episode is it's a conversation
with a relatively new comic to the comedy store when I say relatively new
he's been there for a while but still in comedy store years
not that long at all he's a really funny really deep
really spiritual guy and you should definitely check out his podcast
for others in cursive which I don't know if you'd necessarily label it a
spirituality podcast but it's like an old school hilarious
funny ridiculous podcast and you should
check it out for sure I did an episode and I haven't laughed that hard in a long
time all the links you need to find David are going to be at
dunkitrustle.com now everybody please rip open your
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it's been dunkitrustle
David thank you so much for coming on the show absolutely it is so cool to get a
chance to talk to you I did your podcast last week
yeah we had a lot of fun had a blast you have a old school
podcast which is amazing what do you mean old school old school like in that
like when rogan started doing it it was just like sitting around just
bullshit nothing important no there's just if something
important came up it was cool yeah but there wasn't any kind of
sense of like shit this is important those are the old days man like now if
you go on rogan you're shitting bricks you know it's like 70 trillion people
watch it Bernie Sanders was on the show people are on it
he had Snowden he had Snowden yeah he had Snowden he had
Lazar the UFO dude man and it's like if UFOs are going to be announced it'll
probably happen through his podcast probably right so it's
but your podcast what I love about it is it's hilarious
thanks but it's just that basic like just having fun with friends coming there
to have fun man nothing uh only serious thing that came up
last week was uh has the government been feeding us
sweet limes instead of lemons yeah that's right we were cracking the code
because you thought limes were baby lemons they are we've been eating sweet
limes this whole time it falls in with the conspiracy theory that birds are
actually cameras that people are saying that like there hasn't been a living
bird on the planet in a decade it's all cameras it's all
surveillance devices they charge on telephone wires
I like I like that I do too I like it you like conspiracy theories
I do what's your if you have to pick like the one that's most likely to be
true um Tupac living in Cuba oh really you think
he faked his own death it sounds feasible I don't know
anything about that one I thought that the conspiracy was he was like
assassinated by the government not that he relocated uh so apparently this
thing started when he died because um what was it uh he named one of his
albums Maca Valley and what was it Maca Valley like faked his own death and then
came back seven years later wow so I remember when I was like an
elementary school everybody was talking like Tupac's gonna come back this year
I think it was like 2003 oh shit Tupac's gonna come back this year man yeah
so um I mean he did have a lot going on you know he
pissed a lot of people off and he wasn't really that guy a lot of people
think Tupac was a gangster but Tupac was a artist right he was a
performing art school yeah I don't think there was really a
gangster bone in his body probably what he got with death row is
you know when he started you know you start hanging around
certain people and you kind of pick up their attributes sure that's probably
when he started you know acting more gangster like he was a real
actor yeah who was uh what Jada Pinkett's
love interests wow and uh Will Smith actually talked about that
recently that he didn't ever feel like he could uh live up
to be what Tupac meant to Jada it was kind of crazy whoa that's fucked up
well how are you gonna do that what are you gonna do can you imagine that
yeah being with somebody that was getting
talking up with fucking Tupac right what are you gonna do
I would just apologize every morning you got to what I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm
sorry I don't know I don't know why you did it it's your fault
but with Tupac the conspiracy theory I've heard his aunt lives in Cuba
she's never been found because you know his mom was like a very strong black
panther that I believe got arrested with some powerful guy
and also his aunt was involved in this I think they had like
they were being charged like a assassination attempt or an actual
assassination then she fled to Cuba never to be heard
oh okay so there's like a precedent there right for him but
the reason he fled is because he felt like he was in danger he just felt like
he had made too many enemies had to reinvent himself
somewhere I wouldn't doubt it I wouldn't doubt if
Epstein is somewhere chilling that's one of the to me
if you're gonna follow the trail of logic with Epstein
it's more likely that he's still alive than it is he killed himself if the
ideas he's got a reservoir of the most powerful people on
earth the films of them banging kids right if they're if that's on record
then there's no fucking way that he didn't have a kill switch
right that was gonna release the stuff if anything ever happened to him
exactly which means that he is probably still alive
I mean like my great at it growing up young I won't say
you know he's old it's very old he's in his 80s but I won't say that he was like
a conspiracy theorist but he always said if you see it in the movies best
believe they're already doing it and uh what's that one movie with uh
what's his name uh more uh the guy with the eye forest whittaker
uh and the president was in it and they were like in spain
and they used a body double for the president but then they actually like
kidnapped the real president okay yeah yeah yeah I know I
haven't seen a movie but I do know what you're talking about
this is not this is essentially another conspiracy theory what I'm just saying
like they're already showing you body double so you don't think they can show
us a body double of epstein well or like you know I don't know if you if you
watch like some reporters or famous people like they'll show
videos of them and all of a sudden they just kind of like shut down have you
ever seen that shit like there's a whole montage on youtube you have to
send me that I love to watch they like they're just talking and all of a
sudden they're like I'm malfunctioning droid
right yeah I can't remember the sports announcer but there was a there's a
video of him and it looks like he just stops working for a second and so this
is a whole like terrifyingly ridiculous
theory that what's happening is if you get famous enough
they kill you and replace you with a clone
that's controlled by the powers that be because the last thing you want
is a charismatic kind person who can distract the herd and changing the way
that they're currently living right so that's the theory I heard about tupac
was like oh no no way too much fucking charisma people were listening to him
too much yeah too much yeah do you bind to that shit
um yeah yeah remember when uh Eddie Martin Lawrence was running down
Ventura Boulevard naked shooting the guns and they trying to kill me oh yeah
come on man yeah that's right man yeah yeah like and there's all kinds of
really creepy glimpses of that for a second I mean you know Tranny that Eddie
Murphy supposedly slept with was thrown off a building
do you do you know about the okay we'll bring it down to like Jeffrey Dahmer
for a second because I like you know the term as above so below
like from from like things that we can see we can extrapolate
things that we can't see so you know Jeffrey Dahmer
he had some dude that he had been like raping the black dude
drugging and the guy runs yeah the cops bring him
back saying oh this is a lover a lover's spat
and then Jeffrey Dahmer kills the motherfucker right and so like
yeah we keep getting these weird glimpses of little moments like that now
I mean if you're gonna use Occam's razor it's more likely Martin Lawrence was
just high as fuck right having a nervous breakdown
