Dungeons and Daddies - Ep. 65 - Frank Conversations

Episode Date: August 24, 2021

The dads pool their resources and big brain energy together to form their final plan of attack.This episode contains profanity, violence, sexual content, references to alcohol and a reference to suicide/self harmSupport the show on Patreon!Get merch and more at our website!Follow us on Twitter @dungeonsanddads!Check out the subreddit!DM is Anthony BurchDarryl Wilson is Matt Arnold (@mattlarnold)Henry Oak is Will Campos (@willbcampos)Ron Stampler is Beth May (@heybethmay)Glenn Close is Freddie Wong (@fwong)Additional voice by Amanda SchuckmanTheme song by Maxton WallerCourtney Thérond is our Content ProducerAshley Nicollette is our Community ManagerChad Ellis provides additional editingRobin Rapp is our transcriberCover art by Alex Moore (@notanotheralex)Send us stuff and get in contact: https://www.dungeonsanddaddies.com/contact Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Dungeons and Daddies is a rowdy, horny, violent podcast for grown-ups. Content warnings can be found in the episode description. Theorizing that one could time travel within his own podcast, coach dad Daryl Wilson activated the stick of functions and disappeared. He woke to find himself trapped in the past, driven by an unknown force to fuck over his DM and retcon the timeline for the better. His only guide on this journey is Sweet Matilda, a barkeep from Phandalin who appears in the form of an extremely attractive woman that Daryl can only attempt not to sleep with. And so Daryl finds

himself as a bartender working in Phandalin, striving to not cheat on his wife, and hoping each time that his next episode will be the one that takes him, his friends, and his kids home. Welcome to Dungeons and Daddies, not a BDSM podcast. A Dungeons and... A Beastie Boys podcast! Yeah! Is there a Beastie Boys podcast? You gotta fight for your right, D20! A gap in the market!

No, this is a Dungeons and Dragons podcast about four dads from our world flung into a land of high fantasy and magic on a quest to rescue their lost sons. My name is Freddie Wong. I play Glenn Close, the rock and roll bar DJ of the group. This was Glenn fact. I'll say it once just because Glenn says it every single time someone mentions the film Primer on the show. Glenn goes, Primer? I hardly know her. Classic. We know he says that. We just choose to not respond to it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Wild how that's been cut from every episode. We hate to see it. Who would do such a thing? Hey, everybody. My name is Matthew Arnold. I play Daryl Wilson, a stay-at-home coach dad who became a barbarian upon entering this realm of fantasy and wonder and whimsy. Not a lot of whimsy in this world. No, not recently. I don't know. I feel like

going back in time and changing it to detail is pretty whimsical. That's pretty whimsical. That was a little bit more primer than Doctor Who so we're going down the seven deadly sins. Yeah, where we at? Where we at? I hope the show ends before you finish. That's the most thing that happens. You just got Daryl's lust in. Uh oh.

Speaking of which lust is, I't have a a good lust one until last episode where daryl got to spend a good old six months with sweet matilda with sweet matilda sweet so just to answer i've been just inundated with just just requested did daryl cheat on carol no daryl did not cheat on carol beer so good so good so good but um there's a lot of less going on in those six months we'll just put that way his dreams that face as normally carol is definitely hold up hold up am i to believe that you saw some things on the internet and then made a dad fact to clarify. And then your clarifying dad fact was, eh, it was kind of like a fucking innuendo that you don't clarify. No,

no, no, no, no. He was lustful. Like he thought about it. Like that's the sin. Like lust is different than adultery.

Like lust is the desire and the want and the, and we don't need to get blue about how he relieved those lustful. No, I know he drank beer aloneful intentions. No one did. You gentlemen. You just did. Now I know. He drank beer alone in the shower while masturbating. Not many men can drink their own beer, but. Oh, God.

Oh, no. Oh, my God. Oh, no. Oh, no. Anyway, I'm Will Campos, official voice actor of Henry Oak, the Birkenstock, rock and crunchy, munchy, hippie nature, druid dad. No sleep till Faerun. All right.

I had to get that one out. Henry fact this week. Henry's never broken a bone. Wow. Yeah. Have any of you guys never broken the bone? That would be me. Have you ever had a bone to pick?

Have I ever what? Had a bone to pick. I don ever what? Had a bone to pick. I don't know what that is. That's the second fact. He always says, I do have a bone to pick or two. And he says, no, I don't. I love everyone. So no bone.

He's just like, because I mean, just lucky. Just never been. Yeah, he has his because he has elf bones from his mom. Classic. Yeah. It's Wolverine. He's Wolverine. And what about you?

What's your excuse? My excuse is I'm a coward. He's his character to kill in all fiction. Wolverine. He's Wolverine. And what about you? What's your excuse? My excuse is I'm a coward. The easiest character to kill in all of fiction, Wolverine. Hi, I'm Beth May, and I play Ron Stampler, emotionally detached stepfather and rogue. Fun fact about Ron this week is that when he was first dating Samantha, this is actually the first and last time

he ran some errands and Samantha called to ask him to pick up a couple of things because he gets confused about certain things that he's supposed to be buying. For example, Samantha gave him a call while he was at the grocery store like, oh, by the way, babe, can you pick up some pads? And he brought back puppy pads, puppy training pads. Now Samantha does all of the. Samantha's the most patient human being. Truly. A saint. What do they do with the puppy pads? the most patient human being. Literally. A saint.

What do they do with the puppy pads? She just wore those for a while. What are puppy pads? Oh, puppy pads are just big, absorbent sheets of paper, basically, you put down if you're training a puppy or if your baby happens to pee somewhere a lot. No, Ron, you did a good job.

These are actually more comfortable than the ones I normally get. Thank you so much. Oh, my God, yeah. I mean, like, I'm trying to imagine a scenario where I would just... Wow, these are big yeah

the randy type of dog so here's how i know they're big is that the amazon picture of it has two hands but the two hands are like across the image and do not appear to belong to the same person you know what samantha is absolutely the type of person who would have like a six month supply of any sort of thing ever because of living with Ron. So it's like she would be like, yeah, could you pick me up some pads? But like being ready for the next six months, regardless, having time to prepare. I'm Anthony Burch. I'm your dad, but not for much longer. What's happening to you? I'll die. The heat death of the universe is coming for us all. No, I mean, you know, the season's coming. I guess I don't really have a dad fact.

Here's a good dad fact. Where do you keep your toilet paper? In my garage. Your garage? Or a shed. It's more of a shed. You have a shed for your toilet paper? Well, it's not just for my toilet paper.

It's where all the things that I will eventually need but don't want to stare at in the meantime go. Freddie, I 100% thought you were setting them up for some sort of Ligma-esque ante there. No, wait, wait, wait. You don't keep your toilet paper like under the sink i have a weird sink that doesn't have a like cabinets underneath them wait what yeah yeah it's just like a skinny bottom sink kind of thing it's weird but it's next to a it's an apple bottom sink yeah uh it also also has boots with fur. Yeah. No, I have two fallback holdout pistol stashes of fucking toilet paper. One is like in the closet in that room. Oh, like a quick draw holder.

Yeah, yeah. It's a quick draw. If an assassin kicks down the door and wants to wipe their butt on you. Yeah. The only thing that can stop a bad guy with a badass is a good guy with a good ass. Yeah. Every closet in my house basically has different toilet papers just so that worst case scenario, I have to waddle 30 feet.

Worst case. 30 feet? Worst case. Best case, I just, I barely even leave the seat. Best case, it was a nothing but netter. Those don't exist. That's not a thing. They exist, my friend.

If you think you have a nothing but netter, then you have a stinky butt. Last episode, you went back in time and fucked all my shit up. You fixed everything. And then most importantly, we ended on the note of Peyton is now Frank. Peyton is now Peyton's memories from being in the UFC, Frank's soul, and Frank's memories. So he's sort of an amalgamation of a lot of different things. Before we get into the drama of the scene,

did you want to determine what effect your time travel has had on your character, like, level-wise? That's gotta be at least one level. I feel like Daryl didn't do anything to level up. Thank you, Matthew.

