El Podcast de Marco Antonio Regil - 042: Despidiendo a la mujer que me dio la vida

Episode Date: February 26, 2017

Después de algunas semanas de ausencia estoy de regreso en el podcast y comparto con ustedes el proceso que he vivido y las hermosas, aunque difíciles lecciones que he aprendido, al decirle hasta pronto a mamá. Espero de todo corazón que estas experiencias y las reflexiones con mis queridas amigas Clara, Karín y Lizbeth, quienes también han vivido pérdidas similares, puedan ser útiles para quienes ya vivieron la partida de un ser querido, para quienes lo están viviendo en este momento y para quienes algún día tendrán la oportunidad de vivir este proceso doloroso pero a su vez lleno de amor.

This is the episode No, 42. The podcast of Mark Antonio Regil is a production of RGL Entertainment and all his rights are reserved and so.

Welcome to the podcast of Mark Antonio Regil. Amigos, I'm good with good, after some of the

time after a absence. The fact, I don't have been energy to do another podcast, and in this

occasion, I can't retomar the podcast without what has succeeded. As much you've

they've got said after a few years fellesio the human most important

of my life my mom my mom my mom my my name that's

he's going to and I've been living my lute and I wanted I wanted

I wanted to do the podcast but not it was not

about just about this time because I've I've learned

that I have grown I'm a different after this

experience and And at start to share to on the social with you

have been a response a question a number one for me because it has served to desawgarm

but also the quantity of love of good desires, of carino of orations of the

services that I have received a time, no I have with to thank you know, but

also of that I'm to see to be how the people that

he said to use that information for something for like the buddists, transform the

vener in medicine. And me started to say, I'm going to hear your Facebook live or I heard this story of the

partida of my mommy and I'm more my parents, I'm more to my abuelos, I'm more

to the people to the I'm going, I'm and I know that I know that I'm still

or that they're close to but I don't know or those that person or you just

they were even as they were to express their love. And that is the regal more great and

more be you. So when I was going to see that this, I'm wow, what it's a great thing to

a part of the part of my mom. And as it was a podcast, I only because me would have felt very rare

and the really I've had been the energy and the clarity mental to do it I'm going to

do this many people that are coming here and with who we're to share this experience

when we when we're a person careido and what we can't learn

how we can't manage, what we can do, how we can transform just fundamentally the veneno, in medicine. So, so I do the

good-in-a- first-n-na, a very great-a-a-a- university of Santa Monica, coach, executive and personal, and author of

the book, The Pardon as the freedom, for being, for manage to come to care,

to be with me and with all the questions of this podcast. For support, the leg, is Mia,

Marko, and really is a moment very important for me to be to share and to

all you the the the things, the things and all the

things and all you did you did you do you have a four years

and then I'm going to I'm to share with you the moments

very good and very little the same time so so that

live in my heart like all all the people that

they're they're parten but still living that is

something that is something that only you see you know, the

so you know, it's a friend of the thank you for the very much more thank you for the present, accompanying you, very grateful.

You also have suffered the perid of someone in your life? Yes, abelos and a very good friend. Yes,

thanks. Thanks for being and a friend and a friend and we're our friends Primus, my

dearer, Lizabeth Sanchez, who is coach of the health and life and director of this place that's a great thing that's a center of

a cresminton. Lizvette, thanks for being here. Amid, thanks to you, it's a moment of the

really, supermente special. No, no, I've visualized to this manner to be

sitting at you front of you, and in this moment, so difficult, so, so,

so, that's the part of your mother, my Tia, Irma. And you You always, a my

Tim Rieke. A wonderful man, a little a woman, and we've grown together and we've grown

together. Yes. And we're from, since my, it's more, your mom has you,

the same day that I, the day that I was going to be 25 years. Wow. So,

really is a connection very, very special, and to be here today, I'm I do

know of the magnitude and the marvellous that is God, and that's how, how all

all, it's done in an hamry, the life is a tracada for that we know, we're doing

and you thank you and you're doing this other people and the last people, people who

were doing and they've made a great difference in this process. So, so thanks, Liz,

and the intention of this podcast and like the four that we're sitting and the people

that we know, we're looking to find them to the thing, is that

when you when you're when you when you're when you when you why, why my mom or why is going to the, for what,

and you're going to find sense, the things, is when you start, uh, the process of sanation. So, something, something,

we know what we, in the family, in the entry, when, when my mom, we said, that was going to, the story is that he'd be about

12, 15 years, more or less with Alzheimer's, and the person, he's to get to do to do things, they're going to

to forget to recognize, it, and it's to to have to have to to talk,

was the only, the only, the only the other. A little a little. Yeah,

a little yeah, I was in many many words, but I'm some little a tonadita

and it and it's a point in the little bit, it's different to it's

about the stomach and when it's air and it's all the pulmones, then the only way to come to

this is put a tubal and endubes and stuff that obviously decided and I have decided

with her since much time that, that we're going to do and we're going to

do this course. But what we're not that during this process, we've got to give it,

15 days live, without water, without liquid, sin, sin, sin, and so it's

a woman very strong, but in those 15 days, what we did do we do, what we did do you know,

the last the labrimed, we're, we, it was a year, it was a We've recantamos,

we've got anecdotes positive about her, we're we're moments amorosos and diverties and we

did we're and we did we've we've gothous many times of gratitude ante, ante this.

So those 15 days were very speciales. I know not all the people have 15

days to despid to their people, but part of what I think I think to

think I have to expect to celebrate to celebrate in these last 15

days. I have a privilege But why me I've to expect? Why not

I said, I said some of the things, but why, for you have to be to be able to

see this story, when I'm going to hear this story, he says, oh, I'm going,

I'm going to talk about this thing. The gratitude, Clarita. Thank you. Thank you. A promosissim a

thing. For me, was something when he was diagnosed Parkinson's at the 59 years,

that was just when when I was to bring to to live here to the two. To the States United.