completely freaked out by the pressure of all that fame
loses his mind for a second goes running down the street with a gun right
then it is that there's some conspiratorial network of
shadowy figures who were like listen man
you gotta do what we want we're gonna take you out and then he goes galloping
down the street well I don't I don't necessarily believe
that uh and and Jeffrey Dahmer he knows crazy the guy that did get away from him
I believe he committed suicide like a few years later on the same
day that he got away from Jeffrey Dahmer
damn it was a black dude damn it he was like a crack well he turned to crack
after that right yeah but uh when it comes to the powers
that be man like I don't it's like this man it's uh
when you get into the entertainment industry you already know what it is
you know what I'm saying you already know how this goes uh
well don't go against the grain you know what I'm saying so I don't feel like
it's necessarily like all that what people make it out to be but it's like
you get a job with the government don't go out there telling what we do or
else we're gonna have to take care of your ass you know what I'm saying
well there's a long history our tradition of like
in magic of secrecy that's for sure like you know magicians
like the real magicians like telling somebody how someone else's trick is
done is like it's fucked up right and I think in
any industry in the upper echelons there's like necessary
secrets that might be happening but the shit we're talking about
man this is the idea that in like the upper echelons
of Hollywood there are dark satanic child abusing
lunatics you think so worse now this is the I don't think so this is the
legend oh because I'm like there's dark satanic
child abusing people that work at Burger King
that's it yeah that's it exactly you don't think there's some sick motherfuckers
in the industry like uh what's the college who's getting in trouble
um oh fuck that guy yeah that demon that mother
fucking god what's his name I can't thank right he made like a million shows
yeah and there's like an old clip of Kurt Cobain's wife what was her name
Courtney love Courtney love Natasha Legerro interviewing her like five six
years ago and saying like do you have any
secrets in hollywood any viced young actresses or something like that and
she goes yeah don't go to Harvey Weinstein's parties
you know and like there we go it was like a one of those like
secrets that everybody knew but no one was
had the guts to stop it yeah right because it takes more than one
you're not gonna believe one uh just like uh what you call it what's
what's his name uh Corey Feldman he was telling us about this shit
yeah for years yeah nobody believed him like oh he's crazy
yeah you know like that that is um like Dave Chappelle said when you call
someone crazy that's too dismissive how about listen to him for a little
bit yeah I will say though I did experience
some crazy stuff I was driving up my hole in one day
and uh there was this big handsome black guy about six four
I had took a girl up there to chill like you know to see the city yeah
and he uh came running to where we were parked
he's like help me help me they trying to kill me Jesus and I was like who
he's like they they they they trying to get me mad and then I was like uh I
don't know what I can do for you bro I ain't got no gun and then he kept running
past my car and that made me drive off okay hang on
have you ever heard the coast to coast call
where they shut down coast to coast what do you mean can I play something for
you real quick hold on I gotta pause it holy
shit what's yeah I want to know what coast to coast
because it's audio it's just like through this into the mic I think it's
actually I'm not sure what's gonna happen
okay okay so this is okay this is coast to coast which is like an art
bell show it's a paranormal show okay so he gets a call from somebody claiming
to be from area 51 okay this is that call
hello art yes hi um I don't have a whole lot of time
um well let's begin by finding out whether you're using this line properly
or not area 51 yeah that's right where are you an
employee or are you now I a former employee former
I was let go on a medical discharge about a week ago
and and I've kind of been running across the
country um and I don't know where to start they're
they're gonna um they'll triangulate on this position really really soon
you can't spend a lot of time on the phone so give us something quick
okay um um okay well what we're thinking of as as aliens
art they're uh they're they're extra dimensional beings that
an earlier precursor of the um the space program made contact with
they they are not what they claim to be uh they have infiltrated a lot of uh
a lot of aspects of of the military establishment particularly the area 51
uh the disasters that are coming
the military and sorry the government knows
about them and there's a lot of safe areas in this world that
they could begin moving the population to now art but they're not doing they're
not doing anything they are not they want the
major population centers wiped out so that the the few
that are left will be more easily controllable
let's start
goes off the air the radio station goes down
wow how old is this old this is like years out i look at the date i'm not sure this is
let's set it down yeah
in some way something knocked us off the air and we're on a backup system now
you know man you're like okay so you're you know you're running you're fucking awesome and
art bell shows awesome conspiracy theory radio show yeah you know you just get another call from
somebody like here's a fucking another this is great but who gives a shit it's interesting
and then all of a sudden your radio station goes offline that is this that's a scary that's a scary
moment but could it be a coincidence was it storming well or it could have been planned it could
have been entertainment you know they're like let's fake everyone it's like when they uh read the uh
the novel uh war war of the world on the radio and everybody thought the world was ending that's
right it's powerful it's powerful man but i mean isn't that the problem right now and the world that
we're in is that like every single story martin lorence some weird shit on art bell every single
story has an alternate hypothesis that is the opposite of scary you know i mean like that's
generally the idea is anytime any weird shit happens it either gets like signal blasted to the
point that it's so distorted whatever it is as a million interpretations right and it gets watered
down to nothing or you know people seemingly logical people are on the air dismissing it it's
like oh it's just nothing at all i mean this is like the war the world is a perfect example man
like beehives the queen b releases pheromones and those pheromones control the way the workers
act right and for our hive the pheromones come from tv the media the media yeah i just feel like if
that um if the stuff that the government is quote unquote trying to keep from us
is so powerful would it really be available on youtube well right that's the the and the answer
yeah the answer is what they do i mean go on the cia's website they have a library that is filled
with all the freedom of information act shit that people have gotten from them and they just put
it out there because i mean i remember once i'm looking at this crazy shit about remote viewing
it said and it was saying like you know cia stuff i'm like the cia never did this then i realized
i'm on the cia's website and they say they do it well they're yeah they do do it they do at least
they've attempted to and that's when the freedom of information act stuff so the idea is like actually
it's better to leave it on youtube to leave it out there because if you see it out there you're
like it's probably nothing right because why would it be out there right you know i don't i don't know
to me my question to you is what what if all that shit is true hollywood illuminani martin
warrants was threatened we live in a world where reptiles are running the show whatever it may be