Thank you, Matthew. Who's my favorite student? Who's my favorite tutor? I feel like Daryl went down. He's hilarious. You were a bartender. That's not an easy job. I feel like emotionally, I think there'll be things I throw out there

that I learn, but it'll be mostly about bartending and interacting with people. There's a lot of emotional growth that happened. I feel like whenever guards or anybody came in for a beer, he would hide, and then Sweet Matilda would be like,

hey, what's going on? And I couldn't explain too much because i didn't want to get her caught up in the timeline and after a month we kind of had like a night that was like a little too close to her comfort for daryl but like in that that's kind of where the truth came out and that's where she started believing in our in our in our job and fucking merchant ivory movie yeah she started like i want to get your kids home back too because she lost a kid a long time ago and like she wishes she had a chance to bring her kid back. So that's when she decided to go undercover for us.

What are the odds that her personality and hopes and dreams are aligned specifically? It was crazy. They literally, everything about her just made Daryl a better person. I don't really know much about her, but she really helped Daryl out quite a bit. What are the odds?

Yes. You know what? She wants her own podcast. She could get one for right now. For right now, she's here to help Daryl out. That's so dark. It's true that most women don't have a team of four men elevating them to greatness. So Daryl was going through that.

And then Matilda was like, you know, hey, you know, I'm not just here for you. Like, I have my own life. And Daryl was like, you're right. I didn't think about that before. I got a lot to learn. There's this woman named Beth back at home that helps me out through these things as well. Yeah, there's a lot going on. You just turned Beth into your sweet Matilda? That's the worst thing

you've ever done. There could be multiple Beths. That's so fascinating, sweet Matilda. There's another woman in my life whose life revolves around it. Then Daryl spent two weeks mostly in his room being like, I can't do anything right. Everything I say is a problem. And then he finally got it.

And then finally he came out. He's like, know what? It's just about trying to be a better person. I'm going to do my best. That's the best I can do. And then that's where Daryl is now. And then Sweet Matilda kicked open the tavern door holding the head of a dragon and went, cool. My personal story is done with.

I didn't feel like telling you about it. I had my own shit going on. I had a quest and I finished it. Yeah. If you had cheated on Carol with Sweet Matilda, I would have given you a level up. But as it stands, damn. No, we value only monogamy on this show.

Hot dig, don't cheat on your wife, everybody. No, if you cheat on your wife, you'll definitely level up. I'm not saying do it. I'm just saying it'll definitely change things for you. You'll evolve. It'll be a moment before and a moment after. Okay, so when we last left you, you had just been embraced by...

Sweet Matilda. You just been embraced by your father in the body of an eight-year-old boy. And he hugged you and he said, oh, my boy, my baby boy. What's going on? Do you... Hi, what's happened? Dad dad you feel small weak hands patting you on

on the back and he just goes i'm so glad to see you my son i'm so glad to see you daryl what do you know where you are like what's that like tears rolling down his cheeks because i have all of payton's memories so i i know where we are i know what's happened i remember you explaining to me what's going on so i was worried when I was Peyton before I broke the bowl that I would sort of like completely overwrite me. But I was sort of not both. Now I have the memories of being your dad and also the memories of being your son. And all the sinus problems of Peyton.

And all the, yeah. Unfortunately, I've been punched in the nose a lot in this form. So this is as good as my voice is going to get. He's looked at love from both sides. So you've seen everything that's been happening here yes and what i want to tell you daryl and he puts a hand on your shoulder is he goes you're doing a good job daryl just starts crying he goes dad ron also starts crying thanks so much dad that's it's it's been so i grant grant come over here grant he's sliding down the uh the crabmech claws with the other kids.

And he goes, oh. And then he comes over and he sees that Peyton is like markedly different. Just as, you know, different aura, different eyes, different posture. And he goes, uh, uh, Grant, Grandpa? And Peyton goes, it's so nice to meet you, my grandson. Again, for the first time. Come here, bring it in, bring it in. And he starts crying and he pulls in Grant for a hug

and Grant's like, oh, okay. And Grant hugs him. He's like, this is nice. This is nice to, wow, nice to finally meet you. What do I call you now, Payton or Grandpa or Frank? And Payton goes, wherever you're at, whatever you want to call me, it's fine. It's fine.

God, so it's a good dad. I just want to be here. I'm just so glad to be here with all you, whatever makes you most comfortable. Oh, my boys. There's so much, everybody, my dad's here. I'm just so glad to be here with all you, whatever makes you most comfortable. Oh, my boys. My dad's here. Wow. Hi, Mr. Wilson?

Frank? Name's Henry. Henry Oak. I'm a friend of your son's. No, I've seen you. I've seen all the work you've put in. You're doing great, too. I think you're... Oh, my gosh! And then Henry starts crying. My dad never said that to me. I'm proud of you. I'm telling you, I am proud of all of you.

Henry takes a D4 of psychic damage. Rod, I know everything is just being a person has obviously been very hard for you, and you're doing your best, and I think what you've done with Terry is wonderful. Glenn, I think you're going through a very unique and self-inflicted trauma that was very selfless of you.

I think anybody who says you haven't changed over the course of this adventure is incorrect and reading the situation wrong. I think. Dang, your dad's still a meta, man. I just want to say I'm so proud of all of you. It's very rare that a man gets to live

two lives and have so much love and affection in both lives. There was only one who did that, right, Daryl? What? Never mind. Sir, can I hug you? Jesus Christ, Liz. Well, he kind of just left pretty quickly after the second one, so he did get... In many ways, I am bigger than

Jesus right now. That's what I want to get. Sorry, that was pain. That was pain. That's okay. That was definitely pain. Holy shit. It's still in there. It comes through sometimes. Sorry, Rod, you were going to say something. Can I hug you? Oh, gosh, gosh yeah please do and he opens those arms ron breaks down oh and he's rubbing ron's bald head it's okay junior

come meet your grandpa terry jean's like uh but uh yeah okay no i mean yeah no all right all right he just hugs you and like has a face like like, I know this is not really my grandpa, but okay, it's making Ron happy. Mr. Wilson, Frank, can I call you Frank? Yeah, of course. Can I call you dad? If that's what you need, sure. I just realized, you know,

one person who wasn't really in on the loop here is Walter. What are we gonna do about that? Is he- So you hear the rumble of a John Deere lawnmower coming out of the forest and you see walter driving through holding a big bundle of sticks he goes oh oh i'm so glad to come back to my good old friends and my good son painted and oh what's going on what's everybody oh is it payton's birthday oh yeah i just realized i don't know payton's birthday

what's going on hey everybody what's going on and payton looks at him and uh goes walter walter thank you so much and he runs up and he hugs walter and you can see because you know walter's head is over paid and shoulders he's hugging you can see confusion cross walter's face and then understanding and then sadness and he looks at you daryl and he goes is your dad it's it's frank yeah yeah walter sorry i was i was talking to paidton you know that that kid just had a bind of his own and he just he broke it he smashed the he broke the thing yeah well yeah i mean he he was i'm sorry i i was so overwhelmed i also time traveled you weren't here for that um yeah but i'm back it's been a while i was gonna ask about the beard it's very

good oh my beard yeah my beard oh i also worked yeah yeah yeah time has passed i have a bigger beard now. I mean, he still got Peyton in him. He says a blasphemous stuff just a moment ago. That was definitely on the Peyton side. But but yeah, it's Frank now. So but yeah, this is my dad slash Peyton Walter. OK, hey, man, I'm sorry about Peyton kind of changing right now.