To the United. And they're here with me until after six years.

They've to have to go back to Argentina for different different things

related to the Parkinson if you not is like the Alzheimer but the

person is like like and it's my father was the

thing for me of the life was the was the life and it

was when I don't could sonre because his car

was like a because it's it's it and

the process of the problem that me led to learn

the difference that between acceptance and when we

resign to go that people that people that

we're getting a problem and the pain we

when we learn we we're that another other thing. So, during

that period, I went living this process of the resignation to the acceptance. Papa

passed 17 years with Parkinson's and muriel to the 77 before years. I, in

that moment, I was in my work in the which I go tarrows bivenciales,

I go coaching to persons in carceles, as, as we've mentioned in other

opportunity, and I sent something something So, so that something

that's me like to do you know, is you're

in the intuition what you get to a father had been a

little and they not was, not was not

in the times, but could get to be that he

had to him, no, no I know I didn't

come, I was something, I was was working, I'm

Manage eight hours. I was going to a passage of Argentina, via Mexico, four voles, and I got to stay six days with him, in those qualities I did something similar, but I was just alone, doing this, of another form,

because what I wanted was, at the time, to help him, and liberate me I. So, dave, thanks to God, not have nothing, the pendent,

but every day, I celebrated his life, and, standing at the side of him, helping to him

to make my proper to be in the moment that he was a thing,

that was a love to be the joy, the and the thing to the spirit

to start. It transformed my experience and how I feel the life because it

was the being the side of the life that was that was

something that never my life had lived but the gratitude

that I and what I felt in my heart when I had given him the mind I felt

that the spirit parted I felt really something that was and that

really everything all what we said the God, the life the

separation no separation was something was a so that

that was my experience I I'm I'm I'm all

that try to that they're that not it's

physically with the persons that are to start and that's that's that's

that's that I'm I'm, I'm know I'm know I'm not the moment

now that I'm know the times of the most be you my mother in all your life including

the child of an adult those those last time time when I took the and when I

did the love of and I was I was little little she'd say chiquita hermose

you're doing it so over to ferrarte, and not you goys, no you

don't you do you do you don't even you know, but you're saying it's it's all

all right it's all all good and let's let's get let's listen you I'm

I'm I'm I'm I'm this is a very very important the

why not I'm because I didn't I'm I'm I'm because I

think I when I never I'm not I'm I'm not I'm

I'm I'm I'm much a much to a with this sentiment.

I'd say, the life is perfect. And so, it's a way to be. No, there was that process that you

lived in that moment that you did with your mom. No, there a other way. It's, that's the

life is perfect. No, there's no assares of the destiny. No, there's surprises. All,

all, all is to a plan divine and perfecto that's made from the world.

So, God you did the opportunity, the And you accept that opportunity,

you opened the door to start with her. And for other other side, those people that still have in their

family, not see, they're going to, to be in a woman, I've got a one of a senior that

has a day in the hospital without going to work for to be a family. And I

think, why when when when when you need the time, you know, you're

the time to attend that person? Because, Because when when it's that's a

is that I can't go to get, is that I'm that I'm things to do you

planes some vacations no there's no you can't make nothing

when there when there when there when there is because when there is

that that could be that that could be the that the

time to the time or a woman you talk the

thing in the moment in that you're in the moment in that you're present, fresh. Because, another

other thing you said is a very important, you know you know the life, the life

the life has a process and have to get to get to that barco because if

not you get a back or it or you make you a sandcad or

you're you're you and you want to let the life

that the live that you can you can't fluire in that process in what

there and in what you think it's a question. I think you're much reason. When you're going to do you

do something, it's going to make to serve. But, but the people who have in life, to his

abelites, to the people, to the people to have them, to the people to who are to who are, to who can

to the family and the people, it's really? Because we expect to to be a to be a

that there's a moment, a that there's a moment, Passa the same in Mexico, pass the same in the States Unites. Because we have to

expect to there's a there's a time to be a time, but it's part of the condition of the

of the human. Karin, what comes to when you hear you when you know, well,

I've got the, the duch to have my parents in life, so when when this

in this life that we're talking with this says that the time, no, to do,

don't, to not, and to not do not give. I'm with that the

time. To do do it to do this time. And as you know, with the

people, with the people that we're doing that we're in the in the in the

life. In the Maria Rabatee in life in you know,

you know flowers at in life. In life, in a man,

in a man, a man, he said Martin, let's we're the tilin

when I was didn't he was a ral he put that he said

I as a man, growing in Sonora, where are the men, and are men and very, very, um,

many, uh, very, very, this part suavisita, of the other thing is express,

to give us, and he said, I, every time, I'm a, man, who's a man, when I'm,

when we're doing, in the city of Oregon, he said, I go and the I say, and, I'm,

my, ma, how you're, an abracus, hey, what, what's a, so, no, and he said,

and he, he said, I'm going to go to expressersel. Every time that I'm going to give, I'll say, I'm going to say, when Martin me said that's,

because I mean not me not me I'm not I'm going to do the opportunity to do it. For me, that's a

big of course, a part of the story of the party of my mom, how many of many times, how much love has been setaped

at the story of someone more. Absolutely. Oh, pardon. Pardon. Sorry,

something. That's, if you know, you know, you know, that person, for example, my Tia,