how does this change your day to day existence it doesn't doesn't do anything because there's
what can i do about it live live with that controlling me like oh my god when are the
aliens gonna get me when is i'm in the entertainment industry when will the powers that be tell me i
have to sacrifice a family member right what if i want to do you get to choose the family
right i get to choose the family member because i got a couple how would that what do you think
that conversation would look like like how does that even come up in a meeting if it
how i feel about that is that if you do get to that insanity level where kevin heart's headed
it's it's i just feel like it's with anything like uh we in order to control you we might have to
strip you of something that's of great value to you maybe they say that not telling you it's a person
you know yeah it's like when you i mean we're their employees you have an employee handbook
when you get hired by any job listen i don't know i have i've met people who are incredibly famous
as far as i can tell no lizards yet you know like it's i know a lot of people that are incredibly
famous as well we probably know a lot of the same people yeah and it's like i know guys that are
worth a hundred million two hundred million it's like they don't have these weird wacko stories
you know it's entertaining to me i will say that yeah yeah i'll bring it up in conversation but do
i live thinking that the powers that be are gonna kidnap me one day and put me in a suburban and
take me to some secluded area and make me sign a blank sheet of paper giving my soul over or if
i don't follow this they're gonna kill one of my family members like i just want to be one of the
greatest comedians that have ever lived i think that's gonna happen to you but before not the van
the comedian part but the um but you gotta admit if you end up in a van with a fucking
illuminani that's the best day of your life i have fun with one of the best days of your life
like because you that's like you know there's a there's a few things i'm gonna request what make
sure that my great great great great grandkids inherit the wealth that you may need me to comply
with these rules that you have i want to make sure i pass down generational wealth okay this is great
i'm in the van all right we got that we're writing that down generational wealth what else do you want
i want to be able to retire my closest family members okay we're gonna retire your closest you
mean retires and like they don't have to work and they don't have to work anymore you gotta be careful
when you talk to us about retirement because we have different meanings for it got you so we're
gonna retire your closest family members okay this is great we just need you to fist this toddler
on camera so we can have something over you that's the fucking story though man it's like that it's
like it's the most ridiculous story and i don't believe it and by the way you guys sorry to make
a really gross fucking child abuse joke my apology that i have a kid now it's fucked up but this is
what the goddamn narrative is here right but i i've got a scarier version of it than that than the
van what's up slow boil a slow slow boil num and also another scary fucking idea every when people
think about this shit the celebrity thing the fame the success a lot of times they may not know what
you're getting into i'm at a level of success right now where that there's a lot of uh critique and
everything i do and i'm not even like fucking Dave Chappelle famous and i'm like damn like you
i'm learning now to post on social media and get the fuck off don't try to read the comments
you you can't uh engage with everybody in the inbox uh there's there's some wacko people out here
man there's some there's some i won't say wacko but there's some different people out here and
there and their fans are your work and um i appreciate all my fans but you know when it
gets to a level where it's crossing fan and celebrity then it's like the likelihood of us
hanging out is slim well listen to you know the with the dangers i think in this business
are not Illuminati vans if that shit's out there Illuminati van i'm in i'm interested i'm not going
to hurt anybody you know once though i did get a call from DARPA i'll tell you about that some
other time DARPA the defense department after going on rogan yeah but but but um that's a
different story but the to me i think the danger is not so much it's not like literal like occult
forces but internal psychic oh yeah forces they can they can get really really really
stretched in strange ways when you start getting a lot of attention when you start getting a lot
of attention whatever demons you have are gonna whatever temp shoe is gonna be times 100 right
well you can have it right because if i did cocaine shit i'd probably be coked out right now do you
think you get addicted to coke no i don't like drugs i'm naturally high man well what do you mean
by that i have anxiety and depression so i use those as kind of like my drug so when i'm feeling
anxious or if i have a panic attack because what happens when you do cocaine your heart races you
start sweating you just get this like you know like uh energy or energy burst think like a
the a great set the feeling you have when you get off stage it's that i get those daily from panic
attacks so i don't need a drug yeah i'll just channel that into my height that's what i do right
so when i have anxiety and things start getting distorted and i get you know the auditory and
visual hallucinations i just pretend i'm on shrews or something okay so you just imagine
well you are i mean that is the funniest thing about you know anxiety attacks depression is a
little different but is that if you follow the any kind of anxiety attack you can watch it peak
just like a psychedelic which it's a peak and then descend you are oh shit my brain pharmacist
wrote me a fucking shitty prescription for this crappy goddamn drug called anxiety some amygdala
release that causes all this stress yeah the the medicine is worse what benzo's will
fuck you up for sure i was on uh paxil and i had tranquilizers which took my creativity
for the time that i was on them so i mean i like like my mom
my mom's a christian and my aunt used to be and now she's more of a spiritual person like me i'm
a buddhist um but a long time ago when i was a kid uh people recognized something special about me
and they always told me you know when you have something great there's gonna be a lot of stuff
that you know uh comes with that so with me being intellectual intelligent comes the other part
the depression the manic episodes the anxiety which i all appreciate because my creativity
balances it out you know i feel like i was born to be on stage born to create i'm not good at
anything else i can't work a job wait when did you when did you start stand up when i was like
16 where and uh making george i used to do a lot of church shows and then uh i used to go to a lot
of comedy clubs church shows yeah like do stand up at church okay so i had to be that was a thing
that's a thing well i mean i was so young like i couldn't really get into anywhere you know i mean
no i mean was there like there are other comics on the lineup other no it was just me so you wait
and just only because you're just like saying church show like we're like oh yeah classic
church comedy show so you know uh i had a momager okay oh shit yeah so um she would just talk to
churches and they let me come do 15 20 minutes yeah get ready was it christian themed they would
just know um because early on i knew i wasn't a christian a christian a little background about
me uh i'm half cuban so i grew up in a catholic school with baptist grandparents so you can only
understand the confliction right yeah uh but uh in georgia in georgia yeah
but uh what was i saying oh yeah i had a momager so she would just uh she's pretty popular in the
area so she would just talk to you know different churches like you know after the choir sings before