Yeah, it's it's it's you have to. He's getting hugged by Peyton. And he goes, yeah, I guess I guess I could use i come in yeah everybody hugs walter i assume yeah walter pulls away and looks at payton and he goes i i thought uh i don't know i thought i thought we'd have more time together and payton's like yeah that's what i thought with although they're here but i think that's part of being a father is you never quite know i'm sorry that things had to go out this way but i just want shit I just want you to know there's

nothing I like less than doing a scene with two NBC's much less when it's this kind of a scene and then like there's a soft reprise of it's been a long day yeah Paige just goes I want you to know that you've been the best adopted bully wog father a lot of qualifiers

are a kid who's not a kid. Well, I just told you all that you're all amazing fathers and I just wanted to be special for Walter because Walter had

nothing to gain from this. You all wanted to get back to your families. You all want to get back to your lives. Everything you did, you were being really

good dads, but you had an end goal in mind. Walter was just in it for love of the game or love of the pain. Holy shit, you're right.

Walter just wanted to be a father and I'm telling you, Walter, you are a father. Even with me being what I am and being Frank and being paid, I just want you to know that you're the best father I ever had. My dad wasn't around because he died really early in an offshoot. Daryl looks at Walter and he's like,

grandpa. Oh, oh, oh, no. Oh, wow. Wow.

My family just got so much bigger. Oh, oh, okay. Well, this is, there's just so much I want to tell you. Like, there's not any questions you have all your gun. Oh, wow. Oh, wow. My family just got so much bigger. Oh, oh, okay. Well, this is. There's just so much I want to tell you. Like, is there any questions you have while you're gone? I mean, like, Grant, that's named after your middle name.

And like, Carol and I weren't sure if we were going to have kids at first. And then we were. And then it took a little bit of time. And like, I started a beer company. And like, sis, do you want to know what, like. There's just, I don't know. There's just a lot. You missed a lot.

And there's a lot I want to tell you. And like, do you have any questions? Like, what's heaven like? I don't want to know right now. There's a lot's just a lot. You missed a lot. And there's a lot I want to tell you. And like, do you have any questions? Like, what's heaven like? I don't want to know right now. There's a lot going on. You went to heaven. Like, anyways, what's going on? I have a ton of questions, obviously.

I want to know everything about your sister. I want to know everything about your mother and your lovely wife and your wonderful son, Grant. I want to know all of that. But we are Wilsons. And I do think we should maybe talk about it a little bit later i think you and i should go for a walk and we should just lay it all out and have a good old time we could talk about everything and sort of catch up with

one another as a sort of like climaxion because i don't know if it's gonna be dramatically interesting to hear you just sort of fill me up on everything no no that's fair it won't be that before you guys go in because you obviously you have a lot to catch up on, but one thing we all need to know is, Frank, what do you know about the other dads? What the heck is going on? We haven't heard that side of the story at all. We're still pretty murky on a lot of the details here. Oh, you're talking about the Omega dads? Yeah.

Yeah. So I had an accident at work, and I fell, and everything went black for a second. And rather than feeling myself being pulled toward, you know, that light at the end of the tunnel to heaven, like I hope I've proved myself worthy of going to, I can only hope. Through your staunch Christian beliefs.

My staunch conservative right wing beliefs. Instead of feeling myself pulled there, I felt myself, to my disgust, pulled to the left. You all knew Frank Dirty. No, he's not that kind of conservative. He's the normal kind of conservative that's friendly and a normal human being that you would meet at a barbecue

and you just don't have too many conversations about things that really matter to you. And it'll be fine. Yeah. Frank has blind spots. Yeah. Frank's got a blind spot. He goes,

no, I felt myself being pulled unnaturally through dimensions. I felt myself being pulled into this realm, uh, by somebody who had clearly done that before. What's it feel like? Is that like DMT? Uh,

I don't know. I don't know. No worries. No worries. No worries. Just taking notes. Drugs are not something for old Frank, my friend,

but Hey, it seems to work for you. So go ahead. Just make sure you don't ever let your is. No worries, no worries. Just taking notes. Drugs are not something for old Frank, my friend. But hey, it seems to work for you, so go ahead. Don't ever let your kid do it. Okay, ha ha. DMT stands for direct masculine thoughtfulness to Frank. I've also definitely never done that. But no, yeah, I saw Willie, and I was in this incorporeal form,

and Willie made an offer to me that apparently, pointing atenn and henry that your father's accepted which was if we could harness daddy magic through uh to use my words enslaving uh your children that we could essentially live forever willie seemed very scared of dying it seemed like he'd gotten very close before he got pulled into this world by something dark and tentacled beneath the deep and um he seemed terrified of the idea of nothingness. And for me, I'm a good Christian man with good Christian values.

And I know that this is not the end. I have no interest in hurting the people that I love just to prolong my own existence, even if they're people that I haven't met yet, like Grant. So I refused. And as punishment, he put me in the body of a homunculus child that you see before you, this fucking super handsome, super super cut super badass fucking body and uh he threw me into the unfortunate foster children

so that i could be beaten to a pulp infinitely basically because i can't age in this form and yeah i got beat up all the time but i gave as good as i got that's not true uh but uh yeah then i was basically just being beat up every day until I met you all. So all I really saw of them was that very brief window of time where they made me the offer and I refused. Wow. So when you say somebody who had, you know, done something dimensionally before. Yes. What does that mean?

Yes. What does that mean? I think that means that your father, Willie, the last time you saw him, you thought he had died. I don't think he did. Or at least if he died, it didn't stick. Something happened to him, and he got pulled through the dimensions. I think in the same way that you all fell into this world,

I think the same thing may have happened to Willie as he was dragged down into that lake. Well, how can we find out more about that? I guess you're going to have to ask him. Oh. Yeah, maybe not. I mean, maybe there's a way to show around that. My grandmother from Earth was pulled through to this dimension by something dark and mysterious.

Yeah. And maybe my mom can help us figure out what that was. And again, remember my kids were summoning this dark entity to something called the, what we called it, the doodler, the doodler go doodler. Maybe if we learn something about the doodler, we can at least know a little bit more going into this battle,

you know? Yeah. Yeah. Hey mom. So autumn comes over. She's been sharpening her knitting needles and also at the same time, knitting a really neat like scarf. And she goes,

yeah, what's what's going on? Oh, oh, this is my dad. Mrs. Oak. This is my dad, Frank. Pleasure to meet you. And Frank goes, ah, Shantae. It kisses her on the hand.

Oh, my gosh. Because that was I would say 70 percent paid in that one. But a pleasure to meet you. You raised a good son. She goes, I did not raise him at all. He goes, fair enough. Mom, this isn't your mom but this is my grandma on barry's side how much do you know about how she came to this world so when you say

that the color drains out of her face and the needles go slack in her hands and they go to the ground because it's grass or you're on the beach so it's sand so they silently get enveloped into the sand really good thing we clarified this imagery isery is very hard. And then Ron picks him up. Hey, you dropped these. Thanks, thanks. And then she drops them again. Yeah. And she says, Barry's mom, my mother-in-law, I asked her about it, how she came to this world.

I asked her many times. I was very curious. And every time I did, she got this look in her eyes, this distant stare. And I could feel, if not hear her, screaming. There was something horrible that she saw or did or was affected by back in your world. And it seemed like the only options were to either die or to be taken by it in some way. And she opted for the latter. She was taken into this world by it, by this being,

and brought back to life. Apparently, she had died for a moment and then come back. And she was not the same. Her soul was, in a sense, gone. And all that remained were the memories of this horrifying thing. And she met a really nice elf, and they helped her deal with some of that mental trauma and push some of it away. But it was always going to be there. There was no getting rid of it. She could only learn to deal with it. And for a time, Barry was really good at helping her deal with it too after she gave birth to him. And when she eventually died of pretty old age, because the elves are obviously pretty good at keeping people alive for a long time, it was after Barry and I had gotten married and she had told him, no matter what happens, make sure it can't come back. And this thing that exists within you and your sons i think is the same thing that pulled

your grandmother into this world and the same thing that pulled barry i think the doodler this entity this creature of chaos or this not to be confused with the west rock elementary mascot is our school demonic well i kind of think maybe the squiggle monster that my beautiful boys drew that you know like i think maybe it was inspired it came from our brain boxes yeah so all the more reason we should have picked it so old daryl was right when he said that that that was not good i'm sorry but just a tiger it's a boring mascot it would have been a demon though that killed all of our dads or whatever oh who would be more terrifying to face on the soccer field a tiger or a demon that killed a bunch of

dads and exists across universes uh thank you i'm with dark and sparrow on this one daryl attack the mascots are unimportant you're right irvine's got a tiger we couldn't do that the pta would have a riot come on something tells me we haven't seen the last of the doodler, but I think for now we need to keep moving on with our plans. But Frank, thank you so much for sharing your story with us. You're like Daryl wanted crusaders, and you're like, whoa, Daryl, you cannot. We cannot be the crusaders. No, it's cool that the crusades, they got like a cross on them. Well, okay.