I'm not you can't, all this time, if in your heart you feel you can't do something, you can't give to someone

more. I think that is a beautiful. What we have to be to my criteria is

that you pass the period in, that I'm that I'm sure, the four

heirs, I'm, the airs of the resistance, is not resisting all the

we're not to do it for the cause, but if we

because it's part of the process also. After we're we're going, we'll use, we'll use, but accept the process as well, with

anojo, with depression, with negation, at the more, every pernida is different. Then, the renovars,

the removarce the compromise of one to permit to cure, to to be, to be able, because many

times, and it's notated in many people with the most people with the people who have I've I'm

don't want to get the pain because they're in a form or they're

they're trying to the person who not I'm a me to my mom and if

no I'me a my mom how I'm going to be a so how I'm to say how I'm so that

that renovation that renovation renovars the compromise to because the The perid

physical is for the but the the dolor not has to be for the pain. The

painer is the suffering to the and then that's the pain in something more but

not upurial and how we can do it we can do it to live the moment

present. Accepted what is. Accepted what is. And to get that that

and, for example, a time, of the meditation and the plegare. When we're we're going to we're going to we're going to

we're we're saying, so we're so that presence and being in what we don't escape to the

pain, we're not to get us we're going we're going to we're going to and getting

to a point where we we're we're we're seeing the fault but but we can transform

in something positive, as I said Liz, and really to fill those spaces. I, for example,

my papa for me was the life of the life. So when I feel that sensation,

I'm a a pietrita I'm for those who are you are the word and I'm

that word. So it's like the GPS. Oh, I'm so, I'm so I'm trying

to do this way to. It's an ankle for you. An ankl, a touchstone, something I'm a little bit more. A talismar, in Mexico

we'd say we're just. Exactly. A little bit of and a lot of I'm going, and I think, uh, there's time and

me rio solo. And I'm feeling that it's like I'm receiving that part and in that space that's a lot that's a lot

that's something I said something that's a lot people that have lived for this and know what can't do you

know what have been to this, you me said, Mark, Antonio, or Marco, you're going to do not be the same, but you're going to hear, the vas, you know, you going to say, and when I read it that in the moment that was in the disprendiment,

no-saving me did, and me passed something, for there, I was, I'm buying-money, that, well, has been a saint, that perrero, is a, is a, a therapiste, marvellouso, he, puts, put in the head-in'nation, while I'm doing, so, I was, I was, I was,

I was, I was, I was, I'm, my, I said, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say, I'm going to say I'm going to say, I'm going to many times, I'm going to be able to be going to be. So, I'm going to be, your dream, all the life, was to be cantar and start with God.

So, imagineate, how not I'm going to be able to and that's her son, really? That's living in the past eternal of the universe and of the love inconditional with God. But I, I, as a man, I'm, I'm a child, and my

my, and my, and my, And my new interior was a little I'm going to get a

lot of the I'm going to be and see a little I'm sure so I'm not a thing about

a lot of a lot of a big a bicha of a not a little bit of a little

to have a not having I'm not he's going to make a and he's very free and it

does a but you do you do you do you want to you're going to you're

saying mamita not more just to some not more not you

get to me do you. Do you. Do you have to do you do you doge's own. And I said, I said, manifestate. I said, no, you know, I'm not to me appear as to be a me meadous for the stasmas, but I said, manifestate in some way. And I'm, and I'm

a man, and I'm a gratitude, and I'm with the perritte, because the perrito, he does a count when I'm sorry, and I'm start to say, and I'm saying, what, for your thing is so good, I'm going to say, I'm so that I'm, I'm going to be, I'm me, the idea

of that I I'm going, when I do love to another other ser, be a man, or a person,

or a person, I'm a person, I'm about my mom. And I feel a

life when I do love to me when I give a other ser. And when I'm doing a more

to be to be to be me, and I said the response. Every

every time that I want to want to make to do you to give to

a way, and there it's a sense. It's a great thing. It's a beginning for you.

Yeah. I'm I'm going to my mom. Mark Anthony, no more to make him exactly.

And every that's going to the little little little intern. Because Mark,

the little Mark, the little Marko, that's a mother, that's a need to that's

that's need to that you can you can do you to do the representation to the

other other the love to the, the, the, the, the,

the, the, the, the, the child, was going to and the adult too,

no. But different, different. The adult, the adult, I was, I was a man,

and the was a little was my little little, and I, and I'm very clear.

Well, it's the same, no? I'm also, yeah, it's the

same human, but it's like an identity that's into me, that I

don't know, because in the Santa Monica, we haven't much of the time. In the second

year, we're doing a work for the age and we're doing the years and we going to do this time and we're doing with my

child and when I did the point that there many of the of the abandon. Exactly. Exactly.

The abandon. Because the period of the being said that we can't be different forms. For some

people it's abandoning, for other is a transion, for others is a vacuum. Each one, the

The pain is the same and it's universal. All we've lived the pain. But all we can't live in ways different.

And I think that depends of how that the child didn't, right? Right. Right.

Right. I think, for people who are listening could say that, of what

you can't apachar to your inner interior? It's trying in that moment to your

adult to, to take a that child, and it acunen his brasos and

he says he's it's all right but here I'm to be to care

to protect you to love to that's very important to know

that all the people those the people live the

figure pater and materna and those those those

those people that have done to the time we're we

don't we we're we we're that we're to bring to our

new interior all the all the love that's the love you do a papach and if it's doing berinch

also I'm and he's he's not you know, it's not and then you do you do it

make what it for me one of the of the great moments of this nation that I'm when I

did the masteria in psychology spiritual in the university of Santa Monica was

was to give to give to my need to maybe that

that relationship with that particular I'm when my mom he was

I'm going to I'm to be a I'm going to learn to learn a when I'm when I'm

I'm a I'm a this life I'm a I'm a part of the matters that I'm a

cuter the the feeling abandoned by my papa because he was never was but when

my mom was going to I'm going to I'm going to five, six seven years he was going to

all the days I'm I'm just going for my mom he was going to he was he had

a the Pyrn, not a little of the hand to the legrable to the legiont

my my hittal, but no me I'm going to go to work to go to get to work to work to

get to a little and I'm and I'm and I'm and I'm getting you and the

time and I talk to be and I'm to be there at the three and a morning where they're getting

they're they're put in a ball of and they're going to go back to her

and I'm I'm back to my my new entire was disgarrara

because he He said, now if you're going to for ever for ever. So, then the fear of the

fear of I'm going to you're going to get to be to get to my son I'm going to my kido

how you say that's that you I don't want to live so that was a time

that was that's a time I'm the opportunity to sanarla a level more profound.