the preacher comes up my son does comedy and it wasn't necessarily like christian comedy it was more
so just along the lines of clean comedy yeah of course i don't i mean i got jokes now about Jesus
that a church would probably be ready to baptize me in holy water like i got this joke where i says
where i say um Jesus's mom was me tooed she didn't ask to be pregnant
oh right oh you're saying that she was raped by god she was me tooed by a nigger named holy spirit
okay i got you yeah yeah that idea was like not a willing humping session right it was like
like a cosby style and you know i mean in all honesty how's can you look at it that
that she enjoyed having sex with the creator of the universe i don't know if it was that
type of sex but she was spiritually impregnated or how however the bible says but i'm sure you
think she prayed to god to be impregnated without this is one to me like in christianity one of the
glaring weird aspects of it is that sex sexuality gets really swept under the rug and the weirdest
fucking way and the bible most women are viewed as hoes except for mary but yeah but they don't
when they're talking like there's the i don't know there's some that poem of there's a poem that's
kind of like uses all these like fruit analogies that talk about fucking you know like you're
but but the uh the what's cool about like uh hinduism bhakti yoga like the story of Krishna
is there's a amen rah i don't yes are you saying there's a connection between Krishna and amen
rah well i mean there's a connection between jesus and all these people right well right this is
like the idea that these are just different symbolic right figures that emerge in different
cultures in certain ways according to the culture to talk about the solar system deep
information yeah okay yeah sure because like the what was it the resurrection is about how the sun
went down and then on the third day it rose again yeah yeah sure yeah because that's when you go into
the spring solstice right this is the sorry for chewing ice this is the pagan this is like the
concept of like nature religions got transformed into christianity or the various religions
and this is like i think definitely what's fucking cool about this shit is it's so dense it's so
deeply encoded it's like it's not just that other interpretations of it or it's that uh
uh it's a story of creativity it's a story of when you've got writers block and you that's the
crucifixion and it's a story of when you're like fuck and i'm never gonna be funny again i'm never
gonna write a joke again it's depression it's when you're laying in bed completely numb you're like
this is it i'm done and then the resurrection is that insane moment where all of a sudden you
start turning the corner you're right 30 jokes in a week what the fuck what here it is every
comedian goes through that you have to if you i mean if you didn't if everyone didn't go through
that then there'd be a lot more comedians yeah because it i mean it that's the what kills people
is like that if you that am i even funny yeah yeah and no that day you're not you're not funny your
brain isn't spitting out whatever the fuck it is i like that interpretation you say and i i'll often
ask um you know because um i talked to my family about it and i'm like it's not that i'm trying
to discredit jesus i do believe that you know there was possibly a great man that walked this
earth you know as as well as several other great men you know um what's his name jesus that's left
up to you and your faith yeah uh like i told you on the podcast i believe there's only one mountain
top right no matter how you get there baby you're gonna hike you're gonna fly you're gonna take a
helicopter drive up there walk crawl yeah however you choose to get there that's how you get there
it's all about what you believe in your mental yeah right yeah and oh that's why a lot of those
stories are really useful because they're meant to be maps to get get up there yeah like i take the
story of jonah in the well as uh pregnancy or being in prison or being imprisoned by anything
you're in the belly of a well so it's not physically possible for you to survive in there
with stomach acid and all this water yeah that he brings in and what was he able to light a candle
and write while he was in the belly of the well so it's like uh that i take that that can be a
story of anxiety the the the part you can be the well yeah you yourself you're trapped inside
yourself because it's a mental it's a mental belly it's a mental cage it's a mental jail yeah
so now you have to spend some time inside of this well which is you to truly find yourself
because he came out of the well a better person that's well yeah that's right he and also he was
he didn't want to go like god was sending him to some place he was getting like the
creative impulse he was he was being told by god this comes up again and again go there and he's
like i don't want to go there and he ended up on a ship going the opposite direction and then the
ship hit high water and and this is how do you look at god i look at god as me and everything
around me you're god you know yeah well the moment you just look at god as you and not everybody
around you you become the biggest asshole on planet earth like that is yeah i'm not saying that i'm
just god no i know when i look in the mirror i see god when i look at you i see god i love that i
know i look at trees and leaves i see god it's an expression of everything i i look at god more
so as a verb than a noun it's an expression sure well it's a it's an outflow of sorts it's a kind
of thing that's right now absolutely and not and yeah i you know when i think i think god is a uh
i as a term of convenience so if i need to like make a connection to the sum total of all things
i'm gonna use the term god and that's how i pray i pray before i go on stage oh you do i'd say do
you say the same prayer uh pretty much i thank god for my creativity i thank him for the gift of
laughter i thank him for the gift of expression and i thank him for the gift of control because
when we're on stage we're in control yeah if you know how to control the audience it doesn't really
matter what you're saying they're gonna enjoy you yeah that's right yeah that's you see say you see
some comics uh talk for six minutes without a punchline and the audience is just so engaged with
them oh yeah i love that i love that when i'm learning to be more conversational on stage
and well you know it's all within the growing this is the growing of me because i'm in a weird
place with my comedy now where it's like i know what i'm doing but i don't really know what i'm
doing and i know this is not the final stage of where i'm going to be as a comedic expression
i look at myself as a comedic expression expression you know man the way i when i realized i wanted
to have you on the podcast was at killtony and my wife and i just stumbled into the main room
for some reason we've been out partying i think we're a little drunk and we're like sitting back
there just enjoying the show and then you came out i had met you but i hadn't seen you perform yet
you came out and some what was the guy's name adam ray adam ray sweet guy sitting there you
got him confused okay so i'll just let you tell the story because basically before you tell the
story i just want to say i saw you come out and just begin to lay into adam ray in the funniest
most brutal like yeah really really like graceful way and you were like because you know if you're
going to do that kind of shit you gotta know the balance and you can yeah because you can
ate that's the the best way to alienate an audience is to seem like a bully right so if you can kind
of like meter it out in a certain way where there's like compassion or love behind it the audience
will stay with you and the person you're roasting will not get pissed off or shouldn't anyway adam
ray handled it great now tell the story about why you started attacking because he wasn't fighting
back yeah so adam ray is not a roaster i later found that well he later talked to me