Like Indiana Jones in the last crusade. Yeah, it's cool. Think about it this way. Just because the mascot has the same word or thing doesn't mean that it's actually the thing. Think about the USC Trojans are not condoms. They're different things. So I think that, like, if our son's soccer team, the Doodlers,

and the thing that we say when we say one, two, three Doodlers, I think it's the condom version of the monster. I'm 100% with Ron on this one. that's good yeah okay here's something that is interesting to me is that i feel like we know something finally that willie is afraid of nothing's afraid of nothingness he's afraid of death i'll bet your bottom dollar he's afraid of this doodler i mean yeah and if you know how it's what someone's scared of you can can kind of, you know, maybe we play into that fear a little bit. I don't know.

I'm just spitballing. Dad, are you afraid of the doodler? I haven't met it. It sounds wild. Okay. It sounds scary. I mean, I'm certainly scared of anything that's a big old demon. I'm not excited about fighting that.

I just assumed you weren't. If Frank is, then definitely Willie is. I'm just saying that. Yeah. My dad's afraid of something. Willie definitely is. Yeah, but your dad is powered by the armor of Christ. So that it shields him from.

Daryl's like finally like seeing eye to eye with Glenn. He's like, yes. Like, dude, Glenn hits it. Don't you think daddy's a Christian? You broke your anchor. What happens when we destroy ours? That's a good question. What does happen when we destroy the anchors?

So Autumn says, once you've destroyed your anchors, you've also destroyed the limiter on your daddy magic. And once you all do a ritual together... You're telling me we've been training under heavier-than-Earth gravity this whole time? Lark and Sparrow are like, Ha! And she goes, yeah.

Basically, once you do some sort of dad ritual with those limiters destroyed with your anchors destroyed you will probably get some daddy magic some power that you

hadn't had before hadn't had access to Ron I haven't it's gonna be another thing I think dad you probably already know this because you've been seeing everything

but I oh I didn't want that but I mean I haven't destroyed my anchor what do you mean I thought that I thought that that bow was the anchor yeah Payton's? I thought that bull was the anchor.

Payton's the anchor or Payton was the anchor. The bull is just holding my dad's memories back. So I am the anchor. If I don't die, you can't go back. And Daryl, I know you're going to protest. I know everybody's going to say, don't do it. But I said it to you before and I'll say it again. Most people aren't lucky enough to live one life with as much love as I've gotten from you and your family and your friends.

I've got to live two of them, once as Frank and once as Hayden. And I'm not ready to go, obviously. I'm not going to lie and pretend that it's going to be easy for me to say goodbye to you for a second time. But at least this time I do get to say goodbye. We get to do it on my terms rather than just you know be following like a dig dog at work no dad i've had quite a few months to think about this and i've known that you're gonna have to i mean same not saying bye not being able to see you when you went was the worst thing that ever happened to me so it'll be i know you're gonna have to go again but we're

we're gonna have some time together before then though right so yes it's up to you when you want to do it if it's getting whatever's gonna be easy for you we could i i they're they're you and i can handle this before the big fight or i can go into the fight with you because lord knows that's gonna be pretty deadly anyway and if i could go down fighting for my son and for my for my new family that i don't think there's a better way a man could ask to go out. I think emotionally, too, I was like, oh, hey, it won't be as weird when you die because you're not going to look like Frank. You're going to look like a kid.

But then I'm like, wait, now it's way weirder. It's weirder. It feels like that would be way weirder. Then I'm losing you and Peyton at the same time, so there's going to be a lot to handle. Yeah. You want me to draw a mustache or a beard on my face so I look older so it feels a little bit weird?

That's weird. God, you're always so fucking funny, Dad. Oh, that was just paid. This is strategic thinking. I think you two are more alike than you remember. But yeah, so yeah, I even killed my anchor. Oh God, I haven't broken my anchor yet. And also, I'm not going to make you do that.

That's not something a son should ever have to bury their father. No wait, a son should always have to bury their father. Never mind, I take that back. Yeah, you do it. Glenn seems pretty amped up to just kill dad so yeah honestly glenn and i could just leave and fucking of mice and men this shit oh my god sorry that was payton that was not me i was not afraid of saying a mice and men a story

that transcends all dimensions tell me about the doodlers. We're going to own doodlers, right? So I'm looking at this cool model we built in the sand of the gate, and it feels like we need to start coming up with this plan. That's the tough part. We're attacking some defense, right? So let's take those things one thing at a time. What's the first thing that we got to hit? We got those towers in the first place, right?

We got force field towers. We got a wall, and then we got to get inside the portal. Let's's just do one thing at a time we got like a whole stage and sound system set up there right now right we should blast that camp with noise to cover our approach we could bump some cool beats okay then those beats could be a cover for people to dig down under the ground ah yes that's right and blow up those towers and then get to the ground near the towers but not near the force field yeah because the towers aren't in the force field. Because we can get to the ground near the towers, but not near the force field. Yeah, because the towers aren't in the force field. So if we can knock out those towers.

Like the Battle of the Crater, right, Dad? The Civil War? It's just like the Civil War, my favorite war. Wait, for which reason? Just because of the moral ambiguity of it. States' rights versus national rights. Oh, God. No, because the Union side,

they went underneath the Confederates and they blew up their whole place. And then they made a mistake. Just because I was rooting for the Union. That's not, like, those are the good guys, clearly. You don't need to clarify that part. My dad was definitely a Union man. Yeah, no, that's great. Yeah, we got to do that four times, but when we blow up those four towers, the force field goes down.

The Battle of the Crater, by the way, which was, oh, right, hold on. Yeah, that's right. At the beginning of Cold Mountain, the film Cold Mountain. Oh my god, yes. Yes. So then, here's what I'm thinking. Glenn gets this crowd super fired up and... Fired with a Y.

Fired with a Y up. Yeah. And then, if I break my anchor and I unlock this power of daddy magic, I've heard tell mom, you'll back me up on this. There's an incredibly advanced druid technique called animal shapes and animal shapes lets you turn a whole crowd of willing people into a large beast of challenge rating level

four or lower. Anthony leapt to his computer to look this up. I don't like the look on his face. And so then what I'm thinking is, you know, I think I could get a little bit more on board with unleashing a crowd towards this thing. So we're giving them some protection. I just don't want to send these people out to get slaughtered. So what I could do is turn the whole crowd into

rampaging beasts. My fellow Oakvallian druids could be buffing them with spells and supporting them and then we could lead this big mob to knock that wall down and take on that army. So we got music and explosives though. I mean, it's like going from walk the line to civil war to Lord of the Rings

Helm sleep. This is like, dad, this is amazing. This is, I'm so excited for this. This is, this is very good.