So are some some caps capas capes that we are like many

abrigos and every abrigues and different capes that we're sanando and curing, right?

And that's what I've understood, that no I'm that's, that I'm that's always,

I'm abandoned and it's always with me God is there and I'm with that little little

very, very, very, but every people, I think, I mean, not all

that's, that matter to course to learn that I'm that doesn't know, every

every every single, a course different, a different, that's a exists, no,

so in the reality, in the reality. In the part physical exists. In the part of physical exists. Because that is

a point very important of not to not. No, not to negar the reality. I'm not

I'm not. I see it's the part physical. But if you're just you know, Prima,

what that's this process that has been coursing in the University

of Santa Monica, how the life the same, when you do you give you, you go the time you're

the time you're to use them in the moment that you're going to the separation exists, but the abandon, in my case, I've understood. That's an history

that I'm going to my mom no me abandoned. My mom turned his cycle in this life. No, it's that I don't

do you know it's, no it's not just a doing. God, I'm not going to

abandoning. I'm not I'm still. I'm full of she, I'm full of love, I'm

She's physically of his body. But the abandono is the telenovela

that I told about. The story that I know what what is that is that in the

mind that for any that's what you have been to learn, and of that's

the emotions that you happen the happens. When we is the knowledge, or is all the

thing to get the in that that way that time short, you know, but

so long, a time, it's transform in the world, and what you're

doing is the process to transform all your stories, all what you know, all what

you've lived, and the wisdom in the knowledge that's learn.

Oh, yeah, Mark, and what I'm, what I'm, what you

do you do the opportunity in the career, or in in Santa Monica

studying, you went you're preparing with that new, fortecingh to get to this day

that is the real that's, it's like a like a, well, it would be, if you know, I don't know

that you'd be talking about, I don't know how you're, I don't know. I think that's a point important,

the, about the story of the story. Yeah. There's to because the

obvious is that your mom, that's a issue. That's a is an issue. That's an

issue. That's the is the obvious. And, that's, and And she didn't even

more. He left his physical. It was it. Exactly. At the

moment, at the place in this palmer that's here in a flower that will be to come to

find. Well, that's not the energy. In energy. It's that we know.

This microphone is energy. All is absolutely energy. And I think the love of

the family and of our and the people never never never

never and we're and we we'll find in different

states, a little or contexts, but never we're going to separate. The love will be

to be a time to the eternity. So, so do you do you dofrey, that is

very different of the pain. This is this, I think, is a point very

important. One one is the suffering that is the I'm the victim, me,

me do I'm a heartachiri and my, oh, oh, that's the

story that is the story, that the mind, that not you're you, if it's

a and a mind, that you can't put to a man, you're

to be, you're to be, he's, he's, he's, a thing,

but my mom, me abandoned, no, is an interpretation, it's a story.

Oh, why no, because no he did love, because no, I'm,

I'm, I'm, that's, that's another story, that's a story, too,

so, my mom moved, she, she's transformed, and that we

What was it? We'll make an effort, an intent for to get a life to get a point. And I'm

happy. The story that I can't decide to tell me, the story is I'm going to see to see her. And I'm going to

see. And I'm going to be there no, it's never nobody has abandoned. God no can't abandoning

because it's inside of me. And she's in your car. And it's in your question? What is

what you say, I think, really the the dolor more profound that we have is what

we think or we're that we're that's so we're and the person and something something

something something that's the association with the association with pertencerer what it

for me it was terror to lose the family it was a a need

that was a a bit of form no way no had nothing

that had never that I had to be to the

church to to reason to because I'm a big of the

family. He aggrand when I'm my little my little

my little more that I'm my sense of family. So one of the

things to curate, is what we associate but the thing is that we

we're we're that we're on the part of that person and the per die

of that the person, that that's that that's not only

it's for the death. It's all the peridies that we can cause

a suffering that is the pain and the we have the and what we have done. And then we think we

did we're but giving us the time to be process it, to be able to expresser and to be

to get to acceptation and to transform it in something there I think is the change.

Yes. Incluso that is ateo, he's declared as a man,

me, I'm saying, you know, for me this is more difficult. Because you think you're there's a

other life, you think there a, there's a or the love universal, or the or a reencornation

or what whatever. I don't think in nothing. So, for me, when someone

is going, it's literally, it's a man, he said, I'm, I'm a

man, it's more spiritual than the spirituals, but he's he says that he's, he's,

he's, no, for me that nobody could be like all because it because it's

carino, et cetera. But me, for me, this is more difficult. And we're because we're this,

if we're seeing in our world, that there's a universe and that there's a way, and that we're going to see, that we're

obviously, there's, there is, there's a way, it's a way to get a a fairer. Well, it's like a

self-estim, it's an self-estimus, no? I mean, so, to care, who's,

who's, who's, who's, who's, who's, he's all the possibilities to find out

the sense to the fact that a phrase that published me Instagram that I liked much

and I did it was the last this moment that we're doing this the series says,

they're passing to live out of us to live in us I don't know I'm

I'm know what I know but they they're you're you're you did

you do you did you do it someone me the mando. I don't I want it.

I don't see if you didn't know. I don't remember but right you're this

this one because is that if we've this way, it's like it's a

melody, no? We're a melody and we're and so when I want to

remember a time, she's she will be to me always to be a way.