after that he was like i wanted to roast back but i didn't want the audience to hate me
and i was like bro anything that comes out of your mouth because right now they look at me as
mike tyson right so when you're a great fighter or whatever you are people are waiting for your
downfall or they're waiting for somebody to at least get a good hit on you yeah so like yeah
anything i told him anything you say out of your mouth is gonna hit yeah because it's like
i've just been knocking people out and when someone finally at least connects with a halfway
decent joke it's it's the audience is gonna love it yeah so uh the problem was um i'm just now getting
into mainstream comedy within the last i'd say like well i've been into mainstream comedy but i'm
just oblivious uh to talent to not necessarily talent but to the comedians right i don't know names
i don't know faces yeah and i'm getting better now you know especially being at the store a lot
and getting up more so i thought adam ray was andrew shoates okay and everybody was warning
me like when andrew shoates is oh he's gonna rip your ass up right so i'm like all right i know how
to handle this you know like when you're fighting you throw a jab out let's see what this fighter
is about let me throw this jab out boom all right let's see if he hit me with a hook so i i i kept i
kept you know jabbing and throwing a hook and i'm like damn he ain't biting yeah he ain't even ducking
he just that's what was so astounding that that's why we were all spellbound because it was like it
was it was watching like a bear attack somebody who was you know what i mean that thing when people
just limp up and the things just thrashing them and then which but somehow you didn't people didn't
think you're a bully he by the way i'm not trying to paint him that's because that's because um
when i rose i do visual jokes so i don't do like any hurtful like you got to know someone's past
like adam ray remember when you killed that girl having a ui well she i do jokes that are visual
so it's like whatever i say you can see it so he look he looked tired so i was playing like did
you just wake up out of a coma like why do you look why do you look so damn tired so it's like
it's it's a fun you know but you gotta understand y'all this guy it's like you're on a show just
having a fun night right and suddenly someone just out of the blue is just raining fire on you because
he thinks you're somebody else ladies it was funny and he handled it he adam ray it'll great but
anyway man uh that's when i was like holy shit wow that's a funny guy we're cool now you're funny
yeah thank you man thank you yeah and and in that like so like fuck i want to talk to you about it
because you know a lot of times i have people i have comics on who've been out here a little bit
longer and stuff but it is interesting to me to watch you as you like really begin to experience
the kind of heat you're getting right now and this feeling of getting and i don't just mean
heat like accolades or like people saying you're funny your opportunities you're probably getting
i'm talking about that thing when you really start getting your rhythm when it really starts
happening that's happening now that's exhilarating isn't it and i don't know if this sounds weird
or if it sounds um what's the word i'm looking for arrogant but i don't think it's arrogant but
it's like everything that's happening and that will happen i've already saw it like manifesting it
yeah so you're a manifester but i mean also bro i know this is gonna sound weird and i'm real big
on energy but every single big moment i've had in life i've dreamt about it and i'm talking about
like a real visual audio dream and then i'll experience it i'm like oh man i remember this
and i'll smile on the inside wow yeah so which came first the chicken or the egg did you did the
dream create the reality or do you think you're experiencing some kind of uh like prophetic
vision um i do believe that i have visions um like with anything i do in life um i pretty much like
meditate on it and i need to see it and sometimes i'll just meditate on my future
and i'll see it see things that are happening um there's people you can ask that have came back
to me and told me uh like you remember two years ago you said you're gonna be a door guy
and it happened now and i'm like yeah bro like anything i tell you you can write a check for it
so what's your why is it why does it work like that what do you think that is um you know like
when you buy a uh if you go buy a Mercedes Benz E 350 red you never saw one before and now that
you bought it you see a whole bunch yes because you're now focused on that right so when you're
focused on the positive you start seeing positive i have my negative thoughts are probably positive
nine to one you know so i might for every nine positive thoughts i have i might have one negative
right and it normally involves like the depth of a family member yeah that i'm close to this
i don't know i'm a weird person i think about weird shit or seems not weird to think about that
so um yeah so you know every time i have a negative thought i just i because you know a
negative thought can throw off a year because it starts at one negative thought right and that's a
negative day then that negative day turns into a negative week yeah then that negative week turns
into a negative month and that negative month turns into a negative year yeah and that negative
year can turn into a negative decade and that could turn into a hell right so it's like you
i don't let one i don't give a fuck if i go outside of my car is on fire right now you know
all right man all right duncan uh this is an insurance matter i'm gonna just take a lift home
right yeah i'm like damn why the bad shit always gotta happen to me yeah what the fuck
shit always gotta happen i'm not that person it's like whatever man you know roll with the
punches that life gives you uh it's not that serious no at the end of the day as long as i
you know got my family members in the same mind i'm cool yeah that i i love thinking about this
stuff man i've gotten into some you know authors who talk about it i'm reading a lot okay i'm reading
a lot of neo degracia tyson now okay yeah yeah but he's like that's not a manifest or new he's
like more of a skeptical carl sagan right like um he breaks things down like i'm reading astrophysics
for people in a hurry so um when you start learning like how minut these problems that we say we have
are compared to the vast uh creation and how long it took for a fucking planet to be created
and life to be able to be sustained on earth yeah then you'll realize like the shit i'm
worried about is bullshit right i'm a fucking proton compared to this whole thing called life
i'm this whole thing called life that thinks it's a proton right and yeah and that's to you know that
being hyper compressed into an identity for a massive universe this is like what someone
who just passed away on my teacher's ramdas said dying is like taking off a shoe that's too tight
and you know being a human being seems to be akin to being everything with a blindfold of
the universe wrapped around it and that's the day-to-day existence is absolutely and okay but
to get back into the manifestation stuff man that is one part of it which is at least neville
goddard talks about like the steps to start manifesting and the first step is i am you know
i am so that's the first step is like experience the vast nature of everything and then in that
you can start manifesting stuff you never one piece of advice um if you know any younger comics
are listening to this is uh i see a lot of younger comics that i'm so upset with you know and it's not
that they're not doing everything that they need to be as far as comedy is involved but it's like
y'all are lazy as fuck when it comes to working um comics don't want to work because they feel like
they'll miss an opportunity but if you get a daytime job comedy doesn't start until 536 right how can