I'm nutting. And that's not Peyton. That was Peyton. That was a hundred percent. He's just enough that he can make me feel like I should say this. I'm nutting and that's not Peyton that was Peyton that was 100% Peyton he's just enough that he can make me feel like I should say these things

he's a lot of dad isn't he he's psychologically dominating I feel like I'm being psychically dominated right now but then after the wall

and all those people we get to our dads correct the three ring circus and we got the three ring circus we got your bracelet for Willie yeah we gotta figure out how to get that bracelet onto Willie we gotta weaken him to our dads. Correct. Yeah. The three ring circus. And we've got the three ring circus. We got your bracelet for Willy. Yeah.

We got to figure out how to get that bracelet onto Willy. But we've also got to- We got to weaken them. We got to show them something that they're afraid of or weaken their defenses or I just don't think I can do it

if he's- We'll be by your side, Ron. Yeah, we'll be with you, Ron. But you're right. That's three super powerful spell casters and they're going to be fully rested. They're going to be fully charged up. Even, we'll be with you, Ron. But you're right. That's three super powerful spell casters, and they're going to be fully rested. They're going to be fully charged up. Even if we get through, they've got a whole

fucking, excuse me, a whole freaking, they've got a whole mess of spells. Whoa, whoa, whoa. They're a lady's presence. Oh my, I'm so sorry, Dad. I mean, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wilson. No, it's okay. If there was like some way we could get them to burn through a lot of their spells so that we're not hitting them when they're at full power. That's true. Yeah, yeah, softening them up. You're right.

You're right. Softening up their defenses a little bit. Do you know what I mean? Yeah. Like when you leave butter out for a while. Like a decoy? Yeah. That's exactly right.

The sound of four players triumphing that you stumbled across the thing that they were planning in the previous hour. Yes. What kind of decoy? Henry, do you remember how it felt when you thought that you were talking to your dad, but you were just talking to like a mannequin man version of him? Oh, that made me so gosh darn upset. I was so upset too in the cabin where I was just like,

you made this meeting an email and it could have been a real meeting. Meeting should have been a real meeting. Yeah, this email should have been a meeting and uh i was thinking what if we did that to them you're right send out the mannequin homunculus versions of ourselves so that they can you know try to hurt them and they get all tired and stuff like that but we're not even there wait a second perfect. Mom, you said you can do homunculus stuff if you had to think about it for a while, right? Yeah, it would probably take me a while.

We don't need them to look that good if we can get them like in a vehicle. So here's the thing. So again, I had a lot of time to think in that bar. Glenn, I met this incredible rock and roll bard. I mean, I guess rock and roll in this world, but I think you would like her. She was incredible, right? So here's the thing. Did she play bass?

Because Hi, I'm Ron is looking for a fifth. She plays everything. Oh, my gosh. She played an incredible bass. It was a live performance, and she did all the instruments. And it's better. She was like a one-man band? Yeah, she was incredible.

I love the idea that it's like this bar, and then it's just like this lady comes up with a snare drum snap to her back with pulleys bar, and then it's just like this lady comes up with like a snare drum snap to her back with like pulleys and stuff, and it's just like a vertigo. In between her knees. And it's just like, Daryl's like, this is music. She was talking to Sweet Matilda, and Sweet Matilda had this difficulty where Sweet Matilda's shipment got lost, and she was like complaining.

And this bard was like, hey, just tell me what you lost. I can bring it back. I got this incredible spell gate. And she pulled it back for Sweet Matilda because they were like such good friends. It was incredible. And I was like, wait, you're a bard? How did you learn that? And she said, well, at a certain point, you can just learn any spell.

And I was like, that'd be great. You're saying that somewhere around, if you had to put an ability score somewhere between 0 and 20, somewhere around 18, you can get two spells of any class? And you could get this spell, Glenn, and you could get the Odyssey back. I feel like I'm right on the verge. And we could have a safe minivan again, and this might be able to get us through the portal, and the kids will be safe.

Wait a second, Daryl. If we've got a spell that can just open a portal back to our world, why don't we just go through it back to our world? But we need to bring the car back for it. Oh, I never think about that. I always just think about just getting the car back. You're very car-oriented.

But no, I think we just solve it. We just cast this spell, and then we go back to our world. That's perfect. henry as you say that you feel in your heart as do lark and sparrow an intense stabbing pain that causes you to double over oh my gosh oh no henry had some meat uh salmon i ate a couple days ago why did you throw it in my mouth daryl and autumn holds out and she goes no no gate the way that this spell that you're talking about works is any deity that belongs

to a particular plane can cancel it, essentially. They can stop you from moving forward. I know all about that. They can stop people from moving through the gate if they want to. And it definitely seems like- These gatekeepers, if you will. Yeah. The doodler is definitely a god and a gatekeeper and doesn't want you to just walk back through

the portal. Yeah, I already thought of that. I don't know about that. How much does the doodler care about our good friend Odyssey-san? The doodler's gonna be looking for us to leave. I don't know if he's gonna be looking for someone to come from our world back here. As you say

that, you feel no pain in your heart, so. My gut's saying that's right. You know, there's a little probiotic joke. Do you need CPR? If you mean my cool person Ron friend, then yeah, I do need CPR.

Oh, okay. Wow. I'm really good at it, so yeah. Well, so Daryl, did you get the contact information of this bard? I feel like Daryl has a folded up like guitar lessons flyer. It says like can teach you like piano drums, wizard spells, sorcerer spells, level 18 or better, you know, like or money back. Not cheating on your wife.

Yeah, she plays at the bar like every like what day is it today? Tuesday. She plays every Tuesday. She plays every other Tuesday. That's when the bar is the most hopping. I bet she can teach you some great songs, too. Not that you need them. Ahem.

Well, okay, so it sounds like... Okay, if we're going to send Glenn to this cool bar to learn some guitar lessons and level up, we don't have that much time. What tunes do we want her to teach you? We were talking about decoy earlier. So maybe something we could do is if we make a decoy van and we've got the real van.

And we've got all of our homunculi people. Yeah, and we've got like sort of fake versions of us. We send in the decoy van first. All of our dads are like, oh, it's them. And then they fire up all their top level spells at it yeah and they get exhausted like blazing saddles sort of a yes exactly like that really fun movie blazing saddles that um you know people say it's problematic but i think you know it's more problematic to say it's problematic because it's like the satire that movie is like unless you

unless you think not being racist is problematic then maybe just think about that movie a little bit more. That's all I'm saying. The third type of Trojan, a Trojan horse. Yes, exactly. So we send in our Trojan horse van. I love that Ron is aware of that there's a second type of Trojan that's not the condom but doesn't link it to the horse. So we send in this van we have them do cool donuts and maneuvers and drive around and let them burn their spells up then once they're tired out we come in in the real van with odyssey son yeah i like this all right so i'll spend this next period of time getting some barred lessons here

and leveling myself up i'm gonna talk to my dad, which seems like not the most useful thing. But I appreciate that you guys are giving me the time to do that. What's your guys' plan? What's the Ronster and the Henry? Oh, gosh. I didn't even think about what we're doing. What are we doing? Well, I want to try to make some cool weapons

and then improve on my sneakiness and my fight skills, which are already... Top tier, which are already top tier, top tier, top tier. Maybe I can help my mom learn the craft of homunculus creation. Helps speed that up. Maybe I can help speed that up. And at the same time,

maybe I can help train these Druids. You know, I'm a bit of a Druid myself. And like, you know, like we got these Oak Valians, they need a little purpose, a little motivation. Maybe I can raise their level a bit while I'm a bit of a druid myself. And like, you know, like we got these Oak Valiants. They need a little purpose, a little motivation.

Maybe I can raise their level a bit while I'm at it. And they can learn some nifty spells to help protect the army of rampaging beasts when we attack the wall. I also think I could consult Dr. Not Me to give me some self-soothing skills over the course of a few days. Anthony, here's what we want to do. Glenn. Yes. So I want to go get rock lessons. I'm going to level up twice because, as you said, where I'm getting help, that's going we want to do. Glenn. Yes. So I want to go get rock lessons. I'm a level of twice because as you said, where I'm getting help, that's going to be

two roles per level. So that's four total climb action roles for me. And I'm going to go train under the master. Okay. Ron. I'm going to go to therapy. Oh, good for you, Ron. I really like that.