Never never will be never will be never be never to be

all these things to me I I always like much that we

intend to try to try to try to be in a person to apply to apply to

the here and the hour. Today, what I can do do you to be

more to do to find to my life? To who I can give

love today? To know, for to know, to know, with who

can I can't feel for who can feel more gratitude, more

alexia, so, to be in the present here now and

know that even my Tia Irma, for example, my father or the Ceres that have been to be a through the

life, it's that they're in your life, they're in you, always, wherever you go you go

to you go to you, we're doing. We're not much because we're having with all our generations

feminines. They're with us not we're only we're only soles. And the the women,

but I've read about the women, and I feel very very Whelas, materna, paterna, my fias,

all the women that came in after me, they're going to, I don't travel. But fickete what's what because this of,

that they're going to live to live into us, this is a decision. Because even that's not you know,

you know, in the mass, and you think that the life is that is that my friend,

as my friend, if you decide that live in you, and you, enfocas in record those, in record

those with a can or like I I express the love to someone more and I hear of my mother

and I'm if you if you let you let you let you let me because you don't know

because you you clavas in the story of me abandono me he he did he did you

all these stuff these because you're not in any not no just

and a right and a part you need to need to get to be

not I'm not I'm not there's there are there are there They need that

self-castigue, let's go to the time. There's the pardon, that's that's

really to help the story, that is when we said, that phrase that I thought, that they've

lived in we've been for the day of Valentine's we've been with my husband, to come,

to take to a little a new a new one of a song that was my father

when I was a little, you know, I'm simply they've really to get to get

the eyes and then I'm going to feel the voice and I'm a person much more than any other

moment and the song was something that I can't be able to revivir in this moment and see

how, of really your presence is there my own well, it's that there's a

way, in a form more, and we're we're going and we're like, my papa

I was there. It was there. So I started. I said, what is what he said, the joy of the life, to read me, to do things little, to say,

I said, well, we'll do something to do something to do it, we'll give him and we're riams. So it's so they're always.

I'm just too, I've been in our own another thing. Because the reason for that we can we can't

that we're because if we we're going to think, if we're to analyze the when you're you're saying

when you're you're saying a more to someone and you You see the love of that person?

Where do you do you? It's the outside or you feel it into your in the world? When my

mama me gotrava the carita me said, Chiquito, I'm I'm the thing more

the most beautiful. I'm too. Right. I'm saying, and I'll feel like, equalito

that when I'm in this world. So that experience of she never was never was a

little to me. The love to her always still was to me. And the love of

her and I also also is that the other than the that's that's so I'm

so I'm going to be so I'm doing the first I'm not going to those reflections that I've been in those other times

it's impossible because what I'm that's the love of her and that's my, it's my, is my

is my, is my, and the experience of her was, the experience of her and I'm, and me,

and I'm going to remember a photo, or the, or the, or the story, a anecdote, but that's

nobody can't they can't get it, they're they're that's within us

but what important and what I'm a that you have you the opportunity to share that

to share that to share that you're that I'm that you that's that part of,

to accept us and that part of renovations that's so I'm just much. Oh,

the four eras me got to the renovation is that is that

is to give the opportunity to to hear your heart because this is

a thing very important not so if in Argentina but in Mexico there's

to have to make a story very when somebody is valid is

valid but but if you don't I don't I'm I can't

say I'm it has it has everything has circumstances is

different but for example it is In Argentina, in all Latin America, in general in the

world. So it's the renewing to my criteria, and for me, is the give us permission to

to be able to see what we can't even the power. The part of what we're the essence of the essence of the

love and the power is the power so that not having the resistance and renovations and reflection

through the present, and have a little ritual, what it's like you said, something that's the GPS, that we'll go to the GPS, that we'll go to the story of the abandon, the history of the family, to what it's ever, we need to, we'll never,

to go to the way of what we're to the soul, the essence, the love. Ayer, Marko Antonio, salis sat down in bicycle, and me I'm so that's, that honestidad that's, to say, I'm going to

do that's and I'm going to and do that that's the clear. You know, you know, you're doing the time

to give a no, no, no, I'm, I have to get to do, I'm going to do you,

but a energy, a light's into you to say, the bicycle to be a very well.

Yeah, because no really, but something in me me said, sal, I'd

just days to be back me, without not year, I'm not I don't know a little,

but yeah, the, the, the, the, the, the, the,

the, the solas, the ones, of the un- have, they're,

they're, they're a un-as-a- energy, I'm in a depression, it's a

depression, no, me, I'm, I, what I did, was that,

first, first, was the, first, was, the, so, so,

he's, he, so, he's, he, to, the, we're,

the first, And we, and we're and we're and we're about your and you do you're going to

we're going to we're going to the sealete and we can't and the marinero that's a song of the family that's a

oldie and she's and she called anecdotes, we're all right we said, we're just we're we're very we're doing it

we're having it did you're giving us things of emososos and celebrating and letting her so that's so that was

very beautiful but then it was in ojo I'm going tohach because after 10 days to have it. And we've seen

how it's deteriorate, because no he was never a morphine first every every six hours, then every three

hours, then every hour, and he started to make a sound- and he's a quadro very difficult. I'm going toh

get to knower. I'm sorry and I'm saying, yeah, for favor, yeah. It's ridiculous

that I'm so that my ego is enoge and my ego is and I want to and I want to give to

you see that that all is perfect and I know that passing here and it's how it's, but I can't

negate that he's about I'm going to I'm going to because it's what he's he's the he went to

get back and when the shock and came the olas of angustia and the abandon and the last of that the absence

total of energy a depression and you're horrible you have you just to describe in the few

passes the those steps of the duels exactly in the process just that

has lived accelerated and there people that are people who live much time in each one of them

or in different order but you have described exactly in how they're normally.

The thing is that then the process of the process and there

people or people who never get to that people because they're

or in the negation the enojo or the depression and they're

they're they when we talk the importance of the acceptance of the

resignation. Because resignation is, ah, no, no I'm a another, what I'm a good,

it's like a thing I'm not, I'm not not so you know, but it's every one

doesn't the cross. But how could it be, the difference, the difference between resignar me,

rendire me and to continue me moving. Because this is a point very important, no,

because I think it has been to this process of, well, that's the good,

to rendit is different to the resignation The resignation The resignation would be that's

that I said that had had had had been a experience a lot of many years and I

when I had to resignars each one has a every one never another

what you do you do you can't so you you're so you acceptas

but with there there there there another you you're

that you and a to that's that's that's the resignation.