you be focused on being funny if you have no security and where you're gonna stay or how you're
gonna eat yeah you i've always been a hustling i get it man you know and that that's maybe why i
was able to you know uh elevate maybe quicker than some other people who have been out here the same
amount of time as me because it's like if i'm hanging with you joe rogan jeff ross and y'all
say let's go eat at crestations i'm like bet i'm not like oh i can't go because you don't know what
that opportunity is going to turn into right joe rogan might like my personality and hear me talking
to you and now here i am on jre right now my life has been transforming people now all of a
suddenly see this asteroid coming in they're like why didn't we see that coming before yeah man
you know what i'm saying oh sure i mean that's like sometimes i like rogan saw me when i was
doing like a long time ago man like he saw me in the or he liked some joke i did i got off stage
he like gave me a big hug and like was like that was really funny and it was like that just alone
was like holy fucking shit that's so cool but then he started taking me on the road and then
that led to everything for me absolutely but if i canceled that spot who the fuck knows what would
have happened you know you do need to like as much as possible be out there you know i have a funny
story about kill toni and i tell my buddy i'm like bro i'm gonna as soon as i get richer i'm gonna
give you like 20k so um i had like a i'll say like a a month period where i was kind of like
after comedy store f kill toni i've been going there for five months straight and i've only gotten
up once yeah so my friend came into town from a land he's like hey bro i want to go sign up for pot
looking kill toni i'm like man i ain't really trying to do that he's like man come on man come with
me dawg i was like all right bro pick me up and i'll come because i'm definitely not driving to
the fucking comedy store and paying ten dollars for parking yeah and i'm gonna want to grab a drink
and you know be out of 30 bucks or whatever to just be kicking in you know so um that night we went
i got pulled and he didn't get pulled and that was the start of me being a regular on kill toni
right yeah the time that i didn't want to go yeah yeah yeah that's it i mean it's like i think about
all the we'll never know but i just think about all the nights if i'd gone out who the fuck knows
what would have happened carpe diem sees the opportunity sees the moment yeah yeah but it's
you know the problem is as a comic one of the common things that you do here is depression
man you said it here yeah and depression doesn't want you to do anything to do shit yeah it wants
you to stay inside and uber eats uber eats making so easy to be depressed because you don't even
gotta leave your house to the fucking it is like something in the press person manifested
it's like it's like for sure something in a press person i don't want to leave my house but i still
want to be able to eat like a fucking pig it's like one step away from food tubes man like like
actually like the way we get cable just tubes that come out of the wall or your bed that you can
just open your mouth and sprays protein and it's we're it's almost that i'm surprised we don't have
a pill yet that we can i was just talking about this earlier i'm like why don't we have a fucking
pill that we can eat once for breakfast that can expand in our stomach and it just gives us all
of our nutrients and we're good yeah i don't i that'd be that would be incredible and horrible
at the same time i'm a large guy but i've gotten way healthier within like the last three four months
and like i have to eat more now to lose weight my trainers like you have to eat more like oh yeah
yeah because i write on everything or he's like you don't eat enough it's not weird your body's
holding on to the fat because you're not eating enough calories so fucked up it's the craziest
shit went to like realize that like every single thing you're doing or that you think is the right
way to do shit is not it at all so now i bought a whole bunch of uh low carb protein bars so when
i don't feel like eating i'll just eat one of those with a bottle of water and at least it keeps
because you know metabolism is like a fire you need to constantly be throwing logs on it to keep
that fire burning yeah so now i'm eating these protein bars you know to help um in between the
times i don't eat and my body's just holding on to all these calories yeah so that's one of your
that's like what you're trying to do you're trying to lose some weight now you feel you're
manifesting some kind of god knows what future for yourself right now part of that is you're trying to
like trim down a little bit yep so i can be here to enjoy it be here a long time you know one of my
favorite comics is patrice o'neill and he died at like 41 diabetes right is it diabetes yeah stroke
diabetes well stroke from having diabetes it's really weird how comedy is a dangerous profession
because we live fucked up you're out five six nights a week drinking and smoking weed all night
long probably two o'clock in the morning going to eat some fucking steak eggs and potatoes at your
local norms or some shit so it's your i mean i don't do that but um i used to you know go out
every night drink like hell i don't smoke we eat but it's like man you know you're not treating
your body right and then are you waking up and going to the gym also the anxiety man it's also
the anxiety that it's not a you know a regular job i can remember when i when i when i when i
stopped working at the comedy store that was my last regular job and i remember when that last
check from the comedy store went into the atm machine how did it feel felt scary dude because
i've been getting these checks for my whole you know i'd always had a job all of a sudden that's
that rectangle is it as far as like what you know is coming down the pipe but you made it work right
it took me a long time man because i was like no i made it work eventually but it was a bumpy ride
for me for a while which i deserved i wasn't working on it i wasn't like diligently focusing
it but it did it did it did work eventually and it gave you character yeah it did it gave me character
and it made me have a lot of respect for young comics too because it's like that fucking fire you
have to have to do a thing that is like probably going to alienate you from your family it's probably
going to alienate you from your relationship i look at you like you're crazy yeah man relationships
oh that is comics get ready for a lot of temporary situations with women or men or whatever you're
into yeah man because they do not understand that shit well no i mean but also you're gone like
you're gone a lot you know you're gonna you've gone at night you're like anytime you say something
funny you stop and write it down it's fucking annoying it's like are you even listening to me
then all the other shit man you know you're dealing with like industry stuff and weird business stuff
and it's just weird if you're failing it's weird if you start succeeding they could get threatened
a little bit by what's happening and or you're gonna be swept up in some fame vortex and end
up leaving them you know i will say this um a lot of my friends from high school think i'm rich
and it's i'm and i'm glad that they are exposing themselves before i actually become rich um what
do you mean they're asking for money yeah already you're getting people asking you for money every
for like the last past two years yeah are you fucking kidding probably like a hundred people
and it's like this is why when people get famous they don't fuck with the people that
they grew up with anymore because they look at them like an ATM dude that's so dark man
i can't that's fucking crazy a dude a dude i went to high school and asked me could i pay his rent
and he didn't know when he'd be able to pay me back but he said i'm sure you won't need it
what i'm like bro i got a kid man what do you mean i was like all right so anybody that that