Yeah. A great woman once told me via cell phone that all men need therapy. And then I'll be doing my own for. I mean, I'm going to talk to my dad. You're going to go talk to your dad. Then I was thinking you were talking about weapons. Yeah. Maybe me and you, we can go and bring Walter into this.

And I got some ideas for some weapons I need. Maybe we'll just spend the time to get some weapons made. We can spitball ideas like true businessmen. While we're making weapons, we can maybe think about the beer company I was employing. Yeah. This is fabulous that at level 15, I get slippery mind. By the 15th level, you have acquired greater mental strength. You gain proficiency in wisdom saving throws.

Wild. There you go. There you go. I was literally about to be like, I feel like Ron should get some sort of mental health bonus. I mean, like, yeah. That is right there. We are naturally just making the levels work for our story. While you guys are all doing that,

Mom, I'm thinking, why don't you and me, I can help you train and figure out this homunculus stuff. We can go through some of Dad's old books. We can get it down pat. And we can learn how to make some basic homunculi to distract them in the decoy van. That's a good idea. I think given the time we have

they're not gonna be able to do very much and we can put some like real dumb dumb souls in them like some i don't spiders and stuff no spiders pretty smart moths moths are fucking dumb uh we only need them to drive the van towards the big light towards the big light perfect and they take their cue this wrap around it's perfect perfect no I like that idea okay so we'll do the moth van prophecies inspiration for William Campos inspiration holy shit

so once we're done with that we can train the rest of the Oakvale crew and we can get them to learn some druid skills and I was also thinking, maybe this would be a thing to rope my two beautiful boys into because I've always felt like they need more discipline and they need more structure. You know, Lark's got a lot of anger and frustration going on right now. And maybe like getting some basic training. Oh, you want to send them to boot camp? I mean, not like, you know, I read a really disturbing article in ProPublica about boot

camps back in our world. And I want it to be like that. This is Druid Boot Camp, where you learn the power of nature. And, you know, like I've done a little bit of training in my day. You know, like, you know, I train kids to like identify different types of rocks in the forest. And we do a bird banding course that's just terrific. So, you know, I'd like to train them a little bit. That sounds like a really good idea.

And Larkin Sparrow, upon hearing that, go, training. Yes, I will defeat you, brother that, go, training, yes. I will defeat you, brother. I will defeat you, brother. We're going to do like kung fu montage of us sparring and plants and stuff are going to come out of my hand. You're going to jump over it

and climb up the plants and kick me in the face. And he's like, yes, I will. And they're both so excited. And that's exactly what happens. First off, Ron, you haven't seen much of Erin lately. She's been in her little beach house that she built for herself.

I guess, what do you like? Copying Ron. Yeah, what do you knock on a door or something like that? Hi, Erin, it's Ron, noted supporter of women and great... So the door busts open and a cloud of multicolored magical dust sort of poofs out of there. And you see Aaron looking very haggard. And she's like, I've been trying to find and create some magical items for you and stuff. Sorry, it's been taking a lot of my time.

That's why I haven't been around very much. But yeah, what do you... Well, that's great. I appreciate you. Yeah, no, I'm very convinced by that. You sound like a real ally. What do you want? I want your help again.

Oh, huge surprise. Okay, what is it? I was wondering if I could talk to that doctor. That doctor, not me. Oh, come in. Yeah, sure. Go ahead, come in. Okay.

So yeah, you come in. Should I close the door? Yeah, yeah, please me. Oh. Oh, come in. Yeah, sure. Go ahead. Come in. Okay. So yeah, you come in. Should I close the door? Yeah, yeah. Please close the door. As you come in, you see a bunch of magical implements. Like, you know, it's like a tool shed, but for magic stuff. So you see little brooms and little cauldrons and hammers and chisels and pliers and all this kind of shit.

Like a full-on arc welding torch. Yeah, kind of. Yeah. You see a magical arc welding torch. You see like a ring on the side and a big old dagger with a very sharp tip and an amulet that's bleeding and what looks like a dictionary and all this kind of stuff.

And she's like, yeah, yeah, I'm working on all that stuff. She goes, okay, yeah, go ahead. Have a seat. Let me go get Dr. Not Me. Should I sit on the couch or like the chair? Whatever's most comfortable for you, I guess. It's not a comfortable situation is the issue.

So as you're trying to figure out where to sit, she grabs a hair tie and puts her hair in a ponytail and puts on glasses and takes her hat off oh my god no way no fucking way and she puts on a cardigan yeah she puts on a cardigan and then she sits down and reaches out a hand to you and goes hi nice to meet you uh my name is dr not me uh you're uh what's your name again i um my name is ron stampler r, I'm so happy that you came. Even going to therapy is a very important first step in acknowledging that you need help. So I'm so, so glad that you came.

Everything you say between us is completely confidential. Erin won't even know about it. Whoa. She winks. It's protected by hippo, which is like a big giant psychic hippo. Yeah, hippo is a giant sentient hippo that makes sure that anything said in therapy in the Forgotten Realms stays between the patient and their doctor.

You won't even broadcast it on a podcast or anything like that? No, not at all. Not at all. I'm actually like, this is all, not me is sequestered away in a different part of my brain.

So even Aaron won't know what's going on. Let's talk about your father. Well, that's kind of a big thing to get in right away. Okay, let's talk about anything else. How are you feeling right now? Scare my dad. Okay, there we go.

All right. Perfection. Holy shit. Holy shit. And then we cut to Glyon walking into the Neverwinter. Sorry, kicking down the door. Okay, sure. Yeah, you kick open the tavern door and you see.

No one at the counter, that's for sure. There's nobody at the counter because they're all sitting around listening to the sweet, sweet melodies of. You see a sign that says GORGESS, G-O-R-E, capital J-E-S-S. And she is a one woman band. She's got cymbals between her knees and a big old. Stare drum on the back. Yeah, stare drum on her back. She's got a harmonica thingy in front of her mouth and a big old... Stare drum on the back. Yeah, stare drum on her back. She's got a harmonica thingy in front of her mouth

and a mandolin, and she is playing the best slightly fantasy rendition of Yesterday by the Beatles that you've ever heard. Oh, gross. Just even... And then she switches it into, like, Back in Black by ACDC. She's playing Runaway from Kanye.

Okay, so she's doing Runaway from Kanye. The first part's very easy. Fucking love it, dude. She finishes her set, I assume as you're grooving along or whatever, and she goes, Hey, that was pretty good. Oh, thanks. Thanks for coming to the show.

Do you want to take me up on the musical? I see that you got a flyer. I do have one of the flyers. Oh, you do have a flyer. Hey. Hey. Hey. So who fucking,

all these late game love intros showed up out of nowhere. So she like, she puts an elbow on the bar and she's like, so what do you play? You know, I play pretty much

anything with strings on it. You know what I'm saying? Also, Spin the Wheels of Steel. Oh, the Wheels of Steel, huh? Not bad. You know what I'm saying? Also, I spin the wheels of steel. Oh, the wheels of steel, huh? Not bad, not bad. I can't even...

Not really playing the music there. Yeah, to tell you the truth, I'm not even much of a DJ myself. I prefer to go a little unplugged as you've seen here, but you

know, maybe we could teach each other a little something. A little skillet change, all right? A little skillet change, a little tit for tat, if you know what I mean.

You know what I think? I think we're going to make some beautiful music together. All right, let's give this a shot. And then you get a room together and you don't train, you just fart. He comes back, he's learned nothing.

And levels up. So what did you do with your climax actions? You take 20 points of damage, certainly. He didn't have to learn music, he took the level up. Climax actions, baby. Climax. He will actually learn the things, but you also definitely fuck. Oh, yeah.