Of one or other other form is the judgment is the other thing is the

thing is the acceptation. When we accept part of the process to accept is the

rending not to not us to us a God. A power superior.

To the God to be superior, to the spirit or the depend

every person um That's true, that in English, it would be the surrender. But is that that's that's

that's difficult the word. Because the people and the association that we have to end up. Well, the

rendice is the amen. Agace your voluntary. That's the amel. That's the amel.

Exactly. Agace your voluntary. And we can do to do that

redition. I'm I'm into your hands or we can do luching and

saying, I'd like that were a different, no me another, and as I said,

I'm going to give my cross, is the resignation. And the acceptation, that would

be the process distinct and that each one you can get a one life, a year,

or a year, or what that's every person has a problem, you know, and all

what I'm what I'm what I'm what I'm doing is that in the acceptation

Well, resignation, there's like, well, if no there's more remedy, then I do I do. But I want to be different. I'm, I'm sure,

I'm even should be different and this is too bad and blah, and she never have suffered and no should have been able to

be able to be able to be better and the other things. And the other things. And it's like if no there's more

remedy. If not it's not not a remedy, well do I do I'm, what I'm what more,

no, no, no? And the other is with profound love and confidence in the universe, in

God, in the love, to say, I don't know it, I'm dole, no I'm but I'm sure. That's the point, Mark. I'm just the point, Mark. Me that's what you're saying, because the person human in general

want to understand. To be pardoner, and so I'm a much with the pardon, he wants to understand. To do this, he can't understand. We need to understand. A-beces, we can't

understand and a a bit. And the process is to say, well, no, no important, it's going to understand or no I can't understand. I'm but accept what is and continue. That's the process and at the time. The

life no has no no. No. No there's response to, no. No, no. No. When you're just a way, when you're not going to operate from your carousal, yes. There's a certain. But is that's saying, understand in my

not a requirement. That's a perfect. In to know the requirement. That's a

wonderful. That's what does that does the click. It's the aha moment. Totally.

Totally. Totally. The year past was doing a talk at the University of

Kordoba to people that are in people who are people who are people that are

people that is part and it was a course of graduations of medical.

They're They wanted to be how relationer the pardon and the caretive. And I was going to do the chat of the

time is that they were waiting to how they were not the other people, not the that was right,

but never thought the person that was the person that was on the time and they were going to

see the moment I'm going to the medical, also, for I said, we're saying, we're all all the

same and the same, and the life is part of the same of another form.

No, there's no way and there's all the same. So it's very profound because it no has

felt to expect to this last we can't prepare, there's certain things for those

we're not we're we're doing in the moment. And that's part of the acceptation

too. Because, for example, the the mother of your mother mother of

85 years, that you have a life a life long? But what how you know how when there's

a fallacy of a baby, of a child, there's there? Obviously,

no. You'll find a response to the life? Sure, that you

can't get a because you know. From the mind, no, but you

rinded to the grace of the Spirit Santo and you say, me

I'm rindo because this no logic, but I accept. Because so it

was totally to do it. Agus your voluntary. And never

have to accelerate the process. Agassette your Your Wondon, in the University of

Santa Monica us in the University of in the University of Santa Monica, we're saying one that's exactly the one of the most good for the most

help of all the best good for the most all the people, what is that? Aged to your that is that. Amen. It's like when when I was a

little bit too, I don't understand because he had to my mom and where we'd have to do but confiating in her, I had a certain

so the same thing is to give the hand to do you know what I'm doing it and it's it's like

I'm like the carose but confi in you to I'm a man that's beautiful and accept the dolor

accepter the love accept the part of this experience humana and as absolutely I've

I've been reflecting, I'm sure that in this moment me feel much more connected with the rest of the people who

important in the life than the before I'm, well, I mean, I mean, I know, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm

know, that my mom, that me have done the opportunity to live this dolor, because I feel that I had a little

cleania, me had a little bit more a little bit of a bit of a bit oficado, not is that it's not

it's a marreone, but those amarrions, of what we see are pure mercadentia

and I'm I'm a work in the television there's a tele television all the

what we're saying the communication to the outside from the media and the

media's doing things things, things, things, that that that's not the

that's the that's that's those those those those disorders those

those pullen, us those they're what is what really right that's

what you're what you're that's what in life and in health, we can't use them.

I'm I'm a God. For favor, I'm a good. I'm a good alumna.

A la good. I want to learn a good. No, I don't want to

an accident, an accident, a disajust to be a better than for a loggito and cooperating.

I'm a good. A la good. Well, because, because it's a

CREENC. And it's a matter, are through the great dolores that we're we're going to we're going to we're going

that we're one with the world, that we're part of a plan of a plan and that one we're

connected. We're not more vivos. Exactly. We're more vivos.

But we we can also also do exercises or practices or study, learn, prepare us

for this the way common, of the love to the love to me and not to

not be that the life is angolotee or to do that absolutely to get

to begin to start. For suppose and that that that is what is

that one, that we're all we're more prepared for when when these

those those don't do you're very they're going to come

to come and then so with that so that so we're more prepared

to to get the sombronass, the term, the term, the storm, what we

do we do it, and to make it's for us and for the world, because to

the criteria me, that I'm passionate, for to get to help when we

to get to when we can't not only for the rest of the rest of

the human, it's like it has been a kind of has

a true, right? And to be being the mind, the

ideas, a sometimes malditas, a lot of these, uh, I don't

let's go to get, it's not going to get to be my mind, suicide me in these days. No,

I'm not I'm doing, I'm not the but I'm because that my mind, because that

you know, the day that you're going to get to the day that I'm sure, because I'm to ask me

to ask me to give I'm going to give me my mom if, what's, what's,

what's the what's the what I'm what I'm And obviously, I was trying to to talk to. And I said to talk to

me said, I mean, he said it was the same. There was a other person, but there was a friend who

was when my father fellsio, my mom and I was we were destroated and my mom and I and we talked

to get this world. No, we did it. But the ideas pass on there.