wants to this is my thing all right and you can use this to if you need you know i say between
five to a hundred dollars i'll just give it to you i'm at a point where i can afford to lose
a hundred bucks i'll fuck off a hundred bucks anyway maybe two hundred great depending on the
person you are maybe three hundred you know so if you need something like five six seven
i say uh all right this is what i'm gonna do for you i'm gonna call my daughter and put her on three
way and ask her for five hundred dollars ask her can her daddy give you five hundred dollars
right because this is who this is who you're gonna be taking money from my daughter yeah you
got to think about your kids right so ask her you want to do that how are you doing that though
man how are you balancing stand-up comedy with being a dad well i'm a part-time daddy like my
baby mama called me i'm part-time daddy my daughter doesn't live with me is she not is she in LA
they live right outside of LA and Rancho Cucamonga how often do you see her
a lot i FaceTime are damn near every day and when i'm not on the road or busy i'll get her so even
if that's once a week you know however she wants me to get her it's my baby mama's pretty loose
with the visitation so it's more so like um and you know in a couple of years i have enough money
to put her in private school and i'm gonna put it in a private school in between like here
and where her mom lives so that i can pick her up from school more you're not stressed out by
having a kid no i love it she keeps me grounded she's so funny and uh she makes it all worth it
what's her name yuri why you are i cool it's a russian male name for earth worker
man it's to me like having a baby has been definitely the greatest thing that ever happened
to me but dear god but your kid also stays with you so it's yeah that's right yeah that's right
oh i try to spend as much time with him as i can you know when i'm one right what one he's one
yeah that's age that's the uh my daughter is oh she's a she's a fucking little human and we were
driving um a couple of days ago and she didn't do like she normally does and say hey daddy
she reached up she's in the booster seat she's pretty tall she reached up and she tapped me on
her shoulder and she's like dad can i ask you a question i think my daughter has like a replica
of me she's like can i ask you a question oh yeah baby she's five she's like what do you do when you
think too much what do you say i said what are you thinking about she's like just everything well
she said i think about the trees i think about grandma i think about birds i think about you
i think about mommy and i said that's not a bad thing do you feel good when you think about these
things and she's like yeah i was like do you think about scary things she's like sometimes
sometimes i have bad nightmares and it wakes me up i was like when we had those bad nightmares
just think about the great things like the trees and things like that and every since she was one
people might think this is weird or they might think it's genius i've never allowed her to use
coloring books i've always gave her blank sheets of paper and allowed her to color on her own because
i don't want her to get used to standing boundaries cool so from one you know when she started
expressing that she wanted to be creative um i just would get like a big ass go to like the
art supply store get those big ass sheets of construction paper and let her do her thing
for hours oh that's cool that's great yeah it's fascinating man watching this little baby begin
to take on a personality like we take them to these music classes and seeing all the different
types of kids yeah all the different souls in those bodies you know you can tell if your
kid's gonna be stupid by one you can't i don't know really yeah no you can't well i mean maybe i
am stupid i remember my one of my favorite things my dad used to say is he would especially if he's
like meeting a new girlfriend he'd be like we used to thank dunk and was retarded he just
says like where are you from again i'm from uh north carolina but i was born in georgia
what part uh say simons oh he's born in nice area well yeah for a little bit right by savannah
we were we left that nice area because my grand my grandparents were well to do but then like my
mom married my lunatic wonderful you know hilarious alcoholic ptsd father who took us on a fucking
uncle toad's wild ride through the country which is pretty great but and i'm glad it happened
definitely gave me some definitely like i don't know what would have if i'd stayed in
st simons island yeah but people people like us bro and people from that area they're always
gonna think we're different um my family thought i was crazy as hell when i said i'm moving to LA
oh yeah right right because i bet they did man the first thing my mom said because you know i was
in theater and stuff and i guess she thought it was just some a phase that would pass yeah and same
when i was a teenager and i had finished high school and i did one year college and i was like
i'm moving to LA she's like for what i'd like to be an actor and a comedian yeah and she's like
you're gonna have to be gay i'm like what black mom we're talking about right here you're gonna have
to be gay what oh she was pissed about that she threatened me with so much shit what why did she
think that i'm her only child she didn't want me to leave numerous amounts of reasons you know
but she was a momager like she's the one who planted the seeds she's taking you to these churches
why would as long as i stayed there it probably was fine but you know going to LA and she just
didn't expect that all of a sudden that's what she probably thought it was something that was just
gonna pass like yeah you know it's a phase like no it's not gonna pass it's a lifetime commitment
Felicia never going away it's and i you know i can remember that moment in particular uh
when i realized it's never gonna pass which i think is another critical aspect of it is like
if you think it's gonna pass yourself or if you're just like i don't even know if this
shit keeps if i'm gonna keep doing this forget it it's a fatalistic impulse to into some degree
do you know what i'm talking about it's a kind of like i'm just gonna keep doing this and the
and you know people like auri i always think of him severe yeah i always think like if there was a
nuclear attack as soon as we were able to like climb out of the rubble i could see him starting
to do comedy shows you know like yeah i mean and you too it wouldn't be that long before we would
figure out a way to start doing at least some kind of like once a month event in non-radio
active areas you know but and to me that's the that was like what i learned from mitzi and that's
what she uh just i'm scared to hang around that dude who auri why after he fucking uh molly
burt christier what yeah hold on auri dozed burt christier why they were doing a podcast
what yes when was this not too long ago this is public knowledge google it hold on are you
fuck auri what are you doing that's fucked up man you what like if you that's considered
attempted murder you know look so this was in october yes the time auri spiked burt's drink
with molly i bet it's not true i bet it is true he really did it yes burt yes and burt's wife and
kid were there that's on jre bro you got to watch that i'm scared of that dude man i don't
want to be fucking about your drinks around him yeah i fucked i won't drink around it uh yeah man
auri is that's great that's like a new level of auri chaos like i've seen him do like insane
shit but he came out naked on killtony i was like this guy is not right well coming out naked
that's kind of umpar for the course like i could see him doing that i'm not gonna blink at that but
i don't know when he started poisoning his fucking he's a poisoner like when did that start
happening i'm scared of that's fucking because you know why you should be scared auri by the way
this is crazy we gotta talk man that's fucking crazy if that shit happened to me i'd probably be uh