Love it. So we transition to- Fuck, do you need such a cool system? So we transition to Henry and the Oakvalians, or Henry and his mother, whichever you would like to do. I'll start with Henry and his mom. Okay, so Henry and his mom, they are looking over a bunch of old books that Autumn had managed

to steal from Barry's home and they're pouring through them and Autumn is, she's got like a big it's like Play-Doh basically, this big like gelatinous like form that she's trying to like shape into a person or whatever and it's not shaping quite right and she seems calm and stuff until the shape dissipates in front

of her and just collapses like Darkman's mask and she gets like whoa fucking i know i i'm amazed i said it too and she gets fucking furious and she starts pounding on the tape she's like i can't fucking do anything this fuck hey hey mom what yes i'm sorry let's take a minute i'm sorry my fucking my no you don't gotta be sorry my temper can get ahead of me and it's just fuck i just have so much fucking anger let's take a minute mom let's just go let's go let's have some water how about that yeah let's get let's get a drink of water so uh henry goes over and he pours uh two glasses of water and he says hey mom just make mine a double make hey i like that do you i know i always wanted do you like what's your favorite type of water oh for me gotta be room temperature i know right

the other they said i was weird they're wrong well i've had a really tough day i like zapping it and putting a couple ice cubes in there now i know it sounds i thought you were zapping like heating it up i was like whoa that's that's some new technology out there mom but try it with a couple of ice cubes and then i cast like a fucking frost spell or whatever to put some ice cubes in there and I hand it to her. So she drinks it and her pupils dilate. And the camera zooms in as the galaxy explodes inside of her mind. She goes, son, you just changed the whole goddamn game.

You're really hard on yourself. It's just something I've noticed about you. You know, like I know you probably have some guilt. Maybe I want to presume from like our childhood. And it just seems like, you know, I hear you say this stuff like, you know, I wouldn't I didn't raise him. I didn't do that. But I want you to know you did. And dad was really, you know, like I didn't get along great with dad. And, you know, we didn't get along that well that much. But like, I always knew you were a good person. And I knew that you were you were dealing with him, too. And I saw what my friend Ron went through with his dad and his mom.

It wasn't his extreme, but it reminded me a little bit of us. And I think seeing that now, I realized how hard it must have been for you and how hard it must have been for you to let yourself love anybody because it would just open you up to so much vulnerability to get hurt. So I want you to know that whatever happened in the past, I am so happy that we are getting this time now. And I love you and I forgive you for whatever guilt you feel. I just want you to know that it's okay. And we're here together now. And what you are doing now, it means everything to me. So I just want you to know that I appreciate it. And I know you must be feeling a lot of pressure to get this right with the spell. And we're going to get there.

We're going to get there together. And I just want you to know I love you. So as you say that, she sort of looks down in her glass and is sort of swirling the ice cubes around. And she goes, I'll make you a deal. I don't really believe a lot of the things you said because I can't let myself believe those things. Because, you know, if I'm not hard on myself, who else is going to be? But I'll try really hard to trust that you're right and that I'm wrong and that I believe you. If you'll also promise that you can be less hard on yourself as well, because I see some of the anger that I have. And I see some of the anger that Barry gave me. and i see that you've got that too and when i look at you in those moments i i think that is my boy and i'm worried that maybe you got some of the

the worst stuff for me and i i don't know mom well i'll believe that you got some of the good stuff from me i feel like i really fucked up with my sons oh hey come on that's that's that's not your fault lark hates me at sparrow like Sparrow, like, God help you. I love him, but he's doing his best, but he's just as hurt. And I feel like I didn't raise him right because I was so scared of yelling at him. I was so scared of getting angry at him

that I don't know. Hey, you know what you're doing? You know what you're doing that I didn't do as much as I wanted to and that Barry could never do? You're being there for him. And sometimes I think maybe that's the best you can do. And Lark and Sparrow are on a path. And sometimes I wonder, you know, how much of being a parent is determining what path that is and

how much of it is just helping them accept the path that they're on. And I think Lark's angry at you now, but I know that'll pass. He's a young boy and young boys get angry and stay angry forever sometimes, but probably not in this case because you're a very, you're a kind father. And even they can tell that even as, as wild as they are, they understand what you're trying to do, even if they don't know, they understand it yet, you know? And I just, I want you to forgive yourself because nobody else can. It's gotta be you. I can, I can forgive you for you, but that's not going to mean as much as you knowing, because I think you're one of the best dads I've ever met. My bar is in the highest. I met your father, but you love Lark and Sparrow in a way that I think

most people on earth would not be physically capable of doing. Your patience with them is, I wish I could bottle that and sell it. And they love you. Even Lark, even whatever he's going through right now, even when he's angry, there's still something in them that knows how much you love them. And they just, maybe they don't see it right now, but that's part of growing up, right? Is understanding that. I didn't even understand our relationship until I saw you. And Jesus, how old am I now?

I don't know if that's all blurry to me, but you look great. Oh, God. Oh, I know. By the way, has Ron said anything about me? Ron has not said anything about you, Mom. I think you need to let that one go.

All right. But I will, like you said, you know, I don't know if I believe it right now, but I'll try if you try. And why don't we get back in there? I'll do my best.

And then we'll cut to Daryl hanging out with Peyton and Frank. He's just looking at frank so uh you're gonna you're gonna say anything or you're gonna keep i was just i don't know so carol right that sounds like there's some rough stuff going on with carol yeah i mean there's uh i mean yeah we can talk about me first um is there anything you want to i mean i don't know you have any questions um about like anything else before we talk about about me so you don't want to i don't know this is going to be relevant to you but i never got the chance to tell you this and i feel like it would have helped so there was a time when i was at the office it was at a party there was a co-worker it was somebody i worked with her name was melanie she. She was a real sweet person. She was married. Her husband knew her husband, friends with her

husband, great guy. And Melody and I had always had a really good, strong friendship. We were just good office buddies. I'd come out of a meeting or come out of something that really got my dander up. I'd go talk to Melody. Same for Melody, back to me. One day, she was having a hard time with her husband. And this was a during a time where your mother and I always tried to keep it from you. But we had moments where things were, things were tough. Things are, a marriage is never always going to be sunshine and roses and wine. And there was a moment when I came into her office where we got real close, real close to kissing. What? And it was only because a phone rang, like from a movie or something that we sort of stopped and we saw ourselves. And I didn't, I didn't do it, but I know, I know deep in my heart that if that phone hadn't rung, I would have done something I regretted. And

I don't want to think that that defines who I am as a husband, me in my worst moment. I can't, you know, speak exactly to what you're going through with Carol because I don't know all the details yet, but I do know that sometimes things are hard and sometimes you say things, you do things that shouldn't define who you are, the relationships you have with other people. But more than anything, more than any of the specific stuff about Carol, I want you to know that nobody's perfect. Everybody makes mistakes. It's okay to make mistakes. Mistakes are the point. If you don't make a mistake, you can't possibly learn.

Honestly, after I had that moment with Melody, I went back and I looked at your mother and realized what I'd been taking for granted. And I was grateful for that moment of weakness. And I don't know whether what you two are going through is a moment of weakness or if it's something that's, you know, maybe because also sometimes, you know, people just fall out of love and that happens. I don't know. I don't know. what you two are going through is a moment of weakness or if it's something that's you know maybe because also sometimes you know uh people just fall out of love and that happens i don't know i don't know but yeah that's incredible i mean look at that like you just said your worst moment was like what you almost like kissed somebody yeah but i would have i know and let me tell you i know she would have loved it i know know, Peyton. I know. Hang in there.

Personally, I might not even have gotten there, but the big matters to me is that she would have. And that's how I get satisfied. That's what I mean. It's just like, I mean, you're not perfect. Nobody's perfect, but you're such a good... I mean, there's a reason why... I mean, Mom loved you so much.

We all loved you so much. Casey loved you so much. I loved you so much. There was just so much love that even then, the first thing, you're just here to ask about me and your worst moment is such a... Just like the smallest little... I mean, you were just weak for a second.