The problem not are the ideas. It's what we do we do we're the problem not are

the things, is what we're we're what It's what happens when when we identify

our life with the of the being that's a part of that not to be not to be in our physical

in our lives we're not it has been our state here. So, all power to be

transformer that, but it's something a something. And to understand that something we're always

in the time, is that when the emotion sub and the intelligence back.

always that you're with an emotion Alta your intelligence is to be my mom of the things that if I could

change, if I had a second opportunity, not I'm so it was perfect. But if you

have a second opportunity, I'd more than it. I'd more than me knowj'd

because every time we'd say some things that I'm and I had some worse and

we're we're just in a competition so or so a lexionatorra where all like sure

where our ego were and we started to insult to see who to say, and I got a point when I started

when I started one of the first first ones that made a doctor was to say when your momita and you start a discussion,

you're going to go ahead and you go, oh, no, doctor, he's going to say, no, me to make you don't me

don't make you the word in the book, but me said, no, when that's you're going to you're going to talk to

to say, rapidly that are the these are the words to say, you're going to say, mom, I'm going to say,

I'm going to say, I'm going to repent. When you want to talk, when we're when we're talking about,

when we're doing, and me, I'm going to do it, and me even he was, but then I'm but then I think it, but then

it was that I was that you was a story that she was a story that she was a mom, I don't want insultarty and

I don't hear your insults because aparted nothing of this is the part of this is really. So,

then understand that when the emotion subes, the intelligence and with the intelligence, intelligence,

we're going to say much tonteries. Between them, insults to whom you amas

and you know, and the more than you know, when you're in a man, with the emotion to arrive,

the intelligence aback, you say, we're going to us, that's a good idea, we're going to

let's the world, are the expressions are, the expressions physical of the things.

But no we're not, not we're not our but so, but as so, but as the moment

us we don't we don't we're we're we're a good idea or

something, and is where it's where the meditation you do a way to do you do that

because you know, because you're to observe and to the moment those and those we're

we're we're not we're not specifically observar those also there are a lot

they're doing so they're diluying those they're doing and you and you understandes

that not those you're not the think the ego the mind

the monster respire and in that you know you listen you're

you're doing a little more chiqued that that that idea

no I I practice, I put color, it's station, in what part

of my body of my body, I'm in the abdomen, when it's a heart, when it's

a in the pecho. And that so it took 90 seconds, is it

even more and it makes that the idea making more little more

and then there, there can be a little more of the other that's

a more of suffering a little a little a little

a a daughter and accept it. And right that you

about the the technique that's your psychologist, I'm like I'm my

kids, adolescents. And, and so, it's a fron of, I'm, going to

present, no, to apply it, to, to, to, to that those

plaitos or those situations that exist between mom and his, well,

try to, try to , to, to, to, to, to,

the, to, and that no it's in a memory a memory a cellular emotional guardada that

then you're so it's a customary but the most important that I've learned that's the process is that Karin

if we we're saying we're we're gonna but the thing is that we're going to insultar

and we're not arreglames the problem in the problem so yeah the playto and the

that's not for the problem original but we're we're we're

we're we're making we're making the the training of the meditation because the meditation

you can't a that you think you're in your own those thoughts and you don't have to act you can't do like you can't

you can't say well that's a good, that that's good that's so good no me that's a

distance no. Fifate that this is a point that's a thing. The mind is

a thing because it's a thing because we don't know we're thinking but a

question if you have the suicide is something very serious. Very serious. A thought of a lot of

a story, a malinterpretation of the thing. But it's something that's that's that's

the mind not you, you know is that that's that that's what that's that's that's that

the distance as the kind of like it like you put a color, it's

there's there's there's there's a language that's a encuaged, that no

doesn't 20 seconds, 30 seconds, for example, I'm sure, I'm too, I'm too, I'm too,

I'm too, mead, mead, mead, mead, meh, meh, meh,

me, don't know, mhm, mhm, mhm, do not. No, for you're

very important. But there's there's a there's a there. There are these things.

Well, so. No, in the car, in the car, in the car, in the car,

in the carro, no pass nothing. Or, to be in a moment I'm in a central

and I'm a tantal or a tach or a tach disappear. It's a right. The most

important is assume the truth this is that you're your things. No,

no, no, no, no, no, no your body,

no your body, nor the no cup, no, no, no And, look,

I'm not so, nor I'm not not so I'm, and I'm even I'm not even I'm even even I'm not even

I'm not even so I'm these are stories optional. Mascaras, abrigos that have been in and you

and you're going to do you? No? If you're to assume, yes. Assume a favor.

Assume a your favor. For favor, assume a a your favor. One meditation that I learned too

in the University of Santa Monica of our his great Manets Ron and Mary

Holnick, that I do you know in many times at the time when we're doing

this, he's just about that's I'm just that I'm my my body,

my body, but not I'm my mind. My mind has

things, but not my things. I'm a person spiritual, living

a experience physical temporal with the only to discover

that I know that's that Mary Holnick. It's a beautiful. And now in the Tulumbigan Fest

we did we did, all the music and everything, it's more beautiful. More beautiful. One day, we're going to grabers and we're to give us to

give them to the podcast and they're excellent. The fact, the fact that these things are precious and ohhalla

that the people that we're listening those practice. So, this, this,

this, this adit of the mind, if we're talking of the people, to recordarse that I

don't say that I'm recurrent, that is there and give and give, to put him to get a

time, I'm saying, I'm saying, he put a name, he's like, he's going to say, okay,

George, if I'm going, you're doing, so, okay, it's a good, it's a good, but there,

just only that just a exercise, you, you're back you, you're not? You're

to be in that energy, of that you you're, you're, that you're to do you I'm not. I'm sorry. I'm not.