out of comedy because of what i would do afterwards you don't know i mean the problem is like
first of all no i'm saying my retaliation would oh you wait what would you do back
this is a lot of stuff i'm i'm like if that ever happens to me man i probably would be in prison
well yeah you you know the whole dosing people you know like all of the i remember before i knew
anything about joey dies now that i know him i know if he gives you weed or any kind of drug
you have to cut it into fourths and take a fourth of it and that's gonna be way too much for you
because he's gonna give you his dose not your dose he's gonna give you a joey deal like what he
takes you know what i mean which is a lifetime of you of eating marijuana like like once i was at
the ufc with joey dies and i look over he's unwrapped some kind of foil thing that was like weed i've
never seen this kind of weed before then he like it's like it looks like a tootsie roll he looks up
at me and he breaks it and like black fluid starts running out of it and he goes look at it it's
bleeding then he just fucking eats it man and then like you know i've seen him eat mushrooms like
popcorn i've seen him reach into like and i'm this is not hyperbole man like literally like with a
way a person casually eats like popcorn i've seen that happen so and you know i can remember once he
joey dies gave me a some weed and i took it and i remember he got this twinkle in his eye when i ate
it and i got my fucking car i'm driving in rush hour traffic i'm the sun is setting i'm start
just thinking like oh it's the end of the world like it's definitely the end of the world no question
about it this is the apocalypse i'm considering running to a getting out of my car on the interstate
because it's not moving and ordering a hamburger at a mcdonald's to get back to my car you know i'm
not gonna do something that's kind of teetering on in my mind and like i got home and and right when
i lay down and went to the fetal position deez calls and i'm like hello and he's like welcome to my
house motherfucker ha ha ha hangs up that was to a panic attack well man he just knew that by the
time i got home i would be shitting fucking bricks with what he gave me it was an edible
now i know now i know to quarter the shit up but give me somebody molly is insane man that's madness
my tolerance is so low i'll probably be so fucked up from any of that shit well yeah you don't you
don't need to be taking that stuff no i don't fuck with it i'm just like i don't do that it's not your
thing i mean you got to listen to that by the way there's a lot of people who have that in them and
they feel like they're like not exciting because they don't do psychedelics your body say don't
do it don't do it don't do it yeah definitely don't do it man i like the way my brain operates right
now yeah well i know a lot of people are afraid of uh of that you know they're desperately afraid
that they're gonna fuck their brain up that there's gonna be some moment where the whole
thing just collapses and they go crazy from this drug or that drug you know but you know that could
happen without drugs anyway yeah it just happens sometimes it can happen with alcohol it can happen
with oxygen it just can happen we're like oh did you hear that one conspiracy theories uh theory
not conspiracy theories one conspiracy theory let me see if i can get it right that uh we're living
in like so when we're awake is really when we're dreaming the oxygen is poisoning in us
and everything that we see is an illusion and our dreams are really real oh like our dreams are
like kind of like waking up for a second and then we're all fucked up like this right now according
to that theory would would be fake well yeah that sounds like you know that sounds like
Tibetan dream yoga is what you know Tibetan dream yoga is it's it's the idea that this is a dream
so basically like you and it's not an intellectual thing you know where like you
can think yeah i can kind of see how this is like a dream the idea is that you have to begin to study
the moment enough to realize that how dream like this experience is you know that this
experience is like a dream shit happens so quickly in a life you know like in a dream
one second you're in a barrel right floating out river of blood the next second you're like
talking to your grandmother in a field or something and like the if you really look at your life
this is how our lives are right then you know one you are just in front of a church doing like
clean jokes you know true now you're in LA you know pretty soon you're gonna be in a
fucking van signing satanic documents can't wait yeah but with blood yeah yeah yeah with blood
but the idea is like you can control it that's what manifesting is is like because this is a dream
and because it's no different from a dream in the same way that if you're in a dream and realize
you're dreaming what's the first thing you do when were you dreaming have you ever had a lucid dream
define lucid dream where you realize you're in a dream like you like suddenly you look around
like fuck this is a dream i'm dreaming yeah yeah so what's the first thing you do and that
happens wake up you wake up yeah i try to fly or fuck that's usually what i do i definitely
don't wake up i'm like it like i'll either try to like levitate or fly or manifest sex and those
are my two i can control my dreams how do you do it uh thank really hard on what i want to dream
about before i go to sleep like kind of like meditate into a sleep right that so that's the
idea but except you just transfer that into right now which it sounds like you're already doing to
sound degree nicotine patches cause uh crazy dreams do they really yeah yeah i did i i haven't
oh yeah you're hooked you're hooked on that fucking vape yeah do you do nicotine patches too
no but uh red band was telling me and so his chick took one a half of one to see if it would
give her crazy dreams and it gave her crazy dreams yeah i remember red band talking about that you
got to watch out with red band red band went online and convinced people that like the stuff that
cleans poodle tears gets you high yeah well you know like dogs get that weird runny shit
he like angel eyes there was a it was some dog drop called angel eyes and he convinced
people it gets you high so he had like people like smoking angel eyes don't listen to red band
about nicotine patches man you're maniac he is a maniac david i think it's been about an hour man
um and the baby's screaming so let me look at the time man it's about an hour and some change
my friend thank you so much for coming on the show it's nice chatting with you
manifest some shit for me before you announce your dates i got you buddy thank you um
so what do we have for duncan um me and duncan show work closed this year on something together
if not this year to be at the top of next year just wait until you see it um me and duncan will
hike in this year and meditate at the top of an elevation somewhere in LA or the surrounding areas
we will probably have about five cookouts this summer together um i'll season the chicken as
him being white he doesn't believe in seasoning so i'll make sure i season the food before i
bring it to his house um uh yes all these great things and this year i can see duncan uh gathering
a six figure check off of one project y'all watch this um yeah so uh you can follow me at uh david
lucas funny on instagram david lucas on facebook uh brothers in cursive podcast um i'm at the
atlanta punchline with eric griffin january 23rd to the uh january 23rd through the 25th at the
atlanta punchline with eric griffin we have six shows there's six opportunities to see me
and eric griffin is one funny motherfucker those are great shows man yeah man thanks so much for
having me on your podcast and inviting me into your world and your space you got it man yeah it's
great hanging out with you and i hope you'll come back on again sure i will had a christina thank you
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