And then, of course, you probably talked to Mom. What are you blaming yourself for? What have you done that's so terrible that's justified all this sadness? Where's my little dare bear? Oh, boy. Oh, God. I don't know, Dad. It's just little dare bear? Oh, boy. Oh, God. I don't know, Dad.

It's just like my family didn't, they're not, I don't know. I just look at how happy we were, how happy you made Mom and me. And it's just the family's never been able to be that way. Like, I've just never been able to get it. Do you know how miserable your mother was for many years? For a long time, she actually hid it from me. And she tricked me into believing everything was okay too. But she was doing all the housework.

And there was that brief period of time where she had to take on a second job and she was waitressing as well. And every once in a while I'd ask her, hey, are you doing okay? And she'd just say, yep, because she wanted to put on a brave face for everybody because she thought it was the most important thing

to make sure that things were as frictionless as possible. But she was suffering. She was having a really hard time. And if you think me almost kissing somebody is scandalous, I mean, your mother, I don't want to, your mother, we all had made mistakes and stuff like that. We've all forgiven each other for that. These things happen. Look, the childhood that you grew up with, your mother and I loved you every bit as much

as we said we did. But were we as happy and calm and were things as stable as we always wanted you to think? Absolutely not. You remember when we used to call it going picnicking and we would, we'd all get under the table and we'd put a blanket over the table and we would say, oh, we're going picnicking. We're going to eat ketchup sandwiches. And we would put ketchup on bread and just eat the bread together. And it was like our fun little treat that we did every once in a while. That was because some days we didn't have enough money to make you real dinner. And we just had to work really hard so that you and your sister didn't know that. And how much of parenting is convincing your kids that things are less

terrifying than they are? I don't know. How much of being in a marriage is communicating openly about where you're really at? I think probably more of it than your mother and I thought. But we tried and we stuck it out. We made things work together, but also I wouldn't have blamed her for wanting to leave either because I wasn't always, it was much easier for me to believe that we were living the leave it to beaver life.

And, uh, we had moments where that was the case, but I think just as often things are hard. Things are always going to be hard. Honestly, the fact that you could say that you came away from that childhood thinking that everything was great means that I did a pretty good job but also you know by the

way say the clause is not real no i know i hate to bring it to you at this late honestly that's the only thing i thought it took a long time for me to figure that one out i wish you could have saved me some embarrassment yeah no i probably should i should have ripped that band-aid off a little bit earlier but boy i'm sorry it was a very embarrassing senior prom for me oh my god that's i mean even just the more you tell me about the things that were wrong, but again, we'd never felt that. Like, I just felt, I don't know, it just seems like, it seems like even when things are good with my family,

like Grant doesn't feel like they're good, or like Carol doesn't feel like they're good, or I don't feel like they're good. Whereas when things were hard for you, like your family felt great. Like, I felt happy. Like, my childhood was so good because for you, your family felt great. I felt happy. My childhood was so good because of you, Dad. And I don't know why Grant doesn't feel that way, even though I try. I don't know why Daryl doesn't feel that way, even though I try.

Daryl, let me ask you something. So when I was growing up, there were sort of only two options for how bad it could be. You were either tough or you were weak. You were happy, you were sad. It was very simple. And honestly, as Frank, I went through my life thinking things were more or less that simple.

You nutted up and you did what you had to do. But being pained and seeing the way that getting the shit kicked out of me every single day had an effect on my mind and my sense of self and my psyche. And especially seeing Rod and seeing all the things that Rod has been going through. I think maybe I was being oversimplistic. And I think when I look at Grant, I see all the things that Grant's going through.

And when I hear about what Carol's going through, you know, your mother and I, we never went to therapy at any point. I thought that's for crazy people. Or that's for, you know, your mother and I, we never went to therapy at any point. I never I thought that's for that's for crazy people or that's for, you know, hysterical women who are very problematic. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. There's only so woke I could be. But you grew up in a different time, dad, a different time. But when I look at Grant, what he's dealing with, it's not something that you can solve just by loving him a lot. As much as you want it to be something that is entirely solvable by your own gumption and that you can pull your bootstraps up so high that they'll, you know, protect everybody. I think it's okay to acknowledge that everyone has problems and we need to work through them together. It's not a failure on your part.

Any more than if your son had a broken leg because someone had fell. It's not your fault for being unable to set it and fix it. When I got cancer, you didn't blame yourself for me getting cancer, did you? A little bit. Well, you shouldn't have, son. It's not your fault.

Life is a lot of wonderful things happening and a lot of terrible things happening. And we have to help each other through the terrible times and not blame ourselves for them. Any more than you would blame yourself for getting hit by a raindrop. Your son and your wife and you, it's okay to feel bad. It's not okay to blame yourself for feeling bad. It's not okay to treat it as an affront that you have made or a fault, a personal fault. If I had been born in your generation, I honestly think I would have been a better

father to you. I think I didn't teach you the emotional dexterity that of all fucking people, Ron has. I wish that I honestly, I had been a little bit more like Ron or Henry in raising you, because I think that might be what you need. I think it might be what your son needs. I think it might be what your wife needs. I don't know. Dad, you're doing a good job now too. I'm fucking killing it now. I miss you.

I miss you so much. I miss you too. You always did such a good job of making me feel good. You did the same, champ. I'm sorry you making me feel good and it's hey i just haven't felt that good so i'm sorry you haven't felt good hey it's okay and and i mean it's not it's not anything it's just it's a thing i'm just happy it's gonna be hard when you're when you're gone again but i just i don't know i think just right now i just want you to know and maybe you already know it's

like casey is doing great i mean mom loved you so much. I think you would like she remarried this guy named Dan a couple of years ago. Finally, I'm not going to kick his ass. I hope she's happy. I'm not going to. Oh, yeah. No, she is. I mean, she's a long time. So we had to we had to kind of push her into it.

Like and he's he's he's. Once you go, Frank, you never go bank. And that's what Frank can ever go bank. I mean, it's got a rhyme. I'm not going to say back. I mean, it's nice to know that'm not gonna say back i mean it's nice to know that you're not perfect as i'm hearing these sort of things that you're saying um you're right i can't be perfect but i don't know i'm just happy that that you're here and

you are making me feel a little better at whether or not that's the point right now but oh no i miss you dad so i'm i'm glad you're here and we gotta we gotta get home i gotta get i gotta get my son home at the end of the day. That's what I have to do. That's what we have to do. So, yes, I appreciate it. Of course. Anytime. And you're doing OK.

I just want you to know you're doing OK. You don't have to be doing fantastic all the time, but you're definitely not doing horrible. It's OK to just be OK. It's OK to have stuff you're working on. So I know you're working on it. I appreciate that. I love you, Dad. I love you, too.

I'm going to get some weapons with Ron now. Let's go make some fucking knives. Hey, Walter, what's up? We got to make some knives. Daryl and Peyton Frank head up to Walter. Is this around the time I guess that Ron is finishing? Yeah, they're wearing their weapons with Ron. Yeah. Sorry.

Sorry. Oh, wow. Okay. Yeah, I think Ron'son's wrapping up with the i think ron uh daryl's coming out of the forest like the teary eyes and then ron's coming out hey how's it going ron um it's going you want to make i gotta get i gotta make some weapons i don't know if you want to make, I got to get, I got to make some weapons. I don't know if you want to make some weapons. Sometimes I feel like my emotions are the weapons. Daryl runs to Ron and hugs Ron. Ron hugs Daryl.

And just Daryl starts crying. Henry comes out of the forest and sees Ron and Daryl crying and just starts crying too and runs up and hugs them both. What are we crying about? I'm in. Whatever it is, I'm in. I'm getting going. We're crying about the weapons we have to make.

We're just going to make weapons. Glenn struts in after having a marathon sex session and he goes, and he goes, and he goes, hey guys, good news. I've fucked so much

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