I'm totally. But there's where the practice spiritual. It helps. And the meditation can do you know what's doing. It's universal.

You can't do you need to Jesus or with Buddha or with the mar or with a flower or with the fire or with your respiration. There's a million techniques for meditare and

none is better than that you can't be the comeode. And that's it helps normally when when you're totally.

And what I mean to say to me to say to the people in general that, before the meditation, in that exercise previous or respiration, that

think in the ser that in that moment they're much, it can be, Bernie, can be something that you inspire and respirate that presences, that essence, because that so does open the heart. So, all the meditation, all the work posterior is going to, like not only

in the mind, in the emotions in your your body and you can't a level cellular. And you can then then you

know that those memories good or positive. Of the podcast are like other 10

podcasts. There's we'll get to get good to get a energy. Yeah,

about about the meditation. I think is a important because

there are much people that not a clear idea of what is

medit because in my family is that is that I'm I'm think

much. I'm I'm thinking. I'm is that you say, if you're going to

if you're so it's another So, then it's important if in this moment we're to clarify

what is mediter. Or I don't know I'm because to have the mind in blank.

That's the mythos of the meditation. So I never will be able to meditate

because not I can't maintain my mind when I think that the

mind never can't be able to be back about the meditation

but in in in the words to start this what

what what the mind, observe the thoughts, limpial the mind, restar, not care with the meditation, I want to get a

place, I'm going to get a lot, and there's a lot to get to feel to be happy, meditating, no? And for me the meditation is

sit and or manage where you're, no, you have to be in a space particular with incinso and vellas. You can start

lavando trasties. Totally. Barriending. meditating is that's present. And how I'm going to

be to be present? First, I'm to observe my mind, see those things,

I'm going to be barriending. I'm not I'm doing the marries the children and barringing the problems and

we're trying the mind like that that's a same thing, in the same situation, in the

past, in the past that's, in the past that me will be a depression or in the

future that I don't be where I don't know I'm not to be

present. How practico well, me I'm I'm I'm

I'm I'm I'm a contact with my respiration with my body

with what I think I'm and with those emotions those I'm and I'm I'm

meditating with a minute with seconds that I give the day the rest the time

we're we're a podcast of meditation there's there's I'm a good

emon that has made to me I'm I'm I'm I'm the honor

to give him we're we're we're we're we're one of

meditation an an episode specific of that's And it's the person that's the

person's the with the person that's a real thing that's a okay yeah yeah I'm

not I'm not I'm in the mind that's a well well it's well it's the

the tool it's the the key is the passport for that for that for that

respiration I'm respiro today in the morning the life I resolve

I'm respirating breathing, is true. And simply record that's not quite know the

techniques, no has to have nothing special, but simply if they like they like colors

or the word or something, feel that when they're breathing, they're breathing the love

and exhaling the peace, for example, or a color, and simply be concerned that when

are nervousos or anxiososos enojoos, the respiration is very shortita and when they're going to

get to to get to get to all the other parts of the body. So simply doing that for a few minutes, will be to

get to be more presentes and they're going to take decisions different to what what the most the mind they're saying.

There's very simple. Well, we're going to Mark, Antoneerichil.com in the section of notes of episode number 42

if they're listening in iTunes Teacher or Google Play, can go to Mark, Antonioer orgil. In the episode

number 42, can be the episode number 42. We'll We'll just to leave them some, some leagues for, for going to

our guests in social and also for some recommendations for mediter, like the book that's said, Deymond, Medita with me.

I'm sorry, I'm so, so content to a year that I'm in a bicycle, and I went to the gymnasio, me razzure,

me, I'm, and I'm going to talk to you, because you know, I was going to do this podcast,

and I don't want to do this and I'm, now we're to talk to, the, no, we're going to

talk of this. I had to be in my heart of this, I'd have been in my heart and I just would have put it so I'm in

thank you. Thank you, Mark. And this is an example for the people, it's something that

can learn and it's that you can saltier the emotions. There's to express them and

organically pass then you know, and thank you. Thank you. Thanks. Where you can

see the people in social? In clarnaun point com. Okay. Clarnaun In English

and in Spanish and Jassaran, Ascaraan, where do you Canesarana? Harina, where can't

see you? We're in Casaplena. Facebook and Casaplena, Tijuana. com. You're doing classes

in Casa Plena? Yes. Clarita, we need to do classes to go to our house. Our house is

your house. When we're we're going to get us, we're just with the life of your mom.

Thank you. The video of my tia. And I'm thinking in this moment, Mark Antonio, that I Nassie the day that NACO, the same day 7th

February, and he transformed the day that's Jimena. Your wife? My I mean, 15th February. Oh, it's true. Nassie the day that you

naced, and it's about the day that's your daughter. Wow. Jimonita, so her most, we've made much love.

All the love, clear, and all the love to my my tia, and I thank infinitely this this moment, this,

this space, because, that, also, enter the list of the 60 things

that I'm going to do for my 60 years. Oh, triathletta Iron Man to 60

years, no, you know, I'm 509. I'm going to say another thing. I'll say

another thing. No, just to do you know, not just a Tijuana, Casa Plena,

classes of yoga, meditation, diplomados. We're actually diplomatism of meditation,

diplomatology. We're our company here, He's the health coach. We have Reiki, massages

medicinales. Medicine to No, we're not. Marvellousine. Clarita, Clarita, you have we

have to go to do you, do you know, to do you. And I'm would say something that because

to give me, we're all here, so we're honoring her life, unranging and

mandating a much love to your almas. Thank you, Marathon. Thank you, Martin. Thank you, Mark. Thank you.